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Thank You To All My Friends
peeps, thanks for the b-day wishes and gifts. i was really in the dumps today til i got on tonite and everyone here made my day, and i want to thank everyone for making my day. frank aka xx the genetic freak xx
I sit here as i cry, trying to understand why, I was here everyday but, didn't get to say good bye. As i sigh,out of the corner of my eye I see you, I close my eyes & hear you, I take a deep breathe &, smell your colonge & I cry,I just wanted to say goodbye,you are all I had left of the family I grew up with,& now that you are gone I cry, & ask why................ I love you still deeper than the oceans know, I love you still higher than the heavens fly, i showed you that I gave you that,but I sit here as I cry, trying to understand why................................ to my father: samuel willam law october 27th 1948- december 27th 2007 vietnam vet beloved father treasured grandfather
Happy Birthday Infarred
HAPPY BIRTHDAY - InFArREd - God gave a gift to the world when you were born. a person who loves, who cares, who sees a person’s need and fills it, who encourages and lifts people up, who spends energy on others rather than herself, someone who touches each life she enters, and makes a difference in the world, because ripples of kindness flow outward as each person you have touched, touches others. Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday, because you are a special treasure for all that you’ve done. May the love you have shown to others return to you, multiplied. I wish you the happiest of birthdays, and many, many more, so that others have time to appreciate you as much as we do. Click her pic and Spank her until your hand gets sore! She's worth it and She deserves it!! We LOVE you Lisa! Have a beautiful birthday! xoxox
Purcell Family Crest
I found this very interesting so I'm going to post it here. Origin Displayed: IrishWhere did the Irish Purcell family come from? What is the Irish coat of arms/family crest? When did the Purcell family first arrive in the United States? Where did the various branches of the family go? What is the history of the family name?Although the Irish had their own system of hereditary surnames and the Strongbow settlers brought with them their own Anglo-Norman naming practices, the two traditions generally worked well together. The name Purcell is an occupational surname, a form of hereditary name that existed in both cultures long before the invaders arrived, but more common to the Anglo-Norman culture. Occupational surnames were derived from a word describing the actual job done by the original name bearer. Early Strongbownian names of this type often used the prefix le, meaning the, in French, but the use of this prefix did not last in the language of the vernacular. The surname
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Black No.1
I was really sick when I made these2 years ago. I had walking Pneumonia.
Ok, my blogs aren't showing on my home page. I have checked the settings like a billion times. I even went into the support lounge *shudders* and they couldn't help me. Does anyone know what's going on? They used to show up. They just disappeared! My mumms and other stuff are still there though.. Fix it now please kthnx
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For his birthday, little Joseph asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His father said, 'Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is $280,000 & your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can afford it.' The next day the father saw little Joseph heading out the front door with a suitcase. So he asked, 'Son, where are you going?' Little Joseph told him; 'I was walking past your room last night and heard you telling mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to wait because she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here by myself with a $280,000 mortgage & no bike.
"Who watches the WATCHMEN?!?" Ehhh, I wish I didn't. Quickly rewind to the 80's... Alan Moore writes a "ground-breaking" comic mini-series for DC comics. It was "criticaly acclaimed" and has MANY re-publications... Now, fast-forward to NOW. WATCHMEN gets made into a feature film. It gets the same reviews as the book (despite the fact it's author HATES the flick). That being said, I think they made the comic book come to life. There were scenes in the movie that were shot EXACTLY like frames from the book. ...that's about the only redeeming quality I found. BOTTOM LINE: If you're a fan of the comic, go see it. If not, rent the DVD if you're curious. It's 2 hours and 42 minutes, so ask yourself... do you really want to be without a "PAUSE" button during this?!? WATCHMEN on
My Fu-versary
My 6 month Fu anniversary is coming up on the 22 of March. Should I take myself out on the town and give it to me good when I get home?
Hair Metal!!
Time for some Hair Metal!!!!!
Military Rules For The Non-military
Subject: Military Rules for the Non-Military Personnel Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas we would like your assistance with: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem ... kick their ass. 2. When you witness firsthand someone burning the American Flag in protest... kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these Veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these Veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a Disabled Veteran kicks their ass. 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the
Teh Blahs
I found out yesterday that my tissue expansion has to go on hold due to my radiation.  Once the radiation is done, I may not be able to have any further expansion.  At best, it will be several months before my new boobs will be worked on again.  I went out last night to the bar... wore a cami tank with a loose shirt over it.  Apparently it was either too loose or not loose enough cuz I ended up getting stared at everywhere.  Which led to me drinking more... which led to getting royally drunk, which I guess I needed. I've been trying to find work... I've finally resorted to pulling the survivor card and writing cover letters that say I was out of work fighting breast cancer and want to start a new challenge... I figured it's the only thing that will really set me apart from the competition.  I've gotten no calls back from any applications over the past 7 months, so it's not like it can make it any worse - and maybe I'll get lucky and find a hiring manager that's been touched by i
She can't handle it when I'm silentTakes to the extreme now it's violent The words waste awayEating at me day after dayHer words pierce like a fluteI sit back dying as a muteIncreasingly driving her insaneLack of my words caused her painStuck in this life it's a rat raceAlways searching for a happier placeIs the grass greener on the other side?Forever in my silence I will hideAll she does is talk talk talkPushing me out forcing me to walkWhy is she forcing me to speak?Why am I lame and weak?No longer living in fearListen and my words they will appear.By Dakken Dedicated to RCH
i wrote this back in oct. 2008 idk.Category: Dreamstoo my true love that i have yet to meet,the thought alonemy heart skips beat mind is away along the shorefalling for all that you can adore.along the waves the demons recedeback to the darkness and afraid of soul breathes freely now that your near,your arms upon me, the future is knight in the end, as always a cherished friend.....reality sets in, is this the beginning or end//
A Spark
A spark It is the spark in each other eyes that sets the fire in a true romance. Michael Dougherty
Tighten the tornique Let your soul slip away paradise is  a state of mind... Weakness seeps in Emotions run thick Come to me sell me your soul and I will heal your pain Pay me your dues Let your concious subdue Slip into eternal bliss Tighten the tornique Watch your soul fade away I'll bring you to your knees Fade unto black as black twists unto light Fall to me ill be your  extacy Strength you regain When you come to me again From wence the pit of torment begins So.. Fall to me Tighten the tornique Your soul is mine Drift unto the night When you wake  you'll still be mine I OWN YOU WHILE YOUR EMOTIONS SLEEP            
Get A Wiff Of This Load Of Crap
Forget the Botox — just spritz away! Makers of a new perfume claim the scent can shave eight years off your apparent age. Hence the name "Ageless" Lmao  Outrageous? ah yeaaa Ageless Fantasy by Harvey Prince is being marketed as a new genre of "anti-age" scents. Phewww!  Available in upscale beauty shops and online, it will cost you just a fraction of a muscle paralyzer. On the other hand, at $120 for 3.04 fluid oz., it's not as cheap as just lying about your age. Promotional material for Ageless says men in focus groups associated the scent of roses with an "old lady," and that of tropical fruits and grapefruits with "younger women." Consequently, the Ageless concoction contains lots of fruity notes. Overall, it smells super-sweet and, well, rather adolescent. Men in a survey by Ageless reportedly guessed that Ageless wearers were nearly a decade younger than their true ages. That inspired me to conduct my very own wildly unscientific survey.  First, wearing no perf
Hoping For A New Job...
I am in the process of looking for a new job.. yea probably not the greatest of moments seeing how the economy is but oh well. If anyone in my local area knows of any decent places that are hiring let me know. I am preferably looking for customer support/ help desk IT work. Let me know if you know of any decent places. Even if it doesn't fall under that exact job field but it's a half decent job let me know.Much thanks!
Oooooo Lala Time To Own Me Agian
    Here is your chance to own your very own fu-slave for a month. Have you owned Carolvision (me) yet? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and... BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's and of course fu-bucks are all welcome. Cash bids outway fubuck offers. The auction starts at 5pm Est. March 30th and ends 5pm Est. April 7th. So hurry and get your bid in quick. By chance if you haven't had the pleasure of becoming friends with me yet, now is a great time!
3 Years
Its been 3 long years since you've been gone. It seems just like yesterday i got the phone call saying that you had passed away. I sit here this morning and think of all the times i would come over and we would talk and you would teach me a new trick in cooking to cut back on dishes. A cup of flour is a handful, a tablespoon of baking powder is  a palm full. Remembering how we all cried when we found out that you had cancer...we were all afraid but you told us not to worry and it would all be okay. You put up a long a courageous fight for 3 years. I remember riding the hour commute almost daily to go to the doctors for check ups and blood work, chemotherapy, and pain managment. We all learned little tricks of our own to cut back on your pain, and sickness. on May 6th,2006 i guess you decided it was time to give up that fight. And for a week we all sat at your bedside in your home. Checking your temperature, blood pressure, fixing your IV's and keeping you comfortable as you lived out y
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Promises To Keep
What would life be like without spring's warmth after a long and cold winter, rest after an exhausting and difficult day, achievement after an intense and tiring struggle? Promises of the reward to come mark your life. In fact, life is a promise in the process of being kept. You may wonder at times if your life is no longer a bright promise. You may lie awake in the night hours rehearsing your regrets that this me be so. But God is the great promise keeper. You can count on what he has promised. He is already aware of every poor choise, every lost oppertunity, and every wasted second. He knows, and your mistakes grieve him. He takes you as you are and restores hope to your life. Your promise revives me; it comforts me in all my troubles. PSalm 119:50 NLT God i will focus my eyes on your faithulness rather than on my own failures. I will look to you to help me fufill the promise of all that my life can be. Amen.
ok...i have something on my mind....    This is my third time to iraq and I get so fricking tired of people who come here and to put it bluntly, look for a piece off ass for the deployment. The single people dont bother me too much. But what is ascinine is when some married puke (guy or girl) comes here and cheats but then gets pissed off and depressed when they find out (later) that their spouse has cheated. I mean WHAT!? Us being in a warzone somehow justify it? I truly dont understand how its ok some, namely soldiers, yet when they're on the opposite end...its a cardinal sin. Does anyone understand this shit. I dont. Maybe Im stupid for wanting my wife instead of a "desert wife" but come on! To those people i know, and dont, who does this I say: get with the freakin' program. Oh yeah and before anyone who reads this says it none of my business....i forgot to add that when they're fling, gets a friend of the opposite sex, they get jealous and start spreading rumors that are no way
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heaven help me....its raining Rotties :( From:CSent: Tuesday, June 02, 2009 7:58 PM Subject: [UR_KY] Harlan Rottie in need   We urgently need help from a reputable Rottie group for a very sweet purebred female Rottweiler at the Harlan shelter. She has a tail, so we'll call her "European Style" but is definitely PB. She is super sweet and gentle although it's obvious she hasn't had the best of care and has spent her life making babies. :-( We'd really like to see her saved, vetted, and placed in the loving home she deserves.   We also have a nice male Rottie mix, who isn't purebred but looks like a Chocolate or liver pigmented Rottie. He's a very sweet guy as well.   Any suggestions of good groups we can try much appreciated!
..and We Rose From The Seas...
Aye.Was a different age back then too. More primal.Shadowy, sure. But more real, too Not gonna lie, we did some baaad mojo back then.   Ever wonder why octopi trigger such intense fear and loathing? Or why the name Ry'leh still resonates even after all these "stranger aeons"? And how did a hack from Providence know so bloody much? There is much unseen.Much that should NEVER be seen.   Stuff not meant to be seen under a yellow sun, Not meant to be heard by a sane mind. These too, are in the empty spaces. But aye.   We ruled then, in that long ago age. Long before your ancestors descended from trees, We rose from the very Sea itself. Bearing madness and death like gibbering, ruined Santa Clauses.   Wielding Magicks to wrack asunder the skies themselves. Dreaming reality into life.Or breaking it on a whim. And you remember, even if you don't know what, or even WHY. Oh yes.You remember.We do too.Those AREN'T rats in the walls.   And you knew that all along. But ya
GRANDMA... Lulu was a prostitute, but she didn't want her grandma to know. One day, the police raided a whole group of prostitutes at a sex party in a hotel, and Lulu was among them.The police took them outside and had all the prostitutes line up along the driveway when suddenly, Lulu's grandma came by and saw her granddaughter.Grandma asked, "Why are you standing in line here, dear?" Not willing to let her grandmother know the truth, Lulu told her grandmother that the policemen were passing out free oranges and she was just lining up for some. "Why, that's awfully nice of them. I think I'll get some for myself," Grandma said, and she proceeded to the back of the line.A policeman was going down the line asking for information from all of the prostitutes. When he got to Grandma, he was bewildered and exclaimed, "Wow, still going at it at your age? How do you do it?" Grandma replied, "Oh, it's easy, dear. I just take my dentures out, rip the skin back and suck them dry." The p
Another One That Thinks He Is Hot Shit
Coz, Thats All. Just Coz
Hello to all, I've not posted a blog in a while so here goes. I have been busy trying to catch up on friends that I had not talked to in about a year. I am planning to visit with my mum soon, I am already in the states , Sitting in Lexington Kentucky at a hotel. Been here awhile waiting for my sis to get over so we can finish making plans. She is also going with me to see her. I know this may seem lame to a lot but I've not seen my mum but 1 time in 4 years so to me this is something to be excited about. I will be away from fubar for awhile Starting Friday, should be back on Sunday , so stop in and leave a message and I'll respond when I get back. xxxxxx
fervid\FUR-vid\ , adjective:1.Heated or vehement in spirit, enthusiasm, etc.2.Burning; glowing; intensely hot.
St. Andrew
(Spoken) Speak the truth and speak 'ever Cost it what it will For he who hide the wrong he did Did the wrong thing still Come back sweet St.An, come of me again Cause I'm broke again, broke, broke Yeh I'm broke again, broke, broke And down on St. Andrew I'll buy it back from you But you ain't no lover, lover, lover No, no your just a pusher, pusher, pushing, pushing I've been down to St. Andrew To pay for my sins are you Love come save me Love come save me soon Now I've sung midnight choirs with beatsets, drunks and liars but theres never fighting, fighting, fighting No we just get higher, higher, higher So long since I walked a road Amongst these midnight souls They were only stealing, stealing, stealing Yeah we're stealing for feeling, feeling, feeling I've been down to St. Andrew to pay for my sins are you Love come save me, love come save me soon yeah love come save me soon love come save me soon Yeah love come save me Love come save me soon One day my time will end And who I've b
You know I have seen a lot of racial tension lately, whether here or in real life and it really pisses me off. Yes this 2009 and i really thought we have surpassed all of that nonsense long ago. Look at us now. Did we ever think we would ever get a black president? No i didnt and when we did i was like WOW we have really grown but yet all i have seen is negativity. It is like we expect him to perform miracles. We didnt get this way overnight so give it time. Dont criticize him for every small thing he does it is his right. If this was any other president he wouldnt be given a second thought but because  he is black it seems like he is being watched and people are just waiting to pounce. I am not saying that this is a racial thing but he has already gotten more publicity than most other presidents. His job is the hardest, most stressfull, most unappreciative jobs out there and yet he choses to stay and try to lead our country in the right direction. I say give him time and instead of c
I looked inside my heart to find out where I'd gone wrong what I would find I was not sure I opened up a memory to see what was inside your picture fell out at me with emotions I thought had dieda love so pure buried so deep I don't know how it survivedone look at that picture was all it took I sat and cried for what I lost the special bond the part of me so purenow it is gone all that's left is this memory picture of you
Today's Oncology Visit...
Well... the good news: She doesn't know why I have the pain in my chest when I sneeze or take a deep breath.  She says the fatigue I'm having is normal and to expect it to continue another 3-6 months from the radiation treatments.  The extra soreness I am having is totally normal and is because the nerves are healing so I'm feeling it now when I wasn't before. The not-so-good news... She did a breast exam on both sides and ordered an MRI for Friday, and was tight-lipped about why.  *sigh*
Losing Globals Part ~2~
Ok beings I have lost my globals and wont be able to visit any of my mummer friends and get their advice on my dramatic life, I was wondering if I should seek a fu-psychiatrist and if so, who is the best? How much is this going to sat me back in fu-cash? aNY comments welcome, I am going to play in the shower, I've got myself a new rubber ducky and he wants to splish splash in some suds. Ps I know I am a nut job why do you think I am here. Mwuahahahahaha
The Ego
Serving the Higher Self The Ego In most spiritual circles, the ego gets a pretty bad rap. The reason for this is that the ego, to some extent, is the principle in our psyches that separates us from one another, while spirit is the principle that shows us that no such separation exists. Sometimes the ego is depicted as an almost demonic figure that keeps us from realizing our true nature. But at its most basic, the ego is simply a tool that helps us organize the various aspects of our personality so that we can function in the world. In this sense, the ego is simply a way for us to understand and attend to ourselves at the same time as we understand and attend to the world around us. The ego is a tool that we use to navigate the world. Perhaps the problem is that the ego sometimes gets out of control. This happens when the higher self loses control of the psyche. The psyche then falls under the leadership of the ego, an entity that was never meant to lead. The ego is meant to be de
Bad Year
its been a very tough year started out with a bad head injury which left me with memory loss and headaches. then tore the cartlidge in my wrist. work comp quit paying for treatment so had to get a lawyer. then i lost my job which havent been able to find one yet cause of the injuries. then broke my right foot so i couldnt walk or drive . finally got a walking cast as of last week sweet. im trying to start over start fresh im sorry if i have upset you or pissed u off if i have im sorry because i cant remember what i did or said  i do remember faces but names is hard for me and im just trying to  make amends with those who i hurt or forgot im sorry please if i have done this to you please xplain to me what i did, so i know and so it wont happen again live laugh love learning to laugh again  thank you for listening
A Loving Peace From You
From the glowing embers of your spiritCame a little warmth of your loveTogether we set it in a cozy little spotSafe from the world up aboveThen a soothing breath from your lungsHelped to ignite the flameOn that lonely candleIn the core of my soulAs time passed day by dayConflicts caused great winds to blowBut you cupped your hands around itAnd it just flickered with a brilliant glowThey say that nothing is foreverBut I don't believe that's trueThat little candle in my heartIs a loving peace from you
George Carlin
Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years.
Pass A Smile
  I smile when I am shy I smile when I want to cry I smile when I am sad I smile, when I just go mad I smile when I am envious I smile when I am very jealous I smile when I am happy I smile when I feel shaky I smile when I am emotional I also smile when I act abnormal I smile when I am overloaded I smile when I miss my beloved I smile when I think something I smile when I think just nothing Do you know why I am smiling? When I smile at you? Dear, I think it’s a very tough question I asked you! ! Never mind whatever be the reason behind my smile, Dear, just pass me a smile, at least I feel good for a while   Missing the way you make me smile and brightens my day  
I Dont Know What To Call It
u know i got alot on my mind alot what i say dont always come out the way i want and ppl take it the wrong way and it would seems like the one person i love took something i said wrong and i am sorry . what i said was not ment to be mean or sould like telling u what to do . u should know me better after 5 years i would never tell u what to do. u know i never hurt u nomatter what. i hope u read this i want to say alot to u and hope i dont fuck this up. i dont take this site to heart i mean its just a site and i have u in real life all that matters. what bugs me is when someone put u down. that bugs me cuz u are my everything. there is nothing i wouldnot do for u just look in your heart u know it to be true and if u dump me cuz of this site i would still love u and try to protect u u all i want in life all i need so let me know something i love u. love u so much i show side of me i always hide the human side cuz u mean so much to me i make a fool out of my self to make u happy ant that w
Ok, I don't really remember this one that much, but what I do remember is still disturbing nonetheless.   I was back at my secondary school, killing anyone I could lay my hands on who defied me. Apparently I was laying claim to it as my territory. I recall being able to fly, and hunting down people trying to get away through the back entrance. Along with all that there was some sort stained glass window dedicated to me....
In Case You Didn't Know...
I have never had the spotlight and as a bouncer I couldn't ever bid for it. Well, right NOW I'm not a bouncer and so I wanna take a chance. If you're able to help then I would absolutely LOVE it! Send folks and more folks and more people and stuff and stuff. Those of you that hare working your asses off so far are the BEST! Please don't think I don't appreciate you, because I totally DO! FYI ... in case you didn't know it yet, I don't guess it's really all that much of a secret that I will be a bouncer again soon. I gotta level up some more, so your hard work and help with that is also appreciated in so many ways! If me not having a salute is deterring you in ANY way, just be patient I plan to do one sometime today! :) Regards, Chastity/Jennifer/ Beauty and the Mess (h)'s Number One In The Jerk Blogs!
