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A Poem
WITH YOUR EYES SO SOFT IT'S EASY TO GET LOST I LOSE ALL TRACK OF TIME HOPING YOU WILL BE MINE WHEN TWO HEARTS BEAT AS ONE OUR LOVE HAS JUST BEGUN WHEN YOU HOLD ME TIGHT I KNOW THINGS WILL BE ALRIGHT IF WE SAT BY A FIRE WHAT WOULD YOU DESIRE IF YOUR EVER IN DOUBT JUST REACH OUT AND TAKE MY HAND I'LL BE THERE I'LL BE YOUR MAN

Many
Many people touch our hearts but dont seem to know Many people love us but dont know how to let their feelings show Many people may come and go but I just want to let you know Many people are not me So let your real feelings show So as the many people come and go I promise to never let you go So as the many people fail to let their real feelings show I promise to always let them show So as the many people come into my life I just go with the flow But once in awhile you meet a true friend That helps the feelings grow So thank you for not being like so many people That hurt others because it means alot you know

Shane And My Convo Lol
LOL §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: what to do what to do * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: i wish when u went on msn u could like... go hang out with whoever is online * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: like inside the internet or something ..[Nicole].. I Love Liquor LOL says: lol yeah I kno eh?..like..what would it be like? lol..would we all just be like..floating around with a white backround or what? lol * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: nope... we'd appear in a room... with all kinds of like wires on the walls with electricity flowing thru them LOL THAT IS SOO FUNNY

Your Right, I Don't Deserve...
I dont know what to think anymore. Its crazy, no matter how hard I try to keep certain things off my mind. They always keep comming back to haunt me. Dammit!! Should I really be thinking like this? I keep asking myself that question. But I just can't help it. The thoughts are addicting. And I love their intoxication. Feels better than any drug I've ever done. Feels better than any blade to the flesh. I wish I could share my thoughts with u, but it would be incriminating to my heart.

Scream
I Need To Scream But I Can't Cuz Rob Is Sleeping So I Will Do It On Here!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BREATHE HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BREATHE HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BREATHE HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Ok Thats Better

Bloggity Blog Blog Blog.....
If anyone really wants to see some blogs of mine... I have another site you can go to... www.xanga.com/jennluv420 There isn't much to it just yet... but I am working on it.. Writer's block is a Bitch!!! lol.. Peace and much love... and thanks for taking the time to read this.. :O)

What Piercing R U?
You scored as Belly Button Piercing. People who get this are usually really annoying. No I'm just kidding, I'm sure you're really nice. Well, no, you probably are kinda annoying. But in a good way. It's cute, really. Lots and lots of cute...Belly Button Piercing100%Cartilage Piercing90%Dirty Piercings70%Tongue Piercing70%Earlobe Piercing60%Nose Piercing60%Nipples60%Labret Piercing60%Lip Piercing0%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Confused
Im still sitting here listening to the songs he dedicated to me....wanting to cry but somehow holding it all back. I dont know why all this is happening to me but I just want to go hide until my heart and mind finally agree. My boyfriend is good to me but I dont think he knows what he really wants. He leaves in a lil over a month and well if he doesnt really know what he wants then how am I supposed to know??? Last night I asked him why he loved me and his answer was "because your fun to be around". Now what kind of answer it that to such a question. My baby's daddy still wants to be with me and well I guess I do still love him in some ways. But something tells me that he isnt the one who I'm meant to be with cuz of the way he was when he got home from AIT and the way he treated our lil one while we were together. Sometimes I just wonder if Im not supposed to be alone with my lil girl. If she isn't my life and there isnt supposed to be a guy to complicate things. I just w

How Good Do U Kiss?
You scored as Yippy Ki Yay!. Its good to experiment with kissing. Youve about perfected the art of kissing. Its fun to do! For those of you who didnt know, some studies show the bigger the lips the better the kisser. Just remember gentle kisses on the lips, and some tongue, and altering the speed etc., can feel really good too. Here some helpful tips: 1. be ready 2. no smoking 3. start out slow 4. up intensity *for romantic kissing touch the cheek *touch the neck and go down toward back to heat things up 5. develop a rythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands *holding or other 8. experiment 9. respond to partner 10. repeat!Yippy Ki Yay!75%Romantic Kisser63%Your more of a class act than youre giving yourself credit for31%How good do you kiss?created with QuizFarm.com

Sleepless Nights
Another sleepless night, I haven't had one in awhile. Well haven't had a major descion to make either. I work off instinct, it's the way my life is ran and know I have to really think. Dreams are like nightmares they both screw with your head. So is this a dream or something I should be scared of like a nightmare. Should I hope for the best and prepare for the worst and meet somewhere in the middle. I hope things change but most likely old demons will come and destroy everything. I'm trying to be postive but it's scary.

Bar Jokes I
A businessman enters a tavern, sits down at the bar, and orders a double martini on the rocks. After he finishes the drink, he peeks inside his shirt pocket, then orders the bartender to prepare another double martini. After he finishes that it, he again peeks inside his shirt pocket and orders the bartender to bring another double martini. The bartender says, "Look, buddy, I'll bring ya' martinis all night long - but you gotta tell me why you look inside your shirt pocket before you order a refill." The customer replies, "I'm peeking at a photo of my wife. When she starts to look good, I know it's time to go home."

I Cried So Bad Reading This
She was only five This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one\'s around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She\'ll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, \"Please God, why is My life always sinking? \" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She\'d get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she mad

Bar Joke 2
A woman in the bar says that she wants to have plastic surgery to enlarge her breasts. Her husband tells her, "Hey, you don't need surgery to do that. I know how to do it without surgery." The lady asks, "How do I do it without surgery?" "Just rub toilet paper between them." Startled the lady asks, "How does that make them bigger?" "I don't know, but it worked for your ass."

Keys To My Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

What Will Become Of Our Retarded President??
WE NO LONGER ACCEPT THE BUSH FAMILY FOR ALL THERE EVIL DEEDS, IN MY NAME, I WILL NEVER AND HAVE NEVER PREACHED ALL OUT VIOLENCE AND UMM. I DID HAVE A FEW MILLION HERE AND THERE KILLED IN MY NAME BUT LETS JUST KEEPS THAT BETWEEN YOU ME AND MY FOLLOWERS WHO MAKE EXCUSES FOR ALL MY UNEXCUSED CRIMES AND BLAME IT ON MY INNOCENT "ENEMY" LUCIFER, THANKS L FOR TAKEN THE BLAME FOR MY SCREW UPS IN HISTORY, SO WHAT WILL BECOME OF THE SOUL OF THIS RETARDED MORTAL AND PREACHER OF MINE YET PRACTICER OF YOU!! WHAT WILL BECOME OF OURRETARDED PRESIDENT???WE OF THE SIDE OF REASON, UNDERSTANDING AND NON CONFORMIST DENY THIS SOUL ENTRY INTO OUR STATE OF BEING, HE HAS CURSED OUR NAMES FOR FAR TOO LONG AND SHALL NOW CURSE THE NAME OF HIS SO CALLED CREATOR IN ORDER TO GAIN ENTRY INTO A PLACE WHERE HE IS NOT WANTED. BECAUSE WE ARE CONSIDERED EVIL IN YOUR EYES WE NORMALLY EXCEPT WHO YOU PUT DOWN AND REJECT, WHILE WE ARE SMARTER AND MORE FREE THINKERS WE CAN SEE THROUGH YOUR PLOY TO CAST HIM TO THIS HOLY PLACE

Happy Holidays
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com To all my friends and whoever else decides to read this LOL...some people like got rid of me when I took my lil vacay from here and now I can't message them or anything but still want to wish them, as well as everyone else, Happy Holidays....add me back if ya want to..Tonsa Hugs and Lotsa Luv to you all!!!!

I Would Have Loved To Have Been There :)
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So the next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon return to his office after mass, he found the following note on his door: 1. Sip the Vodka, don't gulp. 2. There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3. There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4. Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5. Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6. We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7. The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior, and the Spook. 8. David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him. 9. When David was hit by a rock and knocked off his do

A Soldiers Poem
Soldiers Poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDI

I'm Not Getting Anywhere
hey all my wifey is in a contest and i'm not getting anywhere doin the lovins myself.....please help and show her some love she is an awsome person and one that shows love in return....don't forget to say hi to her and she will love u back...here is her direct link....just click on pic THANK YOU AHEAD OF TIME TO ALL WHO DO HELP OUT.

Don't Let Yourself Down!
I enjoy the coloured autumn leaves falling again, but many people suddenly start to complain. The sun fades away it starts to get dark outside. Instantly people don't put their worries aside. I know your troubled mind, your failures and fears. I know you can't think straight, your face covered in tears. I do know that as soon as the sky turns grey, things do not necessarily turn out your way. Get yourself together, truly, but don't be the clown, find a balance, come on, don't talk yourself down. Such a bloody waste to whine this badly, its not worth it. NEVER ever again tell me that in this world you don't fit! Please my friend pay attention to things you've achieved. It'll be more to be proud of than you've every believed. Don't expect much from me now, to listen is all I can do. Just call me in time before you start feeling this blue.

You ..
You've conquered my heart right from the start. You knew all the right things to say .. in such a beautiful way You made me laugh and you made me cry .. But I still keep on wondering why It wasn't meant to be you and me..

Nothing Worth Reading.
I sit here wondering do you know? Do you know that your in my mind. Do you know your in my heart. Do you know your in my soul. I sit here wondering do you know? Do you know that my heart cries for you. Do you know that my soul feels dead without you. Do you know the hell I go through just for you. I sit here wondering do you know? Do you know that the pain I feel . Do you know that joy I feel. Do you know the hope I feel. I sit here wondering do you know? Do you know i would drain myself for you. Do you know I would lie to myself for you. Do you know I would believe in faith for you

Who Reads My Bulletins, (not Many, Often None)
HEY I REPOST A LOT OF BULLETINS, AND PUT UP A FEW OF MY OWN. SOME ARE FUNNY, SOME ARE FILLED WITH GOOD INFORMATION, SO ARE JUST TRYING TO PIMP SOMEONE OUT. NOW I REPOST YOURS. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO REPOST OR COMMENT ON MINE THAT IS FINE. BUT I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU TO AT LEAST GLANCE AT THEM. I OFTEN POST BULLETINS THAT GET NO VIEWS AT ALL. AND I DON'T THINK I HAVE EVER HAD MORE THAN 4 VIEWS. I CHECK OUT YOURS, I COMMENT AND REPOST ON LOTS OF THEM, BUT I AT LEAST TRY AND LOOK, YES MISS A LOT OF THEM, THERE ARE TONS OUT THERE. COULD YOU AT LEAST TRY TO LOOK AT SOME OF MINE. IT WOULD MAKE ME FEEL LIKE MY THOUGHTS, FEELINGS AND IDEA'S HAVE SOME VALUE. AND THAT YOU CARE. AND WE ALL NEED EGO BOOSTS FROM TIME TO TIME. IT IS FUNNY. I GET MORE PEOPLE LOOKING AT MY BLOGS THAN MY BULLETINS. THAT IS WHY I AM PUTTING THIS HERE. WELL THAT IS MY 2 CENTS FOR NOW. TIME TO GET TO WORK. HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS YA'LL

A Dream
I am the sunshine of your life I bring the warmth to your veins I bring the flush to your cheeks I bring the twinkle in your eyes As I come near your breath quickens Your pulse races You can hear every beat of your heart in your ears It sounds like a band of drummers is inside your head Suddenly a feeling of anxiousness comes over you I reach you and whisper a gentle hello to you You breath in deeply the smell of my perfume Our eyes lock on each other Words are spoken through our minds Each telling the other they are wanted Your mind is transported to another place A place where you and I are alone In the place we share a long embrace A kiss that could ignite a sleeping volcano follows Our passions ignite, it's like a fire In it's presence nothing can survive, all is engulfed Suddenly, you are brought back to the present I stand there before you Your mind is angry It wants to go back to that place Is it just a dream Or you can make it a reality

Why ... Why ... Why???!!!
Why ... WHy ... WHY???!!! Why do hurt the ones we love? Why must they hurt you? If you love someone you aren't supposed to cause them pain, you supposed to be there for them to console them in that time of sorrow! I just can't understand what drives the human race to do the inconceivable things that they do. You know, I have a saying on my blog that says "To love, you must suffer ... So let the pain begin." Well, I loved, and all I do now is suffer. My heart is breaking for the final time. I loved many times before, and somehow, end up with all the same results. It amazes me ... "History always repeats itself." Let me tell you that that is the god honest truth. Why do we not appreciate what we have until it's gone? Why do we not realize we love someone until it's too late? The damage has been done, and no many how many times I forgive, I've been simply made a fool of. I've told all my skeltons, all my secrets, rectified all my lies ... only for the person

Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow!
Sooooo, white's the word in the Denver area! Supposed to snow like three feet n shit?? GOD! I have interviews lined up for the next three days! Wish me luck. I don't know which I need more luck on though, the interview itself or getting there!

My Thoughts About Those Special 3 Words
** I LOVE YOU ** LOVE ALWAYS HURTS AND LOVE NEVER END IN HAPPYNESS .... ALL U GET IS UR HEART BROKE EVEN U GET WISER EVERYTIME WHEN THAT HAPPEN U CAN FEEL URSELF GETTING MORE COLD AND SCARED TO SAY THOSE 3 WORDS EVER AGAIN ... CAUSE WHEN U LOVE SOMEONE WITH ALL UR HEART THAT PERSON WILL NEVER LEAVE UR HEART AND EVERYTIME WHEN U THINK AND FEEL THE PAIN U KNOW WHO WAS GIVING IT TO U ... BUT THE LOVE IS STRONGER AND U CANT WIPE THAT PERSON OUT OF UR LIFE AND HEART ... PEOPLE GETTING SO COLD THEY CANT EVEN CRY ANYMORE PEOPLE SAY TO CRY ABOUT THE LOVE U LOST MAKE U FEEL BETTER BUT THATS NOT TRUE CAUSE I CANT CRY ANYMORE I WASTE TO MANY TEARS IN MY WHOLE LIFE ABOUT THE PAIN I WAS GETTING FROM OTHER PEOPLE ... SO WHY DOES THOSE 3 WORDS EXCIST IN THIS WORLD ????

Jealousy Is Ugly
When you, the reader, get jealous.. what do you think? What do you do? Maybe it's hard to think about that if you're not jealous right now, but try to act like that... Anyway, jealousy makes people do things they (hopefully) regret afterwards. Like I did. But it's not me... it's about me. Someone has a crush on me and this person KNOWS she can't have me. And what does she do? Talking shit to my friends about my girl, who is her best friend... I tell ya, what the fuck is this person thinking??? First of all I don't know this person, I may have been flirting with her, but that's it. Second of all, I have been thinking hard about what I want, what I need and who I truly love. And I stick with those thoughts. No more fooling around. I have set my mind and I'm NOT walking away from it! So if this person reads this... Take back everything you said, it's no use to cause drama... Because there IS no drama! And I fucking hate drama right now. I've been there, done that... NO MORE! M

Contest
Im having a contest, sexy girl, in glasses. (female version) For the male version of the contest its sexiest "bedroom" eyes. To enter send me the link to the picture you want riped, it MUST be safe for work. Rules: 1. Sfw. 2. Comment bombing IS allowed. 3. Most rates and most comments COMBINED. 4. Harrasin others is not allowed. 5. Downrating just gives them points. The contest will start Friday 12/22 and run to Friday 12/29 2006. The prizes will consist of up too 100,000 in gifts total ♥ ♥ ♥ Ill be taking entries till Tommorrow at midnight.

Gawd Damn
More IM Spam... just got this one and woah![09:59] lygytu17447: Are you a “short-man” with an extra “belly-button” for a “dick”?, don’t worry, you can always fu-ck me with my “strap-on-dildo”, if you’re interested, just send an email to: luvn_ldy77105 at hotmailOk.... I know a few people might be turned on by this... the people that enjoy being humiliated by women (or cross dressers) I guess... Just damn, let me finish my coffee before you hit me with things like this. And really, I didn't need that sort of imagery, a belly-button for a dick, ever!

One Of My Songs And Two Of My Poems ... Thinking
another falling tear There a moon that shines over you my dear I look up and wish to god that you were here So I could take you in my arms And partake of your charms Oops there goes another falling tear Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove That carries on it wings sweet peace For only you give me release Oops there goes another falling tear Time will tell if one day I will hold you near And only then will I know peace forever here To taste your honey sweet lips And see that loving halo slip Oops there goes another falling tear I need to tell you all about this little fear And how these moments drag on just like a year To look deep inside those eyes And feel just like I won first prize Oops there goes another falling tear Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you And I can build the perfect life just for two Holding you in my arms so near And hearing what I longed to hear Oops there goes

Reasons Why.
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14

Disaster Day
Monday 18th December 2006 10 pm UK time Suffered minor heart attack. spent 45 minutes in local hospital before being transferred to special unit at Southampton General Hospital. After minor surgery I spent 2 days on ward before being discharged back home. 20th Dec, Discharged from hospital at 4 pm . and on drugs for rest of my life now. Advice for all u smokers out there. GIVE UP CIGARETTES before they give up on u.

This Is So Pretty
Sitting under the mistletoe Sitting under the mistletoe One last candle burning low, All the sleepy dancers gone, Just one candle burning on, Shadows lurking everywhere: Some one came, and kissed me there. Tired I was; my head would go Nodding under the mistletoe No footsteps came, no voice, but only, Just as I sat there, sleepy, lonely, Stooped in the still and shadowy air Lips unseen - and kissed me there.

Bear
My dog had a litter of puppies april 22 and out of 5 only the oldest lived.I named him Bear.Yeasterday my brother brought home this puppy that was 4 weeks old.I told him to take it back to the mom because it wasnt ready to be sepperated yet.He said it was because it was eating food and almost poody trained.Well last night he found the puppy dead and said that my son had broke its neck.I said that it died from being away from its mom to soon.My dad and brother decided as punishment for my son that today I either had to take Bear to the animal shelter or they where going to kill him.This morning I took my precious Bear to the animal shelter.My Bear is gone.

