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Loser
hello u know people fuck up from time to time and are full of lies and bullshit and the worst part is they think they can get away with it u know who ya are peeps anyways even though they dont relize it they fuck up and cant fix it later cause once u fucked up ur done hahahahahaha
Losers
Here is a list I am starting with he pictures of people that down rate my page. I have never spoken to these people nor have I ever rated them. (Not sure if this is a dude or chick!) maddiegurl@ CherryTAP (He down rated me? WTF there has to be a mirror in his house some where! Mr clean is not the MAN.) ManInBlack666@ CherryTAP (Total wanna be!) It's All In The Eyes@ CherryTAP (Pure Hood Rat! And um yeah you are white!) ONE OF A KIND SEXY LOVE@ CherryTAP NeaterNita@ CherryTAP BlackRose@ CherryTAP Baby@ CherryTAP Smittys Angels@ CherryTAP CBR900GIRLZ@ CherryTAP Harley Bitch@ CherryTAP !!!~The_Gr@phix_Speci@list~!!!
Lose Weight - Have Sex
Lose Weight - Have Sex Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor............
Lose Of A Friend
a friend of mine, just died lastnight.. she was only 35. thats so young. not sure of all the details yet, trying to find out what happen. i feel numb, esp after getting the call from a close friend of ours telling me about our lose. please pray for her children,whom she loved more than life itself.
Losers!
This woman is weird. Now she logs in under other names and leaves me hate mail. What a moron. The 2% club. She states that she has "posted all my letters" so that people can see what kind of a person I am. Yet she keeps emailing me. I think she is in love! Like anything in life, there's the 2% rule. 2% of people in anything, work, play, EBAY, are a-holes. Even in great places like this. When I joined a few months back, I was amazed how many fun, nice, open minded people there are, of both sexes. Occasionally, some idiot guy will rate my photo a "1", and I will go to his profile and see that he has done the same to other people. Then there are idiots like "JD's Wifey". This mildly attractive person sent me a 10 for my photo, and I said hi and that I thought she was attractive. She told me I needed to read her profile, which basically said don't ever talk to me! Being the rascal I am, I suggested maybe if she didnt want people to say hi to her, then perhaps she shou
Loser
Losers
i dont see why guys shout me and are all perverted about tryna talk to me i mean come on you can read my profile it says IM MARRIED and IM NOT LOOKING 4 ANYTHING ELSE!! So guys that shout me and start talking about how they gonna fuck me and shit that offends me i mean come on are u dumb or are u really that stupid I HAVE A HUSBAND!!!! JUST BECAUSE I RATE YOU OR ADD YOU DOES NOT MEAN I WONNA FUCK YOU!!! I am happily married and its gonna stay that way u can fan/rate/add me all you want but the most you will get out of me is friendship and prolly not even that!!! so for all u perverted guys that shout me saying u want a piece of me fuck off and for those who shout me calling me baby I AM NOT UR DAMN BABY so dont fuckin call me that! YEAH I HAVE A SHIRT THAT SHOWS OFF MY TITS A LIL 0000 WHO THE FUCK CARES THAT STILL DONT MEAN I WONNA FUCK YOU!!! and you cannot have my yahoo and i will not get on cam for you!!!
Loser Of The Day
Losers...
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Loses
a few years ago someone came into my life online and was very curious and intriqued about what i was into. casual talk at first led to more and more over time. after a year or longer, she accepted my collar. she was married, hubby wasnt into it but let her explore. she grew more and more with me. she led a vanilla life there and slave life with me, she visited a few times and really did well. life started getting in the way. and with a few pushes from me, she had to be released. it is difficult due to the fact that i took so much time with her and she grew to be a part of us. there will be no one else like her. she will be missed. but yea bro i am getting past it. she does still love me deeply and i will always own that dark side of her heart and cherish it always. who knows what the future brings, nothing is for certain. ever i had to put my dog "Troubles" to sleep yesterday, he was so sick and there was nothing that could be done.  i had him since he was 6 wks old and i watched ove
A Loser With A Mask
A loser with a mask, you don't see me, For who I really am, what I really am, How I really am: A loser with a mask, I disguise myself, and hide the truth from you, Show you only what you want to see. A loser with a mask, I can't let you see the real me, Because I'm scared of what you'll think, I care so much for you and your opinion is all that matters. A loser with a mask: I disgust myself, I would disgust you if you could see me, If you could see the real me: A loser with a mask, I've fooled you for so long, But I'm tired of lying so off comes the mask... And now I'm just a loser standing in front of you, Deeply in love with you, vulnerable in every way possible, Now I'm just a loser who's ditched the mask...
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Loser
Loser (Lyrics by Arnold) (Music Roberts, Arnold & Harrell) Breathe in right away, nothing seems to fill this place I need this every time, take your lies get off my case Some day I will find, a love that flows Through me like this This will fall away, this will fall away You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know I'll be dead You're getting closer, you're holding the Rope and I'm taking the fall Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser, yeah This is getting old, I can't break these Chains that I hold My body's growing cold, there's nothin Left of this mind or my soul Addiction needs a pacifier, the buzz of This poison is taking me higher This will fall away, this will fall away You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know I'll be dead You're getting closer, you're holding the rope and I'm taking the fall Cause I'm a loser, I'm
Losers
Ok i get online to find stupid im's left for me from apperantly imature men. just cause i wont give a guy my number he claims im passing up a chance, what ever!! and than he states im nothin for no one, whatever!!! i'm so sick of being treated like certain guys own me on here cause i talk to them one time, get a grip this is the frikin internet, unless i give you my number and have that kind of relationship with you than get a grip. there are a few who are friends and who get my number. you know who you are, atleast i hope you do. And right now no one is getting a number. Now if you feel that this applies to you dont be imature and bitch me out just simply remove me from your profile and i will remove you and block me from your yahoo, i will be cleaning mine out here soon. Sorry if anyone gets offended by this i'm just tired of the crap Thank you and have a nice day
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Lose Weight Quick And Healthy
Loser Alert
Loser Alert! Ok Fubarians, I am here to let you know I did a giveaway with AKAMRS.T for 5 bling packs. I worked very hard to finish the giveaway and let the hostess know I was done and she sent me 3 of the 5 bling packs she owes me. I then sent a message asking for the other 2 and she will not answer me. She says her daughter is in the hospital but yet she has been on fubar posting and reposting bulletins and voting on mumms. I just wanted to give you all a heads up that she does not pay out fully on her giveaways; and it is up to you if you ever do a giveaway with her. I am a very understanding person and if she didn't have the money for them it would have been nice for her to say so instead of ignoring me! Here is her link: AKAMRS.TLOSER
Lose The Inhibitions
Come on now. We are all grown folks and there's no need to put on the front about being pious or sanctified. Show that good stuff! Ladies, stop hiding your sexy pics in Private and let us fellas enjoy the "fruits" or your labor. Fuck the ratings and points and let's get down to the nitty gritty. Teasing is cool and I like it as much as the next guy, but we are on the Internet. Nobody knows who you really are and you can be who you want to be. Just show off that sexy ass body is all I'm asking. Yeah. I know this is somewhat straightforward and to the point, but I am not a Casanova or Romeo. I am just a guy who likes the sexy ladies. So I will not rate you or give you points just to reach my end. My end is to see your rear end. Oh yeah, bay-bee! I got my Tequila in one hand and a keyboard (apparently) in the other and I am ready to enjoy me some Happy Hour on Fubar. Yes, the kid is getting oiled real nice. One problem, though. Where the hell are all the
Loser~liar~fake Account
Loser!
Name: Spark Sexy (Online) Level: Henchman (22) Gender: Male New Lenox, IL Buzz: 0% -- dry, get them a drink! Spark Sexy re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! Spark Sexy: YEP ->Spark Sexy: are you asking me to block you? Spark Sexy: can i be bblock ->Spark Sexy: i don't talk about stuff like that with strangers Spark Sexy: bdsm Spark Sexy: u in to bdm ->Spark Sexy: no Spark Sexy: so so are you single ->Spark Sexy: is it a good day? Spark Sexy: i have cyablepalsy ->Spark Sexy: okay how are you? Spark Sexy: how are you ->Spark Sexy: hi Spark Sexy: hi Another blocked user :D He made it difficult by communicating through P.M.s but here's a shot: slap (Online) Canada subject: Deacon Blue huh? From one of my favourite groups Steely Dan ! ME: Yeah, Deacon Blue is my husband's fubar name :) slap: Husband..ok then. ME: Yes, all my information is on my profile for people to read. slap: I'm sorry
Loser
If I had a gun for every ace I have drawn, I could arm a town the size of Abilene. Don't you push me baby, because I'm holdin' low. And you know I'm only in it for the gold. All that I am asking for is ten gold dollars. And I could pay you back with one good hand. You can look around about the wide world over. And you'll never find another honest man. Last fair deal in the country, Sweet Suzie. Last fair deal in the town. Put your gold money where your love is baby, Before you let my deal go down Don't you push me baby, cause I'm holdin' low. And I know a little something you won't ever know. Don't you touch hard liquor, just a cup of cold coffee. Gotta get up in the morning and go. Everybody's prayin' and drinkin' that wine. I can tell the Queen of Diamonds by the way she shines. Come to daddy on the inside straight. Well I got no chance of losin' this time.
Lose One And Gain Another
I feel like a man of confustion. I dont know really much of any thing any more i try to do what i think is right then i realise what i think is right is sometimes wrong as well I was raised in a single parent home so its not always easy for someone that way to learn all that they need to know but one thing i thought i did learn was responsablity to family give them what they need over your own needs and ive felt good about that for a lot of years now I knowim not the best husband and father to my wife and kids but i do my best to love and provide for themthe best way i know how but maybe just providing a roof over their heads and food in their bellys isnt always what matters to being a good father and a good spouse love and comunication hve a lot to do with it as well but how do you comunicate when other dont do it either driving down the road for hours and not saying a thing because your worried maybe what im thinking isnt the thing they want to talk about so you say nothing at all i
Loser
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Loser!!!!
        These two owe my foster mom $100's of dollars for graphics for their Radio station here on fubar and myspace..Thay owe me for getting band's for them and designs ..DON'T trust them thay will use you and louse you them blame it all on you and bad mouth you to everyone.Thay also have been having people kick in donations to keep the radio station going BUT spend the money on concerts and booz. Rev.Ethar-CoOwner/FuPastor@DarkmoonEnterprises@ fubar Pryjmaty~Co-Owner @ Darkmoon Enterprises~@ fubar Save yourself the time and just ignore these louser's      (repost of original by 'http://fubar.com/user/54395">*Lady Witoka*#1 Master Morpher Owner Of Darkmoon Graphics & Kingdom Of Wolves Fubar Married 2 tg1492' on '2009-05-05 09:50:07') This loser was on mama's YIM the othday begging her to go back to him after my sister say's he went to visit mom and treated her like shit. Then he get's back home and on fubar and start's to mess with another woman.Even fu married the other woman.
Loser!
Ok so this dude obviously got upset cuz his perv ass couldn't shout @ me! lol... How dumb, get over it! Here's the comment he left me... Comments on *{♥R3dHoT♥}* Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~*ChAriLiCi0uS*~̵ 69♣ΜأΩď₣®ΞаҚ♣69... Online (Online) Mount Pleasant, TX March 12, 2009 @ 11:36 am IM GIVING YOU A 1 AND REMOVING YOU.I will not tolerate women being private with their shout box turned off on a PUBLIC site. reply | delete comment | block user
A Loser
OK HEADS UP MY SEXY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.. BEWARE OF THIS CRACKHEAD SHE SOLE MONEY FROM HER DISABLED MOTHER.. i wouder if she FEELS like a women or a cunt?lovin life 24-7@ fubarJUST A LIL NOTE TO YOU CUNT WHAT COMES AROUND GOSE AROUND
The Lose Of My Friend Krissy
In 1998 /1999 Krissy was learning all about psp and how to make some of the most awesome work she could. In 2001 Krissy opened a psp site on msn but she did not have whole lot of students. Then in 2002 she set up on yahoo and started her group. With her love of the Bees and the mystery that they have she called her students the New Bees. Because everyone coming into her group was a newbie so she wanted them all to be a newbee. Learning and growing into their wings so they could fly and make some very beautiful work. I started the group about one week after she opened that first yahoo group. I had psp7 and it took Krissy a month to convince me to try psp9 and if I did not like it she would rewrite everything for me in 7. Well I loved 9 and I was thrilled with all that I was learning. Krissy stayed on my butt and would pull some unbelievable work from me. Krissy just loved to go drive around and look at them damn trees and see how she would recreate them in psp. Krissy was educated in
Loserbaby1313's Thoughts
Well this is my frist time on this site, so I am really not sure what all to type here. Well I guess I am looking for a change in my life. Not sure what that change is yet, but I am looking for something. When i find it i guess that i will know. mainly i am looking for some new pards, peeps, friends, what ever you want to call it..lol
Losers, Liars, Lost Puppies
These are the type of guys I seem to attract!!!Let me give you the warning signs Losers...the ones who have NO job, NO hope of finding one, won't look but swear they can't find one, oh and big flashing sign...has a kid and they don't pay support (or 2)Liars... constantly changing their story, swearing up and down you didn't get it right the first time they told you!!Lost Puppy Dogs...mooching off you, using you for a place to lay their head(s) you BIG ONE HERE.. THEY CHEAT ON YOU OR THEY USE YOU TO CHEAT ON SOMEONE ELSE, and they swear its ok there is nothing going on anywhere else!!  Then after they have used you for everything they can get out of you, they run of with some nasty skank who thinks they are so lucky, even though the guy is going already cheating on them!!! ROFLMAO!!! WATCH OUT GIRLS, AND GUYS, THEY ARE EVERYWHERE!!!! EVEN HERE!!!
The Losers
Have you ever wantedTo be someone you're notBut you look into the worldAnd you see what you've gotThere's nothing thereBut brains and gutsFinally open the doorAnd then it shutsLook to the centerAnd I think you'll findThe people that are gettin'They are blindYou changed the channelAnd there's nothing thereYou weren't born prettyAnd it isn't fair...Here's to the losersThe substance abusersTo the rejectsAll the imperfects'Cause I think we're beautiful'Cause I think we're beautiful'Cause I think we're beautifulNo matter what anyone saysI think we're beautifulThem most beautifulIn the worldYou try for jobsBut they say you're strangeYou're sportin' a styleThat they call painSo you get in troubleAnd your brain is goneYou're cryin' out manBut the words are wrongHere's to the losersThe substance abusersTo the rejectsAll the imperfects'Cause I think we're beautiful'Cause I think we're beautiful'Cause I think we're beautifulNo matter what anyone saysI think we're beautifulThem most beautifulIn th
Lose Belly Fat
Lose 50 Lbs In Two Days!!!
Thats what people expect. There are all these magical potions out there. There's pill popping for everything! Guranteed or your money back. Can't beat that. For you women out there, burn 30lbs of fat per day with this super duper magical pill! Or for the dudes, gain 20+lbs of muscle a day from taking a simple pill with some water! Don't even need food! Oh increase your benchpress by 30 pounds by wearing this bracelet around your wrist(fizogen). YES! Or you can take this other magical pill to gain 5 inches on your dick! Wooo! This world will sell you anything... The sad part? People believe anything and everything they see, read, hear, etc. Shoot, you can convince people that they have problems that they never knew they had before!... until now! And look! There's a pill to fix it too!Doesn't matter what it is, there's pills for everything... Love, boob size, nausea, stomach ache, appetite, strength, nerves, bla bla bla... I don't feel like typing it all. You can find a pill for everythi
Losers Of The Day
being bitched out by someone i thought was a friend, being told I should kill myself b/c my son is fucked with me as a mom, being told I think I'm better than everyone b/c I have a good job, being told I'm a shitty person. Sorry if I'm less than cheerful, but waking up to a 30 minute text bitch out isn't exactly happiness inducing.
Loser
: ~!~!'s mob of 750 fought with: 2 Armed SCB-304 Submarines, 290 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 279 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 469 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 460 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns Levi's mob of 750 (including 2 eligible mercenaries) fought with: 89 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 203 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 54 Blast Shelters, 547 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 607 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns
Loser
The specific details are hazy because it was so long ago but it was 4th grade in art class the day before halloween. I can't remember the art teachers name but I do seem to recall she was a 40 something dumpy man-hatin lesbian feminist. For halloween we did this project where we carved a face in an apple and then it was treated in some sort of way to make it shrivel up so it would look all like some old scary witch or something. Then we made a little body out of straw or some shit to stick the head on. This whole process took a week. I think "art" class was like once a week or something. So I'm sitting at the table minding my own business putting the final touches on my witch doll when one of the other kids sitting next to me acted up. I can't even remember what his transgression was but man-hatin' bitch comes over PMSing hard yelling and berating the kid into oblivion before she picks up his doll and ripped it to shreds...Only problem was it wasn't his doll, in her PMS haze she accid
Losing Cherrie's
Is it me, or is this site not at all what it's cracked up to be? First, I can imagine a few more navigational tools with some more detailed search criteria would be nice, like seperating guys from the chicks maybe. As far as "lost" goes, yeah I'm fucking lost and as far as cherries go, I think these chicks are keeping all them cherries for themselves. The closest I've come to anything "red" was 500 miles away; and from an ice cold cherry at that. What's up with you chicks anyways, the most I've gotten out of any of you was maybe one sentence and that's pathetic! Truth be known I've never met a woman who didn't just revel in speaking. We all know that Chicks love to flap their gums, but here's the problem...they can't hear themselves speak, which is what they really fuck'n enjoy: The idea of communication is somewhat irrelevant without the audible tones to decipher then decide if they like the sound of a guys voice or not. No wonder chicks love their cell phones so fucking much!
Losing My Blog Cherry
ok...sort of time to get this ball rolling.. so how where do i start.... that will do...my nanes t1ny...or t1nyskert ..or miss skert...a few folks out here on cherry tap know me..but alot of you don't I got an invite to this place from my mate Tim stclaire (i was once one of the elite group of Tims...the msn space rebels...and i also got thrown off msn for being too "graphic" hehe) As you can tell i'm of the shy and introvert breed...nothing too flashy for me...no siree!!!! Forgive me if i start to go off on a tangent after all i am British...(that little Island just west of France) the sun never quite gets to us!!!! but we're a freindly bunch So a big hello goes out to all you nice people out there in cherry land...remember..play safe!!!
Losing Weight
Losing Weight ... A fellow was reading the paper one day lamenting the fact that his doctor has ordered him to lose 75 pounds. Next thing he sees is an advertisement for a guaranteed weight loss program. Guaranteed like heck, he thinks to himself. But lets see what they think they can do. He calls them on the phone and subscribes to the 3 day, 10 LB weight loss program. The next day there comes a knock at his door, and when he answers, there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nikes and a sign hanging around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, If you can catch me, you can have me. Well, without a second thought he takes off after her (like who wouldn't). A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. After they are through he kisses the girl one last time and thinks to himself with a nod, I like the way this company
Losing Love
Love is something so powerful then all of sudden its torn from your arms for no reason your love never stops its always there reminding you everyday of that person There is never no closure its always flowing through your brain and heart never dying
Losing Lost
Lost in a haze of your own creation Unable to see your soul thru the fog Everything seems Lost Never to be found You cannot see the light Yet You are able to see the shadows Clarity is but a rumor Happiness a myth Injecting implied life Which leads to Death Becomes a logical solution Pain now is lost In a muddled mental haze Reality is set aside for a while Longer When nothing is clear When Lost is all you have Extend your arm forward And you will find My Hand It is always there Forgiving Helping to balance you To take that First step Trust Hope Love I am strong enough to watch you Stumble Brave enough to see You fall The hand remains reaching Out to you Unconditionally For I have discovered that while you are Lost I have found A type of love That did not exist Until I tried to ease your Pain A love that shall endure Until losing Lost Redeems your Soul dedicated to Pete, AJ, Suze, Mikkel,
Losing Myself
LOSING MYSELF Trying to find the right moment to open my eyes There is a book that I hold all my secrets and lies I look into the mirror and ask myself who do I see The tears of a broken girl, is staring back at me Theres a wall that blocks you from the world outside Colorful flowers and green grass is over the hillside But you're trapped in a space that you can't escape Its a room with no doors no matter what the shape Skipping meals becomes a trend that won't leave So many things are different in the way I perceive And suddenly it feels you're all alone in your room Everything disappears to the last drop of perfume People read between the lines yet I always miss I try to watch what I say as I carefully write this The movies show happiness but where is it in me When I open or close my eyes why is it black I see Who am I sitting here writing these words tonight Why at the end of every tunnel I don't see the light Where will I go tomorrow that'll lead me to
Losing The Love Of My Life...
Losing Control
Losing Control Fuck me hard. Fuck me now. Fill me up. Holy Cow. You make me sweat. You make me scream. Are you real? Or just a dream? If just a dream, Then let me sleep. Cause loving you, Is much too sweet. My body trembles. My body aches. Your hands on me, Is all it takes. I feel the peak, It's just ahead. A golden rush, My soul is fed. Now lay with me, You've touched my soul. I let you in, And lost control.
Losing Internet
Just a quick note to say my internet will be getting turned off for a while. Don't know when I'll be back. Will miss you all til then. Kisses
Losing.
I am losing all my friends.. I ahve 3000 friends here.. that never even talk to me.. :(.. I just had to say good bye to ones at a gaming site I go to.. they dont want me around anymore.. I feel so alone with not.. I close my eyes.. and all i can see are the lists of names I had to get ride of. What the hell is wrong with me.. why doesn't anyone want to talk? Am I a monster? Am I that ugly? I am alone in the darkness.. No matter how loud I scream.. there is no one there to hear me... Losing!
Losing A Piece Of My Soul
LOSING A PIECE OF MY SOUL I CAME TO YOU THE HOUR I WAS IN PAIN LOOKING FOR ANSWERS, I CRIED TO YOU IN VAIN. I SHARED THE MANY SKELETONS HIDING IN MY HEART, I KNEW THEN YOU'R BE MY FRIEND. I KNEW IT FROM THE START. TROUBLES RAN LIKE RIVERS, FLOWING THROUGH MY LIFE. YOU PICKED THE PIECES UP AND HELPED ME THROUGH MY STRIFE. WHEN HOME WASN'T HOME TO ME NO MORE, YOU OPENED UP YOUR HEART, AND OPENED UP THE DOOR. WE CRIED INTO THE NIGHT UNTIL THE EARLY MORN. WE SOLACED EACH OTHER'S PAIN AND SHARED OUR MANY THORNS. AS TIME FLEW, THE AIR GREW THICK, I SAW OUR FRIENDSHIP FADING, AND MY HEART GREW SICK. THE DAY HAD ARRIVED, WHEN IT WAS TIME TO SAY GOODBYE. NOW I SIT ALONE. REMINISCING THE PAST I'D BLOWN.