  I mean, really, this is a web site. Let's get this straight! 1. This is a web site 2. Name calling is so 1st grade 3. A STATUS is where you post your feelings or updates or anything you feel like posting. Now, any of ya's that know me know that I am not on to post B.S. drama stuff. But this guy has been bogging me down with sexual comments and getting RUDE when I don't respond to them. Now, let me make this very clear. I DO NOT mind graphic comments left on my pics, I don't mind when you throw them in my Chat box. But when I don't respond to them, is that really a reason to get mad? Any of ya's that have talked to me know that I DO NOT get rude or mean about it. Sometimes I play back, but most of you guys know when to draw the line. I don't mind it AT ALL!!! Now, of course this is through Fubar chat, so you have to read down to up...I'm not about to take any more time on this guy to write it the other way... Now, honest...If I am in the wrong, let me know. I want t
Rhyme Session With The Shining
The Shining™ - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said:Brass Knuckles shine like platinum: the epi-tome, handsome with a microphone. You cowards are cro-magnon, counterfits, like lead dipped in chrome, mellowdramatic, fairy tail gnomes. The Three Kings lift heavy weight and smash on the drones. The Shining™ - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said:BRASS KNUCKLES TO THE DOME, you can phone a friend or phone home, but that won't save you from a silver bullet in the zone. Me and my folks smoke killa' zones, and set fire to these sterile-ass clones. Cat's throw books, but I slap 'em wit' a tome. Kung-fu-spiritual, like Bruce Leroy, when I rome. Heavy liftin', heavy spittin' from heavy chromosomes. I'd hate to meet me in a dark alley, under full moon, alone. To rally me, myself and I'm known, to thump a scally-wag, with heavy hands like "tally ho!"   Crazed2APoint... I'M AN ENIGMA WRAPPED IN FOOLISHNESS said:my wit is sharp enough to cut down the middle of a strand of hair, hella accurate
At the end of the tax year, the IRS office sent an inspector to audit the books of a local hospital. While the IRS agent was checking the books he turned to the CFO of the hospital and said, "I notice you buy a lot of bandages. What do you do with the end of the roll when there's too little left to be of any use?" "Good question," noted the CFO. "We save them up and send them back to the bandage company and every now and then they send us a free box of bandages." "Oh," replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual question had a practical answer. But on he went, in his obnoxious way. "What about all these plaster purchases? What do you do with what's left over after setting a cast on a patient?" "Ah, yes," replied the CFO, realizing that the inspector was trying to trap him with an unanswerable question. "We save it and send it back to the manufacturer, and every now and then they send us a free package of plaster." "I see," replied the auditor, thinking hard a
Dedicated To The Many Females I've Met That Would Mistakenly Call Themselves Women :-)
I'm Not Your Type   I'm sorry but I'm not your type,You see I have no destructive needs,That come into you life and cause it to bleed,So you see I'm not your type,I have no kids and no baby mama,To always come between us and cause drama,So you see I'm not your type,I have no crazy stalking ex,Prank call your job and make you vexed,So you see I'm not your type,I have no costly addictions,That would end up causing us an evcition,So you see I'm not your type,I have poor examples of rage from my childhood home,That would cause me to live you with any broken bones,So you see I'm not your type,Yes i do have a job so you never will,Have to worry about going into your pockets to pay my bills,So you see I'm not your type,I have an open mind always ready to grow,Not a closed block that is only able to say no,So you see I'm not your type,Yes a strong carnal hunger is indeed part of me,But it's not like SEX is all i can see,So you see I'm not your type,Yes i do believ out beauty if os fo fine,Bu
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The Journey
The Journeyby Bob Geesn4/10/10 I went to walk along the wayIt was a bright warm sunny beautiful dayThere were many people bustling about in a hurry, angry, and many shoutThings were not pretty on that roadI felt as I were being prodded with a goadThings got uglier along that wayI felt destruction emanated for me that dayThen up a head I saw off to the side a narrow gateStanding there was a friendly faceHe invited me in with a warm smileAsked me to walk with him for a couple of milesHesitantly I turned to accept his offerI was afraid that I get lose my and never profferIt was peaceful and calm as we went our wayEach step felt guided as a new peace surrounded me that dayThe road was straight and easy to walk as I followed HimI noticed that is was quiet and there was no longer a dinSo I looked back to see where we had beenTo my surprise I saw only one set of tracksMy burdens felt lifted from off my backThen I looked into that smiling faceI knew then I had found my Savior that dayWhat see
A Beautiful Morning
A Beautiful Morning   It is a beautiful morning this morning. After an evening of tension and agrivation and a very few hours sleep. I awoke to a quick heated cup of left over coffee and a cigarette. "Wow Hunden you are in a GOOD mood to have suffered that. Do I hear irony or sarcasim in that?" Nope. I Then drove in, mostly darkness through light showers over the bridges and onto Pensacola beach, and to the EPA Island, where I dropped my cousin off for work. "Ok so now we KNOW there was sarcasim .... Right?" Nope. Haveing time and being there and up I pulled over at Pensacola Beach, aka Casino Beach, and at aproxamatly 06:30, with a cup of hot fresh coffee and a cigarette, I stroaled along the walks there and watched the large waves come ashore and breathed the sea air. I remembered how the beach was before and shortly after Ivan. How you used to be able to get coffee in the mornings at The Dock, back in the late 80's. And an evening with a couple of friends, one of whom was
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U And Eye.
run with me now, my dearest friendthe direction were headingleads right to the endbut at least we're together and will always beyour love is worth risking my calamityfrom the moment we metit was destined my friendthat the moments we share would devoid us of careand now that we're hereone last kiss for you dearand then we shall partthe warmth of your kiss took my life from the start
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Poet Ty For The Poem
"The GiftStanding silentThe earliest – 1670The latest stillFresh not yet Disturbed byThe settling of timeFamily plots carefullyTended crowdingThe solitary stoneInscribed – “Unknown”Circa 1900Early eveningLand breeze bendsEach grass blade,Sentinels thousandsGuarding singularTombsSpring blossoms pushingThrough the sameSoil shared byLouisa M. Shorter1857-1950, RebirthAs tree buds prepareTo explode intoA cacophony Of colors – Red, yellow, theWhite DogwoodSoon to bark A tree stays inPlace, plantedOn the occasion Of her passingNow her favorite Companion whoEach spring brings The gift of renewalA butterfly alightsOn my diet coke, itPauses and speaks Well of hope – lifeSpring dances withHundred forgottenHeadstones? Not Really… a CardinalComes to visit andThe brown of winter’sRemorse gives wayTo the enveloping greenOf a new seasonpoet
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I'm Much Better
The sky has turned dark like my dying spark. Not from the rain but from the pain I felt so long ago. I wanna say that's over and I want you to know. I'm much better now that my heart's begun to heal. I'm much better now that the hate I no longer feel. I'm much better cuz a smile's resurfaced on my face. I'm much better cuz I can return to that loving place. My world was turned upside down and my smile to a frown. Not because you never talked but that  you walked impulsively out on me. I no longer care and I want you to see. I'm much better now that my heart's begun to heal. I'm much better now that the hate I no longer feel. I'm much better cuz a smile's resurfaced on my face. I'm much better I can return to that loving place. 
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Blackened hearts reek with the smell of angry defeat. I can almost hear your agony riding on the wind, and I can almost taste your deception on my lips.  I sort of feel bad for you, until I remember all the things you did to break me down.  And then I simply shake my head in muted anger of my own.  Then i remember to breathe and let that anger slowly, carefully draw itself out of me.  I still haven't forgotten, and though I say i've forgiven, i'm really not sure if I actually mean it. You are all the things in this world that are wrong.  And one of the people who create victims in the wake of a hurricane.  You are like a hurricane.  Tearing down the things in your path, without so much as a second glance. I wonder. I wonder if you even have a soul. I wonder if you are sucking the lives and love out of those around you. I grieve in the knowledge that you even have lives to be responsible for. I shouldn't hate you, but I do. It's a horrible word, but one so fitting. There has onl
so far in this bowling league me and my hubby are in 3 place out of 6 teams which aint bad at all but we are only in the fisrt few weeks of this league lets see how long we stay before we get bumped down because of all the guys who are in it just for the money
Worlds Beyond Earth [my Semi-stab At Science Fiction Lol]
Worlds Beyond Earth     March 25th, 2012       When the news first came out that the earth was dying and had been dying for several decades it came as a shock. The biggest shock was the reason why the planet was dying and that the US government had perfected space travel in far more advanced ways that what they had led on with. The fear and riots that took place around the world was a sight to see those first few weeks and months afterward.       Looking back on things I wonder how we all stayed sane. In the process of perfecting the technology they had accidentally come up with the very organism that was cooling our planet. They still refused to say how such an organism came about, even though many suspected alien technology, but in the panic that followed who had the time to honestly figure out the cause?   July 17th, 2012       It's amazing how many nations can put aside their differences when mutual destruction is assured if you don't. With so many nations b
No ones love can make you happy that you must find for yourself. Then, happiness shared is unsurmountable. (My status 11/27/2010) I have spent a lot of time trying to grow and blossom as the woman I am today. I have paused often and frequently to see where changes have needed to be made in me and not the world to bloom as butterfly from the chrysalis many times. Each time emerging stronger and more resilient. For me it is key to learn from my experiences. Everything has happened for a reason. Sometimes the reasons are beyond reach at the time but more is revealed if I choose to look and reflect and see the changes I need to make. Sometimes that is letting go of people, places and things. True lasting happiness has come from loving and accepting myself for who and what I am.  I many things. Most importantly I am me. Have I discovered my purpose in life? Probably not completely, but I have discovered that accepting me for my positives and my faults is loving myself. At one p
I'm A Demonic Perception Of An Angelic Decimation. A Vampirate That Revels In Blood Letting And The Dead. Re-animating The Deceased, Becoming Re-a
I'm a demonic perception of an angelic decimation. A VamPirate that revels in blood letting and the dead. Re-animating the deceased, becoming re-animated. VamPirate. Until I'm re-born.
Display, Rate, And User Interaction Links
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First Blog Of The Year.
2011!!! WOOO!! So far it's been just like last year, only more friends and stuff. Working a lot and likeing my job and not wanting to harms as many people as I normally do. I guess the new year is good so far.
The Farther I Go
I wrote this December of 2005.    I’m sitting just inside the center of the universe Might as well be another black hearse Hands reach out to touch the nearest thing Streched clear out into the unseen Can see you with my eyes feel you with my soul The closer you come to me the farther I go Can see you with my eyes feel you with my soul The closer you come to me the farther I go I spend my time all alone in the dark Closer to the world yet farther apart My heart yearns to be one with the earth But I’ve been separate from everything since the day of my birth Lonliness consumes my heart The harder I look the more it gets dark I search within my self hoping to see all I can find is an emptier version of me I can see you with my eyes I can feel you with my soul The closer I come to me the farther you go I can see you with my eyes I can feel you with my soul The closer you come to me the farther I go. You reach out your hand to touch I am just not into feeling that much I try t
How often do we live our lives in mediocrity? We run our day to day like hamsters on a wheel, always going but getting nowhere. Why do we convince ourselves to just...exist, to live grow old and die, without making a lasting impact on the people or world around us? Imagine how the world would be if we ALL strived to the uppermost limits of our individual potential, what do you think we would find? I personally believe that we would find out that our potential is limitless. We as humans, can always DO more acheive greater things. We are only limited by our own preconcieved notions of what we can or cannot do. True things like the laws of physics restrict us, but there are always loopholes. Man can't POSSIBLY fly right? well, airline travel is more popular than ever. Man can't POSSIBLY breath underwater. Rebreathers' beg to differ. Man cant POSSIBLY turn into woman. Transexuals. only thing they can't do is have babies and i'm sure thats being addressed. Anything is possible. If everyone
For You
You don't think of a lot of things to happen when they do. A lot of people say that when you least expect what you are looking for it just drops into your lap. I can say that I can believe that 100%. I never thought I would be saying those three words again, I never thought I could mean them more than I ever have before. I know that I am not perfect, I have my flaws, I am broken, but I will do my damndest to put myself together for you. So you can see the real me, so you can hold so dear and true to who I am. If there is anything that I want you to know more than ever right now it's that I will do whatever I can so you are able to be successful at what you want. I will always stand by your side, stand proud and stay true to you. I wont wonder, I wont stray. We both have been through a lot, it only makes us that much more of who we are. It makes us able to understand each other even more. I was scared shitless knowing that you were coming to court with me today. Hell I didnt want to go
My Treasure's
God give us air to breath….God give us heart that beats….Like music to everyone’s ears to hear….God gave us everything, we want as needs….God gave me treasure that i loved and cares….It’s more than a diamond that people wears….More than a picasso’s paintings hangs on the wall….They are like crystal in my eyes,That glows like stars above high….Thank you god for giving me my treasures….Thank you my kiddos….You are the gift that god gives….You are the treasure….That i love most…..You are my life….My everything……..
Desperate Measures
Dear ask Ninja.. My girlfriend insists on entering me in fulotto crap and buying me hoaring bling. I am have told her over and over that I do not wish for these things.. When I tell her this I am subjected to threats of MORE bling and fulottos.. (in fact, she is threatening as I write this).. I have MuMMed about this and the MuMMers are absolutely no help at all.. "Suck it up" is not a viable option.. I need a solution on how to get her to stop.. Thanks!!A Swarthy Physician..   Dear Swarthy Physician, Have you tried duct tape? Or maybe disabling or hiding her mouse and keyboard? She can't click it if she can't find it. Bribery sometimes works as well. Maybe try to bribe her with real pretty shiny stuff. Or cupcakes. They usually work too. And while she's distracted, grab the duct tape! If she does buy you stuffs, you know you don't have to run it, right? I can sit forever in the abyss of the unused blings! At some point, she will either give up trying to change you, or you
2011 Chinese Feng Shui Legend!
According to Chinese Feng Shui Legends 2011 is the year of the Money Bags...   There are several distinct occurences this year that we should take notice of!!   4 distinct dates (1/1/11; 1/11/11; 11/1/11; 11/11/11) The month of July has exactly 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays, & 5 Sundays... This ONLY happens once every 823 yrs!! And last but not least, If you take the last 2 digits of the year you were born and the age you will be this year and EVERYONE in the ENTIRE World will come up with the number 111 (with the exception of those born in 2000 or 1900)   For Example: My Age this year is 28 and I was born in 1983.              28                                                                                               +   83                                                                                                   111   I thought this was kind of Odd bit of information, some may call it a coincidence... But I think it's possibly something more. So, accordin
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Yes, I did walk 3.3 miles..not real fast cause it was hot as balls...but I did it. Also saw my tattoo guy..gettin new ink July 1st!! So...for a day that started off with me being a crabby/sad lump, I thnk it went well So, to those of you who motivated me...I thank you.
Heptagon Shaped Diamond
As I start I see the words deep within my heart. They are already there Always on the walls are messages thatdidn’t make it to the one that they were created for, the windows were closedas was the door. The person you think you know is no better or worse than you, theyfeel weakness and strength then they grow thankful for the red, white, andblue. Battles shall be fought and after thedead and dying will bleed and rot. Fighting will never cease unless there are the unbridled few that stillbelieve in worldly peace. You just can’t preach and teach of the storyto be told, you must venture out among the people to be brave and bold. It isn’t known by many that we are all toblame, it isn’t one side or the other that occupy this game. It has been saidit takes two to Tango, it also takes two to let go. Ready to start a new tried but true world offriends, where the truth and trust never ends. Turn to those you love andreassure them they will be here for the joining of seven continents
Upcoming License Suspension
Well, my license will be officially suspended very soon so if anyone in my area wants to give me rides, let me know!  LOL.  Jerks, rapists and murderers need not apply, so if you turn out to be one and when you feel something hard upside your head that knocks you out, I'm gonna tell the cops I don't know what happened.
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Lesson In Life ;  A wise man sat in the audience & cracked a joke. Everyone laughed like crazy. After another moment, he cracked the same joke again. This time less people laughed. He cracked the same joke again & again. When there was no laughter in the crowd, he smiled & said : -you can't laugh at the same joke again & again, but why do you keep crying over the same thing over & over again?  ♥♥♥♥♥   
Just Take A Look
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Too Much Time To Think
 Don't  you feel it's strange sometimes  when  you think you have made good friends, you'd thought they  would be there for a while??Yes,  Being on vacation and staying up late @ night   with no one up and around me.. Just makes  me  wonder on   the who and what....Most of the time it  is hard for me to stay in touch because the only thing  lately  for me in my life is just grief..  I  don't  want to go to a friends page  and  just  whine and bitch....When I  don't have anything else to say at the moment.Some just figured  I am just too weird,,, Well,  and some  just figured they would get  one thing from me...If I don't have much to say except having whining issues,which is most days lately.. I just  stop by   their  page to let them know I was there.. Just to say "Hey.Friend.. it's me... just saying hi and thinking about you...Granted a few aren't as close as we were..Sadden by that..  but it  doesn't cloud meReally, just because I might seem  annoying online  at times... people  ten
Day 1
This morning, due to the fact that I was up 38 hours (9 am Saturday to approximately 11 last night), i decided to forgo my fitness regime, though i woke up promptly at 3 am. i gauged how tired i was, and said to myself screw it, and passed out again.Today my plan is to at least finish weeding out a garden that it 2 school-buses long, and three times as wide as I am tall (5'7) and go to show practice for this year's community theatre production ofWho's Dying to Be A Millionaire? , in which I play the self important sheriff Jesse Marlowe.So far, college surfing is somewhat successful. My intention is start at UW-RC, two years' gen-ed there, and transfer to Platteville and do something in the arts.
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Hillary Clinton To Visit Burma To Check On 'flickers Of Progress'
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Very Unhappy With Life Right Now
For those that are wondering what's up with me, here goes.  The men issues are killing me.  I'm tired of being lied to and being used.  My heart can't take anymore of falling for a guy that doesn't care how I feel.  One that blows off my feelings or doesn't feel the same about me.  I won't let any man get that close to me again.  I have to work hard at keeping my heart locked up tight. Work has been one big cluster fuck.  Since I had to start all over again when we merged with a bigger company, I don't get my time off until next August.  So now I don't get to see my kids at all during the holidays this year.  I'm so depressed about that.  I wasn't seeing them enough as it was.  So there you have it, some of the issues I've been having.  Just found out that my coworker resigned, so now we are shorthanded two people.  Ya, work just got worse.   
You Came To My Door..
You came to my door I let you again in to my heart . You walk by me hope you say its over but its not . You still love me so , You are marry now but you want me... You came to my door I let you in and you still love me so  . I love you . You came to my door I let you in again in to my heart. You walk by me hope you say its over but its not. You still love me so, I love you. You call me we talk for hrs. on the phone about how it use to be , how I wish we can take back the old times my love but you are with another and you wish to let her go in time. I may not be here for you I love you and hurting ..You came to my door I let you in again in to my heart. You say its over we both know its not over ... Part One ....
A Little Too Much
To lash out at someone, you are suppose to love. That isn't something you should, be proud of. Consider someone, besides yourself. Think of their pain, what they felt. When your cruel words, cut straight to the bone. Imagine you being knocked, right off your thrown. Speak from your heart, not from the anger inside. The love your covering up, you're choosing to hide. Because of rage, anger and confusion. Add their feelings to your list, before acting out your illusion. Somethings are just too powerful, to take back. Think of their reaction, before you act. Unless you're just trying, to push them away. Then by all means continue, to say. Words can't damage someone too much, right. Wrong, this is our last, fight. Words aren't words at all, but emotions brought to life. Feels like you've been stabbed in the heart, with one Hell of a knife. Not anymore, say what you must. Live with knowing, you said just a little too much.
