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Poems Ive Wrote
-:-Life Without You-:- She couldn't stand the silence, She couldn't stand the tears , She couldn't stand her life , After only fourteen years. He was her entire world, She gave him all she possessed, He did the same in return, They were thought to be obsessed. Their love couldn't be reached, Couldn't be touched by any other, From two they become one, They made each other whole. They filled each others voids, They fill each others souls. Everything was perfect, Everything was great, Til one damning day , They were told they'd have to wait. Her parents were moving her to a distant place, They'd be torn apart, Couldn't see each others face. They swore they'd make it work, Vowed to stay together, Didn't care about the distance, They'd be together forever. She gave it all she had , She did her very best, But he still slipped away, He didn't pass the test. While she was thinking of him, He had found

Eternal Sunshine
All that was empty is now full again. Its strange how I feel lighter now, and that emptiness can be so heavy. The stones that drug me down to the bottoms of inferiority are all but wings now, as I glide to a triumphant return to felicity. It was Her eyes gaze in to mine, those eyes the color of the golden morning sun, that brought redemption to my heart. It was Her warmth that melted away the cavernous cold that plaugued and froze my soul. It was Her smile, subtle and unique, bright and natural, that so effortless floats from her lips. It was Her words, short and concise, that I will forever remember through the good and the bad. As she looked in to my eyes and I in to Hers (about 6 seconds worth, yeah I counted), I gritted my teeth so I would not smile. I wanted to spend an eternity in Her eyes, to wrap my self around the soul I could see inside, to find myself lost in the paradise that was within. I may tell her one day how She is able to affect me so easily, but then was

My Thoughts
This is a favorite picture of mine. I love the peacefulness and the art and the everything. I'm a huge dolphin fanatic. They are creatures that are so gentle and tame but will strike out and kill one of the oceans most feared creatures, the shark, to protect themselves and their family. They are majestic and beautiful. They are also unbelievably smart and loyal. This is how women should be. There are so many females in this world that give women a bad name. They are manipulative and conniving. Men are too afraid to be hurt to trust women. I would be too if I were a man. I have seen first hand what females can do to people. Females have this power and they take advantage of it. They use people to get what they want and then they drop them like a bad habit. They are sneaky and vicious. I believe that many men act like dogs because they have been treated like dogs by these females. Why take that risk again. Why not get them before they get you right? We women need to step

My Horoscope How Scary It's True!
Daily Horoscope: Libra For June 23,2007 Know your limits. The problem is you're so endlessly gracious and welcoming that sometimes people think you're always available, like a 24-hour supermarket. Disabuse them (nicely) of that notion.

Again?
Happy one minute, sad the next. Cant tell why it hurts but I hate the feeling Life has struck again. Only a few know why I feel like I do, but they cant help. Life has struck them too. Looking for a friend wanting so much more. Getting neither cause of the same ol thing. Life has struck again. I'm told life is what you make of it. Someone Lied!! Life is what you take from it!! Dont expect alot from life just hope for the best, but even when you think you have it. LIFE STRIKES AGAIN!!!

Prayer Requests!
Hi my cherry people, This is my cry for hope, faith, strength in my times of weakness...For those who know me and know the battle that satan and i are in right now my new profile name and this blog will make sense too you guys, however for the rest of you out there let me tell you my story. I have someone very dear to me. Battleing with cancer, and though i know the odds of survive cancer continues to greatly in crease with treatments and support. This is my first experience. Though she is the strongest person i have ever known, i don't know that she is strong enough or has even strength or faith to pull her through this too. She has battled soberity and won for 11 years now, she has had too bury 3 out of 5 children and one soulmate that died from cancer, however in surviving as much as she has i fear that her faith is grwing very dim. She is down to 101lbs now and doesn't have the strength she once had. And i too am at my wits end. So i am turning it over to the lord...and all th

Depth Of Soul
Entry for December 26, 2005 So we are sitting here the day after xmas, and watching the history channel about the anti-christ. This statement in itself is funny. Ok I have determined that several anti-christs are alive and well in the world, this is not hard. Today I have come to believe GW and his kind are, let's look at this shall we? He has mistakenly said the word mabus on the mic a couple of times, Mabus is the third named anti-christ in the quatraines of Michelle de Nostradame. STOP CALLING HIM NOSTRADAMUS!!!! He goes by Mike to his friends. The Christians are the first sheep to go into the fold of this new Anti-Christ, note all followings of the religious right. How many republican Witches (practising) Do You Really Know? Why is it important to believe in God if you are a president? Three years after the antichrist comes into power he turns against the peacefull and decieves the world. Gee, this sounds familiar. Have you noticed that there are 600 members

Confused ....
If someone you thought was great and they started what you thought was something and they posted a blog that was advertising for a "special someone" how exactly should you take that ..... is it me or is that confusing.?

Not For The Easily Offended
Touched by her desires, the day begins for her. Jennifer is her name her beauty so wonderous and fair , I Have watched her often wishing to touch and taste her love and fire within. She is far from me and Awaiting my touch as you can see. Her look apon the plain outstertched from her cabin, Green and full with life and sunlight. I wish that she truely knew of my abilities. Look upon her there in her white flowing gauze like gown reminicent of a time when beauty was stiched with love. The goddess shape inviting me to her , the flowing tresses dark and billowed by the breeze. I am mystified at her white pale flesh, her rolling gait that calls pure desire, that loveing voice that cries lightly in the air. "Come to me!" a scream as loud as a whisper. "Touch me!" the words calling in my mind. "Love me!" and now my willingness is strengthend. "Feast of me!" I am bound to her now. "Let me taste you!" and she is to me. Of myself, I am a gentleman, lithe, dark, and som

Just Wondering
i've been into the WORD(BIBLE) for a few months now and i'm really starting to get a real good understanding of how life should really be, and thats what i really want for me and my children. i just want to be happy, thats it. Is that too much to ask? i dont ask for much but what i do ask of my mate i inspect for him to provide when i cant do it at that time. And it should be the same for him. Is that hard to do? just wondering

My Poems
Your heart is like a rose; As black as midnight, but oh so pure. Your love is a disease, And mine is the cure. You are the shodow Looming behind my heart. Even when you make it stop beating, You make my heart restart. She caused you grief And turned your heart black. Was it the love she gave you, Or was it the love that she lacked? She filled your heart, But with misery and pain. She brought you all the loss, But never brought you any gain. Her heart has turned black; Not out of hurt, but out of spite. She drained your heart of love and hope, But more importantly she took your life. Now you must move on So that your rose may bloom, But out of happiness and joy, Instead of misery and gloom. I will always cherish your rose, As black as it may be. I will know as it blooms, That it is out of your love for me. I've spent my whole life Dreaming of a love that's pure and true. Then you came into my life And I spent months dreaming of you. I tol

Comedy You Want To Read
a little something like Go Down Moses EXPLICIT LYRICS go down, belt line, way down my rear end man' tell 'er better let my trousers go. we looked at her webcam and what did we seee? let my trousers go. A hot sexy dancer showing her puh see. let my trousers go. go down, belt line, way down under my can, tell her better let my trousers go. she grabed several dildos, and showed em all ta mee. let my trousers go. then sucked what i chose, man i really need ta pee. go down, belt line, she seen my little man, tell her better let my trousers go. it stood to attention oh damn i need ta pee. let my trousers go. she slipped in a dildo and said that it was mee. let my trousers go. go down belt line down round my ankles man. tell her better let my trousers go. the pulse in my manhood wasn't helping mee. let my trousers go. she screamed in the mic and it almost deafend mee. let my trousers go. go down cam girl she came to my own cam. tell her better ... MAN I NEED TO GO!

Diary Of A Teenage Drama Queen
The thing that I hate most, is little girls, that cannot think for themselves. They go around, copying what everyone else is doing. That shit gets annoying after awhile. But anyways, the main girl that I am talking about, is named Heidi. She is 15 years old. Back in like February, I found out that her and my fiance Scott had secretly been talking and that they had kissed one night when they were drunk. That day, is when I stopped liking the little slut. I would like nothing more than to kick her ass, but since she is still a minor, my ass would be in jail and she is totally not worth it. But just wait. Lol. Cause one of these days I am just going to snap and punch her in her ugly ass grill. I am going to be 19 in 39 days. I am kind of scared actually. Don't ask me why, but I think that it is because I am scared of getting old.I have always been a spoiled little daddy's girl, and this whole responsibility and doing shit for myself is alot tougher than I thought that

I Am Gone Now..
I am gone now,.. And may not return. Take care all of you friends!! And do not forget that I am always watching. Some of you think that I speak of games. And MANY others know Who I am, and know of the truths that I speak of. I will always be here and there. But I may never be "here" again. I bid you all Fair Well. Adeu Adeu, To you and you. I am now leaving behind, all that I knew. So please take care, and listen to the air. For I speak to thee, from upon my knee. In an eternal resting place, Serving an Ace. Together, Forever. I the Ghost of Grace. Signed: Father Death

Being Hated
no matter how hard i try im still always in the wronge.i try i be happy and put on another mask.the last mask fell off and so did my life down with it.it feels as if all my saftypinz have just riped bigger holes in my heart and now my heart it bleeding.i wonder when im going to start througing up the blood.

Band Of Brothers Members
This guy rated my pic a 5 and I visited him and thanked him for it and gave him a 10, was my usual nice guy too...LOL This is the comment he left on my page: "Nothing personal man, I give guys a five and wome a seven or a ten. Have a great day!" Then he blocked me (I think) because all I get now is N/A when I try to look at his thumbnail pic there. the number for him I think is 1048852 and his name yesterday (proly still the same today) was J I'm not trying to start any DRAMA just want you all to watch out for him. HUGZZZ HELP!!!!!!!!!!!! There are too many hotties in this contest, and I don't think I have a chance. So I need all the love I can get from ALL my friends and fans. I want this BAD so show me what your made of. PLZ PLZ PLZ Thanks much luv and hugzzz David pick a pic THE FOUNDERS ♂МдяQ v.2.0 @ CherryTAP Achilles @ CherryTAP (PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS

Band Of Brothers
THE FOUNDERS♂МдяQ v.2.0@ CherryTAPAchilles@ CherryTAP(PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS please ADD and/or FAN all other MEMBERS in group!This is NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC'S to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must RIP your main photo for ID,It will be placed in my B of B album with NO RIP option

What Is?
*Kiss on the Stomach --- We are having sex. I am anyway *Kiss on the Forehead --- Be good *Kiss on the Ear --- If my tongue is in your ear, we're getting ready *Kiss on the Cheek --- Friends *Kiss on the Hand --- Must be a European thing. *Kiss on the Neck --- sensuous, we're getting ready again *Kiss on the Shoulder --- I'm playing. Want to see what you'll do. *Kiss on the Lips --- Oh, we are getting into it. What the gesture means... *Holding Hands --- That's a girl thing *Slap on the Butt --- "That's a guy thing *Playing with the Ear --- I want you now. *Holding on tight --- Want to feel your body next to mine. *Looking into each other's Eyes --- Nov verbal sex talk *Playing with Hair on Head --- Caressing you. *Arms around the Waist --- Here we go. Into it again *Laughing while Kissing --- I don't do that. I'm serious --Advice-- * Don't ask for a kiss, take one. I do every time *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Pitbull Cruelty
Glossary of Dog-Fighting Terms Understanding the codes and lingo used by dog-fighters is one of the most important ways you can begin to learn to spot dog-fight related correspondence in newspapers or online. If you need to do any kind of undercover work in a dog-fighting case whatsoever, it is imperative that you become comfortable with these terms - you will stick out like a sore thumb if you don't know what they mean, or if you use them incorrectly. And in dog-fighting situations, a blown cover can cost you your life. 'A' SECTION - the section of the Sporting Dog Journal that reports fights that were judged by officially recognized judges. Fights that are judged by unknown or unrecognized judges are reported in the 'B' Section of the Sporting Dog Journal, and are considered "suspect" as to their authenticity; however, fights are also relegated to the 'B' section because there is insufficient information reported, or the match occurred outside of North America ABILITY - a

Help Me
http://s114.photobucket.com/albums/n251/heffthegnome/?action=view¤t=missing3.jpg The guy below will be in a contest starting on the 27th @ 1pm in the afternoon and it will run till the 7th of OCT at 1am. I am asking all my friends to stop by and rate his pic the day the contest starts and leave comments if you can. Are you tired of seeing nice guys finish last? Well I know I am. I have a friend who's gonna be in his first contest tonight. He helps everyone out. I have never known him to say no. Now he is in his own (and first) contest that starts tonight the 23rd at 10 PM (est) and ends at 12 (est). Just a 2 hour contest. I am asking all my friends (and please bring YOUR friends) to come and help us out. For 2 hours only I need as many people as possible to bomb the hell outta this guy. If there ever was a person who deserved this, its Coach. Please come and help out. I will post the link as soon as contest starts. Thank you all so much

Grandpa
Yesterday morning, as I was headin to see my grandpa, my mother and I got a call that said he had passed away.. He went peacefully ... ate breakfast closed his eyes and never opened them again... no pain... I will miss ya grandpa WILD Bill!

This Is Beautiful It I Was On Love(i Have This On Myspace)
This is beautiful if I was in LOVE ..> This is beautiful if I was in Love Breathless Thought our time together has been brief your charm and passion have set my captive soul free, and I am... Breathless With every smile, every laugh you erase dark days of a bitter past and I am... Breathless With every word you speak, this tattered heart skips yet another beat and i am... Breathless By day my thoughts are filled with you, my dreams at night are in full bloom, and I am.. Breathless You say "I love you" and we were meant to be, my once guarded heart you now hold the key and i am.... Breathless Fate has brought us close together, and destiny now is ours forever You took away my pain and sorrow, turned it to joy for a better tomorrow, and I am.... breathless

Wiccan For Life!
One person should not hold information over ones head just to gain for their own personal growth. Especially when its your spouse. I have never been more humiliated in my life then to have him give me flack on something i told him in strict confidence. Now that I feel this way I am not letting it down. One day at a time, I will know how to find. The one who will love me. The One that it could be. The love that we share., Will be the one I cannot bare. For he cannot love me. My soul I give so freely. There will always be, Someone better then me. One day at a time, I will know how to find. True love that wont let me go. Will it stop hurting me so? My heart is breaking everyday. I want to see me in every way. For he cannot love me. My soul I would give so freely. There will always be, Someone better then me. By Dawn M Clark. CR 2007

Horoscope June 24, 2007
You're feeling some qualms, and it's no wonder. You're on the threshold of a major change. Be gentle with yourself and don't try to push past this, but don't let apprehension stop you from moving forward either.

Camping 6=22-24
Just got home from camping this weekend. It was a good time, but also a bad time if that makes sense? I felt sick ALL weekend. So sore, weak, and tired I'd have to go lay down. I felt bad because I couldn't always be out socializing(there was a whole group of us camping). Tiger & Colton did some fishing which they both love. But Tiger was/is in some sort of cranky mood which makes me be in a mood :( I was able to pick up someones wireless internet while we were there, but felt too crappy to get on CT and really do anything! Anyways I'm glad we're now home & I'm definitely ready for a nap. Hope everyone has had a wonderful weekend :) Laterz

Banned Of Brothers And Sisters
THE FOUNDERS ♂МдяQ v.2.0 @ CherryTAP Achilles @ CherryTAP (PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS please ADD and/or FAN all other MEMBERS in group!This is NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC'S to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must RIP your main photo for ID,It will be placed in my B of B album with NO

Dear Bob, I Never Really Knew You At All.
10:28 PM - Dear Bob, I never really knew you at all. I just found out what happened. What you did. This amazes me. I am literally in shock, having a panic attack and not even being able to cry. I saw you almost every single day for over a year. No matter how I was feeling, your smile always made my day. We would sit and talk for hours about things going on and you always had the best advice anyone has ever given me. I thought of you not as a customer, but my friend. After I left BP I thought about you a lot because you were one of the most genuine people that I had ever met. I even called you to come help me, because I trusted you. I would not have, for one second, think that you could have done this...to her...to yourself. Reading up and researching I found out about your dark past and just suddenly realized that we had a lot more in common than I thought. This is why you understood me so well. I would never do what you did, but it all stems from that same place. I obviously got

Some Day
A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package: "This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package." He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box. "She got this the first time we went to New York , 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on, was saving it for a special occasion. Well, I guess this is it. He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothings he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died. He turned to me and said: "Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion". I still think those words changed my life. Now I read more and clean less.I sit on the porch without worrying about anything. I spend more time with my family, and less at work. I understood that life should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through. I no longer keep anything. I use crystal glasses every day.. I'll wear new clot

§eÐu©tïve£¥ Twï§teÐ
Come join me in §eÐu©TïVe£¥ Twï§TeÐ chat with some cool people and listen to some good tunes Cclick the link below to join the lounge enjoy guys n girls I'm off work all weekend so I'm getting drunk tonight n I'm partying in the lounge come join me and have a a fucking awesome time Come join me and sadistic light in

Just Living The Day....
Am 34 and that pic is really me.. I the type of guy that loves to be very down to earth. I have lots of respect toward to any human being... I hard of hearing just so you'll know.. I'm sweet have great personilties. I love to do anything fun likes to laugh have a great time.. am very open minded. Am Single in case you were wondering. I'm very picky when it come to lookin for love sorry to say that but it the truth.. I have been thru alot.. and non were very pleasant. I'm very good at keeping promises i dont break it. I do enjoy working all the time.I love dogs. I have one right now and she my sweetie... I love movies clubs and bars however i dont drink or smoke. I just like to live my life the way it should be. I'm lookin for a gurl to live my life with. I always seek happyiness dont waste ur time if u gonna be sitting on the couch hitting them blunt or pile of junks move on please thank you.. I seeks gurl that can take care of herself someone that have open mind of anything no mat

Band Of Brothers
THE FOUNDERS Achilles & The General ♂МдяQ v.2.0 (Please note if you are not on this list your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) Add and/or Fan all other Members in the group! This is NOT a Bomb squad or Fan me bullshit... This is group of people to inform & protect each other from Down raters, Stalkers & Drama Queens/Kings. What we do, is after someone in our group was been down rated we go & up rate to fix the photo's that have been down rated. We also block the user that did it ...then post their link to inform the other members. We need VIC members to drop 11's on the Photos. All the people who join will be added to Achilles album (Band Of Brothers Members) from there you can see the other members & click the name to go to their profile. Please **Note** we will not accept cherries on the TOP 50 because most only would join for rates, nor Drama Queens/Kings You must have a Salute to join B of B! We will not UpRate Nsfw photo's! Also please no

Friendship
Friendship Friendship is love, Without friendship love means nothing! Without friendship love is empty… Without friendship love is boring...! Friendship means sharing… People learn to share from friendship, Share everything they have in life, Friendship is like stars, Even though we always see them together Always mean to each other… But, Sometimes they argue! Friendship is like flower, Soft but strong! Friendship is like sun, Bright and beautiful! Friendship is everything in life, Life without friendship is like life without air… Life without friendship is like eats without food And Life without friendship is like body without soul… Friendship is wide! Anybody can be our friend, Our parents, our grandparents, our sister, our brother and even our boss Friendship…. Is everything! A true friend is always there for you A true friend will help you no matter ther problem A true friend is like a sister, she knows your be

Love Is Pain
I pray that this pain will leave soon Its like salt in an open wound He put a knife right through my heart And tore my soul apart, When a heart has no love left to give Does it really continue to live Its beating sings a song of pain, Just as loud as the thunder and rain I feel it in my every breath Pain is something worse than death When will it end, Will I make it through I'm not sure but I owe this all to you. I pray that this pain will leave soon Its like salt in an open wound He put a knife right through my heart And tore my soul apart, When a heart has no love left to give Does it really continue to live Its beating sings a song of pain, Just as loud as the thunder and rain I feel it in my every breath Pain is something worse than death When will it end, Will I make it through I'm not sure but I owe this all to you. I am so lonely without you here I think of you and my eyes start to tear I would rather have you for a best friend Then to be all alone in

Interesting Things
I don't usually beg for help or enter contest, but you have to admit, my dog is Da Bomb. Please take a couple minutes and go bomb his pic. I could use the help. Some of these people have bomb squads behind them. Here's the link: For those who don't know, you click this picture and go leave comments. That's all! If all of my friends go leave me a few I'll win! Thanks! I haven't blogged in ages.

Ill Be Online When I Can
ill be online when i can my dad is very sick he's back in the hospital was borderline of a heart attck his kidneys are down . im sorry but spending alotta time with him right now ill be back on when i can

Darkside Family Members
Starting today I am now accepting applications for the FIRST official contest sponsored by the Darkside Guys and Dollies. This contest will be fun, it will be to see who holds the title of Mr and Miss Darkside, there will be a new winner every month. So we will begin for October. Get your entries in now, your sexiest SFW pics you can send me and once I have 8 entries for both men and women we will open the voting. This will be a rates and comments contest. The one with the most at the end will be decreed Mr and Miss Darkside. So come on, enter.!!! send your entries to darksideguysanddollies@gmail.com This is the new email for the whole Family. Thanks, you can reach any of us this way.

Babbleon
so I'm not here much. i'm actually taking a long summer vacation. I've been partying, reading, gaming (duh), and workin on finding a new place to live. long story there. I'm not much into this blog thing really. just wanted to post a "what's up" with me post in case anyone wondered. does anyone really read this shit? I saved up loads of vacation time to go travel around seeing friends this summer. i've been gone a while. i had an awesome time seeing old school and work friends in NJ, PA, and OH. I may just have to do this again next year. or maybe for Christmas. for now, it's back to the grind.

