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One More Time Lol
haahahh this is just fucking funny, and it isn't the song of Daft Punk ROFL... Play the song now! judge it by yourself just looking at the pic :) ehhh... what can i say? lol i don't want to believe it but, am i so unforgettable? :D hahahahahahahaha *** EDITED *** yes, he's the guy i had something with, and he left me, plus sent his cam whores to rate 1's to my friends, mmm what else? lol the same one that was trying to play mind games with me while he was datting other girls... ehh... what else? just read the other blogs!

Omg I Can't Believe I Made It!
Today was the last day of school!!! YEAH I made it to winter break! Next week is finals week. I have 3 finals to take as I've already taken 2 finals this week. All I have to do now is make it through finals week! Then one more semester at this level and I head off to the professional level of schooling! I am trying to decide if I want to walk to receive my associates, part of me feels yes because I have earned it and the other part feels I should wait until I receive my BS or my MS. Hmmmm..... what to do?!?!?!?! Stac

International House Of Blunderence
This is a little drink I came up with when I use to bartend. *WARNING* This one is only for the serious drinker with a cast iron stomach. 1 SHOT OF SOUTHERN COMFORT 1 SHOT OF CROWN 1 SHOT OF JOSE 1 SHOT OF CAPTIAN MORGAN 1 SHOT OF TANGERAY 1 SHOT OF JAGER 1 SHOT OF JAMERSON 1 SHOT OF GREY GOOSE MIX TOGETHER IN A CUP,SERVE OVER ICE, PLACE IN 2 STRAWS AND CHUG WITH YOUR BLUNDER BUDDY ENJOY AND GOOD LUCK

Let Down Again
Why does it happen to me?? Why do I ALWAYS want someone I can't have, need someone that is not near or get used by someone for no reason? Is it really karma coming back to get me after all the wrong doing I have done in my life. Is this payback for all the pain I out my parents in for no reason other then pure selfish ones? I often wonder. But then I think why am I so bothered by all this? WHAT am I looking for/ wanting or expecting out of men or relationships in general? Am I looking for that never ending, euphoric love that everyone sees in movies and on TV? Here is an odd question, how often does that ever really last? Sure you meet someone, you fall in love, you lose your mind basically, then you decide to make a decision to spend the rest of your life together. Then after the kids come, and the mortgage and bills you have somehow fallen out of love and its now a routine. Its just a great pair of shoes that you can't live without but sometimes wish were new and shiney

New Orleans Traditional Titty Flashing!
Hey ladies only...As you know.. I am a detective here in new orleans with the NOPD! I survived Katrina, the gunshots, the flooding and the caos! I lost everything i ever owned.. Now you can help cheer me and my friends up by taking part in my Happy Mardi Gras Show your tits for beads contest. Just send me your flashing pics and a winner will be selected on mardi gras Day which will be Tuesday Feb 20th 2007. Please creativity is requseted and they must be completly exposed.. no need to show your face... Winner will get a special prize to enjoy... So please have fun and happy mardi gras!!!!!

~bosslady's I'm Nekkid Contest~
**ATTENTION PLAYMATEZ** THINK YOU GOT IT ??? I NEED TO KNOW IF U WANNA ENTER NO LATER THEN MIDNIGHT EST ON FEB.15 UNLESS ALL MONTHS ARE FILLED UP AND I WILL UPDATE BULLETIN AS SOON AS I CAN Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com ~~ OK HOT LADIEZ I'M HOLDING A CONTEST STARTING FEB.16 OPENING AT 1 PM EST(FRIDAY) AND IT WILL END ON FEB 28 12 MIDNIGHT EST(WENESDAY). I WANT 12 LADIEZ ONE FOR EACH MONTH. **RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS** .. NO HATING ON OTHER PEOPLE IN CONTEST .. U MAY BOMB YOURSELF..COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED .. HAVE FUN !! .. IF THERE IS A TIE IT WILL COME DOWN TO RATES AND COMMENTS SO MAKE SURE TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS TO RATE ALSO .. YOU WILL HAVE TO PIMP YOUR SELF..BULLETINS,BLOGS,BLASTS,STICKY ETC.. ..MONTHS WILL BE AVAILABLE AS SOON AS THIS POSTS SO IF YOU DON'T LET ME KNOW RIGHT AWAY THE MONTH U WANT MIGHT BE TAKEN ** I WILL BE TRACKIN CHERRY BUCKS EARNED AND ALL WILL BE SPENT ON WINNER THRO CHERRY GIFT SHOP WHEATHER ITS ONE BIG GIFT OR SEV

Dungeon Of Malice
Get Code | Create Your Own! Get Code | Create Your Own! This family is for all metal lovers.. Black, German, Gothic, Death, Power, Norwiegan, Batcave, Trance, Heavy, Grindcore, Speed, Doom, Melodic, Thrash, Epic, and all others. If you are interested.. Hit me up!

My 2nd Rant...
Ok, I understand CT can be a pain in the ass.. I know, I have bitched my share about it. BUT, I'm getting tired of all these "I'm leaving CT forever" bulletins. Stop threatening...just leave. It doesn't matter after you have whined so much that people are dying for you to do it. Piss or get out of the pool people.

A Serene Moment.
A Serene Moment When negativity seems to have taken over your thinking, and all you can see in every direction are problems, stop and calm your mind. Clear your thoughts away and for a while, feel the peace of simply being. Let go of the thoughts racing through your head and let in a feeling of serenity. Put yourself in a state where even the distractions cannot affect you. Allow the negativity to drain steadily away and enjoy the clear, calm awareness of what is. Let go of the need to make judgments about what is going on, and let in the pure experience of what is happening. See that the disappointments of the past are far, far away. Let your peaceful, accepting experience of the moment fill you with a solid, confident energy. Step back for a little while and feel the calm reality of who you are, of the life you are living. Enjoy a serene moment, and your eyes will be opened to the positive possibilities that are all around you. -- Ralph Marst

Senior Dating
Dorothy and Edna, two "senior" widows, are talking. Dorothy: "That nice George Johnson asked me out for a date. I know you went out with him last week, and I wanted to talk with you about him before I give him my answer." Edna: "Well, I'll tell you. He shows up at my apartment punctually at 7P.M., dressed like such a gentleman in a fine suit, and he brings me such beautiful flowers! Then he takes me downstairs, and what's there but a luxury car... a limousine, uniformed chauffeur and all. Then he takes me out for dinner... a marvelous dinner... lobster, champagne, dessert, and after-dinner drinks. Then we go see a show. Let me tell you, Dorothy, I enjoyed it so much I could have just died from pleasure! So then we are coming back to my apartment and he turns into an ANIMAL. Completely crazy, he tears off my expensive new dress and has his way with me tw

Special Thank You
WHAT A NICE WAY TO START YOUR DAY!!! YES,, WE DID IT AND SHE GET THE 1ST PRIZE WINNER AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.YOU ARE THE BEST FRIENDS ANY ONE CAN ASK FOR. I JUST WANTED TO THANK EACH ONE OF YOU WHO PUT THE TIME AND EFFORT TO MAKE IT HAPPEN. I'M VERY GRATEFUL AND VERY PROUD TO CALL YOU FRIENDS AND TO HAVE YOU ON MY CHERRYTAP (FUBAR)FRIENDS LIST I LUV YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND GREAT WEEK HUGS AND KISSES WildCat

Mornings
I am not a morning person, but somehow I am compelled to wake in the wee hours for fear that I may miss something significant. I have been painting up a storm as of late... i love computer art, but there is something magickal about the eyestraining time consuming tedious work of the brush. I have almost 10 works completed now in large-scale, and three more in the works and 1 on the drawing board. I almost have enough for a showing. I am sooooo excited. Been meeting many new and interesting people as of late. I hope things continue to go as they are. Production is awesome! I am almost back to where I was before Christmas. Scrawny was a setback... but it all worked out well in the end. I have TWO homes now... Not 1 but TWO!!! bot in the city where I like to be... one a nice little apartment in a good neighborhood, and the other a charming flat with a built in art studio! Yay me! Life is good

Just Say It...kthx...
...and the song pretty much sums it up. Lately there seems to be a rash of this going on around here, or maybe even it was there all along for the most part but I guess I didn't realize it until it was affecting me so much personally. I just want to take this time to, yet again, make people think before they act and try to bring some light to a pretty damn dark situation. ..as many of you are aware, my recent "personal" *cough cough* relationship situation has taken a bit of a change of late and without naming any names *cough cough,* I'd like to address not that in and of itself because it's really not anyone's buisness to be displayed in a public forum; at least that's my opinion on that matter anyways and I have and will continue not to do such things. But latley the "rumor mongers" and "whisperers" have taken it upon themselves to try to create a sea of drama surrounding this situation, at least that's what I hear or see or pick up on anyways. Funny because NOT A SINGLE PERSON (

Where Is She??
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to abo

Take Two: This One's For The Army Only 5k Needed For This Guy To Level
Please come help out my Army friend. He has been stuck at his level for awhile and would really like to move upwards... here is his profile link: OlDeR WoMeN MaKe BeAuTiFuL LoVeRs ~ Security @ Statix Underground@ fubar Listen to the Ghost Rider This leveling pimpout brought to you by: ~/~ Sassy ~/~ Founder of The Lancasters Bartender Fusion Radio@ fubar

One Flaw In Women
I found this piece very interesting. One Flaw in Women By the time the Lord made woman, he was into His sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, “Why are you spending so much time on this one?” And the Lord answered, “Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable, and able to run on diet Coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart—and she will do everything with only two hands.” The angel was astounded at the requirements. “Only two hands! No way! And that’s just on the standard model? That’s too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.” “But I won’t,” the Lord protested. “I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18-hour days.” The angel moved closer and touche

Ain't It The Truth
Ain't it the truth At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. A

M
I grew up as the firstborn of 7, and that by 3min (my twin died less than an hour after birth.) You can imagine, my being the oldest, That my responsibilties were abundant. I practically raised each of my five living siblings myself. I always tried to do my best, but good intentions were often not good enough. I was always acting out in school, but would always pass. About the time I turned 13, my sister attacked me, and left four scars on my legs. I'd had enough. I left home with a duffel bag full of clothes, a sleeping bag, a tent and a teddy bear. I first went to Eugene, OR, then on to Sacramento, Hollwood and San Francisco, CA. for about 2.5 years, it was a cat-and-mouse game with running off, getting picked up on the freeway, being sent home, and eventually running off again. I was attacked at one point, and hospitalized for a month and a half. Afterwards was kicking thedrugs I had gotten into. It was at this point that I had a very long talk with my parents, and we agreed that

Kenovision!!!!
Scroll and enjoy the show. PLEASE IF U ARE VIEWING LEAVE A COMMENT AND LET ME KNO OR HIT ME UP IN THE SHOUTBOX. IF U LEAVE LEMME KNOW TOO!!!! MAKE SURE U R SEEIN MY WEBCAM IF NOW CLICK THE WEBCAM BUTTON! This can also be viewed on my page!!

Great Innit
you do some really good artwork for an off the wall project and then as soon as you join places they see fit to delete it as someone jumps on you as soon as you put it up there but there was about 16 pictures of the same pair of slippers I dunno

The Limo
If you wish to have a similar story written JUST FOR YOU... send me an email to " erotic_stories_4_you@yahoo.com " and ask how you can also have one with you as the STAR with ME. I know you will love it. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Limo By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 We are together in the back of a lavish, new, black limousine, driving from a delicious dinner back to our hotel room, when traffic in the city comes to a complete halt. The night was warm so we got out of the limo to wander around and we make some small talk with the driver who stays seated in the car but with the front door open. You are wearing a long black gown with a deep plunging neckline. The top of your gown is loose fitting which becomes flirtatious to men as you turn at your waist to allow even more of your breasts to become exposed; yet never allowing all to be seen. As we chat with the driver, a gust of wind comes through the canyon of the hi

Pantyhose Fetish???
I had a guy contact me today and he asked me if I would wear a pair of pantyhose for him and then send them to him. He then asked if I would send him two pair of pantyhose I have worn and send them to him. He sent his payment to my pay pal account so I will be wearing a pair of pantyhose just for him tomorrow and another pair the day after that. Are there any other guys who have a fetish for legs and feet who like to collect pantyhose? Or, is there some form of fetish that I "might" be able to accommodate for you? Get in touch with me and tell me about your fetish and lets discuss how I might be able to help you.

Wanna See More Like This??
CLICK ON ANY PICTURE AND BOMB MY ASS OFF.. CAN YOU HELP A FRIEND IN NEED?? I NEED 60,000 COMMENTS IN MY GIVEAWAY FOR A VIP! PLEASE CAN YOU CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND DROP A FEW COMMENTS AND I WILL HELP YOU OUT ANYWAY I CAN!! If you clicked on any pic and left 1000 comments, and a rate too.. I will buy you a gift! Thanks so much!!

My Son
Thank Jesus my son was able to sign out of the hospital for Christmas Dinner...Knowing he would have to return the next day...He is now back in his hospital bed or his other home as we refer to it...His doctor came in this morning and told him he is dieing...She said that they can not wait any longer to remove his kidneys as they are doing more bad then good for him...Arrangements are now being made to transfer him from Fresno To San Fransisco....They will first start his dialisis and then shut down his kidneys and remove them....We are asking all to pray that Jesus guide the doctors and hold my son as to keep him safe....Please sticky this 4 me....KNIGHTSKITTY

Dont Know What To Think
So alot of people know about me and Jeremy. What people dont know is what my guy feeling is telling me. When he left for two weeks to go back home, I knew ahead of time I wouldnt hear from him. But now looking back, he could have tooken the time to call me. He sometimes acts weird around me. Like when i ask him questions and he looks down at the floor instead of at me when he answers. Plus every time he gets a beep its ALWAYS his mom. He never answered kimmy's email asking if we were a couple. I know I need to come out and ask him what he consider's us but im so affraid of the answer. Every since our second date my gut feeling has been telling me theres something not right with him. With all this crap on my mind I woke up this morning depressed and home sick. I never get home sick. I just dont know what to do. I would greatly appreciate the advice.... 8:33 - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos

Open Your Eye People
First off I wanted to let you all know that each and everyone of you are special. When we chat, shout or leave comments it’s a great feeling knowing that out in this vast world called cyber space there are decent people. I hope that I have given you all smiles and laughs and in someway I made you feel special. What you see is the real me I hope I am never mean or cruel to anyone because I am not even that way face to face. What you get when you deal with me is the real thing Crazy as I am that is me. I think each and everyone of you are decent kind caring and I have the utmost respect for all of you. Huggzzz to each of you. Now the reason for this blog. If you read any one my other blogs I am better at writing in a informative format then to just ramble on about why I am hurt. So here goes. There are so many different types of people in this world we see them everyday. I am not talking race , color nationality I am talking the inner part of a person. You know when you see

Im Finally Back!!!!
IM FINALLY BACK!!! If you are really a friend, I am pretty sure you noticed I have been gone for a while well a personal tragedy has happen to me, I am writing this just so you can know what happen, I do not want anyone to start acting different with me, because if you do, I am sure you know I will simply tell you to fuck off, I hate fake people and will always speak my mind…though it sometimes gets me into trouble… I am me I won’t change for anyone or under any circumstance… well here goes... On April 16, 2007 my stove exploded, at the time I was watching my niece an nephew and when I heard the explosion I got them out of the apartment and then I went back for my dogs but the front door was too hot and I couldn’t see anything from the smoke, I pushed the door open anyway using my arm and now have a burn on my arm, …I don’t think it’s too bad but the paramedic said it was … I still chose not to go to the hospital and took care of it my self (defiant ‘til the end…) and it seems to be ge

@@ A Love Poem @@
Once upon a time, There was a girl who lived in her prime, She was pretty, smart, but weak She was deep, pensieve...meek Who looked at the world with rose colored perfection And never bothered the world with her disconcerting observation. One day love struck her so deep Took her down a road she wanted to keep. The road was hard, rocky, and difficult to walk Along the way, she met people who talk About their own experience in this profound emotion And they had each learned with each sad and happy occassion. Some were good saying they were glad to see the day That love came their way. Others were embittered, broken, and torn Of the love they had lost and sworn Never to love again because of the hurt That love is painful to bear and nothing can take the place the love that is lost And nothing can ever be the same when it is when what it concerns the heart the most. Others told her sometim

Shitty News
will today i went in for my normal chemo therpy but be4 i started i wanted to talk 2 the dr. I was curious why i was doing so many scans and mri's and bone scans. she told me that they cannot kill the cancer cells in my lungs can only control them. she also told me i wasnt suppose to have live this long from stage 4 colon cancer and what i hav been thru. she said that only 8% live past 5 years and she doesnt see me living that long. I can not accept this no way in hell i been fighting this shit almost 2 years to let her tell me im dying. Im gonna get a second opinion a thrid , fourth whatever i need to fine some1 who can tell me something better and that they can help me beat the sicking diaease

Hosting An Auction
hi everyone, I've been asked to host an auction, so after a couple of days of planning and discussions (and before we saw any others similar LOL), I've decided to host the guys side of an auction and Michelle is going to host the ladies side of the auction on her page. Her link ... ♥ MishNumber1 ♥ Entry fee is just 15K fubucks, thats right, just 15K, not 50K or 100K other people charge for auctions LOL. Lady entries must send your fee, pic and offer to Michelle at the above link. Males must send your fee, pic and offer to me ASAP Please rate fan and add both of the hostesses when you enter if you haven't already, this is a join fun auction, thank you. Auctions are a great way to make some new friends and have some fun. BONUS - The male with the most rates at the end of the auction will receive 30K fubucks off me and female receives 30K off Michelle. Here are our rules ... PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT THEM BEFORE THEY

2nd Alarm Hottie Auction
Alright its auction time Happy Hour= 1,000,000 fubucks Starting bid= 10,000 fubucks Each additional bid must increase by 10,000 fubucks. Winnings -Own a hottie for 2 weeks -rate up to 100 pics -fan and rate profile -2 profile comments -2 pic comments of Hotties choice -2 gifts of hotties choice *NOTICE* Any bidder who takes advantage/harasses any hottie he/she may win, forfeits winnings and will be turned over to swat. Hotties Home Page... Come Show Us Love !!!

Leave Me A Voice Comment Thingy :d
Hey hey....I just got one of them snapvine comment things. It is located under my music player. You can either use ur puter mic or call the phone number to leave me a voice comment. I would love to hear everyones sexE selves or if u just want to hear me...take a listen I guess. Oh and Fox is not talking about Fu people. She is talking about snapvine staff who leave u annoying messages about snapvine crap. I delete them when I get them so it sounds like Fox is referring to fu people but she is not....lol So when u get a chance...I command u to leave me a voice comment. That is all ;p

Mummer Video!
Made by: ~Ashley~@ fubar If you're not here, don't get upset. People get overlooked sometimes. Ash is adding people as she realizes it, and there will be additions to the video. If you want in, and aren't, let her know... NICELY!!!

Louisiana Crab Cakes With Creole Tartar Sauce
Tartar sauce: 1/2 cup low-fat mayonnaise 3 tablespoons sweet pickle relish 2 tablespoons capers, drained and rinsed 1 teaspoon Creole mustard 1/4 teaspoon salt-free Cajun-Creole seasoning (such as The Spice Hunter) 1/4 teaspoon hot pepper sauce (such as Tabasco) Crab cakes: 4 (1-ounce) slices white bread 1/4 cup finely chopped onion 1/4 cup finely chopped red bell pepper 1 tablespoon chopped fresh parsley 1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice 1 tablespoon hot pepper sauce (such as Tabasco) 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1 pound lump crabmeat, shell pieces removed 1 large egg, lightly beaten 1 large egg white, lightly beaten 4 teaspoons vegetable oil, divided Fresh parsley sprigs (optional) Lemon wedges (optional) Preparation To prepare tartar sauce, combine first 6 ingredients, stirring with a whisk. Let stand 10 minutes. To prepare crab cakes, place bread in a food processor; pulse 10 times or until coarse crumbs measure 2 cups. Combine 1 cup breadcrum

If You Have Been Tagged... Read My Blog And Then Write Your Own! - Kelly + Jades Game Lol :d
I was tagged by Kelli :) Here's how you play: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random, facts, habits or goals about yourself , at the end choose 5 (or more) people to be tagged, list their names and why you tagged them. Don't forget to leave them a comment saying "Tag! You're It!" and to go read your blog. You can not tag the person that tagged you so since you can't tag me back let me know when you are done so that I can go read YOUR blog answers! 1. i have always wanted to be famous........ i know its not going to happen... i love the spot light though... LOL you could of guessed that 1. 2. I really want to go to America because i have made some friendships that will last forever...........x 3. my fav colours are colours of the ocean.......... 4. i once was bitten by a spider when i was 10yrs old which almost took my life.. 5. I break a glass everytime i do the dishes... soon im going to have none left! LOL no wonder i have to kee

I Want To Know Why
Hello, I want to know why... Why is it now that I am gone most of the time from this site. I only log on MAYBE once a week.. do I have tons of shouts, messages and gifts waiting for me.. and all those.. "Darn, you never seem to be on anymore" and "Where are yours?" and the main one.. "I MISS YOU".. why do I get those now?? When I used to sit here day in and down out.. talking to MAYBE 3 people ALL DAY... Sitting in a dead lounge.. no one coming in.. being alone here.. But Gods knows I am surely missed when I am not here.. WHY? Why take me for granted when I am here? Thinking I will always be here to talk to when you get the wild hairs out of your asses. Why assume I will always be here sitting and waiting for you.. Like I just asked someone in the shout box.. does a girl have to be naked in her pictures.. talk sex all the time just to have any friends here? Why do I have to sit here and watch you all talking to your other friends and not me? I see the comments you a

Check Them Out
Ok so as some of you know I volunteered to attend a camp as a counselor for burn survivors at a camp called Camp Janus on May 29th through June 1st 2008. While there I had an awesome time running and playing with the kids and doing the many different activities with them. All of us there was there as mentors and friends to these kids and was supposed to be teaching them the different things we learned as children and adults but it was the kids that did the teaching to us. They taught that no matter what obsticles life puts in front of you all you have to do is set your mind to it and you can overcome anything. Please go and visit my website at www.carlcaresbears.com and check out the phots that we took over that weekend while there sign our guest book. You will have to copy and paste the link I could not get the link to work on here. Thanks, Bam

Add Your Midgets Here!! Smiles!!
SO, HERE'S MY MIDGET...NOW SHOW ME YOURS!!LEAVE YOUR MIDGET HERE AS A COMMENT FOR MORE POINTS...IT CAN'T HURT ANYTHING....SMILES! BTW..WHILE YOU ARE HERE...IF YOU HAVEN'T R/F/A'D ME PLEASE TAKE THE TIME NOW TO DO SO. ALSO, IF YOU PUT YOUR MIDGET IN, PLEASE....AT LEAST RATE ME A 10 AS WELL AS THE BLOG.THANKS!!