Dark Night
Dark Night sadness of love not knowing is just not knowing lost in love of darkness sky of moon full ... not here for me when I need you ... I back off my stars fall off not for you stay stay off the ground of love low of love low of love .... not here for you not in my heart for you my love 
October Feast
October Feast   Suddenly you were at the door knocking like the rain from which you ran. You shook droplets from your hair and laughed as your raincoat slid softly to the floor. Your hands were cold. You said mine were warm. Neither of us complained. Later, at the maple table in the kitchen, we gorged ourselves on pumpkin bread and steaming apple cider. You ate so greedily I had to kiss away the crumbs-- as I had the raindrops clinging to your lips. Our plates and cups lay empty, yet the feast continued well into the storm. When the rain let up, you left, dragging your crumpled raincoat through the puddles on the walk. Since then, I hardly think of you except when pumpkin bread is passed around or when the kitchen smells of apples or the cider sizzles on the stove or on a rainy, autumn afternoon or when the sky is overcast or sometimes when a single cloud moves past.   Terry
creeping and crawling I feel the taste of him withinI dream of being the good girl,the saint among saintsI tasted him and knew I was wrongthe one at home, happily waitingI'm intwined within a strangerI'm enthralled in his scent and kisses and this undeniable lustmy demon my devil of devilsI run from you only to find myself closera mistake? oh yesI love it andI hate it and I just cant help I am mouth open taste of hate and bitternessI'm only who I amand I feel itcreeping and crawling
A story of a fren on FB....ahahahahahahah‎   ...after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two pet lizards. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious,Dad. Can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do.  "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mum!" I was equally curious. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce," I asked my wife. "Well, what do you want me to do, post a friggin sign inside their cage?" she snapped. "they were supposed to be two boys!", "Yeah, Bert and Ernie!" my son agreed. "Well, it's just a little hard to tell on some guys, you know," she informed me sarcastically. By now the r
See My New Stuff The Wireless Mini Bluetooth Headphone Pink From
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Heat Qualify For The Eastern Conference Finals Olympic Nba Camp Is Expected To Continue The Brilliant
Miami Miami on the 25th into the Eastern Conference finals, because the absence of injuries and suspensions, respectively, in the main team, Bosh and Udonis Haslem, the Heat still by virtue of the burning of morale eliminated the Pacers, showing had an ace team of toughness, the championship phase gradually emerged. The next game, Haslem and Chris Bosh will be successively returned to the freed Battier from the excessive defensive pressure, the Heat players can wait for 76 people with the green jersey a few vans shoes online days to rest and adjust Army winner. Pick of the NBA camp for three consecutive years, O'Brien trophy, the present situation, a tradition that hopefully prolong the Miami team is the best defenders in this year's Champion's law? Heat advance to the Eastern Conference finals wait for the opponent Olympic champion's Law is about to reproduce Heat series against Indiana The match process can be described as the ups and downs, before the people generally believe
Love ~ The Way It Used To Be ~ The Way It Should Be ~
Found this somewhere, and thought I would share it.....  Now a days people are so casual in saying "I LOVE YOU" to their partners, that they have forgotten I LOVE YOU' s REAL meaning. Lets try to remind them what that means..!! ♥ "I love you" means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else.♥ ♥ It means that I do not expect perfection from you just as you do not expect it from me.♥ ♥ It means that I will love you and stand by you, even through the worst of times.♥ ♥ It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do.♥ ♥ It means loving you when you're down not just when you're fun to be with.♥ ♥ It means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. ♥ ♥ It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough
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If You Only Knew - Maroon 5
I wake upThoughts of youTattooed to my mindAs I wonderWhat to wearWhat to eatWho to beWill I see you againAnd as my car breaks downI shake my head and sayWhat a dayIf you only knewWhat I went through just to get to youI'm hanging from youAnd I'll hold on if you want me toEvery bus, every train,Every cab, every lane is JAMMEDSo I looked to the skyAnd I reached for the planes with my handsIf all my days go wrongI'll think about last nightIt went rightIf you only knewWhat I went through just to get to youI'm hanging from youAnd I'll hold on if you want me toIf you only knewWhat I went through just to get to youI'm swinging from youAnd there's nothing I would rather do
Outlier To The World
I'm an the outlier to the world...get used to the established haven, dont feel like to strike and get over it
Come And Join Inked Bitches
Day 334
Two months from now, I lose what little innocence I have left...yeah fuckin right. November 14th is my 21st birthday, and i'll probably spend it home, sober, and alone. As usual. T and I are making some progress. Her bf dumped her because of distance (He's in CO with the Army, she's here). She has confided her ambition to try out for midget wrestling...she's a full head shorter than i she might make it. The other night she told me this, tears in her eyes, and expressing doubts about her abilities and her concerns that everyone will think less of her for it. I told her to go for it anyway (I really got into it, looking back on it, i feel awesome...when the occasion calls, i can be a bit of an inspirational speaker i guess), my arm around her shoulders (win) the entire time. She calls me her most annoying friend, but the only one she can talk to. she knows i want to go out with her, but still i got the vibe of FRIENDZONE lol. Nonetheless, it was progress. I want to go to w
About The No Fu Buck Bid Thing In Case You Wondered Lol You Can Accept And/or Start Off With Fu Buck Bids
Oh yeah, just one more quick update about the Halloween auction, if you the person up for auction decide that you want to accept fu buck bids at any time before or during the auction that is completely up to you! After all, you are the one being auctioned so if anyone who wants to enter this auction wishes to start off with fu buck bids just say the word and I will make sure to include that in your pic. Even if during the auction you feel that there may not be bids of other monetary value types then by all means let me know and I will update the auction for you. Again, I am not trying to make people pay for any of this I just think that all fu bucks really come in handy for is winning the spotlight and I would hope that when that time comes for everyone that their fubar friends will help with that!! Anyway no one has even brought this up to me but I like to try and be pro-active just in case anyone has these things in mind but hasn't come to me about it yet LOL! Please comment this blo
Ladakh Tourism Has Endless Possibilities For The Tourists
Ladakh Tourism   has a lot to offer to the tourists of all over the world with its captivating beauty and charming surroundings. If you are in the search of divinity and serenity then Ladakh Tourism   can be of great advantage for you. Major tourist spots of Jammu & Kashmir are divided into three regions, Jammu, Kashmir and Ladakh. The summer capital of Jammu & Kashmir, Srinagar, is itself a wonderful tourist destination. One can enjoy watching an array of tourist places including temples, mosques, gardens, lakes, waterfalls and other enthralling sightseeing places during the Ladakh Tourism  . If you have come from other countries or other part of India then you will find numerous hotels for accommodation in Jammu, Kashmir and Ladakh. Jammu is a wonderful and charming place and tourists can see diverse attractions here. One can see ancient temples, gardens, forts, amazing landscapes and different Hindu shrines etc. here in Jammu. Nandini Wildlife Sanctuary is another famous tourist de
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Day After....part 14
Room is hot,  sun is shinning from the window day after.. it's time for Marissa to go home. Late night drinking with her best friend, Anne and this man Marissa, does not know at all named David. Gets her things and walks out of there fast.. not saying good bye. Walks across the parking lot to her apt. And her friend is up.. had a few laugths.. partying some more.. into the night. David came over again to get Marissa phone number. She was so happy to give David her cell number. Marissa and Anne get ready for the day. Both have no clue the day will bring them. Nice summer day.. David had cold beers for them... They party into the Marissa thinking back on this night as she is fighting for her life.. not knowing if she is going to make it or not... in out of this dream she is in..  Part    14         bY LoVe GiRL   
If I Was To Love Let It Be Well
I f I was to think it would be of inner peace If I was to Dream it would be that all was well If I was to talk let my words have weight If I was to love let it be well If I was to hold you let you feel comfort If I was to scold you let it be Wise If I have to leave you let time be short If I have to raise you let it be high Scott lee baker

Salute Contest
Feelsgood's Fupony Lotto Salute Contest UPDATED 8/2/13 As promised I ran 2 Salute Contest's for Feelsgood's Fupony Lotto Tickets, one SFW & one NSFW. I guess there were many who didn't know that I was doing this, so there have been request's for me to run another. Well, you're in luck. I have decided to run 2 more! Below are the details & rules for the new contest's. Please do not ask me to break or bend them for you because I WILL NOT...... I'll be hosting two (2) Salute Contest's, one (1) SFW & one (1) NSFW. Entering these contest's is easy, just make me a personal salute!. Entry is open to all Fubar members. Ladies, you may enter both the SFW & NSFW contest's, if you like. Guys, I'm sorry, but you may only enter the SFW contest. Like most of the ladies here, I don't wanna see. Rules: My #1 Rule is NO DRAMA! Any issues resulting in drama that are brought to my attention will result in ALL involved parties being removed from the contest with NO QUESTIONS ASKED! Wanna create drama?
Foolish Games
Artist Jewel Album unknown Song Foolish Games You took your coat off and stood in the rain You were always crazy like that I watched from my window Always felt I was outside looking in on you You were always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say Besides some comment on the weather Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees These foolish games are tearing me apart Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart You're breaking my heart You were always brilliant in morning Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones As I clumsily strummed my guitar You'd teach me of honest things Things that were daring, things that were clean Things that knew what an honest dollar d
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All day and night I dream of being with you Then reality hits and seems like my dream will never come true I think about not being with you and I start to cry I look for what went wrong and ask my self why What did I do that didnt go right And continuously ask myself that question all day and night I know I have done things to make you upset And each day it makes me live with regret Then I realize the future can hold great things for me Like one day of me and you starting a family So I just sit in my corner and think of you And how long it will take for my dream to come true Several times throughout the following year I will come back just to see my sweet special dear I must have done something wrong somewhere Please tell me, you can whisper it in my ear I want to make sure it never happens again Because it is so hard to act like just a friend Your love gives me wings to fly Without your love I would just fall and die I heard once love is like saying Geronimo You j
My Life....
I lived for you.... I slept to have energy to love you.... I loved only you.... You were my everything.... How do I go on without you.... I miss you so much.... I want you back.... I love you.... HOw can I go on everyday with you? I don't know how.... I haven't figured out how to go on everyday, without cooking for, cleaning for you, making sure that you laundry is done, making sure that you are ok. Knowing that you aren't ok, makes me not okay! I need you! COME BACK!
Life By Monti
Life to me is crazy but fun , life can be full of surprizes as well as duds. my life is like a mack truck waiting to dump the loads off my back,like a person who's addicted to crack. My life is like an emotional roller coaster,hoping that for my problems that I had don't put me in jail or burrie me under the ground. My life was erupted as the devil was trying to make me gain the world to lose my soul, But jesus has been there for me ever since i was a baby in my mother's womb.we've all thought about taking our life's at one point, meaning i will probably have someone relate to what i've felt about life and what i went and been through at some point. My life had it's ups and downs, but i stuck it out by sruggling and finding my way out. My life will be whatever god brings my life, i will always be a man of honor with stripes & love, this is my life,and i wouldn't trade it for the whole wide world. THANKYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its That Day Again
In a moment marks the start of a new birth year for me, Did you know that every year around your birthday the Sun returns to the exact position in the sky as it was the day you were born? This is called a Solar Return. Investigating the position that the planets are in during your Solar Return can give you a great deal of insight on your upcoming year. To help you celebrate your Solar Return, Here I enclueded the 12 zodiac signs "LIBRA" Libra is called the scales. In ancient times, the sun passed through Libra at the autumnal equinox (when the day and night are the same length). Many middle Eastern cultures used Libra to represent justice. In Greek astronomy, the stars that now make up Libra were the claws of Scorpio. Libra is easiest to see in May. Eventually, Libra came to represent the Golden Chariot of Hades. This connects with the autumn, as Hades falls in love with the Persephone, the daughter of Demeter (the goddess of the harvest). The scales are also s
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In Re "support The Troops"
The US military blowing things up in some other part of the world is not my doing, does nothing for me, in no manner "protects me" and merely robs money from me in the form of taxation on behalf of corporate welfare. I am sorry that this "system" requires your family to join the military and kill people so you can eat.  I'd rather my tax dollars go to feeding, housing and providing medical services to the population and the choice of war instead  attests to the utter failure of such "system" ... not something to be celebrated. So I do not "support the troops". Love of Country is right out of Mein Kampf, would you fuck a rabbit hole or rub your pussy up against Mount Rushmore? It's a mass of land defined by Treaty boundries under the Law of Nations, which is supposed to be governed by the United Nations but the war mongers you elect to the National Government don't like that idea because they'd rather start offensive wars with small defenseless countries than actually provide for the G
Be back later everyone way to many friend request and comments to keep up with since I logged in lol make sure to not just add me but rate me to :)
Mario Doing The Tango
Mario Your My Champion!
The Card I Am
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
Mexicans And Shoes
Why do Mexicans only tie one shoe? Because on the bottom of the shoe it says "Taiwan".
About Me
I'm not here to make any romantic connections. I'm very happily married to a wonderful man, and I'd like to keep it that way. What I am here for is to meet new people, have a few laughs and have some good conversations. Having said that, I tend to add anyone to friends who sends a request, but I do try to get back to everyone that comments or shouts at me. I am hopelessly addicted to Netwavz Radio and will shamelessly promote it every chance I get, so at least check it out once and let me know what you think. I have a bad habit of leaving the computer on when I am at work or sleeping, so don't think I'm being a bitch because I show up online but don't respond. Chances are, if you don't hear from me, I forgot to close out my browser windows again.
Hear My Voice...i Wanna Hear Yours Too!
Ok Friends.... Go to my page and listen to the voice comments.... I left mine on there... But I wanna hear your voices, and dont forget to tell me who your are (screen name)...I have a "thing" for voices!!! So call the number, enter the code...and talk to meeeeee ... Show me the Love!!! ***HUGS AND KISSES AND ALL THAT SHIT*** thanks everyone, MaryBerry
Oh Yea!!!
After 10 years of marriage sex with my wife is down to three times a year." "Same here pal. " "As a matter of fact, if mine didn't sleep with her mouth open, I'd have none at all."
Im So Lost
i dont understand how to use this... so yeah... hahahhaa im lose :(
Sending Wishes!!
I am once again alone for the New Years celebration, but thankfully I will be with my friend Krysii and her kids and I will also have my boys with me... So being alone with no man wont be all that bad... We are going to play games n watch movies and watch the ball drop in New York!! Woohooooo and for those of you who do have my yahoo I will be on cam tonight only because Im sure some of you would love to see me and those that have seen me dont want to see me and we know who I am talking about... I do have a cam but I do not like to be on it, and in all honesty I do not play with myself on my cam, I never have and I never will, I just wish that some people would just respect my wishes.. But all in all I will be camming tonight for the New Years, God Bless you all all my friends that show me support and all my hot sexy dark skinned men, you know your hot n gorgeous so you all do your thang!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL AND MAY THIS YEAR BRING YOU MUCH BLESSING ON ALL YOU DO!! G
House In Raway New Jersey
written for Ris...because, she likes it. freaked out while the moon man came, and sat upon the post. to whom he thought, the rythem flew, he counted each sand of coast. faraway, the crooning cry, of menacing moose are seen. for time and money, cannot shine, like the liver and the spleen.
This Wasn't Part Of The Deal
I guess I retain large amounts of anger. Mostly for myself. I was supposed to be a Marine sniper. Or an EMT. Or a lawyer. Something other than a worthless cripple. My asthma and hearing (or lack thereof) kept me out of the service. My knees kept me from being an EMT. Now I'm taking up space, unable to sit stand or move much at all. Everything that has happened is my fault. My penance for past sins is pain. Lots and lots of pain. I can live with that, as long as I can at least take the edge off. Now my doctors want me to stop taking the only thing that keep me sane. I wnat to know what the hell is going on, but I haven't gotten an answer. Change my meds, don't just take them all away outright. I will not be responsible what happens in my pain induced stupor. i already have trouble coping. Taking everything away is not the answer, but a rather dangerous idea. I don't want to hurt anyone, but I could be dangerous if I'm in severe enough pain. I've done enough horrid stuff. I don't need to
Guest Book
One year ago as I was turning 22: I had no crush as I was really heartbroken. I had fallen in love with someone since Amanda, (Lynda). I had never been engaged. I was in Centennial, Colorado. I was not going to school. I had no job. I had no working car. I had no friends near me. I lived online. I plaed cIV a lot. I rarely played on my XBox. I never went oot. I rarely had fast food. I talked on the phone most with Sheila. My favourite person was Sheila. My favourite songs were "Someday" by Juliet Simms and "Someday We'll Know" by Mandy Moore and Jonathon Foreman. My favourite movie was "Phantom of The Opera". My favourite website was CS. My favourite TV show was American Idol. I had not gotten my tattoo. I had had 2 taxable jobs. I had never gotten a ticket. I hadn't been drunk, despite trying once. I hadn't been oot of North America. Now as I'm turning 23: I have a crush. I have truly fallen in love with someone since Amanda and Lynda, (Sheila). I am
Computer Viruses...
Keep your computer safe and read up on the latest viruses going around out there! Monica Lewinsky virus - Sucks all the memory out of your computer.. Ronald Reagan virus - Saves your data, but forgets where it is stored.. Mike Tyson virus - Quits after one byte.. Oprah Winfrey virus - Your 200MB hard drive suddenly shrinks to 80MB, and then slowly expands to 300MB.. Lorena Bobbit virus - Turns your hard disk into a 3.5 inch floppy.. Dr. Jack Kevorkian virus - Searches your hard drive for old files and deletes them.. Ellen Degeneres virus - Your IBM suddenly claims it's a MAC.. Titanic virus - Makes your whole computer go down.. Disney virus - Everything in the computer goes Goofy.. Prozac virus - Screws up your RAM but your processor doesn't care.. Sharon Stone virus - Makes a huge initial impact, then you forget it's there.. Tim Allen virus - Appears helpful, only to destroy your hard drive upon contact.. Woody Allen virus - Bypasse
Crazy Little Thing Called Love
There is the kind of love that you have for most anyone in your life... and, then there is that special sort of love that goes beyond measure. Just kind of drives you crazy doesn't it???? Crazy Little Thing Called Love Lyrics ~~ Queen ~~ This thing called love I just can't handle it This thing called love I must get round to it I ain't ready Crazy little thing called love This thing (this thing) called love (called love) It cries (like a baby) In a cradle all night It swings (woo woo) It jives (woo woo) It shakes all over like a jelly fish I kinda like it Crazy little thing called love There goes my baby She knows how to Rock'n'Roll She drives me crazy She gives me hot and cold fever Then she leaves me in a cool cool sweat I gotta be cool relax get hip! Get on my tracks Take a back seat Hitch hike And take a long ride on my motor bike Until I'm ready Crazy little thing called love I gotta be cool relax get hip! Get on my track's Take a bac
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Baby Jesus, meek and mild. Pray for me, an orphan child. Be my strength, be my friend, be with me until the end. Amen
Dads Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to
Am I Weak?
I am so pissed. As you maybe know, I work with mental ill agressive people. Most of the people think that its a rough, macho culture at my work. It can be, but most of the time its pretty nice to work there. Most of my collegues hate the macho culture everybody thinks it is. Now I will tell you: I am small, normal lenght, love to wear 2 tales in my hair and tight bright clothes. For 1/2 a year ago I suffered from a depression and I had broke my rib during a fight. I got the feeling that some of my collegues now think that I am weak, just because of my looks and deseases. That really pisses me of! Any ideas what to do?
Got Chronic Illness?
Here's Is Something That May Help You Deal. Like a chef trying out new ingredients to get just the right flavor in a dish, people with arthritis and related conditions may have to experiment to find the best ways of coping with fatigue, pain and difficult sleeping. Finding a balance and rhythm to your life may be difficult at times, but having a solid plan for coping should help. Here are some tried and true tips: LISTEN TO YOUR PAIN AND FATIGUE: They are signals that you need to slow down. Ignoring them may make your condition worse. (this is so true I had to slow down) FOLLOW ACTIVITY WITH INACTIVITY: Rest to prepare for and active day. Set aside time after and active hour to take it easy. EXERCISE AT YOUR OWN PACE: After your exercise program according to how you feel each day. You may want to try swimming, yoga, tai chi or walking. LEARN TO TAKE THE MIDDLE ROAD: Instead of thinking you can't do the things you love because of your arthritis, find creative ways to do wha
Window Seat
There's a tapping on my window seat, a tapping from the outside. the chilling wind blows in, wiping dry my shady tears, which should have left so long ago. i sit here at my window seat, another family in my house, which we built so long ago. Many years have come and gone, and yet i still sit here staring out my window seat. i close my eyes, the old grandfather clock sings, one... two... three... His car pulls into the driveway, four... five... six... the entrance door slams shut, seven... eight... nine... he walks across the room, the same piercing stare on his face. He picks me up from my window seat; across the room i fly. the other family in my house can't see what he will do. it's been sixty years since i could feel the pain, yet it feels like only yesterday. he throws me into the walls over and over, slapping and hitting me again and again. i can feel the warmth of the blood run down my face. across the foom i fly, my head a thump upon my window seat. he walks pass and li
15 By 3 Inch Story
"I got a new Dildo from "Kathleen's Collection", it's 15 inches long , and 3 inches thick! You know how I like that stuffed full feeling, but this time I think I've met my match." "I ordered it for a new challenge, and to suprise my husband when he returns. So far I haven't had much luck, I can only get about half of the head in --- not that I don't cum like mad trying, but it is a bit frustrating; perhaps I need a bit more motivation, what do you think Karen, am I finally over the deep end?" "Don't be silly, I think I have just the right solution to your problem," you say with a grin, "besides, I've been wanting to try this on you for quite awhile." You lead me to the bedroom and tell me to get undressed. My usual assortment of toys and lubes is strewn about the headboard, but on the pillow awaits my new toy. You walk over to it as I undress. "This thing is huge" you say as you try to wrap your hand around the shaft, "I think I can do it for you though,
It Still Hurts.
I saw him online breifly on yahoo. I didnt know what to do. I haven't talked to him in months. His account here vanished. I still feel the pain in my heart. I have to get over this. The pain..and I just want to cry like I am now...DAMNIT
My heart breaks like glass shattering to pieces, how foolish I was to think it would last. Rain pours down my face concealing the tears streaming down my face. As the wind howls with my pain knowing now that loving you was in vain and things will never be the same. Wondering in an endless sea of darkness and doubt wondering if or when I'll ever find my way out. Once you were my guiding light showing me the way through the darkest of nights. As my shattered heart turns slowly turns to ice and the night grows cold and dark. I now know I was ment to do this alone to find my way from behind the shadow of your doubts. Knowing now it's you I can live without. JAK (poisonivy)
There was a competition to cross the English channel doing only the breaststroke, and the three women who entered the race were a brunette, a redhead and a blonde. After approximately 14 hours, the brunette staggered up on the shore and was declared the fastest. About 40 minutes later, the redhead crawled up on the shore and was declared the second place finisher. Nearly 4 hours after that, the blonde finally came ashore and promptly collapsed in front of the worried onlookers. When the reporters asked why it took her so long to complete the race, she replied, "I don't want to sound like I'm a sore loser, but I think those two other girls were using their arms..."
Remebering Chris Benoit
A look at the career of the "Rabid Wolverine" June 25, 2007The sports-entertainment world has lost a Legend, as WWE is saddened to report that Chris Benoit and his family were found dead in their Atlanta-area home today. Benoit was 40 years old. A trainee of the legendary Stu Hart, Benoit began his career in 1985 in Calgary after training with Stu and the Hart Family in the infamous Dungeon. Benoit idolized former World Tag Team Champion Dynamite Kid, and the high-flying style Benoit utilized throughout his career was influenced heavily by the British Superstar. However, his training in the Dungeon helped mold him into one of the best technical grapplers in sports-entertainment history as well. Benoit competed for Stu Hart¡¯s Stampede Wrestling organization from 1985-1989, where he held both the British Commonwealth Title and the International Tag Team Title four times each, before heading to Japan, where his career truly blossomed. He originally competed as the masked Pegasu
Random Observation Of The Day...
Who knew? I had one leftover Swedish pancake from breakfast this morning. It was actually a rather burn-up sort of pancake, a result of inattention to it due to an unrelated fiasco (another long story, don't ask). In any case, by the time breakfast was over, the pancake was...crunchy. So I crumbled it up into smaller pieces on the patio table outside on my deck. I just glanced over there a second ago, and a female cardinal was sitting on the table helping herself to the pancake! So cardinals like Swedish pancakes--- who knew?!
