In light I feel the darkness, it pulls me closer to the scare in my heart, I try to claw myself away buts not use im there...as memories and nightmares come from my scare I locked away is now unlocked as the one thing fear comes forward as a movie of my past...I see my past unfold before my eyes, I see my mom treating me as the worthless slave and treating my lil sister as the princess...now one sees it but I do the hatered my mother has for me, I look into her eyes and know she never wanted me, im a burden to her...my father once a hero in my eyes is now just a shell as my mom breaks the family apart and my father falls apart...I was so alive, now im so pathetic I couldnt help and now Im the slave in a house of hell and my life is growing dimmer...I pull aways from the memories as I feel like life is over and the demons saying they can never go away...I grab my heart and sqeeze tightly, as scare bleeds out of my heart as I scream in pain tears from eyes pour onto my heart...as the nightmares and demons disappear, I yell to myself Life maybe be up and down but its not worthless like you think...as I light comes back to my eyes, I feel alive once again and now I understand that I mustin dwell in the past but look to light of the future...I know now that if i want anything done right I must do it myself with no regrets, I know someday the scare may appear again but until it does I'll be ready for Nightmares and Demons.....
