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Attention New Homies!
Just a little something about me and the shoutbox. I really do make an effort to talk to someone so if I don't reply right away just give me a little while. Secondly, I don't reply to "hi". Nothing irks me more than "hi". lol So other than that, let's be friends. :D

If You Are Unhappy...
IF YOU ARE UNHAPPY... Once upon a time there was a non-conforming sparrow who decided not to fly south for the winter. However the weather turned so cold that he reluctantly started to fly south. In a short time ice began to form on his wings and he fell into a barnyard,almost frozen. A cow passed by and crapped on the little bird. The sparrow thought it was the end,but the manure warmed him,and defrosted his wings. Warm and happy,able to breath he started to sing. Just then a large cat came by,on hearing the chirping,investigated the sounds. The cat cleared away the manure,found the chirping bird,and promptly ate him. The moral of the story: 1:Everyone who shits on you is not necessarily your enemy. 2:Everyone who gets you out the shit is not necessarily your friend. 3:And if you are warm and happy in a pile of shit,keep your mouth shut.

Where's My Sexy Glasses?
So, a few people have asked me, "Jessi, why did you stop taking pics in your glasses? aren't you supposed to wear them all the time?" Yeah, i AM... but, i cant. see, what had happened was... I got drunk, for the first time with my best friend. She'd never seen me drunk, i wanted a tattoo, they offered to give me a free one if i got trashed. so, i did. Which was AWESOME. Apparently i bled like crazy. anyway. We stumbled down two houses to WIlliam's house, who we were staying with, when our neighbor (our host) decided it was closing time. I ambled in, flopped onto the bed, and passed out. I awoke, laying on my face, with my glasses gone. And we haven't found them since. and it's been a whole month >.> I'm making do with my stepmom's backup pair, only good for seeing up close. but, they're ugly. and the lenses are this nasty yellow. ugh. I miss my glasses... *sniffles*

Bithday Party On Saturday!
everyone is invited to attend barack obama's birthday party on saturday at two o'clock at the booker t. washington community center at 1140 south front street. it will be a blast, with free food and drinks, plus a dj. i will be there signing up volunteers, so stop by and say hello!

What Is Going On??????
I found out from a friend of mine in Washington that a man had asked her to marry him so she said yes. Well they got married and not 3 weeks into the marriage he was found in their honeymoon suite having sex with another woman while she was out getting food! I think that would be an all time low for a man!!! Anyways please let me know what your opinion is in that! If you have read my previous blogs then you all know that I reall dissaprove of this and he should be shot!

First Thing In The Morning.
God. I love Ruby but I mean when my coffee is finally setting in and I hear this: Me: I will not be hindered. Ruby: Why not? You have the lips of an angel. I can't help but go make cup number two. lol she's the best! thank your sister kids. Thanks Ruby!

Read
Subject: hinkle Body: Body: FUN....TRY THIS! Body: It's harder than it looks! . *Use the 1st letter of your last name to answer each of the following... *they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl.. You can only use an answer 1 time! 1. What is your last name ?.........Hinkle 2. 4 letter word.......................hike 3. Vehicle: ...................honda 4. City: ..............high hill 5. boys name............................harold 6. Girl Name: .........................helen 7. Occupation: .......................hi jacker 8. Something you wear:.................hat. 9. Food: ..................................hambuger 10. Found in a bathroom:................hand towel 11. Reason for Being Late:............hold up in bank 12. So

Tbs-nac
Time for another installment in my great songs blog series. If you don't have any Taking Back Sunday albums, you're missing out. Here is an acoustic tune called "New American Classic" by them. Love it. "New American Classic" "We've got to get better," I said, "It's all in your head." We could live through these letters or forget it all together See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away Just ask the question come untie the knot Say you won't care, say you won't care Retrace the steps as if we forgot Say you won't care, say you won't care Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt And there's one thing I can do nothing about When all that we need is just a reaction It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore If chasing our dreams is just a distraction I want to remember when I know that I can't go back Just ask the question come untie the knot Say you won't care,

Lost And Going No Where
i'm lost and going no where, with a place to hide. friends to go to. i'm lost and going no where! can't you see can't you help! the friends i have they don't care, or they are to far away to help. the place i hide is no where to be found. i guess i'm lost and going no where. no where to be found. life got to hard for me. bit me in the butt! for now i know how rough it can get. cus i know i'm lost and going no where.

I Need Help - My Daughter Is Missing
My eight year old daughter Katalina Estelle Rubio has not been brought home after her dad’s visitation this summer. She starts school in thirteen days and all numbers I have for her father have been disconnected. Her Fathers name is Eduardo Rubio and lives at 501 W. Daniel St. in Uvalde Texas. She was last seen with her grandparents and father two weeks ago. I have called the Uvalde county police department where they have done a well child check up and no one has been home and I have called my local department and the officer that took my report and has gone on vacation till thursday so the report wont be filed till she gets back. If any one has seen my daughter or has any way i can get help please email me at lilkyttiekat@yahoo.com or call 1-870-670-5284. Thank you, Kimberly Marie Augsburger

Secrets
If we could be like Dolphins, Swimming freely in the sea, Would our minds be open? Would our secrets run free? Would the gossip lay to rest? Will the tears and torment die? Will the holes in hearts heal? Would there be no need to cry? Will the passion flow free? For there's no need to hide, For without any secrets, You can't lose your pride. Will the rumors stop spreading? Will the lies finally end? How is it that we humans, Turn our backs on our friends? If we could be like Dolphins, The key will unlock the door, The lies will disappear, And the secrets will be no more.

When I Fall In Love
When I fall in love, I want to be with her always; In happiness, to smile with her, and be the one to hug her near. In sadness, to cry with her, and be the one to dry her tears. When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with her and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form. When I fall in love, I will miss her the very moment I say 'goodbye' and my heart will yearn for the very moment I say hello'. When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again. When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest person of them all . . . Because that's what I will feel, when I fall in love, with you. ..

Going To Be Deleting My Fubur
just to let all my friends know that i'm deleting this if you have me on yahoo you can talk to me on their but i'm tired of all the drama and friends that i thought were cool and i did things for back stabed me and ,,, but my real friends know were to find me and hit me on yahoo ,,, love yall huges and kisses ,,, trish

M.r.s.a.
Definition MRSA infection is caused by Staphylococcus aureus bacteria — often called "staph." MRSA stands for methicillin-resistant Staphylococcus aureus. It's a strain of staph that's resistant to the broad-spectrum antibiotics commonly used to treat it. MRSA can be fatal. Most MRSA infections occur in hospitals or other health care settings, such as nursing homes and dialysis centers. It's known as health care-associated MRSA, or HA-MRSA. Older adults and people with weakened immune systems are at most risk of HA-MRSA. More recently, another type of MRSA has occurred among otherwise healthy people in the wider community. This form, community-associated MRSA, or CA-MRSA, is responsible for serious skin and soft tissue infections and for a serious form of pneumonia. Symptoms Staph skin infections, including MRSA, generally start as small red bumps that resemble pimples, boils or spider bites. These can quickly turn into deep, painful abscesses that require surgical draining. Som

Update On Daughter
the Officer finally called and said that she is with her grandma on his side and gave me a new phone number to call. I am to call after *pm and I now have to find a way to get her home even thought the court order states something different . Thank you all that sent me prayers and thoughts they were all appreciated. I hope to find the money to fly down there and get her because the officer said he only had to find her not get her home.

New Hottie On Fubar
This girl is new but one awesome person to get to know... Lets make her 1st time on fubar a great one A/F/R her and she will return the love emrldeyedpuppy@ fubar go love her show her Fubar people are really awesome brought to you by: ღ ~Toxic Tears~ღ ~Founder of the Unique Individuals ~ღ ~Married to Skaterboy~@ fubar

Some Fragments, Schopenhauer
Arthur Schopenhauer Quotations from his essays 1. The philistine " He is defined as to be a man without mental needs. From this is follows, firstly in relation to himself, that he has no intellectual pleasures; for as was remarked before, there are no real pleasures without real needs. The philistines' life is animated by no desire to gain knowledge and insight for their own sake, or to experience that true aesthetic pleasure which is so nearlyu akin to them. If pleasures of this lind are fashionable, and the philistine finds himself compelled to pay attention to them, he will force himself to do so, but he will take as little interest in them as possible. His only real pleasures are of the sensual kind, and he thinks that these indemnify him for the loss of the others. To him oysters and champagne are the height existence; the aim of his life is to procure what will contribute to his bodily welfare, and he is indeed in a happy way if this causes him som

Gah Stupid Kids
the kids wouldn't let me sleep today. yea i only have one kid, but my brother babysitts and he acts like a kid so i call him one. they were in my room every 20 minutes about something stupid. first dylan came in crying cause he lost his ear ring in the pool. then they wanted money for the ice cream truck. then they wanted money to order a pizza! pfft little fookers think money grows on trees! then they were just being loud wouldn't turn the tv down, kept yelling. which got my dogs wound up! gah and i have to go work til 8 in the morning! save me!!!!!!!!

Bit Of Accoustic For My Heart
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You're gone always, you dont feel me here anymore The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Leadership Woe
I remember most of my service rather vividly. I remember the few good times, I remember virtually all of the bad. And there was a lot of it. I tried not to allow myself to become jaded, to allow what I saw to adversely affect my judgment and performance. I learned from the shitty example set by many of my "superiors" and vowed never to repeat them. I tried to grow and expand myself as a person. It's been three years since I was discharged. I am now in a position where I am a leader, very much able to mold the young minds of soldiers who are training to do what I did as a marine. Today, something happened that shook me to my soul and made me question my very purpose in Arizona. I did all the right things, I acted professionally, I answered this soldier's question as accurately as I could. But her perception was that I let her down. Regardless of the actual truth, the reality was that I let her down. I consider myself a strong-willed person. I'm not in the same physical

Eww Grosss
ya know i deal with a lot of shit at work! litterly! shit! i clean up shit all day, deal with a lot of really nasty lookin wounds, i've done cpr with no barier mask, i've watch someone's femur pop right out of the skin, i've walked in a patients room and you would have sworn he just got shot in the head but couldn't fookin find where all the blood was comin from, i deal with cdiff, trachs, vacs, you name it i do it! but i can't fuckin deal with hairballs! it's just too fookin much! it's the grooooosssseeeessstttt thing on this damn planet! i have too many cats. don't get me wrong, i love all my cats but that's just not something i wanna come home to! YUCK YUCK YUCK and right on the got damned coffee table! EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ok time for bed

Believe
I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin to collect my thoughts All I think about is you And so I cry myself to sleep And hope the devil, I don't meet In the Dreams that I live through Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life is not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams All the smiles you've had to fake And all the bullshit you've had to take Just to lead us here again I never have the things to say To make it all just go away To make it all just disapear Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life is not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams It's my life It's my choice Hear my words Hear my voice So just believe I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin to collect my thoughts All I think about is you If you believe in me Lif

"people Be Hating On Us Man" Lets Recap On This Part
some one is shot and killed in seattle there was a robbery blah blah blah ect. will you know what i'll tell you most of the crimes that were commited happen to be a black person who is black.... they wonder why they be getting harrased an all will its because not many of them actually work. so u see them go and cause crimes. no joke... will if there was a drug bust its white people. if its a murder will most liekly a black person who did it. if ita a rape will most liekly a mexican or white person. back to subject. anyways if black people want to not be accused of a crime and charged with one.. maybe its time for them to start working. congrats to the one who care and has a life. you have my respect. so lets try this, get off ur ass and go out make a real living with a realy job and quit relying on our tax money to support u and ur family.. got it? (rant 3) next rant illegal immigrants

Oh Wow.
so i'm on the phone with Stina and I was looking at some random photos of some band we are friends with. Well at least 3 of them are still there. Anyway so I go to her: Me: That new dude is fucking fine as hell. I should have Ryan hook me up with him. Stina: Do you really think Ryan is going to hook you up with some dude? No, he wants you. He's not gonna do it. Me: Oh yeah. Fuck. hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Auction Open Now.....
LADIES & GENTLEMEN I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT THE DIRRTY GIRL DIRRTY STYLE AUCTION IS NOW OPEN!!!! FOR THE NEXT 7 DAYS COME TO MY PAGE & GET YOUR BIDS IN ON SOME OF THE SEXIEST PEOPLE ON THE FU! TAKE A LOOK AT THEM AND CLICK ON ANY OF THEIR PICTURES TO BE TAKEN TO THE BIDDING FOLDER! REMEMBER TO CLICK ON THE HOTTIE YOU WANT TO OWN AND THEN PLACE YO

Come Own Me !!!!
LADIES & GENTLEMEN I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT THE DIRRTY GIRL DIRRTY STYLE AUCTION IS NOW OPEN!!!! FOR THE NEXT 7 DAYS COME TO MY PAGE & GET YOUR BIDS IN ON SOME OF THE SEXIEST PEOPLE ON THE FU! TAKE A LOOK AT THEM AND CLICK ON ANY OF THEIR PICTURES TO BE TAKEN TO THE BIDDING FOLDER! REMEMBER TO CLICK ON THE HOTTIE YOU WANT TO OWN AND THEN PLACE YOUR BID

Exit Stage Left.............
I just made this decision a few minutes ago. Fxy Is deleting the acct. Theres too much going on in my personal life that is crushing me emotionally and I just can't be here anymore. This site was supposed to be my mini vacation, my little breath of escape from reality. Like so many other dumbasses on here I made the mistake falling for someone and letting them fall for me in return(or so I thought). A wolf in sheeps clothing who said all the right things and up to a certain point did the right things, but wasnt too smart about covering his own fucking tracks by telling the other bitch not to post captain obvious shit on his page...sigh. Anywhoo...by the end of the week I am gonna delete my account because I just can't stand to be here anymore. Yes I feel like a fool if you must know but whatever. Time heals all wounds eventually. To those of you that i've met and bonded with during the past year,you are all fantabulous and I appreciate the experience of getting to know

Blonde Father
A blond guy and a brunette girl were happily married and about to have a baby. One day, the wife started having contractions, so the husband rushed her to the hospital. He held her hand as she went through a trying birth. In the end, there were two little baby boys. The blonde guy turned to his wife and angrily said, "All right, who's the other father!?!"

