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Love
Why is it that, when you tell someone you no longer want them , all you can think about is thinks of them. And you know who you are . I havnt stopped thinking of you , or loving you . I know you will never forgive me for what i did to you. But i had so much going on in my life , and im sorry that i took it out on you . I know you have probably moved on . And good luck to you . But i do still love you and i always will no matter what xxxxxx

Crudeltà
La guardate, voi la ridete di.... ...Abbassa la sua testa e la lancia occhi alla terra Voi snicker dietro lei indietro come cammina sopra vicino... ...Prova a non cry Rendete ad uno snide piccolo osservazione, o ad uno scherzo al vostro friend(s)... ...Muore un piccolo all'interno. ~ENGLISH Version~ You look at her, you laugh at her... ...She lowers her head and casts her eyes to the ground You snicker behind her back as she walks on by.... ...She tries not to cry You make a snide little remark, or a joke to your friend(s).... ...She dies a little inside.

I Am Down Here!
Standing in the middle of the room, I scream at the top of my lungs, yet no one seems to hear me. Everyone rushes past, never seeming to glance in my direction For once can you reconize me? Hello I'm down here, give me some attention I can't stop wondering, Shall I just move on and forget all that I want Will I forever live in the casted off shadows of your body, giving my opinuon just for it to be ignored? What would it take for any of you to realize I'm here I'm to the point, do I really want your attention! Quit this facade you call attention! Now you just plainly bore me, Why am I the one sitting her listening and nodding as I smile. I don't care about a words you say or your stupid vapid problems So Please I beg of you, spare me my precious time, and lets go back to you not seeing me. So for once everything can be the same.

Bruce Needs Comment Bombers For Contest
ok hey everybody i am need of comment bombers and everybody's help because i am in the contest for best smile it goes for a week so please pretty please help me out people even pretty please with cherries on top with whipped cream help me out people from Bruce

For A Friend
Beautiful and Broken; words unspoken, tears choked back that attack the lonesome. Self taught teaching; open arms reaching, how can you touch so much with a feeling? Supply and demand; love doesn't understand, one of the flaws in the unwritten laws of man. Diamond cut pierce; hiding can be fierce, but the pain will remain just subsided my dear. The rare white lotus; does anybody notice, or is it too late while fate sings the chorus? Dead rose petals; screaming tea kettles, leave senses defensleless to meddlesome devils. Silent screaming; violent demon, will the next slice suffice- or will you grind on bleeding? Just so you know in my flow you can cope; I'll throw you the rope to show you there is hope. Personally, a caring token; so you won't be, so Beautiful and Broken...

Yesterday I Slipped.... By Gina Marie 2001
Yesterday I slipped inside my spirit, and found the land alive and breathing.. Today I will nurture all creation, while Earth's heart keeps beating.. Tomorrow I shall quit breathing, she keeps spinning... Till once again I will arrive to give her greeting...

Do You Want Me?
Does desire pulse throbbing, screaming through your body. Hurling you into a place where I am all you want all you need, all there is Do you dream of me in the dark of the night, Burning silently, fantasies of delicious pleasures. Your body restless, hands clenching at your sides. Sweet rapture filling your mind, your heart, your core. Do you wake a song in your heart, a smile on your lips Anticipation lighting the promise of another day. Thirsting for the sweet nectar of my passion. Starving for the enticing caress of my voice. Do you think of me while dealing with the daily climb. Do simple things bring visions of my kiss, my smile. Do your fingers hunger for my satin skin beneath them. Are Precious moments in time lost to reverie? Do You Want Me, Like I Want You

I'm Tired Of Drama
WHEN DID THIS PLACE BECOME A FUCKIN POPULARTY CONTEST I THOUGHT THIS WAS A PLACE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND HAVE FUN I JOINED THIS SITE TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYDAY NORMAL LIFE AND RELAX!!!! I'M TIRED OF ALL THE GODDAMN DRAMA THAT IS GOING ON I HAVE TWO FRIENDS FIGHTING AND I'M IN BETWEEN I THOUGHT WE WERE ADULTS THIS IS SUCH BULLSHIT!!!!!! I MEAN CMON GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK ALL THIS HE SAID SHE SAID SHIT HAS GOT TO GO I'VE HAVE ENOUGH BULLSHIT FROM WORK TO WORRY ABOUT LIKE DEADLINES AND SHIT LIKE THAT. WITH THE WAY WORK IS GOING AND THE DRAMA I'M ABOUT READY TO GO TO THE LOOONEY BIN WHERE THE GUYS WITH THE THORZINE AND THE WHITE COAT AND THEY EVEN GIVE YOU A NICE SNUG JACKET TO KEEP YOU WARM THOUGH YOU CANT TAKE IT OFF YOURSELF `CAUSE THE FUCKERS BUCKLED THE DAMN THING IN THE BACK WHERE YOU CANT REACH IT NOW LETS START ACTING LIKE ADULTS WE ARE NOT TWO YEARS OLD SUCKING ON OUR MAMA'S TIT NOW THAT I HAVE SAID THAT HAVE FUN AND BE GOOD FRIENDS WITH EACHOTHER AND BE NICE CHERRIES

This Is My First Blog On Ct!
I don't really know how this site works.. yes, I am fairly retarded. But, none of that is important, now I'm just here to post a whole lot of useless information for a whole bunch of people who don't even know me. Sometimes it easier that way. For the first time, in a REALLY long time, I am truely happy. I am PERFECTLY content, just haning out with my friends, working, going to school, being a normal teenager. I haven't had that chance before. I've ALWAYS been in a relationship, and I really am scared to be alone. But I mean, you get used to it, you know? Up until this summer, I had never partied, I had never done ANYTHIING that would disappoint my parents, I've always been the good kid. I have always done everything right, always make EVERYONE happy. But it is really, honestly nice to just kick back every once in a while. Drink a little, just chill out. I've always been on the go. I LIKE to just relax sometimes. I LOVE the freedom of being an adult, and

Can't Fight The Moonlight
Under a lover's sky I'm gonna be with you And no one's gonna be around If you think that you won't fall Well just wait until 'till the sun goes down Underneath the starlight starlight There's a magical feeling so right It will steal your heart tonight You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight, No-o you can't fight it It's gonna get to you'r heart There's no escaping love Once a gentle breeze (once a gentle breeze) Sweeps it's spell upon your heart And no matter what you think It won't be to long 'Till you in my arms Underneath the starlight starlight We'll be lost in the rythm so right It will steal your heart tonight You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart But you

Asking And Telling....you Do Have An Opinion.
Good Morning. It’s Friday and I was going to do my rendition of Valentines Day and what the day was about and why we seem to honor those that in this day and age might not normally be honored. But, here is my thought process. I will save that for Monday because Valentine’s Day will only be a few days away if I do that and not these three added days yet before the weekend. Today I want to mention the difference between asking and telling. Here is one big difference…one is a kinder more gentle approach and the other is more of a demand approach. Oh first off sad note about Anna Nicole Smith. I wonder if there is a higher mortality rate among X playmates or people who lose a lot of weight and can’t handle the transformation…Neither am I suggesting are any form of her death but thinking beauty sometimes begets death and so does lack of correct body weight and handling ones nourishments. Ok once again it’s a sad day in the fandom of Anna Nicole. On with the true difference of asking or tell

Tortured Tourist - Part 4
“Wake up, bitch!” The command was accompanied by a stinging slap across the face, and Sarah’s eyes flew open. She had slept poorly, and the events of the day before seemed like a distant nightmare, something she had seen in a movie, something that had happened to someone else, not to her. She was freezing. Her captors had left her alone, naked and wet, in the cold cell for the night. She tried to sit up, but she was still held fast by the leather straps encircling her head and her limbs. The steel bands on which she had been supported bit into her skin, and she tried to shift in an effort to bring some relief from the pain. Her movements were slow; she was still weak from exhaustion, from the loss of sleep, from the torments her body had experienced the day before. She had not eaten since the previous morning. Carlos stood by the cot, Rodriguez at his side. Carlos had a large metal bucket filled with water in his hand. “Still sleepy?” he chuckled. “We’ll fix that.” I

Lemon Meringue
If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, Which would you choose? (You can only pick one!) Trust me...this is Reputed to be very accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see what psychiatrists think About you. After taking this dessert personality test, send this e-mail on to Others, but when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in the Subject box above. ALSO, SEND IT TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue 4. Vanilla Cake with Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate Icing on Chocolate Cake 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think Carefully what your choice will be... OK - Now that you've made your choice this is what research says About you... 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and Fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cr

Hey
Everyone...I dont want to burst any bubbles...and I may be back for dating reasons...depends on how much I can pursuade my friend that I deserve the trust he had in me....I am falling so in love with one particular person...some of you I have flirted with and had conversations with that had I known his feelings...never would have happened...And for that I apologize. He always told people that we were 'good friends"....when was the last time good friends slept together...but, in this day and age...I ran with it. I made the mistake of offering advice and observations for another male friend of mine...of course in a bar setting....my 'good friend' overheard and thought I was planning a 'date'....I now know that he cared more than he told me....perhaps even still does...but, I my kisses were refused...he said that he doesn't want to be hurt again...those of you that really have gotten to know me...know that I have the same fears...he is slightly younger and Mr. Popularity....he turns a

Natural Highs
Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one. It Does Make You Feel Good!!..... 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

Tears
So many childish fears All they bring is watery tears Some wounds are hard to heal Even on what we feel. When you left my life vanished. I died here in my own arms When I cry Atleast I don't try To hold all this I feel inside. If I would ever see you again I would be lightened by your image by your voice, by your touch once more.....

Friday The 13th
Though I'm not really all that superstitious, let me tell you about Friday the 13th...... From the time we finally stopped moving around and settled in my dad's hometown, Mt. Pleasant, Lynnie Craig was my best friend. Short and blonde, with an impish grin that turned up at the corners, she reminded me of a pixie. She bubbled. Nothing kept her still, and her laugh was contagious. I felt like an amazon next to her.lol... Well, only one thing Lynnie had did I ever envy (I know, a sin, but I was only 11 or 12 at the time). I have always loved horses.....before we moved to Mt. Pleasant, I spent hours drawing horses, and had gotten pretty good at it. Nothing could compare to actually getting to ride them.....Lynnie had horses...lots of them. She had been raised with them, and took them for granted in my eyes. She had been riding since she was 3, and she taught me how to ride bareback. From then on, we seldom ever bothered with a saddle. And people in our small town grew accustomed to

Funny
We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass You have just been e-mooned!

Bitchology
bitchology > > > > >I am sure all of my B's can relate to this. > >BITCHOLOGY > > > >When I stand up for > >myself and my beliefs, > >they call me a > >bitch. > > > >When I stand up for > >those I love, > >they call me a > >bitch. > > > >When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts > >or do things my own way, they call me a > >bitch. > > > >Being a bitch > >means I won't compromise what's > >in my heart. > >It means I live my life > >MY way. > >It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. > > > >When I refuse to > >tolerate injustice and > >speak against it, I am > >defined as a > >bitch. > > > >The same thing happens when I take time for > >myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when > >I act a little selfish. > > > > > >It means I have the courage and strength to allow > >myself to be who I truly am and won't become > >anyone else's idea of what they think I > >"should" be. > > > >I am outspoken, > >opinionated and determined. I want

I Now Know.......
WHAT I AM GOOD FOR .... I AM GOOD FOR COMMENT BOMBING CONTESTS.... OR TO HELP PEOPLE LEVEL UP.... I HAVENT FIGURED OUT THOUGH IF I AM GOOD ENOUGH FOR THAT WHY I AM THE ONE THAT HAS TO DO ALL THE WORK ON MY PAGE.. I LEVELED MYSELF THE OTHER DAY AND PUT ABOUT OVER 3000 PTS ON MY SELF YESTERDAY ... SO FOR THAT I AM GONNA SAY .... THANK YOU TRACI YOU ARE SO GOOD TO ME... I AM GLAD YOU CAN HELP ME OUT... YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT FRIEND...I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL YOU DO FOR ME THERE IS ONE EXCEPTION TO THIS BLOG AND I HOPE THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE... (CAPT).... ANYWAY.... YA'LL HAVE A GREAT DAY... ILL BE BACK

Its Been
this is real crap its been damn near 24hrs and i still can not comment on pics....i'm getting closer and closer to leavin tap. how long do they make u wait b4 u can even leave another friggin comment after u reach u'r limit for the god damn day...this is bullchit

Dj Bad Ass Cowgirl Is Holding A Sexiest Tattoo On Ct Contest!
DJ Bad Ass Cowgirl is holding a Sexiest Tattoo on CT Contest! There will be a male winner and a female winner. Sexiest Tatto on CT Contest will start 02-09-07 at 12 PM EST!!! And it will run until February 28th at 12 PM!!! So come on everyone! Please Rate & Comment Both! 'Mrs.Babycakes ♥s *~†The UnLoved®†*

Dear Abby:
My husband is a liar and a cheat. He has cheated on me from the beginning, and when I confront him he denies everything. What's worse, everyone knows he cheats on me. It is so humiliating! And since he lost his job seven years ago, he hasn't bothered to look for a new one. All he does is smoke cigars and cruise around with his buddies shooting the bull while I have to work to pay the bills. Since our daughter went off to college he doesn't even pretend to like me, and he hints to his friends that I may be a lesbian. What can I do? Signed, Clueless Dear Clueless: Grow up and dump him! Good Grief, woman, you don't need him any more. You're a United States Senator from New York. Act like one!

10 Rules For Dominates
Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Dominants Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to the world, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunities to show how good you are - and plenty of opportunities to make a fool of yourself. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for a failure by developing expectations that you know you can never reach. Be open. Although the top is classically considered to be the teacher in SM, you can always learn from your bottom, no matte

Moms Contest Winners Are.....
~~ Mom contest is closed Winners are......~~ 1st Place is...... Wins Rolex And a Hug with 3100 comments 2nd Place is...... Wins Diamond Ring And a Hug with 3014 comments 3rd Place is...... Wins Diamond Earrings And a Hug with 1915 comments 4th Place is...... Wins Platinum Cherry And a Hug with 315 comments I want to thank everyone who was in my contest! thanks Maria

Friday
Not much new today so far. David will be here tonight and the weekend, so that will keep me busy and out of trouble for the weekend. Was not sure he was coming until late last night. He will be with me againnext weekend too. Work is fine. I'm in one of those "thinking" moods today....

People...
I'm starting to realise more and more everyday that I proably have some of the most obsessive friends ever. Now maybe its just me but take a look at this from my stand point for a moment. Now I don't know if I'm just too kind or just too much of a suck up when I know I've been an asshole but I'm one of those guys who has little or no guy friends in real life and it seems to me that even if I try to be just friends with them, I get them liking me more then a friend. Now mind you that yes its more then likely my fault I understand that far for being such a natural flirt in the first place. Lately some of the girls I've dated have gotten extreamly jelous because of this and proably for good reason but I can't not be myself because then I wouldn't be me but then again I don't intently flirt especially when I know I have a girlfriend. I'd love for someone to give me some better advice then what I've been getting on how ot avoid this problem all together.

Tonight, Tonight....
> > (repost of original by 'Ruby Cairo' on '2007-02-09 08:48:29') > > > > ......... I'm seeing them live: > > > > > > Music Video:FUNERAL FOR YESTERDAY (by Kittie)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone > > > > > > > > An extra from Persia: > > > > > > "Tonight we dance for tomorrow they release the dogs!" - Keith Buckley > > > > Bring the metal ladies! > > > > > > > > Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com >

The Waiting Game....
joey got delayed a little, aggg. hate the mil sometimes it is all a waiting game..lol.. and the ones in the service now what i mean ... i guess he said he takes alot to get possented out for r n r ...lol... shitty right, well he just called and he is in GA, he will get in eire about 4:30 pm today.. yeah... and i wanted to thank everyone for the subport i have had on here and to say thank you to all my new friends, if i have not rated you yet sorry, i will. you all are great lots of hugs and kisses....

Falling
I SEE THREW PERFECT EYES I LOVE WITH PERFECT LOVE I EMBRACE WITH A PURE SOUL MY BLUE EYES SEE A WORLD FILLED WITH HATE MY LOVE IS SHATTERED UPON THE GROUND MY PERFECT SOUL HAS BEEN CORRUPTED THESE WINGS THAT ONCES SHIELDED ME FROMM THE WORLD MY WINGS HAVE TAKEN FROM ME I FEEL LIKE A RAPE VICTIM EVERYTIME STEP OUT MY FRONT DOOR HIDING MY EYES I DON'T SEE THREW PERFECT EYES ANYMORE MY LOVE IS NO LONGER PERFECT I NO LONGER EMBRACE WITH A PURE SOUL MY BLUE EYES ARE BLACK MY SHATTERED LOVE HAS FADED AWAY I LIKE BEING BAD BEING GOOD IS HIGHLY OVER RATED I JOINED THE DARK SIDE THEIR RULES ARE BETTER THERE ARE NO FUCKING RULES LOL

I'm Going To End Up Single For V-day... Again
so this morning, i asked my boyfriend why we dont say "i love you" anymore... he says he thinks things have been weird since we started dating and he liked it better as friends, and the old line "lets just play it by ear and see what happens..." so, yet another crappy valentine's day is coming up, *sigh* on a more positive note, i'm only 1100 points away from my next level up... help me get there! xoxo

It Has To Be Said (taken From A Bullitin)
THIS HAS BEEN BUILDING UP FOR AWHILE NOW I SEE BULLETINS AND BLOGS ABOUT PEOPLE STALKING OTHERS OR SHE CALLED ME A SLUT OR A WHORE HE PLAYED ME HE OR SHE IS A FAKE AND I THINK THIS NEEDS TO BE SAID THIS IS AN ADULT SITE AND EVERYONE ON HERE NEEDS TO ACT LIKE ADULTS REGAURDLESS IF THIS IS THE NET OR NOT IT DOESNT MATTER TREAT PEOPLE WITH RESPECT AND YOU SHALL SEE IT RETURNED BASHING PEOPLE IS SOMETHING CHILDREN DO NOT ADULTS AND IF YOUR ONE OF THOSE ACTING LIKE A TEENAGER GROW UP AND TAKE RESPONSABILITY FOR YOUR ACTIONS STOP POSTING BULLETINS ABOUT OTHERS AND START POSTING SOMETHING WORTH READING LIKE A CHILDS BIRTH A MARRIAGE HELL POST A BULLETIN TO YOUR FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT THEM RATHER THEN WASTING EVERYONES TIMES WITH BULLETINS ABOUT FAKES AND CHEATER AND HATERS AND WTF EVER ELSE ITS TIME FOR US ALL TO TAKE A STAND AGAINST VICIOUS AND FALSE INFORMATION WHO CARES IF SOMEONE IS USING A FAKE PIC ITS THEIR CHOICE WHO GIVE A CRAP ABOUT SOMEONE CALLING YOU A

What's Your Type?
Your Love Type: INFJ The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP What's Your Love Type?

Sadness
If I say anything odd in the next few days just laugh, ignore or otherwise berate me for being a jackass. Its my coping mechanism when I am down emotionally. I am my own worst enemy but I really am aware of living the Cosmic Joke and its getting old. I assure you that my bitterness is not intented towards any of you and hopefully the things I will say will enlighten you and humor you. My closest friends have always said I am funnier when I am ticked off or sad...go figure...

Good And Bad
The Good I figured I would start with the good because well it's always better to start with good news right? I am an Aunty!!! My cousin who is closer then a sister finally had her baby girl (Lilly Nevaeh). I don't know all the details yet...just that she's 6lbs some ounces and she's healthy. My cousin had to have a C-Section but she's doing alright. The only downside to my good news is that since she lives in texas I won't be able to see her till July. The Bad I had a minor procedure done today so i'll most likely be laid up in bed the whole weekend...sucks huh? That's all details i'm getting into because the people that matter and need to know already do. Yes I have an attitude so if you don't like it go fuck yourself :)

Come One Come All!!!!!!!
PRETTY PLEASE HELP ME OUT I AM IN THE CLASSIC BEAUTY CONTEST AND HAVE FALLEN BEHIND I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO WIN SO IF U HAVE A MINUTE U CAN SPARE DURING THIS HAPPY HOUR PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THE LINK BELOW AND COMMENT BOMB MY PIC AND HELP ME WIN THIS CONTEST THANKS TO ALL THAT HAVE HELPED, WILL HELP, AND TO THOSE THAT CONTINUE TO HELP. YOUR ALL GREAT. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=339852&albumid=188333&i=1705006537

Southerness!!!
Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, ... as in: "Going to town, be back directly." Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table. All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large bana

Shoutbox
I closed my shoutbox... Was getting insane and couldnt stand the heat. Okay, Im a bit of a drama queen, but you sure get my point. Leave me a message if you wanna talk, I give you the right answer and not one was ment to someone else LOL. Some seems to be "angry" about me, closing my shoutbox... I dont care! I got downrates already LMAO. Love you friends and fans! Kisses from Lolita!