Dag
why does it have to rain on my fine ass homegirl?huh..i mean shit thats why i left illinois either its raining or it sunny most days its raining while the damn sun is shining.now i say to u ppl do a reverse rain dance so she can work on that tan in arizona.by the way arizona is beautiful..better yet move in with missy(wink wink).lol...id be loving that there..haha

Don't Live In The Past
I can't judge the future without looking at the mistakes I've made in the past. For those who can't remember the past they're bound to repeat it. Life can be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards. We all live in the present, we dream of the future, but we learn from the past. The past will never tell us what to do but what to avoid. Decision comes from experience, and great decision comes from bad experiences. We all have had bad and horrible past memories. But what we be if we didn't have those memories to learn by and have taught us. Those past experiences we need to grow by and become a better and a much more knowledgeable person. To get through life we need to be aware of all we have encountered throughout our lives. And remember we will never stop learning and making more memories to learn by. Living in the past is a dull and lonely business, looking back strains the neck muscles, causes you to bump into people not going your way. The worst thing someone can try

Washing
Dog Washing Instructions Wait for a hot Summer day. (Do not wash in Winter.) Outside, turn on grass sprinkler. When dog finishes playing with sprinkler, give dog big juicy bone to chew on until dog is done drying. The 12 Step Cat Washing Program First, thoroughly clean the toilet, remove the topmost lid covering the tank of water, and turn off the cold-water hose to the toilet. Next, warm up 4 gallons of water to bath temperature. Flush, and add half the water to the tank. Then, raise both lids, add the rest of the water directly to the toilet bowl, and add an ample amount of shampoo to the water. Find a ball of string and entice the cat into the bathroom. Close the bathroom door, and continue petting the cat. In one swift move, pick up the cat, and drop the cat into the toilet bowl, closing both lids. Jump on top of the toilet lid to prevent the cat from escaping. CAUTION: Avoid placing any of your body parts near the edge of the toilet to avoid flailing claws r

No Title Yet
The unforgiving nights will never separate me from you. You draw me closer with every word you speak. Even though you don't know. When i talk to you, your voice carries me into your scent and takes me on a journey. One day i will hold you close to me as i dream of today. My feelings will never cease to exist and my mind will never drop you onto forget-me lane. You are the one i am dreaming of my sweet darling. ~~Jennifer~~@

~~ Plz Read ~~
~~ I need men for my contest i just got 2 only and i want to start tommorrow at 12pm noon But can't have a contest with just 2 men so i know there's a lot of sexy men on here give it a shot and win great prizes for your page thanks maria ~Maria~ ~Please rate my pics a 10~@ CherryTAP Get more at COMMENTYOU.com

I'm Tired
I accidently came on this and I thought that everyone should read it..This is from a soilders standpoint..I do hope that the ones who don't support our troops get something out of this.. I know that it will open your eyes!! It did mine!! And I support our troops!! "I'm Tired" Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history wh

Upcoming(from Fakebusters)
WE HAVE TO NEW FOLDERS ADDED!1 FORE CHEATERS AND 1 FOR FAKES.BE SURE THAT THE ONLY WAY TO PROVE UR NOT A FAKE IS A SALUTE.CHERRY TAP COMMUNITY DONT WANNA TOLERATE NO MORE LIARS AND CHEATS.WE HERE WILL INVESTIGATE ANY SUCH INFO AND BRING YOU THE TRUTH.SEND A MESSAGE AND WE WILL GET ON IT ASAP.SOME SAY DOES IT MATTER!WELL IF UR A MAN OR WOMAN AND YOU HAVE ADDED SOMEONE AND BEFRIENDED THEM OR HELPED OUT IN ANY WAY AND THEN YOUR DECIEVED AND IGNORED, IT DOES SUCK.OR SOME THOSE WHO MAY HAVE THOUGHT THEY HAVE FOUND THIER SOUL MATE.THE COMMUNITY CAN TELL IF YOUR LYING OR NOT AND KNOW IF YOUR FAKE.JUST DONT TRY YOU WILL GET CAUGHT I PROMISE YOU THIS.TO THE REAL PEEPS.YOUR AWESOME AND EVERYONE KNOWS IT.

Gold Wrapping Paper"
I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too. I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma." The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. "Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?" She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and

Merry Christmas!
Id just like to wish a merry Christmas to all my friends here. All of you make my day so much brighter with your comments and chat. I hope everyone has a wonderfull holiday, full of love, friendship and all that you want. Love you all! :)

True Highs A Drug For The Passionate
From the brow of a borrowed soul, pouring fourth the blood called sweat, spilt from the fatal blow when struck, dripping down my cheeks as tears. Now as has happened many years ago, now many years past brought forth the pain locked in the deapth of my heart, fear welling in my head, is it the fatal arrow wich has once more taken its furrious blow to mine life, or rather a lust from sin in hell. When i take her loveing gift is it a hope for a future or rather just a hole to phuck, her body soft and supple, her carress a gift of the gods, her kiss sweet and mellow, her mind ever expanding. I trust in her as a mate, loveing bliss something we dreamed as an unconsious world such as a "heavan", or was it all a blissfull trip with the drug flowing fiuriously thru my veins. No a drug indeed, but not the type of mortal woe, its a drug of love for as a gift blessed by saints hands could not compare

Worlds Of Far Maybe Neer
sitting in silence i scream, my mind awakes in agony, ripped from a world not of ours but one of perfection and majesty, senses still numb and tingling form the reality in my head parting in such hast, longing lust of shadows crept through my head, though i know it will never be i still have my dream, a world where truly all are free and racicim and hatred shattered, broken like a mirror scatered, this world i long for in my heart, comeing back to reality my face chilled with the foul taste, glazed eyes peering through an open window restricted still by bars, would i if i could fly into the unknown relm of sefl knowladge and love, for theis are places i fear to tread, as many do, needing of something sweet by soured lies, romanticized burdens we carry with us, out into our cage, like a wild beast captured, our hearts are as they, knowing no way out we wonder around aimlessly just hopeing for a moment of sweet bliss that can only be bruoght on from the touch of ... FRIENDSHIP

Mindless Ramblings
we live our lives day to day in a merky self made haze. useing this we fogg our eyes to the truths we wish not to know. wealthes of knowlage old gone and forgoten. mindless animals traind to live in society so far removed from what we are. a great expance past our relm of rational thought is waiting but still we dont want it. complicated lives scurring around in a race for nothingness and end, gohsts we all have always thier draging imiages from our pasts to life again, this life is what we have nothing more will be and we try to shut ourslfes inside our own minds to protect ourselfs from what we do not know when all that is needed is one thing, but what that is what we cant see.

Drunken Jesters Of The Night
The drunken jesters of the night once again filled thier empty lives with a drug induced world of wonder, that soon will fade and they will relize, it was just a night, a night as any other.

Who Cares??
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine . Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week. and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back .. (just once) then that means that they care about you too. BUT, you have to send

Please Help Me Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE HELP ME OUT. I'VE HAD A REALLY REALLY BAD DAY TODAY, AND I'M 1400+ POINTS OUT OF THIRD PLACE. I'D REALLY LIKE TO GET AT LEAST THAT MUCH....PLEASE HELP ME OUT, IT WILL MAKE MY DAY JUST A LIL BIT WARMER AND HAPPIER.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COMMENT YOUR ASSES OFF - AND TELL A FRIEND TO PLEASE PLEASE HELP. I NEED IT. THANKS.

Ralph The Rooster!
A farmer has about 500 hens, but no rooster, and he wants chicks. So, he goes down the road to the next farmer and asks if he has a rooster that he would sell. The other farmer says, "Yep, I've got this great rooster, named Ralph. He'll service every chicken you got, no problem." Well, Ralph the rooster costs $3,000, a lot of money, but the farmer decides he'd be worth it. So, he buys Ralph. The farmer takes Ralph home and sets him down in the barnyard, but first he gave the rooster a pep talk. "I want you to pace yourself now. You've got a lot of chickens to service here, and you cost me a lot of money. "Consequently, I'll need you to do a good job. So, take your time and have some fun," the farmer said, with a chuckle. Ralph seems to understand, so the farmer points toward the hen house and Ralph takes off like a shot. WHAM! Ralph nails every hen in the hen house - three or four times, and the farmer is really shocked. After that, the farmer hears a commotion

The Concerned Mother
A man and wife were driving late one night when they were flagged down by a woman that appeared to be hurt. She claimed she'd been in an accident and her baby was alive but trapped in the car. The man told her to wait with his wife and he'd see what he could do. He got to the car and found a couple obviously dead in the front seat but a baby crying in a carseat. He cut the baby loose and returned to his own car. When he got there his wife was alone, he asked her where the woman had went and she replied that she'd followed him to the wreck. He left the baby with his wife and went back to the car to find her. When he got there he realized the woman who'd been instantly killed in the front seat had been the one who'd flagged him down.

Poetry((sex))
To the room we go. All to put on a show. You said wassup. I said what ever. Then pulled out my whip made of leather. I took off your clothes finaly. Then made you get on your hands and knees. I felt your body up and down. Then desided it was time to bound. I took your arms and legs and restrained them to the bed. And even tied a gag around your head. You couldnt make a sound but threw your eyes i saw your soul. As you could only lie there like a lump of coal. With that look in your eyes said to me. Take me to my extacy. I started to lick your neck and chest. Then stopped to fondel my own breast. I looked @ you and gave my tounge a flick. Then worked my way down to your dick. As i pumped it in and out. I could hear your inner voices scream and shout. The mood was getting good and set. The thought of me dominating you made me wet. You gave me that look like you were ready to blow. I slapped your chest and told you i will tell you when to go. I flipped

Interesting.
So I was talking to one of my sisters on the phone ealier about something that me and my other sisters and bff were emailing about on line today and about something that I really wanna try. I told her I would eventually ask someone if I could do it and she told me she really didn't need all that information. I don't know i KNOW it sounds freaky as hell but damn it I wanna do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where Is The Love???
I wonder what happened to the art of romance where you just wanted to go to a nice restaraunt,out to the movies,or take a nice stroll at the park & other things?It seems like these days all they want is drama & want someone who will mistreat them & cheat on them.Sometimes I can't understand why the good-looking girls get with these guys that will hit them & that will cheat on them?I know guys that have good girlfriends of wives & they go with 5 or 10 different women on the side?I be like;why the hell don't they give them to me because I know how to treat them right.I just don't know what happened to romance these days because everybody is out for self & just pulling the wool over your eyes.My true love is out there somewhere & im not going to give up hope.

Come On Break My Heart Again
ok i have been trying to be strong about this all. first off for you guys that dont know what happend... i was engaged. well it was actually about the 5th time someone asked me to marry them. i know my life is fucked up right lol. anyways he was another asshole hiding in sheeps clothing. i gave him my everything. i would have done anything to make him happy. but all i got in return from him was a few nice happy days that i still treasure but alot of pain and heartache. he cheated, lied, abused me, and used me. right now as far as i know he is still in prison but he was suppose to get out the day before my birthday, dec 17th. i am a bundle of nerves because i dont know if he is going to come back after me. i love him alot. but he came after me one night and i called 911 and got him thrown first in jail then prison. who knows where he is. his whore the little 18 year old girl that he was fucked on the side was suppose to pick him up from the bus station after he got out maybe she will ke

Fade
What is wrong with me? There is something wrong inside my head. There is something wrong with me. Everyday I pray to be dead I never wanted to be like this I never wanted to live like this I’m so messed up right now & I’m getting closer to the edge Another day goes by with all these demons in my head. I’m alone inside and all my scars won’t fade. What is wrong with me? another cut upon my arm I’m falling way too fast into the shit that I've become I never wanted to be like this I never wanted to live like this I’m bleeding too much now and the pain just wont go away another day goes by with all the demons in my head I’m all alone inside and all my scars wont fade Looking back on all my mistakes I never wanted to be like this Looking back on all this shit I never thought it would end like this looking back on what I've done I never knew I could be like this looking back on the fucking cuts I don’t want to be like this Looking b

"perfect Drop"
In the small of her back floats a perfect drop of sweat, no alluring feature does it lack: musty, tempting, wet. Resting in a lake enclosed by land surrounding beads threaten to break, but with a light caress of my hand the bead does not join the wake. Drifting across the rise of her hips, tickling, whispering, nibbling her skin, goose bumps rise to meet my lips; shivers, quivers, echo from deep within. With an arch of her back the journey begins, the perfect drop sails over delicate flesh completely unaware of our delicious sins, it rides over her skin to where our bodies mesh. She turns to her side, it travels around the world to drift down the valley 'tween rising hills and exit again to a new land unfurled, ready to take part in our sensual thrills. I chase it's descent down her graceful neck, the drop rises then pauses at the crest of her chin like a sea faring gull aboard a ships deck. But with the top of my lip I brush the drop in to tide pool

Blog 2 (artists)
I would like some more angel demon drawings of me! So if u dont mind doing it for free out of bordem for me! I would love that I belive I have 8 pics or something that could give u some ideas! Thank u if u do it! Have a good one ladies! Peace to all!

Recipes
Since I enjoy cooking and baking so much I thought I would share a few of my favorite recipes with you all. If you see something you would like to try. Please do! And let me know how you like it. :) * This particular recipe is a favorite of some of the guys that Mr. Bibbs wrestles with* And they are very easy to bake. PEBBLES Cookie Crisps 1 pkg. (2-layer size) yellow cake mix 1/2 cup vegetable oil 1/4 cup water 1 large egg 3 cups POST Fruity or Cocoa PEBBLES Cereal PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Beat cake mix, oil, water and egg in large bowl with wooden spoon until well blended. Add cereal; mix well. DROP tablespoonfuls of dough, 2 inches apart, onto ungreased baking sheets. BAKE 11 minutes or just until cookies begin to brown. Cool on wire racks. This recipe here is a good quick meal. Even our daughter likes it ( AND SHE'S PICKY) One Pot Salsa Beef Skillet 1 lb. Ground beef 2 cups water 1 cup salsa 1 pkg. ( 14 oz) Mac & Cheese 2 cups frozen corn ½ cu

What's You Star Wars Sign?
Star Wars Horoscope for Virgo You show efficiency when working for a good cause. But you tend to be a bit fussy when it comes to doing something out of the ordinary. Like many Virgos, you want to stay out of the spotlight. You do well at picking up the smallest details. Star wars character you are most like: C3P0 What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

Soul 2 Soul
Soul 2 Soul When two flames collide At the wrong time in eternity Savage energies flow Trying to penetrate Wherever they can To attack your soul Aiming towards your inner As the war grows old They pass your mind And you stop to think Why Sense says it's useless Fights don't get you anywhere So A truce was called To end up in silence A while has passed Hurts mostly faded Almost gone And after the big bad wave You see something floating Try to get close And see It's an iceberg ever adrift Seeking for a freezing ocean To stay For the ice is not only water It's made of friendship One of two flames Strange as it seems Stay frozen Only melt down a little To cleanse Take away the dirt Two souls left behind In a battle Preserve the spirits till They reach a better time To let the ice melt And release A twin So... How are you?

Calmly Sea
Calmly Sea Where waves of passion used to be And breakers of devotion Today remains a calmly sea A deep and tranquil ocean The high tide that so swiftly came And dashed upon the shore It somehow quenched the burning flame Left memories from before Banks were built to guard the love And keep the hate outside Forever they will rise above The anger of the tide Shielded sparks ignite once more To light our darkened minds Rebuilding what we had before Leaving worries far behind So hold the sorries, like I will And please believe me when I say the sea can't stay this still There will be waves again! By Jan Willem Hofman Copyright June 2006

I'm Back!!!!!!!!
wow..talk about being lost...i never knew how bad i got until i could not get online. thanks to verizon i've been kept out of the loop for two weeks. i can't use my phone i can't send e-mails.bloody bastards..well i got news for them it's good riddance and bye bye to em..i'm with comcast now hopefully this bastards won't screw me over too..

Work...
so i will be working tomrorow from 5-9 for training ...i gota job... n sum time ill be working wiht my sister nikki ..uv ya sis..:) UMM so yeah..gota job n so money soon will be rolling in thats good.. then nikki n me n my other frineds can hang out n spend sum money lol.. heck yes.. ok well ttyl jessica

2006 Survey
1.) Where did you bring in 2006? Drunk in a bar (Yes Dienny I NOW remember lol ) 2.) What was your status on Valentine's Day? Drunk 3.) Were you in school (anytime this year)? Yes 4.) How did you earn your keep? I sold crack to med students 5.) Did you ever have to go to the hospital? Well yeah I work there 6.) Have you encountered the police this year? Umm define "encountered" 7.) Where did you go on vacation? Bahamas and Topsail 8.) What did you purchase that was over $500? My car 9.) Did you know anybody who got married? Nope, no suckers this year. 10.) Did you know anybody who passed away? Yes 11.) Have you ran into anybody you graduated high school with? I didn't graduate high school but I did run into a long lost friend on here from school 12.) Did you move anywhere? Nope. 13.) What sporting events did you go to? JV footballs games, my daughter was on the cheerleading squad 14.) What concerts did you go to? None damnit why dont

Sharing My Insanity.... =]
Through the deserted forest there was a cry. A cry slicing the thick silence; a cry so full of rage and anger. It was the sound of nails crossing a chalkboard in order to attract attention of a disobedient adolescence. It was the painful retched sound of a child screaming, one who had lost his way through he Promised Land. Abandoned by his kin, left to die, stranded in a place so cold and so deprived of joy. He was on his own in a deep and disastrous rage which would soon be his demise, his indefinite home. His only thoughts were to die, to live no longer, and to scorch his tender flesh with whatever he could find in order to no longer continue the never ending search of security. He wanted to die as such sinners do. The world stood about and enjoyed their life. They didn’t think about what lied beyond their own boundaries and if they did, they wouldn’t care. The trees mocked him, birds stalked him, and the leaves flocked their way at him as the wind blew heavier. It knocked him ove

Is This Your True Love? Scorpio
Is This Your True Love? Check out your astrological sign's compatibility with another sign. by Dr. Turi M.D.S.U. Important note: This basic comparison chart is generated for the masses only. A Full Comparison chart involves a tremendous work and will help you to understand your business/emotional partner to great extend. Thus if you experience stress in your relationship a 90 MN taped Comparison chart between you and your lover or marriage partner is a must as to comprehend your celestial differences. This awareness will bring a huge difference in handling and understanding your partner and avoid heartaches. IMPORTANT note: the location of your Dragon's Head and tail by birth is extraordinary important and CAN NOT be addressed in these files. There is more power in your Dragon Head and Tail alone than the entire complexity of an astrological chart. Thus a soft Cancer or Pisces who inherited a self centered aggressive Tail of the Dragon in Aries or Leo will be far more

Bloody Reality
She sat in the dark cold room. Waiting, just waiting for someone, anyone to acknowledge her presence. To save her, to let her go into the world. A world where she was free. But no one came they just watched her sit in the cold dark padded room. Everyone thought she was crazy. She just guessed that this proved them all right. She knew she wasn’t crazy; she was just lost in the world. She has a deep amount of sadness imbedded into her head. She knew no one would ever understand her. BLOODY REALITY No one felt the way she felt. No one knew how she truly was inside. If only she told someone what was happening she wouldn’t be in this mess. Someone would know what was going on in her mind. She can still remember how it all began; the moment is still fresh in her mind. “Why do I even bother?” Phyer was sitting on her bed complaining about her mother once again. “Your mom is a bitch; you just have to deal with it.” I’ve heard this all before the only thing I ever see Phyer and Seth fight about

Hey
Ok i am lost.Why do some guys say they will always be there for you when you need to talk but when it comes down to it they never are.I am so tired of the lies and the brbs i always get. They seem to think they can puch me around well you know what?I am not going to not fall for it any more.If you cant be there for me as a friend then dont be there for me at all .I am not goping to put myself through this any more.From now on if i cant find someone to be with for me and not for what i can give then forget it......Like said this is not toward all guys..

Cherry Spot;ight
Note: I've had a few shots of Captain Morgan's....ok...more than 5....6?....whatever. I just wanted to say that I would never waste my cherry bucks on bidding for the spotlight spot because I'd rather spend them on gifts for my friends!...I just wanted to say that. *giggle*

Hello
hello my beautiful cherries :) ..don't want anyone to think i've forgotten them..i know that i haven't been around. I'm out of town for the holidays, visitin my parents this week, and off to my sis's place this weekend...the computer here is soooo sloowww!!!!and is literally impossible to do my thing on here..plus..aahh!! no dave pics to send :) i will be back soon, and i miss you all very much..laterz :)

3:30-6:30 Every Single Day
Crumbling under the weight of my own perpetual attack Growing tired of controlling, want to be put on my back Be offered a hand As I steady myself I’m really tired again It’ll be over soon I think Would you believe that I really do want to let people in? But once they get to see the shit that I’m in, and the mess that I live with, they chastise me for being comfortable with this existence Yeah, it’s a mess But it’s my mess, I know where everything is So don’t move a thing Really, I’m fine I just need to go blind while I regain sight If you really want to come in then try to be polite Tell me it’s cute the way I draw black outlines around scar tissue Feel free to speak in soothing tones Don’t come in here and use words that remind me I’m alone If you can’t humor me as I indulge in a bit of pain Then do us both a favor and just go away I’ll be ok In about 10 minutes or so I’ll let you know I’ll be back to being the Zac you like But if you can’t tell me one little

Medication For Depression
I finally went to the doctor about my medication today. She took me off the Effexor and at my request put me back on the Paxil. The Paxil stopped working for me back in April and I stopped it July, and we are hoping that it's been out of my system long enough to do some good again. If anything maybe it will help me until I can get in to see a Psychiatrist who can figure out the best way to deal with my depression and anxiety. I called the Psychiatrist my therapist recommended, but got his voicemail so I left a message with my phone number. I'm sure they are probably closed for the holidays. Anywho.... keep your fingers crossed that things will start looking up for me soon. I don't see any reason the Paxil shouldn't help me again.... I am gonna go now before I keep rambling.

