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Simple Bitches Vs. Real Bitches
A simple bitch is someone you met through somebody else. * A real bitch is someone you knew from back in the day and we still kickin it now! A simple bitch will take you where you need to go.* A real bitch throws you her keys and say it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it*.A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say bet nobody jump in. A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knock the fuck out.* A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink.*A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down.* A real bitch goes to the club with you and say lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.* A real bitch pops up at your house, talkin bout I know you aint in the bed, on a clubnight! A s

Aarrgghh!!!
So heres me rushing to get across town to a meeting...running just a tad late. Which I might add is not like me but circumstances just got in the way.. and lo and behold a lovely policeman is sitting there waiting for me :( YES I was speeding *BAD GIRL* I know..I know! my own fault and darn it if I just COULDNT couldnt sweet talk HIM into giving me just a warning... GRRRR... lol ok I RARELY make use of that CARD...but the last thing i need now is a ticket. Guess I shoulda thought of that ahead of time.. or maybe unbuttoned a few buttons on my blouse.. or something *laugh* Goodness Ive never done THAT but I have heard sometimes it can work! *wink* ANyhow now I have to rush off to do something else... it never ends and IM in a very bad mood right now... tease me out of it would you??? lmao check out my pic thats me giving the cop the finger something tells me he would have liked THAT picture ;)

Barbie
Mattel recently announced the release of limited-edition Barbie Dolls for the Dallas market: " Highland Park Barbie" This princess Barbie is sold only at Northpark. She comes with an assortment of Kate Spade Handbags, a Lexus SUV, a long-haired foreign dog named Honey and a McMansion on Beverly Drive. Available with or without tummy tuck and face lift. Workaholic Ken sold only in conjunction with the augmented version. " Plano/Allen Barbie" The modern day homemaker Barbie is available with Ford Windstar Minivan and matching gym outfit. She gets lost easily and has no full-time occupation. Traffic jamming cell phone sold separately. " Oak Cliff Barbie" This recently paroled Barbie comes with a 9mm handgun, a Ray Lewis knife,a Chevy with dark tinted windows, and a Meth Lab Kit. This model is only available after dark and must be paid for in cash (preferably small, untraceable bills) ...unless you are a cop, then we don't know what you are talking about.

People Are People
We're different colors, And different creeds, And different people, Have different needs, It's obvious you hate me, Though I've done nothing wrong, I've never even met you, What could I have done? People are people so why should it be? You and I shouldn't get along. People are people so why should it be? You should hate me. You're punching and kicking, And you're shouting at me, I'm relying on your common decency, So far it hasn't surfaced, But I'm sure it exists, It just takes a while to travel From your head to your fist. I can't understand, What makes a man, Hate another man, Help me understand, People are people, So why should it be?, You and I shouldn't get along, People are people, So why should it be, You Should Hate me I can't understand, What makes a man, Hate another man?, Help me understand,

Ghosts
I think I have a ghost following me. I say this in all seriousness. Let me explain a bit. Last night I decided to make some chapattis when I got home. (it’s a flatbread that I learned to make in Kenya. Very addictive when slathered in butter.) So I make up the dough, roll ‘em out till I have a lot of flat pieces and then I started dropping them in the frying pan one by one until they puffed up and turned the right color. It was in the middle of me bending over the frying pan that I smelled it. It wasn’t the smell of the stove or the bread that was slowly turning tan. It wasn’t the smell of the fresh made ones coated in butter next to me. Instead it was a sweet/musty smell. Like an incense or cologne, but it was something I knew even though I hadn’t smelled it in ages. I know that I used to associate it with a person or place or time or all three but for the life of me I can’t place it. I kept smelling it all while I made that bread but not when I cooked dinner.

So These 3 Dogs Are In The Vets Office...
Three Labrador retrievers - a brown, yellow and black - are sitting in thewaiting room at the vet's office when they strike up a conversation. The black lab turns to the brown and says, "So why are you here?" The brown lab replies, "I'm a pisser. I piss on everything - the sofa, the drapes, the cat, the kids. But the final straw was last night, when I pissed in the middle of my owner's bed." The black lab asks, "So what is the vet going to do?" Gonna give me Prozac," comes the reply from the brown lab. "All the vets are prescribing it. It works for everything." The back lab then turns to the yellow lab and asks, "Why are you here?" The yellow lab says, "I'm a digger. I dig under fences, dig up flowers and trees, I dig just for the hell of it. When I'm inside, I dig up the carpets. But I went over the line last night when I dug a great big hole in my owner's couch." "So what are they going to do to you?" the black lab inquires. "Looks like Prozac for me too," the dejected yello

All Moved To Idaho
Well i'm kinda sorta back. Got all moved to ID on Monday, have yet to unpack the trailer. So I don't have my computer up and running. I will try to catch up on comments by this weekend when I can get off my sisters ancient computer. Thanks for all my friends for the caring messages of support and well wishes for my move. The comments are awesome as well! Hope to talk to ya'll soon! XOXO Jackie

Santa Dont Cry
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE

How Good Are Your Eyes
How good are your eyes? Can you find the C? Good luck - good for the brain! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Once you've found the C.......... Find the 6! 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999699999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999

My Dick Vs. Yours
Mickey Avalon - My Dick Lyrics My dick cost a late night fee, Your dick got the HIV. My dick plays on the double feature screen,Your dick went straight to DVD. My dick bigger than a bridge, Your dick look like a little kids. My dick large like the chargers (the whole team), Your shit look like you're fourteen. My dick locked in a cage (right), Your dick suffer from stage fright. My dick so hot its stolen, Your dick look like Gary Coleman. My dick is pink and big, Your dick stinks like shit. My dick got a ceaser dew Your dick needs a tweezer dude. My dick is like supersize, Your dick look like two fries. My dick more mass than the Earth, Your dick half staff (it needs work). My dick been there done that, Your dick said send a dunce cap My dick,is straight to V.I.P., Your shit needs I.D. [Repeat: 2x] It's time that we let the world know,Dude, you gotta let your girl go.D.S. is the best in the business,P.s. we got dicks likejesus. My dick need no introduction

They Come In Your Life For A Reason
Your responses will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason I posted it, rather it be from me to you, or for you to apply in your own life. Here goes: PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must re

Here Let Us (another Person)
Here Let Us Here let us sit together under the weeping beech Here let us talk about milkglass chilfforobes and elderberry wine. Here let us soothe your ankle swollen with childhood memories. We won't remind you that your mother has been gone for thirty years that the house you want to go home to is no longer there. That your children are grown and gray. That you are the last of your friends. Here let us drink our winter green tea, and talk about this primrose the thin spaghetti you had for lunch, the nurse who brings you Hershey bars. Here let us not dream about the days to come but the days that have past. Here let us. Author Donna Wahlet 67 years old got attention from Oprah Magazine.

Sexy Pierced Ladies Contest
TheRH ( Ladies Back Tattoo Contest- Now Open/ Sexy Pierced Ladies Contest- Taking Entri@ CherryTAP RH's Sexy Pierced Ladies Contest Hey ladies home by and show off your piercings, ears, tounge, eye brows, what ever you like. Rules: Pictures of piercings of your choosing. Content has to be Safe For Work Taking Contestants, I can take up to 20 Current Contestants. elexa@ CherryTAP elexa Kitten@ CherryTAP kitten ~DJ Dreams~[TCS]@ CherryTAP DJ Dreams~[TCS] *~*Mandy*~*L.O.D. member@ CherryTAP Mandy o2snuz ~SNUZZYS GETAWAY ~@ CherryTAP o2snuz ~SNUZZYS GETAWAY skittles@ CherryTAP skittles evolone2@ CherryTAP evolone2 bambamgirl@ CherryTAP bambamgirl Khali13 * CTK * Chillin In Club Illusia or Hangin In The Dungeon@ CherryTAP Khali13

We Are Back Home
Whew finally we are back home. My son was released out of the hospital today. we went in 1-24-07 and found out he has type 1 diabetes. He is getting insulin 4 times a day. I have alot to learn but he is safe and sound back home. In about three months I will have to take him to Vanderbuilt in Nashville for a follow up check on him. I want to thank everyone once again for your support. I would have been lost at a couple times the past few weeks if it hadnt been for the support i got from such great friends, and of course my family here. Lots of Huggzz go out to you all!!! Luvs ya my friends, Michelle

Drunk Driving Its Your Decision
Picture this Close your eyes and imagine it You're standing by your man You're standing by your girl Picture this Look deep into yourself and picture it Your right by your friend and you don't know what happend Picture this There are sirens all around you and you don't know what's going on Imagine this He/She is dead and you can't do anything Can you see it? Alcohol is in your system Alcohol is on your breath Policemen trying to calm you down Policemen trying to say Trying to tell Trying to let you know what you've done Picture this You just killed the one you loved the most You've just killed the one who loves you back Are you picturing it? Cuze your waking up the next morning in a cold cold cell And the person standing next to you now Is lying in a coffin because of you Drinking and Driving Picture this Dream after dream Nightmares reminding you every night Can you see it? The parent of the boy/girl you've just killed Holding your hand even t

Lands Apart
As the sun sets The darkness envelopes me As I would like to envelope you Wrapping My soul, heart and arms around You Holding you tight Way into the night With each star Materialize Is nothing like gazing into your Fiery green colored eyes Your eyes are like water pools, where life begins. I want to swim in them, again and again. Your touch Electrifying as an Arch of lightning Hot Melting my soul into yours My Soul has spilled Refilled With you in my thoughts But a force separates us, You offered me your wine But..... we are lands apart.

The Final Episode...
From one assignment to another and jumping back into the final semester of university, I was wondering how come I didn't think of this one before.. To love myself like the world around me. To always put myself first. My ex who left me senseless with a heart ache and 2 C+s actually made me realize that he wasn't worth it. The tears, the pain, the sacrifice. He had the audacity to come crawling back to me only to face with my many NOs and his constant attempts of trying to persuade me to come back was annoying me.. He said and I quote "Fuck off, I'm not going to pay all my life for what I did to you. At least I know what I want and what I want is you" Did I curse him back? Chop off his balls? I was tempted. Instead, with strong conviction and faith of a better one coming along I said "I want a man who is good to me and treats me well, You were that man for her, but you weren't with me. So like you say, I will fuck off. I know what I want and I'm clear about th

Psycho Tweakwhore
Cause it takes alot to really get me pissed off at a person, my tolerance is usually set pretty high. So calling you out you drama loving bitch. You are too old to keep this up, you have nothing and fucking face it no one has your back they don't want to touch u because u cause too much shit. So let it be out there...too many people like me and hate u. The both of u. Fucking stay the hell away from me go the fuck back to california cause no one is going to miss your skanky ass anyway. No one fucking touches u cause they don't want to be dirty by u. Ur as bad as the dogs u lay with. Yah and talk about fat fucks..yah hun ur days are gone..u never been hot u never will be hot. The mirror doesn't lie and the wrinkles u got are only getting worse. FUCK U. FUCK OFF. and threaten me hun...go ahead, one of my best friends right now is a cop...u want to cost her everything keep provoking me....she has more to lose then u, selfish whore.

Facts To Ponder:
(A) The number of physicians in the U.S. Is 700,000. (B) Accidental deaths caused by Physicians Per year are 120,000. (C) Accidental deaths per physician Is 0.171. Statistics courtesy of U.S. Dept of Health Human Services. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Now think about this: Guns: (A) The number of gun owners in the U.S. is 80,000,000. (Yes, that's 80 million..) (B) The number of accidental gun deaths Per year, all age groups, is 1,500. (C) The number of accidental deaths Per gun owner Is .000188. Statistics courtesy of FBI >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> So, statistically, doctors are approximately 9,000 times more dangerous than gun owners. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Remember, "Guns don't kill people, doctors do." >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> FACT: NOT EVERYONE HAS A GUN, BUT ALMOST EVERYONE HAS AT LEAST ONE DOCTOR. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Please alert your friends T

My New Hobby
I spent way to much money (but I'm single so there's no woman bitching about it) on a photo editing softwear package. I have now found myself with a new hobby, making Morph Pics. I've already made about 60. Most of which I made for people here on Cherry Tap. And some for friends that are still stuck on Myspace with the other mindless loosers. Anyway if you would like a morph done just hit me up and I'll be glad to do it. Usually take me no time at all. The hard part is deciding on the pics to morph so if you choose your or own it's almost instant satisfaction. I do warrenty my work so if it doesn't work right when I finish it just let me know and I'll keep at it till it does. Later All jbear

Loveable
Chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. Ur company makes me happy... But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable

I Need To Say
I WANT TO THANK BIGDAWG69 FOR THE AWSOME BACKGROUND PIC HE DID FOR ME , ALSO PLEASE DON'T RIP IT , IT IS A SPECIAL PIC OR EVEN THE OTHER ONES HE DID FOR ME , THAT WOULD BE ALL I ASK CHERIE ( WITCHSBREW ) OR I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND I WILL FIND YOU . LOL I'M BEING NICE ABOUT IT

Hello Broken Heart (poem)
Hello broken heart come right on in I heard what happened I heard you got hurt again I see all your scars and know you've been bruised I know you're weary and think love is a game to lose You don't want to hear the cliches like it wasn't meant to be You want to wallow in your pain and drown in your self-pity You've spent far too many nights mending a broken soul Longing for the happiness That you see so many hold I offer you no solutions and I carry no guarantees I offer my arms to hug you I simply offer me No words to console and to fall on your deaf ears You need only a friend to listen and wipe away your tears So broken heart you need not wallow alone In my arms you'll find comfort And perhaps a kindred soul. By me.

What Flavor Margarita Are You?
You Are a Lemon Margarita Sour, tangy, and overpowering, you tend to give people a jolt back into reality. While you don't sugar coat things, you're honest - which is actually quite refreshing. What Flavor Margarita Are You?

Rapture
Rapture There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear. And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you, and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.

Feng Shui Horoscope.
This is a lot of fun. Feng Shui Horoscope. Take just a couple of minutes to take this test & see what happens! If you are honest this tells the truth--it's pretty accurate.. Write your answers on a paper. NO cheating! The answers are at the bottom. 1. Which is your favorite color: red, black, blue, green, or yellow? 2. Your first initial? 3. Your month of birth? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? 5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like California or Florida more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? 9. Write down a wish (a realistic one) When you're done, scroll down. Don't cheat. Answers: 1. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green- Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow - You are a very happy perso

I Am In Comtest And Need Many Help
Hello friends I am in 2 comtests and need much help. Pls vote and comment for me http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=83437&albumid=178741&i=760455320 http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=331038&i=3315428217 Thanks much for your help!!! Love Heike Kiss Heike

Race For The Yacht
I am going to be doing another contest! This one is simple and straight forward...just a race to 15,000 comments and your prize will be a YACHT! No specific requirements just enter any pic u like and get your comment boming friends to help ya out..you may also comment yourself! Looking for as many entries as possible within the next 2 days I will begin the contest on Thursday, and there will be no time limit the first one to 15,000 gets it. As always NO DRAMA, or negative commenting anyone else as this will cause u to be removed and blocked, hope you enter and have fun with it:)

Being A Lover !
It was a snowy night, and we sat in the cold of my Bronco talking to each other. He was my best friend, and I was in love with him. I was struggling so hard to ignore this feeling of want between us. I couldn't deserve someone like him. He surpassed even my dreams. How could I be worthy? Fighting the feelings that were brewing inside of me, I looked over at him, and asked him if I could sit in his lap. Smiling, he welcomed me over and nestled me into his chest. He was holding me so protectively. We began to kiss very slowly, but intimately. Twining my fingers in his hair, I felt his hand lower to my crotch exerting a small pressure. I began to push against his chest, and felt hardness pressing into me. I reached around, and unzipped his pants to grasp him. He touched my breasts, then my lips before unbuttoning my pants. He then slipped a hand inside of them. I pulled back and he assured me that this didn't have to happen if I didn't want it to. I did though. I loved him, and needed

My Candy Heart...
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Dream A Little Dream...
This is just something I'm working on. Unfortunately, I also have about 60 hours of reading to do this week on top of class, so this is all I have so far. She moved through a sea of masks, not knowing quite how she had gotten there. She could feel that she too wore a mask, although she couldn't remember putting it on. Passing one of the many mirrors in the darkened room, she saw a quiet face of silvery glitter with thorny vines twining all around it. Similar patterns were traced down her neck to the top of her dress, with a simple white ribbon encircling her neck. She'd seen the design somewhere before but was having trouble placing it. How had she gotten hereâ€¦? A leather-gloved hand fell on her shoulder and she jumped a little, but her instincts didn't scream the way they should and she wondered why this presence was so familiar, turning to look into a mask that was nearly the opposite of hers, all black with only hints of color, the pattern different and yet someh

Sign My Guestbook
pllllease *sticks lower lip out and gives puppy dog eyes* In other news..we had the guy who works on the boiler come out last night Turns out there is a crack in it and it's in danger of exploding We're running it at our own risk The Landlord is *going to get back to us* you've got to be fucking kidding me.

Whipping Wensdays?
I'm offering a Whipping Wednesday contest! All you have to do is vote from the list of my friends who you think I should Whip?? I'll even throw in a bonus tag just for you!!! We'll even bombared your page with comments and tens.. Just click on my page. Tell me what friend of mine I should Whip and why!! :) Let's make this fun!! Voting starts now, so don't delay!

Every Had One Of Those Days?
Just one of those days,where it's better to watch myself. I'm like walking on egg shells. I couls go either way tonight. Part of me just wants to kill someone or rip their hearts out. Another part of me just want to fade away and never be seen again. But damn god wont let me and the devil is enjoying this to much. So I'm stuck in the middle once again. Oh well should be use to it by now,i'm always geting stuck in the middle. So it's just one of those days.:)

A Walk With The Lord
Footprints in the Sand One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would

Listen Up Ppl New Family !!!
okay now that i got you to read this please keep reading thanks love miss jellybean this is a page created by me game over and is a site for all my family and friends. this page is going to be all about game , video games, sex games , no head games, revenge games or any kinda game you can think of. keep checking this page as it will change often for you the friends and family. comming soon wil also be the lounge. have some fun and thank you --- game over Gameover the founder co founders Jellybean and Kaos & Family owner/founders link -•( GÁMÊ ØVÊ®)•-@ CherryTAP ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·@ CherryTAP £ÃÐ¥ ØF KÃØ§~K.o.T~member@ CherryTAP ~RÁZØR~@ CherryTAP ~Lollipop~@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·' on '2007-01-30 16:35:37') (repost of original by '~RÁZØR~' on '2007-01-30 16:39:16')

I Need A Shot.
No. Not booze. Not a needle. None of those things. Just a shot. Maybe in the thigh... or the arm... womehweres in the gut.. nothing life-threatening. Just a shot. Maybe it'd be enough pain to focus my thoughts and clear out some nonsense in my head. Floating up inside I've got some crazy shit bubbling and boiling. Swirling around and just causing some shit I dont need to be dealing with anymore. I dunno. I need another ground. Another focus. Another somethign to "occupy my time. (This one goes out to the one I love...." - REM) Hm, Maybe some more music. Play bass more.. I miss concert band, but the rehearsals are all while I'm at work. Ninja suggested photography. I dunno. I don't think I'm artsy enough. My scientific/math oriented mind doesnt really code art/imagination anymore. lol. Kinda why I stopped writing too. Just lost whatever creative touch I had back in HS. I guess I worry about where I am right now. Stagnant. Stuck in this shithole drudging through c

My Favorite One
This is my favorite poem by Pablo. I read this in Mr. Knuth's class waaayyyyyy back and it has been my favorite ever since..... Love Sonnet XVII by Pablo Neruda I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz or arrow of carnations that propagate fire: I love you as certain dark things are loved, secretly, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries hidden within itself the light of those flowers, and thanks to your love, darkly in my body lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

Sneetches
This is my FAVORITE Dr Seuss story. Why? because it is so very true! THE SNEETCHES by Dr. Suess Now the Star-bellied Sneetches had bellies with stars. The Plain-bellied Sneetches had none upon thars. The stars weren't so big; they were really quite small. You would think such a thing wouldn't matter at all. But because they had stars, all the Star-bellied Sneetches would brag, "We're the best kind of Sneetch on the beaches." With their snoots in the air, they would sniff and they'd snort, " We'll have nothing to do with the plain-bellied sort." And whenever they met some, when they were out walking, they'd hike right on past them without even talking. When the Star-bellied children went out to play ball, could the Plain-bellies join in their game? Not at all! You could only play ball if your bellies had stars, and the Plain-bellied children had none upon thars. When the Star-bellied Sneetches had frankfurter roasts, or picnics or parties or marshmallow toa

Stabbing Westward-why
I am not here I think I've never been here at all or ever will I feel like a place Where no one goes anymore Why can't you see that everything's broken And why can’t you see that my life's turned gray? I can't believe in anything sacred When I don't believe that I am real I need someone to break the silence Screaming in my head And in my soul It seems so bizarre But none of this matters Thoughts disappear, and hope’s has died Now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here...here Why can't you see my need for forgiveness? The truth and the lies so confused as one I can't believe in anything sacred When I don't believe in anything I need someone to break the silence Screaming in my head And in my soul I am alone Locked in my memories There's nowhere left for me to hide But I am not real I've made all I am with lies Why does it seem that everything's different? Why does it seem that only you are real? I don't believe in anything sacred so, why do I feel so d

Stabbing Westward-inside You
I feel your lips I taste your skin I need to know I need to feel you from within As your blood burns through my skin I feel complete I breathe you in It's where you end and I begin If only I could stay here...forever So much to tell you So much to confide Now that I'm inside you We are flesh We are one So why do I feel so much guilt for what I've done? As your blood burns through my skin I feel release I breathe you in It's where you end and I begin If I could only stay here...forever So much to tell you So much to give you So much to confide Now that I'm inside you -------------------- Stabbing Westward - Inside YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com Oh yeah, I got a pack of hounds ready to pounce, I better see ya bounce along, fido

