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Dez
OK GUYS LETS SHOW MY FRIEND FROM MYSPACE THAT CHERRYTAP IS WAY BETTER LOVE YA ALL COME SHOW THE LOVE TO HIM PLEASE MAKE HIM FEEL WELCOME AND HES VERY CONFUSED SO IF HE HAS ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE BE NICE MUAHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ Dezzy@ CherryTAP

Seduction,the Power
Slowly the music begins to play, its beat flowing in a perfect rhythm. She appears in black lace, swaying her hips seductively to the beat. Reflecting through her movements is the dance of passion. Erotically captivating excitement she slowly touches her body sexually. Her body speaks of loves burning passion, yearning to be fulfilled by her lover's lustful needs that rage. Watching amazed by her beauty he sees the enchanted look in her eyes. Her lips part slightly and a seductive smile escapes. Mesmerized he can only imagine the feeling of her skin against his touch. To kiss her lips and taste the sweetness of lust when their tongues entwine. The sensation of her breast pressed against him, with nipples erect, waiting to be kissed. To taunt her soul with kisses that roam from her lips to her flower of passion. Probing to stir the juices of divinity, suckling the nectar with delight. He feels her quiver with pleasure as

Pinhead
I am grateful for my generally good health. I've found myself not feeling well the past few weeks. Last Wednesday I got a sore throat that got progressively worse. In my American frame of mind NEVER thought to go to the doctor.Can't afford it.When I have the money I generally feel like I'm paying for someone to write me a script. Most times I walk in and tell them what I want and need...they poke around wiegh me take my blood pressure and then give me what I asked for and a big F**king bill. At best. I'm a smart cookie I read a lot and I've always loved pre med classes. I'd deduced it was a virus not strep. So it was cheaper for me to combine black market pain killers with over the counters and wait it out. So I waited...and waited. Toward the end of my shift Monday I took 2000mg of Vicodin. A staggering amount. And it took my pain from an 8 to about a 4. I told my boss I was scared because I was now tapped for narcotics. I came home and told my roommate I was scared

How Fuckin Retarded Is That
whats gonna cost next.....u havin to leave line for a sec to go to the bathroom......why the hell wld ct start charging for reposting......good god i can c myself and several others leavin line if ct keeps changin shit and going this way......i came here from another site cause i thought it was awsome not everything cost somethin BUT NOW they changin the hell out of ct and i am thinkin on going back to other site...ya want the name of it my friends let me know cause i may leave soon.

Crazy?
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Best Eye Contest
PLEASE Help me to win this contest.. if u comment bomb, and or rate me, then let me know, and I'll totally return the favor to u!!! VW REBEL COWBOY is hosting this contest... check him out.. he ROCKS!!!

My Weekend...
This weekend was so relaxing and awesome. Mallory picked me up in the morning friday and we went to visit med high again. Turns out it was HOSA, so there were only teachers there. We talked to Berne for a while, then we ran into a couple other teachers. Schnider took us out to lunch at subway (how cute he paid). Then we ran into a couple of big blue birds, lol, and they told us that anthony has a girlfriend now. Everybody now ::Aaawww:: Then we went to Michael's, YAY! Lol. And I forgot what happened next. Okay remembered, Michael and I went to his room and hung out there for a while. Then we went to pick up his new glasses and we went to walmart. Then we came back and mal was asleep on the couch so we woke her up and went out to eat at the Outback. There, one of Michaels friends met up with us there and mal got a flower balloon and i got a heart balloon. Um Saturday....we hung out and he made dinner. Lol, oh and he had an inspection that morning too. LMAO, they were all laughing. He

Let's Have Super Sex
Interesting artical from Pravda today. . . Tribal and Asian nations have flabbergasting approach to sexual relationship 12.02.2007 Source: URL: http://english.pravda.ru/society/sex/87150-tribal_sex-0 Researchers stress the point that courting rituals and sexual techniques vary not only among different individuals but among different nations as well. Sex is portrayed from the male point of view in most ancient treatises on love, whereas the woman is given the role of an object of the man’s desire and activity, or the role of his partner in a few cases. The woman can take charge of sexual activity only in some of the Tantric sects. Everyday emotions felt by partners in different societies can vary a great deal, ranging from love and tenderness to hostility and aggression. It is small wonder. Take a look at the Papuans of the Dobu tribe, for example. They normally kidnap women for romantic purposes out of enemy tribes. Therefore, there is a love-hate relationship between

Update On Blast Contest
There were a number of outstanding nominations for the blast contest...it was very tough trying to identify one winner! However, one entry stood out as a way to help someone change their life in a way that really stood apart from the others. Here's the lucky winner's profile...take a look at his blast to see what I mean... Angel of Death Sto dando in su su amore a causa di voi (Nova's darkside)@ CherryTAP Here's what he wrote: I would like to thank Doug for the blast! Happy V-day everyone! Je voudriez-vous que sachiez-vous combien je m'occupe de vous et veux pour vous demander d'être mon épouse, m'épouserez-vous ? Un bon nombre d'amour CC Translated, this means: Cristina I would like you to know how much I care for you and want to ask you to be my wife, Will you marry me? Lots of Love Ray Doug

What Was I Thinking
Ouch what’s on my mind By Steve Cook It was quarter till 2 when I walked in the room Left work early there was nothing to do Wanted to surprise her with flowers that day It was February 14 valentines day The look on my face grew dark and grim When I saw her in bed with him Tried to hold back all of my rage Was like trying to keep a bear in a glass cage I tore through the door with vengeance of hell I grabbed him up to the floor she fell Kicking and screaming like I got to her first What she didn't know was hers would be worse I slammed him to the wall to the floor through the mirror Nothing in my mind could’ve been more clear I pounded him and beat him as she tried to run I thought it was over when she grabbed the gun Do it I screamed at the top of my lungs Here ill do it for you give me the gun She was crying and screaming just let him go I screamed back at her fuck you . Hell no I grabbed the piece of broken mirror and slit his throat Then I started towa

The Night & The Moon
In the darkness, you ventured to me against all the world, I loved you we were drawn by the voices of the stars to come together in this time of separation It was so late in shade, but not too late for us Brushing away warning, a knock on my window A burden lifted as i saw your gracious face The cool night air swirled around your warmness Oh it was an embrace I'll never forget That night under the moon We looked up together at its light Shining, bathing its pale fullness down upon us. forever as one tonight. You kissed me in this calm silence Oh how i yearned to howl for all the world To hear as i professed my love to you! Your gentle forgiving sweetness was like a touch of cinnamon on my lips I would have told you all i wanted to right then and there, but something... Kept me from slicing open this wound The light across the street, the shadow A figure in the window, i looked away safely falling into your cloudless eyes forever in my heart, I'll see you thi

Embarrassing End Of A Day
today started off great, i straightened my hair and left it down all day cuz i'd been wantin to since last week. i got to drive to my internship by myself and i even parked on the first try (last time, it took me like 15 minutes). jen was there and paul even asked if i wanted something from safeway when he and dan went. but, as always people stop payin attention to me cuz they have to do their jobs and i end up feelin like i'm takin up space. i feel like they dont want me there cuz the cash register is harder than it looks and i'm still tryin to learn how to use it and who the regulars are and everything around the cash register. half the time it's just me smilin and greetin everyone and apologizing for not knowin anything cuz i'm new. i feel like i cant do anything except watch the pumps which is the same as watching grass grow while standing for 7 hours. but then, today, i thought it would be fun to leave my stuff at the station so i could blast music in the car as i drove b

Insane Politics
By Chandler R. Chapman America Smartly found the serial numbers of some Iranian weapons in Iraq proving that Iran is involved and must be attacked. How else could a person get an Iranian weapon into Iraq except if Iran was supplying Iraqi Insurgents weapons? Lets apply that same moron logic to the rest of history: America was clearly selling arms, cars, and financing Hitler's efforts. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping the Tailban. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping Saddam Hussein. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping Al Quaeda. America has put weapons in the hands of nearly ever warring faction on the planet, usually both sides of the conflict………….. By this same logic, America is the single biggest Terrorist the world has ever known. Should the world be as ignorant and stupid as the media and our politicians are asking us to be? Were they, the entire world would attack us, kill our soldiers, detain all Americans in i

Sigh Breeze
when we dance love dance steps I reach under your water you climb onto my island with bare foot steps and cling to my tree root you say the winds are strong and you want me to hold you fast and slow when you rock from the gusts you say you are glad I am strong and that I can bend that way where you need me to be for moments just before you let go and float on sigh breezes...

Simple Pleasure
I’ve often been told simple pleasures are best… Like an ermine soft kitten that purrs in my ear… A crystalline pool on a hot summer day… A mockingbird’s song as the sun melts to dusk… Toasty thick socks warming popsicle toes… A dinner that’s shared with long absent friends, A chocolate chip cookie that's been dipped in cold milk… The sweet scent of jasmine growing in my backyard… Best of all snuggling in your strong loving arms, It’s your love, it’s your touch, in their own simple way that completes me, and fills up my heart.

N-dmun-iz
Endostatic sunshine An amorphous sound blast heeded By the dying legions of the unborn Ectoskeletal convulsion The masses gagging in ecstasy and the high Dancing, because it's all we've left Cold-- And we've lost our sense of time Direction No one left to catch the Fallen Ones Falling towards an abysmal darkness That none hos reached the bottom of yet And those farthest down have been falling since the first breath of creation Where is the sun, O careless Master? The slave cries out... And acidic rain pelts his flesh Th slave huddles in a forgotten corner of time And the spiders weave their webs And take their fill And drink life from the wasted veins.

Bored Out Of My M Ind
hello im sitin here at work bored out of my mind i wont be on for a few days cause im going out of town on vacation... a vacation i severly need...lol n e who....leave me commets and rating please...when i come back ill check them and commet back....hugs...jewelz

Huge Grand Opening Celebration!
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Twats.
i hate this town. everyone here is a piece of shit. ppl promise you stuff then dont give it. and then they fuck they best friends gf. o yeah. my best guy friend (who i hope dies now) is fucking his best freinds(my ex) girlfriend. and he fucked me over agian with some stuff. i hate this place. only a year and 6 months till my ass is out of here. and i cant wait! fuck this town and everyone in it! sorry for being all emo! lol

Dream Of Death
Dream of Death A time to die When all hope has past And all that lies ahead is misery Is there any point in continuing to fight Time always runs out eventually for the lonely Single meals heated in the microwave Single seats on planes surrounded by happy voices Only half a lifetime But its time to call an end Euthanasia would be a simple solution But they make it harder for human kind No lethal injection to take away the pain Nothing to lose, nothing to gain Just drifting through the days Waiting for something to happen But it never does, it never does, So all I do is wait in vain A dull, nagging, long endured pain The pain of lost opportunities The pain of stupid mistakes Only the foolish wait for their lives to change You have to make it happen So take the knife And end this life And come tomorrow There will be time for sorrow It is easy to die when you write it down Put down the pen and wipe away that frown Go to sleep and dr

New Job Or Blonde Joke...you Decide...
This guy just started at his new job, working at a porno shop. His boss comes out and tells him that he has to leave for a while, and "can you handle it? " The new employee is somewhat reluctant, but with the boss's positive comments he finally agrees. So, the guy is there by himself for a little while and a white woman comes in. She asks, "How much for the white dildo?" He answers, "$35." She: "How much for the black one?" He: "$35 for the black one, $35 for the white one." She: "I think I'll take the black one. I've never had a black one before." She pays him, and off she goes. A little bit later a black woman comes in and asks "How much for the black dildo?" He: "$35." She: "How much for the white one?" He: "$35 for the white one, $35 for the black one." She: "Hmmm...I think I'll ta

Why Men Are Dicks....
You know.. it really pisses me off when you think you know someone... someone that you have know for 11 years.. lost touch... then comes back in your life.. to lead you to believe things.. then totally lies... grrrr.. he knows who he is... he really ruined my day.. but this is the only day he will ruin... He gives men a very bad name.. And this is one of the reasons why I am so picky when it comes to men.... Okay.. I am done.. thanks for letting me vent.. I could probably go on and on.. but let me quit while I am ahead!

I Can't Think
I can't think, can't concentrate Thoughts of you keep me up late I blink away your face Trying to erase The sweetness you exude. But I can't get you out of my head. I want you, not just in my bed. It's all a dream, a frustration You're a devilish temptation. I can't quit this euphoric ride You fill me up on the inside. I feel this magnet drawing us near Wish you were here with me Right now Right here

Good Evening
Good evening everyone! So, how is everyone doing? Yep, I know, here comes Don, a day (or 2) late, and a few dollars short… Heard something that just stuck me funny in Lowe’s the other day. You know they have those boxes around the store where you can push the button and an announcement comes over the PA system, calling for someone to come over and help you out? Well, I heard one… “Assistance needed in the Blind Cutting Area.” For some reason, all I could see was blind people trying to use power saws to cut wood. I was waiting for the next announcement to say ‘First Aid needed in the Blind Cutting Area.” Well, passed my Defensive Driving Course (Yeah Me!). If you ever have to take one, don’t do it on line… Texas mandates that you spend 6 hours on the course. So, you have to spend so many minutes on each page. I am a rather fast reader, so the thing that sunk in the best during the course was, “You have X minutes and X seconds left to review the material. Please go back to the prev

Slavery
slavery is not about suffering . . . slavery is about service. slavery is not about humiliation . . . slavery is about humility. slavery is not about pain . . .slavery is about being present. slavery is not about being used . . .slavery is about being of use. slavery is not about control . . .slavery is about letting go. slavery is not about your desires . . .slavery is about giving to others. slavery is not about abuse . . .slavery is about acceptance. slavery is not about proving anything . . .slavery is about being real. slavery is not about contempt . . .slavery is about respect. slavery is not about how you look . . .slavery is about how you care. slavery is not about denying yourself . . .slavery is about being open. slavery is not about punishment . . .slavery is about discipline. slavery is not about being unable to escape . . .slavery is about being committed. slavery is not about submission . . .slavery is about obedience. slavery is not about fear

Not Needed....
Guess ya have to live and learn...that some things are not needed...Well what was not needed in my life...Another asshole...well now am going back on the wagon..and not letting assholes get the better of me...Do it once shame on you ..do it twice..shame on me...well that will never happen again...So For the Assholes...YOU suck and am MOVING ON...Have a NICE life

Ack
So I'm pretty much done w/ this site...I used to have fun here but sooooo much is wrapped up in contests and points now. I never get any "hi, how are you?" messages anymore..they are all "Hi, how are you? Will you rate/bomb/comment for me please?" I'm just sick of it all. For so long people on here kept saying "its not about the points" but thats all it is anymore. Does anyone actually care about making friendships anymore? I know I am guilty of point whoring but my god! I dont know if Im gonna be here much longer. Used to love it here and thats why I pay the 15$ a month to help keep the site going but, I may just have to change that.

While You Are All Rating My Pics ;-)
OK GUYS IM IN YET ANOTHER CONTEST SO SHOW ME SOME MORE LOVE... IT IS THE PHAT TAT CONTEST... ONCE AGAIN COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT LOL!! THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS AGAIN LETS GET ME ANOTHER WIN... TOP WINNER THE JUDGES WILL DECIDE AGAIN THEN THERE WILL BE A WINNER ON RATING AND ONE ON COMMENTS!! HERE IS THE LINK MUCH LOVE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

My Son....
Guy says: getting mean in your age huh? black_end_blood says: sorta i guess black_end_blood says: told him to just leave and quit and everything like that and he kept saying no screw off .. then he hit mom and that just pissed me off so i kicked his butt Guy says: well i'm glad you stood up and did what you did Guy says: i'm actually very proud of you

Tired
I am tired... Tired of wanting Tired of waiting Tired of wishing Tired of being the only one feeling Tired of being the only one trying Tired of being the ony one crying Tired of waiting up at night Tired of waiting by the phone Tired of listening for some sound of you Tired of having my heart handed back more bruised than when you got it Tired of being so careful not to hurt you when you are so careless with me Tired of always being the one picking up the pieces of someone elses mess and getting no gratitude I am so tired... there is nothing left

Little Thought Into Why I Get Pierced
Well as most of you should know that I just got 2 reverse madisons to add to the original one that i had ... but what most people dont know is why i get pierced .... I had someone ask me ... Nicole ... Why do you enjoy getting piercings and do you think you will take them out any time soon ... I sat there for a minute and thought of why I like getting pierced ... and had come to the conclusion of this... I have gotten pierced for many many many different reasons ... first and foremost ... I had the normal little girl ear piercings that most people had ...Then I wanted to be part of a trend... my first non-traditional piercing was of course the navel ... EVERYONE started to get them not just the people who enjoyed being pierced but nearly every girl i knew that was a little older then me was getting had or seriously wanted their navel pierced ... so with the convincing of my mom when I was 15 I went down to Nothing Shocking in Fullerton on April 28 2000 and got pierced ... I completely

70 Ways To Tell You've Been Online Too Long
70 Ways To Tell You've Been Online Too Long 1. Tech Support calls "YOU" for help. 2. Someone at work tells you a joke and you say "LOL". 3. You watch TV with the closed captioning turned on. 4. You have called out someone's screen name while making love to your significant other. 5. You keep begging your friends to get an account so "we can hang out". 6. Three words: Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. 7. You've even gotten on an airplane just to meet some folks face-to- face. 8. You have to get a 2d phone line just so you can call Pizza Hut. 9. You go into labor and you stop to type a special e-mail to let everyone know you're going to be away. 10. You have a vanity car tag with your screen name on it. 11. You no longer type with proper capitalization, punctuation, or complete sentences. 12. You have met over 100 AOLers. 13. You begin to say "heh heh heh" instead of laughing. 14. When someone says "What did you say?" you reply "Scroll up!" 15. Yo

Little Tattoo Story
SOOOO I figured Id start it off with letting everyone know that yes ME the PIERCING QUEEN got a tattoo .... I know AMAZING right ... haha ... well it all started in Seattle Washington... I was visiting my best friend Brian and Kathleen. I had decided I wanted to do the tourist thing and do the underground tour... and Kathleen was telling me that they had a ghost tour also ... so on the 14th of Oct. I did the underground tour and it Finished about 6. Now you must be asking why am I going into detail? the answer is ... Because I can and if you dont like it well stop reading ... so anyways ... I get done and find Kathleen and basically tell her if I dont eat soon Im going to eat my own arm ... and since I saved her ID credit card and apartment key from the bar the night before I wanted sushi. If you dont know me very well ... let me explain to you that sushi is heaven and its just a step away from an orgasm for me, and Sake OOOOO yes SAAAAAKKKEEE is the best :D ... so yes after explaining

Half Ass Freindships Again!!!
I WENT THRU MAJOR SURGERY A WEEK AGO AND OUT OF ALL MY "FRIENDS" (WHICH THERE ARE ALOT...BOTH ONLINE AND IN PERSON) ONLY 2 CALL ME PERIODICALLY TO SEE HOW IM DOING!!! I UNDERSTAND THAT LIFE IS CRAZY BUT DAMN....I GUESS THAT IM GONNA START TREATING PEOPLE HOW IM TREATED....I JUST WONT GIVE A FUCK!!! I GAVE MY NUMBER TO QUITE A FEW PPL ON HERE SO THEY COULD CALL ME SOMETIME AND GUESS WHAT?!?!?! NOT THE FIRST PERSON HAS CALLED AND IF U ARE READING THIS...DONT FUCKING BOTHER!!!! IM NOT ASKING ALOT OUT OF ANYONE...JUST ATLEAST ACT LIKE YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME!!! AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVENT TALKED TO ME IN A WHILE...IM DOING OK. SURGERY WAS ON THE 6TH AND I HAVE BEEN IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL SINCE THEN. I GO BACK ON WED. TO SEE IF I NEED TO HAVE FURTHER SURGERY. THAT IS MY RANT FOR THE DAY!!!

How I Feel Today *evilsmiley*
Edit to add -- She Wants Revenge-Tear You Apart Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight And the whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak An escape is just a nod and a casual wave Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breasts, beating heart

Forgotten, *final Edit* Prologue
Prologue The first voices I remember hearing were Nicca’s and Dr. Averis’. It started as a conversation in pieces, words such as “unstable” and “no guarantees” preceded the much more devastating “coma.” It had a very deafening and final sound to it. I wanted to sit up and call the doctor a liar as those particular words were coming from him, Nicca’s contribution was more denial than anything else. I wanted to tell them what had happened and how I came to be here, but no one was listening. Okay, in all fairness I should rephrase that; it wasn’t that no one was listening, but more that I was unable to speak out loud. This led me to the startling realization that maybe the doctor wasn’t lying. I wished he was. It couldn’t end like this; there was still too much I had to do! I tried to fight my way out of the dense fog surrounding my brain, but it quickly overwhelmed me. I floated into nothing but swe

To Anyone Coming In Here For A Fight
You are coming to my Blog and to my profiles. If anyone has anything mean or hateful, then keep it out.. I will block and delete. You kids have your own sandbox, go play in yours. Get A Clue... Go AWAY! Dragonheart, Thank You for the offer, but I will have to decline being your valentine..

W00t
Yeah Yeah. Anthony and i have decided to come back to cherry tap for awhile :) So yes we will be on more, posting blogs, bulletins, pictures etc. So whoever doesnt like that "cough cough" can stick that in there juice box and suck it :) ♥ Anywho its blog of the day time with all my prettiness! Who's ready? I am mhmm. Anthonys my weakness. Yes he is, Morning, noon, and night. He's my love, my life ♥ That is not something you ever hear me say with anthony -doo dooo doooo- And ever ♥ Seriously my nose still hurts. And i want it to snow. La La La La La ♥ ♥ So im liking this whole happy hour thing :) Its a neat idea ♥ Okay im done rambling ♥ So if you like my blog rate it please.

