XxcyanidexcupcakexX's blog: "Stuffs"

Its been 3 long years since you've been gone. It seems just like yesterday i got the phone call saying that you had passed away. I sit here this morning and think of all the times i would come over and we would talk and you would teach me a new trick in cooking to cut back on dishes. A cup of flour is a handful, a tablespoon of baking powder is  a palm full. Remembering how we all cried when we found out that you had cancer...we were all afraid but you told us not to worry and it would all be okay. You put up a long a courageous fight for 3 years. I remember riding the hour commute almost daily to go to the doctors for check ups and blood work, chemotherapy, and pain managment. We all learned little tricks of our own to cut back on your pain, and sickness. on May 6th,2006 i guess you decided it was time to give up that fight. And for a week we all sat at your bedside in your home. Checking your temperature, blood pressure, fixing your IV's and keeping you comfortable as you lived out your last days with us. You went peacefully,  quietly, with only a few of us around to say goodbye. I can still remember Pop coming over to you and kissing your lips and saying " I love you Eva. I will see you when i get there." It broke our hearts to see you go but we knew that the pain, and the suffering, and the fight was over. We all miss you gram.... I love you.....

Niki