Birth Month
Your Birth Month is April You are trustworthy and highly ethical in all facets of life. Helpful and steady, you are able to solve any problem. Your soul reflects: Bliss, playfulness, and curiosity Your gemstone: Diamond Your flower: Sweet Pea Your colors: Yellow and red What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

The Soul's Journey Through The Zodiac
The Soul's Journey through the Zodiac In memory of my father (Feb. 27, 1916 - Jan. 21, 2007) Ariens plunge right in, never thinking, Always tempting fate, never blinking At catastrophes that lie ahead, While most Taureans stay in bed, Lazing comfortably in their homes And admiring things they own. Restless Gemini flit about, Always changing and going out, As they gossip of this and that, Changing lovers at the drop of a hat. Cancers never want to let go Of past lovers of long ago, Always brooding, sulking and moping, In their endless dreaming and hoping. Leos constantly crave attention, Overburdened with sexual tension And their past indiscretions in bed, Which they later come to regret. Virgos endlessly worry and fret, Nagging, carping and insecure, Finding nothing that's clean or pure. Libras always look for concessions, No matter what the transgression, Always keeping their passions at bay -- No wonder they seem so gay. It t

Feeling Artistic For Once
MY LIFE AS IT MAY BE BY: the psychopathic sandman THE NIGHT HAS FALLEN AND LIFE SEEMS SO FULL OF EMPTYNESS, VOICES CONFLICTING WITH MY SOAL ARE LOSING ALL INNOCENCE.... AS THE DARKNESS ENTERS MY MIND, THE FEAR OF DEATH IS SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAY, THE ANGER BEGINS TO TAKE FORM AND RISE, DEMONS UNSEEN RISE TO CONSUME MY SOAL WITH HATE ....MY LIFLESS BODY GROWS COLD AND BEGINS TO TREMBLE, THE LIGHT THAT ONCE SHINED THREW MY EYES HAS GROWN DARK AND HAZY .... THE VOICES KEEP TELLING ME TO LET GO , TO SURRENDER MY SOAL TO THE EVIL THAT IS WITHIN, TO UNLEASH THE FURRY THAT HAS SO DESPERATILY BEEN TRYING TO ESCAPE MY SOAL ...I CAN NOT ESCAPE MY FATE I MUST ACCEPT AND MOVE FORWARD .... FOR NOW BEGINS THE JOURNEY ....THE JOURNEY TO DISCOVERING MYSELF AND REDISCOVERING MY SOAL ... THE PATH I FALL BE IT GOOD OR EVIL ONLY TIME WILL TELL, ONLY LIFE WILL TELL PLEASE LEAVE SOME FEED BACK ON MY WRITINGS .. I KNOW THEY ARE DARK ..MOST TIME I SOON WILL POST OTHERS

Where Babies Come From
Where Babies Come From One afternoon, little Janie returned home from school and announced to her Mom that a friend had told her where babies come from. Amused, Mom replied, "Why don't you tell me all about it?" Little Janie explained, "Well, the mommy and daddy take off all of their clothes. Then the daddy's thingy stands up, and then the mommy puts it in her mouth, and then it sort of explodes, and that's how you get babies." Mom shook her head gently, leaned over to look little Janie in the eye and said, "Oh, honey, that's sweet, but that's not how you get babies. That's how you get jewelry."

Do You Know This Person???
WHO IS JACK SCHITT??? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and DipSchitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and

How Could She Do This!!!???
Wife Convicted of Poisoning Marine Husband With Arsenic for Life Insurance SAN DIEGO — A woman was convicted Tuesday of murdering her Marine husband with arsenic so she could cash in on his $250,000 life insurance policy, some of which she used to have her breasts enlarged. Prosecutors argued that Cynthia Sommer, 33, wanted a more luxurious lifestyle than she could afford on her 23-year-old husband's $1,700 monthly salary and saw his military life insurance policy as a way to "set herself free." In addition to the breast enlargement surgery, Sommer's friends and co-workers testified, she threw wild parties and had casual sex with multiple partners in the weeks after her husband's death and the payment of the insurance policy. Sgt. Todd Sommer was in top condition when he collapsed and died on Feb. 18, 2002, at the couple's home on the Marine Corps' Miramar base in San Diego. His death was initially ruled a heart attack. Tests of his liver lat

I Made It!
I made The National Dean's List for 2005/2006! I'm excited! I was hoping to make it since joining PTK at my college, but wasnt sure because only 1/2 of 1% make it... but I did! I should also be getting either Honors or Dean's List at my college too for last semester. They are two different things if you are wondering, but overall looks really good on me for grad school and such!

Life Just Isn't .....
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have, or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed, it's not about sex. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have Or what kind of car you drive. Or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde,red, black, or brown. Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. it's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at your sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing

Indoor Snowball Fight!
so my mom decides to have a indoor snowball fight.. well actually she decided to throw snow at me while i was on the computer lol so i got it and put it in my cup and now i don't want to drink it! BUT THEEEEEN..... she does it again! SOOO... it was my turn to get her back! haaaa so i go ouside and make a snowball and throw it at her, but she had an evil plot too! after i threw it at her and went to walk away she put a snowball down the back of my shirt! OMG! SHES EVIL I TELL YOU, EVIL! LOL! haha so that was my night! how did yours go? lol you can share if you would like :-D

A Moon Lit Walk
A moon lit walk Walking on the moonlit beach where two passing souls meet Silhouettes of lost souls where their paths end no one knows Whispering waves breaking with tears as they both grow near Reaching each other with grasping hearts intertwining souls that will not part Growing with the surf they try to quench the thirst with loving Embraces that never last with growing hunger they try to feast rolling around on the sandy beach Growing together with the high tide as they ride the moonlit sky By Scott baker

1:05:34
One hour five minutes and thirty-four seconds Yeah that’s all it took was One hour five minutes and thirty-four seconds Hey There Lonely Girl the Chi-lites crooned as I snuggled up next to you Earth Wind and Fire asked Would You Mind And, Heatwave urged me to suck on your nipples Always and Forever As my hand found you clit Stevie Wonder launched a Ribbon in the Sky And the Commodores urged me Just to Be Close to you You accommodated so well by grinding your mound against my hand Because I Adore you I entered you like the prince I am And you hit high notes like Minnie Ripperton because Loving You is easy because you’re beautiful I hope you don’t mind I hope you don’t mind That Elton John sang Your Song As I took you on the Stairway to Heaven inspired by the O’Jays By the time the Isley Brothers asked Lets Make Love Tonight I had already beaten Toni Tony Tone in giving you Whatever You Want Sade knows This Is No Ordinary Love Becaus

Are You Proud Of Me
Sitting by your graveside Talking you in my mind I could help but wonder If I had turned out like you'd hoped Did I become the man you wanted And use your teaching well Are watching over my daughters and rocking gently the one lost Leading them on their lives From far away A grandfather they never knew Did I help raise your daughter right As grows into a woman Give her the wisdom you gave me and pray that she will listen Did I do well with mom Helping her with you passing Sheilding her from as much as I could A shoulder to lean on when she needed it Dad I know that time has passed But I miss you still today Yet one question still haunts Are you proud of me?

I Am A Crunchy Bastard.
You don't think I'm a bastard? Who but a bastard would read a mumm about child molestation (terrible tragedy that) and get hung up on this sentence: survivor of child molestation as a child Obviously you were a child. That's why it's called child molestation. Some day I'll burn in hell. Or something. Meh.

Superbowl Bound
WELL I AM GOING TO MIAMI FRIDAY TO WATCH MY COLT'S KICK THE BEAR'S ASS IN THE SUPER BOWL I CAN NOT WAIT,HELL I MIGHT LIKE IT SO MUCH I WON'T WANT TO COME BACK HERE,TO INDY.BUT ANYWAYS I CANT WAIT TO GET OUT OF THIS COLD PLACE AND GO TO A WARM PLACE.AND SEE THE COLT'S WIN THE SUPERBOWL.

Take My Son
Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son sent to war. He was very courageous and died in battle, while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety, when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art. The young man held out this package: "I know this isn't much. I'm not really a great artist, but I think your son would have wanted you to have this." The father opened the package

Moving
Hey Ya'll :) I Am Juss Letting All Know That I Am Moving Tomorrow Morning (Wed Jan 31st, 07) And I Won't Be Back Online Till Monday Afternoon. ***P.S. Don't Miss Me Too Much*** Much Luv To Ya'll From Ya Girl Charr Charr, Hugs N' Kisses

Party Time
hey everyone tonight is a good night, im kicking back with a sexy red head who is my best friend and a really cute guy.getting blasted.There are certain people on here that think im such a prude.ha, may come to some sort of surprise to you but baby im bi....although you guys are cute on here i will say there is no comparison to a hot woman.So to the one who insulted me last night and attacked my computer with a melicious virus because I turned his ass down, eat your heart out and draw your own conclusions.To my buddys i love you.Deb I love ya.I am back with a vengence!!!!!!!!!!! Eat Puss people!!!!kisses does your body good..yum :)

Why People Gotta Stab U In The Back
I want to know why it is that someone tells you they got your back and they are your friends.Then they turn around and talk shit on you to other people thinking you won't find out.I think that is messed up.If you ain't gonna be a true friend then don't bother to be a friend to anyone at all.That is what I think about all that shit.

The Sunflower
A sunflower must follow The rules of gravity. When its florets ripen With hundreds of edible seeds It must bend its body Into the earth's bosom And allow the birds To eat to its seeds That are rich in oil A woman must follow The rules of romance. When her lips ripen With hundreds of edible kisses She must surrender herself Into her man's arms And allow him To eat her kisses That are rich in passion A sunflower on a sunny day Will turn its face Towards the sun And with joyful eyes Watch it move across the sky A woman on her wedding day Will turn her veiled face Towards her husband-to-be And with eyes soaked in matrimonial joy Watch him move across her soul The nickname for Kansas Is the Sunflower State For it is where Every sunflower dreams of living The nickname for a man's heart Should be Kansas For it is where Every sunflower woman dreams of living

You--for Patrick
Unexpected you come a dream to say the least unleashed to keep so much more than a memory more than I could ever ask something made to last a heart to steal words I feel to the deepest of my soul I give…you hold a promise that I won't let go a prayer prayed delayed? Please promise you'll stay… Today… Tomorrow… Forever… A dream dreamt tears wept all for this moment in time your inner shine shimmering through in all the things you say and do a real life dream come true you… At arms length I reach but distance forsakes me a lifetime away maybe someday I pray but not today… I can't stay.. I have to say good-bye.. Why? I cry, but it won't change this lifetime you're a lifetime away… I only ask that you please stay… I pull and you reach maybe it's destiny... Fate I will await even if you seem a lifetime away just promise... No matter where this path leads a world away I promise on this day I won't drift away if you'll stay...

Now, All Of You Here,please Answer This Or...which Is More Beautiful?
Which Is More Beautiful? A full moon realizing That the night is more fun When it plays hide and seek With the stars Or A man realizing That life is more fun When he plays the game of love With his smoochie girl A flake of snow in falling flight Fantasizing about landing Upon the earth And melting slowly From the warmth of mother nature Or A man of romance in romantic flight Fantasizing about landing Upon his lady’s bosom And forever melting From the natural heat Emanating from her loving heart A cloud floating about On a midsummer day, looking upward Wondering, what it would be like To be married to the sky Or A man floating about on cloud nine Wondering, what it would be like To look deep, into the skylit eyes Of his ladylove As they jump Over the matrimonial broomstick And sweep away all doubts As to whether or not They will be together forever In wedded bliss Which is more beautiful? I'll let you decide, who the winner is But know this

At The Campfires Ofthe Setting Sun
Down through the ages the stories come. Told by the campfires at the setting of the sun. A people so proud made to leave the land they love. It was not right...... For all the worth of me I cannot see whatever was gained by the men with skin so white. To take my people and herd them like cattle in the night... where they fell like wounded warriors No, it was not right. Read we now the legend of their trials upon the trail.... how many never made it and now wear the death veil. Buried along the way, their blood stains the land. Sent to meet their spirits driven by the white man's hand. The Trail Of Tears of the Cherokee still echos throughout the land... this is the land we walked and lay dying in the sand. If you go down to the river and see the blood-stained shore; the waters are also salted with tears that flow no more. All the tears of the Cherokee have flowed into the river of time... and to the pool of tears

Oh Computer On Fritz
The poetry of beauty She sits and looks at me with eyes that do ensnare my soul I think of her and wonder if her smile she does control This silent siren that leads the heart to thoughts of wildness how would beauty feel if I did hold her in my sweet caress on to the next stop and find if the world does rise on her I sit here and stare into beauty's eyes till all the worlds a blur A private world of peace and happiness for only two to share Seeking the wonder of her soul and finding none to compare By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Top 25 Things Biker Chicks Say....(that Make Bikers Love Them
Top 25 Things Biker Chicks Say....(That make Bikers love them!!) 1.) I'll swallow it all . . . I love the taste. 2.) Are you sure you've had enough to drink? Can I get you another beer? 3.) I'm bored. Let's shave my pussy! 4.) Oh come on, what do ya say we get a good porno movie, a case of beer, a few joints, and …..have my friend Tammy over for a threesome. 5.) God..if I don't get to blow you soon, I swear I'm gonna bust! 6.) I know it's a lot tighter back there but would you please try again. 7.) You're so sexy when you're hungover. 8.) I'd rather watch football and drink beer with you than go Shopping. 9.) Let's subscribe to Hustler. 10.) Would you like to watch me go down on my girlfriend? 11.) Say, let's go down to the mall so you can check out women's asses. 12.) I'll be out in the garage changing the oil on the bike for you. 13.) I love it when you go riding on Sunday's, I just wish you had time to ride on Saturday. 14.) Honey

I Can't Sleep..shocker
I can't sleep so here is another dumb blog by timmy If I was in a contest, what should the name of the contest be? Would you vote for me? and what is the most interesting thing you know about me? oh yeah..answer that last question in a PM haha I don't wanna get banned off of here now :P I swear this has been a rollar coaster day ~~Timmy~~~

Brothers And Sisters In Arms
To my dear brothers and sisters in arms. To those who have made it back i welcome you home , and hope you never have to leave your loved ones again. No more hugs that seem to last forever and walking away backwards just to feel as though you have not turned your backs on them. No having to wait 3 weeks to send a letter that might not get there. No more tears To those who have lost someone to those who have not made it back to us. To your families i say.. I am forever sorry for the losses that you face, in times of need where lives are lost only the best of us are chosen and to know that they have passed away in the name of our country and to hold fast our freedom. They shall never be forgotten, for they are not just names on a wall or in a book. They are forever hero's for a world they were too good for. Super man bat man and the flash hold no candle to these braves these men, these women too. They fight and died for freedom , for me and for you. They were h

What I've Been Doing
For those of you who may have noticed, I haven't been using this. Today is the first day I have logged in in awhile. I re-opened all of my pics and everything. I will probably come check in once a week or so, but it won't be nearly as much as I used to. What I've been doing with my time is pretty much the same old thing, working a lot and going to school. I only have 2 classes this semester plus my externship, but I haven't gotten placed anywhere for that yet. Instead of spending time on CT, I've been reading instead. I've always liked to read so it's something I have found the time to do again. And just hanging with my friends and doing whatever whenever we have the same days off. Well that's all I got. Hope all is well with everyone :) Oh yeah, I have quite a few messages to reply to, but I will get there eventually ;)

A Fairy Fantasy
There I was, after mid of night Standing barefoot on the street corner Swigging on a chilled Mountain Dew When something unexplainable happened The night winds became beastly And started howling Like a mountain wolf Blowing me away, to a fairyland Seated so very high Above the now fading moon Gazing swiftly through the corners Of my dark brown lookers Twin-terrific fairies I saw One eastward, one westward Astonished, I blinked anew And gazed once more "Wow", I murmured to thyself "Now I behold only one fairy Flying my way" She stopped lookers to lookers And gave me a look-see Her lookers were the color Of pure honesty And her voice echoed with kindness When she spoke my name Which caused my heart to vibrate With great wonderment Because my name I had not told her Then with a teensy-weensy kiss On my dark brown lookers I blinked anew once more And back I was Standing barefoot on The street corner With an empty bottle of Mountain Dew Wondering

Venus & The Lady
Just like the planet Venus Distinguishes itself From every other planet in the world By appearing in the eastern sky As a morning star Right before the rising of the sun You my heart-pleasing lady Distinguish yourself From every other lady in the world By appearing in my morning sky As a shining star of love Right before the rising of my heart

Poem # 1
In light I feel the darkness, it pulls me closer to the scare in my heart, I try to claw myself away buts not use im there...as memories and nightmares come from my scare I locked away is now unlocked as the one thing fear comes forward as a movie of my past...I see my past unfold before my eyes, I see my mom treating me as the worthless slave and treating my lil sister as the princess...now one sees it but I do the hatered my mother has for me, I look into her eyes and know she never wanted me, im a burden to her...my father once a hero in my eyes is now just a shell as my mom breaks the family apart and my father falls apart...I was so alive, now im so pathetic I couldnt help and now Im the slave in a house of hell and my life is growing dimmer...I pull aways from the memories as I feel like life is over and the demons saying they can never go away...I grab my heart and sqeeze tightly, as scare bleeds out of my heart as I scream in pain tears from eyes pour onto my heart...as the nig

The Fate Of Sylvia Browne
1/30/2007 Dear Readers: In this newsletter I will do the Astropsychological profile of self proclaimed psychic Sylvia Browne and ask my many thousands of readers to participate in a very special request. I was watching Anderson Cooper 360 on CNN Fox News tonight in a very hot debate against Sylvia Brown involving Robert Lancaster (http://www.stopsylviabrowne.com/) and James Randi (http://www.randi.org/) As you may already know, on the Montel William's show she announced the death and location of Shawn Hornbeck's body creating tremendous emotional pain to the parents Pam and Craig Akers. This dramatic story ended up positively when he was found alive a short distance from his home. This could also open a can of worms where people may decide to join and ask for their money back, again the stars have spoken and I will tell you more in time. For years Sylvia Browne benefited from her international exposure on the Montel William television program and Montel, being a shrewd

Attention!!!
HI EVERYONE!!!I AM MARICEL VELASQUEZ KIRSCH 27 YEARS OLD THIS COMMING OF OCTOBER;WELL ACTUALLY I AM NOT HERE TO FIND A BOYFRIEND JUST LOOKING TO MY SISTER AND ALSO MORE FRIEND OF BOTH SEX!! MY SISTER NAME IS MARILYN VELASQUEZ BOYD AND SHE LIVING IN AUSTRALIA..SHE IS 12 YEARS ALREADY IN AUSTRALIA THIS COMMING OF JUNE THIS YEAR 2007...SHE LIVE WITH HER HUSBAND NAME IS BRIAN FRANK BOYD IN QUEENSLAND BUT SINCE 1998 WE DONT HAVE ANY CONTACT WITH HER.WE WAS HEARD LAST 2002 from department foriegn Affairs in MANILA THAT SHE MOVE IN VICTORIA FROM MELBOURN BUT THE EXACT ADDRESS IN VICTORIA IS UNKNOWN...UNTILL NOW I HEARD NOTHING ABOUT TO HER....I HOPE I CAN USE MY PAGE HERE IN CHEERY TOP FOR SOMEONE TO LOOK THIS MAY BE THEY KNOWS THE NAME OF MY SISTER AND THEY CAN WRITE ME A MESSAGE AND TELL TO ME THE INFORMATION ABOUT HER...WE MISS HER SO MUCH,A LOT!!!EVERY 1 FROM AUSTRALIA PEOPLE PLEASE HELP ME TO FIND MY SISTER...I NE

Twas Always,...you
There's something about my love, it seem's never ending, with you around now all it wants to keep on sending. From near death you took my heart and did all its critical mending, I'm stronger now, so peaceful that my heart has no pain pending. When you gave me your heart and part of your soul, that day i became someone,...someone whole, i gave onto you my life, my heart, my mind, offering my body like temple just to get my soul. When your down and feeling ill, I would do anything even act out your favorit movie or tv show. And the funny thing is all these emotions are never resting, infact they keep seeming to grow, just seeing your smile seems to have this effect that when you do, you seem to out-right glow. Now is reason's to live, reason's to breath, those are the reasons that you have ME! By Crow jan 31 2007

My Blog
dont really blog but here it is just really want to see if people will read this crap i got some issues here lately so im getting help started anger management classes monday night through a local service get in there and not even 2 minutes into this class the whole reason im there walks through the door whith my daughter trying to contact my daughters psycologist acting like shes fucking concerned about the girl hasent been worried for months until swhe realized im gonna prove shes mentally abusing her now shes concerned its no fucking wonder im in there dealing with a self righteous bitch like that anyways there it is i'll see if anyones gonna read this

My 'current And Future Happenings With Me Friends Read ' Bulletin
MY STASH Emanon's Stash (1787 items) (WILL NOT BE GIVING HER NAME OUT..HAS SOTHERN IN IT AND THATS ALL I AM SAYING) HAHA I HAVE BEEN BLOCKED BY ANOTHER OVER RELIGIOUS PRICK, OK ANY ONE ON MY LIST KNOWS I AM NOT RELIGIOUS, BUT CAN SPEAK WITH ANY ONE...UNLESS THEY ARE TOO OVER RELIGIOUS, LIKE ONE PRICK WAS TALKING ABOUT PPL BURNING IN HELL...WHICH SUITED ME FINE..THEN STARTED BRINGING IN FAMILY MEMBERS HAHA I DUN LOSE MY HEAD FOR EVERY FAMILY MEMBER SHE CONDEMNED TO HELL (IF YOU TRULY KNOW ME U KNOW MANY OF MY FAM ARE CHRISTIANS WHICH IS WHY WE DUN GET ALONG) WELL ANYONE SHE WAS CONDEMNING PPL IN MY FAM TO HELL, SO I WAS SIMPLY SAYING WOW THANKS SO I WILL SEE THEM HAHA THEN SHE STARTED ATTACKING PPL ON MY CT FAM LIST, STARTED SAYING OOO U "HAVE A FAG ON UR LIST" THEN STARTED QUOTED BIBLE SHIT COME THE FUCK ON ITS 2007, IF YOU HATE ANY GROUP JUST REMOVE ME OFF YOUR LIST, I HAVE FRIENDS ON HERE FROM ALL BACKGROUNDS, GAY, STR8, LESBIANS, AND BISEXUALS AND EVEN MANY DIFFERENT RELIGIO

With All The Investigations Into Fraud, Theft, & Incompetence In Congress Bush & Cheney Have To Start A War With Iran To Save Their Own Asses
* * Important - Please Rate This Blog use the red box toward your left. With All The Investigations Into Fraud, Theft, & Incompetence In Congress Bush & Cheney Have To Start A War With Iran To Save Their Own Asses Bush and Cheney Have Lied to the World from Day One. They lied about Iraq's Nuclear Abilities to get into Iraq so they could grab control of the Oil and manipilate prices. They purposely put no meters on the Oil wells in Iraq so they could steal and divert millions of oil barrels a day to Kuwait at $50 to $70 million dollars worth of oil per day per million barrels stolen. The Oil was refined in Kuwait and then sold back to the Iraqi government and the US army for 18 Billion dollars plus per year per million barrels diverted per day. Halliburton enhanced oil production on every oil well in Southern Iraq by 50% or more and it was all paid for by the suckered American Tax Payers. Bush put in pipelines from Iraq to Kuwait so they could easily divert th

Let The Breeze Blow
A breeze softly touched me as I strolled to nowhere in particular, reflecting me. My dreams faded from decisions of powers that be, not contemplated by rational thought, but greed and duplicity. The fog of uncertainty clouds my presence and I wonder if I am alive. Am I that piece, pounded to fit, now tattered, discarded, edges worn from too many tries to please, now replaced by a more comfortable norm? Where now, is my place, my niche? Whose puzzle do I complete? Perhaps I'll ask the breeze that blows, softly touching me.