Could You Help My Friend Out? Please?
Her bullitin: This is my final attempt to try and get more ratings. If I'm still far behind after this and the blog..then I'm done because it ends tomorrow. Anyways I even offered to give an 11 to everyone who rated our pic a 10 but so far it doesn't seem to be working. (repost of original by 'Kimmy (plz rate my profile & fan me plz)' on '2007-02-12 11:49:08') (repost of original by 'BisexualVampyre ~*B&A Family Princess Bitch*~' on '2007-02-12 12:07:11') (repost of original by 'Kimmy (plz rate my profile & fan me plz)' on '2007-02-12 12:28:26')

Contest
hey all I am in a cherry contest and am asking for all my friends help. please go comment my pic at http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&albumid=214036&i=339486941# ty for all your help! Smoochessss, Crystal Ice

Texas Truely Has It All
Need to be cheered up? Move to Texas Happy , Texas 79042 Smiley , Texas 78159 Par adise , Texas 76073 Rainbow , Texas 76077 Sweet Home , Texas 77987 Why travel? Texas has them all! Detroit , Texas 75436 Colorado City , Texas 79512 Denver City , Texas 79323 Nevada , Texas 75173 Memphis , Texas 79245 Miami , Texas 79059 New Boston , Texas 75570 Santa Fe , Texas 77517 Tennessee Colony , Texas 75861 Feel like traveling outside the country? Don't bother buying a plane ticket! Athens , Texas 75751 Canadian , Texas 79014 China , Texas 77613 Egypt , Texas 77436 Turkey , Te xas 79261 London , Texas 76854 New London , Texas 75682 Paris , Texas 75460 We even have a city named after our planet! Earth , Texas 79031 And a city named after our State! Texas City , Texas 77590 Exhausted? Energy , Texas 76452 Need Office Supp

Tired Of Lies
Tired Of The Lies So tired of the tears Don't want to cry over you I want to be over it Nothing can change what you did Stabbed me in the back and more than once Can't take back what you said It will only hurt worse Wanting to find someone Who is honest and true But one so rare Is so hard to find Like a rare diamond That you can't afford Lost and Unspoken of I look in the mirror Disappointed Angry and hurt Can't take it much more I'm about to break Broken once Still fragile but whole at the same time Wanting to still hold on But my arms are weak My heart is shattered But the tears no longer stream out So you look in the mirror And what do you see A lier? a fake? No i see someone hurt That can only hurt those around him

Panic Attack @ School
Went to Math class... only to be slapped in the face with a test on Wednesday...THIS Wednesday...which means that I have NO time to tell DSPS (program I'm in at my college for people with Disabilities...mine being Learning..I'll get into that). My professor also said no caluculators or notes are allowed on the tests. This is a huge problem for me... I know for sure that I will FAIL this class. There is no way around it. So, tomorrow I will go to DSPS, tell them what is going on, probably drop the class, and try to add another Math class. On my way to the parking lot, I called my husband, and started having a panic attack. I havent had one since I first started college. But the panic attack lead into me an asthma attack. So, I finally sat down on the grass. Nearly in tears. No, I'm not a dramatic person AT ALL so dont think that...not what it was, but panic attacks do happen with me, just usually I can control them. I just dont want to risk my grades and GPA because

My Life Story
well i once live a life that was not that kind of life i was living and that was me being a ALCOHOLIC yeah i hav lived that life and it was not pretty to see how my life was back then so here i think to myself what a life i was living but it was not the life i wanted to live for all those yrs but it never had change me for it but just me being a drunk up til i had someone that WAS in my life for almost 4 yrs and somehow she put up wiht my BS and always had stuck with me thick and thicker but this most pretty girl i had in my life could of been everything but who knew that my drinking had made her change her ways about me and how she felt about me and i didn't hav all the answer to everything in life cuz i thought i had all the answer while i was being drunk but i was wrong on that seem like it only take one thing ,one time ,one day and it would be gone just like that seem like the life i had was not the life i WAS dreaming for cuz it took one little thing in my life to see it all it re

Lonely Quotes
“Somewhere there is someone that dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile, so when you are lonely remember it’s true, someone somewhere is thinking of you.” “Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate.” “Nothing makes us so lonely as our secrets.” “The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself.” Friedrich Nietzsche quotes (German classical Scholar, Philosopher and Critic of culture, 1844-1900.) “I'm standing on the moon, with nothing left to do, with a lonely view of heaven, but I'd rather be with you” “Let us touch the dying, the poor, the lonely and the unwanted according to the graces we have received and let us not be ashamed or slow

The Fray - How To Save A Life
Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road

Oleander - I Walk Alone
I can't take this anymore and i'm almost pretty sure i've been here before i can't take this any longer i won't heal until i'm stronger strong enough to not be afraid of what anybody thinks of what anybody says about the way about the way i am so i'll wait until the day when those feelings fade away then i'll make my break i can't take this anymore and i'm almost pretty sure i've been here before i can't take this any longer i won't heal until i'm stronger strong enough to not be afraid so i leave it up to you yeah i leave it in your hands respect your wishes and your demands but if it was up to me honey we'd already be back at home and living out our dreams living out everbody and everything i've known never taught me how to stand up on my own had to learn it from the one who let me go now i walk alone, yeah i walk alone, yeah living blissfully i guess you had to step away to make me want to be a bigger man, a big

Ilona
Many of you know that today (feb 12) is the wedding day of a couple of my good friends. What many of you don't know its the 2 year mark of one of my really good friends passing on. Tonight at the reception, there was this elderly lady who we all pressumed to be drunk and looking for a lay. Dancing with several of us and doing some things we wouldn't expect from a woman of that age, such as kissing and touching people in their genitals. After dancing with her a few times and making clear to her that I was not gay, we sat down and she wanted to dance some more. After trying to subtley avoid her and hope to pawn her off on a friend, my friends sister annouced to me that she's going in for kemo tomorrow and all she wanted was a guy to ask her to dance. After learning of this, and trying to further justify my own reasonings as to why not to do it, I watched her put on her jacket and approached her and simply asked her "may I have this dance". It was strange to see how happy she was ju

Baby 1st Check Up
A woman and a baby were in the doctor's examining room, waiting for the doctor to come in for the baby's first exam. The doctor arrived, examined the baby, checked his weight, and being a little concerned, asked if the baby was breast-fed or bottle-fed. "Breast - fed," she replied. "Strip down to your waist." She did. He pinched her nipples, then pressed, kneaded, and rubbed both breasts for a while in a detailed examination. Motioning her to get dressed, he said, "No wonder this baby is underweight. You don't have any milk." "I know, " she said, "I'm his Grandma, but I'm glad I came."

Are You A Real Friend?
If you really value my friendship I want a favor. I am proud of my talent as a writer. I want everyone to read my blog labeled poetry and ask your friends to add me and read it as well. I want everyone who reads my blog to comment and rate it. I do want honest Ratings and Comments and no B.S. I would really appreciate the favor. I really want to go somewhere with my writing and the only way to get noticed is by word of mouth. But, I want honest opinions and ratings so I know exactly how good I am. Please and Thank you.

Dreams...
Dreams do come true, but only when They make it through despair, Limping into everyday Transformed beyond repair. No dream would be a dream if it Could pass for something real, Nor would we sail for paradise Would it its shoals conceal. So it is with love: the dream Long longed for, now possessed, Must be a dream no longer, but An emperor undressed. Stark naked it must come to us In unaccustomed shame, And we must take it in our arms And love it all the same. And we must love love as it is That dreams might still come true, Mangled into miracles To make our lives anew. Written by: Born N Raised

Fucking Around On And Rescreaching For Plan Tickets
shit iv been up since 3 this morning... i got so fucking bored so i decided to look at airplan ticket prices whats funny is around trip from july 25 to aug 5th departure from reno nv (6:30 a.m.) arrvives to brooklyn new york ( 5:00 something p.m.) (with 1 stop on the way) the price is $320 (not including a motel) sooo i compared another flight to somewhere else.... aroud trip from july 25th to aug 5th departure from reno nv (5:00 a.m.) arrvive to chicago il (12:00 something p.m.) (one stop in saltlake city utah) the price is $278 (not inclduing a motel) so here something that is weird around trip, july 25th to aug 5th a flight from chicago il to brooklyn newyork is $437 but for here in reno to new york (same dates, around trip) the flight there is only $320... which reno is on the other side of the country from new york but I.L. to newyork is only a few states away and they have to pay $437... now that doesnt make since... can some one pleas

Wonderland
we've got the afternoon you've got this room for two one thing I've left to do discover me discovering you one mile to every inch of your skin like porcelain one pair of candy lips and your bubblegum tongue cause if you want love we'll make it swim in a deep sea of blankets take all your big plans and break 'em this is bound to be awhile your body is a wonderland your body is a wonder I'll use my hands your body is a wonderland something about the way the hair falls in your face I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillow case you tell me where to go though I might leave to find it I'll never let your head hit the bed without my hand behind it if you want love we'll make it swim in a deep sea of blankets take all your big plans and break 'em this is bound to be awhile Your body is a wonderland Your body is a wonder I'll use my hands damn, baby you frustrate me I know you're mine all mine all mine but you look so good

You Know You Are Living In 2007 When...
1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2.You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7 Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward

Firewood
Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" Yes. What can I do for you?" I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith.... He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there." Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday, buddy!"

I Went To The Doctor
I went to the docotr yeasterday because of me bleeding heavy and running a fever.He said I was ok there was nothing wrong.What happened was I have been doing to much which caused me to run the fever and bleed heavier.From now on I have to be a good girl and be lazy.

Facinating
Facinating......... Your Breath On My Neck Facinating......... Your Touch On My Back Facinating......... Your Whispers In My Ear Facinating.......... Your Lips Touching Mine Facinating.......... The Shivers In My Thighs Facinating........... How I Am Opening To You Facinating........... How We Unite As One Facinating........... I Have Become Undone

Something I Wrote
Listen It comes from pain so deep within it numbs you to the core. The perfect life you thought you had is gone and is no more. From out of the depths your soul starts to scream. You want to wake up but it's_ not _a dream. The world you knew is fading to black and all that you had you will never get back. It's the sound we all hide hoping no one will hear. It's the pity not needed and the shame that we fear. You feel nothing at all but your whole body aches. Have you ever heard the sound of a heart when it breaks?

The Face Of Real Pain
Citizen Cope - Sideways You know it ain't easy For these thoughts here to leave me There's no words to describe it In French or in English Well, diamonds they fade And flowers they bloom And I'm telling you These feelings won't go away They've been knockin' me sideways They've been knockin' me out lately Whenever you come around me These feelings won't go away They've been knockin' me sideways I keep thinking in a moment that Time will take them away But these feelings won't go away R.I.P. Ella Bennett 2/10/07 Ella was born April 12, 2002 in Newnan, Georgia. May life go on and happiness be found once again! It saddens me to no end that something this drastic has to happen for me to feel something. Lately I've felt like a souless robot just going through the world. When my lil sister let me listen to the song they played for this lil girl for her funeral, I almost lost it. This song hits me in so many levels. Yet it gives me hope! Re-affirmed something

Meh
Black Lab - This Night There are things I have done. There’s a place I have gone. There’s a beast and I let it run now it’s running my way. There are things I regret that you can’t forgive you can’t forget. There’s a gift that you sent you sent it my way. So take this night and wrap it around me like a sheet. I know I’m not forgiven but I need a place to sleep. So take this night and lay me down on the street. I know I’m not forgiven but I hope that I’ll be given some peace. There’s a game that I played. There are rules I had to break. There’s mistakes that I made but I made them my way. So take this night and wrap it around me like a sheet. I know I’m not forgiven but I need a place to sleep. So take this night and lay me down on the street. I know I’m not forgiven but I hope that I’ll be given some peace. Some peace, some peace. I love this fucking song. End of story.

Hardcore Anal, Fisting & Fucking
I think I'm over the whole CT thing.. To be honest I was on here looking for sex and I found myself doing things and acting in ways that are not like me. Sex is a crutch.. I mean I'm a really good looking guy. What the fuck and I doing on here? I've lost my shit.. It's time to get myself back together.

A Poem I Like
Temptress Moon by Stage Diva night crept through my window as I lay awake in melancholy disquiet the stars liquefied and flowed like honey sensually coating my body igniting me leaving me a glowing ember seething with impotent lust the moon dissolved pervading my senses with a silvery saccharine narcotic singeing my perception with smoldering hallucinations of eroticism but oh, the temptress moon smelled of your sweet essence and left me high with wanton desire unconsummated as night crept out again

Irritated With Men!!
So for almost a year now I have pt up with constantly being second best to a friggin race car and finally i said ENOUGH and broke up with my boyfriend. the day before valentines day even and just 2 weeks away from our one year anniversary. I kept telling myself that after the novelty of the new car wore off things would get better....then he went out and bought a new race car and loved that one even more!! So i am the one that broke up with him but yet i am the one crying and feeling shitty...he didnt even try to argue with me or ask me to stay!! talk about amking me feel even better!!! ( drips with sarcasm there ) I just want to bitch bear with me!! Before that I was married to bruce for about 3 1/2 years and he and i realized that we work so much better as friends! I am seriously thinking about joining a convent so i dont have to deal with the pains of teh heart anymore!!

Male Sweat Can Boost Arousal In Women
Finally my ex boyfriend won't think that i am weird. I used to love when he came home from work because he lifted mail all day long he had this sweat scent and it used to drive me wild. Anyway he didn't see how sweat could make me act like that well here is scientific proof. Male sweat can boost arousal in women A chemical in male sweat can boost mood, brain activity and sexual arousal in heterosexual women, according to a new study released just in time for Valentine's Day. The study offers the first direct evidence that humans secrete a scent that can affect the physiology of the opposite sex, said researchers at the University of California, Berkeley. Their findings were published this week in The Journal of Neuroscience. "This is the first time anyone has demonstrated that a change in women's hormonal levels is induced by sniffing an identified compound of male sweat," said study leader Claire Wyart, a postdoctoral fellow at UC Berkeley. "There is much more going on t

To
This is just a vent so I may just babble. Last night I was talking to a man I had been talking to for a little while now, who I may mention I find amazing except for one small flaw, he angers quickly. I could totally see getting to know this person and hitting it off because we are so in each others heads. I did some things last night that I should'nt have and again I apologize to him. I'm Sorry! I am really a very good person and I want him to know this. He will probably never speak to me again and that makes me sad because we are both losing out. Anyway, if you read this, I hope you can forgive me. I want to be a lost poem in a stranger's coat pocket that conveys the importance of you, To assure you of my desire, To assure you of my dreams. I want all the possibilities of you in writing. I want to give you your reflection. I want your eyes on me. I want everything before you to follow us And leave a trail behind us. I want never to say good-bye to you, Even on

War
they said they want a war i'm a bring it to em up front of the battlefield leave no one to spare see who real cuz we recognize each other liars abusers n users gettin the best of me but won't let em be the death of me i'll be the death of them stop revolve fuck wit me u'll be a problem solved can't be stopped in this battle style rap niggaz got a betta chance of comin at me ready to scrap but get bodied i keep 3 shottys 4 hotties and atleast 5 bodies in trunk gotta know when its time to get crunk fuck wit me attack ya so hard ya think ya got jumped by 7 niggaz in the dark cuz only 1 nigga got heart attack a whole crew leave dead buried n burned like jews in holocaust like jack frost i'm the best on this freestyle shit i'll slap ya quick not think twice cuz i think thrice its time to grab the glock go ahead and put work in on the clock subliminal attacks arrogance on this track top notch knock em out speed hide the weed in the dash grab the cash jack the chains i'm brining it to ya lame

What Tarot Card I'm I
You are The Tower Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin. The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result. The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Did You Know?
Did You Know? There are many opinons as to who was the original Valentine, with the most popular theory that it was a clergyman who was executed for secretly marrying couples in ancient Rome. In any event, in 496 A.D., Pope Gelasius set aside February 14 to honor St. Valentine. Through the centuries, the Christian holiday became a time to exchange love messages and St. Valentine became a patron saint of lovers. In the 1840s, Esther Howland, a native of Massachusetts, is given credit for sending the first Valentine cards. The spirit of love continues as valentines are sent with sentimental verses and children exchange valentine cards at school. Looking for Love - 188 million Valentine's Day cards are exchanged annually, making Valentine's Day the second-most popular greeting-card-giving occasion. (This total excludes packaged kids valentines for classroom exchanges.) (Source: Hallmark research) - Over 50 percent of all Valentine's Day cards are purchased in the six days prio

Damn Interesting
I like to think that all of you fine folk are curious, intelligent people. Granted, the mere fact that you read my words fails to support that hypothesis, but I give you the benefit of the doubt. One of my favorite websites is http://www.damninteresting.com This site posts reams of fascinating information about a host of things that you probably don’t know about. And it’s all true! Ever hear of the Great Molasses Flood of 1919? How about the chess playing clockwork cabinet of 1770? Or how about the amazing assortment of parasites that can plague the insect and animal kingdoms, including some really nifty ones that actually take over the mind of their hosts and force them to abandon their instinctive natural behavior in favor of behaviors that favor the survival of the parasite? How about the fainting goat, a small, domesticated goat which carries the hereditary genetic disorder called myotonia congenital, causing the legs of this little critter to, when startled or excited

Pink Dress
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter How busy you may be!!! There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat And watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her. Deformi

Take Advantage
we as humans take advantage of everything we have our house over our heads, our family our friends we take advantage of it all. and we dont realize what we have until it is too late then what like i said its too late then we live in regret. Well ive realized this. Last night a fire was caught in my town. A family ive known for many years and a very close friend of my sister woke up in the hospital. His house has burnt to the ground. He has burns on his body, is going to eb ok but still. His parents both have severe burns with 60-80% of their bodies burnt. they do not know if they are going to make it. SO here this boy 17 years old, his only family is his parents who are in the hospital hanging onto thier lives, he is supposed to go home later today but where is his home?? where is he going we dont know yet, he has no other family around. This is sad. he never would have thought last ngiht going to bed that when he woke up this morning his life would be this way. I know i wouldnt

Do You Have A Naughty Mind?
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Yikes!
Ok this didn't happen to me but damn I can so see this happening..... WAX is Not your Friend This is funny! CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud...I laughed till I almost cried as I could just see this happening! All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined

Sex Application
1. Which of us would be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky things in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me if i asked you to? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you give me a hicky?? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you take your time if I told you to? 13. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 14. Would you want to go fast or slow? 15. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 16. Would u be loud or quiet? 17. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 18. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 19. WOULD U MAKE LOVE TO ME TODAY? 20. Would u give me tongue?

Four Letter F Word
Four Letter “F” Word There are many words with “F,” Many have four letters. Four, Fast, Fine. Film, Fall, Find. Firm, Flat, Foul. Foil, Fold, Funk. (How many need to read the last one … Again?) The list goes on. And then there is the “F” word. (Which I have no intention of using, Since we all know what it is.) But I think none is worse, More devious, more atrocious, I see it as a flat-out lie, Horrendous, beyond dishonest, Than… …FAIR. Life is not Fair. Life will knock us down, To our backs Life makes us fall. With a cruelty only Life could muster, For no good reason at all. NOT FAIR! Life will stand above us, Pointing finger aims the laugh. As there we lie in pain, Having fallen on our… NOT FAIR! But when life knocks me down, I have two simple choices. It’s up to me, To make the call, To listen to my voices. I can lie there in the dirt, I can whine about the hurt. But if I lie in dirt and cry

???
THE RANGE OF 8 INCHES LONG. THE FUNCTIONING OF WHICH IS ENJOYED BY MEMBERS OF BOTH SEXES. IS USUALLY FOUND HUNG, DANGLING READY LOOSLEY FOR INSTANT ACTION. IT BOASTS OF A CLUMP OF LITTLE HAIRY THINGS AT ONE END AND SMALL HOLE AT THE OTHER. IN USE, IT IS INSERTED, ALMOST ALWAYS WILLINGLY, SOMETIMES SLOWLY, SOMETIMES QUICKLY, INTO A WARM, FLESHY, MOIST OPENING WHERE IT IS THRUST IN AND DRAWN OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN MANY TIMES IN SUCCESSION, OFTEN QUICKLY AND ACCOMPANIED BY SQUIRMING BODILY MOVEMENTS. ANYONE FOUND LISTENING IN WILL MOST SURELY RECOGNIZE THE RHYTHMIC, PULSING SOUND, RESULTING FROM THE WELL LUBRICATED MOVEMENTS. WHEN FINALLY WITHDRAWN, IT LEAVES BEHIND A JUICY, FROTHY, WHITE STICKY SUBSTANCE, SOME OF WHICH WILL NEED CLEANING FROM THE OU

Holy Shit I Broke A Rank Finally!
took me 2 and 1/2 months but i have 216,000+ CT points finally, so i broke into the top 1000 :) i owe alot to many friends who've rated a shit-ton of my photos! I'm keeping an eye on who's sending me the loving and trying to return it all :)!!

V-day...hmmm
Time for some of my useless knowledge...Well we all know Valentine's Day is tomorrow...but, how many people know it's true origin?... In ancient Rome, February 14th was a holiday to honor Juno. Juno was the Queen of the Roman Gods and Goddesses. The Romans also knew her as the Goddess of women and marriage, all started way back when....but, where did the name come from....hmmm, well....Under the rule of Emperor Claudius II Rome was involved in many bloody and unpopular campaigns. Claudius the Cruel was having a difficult time getting soldiers to join his military leagues. He believed that the reason was that roman men did not want to leave their loves or families. As a result, Claudius cancelled all marriages and engagements in Rome. The good Saint Valentine ( ahhh ha....hence where we get the name )....was a "priest" at Rome in the days of Claudius II. He and Saint Marius aided the Christian martyrs and secretly married couples, and for this kind deed Saint Valentine was apprehended a

How 2 Be A Player
Now iam not no player...But I thought it would be funny to see what everyone else can come up with.So here it goes.....U are dating/seeing a girl/guy with money (u want him/her 2 spend it on u).U like them as a friend(with money) but they are crazy anbout u (and say they will do anything 4 u)..HOW DO U GET THEM TO SPENT MONEY ON U,ON WHAT U WANT-GOTTA HAVE OR NEED....(without having sex)...????? (i know there are sum players out there in this world..tell all...)