Pics
I dont get why people put up NSFW pics and then get mad when someone wants to see them. Now i get the fact that you dont want that to be the only pics u have commented on or rated, but your the one that put them there in the first place, so why be mad?

Dear Friend,,,for Slow
I hear your words. yet I see the truth, Which way to go, is this dream true? And I see the world, walk past my door, But I feel the pain, soaked by life's rain. Oh Dear Friend, Can you see me now? I am myself, yet like you somehow. I'll ride this wave, to where it takes me, and I'll hold the pain, Release me.... Oh Dear Friend, Can you hear me now? I'm not myself, Not like you somehow, I'll wait up in the night, for you to speak to me, I'll open up, Release me.... please release me....

"you" ..written By Kissingal
You smiled and my eyes lit up You spoke and my ears heard a song You touched and I felt loved You laughed and my heart was happy You cried and a tear fell down my cheek You sang and I felt a peace You gave and I received You loved and I loved back You are and that's all I need. ..Written by.... Kissingal

Thinning Out The Chaff
Three strangers strike up a conversation in the airport passenger lounge in Bozeman , Montana , while awaiting their respective flights. One is an American Indian passing through from Lame Deer, another is a Cowboy on his way to Billings for a livestock show and the third passenger is a fundamentalist Arab student, newly arrived at Montana State University from the Middle East . Their discussion drifts to their diverse cultures. Soon, the two Westerners learn that the Arab is a devout, radical Muslim and the conversation falls into an uneasy lull. The cowboy leans back in his chair, crosses his boots on a magazine table, tips his big sweat-stained hat forward over his face, and lights a cigarette. The wind outside is blowing tumbleweeds around, and the old windsock is flapping; but still no plane comes. Finally, the American Indian clears his throat and softly he speaks, 'At one time here... my people were many... but sadly, now we are few.' Th

I Didn't Do So Well With Classroom Management Either
Ten years ago … Though I’m just a man, I still feel a torn song. Corine’s ride here to work tonight (it’s 2223 hours as I write; two hours later) and hearing how tension between her and her 18-year-old [daughter] Charity so mirrors mine and Dad’s – when I hear him, he gets louder and louder as though he isn’t there. Please forgive me, Lord, and help me not to lie to him as it has become easier and thus more unconscious to do. Like Paul, what I do not want to do I find myself doing, and I do not enjoy what I’m doing anyway. What little time I have left does not need to be spent frittering away and arguing about really stupid things – or advertising them. Today … Change the second sentence and some personal pronouns from “him” to “her” and it sounds like I’m describing my home life. One of my readers said in yesterday’s blog that I always sound angry … I gave the first response I could think of, something on the order of “read the whole thing” that when I read it back hu

Sorry But Vip Ran Out :(
so feel bad ,but no more 11's and no more photos till i level lol that won't be happening anytime soon. Sorry i can't upload morphs anymore. if have yahoo i can send file to you ,but if you don't i am very sorry. Well thank you all for just looking at this. I hope everyone has a great night love to all my friends and family. sincerely Jim

Meeting4transcript (read From Bottem To Top)
DJ DemonWolf ~ ...: OK every one Happy hunting see every one here next week at the same time delete Kendog a.k.a. D...: welcome delete Rated BKO*Greet...: ty ken delete breezy16507@yah...: thank you Ken delete Rated BKO*Greet...: be back later delete Rated BKO*Greet...: i am officially taking a break delete amanda_690: ty ken delete Rated BKO*Greet...: and my vampyric ass needs to eat delete Rated BKO*Greet...: same here im hungry delete @@@ Kendog a.k.a. D... just purchased a round of drinks for this lounge!! breezy16507@yah...: ok so are we done now delete TAINTEDRAGE~Fu ...: I GOTTA GO EAT YA'LL delete breezy16507@yah...: no probelms delete DJ DemonWolf ~ ...: kk thankx hun delete breezy16507@yah...: I dont have any questions but if I come up with any I will let you know delete DJ DemonWolf ~ ...: if no one has any thing else to add then the Meeting is over Happy bombing delete amanda_690 has become a member of the lounge! ***** **

Ensign: Change We Can Believe In
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 15 August 2008 Tuesday afternoon was my day off from work, and I get to spend those times with my kids. We all get a little stir crazy around our house (okay, I REALLY do), so we'll either play in the park -- there's a school playground in front of my house, or there's an open-air park a half-mile from where we live. If the weather's not so favorable, we'll take the stroller through our local mall. Because we had the time and I had the car keys, we got to do both! When we were strolling through "Gideon's Trumpet", a Christian bookstore in the mall, we came to a Catholic display with several pewter representations of Jesus dying on the cross. Sarah pointed to one and called out "Jesus" -- I don't think she's ever seen Him represented that way, she usually refers to a plastic figur

Playas In Your Own Family
what do you feel when you feel deceived does it hurt. no it hurts more when you feel your best friend has just deceived you when someone who you trusted so has deceived you it feels so evil am i wrong i feel revenge i want to get even or at least i want to strike a blow i want them to hurt too how do i make it hurt hurt as much as i feel hurt want to strike hard and ask does that hurt you cannot described how much it hurts inside to have your inner circle strike a blow deep in your heart yes it hurts deep so much i feel like vomit

Tears Of The Dragon-bruce Dickinson
For too long now There were secret in my mind For too long now There were things I sould have said In the darkness I was stumbling for the door To find a reason To find the time, the place, the hour Waiting for the winter sun And the cold light of day The misty ghost of childhood fears The pressure is building And I can't stay away I throw myself into the sea Release the wave Let it wash over me To face the fear I once believed The tears of the dragon For you and for me Where I was I had wings that couldn't fly Where I was I had tears I couldn't cry My emotions Frozen in an icy lake I couldn't feel them Until the ice began to break I have no power over this You know I'm afraid The walls I built are crumblig The water is moving I'm slipping away I throw myself into the sea Release the wave Let it wash over me To face the fear I once believed The tears of the dragon For you and for me Slowly I awake Slowly I rise The walls I built a

Happy Endings...
I obviously didn't perish in a plane crash this past week! Although, I confess to having the thought of killing "Terri, the Tour Guide" sitting behind me on the plane, who, so obnoxiously shouted out every single landmark she knew (oh, and she knew them all!)during our final decent into Spokane, Washington. I was too engrossed in the book I was reading to even muster up the energy and tell her to shut up, let alone, able to turn around in my seat, due to the limited personal space allowed when ginorous obese women sit, or rather, squish in next to me. Thank gawd for Happy Endings. It's the title of the book I was reading. Get your mind outa the gutter! If you go by the content of the book though, your mind is right where it should be! I havn't read anything funny in a very long time. So, to say the least, this book ammused me to no end! It was the perfect distraction for my adversion to flying. The author of the book is comedian Jimmy Norton. Now, if you easily of

Andy Rooney Is Right
Good for him!!!> Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right!!! Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can > think of that are truly discriminatory are things like > the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or > Miss White America; and see what happens... Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing > makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying > to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. > Girls belong in the Girl Scouts!> ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE?> > I think that if you feel homosexuality is wron

My Flight Home...
was not particularly horrendous. It consisted of yet another full, packed like sardines, plane ride into Boise, ID and on to Reno, NV, then again to L.A. but I, of course, got off in Reno. I made the decision to drink on this flight. It's four dollars for a fucking cup of alcohol! All I had was a 20 and a 10 dollar bill so I oppted for the ten. Suzi the stewardess took my order then gave me a glass of white wine after I had asked for red. Whatever, I'm sure her vicoden had something to do with her inability to decifer my wine choice. I decided to just take what I got seeing as I was stuck sitting next to a couple non english speaking housekeepers. I'm sure they took one look at me and thought I was the most "latin looking" of the group, therefore, safe to sit by. (I can't tell you how much this annoys me and how frequent it occurs...)They talked to me only in spanish towhich I responded with only a confused look. It was a mutualy understood uncomfortable ride for al

This Was A Day In My Life Not So Long Ago
I found out the first of March that my husband of 6yrs (we have been together 8) was have~n an affair.I didn't find out until a week or so ago that it's been going on for at least 6 months!He has a separate bank account that I was not a where of and a few other things I won't mention here. He was gone everyday all the time.He was only home 6 hours of the day and that was spent sleeping.I found out that all the time he was "working" he was with his whore.He would go in to work for an hour then leave with her.I felt sorry for him because he "HAD" to work so much. I thought he was working so much for the better of our family.While he was gone from me....he chose also to be gone from his children. Now he acts as tho he's so concerned about them he calls me none stop and beats on my door almost daily.Yet with every phone call he threatens not to give me money until he sees them.How does that help the children?The bottom line is he still wants to control my life and i'm not letting him.

He's Telling Me Being On Cam And Just Talking/laughing /jokeing Is My Fault F Him And All The Losers
wazsad: rough mercilynn_1973: me? noo mercilynn_1973: well yea always lol wazsad: its ur mistake anyway mercilynn_1973: not really one should be able to go on their cam laugh have friends and just be their selves without the worry of ppl thinking they can talk nasty or just play games mercilynn_1973: it's in all of my profiles im a huge flirt i have a b/f that i love and care about very much if ppl cant understand that then it's their problem not mine wazsad: lol wazsad: well...some ppl r justweird mercilynn_1973: yea..well not just weird some just plain stupid if they cant read an about me and cant just talk and have fun i dont need to talk or be nice to them mercilynn_1973: it's just who/how i am they can take it or leave it i dont ask anyone to talk to me it's a choice they can make it wazsad: i bet if u had a gun u might shout some1 now lol mercilynn_1973: lol no i know where the block/ignore is

Poem 2
To have and to hold, Would make your heart bold, So now you are to be told, My heart could be yours, For true love is the medicine that cures, My dreams are of you, I hope yours are of me too, You are wonderful and true, Baby all i want is you, A love so pure, A love that will endure, Will you be mine, I promise to make every thing fine...

Poem 3
The journey through time, Is the days that pass us all bye, We all ask the question why, Everyone at times seem to lie, If we all could be true, So many of us would not feel so blue, Things are never written in stone, No one sits on a private throne, One day we all must atone, For no one is better then anyone else, They think they are for the wrong reason, That happens from season to season, Think about if it was you, Would you treat yourself like that too, I always put everyone before me, Because i always see their inner beauty, People like to hurt others so easily, And never make them selves feel sleezy, Be kind to others, Like you would to your sisters or brothers, Dont show hatred or neglect, For then you will earn peoples respect...