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I Believe
I Believe 7-17-07 I believe in walks in a park I believe in walks on a beach I believe in romantic walks in the dark But most of all I believe in walking hand in hand I believe in beautiful I believe in sweet and sexy I believe in hot and sensuous I believe in endless nights of passion But most of all I believe in them with you I believe in love at first sight. I believe in soul mates. I believe in a love that can never die I believe in a love that can grow But most of all, I believe in you
I'm Feeling Lazy
I haven't written anything in a while, and I dunno why. Anyways, I'm not gonna say much since I'm feeling real lazy. Have a great Sunday ya'll! :)
Murphy's Lesser Known Laws
Murphy's Lesser Known Laws 1. Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. 2. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 3. Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. 4. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't. 5. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. 6. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. 7. If you lined up all the cars in the world end to end, someone would be stupid enough to try to pass them, five or six at a time.... on a hill....on a the fog. 8. If the shoe fits, get another one just like it. 9. The things that come to those who wait will be the things left by those who got there first. 10. Give a man a fish a d he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer. 11. A flashlight is a case for holding dead batteries. 12
Finally Found What I Was Looking For
What a pleasant surprise it was to find this community. After basically giving up on ever finding a place that was filled with people that are interesting, adult in orientation, full of gorgeous women, and somewhere to let my hair down, and maybe meet people that I don't have to hide half of myself from, and best of all free. Such a joy to finally find what I knew had to be out there somewhere, and even better one where I might finally be able to put an end to being deprived of so much of what makes life fun, and worth living. Looking forward to making new friends, and hoping to fill the hole in my life.
Cool Juggling,i Know Sounds Lame,but Really This Is Cool As F*ck!
Giving out shot's today, who wants one? Leave me a comment telling me what's your favorite drink and I will get for you!
so i have about 45 11s left... what to do with them, what to do lol hell it's even happy hour too so help me out!!
I cannot believe I'll be 30 in 2 days. It feels like yesterday that I turned 20. What should I do to celebrate? Help me out people. I want to be around as many women as possible.
"If there is righteousness in the heart, there will be beauty in the character, If there is beauty in the character, there will be harmony in the home. If there is harmony in the home, there will be order in the nation, When there is order in each nation, there will be peace in the world". ~ Lao - Tse - 6th century Another gift from Lady Victoria! You are truly a treasure trove of wisdom, dear friend! Blessings!
Why do so many people change their status to "Naked", "Naked, bedtime" or "Going to bed naked"? Are we suppose to be turned on by that? Who gives a rats ass!!!
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What An Idiot!
This broad actually rated my breast cancer awareness pic a 6....what balls!!!??? mel@ fubar
In The Next Several Days
I will be cleaning up my friends list.. to start off with I am removing all friends.. I will be going to my fans list and readding friends from there. If you are my fan you will be getting a friend request and at that time i will make sure i have you fanned and rated has well. I know this may piss a few of you off but hey this is my page do what you gotta do.. to those of you that stay thanks and lots of love. keep in mind i have 15,000+ fans it may be a few days before you see my request in your box again but you will get it if your on my fan list
3 Month Vip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am HOLDING a V.I.P. CONTEST............. 1ST PRIZE: 3 MONTH VIP: 2ND PRIZE: 7 DAY BLAST: 3RD PRIZE: 3 DAY BLAST: RULES: NO DRAMA...... NO BASHING OF ANY KIND..... SELF COMMENTING IS GREAT... NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED (WE ALL KNOW WE CAN WIN WITHOUT THEM..)ANY PIC OF YOUR CHOICE AS LONG AS IT IS SFW............ The CONTEST will be starting on NOV. 1ST @ 11:00 P.M.PST and ENDING on NOV. 11TH @ 11:00 P.M.PST IF interested click the pic. below.... This bulletin is brought to you by: Memory@ fubar (repost of original by 'Memory' on '2007-10-27 12:56:00') (repost of original by '~Cherrybomb™~ Cõ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.Mystic Tearz of LDC~Club F.A.R.~B of B~' on '2007-10-27 12:57:15')
Fate Of The Dog
11/21/2008 Dear Readers: I am sure all of you heard about the news about "Dog" the TV bounty hunter apologize for using 'N-word'. My quatrain indeed denunciate the type of energy ahead of us and I MUST caution everyone of you before hand as this window will be nasty. This family is "Plutonic" in nature and anything to do with this planet always mean a death of some sorts, secrets and lots of drama. Memo NEXT DRAGON WINDOW NOVEMBER 9TH (#) Famous Death/Dramatic News/Police/FBI/CIA/Mob/Secrets/Scandals/Wake Up Call/Terrorism/Finances/Sex/Serial Killers. Shame to Light Life Death Reality Strike Battle Of God Power Ugly Evil Lead men's Tainted Spirit Quatrain Written by Dr. Turi 11/1/07 Only a "Plutonic" character will do this to his parents and this "Death Wish Generation" means business and should be taken very seriously when under stress. Note also that this passionate and destructive generation will use anything and anything to enforce their
The Dragon And The "dog"
11/03/07 Dear Readers: Many of you requested me to explain how and why the "Universal Code" acted in "the Dog" life. As mentioned before never forget that your will (the part of God) in us, is much stronger than the stars but without "Cosmic Consciousness" or an understanding on how the subconscious interact with the stars, one is simply doomed to suffer the worse of a mixture of celestial and subconscious' manifestations. "Ignorance is evil, knowledge is power" and like 99% of the population walking this earth, the "Dog" did not know about his celestial identity and could only suffer his fate. Sad enough some people reading my work may seem my newsletters as a smart way to sell my books or products and miss the "entire forest" not realizing the options given to them to upgrade their vibrations through cosmic education that would lead them to a safer, wiser and a more productive life. Options are constantly given to everyone reading my material to grow spi
Been here n texas 3 weeks..same old story. The only guys ever interested are either way too young...19, 22...or way too old...69..72...I have no idea why life is doing this...I know someone up there is lying on the floor rolling in laughter ...saying send her another young one...make sure he lives with his
A Lonely Heart Is Easily Bruised
Today is a day like any other. Hoping today might be the day I find another. Another girl to love and hold. Someone who'll make my feelings grow, until we're old. Just someone to care for, someone to touch. But it seems like thats asking to much. The days keep coming, and I'm growing old. My hearts still in the past, left out in the cold. I know what my problem is, I can't find the words. And when I try and fail, thats when it really hurts. Months and years have passed, and I'm still alone. Now I'm wondering if I'll ever have a place that feels like home. Right now a glimpse of love is all I need. For anyone willing, to make my heart bleed.
From The Heaven's Door Lounge
I am the owner of the Heaven's Door Lounge. Everyone of the Heaven's Door Lounge.. Myself, the staff and it's members want to wish you and yours a very Happy Thanksgiving. MySpace Comments & MySpace Backgrounds If you like.. Please feel free to click on the banner above.. and come check us out. We are a very friendly lounge with amazing people. Hugs & Lots Of Love The Heaven's Door Lounge.
I Never Really Knew You.
I never really knew you You were just another friend But when I got to know you I let my heart unbend I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say But I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I love you!.
What The?
Another One Thanks Phatso -btw She's Like Gorgeous
~My 2007 Awards~ 1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR My 12 yr old cousin just playin! 2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend) - Glo-Nuts 3) NEWCOMER AWARD - NEWEST FRIEND? Im averaging about 3 a day 3) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR? I actually went the ENTIRE year without having to get stitches yay I learned to walk! 4) LOW POINT OF THE YEAR? My best friend in the world Mike...heroin over dose in the bathtub...Love you man....Glo-nuts husband. LOVE YOU much 5) BEST HOLIDAY? presents 6) YOUR SONG FOR 2007? Uh the E-40 song...youuuuuuu and that booty 7) MOVIE FOR 2007? hostile? 10) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH? one 11) BEST RELATIONSHIP? With My son of of course 12) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN? My son's Date 13) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR? CHILLLI's baby back ribs 14) BOOK OF THE YEAR? Ghetto Nation 15) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR? To get me and my son our own apartment! Whew good job rae 16) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR? T
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hi plz add r4ate fan this guy hes my best friends for 23 yrs and hes shy as hell thx
The Meaning Of Love!
Sonny Jay Receives 2007 Editor's Choice Award from & The International Library of Poetry! You can check it out on their site or right here:   The Meaning of Love  is caring for one another unconditionally and creating a bond of oneness. Listening and actually hearing what the other has to say. Giving each other freedom to excel in their own fields. Trusting in each other with no strings attached. Communicating when communication is needed. Telling each other secrets that you know won't be repeated.   Love is a Gold mine if management is whole heartedly true. This true love, is the best Love that will last two people their whole lifetime through!    by Sonny Hairston … Copyright 2007
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and is not proud. Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not get upset with others. Love does not count up wrongs that have been done. Love is not happy with evil but is happy with the truth. Love patiently accepts all things. It always trusts, always hopes, and always remains strong. Love never ends. There are gifts of prophecy but they will be ended. There are gifts of speaking in different languages, but those gifts will stop. There is the gift of knowledge, but it will come to an end. The reason is that our knowledge and our ability to prophecy are not perfect. But when perfection comes, the things that are not perfect will end. So these three things continue forever: Faith, Hope, and Love. And the greatest of all these is Love.
Nine Words Women Use.
1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when
Well on Christmas Mike purposed to me...I said yes. We don't have a date yet but there it is. I'm engaged.
The Mile High Club
Spot Light
So I've been thinking, uh oh!!! Beware!!! I joined Fubar a little over a year ago. In that time I have met a ton of awesome people! Hosted a couple of Happy Hours, and leveled Godfather! That's pretty awesome in my opinion. The only thing I haven't done, is bought a Spot Light. I just recently learned that after level 25 buying the Spot Light is not an option! I really really would like to do this before it's too late. But I need some help. If you can help me make my last wish come true, I would be in debt to you for almost forever!!! Please send me some Fu Bux so that I can buy a Spot Light!!!!! xoxo These people Have already donated 100,000 Fu Bux Each....Aren't they awesome!!!!!! MyZtErY ☆ DirtySouthCrew ☆ Owned by Tim~SouthernOutlawBiker~ ☆ I.B.I.C. ☆@ fubar Tsisquo'ga ♥Native American Queen♥ ~ Club F.A.R. ~@ fubar This Awesome Chic just donated 75,000 Fu Bux!!! ~Mydnyte™~Owner of I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~Manager of D.T.B.~@ fubar
Last Of The Golden Tickets........
Thank YOu all for Joining In the FUN that we have had and are Going to have.. Dont Forget To come to the Forbidden lounge Tomorrow NIght @ 10 Fubar Time. We will Be doing the drawing then..This has been Loads of fun and We have met Some fabulous Folks...Dont fOrget to keep your Eyes out for More and Dont Forget Fu-Cupid Hes out there waiting for the next one to shoot the arrow at..LOL...Thanks again IF you have any Questions feel free To let US know.. Heres SOme more Amazing People...((That Enjoy Fun))Thanks everyone.. °°«MîñX»°°-Co Owner of Adrenaline Radio-☆2nd Alarm Hottie☆Big Daddy Nick's GF☆ $ 25,000.00 ((50)) Tickets ((50)) Tickets Last Day Special Baka $ 55,000.00 ((110)) Tickets Bought By Muerte Bella ((110)) Tickets Last Day Special ~~dream goddess~ ~fu wife to magicfun cpl~~ $ 50,000.00 ((100)) Tickets Bought By Magicsfun
Feb 1
Sitting around 31000 for the contest so far...again want to thank all that have helped....have also been told that the ending date for the contest is Feb 29......
I Got Tagged.....
I got tagged by my lovely friend Metal Sandy Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I have a pet rabbit and cat, both of which I'm really allergic to and now on tablets every day! 2) I love musical theatre and went to dance school until I was 18. 3) Terrified of fireworks - I actually run away from them! 4) My favorite larger is Peroni - but will drink anything lol. 5) Favorite colour is purple. 6) I can't drive but will be learning this year, watch out everyone - I get road rage when riding my bicycle! 7) Fav food is Thai, Japanese or Chineese. 8) I sing in a local choir (not a church one) and do a few concerts with them a year. 9)
Tagged For The Third Time
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I was very involved in church and a Sunday school teacher and deacons wife for about 4 years. 2. I no longer believe in God. 3. I was sexually, mentally, and physically abused by my father when I was young. 4. I think I can handle everything on my own without any help. 5. I wish I knew how to paint, it seems so relaxing. 6. Mommy Dearest is my all time favorite movie. 7. I'm a text message whore. 8. I love the movie The Princess Bride 9. I have a "To Do" list of things to do before I die. 10. I have talked to Jonathan Davis and Reginald "Fieldy" Arvizu personally on my cell phone. They are personal friends of a friend of mine. They call me from time to time =D I will be tagging no one because I don't wanna!!!!
Hello fu family and friends! Just wanted to get the word out am moving this weekend to my new place cant wait (my dream place) Anyway the new place isnt wired yet for the cable so it is going to be a week befor am back on.... I will miss ya all and cant wait to get back love me while am gone hope you all have a great week or so Love ya all hugs and kisses Bren~Blu
Vietnamese Salad
Vietnamese Salad This recipe is a Western version of the spicy Vietnamese dish. Basil is a commonly used herb in most Asian countries. Serving: Serves: 6 Total Time: 37 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2 1/4 pounds MUSSELS or CLAMS 1 1/2 cups dry white WINE Large bunch fresh BASIL 2 CARROTS 4 small heads mixed salad GREENS 7 ounces PEANUTS, shelled and peeled Vegetable oil 1 tablespoon LIME juice 1 GARLIC clove 1/2 cup peanut OIL 3 tablespoons FISH SAUCE 2 tablespoons SUGAR 1 small fresh CHILI pepper Large bunch fresh mint DIRECTIONS: Soak the mussels/clams in a bowl containing cold water, until they stop releasing sand. Cultivated mussels do not require long soaking. Wash the mussels/clams, scraping off the beard. Place the mussels/clams, wine and 1/3 of the basil leaves in a saucepan and bring to a boil. Cover and cook for 5 minutes, until the mussels/clams open. Remove from the heat and allow the mussels/clams to cool in their liquid. Discard any mussels/clams w
Asshats Of America feel free to message him with your own comments. The Broken says: i'm sure he desrved it and goodbye i cant talk to ppl who take part in this war, and are families of monsters out there raping little kids and killing innocent ppl ... i wont talk to you ever again. He'll learn not to run his mouth to me.
Help Please
im in a contest to win a hh please help me out with a few comments thank u
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My Chemical Romance Lyrics
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS "I Don't Love You" Well, when you go Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay And maybe when you get back I'll be off to find another way And after all this time that you still owe You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know So take your gloves and get out Better get out While you can When you go Would you even turn to say "I don't love you Like I did Yesterday" Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating But baby when they knock you Down and out It's where you oughta stay And after all the blood that you still owe Another dollar's just another blow So fix your eyes and get up Better get up While you can Whoa, whooa When you go Would you even turn to say "I don't love you Like I did Yesterday" Well come on, come on When you go Would you have the guts to say "I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday" I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday I don't l
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A Word About "in The Meadow"...
"In The Meadow" started off as a poem that I wrote for an ex-girlfriend/LDR. She moved on, and so did I... eventually. Now the poem's in public domain (no names were used, so no harm done!). When I started up my Blog section, I kinda-sorta accidently used the poem title as the the blog title... instead of just the title of the blog entry... d'oh!!! Live 'n learn. To turn lemons into lemonade, I figured I'd cover my mistake by explaining that the blog title is a metaphor representing anything of a romantic (ie... sexual, sensual) nature. More to the point, "In The Meadow" represents a woman's second-most important sexual region (next to the brain, of course!). What does one find in a meadow??? FLOWERS, most certainly, and we ALL know what flowers symbolize... yes- the production of HONEY- wink, wink! One could also say that TALL GRASS can be found there, too; however, with the popularity of the uber-hygenic and oh-so-sexy practice of the shaving of the nether-regions, that referenc
i'm wasted. lol and i just thought i'd write myself a blog before i go to bed. i'm in such a great mood right now, it's not even funny. and i'm loving it :) anyways i'm in a very flirty kinda mood. and i would love for some people to flirt with me, so i can flirt back. lol. jk, all. im fittin' ta go to bed right now. so sleep sweet, i know i'll be writting another blog sometime. lo because soemtimes i just feel like it. so...whatever. lol sleep sweet y'all. love ya's! *xoxox* Miranda
Snuggle Bunny
from Master! this is so damn cute! xox thank YOU!
Guess Which One I Am And Own Me For A Month
Got a new job on Wednesday working at Geelong leather.
Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Jim Norton Returns, New O&a Photos, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Cream Pie Jones Audio, Traveling Virus Update, New Vi
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE AND ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Thursdee...ThursDEE... and our meaty-bosomed li'l pal Jim Norton is back from doing... something. He'll remind us where he was. Our memories are shot. NEW Boobs On RateMyWOW: Thanks to our west coast cronies Yoshi, and Brandon Iron, who is promoting his site LOAD MY MOUTH (seriously, don't click on that at work), we have a new set of nubs to show you, courtesy of starlet Mylie Moore: RateMyWOW: Mylie Moore (Ladies... submit your WOW photo now! Remember, no WOW in the photo = not getting on the site) ...If you like bosoms, and just need more of them... If any portion of the previous photo left you with an urge to fondle the bosoms of the sexy (but married) co-worker, you might want to check out this thingee... We're talking about Ashley Madison...the place you go if you want to cheat... discreetly (right, because so many people want to do it overtly...sheesh)... it's the dating ser
Single Again
Well i'm single i was just informed that me and friend in the military are just friends. So i'm up grabs guys. I want to go out and have some fun. Yes i'm hurt but i think i was prepaired for this. I'm done crying over silly men who don't know a good thing when they have it. That is all drop me a line woot.
You know that look in her eyes, The look that brings you alive, The look that stirs the depths of your soul, The look that makes you ever so bold. The look that leads you to a caress, Sending shivers up your spine no less, The touch of her lips set you on fire, Burning you up with such a desire. Pulling her close your body responds, Hating the clothes that you have on, Popping a button in all your haste, Hating the time you have to waste. Quickly now you fall on the bed, Only thoughts of her fill your head, Each of you knows where this Passion will lead, Neither satisfied 'til you fulfill all your needs. Harder and faster the Passion does drive, Letting you know that you are alive, Closer and closer you draw to the end, But neither really wanting this to end. Together you both explode in the night, Feeling that the whole world is now right, Collapsing together, both of you spent, Happy with how well this night has went. And there you lay in each othe
Point Of View
we all as poeple go threw life trying to do all the good that we can for other poeple. in my point of view for only one reason , to be remembered . we all want our loved ones and others to remember us fondly , as being a carring loving person . some poeple dont see this as i do and dont help when they can , thats up to them . but my point of view is this , if we all took a little time to just stop and think about how we want to be remembered , we would help those that need our help . its like this if you help one person they feel good that you did , and well maybe they will help two poeple . and it grows from ther nutill your helping that one person has become a movment that helps thousands of poeple . i hope you all that read this have a great day , and thank you for taking the time to read it .
Black Bubbles
So I have developed a theory at last... Do the black bubbles mean that someone has logged out, but left their status the same?... It's either that or no one will answer me as to why they have a black bubble... which is also possible.
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Giveaway For A 1yr Vip!!
So Fresh needs 55000 comment to win a 1 year VIP. Rates count as 5 comments so please go by and rate her pic and while you are there leave some comments. Any and all help is very much appreciated. So, what are you waiting for? Go do it now!!!! Just click the link below: (repost of original by 'Life-of -the-party' on '2008-08-27 18:18:24') (repost of original by 'SBM08~{Shadow Levelers}*~Fu-Owned By Sexy Annie Fu-owner of killa klown & Dee75' on '2008-08-27 18:19:57')
Adventures In Germany... #1
[I posted this on my Myspace after about a week in Germany.. Now I shall put it on FuBar. It seemed appropriate. :)] Ah! My first blog in Germany! Wow. There's so much to write. Well, I am learning new things every day. It's really quite interesting. My first German word I learned was "Ausfahrt" AUSFAHRT- (in the German-English dictionary/thesaurus) leaving, departure; exit, way out; drive, excursion. ...sounds strikingly similar to ASSFART. So, driving home along the Autobahn on Sunday (which took 2.5 hours longer than it should have due to traffic and construction - 4.5 hours total), I saw the sign A LOT. Everytime I saw it I'd say "Assfart". haha. I'm a retard. I now know the correct way to say it. I also now know Einfahrt (enter). I see those signs a lot because there are a lot of parking garages here in the cities. Hm... Bamberg. I originally thought it was about 20 minutes away. But, nope. And especially not with how fast Uwe drives! lol ... It's really
My Sign
Aries March 21 - April 19 Aries is the first Sign of the Zodiac, and that's pretty much how those born under this Sign see themselves: first. Aries are the leaders of the pack, first in line to get things going. Whether or not everything gets done is another question altogether, for an Aries prefers to initiate rather than to complete. Do you have a project needing a kick-start? Call an Aries, by all means. The leadership displayed by Aries is most impressive, so don't be surprised if they can rally the troops against seemingly insurmountable odds -- they have that kind of personal magnetism. An Aries won't shy away from new ground, either. Those born under this Sign are often called the pioneers of the Zodiac, and it's their fearless trek into the unknown that often wins the day. Aries is a bundle of energy and dynamism, kind of like a Pied Piper, leading people along with its charm and charisma. The dawning of a new day -- and all of its possibilities -- is pure bliss to an Aries
Autism, Bad Science, Vaccine Avoiders (?), And...