This Is For The Guy Who Thinks I Should Cover Myself...
WELL WELL WELL THERES ONE IN EVERY CROUD...NOW LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING MR. GARY.....I AM AND WILL ALWAYS BE A SEXY WOMAN WETHER I AM THIN FAT OR IN BETWEEN...YOU DO NOT AFTER ALL HAVE TO LOOK AT MY PICS, BUT IF YOU DO THERE MUST BE SOME KIND OF WONDER THERE HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM GEE MAYBE YOUR A FAT LOVER IN THE CLOSET....DID YOU STOP LOVING YOUR WIFE BECAUSE SHE GOT FAT.....HMMMMMMMMMMM I WONDER....WELL IF YOU DID THAT MAKES ME BELIEVE YOU DIDNT LOVE HER TO BEGIN WITH...NOW DO NOT HATE ME AS YOU SAID BECAUSE I SAY THESE THINGS AFTER ALL YOU SAID YOUR SELF...YOU WAS DISCUSTED BY HER WELL YOU NEED TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR BECAUSE YOU JUDGED BY APPEARENCE DID YOU EVER THINK SHE GOT FAT BECAUSE YOU NOT LOVE HER ENOUGH TO REALIZE SHE WAS LOST SOME HOW??? I MEAN MAYBE NOT YOUR FAULT SHE ATE BUT YOUR FAULT YOU DIDNT LOVE HER ENOUGH TO STAY WITH HER...I DO NOT KNOW IF IM GETTING THROUGH TO YOU BUT YOU TAKE A LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND THINK ON IT WONT YOU PLEASE...I AM NOT A MEAN PERSON AND HOLD NO IL

Ever Wonder What Is Considered Nsfw?
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: 1)cleavage shot,no face,nsfw 2)butt shot,with or with out thong or clothes,nsfw 3)any sexual act,nsfw 4)any nudity,male or female,nsfw 5)drugs,of any kind,usage or pics of the drug,nsfw 6)text tags with vulgar or sexual content,nsfw 7)morbid pics,decapitations,and such. A pic of a face,or say a set of lips,thats fine,swim suits are fine,as long as body parts are not poking out,or is see thru. same with teddies and things,they are fine as long as tasteful and no nipples or vagina visible. In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there's a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using it as a Primary Photo. Remember: The Bouncers will be MORE STRICT with those used as

Love
~A Cold Winters Night...~ staring out the window another lonely winters night... missing you...the part of me that makes everything seem right... i close my eyes and see your face those eyes i love so much... the ache i feel for you pains me as you i long to touch... i wonder if you think of me or feel anything i do? is it just my fantasy my wishing it were true? trapped in this lonely prison you...my one ray of light... my love for you i cling to thru the cold and endless night... If you choose to walk away i wont have loved in vain... the love and happiness you gave to me in my heart will always remain... where art thou gentle spirit? keeper of my soul..... do not yet abandon me youre all that makes me whole...

Sometimes We Need To Sit Back And Take A Look Around Us
oh the colors the beautiful colors scarlet, crimson, violet beyond are ever greens of jungle, forest, and meadow grass pristine the water that flows within are creeks and riverlets I see the majesty of the land and its fertile loam where trees yield fruit and berries grow wild fragrant flowers fill the spaces nestled between the rows I hear the sound of laughter joyful fills the air playing and singing from the elders as little ones giggle and dance the sand is soft my feet are bare the air is warm and sweet this vision could be ancient this vision could be far off it may not be earth at all perhaps its heaven’s call maybe it’s the world I’d wished for the wonder land inside of me the fantastic beauty of what could be I open my eyes and look around there is amazing beauty all abound I am not lost, I am completely found in the world, I had created

Powder Faq
Lately I've been getting some Q & A messages from various people. Thought I'd create a too much information FAQ... I'll be adding to it as time goes on.Name: PowderBirthdate: Nov 10thBirthplace: Encino, CaAge: 35Height: 5'10"Weight: 155 poundsHair Color: BlondEye Color: BluePiercings: NoneTattoos: NoneDo you Smoke?: Not sense I was 13Do you Drink: Rarely or SociallyDo you want to get Married?: Haven't met anyone I'd want to Marry.Do you want Children?: NoFAVORITESFood: Steak, Cheeseberger, Mannicotti (Stuffed Pasta Shells), Tacos, etc.Colors: Black, Blue, Red & GreenAnimal: Cats, Dogs and Rabbits Drink: Diet Soda, Vitamin WaterAlcohol: MGD/MGD Light, Corona, Jack DanielsFast Food: Carl's Jr and Taco BellFavorite Movie: The Fifth ElementFavorite Types of Music: Alternative, Metal, Rock, etcWORKWhere do you work?: KSEXradioWhat are your duties?: Audio/visual tech, on rare occasion substitute co-hostFavorite Porn Star: Hmmm...Favorite Type of Porn Scene: Situation based (Naughty Teacher,

Creature Of The Night(written By Dj Cowgirl)
Written By DJ Cowgirl First off I'd like to say my inspiration came from one of my friends. He didn't know it at the time, but I went through his pictures and got the inspiration. So TY *~�THEUNLOVED®�*~I may be away from my desk!*~DarkMoon Family~*~KOT~*, without your pictures I wouldn't have come up with this!!!!!!!!! Creature of the Night Internal Pain External Bleeding Eternal Shame Constantly Fleeing All she wanted was ever lasting love, But one night push came to shove. She met this guy and he seemed so right, Little did she know he was a creature of the night. Their eyes met, It was love at first sight. They wrapped their arms around each other and disappeared into the night. Internal Pain External Bleeding Eternal Shame Constantly Fleeing Her long, silky blonde hair Soon was stained red. Once he had laid her down on the sofa, It took maybe five minutes before he fed. Spraying her face with warm, crimson blood, The area

The Hard Times [ For A Friend Here ]
for lovers going through hard times... It sometimes takes the hard times, to show how much I love you; Just how much I need to always have you near. And even though I know it, I still have to learn it. The hard times help to teach me, just how much I care. For when the hard times bring us back together We are always closer than before Then I realize I love you better, and I am Thankful for the hard times, that make me love you more. A lot of things can happen, if we go on together. We can't know just what, the future has in store. I'll love you in the glad times, the easy and the sad times. And even in the hard times, I will love you more. For when the hard times bring us back together We are always closer than before Then I realize I love you better, and I am Thankful for the hard times, that make me love you more.

Who's Who
Who wrote the tune the songbird sings? Who made the diamonds we wear on rings? Who caused the snow and rain to fall? Who made spring, winter, summer and fall? Who gave man a woman to love? Who made the clouds and sky above? Who lights the stars and moon in the night? Who makes heaven and beyond so bright? Who gives us babies we follow till death? Who made us able to speak with our breath? Who gives us heroes willing to die? Who made the tears we shed as we cry. Who shows us hope and guides our way? The same one who loves us night and day

Jesse Jackson
Jesse Jackson got out of the shower and was drying off when he looked in the mirror and noticed he was white from the neck up to the top of his head. In sheer panic and fearing he was turning white and might have to start working for a living, he called his doctor and told him of his problem. The doctor advised him to come to his office immediately. After an examination, the doctor mixed a concoction of brown liquid, gave it to Jesse, and told him to drink it all. Jesse drank the concoction and replied, "God, that tasted like bull shit!" The doctor replied, "It was, Jesse. You were a quart low."

A Simple Quote
In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England 's Prime Minister, Tony Blair's, words during a recent interview. When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America , he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in ..... and how many want out. Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G.I. One died for your soul, . . . the other for your freedom."

Good Memories
When David was little we went to the circus. I can't remember much of the circus itself.. except he was all smiles and laughing. And we rode the elephant together :) I know the pic below isn't the best, but a friend saw us and took it. It was just a night for us 2 guys. His mom refused to go.. said she hated the circus as a kid and wouldn't go now. So even that is a good memory and positive for me.. because we DID go... just the 2 of us. And It reminds me that I am a good Dad..because you do stuff for your kids even if they aren't things you like.

The Cowboy
A Cowboy walking down the street sees a woman with perfect breasts. He says to her, "Hey miss, would you let me bite your breasts for $100? Are you nuts?!!!" she replies, and keeps walking away. He turns around, runs around the block, and gets to the corner before she does. Would you let me bite your breasts for $1,000 dollars?" he asks again. "Listen you; I'm not that kind of woman! Got it?" So the guy runs around the next block and faces her again. "Would you let me bite your breasts just once for $10,000 dollars?" She thinks about it for a While and says, "Hmmm, $10,000 dollars, he? Ok, just once, but not here. Let's go to that dark alley over there." So they go into the alley, where she takes off her blouse to reveal the most perfect breasts in the world. As soon as he sees them, he grabs them and starts caressing them, fondling them slowly, kissing them, licking them, burying his face in them, but not biting them. The woman finally gets annoyed and asks, "We

A Redneck Valentine
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL MY REDNECKS OUT THERE. > Subject: Redneck Valentine Love Poem from a man to a woman. > > > Collards is green > my dog's name is Blue > and I'm so lucky > to have a sweet thang like you. > > Yore hair is like cornsilk > a-flapping in the breeze > Softer than Blue's > and without all them fleas. > > You move like the bass, > which excite me in May. > You ain't got no scales > but I luv you anyway. > > Yo're as satisfy'n as okry > jist a-fry'n in the pan. > Yo're as fragrant as "snuff" > right out of the can. > > You have som'a yore teeth, > for which I am proud; > I hold my head high > when we're in a crowd. > > On special occasions, > when you shave under yore arms, > well, I'm in hawg heaven, > and awed by yore charms. > > Still them fellers at work, > they all want to know, > what I did to deserve > such a purdy, young doe. > > Like a good roll of duct tape > yo're there fer yore man, >

Friendship
I THOUGHT THIS WAS CUTE, Are you tired of all those sissy "friendship" poems that always-sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help get you drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don 't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass This is my oath...I pledge it till the end Why, you may ask?

Funny
A few months ago, there was an opening with the CIA for an assassin. These highly classified positions are hard to fill, and there's a lot of testing and background checks involved before you can even be considered for the position. After sending some applicants through the background checks, training and testing, they narrowed the possible choices down to two men and a woman, but only one position was available. The day came for the final test to see which peson would get the extremely secretive job. The CIA men administering the test took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow our instructions whatever the circumstances," they explained. "Inside this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her." The man looked horrified and said, "You can't be serious! I could never shoot my wife!" "Well," said the CIA man, "you're definitely not the right man for this job then." So they brought the second man

Funny
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments. Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade. Nothing - This means "something," and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine". Go Ahead - (With Raised Eyebrows!) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". Go Ahead - (Normal Eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "Do what you want because I don't care".

Far From Home
Young, Afraid and Far From Home At the airport there have been many new graduates of basic training coming to Fort Stewart. 99% of them don't look to be old enough to be shaving yet..but they are old enough to go into combat. Last week at 4:45 my husband calls and tells me a severe storm is on it's way and I should think of leaving my USO booth a bit earlier than usual. I decide to take his advice because I'm terrified of storms and don't want to be driving home in bad weather. So I begin taking the stuff off the counter and putting it up in the back room. I come out of the back room and there before me is a young man in an Army uniform. He has been waiting in the reception room for the shuttle to Fort Stewart. I smile at him and ask him if there's something I can do for him? He looks down at his boots and says, " Well, mam..see..I just got out of AIT and Fort Stewart is going to be my first duty station. And well..I wanted to talk to my mama, but her cell phone is off and I d

A Little Irish Humor
Paddy was driving down the street in a sweat because he had an important meeting and couldn't find a parking place. Looking up to heaven he said, "Lord take pity on me. If you find me a parking place I will go to Mass every Sunday for the rest of me life and give up me Irish Whiskey!" Miraculously, a parking place appeared. Paddy looked up again and said, "Never mind, I found one." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do, Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to go to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and said, "Do you want to go to heaven?" O'Toole said, "No, I don't Father." The priest said,

Who I Would Like To Meet!!
I would like to meet people who like to have fun...People that are not concerned with the way i look....people that want to know more about "ME"....people that are NOT looking to get laid on the first date....People who are not boring....People that have some of the same interests as me...People that understand that i have a 4 yr old daughter that comes first and when i have the time to go out i will..I think that sums it up so if you qualify send me a message

Woman Terminology 101 Lol
WORDS ONLY WOMEN USE 1.) FINE : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before decidin

More Bad News
Its been one hell of a week for me. My motherhas been in hospital since 4 th of feb. she went it with a severe chest problem. ( fluid in her lung )and she was scheduled for an exploratory operation today ( tuesday ). but surgeon did not perform it as she was not stong enough due to having a slight heart attack last week. which noone detected. Operation is now scheduled for next week.

Some Things About Me
here we go, if you wish to know.... 1. Where is your dad right now? In his bed, 84 now and still going strong. 2. last time you talked to your crush? Didn't yet, should send a Valentine's Card 3.What's the last thing you ate? Supper 4. what color is your watch? black with silver marks 5. what kind of phone do you have? double house wireless phone. 7.Where does your best friend work? Works for the Dutch Taxes (IRS) just like me. 8. What are you listening to right now? nothing 9. What do you smell like? I hope not too bad, planning to take a shower later. 10. what color are your eyes? Kind of grey 11. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill? no, don't even know what this is 12. What color are your bedroom walls? A lot of soft colors, vague flowers 13. Do you have a chair in your room? in this room I have, not in the bedroom 15. Do you know anyone who is engaged? Do people still do that? I never was. 17. Do you know someone named Betsy? The

Joke
Eroticy Jokes A young man wanted to purchase a gift for his new sweetheart's birthday and as they had not been dating very long, after careful consideration, he decided a pair of gloves would strike the right note: romantic, but not too personal. Accompanied by his sweetheart's younger sister, he went to Nordstrom and bought a pair of white gloves. The sister purchased a pair of panties for herself. During the wrapping, the clerk mixed up the items and the sister got the gloves and the sweetheart got the panties. Without checking the contents, the young man sealed the package and sent it to his sweetheart with the following note: "I chose these because I noticed that you are not in the habit of wearing any when we go out in the evening. If it had not been for your sister, I would have chosen the long ones with the buttons, but she wears short ones that are easier to remove. These are a delicate shade, but the lady I bought them from showed me the pair she had been wearing for the

Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!!!!!!
Hey All, I hope this bulletin reaches you'll safe and in good health. I just wanted to wish you and your's a happy V-day. Let's continue to do what we do best and that show Luv! KnoGood's QUOTE FOR THE DAY, "IF YOU DON'T LOVE THE PERSON THAT YOUR WITH, AND YOU CAN'T LOOK THE PERSON THAT YOU WANT, THAN LIKE THE FACT THAT GOD STILL LOVES YOU!" KnoGood is on Tap! Holla attcha Boi!

Grrr...ct Keeps Changing My Age
You know when your getting old cause you start to get anal about how old you are... bloody hell... CT keeps making me 1yr older than I am GRRRRR... ok so I turn 43 in may but I still have 3 months of being a mere 42... damn it maybe I'll just stay 42 for the next couple of yrs...

More About Me
*My name is Olivia *I AM STRAIGHT!!! *I'm 16 yr. old 17 in nov. *I'm half black half white *I'm from the bay area *I'm 5'8" *I love to sing, dance, act/perform *I love shoes I have over 200 pairs of shoes from nike dunks 2 charles david I have every type of shoe *I love fashion *I love animals I have a dog, 3 cats and a horse *My fav. place 2 be is on the beach *I love meeting new people *humor is everything to me *I love driving *I'm crazy and loud when I want 2 be....mostly with friends, but I'm quiet and like to keep 2 myself while I observe things....but I still like talking hahaha. *I love piercings I have 5, I use to have my tongue...not 4 that reason that u mite be thinking but I'm getting my bellybutton pierced! *I love tattoos I'm getting one on the back of my neck when I turn 17! *I dont smoke, drink or do drugs I'm not gonna mess myself up. *I spend most of my days in my house in the music studio *My heros are my family and friends *I am single but I am

New Voice Recorder On My Profile
Hey Sexy People... Just wanted to let people know that I just added a voice recorder on my profile.. Come and Leave me a voice message.. Lots Of Love and Kisses SexySherry ~Pole Princess~

Im Back From Cdc And.........
I PASSED!!!!!!! So yeah I passed Im so HAPPY... My PAT(pyschical abilities test) is on Feb 21st @9:00am Im a little in shock... Everyone else in my testing group for the job ( 10 other people) i was the only one asked to come back on the 21st.. everyone else was asked to come back at the end of march... Im taking that as i tested high!!. It was SOOOO easy. even the POPE (Police Officer Pyschological Evaulation written exam) was easy.. 576 true or false questions that werent right or wrong just how you thought about it.. So no i have to Run around and get this HUGE list of documents that are needed and turn them in by the 21st take the PAT and vision and then its Interview with the board, Interview with the Pyschologist and the Medical Exam All that i should pass no problem Then its off to the Academy for 16 weeks

The Eigth Wonder
Above painting is a combination of watercolor and acrylic paints. I have painted this about some time ago in 2004. This sandpaper ground that layers with beautiful mushrooms soft should not be of hindrance to me, as slowly I crawl. Like a snake, my slender body wraps around your arm, spirals up to your chest, admiring the views. I dance. Like a hungry fox, I inhale deeply, the aroma of your essence, whilst you whistle love tunes. And I, who gently kiss you on your cheek, thank our Creator for this wonderful transformation.

In Love With....
(A comfort zone mentally and physically that is mirrored deep in the soul before we even get involved with another.).. Seeking love To have love In love with love The missing element Maybe the main ingredient My love energy floats in the universe Waiting to connect to my loves universe The feelings that move my soul Are just waiting to unfold A love life episode then blooms out I always knew what it was about Never had a face In its place Knew the feelings just the same Even though I never had a name Esp The soul can see

Siren's Lure.
This is a collaberation with my wondefully talented friend Heather..AKA ~Beautiful Distraction~ I've admired her work for a long, long time, and to get to do this was an absolute honor. You should go check her work out. It's great. SIREN'S LURE My eyes hide a labyrinth, passages of risk. Love me or suffer pangs of doubt, questioning what might have been. I hear your song enticing me, bringer of desire. To love you, I will brave all waves, No question Just to hold you. There before you reveals the path, a trail of uncertain passion, exposed skin. Anticipation evokes possibilities. My heart sounds out like sonar, beating, seeking love. Others quest, are crashed upon the rocks, vanish and drown. My hearts beats on for you. She beckons with her voice with a subtle scent, with a wanton prelude, hushed promises-- pursue them, and retreat may elude you. Your song is overwhelming, promise to destroy. Your love, lures me to my doom. Odysseu

A Dream About Dreaming Of You
With anger in eye’s and voice reflecting despise I awoke to a wondering stare from you What is her name yelled a voice of blame and just what were you planning to do Collecting my senses while searching defense’s seemed honesty was the course to choose So I turned my mind to dreamland’s time and placed my thoughts in a state of muse Was on a journey long that I searched strong till my body was tired and stressed So I found a tree in a field of green where I paused to gain some rest As reality faded my mind it waded along a beach with sands of white Then along came a beauty oh yes a cutey I must admit she was quite a site Naked her form so teasingly warm glistened from the moisture of the sea I tried to resist this maiden of the mist but ran when she beckoned to me So we tossed and turned our bodies squir

Pentagon Caught Red Handed In An Attempt To Frame Iran: Iran Does Not Manufacture 81mm Mortar Shells
Pentagon Caught Red Handed in an attempt to Frame Iran: Iran Does Not Manufacture 81MM Mortar Shells According to a report offered by the Jaffee Center for Strategic Studies at Tel Aviv University, connected to the Saban Center for Middle East Policy at the neocon Brookings Institute, the smallest mortar produced by Iran is the 107mm M-30. http://www.globalresearch.ca/index.php?context=viewArticle&code=NIM20070213&articleId=4772

Coast 2 Coast
Taylor'd love most fitting, luscious lucas elizabeth knitting. Eileen on this power acting upon, knowing it's the light near waldron. Keeping my carma near soul, it's a mix of stew art to hold. May I express this gift of humanity, it's diana mite to explode infinity. Being christine in morell makeup, no chance this love will break up. Life in affection most perkovic, a ven essa of joy most terrific. On this love erin of moen superior, it's enlighting inside the soul interior. A corona tion crowning perfection, there's no need in grade correction. Island of sun beach sandra lation, my heart in pump fed elation. A homeland of sun in afrika, exotically within loves touch asha. Sweet weinberger of brew sip, loves kiss in tongue lip. Love in stepha nie high deep, I saw yer in a late night sleep. Fragrant love enticing, delicious life icing. Moore love than the eyes can see, a loving touch from AD Lori. Melanie dream weave

This Time It Should Stay Put !
Season of lust , our desires flow I think of us and the feelings grow Stronger and deeper than either knew Because of the soul connection with you Being so joined thought so far apart You live in my dreams and in my heart Dreams of passion and dreams that give All of my thoughts and desires live In the moments that we alone share Lost in the desire to be with you there To hold you and kiss you and be yours divine To know I am yours and you are mine Lasting as one and lusting our desire We are connect as one and build the fire That has forged us to be forever one soul Knowing that in love we grew to be whole You and I share one love dream true Loving and living our whole life new By R. Thomas Dinsmore Heaven in your eyes My world may crash and burn yet this globe continues to turn In a moments time I seek peace And a solace blessing of release To lift my spirit and carry on hope To never left go at the end of the rope And know the moment soon pa

To Taste You,is Oooooh
I want to taste you, leisurely like a tantalizing cluster of grapes uncovering the pulp of your secrets absorbing you like a good book read on the patio on a sunday afternoon savoring the unique salty sweetness of each drop of juice on my tongue after the skin of your reserve is broken I want to breathe you in, exhaling slowly the fragrance of your cologne and the scent of sunshine in your hair amid that manly smell of sweat and musk that draws me to taste you, with abandon like a prisoner starved on molded bread invited to a grand feast of rare delicacies and the finest wine... I want to taste you devour you like a starving lioness who has endured six months of famine and thirsted too long for springs of love in times of uninterrupted drought needing to renew her strength I want taste you on my lips, my tongue relish your flavor deep in my heart until you are assimilated into my soul

Another Day In The Freezer
Snow wasn't bad enough, today it rained most of the day and then the bottom fell out of the temperatures making ice everywhere. I was a good guy and only bitching a lot but then the damn electricity went off for about 4 hours. Now my sense of humor isn't quite what it normally is. Please send me something warm, hot or just wonderful to bring me back.