Losing Battle!
Life ALWAYS throws hard curves at a person.One can try and try again, but continues to lose at everything they do! Picking up the peices and moving on seems like the thing to do, but how much MORE of the same old thing, can ONE person take before completely losing their minds!?! It's a battle that some just DON'T WIN!
Losing A Friend
this week end has been a blessing 30 kids was not as hard as u would thank to deal with thay just wont to have fun if aneyone has a chance to work a camp do it it is the most rewording thanng andyone could do but im still dinging mud of of my earse lol and jello for between toes lol god has bless me so please take my adivice do it if u can fack ass people i hat the worst they omly come around when thay need somthing...and im not talking about aneyone on here im talking about my soory friends who need to hang out with me when thy omly need somthing thay forget who i am when thay dont need something it is omly when ther back is a gents the wall when thay call or come around but im here fore my frieneds no matter how much it hurt me im still standind and wating to help them out im a idiot u tell me im just so lost i dont understand why im losing friends for....i try to be what evrone wontes me to be why cant everyone thake me as i am....and get to know me and let me be me...im rill
Losing Alot Of Good Friends
I was in a contest, that was a dam good one at that, congrats caveman!!!!! With that being said, I have lost alot of good friends because of all the crazy crap going on. I certainly will not enter another for a longgggggggggggg time, I enjoy the contest from time to time, but my friends mean far more. If I have offended anyone in any way, it was not my intention. I have enough real drama here at home with my daughter who just got out the hospital for cutting herslf and my son trying to get his life back into order and working my ass off to put my other son to college soon and going to college myself, part time I love all my friends on here and I just wanna laugh and have a good time and I am thinking maybe I should just be on my own, not because of the families but because I don't want to lose anymore friends. I hope everyone will understand my decision. I love all the bomber families they are really awesome and I will still be here to help ya out when you need it, but I just wanna lau
Losing My Mind?
i just took my dog outside and noticed there's a huge water tower on the hill behind my house, thing is i've lived here for a year and never noticed it, and i've stared out my back door at the horizon many a time now i wonder if it's always been there? am i losing my mind?
Losing My Vip!!!
BY CHOICE...I HAVE DECIDED TO LET MY VIP GO, WHY? CUZ THIS MONTH I HAVE WASTED MORE THEN HALF OF MY 11'S FOR NOT BEING ON FUBAR EVERYDAY! SO...I WILL HOWEVER STILL BE BLINGIN CUZ A GIRL LIKE ME JUST LOVES DA BLING BABY! FEEL FREE TO BLING ME AND I WILL CONTINUE TO BLING AS WELL, THANX FOR READIN BE SURE TO RATE THIS BLOG. XOXO BEEBEE I'M LOSING MY VIP STATUS IN 2 DAYS IF U WANT A VIP GIFT OR 11'S HIT ME UP AND LET ME KNOW, HELL IF YA WANNA GET ME VIP U CAN DO THAT TOO,LOL LEAVE YOUR REQUESTS HERE TY, THE BEEBS I HAD TROUBLE THIS WEEK WITH 2 OF THE KIDS SO A TRIP TO ST,LOUIS HAD TO BE ARRANGED TO PICK THEM BACK UP UNPLANNED AND IT TOOK FROM ME SO I WON'T BE ABLE TO RENEW MY VIP-I HATE TO C IT GO BUT I CAN'T DO NOTHIN. I FIXED MY STATUS BUT I GOT NO LOVE,LOL WAS ASKIN 4 SOMEONE TO RENEW MY VIP, IT DIDN'T HAPPEN, SO THERE IT IS I'M LOSIN MY VIP, I GAVE MY 11'S TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I COULD WHILE I HAD IT AND HOOKED SEVERAL UP WITH VIP GIFTS SORRY I WON'T BE ABLE TO CONTINUE WITH MY 11'S
Losing Love.
I'm not sure I'll find the right words to say, I never imagined writing these words today, I have tried so hard theres nothing else I can do, no words only tears came with the throught of losing you, my love for you is breaking my own heart, my feelings have been true since the very start, will I end up as that girl you used to know?, my memories of you fading away oh so slow?, do you care atleast one bit about how I feel?, do you remember you still owe me that meal?, will it be me who will one day call you old number, and not be able to do anything but sit and wonder?, have you really made this sudden choice?, for me to never again get to hear your voice?, will i never again have you by my side?, have I lost you....you my pride?, will this poem be the words of my last toast?, to you...the one I love the most?, are you really letting me and you end?, though you promised to always be my friend
Losing My Mind!
I just don't get it, am I that bad of a person? I just got totally insulted by a past friend. She came onto my page insulted me because I am liked or at least I think I am by a lot of people and also proceeded to insult some of my friends. All because I wouldn't just proclaim her as my top friend when we were talking. She would come onto my page and make little rude comments about the sweet, sexy or flirtatious comments I would receive. Needless to say we stopped talking because i just got tired of her crap. Well she definately succeded in pissing me off again. My question to my friends is am I really that bad, do i mkae you feel like you're nothing or less then any other friend. Would love to hear from those of you that are my true friends and let me know, whether it's good or bad, i want to see your comments and please don't hold back, I can take it....lol. I am really getting tired of people who message me in the shoutbox and expect me to answer them right away or give me comments l
Losing My Internet
Losing Face
The loss of credibility Through actions of our own Can bring a shame apon us, Behavior we claim or disown. The thunderous crash of ego, Flashing with false integrity, Tidal waves of sel-importance Are flooded with human debris. This loss of face can haunt us, Limiting our ability to transform, Unless we work to lose the masks That causes the egos shamefull storm. Desire will hold the door open, Humility welcomes us inside, Change is always an option, When we drop the masks of pride. Losing the face of pretense And owning a state of grace Allows us to become our visions, being our truths, without disgrace.
Losing A Relative..
My grandmother died when I was 19 yrs. old. I found her one moring in April 1996. To this day, I still dont like to talk about it, because it makes me sad. If only, I had gotten up earlier, maybe I could have saved her... My grandmother was someone I cuould talk to about anything and everything. She put everyone first befor herself. She had a massive heart attack. I still remember trying to give her CPR, I remember the purple toungu.. I remember the air coming out of her lungs. I remember the smell of death. I remember pushing the bathroom door open to get to her. I remember the ambulance. I went to the cemetary today, after having not gone for a year or so. It hurts to go there, to see her... It's like reliving it all over again. How does one get over the loss like that? I miss talking to her.. I miss the advice she would give me... Why did it have to happen like that?? I try to remember the good times..
Losing Someone
Losing Touch
the only times i seem right is at work and at school. in between i drive to much and that gives my mind time to wonder. late at night when i sit alone in my room left with only the swirling thoughts that I pushed aside during the day, i am lost. sometimes a tear touches my cheek sometimes thoguhts and feelings of aloness and worthlessness built to the point it becomes over whelming. I dont truly believe I am in any type of danager from myself so please dont think that, but i cant ignore just how lost i feel so much of the time. I miss Keara so much i cant put it into words many nights it leads me to crying myself to sleep remembering the good times and the so many hard and lonely nights with out her. why cant i shut it off why cant i just become numb why do i have to feel this way why cant i be as happy as i let people think i am why cant i life just one life instead of a life in person and one in my head. the hard thing is that the person i allow myself to be is who i am its the real
Losing A Loved One
Murdered August 9, 2007 Well, not too much to say you was never there! I still respect you for giving me my life! As shitty as it can get I got a beautiful baby girl that keeps me going! You should be here to see her she is absolutely amazing! This is a tribute to my best homie in the world that took his life a few years back when this crazy ass world got the best of him...I miss you dude everyday! You don't have a clue man how bad it sucks to spend the holidays without you! Well dude I've made it past 25 can you believe it? Watching all of you put beneath the ground has haunted me. Why didn't we all beat the shit out of each other till we stopped killing ourselves? Why is just a little buzz never enough? I guess we are just different like that! If you was here today I'd know I'd be breaking up some fight you got your crazy ass into! Be at peace Bro where ever you ended up!
Losing Friend
Well, I dont know how to really start this other then to just go at it. I am not a perfect person. Never claimed to be. I pride myself on honesty, faithfulness & loving the ones that are in my life. I have a job that I have had for 2 yrs now & although the money or the hours isnt all that great, I love my job. I was in a really bad Marriage for 10 yrs of my life, that resulted in 2 wonderful, beautiful children..they are 8 & 10. I stayed single for almost 3 yrs after my divorce, mostly dated, but no relationships until almost 3 yrs ago. I met a younger man who did me dirty, but taught me alot. During this relationship, I made some friends that made an impact on my life & changed me for the better. The past few months have really been an eye opening experience for me. I have met the most wonderful man. Guy & I have had our ups & downs, but we are constantly working on things to make us better. Guy is everything I have been looking for in a man. Although, the distance is a HUG
Losing...
I’m sorry that I can’t do things right I’m sorry for being the reason why Sometimes you cry at night. I'm sorry for not being perfect I'm sorry I disappoint. I'm sorry that I'm a pain And sometimes I miss the point. I'm sorry I'm not good enough I'm sorry I let you down. I'm sorry for my insecurities I'm sorry for my moodiness I'm sorry for my tears. I'm sorry for my feelings And I'm sorry for my fears I'm sorry for taking you for granted I'm sorry for not loving you enough I'm sorry for not being there for you SORRY (2) I'm sorry for the pain i caused I'm sorry for the tears i made you cry I'm sorry for the lies i told I'm sorry that I'm not perfect I'm sorry that I'm not pretty I'm sorry for not being there when I said I would I'm sorry for causing so much trouble I'm sorry for always doing the wrong thing I'm sorry I'm a failure to you I'M SORRY!
Losing Yet Again
Love in my life is like sand, I give it care and attention, Then a strong gust of wind sifts it through my hand, I lose yet again ....
Losing My Mind
I am going crazy running out of money and can't find a job. Now im thinking of moving to LA (live in prescott arizona now). But I don't know what to do. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp I need a job sooooooo bad.
Losing Virginity Causes Drama
Losing My Mind!!
Losing
Losing it all, I lost it all in one day, losing your best friend, is losing the only one you can trust the only one who understands you, and the only one who knows your secrets. He is alive but...but I'am dead to him, and it hurts, just stupid bullshit comes between us that is not true and stuff I never said, was never even a argument, was just a good bye in so many words. This person I never had a single argument with... but all in about 5 mins, it was over. I have decisions to make, like can I fix this wrong, and should I? It hurts that he would believe someone over me, and worse not to even tell me what was said or from whom he heard it. Now I have no true friend, not in the sense that I see friends to be anyways...
Losing My Religion
People have been bugging me to finally write this down so here goes. None of the religions out there are working for me, so I have decided to start my own. Feel free to convert, since you are getting in on the ground floor, you have to bring your own pillows. Basis of faith: This is simple, to join you have to already be familiar with some theology. Everyone has to bring their holy book and we start from there. Our faith is in the blind men and the elephant vein. (See previous blogs for full description)We are all praying to the same God, but our limited, human minds can only see one portion of the totality that is God. Hopefully, together we can get a better picture. This is not just a One God theory, but SAME God theory. Why is it on the news whenever they talk about the leader of Israel they use the word “prime minister’? That is an English word, I doubt they use the same word over there. It is because they are translating the word into something the viewer can understand. T
Losing A Friend
Losing a Friend The worst thing in life is to lose a friend, A friend that means the world to you, A friend that you put all your trust and faith in. A friend you believe in from the start. A friends that took the center of your heart. A friend you'd die for, A friend you wanted to cherish for a lifetime, A friend, A good friend, A best friend.
Losing My Friend
I told you too much, I said what I said, It was something you were never meant to know. Now since that day, seems we hardly speak, And losing our friendship is what I fear. For every time I try to message you, There's no longer a response. And when we chat, it seems one way, You seem to act so cold. I never meant to ever let you down, But I feel that's what I have done. For if I could go back, to that day, I wouldn't have told you, what I told. You see your friendship really matters to me, And I'm missing, all the good laughs we had. And the idea of losing you, as a friend, leaves me heavy hearted, feeling sad. Now I just don't know, what to say to you, To try and make everything alright. And I wish I knew what I could do, For I really hate it when we fight. I just want to get back, what we once had, Our crazy world that we created. I hope you also do, and that you miss me too, And that our friendship's, forever fated. So if you wish for me, to stay
Losing Someone
Losing My Virginity....
...of the auction type that is, obviously I lost my real virginity ages ago (well last week anyway...) Just some elaboration on what I'll offer... 5 profile comments a week (I tend not to log on at weekends LOL!) Add to top friends & family for duration Add owned by blah blah in profile name Rate all stashes (or maybe a certain number depending on how many - I have to find time in my busy day to do some work as well...LOL!) Rate a certain number of pics (again depends on how many) Personalised salute perhaps... A ringtone of the winning bidder's choice Not included: blings/VIPs/blasts or anything else costing real dosh is NOT an option LOL!
Losing You.
Cold, stiff, blue finger tips, with blood on your cheek dried. I'll never forget the way you looked, when I found you tears of sorrow is what I cried. All of a sudden I see the ambulance, police, and EMT's checking you out. As they did whatever it is they did, they looked at me sadly and said you were gone without a doubt. I felt my whole world crumble and fall apart, as I tried to say good-bye. I try to live my life with my head held high, telling myself it'll be alright but knowing I'm telling one big fat lie. You are always in my thoughts, and on my mind when I get sad I see your face. When I see your face I try to escape, I try to escape to a far away place. The good times and bad you were always there, the images of your dead body cut like a sharp blade. I miss you so much wishing the pain would go away, but fearing if it did your memory would fade.
Losing What Is Dear To Me
This divorce is obviously taking its toll! I received an email from my Step son last night telling me that I would not be allowed to see the baby, & to never contact his wife or him ever again. This news devestated me as I have raised this child since he was 4 yrs old. (He is now 29) The damage is done & I will not try to undo it as I am too hurt at this point... Unfortunately it all stems from mis -informatiom regarding the divorce between his father & I but he has chosen to believe what he hears from others without even asking me first, and since the truth does not matter to him I do not wish to fight on this one.. what I really want to know is how ppl can be so cruel in destroying the lives of others for their own personal gain? I had to get this off my chest.....sorry if I sound angry, its just getting past the pain
Losing My Mind
Ok anyone who knows me real well knows that my sister Misty and I don't get along very well. I talked to my sister the other day only to be informed by her that she has breast cancer.... Prayers will be appreciated.
Losing You
Losing You"
imikimi - Customize Your World just appreciating the best time we have here on fubar! I cant stop the sun from rising ,I cant stop the rain from pouring I can’t stop the birds from humming” and the winds from blowing. I cant heal the pain and my heart from aching” I cant help myself from falling, and my mind from thinking” I can’t believe, you might be leaving. And I feel that I can’t stop that from happening. I don’t want my heart to stop believing, that what we have is real and it is forever”. GOODBYE MY LOVE" a song in my heart" EVEN IF" all those sleppness nights, all the tears i've cried, all the pain i keep inside". i keep asking myself why".. we have to say goodbye", was it just a dream? or there is someone new in your life", i could have ask you why? do we have to stay , when it really means goodbye". even if it takes the whole world damn to me" i can forget you, wait and see, i can be strong even without you, I CANT WAIT MY
Losing You
That night the outside came in I can still hear your silent screams it was like the me with out the e Part of me missing part of me gone your poison deep within my soul your words ripped my heart tortured my mind tainted my flesh You promised me heaven brought me hell your blue eyes dazzled your words entranced stumbling in to the darkness to your trap I fell back in to the worming holes here alone and afraid you have left me as free as a caged bird Gagging on the ashes of technology
Losing A Loved One
I do not usually blog about anything..but today was a really sad day in my life.. My beautiful companion of 15 years..Miss Anna.. passed on to doggie heaven.. My heart is heavy and my tears are nonstop.. She was the best friend I could ever of asked for...I had to make the final decision to either let her carry on and suffer or keep her with me for my own selfish reasons... I feel I made the right choice.. She passed away peacefeully with me by her side at 11:35am today.... She will be greatly missed...and forever loved MAY YOU REST IN PEACE MISS ANNA GIRL... July 1993-February 2009
Losing Your Love
Losing It...
Losing A Part Of Me
Losing It.
When you first walked into my life, I lost it. When you decided to say hi, I lost it. I lost it when you said that you cared. I lost it when you would dare to give a chance. But now I feel like I'm losing everything that I lost it for.
Losing Job
Those who are my real friends know that I lost my job in May.  I have been trying to find a job since, applied to over 80 plus jobs, had 3 interviews only and no job offers.  I feel depression sinking in, I cant sleep, my stomach hurts constantly and I find myself always crying.  I worry constantly, how I am going to eat, how will i pay my bills i feel like its hopeless.  Optimism is becoming harder and harder to achieve.  I will be getting help through Vocational Rehabilitation, which helps people with disabilites find jobs.  I was on the waiting list for several months and just now got off the list, and my unemployment runs out it two weeks.  Even though I plan on filing for emergencey benefits, I cant help but think the absolute worst.  I went to a psychiatrist, which is a requirement in order to get help through VR, and I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety.  I am sorry if my statuses have been overly negative but I haven't been feeling really peachy lately.  Thank you to the
Losing A Love One Hurts Like Hell
Losing A "friend"
I have been very close to a certain "someone" on here for over a year and a half.  We have shared laughter, a few tears...and had the occassional disagreement. Not so long ago he met someone on here...whom he eventaully found out was not who she said she was (imagine that?).  Well during his getting to know her phase he withdrew from me...I knew something was up but wasn't sure what. Anyway once he told me I was kind of upset I mean he blew me off for some chick.  I on the other hand have always been a faithful friend..never swaying. Well I was hurt...he begged for me to forgive him so I did. Fast forward to two weeks ago..I notice his behavior is once again "changing". And why you ask??? Yet another Fubar woman.  This one is a real piece of work..she has so much baggage she puts Samsonite to shame. This time however he decided to move this woman in with him. Ok wait...rewind...prior to me finding out she now lives with him..she pretended to be "him" and proceeded to have a conversatio
Losing A Loved One
i lost my sister today to a drunking driver she was 18 years old she was hit head on i am trying to raise some money for her funeral anyone willing to help me out you may send donations to Katherine Prater 915 Rocky Branch Raod                                                   campton ky 41301 ty for reading this and your help
Losing Someone Special
                         That day you broke my heart                         My heart tore and I just fell apart                           I didn't really know what to do                                 or even what to say                          But, when I looked back I regret                              watching you walk away                           I should of done something                         I don't know, anything, instead of                            just standing there with tears                               running down my cheeks      &nb
Losing It
I’ve struggled with my weight since I was a preteen, and by struggle I mean just kept gaining and gaining.  A huge factor has always been my fight with low self-esteem and the other factor is just being so damn inactive and making the wrong food choices.  Two months ago I swore off alcohol completely, I cut way back on caffeine and diet soda (more water for this gal), and I’m trying my hardest to avoid fast-food (as much as I love to cook, fast food was the quicker and cheaper choice and the worst choice).  The past month I got my butt in gear to be more active.  It started off with trying to walk a half hour every day soon I was upping it to an hour and even jogging.  Now my every day record hasn’t been perfect until last week I am trying to not beat myself up over it and trying to keep myself motivated.  I’ve joined an online weight loss community Fat Secret, and setting little goals so the total amount of weight I want gone won’t look so intimidating. 
Losing An Amazing Friend
Joshua Opladen, Even though he's gonehis memory still remains in our hearts.His smile and face will never fade.We think of him as we go on each day.The good times we rememberand the days spent togetherwill be in our memories forever. Rip. You Will Be Missed. Our Hearts Go Out To Your Family..