Help Me, Help A Friend Out!
I'm hoping all my friends will rate this guy and help him win his DJ contest. I have faith in you all. Only a rate is needed. Thanks and much love to all of you! MUAHZ!' Jackie COME SHOW YA SUPPORT! R OWN DJ BUBBA FROM TERROR BROTHERS RADIO IS IN THE DJ CONTEST!!! COME SHOW HIM YA LOVE!!!!!! JUS CLICK THE PIC, YA KNOW YA WANNA! DJ BUBBA PUT AN AWESOME SHOW LAS NITE N DESERVES TO WIN!!!! COME SHOW HIM YA LOVE!!! HE MAY GIVE YA SUMTHING IN RETURN ;) COME ON YA KNOW YA'LL LOVE HIM!!!!! HE NEEDS ALL THE RATES HE CAN GET!! HELP HIM OUT 4 ME, I LOVE YA'LL!!! Hey ya'll I'm trying to pimp out a great guy ---BaracuddA--- aka "Fish" some of you might know him by that name or being an ex Fubar bouncer, well I guess it was Cherry Tap at the time. Anyways he's been on the road and will be getting internet access back here really soon. I wanted to surprise him and try to get him closer to leveling. So please ya'll go by and show him that awesome Fuba

Just A Blog
November 1st update Fate Images http://atemages.fotopic.net/ Adult Images It’s Magic, Little Hell-Raiser, Purr Purr Computer Graphics 2007 A Ruby Mystique, Angel, Back of a Lady. Doves (Just A Note), Breast Cancer Awareness, Cockatoo, Forgive and Let Go, Happy Thanksgiving, Harlequin Thank You, Have a Happy Harvest, Life is a journey to the soul, Living with the Fantasy, My Heart Belongs to you, Peace in the Garden, Simple Design Coming in December! Record albums, Christmas and New Year’s images, More Adult images and Portfolio work. Deep Space One http://deepspaceone.fotopic.net/ New Character Banners! Stargate Atlantis Jennifer Kelly, Larrin, Samantha Carter, Tyre Heroes Alendro Herarra, Angela Petrelli, Bob, Caitlin, Charlie, Maya Herrara, Molly Walker, Monica Dawson, Nana Dawson, Takezo Kensei, Thompson, West, Yaeko, Zach Buck Rogers in the 25th Century new section!! Admiral Asimov, Cryton, Dr. Goodfellow, Dr. Theopolis, Elias Huer, Hawk,

Marriage
It's been a week since it all went down. My wife threw me out of our house. I'd found out a couple months ago that my wife wanted a divorce, but because I have a deployment coming up, we'd agreed to let me stay so that I can spend time with the kids. We also agreed to hold out on the divorce until I got back from Iraq. Then I left for annual training, and after I left she got to thinking, and decided that she didn't want to do all of that. Two days into training, I get a text from her telling me to call home later that evening. When I finally called, she informed me that her parents were paying for the divorce, and that their stipulation was that I move out. Less than 24 hours after I got back from training, most of my stuff was packed, and I was moving in with a friend of mine in Springfield. I've been here for a week, and I've been doing a lot of thinking. I'm kinda glad the she fucked me over the way she did. I've been a lot happier since I moved down here. I've bee

This Is So Funny
OMG This is a long post but VERY funny!!! This is long but so funny. Hope you take the time to read to the end. Never Touchin' the Taser Again! My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to "Well, I have out done myself once again." No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Lifetime movie in the near future. Here goes... Last weekend when shopping for my wifes Christmas present, I spied something at the pawn shop that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for my wife. It being Christmas and all, I was looking for a little something extra nice for my sweet wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two metal prongs designed to incapacitate an assailant with a shock of high-voltage, low amperage electricity while you

Love
What Does Love Mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 ------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 -----------------------------------

Here Is A Downrater List I Will Be Hunting To Extinction
ok this is only a partial list, but the most vile of them. they came and downrated me for no reason and then said vile thins to me like i am ugly etc.... obedient 1...........#962238 projeckt 1...........#943246 babyboo.............#928770 chronic chick......#898714 babi gurl.............#931305 onehengirltaylor..#930752 lighning mqueen..#499051 i hate america.....#896023 canadian stoner..#898235 $krazy$$kronik.#870469 butterfly.............#826506 da white sox......#767639 justin285...........#308347 downrater.........#834822 upandready.......#494293 lizard................#880905 these people are the vilest and when you go to block them can you send me a copy of the link to their profile? thanks

Other Tickle Tests
Merritt, when you're head over heels, you are a Steady Mate You're the kind of romantic partner that others truly count on in times of distress. This is true because your logical mind allows you to remain cool-headed during crises. Because people look to lean on you, you will sometimes be viewed as a hero in your relationships. People who value your calm, rational nature will make a great match for you. Merritt, you take the most risks when it comes to Following Your Heart Whether you're searching for your soul mate or you've already found a special someone, you're not afraid to take your chances in the realm of romance. Listening to your heart, and even putting it on the line, is part of your romantic nature. Love can be a gamble, and for a passionate person like you, it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. You'll never find your soul mate if you don't try. Besides, it'll help you figure what you're really looking for in a perfect partner. So ke

Pretty Pweeeez
Hey all ... a true sweetheart is in a contest ... I have just reposted a bulletin asking for help for her in this contest ... I dont ask for alot .. I just chill back and do my thing... giving mad love often and not always gettin it in return ... please repost my bulletin and click on her pic and give her a few moments of your time .... she deserves it.. I am beggin for help ... and when you need help you dont have to beg me ... Thanks mucho

Xanders Realm
You know I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about the whole race thing. Not really race, but the defining of someone by the color of his or her skin. It’s pretty sad that in this day and age that most of the humanity still thinks you should act a certain way because of your skin color. Your styles of clothing, the food you eat, the shows you watch, and even the music you listen too. It’s not just one group that does this either; it’s the bulk of humanity that does this. From their stand point Blacks should listen to rap, R&B, gospel, and they should have their pants down their asses, and speak Ebonics. Whites should listen to country music and rock, and wear cargo pants and button T’s or sweater. The same stereotypes apply to other skin colors as well. If you’re not dressing or acting the way the mainstream thinks you should then you’re “not acting your color”. This comes from the people of your color as well as from others. Well, lets get one thing straight right now

Fuck Yall Fakes
So yea I havee figured that ppl only hit u up when they want something. All this damn fakes only got ya 2 have points and shit so whoever the fuck i dont talk to, ya ass getting delete, say watever the fuck u want, talk all the b.s but at the end of the day im still saying FUCK YOU. holla at me bitches....

Times
you know when your life sucks when you meet up with someone then they start avoiding you or you find someone you like but they like someone else. you know how hard it is to be alone the one that is pushed aside? friends come and go like the tides it would seem. but to most know that life sucks when you know they still come and go. wishing and hopeing to find the one person that will be there for you. that will not turn away from you because someone more intresting comes along. that will not care about how far or how closes you are too them but will try all they can to spend time with you. but not always does this happen. not always does people stay near everyone leaves you at times. so you know that will never change. You know when you hurt. You know how much you hurt. Yet you still go though these painful times. Times where you dont want to be. Times were you dont want others to be. All these painful times in your life. what is onething that would make you happy. what is one thing tha

Online
Ok I want to let everyone know that I have been experiencing problems with being online. Not sure yet if it is my router or a bad connection but I will be online either on CT or somewhere else and either my screen freezes or I just get booted. So if I am here and all of a sudden I am not it's not that I left anyone hanging on purpose it's my connection. Also if it has to do with the connection I have to go and unplug the router and reset it so it takes awhile and sometimes that doesnt work so I usually if I am sleepy or am busy will just give up and try again later. oh well the frustrations of internet problems..fun fun fun

Progress
Sunday, June 24, 2007 Progress~! Kaleb is making progress! Friday night a Native American Christian Pastor came up to the room and played the wooden flute for Kaleb... It was absolutely beautiful. Kaleb loved it, he responed so much. He was moing his whole body and opening his eyes. It was wonderful to see such a positive response out of him. So he will be coming back once a week and I am looking forward to this. Early Saturday AM Kaleb had a couple spells of tachycardia (high heart rate) and problems maintaining his tempeture. They've taken the air blower off of him and have replaced it with a heating Pad that is underneath a buch of sheets on his bed. He had periods where he was awake on Saturday. I worked him out and he tried to fight me so that is a good thing. Him showing resistence shows that he is thinking. We talked to the doctors and hopefully he will be making some progress. The menengitis is pretty much gone. They are giving him one more trea

Are We Letting Our Children Grow Up Too Fast?
Are We Letting Our Children Grow Up Too Fast? I saw something very disturbing the other day, which brings me to my blog today. My family and I were standing in the checkout lane at Wal-Mart and standing in front of us was a mother and her daughter. The mother was around my age and the daughter could not have been over the age of 9. I was watching the mother and daughter talk back and forth and thought of myself and my daughter talking pretty much the same way…just normal stuff like clothes and nail polish…you know girl stuff. Well, as I was watching the two banter back and forth I looked at the girls shirt because I though that it was a pretty shade of pink…. well to my amazement the words “PORN STAR” was on the front of this little girls shirt. The mother sees me reading her shirt and also sees me raise my eyebrows. The mother starts talking to me saying, “Kids nowadays wear the most outrageous clothes. When I take her shopping she won’t even let me pick out her

Rock N Roll
What Guitar Are You?GibsonYou're more or less a mellow guitar. You're not known for your heavy riffs or true metal style, but you stand out and provide excellent quality among the masses. Many famous soloists rely on you for their technical riffs and fast play. Your popular artists are Kid Rock, Soil and AC/DC.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Rock N Roll
What Guitar Are You?IbanezYou're the hardest, baddest, most insane metal guitar out there. You're 100% true bred metal and you wouldn't have it any other way. Nothing can touch you in any category when it comes to pure, raw metal. Rock on! Your popular artists are Between The Buried And Me, Korn and 12 Stones.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

For Now
Back…. 6/24/07 There are things I wanna say but I cant figure out how To say them to you without hurting At least one of us. I love you, I truly do and you say You love me too. In fact you were the one to say it first. But then after a short time you Tried to run but something wouldn't Let you get very far from me. I however was going to let you run as far As you needed to without standing in your Way because after all that Is what you do when love something right? “Let it go and if it comes back its yours.” Yet I'm beginning to wonder if you Ever truly came back to me. For you see in the beginning we could Talk for hours on end about everything And anything. Yet now I feel as though you are Leaving me out in the rain And just simply shutting me out. I can't stand this feeling, I know you've Asked “what's wrong” so many times And time and time again i've said “Nothing I'm fine“. I want this feeling to go away. I want things to be

-new-
(Dont Let it Get To You, No Baby) Girl I Know you're fed up but things gonna get a lot better (Dont Let it Get To You, No Baby) Don't wanna see you give up, whatever you do, don't let up Girl i Know that things are hard now And you're feeling like you're all alone Mom & dad's no long 'round now 'Cause now you're grown with kids of your own Baby dad is nowhere to be found While you play the role of mom & papi (Raising them all by yourself) Always home and can't go out now Can't remember the last time that you were happy Whatever you do... (Dont Let it Get To You, No Baby) Girl I Know you're fed up but things gonna get a lot better (Dont Let it Get To You, No Baby) Don't wanna see you give up, whatever you do, don't let up Every man that you meet on the streets You're looking at him like he's an enemy (Just give us one more chance) Girl I know that you can't hurt no more You've been damaged, can't trust nobody [Don't Let Up lyrics on And I know that you c

These Are Fun!
Which Greek Goddess are you?HeraYou reign high above others as the queen, as Hera was queen of Olympus. You are a young, gorgeous woman and you are the most beautiful of all Goddesses. Your symbol is the peacock. You are strong on your beliefs about monogamy and the sanctity of marriage but if you become over-bearing in preaching it, you will most likely end up with someone who will be anything but monogamous. However, even if this does happen, you'll have a long line of far better suiters who'd do anything to be with the most beautiful Goddess of them all. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Sex Sex Sex
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic This one was pretty true! :)

Michelle's Blog Entries :)
If you want a laugh then maybe you should this whole blog. Last week I met up with a internet buddy of mine and we decided to have a little fun. Well, on the way home we were both hungry so he decided to stop by Mc Donald’s on Taylor Blvd. You know the rudest Mc Donald’s in the city of Louisville!?! They are pretty darn rude down there. I hate even going down there because they are just so damn hateful. Anyway, we just went thru the drive thru. So we get to the drive thru window and he’s ordering and she repeats our order and he says “Thank You Sir.” She responds back IM not a sir IM a ma’am. I started laughing. He apologized to her. We get to the window and IM still laughing. He apologized once again. She just kinda looked at him. It even kinda looked like a guy. I know I would have been quite embarrassed. I know he was. I was making him mad because I was laughing but I just couldn’t help it. So we drive to the next window and get our food. IM surprised

My Style!!!!
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What Guitar Are You?IbanezYou're the hardest, baddest, most insane metal guitar out there. You're 100% true bred metal and you wouldn't have it any other way. Nothing can touch you in any category when it comes to pure, raw metal. Rock on! Your popular artists are Between The Buried And Me, Korn and 12 Stones.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

I Hate This
tired of this can't anyone make this pain go away i don't know what it is why do i feel like i'm drowning sinking in an ocean of my own tears locked in my room my own prison cell the only light comes from my computer screen and the muted television my back hurts from sleeping so much my eyes are soar from the rivers of tears constantly flowing i am thankful for my few true friends i have try to brighten up my day still can remove the pain though nothing makes it go away curled up fetus position i hold myself and ask why why does this pain come like this and from where will it ever stop and how can you tell me how to make it stop please can't anyone help me i don't want to be here alone anymore why am i always alone i just want to laugh and smile the way that i used to not a care in sight i had the world at my fingertips how did i lose that feeling will i ever have it back will the pain ever stop god i hope so i can't take much more o

Vanilla Blog
hey to all of u hope all is well with ya'll srry haven't been around much i have went threw allot of changes in my life so i just haven't had a hole lot of time too do the net but i post new pics of me and i will be add more stuff along the way i have changed my page as well add new stuff to it so that is sum thing different to see. I just wanted to let all of u no that i am gone be on more soon as i get all these changes in my life done k! Tell then enjoy the new photos n page stuff i did!!

Ntdaily Story
Inner City All-Stars take tunes to Apollo Lyndsay Knecht Staff Writer Issue date: 3/31/04 Vocalist Nikki Velonis will not take the stage at Fair Park Thursday with the band who hired her as their singer last fall. The eight remaining members of the Inner City All-Stars Brass Band of Denton will try to win the crowd over without her at the Showtime at the Apollo Tour in Dallas. An auditor at the preliminary tryouts designated the New Orleans-style funk band to compete as the only instrumental group of 15 acts that made the cut, 10 of which were singers. Velonis, a former NT student from Bedford, insisted that she and the All-Stars "tore it up" in the audition room. Still, it came as no surprise to her that diversity amongst the acts affected the judges' final decision. "For some reason, I had a sneaking suspicion ... I've been to so many of those kinds of auditions," she said. Velonis also performs with the Denton jazz band Rare, one of the groups feature

Rantings Of A Madman
I've been thinking an awful lot latley about life in general. Tonight, something struck me, something I have never seen before. I feel that I live in one of the most scummiest places I ever have. I loathe Woonsocket more and more each day. I'd prefer living in Providence..... yea, that's how bad its gotten. But tonight, I was walking home from a friend's house and taking the back streets, which is always fun because I feel I'm living in a post-apocalyptic world where there is no sign of life aside from street lights and abandoned cars, but I digress. I see something blinking green in the grass and I think to myself, "ooooh, maybe someone dropped some electronic device." (Yes, I was that geeky about it and did say "electronic device") I walk over to it and realize its a firefly. So, I put my finger next to it and it crawled right on.... I was just staring at it for a good 5 minutes, just looking in awe at the glowing bug. I started walking with the bug still on my hand... and

I Tried (work Related)
Why is it that no one will listen to the person who knows their shit? I get people with more rank then me all day telling me i don't know shit about my job and to just get it done. Well for someone who doesn't know shit i sure do enough to cover their asses. "We need this now," they say. So what do i tell em. "no one has one, trust me. we went through this last week." "we don't care, shit us one but you better find one." So after calling every concievable person, getting confirmation from all of them. THEN and ONLY THEN was it good enough. and then the assholes have to audacity to tell me "we told you so." people are lucky, hell I'M Lucky, that i have as much self control as i do, or they would end up hurt, and i'd end up a lower rank. sorry for the venting but it was either this or break my hand against the wall. I think i chose the better alternative. Jayden

Swinging
I cant believe 11 years of Recovery is right around the corner. I cant believe it was 11 years ago that I was in a hospital bed with a crushed hand broken back... "cracked out" and no pain meds until it was out of my system. What a wake up call. 11 years...not a single drop of liquer. No Drugs. Seems beyond reason, considering even people who have the occasion drink (when a love one dies or a really hard day) could not fathom such a thing. Damn. Blessed be. I get so many questions so I thought I would start a blog...feel free to add you swinging experiences to the comments. So here is the answer to the most common question: What is a Swinger? Swinging activities can include (but are not limited to): Exhibitionism: having sex with a partner while being watched. Voyeurism: watching others have sex (perhaps with the above mentioned partner). Soft Swinging or Soft Swap: kissing, stroking, or having oral sex with a third or fourth person. This may be in the form of

Stuff You're Not Supposed To Read Lol
I saw you come out of the terminal from your flight from California. I was so happy to see you. I see you looking for me. Your hair short but scraggly from the flight. Your eyes pacing the crowd just to get a glimpse of me. I find it rather cute the way you look impatient and desperate to see me. Your tall broad shoulders turn me on. I can't help but just stare at you. I'm in awe of you. How you are, the way you talk, the way you indluge my little fantisies, my little quips. You have kept me waiting in want of you for so long. I run to you with my arms open. I plunged into you almost knocking you over. You giggled and put your left hand on my head and your other hand around my back holding me tightly. You whispered that you were glad to see me; that you were glad to be in my arms for the first of many times to come... I felt the warmth of the salty tears come from my eyes... I break the embrace, though I did not want to. We need to get to the baggage claim. After standing at that

Guitar Gods
In the next month I will be writing about our rock heros, Case in point-Guitar gods! What makes a guitar player great? Is it flying through scales? Is it "tapping?' Personally, I think nearly everyone contributes. I feel a guitarist isn't really better than the next. It's their performance, if it sounds good, feels good, it usually IS good. BUT, once in a while there comes along one that kinda stands out for whatever reason. One way or another, they leave their "mark" in the music industry and that gives us all the memories we all like to talk about for years to come. Would'nt you agree? The next few rounds will be semi finals on the top guitarists that you on FUBAR voted the most on. These are the Semi finalists you and you alone chose: Jimmy Page Jimi Hendrix Randy Rhodes Eddie Van Halen Angus Young Semifinal Round 1 winner-Randy Rhodes was voted over Angus Young and will face off the winner between Eddie Van Halen and Jimi Hendrix. As part of my tribute to Guitar Gods, I w

Just Wondering
Just sittin here drinking by myself!! it's fun for awhile,lol anyone want to join me? trying to get my elkhunting pics up, but it's pissing me off,lmao.prolly to drunk to be doing this,lol drinking is fun and keeps me outta trouble well least if I do it at home and I can jam on my kinda music instead of Karaoke or jukebox music!! well better go need more beer and I'm starting to ramble,lol Right or wrong , I'm done with football this season!!!! rip me as you may, my team is done so don't give a shit who's playing... Good luck to your teams Ok I just don't get why people put pictures up of nothing but females in like bikini's and shit like that when: 1. they are MALE"very disturbing" 2.when the pic is nowhere near what you look like. 3. you only do it for pic rating and comments, so you can move up the ratings. GET A REAL LIFE PEOPLE

Thinking
How many of us really search deep inside to find who we are? How many of us reach for that unattainable grasp of self that eludes us all? I have wandered that path, alone, lost, and confused for most of my life. Every so often i found someone to guide me to a new, previously unfound trail on that path. And yet i still wonder, have i obtained my goal? Have i followed those precepts and standards that i set for myself so long ago? Oh how i loath questions with answers that lead to more questions. Jayden

Confused (a Poem)
A Soldiers Wife! She stands in line at the post office waiting to send a package to her husband, a U.S. Army soldier serving in Iraq. Envelopes, pens, paper, stamps, sunscreen, eye-drops, gum, batteries, powdered Gatorade, baby wipes and Twizzlers. He said he needed the sunscreen and baby wipes. She threw in the Twizzlers. There's a common bond at the post office in this military town. People aren't just sending letters and packages; they are sending smiles, hope, love and just a touch of home. People look around at the others, sharing their concern, fear and pride. They take comfort knowing they are not alone. Passing through the gate leaving the Army post, she enters another world. A world filled with pawnshops, surplus stores, barbershops, fast food galore and, of course, "Loans, Loans, Loans." This is a life that includes grocery shopping at a place called the Commissary. A life that has her venturing to the Post Exchange, referred to as the PX, instead of heading to Wal-Mart.

Music
Music is a door, An escape to a different world. A world you make and control in your mind. Music is a hero, One to cheer your spirits when you are down. Music is an enemy, sometimes the lyrics bring you down. Music is your personality, expressed through song. The music player, Is you, the one holding it all together. Music is an awakening to the real world. Its lyrics are real and true. Music is a best friend, One to give advice when you need it. Music is what you think of it. Its starts off empty and colorless, and escalates to something more, your own world.

A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

What I Love About You
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Strangers Once
A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about.

Winter Moonlight
Winter Moonlight The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

Everything
Body: Some Jerk-off from "Cali" wrote this shit and it took a real person from the Grand state of Illinois to offer the rebuttle---------- CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around

Over You
The day comes, when you walked away, You took everything and left me a note, saying goodbye. That was the worst day of my life. Feeling hurt and left with nothing my heart broke into pieces I never know how to mend my heart back after that day it tear my heart into pieces I broke down in tears everyday when I drive thru the place where we will sit down down in a corner. Looking at the old photos of me and u, I feel helpless I cant believe u broke my heart! Its been a year ever since u left Things have been going well At times, its lonely At times, its cold At times, its hard to breath But I get over it. One day, I will pick up the pieces and forget about you. I will get over you.