Falling Apart
oh don't you know i'd nail myself to a cross for you? but your lips are stitched so close and the blood d r i p s like wilted petals from a rose... i will bleed 'til there's nothing left to give out of blind hope that you might learn to live. it's a long fall from the top of the building but it gets better every time. it's a long fall from your head to your heart but it gets sweeter with every jagged line hey, don't you know i'd break myself so you could swallow every tear-soaked piece? did you hear of the demons in my soul and how their cries beg for release? did your shaking fingers touch god when you held my face in your hands? it's a long fall from the edge of a cliff but every rock serves to justify it's a long fall from the clouds to the earth but when heaven's full angels are first to die don't you know i wanted so much more than this? but it's a long fall from the edge of a cliff. don't you know i thought i knew what love was

What Is A Veteran
What Is A Veteran? by Marine Corp chaplain, Father Denis Edward O'Brian Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a jagged scar, a certain look in the eye. Others may carry the evidence inside them, a pin holding a bone together, a piece of shrapnel in the leg - or perhaps another sort of inner steel: the soul's ally forged in the refinery of adversity. Except in parades, however, the men and women who have kept America safe wear no badge or emblem. You can't tell a vet just by looking. What is a vet? A vet is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers didn't run out of fuel. A vet is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th Parallel. A vet is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every ni

Just So No One Worries About Me!!!!!
Just so everyone knows the day after christmas I won't be on the computer for a while. I will be busy. I gotta hit the road. I just wanted everyone to know just so they don't think I died or something. That I will be fine and doing much better once I get in the truck. I hope everyone has a merry Christmas and a happy New Year.

We Are All That Stands Between The Monsters And The Weak
We Are All That Stands Between The Monsters And The Weak: The sun beat like a hammer, not a cloud was in the sky. The mid-day air ran thick with dust, my throat was parched and dry. With microphone clutched tight in hand and cameraman in tow, I ducked beneath a fallen roof, surprised to hear, "Stay low." My eyes blinked several times before in shadow I could see, The figure stretched across the rubble, steps away from me. He wore a cloak of burlap strips, all shades of grey and brown, That hung in tatters till he seemed to melt into the ground. He never turned his head or took his eye from off the scope, But pointed through the broken wall and down the rocky slope. "About eight hundred yards," he said, his whispered words concise, "Beneath the baggy jacket he is wearing a device." A chill ran up my spine despite the swelter of the heat, "You think he's gonna set it off along the crowded street?" The sniper gave a weary sigh and said, "I wouldn't doubt it," "Unless there'

That Is All
I can only give you love that lasts forever And the promise to be near each time you call And the only heart I own, for you and you alone that's all. I can only give you country walks in springtime And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall And a love whose burning light Will warm the winter's night. that's all. There are those who would offer the moon, dear. They would give you the world as a toy. All I have are these arms to enfold you And a love time can never destroy. If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear, You'll be glad to know that my demands are small. Say it's me that you'll adore, now and evermore. that's all.

Ultimate Payback. This Is Awsome.
You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks ea

I Wrote Of Friends
some people came into my life and their time passed ... I miss them. We shared the joys and the sorrows I miss you my friend I know I will till the end you touched me in so a many way my selfish heart wishes you could stay We laughed as few friends ever do we laughed at your quirks so much too So much energy and zest for life so much will, so much struggle and strife how do we measure the man you are how can we judge events so far is it the wonder of your child you left us behind is it the beauty of love that lived in your mind is it your legacy of a place we enjoy because of you how do we show that you made life anew you lived your dreams and did all you love you held on tight when push came to shove we talked of our lives for hours on end the measure of you I have is your my friend My life will be lacking now that your gone we will live and do as we must and go on but each day that we enter these places we share we will think of you

Where Are They?
People come and go in and out of your life they say that they are your friends and that you matter but where are they when you need them. When you need their shoulder or just someone to tell you that you will make it through and that the pain with go away. Where are they when you are dying inside? When you are drowneding on all those tears that you are holding in? The expect you to be there for them at the drop of a hat but can never make the time for you. Where are there hearts?

Friday!
Okay- Some of you know that I am happily married to my hubby Stephen. He works for Goodyear Gemini here in Phoenix, Arizona. Goodyear has three plants and the Union Workers went on strike. They sent thousands of people over to the plants to work. Well he was sent off and he's now been gone since November 26Th. We've never been apart from each other except once and that was for four days. Well he finally gets to come home on Friday at 1:00 P.M.! I'm getting very excited. The bad thing is he leaves on Tuesday December 26Th. He'll be gone till the end of January but there might be a possibility that we will have to move out to Topeka, Kansas if they offer him a permanent position. So- Yeah my hubby will be home really soon! Then we can make up for lost time! T'Kayla Ayanna

Bartending
So my brother in law went to bartending school and he kicked ass at it! He now has a diploma and can work anywhere he wants! I just wanted to send out mad probs to him because I am very proud of him! Oh and he makes BAD ASS drinks!

Unstain
12/20/06 Just a simple act pulling the curtain back But your hands tremble so quick to release My pulse is a gift do not attempt to forget The options are few so lay down in the rush These tools you use in your justifications They are so easily shattered by concrete and convenience There may be ahead more places to lay yourself down I might join the phantoms chased off upon awakening Ruled by maybe if so begging for a stronger hold A closer inspection finds the flowers are painted on Pulling the curtain back just a simple act You are an imprint in my strongest memories Don't let them be tainted anymore than they already are

Our Dog Tippy Died
My son's dog Tippy passed away tonight. Tippy was the last present that the children's paternal grandfather gave to my son before he passed away 11 years ago. Please say a prayer for my son Thomas and my daughter Emily as they are both going to be spending the next couple of days in tears. Tippy is a well traveled dog. She was born in Ohio. Traveled to live with us in Florida and passed away in Texas. She has given bright smiles to my family, my former step children and others that have seen her throughout the years. She was "miss trainer dog" to any other dog that was brought into the family. She didn't play their "sniff butt" games. She would let them know that she was a lady that didn't play that by yapping at them. As a Beagle/Collie mix, she was one of the best dogs I have ever had. She will be missed.

Mourning
She sits there on the shore of the lake Swans and children swim by The warm Sun hides behinds wispy clouds She sings silently to a song played far away It was their song She knew all the words But he was not there to sing it with her People in love walk by hand in hand Some kiss Others stop and look into each other's eyes She just sits The clouds cannot take the stars from her eyes The smile she always had with him has faded She knows he would not want to see her like that She dreams Her mind wanders Wondering what might have been If only he had said no when they asked If only she had told him how she felt before he left If only she had given him her love Maybe if they had kissed the day he left Things may have been different She cried the day he left but he never knew She was his all of his life but he never knew She hold a bible and an American flag between her hands Her eye looking toward heaven Eyes water She cries softly She says goodbye to a love who d

Ooo How I Love Rob...haha
*britt*: ok so what time you work tomorrow> *britt*: since you work tarded hours Rob my partner in crime: tomorrow i am gonna work 7am to 3pm instead of my usual 3 to 11 so i can start my vacation early *britt*: LOL k just checkin Rob my partner in crime: hehe Rob my partner in crime: you work *britt*: 4-11 *britt*: again *britt*: till saturday *britt*: i work 1-9 Rob my partner in crime: i knew if ya did it was 4 to 11 lol *britt*: and sunday im posta work 11-8 *britt*: but we are closin the store at 6 *britt*: haha *britt*: walmart closin *britt*: THANK GOD Rob my partner in crime: LOL *britt*: its gonna be interestin tryin to get all the late ass tards outta the store *britt*: i think imma volunteer to stand at the door with a gun *britt*: tellin em ITS XMAS FUCKIN EVE Rob my partner in crime: lmfao *britt*: GO SPEND IT WITH YOUR GOD DAMN FAMILY *britt*: LIKE I WANNA DO Rob my partner in crime: hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha *britt*: GETTIN DRUNK *britt*: CUZ

This Is For All My Friend Out There!?
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I Could Have Written This Myself....
BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT A.K.A. (THE AGREEMENT)This pre-booty call agreement (herein after referred to as the "agreement") is Entered into on the _____day of_____,2006Between___________and___________.THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES:1)No sleeping over-unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning.2)No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening.3)No calls before 9PM-we don't have shit to talk about.4)None of that "lovemaking"shit-only sex allowed.5)No emotional discussions(ex:Where are we heading with this?Do you love me?) The answer is no so don't ask.6)No plans made in advance-that is why you are called the "backup",unless you are from out-of-town,then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement.7)All gifts accepted-money is always good8)No baby talk-however,dirty talk is encouraged.9)No asking for comparisons with former lovers-it's really none of your damn business.10)No calling each other "friends with priv

Someone Wrote This To Me......
hought you might like this story ..It's winter time and we have just come in from a day of fun in the snow...we are freezing and wet as we peel off our snow clothes...we run up the stairs you are ahead of me and I pinch your heinie....we walk into the bedroom and continue to remove our clothing I'm standing in front of you and you lean down to kiss me..I sigh and kiss you back as you pull me towards you....I can feel your warm tongue in my mouth..you are kissing my neck and throat while you remove my bra...your strong hands caressing my breasts and rubbing my errect nipples as we move towards the bed...the bed is high and you push back so I am lying on my back as you stand in front of me kissing my throat...kissing the space between my breasts...your goatee is soft and you are touching me stroking my smooth mound as you take my breast in your mouth..teasing my nipple...gently with your teeth..you stick your finger in my wet pussy and i shudder with pleasure..you move to my other br

Pledge Of Allegiance
I Pledge Allegiance to the flag of the United States of America and to the Republic for which it stands,one Nation under God,Indivisible,with Liberty and Justice for All. the meaning behind it. I Promise to be faithful and true (Promise my loyalty) to the emblem that stands for and represents all 50 states, each of them individual, and individually represented on the flag yet formed into a UNION of one Nation And I also pledge my loyalty to the Government that is itself a Republic, a form of government where the PEOPLE are sovereign, this government also being represented by the Flag to which I promise loyalty. These 50 individual states are united as a single Republic under the Divine providence of God, "our most powerful resource" (according to the words of President Eisenhower) and can not be separated. (This part of the original version of the pledge was written just 50 years after the beginning of the Civil War and demonstrates the unity sought in the years after that divi

The American Creed
I believe in the United States of America as a Government of the People, by the People, for the People; whose just powers are derived from the consent of the governed; A democracy in a republic, a sovereign Nation of many Sovereign States; a perfect Union, one and inseparable; established upon those principles of Freedom, Equality, Justice, and Humanity for which American Patriots sacrificed their Lives and Fortunes. I therefore believe it is my duty to my country to Love it; to Support its Constitution; to obey its laws; to Respect its Flag; and to defend it against all enemies.

To All My Friends........the Reason Why I Stay Sane Is Because Of All Of You........
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your Comment made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine . Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week. and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back .. (just once) then that means that they care about you too. BUT, you have to send

Seasonal Request (lol I Had To Borrow This One, Too Funny! )
Now I've tried all the normal approaches All the pick-ups an' chat-ups an' stuff Tried mi hand at so-phistication Wi' some girls who were nowt if not rough I've been seen down the discos an' dances Bought cocktails for them as were broke In mi quest for the perfect companion Who'd see me as her perfect bloke I've dealt with the best datin' agents I've filled in their forms an' told lies About how I'm just like a male model Wi' tight buttocks an' sparklin' blue eyes I've squandered mi wages on chatlines Spent two quid a minute on t' phone Where I've ended up gaggin' for Charleen Even though she weighs thirty-two stone I've frequented bars down the dockside Where there's ladies that's best left alone An' I've offered mi body quite freely But I've allus walked home on mi own So just cos it's comin' up Christmas An' I've no soddin' prospects in store I'm wazzin' this e-mail to Lapland dot com An' I'm hopin' that this time I'll score Dear Santa, please bring me

Final Day!!!!!!!!!
EVERYONE, Please Vote for you favorite. ONLY 1 DAY LEFT of voting. ANYONE can win. Please repost and COMMENT BOMB the photo of your choice!!! Christmas Costume Contest WOW! My FIRST CONTEST EVER!!!! Here are the rules! This contest will count 1 point for ANY rating (1-10). Also EACH comment will count as 1 vote. Comment as many times as you want. Pimp it out all you want. Anyone may comment! 1st place: 2 dinners for two (One for you and one for the Cherry Tap Member of your choice). AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 2nd Place: 6 bottles or cans of the beer of your choice or = cost of shot or wine... name your poison. AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 3rd Place: A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! So click on the links below and comment bomb your favorite: Contest is from 9:30 am EST Friday, December 15, 2006 and will end Friday, December 22 9:30 EST! The winners skins will be ready for ripping on the 22nd j

I Was Out Humpin Around Last Night..lol
so...at work last night i took a delivery on my way home at a super 8 hotel...which is right next to a strip club...and the guy was kinda wasted..and was like..man i just need to find a girl to take care of me...he asked if i knew any girls that i could call for him..and i was like..no...but i know a couple guys that would help him out..and he is like really...i am like yeah sure...he is like who...and i am like..well..shit if your down for that..i guess i could help you out..and he is like whatever..i just wanna get off....so i took care of him....and then he sorta did me....then i left....he wasn't really bi....he was just drunk enough to let a guy blow him and shit...so whatever... and this is what sucks the most.....i would really prefer sleeping with women..i mean they are the greatest....and i am so tired of not getting any from girls....and the thing is...the thing i miss the most...is going down on a girl...i am really wanting to do that..it is to the point i am kinda thinki

5000 Comments For A 50,000 Motercycle???
THIS IS A MOTERCYCLE GIFT GIVEAWAY!!! OK YALL THIS IS HOW THIS IS GONNA WORK...EVERYONE WHO WANTS A CHANCE IN WINNING A *CT* SILVER MOTERCYCLE MUST SEND ME A LINK TO ONE OF YOUR *SFW* PHOTOS FOR ME TO RIP...MEN AND WOMEN ARE WELCOMED TO JOIN IN ON THIS...AND EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT THE GIFT ENTER ANYWAY ..WIN AND THEN GIVE ME THE LINK TO THE PERSON YOU WANT TO GIVE THE GIFT TO AND I WILL BUY IT FOR THEM AND TELL THEM ITS FROM YOU!!!! THE FIRST PICTURE TO REACH 5,000 COMMENTS WILL WIN A *CT* SILVER MOTERCYCLE... NOT BAD HUH JUST GET TO THE 5,000 COMMENTS FIRST AND YOU GET A MOTERCYCLE WORTH 50,000!!! PLEASE CLICK MY LINK BELOW AND SEND ME YOUR LINK!! SO HURRY UP AND RESERVE YOUR SPOT IN THE RACE!!! THIS WILL START AS SOON AS I GET 5 PEOPLE'S PICTURES!! NOW ONCE IT STARTS...GET YOUR FRIENDS,FAMILY,FANS HELL EVEN YOURSELF AND COMMENT THE HELL OUTTA YOUR PIC!!! I Wanna Sit On Santa's Lap & Tell Him My Naughty Thoughts....Who Wants 2 Play Santa With Me?@ CherryTAP

Just Fyi..... ( Btw, I Like The Green Ones....yes This Is For You Jellybean...)
So that no one has to run to Tiger for an explaination......and also - this is not breaking any recent truces or apologies I have made to anyone.... I am just retelling a story to a lost friend... oh and yah - Im retelling it here cuz I know she can still read it. The only way you can get yourself deleted from my friends list and family list is to have been found to have been lying to me daily for weeks.... especially when it was something as stupid as an incident that I told you was "your decision to make, not something I was TELLING you to do". I RARELY extend friendships to women on here, and even more rarely do I extend sisterhoods.... when that is done, it is done from the love of my heart and genuine care and concern.... It takes a hell of a lot for me to remove that relationship.... but I will tell you - publicly tellin me (whether you name me or not) to fuckoff and growup... will do it - you may be an emotional wreck... well sister, join the fuckin club! You might wann

Ooo Baby!!!!
So, again i wont be on for a few days... MY SISTER IS FINALLY HAVING THE BABY!!! Shes in the hospital as i type this. And im just waiting for some one to come get my daughter so i can go up there and be with her. Sorry to everyone that i promised to write back/to do things for... its gonna be a bit longer of a wait! Have a great xmas if i dont talk to you!! -Kay

Heels.
I look like such an ass right now. I came to work in shoes with heels for the wake later right? I can't walk in them! I've never been able to walk in heels. Maybe if I was girly that would work, but I'm not. Yeah and even better is I'm being told "I'm impressed" "You look so nice today, going somewhere?" Yeah. I am. Sadly; I am.

Happy Holidays!
Hey everyone hope you have a very merry christmas and happy holidays!I hope to have a very merry and I hope naughty one with some one so I have to get to work on that before the weekend.Well I will also post new pics after the holidays so till then have a good one my fellow cherrys ;p

Lmao
WHAT PART OF YOUR BODY GOES TO HEAVEN FIRST? The nun teaching Sunday school was speaking to her class one morning and she asked the question, "When you die and go to Heaven...which part of your body goes first?" Suzy raised her hand and said, "I think it's your hands." "Why do you think it's your hands, Suzy?" Suzy replied, "Because when you pray, you hold your hands together in front of you and God just takes you hands first." "What a wonderful answer!" the nun said. Little Johnny raised his hand and said, "Sister, I think it's your legs." The nun looked at him with the strangest look on her face. "Now, Little Johnny, why do you think it would be your legs?" Little Johnny said, "Well, I walked into Mommy and Daddy's bedroom the other night. Mommy had her legs straight up in the air and she was saying, "Oh God! Here I come . . ." If Dad hadn't pinned her down, we'd have lost her." The nun fainted.