Losing People We Love To Cancer
Losing People We Love To Cancer
Cancer Took My Mom She Was 58 Spread To The Brain In June Of 1979 ... That Was Not Easy . Then June Of 1996 My Second Oldest Torrey Mitchell 24 Diagnosed With Pancrease Cancer Watched Him Suffer Had a Tube To Inserted For The Bile For The Mass Was 71/4 centimeters by 7 centimeters Was not Good . Broke My Heart To Watch Him  , He was Then Put In Hospice At Ashtabula Medical Center . Where On 3/14/97 11:57 am He Passed Away 3/18/97 Buried a day Before His Birthday . Then May 17th My Best Friend My Friend That Always was There Cindy Messena She Had Her Breast Removed For Cancer She Ended Up With Mest Of The Brain And Passed Away May 19th .. I Buried Two In Less Than a Yr . Now I Have Two More One My Once Fiance Of 2yrs 8mos Lonnie Terminal No Chance To Live & His Sister Connie Like a Sister To Me Terminal Both Lung Cancer .. I can sit Here And Be Strong With This I Know They Will Not Suffer No More .. But Even When I Was In Nursing I Cried More Than I Ever Done I Sat With Many That I Didn
Los & Lettes
damn guys this chik rox!!! she spends soooooo much of her time helping others!!! luv her as much as you can but dont forget, shes my cyberfiance!! lol mmfwcl4LYF KCFairies@ LostCherry mizz maddrox here is de one that brought me 2 de cherry!!! show her all de luv she can handle!!! mmfwcl KumstainTheJuggalette it takes a fam 2 make a fam!!! we're only as strong as our weakest link!!! we all need 2 work together to help our weak links & you are the kinda ninja that makes our fam a fam!!! mmfwcl4LYF === 'TWIZTID RHINO' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:56:52'.. > > thanx dawg. it's juggalos like u that help me keep going...mmfwcl4lyf...i mean it u the shit > > > === 'slingbob777' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:45:48'.. > > > > u fukin rok ninja!!! > > === 'TWIZTID RHINO' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:37:51'.. > > > > > > i've met alot of kewl people on lc. thanx fo the experience...i'm fukin hooked now...mmfwcl
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The Loss Of A Great Man
MY BEST FRIENDS DAD DIED YESTERDAY FROM CANCER AND I JUST WANT TO SAY GOOD BYE AND WE LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE THE BEST MAN YOU TOOK CARE OF YOUR FAMILY DIDNT MATTER WHAT YOU HAD OR WHAT YOU DIDNT HAVE YOU ALWAYS JUST WANTED YOUR FAMILY TO BE HAPPY AND THEY WERE ..YOU DID YOUR JOB WELL AND WE LOVE YOU ...THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES .... MR CLEAR REST IN PEACE LOVE MELISSA
The Losses We Take
I am leaving cherry tap. recent events in my life have made me realise that there is more to life than internet drama. Having said all of that i am sory for those that are hurt by this but i am cutting all ties to those that i have talked to on here, please do not call email or send me letters or any thing of that nature. You are a great champion, when you ran the ground shook, and the sky opened, mere mortals parted, and you met me in the winners circle, and i layed a blanket of flowers on your back. I will see you in the winners circle, Return to the mother, she will tend to you until i return to your side T.J. Maxx 0045 20070123 You are a great champion, when you ran the ground shook, and the sky opened, mere mortals parted, and you met me in the winners circle, and i layed a blanket of flowers on your back. I just got the news that Barbaro, was put down. While i am glad he is out of his misery I cannot but think about the loss the world of horse r
The Loss Of A Soldier
"No bastard ever won a war by dying for his country. He won it by making the other poor dumb bastard die for his country." - Attributed to General George Patton Jr (from "A Genius for War" by Carlo d'Este) 1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, 3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, [a] I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. 6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD Fallen Angels as we are, we must leave this earth by ways of light, for there is nothing to fear anymore. I am so sorry that I could not protect you my dear friend. My w
Losses And Gains
I am almost 3000 KM away from the woman I luv and I am crawling out of my skin to just be with her. There is so much that distance does for a relationship to make it that much stronger. I for one do not recomend it unless your sure of where you stand. But for me and my girl its like gasoline to a fire... It leaves us burning with desire! I sit out front of a Motel in Small town Perth ONTARIO. Stealing the wireless letting me proclaim to the world how much I feel for my girl. ~KUTIE~ you fill my days with happiness and I thank you for the luv we share. If it was not for you I do not know where my emotions would be at a time like this. You ground my thoughts to those of being with you and the good things to come. THANK YOU HUN! Went out to a few events this weekend and had a blast. A friends wedding, Visit a friends Pregnant friend at the hospital, St. Patrick's Day Party and The International Auto Show. Everything was alot of fun and I was looking forward to coming home and ha
Loss
AS YOU ALL KNOW.. I WAS PLANNING TO EXIT FUBAR. BUT A FEW SIGNS WERE SENT MY WAY FROM HEAVEN TELLING ME I WAS NEEDED HERE ON FUBAR..I WAS SITTING BY MYSELF THIS MORNING DELETING PICS FROM MY ALBUMS AND WAS ABOUT TO DELETE MY IN LOVING MEMORY ALBUM WHEN AN ERROR MESSAGE CAME UP AND I WAS UNABLE TO DELETE IT.. AND THEN I FELT A BRUSH ON MY SHOULDER. I KNEW IT WAS MY SON.. HE CAME TO SEND ME A MESSAGE.. I JUST WASNT SURE WHAT IT WAS. LATER IN THE DAY. I GOT THIS MESSAGE FROM A WOMEN WHOM HAS BEEN ON MY FRIENDS LIST FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT NEVER REALLY HAD A LOT OF CONTACT WITH UNTIL NOW.. SHE SAID PLEASE DON'T LEAVE.. I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK WITH.. THAT SHE HAD RECENTLY LOST HER 6 MONTH OLD AND WAS HAVING A HARD TIME WITH THE GRIEF AND REALLY NEEDED A FRIEND THAT UNDERSTOOD WHAT SHE WAS DEALING WITH.. THAT SHE HAS MANY FRIENDS THAT JUST CANT HELP HER THROUGH THIS AS THEY HAD NO IDEA HOW ..LOSS OF A CHILD FAR SURPASSES ANY LOSS OF A PARENT, FRIEND OR ANY OTHER FAMILY MEMBER AS WE EXPE
Loss Of Freedom
My heart is incarcerated. Will it ever know freedom once more? For ever I have met you It has been ripped and shred apart, Played with and abused beyond my control. Occasions came when you gave me your nectar, Allowed me like a bee to savor your sweetness, And then discarded me for days on end. Then shall I ponder on the emptiness That lust can give to a loving heart. I wallow wantonly in despondent deception. So I have changed, grew cynical and angry, And I will never regain my sanity Until I find some form of equilibrium, Some form of placid peace of mind. But will I be able to achieve any If I continue to hanker over you? This can only occur when I Shall have the guts to admit my fault, Seek meekness and kneel down To pray for forgiveness. Copyright Victor Buhagiar, ©2007
Loss
To all my friends and fans -- I will not be on here this much this week as my grandfather passed away Friday night -- I will try and check my messages and return any love that you leave for me as soon as I can -- Hope that you all have a wonderful week!! Hugss and kisses to you all Jacque~~his#1girl
Loss
Today was a little easier, but it really gets me how people in my life have already kinda moved on and forgotten about the loss I suffered yesterday. I don't feel better, I lost my best friend! She wasn't JUST A DOG!!! I haven't had a drink in nearly 7 years. This is the first thing to happen to me in all that time, that I seriously considered going out and getting f**cked up! I didn't want to feel this way and I didn't want to think about her being gone. But she is gone, and drinking would have only made things worse. But I wanted anyone who read this to understand the scope of my feelings here. She wasn't your average everyday yapping dog. She was quiet, intelligent, and devoted to me. I miss her and my chest litterally hurts. She was my baby, my "Moochie" long before I had my daughter. I don't know how to end this, because this isn't over, so bye for now! I woke up to find Major laying peacefully in his bed. Just like his mother Sissy, He passed away sometime during the night. And j
Loss
Wanting to see you. To be near you. To touch you and hold you again. Yet another dream never to be realized. I will go on living with my pain and sorrow till another angel shows me the light I long to walk into and take me out of this hell. That has been created by the loss of a dream.
Loss Of A Love One
Loss Of My Virginity :(
so this is my first blog ,, and boy is this gonna be nice ,, need to vent alot ,,, so ,, well my first thots are that im getting sick and tired of constantly seeing new peeps coming on and looking at profiles,,shows no gender or age and nuetral pictures ,, seems like fake profiles hhhmmmm....advertising boost maybe interesting ,,, moving right along ,im sure my friends have figured out im not a points whore so if you have nothing to offer me in a friendship then dont bother trying ,, wanna be friends keep it real,,,, IVE BEGUN TO NOTICE THAT I GOT ALOT OF PEEPS THAT ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT HAVE NEVER SPOKEN TO ME ,, THATS AN ISSUE THAT NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED ,,, PSSTT TIME TO CLEAN OUT THE CLOSET SPACE ,,,and a final shout to my peeps ,, LORI YOU KNOW WUSSUP,,, LISA ANN ,, U DA BOMB ,, WITHOUT CT i wouldnt be in contact with V right now so big up for CT and V holla back ,,, and CJ is a lil bucket of sunshine ,, specializing in making me giggle lol LOVE ALL YALL AND YOU ALL
The Loss (poem)
The Loss I know of a life changing fact, that's really quite fantastic. We're slowly losing all of our flesh, and turning into plastic. We think we know the things we feel, and go about our day. Never thinking twice about pain caused by the things we do and say. They things lie deep within us all, Things we hide from even ourselves. These feelings change the look of our souls, kept and collected in jars on our shelves Angry, infected with pus, a would inside us there does lay. From the fire that died deep inside of us Because we locked it so safely away. The darkness is here to stay. And the world has gone grey and cold. Still we fail to see the life we've given away And the things that we've really sold.
Loss
well, i think with exception of the random emotional outbursts, im doing ok dealing with my loss. i guess you really dont know the impact of something in your life untill its gone. this is especially hard on my daughter. shes not old enough to really have lost anything yet. with 12 animals in the house, this will most certainly happen again. so im hoping this will pave the way for her to handle loss in he future. although i know from my own losses, it really doesnt get any easier. id like to thank all of you for supporting me. without all my friends and family, i dont think i would have recovered as quickly as i have. your prayers and support have been wonderful. ill be on and off for a few days, work is not really being kind to me, but ill be around. hugs and kisses keith hi everyone, first let me apologize for not being around much lately. im not neglecting anyone on purpose, just my work life and home life have become overwelming on certain levels. as very few o
Loss Of A Child
A new friend asked how my Daughter passed and was understandably wondering if it's OK to ask: Yes, it's OK. Our little Lyndsay was diagnosed with a brain tumor prior to her 3rd birthday. It was a Primitive neurological endocrine tumor, sub-class modulo blastoma. We had emergency brain surgery 2 days following diagnosis and then radiation for 5 days, then 3 types of chemo run simultaneously for 8 months. She was doing really well for a few month and relapsed on Christmas day, '05. We found that she has 'multi chemo resistant tumor cells that had grown tumors in the original spot (brain stem) and many more tumors. She passed on Mother's day '06, shortly before her 5th birthday. I don't know how the fuck it is that a child gets cancer. Our surviving daughter, Susan, is in her second year of university and is the light of our lives. Each time we lose a loved one, it's different. There are good days and bad. I'm just thankful that we were able to have her in our lives a
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Loss Of A Brother And Soldier
I don't post blogs or stashes often but this i need my friends to know...My unit has not lost a man in combat since 1968 in Vietnam... That was 39 years of safe returns home. On Sunday morning August 12 2007, Sgt C. Kitawsky was in a convoy and was hit by a roadside bomb. Sgt Kitawski was killed instantly and the Two others in the vehicle were wounded seriously. I will be one of the 6 Poll bearers at his resting place and I am DEEPLY honored, not only for that but to have known him and served with him. I ask my friends to pray for his family and ask God to look after them all. Remember this, if you know someone in the military and it matters not what branch, tell them how you feel about themand how much you appriciate them, because when they get there you may never have a chance to speak with them again... Cold hard fact, it is real folks and all the troops from all countries involved in this are keeping us all safe everyday and they are there to ensure that it never comes on our so
Loss For Words
I sit hear staring at the picture of you and I can't help but to miss everything about you. I know you and I have had our ups and downs and I would trade it for the world but I also know you are tired and will soon be gone. I have seen it and now I am prepared for it though you told me a short time ago that i would lose you, I see now empty words. I love you and I am trying to hold on but if you want to be free,I will let you go but I will be gone forever. I love you.
Lossing Weight
Well its been awhile since ive been on here. So let me send a little update. Shortly after my last entry was posted me and my now ex, lost our house, split up after 5 years and 1 beautiful child together oh ya I got laid off too. So the weight loss was put on hold until now. Dont get me wrong, I have lost about 12 pounds so thats something. But since she has all the money since she has our daughter and I wasn't working I had to do the one thing I didnt want to do. I moved back in with my parents. :( So since i'v been here i've found a job been their about 2-3 months and actually have an interview at another place for more money. Finally starting to save money, so im going to go down to my local YMCA and join. That way after work I can just go and work out (Cause a brotha needs it BAD). Ive actually realized this is good for me because Ive always had a room mate and never really been on my own. So im gonna save some money and get my own place for a while. My ex wants to get back togethe
The Loss Of Life...
The Loss Of A Wonderful Vocalist
Today, or should i say Wednesday, the world lost one of its best Tenors ever - Luciano Pavarotti has passed away after a long struggle with pancreatic cancer. Many people today have no appreciation for opera, they dont understand the complexity of it, the years of training it takes to be able to sing with such power and strength, the beauty of something so pure. This is just one more thing that is going to cause yet another wonderful for of music and entertainment to be pushed further into the background. If you have never heard Pavarotti sing then dont be close minded - take 2 minutes out of your day and take a listen to this truly magickal voice.
Loss Of Sight
Loss
A Loss Felt By Many!!!
Loss Of A Child
Loss Of Innocense
Loss of Innocense come play with me my fine new friend i 'll show you places you've never been there are wishes of wicked through beauty and thickets a time to surrender and answer to quickness i will share all my dreams my hopes and my lies I'll show you the horrors and open your eyes the ends will be tied in nice little knots and you'll have the keys that fit in the locks better times you'll not find if you follow me and whispers of love will fade into screams running and dancing or bending of knee will do nothing to quiet the torment you'll see a wish on a whimper and a tear to a drop somewhere someday you'll discover the plot wandering aloof round and round we will go till we melt in the darkness and together we'll grow bouncing and flying I'll whisk you away crossing all boundaries and there you will stay so come play with me my fine new friend and I'll show you the way into your end Jo
Loss Of My Mother
For those of you who know me on a personal level, you know that my mom has been fighting the odds with her health over the last 5 months. She was admitted into the hospital on 12/26/07 for health reasons, had a minor day surgery on 12/31/07 she was then discharged that evening to go home. Tired from being in the hospital she slept all night and slept most the morning yesterday. At approximantly 6:30a.m. she woke to use the bathroom and immediatly fell back to sleep. My Dad checking on her frequently had gone into check on her at approximantly 1:00p.m touched her skin and felt that she was cold, felt for a pulse there wasn't one and put his ear down to her chest and mouth to feel and hear for air and there was none. On 1/1/08 at the age of 60, my mom lost her fight against the odds. She went to take a walk with our Lord Jesus. This woman was an amazing person loved by many... She was not only my mother but my best friend and she left us to soon. I miss her so much and don't kn
Loss
Ive lost someone. Someone I hoped that it could go farther with. Sure Las Vegas is far away from me but, I was planning to come out there, but now there doesnt seem to be a point to that idea anymore. Sure, Im happy that she has someone now, but why not still talk to me. I thought I had found someone beyond just...well...whatever i guess. Goodbye, Ill cherish the memory of the conversations we had. I really hope your truly happy at least for the moment,but my hearts hurt by this abrupt desertion...
Losses
There is alot of drama going around about who did what and who should be charged with what. There is also alot of finger pointing and accusing going on as well. Then there are those who just wish everyone would just drop the whole thing and are posting blogs and bulletins about personal experiences explaining why they feel the way they do. I have read story after story, and felt grief for each and every person that has some thing terrible happen to them. In theory we have all encountered some sort of loss in our life, either loss by death or loss due to other reasons. Being a Veteran of the Iraqi war I have seen many of my closest friends lose their lives right in front of me, the most painful part of this is thinking to your self what could I have done to prevent this. I have lost some of my brothers in arms and I will never forget them, I will never stop thinking of them or praying for their families. That is what we all need to do, take this time to say a little prayer for the famil
Loss
http://www.newsday.com/ny-hscol1226,0,6442381.column Dark thoughts intrude on a season of light Lauren Terrazzano | Life, With Cancer December 26, 2006 Article tools E-mail Share Digg Del.icio.us Facebook Fark Google Newsvine Reddit Yahoo Print Reprints Post comment Text size: This time of year, the world is awash in New Year's resolutions. People hoping to lose weight, to get a better job, or to be a better mother, father, son or daughter. I have a few resolutions as well. The first is to live. The second, more importantly, is to live well, despite knowing the threat of death is always there. It is the most difficult of resolutions for anyone facing a serious illness. For those of us with cancer, the fear of death lingers coyly. It is always lurking as we plot our futures through doctor appointments, CT scans, biopsies and blood work. It creeps up at the oddest moments, like when it was time to renew my passport and I realized I could expire before the document does
The Loss Of Passion......
For the past 15 years of my life, i have had the pleasure to travel to many different states with the various bands ive been in playing music. Mostly in HEAVY METAL bands, but i have played a few acoustic sets, and jammed with some of the best musicians in my region. Today, i am giving it up. I have lost all passion i ever had for playing music. It doesnt make me happy like it once did, and i have had writers block for months now. Its really hard to let go of something that has held such a high place in my life, and i know i will miss the feeling of being on stage, and hearing the applause after something ive written has touched a handful of people. I will miss the practices, the shows, the studio process, the fans, the parties, hell ill miss EVERYTHING about it....but it seems that chapter of my life is finally over, so its time to turn the page, and write a whole new story. This website has NEVER been a place to try to promote my music, but alot of you have listened to my past work,
The Loss Of A Friend
This past weekend I lost my best friend she was my cat T.K. she was at home when she died we stayed with her until 3:30 in the morning when she took her last breath of life . Her spirit will always be with us but at the same time I feel like I lost one of my kids but we buried her under a really big tree in our back yard we put a white fence up and flowers and we bought her some solar lights we put a little white bench out there also and we still go out there and sit with her and talk to her but on a brighter note my new baby Lucky Bug is doing great she is about 9 weeks old now and she is a little spit fire she is all ready spoiled and useless but she is wonderful and very lovable
Loss Of A Child
This is not something I wrote, but I can really relate to it. I have lost 2 children of my own. It's not important as to who wrote it, unless he would like to reveal himself. But it's the message inside. Thank you darling for allowing me to post this. March 2, 2007 - What no parent should have to go through. This is a blog of what no parent should go through and that is the loss of a child. This a select group that I hope no other parent will join. But I know such as life is that is not to be. You never want to open your door and have the police standing there at 4:30AM because you know the reason they are there and it isn't because you forgot to pay a parking ticket. There is onl one reason and one reason only that they are standing there. The first thought through your mind is which child is it. A lot of things become blurred. You stagger around and you say NO that is not the way it is suppose to be. I'm supposed to go before my kids. They want you to sit but you think irr
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Loss Of A Funny Soul
Not only do I not know what's going on, I wouldn't know what to do about it if I did. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. Some people see things that are and ask, Why? Some people dream of things that never were and ask, Why not? Some people have to go to work and don't have time for all that. I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman, "Where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose. Frisbeetarianism is the belief that when you die, your soul goes up on the roof and gets stuck. George Carlin
Loss For Words
Hmm... It's a lot harder writing a blog that I thought it to be... but what the heck. Got to say that life has been a little topsy-turvy as of late, but getting though it has got to be the most interesting challenge I have ever had to face. All I have to do now is remember which way was up. Been able to stretch my legs a little which is a pleasant feeling. I'm going to really have to think out this blog thing properly....
A Loss Of A Young Soul
on july 19th we suffered a great loss. A close personal friend passed on from this world to the next.. he was my daughter's first boyfriend. he was a great kid who i was very fond of.. his name was anthony day... he was doing what normal kids do on a hot summer day. he was at the local swimming hole near his mom's house. He swung off the rope swing into the water, and nothing seemed wrong, after a few minutes he did not reappear and everyone there lnew something was wrong.. it took police divers 30 minutes to retrieve the body .. he was pronounced dead at the hospital...the only sign of trauma was a small gash on his head.. so the only thing we can figure is that he hit his head on a rock or something and was knocked out, and the current tookk him away... the saddest part of this tragedy is he was only 13 years old.. a young soul taken too early.. we loved you anthony and you will be missed!
Loss
I recently loss my dad to cancer and i am very sad about that and it hurts very bad.
Loss
Loss
Who are we as a society to judge just how long it takes to fall in love? 1 moment...1 breathe...1 sec....a heartbeat??? can there possibly be love at first site that after a few days it make one willing to give up everything for that love? i think time is just realtive.....a second can feel like an eternity when holding onto a burning limb, and hour can can pass in a second when in the arms of a passionate lover.
The Loss Of An Amazing Friend (*r*i*p* Natalie)
We Have Lost A Dear Friend On Fubar she went by 719Brat but, those that knew her, know her as Natalie Johnson. Engaged To Chris Green aka Mullet Muncher & Colonel's Best Friend Since 2nd grade. She Was and Always Will Be A Very Sweet & Wonderful Person. She passed away yesterday Jan. 27 2009 From Pulmonary Edema at the age off 33. She has battled it for A number of years now, we take comfort her struggle is now over and she rest's in peace Please Pray For Her Family(3 Kids) and Fiancee They Were To Be Married In March After His Stationing @ Fort Carson in Colorado Springs, Colorado where she was living but, from Augusta, Ga This Was Her Fubar Profile Below 719brat@ fubar This Bulletin Brought To You By "Colonel" Fubars "MOST" Finest@ fubar
The Loss Of A Friend
Speak Gently  By  G. W. Langford    Speak gently! It is better farTo rule by love than fearSpeak gently; let no harsh word marThe good we may do here!  Speak gently to the little child!Its love be sure to gain;Teach it in accents soft and mild;It may not long remain.  Speak gently to the young, for theyWill have enough to bear;Pass through this life as best they may,’Tis full of anxious care!  Speak gently to the aged one,Grieve not the care-worn heart;Whose sands of life are nearly run,Let such in peace depart!  Speak gently, kindly to the poor;Let no harsh tone be heard;They have enough they must endure,Without an unkind word!  Speak gently to the erring; knowThey must have toiled in vain;Perchance unkindness made them so;Oh, win them back again.  Speak gently; Love doth whisper lowThe vows that true hearts bind;And gently Friendship’s accents flow;Affection’s voice is kind.  Speak gently; ’tis a little thingDropped in the heart’s deep well;The
Loss Of A Great Man
The Loss Of A Friend....
This world can analyze and size you up and throw you on the scales They can I.Q. you and run you through Their rigorous details They can do their best to rate you And they'll place you on the charts And then back it up with scientific smarts But there's more to what you're worth Than their human eyes can see Oh, I say the measure of a man Is not how tall you stand How wealthy or intelligent you are 'Cause I've found out the measure of a man God knows and understands For hel ooks inside to the bottom of your heart And what's in the heart defines The measure of a man.
