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Can't Sleep
The ex gets to take my daughter today... and there's nothing I can do about it. Why is it ok for a father to not see his daughter for 2 months, to care enough to even call... and the courts decide its okay for him to take her and put her in a strange enviroment? I just don't get it!!! Its just NOT fair!!!!

I Wonder
I'm sitting here and it's 0300 i should really be asleep but i'm not, at least not yet. I keep wondering to myself what could be next... What is this life going to throw at me next. If it isn't one thing it's another... A fight with my family one day? I confusing conversation with my ex the next. A disagreement with my mate who cant seem to decide from day to day what is going to happen. Friends and allies , Ex's and Enemies ... My life seems so full of drama and i have not even gotten to go home yet. How often will things like this happen once i do go home? I often find myself just wanting a normal life without the Drama... I talked to Hiene today..He's an officer here with one of the other units he is suppost to be asigned to my detachment as a replacement we share the same rank all though permotions are coming up... Hopefully my name is on that list, It would be nice to go home a cheif warrent insted of just a warrent... Anyways... Hiene is 3 years older then me an

Im Bored And Drunk..
a dangerous combination - and the kind that causes another episode of 'thinking outloud'... where i say exactly what im thinking - unfiltered - without consideration of if i really should be saying it or not... stream of consciousness bullshit at its best ladies and germs.. and im drunk.. which causes it =) im not in a vicious mood - for a change - nothing to bitch about =) nothing even stimulating to express... but im talking anyway *fun* im drunk on cheap ass wine and as you should know i now live in arizona... though i hardly leave the new apartment, cause honestly? i dont know where the fuck i am =) ok... sortof.. im in the northwest... ive seen downtown. I dunno.. i have to admit in a way im not overly impresssed by the town. Holy shit the construction - cant drive anywhere without it being a damn obstacle course. wait.... actually - i have to admit.. im loving this place =) It has its faults, rest assured everywhere does - but arizona is to me.. fucking beautiful... a

This New Congress
Well folks its that time of year when congress gets back to work (they do work you know) and being the C-Span nut i am these congressinal speeches to the Speaker of the house concerning the Iraq War are very intrueging. But when D- Maxine Waters from California 35 district in LA makes statements about congressional members whom have sons and daughters in Country I became a little upset. Even if her intentions were sincer ( and i beleave in the voters of Los Angelos have the Knowledge to elect a person of admirable stature and character ) to mention and remind us that yes, this does actually affect even our represenatives personally; as well as millions of us at home, it was not proper to call out this fact while this congressman was at the podium. It is an indication that personal fellings might persua the congressman in his decision while he votes, and not the feelings of the constincuency in witch he represents. Now that said the most i am hearing is the same retroic t

Dreaming
My dreamtime, it is almost apart from me, that dream life, this waking world, at odds, incomprehensible to one another. Both, a complexity of meaning, but what meaning, but the why of it, the why escapes me in both worlds. So, chasing elusive why, I go on in two worlds, maybe in the dreaming world, I will find why for the two states, it seems to have more logic.

Iris
Iris And Id give up forever to touch you cause I know that you feel me somehow Youre the closest to heaven that ill Ever be And I dont want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life cause sooner or later its over I just dont want to miss you tonight And I dont want the world to see me cause I dont think that theyd Understand When everythings made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you cant fight the tears that aint Coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know youre alive And I dont want the world to see me cause I dont think that theyd Understand When everythings made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I dont want the world to see me cause I dont think that theyd Understand When everythings made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I dont want the world to see me cause I dont think that t

This Is A Short Story-:-)
Subject: This is a short story-:-) This is a short story written by a grandson who had a very special relationship with his Grandpa. Many of us unfortunately were born after our own Grandpas had passed on and never had the opportunity to enjoy moments like this. The grandson writes... I hope this will again confirm that the most important information in your life won't come from a teacher, the library or the Internet. It comes from a mentor, and always on a very personal level. My long-passed grandfather's birthday is coming up and for me it is a time to reminisce. We used to take long walks and drives together. He would make special trips to pick me up so I could spend weekends with him. I was young when he died. If he were living today and sharing his pearls of wisdom, I'd be a better man. Those gems were all well and good, but the one I remember best came from him when I was only 12. We were sitting in a park, watching children with their mothers enjoying a beauti

Some Stuff ;)
A Naughty Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point? Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club ? Yes 2) Ever been to a bar? Yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? lol there was one time i was at a bar and the owner kicked EVERYONE out, does that count? 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? lol no 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? nope 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? HAHA Yup 7) Had sex in a car? hehe yes 8) Had sex at the beach? nope 10) Had sex in a bathroom? yes 11) Had sex at work? Nope 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yes lol 13) Bought something from an adult store? yup 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? no, but ive bought over $100 worth of stuff from a toy party, same thing 16) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? heck yes 17) Have you been caught

True Meaning Of Life
What is the true meaning of life? Is it the circle of life.... the rebirth? Is it life to death to life or is it just life? To have life and learn and to experience....to have it to carry you through the next life.... to show you what you have instore for the next life.... to be blessed with remembering if only one of your past experiences is to me the meaning of life. To be afraid of passing on to my next life time, i am not ...... to know everything i have experienced in this and the past life times is a blessing to me... not that i want to rush this life time, but i cannot wait to go to the next and experience it... I dont look to know everything.... i look to learn.... if i know everything there is no reasoning for my existance.... no reason for me to move on to the next life time...we would never learn everything..... we live hundreds of years within our different life times and never learn everything.... if we did, where would we really be. To be blessed, to be open minded,

The Ring Bearer
A little boy was in a relative's wedding. As he was coming down the aisle he would take two steps, stop, and turn to the crowd (alternating between bride's side and groom's side). While facing the crowd, he would put his hands up like claws and roar. So it went, step, step, ROAR, step, step, ROAR all the way down the aisle. As you can imagine, the crowd was near tears from laughing so hard by the time he reached the pulpit. The little boy, however, was getting more and more distressed from all the laughing, and was also near tears by the time he reached the pulpit. When asked what he was doing, the child sniffed and said, "I was being the Ring Bear."

Patio Problem
My husband, Ray, was attempting to build a patio for the first time. He bought 100 cement blocks. Laying them out in a pattern, he discovered the chosen area was too small. He stacked the blocks against the house and cleared more space. The next day Ray put the cement blocks back down, only to find that the ground was too hard to keep the patio level. He ordered a truckload of sand to be delivered the following morning. Again he stacked the 100 blocks against the house. Observing all this, our next-door neighbor asked, "Ray, are you going to put your patio away every night?"

My Cheokee
In great sorrow it grows A beautiful white rose Nourished by silent rain the result of the Cherokee's pain Taken in evil greed and pillages Cherokees were driven from their villages So heavy of spirit and heart As their clans were torn apart Stripped of dignity and pride tears and blood fell along the trail's side Where so many hearts died Cherokee hearts looked up to the sky Their brave spirits asked the Creator why ... When women and children were weak and dying Some kneeling at broken bodies lying ... All along the trail's struggling line ... The Braves asked the Creator for a sign There along the heartbroken trail where their spirit's teardrops fell White roses bloomed along the way as their brave hearts trudged each day Despite heart breaking cold snows Clans separated and tears shed Along our heart's trail forever grows a beautiful white Cherokee rose The spirit of this beautiful white rose in Cherokee hearts still grows ... From hearts and

One Tired S.o.b
all last week i have rated so many pic comments that i could'nt rate anymore. it would not let me yesterday and i needed about 7 or 8 thousand more points getting to the next level, so last night when i got off work i stayed on here all night rating profiles untill finally at about 7 this mornen i finally rated enough to get to my new level, and i am one tired S.O.B. imagine rate profile give you what 3 points each. it was tuff but i did it. now my thought for the day was it worth stayen up like that just to get to the next level~~~~~~~ hell yes. my tired ass blog for the day,

Dear John
A Marine stationed in Afghanistan recently received a "Dear John" letter from his girlfriend back home. It read as follows: > > Dear Ricky, > I can no longer continue our relationship. The distance between us is just too great. I must admit that I have cheated on you twice, since you've been gone, and it's not fair to either of us. I'm sorry. Please return the picture of me that I sent to you. > > Love, Becky > > > The Marine, with hurt feelings, asked his fellow Marines for any snapshots they could spare of their girlfriends, sisters, ex-girlfriends, aunts, cousins etc. In addition to the picture of Becky, Ricky included all the other pictures of the pretty gals he had collected from his buddies. > > There were 57 photos in that envelope....along with this note: > > > Dear Becky, > I'm so sorry, but I can't quite remember who you are. Please take your picture from the pile, and send the rest back to me. > > Take Care, Ricky

Hillary Clinton Is A Twat
Normally, I wouldnt bitch about any politician on this site, but, I have a blog, and well. I feel like venting, so tuff. Who the fuck does this person think she is? Everyone keeps talking about Hillary for president, blah blah blah. But, if anyone can give me just ONE example, just ONE, of anytime this bitch actually answered a question w a direct answer. The answer is never!! She will not take a stand on anything!! When she is asked if she is a Mets or Yankees fan, she says both, what the fuck is that? Dont say that because you dont wanna lose 6 voters from Queens or 6 from Manhatten. Take a god dam stand!! Just like every other politician, she goes with the flow of the moment, no principles at all. And by the time she announces she will be running, the race will be over!! Just a little advice Mrs. Clinton, if u cant manage a marriage, what makes you think you can manage the country? Especially when our biggest enemies beliefs include woman should be kept indoors and wear burkas o

Homemade Rune Stones
Homemade Rune Stones Items needed: 25 flat, porous stones that are similar in size 1 fine point paint pen (white worked best for me) A book or guide to look at while drawing runes A pouch to store runes in afterwards The first thing you need to do for this craft is find the stones you are going to use. This can be a great opportunity for a family outing. Pack a picnic and take the family to the nearest river or creek bed, and start looking for stones! Rivers and creeks produce some wonderful round stones that make awesome runes. But please don’t forget to thank the gnomes and water spirits for their sacrifice while you’re taking rocks from their home. And, just to let you know, my runes are made out of river stones that I found with my family when a girl. I held on to them for all these years, and now I know why. ~lol~ (Pic to the right.) But…if you don’t live near a creek or don’t want to invest the time (shame-shame), go to the nearest home and garden store because the

* Sacred Chalice * Of The Crystal Palace *
You are the the grail, Set your spirit free as you set sail You are the golden fleece The flame that burns for love and peace You are the philosopher's stone Worldbridger of Known and Unknown - what truth has shown Blessed with the powers of alchemical transmutation turning baser materials into gold -- The spirit of all that is embodied in your essence of being cannot be bought or sold Be bold, in the celestial fold, you enfold the powers to alchemize all you've learned, saught and been told. You are the cornucopia, a Synaesthesia - the essence of all fantasia The paradox of emptiness and harvest, embodied in all seasons and directions, north, south, east and west You are the still place that lies open and fallow, receiving the gifts. Freeing you from the gaps and bridging your consciousness through the rifts You are the gift of the beginner's mind in the fullness of union Returning to balance, in our communion, Y

Alright!!
I've had it damn it!! I've had it all the up to the top of my head!! If I am talking to you on here and you get upset, tell me so I can leave you the hell alone. For some reason, very few people seem to be understanding and be mature to talk it out!!! If we just can't do that, then leave me the hell alone. Yes, I am very irritated. Obviously.

Would You Be Able To Escape Jason Voorhees And Crystal Lake?
Would you be able to escape Jason Voorhees and Crystal Lake? EscapedSurvival Rate: HighYou would escape from Jason Voorhees. You would even have the common sense to stay away from Crystal Lake. Your the last person left alive at the end of the movie! Take this test

God To Adam
Subject: God to Adam God Said, "Adam, I Want you to do Something for me." Adam said, "Gladly, Lord, what do You want me to do?" God said, "Go down into that valley." Adam said, "What's a valley?" God explained it to him. Then God said, "Cross the river." Adam said, "What's a river?" ! God explained that to him, and then said, "Go over to the hill......." Adam said, "What is a hill?" So, God explained to Adam what a hill was. He told Adam, "On the other side of the hill you will find a cave" Adam said, "What's a cave?" ! After God explained, he said, "In the cave you will find a Woman." Adam said, "What's a woman?" So God explained that to him, too. Then, God said, "I want you to reproduce." Adam said, "How do I do that?" God first said (under his breath), "Geez....." And then, just like everything else, God explained that to Adam, as well. So, Adam goes down into the valley, across the

To My Ohio Peeps
Wanna see what i do Come check me out Since the paper messed up and didn't include the date for the show.. (Which is Jan 20th) Please help MCW spread the word and repost this message.. Thank You... Mega Championship Wrestling Presents: New Years Retribution @ The South Amherst Community Center 500 West Main Street (Route 113) South Amherst, Ohio Doors open @ 6:00pm Belltime: 6:45pm Tickets are $6 in Advance & $10 day of show... Matches already signed... Champion vs. Champion as United States Champion "Killer" Chris Kole defends against Brass Knuckles Champ Brandon X In a return Grudge Match: Lexi Lane takes on Jessicka Havoc Tag Team Champs Los Scrubs defend against former Champs Klub X-treme Light Heavyweight Champion "Simply Sexy" Shawn Blaze defends his title.. All this and so much more including.. JT Lightning, Chris Cronus, Faith In Nothing, TJ Dynamite, Da Munchies, Jason Bane, Marion Fontaine, Billy Taylor, and many more... For more

Awwww
Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life. REPOST THIS IN 7 MIN. IF YOU CARE FOR SOMEONE a LOt REPOST THIS SAYIN AWWWWWW REPOST IN 7......6

Another Quiz
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Bondage83%Blind Folds58%Whips58%Chains/Handcuffs33%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Trust
I have always had a hard time trusting people, it is just something I do. Why let someone in if they will just end up hurting me in the first place? That is why I tend to keep a lot of people at a distance, not let them inside so when I do get hurt it doesnt effect me. However, what happens when you do let someone in thinking that they never could or would hurt you, and in the end of course they do. Why isnt there something to protect you from that? I am tired of letting my guard down and in the end being hurt. I know to live your life fully you will automatically end up being hurt. I have excpected to get hurt, but when it is by someone you unexpected I swear it is ten times worse. So which is better going through life guarded and unable to trust almost anyone? Or going through life open and welcome to trust people but constantly getting hurt? I mean I know you have to trust to get to a certain point with someone and be happy, but why risk it? Sorry, this is just a pile of shit tha

Fuck Love
I'm tired of heartbreak. I'm tired of watching friends and people I care about be hurt. I'm tired of all the bullshit that seems to come along with relationships. I'm fucking tired of all of this relational bullshit. I think it's time for me to become a hermit

Back To The Studio
Back we go again Sunday to try to finish up all the recording for the new SPLINTER cd "NEW SOUTHERN REALITY" We are down to the last 3 songs. And we still have some photo shoots to do. So its looking like we are on track for an April release.

To My Devil
YOU ARE MY DEVIL I am enslaved by my greed for you . The fury of your passion, uncivilized and ravenous. I would give anything I am , to wrap my mouth around you. Feeling your skin swirl & dance, emotionally with my tongue. BEGGING YOU DEEPER, FASTER, HARDER.... The way you respond to me, pure ecstacy! You seduce me so well, without knowing at all . The rythm of our bodies in motion, plays sexually with my mind. The calling of your erratic breath, surprising music to my ears. Physically soaking wet, for you & needing . . To verbally sex your senses . You've got me. . . . Masturbating to memories Hot , humid panting on the nape of my neck . Even simple conversation. . . . Im a fiend for your pressence . Can you picture me, Down on bended knee , Glidding in my mouth, With blissful ease ? Entranced by the power of your hands . The sensation of your grip, moving around my ribs, and down my hi

My Day
GALLERY BY MARIO VASQUEZ TO CLIPS FROM PHANTOM OF THE OPERA "JUGGALO FAMILY" BY DARK LOTUS (THE VIDEO DOESNT MATCH UP TO THE LYRICS...AT ALL) well the good news: my cousin dannette and her husband brian had a baby, maddox. he's so small! i just got the pics my mom forwarded me on my email. in other shit, i officially hate life. i just dont care anymore. i dont care about the people who care for me (friends, admirers, family). i've hit a point where everything hurts but even tho my heart hurts, my mind doesnt give a fuck. i know guys SHOULDNT fall for me, i hurt them. i hurt everyone i know either intentionally or unintentionally cuz when i get doubts about something it seems to hurt someone. people dont deserve that...no matter wat ppl say, i wont make you happy later in life, i could but at wat cost? will it cost me my happiness and make you wonder why i dont smile anymore? i dont want more questions or doubts or wondering. i wish i could die. i wish peo

A Little Bit More O' Me.
Time started: 1:47 pm Sex: male Birthday: 6-10-76 Siblings: I brother, countless little sisters Eye color: Redish Brown Shoe size: 12 Height: 5 9 What are you wearing: Clothes Where do you live: Cleveland Righty or lefty: Righty Can you make a dollar in change right now: With some pennies in fact. Who are your closest friends: Gary and marcel and AJ and...... Best place for a date? A comedy club, trust me. Where is your fav place to shop: Mall Favorite kind of plant: I like trees Fave Color: Black and Red Fave Number: 19, Bernie Kosars Jersey number Fave Boys Name: Dude Fave Girls Name: Hey Bitch. Fave Sport: Football Fave Month: October!!!! Movies: In this order, Star wars, Topgun, Boondock saints, matrix. Juice: With gin Finger: Thumb Breakfast food: Cap'n Crunch Favorite cartoon character: All time, Captain cave man!!!!!!! Given anyone a bath: uh, no.

Fear
Two of my fav quotes: "Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves -regret for the past and fear of the future" -Fulton Ourseler " I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear...And when it is gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear is gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." -Frank Herbert

Something I Can't Do.
Dear Lowly Applicant: We thought it was cute that you applied for our position, but we require a master's in phone answering and four years experience in filing papers to hire. If we need someone to mop the floors, we will give you a call. Hold your breath, Every office you have applied to so far Pfft.

Too Busy For A Friend
Too Busy for a Friend. One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their paren

Attn: ~dj Princess~, Sgt. Groves & Imma Bitch
Stay off my profile. I dont visit urs so stay off mine. There is no reason why u should be coming on my page. If you do not stop I will be forced to not only inform the owners of cherrytap but also call the proper authorities for you people stalking me. Get it. I am a single working mother of 2 whom have better things to do than stalk you or anyone esles' page. I have a life so please stay out of it and off my profile. Youre not invited nor wanted on my page. This is me being nice for the time being. I do not like you people as stalkers. I have my wrestling stalk buddies and thats all i could ever ask for. SO LEAVE ME AND MY PAGE ALONE AND KEEP OFF MY PAGE!!!!!!!! Sgt. Steve Groves kepp ur girl off my page, we are no longer together so u nor her have any business on my page. I know you havent been and I thank you for thatt but as you told my sister Liz if u dont stop then I will contact the police and take legal action against those whom do not comply to my wishes. After all it is cons

Warning : Long-ish Survey
Ok, I saw this one on Devil's page, and it's neat(Because he chose it.) Post it back to me in the comments here if you want, you guys : 1. Name one person who made you smile today. viking 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? washing dishes, and preparing His coffee. 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Shower 4. What is something that happened to you in 1994? My older bro got jumped at Brookdale, for kicking serious ass at basketball. 5. What is the last thing you said aloud? BYE ALMA! 6. How many different things did you drink today? Water 7. What color is your hairbrush? dark brown wood 8. what was the last thing you bought?? Prescriptives Lash Envy mascara 9. What was the last gift you received for your birthday? A meteorite stone from this wandering hippie dude.(bon fire) 11. Where do you keep your change? in my wallet 12. What was the weather like today freezing cold, dry air..clear, blue sunny sky. It's fucking amazing!

How Much For Howard??
A Texas rancher got in his pickup and drove to a neighboring ranch and knocked at the door. A young boy about 9 opened the door. "Is yer Dad home?" the rancher asked. "No sir, he ain't," the boy replied. "He went into town." Well said the rancher, "is yer Mom here?" "No, sir, she ain't here neither. She went into town with Dad." "How about your brother, Howard? Is he here?" "He went with Mom and Dad." The rancher stood there for a few minutes, shifting from one foot to the other and mumbling to himself. "Is there anything I can do fer ya?" the boy asked politely. "I knows where all the tools are, if you want to borry one. Or maybe I could take a message fer Dad." "Well," said the rancher uncomfortably, "I really wanted to talk to yer Dad. It's about your brother Howard getting my daughter, Pearly Mae, pregnant." The boy considered for a moment. "You would have to talk to Pa about that", he finally conceded. "If it helps you any, I know that Pa charges $50 for the b

If You Know Me You Will Love Me!
Well hello everyone i am new to this well i been on here since last year but still new cause i never had a reason to come on here but i guess now i do... I want to meet new people and make new friends i am really great at being a friend to everyone i can keep a friend for a long time. I have no enemies at all to speak of... IF you know me you will love me just because of my heart it is open to everyone and i love each and every person equally as friends.... I dont run around spillin my guts if someone told me a secret.... i am a loyal and true friend to everyone i also have 2 beautiful kids my son and daughter they are my life... i also am single so i migth meet mr right someday but for now i am happy being single...... well if you like what i wrote please feel free to leave a message and i will get back to you later *hugs*

I Love Billybob
I love you because you make me happy I love you because you make me feel safe and secure I love your smile I love the way you say my name I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be. I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days better At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable. I love your laugh I love hearin

Men And Blow Jobs....
Funny thing happened to me the last couple of days. I got contacted by someone that was rather local to my area...about an hour away I'd say. Well he's married and was looking for someone that could relieve his tension. Hmmmm now I wonder what in the world that meant! LOL Anyways, I didn't go along with his "need" so now I'm considered a bitch in his book. Ya know what though? I'd rather be a bitch than to do something because some married man put a guilt trip on me that his wife was having "female problems" Men can be such assholes!! Not all mind you...but the majority can be! He actually had the nerve to call me a man hater!!! Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ...now that line is truly hilarious!!