Thank You
To feel your body next to mine To taste your kisses just like wine I felt your warmth come through to me Your passion felt like ecstasy Though miles apart I feel your touch Your warm embraces mean so much Thank you Master for all you do Making me feel so close to you

Mummers Who Are Getting Out Of Hand -- Beware!
SCRAPPER@ CherryTAP has posted a bulletin making it well known about the CT policy on NSFW action on Mumms: Greetings Cherries: It is NOT a conspiracy! To avoid MuMM abuse our system will auto block you from making MuMMs if one of your MuMMs is deleted for NSFW content. Please do NOT post anything with NSFW content or attacking another member. This is nothing personal. It is designed to help keep the community free of riff raff. If you do get banned from MuMM's, it is not a life sentence. Please read our Terms of Service and our FAQ. When you finish, email CherryTAP Support and request that your MuMMs be turned back on. If you continue to abuse MuMMs, you will lose your privilege indefinitely. Thanks Personally, I have seen some really edgy Mumms that were really borderlining on the obscene. I am glad that they are taking some of a stance on this. They are not making it a secret on how they feel. :)

What Not To Say
Michael Buerk watching Phillipa Forrester cuddle up to a male astronomer for warmth during BBC1's UK eclipse coverage remarked: "They seem cold out there, they're rubbing each other and he's just come in his shorts. · Ken Brown commentating on golfer Nick Faldo and his caddie Fanny Sunneson lining-up shots at the Scottish Open: "Some weeks Nick likes to use Fanny, other weeks he prefers to do it by himself." · Mike Hallett discussing missed snooker shots on Sky Sports: "Stephen Hendry jumps on Steve Davis's misses every chance he gets." · Jack Burnicle was talking about Colin Edwards' tyre choice on World superbike racing: "Colin had a hard on in practice earlier, and I bet he wished he had a hard on now." · Chris Tarrant discussing the first Millionaire winner Judith Keppel on This Morning: "She was practising fastest finger first by herself in bed last night." · Winning Post's Stewart Machin commentating on jockey Tony McCoy's formidable lead: "Tony has a

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft,

As The Days Go By....
the slower fucking time goes. bloody hell...im going crazy... yesterday ended up falling alseep at noon...because my heart wouldn't let me rest until it rememinded me of him. & all the while i lay there the tears began to fall as my mind sloftly wondered, "is this really worth it all?" but the moment after my mind says this i hear my heart call out, "dont you start with that pity shit. hes working so hard for this and he misses you like crazy. you've lasted this long, dont give up." [[screams]] ok im better now. my head hurts..i woke up too damn early. i need to get out of this house before it pushes me off the proverbial cliff. on the birght side...when i did manage to fall asleep i wasnt covered and i wasnt holding anything and my door was locked. but when i woke up i was snuggling up against the monkey sean gave me and i was all tucked in with the softest blanket ever. its not the best way to wake up ::that would be waking up and seeing sean there:: but its pretty dam

I Am Finally Leaving Iraq
Me and my guys are finally leaving iraq within the next 2 weeks finally after 13 months thanks for all the soldier support over the last months........remember to not forget other soldiers over here a simple hi can make them feel better when faced with iraq

When I Was 17 It Was 1983
In 1983 when I was 17 years old I gave a little baby girl up for adoption at the command of my mother. Where I grew up you did what you were told if you knew what was good for you so I did. That just happens to have been 23 years ago. Well in October 2006 I made myself a "myspace" to keep an eye ermmm no "spy" on my son and my niece (she lives with us) well anyway I made this "myspace" thing and I started getting fair at it posting photos seeing what my kids were up to checkin' out stuff in my home town and it happened, one day I logged on to find a message saying "Does the date September 5,1983 mean anything to you?" Well if it does then you are probably my biological mother." OH my GOD I can't hardly think about this still without getting all choaked up even still. Well it was true that date did mean something to me and she REALLY AND TRUELY was the one I left behind. She really was the girl I had been missing her WHOLE ENTIRE life but NO MORE People she is BEAUTIFUL and she is smart

Whoo Hoo!!!
PLEASE come leave me comments!! I will return the favor! I'm only 1500 behind first and still in 2nd! Thank you everyone for all your help. I know bombing sucks and if you don't have time to can you please at least repost this for me.. That alone is a huge help! Thank you!! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on the pic above for the contest! ♥ Nine Inch Nails - Closer (Nothing Version)Music Video Codes By Music Video Code

Class Project Gone Wrong
An elementary school class started a class project to make planters to take home to their parents. They wanted to have a plant in it that was easy to take care of, so they decided to use cactus plants. The students were given green-ware pottery planters in the shape of clowns which they painted with glaze. The clown planters were professionally fired at a class outing so they could see the process. It was great fun! They planted cactus seeds in the finished planters and they grew nicely, but unfortunately, the children were not allowed to take them home. The cactus plants were removed and small ivy replaced them and the children were then allowed to take them home instead. The teacher said cactus seemed like a good idea at the time! May the rest of your day be the best of your day!

Sunset....a Response To Greywolf's Sunrise
Sunset, And the Day ends in glorious rays, Sunset, of another day Without you.... But as the moments pass I feel every tear that falls in my sunset..... The sunset and you. Weary heart, See from my heart to yours. I am seeking for love and all it entails But from this moment till the end My sheath will be my friend And I'll love you For all of time beyond Sunset, ease my soul Bring me home....complete me once more Sunset...

Driving In Phoenix
I got an email with the rules, here goes (for you out of town folk) HOW TO DRIVE IN PHOENIX: 1. You must first learn to pronounce the city name, it is: "FEE-NICKS". 2. The morning rush hour is from 5:00am to noon. The evening rush hour is from noon to 7:00pm. Friday's rush hour starts on Thursday morning. 3. The minimum acceptable speed on most freeways is 85 mph. On Loop101, your speed is expected to match the highway number. Anything less is considered "Wussy". 4. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Phoenixhas its own version of traffic rules. For example, cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go first at a four-way stop; the trucks with the biggest tires go second. However, EastValley, SUV-driving, cell phone-talking moms ALWAYS have the right of way. 5. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out, and possibly shot. 6. Never honk at anyone. Ever. Seriously. It's another offense that can get you

A True American Hero
This is an excerpt from a Fallen American Soldier from my Home Area, Keizer, Oregon. He Sent this email to his freinds and family on Oct. 13, 2006. "I know that you all are in the right place this weekend. I miss you guys so much, I love being around you all, it makes the world seem like a better place. I wish I could be there but as you know I'm in Baghdad, Iraq right now, as you read this myself and gellow blue spaders of Charlie Comapny 1/26 infantry are protecting and serving our nation and keeping the freedom that every American has. We all would like to say thank you for supporting the troops, without you guys it would make our jobs harder, so I want to say thanks for all the prayers and support. If I have learned one thing well lets face it I have learned a lot but this is what I have to say... you never know how much time on Gods great planet that you really do have. So don't waste time, if you want something you have to seize the moment. I have learned that these people

Ghost Sex
A professor at the University of West Virginia was giving a lecture on the supernatural. To get a feel for his audience, he asks, "How many people here believe in ghosts?" About 90 students raise their hands. "Well, that's a good start. Out of those of you who believe in ghosts, do any of you think you've seen a ghost?" About 40 students raise their hands. "That's really good. I'm really glad you take this seriously. Has anyone here ever talked to a ghost?" About 15 students raise their hands. "That's fantastic. Now let me ask you one question further... Have any of you ever made love to a ghost?" Way in the back, Bubba raises his hand. The professor takes off his glasses, and says, "Son, all the years I've been giving this lecture; no one has ever claimed to have made love to a ghost. You've got to come up here and tell us about your experience." Bubba replied with a nod and a grin, and began to make his way up to the podium. When he reached the f

Kid Contest Winners Are......
~ Kid Contest Winners Are....~ 1st Place Is...... Wins Diamond Ring and Dozen Roses with 1962 + 1216 = 3178 comments 2nd Place is...... Wins Earrings And Dozen Roses With 1873 + 1132 = 3005 comments 3rd Place is......Wins Root Beer and Dozen Roses With 277 + 152 = 429 comments I want to thank everyone who was in the contest! thanks maria

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69 Do you like it rough or sensual?: Rough Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite How often do you like to have sex?: 24/7 Is sex a top priority for you?: YES!!! Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: I have but not in a long time How do you feel about one night stands?: They rock How many one night stands have you had?: 10 What's your favorite position?: Doggie Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Church Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: fuck Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: yes How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: 20 mins or so Do you get off first or do they?: both Do you like kissing during sex?: LOVE IT Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Quiet Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Loud Does size matter (for girlz

Ct &@$%ing Sucks!
A few days ago I posted in my blog/bulletin about Mumm Haters. For those who haven't read my blog on it, you can read here: http://cherrytap.com/blog/39573 Well anyways, I go & try to post a new mumm this morning, & I get a "Error: you're not allowed to do this." posting. What the hell? Why am I being punished for this, when in all fairness, I did nothing wrong??? This is plainly ridiculous. Am I wrong about this? Again, there are far more postings far more adult & offensive than mine ever was & yet again I'm the one being punished, & the others are not even looked at. I really like to be here & have met some awesome people. Well, congratualtions CT. You have just made sure that you will NEVER get a dime from me! NOT ONE DIME! So, you can delete me or whatever, cause I'm fucking tired of having to deal with this shit, just because some little fuck here has a personal vendetta against me. So do what you got to do CT! Let’s keep CherryTAP a fun and clean place to hangout? Yeah, GOOD LU

Update
So another work day and it is quiet as hell here, have a meeting this afternoon so that should at least help to pass sometime. Today is a Pagan holiday for me so tonight C is getting off work a little early so we can do a ritual. It been way too long since we took the time to mark the holidays. Life seemed to have gotten in the way but we are back on track now. God its nice to say that. PLus any excuse to have my sweetie home with me in the evenings. That will be twice this week...WOOT! Things are much better in my life as of late on many different levels. And oh yeah did my first DJ shift on Monday...started late due to technical difficulties but finally got on air. I think it went pretty good actually and I got alot of really great messages, comments and feedback afterwards! So Mondays 8-10pm is my official spot. Argh...work beckons....

The Noose
So glad to see you have overcome them. Completely silent now With heaven's help You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead With your halo slipping down Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down to choke you now

Glorious Hump Day!!
lmao, makes me laugh just to say that! Ah, well. Had what is known as a Raindrop treatment yesterday - you end up slathered in more essential oils than you know what to do with! Very soothing, boosts the immune system, etc. Lynda, who does my treatments and is also a past life companion of mine (Yeah, who isn't at this point, lmao!), also smudged me with sage! She is also a Shaman - still in training I believe! Very intuitive - handy to have as a friend, lol! She usually picks up on the energy of my PLCs, if they should come to call during a treatment, lol. And someone usually does! Yes, a person's energy can seek out and connect with someone else - for those who don't work with energy! I was privileged to finally get to see Emmaline yesterday, the 2 month old daughter of a friend of mine named Andrea! She has been blessed with a most calm child - I told her to watch out for #2! My first child was rather benign; the second was hell on wheels! I didn't know what had hit me, lol! A

How Are You In Bed?
Thanks Wiz for sharing! You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM88%Sex God80%A Romantic65%Virgin33%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Art Stuff..
I was watching our local News for the North West last week I think it was and they featured an artist called Anthony Brown. He is completing 100 portraits of people involved with the city of Liverpool to capture the spirit of Merseyside in 2007, 800 years since Liverpool was granted its charter. They are no ordinary portraits... each one is a canvas covered in a collage of clippings and other items all personal to the portrait subject and then the image is then applied over that. I was really taken aback by the images which were really endearing because of this personal connection. The 100 Faces will open to the public on the 24th January 2007 at the Capital Buildings on Old Hall Street

I Love You Guys....
YOU JUST HAVE BEEN KISSED BY THE CHERRY FAIRY HERE ARE THE RULES YOU MUST PASS THIS ALONG TO EVERY ONE YOU KNOW INCLUDEING THE ONE WHO POSTED THIS IF YOU RECIEVE IT BACK THEN YOU KNOW YOUR ARE LOVED 1 KISS = YOU ARE LOVED 2 KISSES= YOU ARE VERY LOVED 3 KISSES= YOU ARE EXCEPTIONALLY LOVED 4 KISSES = YOU ARE MORE THAN LOVED SHARE THE LOVE WITH EVERY ONE YOU KNOW

The Death Of A Friend
Written with a pen sealed with a kiss there is one thing I do know this she was mine and I was hers gods fate chose her over me with love and compassion I loved to give her my loss was great and the pain hurt to but the lies of what people saw in her(breed) Cost her, her life and my heart to break.

Food For Thought :)
Clay balls A man was exploring caves by the seashore. In one of the caves he found a canvas bag with a bunch of hardened clay balls. It was like someone had rolled clay balls and left them out in the sun to bake. They didn't look like much, but they intrigued the man, so he took the bag out of the cave with him. As he strolled along the beach, he would throw the clay balls one at a time out into the ocean as far as he could. He thought little about it, until he dropped one of the clay balls and it cracked open on a rock. Inside was a beautiful, precious stone! Excited, the man started breaking open the remaining clay balls. Each contained a similar treasure. He found thousands of dollars worth of jewels in the 20 or so clay balls he had left. Then it struck him. He had been on the beach a long time. He had thrown maybe 50 or 60 of the clay balls with their hidden treasure into the ocean waves. Instead of thousands of dollars in treasure, he could have taken home

The Past Year
Lets see, lets go back to march, just after i left my ex. If you remember from a previous blog, she has just bit a hole in my chest, and I'm also bleeding from a head wound (the phone hit me the second time). Well, i left, and took my daughter with me. I went to my brothers, and hid out there for a litle bit. Unfortunately the ex knows where my brother lives. and she showed up with the cops. Since we weren't married, and i hadn't had time to file the domestic abuse report yet, they took my daughter and gave her back to her mom. well that first month, i spent without my little girl, and the ex and her mom wouldn't let me see her at all either. In fact, until i went to the lawyer and filed for custody of my daughter, i wasn't allowed to see Aurora. That was pretty miserable, but really probably a blessing, cause it gave me a chance to get offa drugs and alcohol. Well we made a settlement agreement, which gave us joint custody of AJ, i would have her for a week, and her mom for a week. wi

His
she is His but doesnt come easily she must be earned she must feel safe with Him she must feel protected with Him He values her He cherishes her He protects her with a stiff leather collar with a short steal leash she submits herself to Him she is His her body her mind her soul her pleasure comes from His pleasure she willfully submits to His deires she knows her place with Him physically mentally emotionally she is His

Floods Of...
He lingers in the abyss I get anxious And await a finish higher and deeper inside the chasm His body reads mine He rises up and he mounts me quickly With calm strength My desires met My legs bear-hug his waist I’m drowning in a sea of ecstasy This passion That floods and drenches my psyche

What Your Candy Heart Say!!!
***Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"*** A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say? http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourcandyheartsayquiz/

******** T 'n T ********
My Tongue entwines your Toes Licking, sucking, teasing Making you wild My hot, wet lips wander Looking for nooks and crannies Unsure what will follow I discover the twinkle in your eye You allow it I plays in the abyss below Longer, you say This feels incredible I know you delight in it As I do You submerge your mind Deep As I submerges my tongue Deep You relax and enjoy

Wings & Petals
He flips me and enters from behind Slowly spreading my wings My insides prepared My petals open Making ready for his entrance This upheaval delights me Like a pending storm Holding us captive in the moment His untamed actions hold me powerless He crosses the threshold His thrust, rhythmic I’m imprisoned with savage ecstasy Then it happens A synchronized pinnacle We linger at the peak

Naruto Part 2
I know I have alots of people or fans or friends on my list that Know of naruto! But for fans of the japanese anime series Naruto Part 2 Starts Feb 15th. For my friends that have only seen it in English, your little behind LOL. Current Naruto has over 300 to the present. So if your going to watch it on the cartoonnetwork, It will come out maybe in two years! The Naruto: Shippûden ( Hurricane Chronicles) Hopefully this year you will see Naruto and his Spiraling Sphere which the 4th didnt finish!