Loss
I feel as if I stop trying and let go, I'm a coward and a bad person.   At what point do I stop caring...  At what point do I feel good again? What is wrong with men these days?  Now I know I am a man and the woman are saying WTF Chris, but seriously here is my question to everyone: I'm not the worlds most amazing guy, nor am I the best looking Hollywood type.  I think of myself as an ordinary guy with ordinary virtue and sensibilities.  I was raised to treat women with dignity and respect but I often wonder what is wrong with other men? Why is it instead of someone saying hello to a woman on here and just trying to get to know them as a person, they instantly whip out dick pictures and nasty talk. Why can't a woman put a simple status message without getting bombarded by the most retarded, unoriginal, unthoughtful banter guys can think of.  Sure there are some beautiful women out there on FUBAR, but WTF guys why you have to treat them like objects. The Rub:  If you treat somethin
Loss Of A Friend
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZVWn-nwG00&feature=player_embedded Crash on U.S. 26 in Clatsop County kills Hillsboro man by The Oregonian Monday July 20, 2009, 8:26 PM A traffic accident on U.S. 26 west of Elsie in Clatsop County left a man dead this afternoon, the Oregon State Police reported. A Chevrolet pickup was westbound about 4:15 p.m. when it passed another vehicle in a no-passing zone, said Lt. Gregg Hastings, a state police spokesman. According to witnesses, the truck was speeding and went out of control as it moved back into its lane. It struck an embankment, rolled several times and landed on its top. William J. Pierce, 37, of Hillsboro was pronounced dead at the scene. -- Staff reports
A Loss Of My Kid
As all of you know, My pets, my “kids” mean the world to me and this evening I had to bury one of them. It's funny how this little shit who would chew my shit up and make me so mad brought so much joy into my life. My kids are my world and a part of me was put in a hole tonight. I will miss you Desi, my little man.      
Loss Of A Family Member
On Tuesday September 22 2009, my sister Leanne past away. I remember the last time we talked was when she came to visit me in July, we promised to spend more time together, but we both had busy lives and lived 4 hours apart.I am still trying to come to terms with this, and it has made me realize just how much we take for granted, how we see the ones we love less and less as we grow older, it made me question was I a good Brother? did she know how much I loved her? I can only hope she did. Leanne my little sis, my friend, you brought so much joy to my life, I will always remember you and smile, knowing how proud and how cherished I was to be your big bro, love always RIP
Loss Of A Friend... Wtf?
Loss
The 14th of April is here, and it never gets any easier. My little brother was taken in a car accident from us. He was only 25 years old when he died. There was never a man out there that was as good as he was. He lived each day like it was his last, which is why he has left such a lasting impression on people. He always took the time to talk with people. He never rushed anyone. He even made time to call and bullshit with me on Saturdays to chat with me. I miss him terribly. He was a great man. I wish I had more time to talk with him and just hang out with him. He was years ahead of everyone else out there when it came to living life. His faith was unshakable. He never backed down from what he believed in, but he always listened to someone else's perspective. He was a much better man than I, but each day, I try to be better than I was the day before. I know I have a long way to go to live up to what he was. I love my brother, even today. His name is Shawn, and he will be forever missed
A Loss For Words
“Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.” This quote is from the book “Tuesdays with Morrie” by Mitch Albom. Morrie calls it “The tension of opposites”. Never in my life have I felt this more real than I do these days.I know I’ve wanted things to happen to me recently. I’ve taken steps believing that I’m heading towards my goal, yet I already knew from the start that I’d never make it. At the times I am happiest, I am also the saddest. I’ve taken two steps forward and two steps back. Knowing that I’m at a dead end in my journey, I still trudge along doing the little that I can.“The tension of opposites”, I’m living it. You control your own life. No one else does. No one is responsible
Loss Of A Friend
Loss Of A Friend
I sit here today wondering what any of us could have done and not a thing comes to mind. One of my friends was snatched out of her home at 10:30pm on 8/16/2013 while laying with her one year old grandson. The MONSTER that did this was 25, My friend was 58. He took her killed her left her body in a field while driving her car to another town to grab a 19 year old girl which he fired shots at inside the car. This girl was lucky. She jumped from the moving vehicle ran into a store and escaped. He wrecked my friends car into a tree then stole another vehicle that was close by. Word spread like a wildfire. We did all we could and yet it still wasn't enough. By this time my friend had been gone for hours, no leads then it happened. Someone spotted her car in a little town and called the police. The MONSTER is now in jail facing numerous charges. The healing process is just beginning now that they finally found her body 28 hours later. She was so very brave. She gave her life to get this MONS
Lossing Ones Mind
Lost
You know i am really not the type to do a blog..But i have always sat and wondered why i am on this earth..To be honest i guess i wonder if there is a true purpose for me being here..Maybe i am just going through some kind of depression hell i don't know..But have really just can't understand my life..Most of the time i feel so alone in everything i do even though i am married and have kids..I still feel like there is nothing for me...Ok i know no one really gives a fuck about any of this..So i hope it is something that passes soon..So on that happy note...Hope vereyone is having a better life than me...xoxo
The Lost Episodes Of A Dramaqueen
It's not easy being loganbeckfreakness. Im a dramaqueen Im a myspace/lostcherrywhore Im a slut I'm a pill popper I'm a drunk I'm just looking for some hot wealthy guy to mooch off of I'm famous for doing nothing (okay, flashing that one guy was nothing)... all in all, i am tarayne logan, action 13 news. And im addicted to older guys with gray hair. tara reid, anna nicole smith, paris hilton....add a dash of Lindsay Lohan and you got me. I'm up to level 4, yeah... Lot of stuff went on this weekend....without me of course...is it my fault that i can't get in touch with anyone because i don't have a phone?
Lost With Out Love
Lost with out love lost with out love ...a wondering soul drifting to and fro .meeting everyone on the way ,but having no one by the end of the day,,,in the darkness of night tears flow , nobody knows for there is no one there to calm her fears...she whispers her hearts desire in the wind hoping that someday she will meet that special friend...once again the dawn is here........she rises from a reatless night. in hopes that today will be the day , she will be the day ,she won't be lost without love and she will have some one kiss her goodnight
Lostthing
Lostwarrior
have just now able to start on the AOL GoldRush game. Have been in hospital and have 2-3 weeks before I have to return for treatment. On round 1 with AOL's scrabbler #3: "polariod shakers"...stuck! any replies will be greatly appreciated. realist64@hotmail.com KFrothingham@aol.com Best of Luck to everyone!!!
Lost Cherry 4 Sure
I give up on the pursuit of happiness.Why is it so difficult for people to just tell the truth? Head games...pulling on the heart strings.Is it really necessary? The yo-yo relationship is like the yo-yo diet.A never ending roller coaster ride.Happy,sad,happy,sad. Well, I am getting off this ride.I would rather be all alone than feel all alone. Out of sight obviosly means out of mind and heart for some people. I wish I could do that.Life would be so much easier if I was a bitch that just didn't give a damn.I am who I am and I guess that will never change.So here I sit typing my feelings and noone really cares.If it weren't for my responsibilities as a single parent I wouldn't even be here.I have to talk to someone about all this what a better way than to type it here and atleast give it away.I want to cry,I want to scream.I even sometimes want to die.Here I will sit all alone waiting for the next ride.Best of luck to the rest of you lonely heart broken people and someone actually does c
Lost Children
I got the repost of the child that was kidnapped and it's mother's throat slashed. Well, you can't find a child sitting on your behind in front of a computer. The Amber alert went out, and unless you look around when you go out, you're not going to be much help. I saw the story on the news, and it is posted on the highway overhead signs, so instead of being here, and cutting your friends out because they don't repost as you demand, get out and look for this, and all the other missing children. If not reposting a comment made by someone on here causes you to cut me from your friends list...so be it.
Lost Love
Your kisses are like fire they take me higher and higher. You make me feel so fine you always sparkle and shine. I'm always in wonderland at just the touch of your hand. There's A special place in my heart that my love for you is the only part. I believe the lord above created you for me to love. He picked you out from all the rest. Cause he knew I would love you best. Of my love you've never heard cause I can never find the words. I'll love you til the sun don't shine which will be til the end of time. I guess my only words for you are A very simple..I Love You. So soft,so kind I feel in love and I don't mind.
Lost Zen Have You Seen It?
Lost Thoughts Found....
Blood cradles my every movement allowing me absolute suffocation barely breathing, just to get by smiles fade around me, tears start to shed uniforms surround me, all I see is blurred questions arise, but sounds seem impossible asking myself why, only to be denied an answer trying so hard to believe you are happy now an end that floats to begin, following you home One day I hope to see you but nothing in the near your decisions hurt, scarcely understood by me I have felt your way at one way or another my strength kept me from following you day by day you grace my thoughts your smiling days keep me at a solemn brink in the end I will find your hand again capturing all that you chose to miss I will bring to you, when I come home..... ~Always Someone's Angel~ Time has now started all over again for some. Like a new beginning or a paused end. My paused ending, began on a day I felt like everything in life that mattered was lost. I felt like there would be no tom
Lost Cherry Classics
ok so i think that the finer qualitys of poker is being able to basicly rip off destroy and mutalate and oponet to the point that there ready to go bazerk and kill some one like when you flop a strait and check it to the river and just wait and wait knowing you might not get paid off then you find your oponet going all in and you got them you have taken all there chips and your lauphing at them you out played them, there the sucker and you know it oh ya poker its the game to play were you can kill a person and never get introuble for it heheheheheeheheheheh have fun people a good fight has to consist of 3 things #1 blood must be present in both partisapents if not its just a rout and thats not a good fight #2 weapons must be used to not use a weapon makes bleeding harder and will create a rout much easyer and as we know a good fight is not a rout and there for weapons are a must #3 taunting yup thats right nothing like taunting your victim as you smash in his head in and
Lostcherry
I setted up new myspace for deaf/hoh only ...add me at http://www.myspace.com/jstd ..because I'm confused about hear ppls alway write many bulletin and you would add me and I can see ur new bulletin in myspace for deaf/hoh only.. Tam HELLO FRIENDS AND FAMILY, WOULD U LIKE TO JOIN NEW LINK HERE http://www.friendster.com Please u add me at http://www.friendster.com/tmddeaf I will set up my new group create for 7 days:) Tam Hello deaf people! I love here and deafchat here than tagdeaf's small shoutbox so bored. I like here and peace too then No plms also no fight or angue too. I like here thumb up. I saw all some deaf ppl talked fight in shoutbox at tagdeaf.They're immatured too.I have good my friends know me here and peace too. DO YOU LIKE HERE AND DEAFCHAT NO OR YES OR DO YOU LIKE SHOUTBOX IN TAGDEAF NO OR YES Tam
Lost
I have just gotten a new "haze" lens filter for my canon camera and asked my girl to please put it up. Now it cant be found. I have looked. I have had her to look, and nothing... I have all the others but not the one I need. I try to keep everything organized but to no avail. I have several (9) cameras and can always seem to find everything except for the canon....I am beginning to think I am fighting a losing battle with it. Dont you just hate when you know you have something but never seem to be able to find it. I have a photo-shoot planned and it looks as if I will be buying another one. uuugh!!! Am I the only one who seems to have this problem...some days it just feels like a curse. Anyone else have this problem? Well thanks for letting me vent..dont really feel better but had to let it out.
Lost Child
Lost In Lostcherry Land
just got here... finding my way around... pretty much lost.... hoping to have a guide soon to take me places here
Lost My Sanity To The World
im goin' ta fuckin' tragedy tonight!!! its only my second concert ever and all my friends are going to be there and aferward we're going back to one place to get fuckered up. wish i had a lette to with me.... whatever.... i'll just rock out instead i hate myself....boo-hoo....im an emo scum. sorry just thought i should do it
Lost Info
Hmm I don't know but maybe if I do one someone will explain??
Lost
I lost everything when i lost you. I lost mylife when i lost you. I lost my senses when I find my self in a deep misery. I lost my pride when I lost my potency of loving you. I never stop my self to love you. I apart my self from your loving thought. I lost everything when I lost you. I am lost in my own world. I am looking at you in my blur eyes. I know you will come to me. And I will get everything I wanted. I will not lose anything because you are not lost for me. Your sweet and tender smile gives me the pleasure of this world. It’s a gift from heaven when I will find you in my arm But I just lost my way to get back to you. I lost everything when I lost you. I dont even know where to start at first off i got a dad that living on one kindey heart problems found out my momma cancer got worse where she gotta take 5 days of week of kemo and she keeps telling me it in god hands i got so much drama kicking that the person finally got there wish to stop...didnt asked fo
Lost Points And Friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher. - Socrates I told my wife that a husband is like a fine wine; he gets better with age. The next day, she locked me in the cellar. "One of the great things about books is sometimes there are some fantastic pictures." -George W. Bush
Lostcherry Sux
SO Im not sure yet if Im going to or not but. . . Im really thinking of deleting off this site. It was cool the dirst day but now it just sux ass! Every fucking time i get on here I cant see shit. No ones pictures show up. Mine dont even show up! I would like to add new photos but I cant even see the ones I have up to tell which ones I need to add! This site was designed very poorly and Im always on myspace or spicepad! So, I may not be here much longer. 3 of my friends already deleted for the same reason. Ok, So in a way Im offended by the main page of lost cherry. It says "top 5 reasons why myspace sux." First off, if it sucked so bad, why are there only 5 reasons? There should be a whole list of them! Second, way to go, bad mouth some other site to TRY, yes I said TRY, to make yourself look good??? NO! All it did for me was tell me how pathetic it is for lostcherry to try to get attention. SO in return heres a few comments about LC, and also the top reason why LC SUX. LC say "Mys
Lost Reality
Searching the endless nights awaiting for the peace Burden that abandons itself on top of my heart It hangs heavy from the stem that supports the life form Breathing in slowly waiting for the breeze to calm Regaining an inner strength from the volcanic abode that you provide The caskets spin in the morgue down town Exorcisms casted, they fall willingly to their deceit Their limbs held high, they sit spewing Corners surround you with walls made of steel Trapped and bewildered pacing the steps of which you took Walking through one door as the sun hits your face Gleaming across the lake you see an exit to the hospitality bestowed Turning back to look one last time.. A wall,so similar to others, from basements held the prisoners of your spell Finding myself in an illusion surrounding the outer basics of this eternity Inside a whirlpool screaming for release from the christened aroma of your smell The ties which bind us heavy as this cross which I forever bear Eternity will
Lost Cherry
Not sure if this is for me or not. Will give it until the end of the week. So I've signed up thanks to my friend Cindy. Please allow me time to update my profile as there is loads of useless information I can put up on here. Just chilling and listening to my fav track playlist. I have decided to tell you what is on this playlist. Each track individually. Over the course of time. The first song I want to talk about is Angels and Airwaves "Valkyrie Missile" [Spoken transmissions:] Do you hear me out there I can hear you. I got you I can hear you alright. This is so strange, I want to wish for something new, This is the scariest thing I've ever done in my life, Who do we think we are? We're Angels and Airwaves? Just hold on I got you. I can see the sun coming up on the horizon Everyone, everyone will listen Even if it hurts sometimes If you will come and hear the message Everyone wants to learn to love again Open up and come alive if you will Can you
Lost
my heart is lost for a lillte bit for now until my baby is born.The man i thought loved me showed his true colors and I left. FOr now i will hurt but i have the joy that god gave me growing in to brighten my days now. LOve you all Baby doll
Lost Cherry...what Is This
so i log on to this site when i check my email and see that i have new comments, friend requests, etc but my first impression is that this site is mostly for people who have been kicked off of myspace because they were being too trashy! wtf put some clothes on and eat a cheeseburger or two...sure if you are hot its okay for you to walk around with your titties hanging out, but have you looked in the mirror...YOU ARE NOT HOT! i am not saying that i am hot and should be walking around with my titties hanging out but come on you know the only people looking at you are ugly old perverts okay i am done with my first rant bye and have a great day!
Lost Cherry > Myspace
Lost Cherry
THIS IS MY DAUGHTER, I WAS HOPING MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY COULD WELCOME HER LIKE YOU ALL DID FOR ME. LOVE YOU ALL manda@ CherryTAP i finally leveled up. thank you everyone that helped me. i do have a new album. i also have some new pix of my granddaughter in the family album. your are all more then welcome to come looksy. and a special thanks to erik, you are a great friend. thank you so much. hi everyone can we please welcome a new member to lost cherry, she needs some cherry points lets help her out. not sure how to paste her pic in here so here is the link. i hope this works: Rah Rah@ LostCherry
Lost Cherry
HELLO ALL.....I UPDATED MY ABOUT ME SECTION.....I COPIED AND PASTED HERE ...... OK PLEASE READ BEFORE ASKING FOR A FRIEND REQUEST!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU ARE A "FRIENDS WHORE " DON'T BOTHER ASKING FOR A REQUEST!!!!!! (FRIEND WHORE.....SOMEONE WHO THINKS IT IS A COMPETITION TO SEE HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU CAN GET) IF YOU WANNA BE FRIENDS....GREAT....BUT FRIENDS TALK ON OCCASION....SO IF YOU WANNA BE FRIENDS, ACKNOLAGE THAT I AM A FRIEND ONCE IN AWHILE. AND IF I DO ADD YOU AND YOU DON'T SAY ANYTHING WITHIN 2 WEEKS....YOU'RE GOING TO BE DELETED!!!!! I AM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE! ( THIS ALSO GOES FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE ON MY LIST ALREADY AND HAS NEVER SAID A WORD TO ME ) THANKS...
Lost In Lostcherry
Whats your sex style? Fierce Sex StyleStraight to it! No time for kissing and touching here... Maybe the heat of the moment...But always great! Leaving them wanting MORE EACH TIME!!!!!! Take this test well my first blog here and I have to enter with my MDA cause my computer just took a crap..... while my piece of junk re installs I guess this will do lol
Lost Love
Lost Love There was a beautiful girl who lost her true love, now she will be lonely, forever her true love was killed in a war over sea now she lost all hope and happily forever what will she do now that her true love is gone forever will she ever find true love again or will she die of loneliness love, loneliness long gone forever March 20, 2005
Lost Cherry Bullentins
Mike posted this bullentin, so I changed mine, not that is was bad, but it has to start somewhere, lets see, If everyone else does also, exspecially lets see if our Top 10 CherryTap members honor what Mike is asking, think anyone in color should honor his thought......... i'm really getting tired of seeing the cleavage shots with no faces, and ass pics as primary photos everywhere on the site. none of my friends can even load the site while they're at work, and they're one of the main reasons we started this thing. in the near future we're going to start being more aggressive when it comes forcibly flagging adult/slutty pictures on the site, but before we do that i'm asking for everyone to help us out by just not using those photos as your primary. we don't want to be big brother and control the content of the photos you upload, but we do ask that you use the tools given to keep that content away from people who don't share your views. again, please help us cle
Lost
*****lost Cherry*****
Once upon a time I sat here to unwind stare blankly into the screen so lost in my own little dream I didn't know where to go What to do or who to know My days were long and hard My nights were dull and bored And then I found Lost Cherry SO gratefull and so merry Right there I found a gift That helped my spitits lift I met all sorts of friends And found that friendship never ends Don't matter if they're far or near I sit down and talk right here Comments help me hold my head Finally I don't feel that dead I take it then I give away To those that found the time of day So thanks all my friends On LC once again You guys are with me all the time And I'm so glad that your friends of mine. LUV KATHY
Lost Cherry
death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate.Posion67%Gunshot53%Suicide53%Stabbed40%Bomb33%Suffocated27%Natural Causes20%Accident20%Disappear13%Disease13%Drowning13%Cut Throat7%
Lost Cherry Lonely
Im not sure why it is but LC only seems to be popular in CA or the Northeast. I would like to meet some local Southern hotties. Don't get me wrong my friends on LC are smoking hot but they mostly live way off. So if your busty and near TN send me a msg....
Lost Celery?
that jazz rhythm in my head reminds me of how i feel when im completely fulfilled when im finally with you the tapping cymbal, the snare hit the steady groove i feel when im completely fulfilled when im finally with you the warmth and embrace of the bass the natural pulse i feel when im completely fulfilled when im finally with you while the horns ascend in pitch and tempo my heart races to keep up with the feeling the excitement i feel when im completely fulfilled when im finally with you As you wander the day Your sinking spirit Feels uptight Her eyes are watching She's yelling at the t.v. As I'm coming through Broken and seedy. The bloodshot eyes Our fighting indifference Persistence I know her eyes are watching as the steam rises and the vapor comes back to her Your hands shake as you raise the cup Drinking to the day and The pieces she tucked away You'll never be the same Violence and the Din of disdain None of this will ever leave
Lost Cherry?!?!?!
So, tonight I joined the Lost Cherry Community. I have never heard of LC bfore toinght, and honesly, cannot find the person who encouraged us to join at all.... Is there a philosophy for LC? Am I a big geek for asking for one? Just wondering..... Comments welcome, provided I can read them.....
Lost And Confused
Going to start this out with a song that puts into words what I have not been able to do.. We've been friends for a long long time You tell me your secrets and i tell you mine She's left you all alone and you feel like no one cares But i have never failed you i've always been there You tell your story it sounds a bit like mine it's the same old situation it happens every time Can't we see oh maybe you and me is whats meant to be or do we disagree What if i told you -(what if i said) that i loved you how would you feel what would you think what would we do do we dare cross that line between your heart and mine or would i lose a friend or find a love that would never end what if i said She doesn't love you oh it's plain to see i can read between the lines of what your telling me and he doesn't hold you the way a woman should be held how long can i go on keeping these feelings to myself What if i told you -(what if i said) that i loved you how would you
Lost Cherry!!
Well, this is pretty nice..it's been awhile since I've last been on here due to recovery and now there is this...A BLOG! How cool is this? I love it!! There is a lot different, at least from what I can notice right off the bat. Cool!!! I just wanted to say thank you to all of you for the wonderful well wishes you all sent me during my recovery and the blessings for the surgery to go well. I greatly appreciate how fantastic you all are. I just thought I would let you all know that you were not forgotten and how much you all mean to me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being such great people and so thoughtful. It means everything to me.
Lost Cherry
In the year 2007 I resolve to:Molest more hamsters. Get your resolution here. 70 QUIRKS ABOUT ME - 01. Initials: JLM 02. Name someone with the same birthday as you: No one comes to mind. 03. Last thing you ate: Turkey Manwiches.. Yum! 04. For or against same sex marriage: They can do whatever they want... i don't care 05. I say Shotgun! You say?: 'Don't shoot shotgun'! 06. Last person you hugged?: hmm well i was down at the bar tonight, and hugged alot of friends goodbye.. but i'm pretty sure it was Sarah. 07. Do you believe in God?: Get back to me on that... 08. How many U.S states have you been to?: 5 or 6 mostly just passing through. 09. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 1 10. Ever lived outside of the US: Nope 11. Name something you like physically about yourself: Nothing comes to mind, really 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: I'm a warm and caring person 13. Who is your best friend?: Jason 14. Why are you
Lost Cherry Popularity
Just sending sum LUV 2 All my hawt KrAy-Z sexy cherry friends, family, & fans A little over a year ago I learned about this website called "Myspace". I joined and met some cool people I liked it allot at first, and then the "popularity" contest started to begin it was pathetic. I stopped using Myspace for obvious reasons. I recently learned about the LC from a friend (thanks Tanya) and thought it was a way better website. People are more open and friendlier here. Yet again it is becoming a popularity contest; However, I shall not fall victim to it. I will not stop using the LC just because some people who don’t have real life friend’s think that they are cool in cyber-space. If you had no intention to learn about me then why did you accept or request to be my friend? I am here to meet interesting people to talk to. I care nothing about your one time comments and your "10" rates just so I will come and return the favor. So now I am going to be cleaning out my closet. Within the next cou
Lost
Lost In Tears
hi there people my name is maura and i am sad and single. and my ex-boyfriend got me pregnet and i dont kno what to do if you kno what i should do then tell me plz..