Wanta See The Greatest Man On Earth?
My husband! Mr. Schriefer. Get it? Got it? Good.@ CherryTAP Hes the most wonderful man ever. And i love him more than life. Seriously. I love him more than anything. He means more to me than anything in this universe. Hes the greatest man ever. And has my heart fully. I love you anthony allen. And yes when i say husband, i REALLY mean husband. Offline :)

Upset
Upset and alone I face this world I gave all I have to give I tried to pick up the pieces and let others in Yet everyone wants to judge Without knowing who is there in the end Saddened by a discrimination of misunderstandings Like I said I sit alone... Who can I talk to? Who will listen? I don't ask for advice... I don't want opinions... All I want is peace! My heart has been broken and to no-one's accored but, my own... I take the blame for all who wants to give... But in the end, life will show what it offers me to survive... In friendships and Love...

Heros Lyrics
Heroes David Bowie I I will be king And you You will be queen Though nothing will Drive them away We can beat them Just for one day We can be Heroes Just for one day And you You can be mean And I I'll drink all the time 'Cause we're lovers And that is a fact Yes we're lovers And that is that Though nothing Will keep us together We could steal time Just for one day We can be Heroes For ever and ever What d'you say I I wish you could swim Like the dolphins Like dolphins can swim Though nothing Will keep us together We can beat them For ever and ever Oh we can be Heroes Just for one day I I will be king And you You will be queen Though nothing Will drive them away We can be Heroes Just for one day We can be us Just for one day I I can remember Standing By the wall And the guns Shot above our heads And we kissed As though nothing could fall And the shame Was on the other side Oh we can beat them For ever and ever Then

4 My Friends!
I Love You Everyday In Every Imaginable Way You Make My Heart Explode Desiring Life As It Unfolds Only Wanting You Feelings So True In My Arms All Night You Bring Dreams To Light So With This I Must Say Hopes Of You Never Going Away Scared We Are Im Sure My Love For You Is Pure And In This Message I Send A Love That Will Never End

Newsweek Poll Finds That President George W. Bush’s Call For A "surge" In Troops Is Opposed By Two-thirds (68 Percent) Of Americans
Dirge for a 'Surge' 20 Jan 2007 The latest NEWSWEEK poll finds that pResident George W. Bush’s call for a "surge" in troops is opposed by two-thirds (68 percent) of Americans and supported by only a quarter (26 percent). Almost half of all respondents (46 percent) want to see American troops pulled out "as soon as possible." Bush's personal approval rating is again stuck at its lowest point in the history of the poll, 31 percent. ://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16720627/

The Sparrow And The Raven
Subject:The Sparrow and The Raven The morning mist so thick A blade can cut through air My tears blend a shadow... my own reflective portrait Of grey and white and black Yet here my sancuary bleeds I keep coming back My voice rings out; Goddessssssssss are you here? Ohhhhh Godsssssssss are you with me? Can you feel my wrath? My pain? Sorrow lifted the bird who fell out of its nest The woman who fakes that smile Well she looks normal to me? Yet why does the Raven come? He wants to knock again! Ah hah! On my door! Yes on my door! Yet he took a quick turn To grab back a piece of what was his The sparrow picked it from his beak Raven said, "Give it back it is not yours nor does it belong to me!" Sparrow said sarcastically, Well then who does it belong to?" Raven said, "All of us!" Sparrow said, "What food is it anyway?" It is not food, Raven said. I call it pain! Where shall you take this pain? Sparrow said. I take it to the meadows and leave it there. Rave

Woe
WOW!! that kiss so thrilling would like more, more hold me close to you caress me all over with fingertips and kisses lingering at the right places dreamed about your lovin' so long remember the night we first met you held me so close as we danced somehow, we drifted apart but now you're back with me thrilling me again come closer, dear much closer, that's right WOW!!

Breathing
I breathe in your love It echo's in my heart. I feel the warmth of you. Your fingers teasing softly Your breath in my hair, across my cheeks, touching my lips . Your voice seductive telling me the love you feel I am safe in your arms I am surround by your strength... The tears fall from emotions building inside It's so beautiful loving you It's so beautiful being loved by you.. My soul soaring.. I breathe in your love

Surrendering Baby
I let myself be held in your arms, something so new. After a minute or two I was addicted, I held on for dear life to you. I laid my head on your shoulder, wrapped my arms around you so tight, (of course, the feeling to run, I had to fight) In a sense, I didn't ever want to let go, I didn't want to be alone, I was feeling so low. I held on to you, you held me so lovingly, so gently. I wanted to weep, wrecklessly cry in your arms, let my poisoned tears fall onto your body of charm. But I didn't, I just held on, looked at us, our surroundings, then smiled, at the sound of two hearts loudly pounding.

It's A Girly Kind Of Day
Ok so today I highlighted my hair, replenished my make up supply,and got my eyebrows waxed. Yesterday I got my nails done. I am sitting here feeling like all of this prettiness is being wasted. I am home tonight with only ONE child!! I have decided to take my pretty ass to the fridge, pop open a bottle of champagne from New Years and commence my drinking. I dont drink much any more. I used to go out every weekend and get smashed! I havent been drunk since June, so I think my time is now. I am too cold and too lazy to go to the beer store, so a bottle of bubbly it is!!(I'm a cheap drunk. 3 beers and I'm gravy baby) Why am I drinking you ask? well, my broken heart is crying and I need to shut it the hell up. I just want to get drunk, find me a friend with benefits, and have drunken benefits all night. Woohooo. Better than wasting all this prettiness right? So ummmm... about those benefits? * batting eyelashes*

I'm All Yours
We were relaxing on this beautiful shore. Fleecy white clouds in a golden sky. The beach was deserted, not a soul in sight. We were finally alone, just you and I. We had so many things to talk about. You were gone for such a long time. How much I missed you, you'll never know. Now and forever you'll be mine. Slowly you eased me down on our blanket. I could feel my eager heart race. Gentle fingers touched my lips, Then tenderly caressed my face. Then I felt your lips on mine. So slowy we started kissing. Finally those eager lips of yours, Made up for what they'd been missing. I felt them on my breasts and everywhere. The restrictions had been hastily undone. The passion was so overwhelming, As my love and again, became one. The memory of this day is forever, Even tho' we may again be apart. I promise you, darling, forever You will always have my heart.

Lips Language
What's in a kiss? I often wonder this. A kiss can be wonderful or horrible. It can make you breathless- or restless. Kisses can taste like cherries, and can be as soft as the flutter of wings from magical fairies. A kiss can make you scared- or make you tingle everywhere. So...what's in a kiss that makes us feel such emotions like this? It's in the spark, in the core the kiss but mostly, it's what you feel in your heart. A kiss is not just a kiss, I can promise you this. It's two souls becoming one melting together, heated like the sun breathing life into each other, with a height of passion as if they were forbidden lovers. You are not just kissing lips, I can promise you this. You are kissing one's soul, swimming in the tides of their heart, painting a picture of passion and love- the greatest work of art. On a distant journey, Punctuate by cloud of women, Who show their passes or make Advances at me,subject I. My lips draw wet,waggle and

Sad Day
Loves deepest fears... I stepped inside myself torn apart. Lies were all about me didn't want to see. I gave my heart away again, to see it ripped apart. I gladly fall inside myself and close the door. This time never to render again.

Proving My Love
I just awoke from a dreamless sleep. Now my thoughts are only of you. Oh, why are you so far away? Oh, why must I feel so blue? Why can't you be right here besides me, Reaching out to hold me tight? Right now I'm so hot and bothered. Would love to pleasure you all night. Would love to caress your body, so slowly, And tenderly, with my finger tips. Then when I feel your passion soaring, I would lovingly use my eager lips. I want you to know, my darling, There's nothing I wouldn't do. You have captured my heart completely, Now I want to prove my love for you.

Taste Of Esctacy
We're soaring upward toward heaven. Two hearts beating as one, for the first time. We've waited for this moment for so long. But thought it could never be. Seems like an angel sent from above, Touched us both with her magic wand. When you walked thru the door, I was shocked. I thought, how real this dream seems to be! We looked at each other, I held my breath. Slowly, you closed the distance between us. Then you took me tenderly in your arms And just kept holding me close. Not a word was spoken, so quiet, than only sighs. Finally we gazed into each other's eyes. Your finger tips slowly caressing my face. Our lips just aching to be kissed. First, just touching, slowly, tenderly. Now your lips are crushing mine. Then two tongues savoring each other. Oh, how I dreamed of this scene so many times. Never thought it could ever come true. You are everything I dreamed you would be. So tender, so loving, so caring, so precious. The esctasy I felt was overwhelming my heart

Just A Thought
I was thinking of a conversation I was having with a friend so many years ago this question always comes up What are you looking for? Knowing what she ment I told her I am not sure I had that idea in my head once that I wanted someone sencer and loving but I have to wonder so many years later does that exsist? If it does why is it that I cant find it even when I am not wanting it. I come across people in my life for a reason that I will never understand I hope one day I will.

Not My Day
My cereal was soggy. My eggs were cold. my juice was sour. the bread was old. I was late 4 homeroom, Rushing down the hall The hell of my shoe broke, And I took a fall. The rain feel hard On me and my clothes. I t ruined my hair And gave me a runny nose. I failed a test On the history of France. I got caught on a nail And ripped my pants. I went home early. I couldn't take it anymore. I was cold and wet, And my pants were torn. I went to bed and began to pray, Please make tomorrow a much better day.

Saturday Evenin'............
Courtesy of MsTags.com THIS IS FOR ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!! LUV U GUYS!!!!!!! WELL THANK GOD!!!!!!!!! I'M FEELING SO MUCH BETTER!!!!!!!!!! GOT MY VOICE BACK, SO THAT'S AWESOME!!!!! EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE IT THREATENS TO RETREAT INTO DARKNESS AND NOT COME BACK TILL IT'S GOOD AND READY, BUT THEN I JUST RELAX AND IT'S COOL. LOOKS LIKE NO MORE FREAKING YELLING LEST I LOSE MY FREAKING VOICE. SUCKS!!!!!! I'M A SCREAMER BABY!!!!!!!!!! LMFAO!!!!!!!! MUAH!!!!!!!!

For Here Yet To Be My Love
For she was the joy of my life for she does not know this yet for when she does I will make her soul full For my love to her will never end for as long as she or I is still alive even when one of us is gone we would still want the other to live life to the fullest

Want.. Sorry
i want you, but i dont want you to just want me the way i want you. i want you to want me the way you want me, do you want that? And i dont want you to want me because i want you, but because you want me and need me. I need you, and i want you to want it in the way i want, and dont say i cant want to want you, because i want you, whether or not you want it, because i know you need me to want you, and i know need to want the way i need to want you, and i always get what i want, because i need to want.

Pimpin Valentines !
HI, I AM TRYING TO GET A BIG PIMPIN GIFT FOR VALENTINES BUT NOT SAYING WHICH MAN ON MY LIST WILL RECIEVE THIS GIFT SO LETS SEE WHO REALLY READS THIS AND HELPS ME OR MAYBE THEMSELVES LOL THIS IS THE PIC LINK AND ALL COMMENTS WILL BE APPRECIATED AND ANYONE THAT REALLY HELPS AND BOMBS THIS PIC FOR ME WILL GET A GIFT FROM ME ANYWAY HEHE THANKS TO YOU ALL IN ADVANCE JUST CLICK THIS PIC ....

Zodic Sign
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Funny Gotta Read
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use the wor

Meeting New People
I want to meet new people *to like, hang out with, and all that*... so if you're just wanting to be online friends, I'm totally cool with that... but if you live around my area, totally send me a message and we'll have to go to a movie or somethin later

1.20.07
Illusion broken those moments that feel between you and me standing in the twilight of hope laced with new love and bitter fear ate a piece of the soul feeling a hundred years more the fool and older than reason allows with one night time lover left just the truth that the dream of love was always in my head just always in my head j.t.c.

Surgery...
I went into the hopsital Monday night thanks to EMS. I was having pain in my lower left back. I knew what it was because I had had this pain before, but not this bad. Turns out that I had three medium kidney stones this time. Two on the left and one on the right. I was being pumped full of saline IV to try and flush them out. It was not working. Wednesday morning I was visited by my doctor. He told me that I had two options: Go home and try to pass them on my own or have surgery and have them removed. He said by what he saw in the x-ray, there was no way of passing them normally. So I had my first operation to have the stones removed. They could not get the breathing tube down my throat so they put it in my right nostril. That hurt like hell. I was under when they did the operation. I will save you all the details. I will just say this: I now have a stent in right now. If you don't know what that is, messsage me and I will tell you. I got back Thursday afternoon. I am still feeling pai

Getting Over Shyness
what is the best way to get over being shy and bashful.. i am afraid to walk up to a woman and say hi and all but i can talk to women on the net i have been so shy since i was 5 and i cant figure out what to do

If Only
IF ONLY I hear the eerie howling Calling out to the gods of night I see the moon struck eyes with some forgotten secret yearning to tell I watch you stride with burning power across your enchanted world and my soul begs to be let free to run with you awild

Hair?
i just spent the last hour doing my hair all sweet like. and im done but i have no camera to show it off. kinda bummed. i wont lie. black 14inch extensions and a bunch of 6inch pink extension highlights is basically what it is, but it looks sweet trust.

Damn
.:TAURUS The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to fuck with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. i did not knwo i was a tramp lmao

Lost
There is something that makes a person wonder what happened when they get told "Don't talk to me" out of the blue. I was talking to a friend earlier and things were fine. Then tonight a few moments ago this person tells me "Don't talk to me. Final warning. Don't." The one thing that confuses me is what I did for this person to tell me this. I am unable to ask this person for the fact of being told that. I guess this person will come to me and tell me sometime or maybe not. I do not know. All I know is I am lost on what I could have done to make this person say this. But anyways, thanks for listening to me on this. Well....those of you that did. Hope your night goes better than mine. ~*Perfectangel*~

Your Eyes
Your Eyes... There are a lot of eyes on me. Some of the eyes are scary! Some of the eyes are big! A lot of the eyes are narrow and small! Out of all of these eyes, I love your eyes most of all! I can feel your eyes following me, giving me a reason to keep trying, a reason to believe! Thank you for being there for me!

What Does Your Middle Name Mean?
Kay A : you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed. F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You're loyal to those you love. I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : Different in a good way. N: You like to drink. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin crazy. S : Easy to fall in love with. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready Wow, this is the first quiz thing that's been right. Hahaha. Right on!!

Go
go ma to the back of the club to vip come chill wit me pop a bottle of bubbly have a nice conversation mind liberated with thoughts of mental masturbation go ma come with me back to my crib lay your thoughts on me no need to take your clothes off just wanna get to know ya better hold you when its cold outside bad weather ma let me be ya sweater have a drink lay down on the mink so i can look back stare deep into your eyes yeah must cats lookin at ya thighs but no need for sex tonite holdin ya tight caressing ya body all through night not speaking a word let the motions be my adverbs going through the night emotions exploding her heart my heart imploding with depths of love

Just Peace And Contentment
Fearless storm Winds howl and thunder crash Sound of titans as they clash Quake and shake the world around Flashing and captivating sound Icy fingers of white dance across the sky Hold the attention of mortals such as you and I Force of winds that swirl and blow ever so intense Hide inside safe in cover if you have any sense Yet I am drawn to the show and can’t look away Thrill of it fills me with desire and makes me want to stay Do not fear my sweet one it is only a passing thing Soon to be far away and gone a memory of the sting No more tears for thing that simply just must be I will keep you safe and secure through eternity No thing that is of this world every should you fear For you’re the sweet and touching soul that I hold so dear Winds may blow and thunder crash lightning streak and run When all that is has passed to calm and storm is done You will still be safe from harm and enjoy the moment shared For you will never worry knowing there is always one who

Wild Mustang Heart
I hear your call in my minds sweet desire I await the sound of your voice I am on fire Burning deep inside my soul to know If all of these feeling for you will grow And become so much more than I ever hoped My wild mustang heart has been corralled and roped I feel the need to fight the desire to be tamed there is something much stronger than me yet unnamed Driving this on ward toward a greater goal to be achieved I must submit to the dream that I never really believed By R. Thomas Dinsmore

No Blog....
I want to thank all of you that check, rate, and comment on this blog. Unfortunately, I"m not going to have access to the computer for about a week. But, I'll get right back on it as soon as I"m back to my regular duties.... Cya....

Um..... I Have No Idea
you say that you love me, yet we both know that isnt true. i believed all the lies you told, all the lines that you said. i wanted to be with you, until my very last breath. i had given you my heart, you promised to keep it safe. you are just like all the others, just in it for yourself. i would have done anything for you, given you the world. you will never find another like me, not even if you try. you just hurt the girl, who would have been the best. um......yeah i have no idea why i wrote this, but i did. its not so much how i feel at the moment, yet parts of it are things i have gone thru recently. comment on it, or not. its my heart that hurts.

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Deck Of Cards
Deck of Cards It was quiet that day, the guns and the mortars, and land mines for some reason hadn't been heard. The young soldier knew it was Sunday, the holiest day of the week. As he was sitting there, he got out an old deck of cards and laid them out across his bunk. Just then an army sergeant came in and said, "Why aren't you with the rest of the platoon?" The soldier replied, "I thought I would stay behind and spend some time with the Lord." The sergeant said, "Looks to me like you're going to play cards." The soldier said, "No, sir. You see, since we are not allowed to have Bibles or other spiritual books in this country, I've decided to talk to the Lord by studying this deck of cards." The sergeant asked in disbelief, "How will you do that?" "You see the Ace, Sergeant? It reminds me that there is only one God. The Two represents the two parts of the Bible, Old and New Testaments. The Three represents the Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost. The Four

Empty Nest..or Emptiness?
Where did time go? It seems as only a few years ago, excitement filled my heart. As we discovered our family would increase, another child to love and nurture… another chance…another start. As with a plant…the seed we must sew, give them love and watch them grow. Bumps on their heads…as they learn to be independent, cuts on their knees…praying the blood will cease. A few minor stitches and a broken arm or toe… my mother reminded me it’s just part of being a child, part of being a parent I quickly replied, for it hurts me more to see them cry. From tots to teens, what a roller coaster ride, first we’re up and then we’re down… Full of emotions… and off to their rooms they run and hide. Loud music, computers, and games… friends constantly spending the night… Boyfriends and girlfriends… Days filled with joy and tears, and sometimes worries lasting until late at night. For a mother…being shut out is the hardest part, not sharing the talks, secrets, and la

Conspiracy In Kindergarden
Husband is sick so the world must stop! I finished acting like my hubby today at work since he is sick I had to pick up where he usually leaves. Yelling, insulting, being unappreciative and ect....In the grocery store I picked up some chicken legs, salad cornbread and odds and ends. Finally home but my work is far from done. I get to my slave duties and finished cooking. My husband comes in the kitchen and his color is a little better. Then he looks at my chicken legs and said Oh Turkey legs. HUH! I said noooo chicken legs he said Noooooo Turkey legs. Hmmmm, So I said get the damn pack out the trash. While he is rolling over holding his stomach laughing, I rummage thru the trash and UH OH........ Turkey. Then he tells me MANDY, if that is chicken that is the biggest damn chicken legs I have ever seen. LMAO O.K. he got me there. I still wanted to knock that little color he got back from being sick straight to the hospital. WHAT! I am human. Then here come my little one. Mommy homework.