To My Child
TO MY CHILD Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over yo

Alone
Alone Edgar Allen Poe From childhood's hour I havee not been As others were- I have not seen As others saw- I could not bring My passions from a common spring- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone- And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone- Then- in my childhood- in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still- From the torrent, or the fountain- From the red cliff of the mountain- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by- From the thunder, and the storm- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Responsibility
Thursday, December 21, 2006 Responsibility The moment you stop blaming your misery on others, it disappears. The moment you take full and complete responsibility for your life, you jump to a whole new level of effectiveness and achievement. Imagine going through each day with no frustrations, no anxiety, and no regrets. Imagine putting every bit of your energy, in every moment, into meaningful, productive, joyful and fulfilling pursuits. Imagine being able to easily put your intentions into action. Imagine being able to maintain a clear sense of purpose and a rock-solid focus. Choose to accept responsibility for everything that touches your life, and you'll increasingly find yourself living in such a world. Your eyes will be opened to the beautiful, overwhelming abundance of positive possibilities. Have your blaming and fighting and running and hiding and avoiding ever brought you anything of real value? Maybe it's time to turn around and realize that responsibility i

?????????
9011 Cherries to go. LOL Wonder if something is up with that ???? Could be worse I guess. Could be 911. Big point difference but the number. Think that is funny. This member just left random rate on one of my pics...so I go check out her page and she had 420 to go. What's with the numbers today ? LOL

"deadly Poison"
"Deadly poison" deadly poison, oh how it wrecks, billowing in from beneath the cracks, filling my lungs with revenge, taking it out on me til the end. Knowing my crime it digs even deeper, stoping my heart from beating forever. Closing my lungs so i take my last breath. Having done the worst, it wants me to see, that my choice brought only pain, the pain it now brings. Deadly poison i breathe in As i start to choke, losing my life in a box full of smoke. sitting alone, hands behind back, Deadly poison being pumped in, for what they call my execution. -s

Much Love
I'm sending much love to ya all I wont be back on but for just to check my messages until after New Years. I want to wish everyone a great holiday season. Sorry I havent been on much this week my two stepdaughters are gonna be gone as of tomorrow for the next two weeks and i've been spending lots of time with them. I also wont have my daughter most of her break so i've been doing the family thing. I hope this finds all of you well and I will be back after the first to show yall love like i use to do i hope. Erin

Leaving Cherrytap
Just wanted to let everyone I met on here know that I'm not gonna be on this site anymore due to certain people I just don't want any contact with. So...if you know me hit me up before I leave! I will be deleting my account soon!

Quotes
There are no explanations for human evil. Only excuses. The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn't exist. Why is it that evil must so often come beautifully wrapped? Evil isn't done by evil people, most of the time. Evil is done by basically decent people who decide that a little lie, a little theft, a little slide down the back slope couldn't do any harm.

The Fear Of Love
THE FEAR OF LOVE Mortal coils Strike our symbiant being, Bringing forth tears of blood, Remembering long lost loves and losses. Making us weak in our knees, Nightmares to our dreams, Trembling in our fear. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, Our souls laid bare in love’s brilliant light. Screaming from the inside, whimpers issue forth. Panic setting in, heart pounding in our ears, Wanting to take the leap, yet frozen in fear. Hands issue forth waiting to be taken, But do we dare. Do we dare take the challenge, The challenge to conquer our greatest fear, The fear of love.

Whispers
I wisper to you I miss you. Your answer Ive missed you more. I wisper you've been gone forever. You say its not that been that long. I hang my head and cry. You pull me close and tell me it will be ok. I wisper I love you. You wrap your arms around me and hold me close. and wisper I love you too. I look down at the stone in front of me and wisper, but you already know that don't you. You look at me with tears in your eyes and wisper I always did.

All Nereids Beware
*sighs* His spring of love, resembles the uncertain glory of an April day The sun beating against my neck, horizons still stuck in my mind To the girl that can't forgive me Take these misunderstandings, return them back where they came from Take these misunderstandings, it's hard enough to live life as it is Binded Hooked on an anchor All nereids beware, all nereids beware This spring of love, resembles the uncertain glory of an April day A shipwreck Left stranded A castaway Coast to coast the high seas echo "it's not you it's me" If the wind were down, I could drive the boat with my sighs (I could drive the boat... if the wind... were down) Take these misunderstandings, return them back where they came from Take these misunderstandings, it's hard enough to live life as it is A corpse lies lifeless, where X marks the spot, at the bottom of the ocean floor Where X marks the spot Where X marks the spot All nereids beware, all nereids beware The

God's Heart
How is it that you reach inside my heart and know what's there ? Is it a special bond that God wanted us to share ? How can it be you read my soul just like a book ? You've gone into my heart and had a closer look. You seem to know just what my spirit cries for. You pray to God to bless me even more. I cry at the thought of a friend's love so true. God's given me a gift - that gift is you. A " Thank You" does not befit what you've been to me. A source of hope and light when the road looks gloomy. No, I didn't plan it - a friend from the start. Like a blossom in Springtime, You came from God's heart.

To All My Friends And Fans
To all my friends and fans, Whatever faith you follow, whatever beliefs you hold, and for whomever you hold dear, I wish you a very safe, happy, and healthy few days to come and all through the entire New Year itself. My very best to all, Steve Santini "The Dark Master of Escape" www.thedarkmaster.com

Shopping
So we went to our first mall yesterday... It BLEW MY MIND.... the clothes and the stores and the SHOES and purses oohhh I was in complete heaven! :) I bought a pink shirt and it was only 5 dollars!!!! Everything is soooo much cheaper down here! The mall was a mile long and it had a Skate park right in it!!! It was amazinggg :) So my trip is going pretty good so far! Chirs' mom is going to do my hair 2day! And I get to get my nails did hahaha Christmas eve is the Atlanta Football game! which is going to be amazing too. :) Anyways talk later 69th Angel xo

Wifey Boo Bitches And Hos
A nigga has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or other se

My Cheesy Poem
Grab me with lusty desire Let me light your burning fire take you where we let hands touch Moistness and hardness long so much To feel you grind your ass into me As I let you set my manhood free And I taste you as I long to do And make hot long passion to you Sucking and licking and fucking so fast Like wild animals we make it last And feel the orgasms that make it worth all Your worth the price of humanities fall You ignite me and now I burn hot For I need your sex and others want not As I look at you I drool for your love to be deep inside you as we push and shove And howl at the moon as we cum so hard For you’re the sexual dream who holds the card The winning hand and you’re the winner true And I want to give all sexual pleasure to you Be your love slave and pleasure you sweet To taste you like a fine meal to eat And make you cum hard and moan so loud These are the things that would make me proud To satisfy you as no other one can For you’re the woman who m

Ok, So I'm New!!!!!
So heres the thing, I am finding it really hard to navigate this site. I thought it would be kinda like myspace which is pretty much self explanatory, but it's not. So if ya'll send me comments or messages and I dont reply in a timely manner it's just because i dont know how to yet..LOL... Thanks for all the pic comments and messages i have received so far. Ya'll certainly are a friendly bunch. Kisses and Hugs Angie

Just For The Record
I LOVE and ADMIRE Jon Stewart and Steven Colbert. They rock my world. Thank god for the Daily Show and the Colbert Report. It's so nice to smile and laugh before bed instead of getting depressed by the local news!!

To Heck With Aloha, Get Outta My Way
I'm sitting here in the left lane traffic stuck behide a car silly enough to be going below the speed limit during this holiday frickin' season. The car has a bumper sticker that says "Live Aloha," and right now, I hate that phrase. I hate it mainly because I hate the guy driving that car it's stuck on. He refuses to yield to the growing line of cars behide him. It just goes to show you how hollow bumper sticker philosophy is. I think if you insist on putting a bumper sticker on your car, you are honor-bound to live by whatever slogan is on it. And right now, old "Live Aloha" here is not showing any aloha to anyone, like getting his butt out of our way. So, with nothing better to do but study this car's bumper for the rest of the trip into town, it occurs to me that whoever thought up "Live Aloha" for a bumper sticker sure didn't put much thought into it. It's too vague, to begin with. And it sounds like a command. My first reaction when I see an order like "Like Aloha" is "Make Me.

The Chat .
THE CHAT . I met someone on the net today someone I met ask me to play asked do i know hot to satisfy or am i all chat box lie can I make his body tremble can I make him dripping wet can i do him like them poems on the internet?give me your number I want to call you now is this a booty call? Hell yea!! The phone ringing WOW He has a deep voice and its sexy to you do not live to far away . he can be there by 2 she is wearing a short leather jacket high heels and not much else He has drinks ready for her a strawberry frozen at the bottom of the fancy glass set and two of his sexiest poems to get her wet she was a thick girl with very pretty eyes and most importantly very thick thighs . we sat as he held her in his arms talking and sipping on thug passions then he started reading poems of anal and 69 action as he read to her whispering in her ear her nipples grew larger as see through the that was silky and shear s

Twas The Night Before Christmas..this Is For Our Troops
T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CA

Commitment And Sex ! Ladies And Gentlemen
Check this out people, now alot of women complain about their man going else where for, well lets just say some extra curricular activities. and there are those women out there who do the same thing. or of course we all know someone...maybe know someone who is cheating. but i just really want to know your opionion since i had a debate with a woman about this. CAN A RELATIONSHIP LAST IF THE SEX YOU ARE HAVING IS BAD? WITHOUT ADDING THE KIDS IN THE PICTURE IF THERE ARE ANY. I AM TALKING ABOUT A RELATIONSHIP WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN TOGEATHER FOR MAYBE 3YRS AND UP...AND IN A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP. MARRIED OR NOT. LIVING TOGEATHER AS ONE THOUGH. A FRIEND WHO IS A WOMAN SAID SEX IS 10PERCENT OF THE RELATIONSHIP...WELL THATS NOT REALISTIC TO ME, AND ON MY PLANET IT DOES MATTER. SO WHAT IS YOUR OPINION PEOPLE? FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON THIS IF U LIKE...PLEASE DO!

How Lame Am I
Ok so I love cherry bucks but I don't want to spend them!! How lame is that!! I mean they aren't real but I want to keep them!! Maybe I'm thinkin that if I keep them long enough they will turn real, prolly not but hey it's a shot!! Ok so I can't believe that fuck face might be married.. Call me crazy but I'm still stalking his ass and it's ok.. I mean he told me that he could see us being married and he went and got hitched with that fat ass! what the fuck is up with that!! Ok I'm done talking about him.. And if you see me, just slap me! Thanks bitches!

This Is For All My Friends And Family
I AM HAVING A HARD TIME KEEPIN UP WITH THE COMMENTS SO IF YOUR READING THIS MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com LOVE ALL OF YOU MISS. SAVANNAH

I Love Ya Darlin !
Of course I love ya darling You're a bloody top notch bird And when I say yur gorgeous I mean every single word So ya bum is on the big side I don't mind a bit of flab It means that when I'm ready There's somethin' there to grab So your belly isn't flat no more I tell ya, I don't care So long as when I cuddle ya I can get my arms around there No sheila who is your age Has nice round perky breasts They just gave into gravity But I know ya did ya best I'm tellin' ya the truth now I never tell ya lies I think its very sexy That you've got dimples on ya thighs I swear on me nana's grave now The moment that we met I thought u was as good as I Was ever gonna get No matter wot u look like I'll always love ya dear Now shut up while the footy's on And get me another beer!

This Is Crazy!
Ok i am sick and tired of people saying my pictures are thiers! they are not yours get it right!! you are not me and if i had a camera right now for my computer i would so put a salute up! my friend tock these pics of me when she was over my house she brought her cam! you can ask her if yall don't believe me!!!

My Christmas List
My Christmas List Scotty's Christmas List 1 pack of adhesive hooks a salt shaker ear muffs 1 can of spray starch a turtleneck sweater bottle of elmer's glue (don't get me the cheap stuff) bottle opener a bouncy ball a slinky 800 thread count sheets for my sleeping bag plastic vampire teeth (They freak the people out at the dentist office.) an atlas (Just the page that has New Jersey on it.) a bottle of shower gel (It makes me smell real good like.) CD (Milli Vanilli's Greatest Hits) Money (Lots of it in small bills.) If you all could help me out with these items, I'd greatly appreciate it. Just don't ask any questions.... Peace out and slap your neighbor on the butt and call he/she "Judy"...

Food For Thought
AS A HUSBAND EMERGED FROM THE BATHROOM HE NOTICED HIS WIFE HAD A HEADACHE. HE SAID TO HIS WIFE, PERFECT TIMING I JUST FINISHED POWDERING MY PENIS WITH ASPRIN. YOU CAN HAVE IT ORALLY OR AS A SUPPOSITORY... WHICH EVER YOU PREFER...

Christmas Present!!!!!
I am so happy. after much searching and thinking and searching and thinking, I have finally found the Christmas present for my love. I would tell you what it is, but just in case he decides to read this before Monday, I can't. I will let you all know if he likes it and what it is after Monday. I am sure that he will!!!!

Why Do You Love Me The Way You Do?
why do you love me the way you do? how can she love an old fool like me? mere reason can not help me solve this just how can you love me the way you do? why do you love me the way you do? how can I be such a lucky man the reason still elude me somehow but I know you love me the way you do why do you love me the way you do? how can I be such a lucky man the reason still elude me somehow but I know you love me the way you do why do you love me the way you do? how can I ever thank you enough for all the joy you bring to me so freely that's just how you love me the way you do maybe I should stop searching for a reason and just let your love roll over me and accept the gift you give just to me and know why you love me the way you do

This Was Written For Me
Shell A small shadow there I see Refusing to be seen Twisted like a knot in her shell Hiding herself all too well. But in her eyes I peek What others refuse to see A beautiful soul I find Tough in heart, strong in mind. At times she struggles to cover it up Her experiences have made her tough But when I look there’s a lot to see So much being said without speech Maybe she has lost her way On that road traveled so infrequently While walking to this unknown place A piece of her is lost in this place. I wonder now Can I help her reclaim Some of her inner prosperity? Perhaps in time All will be fine Desire and perseverance could be the key. Again in her shell covered up Distrustful thoughts run about In my own way I give her love, tenderly and internally It’s all I have and the best I can be A true dear friend There to help her make it in the end

It Has Been..
It has been on hell of a year and christmas is very near to reflect on what we do have right in front of us.. We have all been blessed with one special gift and that is the gift of giving.. Everyday that we get up we are giving something back to someone weather its someone that we smiled back at.. A hug from a parent to a loved one.. A helping hand to a friend in the time of need.. Each one of us has been blessed in are own special way.. The new year is near and I have been blessed with some spectular new friends.. This year has made me strong as I have had my trails and tribulations with love, with friends and even financial ones.. but in this new year this will all end a new game plan is set in stone so it gives me the time I need to reflect.. I do want to say something special to a special someone thank you from coming into my life at almost at the end of the new year.. You have brought some light back into my life.. I hope that we will remain friends and continue to all

Hhh Mmm........
Am I getting older.... Or are my choices in music just evolving???? Never before have I been so drawn to the Thrash, Rage, Punk, Indy Rock spectrum of music as I am now... Sugarcult, Hinder, All American Rejects, Fallout Boy, Avenged Sevenfold, Seether, these are groups I listen to now daily as well as my normal, Jay Z, Akon, Paula DeAnda, Snoop, Eminem, Beyonce', Bow Wow... Maybe Im just changing as a person, growing, expanding, I dunno I just know what I enjoy... Ciao' Bella!

Pissed
I write this blog cause I'm hellfied pissed off.. I do not understand why some men can not except no for an answer.. Wondering why u have not called.. Wondering why they never got an invitation to spend the night.. Jealous of the next man thats not even in site.. Calls you and trys to be all nice then turns around and throws darts.. Am I suppose to be impressed or disrespect the next man for your stupidity.. Ask if you can get a peice of me.. Shaking my head at all this nonsense.. Some men need a lesson in tactful technics or just lessons in how to a treat a lady with respect and diginity.. This is me just sounding off my most utter regret.

Helpful Stuff!!
^^^ LMAO THATS HILARIOUS!! ^^^ Anyways Thats not the reason i did this blog..I was going through some quotes and i really liked these..They are quite helpful!! "Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow." "Fear less, hope more; Whine less, breathe more; Talk less, say more; Hate less, love more; And all good things are yours." "Every time you wake up and ask yourself, "What good things am I going to do today?", remember that when the sun goes down at sunset, it will take a part of your life with it." "Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." "Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself." "In three words I can sum up everything I've learned ab

The Right Stuff
The right stuff On a chain of beautiful islands in the middle of nowhere, the following people are stranded: Two Italian men and one Italian woman Two French men and one French woman Two German men and one German woman Two Greek men and one Greek woman Two English men and one English woman Two Bulgarian men and one Bulgarian woman Two Japanese men and one Japanese woman Two Chinese men and one Chinese woman Two Irish men and one Irish woman Two American men and one American woman One month later, on these absolutely stunning deserted islands in the middle of nowhere, the following things have occurred: One Italian man killed the other Italian man for the Italian woman. The two French men and the French woman are living happily together in a mÃ©nage a trois. The two German men have a strict weekly schedule of alternating visits with the German woman. The two Greek men are sleeping with each other and the Greek woman is cleaning and c

Aphrodite's Prayer
Aphrodite's Prayer I am what all men want And all women wish to be I am the earth, the sky, the sea Love is not my commodity Skilled glances, practiced gestures Are my apertifs To dine with me Is pleasure beyond belief I live to lust And to lust I live There's nothing of my body That I wouldn't give However, my heart Encased in ice The inability to love My only vice So when you dream Sweet caresses in the night Submit to me Do not put up a fight For in your acquiescence You will find peace I am a fantasy that refuses to cease When waking with the morning light You find evidence of dark delights Think of me and smile within Tonight I'll be with you again

Poker Banned In The Us?
United States Holdem Players are still being accepted by manyonline poker rooms! While many have stopped accepting Us Poker Players, We are still welcome at Absolute Poker for instance! Quote: Absolute Poker.com - absolutely business as normal Wednesday Oct 11 2006 # Absolute Poker– Absolute Poker Business as normal! Absolute Poker is a privately held business and its executives today issued the following statement: "As the 4th largest online poker company we continue to welcome all Affiliates and their Poker Players! Absolute Poker is Absolutely confident in its ability to continue to offer US players the very best in Online Poker with the fastest secure deposit and payout solutions, all new and existing players should be 100% confident in playing with the very best Absolute Poker." The Safe Ports Act passed by the US Congress on September 30th neither prohibits nor makes it illegal for any US customer to play with Absolute Poker and therefore customers experience at Abso

Lmao
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates. "In honor of this holy season" Saint Peter said, "You must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. "It represents a candle", he said. "You may pass through the pearly gates" Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said "You may pass through the pearly gates". The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize? The man replied," "These are Carols." And So The Holiday Season Begins....

It Will
It Goes On Don’t worry even if it’s goodbye Accept anything Even if it’s hurting Don’t break Even if there’s too much of an ache Take all the world could give So what’s life to live? It’s all misery And weary I’ll say: try your best and live life to the fullest Forget the past Say it’s the last Then you move on Life will go on

Lookin For Applicants!
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! (Give me at least three days to process your application) lol 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? Do u swallow? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take picture

Memories Of A Past Life
Whispers of love down the corridors of time. Gentle lover, loyal companion, beloved Warrior of old. Sadness, grief; great longing for a life, a love snuffed out before its prime. Misty dreams awakened of long ago, in a land beyond my reach. Goddess and God; love and loss; life, death, then life regained. Friends, lovers from a distant past, brought forward into Now. Bittersweet surprise of love recalled; the sudden pain of remembered loss. A fleeting glimpse of what was once, so far away. Joy with sorrow; a love pursued, held true across the centuries. I treasure the warm glow of knowing, I hold you always and forever within my Heart. (Written 10/10/06 at 1 a.m.)

The Cabin Get Away
They go to a small log cabin up in the mountains for the weekend. They drive up the old dirt road that led to the rustic cabin, which is deep in amongst a forest of pine. The trees surrounded the cabin; covering it like a blanket. You can see the mountain peaks take over the sky which is a dimming gray-silver tone of snow clouds. As they pulled into the driveway the clouds seem to open up and small flakes start to fall from the heavens. He gets out of the car and comes around the back in of the car around to her side; he opens the door for her and taking her by the hand helping her out of the car. He reveals to her a single white rose. Looking in his eyes a feeling came over her that she hasn't felt in years. The feeling of falling in love again. He awakened apart of her that she thought had gone away. As she steps out of the car the bitter wind hits her pale peach face and she shivers. The wind seemed to whisper his name to her soul. He wraps his arms around her; they start up t

Get So High!!!
How does one get so high in the cherry tree (if you want to call it that) I have been on since august and I have seen people who joined after that are already at level 20 and higher.... how do they do it? Can some please tell me how. thanks

None
Just wanted to say Happy Holidays to all my friends, fans, and family. You all have shown me A great deal of love and respect, and I try to show each and every one of you the same. So, keep rocking and remember I am your friend and here to help anyway I can. Merry Christmas, and A safe New Years.