From God To Women
From God To Women Dear women, When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him, and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this bone, I shaped you. I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib's; strong, yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to

Hottiest Couple Contest Updated....need More Couples
~~ Okay Hottiest cuple for valetines contest ~~ Okay I need pics of couples for my contest. 1st couple is...... with 1 comments If you want to enter send me your link to your pic and i'll enter you. okay this contest will start on the 10th to the 14th . Yes only 4 days long. Couple who win will get both VIP gift and VIC gift + Dozen Roses. Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

I Need Your Help
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/158234 everybody please go here im in my first contest go on her pics then down to the happy hour contest and comment bomb me i would really apreciate it thanks to all who do and please repost thanks so much

Best Female/male Style Contest
BEST MALE/FEMALE STYLE CONTEST 1. I Will Not Vote For Anyone In This Contest. 2: It Goes By Most Comments And You And Your Friends Are Allowed To Leave As Many As You Like. 3. The First Part Of This Contest To Determine The Top 5 For The Second Part Of The Contest Will Run From Friday (9th 4pm PST) Afternoon To Wednesday (14th 4pm PST) Afternoon. Top 5 Winners Will All Receive A Ring. Those Top 5 Players Will Then Move On To The Next Round And Compete For The 3 Day Blast. That Part Will Run From Thursday (15th 3pm PST) Afternoon To Tuesday (20th 3pm PST) Afternoon. 4. You Can Promote ANY WAY You Would Like. 5. Anyone Causing Problems For Another Contestant Will Be Automatically Disqualified. 6. Last Rule Is Have Fun!! :)

Gabor Husband May Be Smith's Baby's Dad
HOLLYWOOD, Fla. - Zsa Zsa Gabor's husband, Prince Frederick von Anhalt, says he may be the father of Anna Nicole Smith's baby. Meanwhile, a judge on Friday refused to order an emergency DNA test on the body of Anna Nicole Smith as part of a paternity suit involving her infant daughter, but he ordered that the body be preserved until a hearing in 10 days, attorneys said. A medical examiner began an autopsy Friday on Anna Nicole Smith, whose mother blamed drugs for the former Playboy playmate's sudden death that ended an extraordinary tabloid life at just 39. "I think she had too many drugs, just like Danny (Smith's late son)," her mother, Vergie Arthur, told ABC's "Good Morning America" on Friday. "I tried to warn her about drugs and the people that she hung around with. She didn't listen." "She was too drugged up," Arthur said. "By the last interview I saw of her, she was so wasted." Smith's attorney, Ron Rale, said the one-time reality TV star had been ill for

I Have Great Friends Huh
ok. well like not to long ago i found out some guy i just kind of talk to like say hi and thats it..and i dont like him like that or anything.i found out he likes me..it's not the simple liking.It's the obsessing kind.I mean i havent had someone like me that much in a while.But ya.So ne ways. Like the person that told me told me "he dreams about me.i'm the girl of his dreams....shit like that.".ok well that freaks me out. I mean he's like one of those guys who is lonely and like doesnt really have alot of friends.But ya know ...The too freaking nice person i am.I actually talk to him..Say whats up all that.But where does that lead me to him liking me.Great.so like i actually didnt believe the person that first told me he liked me.Untill i saw this video..some guys at my work made..like literally.. i was freakin out. here's the link.....view it.. and then he's the guy with the glasses on his head i think. http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=18980

Maybe I'm More Vain Than I Once Imagined.
I never looked at myself as the kind of person that was caught up in my image. If I'm running late then give me 15 minutes to get ready (20 if I need a shower) and I can go out of the door and be relatively happy with my appearance. But now that I have poison oak covering a good third of my body, I really don't want to leave the house. Everytime someone looks at me I feel like they are trying to figure out what is wrong with my face/neck. Luckily it shouldn't be spreading anymore, but there is very little of my body that it hasn't tried to conquer. I have poison oak on my face, my neck, my hairline, my ears, my wrists, calves, thighs, lower back, stomach, chest, ankles, knuckles, behind my knees, upper back, and chin. I feel like a freak. Many people say that you can't really tell it's on my face, but I can tell. It's all I see when I look in the mirror. I can't wait for this week to pass, so I can melt back into human society and not fret over my appearance once again.

To My Friends..
Everyone you come in contact with no matter how briefly will influence your life. Some people might have an adverse effect but will never be forgotten, simply because of that. Some people may be fleeting but what was shared was so intense that it will forever change you. Then there are those few who will remain with you and close to your heart being the lighthouse of your life. Shining brightly when the darkness has taken over and you cant find your way. I’ve had many relationships in my life but none were ever as important as my children and my friends. We all have friends. Some we’ve kept, some we’ve lost, and some we’ve yet to meet. Some friends I made have slipped away but theres little need to cry. Every enemy I’ve ever made will be faithful until I die. For those of you that have not only affected my life, but also helped shape it, I thank you for taking the time. You have been a part of my life for years and know me better than you should..and love me anyway so thank you f

---fyi---
I just thought I would let all my family and friends on CT know, that I am not nor will be ignoring anyone, but I will be gone....I will Be on Vaction, (Yea!!) for a month, so I will not be commenting or responding, as much as I use too, except when I can use my daughter's laptop and of couse, I will try to catch up when I get back...LOL

Things Kids Say...
Since Immortal Love complained she would be watching My Little Pony 50 times this weekend, it reminded me of David and his favorite movie growing up..."Rugrats in Paris" I am sure we watched in every weekend he was here for 2 or 3 years... usually several times. He had it memorized. I got it for his birthday.. probably 5th I think. We were watching it the night before his birthday and he said "Daddy, I know what I want for my birthday" I asked what. He said.."A new Mom". For those who never saw it thats the movie where Chuckie gets his new Mommy.

Now I Want To Know What's In That Box
I do know how the myth goes, sorry if it seems distorted, kinda just felt like being silly Pandora, let's see just what's in your box, what is it you are hiding? treasure that sparkles like diamond and pearl, or something as dark as coal? come, come Pandora, we've waited too long, the light in those eyes betrays you. it must be something, a mystery solved... or perhaps a vision or two? tell us the secret Pandora, let's hear it why do you torture us so? we kno that u want to say it - go on, Pandora, uncover the box... a peculiar mystery this be, dear Pandora, what cause for such secrecy? if there be no lies, no fraud or betrayal, why fear, just share with us please... be careful Pandora, just listen to me, see if not wisdom this be. if the box is not opened, the world will still wonder...the treasure to legend will flee...

What Serial Killer Are You Lol
You scored as Michael Myers. You are Michael Myers. You are quiet, and have serious family issues. You wont rest until you kill your entire family, and everyone who gets in your way. You dont really care what you kill with, but you prefer a nice butcher knife from the kitchen. There is no hope for you. There is nothing living behind your eyes but evil. Michael Myers90%Jigsaw65%Captain Spaulding60%Pinhead60%Freddy Krueger40%Leatherface25%Candyman20%Jason Voorhees10%Hannibal Lecter10%Buffalo Bill0%Which Horr

I Apologize To Tribalbutterflyy
I had a picture posted recently that was a little out of line, and I didn't realize it until a woman pointed it out to me in offense. She had a right to point, and I understand now why the picture was wrong. I'm sorry Tribalbutterflyy, for offending you with this picture. Thank you for telling me.

Poem
Tale of a Gothic Princess Princess Dominica looked so beautiful All dressed in black With white make-up and dark purple lips She sat on the throne so full of majesty The onlookers were dazzled by her beauty And worshipped the ground she walked upon The King was not well And expected to die soon And the Queen had died long ago So the young princess would soon rule the Kingdom Everyone was impressed with her intelligence and grace She carried out her duties without question or complaint And she would always greet new visitors with a smile Once the audience was over she would return to her rooms In the privacy of her own room she would cut her wrists And let the blood pour into a bowl She would force food down her throat until she could eat no more Then she would go to the lady’s room and be violently sick Underneath all her garments she was painfully thin She felt so much pressure to be beautiful She had many suitors but none that she loved A stranger from abroad

And I Thought Boston Had No Sense Of Humor
Three commercials from the Super Bowl are drawing a little "fire" from certain groups for being "offensive." In my view, "offensive" is a pretty subjective analysis. Some examples are simple. A black guy calling his friend "my nigger" isn't generally considered offensive. A white guy, wearing a white hooded sheet, calling a black guy "my nigger" is, not surprsingly, considered offensive (unless you're white guy in the hooded sheet or you're in the deep south, in which case, I hear it's pretty routine). On the other hand, some examples are esoteric....like, perhaps certain Super Bowl commercials, subtle innuendos, etc. Or...maybe they're not so esoteric at all and, in fact, it's just that a vocal minority wants to impart upon us how the rest of us should live our lives. The key factor to consider, in my humble opinion, is the context in which these so-called "offensive" statements are made. It's not hate, it's not offensive and it shouldn't hurt your precious little

A Valentine's Day Story
John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose. His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind. In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss Hollis Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond. The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II. During the next year and one month the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A romance was budding. B

All That I Need
The sun beckons me to stretch, soak up the rays. The blades of grass are soft under my feet........ You lay me down there it makes me so weak...... I can't find my self telling you no, I can't resist the temptation of your body against mine. My love, do you know that your lips melt all my insecurities away? Do you know that your hands can cure all of the hurt from the day? My mind becomes clear and into a realm of reality that makes me so relaxed, that I fall asleep...... Awakening only to realize that this was all a wonderful dream. Baby, let's make this thought a reality....you can do that for me. You and only you, can set my body free. touch me ...touch me kiss me....kiss me so softly....... And don't ever forget, you are all I need.

The Rain
She had been shopping with her Mom in Walmart. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Walmart. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child come pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. Her voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in. "Mom, let's run through the rain," she said. "What?" Mom asked. "Let's run through the rain!" She repeated. "No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit," Mom replied. This young child wa

Is It Just Me?!.......
is it just me or is this just like Myspace cept for adults??? lmao, at least we all know we are adults right??????? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. anywho, im glad to be here on CT...fun fun fun......

Friends 4-ever
never had a friend like you, never loved a friend like this. never had the feeling i have with you, never thought that i could miss like this. you can make me happy, when i'm sad. you're the only one, who doesn't keep saying that i'm bad. you give me hope, you dry my tears. you take away my heaviest fears. i don't see you a lot, but can count on you,always. sometimes i wanna have you here, than i close my eyes and count the days. it's such a long time, but it's worth it you know? i try to describe, but don't know how. look, i never wanna lose you, it's really true, i have great friends, but the best of them is you!!

A Woman Kind
there is a goddess in our hearts at night when our spirit parts she lends her wings and teaches us to fly there is a goddess in our minds at times when our spirit opens she lends us her eyes and teaches us to see there is a goddess in our ears when we are attentive to others she lends us her understanding and teaches us to hear what is unspoken there is a goddess in our voice when we speak of love she lends us her song and teaches us to soothe there is a goddess in our hands when we wish to calm and heal she lends us her fingers teaches us the magic of touch there is a goddess in our feet when we dance she lends us her grace teaching us the silver forms of motion there is a goddess in our lips a goddess in our hips a goddess in our breasts a goddess in our nest, our womb there is a goddess within us

We Can All Write Blogs
dont u love it when ppl think that i should drop everything to talk to them esp when i split my fucking head open and didn realise it was so bad til there was blood pouring down my neck & not to mention i cant even speak today my throat is so sore so fuck u im not going to be made to feel bad cuz i didnt say goodbye to you [[oh and u know who u fucking are]]

Understanding Men...
Actually, it’s pretty simple but most women have the hardest time with understanding men. Deep inside the heart of every man is a secret wish to be trusted. How many times have men said to their wives, “If you would just trust me.” Many men wonder why it seems so difficult for their wives to do something so seemingly simple. The answer stems from the physiological differences between the sexes. It begins at birth when little boys are given a distinct physical advantage over little girls by having higher levels of testosterone. With testosterone comes the physical strength to both defend themselves from danger and/or run away from a threat. Most little girls don’t have that ability. They don’t have the strength to defend themselves in a physically fight when they feel threatened. If a boy trusts someone who in turn hurts them, they can always defend themselves physically (or try to). Little girls don’t have that physical option of power. Since a person can only trust fro

See Ya In A Few Days!
Heading out to Michigan for a Girl's Weekend away! If you hear a loud roar coming from that direction -- that's probably us! I apologize ahead of time (NOT!);-) Have a safe weekend, don't do anything I wouldn't do, and I'll talk to y'all on Monday! ~Rose

New Horse
rub the ashes on my skin its time to start this once again ive got a new horse gonna ride it to the sun leaving behind everyone i felt your passion die today a red and black sky in its way ive seen it all come crashing down I guess ill see you around to me its plain to see its all a game fallen angels never sing they lift the heads toward the sky and finally spread their wings and fly ive got a new horse gonna ride it to the sun left to die in front of everyone when passion comes to its end its time to say goodbye once again and rid the world of my light a red and black sky in my sight ive fallen prey to it all ill catch you once again when you fall but this time when you think its said and done ill ride my horse back to the sun

(from Shrinky) Success!
SUCCESS:> > At age 4 success is . . . not piddling in your pants. > At age 12 success is . . . having friends. > At age 17 success is . . having a drivers licence. > At age 35 success is . . having money. > At age 50 success is . . . having money. > At age 70 success is . .. . having a drivers licence. > At age 75 success is . . . having friends. > At age 80 success is . . . not piddling in your pants.> > > Pass this on to someone who could use a laugh. > > Always remember to forget the troubles that pass your way; > BUT NEVER forget the blessings that come each day. > > > Have a wonderful day with many *smiles* > > > Take the time to live!!! > Life is too short. Dance naked.

Computer Prayer
Prayer Every night I lie in bed, This little prayer inside my head: God bless my mom and dad, and bless my children, And take care of my husband; he brings me so much joy... And God, there's just one more thing - I wish that you would do: If you don't mind my asking, bless my computer too? Now I know that it's not normal - to bless a small machine But listen just a second - and I'll try to explain... You see, that little metal box - holds more than odds and ends. Inside those small components - rest a hundred loving friends. Some, it's true, I've never seen - and most I've never met. We've never shaken hands or - ever truly hugged, and yet... I know for sure they love me - by the kindness they give And this little scrap of metal - is how I get to where they live. By faith is how I know them, much the same as I know you. I share in what life brings them - from that our friendship grew, Just take an extra minute - from your duties up abov

Affairs....
The 1st Affair: A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon." "You lying bastard! You've been playing golf!" The 2nd Affair: A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife, "There's no way I can be the father of this baby. Look at the two beautiful

Gotta Love The Irish
Paddy was driving down the street in a sweat because he had an important meeting and couldn't find a parking place. Looking up to heaven he said, "Lord take pity on me. If you find me a parking place I will go to Mass every Sunday for the rest of me life and give up me Irish Whiskey!" Miraculously, a parking place appeared. Paddy looked up again and said, "Never mind, I found one." Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do, Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to go to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and said, "Do you want to go to heaven?" O'Toole said, "No, I don't Father." The priest said, "I don't believe thi

More Wm3
Three eight-year-old boys - Steve Branch, Christopher Byers, and Michael Moore - were reported missing on May 5, 1993 by Chistopher Byers' adoptive father, Mark Byers. Although the search began that evening, an intensive police search for the children was not undertaken until the morning after they were reported missing. Later that day, their bodies were found shoved down in a muddy creek near Robin Hood Hills. The boys were stripped naked and had been hog-tied ankle-to-wrist with their own shoelaces. All had been severely beaten and abused, it's been said Byers was the most injured, having suffered a fractured skull, stab wounds to his groin, castration, and having had the skin of his penis removed, yet all three boys were inflicted with lethal wounds. Autopsies were inconclusive as to time of death, but stated that, while Byers died of blood loss, the other two boys showed evidence of drowning; however, during the subsequent trial of suspects Damien Echols and Jason Baldwin, the m

You Have Been Fucked!
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends And FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you Can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine And dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel sluttish! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' Right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for Them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEM! Make everyone feel a Little loved! Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! LMFAO..back at ya!!

Gotta Love Old Men Joke Lol
I was at the mall the other day eating at the food court. I noticed an old man watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange and blue. The old man kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find the old man staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" The old man did not bat an eye in his response, "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son." LOL

On Wednesday... A New Rule Was Made...
A new rule has been made... I've been banned from having birthdays A new rule has been made Signed, sealed and delivered By the local Fire Brigade! They say that all those candles Would create such a blaze They'd have to come and put it out And stay around for days! So, I guess I'll have to party Without the birthday cake, Perhaps I'll light one candle Just for old time's sake. Those firemen! So fit and strong, Such handsome looking men - Whose birthday is it, anyway???? Let's light them all again!!!!!!!!!! (On Thursday.. that is!!)

My Personality Type
Your Personality Is Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! The Three Question Personality Test

What Is My Love Type?
Your Love Type: ENFJ The Giver In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail. For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring. Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational. However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner. Best matches: INFP or ISFP What's Your Love Type?

True Love
It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 a.m., when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's disease. As we talked, I asked

Ten Puns
1. Two vultures board an airplane, each is carrying two dead raccoons. The stewardess looks at them and says, "I'm sorry, gentlemen, only one carrion allowed per passenger." 2. Two fish swim into a concrete wall. The one turns to the other and says "Dam!" 3. Two Eskimos sitting in a kayak were chilly, so they lit a fire in the craft. Unsurprisingly it sank, proving once again that you can't have your kayak and heat it too. 4. Two hydrogen atoms meet. One says "I've lost my electron." The other says "Are you sure?" The first replies "Yes, I'm positive." 5. Did you hear about the Buddhist who refused Novocaine during a root canal? He wanted to transcend dental medication. 6. A group of chess enthusiasts checked into a hotel and were standing in the lobby discussing their recent tournament victories. After about an hour, the manager came out of the office and asked them to disperse. "But why?" they asked, as they moved off. "Because", he said, "I can't stand chess-nuts boas

Help Comment Bomb My Friend Pls
pls come help comment bomb one of my best friends bigdaddy he needs all the comment bombing he can get pls come help.if you can help him i will try my best to return the love so pls come vote ty so much

Sexual Zodiac
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Mistress's Whore
Break out the whips Bust out the chains Its time to have fun Inflicting some pains You entered this place With total curiosity Not really knowing About this ferocity There you found More than you imagined A part of your life That you never impassioned Women all over the room Welcoming you in Then you spot the one To tame the submissive within She leads you to her room You’re at the door She opens it up As you stare at the floor Grabbing your hand She leads you inside Being your first time The nerves you can’t hide She senses your fears Knowing her job well Making you comfortable You come out of your shell Removing your clothes Without saying a word Baring your skin So no barrier is incurred Tossing you on the bed Leather straps not far away She bends down to you Whispering “Let’s Play” Leaning over you Strapping you down Making sure you can’t move She starts to go down Running her fingers Over your member She squeezes

Valentine's Day: Day Of Ick & Mush
So, Valentine's Day is coming up. And, I kinda hate Valentine's Day. And not because I'm single, or lonely, or blah blah... any of those whiny "woe is me" things you hear about V-Day. And not because, um, let's face it -- I'm not much of a romantic. Hearts with doilies? Boxes of chocolate? Mushy cards? Soooo not my style. I mean, noone who knows me would call me emotionally reserved. I'm affectionate. I'm loving. I have no problems expressing my feelings for people. I just don't ... get mushy. (Although, I'll take flowers. I LOVE flowers. I was spoiled, with my first two boyfriends, who loved to give me flowers. But in the last twelve years, I've only gotten flowers from my dad. OK, so my dad rocks, but c'mon. I deserve some flowers sometimes, right?) No, mostly I hate Valentine's Day because it's... well, tacky. And stupid. I mean, do I need a special day to tell someone I love him? Do I need an excuse to go out for a nice dinner? I'd rather he buy me flower

What Is Your Hottest Bedroom Accessory?
Your hottest bedroom accessory is yourself You are damn hot and you don’t need anything else to help you seduce your man or woman. To you, the look of your bedroom comes in second to all of your bedroom activities. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just Maybe
High above the ground where i hide in the clouds dancing with the angels and dreaming of what my heart hides wondering if this dream will last or will i just slip again my heart holds the dreams of the little girl lost the part i hide from the world the part that i don't admit too because it hurts to dream to have hope to try again to laugh and cry within the arms of another to be held through the night and dream of waking up next to you everyday of another child...... time will tell me if this is real or an illusion my heart may have already decided.... if you can handle that then just maybe i can dream again and slip into sleep in your arms and be loved.....?