To All My Friend And Fans
Sorry I have not been on-line. I moved this week end and my father passed away on the 8th. Things have been very crazy for me in the last few days. I myself have been takeing my fathers death very hard. I found myself on a three day drunk trying to cope. And it didn't help. well I will get internet at my place very soon so I can talk to you all. Miss all you guys. Lots of love from me to you.

I Read Your Poem,ooooh Ambassador!
read your poem, Oh Poet Its spirit beckoned unto mine Kindred souls are we Our quests intertwined We poets are a restless breed Battling life's uncertainty Unfulfilled yet still evolving We seek to know its mystery We search for unknown truths Feeding a need to be free Ever wondering, questioning Influencing our destiny I read your poem, Oh Poet It sang of the sublime I felt its gentle caress Touch my heart and mind Mystical and musical It embraced me tenderly Taunting me, inspiring me Seducing me ... completely

For All Cops, Fire Fighters And Emts
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours Hes been for 48 straight _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. The rain in the middle of the interstate keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He's chilled to the bone, hasnt eaten all day, has the flu, and then runs into a burning building __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He pumps on a five years olds chest on the way to the hospital. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure the pass device on his pack is working. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He watches his buddy fall through four floors. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring a

Oh Dear,waiting & Wanting
A shadowy figure lurks near A silent visitor! A messenger of fear Sending shivers up my spine It's clear, I fear It's wanting and waiting For someone here I hear its rhythmic breath That measured sound Of approaching death And I am alerted of its quest It is clear, I fear It's wanting and waiting For someone here It's wanting and waiting for someone here, But wanting and waiting for who? For me, or for you? Getting accustomed to it near To its powerful presence! No longer do I cringe in fear It's now a welcomed guest! I entertain this new friend dear While it's wanting and waiting For someone here Maybe I'm just a little crazy But I do enjoy its company! I appreciate its mystery And its morbid curiousity Strangely, I don't mind the fact That...it's wanting and waiting Just for me! Oh dear! Now I fear, It could be true That it's wanting and waiting, Just for you!

Its The Tummyaching
How do I dispatch this feeling Oh so deep within How can I stop this tingling That runs along my skin By the moonlight I search his number In the phone book by the bed So that I can try to tell him The thoughts that fill my head When will my tiny tummy hairs That glisten like golden lace Meet the lips and warming moisture Of this lovers caring face Will it be long that I will suffer From self brought quivers along my thighs Does tomorrow bring the answer Why pleasure falls from my eyes Shall my tiny little finger Finally find some rest From being thoughts pole of electrocution And the tongue upon my breast Can midnight sighs become less loud So no one ever hears Dare the mirrors on my ceiling Reflect more than self spanked spheres High strung are my wants desires

Mother’s Love
Do you remember when I was a baby, crawling across the floor? I was an angel then, a kid you could adore. But as you knew those days didn’t last. I started walking and talking, growing up fast. Then as a kid when I’d scrap a knee, you were always there to comfort me. Then I was a teenager, a young man if you will. Thinking I knew it all but growing up still. No matter what I done or the trouble I found, you were always there for me when I came around. You the streets raised me, but that isn’t true. The good qualities I have, I got those from you. I don’t hit on women or disrespect any other. Those are just two of the qualities that I got from you Mother. You gave me a big heart, you taught me to care. I want to “Thank you” Mother, for always being there. Each night when I pray to the good Lord above, I thank Him for you, and your Mother’s love. Lanny Russell

Shower Time Sexy!
With blue robe on And lights ablaze You seek to relax and hope The waters hot The music’s on Your body you begin to soap A waterfall of excitement Turbulence pounding soft Bubbles they caress your skin I'm outside the shower door Glimpsing you at tease A finger motions won’t I come on in A dropped robe An extra towel pole I hug you from the rear Lather up my hairy chest Wash your silky back While pressing ever near Manly hands caress your chest A stomach soft My feel is oh so smooth I hold you tight Formed as one My moves they try to soothe For a moment you're in dreamland I try to reach my goal Shoved back without a care Me whimpering little puppy Forgetting you do nothing Until you’ve washed your hair Leave me from your paradise

Taxes
Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tom b, "Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receivable Tax Building Permit Tax CDL license Tax Cigarette Tax Corporate Income Tax Dog License Tax Federal Income Tax Fe

This Night
This night was rather soothing A movie and a meal A walk along the ocean You told me exactly how you feel I could see within your yearning eyes Your want for me inside The strain against your Dockers You tried but couldn’t hide Was it my lips deep red and very lush Or your hands on my behind That caused your rise of attention Or something else you hoped to grind I lead you to my boudoir Then upon my feathered bed When I took charge and ripped your cloth Your face it turned beet red Like a rider mounting a golden steed I slid softly upon your pride I laughed out loud and yelled giddy up Under the pillow your face did hide I rode you like a bronco Bucking and thrashing wild Till our bodies like the covers Were limp and gently piled After the completeness of our passion

Sleep & Dream Of Me
In misty dreams I'll come to thee and soothe your restless state For I will love and nourish thee, your hunger will I sate my mind, I'll wrap around you, giving pleasure great I'll calm your aching restlessness, your sad and lonely wait I'll be there with thee, to share with thee, to love thee totally So sleep my darling! Sleep and dream! Sleep and dream of me! Sleep, my tormented restless one, sleep with great expectancy I'll come tonight, by clear moonlight and let thee taste of me I'll sing to thee a siren's song, my dearest darling mate Lovingly, I'll give to thee and quinch your thirsty state I'll be there with thee, to share with thee, to love thee totally So sleep my darling! Sleep and dream! Sleep and dream of me!

Relationships - Understanding The Mentality
My question at the moment: Why is it that there is a perception that because a woman is a large woman that she should lower her personal standards and "take whatever she can get"? Do most men think this? If so, why? Is the perception out there that larger size women are insecure, have a low self-esteem, are meek and weak and loathing of themselves that they will go out with anyone who offers? I cannot tell you the types of comments I've heard from various guys that I've chatted with on-line and in person -- they truly think that because I am a BBW that I will take anything that offers and that I will do anything they want to keep him at my side. There was one guy I met on-line and we chatted for a little while. I told him upfront that I was a BBW and if he had issues with that to let me know. He said he was only seeking BBW types. So we arranged it and I met him at my local book store for a face-to-face meeting. Mind you, he had seen a few picturs of me. When we met - fi

Joke5
A woman goes to her doctor and tells him that she can't get any from her husband. So he gives her some pills and says "they are experimental pills, put two into his coffee and see what happens". So she does and the next morning come back and says "the sex was great what if I use ten?" And the docter replied "they are experimental pills so try it and see what happens". So the next day she comes back and says "the sex was better, can I put the whole bottle in and see what happens?" The next morning a little boy comes in and says, "my mother's dead, my sister's pregnant, my arse hurts like hell and my father is sitting in the corner saying "here kitty, kitty, kitty, kitty."

Joke5
17. "I finished the Oreos." 16. "Not to imply anything, but I don't think the kid weighs 40 pounds." 15. "Y'know, looking at her, you'd never guess that Pamela Lee had a baby..!!" 14. "I sure hope your thighs aren't gonna stay that flabby forever!" 13. "Well, couldn't they induce labor? The 25th is the Super Bowl!" 12. "Darned if you ain't about five pounds away from a surprise visit from that Richard Simmons fella." 11. "Fred at the office passed a stone the size of a pea. Boy, that's gotta hurt." 10. "Whoa! For a minute there, I thought I woke up next to Willard Scott!" 9. "I'm jealous! Why can't men experience the joy of childbirth?" 8. "Are your ankles supposed to look like that?" 7. "Get your *own* ice cream." 6. "Geez, you're awfully puffy looking today." 5. "Got milk?" 4. "Maybe we should name the baby after my secretary, Tawney." 3. "Man! That rose tattoo on your hip is the size of Madagascar!" 2. "Retaining water? Yeah, like the Hoover Dam retains

My B-day!!!
Sunday the 18th is my b-day and it would really make my day to get sum b-day gifts!Even is just a cheap card or something cheap!Im headed to orlando tomorrow nite,maybe when I get back I will get to see allllll the luv yall have givin me!Thanx!

Poem
A Hug - The Universal Perscription A Hug ... The Universal Perscription No moving parts, no batteries. No monthly payments and no fees; Inflation proof, non-taxable, In fact, it's quite relaxable; It can't be stolen, won't pollute, One size fits all, do not dilute. It uses little energy, But yields results enormously. Relieves your tension and your stress, Invigorate your happiness; Combats depression, makes you beam, And elevates your self esteem! Your circulation it corrects Without unpleasant side effects It is, I think, the perfect drug: May I prescribe, my friend... the hug! And, of course, fully returnable

Sometimes......
Sometimes... When you cry... No one sees your tears. Sometimes... When you are in pain... No one sees your hurt. Sometimes... When you are worried. No one sees your stress. Sometimes.. When you are happy.. No one sees your smile - - - - - - But FART!! Just ONE time.. And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories!

Filf Contest
As I organize this MILF Contest, daddies keep asking about themselves. I am feeling like I am being a little discriminating! haha So I know there are lots of fathers out there! Come join my FILF Contest. I don't know when it will start cuz I only have one contestant so far. But I will let you know when it does. No NSFW Pics. Thanks!

Ranting... Plain & Simple
I sent the following to J. Cowan, Pres. Third Way, after watching the Lou Dobbs/CNN interview this evening. Just wondered if I went a little overboard? "If you honestly want to "take up for" the greedy (expletives) in the top echelon of the corporate hierarchy, and deny that the average working citizens of this country are being completely shafted through the unfair profit-mongering of the corporate (expletives), then I say that you are, sadly, one of the most moronic (and probably highly paid) mouthpieces I've ever had the displeasure to hear speak (which is saying quite a bit with the current president and administration)! My question to you is: how can you justify the corporations and their officers soaking up millions of dollars (if not billions) from the sweat of the laborers who work so hard to create the profits to begin with? Also, how much profit would there be if those people weren't breaking their backs and working between 50-60 hours per week on average? Would th

Breathe Easy
I can breathe easy now about Linguistics! My mentor (one of three that is) got my email and emailed me back. Thank God she knows me well enough to know that I wouldnt miss class unless something happened. She was completely understand and was happy to hear from me! Yay!!! So, I'm good to go for Thursday! Now the only class I have to worry about is Fridays Math, but even then, I dont have too much to worry about since I'll be getting help. I think this semester is finally going to be okay!

Fog
I open my eyes and look around warily. Once again all I see is fog. I walk slowly in the direction in which I am needing to go. As I step further into the fog, I start to feel the slightest of touch. I can feel the despair, heartache, and other emotions of those who reach out and touch me but, I cannot see them. As I continue walking the weight of the fog grows to such a dense that, silent tears start to fall down my face. After a few minutes I reach my destination and when I enter that place, at least for a little while I have been released from the fog.

About Lupercalia
So what is this Lupercalia, anyway? Lupercalia is the *original* "Valentine's Day". In fact, St. Valentine's day, as appropriated by the Christian Church, has nothing to do with romantic love. The Greeks had three different words for love: Agape (divine love), Filios (brotherly love), and Eros (romantic love). While the Lupercalia had to do with the fierce, unbridled expression of Eros, the Feast of Saint Valentine has to do with the other two. "One of the most revered spots in the city of Rome in ancient days was the cave at the base of the Palatine Hill called the Lupercal, with the sacred fig tree hard by, under whose shadow, as the story went, a she-wolf suckled Remus and Romulus. Here, on February fifteenth (old calendar), a goat and a dog, together with certain salt cakes baked by the Vestals, were sacrificed...A bloody knife, fresh from the sacrifice, was smeared across the brows of two youths of aristocratic families, probably leaders of two colleges of priests called

Don't Bother
She's got the kind of look that defies gravity She's the greatest cook And she's fat free She's been to private school And she speaks perfect French She's got the perfect friends Oh isn't she cool She practices Tai Chi She'd never lose her nerve She's more than you deserve She's just far better than me Hey, hey So don't bother I won't die of deception I promise you won't ever see me cry Don't feel sorry And don't bother I'll be fine But she's waiting The ring you gave to her will lose its shine So don't bother, be unkind I'm sure she doesn't know How to touch you like I would I beat her at that one good Don't you think so? She's almost six feet tall She must think I'm a flea I'm really a cat you see And it's not my last life at all Hey, hey So don't bother I won't die of deception I promise you won't ever see me cry Don't feel sorry Don't bother I'll be fine But she's waiting The ring you gave to her will lose its shine So don't

Stoopid Noob!
so i was just on the papa john's website, trying to download coupons....yeah, i accidentally ordered a pizza. i feel so stupid...but ow i know what i'm gonna have for lunch tomorrow. i am an EEEDIOT!

Home Remedies Part 2 Soothing Bathe Soak Recipe
In the end of the day your body aches with the trials and errands of the day? Well here is a very lovely recipe for a bathe soak to ease all that stress away!!! 1 cup of eposon salt 1/8th of a cup lavendar oil or any scented bathe oil you like best 1/8 of a cup chamomile extract mix into a bathe of nice comfortible hot water and enjoy

As My Thoughts Wander (erotica)
Sitting here thinking of you looking at a sky so blue Knowing you'll be here soon It's almost but not quiet noon Watching the clock as time slips by Thinking of you I have to sigh Your words have ignited my desire Need your body to extinguish the fire Want your touch to feel the heat You create from my head to feet Need your body pressed to mine A simple thought that's so divine Caress my shoulder, breast, and thigh In your arms I want to lie Give me kisses oh so deep Make my passion soar, heart skip a beat Let me taste your warm skin Hear me moan as you slip in Kiss my neck fulfill my dream Take me higher make me scream Feed my hunger with your lust Fill my body with each thrust I look up and there you are Filling my world like a bright star Now at last we finally meet And you have swept me off my feet ©Dark

Running Through My Head (erotica)
The distant sound of engines pierce the night Lying beneath the stars, my mind takes flight I sail off on lightening bug wings My heart and soul begin to sing The suspension bridge bouncing, feel of the sea the water flows noisily beneath me Stars so bright for miles wide Nowhere here for me to hide Lying here in the Devil's woods Gown of black hiding all my goods Milk white breasts heaving up and down Soft smooth mound thirsting beneath the gown Where are you in this garden Should I have you seek my pardon In my dreams I call your name searching for you drives me insane Needing your body pressed to mine Wanting you, thinking you're so fine Hearing your voice inside my head My hands follow where you have lead Caressing my body as if I were you Oh god, you know just what to do Stroking my hair, shoulders and breast My ribs, my stomach then on to the best Rub me slowly through my part Make me feel it in my heart Beat increasing, blood pumping fast Head spinnin

Romance Is Dead (re-birth)
Roses are dead. Tears are shed. Face is bleeding red From the scratches. Vases are shattered. Cake is battered. Dresses are tattered That shaped like trenches. Curtains are torn. Mirrors are broken. Essence within itself is lost. The veil is down and the mourning continues, She cries and no one knows what she spews, All the feelings of her have been exhausted. Hearts are even shredded with ferocity, Blowing away with such velocity. Even holding her hand will cost you a slice. Bruises are made, Though they are grave, They sell for lies. Feathers are flying, Faster than they could even create a landing, Fault within itself is caused by another but they aren’t told. Youth is rented, Time is demented, However, the only thing remains truthful is the old. Take this note but never give it to anyone, Romance is dead but no one ever killed it. Although… I still see you. The mirror is broken but I see your face smiling, It’s nevertheless a ch

Lets See Who Loves Me...
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!!! NOW POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww! 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as heck! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = PRETTY HOT AND TEMPTiNG! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = 'effin hottie! 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = lets Make Out!! 14.= I'd hit it!! 15=BABY YOU IS F-I-N-E!!! 16=Let's f*** now i want you

Scream
Scream, I cried out in anguish, Tearing at the skin that held you, Scream, I cried out in hate, Ripping apart the old and new, Suffer, I screamed into your face, Spraying poison in your eyes, Suffer, I screamed in distress, Digging deep into your disguise, Bleed, I howled in hunger, Digging my claws into your chest, Bleed, I howled in desire, Laying you down to rest, Sleep, I wept with torment, Brushing aside your hair, Sleep, I wept in angst, Stilling a soul in the air, I’m sorry, I whispered in sorrow, Twisting in death’s violent dance, I’m sorry, I whispered in regret, Taking away your last and final chance.

The Proposal
The proposal Damp and cold am I Cloudy is the morning sky I see a weeping willow cry As the thunder storm roles by Crisp is the morning grass Roses bloom as I pass I raised a eye as I walk I seen two lovers talk He is Whispering in her ears She broke down and shed a tear Holding a box and her hand He asked her if he could take her hand Scott Baker

Your Duty As A Citizen
In the name of national security: PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL UP! I have some important issues of national concern that I need to mumm about, but I can't do so until I get to level 5. PLEASE!! Help me tell George what to do.

Cherrytap A Nice Place To Be
hello,all my cherrytapper friends,I wanted to thank you all for being out there this is just a wonderful place with such wonderful people,...there are so many kind-hearted and caring individuals here I consider this place home,a nice place to come 24-7 when im sick or relaxed or need to rest my feet. And I am thankful for that.

Valentine's Day
So I am going to try not to be one of those people who complains about Valentine's Day, especially because I know it is a nice holiday if you have someone because I have celebrated it quite a few times before. Even though up until know I was looking at it as just another Wednesday, now that it is here I can't help but feel just a tad bit on the lonely side. The weather is really bad here so that doesn't help either. I just don't really get the whole single situation. I really don't mind it so much, but I really don't understand it either. I mean, I'm half decent looking, a nice person, funny, up for anything, etc. And it's not that I can't get dates, it's just that I never seem to like the person when we go out. I just can't seem to click with anyone or have any chemistry, which is essential to a relationship, at least to me. So I guess it is partly my fault, but I won't pretend to like someone just for the sake of having someone, it isn't fair to them or me. Oh well, that's all, no

Internet Communities
Communities on the internet are all the same. I have been around and observed long enough to see that drama and cliques exsist on just about every type of chat forum. I used to be part of an "internet community" I guess you could say and chose to flee. I came to cherrytap because it appealed to me in the sense that it was more grown up then myspace. I am a wife and mother of 2 children. I work part-time on the weekends on Grave shift, which screws with my sleeping. So for me the internet has become a way for me to keep in contact with the outside world while I am still at home with my children. Although I sit here and chat with people I still have time with my children and I am not out leaving my children with a sitter to get that adult communication. I have met some incredible people on this machine and some I call my friends. I have found, like I said in my previous blog, that it is hard on cherrytap to actually make friends with people. I started going to the mumms abou

My Valintines Sadness
6 years ago i lost someone that ment the world to me in a hit and run on Valintines day. i held her in my arms as the light in her eyes faded away i still hear the last thing she said to me ''i love you albert'' and ''hold me closer baby it is getting dark and cold'' and still to this day i can hear her laughter when she was happy and it hurts bad. i am sorry if later today i am not very happy but now you know why i will be sad. thank you for reading this

Something For The Bird Lovers!!!!!!!!!
CherryTappers let's see if you can get this one right. First of all this is being posted for fun, but not at the expense of hurting anyone's feelings. Now thats out of the way. If a Stork delivers White babies. and a Crow delivers Black babies. What kind of bird brings no babies at all????????????? FOR EVERYONE WHO GETS THIS CORRECT. YOU WILL RECEIVE A 5LB BAG OF BIRD FEATHER AND A CHERRYTAP GIFT FROM YOURS TRULY! MrKnoGood is on Tap!

My Pictures...
All the new pictures will go into the default folder until I feel like they've had enough new love. From then, they will be sorted into folders I think they belong in. I HATE the folder system right now, so I'll be moving all my pictures into default sometime soon and re-making folders. That will take me a good part of the day, fair warning! The picture system here doesn't agree with my Firefox too well. Anyway, yeah.

Dart Test...
THIS IS A POWERFUL MESSAGE. PLEASE READ ALL OF IT. I AM PASSING IT ON BECAUSE I AM CERTAINLY NOT ASHAMED TO DO SO. In light of the many jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is a little different: This is not intended to be a joke, it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking.............. Dart Test... A young lady named Sally , relates an experience she had in a seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith. She says that Dr. Smith was known for his elaborate object lessons. One particular day, Sally walked into the seminary and knew they were in for a fun day. On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts. Dr. Smith told the students to draw a picture of someone that they disliked or someone who had made them angry , and he would allow them to throw darts at the person's picture. Sally' s friend drew a picture of who had stolen her boyfriend . Another friend drew a picture of his little brother. Sally drew a picture of a fo

Vday: Until The Violence Stops.
Just thought I would share my favorite and most emotionally profitable Valentine's Day past time... V-Day. "As I traveled with the piece to city after city, country after country, hundreds of women waited after the show to talk to me about their lives. The play had somehow freed up their memories, pain, and desire. Night after night I heard the same stories -- women being raped as teenagers, in college, as little girls, as elderly women; women who had finally escaped bring beaten to death by their husbands; women who were terrified to leave; women who were taken sexually, before they were even conscious of sex, by their stepfathers, brothers, cousins, uncles, mothers and fathers.... Slowly it dawned on me that nothing was more important than stopping violence toward women." - Eve Ensler, author of The Vagina Monologues. This realization led in 1997 to the founding of V-Day, a nonprofit grass roots movement dedicated to ending violence against women around the world.