When A Woman's Fed Up
When A Woman's Fed Up I got my first-ever speeding ticket while trying to make it to my Media Law class on time only to find out that it was canceled. Finals were soon approaching and this happened to be a class where the lecture was more important than the course book. I usually did not stop by the school cafeteria, but I chose to do so. That proved to be a mistake. The hamburger that I ordered still had not thawed out and I noticed a gnat that flew into my drink. I demanded for a refund, but I felt as though I needed an act of Congress to get it. Now I was the one feeling as though there was a conspiracy against black people it happened to me. Thoroughly frustrated, I tried to make the best of my time at school by studying in the library. None of the books that would help me in my History elective were available. I decided that I was better off just going home. To my surprise Malcolm's Nissan Sentra was in the driveway. I'd not seen him home in the mid-afternoon si

Let It Go...
There are people who can walk away from you. When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. Let them go!! If

When You Thought I Wasnt Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the fridge and I wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I knew that little things are special things. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I believed that there was a God to talk to. When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me goodnight, and I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's alright to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared, and I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked.... and I wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking.

Little Tommy
Little Tommy walks into his mother's room and catches her topless. "Mommy, Mommy, what are those?" he says pointing to her breasts. "Well, son," she says, "These are balloons, and when you die, they inflate and float you up to heaven." Incredibly, he appears to believe this explanation and goes off, quite satisfied. Two days later while his mother is making tea, he rushes into the kitchen. "Mommy, Mommy, help Aunt Jenny is dying!" "What do you mean?" his mother says. "Well, she's out in the garden shed, lying on the floor with both of her balloons out. Dad's trying to blow 'em up for her and she keeps yelling, God, I'm coming!"

Why
Why do I always falling in love, just to be broken just to be left behind just to be ignored? Why am I always left shattered, just to bleed out just to be left to rot just to be forgotten? Why is it always me getting hurt, just to be burned by another just to be left holding the pieces of my heart just to be alone? Why I ask you must it always be the same for me. don't I deserve to be loved, don't I deserve to be with someone, don't I deserve to be remembered? I have asked these questions time and again. Now I ask, Why won't somebody answer me? ( And Yes this is because of You)

Revelations
Well if you read my last blog you know where I am at right now. I have come to the conclusion that I was not meant to be loved. In all my 34 years I have never known love- excluding the love of m mother. Hell even my father, his father, and my mothers mother didn't love me. I have gone through life like this. I have just recently come to the revelation that I was meant to always be unloved. So with that in mind I have given up the chase. I am sure all of you ladies will have a big sigh of relief because you have one less loser to pester you with unwanted advances. I think it is for the best that I do this so that I do not have to worry about my broken heart anymore. I think it is sad though cause I know I have a lot of love to give someone and am sure I would have made a great father someday, but alas I shall never know. I am not sure what I will do just that I can not go on getting my heart broken, because it seems that it never heals. I am sure that there are some of you who will rea

My Good Friends Niece
My friend called me today because her 11 year old niece is in pediatric intensive care with third degree burns on 17% of her body (hands, legs and backside). She got hot grease knocked over onto her while in the care of her father....I am asking for prayers for her please if you are able to!!!!!

Do You Know
Do you know how much I love you? Can you feel it in your heart? I really want to tell you But I don't know where to start. I love your eyes, your kisses I love your gentle touch I love the way you hold my hand I love these things so very much. I love the way you say my name I love your warm embrace I promise to always love you And keep a smile upon your face. I love it when we make love The passion that I see I can feel it in my heart That you truly do love me.

- The Candidate Of Change Went With The Status Quo.
- The candidate of change went with the status quo. In picking Sen. Joe Biden to be his running mate, Barack Obama sought to shore up his weakness - inexperience in office and on foreign policy - rather than underscore his strength as a new-generation candidate defying political conventions. He picked a 35-year veteran of the Senate - the ultimate insider - rather than a candidate from outside Washington, such as Govs. Tim Kaine of Virginia or Kathleen Sebelius of Kansas; or from outside his party, such as Sen. Chuck Hagel of Nebraska; or from outside the mostly white male club of vice presidential candidates. Hillary Rodham Clinton didn't even make his short list. The picks say something profound about Obama: For all his self-confidence, the 47-year-old Illinois senator worried that he couldn't beat Republican John McCain without help from a seasoned politician willing to attack. The Biden selection is the next logistical step in an Obama campaign that has become more negativ

The Healthy Submissive
© Yalda Tovah "Discipline gives total freedom; it allows you to go beyond your limitations, to break through boundaries and reach the highest goal. The path to discipline will not only save a person's life, it will also give it meaning. How? By introducing him to deeper joys and deeper longings, by creating a silence in which the whisper of the heart can be heard. Truly, discipline is the road to liberation." --Gurumayi Chidvilasananda In this discussion, I will be talking primarily about the female heterosexual submissive, because I don't know enough about non-heterosexual female submissives and Dominants to know whether this analysis is completely applicable. This focus is not to suggest that lesbian female submissives and their challenges are less worthy of study, merely that I am not equipped at this time to do such a study. So often, women who are newly aware of their submissive needs endure a period of self doubt around the troubling question: am I sick? I've seen women r

Wet N Wild
He is in the shower. Feeling the heat of the water against his body. Stroking his cock he reaches for the shaving cream. The water shuts off. WTF? He feels a hand caress touch his chest. OMG it's HER? Naked and beautiful. She takes the shaving cream away and puts it down on the floor. Why don't we wet that a bit as she takes his soft cock in her hand. Looking down he watches the head disappear in her small mouth. Feeling the soft lips around his head, she puckers her lips and he lets out a moan. Damn that felt good! Suck it baby, get it wet, she hears him whisper. Oh oh fuck yea! She is getting him riled up and he feels his cock throb, the blood was flowing and making him lightheaded. He leans an arm to the wall to balance himself. Looking down, her entire mouth has covered his cock. He caresses her hair and pulls it up, so it's not over her face and he gets a better view. Oh yeah! His cock is wet from all her sucking. She pulls out and makes this "pop" sound. They both laugh. She s

In Your Arms-plumb
MY NEW FAVORITE SONG! Your baby blues So full of wonder Your Curly Que's Your contagious smile And as I watch You start to grow up All I can do is hold you tight Knowing Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms Story books Are full of fairy-tales Of kings and queens And the bluest skies My heart is torn just in knowing You'll someday see The truth for lies Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms Castles they might crumble Dreams may not come true Cause you are never all alone Cause I will always Always love you Hey I Hey I Will love Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms In my arms

Sometimes
Sometimes when you think shit is bad, it's really all right. Sometimes when you think it's going to rain it pours. You think it's going to storm but instead the sun comes out. Sometimes people pay the ultimate price for no reason. Sometimes a baby is born but it doesn't make it. Sometimes life gives you lemons, but instead you make sweet tea. Sometimes being who you are is hard. Living up to what you know you can be hurts. Sometimes. Sometimes what you think you want isn't. Sometimes things just do not go your way. Sometimes when you think you can make it, you really can't. Sometimes. Mother fuck...sometimes... Sometimes, cars get broken into. Sometimes, people do stupid shit. Sometimes, the price of what you paid to end up somewhere was no more than the price you paid to lose everything. Sometimes. Damn.

Two Ladies For The Spotlight!
Read the whole thing there's 2 parts That's right it's that time again ! Time for DevilGirl to have her last spotlight once you hit level 26 no more spotlight's, Devilgirl's last & persia's first spotlight!!! I cant offer much except some shops and goofy salute's every fubuck count's now remember this is not for me so please dont send them to me that transfer charge really bites ya know ... Click the pic to go directly too the fu bux link on her page anyone can donate i wont know unless the user tells me they want somthing for it.... DevilGirl@ fubar Now for part 2 of this post we been seeing persia wants to go for it too & we want to help her out too same offer from me goes all's i can do is make pic's and goofy salute's so donate to either woman in here and let me know or just do it cause u want too what the hell are you gonna do with them fu bux anyway ,Buy more fake drink's? lol click on persia's pic to go directly to her fu bux page Per§ia@ fubar

Tortured Genius
You Are 85% Tortured Genius You totally fit the profile of a tortured genius. You're uniquely brilliant - and completely misunderstood. Not like you really want anyone to understand you anyway. You're pretty happy being an island. Are You a Tortured Genius?

I See History Repeating
What am I to do That now I am not with you Though I should of known that your love 4 me hadn't grown A rebound is all I was Just like a piece of fuzz found in the pocket of a pair of jeans It's pulled out n tossed away As it get's taken on trash day Then come's the line will still be friend's And that's how it all way's end's I'm given no though or even a 2nd chance As I begein the depression dance I spiral down till I'm all out of hope Till I grab a bottle to help me cope It's feels like she's the 1 4 me but it's plain 2 see That happyness an love ain't 4 me N no matter what she'll all way's be perfect 2 me.

True You
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You?

Please Help
When I think about the past, I think bout love, trust, passion, life, devotion, and honesty. The funny thing is its hard to feel that way now, my heart has just been broken too many times. I think its just me tho, everytime i find someone nice i get to attached, when i dont, i feel like im letting her down. Her thats what i call a dream, a dream is a brains memory of all happyness, happyness that i see in movies, internet, magazines and most of all while driving. Dreams happen all day for a second, minute, hr sometime even all day, the dream is a beautiful woman, a woman that hunts my dreams day and night. Night and day is the past, past is a dream, and a dream is a life long imagination of that perfect woman. By George

You Don't Know...
Last evening while chatting to someone on yahoo, she said "You don't know the fear." She was referring to an abusive marriage. Have not known her long and she knows little about me. I was actually discussing abusive relationships with a friend on here at the same time. We all know someone who has been through it. We all know stories of things that happened. I know someone very well who went through a lot. There were times my friend went to a friends with clothes torn, with bruises and scratches deep enough to bleed. My friend used to hide in the bathroom with the door locked as their spouse threw their body against the door to get to them to inflict more pain. Yelling would start around 7:00 in the evening and often not end until 3:00 in the morning. Eyes were held open to force them to watch... the face held in place to force it as well. Phone cords were ripped from the wall to prevent calls to the police or friends for help. A bite to the back that left a large blood blis

A Prayer For All Seasons
A PRAYER FOR ALL SEASONS The Democrats are my shepherd; I shall not want. They leadeth me to stilled factories and abandoned farms. They restoreth my doubt about the future. They anointeth my wages with taxes and inflation; My expenses runneth over my income. Surely poverty and hard living shall follow And I shall work on a rented farm forever. Five thousand years ago, Moses said, 'Pack up your camel, pick up your shovel, move your ass, and I will lead you to the promised land.' Five thousand years later, Franklin Delano Roosevelt said, 'Lay down your shovel, sit on your ass, light up a camel, this is the promised land.' This year, the Democrats will take your shovel, sell your camel, kick your ass and tell you they gave away the promised land. I'm glad I am an American. I'm glad I am free. Sometimes though, I wish I were a dog, And

I've Come To Realize
1. I've come to realize that my hair... sucks 2. I've come to realize that my legs.. are short 3. I've come to realize that my job.. is being emily's mommy 4. I've come to realize that when I'm driving.... i tend to yell and flip the bird 5. I've come to realize that I need... food 6. I've come to realize that I have lost..... alot of sleep 7. I've come to realize that I hate it when.... my mother inlaw comes over 8. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... im a tard 9. I've come to realize that money... dont grow on trees 10. I've come to realize that certain people... are assholes 11. I've come to realize that I'll always be.. a bitch 12. I've come to realize that my significant other... can be a big mean doodie head 13. I've come to realize that my dad... is a redneck lmao 14. I've come to realize that my cell phone.... is gone 15. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning... that i wanted more sleep 16. I've com

Lost Souls
You can't find the reason, And you don't know the rhyme. You're a tender lost soul, Trapped in a sea of time. You're alone and always searching, For a place where you fit in. But it's really hard to find the place, If you don't know where to begin. Look deep within your tattered soul, And find there what feels so right. for deep within each of you, Lies the darkend spark of night. Touch upon this darkend spark, It will make you firm and strong. It will guide you down this darkend path, To a home where you belong. So come to me you poor lost souls, Step from the path of light. I'll hold you saftely in my arms, And guide you through the night. ~Grey~ _______

Lifes Trembling Leaves
Shadows spawned in passions grace Are the angles of lifes true face With all meanings, time does roam To feed the precious, and the dark unknown Beneath still waters, none shall breath That which all seek to deceive The thorns that tare the tender flesh Are the scars of what is left Bound by ribbons, tied by string Compromised in realities dream All is not what it seems So you fill the darkened void With bodies battered, played, and toyed And in the end the dirt shall be The last true darkness of which we see For as life does end with death You shall find theres nothing left The grave is dug Your soul does mourn It is the end of life adored Now the quiet does surround It is the last of all heard sounds All is gone The end is now The covered grave, and echoed bounds Never breathing, no more fear It is your death... And your death is here. ~ Grey ~

Solitaire
Solitaire desperation, waking up at your command, Deep inside this lonely mind, contemplating RESURECTION, slowly fading into dark, You hide behind your walls of lies, never to see the truth with your own Eyes, You cant see for you are blind, that one thing is hard to find, they cant save you from your life, tired of fighting for Redemption, sudden movement , suicidal fate, alone again, suffocating , suicidal solitaire

Song Of The Day - 08/28/08 - Breaking Benjamin - Simple Design
Simple Design - Breaking Benjamin I live a chemical life I'm on a mission to try You went insane for the day I'll have to shove it away My only option is gone Smile as they break and they fall You want a simpler life You can't erase what was mine You must be out of your mind This was a simple design You fuck it up every time How could you leave me behind It's all right, It's all right 'Cause I know what you want But you'll just have to wait If I had it to give I would give it away I'm living it up While I'm falling from grace There's no way, there's no way That I'm running away I'm used to making it worse Made up of four letter words You want know what it was Now isolated and gone You fall apart at the seams I'll never know what it means Try not to pull it apart You're aiming straight for the heart You must be out of your mind This was a simple design You fuck it up every time How could you leave me behind It's all right, It's all right

Why???
Well I think that if you are dating someone in a long-distance relationship you should trust that person to be loyal to you. I mean I know that when I'm in a long-distance relationship I know that I trust that person to be telling me the truth and that they are to be loyal but not all people think that way and to not have trust in a relationship is to not have a relationship at all!