Lost Friends List
Lost Inside My Own Mind
Web | MySpace | People | Music | Blogs | Video Film | Books | Classifieds | Comedy | Events Groups You Must Be Logged-In to do That! MySpace is FREE, But You Must Be a Member to Use That Feature Keep Your Account Secure! Look for login.myspace.com in the Address. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Member Login E-Mail : Password : Forgot your password? Remember Me Not a MySpace Member? Join FREE and Get Connected! After You Sign Up You Can: Create Free Profiles on MySpace Upload Pictures & Write Blogs Use MySpace Mail & Instant Messenger AND THIS IS MY MISTAKE, I WAS ALREADY LOGGED IN, WTF?? HAVE YOU EVER WOKE UP AND HAD THE STRANGEST SADIST FEELING IN THE WORLD?? THIS FEELING HITS THE PITS AND DEPTS OF YOUR SOUL AND HEART...... THE FEELING OF BEING VERY DEPRESSED BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT THE VERY THING YOU WANT T
Lost World
Lostcherry [experiment]
Well here it is.. I finally dived into the world of 'Social Networking' here @ LostCherry. And so far I'm not really clear on what to think about it.. Within seconds after joining, I was receiving add requests for new 'friends' and being given an outlandish rating of 10 for my profile photo. Now.. wow.. I'm far more popular then i could have ever imagined.. But how is that so.. I have not even posted a word about myself. Well I quickly discovered the truth behind all the attention. It was nothing more then a ploy to fulfill a hidden agenda. All these new 'friends' were all just seeking to earn a new level of 'cherrism' It seems it's just common practice to pounce on the new arrivals and 'welcome' them. Well that seems like a great gesture, a friendly welcome to the community, but again there seems to be an alterer motive to all this 'friendliness'. Personally, I'd much rather people welcome me without then rating me.. and please don't consider yourself a friend you
Lost Cherry Facts
Level Short Description Long Description 0 Freshmeat Joined off the street.. could be an axe murderer. 1 New Cherry Active Freshmeat 2 Cherry Normal Member 3 Tight Cherry Active User 4 Chill Cherry Active User 5 Psycho Cherry Active User 6 Twisted Cherry Active User 7 Wasted Cherry Active User 8 Magic Cherry Active User 9 Magic Cherry Active User 10 Friend of lostCherry Friend of lostCherry. Might be a regular at lostCherry partays, or events. Could also be a hot girl who bought mike a pint. 11 Nutty Cherry Psycho User 12 Inspired Cherry Psycho User 13 Ripe Cherry Psycho User 14 Epic Cherry Psycho User 15 Cherry Idol Lives, Breathes, and Eats LostCherry 16 Cherry Lover Lives, Breathes, and Eats LostCherry 17 Cherry Pimp Lives, Breathes, and Eats LostCherry 18 Cherry Assassin Taking over the world, one Cherry at a time! 19 Cherry Ninja Taking over the world, one Cherry at a time! 20 Cherry Rock Star Taking over the world, one Cherry at a time!
Lost For A Moment
'I got lost in your eyes for a moment' Sweet girl, flesh bound of ring and chain Your look, I capture without disdain The world be quiet, time stay still I hold your gaze, your mind I feel A gaze that lingers long and slow Neither wanting to let us go Yes, I got lost for a moment. In dark hell, of cruel desire green eyes, burn your strange fire alive alert, green emerald eyes, deep green pools do disguise What Karene? So cool serene! I got lost in your eyes for a moment ...
Lost - Any Ideas
Just watched episodes 1 & 2 of series 3. what the hell is going on. does anyone have any theories at all. im getting more lost week by week
Lost In Confusion
Threw out my life i have seen many things that invovled love ones: I have sat by my grandfather as he slowly slipped away from this world, I have seen my sister get married and have her 1st kid, but there was only one thing i have never understood, and only one thing that was beyond all ration thought, Love. The defintion of love changes for each person you ask, and the degree of seriousness changes aswell with the same word. How coud just a four letter word cause so much confusion? When emotion get envovled how are we to use any kind of rational thought, how are you to protect yourself without completely hurt the other person? Why does this rollercoaster have to hurt so much on the lows but feel so good on the highs? I put forthought this question to you, to better understand
Lost Cherry Blog Cherry!
Lost
This is my first blog and I am so confused and everything but I wont go into detail but im feeling used and hurt
Lost In My Own Mind
this is something that a friend emailed me years ago, i have had it sitting in my email for over four years, so i figure ill share it with all of you. A Dam Building Permit is Required This is an actual letter sent to a man named Ryan DeVries by the Michigan Department of Environmental Quality, State of Michigan. His response is hilarious, but read the State's letter before you get to the response letter. -------------------------------------------------- SUBJECT: DEQ File No.97-59-0023; T11N; R10W, Sec. 20; Montcalm County Dear Mr. DeVries: It has come to the attention of the Department of Environmental Quality that there has been recent unauthorized activity on the above referenced parcel of property. You have been certified as the legal landowner and/or contractor who did the following unauthorized activity: Construction and maintenance of two wood debris dams across the outlet stream of Spring Pond. A permit must be issued prior to the start of this t
Lost
This old house... In August of this year, my daughter Megan asked me to pick up a boxed set of a certain television series that had just released its first season on DVD. Since I am not a huge fan of anyone spending a lot of time in front of the tube, I made a mental note of her comment, and really tried not to forget. On the afternoon of her birthday, on the 23rd, I went racing into the local Best Buy (another of my personal favorites), and strolled the racks of boxed sets, frantically searching for her request. Thinking that it might possibly be sold out, I tracked down the nearest "sales associate", a young woman of dubious drinking age, who asked what I was looking for. I told her I thought it was a TV series titled "Home", she looked at me, broke out in a huge grin, and asked me if it might be "House" that I was looking for? She had me....no...not at hello, but for her ability to interpret my completely unfocused request and turn it into a success. She promptly walked me ove
Lost Cherry 101
1. Go to your home page. 2.Look on the left hand side of your screen/page for a link called "Link to my profile". 3. Click it and a HTML box will open below with a code. Sometimes it just below your blogs. 4.Copy and paste that code thats in the box onto the train then repost. Mr Rush :) (repost of original by 'The L. C. King' on '2006-10-24 17:02:09') (repost of original by '$PhoenixPhil$' on '2006-10-24 17:10:26')
Lost
Someone Looked Me In the Face Brown trees, gray grass, running running don't look back the wind rustles through the trees to send a haunting mourning breeze black clouds, thunderbolts do i shake from fear or cold? hush, hush, dont dare cry times are changing by and by black water, black sun, run until i find someone the past is grim, the future bright run until the end of night it is there i hope to find my pacifiying peace of mind i'll run into your warm embrace can you look me in the face? purple trees, blue grass no more need to watch my back the wind rustles through the trees to send a calming, peaceful breeze white clouds, gentle rain you have licked my wounds of pain hush, hush, you can cry times are changing by and by crystal water, golden sun you are my sweet only one the past is grim, the future bright hold me in your arms so tight it is here that i will find my pacifying peace of mind i've run into your warm
Lost
Lost In Wonderment
i hate liars and cheats...simple...real people don't play games ya dig. it seems that the same 'ol same still sneaks in reguardless of the face they wear.
Lostcherry's Kinda Cool
OK, I think I figured out ADD. ADD is what happens when you make smart people act stupid for 8 hours a day and call it 'school'. The smarter you are, the worse it gets. The blossoming of ADD in the early nineties is a direct reaction to the tightening of authority in the school system and the severity of the symptoms are in direct proportion to the intelligence of the child. Not all intelligent children warp this way, but more and more of 'em are 'going there' as the schools get more and more nazi. I'm the canary in the fucking coal mine, people. Wake up and save your fucking children! "Let's see how bad we can stress these little fuckers out, man! Don't stop at school, schedual 'em from dawn to dusk!" Think there's no connection? Me neither.
The Lost
Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours forever to keep And filling my head with visions of you Till no one else could ever do Held in the embrace of your soul Till only you could make me whole Desire no angel to grace my life Seeking a human to share the strife One who knows how past hurts scar One perfect vision that you are And now you’re my deepest thought For love to me is what you’ve brought By R. Thomas Dinsmore
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Lost And Confused
Only you Know the Truth you have made me complete you have made me whole i know i should hit delete but you have touched my soul you have lit my life you make me smile someday ill be ur wife even tho it make take awhile you give me stregth day after day you help me through the bad you take my hand and show me the way you lift my face and wipe my tears when im sad you caress me with your eyes you trace my breasts and hips you wisper sweet little lies you make me feel your finger tips you make this love feel right you never let US be wrong.. you never let me to far from your sight you wont let this go on to long.. all we have to do is be strong...
Lost In The Shadows
There is a story about Dr. William Tufts Brigham, who spent many years studying the Huna religion in Hawaii. Dr. Brigham had hired a group of natives to climb a mountain. One of them, a fifteen year old boy, came from a village wherein the local Kahuna (like a shaman or witchdoctor) hated the "white men" and had placed a standing death curse on anyone who would assist the white men. During the voyage, the boy became very ill, weak and cold. The other natives in the group asked Dr. Brigham to redirect the death curse, as he allowed the natives to think of him as a powerful Kahuna. Dr. Brigham relented and stood over the boy. He implored the spirits to leave the boy alone. He debated to the spirits that the boy was an innocent and that the one who sent them should be punished. The next morning, the Kahuna who had originally cast the death curse was found dead. See The Secret Science Behind Miracles by Max Freedom Long for a more detailed relating of the story. This is but one of many
Lost In Wonderland.
I die as I sleep My dreams: A look into the future A temporary death A malicious a taunt A small taste of death to come A tease without sexual desire As I dream As I wander I hope for you. Bereavement takes me within my dreams. Everything is lost. Reality is merely a hallucination You become a vague memory. My engaged thoughts are but a dappled smudge across my mind’s canvas. You are faded still But I will know you were there. I can see the faint smear of your existence As I remember you where once present So clear and evident Erase regret in dreams Expunge the blotches of flaw and defect The mistakes-The errors Hide such imperfection form the eye of a pathetic existence A human sees not my hidden qualms A Horrible regret of what once had been. My concealed miscalculation of my implement Gone. And you are barely observable now Mercifully you remain in my mind. So obstinate, not to leave me in my
Lost Love
Lost
lost in your eyes i sleep another day minutes pass by with love streaming from every part of my soul having met you u set my soul free free from pain free from wrongdoing i only hope our love is a love that will last forgive me forever i would be lost without u in my life love me like i love you always forever lost
Lostcherry Or Cherrytap?
One of the excuses for the recent name change from lostcherry to cherrytap was that lostcherry can be misconstrued as a porn site. Here is my statement about that below. "In my opinion cherrytap can be more misconstrued as sluttish then lostcherry. Get this, "Hey babe, I'm gonna tap your cherry!" OR "mmmmm baby u want ur cherry tapped?" In my opinion lostcherry was more subtle to being misconstrued as porn then cherrytap is. Cherrytap signifies sluttish action in the present while lostcherry signifies past or (non virgin) which therefore means no kids please. CherryBlast would have been a better choice of a name change!! I said my peace now I'm off to tap some cherries!!" LC Man P.S Hell no I'm not changing my name to CT Man LOL. I like the comments left below by nympho69n and A great F.U.C.K~~Female U Can Keep. nympho69n 2006-11-10 20:21:53 Since the change in name I haven't asked anyone to join, I am not asking people to join "CherryTap" come on now, that just soun
Lost In My Confusion
The Lost Wondering Thoughts Of My Soul
delusions tormented whimpers become screams of maddened distrust huddled memories of euphoria feel the stinging blows brought on by desolation i want to be in my world forever.. it has silver grass.. and a purple sky.. and i'm the only one there.. just me and the snake.. it's orange with piercing red eyes.. it's neither male nor female.. which is nice.. makes things much easier.. it holds all the answers to lifes questions yet it doesn't give them up easily.. it hangs from the baby blue apple tree.. the tree that gives me all the food i could ever want.. and i feel content.. my world is a valley.. surrounded by grass covered mountains.. a pink stream runs down the mountains and cuts the valley in half.. it's never dark here.. or sunny.. just different shades of purple.. it's relaxing.. there's no one to judge me.. to anything me.. because me and the snake are the only ones here.. when i'm here i'm not happy or sad.. hurt or mad.. i'm just content.. it's the only emotion allowed in
Lost
You walked into my life like a wind in the night having to deal with me put up a fight I have never had a prince charming before someone that I can simply adore You held out your hand, as I pushed it away but now my love i will take it each day. Walk with me and beside me, hold me tight and pull me even closer in the dead of the night. An Angel with wings you must be I have never had anyone as special to me Soon our heartbeats will become one As our new found love had just begun. So many nights I have sat by my pc, in search of something I did not know. So many hours feeling all alone, searching out what I still did not know. Turning to chat, searching for someone that was like me. After two years of chatting I do think I have found my soulmate. Scary as it may be he is in Germany and I am moving to Germany very soon. This is going to be the biggest adventure of my life since I cant speak German (except Jagermeister, lol). I am hoping to learn quickly. Leaving behind he
Lost And Found
Looking and looking but no one around, holding my head low. Not knowing where the outcome of today will bring, where will I go. Praying to god for all his mercy, 3 fold biting my ass. Sorry for hurting you, looking through the glass. Where are you? Who am I? Still I was born for a reason and my screams hit you with a blast. So here I am, walking all alone, cold and emypy, my shadow follows my path. Emptyness filling me, filling all alone. I'm dark inside will my love ever shine. Needing someone close but can't have her, pushing the ones that want me away, never ending storie, the book of shadows closer to my heart, will my soulmate ever be knowen. So I'm sitting here all bumb out. Depression killing me, I don't know what to ask. Please dear god lead me down the right path. You don't know me, nither do I. Hatered walking all over me, my love is all in the past. Wanting her so bad, my love is so heavy, i need to grasp. Hold on tight my poison lips kissing your pretty white ass. Devotion
Lost With-in Myself
Because of the hurt I want to push you away. But when you are around I beg you to stay. I wish things were different and we weren't drifting apart Because being with out you is breaking my heart. I wonder if I'm in love or just afraid to let go. You say you love me, but this love you don't show. Is this for real or just an allusion? I can't handle the drama & all the confusion. Why does all this pain always happen to me? Why can't I just disappear, just let me be. I will close my doors and disappear inside. This is where I find comfort, this is where I shall hide. Behind this wall is where I shall be Behind these walls no one can hurt me . . . . Unanswered questions, unfulfilled dreams. Right in front of your face, not knowing what it means. Wanting to move in the right direction, but not knowing which way to go. Wanting to express emotion, but afraid to let them show. Falling apart right in front of your eyes. You reach out for me as another p
Lost.
Lost
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN
Lost Stuff
I firmly believe that laughter is the best medicine for the Soul. It doesn't take much to make a person feel good and a good laugh is the best place to start I logged on to Cherry Tap this morning and noticed that my bulletin board is gone, don't know why but hopefully it will be there later today. I have to use a different browser to see my stuff.
Lost Souls
What I do today will determine who I will be tomorrow. Busy making plans for tomorrow, living life today, reflecting on yesterday... All these combined together is the circle of life. Are we born only to die? What about the in between times? Tomorrow...will it come? Will I finish out the day? Yesterday has come and gone. Was it a good day?...Yes. What is it that I seek...do you seek it as well? Is it here or there...where must I look? Is it something real, or something in which I feel. Is it fate, or faith I'm looking for. Or, is it just simplly you? Our paths have crossed. Do we now walk the same road, can we swap shoes and will they fit. Is this who we are, or am I who you are looking for. Why are you around every corner...behind every tree, waiting for me to find you. I lookked there once...do I return and look again or shall I move on to find you there, waiting once again. And what if I don't see you...do you come to me. Shall I wait for you...Are you waiting for me. When will the
Lost
Lost
I wish I were ur eyez, so I could see u everyday I wish I was ur mirror, so I could look at u everyday I wish I was ur pillow, so I could sleep with U through long & lonely nites. but most of all I wish I was ur only gurl so I could try 2 give u tha world! No more, I can't handle this he's makin me crazy always treating me like shit before i guess my vision was a little hazy now nothing seems to amaze me... he's rude and ignorant does he even hear me? why can't he see jus wat he means to me now he's pushin me away sometimes i feel like i wanna leave & sometimes i wanna stay... but i'm here to tell u today...... my life ain't gonna be that way!!!! Sometimes we have something, without truly knowing what we have Sometimes we hold something, without completly knowing what we hold Sometimes we are given something, without fully appreciating what we are given. But that knowledge usually comes when... We realize what we've lost!
Lost Episode Of Seinfeld!
Lost Love
I can still picture that face, the one no other can ever replace, they captured my heart and won the race, their a part of me forever and always. I lost him though, long ago, what could I do, how was I to know, why the hell did I let him go. He meant so much yet I walked away, I realize now I broke his heart, I didn't mean to, He was torn apart. What was that feeling I got inside and why did I want him by my side, I didn't know why but now I do, I realize now I loved you. That don't make it better or put things right, just give me a moment, maybe a night, I don't wanna argue or even fight, I wanna say I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart, I made a mistake, I wanna put it right, all I ask is give me a moment, maybe a night. let me show you that I'm sincere, I want you back where I can keep you safe, I want you here where I can keep you near. I must be dreaming cos that'll never happen, you've got a better life without me, you now ha
Lost In Love
Lost To The Void
Typically, I do not like wine AT ALL but this sweet one is amazing! I tasted it at a Christmas party then bought a bottle of it for New Year's Eve. It was the last one the store had. http://www.northwest-wine.com/Francis-Tannahill-Gewurztraminer-Passito.html It is not even 9 in the morning and I am having a bad day. I feel anxious and depressed. This is probably a carryover from yesterday when I was struck with overwhelming sadness. I am at work so I have to stop writing now and log off CT. =( I am home now so I feel better except for this headache that will not go away no matter what I take.
Lost In Space
damm so many places
Lost Love
If I Could Let You Know by Max Guillen If I could let you know The star that used to be ours Doesn't shine anymore How much I miss the way you used to kiss The nights we shared filled with joy and bliss If I could let you know The soft warm breeze that used to blow around me Is now gone and cold If I could let you know The flowers in my way Don't bloom like before Ever since the destiny took you away If I could let you know How much I appreciate the time When we were one The days when you were mine When everything around us was filled with life We were louder than love But I guess the heavens from up above didn't accept us falling in love I guess we wasn't meant to be but why did you come to me? I guess the destiny is the one to blame If I could let you know That I love you and that I miss you My beautiful angel and that if we couldn't be in this crazy world together Someday I will be up there
Lost
At 5:30 AM this morning I received a call about my car.It seems I wont be getting my car back.Who ever the individuals were that stole my car also decided to set it on fire.Please excuse me while I go cry some more. I still am in shock that this happened. Yesterday,Christmas Eve, My car was stolen.It was not a new car but it was paid for and it was mine.I'm really upset because now I have to figure out what to do and how to do it.If my car is by chance not found,what am I to do?I am a single mother of 4 children and live not so comfortably.It bothered me when my 5 year old asked me how I was going to get her to school.She was so worried that she was going to get in trouble for not bringing her backpack with her school folder in it,which she had left in the car. Why do people invaid in others lives this way.It strips you of belief,trust,and hope of any kind.With my car being stolen it only added to my everyday worries.I guess I can only fight myself to keep hopeing for the best and
Lost Love
So here it is another year single. All the dates I have had added up is as equal to me as a 5 year relationship. I have found absolutely nothing in dating, except a whole alot of hurt feelings and endless nights of (sometimes) Great Sex.Hang on girls, all it is a one night stand or maybe the fling of the week. How can u honestly believe that this is going to turn out into anything at all. I haven't! I have seen, heard, felt,tasted, and touched some of the most awesome and ignorant men in the world. Just to these All who have loved Hopefuloly they've learned. Dating Sucks. Respectfully No Ones Bitch. Leah Life it seems is sometimes simple, When dreams of loved ones flutter in the distance,Flying to the heights of their lives,Unknown what lies ahead,Reaching toward the only goal in life,The one that creates a sense of happiness,As his life flashed before his wounded life we all wonder if he got a glimpse of us,Feeling the pain of all the others who loved him, he knew he would be gone
Lost In Your Kiss
Lost in your Kiss Your warm soft lips gently cascade over my face I feel the warmth of your hands as you trace I feel lost in your kiss a warmth spreads through me I never dreamed it could be like this... I long to tell you all that I want all that I desire As your eyes, your hands, your lips spread my lustful fire Your sweet warm breath I feel against my skin as I move my head back and draw you further in Like a sponge.. my body absorbs you every pore every part of me feels the sensation ripple through When our lips part I whisper in your ear "This is what I wished for... to feel your body near"
Lost In Love.
lost among all who think hey love some one. but to love them is to want to spend life with. but this evil sin always confuses people in to false love. its called lust. why is it sneaking round hounding us in delusion of thinking we are in love. why does it torment us so. how do we see past its illusions and learn to love someone we are going to spend our lives with. why are we so tempted by lust to look for fantasy people instead of the one who will love us for us. its unknown to me and thats why i'm lost in love.