V-day
I woke up this morning happier than usual fer a V-day. Being single has always been the biggest setback fer me on this day. The culture we live in has been so sucked up into the commercialism of the holiday, that I almost feel like I have to buy somebody something just to keep meself sane and happy. They make yer depressed when yer cannot give or receive...just like Christmas but we won't go there, that's a whole other rant. Still, I guess the two main things that keep me from plunging this morning is that I woke up to it raining outside. No, I'm not secretly chuckling at all the lovers caught in the rain somewhere. If they're smart they'll create some real romance where they are and leave it at that. Create, that's what love is all about. The improvisation of it all, the unexpected kiss, touch, flower...whatever, use yer imagination instead of a hallmark card and heart-shaped box of chocolates (unless he/she really wants the chocolate, then yer get it because if there is one thing I h

Hell Explained By A Chemistry Student
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT (This was just too funny not to share) The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the d

For Her Part 03
As a sweet flower comes to life It brings new meaning to life for me For it reminds me of when we first met In the hot summer of 2005 For when i seen you my heart exploded To life for the first time ever For knowing it will come to life with every beat It only beats of life for you With hope of a new dawn with our hearts beating as one And till the end of our time As after time our souls will remain in love for all eternity Date wrote 14-02-07 By Aj Rich

This Contest Is Now Open.. Time Of Closeing Has Bene Changed Due To Site Managament
THE BEST BIKE PHOTO CONTEST.THIS CONTEST WILL BE JUDGED ON RATES AND COMEMNTS. THE PRIZES WILL GO AS SUCH..#1 FOR RATES ALONE..WELL RECIVE A PERSONALIZED SKIN OF COURSE A BIKE WILL BE THE THEME ON IT..#1 ON COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE.. THE SILVER BIKE OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP.#2 RATES ALONE WILL RECIVE A PERSONALIZED TAG.. AND AGAIN THE THEME WILL BE ABOUT BIKES..#2COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE.. A SILVER RING OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP DEPENDING ON THE WINNER MALE OR FEMNALE..#3 RATES ALONE WILL RECIVE... A PERSONALIZED MORPH.. AND YES THE THEME WILL BE ABOUT A BIKE..#3 COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE A MAN BRACELETTE OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP.. RULES OF THIS CONTEST...RATES AND COMMENTS WILL TAKE A FIRST PLACE.. SELF COMMENT BOMBING WILL BE ALLOUD THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 5 DAYS.. THERE WILL BE 10 ENTRIES.. IF I SEE ANY CONTESTANT BASHING ON ANOTHER CONTESTANT .. OR IF YOU SEND A FRIEND TO DO IT.. YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED..NO DRAMMA EVER IN MY CONTEST.. DO

Lovers Promise ( On Valentines Day And Forever)
I PROMISE YOU MY LOVE I PROMISE YOU MY HEART I PROMISE YOU MY LIFE I PROMISE WE WILL NEVER BE APART I PROMISE TO ALWAYS TRUST YOU I PROMISE NOT TO LIE I PROMISE YOU MY SOUL UNTIL THE DAY I DIE. I PROMISE YOU FOREVER, TONIGHT, AND MY RESPECT I PROMISE TO BE THERE, TO ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND TO BE YOUR BEST FRIEND. I PROMISE YOU MY LOVE, MY LIFE FOREVER. I WILL BE YOURS, YOU WILL BE MINE, AND WE WILL BE ONE. XXXXX YOUR LOVER AND FREIND

Touch My Heart
Touch My Heart Touch my heart and I'll touch yours With a gentle word or two For kindness bears the sweetest fruit That makes our dreams come true Touch my life with tenderness And fill my cup with love Share my dreams as I share yours Beyond the stars above Take my hand as I grow old And lead me when I'm blind Show me that you really care For love is hard to find Touch my heart and I'll touch yours A little more each day And then we both find happiness Along the way For the love of my life, my One, my Eugene! I Love You more today than I did yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow!

Snow.....looks Like Crack. Yay!!
right now as i am writing this i am snowed in and i mean snowed in..driving band on and this really sucks cause now i cant get paid.. my cousin told me that snow looks like crack and it kinda seems like it is..because well sometimes snow is bad and well so is crack.. i think the only good thing is free day off of work but then you really cant do anything..except wandering the streets.. HI!!!!! Im ALy.. Jen's cousin.. snow def. looks like crack. No really, i mean have u ever seen crack? I have. And it looks like snow.. only crack isnt cold. But like.. if snow was indeed actually crack, I would have 2 whole feet of it right now, and a great time. Do u know how much money I could make off of two feet of crack?! BUT!!! dont think that just because I know what crack looks like, I have done crack. Crack is wack and its WRONG! dont do drugs kids, it kills you and there are cooler ways to die. Like.. Spontanious COmbustion. How cool would that be? Well.. not very beacuse you

Winter Winter
Winter Winter Cold Miserable Ice Fills Up The Roads So Shitty Extremely Cold Hands Are Numb To The Bone Can't Feel My Body Wind Picks Up Around Swept Up In This Miserable Temprature Stay Inside I Will Addicted To This Cherry Tap Shit Mostly Cause Of This Cold Winter Shit ~~~Timmy~~~

Bah Humbug
Here's a little something I photoshpped that I think best sums up my opinion of Valentine's Day The odd thing is that even though I have absolutely no interest in being in a relationship at the moment (Still burnt out form the last one), I still despise February 14.

Oooh Valentines Day
OOOh Valentines Day Commercial day for making love Holding your sweetie close I can hear the sound of trojans wrappers The sweet ecstasies of orgasms You hear kids giving out valentines Mom is listening to barry manilow Yeah I love Valentines What?? Your sweetie returned it cause its the wrong color? She's on her period?? The condom broke? You caught her sleeping with your best friend? You had cooties at kindergarden? Mom is crying listening to Manilow AAAAhhh I'm here with no problems 99 problems and the bitcha aint one Yeah I LOVE VALENTINES DAY ~~~Timmy~~~

Buying Presents For Holidays
I really only have my son and parents to buy gifts for now on holidays, so its not a big deal anymore. When I was married.. ughhhhhhhhhhh. It was not fun at all. Honestly, by the time we were married 5 years I had learned no matter what I bought for any occassion it was going to get returned. It wasn't personal... anything anyone bought her went back. I bought jewelry, it went back. Clothes went back. Stuff for the house went back. So what I would do was just go buy something nice, price didn't matter. It was coming back. Now before you think I am exagerating,my ex would even buy stuff for herself, wrap it, hand it to me and say give this to me for whatever holiday it was. Guess what.... it got returned too. I don't think I returned anything. Not even when she bought me the shorts that were orange, pink and black with a matching tshirt. That was my birthday present one year She got mad when I would only wear them around the house. Sorry but there was a reason they

Best Dear John Letter
A young girl on a year's training course in South Africa recently received a "Dear John" letter from her boyfriend back home. It read as follows: Dear Mary I can no longer continue our relationship. The distance between us is just too great. I must admit that I have cheated on you twice since you've been gone and it's not fair to either of us. I'm sorry. Please return the picture of me that I sent to you. Love, John. Mary, with hurt feelings, asked her colleagues for any snapshots they could spare of their boyfriends, brothers, ex-boyfriends, uncles, cousins etc. In addition to the picture of John, Mary included all the other pictures of the pretty lads she had collected from her buddies. There were 57 photos in that envelope...along with this note: Dear John, I'm so sorry, but I can't quite remember who the f*** you are. Please take your picture from the pile, and send the rest back to me. Take Care, Mary.

Ode To Valentine's Day
Well, Well, Well, Well, here we are again faced with another Over Comericalized Holiday. Yes, as I get older I find that every holiday is geared more and more for the younger generation, which is perfectly fine since as you get older presents and things that spoil you cost a whole hell of a lot more then they used to. So I say to valentines day, F**K YOU!!! I am going to start a new revolution of comercialized holidays but it's for the of legal drinking age, so here's to the new holiday on Feb.14th it's now going to be known as "Grunge F**king Day!!!" This new holiday can relate to all, there's no high priced gifts involved, just an expected exhaustion from each person involved. So please, when faced with last minute gifts for your loved one, think, wonder if she/he would love to get grunge Fu*ked??? I know I would!!!! ;) heheheh, Happy Valentine's Day All Cherry Tap'rS!!!!

Comment Bombing Friends In Contests
I really like helping my friends, but have just ran into a situation I would rather NOT have happen again ! 2 good friends, competing in the same contest, NOT GOOD ! From now on, when any of my friends want me to comment on them, I will do the FIRST one who ask's me, and that is final !! I don't want to have any of my friends feelings hurt, because I comment bombed this friend or that friend. My rule is, FIRST come, FIRST serve........from here on out ! Because I do like to help my friends, I will continue this and see how it works. If it don't work, I will just quit comment bombing altogether. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all members of CT !!!

Happy Valentines Day
May it be distance of miles or distance of the heart. In the relationship between love and distance , lonely is usually the result. What do you do when you can't be with the one that gives you reason. And the desire to see your soul in their eyes is only matched by the desire to be the source of their smile. Wanting to define words with actions and give both an identity. Needing to feel the embrace that excites and protects. Yearning for those kisses that build passion to the point it's still felt at the pull back. I need to have you close me, in more way than one. I need to see you eyes. I need to kiss your lips. I need to touch your heart. I have to love you...

Dedicated To My Daughter Star Rip
When children are littel valentines day is usually a big event in a family. Thenas they get older and everyone gets busier, it seems to loose some of it's importance. But when you have a daughter who grows up to be a woman just like you, valentines day it still just as importnant as it ever was. thats because it gives me an opportunity to tell you just how much you mean to me. It gives me the chance to thank you for all the thoughtful things you do and for all the times you go out of your way to show you care. and it gives me the chance to let you know just how much I love you. I miss you star, and love you very much R.I.P!

And Another Ipod Thing
Here'a nother version of the MP3 player questionaire (same rules: "1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc); 2. Put it on shuffle; 3. Press play; 4. For every question, type the song that's playing; 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool ...") IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? Opening Credits: No One's Leaving (Jane's Addiction) Waking Up: The Tra La La Song (Liz Phair & Material Issue) First Day at School: Semolina (The Residents) Falling in Love: Bongolia (Michael Viner's Incredible Bongo Band) Fight Song: Brazil (Desi Arnaz) Breaking Up: The Queue (Winter Equinox) Prom: And How To Translate It (We Vs. Death) Life is Good: Stella By Moor (Cowboy Bebop OST) Mental Breakdown: Bengal (Rose Of Nations soundtrack) Driving: Bucharest (The Klezmorim) Flashback: Monster From The Surf (The Monsters From The Surf) Getting Back Together: I'll Spend My

A Love Making Lesson [ Adult ]
She held my hand as she leads me up stairs, the view was beautiful. She had a nice fat ass, I loved to watch her walk, so graceful and sexy she was. When we entered her bedroom, I let go of her hand, grabbed her by the shoulder and turned her around. I then put my hands on her waist and backed her up against the bed, we looked deep into each others eyes, already breathing intensely with desire. She put her hands on the nape of my neck as I slowly moved in and kissed her softly. I slid my hands down to the bottom of her ass, gripped it tightly and rammed her body up against mine. She responded accordingly by quickly jumping up on me and, wrapping her legs around me and kissing me hard with tongue now. I let myself fall forward on the bed, and we landed with a bounce. We continued to kiss each other intensely as I put my hand on the top of her head, grabbed a fist full of her hair and pulled roughly, she winced, put her hands up shirt and dug her nails in my back painfully. We were both

There's Hope Yet
V day sucked so bad for me you have NO idea. I pulled the tire off the rim of my car trying to get it out of the ice and snow. Weather was hell and I missed work because of it. Spent all day either cleaning or getting the car fixed. SO, after I got all pf that taken care of, I ran some errands. Yeah, errands. The windchill right now is 0 and everything has frozen over again. I am driving and I see a guy ahead. He's trying to keep his balance walking on the snow and ice. In his left hand, a dozen roses. In his right, a HUGE white teddy bear. I couldn't help but to smile. I smiled because there is some lucky girl out there who is about to receive a gift that truly comes from the heart. Any man who would walk in the snow in 0 degree weather, must love his woman. Ok or he REALLY wants a piece, but it's V Day so I am hoping its the love. Hopefully this weekend, I can share some love with the "certain someone". I'm not holding my breath, but I am definately hoping.

Lyrics
LINKIN PARK LYRICS "In The End" (It starts with) One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It’s so unreal Didn’t look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know Wasted it all just to Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part

Meds
I am so tired of bouncing from one medication to the next and not having any of them help my depression. I cried pretty much all of yesterday afternoon. I have cried once already today and will probably cry more later. I am in the process of getting off one medication while slowly increasing a new one... it's got me all fucked up. I just wanna go to sleep.... I'm so tired all the time. It's a good thing I have a beautiful son to give me a reason to wake up everyday.

Between The Sun
Lavender-scented dreams of oneness rush us like Carribean island waters. Our hearts swell full with fluttering of doves. Feel how the seat of our souls tingle. Our cores flush with white heat as heaven's eternal flame licks cliffs of aching. We traverse purple plains and emerald jungles enraptured. You're linked to me. My mind floods with memories-- you pouring into the chalice of my feminine conviction ebony and pearl visions of love ancient as the seas. Your fingertips brush my lips and burn you into me. We chant exploding brilliance, God's atom-splitting passion, tongues igniting worlds with healing. You taste of silver moonbeams and golden streams divine.

Hold Me Once Again
Traveling down this road alone I find myself with half a heart Wondering why you went away I hate so much that we're apart I thought I wanted Time to myself I didn't know How very sad I'd be So take me to another place Where loneliness won't make a start And I won't have to be alone I hate so much that we're apart You left my life The sun went away The rain pours down From my eyes in pain Let me wake tomorrow and find That I again have won your heart This troubled time has passed away I hate so much that we're apart Shelter me within your arms Don't let me lose your love Forgive the wrongs I may have done Hold me once again

Arggggggh
When will this damn day be over already!?! AGH!!! There's so much crappy drama in my life right now I'm wishing someone would just drug my Diet Coke and put me out of my misery!! Okay now I need an opinion...I fooled around w/ a friend and told him I wanted no one to know about it. Mostly because it was a drunken pity fuck...but I didn't want him to know it. Anyways, he ran told a mutual friend who asked me about it. He thinks I have no reason to be mad and that I'm blowing stuff out of proportion. Am I being unreasonable? He knew how I wanted it to be kept discreet, especially since I am married. Please dont rag on me for cheating either ok?

A Devine Dreamer
And I dreamed you were painting me dreaming of painting you watching yourself spin fire into a woman made of orchid wine and nylon roses. Look at how your lips re-shape with song, and joy, the aesthetics of my desire. The smoky sweetness of your spirit curled up from the mink thatch of your heat and splattered the canvas of love's untamed genius. I drew you deep inside every cell–– exhaled tenderly the sacred kiss of us. See the way our souls vibrate bright heavens shooting naked through our hearts. In a bombed-out Moroccan market your eyes laughed the riddles and your tongue wept the parables that cradle this planet’s lonely faith. Almost: I learned something about divine design. About the warm holiness that makes it credible. Listen to how we sigh soaked in colors of bliss. As I slid and burned skin with you through reflections of fantasies stepping boldly into flesh–– I nearly learned something about love. About the way it dreams of us, drea

Surreal Life
If you told me last summer that I'd meet a man who's stolen my heart and taken my hand I'd tell you you're crazy and that I'm no fool But I saw that man And tried to keep cool He was handsome and funny And perfect for me I couldn't resist him And neither could he More than a year's passed Since we met that first day And he gave my life color in this world filled with grey No words could explain the love that I feel for it dwells in my heart and makes life surreal

The Pa Snow Law And My Ratio Plan . . .
For those of us who live in the fine Commonwealth of Pennsylvania (*clears throat*), you may be aware that the law makers recently enacted some sort of new fanangled "Snow Law" that states that you have to have your car completely free of any snow and ice before you drive on the road. You can be fined for this if pulled over - and the police do not have to pull you over for another infraction. They say that snow flying off of vehicles causes accidents. Now, originally, I was, needless to say, LIVID about this. Not only is it an outright stupid law, but if my tax dollars are being spent paying friggin mororns to pass laws regarding snow on cars, I am going to stop paying taxes until the legislators of this state can prove to me that they spend one single moment during the day being sensibly productive. Then, I started concocting several plans of "attck" in my mind - from writing letters to my elected officials demanding them pay for every single resident of this Commonwealth

Give Unto Me
I’ve been wishing for someone As I stared at a falling star Tonight Give unto me The taste of love Give unto me The feeling of true passion This is all I ask Before I fade into the shadows Once more All I want is for someone to love me Will someone save me From the dark and bring an end To this morbid fairytale ? Give unto me The taste of love Give unto me The feeling of true passion This is all I ask Before I fade into the shadows Once more Please hear the plea … of my bleeding heart Please wake me up From my poisoned dreams Of romance Give unto me The taste of love Give unto me The feeling of true passion This is all I ask Before I fade into the shadows Once more

Valentines Day
I want to wish all the people on my friends, fans and family list's a HAPPY VALENTINES DAY Wether you with the one you love or not i hope everyone at least got a little ray of sunshine today from an admirer. Love ya all.

Lost At Sea
Red lipstick covers my face. Purchased a ticket for a free ride from the human race. Her lace costs nothing but a promise of passionate hips. She has a face that could launch a thousand lips. A lady Godiva, a leader of class, she is like a raging oceans tempest loch. My body''s her rocky beaches, my love is her tidal clock. Like a hungry piranha''s shock, she tears my flesh, gorging herself on my loving lift. A winter storms envelopes her body, as white snow blows, but her hot warming spine sizzles my drift. Surf goes up as we ride her rolling waves; my ships sextant goes in all four corners of her trade winds. Her Sun and Moon soon dispels any notion of stopping earths spell, for she has Gia’s taunt spine , loaded with curving petals that grinds. Blinding me to an unsettling swell, my heart pounds in painful pleasures death nell. Lost

Last Dance
"Love is like a river that flows through your soul, caressing the banks, cascading over stones, unhampered by a fallen tree, rolling gently out to sea...unconditionally." ________________________________________ He asked again if I love him... as his tears enunciated the spaces and time ... the distance in between this slow dance of togetherness, this rare and elusive betrothal of heart and soul, man to woman. Does he realize I can refuse him nothing this spirit kindred so undeniable I have found with a love so profound it pales in the simile of the sunshine that will grace tomorrow’s sands? He asks if I want him, in pleading tones recollected as I walk this nightly path, a rehearsal in silent ballet with his spirit, heart spiraling through stolen moments in preparation for the next entrechat. Oh muse

Killer In Our Midst?
THIS PERSON IS VERY DANGEROUS, I WILL ONLY POST THE USER COMMENT AND EMAIL FROM TODAYA USER COMMENT FROM WTF (THE PERSON WHO WANTS TO KIComments on Tom and Jami: > > WTF!!! > > 2007-2-14 15:57:2 > > YOU R NOT THE CENTER OF MY UNIVERSE MORE LIKE THE SCUM!!!!NOT EVEN SCUM....FROM THE WAY YOU ARE ACTING I WOULD HAVE TO SAY THAT WHAT WAS SENT TO ME THAT I POSTED IN A BLOG IS TRU!!!GOD HAVE MERCY ON YOUR SOUL!!! > > > > ALSO AN E-MAIL > > > > ISSUES MUCH!!! I AM PRETTY SURE YOU HAVE NO CLUE WHO I AM AND I AM PRETTY SURE I WAS THE ONE WHO ASKED YOU ABOUT YOUR BULLSHIT. BESIDES NOW I KNOW THAT YOU DID DO THOSE THINGS BUT THATS ALL RIGHT THOUGH CAUSE YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHEN OR WHERE I AM JUST KNOW THAT OUR PATHS WILL CROSS!!! I JUST FOUND OUT WHO IT IS, AND HIS NAME IS HEY YOU AWAKE

Birthday
Come on everyone It is my birthday on Sunday Feb the 18th help me out here and vote on my profile and help me get my cherry points here P.S. It would be an awsome b-day present to get me up another level :-)

Touch Me !
Touch me, just touch me.... The gentle graze of your hand along my cheek says so much. A simple entwining of fingers leaves lasting memories forever cherished. The sweet tenderness of your lips brushing over my delicate skin with a feather light grace sets my soul a blaze. Your shimmering sapphires, pierce me to the core revealing the vulnerability I desperately try to hide. Your words release my fears in the most caring ways; and when I fall apart you piece me back together again. Both my wounded heart and tormented soul have found comfort in the sanctuary that is you. And when my mind is spiraling and lost in a fog of painful confusion it still silently screams for the only thing that can bring it peace.. Touch me, just touch me, touch me now...