Strange Dream
And I think that might be the last time I drink a few margaritas and then have a glass of red wine in the same night. Not only did I wake up at 4am and stay wide awake for an hour only to doze fitfully until I had to get up for work but I had some really weird dreams. The dream started at home, though it was more like I was watching a flashback of two earlier memories. The first had happened about 2 weeks after moving. I was carrying a box down the hall and froze as I saw a ghost. It was a gentleman in an older style suit and he looked like I was seeing him in black and white. He looked a bit like Barnabas from the show Dark Shadows. He was reacting to what looked like a fight that only he could see and though I called out he didn't hear me. A moment later he disappeared. The next flashback happened again while I was walking through the hallway, about a week before the dream itself took place. I saw the gentleman again, this time looking more solid and leaning against the r

~~~~~ Entrée ~~~~~
My lips travel down his inner thighs As my body serpentines turning upside down so my feet can hug his ears My toes caress his smiling lips I know I pleasure him I'm crazy and eager to please I become barbarian pleasured with every morsel of this entrée In anticipation of dessert

Queen Isabelle
Sweet Nectar Passion emerges Sounds of pleasure become stronger What is I'm feeling You continue Your lips never leaving my body Your tongue travels down, down You bite and kiss my tender foreskin You stay there awhile Mixing lip bites with deep, wet sucks Till we drown in sweet nectar Together

Fantasy
The next move We part Days pass Stimulating the drive Anticipation for another union Visions out of control I paint, I draw, I sketch, I write, I sing, I dream Fantasy is high Urges increase Ideas run through me Inside and out Vibrating All around me Over me Within a flash Small parts stand erect Each feeling the extension of my imagination Awakening my senses Waiting for the next move When will he come again?

Womans Poem / Mans Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a Bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit. be my very best friend

Going Away
Well to all my friends here I just wanted to let you all know I am not going to be on this site for awhile. My grandfather fell ill and does not look good so I am leaving first thing in the morning to Puerto Rico. But I will be back! Take care to all! XOXO Elisa

Hello!!!
PLEASE come leave me comments!! I will return the favor! I'm only 1700 behind first and still in 2nd! Thank you everyone for all your help. I know bombing sucks and if you don't have time to can you please at least repost this for me.. That alone is a huge help! Thank you!! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on the pic above for the contest! ♥ Nine Inch Nails - Closer (Nothing Version)Music Video Codes By Music Video Code

Angels With Wings
THIS POEM I WROTE MYSELF AFTER MY DOG PSYCHO DIED BACK IN JUNE. JUNE 23, 2005. I'M GENTLE AND KIND. I DO AS YOU SAY WITHOUT A FIGHT. MY LOVE FOR YOU I CAN'T DENY. I ESCAPED ONE DAY AND GOT CAUGHT BY SOME PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T LIKE ME TO MUCH. YOU TRIED TO RESCUE ME. YOU TRIED AND FAILED AND NOW I'M GONE. I KNOW YOU LOVED ME, YOU ALWAYS DID AND KNOW I WILL RETURN THE LOVE. FOR KNOW I HAVE WINGS TO SOAR AND FLY. I WILL BE WITH YOU TILL THE END OF TIME. FOR NOT ONLY WAS I A PET BUT A FRIEND. AND I'LL WATCH OVER YOU TILL THE END.

Miles !!!!
"Miles"dediticated to Nikki(u know who u are) How can ONE start? We look and look Find one,let em go Find another,let em go And some will do it over and over. Is it a search, a luck A fate, a proficy or does nature just take its course. All along in our lives we meet people. Some we call friends Some we call lovers Others are called our spouse Or better halves. We all feel there is That ONE. When that ONE comes We have a road to choose At times we choose right At times we choose wrong No matter what road you Chose,your never wrong you were just mislead. No matter where you end on that road you'll always come out to the main road to try againto find the ONE. For Me that ONE is Miles away.Across Land and Oceans.Two Hearts and Two Souls seperated by Thousands of Miles. Two Hearts feeling the Miles between them and The closeness of Two Souls Longing for each other That will someday meet And live together as ONE !!

No Miami For Me
WELL AS VERY FEW OF YOU KNOW I WAS GOING TO THE SUPERBOWL BUT THE PERSON WHO WAS GOING TO TAKE MY DAUGHTER FOR THE WEEKEND MY BROTHER DECIDED HIS G/F IS MORE IMPORTANT TO SPEND TIME WITH THEN HIS NIECE SO HE AIN'T GOING TO KEEP HER SO I'AM NOT GOING.OH WELL THE FUNNY THING IS HIS G/F THINKS IT'S A GOOD IDEA IF I LEAVE MY 11 YEAR OLD HOME ALONE ALL WEEKEND LOL WHAT A DUMB-ASS CRACK HEAD GOD SOME PEOPLE CAN BE SO STUPIED.

The Lonely Life I Lead
The Lonely Life I Lead I walk the this cursed earth alone in the dark I have nobody to spend eternity with I bite the fragile mortals and leave a mark I float through my excistance like wood thats adrift Maybe someday i will have happiness instead of death But i have to give someone my curse so that i wont be alone I need to feed on someone and take their last breath And i think about the decisions that i have blown I live in the shadows where nobody sees me No friends no family just cursed by myself Maybe i should not care and just let this dark life be To have someone to hold and care i would give up my wealth

Good Day!
I USE TO USE DRUGS,AND HAVENT USED FOR 2 MONTHS NOW.I FEEL GREAT JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THAT WITH EVERYONE!I TAKE EVERY DAY WITH POSITIVE THOUGHTS INSTEAD OF THE NEGATIVE.SO IF U HAVE BEEN THRU THE SAME STUFF REMEMBER EVERY DAY IS AGOOD DAY WHEN WE ARE NOT USING. TAKE CARE . JOSH

Emo Day
i havin a emo day thats whats with the name im sure i will snap out of it tho :) really over u fucking haterz and cheats and fakes u know how to bring a girl down One should forgive one's enemies, but not before they are hanged. this is so true :)

Nba Or Nfl?
Can you guess which organization this is? NBA OR NFL? 36 have been accused of spousal abuse 7 have been arrested for fraud 19 have been accused of writing bad checks 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses 3 have done time for assault 71, repeat 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges 8 have been arrested for shoplifting 21 currently are defendants in lawsuits, and 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year Can you guess which organization this is? NBA or NFL ? Give up yet? . . . Scroll down, Neither, it's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group of Idiots that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line. You gotta pass this one on! AND THEY JUST VOTED THEMSELVES $15,000 PER MONTH PENSION FOR LIFE AFTER SERVING ONLY ONE TERM I

The Nine Satanic Statements... Some Of You Guys Have A Mis-lead About Satanism
some of you have question my bliefs well heres a big hint 1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence! 2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams! 3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit! 4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates! 5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek! 6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires! 7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all! 8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification! 9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years

Hurting
As the anger mounts I feel myself slipping away From the tight hands of reality I once lived in Now it feels like a dream to stand here and feel Nothing but hate and bottled up anger in my soul I used to scream and laugh yet now I don’t remember The last time I took a chance and made myself go wild I don’t remember yesterday and I don’t care about tomorrow Today I am no different just another lifeless soul-Indifferent uncaring As words meet white paper and anger is splashed aside Hurt flows from the felt tip pen onto the pureness of what it once was Remembering the days when there was a sunrise to watch Now knowing it’s just the pouring rain and the gloominess for company I want to shout to hurt someone near and make them cry Just like I do every night on my bed holding my heart together Hoping it won’t shatter again hoping I won’t feel again These emotions so hard to let go of so real so raw Can’t take this any more I still hear the echoes of your voice

Time To Question
We wake up only to be slapped across the face With the television running its daily news And be hit on the face with the headlines on papers That tell of yet another finding or discovery It is nothing much of a discovery they are doing this and that Yet in a few years there is no follow-up the story hangs dead Cold within the media’s fingers as they tell of many other stories So we would forget their tiny glitch that error that may have changed All the normality that people believe in and made the reality just a dream What is behind the President’s eyes as he talks of democracy and freedom? Does he not see the people suffering in his own nation people fighting to live? His eyes may hold a truth he never wants to say out loud a terrible truth That all he wants is money and go to hell with the welfare of the nation I am not saying it is so just saying it may be so Behind these acclaimed scientists’ faces you look for a spark of pride Yet you see tired eyes

Dearth Of Life
I fall away from you, Can we see through this, Eternal Senslessness? A Lonely Haunted soul, Now my whispers, Drown out my thoughts, Can I keep the hope, Without you here with me? Now I'm torn away, Into Time and space, Now my mortal coil, Rests as shadow soul, My mortality, Fade sweetly away, Crimson newborn light, Timeless soul mourns dearth of life, Tears falling to the floor, Vast eternal war, Within ones own heart, Bringing light to dark, Now I see you here, Light within my fear, Casting me away, Releasing the hate... Now I'm torn away, Into Time and space, Now my mortal coil, Rests as shadow soul, My mortality, Fade sweetly away, Crimson newborn light, Timeless soul mourns dearth of life, Now I'm torn away, Into Time and space, Now my mortal coil, Rests as shadow soul, My mortality, Fade sweetly away, Crimson newborn light, Timeless soul mourns dearth of life.

Re: A Good Friend
Well my friend called me again , now i was really getting concerned so i made plans with him for saturday 2/07, i would see him and have a chance to talk face to face , i think that approach may just be on the right track, well he agreed so wish me luck. im taking my friends advise.

Work
I really hate my job these days. We are supposed to do performance appraisals and I haven't done mine yet, because I want to do what the guy did on office space. I want to say my performance sucks because I hate the people I work with. I want to say that I don't need improving, others around me do. I want to say that I do not cooperate with others because I am so much smarter than them. Surely, they can't grasp what I am talking about because I am so much more intelligent than they are. It is so hard to soar like an eagle when you are surrounded by buzzards.

I Like This Idea...
I have to thank someone for this suggestion, but is there anyway I can teach the men on CT to talk to the ladies? To the women who don't mind it, to each their own! But seriously, the way I've heard the women that are my friends on here describe how the men talk to them, I'm embarrassed because I am a man. I mean, guys, to talk to a woman and be monotonously perverted to the point you're being obnoxious, or to belittle them because they are not playing into your games, you're giving women who already think that 'men are slime' more ammunition! IT'S NUTS!!! I've always said, "You get what you give!" If you want to be an asshole to a woman, don't be surprised when they decide to be a bitch back to you! I prefer to be a gentleman, show some respect, and let them be who they are! I would hope that I would get treated with the same respect that I am giving them. If not, at least I won't be an asshole back to them; I'll just go talk to someone who does. I must be one of a rare

Are There Any True People On Cherry Tap
every one wants rate for this or that but when I ask u to go help my friend horse out with votes and comment u act like u cant see or just ignore my stashes and blogs so guess what 2 can play that shit I hate fakers lairers and wanna bes so if your not real about urself then not hit me up

Parellel Parking
Parallel Parking... Before going to Europe on business, a man drove his Rolls-Royce to a downtown New York City bank and went in to ask for an immediate loan of $5,000. The loan officer, taken aback, requested collateral and so the man said, "Well then, here are the keys to my Rolls-Royce." The loan officer promptly had the car driven into the bank's underground parking for safe keeping, and gave him $5,000. Two weeks later, the man walked through the bank's doors, and asked to settle up his loan and get his car back. "That will be $5,000 in principal, and $15.40 in interest", the loan officer said. The man wrote out a check and started to walk away. "Wait sir", the loan officer said, "while you were gone, I found out you are a millionaire. Why in the world would you need to borrow $5,000?" The man smiled. "Where else could I park my Rolls-Royce in Manhattan for two weeks and pay only $15.40?

Living Room Theatres
I despise going to the pictures (as we call it here in the uk) as you always end up with someone chatting on their phone etc, munching loudly, or explaining the plot to the film as its happening anyway for those of you movie buffs who like to go to the cinema check out this living room theatre. And its happening in Portland wonder how long it will be before this takes off in other places Living Room Theatres

Why I'm Not On Ct Very Much Now
WHY I AM NOT ON VERY MUCH As you can see by the long "user name" I am having neck problems. A few of you know this, but even my meds are not helping all the time. I just got an MRI, so will find out the NEXT step. I can only be on the pc for limited times, that is why I haven't been saying hi to all of you. The time I spend is emails, and running my yahoo wrestling group. Those of you that have my yahoo ID on IM, that is also my email addy. Those who don't, I'll check in periodically, and will give it to you. I HAVE NO INTENTION OF LEAVING CHERRY TAP!!!! I have met some neat people here, and maybe in real life, you never know. To add to that as of the middle of March I won't, hopefully for a short time, have Internet access at home. The people who have it in their name are moving, my credit sucks, and my other roomate is THINKING about FINALLY getting a PC! Also other people will be moving in. The reason I say this is I will have to go to the library, or a college occaisially to ch

A Mother's Love
I Felt wanting to do this now,I dont know why. Maybe i missed her? There is no love, like a mother's love, no stronger bond on earth... like the precious bond that comes from God, to a mother, when she gives birth. A mother's love is forever strong, never changing for all time... and when her children need her most, a mother's love will shine. God bless these special mothers, God bless them every one... for all the tears and heartache, and for the special work they've done. When her days on earth are over, a mother's love lives on... through many generations, with God's blessings on each one. Be thankful for our mothers, for they love with a higher love... from the power God has given, and the strength from up above.

Sooo....
Yea so today Michael came by. Lol, smells like sex now...hehe. Sorry Mal, but I just realized it. Lol. So anyway, now I'm all sleepy and shit and I have class in an hour. Bla...oops, have a quiz to do. Completely forgot about that. I gotta go cash my book check anyway. Ugh, I guess I better get ready then. Thanks so much for coming over today Michael. I guess I just really need to see you. My mind was splitting out on me. I was starting to be a very pretty little mess. Hehe, well I gotta go get ready my love. Sleep well before work tonight. Sorry you didn't get a chance to nap. Love you baby! *Giggles*

Me
Your Element Is Air You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!What's Your Element?

Love Is A Unstoppable Force Of Goodness
today is the day I say I love you and ask you to take my hand and start over with me cause I love you deeply...I would trade in the stars for your love, your touch, your heart as I gaurd your heart for the negative I only hope I can save you from the pain cause I never want to lose you...cause my love for you grows stronger by the min I hope you see that I would do anything for you, someday you'll see I care so much about you I would die for you my luv......to be cont!? hehehe i know its evil to do that but I dont have anymore material to put in it and I will cont. it when i dig deep some more into my heart to finish it and when its done it will be amazing ^_^ until then

Left Alone(poem)
a guy loved a girl, they were both so happy, until one faithfull night whenever thing turned to shit, the girl asked the guy what did your lover before look like, the guy showed her a picture, she flipped out said you still love her, the guy replied thats untrue cause the only person I love is you, as he said to the girl she left him without listening, then that night the guy looked in himself and yelled at his heart she was the one i wanted the most and now hes alone feeling the feelings he dreaded and now she wont even speak not even a mum so he wrote not here, leave me alone, hes gunna go now cause she left him alone in forever days of sadness!!!

Young Men Who Lay Dying (copywrite Brokensylence)
As you sit in your oil warmed mansions,and drink your fine whiskeys and wines do you think of young men who lay dying....or is it not worthy of times...... As you ride in your personal limo's, with no need of a helmet or gun.....do you think of the young men who lay dying......blown apart in the hot desert sun....... As you sit with your cohorts of status, and scream for new rules and laws, do you think of how young men now who lay dying , because you claim to have a great cause.... As you chant your the best one to lead us, do you know what it feels like at all, to be those young men who now lay dying ... Taking your fall .. With your weapons of mass distruction , and words so harsh they burn , do you think of young men who lay dying .. as your backs you all do turn .. You watch from atop your white buildings .. and trot among your guards ,, do you think of young men who lay dying .. as their bodies brought home to lay in graveyards .. As you sit and wait for

If You Need Or Want To Remain Friends...
If you need or want to remain friends with me please either add me to your yahoo or aol accounts for messenger... here are my email address for both.... yahoo.... nurse_92806@yahoo.com aol.... tlclvnbjn@aol.com Hope to hear from you either or both places.

Grrrrrrrrrrr
I am writing this for my own benefit only. I know most likely no one will read it. I just need to vent. I am slightly aggravated that I now remember why I dont trust people. I try to let my guard down a bit and get completely hosed. Fool me once...fool me twice bullshit. Dont worry...what comes around goes around.

Clean Joke With No Dirty Words - Is It Really Possible?? Lol...
It is hard to find a joke today without a dirty word or two in it, but, here is one: Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods. A small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, "Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The birch says he cannot tell. Just then a woodpecker lands on the sapling. The birch says, "Woodpecker, you are a tree expert. Can you tell if that is a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The woodpecker takes a taste of the small tree. He replies, "It is neither a son of a beech nor a son of a birch. It is, however, the best piece of ash I have ever put my pecker in." Now wipe that smile off your face and pass it on.

You Are So Very Beautiful
She showed him her mind Intelligent, quick witted The naughty scenes she created For the theatre of her fantasies The way she knew how to Make people smile And laugh Or how she could flirt just so And he looked at her and said "You are so very beautiful" She showed him her body Part by part, little by little Tight jeans and a thin tank top Just her bra and panties Naked and unashamed Proud of her breasts and legs Nervous as to what he saw And he looked at her and said "You are so very beautiful" She showed him her heart How she cried at sappy movies Her fears and her loneliness When she laughed til she cried and cried til she wept and sobbed All her emotions laid bare And he looked at her and said "You are so very beautiful" She showed him all that she is And was and will be in time Nothing withheld from him at all So that she could be His Only His If it meant that she could be with Him And with each kiss she knew She was so very beautiful

Top Of The Morning To You -- Just A Little Irish Humor For The Day...
(sent to me via email) ************************************************* Paddy was driving down the street in a sweat because he had an important meeting and couldn't find a parking place. Looking up to heaven he said, "Lord take pity on me. If you find me a parking place I will go to Mass every Sunday for the rest of me life and give up me Irish Whiskey!" Miraculously, a parking place appeared. Paddy looked up again and said, "Never mind, I found one." ************************************************ Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do, Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to go to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and said, "Do you want to

Just Rambling.....
The last few days I think I have started to get some things straightened out in my head.. not feeling so lost and confused. Give me a couple days.. I'll be right back there though..lol. Seriously though, its nice to feel like I have a good grip on reality again. Pluto has been such a good dog since I got his antibark collar out again. :) David called already tonight.. actually called before I was able to stopworking for the ray. Wanted to play a computer game withme. He is such a good kid. I can't believe howmuch he has grown up... that he is 11 already. He will be taller than me I am sure. he is already about 5'3".. and I am 6'1". Sometimes I worry that I am not a good Dad because I am not there every day. But I try. I guess the reason he gets up so early when he is here is because we have such little time togethr. Sat he was up at 4:30 in the morning. I have a few friends on here that have cancer and that saddens me greatly. Both my parents have had cancer, with

It's Not Even Mercury Retrograde Yet...
so i need to vent a little about how frusterating it is trying to get people to make sense when they're talking about commissioning me to do work. someone passed on a message to me that someone was looking to have a pencil portrait done, and would pay like 50$-100$ a week until it's completed. I'm thinking, hell i'm perfect cuz it means working from a photograph and i personally find that rather easy. also, i work quickly so if they're willing to pay that price, they will probably be happy that its not going to take me even a week to get this done. however, at this point i wish i was charging him for wasting so much time not answering my questions. he says he wants this to be 30x20. the photo im working from is actually longer lengthwise, so i've been trying to get him to tell me for certain which is length and which is width. he keeps asking me over and over about my prices (which i responded to) and he keeps repeating the "30X20" part as well as saying "i want it to

Mistaken
I lay here in my bed at night, and think of you as i look into the moonlight. at first i thought you were the guy of my dreams. turns out you were nothing like it seemed. i thought you were my one true love. i swore you were sent from above, but once again i was wrong. your love for me was imagined all along. you put me through so much pain. you cause me to go emotionally insane. but now that you are a part of my past... i can go back to living at last.

I Gotta Get This Off My Chest
I’ve come to the conclusion that I have to write because I have to get this off my chest and out of my head. As most of you know, I am divorcing. You can only give someone so many chances, and try and work things out so many times for the kid(s) before you have to just say okay, its NOT going to work, and all “we” are doing is hurting the kids. Although we are divorcing he still feels the need to lie. And if you truly know me, you know how I feel about being lied to. In the past 3 and a half years, I have dealt with verbal, emotional, and physical abuse, before, during, and after my pregnancy. I have been drugged. And he has tried to kill me. Sounds like an ass right? But part of me for the longest time (not anymore) believe that he would change and grow up, doing what he needed to do for his family. Boy was I wrong. Now I’m not going to sit here and tell you I was a prefect angel because I wasn’t. I had my moments that instead of walking away during arguments, I stayed there and kept

We All Know Or Knew Someone Like This!!
We all know or knew someone like this!! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks." They really should get lives." He looked at me and

The Other Stall
This could happen to you. > >>> > >> > >>> > >> I was barely sitting down when I heard a voice from the other stall > >>> > >> saying: > >>> > >> "Hi, how are you?" > >>> > >> > >>> > >> I'm not the type to start a conversation in the restroom but I > >>> > >> don't > >>> > >> know what got into me, so I answered, somewhat embarrassed, > >>> > >> "Doin' just fine!" > >>> > >> > >>> > >> And the other person says: > >>> > >> "So what are you up to?" > >>> > >> > >>> > >> What kind of question is that? At that point, I'm thinking this is > >>> > >> too > >>> > >> bizarre so I say: > >>> > >> "Uhhh, I'm like you, just traveling!" > >>> > >> > >>> > >> > >>> > >> At this point I am just trying to get out as fast as I can when I > >>> > >> hear > >>> > >> another question. > >>> > >> "Can I come over?" > >>> > >> > >>> > >> Ok, this question is just too weird for me but I figured I could > >>> > >> just > >>> > >> be polite and end the conversation. I

