a dangerous combination - and the kind that causes another episode of 'thinking outloud'... where i say exactly what im thinking - unfiltered - without consideration of if i really should be saying it or not... stream of consciousness bullshit at its best ladies and germs.. and im drunk.. which causes it =)
im not in a vicious mood - for a change - nothing to bitch about =) nothing even stimulating to express... but im talking anyway *fun*
im drunk on cheap ass wine and as you should know i now live in arizona... though i hardly leave the new apartment, cause honestly? i dont know where the fuck i am =) ok... sortof.. im in the northwest... ive seen downtown. I dunno.. i have to admit in a way im not overly impresssed by the town. Holy shit the construction - cant drive anywhere without it being a damn obstacle course.
wait.... actually - i have to admit.. im loving this place =) It has its faults, rest assured everywhere does - but arizona is to me.. fucking beautiful... almost as beautiful as some of the girls i talk to on here =) seriously. its that kind of landscape... the mountains.. the palm trees .. the cactus - if someone were to not like the landscape.. the weather - id say youre dead.. =)
*sips wine*... cheap ass white wine.. good though.
*wonders to self if anyone will read this*
*wonders if it would be better they hadnt =)*
you know what id love to do - a shout out. to all the girls that rock on here...personally. you know what?.. i cant =) its a matter of order..... =) - i love you all - and you know that. you should anyway.. rest assured at the moment theres a few cherries close to my heart.. ive met some sweethearts def.
and since im just saying whatever i think....... im tired of people bitching about internet love - fuck you. (oops.. here we go again)..... seriously though folks... if you fail to identify the type of person you are dealing with online... that falls on you - hey.. ive fallen for fakes - more than once.... but still...love is possible from an online relationship.. its happened with me.. it rocked =)
what in the name of heck am i babbling about =)
this has been thinking outloud with lux =)
*sips wine*
nite =)