Can You Help
My fiance sweetlady_tx (stacey) is in a contest. I need my friends to stop by and help her out if you can. I know that I have alot of loyal friends and any help you can give her would be greatly appreciated. First place is a 30 day blast and she really wants to win it. Thank you in advance for any help you can give.

Unfaithful
Ever been unfaithful to your partner? Ever look at your partner when u are back after an affair? Ever think its wrong? Ever wondered why you did it? Ever think of stopping it? Is there a valid reason for being unfaithful? Is it wrong to ever started it. What is the reason of doing that? I stopped the car, looked into the mirror, another day went by, another day i was with the other woman, I know its wrong and i cant controlled myself I told her that I am going out with the boys, and it won't be long She gives me a smile and say " take you time" And I left. Walking to the door I see her opening up the door Filled with smiles, Telling me dinner is ready. I stared into her eyes and I wondered Does she know? Maybe she knows I'm unfaithful but she will never asked. It breaks her heart but she is holding on It kills her inside but she just wants me to be happy. I dont want to do this anymore, I dont want to hurt her anymore, I dont want to tear her apart, B

Time Running Out
PLease help me out on this one. Get your friends and fans to help as well . Contest will open tonite at 8 pm so hurry before time runs out and get your pic to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont let me down please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Wife to Kewlrunning@ CherryTAP

Cherry Tap
I ran across this while looking for something else, and felt I should blog it here, as it may be of interest to Cherry Tap users. TOAST OF THE TOWN Buddies' virtual pub puts 'Cheers' camaraderie online for everyone Heather Maddan, Chronicle Staff Writer Sunday, April 1, 2007 Staying in is the new going out for CherryTap.com, an online pub where you never have to worry about last call. Forget cover charges and dress codes, the Web site watering hole -- which says it has 780,000-plus members -- offers those 18 and older the opportunity to mingle without leaving the comfort of their computers. Users earn "cherry bucks'' for interacting and can cash them in at the virtual gift store to buy presents for other users. A plethora of goods, from gag gifts like a pair of beer goggles or a chill pill to flirtier ones -- a condom or fuzzy handcuffs -- are available there. Co-founders Bill Lee, Mike Hed- lund and Ryan Riccitelli "scraped together money off credit cards

My Pregnancy
hello there im Antonia and im pregnant my baby is due on the 24th of december yes a christmas baby hehe cant wait, hmmm, i dont no wat it is yet but if its a girl im calling it Serena and for a boy its going to be called Reece xx

Hot Weather!
Is it to much to ask for a leagal bill to be passed that us women with large breasts to go topless! I mean its hot out thier and Im constantly pushen em up and thinkin about carryin around a spray bottle just for the girls!

Broken Heart, Shattered Dreams, & Love's Chaotic Symphony
Go on. Stab me. Crush me. Break me. Just promise that one day you'll maybe love me. I will throw myself into your arms willingly accepting the knife that meets my heart. I will hand you my love, my heart, my soul, and after you crush it, I will still be yours. All this is done in the name of Love. All this is done with the bit of hope that still resides in my soul. I do what you ask. I do what you say. You still do not love me. That's okay. Because im resting my love on the "maybe one day". Having you at last will be worth this pain, of constant rejection, of hated reflection, of trying to change. Just keep stabbing me my love. Keep hurting me my dear, just promise me that one day maybe you'll love me. And if one day you break all that is left and I'm alone waiting on your front step waiting for that one last tear that will leave nothing left I will bleed to death while embracing the pain

Going Insane
GOING INSANE... Category: Writing and Poetry MY DOOR SLAMS WITH THE SANDS OF TIME AND I WOULD KILL FOR A PIECE OF MIND... I'M DOING PUSH-UPS IN A VERTICAL STANCE... WHILE STARING AT THE FLOOR WATCHING DEMONS DANCE.. MY KNUCKLES ON STEEL BARS,ALL FULL OF BLOOD SEARCHING THROUGH DARKNESS I SEE NO LOVE... NOW THE LORD IS ON MY SHOULDER AND SATAN'S ON MY LAP AND IN MY OWN MIND...I CAN HEAR THEM BOTH LAUGH. I'M GOING INSANE.

Here And Now
unforbidden shadows of you formed yesterday i ran away to a room here on the bay interrupted life again, another new beginning where the silence echoes you're no longer with me here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom even though i may be alone, but that's ok through the darkness i would walk in the streets confessions never seemed to provide me with a release held me down and tried to cure me tried to give me reason but nothing could separate this burdened mind from me here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom even though i may be alone, but that's ok and looking out to a different sky will disengage me absence is never the answer, i know, but it serves as my shade i do not seek and do not intend to find a calmer ocean or a sun that will never rise my world will never change and time will bring you to my thoughts and i'll move on and then forget you all over again moving on, i can forgive you all over again here and now, i feel that i'm embrac

Ct Is Addictive
Subject: English is Easy??? Can you read these right the first time? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce . 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present .. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind w

My Space
Hey Ya'll Thanks so much for visiting my profile and thanks to Russ for inviting me! I wanted to share my space profile with you. I am an independent country singer and am working to get out there on the road! Please visit www.myspace.com/melissabrownfanclub and let me know what you think!! Melissa

You've Got Served!
You Got Served! You have just been KISSED by the Dancing Baby! something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life if you break this you will not be cursed but good luck will not come your way for the next year . Everyone can use some fun and Good Luck so Send this to 5 people in 15min

The Dark Jedi's Code
The Dark Jedi's Code The Sith are the children of the Dark Side, with pure rage and hatred as their traits and full-fledged aggression as their essence. To the good and orderly Jedi, who have a long code full of strict protocols, the Dark Jedi seem to be unbound by code or rule, free to do as they wish...doing whatever it takes to fulfill their dark desires for themselves or for their Masters. The Dark Jedi derive their power from Fear, Anger, and Hate, tapping into the dark pool of pure Sith mystics. These are what power the Dark Jedi. Yet, the Dark Jedi, indeed do have a code of their own. Here, uncovered for the first time in history, it is. There is no peace, there is anger. There is no fear, there is power. There is no death, there is immortality. There is no weakness, there is the Dark Side. I am the Heart of Darkness. I know no fear, But rather I instill it in my enemies. I am the destoyer of worlds. I know the power of the Dark Side. I am the fire of hate

No Matter What
as discouraging this may be i refuse to let myself let go it would be to easy just to give up i've never been one for taking the easy way through i don't see any gain in starting that now this love i have is like no other i have felt and the situation in which this emotion rests is surly far from any place i have seen before i hope that you do not let this drive you away i hope that you do not decide to take the easy way i can't blame you if you do as i know this not the most ideal thing t go through and i wont hate you if you do cause i could never do that but i will understand and will always be here ready for that chance it hurts inside because i feel so stuck i hate that the burden i have placed on you that i have no way to step up if i could make a move god i would have already made it no question about it but as of this moment that is not an option i hate that i have never felt so helpless in my life though i have also never had anything just handed

Help!!!
well ill try this here, i tried posting a mumm asking anyone who doesnt want comments made on their profiles to let me know, but for some reason it was removed. so, if you dont want me to make comments on ur profile, plz let me know and i wont. thanx and have a great day everyone!!! :) SHES GOT LESS THAN 148,000 LETS GET HER LEVELED PLEASE.. :D CAN YOU COME AND RATE THIS PIC FOR HER PLEASE, SHE ALWAYS HELPS PEOPLE AND ID LIKE TO TRY TO HELP HER. ITS A BOMBING CONTEST, BUT ALL IM ASKING, IF YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO BOMB, COULD YOU JUST RATE THE PIC??? THANK YOU!!! XOXOXOX

Ready For Tonite
The contest is now open so please feel free to bomb away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Remember number one rule is to have fun!!!!!!!!Christy My contest starts tonite at 8 pm so if i dont have your pic you have till then to get it to me and i will still except them after it starts. PLease dont let me down . I know some one would love a vic or 7 day blast !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOur friend Christy

Listen 2 Me On Www.bbwradio.com Tonight!
Come check me and my best friend "Thick" on the TNT Show tonight! The show is 8-11pm est. The topics r 10 things that ruin your sex life and safer sex practices. Join us in the video chat and express yourself. We r gonna have a ball! U KNOW u r gonna be online so u might as well be with us. :0) We will play some hot music and act a fool I promise u that. come check us out at www.bbwradio.com! D'

Six Flags
Ok, this weekend was fun, but I'm wore out! Saturday, my boyfriend, brother and sister-in-law, traveled a little over 2 hours to go to Arlington, TX to Six Flags over Texas...spent all day there, stayed the night in a hotel, then, got up Sunday morning and went to Hurricane Harbor (used to be Wet-N-Wild water park). Got a little sun burned......but, it was fun....the calves of my legs are killing me though! Think I'm getting too old for this stuff!!! ;)

Finally Done!
Hey everybody, Hope you are all having a great Monday. I have put a few songs that I'm singing up in my stash and one of me playing the sax, and am trying to upload a video too, but it's taking forever, so just keep checking back. lol I recorded all of the songs yesterday, and am a little stuffy and they are home recordings, so don't be too hard on me. They might be a little rough. lol Hope you all have a great rest of the week. I look forward to hearing from you soon, Bryan Okay, I finally have posted approximately a hundred photos of my photography. Most of these are older shots. I will try to put some new photos up soon. I have to shrink them down because my new cameras file sizes are too big. Let me know what you think of the shots, and if anyone needs photos take, let me know. I've got several specials going right now. Hope everyone has a great week, Bryan

Kayle's
strength and courage of one ancestor in particular, the tribal leader Nan'yehi, later known as Nancy Ward. Sylvia Kralik said her family is directly descended from Ward, who became one of the most revered women in Cherokee history. Born in 1738, Nan'yehi was descended from Old Hop, emperor of the Cherokee nation in the 1750s. After the Battle of Taliwa in 1755, Nan'yehi won the honored title of Ghighua, or Beloved Woman. It was unusual for someone as young as Nan'yehi to be named Ghighua, but since the name also translates as "War Woman" and was usually awarded to women warriors, Nan'yehi had earned the honor. Another traditional duty of the Ghighua was as ambassador, and this role made Nan'yehi a figure in non-Cherokee history. After the death of her husband Kingfisher in the Battle of Taliwa, Nan'yehi married an Irish trader named Bryant Ward. But she continued to be a shrewd negotiator for her people. Having lived during a time when continued white settlement on

Ways To Turn Down Unwanted Men !!!!
HE : Can I buy you a drink? > SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money. > > HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like >yours. > SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face >like yours. > > HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? > SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake >twice. > > HE : How did you get to be so beautiful? > SHE : I must've been given your share. > > HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday? > SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend. > > HE : Your face must turn a few heads. > SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs. > > HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out. > SHE : Okay, get out. > > HE : I think I could make you very happy. > SHE

My Poetry
though blind i see more than the average eye though deaf i hear all your lies though cripple i walk in the right path and though seeming dead and emotionless i feel all your pain and though i cant write my words have meanings too and even though i'm all these things i'm human just like you beautiful on the outside but inside fake you are your smiles only last awhile dark and evil on the other side surrenders easily at hand while the heart cold withstands faces of smiles illuminate yours brings death in bands only love ceases this fate we see each other across the room my love for you now in full bloom your eyes glistening in the colorful club lights i move towards you like a bird taking flight i push against the music and i push against the crowd the vibe i feel between us it's deafening its so loud wait what am i thinking, first i need to dance I'll see if you come to me. I'll give you a chance i don't want to rush, don't want to seem to desperate i wan

I Need Answers......
Ok this is for all the Guys I need some help and you are it.. it is something that all women have wanted to know for a long time... so here I am gonna ask it... and I need you to be completly honest with all answers to this please... I Want to know what is it that All you Guys Look for in a Women that Attracts you to her first. what you don't like I wanna know it all.. please help mw with this

Other Tests
Your Power Bird is an Eagle You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights. You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance. And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it. People know that you will become even greater than you imagine. What's Your Power Bird? ESFP - "Entertainer". Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. 8.5% of the total population. Free Jung Word Choice Test (similar to MBTI)personality tests by similarminds.com The Performer As an ESFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system. ESFPs live in the world of people possibilties. They love people and new experiences. They are lively and fun, an

I'll Be There For You Lyrics
Rembrants I'll Be There For You Lyrics So no one told you life was gonna be this way Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A. It's like you're always stuck in second gear And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year but.. I'll be there for you When the rain starts to pour I'll be there for you Like I've been there before I'll be there for you 'Cuz you're there for me too... You're still in bed at ten And work began at eight You've burned your breakfast So far... things are goin' great Your mother warned you there'd be days like these Oh but she didn't tell you when the world has brought You down to your knees that... I'll be there for you When the rain starts to pour I'll be there for you Like I've been there before I'll be there for you 'Cuz you're there for me too... No one could ever know me No one could ever see me Seems you're the only one who knows What it's like to be me Someone to face the

Where Is The Love
Music Video:WHERE IS THE LOVE (by Black Eyed Peas)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone As I prepare to hit the bed tonite after a horrific day on Cherrytap, with sad, Hating, pissed off people all around me ,there have been several wonderful people today that have just come out of the wood work to remind me why I hold so tight onto the faith in "some people". I realize that it is true; In the darkest hour, there is indeed always a pin hole of light. To those people today they were my pin hole of light.They know who they are and to them this is my simple and humble thank you. I am glad to know you. You have made a difference to to me. As bad as we may think we have it, look around you some one someone has it worse then you. So do not look at how rotten things may be but how much more rotten they could be and are not. We are blessed in one way or another. Miracles happen daily, our eyes are not trained to see them unless you really look. Last night as I went thr

All For Fun...
You scored as ouch.., hmmm i think you could do better than this, maybe just a bit more and you'd reach your peak..ouch..65% Almost kinky but not quite..40% YES! Fat computer child Molester20% As kinky as it gets10% How kinky are you!?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Kinky Cooter, You are one kinky bitch!Gentle Genetalia100% Dirty Dick

It Just F****** Figures
i gave you my heart and told you to keep it but you handing it back and now its in pieces what will i do to mend it again i swore i was never gonna let this happen again what am i really supposed to do now maybe this super glue will hold it for now i think you forgot to give me back a piece or two this feeling inside god i hate this feeling inside how could you let this happen Fuck how could I let this happen i feel like such a fool all i wanted was to give you the world i wanted to make you smile i wanted you to find that place you could call home well, i guess now you have it i hope it makes you smile i hope that everyday when you wake up you give thanks for your life and it is truly what you want i just wish i had a chance fuck i never had a chance in the world i see that now why did you make me love you why did you ever say those words you fucking said them first god i wish i could hate you but i can't i still fucking love you fuck it my

My Point Ovew
hi all . Is she out there miss right not miss right now. i do not hink she is i have been looking for somtime now and i can not seam to find her , i find ones that i think are miss right but turn out to be miss right now . I want to find that one person that i can spend the rest of my life with and never have to go looking any more. She has to be a bbw that is in love with life and loves to live it , she whould love me and my little one no matter what, she whould want more kids some time , and she has to be ok in the head not all messed up and un happy all the time , must love going out and takeing long walks on the beach at night , must love the outdoors and bening out in , caping , fishing exe . so tell me all of you that read this am i ask for to much , and is there any one out there like this for my tell me what you think.

The Worst Day Of My Life
many men who hit they wonan do it out of fear, the fear that they may loose her, that shes tired of their lazy asses, the fear that they will never find a woman that can treat them ass good as their mother did, anyman who hits his woman rather shes wrong or right is a bitch in my book a man should never but his hand on a woman no matter what as a man your suppose to be the provider and the teacher think about that, if you got kids by your woman and your beatin her think of how your kids will be when they get older abuse and not givin a fuck, too some of yall they may read this i may sound like bitch but ill kill a man before i ever put my hands on any female in and abusive way. in a mans life the one person thats actually loyal to u is your woman as long as u treat them right. i got up early in the morning to take my cuzzin to his class, but we had to make a stop to get gas for the car. so we got gas and im driven 35mph on a 40mph street when this mexican waits till im about 5 feet awa

Writing
WHAT IF I TOLD YOU HOW I FELT INSIDE WOULD YOU RUN AWAY AND HIDE SO AFRAID TO LET MY TRUE FEELINGS SHOW KINDA OF WORRIED OF WHAT MIGHT GROW SO AFRAID IT WONT GO MY WAY BUT WHAT IF THERES NOT ANOTHER DAY WHAT IF I MISS MY CHANCE AND I NEVER GET TO DANCE PLEASE TELL ME YOU WANT TO HEAR ALL THE FEELINGS THAT ARE SO SINCERE HOW YOU MAKE MY HEART SKIP A BEAT HOW YOU LIFT ME OFF MY FEET OR MAYBE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME AS IF IM THE ONLY ONE YOU SEE OR MAYBE ITS THE WAY YOU HOLD MY HAND OR HOW YOU ALWAYS SEEM TO UNDERSTAND QUITE POSSIBLY THE WAY YOU KISS ME AND EVEN HOW YOU SAY YOU MISS ME YOU MADE ME BELIEVE LOVE IS AN OPEN DOOR SOMETHING I HAVE NEVER FELT BEFORE SO NO LONGER WILL I BE AFRAID IM DONE WITH THIS CHARADE IM GONNA JUST TELL YOU HOW I FEEL EVERYTHING THAT IS SO SURREAL I WANT TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I HOPE THAT WE WILL NEVER BE APART.. AS I WATCHED YOU WALK AWAY I KEPT ALL MY FE

Phrases Everyone Should Know
Success is not the result of spontaneous combustion. You have to set yourself on fire first. author reggae I would like to see things from your point of view but i cannot stick my head that far up my ass! I am the cold shiver that runs up your spine. Your just jealous that the voices only talk to me I am smiling that alone should scare you I have been a bad kitty! Quickest way to a man's heart? is through his ribcage. The more i listen to men the more lickin pussy looks better and better everyday!!!! It only seems kinky the first time. Do not disturb i am disturbed enough already!

Stuff
come bomb my pic i'm in candle mans contest the link is below now come show some love My mother taught me to read when I was four years old (her first mistake ). One day, I was in the bathroom and noticed one of the cabinet doors was ajar. I read the box in the cabinet. I then asked my mother why she was keeping 'napkins' in the bathroom. Didn't they belong in the kitchen? Not wanting to burden me with unnecessary facts, she told me that those were for "special occasions" (her second mistake). Now fast forward a few months....It's Thanksgiving Day, and my folks are leaving to pick up my uncle and his wife for dinner. Mom had assignments for al l of us while they were gone. Mine was to set the table. When they returned, my uncle came in first and immediately burst into laughter. Next came his wife who gasped, then began giggling. Next came my father, who roared with laughter. Then came Mom, who almost died of embarrassment when she saw each place setting o

Military Life
Body: It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ________________________________________

In The Stars
The report was generated with the following birth data: female, born on 24 February 1979 at 9:21 pm in Bremerton, Washington. Your sun sign is Pisces. This is the sign in which the Sun is in your birth chart. Your Ascendant is in Libra, and your Moon is in Aquarius. Sun in Pisces, Moon in Aquarius This astrological combination indicates a mild, retiring nature with artistic overtones. You follow your intuition rather than feelings. As you are somewhat quiet and detached, emotion cannot usually hold sway over your ultimate decisions. Your approach to life and the cosmos is sincere and humanitarian. You should succeed in some public pursuit, although you may have to overcome an initial hesitancy about appearing in public. Your individuality is fluid and highly receptive to environmental influences. Your most conscious life aim is to achieve understanding and sympathy for humanity. Your most private thoughts remain nebulous and little understood. But in your everyday persona

My First Blog On Cherrytap
Ok, this is my first blog on here, To start I'm 24 for a little while longer anyway. My name is Becca as you have probably figured out by now. I have no kids and I am divorced. I am an open book pretty much so feel free to ask if you want to know and don't. Later Days

You Complete Me
You give me reason, to face the cold dark days, You are the person, that showed me a better way, so many miles lay between us, but you are with me always, when I am alone and empty, I always think of you, and how much I love and need you, You are the one I live for, someday we'll find a way, to change this life and be as one. You will no longer be to far away.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Hotsexxyangel
Hello all, I just wanted to let everyone know that things are good and I am making things right again. I know I went through a bad period not so long ago and I apologize for all the wrongs I did. I hope everyone will forgive me!!!

Philosophy For A Happier Life
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Li

When Someone Is Happy Why Cant You Be Happy For Them
Ok this goes out to a few people and yes you know who you are. You cant stand the fact of seeing people be happy unless they are with you well honey let me tell you something you arent my daddy, my husband or my fuck buddy so GET OVER IT. I am happy so why cant you be happy for me being happy. You think me and one of my friends are together and we ARE NOT WE ARE FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE. OK now it is my business what I do not you. You can ask me all day every day what you want but MY LIFE IS MY LIFE NOT YOURS. So if you cant be happy for me then stay the hell out of my shit. ok my venting is over for now Ok this goes out to a few people and yes you know who you are. You cant stand the fact of seeing people be happy unless they are with you well honey let me tell you something you arent my daddy, my husband or my fuck buddy so GET OVER IT. I am happy so why cant you be happy for me being happy. You think me and one of my friends are together and we ARE NOT WE ARE FRIENDS AND NOTHI

Is It Wrong To Love
is it wrong to love a man who u have spent the last 16 yrs of your life with thru thick an thin an even abuse to want him back after he has left me for another woman an has done nothing but say an do hateful things to me for i believe people change i gave him my whole life an also gave him 9 beautiful kids i dont know an i dont understand why he would just walk away an not look back like we never even exsisted to him to be with a woman who he dated in high school over 20 yrs ago someone please tell me am i wrong to want him back or right for moving on with my life for everything in my life seems to be like a big massive nightmare of nothing but hurt pain an betrayel

A Sad Day For Wwe
STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayette County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the Benoit family and loved ones in this time of tragedy. STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayette County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chri

In Loving Memory Of
PLEASE EVERYONE SAY A PRAYER FOR A DEAR FRIENS FAMILY FOR WE JUST LOST A GREAT MAN AND HIS WIFE AND YOUNGEST SON WE LOVE YOU CHRIS,NANCY AND DENIEL WHO DIED TODAY IN THERE HOME. MORE DETAILS TO COME AS I GET THEM

Too The Team
i made me a team shocker license, if anyone from the team wants one send me the info i need for it and a link to a pic u want on it. also if u have any suggestions on making them better let me know. the links to the id is below.