50 Things About Me I Was Bored :)
1. What is your best friends name? Nikki 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? white 3. What are you listening to right now? silence 4. Whats your favorite number? 7 5. What was the last thing you ate? granola bar 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? green 7. How is the weather right now? bbbbbbbbrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? my mom 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes 10. Do you have a significant other? he went *poof* does that count? 11. Favorite TV show? ER 12. Siblings? 3 13. Height? 5ft 7 in 14. Hair color? brown/auburn highlights 15. Eye Color? green 16. Do you wear contacts? yup blind without em 17. Favorite Holiday? Christmas I love giving presents :) 18. Month? December 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? yes 20. What was the last movie you watched? Disneys Tarzan.....I have kids what can I say 2

Odd Hairs
hey. im bored so im back at the ol drawin board...woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! sooo.do you have hair on your toes?juss curious.i was looking at mine and i dont BUT i did see a girl that did, and it got me to looking and wonderin...hmmm what do u think? men..hairy toes..ok thats fine. Woman and hairy anything is sorta umm yucky. but toes? what causes that? i could think maybe menopause or sumthin but she was like 20...i wonder if thats a hormone overdose.how weird i mean really...i wonder if im gonna get that. and if i do what do i do about it, pull em out, make an appt for a wax, shave it off so a amazon rain forest grows back???ignore it and consider it shoe padding? . ive been awake like ALL night cuz i couldnt sleep..this toe thing is buggin me. as a matter of fact ive noticed guys get big fat hairs in their noses, so i stuck a flashlight up mine just to see if i had one, hell i was not happy what so ever at my discovery. so a

Unsatisfied
OK, so if the Buzzcocks on the AARP commercial weren't weird enough, now in the new Entertainment Weekly, Jewel selects the five "gems" she's listening to: Loretta Lynn, OK. Joni Mitchell, no problem. Nina Simone. Jewel calls her "the first punk rocker." Uh ... yeah.... David Gray. Not entirely uninteresting, but not especially edgy, so not a shocking choice, I guess. And "Unsatisfied" by the Replacements. MP3 Songs | The Replacements MP3s Now there are a lot of songs that are near and dear to me, but none cut as close to the bone as this. Three minutes and fifty-nine seconds (yes, I know the running time by heart) of primal anger, sadness, rage, emptiness, loneliness, and, most of all, disappointment. I will never forget the first time I heard it, sitting in my friend's bedroom, twenty some-odd years ago. The 'mats (that's what the fans call 'em) became my favorite band then and there and remain that to this day. They were the quintessential beautiful losers, sabotaging every

Should Kids Be Spanked????????
HERE IS A ARTICLE I FOUND TELL ME WAT YA THINK? California lawmaker seeks spanking ban Sat Jan 20, 6:48 AM ET SACRAMENTO, Calif. - California parents could face jail and a fine for spanking their young children under legislation a state lawmaker has promised to introduce next week. ADVERTISEMENT Democratic Assemblywoman Sally Lieber said such a law is needed because spanking victimizes helpless children and breeds violence in society. "I think it's pretty hard to argue you need to beat a child," Lieber said. "Is it OK to whip a 1-year-old or a 6-month-old or a newborn?" Lieber said her proposal would make spanking, hitting and slapping a child under 4 years old a misdemeanor. Adults could face up to a year in jail and a $1,000 fine. Aides to the assemblywoman said they are still working on a definition for spanking. Some Republican lawmakers called the idea ridiculous. But Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger said he may be receptive to it even though he h

Summoning
Bind me, thrice, in a circle, with leather and burnt lily, sea salt and ground cloves. Call me mayhem in this circle bound, call me desire chained, wanting, you called me up, gave me the name I was given before the pit. Ask me your desire, ask me your want, ask me, ask me, your kind is made of questions, we are time and answers. Though probably not what you want to hear. You've bound me, I've got secrets, make them yours for a price.

Stem Cell Reserch!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOT THIS ARTICLE THOUGHT IT WAS INTERESTING... Payment for stem cell eggs debated By MALCOLM RITTER, AP Science Writer Sat Jan 20, 6:54 PM ET Say you're a woman who wants to have fertility treatment but can't afford the $5,000 to $6,000 cost. ADVERTISEMENT What if you could get it for half-price, by agreeing to donate half the eggs you produce for stem cell research? Interested? British women may get a crack at that deal in a few months, under a plan pursued by Dr. Alison Murdoch of Newcastle University. This concept, which resembles a strategy sometimes used to get eggs for fertility treatment, is just one of several new efforts to boost the supply of human eggs needed for research. The shortage has triggered an ethical debate on both sides of the Atlantic: Should women be paid for supplying eggs? Scientists need eggs for a process called therapeutic cloning, which creates stem cells genetically matched to an individual. It may be used someday to cre

Why I Shouldnt Be Aloud In Public
so saturday i was helpin rob move some shit into the place hes renting off me from frackville when we decided to take his 2 kids and my boy to mcadonalds play place since they were being good. when we got there of course they all took off to play land and me and rob waited in line. when it was our turn rob put his order in and looked at me and asked what i wanted the girl behind the counter who couldnt have been more than 16 asked if we were together so me being the smart ass that i am put my arm around rob and said in the most gayests of ways why yes we are taking rob completely by surprise and just mortifing this poor little girl and the other 8 little teenagers working with her. i actully stop all prodution at mcdonalds for about 15 seconds. then once she started breathing again i gave my order and then for some odd reason she asked if i wanted a snack wrap also (since rob had ordered one) i then proceded to put my arm around rob a second time and said no ill just share his. she was

The Grim Reaper
He does not eat he does not sleep for this he has been wrought To go about the earth each day to claim those that are sought He plows his sickle through the earth and with one tearing sweep He rids the earth of those whose time has come for him to meet The carnage and the havoc that he does leave in his wake And if your name is on his list for you there's no escape His realm is all lands high and low the waters and the sea And when he passes all that's left is grief and misery You don't know when he comes or goes for no one can forsee And when there is a lapse in time with no great tragedy You can be sure that he's not far, be it, you or me And while consumed still in this write, a movement next to me As I look up from where I sit a shrouded shadow stands His sickle gleasoning in the dark a slaughter is at hand And as I try to run away I hear a thunderous slash And as a twig is snapped in two so are my bones now bashed My body buckles to the floor, my life now f

Scrotum Self-repair
One morning I was called to the emergency room by the head ER nurse. She directed me to a patient who had refused to describe his problem other then to say that he "needed a doctor who took care of men's troubles." The patient, about 40, was pale, febrile, and obviously uncomfortable, and had little to say as he gingerly opened his trousers to expose a bit of angry red and black-and-blue scrotal skin. After I asked the nurse to leave us, the patient permitted me to remove his trousers, shorts, and two or three yards of foul-smelling, stained gauze wrapped about his scrotum, which was swollen to twice the size of a grapefruit and extremely tender. A jagged zig-zag laceration, oozing pus and blood, extended down the left scrotum. Amid the matted hair, edematous skin, and various exudates, I saw some half-buried dark linear objects and asked the patient what they were. Several days earlier, he replied, he had injured himself in the machine shop where he worked, and had closed the la

Hmmmmm
Not really sure what to tell people. I live in CA and it is ok here...I miss the Midwest and my family. I have been here for a while now and have had some memorable times...especially visiting San Diego, went to my first legal street race and saw the Pacific Ocean for the first time...went to La Jolla Shores at 2 in the morning...saw the seals and it was breathtaking...the company was wonderful too. Thanks for giving me something special to always remember and you know who you are. I will never forget those 3 days..ever. I have made some good friends here and it is getting better.

Oh So Sad
i am in love with the woman of my dreams and we are going to have a ct wedding soon and as soon as we can a real life wedding . but right now i need help to get stable something is not right the 1 person that can help me at my time of need is not around anymore and i really need him now more then ever. that man is my father

Am I Alone?
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Ok Let Me Know What You Think Because I Will Be Sending This To Her
For your beauty was goddess as your personality is beautifully love by all As for you heart was pour as your soul was loved in gold For whom may say that you are not alone in this cruel world are deadly wrong As for when you are in a crowd you will never be alone for as long as you have Friends and family who care and love you for that you will never be alone ever again For she is the joy of my life for she does not know this yet For when she does I will make her soul full For my love to her will never end For as long as she or I is still alive even when one of us is gone We would still want the other to live life to the fullest For tears of joy will bring new life to this world as you do to my heart For knowing you is been my greatest moments in life As I hope they have been for you As I grow to know you more and more and in my soul does not feel lost any more For knowing where I want to be is my greatest pleasure in life As I will ever more fee this love for yo

What You Mean To Me
this Poem is dedcated to a very cool and awesoe women she knows who she is! __________________________________________________ I never came here looking for a single soul. But now that I found you I want you to know I had forgotten how to smile, how to laugh, how to be me I had forgotten the sweet pleasure of a heart filled with glee. I was intoxicated with life... work and family Never stopping for fun... it just wasn't there you see. Since I have found you... it's been a complete turn around I smile and laugh again... not much gets me down. I get excited when I see you on Yahoo Wondering what it is today we will do... Chatting, laughing and the games we play You make my every day. It seems so silly on just a machine How someone can reach you... become your everything.

Hello?
to all my friends where are you when i need you like now huh ? please answer me that 2 or 3 of my friends have a reason they are not here for me right now . But what about the rest doing nothing but ignoreing me so i say i am not here anymore

Faith Hill , This Kiss
I don't want another heartbreak I don't need another turn to cry, no I don't want to learn the hard way Baby hello, oh no, goodbye But you got me like a rocket Shooting straight across the sky It' s the way you love me It's a feeling like this It's centrifugal motion It's perpetual bliss It's that pivotal moment It's, ah, impossible This kiss, this kiss Unstoppable This kiss, this kiss Cinderella said to Snow White "How does love get so off course All I wanted was a white knight With a good heart, soft touch, fast horse Ride me off into the sunset Baby I'm forever yours" It's the way you love me It's a feeling like this It's centrifugal motion It's perpetual bliss It's that pivotal moment It's, ah unthinkable This kiss, this kiss Unsinkable This kiss, this kiss You can kiss me in the moonlight On the rooftop under the sky, oh You can kiss me with the windows open While the rain comes pouring inside, oh Kiss me in sweet slow motion Let's let e

My Mind 4
don't look me in the eyes and tell me about love why would you try to hurt me like that try to break my heart like that I have love I have ever lasting love I have everything I ever wanted but you cant have prfection with out pain, pain you will never forget, pain that will make your love stronger only if you live though it its a test to see how strong you are, how much you are willing to give and lose for love how many tears your willing to shed for your love so don't look me in the eyes and try to tell me about love I have died for my love and was reborn to try it agin so don't tell me about love I have looked love in the eyes and beged it to never stop to never go away to give me another chance to never stop loveing me and I was givin another chance for love so please I beg you don't try to tell me about love just let me love cause that is all I need in this world to live is my love my life my never ending, so please I do beg you leave love out of it

Asking Everone This
So why is it when a love one are some one you love tells u i will never leave u they leave like in a week are days? Ok then why do people ak like your friends and u do so much 4 them but when it comes down to u they don't do a dam thing why is that ? I have a better one why is it when u go out with someone they tell u the sweets things but when u break up they bad mouth the hell out of u . What happen to the sweet thigs??? Please feel free to comment

Okay I Couldnt Resis This One Lol
A police officer pulls over a speeding car. The officer says, " I clocked you at 80 miles per hour, sir." The driver says, "Gee, officer I had it on cruise control at 60, perhaps your radar gun needs calibrating." Not looking up from her knitting the wife says: "Now don't be silly dear, you know that this car doesn't have cruise control." As the officer writes out the ticket, the driver looks over at his wife and growls, "Can't you please keep your mouth shut for once?" The wife smiles demurely and says, "You should be thankful your radar detector went off when it did." As the officer makes out the second ticket for the illegal radar detector unit, the man glowers at his wife and says through clenched teeth,"Damit, woman, can't you keep your mouth shut?" The officer frowns and says, "And I notice that you're not wearing your seat belt, sir. That's an automatic $75 fine." The driver says, "Yeah, well, you see officer, I had it on, but took it o

Applying For A Job At The Cia
A few months ago, there was an opening with the CIA for an assassin. These highly classified positions are hard to fill, and there's a lot of testing and background checks involved before you can even be considered for the position. After sending some applicants through the background checks, training and testing, they narrowed the possible choices down to two men and a woman, but only one position was available. The day came for the final test to see which peson would get the extremely secretive job. The CIA men administering the test took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow our instructions whatever the circumstances," they explained. "Inside this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her." The man looked horrified and said, "You can't be serious! I could never shoot my wife!" "Well," said the CIA man, "you're definitely not the right man for this job then." So they brought the second m

2007 Has Begun
Welcome to 2007 for me my friends on Cherry Tap New years was a quiet one then for a couple days i watched on tv the new years test cricket match between Australia and England then on 1/10/07 or 1/10/07 which was a wednesday marked a sad day for me because on this date in 2006 my friendship ended with my now ex best friend Geoff after a 16-17 year friendship got forced to end by the court system because of a jealous and a way over protective mother (GEOFF'S MOTHER)of her now 34 year old son and it's now been a year without any contact with him which totally sucks,andalso i got to watch at the cinemas the day my friendship ended Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and i also held back the tears from crying inside the movie because of the sad day i had and also it's 1 year on monday 1/22/07 or 22/1/07 my time since i met the Band Silent Reprise which was a more happier time in 2006 for me they're my personal friends the members of the band they're awesome and Silent Reprise are rele

A Hero Stronger Than Superman
What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the following story: Shay and

Sex As Always
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Happy Sunday
Well not really but hey! I got up early and hit the store. Gonna make Calimari in spaghetti sauce tonite over sketti with salad and garlic knots. Changing my living room around atm. I have a huge headache and im just irritated. Maybe its pms(puttin up with MENS shit) Anyhoo Smile!

Help A Friend In Need
I know i have asked this once but to those of u that didn't do it could u please go comment on my pic 5 times and rate it im in a salute contest and i am only allowed 5 comments per person and i need all the help i can get cause what do i do when i run out of friends to vote for me...lol so if u could please do this for me im not asking for a comment bomb just 5 comments and a rate you may repost this if u wish. and the person who gets me the the most ppl to go there will get the most exspencive thing there is for a gift to buy but remember to tell them only vote 5 times i'll get in trouble if it's more thanks again *queen* CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO COMMENT AND RATE ME!!!

Tie Me Up An Tease The Hell Out Of Me
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92%Whips67%Bondage67%Blind Folds58%Biting58%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Love Forever
She loved him.He is her everything. She cried the day he gave her a ring. He took his hand and gently cupped her face. Then he said.... Im going to love you forever.In her mind she knew forever has an end.But for now they are together.Lovers as well as friends. One day they got into a fight.She started to cry as he walked out of sight.He turned around and looked at this woman he adores. She cried some more and said... Im going to love you forever.In my past forever had an end.But with us it is better.We are lovers as well as friends. They loved each other forever.There love never did end.And now they walk with the angels.They forever remaind lovers as well as friends.

~an Aching Heart~
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT I FEEL THE PAIN I HAVE IS TOO REAL IT IS SOMETHING I HOPE YOU NEVER HAVE TO FEEL IT GOES SO DEEP INSIDE I CAN NOT BEAR WHAT I FEEL I STRAIN TO BREATH WITH LIFE THE HOLLOW SHELL I HAVE BECOME IS SO NUMB I THINK I MAY NEVER KNOW THAT KIND OF LOVE THE WANTING I HAD FOR YOU IS STILL HERE, BUT WHAT GOOD IS IT NOW YOU ALWAYS SAID YOU DID NOT WANT TO BRING ME DOWN AND YET HERE I GO I'M DYING AND THERE IS NOTHING NO ONE CAN DO FOR ME THIS IS A BATTLE I WILL HAVE TO FIGHT ON MY OWN PLEASE GOD GIVE ME PEACE AND SALVATION

You Are
You are life, you are love, you are kindness and purpose and joy, and the living expression of the best you can imagine. Remember always that you are, and experience the true richness that each moment holds.

It Is You
it is you that makes me smile it is you that gets me thru the day it is you that warms my heart with the thought of your embrace its your touch i crave as i look into your eyes it is you that makes me strong longing to kiss your face it is you that i want for our hearts to beat as one it you in my desire you set my soul on fire since you spoke to me my heart wants to flee into your arms for all your love and charms it is easy for you to see what you mean to me so open up your heart for a love that will never part its is you that i want itis you that i crave holds on to my heart anddont let it be a slave PURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRfect is what you are to me and if given the chance you will see heaven on earth is possible between you and me

A Future Life
what will it take to make you smile what will it take to keep that smile on your sweet lips what will it take to keep that sparkle in your eyes i wish i could promise you happiness but i know i cant i wont make a promise i cant keep but i can promise you this i promise to do everything i can to try to keep you happy i promise to be honest and faithful ny heart entangled with yours bodies living off each others touch love and passion radiating from our skin if time will allows us to begin together as one we will stand and create our own little heaven in this mortal land

This Name Thingy
S~Easy to fall in love A~Very broad minded R~Fuckin crazy A~Very broad minded H~Have a good personilty and looks Thats a great name! Ur Turn: A:Very broad minded. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: A freaking good kisser. F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Fuckin awesome. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun.. N:Loves to Party O: Is best in bed P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Life Is Short
Life is to short grudges are a waste of perfect happiness apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change. Love deeply and forgive quickly take chances...give everything and have no regrets. Life is to short to be unhappy you have to take the good with the bad smile when you're sad love what you got and always remember what you had always forgive but never forget learn from your mistakes but never regret people change and things go wrong but always remember LIFE GOES ON!!!!

Something To Share
GREEN FLASH Have you ever sat and watched the sun set while at sea ? The awesome majestic color show that rivals all that can be I would sit there with my gaze locked on to the sun set as the colors change from red to purple brilliant even yet transfixed as they gently fade then suddenly it comes on bold a brilliant flash of emerald green like no other sight to behold Then the gentle fade as the sea becomes so dark beyond compare These are the times I would sit in solitude and wish that I could share With one who could appreciate the simple wonder of it all I sat there almost every night and yet I can't recall A time that I ever really felt that this was something just for me an awesome show like that should be shared with a love for all eternity. By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Looks Do Matter
Professor James' Theories of Social Development Looks Do Matter Looks do matter. Simple as that. Ask any person what they look for in another member of the opposite sex, and they will mention some aspects of look. Whether it is a nice body, good hair, or a good smile, looks do matter, no matter what way you spin it. Any one who says that they are interested in someone solely for personality is either 1) blatantly lying to your face, or 2) not really interested in the person. Now, it’s not to say that everyone is superficial. We all want our partner to be nice and funny and outgoing as well. But what is true is that looks govern a large part of why you would be interested in a specific person in the first place. This entry deals with the average of all teenage cases. Now, there may be instances of people getting to know each other through the phone, AIM (careful), or through letters, and never see each other in person, but for the most part, relationship are deve

To All Those Who Bombed My Contest Pic
I want to thank you all for being so kind and boming my contest pic ... Unfortunatly DaddyDom decided to change the contest and took all comments away and reset them .. Sending you all BIG GIANT SQUISHY HUGS***** I adore you all Thank you thank you .. thank you Xoxoxoxoxoxxoxo

Ladies Tell Me Why I'm Wrong.
I find that a woman's looks are what gets my attention, but how she treats people is what keeps or looses it. I think it's how a man makes a woman feel that gets her attention, but the ability to do so constantly is what keeps it. What makes her feel good today is over tomorrow and the never ending exercise begins again. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind it's just that some women forget the good from yesterday and today is all that matters. I must admit I have attracted the wrong kind of woman all my life and that's why I'm alone and starving for affection today.

Nice Guys Finish Last
NICE GUYS FINISH LAST WOMEN TREAT US LIKE SHIT WE FALL IN LOVE TOO FAST WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS THEY SAY WE ARE GOOD IN BED AND REALLY KNOW HOW TO KISS THEN IGNORE THEIR HEARTS AND LET THE DEVIL IN THEIR HEAD I DONT UNDERSTAND, ITS PURE FOOLISHNESS MOST GUYS ARE ASSHOLES WHO LOVE TO ARGUE AND FIGHT BEER HELPS DROWN MY SORROWS AT THE BAR ON SATURDAY NIGHT THE ONES THAT WANT US DONT DESERVE US THE ONES THAT DESERVE US DONT WANT US GOD SAYS HE HAS ANGELS AMONG US ALL I ASK IS WHY WONT THEY HELP US I HAVE ALOT OF POTENTIAL IM THE DEFINITION OF A GOOD MAN IM ROMANTIC, PASSIONATE, AND SENSUAL WHY WONT YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE IF BEING NICE MEANS BEING ALONE IM READY FOR MY ETERNAL BED MAKE ME AN ASSHOLE IF I EVER GET CLONED I FEEL SO ALONE ITS LIKE IM ALREADY DEAD

Where Are You?
To my Father Joseph James Page Sr. August 16, 1949- January 13, 2005 Although I replayed this moment in my head It is still hard to realize that you are dead. And seemingly my eyes are constantly red From all the painful tears my heart has shed I dont know what happened Its still hard for me to imagine I dont know where to begin To eventually have my heart mend Nearly 2 years ago today My life was thrust into dismay To see 10 missed calls on my phone To hear them say you were found at home I am still mourning and Im not through I just want to tell you that I miss you That I won?t see you anymore Or even hear you when you snore My smile hides my sorrow Sometimes I can?t see past tomorrow But I am good; I know you?re proud of me Of the man I came to be At times I still hear your voice in my head And I wish that you were here instead And all our precious memories I'll never forget Even at this untimely death I am happy you came to visit my home And this

Dating
I thought dating would be so much easier after my ex and i seperated from my ex but damn its gettin harder I know my standards have changed I want a college grad somone in their late 20's Attractve has his shit together- doesnt smoke weed or drink like a fish- has his shit together- I want security and i want it now lol i dont wanna wait lol

Update On My Surgery
For those who knew of my surgery scheduled this coming Tuesday, due to complicaions we are awaiting some test results and surgery has been postponed til those results are in.. Thanks for your prayers... Jackie

Pirate Test
You are The Cap'n! Some men are born great, some achieve greatness and some slit the throats of any man that stands between them and the mantle of power. You never met a man you couldn't eviscerate. Not that mindless violence is the only avenue open to you - but why take an avenue when you have complete freeway access? You are the definitive Man of Action. You are James Bond in a blousy shirt and drawstring-fly pants. Your swash was buckled long ago and you have never been so sure of anything in your life as in your ability to bend everyone to your will. You will call anyone out and cut off their head if they show any sign of taking you on or backing down. You cannot be saddled with tedious underlings, but if one of your lieutenants shows an overly developed sense of ambition he may find more suitable accommodations in Davy Jones' locker. That is, of course, IF you notice him. You tend to be self absorbed - a weakness that may keep you from seeing enemies where they are and imaginin

A B C's Of A Real Friend
(A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up ! ! on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality

My Morning
i got up pretty early and then went back to bed after i made sure everything was ok. i got back up in the early afternoon and decided i was gonna make myself breakfast. i go in the kitchen and get the eggs out and make myself some scrambled eggs. i came back into the living room and i plaved the plate on top of my monitor. as i went to type something don't you know the plate came tumbling down all over me, the keyboard and then hit the floor. i spent all that damn time making myself food for it to go everywhere but in my damn mouth. at least my dogs cleaned it up off the floor.