Ready To Quit...
I am down 11000 votes!! Please come comment bomb me.. It will help catch me up and give you double points! I cant do it alone! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! ♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

Love
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.. Anais Nin

Uncondtional Love
So for years Ive told everyone that I beleive John Lennon " All you need is love" I give it alot it seems...too much. I beleive if you love someone..it has to be unconditional...period. Yet every woman I meet seems to set a bunch of rules..or things I need to change to be with them. I dont do that...if I feel a connection...I give into it..and accept the flaws. Ive only truly loved 2 women in my life...well what I think was love, but Ive given uncondional love to more than I care to remember...no Im not a slut, I was married to my first love for 12 years...although it wasnt real, and I never cheated..she did. IN the 7 years since my divorce Ive dated maybe 7 or 8 women..only 2 got me thinking of marriage. SO Im wondering why it seems every woman I meet, wants to set down a bunch of rules for me to date them...but then say shit like they'll do whatever the hell they want. I read on match and yahoo personals how women want a guy who can communicate...but when they meet one like me, they

Military Men
I am not 100% positive of why I love military men sooooo much, and why I love sailors the most! Well that sailor thing my have something to do with the ex being o so very hott!!!! When he would come home from work in his working whites and me just thinking in the back of my mind of how much I wanted to make those whites dirty in the bedroom! I always remembered how many times I just wanted to grab his ass when he would wear his blues! mmmmmmmmm... My ex was so overwhelmingly sexy that I couldn't do my house work durring the day because all I could think about was what I wanted to do to him when he got home! In that relationship I think morning sex would have been a GREAT investment because my sexual drive would be statisfied and I wouldn't have thought about sex all day long. I mean what would you do if every night when you went to bed in curled up nest to a guy that is everything you look for in a guy physically and mentally? There wasnt a night that went by that I didn't want to sli

Stupid Bullshit
I am typically really easy to get a long with... Granted I can be stubborn (to say the least) but I am a brutally honest person and I really mean well in all that I do. I am happy with who I am. If you have issues with me, maybe you should look in the mirror and not throw stones while living in a glass house. There are not many people who I can't stand. If I don't care for you, I avoid your existence. I cannot change people but I can change my self and/or surroundings. If I have a personal issue with you, I will set you aside and talk to you about it. Believe it or not, talking about issues usually works well in the real world! That is talking to one another about issues. This does not entail talking shit behind someones back and not having enough courage to state your feelings to their face. I have learned the hard way that true friends are few and far between and that most women are not content without a little bit of drama in their lives. If you are dramatic, de

For Those Who Read This And For Those Who Gives A Damn...
Here's a news flash for ya...a sort of announcement that I'm making: "I have given up on men...Contrary to popular belief...I want to settle down and get married...have kids....I would like someone to love me for me...I always manage to fall for the guys who dont want a serious relationship and who doesnt want to get married...maybe its too late for me...

New
She took his hand and led him into the dark and fragrant orange groves, the whisper of leaves brushing against their skin the only sound besides the eerie cry of the coyotes. In the foothills that rose from the southern California coast, the night was warm and still, and the perfume of the ripened fruit as intoxicating as wine. Past the "Do Not Pick Fruit" signs, down the dirt paths between the endless rows of trees, almost running. Always the impatient one, she tugged at his hand, his clothes, as they moved between the dark and silent trees. He stopped, pulled her close, kissed her hard, his hands strong on her back, stroking and exploring. She bent beneath his kisses, his need. Her lips clung to his, sucking, seeking, as the waves of his passion washed over her, a sexual tsunami. Sinking to the warm, soft ground, clinging like shipwrecked lovers, clothing tattered and strewn, they touched, tasted, breathed. "We're trespassing here," he whispered into her ear. "'Forgive us our

My Sign
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Man On The Beach- Chapter 3
Krissy's mind was flowing with different thoughts she never fathemed she even had. The man on the beach... The apple red frisbee that decided to land on her of all people, the cute little boy with the dusty brown hair and freckles. When she thought about it, it sounded like destiny. Years back when she was younger, she believed wholly in destiny and that your future was unchangable. She was starting to remember that opinion as her Wal-Mart flip flops scuffed against the baking July asphalt. She was heading back home. The sun was going to kill her if she stayed out any longer. So why didn't she hang around? She asked herself. Her beach bag was heavy on her thin-boned shoulder as she walked and walked. The sun beating down on her and bleaching the roots of her dry brunette hair. An ice-cold shower sounded just about right for the occation. She could see her home in the distance, small yellow house in the direct middle of the cul-de-sac. No plants, (except the few occational weeds)no b

The Confessions Of A Tomato
No one seems to know what I am, perhaps they just don't care. But be aware of the fact that I'm alive. I think, feel, hear and see. I breathe. I can hear your grandmothers arguing at Shop rite, about whether or not I taste as fresh as my folks in the old days. They'd slowly shake me up and down. a gesture to go along with an irritated: "If my husband were alive he'd.." or a disappointed: "They don't grow 'em like they used to." I always hated when they tossed me back with a careless flick of a wrist. They don't understand what it's like landing on top of a complete stranger.

Productivly Drunk
Productively Drunk sometimes when nothing rhymes. And your bent and battered, from the stress of life. When you seem to be loosing inspite of if fighting the good fight. When no answer is furnished, by intellects might. When the hallway is closed. AT both ends. No way out, and no way in. The only option. When laying on the bottom. Is to get well and truly. to the point of unruly. Productively drunk. Unabashedly skunked, Completely, and totally fucked It didn't solve a thang . And sunlight brings pain. For the yesterdays sin. But id do it again. Because, Sometimes. The only relief, From life's grief. IS to get, thoroughly, un-regrettably. Productively. DRUNK

My Hands Are Freezing Cold
An Amish woman and her daughter were riding in an old buggy one cold blustery day. The daughter said to her mother, "My hands are freezing cold." The mother replied, "Put them between your legs. Your body heat will warm them up." The daughter did and her hands warmed up. The next day the daughter was riding with her boy friend who said, "My hands are freezing cold." The girl replied, "Put them between my legs. The warmth of my body will warm them up." He did and it warmed his hands. The following day the boyfriend was again in the buggy with the daughter. He said, "My nose is cold." The girl replied "Put it between my legs. The warmth of my body will warm it up." He did and it warmed his nose. The next day the boyfriend was again driving with the daughter and he said,"My penis is frozen solid." The following day the daughter was driving in the buggy with her mother, and she says to her mother, "Have you ever heard of a penis ?" "Yes," said the mother, "why do you ask

A True Friend
A TRUE FRIEND A beautiful person inside and out you stand for what you believe in and love unconditionally... I'm thankful our paths have crossed and I'm so honored to be your friend. You always take the time to show your friends you are thinking of them. You are a kind hearted person with the kindest of words. Thank you for allowing me to be your friend. A true friend it like a four leaf clover - Hard to find, and lucky to have. I consider myself very "lucky" to have you as my Friend. Oh and add charming, sexy and caring to that List of things that make you so wonderful. Definitely a friend that I cannot do without. Your words move me every time we visit. You are truly one of the best connections that I've made in this world. We've been together for a long time, and will be for much longer. I love you for being Sweet, kind, intelligent, artistic, compassionate, assertive, funny, puts silly little songs in my head that I sing all day long, dang! You are wonderful pers

This Is Funny
I AM A FAN OF AROUND 354 PEOPLE AND ONLY 123 PEOPLE ARE MY FANS. I THOUGHT THAT WAS STRANGE. LOL NO BIG DEAL WAS JUST PUTTING IT OUT THERE. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE AND BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE. TY FOR THE PIC RATINGS ALSO.

Starting Next Thursday
STARTING NEXT THURSDAY I WILL BE PIMPING OUT MY FRIENDS,FAMILY,FANS. I WILL BE DOING THIS EVERY THURSDAY AND FRIDAY. THIS WILL BE TO HELP THOSE WHO NEED HELP LEVELING UP. AND TO SHOW OTHER PEOPLE WHAT GREAT PEOPLE THEY ARE. I WILL BE DOING FIVE A DAY. ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAYS ONLY. THOSE ARE THE DAYS IN WHICH I AM OFF. STARTING THURSDAY FEB. 15TH. SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ONE JUST LEAVE ME A MESSAGE ON FEB. 14TH. I REALLY JUST WANT TO SHOW MY APPRECIATION FOR MY GREAT FRIENDS. ALSO IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE IN A CONTEST AND I AM PIMPING YOU OUT I WILL ALSO LET THEM KNOW TO GO RATE AND VOTE FOR YOU. TY ALL. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE.

Life Update...a Long Bull-shit Ramble
Ugh. . . I'm jumping into my first blog on cheerytap, head first with no idea on what I'm actually witting about. tonight I'm just a bit down, I can't even talk proper crap in Mumm land tonight, my insults are lacking. I just I got to much shit on my mind. the Army. My son My wife The court bull shit Just my fuckin life in general, I'm fuckin' scared. I wish I know 100% that everything was gonna be find, I'm fuckin tired of living with my friends, I had it all, sure, I wasn't living the High $$$ life, but I had it all...A beautiful wife, a wonderful son , great paying job and a place for us to live happy, yet, like everything else in my life, it slowly slipped away and left me. I miss my son, and I miss my wife, the two pieces of my heart that made it whole. Now, I'm left with a BIG decision, I'm joining the Army, and I'm happy with that, If I join, I will have a career, money, a house, just provide for my family like a real man should, even if it means joining the army...exc

The "1" Monster Hit Me While I Was Off For Few Days Sick
Just when i spend so much time on here I begin to wonder if I'm balanced, someone like him/it/her shows up to prove there are far less better things to do with your time, as I interact with people, have made friends and care a bit... just flat 1's--too bad they don't make 0's huh?I have some meaningful conversations and flirt a bit. Points are just something that happens when you comment rate and befriend people, I don't define myself by them so big fucking deal if you rated everything I've got out there a 1...hope you got your rocks off, cuz it's no skin off my nose. To really make a statement you have to disclose your identity, say even make a comment. No 2's, flat 1's. Is that what you see when you look down your pants? It's burnt into your brain enough. OOhhhh, I'll never be the same, LMAO (and that takes a lot of laughing,let me tell you!) I almost didn't even notice except the list was so long I couldn't help it. You're obviously missing something in life if downrating me helps-

Cool Birthday
just found out i'm gonna have the coolest birthday ever!! nothing can top this..LOL Soon after sunset on Saturday evening, March 3, skywatchers in eastern North America can watch the rising full Moon undergoing its first total eclipse in nearly 2-½ years http://space.com/070209_ns_lunar_eclipse.html the last one was a very unique, almost spiritual experience so i can't wait for this one! needless to say, i WILL be buying my new camera before then and i'll be breaking out the telescope!!

Just Another Story
I met this guy back in 1987 after i dovorced my first husband. We were friends for the longest time. One of his friends told him not to tell me how much he liked me casue he wnated to date me. (big joke) well any way i married him (the friend) gave him a beautiful son. In return he cheats on me and leaves me with all the bills to go live with his mommy. Then we find out he is dieing froma a brain tumor. Before he dies he changes his life insurance, so that his mom and stepdad get it not me and the baby... After about 4 yrs of him being dead i run into my friend who has not spoken to me in all the time i was married to his friend. he finds out that my husband is dead and starts to date me saying that he has always loved me and wants to make up for the fight we had all those yrs ago. After a yr of dating he asks me to marry him and i told him no. he asks every month for the next 7 yrs till i finaly said yes. Then the lies and the stealing begins. I still married him despite the

Shit That Makes Me Mad As Fuck!!
i look at it this way you all need to grow the fuck up while men and women over seas are dieing you sit at home with nothing eles better to do then fight over some he said she said bullshit its fucking lame i did my time in the ARMY and you know what i wish they would pass a law that everyone should join the armed forces for 3 years then and only then should you beable to talk shit about them i have lost some of my good friends in this war and you know what pisses me off more than anything is hearing how much people talk shit about my friends are doing over there. now i ask all of you people in this bullshit fight thats going on here at CHERRYTAP do you have enough BALLS to sing up for 4 year and fight for your country knowing that any time you could not be comming home. i did it and i have a bullet hole in my back. why cuz i was fighting for your freedom to stay at home while you sat on your ass and talked shit about what i was doing our troops over seas dont ask you to support the wa

Whats Up
whats up with this..got alot of the pic on here with just an x in the box..anyone elses like that..how does baby j expect u to rate a pic like that, although it might not be on him...so if im behind rating ur stuff thats why..cant rate an x..

Beliefs!!!!!!!!!
Copied this from a friends note.....so wonderful!Beliefs I believe that the appearance of what is genuine Can be a deception of the truth I believe that what we see everyday Is so much less than what acutally is I believe that the world can be so determined to move forward That we end up further behind than ever I believe that no one has really lived unless their heart has been broken I believe that our pain is glorified and hidden So as to make the emptiness lessen I believe that our faith in ourselves Detroys our reason to live I believe that denial of absolute truth Leaves us blind and alone, groping for answers I believe that a poet's soul Sees more than most ever will I believe that our dreams Are the most beautiful gifts we have ever been given I believe that our presence of friends Is proof that GOD loves us I believe that the surrounding beauty Is something we often take for granted I believe that our stature in life Is more than materialistic possessi

Friendship
For me having a great friend that I am able to have for 7 years is unheard of...But I have this great person in my life..She is awesome in here on right...I get over protective of her and I get jealous when guys talk to her...I shouldn't I know I shouldn't but I care for this person...I love her to death...I would do anything for her...BUt there are times that I see she wants nothing to do with me and she reassures me that's not the case...With me being home and sick alot of stuff goes through my mind and it shouldn't....This person has been my rock since I been having these health issues and I hope she will stay there with me through it all...In a way I am saying I am sorry hun....Sorry for every jealous thing I have done...I am not myself and you know this....What I'm trying to say is you are are right about it all....And.....I love you

Hmmmmm
hi to all...I am new at this thing...I also have a myspace page but this is also fun so give me a bit of time to get to know the ins and outs of this webpage....I have received a warm welcome here so I am already feeling the "love"...anyone from Jersey? not looking to hook up just new cool people to meet....BUT I am NOT saying the ladies are outta of the picture...I love a pretty face! more later...I have more stuff on myspace if anyone interested in seeing that page...hello to you all again!

Over 40 And Sexy Ladies Contest
Over 40 and sexy ladies contest * Anyone can enter that is 40 years old or older * Comment Bombing welcome * You can comment on your own Photo * Prizes will be given to all that enter * Big prizes to first, second and third place * Anyone getting over 15,000 comments will recieve a Corvette * Anyone getting over 20,000 comments will recieve a porsche * Contest will start on February 14th at 8 am * Contest will end on February 21st at 8 pm * Men you can enter your lady, Picture must come from her page * Send me a PM with the picture you would like to use Please repost this for me so all can have the opportunity hotbostontrkr_loves_sweetlady_tx@ CherryTAP

The Disgusting Truth:
You should learn how to speak respectfully to a lady, asshole. You disgust me. (The Respectable "Cinnamon Julie" sentiments:) Babii gurl learn some etiquette for urself and maybe then U will understand what respect is...Be E-Z yungin.....Muah!!

Asshole Of The Year Award
Yep...Me...I own that....and it's only February.... So, tonight while @ the bar...I go outside to smoke a cigarette....While I'm out there, there are two other girls out there too. One is on the phone talking & the other is stumbling her way back into the bar...tripping over her feet & feeling around for the door... I, being the asshole that I am, say: She's had some drinks... Within one minute, the girl who was talking on the phone approaches me and says: Ummm....that's my sister...she's not wasted; she's going blind. I was stupefied & like OMG...I'm so sorry. It was so bad. Side Note: These two girls spoke with me for the rest of the night. The girl who is going blind...I don't know...I don't know if I believe it completely...she could see - she walked up to people, she called shots while people were playing pool & she was giving people high-fives. So, am I really the asshole...or was I just tricked? LoL Absurd, it is...I know...

S.g.d
Little Miss Muffet Sweet girl's school stuff and A country smile and charm Out in the back Of my '58 Chevy She said she'd do me no harm You know she makes me feel good Just like a bad girl should She goes down She goes down She goes down Down, down, down Sassy little lassie Walking right past me Down in Tennessee Always a lady I love Southern ladies They just know how to please It's like connecting the dots Start at the bottom, lick it to the top She goes down She goes down She goes down Down, down, down All of the day All of the night Lick those lips Do you up right Up and down Round and round Round the world Scream it out You know she makes me feel good C'ya out in Hollywood Flat on my back she goes down For backstage pass, she goes down With all of my friends, she goes down She gives heart attack, she goes... She goes down She goes down She goes down Down, down, down

Rattlesnake Shake
She's a sex machine She keeps her engine hot Her motor clean Way she moves across the floor The way she shakes her hips And licks her lips Come on there girl Why don't ya shake that thing Doing the rattlesnake shake Shake, shake, shake Rattlesnake shake Make my body ache Rattlesnake shake Shake, shake, shake Rattlesnake shake It's all I can take She's got sassy class Bring you to your knees When she shakes her ass She's a voodoo, voodoo child Just one look wil drive you wild Slides through the night With a viper's smile Come on there girl Why don't ya shake that thing Doing the rattlesnake shake Shake, shake, shake Rattlesnake shake Make my body ache Rattlesnake shake Shake, shake, shake Rattlesnake shake It's all I can take Sexy motion, just take my time The way she moves her lips Up and down my spine Got the rattle Snake wants to spit Call 9-7-6 and let my hand do the rest Doing the rattlesnake shake Shake, shake, shake Rattlesnake shak

The 80's Challenge
Who can answer all these questions? Without googling the answers? # What special talent did Molly Ringwald have in The Breakfast Club? # What was the very first James Bond movie that was shown in the 80's? What was the last? # Name the actress who played the pretty blond girl Elliot danced with in E.T. The Extra-Terrestrial? # How many Nightmare On Elm Street movies were made in the 80's? # In Empire Strikes Back, what was chewing on the power cables of the Millenium Falcon while Han Solo and company were hiding inside the asteroid cave? # What was the license number on the Ghostbusters' car? # In 'Back To The Future', where did Doc Brown get the plutonium to power the time-travelling DeLorean? # In 'Empire Strikes Back' when the ghost of Obi Wan Kenobi said that Luke was their last hope against the Empire, who was Yoda refering to when he said: "No, there is another"? # What god were the Thugees worshipping in "Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom"? # In the movie Porkey's

Back From Work
Just came home from work and... no bruisings today!!! Thanks ex-sniper for crossing your fingers *wink*. LOL My colleague is such a sweetheart. I did a lot of administration for him (updating care plans for our patients) and he bought me cigarettes and I may begin 1 1/2 hour later tomorrow morning! Thats what I call: teamwork, cooperation, etc. LOL Sorry, I just enjoy my job *smile*. We always have so much fun!

Song Lyrics- Lips Of An Angel
Lips Of An Angel lyrics Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye

The Ungenial Egress...
A door slams; separating day from night. Anger lines expressed amidst the discoloration of flesh, the swollen heat intensifying with each breath. Short as they are, I want to scream bloody fucking murder!!! The bones are still intact, but my fingers refuse to straighten. The cold stings my skin, all moisture has frozen over. I can't go back, not now…not ever! If my death is to be a cause of the weather, I will be sure to state otherwise. Miles from safety…my egress is a journey deeper than the depths of Hell. The path is familiar, but I stumble in all of the same places. Death is everywhere on nights such as this…in the woods, in the sky, in my mind…. I hear the street to my right, and I need to lie down. Forty five minutes and not one damn car! So much for sleep… No choice but to traverse, I've already risked running into the light…(which ultimately leads to the darkest plight.) I am surrounded by wounds…looking back, I have left no tracks…nothing but the scabs,

Love, Only Better
Another fantastic project exhibited at the Design Interactions Interim show is Thomas Wynne Morgan’s Love, Only Better. The project includes ‘Tie’, which combines arousal-sensing underpants with a tie, which stands on end when it detects attraction in the wearer. In Thomas’ own words the project looks at how: ‘The nature of male and female is changing, roles are changing, behaviors are changing and in this fluid and complicated society how and by what means will we adapt? How might emerging technologies be appropriated to elicit subtle forms of control and how might these changes affect out current societal norms?’ The Video which explains the project is a must see.

