I can't sleep,
I barely eat,
My knuckles are split open
I've a headache on and off for over 2 weeks.
All of these people,
Putting on this big show
This is such a fucking joke
Though these sheep are to blind to see.
Why am I struggling with this
Why can't I decide if I want to stay
or just let go
There are a handful of you, yes
From which I do not want to drift
But for the majority of this
I wont fucking miss it one bit.
And even so,they few whom come to mind
Those that made the impression
That they would be around for quite some time.
A couple of you Im not even sure
If I should waste my time.
My head is fucking pounding
I can't breath through my nose.
Oh yeah,and another one of my friends just died
That's something no one knows,
I tried to talk about it
Though no one had the time.
So much for being there at a very crucial time.
It's nice to chat with my friends,
Too bad it's only when it is convenient for them
Why can't anyone just be true
Speak only truth, truth with no end
What rewards come from these lies and games
You think you are always getting just what you want,,you feel like a winner in the end,
That's it right,,
when you walk away
feeling like you came out on top.
Ah fuck it who cares,
You probably wont read this anyway.
And it doesn't really matter now,
I just needed this ramble.
I think I needed it a while ago actually,
Though better late than never,right,,
Thats what I often hear people say.
I guess I'll stop now,
Finish smoking this cig,
Lay down in bed and dream of a good sleep.
I'm not even going to go back over and read this
I got from it what I intended,,