Grandmas Boyfriend
A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. Playing with his Toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, "Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend now that Grandpa went to Heaven?" Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom And watch it all day long. The religious programs make me feel good and The comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend." Grandma turned on the TV, and the reception was terrible. She started Adjusting the knobs, trying to get the pic ture I n focus. Frustrated, She started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door, And there stood Grandma's minister. The minister said, "Hello, son, is your Grandma home?" The little boy replied, "Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin' her Boyfriend."

Updates,fetish Ball & Shit Like That...
So first i'll do the updates on site here. I at last got around to doing something to make my profile more me.It's never done it's always changing much like I am. But it's jazzed up a bit & it has a song that means alot to me on it now.I'll only say it was a song that was M7m & myselfs. That's enough said. The updates on me..well i'm loveing London. Except it's colder then I expected. But so far I'm enjoying living here. I still order chips n get fries and vice versa but I'm learning. And My Harley will be arriving from the states come tues. after noon so i'm pumped to have my ride again. Yeah,to damn cold to ride it but then I've been known to ride it in KS soo... Still singel. Not a shock there. Some wounds will never heel & I'm just not ready for anyone new just yet. Well at least outside of the polly household I'm finding I am a part of... And I interview for a Djing job thurs. as well. So soon I'll have work. And it works well cause my hours will work around when i'm needing

I Melt The Mic
I melt the mic I am a symbiant to the mic It commands me to whisper my thoughts It’s not snooty like It spreads my words to both the haves and the have nots This is how I melt the mic Telling stories of life stories not seen The mic drips As my words slip You know what I mean You know I melt the mic Reverberant energy Unique urban synergy Spelled out for beatnik nerds As well as those without complex words Because I melt the mic My dialect is mean From a silky, smooth flow To “Yo! Bum rush the show” You never know what to expect when I hit the scene I just melt the mic This is my Harlem renaissance influenced style My unique experience Then mixed with an ounce of temperance All brought together to make you smile As I melt the mic

If You Love Someone...
If You Love Somebody I always thought the original saying was, "If you love something, set it free. If it doesn't come back to you, it wasn't yours to begin with." However, for the purposes of this test, let's use the proposed version. In which category do *you* fall? "The Old Version" If you love somebody, Set her free... If she comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, she never was.... "The New Versions" Pessimist If you love somebody, Set her free ... If she ever comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, well, as expected, she never was. Optimist If you love somebody, Set her free ... Don't worry, she will come back. Suspicious If you love somebody, Set her free ... If she ever comes back, ask her why. Impatient If you love somebody, Set her free ... If she doesn't comes back within some time forget her. Patient If you love somebody, Set her free ... If she doesn't come back, continue to wait until she comes back ... Playful If you love

So Upset
I am not Feeling too good actually,A couple of weeks ago my Lil Dog was out in the backyrd going about her business,and also eating things like almost all dogs do, but I am worried that she's been bitten by something she swallowed because she's developed a rather big lump in her throat,well it is a few weeks after the event now , she's been on Medication 2 Lots the first lot made the lump go down but a few days later the lump Reappeared,so we got her on more medication,it went for a little while but Returned again. After mum took her to the Vets Last Wednesday the Vet said he will have to operate on her and to prepare myself for the Worst Scenario. I hope I do not end up losing her after all this time I have had her all this time,Almost 8 Years.I got her a few weeks after moving up here in 1998

To My Love..
The Ten Commandments of Love I. I am thy Main Squeeze; thou shalt squeeze no others before me. II. Thou shalt not take the name of they Squeeze in vain, nor badmouth me behind my back. III. Remember our Anniversary, and keep it holy. Or else. IV. Honor MY mother and father. THINE are too damn weird. V. Thou shalt not kill my love by behaving tackily and making me embarrassed to be seen with thee. VI. Thou shalt not commit adultery, nor shalt thou even THINK about it if thou knowest what's good for thee. VII. Thou shalt not steal from my purse/wallet while I am in thy bathroom, nor use my credit cards, nor make long-distance calls from my telephone. VIII. Thou shalt not talk about our personal problems to our friends. IX. Thou shalt not covet the higher market price of thy neighbor's house. X. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's Squeeze, nor son or daughter, nor stereo, nor BMW.

What A Week
I've been without power for nine days - Everything is restored now though - My front and back yard looks like world war 2 with the trees all over them - My heart goes out to the ones who are still without power and cold - If anyone can use a 17 gallon tank of propane let me know.

Emotional Confusion
The wind blows with a chill in the air The moment is quiet and so lonely Your heart begins to stir with anxiety Your thoughts scramble without direction Lost in what seems an endless well of the unknown Where emotions float aimlessly in a dark abyss Searching for that point of sanity Unsure and afraid of which direction to follow The heart entangles in more confusion Desiring a solution to find ones stolen spirit Desparately seeking the light of hope and peace Which may instill serenity within ones lost soul Seeking rest for the mind before growing weary in faith Letting go of what once was, and explore what could be Looking for that peace within mind, body, and soul

I Love This One
My dear friend.... You came into my life so unexpectedly.. Little did I know what was to lie ahead For the longest time you were a click of a mouse, words on my screen Hugs that warmed my days.. and secured my nights Within the many hours of our private room, You showed me strength, when I showed you my weaknesses. You taught me the importance of believing in myself, When I thought there was nothing to believe in You taught me so much, in ways I never knew You stood behind me when I began to fall. Along side of me when I needed a friend In front of me when I needed a guide You showed me my ability to fly... How to reach places I had only dreamed of You saw me with your heart and not your eyes But more importantly you gave me a piece of you A gift worth far more than money could buy. You gave me a floor to dance on.. A song in my heart that I finally understand the words to And a peacefulness in my heart...where you will live forever.. I hope everyone finds a

Right To Life
i've watched as many young bands starved to death. in japan they support their arts, the artists apply an almost ninja dedication to their craft,dragon force is one example. when any of us download to our site a vid. or song this is cool, but pirate vidieos, and cheating the royalty system,is starving the artists that are trying to make a living.what i see or hear on this venue, if i like it i will buy it. i never look to get it for free. they deserve to make a living for the long hours and hard work they gave to give us their art.buy what you enjoy, this may keep it coming.starvation does not make better artists, just hungry people. to all my creative friends, lol.

Oh Shit...
Fatal Consequences of Excessive Masturbation Frequent masturbation and ejaculation stimulate acetylcholine/parasympathetic nervous functions excessively, resulting in the over production of sex hormones and neurotransmitters such as acetylcholine, dopamine and serotonin. Abundant and unusually amount of these hormones and neurotransmitters can cause the brain and adrenal glands to perform excessive dopamine-norepinephrine-epinephrine conversion and turn the brain and body functions to be extremely sympathetic. In other words, there is a big change of body chemistry when one excessively pratices masturbation. Note: Masturbation is a healthy sexual behavior. Like other behaviors, when over practiced or addicted it can lead to both psychological and physiological imbalances.

I Am Your Friend Poetry
You may not have ever seen me But you know that I am here. You can feel me in your heart As you enter each new day. I will always be there for you I am your friend. Someone to share the good times As well as the bad. I make no judgments by what you say I just listen with my heart and Hope to be of help in anyway I can. I will be there for you now and forever And always please remember I am your friend!

More Of My Erotica.
Through the perils of time, Aidan and Sophia hid their forbidden desires for one another for the pure fact that their families didn’t approve of their being together. Aidan was the son of a well known blacksmith, that had provided the towns near and far with swords and countless metal works. Sophia was the daughter of the towns best swordsman. Mixing business with pleasure wasn’t a wise thing to do back in these times. Sophia and Aidan were madly infatuated with each other, their love was building at rapid speeds. They had known each other since infancy and thought that their parents wouldn’t mind the connection. Aidan and Sophia would run off at various hours of the night and day, their families often wondered where they were. The thought of them being together hadn’t crossed their feeble minds. Aidan was a young man, eighteen years of age, long sandy blonde hair, striking green eyes , strong firm hands, he was built to handle manual labor. His father was the type o

Sweetest Tattoo Contest...anyone Interested In Joining?
I am thinking about having a sweetest tattoo contest and would like to know if there is anyone out there interested in joiing in this contest. I am taking men and women...the pic needs to be SFW and comment bombing is allowed. Please let me know if you are interested and we can talk about the details.

Because I Have To Blog On Every Site I Go To...
and that's basically the only reason this is here... Blog! Today I finally got down to 155. 5 more to go before I treat myself to something nice! :D That should be in a week and a half to two weeks if I play my cards right! :D so that's it. payce. cole out.

Back Home.. Back Online
hi to everyone... am back home and will be online more recent.. the trip was very sucessful for me but i caught a cold.. so will be staying in for a few days to battle this out.. thank you everyone for your comments and messages while i was gone cyth

Soldiers Torture Of Iraqi Children.........
PRESS RELEASE DIRECTLY TO CBS, NBC, & ABC NETWORKS This is documented proof that our G.I.'s torture the Iraqi children.... * * * Shocking Pictures * * * Armed American Troops Force Iraqi's to See-Saw Until They Talk! Iraqi Child Bites GI In Self Defense After Obvious Torture GI Falls Asleep On Duty While Using Iraqi Child As Body Armor GI Overheard to say .. "Talk or I'll tickle you till you pee!" Soldier Attempts to Eat Iraqi Child Clear Evidence of Forced Labor by Troops Iraqi's Grateful That American Forces Did Not Open Fire During Soccer Game Soldier Caught At "Tickle-Torture" To Extract Intelligence GI Forces Iraqi Child To Hang By Finger If You Liked This Others Will Too! Please Repost!

Year In Review
---------------10 years ago-------------------- 1.) How old were you? 25 2.) Where did you go to school? colorado 3.)Where did you work? CASHIER AT THE PIER 4.) Where did you live? SANTA MONICA,CA 5.) Where did you hang out? THE PIER 6.) Did you wear glasses? N/A 7.) Who were your best friends? MAVERIK,RAY AND ALEX! 8.) How many tattoos did you have? 2 9.) How many piercings did you have? 3 10.) What car did you drive? HONDA ACCORD 11.) Had you been to a real party? YES SIRR! 12.) Had your heart broken? YES 13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: TAKEN ----------------5 years ago---------------------- 1.)How old were you? 31 2.) Where did you go to school? N/A 3.) Where did you work? MANAGER OF COMFORT INN 4.) Where did you live? SACREMENTO , CA 5.) Where did you hang out? HOME 6.) Did you wear glasses? CONTACTS 7.) Who was your best friend? THE HOMIES:ALEX,RAY,AND JASON 8.) Who was your crush? RAY " DUECE" 9.) How many tattoos did you have? 4 10.) How m

Can You Define Love?
I mean what is it, how are you to feel for one person? It's like no matter what you do to make them happy they never are, sometimes I wonder!!! I mean don't get me wrong I love my family very much so an would do anything in the world for them, but when it comes to friends it's a whole other story!!!

~*all~iz~good~4~now*
wassup peepz, had a kick~ass weekend...made sum money and got super hook~up, with the chronic. feels like the weed fairy sprinkled sum dust on muh ass(come to think bout it, that was a gay ass metaphor to use) but ive been chillin like alwayz and gotta work tomorrow, which is cool cuz gotta get that paper. been waitin on to call uh other boss, cuz im lookin to move and pretty damn quick. tired of all the bullshit goin on over here over sum dumbass shit. plus i wanna help out muh bro. so all is good..at least for now..im out..holla

I Wanna Know
TO MY LOVE Tell me wat i gotta do to please u Baby anything u say ill do Cuz i only wanna make u happy From the bottom of my heart its true I wish that i can take a journey through ur mind Find emotions that u always try to hide I do believe that there's a love u wanna share Ill take good care of u baby, have no fear I wanna know

Ink Full Sleeve
Description "Hell Scene" --> basically me and my artist are going with our takes on Hell's version of its higher beings, mainly thier holy trinity to an extent. With the Devil (father), the Vampire Queen(son, metaphorically), and then Minions (holy spirit/masses, soon to be added next semester). its the demonic holy trinity, im not a satanist, its just my vision of what could be. "Heaven Scene" --> starting next year sometime, possible summer start. Heaven will consist of its Holy Trinity, but will not be made to look like you see in the books, b/c no one knows what "God" looks lik we don't if God has a physical self, but were gonna come up with something, maybe a hooded wher u cant see the face deal, Jesus, well lets say recrusifiction, just because i find that to be very artistically challenginf for Mike. then the holy spirit, well im not sure on that one yet, haha thats goona be hard, i may just d a ot of angels, b/c how i take it, the holy spirit represents the masses.

Single Once More
...or so it would seem. My marriage is over. It doesn't make me happy, but I am breathing a big sigh of relief too. I just hope the divorce can be as amicable as the last few weeks leading up to it.

My Heart Full Of Compassion
I cannot ease your aching heart, Nor take the pain away. But let me stay and take your hand And walk with you today. I’ll listen when you need to talk, I’ll wipe your tears away. I’ll share your worries when they come, I’ll help you face your fears. I’m here and I will stand by you, Each hill you have to climb. So take my hand lets face the word, Live one day at a time. You’re not alone for I’m still here, I’ll go that extra mile, And when your grief is easier, I’ll help you learn to smile

Oklahoma Centennial
This Flash presentation on Oklahoma's Centennial is a MUST SEE! > You will need to watch carefully, some of the graphics go quickly. > For those of you who are converted or native "Okies", you'll be > proud. > For those of you who are soon to be "Okies", you'll soon be > proud, > For those of you who aren't "Okies", maybe one day you'll be > fortunate enough to get here! > > Here is the link that will either make you proud to be an "Okie" > or sick that you are not. Turn up the sound. > View a historical video and listen to the new song (Oklahoma > Rising). > http://www.dougloudenback.com/downtown/oklahomarising.htm

Mistress
Tight black dress, showing creamy white cleavage Shiny red high heel shoes tapping out a quick rhythm She comes toward me with that look in her eyes, Damn she’s so fine this girl would do anything to make her mine Kneeling at her feet kissing each toe Loving every inch of her sweet skin Not wincing once as her whip lashes out Feeling the welts rise on my fair skin It’s all worth the gentle touch and good girl That sometimes I might earn Yes she’s tough and hard to please She wants everything I am to be hers Heart, body, and soul I give freely Just to bear her collar For I know she completes me Thank you Mistress for allowing me to serve Hold my leash tightly, Because I want only to be yours

*******universal Code*******
1/21/2007 Dear Readers: Finally the New Moon is upon us and much better news is to be expected while she rises within the next few days. For those of you who do not have a hard cover copy of my 2007 Moon Power order the book ASAP, you'll be glad you did as this paperback is a sure guide to what's ahead of you each day of the year 2007. Order it at http://www.drturi.com/books.php Make sure to perform a Cabalistic Candle Ritual at each and every New Moon so all the negative energy collected in the walls of your home can dissipate and bring about more luck and protection to your family. Someone may have died in the house you live in or a dispute or depressive thoughts could alter your dream state. It is important to clean the house both physically and spiritually. Go to http://www.drturi.com/healingroom.php and perform the ritual and see the results. Again remember I came to this great country in 1984 with only $50 in my pocket and I am a true example of success wher

Sex Survey
This is the ultimate sex survey. The trick is to repost this and see if someone gives u their answers. Name: Bryan Age: 35 Current Location: Virginia Eye/Hair Color: Blue/Light Brown Height: 5'9 Ethnicity: White Sexual Orientation: Straight Size of penis/breast: average 6 inches i guess WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Age: Prefer 26-38 Eye/Hair: Any Height: 5'5 and up Ethnicity: Depends Body Type: petite to average Whats your favorite part of a guys/gals body?: legs, eyes, ass, in that order EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear R U Wearing? None Have you ever given/received a lap dance? Yes Ever watch a porno? Yes Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didnt? lol, Yes Are you into ass smacking? Yes Are you a Virgin?: whatever When did you lose it? 9th Grade How was your first time? i was drunk i think i enjoyed it If you had a choice would you have stayed a virgin longer? hell no Are you an easy O or hard O? depends Ever m

Demon Spawn
A vision of the dead in the embread backwoods Muthafucker born inside a toolshead Momma never loved me never gave me no attention Daddy was a rapist 30 years up state Fulton County Prison And i was raised by my own will Surviving off of scrapes of bones, bear traps, and road kill Spending my days and my nights all alone And my mind is gone is something wong with my dome Should have put me in a tomb i didnt ask for this life When they cut me out the womb with a dull pocket knife Now i walk with a sight and a murderous ability Im cough and mutherfucker feel with hostility Cracked out and im gone off that moon shine 100 dated of proof why im made from a muskadine Out in these cornfields Learning all these wicked skills Swingin, slicing, choppin, dicing Country boy born to kill. Dont get lost in the woods In yo black expidition On the dark dirt roads So suspecious Just though some ditches Hedlights flicker and its got u turning switches Now u

Irish Pub Party 2!!
So last night was the second Irish Pub Party. There were thoughts that it was going to awkward, and uncool since Ryan and I were split and there were a couple of other split couples there, but Ryan and I had a great time. Panda and I had a blast. I was kissed by three girls and a gay guy. No idea why, they just came up to me and did it. I got a free shot out of it though...lol I have posted another album of pics of it, pretty easy to find, its called Irish Pub Party 2, and I've left up the pics from the first IPP, and we had a blast let me tell you! I wasnt intending to drink at all that night, but they didn't want me to leave so they got me drunks.... I'm so bad...I went to my best friends house and got drunk, and then went to the pub party last night and got wasted...it was wonderful, and now tonight I rest, as tomorrow night I am going to Raleigh with Panda and Ryan to go see the Red Hot Chili Peppers in concert!! I can't wait! byes!

Blood And Chocolate Trailer
For those of you who can't see the trailer on MTV, this is the Blood and Chocolate movie trailer. As a side note for those of you who are wondering, the song in the background is NOT by Evanescence, it is by Within Temptation, called 'Stand My Ground.'

Observations From The Mage
Ok kiddies...just to make it clear...I have a very adult profile. So if you expecting bunnies and sunshine you shouldnt be here. I respect all and expect the same so lets not have anymore questions on... 1) Content...Im a bad man so get used to it 2) Pics... I make requests if you dont like it then exercise your rights and go 3) Showing luv...with my personal schedule and the frequency of shouts, comments, gifts and personal messages I do my best to get back as I appreciate anyone willing to take the time. If you havent heard from me in awhile let me know. 4) reposting- Ive said it before and I will say it again..I dont repost unless it moves me or a friend personally requests it as a rule...but I understand why people repost and I respect that. 5) Hawks...guys if your on my friends list solely to see my pics then say so or you will be deleted and for f's sake stop sending requests with no fn clothes on...Im into ladies (you know who you are) 6) Lifestylers-always

Comment Bombers Needed
okay i have more then enough friends and fans here that i have helped out in their contests that i can't see why ya'll can't come out and help me win this salute contest it's all in fun and even if i don't win i will give gifts out to those that have come out and comment bombed. onyx illuzion of xxxtasy ONYX DRAGON---- THIS IS MY FIANCEE'S FIRST CONTEST AND SHE REALLY WANTS TO WIN. SO PLEASE COME AND COMMENT BOMB HER PIC. COME ON FRIENDS, PLEASE COME AND COMMENT BOMB HER. SHE NEEDS YOUR HELP. THE CONTEST ENDS NEXT FRIDAY.

Crazy Dream
i'm gonna start a dream blog!! my first entry is a doozie...but at least it's a funny one. ok i can't really remember most of the dream other than the midgets on teenee motorcycles doing figure 8's to cottoneye joe! if anyone wants to dare try an interpretation on that one you definitely have my blessing!!! ps they were wearing cowboy gear

What Did Y'all Say About Those Patriots? Lmfao!!!
I've read blogs and headliners talking about Pats vs Bears....SORRY!!!! It will be the Colts vs. Bears. Patriot fans, y'all have had great moments deservedly, but save all the cocky talk, because your team just lost in the way they usually win. And Brady with the last mistake of the game, when it was usually Peyton doing it. GO COLTS!!!! :)

The Sweet Hello The Sad Goodbye
Red like fire was the day I met you. I tell you now, there are no regrets. In this room there are many memories. Some are good, some I try to forget. I thought we were the chosen ones, who were supposed to fly. We're very much the same, you and I. The sweet hello, the sad goodbye. Still waiting to get hurt, time after time. The sweet hello, the sad goodbye. When love lies in our hands, we seem to run and hide. And I can't help but wonder why. The sweet hello, the sad goodbye. My heart was like a runaway train, babe. I don't believe I've ever felt more alive. In this room I hear voices linger. We never talked about the price. You know you're not the only one, who knows how to cry. We're very much the same, you and I. The sweet hello, the sad goodbye. Still waiting to get hurt, time after time. The sweet hello, the sad goodbye. When love lies in our hands, we run away and hide. And I can't help but wonder why. The sweet hello, the sad goodbye. The sweet hello, the sad goodb

Colts Are Goin To The Superbowl!!!
lmao gotta love this... A first grade teacher explains to her class that she is a New England Patriots fan. She asks her students to raise their hands if they are Pats fans too. Not really knowing what a Pats fan was, but wanting to be liked by their teacher, their hands fly into the air. There is, however, one exception. Susie has not gone along with the crowd. The teacher asks her why she has decided to be different. "Because I'm not a patriot fan," she reports. "Then," asks the teacher, "what are you?" "I'm a Indianapolis colts fan!" boasts the little girl. The teacher asks Susie why she is a Colts fan. "Well, my Dad and Mom are Colts fans, so I'm a Colts fan too," she responds. "That's no reason," the teacher says. "What if your mom was a moron, and your dad was an idiot. What would you be then?" Susie smiles and says, "Then I'd be a New England Patriots fan."