I Need A Monster To Wake Me Up
I really hope not. Yesterday before I got to work and had brought Sarah and Jeffrey to Grandma Sharon’s, she was there with the kids’ cousins Breanna who started seventh grade this morning, Mathew who started fifth, Brandon who started second, and Josceline who’s currently waiting for an opening in Head Start. I pray for Sharon every day to deal with so many kids without ripping too much hair out. (Incidentally, my daughter Sarah who’s two-and-a-half today and measures 36 ½ inches tall weighing 30.2 pounds is trying to cut her own hair.) Breanna said because she knew school would start for her today that sometimes she needs a monster to wake her up. I’m not sure she knows what she meant, but then Sharon told me how she snuck up behind her yesterday and yelled, “BOO!” to make her jump. Just before I left, I did the same but I snuck it into some verbiage that Breanna would be expecting it since her grandma suggested it … BOO! My twelve-year-old niece DID ask me to try to scare

I Am, At Times, Terribly Cheesy
At first glance, one would think it fairly obvious my reasons for claiming to love her. She is the single most beautiful woman in all creation. So many hearts have stopped right there. Suspended in a state of perpetual awe and wonder. Never even considering that the best traits of this woman are further down the path. Hidden, it seems at times, from shallow minds. Spending even the briefest moment looking at her smooth skin, the graceful curve of her neck and the warmth of her eyes is to risk having your heart broken a thousand times in an instant. It seems no small irony that what makes me love her so deeply is the breaking of things inside of me that she somehow manages to heal. It clicks. That point in an overwhelming life when the proverbial "breaking point" arrives, there is an actual clicking sound in the mind. It comes through with brilliant clarity and holds your attention while all else falls to pieces. You are left with the echo of that click and little els

Loki's Revenge
why not play the game? why not play the chaos..embrace it...become the darkness. this is the new me, dark, ethic less, uncaring, fucking deal with it...if you dont want to be a used like a tool, then dont act like one

My Family
I have an extermeley small family, it's me, my mother, and my lil brother. My mother and I don't have a relationship, long story..not worth getting into, let's just say...It's not Me!! So, I pretty much just have my younger brother, who is married and has my two neices, Ashley and Amy. No one, myself included really cared for my brothers wife when he married her in 2001...but what are you gonna do right! If he's happy...well then I'm happy for him. She and I have never been the best of friends, we get along because of my brother, Mike. I think I can honestly say, we don't like each other, just very different people. She likes to keep my brother all to herself...it's all about her family,..and always has been. She treats me like I'm an outsider and not part of the family....so much has gone on over the years..that is just completely unfair...and my brother seems to have lost his spine when it comes to her and standing up for me and my mother...as we are the only blood fa

My Illness
A person with a borderline personality disorder often experiences a repetitive pattern of disorganization and instability in self-image, mood, behavior and close personal relationships. This can cause significant distress or impairment in friendships and work. A person with this disorder can often be bright and intelligent, and appear warm, friendly and competent. They sometimes can maintain this appearance for a number of years until their defense structure crumbles, usually around a stressful situation like the breakup of a romantic relationship or the death of a parent. Symptoms Relationships with others are intense but stormy and unstable with marked shifts of feelings and difficulties in maintaining intimate, close connections. The person may manipulate others and often has difficulty with trusting others. There is also emotional instability with marked and frequent shifts to an empty lonely depression or to irritability and anxiety. There may be unpredictable and impulsive

The Election Year
In this year of Presidential election I think you may find this interesting. And be sure to read it to the end! Read it to the end------ Harry Truman, from Missouri, was a different kind of President. He probably made as many important decision regarding our nation's history as any of the other 42 Presidents. However, a measure of his greatness may rest on what he did after he left the White House. Historians have written the only asset he had when he died was the house he lived in, which was in Independence Missouri. On top of that, his wife inherited the house from her Mother. When he retired from office in 1952, his income was a U.S. Army pension reported to have been $13,507.72 a year. Congress, noting that he was paying for his stamps and personally licking them, granted him an 'allowance' and, later, a retroactive pension of $25,000 per year. After President Eisenhower was inaugurated, Harry and Bess drove home to Missouri by themse

Sharing
*MASS* JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THIS WITH YOU GUYS. I FUCKING HATE PUTTING TOGETHER FURNITURE, AND IF THIS GOD DAMN FUTON BREAKS AFTER THE FIRST ROUND OF HOT MONKEY SEX, IM THROWING THE PIECES IN THE CAR, DRIVING THEM BACK TO WALMART AND SHOVING THEM DOWN THAT CLERKS THROAT..THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY

The Settling Darkness
When I turn all of the lights off Moonlight hits the floor That's sometimes when I see things I wouldn't have before Colors are so perfect Hidden under shadow's breath The mirrors brilliant image Reflecting only Night-time's wrath Dreams are vivid nightmares They haunt a weakened soul Depiction of a reality About to lose control When I close my eyes to fall asleep A monster do I see A gruesome sight, in an evil lair That vision I fear is me Nightfall seems to hide us From who we really are But, infact we are revealed The truth is never far

Fu Tards!! Lol
PRETTY SAD WHEN CERTAIN PEOPLE ON HERE HAVE TO PLAY CHILDISH GAMES , TELLING LIES AND DECIEVING PEOPLE THAT THEY CLAIM TO BE FRIENDS WITH, AND THEN GET THEM TO BLOCK OTHERS THAT THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW. LOL THIS GOES OUT TO THEM........ HATE ME IF YOU WANT, LOVE ME IF YOU CAN! BUNCH OF CHILDISH BS!! LOL YOU KNOW WHOM YOU ALL ARE ( C.C. AND B.A.T.M. OWNERS )

Tearing My Heart Out For All To See It's Flaws....
I've questioned why i exist if all i ever endure is bittersweet pain an sorrow but i've come to grow quite fond of it all after all it does remind me i can still feel pain in this wicked heart...The things i've done in my life i'm not proud of but ashamed i strive to be the best possible man i can seeing as i didn't have a role model to follow instead i simply went on instinct... This heart only wants one thing that thing that seems so complicated for so many people aswell as so forbidden...it's a four letter word yet so many despise an hate it but i still cherish it an hold it close an dear. Seeing as it's the only thing that i truly want from this life i've been given. Sadly so many people are damaged an by the time i find someone they're just as broken or worse then myself....I have my issues my problems but i try fixing them an getting over them i've been changing trying to cope with new events new situations that just seem to fill me with the same negative thoughts i once had b

Poetry Again
YOU You know me Touch me deeply Where no hands Dare reach You hold me With arms strong With intense love For me alone You kiss me The passion of Your lips on Mine sears me You possess me Mind, body and Soul, yours when You want me A Single Tear A single tear can mean so many things Joy Sorrow Excitement Laughter Pain A single tear slides slowly down my cheek Excitement Laughter Joy Sorrow Pain A single tear, what does it mean to you?

She Needs Help Leveling
FknCrazy is on her way to FuKing... She needs your help to get there... 108k points stand in her way... Show this wonderful lady some good Fubar LUV...She is always giving to others... Let's give her some now... Rate her... Fan her... Add her... Comment her... Bling her... She returns love too! Rate her Screenshots Folder for a tag Start with this pic () Rate her ME Folder for a tag... Start with this pic () Private message Carrie and let her know which folder(s) you rated and which tag(s) you would like... Be sure to tell her the name you want on the tag as well... Tag 1 - Nothing Compares to You Tag 2 - Purple Flowers

Cutting Life
Come closer so I can wrap my hands around your neck and choke your life out. I'll eat this glass you call a heart. Maybe the breaking will bleed its way out my throat. Where is everyone now that you're in someone elses hands? I see your eyes pleading for help. But I'm too far gone to look. I let you loose of my hands right before you take your last breath. You lay on the ground asking what happened this all happened so quickly. You haven't seen the pain you've caused, you're blinded by only what you want to see. You won't allow love to get near you so you bring in death.

I Love This Poem...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family.. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a feeling of control over her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how

Footprints In The Sand
One night I had a dream-- I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord and across the sky flashed scenes from my life.For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints,one belonged to me and the other to the Lord.When the last scene of my life flashed before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life there was only one set of footprints. I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life. This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way, but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. "I don't understand why in times when I needed you most, you should leave me. "The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trial and suffering. "When you saw only one set of footprints, i

Dusty
My older brother Dusty was in a car wreck that left him brain damaged 4 years ago. He was not only my brother, but my best friend. He would call me on his lunch break jus to tell me hi. It's crazy how once something is gone, how much you really charished that moment. Either you like him or you hated him, there was no in between. People may wonder why I'm still having a hard time dealing with this is because he was the type of person that pain never fased him. Once he about cut off his finger, and he didnt even flinch when it happened. Its just hard to think that he's not bouncing back. We were told he was going to be a vegetable, but he proved them wrong on that. He can't walk or talk, but he sure brings a smile to my face. I miss everything about him; his smile, his cocky ass mouth, him calling me a bitch lol, and most of all, his stupid laugh. It's his b-day, so this is why im writing it....every year on the date of his wreck, tha pain is brought back like it was the day we were tol

Mccainisms: Real Quotes From John Mccain
Before you pick up that ballot in November and cast your vote for John Mccain, please read these "brilliant" quotes from John Mccain. This is the man you want as the President of the United States? "The role of the vice president is to break ties in the Senate and inquire daily into the health of the president." "Could I just mention to you, Jay, that in a moment of seriousness I spent five and a half years in a prison cell. I didn't have a house, I didn't have a kitchen table, I didn't have a table, I didn't have a chair." --once again playing the POW card to deflect a question from Jay Leno about how many houses he owns, "Tonight Show" interview, Aug. 25, 2008 "I think -- I'll have my staff get to you. It's condominiums where � I'll have them get to you." --after being asked how many houses he and his wife, Cindy, own, interview with Politico, Las Cruces, N.M., Aug. 20, 2008 "Ma'am, let me say that I don't disagree with anything you said." --after a woman at a to

Airborne
The donning of their chutes, the wearing of the gear. Not one recruit in those that are here. Nostrils filled with Aircraft exhaust; the men are in the aft, not one of them lost. Waiting for the go and the green light; the soft white snow, far below in the night. Down they come, fast with their gear; each man deployed so very near. They hit, they roll, they drag so light; canopies released and buried out of sight. Who are these men, who dared to be scorned; their Berets say it all, this is the AIRBORNE. Marc Belanger,1982

Snowwwww`s Bully!
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Something To Know About Me
Can't you see me? or do I possess invisibility.. Can't you hear any words I speak? it maybe that my voice is weak... I can't feel your touch is it cause I have numbed myself to much? Does anyone know me? though I dont share very easily.. I know I can be stand offish and distant All you gotta do is be more persistent I'll eventually come around In time I promise as crazy as it sounds Give me a push, I'll be fine in return give me alil time ~~~~~~~~~~~Alexus~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Larry The Cable Guy
Well tonight is Larry the Cable Guy at York County Fair, and I'm goin to see him. Jeff's parents got us tickets to go see him for an early xmas present. So me and my hubby are goin down tonight :) yay !

