DeadSexyJuggalette's blog: "My Thoughts"

WELL IM BACK FOR GOOD WOULD BE NICE TO HEAR FROM SOME PPL *ROLLS EYES* I KNOW THAT WOULD BE TO MUCH TO ASK FOR HAHAHAHA ANYWAY HIT ME UP SOMETIME

Well its apparent my so called friends could give a fuck less if im here or not i could be dead and wow i dont think it would matter thats nice thinkin why am i even gonna bother gettin back online fuck it for those who care you got my number and for those who dont you can FUCK OFF!

Just lettin everyone know I am still here but i dont have internet right now so i will be on when i can hope everyone is doin good i love ya'll and miss ya'll i start a new job monday so i will be back as soon as i can Much Love

We ain't underground by accident There's only a select few that can handle this Freek shit Apparition of a poltergeist Blessed with heart But is cold as ice and broken twice Now I walk with an axe Dressed in all jet black with contacts Straight maniac Warlock, Samhain and Salem's Lot Sand through the hour glass ticking of the clock If you don't know by now it's too late We the most serious thing on the market since date rape We the dead We don't explain or feel pain, beserko Keep it underground to maintain Bitch you better checknuts I'm doing voodoo in 66 in 6 months Ridin' in a digged out hearse with gold spokes Puffin' on 2 ton blunt with dead folks and it's like that Axe Murderers, we don't die Serial Killas, we don't die Freeks of the Night, we don't die We get high, we don't die Coming up outta the ground From the underground tunnel of dirt Keep away from the mainstream lover Just want somebody to move and get hurt Got your hole dug deep in the dirt Can't hurt? What bitch muthafuckas makin' love to the press? With a bitch name tatted on your chest Me and muthafuckin' madrox, hauntin' the joint Bringin' death to the people who don't get the point We dont die Uh huh, we unreal Just like a seven dollar bill Voice my opinion regardless on how you feel Freek shit It ain't about being rich It's about juggalos and runnin' with lunatics As long as y'all rock this we won't quit We do it all for y'all, I mean that shit Everyone of y'all means everything to me We breathe for y'all, that's why we call it the family Axe Murderers, we don't die Serial Killas, we don't die Freeks of the Night, we don't die We get high, we don't die It's hard to explain the element my Self inflicted pain Were not positive, and upliftin' Fuck you, walk a mile in our shoes Experience hard times and payin' helly dues Freek shit What I live what I breath Casted out Mutant X like his disease Still trying to ban our sound Cuz supposedly it would be resurrecting The dead from under hollow ground You in the dead zone, 10 points for us You smellin' cigarette smokes right before your lungs bust Plus, you can't trust him But I can bust him in half Sit back and laugh at all the shit I did Can you do that? Could you school that? Better yet, I'm a wigged serial killa Type war death Freekshow, different from the rest But I, love it though Put you to the test [x4] Axe Murderers, we don't die Serial Killas, we don't die Freaks Of the night,we dont die We get high,we dont die Thats right the wicked clowns wil neva die mutha facko! MMFWCL

Well once again Iv'e been made to look like an ass its amazing Im goin back to my cold hearted ways back to when I could give a fuck about anything cuz honestly I dont give a fuck!Im sick of bein used and my heart bein broke IM DONE I HATE MEN!

K i need to learn how to morph pics so i need some help anyone wanna teach me? lol

Lately been feeling lost really bummed obviously as some know its comin up on the 1 yr Anniversary of the loss of my Dad :( So that is starting to hit me hard the next 2 months are gonna be rough so i apologize ahead of time if im distant or on edge just plz bare with me! I know there are a few that will help me get thru my sissy Leslie and Muh Sexy Juggalo Love You Both Muaaaaaaaahs

Before i met you my life was grey I had no one to talk to nothing to say When i met you you brighten up my life if it wasn't for you my life will be taking by a knife me and you talked and became best friends we promised each other we would be there to the end i love you like a sister like i knew you for ever and on our key chains it says best friends forever I'll be there when you cry or a relationship gone bad when we get older, I'll make sure that you are never ever sad even in college i want to stay in touch seeing you once in awhile will never be enough i know we will have times where we will not agree but we will make it up with sleepovers, popcorn, and movies so to my best friend i hope you never go away because i do what best friends do and i will always be here to stay I Love You Sis oxoxoxox

So I figure I can vent somewhat here... Im really fed up sick and tired of EVERYTHING! Seems as if nothing is going right nor does it look like things are gonna get better anytime soon! Im ready to say FUCK IT and give up because really Im tired of caring....No matter what I do its not good enough the harder I try the more shit gets fucked up not to mention people and there drama that love to bring me in the middle of it all sick of that shit to Igot my own shit to worry about but does anyone care ? FUCK NO ... Yea people claim to care and give a shit but when it comes down to it they really dont .. Im always there for everyone else no matter what the situation but when It comes to me well its FUCK SUNSHINE let her deal with it on her own we aint got time ... Im so sick of fake people and drama ass shit and my name in people's mouth always talkin shit GET A FUCKIN LIFE!!!

Late at night I lie here awake Thinking of you And I stare into space Your the one Im thinking of As I fall asleep The one who I dream about The one who makes my heart beat As Im about to dream, Of you and me I wonder one last thought If you and me could actually be You Know Who You Are :)