Satisfaction
I will love you through the thick and through the thin. Come on baby put my nuts on your chin. Take that tongue so ever long Wrap it around and suck this dick nice and strong. No need to be shy, no need to be afraid Cause when that is over you’re gonna get laid. I’m gonna hit it from the front and hit it from behind. I will make love to you unlike any other kind. Tease me, please me, abuse me. Just say that you will be gentle and care free When, this comes to an end. We can start it up again when I smack you on the fanny. Imma give it to you with my tongue. Baby I won’t stop until you cum. Satisfaction guaranteed. I can’t wait till we impose each other’s will, When, we do the dirty deed. Curse me, smack me, and talk bad to me, Just know that I’ll be what you want me to be. Should we only be lovers for a night, I will surely give you all my might. I will fulfill your needs, Because that’s what I mean when your satisfaction is guaranteed.

Dance With The Devil :
It is told in the legend, that on one of the last Sundays before Lent, there was to be a dance at a place called the Vineyard. The Vineyard was a ballroom situated in one of the inner suburbs of Danzig. After going to confession and communion that day, a young servant woman told her mother that she was invited to attend the dance. Despite the reprimands of her mother, an honest laundress, who warned her not to desecrate the sabath day by going to such an affair. The young lady couldn't resist the temptations of going to such a gala, even though it was a holy day. She arrived at The Vineyard around 8:00pm, but it didnt take long before the punishment for her sacralidge came. Around midnight, she saw a handsomely dressed stranger with black hair and eyes that shown brightly like onyx. The handsome man spotted the young lady and approached her. In words that seemed to penetrate into the depths of her soul he said "May I dance with you". She took his arm with pleasure. As they

Ghosts Of Schoolbus Accident Push Vehicles Off Tracks:
Just south of San Antonio, Texas, there is an intersection of roadway and railroad track that has become very famous in the paranormal and urban legends catagory. The intersection was the site of a tragic accident in which several children were killed - but their ghosts forever remain at the spot. And the curious from all over the world come to this intersection of railroad track and roadway to witness firsthand the paranormal phenomena they've heard takes place there. This is the story as I have heard and read about it. Back in the early to mid 70's, a school bus full of children was making its way down the road and toward the intersection when it stalled out on the railroad tracks. A speeding train, going way to fast to slow down in time, smashed broad side into the bus.The crash killed 10 of the children and the bus driver. Since that dreadful accident almost 30 years ago, any car stopped near or on the railroad tracks will be pushed by unseen hands across the tracks to safety.

Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow
Tonight you're mine completely You give your love so sweetly Tonight the light of love is in your eyes But will you love me tomorrow? Is this a lasting treasure? Or just a moment's pleasure? Can I, can I believe the magic of your sigh? Will you still love me tomorrow? Tonight with words unspoken You say that I'm the only one But will my heart be broken When the night meets the morning sun? I'd like to know that your love Is a love I can be sure of So tell, tell me now, and I won't ask again Will you still love me tomorrow? Tell me now, and I won't ask again Will you still love me tomorrow?

~~philosophy Of Sex~~
" THESE ARE SO WISE AND FUNNY ! PHILOSOPHY OF SEX "I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." --Tom Clancy "You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." --Steve Martin "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." --Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." --Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL." --Lynn Lavner "Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist." --Matt Barry "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." --George Burns "Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant." --Ge

Please Vote And Rate My Pic In This Contest!!!
I have entered a pic of my daughter and her Grammy in the Grandparent/Grandkid Pic contest. It would me the world to me if my CT friends and fans would stop by and leave a few vote comments! Grammy isnt doing to well and we do not know how much longer she will be here with us so I would really love it if this pic would win, or even come close. Thank you to all of you!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO Angel (TwinkleBug)

The Deep Dark Hole
Well well here we go again...I've totally hit rock bottom; I feel like shit, my whole life feels like it's coming down around me. I'm not sure what to do anymore, I can't find a job and I'm not even sure what I should put on my resume to try and find one since after leaving HS all I've done is work and go to school and haven't even kept my grades up or done anything with any organization. This world is just so hard on me...I need an out, a way and place to get away to. I feel so distant from everyone. Everytime I get close to someone something happens that I either push them away or they leave me. It seems like no one gets me...like I'm alone in this world. And I know whoever reads this will say I'll be there for you, but I don't think anyone really can be...I need someone actually here. I wish I had been raised differently, that I was more talkative and outgoing...that I wouldn't bored people as easily as I seem to be able to. There's gotta be more than just what I know out there for

Wow
wow i am really happy at myself for taking the time to come on this site and sign up for it... at first when i heard about this website from i friend i thought to myself that it was probley going to be another wanna be myspace full of people that are so stuck up and so full of them selves but no every one has been really cool iv met alot of cool people this girl kat took the time to do some work on my photos (thanks kat) i got my hot friend to join... i havent had so much fun on a web site for very long time thanks to all of you that have taken the time to rate, comment, etc. me

I Want To Turn You
You Know... Look into my eyes let me lure you're mind I want you totally focused on me all else is blind. Come to me baby let me show you how much I care. I wanna turn you into an animal let me strip you bare. I love it when you lust for me... Let our bodies be intertwined into one. I want you to come and attack me make love to me set me free let you're sex tell me how you feel. With each thrust let it be you're passion reaching deep inside of me following my inner path to my soul. To a place where I can't let you go. It’s fascinating I'm infatuated... Look into my eyes and tell me is this a place you're ready to explore? Come to me baby let me show you how much I care I wanna turn you into an animal... Let me strip you bare. I love it when you talk dirty to me. The deepness of your voice the vibration sends warm tingles through me I could listen to you all night. Close you're eyes breathe deep let me take you to ecstasy. This exotic; unusua

Fetish Vs Kink
Fetish vs. Kink By Midori Ever notice that anything to do with adventurous sex and alternative sexuality gets all lumped together? Fetish, SM, Kink and Leather --- they’re all bundled together as if the people, action and words were totally interchangeable. We expect this sort of simple assumptions from media and Joe-Public. But this phenomenon also happens among those of us in these very subcultures that enjoy these sex styles. You’d think, of all people, we would know better. Many of us use words, phrases and cultural references interchangeably, without consideration for the actual distinctions between them. Because all this is about sex, historically we haven’t talked about the distinctions of words, actions and communities except to pathologize the behavior. So we lack nuanced words and finesse of expression to shed light upon our pleasures. A lot of problems arise when you don’t know how these terms and actions differ. If I met you at a bar and we both agreed we lik

With Only My Mouth On You.....
The willow switch in my loving hands, giving me the power and the will to make you give in to my demands; enveloping me in a powerful thrill. I love the way you whimper as the switch whistles through the air anticipation is alight, as I torture you with great care. Domination and control is oh so very powerful. I want to see you plead and beg while you're tied face first on my bed. Delicious things I do to you... kisses and carasses begin up and down your welted legs hunger deep inside me brews. Giving you something magical, taking away your control; instilling it inside of me yearning for you to lose yourself. As I lick my way up your thigh I feel the tenseness you keep inside, kissing and licking away your pride; uncontrollably, a pleasured sigh The things I can do, with my mouth and teeth I can feel you as you breathe... Deep and heavy, long and hard Pleasing you, is now my job... The pains of the whipping sustain your body, driving you insane, as t

Harmony Of The Moment
The tone you reveal in your voice instantly creates visions of ecstasy The promise of total release of mind, body and soul Giving of each other Becoming One The electricity felt sharing a lingering kiss Tasting the flavor of your lips searching for the essence of one Releasing the fire to build The ignited passion bringing ecstasy Making love drawing you to me Harmony of the moment having its own life to share The quickening of our blood becoming one in a sweet moment The explosion almost unbearable and just as exquisite This phase that entwines An engulfing hunger ~MOVEMENTS~ like a raging river An escalating heat forming ever-changing new wonders To the final release Consummate rapture ~Together~ ~Nobody Knows it But Me~

Life
I = WHORE I'm a Whore. Let me say it again. I'm a whore. A whore is what you become when you mix power and pussy. Power is pussy. My feminine energy startles many. They want to control me. Taste me. Wine me. Dine me. Fuck me. Ditch me. Tell a friend we sexed crazy to candlelight on a Sunday night after a three-hour conversation on religion. But they leave that part out. They don't remember the power of my words. But they take with them the power of my pussy and that's what makes me a whore. Whores are everywhere. We're businesswomen, hustlers, holders, molders of minds, lawyers and doctors. Your mother is a whore. So is your sister. We're all whores. Every one of us. At the end of the day, we have something that you want. When you can't get it, you hate us for it. When we give it to someone else, you kill us over it. Or them. Or yourself. And in order to cope with the power we have, you go out of your way to trivialize it and us. A taste of the power makes yo

A Night Alone With Me...
I havent been sleeping much since January the 1st. To some that dosent come as much of a suprise. But when I get into Insomnia fits like this, I'm usually regulated to sitting in my room alone with my thoughts, Tonight was pretty different for me. I decided to burn a few Strapping Young Lad CDs and dragged my carcass, a CD player, a Pack of Smokes and a Bottle of Jagermeister onto the roof of my house. I'll be honest, it was a pain in the ass and I almost fell off when I hopped from the top of my balcony to the edge of the roof. When I got to the top of the roof though I set up shop on the roof and just stared off into the sky smoking cigarettes very slowly and taking sips out of the bottle. I wanted to enjoy my time up there because in all seriousness, I didnt plan on doing something like that again anytime soon. Mabye I'd get lucky and fall, but with my luck I'd break my neck and be paralyzed from the neck down. By the time I reached "Heavy as a really Heavy Thing" I had a pre

You're On My List...so I Wanna Know.....
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 7. Tell me one weird fact about you: 8.

One More Poem..and Then Im Done..promise "music"
Music 3/25/2002 as my melodic rhythms touch the lips of a treble clef I regret that I never knew my new mistress wondering why my whispers are hypnotized by thighs undulating to the live vibes of the music made by my heart playing the part of the conductor of my manhood's crescendo symphony simply rising never falling while my knees wobble from weakness the sweetness of the lyrics roll of my tounge like honey putting my money where the mouth is....singing spine tingling simply beutiful your chambers are at making music your usage of my baton for music making amazes me as i gracefully taste your 1st movements in D sharp we part seas with beautiful music and leave existence behind beautiful is the mind intertwined with mines to make music the smoothest notes ever utteres, hypnotized by it...never to recover

Black Rain .
Black Rain Black rain bits my window frame, like the cold I feel confined To this enclosed of stone & steel. Its loneliness penetrates my soul to its very core, caged line an animal I now reside, like the zoo they keep me locked in. Animal I may be its only survive in the environment that made me. Black rain it beats on my head and shoulders as if to drive me insane, it Slowly erodes the humanity that’s already damaged in me. Black rain brings with it suffering and pain never once letting up , never going away. Only rarely in my life have I found shelter from its soul rending pain only in life have I found shelter that blocked Black Rain and it abated and let the sunshine again.. By T>S>Z

My Seduction
Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is. What Is Your Seduction Style?

Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Is Your Sexual Iq ??
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fuck
I Fucking Hate You, I Loved You So Much That Now I Hate You, I Feel Like A Fool For Believing You For So Long, Why Didnt I See This Coming? Oh I Know Because I Let My Love For You Blind Me, It Pisses Me Off You Wont Even Try Anymore, Couldn't Even Tell Me You Loved Me One Last Time, I Wonder If you Ever Did? If So Where'd It Go? How Come Your just over me? i thought you loved me, thats where i fucked up, i shouldnt have loved you, because i had a feeling it was going to turn sour, once you started getting quiet and just saying Buh Bye and hanging up on me, or all the time i would say " I Love You" and you'd just push it aside like it didnt mean a damn thing to you, Its Just Sad to see us have to end like this, bitter and cold towards each other, i really had something for you, you showed me love, true love, and i cannot express how greatful i am for that, whether were together or not, it still makes me wonder did you ever?

Signs We Might Be Getting Old
if you want you can rip but comment first...and if you dont want to rip plz leave a comment anyway...... >"If we ever forget that we're One Nation under God then we will be a Nation >gone under"...Ronald Reagan > >"We sleep safely in our beds because rough men stand in the night to do >violence to those who would do us harm"...George Orwell > > > > >*25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP >*01. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. * >*02. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. * >*03. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. * >*04. 6:00 a.m. is when you get up, not when you go to bed. * >*05. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. * >*06. You watch the Weather Channel. * >*07. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." * >*08. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. * >*09. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." * >*10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids n

Tre Dillon
Tre Dillon Born: January 17, 2007 Weight: 6 pounds 1 and a half ounces Height: 19 inches Time: 1:13pm Place: Magic Valley Hospital Mother is doing ok. She is still in recovery from the C-section. She is at home now and is tired most of the time but loves the precious gift God has given her. Tre has already shown signs of being a mom's boy and is loving every minute of it. Even the many times he wakes up during the night. She will have pictures posted as soon as she can. Thanks everyone for your caring words, thoughts and prayers.

I Love You So Very Much~
This love I feel for you~ should be sending me to heavens heights, yet all I feel is the deep pain, from my heart breaking. I stay here waiting to hear~ just one whispered word from you, telling my heart to hold on, and that you feel something for me too. I see you in my dreams~ where you awaken me with sweet kisses, yet when I do arise, I am back within my grey world. I hold on the greatest hope~ that you will say you love me, as then and only then, I can again feel whole. I love you so very much~ for you are all a gentleman could ask for, packaged in exquisiteness, sent from heaven above. Hanging on by threads~ until the last one breaks away, where I will then disappear, into oblivion forever.

Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hiding Out In Neverland
Hiding Out In Neverland I. We women, we girls, we beautiful baby girls, we all have stories to tell, and yet it always feels like someone is stifling us, holding us back, saying “shhhh… now is not the time for that,” while we scream inside. I’m watching CSI: forensic evidence of some sicko creep, child-molesting, serial killer, pervert perpetrator flashes on my screen. After all these years, (twenty or so), I have the physical reaction I should’ve had the first time I saw Twin Peaks or Law & Order: SVU or . . . well, eight million and twelve other pieces of media. I run outside, dry heave, maybe I vomit just a little bit of bile and chardonnay – any alcohol that I think will keep the monsters and real life far far away. II. I want to rename myself Wendy Darling and take the second star to the right and go straight on forever. They say never-neverland is a pretty nice place. You never have to grow up or face grown-up prob

...it Was A Longer Night Than I Thought....
Almost thru January now. I've been back to work now for almost a month. I was out of work for almost 3 months because of back surgery. This was my third one and it scared the hell outta me. First time i've ever had to walk with a cane because my left leg became to weak to support me. You know your in pretty bad shape when they wheel you into pre-op and drug you up to prep you and you don't even feel it. LOL. The nurses kept walking by asking me if i was okay. I just kept giving them dirty looks and saying 'uh..no'. LOL. Well so far so good. The operation went great according to my surgeon so i guess i'm all fixed for now. M.

"spring Cleaning" Update
Ok......I just dumped 40 people off my list. As for the rest of you, Im keeping my eyes on you. For the remaining people on my list, you have all done a pretty good job of dropping by for a visit here and there, and thats all I ask for. Hope the new year is treating you all well. And hope to remain in contact with you all through this year. Much love!! Candace

Us Troops Surge Into Iraq As Death Toll Mounts
Please Rate This Blog US troops surge into Iraq as death toll mounts 22 Jan 2007 The first troops in President [sic] George Bush's "surge" arrived in Baghdad yesterday to the news that America had suffered its deadliest day in Iraq for nearly two years. http://news.independent.co.uk/world/middle_east/article2175027.ece

Terrorism No Laughing Matter For Australian Airline
Please Rate This Blog Terrorism no laughing matter for Australian airline 22 Jan 2007 National airline Qantas on Monday refused to allow an Australian man to board a flight from Melbourne to London because he was wearing a T-shirt that [accurately] depicted United States President [sic] George W Bush as a terrorist. http://news.monstersandcritics.com/asiapacific/news/article_1249592.php

Not A Queen But Still A Wonderful Young Lady
Good Morning. Well that was a certainly fast moving weekend. Started out by picking the oldest up at the South Bend Airport Friday late afternoon and from there I rushed her back home to change and then we left for the High School basketball game in which Coloma pretty much was not a factor. They got a whipped like a thoroughbred by a thoroughbred. Lakeshore was rated #5 in class B so no contest. Manda was doing interviews and then dinner with the judges where all the girls get to mingle with the judges and ask questions and just sort of unwind. The funny thing is the dinner that was chosen for the girls was Chicken Wings….ok what kind of sick ass does that? Anyway I am thinking it was to see who was more proper in there eating of the often related to as a snack food and not a main course unless the judges wanted to find out who would order a beer with theirs…Anyway the evening went well for all the girls. The girls that were in the contest had to call it an early evening and we who we

Some Quiz Results
Ok ...now that I have the results I'm thinking maybe I don't really want to post them - cuz I can just imagine the ideas it's gonna give some of you ...ahhh, but what the hell :P Those of you who have read my page and know of my aussie friend and tell me how lucky he is are likely to think so even more now lol ============================================ You scored as Wet. You're wet 'n' wild, while that isn't always a good thing, we have to give you points for trying...right? Hot94%Wet94%Exciting88%Soft88%Violent81%Sweet69%Awkward50%Shy25%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you

Star Wars Horoscope
Star Wars Horoscope for Virgo You show efficiency when working for a good cause. But you tend to be a bit fussy when it comes to doing something out of the ordinary. Like many Virgos, you want to stay out of the spotlight. You do well at picking up the smallest details. Star wars character you are most like: C3P0 What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

Words From Inside Out
as I lay here I often wonder why life throws obstacles in our path that at times seem so unclimbable you often wonder why me, well i guess why me, because only the hardest pathways to climb are given to the strongest people with hearts that dont falter and faith that seem endless and unbreakable. We all make decisions that at the time seem so darn hard but so easy. I made the decision to leave my country and my children. My country i can live without because home is where the heart is, but my children, well they are ones that I cant. Every day I struggle with the agony of not being able to see their lil faces smiling, or hear their giggling at something so stupid you wonder how they can laugh, I even miss there bickering between themselves. Until you dont have what you cheerish the most you never truely appreciate what you have. I sometimes wonder how my husband puts up with me, at times even though I am so happy with life, I am also so sad. Not sad at the life I have choosen or how

Wiccan Ex-barista Sues Starbucks Over Religion
A former Starbucks barista in Hillsboro has sued the coffee giant, saying it discriminated against her based on her Wiccan religion. In a complaint filed Jan. 8 in U.S. District Court in Portland, Alicia Hedum said a manager at Starbucks’ Hillsboro Landing cafe asked her to remove her Wiccan cross several times, even though other employees, including the manager, wore Christian crosses. Hedum accused Starbucks of retaliating by refusing to promote or transfer her, reducing her hours and scrutinizing her “minor tardiness.” A Starbucks spokesman said she was unaware of the lawsuit. Wicca, a nature-based religion often described as a form of witchcraft, has been the subject of other employment discrimination cases. A Wiccan member of the Industrial Workers of the World union complained last year to the U.S. Equal Employment Opportunity Commission that a New York City Starbucks discriminated against her based on religion. Hedum worked for Starbucks in Cornelius and Hillsboro

Asking Too Much?
Just once in a relationship I would like to know that the guy, who is supposed to be my guy is there for me when/ if I need him. I'd like to feel like something a little more than a toy that is on his shelf that he can take down and play with and then put back. The funny thing is...that I usually let it happen for longer than it should because I so want this time to be different or I think I can make it right or change it. I don't think that I'm a bad person...and I want to be loved. I mean I know I'm loved but you know what I mean. The kind of love that my parents have. The kind of love that lets me be ME and not have to change for someone. I'm ready for that kind of love. I'm sick of the kind where I'm the one giving everything and getting nothing. I'm tired of feeling like I did something wrong or that i have to compete to get his attention. Maybe it's time for me to realize that I'm not meant for a relationship. Maybe..just maybe I"m meant to be single. A fact that sucks but it may

Bathroom Floor
BATHROOM-PAINTED FLOOR *IMAGINE YOU ARE AT A PARTY....* *YOU'VE BEEN DRINKING......* *(not that you would...)* *AND THEN YOU HAVE TO VISIT THE BATHROOM.... * *You open the door.... ** NOW, REMEMBER,* *THE FLOOR IS JUST* *! A PAINTED FLOOR!** KINDA TAKES YOUR BREATH AWAY.....* *DOESN'T IT?* This would mess your mind up! _________________________________________________

20 Minutes Is All He Needs
Click Here For Some of the Hottest Brazilian Ass Ever!!! A cop was patrolling at night in a well-known spot for "parking." He saw a couple in a car with the interior light on. He got closer to the car and saw a young man behind the wheel, reading a computer magazine, and a young woman on the rear seat, knitting. Puzzled by this situation, the cop walked to the car and knocked on the window. The young man lowered his window... "Yes, officer?" "What are you doing?" "Well, isn't it obvious? I'm reading a magazine." Pointing toward the young woman, the cop asked, "And her, what is she doing?" The young man shrugged. "I believe she's knitting a pullover." The cop was totally confused. A young couple alone in a car at night...And nothing obscene is happening! "What's your age, young man?" "I'm 22, sir." "And her, what's her age?" The young man looks at his watch and said, "She'll be 18 in 20 minutes."