Worth having a look at an editorial in today (September 9)'s New York Times (available online at )
I have recently had a certain group of females attackin my page.. I block them and they send others -- they recently marked a large amount of my pics NSFW.. Could this be a jealousy issue or just stupidity? Either its high school teeny bop drama and is just petty.. So to u (YES IM SAYIN IT) JEALOUS PETTY WANNA BE ME females that think ur COOL by flaggin my photos and then blockin me. Ty for lettin me know that Im the center of your attention enuff that you take time out of your life to tho not rate but flag my photos face it YOU CANT BE UNTAMABLE ----YOU CANT BE ME:) so go get a life beter yet jump off a bridge..and for those that are joinin their little childish clan -- I thank you for the attention now.. and you can also BITE ME, and join them on that leap --the difference between me and you GIRLS is I dont care enuff to be there to wave at you on your way over the ledge. Now carry on in making me FAMOUS YOU LOSER HATERZ--- I disrespect no one and am nic
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My Heart Beat
Rivers of my love run deep, Into the valleys of your heart, Neither height, nor depth, Nor mountains too wide, Could show you, The depths of my Love, Way beyond the seas, Throughout all eternity, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Into the sun, Far beyond the sky, A thousand tears, That I have cried, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Forgiveness beyond measure, Memories to treasure, Love written as a lullaby, Enchanted dreams of you and I, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Miles and time, Song and rhyme, Money or gain, life or pain, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Loving me, embracing me, Eternally,
Hell Is Real!!!
Hello Everyone.........I know I have never been here in a while. I wanted to share you something what happend to me during those days. GOD SPOKE TO ME!!. You can mock me or laugh at me. I dont care but this is what I wanted to do before I leave. I have this burden in my heart to share this all to you. I have been wicked and become like the people who never care or believe there is God. I will assure you something........ I felt God precence in my life and here are some of the thought I wanted to share to you. I hope you would spend time to watch it. it is very important for you to know and hopefully will change your life. GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!
Cranberry Appleteaser
CRANBERRY APPLETEASER 8-cups cranberry juice cocktail 8-cups orange juice 2 lemons thinly sliced 4 tablespoons sugar 1 cinnamon stick 1/2 teaspoon nutmeg To Serve Hot: Mix all ingredients and simmer slowly for 10 minutes. Remove lemon slices, garnish with slices of orange. To Serve Cold: Simmer lemon, sugar, and spices with 2 cups of the cranberry juice. Add remaining fruit juices, chill and serve over ice mold or cubes.
Do U Know This Guy?
Chicken Marsala Ii
PREP TIME 10 Min COOK TIME 50 Min READY IN 1 Hr INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) * 1/4 cup butter, divided * 2 cups sliced fresh mushrooms * 1/4 cup all-purpose flour * 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder * 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 1/2 pounds skinless, boneless chicken meat - cut into 12 pieces * 2 slices bacon, diced * 1/4 cup cold water * 1 teaspoon cornstarch * 1/2 cup dry Marsala wine * add to recipe box Add to Recipe Box My folders: * add to shopping list Add to Shopping List * add a personal note Add a Personal Note DIRECTIONS 1. Melt 1 tablespoon butter in a medium skillet. Saute mushrooms until soft, remove from skillet and place in a small, covered bowl. 2. Mix flour, garlic powder, salt and pepper in a shallow dish or bowl. Dredge chicken in flour mixture. Place bacon in same skillet and cook over low heat until cooked but not crisp. Add 2 tablespoons but
Thanks Beach
Beach ... thanks so much for the three day BLAST. I am about to post it. One day we will get our erotic story completed. Muahhhhhhhhhhhh 36d hugs, ms. cleavage
Blingbux Bonanza Part Deux - Even Bigger
AUTO 11 BlingBux Bonanza Pt DEUX!!! Prizes Galore !!!! Chiina_Whiite I will be running an Auto 11 Tonight Nov. 19th 2pm Fu Time thru Nov. 20th 2pm Fu time. There are Three(3) Contests: RACE, RACE, RACE! At 2pm Fu Time The Race is On. The FIRST Three(3) to completely rate the 500 pic BlingBux Folder(link below)will win a CHECKERED FLAG BLING. Please Private Message me when you are done. The Grand Prize Drawings for Over 5 Mil: Rate ALL my EZ RATE 100 pic folders - Default Folder Included - and you will be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes 3 million fubux 1.5 Million Fubux 750k Fubux Please Private Message when you have finished rating and let me know that you would like to be entered into the drawing. Three(3)Winners will be randomly chosen out of a pool of contestants. 150k Bux Random Drawing: Rate the 500 picture folder(link below) and private message me after rating to enter your name into the random drawing! 3 winners per
What I Am Not - Revised
Going into my 4 month Addict name Carlton. I am going into my 4 month, a 107 days to be exact. I was looking at my life in dept and I noticed I came a long ways in short period of time. I feel like superman transforming from an active obsessed compulsive addict morph into a striving to be a dependable, sociable, willing and able, contributing member of many arenas that society of any kind will admire by my attraction instead of looking to hear my promotion. O my, what a difference I made when I realized what being obsessed with being high was. I can now focus on my different disabilities and know they all resulted to mismanagement quickly escalating to unmanageable I allowed. I had all the warning signs flashing in my face. Anyone who notice or is told that all of sudden their in capabilities are due to the desire not be manageable, because of drugs better listen. In me, all things slowly started happening, but in reality, they was moving quickly. After awhile it, were no option
Drink Recipes
ok i need help with a drink but can't seem to find it online. it's called a 5 layer firewater. if anyone knows how to make let me know please . thanks
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? table 2. Your significant other? single 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? deceased 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? computer 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE 9. Your dream/goal? employment 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? healthy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? dishonest 16. Muffins? banana 17. One of your wish list items?slippers 18. Where you grew up? Ohio 19. The last thing you did? sleep 20. What are you wearing? jammies 21. TV? news 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? Gateway 24. Your life? blessed 25. Your mood
Mondays Auto 11's Running
Troy Sent To Me, Thought It Was Cute
Sweet words are easy to say,Sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find Life ends when U stop dreaming Hope ends when U stop believing,Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whom ever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason To care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... Forward this to all the people whom U consider as your true friend. Dont forget to send it back to ME ..... If U Care Life is so short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love or don't want to lose in 2008, even me.... If you get 3 back, you are a great friend!
Why Me?
This is the one I wrote after we broke up. Why must this always happen to me? I find someone wonderful and now it's like it wasn't meant to be. Am I just fooling myself by thinkin you'd always care? If I turned around would you even be there? I wanted nothin more than to be with you hopin and prayin for somethin true. Maybe I'm not meant for anyone, maybe I'm just not meant to have any fun. So I ask this question will you always be my friend? Or are we just not meant to finish what we start? I just want this lonliness out of my heart. I'm so sick of all the pain, won't you please help me stop the rain? Please tell me you're gonna stay. That you have no intentions of ever going away. But if we're not meant to be just let me know then I guess I'll have to let you go. That is the last thing I want to do because I am so in love with you.
The Day
To day is the day for all to look up and be counting
Week 5
The changes to your growing embryo are not quite as drastic this week as they've been in the last few weeks. Growth is now largely focused on their little head, which is starting to develop much more rapidly than the rest of their tiny body. This is because their amazing brain is undergoing some very crucial and rapid development in order to effectively regulate their heart rate, blood circulation, and other vital functions. As for the rest of their miniature body, what were simple limb buds last week are limb flippers this week and the tail is more expressed. Amazingly, within a mere five weeks your little miracle is already developing the rudimentary forms of their liver, pancreas, lungs, stomach and nasal pits while their little heart is already increasing its circulation. Your baby is now a whopping 4-6mm in length.
i should be packing. arranging little travel soaps and shampoos in a bag, throwing in clothes, shoes, undies, reading material, extras... i leave for texas on wednesday and there's still a million things to do. i still need to get some rolls of quarters. no paper money is allowed inside. i still need to make the reservation on the rental car. i don't want to put 1500 miles on my own. it's a 12 hour drive or thereabouts...i'll travel through the florida panhandle, transverse that little tiny part of alabama that hangs precariously between florida and mississippi. I'll see mississippi at about's gorgeous. lousisiana will be dark as always and eats up the longest portion of my trip... i'll stop rarely. somehow i just don't feel all that safe stopping in rest stops and gas stations all by myself. music and phone-a-friends will keep me company. my excitement about leaving georgia behind will keep me awake. i'm staying at a guesthouse this time. there have been h
Heart is broken Hurts to much Can not care any more Will not touch Friends are lost So is Trust The heart still broken Tears some slowly Will stop soon Can not deal any more Might just leave Not needed around Feeling lost Always alone Lost in a daze Eyes blurry from tears Soon it will end Time will come Heart is still broken Incredibly numb
Purdy Pweaseee.......
Could all of my friends please go show my good friend Patti sum love, she's so close to leveling, no she doesn't have auto 11s, but shes always there helping everyone out, if u don't know her, ur truly missing out on a genuine friend. 274,244 Points to Disciple, lets get her leveled today! Ty in advance to all who helps! :) ◊ мz Łiℓ§yηfùℓОηЄ™ Bad Bitches~@ fubar
Grilled Calamari With Minted Red Pepper
Ingredients: Makes 4 Servings * 1 clove garlic , peeled * 2 1/2 Tbsp. extra-virgin olive oil , plus more for peppers * About 3 1/4 tsp. kosher salt * 1 1/3 pounds calamari (about 10 small), cleaned, preferably with skin left on * 3 large red bell peppers * 2 tsp. sherry vinegar * 10 fresh mint leaves, torn Grate garlic over a large bowl. Stir in 1 Tbsp. olive oil and 2 to 3 tsp. salt. Add calamari; toss to coat. Refrigerate 10 minutes or up to 2 hours. Preheat grill to high heat. Lightly coat peppers with olive oil. Grill about 20 minutes, turning occasionally until evenly charred. Transfer to a bowl and cover with plastic wrap. Set aside about 10 minutes. Carefully remove plastic; let peppers cool slightly. Working quickly, gently scrape off skin. Core and seed peppers, reserving juices. Slice into 1-inch-wide strips. In a bowl, combine peppers, their juices, vinegar, 1 Tbsp. olive oil, and 1/4 tsp. salt. Set aside in a warm place. Grill
Autos On Party And Level Here
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED My auto 11s will be on 2/15/09 till 1:00pm on 2/16/09, so you can come party on my page today, and level! I will have auto 11's and a bunch of pics and stash for you to rate... Happy leveling!!! COME ON AND PARTY HARD ON MY PAGE, BRING YOUR FRIENDS ALONG!... Special Invitation to all fu's! LET'S ROLL! PLEASE SUPPORT ME AND MY BIRTHDAY AUTOS. I LOVE YOU ALL! Click below to party on my page Send 'Princess Leia's Birthday PARTY KICK OFF! Please Re-post Contests strikes again... Please come on down to my party! THE 1st 3 PEOPLE TO RATE FOLDERS 1-5 get a 3K bling... PRIVATE MESSAGE PRINCESS LEIA WHEN COMPLETE. ***The 1ST 200 PEOPLE RATE 200 PICS FROM FOLDERS #1 and #2, private message me for sparkling cider. Please tap Princess Leia's profile with a 11 or 10 while you are there. The little pic below takes you directly to my pictures
Darkness Into Light
For every dark place a light is born for all to see, For those who cannot see must be guided to the path of light.
Haystak Vs. Eminem? No Contest!
We'll see how this turns out I Got $500 On Big Stak Taking His Ass Down
With Much Regret...
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themse
I Willnot 4 Get You
i willnot 4 get you i woz so happy i would just seat and think bout you and wish i woz with you i loved you so much win i woz sad i just think bout u and you made me so happy i thout you loved me 2 but you dint you just hart me so bad i wish the best 4 you i hop you will b so happy i will think bout you all the time i love you dont 4 get me plz.
True Love
whats true love you tell me and i will tell you people say they love you but is it true or are they lying and playing you well some are true and some are just you so tell me what is the real truth is your love true or you just playing me like you always wanted to do well i can say is F**K YOU because there is no true love between me and you and guess what my true love is within me the only person that can love me and see you guess it and thats me
Bratt Needs Help is her bully is the pic she needs rates on please help her out
Destined To Be Alone
I sit alone, day after day, nite after nite, I see so many in here with with relationships, online and real life and I wonder why I can't find someone who wants me for me? What's wrong with me that I can't get close to anyone? Is it because of my violent past? Not that I haven't had men that haven't wanted to have 1 niters, but that's not me. I ache to feel a man's arms around me, to have him genuinely want to be with me, but it just never happens. I've been alone so long I can't bear it anymore, this doesn't mean I'm going to jump on anyone who wants a 1 niter, it has to have chemistry, has to have meaning. Something I have accepted will never happen to me again. I had my chance in my 20's. He was violent, abuse and cheated on me. Despite all that I fought to save my marriage. I loved him deeply, I've never had that feeling before or after. Unfortunately he didn't want me. Now I have been looking for that love for over 20 years. If you are lucky enough to have found that kind of lov
Looking back upon my life all the the mistakes Ive made all the rights Ive done lost to me forevermore lost in time lost in darkness the depths of my mind needing wanting to fill that void the on thing I cant seem to do on my own I try and try still something missing lost to me forevermore lost to void why this hollow this void never filled Looking back upon my liIve lost my soul lost my way lost forevermore
I'm taking a quick holiday.  Thanks again for all teh spotlight bucks, I shall be doing my getting of a spotlight in a week or so when I get back off my hols.  Be good folks, and I'll see you in about ten days.   Your friend Ben Affleck No wait... kins.  
5 Minute Cake Recipe
  MY BFF emailed this to me yesterday. I just made it. Pretty cool. Although I only have Nestle Quik, so I used that. I used like 4 tbs of it and it doesn't seem to be enough. Kind of dry so maybe 3 minutes is too long. So tweek it out a little bit and let me know how it goes!!TROUBLE This is GREAT for when you crave chocolate cake!! Dangerous!! But sometimes we JUST NEED Chocolate Cake!! A RECIPE EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW The most dangerous cake recipe ... 5 MINUTE CHOCOLATE MUG CAKE 4 tablespoons flour 4 tablespoons sugar 2 tablespoons cocoa 1 egg 3 tablespoons milk 3 tablespoons oil 3 tablespoons chocolate chips (optional) a small splash of vanilla extract 1 large coffee mug Add dry ingredients to mug, and mix well. Add the egg and mix thoroughly. Pour in the milk and oil and mix well. Add the chocolate chips(if using) and vanilla extract, and mix again. Put your mug in the microwave and cook for 3 minutes (1000 watts high). The cake will rise over the top of the mug, but don't be al
Eveybody Look At This Please
Little Nevaeh was found in the river just 5 miles from our house. She was found on the river bank and was encased in cement.All of Monroe is upset and enraged at the fate of this precious child whose mother hung around child molesters. Nevaeh called one of them daddy George. Ann Howard
Bid On Me Damnit!
And I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For.
Hi,I saw your pic and would love to know what are you looking for here. I got this in a private message yesterday. Of course it's from someone no higher than grasshopper. Of course they live in Florida. And when I went to their page, I found they only had one picture and their friends list consisted mostly of women from Florida and the usual points whores. They didn't send the question with a drink or a rose or a teddy bear. They didn't rate all my pictures and leave a bunch of comments. Very unusual. He is obviously new here. This isn't how it works Mr. Grasshopper. You're doing it all wrong Mr. One pic. guy. You'll never get any where with this sort of thing. I just thought I should let you know that. You have to first rate all my stuff and leave comments about how pretty I am and how my dog is just the cutest. You have to read all the captions and the come up with clever responses. And when you come across the "please stare at my boobs" picture you have to say, "can do" or some
Loungin Levelers Bully
    Loungin' Levelers welcome you to come join a new and growing family of levelers. We are a hard working family and DRAMA free. If your looking to help others and yourself, look no further. Stop on by the home of the Loungin' Levelers and find yourself a hammock to lounge in!!! LounginLevelers@ fubar
Life In The Fast Lane...
This week has beat my ass into the ground like no other! I had to cover what was closed on Friday on my Monday plus, do my floral.... *is beat* Yesterday, it felt like 150 degrees in my van sucked. So, that is my excuse for not doing the "floral" blog this week...not that I think you missed it or anything. I don't dig this new home page format at all!! wtf do we need two bar tabs for, and wtf can't I block all of it? grrr.... *shrug* I really don't care much...just that "monkism" about me I guess *blush* I'm taking another short fu break this weekend *dances* So, have fun everyone and be safe!!! ♥ PoStaL
Meet Djkingblaze
 For some reason i cant get the pic link up so... yeah lol Please go show him lots of love!!!  He's a good friend and my new owner!!  Please RFA him and tell him Tempted sent ya!!!
A True Radio Dj
A True Radio DJ Many people have forgotten exactly how powerful a DJ can be. Ever since radio was invented, by Marconi in 1896, they have had a want, desire and demand for the beloved disc jockey, more commonly known as the DJ.  Yet it has come to my attention that people are calling themselves DJ’s; but they are either afraid or just blatantly refuse  to acknowledge or even just talk  to the one force that drives them and keeps them in business, their audience. You look at the world famous DJ’s there have been. Whether you like the music that they play or not, they all have one thing in common, and that is they TALKED to their audience. It could have been Dr. Demento, Wolfman Jack, Casey Kasem, Adrian Cronauer, or an endless list of nationally and world famous DJ’s. They all played music on the radio, which they all did very well. But they did one even more important thing, they made their audience feel welcome, and made them feel like they were talking directly to
Torn Part 3
Lisa and her mother went to the kitchen. Brian and Josh were still sitting at the island, munching on a bag of cookies they found in one of the cupboards.   “Joshie! It's been far too long. Where have you been? What brings you by?” Mrs. Callington asked question after question, placing the bag on the counter and pulling him in for a hug. “You're looking well.” “Thanks,” he said, watching Lisa. He winked at her and mouthed, “Pippy.” Lisa rolled her eyes and turned from everyone, focusing on putting the groceries away.  “You'll stay for supper right?” “Well that depends on who's cooking?” Josh teased. Everyone knew that she was not very much of a cook. Growing up Brian and Lisa's father did all the cooking. If she would have gotten too close to the stove, fire alarms would go off mysteriously.  “I'm cooking,” Lisa said, poking her head out from behind one of the cupboards. “We have an agreemen
Neddly Mandingo Iii
The Blonde And The Heart Attack
A blonde gets home early from shopping and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom. She rushes upstairs only to find her husband naked lying on the bed, sweating and panting...... 'What's up?' she asks. 'I think I'm having a heart attack,' cries the husband... The blonde rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as she's dialing, her four-year-old son comes up and says, 'Mommy! Mommy! Aunty Shirley is hiding in your closet and she's got no clothes on!' The blonde slams the phone down and storms back upstairs into the bedroom, right past her husband, rips open the closet door and sure enough, there is her sister, totally naked and cowering on the floor. 'You rotten 'Bitch', she screams. 'My husband's having a heart attack, and you're running around playing hide and seek with the kids!'
Losing My Soul
Losing My Soul By: EmberSlender beams of illumination enterthis darkened cavern as I kneel,always sorrowful, always despairing.Frozen here, waiting accusing robed forms wrought in blackened stone loom, As dust dances in the air,forming an image in my mind,infiltrating my exposed soul. Embracing the unknown,accepting a lonely fate,as bloody tears begin to fall.Realization dawns on a lover's face.I raise my head, now caressingthis oblivious immortal darkness.
This first poem was just an an attempt to mix some imagry from watching a fall night sky (I do a lot of), and the feelings of breaking up. I've always wanted to expand on this one but haven't yet.   Everyone askes if this second one is from personal experience. No its not. I wrote this one after watching one of those commercials about reporting any abuse you might know of. Was thinking how it must have felt for the child. And this poem came to mind.PO'd at the publisher though. I explicitly told them that all the lines of the poem should be centered, it was an attempt to shape the poem not just write the imagry. But they still messed it up. I'll have to post up a corrected version sometime.    
(repost )step-out Walk For Diabetes
Me and my family we will doing the Step Out Walk for Diabetes in Baton Rouge in October (17th) My oldest son Devin is a Type 1 diabetic. This means a lot to us to do the walk if you would like to help and sponsor is you can donate threw this link below or threw check (they can be writted to the American Diabetes Asssociation) . Any amont is a help and appreciated. Please help us reach our goal :)!!!! This is near and dear to our hearts.Thank you so much for your help and support. If you need my address ask me ..plese help my son reach his goal xoxoxoxo
I Had A Scare Once....
About 5 years ago, I was in the shower doing my regular breast exam, and I found a lump in my left breast. It was rather large and tender to the touch. Needless to say, it freaked me the fuck out!! I stressed over it for 5 days until I finally went to a clinic that offers free mamograms and had one done. The results of the mamogram were that the lump was just a cyst, not cancer. The doctor told me the fact that it hurt to the touch, was a good sign. He said that a cancer tumor would not hurt to the touch. I'm not a VIP anymore, so I can't make my name pink, and I can't say that I'm a survivor or anything, but I do support Breast Cancer Awareness month. PLEASE, go get a mamogram done, no matter what your age. It might just save your life.
Add me on Facebook.  Use my email, because apparently there are A LOTTA Karla Lanes! LoL
11/25/09 what else could POSSIBLY go wrong???? They moved him to a satellite a week earlier than anticipated.  This should be a good thing, but no.  He's now 3 HOURS away instead of only 30 MINUTES as we were told before.  Not to mention I only get to visit once every OTHER week on the weekend.  Grand....and it's the weekends that I work too.  I fucking hate my life.