She Is Home
for everyone that wanted to know..Badgirl came home today from hospital.. She is very slow and very much in pain.. but it is good to have her home.. Baby John will be there for a couple more weeks.. but dr's say he is doing very good

I Am Left
I Am Left: Upon Hearing Today Another Friend Has Passed Away _____________ A frozen wildflower blooms outside of Juneau And I am born anew as its petals spread Eternally for her namesake. Knowing there is no single dream that Is overlooked. Not this flower, who but an hour bloomed, And caged within it’s tomb It frees itself Toward the sun. The passage of time knows its own. A frozen flower blooms outside of Juneau. And now a desert rose has entered That tomb Outside of time. Reunited, they wait for me. A frozen wildflower, and a desert rose Pray for me. O blissful rest, for blooms that forget. And I'm the weed who's left, to remember. January 31. 2007/SLN

You Have A Smile....
You have a smile that lights the world, Shining from within, Breaking out between the clouds That form the skin of self. Lucky we, to live nearby That unpretentious sun, To share its fire, to feel its love, To know its warmth so well. Just as the sun's sweet liquid joy Is captured in the wine, So with us your happiness Is captured in our lives. Written by: Born N Raised

Why Justify?
Some people annoy me. I had to quit my job today due to the risks that were involved with my health... I have chronic asthma and a really bad lower back. With the work I was having to do PLUS the cold, it just wasnt good. So, I picked up a side job selling Avon and Mark. (both online and IRL) until I can get myself into another part time job. Yet SOME people seem to feel the need to have me justify my fucking actions. Why? Shouldnt my reason be enough? I am not the type of person to up and quit a job. I LIKED my job, but my health wasnt worth it. Simple.

Whats Going On With Dating Lately?
It seems lately its becoming increasingly difficult to date and find decent people in general to be friends with. I mean come on Either your too Nice Or your An Ass.. Some like the Bad boy image others like the decent guy.. Whats a person to do? Feel Free to leave whatever comments youd like! thanks!

Me On Jerry With My Friends
the story is my good friend kristy the one I fight with gf wants able to be the show so I fulled as the pissed off ex gf wanting her ex bf back.The story was daniel and kirsty had a baby while me and dc was dating.Not true kristy does have a beautiful lil girl not by dc.U'll get a good laugh from it cause are story got mixed up really bad.The sence is where me and kirsty started the fight with dc then we turned on each other.

Valentine's Day Sucks
its just another day thats all who cares anyways i work that day so i dont have to worry about going out to buy candy and flowers for anyone... wait what am i saying i wish i was doing that ...boo hoo :(

Update...lol
Ok...so my mother is off life support and is hanging in there. Family came in and have been amazingly supportive...it has been nice to not feel like everything is on my shoulders. We are moving her to hospice within the next couple of days. I am moving tomorrow and starting my life as officially single, so I will not be around until next week because my computer will not be hooked up until next week. I hope you all will behave without me...lol! Life sure has dealt me some blows, however, I feel as though it was all for a reason and to be honest I feel pretty good on how I have handled it. Needless to say I have not been dragged away in a straight jacket....yet! Some of you...and you know who YOU are...have been amazing, as well as comforting even though it has been done through a keyboard and computer...I really do appreciate the kind words...they have put a smile on my face. There are some that I have just deleted because I just dont have time for immature antics or behavior. I

Sunrise And Sunset
A collaboration of poetry again, alternating voices. Greywolf's Sunrise, and Whitedove's Sunset Sunrise, And a new Day Is breaking through... Morning, Of another day With out you... But as the hours roll by No ones there to see me cry Except the sunrise... The sunsrise and you. Sunset Sunset, And the Day ends in glorious rays, Sunset, of another day Without you.... But as the moments pass I feel every tear that falls in my sunset..... The sunset and you. Tired Eyes, Search from sea To shore. I'm searching For love and nothing more. But from now till who knows when My sword will be my friend And i'll love you... For the rest of my life. Sunrise, bless my eyes take me home,..make me whole again... Sunrise... Weary heart, See from my heart to yours. I am seeking for love and all it entails But from this moment till the end My sheath will be my friend And I'll love you For all of time beyond Sunset, ease my soul Bring me home....

Confederate Flag
Question that's been on my mind. (This is my political "sub-blog" and is not friends-only, half-tempted to move it to another blog, "pet peeves", which is... anyway.) Quite a whole lot of rebels on CT, sporting Confederate Flag images in their galleries, "you'll pry this flag out of my cold dead hands", further to that effect. ("If you don't like it you can k*** my ass"- would rather kick than kiss, thanks v'much; or perhaps both, actually, hatred being, as Kirk Douglas noted, such a wonderful aphrodisiac...) I don't doubt that states' rights motivated some - some - of the participants in that conflict primarily, though probably few, I would guess; and others to a lesser extent; and it is true that when President Lincoln offered an amendment guaranteeing the institution of slavery where it existed in perpetuity, this was turned down by the leaders of the soon-to-be Confederate States as a possible compromise (if memory serves). I suppose it more than possible that someone r

The End.
Desolation all around. There is no comfort to be found. Life goes by in seeming slow motion. Everything is void of emotion. I carry with me in my heart. A joy that has been ripped apart. Ease of speech and tender touch. These things I shall miss so much. As I lock inside this box my soul. And leave within it's place a hole. I want no more to long for joy. For this heart is not a toy. It's broken now, a shattered shell. Perhaps this way is just as well. I'll not let another in. I'll not risk the fall again.

Dark Peace.
Heavy pain like a stone in my soul. Weighing me down. Sinking me in sorrow. Drowning in tears. Beneath the surface. Where light turns to dark. Diminishing with depth. Icy fingers closing around me. Pulling me farther. Easing me lower. Into the depths. This aching in my chest. This struggle for breath. Breathe out. Release me... Embrace me. Let there be peace. Finally...at last.

Find Me
heya folks~! so lately i have been acting a bit strange....and if u were wondering why ill fill ya in... i have always had a low self esteem....and believe me i mean ALWAYS had one.. i have been known to frequently cut myself down.... well maybe it is my large lack of sleep lately....but i have actually been happier....more confident....nothing really has changed...except that i have made a few more friends...but i mean no major changes... maybe i am glad that i wasnt injured badly in the car accident i was in....i dunno but lately i have had this refreshed look on life...and i am proud to say... I ACTUALLY LOVE ME....I LOVE BEING ALIVE....and i really am happy....i do still cut myself down a bit....but i also am having a higher self esteem and confidence...its almost as if i have just found myself and i finally know who i am....and i dont care if you all think i am a stuck up ugly bitch.... i know i am beautiful and i can be a brat but i love who i am... so yea again i

~i Wish You Enough~
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?".

Truths Of Pagan Life
Theres many things of being a pagan you must keep to being humble as possible and willing to seek good into life see everthing as a new hope and new joy respect all and everone around you as you wish to be treated and in this make sure all that you care for are honored theres so much beauty in pagan life were are more of family then a *congergation or chruch* place and we always tend to stick by eachother more for the ones whom stick by it live as all we do now is what will get back then its the free will part of it pagans dont force you to be pagan we dont damnate or judge we allow people to come to us to seek out there own path for we all are captains and controls of our own lifes so whats really wrong with pagan and wiccans?

~~getting Your Knickers In A Wad!!
...I posted the following comment on one of the friends blog in answer to his chastising me because I didn't post the only comment he was looking for which was......."deep" -------------------------------------------------- ~~~Mele Kaliki Maka ~~~ 2007-01-31 19:15:56 ....if I understand correctly..it says" Leave a comment on this blog entry! And if it does not meet with what the poster expects, we shouldn't leave a comment? And Rayne says if it is not liked, one should leave the page! What happened to posting the comment, regardless if one doesn't get glassy eyed about it! I happen to have a sense of humor and I express it somewhat like the poet expresses his poem! And if the poet is satisfied with "deep" as the all encompassing commentary....then....I don't qualify!

'seasons'
"SEASONS" Life; so beautiful and tender where the wild flowers grow. the smell so sweet with it's intoxicating beauty. Dew on the baby's breath. innocent days of something new. Rolling in the clover on a lazy afternoon. hotter nights. raging tension of a summer fling. adoring. alluring. The crisp leaves, coloring the morning sky. a chill appears in the shorter days and longer nights. then cuddling by the fire. long snowy roads. the touch of old man winters hand touches the valley and once again all is still. 01-29-07 J.R.A.F.

The Badger And The Bear / Lakota Legend
On the edge of a forest there lived a large family of badgers. In the ground their dwelling was made. Its walls and roof were covered with rocks and straw. Old father badger was a great hunter. He knew well how to track the deer and buffalo. Every day he came home carrying on his back some wild game. This kept mother badger very busy, and the baby badgers very chubby. While the well- fed children played about, digging little make-believe dwellings, their mother hung thin sliced meats upon long willow racks. As fast as the meats were dried and seasoned by sun and wind, she packed them carefully away in a large thick bag. This bag was like a huge stiff envelope, but far more beautiful to see, for it was painted all over with many bright colors. These firmly tied bags of dried meat were laid upon the rocks in the walls of the dwelling. In this way they were both useful and decorative. One day father badger did not go off for a hunt. He stayed at home, making new arrows. His children

Single Show For The Day.
golden chords of disharmony arise, paralyzing the heart...touching mental chaos, cemented in place. flow down, to the brewing dark, golden thread, glowing drearily in the mist... showing fallouts for exposure seen. hide needlessly, to be seen from the dim draw of the light. the moth silhouettes the shade, to compensate for the shaking dawn. rising sun.

Super Glue
The day is here, this year...again My heart is broke, I stand alone Yet through mistakes, I've learnt; I've grown. Now I understand...We mend The day is here, this year...again Tonight I'm trying something new This time I will use super glue.

Kryptonite
Billy-ray was a preachers son And when his daddy would visit hed come along When they gathered round and started talkin Thats when billy would take me walkin A-through the back yard wed go walkin Then hed look into my eyes Lord knows to my surprise The only one who could ever reach me Was the son of a preacher man The only boy who could ever teach me Was the son of a preacher man Yes he was, he was, mmm, yes he was Being good isnt always easy No matter how hard I try When he started sweet-talkin to me Hed come and tell me everything is all right Hed kiss and tell me everything is all right Can I get away again tonight? The only one who could ever reach me Was the son of a preacher man The only boy who could ever teach me Was the son of a preacher man Yes he was, he was, lord knows he was How well I remember The look that was in his eyes Stealin kisses from me on the sly Takin time to make time Tellin me that hes all mine Learnin from each others know

More Of The Good Stuff
3 slices bacon 1 bunch collard greens - rinsed, trimmed and chopped 1 onion, diced 1 (6 ounce) smoked pork chop, diced 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1 (14.5 ounce) can chicken broth 1 (12 fluid ounce) can beer salt and pepper to tastHeat a large pot over medium-high heat. Add bacon, and fry until crisp. Remove bacon, and drain off excess fat. Add the onion; cook and stir until slightly browned. Add the pork chop, and season with cayenne pepper. Cook until pork is browned. Add the collard greens, and pour in the chicken broth and beer. Cook over medium-low heat for 30 to 40 minutes, until collards are tender. Crumble bacon on top, and season with salt and pepper before servinge

Domestic Violence All Over Again
i'm writing this just to share my experience and hope it may help others.I thought i was a survivor of DV, but today i found out differently, you see my teenage son punched me today.He grew up watching his dad abuse me, and i thought i educated him about dv. i guess i was wrong, he doesn't even think what he did was wrong.Yes i kicked him out but the only place he has to go is with his dad, great.....now i feel like i'm right back where i was before i left his dad. i really hate feeling like this, like i'm out of control of my life. I'm very dissapointed in the local DV program, they helped me greatly when i needed to get away from my ex, but today i called 3 times for help and got no call back.If anyone who reads this has been thru the same thing plz message me with some tips. Thanks for reading this. And plz if someone is abusing you get help now.

Check This Out
-----Original Message----- From: Hudspeth, Judy [mailto:Judy.Hudspeth@cdicorp.com] Sent: Thursday, January 04, 2007 3:14 PM Subject: Denver Post > >Denver Post: > >This text is from a county emergency manager out in the central part of >Colorado after todays snowstorm. > >WEATHER BULLETIN > >Up here, in the Northern Plains, we just recovered from a Historic >event--- may I even say a "Weather Event" of "Biblical Proportions" --- >with a historic blizzard of up to 44" inches of snow and winds to 90 MPH >that broke trees in half, knocked down utility poles, stranded hundreds >of motorists in lethal snow banks, closed ALL roads, isolated scores of >communities and cut power to 10's of thousands. > >FYI: > >George Bush did not come. > >FEMA did nothing. > >No one howled for the government. > >No one blamed the government. > >No one even uttered an expletive on TV > >Jesse Jackson or Al Sharpton did not visit. > >Our Mayor did not blame Bush o

Fried Chicken
1 (4 pound) chicken, cut into pieces 2/3 cup all-purpose flour salt and pepper to taste 2 teaspoons garlic powder 1 tablespoon vegetable oil 1 cup sherry Put the flour, salt, pepper and garlic powder in a brown paper bag. One by one, coat the chicken parts with mixture. In a large skillet, fry the chicken in 1 inch of hot oil until golden brown. Remove the chicken from the pan and drain the oil. Put the chicken back into the pan and cover the pieces with cooking sherry. Cover the pan and reduce to simmer. Let simmer for 20 minutes. Serve.

My Blog For The Nite
well i\'m tired and lets just say worn out, my ass is draggen, worken 16 -17 hours a day seam like 7 days a week, i just have no social life anymore, my 2 kids leave with there mom and wanting to spend more time with me, ages 16 and 8, dont even have time for them, dont even have time for a relationship or nothing, i know i\'m just rambling on but ths is a blog and people always tell me to say how i feel, its hard for me to open up to anyone in person so this is why i\'m writing it down, I need to get a life, were i can have a relationship and to spend time with my kidos,. Its getting to the point of breakdown or something and i\'m thinken seriously of backen off some of my work hours to do so, I have a day job and an hour after getting off that one straight to my night job, so even when i\'m off for 2 days on my day job i still have to work my night job those 2 days, so yea i\'m worken 7 days a week, this week mostly ive been hyped up on energy drinks 3 or 4 a day and now it

A Vow Of Mouth-e-ness
I vow from this day forth, that I will say what is on my mind. If I affend anyone...their stress not mine. Eventually I will get down to sending no one Christmas cards...That is my goal. I am sick and tired of drama, and of me not saying what I want cause I am affraid to make the situation worst, that's thanks to a certain someone, but now I am getting the Ol' Wingy back, don't give a shit what I say...No one but my family and my friends matter to me. FECK OFF! Reality Check BYTCH!

Kiss From A Rose
I love roses..and miss being able to grow them smile. I used to have over 200 including some older victorian..I like love songs with a difference. So..Kiss from a Rose....... Seal Kiss From A Rose Low Bandwidth

Don't Step On The Ducks !!
Three women die together in an accident and go to heaven. When they get there, St. Peter says, "We only have one rule here in heaven: don't step on the ducks!" So they enter heaven, and sure enough, there are ducks all over the pl a ce. It is almost impossible not to step on a duck, and although they try their best to avoid them, the first woman accidentally steps on one. Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw. St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment for stepping on a duck is to spend eternity chained to this ugly man!" The next day, the second woman steps accidentally on a duck and along comes St. Peter, who doesn't miss a thing. With him is another extremely ugly man. He chains them together with the same admonishment as for the first woman. The third woman has observed all this and, not wanting to be chained for all eternity to an ugly man, is very, VERY careful where she steps. She manages to go months

Wednesday Night Poem
Wednesday Uncertainy Stretch out all outside Tangled up inside. Worried about the nights Don't really care at days Watch the time roll by Repetition is always Tired of what is to come Worrisome of everything Waiting for someone to share their life Not share a portion Hoping it all works out Instead of misery instead ~~~~~Timmy~~~~~

Time To Say Goodbye
Is there ever a right time to say goodbye?..Goodbye to a person. goodbye to dreams, goodbye to memories..so many areas to say goodbye. Opera and operetta is a long lasting passion of mine..I have used Ms Brightmans songs in web pages..and this is a beautiful song..I hope you enjoy... Music Video:TIME TO SAY GOODBYE (LIVE) (by Sarah Brightman)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

New Cherry
Cool! So, I'm new to CherryTap and I really like it. There are so many thingd to do and I really like that it's not full of little kids. Anyways, I'm definatly still tring to figure the site out but so far so good.Peace

My Son
JOHN SAMUEL COLE BORN JAN 28 2007 9 weeks early due to the fact that me or him would not be here today if we didnt take him out on sunday. hes my angel just like my other 2 loving kids are. i had preclampsimia which is a deadly deasese for pregnet weman only 5 to 8% of weman get it. im greatfull to be here today and celebrate the life of my family. thanks to my mom, family, and friends i love you all very much.

Nine Inch Nails-dead Souls
Someone take these dreams away that point me to another day A duel of personalities That stretch all true reality They keep calling me Keep on calling me They keep calling me Keep on calling me When figures from the past stand tall and mocking voices ring the hall Imperialistic house of prayer Conquistadores who took their share They keep calling me Keep on calling me They keep calling me Keep on calling me Calling me, calling me [x2] They keep calling me Keep on calling me They keep calling me Keep on calling me ------------------- Nine Inch Nails - Dead SoulsMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com One of my favorite NIN songs, the deluxe downward spiral killllsss!

So..
I'm sitting here, sweden is cold as you know, I suppose. I'm drinking my coffee. A bit tired actually... I'm building my big art-site right now with all my paintings, sketches, drawings, shortmovies ah you name it.. (maybe I'll post the link when its ready).. Not getting much done when I am on CT hehe.. OOps, the coffee is cold, must get a fresh cup..

I Will...
When you are sad... I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the scum sucking bastard who made you sad. When you are blue... I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. When you smile... I will know you finally got laid. When you are scared... I will rag on you about it every chance I get. When you are worried... I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and tell you to quit whining. When you are confused... I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass. When you are sick... Stay away from me until you are well again, I don't want whatever you have. When you fall... I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath... I pledge til the end Why you ask me... Because you are my friend!

The Litany Against Fear
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

Doggie Toes Clippy Thing
THIS ONE IS FOR MY FRIENDS CINDY AND DUSTIN AND THERE DOGGIES. Upstairs in momma's secret drawer she keeps a monster thing of horror, they bite and try to eat our toes, why they do that no one knows! We bark and fuss and wiggle and squirm, but our dad and momma holds us firm. This thing of horror makes a noise; although it's squeaky--it's not like toys. It's a squeaky, snippy, clippy thing, it has sharp teeth and a big strong spring. Sometimes after it eats our feet, we get something good to eat. But one day when no one else is home and we are left here all alone, we'll sneak it out and none will know, we sent it where the odd socks go! Author Unknown -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Praise The God And Goddess!
Please, Baby J, no more!!! It is hard for me to start my day appropriately without CherryTAP, sign of a true addiction, I'm afraid!! I did, however, get quite a few postings done at the other online community I belong to, Darkness Embraced! Thought I had a quiet morning planned, but Noooooo! I am off to cover the store for my friend Paula who has a sick 4 year old to contend with at home! Ah, well. More income for me!! Did get to stretch out a bit and dance for awhile this morning, lol! Spent some time scoping out the belly dancing websites for goodies for my costume! lmao, this is so much fun!! I have a nice list of things I need to acquire over time: harem pants, circle skirt, bra or halter top - yeah, with jingly things on them, lol, veils (got 2 coming!), zils (the little finger cymbols).This doesn't even cover the hair do-dads, jewelry, coin belts, etc., that make it almost like dress-up, all over again!!! Do I sound like a little girl in a candy store? You betcha, Babe!

I Will Be Gone Till Tuesday Please Read!!
HEY TO ALL MY SEXY CT'S JUST THOUGHT I DROP BY AND SAY I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND I'LL BE GOING OUT OF TOWN SO I WILL NOT BE BACK AROUND TILL TUESDAY I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU ALL AND I WILL MISS YOU ALL!!! ONCE AGAIN MUCH LUV TO ALL OF YOU AND I WILL BE GETTING TO YOU ALL AS SOON AS I CAN MUCH LUV!!! SEXDIAMONDSONEOFAKIND

National Freedom Day
Hello everybody, I hope this blog finds you all in great health and good spirits. As the title says, it is National Freedom Day and I couldn't think of a better way to let everyone out there know about it then by posting this blog. Many of you may not know that I am a Military brat as well as a proud Military Veteran. I served my Country with pride and respect as did my Father, Grand Father, younger brother & two cousins. Before all of you President bashers and tree huggers get all huffy about what you think about our participation in the Iraq war STOP!! This about your Freedom, and regardless of your political views and standpoints, you have got to appreciate that. I mean , if it wasn't for the Military and the wars and our Government you wouldn't even have the opportunity to say all the stupid shit you say anyway! All I ask is that you take the time to appreciate your Freedom and those fighting for it, for those who have fought in the past and have died for it and of course tho

In A Previous Life...
In my previous life, before I was reincarnated as a mother of three, I wore clothes that fit and matched. I wore makeup and curled my hair every day. I had my eyebrows waxed and my nails done. But no one gave me graham cracker kisses. No one ever told me how pretty I look in sweats. In my previous life, I read Time magazine and the newspaper. My repartee of regular television viewing transcended Arthur and The Magic School Bus, and I devoured all the bestselling novels. But no one asked me to read The Velveteen Rabbit at bedtime. No one ever requested The Little Engine that Could. In my previous life, I had a career and friends who were more than three feet tall. People asked for my opinions and entrusted me with important projects and confidential information. I had conversations where not once was mentioned snacks or potties or play dates. But no one asked me my favorite color or why the sky is so blue. No one ever wanted me to sing. In my previous life,

Once Upon A Time...
Il etait une fois... So the creepy "academics" across the street bought a dog in an attempt to cure their creepy little daughter of her fear of dogs. I'm not convinced that bringing a dog the size of a large hamster into the house is going to make her any less afraid of the rabid Doberman next door. But hey, makes a nice snack for cujo.

Saying Goodbye