I Yelled At A Permanent Marker Because I'm Naked :p
Try it! Pick the month you were born: January--I kicked February--I loved March--I smoked April--I dry humped May--I choked on June--I murdered July--I did the Macarena with August--I had lunch with September--I danced with October--I sang to November--I yelled at December--I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: 1-------a birdbath 2-------a monster 3-------a phone 4-------a fork 5-------a Superhero 6-------a gangster 7-------my cell phone 8-------my dog 9-------my best friends' boyfriend 10-------my neighbor 11-------my science teacher 12-------a banana 13-------a fireman 14-------a stuffed animal 15-------a goat 16-------a pickle 17-------your mom 18-------a spoon 19-------myself 20-------a baseball bat 21-------a ninja 22-------Chuck Norris 23-------a noodle 24-------a squirrel 25-------a football player 26-------my sister 27-------my brother 28-------an ipod 29-------a permanent marker 30-------a llama 31-------A h

Southernness
Southernness Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. _____ Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." _____ Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." _____ Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, ... As in: "Going to town, be back directly." _____ Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" Is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table. _____ All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. _____ Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold tater salad. If the neighbor's trouble is

Short Fuse
A body builder takes off his shirt and the blonde says, "What a great chest you have." He tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, baby." He takes off his pants and the blonde says, "What massive calves you have." The body builder tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, baby." He then removes his underwear and the blonde goes running out of the apartment screaming in fear. The body builder puts his clothes back on and chases after her. He catches up to her and asks why she ran out of the apartment like that. The blonde replies, "I was afraid to be around all that dynamite when I saw how short the fuse was!"

If The World Smoked Trees
If only the world smoked weed, we could all live in harmony. No more violence no more hate, all of these we can escape. The paranoia of getting caught smoking, will be replaced with laughter and joking. Different cultures will unite, all smoking from the same pipe. Oh, if this dream were true, life would be better for me and you!

Keep The Mercedes
Oh Lord, Won't you buy me a legalized joint? They say its a bad thing, I don't get their point. You made it to bless us, Please, may we anoint? Oh Lord, Won't you buy me a legalized joint? Oh Lord, Won't you help them get medical use? For people that need it its never abuse. Arthritis to glaucoma, a fountain of youth. Oh Lord, Won't you help them get medical use? Lord, Won't you help us free brave men like Will? And the Tom Browns and Michael's, You know we miss them still. They put them in prisons, their spirit to kill. Oh Lord, Won't you help us free brave men like Will? And Lord, When will they learn, the drug war's a lie. That all men are equal, under your eye. You judge us on character, not if we get high. Oh Lord, When will they see, The Drug War's a Lie.

The Parrots!
The Parrots! A lady goes to her priest one day and tells him, "Father, I have a problem. I have two female parrots, but they only know how to say one thing." What do they say?" the priest inquired. They say, "Hi, we're hookers! Do you want to have some fun? "That's obscene!" the priest exclaimed, then he thought for a moment. "You know," he said, "I may have a solution to your problem. I have two male talking parrots, which I have taught to pray and read the Bible." "Bring your two parrots over to my house, and we'll put them in the cage with Frank and Jacob. "My parrots can teach your parrots to pray and worship, and your parrots are sure to stop saying that phrase in no time." Thank you," the woman responded, "This may very well be the solution." The next day, she brought her female parrots to the priest's house. As he ushered her in, she saw that his two male parrots were inside their cage, holding rosary beads and praying. Impressed, she

The Cost Of Love
the cost of love is grief but have no fear for all who love can hold some comfort near remembering that love is like the soul and can not die but lives forever whole beyond the spheres of space and time it shines untouched by common hurt and harm and though the fabric of our mortal lives we rend true love begun can know no end so he who loves must know within his heart that though two loving souls are ment to part that parting lasts no longer then a sigh in gods great scheme by and by a gental waking free of hurt and pain and we shall stir and rise and meet again then side by side and ever shall it be together for all eternity by me

Used And Abused
used me or abused me used is a few more fingerprints and a little more wear abuse is forever changing around the pieces so they never quite fit together again see me through sightless eyes speak to me in soundless words touch me with emotionless detachment as the pieces crumble and fall slide and slither into an open passage that winds around itself untill all is lost and the recognition to the feeling lost and beyond rescue of the rescuers lost and beyond deisre of the beholder lost and beyond all but the fading voice of itself crying the lost tears of pain as a realization that all that is left is nothing and nothingness that echos upon its own emptiness.

Ouch!!!
Well, I finally did it... absolutely ate SHIT while walking across some ice to my car... It took until the 3rd major storm of the season, but I definitely made up for it. I can barely put any weight on my damn left knee right now, and it it definitely swollen up pretty good... This sucks!

Update....
Heres an update on my upcoming surgery... Today I go and have a uterine biopsy and Friday morning I will be in surgery at 10 a.m to either remove the uterus if it turns out to be cancerous or just remove the lining due to hemmoraging.. I am hoping it is outpatient and I will be back to annoy everyone a.s.a.p Thanks to all that have showed kindness, concern, friendship and love.. Many don't understand how people can come to care for one another over the internet and to them I say,,, Ya dont know what your missing, because I have made a handful of true friends on here that I will cherish forever!! Heres lyrics to a song I thought fitting for the passing of 2 wonderful men Cedarcreekfisherman ( Dan) Cold_dark_stranger ( Brian) and now for what I'm having to face... Take care all and remember to tell those you love how very much you love them because sometimes, tomorrow doesn't come... Live Like You Were Dying (Tim Nichols/Craig Wiseman) He said: "I was in my early forties

$20.00
$20.00 Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are wor

Fuck Or Pass
There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "COMMENT" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass"

When I First Looked Into Your Eyes
When first I looked into your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart drummed out a thunder beat I glowed with joy from head to feet. The hand of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll. The tide of love began to rise, the world was filled with summer skies. My sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold, then wisped away. A brilliant rainbow arched across, as waves of love began to toss. The air was filled with lovebird cries, when I first looked into your eyes. When I first looked into your eyes, all time and space were paralyzed And in that instant, I was shown a universe I had never known. I dwell there still, in Paradise, when I look into your eye

My Last..no More...
HEY PEOPLE...I REALLY WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU WHO BEEN READING WHAT I HAD TO WRITE..ALL MY POEMS AND WHAT NOT...AND I ALSO WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO LISTENED TO MY MUSIC,ADDED MY ARTIST PAGE AND TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED IN SPREADING MY MUSIC AROUND...BUT UMMM...I THINK THAT IM GOING TO BE DONE WITH ALL OF IT...AFTER THE TOUR AROUND D.C IF THE PROMOTERS CALL THE TOUR AS A GO..I THINK THAT IM GOING TO BE DONE WITH MUSIC..LIKE BEING SO POPULAR IS HARD...MY FRIENDS ARE THINKING DIFF OF ME...I CANT BE STEADY WITH A LOVELY LADY BECOUSE OF THE FANS ...PEOPLE GET ELOUS OVER COMMENTS ON MY ARTIST PAGE...EVERYTHING JUST CHANGE ONCE YOUR POPULAR AND I ALWAYS HAVE BEEN SINCE I WAS YOUNG {{ I WAS A BIG FIGHTER SO THATS WHAT I WAS KNOWN FOR }} BUT YEAH I THINK THIS ALL WILL BE MY LAST..IM DOING THIS BECOUSE I WANT TO KEEP MY FRIENDS...AND I WANT TO BE ABLE TO KEEP A LADY THAT I LOVE ONCE I FIND HER ONCE AGAIN...SO YEAH....IM NOT TO SURE YET..ITS HARD FOR ME TO CHOOSE IF THIS IS WHAT I

Daily Rituals
I always start my showers so normal, the hot water running down my back, I wash my hair. I use a sugar scrub to soften my milk white skin. Then I take down my detachable shower head. I start slowly washing the remaining soap off my body, and then I can't resist but to let the spray of water cross over my pussy and it tickles me. I give in, I turn the shower head to thump water against me as hard as possible. Reaching up, I turn the hot water to almost scalding. With my left hand I part my pussy and position the head right against my clit. It's pounding away, harder and harder, the hot water is making the sensations intense. I look down and see my soft white skin turning bright pink from the heat. This used to be enough to get me off, but I've been getting worse. Needing more and more to make me cum. So now I reach up and grab two small hair claws, attaching each one to my nipples, there is small pain at first, but soon they become numb. No you see the thing about nipple clamps, they do

Well Good News Peeps!
Seems the little CT group that I belong to, and that Im having a blast in, is giving me a promotion...lol.. The character Ice that I chose was a second stringer and now Im being promoted to the first string ranks... Be watching for a name change and a few pic changes....Im excited about all this and hope everyone will enjoy my "new" look...as far as the character Ive chosen now goes... Here goes nothing!!

Take The Challenge...if You Read This Answer The Darn Questions...come On You Think You Got What It Takes?
1. Which of us would be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky things in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me if i asked you to? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you give me a hicky?? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you take your time if I told you to? 13. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 14. Would you want to go fast or slow? 15. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 16. Would u be loud or quiet? 17. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 18. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 19. WOULD U MAKE LOVE TO ME TODAY? take the challenge

When Dating
Your dating personality profile:Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.Your date match profile:Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If her jokes make you laugh, she has won your heart.Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.Your Top Ten Traits1. Liberal2. Funny3. Athletic4. Big-Hearted5. Practical6. Adventurous7. Shy8. Intellectual9.

Caddy Comments
# 10 -- Golfer: "Think I'm going to drown myself in the lake." Caddy: "Think you can keep your head down that long?" # 9 -- Golfer: "I'd move heaven and earth to break 100 on this course." Caddy: "Try heaven, you've already moved most of the earth." # 8 -- Golfer: "Do you think my game is improving?" Caddy: "Yes sir, you miss the ball much closer now." # 7 -- Golfer: "Do you think I can get there with a 5 iron?" Caddy: "Eventually." # 6 -- Golfer: "You've got to be the worst caddy in the world." Caddy: "I don't think so sir. T hat would be too much of a coincidence." # 5 -- Golfer: "Please stop checking your watch all the time. It's too much of a distraction." Caddy: "It's not a watch - it's a compass." # 4 -- Golfer: "How do you like my game?" Caddy: "Very good sir, but personally, I prefer golf." # 3 -- Golfer: "Do you think it's a sin to play on Sunday?" Caddy: "The way you play, sir, it's a sin on any day." # 2 -- Golfer: "This is the worst course I'

This Is Sooo Like The Typical Females! Lol
Body: A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't do the following, your husband will surely die." "Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him, it will only make his stress worse. No nagging. And most importantly, make love with your husband several times a week. If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely." On the way home, the husband asked his wife. "What did the doctor say?" "He said you're going to die," she replied.

Super Bowl! Time To Pick....
The Super Bowl has arrived, I didn't do too bad on my picks in the playoff, I was close on my New England pick and dead on with Chicago. So, pick the Super Bowl winner and the score. Post your comments below. The winner....eh, well I have no prizes for that, how bout if you're not a couple of time zones away we can go have a few beers and you can talk trash to me, lol. Anyway, I'm going to go with... Chicago 31 - Indianapolis 27. Alright, your thoughts!

The Bears Won!!!
YAY! The bears won!! lol now I won't look funny when I wear my bears jersey on superbowl night! :D I'm so excited! they will most likely lose, Grossman SUCKS at quarterback, they need a new one! but if he wins superbowl, I will have a newfound respect for him! so ya'll cross your fingers, close your eyes, and hold on tight....oh and don't forget to root for the bears! lol cuz that would just make me smile even more! I CAN'T WAIT! (I don't think I've been this excited for awhile) lol

Just A Repost
Possessed of a spirit in the middle of the night That forces me to ponder and sit and write Of things that do own my heart and mind Of things beyond me that are hard to find Maybe I think way too much about life Get lost in the substance hardship and strife Maybe it is a distance that does call Maybe I get lost in the sum of it all To rest and let go would be a sweet dream For so much of life is heart break extreme Longing for innocents touch and sweet smile Longing to close sweet distance of miles For the heart beats and longs for those it lost And would pay any price no matter the cost To hold and feel the love yet again To feel the end of that dull pain To rest and know the world is right This is the dream that makes joy take flight Sweet nothings yet are the stuff of fantasy Sweet dreams held in hope by fools like me Sweet the knowledge that tomorrow is not set And only god knows and we may see yet Release in the joy of love to return I hold on to hope for it

Whooo Hoooo!!! Like This Song Alot!!
Girl you've never known no one like me Up there in your high society They might tell you I'm no good Girl they need to understand Just who I am I may be a real bad boy But baby I'm a real good man I may drink too much and play too loud Hang out with a rough and rowdy crowd That don't mean I don't respect My Mama or my Uncle Sam Yes sir, yes ma'am I may be a real bad boy But baby I'm a real good man I might have a reckless streak At least a country-mile wild If you're gonna run with me It's gonna be a wild ride When it comes to loving you I've got velvet hands I'll show you how a real bad boy Can be a real good man I take all the good times I can get I'm too young for growing up just yet Ain't much I can promise you 'Cept to do the best I can I'll be damned I may be a real bad boy But baby I'm a real good man I may be a real bad boy Oh but baby I'm a real good man Yes I am

Hi Everyone.
well like i said to u earlier i have cancer and it is stomach cancer and i am getting surgry in a couple of weeks. soplease everyone don't be mad when i am not on for awhile. i guess i will be going now and thank u for the people that commented on this and yes i will talk to anyone who will listen to me. love u of u like family.thanks again.

Make Life Better
Alright for you all who do read these i have had a idea given to me along time ago and i try to live by it,and here is how it goes: Every day you meet peope interact with people so you personaly have a chance to impact some ones life.Some thing as simple as a "hi " means alot and makes people happy inside. but it seems more and more people dont have the time or just dont care. Well self reflect see were you stand at night if you impact some poitive or if you upset some one and is that how you want to be. In the morning ask your selfe what can i do to improve myselfe and people around me, set goals to complete your improvment. Hey maybe you will make life a little better. Just a little thought i would share every one stay sweet to one another. Jason

Simple Erotic
The Pink Sweater Her sweater was the color of the inner lip of a seashell - soft pale pink that invoked thoughts of whispered sex under a shady palm, and he found himself drifting for just a moment. She was reading the latest bestseller, her chin tilted slightly inward, her chocolate brown eyes hidden from him under thick dark lashes that dusted her cheeks when she blinked with each turn of page. His eyes moved down to the tanned patch of belly exposed just above where her faded jeans buttoned, and the sight made him shiver to imagine pressing his lips there, to kiss the warm and exotic feel of her. He set his own book down and stretched his legs, his thighs straining against the flannel pajama bottoms, his excitement barely hidden, and he wanted her this very moment more than he had ever wanted her. She looked up from her book suddenly, as if she sensed his arousal, gave him the kind of slow smile that made the hairs on the back of his neck dance, and when her gaze lower

Star Lit
Your eyes are starlit, your sitting smiling, your lies are starlit, tonight. Look into my eyes tonight, help me explain my mind. What you see ain't what you get, you ain't seen nothing yet. The music blasts from the bass, I'm blind, despite that I can see. Walking alone sets me free, a cold winter, as snowflakes dance, people wait, will they bring the truth, let me show you the way into my eyes. Could you explain what you've done? What you've seen? To me? Can you see me?

I Feel As If I'm Married To His Damn Family...
I look at everything around me, and I wonder, "Why?". I look at my husband and I think of the shit we're going through right now, although we seem content for the moment. His mom called yet again this morning. She claims she was only checking up on us; she might have been doing just that for all I know, but I have reasons to believe otherwise. His family only calls when they need money. They ask for big amounts at a time. $100, $200, $300....nothing less. Nothing more, either, thank God. But, who said that we're rich? Antonio and I make enough to keep us satisfied, mainly to keep our two little boys financially stable. Enough to get them the food they need, treats our three-year-old "requires"...diapers, wipes, toys (occasionally), clothes to keep their tiny bodies warm and comfortable, DVDs for our oldest boy (occasionally), etc. At the beginning of our relationship, it didn't bother me that his family called for money. It never irritated me that Antonio would send his family money ra

Mists In The Mountains
Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray. Surrounding me taking me into its arms. Calling, beckoning, whispering softly it calls to me draws me near. Telling me I have nothing to fear I follow, listening, feeling. Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray calling me. I feel a presence with me. Reaching out my hand, touching, grasping, warmth and comfort fill my being. And I know with out seeing I have felt love. Through the mists you reached for me, and guided my steps to thee. Love filled our hearts, and our souls became one. Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray surrounding us.

Thank You!!!!
I wanna thank everyone that came and helped me out in my contest. I did win, thanks to all my awesome friends. "Sexiest Cherry Without Makeup" woohoooo lol But I wanted to say I appreciate all of taking the time to come vote for me. You guys ROCK!!!! Ever need anything i'm there. Thanks again! xoxoxoxox Jen

This Is To All My Friends With Love
To see you sad and broken down Tears streaming down on you Falling stars that I want to catch Put them to the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen And make them shine again My love, give me your sad lips And I'll make them happy so you can smile again Take my arms and use them as wings And fly again with all your heart Don't you know you gave me heaven? I don't need to look up in the skies anymore Holding you feels like I'm already there I'm so happy, I can't stop crying I'm gonna miss you so bad if you leave Don't you cry anymore my love I'm with you now... Sunrise and sunset Night and dawn As one Sharing the same cold Soaring the same wind Burning the same fire Warm in each others hands Together up high

At The Circus
A couple took their young son to the circus and when the elephants appeared, the boy seemed very intrigued by them. "Mommy, what's that long thing on the elephant?" he asked. "That's the elephant's trunk, dear," she replied. "No, not that. What's that long thing that's hanging between the elephant's legs?" asked the boy. Embarrassed, the mother replied, "Oh, it's nothing, son." She then left to get some hot dogs and sodas. While she was gone, the young boy turned to his father and asked, "Daddy, what's that long thing hanging between the elephant's legs?" "That's the elephant's penis, son," explained the father. "Well, why did mommy say it was nothing when I asked her?" the boy asked. Taking a deep breath, the father proudly replied, "I've spoiled that woman, son!"

Getting Excited At The Zoo
It's a beautiful, warm spring morning and a man and his wife are spending the day at the zoo. She's wearing a cute, loose-fitting, pink spring dress, sleeveless with straps. He's wearing his normal jeans and a T-shirt. The zoo is not very busy this morning. As they walk through the ape exhibit, they pass in front of a very large hairy gorilla. Noticing the girl, the gorilla goes ape. (No pun intended) He jumps up on the bars, and holding on with one hand (and 2 feet), he grunts and pounds his chest with his free hand. He is obviously excited at the pretty lady in the wavy dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thinks this is funny. He suggests that his wife teases the poor fellow some more. The husband suggests she pucker her lips, wiggle her bottom at him, and play along. She does, and Mr. Gorilla gets even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggests that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She do

The Orgin Of Little Debbie Snacks
MILF Hunting Should Be In the Olympics A little girl goes to the barber shop with her father. While her dad gets his hair cut, she stands right next to the barber chair, eating a Hostess snack cake. The barber says to her, "You know, sweetheart, you're gonna get hair on your Twinkie." "I know," she replies. "I'm gonna get tits too."

First Cut Is The Deepest
Once upon a time, two little boys, Sammy and Tim, were sharing a room in the hospital. As they were getting to know each other a little bit, Sammy eventually asked Tim, “Hey Tim, what're you in for?” “I'm getting my tonsils out -- I'm a little worried,” said Tim. “Oh don't worry about it. I had my tonsils out and it was a blast! I got to eat all the ice cream and jello I wanted for two weeks!” “Oh yeah?'' replied Tim. “That's not half-bad. Hey, Sammy, how about you? What're you here for?” “I'm getting a circumcision, whatever that is,” Sammy answered. “Oh my god, circumcision? I got one of those when I was a baby and I couldn't walk for two years!”

Whatever
I just save everyone..... no one is going to read this so I do not even know why I am writing it. I should be sleeping right now, but can't. Why? Cause my asshole roomates think it would be a great fucking time to have band practice. Now those who do not know. I work midnights and the fact that I made a whole 11k this year I can barely afford to live with the 3 guys I live with now. Fuck it, I am just going to put a bullet in my head now. Maybe then I can sleep. I am just a waste of space here. I have no friends, can't get a real job and well as I am sure no one will really read this.... fuck it! Maybe I'll take my mother's road and jump off a bridge, then die a week later cause we can do that right either. I am done with this life, if you could even call it that...........