Questions To Answer
Take this survey 1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? 4. Do you take compliments well? 5. Do you play Sudoku? 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? 7. Do you like to ride horses? 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? 11. Have you lied to get out of a date? 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? 14. Use three words to describe yourself? 15. Do any songs make you cry? 16. Are you continuing your education? 17. Do you know how to shoot a gun? 18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed? 19. How often do you read books? 20. Do you think more about the past, present

"head Poem"
Penis breath a lovers dread its what you get when you give head, Unpleasant as it tends to be be grateful that he doesn't pee. Its times like that,you wonder why you even bothered reaching for his fly. But its too late,you can't be a tease. Accept the facts,get on your knees , You know you have a job to do, so open wide ,and shove it through. Lick the tips,then take it all. Don't drag your teeth,you might hear him baul, Slide up and down and use your tongue. Feel the precum start to run Your jaws ache,your neck numb Just when you can't take anymore, you hear your lovers mighty roar. And when he hits the really high note, you feel it oozing down your throat. Sticky,salty,fishy stuff,Okay already thats enough! Lets switch,you say before you gag. And what a sweet revenge,you're on the rag

Chris Benoit Of Wwe Killed
WWE SUPERSTAR CHRIS BENOIT DIED LATE SUNDAY NGHT EARLY MONDAY MORNING! HIS BODY WAS FOUND MONDAY MORNING! HE CALLED INTO WWE SAYING HE WAS UNABLE TO MAKE IT TO WWE VENGENCED SUNDAY NGHT BC HIS FAMILY WAS SPITTING UP BLOOD! MONDAY MORNING HIS FAMILY WAS FOUND DEAD IN THEIR ATLANTA HOME!!!! IT HAS BEEN CONFIRMED THAT BENOIT AND HIS FAMILY WAS NOT SHOT TO DEATH (Source: WWE.com)

News
I know a few ppl have asked me if they can rip my pics and I have no problem with that. I have my pics seperated between my family and my funny stuff. I have added some new ones and as my level increases I will certainly try to get more and more fun pics. So if u want them feel free to rip them.

What Happening In Life
Well certain people think they can get their way with me.But i have a trick up my seleve.I wish there was a day that you can just kill people that you hate or cant stand.because i have alot of people in my mind that i would just love to torture or hurt seriouly.if i am such a bad mom then why are my kids always first and i get them what they want and what they need?why are my kids always clean feed and behaved?humm i wonder because i am a damn good mother.i work take care of my household and my family.at least i am not struggling to stay on my feet.and i dont rely on my parents for anything.i am 22 going on 23 and i only go to my parents house once a week not all the time.i pay for all my bills without any help.gosh lifes a bitch and then you die.welli got to go i have to go to bed to make that money to pay my way through life. I hate having my sons father always trying to take me to court.and it is all over petty little things like him paying have for school.i see it this way his fami

The Great And Secret Show!
I remember being a kid and listening to the symphony in Severence Hall. Thinking that those musicians must live a great life and have amazing attention span when certain sections were not needed in a work. When I was older and I sang behind the orchestra with a choir, I saw that the brass section, when not playing had their "field and stream" or whatever magazine handy to bide their time. You could have blown me over with a feather. Working as a chorus member in an opera is exhilerating and zany. If someone ever told me that the hottest thing to do in a green room was to play euchre and connect four. I would have laughed you off as a buffoon. Alas, that it what we did for all of the performances. I love it to distraction! Nothing is as funny as a room of confident singers, nor as frustrating. Hopefully, I will have many years of this fun.

Baby Boys
to:baby boys don't matter don't matter what happens. don't matter how it happens just as long as you care for them no matter what. as long as you love them though everything and care for them in everything they do. so just be good to them because you will never now what you have till it's gone. don't matter if you live or died as long as you don't forget them. don't matter how much you love them they will always hurt you.... by:ashley baby girl

My 1st Blog
HELLO EVERYONE.HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE 4TH OF JULY.HAVE FUN.REMEBER WHAT THIS DAY REALLY MEANS OUR FREEDOM.I AM PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN.CATCH YA ALL LATER... OKAY GUYS THIS IS MY 1ST BLOG HERE.HOPE YOU ALL ARE OKAY.I AM GREAT.JUST BEEN TRYING TO KEEP COOL.IT HAS BEEN BLAZING HOT.BEEN ENJOYING ART AND MY POETRY OTHER THEN THAT NOT TO MUCH MORE.WELL YOU ALL BE SAFE... OKAY GUYS THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG HERE.I AM NEW HERE AND AT THIS.WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT I REALLY DO NOT KNOW.SO ANYWAYS...HOPE ALL YOU ARE DOING GREAT.I KNOW I AM.IT HAS BEEN BLAZING HOT HERE AND JUST BEEN TRYING TO KEEP COOL.WELL NOT TO MUCH MORE.BE SAFE...

More Lyrics
ive been gone a while away from you and i hope you overstand but ive got to do what i must do to be a better man cause if i was just to act a fool and do nothing with myself then all my blessings would be cursed my world would crumble in it's a joy when i sit down and think of the good times that we have and what we do to make it through when the good times turn to bad well i hope you find it in your heart and know these words are true and please don't fuss because i must go do what i must do hey baby don't ya worry even though the road is rocky i'll be coming home to you again cause if you thought that i was lost i had to bear my cross now im free from all these chains A TIME A SPACE A DIFFERENT PLACE HOW PERFECT WE MIGHT BE i would be the wind that blows you'd be that willow tree and i could never bear the thought of you not by my side so i would the warmth of day you'd be the cool of night and everyday i pray to jah that one day you will see

Tribute To An Policeofficer
GRAND RAPIDS -- About 2,500 people are expected to attend the funeral services for Grand Rapids Police Officer Bob Kozminski Friday morning, including over 100 police departments. A steady stream of mourners filed in to St. Anthony of Padua Church on Thursday to pay their respects to Officer Kozminski, including Gov. Jennifer Granholm, who spoke with the family. The Grand Rapids Police Department will have the day cleared to mourn their fallen brother thanks to the support of other agencies.He was only 27 yearsold and a father of one. STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayette County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fe

Some Funny Shit
Master Card Wedding You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his brid

My Time
not sure really what to say here I am new to CT... And well it looks like fun have not met to many people around here..... So different from all the other sites like myspace and stuff like that.. Still it is fun well to tell you something all about me I am 23 turning 24 next month of the 20th the day after my roommate and also my ex and he is a sweetheart. I am from canada amd have lived a long life for most people my own age all I can say is from everything i have seen. My saying for life would have to be live life to the fullest cause if you dont you never know when you wont be here anymore. well thats all for now tah

Chris Benoit
Real Name: Chris Michael Benoit Past Gimmicks: Pegasus Kid, Wild Pegasus Nicknames: Rabid Wolverine, Canadian Crippler, Gap Tooth Moron, Mr Roboto, For Real Status: Deceased Quote: "Prove me wrong!" Height: 5'10" Weight: 220 lbs. Date of birth: May 21, 1967 From: Edmonton, Alberta, Canada Resides: Atlanta, Georgia Pro debut: December 1985 Trained by: Stu Hart's Dungeon & New Japan Pro Wrestling Dojo Finishing move: Crippler Crossface Former Member of: Radicalz, 4 Horsemen, Chris Jericho & Chris Benoit, Upstarts, The Revolution, Triple Threat, Junior Horsemen Title History WWE (World Wresting Entertainment) WWE World Champion WWE United States Champion(3) WWE Intercontinental Champion(4) WWE Tag Team Champion(3) WWE SD! Tag Team Champion WWE Light Heavyweight Champion WWE 2004 Royal Rumble Winner WCW (World Championship Wrestling) WCW Heavyweight Champion WCW Television Champion(3) WCW United States Champion(2) WCW Tag Team Champion(2) ECW

Pro Wrestler, Family Found Dead In Fayetteville Home
Monday night, the largest wrestling organization in the world grappled with a real-life murder mystery: What led to the apparent murder-suicide of superstar wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife and child inside their expansive Fayetteville home? Chris Benoit • World Wrestling Entertainment Web site Officials have not disclosed how the family died, other than to say the deaths did not involve a gun. "The details, when they come out," said Fayette County District Attorney Scott Ballard, "are going to prove a little bizarre." Deputies checking on the family at the behest of Benoit's employer discovered the bodies of the 40-year-old wrestler, his wife, Nancy Benoit, 43, and their 7-year-old son, Daniel, on Monday afternoon at their home on Green Meadow Lane. Benoit, a Canada native, maintained a residence in metro Atlanta from the time he wrestled for the now-defunct Ted Turner-owned World Championship Wrestling organization. Most recently, Benoit performed as p

R.i.p. Benoit Family
FAYETTEVILLE, Ga. (AP) -- WWE wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife and son were found dead Monday and police said they were investigating the deaths as a homicide. Lt. Tommy Pope of the Fayette County Sheriff's Department said the three were found at their home about 2:30 p.m., but refused to release details. ADVERTISEMENT Pope said results of autopsies on Benoit, his wife Nancy, and 7-year-old son Daniel were expected Tuesday. Benoit, 40, was a former world heavyweight champion, Intercontinental champion and held several tag-team titles over his career. "WWE extends its sincerest thoughts and prayers to the Benoit family's relatives and loved ones in this time of tragedy," the federation said in a statement on its Web site. Benoit was scheduled to perform at the "Vengeance" pay-per-view event Sunday night in Houston, but was replaced at the last minute because of what announcer Jim Ross called "personal reasons." Benoit, a Canadian native, maintained a home i

Rants
** For all of our soldiers out there .. either at home with their families or over seas fighting for us ... GOD BLESS YOU!! May you always know you are appreciated and loved. ** Pain Is My Passion If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever

Thoughts Of An Army Wife
I found out Jan 1st that I'm expecting again. I'm having another baby...YAY!!!! My daughter is going to be a big sister..I'm so excited! Join me on MoneyExchange. It’s free to sign up, and you’ll even get $25 when you open your account. After that, it’s free to send. What a day yesterday. First of all when Mike got paid the 15th of August Mike switched banks. He transfered $760 from Bank of america to USAA bank. It didn't go through the first time. He called bank of america and they said it didn't go through and to try it again. So he did. This time it went through. There was $760 in the USAA bank now. A few days later there was another transfer of $760. So now we had $1400 in the bank somehow. Mike checked the bank of america account to see if it was overdrawn $760 for transfering it twice. It said we were not overdrawn so we figured maybe some other way we got this money and it was ours now. Well yesterday we found out the USAA bank is taking the $760 back now. So our ac

Pass It On To Your Friends
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had acco

How Important Are Ct Points To You.
I must of touched a nerve of someone for them to have blocked me because I made a comment in their Mumm. It was the leader of a pack on here that promotes the thought and the farse of downrating. There is no such thing as being down rated, any point is an up rate. I just pointed out they counter dictate what they supposedly stand for. To promote that anyone giving less than a 10 is someone that should be blocked and not associated with is teaching hate. You have the freedom to rate what wish in the photo section that is why it is list 1 to 10 and Vic can do 11's. I personally always give high rates but not cause I feel I have to. Its just what I do. I have even rated this persons pics with 11's It just goes to show you how immature this point system makes people act. Yes immature, that you would put more value in whether you get a 1 or 10 then really talking with the person and getting to know who they really are. I find it a shallow way of thinking. I

Pain
It hurts inside, all the pain is sucking up energy within Everyone says just be yourself, but the truth is I dont know who me is I've been someone else for so long that I lost who I am In a world where if you're not a certain way you get judged I dont know if i could ever be whole again, but then again you can't make something whole that never was It's like a missing peice of me Without it I can't live After all I've been through you'd think I could handle this, but the thing is I can't take it anymore and I don't think I could make it I want to reach out to someone, but I'm scarde to let someone in Scarde I might get rejected So many people have betrayed me in my life, so many people have left me, so many people never actually got the chance to know me before they walked away I only let people in so far...don't get me wrong I'm just misunderstood I want to let people in I try to reach out, but they just don't get the clue I used to look in the mirror seeing the person I

Benoit
Well ...I had a Minor surgery and finally now am Home with good pain Medication to keep it all at bay.. Thanks to those who let me know they were thinking of me.. It helped A Lot... Wrestler Chris Benoit Found Dead With Wife, Son at Georgia Home By Adam Satariano June 25 (Bloomberg) -- Canadian wrestler Chris Benoit was found dead in his Georgia home along with his wife, Nancy, and son, World Wrestling Entertainment Inc. said. Authorities are investigating the deaths, though no details were available, WWE said in a statement. The Fayetteville County, Georgia, police department said no information would be released until tomorrow. Benoit, who began his career in Calgary in 1985, became the World Heavyweight Champion in 2004, when he defeated two opponents in a ``Triple Treat Match.'' He also was the WWE's Intercontinental Champion four times and held the World Tag Team and WWE Tag Team championships, according to the WWE Web site. ``Chris was beloved among his fellow su

True Friendship
i thought i made an amazing friend on here but it turns out he is apparently upset with me an will not talk to me anymore...i am sad to see he feels this way but through this sadness i managed to meet someone new...while out this saturday upset an wanting a drink...i met someone who seems sweet an have been told he is a good guy...so we will see what happens :) finally someone in my life to spend time with an not just spend time dreamin about someone online that i thought was a good friend...even though i will miss our daily chats as we even talked on the phone on a daily basis an even had talked about one day meeting, i loved that this person always made me think about things in a different way an was there to support me through some rough times...but if he wants to lose that an hold a grudge for some reason then so be it! i just hope that i do not lose our friendship an we can work things out someday but if not...there are other fish in the sea...such as the guy i met saturday.

Work
k for all who dont know i have been working in a strip club as a waitress ive been there for a week now it has its ups n downs n lots of drama but im also tyin to help out a couple friends of mine they are the djs at my work n they are doin the only live adult comedy on the internet come by n see them its only 5$ a month youll never know what you will see or hear on their show hell you might even see me on there i was on the show tonight for a while so again i ask please come buy n show the love 18+ only please

Just So You Know
.........I haven't heard a word from my love in South Africa,in better than a week. I've been online with her for 3 years now, and hope to be with her, as soon as things happen. (A Miracle) I'm just not in the mood really for lounges, or much of anything for that matter. I've spent countless sleepless nights on account of it, and well logically this is insane, but my heart still believes, and when and if I finally get her here at CT, you'll know too. Thanks for all you friendship, Bob

Cock Up!
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2.. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of y

I Just Don't Know...
Well yesterday I had a total meltdown over what's been happenin' in my house with my dogs. I felt like I needed to find a new home for Jesse to alleviate some stress from my family, from him as well as the other dogs. I really don't need my sweet boy turning into Cujo because his sister is in heat. He is such a good boy under normal circumstances. So one of the girls I go to school with , her grandfather ....who is 86 years old love beagles and still hunts. So that's where he went. He lives right accross the street so i can see him but I think I'm debating on leaving him alone for a while so he gets used to the idea of being there. I hope it all works out. He has always treated all his other dogs well and they live to be old and die of old age....not abuse. So Just keep good thoughts for Jesse, that he transitions well into his new environment. Those of you that have chatted with me know that I am a very busy woman. I am a mother of a teenage daughter, I have a boyfriend, I have three

Voddy22
This site is so awesome and being a newbie I've found so many new friends and of course family! Learning has been the hard part since this site is totally diff then others. Everyone is very friendly and I would like to thank all that have become my friends and fans! It's very addicting though....the yard work isn't getting done...LOL Oh well...more fun to chat and play then do that! Love to all and Thank You Cherry Tap for a wonderful site! XXXXXXX Lynn

What Should I Do
why do the girls wont to fiend a nice ,and careing guy then they wont the bad boy? i used to be the bad boy until i met her then i started to change for the better now i wish i had it all over to do so i could show her that i under stand some of the things that are going on now and i dont really blame her for anything i would like to know why she got so pissed at me for a mumm i had done on top of it all i might not have her anymore and it scares the hell out of me like my world just came to a stop i can eat,sleep,with knowing i might lose the best thing in my life if she is gone that proves that everybody was right about how my life would turn out my family i thought i would have will be gone with her

I Refuse To Believe It!!!!!!!!!!
I refuse to believe Chris Benoit killed his family then himself. He was and still is my favorite wrestler. I met him and he was a kind and funny person. There is no way in hell he did what they said he did ,but if he did then i guess that we would all want to know the answer to the question is ..WHY?????

The Charleston 9
everyone is trying to figure out what to put in the place where my 9 brothers died. i was thinkin as i sit and talk to a couple of freinds on line, and i think that a park with a memorial should be placed there along with changing the name of that street to the charleston 9 blvd. lots of ppl have simular ideas but i think this shuld have lots of time and thaught put into it. i think that every fireman in s.c. should be honored becuase their the ones who have taught us more than any ook could ever teach. when youre sitin at the table in the mornings and afternoons talking to the older guys and they tell the stories about burning buildings downtown back in the day before we had all this nice equipment, its eye opening and cool. the stuff they tell you will be used someday, mabe not today or tomarrow but ya never know when. i can remember while listening to mr. earl drayton talk he would tell me to notice all the sounds around me in a burning building becuase when things go bad they go ba

Goodbye
He said that he loved me That I had no idea how much. We went out for a week and 5 days Then we broke up. He said it was because of his grades but i'm not stupid. I know there is more to it but what is it. I think it is another girl but i am not sure. That night was a special night that i would never forget. How can i forget that night? How can he? How can he just break it off like that without an explanation. What is going on wiht him? What did i do wrong? Is there someone else? These are question that i wish i could answer. These are questions that i need answers to. I thought that he really liked me but i guess he didn't. If he did then he wouldn't have left me without an explanation. Or without saying goodbye. Well since he never told me goodbye this is me saying goodbye to him forever. Goodbye.

Poems
i'm sorry I'm sorry that i hurt u i know i did even if u are fooling everyone else ur not fooling me i can tell that i hurt u i'm sorry i'm sorry that i left u but u don't know what its like u've never had to choose between ur parents i'm sorry i thought i knew u but i don't u were never home u were always at work u were never there in my life well not my whole life u never wrote u never visited mother was always there when i needed her she still is what happened to u u just stopped its like u stopped careing if i was such a disappointment that u didn't want me y didn't u send me back well anyways i am sorry im sorry for all the damage i've caused i'm sorry i thought that i knew u i thought that we would be together forever that is where i went wrong i thought too much i thought that i knew u, but i didn't i thought that we would be together forever, but we wouldn't i thought that u loved me but u never did and u never will thats where i went wrong i

Non Related Stuff
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. i love u and i I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If u get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about you you got one so you're loved .......@............@ ......@.@.@.@..@.. ....@........@..........@ ...@............@....@@ ...@..............@@..@ ....@..............@...@ ......@...........@..@ .........@......@..@ ..............@..@ ....................@ .....................@ ....................