Lost It
lost it a long time ago it is my mind dont you know it was a good mind i have to say if i had it anyway so i go day to day mind less but you know ignorents is bliss so her i go again oh no i lost aneather friend if you read thanks alot but hold on to youre mind whith all you gotr
Lost
Well I guess I should update this thing! I am here and still alive. I guess that is a good thing. The month has gone by once again and it seem's like the moth's are getting shorter and shorter. Well for Mother's day my baby boy took me out to eat at McDonald's and my oldest son bought me a dozen Roses. I have such sweet boy's. I guess Im not doing a bad job at raising them. Now just to hope they stay that way. Nothing too new here,Im still single and looking for a job. That suck's!!!!! But I enjoy the whole being single part! Im not looking for anything right now and possibly not in the future either. I miss all of my friend's that I used to talk to on a regular basis. We need to start doing that again!!!!!! But this is where I am going to end it for now. Take care and have a safe and Happy Memorial Weekend! I just wanted to let everyone know that I will not be on much this week. There is a good friend of mine that is not doing good at all. I will keep you updated as to what happen's.
Lost
Lost One Mind
Well I started back to school again. Ugh I wonder if I will ever be happy with my educational goals??? I doubt it. hehe I now have 3 jobs and I am going to apply for another tomorrow. I want that Jeep paid off asap. I hate hate hate bills. I want to say I own that Liberty not Chase and I own that liberty. And now I am a Cherry tap addict thanks to Mrs Fey. Felling pretty good this last week, Mistress Fey maybe I found my cure. ICE BABY!
Lost
When god calls little children to dwell with him above,We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love.For no heartache compares with the death of one small childwho does so muchto make our world seem wonderful and mild.Perhaps god tires of calling the aged to his Fold, so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them ,and so he takes but a few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.Beleiving this is difficult, still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be goodbye.So when a little child departs, we who are left behind must realize God loves children Angels are hard to find . My Little Angel may you rest in Peace. Gage Anthoney Love Nanna My wish for 2010 is that people will understand that children with disabilities do not have a disease; children with disabilities are not looking for a cure but ACCEPTANCE........93% of people won't copy and paste this, WILL YOU be one of the 7% that does WHY DO WE STILL LIVE IN
Lost And Lonely
My friend hung herself last night. I am so depressed about it. I just don't know what to think.
Lost
Lost Cherry Is A Whole Lot Better Than Myspace
for gamers only: need to try second life,really cool game.Kinda like the sims but where you can make some friends online.Check it out and if you want to add me.My name on their is buddy takacs.Come join for free,dosen't cost anything unless you want any land.there is all sorts of stuff you can do on there you can camp for lindens(which is the same thing as fake money),but you can take the fake money on there and turn it into real money if you have a paypal account.if you have any questions you can let me know on here or if you get through the tourtial on there then you can do a search for my avatar's name on second life. Go to secondlife.com really awesome game,get on their and let me know what you think. some of you may agree or disagree with me.But the truth is lost cherry has a whole lot more features than myspace and is a lot faster too.On here you can give gifts to people also.That's just a few reasons i think lost cherry is better.
Lost
If I Told You Once, I Told You Twice You Can See It My Eyes I'm All Cried Out With Nothing To Say Your Everything I Want It To Be If You Could Only See Your Heart Belongs To Me I Love You So Much I'm Hurting For Your Touch Come And Set Me Free Forever Yours I'll Be Baby Won't You Come And Take This Pain Away Sometimes i just dont understand why certain things happen. I get lost in everything in my life. Its almost as though sometimes i feel like im being swallowed by this thing we call life. Its like my life is never right or there are always some secrets i have to hide. I dont want to be that kind of person anymore. I dont want to have to care what other people may say or think about me or my life. Im so lost in love right now. Im fallen hard but i cant do much about it. I want to try something but if i do drama will start. Do i try it out and see if i can get through the drama or do i just leave it as a secret. I dont want secrets cause they led to lies...i
Lostcherry/cherrytap ...
Hmm... This site is a sordid and fucked up site... and a VERY big one. so cool :-)
Lost In Lust =by: Me
Its only natural, To want,,,,,,,U.... being with u, loving u, enjoying The times we spent together. I'm going to take you there nice and slow, Caressing every curve of your body. Licking your diamonds an jewels Lost in Lust. Paradise Is waiting at My finger tips, to take u to a level of ex-ta-see ever imagined. Thats me, When I see someone that's is missing out on Me,,,, The One to bring it, Lost in your gaze. Thrusting enlightenment, Our liquids tasting each other, Cuming the wondrous Cum over and over again. You Want Satisfaction, Ill garonte. Seeing your reaction, Girl that matters to me. Let me give u love whale we make the sounds that lovers do. Lost In Lust......................
Lost
Lost isnt just a tv show it is me on this site but i am slowly learning things so bear with me i will be posting and commenting and all that stuff after i figure this all out thanks for all the comments and adds for those that have HUGGLES to you all
Lost Cherry: A Recipe
1 cherry 2 tsp Absolut® vodka 1 tsp cinnamon schnapps 1 tsp Bacardi® light rum Lost Cherry 1 oz cherry vodka 1/2 oz white creme de cacao 1/4 oz white creme de menthe 1 oz filtered orange juice 1 oz double cream Shake and strain into a cocktail glass. Garnish with a cherry and a slice of orange, and serve. Serve in: Cocktail Glass 10.0 / 10 13.0% (26 proof) 221 calories 15.30 carbohydrates
Lost
wow new to this cherry tap site. looks pretty cool. maybe i shouldn't have been stoned when i started this thing. because now i am too stoned to figure it all out! bare with me, or help me please! hahahaha
Lost Another One
Mike Awesome has passed away. Thats three wrestlers in a year and a half. 2 within the last 2 months. I hate it when heroes become mere mortals. As a fan it becomes very disheartening. My prayers go out to the Alfonso family (Mikes real last name) He was 42. Mike Awesome's first major exposure came overseas, where he became one of the Japan's top stars. Awesome would eventually become a star and champion in America while wrestling for Extreme Championship Wrestling. Following his successful run in ECW, Awesome spent time working in WCW and later WWE before retiring to his native Tampa, Florida. While in ECW, Awesome was a two-time World Champion and Tag Team Champion. His matches with Masato Tanaka, including a show-stealer at One Night Stand in 2005 were among the most memorable in ECW history.
Lost
WHEN I WAS BORN, UNWANTED AND UNLOVED, GOD GAVE ME AN ANGEL, TO WATCH FROM ABOVE. I GREW UP ONLY KNOWING FEAR, AND WITHOUT ANY LOVE, THE SOUND OF MY CRYS, ALL I CAN HEAR. MY ONLY FRIENDS , ARE PAIN AND FEAR. SOMEONE TELL ME , WHY AM I HERE. ALL I CAN DO, IS ASK MOM WHY? DID YOU ENJOY, THE SOUNDS OF MY CRIES? NOW I AM GROWN, BUT STILL ALL ALONE, I WANT A LOVE, LIKE I'VE NEVER KNOWN. NOW I HEAR, THE LITTLE GIRL INSIDE, WE ARE NOW FREE, WE DONT HAVE TO HIDE. I LET HER OUT AND LET HER PLAY, EVERY TIME I CAN, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW, WHEN LIFE IS GONNA END.
Lost My Job???
Lost Or Found???
Last night a reconnection was felt within my soul, An uplifting rejoyce of comfort and serenity was gained, It seems that this discomfort i felt has been a very long road, I look within my wants and desires and see that lately it hasn't rained, A true connection is what i lost with his fist, many months back, With every blow to my body and ego, My stupid ass kept letting him come back, Like leaves in the wind one day i had enough, Be it another reason to make him leave, and just so i could have my sanity back, No tears have fallen this time due to my inner strength, His ways are not missed and his drama of rain can not hurt me anymore or bring any pain, I have always wondered why a man does this to one he claims to love, Why control and be abusive when the other one involved loves you with no disdaine, Happy days once, were a cherished part of my life, Smiles and laughter from the kids, when they'd talk bout me being your wife, The trips we took
Lost Heart
~~Lost Heart~~ THE PAIN I H0LD iNSiDE IS UNBERABLE I TRy T0 H0LD BACK MY TEARS I TRY T0 H0LD BACK MY FEARS, BUT AT THE END 0F THE DAY WHEN THE R00M IS DARK AND ALL ARE G0NE I FEEL THE EMPTINESS INSIDE... LIVIN THESE LIES AND GIVING THE FAKE THE SMILES I FEEL W0RSE EACH DAY ASKIN MYSELF H0W I CAN BE THIS WAY...I FEEL AS IF I HAVE N0 HEART, 0NLY AN EMPTY SPACE...S0 IASK IF MY HEART IS F0UND PLEASE RETURN IT BACK BECAUSE IT HAS AN 0WNER THAT IS L0ST WiTH0UT iT...
Lost Soul
well it almost 11pm tongith, and im so exhausted its not funny.// i find myself sneezing and snifling, trying to keep myself from going crazy .... i didnt go to work today because of it, i slept for a big portion of the day... at least i feel better than i did though... any advice on previous blog would be gladdly taken by me.. night yall I broke down at work today, so bad that I cried with someone on the phone. This I can't do at this job so left. I still find myself torn in what was told to me today. My feelings just torn out of my heart and my head with thoughts of pain and suffering, and loneliness. I hate it. I hate the feelings I get and the way I act when I get them. I feel like screaming, screaming at the top of my lungs, screaming at the people I know and the people I care about. My feeling of my past are ghosts and they haunt me and wont leave me alone. Flying through my head screaming at me telling me I'm horrible that I'm nothing, that I didn't
A Lost Soul
If tommorow I should never wake up then I wanted to say I'm sorry. If I harmed you, yelled at you, ignored you, or just didn't care, I'm sorry. If I never get the chance I just wanted to say thank you to all my best friends, thank you for always being there. If you're someone I have lost over the years then I miss you. If I never wake up tommorow I want to say all the things I never had time to. Love's Rapture Follow me, release your love, Join me at love's Elysium. Envisage my body neatly buried Beneath the petals of your seduction. Reveal to me your secret desires, Encompass your warmth around my soul. Dance with me, chant my name, Feel the passion burn within. Embrace this moment, as we two Indulge in love's rapture. im lost not knowing what too do whit out you . trying to put things right ,that way i might hold you tight.to my dearest love im sorry i fail you in this way .. i shure dint mean to .but i did. an soon ill begone, not know where i might end up
Lost
Today I as late for work...A coworker came over to see if I was still alive. The pain that tears my heart affects me in so many other ways. My body hurt, my stomach hurts, its impossible to fall asleep. Once my body shuts down it doesnt want to restart. I appreciate the people around me who support me. I am sorry I let them down. For now I have to heal me. To Find a spot where I can be. Im not normally the kind of person to let people down. Always on track always responsible. I do whats right becasue it makes me happy. It hurts that I cant maintain even the simplist of life. I fail to maintain stability. Im not good at being weak. I need to put my life together. Before it ends. I just came to a realization. If you are sitting alone wondering if your marriage is over, wondering if your wife will realize she loves you, you shouldn't listen to Chicago. Man I need a good laugh. The anticipation is over. She really left. She took the kids, she took the phone. Here I sit
Lost Love
Loving isnt a mistake. Its just the bad choices that we make that bring us down at the end of the day. Its what makes you look around and say: How did I let u do me this way? I cant point the finger soley at you, when deep inside I always knew, you and I weren't meant to be. I'm the one that did this to me! I heard your lies, never spoke my mind. shoulda just realized, I was wasting my time. So why is it, that I am so surprised, that here we are, on opposite sides? Once again, I'll make a mends: Seal off my heart, and be only friends. Keep it locked away, nice and safe. For someone true, it will forever wait. By: Krazie I just cant believe it. My little man is going to be 2 in just a week. I feel like I just brought him home from the hospital. But when I look back on all the things that have happened in his short little life, it amazes me. Time seems to have flown by so quickly looking at him, but in thinking of all the days of pain, heartache and wo
Lostsofluv696969
You know that sometime you wish you could close your eyes and be somewhere else... but when you do, you always wind up in the same place....
The Lost Heart
screaming loudly as her clothes are cut away,,she feel a set of hands on both her thighs as she struggles against the chains, feeling the chain bite into her ankles looking rapidly around the table, she can only watch as all the men decend on the table,,suddenly her breasts are being groped and squeezed hard bringing tears to her eyes, her nipples being tweaked and pinched, rough hands squeezing her thighs as they move all over her legs,,suddenly she screams louder then before as she is roughly penetrated by several fingers and forcefully finger fucked. thrashing about as she is violated, turning her head to the side she looks over and sees Mr Kramer, her gaze captivated as her body is being raped. Mr Kramer slowly walks over to the table , running his hand along jaclyns cheek for a moment, making a motion with his hand, all the men stop and step back away from the table, Mr Kramer reaches over and unchains her arms and legs, leaveing the chain lease hanging from her neck.
Lost
hello all i just wanted to let u all know that i see most of u guys pming me or whatever but i just got on this site havent firgure out how to work it at all but im learning . so if i dotn repond or anything that just cause im not learning that part yet
Lost Children
I'm sure that you have all seen on the news about Maddie.The little girl who is missing.Well it's time to do what we can as parents and cherry tappers.So if anyone happens to see anything to do with little Maddie or any missing children you know what to do.May good be with the children that didn't make it home.If you have a heart repost these!
Lost My Best Friend
Lost
trapped in sorrow..trapped in pain.. my tears fall like rain.. i cry out to hope.. i cry out to love.. nothing there to hear to me no one there to hold.. nothing but pain. emptyness is all around.. darkness hold sorrow to my heart.. shattered reams. .broken hearts. .trapped souls is where i believe. .pain is what i have..an empty soul.. a lost spirit is who i am gone into darkness.. wanting no light.. hopes for nothing.. dreams of sorrow CLICK ON BANNER TO ENTER! COME ROCK WITH US IN THE LOUNGE! GREAT MUSIC!! GREAT DJ'S!! AND MEET GREAT NEW FRIENDS!!!
Lost
Lost....
im in a better mood today than yesterday....that could just be my enlightened mood im in from the cause of something else...i guess when something is bothering you that a lil bowl pack wont hurt...not the anwser to all lifes problems but doesnt hurt right now... well i know what youre thinking.... mr.mackey is saying "drugs are bad, so don't do drugs mmkay?", and youre thinking "drugs are not the anwser"...blah blah blah....well spend 24 hours in my place and then youd be telling me different...i am content with the fact that i am alive and well and not dead in some grave somewhere.... so im not bitching...just stating the obvious...i need to relax and realize that i cant control fate and that i can only make things better or worse..its up to me to decide....i cant control someone elses feelings towards me, and i cant control how people treat me...all i can do is be good to them and realize that the mistakes i made in the past are in the past and theres nothing i can do to change them.
Lost In Love
Lost Birds
This morning whiling feeling a bit stressed out and not at all in the mood to hear all the noise my birds make. I decided to sit them outside as I have done many times before. However, this time I don't know what caused it but the cage feel and my 2 small birds Heaven and Sky escaped and are gone. I know I won't find them but I still keep looking when I go outside.
A Lost Love!
Lost
Rattled night sleep Too much hangs my head Rent due.... No Money Stomach rumbles ....no food What am I going to do Need to work.... no jobs Want love... No Woman .. no man Where to go Wrapped in darkness ... where's the light Restless, Sleep escapes me Get up raise my head Energy gone.... Body tired Mind moving faster than light
Lost (but Then Again Check My Roots) Lol
Category: Life Im completely puzzled at times, Ive talked to alot of people on here. And i know all of us have one thing in common were all looking for Love or wanna be loved or we have Love and yet were not satisfied. Is it because we settle because were affraid were not gonna be loved? We get tired of playing the waiting game so we jump in head first not feet lol and hope for the best. Then there is the Love when people get together they are busy looking elsewhere for what they thought they were getting in the first place, or its because they are looking for another love they thought they missed out on like trading them in for a new car a better make or a better model. Or it can go the distance where the other cant lol Then again there is the mid-life crisis love, where they are stuck in the past and not looking at whats in front of them. Wishing they were 20 again and their bodies are looking like their 60. But yet there is that newer and better model out there they look
Lost In A Kiss
Lost in a kiss, What a magickal thing. When it happened to me,oh my heart did sing. Never before had i knew such. Never before did i love so much. Visions of wonder danced in my head, What seemed like a dream was real insted. When it happens to you,you'll know this. The magick of love, is being Lost In A Kiss.... Silverthorn..
Lost A Loved One
Today we lost a member of our family. Her Name was Tammy a 24 yr old blue and gold macaw. Have had her since she was a babe in pin feathers. She was like having a 2 yr old child all the time. She talked up a storm and played with us and made our lifes happier and full off laughter when we where down. She is well loved and we will miss her greatly. I am looking into adopting or to buy a pair or young single one. The lose and void felt is so hard... may our dear loved pet Macaw tammy rest in peace in the city of bird angels....
Lost Weight And Wonder Where The Hell It All Went?? Lol
Ok Ya'll...I've lost lots of weight and wonder where it all went to lol. I had weighed up to 274 lbs little over 4 yrs ago when i was about to have my daughter and just over those past years i've managed to lose it all. Yea took 4 hellish long years to do it but just since last year of September when i dumped my daughter's father due to some personal reasons, i started losing weight. I am proud to say i am now down to 196 1/2 lbs!!! 3 1/2 more till i am back to my pre prego weight!!! I am not sure how i lost it all because i don't exercise much really...am on my feet alot but other then that?? LOL course it could be due to the fact that i am no longer under the stress i was when i was with Ruth's dad? Oh well...i'm just so f'ing thrilled i've lost it all and plan to keep on losing it. I don't really eat much anymore like i used to so that could be part of the reason why i have lost so much weight!! Any ways....I Just thought i'd share my excitement with all my friend's and family!
Lost Hearts Club
The following members add to your friends and family: Babydoll Diamond ~Lost Hearts Club Member~ Button ~Lost Hearts Club Member~ shyLOU4u ~Lost Hearts Member~ When more join I will tell you or post a bulletin! thanks! The first official contest for Lost Hearts Club will be a contest that is NSFW. Sexiest Women's Vagina. So if you want to enter just let me know and I'll enter you in it. Also the Goddess Contests I've been holding are going to be Lost Hearts Club presented so if you know shyLOU4u or Sweet Rabbit please tell them if you would like in the Dark Goddess or American Goddess contests. Thanks to all that have entered the Cherry Goddess contest as well!
Lost Feelings
Answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends?
Lost N Found
im new to this and i can use ne help i can get to explore around the site ... ne help is useful lol thanks peps
Lost Hearts Club
Lost
Dam what can i say about the man who was such a big part of my life ...well for starters I loved him with all of my heart...we had a daughter together and she is so much like her daddy ...it sometimes hurts me..I wish he could see her grow...but he left us on august 30th 2005 and it was are really hard day and everyday seems like i just got the news ...see he took his own life he was hooked on booze and drugs...and it took over his life and he just gave in to all the pain of them...I will never stop loving him but i have to move on but how do you let go of someone who was a part of your life for 15years I hate things that i did to him and some of the things he did to me...but no mater what he did and i did we both know how much love we shared..sorry i am just fucking losing it today...I miss his love so much....just don't forget to let everyone in your life how much you care ...because it may make a difference in there life....have a great day....Friends Lost Today I see everything
Lost Knight
Darkness descends on me. Hopelessness is my dearest friend. I am here back where this nightmare all began. Back to the deafening silence of words long lost. Back to the echo of sobs in the cold dark nights. Wondering when or if Id ever be alright. Gone is the sunshine and carefree days. Gone is the happiness as my smile has begun to fade. Gone is the conversations of the past with the happy memories that made me laugh. Long is the lonely road I take. Days stretch on like a never ending night. Where has my light gone I do not know. How long will I travel in this lonely dark dreary road probably long after fate extinguishes the flame of my slowly dying light. Condemning me to wonder in this endless lonely night. JAK (poisonivy) You make me happy and you make me sad Make me laugh when I am mad You drive me crazy all the time For you always know what's on my mind When I am in trouble with out a doubt You always find a way to help me out Your crazy but kind You listen to what's on my mind
Lost Love
†She helped me to come out...And to feel what I never had before She helped me to understand...And I now understand myself She helped me to learn...And now I know She helped me to hold on...And now I cant let go! She helped me to love...And now I cant stop!!!!!! She helped me to live...But now I forgot You see...She said goodbye...And that it was time to go...But as you can tell....I did not know I dont't go to bed thinking of you... I don't dream of you... I dont spend all day hoping you will call... I dont think of you with him... I dont think of the days we were happy... I dont feel betrayed by you... I dont care that he asked you to marry him... I dont love you anymore... I dont care... Theese are the lies i tell myself, because if i dont then it tears me up... If i acknowledge the the truth instead of the vicsious lies I will countinue to hear the same sound and feel the same pain everyday for the rest of my life I failed to see what was r
Lost Can You Find Me... If You Do Please Return Me To My Rightfull Owner
Lost In Az
Well not a lot gonig on , just hanging out and drinking alone,not much fun !!! any one out in online land ,hello hwat happend to all the party people!!!!
Lost Luggage
In mid-May, I went to the Czech Republic for a week to perform a site survey of this new radar site the US is installing there. Three days in the field, and three days of the group working in a conference room to establish conceptual lay down of the site. It promised to be hard but enjoyable work. For the field work, I brought my jeans, heavy boots, jacket, baseball caps because I knew we would be stomping around in the woods. But Lufthansa had other plans. My bag didn't find me until I tore up the street clothes that I wore on the plane, and ruined my street shoes. After the second day of this, I decided to go out and buy some clothes on the Czech economy. My hotel concierge directed me to a shopping center, and with thirty minutes before closing I ran from store to store, trying to find some basic jeans, shirts, hat and a rain jacket. I finally found an outdoors shop that sold camping and hiking apparel, and bought the only things they had that would fit me (okay, I'm a lit
Lost
Lost
In 1982 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US The space shuttle Columbia completes its first operational flight Actor John Belushi is found dead of a drug overdose in a West Hollywood hotel Automobile manufacturer John Delorean is arrested and charged with possession of 59 pounds of cocaine The first artificial heart is implanted in American Barney Clark The Cable News Network, or CNN, is launched 750,000 people rally against nuclear weapons in New York City's Central Park Time Magazine's Man of the Year was for the first time given to a non-human, a computer The first computer virus, written by Rich Skrenta, escapes into the wild Kirsten Dunst and Elisha Cuthbert are born St. Louis Cardinals win the World Series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XVI New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial is the top grossing film Ozzy Osbourne bites the head off of a live bat thrown at him during a per
Lost
If i could tell you the way I really feel you would cry. If I could tell you the way I loved you, you would cry. If I could tell you all that was missing from our life you would cry. If I could tell you the reason why we must say goodbye, you would cry. If you would have told me I wouldn't have cried. If you would have loved me I wouldn't have cried. If you would have let me know what was missing from our lives I wouldn't have cried. If you would not have betrayed me we would not have to say goodbye and I would not want to die. Thunder cracks,a flash of light,lightening for a split second lights up the room.Drops of rain violently hit the windows,like the tears i cry hit the floor. ......You know they say distance(or separation)makes the heart grow faunder i am not so sure that is true. He goes to my ex-girl and makes advances what do you do?