Finally, The Ingredients
FINALLY, the ingredients Now this is some good information............ I knew it. . . I knew it!! I knew they would finally release the ingredients in Viagra: 3% Vitamin E 2% Aspirin 2% Ibuprofen 1% Vitamin C 5% Spray Starch 87% Fix-A-Flat

Outcast
It seems I live in a make believe world, Inside a cage I created with words, A place where sinew is the fabric of time, And the sky is drawn by skeleton birds, I live in a place that doesn’t seem to exist, Where people never relent with my screams, A tomb of negative energy I have built, From the twisted visions in my dreams, Trapped in a cage of anger and fury, The bars buckle under sympathy and distress, Guarded by blood red hounds of hell, Which melt to and from the darkness, My eyes alone hold the story of a pain, I cannot even begin to voice, Disguised in a human skin, In this world devoid of free choice, I have locked myself deep inside, A solitary component surrounded by empty space, Nothing can reach me now, I am hidden behind a glass face, Even my thoughts are not my own, I cannot seem to sleep at night, In fear of dangers that lurk within me, Obscured from my sight, But from within my warped prison, I see the truths of days go

For The Ladies
Ladies this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a few m

I Have Not The Time To Hate Only To Love
I HAVE NOT THE TIME TO HATE ONLY TO LOVE (my Creed) Grant me compassion for the weakness in others. I will not judge a man on one meeting. I will not listen to those who weep and complain for their disease is contagious. If I stumble I will rise and my falls will not concern me for all men must stumble often to reach the truth. All my problems, discouragements and heartaches are in truth, great opportunities. I will laud mine enemies and they will become my friends. I will encourage my friends and they will become my brothers. Avoid with fury the killers of time. Do not think of yesterday or tommarrow. No longer will my vocabulary include such words as cannot, unable, impossible and quit. Each rebuff is an opportunity to move forward, turn away from them, avoid them and you throw away your future. Always raise your goals as soon as they are obtained. I will command and I will obey my own command. I will work when the failure seeks rest. I will walk where th

Let Me Be The One
Author: Joyce Hemsley Let me be your sun I will shine when day is done Let me be the one. Love for you I cannot hide And a lake of tears I've cried. Was love but a dream With a passion so extreme? Fairytales are dreams! I need you here, you need me This is our reality. Rapture fills the air When I see you standing there Smiling ~ debonair. Come home to me, always stay Music sweet will charm each day. Pain will float away And we'll dance to love's refrain Danube Waltz again. Red parasol will unfold Two "gentle doves" to behold. ... So ... Let me be your sun I will shine when day is done Let me be the one. Love for you I cannot hide And a lake of tears I've cried.

The Way I Am
I sit back with this pack of Zig Zags and this bagof this weed it gives me the shit needed to be the most meanest MC on this -- on this Earth and since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse and just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works and it sells and it helps in itself to relieve all this tension dispensin these sentences gettin this stress that's been eatin me recently off of this chest and I rest again peacefully (peacefully).. but at least have the decency in you to leave me alone, when you freaks see me out in the streets when I'm eatin or feedin my daughter to not come and speak to me.. I don't know you and no, I don't owe you a mo-therfuck-in thing I'm not Mr. N'Sync, I'm not what your friends think I'm not Mr. Friendly, I can be a prick if you tempt me my tank is on empty (is on empty).. no patience is in me and if you offend me I'm liftin you 10 feet (liftin you 10 feet).. in the air I don't care who is there and who saw me destroy you

Guys' Rules
THE GUYS' RULES THESE ARE OUR RULES, NUMBERED IN ORDER OF IMPORTANCE! (PLEASE NOTE... THESE ARE ALL NUMBERED "1") ON PURPOSE! 1. MEN ARE NOT MIND READERS. 1. LEARN TO WORK THE TOILET SEAT. YOU'RE A BIG GIRL. IF IT'S UP, PUT IT DOWN. WE NEED IT UP, YOU NEED IT DOWN. YOU DON'T HEAR US COMPLAINING ABOUT YOU LEAVING IT DOWN. 1. SUNDAY SPORTS. IT'S LIKE THE FULL MOON OR THE CHANGING OF THE TIDES. LET IT BE. 1. SHOPPING IS NOT A SPORT. AND NO, WE ARE NEVER GOING TO THINK OF IT THAT WAY. 1. CRYING IS BLACKMAIL. 1. ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT. LET US BE CLEAR ON THIS ONE: SUBTLE HINTS DO NOT WORK! STRONG HINTS DO NOT WORK! OBVIOUS HINTS DO NOT WORK! JUST SAY IT! 1. YES AND NO ARE PERFECTLY ACCEPTABLE ANSWERS TO ALMOST EVERY QUESTION. 1. COME TO US WITH A PROBLEM ONLY IF YOU WANT HELP SOLVING IT. THAT'S WHAT WE DO. SYMPATHY IS WHAT YOUR GIRLFRIENDS ARE FOR. 1. A HEADACHE THAT LASTS FOR 17 MONTHS IS A PROBLEM. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 mont

I Want More
To feel trapped is wanting to look the other way Will tomorrow be better than today? Well I want more. More and More. To feel trapped is holding back from touching on your face. I fall asleep at night my mind just won't erase Wanting to feel you and touch you and hold you Even though I know there's no way. I want more. More and More More hugging More kissing More touching I want more

You Can See This One :p
I am down 10000 votes!! Please come comment bomb me.. I cant do it alone! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! ¢¾ Click on my picture to vote! ¢¾ ¢¾ HUGS AND KISSES ¢¾

Irishchiks Erotic Confessions ~attention You Deserve
Just close your eyes and imagine..... the two of us together, laying so gracefully across the bed, totally naked. Eyes locked and looking into each other, so deep, with so much love. Fingers and hands locked together...just taking a moment to take in the moment. To just be with one another. Fingers unlock, and my hands start to roam your body. Very light touches. My lips pressing against yours. Soft kisses. Lips barely touch. Almost teasing like. Slight touch of tongues. Kisses to your cheek. Right, then left. To your forhead, the tip of your nose, then to your chin. Making my way back to your lips. mmmmm how I could just stay right here and kiss these sweet lips of yours all night. Slow kisses to your lips, moving down your chin. To your neck. Kisses turning into light soft licks. Working my way around your neck, the left side, over to your ear. Soft kisses and licks to your ear. Sweet whispers to you...giving you some attention that you so longly deserve.....as I slowly make my

Sorrow
Today I seat in front of my pc, thinking what it will happen with me, what is it that I want to be who is it that I want to see and ask my self why me? just feeling the sorrow of missing you what would I do. you are now with god is so true just thinking without you what am I to do you tell me in my dreams, that is all up to me but my darling don't you see, that the sorrow I feel is to deep so I pray God and asked him how long it will be how long my lord will I feel sorrow sadness and emptiness from missing you please come in my dreams again and tell me what am I to do, and take away the sorrow of missing you!!!

Facelift!!
A woman decides to have a facelift for her 50th birthday. She spends $5,000 and feels pretty good about the results. On her way home, she stops at a News stand to buy a newspaper. Before leaving, she says to the clerk, "I hope you don't mind my asking, But how old do you think I am?" "About 32," is the reply. "Nope! I'm exactly 50," the woman says happily. A little while later she goes into McDonald's and asks the counter girl the very same question. The girl replies, "I guess about 29." The woman replies, "Nope I'm 50." Now she's feeling really good about herself. She stops in a drug store on her way down the street. She goes up to the counter to get some mints and asks the clerk this burning question. The clerk responds, "Oh, I'd say 30." Again she proudly responds, "I am 50, but thank you." While waiting for the bus to go home, she asks an old man waiting next to her the same question. He replies, "Lady, I'm 78 and my eye sight is going. Although, when I was y

Friends
I love cherry tap and really enjoy making knew friends..but sometimes i think its all a game to you all..friendship is a important thing in life even if its over the internet..i thank you all and u no who u are for being my friend!!

If It Feels Like It's Too Good To Be True..it Probably Is!!
Nothing worthwhile or of value comes easy. If something seems to good to be true, too easy....it probably is!! You only appreciate the things you have to earn, work on, something that gives you a challenge. You appreciate and feel satisfaction in the SUccess of gaining your GOAL, Prize..whatever it is you are after. I think the same applies to relationships between men and women!! SO ladies....don't be too EASY to get!!! Trust me...you will hurt less in the end.!! If they REALLY want you...they will work for you and EARN you!!!

Your Effect On Me
When I look at you When I read your words From deep inside me Something rises When you look at me When you touch me From deep inside Something rises When you look at my ass When you let your eyes wander From deep inside Something rises From all the things that make you To all the things your are I am sure of one thing, You make me want to VOMIT!

A Point Of View I Found Interesting By Julia Hare
this morning i've been watching "state of the black union" and they had alot of interesting and good things to say on it. yes it is geared towards advancement of black people but the things said can be applied to people as a whole. things that people all together should think about and practice. a little something to think about. there was a day when if you acted up all your parents had to do was give you a certain look and you knew very well what it meant and that would straighten your ass up. alot of younger peeps dont know that look, they think they do but alot dont. that being said, so the first move was to not let school discipline students, they say its not right. then they tell parents you cant touch your kids in public, or they will take them away and lock you up. then they say you cant touch your kids at home, or they will take them away and lock you up. and now when the kids act up, they have "special education" schools set up for them to go to, and alternative lea

Supernatural Being
You scored as Elf. You are an Elf. You find your center through all living things in the forest, and often you are influenced by nature, and pride. You tend to be selfish and envious at times, and my only suggestion would be to try and earn some trust with people, because you are the type of person who can flourish if you are happy, but you have to lean to put your trust in others sometimes. Magic user88%Elf88%Elemental75%Fariy69%Ghost63%Vampire50%Mortal44%Mermaid38%Warewolf25%Demon0%Find out what type of

Dream Shaman
Dream Shaman An old man sat in the flickering shadows of the fire, waiting. His age-worn skin, like leather, was clinging to a frame once strong. He waited, and he watched. The circle of light around the fire grewlarger as the flames began to build. From beyond the darkness, another came. Young and dark, he emerged from the shadows. Without a word, he sat across the fire from the elder, waiting to be heard. The elder nodded a greeting, and uncrossed his arms. Spreading wide his arms, the firelight spread around them. Within this circle, both knew, all words would be kept within. The young man needed the answers to questions he didn't even know. So the elder waited a bit and then began to speak. He told a tale of ancient times, when all things began. He showed the ways of light and dark in the world and in the man. The balance of creation lay within his words as he let the story unfold. In the truths that were told, the young one caught a question and finally grew bold. With arro

Take Them Into Your Arms
TAKE THEM INTO YOUR ARMS ALWAYS FIND SOMETHING ABOUT THEM TO PRAISE ALWAYS LOVE THEM ALWAYS GIVE THEM A HUG ALWAYS TELL THEM YOU CARE ALWAYS TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM TAKE THEM INTO YOUR ARMS NEVER RAISE YOUR VOICE NEVER SWEAR AT THEM NEVER RAISE YOUR HAND TO THEM NEVER DEGRADE THEM TAKE THEM INTO YOUR ARMS SHOW THEM THAY CAN SHOW THEM YOU CARE SHOW THEM HOW SHOW THEM THE WAY SHOW THEM HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM EACH AND EVERYDAY FOR THEY ARE THE NEXT GENERATION.

A Night Of Passion
Your hands Soft and caressing Rubbing my body Relieving my stressing Fingertips of loving hands Touching my skin Feeding the fire That’s burning within Sensual and sexy You whisper my name Your fingers slide in Till I do the same With fingers so magic You take me so high Then I feel your breath On the inside of my thigh Your tongue tasting me A sweet spot it sought Face buried deep My fire burning so hot Your mouth covers mine Parting my lips I feel you slide in Between my hips So hard so erect I feel you inside Bringing me higher With every slide As you go deeper My back arching high You take me to heaven Among clouds I do fly My ache taking over You doing the same I feel you cum hard While I scream out your name Our bodies collapse We both gasp for air Your fingers against my face Moving my hair Your arms surround me Pulling me close Bringing me down From the point I had rose Holding me there My head on your ches

Anna Nicole
I had a team meeting yesterday. At the butt crack of dawn. Toward the end of my meeting, I called for a round table. We got around to one of the supervisors who works for me. She was the only one with something to say... "I'd like us to take a moment of silence in honor of Anna Nicole Smith..." I blinked. I really wasn't expecting that.

How Do You Know?
Two friends I had. One I loved beyound my own life and the other I loved as a sister. Two tales they told and neither tale a truth. Why lie and break my heart I will never know as neither talks to me. I didn't want to do it but I did fall in love. An all consuming love that took all desire away for anything else life has to give. I know I am older than him but I thought love would be blind to age if it is true. He spoke words of love but I think he only did that to conquer a new quest and once conquered he lost his thrill. He worked women up with his words of passion and when he was worked up he picked one and got his kicks; or so it seemed to me. I feel used and I hate feeling this way. I married and was used, once for the challendge of popping a cherry the second was for the quest and it turned into a sex slave and if I wasn't ready or willing I must want someone else. THE last could careless about sex or me. I have yet to figure out why he married me becasue

Mmm....let Me Think
drowning in sorrow needing relief i cut till i bleed a crimson so sweet a darkness that enters white heat taking my pain let it wash over like soft falling rain droplets of blood fall to the floor i watch as i bleed till i cant stand it no more Anger takes hold and changes my soul no innocence left im scarred so im told so dark i will stay in my sorrow ill drown paint my face happy wear the mask of a clown while inside i die a little more each day my blood keeps me safe and my demons at bay

How Stupid Can You Be ???
Have you noticed how stupid and frustrating some reporters and commentators can be? Example ~~ a man has a bad car crash, he struggles to climb out of the twisted wreck and falls to the ground... a reporter runs over and says " tell me sir , how did it feel to hit that concrete wall at 90mph" would the obvious need to be said... aahhh ..it fuckin hurt... what'd ya think !!!.. Which leads me to the Bud shoot out.... I was pissed before it even started.. I went to a web site to find out the start time.. it stated 8:30... oh really !!! dahhh would that be eastern, central, mountain, or pacific time zone. just a wealth of info there!!!.. Pre race interviews 5 minutes before the start of the race, they ask Junior about his relations with DEI... What an idiot.. I laughed when Junior told him "I don't want to talk about that..lets talk about the race" The look he gave him said it all... YOU FRIGGIN IDIOT !! I used to race and before you climb in the car you don't want to hear or

Teaching The Teacher
Teaching The Teacher "Oh, Baby... you make me sooo horny when you move your body like that." "Do you like my body?" She wore a tight black leather skirt that hugged her ass so tightly you could almost make out her neatly trimmed pubic hairs naked against the skirt. Her hands were cupping ample breasts bound inside a black stretch top as her hips gyrated enticingly. Her magnificence stretched the cotton to its limit. "More than life itself!" Her breasts were a good size. They would feel very good in my hands when I squeezed them. I was very hard. The way she looked at me made me light headed as all the blood rushed into my engorged cock. It was getting difficult to think clearly when she began to walk toward me while her eyes locked on mine. She had a predatory look on her face. High heels and tight black leather make a lethal combination. "How are you doing down there?" She asked as her right hand fondled my crotch through the blue jeans. "Can't you tell?"

Friends Among Us....
i don't know how many of u actually talk to some of the people on your lists...i have some i talk to on the phone and online almost everyday...those of u that i do that with, i have a fondness for u and appreciate ur friendship.

O Jesus Make It Stop
Siegfried Sassoon was another war poet. From a gentle family he was also a soldier, who fought in the war. His words perhaps have a poignancy because of that. Whoever thinks that soldiers want to go to war, to kill, to maim?. They are like us, humans who nevertheless put themselves forward so that we may enjoy freedom. Before the soldier is lambasted ...think a little, even you who seem to take great delight in condemnation...from the comfort of you r fireside chair, your social security/welfare cheque, from the freedom so dearly bought for us by those you so easily condemn. First look upon your own reflection before you cast even a pebble or mote of sand. Attack (from The Old Huntsman) AT dawn the ridge emerges massed and dun In the wild purple of the glow'ring sun, Smouldering through spouts of drifting smoke that shroud The menacing scarred slope; and, one by one, Tanks creep and topple forward to the wire. The barrage roars and lifts. Then, clumsily bowed W

I Love Being A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't

"f'd Up" Friday...
Wow did I have a great start to my weekend... Or is it a finaly to an very nasty week... Friday started out alright, Was suppost to be easy. A few places to go, clean up ... Then it happened the co-worker I was working with got the tip of the middle finger cut / smashed off. Tried to rush the co-worker to the hospital, It was my luck that it happeed at the beach and staging for the boat show was going on topped with people stopping in the middle of the street waiting for parking spaces. Finaly made it to the hospital and the person's finger could be saved .. so they say. I still feel guilty even thought I shouldn't Before that my laptop died, my camera was broken,.... blah blah ... i dont think i should say any more I still have tomorrow...

Choices...
ya know life is all about choices.. ya know I mean you gotta choose to get out of bed in the mornign or lay there and be lazy, you gott choose to be nice or not... well i must admit I've had my moments where i'm not very wonderful to be around or talk to but for the most part I try to treat others around me as i would liek to be treated. so with that said, if you think someone is un attractive to you, or your not interested why can't you just simply say thank you but no thank you, not get rude and mean about it? ya know. everyone is human and everyone has feeling so the next time your about to break someones feelings and stomp on this with big ol' steal toe boots stop and think about "would you like it" no i dont think so. to be honest it comes down to one simple thing RESPECT! show it and get it!

Moon Rising
Moon rising high Underneath it I cried To all the holies , to all that would hear To all that could see With the moon rising high Heart swollen and full of god’s precious gift Tears hot are wept Wondering and praying to angels on nigh Hearts pounds beating thru my chest Do you hear it? Soul trembles as your name passes my lips Voice in a whisper Sounding your name as light as a feather To carry onward up Flowing on my hot tears to heaven above Never before knowing such desire Never knowing such love Never knowing, yet all knowing With the Moon rising high Beneath it I do cry For no words to express the happiness Fill my eyes with hot tears of love To be delivered above.

Just Say No
::::My Name Is Meth:::: I destroy Homes, I fear families. I take your children,and thats just the start. I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I am easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich. I live with the poor. I live down the street, and maybe next door. I am made in a lab, not like you think, I can even be made under your kitchen sink. In your childs closet, and even out in the woods, and if this scares you to death, than it certainly should. I have many names, but theres one you know best. I am sure you've heatd of me MY NAME IS CRYSTAL METH. My power is strong, try me, you'll see, But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once, and I might let you go, But if you try me twice, then I'm in your soul. Then I possess you, you'll lie, and you'll steal, You'll do what you have to do, Just to get high.

13 Rules Of Cherry Tap
13 CherryTap Rules Oct 31st, 2006 ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit. The captions under your picture that say "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics... even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those wh

Paperbag Is Gone
.... but it can come back sooner or later! be afraid.... VERY AFRAID MWHAHAHAHAHA lol nah, my fugly face is back, deal with it! LOLZ i'm still ashamed, but oh well... i wont live with this paperbag on my head!

Frustrated
Frustrated I begin to wonder if it will all be alright does it really mean anything all that energy put into gaining something does it really matter to anyone what i am writing right now is it worth all the work clocking in from 7 am to 5pm do we really need this can't we just give into temptation to just sit in squalor to ease our frustration to deny all our passions and morals to gain common sense and well being do we wait til it all stops spinning is it just frustration? ~Timmy~

Never Say
never say i love you if you realy dont care. Never talk about feelings if the are not realy there. Never hold my hand if your just going to break my heart. Never say your going to if you dont plan to start.Never look in my eyes if all you ever do is lie. Never say hi if you realy mean goodbye. If you realy mean forever then say you will try . Never say forever cause forever makes me cry

My Way Of Life
As the Maiden, I saw through your eyes as a child Spring rains, green forests, and animals wild! I saw you run freely on the Earth with bare feet! I watched as you danced in the winds, blowing free! I was there as you grew, getting stronger each day! I brought you rainbows, chasing grey skies away! I was there in your laughter - I was there in your tears! I was the acceptance you gained from your peers! I saw your first love and I felt your first blush, As passion first stirred in the night's gentle hush! I am there with you always in the fresh morning dew! I bring you the crispness of beginnings anew. As the Mother, I bore all the labor distress Of birthing your child and I felt the caress Of your hand on the face of the new life so dear I heard its first cry, and I eased your fear! I provided the milk which you fed from your breast Till the baby grew strong, and with health it was blessed, As she took her first step, I was there i

Bulletins With Curses In Them
We've all seen them: "SUMTHIN GR8 W1LL HAppEN 2 U. UNL3ZZ U D0NT FWD TH1Z 1N WH1CH CAZE UR L1FE W1LL SUCK!!!" Break the chain of the curses. Cut out those last sentences with the threat about not reposting the bulletin. Do we really need more curses? I wrote the following some years ago about a similar letter circulating the Internet: "There are many chain letters circulating around the Internet. Some are the ones that promise people lots of money; most people know to ignore those ones now."There are others, though, that contain several wise thoughts or blessings, but which someone has appended a curse to. It seems that even in distributing blessings or peace thoughts, people sometimes feel the need to put a threat of force on the thoughts to propagate them around the world."An example of this is the "Lotus Totus" chain letter. It has several wonderful pieces of advice, purportedly from the Anthony Robbins Foundation. These are all wonderful thoughts to send off to fr

Question One To Infinite Hell Of My Soul
I’m in pain right now!… and I am court between two places! My girlfriend doesn’t like my friends and how they write to me! And my mum doesn’t like how my sister treats her son…. So I get yelled at by my girlfriend then I have to listen to the never ending fights in my home!…… I am getting closer and closer to putting that knife to my wrist’s and just letting go! But sadly I’m can never do that!……but I guess if I forsake my goddess I could just let the blade slip across my wrist? If you have the answer for me then cool! Tell me please? Well now mum has decided that its time for her to go to a home…..and I have decided that if me and sue get along then I will be going to Sydney to live with her…… And my sister… well I don’t really give a fuck…….. Lmao Well then all I can say now is that my friends are all I can rely on and they don’t even know me!… one of my friends on myspace who I just met im’d me and said that she would always be there for me if I needed someone to talk to

Friends
need to know if you’re my true friend, will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, and trust them in your heart you’ll keep? We are neither of us without our flaws, can you accept mine as I will yours? I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue, will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, if you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, will you hold me and soothe my fears? I will give you joy and many warm smiles, can we share that even across many miles? I will not forget what’s important to you, will you remember what’s important to me too? With you my most favourite things I’ll share, If only I know do you truly care? If you can accept me as I do you, then I will know you are a friend most true.