"gods: Greek, Roman Etc."
Various gods such as these figures often represent idealized desires, obstacles, powers, or relationships. The presence of the god figure often comes as a superlative. Some examples of this include: Thor as the most strength, Zeus as the most wisdom, and Eros as the greatest sexual desire. We may either encounter these figures directly or feel ourselves as persons occupying their bodies or adopting their attributes. These experiences show us important features of ourselves as agents of action in the world. We are confronted by these superlatives and are either thwarted by them or become more self-aware in who we need to be in the circumstances and relationships of life. If you are a student of mythology, it may be useful to investigate your dreams for themes of power, problem-solving, and self-awareness.

Updated Ldc Positions And Guidelines...comment After U've Read
****IN COMING MEMBERS****** In order to earn the ldc letters you MUST first fan, rate and add all exsisting members, and include " ldc family" in your friends request, Only then will one be issued the LDC letters ****ALL MEMBERS****** 1. MUST HAVE LDC IN THEIR NAMES 2. F.A.R ALL MEMBERS 3. REPOST BULLETINS 4. CONTACT A CREATOR OR OWNER SHOULD THEY DECIDE TO LEAVE. 5. In order to maintain an active family and to insure that everyone is included...It is MANDATORY that each member MUST sign every blog as they read them as proof that they have read them. Also, this way there wont be any new members who feel excluded and ignored.. 6. MUST repost each bulletin posted by the LDC Family 7. There will be 3 members picked each week and posted in a blog. You will have to show them family love by either commenting their pages, giving a drink, rating a pic, or something plus you will have to comment the blog each week stating you have d

A Nice Gift
Come Luv on This Wonderful Man… PLAYINHARD Just click the Picture!! Please stop by and FAN, RATE and ADD him. He also needs help leveling!!! He is a terrific person and a great friend!!! So come on FUBAR show him some love and he and I will both return the favor!!! Brought to You By His Friends: Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY Just a Guy in Jersey and Marine Co-Owner Playground@ fubar SweetBaby~ Promoter Of Fu-Luv Bomb Squad~Sexy Pinup Girl@CB69~@ fubar Blakkie ~*Chaotic Vamperv*~Asst Chief Greeter for Fu Luv Bomb Squad ~*@ fubar

Dare To Enter? Freddy's Back Train (31 Riders Come Ride If You Dare!)
DO YOU DARE TO ENTER? FREDDY'S BACK! To join this train all you need to do is F/R/A (that's Fan/Rate/Add) EVERYONE on the train Please be sure to put something in the friend request like "Freddy's coming for you!" or "Never fall asleep again!" Well you get the idea! If you already have them on your list be sure to re-rate them if you can and leave a profile comment on their page saying you are "I DARE TO RIDE WITH FREDDY!" or something of the sorts! You must F/R/A everyone on this train! Also everyone that joins after you as well! Or you may be removed from the train!

Eye Candy ;)
Meet One Of The Sweetest Bachelors On The Fu... Now That You Seen His Sexy Self, Go Show Him Some Love Rate Fan Add Chat Him Up Crush Bling And oh yeah... Check out his photography... You WON'T regret it! Silken is one of the most sincere, down to earth guys I've had the honour of getting to know on here. He is a sweetheart and I really do feel blessed to call him a friend. Please stop in and show him love and let's get him back to #1 TOP DUDE where he belongs lol Let's Get These Irish Eyes Smiling!! XXX SO SPANK HIM HARD!!! Love & Kisses By ~ EchoAngel™ ~@ fubar Please Repost

Jezebel Tempting And Kordelia Devonshire...vids Vids Vids
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First off let me start by asking that you please DO NOT leave any comment on this blog...ALL comments will be deleted the second they are posted on here... THANKSSo I have been on this site since 2006 and have gotten to know some great people and along the way I have made some wonderful friends who I will forever keep in my heart... Let me make this clear now... I AM NOT going to leave fubar...I am writing this blog because some people have asked me who "NJ_Nice_Guy" really is... who is the guy behind the name... See I have never been one to really speak much about myself... I just tell the basics and call it a day...So this will be a little FYI on NJ_Nice_Guy...YES it might be a little long...So if you dont want to read all this then move on now...A Little Background!My parents came to the states from Portugal back in 1975 looking for a better place to start a family... They started working double shifts and saving all they could to get ahead in life... Sept. of '75 they had my sister

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JUST A THOUGHT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHEN YOU HAVE AUTO 11'S. WHAT YOU COULD DO WHEN YOU ACTIVATE YOUR AUTO 11 BLING, IS SIMPLY GO TO YOU SETTINGS AND ADD TO YOUR "NICKNAME" ANYWHERE.. "AUTO 11". YOU DO NOT NEED TO REPLACE YOUR NAME, JUST ADD IT TO YOUR NAME IN SOME WAY. FOR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THOSE WITH AUTO 11'S GO TO "SEARCH" THEN USING "NAME SEARCH" TYPE IN "AUTO 11" TADA! THOSE WHO HAVE ADDED "AUTO 11" INTO THEIR NAME WILL POP UP. I THINK THIS IS THE MOST UP TO DATE WAY OF SEEKING OUT THOSE WHO HAVE THE AUTO 11'S AND LETTING PEOPLE KNOW YOU HAVE THEM! TO SAVE MYSELF TIME, I USE THE SEARCH SO I CAN FIND THOSE 11'S! PS I WILL BE RUNNING AUTO 11'S TODAY YOU CAN ALSO FIND OTHERS AS ALWAYS IN MY TOP FAMILY

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I think I caught some damn fool's flu. And I know just the damn fool. Like it matters. That's not why I've brought you all here today. And its not to kill superman. ... this time. No, I've gathered you all here because every fucking thing hurts, and I really don't care. See, I was thinking about this while I was looking at the faces in my parent's 1/2 bath door. The wood grain looks like a thousand tormented mortals trapped, pressed, and sliced sandwich meat thin in some sort of frozen window into hell, I thought gee there's a poem right there. But really, I can't write anything worth a shit til I get paid, get fucked, and get coffee. I know. I'm being quite a prat about the whole issue, but really, I'm just not in any mood for spiritualism, feigning sophistication and all the other bullocks that falls out of my head when I'm actually inspired. It can't be helped. I have a fulltime job, and a notime lover. Madness really. And what about my innevitable trek into grad

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1]How tall are you barefoot? ALMOST 5'2 {hush} 2] Have you ever smoked heroin? Nope. 3] Do you own a gun? Nope. 4] Rehab? LOL! Never. 5] Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? Nope. 6] What do you think of your friends? I love them dearly. 7] What's your favorite Christmas song? Santa Baby 8] What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee with a lil caramel vanilla creamer. 9] Do you do push-ups? I can. 10] Have you ever done ecstacy? Nope 11] Are you vegetarian? No 12] Do you like painkillers? I don't like them, but I have to take them sometimes. 13] What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? If I tell you I will have to keel you. 14] Do you own a knife? Kitchen knives. lol 15] Do you have A.D.D. Nope. 16] Date Of Birth? 5/22/67 {I know, I'm old} 17] Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: Sex A certain someone Getting this done. 18] Name the last 3 things you have bought? New

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Babbling
Hopefully when feeling down or like I cant do it I can look back on this and get some inspiration back. Over the last few weeks, its been pretty hectic. Ive been exhausted but a good exhausted. Last year, after a few months of my separation I began learning the dynamics of domestic violence on both male and female victims. I then got asked to speak at the university as well as host a vigil for a close friend of mine and her son who were brutally murdered two years previous. That got stemmed basically out of politics. Seems when someone of 'higher rank' in society dies gets remembered and honoured better than just your 'average' citizen. A lot of people just shrug and say "It's just the way it is there is nothing you can do about it" I say bullshit! This infuriated me! I thought to myself she may not have been a civil servant but she was SOMEBODY just as important to many lives that are considered ordinary deemed by society. Meanwhile, I was struggling to learn more and more abou

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YOU WILL BE HATED FOR MY NAME'S SAKE,THAT'S WHAT JESUS SAID AND LEFT US WITH.I REMEMBER SITTING AND LOOKING AT THE PLANES AND THINKING,"THE HOLY WAR HAS FINALLY REACHED OUR HOME,THE UNITED STATES."I'M PROBABLY EVEN MORE DISTRESSED(IF YOU CAN BELIEVE THAT)DUE TO"OUR REACTION"TO THESE THREATS FROM THOSES WHO FEEL LIKE THIS ABOUT US"THERE'S ONLY ONE ACCEPTABLE OPTION IN WAR,AND THAT'S WINNING FOLKS AND WE'RE N-O-T WINNING CUZ THEY SHOULD HAVE BEEN TOTALLY DESTROYED.INSTEAD,WE TROT AROUND LIKE"EVERYTHING'S JUST FINE"AND IT'S NOT,OUR DEAD AND WOUNDED SOLDIERS ARE STILL COMING BACK TO A NATION AND A GOVERMENT WHO JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND,THEY MEAN TO KILL E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E OF US,EVEN IF IT MEANS DYING IN BATTLE THEMSELVES AND AFTER EIGHT MORE YEARS OF BOMBING E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G THEY CAN.WE STILL"DILLY-DALLY"WITH THESE PEOPLE CUZ"WE"THINK WE CAN MAKE PEACE WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVE MURDER AND DEATH.HOW CAN YOU CHANGE A PERSON WHO THINKS WHEN HE DIES IN BATTLE OR SACRIFICIAL MARTYR,HE GOING TO A PARADI

Douchebag #5
This one here is a repeat offender who has had multiple profiles and deleted them only to come back and harrass me and Donna both. His great quest as he says here is to see how many times in a fu-session he can get off???? He forgets I remember him from his last pathetic attempts so have a read and laugh lol! Read bottom to top its from shout box lol! ->Tony: ya know what i cant afford it but i live on $900 a month and pay all my bills myself feed me and a kid and go to school full time so go fuck yourself you DONT KNOW what i go through and I WILL not be judged by some pissant bastard who is here to beat off to ass many girls as he can how pathetic is that ->Tony: hahah i already got one so i dont need to listen to you beat off to get one lmao Tony: cuz u cant afford ur own Tony: whatever.... go bum vips bich ->Tony: opinions are like assholes everyone has one and yours smells just as bad as anyone elses so why dont you go find some other poor person to torture so your self

The Hotties Live Auction
Live Auction at Big Daddy's Hot Spot! Wednesday, November 18th 2009 9a Futime/11a Central/12p EST Click the link below to enter the lounge and become a member! You must be a member of the lounge to be part of the auction or to bid! http://fubar.com/lounge/68975 How this is going to work: 1. Leave a comment here saying you joined the lounge and are wanting to be auctioned off! (the more people we get into the auction the more possibilities of getting a higher bid) 2. Wednesday come ready with your offers, once your name is said to be auctioned off we will have you place your offers in the lounge...then the bidding begins. 3. 10% of your earnings will go to the house (DJ Big Daddy himself!) 4. We will keep this clean as possible and no drama please! 5. If you have any questions please feel free to leave a comment here... you can also contact DJ Big Sexy Daddy (#3family) or Rock My World (His fuwife). We are looking forward to this auction being a huge sucess an

10 Things About Me
Instructions......I was tagged but I will not inflickt it on others. You may go ahead and do one if you like :)1) My screen name came from me working on a photo when I was signing up for FU and I was stuck for a screen name. 2) The longest distance I have ever ridden in one day on my bicycle is 120 miles. 3) I have an obsession with old labels and posters. Yes and pin ups as well lol 4) I have two Thomas the Tank engines on the shelf above my desk. 5) I have only shaven my beard off twice since I was 16. 6) I like dark coffee, dark beer and thick crusty bread. 7) I do have in my record collection a Cheryl Ladd album. 8) I once ate steak tartar and loved it 9) I have piles of dead computers and printers in the basement. 10) No I don't have any dead bodies around at all :P The 5 people that are gonna hate me are:Unwanted1Fallen PaladinMedikneightedDickhead83Rustynail

Shoes
what's going on? where is everybody? I just bought some shoes on line. They're Dr. Marten ballet flats. I didn't know Dr. Marten made ballet flats but they do and I just got them for $30 bucks through Amazon. Hooray. I've been tearing up shoes ever since I started school and hoping these will stand up to beauty school. I went over to my sister's house yesterday. It is so awesome to have a car again. Hello sweet freedom. We went to dinner and a coffee place I love in downtown St. Pete. I'm going back over to her house to watch some movies and finish up some projects I have going on. I know my sister and I go through our ups and downs but there is nothing that can replace that bond. Plus it's just nice to have some where to go when the shit hits the fan. I've had dreams about that before. Not having anywhere to go and ending up at her house. I feel like last week was a crap week for a lot of people and I hope this week is going better for everyone. Blog update: If you get a chan

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Here’s wishing a very Happy Birthday today to: Jezziebelle KO@ fubar And Fubar’s own… esixfiddy@ fubar Maybe I should do birthday blogs more often. Lol. Hope you all are having an amazing weekend! ….more fun this week I’m sure…

Please Help Me
Please take a moment to read this and see if you are able to help me. I have bill that urgently needs to be paid and have been without reliable income for a period of time that has left me unable to pay.I am unable to get public assistance for this bill but if I do not get it paid I will be without internet or computer. My proposition is that I will trade someone my fubucks for a Western Union transfer for the same amount we would normally trade for a bling pack.I usually pay between 120 and 130 million for a 135 credit bling pack.I would be willing to pay 150 million for a $100 Western Union transfer rather than the bling pack. No one loses in this as the result for the sender would be the same.The only difference is that I would get tha money to pay my bill rather than Fubar. Please...if you are in need of fubucks and willing to trade for a bling pack....let me know.I'm available on YIM at Rob3495@Yahoo.com or in my sb for the remainder of the weekend.Thank you.....Robert Wal

Crisis
For once the name fits...I seriously have a CRISIS! This thing is kicking my ass and figured I would give an update. I still can't get to my Crisis account on my work desk top. So here I am yet again, sitting at my cube mates computer on this account (which Fubar made automatically for going to the page). I have tried everything. Including trying to decode the cookie files to see if I can get my username and password on my computer so Fu will autoload for me. Freakin thing is BLOCKED! This happened for 2 days back around April. I paniced. It went away. It does not seem to be going away this time. My computer has been fixed since last Wednesday and still nothing. My LAST hope is a Face Book page my good friend Witchie has set up for me. According to her, I can log in through face book. Of course...I have it working and I can't find the link. AND...what the hell is all the hype about Face Book? It looks so plain, simple and boring it aint even funny? Where is Wicked? I need

It's Adam & Eve Not Adam & Steve, But Amanda & Eve Are Ok If They're Both Hot...
Oh, those precocious faggots are at it again! I won't get into the legal mumbo jumbo, though I could. It would just make you sleepy. To sum up; some judicious dude in California overturned the gay marriage ban that was invoked by proposition 8. You can read his entire ruling here: http://jaysays.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/decision.pdf You probably should since it is some of the most wonderfully written common sense I've encountered recently. The part I love the best though is that he come right out and says, “Hey, you uptight religious people...this is NOT about you. It never was, it doesn't affect you, so shut the fuck up.” The shut the fuck up part was just me improvising. Marriage in the Unites States is a civil matter, not a religious one. They can perform the ceremony to "make it official" but they still need a marriage license. And a religious institution's acceptance or non-acceptance of a marriage means nothing under state law. I can declare mysel

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To those who can't go. Im not wealthy by no means. Ive wheeled & dealed my way into completing this renovation. Ive used every favor I had. & Bought every bit of surplus used off residents around me. The house was ran a muck with meth smokers who had turned the place into a "camp" The entire center of the house was roted due to water running on it 24/7 for 7 years w/leaky pipe's. That allowed for moisture ants & rats & mice to move in. It had a forced air furnace & duct work system in it that the rodents had resided in. The "human" residents covered all the windows w/thick plastic & never let light in. & never cleaned or took their garbage out. & they impacted the septic system. By renting out the lot to other meth smokers, that equaled to 9 travel trailer's. None of which cleaned or allowed for garbage service. It took 35 dump truck loads of garbage/yard/& the meth heads, left over belongings off the property. We had to enter wearing masks & gloves. These people created what I call a

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It’s been decided. On October 20th, 2010, we will wear purple in honor of the 7 gay boys who committed suicide in recent weeks/months mostly due to homophobic abuse in their homes at at their schools. Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that’s exactly what we’d like all of you to have with you: spirit. Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality. Please wear purple on October 20th. Tell your friends, family, co-workers, neighbors and schools. RIP Tyler Clementi, Asher Brown, Seth Walsh, Justin Aaberg, Raymond Chase, Billy Lucas and Cody J. Barker (picture not shown). You are loved.

Crazy Busy Drama-filled Day
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Brother Of The Wind
I feel your presence, oh ancient warrior. As I cross this land of ours, and feel the winds on my face. I sense that you are with me and that, we are brothers of the wind. Seeing our land as I do now, I can imagine how it appeared to you. Leaving me breathless in wonder, it must have at times done so for you as well. Feelings such as this shared, make us brothers of the wind. Riding upon your steed of flesh and blood, and I upon mine of iron & chrome. We both experience this domain, given to us by our Creator. And together feel a special appreciation, understandable only by brothers of the wind. You are lucky one of older times, to have traveled it in the beginning. But I am lucky also, to be traveling near the end. For we have both loved this land of ours, as brothers of the wind. Alike we are oh ancient warrior, not only in incidental ways. For we both knew that we were caretakers, not owners of this wonderful home. And neither will have lived t

The Night Of The Drum
The voice of our people had been silent too long, But tonight it spoke again loud and strong. As we gathered around it to sing and to pray We thanked the Creator for the wonderful way that a horrible wrong had been righted at last. And we can look forward to a bright future undimmed by the past. The full moon shone through the trees clear and bright, As Grandfather smiled down on our new Drum that night. As we stood in the circle our spirits united as one And we rejoiced in the victory that had been won. My eyes filled with tears and my heart filled with pride, As I looked at my sisters and brothers who stood side by side. And that is how we shall face whatever may come Armed with the strength we receive from the spirit of our new Drum. September 27, 1999 Marty Soaring Eagle

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I feel like I'm walking a tight rope at the moment. For all intents and purposes, I'm still single, but in a very complicated way. Do I do anything without complications? Not lately. I thought this period of my life would be best spent on exploring the darker side of my sexuality. I needed something non-commital. I've been playing in kinkland, my friends. Needles, whips, crops, leather, bondage...decadence. It has been such a strange and wonderful journey. I have learned so much about myself in just these past few months, it's ridiculous. I've gone a couple of years thinking I was just fine. Something happens when you're naked and raw and vulnerable though. You don't have a shell to hold on to. At some point during a scene, you're just left with whatever was underneath it all. There's tears. There's understanding. There's growth. Sounds great, right? The growth part, at least? The complication is in the one thing that I never factored in. I completely underestimated

Asatru
"Cattle die and Kinsmen die, thyself I eke soon wilt die; but fair fame will fade never, I ween, for him who wins it. "Havamal 76 As An Asatruar we must... do our utmost to propagate the Northern Faith, Asatru, far and wide.To raise the awareness of our gods and our faith, particularly among our kinsfolk, those of Northern European blood, and also in society at large.To create, and work with others to create, powerful institutions that will achieve these ends.To work to strengthen ourselves mentally, physically, spiritually and financially, as individuals and as a folk, by applying the wisdom of our gods and our ancestors. In particular we pledge to live as set forth in the Havamal...the sayings of Har (Odin) , and to follow the Nine Noble Virtues of the ancestors.To honor the gods, the ancestors, and ourselves by maintaining a standard of correct and honorable behavior.

Can You Help Me Decide On New Name Please
MY OLD WAS WAS REV DJSILLYWABBIT COS I OWNED THE WABBIT HOLE. NOW I DONT OWN THAT ONE ANYMORE, IM CO-OWNER OF HUNTERS HANGOUT AND FUMARRIED TO WHITEWOLF AND WANT A NEW NAME: HERE ARE A FEW UGGESTIONS, PLS TELL ME IF YOU LIKE ANY OF THEM OR HAVE ANOTHER SUGGESTION. THANKS 1. REV DJDEERWABBIT 2. REV DJWHITEWOLF 3. REV DJHUNTER 4. REV DJSILLYDEER 5. OTHER.............