Lost
She was bored and about to go to bed when he ask her if he could call her again tonight. They had already talked most of the day but he could make her smile like few other people could so she said yes. She could tell where his mind was just by the tone of his voice. She'd never really been into the whole phone thing but there was something about his voice. Just hearing him say her name in the breathless way he was left her shivering inside. Every time he laughed she could feel the knot inside her grow. Her reaction to him was shocking. She knew without a doubt that if he weren't five hours away, she'd throw him down and have her way with him without a second thought. She had never wanted anyone this way before. The more they talked the harder it got for her to sit still. She knew she needed a release but how could she get it without him knowing. He had to have some idea how he was affecting her. He seems amuse and turn on by her responses to wh
Lost Hope
This is one of my favorite qoutes
Lost
i dought any one reads this but i just loseing my mind and just have to get this off my sholders and hope it helps me. about two mouths ago i found out that i might have a 13 year old girl. now is that BS or what wait after this long to scerw with someones head. thier is just so much behind this . but tha bitch is fucking crazy and i mean that literay tha other maybe father has malested her and is being prosacuted for it. but tha stupid broad is takeing my dauter ( maybe ) to see this guy ( wtf ) im trying so hard to get help but its not working this is why im lost . but today waz a bit better i did get a dna test ordered but i have to drive 275 miles to go do it and go to court than maybe after that i will take control on my baby and get her away from all of this crap. im sry to waist ya time if ya read this i just need to get this off my sholder .. but dam it still didnt help
Lost
Now I am not a very smart or religous person, but I do know that everything in this world happens for a reason. Althought the reason might not be seen at first, finding that reason is usually harder than the action that is taking place or that happend. How does someone tell someone that they love them when the other person has made it painfully clear time and time again that they have no interest in you. Its even harder to put that person out of your mind in your daily tasks. Being in love with that person even affects your realationships to the point that the fail because you are not giving that person everything. You try to put it out of your mind and tell yourself that she isn't worth it, not worth you being miserable, not worth you missing her day and night, not worth the heart ache you go through when you see her whith another man. But you cant put it out of your head, even though you know that there is no chance. How does one cope with that. Friends of convienece, these a
Lost
im lost in my world confussed i ahve to move forward in my ife and that means i have to leave the person that means the most too me some people call this a crossroad but i dont know that ill ever move trough this crossroad of mine it hurts but i guess its going to im lost and cant move untill i figure things out
Lost
I'm lost but thats nothing new...really...hehe.
Lost In Translat....
WTF! What has happened here? I go away for a day and come back and Cherry Tap has become Fubar....Makes no sense! Why? So, I'm completely lost. I've been trying to figure all of this out a little at a time and seem to be getting no where. I've visited the bible and yeah, that didn't help. In the end I may just give up on this whole cherry tap thing. It's a great ideal just a little to complicated for me. We will see, maybe give it a few more days. Oh, btw, my birthday is in a few short days. Everyone needs to have a drink for me. hehe.
Lost In The Realms
I get lost in the realms of wanting you so much I envision your lips pressed up against mine wanting you needing you and feeling you would be so devine so when your not here I find myself at a lost having to touch myself at your cost I find myself fantasizing about you I close my eyes an see my tongue explore the essence of your body I see my hands explore you all over as I fantasize some more I feel my body start to tremble wanting to show you how hot you make me feel all the time but your not here so I have to deal with the yearning an desire I have for you to taste me an lick me an feel the wetness with your finger-tips from wanting you I fantasize of the lust and anticipation to have you guide your member inside wanting you to fill me with so much pleasure I get lost in the realms of wanting you so much I feel the release of pleasure in a wonderful rush my body trembles softly stilled my heart beats in a lazy hush as I get lost in the realms of wanting you so much........
Lost (poem)
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Lost Driver
well just dont know what to think ...fubar was one hell of a site when i first joined what happened???????????????? well is there any females out there that might want to run away and ride around in atruck well i thought i was going to denver co but ended up in michigan insted ..a budy of mine his brother passed a week ago sat and he still cant get past it yet i understand i know what happened
Lost
I can feel myself slipping Sliding downwards into the abyss Tread carefully lover Softly, slowly or fall I watched my life circling Mandalas of emotion Devouring words Hoping for release The touch of your skin Rivers of blood Coursing over pale mounds Lips bruised on flesh Everything dull Devoid of colour Vibrancy left with you My mind absconded with my soul Perpetually broken Liquescent mercury pooling Smiling behind a mask I am the mask, the mask is me. Impassioned portrait sketched in words of lust Enticing me to reconsider all. It traces doubt with grey upon my trust And intimations hide behind the scrawl. Relinquish every preconceived intent, And paint my face with violet crystal tears. I cannot take them back, so I relent, And let the brushstrokes cover all my fears. The sharpened edges blur with every hue - Impressionist emotions, tinged with red. I dip my fingers lightly into blue And dare to replicate those things unsaid. Kandinsky never could
Lost
Lost So many things you do to me I lose myself in you The pleasure exquisite the pain excites You've won me yes it's true I gave you the power to send me to hell And found heaven in your arms I'll never recover when it's over I'll be nothing once again I've lost my soul It's in your hands To do with as you will In only a moment You touched me Where no one else could go You torment me Constantly making me want What I know I'll never have You say that you own me Will you leave me broken when you are finished in time 07/10/07
Lost
IT TOOK ME SOOO LONG TO STOP FEELING THIS WAY AND YET THE FEARS ARE WASHING OVER ME ALL OVER AGAIN JUST AS I START TO FEEL CONFIDENT SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS TO BRING ME BACK DOWN NOW I FEEL LIKE I AM STUCK IN THIS HOLE I CANT DIG MYSELF OUT OF ....
Lostinblues
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Lost
Not sure where I am going. Not sure what I am doing. Do not know how I will end up. Do not know my place in this world. Do not know what I am meant to do. Not sure what will happen. I am so lost without you.
Lost
I am lost. Lost without you Lost without your arms holding me tight Lost knowing you're laying next to her tonight Lost in longing for you Lost in loving you Lost in my own thoughts Lost without you here Lost knowing you are there Lost our love Lost my mom Lost my nanny Lost my hopes Lost my dreams Lost my faith in god Lost the moments that we could have shared Lost you to her Lost my ring that my mama gave me Lost my heart and soul to a man that wasn't in love with me Lost everything that meant something to me Lost me Lost my train of thought Lost the sleep that just wouldn't come my way tonight I am just LOST Written By Angela Jewell-Frazier September 16, 2006
Lost In Love
ok how can i keep loving the same guy after he keeps pulling my hart out- over and over for the past 6 years. and i keep taking him back. why do i do it. i do love him, it is he just hearts me sooo much.
The Lost One's
JOSH T. HERMANN Current mood: depressed Category: numb Life HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT KILLED IN I-70 HIT-AND-RUN SMITHTON, Pa. -- State police in Westmoreland County said an 18-year-old man was fatally struck by a car while walking on Interstate 70 early Sunday morning. Joshua Hermann, a Yough Senior High School student from Lowber, was struck and killed near the Smithton exit, police said. The car that struck Hermann did not stop, police said. Police said Hermann may have been hit anytime between 3 a.m. and 6:30 a.m. His body was discovered by the driver of another car at about 6:50 a.m., police said. A witness led investigators to a vehicle that is being examined, and two people are being questioned, police said. Relatives said Hermann's car broke down on Dutch Hollow Road, and he walked up to the interstate. "I don't understand how you could leave somebody for three hours not knowing if they're alive or passed away," said Hermann's father, Paul. "How can you do that?" The
Lost
I never knew just how lost I was until you were gone. The time came when I neede you most and you weren't there for me to turn to. I have never felt more hope les in my life. I needed your shoulder to cry on and you were no where's around. I can honestly say I've never felt more let down. When I needed you to help me to find myself the most you were long gone. I am so lost without you and I don't know where to turn to. You were my best friend, the love of my life and my soul mate. Now I feel likeI'm destined to be lonely and have to face this bitter fate. All that is left to say now is I'm lost with no hope of finding my heart again.
Lost In The Woods
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington engineering mid-term. The answer was so "profound" that the Professor shared it with colleagues, and the sharing obviously hasn't ceased... Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or Endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote Proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law, (gas cools off when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: "First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let us look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are mo
Lost And Confused
Right now I am pretty confused. Tears flow down my face....just so much on my mind....I feel lost..My heart is so fragil..and so full of love right now.......I want a good life, and to live life to its fullest. I had a best friend who, I thought I could trust, and found out she was going behind my back and trying to get my man away from me. Why are people so dishonest?? I could never hurt anyone like that. I would never go after someone else's man, NEVER!! I would NEVER cheat on my man. Honesty is so important. Oh well, just found out a friend of mine is selling her bike, gonna take a look at it, excited about that........thanks for listening..love ya all Sassy
Lost Soul
Yes that's me a lost soul. I been told that I have no feelings nothing bothers me. I have a black heart. Maybe they are right for I do not feel .I feel no pain ,no hurt. no sorrow .Why? I'ts a long story maybe I will put it in here someday.But for now I'll stay a Lost Soul
Lost.. (work In Progress)
Roses blow sweet through cool night air Tastes like humidity in every sweet drink of breath My eyes meet yours somewhere between lust and love Surrender is a kiss away, so sweet Moments fall like summer rain, First slow and soft then pelting fast Time slips through my hand, the rain No matter how cold won’t cleanse my heart So it runs through my clenched fists Into vanilla grass at my bare feet Lost in the spaces between my toes I take breaths that fall slow like snowflakes Memories drift and billow in a blur of white Blanket that matches my hair so well Cold air tastes dry, sucks water from my lips, Leaves me parched and wanting, old and dried Missing you before the rain If days hadn't run through my splayed fingers like beach sand toasted by sunny days You may have lived outside my memories Your death wouldn't have clouded adolescence I would know you more man than boy You were my first kiss in the rain, The first romantic arm on my waist, My first taste
Lost As Always:(
Lost
I dont want just one night I want more I dont want A look, a glance, or a touch I want more I dont want a piece of flesh I want more
Lost My Snakes!
At least thats what we think happened at work. We lost 4 ball pythons and one red tail boa....needless to say, they're pretty much my kids and I'm very upset about it. bloody hell. I don't know why I putting that here I just need some place to vent. I hope we can find, Petey, Bob, Roo, and Jake. Hell.
Lost
So i see that people are saying hi to me on my shout box. But i have no idea how to answer them. so any help would be great
The Lost Of Nonno
Is it me or did the room just get darker? Is it me or did I just lay down and die? Is this a dream or did the world just crumble at my very feet? How in heaven will I ever be alright? There is lonely and there is lonely And then there is how I feel right now and no one could ever come close 2 knowing how I feel right now There is lonely and there is lonely And then there is how I feel right now,I miss you Nonno, I will carry u in my heart forever, love johnvito
Lost Dreams
Lost Dreams Only in my dreams you could stay Only in my dreams we could love I wanted love you gave me dreams I wanted love you gave me hope I gave you my heart you gave me promises I gave you love you gave me lies I gave you love you gave me tears I gave you love you gave me fear I gave you love you gave me hurt I gave it all to you and only ask just to be with you My heart betrayed me and took flight Oh how you hurt me that dark Tuesday night The nights of planning for a new life Only in my dreams would that life come true Only in my dreams would I live a life with you Its true there's a thin line between love and hate I should have known only in my dreams
Lost Love
Tonight he speaks only to me Even though I've never heard him speak He moves me gently out of my skin To make me feel like I will be only his He kisses my lips Even though distance is here To find the one That will hold my heart He makes me feel so alive and real to see the beauty I never held real Now I sit alone again for now Until he comes to rescue me some how Still born tears Sieze my cheeks To bring my mind To a restless sleep Crying for so long Lonely in my own home I'm done with crying I'm done with dying Happy memories A lifetime away Pain is all i see today Sins of a love Not ment to be Hears ceasing to exsist Thier love is gone It died with the betrayal One heart still Strives to live But to mend again Is another story Waiting to be told.
Lost Souls
When one falls into a hole, lies and assumptions abound how does one banish the evils inside? I liked the hole before the devil came down to Georgia.Now I am strangling inside. I won't speak any more there in lies danger. Isolation my solace if there is any to be found. Accusations like litter on a Chicago street gives me pause but I won't beat feet. I will try what I haven't before, stand my ground and steadfast stick to my truths. Reign in my anger and search for answers like a sleuth. UFFKIN AY I'm back in the saddle again.
A Lost Friend
Lost A Friend
Could you please post a comment or something so that I will know that you rated my pic! Thanks! Just a quick note to say that I lost one of my friends here. When I came on today, I had 9 friends and now I have 8. If you want to be my friend that is okay but, if you are my friend and then leave without saying anything, Well then that is not very polite! I would appreciate it if you would let me know first before you go. Thanks!
Lost Again.
I used to cry because I was so happy, Now I am crying and nobody can stop me, I feel trapped inside of never ending walls, Causing a flood with ever tear that falls, I never thought it would end this way, I thought you'd ask me to stay, at first I wasnt so sure, But with you I felt so secure, Now a tear drops to every song, You're the one that left, but I wish I was gone, the words keep going through my head, I was surprised by the words you said, you said " I cant stay I have no feelings", but I've got to play with my dealings, you said " you can go get everything or stay with nothing, you can choose", it doesnt matter anyways cause every hand Im dealt I seem to lose.
Lost Friends
Do you love me? Or do you not? you told me once, but i forgot. So tell me now, and tell me true, so I can say that I love you. Of all the girls I've ever met, you're the one, I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I go to heaven and wait for you. From the moment I saw you i knew this was true So damn beautiful my eyes fixated on you. I wanted to hug you, hold you so tight, I wanted to tell you this feels so right. Now i have a voice, my feelings out loud, A smile on my face so happy and proud. A man with a dream and a dream come true, A man who has found the one, the one is you! When I first saw you I was afraid to meet you, When I first met you i was afraid to kiss you, When I first kissed you I was afraid to love you, and now that i love you i am afraid to lose you. Love is like a river, or maybe a deep blue sea. Love flows on forever, always and endlessly. Love is something special, something you can't touch or see. Love is amazing, this thing I feel
Lost
MARK ONLY NEEDS A LITTLE OVER 3000 Sexy mark_anthony~Assistant Enforcer Manger at club too sexy nikis fu fiance@ fubar ICE ONLY NEED ALITTLE OVER 17000 DJ SEXY BADBOY ICEY~DSC~HUBBY TO DJ* TOO FUKIN DAMN SEXY~OWNER OF SEXII CHIQUITA@ fubar ok friends and family im not going to be on here as much as usal i will still be popping in and having fun but i need a break and for those who have it you need to talk call me the rest leave me a shout i will look you up when i get on again thank you have you ever thought that maybe you falling from the earth and going into a zone and wonder why things are happing and if its ever going to end with bad luck sometimes you think everything is ok then it falls apart they say this is life please comment and let me know what you think
Lost
The old saying goes "it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all" I say bull shit!! It hurts! It hurts even more when it is your fault. And even more than that when it was because of your own stupidity. Sometimes we see and hear things and just react to it. Not taking the time to step back and really evaluate what you are doing. In hind sight (rear view 20/20) you realize that you made a big mistake. But you are commited to that course now. You said things you shouldnt have, you acted the wrong way (or reacted the wrong way) and the person you affected is gone. You try to see if that could be any different but you realize that the other person was so affected by your words, your actions, that it is just too late. So now things feel uncomfortable. You try to talk but are worried about what you are saying. You want to scream about your mistake but cant. You want to express your feelings but there is no acceptance of it, no true belief. So you start
Lost In Translation
Acoccdrnig to rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe. A Visit to the Doctor An elderly Jewish man is bumped by a car while crossing the street. He is seemingly unhurt, but his wife persuades him to go to the doctor, just in case. He returns home, and his wife says -- "Nu, vos zogt der doktor?" ["So? What did the doctor say?"] "Der doktor zogt az ich hob a flucky. " ["The doctor says I have a flucky."] "Oy, gevalt! A flucky! Terrible! What do you do for a flucky?" "I don't know -- he didn't say, and I forgot to ask." Well, by this time the wife is in a state of high anxiety. She tells her neighbors "My husband was hit by a car, and now he has a flucky! I d
Lost In Translation
Hey Guys, LONG TIME no talk.. For those of you who don't know, my son Ty died on August 6, 2007. So life is NOT so good at this time, but hopefully things will get better. I am going to try to get on here more now that I have a lot of male roommates that LOVE this site and are awesome for being there for me.. YOU ALL KNOW WHO U R>> I LOVE YOU and THANKS.. To all My Cherries who I have dearly missed for along time I hope to get back into the mix as soon as I have some free time. In the mean time everyone take care and I will update my profile soon, but I just can't take the pictures down yet.. Lots of Love to ALL.. Trish
Lost Soul
Ok...I have to get this out I guess..LOL I went on a lunch date with this guy and had a great time. We drove around for a bit, and really seemed to hit it off. So well that we planned a golf date...:) So here is the story Set it up for Saturday...and of course stuff happened, but to make a long story short I ended up being late. Mind you I had to drive an hour to get there, and there was an accident I didn't plan for, and construction work. But I did Make it just late. I had his number to call when I got there, but of course..stuff being the way it is and me being rushed..I left it at home. Some you know I have no phone of my own , neither home or cellular, by the way..:) So I end up hunting this golf course on my own with the hopes that he was there waiting. He wasn't. He apparently called and cancelled the tee time. As soon as I got home I got on the computer and wrote a message as to what happened with no reply from him. Today, he gets on Fubar and rerates me a 1 f
Lost A Dear Friend To Cancer
Lost And Don't Know Where To Go
I am looking for a decent site for movies, nothing worse than a R rating please. Yes for possible downloading if I like it, Is there anyone with any suggestions? All help will be appreciated. Thanks
Lost In Thought
This old saloon is dark and damp, the barstools reek of vomit and crap, the shots of Jamison  poured slowly into dingy cracked glasses, But i like it cause reminds me home, on day like these were your blood runs cold, the rain pours from the blacken sky and the  darkest hole can make it so you don’t feel so alone, even Johnny there just off the pike happy go lucky sits by your side and just like every other poor soul that stop by this god forsaken place, still takes a pound like a true honest soul ,even though the bar wench behind counter spat in it like she didn‘t give to lick , this is place were everything is wrong and dreams are wasted away in empty bottles of booze, its a sad old song but it rings  true, I corner my self to see the news on old black and white still hung from the ceiling corner thing looks as though it had seen a president or two maybe even Nixon or the landing on the moon ,but then I digress I stop  to realize another years past and im still drinking t
Lost Account
A friend lost his account! please go Rate add and fan him so we can get him some levels. thanks!~!!! I Wanna@ fubar
Lost Nsfw Mum...
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorro
Lost Faith...???
It's not a great feeling to be afraid to go home. So..... Ridiculous..... If somebody thought they was your everything, then why are they making you cry... ugh, I just wanna say whatever.... but I just ask why I am I hurting if I wanna act like I dont care.... Sheesh, is it me or does everyone seem to be having a small bit of depression going on this week? I think it might be the weather in Oklahoma. Anyways, I have been doing a lot of thinkin, which is not good when I actually do think about things. So, I spent quite a bit of time on the phone last night with a close friend, because I could tell that person really needed to talk to someone. After our conversation it got me thinking about a lot of things kinda focusing around me in my life. We all know that saying, "The grass is not always greener on the other side" Single or Married, Right? Why is it, my friends envy my life because I am single? Why is it, I envy them for being married? I think we want things so much
Lost, Abandoned, Forgotten And Forsaken
Lost, Abandoned, Forgotten and Forsaken Wandering lost thru the fog of my life, I wonder if it is all worth it or if I should just surround to what fate has decreed. Is all love just an illusion or is it something only for those who are pure of heart and soul. Either way then I am damned twice over for I am not pure of anything and I cant tell illusion from reality any more. All has become a waking nightmare. Once I thought I could not live without you then I found that there was life after you. Once I found that life was possible you step back in for only moment and every thing goes straight back into hell. Your presence broke all my convictions of accepting fate and walking away. You have broken something inside of me and I do not think it can be fixed not sure if I want it fixed anymore maybe just maybe I am better off broken and not being able to care and feel for another person. Doubts have become my second nature, trust has become an allusive thing, my heart lives in perpetual
Lost
LOST Lost in darkness seeking that which i have lost, Stumbling blindly without hope, Wandering in a daze all confused by currents events, Following the broken pieces of my heart, Wading thru the ashes of my soul, Feeling as tho happiness is beyond my reach, Watching the joy of others thru jaded glasses, As i weep tears of blood and slowly waste away. Anti
Lost In A Vast Space Of Nothingness
I just created my New England inspired online store, here is the linky poo! http://www.cafepress.com/trixareforkidss please buy some stuff to help me out :D
Lost My Last Guestbook
Hey all my great friends of Fubar!! I lost my last guestbook, but I just added a new one. So come by and show me some love.....xoxoxo
Lost Adulthood
I sometimes ponder the meaning of life. My mission, goal or purpose. With all the propaganda and lies in the media, political arena and schools makes me wonder about what really is important in life. Should I watch TV for anything other than the weather. I like to know if it is going to rain. With the tabloid dribble making headlines is it making us stupid? How can people actually care about so called celebrities? They all make me sick. Not to mention take the focus off of major issues that are plagueing our country. Soon we will have to take control and decide what is right, decent and pure. Stop living in the fairy tale that things are going to be ok without a drastic change in the mindset of America.
Lost
bf application Body: bf application Body: If you're a boy, title this girlfriend application and if you're a girl then title this boyfriend application. Repost this and see who's eligible to be your special someone. Have fun!! Send it back in a message if you think you could get the job... :) lol Name: Age: Phone Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere? [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf/gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one? [] smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me? [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't
Lost In The Myst And Pain..