Mikeys Pic
Ok when i posted a pic of my wrestler who was shot and killed, it wasnt for any kind of rating, points, nothing like that. i get home from coaching his older brother in the regional tournament, and i find osme fuck rated the pic a 7. I felt really disrespected and i felt Mikey's death was spit on by some callous asshole. Now some of ya'll might say then dont post his pic. Well to that i say shut up. Posting Mikey's pic was a way of helping me deal with it and having people talk ot me about it. So to who ever rated it a 7 GO FUCK YOUR SELF

Hurry Sickness
HURRY SICKNESS One woman tells how she sought to convince her continually harried friend that she needed to find ways to relax. So she gave her a videotape on stress management and relaxation techniques and encouraged her to watch it right away. Fifteen minutes later, her friend handed back the tape. "It was good," she said, "but I don't need it." "But it's a 70-minute video," the woman replied. "You couldn't have watched the whole thing." "Yes, I did," her friend assured her. "I put it on fast-forward." A major social problem of the 21st Century is Hurry Sickness. We hurry through work by "multi-tasking." We gulp down fast food. We shop at convenience stores. We lament that we haven't enough time. We race through the days and weeks until one day we look back in amazement and comment, "My, how the years flew by." Or until we hit a "speed bump" -- like illness -- that stops us cold. Then we realize the heavy toll we paid to travel the express lane. Hurry Si

Adventure Log 1: The Bachelor Pad!
Alright people, I need idea's for my bachelor pad, the stuff I should furnish it with and what not, maybe some themes etc. I definately already plan on having all my game consoles, a desktop PC with surround sound (gaming machine) and a nice plasma screen TV (HD aint that great). But I want to hear other people idea's for my Bachelor Pad in Pittsburgh :). Most likely a 2 bedroom Apartment or a Loft FYI! :) -Ryan

Adventure Log 2: The Nerdy Nurses
I met the sexiest and NERDIEST Nurses today at work (I work at Children's Hospital of Pittsburgh FYI). It was great because I had them cracking up and we were talking about anime and video games. :) Allow me to elaborate. I was working on my comic character concepts, and the one Nurse, Janet, noticed I had some crappy anime sketches in my sketch book. She asked "is that anime?!" with a fierce excitement in her voice. I said "why yes, I like anime, do you" She responded "YOU BET! I LOVE IT AND VIDEO GAMES." At that point, my smile was larger than the Jokers from Batman (starring Michael Keaton). We started to argue over what was better: Final Fantasy 7 or Xenogears....of course Xenogears takes the cake in my opinion. She hadn't played Xenogears before, so I'll prolly hook her up with my copy, so she can embrace the wonderfulness of it :) I didn't think it was possible for nurses to be so cool (specially after dating a self centered, conceited spoiled brat of a nurse, who was

~ Poster Girl On The Wrong Side Of The World ~
Poster girl, Beccy Cole, an Australian country singer belts it out for her support for the coalition troops. She wrote and sang this song in response to a fan who'd told her he'd take her poster off his wall because of her support for the Australian troops in the wars in Iraq & Afghanistan. Well... she advises him "take me off your wall." She prefers to be a poster girl on the wrong side of the world.

What Is 100%?
I got a little bored one day and came up with this so, from a strictly mathematical viewpoint: What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 101,31 or 105%? What equals 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these, just keep it simple that's all! Questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% AND, look how far the "love of God"2 will take you L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101% its amazing how that extra 1% can change somethings! Also, it has

So Yeah!!
about 2 days ago i was talking to this gorgeous girl, ( i don't name names ), and i found out that she liked me, i was completely shocked because she knew i liked her and yeah i am gonna move up there to her she is so fine!!!!! i give her a 10, a fucking 10!!!

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Reflecting
You were the light whisping my ear. The rays that overpowered me and held me breathless waiting, anticipating the next flighty move. I was the one who the held answers. Or so I thought. I was blind, really just a fool believing my own fears. I wanted too much, held too much too tightly. I know you thought I was silly for spreading my arms against the wind, thinking I was completely invincible. Which I was…I flew with the birds you heard every morning, and raced against the sound of time. I broke through hell and touched heaven’s golden gates. But when I turned over to touch your face I felt nothing. I grasped desperately at the covers that weren’t covering me. Instead a cool breeze left tingles across my body. It was so beautiful, if not heartfelt. Had I dreamt your breathe against my cheek whispering be strong…. Or were those words my own…something within preparing for the break. Living within my own twisted fate, its irony of life leaves me full of unwanted questions to ask someone

What A Racist
Comments on silkyslim44: Albert Sydney J... 2007-2-11 0:14:35 One at least I have a chick Two I can get a white chick unlike you nigger loving ass Three See how diverse you are after a nigger rapes your mom Four You're a fag and you're gong to die like one Oh and if you fuck with anyone I am close to you will pay in blood in life so get that straight faggot wow my first death threat

Salvation Calls 4 You
Hey my CT friends, Im asking for help with ideas about pics I should do. I have friends and my sister coming over in 3 days and we r going camera picture crazy frenzy LOL!!! so I had a few ideas but I value my friends Ideas and also friends have better ideas for pics of you than your ideas for urself!!! so im please begging for ur help cause im tired of my lame old pics i have up and i need ones that no one will forget!!! so if u have any ideas submit them to me and I will greatly return the favor!!! If you submit any ideas I thank you and most definitly appericate it!!!! Bye CT friends from, ~Salvation~ aka *Tommy*

Kroger Truckers And Their Jobs
Kroger Co.'s efforts to transfer a Louisville warehouse operation to two private companies has hit a roadblock. Teamsters Local 89, which represents the warehouse's 800 workers, has rejected the latest offer from the company on the transfer, according to a Louisville Courier-Journal story. The union has threatened to strike if Kroger (NYSE: KR) turns over the operation to Zenith Logistics, part of Walton-based Verst Group Logistics, and Transervice Logistics Inc., based in Lake Success, N.Y. Kroger had put off its November date to transfer the operation to allow for more negotiations. Its latest offer, a guarantee that there would be no work-force reduction and an offer of arbitration if retiree health-care obligations weren't met, was rejected by the union, according to the story. A Kroger manager said in the story that plans are moving ahead to have Transervice take over the warehouse's transportation operations, with Zenith to take over the rest of the operation a

Hinder - Lips Of An Angel
Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With t

Well Hell I Had No Idea!!!
DAMN!! I HAD NO IDEA I WAS DEEMED A STALKER! LMAO!! (ACCORDING TO JAMI IN DECEMBER) NOW IF SHE'S A COP YOU'D THINK SHE WOULD REALLY HANDLE THE SITUATION PROPERLY IF SHE REALLY THOUGHT THAT! *ROLLS EYES* AND OMG @ TOM! REMEMBER ON MY PICS HE IS NOW "SUGARLIPS" BUT THE PROOF IS RIGHT THERE PEOPLE! AND YES, YOU GUESSED IT ... I NEVER SAW THE BULLETIN WITH HIS "RESPONSE" ON IT. THESE 2 ARE ABSOLUTE TARDS. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/38855/150956

Shakespears Sonnet 129
Shakespears tell the effect Lust has in his Sonnet. The expense of spirit in a waste of shame Is lust in action; and till action, lust Is perjured, murderous, bloody, full of blame Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust, Enjoy'd no sooner but despised straight, Past reason hunted, and no sooner had Past reason hated, as a swallow'd bait On purpose laid to make the taker mad; Mad in pursuit and in possession so; Had, having, and in quest to have, extreme; A bliss in proof, and proved, a very woe; Before, a joy proposed; behind, a dream. All this the world well knows; yet none knows well To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell

If Your Reading This You Have Made The Cut :)
WELL YALL WENT THROUGH MY FRIENDS LIST AGAIN AND THE PEOPLE THAT NEVER RESPOND.. NEVER COMMENT.. EVER... HAVE BEEN CUT OFF MY LIST WITH NO NOTICE. I FIGURE OK.. I TAKE THE TIME TO READ EVERY PERSONS PROFILE THAT I ADD... I MAKE SPECIAL COMMENTS AT TIMES PARTICULARLY FOR MY FRIENDS... I TRY TO KEEP UP WITH NEW PICS.. STASH.. BLOGS.. AS BEST I CAN... ALL I ASK IN RETURN IS TO DO THE SAME.. IF I NEED TO LEVEL HELP ME OUT IF YOUR ONLINE I WOULD DO THE SAME FOR YOU AS LONG AS I AM ON HERE.. I AM VERY PICKY ABOUT MY FRIENDS :) AND I HAVE NO PROBLEM DELETING SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT AREN'T INTERACTIVE.. I MEAN WHAT'S THE USE OF KEEPING SOMEONE IF THEY ARE NOT GOING TO TALK TO YOU OR HELP YOU OUT.. ETC.... SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I HAVE DELETED IN THE PAST TWO DAYS FIFTY PEOPLE. LOL I HAVE ADDED QUITE A FEW NEW FRIENDS DUE TO MY BLAST AND SO FAR THERE ARE ALREADY A FEW WHO I HAVE ONLY TALKED TO ONCE OR TWICE... SO TO MY NEW FRIENDS I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ADDING ME :) I AM A GOOD FR

Life Song Pub???
In the Netherlands we call it smartlappencafé, the most easy translation is: "life song pub"?! It's a pub where you can sing dutch sentimentel soft songs as loud as you can, drink beer and dance the most crazy way you have ever seen. Tomorrow evening, I'm going out with the psychiatrically patients from my department to such a "life song pub"... My colleagues planned me in to drive the bus and accompany our patients to this event. OMG I'm supposed to go karaoke... HELP!!! For example, to give you an idea:

Here We Go Again!
The pre-Retrograde fog is moving in! I really have problems with this. Guess I need to Journal like a crazy woman for a few weeks - there are those that say I am crazy, lmao! My little greatnieces, Keyanna and Chesnee, (twins by the way) have their third birthday party today! They are such sweethearts. I'll get to visit with my sister and the rest of my family! Not always a good thing - I'll have to keep my mouth shut, lol! The twins love my tattoos, so they usually greet me by grabbing at my shirt and trying to pull it down enough to see the tattoos, lmao! Front and back! Such little stinkers, they are!! Ah, it's a Little Mermaid party, too. What fun! Heat wave, yep! It's 14 degrees now and will get up to 22 degrees. Actually, it's very cloudy and dreary out. Before I totally lose my train of thought, have a wonderful Sunday everyone! I'll be back online after the party, lol. Much love and warm hugs to all. Blessings all around!! Later!

Xxxxxx
YOU opened it. Okay now, play it truthfully. RULES: -In the subject box, you must type x for how many letters is in his/her name that you like or love -Has to be a person you like or love! yes -It can't be a relative or cousin! nope -If you don't do it, you'll lose this person forever! ok

Bill Gates Vs. General Motors!! (hilarious!!)
GATES vs. GM For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part): 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........Twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you coul

Monday Feb 12th
Very short blog here. Tommorrow morning, is the change of custody hearing. The last time i was in court the judge said "unless your ex gets struck by lightning, and turns into a different person, you're going to get custody." Fact is i've heard from the ex in 3 times since christmas, and she hasn't changed, she hasn't been drug testing, and is still living in and out of homeless shelters. SOOo i'm pretty confident, but i'm still nervous anyways. so wish me luck. I'll post another blog and/or a bulliten to let everyone know how it goes.

8 Hours Left!
THE CONTEST HAS BEEN EXTENDED TILL 8:00PM EST SUNDAY 2/11/07 WE STILL HAVE A CHANCE. SO GET IN THERE AND COMMENT BOMB HER. REBEKAH NEEDS 2000 MORE COMMENTS PLZ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND REPOST THIS SO YOUR FRIENDS CAN JOIN IN, WE CAN DO THIS IF EVERYONE JOINS IN

My Uncle
30 some years ago, my father that just passed become very good friends with a man. I have grown up knowing him as uncle even though he isnt any relation. found out after i got back from my fathers Celebration of life, that my uncle has cancer. In his throat is a tumor that is unoperatable. and cancer on his lung. he is in stage 5 and it is the last stage. he was taken to the hospital this morn with a stroke and cardiact arrest. Please give your prayers a small thought for my uncle and let him go without pain. Thank you

Not Letting Go...
I met someone recently. He is a very nice guy, but he holds onto so many bad memories. I know it's difficult, but I know, too, that being negative can hurt ones friendship/relationships. No one wants to be around a person who is weak and cannot make a move to a positive level and strive to be on that path. I am there for him, I listen to him. But at one point in time, not long ago, I tried getting in touch with this friend to talk...but this time it was I who had something to say, and needed someone there for me....I could not reach him.. I felt so down... Then one day he calls me and said that I was harrassing him. That was it. Harrassing him because I wanted to talk to him about my problem. I had no idea where the harrassing came from. To top it off...he tells me, "do you think i would share my problem(s) with anyone? who would give a F**K??" I said, "i care. I was there and listening. He tells me about his problem on several occasion...the same one...and I am there.

Foreplay In Texting
Hugs Kisses Nibbles Licks Your flesh against mine Skin to skin Hands exploring Mouths searching Fingers probing Tongues dancing Bodies reaching Souls entertwined Lost in Passion Found in Love. Snuggle Cuddle Spoon Sleep.

A Beautiful Poem Written For Moi!
Thank You my wonderful Sister.. It's beautiful! Thankful I am grateful I be for whatever it is that brought you to me Sweet as you are A true Beauty Beloved you are especially by me An adorable sister a true best friend Missing you bad Loving you fast never question if my love will last My heart you hold in your gentle hand Giving me strength By me you stand Not ever alone as long as I live You need but ask and I shall give Whatever you need All that you desire whether the prettiest flower or the hottest fire A love undefined shared between us An unbreakable bond a sacred trust I thank you kindly for all that you do please never lose heart for I shall always love you Written by Jenni Barrett, February 11,2007 for my BFF,sister and love Amie......I love you honey always......Jenni

Determined To Have A Good Day!!! :)
Sister turns 50 today!!! She looks as beautiful as she did 20 years ago. :) I also have a bowling tournament today. How will I bowl? Who knows? My 13 year old nephew picked me again to be his partner in the pick your partner tournament. Cross your fingers for us!!!! After the tournament....I have an online test to take. Fun fun!!! Wish all you a great day!!! :)

Missing My Soldier
On 2007/02/04, I had recieved a phone call from my wonderful husband. He had stated that he had re-inlisted for 4 more years. As far as we know, we are staying here at Ft. Carson. He means everything to me, and more. Nothing will ever change that, yet, I am also afraid. What some people don't know and don't comprehend can really hurt themselves, and their relationship with the ones they love. I was told by a good friend, since I hardly read the news bulletins on yahoo, that there's a good chance of so many coming home in 180 days. So many will be extended for another year, possibly, with out any R&R. Well. Needless to say, my husband's unit is one of them that has a 90% chance right now of being extended. Every night I pray that it doesn't happen. Please keep your prayers with all our troops. God Bless you all!!

Rating Pix
Just wanted to let All My Friends&Family Know that I was told last night I had reached my "Daily Limit" on rating pictures for my level. As soon as the BS limit ends I will rate Your pictures.Sorry for just commenting and not rating also.

Tears
TEARS OF PAIN TEARS OF JOY TEARS OF HATE TEARS OF LOVE TEARS OF SORROW TEARS OF SYMPATHY TEARS OF DEATH TEARS OF FREEDOM HOW MANY TEARS DO YOU CRY? BEFORE YOU JUST TURN NUMB? BEFORE NOTHING MATTERS ANYMORE? BEFORE SOMEONE NOTICES? BEFORE YOU ASK FOR HELP? BEFORE SOMEONE HELPS YOU? BEFORE YOU TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE? AFTER THAT NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW.

American Political Correctness
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore . HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTI

About My Birthday....
Your Birthdate: May 15 For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Tell About Youself - The Survey
Name: Birthday: Birthplace: Current Location: Eye Color: Hair Color: Height: Right Handed or Left Handed: Your Heritage: The Shoes You Wore Today: Your Weakness: Your Fears: Your Perfect Pizza: Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Your Best Physical Feature: Your Bedtime: Your Most Missed Memory: Your Drink: Your Food: Single or Group Dates: Ice Cream Chocolate, Vanilla, exc: Cappuccino or Coffee: Do you Swear: Do you Sing: Do you Shower Daily: Do you want to go to College: Do you want to get Married: Do you belive in yourself: Do you get Motion Sickness: Do you think you are Attractive: Are you a Health Freak: Do you get along with your Parents: Do you like Thunderstorms: Do you play an Instrument: In the past month have you had Alcohol: In the past month have you eaten Sushi: In the past month have you been on Stage: In the past month have you been Dumped: In the past have you gone Skinny

Rx For The Emotional Hangover
Feeling the physical impact of a rough breakup or argument? Everybody knows the tricks for a better tomorrow after too much fun tonight: Gulp water, grab a couple aspirin, maybe pop a vitamin, and sleep it off. But what’s the prescription for the lingering gray cloud that can last for days—or even longer—after scenes that stir up feelings of fear, sadness, anger, anxiety, or jealousy? The first step is recognizing what’s happening to our bodies. Immediately after spats with bosses, friends, family, or lovers, we’re probably aware that we feel wretched, and why. But we often overlook the aftershocks of intense negative emotions: the physical, biochemical changes. Rashes, sleep disturbances, fatigue, shortness of breath, fluctuations in appetite, increased heart rate or blood pressure, nausea, headaches—all these symptoms can be part of an “emotional hangover.” For example, the argument you had yesterday with your significant other might manifest itself today as indigestion or

Please Help Me Out
Please Come and help me out I need some bombers To help out you help me out and I will help you out. I will even make tags for the people that help me out. Here is the link. Thank you to all that help.

21 Reasons Why Cucumbers Are Better
A cucumber won't tell you that size doesn't matter. A cucumber won't need to be sucked off. A cucumber won't care what time of the month it is. A cucumber won't lie to you about having a vasectomy. A cucumber won't want to come on your face. A cucumber won't fall asleep too soon. A cucumber won't fall asleep on your chest or drool on the pillow. A cucumber won't make you sleep on the wet spot. You won't find out that a cucumber is: married, on penicillin, or trying to screw your sister. A cucumber won't grab cash from your purse while you're asleep. A cucumber won't come home late, stinking of beer. A cucumber won't run off with a cheerleader or an ex-nun. All cucumbers are fresh and juicy. You can keep as many cucumbers as you want. Your mother won't flip out finding a cucumber in your house. Cucumbers don't jam the freezer with food you don't like. Cucumbers don't stay up until 4 and then demand that you take care of them when they get sick. But on the other hand, cucumbers stay up A

Camelot
Camelot Dreams of Camelot are not here Just lend me a open ear To put one in high regard Is a mind trick that is flawed Lancelot with all his fight was just A normal man at night King Arthur was counseled by the wise And broken by foolish pride Merlin was great man too But he even know when it was through The magic so it seems was not to be cared On the moons high beams. A man is just a man and with egos aside What makes one better is the woman that walks by his side. Scott baker

Remembering Our Little Angels
DEAR GOD: WHY THE CHILDREN? WHY ARE YOU TAKING THEM? THESE PRECIOUS LITTLE ANGELS WHO HAVE NEVER EVEN EXPIERENCED LIFE. NONE OF US UNDERSTAND GOD, PLEASE HELP US SEE. OUR CHERRY TAP FAIMILIES HAVE SUFFERED ENOUGH IN THE LOSS OF THESE BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN. DEAR GOD LEAVE THE CHILDREN, PLEASE JUST LET THEM BE, THESE PRECIOUS LITTLE ANGELS, HAVE HURT NO ONE CAN'T YOU SEE. PLEASE TAKE MY HANDS MY FRIENDS THEY ARE HERE FOR YOU LOVE ALWAYS ANGEL http://andrewwalters.imeem.com/playlist/g_cqPvbR/

My Halo
At ease I begin. Calm. With an open mind. Safe and secure I am. I am floating on a moment. A hope. A desire that is like fire beneath me. Shaky and happy at the same time. I put myself out there for you to see and for you to know what is really real. Patience and understanding. Thats what this is. Mountains will be climbed. Obstacles overcome. Illusions disappear. You Appear. My halo.