Pisces On Love And Sex
When your Venus is in Pisces, you love tenderly and compassionately. You are a peace-maker at heart, and your sensors are so strong that you pick up as much as possible, and perhaps more, from your partner. You have a sense of humor in love, although you have your shares of ups and downs, as you are a very sensitive person. Harshness bothers you. Wistfulness is almost as natural to you as breathing when it comes to love. No matter how you approach other areas of your life, there is a romantic side of you. You crave making a connection with a person—many would call it a deep connection, but spiritual is a better word, as your ideal love rises above rather than plunges below the mundane world. You can be devastatingly attractive to some people, and your charm is of a tender and soft quality. Others sense your warmth, but also some elusiveness. As much as you want to connect and share with another person, you also resist being pinned down. You prefer to enjoy a certai

Caa #140 - Update
Just heard back that it is good news. It was not a stroke but a siezure due to extreme;y low sodium levels. They are switching her meds and watching her but she is coherent and aware of everything, sothat is good news. Thank you all for your prayers, they worked wonders. Love, Doc

New Options
With the elimination of osama bin laden, there is an opening of a myriad options to consider and eventually pursue. It will be weeks before the euphoria and back slapping, and a return to status quo. And with good Statesmanship, President Barrack Obama stands on the precipiece of historical figure. The islamic world is in revolt, is at a crossroads, with the right diplomacy, an opening for Arab democracy is at hand to take the world forward. The Arab world is throwing out it's strongmen. Where they end up can be determined by how this administration deals with the aftermath of Osama's death. Barrack Obama is uniquely qualified to play a positive, constructionist role in how or if a rapproachment is made to the islamic world.

Purlieu
purlieu \ PUR-loo \noun; 1. A place where one may range at large; confines or bounds. 2. A person's haunt or resort. 3. An outlying district or region, as of a town or city. 4. A piece of land on the edge of a forest, originally land that, after having been included in a royal forest, was restored to private ownership, though still subject, in some respects, to the operation of the forest laws.

Famine
Ecstatic.That's one word for it.Only I flinched and held myself the first time.I hope I broke something. Scars are stronger.I don't know the rules on knitting. Another midnight.A long transition into there and not. More with each passing year.None so much as the first. With rolling gentility like wind over the foothillscolors of threshed wheat in sunshine, and quenched leavesAnd an insistent unwavering conviction to "no". Perhaps that's why I now prefer brunettes.I never once claimed to be a gentleman.

I'm Not Fake!
So there have been some rumors floating around lately that I'm fake.. *cough cough*JohnnyDevil... I decided to write this blog and hopefully put those rumors to rest.. These pics are 100% real and not edited.. On this first pic.. my face is a bit blurry.. i need a new cam..I also hear Jessica Alba put her damn face on my body.. what a fake! For those of you boys that don't like the chest hair.. I'm open to the idea of shaving it.. yes yes I know..half of me has a sunburn. Scrapper edited his face on this one and claimed the shirt as his own.. "I forgive you scrapper the shirt is awesome" umm.. I plead the 5th on the last one.. so.. I hope this proved to all of you... but most of all to JohnnyDevil that I'm not a fake.. quit trying to catch me already!!!

Real World Help Vs Auction - Contest - Lounge Request
I have been doing the fu thing since well before they were called fubar, I know my way around the site and I know the proper way to come at people if and or when I have a request. If I (or someone else) linked you to this blog it may be because I (or they) think you could use this to 1.help you be a better person, 2.to assist you in putting a stop to the disrespectful ways of others or 3.because you yourself have come off in a disrespectful manor. Most of you will be here because of number 3 and 4 To figure out what message is here for you please read all three sections below, find the one you fit best in and then you will have your answer. 1. There are a lot of your neighbors doing without who need help. Please take a bag or box of food to a food pantry in your area or give them a call and I am sure they will be happy to send someone to pick up your offering/donation, just by giving an extra blanket or two for the cold times or a fan for those who need to keep cool during the

Feels Like It Was Written By My Baby Girl Chassity Aka Rip My Baby Girl
My Dad, he tells a lot of lies. He never did before. But from now until he dies, He'll tell a whole lot more. Ask my dad how he is, And because he cant explain, He will tell a little lie, Because he cant explain the pain. Ask My Dad how he is, He'll say "I'm alright." If that's the truth please tell me, Why does he cry each night? Ask My Dad how he is. "I’m fine. I’m well. I’m coping" For God’s sake Dad, just tell the truth. Tell them your heart is broken. He’ll love me all his life, I loved him all of mine. But if you ask him how he is, He’ll lie and say he’s fine. I am here in Heaven, I cannot hug him from here. If he lies to you don’t listen Just hug him and hold him near. On the day we meet again, We’ll smile and I’ll be bold. I’ll say, "you’re lucky to get in here, Dad, With all the lies you’ve told!"

A Poem Of A Fuck By Max
I would fucking come 3 times till my nut dry and grab your hair behind you keep fucking hours till we cry beneath the sky Of a place with out sigh like nothing exist except you and I Of a street with out crack like nothing real except you and I I would fucking come in your mouth and tongue and all over your delicate body with out any doubt or lie,I would come with blood I would fuck you with a fuck out of straight deep part and let you ride me down to the cliff of a beautiful line of the blue mountain said Where no stars could follow us or free more than we Where no need a word any more and wet both of us more than rain You would fucking come 3 times before your fingernails cross the veins of my back and keep fucking hours till we cry beneath the sky Of a wild book that every page of our bodies got tore up hard and fast by you and I Of a wind story that sail on the wide ocean with unfading strom deep from you and I You would fucking come in my eyes and ears and all over my

Ceramic-tiles-have-been-the-favored-choice-for-reverse-tops
Since the early days, ceramic tiles have been the favored choice for work tops, walls, floorings and even in covering in every dwelling. Vitrified tiles on the other hand provide the distinct facade of dyed glass. The idea of "vitrify" literally means the phrase "to grow to be glass and also anything that appears glass by way of undergoing quite a few heat practice. If you really need to know what's going on with these not one but two, you better check out the tale of your tape, ceramic tiles opposed to vitrified tiles. When it comes to homes, ceramic and vitrified tiles are products of men or fabricated products, as things are popularly labeled. Ceramic are created Ceramic Floor Tiles out of clay. A clay person is topped by using a ceramic glaze. On the other hand, vitrified tiles are built by fusing this mineral and clay surfaces. The mixture will be then excited or placed directly under high ( blank ) fiery heat, which would in that case result to your non ( blank ) poro

People.......
Do you ever think aboutwhat a lovely place the world would bewithout all the peoplethat make life so unpleasant?All the small, petty peopleAll the ugly, annoying peopleIt's hard not to think about itI like to think aboutwhat could bedone to these peopleSomething cruelSomething meanSomething justBut the meaner the betterGoodness knows they deserve itHave you ever dreamed ofkilling all the stupid people?Not just the unintelligent peoplebut the sort that don't know anything about anythingbut seem to have opinions about everythingThey're only too ready to offer their advice abouthow to run your lifeAnd yet look at how they run their own livesFor the most part they've accomplished nothingThey've contributed nothingTheir lives are miserableBut they talk, talk, talkAt the very least their tongues should be cut outAt the very leastDo you ever wannakill all the people who tell lies?Some certainly deserve itNot necessarily the big liarsor even those who teach lies as truthI'm talking about peopl

Fouth Of July!!!
Hello Fu natiks, the 4th of July was a holiday i was always afraid of since i was a little girl always scared of the fireworks, my dad being drunk all of the time and going places unknown ...well my mom had a daughter with her 2nd husband when i was like 12 yrs old. July 4th became alive to me with my little sister...She passed away same month she was born 25 years later of a heat attack yes at 25 after giving bith to her beautiful daughter Anaya....the father kept the children, so we see then , but the purpose im writing this blog is to always cherrish your family, always!!!! never be mad at family or hate ur brothers or sisters... my sister died April 9th 2006, she was my little sister and i caller "little girl".... i know she is an angel and now the 4th of July has died for me forever, no fireworks for me, no celebrations, just her looking at her fireworks from heaven....like she use to say hurry lets go seemy fireworks!!! yes little girl today is your day beautiful angel.....i

Want The Dress Which Will Make You Look As Wonderful As Possible In Your Big Day
"What type of dress would look perfect on me?" This is actually a query which i get over and over again. also it is actually a incredibly wonderful query to ask. mainly because some body kinds just don't do nicely is specific Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses, and given that you desire to look as stunning as feasible in your big day, you want the dress which will make you look as wonderful as possible. Fact: Just mainly because a dress comes in your size, does not imply that it is heading to look wonderful on you. All girls are shaped differently, and mainly because of this there are many unique kinds ofwedding dresses. each will make the suitable shaped bride look stunning, but in the occasion you choose wrong, you may possibly be incredibly unhappy with the results. By knowing before you go shopping, what type of dress can be probably the most flattering for your body type; you can easily spend less yourself plenty of headaches. I have noticed it time and time again. A newly engaged

Swimsuit Contest....who To Vote For?....
Since people have been asking and for what it's worth I've compiled a list of models that I personally recommend voting for in the swimsuit contest. My rules are: 1. Saluted 2. Cool and "drama free" 3. Look like something...lol Here's the list that I have and that I vote on anyways. Remember, to each their own and if you are just voting for points be sure you hit everyone while you are there (why not right?)...here goes in no specific order (I screenshotted it to make it easier when you go to vote): Any questions feel free I figured I'd throw my two sense into this one too, lol. Enjoy the contest and good luck to the models!..more later. Peace.

My First Song I Ever Wrote
Song- Why By: Danny-Bob Dude Why Why Why Why can't I have you Why can't I get you Why can't I just be with you Why is everything so fucking hard for me I can't even do anything right Why is everything so fucking hard for me I can't believe you were the same as me You had to fuck things up As did I I wanted you, you wanted me But we had to move on It's easy to follow me Just follow your heart You will find me I feel like I just might die right now Now that we can't be together You are very special to me I wanted you to know this before I go Why can't I Why can't I have you Why can't I have you right by my side Why can't I have you by me Why is everything so fucking hard for me Why Why You know you are my everything You have to know this The only way to get rid of the memories of you is to drink you off my mind Since I can't be with you no more And I can't have you in my arms I hate this life Why is everything so fucking hard for me Why (Why...M

1st Place
This year's winner was Mr. Merv Grazinski of Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. Mr. Grazinski purchased a brand new Winnebago Motor Home. On his trip home from an OU football game, having driven onto the freeway, he set the cruise control at 70 mph & calmly left the drivers seat to go into the back & make himself a cup of coffee. Not surprisingly, the Motor Home left the freeway, crashed & then overturned. Mr. Grazinski sued Winnebago for not advising him, by reading the owner's manual, that he actually could not do this. The jury awarded him $1,750,000 plus a new Winnebago Motor Home. The company actually changed their manuals on the basis of this suit just in case there were any other complete morons buying their recreation vehicles.

An Old Letter
I found this old letter while deleting some old files today. Looking back, I wish I would have sent it. I almost never reread things I write, but I read this, not bad. I should have sent it huh? A love letter to you 12/26/2005 Dumb girl, A love letter to your heart. A letter your eyes will never see. You have me you dumb girl. There is no need for your games. No need for your being so coy. See, I know your heart. I know I am in it, even though you dont want me to know it just yet. Some secrets you cant keep to yourself. Some secrets arent secrets at all. I already know. Take my hand, walk with me a while. We can talk of nothing for the rest of our lives. We can share everything we see as we stay by each others side. The smallest things, and the worst life brings to our feet. Together we can make what ever we want to make of it. Even at your worst, I am still by your side. No matter how you decide to be, I am with you. I will stay by you, never changing how I feel to

Goodbye
One last night was all I wanted. Before my mind becomes haunted With unforgettable memories of our nights spent Realizing that you were heaven sent My heart is breaking because I have to let you go A break so deep, one you will never know. My memories I will take with me all the rest of my time Just wishing that you would have always been mine I will always remember your ability to make me smile The way your touch set my skin on fire Your kiss so soft and yearning Left a need in me brightly burning Good bye my sweet lover…. by Melissa

Visit My Friend's Site
There are SO many absolutely stunning women on LC, and it would be wonderful if you came by my friend's ADULT FORUM SITE and checked it out. There are lots of men who would love to talk to you. Granted, it's no way near as cool as LC, but it's still a place to meet people and be nice and naughty :D So, if you like sex, or nude pics, :) how about adult chat or just talking about sex and some freaky fun stuff, then please visit this site http://www.templeofnudes.invisionzone.com I look forward to seeing you there

Men And True Love
Men why do men want a trophy woman to show off with and for his friends to drool over no woman should let a man degrade them and make them feel bad because of there weight or skin tone or if she has a baby.. Men these days just want some woman with a body from hell with big boobs and a big butt on her he can control. Most of my girl friends have been bbw's big beautiful women and I was proud to be with them and I never heard a word about it from my friends either I was with them because I treated them with respect and love and I always will. Men today need to realize everyone needs love no matter what it is soo hard and cold how men treat women these days call them names beat them up even worse kill them how can a man be soo cold hearted?? think about it this goes out to all women and of course Men.. Jay

For The Babes :)
RELATIONSHIP RULES.....FOR US GIRLS 1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 4. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. 5 . Slower is better. 6. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 7. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 8. Don't settle. 9. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 10. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. 11. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. 12. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't mar

Robbers Beware!!!
I just heard the cutest story on the news yet! A 4 year old boy from Durham NC saved the day when he heard something in his home, This little hero dressed up in his Power Rangers costume and went fighting-sword and all! The robbers left the home-dropping the credit cards and other goodies throughout the home.....YOU GO BOY! No need for an ADT Security system in that household.

My Pictures
I was asked to remove some of my pictures from my profile, which I did. I guess the fathers here through I showed to much, but I have to say Bullshit, they didnt show anything. My panites, Big Deal, my legs, Big Deal, my Boobs, Big Deal--Deanna We went Elk hunting yesterday and my Brandi shot a 7 point bull and I tagged a nice 5 point, that is western count. We only count one side of the antlers. So we weill will have Elk meat on the table, I like it better than the beef I raise----Deanna

The Guide To Women
A MAN'S GUIDE TO WHAT A WOMAN IS REALLY SAYING: I JUST NEED SOME SPACE. .... without you in it. DO I LOOK FAT IN THIS DRESS? We haven't had a fight in a while. NO, PIZZA'S FINE. .... you cheap slob! I JUST DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW. I just don't want you as a boyfriend now. I DON'T KNOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? I can't believe you have nothing planned. COME HERE. My puppy does this, too. I LIKE YOU, BUT... I don't like you. YOU NEVER LISTEN. You never listen. I'LL BE READY IN A MINUTE. I'm ready, but I'm going to make you wait because I know you will. OH, NO, I'LL PAY FOR MYSELF. I'm just being nice; there's no way I'm going dutch. OH YES!!! RIGHT THERE!! Well, near there; I just want to get this over with. I'M JUST GOING OUT WITH THE GIRLS. We're gonna make fun of you and your friends.

I Wonder.... Does He Wonder Too?
I am told that I should be able to better deal with this by now. After all yesterday did mark the 11th year of my sisters death. But how can one say that as so mater of fact. I mean yes, it is true June 8, 2006 is the 11th anniversary of my sister being killed, but it still hurts like it was yesterday and not yesterday 11 years ago. She was so much, to so many. Yes she was 17, never to see her 18th birthday which would have been November 22. She was amazing, a young mother, her son was 6 months and 2 days old when she was killed. She was on the honor society, she ran track, she played basketball. For 2 years after her death my mother still received offers from prestigious Universities. So here marks the 11th anniversary, and I tell you I am not past it, I still ache, I still feel guilt. Did she really know I loved her? I mean I was so mean to her growing up. I wonder, was she ready to go? Was she exhausted from being a mom, going to school and going to work? Had she

Broken Hearted
to all those who have fallen in love and thought everything was good and then he decides out of the blue that he doesnt know if he want to be with u or not it sucks we were happy and planned on getting married eventually he loves my kids and my kids love him but guess thats what i get for thinking a 20 yr old could be the one i spend the rest of my life with i love him with my heart and soul and hes out of town right now and ive stayed faithful to him but he doesnt even have the balls to at least let me know if we r together or not love sucks and it does hurt

It's So Stupid, It's Funny!
People's perception and attitudes can be so fucked up! Oh, yea, a fat woman is totally disgusting for posting pics on the internet that are at all suggestive or show any part of her body. But it's perfectly acceptable to have women in postage stamp bikinis and thongs plastered across billboards along the freeway, or downtown on Main Street. Nevermind all over the internet! Nothing wrong with men salivating over thin women! That's normal! But if they're doing it over fat women, they have a fetish! Bullshit! Bigots! Ignorant, self-hating, fat phobic bigots!

Feeling So All Alone!!!!
i just dont know what to do!!! i dont know what to say any more!!!people have been so nice to me here!!! you r all so awsome here! who wants to here someone complain about problems! we all have our own hell!!!so i have no one to talk too any more!!! i am so afraid to be in this state of mind!!! i will hang in as long as i can!!! lots of love to you all!!!!

The Stalker Blogs Feel Free To Add Yours
TO FIND OR LOCATE YOUR LOCAL STALKERS LEAVE THE LINK HERE.I WILL UPDATE REGULARLY. I AM TIRED OF THESE ASSHATS THAT STALK THESE WOMAN ON HERE AND THINK ITS OK I'M SORRY YOU HAVE NOTHING ELSE BETTER TO DO WITH YOUR BORING ASS LIVES THEN TO STALK AND PREY ON INNOCENT WOMAN. SO HERE IS THE PLACE TO POST YOUR MOST HATED STALKERS AND WHY WE NEED THE FEATURE. SHARE THEM AROUND SO EVERYONE KNOWS WHO THEY ARE. JUST GO TO THE PAGE AND HIT LINK TO PROFILE AND AND POST THE PATHETIC LOSER,CHANCES ARE YOU DONT HAVE TO LOOK FAR THEY ARE PROBABLY RIGHT IN YOUR RECENT VIEWERS. Golden@ CherryTAP godemoli@ CherryTAP HERES AN ASS THAT HAS BEEN TO MY PAGE 3 TIMES TODAY GUESS HES STRAGE STALKING GUYS THAT SAYS ALOT OF STRANGE SHIT ABOUT HIM DJ BLUE@ CherryTAP AND HERES ANOTHER 4TH TIME TODAY LOL I THINK HES SWEET ON ME dmw104@ CherryTAP WAIT LADIES AND GENTS AND KIDDIES OF ALL AGES HERES THE CREEPIEST STALKER OF THEM ALL THE WIGGED WONDER SweetySuzy™ { if you visit my profile

Hurt And Pain
Hurt and Pain Tears fall like rain from the sky Though no one is there to see Pain cuts through my bleeding heart And still no one can see Fire burns throughout my soul Searching for an escape Only it knows Searching for comfort for a friend to help in need Only no one is around to be a champion in her stead Looking for an out Razor , Rope or Pills Just wanting an escape From the pain hurting instilled

Poem: This Dream Has No End
This going to be exciting! because I found you walking in my dream just as, though you was looking for me.We started with some pillow talk and thereafter, I wanted to have this with you... Our eyes fell upon each other as this begin, in my mind and we become two lover's, in a adventure.Giving me the chance to, use my imagination to our advantage... I begin to explore your lovely mountains, with the touch of my lips while my tongue, made each nipple rise to its highest peak. My hand journeyed across the plains, of your stomach in search of you hidden valley... The valley was hidden deep within your bush, thats well grown over and as I caress you, I run to finger's down your valley walls. I find the spot that I have been searching for, and as I put my tongue in the spots direction... I past over "your valley" while using both hands, I gently spread the valley wider apart to allow, my tongue more freedom to move swiftly across it. Which caused a eruption

Favor?
ok i was wondering if u read my 1st blog maybe some of u could copy n paste it into a blog of ur own and /or post a bulletin to register at www.yahvengeance.net,,if u do let me know so i can know who i owe favors to ty so much those who help ,oh 1 more thing if u go to the site and u r a visitor u cant see anything thats on the site so its better if u registewr its free,and if its not for u u dont have to return,,but ull like it theres stuff for everyone and if u have suggestions plz pop em in the forums ,,we try to keep everyone happy

Sorry To All My Friends
Just letting all know thati havent been on for a little while its not because of anything its because i am moving and trying to get things settled in my new house when i get everything moved i will be back on , i love all my friends and miss talking to you all trying to finish all the moving today and then got to set things up in my new house , please be patient, miss you all love to you all, Silky

Thanks Guys!!!!!!
I just want to tell all of you guys thank you for helping me win my happy hour! A big thank you to CT DADDY for making it possible!!!!! For all of you out there that have never had and want to know what a Happy Hour is like, I left the summary below. Again a big thank you to all my friends and family new and old!!!! I love you guys so much!!!! XOXO ~Jamie~

My Little Sugarpie
MY LITTLE SUGARPIE IS IN A CONTEST AND I RAN OUT OF COMMENTS HELPING A FRIEND OF MINE ON HER LAST DAY IN A CONTEST SO PLEASE MY SUGARPIE NEED ALL YOUR HELP TO COVER TODAY TILL I GET MY COMMENTS BACK TOMORROW....COME ON AND SHOW MY LITTLE SUGARPIE SOME HOT LOVEN AND HELP OUT WITH 1 RATE AND 20 COMMENTS EACH OR AS MUCH AS YOU CAN HELP,,,PLEASE AND THANK YOU SO MUCH ALL YOU ROCK LOVE YA'LL BITES AND KISSES JUST CLICK ON THIS PIC BELOW !