Moon Lit Love
underneath the bright moon light with the stars in full view we walk hand in hand along the sea shore whispering sweet nothings so softly that only we can hear; the waves gently caress our feet, the cool night air lifts us off into the clouds; basking in the moonlit rays, as stardust falls from above hand in hand, eye to eye, we stand locked in our embrace; surrounded by captivating starlight, majestic moon shine on this night, with the blackened skies as the backdrop love radiated and drenched us in absolute euphoria; with our romantic cruise nearing its end, under the stars on a moonlight bay there is more to this i know, every dream can come true; as the brilliance of the shooting star drifts down to earth here is a chance to wish; time to wish for something new; all that i seek is a place for you and me, dream of a happily ever after, make this love sure and true; with dawn creeping over the horizon tears well up inside me and the dream v

Falling
falling faster, out of control my twisted reality, the loss of my mind along the way, I've lost my reason now I'm desperately searching for what i can't find the need to hurt others, makes my hands tremble the thought of their screaming, give me a chill the fear in their eyes looking up at me pleading as i'm crushing their bodies and breaking their will like the tides in the ocean, i feel my mind churning my sanity, grown weak now, takes a step back paving the way for the evil inside me to press it's way forward to start it's attack it makes the dreams come and god how they scare me the bodies broken open...blood fills this place as the demon takes over, i again raise the hatchet with a start I awaken...but with a smile on my face

Life-n-food By Bigben...
i am doing good today it saturday well i think it is saturday anyways i may have missed aday or 2 ,haha anyways things are going good but some shit i do turns out to be poor like the way i eat n my diet if you want to call it a diet one day i am doing good on it next min i am eatting out to fastfood places and going from 331pounds to 344pounds not saying it happin all in one day just saying i cant keep my head n hands out of stuff, my drug is food and putting on pounds i am so sick of it i try n try n try so hard i need help even tho i think i can do it on my only ,if you or someone knows how food can over take your life then you know how it is if not then there is something esle in your life like,being married,kids,work,and or food that is making your life hell like food is making mine, not saying my life sucks because it doesnt just saying god damn i need help...

Attention
CLUB F.A.R and Dylon's Diva Mafia I am asking you all to please save your 11's for I am having a Happy Hour at 8 p.m. Fu time Tonight. Please show love and help me level to God Mother. Thank you all in advance. Much love Danger

At What Point Do You Give Up?
Love has always appeared as a myth to me. Of course you will always love and cherish your parents, children and close friends but that is family love. Being in love was always considered by me to be a poor perception or confusion for what is actually lust/infatuation. I have been married a few times and dated many men and have always felt it was not love but more a good match and a workable partnership. Obviously I was wrong on the later part of that ideology. Quite recently I was just blown away by a guy I met online. He wasn’t a fake like so many are; he is handsome, intelligent and very confident in himself. Over the course of a couple of months he had full power over my every thought and I had never felt the emotion of love until him. Meeting him and spending weekends at his home was simply the greatest experience I had ever felt and I never wanted to leave. It is scary that another person has such strength over your mind and soul especially when you had determined you would remai

I'm Done With The Bull
This weekend has been one of those weekends where true colors came out. Once again people who claim to be my friend aren't. This one friend who I had know for almost ten years and stopped hanging with for almost a year made a big deal to come back into my life. Well she did it again. And then she blames me for what happened. We were hanging out with two other friends and she was our driver and she left us there without a ride. She asked the other two if they were ready to go and they said they didn't know and she left without saying a word to me. Well when I found out she left I called her and she was pissed off. She came back but never parked the car. She asks are you guys ready to leave? and I said let me find out from the other two. She said well I am leaving and she peeled out of the parking lot. Needless to say it ruined an evening that was going ok. During the night we start at the bar we all like and was having fun. Well we decided to go to another place cuz we knew the

Love
LOVE Have you ever loved so deep, Haunted your mind even in sleep? Lost your heart, before you knew, Not sure how, or when it grew? Ached and longed, until you wept, Tortured, unbidden, secrets kept, Afraid to voice what is within, For opening is where it begins. The seed of hope, jealousy and fear. Emotion met, or withered and sere? How much pain is worth the chance? To let your heart eternally dance. Feel the joy, comfort and peace, Allow the pain to finally release, Take love to its fullest measure, Succumb to the physical pleasure, Touch and kiss, hold and caress, Bring to heights of breathlessness, Becoming one, at once entwined, Hearts, souls and bodies combined. Is it worth such a great leap? To fall so fast, so incredibly steep, Landing crushed, battered, sore, Or fly away together, forever more.

In Need Of Help
hey guys and gurls i need some help... im a mom of 5 kids...so i stay broke all the time ....i would really love it if someone would be so kind to buy me a blast, happy hour,fubling pkg.....for everyone that does this for me i will do u a personal salute.....unless its a happy hour then ill do a personal salute,rate all ur pixs 11s, and buy u gifts for a month... so what yall say...will ya help me out? plz

Yep More Poetry By Me
MY DREAM Sunset comes Day ends Chains clink Rope bites Skin burns Caresses light Hair pulled Eyes tear Paddle stings Cries escape Kisses gentle Flesh hot Backside red Mind reels Bonds removed Body satisfied THE MASK The mask I wore hid who I was My innocence belied what lay beneath You chose not to see what was really there The words you screamed tore me to the core The mask you wore hid you from me My trust in you was crushed under heavy lies Your innocence made me believe it was a sin The words I said cut you very deep The mask feel away revealing my true self My life I reclaimed from you in heart ache You refused to see what I had become The words I whispered freed me from you The mask lays shatter on the floor My love for you will never survive Your emtpy promises will fall on deaf ears The words you cry won't break this heart again UNTITLED Start with hand Slow gentle glide Shoulder so smooth Past breast with ha

Two More Pieces Of Crap :d
I wrote these on some random night when I was suffering from insomnia. Not to great, but what else is new? LoL You always say you want a nice one One that treats you well, One that stays honest with you One that's capable of Loving you; not just fucking you Now that you come face to face with a One...what do you do? You run. Run back to the Others Others that treat you like shit, Others that lie and plays behind your back The Others that are there just to get theirs. Now you're hurting again Reminded of how you've been hurt time and times before So you run again... Back to that One Using him as a crutch Confiding in him, allowing him to ease your pain as he silently drowns in the pain you gave him once before... In time you're mended Grateful for what that One has done for you, you thank him... Only to run back to the Others once more.. And there it goes. All over again. Stressed. Depressed. Used, p

Intro
I must say about 80% of the people on here in lounges are very shallow. weather it be not returning rates/fans/adds or just straight up not talking and interacting because the person is not "hot" enough or attractive enough. this is such bullshit. im not on this site to try and get my dick wet, im waaaaaay past that. i am just here to meet new people and have a place to come and just talk about anything and everything. but it is very hard to when people act like assholes, as if they are so much better than i. it would be much better if people just told me to fuck off rather than just ignore me. yes, there are some great people on here that are very kind and welcoming, i tend to see myself as one of those people, but not enough to wash out these shallow people. more to come soon...

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I Got Dumped!
For taking two showers in one day at my Ex Bf's house. He said I was taking advantage of him and was going to run up his water bill. He waited a week to dump me over that and he did it over the phone. I just feel like bitching about it! =)

My Friends
on my top friends. . .you will see ZAPNOW RECORDS they are the coolest people in the universe. . . REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rate-fan-and add the fuck out of them. . . . invite your friends to rate-fan-add them good things to come. . .TRUST

Curiosity Didn't Kill This Cat
When I was a teenager my mother wasn't particularly motherly and I wound up living in a girl's home in East New York. Well there was this guy that liked me and he had an apartment so I ended up leaving the girl's home to live with him. What would you do? Girls Home or Guy with his own apartment? So anyway, we had a cat. And the cat got sick and died in my arms. I was only 18 and very sad about it. So we got a little blanket, wrapped the cat in it and put a picture of ourselves and also some rosary beads, and buried the cat in the sports field near the apartment. It was a Catholic cat. So somewhere in Queens there is a cat buried with our picture. I wonder if anybody dug it up yet, or if it will still be there a 1000 years from now and some archeaologists will dig it up. I wonder if it was dug up and the cops are looking for this couple who did an illegal cat burial. The things you do!

Listening To Serpents
i looked in your eyes saw the love that was never there as you smiled and told me more lies telling me everything i wanted to hear hypnotized....mesmerized got lost along the way some how there was this voice whispering in my ear feeding me poison with every word and like a fool i let the venom seep in turning my soul black with each injection mutating me beyond all recognition injesting all this poison inside i'm melting nothing i can do i've become self destructive with you corsing through my veins my heart has become full of tar can only go so far my body is crumbling with each step flesh rotting fetid breathe vomitting filth i'm dying from my own stupidity i'm rotting from the inside out i'm dying because i listened to you i'm dying because i was a fool

Don't Kick The Kitty
A young boy comes down for breakfast. Since they live on a farm, his mother asks if he has done his chores. 'Not yet,' said the little boy. His mother tells him no breakfast until he does his chores. Well, he's a little ticked off so when he feeds the chickens, he kicks a chicken. When he feeds the cows, he kicks a cow. When he feeds the pigs, he kicks a pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. 'How come I don't get any eggs and bacon, and why don't I have any milk in my cereal? ' he asks. 'Well,' his mother says, 'I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for a week either. I saw you kick the cow so for a week you aren't getting any milk.' Just then, his father comes down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen. The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile, and says, 'You gonna tell him or should I?'

For Just One Kiss
The thought of your kiss, Makes my lips tremble, The thought of your touch, Gives me goose bumps, The sight of your smile, Makes my heart skip a beat, If only you were here, Even for just one moment, For just one touch, Just one kiss, One smile, I can hope for that day, And pray that it comes, Before naught, You are a ray of hope, In my darkness, You lead me through, For just one kiss.

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Started My Own Business
hello everyone my name is hailey camron. i am a 22year old full time college student. i am 5'3", brown hair and eyes, and i am very much into doing anything to please a man. i just started my own business, it is webcam shows.so you should come and chat with me on my yahoo IM and if your interrested you can get a private show. my yahoo ID is haileycams. i am on in the morning from 8am-3pm. come see me or just chat!!! I know you won't be disappointed.

Remember
I remember getting up with my kids. Feeding breakfast to my little ones and turning on Nickelodeon. I spent the day cleaning, taking care of my toddlers and infant. I was clueless. I had no idea what was happenening to us. 3 pm. I received a phne call. "Can you believe this????" the caller asked. Believe what?? Here is where I learned of the horrible attack. Here is where I learned about all the people who had died. Here is where I learned of the heroes of this day, the rescuers, the volunteers, and those willing to give their lives to save thousands of others. This is where I learned of the attack on our trade centers, an attack on our own soil. This is something I think about everytime I look at our American flag. This is something I remember. This is something I feel in my heart everytime I look at a soldier. This is something that you should remember as well. Today is a day to remember our fallen. All the people who were in the trade centers. To the

Special Today!!! Pet Peeves!!!
and i will take full credit for being the occasional (C)See (U)You (N)Next (T)Tuesday i said: um...yeah...i caught your blast know what would really be hot? if you spelled they're properly! best wishes XOXOX

"she" Written By Unsensitive
I wont go into detail but a fu-friend named "unsensitive" wrote this below...and I was so freaked out at how it mirrored my very existance. I asked him if I could copy it and show those close to me. I am curious if anyone else thinks this sounds like me. ................................................. She drinks way too much coffee, and plays her music way too loud. She loves cats, horror movies, and atheism, but can't stand trying to explain why. She can spend an entire day not saying anything, or having anything said to her, and be fine about it. She is the furthest from vain, but has every reason to be. She's a reader, a thinker, and a saint of misguided intentions. She's got impatience by the truckload, but forgiveness is sold out, with no supply anywhere to be found. She doesn't use pet names, doesn't want one, and will suffocate anyone who dares deliver one. She's needy, and distant, at the same damn time. She laughs loud, and constantly, at eve

Losin The Pounds
Trying to lose weight. Again. So far only 3 lbs. I think, if the scale isn't lying to me. I'm frustrated with myself again. I hate how I look. Just so nasty. People can't tell how big I am over the net. Yeah I hide a lot in my pics......too ashamed to really show a pic of me I guess. I wanna perdy..... Not this fat whale that I am....yuck....gonna keep working hard om myself...hopefully I can succeed this time.