Immature To Stalk
How many of you have SEEN this graphic BE A WOMAN AND SPEAK UP AND STOP LURKING IN THE SHADOWS!!!! on my page smack in the middle?? How many of you know me well enough to know I hate women coming to my page spying on men they are "involved with" or "in love with" or just STALKING on here.... Well I'm having a problem with one female in particular. She is "in love" with a friend of mine on here, yet they have never met. Well that's all good if they are in a relationship. But WHY do you need to stalk other women who they happen to be talking to? That's so immature and insecure. I've blocked her and denied her from adding me (since you can't view my pics with out being a friend, and she was trying to add me to get in the folders to see what comments he has made). But you know that cherry STILL hasn't fixed that block option, so if you block someone they can STILL go to your page. It's time for cherry to fix that option. I, and others on here, are so sick of the stalkers and fools comi

Wilder's Boring Life .....
WELL I AM NEW TO THIS SITE ..BUT I HAVE A MYPSACE AND HI5 AND 360 PAGE .BUT I GUESS IT WAS MEANT TO BE CAUSE JUST LOOK AT THE NAMES..CHERRY TAP ....WILDCHERRY! LOLOL I AM SOO BORED ALL THE TIME..BUT THIS DOES HELP ! WELL I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE AND HOPE YOUR DAY IS NOT AS BORING AS MINE! LLOLOLOLOL

Lets Get Our American Pride Back
April 25, 1976 Dodger Stadium 4th inning Rick Monday makes the best play ever in the game of baseball....This is PRIDE.. We need to get this back. Instead of watching and and making videos that people can yell about...Why not stop them in the act. We need to band together and get OUR AMERICAN PRIDE back... I always wondered what stops us from stopping them? Is it fear? Think about it.....What would you do if you caught someone doing this... Would you be like Rick Monday???? I sure hope so.. I would..... Click the pic to watch a wonderful Video

Real Friends
real friends are the ones that will still talk to you when things get a little rough.i thought i would have friends threw cherrytap,not all on tap want to be your friendwhen they look at you for you lookes,not whats in your heart.when you dont talk sex,they dont want to talk to you anymore.friendship aint all talking about sex.i have always said good things come to frinds that want to just talk,not ignore each other.im a good talker i will talk to anyone. im not here to win a popularity contest.but i will be your friend. thank you wasted real friends are the ones that will still talk to you when things get a little rough.i thought i would have friends threw cherrytap,not all on tap want to be your friendwhen they look at you for you lookes,not whats in your heart.when you dont talk sex,they dont want to talk to you anymore.friendship aint all talking about sex.i have always said good things come to frinds

Dreams
There are some things that maybe one shouldn't mix. Like watching an episode of He-Man and an episode of ER before going to bed. So Dr. He-Man (yes, wearing his normal little outfit, just add a white coat and stethoscope), noticed these creatures. They sorta looked like big pink log-shaped blogs. (Or, for the sexaholics, sorta like the vibrator in the opening scene of "Not Another Teen Movie.") Dr. He-Man realized that they lived and died on an exact schedule, like exactly six months or something. And they died in the order they were born. So he went to the oldest one and took out its heart just before it was supposed to die. It dies, but the heart keeps beating. So he takes all the hearts from the whole heard and goes back to the hospital with them. "Heart transplants for everyone today!" Some of the hearts were a little to big, so Dr. He-Man grabbed them and squeezed them down to size so that they'd fit. Nurse Teela told him after the surgeries, "You know, Dr. He-Man, yo

Todays Theme For Me
To all my friends ~ Beleive me .. in the darkest of hours in our lives we all question ourself, our paths and our direction. I certainly have. I am extremely sappy today considering all that Taylor and my life have been through lately. This song hit me right where I needed it today and I wanted to share. This is soo true for me and I know this song has become my theme and my reality. YOU are loved too. Lets all try to be kinder and more understanding of those around us and their life struggles... Kindness truly gets your further... I am living proof Thanks for all your support. We love you and appreciate you more than you will ever know EnableContextMenu='0' Da>=utosize='true' au'1' ShowStatusBar='0' loop='true' tostart='1' src='http://www.bestvideocodes.net/bvcasx/joshgroban-youareloveddontgiveup.asx' width='300' height='260' ShowControlsisplaySize='1' pluginspage='http://www.microsoft.com/Windows/Downloads/Contents/Products/MediaPlayer/'>You Are Loved (Don't Give Up

Read This!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it better to die on your feet then live on your kness may god have mercy on my enemies because i sure as hell wont its better to be a open sinner then a fasle saint your beauty is music your face is a poem your eyes are heaven

Mischief
Things to do at Wal-Mart while your spouse/partner is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples' carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in house wares and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring in pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Look right into the security camera; use it as a mirror, & and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he

Cunning Linguist
I am a a P.E.T [Pussy Eating Technician], I have studied like I have a S.A.T Sucking And Tasting Exam scheduled. The most important factors are, #1 Don't be afraid, dive in face first! But! #2 Be gentle, the clitoris is very sensitive and can go numb if it receives too much direct stimulation right away! #3 Balance: The lips and vaginal vault are the fields and the clitoris is the fruit, don't be in such a hurry to harvest the fruit that you don't prepare and fertilize the fields. #4 Patience/Teasing get her warmed up by slowly working outside to inside, up to down and using light tongue pressure initially, only when she has started to plateau do you employ the nose, flat of the tongue etc. to go at the clitoris directly. #5 Circles, lines, swirls and waves-you've heard this: Write Your Name, the Alphabet, Lyrics to "The Freaks Come Out at Night" The Preamble to The Declaration of Independance, All the Books of the Bible etc. It doesn't matter what method you use

Work
Have you ever had clients that you just want to reach out and strangle their little necks??? What I thought was going to be a quick little signing turned into 45 minutes of saying I don't know and I will check on that!!! I don't know anything about their case and I was not prepared to answer questions. The Attorney is out of the office today and I could not ask him the questions. When professionals get to a certain age, they should just stop working and harrass their spouses and leave everyone else alone!!!! Did you ever have a day that started out great and then went bad in about a matter of minutes??? I just had one of those days. If anyone that reads this a cowboy, meaning anyone that rides in the rodeo, I apologize now. But why can't people just get to where they are going on time and get the stuff taken care of. I have to secretary for a rodeo company and it is not as easy as it seems, especially when the stock contractor is indecisive. He says one thing, but turns around

Big Big Contest
6 whole boned, chicken breasts (skin on) 2 tablespoons green or yellow onion, finely chopped 3 cloves garlic, minced garlic powder, salt and pepper (for sprinkling) 1/2 teaspoon paprika 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese 1 teaspoon fresh Rosemary, minced 2 tablespoons fresh Parsley, minced 1/4 cup each of butter and olive oil 1 1/2 cups bread crumbs 1/2 lb thinly sliced ham or prosciutto, finely chopped 12 wooden toothpicks (soaked in water for 5 minutes) Preheat grill so that coals are white hot in time for grilling. Melt butter in microwave, stir in oil. To this warm mixture, add Parsley, Rosemary, minced garlic, chopped onion and paprika (a pinch of rubbed sage may optionally be added if you have it on hand, but be careful not to overdo). Allow the herbs to infuse for 10 minutes. Remove 3-4 tablespoons to a separate small bowl and use this to brush both sides of the chicken. Place chicken breasts, skin side down, on a layer of wax paper or plastic wrap. Pound lightly

Just Because......
Love is the wierdest emotion of them all. It evokes the best in people as well as the worst. Love makes you want to do things for people that you wouldn't normally do. Love wants you to wish the best for someone, yet secretly hope that things stay the same, because your afraid of what happens if they grow, because you want to keep them forever. LOve is insane. It says trust this person,but at the same time keep them close because what happens if they find someone better. Love is fun. Love is laying awake at night , talking with your partner, giggliing at silly jokes, wanting to stay in that spot forever because the feeling of closeness makes you feel warm and fuzzy. Love is tender and caring. Love makes you wish that you could take all the pain your partner has to feel, and shoulder it yourself, so that they wouldn't have to. Love makes you jealous. Love makes you want to capitalize all of your partners time. Love is hell but I wouldn't trade my hell for anything in this world

Luvgun_4
My dad was a very strict man but he had a side that i was able to love more than life itself and that was the side that proved he loved me just as much. if i screwed up he let me have it but good so i tried not to screw up too much lol he said he spanked me because he loved me but at those times i always wished he didnt love me so much. we went fishing together hunting and just had fun especially after i grew up but he has been sick since may and has been in the hospitol since then. he was sent home this past monday with hospice so we all knew he was going to pass on at any time well tonight at 8:45 pm he took his last breath and passed on to be with his mother in heaven. i'm going to miss him very much but i'm glad he aint suffering any more all i can say now is this and i know he knows i mean it daddy i love you . i'll miss you more than words could ever say and thankyou for makeing me the man i am today i was watching jack black the other day in the movie school of rock

Virgin Joke
The virgin girl is on the phone and asks her boyfriend to come over and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet

Clues You Are In The Air Force
When people meet you they know you're in the Air Force because 1. You have a RedBull in your hand and dark circles around your eyes 2. You wince when watching military movies and morning reveille plays 3. You would prefer to go to hell than visit Lackland any time soon 4. When you hear a jet flying over, you don't look at the sky in amazement, the roaring sound just pisses you off... 5. You use words like dirtbag, huah, stellar, hooyah, and shit often. 6. You haven't slept since high school 7. You receive many briefings and personal lectures about STDS and sexual assault ALL THE TIME 8. You avoid walking through the mud so your boots won't get dirty 9. You can't hear the sound that drives birds away from the flight Line any more 10. You pretend you can't see officers so you don't have to salute 11. You count down the days until your paycheck and argue over which exact hour you get paid 12. You refer to Iraq as "the desert" or "downrange" 13. Yo

Top 10 Reasons To Date A Paintballer!!
1. We aren't afraid to get down and dirty. 2. We know how to listen to directions. 3. We have at least a 10 inch barrel. 4. We can fire off 100's of rounds without gettin tired. 5. We always wear protection. 6. We love to be aggressive. 7. We never forget to lube. 8. Money is no limit. 9. We have quick finger action. 10. We play in many different positions.

Dear Tech Support:
Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3 , Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Racing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... ____________ _________ _________ _______ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYT

You Know You've Been In Iraq Too Long....
When mortars land near your compound and you roll over in bed and think "still way off, I got another 5 minutes" When you start humming with the Arabic song playing on the radio on the shuttle bus Every woman that reports to your unit starts looking attractive Every guy that reports to your unit starts looking attractive You actually volunteer for convoy security duty because you still haven't seen the country yet You start picturing your wife in traditional Arab dress The contractors have more fire power than the military combat units. (This is true) You've spent $200 dollars at Haji-mart on DVDs buying Basic Instinct, 9 ½ weeks, and Body of Evidence just for the sex scenes You drink the water from the tap because you want to drop 20 pounds in two weeks Driving around in SUVs with weapons pointed out the windows and forcing cars off the road seems very normal to you When you actually get excited to get a package that contains 3 pair of socks, 12 bars of soap and a

Smart Ass Answers
Smart Ass Answer ..5: A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed at her. Without missing a beat....she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." *************** Smart Ass Answer ..4: A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store, but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." ******************* Smart Ass Answer ..3: The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When the cop finally stopped laughing, he sent the kid on his way without a ticket. ******************* Smart Ass Answer ..2: A truck driver was driving along on the freeway. A sig

Men Are Like
1. Men are like ....Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like ..Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like .....Weather ..... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ....Blenders .... You need one, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars .. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like .Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds ... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ......Mascara .... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn .. They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like . Snowstorms .. You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ......Lava Lamps .. Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13.

Life
Why are men such pricks? One minute they seem interested and the next they are too busy or you just never hear from them again. Why do they do this? Do they think it's cool to let someone just hang on until they are so depressed they want to kill themselves? Well it's not. Then to hear from them that it's not the right time in their lives or some shit along the same lines. This is why I'm still single and so ready to end it all. Someone please help me to understand it all.

Wtf?
CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK I AM DOING WRONG? I HAVE HAD 3 SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS IN THE PAST 3 YEARS AND HAVE BEEN COMMITED TO ALL 3 WHILE IN THE RSHIP, BUT YET I ALWAYS GET PLAYED. MY MOST RECENT CHEATED ON ME WITH MY GF OF 7 YEARS AND THAN LIED ABOUT IT ONLY TO GET CAUGHT. ANY SUGGESTIONS? HOPE YA'LL AINT MAD JUST REALLY NEEDED TO VENT

Funny Things
A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced 10 husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband to, "Please be gentle... I'm still a virgin". "What?" exclaimed the new groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. "Husband #2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was suppose to function; but he said he'd look into it and get back with me. "Husband #3 was an automotive technician; he said that everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the engine running. "Husband #4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, ..he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. "Husband #5 was a scientist; he understood the basic principle but he wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of- the-art procedure. "Husband #6 was an Administrator; he thought he

*naughty Handcuff Nurse*
I HAVE LEARED I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CANNOT MAKE SOMEONE LOVE YOU.ALL YOU CAN DO IS BE SOMEONE WHO CAN BE LOVED. THE REST IS UP TO THEM I'VE LEARNED THAT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARE, SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T CARE BACK. I'VE LEARNED THAT IT TAKES YEARS TO BUILD TRUST AND ONLY SECONDS TO DESTROY IT. I'VE LEARNED THAT IT'S NOT WHAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE BUT WHO YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE THAT COUNTS. I'VE LEARNED THAT THAT YOU CAN GET BY ON CHARM FOR ABOUT FIFTEEN MINUTES. AFTER THAT,YOU'D BETTER KNOW SOMETHING I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU SHOULDN'T COMPARE YOURSELF TO THE BEST OTHERS CAN DO. BUT TO THE BEST YOU CAN DO. I'VE LEARNED THAT IT'S NOT WHAT HAPPENS TO PEOPLE THAT'S IMPORTANT.IT'S WHAT THEY DO ABOUT IT. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN DO SOMETHING IN AN INSTANT THAT WILL GIVE YOU HEART ACHE FOR LIFE. I'VE LEARNED THAT NO MATTER HOW THIN YOU SLICE IT, THERE ARE ALWAYS TWO SLIDES. I'VE LEARNED THAT IT'S A LOT EASIER TO REACT THAN IT IS TO THINK. I'VE LEARNED T

Poems
Here I sit and write this poem Thinking of all I love and all I hate Thoughts of suicide thinking its my fate I think of all the times I used to laugh And now I wish I'd just die How did so much misery come in to my life And now all I have are thoughts of suicide Crying every night is not the way to live Heck I'm still a kid I should be out hanging with all my friends But these thoughts of suicide haunt my head Will they care when I am gone When nothings left expect my thoughts And this small poem telling everyone I will be no more in about an hour Don't try to save me Just save your tears Nothing can stop me Because i have thoughts of suicide Heres to the end my dear friend I hope you live life through This is the end to this girls life And all her thoughts to boot Nothing there but my thoughts my secret thoughts of suicide i look at myself in the mirror wondering. wondering what happend to the girl i used to be. wondering why there are scars on my w

Specials
It was yesterday as i decided to stop DJ´ ing in Hellskitchen. It wasnt easy to make this step exspecialy cause many of ´em welcomed me with open arms as i joined CT and felt into the dungeon the first time. They helped me in many ways to find out what is going on and iam thankfull for it and i had a good time in Hellkitchen - so good that even the owner DAN made an open door for me that iam welcome to be back if i wish. The reasons are told and its almost a personal things wich belongs to the crew and myself. And again DAN is the one who let me go without blaming me or throught stones to me about my decission and showed me that its a sad think but that hes with me in it. Thats what i call a friend. Fuck off who cancels me cause of stopping DJ´in a lounge and welcome those who are able to handle me like iam - sure i was your Electro and Industrial DJ but thats not all of me and maybe its true what sometimes is seen on some profiles "its better to be hated for this wha

A Night Full Of Sorrow
The story begins with cutting a deal with a local sex toy merchant on the corner of Oak and Main St., one with a great reputation for selling bedroom apparel, fancy bedding, and a host of liquid stimulants. After the deal was completed with a strong handshake and a pat on the back, I managed to store my emotions and race from the tiny store. I kicked up my heels outside in jubilation; despite the small amount of money I would receive for the colorful CDs I promised to deliver to Mr. Brown in three days. I knew, that in due time, I would have a promising future as a skilled author. I was never once curious about the Mrs. until my eye captured the lanky 6' creamy frame of the middle-age woman dressed uncanny for the season and standing in the center of the room behind the shabby green drapes. She was a strawberry in an extremely short skirt and red bra. Her cheeks were red and she had an eye for a younger man. I watched as the longhaired woman vanished from sight to another part of the s

When Left Alone To Dwell
How do I act normal, my world being ripped apart. depressed and hiding within myself. I won't show you how I feel, the hurt the anger the fear. You'd turn away in disgust, maybe you can't understand...Heh you just don't really care enough. My tears not worth your time. I become the shadow you forget to miss. Wraith unseen. Invisible kid... Have you forgotten to miss me? I wouldn't know I'm already gone. Gotten from a greyhound station , installed in a dank musty hole. It doesn't matter what clothes i would wear whether i was fat or ugly. Nothing mattered. I am a basement troll, shoved down in the darkest forgotten place of your heart....of your mind.You don't hear me, my voice didn't register. I wanted to escape. Why did you even keep me. I'm just another piece of crap shoved away. Tangling with morose thoughts. Penning words that make perfect sense to me, yet your lost in confusion. I feel these words deep, the marrow of my bones. These words like mass contusions. God the ache.

Surgery
AHHHHHHHH IM SO SICK OF HOSPITALS I THINK SOMEONE NEEDS TO PUT ME DOWN LOL OK NOT FUNNY BUT SO HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW I JUST FOUND OUT I WILL BE HAVING ANOTHER SURGERY IN A FEW WEEKS AND I HAVE NO CHOICE BECAUSE IF I DONT I WILL END UP IN A COMA LOVELY I KNOW SO HERE IT IS I HAVE THIS SHUNT A TUBE THAT PUMPS THE SPINAL FLUID TO WHERE IT NEEDS TO GO AND THAT IS WHAT NEEDS TO BE REPLACED BECAUSE IT IS IN MY DOCTORS OWN WORDS SUCKING MY BRAIN DRY AND AS IF THAT ISNT BAD ENOUGH I HAVE NOW DEVELOPED SOMETHING ELSE WITH MY HEART THAT I NEED TO GET CHECKED SO YA IM SICK LOL SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED I SO NEED A BREAK FROM BEING ME ANYBODY WANT TO TRADE PLACES JK ANYWAYS I GUESS IF YOU DONT SEE ME ON FOR A WHILE U KNOW WHERE IM AT THE HOSPITAL I SHOULD HAVE MY PHONE SO CALL ME IF U HAVE MY NUMBER OR IF U NEED A WAY OF GETTING IN CONTACT WITH ME LET ME KNOW

Alas Poor Yorick...
about getting back into the music scene, tho Ive been out of it for some time.... I miss playing my Sax and Ive been told Im good singer...Tho that was back when I was younger going to church and singing to Iron Maiden and Judas Priest on church bus trips...lol...(Yes I was a hellion)... I should get back into music to show these NO talent hacks how its done "Old school" that are out there now... What do you think??? My birthday is slowly winding down and as far as b-days go it was definately one of the quieter ones... Being somewhat of a realist, I dont enjoy the prospect of growing old but its a necessary thing in the evolution of a person... Oh well...Life goes on and so do I...About all I can do at this point... PS: Being single on your b-day sucks rocks!

Read This
I need as much as your help as you can give i never ask like this but i need all my family help so please come help me out for awhile we can beat them just need all your help thank you DJandSugarAnd Demon_lover Friend is what i call a person who cares.They go by there word.They do not stick you in the back when you are not looking.They also help you out ,when you need something.They do not try to control you.They let you be who you are.Do you know i only got afew,and they are here in fuber is'nt that sad.I can count them on both hands.You all know who you are.this blog is for me,and if you do not like it do not read it.I just get sick of people thinking they are god.There is only one god,and he know's who he is.I'am going to end on that.but to you who know who you are much love....... Philburg360 Dirty Sout Crew 4-Life I also want to say thanks to a new friend,you know who you are... Thanks for your time come show me s

New Ct Lounge
MY FRIEND STARTEDD A CT LOUNGE COME HANG CAUSE WERE TRYNA GET NEW PEOPLE. I WILL BE IN THERE CAUSE I HEAD THE LOUNGE TO . GOTO http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7933# COME AND CHILL WITH ME THANKS THE VIXEN P.S. We Might do a giveaway

Songs
Go on go on Leave me breathless Come on [echo...] Hey... yeah... The daylight's fading slowly But time with you is standing still I'm waiting for you only The slightest touch and I feel weak I cannot lie, from you I cannot hide And I'm losing the will to try Can't hide it (can't hide it), can't fight it (can't fight it) So go on, go on, come on, leave me breathless Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny This loving feeling (loving feeling) Make me long for your kiss Go on (go on), go on (go on) Yeah... Come on Yeah... And if there's no tomorrow And all we have is here and now I'm happy just to have you You're all the love I need somehow It's like a dream Although I'm not asleep And I never want to wake up Don't lose it (don't lose it), don't leave it (don't leave it) So go on, go on, come on, leave me breathless Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny This loving feeling (loving feeling) Make me long for your kiss Go on (go on), go on (go on) Ye

Baby, Baby
Baby, baby, I'm taken with the notion To love you with the sweetest of devotion Baby, baby, my tender love will flow from The bluest sky to the deepest ocean Stop for a minute Baby, I'm so glad you're mine, yeah You're mine Baby, baby, the stars are shinin' for you And just like me, I'm sure that they adore you Baby, baby, go walkin' through the forest The birds above a-singin' you a chorus Stop for a minute Baby, they're so glad you're mine, oh yeah And ever since the day You put my heart in motion Baby, I realize that there's Just no getting over you Baby, baby, in any kind of weather I'm here for you always and forever Baby, baby, no muscle man could sever My love for you is true and it will never Stop for a minute Baby, I'm so glad you're mine And ever since the day You put my heart in motion Baby, I realize There's no getting over you And ever since the day You put my heart in motion Baby, I realize that there's Just no getting over you Ove

Love
The day the ring slid on my finger, I was scared of what the future would hold. But yet 10 years later, here you still stand, By my side, vowing to never let go. The twists and turns our lives have wound. The bumps and hills that we found. The evils we fought. The gifts we won. All made made us stronger now. Made us one. You and I Our lives so wound. My Life. My Love I am so glad i found.

On Censorship
"Censorship of anything, at any time, in any place, on whatever pretense, has always been and always be the last resort of the boob and the bigot." -- Eugene Gladstone O'Neill, American playwright "Restriction on free thought and free speech is the most dangerous of all subversions. It is the one un-American act that could most easily defeat us." -- William O. Douglas "I am opposed to any form of tyranny over the mind of man." -- Thomas Jefferson "Censorship reflects society's lack of confidence in itself. It is a hallmark of an authoritarian regime." -- Supreme Court Justice Potter Stewart "All censorships exist to prevent any one from challenging current conceptions and existing institutions. All progress is initiated by challenging current conceptions, and executed by supplanting existing institutions. Consequently the first condition of progress is the removal of censorships." -- George Bernard Shaw NSFW = CENSORSHIP

To My Friends
For the CT mails, shouts etc. about me possibliy leaving CT. So much is going on in real life. I dunno anymore. I love it here at CT. But at the same time honestly its not fun for me like it used to be :( Dunno right now if I am staying or not! Yes I have alot of friends :) Met some great people in person. You all know you are! But in all honestly is getting full of some game players, liars and so forth. I know, I know this is CT and the internet bound to be some bad apples as they say. I guess I am just so confused right now!!!!!!!! In closing if I do leave I would love to keep in touch with each and everyone of you if its possible!!! I will keep everyone posted as to my decision on this matter!!!!!!!! Hugs all around to all! Army Mom PS! THE PLAYERS AND LIAR WAS MENT FOR A COUPLE OF PEOPLE WHO ARE NO LONGER ON MY FRIENDS LIST! NOT FOR MY FRIENDS! For the CT mails, shouts etc. about me possibliy leaving CT. So much is going on in real life. I dunno anymore. I l

The Realm Of Beautiful But Deadly
just stopped by to see what everyone was up to. there is too much drama on the net these days. how is everyone? i hope y'all are doin good. as for me i am going to new york on monday for a week to see my in laws. hope 2 chat soon! I am effin bored. Almost forgot about Fubar lol. So how are all of ya? Anything good at all? My blogs are boring I know. There isn't much to discuss. My nephew's birthday is in about a week or so. Can't wait to see him, my sister and my niece again. Good news... We got a new air conditioner. It doesn't feel like a oven as much here anymore lol.