1 Step Closer
Let me take a minute to analyze the details of what's happening in our daily lives, on one side we're loved so much by our family and friends, on the other side we're hampred by by nuisances to those that just seem to see us fail. But we all have someone special that we love and yet feel a little something for an ex-love. To some we can no longer do what we want because of the fact that we are at a place where our opinions doesn't matter anymore, we have accepted it and make it seem pointless now, but we figured that's a part of life, so why does it feel that we can't say what is in our hearts and minds now? We feel like we're strapped in a corner and stuck with nowhere to go, no refuge, and can't get out of it. The thing is you reap what you sow in ome cases, At times we wonder if we coul move on with our lives, We're at a crossroads in which we don't know our place in the world, so why are we grabbed into someone elses? we all have to persue our own goals b/c destiny is just th

Blog??
Okkk...someone help me out here. What the fuck does BLOG stand for?? Now it might be an age thing, or it could be a female thing, but seeing as how i'm quite a smart (allegedly), young at heart woman, i really don't think it can be either of those. (Or maybe i'm in denial) I like messing around on and with computers, and Ive heard it talked about many times, so i know WHAT it is...I just dont know what it STANDS for!! BLOG: a shared on-line journal where people can post diary entries about their personal experiences and hobbies. (thats the dictionary definition anyway) OK..fine, got that bit. But why Blog? I mean, who the chuffin hell came up with that word? Blog!! I KNOW it has to have meaning, and i know that some smartass out there knows what the meaning is. But can said (probably male) smartass please enlighten female dumbass here before she goes completely crazy?? Ive tried various mental suggestions out. And when i say mental, i mean in my head,

Look To The Future. Live The Present. Fuck The Past.
This illegatimate son of God, raised by the devil's coming back. I'm taking hell over, then We'll march on heaven. Lilly said she wants to come along. You're all welcome to join the party. The world is OURS. There ARE no excuses. If you want something, you gotta do everything you can for it. I wasted my teen years, and the last few to alot of things. But I'm not letting it waste me. I fucked my life up REAL good. I LIVED, and had friends and to much illegal fun to be good for anybody. And it was fun, but a hollow life. And I learned ALOT going through it all. I stumbled without direction the last year.. barely abel to figure out WHY, let alone any reason to worry about a future. I had made the first step. Fuck the past. and was living in the present. but the 3rd had yet to come. i was blindly living a day at a time, not worrying or caring what the future holded. doing what was fun when i felt like doing it. It all crashed hard and taught me the value of being happy for the sake of

Boyfriend Applications
BOYFRIEND APPLICATION Name: Age: Number: Town: Favorite food: Favorite color: Favorite thing on a girl/boy: Favorite hobby: Would you: Kiss me: Hug me: Tell me you loved me: Jump aroudn with me: Make funny faces with me: Laugh with me: Dance with me: Kiss me in the rain: Dance with me in the rain: Cuddle with me: Sing to me: Hold hands with me: Do you: Have a crush on me: Know me: If you do how: Do you think im hott: Rate me 1-10: Choose: Friends or Your gf: Italian or Mexican food: Football or basketball: Vanilla or Chocolate: Brown hair or Red hair: Brown eyes or blue eyes: Light skinned or Tanned skin: Braces or Crooked teeth: Random: What is the most you have done with a girl: What's your favorite place to visit: Do you like to shopp: What's your style [punk, prep, casual or just whatever]: What's your favorite band: If it was valentines day what would you get me:

Ever So Often.....
My computer will go gay, and won't work...it signs me off of this website....and a few others! so If I do not answer you right away, don't take it personal, It is not me or you, its my damn computer! thanx for understanding! ~Elisha

Super Bear Super Bowl!!!!
The saints marched in to chitown and they marched right back home! i was at that amzing game and let me tell you there was a sign a fan made haning over the north endzone and it simply said The saints fariy tail ends here! and it did!! BRING ON INDY!!!!! come febuary 4th 2007 you will be crowning our asses SUPER BOWL XLI CHAMPIONS!!!!!

Girlfriend Applications!!!(lol) Bored!!
COPY AND PASTE IN A COMMENT IF YOU WANNA TAKE A HIT AT IT!!!! (LADIEZ ONLY) NAME: AGE: HEIGHT: ~ Discribe yourself alittle and what you like to do~: ~what do you like to do for fun~: ~Thanks, if you filled this out I will Comment ya back greatly :)~

I Want To Know.....
I WANT TO KNOW WHY NOBODY LEAVES ME COMMENTS NO MORE EXCEPT FOR A SELEST FEW....DAM IT YOU ALL KNOW BETTER I NEED LOSTS OF ATTENTION....AND IF YOU DID NOT KNOW THAT YOU KNOW IT NOW...SO BOMB MY PAGE AND COMMENT AWAY AND RATE AND FAN AND HELL I WANT MY LEVELS DAM IT ALL TO HELL...OH AND IF YOU ARE THE ONE WHO DOES THE MOST YOULL GIT A PREZZIE FROM ME TO YOU...LOVE YA BUNCHES..TAMMY aka:CherryCherry976

Shut Up And Listen
I know that I am to be on vacation right now, but needed to get some things off my chest. First off I am so tired of people acting like their life is so hard and that they have been through so much. Don't get me wrong it might be, but don't broadcast it to everyone. Know that no matter what your friends love you, but stop and look. Damn it there are worse things out there. Do you not understand that life is what you make it damn it, make the most of it. Stop complaining all the time and looking at the past. Do you not understand that it is called the past for a reason. We learn and we grow. I am sorry for all that you have been through in your life, but suck it up, grow and be a better person because of it. Know that I am not saying any of this to upset you or to have you come to me and say why? Or ask me how could you. God life is to fuckin short to sit and complain of the love we lost or the things that have happened to us or the way you look. What it comes to is god damn it shut up

Trusting
WATCH FOR YOUR HEART.IVE BEEN WITH THIS MAN15 YEARS AN HE WAS SO GOOD TO ME AN MY FAMILY.WE WENT EVERYWHERE. AN HAD A GREAT LIFE TOGETHER UNTILL ONE DAY HE NEVER CAME BACK AN NEVER SAID WHY OR WHAT HAPPENED. SO I FIND OUT HIS SECERT AN I PUT AN END TO THAT. BELIEVE ME ITS HARD WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH SUCH A GREAT GUY I HAD THOUGHT WED BE TO GETHER FOR EVER.LADIES WATCH OUT THERE WHO YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH . BUT IM GETTING STRONGER AN I CAN DO THIS..I HAVE THE SUPPORT OF MY KIDS AN FRIENDS.

Who Whants To Marry Me?
This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." Will be your CherryTap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "WHO WANTS TO MARRY ME?"

Another Something I Learned Today
I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions. I've learned that just because two people argue, It doesn't mean they don't love each other. I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, And only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that we don't have to change friends If we understand that friends change. I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever. I've learned that a good friend is better than a therapist. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line Between being nice and not hurting people's feelings And standing up for what you believe. I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, Th

The Art Of Kissing
Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart. Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek. Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors. Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together. Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes. Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very very gently kiss the spot right below their browbone. A very intim

Why?
I am in love with a man who has done me wrong more than once now. He cheated after 2 months with his ex of 5 years I forgave him when he said he needed to make sure it was over, I just found out he has done it again with the same person and this time I am 5 months pregnant with his child. I know after one time its not something I can forgive but how do you stop carring? I just cant figure out why he did it and when I ask him he has no reply. I cant turn my heart off. Help!!!

Seen Before
MY FIVE WORD PUZZLE I hang on your words I cherish your mind I think you to be the greatest to find I long to be near you in every way I look forward to being there one fateful day Love that lifts me in my darkest hour Love that fills me with your greatest power Love that lets me never forget Love that I look for even yet You are the light that guides my what is to be You are the one to who I am given freely You are my world and in you see all that is beautiful You are my spirit, my heart, and my soul True are you in every way it is clear True are you that's why I hold you dear True in the poetry that is your sweet love True we fit together like hand fits to glove Forever a word beyond meaning to most Forever with you I would be engrossed Forever I would know that there is wonder Forever I would trust that none can put asunder By R. Thomas Dinsmore

The Teuton’s Battle Song
THE TEUTON’S BATTLE SONG by H. P. Lovecraft The might Woden laughs upon his throne, And once more claims his children for his own. The voice of Thor resounds again on high, While arm’d Valkyries ride from out of ths sky: The Gods of Asgard all their pow’rs released To rouse the dullard from his dream of peace. Awake! Ye hypocrites, and deign to scan the actions of your “brotherhood of Man”. Could your shrill pipings in the race impair The warlike impulse put by nature there? Where now the gentle maxims of the school, The cant of preachers, and the Golden Rule? What feeble word or doctrine now can sway? Too long restrain’d, the bloody tempest breaks, And Midgard ‘neath the tread of warriors shakes, On to death, Beserker bold! And try In acts of Godlike bravery to die! Who cares to find the heaven of the priest, When only warriors can with Woden feast? The flesh of Schrimnir, and the cup of mead, Are but for him who falls in martial deed: You luckless boor, that

A Bunch Of Unanswered Questions
Why oh why oh why do I ALWAYS find the ones who lie? Either they are lying to me or to someone else. Why do I stay in a job that seems to get worse by the minute? Why can't I keep the other job I love? (ok I can answer this one... it's only 9 months of the year) Life is unfair ain't it? (yeah yeah I know that isn't a word.....) I'm either way to forward for one guy, not forward enough for another and lied to by another. My question for those of you out there... what does handfasting mean to you? To me it means you are engaged. How come I can't seem to make ends meet even with two jobs? Why do I feel like I've gotten the short end of the stick when comes to relationships? and why does this damn blog sound liek I'm fucking depressed? LMAO I'm mostly just ranting here but I would like at leat ONE of those questions answered! Elfie

What Animal Were You In A Past Life?
You Were an Eagle You are able to rise above the details of life and see the big picture. A spiritual being, you tend to go beyond material concerns. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Rain The Beatles Experience!
I went last Sunday to see RAIN: A Beatles Experience. I got tickets from Brian for my birthday because he knew how much I love the Beatles. They played the songs of the Beatles exactly and sounded like them too!! What was cool was that they played a set with costume changes representing the bands era in music. For example: 1964-1966 they wore the black suits with the mop top hair. Then 1967 they wore the outfits worn on the Sgt Pepper's album cover. It just followed all the way to 1970's outfits. Again, they sounded exactly like the real band it was eerie. Below are some video clips. If you have not seen it, you should!! With a little help from my friends:She Loves YouCome Together

Hard Times
Hi all i just wanted to let everyone know that i have come into some hard time right now and i will no longer be able to DJ, however i will still be on CT and in Club Deja Vu just not as much as i have been.

Fake Ass Ppl....
ARE YOU FOR REAL? I'M HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND MAYBE MEET SOMEONE THAT WOULD LIKE TO GO OUT ON A DATE AND SEE WHERE IT LEADS. I JUST WANT TO FIND OUT HOW MANY OF THE PPL READING THIS ARE FOR REAL. I'VE RAN INTO SOME REAL PHONEY PPL AND SOME NICE ONES AS WELL, BUT SERIOUSLY MEETING SOMEONE REAL ENOUGH TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP AT ALL SEEMS LIKE AN IMPOSSABILITY. wHERE ARE ALL THE R E A L LADIES THAT MIGHT WANT A DECENT GUY..........TXJRF

Soul Of Lies
THERE IS SOMETHING INSIDE THAT EATS AT ME THE LIES IVE TOLD TO YOU CANT BE ERASED THEY FILL MY BLACK HEART WITH ANGUISH ESPECIALLY WHEN I SEE YOUR FACE I LOOK MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND DONT SEE A MAN I SEE A SOUL THAT HAS LOST ITS PLACE ONE THAT HAS WRONGED MORE THAN ONCE THAT IS FILLED WITH NOTHING BUT BITTER HATE WHEN YOU SAY YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME FOR EVER I FEEL THE PAIN IVE CAUSED CLOUD MY MIND THEN I SAY I WANT TO BE WITH YOU TOO THE FEAR OF TELLING YOU THE TRUITH MAKES ME BLIND I WILL NEVER FEEL COMPLETE AGAIN WITHOUT YOU THAT I AM AFRAID TO HAVE NO ONE AND I WONT EVER FORGIVE MYSELF UNTILL YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE....

California Dreamin'
When I met her… I was trapped somewhere between hell and insanity And she… was married. Although she said; “Not happily” I was reluctant to correspond at first But damn! There was something about this sweet lady’s verse. She was from L.A. And me… The DNA-LEVEL-C Her vibe was angelic, Like that of the city from which she came But, she was strong willed And even insisted on calling me by my birth name What began as a conversation About the inhumanity of our situation Evolved quickly like caterpillar to butterflies To include stories of each others lives And I was drawn to her like moth to flame Like players to game But like the cookie jar an the top shelf She… was out of my reach And I began to want her desperately Like a mute desires speech I was dreamin’… California dreamin’ Dreamin’ of ways to become part of her life Despite the fact that she was another’s wife So I whispered memories of my past to her Hoping that she would include me in her future

New Job & Other Stuff
Well I started my new job last Thursday I am so happy about it !!! It is a company I worked before before , and I am glad to be back with them.. There is a lot to be said for smaller family owned companies... These people treat me great, It a lumber & hardware buisness.. My life was so gooofed up about 3 years ago, I was in a bad way & then some... It feels great to be happy again..

Sick And Tired
As I sit and think about the things in my life, I wonder how the hell I got here. I am proud of what I am doing with my life right now, however I am sick and tired of the pitty parties. I have been hurt, walk all over, yelled at and God knows that I have been shit on more times then I can to count. I, however try not to let it run my life and God knows that I try not to feel sorry for myself. But there are so many people out there that think they need to feel sorry for themselves and try to make others feel sorry for them as well. I have come to find that some just need to sit back and take a good look at the life they have and what they have to offer to others in their life. I wear my heart on my sleeve and that is a down fall for me cause that is how I get hurt the most. I care a great deal for my friends and my family and God knows that I love everyone in my life, but I have come to a place in my life where I just want to shut down, walk away and never look back. So many times

Your Beast
There’s not much you can do or say to change me Every time I try it just drives me crazy And further into the clutches of a deranged debase beast Try to snuff him out and he just comes back blazing And raging Grazing on how much you hate him Fuck water to wine, or bread from the sky Turn blood and cum into kerosene When it ignites it’s so amazing Pry your eyes off the exit, there’s no escaping I transcend your top speed with the flick of a razor Slashing at your various levels of soft, stupid plastic I hug like an iron maiden, it’s necro-tastic Executioner, mortician, grave digger, AND the raider of caskets Wake up the dead with a bitch-slap for the masses Fuck you back to life in a blur of static Stay below the radar but above the traffic Shine your glass bubble until it’s crystal clear I’ll smash through your façade with some all American steel You would never guess how rough my hands are Compared to how soft I can make it feel With a scarred and calloused hand I

I Wrote This For A Christmas .. A While Back Lol
Gods Love God so loved the world he sent his only beloved son It began on a night long ago and through him it was done That the souls of men might find the way to gods love He sent forth his herald to us from heaven above Through the child we were given life forever with our lord He did not see it as some thing he could not afford The mother that bore the child that would one day die for our sin She took on the pains of mother hood and to god did give in The man who stood beside her and took care of them all the same He was a father to the child and for god he gave the child a name A name that last beyond all time and he lives on today Our blessed savior Jesus Christ who showed us all the way Let no one be called worthy who does not to gods will submit For all god ask of us is to believe and trust him through all of it To live as his only son lived and showed us all the way To be one in the spirit and love all every day How many of us would give up sel

How To Stay Married
A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had shared > everything. > > They had talked about everything. They had kept no secrets from each other > > except that the little old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet > that > she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about. > > For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but one day > the > little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover. > In > trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took down the shoe > box > and took it to his wife's bedside. > > She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. > When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money > totaling $95,000. > > He asked her about the contents. "When we were to be married," she said, > "my > grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She > > told me that if I

Trust
THE MIND OF TRUST Fear a false evidence appearing real killing the love and the trust that we feel Loss of intimacy is replaced with anxiety unknown liaison found common in society Wandering eyes that seek out new a play mate expecting you home yet you come back late Plans the were made and now are in tatters pain at the thoughtless act, anger because it matters That one who professes love does things that create doubt is a sign of one self seeking without thinking things out As to who will pay the price for the things that matter least placing any ahead of love will give rise to the green eyed beast A monster with a will to destroy trust first of all it does this by using our pride to lead us to the fall It tells us that the one we love is untrue it shows us all of the signs of a love new It leads us to wonder where our love has been it creates images in our minds of the greatest sin Betrayal of all we held dear, now in disgust leaving us empty,

One Last Post Tonight ! Lol
Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours forever to keep And filling my head with visions of you Till no one else could ever do Held in the embrace of your soul Till only you could make me whole Desire no angel to grace my life Seeking a human to share the strife One who knows how past hurts scar One perfect vision that you are And now you’re my deepest thought For love to me is what you’ve brought By R. Thomas Dinsmore

To Ispire ... This Is Brand New
Hold me Touch me Kiss me Love me Bite me Free me I long to take you in my arms And all your defenses disarm To kiss you deep and long Feeling you is never wrong To make sweet passion to you alone make you cum harder than you have known To take you and use my mouth on you And lick you to orgasms long over due And to slide inside you and feel you grip As together we rock and in and out I slip And as we climax so strong together dear Our moans are so loud the world could hear And then we lay together you and I Wrapped in bliss till the day that we die By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Grrrr!
Tonight, I am somewhat sad and irritated, but life goes on, eh? I've come to realize that I truly do envy those who possess apathy. Not that it matters at the moment, mind you. I do hope you'll all forgive me for the tone of this post, but if not, I'd suggest you simply refrain from reading it. I'm going to run off at the mouth for a bit. I think it's about time that I get some of it out of my system. I don't always feel like smiling. It gets on my nerves that people take exception to any expression other than a smile when it's plastered to my face. I don't always have to smile, people. I don't always have to be cheerful. Yes, it does help and it is pleasant, but I promise that I'll bleed if you cut me. For those of you who are stuck on the "huh" aspect of that sentence, I'm merely saying I'm human. As such, I'm prone to experience a full range of emotions. I was going to go on about some other things,but I'm tired and to be honest, I don't feel like expressing myself

A Child Needs Your Help...
Finally got around to opening the daily mail and noticed a trend. All I got in the mail was a bill, couple of credit cards i was "pre-approved" for and if I acted now they would throw in a free mp3 player and only charge me 2.3% interest for the first 5 seconds then would go up to the standard 96% interest after that. Also go the you can save money by switching your auto insurance to this company and they wouldnt screw me until I got into an accident that wasnt my fault. and of course my favorite part of the mail. there is a starving child in africa/asia/cambodia/new jersey that needs yours help and for only $.30 a day you can help feed clothe and pay for their daily hiv vaccination because they are raped by aids infected monkies while they were busy picking through the trash looking for nikes made in the shop down the street. Ever get the feeling we get alot of crap in our mailbox? so im doing the right thing. Im sending all my junkmail to jumal in africa/asia/combodi/new jersey so he

We Will Always Remember You...r.i.p.
Some people come into our lives and stay a while, others simply pass by but leave footprints in our hearts... An Angel was given his wings this morning. A short time ago, we (the crazy crew) got the oppurtunity to meet an extraordinary man. His smile would brighten you up when feeling down, I know this, cause I cry a lot when I get drunk. His hugs so warm they would just melt you. He touched everyone of us in one way or another and I was blessed to call him a friend. News of someone's passing is never an easy thing to cope with, and harder yet when that person was such a loving caring individual that would do anything for anyone. He was simply one of the sweetest people I've come across in ages. I will miss seeing those eyes, so understanding, those protective arms, the intelligent words of wisdom and advice. Plain and Simple...I will miss you Malique. You have always been and will forever remain my Nubian Teddybear. R.I.P. Kisses to you in Heaven Sweethe

Let Down Again
Why does it happen to me?? Why do I ALWAYS want someone I can't have, need someone that is not near or get used by someone for no reason? Is it really karma coming back to get me after all the wrong doing I have done in my life. Is this payback for all the pain I out my parents in for no reason other then pure selfish ones? I often wonder. But then I think why am I so bothered by all this? WHAT am I looking for/ wanting or expecting out of men or relationships in general? Am I looking for that never ending, euphoric love that everyone sees in movies and on TV? Here is an odd question, how often does that ever really last? Sure you meet someone, you fall in love, you lose your mind basically, then you decide to make a decision to spend the rest of your life together. Then after the kids come, and the mortgage and bills you have somehow fallen out of love and its now a routine. Its just a great pair of shoes that you can't live without but sometimes wish were new and shiney

Good Night!
IM OFF TO BED. I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HELPED MAKE MY WEEK OFF ENJOYABLE. YOU ALL KEPT ME SANE.BUT FIRST THING TOMORROW MORNING - BACK TO WORK. *CRIES* IM NOT READY TO GO BACK. I'M GOIN TO HAVE CHERRY WITHDRAWLS LOL...SO HOPEFULLY MY DAY WILL GO BY QUICK. SO I GUESS I WILL SEE YA AFTER WORK TOMORROW. SWEET DREAMS TO ALL. AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT.

Life Lessons Pt3 - Always Remember Those Who Serve.
In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. "How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked. "Fifty cents," replied the waitress. The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. "Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. "Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neat ly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies.. You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to l

I've Got Soul, But I'm Not A Soldier.
the night was young. Nay and i were driving all over Olympia like high schoolers without fake IDs. i was falling asleep due to previous major insomnia, and all i wanted was a nice warm bed. BUT, i stuck it out with the help of a guava rockstar and my good friend, p-funk. i said to Nay, "what the hell would we be doing right now if we weren't old enough to get into a bar?"... eggs. yes, eggs. so, we ventured on over to the local 'dollar tree' and purchased the following: :: pink plastic basket with butterfly cut-outs. :: thirty-six plastic easter eggs, assorted colors [neon pink being my favorite]. :: combat zone figurines [military green]. :: one inch white plastic wedding doves. :: three permanent markers. :: 'over the hill' confetti [black and silver]. :: 'big blow' bubblegum. :: sugar-free 'fudgie rolls' :: sugar-free 'creme doublers' :: Dawson's Creek: 'Too Hot to Handle' in paperback. we proceeded to take these contents to the west side safeway parking lot to con

Fuckitfuckitfuckitall.
Fuck this. Maybe it's the lack of Zoloft. Maybe it's being let down too much. Maybe it's expecting too much. Maybe It's being sober enough to feel again. To think again. I'm moving to California. Up left? Maybe...I'm retardedly hopeful, even when I shouldn't be. Fuckfuckfuck. I feel forsaken. Fuck it.