Scores.. I'm In Second So Far..
The Scores as of Right now for the Hottest Woman of CT are as follows.. Please help me come in first to win a 7 day blast.. > > > > First Place Rating - 10.05 (22) Splendid_Beauty 2913 comments! Second Place Rating - 10.06 (122) ~Pole Princess~ 2210 comments! Third Place Rating - 10.04 (25) supersuperwendy...totally refreshed!! 1847 comments!

Misery
They say misery loves company We could start a company And make misery, Frustrated Incorporated I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to see Put me out of my misery I'd do it for you, Would you do it for me? We will always be busy, making misery We could build a factory, and make misery We'll create the cure, we made the disease Frustrated Incorporated, Frustrated Incorporated I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to feel Put me out of my misery Suicide kings and drama queens Forever after happily making misery Did you satisfy your greed, get what you need Was it only envy, so empty Frustrated incorporated... I'd do it for you, would you do it for me?

In Honor Of Valentine's Day
Sent to a friend who had complained that I was glad enough to see him when he came, but didn't seem to miss him if he stayed away. And cannot pleasures, while they last, Be actual unless, when past, They leave us shuddering and aghast, With anguish smarting? And cannot friends be firm and fast, And yet bear parting? And must I then, at Friendship's call, Calmly resign the little all (Trifling, I grant, it is and small) I have of gladness, And lend my being to the thrall Of gloom and sadness? And think you that I should be dumb, And full DOLORUM OMNIUM, Excepting when YOU choose to come And share my dinner? At other times be sour and glum And daily thinner? Must he then only live to weep, Who'd prove his friendship true and deep By day a lonely shadow creep, At night-time languish, Oft raising in his broken sleep The moan of anguish? The lover, if for certain days His fair one be denied his gaze, Sinks not in grief and wild amaze, But, wiser wooer,

For Her Part 01 [jess]
I look at you with my eyes and my hearts wants me to love you even more I want to shout my love to you from the roof tops of every building in the world My arms want to hold you there for ever more as they will be they to hold you gratefully when you are down My legs will run to the ends of the earth for you for any thing you will ever need My soul wants to be in trapped with your soul and till the end of time As I will be the for you when ever you need me as a friend or a lover and till we meet with our hands hold each other Date wrote 11-02-07 By Aj Rich

Sexual Zodiac
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Nice Guy
Ranking ideas of a nice guy behaviors in order of importance: 1. Sticking up for you when someone is being rude. I know now days we as women are independant and self supporting but its still nice of a guy to do this and show protection toward us women. I never been lucky enough to have one around at the time to do so, but I know in my head I was saying wish so and in was here and could get this person off my back or stand between the other person and me. 2. Walking you to your door after a date. Call me romatic, but I have always loved the walk to the door, and that ultimate good night kiss. That was just like the iceing on the cake of a wonderful great night. And of course the antisapastion of the next date. 3. Picking up the dinner check. Yes, its true now days a lot of half and half is done or pay your own, but it is still very nice and very awsome when the guy says don't worry have what ever you want and then ends the dinner by taken the check and p

For Her Part 02
As I walk this lonely road I think of my true love calling to find me As I can not hear her call to me I feel the love of her within me as I walk alone on this cold night For I may never find her for I have yet to find her in person Date wrote 11-02-07 By Aj Rich

People Who Act Like Retards In Walmart
look..its late at night...you going shopping to beat the crowds...i get it...BUT if you got a cart full of shit DONT get ya punk ass into the damn 10 items or less line so we all have to wait around for ya remedial ass to get done...be considerate you selfish bastard.... i shouldnt have to wait in line 20 minutes when all i wanted to buy was an 8 pack of socks.. and DONT take a cart full of shit into the self checkout lane...ESPECIALLY if you have no idea what the damn you are doing...im so sick of people taking all day on shit because you THINK you are moving faster by doing it yourself...no you just look like an idiot and makes me want to toss a pepsi bottle at ur cranium...

Gallows Of The Underworld
Part 1 _____________________ Deep in the gallows of the catacombs, I awake from my slumber by the sound of a voice I had not heard in many years. There he stands on a podium talking about a book he wrote. "I love my mother. I always knew she did not abandon me. I know she fought to keep me but the fates must have had other things in store for us. I remember when I was a little boy she told me everyday how much she loved me. Now that I am old enough I want to speak out against the horrible things that happened to us. That is the reason I wrote this book and why I am standing here right now. One thing is missing, My mother. No one has heard from her in many years." These words echoed off the walls. For the first time in years I feel tears falling down my face. I want to go to him but I cannot. My son has more than one job, an author, a very popular soccer player, a CEO of one of the biggest companies in the country and last of all, a vampire hunter. Long ago, I had no reason left t

Poem: Airborne Soldier Sir
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL PLEASE DO NOT COP WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Airborne Soldier Sir I seek no glory, nor any fame A simple soldier, in this no shame I seek not to do mighty things Simply what's expected of these Siver Wings I rescue some from nature's wrath While for others I clear a path To a lone, hungry child I bring relief To my nation's enemies I bring only grief Hold a wounded brother and shed a tear And to those who harmed him bring fear With children run and catch a ball Cover them and pray when bombs fall I've had to learn many things To earn the right to my Silver Wings Compassion, Truth, Respect,Honor and Duty I have been put to the test and found worthy The time will come I'll be laid in sod That day made to stand before my God When he asks why for me the Gates should stir I'll tell him, I was an Airborne Soldier Sir For Cybear and Airborne Soldiers everywhere Past, Present and Future.

Fallen Soldiers
So I was having a long talk with a friend of mine about all the friends that died along the way to where we are at now and started feeling a bit down. I guess thats the price about living a life that's fast and hard. I've had friends stabbed, shot, od, run over, beat to death, you name it my boys have gone in that way. and here I am giving a shout to all the warriors who didn't make it and pushed me onward to keep going no matter what is going down. To all the boys who carried me through jail time od's and worse beatings than I thought I would ever be able to endure. To the boys who always had my back, and never let any thing happen with no repercussion. I live on every day in your memory. Rest well brothers.

~~a Message From The Ghost Of General Patton~~
A Message from the Ghost of General Patton.... ATTENTION! To those whining, panty-waisted, pathetic Maggots, it's time for a little refresher course on exactly why we Americans occasionally have to fight wars. See if you can tear yourself away from your "reality" TV and Starbucks for a minute, pull your head out of your flabby ass -- and LISTEN UP!! Abu Ghraib is not "torture" or an "atrocity". This is the kind of thing frat boys, sorority girls, and academy cadets do to newcomers. A little fun at someone else's expense. Certainly no reason to wring your hands or get your panties in a wad. Got that Kennedy? THIS IS an atrocity! So Was This!!! WHICH PART DON'T YOU GET? Islam a peaceful religion??? Millions of these sons-of-bitches are plotting as we speak to destroy our country and our way of life any way they can. Some of them are here among us now. They don't want to convert you and don't want to rule you. You are a vile

Basic Ip Knowledge
To obtain IP addresses on Windows. First method. Click Start Menu Click Run Type 'Cmd' Type 'ipconfig' It lists all functional ips on your computer or gateway. Second Method. Click Start Menu Locate and Click Command Prompt. Type 'ipconfig' Installing a router. Step One - First on all computer that are going to link to router, follow above method of prefernce but type 'ipconfig /release' after everything else then leave all computers alone. Install router and follow instructions on hardware connections. Install cd if needed. Make sure all computers are plugged into router at this point. Again do step one and release all computers. Then Type 'ipconfig /renew' If you experience problems there are a few things you can do. Go to Network connections through your control panel. Right click on your local area connection and disable. Then again to enable. You can also go to the command prompt and try releaseing and renewing again. Logging onto your r

Why Is So Hard??
I have been just sitting here after a wonderful night out with a dear friend.. wondering why is it so hard for ppl to accept others for what they are? Is our world so bad off that there isn't just a nice comment or be kind and no comment at all? why is it that it seems easier for ppl to just look at the outside appearences of others and think badly? I throw this out to everyone because first off i can't mumm yet and secondly i think that all of my friends know that i don't take any one at face value!! its the inside beauty that really counts. all of my friends are beautiful ppl...why? because i see them for their insides. they are kind and loving ppl, some are mothers, fathers, some are not parents at all. some are slim,and some are not.. ( me being NOT ) but you know i'm o.k. with that i am me and i love me. i'm not cruel, or hateful. generally i am very happy with my life. there are some changes in the future, ill accept them as they come. so give a shout for being your self, what

I Dont Know Whats Wrong With Her...help Me?
so this is what she typed in her myspace blog today...does anyone know anything about all this...does anyone know what i can do to help her...please someone tell me something i can do for her...please "so i woke up this morning at 10 n went on the computer...then 4 some reason i stiood up...then i don't quite remember what happened after that but when i finally realized what was happening i was standing in place shaking all over...like my body was jerking...i was leaning against the wall...i could feel myself jerking but my vision was super blury...i couldn't see anything...the i eventually saw the chair in frount of me..i could see the blue but i couldn't make it out cuz it was fluffy...then i sat on the ground in place untill finally my head stopped shaking and my vision cleared...i looked at the clock...it was 12:27...i lost about 2 hours today...i don;t know what happened...i guess i was shaking or something because i remember standing up to like go weigh myself or take a shower

A Difficult Year
It's been a year now since my wife died. It's been a tough year, emotionally as well as physically. I remember everything that took place each day this past week up until the day she died. I woke up this morning at the same time the hospital called last year to tell me of her passing. I know in my heart that I'll make it past this, but she is still in my heart, and my heart aches with her absence.

Rip Josh
rip erine i love you like a dough boy in a church house y0 wat..have fun up in heaven and dont party like a rock star with out me hehe i love you bunches and bunches erinie Stairway To Heaven (Page/Plant) There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold And she's buying a stairway to heaven. When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed With a word she can get what she came for. Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven. There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure 'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings. In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings, Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven. Ooh, it makes me wonder, Ooh, it makes me wonder. There's a feeling I get when I look to the west, And my spirit is crying for leaving. In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees, And the voices of those who stand looking. Ooh, it makes me wonder, Ooh, it really makes me wonder. And it's whispered that

My Best Friend
Yesterday was the 2nd hardest day in my life. I had a decision to make and it wasn't easy. My little dog was very sick so I took her to the vet. He did exploratory surgery and found that her liver had quit working and she was dying. So I had to decide to put her down. Tha was so hard to do because she has been part of my life for 12 years. She trully was my best friend. I will miss her greatly and I will always love and remember her. Rest in Peace my lil baby girl..... Resa Born July 22 1995 Died February 10 2007

Whoops!
I really honestly told myself to bake a goodie today, but instead went out an purchased a huge box of oatmeal squares and a large Svenhard's variety pack. I now must go find baby carrots and/or bamboo shoots because dinner is going to be made for me tonight! :) Thank you SO MUCH to everyone with that last minute boost to Cherry Ninja!

Life
This is just a long rant to get things out! I am feeling the need today to just let things flow. I want to be a lover, but some how I don't know the rules to that game and end up being to giving and then feeling like the doormat. Which is not good and yes I know there are things that I can do, but right now I am not in the space to do anything but be pissed off. That is what this whole blog is really about being pissed off. Wondering if I am being pissed off to often and need to consult the gang and see what I am doing wrong, cause surely I am either doing something that I should stop doing so this doesn't happen, or else I am not doing something that I should get a handle on. For starters I think I will start off by smacking a few people upside the head. Might get some attention even if it is negative. Basically I don't know what I am writing about so it is all good, I don't do well with public blogs. Maybe I need to write my feelings down in private

Another Day At The Office(nsfw)
A story written by me, now posted on literotica by me. steal it and I will punch you in the head several times because I took me weeks to write this. The alarm on the clock buzzed in the normal tone, just like it did every other day. However, some how, today felt different. Pushing the bed sheets off her scantly clad self Michelle made her way to the bathroom. Her bare feet softly padding on the plush carpet beneath her feet. Entering the bathroom she turned on the water to the shower, tested it, and then proceeded to undress. Bending at the waist she pulled down the pastel pink colored the material slipping from between her ass cheeks with little resistance. Flicking them off to the side she pulled off the black cami she had on letting her perk round breasts hang free. Finally she reached up and pulled the hair tie from her ebony hair. Holding that pose she turned to look at herself in the mirror. Her slender figure curvy in all the right parts and her long hair bunched in he

And There Will Be Anger...lol.
AIGHT, SO MY NEW CT WIFE CHICK IMMORTAL LOVE BOUGTH ME A CHERRY BLAST!!! ENJOY ALL WHO ARE READING THIS, REMEMBER YOUR COOL!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!!

Doctors Office
As I walked into the doctor’s office to wait for him, I wondered how he would react to my case. I had been dating for a while, but not been able to feel confident enough to let anyone see my body, and so relationships had never gotten very far, as the ladies quickly lost interest in me. I was seeing him for some professional advice on my situation. My doctor was a semi-retired, kind old gentleman, and he wouldn’t laugh at me – which was the only reason I had enough courage to tell him my problems. I hadn’t been waiting long when the door opened, and a blond woman, around 33 or 35 walked in. Her lab coat was open, and under it I could see she was wearing a very short red skirt (which barely concealed the greatest, longest legs I\'d ever seen without stockings) and a very low necked, partially open blouse. Her breasts were big, but not too big, but I had to stop myself thinking about the great tit-fucks that they must have offered some lucky men in med school. Those beautiful boobs we

Why Not?
Regret- Mental pain or distress on account of the past. Prehaps you wish you had jumped on an opportunity, or just wished that things had gone differently. I write alot about wanting to look back from my death bed and know that i had led a successful life with no regrets. I've realized that it's impossible to have none. Just as long as the regrets you have you can live with. Life is far too short to not act on feelings or opportunities. Simply stated; it will never fail to pass you by. You never know when 'your time' is upon you. You dont know how long you will have after you leave your front porch before somthing catastrophic happens and changes both your life, and the lives of everyone around you. So why take the chance? Why suffer with regrets for the rest of your life, when you could just as easily tell people how much they mean to you? I've lost many friends this past year. I will forever regret not saying good bye. Idont want any of you to feel this pain. If you love

Poetry
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Totem Dreams
Totem dreams Two crows, Walking sideways. cawing in my ear. Speaking in my head Carlos always told me. crow as spirit guide. leads to strange lands. Sky shaded purple. lightning from my hands Land flows like water. Earth is being squandered. dis-respected. Crow my guide. what do you expect of me. I'm just one man. Caw he said to my ear. and this in my head. Sky colored blood red Lightning from my hands. A thousand black wings about me. voices of the dead. Grizzly looks to me. speaking in his stead. Sky colored white of death. lightning from my hands. Coyote mills about my legs. voices from those ahead. wolf looks to me. Speaking for this land Caw he said to my ear and this in my head. Sky colored corrupted brown. Lightning from my hands Two crows upon my shoulders. Balance must be restored. Or we are all dead.

Need Help Before Midnight Tomorrow Night
Hey people I'm looking for a little help. I'm in a contest that ends tomorrow at midnight. The prizes in this one are real so I'd really like to place. I'm actually hoping for second place because I really like that prize. I would be thankful for any help and I'm always willing to repay the favor. Thank you...

The Anti-christ Is Here
Scores of police have been sent to the jungles of remote Papua New Guinea to hunt for a cult leader known as the Black Jesus, who is said to have sacrificed three young women to the devil and eaten their bodies. In one case reported by villagers, a mother who had fallen under the cult leader's spell led her 14-year-old daughter to his hideout, offered her to him as a virgin then stabbed her to death. The Black Jesus, 31-year-old Steven Tari, started his cult last year after he was expelled from a Bible college for stealing from fellow students. He has enticed girls as young as 12 from their homes to be sex slaves, and is thought to have more than 6,000 followers who believe in human sacrifice.

How To
Here are a few that peeve me. Write down any that annoy you, as well!! 1. It's converse, not conversate. 2. It's given, not giving. Given is just like taken. *The amount of money he is giving to his ex-wife is ridiculous, particularly when given the fact that she already has the house as well as their car. 3. It's guessed, not guest. 4. It's brought, not brouten. 6. It's careful, not carefull. 7. It's controversy, not contraversey 8. It's accept, not except. *I accept the suggestions as valid points, except for suggestion number four. 9. It's except, not accept. (If you're confused, look up the definitions.) 10. It's patience, not patients. 11. It's response, not responce. 12. You are is you're. Your is possessive. Get it right, it's not hard. YOU'RE is two words. The apostrophe tells you this. *You're going to your birthday party, and you're going to have fun! 13. There is a place. Their is possession. *It's their car.* And they're is they ar

2 More Sprews Of My Mind
Caccoon Do u know me? Can u see or hear me? Does my presence come as a passing fog? Blow through u like a cold chill? Am I figment of this imagination? A image never truly seen. What a waste, shame I couldint be me. Living in a shadow growing mold. Living in the caccoon made of tears. Feel me decay. In ur cold dead hands. A pointint reminder that we are all what others make of us. Your own opinion makes no differince. Self delusion. Living in the light of the surpressors. Living in the caccoon made of tears. Head like a sponge, full of germs. Soul like a slate, cold black and blank. Driving like a nail into a brick. Bent and dull. Life in a caccoon of tears. I.R.M. 02/08/07 Do As It Has Been Done Chemicaly Imposed. Melting into cell like suger into water. Washing over my sences. Leaving me a floating death. A crime of one, working against yourself. Temptation, condemnation, attack against fouled values. Tied up in a world outside

Punctuation And Grammar Be Damned
Should a love so deeply delivered unto my heart impart through shivers, fleshing out the feeling between my fingers, slipping down into my thighs where the feeling lingers, so deliciously fanning up through my chest, crashing in upon it's velvety crest, slipping in so deeply to illicit a response, and deeply I roll without the slightest preponderance, so entranced now my body moves of it's own will, as I submit wholly to this fabulous thrill, lost in it's enticement and carressed by it's splendor, I look forward to a morning to so sleepily remember...

Forever I'll Stay
Forever (I'll Stay) By Me So many dreams I shared I opened my heart for you Praying that you'd still care For what you saw You loved me Afraid of what we'd become I bared my soul for you Hoping we wouldn't come undone Days and years were passing by I wondered what they'd bring Love or pain Sunshine or rain Holding on waiting for tomorrow No matter what the end I'll stay So much time has gone by I've given you my all Never afraid I'm gonna cry Together we still stand I love you Knowing you will catch me I let myself fall again Eyes open, you're all I see Days and years were passing by I wondered what they'd bring Love or pain Sunshine or rain Holding on waiting for tomorrow No matter what the end I'll stay Days and years are passing by I'm wondering what they'll bring Love or pain Sunshine or rain September 5th, 2005

I Am....
I am a slave inwardly, in my need, and in my love, and in my nature! It is what I am! Despise me for it if you wish! I am a natural slave, a rightful slave, and here, on this world, in my collar, I have found myself at last! Hate me ! Hold me in contempt! But I am a slave, and I love being a slave! I love it! I love it! Do not try and force me to be what you want me to be! Rather accept me for what I want to be, and am! one who knows she belongs at the feet of her Master! and desires to be at the feet of her Master! His slave! His loving slave!

To Be My Master's Slave
I can't be a slave; a very small voice whispered in the dark But you already are; the voice answered itself in the recesses of her mind. To be my Master's slave means I have given Him all of me. It means I have given Him my heart and I get to watch Him care for it with the utmost care. It means I have given Him my mind and I get to watch it become more nimble under His tutelage. It means I have given Him my soul and I get to watch it dance free within the circle of His arms. It means I have given Him my body and I get to feel it respond to His expert touch. To be my Master's slave means I deny Him nothing. If He asks for something, I get it. If He demands something, I get it twice as fast. If He wishes for something, I get it four times as fast. Am I His servant? Well, I serve His every desire, so yes. Am I His submissive? Well I submit to His every whim, so yes. Am I His slave? Well, I am His to do with as He wishes, so yes. To be my Master's slave means I

Fallen Angel
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, 3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, [a] I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. 6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD Fallen Angels as we are, we must leave this earth by ways of light, for there is nothing to fear anymore. I am so sorry that I could not protect you my dear friend. My wings are not as bulletproof as we had thought. My heart aches, my eyes are crying tears of pain. I miss you. Please forgive me.