What Finger Are You ?
You Are a Ring Finger You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything. You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word. Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world. You get along well with: The Pinky Stay away from: The Index Finger What Finger Are You?

Some Say The World Will In End Fire. Some Say In Ice.
Taking shots of Ny-Quil like most chicks my age down shots of randomly assorted colorful liquor. Joy. Hoping this fucking migraine will go away. Stress does that sometimes. Since reading those stupid, horribly awesome books I've decided - if I had to choose one monster over another to "fall in love with"...I think I'd probably be a stupid girl and pick the one with less hair. And less of an anger problem. Well sort of less of an anger problem. Yeah. Vampires FTW. I really gotta get back to reading comics. Get my infatuation back for a real anti-hero like Johnny C. Or hell even finish No Man's Land. Could I be anymore of a fucking nerd? Probably not. P.s.; Hey, it's a big wall of text! If you didn't read it don't comment with something stupid trying to make you look like you have some intelligence. Idiot. P.p.s; Hey, reality. Fuck you.

Musings On Sub's State Of Mind
Legs spread wide, Hands cuffed to the bed, Eyes blindfolded. Mouth open wide, Heavy panting shaking my body. Cunt throbbing Moist, wet flesh, waiting. Waiting to be taken. Needing the feel of hard thrusts. Begging for HIM to touch me, Aching for HIS possession. Submitting to HIS touch. Feeling the Heat of HIS cock, Slowly entering, Slowly penetrating. Gloriously, tortured Wanting more... Harder, Deeper, Forcefully, Begging to be Dominated.

Full Moon
So it's a full moon and every pagan nerve in my body is twitching and every gypsy hair is standing on end... damn it I just wanna go out in the back yard (3 acre field) sky clad and bask in the glow of the moon and act as a conduit for the energies to wash over and flow through me... I'll be back when the sun comes up and the power kicks on in my coffin.

Life
It is funny how we go through our whole lives searchin for some sort of dream (ie. the american dream, the dream of love, the dream of accomplishment) only to come to valleys along our way where that dream turns into an utter nitemare and all we wanna do is survive and wake up to reality ... reality what a concept ... what is reality really??? it is the things you dont see or hear but are done and said without your knowledge. When reality hits you that dream you thought was reality is shattered and it hits you like a ton of bricks your dream has become a nitemare and you cant go back to yesterday and make everything better again reality has turned on you and the truth has damaged you immensely yet how can u have love without pain ??? How would you know the sweet taste of love if you had never wrapped your lips around something bitter??? Love is a mere illusion only shattered by harsh reality in due time ... love is not emotion it is commitment ....my nitemare has been pl

Lost It All
Well, yet again, we were rooted out of our homes, only to look back at them and realize this will be the last time we actually see them as usable places of rest and comfort. Everyone thought when Rita blew through in 2005 that the floods that followed were nothing more than a freak thing. Little did anyone really "know, that due to the natural barrier reef being dredged out, for the use of roads and such....the salt water was encroaching into the swamp lands, killing off much need vegetation NOW, after Gustav came through three weeks ago, and we knew that other than heavy rains and possibly damaging winds, we were not going to flood. As it came inland east of us. Still as a safety precaution we were asked to leave the area. Mandatory evacuation. So we did. Then we all watched with baited breath to see where Hanna would go, and luckily it blew up the east coast. Then Ike was right on her tail. And with heavy hearts, much to do lists, on our minds, we watched IKE come in. We got the m

My Fu-owner Needs Ur Help!!
Hey all you Fu’s I have a favor to ask!! My NEW Fu-owner Riskybusinessut needs your help!! He is in a contest and all you need to do is rate his pic!! SIMPLE!! Rate him!!/fubar.com/photo.php?u=884734&i=1751739810&albumid=/>Show this guy some serious FU LOVE!!He’s a great friend to have!! Free Hearts Comments and Layouts href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=2010628&friend=2010628" target=_blank>riskybusinessut@ fubar strong>

'sometimes A Song Finds You
when you need it to find you.' My friend always tells me that the music I listen to makes her depressed; that it's sad, a downer. But the thing is.. I don't think of my music as depressing. It's the opposite really. It comforts me. It tells me that it's okay to feel sad or scared or alone and that I'm NOT alone in how I feel and that it's part of being alive. It's like a rainy day. A rainy day makes most people sad. You're stuck inside. It's all gloomy. No sunny walk in the park going on.. but I have to say I love a rainy day. It's just an excuse to stay inside and drink hot chocolate. Hang out in my room or read a book or just have a day to be alone. I don't know what that says about me.. just because I find comfort in silence and a little sadness. I don't think that makes me a morose person. I'm just more comfortable in that place.

Cherish
I guess when it really comez down to it we should cherish the love that we have often we sum timez abuse the one thing that matterz the most we negelic it than lose it only to want what we had back treat yourself don't cheat yourself! main deal iz work on the trust give love time to grow don't rush !! just sum random thoughtz runnin through my head that i needed to express.

Working In Retail
Be nice to the people who bag your groceries, pump your gas, and do all the little things that the majority of you are just too fucking lazy to do yourselves. Seriously. I was going to write more...but I think I have made my point lol... Go red sox

Lifehouse ~ Storm
from my beautiful baby shannon ♥ how long have I been in this storm so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form water's getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head if I could just see you everything will be alright if I'd see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and everything will be alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown so why am I 10 feet under and upside down barely surviving has become my purpose cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface if I could just see you everything will be alright if I see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and I will walk on water you will catch me if I fall and I wil

I...love...this!!!
Inmates injured in riot at Pitchess Detention Center The Associated Press Article Last Updated: 09/19/2008 05:18:40 PM PDT CASTAIC - A Los Angeles County sheriff's spokesman says a disturbance involving about 120 inmates has triggered a lockdown of the Pitchess Detention Center in Castaic. Deputy Ed Hernandez says a fight broke out in a dormitory about 2 p.m. Friday in the jail's east facility. Hernandez says several inmates were injured and are being treated by paramedics. He says it appears the injuries are minor. Hernandez says the facility will be in lockdown until the inmates are treated and separated. There's no word on what caused the fight. ========================================== fight??? FIGHT??? RIOT. 120=LARGE RACE...MAY-HAPS?

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Noah 2
sorry for bringing this shit to fubar but everyone on yahoo is tired of this shit and they all know who hee really is now so typing over there has no effect on him, i warnrd him i was gonna do this if he didnt stop ive known him for 3 years now and at first we were best friends, but when i wouldnt meet his demands, things like not talk to ppl he didnt approve he started harrassing me...posting my numbers(like hes doing now on here), calling my family members, going on the internet finding out what he could about them but thats not why im here, i fought back and maybe i deserved it. im here cause of what he does to ppl that have done nothing to him, good and caring ppl, all because at 1 point he was friends with them and they chose to remain fritnds with me heres some examples -he threatened to killa husband and wife teamm here on yahoo and their kids, he even posted links to their kids school to show he was researching -he harrassed a sweet girl that lost her baby to a terrible a

Raven
The Raven It was the raven who created the waters and the salmon, which came to sacrifice themselves to the people. The raven fashioned every creature that walks or flies. It was the raven who helped the worthy, but loved to trick the unsuspecting; and as full of mischief as he was wonderful, who made this world the way it is. Raven is the messenger of magic from the great void where all knowledge waits for us. His powerful medicine can give us the courage to enter the darkness of this void, called Great Mystery. He is also the symbol of changes in consciousness, of levels of awareness and of perception.

Black Writing On White Walls
One should be able to see into the soul of a loved one. To read his heart like bold black letters upon alibaster walls. I seem to lack this talent. To me, it is written in the palest of greys almost transparent upon white parchment. Sometimes, if the light of the day is strong, I am able to make some sense out of the chaos. Only to find that the writing is in another language, one unknown to me. Am I blind to the prose of my love's heart? Or does he refuse to write? One can easily decipher the rants of my soul, for they are splashed in red graffiti, like blood, on the walls of my prison. One only needs to enter with a willingness to read...

Little Old Ladies
A little old lady was walking down the street dragging two large plastic garbage bags behind her. One of the bags rips, and every once in a while a $20 bill falls out onto the sidewalk. Noticing this, a policeman stops her, and says, 'Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of your bag. 'Oh, really? Darn!' said the little old lady. 'I'd better go back, and see if I can find them. Thanks for telling me.' 'Well, now, not so fast,' says the cop. 'How did you get all that money? 'You didn't steal it, did you?' 'Oh, no', said the little old lady. 'You see, my back yard is right next to the football stadium parking lot. On game days, a lot of fans come and pee through the fence into my flower garden. So, I stand behind the fence with my hedge clippers. Each time some guy sticks his thing through the fence, I say, '$20 or off it comes'. 'Well, that seems only fair' laughs the cop. 'OK. Good luck! Oh, by the way, what's in the other

Answered Prays
theres was a christan man that had a bird and all it would say is "fuck me, fuck me, fuck me" and he didnt talk like that and didnt know where the bird had learned to say it. he tried everything to get the bird to be quite but nothing worked. one night the man had bible study at his house,he was worried that the bird would bother the people in the bible group so he put the bird in one of the bedrooms. when the bible study group was over the preacher walked down the hall to use the bathroom and as he walked passed one of the rooms he heard "fuck me,fuck me, fuck me" he looked in the room and saw the bird in its cage. he walked back out to the living room shaking his head. the man who owned the bird started to blush and said " u heard my bird didnt u" the preacher answered " yes i did, but i think i know something that might help. i have a bird too and all it dose is sit quitely in its cage with its wings together in front of its face like its praying maybe if we put the two of them toge

Generic Drug Names
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name.. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen.The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin.Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin.Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of 'cocktails', 'highballs' and just a good old-fashioned 'stiff drink'. Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name of:

Ok Whatever
WELL I FIGURED OUT THAT YOU ONLY NEED TO BELIEVE HALF OF WHAT PEOPLE SAY AND NOTHING PEOPLE PROMISE ON HERE. I LEFT THIS PLACE AND THEN I DECIDED TO COME BACK FOR SOMEONE I WAS INTERESTED IN AND REALLY THOUGHT HE WAS IN TO ME, WELL I GUESS THATS NOT THE CASE AND REALLY NEVER WAS,AND THAT REALLY HURT MY FEELING BECAUSE HE HOOKED UP WITH SOMEONE AND BOTH DELETED THEIR ACCOUNTS. AND HERE I AM, WELL I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL KEEP MY ACCOUNT, I MEAN ITS PRETTY SHITTY FOR SOMEONE TO DO YOU THAT WAY. SO IF I DO DECIDE TO STAY,I AM NOT GOING TO LOOK FOR NO RELATIONSHIP ONLINE I DON'T NEED THE BULLSHIT OR THAT KIND OF HEARTACHE IN MY LIFE.