Too Much Time On His Hands.
This Guy Has Way Too Much Time On His Hands... This gentleman lives in St. Louis, Mo. and each year at Christmas he decorates his home and synchronizes the lights with music. This must literally take him months! The video is a little blurry and slow at first, but watch the entire thing...it's a hoot at the end! This just blows me away!!! Wouldn't you hate to be the neighbor that lives across the street??? LMAO

Christy Ann
So tell me what it is you are thinking, And I will tell you how I feel. Tell me what you are thinking And I’ll show a man that’s real. Tell me what you want, Tell me your desire. Is it ok if I touch your heart? Will you let me find a way to light your fire? How about kisses from head to your toe? I'll run my hands down to special places? Or is that too much from the start? Close your eyes and tell me what it is that you feel. Are the Goosebumps still there? Is it surreal? What about your muscles? Are they tense? Is your sweet and delicious flower contracting? Or is it slowly becoming relaxed as you become warmer on the inside? Mmmmm hmmm.... daaayum.... TO BE CONTINUED:......

Sorry I Know Some Of These Are Too Crude !
Q. What do you call it when someone farts in a gay bar? A. A love call. Q. How do you give a blind queer a thrill? A. Leave the plunger in the toilet. Q. How do lesbians handle their liquor? A. By the ears. (Lick her) Q. What do tight pants and a cheap motel have in common? A. No ball room Q. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? A. The position of the dirt bag. Q. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? A. Doughnuts. Q. What do you get when you put 50 lesbians and 50 politicians in a room together? A. 100 people who don't do dick. Q. What do attorneys use for birth control? A. Their personalities. Q. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? A. 45 lbs. Q. Why does a dog lick its penis? A. Because it can't make a fist. Q. What do you call two lesbians with their period? A. Finger painting. Q. How do you teach a blond math? A. Subtract her clothes, divide her legs, and square root her. Q. What di

Im Sorry Baby
IM SORRY BABY I DONT LOVE U THAT WAY ONLY AS A FRIEND THESE R THE WORDS THAT HID THE STARS MADE CUPID'S ARROW BEND IM SORRY BABY YOU GOT TO GO IM THRU WITH YOU TONIGHT BUT THANK U FOR THE SERVICE YOU HAD SOME FUN TOO, RIGHT? IM SORRY BABY I CANT HOLD YOU I ONLY CRAVE THE FUN THANK U FOR THE PLEASURE YOU GOTTA LEAVE NOW HUN IM SORRY BABY FOR THE TEARS WWELLED UP IN YOUR EYES I CANT CONSOLE YOU BABY I CANNOT COMPRIMISE IF I WAS TO HEAR "I LOVE YOU" IT WOULD BE MY PARADISE ALAS, I LET THIS BOY BE MY HEARTS DEMISE NEXT TIME HE CALLS FOR ME IN SOME DESPARATE ATTEMPT I'LL SAY IM SORRY TOO HOPE HE TASTES MY CONTEMPT I HOPE ONE DAY HE'LL REALIZE WHAT HE LET SLIP AWAY & THINK TO HIMSELF I'D GIVE ANYTHING TO HOLD THAT GIRL TODAY!!!

Christmas In The South
Christmas in the South... In a small southern town there was a "Nativity Scene" that showed great skill and talent had gone into creating it. But one small feature bothered me. The three wise men were wearing firemen's helmets. Totally unable to come up with a reason or explanation, I left. At a "Quik Stop" on the edge of town, I asked the lady behind the counter about the helmets. She exploded into a rage, yelling at me, "You stupid Yankees never do read the Bible!" I assured her that I did, but simply couldn't recall anything about firemen in the Bible. She jerked her Bible from behind the counter and ruffled through some pages, and finally jabbed her finger at a passage. Sticking it in my face she said "See, it says right here, 'The three wise man came from afar.'"

My Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Sexual Iq .. Bow Down Before Me!!
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Im Up For Sale!!
Here's the rules!! Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p.s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow and message me wit your answer

Oklahoma Bound!
Hey there Cherry stalkers lol!! I am headed out of town tomorrow morning for Oklahoma for the Xmas holiday to see my parents and my 90 yr.old Grandmother. This could be our last Xmas with her so I am gonna make the best of it. Soooooo, I won't be on until Monday evening when I arrive home. I will miss everybody! So stop by often and show me some love while I am gone. I hope every one has an awesome and safe holiday!! Mwahh!! Stefani (Sugarbutt)

Where Are You?
Hey everybody! I just created a map of my friends on myspace. Go add yourself! The picture below shows all the people who already have. Click the "Add Yourself" button to put yourself on there! Wicked people Everywhere BuddyMapping.com - Create your own map. Click here!

Thank You For Your Suppot Again
Once again I have seen something hear that makes me proud to be a member of the military. It’s all (of you) the people who support US the troops that are the real heroes. If it just saying a prayer for those who are in harms way or who do more such as the one who sent this to me. As a member of the armed forces (US) I salute you all. It is you who let US the troops know that we do have the support we need at home to do the job that we must do. As for me I don’t care what branch of the military your in you are my brother or sister. We all need to remember that right now it US united and all the other stuff doesn’t mean anything, and when there is peace then we can have our (This branch is better than that). I know that there are those out there who don’t agree with what’s going on in the world and that’s fine but even you need to support the troops because it them the troops who give you the right to disagree. Last Veterans Day I was in a parade when a women came out of the cro

Merry Christmas Woman Style!! Lol...
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers Till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost. MERRY CHRISTMAS

Altar Of Flesh
Altar of Flesh Take me in the vineyard. Let me brace myself against rungs of wind-machine ladder as I become altar, invitation, doorway to Divinity. Bury in me all your longing, the hardness of your day. Seek the Goddess deep within me. Ground yourself in my flesh. Lay me naked on the Earth so voyeur moon can see me open, my breasts swaying with your prayer. Let wind dance across our skin, caressing us with lover hands to stoke the ancient fire in our souls to raging desire, until you spill your offering seed into the furrow of me.

All I Want Is You
All I Want Is You by BlueWolf I'll wake in the morning And pray it will be Laying there beneath The Christmas tree There's one thing I want It's not a game or a toy It's all that I need To bring my life joy No, it's not money Not a video game I don't want a fortune And I don't seek fame All that I've desired Each and every night Is to be taken From the dark into the light It's in every thought I have In everything that I do The only gift I'll ever want Is You

I Wait For You...
I realize how alone I am wandering through life. No one here to hold my hand or calm me through my strife. I long to sleep in love's warm arms and wake to it's soft kiss. Savor it's breath upon my skin and feel the touch I miss. Perhaps one day I'll find you 'cross the miles and through the mist 'Til then fate's only granted me this hollow loneliness.

Burn This Away
Let me be empty of everything, desire, hatred, kindness, Cut me off from all this. Stop all the things that destroy me, empathy, distrust, self-interest, lust and want. Burn these away. Detach me from everything, and give me some freedom from all of this, either end of the spectrum, just feels like ruin. Take this away from me and make me empty, contained and quiet. Because, all of this, all of this, is just too much. So burn this away, leave me with nothing, then maybe I can rebuild, and bring some water to the wasteland.

Thoughts For The Man I Will Love Someday!
I found a star up in the sky And named it after you It watches over me every night And listens closely too It waits to hear my secret dreams My thoughts and wishes true It will not ever tell a soul It is there for me and you Its wish is to guide me safely With its powerful glowing light Through the night’s blackest darkness Into the morning so bright So when you look up into the night sky And see my bright shining star Remember that I am wishing too From not so very far

For Kira With Love....................
Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am that swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight, I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die.

Away Messages
I want my away message to say.. "Please hold a conversation longer than 5 mins" "Please don't make me fill out love surveys" "Please don't boar me with blah blah crap" "Please don't ask me to tell you your hot, the last 5 million users of this site already did" "please don't ask me to rate your pics when I can' see them" hahaha and please for the love of cheese! Don't do any "real man" bulletin postings.. those get on my last nerve! Unless your willing to post a "real woman " bulletin.. hmmmmmmm lmao OH and those things about making a woman happy.. I already know those.. And one more .. get me a gift bulletin and i'll fart! I know those already .. and .. nevermind.. :P How about things that make a man happy.. geeeeeez.. oh wait thats soooooooo wrong to do right? riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight..!! haha but.. I can't seem to get my silly away messages to work.. lol oh well.. happy HOlidays and don't drink too much egg nogg. Roy

Friends W/ Benefits
Friends w/ Benefits It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on CT that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on CT that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits"

My Theme For Today
So sick, so sick of being tired. And oh so tired of being sick. We’re both such magnifacent liars. So crush me baby, I’m all ears. So obviously desperate, so desperatly obvious. I’ll give in one more time and feed you stupid lines all about "cleaning up my act..." We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. So sick, so sick of being tired. And oh so tired of being sick. Willing and ready to prove the worst of everything you said about. So obviously desperate, so desperatly obvious. So good at setting bad examples. Listen, chic, I’ve had all I can handle. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore. Think of all the fun you had. The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time. Think of all the days you spent alone with just your t

Whats Your Love Style
Your Love Style is Pragma You believe love is logical - or at least it should be You've thought a lot about what you want from someone And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love All you've got to do is meet the perfect person! What's Your Love Style?

Sooo...
hey ya'll! i havent forgot about anyone! its just that my internet isnt working at home so i havent been able to keep in contact with you guys! miss you!! stop by and leave me a comment and when i get the internet going again i'll return the love!! k, well gotta go..not supposed to be on here at work... LUV YOU!!!! ~nessa786

70 Quirks About Me
70 QUIRKS ABOUT ME - 01. Initials: NIJAJ 02. Name someone with the same birthday as you: Jeff Goldblume 03. Last thing you ate: Ham Butty 04. For or against same sex marriage: what ever floats your boat. 05. I say Shotgun! You say?: BOLLOCKS 06. Last person you hugged?: Mum 07. Do you believe in God?: No 08. How many U.S states have you been to?: 2 09. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: none...yet 10. Ever lived outside of the US: Yes i live in England 11. Name something you like physically about yourself: i dunno 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: dunno 13. Who is your best friend?: Michael 14. Why are you up?: its 4pm 15. Who made you angry today? Dad 16. Favorite type of Food?: pizza 17. Favorite holiday: Halloween 18. Do you download music: Yes 19. What illegal things have you done?: Broken the speed limit 20. Sing and Dance?: Yup 21. Would you date the person that posted this?: NO sry anna y

Search The Internet; End Marijuana Prohibition
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I Feel Like Blah Today!!!!!
im so tired today...drinking til 2am and coming to work at 8am not such a great idea!!! but it was fun i had way too many shooters and danced a lil too much!!!! turned out to be a great bday... lil horny college girl

~~anew~~
Eye to eye we begin anew A start of something strong and true. No words have broken our silent stare For meetings like this come oh so rare. My heart is beating a silent tune The first words spoken are awaiting soon. Do you share this feeling I have inside Or should I keep it away to safely hide? This new beginning I shall always remember As something fragile, warm and tender. Unsure of which way my heart will fly Not sure of whether to flee or try. You move towards me, a gentle being Whose words are touching and filled with feeling. One single glance and knowing smile I'd know you'd go that extra mile To meet with me some other day And take my hand to guide the way. ~~Jennifer~~ 12-19-06

Today's Funny...
A little boy sits on Santa's lap. Santa says "I bet I know what you want for Christmas," and with his finger he taps the boys nose with every letter he spells "T-O-Y-S". The little boy thinks a second and says, "No, I have enough toys." Santa replies once again tapping the boys nose with every letter, "C-A-N-D-Y." Again the little boy thinks a second and says, "No,I have all kinds of candy." "Well what would you like for Christmas?" Santa asks. The little boy replies, tapping Santa on the nose, "P-U-S-S-Y, and don't tell me you don't have any because I can smell it on your finger!"

Me Sporty...
You scored as Sporty/Athletic. Your very energetic, and you tend to care a lot about your health and what you look like. Be careful because some people may take that as insecurity and take advantage of that. You are very competitve and succeed at almost everything you do.Sporty/Athletic90%Popular70%Prep60%Emo55%Geek/Nerd50%Punk/Skater50%Loner25%What highschool clique are you in? (GIRL ANIME!)created with QuizFarm.com

"i Should Be Cleaning Right Now"
Do you think we can play toy Leave flesh so scarred it’s useless to human beings Would you leave me on my feet Or on my back, facing the ceiling Drink from an ocean of malicious deeds Receding into primal shredding spree Paint the world red Spray blood on the trees Dared to bruise Take a cruise Across the ocean of malicious deeds Lay down on a bed of ice nails Quick game of melt or impale Sway, or fill sails Fuck, fight, or feast Make a feast out of me Make me giggle by the tickle of you devouring me Feel free to wield power over me As I bite at your chest Pinned head held at the neck Caresses that may leave skin in shreds Beholden To a creature of my distress I think I may… go to sleep again because I can’t see again because my vision is red and green again

Not All Poems Uplift
agony In the rush to become what is ideal failing to think about what I feel working so hard to live up to expectation see the thing I became for others elation loosing all that I held dear giving in to all for sake of fear beholding the path that I had taken Feeling so lost, alone, and forsaken price paid in blood and sweat held cheap too high a price when the pain cuts so deep lesson learned and change given its due be true to myself and no one else new guard and beware of those called friend trust in no one until life is at an end selfish uncaring masses live and turn to dust believing the lie that the world is just By R. Thomas Dinsmore Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch do

Chairity Event
I would just like to thank everyone who visited the Huge Chairty Event the we hosted on Paltalk over the weekend of the 15th. It was a huge sucess for we have raised over $675,000.00 yes I said 675,000.00 dollars. Between the 100k plus the ppl of paltalk donated we have had many corporate donations come in. I would also like to thank the ppl from Meril Lynch for starting off the corporate donations. Thier donation of of $150,000.00 started the ball rolling for other companies to donate. Bless everyone who donated money and time to this event. For those of you who didn't know about it several of the room owners myself included closed our rooms to host the BIGGEST fundraiser in Paltalk history. together we raised a lot of cash for children across the globe. Thank You!! We made a lot of needy children happy this year with all of the wonderful donations. Just think if we pulled this event off in just one weeks time can you imagine what we will accoplish next year. I can't wait to se

Merry Christmas To Everyone...i Will Be Taking Some Time Off
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to everyone! With Christmas almost here, my Christmas vacation starts today. And since I work for a state university, I won't be back to work until the 3rd of January. Due to that, you won't be seeing me on much. I'll be thinking of you all often though! I will be traveling to visit and spend time w/my family. I hope you all stay safe, and love often!

Merry Christmas, Darlin.....
Merry Christmas, Darling Merry christmas, my Darling, This is my special gift to you. May the spirit of this joyous season Be with you all year through. When you wakeon Christmas morning And I'm not there to see, May you find the gift of happiness, Beneath your Christmas tree. When you look outside your window, I just want you to know, That I'm always right beside you, Like those angels in the snow. I'll light a special candle, To honor the bond we share, And know in your heart that I love you, Even though I can't be there. When It's time to rest my weary head, At the end of this wonderful day, I'll give thanks for all my blessings And for the love you send myway.

Evidently I'm A Prophet... Huh...
You Are a Prophet Soul You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Most Kissable Lips Contest...time To Vote!
Most kissable lips contest time! Yall can now vote! Here is the link...sorry it goes straight to my pic if u dont wanna vote for me its cool yall just vote:-)! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=264361&albumid=155511&i=1903562551

Predatory Homosexuals
This is just an introductory statement for the blog I'll type up inthe morning. But for now all I gotta say is that if ya do a Blast...be prepared for some unwanted consequences. I'll leave it at that for now. Stay tuned for tomorrow's full featured update...lol

Little Known Facts About Nj
Facts about NJ If you've ever lived in Jersey...you'll appreciate this!!! New Jersey is a peninsula. Highlands, New Jersey has the highest elevation along the entire eastern seaboard, from Maine to Florida. New Jersey is the only state where all of its counties are classified as metropolitan areas. New Jersey has more race horses than Kentucky. New Jersey has more Cubans in Union City (1 sq mi.) than Havana, Cuba. New Jersey has the densest system of highways and railroads in the US. New Jersey has the highest cost of living. New Jersey has the highest cost of auto insurance. New Jersey has the highest property taxes in the nation. New Jersey has the most diners in the world and is sometimes referred to as the "Diner Capital of the World." New Jersey is home to the original Mystery Pork Parts Club (no, not Spam): Taylor Ham or Pork Roll. Home to the less mysterious but the best Italian hot dogs and Italian sausage w/peppers and

Original Poetry 3
She came to me from above in an electric dream; as I was trying witness a display of illicit delight, she stimulated me much more than ever expected to be that night; she has possessed my mind, but it is my heart that she could redeem; Love’s sweet mistress I have wronged before, but she takes no notice or mind as if my past is a part of some forgotten lore; She has a classic beauty like a radiant maiden from a fairytale; having skin so fair with eyes like emerald lightning and hair like fire, to see her close and touch her skin…. I get joy just to aspire and the sound of her voice seems to inspire my endless desire; She haunts my perception, she penetrates me from every direction, though she is so far away, she touches me from a distance… and though life has hardened my heart, I seem to have no resistance; She comes to me… each night like a dream I keep dreaming and hope will come true, a voice in the night across three hundred miles of darkness… she comes to me; I

The Guide To Women
A MAN'S GUIDE TO WHAT A WOMAN IS REALLY SAYING: I JUST NEED SOME SPACE. .... without you in it. DO I LOOK FAT IN THIS DRESS? We haven't had a fight in a while. NO, PIZZA'S FINE. .... you cheap slob! I JUST DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW. I just don't want you as a boyfriend now. I DON'T KNOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? I can't believe you have nothing planned. COME HERE. My puppy does this, too. I LIKE YOU, BUT... I don't like you. YOU NEVER LISTEN. You never listen. I'LL BE READY IN A MINUTE. I'm ready, but I'm going to make you wait because I know you will. OH, NO, I'LL PAY FOR MYSELF. I'm just being nice; there's no way I'm going dutch. OH YES!!! RIGHT THERE!! Well, near there; I just want to get this over with. I'M JUST GOING OUT WITH THE GIRLS. We're gonna make fun of you and your friends.

I May Join
I know ALL u fine ladies are Just dying to know WHAT CONTEST the Great and Wonderful JIM BEAM is havin now..Well snce u asked.. I am havin a Sexy New Years Outfit Contest.... it is simple..OK if u or anyone u know wants to be in my next contest I need u to Private Message me and let me know. YOU MUST HAVE A PIX OF U DRESSED IN SOME SORTA OF SEXY NEW YEARS OUTFIT.. I cant wait to see what happens in this contest. i am looking for 25 HOTTIES min... I hope to start contest the Contest will take place 1 week after New Years Eve and run til the 20th of Jan 2007... PLEASE REPOST THIS AS A BLOG OR A BULLETIN SO I CAN GET THE WORD OUT SINCE I CANT AFFORD A BLAST!! Thanks Again and I Hope U Join! Your Host JIM BEAM

Untitled
Untitled Slender beams of illumination enter this darkened prison as I kneel, always a slave, always despairing, frozen here, waiting. Accusing forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, searing my naked soul. A reflection on my face. I raise my head, now defying this uncaring truth.