Sorry Cherry Tap close and persoanl freinds. Mo has been going through some rough times back at home. Thank Goodness for all my loving freinds and their support on Yahoo 360. I know some are on here as well.. Just wanted to let you all know on Cherry Tap that MO has not been around lately because I have things that need to be sorted out in my personal life with my mother in law passing away Saturday 27. She fell which dislocated her shoulder which in turn severed her left arm artery and then things went downhill from there. Please be patient with me and as soon and things are ironed out I will be back on again.. REALLY NOW I CAN SEE NO ONE REALLY MISSED ME LOL.. tis ok I understand.. TAKE CARE ALL OF YOU IN CHERRY TAP (my regulars) and I shall return soon.. Keeping it real MO

Who I Am!!!!
Hi there I am the most unusual woman you will meet, I am a great talker, and a great listener. I am a pretty easy going, open minded, respectful person, that does what I say I an going to do, I never make a promise i can't keep. I like to go out and stay home, I like to travel and go on road trips even if it is just down the road.. I like flowers just because, not because a date on the calender says you should. I am motivated, and I like the simple things in life with a twist... I am 27 blond hair hazel eyes that changes with my mood. I am curvy and thick, I try to work out but i am not at all a health nut. I have a great smile, and I love to see a great smile, a nice set of pearly whites drive me crazy....:banger: I love passion for love and life.... Honesty is a must... This world is full of radiators and drains, and I am a radiator, I need no drains in my life... I am looking for adventure. Well enough for now. Hope to get to know you soon. F.Y.I. since I am in the beauty indus

Oh I Had The Worst Night Ever Last Night...
LOL ok the worst in a long time maybe ;) I was sound asleep and I had this terrible nightmare...this tall dark hooded figure was chasing after me. and I couldnt get away!!! I kept running and running and sliding and slipping on the ice.. I woke up startled! It was so scary :( im glad my dog was there...I needed to hug something lol.. thats the crappy thing about living alone sometimes..waking up like that..or hearing sounds. YIKES, Im scared even thinking about it.. and then I hear this sound...and IM listening.. thud..thump.. *groooaaannn* I realize I am listening to my neighbors next door knocking boots... *blush* I DONT WANNA HEAR THAT lmao Imstuffin the pillow over my head... *snicker* I was thinking about pounding on the wall but I dont want to spoil their fun ;) at least someones having fun.. Imscared and alone and theyre having fun..HOW fair is that??? *laugh* ohwell Im not alone...I have my Dolly lmao...thats the dog goof b

Jokes
A teacher asked her class to make a sentence using the word "fascinate". Molly put up her hand up and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep. It was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My aunt Gina has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight." The teacher sat down and cried.

Dear To Dream
Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com You may get a lot of negative feedback from others, and so much happens in life to block the road you wish to travel. But you must dream anyway and cherish your dreams as they come from your soul and are the blueprint of who you are. What's more, they represent the direction you should take on earth. Let your heart set your goals and remain dedicated to them

6 Word Love Letter
6 word love letter if this doesn't touch u.....you're heartless One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The girl sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The boy then pull overs because he wanted to talk. He told her that his feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down her cheek as she slowly reached into her pocket & passed him a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the passengers seat, killing the girl. Miraculously, the boy survived. Remembering the note, he pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

Cell
In my cell I await the dawn my life has become hell now that you are gone I did this all for you my fate I must endure I thought you were true I thought you were pure now the guard comes to take me from this place the death march he hums with that cruel look on his face you lead me down this path I should never have followed your plan now I am alone faceing rightous wrath I have no excuse except I am just a man

Stupid Men
Im so tired of stupid men on CherryTap that expect women to have nude pictures. Not all of the chicks on here wanna show themselves like that n if that is the reason why alot of guys are on Cherry then they shouldnt be on here at all. Having naked pictures isnt what Cherry is all about n i think that some men need to realize that n grow the fuck up!

Past Two Days
I am working...I kinda enjoyed it. Was a simple job..just serving people at a 24hr cafe diner. I work it out with my bro that I'll take the car to drop him off..and while at work he can drive. its agreed. But someone wasn't happy. My mother. The one that pays the bills and has to have control over everything she can get her hands on. I came home from work to say I'm heading out to see a gf. She explodes, smacks me across the face spewing the house rules and to be safe...odd way of gettin it across yes..but thats my psycho mother. Get a phone call Monday morning....was my boss he said I was a horrible server and that if I wanted me paycheck I needed to return the apron. My mother caught wind...said "I only let you live here if ya have a job, or your in school..and I don't see any text books for ya"...thus I wasn't welcome back into her home untill I had a job I got lucky..a gf put me up for a little bit and my bro actually let me have the car as long as I was a taxi for him to and fr

Booty Call Agreement
Booty Call Agreement This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 200_ ,by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is nowhere and no respectively, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one- time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encou

My Valentines Day Heart Says..
Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real" You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love. You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!) Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get What Does Your Candy Heart Say? *lol doesn't sound like me at all*

School Answering Machine
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School ( California )staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their classes. The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: * To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 · To make excuses for why your child did not do his work- Press 2 *

Come Join The Fun
~~ Attn: We are looking for good people to join our family ~~ We are the Angel Family On CT and we got 18 members and growing..... so far we got....... * Our own website * our own lounge * our own family tags * and our own page on CT So if you like people and meeting more people and helping each other out they please come over and join our family. We always take new people in... most of this work done by WOLF himself. And i thank him for everything he's done so we would have it nicer then anyone other family. so once again come join come join us for fun and good times! Maria ~ Founder~ Wolf ~Co-Founder~

A Long Goodbye
Graphics & Layouts I WROTE THIS WHEN HUBBY AND ME WAS HAVEN PROBLEMS BUT WHERE GOOD NOW =) A LONG GOODBYE by kelli j HERE I SIT WITH TEAR FILLED EYES WACHING U FLY AWAY BUT YET HERE IS SIT WATCHING NOT SAYING A WORD.BUT IN SIDE IAM SAY NO, PLZ, DONT GO, BUT ALL THE WHILE U ARE TELLING ME U LOVES ME.BUT HERE IAM PUSHING U AWAY SPEAKING OF SEPERATION AND NOW DEVORCE BUT IN SIDE IAM SAY NO,PLZ,DONT GO.YOUR TELLING ME I ONLY WANT U,BUT YET HERE IAM TELLING U TO FIND SOMEONE NEW ALL THE WHILE MY HEART BREAKING IN TWO STILL SAYING NO,PLZ,DONT GO.AND AS I WATCH YOU SITING ACROSS THE ROOM,KNOWING IN MY MIND I COULD LOSE YOU 4 FOREVER BUT YET STILL SAYING NO ,PLZ,DONT GO.AND KNOWING YOU WITH ANOTHER KILLS ME INSIDE BUT...I DONT SAY NOTHING.YOU ASK ME IF I LOVE YOU.IN REPLY I SAY NO,BUT IN SIDE IAM TELLING YOU I LOVE YOU MORE THEN U KNOW BUT YET I DONT SAY NOTHING LEADING U TO BELIVE I DONT LOVE YOU ANY MORE. BUT YET HERE I GO ONCE MORE NO,PLZ.DONT GO.THEN I ASK MYSELF WHY? CAN I BE

Telemarketers
1. If they want to loan you money, tell them you just filed for bankruptcy and you could sure use some money. 2. If they start out with, "How are you today?" say, "Why do you want to know?" Alternately, you can tell them, "I'm so glad you asked, because no one these days seems to care, and I have all these problems; my arthritis is acting up, my eyelashes are sore, my car won't start..." When they try to get to the sell, just keep talking about your problems. 3. If they say they're John Doe from XYZ Company, ask them to spell their name. Then ask them to spell the company name. Then ask them where it is located. Continue asking them personal questions or questions about their company for as long as necessary. 4. This works great if you are male: Telemarketer: "Hi, my name is Judy and I'm with XYZ Company..." You: (Wait for a second) With a real husky voice ask, "What are you wearing?" 5. Cry out in surprise, "Judy! Is that you? Oh my God! Judy, how have you been?" Hopefully

Poetry Of A Broken Soul.
Can you help me, I'm dying? My heart's so tired of trying, and telling myself I've moved on, makes my head tired of lying. Can you help me, I'm lost now? I want to find my way somehow. Each time I try it gets worse. I'm falling farther away. Can you save me, I love you? All the things we've been through, seem fruitless when I sleep alone. I wish I was home. Can you help me, I'm drowning? In this sea of booze and mysery. My head is numb and, it doesn't last long enough. Can you fuck me, I'm hurting? Just need something to get by. If only for a moment of flesh. That one moment I'm free.

Get Me The Fuck Out Of Here.
Dear Cupcake, Here is your horoscope for Thursday, February 1: Explore the unknown. Maybe that means spending more time inside your own head. Maybe that means getting out of the neighborhood or even out of the country. It's up to you. Just make sure you expand your boundaries.

Friends
Yo whats good everyone. Just wanted to say hello to everyone and thanks for your adds and comments. Dont be stranger, get at me when you have a chance leave me a messege and ill get back to you (i promise)...especialy the ladies.....Looking for some sexy ladie friends to hit me up.

Words And Meanings......
Eight Words with two Meanings 1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-_expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Fe

Last Night!!! (don't Read If U Dont Wanna Know)
Ok So Lately I have been having these insane sex dreams... I mean I have them all the freaking time... But last night was fucking amazing... I woke up sweating and panting... and fingering myself. I have not done that ever.... My god, so lemme tell u the dream... I was at a pool party with about 6 girls and 2 guys... Lets say in the dream I knew some of these people however... I will not be reveling names... Well all of a sudden one of the girls starts kissing me... and another is rubbing my nipples through my shirt... I had another move the bottom of suit to the side and start eating me... After watching people fuck senselessly.... and several orgasms later... I needed a dick inside me... well lets say the dick I got was the biggest I had ever seen and god I could have sworn it was real... God I came and came and came... God I almost cried when I woke up... Damn dreams... I need reality soon before I lose it..

What Men Would Do If They Had A Vagina For A Day
10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot.

The Wall
the WALL When me and the hubby started swinging we went to a party organised by a couple we knew. We had been invloved in a few encounters but nothing on the scale of a party and were both looking forward to it. I had dressed for the occassion, with what my hubby calls the 'easy access dress', a hugging black lyrica number that was high on thigh and plunged in all the right places. This I wore with a sheer pair of hold up stockings that the hem of my dress barely covered the tops of. In the party was a number of couples and after a few drinks people wandered in and out of rooms where the action was happening. I got taken to a room with hostess of the party who wanted to show me their lastest toy. It was a wall that seperated the room with about 4 holes about 2.5 to 3 feet of the ground and about 3 feet apart which she delighted in telling me was so the guys could poke their cocks thru and have their naughty annonomous blow job... After a few minutes of talking we

What Color Is My Heart
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue93%Pink93%Yellow79%Green29%Purple29%Black29%Orange21%White14%Red11%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Ratings And Bombers Needed Please Help
Hey Hey Cherry Tappers/Friends & Fans Im in the Who's Your Momma Contest & Im Fairly Knew One of Two contest Ive entered and Both Still going on.. Please Please Help me win This one Bombing is allowed Come comment me and Bomb Me Please Please Please Especially those Of You Ive helped ;) I will show the love back PLEASE HELP ME :o) I need Lots and Lots of Ratings .. COmments and Bombing PLEASE Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhz and Hugs to all Click on the Link below

Adult Quiz
Want to take a quiz.. 1. Last time you had a date? 2. Last time you had sex? 3.a. Last time you gave a bj? 3.b. Spit or swallow? 4.a. Last time you masturbated? 4.b. Fingers or toy? 5. Ever used food during sex? (Details!!) 6. Sex outside? 7. Most unusual place youve had sex? 8. How many men have you had sex with? 9. Any women? 10. Anal? 11. Ever been tied up? 12. Spanked? 13. Your special sexual skill? 14. On top, underneath or from behind? 15. Would you describe yourself as dominant or submissive? 16. Kinkiest thing youve done? 17. Anything anyone has suggested that you have said NO to?

Levae No One Behind
They have found some more remains That have lain hidden for so long And no matter what excuse they make There is something surely wrong. What if you were a Family Who had nothing to lay to rest And then, now it begins all over As new hopes are put to an old test. They want to have some closure A place to visit those they lost To have a private place to go The least deserved, for their awful cost. Haven't they lost enough? Haven't they felt enough pain? Without wondering, “How many more?” Places not searched, still remain. It seems to be really obvious These lost ones should have been found Back then, not five years later Once more the victims were let down. With all of our technologies And with proper leaders in place GZ should be searched once more For even the smallest trace. How much longer must those souls wait And will the families ever really know Some peace and put them to rest In some private place where they can go. All Americans shoul

What My Eyes Say About Me
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion92%Diamond Eyes75%Mysterious50%Eyes full of Pain8%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Okay Too Funny
A Newfie went hunting one day in Ontario and bagged three ducks. He put them in the bed of his pickup truck and was about to drive home when he was confronted by an ornery game warden who didn't like Newfies. The game warden ordered the Newfie to show his hunting license, and the Newfie pulled out a valid Ontario hunting license. The game warden looked at the license, then reached over and picked up one of the ducks, sniffed its butt, and said, "This duck ain't from Ontario. This is a Quebec duck. You got a Quebec huntin' license, boy?" The Newfie reached into his wallet and produced a Quebec hunting license. The game warden looked at it, then reached over and grabbed the second duck, sniffed its butt, and said "This ain't no Quebec duck. This duck's from Manitoba. You got a Manitoba license?" The Newfie reached into his wallet and produced a Manitoba hunting license. The warden then reached over and picked up the third

Smoking Violation Batman!!!!
Yes the saga continues. The new no smoking law has been in effect for the past month and it really sucks!!! Watch and see yourself as Batman tries to uphold the law! Misdemeanor BatmanAdd to My Profile | More Videos

-cherokee_warrior
All my life I longed to find someone with a spirited heart like mine Whose spirit soars wild and free and would share our life's destiny... To escape the city noise and neon lights and enjoy the splendor of star filled nights To share our free spirits and hearts and walk paths yet unmarked... To share Tunkasila's Blessings with each other and enjoy the mysteries of our Earth Mother Someone who thrills to Red Hawks in flight whose soul stirs at wolf's cry in the night I go alone to the Sacred Fire always searching for my heart's desire Someone with a fiery spirited soul who would make my life complete and whole Then from the South came distant heartbeats our two spirited souls destined to meet... I knew it wasn't just a chance of fate that I had found my lost soul mate Our destinies guided by Tunkasila above our hearts found our long lost love Throughout eternity and the winds of time I am yours and you are forever mine You will always walk by my side

The Buffalo's Spirit Song
The Buffalo's Spirit Song Body: Hau kolas, I am the mighty Buffalo ... My spirit is with you, I did not go We remain few under Grandfather's sun But the plains still rumble as our spirits run In herds, I roamed the plains wild and free Buffalo is part of Mother's Earth's family I was the Great mighty beast that ancestors Blessed at their feasts Buffalo supplied ancestors with food to eat Our pelt furs warmed their tired cold feet Buffalos and ancestors were brothers and friends Part of life's circle that never ceases nor ends ... Our hoof beats shook the plains with thunder Filling hearts with awe and wonder Now we seek those who drove us under ... The men who killed with reckless plunder Ancestors only took when there was need While the white wichasa killed us from greed By that old coward, Buffalo Bill Cody's hand alone 4000 were slaughtered where once was our home The white wichasa will never learn But by ancestor's sons, Buffalo will return! With t

My New Box
Will be here in 2 weeks or so. Heres the specs! If your not a geek this won't make sense! ASUS M2N-E Socket AM2 NVIDIA nForce 570 Ultra MCP ATX AMD Motherboard - Retail ATI 100-703271 PCI Interface TV Wonder 550PCI Video Device - Retail AMD Athlon 64 X2 4600+ Windsor 2.4GHz Socket AM2 Processor Model ADA4600CUBOX - Retail LITE-ON 20X DVD±R DVD Burner with 12X DVD-RAM write and LightScribe Technology Black E-IDE/ATAPI Model LH-20A1H-185 - OEM CORSAIR ValueSelect 2GB (2 x 1GB) 240-Pin DDR2 SDRAM DDR2 533 (PC2 4200) Dual Channel Kit Desktop Memory Model VS2GBKIT533D2 - Retail eVGA 256-P2-N436-LX GeForce 7300GS 256MB GDDR2 PCI Express x16 Video Card - Retail Maxtor MaXLine Pro 500 7H500F0 500GB 7200 RPM SATA 3.0Gb/s Hard Drive - OEM RAIDMAX Sagitta ATX-921WBP Black/Silver SECC Steel ATX Mid Tower Computer Case 450watt PRESCOTT/ SATA Ready Power Supply - Retail Windows Vista Ultimate 64-bit DSP OEM DVD

Why?
You say it can wait I dont want it to I keep pulling away when i should push Why not you Why him You mean so much more I can forget him But without you Im lost I want to I do Im just lost I need your guidence Tell me its ok Tell me you wont leave Tell me its all for love

Update
Hey everyone! I was not on the site today b/c I had a photo shoot for ad photos for the new web site getting ready to launch. The new photos will be posted (SOME of them) here in a few days. I've been training hard since September and dieted down over the last 3 weeks and am very pleased with my body, which still has a ways to go. More details later! Love ya. Metro Mike

Deep From Soul
O` if I had the wisdom of Soloman? The strength of Samuel? The love of David in song? The humbleness and patience of Job? The love of Ruth? The faith of Jeremiah? The courage of Gideon? The vocabulary of Paul? The meekness of Moses? The righteousness of Noah? The love of Jacob for Rachel? The forgiveness of Joseph? With deep humbleness, sincerity, I seek to imitate these. I long for the love, from the woman in my dreams. Waters have flown over my head, because of the breakdown of our love. At night, despair causes my tears to descend just as a torrent. My palms, are held out. In sack cloth and ashes, I bow low to the earth. My affliction and desolation have surrounded me, my mouth is in the dust of the earth. My eyes are pining away for salvation, there is none forthcoming.

My Candy Heart
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Leave Me Alone!
A vampire bat came flapping in from the night, face all covered in fresh blood and parked himself on the ceiling of the cave to get some sleep. Pretty soon all the other bats could smell the blood and began hassling him about where he got it. He told them to piss off and let him get some sleep, but they persisted until he finally gave in. "OK, follow me", he said and flew out of the cave with hundreds of bats behind him. Down through a valley they went, across a river and into a huge forest. Finally he slowed down and all the other bats excitedly milled around him, tongues hanging out for blood. Do you see that large oak tree over there?" he asked. "Yes, yes, YES!!" the bats all screamed in a frenzy. "Good" said the first bat, "because I f**king didn't!

Whiners And Beggars
Ok im sick and tired of people shouting me to seE the private folder. Some wont Even rate a single pic or leave a comment.They have to send a message or send a shout. Then get all pissed off when i have to paste the message thats all over my page of whats required to see the family folder.YES I KNOW I HAVE A LOT OF PICS! Thats the point! See i dont get points for NSFW pics so im thinking of not having any AT ALL! I mean why would anyone post them if the rater and the person being rated is geing nothing for it?I mean if it sems like too much to you THEN JUST DONT DO IT! I mean how simple is that?Im not here to get you off people. And yes if that makes me a points whore then so BE IT! Dont like it move on to the next profile. Maybe some other bitch will show you everything you want for NOTHING! So over the drama! Also Im probably going to set my shoutbox to family only because of all the pervs and assholes. Ive blocked like 9 people in 2 days! OFF to work! tO ALL MY REAL FRIENDS, H

Tasting Devine
with two divine mouths... Oh my love I comprehend as you have so many figures in the everyday's life so much of varieties to you as well In these diverse prototypes I discover you in multifold ambiences with multiplex hypotheses and with multiphase replicas with you I indeed relish each territory of your display of vitality as a gentlewoman close to my heart you are a magical and awe also you are so cute and so confidential hallmark sometimes even I am sometimes dissolved in the subjects of yours you are very sunken day volunteer and very new day accessory you are connoted with the embryonic inspiration with me I cannot comprehend the faculty which associates you from where you obtain to that ? And ending logs with you is the love that you expose to me often in the night when you are nude and when you left only with two divine mouths which play the music of your womanhood transforming me into a guitarist to play with yours immortal cord

Two Women In Heaven
Two Women Talking In Heaven: 1st woman: Hi! My name is Wanda. 2nd woman: Hi! I 'm Sylvia. How'd you die? 1st woman: I froze to death. 2nd woman: How horrible! 1st woman: It wasn't so bad. After I quit shaking from the cold, I began to get warm & sleepy, and finally died a peaceful death. What about you? 2nd woman: I died of a massive heart attack. I suspected that my husband was cheating, so I came home early to catch him in the act. But instead, I found him all by himself in the den watching TV. 1st woman: So, what happened? 2nd woman: I was so sure there was another woman there somewhere that I started running all over the house looking. I ran up into the attic and searched, and down into the basement. Then I went through every closet and checked under all the beds . I kept this up until I had looked everywhere, and finally I became so exhausted that I just keeled over with a heart attack and died. 1st woman: Too bad you

Protect Our Children; Ballad Of An Unborn Child
WHO WAS I TO BE, KNOW ONE WILL EVER SEE, I HAD NO FACE, NO NAME, I HAD NO GUILT OR SHAME. BEFORE I HAD A BREATH OF AIR, I WAS DRAWN FROM WITHIN MY LAIR, I NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO SEE YOUR LAND, I HAVE'NT EVEN SEEN THE BACK OF MY HAND. WHAT ARE FEELINGS? SORROW, HAPPINESS, WHAT IS WORK, WHAT IS REST, WHAT IS SNOW, WHAT IS RAIN, WHAT IS COMFORT, WHAT IS PAIN. WHO COULD I HAVE REALLY BEEN? MAYBE A LEADER OF MANY MEN, I COULD HAVE BEEN STRONG AND FREE, NOW WE KNOW THAT WILL NEVER BE. PLEASE DO NOT CRY WHEN THINGS GO WRONG, JUST KEEP YOUR HEART AND SOUL STRONG, AND SOON YOU'LL KNOW THE PRIVILAGE GIVEN, IN CAREING FOR THIS GIFT FROM HEAVEN, THIS PRECIOUS CHILD, SO MEEK AND MILD, IS HEAVENS VERY SPECIAL CHILD.

Friends..something Good Might Happen
You are my 7 in 7 seconds. I am not breaking this. No way! I'M TOLD THIS WORKS!!!!! just repeat this prayer and see how God moves!! "Lord, I love you and I need you, come into my heart, and bless me, my family, my home, and my friends, in Jesus' name. Amen." Pass this message to 7 people You will receive a miracle tomorrow. I Hope that you don't ignore and let God bless you!!! posted by:

Whispers
Whispers of love float along the wind; Bringing a sense of solace and felicity The wind cannot be heard nor ever seen; But I feel the love pouring into our heart's It brings a sense of warmth; Just as we do to one another It is like catching a rainbow after a summer's rain; Admiring the colors and truly appreciating the beauty Love is an amazing feeling ~ and bond Ours is nothing less than true and clear You are whisper's of love; Calming and gentle You are truly perfection to me.. And much more than I can contain

Oceanic