Symbols
the symbols all mean nothing pressing desperate against your skin my fingers lust faceless towards your soul through the soft flesh that encases it parting bone in the wake of my kiss the homeless emotions I have find solace within the depths of you the symbols all mean nothing heresy, even pressing disoriented against your heat drinking the wine of your shuttering climax inebriating myself with the pleasure feasting like a creature unfathomed weeping in earnest upon waking from your dream

Fakes On Fubar Have Got 2 Go!
Sign by Dealighted - Sign by Dealighted - FAKES ON FUBAR ARE BECOMING A REAL PROBLEM!I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THEY DON'T GIVE PEOPLE A TIME LIMIT ON POSTING A SALUTE!IN MY ALL HONESTY I THINK IF A PERSON IS ON FUBAR AND CREATES AN ACCOUNT THEY SHOULD GIVE YOU A TIME LIMIT OF 1 MONTH 2 POST A SALUTE!A MONTH IS ENOUGH TIME TO GO BUY A DISPOSABLE CAMERA OR BORROW A CAMERA FROM A FRIEND!IN DOING THIS YOU WILL BE ABLE TO ELIMINATE ALL THE PIC STEALERS AND FAKE DOWNRATERS!WE ALL KNOW THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE WHO LIKE 2 CREATE FAKE ACCOUNTS JUST 2 DOWN RATE OR HARRASS PEOPLE WITH!TODAY A FRIEND OF MINE CAME TO ME AND TOLD ME A YOUNG LADY WAS STEAL THEIR PICS AND POSTING THEM ON THERE PAGE PRETENDING 2 BE THEM AND THEY FEAL VIOLATED AND DISRESPECTED! SO HERE IS THE FAKE THAT LIKES TO STEAL WOMENS PICS AND PRETEND TO BE THEM... shelly@ fubar PERSONALLY I THINK ITS SAD THAT SHE WOULD GO THIS FAR TO STEAL SOMEONES NUDES PICS AND ACT LIKE ITS ALL GOOD.SHE IS EVEN TELLING PEOPLE THEY REAL

Sorry
Hey all just to say that sorry I haven't been on in a few days but internet has been switched off at home so using a friends comp at min only on to say that due to finacial problems I will most likely be away for a few months. I hope that I can get sorted and be back on in the new year. Love to you all and sorry mum love and miss you loads xxxxxxxx

This One Is To All My Friends And Thankyou!!
Here's my stats... Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love. 687 members leveled up during your happy hour: Thankyou for everyone that rated my things, added or fanned me... Thankyou to all the levelers... You guys are Super-fantasic, Calafragilistic, and Boombastic! Thankyou I love you all so so very much, and yes I Godfathered!

Questions That Haunt Me
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "bra"

Blushes
This poem was write by a very special friend of mine for me...thank you Fred.** big hugs hun** My words, like sweet soft lips touching the erogenous zones of your mind Make you blush Fairies dance lighly down your spine When I whisper to you And you blush an almost felt, long distance kiss on your neck, just below the ear You blush Your head tilted to the right, and down hands clenched Blushing I adore blushes F.M.

I Hate Steps
I haven't been blogging for quite a while now. Somehow or rather I feel that my muse has been stolen from me. Everyday feels like a struggle and I know I'm trying to run away from grieving over the loss of my mom. I mean it has been a couple of months. I need to move on. She wouldn't want to see me this way. Sad, hurt, frustrated. Tomorrow is Eid Adha and I'm supposed to spend it with my dad and my step mom. I hate her. I try to be nice but she always has some sarcastic comment and pretend to be oblivious to it because she's afraid that my dad might punch her in the face for being mean to me. I'm going to accept the fact that she's looney and stop seeing her.

Fubar Rate Pts. Chart
FuBar Pts. Break Down WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 pts for rating a profile 2 pts for leaving profile comment 1 pt. for rating a photo 1 pt. for photo comment 1 pt. for stash rating 1 pt. for stash comment 0 pts for fanning someone THE PERSON YOUR HELPING OUT GETS 11 pts for you fanning them 6 pts for you rating there profile 6 pts for photo rating 6 pts for photo comment 6 pts for stash rating 6 pts for stash comment 5 pts for page comment Please keep in mind all pts are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour. As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them. Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash then pics. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see its also helping you out when your helping others :) ... And a side note too....you DO NOT get any points for Ripped Pics...might pay to have a folder of ripped pics for viewing only if you ar

Space Hotties Co-leader
Great New for Space Hottie's Family We have a new Co-Leader, after lots of hard thinking and conferences to find out who would be best to help out family grow to it's full potential and find the person most liked by all we have found our person. I know you are all wanting me to shut up and tell you so I want to welcome LordGarfield as Co-Leader of Space Hotties. He will keep his title as Bartender to so he will be our first to hold 2 titles for us! Please understand he is a partner in this and has Baby Girl and my full support in anything! I have the utmost respect for LordGarfield and know we have all made the right decision on this matter! In the time he has been with us he has done many unselfish acts of kindness for us all! LordGarfield "Freedomguy63" *Love the FU-Bombers* Family " Space Hotties Bartender & C @ fubar This decision was not mine solo it is the decision of the majority of the family! I am pleased to have you as out partner in all family matte

Make Sweet-n-innocent Yours!!
To anyone interested in owning Sweet-N-Innocent I am currently being auctioned off on the 2nd Alarm Hotties page(you can find it in my Family). Go to the picture album listed as "Hotties Auction". Bids start at 50k and Happy Hours, Tickers, and Blasts are accepted in bids as well. Here's what is being offered: 1 SFW salute rate/fan/add rate 100 pics rate stash pimpout from the group have owned by in nick for 2 weeks 2 profile comments 2 gifts a permanent pimpout in the hotties profile in a blog. There are also more Hotties there to bid on... Come by and check it out!!! Ok so ev1 is asking for the rules so here they are. 1. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA 2. Bids must be higher then current bid 3. DO NOT COMMENT UNLESS YOU ARE BIDDING 4. If bid is lower then current one the comment will be deleted and if it's not a bid it will be deleted. 5. All bids start at 50k and can go up no less then 10k HH= 2.5mil fu-bucks 30 day blast/3months vip = 1.25m

Flirting
Hello... See, the thing is.. My friend Amanda has some friends.. and they all like to be around her.. she is gorgeous and so sweet.. but here is the deal... One of her friends has a mad crush on her.. and everyone knows.. and they are allowing his feelings for her to determine how they talk to her.. they don't flirt with her.. they moderate everything they said to her while he is around... Is it right of them to do this.. and tossing her feelings away.. and not flirting with her the way she wants? Would you allow his feelings for her make you watch what you say to her while he is around?

My New Acct
First let me say rate fan and add me this is a new new account lol... This is now my 3rd account (my 5th actually, the first two i thought the site was gay and deleted those) the 3rd one i got to 24 800k to go and all kinds of shit happened. stalkers drama that somehow i had involvement with yet had no idea wtf it was about some little things here and there, the stalker thing was the final straw on the acct. So than I had the 4th acct at 21 with 300k to go and because i from what the site thinks stupidly voiced my opinion it got busted down to an lc (last chance) acct and had like zero privledges. I now have this one and the other one which is vip'd with blasts running and has unused gifted blasts. I am not sure if I will be keeping this account. Hell I am not even sure that the other account will stay active they could delete it at any time. Basically what this all boils down to is IDGAF lol rate me here rate me there whichever but I am however undesided as to what i

Only 1.5 Million To Go.....
Ya, still not a Godfather. But thanks to Sherry i have a Happy Hour tomorrow night. She is really to sweet. :D Since i had such a busy day. And since i've been asked why not Cubby comments today. I thought i'd leave everyone my daily Cubby Comment here.. Nener nener... Be well everyone. :D

Come Join The Midnight Special !!!
Come join the first train that pays to be on it .. For every member that joins you receive a small gift such as a gift from the fu shop.. fu bucks.. bling .. ticker.. 1 day blast .. Exp..When you join you give a gift to the person who joined before you and then the next person that joins gives you a gift.. This is the giving train.. As some ppl can't always afford these items it's a nice way to return love to others even if just with a small gift. To join you must F/R/A all train members then send a message to the Conductor, Co-Conductor, or Engineer. Welcome to the Midnight Special Conductor Carnie@ fubar Co-Conductor (2nd in command) ~GreenEyedGoddess ~Owner of Blue Dragon Owned by Abby again :) {Shadow Levelers}@ fubar Engineer (3rd in command)

Damn Bitches. Quit Leaving Messages.
I know most of you are dudes with some magazine shot as your profile pic. You're just sitting there, waiting for a return message so you can say, "teeheehee, I sure did trick him". And then you will go back to your pathetic existence in cyberfuckland. You will probably end up as one of those old men riding an old cop motorcycle during traffic hours, hoping people slow down, thinking you are a real cop, so you can feel important. But I know you aren't a real cop since I've never seen you at my local Dunk-n-donuts. And where is your partner. Another dead giveaway - you are solo, just like you are now, sitting behind that keyboard hoping I answer your bullshit message. Fraud. Faker. Liar. Dude. You are the transvestite of the Internet community, waiting for some unsuspecting guy to answer your message, just so your cock and balls "accidentally" slip free of the rubber band holding them in the tucked position while you are doggy style. No, you won't fool me. I see the bulge and am moving t

Bra Collection
i'm going to try to make the largest bra folder on here. But i need you help of course. If you would send me or let me pick a bra out of your album to pust in to mine that would be great. Not trying to be a perv. but do something fun.. P.S. YOU don't have to be wearing them just holding up ur fav.

It's My Own Fault
So I scheduled all my supidest people today. Now today has been a living hell. It's my own fault because I do the schedule but I would like everyone to feel sorry for me anyway. so everyone say something super naughty and entertain me. Thanks

Blah Blah Blah
In the next few days i'll start adding pictures. I'm still not a point whore, and don't expect anyone to rate them. I'm sure most of you a sick and tired of me deleting them. As some of you know, i go through mood swings. If you wanna be Cubby's friend, you have to take the good, with the bad right? I won't apologize for being me, but i will say sorry for those that miss me, and my comments when i'm gone. My back has been very bad the last few weeks, so i won't be great at leaving comments yet. But you know me. :P

Spotlight Help
THE PERSON YOU CHOOSE TO HELP!! THERE ARE SO MANY THAT WANT THE SPOTLIGHT AND IF I COULD GIVE THEM ALL THE FUBUCKS TO DO IT WITH I WOULD. UNFORTUNATELY, IM PRETTY MUCH FUBROKE....OH YEA...ALL MY FUBUCKS ARE GONE. I JUST SEEM TO KEEP GIVING THEM AWAY, AND THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DO THAT. SO THE BEST I CAN DO IS SEE IF ANY ON MY FRIENDS LIST HAVE A FUBUCK OR TWO TO SPARE! SO ONCE A WEEK, IM GOING TO FEATURE SOMEONE THAT I KNOW IS SEARCHING FOR SPOTLIGHT. YOU DECIDED IF YOU WANT TO HELP OR NOT. TO START THIS OFF, MY OWNWER VODKAGURL, HAS BEEN TRYING EVERYTHING SHE CAN TO GET IT. IT SEEMS SHE KEEPS MISSING OUT. SHE OWNS SO MANY, AND HELPS SO MANY TOO, THAT ITS HARD TO BELIEVE SHE HASNT GOTTEN IT YET. YES I KNOW THERE ARE A LOT OF YOU OUT THERE THAT DO THAT, AND AS I GO THROUGH AND PICK ONE EACH WEEK IM SURE I WILL GET TO YOU. AS IT IS...SHE IS THE FIRST. SO PLEASE HELP VODKAGURL GET SPOTLIGHT SOON! MAKE A FUBUCK DONATION TO HER! IF YOU CANT SPARE T

Fans Friends & Family
I wanted to take the time to thank everyone on my friends & family list that has fanned me back and rated me back. If for whatever reason I have not fanned you and you are on my friends list please email me and I will be sure to fan u back. My fan of section is WRONG...ever since Fubars "power outage" this section was reset to 0 although I am still a fan of ALL I was before this incident. I have noticed a lot of people that will accept my friends request but seem to be hesitant to fan. I am not like some of these other Fubarians. I will not fan u and remove being a fan of u unless U remove me or have not fanned me back. **** Thank U for reading this *STGiggles* ****AGAIN I WILL FAN U IF U HAVE FANNED ME, IF I FIND OUT U FANNED ME TO GET ME TO FAN U AND HAVE SINCE UNFANNED ME I WILL DO THE SAME. I WON'T NECCESARRILY REMOVE U FROM MY FRIENDS LIST THOUGH. I HAVE FOUND SEVERAL FRIENDS ALREADY THAT HAVE STOPPED BEING A FAN OF ME SO I HAVE DONE THE SAME. I DO WHAT I CAN TO RETURN LOVE

Memories Of Summer Contest...no Limit!
WELL THE SUMMER IS WINDING DOWN...WHAT A SHAME THAT IS, BUT TO HELP FINISH IT WITH A BANG, I'M HOLDING A CONTEST! MEMORIES OF SUMMER! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SUBMIT A FAVORITE SUMMER PHOTO TO ENTER! DOESNT EVEN HAVE TO BE THIS SUMMER...OR OF YOU...JUST A PIC SO YOU CAN COMMENT BOMB AND GET A CHANCE TO WIN! THIS IS A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST. YOU ARE ENCOURAGED TO BOMB YOURSELF! FAMILIES ARE MORE THEN WELCOME! CONTEST WILL LAST FOR TWO WEEKS, STARTING SEPTEMBER 1ST AT 12 MIDNIGHT FUBAR TIME(THATS 2AM CENTRAL/3AM EASTERN) AND ENDING SEPTEMBER 15TH AT 12 MIDNIGHT FUBAR TIME. I KNOW THESE ARE ODD HOURS BUT I AM IN IRAQ AFTER ALL..LOL 1. NO DRAMA! FIRST AND FOREMOST...ANY DRAMA WILL NOT BE TOLERATED! IF THERE IS DRAMA CONTESTANT WILL BE REMOVED FROM CONTEST! JUST HAVE FUN! 2. BOMBING IS A MUST! SELF BOMBING IS REALLY A MUST, AND ALL FAMILIES ARE WELCOME! 3. COMMENTS ARE WORTH 1 POINT EACH AND RATES ARE WORTH 5 POINTS EACH. 4. NO SCRIPTING ALLOWED. IF IT IS EVEN SUSPECTED

1 Night Only Live Auction
ONE NIGHT ONLY...SATURDAY, AUGUST 23,2008 @ 8PM FUBAR TIME...A LIVE AUCTION! WOO HOO! NOW SELL YOURSELF OR BUY SOMEONE! LIVE! THESE ARE SO COOL..:) THERES AN ENTRY FEE OF 5,000 FUBUCKS, AND YOU HAVE TO BE A MEMBER TO JOIN OR BID! NO DRAMA PLEASE..OR YOU'LL GET THE BOOT..LOL IF YOURE INTERESTED PLEASE CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO ENTER AND JOIN...AND DONT FORGET TO GIVE ME YOUR OFFER! GET READY FOR A GOOD TIME WITH DRINKS AND GOOD MUSIC! CLICK HERE TO LISTEN WITH ITUNES CLICK HERE TO LISTEN WITH WINAMP

Chocolate
~Chocoholics Unite~ To get on this train r/f/a all members. And in case you're not sure what those letters mean...RATE/FAN/ADD...and you MUST do all three. Let them know that you are joining the chocolate train in your friend request. If they are already a friend leave them a comment like "chocolate freak" or "loving chocolate" and don't forget to re-rate them. Don't just pass them by because you're already friends. Don't forget to leave me (Vitamin de~) a comment, too. And again my number one rule... NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA did i say NO DRAMA When new members add you rate them as well as leave them a comment. ..let them know you're riding on the chocolate train. Rate the chocolate folder and you'll get a chocolate tag specially made by vitamin de~. Start with this picture Leave a comment on the last picture to let Vitamin de~ know that you finished. Don't forget to message Vitamin de~ when you've finished the train to b

Please Rate My Pic!!!!!
The winner of this contest receives Auto 11s :) (i'm bout 100k away from the next level) Couldcha? Wouldcha? Help! Rate me!! tytytytyty Click on the pic below to rate me! you all ROCK! ty for being here for me.

Brazilian Grand Prix
Brazilian Grand Prix McLaren's Lewis Hamilton became the youngest world champion in Formula One history by the skin of his teeth after a nail-biting Brazilian Grand Prix. The 23-year-old Englishman's title rival Felipe Massa won the race in his Ferrari but Hamilton grabbed the fifth place he needed at the last corner. A late-race rain shower looked to have cost Hamilton the title when he dropped to sixth after a stop for wet tyres. But he passed Toyota's Timo Glock as they entered the pit straight. Renault's Fernando Alonso, the previous youngest champion, was second ahead of Massa's team-mate Kimi Raikkonen and Toro Rosso's Sebastian Vettel. Hamilton's success buries the ghosts of last year, when after a remarkable debut season he let slip a massive lead in the final two races and Raikkonen sneaked in to win the title. Ultimately, there were no similar mistakes this time around - but as he entered the final lap Hamilton was not going to win the title.

~ Me ~
~ Moi ~ This is about me...some of who I am, what I am, why I am...random and unstructured, just the way I gather the thoughts. Many here think they know me by what they see and read but some of what is here is me and some is what I want you to see...so here goes....don't know if anyone is interested or cares but it's my effort to give you a peek. And unless you talk to me away from here it's the best we can do. Ok.....I color outside the lines and like to go against the flow. I run with Scissors . I like all music but love the 80's brand. I'm in Love with Love and always give it the best shot possible. I put love into all my friendships. I have overflowing Passion and it spills out on here sometimes. My fave colors are Pink...yes pink...and Purple. but they are all way too cool. I'm loyal to a fault and always try to fix things. If I hurt you..it hurts me as much and I miss you. I don't do hate, I don't do anger...so even when fucked over I still wait to see the good in that person. I

Sheeshlouise
A co worker sent me to this article. Kinda long... Teen commits suicide in front of Webcam By Rasha Madkour updated 50 minutes ago FORT LAUDERDALE, Florida - A South Florida teen died of a lethal drug overdose in front of a live online webcam audience 12 hours after he started blogging about his plan to commit suicide, an investigator said Friday. Abraham Biggs, 19, died Wednesday from a toxic combination of opiates and benzodiazepine, a drug used to treat insomnia and depression, said Wendy Crane, an investigator with the Broward County medical examiner's office. At least one of the drugs was prescribed to him and it's unclear how he got the others, Crane said. Some of those watching encouraged Biggs, others tried to talk him out of it, and a few were debating whether the dose he took was lethal, Crane said. It's unclear how many people were watching. Biggs stated his intentions on a forum at bodybuilding.com, where some users said they did not take him seriousl

Naughty Blog, Just For Fun! Ty Jeepy!
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me

Hell On Earth
i was told by my wife of 22 years that she was no longer in love with me...its very hard to face that when you are still in love...but it is what it is...and because of todays economy neither one of us have the resources to start anew....so now im here at a home that no longer feels like a home....i never felt more alone in my life....and we dont hate each other...she feels so guilty that shes causing me the pain that she has caused me...so much so that she wants to make sure that im not lonely...she wants to find someone that can replace her in my heart.....but i do appreciate it....see as wierd as it may sound i need to be loved i need to be wanted by someone..my greatest fear is that ill be alone for the rest of my life..i feel so lost and alone..at this point i dont care whether i live or die.....i dont want to wake up anymore..i rather be dead than face a life where im left to feel alone and worthless ....i dont think i have anything that anyone would find worthy...maybe its me..

Re: 9/11 Commissioner Refers To "missile" At Pentagon
RE: 9/11 Commissioner Refers To "Missile" At Pentagon ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 Jan 2009, 20:59 Video Surfaces Of 9/11 Commissioner Referring To "Missile" At PentagonAn interesting video originating from the last anniversary of 9/11 has surfaced in the last couple of days and is currently doing the rounds on various video websites.http://www. infowars. net/articles/january2009/120109missile. htm

Someone You Should Avoid
Watch out for this guy. If he doesn't get what he wants he goes after peoples friends. I was trying to be nice knowing he was screwd over by ppl, trying to make some cash to help keep my gas bill turned on and this is what i get. i quote "well when i get fucked over i fuck over ppl back specially there freinds so alteast tell her that one" straight out of YIM from him. I have the entire conversation if anyone cares for more proof. there the link to his profile if you would care to block him. Saspursfn@ fubar And no the blog is not about the money, its about the fact he feels that its ok to take things out on people not involved. Just watch out for him, he is truly NOT a friend and i care about my girls out there even if i don't know them.

Ty Ty Ty Greg I Love It Catch&release Made Me This
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Watch Comedy Movies Online
I love to download and Watch free movies online in HD quality using well organized and categorized portal. You can either Watch comedy movies online or Watch horror movies online at any place any time.

Care.
Sick with a great many things.Fever, nervous corkscrew guts. Hacking, wheezing, sniffling sneezing.Mostly sick with fear.Mostly afraid to see you again.Mostly afraid to leave things how they are.Unspoken, assumed, and oft unreciprocated.I need someone. I think we've established that.The problem is, I only want one someone.Now maybe the problem isn't so much that I'm broken.UnableUnwillingUnmotivated.I can feel, I have a name.But for some reason this candle only lights for you.A mere pinlight when you deserve a wildfire.It's the best I can offer, fearing as I doknowing what I knowsheltering what little I havein such a vast darkness.I fear that you already know...and that smile is just a bandage on a missing limb.Salve on cancer, ointment on a burn ward.Would I be right in assuming that I can love you better than him?