I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

Wow!!
okay i just posted that last blog...and i noticed i got a shit load of points... was it from the blog?? :) oh yeah, bitches, if you're reading this one and didnt read the one before, go back and fucking read it.

What Ended Love
Hey there boys and girls I have been writing and thinking about some new theories. And thought wait a second why not share them with all of my Myspace friends!!! Truth is I am bored and get tired of writing everything down in a note book so thought I would start sharing my mental methods of maddens. LOL Lately I have heard quite a few people talk of love at first sight. I just have to say that is so full of shit. Love at first sight is just societys way of justifying lust. It is really just a fancy saying its ok to hook up so quickly with someone. Long ago love was something that happened in time. Take into consideration even 50-60 years ago. People met their husbands or wives in high school and got married. Those people today are still married and say that they have never loved another. Why because their relationships were based on something with a more stable foundation. People loved but more beneath the surface. It all had more meaning than this superficial shit people are r

The Diaries
HER DIARY: > > Tonight, I thought my husband was acting weird. We had made plans to > meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day > long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but > he made no comment on it. Conversation wasn't flowing, so I suggested > that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed, but he didn't > say much. I asked him what was wrong; he said, Nothing." I asked him if > it was my fault that he was upset. He said he wasn't upset, that it had > nothing to do with me, and not to worry about it. > > On the way home, I told him that I loved him. He smiled slightly, and > kept driving. I can't explain his behavior. I don't know why he didn't > say, "I love you, too." When we got home, I felt as if I had lost him > completely, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat > there quietly, and watched TV. He continued to seem distant and > absent. > > Finally, with silence al

Sorry Guys!
Sorry I havent been on to much but I will be on more this weekend...just not tonight cause I took pain killers and I am gonna go to bed. I almost cut the tip of my finger off today at work...its hanging on by a little bit of skin. Its not as bad as I thought but I was in shock when it happend so I started freakin out. I thought the tip was gonna fall off and I started cryin. But everyone told me it was gonna heal ok so not to worry. It just hurts a lot but anyway goodnight all. Vamp

I Was So Bored I Did Another Survey
1. Can you cook? i can, but not drunk. 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? use the emergancy phone duh...or if it falls just wait to jump before it hits the ground. oh yeh, i saw that on the history channel or something :) 3. What talent do you wish you had? make people laugh. 4. Favorite place? warm bed 5. Favorite vegetable? carrots! and beer 6. What was the last book you read? generation of swine , by Hunter S. Thompson 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? if things arent where they should be, they go in the trash. wipe your feet, take shoes off too. i cant even stand it when the rugs are crooked. but im not a clean freak. not really, ok shut up. (apparently im a schitzo!) 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? both ears twice, tongue, lip, both nipples, used to have belly button but that ended badly. tatts- once my ex stabbed me in the knee with a pen. so ive got a blue dot for life. 9. Worst Habit? swearing aaaaand paranoia 10. What's your ph

A Rant
Ok this spamming error thing is like getting so out of hand .....first everyone says change ya comments and you wont get it ....bullcrap...has tried 50 diff graphic comments and also tried using just plain text and still get the dayum error message. They so need to fix this. It is starting to seem like going back to yahoo 360 might be the best solution.

Some Christmas Fun
1. What do elves learn in school? The elf-abet 2. What christmas carol is a favorite of parents? Silent Night 3. Why does santa have 3 gardens? Ao he can hoe hoe hoe 4. What is the difference between the christmas Alphabet and the ordinary alphabet? The christmas alphabet has No L (Noel) 5. What do snowmen eat for breakfast? Frosted flakes 6. What do you get when you cross a snowman with a vampire? Frostbite 7. What kind of bird can write? A pen-guin 8. How do sheep in mexico say Merry christmas? Fleece Navidad! 9. What do you get if santa goes down the chimney when a fire is lit? Crisp Cringle 10. Why was santa's little helper depressed? He had low elf esteem 11. What do you call people who are afraid of Santa Claus? Claustrophobic Have a Merry Christmas everyone!!

Just A Poem Past
THE MIND OF TRUST Fear a false evidence appearing real killing the love and the trust that we feel Loss of intimacy is replaced with anxiety unknown liaison found common in society Wandering eyes that seek out new a play mate expecting you home yet you come back late Plans the were made and now are in tatters pain at the thoughtless act, anger because it matters That one who professes love does things that create doubt is a sign of one self seeking without thinking things out As to who will pay the price for the things that matter least placing any ahead of love will give rise to the green eyed beast A monster with a will to destroy trust first of all it does this by using our pride to lead us to the fall It tells us that the one we love is untrue it shows us all of the signs of a love new It leads us to wonder where our love has been it creates images in our minds of the greatest sin Betrayal of all we held dear, now in disgust leaving us empty,

Pictures Of Me
you think you know what's inside my heart what i think how i feel you think you know my personality how i act what my norm is but you have no clue the fake from the true how can you sit there and judge me constantly? how can you sit there and say that you know me don't presume don't judge me don't act like you know it all come find me and i'll show you my reality you think everything's so easy and that it can be done so quick but it's different and harder everything's not as it seems when you don't know my dreams how can you sit there and judge me constantly? how can you sit there and say that you know me don't presume don't judge me don't act like you know it all come find me and i'll show you my reality if you can't stop presuming if you can't stop judging if you can't look outside the box and accept me then we'll have to say goodbye how can you sit there and judge me constantly? how can you sit there and say that you know me don't presume

Here It Is
its so funny to me to know that i have a hater hating on me.but the fact of the matter is im about the physical form..not internet shouting matches.thats so damn weak and cowardly we did all get outta high school right?problems? believe me dont start nothing and ya wont get ya mouth smashed open..so the next time a lame ass uncomfortably built black redneck runs his chops about me be man enough to come at me..dont hide behind a female...damn kids stick to marking on ya mamas walls wit crayolas.

Merry Crapsmas
another year almost gone...kneeling in a ditch along a deserted road with a pistol to the back of its head...the new year, its finger on the trigger...another holiday season upon us like an infection that will not go away...joyous yuletide blahblahblah...whatever...it's a joke...it only serves to deepin the lonliness...happy shit family and season for togetherness...whatever

Delicious
Get into it Get up to bad things Make raw flesh sing your praise Have at it Pull it straight out of my veins You drive me fucking insane The way you make my hips buck with your vicious ways The way you make my organ swell while you peel me away Saturate me with a damp explosion Get your gore fill Let me play in your gore Let me claw you long after its sore Open up a new hole to flow through Purr to me how you want me to fuck you Fuck me up You fuck me up Let go of pent up aggressions Distress my flesh with your aggravations Be my sedation I’ll be your sleeping drill And drill you into sleep Creep down my throat, spread yourself into me Grabbing your thighs, my blood is bursting to greet you And I am at attention to please you Pleased to meet you, may I eat you? Out Whole Leave holes I’ll take it all thank you Bite at my calve while I spank you I’ll make it available to you Leave myself open to rape While I take Whatever I want, feel free to stop me I

Me
and i looked into her eys and i saw the soul of a tiger, I looked at her hair and saw silk the coler of the sun, i looked at her lips and seen the pure beauty of red wine, i looked her body and seen a flower to be marveled at, I looked into her mind and saw a love that knows no bounds, I looked at her and seen perfection of a kind that no man but me could understand, I looked at her and saw a dream that anyman would love, I looked at her smile and it warmed my soul, i looked a her frown and it sorowed me deeply for i could not lift her up, i looked at her dreams and saw a world shrouded in mystery, I looked at her and seen everything i want , and everything i need, my dreams my, hopes my wants, my needs, I looked at her and I saw an angel

Updates
Just wanted to let you all know I've put up some pics of the hubby, daughter and I. They are listed under the Christmas folder. Please check them out, and feel free to rate and comment. Thanks, The Cookie Lady.

A Gift For Some Very Special Friends I Have Love You All
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your Comment made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine . Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week. and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back .. (just once) then that means that they care about you too. BUT, you have to send

Dance Of A Kiss
dance of a kiss together in conjunction symphony of breaths tasting desires pressing into urges eyes open eyes closed absorbent motion sea of love floating two souls joined in union of entrancement ravishing one anothers passionate kiss tongues darting swirls in rhythmic time with lips pressed together tasting desire's brine there is no there only here in bliss where lips lap a dance of a kiss

Experimenting With Forceful Poetry
Coming for you The anger has begun the chanting is in my head pain pain rage against suffering The darkness waiting for me to hold me like a lover my last guard before the wall breaks Hatred held before me a shield to your lies your fate i hold in my hands Feeding my Terror I will invade your lives take you down with me bleed you and give you my misery by Jason Hartle BTW this poem is NOT meant for anyone im not mad or anything like that

Dance Of Fire
Dance of fire Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion’s war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion’s play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other’s eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, a

Frozen
(about a relationship I had years ago) ---------------------------------------- So like winter, these words, you said to me, each one frozen in the air between us. You left them to me, breaking like ice at my feet, when you left. So like winter, the last few nights, we both pulled away, in spite of a need for warmth. You reminded me of a need for my cold places, by telling me you hated them. So like winter, now that I have them.

No More
You cheated, You lied, Because of Love I let it slide. You did it once, You did it twice, You still expect me to be nice? How could I have been so blind? When all you did was play with my mind. Now shut your mouth and let me speak! Listen to what I have to say, ’cuz I’m no longer weak. I’m not trying to fill you with fear, Just trying to make it clear, That the love I felt for you, Ends right here.

Spam Error Information
Dear Friends and Family ~ Please be advised that we have a new SPAM rule in effect immediately. The new rule applies to mutli use comments, which are identical, being posted repeatedly. You may use your PICS that you have, in the greetings/comments, but, you MUST change your words every few comments, in order for it to post. You need to include several words in your greeting, and then change them up as you go along. If you only stamp with a pic, your HTML will also be read, and will eventually be stopped with the error message, so you will need to add the text. I hope that this helps you to understand, that the SPAM rule is here to keep our site safe. Merry Christmas to One and All, Sincerely, Anna aka Fyretygress CT BOUNCER

Dying To Love You
My love, oh how I long to be in your embrace. To feel your fingers trace over my body. To share intimacy, and become whole then I will show you just how wonderful it makes me feel just to know you. I will give you all I have, and show my passion for you. Letting all of my worries and shyness go. To pour out my love, with an unending flow. Oh how I long to feel your lips against mine. Our souls entwine, becoming one. Our passion burning brighter than the sun. Our hearts beating together in a steady rhythm. It's killing me inside, not being able to be with you, so I guess you can say I'm dying to love you.

Kiss His Lips
I wanna kiss his lips I wanna feel his love for me Run deep into my veins Let it wash all my pain away I wanna fall into his arms I wanna know that he will save me From everything that's wrong in life Not make me have to think twice I wanna look into his eyes And see me there with him With children of our own The same strong love when we are grown I wanna fall asleep by his side Every day from now on And wake up with him there Putting flowers in my hair I wanna hear his voice Singing just for me And I will slowly close my eyes His every move I'll memorize I wanna dance the night away To "She's Everything to Me" He'll pull me closer with each step I'll lay my head against his chest I want my daddy to walk me down the aisle And give 'his princess' away I want my knight to wipe away my tears And promise he will be there for years I wanna wear a dress of white While putting rings upon our hands I can't promise not to cry When it's time to kiss the bride I

The Powers Of The Night!
¢¾The Powers of the Night The last minutes of daylight slowly disappears. Bringing forth the darkness with all its tempting fears. No longer does the welcoming sun shine a guiding light. Helplessly you are thrown into the powers of the night Lurking in shadows is the life you sought to know. And all those inner voices beckoning you to go. Show your other side let the dark one out to play. Free your inhibitions, don't let these feelings run astray. The dark one within demands to emerge. Take off the mask you wear and let these feelings surge. There is no need to hide because the night will set you free. Begin the journey to the places that you long to be. Look upon the darkness without any fright Let yourself get lost inside the powers of the night.

Rainbows!!
Rainbows would never be rainbows If sunshine had never met rain No one would ever need comfort If there was no sadness and pain But life holds both sunshine and showers The days are not all bright and fair So look through the showers for the rainbows You will always find hope shining there

My Christmas Wish
Like so many people that I know, I can't think of anything that I actually need. In all honesty, there isn't much that I want. For several weeks now a few people have asked me what I want for Christmas and I haven't been able to tell them one materialistic thing I want. 99% of the time, like many of you, if I decide I want something, I go to the store and buy it. And normally, don't put much thought into it. I am personally one that will admit that with material things, I am spoiled. So this year for Christmas, I want everyone to be happy, even if it's only for an hour. I don't want anyone to be lonely. I want everyone to feel loved by someone. To have food to eat. To have a warm, dry place to live. I want everyone to be able to take a nice hot shower and get dressed in what they think is there million dollar outfit. I want all of the broken hearts to be mended. Everyone's childhood and adulthood pain to be taken away. For those that have been abused in some form to be ab

You All Are So Sweet....
HELLO TO ALL MY NEW CHERRY FRIENDS....YOU ALL ARE SO SWEET TO SAY THE LEAST IT MAKES MY DAY TO COME HERE AND CHAT WITH AND JOKE WITH YOU ALL....YOU ARE THE KINDEST, SWEETEST MOST LOVING PEOPLE I HAVE COME ACROSS ON THE NET....THIS SITE BY FAR BEATS MYSPACE HANDS DOWN....SO KEEP SENDING THE LOVE AND REMEMBER THAT IF NOBODY ELSE TOLD YOU TODAY THAT THEY LOVE YOU WELL...I DO....I LOVE YOU.....xoxoxoxTammyxoxoxox MySpace Comments

Making The List As A F_____g Spammer
Going to repost this and see how many I can do before I get hit with the spammer list going to do this on bulletins and see exactly what happen then come back to this page and do an Edit. ----------------------------- Mother of USAF Tech sgt@ CherryTAP You can't even give all your friends the same commet on there page. Even though you are on a diffirent person giving them the same message is a NO NO you have to change the first word on every greeting that SUCKS big time ---------------------------------------------- OK PEOPLE I GOT TO REPOST THIS MESSAGE EXACTLY 4 TIMES BEFORE I GOT HIT WITH THE UGLY MESSAGE

My 5 Variable Love Profile
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low. This doe

Much More To Life
Saturday, December 23, 2006 Much more to life Everything you've ever accomplished has been done using just a small fraction of your capabilities. What if you could make use of just a little bit more? All that you've experienced has come from just a tiny corner in the universe of your possibilities. Imagine growing your awareness, your thinking and your actions beyond that corner. If something seems impossible, that's because you're looking at it from a limited perspective. Consider that there is so very much more to life than what you have thus far encountered. What you have and what you know are extremely valuable. Yet there also is infinitely more value to be found by exploring the possibilities that exist beyond where you already are. No matter how many sunrises you've experienced so far, the next one brings with it a whole new world. No matter how far you've already come, this moment now is a new beginning. Life is constantly reinventing itself while at the sam

Private Albums And Vacation
Some of you may know, some of you may not, but I decided to open up my very private folders for my friends over the holidays. I opened them this morning and they will remain open until the day after New Years. After that I will be deleting them. It's just too much of a pain in my ass to be dealing with people asking to see. I like to respond to all my messages, but unfortunately the number of private pic inquiries makes that difficult. So here ya go! Check em out, leave me comments. Please don't shout at me about the pics.... it bugs me and I won't be here anyway. I'll be gone for the next few days visiting family and friends.... I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAY!!! MUAH

=^.^=
"HAPPY HOLIDAYS" to all those who I have had the pleasure of meeting here my wishes that you have a SAFE and Happy start to the NEW YEAR. And to those of you who have suffered from a LOSS this year, please know that there are people who do care. Even though we may NEVER meet face 2 face, You are being both PRAYED with and 4. MEOW

When We Girls Drink To Much........
WHEN WE GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO 5.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILL

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !!
Well I hate to do it this way but since that stupid spam BS is in effect here now. I dont have the time today to do up a new message for everyone that I want to wish a happy holiday to. So I guess I will have to do it here so that everyone will see it. TOO ALL OF MY FAMILY, FRIENDS & FANS ON CT !! THIS IS MY MESSAGE TO YALL FOR THE HOLIDAY WEEKEND AND CHRISTMAS !! I hope that your weekend is starting off nicely. I'm thinking about ya *hugs* Have a wonderful holiday weekend and a very Merry Christmas. May all your dreams for the holidays come true. *hugs & love* Cindy

The Meanest Mother In The World
Copyright© 1967 byBobbie Pingaro I had the meanest mother in the whole world. While other kids ate candy for breakfast, I had to have cereal, eggs or toast. When others had cokes and candy for lunch, I had to eat a sandwich. As you can guess, my supper was different than the other kids' also. But at least, I wasn't alone in my sufferings. My sister and two brothers had the same mean mother as I did. My mother insisted upon knowing where we were at all times. You'd think we were on a chain gang. She had to know who our friends were and where we were going. She insisted if we said we'd be gone an hour, that we be gone one hour or less--not one hour and one minute. I am nearly ashamed to admit it, but she actually struck us. Not once, but each time we had a mind of our own and did as we pleased. That poor belt was used more on our seats than it was to hold up Daddy's pants. Can you imagine someone actually hitting a child just because he disobeyed? Now you can begin to see how mean

My Christmas Wish List!
This is the 2006 edition On My Christmas Wish list! So ill start it and you can reply if you want.. 1.) A good man 2.) New Shoes 3.) A good man 4.) New cell phone 5&6.) A Really Good Man! 7.) That jacket I seen the other day! 8.) Lots of Gift certificates(cause im pickish) 9.) A good man and one that is fun 10.) A sexual gaurantee...so that would be a good man with HIGH Stamina...OHhh yeah.. 11.) and last but not least.....A GOOD MAN! So if you think you can help with any of the listed items or need more Info feel free to ask..Ill give more info if needed..HAHAHAH Have a safe and Merry Christmas... D

Real Friends
Real Friends ride 4 u Real Friends die 4 u Real Friends cry 4 u Real Friends look at a cop and lie 4 u Real Friends sit and eat a pie wit u Real Friends take the blame & act shy wit u Real Friends always got ya back Real Friends sit wit u and sip on yac Real Friends love you enough Real Friends tell you the person they just fuck'd Real Friends keep it real Real Friends tell u exactly how they feel Real Friends watch tv at each others house Real Friends will hit a hater n they mouth Real Friends bail you out of shit Real Friends never call the friendship quits Real Friends always keep it tight If you don't know by now, u better get it right Real Friends love 4 the better Real Friends last 4 ever

Grim (poem)
Nightmare becomes reality Darkness is all I can see Trapped in this grim state All alone inside this place I cannot see my own face I'll never escape I pray someone hears this cry Help me make it out alive Do not hesitate Just help me live one more day Please show me a fucking way Maybe it's too late I'm desperate to be free Once more be able to breath Before I suffocate I question if I'll be found I scream but there's no sound Silence seals my fate Forgotten to all mankind Madness overtakes my mind Trapped in this grim state

She Was Only Five.
She was only five This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worm out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made

Happy Holidays
I WANNA WISH ALL MY PEEPS A HAPPY AND SAFE HOLIDAYS!!!!! SMOKE E. DIGGLERA LUVS YA!!!! Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace! Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace! Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace! Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace! Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace!

I Am In A New Contest...
Hey all my Cherry Tap friends and family I am in a contest for the sexiest clevage. Please go vote the contest is judged by rates. Here is the link http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=221414&albumid=155577&i=259582515

"excuse Me.. Did You Just Accuse Me Of Being Skillful And Delicious? Guilty As Charged"
Ok so I have been out shoppin and stuff since 8 am. Ihave the worlds BIGGEST headache. I will be back later. I have so much to do!!! Love ya all!