Walking hand in hand along the ocean shore, Sunshine slowly growing dim I pull you close and kiss you passionately Holding your gaze, placing your hands in mine I lay you upon the velvet sand, Running my fingertips on your jawline We remove our clothes in a sudden movement The air is chilly but that's about to change My fingers dance along your bare skin; Admiring your beautiful body My hand brushes your inner thigh, Making you moan slightly I'm craving the same thing you are I trail passionate kisses along your stomach; Moving slowly down south Your breath quickens, As I reach my destination My tongue grazes your clit Sweat glistens on your body, As my hands stroke your thighs; Nails running teasingly over crevices I enter my tongue deep within Your sweet sin soon streams; Creating an ocean of passion One in which, I drown... Kissing you and intertwining our bodies.. The art of making love is beauty; When emotions are rock solid.. Never breaking

Poem
i long to feel your hand through my hair To feel your touch upon my flesh To hear you say that i am yours These are my desires My dreams To feel that one simple Item being placed around My neck The small symbol that Say i am yours Your happiness is All that matters to me To know that i belong By your side To serve you To bring you true Pleasure Will the day come? When you call me Yours i shall one day Find the happiness That I so desperately seek I believe that i have found It by your side To be your Property by kat 2007

Unconditional,for Precious Love
You give me courage, when I want to let go; Finding a way to disintegrate my walls It is like you took my heart, And stitched it with a mother's love A love I lost hope in ever knowing; Yet, yours is an unconditional love You accepted me for myself, Despite my many imperfections You have opended my eyes a lot, More than you probably know You support me with my relationship, I could not be any more greatful I admire you a lot and hold a lot of respect for you; I hope one day I could be half the mother that you are ~¢¾~ Thank you for everything you've given me, I hope I can repay you someway, and somehow.~¢¾~

You Bringhten My Day!
Your smile lights up the room Your touch heals the wounded Your voice is like heaven You brighten my day! Your hug heals all sorrows Your kiss heals all worries You friendship is priceless You brighten my day! I love you!

My Weekend Plans
ok so i'll barely be online this weekend (i think). here's the schedule: friday: *school (duh) *hang out wit alison and rachel saturday: * jess's bday party out in d-mas (starts in the PM but i dunno how late) *sleepover at jess' sunday: *leave jess' at who-knows when *rachel's bday party (whee...not excited for ice-skatin) then monday begins my two-week internship at exxon, whoot! i still have to figure out how i'm gettin my ass to the station and home everyday. rachel is workin in the winter production at school so she'll be close and i guess we'll be going to lunch everyday (maybe and i doubt it) but we'll be running everyday (also doubtful) cuz when we get back from internship, susanne is gonna have us start running for like three weeks. wow it's gonna suck. i really wanna start takin weight loss pills to kick start the process but it's up to some group i'm about to join...plus we gotta be careful about the speed in some products. i'm already on 45 mg of C

Fear Of Love
i took a chance once before i found true love only to have my heart ripped and torn i swore never again i would never hurt again i sheilded what was left of my heart i let noone near and then i met someone who melted the ice the pain still exist, as does the fear loving again causes the fear not ever wanting that pain again afraid of the tear it scare me so to feel this way do i dare trust again can i really follow my heart or should i hide within this shell the fear is real is the love for real

Cherry Fairy
YOU JUST HAVE BEEN KISSED BY THE CHERRY FAIRY HERE ARE THE RULES YOU MUST PASS THIS ALONG TO EVERY ONE YOU KNOW INCLUDING THE ONE WHO POSTED THIS IF YOU RECIEVE IT BACK THEN YOU KNOW YOUR ARE LOVED 1 KISS = YOU ARE LOVED 2 KISSES= YOU ARE VERY LOVED 3 KISSES= YOU ARE EXCEPTIONALLY LOVED 4 KISSES = YOU ARE MORE THAN LOVED SHARE THE LOVE WITH EVERY ONE YOU KNOW --------------------------------------------- Please leave your kisses here! Andrew

The Partridge Spirit / Algonquin Legend
One red autumn, two brothers went on a hunting expedition for their tribe. They come to the source of the Penobscott river and there they stayed all winter. They had no woman with them to do all the tasks that make a hunter thankful. So most of the daily tasks fell upon the younger brother who said to his older brother, "I wish there were a woman in our wigwam to mend and cook, to sew and clean for us." "Well, our mother and sisters are at home, brother. We must do the best we can," replied the older brother. By the time spring came around, their snowshoes were broken and their moccasins were full of holes. One day, when the snow was still hard and icy, the younger brother came home to find that the wigwam was clean and tidy! A fire was burning and there was hot water already boiling in the pot. He said nothing to his brother, but the next day, he returned home early in order to spy on the wigwam. In the light of the dying sun, he saw a beautiful maiden step through the woods

The Dentist
A guy and a girl meet at a bar. They get along so well that they decide to go to the girl's place. A few drinks later, the guy takes off his shirt and then washes his hands. He then takes off his trousers and washes his hands again. The girl has been watching him and says, "You must be a dentist." The guy, surprised, says, "Yes.... How did you figure that out?" "Easy," she replied, "you keep washing your hands." One thing leads to another and they make love. After they are done, the girl says, "You must be a good dentist." The guy, now with a boosted ego, says, "Sure, I'm a good dentist, how did you figure that out?" "Didn't feel a thing!"

The Systematical Error That Is Ohio And All It's Residents
(I got this in a bulletin on Myspace from one of my fellow friends, and being from ohio ... I just had to read it. Wouldn't you know that systematically I knew everything that was coming and agreed with everything on this list. I feel shamed now and I am going to go in my beat up roommates pick up truck and meet my friend who drives a new mustang, to krogers(which is 15 minutes from a college) and stomp my feet in the snow filled potholed parkinglot of this winter, still winter ... wonderland. ~Oh the irony of it all!!!!!!!!!! :dies from fear and laughing so hard at herself and all of this: ~ I hope you guys enjoy this, leave lots of comments with opinions, this should be interesting!! ) You know you're from Ohio if ........... ♠ You know all the 4 seasons: winter, still winter, almost winter and construction. ♠ You live less than 20 miles from some college or university. ♠ You know what a "buckeye" really is, and have a recipe for candy ones, an

Dxm Induced Babbling
< center > < center > < small > < system malfunction > < backslash backslash backslash > my outlines have outlines. it made sense when i said it. there is something in my circuits. something unrecognizable outlines with colors. congestion? something to do with my stomach < BOLD > ahhh... colors. tv? sure why not. < //end transmission// >

I Think We Should Pick Our Family
i was in a chick fight tonight... i got into a chick fight with my cousin a little while ago. shes from mexico & we were sitting at the kitchen table when my aunt asked me where the hell i was all day. i told her with mike and she said you're always with that military boy. ::which is a HUGE lie cuz i hadnt seen him in like two weeks:: then my cousin said that all people who join the military are mindless morons who would pour soda over themselves if given an order to do so. and that military families come out retarded because of how theyre brought up. then she started bad mouthing sean for joining the marines...::by this point i was pissed::....then she said that of course i spent the day with the guard boy because i had to have some time with someone equally as retarded as me....so i got up grabbed the glass she was drinking from and poured it over her head. then she threw my soda at me..i pushed her....she hit me..anyway after we rolled around trying to win and after much hair pul

Angel With A Devils Smile.
My smile is fading, and fast. I used to consider myself as someone every one could turn to when they needed, n i used to be there no matter what, but after the weeks i've had i've come to this conclusion; Why when your there for all your friends and anyone who might need your help and support come running straight to you, but when your in need of their help and support they do a runner and dont want to talk to you or ignore you. Makes me wonder, have i really got as many friends as i first thought or am as deluded as the rest of society. Im not looking for sympathy as no one will show any anyways, but i needed to write and get things off my chest so i wouldnt do anything stupid, but i guess writing this is just making things worse, but im gonna carry on, it needs to be said. Why do i feel i have failed everyone? I dont expect anyone to msg me as i dont think ppl will take time to read this, so i'll be safe in sying what i have to. My passion for life and returnin

In This Mirror-
Once was a dreamer, the kind who believed anything that was told, it was beautiful, so was she... she knew there were no corners to cut in this perfect circle. No lies were made to be told, and with love, she would never grow old. A heart full of young wishes, some that actually came true. Until that day she woke, and found herslf startled within her dream.. You saw that face, that smile, that hand caressing her cheek, she swallows the bile creeping in her throat. Its there, always there, waiting to explode, rocking her body across the floor. He saw her, loved her from the distance, wanting to bask within her light. If he only knew it was just a front, she claimed strength, it showed on her face, but within she was torn. working every day to mend the pieces, find the missing links that made her who she was, some day, she'll be more, she'll be everything you believed her to be...

Things Alwaysget Fucked Up
well yeah. here i am. I feel so alone and confused. Like im a drifter with no home, and never will have one. Each time i think things are going really well the glass floor shatters underneath me, dropping me back into the depths. I often wonder what i did in a past life to give me this karma. Love? ha, its not an option in my life, and I realize that more every time I try. I love unconditionally, and I havent ever gotten that back in return. I am scared to make connections anymore to friends or anyone else, cuz it always seems to bite me in the ass. I have always told the truth, and somehow I havent I guess, well at least thats what I hear. Then one time i tell the truth and really dont want to, I frikin betray a friend, and hurt another, and still am the outsider with no real family. So what do you do? Tell everyone to fuck off? or pretend everything is okay and in the past? I dont know what to do right now, and Im not sure I will. Im getting to the point of just not caring and screwi

New Life
(This took place on December 26th 2006) My sis has given birth this morning... after a 15 hour labour n a week n half of pain, (cramps n early labour signs) she gave birth to a beautifull little girl Alisia Maddy Davies 8:29 am and she weighed in at 6lb 13oz so she was a small baby for the size of her mums stomach, n now im an aunty Just wondering when it will be my turn, or if i will ever fall pregnant. just thought id post a bulletin to let u all know, take care Raven

Please Help Me Level
YOU KNOW I LOOK AT THE ACTUAL NUMBER OF PEOPLE WHO READ MY BULLETINS AND ITS USUALLY ZILCH... NOW IF I HAD MY PUSSY FLASHING ALL OVER HERE OR MY TITS AND ASS THEN MAYBE I WOULD GET AN OVERWHELMING RESPONSE...... GOOD GRIEF :( ALL IM ASKING IS TO HELP ME LEVEL I'VE BEEN ON THIS LEVEL NOW FOR TWO MONTHS..... I WOULD HELP YOU THANKS SORRY TO BE SO BLUNT BUT ITS THE TRUTH !!!!

And Sometimes We Just Are.....
lone·ly –adjective, -li·er, -li·est. 1. affected with, characterized by, or causing a depressing feeling of being alone; lonesome. 2. destitute of sympathetic or friendly companionship, intercourse, support, etc.: a lonely exile. 3. lone; solitary; without company; companionless. 4. remote from places of human habitation; desolate; unfrequented; bleak: a lonely road. 5. standing apart; isolated: a lonely tower. That's what I am. I feel utterly alone. I sit in my house day in and day out alone. Yes I have a roommate but he doesn't cure the loneliness. It normally hits when the sun goes down and my house is quiet. I sit here taking a drag off of my cigarette and I find myself crying at diamond commercials. I find myself longing for that life I had dreamed of. I find myself wishing I could turn back the hands of time and do things differently. Not so much with the direction my life is heading, but I wish I could change the people I've decided to associate

My Grandad's Poem
This poem was one that my grandad had writen and he suffered with Alzhiemers which eventually killed him (along with a nurse puncturing his prostrate gland (cathater) which caused internal bleeding which eventually led to his death) but even in his last days, he remembered this, but not his family, (he didnt even know who is son was) even though it has been 5 years now i still hear him from time to time saying this peom to me. In his gruff scottish acent, Which offers some comfort knowing that hes watching over me. Anyways here it it. When your sitting all alone, And thinking of the past. Remember that you have a friend, That will forever last. Thought many miles may part us, Your face i cannot see, Remember it was Jock, Who wrote these lines to thee. In Loving Memory of my Grandad Jock (John Burke) Born in Glasgow Scotland Died Barnsley England Oh how i miss him. Born May 25th 1931 - March 17th 2002

I'm On One Of My Biggest Downers, And You Lot Dont Give A Shit About Me!!!
im on one of my biggest downers n i cant seem to pull myself back up, im all alone in this fucking shit hole called keetering, n i have no friends down here, i cant get pregnant n have the family ive always wanted, i seem to be attracting alot of females who want me, n im starting to want them back, but im scared of it. i hate my life i hate the way i look i hate not been able to be with my friends i hate my depression, i feel like i cant go on, what does life hold for me, apart from hurt betrail and anger, a door mat for people to throw things back in my face everything i've done and try to do for them, im getting fed up of life n friends who think they can treat me like a door mat want me when they feel down of want some advice but do a runner when i need someone there for me, u ppl need a reality check u take everything u can get and its too much hassel give just a little back, ur a waste of space, and it hurts how people think its ok to do it. yea im on a downer n yeah im

I'm Going On Vacation
You won't hear from me for a while... I'm going on a cruise with my boys to Mexico for a week. I'll be sure to take plenty of pictures and share with those interested.... To all of my friends... have a great week, I will miss talking to you. To those of you who have my cell phone number, you can call me until I get to the L.A. port on Sunday... after that I will be enjoying the lack of traffic, cold weather, cell phones, teacher conferences, laundry. ... ahhhhh I really do need this vacation! Much love! XOXO

In My Stash..
in my stash i have my voice recorder http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=406647&bl=1 so if you can leave me a message..i'd like to hear..its always cool to hear from my friends also i got videos of me being a dork..and other random stuff you know me..mr random!

Made Up My Mind! I'm As Happy As I Can Be!
Hey, fellow CT members. I've decided to leave all here in California. I'm moving to Houston, Texas, and I'm as happy and content with that choice as I can be. There's only one thing that will make me the happiest woman on Earth, but its a no-go. It will not happen, so I have decided to forget about that and focus on my two boys and myself. I already have a job position waiting for me, an apartment and access to all necessary resources that will become available to me when I get there. I can't wait. All of my current problems will begin to slowly diminish. This will be the best move I make in my life. NO ONE will hold me back. I am excited! Wish me luck! Indee

My Last F*** You !!!
Fuck everything u've eva said, Fuck every thought u've put in my head. Fuck the trip that u've been on, Fuck the place your ass has gone. Fuck all the different ways u lie, Fuck all your lame excuses why. Fuck every1 who cares 4 u, Fuck every Fucked-up bitch u do. Fuck u'r car & Fuck u'r truck, Fuck u, u Fucking Fuck, u suck. I've put my luv upon a shelf, So u can just go Fuck u'rself. Just a little bitter? Oh u bet, U faithless puke, I'm not done yet. Fuck u'r dog, Fuck u'r cat, Fuck u right in the place u'r at. Fuck u'r beginnings and Fuck u'r ends, Fuck u'r family and u'r Fucked-up friend. U'r Fucking Fuck, u failed the test, U'r ten times worse than all the rest. Fuck the paper, Fuck the phone, My last gift 2 u is this Fucking poem. Take Fucking 1 from Fucking 2, That leaves me not Fucking u.

Oneman
i have ONE person,,(man obviously) that i want to talk to, i see him on the fly, wondering if hes in stealth mode, just when im to the point of accepting the fact hes out of the pic for a bit,BAhaHMM..there he is.. my heart is thumping, my breathe catches in my throat, i answer him in my shoutbox but no response...is it that hes playing coy..or that its on the blitz again,OR that hes on that shitty dialup again? I DONT KNOW!. BUT..you know who you are..I MISS YOU..CANT WAIT TO JUST BE BESIDE, ANYWHERE, PLAIN AND SIMPLE

Cleaning Friends List
I have just spent the last hour doing some revamping on my friends list. So many have sent a request just to see the private folders and then have never said anything afterwards. It looks as if there may still be some more remodeling to be done. If you would like to remain on my list, you know what to do! I do not like to weed through a long list of names I don't know inorder to find those I do know because we have constructed the grounds of a friendship.

All Is Finished
ALL IS FINISHED I WANTED TO GIVE SOMETHING OF MY PAST TO MY GRANDSON. I TOLD HIM THAT I WOULD SING THE SACRED WOLF SONG OVER HIM. IN MY SONG, I APPLEALED TO THE WOLF TO COME AND PRESIDE OVER US, WHILE I WOULD PERFORM THE WOLF CEREMONY. SO THAT THE BONDAGE BETWEEN MY GRANDSON AND THE WOLF WOULD BE LIFE LONG. I SANG. IN MY VOICE WAS THE HOPE THAT CLINGS TO EVERY HEARTBEAT. I SANG. IN MY WORDS WERE THE POWERS I INHERITED FROM MY FOREFATHERS. I SANG. IN MY CUPPED HANDS LAY A SPRUCE SEED.. THE LINK TO CREATION. I SANG. IN MY EYES, SPARKLED LOVE. AND THE SONG FLOATED ON THE SUN'S RAYS FROM TREE TO TREE. WHEN I HAD ENDED, IT WAS AS IF THE WHOLE WORLD LISTENED WITH US TO HEAR THE WOLF'S REPLY. WE WAITED A LONG TIME BUT NONE CAME. AGAIN I SANG, HUMBLY BUT AS INVITINGLY AS I COULD, UNTIL MY THROAT ACHED AND MY VOICE GAVE OUT. ALL OF A SUDDEN I REALIZED WHY NO WOLVES HAD HEARD MY SACRED SONG. THERE WER

Working My Self To Death
every day i come in to this place i am covered up with paper work it never seems to end... i am killing my self and for what ... fo you for one min think that they care about me ... if i had time i would write more but for right now this min ... i must go the papers are piling up and there is no end in sight... love you all doo

Friend...
My first blog so here goes... Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget and if I die before you do I'll go to heavan and wait for you I'll give the angles back their wings and risk the loss of everything just to prove My friendship is true... I kinda theifed this from a very wonderufl friend of mine lol....Staci I

Truelove
There is a faith in loving fiercely the one who is rightfully yours, especially if you have waited years and especially if part of you never believed you could deserve this loved and beckoning hand held out to you this way. I am thinking of faith now and the testaments of loneliness and what we feel we are worthy of in this world. Years ago in the Hebrides I remember an old man who walked every morning on the grey stones to the shore of the baying seals, who would press his hat to his chest in the blustering salt wind and say his prayer to the turbulent Jesus hidden in the water, and I think of the story of the storm and everyone waking and seeing the distant yet familiar figure far across the water calling to them, and how we are all preparing for that abrupt waking, and that calling, and that moment we have to say yes, except it will not come so grandly, so Biblically, but more subtly and intimately in the face of the one you know yo

Family Bomb Tags(update)
Well, i worked on a few tags and will finish up later on. Feel free to take them to your contests...let peeps know the Angel Family is here ;) Cheers to the family and happy Bombings :) Do you want to go to the site now? YES | NO

To Sad To Give A Fuck !
I'M SOO SICK SICK AND TIRED OF FEELIN LIKE I HAVE TO NEED TO BE THIS AWSOME AMAZING LOOKIN CHICK U THINK I'M UGLEY DON'T LOOK U NEED TO STEP OFF U HURT ME WITH UR WORDS I'M PRETTY INSIDE AND OUT I DON'T CARE WHAT U THINK REALLY I DON'T I KNOW WHO I AM AND THATS AMAZING ! SORRY FOR THE RANT PEOPLE SUM PEOPLE UST LIKE TO MAKE OTHERS FEEL BAD SO THEY CAN FEEL GOOD...WE ARE ALL DIFFRENT TIME TO EXCEPT IT...LUV MY FAMILIA AND SIS TC ALL I'M GONE

Ummmmm Thanks
I just wanted to say thanks to all those ppl that have added me and especially those few that have talked to me and i mean actually talked to me LOL who would have thought you could make friends from a site like this. So thanks to all and really thanks to those few that know its for them. so Peace to all and peace and love to those that know its to them

Ladybird Problem
ok found a ladybird this morning and its about the 4th one i found in my house this winter but heres the problem what do i do with the little bugga!!! 1. leave him where he is and i may just suck him up with the hover. (by accident of course) 2. leave him where he is and the dogs may get to him first and eat him thinking hes a smartie. 3. get a little match box and put him in there keep him all warm call him george, and let him go in spring awwww how girlie!!! 4.other.... and that does not include standing on him awwww u mean gits so answers below people and quick before 1 or 2 happen.

A Lesson On Drinking Vodka
SIPPING VODKA This is too funny - I still have tears in my eyes! A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, " When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Ju

George Carlin New Rules For 2007
New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days -- mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Lobster? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: "Lucky bastards." New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: Do you have two of them?

Fun Facts
My friend King Nothing here on Tap had an idea to start this "Fun Facts" blog. Here is a quote from his blog to explain what it's about, "Ok, so my friend Morrigan did this mumm called Fun Facts. It was so well received that she did it TWICE! Well the only problem with mumms is that they go away so quickly you know? So I'm starting a blog version of this! It's really simple, you write down facts about yourself, from the mundane, to the funny, to the weird, etc, etc, and post it as a blog. I do NOT want comments on this blog ok? The ONLY comments I would like to see here are links to the blogs where you do this at! That way if one of my friends would like to be a friend of yours, they can learn a lil something about you. And this will be a fun way to learn more about your friends! Once again, TY Morrigan! So here goes..." And so now, here I go with my "Fun Facts".... ~~I love to laugh and often laugh at things that noone else finds funny. ~~I am a very easy going person. I

The Marriage Of An 80 Year Old Man And A 20 Year
The marriage of an 80 year old man and a 20 year old woman was the talk of > the town. After being married a year, the couple went to the hospital for > the birth of their first child. > > The attending nurse came out of the delivery room to congratulate the old > gentleman and said, "This is amazing. How do you do it at your age?" > > The old man grinned and said, "You got to keep the old motor running." > > The following year, the couple returned to the hospital for the birth of > their second child. The same nurse was attending this delivery and again > went out to congratulate the old gentleman. > > She said, "Sir, you are something else. How do you do it?" > > The old man grinned and said, "You gotta keep the old motor running." > > A year later, the couple returned to the hospital for the birth of their > third child. The same nurse was there for this birth and after the delivery > she approached the old gentleman, smiling, and sai

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This Change
In a matter of time I went from depressed to no longer stressed. So much use to bring me down and now I walk again. Standing on my own two feet. Feeling complete. Like a sanctuary of solitude. Im full of grattitude. Gone is the fucked up attitude. I feel rejuvenated. My life no longer seems so complicated. Im exstatic. Give me more. I want to have this. I know that where i was is not where I am now. Everything becomes clear. I begin to see. Myself through you. You make me whole. You give me a smile everyday. All that pain you took away. Now I ask for just one thing. A promise that together you and I will sing. Looking at stars and laughing out loud. Your giggles have become a part of me. Something i would love to always hear. Happiness can be great. It took long enough to realize that. No longer in the gutter. But above it.

A Couple Of Love Quotes
You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it. -------------------------------------------------- You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it. -------------------------------------------------- Your voice makes me tremble inside And your smile is an invitation For my imagination to go wild. -------------------------------------------------- I have learned not to worry about love; But to honor its coming with all my heart. -------------------------------------------------- To love a person is to learn the song That is in their heart, And to sing it to them When they have forgotten. -------------------------------------------------- The most precious possession that ever comes To a man in this world Is a woman's heart. ----------------------------------