Reason I Am Being So Damn Mean Latley
My daddy passed away on january 24th 2006 so the one year mark is in 2 days It is hitting me pretty fucking hard It kills me that he isnt gunna be here for my LIFE Im still REALLY young and he isnt gunna be able to see the rest of my life, The last time I saw my dad was about 3-4 years ago and the last thing I said to him was "I hate you" And now that heis gone I wish I would of been a different person to him My dad was never really there my mom and my dad devorcied when I was 2 and we moved away from the state I was born in [North Carolina]when I was 3 For the dumbest reason......I am so done talking about this opn here If you have any questions feel free to ask but please be careful and I am saying this for your own good IM REALLY PISSY right now Thanks for reading this it shows you care!

Life's Little Ironies. (warning, Emo Alert)
Haunted by life's little ironies. Ever felt that way? The little things in life that remind you of their existance, the second you think your scot free? Yeah, Today was a day for the ironies. Score one to them. You fuckers. Reminded today, by the ironies, was a little something I like to call, "Failure" Now, I'm gonna let everyone in on a little secret of mine. I can't stand failing. I fear it. I physically lose control and revert into a mess of sobbing, tears, snot and emo. Failure kills me. I've watched almost everyhting and everyone in my family fail... I can't be that. Anyway. Failure reminded me of it's presence today, in my relationships. Now, we may or may not know shit about the past, and I call it the past, because I feel the person I was is not who I am anymore. Although.. some of my so-called "friends" would have everyone believe otherwise. -mumbles something about cunt-driven fucks- I'm not. Irrelevant tangent. Ironies. Right. So, in Calc, they rear

Our Last Kiss
The birds quit singing Their beautiful songs The flowers won't bloom Since you've been gone Rain is falling down outside The sun it never shines Music has no melody With no one to call mine The stars don't light The night sky above When you left me You took your love Butterfly's won't fly anymore Clouds fill the sky My world is so lonely Tears fill my eyes Everything that is beautiful Has ceased to exist When you left me Taking our last kiss

Who Am I?
I am the quintessential guy. The one you over look. I am the one you never expect to be where you think I shouldn't be. My grieviances are my own, and I hold yours close to my heart. My tounge is caustic though my heart sympathizes as I ply my words with self imposed Censorship. I am a Goth, its a Lost Art and most of you probably wouldn't understand. I am a Witch,a Pagan feverent in the faith, Its what I belive and not a form of Rebellion.. I am an optimist with a dreamers sense of wonder. I am a Techno geek though I know more of ther bablke than of its working. I am an Artist with a poets angst. My soul is deep my thoughts linear even the midst of a multifaceted conversation. I talk with a semi sophisticated articulation, but yet I say it all in a southren drawl. I hate those traits other possess because what I see appears in my self. These include Posuers, Callous liars ( even unto themselves) and those who think they understand me and yet fail to realize That they are c

Yay!
to all my friends and family i would like 2 anonce that i had my ctearly this morning i married my baby girl Christina and one day in the future we will be getting married for real it was a beautiful serimony we had a few friend their. later i will be posting the certifacte for all 2 see it

Kink Test
A friend sent me this link last night. LOL.Check to see just how kinky you are!! I am a kinky player..giggle. http://www.hotlanta.com/KinkTest.asp?SessionID=3545648 I think I'll post this as a bulletin!!!

A Tear Drop On My Pillow
For a tear drop on my pillow As it makes me pain to see you to lose your tears of love to me For I long to be there to catch your tear drop with my heart For I would gather them up as you love means every thing to me For I feel selfish not being there to hold you in my arms For I have to work for we need the money for all our sweet days to come And as they will do come to us when we are basking in the sunny beach On our dream island for our children will love us for working all the time As they will be doing the same for the love for there love For we will share the riches we have made when we was young For you’re the only one I want in my arms as we lay going to sleep at night

Screwed Up School System
Notice to the Pinellas County School Board and Dunedin-Highland Middle School.It is illegal to hold an IEP meeting without the parent present in some form , let alone to implement said IEP.I know the IDEA laws that are set into place by the federal government to prevent this particular issue.My thoughts and feelings have not been heard nor have they been taken into consideration.I asked to have that meeting rescheduled due to a medical issue with my other child.Instead I get a verbal message relayed back to me by the child that the IEP affects saying ..."it can't be rescheduled ..sorry." The school board would best be reminded about the laws in which they are held accountable.I'm not a parent who does not care about my childs education..I am infact...A PARENT THAT IS DEEPLY INVOLVED IN THE EDUCATION AND PHYSICAL WELL BEING OF MY CHILDREN.The fact that one of your ESE teachers has once again gone against the laws that govern special needs kids highly ticks me off.They would also be

It's Just Another Day.
Well another day. I’ve had a lot of free time lately cuz I’m waiting for the carpenters to finish framing a job of mine. Guess I’m not the only one that spent too much over Christmas. Nobody wants to have tile work done right now. Thinkin I might sell some blood or something J/K. At least I get to chill out at home and play with the dog and the kids. Anyway enough of my whining. At least I'm not over in Iraq trying to win the hearts and minds of people that despise me. I'll be honest, I don't miss those days. Actually in a weird sort of way I do miss them a little. I'd like to think what I did in the Corps made at least a little bit of a difference. It's funny how you can make the best of any situation when you have to. Even when it was at it's worst we still managed to have at least a little bit of fun, even if it was just busting each others balls. I really seem to be rambling today. Honestly I'm not on meth or anything. It's probably cuz I haven't been sleeping well la

Poem
How dare you come into my life, and con me into being your wife, Filling my heart with deception and lies, Ignoring my pain and desparation cries, You say I'm the reason we are apart, But it's all you! Right from the very start, Together we created a baby to love, Now she reaches for you, to only get a shove, I havn't loved you for years, Shed way too many tears, A chance, and a new life is what I need, So I'm telling you now, Please take heed! Let me go on to live and love again, With my precious baby, Amen.

My Sexy Eyes
So i'm in a sexiest eyes contest how about helping a girl out! I need all the comments i can possibly get to help me win!! Just click on the pic and it'll take ya right to me!! Thanks so very much muahz!

"up"
Lovers of the English language might enjoy this.... There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is "UP." It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP? Why do we speak UP a Why are the officers UP for election, and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends. And we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning.People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses. To be dressed is one thing but to be dressed UP is special. And this UP is confusing: A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP. We open UP a store in the morning but we close

Attention: All Members Cowgirls/cowboys Of Ct
ATTENTION: ALL COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CT, YOU NEED TO GO SHOW SOME LOVE TO PINK AND HER NEW BEAU FIREMAN185. I HAVE SOME GREAT NEWS THAT SOME OF YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW ABOUT YET BUT FIREMAN185(CHUCK) AND COWGIRL IN PINK(KRISTI) ARE OFFICIALLY ENGAGED TO BE MARRIED FOR REAL, NOT THIS CYBER MARRIAGE DEAL. SO GO SHOW SOME LOVE AND CONGRATULATIONS TO THEM BOTH. Hosted By SparkleTags.com MRS.FIREMAN185- COWGIRL IN PINK~HEAD OF THE COWGIRLS & COWBOYS OF CT~@ CherryTAP FIREMAN185 THE THIRD IN CHARGE OF THE COWGIRLS AN COWBOYS OF CHERRY TAP CT HUBBY TO COWGIRL IN PINK@ CherryTAP Hosted By SparkleTags.com Hosted By SparkleTags.com Hosted By SparkleTags.com Hosted By SparkleTags.com

Awwwww He's In Love How Sweet!.... And He's Also A Little Peeved :p
Hey all been way to long a!… well I’m in love…. Ok I have been for a while now but I said that in my last blog!!! I’m in love with a beautiful woman some would know her as Elvis girl in windows livespaces.com! But she is my cherry blossom princess! ^_^ I’m still a little dark ain’t going to get rid of that but well maybe my story’s will be a little lighter! Hehe…… I’m still working on a few story’s! One of witch includes my lovely princess herself! :P Love you baby! You’re my world you know! My heaven and my darkness *wink wink* You’re the holder of my soul and keeper of what is left of my heart! I love you so much and if I have to move across Australia just to be with you I will gladly!!!! Anything for you my love!^_^ On a sadder note my family are all stupid shit heads that need to die and burn in some kind of hell!…in the immortal words of ZIM! "the stupid slimy worm pig creatures! i hate them!! obey me for i am ZIM!". Ok now that I said that I’m happier!

All For You
this is one of my fvourite! reading it brought tears in my eyes! thank you travis! For all the music I may play And all the obsticles in my way For all the endless nights And all the times I've said goodnight. For all the times I've submit and all the time I wouldn't quite. For all the dreamless sleeps I had And the many times it drove me mad. For all the times I begged you please And the times I was on my knees For all the acke I must take And the heart that is yours to break For all that I give to you And all that I know is true For all of me, I give to you And all my love, you know is true. For all the words I write so kind And all the time you are on my mind For all in my life that I have seen I have never seen a beauty such as thee

Loving It
today is the day!! since i have been single, i have met the most wonderful and interesting people on here , you all are so cool, and real! lots of you hold a special piece of my heart. thank you, today i am going to treat my self to a cassandra day and love it!! im 36 now and look forward to meeting more interesting people. i feel so alive and can not wait to see what the future holds for me. there is a few loose ends that i need to "tie" up but that will come in due time , love you all !1 happy cherry tapping your friend sunshine

Life Without Friendship
LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKED THE DAWN WITHOUT THE SUN LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE THE SKY WITHOUT THE MOON WHEN THE EVENING HAS BEGAN LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A ROSE WITHOUT RAIN LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP..... JUST WOULDN'T BE THE SAME, LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A SHIP WITHOUT A SEA LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST COULD NOT BE WITHOUT A FRIEND LIKE YOU FOR ME I CANNOT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP

Where There Is Love
WHERE THERE IS LOVE THE HEART IS LIGHT WHERE THERE IS LOVE THE DAY IS BRIGHT WHERE THERE IS LOVE THERE IS LAUGTHER AS THAT OF CHILDREN IN THERE JOY OF BEING TOGETHER WHERE THERE IS LOVE THERE IS A SONG TO RIGHT-THINGS THAT HOW GOING WRONG WHERE THERE IS LOVE THERE'S ALWAYS A SMILE TO GET YOU THROUGHT A DAY WHICH MAKES ALL THINGS WORTH WHILE WHERE THERE IS LOVE THERE IS A QUIET PEACE A TRANQUIL PLACE WHERE TURMOILS CEASE.

Look If Ya Like!!!
""Today Is Bestfriend Day.Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10+ u r a great friend . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . **. . . . . . *.** . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . .*. . . . . . * . . . . . . . .******. . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . . . . .******* . . .*. . . . .* . . . . . . . . .*********. . . . . * . . . . . . . . . .******* . *** *******. . . . . . . . .** .*******. . . . . . . . * . ******. . . . . . . . * * . .***. . *. . . . . . .** . . . . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . .****.*. . . .* . . . *******. .*. .* . . .*******. . . *. . . .*****. . . . * . . .**. . . . . .

Murphy's Lesser-known Laws
Murphy's Lesser-Known Laws Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. The things that come to those who wait will be the things left by those who got there first. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer. A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well. When you go into court, you are putting yourself in the hands of 12 people who weren't smart enough to get out of jury duty.

Naughty But Funny
Subject: Naughty but Funny The 3 tragedies in a man's life: 1- life sucks 2- job sucks 3- Wife does NOT! -------------------------------------------------------------------- A man is dying of cancer. His son: "Dad why you keep telling people you're dying of AIDS??". Answer: "So that when I die, no one will dare screw your mother."-------------------------------------------------------------------- "I am your Doctor. sorry to inform you that you have a brain problem. Your brain is in 2 parts... Left and right. The left part has nothing right in it, and the right has nothing left in it" -------------------------------------------------------------------- YESTERDAY NEWS: A nun jogging in the park was raped. TODAY'S NEWS: Hundreds of nuns are jogging in the park! -------------------------------------------------------------------- Question "Why is a waist called a waist?" Answer: "Because anything above the penis and below the tits is a waste"

Searching For The Truth....
Ok what is it with people in this world? what they dont know what the truth is anymore? i wonder about this all the time...it is like all people want to do is lie about stupid shit that really dont matter to anyone but themselves...why cant we just tell the truth about things even if they are good or bad no matter what the results are???? you know i have played games and have been played too but i think everybody has at some point in their lives and if you havent well that is a good thing i hope that you never have games played on you cause they hurt like a bitch...i know where i want to be and what i need out of life it is just getting there that is the problem cause it takes more to get there and do what you have to do than to just sit around and not do it...it does take alot of effort on your part and well sometimes we just rather give up or give in to what is not always the best thing but it seems like the best thing at the time...anyway whomever reads this just stay truthful and h

My Harem
Told a lady at work yesterday that she needs to understand the mindset of the kitty... ALL women are part of my harem.... I may not be able to get around to all of you, butt those I have get to dream about me each night... Anyway, that is only a part of what I came in here to say... I took off most of December from work and got to laugh and giggle with many of you reading this... I am now back to work... At the prison I work at I work 6 days a week and then get 2 days off unless a weekend and then I get 3 days off... I also run a computer repair shop and an online lotto website - so I am quite busy.... Yet just because I have not had the time to harass some of you, doesn't mean I am not thinking about the harem... If you do play the Michigan lottery a few numbers I like today... 148 168 039 189 Have a wonderful day babes!! I am off Thursday and Friday this week but Thursday is going to be a busy day for me...

Change To The Photo Section
I've changed all the folders to nsfw and made the majority only avaialble to friends, this is so I don't get anymore idiots either down rating them or crying to CT that my images are nsfw, which btw they are not. I'm not about to lose my account and this has been done to protect me and my account here. my graphics my get a little spicy at times but they don't go over the edge. so on that note, that is that. and I want to give a big thanks to all my girls that sent messages and gifts while I was sick, feeling much better now and thanks for showing how much you do care. your all the best of friends.

Points
Right, 636 points to go. Help me out here. Give me points so I get bucks and can afford vitrual booze and hookers to go with my real hooze and bookers and other things with two 'O's in their names. Still no crush. Ahhhhh.

If You Want To Be A Slave?
If you want to be a slave, If you want to be enslaved, You must show him your inner strength as well as your unquestioning trust. If you wish be found pleasing to him, you must struggle to please him and not yourself. If you wish to devote your life to him, you must learn that your role is not as his peer. If you would consider yourself his, are you prepared to be slave even when its not easy or fun? If you call yourself slave, will you obey even in fury or tears? Do you eliminate the "If"s from your vocabulary, and realize that slavery is not conditional? A slave gives from the heart, she doesn't consider it a "gift" Its not all wrapped up in rainbows and pink ribbons, Its bound in determined sacrifice and decorated with her tears of pain, effort, and bliss Its the sheerest, most primitive, raw expression of self she can give She gives only what is left, after the pride and

Never Forget
IN MEMORY OF 9-11 -01 I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT AWFUL DAY WHEN OUR WORLD TURNED UPSIDE DOWN THE STUNNING BLOW THAT SHOOK US ALL IT COULD HAPPEN IN ANY TOWN OUR LIVES ARE CHANGED FOREVER CAUTION LEADS THE WAY WE'RE WARY NOW AND CAREFUL NO, WE SHALL NEVER FORGET THAT DAY WE USED TO BE SO IMPORTANT AS WE HURRIED FROMPLACE TO PLACE BUT NOW WE PATIENTLY WANT OUT TURN WITH A SMILE UPON OUR FACE WE'LL NEVER FORGET THOSE WE LOST IN OUR HEART THEY WILL REMAIN THEY SACRIFIED FOR ALL OF US AND THEY DID NOT DIE IN VAIN SO NEVER FORGET THAT AWFUL DAY AND HOW IT CHANGED US ALL COMING TOGETHER WITH CARE AND LOVE ONE NANTION... STANDING PROUD AND TALL

My Life.
What my life has been since i was little has been nothing but pain, sorrow, and borken hearts. i never learned to truely let soemone in. because once i let them in they always tend to break it once more. but i am letting one person in at a time. and he should know that. i love him and i care for him, but he needs to tknow that i am still trying to tend to my broken heart, and my broken life.

Childrens Wisdom On Love
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.

Online Friendship
Online Friendship... The true friends who we meet online are a very special kind They pierce your shields and see within the corners of your mind. They're always there when you're in need with their power to discern. They feel your pain.........they offer hope and genuine concern. We bare our souls, expose our hearts and show our inner fears, and then before you know it the keyboard's stained with tears. And if we could see them through that screen then no one could deny that to be a TRUE online friend they too must surely cry.

Let's Hear It For Australia
Gee, I hope this doesn't offend anyone--NOT! Wish the U.S. could muster up the same amount of backbone. . . this is true, BTW. I SNOPED it. Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia, as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. A day after a group of mainstream Muslim leaders pledged loyalty to Australia and her Queen at a special meeting with Prime Minister John Howard, he and his Ministers made it clear that extremists would face a crackdown. Treasurer Peter Costello, seen as heir apparent to Howard, hinted that some radical clerics could be asked to leave the country if they did not accept that Australia was a secular state, and its laws were made by parliament. "If those are not your values, if you want a country which has Sharia law or a theocratic state, then Australia is not for you", he said on national television. "I'd be saying to clerics who are teaching that there ar

In My Heart So Deep
Some day soon our eyes should meet; Will I know, in my heart so deep? With eyes that'll see clear into my soul; My legs are wobbly, like a newborn foal. With arms, that'll make me feel safe; Not a fear one, while I'm in your embrace. With ears that will listen, without half a mind; Your open and honest, your one of a kind. With lips that'll whisper the words deep and true; Soft kisses, and nibbles, my blood begins to brew. With hands so gentle, yet strong and warm; Take control, and protect from harm. With a mind ever growing, can't get enough; Insights be known, life can be rough. I have dreamed of you, again and again; You swept me off my feet, right where I stand. Some day soon, we should meet; I do know now in my heart so deep. Lori Flenniken

It Just Doesn't Feel Right
Technology is improving it gets better every day, But I feel it is removing our skills of yesterday. Making us lazy, making us crazy; At times life seems so hazy. Always in a hurry, always in a rush; Life gets a little blurry, to make a life more plush. Having to live behind locked doors; Saddened by all the wars; Never knowing who you can trust; Under going a transformation, that has been left in the dust. With all the troubles in this world, one would come to surmise; Where oh where is our Lord? But he comes in many a disguise.

Who Is This?
Child: Hello?" Father: "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" Child: "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." Father: After a brief pause, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." Child: "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. Father: "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." Child: "Okay Daddy, just a minute." Child: A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy." Father: "And what happened honey?" he asked. Child: "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" Father: "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" Child: "He jumped ou

A Dragon's Tears
As I have been transformed, No longer identified; No longer with beastly features, But in human form I abide. My eyes have seen what they should have not, With images I cannot block. I see the fear, and with that fear You empower the enemy. I see a world of moral cowards, Brought by what has now been deemed, The way the world is powered. I see a world of diversities that are everlasting, Yet we want others to think like us, to be like us; Love should be given to everything, Acceptance will incorporate more trust. I see a world wanting to differentiate, Yet we lay judgement on those that profess; Then I take a look at our fate, For now our values transgress. I see a world of hypocrisy, Everyone is superior, on the exterior; But performance lacks integrity, This makes you more inferior. I see the world through tears in my eyes.

They're Trying To Set Me Up. They Want Me To Be The Sacrificial Lamb... I Will Not Be Sacrificed So Karl Rove Can Be Protected
Please Rate This Blog "They're trying to set me up. They want me to be the sacrificial lamb... I will not be sacrificed so Karl Rove can be protected." Prosecutor: Libby 'wiped out' Cheney memo --Defense in CIA leak trial counters that White House tried to set up Libby 23 Jan 2007 Special Prosecutor Patrick Fitzgerald used his opening statement in the CIA leak trial Tuesday to allege that Vice President [sic] Dick Cheney's chief of staff lied about Cheney's early involvement in the disclosure of a spy’s identity... In their opening statements, "Scooter" LibbyLibby's attorneys said Bush administration officials tried to blame him for the leak to cover up for presidential adviser Karl Rove’s own disclosures. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16770023

What The Hell!!!!
Why is it that when you want to talk to someone they don't anwser? I mean the least you could do is say hi or at least say a hello. If you don't want to talk to the person you added then at least tell them that. I am on here and try to talk to people and what do they do? nothing. they don't even say hi! thats it if you are not saying hi to me then i will drop you as soon as i can. I like to chat with people if you don't want to chat thats fine then tell me but don't totally ignore me. thats just rude.

Left Alone
left alone dizzy the day has made me annoyed dissapointed where am i who am i please help me rediscover myself let me know you care blessed by eternity to look shameful alone for eternity eyes are burning heart is crumbling innocence dissolved help me im left alone

Bam Bam Bam Bam Bam
Ok wrestling fans...If there are any Scott "BAM BAM BIGELOW" was found dead in this house friday night...He was found by his brother Todd Bigelow...He was 45 years old...I remember watching him as a kid..Please bow your heads wrestling fans...To the late the Great "BAM BAM BIGELOW"...He will be missed by many....

Please Read:)
My band ESE is playing 2 out of town shows next week and here are the fliers!!! I love meeting new people and here's 2 great opportunities to do just that... If you wanna see what my band sound like you can check us out at www.myspace.com/ese Thanks Johnny