Contest Bullshit!!
So check it out!!! I was in this contest.. Got my friends started on voting.... and then I wake up today to check my comments and I am not longer in the contest!! What kind of bull shit is that!!?? Oh well FUCK IT!! If all you girls were scared because you KNEW I was going to win and went bitching to the guy that was holding the contest to get me out of it... That's fine. I will leave you with this FUCK YOU ALL! :)

Poeticangel...a Real Sweetheart
I have to write about this friend because over the last week she has become very special to me. She has been willing to help me to get my blog to #1 so that I can share my story by putting up with other peoples crap and offering votes to people in contests if they would come rate my blog. She has a blog dedicated to her friends and asking favors for them as well. She seems to be a very genuine and sweet person. Stay sweet and REAL and dont ever change gf! ~~!!PoeticAngel!!~~@ CherryTAP

Damn
man theres too many hatas on this site.mad cause the woman u thought was yours isnt.dont get mad when she comes to my page checking me out its because im hot and i know how to treat a woman.while u talking shit im in the back wit ya ol lady laughing how lame u r..when ur at work she working on me from the feet up and back down..lolwhere is my hata blocker this is getting crazy.but hey its ok i love the attention.its hata that makes us real men get all the women we want..so the next time u think fuck that nigga lewis i say yeah fuck me ya woman already has

Jt....an Upstanding Guy
I want to write and tell you about this friend of mine because he just a great guy with a sense of humor. He has been cheering me on and helping me along the way while I was trying to move my blog to #1 and helping me spread the word. He has posted numerous blog entries to that end and has helped keep in the know on things that were pertinant to myself. This guy is loyal to friends and loves his hunny more than life itself. You cant be a guy that loves his lady, is loyal and tells it like it is. Stay sweet JT! JT@ CherryTAP

Reflections
I am only one, but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something. And because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do the something I can do. ~Edward Everett Hale Life is too short to be little. ~Disraeli

Got
2 more days before the big day people. Are all of you got your things done for Christmas? Well me and my living partner got some of the things done. We got three boys. Yea boys lol. I think girls are easier to buy for. and alot funner. barbie dolls and things like that. Even buyin clothes for girls are alot easier. Boys dont have that much of cute things to choose from. Will hell here i am .. just goin on and on.. lol.. i better stop.. lol kittyred

Malibu Stacy....a Tried And True Friend
Malibu Stacy has been on my friends list for most the time I have been on CT and has been on my family list a large amount of that time as well. She helped me immensely with getting my baby blog to #1 and has been there to help me with technical difficulties (lol) related to being on here such as links to pics and other things that I dont have a good grasp on. She is very sweet and loyal. I honestly dont think she has a mean bone in her body. Dont ever change hun and thanks for always supporting me. ¢¾Malibu Stacy¢¾@ CherryTAP

Frustrated Re Spamming Rules: Penalizing The Innocent
Please see my bulletin entitled "How the heck are you supposed to welcome newbies..." for the crux of my frustration at the moment. Still fuming, I also posted a mum entitled, "Fuming Spam Rules???", and, in my continued disgust, I have changed my profile picture to the anti-spam graphic symbolic of the frustrations of those innocents also hit by the spamming rule. After only posting 3 comments on 3 different newbie profiles, I have suddently been lumped into the category of a spammer. I am trying to figure out how, exactly, that is spamming. In fact, Baby Jesus and other powers that be have posted messages on our bulletins to encourage us to continue welcoming them to our site and answering some of their questions that they might have about setting up their skins, finding graphics and the like to set them into motion. How can we continue to be ambassadors of this friendly site if we are going to be stymied in our path???? Aren't they cutting their own throats by not allo

Sex Survey
THE ULTIMATE SEX SURVEY This is the ultimate sex survey. The trick is to repost this and see if someone gives u their answers. Name: Chuck Age: 28 Current Location: Pennsylvania Eye/Hair Color: hazel....black Height: 5'8" Ethnicity: Caucasion Sexual Orientation: Straight Size of penis/breast: 7- 7 1/2 WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Age: 20's or 30's Eye/Hair: green/red....a dark color/black....they my 2 favs...but if it looks good..its all good..lol Height: shorter than me Ethnicity: Doesnt matter Body Type: Ummmmmmm....in shape would b nice.... Whats your favorite part of a guys/gals body? Her eyes, hair, stomach, ass EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear R U Wearing? boxers Have you ever given/received a lap dance? Yes Ever watch a porno? Yes *looks at drawer*lol Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didnt? teasin is fun sometimes Are you into ass smacking? if she wanted me too...dont matter Are you a Virgin?: no When

A Christmas Plea
A tiny child in mothers arm, came in peace to do no harm. Here to save all mans kind, lead him down the path devine. Precious child of Mary's blood, welcome to this neighborhood. The ghettos are so dark here, and down the alley's a scream. Another soul lies broken, picking up their shattered dreams. Come on with us Jesus, there is so much here to see. The rivers now are murky, and the fish all had to leave. Theres a gun shot down in harlem, another child lies dead. A mother lies pased out in the snow, can you fix her head? Can you see them crying Jesus? WIll they find a home? Or am I looking at man now, when he finds he is alone. I see you crying Jesus, but you wont lift a hand. There down in the gutter, there lies a dying man. Won't you reach out to him, give him something to believe? Can you help the hungry, offer them reprieve? It's almost Christmas Jesus, I know you've much to do. But makind has become so cruel, and all but forgotten they knew. The season is abou

New Primary Pic After Xmas !
SOME TOP DOG HERE(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)HAS THE NERVE TO TREAT HIS MOST VALUABLE ASSET HERE(US CT USERS)LIKE DIRT, USING PROFANITY WHEN WE MAKE COMMENTS ON PICS AND STASH. I KNOW OF THE VARIOUS JUNK SPAM FROM OVERSEAS AND YOU HAVE OTHER TAG/COMMENT SITES ADVERTISING HERE,SO INSTEAD OF POCKETING THE MONEY, HOW ABOUT UPDATING THE SITE SOFTWARE AND QUIT ABUSING YOUR USERS.....YOU ASS!!!! EVERYONE PLEASEE USE THIS PICV AFTER XMAS , AT LEAST FOR A WEEK TO SHOW THIS MORON WE ARE NOT GOING TO BUT UP WITH THE ABUSE ANYMORE!

All I Want For Christmas
All I Want for Christmas by Paul (aka) Blue Wolf I don't need a car Nor do I want for gold All I need, my honey Is your hand to hold I don't need fancy clothes To decorate my body They would just be removed When I need to change I don't need presents Underneath a big tree All I need is my Honey Right next to me All I want for Christmas My only true wish Is to be wrapped up In your love with a kiss

Aggro Whores
Ok, I'm not here that much cause I'm sorting out my head and shit, but coming back here to check messages, and seeing half my fucking bullitin board filled with "ZOMG CHANGE AARG WE H8 U BBJ!!11" posts means I've made a clearout of some of the "Freinds" I've had. Sorry, I'm sick of your shit. The spam filter is there to stop this place going to spam hell, and if your not going to vary your message a LITTLE BIT for your target, for the fucking love of the gods, a post below a image saying "Hey , here's some love for ", is it really a slightly felt message? Or is it just an easy C&P for your fucking cherry points? IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD TO DO?! Gods, I see why Mike posted such a blunt comment on his blog to be honest, when I say over HALF my message board full of Reposts of why it sucks, the same thing bounced between 2 people to allow reposting, and no real intelligence in any comment, I realised I'd misplaced my freindship with a few members.

Hello Everyone,
I got great news one of my stories got approved on Literotica. You can read it by following this link if you like too. http://english.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=289138 It is an erotic story so do enjoy it. Thanks Pooh Bear

Respect
Okay, you know what. I've fucking had it UP TO HERE with all of you. Your worried about damn contests and ratings and shyt, Don't you ever think for one fucking minute in your life that there are men and women out there fighting for us to have a free world. I bet you don't. Personally my father is in the Canadian army in Iraq and damn you know how hard it is to not think about him? do you know how damn hard it is not having someone you truely love not with you or have them with you on this special holiday? you guys need to grow the fuck up and learn a word. **RESPECT** no need to look it up in the dictionary, wanna know why? cuze you're are already here so i'll look it up for you. re·spect (r-spkt) tr.v. re·spect·ed, re·spect·ing, re·spects 1. To feel or show deferential regard for; esteem. 2. To avoid violation of or interference with: respect the speed limit. 3. To relate or refer to; concern. n. 1. A feeling of appreciative, often deferential regard; esteem. See Synonyms

Some Kick Ass Lyrics
Here s a great Song. It explains itself We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay her

Friends In Contest Together :)
Please go comment us in the say cheese contest . We are friends and will work together and never get upset who wins please show us love aslo we are in ther best eyes contest go do the same Thank you

Poetry(((missing Me)))
missing the lost side of me. whole again i long to be. pain and hurt is the conclusion. my life is a parelle illusion. will i ever be on the path. to escape destiny"s wraith. i look into my own eyes. to find someone elses crys. how can i heal anyone else. when i alone cannot ask for help. refuseing to belive my soul is dead. termoil racing inside of my head. remebering the sweet kiss of the blade. then i remeber the promises i made. if this fealing ever aproaches me again. my sword is a sheet of paper and a pen. the world my never know how i feel. cause only to me my illusion is real. the world is completely fucking insane. for thinking i can hold its pain. my life will never be concreate. until inside i feel complete. written by LADY OF KAOS

What A Shitty Season For Giving...fuck The World!
A food drive, or food bank, accepts food donations and passes the food out to less fortunate families. Perhaps some of you reading this have lived in a less fortunate home. It's not a happy time, especially around Christmas. The Toronto Sun, a newspaper for the Greater Toronto Area (GTA) has an article today with a picture of a little girl holding food planned to be donated. It looks like a sweet thing. It should appear that way, Christmas is the time for giving and this little girl (probably with the money of her parents) was apparently willing to give a lot. Too much, in fact. The smile some people may have from the nice donation pictured on the front page may have, or hopefully has, disappeared soon after reading the article's blurb. This girl's food donation was DENIED. The food was good. Snacks, healthier food. Normal stuff. It was DENIED because the little girl offered TOO MUCH food for a donation. The reason being that it may have made other people feel bad for not being able t

Birthday Party
Hello Dear Friend! Well, as you know, it's time for my birthday again. Last year they had a real big party for me and it seems like they will again this year. After all, they've been shopping and preparing for it for months now, and there have been announcements and advertisements almost everyday about how soon it's coming! They really do go overboard about it, but it's nice to know that at least on one day of the year some people are thinking about me a little. You know, it's been many years now since they first started celebrating my birthday. Back then they seemed to realize and appreciate how much fun it is for the little children. Just the same, it seems that most folks are missing the point of it all. Like last year for example...when my birthday came around they threw a big party but can you believe it?... I wasn't invited! Imagine! The guest of honor, and they forgot all about me! Here they had begun preparing for the festivities two months in advance but when the big day

Posting Comments
Ok so I go to my page its all Christmas out and I am viewing my comments when I hear Akon, Which I love however, I placed a song on my profile for a reason, and hate when people place music on my page and thenmy song can not be heard. I have looked over the page and can not seem to find where the song is coming form if you notice I have playing on mine Baby its Cold outside. Please tell me where its coming from kisses

Poorly Named Websites
They had to know what they were doing when they named their web-site. Look close. All of these are legitimate companies that didn't spend quite enough time considering how their on-line names might appear and be misread. 1. Who Represents is where you can find the name of the agent that represents any celebrity. Their web site is: http://www.whorepresents.com/ 2. Experts Exchange is a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at: http://www.expertsexchange.com/ 3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at: http://www.penisland.net/ 4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at: http://www.therapistfinder.com/ 5. There's the Italian Power Generator company: http://www.powergenitalia.com/ 6. And don't forget the Mole Station Native Nursery in New South Wales : http://www.molestationnursery.com/ 7. If you're looking for IP computer software, there's always: http://www.ipanywhere.com/ (I pee anywhere) 8. The First Cumming

Unable To Post Comments Due To User Permissions...
hootie...show me some luv@ CherryTAP has posed a good question about error messages saying that: “Error: the users permissions do not allow you to leave a comment. what a fascist bitch” My response to him was…. Some folks have set their preferences to only Family or Friends can comment. I don't think that they are realizing that they are missing out on meeting new folks -- or, that meeting new folks is what helps to build up your family/friend list. A get-around to send them a private message.... Good luck!! Kat QUESTION: Is this experience in tune with some of your own experiences????

Want To Solve Your Spam Issues
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Dr. Seuss On Aging (sorry)
I cannot see I cannot pee I cannot chew I cannot screw Oh, my God, what can I do? My memory shrinks My hearing stinks No sense of smell I look like hell My mood is bad--can you tell? My body's drooping I have trouble pooping The Golden Years have come at last The Golden Years can kiss my ass

I'm Insane
Take me away, let me have a rest, take me away in a straigt white vest. take me home to the place i love so well, take me home, to my padded cell. take me to my friends who care for me day and night, take me to my friends who are dressed in white. leave me alone, let me my thing leave me alone and let me bloom in spring. Let me think and say a prayer or two let me think maybe i'll recognize you. I'm insane and i'll never be free i'm insane this world did it to me.

Zodiac Sign...
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Aww This So Adorable
BOY: I love her more than the air I breath GIRL: well im always here for you. BOY: I know. GIRL: What's wrong? BOY: I like her so much. GIRL: Talk to her. BOY: I don't know. She won't ever like me. GIRL: Don't say that. You're amazing. BOY: I just want her to know how I feel. GIRL: Then tell her. BOY: She won't like me. GIRL: How do you know that? BOY: I can just tell. GIRL: Well just tell her. BOY: What should I say? GIRL: Tell her how much you like her. BOY: I tell her that daily. GIRL: what do you mean? BOY: I'm always with her. I love her. GIRL: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me. BOY: Wait. Who do you like? GIRL: Oh some boy. BOY: Oh... she won't like me either. GIRL: She does. BOY: How do you know? GIRL: Because, who wouldn't like you? BOY: You. GIRL: You're wrong, I love you. BOY: I love you too. GIRL: So are you going to talk to her? BOY: I just did.

Magical Storm
Courtesy of MsTags.com Running through the raindrops, every minute counts. Crackling thunder, blinding lightning, skies are brightening, heartbeats skip. Get a grip, I tell myself, won't be long untill you're home. To his warm and sleeping figure crawl, as the layers peel and fall. Body shivers and I quiver and the thunderbolts explode outside. Like rumbles in the clouds so my want for him unfolds. Ever gently do I crawl, under cover by his side; trembling lightly do I turn, watch him in his sleep and sigh. With each lightning bolt outside, I can see the one I yearn....mmm each day his ways I learn. Quietly my fingers roam, tracing all the parts I love, as he stirrs and comes alive, holds me close and warms my soul. So my body comes alive, and I turn and mold to his. Oh the raindrops start again and the thunder rolls above, so our bodies start to dance to the magic of the storm.

Deconstructing The Cartoon Diva
This is something of a topic that I though would be interesting. Something I'm sure everyone has thought about at one time or another, and if you havent, you will now. What we will do here, is take a look at the many female cartoon characters who have led a closet life of lust, attraction and fantasy for their own gender. First on the list is... Peppermint Patty! This one is a dead givaway. I mean she has another 8 year old girl (Marcie) walk around callng her sir for gods sake!!! Now Marcie is much more feminine that Patty, which goes to show that Peppermint Patty is clearly the butch in the relationship. Aside from her obviously admiration for the fur taco, she looks as if she was in line for the role of Aileen Wuornos from the movie Monster. The resemblance is definitely uncanny! Next up is another one that was always on the front burner of speculation, but she never had anyone following her around calling her sir. I'm talking about Velma... Take a look! This bitch screams

A Bit Of Humor!
Ok, as always I'm in search for constant laughs no matter what extreme I have to go through to get one. If I have to throw myself down a flight of stairs or make fun of my own shortcomings, I will do so. So after MANY messages about when I'm going to write more funny stuff, your wait has come to and end, this very moment! If you're new to my friends list, read through my previous blogs, you'll see that my sarcastic and quick witted sense of humor pulls no punches, so if you're easily offended....save yourself the trouble of reading further. So the other day I am moving shit into my new house and I am single handedly moving this entertainment center, weighs about 150 plus lbs, but it's shaped very awkward which makes it impossible to manuver by yourself, so I'm fighting with this thing when a guy runs across the street and introduces himself to me as Marc with a "C," I shook his hand and introduced myself as Rick with a Rick with a "K." So Marc then asks me if he could help me, "

Everyone Just Has To Adjust
everything in this world has certain codes of conduct that everyone has to live by. in my previous blog i came down hard on the CT staff, especially babyjesus. if i offended anyone, i'm sorry, just speaking for the mass here on this site. you(babyjesus)have done a commendable job with this site.it should be a place for everyone to come by and enjoy. with membership now over half a million,this site runs as good , if not better than most with these numbers. the members should obide by the terms set forth by you, but also the staff should show some professional courtesy towards your members. cursing and calling them other names is no way to run a business,yet alone a site like this. its the holiday season,lets all try to show common courtesy towards each other and work certain issues out like adults. with each other, we can make this site even more attractive to others consitering joining us. again if i offended anyone by my last blog , i'm sorry and hope everyone has a safe and

I Believe...
Always believe in MIRACLES!! Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but." the old woman began, shooing her grand

All That I Did Not Remember
I have to make a correction to my last blog while I know that the bulletin I was making a reference to was about the military mainly those who are serving over seas. I did forget too say anything about those who protect and serve right hear at home, and this became clear to me as I was out riding my bike today when I told one of these self sacrificing people to have a safe shift and a Marry Christmas. So remember those unsung heroes that are all around us and that we don’t think about tell we see the flashing lights. So I would also like to say remember all those in Law Enforcement (Police, Sheriff, Highway Patrol, State Police and Corrections) Firefighters, Emergence Medical Personal (EMT’s) and all the others behind the scenes who we don’t see (dispatchers and personnel 911 operators). For they too need to be remembered and thanked for the job they do. Also some of them are also in the Military Reserves and National Guard which means, they server all in more than one way. If yo

The Smiling Game
THE SMILING GAME It's been said that a smile is the lighting system of the face, the cooling system of the head and the heating system of the heart. But a smile is also a powerful weapon against toxic attitudes of all kinds. Lisa Gurnsey, of Portland, Oregon, wrote to me about a man whose smile quite literally changed her life: "I was having a horrible day -- hating my job, tired of the weather, tired of trying to keep up on bills, and just completely stressed out. I stopped at the post office in the morning and, as I was entering, an older business man commented to me that it was going to be a good day and life shouldn't be as bad as I make it look. I glared at him and simply said, 'I wish it was Friday.' "I felt better about my day when I left the post office...that man's smile and comment, although irritating at first, made me think. "The second time I ran into the man I went out of my way to say 'Happy Friday' to him and to smile. I saw him a few more times

A Christmas Wish For All My Friends!!
If I only had one Christmas wish And it was to come true. I wish you joy and happiness During Christmas and throughout the New Year too. If I only received one Christmas wish That wish would be for you. May the love throughout the holiday season Be with you in whatever you do. That would be my only wish Wherever you may go. That love, joy and happiness Last beyond the melting snow. Have a Merry Christmas!