Caught Off-guard...
Picked up a movie at Blockbuster last night after having dinner at Nana's and curled up on the couch to watch it. I'd heard that "Crank" was pretty good so I figured I'd give it a try. Not too far into the movie I had a shock. At the introduction of one of the main characters I thought, "Carlos?!" Carlos is an old friend that I met here in Nashville at the club I used to frequent before it closed last year. He was an amazing dancer and I remember seeing him ever since I first started going there. We started talking and hanging out and found out that we were so alike in many ways that is was almost creepy. I mean, even the way that we had out respective apartments laid out and decorated was almost identical. He had to head out of the country 2 years ago for a film and then I lost track of him. The club closed and while I know where the Sunday night crowd migrated to I have no clue where the Saturday night crowd went. So I've been hanging out at a new after hours club that is a pl

A Song Of Love
let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth; for they love is better than wine. A bundle of myrrh is my well-beloved unto me; he shall lie all night betwixt my breasts. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste! His left hand is under my head, and his right hand doth embrace me. The voice of my beloved! Behold, he cometh leaping upon the moutains skipping upon the hills. My beloved spoke and said unto me, "Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away. My beloved is mine and I am his.

American Journalism
Dan Rather, Peter Jennings, Cokie Roberts, and a tough old U.S. Marine Sergeant were all captured by terrorists in Iraq . The leader of the terrorists told them that he would grant them each one last request before they were beheaded. Dan Rather said, "Well, I'm a Texan; so I'd like one last bowlful of hot spicy chili." The leader nodded to an underling who left and returned with the chili. Rather ate it all and said, "Now I can die content." Peter Jennings said, "I am Canadian, so I'd like to hear the song "O Canada" one last time." The leader nodded to a terrorist who had studied the Western world and knew the music. He returned with some rag-tag Musicians and played the anthem. Jennings sighed and declared he could now die peacefully. Cokie Roberts said, "I'm a reporter to the end. I want to take out my tape recorder and describe the scene here and what's about to happen. Maybe someday someone will hear it and know that I was on the job till the end." The leader directed

He Knows Who I Wrote This For....
In seperate lives you find us, whirling in our worlds alone. The beauty of life is all around us, an echo of haunting oneness that the universe used to offer everyone, and now no one pays attention. We look to each other for solace, for the comfort of another like us, and find depths we have never imagined hidden in each other's eyes. Come walk with me in the torment of my heart, the cyclone of my mind, and we will find the steady walkway, the eternal peace that everyone has forgotten. Selfishness, greed, anger, everyone has those, and it makes them just like everybody else, when all they need to do is embrace the unnatural, the inner self they have denied for so long. Walk with me, and we will find this place, this solitude and silence that has waited for us...

Today's Angel Wisdom
The angels love our tears... Leaving, they dry our face with the brush of a wing, never seeing it pure... already far away from us. Rainer Maria Rilke Share your wings with those who have trouble flying. Anonymous Your angel touch is everywhere -- in blooming flowers, sparkling strems, and star- filled skies. Suzanne Siegel Saw in the sun a mighty angels stand. Robert Burns On any path that you may stroll, Keep your angel in your soul. Suzanne Siegel Dear Angels, help me know where to put my foot down next. Please make it REALLY clear, so I won't miss it. -Barbara Mark and Trudy Griswold, "The Angelspeake Storybook" Angels_Abound This is a new group I have started so individuals have somewhere they can discuss all aspects of Angels. There will be many topics discussed about Angel therapy, healing, and also how to get in touch with your Guardian

Strange Little Short Jokes & Thoughts
Strange Little Short Jokes I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but Thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the Beep. If I do not return your call, You are one of the changes." ~~~~~ Aspire to inspire before you expire. ~~~~~ My wife and I had words, But I didn't get to use mine. ~~~~~ Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. ~~~~~ Blessed are those who can give without remembering And take without forgetting. ~~~~~ The irony of life is that, by the time You're old enough to know your way Around, you're not going anywhere. ~~~~~ God made man before woman so as to give him time to think Of an answer for her first question. ~~~~~ I was always taught to respect my elders, But it keeps getting harder to find one. ~~~~~ Every morning is the dawn of a new error. ~~~~~ The quote of the month is by Jay Leno:

What Odes Your Candy Heart Say?
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Pet Diary
Excerpts from a Dog's Daily Diary: 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:00 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk Bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! Excerpts from a Cat's Daily Diary: Day 683 of my captivity: My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an

Risk
Risk.... Nature ...favors those who are sober, alert, intelligent, and enthusiastic; most of all those who have the courage to take all risks and who posses the will to succeed. She smiles on those who are ready to live hard and dangerously. Whoever refuses to take risk pays the penalty of loss of life in one form or another. Everything in life is sweetened by risk, take a risk it may lead you to the greatest success ever. There is no gathering the rose without being pricked by the thorns, there's an old fools saying" Don't put all your eggs in one basket" which is but a manner of saying, "Scatter your money and your attention," but the wise man says "Put all your eggs in the one basket and watch that basket"...the turtle progresses when only he sticks out his neck out....You can only take that risk once when it is given to you ....don't' let that risk past you by What's a life without risk? I dont think alot of people take a risk...and since they don't....they cease to grow.

Poetic Words
Papers floating in the air Poetic words flying everywhere Tossed away by shivering hands All heartfelt whispered poetic chants Papers mixed up new and old From bitter hearts of solid gold As white and yellow mix and match Tortured eyes try to detach Poetic words flying everywhere Descend neatly to earth in pairs As whisperers chant heartfelt verses Filled with love filled with curses From bitter hearts of solid gold These verses flow warm and cold They reach the ground neatly stacked Bundled up then tightly packed Toss the papers away and sin But the words are etched in a poet’s skin They reside in hearts of bitter gold These poetic verses new and old

Sweaty Palms Clutching A Pencil
sweaty palms clutching a pencil tap tap tap tap a mind overflows with thoughts try to put what you feel on paper Would words express them exactly not nearly not quite perhaps Would you be content? do others feel a fraction of pain Do they understand Do they sense the joy does your happiness spill off pages can they see in words terror and anticipation laughter and love does the poem transform itself into imagination sweaty palms clutching a pencil tap tap tap tap a mind overflows with feelings with anger with hatred with lustful love sadness feelings can't be put down on paper today how is this possible? because today words for my discontent just could not replace my love my loss my dashed hopes sweaty palms clutching a pencil tap tap tap tap the pencil drops silence my hands clench and unclench in one deep breath I give up

Traditions
Gardnerian Gerald Gardner began the Gardnerian tradition (and modern wicca) as a result of his experiences with Dorothy Clutterbuck and the New Forest Coven. He developed a tradition that combined ritual, ceremonial magick and French Mediterranean Witchcraft. With contributions from Doreen Valiente, this became the basis of the Gardnerian Tradition. Although the original teachings and rituals are maintained, additional information, spell craft and rituals are added over time, so that the tradition changes with the times yet remembers its roots. If a group and a student feel a connection, then dedication is usually the first step for the student in joining a group. A student will have studied for at least a year and a day with a teacher before being considered for initiation. In the Gardnerian Tradition, there are 3 degrees, or levels of accomplishment. The first degree is initiation. Second degree may follow after another year and a day, but often takes much longer. Third

Casting Crowns - The Voice Of Truth
CASTING CROWNS LYRICS "Voice Of Truth" Oh what I would do to have The kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat I'm in Onto the crashing waves To step out of my comfort zone To the realm of the unknown where Jesus is And He's holding out his hand But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed The waves they keep on telling me Time and time again. 'Boy, you'll never win!' "You'll never win" But the voice of truth tells me a different story And the voice of truth says "Do not be afraid!" And the voice of truth says "This is for My glory" Out of all the voices calling out to me I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth Oh what I would do to have The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant With just a Sling and a stone Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors Shaking in their armor Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand But the giant

Why Even Try?
Running away As fast as you can Trying to get off Trying to get away From this vicious circle That keeps repeating itself From this feeling of guilt That keeps bringing you back Trying to please But failing miserably Aiming to love But ending up with hurt Night after night You feel tears In your eyes Theres no one to hear your pleading cries Just poison rushing Into your ears And poison Seeping Out the other way No place to heal No place to hide Just running to end up At the start once more Calling out to an empty echo Trying to touch To feel something But falling and hurting More and more Hating yourself For even trying

As I ...sit.. Here.
As sad and unamusing as it may sound but i find myself to be a bit outta place here. I mean I have no bikini pictures...or pictures where my breast are bounding out of my clothes to meet your eyes... And no... I'm not posting any either. I just wounder what is more prized... the curve of the breast, body now days... or a good mind. But then again this fat chick is quite satisfied in knowing my face and beauty can be much more alluring. Just food for thought!

~^~^~ Orgasms ~^~^~
Orgasm of the Heart is a metaphor on a woman sharing her heart with a man expressed with sexual references. I could feel the gentleness of your touch on me Moist against my skin, gentle and free You would take me and hold me in your grip Emotionally strong and firm you crack your whip Brave and without any fear Consequences you would not hear It’s as if you would lean down and smell Each moment and you cherished…I could tell Each layer of my life you would take off today And each part I wanted to reveal. And stay I wanted to be exposed to you And I wanted to be bare and meeting of two I found myself naked in your presence With nothing to hide, to fear, your essence Secure and safe, in your presence I felt I could relax, give of myself, in your arms melt This was not easy for me to trust But respect was for me a must As you explored each part of me You were gentle and kind, this I could see But passion and love entered my mind

Rules For A Gunfight
Rules for a gunfight 1.Bring a gun. Preferably bring two guns. Bring all of your friends who have guns 2.Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap. Life is expensive 3.Only hits count. The only thing worse than a miss is a slow miss. 4.If you're shooting stance is good you're probably not moving fast enough nor using cover effectively. 5.Move away from the danger. Distance is your friend. (Lateral and diagonal movement are preferred) 6.If you can choose what gun to bring to a gunfight, bring a long gun and a friend with a long gun. 7. In ten years nobody will remember the details of caliber, stance, or tactics. They will only remember who lived. 8. If you are not shooting you should be communicating, reloading, and/or running. 9.Accuracy is relative; most combat shooting standards will be more dependant on "pucker factor" than the inherent accuracy of the gun. 10. USE A GUN THAT WORKS EVERY TIME ---"All skill is in vain when the Angel

Alone
Edgar Allan Poe [1829] From childhood's hour I have not been As others were- I have not seen As others saw- I could not bring My passions from a common spring- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone- And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone- Then- in my childhood- in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still- From the torrent, or the fountain- From the red cliff of the mountain- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by- From the thunder, and the storm- And the cloud that took the form (When all the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Traditions - Ii
American Tradition of the Goddess Also know as AMTRAD for short. AMTRAD is a Wiccan teaching tradition that was started in the mid 1980s by three solitaries. In the early nineties, the bylaws and initiation process were formalized, and tenets and degree system were initiated. The American Tradition of the Goddess honors the Triple Goddess and the Triple God. The Goddess is seen as the creative force, and the God as her consort and counselor. The rituals of the wheel of the year are followed, and there is no tie to a particular pantheon. Indeed members are encouraged to use their creativity in ritual construction and to use elements from different pantheons and cultures. During their first, or 'Rainbow' year, students of this tradition begin study and first taught the basic tenets of Wicca. After this year has passed, if a student is then initiated to first degree, they are considered a witch and asked to do one of the sabbats that year. After no less than a year and a day, a se

What Kind Of Valentine Candy Am I
Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real" You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love. You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!) Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Choices We Make,only Sometimes
Does Love come down to the choices we make? Is it just a choice? Love is a choice that sometimes we make Sometimes those decisions work out really great Other times those choices do not work out to well And then we are looking for someone else to tell We want to believe that love is nothing but emotion But sometimes it really not the only real solution Sometimes we make the longest list of conditions Thinking we can guarantee the love like some form of religion Because there no hard and fast rules of the game Love can be so confusing and even bring some shame Love can be so exiting and fun when it exists And when someone enters your life it might be hard to resist Big decisions or small decisions love is still but a choice When it is wrong we find sadness and when right we rejoice Life and love we would like to have nothing but guarantees But "damn it", sometimes we just have to live it and wait

A Leap Of Faith
Do you know what it’s like to be both happy and sad? Feeling so utterly confused you feel like you could just go mad? How can you be falling when you feel like you’re flying? So scared to open your eyes you just feel like crying How can you be drowning when you know you’re breathing air? You really don’t know how to say it so you just stand there and stare I love you I wanna be with you the rest of my life That’s all you want to say But you try to open up your mouth and your courage runs away Hoping that your words will be conveyed through the look in your eyes you know you could explain how you feel all you have to do is try You’re afraid to take a leap of faith you’re afraid to take a chance you want to go ahead and jump but you’re afraid of how hard you might land Your tender heart is like an egg so very easy to break But you know that broken things can be fixed so a chance you decide to take You pack yourself a parachute so it won’t be so

My Friends
Wow the people I've met here a re great and beautiful and many ways. I appreciate you all oh so much. Here's to wishing you all a merry or happy: Dia De La Candelaria (Mexico) Kiwifruit Day (California) Candlemas Purification Day Imbolc Groundhog Day Thanks for everything!

Pictures Of My Travelling And Wandering
Over the next few days will be adding pictures of my travels through Europe, South America. I think its time for another trip soon! Although this time, would prefer not to travel alone! lol :) Enjoy! And feel free to leave comments! Brian

New Tracks Up
Alas! Height of Power, the last of the old, has been taken down! The new beginning is in full sway... Got the fuller version of War now up and a new track, Sword Oath, the lyrics can be found in the words blog. Again I'll give the link but I'm still not gonna code it, copy and paste lazy fools! www.myspace.com/earthwhore

What Is Love?
What is love? Having so many meanings to it So many thoughts about it Yet no one really knows To me love is a feeling A joining of two hearts And a joining of souls together Uniting as one So different Yet so understandable of one another Something complicated And blissful Its a joy inside all of us A feeling everyone goes through Whether it be for a lover Or a mother Love is a feeling unlike any other A strong bond between people It can be a number as small as two or as large as a million It can be the affection towards your pet Your parents Your family Or our nation It doesn't have to be for a person It can be about anything What if we were to find love within ourselves? Does that mean we love ourselves? Or just that we have a lot of emotion? No one truly knows We all have our own views on it In ones mind love can mean so much Yet not be shown It can be as hidden as the wind blowing Unleashing itself upon anyone at anytime Causing chaos and a whirlwi

Pic
Since some wanted to see -- a pic has been added. Please make sure before viewing to: 1 make sure your a friend. 2 you have insurance on your monitor. 3 you don't scare easily. 4 veiwing is at your own risk. It's in the me subdirectory. otherwise enjoy. :) luv ya all.

Poetry
As I lie here with my head on your chest I can feel your heart beating I feel you gently caressing my hair in your hand With the warmth of your breath upon my neck I feel your heart beginning to beat faster I lift my tired and weak head up and look deep into your eyes With a smile upon my face holding each other tightly and securely your hands leave my side and embrace my face with your hands as ya gently kiss my soft lips With my eyes closed I can taste every bit of your sweet kiss As our kiss deepens your heart beats faster then before Your kiss goes from my lips downward onto my body I feel your hands lightly touching my back, our breathing becomes more and more heavier I knew the moment my eyes met yours, that it was meant to be

The Shadows Of Darkness
As I lie here beneath the shadows of darkness I ask myself why why cause my life seems to be at a dead end Surrounded by hate and misery I feel as tho the end of the road is upon me and even nearer then before As I walk down this dreaded road I ask myself... Will it ever go away? This point in time I dont think it will That burning desire in me burns like a fire that rages out of control A fire that burns on forever As the devil takes my hand and walks me closer to that dead end path I quickly snap and wonder what is goin on here The devil turns to me and says Lanita your at the end of the road and it is now time to lie beneath the shadows of darkness As I stand on this dead end path, I shed a tear My tears are quickly absorbed by the intense heat of the walls of hell As I close my eyes I see a shallow grave of in the valley of distance Friends family and so forth are there to say their final goodbyes As their eyes fill with tears some of sadness pain sorrow and even s

Prelude To The Prior Log
I knew someone back in 2001, she always came to me for help, and now she moved on and wrote me off. So much for being there for people.. And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bear my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

K.k.s. Family Group
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Burningg Inside You....[ Adult ]
Exploring hands and muscles tense Hourglass sands flowing since eyes were closed and hearts pounded flesh exposed and well rounded. Sizzling caress a pungent taste nothing less not much haste. Tingles linger inside, deep. Probing fingers sow and reap. Steamy heat splashing wet must repeat the die is set. Nerve ends burn like ne'er before spin and turn for more and more. Exquisite release for two in love. Slumber's peace for two in love.

Universal Laws - The Secret At Work!
2/2/2007 "Man's creative power originate within the depth of his subconscious and it's mysterious relationship to the Universal Mind. Man is at the firmament of realizing his celestial identity and rising towards his Divinity". And Now The Rest Of The Secret... Dr. Turi Hello readers: Realize that "confirming" my predictions doesn't mean I am joyful for the tragedy that took place in Florida. My sincere condolences go to the families of the victims and may God bless all departed souls. In my last two newsletters about Sylvia Browne I emphasized that I am the real thing and all my predictions are well documented on my LIVE TV and radio shows and most of all PRINTED in my book 2007 Moon Power that was published in August 2006. In those 2 newsletters I steered quite a lot of responses and I asked for your help. You still have a chance to use that book and realize how you did a great favor for yourself and those you care about at the end of the year! http://www.drtu

An Actual Question...
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if y

Neiman Marcus Cookies
NEIMAN-MARCUS COOKIES (Recipe may be halved) > > > > 2 cups butter > > > > 24 oz. chocolate chips > > > > 4 cups flour > > > > 2 cups brown sugar > > > > 2 tsp. soda > > > > 1 tsp. salt > > > > 2 cups sugar > > > > 1 8 oz. Hershey Bar (grated) > > > > 5 cups blended oatmeal > > > > 4 eggs > > > > 2 tsp . baki ng powder > > > > 2 tsp. vanilla > > > > 3 cups chopped nuts (your choice) > > > > > > > > Measure oatmeal, and blend in a blender to a fine powder. Cream the >butter > > > > and both sugars. Add eggs and vanilla, mix together with flour, oatmeal, > > > > salt, baking powder, and soda. Add chocolate chips, Hershey Bar, and >nuts. > > > > Roll into balls, and place two inches apart on a cookie sheet. > > > > > > > > Bake for 10 minutes at 375 degrees. Makes 112 cookies. > > > > > > > > PLEASE READ THE RECIPE AND SEND IT TO EVERY PERSON YOU KNOW WHO HAS AN > > > > E-MAIL ADDRESS! THIS IS REALLY TERRIFIC!! > >

New Info From Me....
Hey everybody, just wanted to let you know that I have put more new pix on my site, so please don't forget to rate and comment them. That is very important to me. Also on Monday, Feb.5th I will be featured on www.V-Twingirls.com click on the biker babes page to view my stuff. Please leave comments about my pix and if you think I have what it takes to be a V-Twin Girl!!! Please and Thanks to everybody that helps me out!! Lots of Hugs, Lil Mama

My Kids
So I thought I would write alittle about my kids. Give yall alittle sense of who I am. :) I have two children. Their pictures are in my photos here. My daughter Anna is 11 years old. woohoo! Scary thought. To date she has seen the following doctors. 1. Cardiologist 2. Geneticist 3. Otolaryngologist 3. Gasterentologist 4. Pediatric Ophthalmologist 5. Pediatric Neurologist She is currently on a stool softener and a seizure medication. She's doing really well on those. Thank god. Her mental level is preschool with some Kindergarten mixed in. She wears glasses at school. And does quite well with them. And she is, as I'm sure you have figured by now, moderately mentally retarded. My son Devon is 13. This little guy really makes me feel old. :) To date he has seen the following doctors. 1. Geneticist 2. Gasterentologist 3. Otolaryngologist He is supposed to wear hearing aids, but we have all figured he's more of a selective listener then deaf. It was explained to me that he he

So This Time...
in tampa i got 2 days of metal mayhem comin tonight its Thrash Attack and Nailshitter... yes i said nail shitter.. HAHA .. And tomorrow night its Rash of Stabbings and End Unseen and Chaos Symphany...i've been in this waterlogged state for nie unto 4 years (in april) and just now i'm getting into the local metal scene... silent and reclusive i am... so anyway i'm goin with tj and ben-o tonight.. ben was my body guard from the other weekend kept the retarded mosh heads at bay for the most part

Don't Flatter Yourself
Im not quite sure what you're talking about Quit stuttering and just spit it out Every scene of your life you rehearse As of now you couldnt get much worse This is the only time ill give you the choice Try really hard to forget my voice what you've written down is all you got your ignorance comes in the after thought you rely on this shit just to get you byjust like your empty pitcher of rye dont flatter yourself you're not my first mistake you were nothing but a past boyfriend retake and ill save myself for his mattress you hate this cuz he's what i obsess you wont find sympathy in the form of sex and you wont undertsnad my reasons they're way too complex