Bye
iam going to be leaving fubar too many issues yep i no for thos who do know me very well it seems i do this at times however i need to do a few things for my self rather then being stuck here or other sites gaia.darkness@yahoo.com deicide_24@hotmail.com ill be gone within a week so that should give you enuff time to notice this blog

Stinkfist-tool
Something has to change. Un-deniable dilemma. Boredom's not a burden Anyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me But I would not want you Any other way. It's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I don't want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Relax, turn around and take my hand. I can help you change Tired moments into pleasure. Say the word and we'll be Well upon our way. Blend and balance Pain and comfort Deep within you 'Till you will not want me any other way. It's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I don't want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive. Knuckle deep inside the borderline. This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to. Relax. Slip away. Something kinda sad about The way that things have come to be. Desensitized to everything. What became

What's Up
It's been a while since I have wrote anything to let anybody know what is going on with me or in my life. Lately it's been like this if you haven't text or called me then you more than likely don't know the deal. For that I'm sorry to some extend but then again I'm not. Not meaning to sound all mean just tired , worried, & hurting. So for those of you who don't know here goes. Two months ago while at the doctor, she noticed my heart rate was extremely high. For two months I have had to check it daily two or three times. A persons heart rate is not suppose to be above 89 or well that is where my doctor wants mine. The lowest mine has gotten to this day is 93. I know your thinkin big freakin deal. It is a big freakin deal because with it being so high I could have a stroke or heart attack. I have been laying kinda of low & trying to rest. The less stress , drama, or anything that upset me or anger me I have to avoid. I still have too even though today the doctor started on me on a pill t

Tiger
FRIENDS AND ENEMIES Tigers, born under the third Animal sign of the Chinese Zodiac, have the ability to lift the spirits of even the most depressed or lonesome individual they meet. Because of that attitude, Tigers have no problem making new friends. Actually, a Tiger person without a friend is quite miserable and sad. Like the Dragon, the Monkey, and the Rat, Tigers are most comfortable surrounded by friends and family. As friends, Tigers are exceptionally warm and incredibly generous with their time, attention and money. Friends are always welcome in a Tiger’s home and will most often be greeted with a cup of coffee, an ear, a tissue, an open mind and an open wallet. Few friends could be as caring and affectionate, as quirky and surprising, or as genuinely interested as the Tiger. Compatible Friends Best Friends: Horses and Dogs Mortal Enemy: Monkeys Erm..I don't agree with the mortal enemy part. *Hugs* Charley

Anyone Wanna Buy This For Me?
So I bought a new digital camera a while ago. I was so very happy with it cause I can put videos on it on youtube. Then my battery died when I tried to find my charger....it was missing. I don't know if I misplaced it or accidentally put it in the goodwill donation box. *pouts* So last week or so, I go to this camera store, tell the guy what I needed and he gave me a charger for 30 bucks. YAY!!! So, yesterday, when I decided to charge my camera...it was the wrong one!! GRRRRR. It had all the right fittings for other batteries but not for mine. Mines a casio and it only fits a fugi. Grrr.... the other battery chargers are for both, but noooo not the 60. Gah!! And now I can't find my receipt. So I'm gonna go back to that store, maybe give them some puppy dog eyes and see if he can exchange it if they have what I need.... I found this on ebay..... it's cheaper...but I dno't have a paypal account....and I Don't remember my ebay account. Gah!!! http://cgi.ebay.com/Battery-Cha

Sweet Emotion
i'm missing you already you're simply a memory silence in a crowded room that's calling out to me a distant cry inside of my heart always tracks me down it will never want to part it will never let me down thorns of emotion sting me everyday they remind me of you and tell me to stay tears of sweet hope run down my young face they sing to me softly and show me your face sorrow fills my empty soul and tuck me in at night it fills my room with silent screams and holds on to me tight my heart has only one love one love to give pure as the feathers of a dove pure as the way we all shall live

Cancer
Yesterday my cousin bacame a widow at the age of 39. Her husband was told he had lukemia in June of this year, and gone by the end of Sept. She also lost her Mother to luemia in Nov. of 2005. My heart is breaking for her, and their small daughter. So I will be back at the Relay for life in the Spring. It is time to find a cure for this horrible disease.

Long Road To Nowhere
As the days go by so slow I sit and wonder how you are or what your doing. I sit and think of you from time to time and wonder just how far you could reach out to me. Sometimes when silence kicks in it makes you think more and more about you and what your doing. Never a day goes by that I don't often sit and think about what your doing and how you are. I never sit alone anymore because thoughts of you are always in my head. I never mind the thoughts I welcome them in with open arms for that tells me your feeling the same. I miss you since you have been gone from life and all I miss all the years you never got to see. I know your looking at me now and smiling that little half smile at me as always. As long as I know your smiling at me and laughing with me at certain points I know I can make it. You were a true friend and now your on a road to nowhere. I miss you and I will always think about you from time to time because I know your thinking of me as well w

Making The Emerald City Emeralder
I wanted to say after dinner at Ralph’s Grocery & Deli (est. 1984, 2035 4th Ave) that I’d bitten into Darth Vader – a ham, turkey, and cheese sandwich – and devoured Dagoba – an organic chocolate bar – but you might get lost. [By the way, that planet Dagobah from “The Empire Strikes Back” does get its name from this Hindi word for “temple of the gods”; somewhat ironic, considering the role Jedi seem to play in the Star Wars universe.] Like Sunday’s Western omelet [from Gramma Sharon’s in Williston, see yesterday’s entry], a whole sandwich was bigger than I could eat at one sitting. The leftovers of THREE bags of potato chips (the really good kettle cooked kind) and a bottle Coca-Cola did not keep me empty either. Except for the bracketed and parenthesized parts above, that’s word-for-word what I wrote in my journal a week ago Tuesday after we’d arrived in Seattle. Staying at the Sixth Avenue Inn, we were next to a McDonald’s when we craved the munchies and didn’t want to pay rid

Vampire Guide 201: Takes A More In-depth Look At The Myths Vs. The Realities Of Vampires
Vampire Guide 201: Takes A More In-Depth Look At the Myths vs. The Realities of Vampires Myth: Vampires are undead corpses basically risen from the grave and possibly even mindless zombie-esque creatures without a soul. Reality: Nothing could be farther from the truth. Vampires are neither undead, mindless, or soulless. Vampires are born like any other baby and go through a normal childhood like any other. It is not until they are mature that their true nature manifests itself. (and, in my personal, completely unscientifically proven opinion, vampirism is not a virus or some such, but rather a difference in soul-therefore, they must have them!!) Myth: Vampires must sleep in coffins and with some of their "native" soil. Reality: Yuck. That's just gross. What if you were born in Alaska or something? You'd have to go all the way there to get some dirt before you could get a good day's sleep? Come on. Myth: Vampires sleep during the day and can not be exposed to s

Fly By Soul
Dry me up Lay me to rest In your black soil Take one last breath Before my Death You were always tough Never shed a tear Never fled in fear Never took haste Never fell for love Now in this black moment You fall in the dirt so rough Crying and yelling with so much jeer Afraid of being along in your years As the salty tears run down for you to taste You say that you Love me But it has fell upon dead ears

New Name For Crash14metoo
So here it goes.. I'm bored with my screen name! I need ur help in creating something more ME! Send me ur suggestions! Things I like: Music (heavier stuff) but all music as I hate scilence! I'm a country boy at heart. Love horses. Totally into movies and obscure movie quote! Im a smart as and take little seriously! Love ocscure quotes and suttle humor. If u have chatted with me u know my attitude and quirks! So help me out! Give me a new name! and maybe just maybe I'll let the winner keep me and own me for a month! lol Kellen

Another Name From "mark"
Actually I know her personaly. So, no it is not a Bart. She used to live next door to me. You seem to have your facts as screwed up as everything else. Plus, I have seen EVER bit of correspondance between biker bitch & her. I have also seen the police reports, etc. she has filed against you all. I would think twice tweddle dick === 'Cris' wrote the following at '2008-09-26 19:15:46'.. > > dude if you had one you'd be a bit smarter then you appear. Your "girl" threatened to rape "biker_chics" 10 yr old son. So if you call that "misuse" then so be it. Your a disgrace. And when the court order was given your miss "anne" comes back to being Mark. have fun with that > === 'SFC_Terminator' wrote the following at '2008-09-26 19:12:29'.. > > > > "Get over yourself dude. You are a little pussy that thinks a badge makes you God? Nahhh, you are a person like everyone else. I would not abuse my badge I don't think." Click here to return the favor! Click here to see this gift on

Strength
The strength to rise from the pain, to continue at all cost, The strength to prolong all the shame, Knowing that you've lost, The strength to smile, when all you feel is anger, to substitute bad days, for the best ones you can remember, The strength to say 'I'm lost' when your pride has blocked your sight, to say 'please love me', though I've never done it right, The strength to say you love them, knowing there may be no reply, to stay by their sides at times, when all they do is cry, the strength to try again after many times of failing, to finally open up after many years of waiting, The strength to fall in love, though sacrificing your heart, to keep a loved one close while knowing you've grown apart, The strength to say ' I love you' when all else has gone wrong, to keep on waiting for you..... regardless of how long.

Please
I thought Y/you all might enjoy this one......it is not my work....however it fits me..... I don’t even know you. I don’t even know you, but here I sit waiting for you. I wait for your words to float down to me as I sit staring up to you. It’s so hard to wait. All I want is to search you out, call to you, plead for you to see me. Plead for you to touch me. Please. Touch me. Wrap me up in your sleek arms and pull me close to you. Press my body against yours and feel my heart pounding beneath my breasts. Please. Kiss me. Please. Kiss me. Slide your tongue against mine. Pushing past my lips, my teeth, and pulling back waiting for me to follow. Please. I beg and I plead and I sit. I plead internally, patiently waiting for you to read my mind. Please.

We Are All Diseased
mankind is such a disease to the face of planet earth no matter how hard some of us try in the end we destroy our very lives sometimes i truly believe we're nothing but a virus sometimes its so hard to think positively about what the future may hold for us we're all loved by the same being that made us yet we deserve to be annihilated just as much what happened to humanity? why is compassion sacrificed for greed? the only true religions anymore are nihilism and misanthropy seems like no one really gives a damn does everyone have blinders on their eyes? i'm not immune to the disease do my best to stay positive for my children's sake do my best to teach them wrong and right hope to god that i raise them right teach them to love their fellow man teach them to give a damn

"soulmate"
What do you all think about soulmates? The notion that there is someone, or perhaps many, people out there that are destined to be your lover, or companion through life. Have any of you met yours? or, do you belive that there is such a thing? thoughts...

Obama - 143 Days Of Experience
Pay Attention You couldn't get a job at McDonalds and become district manager after 143 days of experience. You couldn't become chief of surgery after 143 days of experience of being a surgeon. You couldn't get a job as a teacher and be the superintendent after 143 days of experience. You couldn't join the military and become a colonel after a 143 days of experience. You couldn't get a job as a reporter and become the nightly news anchor after 143 days of experience. But 'From the time Barack Obama was sworn in as a United State Senator, to the time he announced he was forming a Presidential exploratory committee, he logged 143 days of experience in the Senate. That's how many days the Senate was actually in session and working. After 143 days of work experience, Obama believed he was ready to be Commander In Chief, Leader of the Free World .... 143 days. We all have to start somewhere. The Senate is a good start, but

My Bully From Cubby & Footie
I have wonderful friends!!! Anyone want some cake?! That is right. It's Kelly's birthday. :D All her friends wish her a special one. If you don't know her, let me tell you a bit about her... She loves her coffee. Although her chest seems a bit hairy, she plays a mean cowbell She is often seen trolling for Fubar men with her buddies.... She's loved by all, even the famous people She takes care of all her Fubar men. We all think she's awesome.

Rainbow Bridge
THIS POEM IS TO MY CATS THAT PAST AWAY (MONSTA, MARSHMELLO, AND RECENLY SPARKIE) Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his

Just Ask Me For The Code
I JUST GOT THIS MESSAGE PLEASE PASS IT ON THIS IS NOT A JOKE TO PLAY WITH ESPECIALLY FOR WOMEN'S LIVES ARE AT STEAK! MY FRIEND SENT ME THIS BULLETIN pachecomb Bulletin:Bulletin: Police Warning to Online Members State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, DO NOT REPLY. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far.This is not a joke! Please send (repost of original by '^ ^BeAuTiFuL PuRe A

Just Do It
When Men Suffer Low Sex Drive Although it contradicts all the cultural beliefs about the way men are, men can lose their libido too. The solution: Just do it. By: Hara Estroff Marano TOP PICKS * Most Emailed * Popular Articles * Popular Blogs 1. Prepping for Bed 2. Sleep the Fat Off 3. Breathe Away Pain 4. The Creative Personality 5. Accounting for Taste 1. Prepping for Bed 2. Sex: More Work for Women? 3. Sleep the Fat Off 4. Ten Politically Incorrect Truths About Human Nature 5. Seven Deadly Sentiments * Barbie: Manufactured by Mattel, designed by evolution I * Barbie: Manufactured by Mattel, designed by evolution V * Female Sexual Desire Disorder * Living in Fear versus Living in Joy * Deleting a Friend to Spotlight a Spouse Email This Article Email Article Printer Friendly Printer Friendly Digg! reddit Subscribe today and save over 40% the newsstand price! It contradicts all the