Whats Your Sign
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jin

Completely Stressed Out!
I am usually a pretty level-headed person.... But, for some reason, I tend to go completely crazy around the holidays. I pull all-nighters, I'm edgy, I'm anxious.... It sucks! I feel like I'm losing my mind. I am going to my parents for the weekend, and just thinking of seeing all of my family, dealing with my drunk uncle and my annoying cousin, well, I'm definitely not looking forward to it. I am so sick of wrapping presents and baking. I just want the new year to come already! I know that sounds horrible, but its been a really hard year for me. I'm looking forward to a fresh start next year.

Don't Be Mad Cuz The Woman You Like, Likes Me....
I'm back for the holidays, so my mind is all on positivity. Well, at least I'm trying to keep it that way. But I've been home one damn day, and I'm already gettin' hit up with the "hater" traffic. What is hater traffic? When you have someone (usually of the same sex) visit your profile because they either read a comment or saw something with your pic linked to it on the profile of the person that they're fuckin' obsessed with. So what do they do? They visit your profile to see what their fantasy said to you to make you leave such a comment or what not. Or it's when someone shows you luv or props, and someone comes and checks your profile and steals whatever you did that brought you that shine, so they can get some shine themselves. Now I'm a grown man. However you choose to spend your time or handle yourself is all your perrogative. But please, give me a break. Guys, stop running up on my page cuz your "dreamgirl" said hi to me in a comment, and I returned the favor, and now you

Yes More Updatez On Me
Well as you all know who I am duh lol.. Well I am doing really great.. Grandma is going to ohio after christmas and I am here to take care of the house until she gets back.. All of my Sister AKA Amber right well she will be over here on christmas day and she will be online to try to talk to you all and wishin you all Merry Christmas.. Me I am doing great but I am really sick, I have a score thoart, stuffie nosie, can't breathe, coughing, and my head hurts really bad.. But I am ok trying my best to stay in bed but that is not going to happen lol.. Well I am kind of like sneezing to much it is driving me crazy.. Well as you all know it is getting really close to christmas right so here is my message to all my good friends that are on here.. Merry Christmas & A Very Happy New Year too.. Have a really good time with your all family.. I will tell you how is mine christmas ok.. Virgo24

I Hate You For What You Have Done
My eyes are blind to love as is love blind to my eyes I'm still lonely sitting here today, just as i was when i was with you your body here, your mind not thinking of our other lover, the one you truly love, even though everyday you would Say u loved me you faked your love with me, and i so clueless, i believed, even started to feel like i loved you you stabbed my heart a billion times over tell no blood or love was left inside me only pain then after a while the anger over what you done swamped inside i hate you you for what you've done i so dearly want to show you I'm over you but I'm so scared, that the next man will see the scars and pain you gave me and rip them open all over again you are my weakness the. you are my weakness now forever you shall be

Special Friends
Just wanted to take a moment to thank my special friends who took time out of their daily schedules to go and vote for me in Maniacal's BBW contest. 3DTrain, you're the man, darlin!! You know if you need me, i'm there. This man bombed me probably over 1000 times alone. Hugs and kisses. Also, pye...who was spamming, LMAO, my sexy cat, Mr. Dead Computer, Sexy Dragon Lady and the two or three others I know I am leaving out. If ya'll are ever in contest, as always, let me know and I'm there with my bad ass dialup connection slowly comment bombing for ya. And to those of you that I have helped out before, other than Bratty with them sexy wet panties (which I have no idea wtf she is), don't look for it to happen again, cause it won't. Mary's rule is do unto other's as they do unto me. That's the way I roll. Merry Christmas!! Love ya friends!!

Over Focused
A short list of things I have been a little over obsessed with in the past. -The Donnie Darko soundtrack. -Dave's Insanity Sauce. -Christopher Moore's books. -The TV show Babylon 5. -Aquisition of Ace edition first printing Edgar Rice Burroughs novels. -Paintball. -Anchovies.

Too Far Way.
You have been far away for far to long Cause i needed to hear, to hear you say that I Love You But I know it will never happen You say i am perfect But i say you are lying my heart needs time to mend It is breaking with every word you say and even the words you don’t I just want to end it all, But you say I won’t! I don’t think you will be able to save me this time Like you saved me in the past Cause I am close to dead and you don’t even know it The inside of me has rotted away so why can’t the rest of me too I just want to die Who would of Known? M.J.B. 12/13/98

Lost Without You!
I'm lost here In the world full Of the pain Thats consuming me Engulfing like flames Ripping and tearing At the broken soul You left me with My darling, You left me in pain and this pain grows worse everyday I don't think I can... No, I know I cant Handle anymore Please come home Before I end my life As you know it M.J.B. 1/1/99

Yep I Passed It On.
Im sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! Nowhere did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish (Celtic), German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts even gave the translation - not even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but this is MY COUNTRY IF IT IS YOUR COUNTRY, SPEAK UP! I am not against immigration - just come through like everyone else. Get a sponsor; have a place to lay your head; have a job; pay your taxes; live by the rules; and LEARN THE LANGUAGE as all other immigrants have in the past and GOD BLESS AMERICA! PART OF THE PROBLEM Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone, YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM! Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we cont

Please Help!
I'm a single father tring to raise my son but it seems like the more I try to get him to got to bed the more he wants to stay awake! he is 1 1/2 please help me! I just would like him to go to bed any advice would help!

Up
Lovers of the English language might enjoy this.....How do non-natives ever learn all the nuances of English??? There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is "UP." It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP a and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning. People stir up trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses. To be dressed is one thing but to be dressed UP is special. And this up is confusing: A drain must be opened UP because i

Which Norse God Are You?
what are the odds i got the correct one, as i was filling it in I was hoping it would come to this hahahahaha. You scored as Hel. Hel80%Thor80%Odin60%Heimdall60%Loki60%Bragi40%Freyr40%Skadi40%Tyr40%Freya20%Sif20%Njord

Simple White Envelope
I got this in my email this morning and just wanted to share it with all of you... really brings back the true meaning of Christmas!!! SIMPLE WHITE ENVELOPE It's just a small white envelope stuck among the branches of our Christmas tree. No name, no identification, no inscription. It has peeked through the branches of our tree for the past 10 years or so. It all began because my husband Mike hated Christmas -- oh, not the true meaning of Christmas, but the commercial aspects of it -- the overspending, the frantic running around at the last minute to get a tie for Uncle Harry and the dusting powder for Grandma -- the gifts given in desperation because you couldn't think of anything else. Knowing he felt this way, I decided one year to bypass the usual shirts, sweaters, ties, and so forth. I reached for something special just for Mike. The inspiration came in an unusual way. Our son Kevin, who was 12 that year, was wrestling at the junior level at the school he a

Christmas Carol
There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. The Twelve Days Of Christmas. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge who won't come out of the pear tree have to do with Christmas? Today I found out, thanks to the Internet. From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. . It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a "code word" for a religious reality which the children could remember. . The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. . Two turtle doves were the Old and New Testaments. . Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. . The four calling birds were the four gospels

Merry Christmas Eve!
Merry Christmas Eve, Everyone! Slugging down the coffee again this morning! It has been amazingly quiet at CT - in the middle of the night!! At least CT keeps me company when I can't sleep, lol. I'll be on and off today. Have some baking to do and some last minute errands to run, lol! I am strangely detached this year from a holiday I used to love! Leaves me feeling disconnected from everyone around me. All the energyworker issues have taken center stage in my life. Since September, every little change in the energy currents has come up on my internal radar with a bang, with just a couple exceptions, lol! I am being remolded again by the Powers that be into someone I don't yet recognize. I am trying to remain patient with the process - I tend to want to know everything NOW; impatience usually gets me into deep trouble! I'm finding/being found by past life companions every time I turn around; yeah, even here at CherryTAP. Go figure! The pace of these discoveries is picki

A Chair Sits Empty (for The Soliders)
A Chair Sits Empty BY: Ronald F. Brown 11/22/2006 Family gathers on holidays to feast Food a plenty for all to see. Children playing and laughing in the yard. Hugs and kisses from distant family now reunited from far. All join hands to give thanks for the bountiful feast. Yet in the midst of this Rockwell painted scene, A chair sits empty, yes, yours soldier. Angels of mercy guarding your deploy Prayers from all us present employ. Even though absent from us this day. Our thoughts are with thee though oceans and lands away. Be brave dear love one in battles unknown to us. But return safely as your empty chair waits. And arms without bullets belonging to us. Wait to welcome you back.

Patty
Patty may and Patty might, Hell, Patty wants it every night. Patty sure does love to screw, Seems that Patty's never through. She's a gal who gives good head, But she'd rather fuck instead. On her back or on her front, It's not hard to find her cunt. Patty's wet when she is hot, Patty's got a sweet G spot. She will screw till one man's done, Then she'll find another one. Patty, Patty, without fail, She's my favorite piece of tail.

Love Of Sin
Miles of dust stir before the glowing light, Stars fall from the sky of the blackened night, Angels fly above the heads of the blessed, Hovering over every spot that has been by you caressed. The angels float about night, morning and after day, Singing songs that fade and drift away, Their wings unfold and carry you into their world, Away from twisted trees and leaves that are furled, They came in their numbers to see you, The one that captured there hearts, my heart too, They gave you gifts witch you rejected, And made fun of the God they elected. They saw it your true colour, underneath your skin, And thought you impure wrapped in sin, They threw you away like an empty shell, Where I caught you and took you to hell, You know live surrounded by the angel’s fears, And wash with the forgotten angels tears, You, and your sin stole my still heart, I fell in love with you and it tore me apart, You looked at me and made me whole, And because of this

Seduction
and the Bringer of Light said.. I have forgotten my own name, Demon, Misleader, driving me insane, Taunting tainted fruit not for my tasting, As in the juices of lust I'm basting. Believing I'm climbing higher, All along damning my heart with this fire, Slowly binding to passions you're inflicting, Sensations forbidden, observed once with convicting. Desire ruling this human form, Swelling heat in a boiling storm, Temperature rising, preparing incineration, Waiting in poisonous delight, anticipating penetration. Fitting we meet as I was upward going, Your serpent's tail now showing, Masquerading, you greet with black deception, Can I withstand its full erection? Tortured not knowing, will I ever be the same, Sanity again to reign? Transmuted genes from years of disconnection, Something's missing in this game called Seduction. Love, You say for it you're searching, While drowning in selfish identity, lurking. Deceiver, before the fall I saw you her

I Hate To Sound Negative And All
but to me christmas is just another day, has been for years now, im not gonna be a bitch about it or anything, and ill definantly say merry christmas to everyone, but it really doesnt mean anything to me

The Perfect Ending
Lingering in the moment, lost in your eyes, Content, I cherish the sweet surprise. Kissing tongues tangle, making me ache, No longer can I wait for you to take. Laying back, I plead without words, As if hidden lips could somehow be heard. Raising hips high to greet your stare, Hoping to speak to another part of you, aware. Beckoning please enter with no hesitation, Yet you stand firm, no reservation, Taunting me, teasing me, grin on your face, Admiring how you've put me in place. Then suddenly, you grant relief, Knowing now I must have peace. Penetrating with your pride, Charging, you thrust deep inside. Planting feet upon your chest, To brace us both, I do my best, Not to scream loud like before, When places reached cut to the core. Wondering if you're hurting me, You ease mo-men-tar-ily, Slowing, then come "please-don't-stop" pleas, Whimpering I'm at your mercy. Back in our entrancing dance, I catch your eyes s

Kris + Sheil.a. = Fate
Sooooooooo I was invited to be here on Cherrytap by someone whom has become the world to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Whom was my verrrrrry verrrrry first boyfrienddd! Whom I wish I was with! Whom I am soooooo compatible with that he calls me a female version of him! owwhhhhhh I melt inside when he is talkingggg! Whom I am feeling like I have misssssed for the last 16 yrs! wild! uhuh! True! but feels so good! on that note....... that is why I am here! but on another note! as I was settttting up my page I get some dumb assss whom thinks he has a sence of humorrr! NOT! as a matter of a fact! YOUR RUDE and gahh I didnt deserve his immidiate asshole commentsssss! so besides him! I am excited to be here with my Huckleberry! He is allllllll I want! He has my heart and I think he knows it! Thats o.k. No matter what happens when I seeeeeee him sooooon! I am forever going to be in his hearts, as he will forever be in my heart tooooooooooooooooooooo! Kris + SheiL.

Merry Fucking Christmas
here is some goddamn deicide HOMAGE TO SATAN BOUND FROM THE LIGHTS TO THE END OF ETERNITY FIGHTING FOR RIGHTS FOR THE REALM OF ANTIQUITY ALL THAT IS EVIL AND THE RIGHT HAND OF GOD TRINITY BOUND AND DEFYING THE CROSS HOMAGE FOR SATAN CURSING DISSENTION FORCED ISOLATION TO THE LAKE OF FIRE WILL AND FREE THOUGHT YOU HAVE BROUGHT TO THE EDGE OF EVE NOTHING TO STOP WHAT THEY THOUGHT WAS THE TRUTH TO BE GOD WITHOUT SATAN NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE HOMAGE FOR SATAN SWORN TO THE DEVIL UNHOLLY MASTER DESTROY THE HEAVENS HOMAGE FOR SATAN THE INVOCATION RULE THE UNWANTED ARMIES OF THE DEAD SKINNING THE CHRISTIANS AND THE LOST AND THE NOT FORGAVE PUNISHING THE PRIESTS FOR THE LIVES THEY WOULDN`T SAVE WAITHING REBIRTH OF THE CHRIST BACK ON THE EARTH GIVEN TEMPTATION TO WIPE OUT THE WORLD HOMAGE FOR SATAN GOD CANNOT FIND YOU HELL IS YOUR HEAVEN JESUS RIPPED APART

He Calls To Me
He calls to me across the miles Night winds carry his whispers They float on the breeze and through my windows Falling gently upon my ears - Hush - I hear him now. He calls to me from the heavens Glittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyes When he looks at me, I am consumed by the fire I see him now. He calls to me through my dreams Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep Where we laugh and love once again I am in his arms I feel him now. He calls to me Every moment of every day Distance couldn't keep us apart When destiny drew us together I'll hold him for eternity As long as he keeps calling.

True Friendship And None Of That Sissy Crap!
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scare d -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clums

The Book I'm Working On Now. Not Finished
The Witch Hunter. CHAPTER 1 I stood near an old headstone in the Evergreen Cemetery watching as they lowered my brother Jacob’s casket into the ground. We had been the best of friends for over thirty years. I had been his best man when he married his wife Catherine. I felt a single tear run down my right cheek as I thought back to better days. I quickly wiped away the tear with my right hand as I turned and started walking towards the cemetery gate. A little grin did appear on my face as I was walking out of the cemetery. I thought back to when Jacob and I walked through the door way of Merlin’s school of magic. Our parents were so proud that we had been accepted. They were even more pleased when after our graduation we both were offered jobs in the Bureau of magic. I don’t think they would have been so eager for Jacob and I to accept the Bureau’s offer if they would have known what we were going to be doing. As I walked along the sidewalk I still remember the day Jacob

Omericon 1
Comment: Guys are just like animals, their entire life revolve around their penis. Omebra: First retarded thing I've heard today...how many male animals only think of sex? HAHAHAHAHA...only when its mating season. Any other Opinions?

Christmas Riddles
What do you have in December that you don't have in any other month? The letter "D". What do you call a polar bear wearing ear muffs? Anything you want. He can't hear you! What do you call a chicken at the North Pole? Lost. Just before Christmas, an honest politician, a generous lawyer and Santa Claus were riding in the elevator of a very posh hotel. Just before the doors opened they all noticed a $20 bill lying on the floor. Which one picked it up? Santa of course, because the other two don't exist! What happened when Santa's cat swallowed a ball of yarn? She had mittens. What do you call it when your Christmas tree explodes? A tannen-bomb. (tannenbaum) What's red and white and red and white and red and white? Santa Claus rolling down a hill. Where did the mistletoe go to become rich and famous? Holly-wood. Why did Frosty go to live in the middle of the ocean? Because snow man is an island.

Becareful, Big Brother Is Watching....
I am so sick of this site being Micromanaged! The fun is slowly draining out of it! I can't leave messages for all the people on my lists, because it popped up and basically said "fuck you quit spamming everyone bitch". What the hell. So, instead of completely losing it before the holidays and telling the staff where they can shove their "PC" world, I'm gonna try to make the rounds to say goodbye to as many of you as I can. I'm sorry... this is like a daycare center now. I miss the old LostCherry site... anyone know of any other fun sites that they haven't destroyed with the big brother effect yet?

What If....
What if... it was normal to answer your door one night, to find members from the Russian Mafia standing on your porch. They say they're there to give you an abortion. Then you think to yourself, hey I didn't even know I was pregnant.. Holy shit I'm a guy, I could make millions off of this. Then realizing you found the golden egg. Your thoughts turn to your unborn paycheck inside your man womb.. Run!!! But as you go to run you realize that it wasn't the Russian Mafia after all, it's your friend who's taken so many Vicodin that he really might need an abortion. ''Hey man what's up, I thought you were here to take my baby from me'' you say to your friend who looks a beautiful shade of grey. Then when you try to explain... it all ends, because you fell asleep while you were explaining. Then you dream some ultra-scary dreams of working, and eating and living in a world were your sons and daughters can be sent off to fight and die, to keep our gas prices low,, and people hurt other people ev

School Of Rock
I woke up this morning to my kids (who are 7 and 9) belting out.. 'Well it's a long way to the top if you wanna rock n roll'.. by ACDC... Jack Black has a lot to answer for.. they are driving me insane!

Poetry((alter Of Love))
The passion that i feel for you. Every day there is some thing new. You have touched me in so many ways. A debt that i can never repay. You have brought out a side of me. That i sheltered the world to see. You have made my life complete. Games are over no need to compete. Waiting for you an eternity. Just for you to stand next to me. I love the way that you sing. I love the serinity that you bring. I love the way you sit back and listen. Me knowing you are paying attion. I know you feel the same way. This feeling is why we go on each day. I would die if you were to stop it all. In to depression my soul would fall. There is nothing in this world i wouldnt do. To spend my life intwigned with you. To show you the words on my heart. If this ever ends it would rip me apart. I wanted to tell you how i feel. On the alter of love i shall kneel... written by lady of kaos

Merry Christmas To All My Cherry Friends
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Just want to wish you all a very happy of holidays. Travel safe on the roads. Have a wonderful christmas and a happy new year! Take care and thank you all for being such wonderful friends. You all FAWKING ROCK! *MWUAHZ* Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

This Is Sad
got to be one of the saddest stories .. I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy scheduled September 10, 2006 from 3:00 PM to 4:00 PM his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sad

Memories
I always sit back and think about some of the best times i had in my life. smile at how the little things are the things that i remember the most...some of them good and some of them not so good..but thats why they are called memories..so i thought that i would come and write a blog and share them with everyone. * my junior prom and how my mother made me pull weeds at her job before i could go get ready.. how me and my bf at the time took a shower at the same time (different bathrooms of course! lol my mom would of killed me!)..walking out after we were each ready and seeing how we both looked...my mom taking pics of us in the living room...how it rained the whole night and afterwards we went to mcdonalds * going to the sock hop at the skating rink and dancing my heart out, how me and my friends would walk there or the lady i babysat for would tell me to take her car...meeting the first black guy i ever dated and how he walked me home that night and kissed me on the porch * graduat

Anti-spam Crap
Forgive me for the friends who may not get comments today. As you can see these individuals have blocked the availability of one type of comment. It takes time to search another one and we all know that we have better things to do.

Rude People
ok look if you dont like a pic dont rate it or dont lok there no need to go and rate a perfectly good pic a 1 i know im not miss canada by any means but be nice fucker.... anyways i think its shit too that u can see people that u a 10 but when you get lower scores u cant see who did that BS anyways whatever fuck you haters