Survival in this falling age in the valley of death surrounded by bodies of old and young filled with neglects and regrets has erected A new star that is red from the dead it has been impailed in our earth to feast on the flesh of evil people whom decieve you hammering down on thier skulls... The sound of drums the sticks of pheamors lungs and liver sown together, made into banners as bladders are burned for torches... The rigamortes still stinches up the air from the castles of corpses, surrounded by skeletol horses with headless warriors...... Where the withering rivers flow.. The blood of her live flows through the crevasis in the earth.. From the mystic dew, and the chill of frosts kiss there is a sweet scent thats been missed... The fresh air we no longer recieve, the earth we cause to bleed... The failures of moderating our selfish desires. The greed, and hate we breed.. the peace and love in which w
Lost & Found!?!
2007 American Music Awards Sunday Nov. 18th 7pm/C on ABC! For the first time ever America's Public Online Vote determine the winner. Previously, a select 20,000 retailers voted for the winner. Now the online world does, so please show your support. Go to > http://abc.go.com/primetime/ama/index?pn=vote < & spread the word! Record sales still determine Nominations. Will you Vote? Ya'll now I represent Bone Thugs-4-Life So ya better vOTE fa them! Today I spaced off & left my wallet (w/ 20$, DL & SSN) on top off the self checkout register @ Wal-Mart. 20min later relized it, went bacq to see if it was turned in. It was not. They checq'd camera's, saw sum guy picq it up & walk out the door with it. Filed police report. Went home, my neighbor had my wallet. The guy who picq'd it up found my residents & gave it to my nieghbor. I live in a duplex. I could not belive it untill my nieghbor actually handed it to me, everything was still in it. Called the police to let let them kn
Lost
Lost and Alone Within this Life Searching to find Some form of comfort While Lost I sit Alone Within this Shell Of this World Wanting to be Found To be Loved and Held Within your Strong Arms Knowing I'm Safe and Found While I wish for this I shall wait til I'm Found Forever Lost and Alone While I fade into Darkness Wrote on 10~17~2007 by Raven Darkwood
Lost In Life Music Added!!
Hey everyone.....Just uploaded 4 of our latest songs for you to check out and if you want throw some feedback our way!!
Lost
Lost Why did you leave me here to see The way you left me behind Not knowing the man i came to be I miss you with all my heart You were here to help Like you were from the start Now my life is not the same I have lost all that i had Now alone i take the blame You were there to talk and to save me Now i have lost my best friend How could this come to be I had so much fun with you Now you have gone away My life is so sad and so blue You were the best inspiration I had You were my mentor and my friend But most of all you were my " Dad" R.I.P. Glen Fox Sr.
Lost Cherry
Anyone remember the days when it wasn't about getting your name in red, reaching level 25 as quick as possible sparing no expense, being able to enjoy Adult photos and get credit for rating them? As much as I enjoy all the new gifts and features, seems like we lost a lot of the fun that this place used to be along the way. At least they managed to get a handle on all the anonymous harassment plaguing some of the Top Cherries/Fus.
Lost A Dear Friend
I found out lastnight that someone I knew lost their wife due to a shotting. The shooting took place saturday. She was a mother and a dear wife to a good friend of mine. She was a very loving person and she trusted everyone. Life is way to short. Live it while you can. Someonthing like this might happen one day.
Lost Can You Help Me?
lately i've felt lost im confused about so much stuff and i've been getting sick just trying to think about what i should do. But it's like the more i think about it the sicker i get all this stuff that ive been thinking about is school, work and try too keep everyone that i no happy and not let them worry about me but lately my attitude has been changing towards everything slowly and i have been showing it and i have been ignoring those that i love so if anyone has any advise please give it too me hey just stopped by to wish everyone a happy thanksgiving and i wont be back online till sunday and i want everyone too show me and when i get bk i return much love Native Daddy
Lost
I have such a hard time some days..... I fight this battle that should be way done and over.... but its not.... the thought is always there..... not a day goes by that I don't think about going back..... No its not going back to the relationship I was in.... its something I gave up a long time ago.... I know I shouldn't. I know its not good for me... I know ppl will kick my ass.... Its my personal battle.... It was my crutch for so long.... Why is it some days I can't get it outta my head? I try to fill the void with alcohol and sometimes it just don't work Its my battle.... I have to overcome it.... I have to win.... I can't let myself and everyone else down!!! I won't! I refuse to! I cry because the urge gets so bad! Why haven't I gotten over this yet?!?! So its been a looooong time since I wrote a blog. So I figure its time to update. For 10 months I was a puppet....to a man I thought I was going to be with
Lost, Dazed And Confused.....
Lost & Empty
Seems like forever since, you ran laughed and played, how you loved All Hallows Eve, and o what tricks you played, how I wish I could go back, take an extra snap shot or two, you are forever with me, apart of all I say and do, the twinkle in your eyes, memories that get me through, this cold dark world. Mystikal Dawn I miss you baby, holidays without you, are by far the worst for me, untill I can again hold you, I will forever be, LOST & EMPTY... REST WELL MY TRUE ANGEL, DADDY LOVES YOU SWEETHEART, HAPPY HALLOWEEN...
The Lost Meaning Of Halloween
All Hallow's Eve, Hallow E'en, Halloween, Day of the Dead, Samhain. By whatever name it has been called, this special night preceding All Hallows day (November 1st) has been considered for centuries as one of the most magical nights of the year. A night of power, when the veil that separates our world from the Otherworld is at its thinnest. As ubiquitous as Halloween celebrations are throughout the world, few of us know that the true origin of Halloween is a ceremony of honoring our ancestors and the day of the dead. A time when the veils between the worlds were thinner, and so many could "see" the other side of life. A time in the year when the spiritual and material worlds touched for a moment, and a greater potential exists for magical creation. Ancient rites In ancient times, this day was a special and honored day of the year. In the Celtic calendar, it was one of the most important days of the year, representing a mid point in the year, Samhain, or "summer's end". Occ
Lost!
Everyone that knows me knows that my life is leaving me tomarrow. I just want to say that i hope that no one has to go through what i go through every other 3 months. Iam a single dad i love my daughter more than life itself it hurts to know that there is someone else thaking my spot as a dad while she is gone, iam a single guy i have a good career a good life but none of it would mean shit to me if she was not in my life. So this goes out to all of the dads that say they cant not enough time or cant afford it! Iam fuckin here to tell you i have been in all of those places but all that shit goes out the window when you see that child of yours look at you like you are the best in the world and that you can do no wrong in there eyes! Life is lost!
Lost
Lost In A Moment
I got lost in a moment for 5 months and sometimes it creeps back into my brain into those spaces you can't shake it from.Somedays I want to forget him and shake my head so hard that he isnt in it anymore.Maybe I am not supposed to forget him.Maybe i am suppsoed to remember all the things that he made me feel so I can remember that I can feel like that again.I dont like needing someone but maybe,maybe after for so long of not needing someone,I needed him. I needed his smile,his laugh,his touch and his love.There are days I dont even think about him and then somehow he slips into my head.His hand holding mine or his arms around me.Was it love? I dont know anymore. Maybe,I am not supposed to know. Maybe,I am supposed to stay lost in that moment a little longer. Viagra commericals are stupid!!!!Do you know what it's like explaining to a 6 and 10yr old what priapism is?!?!?! Ok I aint explaining it to you so,go look it up.I knew what it was when they first came out with the commericals. med
Lost To Lust
Lost To Lust Thoughts of you, how my temperature rises Your body next to mine so divine Your touch electric upon my skin Lost in the lust of our connection. When we meet my body is alive My control is abandoned to you Nothing can equal the feelings I have I'm lost in my lust for you. Into a world of pure desire We are locked together United we feel the flow Touch, taste, explore. Lost to Lust
Lost And Confused
Lost Faith
Lost Love
The love I had was lost, stolen from me You came along and showed me the light Making me see that love is pure and real Showing me the wonders of life to be had All I ever wanted I see in your eyes All I ever needed is you in my life The love is back and never to be lost again A great friend wrote this and it made me tear up. Thought I would share.
Lost A Friend
The Lost Boy
Lost Hope
Just wanted to say thanks to all for checking me out and getting me up to newfu. Comment my pics please!! WOOOOOOO WHOOOOOOOOO Im off tomorrow and I have no clue what Im doing. I might go out, look stoopid all day, and I might sit around with my thumb up my ass, I really dont know what Im doing. So yeah thats all I got on this one. -Steven-
Lost
The darkness of night fall plzs me &the brightness of day just teases me.The dark of night is my domain the place where I cant be hurt by anyone.but I fell so alone darkness is where I cry 4 ages I keep looking over my shoulders but no 1's there.I let the darkness ingulf me so bad that I'm blind I keep hearing a voice,but when I look no ones there.I finally stop crying long enough 2 hear someone crying in the distance,but it's 2 dark 2 see where its coming from.Iwalk towards the crying until it sounds like I'm right next to it.I still can't see so I stick my hand out & a hand grabs mine but who is it? I'll wait & see
A Lost Love
You make me strong, You gives me strength, You dry my tears, You take the sadness away, Knowing you were the start of a beautiful memory, Losing you ends a part of me. A part of me goes with you, Wherever you are, A part of you will always be with me, Wherever I am, I placed my heart when you lies, You brought my love to the grave, where you keep it there in your heart forever, I will do the same for you, You will always be a part of me, A love that I will cherish always
Lost In You
"Lost" Can I be dreaming once again? I'm reaching helpless I descend You lead me deeper through this maze I'm not afraid I'm lost in you everywhere I run Everywhere I turn I'm finding something new Lost in you, something I can't fight I cannot escape I could spend my life lost in you! Lost in you! Your whispers fill these empty halls I'm searching for you as you call I'm racing, chasing after you I need you more I'm lost in you everywhere I run Everywhere I turn I'm finding something new Lost in you, something I can't fight I cannot escape I could spend my life lost in you! I could never be the same Something that I could never arise I could never look away I lost myself in you! It's all over now! Lost in you! Everywhere I run Lost in you! Everywhere I run! Lost in you!
Lost
The light is off, I am in darkness I once lived in light, in brightness But now, the light is gone. In this wide world, I am alone. It is painful to lose your heart To live without your heart, Oh I am in pain How can I love again? Its a long story This story is my history. The history of suffering caused by too much pain I seek redress but oh, its in vain. I wish to return to myself from you Because in my heart there is only you.
Lost Alot
Struggle is life. Life which has nothing. Nothing to inspire. Lost a lot. Alot when I lost you. Alot as you were the one I looked at. Looked at to inspire me. Inspire me from the struggle of life. Life which I live. Living I am without my comfort. Which was you. Struggling I am. Struggling without you.
The Lost Ark
The Holy Grail is an enduring mystery. However, it is often difficult to define just what it is. Traditionally, it is thought to be the cup used by Christ at the Last Supper, but its meaning has gone far beyond this physical artifact. Rather, it is often seen as symbolic of enlightenment in the mind. It is the quest for the mystical experience, and a connection with the God-head. By connecting, you reach a state of purity. Many myths have gathered around the Grail. Typical are those concerning King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table. In this respect, the Grail Quest becomes one of aspiration, purity and bonding. Of course, such myths and ideals are said not to play a large part in our lives. After all, it is just make-believe. But could it be that the purpose of Grail myths was to form a distinct mentality within society? The Grail became synonymous with chivalric purity. This was the ultimate way to be in Medieval times. The whole lifestyle of the Knight was geare
The Lost Drunk
A man is stumbling through the woods totally drunk when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of alcohol, whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk answers, "Yes, I am." So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother, have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies "No, I haven't found Jesus," The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a little longer this time. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus, my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I haven't found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end and dunks the drunk in the water again - but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and when he begins kicking his arms and legs he pulls him up. The preache
Lost
What do you do when you have so many thoughts going through your mind and you don't know which is the right thing to do? In my heart and mind I love a man and he treats me like SHIT and I deal with it just bc I love him and hoping that one day he will change and we will be great! But at the same time for the last few weeks I have been lusting and not just for anyone, but its my mans friend. What do you do with that? I do not want to mess up their friendship but I am starting to like this guy alot and I don't want this to mess up his and I relationship too.....I think I am ready to leave my man and see what will happen. We have messed around a few times and always flirt with each other and I am liking what I am feeling with him. I texted him today and said " when I am single could u be interested in someone like me? If not I will leave it alone bc I don't wanna loose our friendship" and it has been a 1/2 and no responce....Will someone PLEASE tell me what this is suppose to mean? I dont
Lost Without You
< the love of my life celeste died march 17th 2007 at the age of 34. i did all i could do for her the 5 years she was in my life i took the best care of her that i knew how it might not have always been the right thing but i did what she asked me to do and for some of those requests she made of me is why she is gone now i am sorry to her daughter leah and to her mother linda i love you both more then you will ever know.the only thing that makes it not so bad is i did all i could for her and now she needs no more and thats all i ever wanted for her so thats kind of where im at right now trying to deal with my loss and moving on with my life.i love to make people happy so i like people who also like to make me happy in return i am always myself and people will either love it or hate it and im fine with that. im not as angry as i used to be and celeste taught me how to feel and that its ok to cry.she made me a better human being and man hopefully i dont revert back to what i was i dont th
Lost
Losting The Wight
I Lost over 30 pounds now and 3 dress size. I well be adding more pic when I can. Hi everyone. I know I have not been online much. I would like to let everyone know that I have lost 2 dress sizes, and over 20 pounds. I feel good and I look different. I will keep everyone up to date with my progress. I will but the pictures up as soon as I can. Thanks Everyone. angel
Lost
During the last twenty-four hours I have probably experienced the greatest humiliation to which I have ever been subjected. During these last twenty-four hours I have been handcuffed and chained, denied the chance to sleep, been without food and drink and been confined to a place without anyone knowing my whereabouts, imprisoned. Now I am beginning to try to understand all this, rest and review the events which began as innocently as possible. Last Sunday I and a few other girls began our trip to New York. We were going to shop and enjoy the Christmas spirit. We made ourselves comfortable on first class, drank white wine and looked forward to go shopping, eat good food and enjoy life. When we landed at JFK airport the traditional clearance process began. We were screened and went on to passport control. As I waited for them to finish examining my passport I heard an official say that there was something which needed to be looked at more closely and I was directed to the work station
Lost Soul
How does one find his/herself If one is so lost?
Lost Within
I cannot see beyond the shadows of my mind. I am lost within the past,a life that I destroyed. I cry out from the pain that penetrates my soul. How could I have left you so alone, so cold? You said I brought color to your world, but you had brought hope and love into mine. You taught me how to dream again, to believe in forever. I lost our dream.I turned away from you, coldly I denied you. I shattered our world without a second thought or a care in the world. I reach out for you, but you only turn away. I call to you, but you only walk faster. I took your love for granted and turned our life inside out and now, you no longer want me, no longer need me. I took your colors so bright and beautiful and turned them to black. Please, listen to me, believe me, allow me back into your world so that together we can share shades of grey.
Lost
not shure what to to do when shes drunk she cares but the next day she is like we need to chill im just sick of of getting games played she blows me off for different things thats really stupid not sure of what i should really do if yall can help plzz let me kno u feel so much but everyday it seems like it gets different seems like u r there when they need u but not just to talk to they tell u thy care but put u on the back burner. they ask how u feel u tell them and they act different to u when they feel the same way why does it work out like that
A Lost Heart
Lost Soul
Lost
lost within the darkness lost beneath the light lost without your love lost in plain sight lost without a hope lost no way to cope lost
Lost Poem
Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, it is a deception Nay, these are not lost, a false perception Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, they exist deep in my soul, Ultimate forgiveness, a high ideal, and yet a worthy goal. Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love...
Lost
Lost and Lonely One Heart One Soul One Life With a lost Soul Lost Heart Lost Soul Lost Life Felling Like You Don’t Belong Lonely Heart Lonely Soul Lonely Life Lost and Lonely
Lost
I believe everyone that comes into your life shapes who you are. Its hard after a while not to turn cold. I've met some truely amazing people over the last couple years. Its so hard to move on once someone is no longer ment to be in your life. Wether it be death or lifes journey im thankful to all those that have come and gone. Im a little heart broken over those that are lost and those hanging by a string. Life takes so many twists and turns. I've given up on trying to keep up. In the end some people are ment to be in your life, some arent,and some times there just isnt room for others. ive learned to never say never. ive learned its so easy to get what u want from everybody you dont want it from, but the one person u do want it from is the hardest to get what u want and need. I've learned no one is perfect everyone has flaws, when ever i forget that i look in the mirror. I've learned love does exist if u stop chasen it. Ive learned u can work through problems without fighting. I've l
Lost Love & Misunderstandings...julie & Daniel
Another day has gone by since she left...its funny how people tell me to just move on....if they only understood HOW MUCH MORE difficult it is for one sich as me to let go....aside from being bipolar, but also the fact of how I much I truly love her... Just another day...another day of nothingness...loss of interest...sitting or lying in bed listening to sad music thinking of suicide as sweet bliss But problems occurred and they were very frequent as the relationship went on. My illness began to play a part in all this. It was the combined strength of bipolar and anxiety symptoms. I had fears and doubts, and impulsive behavior led to the leaving of our relationship on more then one occasion. One thing people must understand is that these influences and symptoms can sometimes make you do one thing and completely feel different towards it. I always loved Julie…I still do….but after so many times of failing to resist my illnesses she’s made her own assumptions. She chose to believe i
Lost Cherry/cherrytap/fubar
Addicted to Fubar by Gary DSC GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar We log on in the morning. We log on at night. But one thing is for sure, We all want to level, right? We're constantly rating pictures And stash too. I ask my friend to help me Because I helped you. You can rate 1 to 11. The choice is up to you. So tell me, Are you addicted to fu? We hit those red cherries As fast as we can. The bouncer tries to stop us But we show him. Freshmeat or Rockstar, At home or in your car. One thing is for certain, We're all addicted to fubar. I receive lots of drinks And lots of gifts. If this was real life, I would be rich! So little time, So much to do. I'll admit it, I'm addicted to fu. It's a great place to meet friends. Hang out and play. I don't get no sleep at night. Thanks BabyJ! I can't stop, It's like a disease. I can't logout, Somebody help me please! So take it easy
Lost Cherry Etiquette
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if
Lost Cherry Scroll
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your ratin
Lost Cherry Scolls
Might take u 2 minutes to read but pls read & comment pls A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a
The Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati
The Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if
The Lost Cherry Scrolls-- A Must Read
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if
Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati
Lost Soul
IN THE EYES OF THE LOST IN THESE EYES I SEE A SOUL,LOST WITHIN THE ESSENCE OF DESPAIR.I HAVE GONE THROUGH EMPTY SHADOWS OF PROMISED HAPPINESS,AND I HAVE FOUND NONE.I HAVE SEARCH FOR THE REASON AND NOT AN ANSWER.AND I GAVE UP.GAVE UP MY SELF,AND WHAT WAS MOST IMPORTANT,MY DIGNITY.I STRETCHED ME TO THE LIMITS,AND COULDN'T FIND THE PERFECT SOLUTION.I STRUGGLED THROUGH A MIND OF INDIFFERENCE,AND THE CAUSE BECAME UNKNOWN.DEFEAT BECAME MY ONLY RESOURCE.I TURNED SO MANY WAYS IN A BED OF THORNS,AND SOUGHT NO RELEIF,YET,I REACHED OUT AND I FELT ALL ALONE.MY TEARS,EASED UPON THE PILLOW,SO MANY NIGHTS,I STOPPED COUNTING.I SCREAMED AND NO ONE HEARS ME.IT IS A SILENT TERROR DEEP WITHIN ME.I FELL,AND LOOKED FOR THE HAND THAT WOULD LIFT ME UP,AND THERE I SIT IN A PILE OF DUST,LEGS CROSSED,AND I JUST SIT.DEEP WITHIN ME I KNOW,I REALLY KNOW.ONLY I CAN PICK MYSELF UP,DUST OFF THE DIRT,AND RAISE MY HEAD AND SAY,"I AM IN CONTROL OF MY OWN FAIT."BUT HOW CAN I WHEN,I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME TO FIGHT ANYMORE.
Lost
I was driving down hwy 18 past raymond trying to find a back road from raymond to hazelhurst the other day and got lost. Don't freak out I like to get lost sometimes, and I don't take roads I don't know unless I have a full tank. BACK TO THE SUBJECT. I came across this road Bear something and decided to take it. After driving along this road for about 2 miles I topped a hill and was surprised to see that the road was straight as a ruler...hilly, but straight. Like it had been cut straight throught the woods. It had silly. Along this road I found several places to stop and take beautiful pictures, so I did. I'll be uploading them in the next couple of days. Check them out.
Lost In Translation
I'm so over everything. I want so much out of myself and out of life and out of others, and I just don't know what to do. I want to study abroad this summer. I want to study abroad junior year too. I want to have 3 jobs and be as independent as I can this summer though too. I want to find someone out here that I can just BE with. I don't need a boyfriend. I just need fucking stability. I want someone that I'm willing to give up other guys for. Maybe not completely, just yet...but someone that if I go to a party and get hit on, I can have a reason to say no for...because I want to say no for him, not because he demands that I do. God, I want want to be motivated and inspired and just have SOMEONE to put some spark back in me. I'm bored, and tired, and just plain....BLAH. I have nothing to look forward to anymore. I don't have anyone to look cute for. I've given up on asu guys as a whole. They're either just looking for a hookup for the night...or they're looking for a girlfrie
Lost Longing
In this heartless creation It is hard to understand Why some souls choose to wander Forgetting Yet I am lost without wandering My love is a ghost Ancient - with wisdom Vital - with tears Not able to move on Unable to let go It's hard to remember a love You don't recognize in this life Yet the memory is without thought Agony - without knowledge This love - is without mercy Passing through eternity Life to the next Forever searching In a labyrinth of whispers For a blissful love Lost Longing for the touch I'll sense when I feel Whispering to my heart Comforting this stoned soul Our love burns within me But I am lost in the shadows This entity of dreams Forever killing me I believe this love is eternal The flame will not relinquish Forever circling me The very matter of my existence But for now I simply breath Awaiting your rescue Music - bonding our souls Pain - stirring the memories While silence shouts out this melody
Lost
sometime wonder y here on earth. Why do we go through time and time again? Why when fall for someone u get hurt? Why doe everything have to hurt? Why can't life be good and fun?
Lostlove

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