In A Sexret Place
Lately I've been having passionate feelings for someone I like, so I want to read poems fileld with passion. Not whimsy love poems, and not overly sexual, hardcroe erotica passionate poems. I want love, I want to feel the passion of your love for someone, it can be any kind of situation or kind of love, I just feel like I am being overwhelmed with passion. You awaken my spirit You ignite my soul I feel you scratching at the surface To my innermost being My every longing and desire Is shrouded in the mystery of you Your heated passion Is tamed by your beauty Enchanting... mesmorizing... The toll I pay in life Pains and pleasures Temporary bliss I escape to your presence To fulfillment and joy To cast off the weights of this world And find rest in mythical mists Upon dew drop waters Reflects my life with you An eternity caught in a breath This place is a secluded place Hidden in your love Am I lost Could I disappear Here where only you wo

For Want Of You
for want of you across the distant miles turbulent oceans and foreign lands my heart has learned to fly for want of you the night becomes my ally its dark, spindly fingers pull me close to offer solace as we meet in misty dreams for want of you I cry myself to sleep with silent tears a veil-like sadness wrapped around me a prayer unanswered a longing denied for want of you I have learned to raise my eyes to see the stars and know this one thing we share for want of you I lose myself give myself offer all I am and all I might be for want of you

Of All The Luck.....
WELL OF ALL THE ROTTEN SHITY LUCK I STOOD IN THERE AND BAKED THOSE 100 MOTHERFUCKIN CUPCAKES AND DIDNT IT CUM A LIL TINY BIT OF SNOW AND THEY CANCELLED SCHOOL ,......I AM NOT A HAPPY MOM....LOL.....OH BUT ITS VALENTINES DAY SO HAPPY HEARTS EVERYONE MAY CUPID STICK AN ARROW IN YOUR ASS!!!!! LOTS OF XOXOXO....OH WOW I JUST LEARNED SUMTHING IN MUMM LAND DONT BE STUPID YOU WILL GET YOUR ASS RAGED EVERYTIME! NOT ME PERSAY BUT ONE OF THE MUMMS I READ THEY WHERE REALLY GETTING THERE ASS CREAMED HAHA!! SO HOW WAS THE DAY VERY INTERESTING TO SAY THE LEAST I LEARNED VERY LITTLE LOL....BUT IM TRYING TO DECIDE IF I WILL EVER GET RID OF THIS LOUSY HEADACHE AND IT HAS COME TO ME NO I WONT EVER! WELL IM OFF HERE FOR A FEW AS ALWAYS THANKS FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE IM A BETTER WOMAN FOR IT A LIL MORE EVEIL BUT BETTER OFF! LOL GOODNITE!!

Fire.....................
"Look at me Saving damsels and princes - Running, creating, fantastic Lone star, funny Cute, sometimes Undeniable, Step aside." The fire I burn on others: They can't believe otherwise, I scald them with it. The fire turns to a face: I quench myself With inward tears. The fire becomes a fist: Raging, ramming this simple body Into your jagged fence. My hands are raw, bleeding Smiling, I throw on bandages And go harder. Aged, I want to remember that With you, I tried.

Heart In A Cage
Once upon a time, my heart was in a cage. Bound up where it's every move was restricted. Each pump of the needed blood let the pain once more come to the surface. The iron bars that held it were sealed tight. There was NO room for this heart to grow. NO room for it to be free from it's former pain. Is there not someone who can break these bars? Is there not someone who can free this heart from it's prison? Is there someone, anyone, who can help this heart? My heart is longing to be loved. My heart is longing to be accepted. My heart is longing to be held. One day, the heart in a cage will break free....

Love???
What does it mean to love? I've often wondered what ppl thought love means. Today is nothing like it was years ago when love ment sacrifice and understanding. You had to give it your all to make it work. Now a days ppl give a little and expect much more. Love is not pure lust it's much more. I see couples these days with nothing to show for their hard work, but sticking together because they truely love each other...then i see couples that fight because they have nothing. I know in my life I want true love and true happiness and i'm willing to sacrifice the shirt off my back for that. Not many people out there can say that. I honestly would rather just get by and know there is someone by my side willing to work with me than have someone working against me and have lifes "pleasures". I know this probably means nothing to you (if your reading this), but today has got me thinking alot about love. What it means, and why it's so important...but everyone taking it for granted. When someone g

Morph Contest
its called the morphing picture contest gotta get 150,000 comments to win.no exp.date winner gets a corvette or a motorcycle or a trpical vacation they get to choose and the rules are simple its gotta be a morph and you can comment on yourself.then ya go to photo and click on morph contest pic thanks tracymarie@ CherryTAP

Hatred (part 2)
HATRED (Part 2) Satan come And take this man Far away Make him pay For all he has done Let me dance In his ashes Let me hum To his moans of pain Drops of blood Crimson Red Paint my lips Bright with life Smiling Burn by flames Singe your soul Beg and plead As the Devil Has deaf ears Just like you You evil man Nothing left But laughter Listen closely Ha Ha Ha Will forever Echo Eternally The last word Is finally Mine! Written by: Melody 2/14/07

Internet Access Problems/valentines Day
My cable/phone/internet have been out most of today due to the winter storm we had here tuesday night/wednesday morning. I shoveled what seems like 2.5 feet deep of snow out of my driveway, along with several large drifts and additional accumulation which had blown/fell by morning. Anyway, I owe a lot of people valentine messages, replys, thank yous, and am truly sorry that it's probably not going to happen today/tonight. :( I hope all of you had a very nice Valentine's Day. *hugs & kisses* Chris

Edgar Allen Poe The Raven
The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore-- While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visiter," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door-- Only this and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;--vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow--sorrow for the lost Lenore-- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me--filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating "'Tis some visiter entreating entrance at my

Baby Airplanes
> Subject: Curious 5 year old > > > A mother and her 5 year old son were flying > Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago. > > The son (who had been looking out the window) turned > to his mother and asked, "If big dogs have baby dogs > and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes > have baby planes?" > > The mother, who couldn't think of an answer, told > her son to ask the stewardess. > > So the boy walks to the galley and asks the > stewardess, "If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats > have baby cats, why don't big planes have > > baby planes?" The stewardess responded, "Did your > mother tell you to ask me?" The boy said, "Yes, she > did...." > > "Well, then, tell your mother that there are no baby > planes because Southwest always pulls out on time. > > Have your mother explain that to you."

Sometimes Its Not Close Enough To The End
well lately life hasnt been going the greatest, yeah i have my family and my friends to talk to but sometimes that is just not enough, i want my other half, the one that completes me, the one that i can talk to every single day and i can tell him anything and he would never judge me. Sometimes i question all ive been through and all ive seen and sometimes it just seems like its not close enough to the end... they say your suposed to live life like your one day closer to death, man there are times when i feel like i could live life like tomorrow is the end.... I have these feelings That stay so deep in my heart I want to find that someone That makes them all fall apart The guy that stands beside me To wipe away the tears That make me forget what ive been through The past 21 years He holds my hand and breathes Like he can feel my pain He'd sit right beside me When i feel like sitting in the rain The guy who tells me he loves me When hes right infront of his friends The

Ball And Chain
IT IS MY SECRET MY BALL AND CHAIN I AM CHAINED TO IT BOUND TO FOREVER BE FOREVER BE ATTACHED THE CHAIN IS LONG BUT NOT LONG ENOUGH I AM FOOLED FOOLED INTO THINKING INTO THINKING IVE ESCAPED ONLY TO BE JERKED JERKED BACK TO REALITY MY PAINFUL REALITY BY ITS SIDE WE ARE ONE THIS SECRET AND I I FEEL THE COMFORTING WEIGHT OF THE CHAIN I DO NOT BULK I DO NOT RALLY AGAINST MY FATE THIS BALL AND CHAIN FORGED WHEN I WAS YOUNG TO BE BROKEN ONLY BY DEATH I LAUGH IN ITS FACE I CRY BEHIND ITS BACK IT HATES ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE IT FOREVER ONE COMPLETENESS ONLY WHEN BOUND WHAT A CRUEL JOKE DESTINY IS

Gong To La
Hey friends!! I'm going to LA tomorrow! I'll be there for 5 days. I'll check in on Cherrytap every now and then so leave me lots of love. Loves to you all and have a happy and safe weekend. Hugsss Nancy

Uhhuh
Dancing with the world, I call my own Stringing along my hopes and dreams Impatient anticipation Fulfilling my every move Wondering gaze of confusion Tailored needfulness Taking deep breaths of conspiracy Running Walking Crawling

Story Of The Broken Hearted
“Just forget about him, just let him go” that’s what everybody said So I tried taking the images of you out of my head All the memories, the moments, and kisses that we shared They kept running through my head, that’s when I knew that I still cared I gave you all my heart and you only let it fall And once you loose that trust, you basically loose it all So I really had no choice I had to try to let you go We had it great from the beginning so I never would’ve known That you would go and break my heart, so it was time to say good bye You stood right in front of me while there were tears in my eyes And it wasn’t too long before a tear ran down your cheek I guess you didn’t want me to see. . Cuz you looked down at your feet As I stood there speech less all you could say was “I’m sorry” All I could think about is “why, why would he want to make me cry?” “Everything he ever told me, was it all a lie” So many thoughts and questions running through my head at once And then tha

Happy Vd!
A friend of my mom's calls this Singles Awareness Day which I think is rather appropriate. I hope all you singles found someone to cuddle with... and if not, keep your chin up. We all have someone out there. Maybe even a couple of someones. Patience and confidence in that fact are the key. And for the couples, please remember that romance doesn't have to be chocolates and flowers. My husband is far from the traditional romantic but there is certainly romance in all the things he does for me. Just putting your sweetheart before yourself is probably the most romantic thing a person can do. Valentine kisses to you all!

Every One I Know!
well its me again.im back out here running down the highway im off to jacksonville fl. and because i have no special person in my life im going to say it to all of you on my list that reads this happy V-day to you all and i love ya! well need to get my happy ass to work get thru atlanta tonight b4 traffic starts up talk soon

Remain Calm, I'm Coming To Your House To Kill You
Inhale But exhale I don’t What I’ve invited in my lungs Is stuck there for the long run Until I can make the long run to the blood I’m sucking on Tell me you don’t care how I get there Because the trail I leave behind will be a messy one My soul may reek with the weak’s blood tears and cum I may still carry the stench of the food I’ve gone through Know that I’ll consume whatever foul taste I have to All in the name of being closer to you Tell me you want me dirty and as fucked up as I can be Just so you can tongue me clean Consider for a moment just how fucked up I can get And know that every act of depravity I commit Is done as a prayer to the toy from the pet Can you make me the pet I need to be? Unleash me when it’s time to play And cage me when you’re done with me Stand toe to toe with a snarling beast And beat it the fuck to sleep Do you see the bottomless pit of food in me? I want to drain you to oblivion for eternity Feed you to bloating and bursti

The Intelligence Of People!
I understand some things can go over peoples head, but on most things its hard for people to grasp the concept of a thought. In all honesty, its easy for me to grasp someone's thought, and where they are going with an idea. I am only 23 years old, and people older then me can't even grasp shit, that says a lot for humans. I look at people my age, and it saddens me that they can't have an intelligent conversatioon with someone unless it contains the words sex, and>or drugs, and this scares me> My generation is up next to rule the world and if all they can think about is sex and drugs, our world is going to be fucked. They are probably the cause of 2012 LOL. The world would be one big drugged out orgy, grrr humans...where's the ketch-up!!

Alright, Where's My Vodka And Orange Juice?
First of all, thanks to everyone who stopped by my page and made me feel welcome here on CT. I was suprised on how many people have stopped by. This is so much better than my other page *coughMyspacecough*. Anyways, I got a head cold right now. I hardly ever get sick, but when I do, I freakin hate it. Plus since I'm not too sick, I still have to go to work. Dammit! Oh well. That's about all I have to say. Later!

Fiirst Bl0g 0n V-day
Today has been really had on me, although I had many people who cheered me up greatly. Such as all of the wonderful people who left me Valentines Day comments on here. I would have commented back, but I don't have any super cool glitter pictures Haha. But thank you all so much. =) Anyways, I`m hoping that many of you actually read this because I feel like I don`t talk with many of you. I don`t know about the rest of you but I`m looking for some friends to get out of this website experience. Okay wow, I sounded ancient for a minute. But that`s not what I meant by that. I think that people online are a lot more interesting to chat with instead of people around my area because, well, they`re more open and definitly more friendly. Send me as many messages as you want!! I LOVE GETTING THEM! I`ll respond to all of them too!! Please I do insist. Anyways, I`m not on here to whore myself out as some big hot shot wanna be celebrity. I`m just being myself, trying

Death Is At Hand
Whether or not the truth is a fake, And if the words are all lies, I don’t care if the stars come out, And madness falls from the sky, And if the darkness of the night, Does not exceed the day, I know I will still be standing, I have no need to pray, For the forthcoming of the end is here, My death will soon be at hand, And no longer will I haunt you, Nor my words poison this land, You wished for me to go, And now I will depart, You cannot change my decision, My mind has been torn apart, You hurt me deeply, In a way I cannot express, But it doesn’t matter, It’s a crime, to which you cannot confess, All I can hear, Are the voices in my head, They all say the same as you, I’d be better off dead, They all surround me, These shadows in my room, But I don’t care anymore, I feel safe faced with doom, My absolution is close, My transformation is near, I have nothing to lose, Except my doubt and my fear, I feel the flash of agony,

Showing Through The Mist
sensing you near smelling your scent reaching out to you feeling your touch kissing you gently holding you close showing our love to all sensing the jealous thoughts making my vow to you promising you this my love for ever your til time ends as well

To My Master
To my Master... As i sit here and think of You, You are ever on my mind. Pictures from the past float through my mind For me to remember: Your touch, Your feel, Your strength, Your power; That i crave so when You are here My strength through Your power, My calmness through Your control, My peace through Your strength, My passion through Your direction, My direction through Your command. I am Your slave, in all the ways that You request, In submission, pleasure, pain, mind, body, and soul I am Yours as you wish, Your every whim or command. You chose me; my only wish is to please You As you may require of Your slave. With all my love to You, stormdreamer (aka slavegirl4mymaster) *big hugs and kisses* 2/07

Boo @ Last Minute Snowstorms.
Meh. So the trip was good. Lots of snow, lots of wet roads, alternate routes, delays and shit. Got camp set up before it started raining here. x.x Its quite cold. Lol. So, were in Florence AZ. And for the first time ever, I have cell service @ an event! Woooaaaahhhh. Phones low on power though. =P. So it'll be off a lot. Thanks for all the VD wishes. =). You all make me feel special. Illusion, Cat, Ninja, King, Misfit, Alice, Purr, Erika. Thanks ya's. I was afraid that this VD was only going to bring with it a terrible crotch itch. Or anal leakage. =P Well, time to be a pirate for the wknd. =D! If I missed anyones wishes... I'm sorry... Either I didn't get 'em or my minds already friend. Take it easy all! Happy wishes from Estrella War! Yarr.

Vday Was Created By Satan And Hitler To Plague The Single Man/woman.
well, today is Vday, the one day of the year when every happy couple, or unhappy couple make the rest of us feel something like the mixture of poo, chewing gum, and ciggerette butt you scrape off your shoe. Luckily i spent the majority of my day with my head crammed in a mixture of an enterasys switch matrix, a cisco router, a dell switch, and access control lists; so thankfully most of the day passed by without me noticing. I dont hate today, because truthfully ive never been in a relationship on Vday for all of my 28 years.. so yeah, coming home to my empty apartment alone does kinda make one feel a bit blue. and the only phone calls from females ive recieved today were from my mom and my aunt and my grandmother... bless em.. so yeah, ill just be chillin in my blue funk over here, dont mind me =p

What Do I Do.
So It's Valentines Day And i am away from the one i love. I should be there with her but here i am 10 thousand miles on a training base i know i dont belong on. Not fit to be up front but too proud to bow out due to injuries from the past, To leave is a discrase to all i believe in, But i miss her so much that each day away from her kills me alittle more. I talked to her today being it was Valentines Day. I could hear her sister return from her date with her mate, And the words thank you baby for a wonderful valentines day cut threw me like no weapon ever could. There the woman of my life sits a waiting my return and i am here, unable to do anything! What kind of man am i? i can do nothing for the one i love. I'm suppost to be strong , army strong yet right now i feel so weak anything could hurt me. I am sure i am not alone in these thoughts, I am sure there are other brothers and sisters in arms missing their loved ones as well, being far away from them. Along with

R.i.p Ken
this goes out to the farther and my mates dad ken griffiths who passed away at 4.AM this morning (gmt) we have known each other for over 18 years we all shed some tears im sorry to see you go me and your son have got into bother together aswell you know, we will miss you man as long as our tears flow but hopefully the carnival will pick you up as they go, ken you were my next door neighbour my friends farther and a savior hopefully we will meet again all the best and god speed to you my friend To ken a 46 year old that past too soon my friends dad a good mate and a great farther we all miss you man god speed to you and heavens best good night mate. 15/02/07 4am

Let Love Flow Freely
Love believes what cannot be possible. And then love makes it happen. Love is the reason that defies all reason. Love unites even those who could never otherwise agree. Give love not because it's your obligation. Give love because you can. Offer love not because you seek some treasure in return. Offer love, and you'll find that it is the treasure. When you're not sure what to say, let love do the talking. If you can't decide which way to go, decide to act from a perspective of love. Love connects, empowers, illuminates and understands like nothing else can. Let love flow freely from every moment in your life. -- Ralph Marston

The Doword Spiral
THE DOWNWORD SPIRAL You showed me happiness You showed me love I was finally at peace then you took it all away You took my heart and thru it away You left me with nothing Even less then what I had before I proved time and time again I would be there to save you Now your gone Who saves me

Do It Again
Instantly awakened by my imagination old fashioned infatuation, i can be anything that you want me to be, and you can have me in every position that you dreamed, i know you've got a wild streak, you're a freak, you're alone in your bed with graphic images in your head, Let me do what i want to do with you let me tie you down lick you up and flip you all around let me tell you how sexy you are, as i'm goin' down on you in the car, feeling this good is a sin, uh uh uh um um lets do it all over again, do it all over again, do it Just one thought this might get boring wake me up in the morning by pouring honey on my body and lickin it off and taking me to concerts and then you're takin off your top i know you've got a wild streak, you're a freak then your back in our room with a bride and a groom, Let me do what i want to do with you, let me tie you down, lick you up and flip you all around let me tell you how sexy you are as i

Wassail - Take Your Pick
English Wassail Ingredients: 1 pint water 1 cup of honey 4 cloves 3 sticks of cinnamon 2 lemons thinly sliced 1 bottle medium dry red wine Directions: Boil together water, honey, cloves and cinnamon for five minutes. Add two lemons thinly sliced and allow the mixture to stand for 7 or 8 minutes. Add a bottle of medium dry red wine and heat slowly until just below boiling point. Then pour into a jug and serve hot. This recipe for English Wassail serves/makes 6 Light Wassail Yield: Makes 10 to 12 servings. • 1 gallon apple cider • 2 cups cranberry juice • 1/2 to 1 cup brown sugar, to taste • 2 teaspoons cinnamon • 1/2 teaspoon ground cloves • 1 orange, thinly sliced Combine all ingredients in a large saucepan or pot, adjusting sugar to taste, and simmer for 30 minutes. Serve in mugs, or pour into a punch bowl and serve warm in cups. Holiday Wassail II Ingredients: 6 cups apple cider 2 1/2 cups apricot nectar 2 cups unsweetened pineapple juice

Jus Some Poetry
A Dream After all the years ive known you i still feel the same... I melt when i see your face and even hear your name... I wish i was your's for now and forever... I wish there was an "us" a you and I together I love you and someday you will see... And just then it will be you and me... If time was money id spend it all on you... If i said i loved you, i culd say it an it be true... If a dream could last forever, id dream of you and me... If i could spend time with u id ask for eternity... You mean more to me than you will ever know My love for you wont fade, it can only grow

Traffic Controller
>> A TEXAS AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLER >> >> You gotta love this one! >> >> Dallas ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911--You are cleared to land eastbound on >> runway 9R." >> >> Saudi Air 911: "Thank you Dallas ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on >> infidel's runway 9R --Allah be Praised !!" >> >> Dallas ATC: "Tower to Iran Air 711--You are cleared to land westbound on >> runway 27L." >> >> Iran Air 711: "Thank you Dallas ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's >> runway 27L.- -Allah is Great !!" >> >> Pause: Static............. >> >> Saudi Air 911: " DALLAS ATC ! DALLAS ATC !!! " >> >> Dallas ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?" >> >> Saudi Air 911: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY GOING >> IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS !!! WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE !!! INSTRUCTIONS >> PLEASE!!! >> >> Dallas ATC: "Well bless your hearts. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah >> 'hey' for us -- ya hear?

Yet Another Heartbreak....
my husband called tonight...and i missed his call. ive been crying since midnight and the tears just wont stop. the last time he was allowed a call was for christmas...and i miss his voice terribly. right now id give anything to be able to talk to him. to tell him how much i love him..how much i miss him...but i cant. im heartbroken...and the hole left in my heart when he left just got a little bigger. i feel empty...i know some of you dont understand how missing one phone call can send me into a spiral of pain and tears but put yourselves in my position. imagine your significant other gone for months. they're only allowed one call every so many months and you miss it. now you have to wait months before you can talk to them again...before you can hear their voice again. i really needed to hear his voice...it isnt a want..its a need.

Sandpaper People - Know Any???
(emailed to me by a friend of mine, Danny...) â€œBeloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.â€ 1John 4:11 (NKJ) Devotion: Have you ever encountered a â€œsandpaper person?â€ You know, someone that rubs you the wrong way. Most of us want to run and hide from sandpaper people. Sometimes we escape them, but not for long. Eventually, we will run head-on into another one. Why? Because God is doing some of His best work in us when He places sandpaper people in our lives. Have you ever noticed how hard it is to love a sandpaper person? Theyâ€™re usually arrogant, mean, rude and selfish. They like to demand their own way and boast in their accomplishments. Yet, God has called us to love all peopleâ€”not just the lovable, but the unlovable as well. The Bible says, â€œBeloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one anotherâ€ (1 John 4:11). You may be thinking thatâ€™s impossible. Youâ€™re right; in our own strength we canâ€™t love the unlovely. Yet,

Questions???
What happens when you don't try anymore??? What happens all the things you had are not there??? What happens when you realize life isn't a score??? What happens all you know is fear??? What happens when you see there is nothing more??? What happens when you have left is that one tear??? When does this life start to make a little sense??? When does start to get that much easier??? When does it feel like you are put up against the fence??? When does it seem like all the people are getting cheesier??? When does it seem like you lose all your confidence??? When does it make right just to be a people pleaser??? Where did all of your hope seem to go??? Where did your life really begin??? Where did the river of life start to flow??? Where did you learn to live in that skin??? Where did you decide to be the average joe??? Where did you decide that you should fit in??? Why is it right for you to think your weak??? Why is it the last thing you get is not what you want??

