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Don't you feel it's strange sometimes when you think you have made good friends, you'd thought they would be there for a while??Yes, Being on vacation and staying up late @ night with no one up and around me.. Just makes me wonder on the who and what....
Most of the time it is hard for me to stay in touch because the only thing lately for me in my life is just grief.. I don't want to go to a friends page and just whine and bitch....When I don't have anything else to say at the moment.
Some just figured I am just too weird,,, Well, and some just figured they would get one thing from me...If I don't have much to say except having whining issues,which is most days lately.. I just stop by their page to let them know I was there.. Just to say "Hey.Friend.. it's me... just saying hi and thinking about you...
Granted a few aren't as close as we were..Sadden by that.. but it doesn't cloud meReally, just because I might seem annoying online at times... people tend to drift..I am really trying to joke.. Sorry.. I am not feminine enough for some..And I have word things differently that makes people confuse or astray
I never intentionally want to hurt anybody..If I have.. Sorry..
Sorry to some who think they wanted me to be.Sorry to some that I don't act tough nor mean..
I am not sorry... For who I am and what I love to do..I am not sorry for the people I care for..I am not sorry for your own mistake
I am not sorry That I won't change for you..If you love/like me (Yes, I love all my friends who are there.. and say hi.. thinking of ya..in their tiny way)
If you don't... Your problem... NOT mine... and you weren't a friend after all.. to thatI am sorry for letting YOU hurt me... and since you are/did...You made a mistake
This is not just for one in particular,,,, but if you think it is you??? What are you gonna do...Continue to hurt the ones that do care for you? IF so... F.U. You just wasted a friendship....I'll find out and when I do...GOODBYE