Vagetarian: 1) A straight male or lesbian female. 2) A cannibal that dines only on the pinkest of meatVagination: 1) Imaginary sexual partner 2) Sexual daydream 3) "Tucking it", as in a cross dresser or pre-op trans-sexualLesbitanic: 1) A woman who is an ardent lesbian 2) A woman who greatly enjoys giving cunnilingus, as in "She goes down like the Titanic" 3) A very large lesbian
Dirty Jenga--rules & Regulations
Alright, so some of you are interested in what Dirty Jenga is all about. ****Please be advised....this game is not for the weak/prude/self-concious/non-alcoholic drinkers of the world**** As you can tell from the pics in the is quite an amazing/quirky/naughty/dirty game. Obviously, it is a drinking game. Most friends work with beer....some are crazy f*cks and use hard liquor, etc. But that is not always something to your advantage.   The objective of the game, like the original, is to make sure the tower of pegs do not fall. If it does fall....then you have to immediatly down the rest of your prefered beverage before the next game can start.   some of you have also asked me "what exactly is written on the pegs?".....and honestly, i cant tell you each and every single one cuz i cant remember them all (which makes it more fun every time i play cuz not every peg is choosen to be played in every game)   Some of them state drinking comands-- *drink 1-10 (odds you han
50 Questions
Noticed others playing this *game* and I'm bored at work so What The Hell... 1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? We shall see... 2. Are you involved with anyone? No 3. Where do you wish you were right now? Somewhere warm, although home would work too (at work still). 4. What should you be doing right now? Working or getting ready for Christmas. 5. Does sex mean love? No, but then again I don't believe in casual sex either. 6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? Life's a bitch and then you die??? 7. Are you a bad influence? I don't think so but I've been called one. 8. Who has had the most influence on you (good)? My Children I guess. Perhaps my boss, he gives me the freedom to be creative and innovate. 9. Night out or night in? Night In... if I had to pick one. 10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate? Am Single and have a wonderfu
Xmas In Alaska
XMAs from alaska     its snow, its cold its christmas moring the trees glisten the children listen as santa goes     the family gathers. the pies cool and all is well   then from no were they start to sing and all is perfect in alaska towns
Rut Roh--- I Am Thinking Again
I have just been thinking... We make a few friends some show their true self and stay by your side.. Some shows respect, loyalty, friendship and love. Some have lost by distance, sickness and death. Some may know your strong points, as well as your weakness... There are some that are true, Some that are there every day, Some that you miss.... .... ... ...But then there are some you won't... There are some that use you and think of your friendship as ...a game... Why we put thought into the ones that hurt us the most? Why even care? If you're like me... I don't take a friendship for granted. Cherish the ones closet to me the most.. Yea, there is downfall for being that way.. maybe at times a little niave.. Call it what you want.. Don't give me the "Gimme this, and I'll do this for you" What, when & how.... I'll show ya a friendship in off the wall out-of- blue My friendship is true for who the ones who are just there to put a smile on my f
Are Women Born Like This?
Anger!!!! (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 15)
The Darkness Of The Abyss Has Returned To Haunt Me Again!!!! Every Day I Go On My Light Is Taken Away Little By Little. This Forsaken Darkness; A Curse It Is To Me. Am I Ever To Be Rid Of It? Or Will It Stay Like A Cat Lurched Down Waiting To Pounce On Me? To Bound Me With It's Chains? To Drown Me With Rain? This Forsaken Eternal Darkness; Your A Thorn In My Side!!!!! A Pain That Won't Let Go. I'm So Angry I'm About To Implode. THIS GOD FORSAKEN ETERNAL DARKNESS!!!! JUST LEAVE ME BE!!!!! LET ME BE HAPPY!!!! LET ME DREAM A HAPPY DREAM!!!!! YOU AND YOUR DECRYPTED CURSE CAN GO TO HELL!!!!  NO MORE NIGHTMARES!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO HOLD ON ME ANYMORE!!!! THAT WANNA A BE LOOK ALIKE I SEE IN THE MIRROR ISN'T ME!!!!!  I AM BREAKING FREE OF YOUR CHAINS!!!! I AM TAKING MY FREEDOM!!!! THE DEPRESSING FEELINGS ABOUT MYSELF: MY DARK ABYSS!!! TWO WORDS: F*CK YOU!!!! AS IT IS WRITTEN AS SO IT SHALL COME TO PASS: QUOTE THE MEMESIS NEVERMORE!!!!
Daddy O
In the morning (mid-afternoon, in some circles), I hear the gentle thud of the fella's house-shoes on the hardwood stairs leading to the bedroom. I've been awake for half an hour already, contemplating getting out of bed or the alternatives thereto, and find myself one finger into an alternative. The fella, either ignorant of or not interested in my morning activity, paces about the bedroom, telling me about his morning phone conversations and his plans for the afternoon. My fingers remain tucked between my legs, my warm palm cups the subtle rise of my mons pubis. I wait for him to peek under the many layers of blankets to see what I’m up to or into, but he does not. Instead, he chides me for sleeping late, then, snapping happily, suggests that I call him Daddy O, to emphasize his coolness. “Singers on the Tonight Show used to do this while they sang” he informs me, snapping all the while. “The beats, too. This is how they applauded at readings.” He goes on snapping.
Just Venting
The fucktards sure are out and busy today! Really, they're just annoyances that the lovely ignore feature was designed for. So instead of me bitching out each of these losers, I'm just gonna vent here instead. 1. I'm sick of the "you're beautiful, I'd love to see more" comments. I don't really care what you would like to see. I have plenty of pics available for your viewing pleasure. If they aren't what you're looking for, move on and find someone who has what you are looking for. That comment isn't gonna make me tell you "OMG really??? Then please, look at these nudes of me right now!" 2. I don't "trade pics" asshole. I can easily see a naked man in REAL LIFE that looks SO much better than you do. I'm not even gonna entertain this offer. You're the only one benefiting from it and I think you should keep your dick pics to yourself. 3. Don't ask me to comment and rate a bunch of your pics. If I want to, I will. But don't demand it. I know you would like me to - everyone enjoys getti
Cause, Effect, And Transformation
Feeling Depleted Feeling depleted is a wake up call to slow down, rest and fill your body with vital nutrients and light from above. There are times in our lives when it seems our bodies are running on empty. We are not sick, nor are we necessarily pushing ourselves to the limit—rather, the energy we typical enjoy has mysteriously dissipated, leaving only fatigue. Many people grow accustomed to feeling this way because they do not know that it is possible to exist in any other state. The body’s natural state, however, is one of energy, clarity, and balance. Cultivating these virtues in our own bodies so that we can combat feelings of depletion is a matter of developing a refined awareness of the self and then making changes based on our observations. A few scant moments of focused self-examination in which you assess your recent schedule, diet, and general health may help you zero in on the factors causing your depletion. If you are struggling to cope with an overfull
Rhyme Session With Ant
You might say that I'm apathetic. I don't care enough to dispute that ANT the RANT Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: Apathetic to protect what beats so fragilely, Pathetic to think I could defeat feelings that I truly believe,Sympathetic to such a degree, that other people couldn't care to see,When a heart bleeds, what pours out is what we unwillingly concede,We hold fast to our dreams, and don't speak of these things that make us weak,We wear our masks, and conceal our true selfs, for fear of being a human being,Emotionally upside down, so much that we can't tell the floor from the ceiling,So we sit spinning on ceiling fans, grinning ignorant and feeling grand,Watching the coffee table circle around our dangling hanging hands,reaching for the remote for a semblance of control, over our daily demands,In this digital world, of holograms, and personality scams it's hard to be a man,My keyboard holds the key to my plans, I hit.. Option, then Escape, with Command.Abort ta
Most Ridiculous Fake Salute Of The Day...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D
The best way to get territories is by 10 at a time. Problem is planning ahead. So this should help some of you. With this, you'll know what to save up for in advance. Skyscrapers: 10 costs 200M 20 costs 400M 30 costs 600M 40 costs 800M 50 costs 1Bil 60 costs 1.2B 70 costs 1.4B 80 costs 1.6B 90 costs 1.8B 100 costs 2Bil Casinos: 10 costs 500M 20 costs 1Bil 30 costs 1.5B 40 costs 2B 50 costs 2.5B 60 costs 3B 70 costs 3.5B 80 costs 4B 90 costs 4.5B 100 costs 5B Outlet Shopping Strips: 10 costs 750M 20 costs 1.5B 30 costs 2.25B 40 costs 3B 50 costs 3.75B 60 costs 4.5B 70 costs 5.25B 80 costs 6B 90 costs 6.75B 100 costs 7.5B Office Buildings: 10 costs 1.25B 20 costs 2.5B 30 costs 3.75B 40 costs 5B 50 costs 6.25B 60 costs 7.5B 70 costs 8.75B 80 costs 10B 90 costs 11.25B 100 costs 12.5B
Rest In Peace Ronnie James Dio
Metal Legend Ronnie James Dio Dead At 67 NEW YORK (AP) ― Click to enlarge 1 of 1 Frontman Ronnie James Dio of British heavy metal group 'Heaven and Hell' performs on stage during a concert in Oslo, on June 4, 2009. (File) Bendiksby, Terje/AFP/Getty Images Close   numSlides of totalImages Ronnie James Dio, whose soaring vocals, poetic lyrics and mythic tales of a never-ending struggle between good and evil broke new ground in heavy metal, died Sunday, according to a statement from his wife and manager. He was 67. Dio revealed last summer that he was suffering from stomach cancer shortly after wrapping up a tour in Atlantic City, N.J. with the latest incarnation of Black Sabbath, under the name Heaven And Hell. "Today my heart is broken, Wendy Dio wrote on the singer's site, adding he died at 7:45 a.m. "Many, many friends and family were able to say their private goodbyes before he peacefully passed away. "Ronnie knew how muc
Drama Blog!
Be aware that you clicked this knowing it is gonna be fulll of drama.. but i wouldn't mind some opinions here! Most of the people who actually read my blogs (as random as they are...) know that my husband and i are getting divorced... should be final any day now... but if not... here is a little back story! Two weeks after we separated (supposed to be temporary separation...) I find out he has a girlfriend. (really? and you said you loved me... wtf is that?) her and i were at one time friends... not anymore of course.. shes a fucking slutmonkey...... with the same name as me at that.. (well at least he won't have to worry about saying the wrong name... not like we had sex... that was nonexistant... which i am actually glad about because 2 weeks? really? like i believe that.. i still think he was cheating on me.... ANYWAY!!!!!!!!! backstory on her... she is a slut... sleeps around with pretty much anyone.. male or female... plus.. her baby daddy (yes she has a kid.. he wasn't ready t
Casper's 3rd Auction
Hi i'll be hosting my 3rd auction. I know i dont do this very often.   I will be taking entries on Tuesday June 29th at 12am EST. until Tuesday July 6th at 12am EST.   You will need to send me my fu-mail. The list of your offers, The picture link you wish to use and the entree fee of 100K fubux.     The minimum bid in the auction will be 250K. Call cash bids will override fu-bux. You may use fu-bux along with cash bids but it must be the same cash value or higher.     The auction will start on Saturday July 10th at 12am EST and will run until. Saturday July 17th at 12am EST.   Any questions about the auction let me know. I recremened that you share this with your friends so that they can join too.     Casper4SER  
Not For Prostitution!
I was recently incarcerated in the Las Colinas Detention Facility for failure to appear. Apperently I was supposed to show up for court ordered classes whether or not I was able to pay the 200 bucks they wanted. What  bothers me is the way the officer came knocking at my door stating matter-of-factly how I was wanted for prostitution! ha me a prostitute yeah right. I told him i dont get enough sex as it is being a 4yr olds mommy lol let alone get paid for it shit at this point if I ha money to spend trust me it would be th other way around and I would be paying for sex of course he would have to give me a free sample or demonstration (let me watch him with another woman) so that I know I am not getting ripped off). Anyways I got taken in and it turns out that my charge drunk in public is categorized under the same penal code as prostitution just a different section......go figure....officer was doing his job but not reading the info right! he was cute too =/
Letter To Tim (my Ex Hubby)
Happy Birthday to the one who taught….me about life, how to love, to live, to feel pain, experience broken promises, and dreams.  My 1st broken heart, feel the rage of jealously, to never trust another man, to allow emotions I was never allowed to feel to pour freely from the depths of my hidden soul.  You taught me patience, how to control my emotions, how to forgive but never forget.  You taught me without ever knowing the true meaning of unconditional love and acceptance. Without you coming into my life I would not be the woman I am today.  Though you came in and out of my life like an unexpected storm, staying long enough just to cause enough damage to allow all those  emotions for me to struggle with again, and off you left to experience all those “spices” of life, leaving me alone with those feelings again.     The good and the bad memories have fallen upon me once again . . . the “cotton flower” that you ran out into the middle of a field to pick
Moses Old.
Have you ever been invited out by your friends and when you get there.  Random Girl.  Your friends have decided to ninja fix you up.  Now, I don't drink, I don't have an issue with it, it doesn't bother me.  I actually like seeing the changes in people between drinks.  It's amusing.  But this girl is drunk.  I don't mean healthy buzz, talkative drunk.  I mean can't string four coherent sentences together drunk.  She can't NOT talk about herself for more than a few slurred words.  As  a side question..... Why is it, every girl under a certain age at the bar is snapping a hundred pictures of themselves, screaming like they're on vacation?  These girls aren't visiting from another country.  They probably live in the neighborhood and sit in there 6 nights a week.  Calm the fuck down and gain some perspective.  So I'm sitting here with this self centered narcissistic, black hole of a human being when the band starts.  Of course, depressing indie college rock bullshit.  Lovely.  Out of polit
James Morrison - The Last Goodbye
I don't believe you And I never will, Oh I can't live by your side with the lies you've tried to instil, I can't take anymore, I don't have to give you a reason For leaving this time Cos this is my last goodbye It's like I hardly know you but maybe I never did. It's like every emotion you showed me you kept well hid, and every true word that you ever spoke was really decieving. Now I'm leaving this time cos this is my last goodbye I've gotta turn and walk away, I don't have anything left to say
Clearing The Mind.
Hi all,   Yes it is that time again and probably a repeat once again. Did you guys see I have like been neon green for 3 days.I ranked a 5 then 4 and now 8 as the most liked on fubar.I was so cheesing knowing that.Thank you. Anyway some drama hit my door and didn't and they didn't have the courtesy to even knock,now that is just rude. If you guys saw it with the status messages then you know something was going on.I was called a (cunt) and so on.Sorry for the language but it is what it is.It showed who had class.Right? I on the other hand have never been talked about in this way or ever called that,so in a way it hurt my feelings,in the long run it had nothing to do with me.It was over her wanting someone to buy her a bomb and this person would not do it,simply because she had played him with some other guys on here and he found out,she tried to squirm her way back in and when she saw it wasn't going to work she started in on me knowing he cared for me now and not her.Now how stupi
A Poem I Found On Fu, Liked & Reposted Here
Cleaning poem...I asked the Lord to tell mewhy my house is such a mess...He asked if I'd been computerin'and I had to answer yes.He told me to get off my fannyand tidy up the house...and so I started cleaning upthe smudges off my mouse.I wiped and shined the topsidethat really did the trick...I was just admiring my good workI didn't mean to click.but click I did and oops I founda real absorbing site...that I got so way intoI was into it all the night.nothing's changed except my mouseit's very very shiny...I guess my house will stay a messwhile I sit here on my hiney!  
I Can't Stop Loving You
1. Put Your MP3 Player on Shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds! 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. ------------------------- What do your friends think of you? Mad World - Gary Jules [well if the shoe fits?] If someone says, "Is this okay?" Disco Club - Black Eyed Peas [umm surreee] How would you describe yourself? Hide - Red  What do you like in a guy/girl? Up Against the Wall - Boys Like Girls [lol?] How do you feel today? Byrdgirl - Mathew Sweet What is your life's purpose? Scars - Papa Roach [good to know?] What is your motto? Famous Last Words - Jars of Clay What do you think about very often? Bodies - Drowning Pool What do you think of your best friend? Tears Dont Fall - Bullet for My Valentine What do you think of the person you like? Everything to Loose - Trapt What is your life story? Last Tattoo - Rehab What do you want to be when you
Few Words
Just want to get somethings out in the open.  Yes i know that I bitch and complain. I can't help it. just want to everyone know that. I think that we all do it some point in time. I don't care if you read this or not, comment it or not. Its all up to you. But how about some of you be in my place be Gone for 11 months. I know for my friends that are in the Military it is hard. But for the people that ain't.  Love me or hate me. can't do them both. I'm doing all what I can do to get things done.  So that I can come Back home, and be able to travel back and forth with out having any problems. I am a son of two nations. If y'all don't like that, it ain't my fault.  So if you don't like it I'm sorry
Fu Street Team!
The purpose of the Fubar Street Team is to promote! Get the word our in any way you can! We want some more cool peeps on fubar!   As a Street Team Prospect - Please go through the following as do it as your time allows. This is volunteer, dont stress urself on anything.- Add the Fubar Street Team page as a friend: Make Street Team folder in your pictures.- Please read all blogs to get caught up on what we have been doing.- View Street Team page photos to see how we have been promoting.- Before you do ANY promoting, please read this: Add the Silver Wings to your profile in your 'About Me' section: When you promote, please take photos. Upload them to your Street Team folder. You can then go to the Bounty Blog and post the image URLs into a comment. This way, everyone can see what you have done, and we can upload the pictures to the Street Team folders.
U Know What Love Is???
Love is me & my kids... how bout dat chit? LOL!
What I Wish For All Of You.....
may your heart be filled with joy,..may your lifes be filled with love,..and touched by an angel above
22 Steps To Become A Successful Entrepreneur
  22 Steps to Become a Successful Entrepreneur Introduction Having been motivated to become entrepreneur, the next natural question one may now naturally ask is what next. The potential entrepreneurs would become entrepreneurs only when he or she owns an enterprise. One who does not own an enterprise can not be termed as an entrepreneur. The business to be set up can be a manufacturing venture, a trading firm or service establishment. The manufacturing firm will encompass even those steps that will be necessary for setting up a trading firm or a service venture. The various steps involved in setting up a business enterprise will be most complex when it relates to an industrial enterprise.  The steps in setting up a Small enterprise are: 1. Decid
For A Friend Who Lost Her Sweet Little Man At Only 5 Days Old
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Break Through
I woke at 2 am brushing the sleep from my eyes my feet hit the floor as I pulsed and took a deep sigh…. my heart revisited the rawest it has been in years, yet my brain was at its sharpest, and my eyes seemed a little clearer as I continued to rise. A thought came to mind: If you asked me yesterday, if I was bitter, I would have told you yes and felt guilty from having that feeling. Now however, I woke to a face that held a childhood I tried to ever so forget and push from my path. Yet, I couldn’t because that face held the beginning of 2 very important decisions that started the very existence of who I am today. So, I welcome this face and release the bitterness that comes from the greeting. For I am at another cross road in my life and realize bitterness will only weigh me down and is not who I am. I forgive you, but even more so, I forgive myself! Better yet, I will thank you from the bottom of my heart…Thank you. It took me years to understand who I am and even
Friday - December 10, 2010
I am auctioning off my points for Friday the 10th of December.... This auction will close at 5:30PM CST on December 10th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:00 PM til 6:00 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... All Ability Blings bidded will also be run during this time.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night....   I will accept the following: - Fubux (+ atleast 1 Boomerang) - Ability Blings (Boomerangs, MegaPolishers, Famps, Auto 11s, Cherry Bombs, God Mode) - Bling Packs - Happy Hours, Blasts, Pimp Outs, etc....   * Will also consider multiple day bids....   **Remember: You get what you bid for, someone else just does all the work for you....
Go Ahead Dear
Do not become a drone, dear, While I am far away. Just have a lot of fun, dear, Step out each night and play. The lads I left behind, dear, Must have their fling. Be sure to treat them kind, dear, And dance and laugh and sing. Do anything you will, dear, Just pet or flirt or park With Jack or Joe – with Bill, Dear, be careful after dark. The years are too few, dear, Your happiness to wreck. But if these things you do, dear, I’ll break your little neck.   by Anonymous
When I Die
I'm going to have to keep a list of passwords so when I die, someone I trust will have access to everything. Just thinking out loud.
If You Think You're A Real "thug", "gangster", "g" Or Whatever...:
Nothing bothers me more, Than seeing these "wannabe"s these "real'G'"s, Wishing they could be like me and mine, A selfstyled soldier is all they can claim to be. Telling me they are at "war" and must fight, But the war they fight is of ignorance and pride, Saying the other side must die, Sayin you're not racist but hell, you're not colorblind. From corner to corner and street to street, Always on the lookout, Waiting for something to breakout, Watching your life eek by and by. You claim to be at war, but thats' what which you know nothing about, The bullets the bombs teh blood and guts. Bodies let lie in the noon day heat, Hearing a child cry out, A sniper's shot just rings out, The real soldier next to you just had his light snuffed out. You talk about drivebys and robbery like your'e hard, Hard is seeing a veteran soldier break down and weep and thank the Lord. When the days are long, and you dont know where teh next shot is coming from, The sand the blood teh sewat the grit stings y
One Day (a Poem )
One day you'll open your eyes and it'll be too late. One day you'll wake and feel the hate. One day when you need him to love you it wont be there. The way you weren't there when he needed you. One day when you wonder where things went wrong, you'll find yourself asking yourself why. Holding your head toward the sky,tears streaming down your eyes,"What did I do to deserve this." All you wanted was the love one could give. But where you went wrong you'll never get the answer. The answer is within. Search yourself and you will find, Why you werent there for him. Why you turned your back and walked away... One day you will wake,you will see that you were the one who couldnt love him, One day you will open your eyes and see the hate and know Its too fucking late.
My Abyss
When I close my eyes, I become engulfed by darkness; Empty and eternal. There is no sound, Save a faint chiming in the distance. Memories flood back to me at the call of the chimes; In my despair I cry out, Begging my demons to let me go. There is silence but I know they are laughing. So I continue to fall Deeper and deeper into My Abyss.