A Few More Poems These Are Short And Sweet.
Things sure have changed. I remember a time when things were so simple and real; That seems like for ever ago now, just a memory I feel. People are filled with hate, greed and evil rage; Seeds of hate grow strong as life turns another page. A decietfully beautiful flower grows by the the way; Hate's seed full grown, awaiting Death's atonement day. Things sure have changed. Joey L Bellmore Copyright ©2007 Joey L Bellmore Eat Me Yes, I know it, you say I shouldn't say the words. I say Eat Me because all these rules are for the birds! It's part of a literary masterpiece so, It can't be bad. "Eat Me" was on the cake in Wonderland that Alice had! If you dont like it, dont listen while I say it loud. Eat me, Eat me, Eat me and make your momma proud! Joey L Bellmore Copyright ©2007 Joey L Bellmore

Leroy
i'm the dumbest bitch in the world...let a girl with no where to stay sleep in the same house as your boyfriend and no you won't get fucked but she sure as hell will....so here I am not sure whether to cry scream or punch a wall. All I want is my family, a mommy and daddy and a baby in the middle...only problem is, that the daddy is a cheating piece of scum and yet i still love him...wondering if we can work through this and knowing the answer to that is going to be no...I need advice, i need a friend and most of all i need a percocet so i can eat a bunch and just forget the pain i'm in....and to think i thought my pill popping days were over....anyone got any pain killers....no to tell you the truth i really don't have to much of a problem with them...bad back and all i get the precribed but shit i wish i had some now.what do i do? Do i let him back in only to hurt me again or do i get out now while i'm numb.? I don't fucking know anymore I guess i wasn't lieing when i said I was

Who Is Jack Schitt?
For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a rather nervous disp

Album Cover That I Designed
My cousin in-law asked me to design an album cover for his Jazz band here in Pueblo, CO called Wallace Bones & Tubbs. He wanted me to do Characatures of him and his band mates. So here it is: Tell me what you think of it! Thanks

Brad New Day
walking throught he dark caves of my soul hearing the screams of the past why must they haunt me i wish i could set them free chained to my heart for all eternity scattered tears fall from my eyes scars brokern open once again emotions areise from the abyss time stands still light breaking through pain drifts away tomorrow's a brand new day poem written by : Cassandra N.

Waiting
I am lost. No one can find me. I am falling. No one can catch me. Can I turn back? Can I make it? Only the one above can tell. Can he hear my cries? Am I doomed? I am scared. No one can comfort. Darkness is setting in. When will the light break through? Tears falling. No one to wipe them away. Heart breaking. No one there to mend. Its funny how I feel so alone when I’m surrounded. Battles fought not won. Waiting for a better day. Waiting, waiting , constantly waiting for a brighter tomorrow. ã By: Cassandra Royline Nolasco

The Rainbow Of Friendship
The weave of romance, friendship and love Always alive, moving with the two Their hopes and sharing The strength and warmth Each can give Each can be free And then the play unfolds When each can Live for the other Nurturing and inspiring Only the problems unforgiven Could end . . . The rainbows and real fun The times outdoor and flush With each other and breezes The light fills both lives A beach is the edge of their one heart The sky the cover of the naked Excitement and delight In giving Giving Giving If it isn't giving It isn't living

Valentine's : The Day After
It seems like Valentine's Day was about a billion years ago, but it was really only yesterday. What could possibly account fer this rift in time? It could be related to the fact that I have had an extraordinarily busy day. Or, it could have something to do with the fact that a wonderful person I've met here said something about her dream of a long-awaited soul partner from the Eastern country? (Well, obviously I'm from The East, well South East actually! LOL) I was overwhelmed, in a good way, of course! I suppose it really helps that I have been working basically full time hours recently and live all by meself! Who knows what next Valentine's Day will bring? Perhaps I will be in a serious relationship by then. But then again, perhaps not. Perhaps I will have to take advantage of the visit from television's Fab Five, the stars of "Queer Eye fer the Straight Guy" so they can set me straight - in a manner of speaking! LMFAO Not that straight, :p Chazz

My Valentine Poem
valentines are very sweet they sometimes knock you off your feet. its a day to show your love for another even though some people just dont bother. i show my love for each of you so know this my valentine my love for you is very true..

To Be Gentle
"One of the essential characteristics we need to learn as men was to be gentle, and to be gentle means to be serene, to enter meditation or a prayerful state in the morning and evening." The most important talk we can do during any day, is to start the day with prayer and meditation. We need to ask the Creator to be in our lives. We ask Him to direct our thinking. We ask Him for the courage and the power to be gentle. In the morning quiet time, we make our request for guidance using our spiritual tools. We pray for the people and we pray for ourselves. In the evening, we thank the Creator for the day, for the lessons and for the opportunity to be of service to others. Then we go to sleep. Great Spirit, today, show me the power of being gentle. Starting the day with a thank you to Creator is a great way to get on track for the day. By asking him to use us as he sees fit we allow our self will to be taken care of and guided by the Great one. Please know I tha

Joke
> A skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and Sees this > HUGE black guy standing next to him. > > The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down and says: "7 > feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound left testicle, 3 pound > right testicle, Turner Brown." > > The white man faints and falls to the floor. > > The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says, > "What's wrong with you?" > > In a weak voice the little guy says, "What EXACTLY did you say to me?" > > The big dude says, "I saw your curious look and figured I'd just give you > the answers to the questions everyone always asks me. I'm 7 feet tall, I > weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20 inch private, my left testicle weighs 3 > pounds, my right testicle weighs 3 pounds, and my name is Turner Brown." > > The small guy says, "Turner Brown?!... Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, > 'Turn around'!"

Odd Start To The Day!
Early meetings drive be a little crazy! I have a meeting at the high school with Taylor's teachers at 7:15 a.m. So I need to start kid delivery to school much earlier than usual!! Ah, well. I hope everyone had a lovely Valentine's Day! Thank you to everyone who sent Valentine's greetings; I do appreciate it! Valentine's Day was certainly not acknowledged at my house, lol! Except for the oversized teddy bear one of the guys gave his girlfriend. Teddy bear was the size of a toddler! I hope his girlfriend liked it, lol! I must say it is interesting having teenage guys around. Observing their behavior is a hoot! I've taught Taylor how to touch up his own black nail polish! Had to teach Tim the best way to cover up a hickey, lmao!! Excuse me? If you don't want the hickey viewed by the Goddess and everyone else, make sure it's in a place no one can see! Got alot of off-color comments over that one. Hey, if it's on your neck, deal with it! I think hickeys are totally adolescent!! Wait,

Thank God
THANK GOD THE RAIN FALLING DOWN TONIGHT THANK GOD FOR THE PAIN LETS ME REMEMBER THAT I AM ALIVE. YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE U AND U KNOW I CANT LIE THANK GOD FOR THE RAIN TONIGHT HIDING THESE TEARS THAT I CRY. IT'S ONLY FOR THE LONLINESS AND MISSING U MY DEAR. WANTING TO BE IN UR ARMS JUST TO HAVE U NEAR. WANTING JUST TO KISS YOUR LIPS TO LOOK INTO UR EYES OH THANK GOD FOR THE RAIN TONIGHT HIDING THESE TEARS THAT I CRY. MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

A Day Late But I Saved That Buck People Always Say They Are Short Of.
I should be embarssed about how nutty I acted the other day but I'm not. If I miss my meds I'm a nightmare and I've been a nightmare for almost three days. I feel horrible today. I need someone to cheer me up. I think I just really need to be touched by someone other than myself.

A Lil Up Date
whats up ppl?????? well a lil update on whats going on or whats fixxin to happen. I stayed all day at the hospital yesterday with my lil girl we had just a visit to pre-op to pre-care i was there from 10- 4:30 yesterday running here and running there trying to get everything set up for Tuesday when her surgery is. she is getting her tonsils and adenoids and tubes put in her ears so i wont be on here for Tuesday and Wednesday due to the fact that she will have to stay over night so I'm hoping and praying that her asthma don't start up while we are there or it might be longer. so everyone please pray and keep her in your thoughts that she makes a full recovery and that nothing else goes wrong. i know its for her best or i wouldn't be doing it. she cant hardly sleep at nights or talk that good and always coughing with these tonsils in now. I've never seen tonsils this big they are a size of a dollar coin so she hardly has a breathing way left that is why they are going to do this suppe

How "they" Do It When It Comes To Sex. . .
Accountants do it with Double Entry Acupuncturists do it with a small prick Ambulance drivers come quicker Australians do it Down Under Bankers do it with interest Bartenders do it on the Rocks Chess players check their Mates Cops do it with cuffs DJs do it on request Deep-sea divers do it under extreme pressure Dentist do it orally Detectives do it under cover Don't do it with Bankers, most of them are Tellers Engineers do it to specification Firemen do it with a big hose Frank Sinatra does it his way Garbagemen cum twice a week Gardeners do it in the bushes Gas attendants Pump all day Housewives do it for an allowance Jockeys gallop hard and finish fast Landlords do it every 1st of the month Mountain Climbers like to be on top Pianists touch, tickle, and titilate! Pizza delivery men come in 30 minutes or it's free Truckers do it in the road Travel Agents do it in lots of different places Waiters and waitresses do it for tips Watch out for tennis players

I Am So Sore...
Yeah, I know that three times in one day is not much to make one sore, but trust me, after the rampage my hubby put me through yesterday, I am VERY sore. Didn't really even wait for me to get wet except the first time. He just ripped my pants off and went at it. And I LOVED it. He hasn't done that in forever, and I love it when he gets in the mood to talk dirty to me. I was so tired last night, after the third time I konked out...

Little Johnny, What Element Do You Want?
In school one day, the teacher decided that in science class she would teach about the elements. So she stood in the front of the class and said, "Children, if you could have one raw element in the world what would it be?" Little Stevie raised his hand and said, "I would want gold, because gold is worth a lot of money and I could buy a Porsche." The teacher nodded and called on little Susie. Little Susie said, "I would want platinum, because platinum is worth more than gold and I could buy a Corvette" The teacher smiled and then called on Little Johnny. Little Johnny stood up and said, "I would want silicon." The teacher said, "Why Johnny?" He responded by saying, "Because my mom has two bags of it and you should see all the sports cars outside our house!"

Vday Confusion (same As Myspace Blog)
Happy V day everyone. This morning is really wierd. Started off with my sis trying to walk mom to the bathroom and her head and i guess body going out on the trip to it. We finaly got her to it (her legs wouldnt straiten and she was just dead weight) But then she wouldnt go to the bathroom, or stay sitting up or respond to us talkin to her. So we by the grace of god picked her up on either side and carried her back to her bed, where she lay but still cant streatch her legs out or do anything simple like trying to talk. Anyways we've called the nurse to come see her, cause the small bedside toilet we got her, we finaly got her to try to use it, but she cant, took everything to get her to it, but her bodys just not working. So I hope they put her back in the hospic unit again to get her fixed up or something cause my sis works tomorrow and i cant pick her up. Plus i got all dads bank stuff done today that needed to be done (which i actualy got the call to get the bank statements from the

Lavender...lmao
Lavender(not letting mindless people get to me)@ CherryTAP This stupid Bitch thinks im brained washed from a good friend of mine... get a clue you stupid moron biatch...if i need saving...he'll be the first person i run too......LMAO! You really need to get a life ...its unhealthy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now Lavender be a good little girl/boy and go play in the street! Also I will delete ppl that are on my list and hers..She is using you to get to me... Been going on for along time...

Nasties *&^&%*^
I think Im one of those people now, that are easily amused, and its easy for me to Laugh. Dont get me wrong I cant stand stupid shit or people.MOST of the time I am very patient and it takes ALOT to annoy me but man when you hit that limit, Im done. Please just dont be stupid and I dont mean lack of knowledge stupid, I mean just plain STUPEEEEDDDDDDDD.Ignorance (they say .. and no I dont know who they is) Is no excuse, ALTHOUGH I dont really believe that. Heres an example, You know the fruit cakes that get online and first thing they want to do is say hey Jenna, You getting naked today??THATS stupid, becauseeeeee WHEN EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR have I EVERRRRRR given anyone the idea at some point I was going to be??? SCUSE MEEEE but the ONLY thing I shall be wearing is a DAMN FOOKING TWENTY LAYER NEON GREEN ESKIMO SUIT....with a jacket and 31 pairs of socks..HELLLLO!!! AND NO NO NO FUCKING NOOOOOOOO I will NOT Check and tell you the ''Status of the moisture level DOWN THERE'' that

Relationships
HEY EVERYBODY, WELL LOVE DAY IS OVER BUT I HPE EVERYBODY HAD A GREAT ONE, I KNOW I DID. I JUST WANT TO REMIND YOU GUYS OUT THERE THAT YOU DONT NEED A HOLIDAY TO MAKE YOUR LADY FEEL SPECIAL, AND I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT DOING ANYHTHING BIG. JUST SIMPLE THINGS YOU CAN DO, LIKE WALK UP TO HER AND TELL HER HOW GOOD SHE LOOKS THAT DAY OR TELL HER HOW MUCH YOU APPRECIATE HER, AND EVEN JUST A SMALL UNEXPECTED KISS CAN MEAN SO MUCH TO US, TRY TO SHOW YOUR WOMAN YOU LOVE HER EVERY DAY !!! AND TO ALL YOU WOMAN OUT THERE THE SAME GOESFOR YOU WITH YOUR MEN.. LET THEM KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM TO. DONT TAKE YOUR RELATIONSHIPS FOR GRANTED, CHERISH THE ONE YOU LOVE :)

Valentines Day *the Day After*
so all of you ladies who were all depressed yesterday because you didnt want to be alone blah blah... let me ask you this...? is the world still spinning? Is there still snow all over the damn place? alrighty then...stop bitching... i think its retarded to think that there is something wrong with you or that you are somehow less than because you dont happen to have someone on someday that someone pulled out of their ass and called the day of love... its just a day...it doesnt DEFINE you... that being said...ladies....i love ya...i really do...but if i have to deal with this one more yr im just gonna go nuts... every yr theres some chick i havent talked to in months that will make a mad dash to not be alone and want to do something with me... damnit you havent talked to me all damn yr and now all of a sudden you miss my black ass.. i see right through you and its fucking sickening... its sad that my only purpose to you is to try and fil some void you think

Are You In Love, Lust, Or Just Married?
Are you in Love, lust, or just married? * LOVE......................when your eyes meet across a crowded room. * LUST.......................when your tongues meet across a crowded room. * MARRIAGE............when your belt won't meet around your waist, and you don't care. * LOVE......................when intercourse is called making love. * LUST.......................all other times. * MARRIAGE............what's intercourse? * LOVE......................when you argue over how many children to have. * LUST.......................when you argue over who gets the wet spot. * MARRIAGE............when you argue over money. * LOVE......................when you share everything you own. * LUST.......................when you think twice about giv

Jokes
> >One for the ladies > >One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- > > >shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, >"What setting do I use on the washing machine?" > > >"It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" > > >He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma " > > >And they say blondes are dumb... > > >----------------------------------------------------------- > > >A couple is lying in bed. The man says, > > >"I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." > > >The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." > > >----------------------------------------------------------- > > >"It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of >the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed >the lawn like this?" > > >"Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. > > >----------------------------------------------------------- >

Jus Rambling!
So yea I am so over whelmed. Im tryin to get out on my own so I look to the state for help but they will not help untill I move out. Yet, the whole reason I have to ask for help is IN ORDER TO move out. It just doesnt make since to me. Im also really stressed over child support drama. I have no one who will help me and it looks like a lot of shit that Im gonna be goij through. Dna testing on Daniel and his son Aiden then court dates and of course the best part of all the waiting game. God why does everythign have to be so damn hard right now and confusing. ANother reason IM totally stressed my whlel body is TOATLLY fucked up. After the miscarriage last month (Which I STILL have not told my mom about) my whole cycle has gone topsy turvey. It has no damn clue what the hell it wants to do now. Im also soooo over these damn B/C pills they gave me. WHats the point if Im not with anyone, right? Aiden is stressin me out like usual. I know he misses his daddy. I wish I could

God Help Us...im Catholic And Proud
Thought you might enjoy this interesting prayer given in Kansas at the opening session of their Senate. It seems prayer still upsets some people. When Minister Joe Wright was asked to open the new session of the Kansas Senate, everyone was expecting the usual generalities, but this is what they heard: "Heavenly Father, we come before you today to ask your forgiveness and to seek your direction and guidance. We know Your Word says, 'Woe to those who call evil good,' but that is exactly what we have done. We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and reversed our values. We have exploited the poor and called it the lottery. We have rewarded laziness and called it welfare. We have killed our unborn and called it choice. We have shot abortionists and called it justifiable. We have neglected to discipline our children and called it building self esteem.

My Bulletin Bout Happy Hour
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Ok
ok i going to make this clear not to be rude or shity ok some one flaged my pic as nsfw and it makes me kinda mad cause i marked my naughty pics and the one i didnt think was nsfw but some else did. ok if u think my pics are not safe for work will u please tell me and i will mark them give me the chance before marking un safe for work. cause a got problem with me come to me dont go to another source and no if did come to me about it i wouldnt get shity or mad .

Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I

Ghetto Mindstate ... In Progress
Hook: 'Cause this is my Ghetto Mindstate/ kept my mind on pace while I ran these streets/ MY LIFE 'Cause this is my Ghetto Mindstate/ kept myself out of place as I try to live in peace/ MY MIND 'Cause this is my Ghetto Mindstate/ am I ever gonna change am I ever gonna see/ MY LIGHT Livin' that Ghetto Mindstate 'cause this block's hot/ Run up in yo' spot with my porcelain glocks cocked/ What you shocked? Now that you stopped/ I'ma take this opportunity to bust my shots/ Mercy's for the weak, and only the strong survive/ Countin' blessins that I'm still alive, Now I strive/ To change inside, but to the rules I must abide/ My mind and heart just don't wanna coincide/ Its like I'm being torn in all different directions/ When I look in the mirror, I see different reflections/ My intensions got the different sections respectin'/ 'Cause this Ghetto Mindstate got us money collectin'/ Through some violent visions, I've become increasingly driven/ Comtemplating ways, achievin' my own amb

All These Rules
Well I'm sitting here rating pictures and this thing comes up that says I have reached my limit for the day. What's up with that? How can you go to the next level without points? And I post comments but would anyone really like a comment without getting a 10 with it? Hmmmm

Im Going Crazy
So when do you know you are actually having a break down? Is it when everything else in your life doesnt matter anymore or when you get to the point of never wanting to leave your bed? The point of burn out has arrived. I have to make a crucial decision soon. What do I give up? School, work, relationship, extracurricular activities and/or all of the above? Anyways, Happy 'day after' Valentine's Day to all you mofos that I love. :) You had me at hell no. Valentine's Day it was not a day to feel down if you're single. If you look around, you'll see that love is all around and remember, love starts with you so love yourself, lord knows Im trying. Plus, one day I might show my love for you. PFFTH! Here, I will put myself on a valentine's auction just because I'm lame like that and there's not much else to do today. Amuse me. :) ::holds the deeds to my heart:: I do not discriminate against gender. Random things I can do ( or think I can do in my own mind) or am/and like....