What Love Is To Me...
People on CT are always asking... is it love at first sight? In my eyes, love has to be earned. It is not love at first sight, although it might be lust. Love grows with time. I asked a friend once, what is love? They said something that has stuck with me since. They said love is trust, someone that is honest with you, can make you laugh and back you up. It was the back you up part, that got to me. I was in a 20 year relationship and I have never had that. The trust in a person, that they would truly back me up. I want that. I want to trust someone with all my heart. I also feel that love is accepting that person for who they are, goofiness and all. And actually enjoy them for it. And the willingness to communicate. Am I asking to much? Not in my eyes.

A Grudge
Have you ever held a grudge? I admit that I do hold them . Not to the point of trully hating someone - I evantually forgive and get over it. However once I feel I have been wronged in some way- there are no second chances. I forgive, move on, and do not look back. Character Flaw?? Perhaps,but it is just the way I am. This is me and and till now not nobody has been able to change this !!!!!!!!!!

Life Sux
i would like to know why , hey i love yall but yall are all shakking or in fu bar relationships or watfucking watever. fuck that. tease another.. disregard my invietes. im stupid. its terrible about chris b huh? we was a great wrestler. and woman? fuck!!

That Fucking Bitch!
What the hell is up with some bitches? I viewed this one dumb ugly ass bitch, and didn't rate her until the second time, and she comes at me like a fucking psycho!!! I finally rated her, a 10 by the way, and then she fucking blocks me.. get over yourself... fucking bitch.

Pic At Work Contest
hey all i am back after my time away and what better way to make a come back then to enter a contest lol lol lol anywho plz come and show me some luv and leave a comment or 50 lol, here is the link thanks for the help hey all of my friends here on cherry tap!!!! i am in a contest and need your help, click on the link below and it will take you to the contest. it is for one week and it ends on monday night. thanks to you who have helped out already and to those who help me from now till the end of the contest.

All About The Funny
On his way in to our local grocery, a man was stopped by a gaggle of small girls selling Girl Scout cookies. When he said Yes, he'd take a box, a Brownie asked, "What kind?" Helpfully he inquired, "Oh, let's see - which is your slowest seller?" The tiny spokesperson thought a minute, then, pointing toward another girl, stating emphatically, "Brittany!" Question: Name a former President that most people would say is honest. #1 Answer: Lincoln Worst Answer: Nixon ----- Question: Besides San Francisco, name a city that begins with the word San. #1 Answer: San Diego Worst Answer: Seattle ----- Question: Name a slang term used for important people. #1 Answer: V.I.P. Worst Answer: Buddy ----- Question: Name something packrats have a hard time throwing out. #1 Answer: Photos Worst Answer: Corn ----- Question: Name something that might annoy a gardener. #1 Answer: Bugs Worst Answer: Not getting paid on time ----- Question:

Water Or Booze?
You just never know all the facts ! Reason to Drink! Booze or Water In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstratedthat if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year wewould have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia Coli (E.Coli)bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo ofpoop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine, rum, whiskey, beeror other liquor because alcohol has to go through a purification processof boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember:Water = Poop Booze = Health Therefore, it's better to drink booze and talk stupid, than to drinkwater & be full of shit. There's no need to thank me for this valuable information; I'm doing it as a public service.

A Moment Of Silence Please
I just wanted to take a few mins and get sum things off my mind. I lost my life partner back in March and u would think as the days go by it would be easier but it dont. When I see couples together it really is hard for me. I can see the difference between whats real and whats fake. I was with this guy off and on for 18 years more on so da speak and over them 18 years we been through sum shit together from marraige to break-ups to cheating to jail to divorce and me having babies by other people. I know I have not been the person I should have been and I see that now and I dont ever want to live like that again so it makes it hard for me to believe that when u been with sumone and u split up there is a reason for that. I got told once an ex is an ex for a reason and it makes perfect sence now. But now is to late and I have to live with all the past decisions I have made. IT SUCKS..lol but I can only hope that if I should EVER meet anyone I wont make the same mistakes again. Loosing him

Will You Wake The Fuck Up And Smell The Coffee Already?
when something like what WWE star Chris Benoit does what he did everyone is soo quick tohop on the cold bloooded murderer band wagon..these stars go through hell enough every nihgt they are in that ring and pounding thier bodeis to hell and back a million times over..those who think its fake?..yes the story lines are made up but the injuries are real..look what happened to Owen Hart..he must have been fakinthat too huh?..soooo may stars have succumbed tothe pressure of the travel and bein away from familes, and the recovering of injuries and surgeries and the like..it isnt the most glamorous life style but comes with fame and fortune..and the heavy price tag of the mental and physical abuse of the human body and mind..these stars may be the heros of all those who chooose to watch them..but they are first and foremost human....they hurt and feel like the rest of us do..they suffer like we do too..you cannot deny what he did..he madde the wrong choices..look at the illustrious career he

Love Spoken Extemporaneously
The plethora of conniving women and distrustful men Made the proposition of acquiring true love an unfathomable notion At the hands of infidelity we’ve sustained emotional wounds Adulterous companions were afforded every opportunity to Renounce their philandering ways Still we tried forcing square pegs into rounded holes Until we completely exasperated our souls She was a good girl who just grew weary of Constantly being misled by a bad boy’s love And my weakening frame Began to deteriorate under the strain Of manipulative minds games I no longer had the desire to play Candidly we discussed the differences between needs, desires and wants For the first time in our lives we were going to Put ourselves above all others Forgoing the monotony Of feigning monogamy She and I brokered an alliance based upon sexual reciprocity We established a relationship of self indulgence That would be devoid of any emotional attachment Yet it becomes so easy to grow accustom to M

Man In The Mirror
look at you! man in the mirrior. your pathitic and weak. look at you. bleeding on the floor. all this is you fault you have no one to blaim. so go ahead man in the mirrior, play your game. cut yourself! bleed yourself, run yourself dry! but remember this. play to long. and let your heart be broke. and it will be my turn to play. from which there is no return!

Skee-lotop Of The Stairsmusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
for those that dont know whats its like for a hustler then hear these song its tells the life of how we all live to get by one way or another and to stay on top of or life somehow so stay real all my hustlers cant play the game then stay outa the game. but ther is rebuctions for a rat ass snitch so fuck all you rats fucking stright to the grave and if your blood fuck all you crip for life mother fuckers .Skee-LoTop Of The StairsMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.comve with you bitches.

Sexiest Mom Contest
ok dont know how do all the pretty graphics but im holding a contest called sexiest mom on cherrytap..i need twenty moms... i would like to start the contest on sunday july 1st and end it july 8th thats if i get all my moms in by that time gifts will be 1. first place will get a 3 day blast 2. second place will get a 1 day blast 3. third place will get diamond earrings rules are... 1.must fan,add,and rate the host 2.you must have a salute photo in your pics 3.anything goes except using scripts or whatever else to cheat. 4.no one under a level 5 can bomb you 5.comment bombing yourself is allowed 6.no downrating or any type of drama will be tolerated if you are interested pls shoutbox me lovlymom and let me know.here is my link,, [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2678644761 ] the contest for the sexiest mom on ct will end july 8th at 6pm est..i want to take this time to thank all the moms for entering. and all the bombers that has helped the moms. thanks again and

Dark
Running from Something that I can't see Need to save myself before I slip itno the darkness for eternity This evilness is after me It won't stop it's torment of me It's after my soul and my life I'm on the edge of the blade of the knife

Befallen
Slipping on sugary words No time for errors The hand has come to seal my name My life has been one hellish game Let go- the moistened flesh of youth Step into the practical skin of bravery Eyes were open way too early Noone around to shield my body. Oh cast the armor put it's weight onto me I will come out fighting though my heart is dying Waiting on the promised state That has yet befallen me

You
A glimpse in your eyes Darkened by fear listen to your lies I cry a silent tear The words hold me listen to your song Never to be tamed You are gone before to long Loving for a few moments like a wild horse running through the night to your sweet torments I hold on tight Wanting to be possessed by you You are in my blood Becoming obessed by the things you do Cant stop this longing, emotions flood And if surely you were to kiss me I would be enslaved for you would hold the key to pierce me with your blade I would be yours a slave to desire yours forever more For only you can put out this fire

General About Me
This thursday, im going to be filmed in a short film. After 15 years of playing music, and the last few years at doing some modeling, im trying my hand at movies. Im playing a auto mechanic @ a bar. Its a quick scene but the movie over all is only gonna be about 10 minutes. I also have some other acting work lined up. So I'll see where this takes me. So last night althea and I got into a huge fight cause she was drinking and wanted to go to dennys and I said no fucking way. So i get home from work today and she tells me that she cant live here anymore. So Im alone again. This is just fucking horrible and right on my birthday too. Im so fucking depressed right now I think I've missed my chance to ever find a woman, I've now been single for 6 years. I tried to follow my dreams and in doing so I believe I've missed my chance. Every woman I meet is either married, psyco or has been in a relationship for a long time. I now believe I'm destin to be alone forever. This artist is going to die

Remembering
as i sit here in this quiet house i cant help but think of the past and how much i wish things could be different, but some things come to mind, like, do you remember a time when you were so happy that nothing could get you down? when everything seemed to go your way? when you felt like you could do anything? i remember when first held my wife, when i first kissed her, i remember when my girls were born, when i got to see their faces for the very first time, it seems like only yesterday i was bouncing them on my knee, helping them walk across the floor, helping them ride a bike for the first time, but now my oldest is getting married and is making a me a grandfather, and a in couple of years the youngest will graduate, as i sit here with their pictures on my desk, it is hard not to wish their mother could see how much like her they are, for they are growing up, and becoming young ladies themselves, so as i sit here i remember the past, and thinking of my girls i can be happy for a t

Im Sorta Hurt
Ok so Im having a contest and asked one of my family members to join, and he said "ok, but give me some pics of your tits" I was like umm yea right....then he throws this crap in my face " ok fine whatever, but everytime you ask me for something I do it" Which is true hes always made little gifts for me which I always appreciate, but I didnt know I owed for it goodness, I dunno that just made me feel disrespected I guess. Anywho I just needed to vent. thxs Ok so Im having a contest and asked one of my family members to join, and he said "ok, but give me some pics of your tits" I was like umm yea right....then he throws this crap in my face " ok fine whatever, but everytime you ask me for something I do it" Which is true hes always made little gifts for me which I always appreciate, but I didnt know I owed for it goodness, I dunno that just made me feel disrespected I guess. Anywho I just needed to vent. thxs

Sanzeevlogy
I love you!The famous three words we never hear enough of in our life. Throughout our life span we keep looking, waiting and hoping for something to take us, or lead us, to our true love. Have you ever wondered where we can find love? What really is this word “Love” that we keep repeating to that someone special in our lives? How many times do you tell your partner “I love you”? Do you really mean it, or do you just like to hear yourself speak? Or, is it just being said because it is part of the vocabulary that your partner likes to hear, or that helps make them feel secure about themselves. So what’s love in the first place? What does love mean to you? Where can we find it?Before looking for answers, we need to establish things ourselves and understand the meaning of the word “LOVE”.Love, in my point of view, is a flow of energy between two people that can bring awareness of their existence on this plane together, and this helps their relationship, and the harmony betwee

Why's My Blog Need A Name?
I did not write this but I am close friends with the woman that did. If you cannot help, then please pass the information along. When I first started my journey that led me to Mothers Fighting For Others, I contacted a man named Eric Stowe from a Child's Right. Wait, let's back up a bit. Months ago, my partner Julie and I sat on the phone for hours and brainstormed about the changes we wanted to make, the differences we wanted to make in our world. We believed that every human being deserves the basic necessities of life. After hours of talking, we decided food, a safe home to sleep in, a good education, shoes on children's feet, and clean water were the top five to start with. So clean water was our first plan of action. We researched and researched and researched. The one that burned into our brains was an organization called a Child's Right. Why? Simple. They, well Eric, works everyday to do one thing, and one thing only. Provide clean water to children all over the

Looking.
♥*´¨`*•.¸♥BUBBLES♥¸.•*´¨`*♥@ CherryTAP It was late and I wanted to find again. `~The Charmed Wiccan Princess`~ ~CT WIFE TO HIGHSPADES~ "RATE/FAN/ADD ME TO SEE MY NEW NSFW PIX@ CherryTAP Has anyone been having problems with Firefox and Cherrytap? OKCkivas.

Yeah What A Night
i was having a good night on the phone with someone, then tried sleeping that didnt work, i got back on here read a few messages from someone and talked for a bit and got nowhere there, everything i said was like dropping a droplet of oil in water. then at the end of it was like putting a flame to it...take that as you please..many many ways it can go, my brain is toast right now my appendix feels as if its bursting, blood pressure is up there...i really dont know what to do i want to walk away so bad...and i am starting to feel a connection in other places. so just fuck me with utter confusion and all the attention i have been getting i dont mind it at all i just dont know how to take it sometimes.

Just To Help My Friend!
I am only here to help her to keep from losing her family of a few days on here and can not put any personal stuff up for I have a bad battle over my child going on. My dead beat ex wants my baby after having nothing to do with her for 7 years and how he is married and wants my baby. so sorry rate me 1's and block me or do not be a friend to me for having since enough to keep both my friend and my child! GROW UP!

Weekly Member Pimp Out!!
THE INSANE ASYLUM REJECTS FAN TRAIN WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! NEW WEEK, NEW CHERRY!! 8/13 - 8/19 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT TO BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... lil_jodyann 2,585 Points 2 Barfly!! LETS HELP HER GET THERE!! Click on the banner below to join the train.. That is all... Have fun! =o) ~ Founder of I.A.R. ~HollieHottie ~Insane Asylum Rejects~[Founder of I.A.R.] ~Co-Founder~ .:Lµ¢¥:.{Co-Founder of I.A.R.} THE INSANE ASYLUM REJECTS FAN TRAIN

Cowards
WTF?...I pull slight tude on a man i have NEVER met..and i get blocked. How many women are on this site that have driven them to do that at a blink of an eye? I'm shakin my head here!! I get blocked cuz i don't read some (GRRR i soo wanna name call but i won't) ASSHOLES blog. Then i get bombarded with 1's..lol. OI!..All the power to ya. Next..I comment on someones pro..(kinda like this, dont member proquo as im blocked and can't view).."Hey, could at least say thanks for the add?" Ya so i was in a mood, but i recovered nicely..so i thought. This is minor..why fuck around ? I dont fuckin get you guys.You act like you know me! OR us!.. Callin us BABE..and HUN..or HEY SEXY...???

My Vents....lol
Well my relationship of 11 yrs is finally coming to an end. I am tired of the lies. I am not happy in this relationship so why stay in it? I am treated like shit all the time. He can not stay sober for his family. He is not taking drugs now that I know of because of his job but who knows how long that will last. I was just recently told that he does not want to work anymore. For years I have suffered from Emotional and Verbal abuse and it has taken a great toll on me. I get depressed and start to feel like the kids are better off without me and him. I know that they are not better off without me. They are my life but I can not help feeling like that. My life just sucks. I was working nights for only 5 hours a night but that job came to a close for me. It was a temporary job... What do I do??? I get to talk to someone today about things. Some support woman and we will see how things turn out then. I was told by my idiot of a boyfriend this morning that he will no longe

It Is About Time
An Oregon woman who says she was wrongly accused of music piracy filed a federal lawsuit against the Recording Industry Association of America, claiming the trade group used abusive tactics in its effort to collect thousands of dollars. http://www.oregonlive.com/newsflash/regional/index.ssf?/base/news-20/1182933258180730.xml&storylist=orlocal It is about time!!!! Poeple, the biggest source of pirated music, videos, and software, is not you, me, or your buddies, but the People's Republic of China (PRC), with it's State Run Factories. 8% of the PRC's GDP comes from piracy/counterfeiting.

My Events
Well everyone who likes to have a good time and see some kool independant wrestling (i know you have had your fill of all the drama) but im wrestling tonite with all my friends at the "PARK BAR" which is located at the HARDROCK CASINO FOOD COURT OUTSIDE We are doing a whole card show and having all kinds of fun things as well..great food and drinks if you are 21 and over and even if you are not you will still be able to enter wearing a wrist band if your 18 and under....children must be accompnied by adults!!! please come out and support your south florida independant wrestling federation CCW..we would love to see you!!! WED JUNE 27, 2007 THE PARK BAR AND LOUNGE 21 TO DRINK / 18 TO ENTER / CHILDREN MUST COME WITH ADULT SUPERVISION AND ARE WELCOMED FOOD AND DRINKS / SPECIALS /AUTOGRAPH SIGNINGS WITH THE WRESTLERS COME AND SEE SUMMER HAZE KICK SOME ASS!!!

Life
I know everyone has been through this with sumone.. Have u ever had a friend u have done everything in the whole to help them out from like lending money to just being there in a time of need no matter what the cause was? Well I have this so called friend that I have went out of my way to help out and as usall get screwed in the end. He/She didnt get their way and now there is this big ordeal going on. I hate drama yeah I can say maybe back in the day drama was intresting but damn enough is enough this is why I have become a hermit so da speak. I enjoy gettin out and doing things just like the next person but damn is it possible to say anything or do anything without sumone putting pressure on ya?

Final Letter From Sonny
THERE ARE A LOT OF REASONS I LEFT THE TAP. ONE IS ONLY HAVING A SMALL NUMBER OF GOOD BOUNCERS. CERTAIN BOUNCERS FLAG A LOT OF PICS THAT ARE ACTUALLY SAFE. OTHERS TAKE BLASTS IN EXCHANGE FOR UNFLAGGING PICS FOR CERTAIN MEMBERS. I HAD A FEW ON MY LIST THAT SAID THEY DID THIS AND WHEN I SAW THE BLAST, I REMOVED THEM FROM MY LIST. POINT WHORES ARE ANOTHER PROBLEM. I GOT TIRED OF BEING ASKED TO VOTE AND BOMB OR ADD THIS ONE OR THAT ONE BECAUSE THEY WANT POINTS. F THAT! I DIDN’T WANT ANY. IT SEEMED STUPID, POINTLESS AND LAME. ANOTHER IS CHERRYTAP GODFATHERS AND GODMOTHERS. I WAS TOLD I DISRESPECTED A GODMOTHER BECAUSE I DIDN’T ADD THE OLD BROAD. WELL FUCK HER. I DIDN’T ADD ANY JERK OFF THAT TOOK IT SO SERIOUSLY THAT THEY PUT GODFATHER OR GODMOTHER IN THEIR NAME. PURE FUCKING ATTENTION WHORES I AM ALREADY GODFATHER TO 13 CHILDREN IN REAL LIFE, I DON’T WANT TO BE CALLED ONE ON HERE. 4 OF MY GODCHILDREN ARE MEMBERS OF THE SITE. THEY ENJOY IT. AND WOW! THEY’RE NOT POINT WHORES S

A Little About Me...
Inspired by a true story... To be or not makes no matter In this life of smear and spatter a name by any other would sound the same To some it's serious to others a game No one knows the truth you see except for the liar and of course for me Should they win My name shall die and my family will be left asking the why They'll not win to this I vow My name I shall keep I don't care how It was good till now and will continue so The liar will fall this much I know So in this world of love and hate I the give and He the take Will champion my cause and win this war and clear my name as it was before To those who have lost their dream, Ice blue skies with cold falling rain or white meadows where once grew grain A frozen pond where kids go to skate the clear crisp air on a night dark and late The hearth aglow with warmth from the fire and you drift of to sounds of an angelic choir Morning dawns and the sun is bright removing the last of a cold winters

Nice To See You
I thought it time to say a hello to you all, while i have chance and am actually standing still. I though it an idea if I asked if my new friends could post a full length recent photo of themselves, if of course they havent yet. Nothing of a sleazy (well not overly so ...smiles) nature. Just fully dressed natural shot. You are all stunning ladies, but some i can only see head and shoulders and it would be great to see you in full, so to speak. Also ... myspace anyone? if so .. pop your address into me and maybe lets link up? Hope to hear from you all soon, see a few pics (and yes ill post more too) and maybe link on myspace too. Have a great day Cal x ps ok .. you fellas can post some too :)

Stupid Shit
Odd... I once had a cat named Fubar. An incredibly long haired black and gold Calico...HUGE cat...we called her FUBAR (Fucked Up Bass Akwards Reject)...because you couldn't tell which end was her face and which end was her ass. Neither could the chihuahua or the male cat in the house, they always humped her face, LMAO. Not sure about how I feel about the new name of the site LOL. Everytime I see FUBAR it brings that ugly ass cat back to mind, LMAO, just felt like sharing that little piece of useless information with the masses. :)

Short Story By Me
The lawn man…. I had been watching you for awhile, Had been thinking about you Your body your lips your touch. And today was no different as I set and watched you work out in the yard. My Body would tremble at the thought of your touch… but I knew it was not meant to be…you belonged to another…. But then I could always dream. As I’m standing in the widow daydreaming of you my eyes come back into focus and I realize that your are looking right at me. I could feel my face blush as I dropped the curtain and backed away from the window. OH god that look…in your eyes…it just took my breath away. I was standing in the kitchen and still shaking when you come in though the back door. I turned and faced the sink trying to look busy. “All done” you said from somewhere behind me. I could not bare to look at your eyes. It would be just too much. You would see it in my face how I long to feel your body next to mine. “The check is on the table, Thanks aga

Angel_fire's Thoughts
Hello my friends. I have returned after 8 mths of being offline. 8 mths is a long 'n stressful time. I come 2 my page 'n faces of friends i barely remember.Those r the faces that need help me remember. I will have 2 take sum much needed time online, 'n stroll thru my page, 2 remember. Although it would b very helpful if u could all send me a message 2 assist me w my quest.. i would greatly appreciate it...TY PS. I will b updating my page asap. no longer do i have what i thought was the man i had been searching 4, altho we r still friends. I found out something about him, that i had thought i would've been able 2 4get and feel safe. But, that's not the case. It turns out that 2gether we r not sexually compatible, told me we would things out, and that didn't happen eother. He kept bugging me about something i refuse 2 do.....so as he said "I care about u 2 much 2 allow myself 2 control u in2 doing something u don't want 2 do" So, no longer is he in my life as more than fr

Forever And For Always
In your arms I can still feel the way you want me when you hold me I can still hear the words you whispered when you told me I can stay right here forever in your arms And there ain't no way -- I'm lettin' you go now And there ain't no way -- and there ain't not how I'll never see that day.... Chorus: 'Cause I'm keeping you forever and for always We will be together all of our day Wanna wake up every morning to your sweet face -- always Mmmm, baby In your heart--I can still hear a beat for every time you kiss me And when we're apart, I know how much you miss me I can feel your love for me in your heart And there ain't no way -- I'm lettin' you go now And there ain't no way -- and there ain't no how I'll never see that day.... Repeat Chorus (I wanna wake up every morning) In your eyes -- (I can still see the look of the one) I can still see the look of the one who really loves me (I can still feel the way that you want) The one who woul

When You Kiss Me
This could be it, I think I'm in love It's love this time It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love This love is mine I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely night are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away) Chorus: Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me -- and when you're with me The world just goes away The way you hold me The way you show me that you adore me -- oh, when you kiss me Oh, yeah You are the one, I think I'm in love Life has begun I can see the two of us together I know I'm gonna be with you forever Love couldn't be any better Repeat Chorus [Instrumental Solo] I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away) Repeat Chorus And when you kiss me I know you miss me Oh, the world just goes away When you kiss me

Friends
iTS AMAZING WHEN STRANGERS BECOME FRiENdS, BUT ITS SAD WHEN FRiENdS BECOME STRANGERS... I NEVER WANT TO LOSE U AS A buDDY..A H0mEY...A FRiENd... SEND THIS TO ALL Y0 fRIEndS...InCLUdING ME(IF U DONT WANT TO l0SE ME!)~ ____???_____???_____ __?_____?_?_____?___ __?______?______?___ ___?___________?____ _____?_______?______ _______?___?________ _________?__________ _______?___?________ _____?_______?____ ___?___________?____ __?______?______?___ __?_____?_?_____?___ ____???_____???_____ ~I MET U AS A STRANGA. I TOOK U AS A FRiENd. I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRiENdSHiP NEVER ENdZ!!.