I Stolz Yur Facts.
Reading through all the tagged blogs I was struck by how many of the things I indentified with. I am not sure if that means that I have populated my fu-friends with people like minded to me (Yay!) or all people are boringly alike (not so yay) For my list I am stealing some of your comments that resonated the most with me. 1. If my socks and shoes are both near me, I will put on sock, shoe, sock, shoe. Otherwise it's sock, sock, shoe, shoe. 2. I didn't read any books for years. I just started reading again and I wonder why I ever stopped. EDIT. I don't have as good as excuse for this as the person I stole it from and I didn't completely stop. However I did go from being an avid reader for most of my life to rarely reading for a long time. I am back to reading much more again. 3. I really cannot remember names and dates. 4. I refuse to go to chain restaurants while on vacation. This is something that my parents taught me that has stuck. EDIT Not so much learned from my paren

I Am The Devil
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

Boyfriend Application 2010
Please copy & paste this application to a fubar mail to me with your answers, then leave a comment here to tell me that you have submitted an application. Answer ALL questions completely and honestly. For the photo portion of the application I suggest either uploading it to fubar so I can rip it or to photobucket so you can send me the direct link. lets... get started... [ ABOUT YOU ] 1. Full Name 2. Fubar Screen Name 3. Do we chat on Yahoo IM? 4. Do we chat on the phone? 5. Do you have kids? (if yes how many and ages and do they live with you) 6. Where do you currently reside? 7. Where were you born? 8. Who lives in your house? 9. Do you have pets? 10. Would you relocate? 11. What do you do for work? 12. How long have you been at your current job? 13. Do you use drugs? (if yes which ones & how often) 14. Do you drink? (if yes how often) 15. Do you gamble? (if yes how often) 16. Have you ever been arrested? (if yes, please explain) 17. How tall are you? 18. How much

Auctioning Myself Off
I am gonna auction myself off.. here is what I got to offer: 11s on your pics.. twice in the month u own me pimpout daily when I am on here... a salute.. a nsfw salute if given a bling pack comments your name with mine on my page you on my page.. and just me.. showin u some love :D

Friday's Fake...dj Amber...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

How To Put Youtubes In Your Tracks So Their On Autoplay
Ok of corse you want to go up to "my" then to "trackz" theres an embeded box at the bottom on the page theres where you enter the embedded code from youtube.com: So here we go...... then go to youtube.com type in the song you want and click it take the Embeded code from it like this: Then take that code and put it in the box on fubar for my trackz: Then DELETE Half the code Starting at < object > end it @ < embeded... like this: Now your code should look like this: Then take that and Put &rel=1&autoplay=1 after the first set of quotes but before the last quote: Hit Submit... Then wait for the page to load back to tracks and find the song you just uploaded in your tracks in the list and hit autoplay on profile After that it should come up randomly on your profile every time someone visits your page... you can upload multiple youtube videos and hit autoplay on all of them and they will be picked at random every time you refresh your homepage or some

#4
You my beautiful,Are now tears formed in my eyes,To see so much pain,Should make any man cry. If my arms could hold,And slowly set you at ease.Help cast away this darkness,All this misery you see. To bring your heart back out,Of all the dark its in.And let that smile shine,Shine so beautifully again. My dreams and wishes for you,Are from nothing but my heart.When I see that smile come from you,Then once again a love will start.

Stars I Can Reach.
What I would do to be known for Epigrams I want so badly, (more than you’ll ever know) To be clever. I have no notoriety to speak of They call me Anomy Go ahead on with your third degree I stopped listening In the first degree I wear titles like scarlet letters For the world to see “Aggressive” “amorous” “vicious little violent girl” Oh she could have been so great If only she weren’t so full of rage This analgesia has me begging to feel Anything will due, it doesn't have to be real.

There Is No Such Thing As 'part-cherokee.
"There is no such thing as 'part-Cherokee.' Either you're Cherokee or you're not. It isn't the quantity of Cherokee blood in your veins that is important, but the quality of it . . . your pride in it. I have seen full-bloods who have virtually no idea of the great legacy entrusted to their care. Yet, I have seen people with as little as 1/500th blood quantum who inspire the spirits of their ancestors because they make being Cherokee a proud part of a their everyday life."

Today's Special Birthday Goes To...
Annddddd...today's special birthday blog goes to the chick that has gone by alot of names and been through well, let's just leave it at "alot" over the course of the yes, three years, she's been here!! So if you stop by, feel free to give today's special fu birthday chick some lovins.... HARDCORE BARBIEx@ fubar P.S. Her real name is Tina and... P.P.S...Don't tell her I told you "that"...haha..happy first weekend of October kids...peace.

Learn It..and Learn It Well.
In song and in dance,I express myself as a member of a higher community,I have forgotten how to walk and speak.I am on the way toward flying into the air, dancing.My very gestures express enchantment,.I feel myself a God.Supernatural sounds emanate from me,I walk about enchanted.In ecstasy like the Gods I saw walking in my dreams,I am no longer an artist, I have become a work of art.

Yay For Judgmental People!
johnny: hi how are you are you close to pascagoula 6:48pm Suga Lips: no idea. I'm not from here. 6:51pm johnny: so whats your name 6:51pm Suga Lips: its on my profile 6:52pm johnny: so were you from i'm new here also 6:52pm Suga Lips: NY 6:53pm johnny: i'm from san diego 6:53pm johnny: how you like it here 6:53pm Suga Lips: it's cool 6:54pm johnny: u from upstate or city 6:54pm Suga Lips: upstate 6:54pm johnny: so you country girl 6:54pm Suga Lips: not really 6:55pm johnny: never been upstate 6:55pm johnny: just heard its pretty country 6:55pm Suga Lips: it is

Life
You came into my LifeLike a flash of lightEvery day we talk Everything seems so rightYou came into my lifeNot knowing what to expectIf we never get to metThat will be my biggest regretYou came into my LifeLike a ray of sunshineI continue to dreamOf the day you are mineWhen i hear your voiceIts like the sound of a FifeI want to close by sayingI am glad you are in my Life

God Bling
When the change first came to god mode (now lasts 24 hours or a max of 20 mil points) i felt a bit awful for those who bought it under the old rules but now thinking about it, it makes sense. I remember reading Scappers blog a while back about how it's not just about money here and that anyone can rank. So if you think about it logically they had to make the change to the god bling, people were closing folders and blocking anyone who polished their bling (i should know it happened to me plenty) all because if they kept it for a week it would garantee lots of profile rates and high ranking although the general excuse was "for their family" which im sure was true in some cases but not most. So yes it had to be changed as all that Scrapper said in a very good blog not long back would of meant nothing and would have been a complete waste of time. I could be totally wrong about all of this but to me this all makes sense!

Salute Tips For The People Who Seem To Need More Tips
*FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG* Why is a salute important? I could write a novel but I will be blunt....This is the internet and people lie about who they say they are. I have been fooled many times and so have you. It fucking sucks when you find out the person you thought was cool and real is a fraud. Early on we developed the salute process for this reason. Yes...it's goofy to take a photo of yourself with a piece of paper....BUT this is fubar.(and this is what makes fubar unique..dolly) On fubar your salute is your ID. The more CLEAR and SIMPLE you make your salute photo the higher the probability of it being accepted. Bogus salutes slip by us daily. I have seen some go unoticed for 2 years and then judgement day comes. Someone calls out the salute and the birds flock to check it out. There are dozens of forensic salute specialists on this site. If three of them call bullshit, we will unnaprove and request a new salute.I do not care how long you have had the salute up. If we

A Word
Love is a word that means you care and the rest of your life you want to share with that person.Hate is a word that the devil has made to take the word love and throw it away, to keep your eyes hidden for no one to see, hopeing that god won't hear your plea.No is a word that everyone speaks, but to say it and mean it that gives it reason to exist.A lie is a thing that some people do but it will make a fool out of me and you , it will take the word love and turn it into hate, and the word no will just create a reason to be mad and a reason to take all of these words and make a mistake.So every word has it's meaning yes it is true, but it all depends on the one you choose, So pick your words wisely and you will see it all begins with an A and ends with a Z

It's Good To Be A Woman!
1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We can scare male bosses with mysterious gynecological disorder excuses. 3. Taxis stop for us. 4. We don 't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 5. No fashion faux pas we make could ever rival the Speedo. 6. We don 't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves. 7. If we forget to shave, no one has to know. 8. We can congratulate our teammate without ever touching her rear end. 9. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there. 10. We have the ability to dress ourselves. 11. We can talk to the opposite sex without having to picture them naked. 12. If we marry someone 20 years younger, we are aware that we will look like an idiot. 13. We will never regret piercing our ears. 14. There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems.15.. We can make comments about how silly men are in their presence because they aren't listening anyway.

Explosion In Santa Monica
here is how the news is reporting it : Pipebombs Found In Residence Near Montana Avenue Explosion on property of Jewish organization in Santa Monica leads to evacuation, street closures Comments (0) (30) (12) April 7, 2011 | 10:42 am Officers were evacuating a 1-square-block area around the site of an explosion on the property of a Jewish religious facility in Santa Monica. No one was injured in the blast, which was reported about 6:45 a.m. Thursday and occurred in the

"resilience..."
As many times as it has been bruised, shattered, and broken This heart proves resilient and is again re-awoken With countless tears that have bled from the blue depth of these eyes So have these soft lips also breathed many a loving sigh Decades long worth of pain relived Serve as refreshed reminders of new life ahead To have ever been dumb-lucked enough to know this pure heart Is to also know that you should’ve been smart enough to hold on from the start Though when my brokenness first resonates, it feels like black coal Eventually the cold hardness resigns, and you’re now part of my soul Heartbreak doesn’t negate that a known love exists Though walls do find themselves a bit higher as that love turns amiss I know where my heart has tread past and present Now my curious path meanders toward future optimistic ascent I believe that we will always ponder the “what if…”, and you will always wonder about me But we kno

Gear Review -- Ebox Laptop Carrying Case
I travel extensively with my laptop computer, often storing it in a car trunk loaded with gear. The Ebox Laptop Carrying Case, which is strong enough to stand on, provides peace of mind that my computer won’t be smashed. Indeed, the case is waterproof, crush-proof, pressure sensitive, and lockable. For use in the field—say you’re an archeologist recording data at a dig—the Ebox Laptop Carrying Case is an alternative to something like the Panasonic Toughbook CF-30, which is a laptop made for the outdoors that can cost more than $3,000. A the case essentially converts a workaday laptop computer into a “Ebox” model for use in the outdoors.

Brickhut: Stylish Movie Posters
Dawn of the Dead •April 29, 2011 • 2 Comments Share this: Share Email Print Facebook Digg Reddit Posted in Uncategorized Tags: Chart, Horror, Zombies Tremors •April 28, 2011 • 1 Comment Share this: Share Email Print Facebook

A Mother's Undying Love
In honor of Mother's Day and my mother, I am posting this story I wrote about my mother some years ago. It was published in a book similar to "Chicken Soup for the Soul". Thank you Mom! A Mother’s Undying Love I can still remember the day my mother loaded me and my two sisters into the car. She was very excited and happy, and we were all wondering why. When one of us asked, she enthusiastically replied, “My hair is back” as she pulled off her wig. We were shocked when she did pull it off because it had been so long since we had seen her without one on. Due to her pride, she never allowed us to see her without it. Even though it was still what I would call “man” short, it was hers, and she was ecstatic. As we drove down the road, I watched my mother looking so proud and happy, and then noticed tears coming down her face. When one of us asked why she was crying, she replied, “I’m just so happy, baby, I’m just so happy!”

Latest Rant Again On Fu Lounges And Djing. Read It!
Well just came to a concnclusion that i still do'nt get lounges and why they actually want live dj's. Whats the point?. i go in and look at the number of people in the lounge and watch how many actually chat and then i go see how many actually show as a listner on the shoutcaster. it's DISGUSTING the differnces in the numbers. first off why be in a lounge and not participate? secondly why don't ya listen to the dj? I DJ for YOU the listener. not for ME hell i try to make my shows interesting using themes and dropping difernt geners in my mixes. no your right i don't take requests nor do i play metal. but i still try to keep it entertaining for the broad audience. and engage the members with small talk and shout outs on the mic. BUT now imma thinking why bother trying to please the members if there not bothering participating or listening?...do u just go in lounges to chat or just for the tunes? or to to whack or fap to the cams? why are ya there? I honestly thought the lounges were

New & Accepting Members
Hi everyone! This blog area is going to be for the Paranormal Society I run here in Baltimore, Maryland. I've been educating myself in the Paranormal for the last 10 years. And in 2008 founded The Divinus Lux Lucis Paranormal Society. In April of 2011 we were sanctioned as a student organization through The Community College of Baltimore County. I wanted to post this blog, just to put it out there in case anyone from Maryland here on FUBAR was interested in the paranormal. We are open to ALL people in the state of Maryland and anyone can become a member. We meet on the Dundalk Campus of CCBC every Thursday from 6-8pm, and hold investigations on the weekend. Not every week but 1 to 2 times per month. We have also have many on campus events each semester plus we have a CCBC Television Show in the works. If you are interested in joining please email us at DLLparanormalsocietyccbc@yahoo.com Let us know you would like to join, and just let us know that you heard about us via FUBAR!

Roads? Where We're Going We Don't Need Roads ...
Happy Mother’s Day tomorrow! I still haven’t seen any reports of developing a Mr. Fusion Home Fusion Reactor or heard about Mattel designing a hover board or seen or heard about a hover conversion process for your car. And 2015 is four years away! The date we see in “Back to the Future Part II” is actually Wednesday, October 21 of that year, so you could say four years, five months, and two weeks, but why quibble? I got home from the last Breakfast With The Boys until fall with fourteen other guys and Martha and the kids were watching the “Back to the Future” trilogy – the first film had just ended and the second one was starting. Now when I was growing up in the 1980s, I got to see the first and third films at the theatre but didn’t see the second until years later … since each sequel picks up right where the previous film left off, it can be hard to follow if you watch it in order. The closer at the end of the first film

A New Giggle In My Day
Watching beggers on here beg for "help" earning 1 mil for other people. If that doesnt make you giggle too, something is wrong. btw anyone offnded or dont want to be laughed at for such a thing, LEARN TO READ...... or better yet, dont beg so much and so quickly that you dont even know what the hell you're doing. that is all....... :D

Car Crashes...
We've all seen them on TV, in movies, and on the news...most recently, Ryan Dunn and his fiery alcohol fueled deathrace(I'll touch on that in another blog). We're amazed, shocked, and entertained by them. They fascinate us to no end. We're like cats in the window watching a bird hop across the lawn. We slow down and stare, trying to catch a glimpse of blood, bodies, guts and other carnage. Yet, when it happens to us, or someone that we know, we're horrified. We cry, we mourn, we call the hospitals and next-of-kin frantically, trying to make sure that our friend, co-worker, or relative is okay. We talk about how awful it is, and how disgusting it is to watch people stare at the accident scene as they drive by(if we're there). We cry about how much we/our loved ones are hurting, or how horrible the injuries that killed them were. We often say that we wouldn't wish any of it on anyone...but is that really true? What is it that draws our attention to crashes when they don't invol

Break Time!
My internet has been out for a couple days due to storms and I've had to find other things to occupy my time besides the net and fu.. I actually enjoyed my "fu break" and have decided to try to go through "fu-rehab" and take a couple days or more away from here.

Silent
silent whispers like silent dreams awake from the dreams and a world so sareen reality lacks the pure joy and bless awake to silent sobs silent screams of the love i miss hate to linger in a world where you don't exist i could numb my pain but it doesn't do the trick tears stain my check thinking of the days you were here with me everything reminds me of you so hard to find a reason too keep going waiting in agany for my final sleep to be at peace waiting too see your face again i long to hear your angels song

What Does "i Am The 99%" Mean? (repost)
The explanations that brought tears to our eyes . . . 67 hours/week doesn’t even buy school supplies: Choosing between food or health care for the kids: Upper middle class earner in solidarity: Senior citizens in danger: Working at Wal-Mart: Opposing one occupation in Iraq. Supporting another occupation in the USA. Health care refugees: Click here to upload your own 99% photo.

Sept 13th 2006
Hello all my family, friends & fans.. I am leaven my first blog here to let you all know I will be gone from September 14th till September 23rd. I am haven the time of my life. And I can not wait to leave. I will mis you all. An be taken you all with me in my heart. Love Kinky

For All Thouse That Dont Know How To Please
The purpose of this blog is to talk about the power of pussy, and crucial head. Don't be offended by the context of this... just speaking what's on my mind. 1st off, ladies, giving head is in no way payment for a trip to Mickey D's from Pookie down the block. Nor is it to be used to get those new sneakers you saw at the mall... No. If you give head, it should be to someone you love and trust... not the nigga from the club last night. I think that any man would take getting his dick sucked by a stranger... but you gotta think about that kinda man, (do you really wanna put his dick in your mouth if he gets down like that?) If you say yes... stop reading now, and go to your nearest health department. But if you agree that it should be special.. continue to read. 2nd, if your gonna suck it, suck it with enthusiasm. Like its the best thing since Ben and Jerry's. For real! If you don't wanna spend all night down there, I suggest you pretend to be like Heather Hunter. (If you don't know who

Why I Am In A Wheelchair I Have Type 1
NEUROFIBROMATOSIS, it's a mouthful, isn't it. Think it is hard to say, try living with it. Hello my name is Julie Atterbury. I have a medical condition that is called NEUROFIBROMATOSIS TYPE 1(neuro-fibroma-tosis) NF for short. what is NF? You ask. Well there 2 types of NF and both are very serious conditions. This May is National Neurofibromatosis Awreness Month. Here is a little info. NEUROFIBROMATOSIS, Type 1 (NF1) NF1 is also known as von Recklinghausen's disease, after the doctor who first described it in 1882. There are a wide variety of symptoms associated with NF1. Symptoms show up by age 2 in about of the cases. In most cases, symptoms are mild and patients live a normal life. These common symptoms include: Six or more large tan spots on the skin (caf-au-lait marks), which are present at birth, and may increase with age. Small benign tumors under the skin, called neurofibromas, which usually occur at adolescence and can number from one to hundreds. Thes

The Pervert In Me Says!
The lovers embraced each other hoping to melt into each other’s souls. Finding solace in the warmth their kindled passion basked them in. Their skin seemed to merge while at the same time every inch of it that touched the other sent off millions of pleasure singles to the brain causing and explosion of ecstatic sensations throughout their bodies. Their tongues eagerly seeking out those spots on their bodies that drove each other over the edge. Hands sliding into stroke each other’s most sensitive sections of their bodies. His hand sliding down from her breast lightly across her skin tracing a slow circle around her belly button. Moving causiously as if the moment might evaporate his fingers crossed over her mound and slid slowly into her valley. Tracing lightly over her labia, down the left around her entry, and back up the right, repeatedly, until her body unconciously arched into his hand forcing his fingers slip between her and onto her button. Then back so his finger slid further

Karma
Well I work as a catering server for Xcel Energy Center in Saint Paul. (one of my THREE jobs) Well I take the bus right now cuz my car was repo'd in Texas cuz my ex-bastard fiancee sucked me dry for all of my cash.....ANYWAYS, WHILE I was working...someone tipped me...which like NEVER happens...we work on gratuity that is on our checks...but that was cool that he did that, I took it anyways even though I wasn't supposed to, then a woman walked up to me and told me I had the prettiest eyes...made my night. After work, I was catching the bus, and asked some dude where an all-night Walgreens or drug-store was around the area, he wound up telling me I had a killer personality and he would be honored to hook up with me!!! hahaha I was flattered, but not interested...anywho, then I head onto the bus, there were these two young guys sitting across from me and one of them had one of those killer old-school spikey wristbands on. I commented I loved it and we got to talkin about metal...by the

How To Create Your Own Skin For Lc
I have been asked by A LOT of people "How can I create my own skins for LC. Well here is my attempt to help. DISCLAIMER OK, please understand that what I am going to show you is really poorly written code. It works for most things, but when building a professional web page you want to make sure that it would also translate well to PDA's, Web Phones, etc... But this takes some shortcuts and to explain further would be book, not a blog. JUST THE BASICS Here is the basic for the body of a page: body {background-image: url(http://i52.photobucket.com/albums/g7/YOURPIC.jpg); background-attachment: fixed; background-position:top Left; background-repeat:repeat; The first line tells the browser that you want to display an image and gives the address of what image to use from photo bucket or whatever. If you do not have photobucket or another server that you store pictures on that gives you the HTML code, go to www.photobucket.com. It is free! The second line tells th

Where Is The Life We Have Lost In The Living?
T. S. Eliot observed: Where is the life we have lost in the living? Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge? Where is the knowledge we have lost in information? The cycles of heaven in twenty centuries bring us farther from God and nearer to dust.