Valentine's Day
Yesterday was an amazing day. I don't know how else to describe it but... it was something I'll never forget. I was supposed to work the overnight shift on the 13th... but I got "iced" in at J's place. (Oh darn!!! lol) So, at midnight, I got to fall asleep in J's bed... and sleep curled up with him all night long. I awoke to him crawling up behind me whispering "happy valentine's day baby" in my ear. How wonderful! We spent the day together just doing the usual things... that's a treasure for us as our time is usually limited. We'd already exchanged our Valentine's gifts (J's notorious for wanting to do things early!! lol) and I was heading home to my children. He asked if he could take me out for dinner and I of course accepted. When he picked me up, his eyes sparkled and he said "I have a surprise for you." He could hardly contain himself and that made me 10 times more excited. Even though we were still driving along in the car... he couldn't wait!! He asked me to

Just Wondering Why
ok i just wanna know why guys and probably some females( althought i have'nt been their yet) ask to chat You up on messenger and then when they start talking to you.. they ask Do you have any naughty pic?? and Your answer is No .. then they say Why Not?? well first of all if i had some i would maybe only let one person .. see them and HE knows who He is .. and yeah He is the lucky one.. and if and when He is ready for that He will let me know.. so please if that is all You want then dont bother to look me up.. Because if YOu arent MASTERCUFF You wont be seeing any naughty ones

Little Leroy
Little Leroy came into the kitchen where his mother was making dinner. His birthday was coming up and he thought this was a good time to tell his mother what he wanted. "Mom, I want a bike for my birthday." Little Leroy was a bit of a troublemaker. He had gotten into trouble at school and at home. Leroy's mother asked him if he thought he deserved to get a bike for his birthday. Little Leroy, of course, thought he did. Leroy's mother, being a Christian woman, wanted him to reflect on his behavior over the last year and write a letter to God and tell him why he deserved a bike for his birthday. Little Leroy stomped up the steps to his room and sat down to write God a letter. LETTER 1: Dear God: I have been a very good boy this year and I would like a bike for my birthday. I want a red one. Your friend, Leroy Leroy knew this wasn't true. He had not been a very good boy this year, so he tore up the letter and started over. LETTER 2: Dear God: This is your friend Lero

Taurus: The Tramp...do You Live Up To Your Zodiac??
As for me I am a Taurus...the ultimate of lovers...hehehe. which are you? AQUARIUS: Does it in the water once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The l

Bored
im so bored and tired and i need more friends it sux i have nothing to do but sit here on my computer and talk to people and when people dont talk to me then i screwed it sux ass but to the people that do talk to me great and thank u. u make me un bored but sometimes no one talks to me but hey its all good its not that i have no life i just have nothing to do i take care of my kids have no car and i live in the gayest town in indiana so thats another reason why im so bored my kids are fun but only for a little bit so if u ever feel bored enough u can talk to me k so yeah thats all i have to say fucking bored and need a life

The Virtue Fortitude
As you fall into eternal slumber to face the all revealing judgement day reviewing your dignity and courage there will be very little dept to pay. facing all your fears with resolution as did Andreia, who tamed the lion, wild malignant tendrils claimed your body your spirit fought with a strength of iron. You battled as suffering grew harder as your grasp on life started to ebb, that's what makes the dawn come up like thunder, the fortitude that braved that cancerous web

'i Hope You Dance... '
(received this from a friend today -- enjoy!!) This was written by an 83-year-old woman to her friend. *The last line says it all. * Dear Bertha, I'm reading more and dusting less. I'm sitting in the yard and admiring the view without fussing about the weeds in the garden. I'm spending more time with my family and friends and less time working. Whenever possible, life should be a pattern of experiences to savor, not to endure. I'm trying to recognize these moments now and cherish them. I'm not "saving" anything; we use our good china and crystal for every special event such as losing a pound, getting the sink unstopped, or the first Amaryllis blossom. I wear my good blazer to the market. My theory is if I look prosperous, I can shell out $28.49 for one small bag of groceries. I'm not saving my good perfume for special parties, but wearing it for clerks in the hardware store and tellers at the bank. "Someday" and "one of these days" are losing their grip on m

Boy Molestation At Red Apple Elementry
As most of you around Racine know if you have watched the news lately,There was a 1st grade boy that was molested by a man On Monday or Tuesday of this week. They took DNA from the boy from the man that had done the most hurtful thing you can ever do to that young of a child. My daughter Hailey is in pre-school,and the whole school's parents were informed of this after it had happened. I went to go to my normal visit to observe her at the chool with the teacher's and as soon as i got off the bus and went to go inside the front doors,i noticed a 3 person party in front of the school,One had a camera on his shoulder. One of the two men had asked if they can speak to me as for what i had known about what happened,and what my feelings on it. Well,I answered everything while they had the camera pointed at me,And recording! After the questioning was over with,They had told me it all will be put on the 5 or 6pm news tonight. Then proceded to go see my daughter! If anyone is intereste

Who's The Ambassador Of Romance In Venus,a Brief About Him
I am the Wind Of Eternity, "I am the heartbeat. I bring peace to those seeking it. I really feel that love is the only key to everything, And for me, love is sex. When i'm having sex, i can feel every little bit of the universe in my veins. This is why i am so refreshing and can have sex for three days without even sleeping. I am the channel, dedicated to make you feel the life, through loving." I am Smoke On The Water, "I am the prayer. I am the bridge between my lovers and god. I feel everything you feel, i feel everything god feels. I always have something to say, but instead of just saying it, i want to sing it with my body on you. I am your best dream, and worst nightmare. I am what you are hiding, and i am gonna be revealed in bed." I am Piercing Truth, I am the mirror. I absorb and own everything i come close to. Knowledge is my weapon. When i'm in bed, my partners are usually shocked to see that i completely know what they want and need. My thirst for sex, is actually t

I Came Back......
I came back!!! ..... the reasons i left were a little weird but...i guess i missed it on here a little bit. I missed some of the people on here too. Now since ive been back most of the invites ive sent out those people have responded and re-added me. Then there are those who havent. Now let me just start this little "blog" of mine with one of my famous quotes......GET OVER YOURSELF!!! If its a problem to re-add me then ya never should have asked me to be ya damn friend in the first place. Secondly dont act like you dont know im on here. Please we all know you cant creep around this site!!! Third....WHATEVER!!! WOW my first blog and already its off to a roaring start!!! Thanks for waking the demon you asshole!!!

Personal Point Of View
Poetry has magic, especially when it come from the heart. It can touch us, move us, delight us, enlighten us, make us laugh, make us cry, and both soften and enrich our deepest memories. It is the tie that bind one stranger to another, often in friendship, sometimes in love, always in understanding. Poetry is about love and passion, about poems that communicate deep and profound feelings of the heart and soul. It's about people. People like you and me. People who have experienced life and love, the good and the bad, and wish to share those feelings with friends.

Amazing Story -- Uss New York -- Did You Know???
USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center . It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're going to be back." The ship's motto? "Never Forget" Please keep th

1975 (my Birth Year) Was An Great Year
In 1975 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford is president of the US Evacuation of US civilians from Saigon as Communist forces complete takeover of South Vietnam FBI agents capture Patty Hearst, who is indicted and convicted of bank robbery Teamster Jimmy Hoffa disappears without a trace Marines rescue the crew of the American ship the Mayaguez near Vietnam First Lady Betty Ford says in an interview that she thinks her children have tried marijuana Natalie Imbruglia, Drew Barrymore, David Beckham, Enrique Iglesias, Angelina Jolie, and Tiger Woods are born Cincinnati Reds win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl IX Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Production begins on Star Wars Jaws and The Rocky Horror Picture Show are the top grossing films Soul Train premieres on television in the United States "The Way We Were" (performed by Barbara Streisand) wins the Grammy for best song Saturday Night Live and Wheel of Fortun

Teardrops & Roses
Valentines Day is a day of love Here I am, all alone and feeling blue Longing for love’s gentle caress You know its only hurts when I breathe As the tears flows my face Wondering about you Where are you tonight Who are you with Did I enter your mind You’re on my mind most of the day And at night I go to bed and pray If the Lord has other plans We cannot know I can only wish and wait Not knowing this love’s fate I’ll still be yours and wait for you Until time is only a faded memory Because you are the one Who step in my life Who haunts my dreams from dark till morning dew Since I meet you My dream has been one Whatever comes our way May it be night or day I will love you always I’ve never known love like you give Deep love of heart and soul and mind Your love I will return in my affection Always loving you and never rejection I am a woman in love I need to know I am the one That’s the center of your heart No measure of time Do you know how it feels Can

Whats You Name Mean
Spell out your name with each letter and description. .. DOES YOUR NAME FIT YOU? STACY MEANS: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for great Kisser LOVES to flirt BEST SMILE is a freak in bed THIS IS SO COOL I HOPE ITS TRUE IF IT IS LET ME KNOW A: LOVES to flirt B: Loves people C: BEST SMILE D: Has one of the best personalities ever E: Freaking Sexy F: People wild and crazy adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Easy to fall in love with I: LOVES TO LAUGH J: Freaking Rowdy K: Really silly. L: Best in Bed M: Makes dating fun N: gets blamed for EVERYTHING O: Loved by everyone P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Has a nice ass. S: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for T: great Kisser U: Gets hugs V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: is a freak in bed Z: Lives life for fun

I Need Help Please....
I AM IN A MILF CONTEST AND AM WAY.... BEHIND!! IT RUNS TIL SUNDAY SO I AM HOPING I CAN CATCH UP WITH YOUR HELP OF COMMENTS AND RATES...BOMBS AWAY!! I AM NOT ALLOWED TO COMMENT ON MYSELF SO I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET... THANX! CLICK ON MY PIC TO GET THERE:)

When I Was Born
In 1975 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford is president of the US Evacuation of US civilians from Saigon as Communist forces complete takeover of South Vietnam FBI agents capture Patty Hearst, who is indicted and convicted of bank robbery Teamster Jimmy Hoffa disappears without a trace Marines rescue the crew of the American ship the Mayaguez near Vietnam First Lady Betty Ford says in an interview that she thinks her children have tried marijuana Natalie Imbruglia, Drew Barrymore, David Beckham, Enrique Iglesias, Angelina Jolie, and Tiger Woods are born Cincinnati Reds win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl IX Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Production begins on Star Wars Jaws and The Rocky Horror Picture Show are the top grossing films Soul Train premieres on television in the United States "The Way We Were" (performed by Barbara Streisand) wins the Grammy for best song Saturday Night Live and Wheel of Fortune premie

Do You Really Like Me
here are some question to see if you really know me and to see if you really like me? 1. What is my favorite color? 2. What is it about me that you like? 3. Have we ever met? 4. Would you ever want to meet me? 5. How long have we known each other? 6. What do i think about you? 7. most of all would you ever want to be with me?

How Odd.
Mom and Dad told me of the mansion/castle. I went, armed with cigarettes and latex gloves to explore, and check it out. It was huge, sprawling, many drop offs and pits. A river ran under it. Night fell, I had to shimmy over a waterfall, easily 100' in the air. I found Death's scythe, and knew with it, I could have Her, and the power to rule. I refused, and left it. Eventually I found my way back out, days had passed, and I had no idea where I was. I wanderd the town until I found someone, and I asked where I was. "Ruth, New York" hundreds of miles from where I started. The couple I spent the night with knew of the castle, too. Time passed. Somehow it became mine....I asked what She would have looked like, had I taken the scythe. I was led to a ledge holding a statue of Her, only She was corrupt, and evil. I knew it was better this way, then. Still, I missed Her. I loved Her dearly. I hugged the statue in lieu of her. I never noticed the statue moving forward, being pushed

Just A Thought
Have you ever thought about what makes you sexy? I know I haven't. Why because I don't think I'm sexy, call it humility but I really don't see what females really see in guys like me. I try to be sexy but when I look at my pics I'm embarassed, but if the ladies like it I do it. I don't try to look gangster or hard this is just how I look. So what is it... Realest

Hugs & Kisses
I wish I could speak But you know what I mean To say how much I miss you And how glad I am But I have a surprise for you today A hug in your inbox and kisses Remember it comes from me It does not cost a thing, it is for free It is the perfect way for me to say I send my love from my arms right to you

Cyber Dream
The world is shattered, the day is over and nothing is what it seems. I close my eyes because night is nearing and I can retire to my cyberdreams. Reveries of barely concealed desire, taunt and torment my melancholy mind. I succumb to sleep's enveloped enticement, and let my forgotten soul unwind. Your face haunts from sadistic shadows, illuminating dreams like the full moon. My happiness turns to hostility because the night will be over far too soon. With the arrival of the traitor sun, your face will, once more, disappear. I will search in vain for you and cry because you are not here. You seem a million miles from reality, some distant time, some distant place. I lie alone on my empty barren bed and curse the tears rolling down my face. With a hope that dangles dormant, until I am claimed once more by night. I rage against the racist rising sun and turn away from the newborn light.

Takin A Little Break
just letting all my family, friends, and fans that i'm takin a little break from here.. i'll check in every once in awhile and see what's goin on.. everyone keep on cherry tappin and i'll keep in touch!! :)) have a good one.. jenn :))

Remeber This Anybody???
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts GOD LOL I have been walking down memory lane sorry friend's but this song bring's back memorie's of being a teenager and having your teeny booper girlfriend play this for me ah life is good and my life has been alright thing's like that help give you old smiles :)

A Fantasy (my Dick Will Be Hard Whilst I Type) ;)
I have a fantasy of being with 2 women at the same time. But I guess the weird part is how we would meet. Well, walking down the street in Center City, Philadelphia, I want to run into 2 sexy ass, thick females. They would be friends of course just walking down the street from a bar or something and here I come with a hundred pounds more muscle than I have now, a 10in dick and smokin a blunt. They would look at me with this intense look as we walk by each other and I would also look at them with the same intensity. We would stop in front of each other no words said just body language and a certain psychic connection of sexual energy and an unspoken understanding of what's about to happen next. They would take my hand and lead me to a secluded spot in a dark alley, undress me, revealing the rips and detail of my new found body from Iraq. One would be light skin and would immediately slurp up my already rocked cock. The other would start exploring my body with her tongue. F

New Earnhardt Movie -
I saw the new movie "DALE". I won tickets from a local Chevy dealership. The theater was so crowded that my friends & I had 2 sit in the 3rd row from the front. Normally i don't sit that close but in this case, because it was a movie about NASCAR, it was well worth it. I can't wait til it comes out on DVD. (Now I just need a TV that big.) LOL. If & when it comes out in the theaters for everyone 2 c, I wanna c it again, also in the 3rd row seats. AWESOME MOVIE!!!! I highly recommend it!!! (& when the credits roll @ the end, stay in ur seats. He makes a funny comment 'bout puttin' Gordon in the wall. VERY FUNNY!!!!) I never knew just how funny he was. We miss him & we'll never 4get him. He was a true NASCAR hero.

My Heaven
I look deep in your eyes I see there what I feel inside We share something between us Neither one of us can hide.. I feel your lips touch mine I lose all control All it took was a look and a kiss To know you were part of my soul I see your hands on my skin I want and need you to do more The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store.. I feel your need against my thigh I know you will fulfill my every wish We are made to fit together And all it took was a look and a kiss I look deep into your eyes And I see heaven there inside You make me feel so beautiful What I feel for you, I can not hide.

God Said 'oops!'
We all make them It is bound to happen You will create Another mistake Lose something important Forget a vital thing Give your heart to someone Who cares too little To embrace Not see the car ahead of you Say an unkind word Or respond in a way Most folks think absurd Spill this Drop that Misjudge a gas release It is part of being human The silly things you do The only thing you must get over Is always being you

Grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!
I have tryed to be nice and not hurt his feelings, but I am starting not to care. I have told him nicely that I am not wanting to be in a relationship, but he just won't get it. He thinks that there is someone else and there is not. I don't know what else to do or how to tell him that it is not him, but that it is me. I guess I will have to bring the bitch out and tell him to go fuck himself. I am starting not to care if I hurt his feelings or not cause being nice isn't working I see. He says I broke his heart, well guess what I won't be the first nor will I be the last and if he reads this, I hope he understands that life is full of heartache and that everyone gets there heart broken more than once in life. He is starting to scare me cause he won't just let it go and move on. If he don't stop I will have to find other ways to block him from me and then maybe he will get the hint. But for now I hope this will help. So get the hint and back the fuck off.

Hit The F........
Life begins Simply, then someone sins The ball drops, the ball rolls, the ball dies Soul eaters, whore mongers, and murderers arise All from the dregs of what societies despise No one holds on to truth anymore Those who, though, life adore Hit the floor...

Check Out My Hot Friend I Met On Here Today
http://cherrytap.com/user/503526 shes hot and a blonde like me. Dont you think we would do great doing some shoots together one day soon? Alision Angel sexy girl you!!! Licks and spanks..Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Taylor
This is my sister-in-law's younger sister. Keep her in your thoughts and prayers. Shes an awesome little girl. Please post this link and help out ant way you can. The projected cost of the operation is $750,000 http://www.cotafortayloramiem.com/

Shadow Of 2 Bodies
In the flickering light of candles shadows of two bodies One man and one woman Are projected on the wall. The scene could be one Of an erotic painting As the woman Moves her body forward Pressing her breast To the man's face Where he gently Takes her nipple into his mouth While his hand strokes The other full milky white breast And his tongue and fingers Cause the nipples to harden. The walls cannot hear But if they could They'd hear the breathing and panting Of two lovers in throes of passion. In the flickering light of candles The shadows of two bodies One man and one woman Are projected on the wall.

Dedicated To A Dear Friend
it is short but never the less a heart-felt poem Eternally Broken Endless pain Screaming shadows haunt my dreams Tearing out my heart Shredding my soul Bleeding forever more Strife is all too much to handle The underworld is my only peace Darkness the only way out Twilight memories possess my being Consuming all of what I used to be And what I want to be 2007-Dark Vampy Cassiel

Envision Our Love
My dearest love so far away Think of me as I am thinking of you If you could only envision my thoughts They will comfort you Envision my arms around you As you caress me tenderly Envision my lips touching your cheek As they whisper in your ear so sweetly I love you I want you I need you more everyday I cannot imagine life without you Do not ever leave me I pray At long last our waiting shall be ended I will be yours completely my dear At long last we will be together as intended Then you will whisper as you hold me near I have loved you forever I know we are meant to be I want you my darling As much as you want me As you envision my thoughts know they are honest and true Holding you close in my dreams Forever loving you.

Everlasting
If you could see me now If you could look into my eyes You would know I am eternally yours You would then realize I shall never love another My heart beats only for you Each beat echoing my everlasting love in all I say and do If two souls were to ever be as one 'tis your soul and 'tis mine If forever is everlasting then so is this love of mine. I know not of nevermore For what I feel is true It is desire, passion, and tenderness 'tis known as forevermore 'tis everlasting for you.

"the Little Old Lady And The Defense Attorney"
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own Words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in My swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done That since my Abner died some 30 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: His rubbing

Girls Night Out
Two women who had been friends for years, decided to go for a Girls Night Out, and were decidedly over enthusiastic on the martinis. Incredibly drunk and walking home, they needed to use the bathroom. They were very near a cemetery and one of them suggested they pee behind a headstone. The first woman had nothing to dry herself with so she thought she'd take off her panties, use them, then throw them away. Her friend, however, was wearing rather expensive underwear and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on one of the graves. She dried herself with the ribbon. After finishing, they then made off for home. The next day, the first woman's husband phoned the other husband and said, "This girls' night out thing has got to stop right now. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing." said the other husband, "Mine came home with a card stuck to her butt that said, "FROM ALL OF US AT THE FIRE STATI

Bastard Knight
Alone in the darkness where they wait, They thought to use a broken man as bait, Chains of iro they thought to bind, But it was anger that they did find, Blood running down his sides in streams, Yet all they hear is the winds hateful screams, Eyes shifting from colors of browns and greens to grey, The mistake was made in where they chose to stay, Once clean white walls now covered in blood, With sword in hand his rage had come as a flood, Now his enemies are dead and their blood on his hands, CLasping his steel skin back on it is time to join his war bands. A knight of shadows who is always alone not knowing where he comes from is the bastard knight you all know.

Angel
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!What's Your Theme Song?

Cheers To My Friend Mibs!!!!
Once again im writin a short little blog to let everyone know how awesome this guy is...and how easy he is to talk to. Plus...he manages..somehow to talk me thru my computer troubles...and TRUST ME...IM COMPUTER CHALLANGED..lol. I would be lost without him ...no doubt about it! I am so glad I met ya on CT MIBS...and I hope I am just as good to you as you are to me! LOVE YA! XOXOXOXO LYNNIE

Random Acts Of Kindness Week
Random Acts of Kindness Week. Yes, it's more than a slogan on a bumper sticker. It doesn't really matter what you do; kindness comes in all shapes and sizes. Maybe you can help an old lady cross the street, bring in your neighbor's trash cans, or help a stranger change a tire. If you have trouble thinking of something, here's a list that may spark some kind ideas. Leave a calling card, or just let it be a mystery. However you spread kindness this week, have fun and smile.

Slipknot-surfacing
FUCK YOU ALL! Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T ACCEPT! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! Picking through the parts exposed Taking shape, taking shag Over and over and under my skin All this MOMENTUM is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T ACCEPT! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! and don't you fuckin' Touch me You got all my love, livin' in your own hate Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back Every damn word I say is a sneak attack When I get my hands on you Ain't a fucking thing you can do Get this cuz you're never gonna get me I am the very disease you pretend to be I am the push that makes you move (x4) FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU

Rollercoaster
Yep you guessed it .......another lame poem lol I don't know how you do it make me feel all at once a million different emotions some i didnt even know i had or ones i didn't know i could feel at the same time i was glad i hate this crazy twisted ride even more because i'm not tied in but i think that's where the thrill is not knowing how it will end if i'll still be in this seat or if i will end up not it's like you are just standing there watching me on this ride somehow with me not knowing you were here next to me all this time your arms kept me in not letting me fly out at all with my eyes tightly closed i guess i couldn't see the only way you would get off this ride is if it was with me.......

Opposite Sex?
I have this friend who I knew since 1995. Shes been through hell most of her life and she got out of a bad relationship recently. She claimed she always thought I was hot and would give me a shot with her (Shes in another state), she called me about 5-6x for phone sex (until 1-2am) until she was shopping and got into an incident where she was on some form of medication. Alot of family issues fell on her, as well as being out of work. For a week she seemed to have written me off. She did this to me before and I found it annoying, and she just popped back up and I welcomed her with open arms and it seems like shes ready to pull this stunt again. I dont get the opposite sex, can someone help me out!?

I Was Board
Love is an illusion that helps us with our pathetic little lives. Dreams only come true for those who will never be totally satisfied. all these obstacles in life we have to jump over to feel the love you talk about just to sit alone in the end to suffer the hurt of loneliness once more. love no one like you love yourself family and friends they will always be there for you in the end. passion is a flavor in life that you can find in any one if you try to . Theres some one for everyone I mean come on all the over populated areas lol

Dutch Cuss Words And Translations
1.lik me reet...lick my ass 2.kus mijn knot....kiss my ass 3.eikel.....dickhead 3.etter....pain in the neck 4.klootzak....asshole 5.trut....bitch 6.kutwijf....bitch 7.hebbes....understand 8.tja....thinking 9.schop onder je kont.........beat your ass 10.slangen....snakes 11.spinnen....spiders 12. stront ook....shit too 13.krijg de klere....fuck you 14.Ik hou van jou.....I love you 15. tongzoen....french kissing 16. ik zal je laten genieten....I will give you pleasure 17.laat me genieten.....give me pleasure 18. liefje....baby 19.schatje.......sweetie 20.vrijen......making love 21.geil....horny 22.neuker.....fucker 23.neuken.....fuck 24.borsten ....breasts 25.tieten.....tits 26.neuk me....fuck me 27.ploert....jerk