Wedensday June 27th, 2007
Letting Go There's nothing but the good country surrounding me. The moon is shining brightly over the tree tops and its reflection on the water is such a beautiful sight. This is a perfect place for two people who are in love ... As I sit here thinking about all the time I have wasted, just sorting out my life -- I never really realized what loneliness was until you were gone. It seemed as though things were going so good until one day you left without a single trace. All of our plans for the future were shattered. There was to be no more of you and I together. You were gone, gone forever. I still remember the times we shared, but slowly these memories are going too. One day they'll be gone just like you ... I'm trying desperately to find you and bring you back to me. I dream about you every day and pray that you'll come back, but it's hopeless. There's no use in pretending, cause deep down in my heart I know you've found another. Someone to take my place, som

I Got Cake!!!
Nothing seems better than a nice sugar rush at 3pm. Birthdays are nice no matter if its yours or not. I like cake and thats all there is to it!!! I can eat cake everyday. So Tobya Happy B-day and your b-day cake is yummy good!!!

Just Words
ALONE by Edgar Allan Poe 1830 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then–in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life–was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. You are someone who tries thier best to look forward to a new day...and yet you find yourself being buried further into the darkness. whe

Chris Benoit
just my thoughts here now i like wwe just as much as the next man trust me.But please tell me how chris benoit killing his son and wife merits him a memorial. Not to mention all the pics of him like he died of natural causes and not from roid rage or something of that nature i mean the man killed his wife and kid and sat in the house for a day with them dead before killing himself how sick is that . just my thoughts here now i like wwe just as much as the next man trust me.But please tell me how chris benoit killing his son and wife merits him a memorial. Not to mention all the pics of him like he died of natural causes and not from roid rage or something of that nature i mean the man killed his wife and kid and sat in the house for a day with them dead before killing himself how sick is that . just my thoughts here now i like wwe just as much as the next man trust me.But please tell me how chris benoit killing his son and wife merits him a memorial. Not to mention all the pics of him

What The Hell Is Wrong With....
I have an account on myspace to and Ive been following a story about a baby that was shakin by his daycare provider and hes still in the hospital with all kinds of problems and the evil witch that did this is walking around free and clear on 5,000.00 bond. What the hell is with people. What could that baby have done to deserve this,NOTHING!! I think this woman that did this needs to pay dearly for this. And then today another story was posted about a little 2 month old girl that her Dad hurt her like this, this world is full of sick people, to hurt a helpless baby like that is just so sick. We need to stop this and make these people pay the ultimate price for doing this horrible thing to these babies.I cant even begin to imagine what the hell is wrong with these people can you????

Political Truths
Let me make something clear, the United States is not now, nor ever has been, a democracy. It is a Republic, which means we have a representative form of government. In a democracy, everyone votes on everything. Granted there is a council and court system, but they are just there to enforce the choices of the people. Now then, I find it strangely funny that some of the most educated and enlightened men in history chose a republic for our country rather than a true democracy. Granted, a democracy would have been difficult in the first 200 years of our existence, if not impossible. Of course that brings us to another part of our government that needs explaining, the Republic of the United States of America. The states came together to form a federation of states, hence the term the 'federal government.' The implications of this part of our government are simple, in essence, no federal law can be enacted which interferes with the rights of the state. It also means, cont

I Have Something To Share And It Is Hard For Me To Do This But I'm Going To Do It Anyways! Please Share Your Thoughts Good Or Bad!
One of the most painful things we have to do in our lives is Letting Go. Sometimes it is Letting Go of things...material things which mean a lot to us, even if only sentimental value. It may mean Letting Go of feelings. When we hold sadness inside, and try to mask it with only a show of happiness, it is better to let it go, to feel the sadness so it washes through us. A good cry can be cleansing. Sometimes, we have to let go of someone we care for very deeply when we realize that person does not care for us in the same way. Maybe it is best to leave them remembering us with whatever kind of feeling they do have for us. It may not be possible to hide our own deeper feelings for that person, which could make their life uncomfortable. Letting Go may be the best gift we can give them because they may realize how we feel, yet care enough not to want to hurt us. Even when we know a relationship is not right, on both sides, or one person has a doubt about it, it is hard to let

Love
Love vs Lust An article about the differences between love and lust hardly seems necessary. When we look at the issues dispassionately, it is easy to see that one is almost the opposite of the other. But the key word is "dispassionately". Passions, or emotions, can blind us to the most obvious truths. Jesus spoke of an "evil and adulterous generation", and nothing could more aptly describe the world of the Twenty-First Century. Birth control and extensive media propaganda have made sexual promiscuity the norm. We have more than once been approached by unmarried couples from otherwise conservative religious backgrounds, who refrained from joining our community merely because they would have to stop sleeping together. What is happening in the churches today, that such behaviour is tolerated and passively encouraged? At the moment, there is worldwide scandal about the fact that clergymen in several denominations have for many years been engaging in sexual activities w

Well Are You
YOU THINK YOUR IN LOVE WHEN. 1. YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON 24/7 2. YOU STAY UP LATE TALKING TO HIM/HER EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE TO GET UP EARLY FOR WORK 3. YOU DREAM ABOUT HIM/HER 4. YOUR HEART BEATS FAST WHEN YOU SEE HIM/HER 5. YOU LOOK AT HIS/HER PICTURES EVERYDAY (STALKERS WELCOME HE HE) 6. YOU SCRIBBLE HIS/HER NAME AND YOURS WITH HEARTS AROUND THEM. 7. YOU FEEL LOST WHEN YOU DONT TALK TO HIM/HER 8. YOU WRITE THEM LOVE POEMS. 9. YOU WOULD TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD JUST TO SEE THEM. 10. LAST BUT NOT LEAST, YOU POUR YOUR HEART OUT TO HIM/HER, TO ONLY FIND OUT THEY DONT FEEL THE SAME ABOUT YOU. OUCH THAT FUCKING HURTS, NOW YOU FEEL LIKE AN ASSHOLE WITH A BROKEN HEART AND YOUR STILL ALONE, SEE SOMETIMES LOVE FUCKING SUCKS.

Darknessto Light
Tn the darkest hour of night When the cold heart grows Love comes to life in the black soul Takeing over the heart Showing the way to life again Holding on to the forsaken soul Makeing the forsaken angel love one more time Giving to the light and warmth Takeing the love and care Truning a cold heart to life again Hopeing one day his true love comes Given to him the love in her heart holding him in the warmth os her arms and heart Takeing the love he has inside his heart for her Giveing his love back to him Makeing his soul one

A Smile
A true friend Your a friend thats always there Your a friend that never leaves You have a pure heart Your there for every thing Your there when i need you Your there when i dont You love me for me You know how i am Your in my heart Our friendship never ends Our love is always there Your in my heart Our friendship is here In our hearts And never ending souls. A true friend Your a friend thats always there Your a friend that never leaves You have a pure heart Your there for every thing Your there when i need you Your there when i dont You love me for me You know how i am Your in my heart Our friendship never ends Our love is always there Your in my heart Our friendship is here In our hearts And never ending souls. A Smile life with out you is hard to see the love you give me i give back long as i have seen you you was my best friend you hide in my he

A True Friend
A true friend Your a friend thats always there Your a friend that never leaves You have a pure heart Your there for every thing Your there when i need you Your there when i dont You love me for me You know how i am Your in my heart Our friendship never ends Our love is always there Your in my heart Our friendship is here In our hearts And never ending souls.

Love Less
Love Less Life is hard and cold You know in your heart and pray it gettes better Being hope less and cold gettes you no where it get you pain and hurt Love iz the great thing in this cold hard world No matter what ppl say Be who you are Not what they want you to be Who you are is all that matters in this world Be that no natter what And you will always have a friend to love and care about Trust me when I say this I know what I am talking about on this part Love Less Life is hard and cold You know in your heart and pray it gettes better Being hope less and cold gettes you no where it get you pain and hurt Love iz the great thing in this cold hard world No matter what ppl say Be who you are Not what they want you to be Who you are is all that matters in this world Be that no natter what And you will always have a friend to love and care about Trust me when I say this I know what I am talking a

Sometimes
Sometimes Sometimes life is hard and cold Sometimes life is lonley and sad Sometimes life is happy and so joyful You make me happy and not alone Not so hard and cold hearted You bring so much joy in my life The joy turns to sadness The happiness turns to sorrow It all leads to a broken heart The broken heart leads to pain It all makes a black heart A black heart ends in death

You Have My Heart
You have my heart from the start We started out as friends Then become more I see you in my heart Your in my dreams Your in my soul You come to me From the lord above To take my heart You bring light to my eye's Joy to my soul Love to my heart Our friendship never ending Love never fading The joy of the talks The love of the eye's Our souls comeing together as one Our heart's locked together with never ending love joy & happness You forever have my heart

Sophie!
Hello all you wonderful cherries. Normaly I am all about fun and good times on CT but today I want to tell you a little story about my hero and what he did to day. This afternoon I came home to my husband on the phone with his travel agent which to me usualy means he is off to do sum buisness for a day or two. After he got off the phone he told me that he had purchased two tickets for our freinds wife and son to fly out here they are going to spend a few days with there family out here, and on sunday they will be cumming to our house where my husband has made arrangements for them to video chat with him. then he went out this afternoon and purchased a new pc for her to take home with her so she can get online and talk to him from home more often. Now I have allways known my husband has a huge heart but I have to admitt today he evan suprised me and all he could say about it this eavening is he wishes he could do the same for every family that is going through simaler cercumstances. T

Proper Work Habits
Dress Code: You are advised to come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we will assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a raise. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise. Sick Days: We will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor; you are able to come to work. Personal Days: Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. (They're called Saturdays & Sundays). Bereavement Leave: This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend the funeral arrangements. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary;

Booty Call
THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over- unless very good and needs to be repeated in the morning. 2.No meeting in public-except to get drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9pm-we don't have shit to talk about. 4.It is not "LOVEMAKING"- only vigorous mind blowing sex allowed. 5. No EMOTIONAL discussions(i.e. Where are we going with this? Do you love me?) THE answer is NO so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance- That is why you are called "THE BACK-UP" 7. ALL GIFTS ARE ACCEPTED- money is best. 8. NO baby talk shit- Dirty talk on the other hand is welcome. 9. No asking for comparisons with other partners- NUN YA BIDNESS. 10. WE are not "Friends with Priviledges"- We are not friends, we know each other and we happen to fuck on occasion. 11. Calling out the wrong name during sex is ok- Do not get offended. 12. No extra clothing- I don't want shit of yours "forgotten" when you leave. 1

Rating
A beautiful, voluptuous woman goes to see a gynaecologist. The doctor takes one good look at this woman and his professionalism is a thing of the past. Right away he tells her to undress. After she has disrobed he begins to stroke her thigh. As he does he says to the woman: "Do you know what I`m doing ?" "Yes," she says, "you`re checking for any abrasions or dermatological abnormalities." "Correct," says the doctor. He then begins to fondle her breasts. "Do you know what I`m doing now", he says. "Yes," says the woman, "you`re checking for any lumps or breast cancer." "That`s right," replies the doctor. He then gradually proceeds to having sexual intercourse with her. "Do you know," he pants "what I`m doing now?" "Yes," she says. "You`re getting herpes." I rate everyone a 10. What i hate the most is when people rate lower to help them think there all that which pisses me off.. Im the nicest person you will meet till u do stupid stuff then you will get paid back 3 to 4 t

Sleeping With The Eneme
one decision flows into the next. the moments consume me in an avalanche. life tumbles down its steep mountain slope. and all those tiny instances come together in a fury of if's. is this the darkness, is that what i am in, or are my eyes closed so tight that i can't tell the difference. is this life, is that what i've been given, or just a parody of life that skirts the window, but cannot open it. where were we then? in tufts of lies falsely blessed. with desire as the needle filled with with potions so addictive, i emptied it into my veins. always believing that tomorrow woud be my friend.yeah right, my friend. never thinking about all the beds it had slept in and abandoned like a cheap whore before it was in these sheets upon which i lay... i slept with the enemy too long before i knew i was it. so many locks, so few keys.

I Quit!!! There,,i Said It!!!!
OK,,TO ALL OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS,,I HATE TO SAY THIS,BUT,YOU HEARD ME RIGHT, I RESIGNED TODAY. TOO MANY PERSONAL ISSUES TO DEAL WITH. THE ONE PERSON THAT I WANT TO READ THIS ,MORE THAN LIKELY WON'T, BUT I WILL SAY I AM SORRY,FOR EVERYTHING. FOR NOW,,I'M STILL ON CT,,NOT SURE FOR HOW LONG THOUGH. I DO,,HOWEVER WANT TO SAY THANKS TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO PARTIED WITH ME IN THE nWo/CGW/NO LIMIT LOUNGE. WE HAD SOME GREAT TIMES,AND I HAVE A LOT OF FOND MEMORIES, THAT'S WHY THIS IS SO HARD. BUT,I DO FEEL IT'S BEST FOR NOW. I LOVE YOU GUYS,DON'T BE A STRANGER !!!!! Shea

Jokes
Have you ever wondered why A, B, C, D, DD, E and F are the letters used to define bra sizes? If you have wondered why, but couldn't figure out what the letters stood for, it's about time you became informed! {A} - Almost Boobs... {B} - Barely there. {C} - Can't Complain! {D} - Damn! {DD} - Double damn! {E} - Enormous! {F} - Fake. SIx Inches Coming into the bar and ordering a double, the man leaned over and confided to the bartender, "I'm so pissed off !" "Oh yeah? What happened?" asked the bartender politely. "See, I met this beautiful woman who invited me back to her home. We stripped off our clothes and jumped into bed and we were just about to make love when her god damned husband came in the front door. So I had to jump out of the bedroom window and hang from the ledge by my fingernails!" "Gee, that's tough!" commiserated the bartender. "Right, but that's not what really got me aggravated," the customer went on. "When her husband came into the room he sa

Jokes
A man in a bar has a couple of beers and the bartender tells him he owes $6.50. "But I paid, don't you remember?" says the customer. "Okay," says the bartender, "if you said you paid, you did." The man then goes outside and tells the first person he sees that the bartender can't keep track of whether his customers have paid. The second man then ruses in, orders a beer and later pulls the same stunt. The barkeeper replies, "If you say you paid, I'll take your word for it." Soon the customer goes into the street, sees an old friend, and tells him how to get free drinks. The man hurries into the bar and begins to drink highballs when suddenly, the bartender leans over and says, "You know, a funny thing happened in here tonight. Two men were drinking beer, neither paid and both claimed that they did. The next guy who tries that is going to get punched right on the face." "Don't bother me with your troubles," the final patron responds. "Just give me my change and

Me
should I return to it or not? What do you think? I want to hear from my fubar family. Later, ~Nadya~ Hey I am looking to see if I can find any female friends in the Boston area. You don't have to live in Boston but, be able to get into Boston is a plus. All my friends live out of state or out of the country and I am sick of having no one to hang out with. So send me a e-mail if you girls have any questions and tell me more about yourself. Looking forward to hearing from you ladies out there. ~Nadya~ You Are More Like Angelina Jolie Bad girl with a heart of gold. You are smart, sexy, and strong willed. You aren't against stealing another girl's man... If he's better off with you! Are You More Like Jennifer or Angelina?

The Breeze!!
Something happened when i woke up today, I saw the world in a different way. I leaned back and looked into the sky, I swear i could see your big blue eyes. Then the warmth of the sun became your embrace, and then i felt your hand touch my face. Then something happened I just couldnt believe, I felt you kiss me in a small gentle breeze. Now it's my turn to send you my love, I'll send it through nature and God above. Here's how you'll feel me and the love i send, Just step outside and into the wind. That's my love, the warmth of the sun, Those are our songs the birds do sing. The flowers and trees, are saying I miss you! Did you feel that breeze? That's me kissing you!!!

Well Then
so today I worked from 10am to 2pm...met the guy who owns the store...wow lol niice guy but looks kinda mean but ohh well he was really nice to me...didnt get to say bye bkuz I pretty much left right away...*blushes* think I might get a talkin to bkuz of that but HEY! that was my scheduled time to be off..so no harm done Ooh after work I saw my baby nephew Billy Jay Jordan Raymond Morris (a namefull)..sooo freaaaakin adorable..I wanted to hold on to him for like ever :D took some really great pictures of him...lol my sister says his eyes are "gray blue" I said "stonewash" haha shez like "YEAAAH STONEWASH"...lol I love it well what else...ohh nothing really just relaxed and what not..travelled home for the night...work again on friday morning at 10am another bright and early day :D anywayz that is it for today :P

My Blog
Women's Motto No. 1: Gonna Be A Bear In this life I'm a woman. In my next life, I'd like to come back as a bear. When you're a bear, you get to hibernate. You do nothing but sleep for six months. I could deal with that. Before you hibernate, you're supposed to eat yourself stupid. I could deal with that, too. When you're a girl bear, you birth your children (who are the size of walnuts) while you're sleeping and wake to partially grown, cute, cuddly cubs. I could definitely deal with that. If you're a mama bear, everyone knows you mean business. You swat anyone who bothers your cubs. If your cubs get out of line, you swat them, too. I could deal with that. If you're a bear, your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling. He EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat. Yup, gonna be a bear! PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND SULTRY IN HER GIVEAWAY! SHE NEEDS LOTS OF LOVE SO LETS GIVE IT TO HER!!! COMMENT BOMB HER AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE! THANKS!

Announcements
I am done. Everytime ANYONE has asked me to do something for them or vote for them I have. Twice in the past 5 days I have asked for you to come in for even 5 min to support my son DJing in the room and ONE person did. Thank you to them. My son was only out here for 2 more days and then I have no idea when I will see him again. I may not even come back to this freaking site anymore at all. I obviously have not made friends here so what is the point. I know this will go ignored or whatever. I don't really care anymore. Thank you all so much for taking time - five freaking minutes to stop by. Starting Sautrday night we will be opening our new lounge called Chance Encounters!! It will be great music and just an awesome place to hang! Be sure to come in around 8:30PM CST! Thelink is: http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7238 Do NOT miss out on the fun! We hope to see you there! DJ Goddess Cali and DJ Yoda BTW - We are looking for talented and dedicated DJ's! Come to me if inte

My Poems
Love Is Love gives a heart and soul reasons to hope. Love inspires you to dare what your mind says no too. Love makes hurt by not being there for you. Yet love is always lurking and looming upon us. Love can be magically. Love is about always having time to spend with that one certain special person in your life. My love is my heart and soul reasons for living. Am real man with a heart. One that is full of love and dreams. Love is the light within them that makes always see only you. Love is the moonlight upon full moon, and a sky full of gleaming stars that tell you of my love for only you. Love is the romance that must be from to you. ©2007 Steven Simmons Love 2 Me Love 2 me.... Talking for your heart not your mind. Love 2 me.... Light within that special person eyes that is there only becaus

Born In September
Your Birth Month is September Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Devotion, light, and love Your gemstone: Sapphire Your flower: Morning Glory Your colors: Brown and deep blueWhat Does Your Birth Month Mean?