The Glow Radio Saturday
Saturday on The Glow Radio: Our Saturday's start out with Dr. Luv live from Toronto,Canada  he will be spinning The Golden Era of R & B and Soul starting at 9am pt/10am mt/11am ct/Noon et/5pm gmt Next is DJ Del Wilks from Toronto,Canada & his "Jam Town Reggae Vibes" Show starting at 1pm pt/2pm mt/3pm ct/ 4pm et/9pm gmt   "THE SATURDAY NIGHT ROCK BLOCK" starts off our evening with two amazing shows starting with "The Witch & The Reverend" Show featuring The Witch & The Reverend DJ Furg with 6 Hours of Music and Mayhem Live from Seaside,Florida and Chicago,Illinois  starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt "THE FREAK SHOW" with Tony the Misfit Live from The San Francisco Bay Area in California
Not To You It's About You, Written In Oct
Is it fair i'm stuck with the why us, why did he hurt us, i tried to stop him from hurting you mommy, where is he? Is he in jail yet? Hunter screamed for an hour for daddy and all i can do is rub his back and tell him mommy is here. I forgave you for the knife to my throat, the gun to my head, being hit with the car, the threats and insults i over looked them and minimized them. Now 6 months free of you and i can't imagine forgiving. I feel sorry for you. I really do. You really are sick and need help. And now so do our children. BUT luckily they have me. And that piece of paper that says you can't come around them. I kept my mouth shut long enough. 6 out of the 8 years we were together i let you beat the shit out of me. And now it's out in the open.
Old People Are Awesome
My Only Love
Deep in my soul Love so strong  It takes control    Now we both know  The secrets bared The feelings show   Driven far apart I'll make a wish On a shooting star   There will come a day Some where far away In your arms I'll stay My only love   Even though you're gone Love will still live on  The feeling is so strong My only love My only love   You've reached the deepest part of the secert in my heart I've known it from the start My only love  My only love
Alright so lately things have been really crazy in my life honestly. I am not sure how I have managed to deal with some of the things lately. I am looking for a new place to live, or at least to be away from here a few nites a week. Anyways, I am not getting a long with my best friend's husband at all. He has started to turn into more of an asshole towards me and it's seeming to make things worse and worse. It has managed to put me in bad moods a lot more. They are getting ready to be gone for another month, which means i am here by myself again which is going to be nice. But I can say that I am not sure I will really be able to keep myself from knocking his teeth in until than.  I have never been so disrespected ever in my goddamn life! I have never felt like this even in my marriage. I put up with a lot of hell in the last 6 1/2years of my life, but to be disrespected right to my face, to made to fee; like I am a maid to someone who I am not married to or even involved with is pure
  True is the theory that you cant please all and not all can be satisfied.  True are the feelings that no matter what you do, it will be overshadowed by what you dont do or what is perceived to be done for others.  True is the understanding that in this world some things isnt meant for all.  Can it be true that maybe nothing in this world is meant for some of us?  True there is an unsureness about everything one becomes involved in.  True are these steps taken back, a hundred to be exact compared to the two that was taken forward. True seems to be love is a war, a war that will never end.  True seems to show fighting is better than loving.  True when Lupe said, "When the fighters are around, the lovers are underground". True may be cold and unwanted but all that is left is nothing but a cloudy doubt that sunshine will never ever be seen again.  When will true become the end?  True this is a cycle repeated.  True I wrote this before.  True to there are no victims in this world, only t
Get mad, then get over it.  -  Colin Powell
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The Average Soldier
The Average SoldierThe average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either.He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howizzitor. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk.He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field
Just Be by Willow on Sunday, July 10, 2011 at 11:29pm We try to hide these problems we all have with fake smiles held together by a web of lies. Forced laughter that splits our very soul.. but why? why not be real? Is the realness of this life too much to feel? Just think of how it would be if our problems were resolved openly and dealt with in trust. Hell, is that even possible for us? us, these creatures of filth and lust. Lazy and insane while dead-set on thinking otherwise I mean, when will we open our eyes? when can we see?
Well I got a lot done today. I am not sure if I had mentioned it or not but I am working on making a lot more space in here. First off I removed that horrible bed and now have a couch in here.  I prefer a couch though. I am now working on cleaning out the closet and putting stuff into cargo totes and what not.Also I have been working on fixing my spiritually again. I have been doing space cleansings and tonight is the second night I have made myself do my meditations again. These are actually easier than I remember them being back before so either I am getting better at them or I am just crazier than usual.I also know I have been really distant from a lot of you recently and I am just still in an odd spot right now. I start to text some people and then just hit cancel. It is weird I know but when am I not weird? I will start coming back around and about more soon though. I may even text people again someday. Anyways. Not like anyone reads this stuff.
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Captain Mexico
Oh come ON people!!!! It's not offensive, its STUIPD!!! Jimmy, you're jokes really aren't that funny. Snoozefest...
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Proof That Gurls R Evil
Proof that girls are evil:first we state that girls require time and money.girls=time x moneyand as we all know time is moneytime=moneytherefore: girls=moneyxmoney=(money) squaredand because money is the root of all rootsmoney=squareroot eviltherefore: girls=(squareroot evil) squaredand we are forced to conclude that:girls=evil
Thank You!
PROUD AMERICANLooking up to Heaven,where I know you are,I search for my Angelmy shining star.Will you remember mewhen I see you again?,will you remember all the times we sharedway back when.I don't know why I'm crying now'Cause I never never cried beforebut now I'm one of many othermothers who lost a child to a war.A child is not supposed to gobefore their parents, but sometimesthey do, and when God was lookingfor the very best soldier God searchedfor you my Katie then he called for you.I hope in Heaven, time will never end,so for forever I can be with you myDaughter, my best friend.As I look out at the night skyI know what I will seemy Katie is now in Gods Armyand you are watching over me.
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The Truck Driver! That truck driver you flipped off? Let me tell you his story.   Let me tell you a little about the truck driver you just flipped off because he was passing another truck, and you had to cancel the cruise control and slow down until he completed the pass and moved back over. His truck is governed to 68 miles an hour, because the company he leases it from believes it keeps him and the public and the equipment safer. The truck he passed was probably running under 65 mph to conserve fuel. You see, the best these trucks do for fuel economy is about 8 miles per gallon. With fuel at almost $4 per gallon -- well, you do the math. And, yes, that driver pays for his own fuel. He needs to be 1,014 miles from where he loaded in two days. And he can't fudge his federally mandated driver log, because he no longer does it on paper; he is logged electronically. He can drive 11 hours in a 14-hour period; then he must take a 10-hour break. And conside
The Seventh
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Update 7-greek Parties Delay Bailout Talks Despite Eu Threats
ATHENS, Feb 7 (Reuters) - marc jacobs Greek political parties delayed yet again on Tuesday making the tough choice of accepting painful reforms in return for a new international bailout to avoid a chaotic default, seemingly deaf to EU warnings that the euro zone can live without Athens. This is to allow time for complex legal procedures involved in a bond swap deal - under which the value of private investors' holdings of Greek debt will be cut radically in value - so Athens can get rescue funds before March 20 when it has to meet heavy debt repayments or suffer a chaotic default- marc jacobs bags . After days of negotiations, officials said sticking points on cutting the minimum wage and scrapping holiday bonuses appeared to have been largely resolved but the level of cuts on top-up, supplementary pensions still remained. "I wouldn't mind paying for the next two years if I knew austerity would take us somewhere," said 32-year-old Leto Papadopoulou. "But this crisis seems endless.
Pentagon To Ease Restrictions On Women In Some Combat Roles
The Pentagon will maintain bans on women serving in most ground combat units, defense officials said Thursday, despite pressure from lawmakers and female veterans who called the restrictions outdated after a decade a war- marc jacobs . Advocates for women in the military, however, accused the Pentagon of dragging its feet and only belatedly recognizing the critical role that female troops have played in the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq. They said many of the job openings announced by the Pentagon merely codify the reality on the battlefield, where commanders have stretched rules for years to allow women to bear arms and support ground combat units- marc jacobs bags . Since 2001, about 280,000 women have deployed to Iraq and Afghanistan, according to Defense Department statistics; 144 have been killed and 865 have been wounded. Congress separately ordered the Defense Department to review the ban and submit recommendations. That review was due last April, but the Pentagon took an extr
New Top Ten Needed
Where do i even begin?...Well lets see as the months have passed..I have found myself sunk into the ranking game if u dont know what that is, well its being "red" Before i decided to Play this again i had told a good friend to please not let me waste my life away again on ranking sadly he went on fu vaction an i did excatly what i didnt want to do...Haha it happens, but somethig happen to me on thursday May 19th, im not sure if it was finding out who is acutally the most greedy on fubar or who is ur friend, or who will stab you in the back or who thinks your a fu bank.Im not sure..But one thing i am for sure is i dont think its fair only 10 people get to be red weekly when their are so many others that deserve to be red too.Now no hard feelings to the REAL RED AKA LIFETIME Users, because a few of them i actually adore the hell out of...I just have never fully understood why they would even care being in top ten when they are real red, its like you know there are others that wish to be
Party Like A Rock Star!!!
If this is really bright, I do apologize. My laptop is screwed up and I can at least read this color as I type. :P   What constitutes a party? I'm being serious. Is it simply not having your children around and sitting around your boyfriend's house watching television or playing Madden a party? I mean we don't really go out and when we do, we go to eat at Applebee's.  I mean they do serve alcohol and people are laughing and having a good time. That's a party, right?   The reason I bring this up and ask what a party really is, is because I was accused of "partying" on Friday nights.  I have busted my ass to do what I have to do to take care of my chilren. I have worried non-stop about how I'm going to pay for braces for my oldest. Which I've managed to do ALONE while working 2 jobs, both totalling ONE part time job. Their "father" on the other hand has done nothing but buy himself a used car and a new laptop. Ugh, I shouldn't really have to talk about that, It's not really any of yo
Nowhere's Too Far(for My Baby)
I packed up my ponyI loaded my SonyNo one could see me for dustI'm leaving my friends thereIt's not that I don't careI just need to chip off the dustI really belong hereBut something is wrong dearI'm saying goodbyeAnd it's making me cryThat I have to goI'm crossing my fingersI'm touching my toesI'm hoping this feeling will goI know I can make itBut will I mistake itWhen I can find peace of mindDoes it come in a letterTo make you feel betterOr do you applyTo a man in the skySo you and I can beginSomebody tell meWhat am I doing here?Well I could be happyDon't leave me aloneCome with me nowOn my magical fly awayJourney through anywhereChoose a place here or thereNowhere's too far for my babyTravel through time and spaceDress you in mink and lace Nowehere's too far for my babySomebody tell meWhat am I doing here?Well I could be happyDon't leave me aloneCome with me nowOn my magical fly awayJourney through anywhereChoose a place here or thereNowhere's too far for my babyTravel through time
Catalogue Ikea 2013: Innovations Pour La Salle De Bain
Dans les jours précédents, nous avons analysé tous les Decoesfera le nouveau catalogue Ikea 2013, pour la cuisine, fantini robinetterie ,salon, chambres et surtout chambres d'enfants, mais nous avons besoin de la salle de bains. Donc, après mes collègues ont passé en revue les autres pièces à mon tour de me avec les nouvelles que Ikea propose pour la salle de bain dans leur nouveau catalogue. Bien que quand il a publié son nouveau catalogue Ikea n'est pas tout nouveau, parce qu'ils gardent tous leurs éléments essentiels et comprennent de nombreux éléments de saisons précédentes, il ya toujours des changements de couleurs, des réglages de style et des innovations dans la faon de coordonner les environnements et nous aimons à voir tout, soit parce que nous faisons une salle de bain neuve ou parce que nous voulons un air moderne que nous avons déjà, donc voilà. Tendances de couleurs à la salle de bain dans le catalogue Ikea 2013 Bien que le nouveau catalogue il ya des bains de
Microsoft Et Nokia En Septembre A Présenté Un Smartphone Avec Windows 8
Le fabricant de housse tablette tactile finlandais Nokia et le géant américain du logiciel Microsoft pour le plan d'introduire au début de Septembre aux Etats-Unis un smartphone équipé du nouveau système d'exploitation Windows 8, comme indiqué mercredi le quotidien Helsingin Sanomat finlandaise. Le journal, sans citer de sources, a rapporté sur son site Web que la présentation de ce dispositif est conu pour stimuler Nokia. La présentation aura lieu le 5 Septembre et Nokia pourrait profiter de cette occasion pour dévoiler son tablet PC en premier. Il est clair debitalizada par la concurrence de Samsung et Apple, a beaucoup investi dans le lancement de ce téléphone, qui a seulement indiqué que son intention de faire un produit de référence pour les services de géolocalisation.
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Marijuana Recipes!
 Lets Cook Dinner       Pot Meat Balls What We’ll Need: 2 tablespoons butter 1/2 small onion, minced 1.5 pounds of ground round beef (85% lean) 1 egg yolk 1/4 cup heavy cream 1 tablespoon salt Few grinds black pepper 1 teaspoon ground allspice 7-10 grams of high-grade cannabis or 14 grams of reggie bush, ground into a fine powder 1.5 pieces white bread, crust removed, torn and soaked in whole milk Sauce: 2 tablespoons butter 2 tablespoons flour 3 cups chicken stock Salt and freshly ground black pepper 1/2 cup heavy cream 1 to 2 tablespoons blackberry jam 1/4 cup chopped parsley leaves (optional) Lingonberry jam, for serving (optional)This recipe makes about 30 meatballs.DIRECTIONS Preheat the oven to 275 degrees F. Place the powdered cannabis on a cookie sheet spread out in an even, thin layer and bake for 20 minutes. Once done baking cool cannabis to room temperature. Increase the heat of the oven to 300 degrees F. Melt 1 tablespoon of the butter in a large saute pan ov
Why So Stupid!?
I see so many people being Gothic little emo faggots online on a constant basis, and when it comes down to it, their stupid little bitches are ones that I pray to have. If I were to share my worries and air out my real concerns and what I consider my trivial bitches about my own life online, a thousand would kill themselves by my words alone. Maybe more should just keep their little Miley  Cyrus bitches to them selves and grow the fuck up and not spend so much time online griping about their chosen "my chemical romance" life style, and step up and speak out about real issues rather then non issues. So much time pointing out james holmes, but not enough on Ron Paul's message.....   Everyone has become the goth kids from South Park, complaining about everyone else while being everyone else talking around the logic rather then discussing the means and pointing out the real logic of all of our demise. Why claim to be individual while being everyone? It makes me sick! Did Lady
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Christmas Gift For You!
Since they say it's the thought that counts, I'm thinking really hard about giving you a fuPony for Christmas :)     But really, Merry Christmas to you all!!!
Las Ventas A Través De Dispositivos Móviles Se Duplicó En 2012
Las ventas a través de dispositivos móviles como tablets y smartphones, duplicado, pasando de 5% a 10% en 2012, según la Cámara de Comercio de Brasil - 5 accesorios "Este número se espera que crezca de manera constante debido a la baratura de las nuevas tecnologías, tanto de los teléfonos inteligentes como el acceso a Internet de banda ancha y 3G, así como la entrada de nueva generación en el mercado de consumo", dijo en un comunicado, el coordinador de la Comisión institución Retail, Fábio Pereira. Las ventas a través de iPads cuenta el 51% del iPhone, el 20%, y otros aparatos, el 29%. De acuerdo con la, Navidad de 2012 (es decir, al brasileño e-commerce dos meses y medio de ventas) alcanzó la marca de $ EE.UU. 3,1 mil millones en ventas en línea, en comparación con $ 2, 6 mil millones en 2011. Entre las cinco categorías de productos que se venden a través de Internet en Brasil destaca los accesorios de moda y por lo tanto no se encuent
I'm completely begging over here. What would it take for one of you to buy me a fuAmp and/or RS for my HH? I'd buy them for myself if I hadn't promised my boys a trip to the beach for their Spring Break.     Soooooo, let me know :)
He Entered Her Life
Ever been in search of the perfect one Someday they will come You look at someone as your harmony As part of your party You look at their smile It will push you that extra mile You look at their eyes You know it is the one who will make you wise You know when you see forever Your head in the clouds and it will take you to heaven When you dance with them You can feel every breath from them Your heart beats as 1 You know for sure this girl is the one When she crawls up and lays on your chest You know you may have passed a test Will life get in the way It cant when she is part of it One eye open and one eye closed She just made you look with both Will she reach deep inside And know you have nothing to hide Will she like you as a man For sure she has a plan Flow with what life gives you You may find the dream between the 2 of you
Mental Freedom
At a crossroads as to what I should do My mind wants one thing my family wants another My thoughts and feelings are so misconstrued Every time I think about it, it seems like such a bother. I feel like if I go one way I hurt someone on the other end No matter what I do, there is nothing I can say A person out of my life with each action will send. Should I go back or should I stay here, What would happen if I decide not to choose? Losing someone in my life is something huge I fear, My life will be different if anyone of them, I loose. A decision must be made soon I still am not sure what to do I fear that any choice I make will make me into a loon On these, my mind must continue to chew. In the end, the decision is up to me Though each bit of advice will be held in my mind Each loving “I miss you” is a delightful treat All of these things though do not fully bind. Though I will have my friends and family always What I have to do, is what feels right to m
Sometimes People Come Into Your Life
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The p
New Camaro Release Date
FOR RELEASE: 2006-08-10 CONTACTS Auto Buyers Have Spoken: GM Will Build An All-New Chevrolet Camaro Next generation of classic sport coupe goes into production in late 2008, on sale in 2009; will be almost identical to wildly popular concept unveiled at NAIAS Camaro Photography TRAVERSE CITY, Mich. – Dear sports car fans: General Motors heard you loud and clear. GM Chairman and CEO Rick Wagoner announced today that GM will build an all-new version of the Chevrolet Camaro sport coupe based on the award-winning concept that stole the spotlight at the North American International Auto Show and has ignited the passion of car enthusiasts around the world ever since – even spurring consumers to start petition drives and send in certified checks in hopes of placing early deposits. “The overwhelmingly enthusiastic response to the Camaro Concept continues to remind me of the uniquely iconic place our products can have in customers’ hearts,” Wagoner said. “Camaro is much
Bless The Troops
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So this really sweet lady visits my page and leave these nice messages. I sent her a sindgle red rose and and a sweet comment. She in turn sends me a weed. Am i missing something? Did I fuck up? Why, when i ma trying my best toi be sweet does she send me weeds?
What's Your Hitman Name???
Joe BannanasPeople Iced:None. Pathetic.Car Bombs Planted:SixteenFavorite WeaponShards of GlassArms Broken:Thirty TwoEyes Gouged:FourTongues Cut Off:NineBiggest Enemy:The Arm BreakerGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME
10 Years
Ok for those who don't know I have been married for 10 years to the day. I just realized it when my wife texted me and said "Happy Anniversary" which surprised the hell out of me. Now on to the confusing part me and her haven't been together now for at least 3 years. We seperated because I became disabled and she couldn't handle all the pressure that came with it. She says its because i gave up living but thats kinda funny because I am still here.So do I continue to celebrate with each year or not because we aren't living together.Its just hard for me to think we are together. She now has a little boy with another man and even if there was a chance that we could work it out I don't think I could be around a child thats not mine.So anyways she thinks its 10 years I only consider it 7 years that we were together. Am I right or is she right?
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Someone Needs A Jacket.
My family is so insane sometimes. My dad is in the shower like singing 'hurry down... come down... hurry up... I'm down... babab baa uhhh' (directly quoted JUST now)
Hey People
Look every I know it is the holiday season…. This should be good news..;however, I just found out this evening.. that one of my uncles was hurt very bad at work last week…. I will apologize now if I am not the most pleasant person here now…look between me working and school…now this I know I will not be on here to much more the next couple of weeks leave a message I will try and get with you later on or after the holiday’s to leave some comments for you.. later ash
Please Help!
So the first contest I'm in ends in 5 hours. I'm currently in second place. :P I'd appreciate any help from anybody who'd like to help me catch up and take the lead (and keep it until midnight tonight). Any helpers will be greatly appreciated and rewarded (I can rate, comment and gift ya back!) to help me out go here Click here to go rate/comment my pic! Thanks guys!!
Falter No More
Falter. fail Falter, fail Scars are covered Pain well hidden Smile empty Souless, dead A self inflicted tradgity Mental warefare with myself Slowly killing Never ending Tourtured prison Falter. fail Falter, fail My mind is All over You made me who I am I never imagined. you reaching for my hand Pushed down Let down Dissapointed all over again My love feels so empty Will I ever feel it again? Falter, fail Falter. fail Over Again and again Falter, Fail Falter, Fail Again and Again Falter. fail Falter, fail Never.. ever AGAIN!! By Dolly Disaster
You Know You’re A Biker When:
YOU KNOW YOU’RE A BIKER WHEN: - Your best friends are named after animals. - Your best shoes have steel toes. - You have motorcycle parts in the dishwasher. - Your idea of jewelry is chains and barbwire. - You can tell what kind of bugs they are by the taste of them. - You ever bought saddlebags so you can carry more beer. - You’re only sunburned on the back of your hands. - You carry a picture of your bike in your wallet. - Any day you ride is a good day. - Your other vehicle is a truck with motorcycle ramps in it. - Your three piece suit is Chaps, Leather Vests & a Leather Jacket. - Your kids learn to ride on the back of your bike before they can walk. - Your garage has more square footage than your house. - Your coffee table collapses from the weight of motorcycle magazines - You throw a party and more bikes show up than cars. - Any one of your bikes is worth more than your car. - You carry around a crushed beer can in the case of soft tar when you park the bike.