Sex
I know I know I am good looking.. But how much can a women take.. Your hot, nice body, Nice ass,and many more.. Then when thay are doen tell me how sexy I am thay go to talking about how thay want to have sex with me.. Asking if I a m bad girl or a good one.. Do I look like I want to talk about sex all the time? I like to have fun But come on.. I am a person.. Please Treat me like one not like a peace of meat... that is all I ask... Well that is what is on my mind today.. Kisses Ems

What Is The True Spirit Of Giving?
I had it brought to my attention today that someone was upset with me because I posted a bulletin asking for friends, family and fans to stop by and rate my salutes and they say I never do any favors back. This begs the question.... do some only give to receive? I was always raised to believe that when doing a favor you are owed only a thanks and if the receiver of that favor chooses to do more then that is their choice. I guess for me...I only ask for things from friends that I KNOW I am willing to give back. I have many friends I have asked to fan me and rate my page...but in the same breath I say to please let me know if I havent done it for them so I can make that right. I have never professed to be a mind reader yet some think that I know what matters to them and what doesnt. Some people just like to look at pics and rate them because they find it fun and yet others want the same thing back. I told this person that all anyone has to do is ASK me to help them out and I WILL

Contest
yeah yeah...i know i said no more contests but...ok so i'm naughty but u guys know u like it...lol...welllll, if ya get an opportunity (look i can spell) then swing by and send a vote my way...big wet tongue kisses (of course...cuz u all know i luv the tongue) 4 all that do!!! mwuahhhhh!!!!! spank u very much and have a wonderful weekend!!!! just click on the link below 2 vote:

Cleveage Contest
I am holding the best Cleveage Contest. I will be taking entrys until thursday night 6pm central time. Contest will start 2/5 and will go thru 2/10. 1st place gets a 7 day cherry blast 2nd place gets a 3 day cherry blast You can not comment bomb yourself. One with the most comments and ratings win So private message me on which pic you want me to rip And Good Luck

Juggalos Unite
http://www.news10.net/video/player_news10.aspx?aid=35263&bw= Juggalos in California are being singled out as being dangerous, just because of Four shit heads. Four shit for brains claim the title Juggalo and destroys Everything for the True Juggalos that dont hide behind titles. Swing Your Hatchets, JUGGALOS UNITE

Women
I didnt write this but good words. When you make a woman cry God counts her tears. The woman came from man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on, not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to his heart to be loved.

Day 6
Well i a managed to resist the urge of what I normally do on Friday, smoke lots, it was tough last night as I was so dying for a cigarette but I never give in. I did spend time fixing up the site and doing mindmaps etc which helped keep me mind off wanting one for a wee while. As I said before weekends are the worst. I removed the patch last night and I didnt have no nightmares or strange dreams. I dont know whether I like this getting fit lark, I am up now at 6.38am on a Saturday, this is virtually unheard of i think I will go back to bed in a minute

What Every Kiss Means
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. _______________________________________________

What The Hell Is Going On With Our Kids?
OK First Columbine in 1999, then the next major shooting was in Colorado again at a high school where a guy walked in and had a gun and a bomb. One female student was shot and killed. Then we get Virginia Tech, 32 killed plus one gunman. Now in Denver we've had several things happen yesterday and today. Morlie Middle School had two students walk in today carrying semi-automatic handguns. We also had a small explosive device go off in Ponderosa High School near Castle Rock, CO in Douglas County. Yesterday we had 4 different Denver area schools receive either bomb threats or students carrying weapons onto campus. All 4 were middle or high school campuses. WTF is going on with our god***n kids?!?!? Are parents that afraid of their kids now that they can't properly discipline them and make sure their kids are as afraid of them as we were of OUR parents?!? THIS HAS TO STOP!! We ~*HAVE*~ to take back control of our children and families!!!!!! If we don't, what's nex

My Son
My son graduared yesterday form Navel basic training and it was great to see him. I am so proud of him I think I told him a 100 times today alone. He ships out on Sunday Morning to go to school and he wont get any leave for 6 months will have to mak this last for a while.

Pictures I Made For The One I Love
my baby K.a.y.d.e.e.(( shes my world )) && this is my baby Kaydee && she is my other half && she is my everything && she loves me for M.E. && she is the sun in my hair && she is the one i cant live w/o && she is the shine in my eyes && she is the glow in my smile && she is my best friend && she is my Girlfriend && she is my Fiance && she is my soul mate && she is the sunshine in my hair && she is the only woman for me && she is amazing && she is the one thats makes me feel whole && she is the one i never want to loose && she is the one i love to be with && she is the one i can not live without && she is the one i tell everything && she is the one im not afraid to cry in front of && she is the one who can tell im sad even when im smiling && she is the one who I would take a bullet it for!!!

Down Raters
Here is a list I am starting with he pictures of people that down rate my page. I have never spoken to these people nor have I ever rated them. (Not sure if this is a dude or chick!) maddiegurl@ CherryTAP (He down rated me? WTF there has to be a mirror in his house some where! Mr clean is not the MAN.) ManInBlack666@ CherryTAP (Total wanna be!) It's All In The Eyes@ CherryTAP (Pure Hood Rat! And um yeah you are white!) ONE OF A KIND SEXY LOVE@ CherryTAP NeaterNita@ CherryTAP BlackRose@ CherryTAP Baby@ CherryTAP Smittys Angels@ CherryTAP CBR900GIRLZ@ CherryTAP Harley Bitch@ CherryTAP !!!~The_Gr@phix_Speci@list~!!!

Heartache
MY man of 2+yrs commonlaw bf has dumped me, my 2nd bf i ever had in my life. He has started his own business and has said time 2 move on, i would not like divulge why it ended but it has ended. It is so hard, i lived wit him, we shared everything and it is over. Sniffle we had such good times together and now they are distant memories. omg i'm so heartbroken. Plz ne one who reads this tell me if they have went thru this, my heart hurts n i cannot think of nething else nor stop the tears. dying inside fa real :(

My Complete Astrological Analysis
My Complete Astrological Analysis ^^^Above is my Natal Chart, I did by hand^^^ It is the position of each planet at the exact moment of my birth.. Second Decanate: June 1 ~ 10 Keyword: Union Constellation: Orion, The great hunter. Magnificent strength & beauty Orion was a very brave warrior. Planetary Sub ruler: Venus Harmonious Venus & speedy Mercury combine giving you a deft social touch. People respond to your warm & effusive nature. Approval & acceptance mean much to you. You have a sense of adventure about you & like new experience. Once you make up your mind to purse something you give it your all. You have great sex appeal & are ardent in your expression of love. You are argumentative because of your fondness of your own ideas. You are generous with your time & friendship. Qualities Cardinal Signs Meaning: Open to change. Ephasis on action Tries to change enviroment, projects self onto surroundings. Moon In Aries June 9th ~ 11th 1977 Pluto

My Surgey
went well. the last thing i remember is beeing the room & next thing i know it was sat. & i was in ICU with a tube in my mouth & wanting my parents. I guess it took her 2 hours to do & one of them was more infected then the other & it bleed a lot so they kept me over night.

Married Life- Makes My Eyes Tar Up, Such A Happy Ending
A couple had only been married for two weeks and the husband although very much in love, couldn't wait to got out on the town and party with his good buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." Where are you going Coohcy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face," he answered. "I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door of the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer brands from 12 countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, India, etc. The husband didn't know what to do and the only thing that he could think of saying was "Yes, Lollipop... but at the bar... you know they have frozen glasses..." He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pale, said, "yes, Tootsie Roll, but at th

A Stylish Solution To Nantucket's Messy Dog Problem?
On the eve of the important summer tourist season, the island of Nantucket has a dirty problem on its hands, or, really, on its feet. The island's dogs have been leaving more than paw prints on Nantucket's beautiful beaches, and the human visitors who've paid $500 per night for a hotel room aren't charmed when a mushy misstep ruins a romantic walk on the beach. Dog poop has become such a mess on the island's beaches and parks that the town is telling beachgoers to leave their mutts home this summer. That's right. No more Frisbee with Fido at Jetties Beach. As it turns out, there are a few problems with Nantucket's clean beach movement. The town doesn't have the authority to ban dogs from its public beaches. It can enforce its leash law, but dogs -- leashed dogs anyway -- have as much right to the island's public beaches as do the CEOs who fly to the island on their own jets. So the new order is more like a request. And Nantucket has a reputation as a dog friendly travel destinatio

Sexual Issues #8
well, seeing as i am pregnant i figured i would do a section on pregnancy and sex lol.... A positive pregnancy test signals a lot of changes are on the way. First-time parents in particular may wonder about how pregnancy will affect their sexual relationship. Should sex be put on hold? It seems drastic, but then you think of all the old wives tales you've heard. You want to know if sex will hurt the baby. If the pregnancy is normal, there is no way that can happen. In the earliest stages, that little embryo is firmly implanted in the menstrual lining of the uterus. Normal intercourse is safe and harmless. For the first three months, doctors recommend normal sex – the wild stuff might have to go on hold for a while. If you have a history of miscarriage, also called spontaneous accidental abortion, or if there is any "spotting", or bleeding, then you should abstain from sexual intercourse or orgasm for the first three months. However, this doesn't mean you cannot pleasure your par

All About Lies
“I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you” “A half-truth is the most cowardly of lies” “The worst lies are the lies we tell ourselves. We live in denial of what we do, even what we think. We do this because we're afraid. We fear we will not find love, and when we find it we fear we'll lose it. We fear that if we do not have love we will be unhappy.” “Tell your friend a lie. If he keeps it secret, then tell him the truth.” “The naked truth is always better than the best dressed lie” “Make the lie big, make it simple, keep saying it, and eventually they will believe it” “A half-truth is a whole lie” “A single lie destroys a whole reputation for integrity” “Sometimes I lie awake at night, and ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.'” “The most common lie is that which one lies to himself; lying to others is relatively an exception” “People do not believe lies

Me
Ok I want utilize this time to clear some errs . First of all....I AM NOT A PLAYER!!!!! I am So sick of people assumming that about me. Why? Just cause I have pics of sexy women on my profile. Here's a clue to all the closed minded people....it is ART. I love the female shape. I also love black and white photography. When you add those with subtle colors you have art. NO.I am not a vampire.....JEEZ!!!I can't even believe someone asked me that? Wake up people...This is REAL life. Oh wait I am player because I have nudes of myself on here.....this coming from the same women who have pics of themselves giving oral to different dicks or with toys in damned near every orifice. I have nudes of ME. It is mine and there is nothing wrong with nudity at all. Only what perverts think of it. Oh wait..I am a player because I have SOOOOOOOO many pics in general. Ummm..I like myself....just because you don't and have to put up actresses pics and can only find 4 or 5 and the are all tiny becau

Internet And Soldiers
I have been on the Fu since late May or so. I have made many sweet friends, cool friends and some that will be there as I depart from this life. One thing that burns me up and fucking pisses me off is a woman that sits her ass on the computer all day long tells everyone that she loves a soldier and has never laid eyes on him in person or met him. I have been in this Army 21 years and been away, been shot at, been IEDed, been motared and been in great emotional stress. NO WOMAN should say that she loves a soldier or a other member of the Armed Serives unless she has been there and seen the pain and the stress and physically been around the person day in and day out for a period of time. SO you women that are living off the system and telling these lonely soldiers what they want to hear so you can benefit need to quit and re evaluate their situation and fend for themselves. YOU cannot truly love someone unless you spend real life quality time with them. I could start busting out names o

*sigh*
...no song, picture of anything funny at the moment. Don't ask about the family situation on here, that's for another day who knows how far away. Those that need to know know for the moment. Anyways, I've been going through alot of personal shit on alot of levels latley so it's been hard to think and I'm tired of hurting people I'm close to and tired of watching them hurt. I saw this in a bulletin late tonite and it hit home. Does it for you?... When.. When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fi

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Another Survey Come On Ladies Be Truthful
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite sexual position: Do you think I'm cute? Would you have sex with me? lights on or off? Would you have to be drunk? Would you take a shower with me? Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Would you leave after or stay the night? Do you like cuddling afterwards? Condom or skin? Have sex on the first date? Would you kiss me during sex? Do you think I would be good in bed? Scale of 1-10? Would you use me as a booty call? Can I use you as a booty call? Can we take pictures of the act? How long would we have sex? Would you tell your friends about me? Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Your Support Means A Lot...to Me And To Thousands Of Others.
Im walking this for jeffrey October 20,2007 Please help me reach my goal of $200 to help the society reach its goal of $70,000 on this walk. HERE is the link to my homepage/ http://www.active.com/donate/ltnRichmo3/2139_4jeffy The Light The Night Walk will return to the beautiful 24th Street Park along the Boardwalk in Virginia Beach. Please join us as we walk together to accomplish the Society's mission: to cure leukemia, lymphoma, and myeloma and improve the quality of life for patients and their families. You have the chance to be a part of something great. The Society is the largest voluntary health organization dedicated to finding cures for blood cancers. Because of the success of Light The Night walkers across the country, we are well on our way to accomplishing our mission! The Society is investing millions of dollars in the most promising blood cancer research available and seeing tangible results that improve the quality of life of patients and their families.

How Ironic...
So it's my only day off til next sunday and I'm sitting here doing ABSOLUTELY 100% NOTHING. It's incredible...and I've actually caught a lot of shit for it today...and I almost felt bad till I read my horoscope for the day.... This is what I have actually been doing all day!

If I Was In Your Bed
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Fuck me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops Repost with the title 'If I Was In Your Bed' and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back!!

I Am Taking A Vacation
Well i am taking a vacation that is LONG needed!!! I leave sunday to spend my birthday somewhere with ome one that is VERY specialto me!! I get a break from al the stress and drama and KIDS!!! lol evenh tho my kids are about grownh... they are still up my butt all the time lol. but If my friends send me messages or anything i hope that they dont think that i am ignoring them cause i doubt seriously that i willbe online at all while i am gone. AI will be home around the 12th or 13th. at taht time i will anwer all that is left but til Sunday morning i ma here lol hugs and much luv' me.......

The Meaning Of Love!
Sonny Receives 2007 Editor's Choice Award from Poetry.com & The International Library of Poetry! You can check it out on their site or right here: The Meaning of Love is, caring for one another unconditionally, and creating a bond of oneness. Listening, and actually hearing what the other has to say. Giving each other freedom to excel in their own fields. Trusting in each other with no strings attached. Communicating when communication is needed. Telling each other secrets that you know won't be repeated. Love is a Gold mine if management is whole heartedly true. This true love, is the best Love that will last two people their whole lifetime through. Poetry Book: “My Daughters Come First” by Sonny Hairston … Copyright 2008

Sept 11 , 2001
On a cool September morning terror filled the air, as the acts of cowards did something others would not dare. United we come when America calls, we become a ray of light When the evil of darkness falls. We pray for the families, we pray for the friends, we pray for the victims, whose memory will never end. Our resolve will strengthen, our hearts will unite, we will come together, This wrong we will right. We will become stronger with each tragedy that we meet. They may have brought A city to its knees, But they've brought a country to its feet.

Erotic Story
We were having verizon come out to hook up that fiber optic stuff…hubby thinks it’ll be better than the dsl we have now. So being the good little housewife, I am sitting home waiting for the guy to show up. They give you a window of 5 hours…so I had to find some way to entertain myself while waiting for this guy. I opted for playing on cam on the internet. So as time went by and I weeded thru many idiots, I finally found a good friend I had played with before. He was always incredible with the things he said to me, getting me wet before I ever touched myself. So we were playing, talking, & my toys were out, when I heard a knock on the front door. Of course, the guy would come now. I went to the door, answered it, and let this (unexpectedly) hot guy in. He was in a uniform of sorts, white shirt, izod type, with the verizon emblem on his chest, and the fabric of the shirt stretched over his chest muscles, showing a pierced nipple, which peaked my interest even further. I led him down

Space Hotties Auction
Space Hotties Valentine Auction February 13th at 9 PM EST Auction will be in our lounge Space Hotties & Friends all entries must be Space Hotties and listed with LordGarfield by Sunday February 10th by 12 Noon EST! LordGarfield will be our auctioneer for this auction and host of all pictures and lists for this auction! The Space Hottie will have a list of what he or she is willing to offer the bidder in the auction the bidder will offer FuBucks, Blast or Vip the Space Hottie being bid on has the right to turn down any bid she or he does not think fair or good enough and the auction for that Space Hottie will continue or the next hottie will go up for bid if there is more then a 3 minute wait between bids! This auction will be live and we will be announcing everything on our radio live in the lounge at the time of the auction! If you have any questions please contact Space Cowboy or LordGarfield ! Let's all have

More Interesting & Wonderful Things About Me...thanks D...this Is Gonna Be Fun!!!
...i have decided that i'm gonna update as i think of things that are maybe a tad more interesting than my original 10...although i must say that i took great pleasure in reading the responses...so...ever the frustrated writer...i trudge onward...sheeeeeeett... ...see earlier blog for 1-10... 11. as i was driving today to pick up my lovely little car with a BRAND NEW CLUTCH...i remembered that i didn't mention the time i stopped 4 lanes of highway to get a dog that was runnin across the road...yes, it was a 65 mph speed limit... yes, i am crazy...and, yes, i almost got arrested for it...but f*uck it...that's what brakes are for...right?!?!...and the dog made it, all is well, and i was on the radio news... 12. this is really a continuation of #11...i get really upset...usually to the point of tearing up, when i see an animal dead at the side of the road...or in the road for that matter...and yes, i have been known to stop and "find a better resting place"...if ya know what i me

Tagged
I've been tagged!!! Here's a list of 10 Interesting, Random or otherwise unknown (well, unknown to most) things about me: 1: I hate feet! 2: I wear sandals even in the winter, in the rain, and sometimes even after it snows 3: I am a recovered Meth addict... Goin on 10 years sober. 4: I don't control my own life. 5: I pay wayyy too much attention to my dogs. 6: I have a serious Gymboree addiction and my daughter has more clothes than she can possibly wear. How many children need 10 coats?? 22 pairs of shoes? It is a sickness...lol 7: I am tired all the time 8: I hate top sheets! 9: I have one of those cadet wall heaters in my home and when my ass is cold, I get down on my hands and knees in front of it and pracitally burn my ass. haha! 10: I CANNOT keep my car clean! It is like it is my own private dump. Or my daughters anyway. Now I guess I am supposed to tag 5 people, so I choose..... 1. Ja'Nielle aka Cure4UrBrunetteAddiction 2. Michael aka CommentFox 3. FAT SONNY 4: Mike Rock aka Mik

I Think Your The Father Of One Of My Kids
A guy goes to a supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She say hello. He's rather taken aback because he cant place where he knows her from. So he says,Do you know me?"To which she replies, I thnk you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says."My God,are you the stripper from my bachelor party that i made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery??? She looks into his eyes and says calmly,No I'm your son's teacher

Pain
Pain I'm in pain, from my head to my feet. The pain is in my chest, in my heart in my bones, my back, my arms, and my legs, but its not just physical pain, its emotional pain. I feel more alone every day and I'm haunted by LCpl ray and all the little kids, it is all so heavy on my heart that it brakes my soul. Sometimes I wonder if its just me, am I the only one that feels this way? I hope I am, because I would not wish this agony on anyone. Why is it that I have been made to suffer this way? Why dose my life have to be so hellish everyday? There is only so much a man can take before it becomes too much, before he cant take the pain one more day, but what can I do? I am dieing, but not fast enough. Because I fought a war for the Marines on my left, and on my right I sacrificed my body to save there's, so they could make it home. I guess this is the price I pay for doing the right thing… I hope that counts for something when I'm dead, and gone because it doesn't seem to now. I

Internet Service
Hey everybody, as you all know I was off work for a long spell and as a result I am still a lil behind on bills so I may be losing my internet service soon til i get caught up again. 6/20, this friday, is when my service may get lost so I just wanted to let everyone know ahead of time...I may still get on occasionally if I can from another comp if possible. Select few of my closest friends here have my cell number and can keep in touch that way if you like1 take care all and hopefully I will get to talk to most before then and I hope to be back soon! Brian

The Heart Of David A/k/a Drkangel6
I walk in shadows, sorrow and fear, so many words, too many tears, can she feel me. late at night, when in my dreams, I hold her tight, does she feel . heat on her skin, from our hot breath, as our lips meet, does she know, just how I long, too make love too her, till long past dawn,, lost in a love, we know is real, deep in our hearts, we both feel, it's been so long, we've waited for? do we turn, just walk away, never knowing, if it was real something solid, to take to the grave, so I rest ...... knowing our love paid David a/k/a Drkangel6(*_*)

Curvy Voluptuous Women Vs. Rail Thin Stick Models
Latest Poll Show 80% of Men Want Curvy Voluptuous Women, NOT Rail Thin Stick Models Like We Have Been Told In the wake of Madrid’s banning of models with a BMI of 18 or lower, the question has been raised again of whether fashion models are too thin. The fashion industry’s continued move towards thinner and thinner models has come under fire from several sources, mainly because of the influence it has had over young women and the rise of anorexia and bulimia. In the last 20 years, fashion models have gone from a size 8 to a size 0 for runway models. Within the same time period, the average American woman has gone from a size 10 to a size 14. Yet, American women, according to an online poll, see the super thin stick models and feel they are unattractive and unhappy in their average or curvy bodies. As governments are now getting involved in trying to reverse the skinny ideal, other agencies and spokespeople, like Nancy Hayssen, a former plus size model, are speaking out to wome

Commenting Banned
To all my friends and family. I have found that Fubar in their infinite wisdom has decided I have violated the TOS and I have been banned from commenting for a week. I apologize, but it looks like I'll be unable to send comments to everyone for a while, so I wil just leave one for you all here until I get removed from the banned list.