Sad
So today i go to dinner at my parents house like i do ever sunday just about me and my brother are just about to leave and my parents drop a bombshell Their getting divorced needles to say im now really pissed and i dont have a mom and dad anymore so mom and dad thanks...

I Cannot Believe This B*tch
My very good friend posted this bulletin over on myspace... Now I have never been a military wife but I was a gf of a solider. I met military wives and know what they go thru on a daily basis, from being alone to scrapping pennies together. They don't live in luxury, they live for love. They are not as this wench describes. I'd bet that the military wives have more heart then this little nobody. I have to compose myself before giving her a piece of my mind but I couldn't let this pass by another day without sending it out to my friends. Cath OK LADIES SO I GOT THIS OFF A MILITARY GROUP AND IT REALLY PISSED ME OFF READ IT AND YOU'LL SEE WHY!!! wanted to make sure all military wives got it and would hopefully pass it on As a fellow military wife i feel a special bond with each and every other military wife even if i don't know them that well. I felt compelled to share this with you. I want you to read what one girl thinks about us. I'm so appauled by her comments. And a

Submissive Etiquette
Submissive Etiquette You will always refer to me as Sir. As your immersion progresses, you may wish to refer to me as Master, but I will never require that you do so. In your daily life, you are to both dress and conduct yourself in a manner you believe would be pleasing to me. You are to show kindness and consideration to others routinely. You are never to argue with me, but you are both free and encouraged to express your thoughts and feelings. It is my role to instruct you and your role to submit to my instruction. Your behavior is to always conform to your role. The Six Basic Skills of True Submission You are to review these six basic skills closely and strive to put them into practice as best as you are able. These form the bedrock of your submissive experience. 1. Honesty: Without honesty, there can be no trust. Without trust, true D/s cannot exist. You must pledge yourself to be purely honest with me in every conceivable way, as I must pledge the same to you.

Rip: People Shouldn't Be Forgotten
Derek Meeks (Ex) *Car Accident* 10/04/88 - 02/10/07 Thio Carlos (Family) *Heart Attack*- 02/09/07 Ryan Hayes (My Cuz) *Suicide* 4/17/89 - 10/3/06 Patrick Haverty *Car Accident* 2006 Chris Burst *Car Accident* 03/07/86 - 02/18/05 Charlie K *Hit By Car* 08/24/90 - 10/17/05 D.J. (Eve's Brother) *Difficulty Breathing* 10/17/92 - 02-18-05 Romona Chappel: (My Nana) Died my freshmen year, taken by ALS.(Lou Gehrig's) Christina McMullen:(The best teacher I ever had) Murdered my 8th grade year- 3 days after school started by her adopted son. Franky:(My cuz) 17, Murdered my 4th grade year by one of his friend who was on meth. For the five Amish girls: Mary Liz Miller, 8; her sister Lina Miller, 7; Naomi Rose Eversole, 7; Anna Mae Stoltzfus, 12; and Marian Fisher, 13. Who were murdered. To Jimella Tunstall, 23, who was about seven months pregnant, and her three children—ages 7 (DeMond Tunstall), 2 (Ivan Tunstall-Collins)and 1 (Jinela Tunstall), who were murdered. Live everyday

I Know Its Been Awhile...
but for unsaid reasons i haven't had any reason to come on ct in awhile. but i thought i would stop by and leave you my latest peice of shit I am not like you pain knows no end tears will always shed fears ever consuming I can't be like you wish the pain away wipe away the tears overcome these fears I want to be like you let time ease my pain lets these be tears of joy know the end of fear I'll never be like you can't you see me this way what can make you understand it just won't go away when you can't whitewash what i've done with the walls stained red will you finally know what i said will you understand my words i never could be like you by john m

Grammy's And Tall Boys
Watched the Grammies (or is it Grammy's?), they were pretty good, and I'm proud of that guy named John Mayer, but more on that later. I like tall boys, as in 6 ft. or taller, mostly because I'm a midget. LOL Anyhoo, just felt the need to express that. No it doesn't mean I won't talk to anyone shorter than 6 ft. but it is a plus. ;o)

What's Really Important Now?
DISTRACTING OUR SELVES WITH ALL OUR TRINKETS, (SEX, WAR, INTERNET, VIDEO GAMES, MUSIC, SPORTS, ETC) WHEN WILL WE TAKE THE TIME TO SEE OR FIND OUT WHAT IS REALLY IMPORTANT. I AM NOT THE ONE TO TELL YOU WHAT IS REALLY IMPORTANT FOR YOU, MY MESSAGE IS SIMPLY TO REMIND YOU TO ASK YOUR SELF THAT QUESTION!

A Kreative Thought... Rap
You know what I am sick of? People claiming rap requires more talent than other genres and people claiming rap is decent music. It's not. When you point out how horrible rap is to many people, they just don't get it. A lot of close-minded obnoxious people would obviously like to know why I hold such a passion in hating rap, unfortunately they choose to ignore true talent and thus they fail to comprehend just why it sucks. It is for those short-sighted dumbasses, that I will now explain my reasoning. First off, don't get me wrong. Not ALL rap is bad. I don't believe an entire genre can be classified as bad simply because the way people interpret things are different. But there comes a point when even interpretation does not account for the pathetic attempt at "music" these "musicians" create. I'm sure there's plenty of decent "underground" rap, if you like rap in general *I however, do not* but that is the minority. The majority of rap is absolutely laughable. As with any fo

Sumthin To 4 U 2 Read
EXTASY Do you feel it (what?) the beat... The Beat No not that one ... wait for it ... that one yeah you feel it move...move move your head feel it. now move ... Your body Don't fight it... Soar! Fly with it... soar up to the celing touch it... But don't stop there Go ahead grab her hand she wont care, Reach out play with her hair so what if you don't know her shes feelin' it too... Uh oh she moving can't you keep up with her??? awe shes looking over her shoulder for you... You caught her eye she sees you. reach out and move... move... feel it ... soar through the croud they'll make space for you take your trip... feel it... move... move... feel the feel you they're feelin it are you???

With A Vampires Kiss
Looking into his eyes, You get lost in his gaze, Hypnotized, completely under his control, He probes your mind, Delving into your most hidden thoughts, You feel his mind in yours, Wanting to block him but you can't, He searches even deeper, Finding the information he's after, His voice, so seductive, draws you to him, You can't stop yourself, as if you'd want to, You cross the path to him, He pulls you into his arms, Whispering in your ear, "You are mine now. You will be faithful and loyal only to me." He moves to touch his lips to yours, "With this kiss I break this trance and join our hearts and souls for eternity." Vampiress

My Very Best Friend
I just wanted everyone to know that my best friend of over 14 years has lost her battle with cancer tonight. She passed away a little after 8 pm. I appreciate all of the prayers that those of you have given to my friend. You will never know how much it meant to me. ~Christyl~

Pissssssssssssssssed
WTF HAS HAPPEN TO MY LIFE ONE MINUTE I AM ON TOP THE NEXT I AM FUCKED 14 OF MY LIFE 14 OF PAIN AND FIGHTS 14 YEARS GONE 14 YEARS I LET U DO AS U PLEASED NOW I HAVE TO START OVER WHERE THE HELL DO I START WTF AM I GOING TO DO I GAVE MY LIFE UP FOR U I GAVE U ALL U WANTED I WANT OUT I WANT MY LIFE TO NORMAL I HATE WHAT U HAVE DONE AND TOOK THE BATTLE BEGINS AND SO IT WILL BE ONE THING YOU WILL NEVER TAKE FROM ME IS MY SON LET THE WAR BEGIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Poems By My Friend Michele......
No more tears left to cry So much pain, so much sorrow, so many mistakes I regret now. But all emotions die, and I don't know why. I try, God do I try, but there is no more tears left to cry. Gloomy days, gloomy shys, my heart crys, but not my eyes, my soul dies, but there is no more tears left to cry. If I could cry, I wouldn't. Because I can't let you know how weak, hurt and pained I am, that's why I shouldn't. I'd rather die, but that doesn't matter cause there's no more tears left to cry. She had this one publish.....

The Creation Of Pussy
THE CREATION OF PUSSY _____________________ SEVEN WISE MEN WITH KNOWLEDGE SO FINE. CREATED A PUSSY TO THEIR OWN DESIGN. FIRST WAS THE BUTCHER, SMART WITH WIT. USING A KNIFE, HE GAVE IT A SLIT. SECOND WAS A CARPENTER, STRONG AND BOLD, WITH HAMMER AND CHISEL, HE GAVE IT A HOLE. THIRD WAS A TAILOR, TALL AND THIN, USING RED VELVET, HE LINED IT WITHIN. FOURTH WAS A HUNTER, SHORT AND STOUT, WITH A PIECE OF FOX-FUR, HE LINED IT WITHOUT. FIFTH WAS A PREACHER, BY THE NAME OF McGEE, TOUCHED IT AND BLESSED IT, AND SAID IT COULD PEE. SIXTH WAS A FISHERMAN, NASTY AS HELL, THREW IT A FISH AND GAVE IT A SMELL. LAST WAS A SAILOR, DIRTY LITTLE RUNT, FUCKED IT AND SUCKED IT AND CALLED IT A CUNT.

Dear Ashley,
You dirty little slut, I'll fuck you in the butt. Make you suck my cock and balls. Yeah you like it all. I think you need to bend it over. Make that fat ass move on over. Come on and touch your toes. Duh you dumb bitch I didn't sa your nose. Why you gotta make me mad? Just suck my dick to make me glad. Girl you just don't understand. For this dick you need three hands. hahaha LOVE YOU ASHLEY ~you dirty flitter!~

Chapter One Begins....
this is where i shall place any and all postings of the new book in progress. i hope you all check it out and leave me your thoughts. oh....and it seems CT doesn't like to keep the format of my text. i tried to fix it the best i could. if you want to read it correctly, you can always check out my Myspace page. peace and blessings.... ONE The night brought a chill wind. The breeze was a playful imp; lifting up skirts, tossing off hats, scattering crisp dry leaves. The breeze approached me yet seemed to touch not one hair upon my flesh. That was because I was akin to it. I, like it, was a creature borne of the darkness. To a passerby, the path of the breeze would seem to have just shifted, yet I knew otherwise. Once devoid of all color, drained of all feeling, and bereft of any concern except the need for survival, a heart became one with the night. They were kindred spirits, lovers that trod upon a stage of chaotic insanity, scratching, tearing, thras

Marines In Afgan? Can You Help?
Ok this is going to sound weird, but I have a friend who is In the US marines who is in Afgan at the moment on the border.. we have been writing to each other for months.. last I heard he was fine, but has gone quite for a few weeks.. anyway I am worried and would like to know if he is ok... I know being buddies I will be the last to know anything.. so if anyone who is a Marine who is over there.. I wonder if you could find out if he is ok? clutching at straws I know but anything to find out if he is well.

Broken Messages On Ct -- For Now....
Just received.... Message from: babyjesus@ CherryTAP 2007-02-12 00:34:54 private messages are broken, i'm working on them now. werd.. -mike Hopefully, it won't take too long. :D K ************************************************* UPDATE.... He's getting quicker about things. All things fixed per his message: 2007-02-12 02:22:12 private messages are working again... :-) -mike

Why ?
Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to give the vacuum one more chance? Why

What Im About!
i come home everynight after working to find a cold house! i have 2 wonderfull kids that i would love to be around but it isnt possible! i have a hart that just gets fuked over everytime i throw it out there! so i sit and drink! i want soo much more out of life but the onley thing that seems worth it to me is happiness! and what is happiness? money?.....no! power?........HELL NO! to me happines would be being in love and with someone that is willing to do as much 4 me as i would for them! to love,trust,help, and grow with me except my faults as i would theirs, and just grow as one! my whole life i havent done much to improve my financial well being, or to really do much of anything besides try to find true peace! well ive found peace within my self! i just havent found the other half of me to complete it! now as i grow older im finding myself slowly growing tired of searching. tired of being "the nice guy" tired of being what i always have found true of wh

Valentine’s Day It’s Not Just Another Useless Holiday..
Every February we celebrate Valentines Day by giving flowers, candy and cards to those we love. We do this in honor of Saint Valentine. You may be wondering, "Who is St. Valentine"? Legend has it that Valentine was a priest who served during third century Rome. There was an Emperor at that time by the name of Claudius II. Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those that were married. With this thought in mind he outlawed marriage for young men in hopes of building a stronger military base. Supposedly, Valentine decided this decree just wasn't fair and chose to marry young couples secretly. When Emperor Claudius II found out about Valentine's actions he had him put to death. Another legend has it that Valentine was an imprisoned man who fell in love with his jailor's daughter. Before he was put to death he sent the first 'valentine' himself when he wrote her a letter and signed it 'Your Valentine', words still used on cards today. Perhaps we'll neve

Love Your Sex Life
Find your inner sex goddess by adding these simple, sexy habits to your everyday routine. Don't wait 'til Valentine's Day to remind your sweetie how much you care. According to REDBOOK's new book, Love Your Sex Life: The Busy Girl's Guide to Getting Busy by Lisa Sussman, the happiest couples are those who take the time to show their affection for one another all year 'round. So follow the 10 tips below to fill your life with those small attentions — the little bits of time stolen together, the sweet gestures, the private rituals that pull you closer together and remind you of your bond and the commitment you have made to each other — and make every day your own personal Valentine's Day. 1. Touch him as much as possible. Place a gentle hand on his shoulder or thigh when you're talking to him, rumple his hair or pat his butt when passing by him, hold his hand when walking together, squeeze your thigh against his when sitting together at your child's practice, straighten his shi

My Love
My Love You have unlocked my heart and set it free This exquisite madness encompasses me I want to be in your arms more than I can say Unbearable the thought of not thinking of you today Taking each day as it comes, together as two All I am and all I have is now given to you You see me in a different light When you say it, it just seems right Making my breath pause and catch My heart is racing it's met its match You can see how you make me feel Such emotions enormous, ever so real I want you near me each day as I wake To cherishingly love with each breath I take A.Boudreaux 2006

For You
tis true you are sweet, and i long for us to meet beneath the stars above, so we may share our love desire for you i feel i must explain to you in words of lust though they be tender in notion setting soon our bodies in motion My love for you is so new yet in strength absolute and true to spend each day with you in mind you are unique, just one of a kind but love you i do with my heart spanning the miles that keep us apart you are the one i want forever to be with you i'll go wherever you are so much more than you know lets cherish our love and let it grow A. Boudreaux 2007

I Am This Girl
I am :: tough :: soft :: strong :: stubborn :: sensual:: intelligent :: vulnerable :: crazy :: know what I need :: fight for what I want :: motivated :: determined :: love to laugh :: like to cry :: have a career :: can take care of myself :: like feeling special :: friendly until annoyed :: dedicated :: devoted :: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more than inside your bedroom or an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who holds your hand just to feel your touch. I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead. Im the girl who smiles each time you enter a room. I'm the girl who stares into your eyes looking for what you see in me; hoping you see what you mean to me. I'm the girl who loves to end a kiss with a hug. Im the girl who feels safe in your arms. I'm the girl who will take care of you when you are sick. I'm

Tired
Oh monday, it's the worst day of the week for me, but I thikn for a lot of people. Only cuz it's my only off day, and I go out until the morning :) argh and the monday I fall asleep at work.. Hehehe, it's a bit bad, cuz sometimes i try to sleep stand up, like horses :)

Happy Valantine
my beautiful cherries i want to stop to say hello for all of u my familly my friends my fan all my respect and all my love for all of u we going to have the fun as soon on the valantine day i wish all the love for all of u who is not face the love for now i wish the valantine with me all the luck for him we all familly here i feel that inside my heart we every day here on the same place i think we get to know each ather more than before day after day so i wish all of u safe always.... and i told all the ladies there nice really nice to meet the most of all of u all my respect for all of u my sexy cherries

Sometimes I Gotta Wonder What My Kid Is Thinkin
I love my kids, but my youngest one has got me wondering just what in the hell is going through his mind. Last month he had to go to court for stealing -- of all things, cigars from the drug store -- he was given 7 days in YDC suspended, 30 days house arrest,can not miss any school without a doc excuse, can not get into any trouble at school& has to maintain at least a C, and a total of $150 for fines and costs. The first couple of weeks went ok, I thought I had my sweet little boy back...then today he did something that just floored me. I was home from taking Nick to work, was doing some computer stuff and getting ready for work, when there was a knock on the bedroom door--it was my son--"Mom, I can't go to school today my leg's really bothering me." I was pissed! He knows he can't miss school without an excuse fromthe doctor, yet he waited until the bus left the high school before he came home & tried to get me to let him stay home.He's telling me to calm down --apparentl

Silence Is
sometimes silence is healing to the soul sometimes silence is a forwarning of evil sometimes silence is a beginning of the end sometimes silence is just a beginning my heart screams silently as tears stream down my face unknown killing my soul or perhaps breathing new life into some shut off space inside my mind that is not always pretty or forgiving but haunted by the past to read too much into anything can be heartbreaking or uplifting unkind images dance in my mind evil once consumed by the one i adored evil broke me once left the pieces you now see so i sit and wonder nothing taken for granted because it is only when we draw that next breath that we know we are alive for that moment so each moment is precious do not waste it on silence my life has not always been pretty it has played many tricks on me i give my heart where it is usually unwanted and pick up the pieces slowly never quite the same each breath is just a moment you know you are alive

Stash Update !!!
Happy Monday all I hope you have a great week. I have updated my stash, i've added stuff to my joke, survey and video sections so please come along and take a look and show some love !! Big thanks to those who have already checked it out. Enjoy !! Linda xx

The Cautionary Tale Of Miss Information
A friend of mine pointed this person out to me. I just felt the urge to share her ignorance with the world. Below is a blog she wrote and my response. "I am so sad that you call us "civilians" like we are beneath you or something? I am sooo hurt that every military wife thinks they have it harder than any other person in this world. Being in the military is just like working anywhere else in this country, except you make more money for a lot easier positions and you get more money for BREEDING!!! I can't believe what this world is coming to.. The men who enter the military say they want to protect our country but yet everytime someone says they don't like how the military operates they are really mad at us "civilians" for standing up for ourselves. We are not beneath you just because I or my husband does not want to go into the military. Careers are personal choices and you could die on any job site not just from being in the military! It is probably really hard not seeing you

Blow Job Revenge! Roflmao
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets,and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar:A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice.The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains."First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice."So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it.He puts the salt on his tongue........salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys........smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it.... In one second the sharp lime taste

Freezing
I had become very happy living in the southwest and their not so cold winters but then came to Ohio. I think the entire area needs a 12 step program to recover from this horrible addiction they have with cold and snow. The weird part is that many of the people seem to love to be able to claim how much snow, and how cold. You think I'm wrong? When the outside temperature isn't cold enough, they dream up a chill factor. Of course there is no chill factor above 50 degrees, who would gripe about a brutal 45 degrees? Maybe one day the end of February will again be the start of spring.

Ummmmmmmm
Lost isnt just a tv show it is me on this site but i am slowly learning things so bear with me i will be posting and commenting and all that stuff after i figure this all out thanks for all the comments and adds for those that have HUGGLES to you all

Test Test Good Luck
This is creepy! Think of a letter between A and W. Repeat it out loud as you scroll down. Keep going . . . Don't stop .. . Think of an animal that begins with that letter. Repeat it out loud as you scroll down. Think of either a man's/woman's name that begins with the last letter in the animals name Almost there........ Now count out t he letters in that name on the fingers of the hand you are not using to scroll down. Take the hand you FIRST counted with and hold it out in front of you at face level .. Look at your palm very closely and notice the lines in your hand .. Do the lines take the form of the first letter in the persons name?! .. Of course not....... Now TAKE THAT HAND AND smack yourself in the head, get a life, and quit playing stupid e-mail

Distrurbing Dream
I started to have a sex dream last night... the kicker was it was with my ex wife JoLynn. In my dream for some reason we were sleeping in the same bed, and she started cuddling with me and asked me if I was still in love with her, and started making out and doing all the stuff that would lead up... but it disturbed me and I shook myself awake before it could go too far. I feel all weird and messed up in the head today.