It Can Never Be Too Crowded, Come On, We Still Pickin' Up Some More
I am going out of my mind... things that are just within my grasp yet, so very far away. Goals that should be reachable seem to never be accomplished. People that are there in the good times yet nowhere to be found when you are lost. It is like I have everything... but it is all damaged or defective... car... house... school... job... friends (not all of them so the 2 that I know on here... not you.) .. men... I am good at everything and nothing... computers... school... working... motherhood... It is weird how one day you are content in life and the next day you realize how little you have to be happy for... I know... I know... I have people that love me and a beautiful son... that is great... and true... I do, but look at where I live... where I am making my son live... Now I look back (really always have but it is stronger today) and wish I was back at Jester's... though I don't know why... I used to miss it because of all of my friends... I think it was the guys...

New Site!
I haven't been on in awhile. Due to working a new job, going to school and also working on a new site. If anyone is interested in going to it I will be posting info on here periodically to make sure all of my friends get the opportunity to see the site. The new site is Wiifamiily. We are a young up and coming site. We are family based, and are LGBT friendly. We do not discriminate! Wiifamiily is a great place for boys and girls of all ages, races, and political back grounds. Even if you don't have a Wii, you can become a member. Get news, reviews of games, talk to users of the Wii, and post suggestions on the site. You can even make your own Mii! At this time we are offering to all of our new members free email and hosting for life! Don't miss out on this opportunity, join now! Thank you in advance for all your support. If you don't want to join, please vote for us, and click on the help us grow link. Click on some links. Browse around you will find we are trying our best t

Here I Go Again
Thought it was diffrent, this time it was real, found something more, I could hold love and feel, see now it was kid games, just online and unreal, o well what the hell, just another strike out, fly ball to right field, Here I Go Again.... WhitesnakeHere I Go AgainMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Great Moments From My Shoutbox
this made me shudder..... sanchristo...: hi, i am 30 m from germany. i get turned on, when i am wearing button down shirts, rubber pants or my selfmade plastic wear. i wanna show my fetishism to other people Everyday theres multiple Mumms about "am I hot.. cute. fuckable..." etc this is one that took offense to my lil pic I gave him instead of being my charming self. -As usual read from bottom up.. Im too lazy to change it.- SmokeDrago...: im not begging lol ->SmokeDrago...: chill with the begging... SmokeDrago...: damn ok chill with the attitude ->SmokeDrago...: *Site ->SmokeDrago...: DUde... knock it off. there IS a sught called Hotnot.com..... type it in and go SmokeDrago...: lol ok ifu have yahoo i can send u pic ->SmokeDrago...: Im not going to your page to check... SmokeDrago...: then am i hawt or not? or cute ->SmokeDrago...: No Id say that if I thought it SmokeDrago...: callin meugly right? ->SmokeDrago...:No thats Mild compared to what

Ct Id's
Hey ladies and gents do u want a cherry tap ID??? Well come on down to Thug Passion's ID factory...lol... I'v got a great selection of CT ID's... If I don't got the ID u looking for then then i'll make the ID u lookin for... All i ask is Rate my all my default pix and fan me(guy's dont fan me) thats all and any ID u want i'll do and i dont mean just that one ID... Any ID after is free... So Come and Get Em'

Tragic Car Accident
Hello everyone.... This is a sudden update to say that someone I personally knew got killed in a car accident. I didn't have a direct relationship with her, but she was my dad's best friend's daughter, Haley, who was only 14. For the past couple years, she got involved with a church and became very active with special events and activities with her youth group. On the way back from Las Vegas, a driver who was driving a trailer lost control of his vehicle, driving on the opposite side of the road, causing a head-on collision with the same van Haley was riding in, taking out her boyfriend and some of her friends as well as her. Haley became a pretty close friend of my younger brother, who was about her age, and they had a good friendship since they were both born. I'm very worried about how much it's going to affect him, but I haven't gotten a chance to talk to him yet, as I heard the bad news late at night. Although I haven't seen her that often over the years, it's hard t

Update
I am currently in Oklahoma City. My mom was taken to the hospital 3 days ago and is still in the ICU. Sorry I won't be around much, but as soon as she is off of the ventilator and moved out of ICU I should be on more frequently... Kimmer

Thank You
to everyone that has made my day a special one to me I know I can thank everyone at one time like this. Daily Horoscope: Cancer for June 2007 the 28th day. Your calendar is overflowing, but make sure someone important to you is a priority, even amid the social whirl. You don't have to cancel any plans -- just make sure you-know-who knows you're thinking of them.

Musicman28
I'm 28 single no kids and never been married I love to have fun and I drink occationaly I got on here to meet new people and to some day find the special someone I love my family to death and will never change that. I have brown hair and blue eyes I'm 5'8 and 150 pounds. I do wear glasses. I love to party with my friends once in awhile. I'm a fun loving guy who would show and of you sexy women a good time rate my profile if you would because I'm new on here and I want to make alot of friends on here well everyone who sees this party on and have a great time on Cherrytap I alway do. I'm 28 single no kids and never been married I love to have fun and I drink occationaly I got on here to meet new people and to some day find the special someone I love my family to death and will never change that. I have brown hair and blue eyes I'm 5'8 and 150 pounds. I do wear glasses. I love to party with my friends once in awhile. I'm a fun loving guy who would show all you sexy women a great time. ple

School Stuff
Eliminating Sexism in the Army through Policies and Training People everywhere deserve to be treated fairly. Treating people equal, promotes the feeling that we are equal, where as treating people differently promotes the idea we aren’t equal. Why treat someone different, if they are equal to you? Sometimes differences in intelligence, strength, and skill level have to be taken into consideration. If you limit someone with the proper skills from doing a job, or stop someone low in intelligence from being in charge of people, or making important decisions, then that makes sense. However important intelligence, and skill level are, the U.S. Army does NOT take those attributes into consideration when promoting people, and when it comes to how people are treated, intelligence seems to be looked down upon. One of the main attributes they do take into consideration when deciding how to treat someone is what kind of genitals they have. The longer your urethra is, the shorter your hair h

Without You
Without you I was lost, lived in darkness and fear, without you I was empty, my future unclear, you showed my what love was, you made it all seems so real, gave meaning and reason, we shared smiles and cheer, what will it be like, where will I turn, will things be better, from all that we shared, what will life hold? will it return to what once was, lonely and cold? Without You.....

For My Friends
ONE FOR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ONE FOR FINANCIAL WEALTH ONE FOR EVERLASTING HAPPINESS SEVERAL FOR SUCCESS ONE FOR KNOWLEDGE ONE FOR BEAUTY, INNER AND OUTER MANY FOR FAMILY ONE FOR HONESTY AND THE LAST ONE FOR A LONG AND HEALTHY LIFE For every friend you send these roses to, your wish will come true This is a friend test. Send this to as many friends as you possibly can especially the person that sent to you and if you get it back, you truly will know who your friends are. You have 30 seconds to start. If you send this to 2 people - it will come true in a year 5 people - in 3 months 7 people - in 1 month 10 people - in a week 15 or more - tomorrow

Theresa'z Blog
Alright since alot of people would love for me to be a cold hearted bitch yet again. now im just going to put it like it fuckin is. no more beating around the damn bush. Alright now first off to those who think i give a damn about their myspace or yahoo feelings. you got another thing comming because you know what i could care less. if you think i care then honestly your on the fuckin internet too god damn much. For those who think that im trying to take their man.... I HAVE MY OWN FUCKIN MAN plus ive have yours.... enjoy my sloppy seconds!! i could honestly care less if he jumped off a fuckin cliff and died!! and believe me you want to think oh im in love with him i call him 24/7 blah balh blah. . first off i have a life off of yahoo and away from drama. i have my own life to live. i have a man AND A DAMN FAMILY! so you know what just keep my fuckin name out of your damn mouth.. you dont know and you dont fucking want to know me. so unless you know facts about me leave my name out

A Painful Experience
Let me tell you what happen to me when I was 13. I was watering cotton here in the Rio Gand Valley of Texas when I notice a lot of the Texas Red Harvester Ants floating by in the ditch. Didn’t pay much attention to the ants I was busy keeping my water flowing down the mile long rows of cotton. I got stung on my legs by a couple of ants. No problem just brushed them off and went back to work. Soon I felt “tickling” sensation in my goring area so being out in the country I grab my crouch and you gust it wham I got stung on the tip of my penis. I screamed so loud my Dad heard me a ½ mile away. Down came my pants followed by my underwear. Got the ant crushed it with my fingers and fell into the ditch in throbbing with pain. Luckily the ants had floated by and were down stream of me. Dad drove up wondering why I was in the ditch with my pants and underwear down around my ankles. I told him what had happen. He was laughing so hard that he couldn’t help me out of the ditch th

Etc.
in case you didn't notice, today is the last day to vote. http://mlb.mlb.com/news/article.jsp?ymd=20070628&content_id=2053799&vkey=allstar2007&fext=.jsp&partnered=rss_mlb hmmm... i'm thinking my legs could use a fresh shave. it's been four days since the last shave. they're getting stubbly, could poke an eye out with them. gonna go swimming tomorrow so yea, it's time for the tortured hair removal process. One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing th

Are You Dareing
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. (I Wanna Fuck Quiz) Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u wanna get ........ in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use dessert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like

A Special Friend
SPECIAL PRAYER FOR A SPECIAL PERSON.MY FRIENDSTHIS PRAYER IS FOR MY FRIENDS DAUGHTER,I'M SURE THAT EVERY ONE OF US HAVE SOMEONE VERY DEAR IS GOING THROUGH PAIN BUT THIS LITTLE THREE YEARS OLD GIRL WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND NOW SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE ,YOU KNOW THAT GOD IS ALWAYS WITH ALL OF US IN EVERY MOMENT,SO LET US PRAY FOR LITTLE Abbigail la'shai Baby Boy J'S DAUGHTER AND FOR WHO EVER ON YOUR MIND. Please keep him and his family in your thoughts and prayers. BabyBoy-J@ CherryTAP A PRAYER FOR STRENGTHO Lord,In this time of need, strengthen me. You are my strength and my shield; You are my refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. I know, Father, that Your eyes go to and fro throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts long for You. The body grows weary, but my hope is in You to renew my strength.I do not fear, for You are with me.I am not dismayed or overwhelmed, for You are my God. I know You will strengthen me and help me; that You

Poems
THIS IS NOT A SOMETHING YOU SHOULD PASS UP PLEASE READ I AM ASKIN ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE ON FUBAR TO KEEP MY DAUGHTER AND FAMILY IN THERE PRAYERS. MY DAUGHTER IS 17 YEARS OF AGE AND IS UNABLE TO LIVE A TEENAGERS LIFE. YOU SEE AT THE AGE OF 14 MY DAUGHTER WAS RAPPED AND IT HAS CHANGED HER LIFE TO THE WORSE. SHE WAS TAKIN AWAY FROM ME FOR 2 YEARS AND IN JULY SHE WAS BROUGHT HOME FOR GOOD BUT ONLY TO LIVE WITH MY MOTHER. SHE IS NOT ALLOWED TO BE WITH FRIENDS, NOT ALLOWED TO GET A JOB BABYSITTING, NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE OR NOT EVEN ALLOWED ALONE WITH ME ALL BECAUSE OF THIS ASSHOLE WHO DONE THIS TO HER. AND NOW HES IN JAIL. I DONT AGREE WITH THE WAY THE PENNSYLVANIA CYS (CHILDREN IN YOUTH SERVICE) ARE RUNNIN THERE SO CALLED BUSINESS. THEY ARE THE ONES THAT ARE TAKIN MY DAUGHTERS LIFE AWAY FROM HER. ALL WE WANT IS MY LITTLE GIRL TO HAVE HER LIFE BACK TO BE ABLE TO GO TO THE PROM TO GET HER DRIVERS LICENSE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS TO GRADUATE FROM SCHOOL AND TO F

Friends
im new at this site so i want to thank everyone who has commented,rated,added me as a frind and who has sent me messages.and to all of yall who has wriiten me in my shoutbox(still trying to figure that out)thanks so much hugs & kisses love all sabrina

Information
Everyone should take 5 minutes to read this. It may save your life or love one's life. Crucial Because of recent abductions in daylight hours,refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ev

Summer Time!!
if anyone wants to help me while i go to work it would be appreciated! well its summer time and i have found my self a little bit busier now and not so much in the house. so this means i may be cutting back on the ct. i just want to thank everyone for all their love. and as for the contest for cutest ct pets i may be putting it off for a while till i have some money to pay for the blasts and till i start spending more time online. i just wanted to let all my good friends know this and i will be on from time to time just not as much as i usualy am :) so have a happy summer!!

When You Say Nothing At All
This ones for you, we have an unusual knack of thinking the same things, practically finishing off each others sentences It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What's being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in

Darker Me
i am me a Shadow Raven i live in the shadows and use my gifts to help in the darkness i tryed changing for others out of love or other reasons i paid the price for it one can not love or be loved if one can not be themself tis not for me no one is worth changing oneself to be wat they want if ur going to be loved it should be as yourself nothing else if they can't do that then they do not deserve you i have tryed several times only to be hurt and pushed further towards darkness was it worth it no it wasnt the price was to high i lost part of me in the process fake friends and fake love i do not need or want the price is to high my name Shadow Raven was given to me by a very dear native friend and her grand father a wise man for the gifts that i have i know in today's technologie age it is not easy but those that realy know me in real life knows of them have seen them i'm not worryed or do i care about others opinions i will not let anyone make me feel the

Life Sucks Get A Fuckin Helmet Alright?
6 days and counting for the *BIG* surgery. My hysterectomy is next wednesday morning REAL fuckimn early so I am gonna be gone from here for a couple weeks or so. Maybe i'll post pics of my incision just because LOL!! Take care all of those who give a shit IF you are on my friends list and want to stay there, a reply is needed or yu will be deleted PERIOD Here it is finally, MOnday morning, my hysterectomy...take #2, here's top hopin it doesn't get cancelled AGAIN I'll be gone for quite some time as i am goin to my moms in calgary and EVERYTHING is blocked adult wise cause of my freaky nephew...So love ya all take care i'll be back when i can

Damn
Ok so im worried that i could go in to preterm labor. my dr. tells me i have a low lyeing placenta not good obvously and that we might have to do the c section early. it has me worried cuse I know im only 32 wks preggers I want to at least make it to 36 wks. im gonna go michelle Ok so Im still really down about the misscarrage i just wanna look past it but its hard I keep thinking what if I can never have a baby. I would be so devastied by that I keep burying myself in work so that I dont think about it but when I get home thats all I think about.Maybe im going crazy. I just needed to vent sorry. OK SO TWO WEEKS AGO I FOUND OUT I WAS 2MTHS PRGGERS RIGHT. WELL SUNDAY AM I MISSCARRYED THE BABY. IM SO BROKEN UP ABOUT IT ITS JUST NOT FAIR I WAS SO EXCITED MY MAN IS JUST AS UPSET. WE EVEN PICKED OUT NAMES. I CANT STOP CRYING ABOUT IT. I JUST WANNA KNOW WHY THIS HAPPEND TO ME WHAT DID I DO WRONG. I GUESS I MIGHT TRY AGIAN IN THE FURTURE. MAYBE BUT MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN.

My Heart
I gave my heart to one i know, or at least i thought i knew. He left for a while, but I kept him in my heart. He returned to me just to leave me. My heart hurt, but odly enough not a whole lot. For I knew I was not alone, I still had others who loved me. I went to a friend fo find comfort. I found it, plus more. He has mended my heart and in return gained it and my trust. With him I am happy for it is impossible for me to stay sad around him. He makes me laugh to much. He.... is the real, *~Jett Darknight~*

Stuff You Should Check Out
my friend posted this on myspace...so here's to wishful thinking b/c there's never a guy who would do all this...at least not for long... Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she'

This Is Who I Am
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Untitled & Unfinnished
Hiding in my corner, hider in darkness the taste of blood fills my mouth. I must drink this liquid before it goes cold. It's warmth soothers my forgotten soul. It gives me life that no mortal can equal. Now as this corpse lies still in my lap my soul is content, for the time being. Running a couple fingers around my mouth to catch the last few drops of blood that dribbled down from the corners, I suddenly feel the aura of another that was born into the same world as I. After licking my fingers, careful not to miss any of the delicious liquid, I turn around to see who had come up behind me, disturbing my solitude. Before even seeing who it was I knew it was you because of the deep growl warning me not to turn to fast. Even though you knew you knew it was me you still gave me the warning. As I took the advise and turned slowly I wandered why you had seeked me out. As I faced you, the cold stare sent a shiver down my spine. As if reading my mind you said, "I have come to take you." "T

Ginas Blog
well it is almost here. is everyone ready for chistmas. man i can tell you right now im not ready for it this year i could have gone with out it but it is here and so i can enjoy it for my daughter. well just was wondering how many was ready for it is all. well sunday just was a bad night for me i guess. for 1 i had to work that aint a big thing though. but me and the guy i ws working with got out late. and i told a friend that i would run and get him so medicine because he was getting a cold no big deal. well then on my way to take it to him i took a few wrong turns but i still knew where i was at. so i make it to give my freind his medicine and i lock my keys in the car so we are outside in the cold trying to figure out a way to unlock the car which didnt work. so we had to break the back little window so i could unlock my car and get my keys. so anyway that was a pretty bad day. well i went in to work yesterday morning told my old boss that i quit. well i went to my new job for or

Another Lost
As I hide in my corner I am hidden in darkness. Your blood flows over my fangs. It is so overpowering at first, then I quickly pull away. But I already know that I am to late, You're dead. I jump to the other world, hoping to find you. I'm to late. You are gone, gone forever. I, am a vampire. I, am the vampire that took your life. You were alive, but not anymore. I live on though, to see another night, To kill another person.

Wishes
Why do I bother? I should give up on wishes. Then only let me down! No matter how much it hurts, when they don't come true, I can't stop. I always dream. When I'm awake, and when I'm asleep. They send me on a rollercoaster. I get all excited & happy, then out of no where, they're shot down. Why do I bother? I wish for things becuase I have hope. most are shot down, true, but, everyonce in a while, THEY COME TRUE! That's why I can't stop. It's the times that they come trure, that keeps me going, they always give me hope. So, asking why do I bother really is a stupid question. Because I know the answer. It's the hope I have that keeps me wishing, it's the wishes that keeps me here, with my friends, & those who I love.

My Hell
The Hell from which I was saved from I have been unwillingly returned to. I hate it here, I've been here for almost my entire life that has come to pass. But I cannot leave, the rest of my life depends on my suffering. Even though it was unbearable before it is excruciatingly worse now. This is because in the past I have had a time where I would have most of my friends with me, this is not the case anymore. I still have the time, but I don't have any of my friends. I think about the future and realize that I'm stuck in this Hill of mine for over a year. This is because next year everyone is leaving me. All of last years seniors have left. Which means half of my friends, my boyfriend, and many other people who I get along with and have known for many years. I only have a few actual friends with me next year. Even then, I don't have any of them in any of my classes. So I'll be completely alone, all day. For those of you who have no idea about what thi

Ramblings Of Me
So I sit here, it's after midnight and I have to be up at 7am, yeah it sucks, realizing how time has passed. Payton turns 9 this week and Raegan turns 6 next month. CAN YOU BELIEVE HOW FAST THEY GROW?!?! My angels are getting so big, so fast. It is hard to believe that it wasn't just yesterday that they were taking their first steps! Who knew I'd be a mother of 2, at the age of 29? More so, who knew my kids would be so F*CKING perfect? Yes, I am partial. I deny nothing, but in all honesty, I have done something so right with these girls. I don't know what it is, I dare NOT question nor change a thing. They try so hard in school. Behavior marks remain perfect ALL year long, grades are good, not superb, but good with signs of trying. I am so PROUD, so blessed. I have such GREAT friends. A superior support system in place (in all aspects). Who could ask for more? NOT I! That's for damn sure. I want to say thank you to all who have been there for me along this wonderful ride

What A Woman Wants
This is in response to that lovely question "So,what are you looking for in a man?" And besides the usual answer, heart, stomach, kidneys, etc...here's what I want. Oxymorons and all. Just because you know what you want, doesn't mean you are going to get it, but at least, for once, I can say I know what I want. ^.^ LOL. Gentle enough to not make me fear his touch, yet tough enough to protect us. Sweet enough to temper angry words with flowers and kisses, yet strong enough to keep my restless soul bound to him. One willing to be my master, my slave, my lover, my equal. One to teach me as well as hunger to learn from me. Implicit trust flowing betwixt us. Nary a moment of doubt. To listen to me, to laugh at me, to help me find my laugh again, to sweep me away, and keep me grounded, to drive me crazy and bring me salvation. To soar with me, to keep me anchored. To speak words of gibberish, to speak without words. Love my complications, adore my simplicity. Dream of my car

Old Friends
I'm so happy I found my old friend from high schools bro and sis and found out my friend is doing ok she has a daughter and stuff I'm so happy for her! I've been trying to find out about her for like seven years. Her bro is kinda a prick now tho but who cares my girl is doing alright. Hopefully I can keep up my happy mood for work tonight too I love good news with all the stuff thats going on in my life. I doubt anyone will read this anyway lol!

I Cost $ 85.50
I need a little support in this best back tattoo contest.. come take a look. comment bomb me and rank the tat and have a goodtime looking through the other awesome tats too..Thanks so Much http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=212051&albumid=422681&i=1456106423# Here's the deal. You look it over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way. Then, post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin. PS: the smaller the better! 1. Had sex: $10.00 2. Smoked: $3.00 3. Got drunk: $7.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $5.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $5.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $5.00 7. Cheated on a test: $2.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50 9. Been expelled: $5.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $10.00 11. Given oral: $10.00 12. Got oral: $10.00 13. Prank called the cops: $3.00 14. Stole something: $2.00 15. Done drugs: $5.00 16. Dyed your ha