Re: Fluoride Added To Children's Milk In Schools Throughout Uk
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Halloween And More :)
I cannot post anymore pics, as I am at my un-VIP limit lol So I figured I would update here, my Halloween 08 pictures and work things. Halloween- My boys, from my 40th party album decided it was time again to stop the tour bus and pick me up for as always, a WILD RIDE lol No, dirty minds *tsk tsk* lol Their wives were there lol But the boys always make sure that I have a great time at every show. Always a surprise for me. We were friends long before they hit the touring and CD's...So, they took me to this small town in Wachula where another well known band was playing as well. What a blast!!!!! As always Hale, Jason, Jerry, Czec, MYKILL....You boys sooooooo rock and tear up the stage :) Nick, the owner of the club Celtic Crossing Hale, lead singer and I Mykill's Girl Jen as a Girl Scout lol Jerry, lead guitar, and his wife Stephanie Wildman Dave I wish I had pics of Jason and Czec, those two complete the whole band. So much fun! Now moving on,

Been Thinking...
SO I'VE BEEN LOOKING AT MY LIFE LATELY. HAD SOME DAMN GOOD TIMES, AND RECENTLY SOME FUCKING AWFUL TIMES. ALL IN ALL THOUGH I'M PROUD OF BEING ME. I'VE SEEN AND DONE THINGS OTHERS ONLY DREAM ABOUT, AND PROUD OF THE FACT THAT I HAVE GOTTEN TO DO ALL OF THE THINGS IN MY LIFE. GOOD OR BAD ALL OF THEM HAVE MADE ME THE PERSON THAT I AM. SOME THINK OF ME AS AN ASSHOLE, OTHERS THINK I'M A DECENT PERSON, WHERE THEY GOT THAT IDEA FROM I WILL NEVER KNOW. ALL I KNOW IS I'M HAPPY, LONELY AT TIMES, YES, BUT DAMN IT I'M AM HAVING A BLAST. I READ MY BOOKS, WATCH MY MOVIES, THINK MY THOUGHTS AND ALL TOGATHER JUST ENJOY DOING WHATEVER. YOU MIGTH ASK WHY I AM WRITING THIS, WELL I ENDED UP READING MY FAVORITE POEM AGAIN, AND IN READING IT I THOUGH FUCK YEAH. I'M NOT GOING OUT WEAK!! I'M GOING TO HAVE THE BEST FUCKING TIME I CAN, WHEN I CAN. IF YOU DON'T KNOW THE PEOM, IT'S POSTED BELOW. ALL I ASK IS THAT YOU READ IT, AND APPLY IT TO YOUR LIFE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT FOR NOW.-BILL. How Did You Die?

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finally recover and the mood is right looking up into a neon sky child in me takes over, guess it's been too long since the last time that i tried to fly finally i find when i lose control inside my body crumbles it's like therapy for my broken soul inside my body crumbles all i need's a moment, chance to get away from the stressfulness of every day know if i don't question and i never doubt everything is gonna be okay finally i find when i lose control inside my body crumbles it's like therapy for my broken soul inside my body crumbles i don't know if i'll be alright is it okay to be myself why do we always have to fight now i know it's alright finally i find when i lose control inside my body crumbles it's like therapy for my broken soul inside my body crumbles

The Choice Is Yours....
I just wanted you all to know I just recently purchased my Hugh back.... then end! Actually what the blog is about its Mondays theme... I figure since you give me your opinions but i never listen ... this week you will get to decide between the two.. A.Trailer park Hoes and Gigolos B. Under 5" (Hugh's idea) for those who wish to remain on my "friends" list I suggest you pick A. C. Transformers Evil as always Wicked PS be sure to spay and neuter your pets....

Music/cam Plugin
Music If you aren't hearing music, please be sure you have correct the Windows Media Player plugin for your browser and your version of WMP: Version 11 for XP and Vista. Version 9. If you listen through other programs such as I-tunes, please click the now playing link in the lounge. The listen link is in the middle of that page. Cams If you aren't seeing the cams make sure you have the Adobe Flash Player Plugin. Also, if you are not a member or do not have a verified Fubar salute - YOU WILL NOT BE GIVEN THE CAM PASSWORD.

What Isn't Said
dear you, there are days when i absolutely do not fucking get you at all. today is one of those days. it drives me crazy. i shouldn't have to just know that you think i'm some list of wonderful adjectives besides 'pretty'....it's nice to actually hear them--from you instead of the people who wish they were in your shoes. every time i climb a wall, a raptor waits trying to ass rape me while simultaneously attempting to eat my face. scary. me p.s. you mean the world to me.

Pick A Number...
Okay...Pick a number between 1-150. Whoever gets the closest without going over gets a 1 credit bling. You only get 1 guess. You have until 6pm central time...so about 20 mins =) I'll announce the winner at 6pm too. Go!

Happenings...
Hello friends, so i just spent the last 3hrs at the emergency room gah!. About 4 days ago i started coughing really bad but assumed i was just getting a summer cold and ignored it. The next day started doing the over the counter checkers with this medicine and that and trying a few different home remedies that everybody loves to offer when they see you hacking up a lung. Thursday night when i got off work i was suppose to go see my guy for some playtime but my body and head hurt so bad from coughing that i v lined it to walmart instead and loaded up on nyquil and thera flu. It was at that moment when i chose medicine and bed over sex that i was feelin pretty damn bad. Last night when i got off work i litterally felt like id been run over by a truck but i had promised a couple friends id meet them for a drink so i head to the bar. Well that was a bad idea because after a couple drinks i like to smoke and i ended up having many drinks last night. So i get up today and my chest is hurting

Today's Ramblings By Lips The Wicked Spicy Chicken...
I haven't written a blog in 2 days, i think Ive lost my mojo!! I have these things i need to point out to you my peeps..... 1. Crystal is wanting a chicken harem.. i think shes succeeded.. 2. Are my lips that big... seriously? 3. Daisy Blue should be bid on please hit her up.. tell her i sent you and you will get 10% off ...... 4. Witty got a cheap haircut bets she still looks pretty 5. I miss my Seamus... life is not the same on Fubar.. 6. My son got home 30 minutes ago and wants to leave again.... he will never be that huggy lovey mommas boy again 7. NEENER NEENER ILL NEVER LET MISFIT GO!!! That is all Wicked

And Dead Finally Gives Pit Bull Opinion.
Granted, this is a tired subject. As in, I'm tired of reading about it. Though after enough trifling ignorance in the MD, VA area, I've deemed it necessary to put this forth in the off chance it travels to people that could use a wake up call. Recently a 20 year old man was killed in Leesburg, VA. How? you ask. Well, as no one was there to witness the event, the actions were deemed as such. Two Pit bulls apparently attacked another dog in the home. The guess is that the young man tried to break up the fight. Tragic, though this is, I'd like to offer a break down to people, before the ignorant start pointing fingers at a breed. You NEVER, EVER step foot in a dog fight. I don't care if you know the dogs, it's common sense to avoid the situation. If you're outside, grab a hose and start aiming and hope it works. If you're in a house, go to the kitchen, get two big pots or pans, walk back to the fight so as not to become an unwilling combatant, and you SLAM those pots o

Poem
When I look at you my heart starts to race. My head is spinning, I'm lost in your gaze. I know nothing of the world around me, Life is just a blur. Your presence consumes me. I think of your face, your laugh, your smile, I hang on your every word. You control my thoughts, possess my dreams. I long for your embrace. Not a day goes bye when I don't think of you. If only you knew.

Html Comments...dont Work...odd
I have HTML comments enabled, but no matter what, i try to post HTML code in comments (even my own) and it says it dont work.....but my settings show that HTML is enabled for EVERYONE, i typed in the captcha and saved it.....so its just bein retarded to me....but, oh well...here is the HTML i was gonna post in Raistlins blog regarding Merlot Music: PROBLEM SOLVED: Thanks Papi! (Must be on here for 2 weeks)PS: Raistlin is freakin HAWT!! (h)

How To Keep A Woman Happy
It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother5. a father6. a master 7. a chef8. an electrician9. a carpenter10. a plumber 11. a mechanic12. a decorator13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist16. a psychologist17. a pest exterminator18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father23. very clean24. sympathetic25. athletic 26. warm27. attentive 28. gallant29. intelligent30. funny31. creative32. tender33. strong34. understanding35. tolerant 36. prudent37. ambitious38. capable39. courageous 40. determined41. true42. dependable43. passionate44. compassionateWITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping47. be honest48. be very rich49. not stress her out50. not look at other girlsAND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself53. give her lots of spa

'bye Bob"
"Bye Bob, my friend, you haven't left me yet - but you will. Too soon you'll be going on the final journey without me. I know the tears are for me because I will niss you so much. No more night time cuddles, no more pats on the arm to encourage more stroking of your head and back. No more watching your funny attempts to catch imaginary creatures only you could see. No more so many things. Though we never spoke the same language we understood each other. Amazing really. You made friends with the neighbours. You were (are) such a character. You are the best. So 'bye Bob,

Lets Remember
Handgun Repair Shop Home Page Shipping Firearms to Handgun Repair Shop Handgun Repair Shop Price List Handgun Repair Shop Recommended Links Handgun Repair Shop Frequently Asked Questions Handgun Repair Shop, Gunsmith for modern and antique handguns, rifles, and shotguns. Please go to September 11 Slideshow for a photo slideshow of what happened on September 11, 2001 To see more photos go to http://www.zombietime.com/wtc_9-13-2001/ Evidently, somebody got in right after the incident and took pictures that they kept the press from taking. The following forwarded e-mail was received at Handgun Repair Shop on October 18, 2004. "To" and "From" names have been removed to protect the senders and forwarders privacy. I have not personally verified any of the following, I just wanted to make this e-mail public. "AMERICA!" I don't know who put this together but, they deserve a lot of credit.

Let's Have A Single's Shower!
Has anyone noticed that there's a "Shower" for everything nowadays? Baby showers, House warming parties, bridal showers, wedding showers, engagement parties...the list goes on and on. What about us who aren't getting married, aren't moving, or having kids? I know all these occassions are just ways to get expensive gifts from all of us suckers who feel obligated to show up and buy something on the registry, but really...when do we get a break?! This thought occured to me a few minutes ago while I realized that I am going to Michigan in a few days for a wedding. I've already gone to the "Wedding Shower" and bought a $300 piece of luggage that was on the damn registry and now I have to go and pay for my ticket, hotel, food, rental car, and entertainment?! This is bogus. Alright...I know I don't HAVE to go, but I'm a sucker who feels obligated to. He is a good friend after all. So here's an idea. Why don't we start a "Single's Shower?" A day where all of us "Singles" who don't have child

Fake This..
Now I have heard it all.Can you bust a fake saying she'he is a fake? Haha.Stupid Bishes. Ok listen up because you guys story is getting old and making me sleepy.Yawns...Sorry First off READ MY PROFILE.How much clearer is that,now let me address something here without adding there name to it.Yes I know the fuct up rules.like okay... This one cracked me up and wasn't sure if he was coming at me or what. Fake or not, whatever idiot bouncer approved this "salute" should be fired since it lacks one of the three "required" (and I use that term QUITE loosely) elements. Ok salute was not approved even though there are some idiots on here that wag there tail behind the other to get liked.If it had been approved it would have showed in the little section to the right of your homepage under your profile picture that says salute,Don't believe me go look.I use the old and janky style myself to view my homepage and that is what I see. The next one I will address. My only question about

A Lie
Led To Believe A Lie. when you believe you've found the right person, You're mostly likely wrong, You're led to believe that everything is fine, Nothing is wrong. Your the happiest you have ever been. Till the day they crush your heart. They led you to believe you were in love. Some people can have that effect on you. With every touch, Every time they smile, Or look at you, Every breath they take, Every word that comes out of there precious mouth, Every hug, Ever time you look into there gorgeous eyes, You find you self lost every time. You're led to believe your in love. You believe every word they say. They LOVE you, You believe them. They could and would NEVER hurt you. You believe them. They say they want to see you smile, They get what they want every time. But that smile will fade away. In the end you realize you believed every lie. You're hurting so much, You can't hold on for much longer, Every tear you shed was for ever memory you made with each other, And knowing

Thursday - December 16, 2010
I am auctioning off my points for Thursday the 16th of December.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on December 16th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night.... I will accept the following: - Fubux - Ability Blings (Boomerangs, MegaPolishers, Famps, Auto 11s, Cherry Bombs, God Mode) - Bling Packs - Happy Hours, Blasts, Pimp Outs, etc.... * Will also consider multiple day bids.... **Remember: You get what you bid for, someone else just does all the work for you....

Tears Of Sorrow
The light has left my heart,Since her smile has left my eyes.Nothing has hurt me more,Than her one simple goodbye. My mind so out of focus,Aimlessly my soul wanders now.I wonder why she is gone,But my heart really knows how. My heart cannot heal,Shattered beyond all repair.I keep trying to reach for her,But she is no longer there. My own living hell I've created,With no one to blame but me.My heart will forever feel her loss,And tears of sorrow are all my eyes can see.

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Moving Forward...
Wednesday, I helped my mom get rid of some of my dad's clothes. (Pants, jackets, coats, etc) I kept a few of his old work shirts, a hoodie, and some vest thingie. His pants we just threw away, they werent gonna fit me cuz Ive lost some weight and my other brothers are bigger than me, bigger than my dad was too. I was kinda surprised my mom was ready to get rid of the stuff. Their anniversary is coming up, it would have been 39yrs. We found old pictures, talked about stuff. Stuff we remember, stuff we miss, random stuff. Last night I had a dream about him that kinda bothered me when I woke up. Im almost positive the dream was caused by going through his stuff on Wednesday. He had walked in to the house with his beard (all he had was a mustache when we buried him) and in the dream I knew he was dead. My mom dyed his beard to the color it was back in the early 90s. And then started to take pictures of him. She said she dyed his beard so if anyone saw the pictures they wouldnt think th

Miss No Call No Show.............................
When I was 16 I was head over heels in lust with a young man named Antonio and would page him religiously ok obsessively. When he wouldn't call back I would page some more or wonder what I had done wrong to have him not call me. well he solved me of that problem he told me not to page so much and not to assume the worst. So I chilled down to the extent I would no longer page him at all and wait for him to get hold of me. That way of thinking would carry over into all of my relationships so I never would get hold of them and now wonder had I gotten hold of Shamus would we have had more time? Its not that I don't care about my guys whether that be boyfriend, husband, or just a friend but I don't want to be a bother and what a great way to know that they want to get hold of you might be the wrong way to look at it because I could easily lose those closest to me and its not that I don't care because I do but I do not want another repeat of Antonio. So here I am letting you in on some se

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Random Sh*t
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Time For A Break...no Need For Talent On Fu..fuck Em!
Well i have come to a conclusion that its time for a break from djing on fubar...i sit and dj for 4 hrs or so to hopefully give the lounges an atmosphere of a good time...yet again its not like the old days (a year ago) when we had a 75-80% listening ratio with awsome chat and cammers....where now there is mabey a 50% if your lucky in any lounge...and people dont give a fuck about the dj or the music. they sit and watch the women on cam and whack off or are parked and on skype or yim. whats the point of putting on a decent mix of music if ya don't care? why bother having a server that the owners pay for?...and why would we VOLENTEER our time as djs to even play? its a damn shame when even phatty (orgy) has 60 people in there and only 30 listners...hell i love playing ..but i play for you not for me...but ya know its not worth it anymore...i have been on air in a lounge with over 40 people and have only 23 listners...and watching people on cam in the lounge and see them skyping...its

Lists Are Dumb.
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Failure To Comply
Constant negativity, drama and conflict make me want to MURDER THE WORLD! I used to be able to ignore it, but now my tolerance level is so low, I'm just gonna start chuckin' people. I'm talkin' about real life, not online. I'm so desperate for goodness and positivity, I'm willing to get rid of almost anyone. Even my own mother isn't safe. Sorry ma :/

Feeling... Odd... Lately
I've been feeling "ghostly" lately. Not the empty, hollow feeling of depression, rather like an invisible outsider, transparent to the world. As though a stiff breeze would blow through me instead of against me. As though I am only borrowing this physical body that everyone else sees and talks to. Its like I have to "come back" to my body to interact with others, and then only clumsily. Interacting with others is like putting on a mask, one mask for work, one mask for friends, another for family... I have to remember to put on the appropriate mask at the appropriate time. The mask smiles, the mask laughs, the mask talks with others... The mask is the appearance one presents to the world, Carl Jung described the persona: "The persona or "mask" enables an individual to interrelate with the surrounding environment by reflecting the role in life that the individual is playing. In this way one can arrive at a compromise between one's innate psychological constitution and society

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Rip My Soul
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So Lost Starting Soon
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Today Sept 13, 2006
Well for my first blog entry I am going to voice my opinion on what has happened to me today... I am a single mom, I have 2 beautiful boys that I love with all my life. I recently lost custody of my younger son to his father lets just call him hmmmmm fucktard!! ya thats a good name for him... Well I was suppose to see my son today well Ive been struggling with bills and its just been hard.. I called to see if I can make it up and well he wont let me. Well just so you all know my son is 13 and he does not want to live with his dad, and I had gone to court to fight it and everything.. Well cuz fucktard has a better job and a wife and a home he thought it would be best for him to be there.. NOTTTT!!!! His wife is an alcoholic and they are not living together anymore plus he has a history of domestic violence!! I have nothing what so ever on me, so why can anyone tell me the reasoning for the courts decision on this.. My son cries to me tells me how much of an asshole his dad is h

A Rant By Skittles
This is a repost, or should I say reblog, of a blog written by one of my best friends, Jillie, a.k.a. Skittles. Let me just say that she is, without a doubt, one of the most beautiful people I know, inside and out. And I can tell you from my own personal observations that she has NOOOOO problems getting the men-folk hot and bothered. In just the last month, alot of new people have come to LC, and I've noticed a serious decline in LC etiquette and just plain common courtesy. Come on people! If a person's body-type is not to your liking, just move on! Eventually, we will all be eaten by worms and it won't matter what you look like!!! And now, Jillie's blog: Okay I have a couple of revelations to share with you all... 1. I am not a thin woman. I am a BBW or you can just call me fat, thick whatever.(I have no shame in who I am) I am not Barbie. I never claimed to be Barbie and you know what I am okay with that. I am beautiful and I feel beautiful and that is all that matte

Real Beauty
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I Hide(poem)
My Tears are so warm as they roll down my cheek, and why they are even there is really beside me. He wants to meet me plays in my head, over and over again with complete and total dread But why is the question that keeps going through my head why can't I show how beautiful I am, inside and out why does it scare me to let someone inside my heart. To see and feel the person I am I have mastered hiding so well so that he doesnt want me. But I want him, like I've never wanted anything before, I want his touch, his lips, I want to hear his Laughter I want his heart, I want...... But for him to want me I can feel this deep dark sickening pain in the depths of my soul so I hide.

Joke
A BLONDE GUY GETS HOME EARLY FROM WORK AND HEARS STRANGE NOISES COMING FROM THE BEDROOM. HE RUSHES UPSTAIRS TO FIND HIS WIFE NAKED ON THE BED, SWEATING AND PANTING. WHAT'S UP?" HE SAYS. "I'M HAVING A HEART ATTACK," CRIES THE WOMAN. HE RUSHES DOWNSTAIRS TO GRAB THE PHONE, BUT JUST AS HE'S DIALING, HIS 4-YEAR-OLD SON COMES UP AND SAYS "DADDY! DADDY! UNCLE TED'S HIDING IN YOUR CLOSET AND HE'S GOT NO CLOTHES ON!" THE GUY SLAMS THE PHONE DOWN AND STORMS UPSTAIRS INTO THE BEDROOM, PAST HIS SCREAMING WIFE, AND RIPS OPEN THE WARDROBE DOOR. SURE ENOUGH, THERE IS HIS BROTHER, TOTALLY NAKED, COWERING ON THE CLOSET FLOOR. "YOU ROTTEN S.O.B.," SAYS THE HUSBAND, "MY WIFE'S HAVING A HEART ATTACK AND YOU'RE RUNNING AROUND NAKED SCARING THE KIDS!" SEND THIS TO FIVE BRIGHT, FUNNY WOMEN YOU KNOW AND MAKE THEIR DAY! (and to men who can take it...) Have a Safe & Wonderful Day!

Zen Thoughts
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My Love, Are You Still Mine?
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To Everyone
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Bedroom
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I Need Your Help Guys!!. . .
So I'm very, VERY excited!! I was just recently accepted as a model for Suicide Girls!! :) However, the first set of photos that are sent to them, (yes, you send in your own photo sets), you must do YOURSELF. They do not supply a photographer!! Also, if the theme of your photoset is way 2 cliche, then they have the right to not accept the set. . . So, the main point of this blog is that I'm slightly stuck for ideas and need some help!!! Please, any ideas for a theme for a photoset that anyone could send would be FANTASTIC - thanx ever-so-much CT!! Also, if you're not familiar with SuicideGirls, you might want to scope their website, to get an idea of their content. . . they don't go for the "girl-next-door" or the hot blonde Pamela Anderson thing; their site is more about the hot girl whose record collection is better than yours or the rock-chick you had a crush on in h.s. but were scared to talk 2!!! Here's the link = http://suicidegirls.com/

Making Friends!!
Making friends is important. You will have much more fun; you can go to parties, sleepovers, have pillow fights and eat candy. It's also important becuase won't be lonely, you will not play by your self, and you will not be sad. If you make a friend you can trust them. If you are sad you can tell your friend and they will help you feel better. So if you want to have fun and never be sad, make a friend.

Be Still
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Unleashed Once Again
For the last so many days,i have been driven and passed through the extreme hell and pain coz someone was stabbed me in the back. i was in so much desperation that i didn't figured out what to do and not to do. The stabbing had swere effect on my life. i was in the continuous search to find out that cause. and 2 days ago i have found that cause. I wasn't suppose to do anything but the pain and thirst of my soul which was demanding me to give answer. i did which i left long ago coz i was totally changed my way. i Unleashed hell on that person once again. i hit him like 30-40 times and was screaming while hittin him. was mad and totally insane that i had no idea what i am doing. after everything settled down. it was like that someone lift up the heavy weight from my soul which made together again. but i am still out of track and keep moving in search of the right track.