First off, Merry Christmas to everyone on Tap! Just started prepping my dinner, and Olive stuffed leg of lamb with fresh herbs, kalamata olives, garlic, an lemon juice! Its in the fridge marinating in a yogurt marinade w/ mint & rosemary right now! Later as an appetizer Ill be sauteeing up some jumbo shrimp in butter an oil toss in some more olives and whole habenero peppers to give it a kick as well as a slight fruitiness to it, add some lime juice an deglaze with Reisling wine for a sauce! Having mashed sweet taters w/ capers and some cheesy asparagus to match the lamb as well! Damn I love cooking things like this...I can't wait to taste it but Im even more pumped to make it!!!
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New Year
with a new year comes a new ring on this stump we call life. So yeah i just sorta lost a friend before the new year, which things didnt happen the way they did and if i could go back i would change things so it never happened but im not a time machine and im not lucky enough to have a CLICK remote so i guess i got to move on and just let things slide for a bit. I know me and her will be friends again before long, im an addictive person and once ive touched someones life they dont seem to like it when im not around doin what i do best, makin them smile when they need to the most so with this new year comes new wishes, new dreams and a new chance...lets all make the most of it
Pics Of Me
OK, I decided to put this up due to the amount of times I get asked for pics each day. I do not post pics of me on the net and do not give them out to anyone I do not already personally know. PERIOD! I have a stalker. She, along with her friends and boyfriends, their friends and boyfriends, etc. have been making my life Hell for the past 4 years now. I do not want to make it any easier for them to find me online. I am in a serious relationship with an amazing man who I am VERY deeply in love with. I am NOT here to hook up or to become romantically involved with anyone here. I set up this profile to have some fun in my spare time chatting with some of the really great people who are on here, and maybe get a little more traffic over to my internet store in the process. I am interested in online friendships ONLY. You do not need a picture of me in order to talk to me. And if you aboslutely MUST have one in order to be my friend, than just delete me because you are too superfici
Domestic Violence....How is this defined? Domestic Violence is not easy to define. It can be physical or mental abuse. It can be as simple as one person blaming another for their own actions. Domestic Violence is an umbrella for so many actions/responses/feelings. Physical abuse...hurting another person...leaving bruises or broken bones. Mental abuse...making a person feel less than adequate....making someone believe that the actions of another are being caused by what someone else did or didn't do. Regardless of whether it's physical or not....everyone is responsible for their actions and there are consequences for all actions.... Often the victim returns to the abuser...sometimes for answers like "why did you do this to me?" This is the abusers way of keeping a hold on his victim. By making them feel that in some way, large or small, it was the victims actions that cause the response of the abuser. A seed is planted in the mind of the victim that grows making the victim fe
2012 - Parallels Across The Globe
There are striking parallels between a diversity of cultures relating to 2012 and there are many world views available to us. Emissaries from manydifferent traditions will speak about the beliefs & prophesies of their culture.Hopi Predict a 25yr period of purification followed by End of Fourth World and beginning of the Fifth.Mayans Call it the 'end days' or the end of time as we know it.Maoris Say that as the veils dissolve there will be a merging of the physical & spiritual worlds.Zulu Believe that the whole world will be turned upside down.Hindus Kali Yuga (end time of man). The Coming of Kalki & critical mass of Enlightened Ones.Incas Call it the 'Age of Meeting Ourselves Again'.Aztec Call this the Time of the Sixth Sun. A time of transformation. Creation of new race.Dogon Say that the spaceship of the visitors, the Nommo, will return in the form of a blue starPueblo Acknowledge it'll be the emergence into the Fifth WorldCherokee Their ancient calendar ends exactly at
Sexiest Smile Contest
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Your Viewing Eyes
One early morning I rise to the day of purple hue Saw the awakening Of the skies as the sun Began to rise Splash water on my face to wake up And looking into the mirror on the Wall instated of the mirror of my Heart Which was a big mistake? For I did not recognize the person reflecting On the mirror as I recall a beauty with a plum and perky Face with a soft and pinkish colored Skin like a freshly picked peach that Some how Has vanished and taking its place It’s reflecting an old decayed prune Filled With stress and full of wisdom Staring deeper into the pit of my mind Reflecting an Image of your eyes Viewing The stranger in the mirror fills my Heart with disgust, the look I saw in the Mirror of your viewing eyes Sprinkle my heart with tears AS I though to bare myself to you Released a
I wrote this poem To honor the memory of A very special friend of my cousin's sons Girlfriend and any other person Who thinks this is real love to let Them control their lives and abused Their bodies and mind!! This is not Love.... Gives her roses Every day Arrives home late every Night Reveals he loves her And She believes and accepts, that This is the way true love Is He tormented and mistreated Her every day She thought She was worthy of oppress. For his expressing his love For her She has no mind of her own For he related to her that she Is not worthy of a better Life. And you are not qualified to Be the mother of my kids Her sister advised her to Leave him But She always covers up for him He’s just stressed out from Work. And he needs to release some
I used to think I wasnt good enough… To keep the years at bay To make it through these incessant summers... Spiked with that relentless blind & burn Leading me into this impending fall... just to leave me ostracized, with little if any hope of salvation... And that Moment Of Clarity I was on the verge of translating through my heart and eyes... It just fell apart inside my imagination, and I can only grasp at the fragments, as they float up, out of my reach and turn toward the sky J. Alexander
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What Happened To The First Amendment?
Please be advised that I am not at all sympathetic towards the gunman blamed for killing 32 students and himself at VA Tech. However, I feel very strongly that when one person gets arrested for having an opinion that differs from the norm, then we are in danger of losing more than just our civil liberties. Please read the following and let me know your thoughts on this subject. Student Arrested Over Va. Tech Remarks By Associated Press 5 hours ago.... BOULDER, Colo. - A University of Colorado student was arrested after making comments that classmates deemed sympathetic toward the gunman blamed for killing 32 students and himself at Virginia Tech, authorities said. During a class discussion of Monday's massacre at Virginia Tech, the student "made comments about understanding how someone could kill 32 people," university police Cmdr. Brad Wiesley said. Several witnesses told investigators the student said he was "angry about all kinds of things from the fluorescent l
Small Vent
what is up with people posting fake pictures??? especially when the "real" pictures are hot anyway? fucking dress yourself up and have a photo shoot, dont put fucking pictures of models up on your profile to get more points you fucking point whore. and while we're at it, what is up with people who are RL married having CT hubbies? WTF? Do you have an open relationship? Is all this cyber stuff really so fake for you that it's like a game where you can play any role you want? I dont know about any of you but i'm here to meet real people, and make real friends, and i'm tired of the lame fake ass bullshit i keep seeing. makes me wanna clean out my friends list.
Lux 2.0
so.. for awhile now ive had a big plan underway -- once i reach 'rockstar' (which i now have) i was no longer going to give a crap about points =) or ratings.. or anything like that - mainly because i think the other titles sound stupid - and rockstar is all i really wanted.. also i wanted the 'bold name' - now that im there - things are going to change alot on my page (that is if i have the time) im removing most of the pics of myself.. which ive already started doing - except for say 10 of my favorites - although ive had problems deleting some of them... i just have too many nice comments on them and dont have the heart to delete - but i will.. its just been hard to make the decision - im going to remove most of the crap on my page as well - except for the essential stuff - and now that im not concerned in any way with 'points' or ranks or anything like that - its just going to be about what it should have been about in the first place --- chatting with friends. i will conti
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Grandma & The Nudist Colony
A man moves into a nudist colony. He receives a letter from his mother asking him to send her a current picture. Too embarrassed to let her know that he lives in a nudist colony, he cuts one in half and sends her the top part. Later he receives another letter asking him to send a picture to his grandmother. The man cuts another picture in half, but accidentally sends the bottom half. He is really worried when he realizes that he sent the wrong part, but then remembers how bad his grandmother's eyesight is and hopes she won't notice. A few weeks later he receives a letter from his grandmother. It says, "Thank you for the picture. Change your hair style? makes your nose look too long."
One Dirty Question
one dirty question Body: u get to ask me 1 Dirty Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully...the catch have to repost this and see what people ask you.... (repost as..1 dirty question)
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Race To 15k
The race to 15,000 Race to 15k. Must add, fan and rate host, NO rules. Send me a link to the pic you want to enter. Contest starts Tuesday July 31st at 12pm CST and will end when comment quota is met. Prizes as follows 1st place 7 day blast 15,000 comments 2nd place 3 day blast 10,000 comments 3rd place 1 day blast 5,000 comments Your host for the contest is ×*×*×P®øeffe¢t×*×*× C.T HUBBY TO KILLER BLUE EYES §ø¢¡etÿ øf Tøߢø®e@ fubar
For My Soul-mate!!
You are my everything. I just wish that you could see. You are the reason I breath. You mean the world to me.   You are the reason I wake up in the morning, So I can see your face, brighter than any sun. You are the love of my life. I know that you are the one.   You are all that I live for. You are the reason I survive. You hold my heart in your palm, Just as long as I am alive.   You are all I want. You fill my heart with such desire. You are the one I've searched for. You set my body, soul, and heart on fire.   I love you with all my being. I guess that is my fate. I want noone but you. You are destined as my soul-mate.   So it's with these words that I leave you. My love for you is eternal and true. I just wish I could give you a clue, To give you an inkling as to how much I love you. Written By: Jamie Renee Bryant
Groups: Bin Laden Plans Video On 9/11
CAIRO, Egypt - Osama bin Laden will release a new video in the coming days ahead of the sixth anniversary of the Sept. 11 attacks in what would be the first new images of the terror mastermind in nearly three years, al-Qaida's media arm announced Thursday. Analysts noted that al-Qaida tends to mark the Sept. 11 anniversary with a slew of messages, and the Department of Homeland Security said it had no credible information warning of an imminent threat to the United States. Still, bin Laden's appearance would be significant. The al-Qaida leader has not appeared in new video footage since October 2004, and he has not put out a new audiotape in more than a year, his longest period without a message. One difference in his appearance was immediately obvious. The announcement had a still photo from the coming video, showing bin Laden addressing the camera, his beard fully black. In his past videos, bin Laden's beard was almost entirely gray with dark streaks. Bin Laden's beard ap
LIGHTS ON.....9/11 PLEASE forward this to everyone in your address book asking them to also forward it. Please join us on 9/11. We have 1 day to get the word out all across this great land we love and call the United States of America. Let's see how powerful e-mail can be! On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this e-mail on to others! REMEMBER! LIGHTS ON.....9/11 MySpace Comments
Morning everyone..hope all is well with everyone. Bombfest for two weeks, so I will be bombing with my family for most of the day again. I was so under the weather last night I just had to pass out. I am feeling 100% refreshed today though..:) In case you guys were wondering where I was on a Saturday night..LOL Well Help to level Piedaddy needs 2300. So if hes not on your list, stop by his page, rate fan and add him, and lests see if we can't get him to the next level. :) Click the pic PieDaDDY@ fubar
To all that wished me a Happy BirthdaySexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m
Attention To All Fubar Friends Family And Fans
kccowgirl7164 is ripping pics without asking for permission first so please watch ur pics
Mon 15th
ok guys time for me to blog again on mon the 15th of oct i go under the knife for the 15th time with my knees im not sure how long i will be out for but im trying to get the level 21 so lets hope i make whilst im in hospital its not major surgery but its a major clean out of my right knee i pieces floating round and ligament damages they hoping to stop my knee from collapsing all the time so a lil prayer and kind thoughts and some love would be nice my friends here in aussie and some abroad have been great so im now finding out who my true friends really are will keep u posted on the outcome once i get out love ya's all and u know who u are
Car Wreck
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He said to her: “I don’t care what you think I don’t care how you feel I’ll do what I want I’m not willing to deal Sure, I love our life But I want this too You can take it or leave it It’s up to you I am who I am I live as I please I make no excuse Now get down on your knees NO, you say You won’t do as I ask Well, whatever, I’ll get another for that task I’m not hurting you I’m just taking what’s mine And if you don’t like that Well, I guess that’s fine After all it’s your choice To stay or to go All you need to do is Say “Yes, Sir”; not no So My way or yours What will it be Just make up your mind And do it quickly Your time has run out I’ve got things to do I’m tired of waiting This is not about you It’s simply about Me having it all I’d like you there But if you’re not that’s your call Here are the choices you have There’s no middle ground Stay and accept all that I do If you can’t do that then don’t hang around And r
His Birthday
Mom wrote me today, as she's still in NJ helping my Aunt take care of loose ends -- going thru clothes I'm sure; but also tying up financial ends and going thru the Will I assume. Mom wrote to remind me today was Uncle Clarence's 76th birthday. His father only lived to be 28; but his mom (my grandma) lived to be 95 - so that was in his favor. Uncle Clarence felt he wouldn't live to see 70 but of course he did.....and just a few weeks ago he was saying he felt he'd live to 90. If only he had. So I raise my glass and toast his birthday today. LOVE YOU Uncle C. We miss the hell out of you....
Inhunanity. . .
INHUMANITY INEPT INCOMPETENCE INACTION INCIVILITY INSTABILITY INDIFFERENCE IMPERFECTIONS IN HUMANITY In the shadows of reality Many are unseen in society Overlooked without recourse Never knowing how to use available resources . . . Without a voice to aid their cause No protection found in our laws Hidden and kept out of sight No one understands their plight . . . The cause isn't very well known So no one ever throws them a bone Injustice and inequality for all Who among you will answer their call? Never really politically correct No one aids or really affects The way they are viewed and misunderstood Helpless, voiceless, no services ~ nothing good . . . Institutionalized and kept out of view So much of life they never knew Never to feel wanted and appreciated Seen as worthless, their value depreciated . . . "Mentally Ill" or "Developmentally Disabled" Oh, how much I loath those stupid labels "Retarded" and "Slow" are so much worse Those
As We Get Closer
as we r getting closer to the holidays we r looking for those who like to help and would like to be part of a family who is helping,,,we r getting those christmas boxes ready to send over to our troops in iraq,,,hope u all r doing the same who is already part of this awesome family,,, if u r not a part and would like to be,,,please contact us by leaving a message for us,,,we would love and we would welcome u with open arms,,,the more we have the more troops we can help,,,thank you for ur time and hope to hear from u all real soon,,,1st Lady aka odinsmomma
Computer Problems
Hey How are you all doing, well I have been not on here for a while because my computer is acting up and I don't know why.. Let me fine the problem than I can get back of what I was doing ok you all.. Any how I don't want to be a bone head but I will let you all know or I will have one of my friends log under my name and post a blog for me if that is ok with that person.. Any how I have to go I have other things to do with this damn computer.. Talk to you all bye bye.. VIrgo24
Green Bay @ Dallas
Ok, as most of you know I am a big Dallas Cowboys fan, So wherever all of my Fu friends are located in this world, I want to hear from you all on Thursday November 29, 2007 and I want you all to say "How Bout Them Cowboys."
The Golfer
A golfer was involved in a terrible car crash and was rushed to the hospital. Just before he was put under, the surgeon popped in to see him. "I have some good news and some bad news," says the surgeon. "The bad news is that I have to remove your right arm!" "Oh God no!" cries the man. "My golfing is over! Please Doc, what's the good news?" "The good news is, I have another one to replace it with, but it's a woman's arm. I'll need your permission before I go ahead with the transplant." "Go for it doc" says the man. "As long as I can play golf again." The operation went well and a year later the man was out on the golf course when he bumped into the surgeon. "Hi, how's the new arm?" asks the surgeon. "Just great" says the businessman. "I'm playing the best golf of my life. My new arm has a much finer touch and my putting has really improved." "That's great," said the surgeon. "Not only that," continued the golfer, "my handwriting has improved, I've learned how
What Kind Of Sex Do You Love
What kind of SEX do you love? (pics)created with You scored as Phone Sex"Talk dirty to me" describes your idea of a good time. A sexy voice really sets the tone of a good evening for you. Phone Sex 89%Orgy 78%Oral Sex 72%Normal Sex 61%Anal Sex 55%Cyber Sex 28%Gay Sex 22%
Largeunit Has Issues...ladies Watch Out For Him, Lock All U'r Pics As Soon As U See Him.
LADIEZ WATCH OUT FOR THIS ONE.....HE TOTALLY CREEPED ME OUT. ->largeunit: ok that was deff to much info and not somethin i really want to b a part of. largeunit: I want them for my wank bank! lol largeunit: I save some of your pics to my computer... I will not post them anywhere else... I love the one of you in white pants, thong shoiwng ->largeunit: can what? largeunit: Hey can largeunit@ fubar
Matthew Murray 'dragon
12/12/07 Dear Readers: Finally one of my readers sent me the exact age of Matthew Murray who went on a rampage in a missionary training center Christians a few days ago. The young gunman was identified as Matthew Murray, 24 was born in 1983 and as mentioned in my last newsletter "Dragon Rampage" the serial killer is a part of the "Death Wish" generation. Five people - including Murray - were killed, and five others wounded Sunday in the two eruptions of violence 12 hours and 65 miles apart. The first attack took place at Youth With a Mission, a training center for missionaries in the Denver suburb of Arvada; the other occurred at the New Life Church in Colorado Springs, where Murray was shot by a security guard, though investigators said he may have died from a self-inflicted gunshot wound. Matthew was home-schooled and in what a friend said he was also a deeply religious Christian household. Murray was born with a Dragon's Tail (past lives/negative) in th
All I Want For Christmas(this Is To My Shizzle N My Girls Trista N Nikki)
Through These Eyes
Through these eyes Can you see The pain that lies inside My soul crying for help From all the wounds Ive received All the battles that Ive lost My heart is broken And I struggle to fix it Reaching out to someone Anyone at this point in time To help me out of this cell I wasnt looking when I found you Someone who makes me smile Constantly picking me up when I stumble Leaning on you I found something Not intending to I found myself falling for you Day by day The more we talked And the more you comforted me The more alive I became You stimulate me more than anything Making me want to believe in myself I'm far from being perfect The scars on my arm prove that But it doesnt matter to you I dont have to be anything more than me For you to like me To want me You welcomed me with open arms And cradle me with warmth But now,after all this time,you want to leave I'm begging you to stay Dont leave me alone We waited so long to talk one-on-one And you want to let
New Grandpa
This will be a x-mas i wont forget. This year my gf's oldest son came over. He brought with him a new coffee maker for us and a granddaughter. We also met his fiance Amber. I had no idea whatsoever! The adorable lil girl is 23 months old. A question i was asked numerous time was how did we not know that we were grandparents? Not so easy to answer. But i will do my best. This is how it happened to the best of my knowledge. Alexis and his gf Amber were together once before (obviously). When they broke up and went their separate ways, she was pregnant with his child but did not know. She got into a relationship with this fellow named Doug. It was when she was with him that she found out that she was pregnant. She assumed it was Dougs child. Things happened between her and Doug. Basic "he said she said" crap. They broke up in the end. 6 Months ago is when Alexis stepped back into the picture. And met his daughter. There was a paternity test done Because Doug and his family was trying to ta
Thank You
Thank You Phucker and Purpleroses for helping me level up to "Rock Star" Muah!!!!
Ginger Turkey Stir-fry
Ginger Turkey Stir-Fry The sauce for this simple veggie-packed stir-fry gets a bit of tang from lemon juice and a hint of sweetness from honey. Add the soy sauce, and you've got a wonderful blend of complementary flavors. Credit: The Turkey Federation Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1/3 cup water * 2 tablespoons lemon juice * 2 tablespoons honey * 1 teaspoon fresh ginger, grated * 1 tablespoon reduced-sodium soy sauce * 1 large clove garlic, minced * 2 tablespoons cornstarch * 1 tablespoon vegetable oil * 2 cups sliced carrot * 2 cups broccoli florets * 2 cups sliced mushrooms * 1 (8-ounce) can water chestnuts, drained and sliced * 1 pound turkey breast, cutlets or slices, cut into strips Directions: Combine water, lemon juice, honey, ginger, soy sauce and garlic. Dissolve cornstarch in mixture; set aside. Heat oil over high heat in a wok or large skillet. Add carrots and stir-fry for 3 minutes, or until
2008 So Far
2008 So Far For me has been OK had a quiet new year's day and soon it will mark the 2nd year without any contact with Geoff my now ex best friend of 16/17 years of friendship and since the friendship ended 2 years ago and on the 10/1/08 or 1/10/08 will mark the 2nd year without any contact with forever i am still sad that it has finished and i miss him as my best friend i would've made it 19 years as best friends with him if i hadn't had my friendship forced to end with him this year and this will also mark the 3rd birthday of his i will have missed due the friendship been over with him from Bruce
Quartet Typesetting
Getting much nearer to being done with typesetting the 330-bar first movement of Jadassohn's first string quartet. 70 bars of cello part to go, and some neatening up of the other three...
For those of you who have read my blogs, my first blog was about my dog Sam. Back in October Sam was diagnosed with kidney disease. It is not known if this disease was congenital or caused from the tainted food, the brand he was raised on was one that was recalled. Last night, at approximately 4:30,Sam succumbed and died peacefully while he was being petted. It's hard to imagine but I am truly hertbroken.
Online Relationships
The Letter. I have never believed in online relationships. But found myself in one, and feel in love. Knowing we could never be together, we still had 6 months of true happiness. We laughed, joked, and we always there for each other. It made Fubar fun for me. One day a handsome guy came and be-friended her. Although she stay true to me, i couldn't handle it and was jealous everyday. We fought, i accused her of stuff she wasn't doing. I was an asshole. But still she stayed with me. Until one huge fight where he put her in his status. I lost it, and in return ruined a great thing. We stopped talking for weeks. And it was over. :( I found myself missing her and made contact. She was missing me too. But during our time away she started to have feelings for the guy who broke us up. And he feel in love with her. Was i right? I was being jealous, but my gut knew he was after her. Even if she didnt see it at the time. The girl and i have talked alot. She still is in love with me, and i

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