Asked And Answered.
100 Truths! :] Body: 1. real name ¨ WILLIAM JOSEPH WALSH III 2. nickname ¨ BILLY BUICK, IRISH BILL, DUMB BASTARD!! 3. single or taken ¨ SINGLE. 4. zodiac sign ¨ CAPRICORN/AQUARIUS. 5. male or female ¨ DUDE. 6. elementary ¨ BLESSED SACREMENT, AND ORENDA. 8. cell phone ¨ CINGULAR. 9.eye color- BLUE, GREEN, GRAY. 10. hair color ¨ BLACK. 11. long or short ¨ HIGH AND TIGHT. 15. are you health freak ¨ HELLZ NO!! 16. braces ¨ NAH, LIKE MY MESSED UP GRILL. 17. do you have a crush on someone ¨ NAH, FINDING IT POINTLESS TO. 18. do you like yourself ¨HELL YEAH, I RULE!! 20. tattoos ¨ 6. 21. righty or lefty ¨ RIGHT. FIRSTS : 22. first surgery ¨ HERNIA WHEN I WAS BORN. 23. first piercing ¨ LEFT EAR. 24. first best friend ¨ ROBBIE DIGGS. 25. first award ¨ALL STATE CHOIR CHAMPIONSHIPS WHEN I WAS IN SECOND GRADE....SAY SOMETHING!! 26. first sport you joined ¨ LITTLE LEAGUE, OR HOCKEY.. 27. first pet ¨ DRAXS THE BEAGLE. 29. first concert ¨BILLY JOEL MADI

Die Die !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You must die I alone am best. I hope ya flip some guy the bird He cuts you off and you're forced to swerve In front of the Beatles' tour bus A Bookmobile and a Mack truck Hauling hazardous biological waste The light turns red you have no brakes And "Hard Copy" gets it all on tape So you can see the look on your face Die die die die die die die Die die die die die die die I hope your Pinto begins to spin Takes out a disabled Vietnam veteran Mows down a Nobel Peace Prize winner And maybe some orphans having Christmas dinner Perhaps even the British Royal Family And the Rabbi that's clutching the bottle-fed puppy And we can't forget the newlyweds And those Jerry's Kids are as good as dead I hope this helps to emphasize I hope this helps to clarify I hope you die I hope your cellmate thinks he's God But C.N.N. refer to him as Bowling Ball Bag Bob Serving time again for abuse of a corpse Only this time the victim's a Clydesdale hor

From Dialogues Of Chios
"...Tell us of the secret hosts of evil, O Cimon...." "Their names may not be spake aloud lest they profane mortal lips, for they came out of unholy darkness and attacked the heavens, but they were driven away by the rage of angels...."

Lament
Cry not, my baby. Cry. I know a frog ate a white moth. The frog did not cry. That's why he's a frog. The moth did not cry. Now moth is not. My baby, cry not. Cry. There is much to do. I will cry too. I will cry for you. ~~Stan Rice, 'some lamb' 1975

Feb 12th Lunch Time.. Score Updates!
The Scores as of Right now for the Hottest Woman of CT are as follows.. Please help me come in first to win a 7 day blast.. > > > > First Place Rating - 10.14 (36) Splendid_Beauty 4518 comments! Second Place Rating - 10.05 (207) ~Pole Princess~ 3481 comments! Third Place Rating - 10.03 (29) supersuperwendy...totally refreshed!! 2237 comments!

The Rules Of Attraction Or Something Like That
I dont fall hard for guys..not usually. I guess I have in the past and it didnt do me any good.. LOL Im just a tough cookie now.. :( I cant seem to get past it. Jaded by past bad experiences?? oh yeah. SOmetimes its just that bad you cant help it. I fell hard only once..and it turned out to be the worst experience of my life *eek* I was out with a few friends at this great new restaurant, drinking cosmos and having plenty of laughs..when I looked up and saw this guy across the room. He was very tall, dark haired and really good looking in the preppy business man sort of way lol. I remember thinking that he looked like one of those Calvin Klein underwear models! At the same exact moment I saw him he saw ME. We stared at each other for a minute and I looked away *blush* All I could think was wow, lol But nothing more... We were laughing about something silly when our waiter came over with a round of drinks from the gentlemen over THERE... (yikes) My gf Toni who is as crazy as

You,ecstasy & A Rose
YOU ALONE Your hands, They traced each pain I was born with Your lips, They kissed each sorrow I’ve grown with Your arms, Embraced the fullness of my being Your eyes, Melted the anxieties of all my 30 years Your heart, Beats only for me. I’ll die happy knowing My soul will be yours eternally. ECSTASY Bodies sway Illuminated by desires Thirsts and pain Caress by crumbling hands Each shivers Sweet bemoaning Drained by sweats As we came to our senses… We sleep Satisfied. ROSE I am a rose Blackened by time Withered by your promises Me was once a beauty I passed my prime Waiting… I could’ve been blue Instead black I became Ogre, mocked façade … I am a rose… Was once… Will still be someday Running to your arms I will be your rose… Still a beauty… waiting.

List Of What It Is Like If Ur In Love
Very kind. Likes to spend time with you.(even if his boyz r around). Will protect u no matter what Sharing every little thing (big or small) with u. Will bring u a glass of water or a plate of food,just so u dont have 2 get up. Laughs at ur stupid jokes.(even when there not funny) Gets along with ur friends(just to keep peace). Has a bad ass attudie(but knows 2 drop it when ur around). Is hardheaded, as hell. Got love 4 u(even when u know its in love) Plays hard 2 get(until he is in front of u) Loves ur kids(even on the bad days!) Always ask if u need something. Ask's if u need any help(even when u know he hopes u will say no).

Whispers Not Satisfy
When against hearts walls thoughts hold you close and images imprint my depths desires visions dance upon wistful carousels each a moment of love revolving in time sparkles of un-tethered fascination breezes cast from whispered breath carrying soft tunes of forever promises reminding me of your care When minds boardwalk’s bare and you’re not there night winds whisper its lonesome call yearning becomes my shadow needing my gaze to sea sighs fall heavy into stomach’s pit churning in rhythm to each lonely wave hollow though filled with missing whispering cries for you once more The need to feel and hold you causes whispered screams of destiny’s fires to seek the life within your wondered eyes lay kisses soft on lips so tender hear laughter that’s not surreal inhale teasing taunts of flirted fragrance a warm body casting

You're All My Wants
You are poetry, to be written, You are the lyrics, Of a love song, And the verese, of a sensuous sonnet, Not yet, thought of, By men seeking true love. You are that gleam, In the eyes of passion, You are that beat, That tribulates, a heart senseless. You are that smile, After pure, affectionate love, Brought down with ecstasy, From the heavens above. You are that eternal, Flame, That burns deep, In my heart and soul.

This Momentous Day
THIS MOMENTOUS DAY Each smallest act of kindness reverberates across great distances and spans of time, affecting lives unknown to the one whose generous spirit was the source of this good echo, because kindness is passed on and grows each time it's passed, until a simple courtesy becomes an act of selfless courage years later and far away. Likewise, each small meanness, each expression of hatred, each act of evil. ~~H.R. White

To Those Who Want To Know....
I'M 32 AND AT A CROSSROAD IN MY LIFE...I QUIT MY JOB AT THE HOSPITAL AND NOW I WORK FOR A GAS STATION AT NIGHT...WOW BIG CHANGE...I WORK NIGHTS ITS NOT SO BAD REALLY..LESS MONEY BUT ITS NOT STRESSFULL...I'VE ALREADY MET ALOT OF INTERESTING PEOPLE...I NEVER HAVE A DULL MOMENT THATS FOR SURE...I HAVE MEN GIVING ME THEIR TELEPHONE NUMBERS AND ASKING ME OUT...SEE NEVER A DULL MOMENT..WE HAVE FUN....I NEEDED A CHANGE AND I LIKE THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH....THEY KEEP ME GROUNDED...SO BYE FOR NOW...WILL KEEP YOU POSTED ON WHAT HAPPENS NEXT..

You Are My Eyes
[ OUYOUNI INTA ] You are the vision I see at night The man for which I have dreamt about The person that helps me escape my plight And gives me certainty when there was only doubt You are the one who wipes away my tears Makes me laugh when I want cry Strips away all the despair and fears Gives me truth to replace the lies When I begin to run from my shear fright You protect me from those who chase me When the darkness overwhelms the light Your torch brightens the path I see I see you in everything that crosses that path Your face encompasses my every thought You soothe and comfort each invading wrath And you give me the love I have forever sought My eyes behold the wonder of all that you do I spend hours pondering what I must have done To have been worth of merely seeing you To be in your presence is like walking from a shadow and into the sun You refresh my sight Your love is so bold Filling each and every night With a passi

This Made Me Cry...
Monday, February 12, 2007 Carolyn Almodovar Current mood: drained Category: Life It's funny, because that name brings such a tumult of mixed emotions bubbling up inside of me.. it's been something close to a month since we broke up and I am in a new place, fighting to find my way toward some semblance of "normalcy" when I doubt I ever knew what that was in the first place. Anger dies down, giving way to resentment, and eventually absolution. But this isn't really what I want. I don't want to be mad, I don't want to be bitter. I know that we broke up simply because we could not respect one another, and I know that time was only making it worse. But that knowledge isn't making anyone feel better. So here I am, trying to move on. So what would possess me to entitle my latest blog thus? Well... maybe it's simply to come to grips with the truth. What can I say about Carolyn Almodovar, the woman in my life for the past long 6 years? Well... She cares about t

The Line Between.........
Red is the color of violent death. Red is the color of strong feelings~~ love, passion, greed, anger, hatred. .......Emotions~~better not to have them. .......Luckier not to have them. ......Love, .........Passion, .............Greed, .................Anger, .....................Hatred. The feelings pull one another in a circle. Faster, harder, blurring into violence. I have no power over it. ......Love, ..........Passion, ..............Greed, ..................Anger, ......................Hatred. ........................Hatred, ....................Anger, .................Greed, ...............Passion, .............Love, The line between them is thin and red.

These Are Good
These 16 Police Comments were taken off actual police car videos around the country: #16 "You know, stop lights don't come any redder that the one you just went through." #15 "Relax, the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch after you wear them a while." #14 "If you take your hands off the car, I'll make your birth certificate a worthless document." #13 "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." #12 "Can you run faster than 1200 feet per second? Because that's the speed of the bullet that'll be chasing you." #11 "You don't know how fast you were going? I guess that means I can write anything I want to on the ticket, huh?" #10 "Yes, sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh, did I mention that I'm the shift supervisor?" #9 "Warning! You want a warning? O.K., I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." #8 "The a

Books Into Movies
Last night I watched Running with Scissors. The movie was gawd awful! OMG! I absolutely loved the book. The book was cleverly written and was hilariously bizarre. The movie lacked sooooo many of the great qualities in the book. I was rather disappointed. It could have been done so much better. If I were a writer I'd be sitting down and writing a new screen play. Why is it so hard for some books to translate to movies? Is it because some times the details get lost in translation? I'm just so disappointed. I wanted the movie to be half way decent just to see what someone else's take on the book was.

Funny
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the Priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday. The dryer is unopened and well over the Customs limits; and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they reached the Customs area, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked: "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unu

How To Stay Married
>>> A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had >>> shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no >>> secrets >>> from each other except that the little old woman had a shoe box in the >>> top of >>> her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her >>> about. >>> For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but >>> one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would >>> not >>> recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took >>> down >>> the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. >>> She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. >>> When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money >>> totaling $95,000. >>> He asked her about the contents. "When we were to be married," she >>> said, "my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to >>> never

Affairs Of A Lonely Soul
Affairs of a lonely soul (erotic) You're magnificient body is there wanting to be touched You feel your temperature rising in a heated flush Passion burning deep from within Wanting to be touched, but not from him He had his chance, and he ignored your desires The soft gentle touches, that quinches your fires To be loved freely with passions flowing from above Not his sharp cock fucking you, not out of love All day long as you sit and wait for him to come home You know where he's been, you know he's not alone Suddenly the phone rings, who could this be? You here a sexy voice, then you realize it's me With only a second to stop and let your heart take a rest Goosebumps and nerves trimble suddenly over your breast Come to me my love, for tonight I make you complete Show you my affection, unleash your explosive heat! There's a knock at the door and you know exactly what its for You know if you go open it, your extacy I will

Goodnight
Goodnight (erotica) There she laid Sexily tied to my bed Lacy nightie Wanting to lick my head The pleasure she seeked Her mouth moist and wet Slowly sucking I wouldn't give in just yet Using just my finger tips I caress along her face Soft delicate skin Lips longing to embrace Tongues darting in and out Her body starts to quiver My tongue finds her clit Heavy breathing, she starts to shiver I start to use my finger For I know she desires this pleasure Slowly I penetrate Releasing juices from her treasure Soft moans escapes her lips I can tell she is on a roll I lightly tease her outside She's wanting my cock to take control She slowly rises up Manuevers up and around on all fours Looking sexily back at me She wants my key to unlock her doors My god the feeling This woman has created such a shock Nice and wet tight pussy The pleasures flowing from my cock Connected as

Gangreene
My job consits of sitting in front of a computer all day, generating reports, and graphs, data enty so on and so on..Needless to say, I have ALOT of fucking typing to do. Last night, I was watching a movie. I didn't realize that #1. I was hungry (not likely), or #2.nervous, excited, maybe even stressed; that I began nibbling on my fingertips, nails. I know..sounds gross, but it's a habit that I often have to keep watch over. In the process, I barbaricaly yanked my flesh off my pinkie. (hangnail) It didnt need to be pulled or clipped, but i some how just kept nibbling on it until it NEEDED to be pulled and without realizing it until it was too late, I ripped it right out! It's trobbing, red, hot to the touch and with every key stroke (when using my pinkie) reminds me that I'm injured. If not treated, and i mean QUICK, it will become infected, ooze with pus, turn black and green (better known as gangreene) and fall off.. I bit dramitc? I think so..but you get the point. ouch!

Breathless
For those handful of creative minds here that have changed my life and thinking with their mind-bending poetic constructs... In that moment between heartbeats, when life hesitates, And hope becomes an illusion of fulfillment, you appeared As a lucent mist smiling with extended hands. Lamenting though, as I was, an epigonic misfit, confused; Striving in so many words, to shift the illusory eminence Of judgment of eons of possibilities, - you took the time To transilluminate things hidden in me - those things capricious. In supple fleeting moments I found myself dancing With sunbeams and wind, as intangible escorts sought To illuminate and extrapolate those treasures for decades; Hidden, and reiterate them on shelves, opaquely. You slathered ideas, as thick dew of neuronal voids, Impassively sighing, as tender synapses began firing In organized fashion. Chortling, you pointed again At my old thinking and debilitating habits; and sought Out di

Orgetfulness
I forget vividly, when I forget. If it was a word, I dismember it, letter by letter more and more lucid and in bold, until of it nothing remains, except never having been actually written. If it was a letter, I dismember it, name by name less and less felt in the lucidity of the bold until of it nothing remains; not even in vague symbol, what could have been actually an initial. And if it was a beginning, I dismember it; until of it nothing remains, but, element by element less and less coherent and thus, more and more lucid the wholeness of never having been the actual beginning of anything (word, letter, or name) except of this vivid forgetfulness: In bold, clear: THE END

Your Hands On Me
I Love Your Hands on Me after that springtime shower you stepped inside and held me tight, you did that little smiley, eye-contact thing, and led me toward the couch, sat me on the floor and took off my shirt slowly. your hands touched my neck lightly, then used a towel to dry me; I said it was my turn, and sat you in my lap, dryimg your hair as your eyes looked into mine.

The Red
The red of hearts bleeds me to my death, in oxygenated blue swellan love White lace in sparkle, reads lipped satin sheets Our scintillations expire above! A Cupid’s benevolence, ay, all should be envious, barbed me on my One Way to cyme Kiss me, I love you’s, willing Will you be mine''s ?, draw billets, O sweet Valentine! Turning around, Aphrodite gave shape His core now touches me prone Eyes to the stars, speak up living colors Venus has taken me home! Enslaved in his spears, feat on abridge, flushed in the dying, all time... The red of hearts kills me, with rainbows of fusion, stuck in me, sweet Valentine!

Hope
May all your hopes be restless, where time yearns to stand still, defending life Here we come!.. Looking ahead No more flaws, soak in pleasance time, hope is restless A new beginning Ease bad feelings, rid vices yearns, hope is restless Will in power overcome, resolution stand, hope is restless Oh! Loving me! Help me see, wrongs and messes still, hope is restless Contemplation, observations, musing me fend, hope is restless Auld Lang Syne old long times, cup o' kindness life, hope is restless

Will You?
Will, I walk with you always...aiming higher than imagine Neighing of the keen It no longer desires inaction My spirt, Entire, keeps watchful, fatefully, Bracing among the whispering dew, Fully blanketed in profound comprehension We have reached a destination anew Will, I walk with you... seeing... searching for future good through our present malign Beyond all ahead, in an ambled gait of soundness, seen but unseen, sublime Cocooned in His light, I follow without hesitation Elapsing in stride Entering the forest, away from all my vegetation Will, I walk with you briefly... asserting of time and a place Accepting, regardless of inconveniences in this unpredictable should Blinding of all white line sequences Brindled with want, I come face to face, confronting, yet I am head shy Still and fixed, an unlearned protection, finally we embrace, petting, with an adamant vie Will, I walk with you... grazing...here you can either feel life or d

Puppet
I'm your puppet. Pulls my strings. Make me dance, or stand, or sit or lie. Your my master. I resent that you never let me die. Play with me. I'm lonely, Here in this dusty box. Can't you here me? I'm dying to be in your arms, But yet you walk away... You forget about me another day. This is the respect you pay? I've danced and done your every wish! But you don't pay me mind. You have fun with your friends, And leave me behind. Leave me in a lonely,desolate cube with the defeaning pound of lonliness. I am yours. you're still me master. I will dance, or stand or sit or lie. But because of lonliness.. I will wish to die

Delivered To Balcony
Valentine's Day theatre balcony threshold to somewhere I don't know. Show's about to start: "Pandora's Box." Long to look in but I am a bit singer, plot does not involve me, yet still find pleasure to be here now ironic theme of today's play. I grin at Video Man who sees all, his painstaking vantage, tripod tall, proud, camera's eye filled with all the world. He smiles, an insatiable nova blistering through darkness so so sure of self love at first sight. Me, not yet. Conservative in hetero motion, cautious, wary acknowledge he's nice not my tall, dark father unattainable standard. Something intriguing about this Video Man he's nice. I trade cards, so jaded by waiting list of men who need me, keeps me from feeling flint-spark of this man I will marry. Valentine's Day theatre balcony Pandora's Box peeps open, light seeps out, love at first sight he sees immediately while I pretend to need more time, still our fate is sealed. Inside the

Men With No Respect...
So many men have no respect. Like this guy, didn't care that i was taken. Was only interested in getting me in his bed. The conversation starts at the bottom and works its way up. ->jameshoffa: i hope they make you a eunich that way you will be forced to do something with your pathetic life ->jameshoffa: you've got to be kidding right? you disgust me to all hell jameshoffa: so do u wanna go to bed with me? ->jameshoffa: you have done nothing you are proud of in life because all you do is focus on women and getting them in your bed jameshoffa: yes yur right if that will shut u up ->jameshoffa: you fail to tell me because you know im right...the only thing you can come up with is a question to shut me up. jameshoffa: ok...drop it geez >jameshoffa: what have you done with your life though? jameshoffa: oh yeah ->jameshoffa: and you call me boring? what ahve you done with your life? just banged girls? ->jameshoffa: no respect either, i dont cheat on a guy jameshoffa: i dont c

Love...
It’s 3 a.m. and the phone rings. It could only be one person because everyone else knows not to call her this late. “Hello,” she answers. “I’m coming over, I can’t stop thinking about you,” the boy on the other end replies. “I went to bed six hours ago. Don’t be ridiculous, there’s no way I’m letting you in.” He cuts her off, “But I love you baby!” She angrily replies, “If you loved me, you wouldn’t only call me at three in the morning. You do not love me and I do not love you. What we had is over, stop calling me.” This is an example of what love is not. This is an example of what love is oftentimes confused as, lust. So, what is love? To Old Blue Eyes, “Love is a many-splendor thing.” To my best friend Sami, “Love is desperately needing someone, forgetting their flaws, being willing to give up things for them, craving them, trusting them with your life, being completely satisfied.” To Megan Robinson, another friend of mine, “Love means having someone you can always count on,

Sailling With Ecstasy
I dreamed of you upon the wakes, drifting into ecstasy under the twilight of your stars. Feeling your passions rise to the tide lured by the moon, waves crashed wild and free upon my bow. Enrapture by the intensity of it wrath I sailed beyond the horizon of my dreams.

Nothing..> Argh
so went to court today. it was supposed to be custody, but thejudge was like.. um i can't award anything. so he sent it to the people who set up the trial. it was like this judge had no clue. course My ex AND HER LAWYER didnt show up either. we got out and my lawyer even said ' i don't know what that was about. and apologized for wasting our time. *sigh* we were all tryin to get this taken care of before her next surgery. even our last judge, wants this all taken care of before her surgery.. which we find out about on March 7th. so who knows what's going on. gonna drive me fucking nutty. i'm so ... just... FUCKN ARRRGHHHH..