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Survey
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Spc Ronnie G. Madore Jr.
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Choosing A Wife
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Who I Am
I am more of a tomboy than a girlie girl.. I am not catty and never have been. I dont get jealous.. I think EVERYONE is BEAUTIFUL!! If you just keep an open mind and take the time to look and get to know someone you will see it too. I am respectful of everyone..I try to be a good friend to everyone I can. When people do me a favor I try to return it. Yes I have a boyfriend and a beautiful son..but that doesnt mean I am dead..I can flirt and I can have friends I can be a huge flirt and I love to joke around..sometimes people don't get my humor but I never have cruel intentions and I am never mean spirited so you should know I never mean anything purposely harmful. The best people on here in my opinion besides the people i know in real life first are Sexy Alpha Sexy Alpha Female Wolf ... Raven Family& VIC Pres... The Wolf Pack Family@ CherryTAP and Big Bad Wolf THE BIG BAD WOLF~PRES.-OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY~@ CherryTAP These people are true and real people..They are awesom

Exposing A Con Man
2/26/2007 Dear readers: I am amazed how people who proclaim the truth are the biggest crooks on the Internet. For those of you who know me well I have absolutely no problem exposing the truth and anyone in the public eye whom I feel deserves to be exposed. As always in any successful endeavors (including the secret) the rats will show up and start their feeding frenzy to get more notoriety, but when someone is proclaiming and exposing others wrong doing and forgetting to describe his own wrongdoing, this is where I draw the line. I am not the type of guy that wants to dwell on negativity, but when someone does me wrong, the Sicilian side of myself will always meet you in time, put it that way. My honesty and direct approach to anything and everything has always been my strength and not exactly appreciated by many sensitive people willing to give out their other cheek. And while life goes on, I will never forget any wrongdoing and use my position to “enlighten” others on t

I Need Your Help!
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Happy Hour Gift Giveaway
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Pedophile Site Needs To Be Removed Please Help!
Parents and children's advocates please read and repost! Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called www.puellula.com. This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia. The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls tha

Fucking Grow Up!!!!
I got this from a guy a while back as a comment, is this a new pick-up line i wasn't aware of?..lol..i wrote down my thoughts about this. really hits on my current mood! Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fulfill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes that you'll get some, but because you know they like to hear them. In short... we need to grow up and stop acting like freakin retarded little boys! So here are my thoughts on that: #*** Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fulfill our sexual desires. And maybe realize women have needs and desires too. Last thing I need is an other selfish fuck-buddy with empty promises to add to the collection. Or to be added to his collection, so he can boost his ego with me as

Graphics Contest It Closes At 12noon Today
GRAPHICS CONTEST Graphics Contest, I Need Entries Holding a contest for Graphics you must be in pic, Please send me a link to the pic you want to enter (private message). Contest Starts Thursday June 21st, at noon and runs thru to Thursday June 28th, at noon... the more that enter, the better the prizes... everyone that enters will get a gift at the close of the contest... Top 3 Get the big gifts... comments + ratings = total score comment bombing is allowed, you can even comment bomb your own pic... No new or fake accounts can comment bomb, must be at least a level 3 to comment bomb... NO DOWNRATING PLEASE!!! please, let's keep it fair and have fun... CHOOSE YOUR FAVORITE PIC AND COMMENT ON IT GOOD LUCK TO ALL Please repost my sticky bulletin so your friends and fans have a chance to get in on the fun as well... Thank you all very much, Melissa (¯`·._)FUNUSLADYBUG(¯`·._)@ CherryTAP

Just Love The Internet
Sometimes i can't walk in 2 my bedroom because i have 2 go right 4 the computer and this caused problems with every 1 who lives in the same house. They have a computer and it's not hooked up 2 the Internet, but mines is because i have a Lap Top and will be on it every change i get. I just love being online it keeps me out of serious, so do that makes me a Internet Junkie or just some 1 who loves computers?.....

Poisoned Apples
A while back I posted a bulletin that was critical of American troops. I'd awakened to read a news story about Trent Thomas, a marine charged with murdering an Iraqi non-combatant. Shortly before trial, Thomas withdrew his guilty plea because he realized he was just following orders, just doing what he was told to do. The testimony at trial suggests that that the original plan had been to capture a combatant. When this plan failed, the group of marines went to a different home and dragged 52-year old Hashim Ibrahim Awad out of his home and into the street. The squad leader shot Awad in the head, then Thomas shot him in the head an additional seven times. The marines then put a shovel next to Awad to make it look like he was going to plant a roadside bomb. I followed this story and was disheartened to learn that Thomas was found not guilty of murder. He was found guilty of conspiracy to commit murder and other crimes. His sentence consists of a reduction in rank and discha

Get Her Back To Her Original Spot Please
TO ALL MY FRIENDS,I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP SHE IS LOSING HER SPOT IN LEGENDS AND WE NEED HER TO GET BACK SHE NEED 50 MORE FANS TO GO,,,CAN YOU PLEASE HELP BY GOING TO HER PAGE TO RATE AND FAN HER,,,ANE LET ME KNOW THAT YOU DID ON THIS bLOG AND TELL HER WildCat SENT YOU.. SMOOCHES TO ALL OF YOU Cherrybomb™~Mystic Tearz of LDC~FU/CT Godmother~Club F.A.R.~B of B~DM & sS~Lord Mages sub~@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY AND BETTER UPCOMING WEEKEND HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

Test 4 Bulletin Not Finished Yet
PLZ REPOST Hey Everyone!..Welcome To The Halloween Pimpout!..I Asked People On A Mumm The Other Day For Ideas On A Cool Pimpout And They Said A Halloween One!..So Here It Is..I'd Like To Introduce You To Some Of The Greatest People On Fubar!...Plz Stop By Their Pages And Show Some Love By Fanning/Rating And Adding Them (Just Click The Pics). You Won't Be Sorry!! Thanks Soo Much! -AsH.WeeE First Off Here Are The 2 Wonderful People Who Did All The Photoshops For Me. They Did A Great Job! Ayasha ayasha٭@ fubar & Untouchable Untouchable@ fubar ~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~! Cup Of Joe Cup Of Joe@ fubar Swish

My Passion
Shadows dance across the wall as soft music plays in the background. Slowly I lead you into the bathroom. You are curious as to what exactly I am up to, but not reluctant to follow my lead. The bathroom is dimmly lit by candles with fresh incense burning creating a sensual but inviting setting. A bottle of wine, two glasses, a small cup of dark chocolate, and a bowl of fresh strawberries sit next to a nice bubble bath with rose pettles floating atop. You smile bashfully as you ask me" You did all of this for me?" I look you in the eyes with my infamous smirk and reply, " This is only the beginning." I lean in close to you staring deeply into your eyes and run my hands through your hair. I softly grasp the small of your neck and pull you closer to me . A shiver runs through our bodies as our lips meet. Slowly an dgently I begin to nibble on your lips with my own, occasionly brushing them lightly with my tongue. Our hands begin to fondle each other's clothing in a desperate attempt to re

All About Sex
Do you like it rough or sensual?: Both depends on the mood and company Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite only!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How often do you like to have sex?: As much as possible Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you want to keep me happy and sane then give tony some bootay Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: if that positions allows it too happen then yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Not often at all I like to get to know my partners a bit before I go there with anyone so I guess the answer would be never How do you feel about one night stands?: Never turn one down that will be one you'll never make up How many one night stands have you had?: enough ta satisfy my cravings for them What's your favorite position?: doggy style Love to stab that kitty from the back and make that booty clap Where's your favorite place to hav

Thank You All
Just had my first HH and would like to thank all my new friends and fans. I promise I will get around to you all in turn to return all the love I've received. Finally a very special thank you to Shell. You are my rock, my world and my best friend. I love you to bits and sometimes don't know what I'd do without you. Thank you for being you :D Paul xx

Thank You
I want to thank everyone who has heard for their kind words and warmest wishes during my time of loss. For those who may no t have heard my mother passed away Sunday night due to a car accident. Thank you all again.

Little Back Dress
[[Image:Black_dress_298.jpg|200px|right]]The beauty about the little black dress is that you can create many dramatic looks with it. You can dress it from office to party with the right accessories. [[Category:Evening Wear]] [[Category:Wear]] [[Category:clothes]] [[Image:Black_dress_298.jpg|200px|right]]The beauty about the little black dress is that you can create many dramatic looks with it. You can dress it from office to party with the right accessories. [[Category:Evening Wear]] [[Category:Wear]] [[Category:clothes]] == Steps == #Start with a simple white pearl necklace. Think about jewelry you have already. A brooch pinned on the side of the dress to add some extra pizzazz. Then give them all way to a homless lady. #Put on some super sheer pantyhose and sexy black heels. (nude or off black is best) #If you're going for more of a summer look, get some gorgeous toe covering heels, preferably in red or black! You can never go wrong with those. #For an evening look, a little

Toesucker Mc's
Two years ago, a friend of mine Asked me to say some fetish rhymes So I said this rhyme I'm about to say The rhyme was Def a-then it went this way Took a test to become an foot freak i love to suck toes seven days a week So Larry put me inside, his Cad-illac The chauffeur drove off and we never came back The feet look best when they are bare But i love sexy shoes so i gotta be fair And then we talkin autograph, and here's the laugh Toejam caviar, and foot spa bath But see ahh, ah that's the life, ah that I lead Cause toesucker MC's is what i be So take that and move back catch a heart attack Because there's nothin in the world, that Footie'll ever lack I cold chill at a party in a foot-boy stance And rock on the mic and make the girls wanna dance Fly like a Dove, that come from up above I'm rockin on the mic and you can call me Feet-Love I got a big long Caddy not like a Seville And written right on the side it reads 'Gimmie Feet if Ya Will' So if you see me cru

Thankful
I'm going to continue to be positive here -- it's what gets me through the rough times - especially when I'm having a pity party and feeling sorry for myself. I'm thankful for the home that I have -- that I haven't lost it yet -- and have a roof over my head for my family. I have a friend who lived in his car for a period of time (you know who you are - hope you read this) -- and that had to be hell. I have another friend who lived in fear of her husband and lived in her car with her CHILDREN. My life has NEVER been this bad - and I'm glad she's in a better place in her life now. (I have met some INCREDIBLE people on here -- no lie, cross my heart). How did I get so damn lucky??? I mean this is just a silly website where no one is serious and everything is a joke (like the crush thing) -- but yet if you try - you can meet some incredible people on here from all over the world. GOD I AM SO LUCKY and I'm so thankful.....

I Want My Mommy...
My mommy is gone. The coroner ruled it a massive heart attack, most likely due to complications with her diabetes. It's still all very surreal. I'm just sure that any minute she's going to call and ask if I want to go somewhere. Strangely, my sister has been exceptionally protective lately and had forbidden mommy to go out without someone with her so those calls were coming pretty frequently. It makes me wonder if she had some sort of notion. What sucks most is that not only is there the emotional blow but then you have all the crap to deal with like funerals, finances, notifying everyone, etc. On the one hand, it's nice to have something to do. On the other, I'd much rather just have her here than have to go through it. As you may know, my mommy and I were very close. She was my best friend in all the world. I really don't know what I'm going to do without her. But even more concerning is that I don't know what my sister and grandma will do without her. They both depend

If You Are Going To Be An Ass......
At least have the balls to let me respond to your damn comment. Don't send me an email saying how ugly I am and then block me! Grow some damn balls! Anyone who feels like checking the ass munch who did so http://www.fubar.com/user/1050402 Have a GREAT day!

Please Help Me!!!!
i entered a poem i wrote into a contest this likn will allow you to read and rate it. please take a minute of your time to do so it would mean alot to me. http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12632174 thank you

Demon Crew
AFTER FAMILY MEETING 11/8 IT WAS DECIDED WE SHOULD START LEVELING FAMILY , ITS SUGGESTED WE START AT LEAST NEEDED UPWARDS SO ONCE LEVELED PLEASE MOVE ONTO NEXT IN LIST ,, ALSO PLS IF POSS LET ME KNOW WHEN LEVELED, OR EVERY FEW DAYS POINTS NEEDED TO LEVEL SO THIS MAY BE AMENDED §í¢k & TWî$t€Ð ~~OF THE DEMON CREW~~@ fubar 717,909 NEEDED =(¥)=¢åtmån=(¥)=@ fubar 448,593 NEEDED ScOoTeR-(Hubby of Lori)-{Demon Crew member}@ fubar 367,753 NEEDED Brown Eyed Beauty~Demon Crew~@ fubar 343,774 NEEDED spazcx rl bf to doubled2 "Demon Crew" greanade launcher@ fubar 305,003 NEEDED MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~SkOoTeRz GoThIc GoDeSs@ fubar 293,201 NEEDED *~£ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* ♥ Demon Crew Recruiter♥@ fubar 274,636 NEEDED BLONDIE*Member of the DEMON CREW*@ fubar 256,971 NEEDED Marlbro Man Rebelgirl's R/L Husband~ Member of Demon Crew~@ fubar 254,735 NEEDED ~_~Ậshley ~_~ Crew Leader Of The Demon Crew ~_~

Romantic
Where did all the romantic guys go to? Because I can't seem to find one... You know the ones that would pick you flowers on the way over to see you as good as go and buy some, but the thought is more sincere... How about the ones that call you just so they can hear your voice.. Or walk a few miles just to see you even if they had to walk back 5 mins later. What about the ones that write letters to you just to express how they feel. Let you pick the movie even though the hottest and newest action movie just came out and they really want to see it. I wish they were still around. Call each night to tell you they love you right before you go to sleep so their voice is the last thing you heard. When your sick they do everything they can to make you comfy and happy.. Plan a romantic night just for the two of you all by their selves. Have flowers, cards, candy, candles, wine, or champagne, cook a nice dinner and then MAKE LOVE not just have a quick pickle me tickle me in the sheets. Now

Shape Shifter
Oh, familiar of black-sheen'd wolf with eyes of piercing gold ~ my heart's haunting possessor whom I desiredly long to hold. Immortal love be yet still, and come to me this night. Linger amid the shimmer'd stars making love by passionate bite. Embrace me within thy wings, as we sing to the crested moon. Dance with me this dance of desire, for the sun rises all too soon. Music of the winds soothes our soul, but our savage hearts still cry ~ thirsting with this hunger within, we must feed or lest we die. Take flight this night upon the wing, cast Fate's winds against chance. Eternal hunger burns within, fed by deepest darkest romance. Appetite most insatiable craving hottest flesh and blood ... kiss of night's darkest desire brings forth passion's flood. So, phantom mine a'wing caress me within your flight ~ cross starry-skied canopy of deepest ebon'd night.

So Yeah...
well this might get a lil long and rambling cause i have alot going on...so i was datin this guy...hes on my family list...back in febuary...then i moved to oklahoma...and he went overseas and we kinda split up..and it was hard for me then...i went out started to drink.....alot go out with someone i had met in claremore...name shall not be mentioned to fill this void...he was a total doosh.. well the person and i decided to try again...just after halloween....and well its been rough i mean i love the boy todeath and i would be so heart broken if we ever split up agian i couldnt do it to be honest.but its hard he lives in flordia and i live in oklahoma and im struggling day by day to deal with the distance..i mena i know he loves me to...but when i drove to see him in louisanna thats where it got even harder...i dont know what it is yet or why but feel that its going to end up back as us as friends and its harder than ever for me to accpt cause i dont want to give him up..i fought li

Sick On A Saturday!
This sucks. With the change of weather in Arizona from miserably hot to almost cool it's common to get sick. Sure enough my kids were sick and I was hoping to avoid it but...didn't happen. So I woke up Saturday morning with a crappy sore throat and the phlegm draining from my nose to the afore mentioned sore throat. YUK! I had plans tonight damn it. lol.

The Death Of America
is really sad and pathetic as a whole.Maybe its just me but im sick and tired of getting wished a happy thanksgiving as if were supposed to be proud that the white man killed off the Native Americans.. Celebrating this day as an American holiday makes me sick your really celebrating the death of the Real Americans.. Your ancestors all came here killed off a race now you celebrate it whats next Iraq? We went there and killed a bunch of them. think about it lets celebrate the deaths of all the people we have killed in the name of greed!! yeah this journal ends here on the note that giving thanks for the things you stole or killed for is wrong on so many levels that you should all be disgusted with yourselves..

Every Life....
Every life has a story and I wanna know yours... doesn't mean that I love you just that I'm... curious I'm' not the type to hang on to I've got my road to travel along It's all set in motion even when it's going all wrong... Satisfy this need I have in our moment of trust... the intimacy factor isn't played out its definatly a must... you're throbbing I feel it .. that sweet release heart pounding so hard and in your eyes for a time I see peace so much troubles, many daemons, you can't let go they feast on the reason you can't find anymore Your essence is addictive more than the scent that will trail behind flavor and taste just what I expected to have... just what I had in mind come let me take you for a moment or two into this circus of mine all your worries slip away as you slip into the warmth that you sought a home to place your burdens generally buried deep I ache for a piece of you crave the touch you'll give in the absence there will be when you've gone away th

Yup Another Contest! Lol
well actually I am in 2 contests! I am in another auction and another commenting contest!lol yeah I know....haha well if you want to Fu-Own me for a month check out this pic and bid on me....heres the link go and check out what you can get if you outbid everyone~~~~~~ the commenting contest I am in.....it pays the top three with the most comments....help me out....would be greatly appreciated! heres the link~~~~~~~~~~~ Thanks everyone!!!

To The Ex.
I loved the time we spent together, Those times when we smoked pot, Until the day you said, "Get Lost!" and ditched me on the spot, you treated me like so much dirt I really was disgusted, so this is my way of telling you, Who went and got you Busted.

The South
The 'Rules of the South' are as follows!!! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right; your head isn't crooked. And always remove it @ the dinner table no matter where that may be. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-40 goes east and west, I-65 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of ducks are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You just better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 7. The "Opener" refers to the first day of deer season. It's a religious holiday, held the closest Saturda

Oh No He Sent His Dogs!!!!!!
Ok so I come back from watching my niece and I have this in my fu-mail lmfao. Love how I couldn't reply cause she blocked me. Funny how chief is now talking shit about me along with a few others. But it's ok I could care less. My real friends will know it's all a crock of SHIT. I hope she enjoys backing his ass up in all the BS he starts, cause I for one am finished.

Warning!!!! Block This Man Now!!! Pedophile Alert!!!!
Ok... you would think after being on this site for over a year.. I would learn my lesson about being nice to "strangers" ; but I got suckered again. So.. here is the story. I log on this afternoon , and in my shout box there are several shouts. I start replying to them, and two or three of then happen to be from people offering me some fu-buks. One dude in particular, daddy101, offers me 1500 fubucks. Let me state that upon seeing his profile pis i was a bit leery of him,, and i should have trusted my woman's intuition and started screenshotting our convo right there. But i ignored the red flags and continued to talk to him. He seemed nice enough and more than willing to part with his fubucks.. so I was like.. hay.. what the hell? He does the transfer and I start to head to his page to rate add fan him etc.. to repay him for his kindness when my browser freezes. I had to reload FF and when i got back he was back in the shoutbox begging me to add him. I apologized and explained

New Features?
Rating:10.18 (2156) [?] Points:1,850,991 [?] fuBucks:986,411 Gender:M, 100 Location:New York, NY Referrals:2 sent, 8 joined Profile Views:7,873 Tooltip Views:103 so far today, 0 yesterday. (vip only) Photo Views:0 so far today, 0 yesterday. (vip only) 11's left today: 361 Ok, I get the photo views, but what are the tooltip views?

Dreamcatchers Train
DREAMCATCHERS Train This train is for people to make friends adding and rating is required, fanning is up to you. Private Message me when your done so i can add you to the bully. - NO DRAMA - please make sure you pm me to let me know your joining, so i can add you. if you don't then, i wont know you want to join. please put something about this train in the subject line, makes it easier for me instead of opening every pm. thanks with that said start with me and work your way down then PM TotallyHugeObsessedMCFanatic4Life... Conductor: ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar RIDERS: cabin 1 Eyes_ta_Di_4@{*CLUB F.A.R.*}@ fubar ~Metal Baby~CLUB F.A.R. Team Captain~ (#1 FAMILY) ~Fu Cruise~Fu Angels~Ironica's Fu Wifey 4ever~@ fubar caligirl1977@ fubar VolfiremaninPa L.U.V. Club Co-Founder, Honorable Society of Wolves Family Member@ fubar cabin 2: ~? Candy ?~(CLUB UNITED MEMBER)(*FU

Geeeeez.
[disclaimer: Melzie is on my shit-list now, for making me take this damned thing... lol] Do you sleep with socks on or off: On. Do you flip your pillow to the cold side? Depends on how tired I am. Do you like to hold or be held? Depends. Do you want a small or big wedding? *laughs* Wedding? Puh-leeze. What type of girls / guys do you usually go for? The wrong ones. Would you rather be rich and unhappy or poor and happy? I just want the money. Happiness is relative. (This is what Melzie said. She's right.) What are 3 things you want to do before you die? Visit Australia, Go scuba diving in tropical waters, raise my daughter to be a better person than I am. Have you ever churned Butter? Yes, actually... Wilderness School. :) Are you trusting of new people? *sighs* Not anymore. Rate yourself as a good or bad friend on a scale from 1-10. I try to register on that scale, but I usually wind up pissing someone off due to my wonderful memory and at

Promises
Promises Can make you feel as if your floating on air Mean the world and show that your cared about Give you something to look forward to Show you can trust and believe in someone Give hope and faith Broken Promises Make you feel as if your worth nothing Can crush your spirit Can kill all belief and trust Can hurt and bring tears Can destroy your world and bring you down to nothing Pleading Please don't promise if you don't intend to follow thru Please don't promise if you don't mean it Please don't promise if your desire is to hurt me Please don't promise unless you really mean it Please don't promise just to make me happy