Cowboys Dream
Every cowboy has one, Just like his hat, boots and jeans. It's a part of his genetic make-up, This thing called a Cowboy's Dream. Now this dream has many sections, And each section has just as many parts. But the end result leads to a cowboy's toughest feature, Located smack dab in the middle of his heart. Now give the cowboy credit, Cause he'll try his damnedest not to show it. But most of us have been through it enough, To speak in detail about how we know it. His vision of perfect beauty, One that could steal his breath at any moment. A life put on hold and a mind on edge, By the reoccurring dream of that special woman. Within his life of solitude, A cowboy's mind is plagued with lots of time. Time spent on opinions he'll never use, And the girl he might never find. Most any cowboy has had his share, Of women along the way. And people will argue that he's just a player, Using those women in his sinister game. But that isn't true for the bett

Amazing-aerosmith
I kept the right ones out And let the wrong ones in Had an angel of mercy To see me through all my sins There were times in my life When I was goin' insane Tryin' to walk through the pain And when I lost my grip And I hit the floor Yeah, I thought I could leave But couldn't get out the door I was so sick n' tired Of livin' a lie I was wishing that I would die (Chorus) It's amazing With the blink of an eye You finally see the light It's amazing That when the moment arrives You know you'll be alright It's amazing And I'm saying a prayer For the desperate hearts tonight That one last shot's a Permanent Vacation And a how high can you fly with broken wings Life's a journey - not a destination And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings You have to learn to crawl Before you learn to walk But I just couldn't listen To all that righteous talk I was out on the street Just tryin' to survive Scratchin' to stay alive (Chorus) "So, from all of us

Us And Them-pink Floyd
Us and Them And after all we're only ordinary men Me, and you God only knows it's not what we would choose to do Forward he cried from the rear And the front rank died And the General sat, as the lines on the map Moved from side to side Black and Blue And who knows which is which and who is who Up and Down And in the end it's only round and round and round Haven't you heard it's a battle of words The poster bearer cried Listen son, said the man with the gun There's room for you inside Down and Out It can't be helped but there's a lot of it about With, without And who'll deny that's what the fightings all about Get out of the way, it's a busy day And I've got things on my mind For want of the price of tea and a slice The old man died

Rawr
You Scored as Blind FoldsYour turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch. Blind Folds 100% Biting 67% Chains/Handcuffs 58%

Hiv Dates Back To Around 1900
HIV dates back to around 1900, study shows Genetic analysis of tissue specimen recently discovered in the Democratic Republic of the Congo leads researchers to believe the virus that causes AIDS has been present for more than a century. By Mary Engel, Los Angeles Times Staff Writer October 2, 2008 A genetic analysis of a biopsy sample recently discovered in the Democratic Republic of the Congo has led researchers to conclude that the virus that causes AIDS has existed in human populations for more than a century, according to a study released Wednesday. The study, led by evolutionary biologist Michael Worobey of the University of Arizona in Tucson, puts the date of origin at around 1900, which is 30 years earlier than previous analyses. HIV-1, the most common form of the virus, is known to have originated in chimpanzees because of close genetic similarities to a simian virus. It now infects an estimated 33 million people worldwide. But figuring out when the virus jumped sp

I Remember You - Skid Row
Woke up to the sound of pouring rain The wind would whisper and I'd think of you And all the tears you cried, that called my name And when you needed me I came through I paint a picture of the days gone by When love went blind and you would make me see I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes So that I knew you were there for me Time after time you were there for me Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you We spend the summer with the top rolled down Wished ever after would be like this You said I love you babe, without a sound I said I'd give my life for just one kiss I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you We've had our share of hard times But tha

Old Wisdom For A New Day
An Old Farmer's Advice: * Your fences need to be horse-high, pig-tight, and bull-strong. * Keep skunks and bankers and lawyers at a distance. * Life is simpler when you plow around the stump. * A bumble bee is considerably faster than a John Deere tractor. * Words that soak into your ears are whispered...not yelled. * Meanness don't jes' happen overnight. * Forgive your enemies. It messes up their heads. =0 D * Do not corner something that you know is meaner than you. * It don't take a very big person to carry a grudge. * You cannot unsay a cruel word. * Every path has a few puddles. * When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty. * The best sermons are lived, not preached. * Most of the stuff people worry about ain't never gonna happen, anyway. * Don't judge folks by their relatives. * Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. * Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back,

Bid On Meeeee :p
I AM BEING AUCTIONED Click here to BID ON ME!!! CLICK HERE TO BID ON ME!!!! CHECK IT OUT! ~AUCTION~ Join in the fun! OWNED ME! BE MY MASTER!!! Bid some fubucks or Bid a V.I.P., Blast, Bling Pack or Happy Hour.... All bids start at $45,000 fubux.. I NEED YOU!! Click here to BID ON ME!!! CLICK HERE TO BID ON ME!!!!

What Kind Of Change Are We Looking For?
TO ALL MY FRIENDS....LIBERAL OR CONSERVATIVE........FYI only. George Bush has been in office for 7 1/2 years. The first six the economy was fine. A little over one year ago: 1) Consumer confidence stood at a 2 1/2 year high; 2) Regular gasoline sold for $2.19 a gallon; 3) the unemployment rate was 4.5%. 4) the DOW JONES hit a record high--14,000 + 5) American's were buying new cars, taking cruises, vacations overseas, living large!... But American's wanted 'CHANGE'! So, in 2006 they voted in a Democratic Congress and yes--we got 'CHANGE' all right. In the PAST YEAR: 1) Consumer confidence has plummeted ; 2) Gasoline is now over $4 a gallon & climbing!; 3) Unemployment is up to 5.5% (a 10% increase); 4) Americans have seen their home equity drop by $12 TRILLION DOLLARS and prices still dropping; 5) 1% of American homes are in foreclosure. 6) as I write, THE DOW is p robin g another low~~ $2.5 TRILLION DOLLARS HAS EVAPORATED FROM THEIR STOCKS, BOND

Please Read...
ENEMY FROM WITHIN To All My Friends, this is long, but very important, please take the time to read it. This election has me very worried. So many things to consider. About a year ago I would have voted for Obama. I have changed my mind three times since than. I watch all the news channels, jumping from one to another. I must say this drives my husband crazy. But, I feel if you view MSNBC, CNN, and Fox News, you might get some middle ground to work with. About six months ago, I started thinking "where did the money come from for Obama". I have four daughters who went to College, and we were middle class, and money was tight. We (including my girls) worked hard and there were lots of student loans. I started looking into Obama's life.&nb sp; Around 1979 Obama started college at Occidental in California. He is very open about his two years at Occidental, he tried all kinds of drugs and was wasting his time but, even though

Oceans Of Thought
Im losing touch with myself and what I want. It happens from time to time, I have to get back on track but Im not sure how to begin. I fell lost at times, alone. Adrift in a sea that has no shore. This is what my mind is like. Vast ocean of thought that rushes and rushes but has no dry land to crash into. I must think on these things and must decide soon, before the choice is taken from me...............

For All The Times (version 1)
For all the times Looking back at the past Wow, how it’s gone so fast But the years seem to disappear When my best friend is near We were young and loving life back then Making memories to go back to again and again Working at UPS and having fun I wouldn’t change that time with anyone There were the Kings games and Arizona drives And talks that lasted hours, 3, 4, maybe 5 Friday nights at the El Torito bar Remember those days? They seem so far But through the years our lives grew apart Separated by miles but not by the heart We’ve had a rollercoaster ride But somehow made it and weathered the tide When I recall all these memories along life’s way I find they grow more and more precious every day Lucky and grateful for the day that we met It’s a friendship so special, for life it’s set No matter where the path may end I will stand with you forever You are my best friend Thank you for being part of my life’s journey

Reasons Why I Hate Tim Knepp.. Pay Back Bitch
1. he's a lieing sack of shit, he has to lie about every little thing especially to ruin his ex girlfriends life because he's afraid she'll move on but its ok for him to have 10 other girlfriends, the dudes obviously a pathelogical lier 2. he talks shit but can't back it up 3. when u confront him about something he trys to lie his ass off ..can anyone say pussy? 4. he has to hide behind his guns, ask him to fight u, he'll tell u all he needs is his gun ....big big man huh? 5. he hides behind his daughter his excuses are always involving her ...reasons why he has to be at his ex's, reasons why he can't fight anyone ....just the other day he said to his ex "when ur not going to lie to me then maybe i'll come see hailey" ..1. his ex didn't lie to him 2. if he gave a damn about hailey he would go see her no matter what and 3. he never gave a damn about her before long enough to stay home cause he was too busy fuckin other chics 6. he cheats constantly 7. he makes up

Naughty Application (please Fill Out And Send Back To Me)
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Your age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5. Would you take a shower with me? 6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7. Would you leave after or stay the night? 8. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9. Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11. Would you kiss me during sex? 12. Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14. Can I use you as a booty call? 15. Can we take pictures of the act? 16. How long would we have sex? 17. Would you tell your friends about me? 18. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

My Story
So you understand me better. I was raised by a simple, mill worker dad and a mom that ran a daycare out of our home. Never had a lot, but mom and dad made sure I never did without what I needed either. I never got to date in school. With mom and dad not rolling in money, I chose to work. When I was a young teen, I started helping out on my friends dad’s farm. Just being a general farm hand after school, on the weekends and in the summer. For a 14 year old, $5 an hour, tax free in the late 80’s was a gold mine! When I got my license, work at the farm had fallen off, they were having a hard time. So my friend and I would borrow one of the farm trucks and did landscaping work on the side. I did that with him even after I got a regular part-time job at a local restaurant. I didn’t start dating until after graduation, and even then, the first woman I dated was the one I married. Yes, I admit, she’s the only woman I’ve been with, and until about a month ago, the only woman I had

Venting....i Guess...lol
The real me…you think you know me, but you don’t have a clue… I am one of the most passionate and loving people you will ever meet…should you get that chance. I will give the shirt off of my back to help someone truly in need. I do not judge or discriminate. Life is too short. I have been to hell and back several times throughout my life and here I am still standing strong. I refuse to be broken. Most people could have never overcome the obstacles I have faced... Even my therapist once told me, “I don’t know how you do it and still keep smiling”. I grew up in your typical dysfunctional family…nobody knew how to love…until one day my mom just decided to give me up to the state…feeling the love? When I was 17, I met the man I knew I’d spend the rest of my life with…and well….I did spend the rest of his life with him anyway... RIP Matt (1971-2007). I loved him with all my heart, and always will, but he did change my outlook on life forever. That cycle of abuse is a motherfu

My Sweetest Surrender
Before you kneel to the slave of your heart where your desire never will part Before you kneel to the slave of your soul where her submission never grows old Before you kneel to the slave of your dreams Her soft creamy skin her eyes like moon beams Before you kneel to your eternal flame where she holds true love and never shame Before you kneel to her just know You are her Sweetest Surrender deep in her soul

Smile For Me My Love
smile for me, don't let the world hold you down, there is nothing that you can't put your mind too, Even though I seem far away, I am right across town, You always have a friend in me and some one to talk too... smile for me, you are beautiful like the morning sun, You are loved from friends an family all around, your days should be filled with laughter and fun, Your dreams hopeful and wishful bound... Smile for me, I am always with you, Don't let anyone tell you different, I speak to you from the heart simple and true, Your are a strong women an I miss you more an more every minute...

Right In Front Of Us
Some times its hard to breath, some times its hard to see, some times we get lost when we are really free, some times a hug is all we need, some times its hard to find hope as it seems, some times we lose thought, some times we forget what we were taught, some times we wish things could just be, some times we wish it was some one else an not me, some times its hard to see what matters, some times its hard to see the patterns, some times its not all that bad, some times its not always sad, some times you just need a break from life to see, some times you need to remember you still have family, friends, and me.....

Why Do I Let Myself Always Be Used??
Honeydew's Princess AKA Autumn Princess...yes I know I cant spell...I have bought her gifts, blasts etc...now since I have bought her a 3 month blast she no longer wants anything to do with me...I HAVE DONE NOTHING! I warned her about someone who really hurt me in the past on this site...thats all I did...but this person can buy her more things and bigger things than me so I am assuming that is why she dumped me. I have been nothing but nice to this girl. I havent even really flirted with her and only talked to her on this site...usally I would have to ask for a thank u for the things I did...she didnt aske me for anything but made me think I was her one and only etc...i just cant understand why I nice to someone and spoil them...I love to spoil the ones I love and I always get hurt...I just cant trust anyone anymore....I hate hurting and I am done spoiling even though that hurts me too....

Eight Ways To Spot A Dishonest Date By Dating Expert Caroline Presno, Ed.d., P.c.c.
During a 10-minute conversation, people told an average of two to three lies Chances are you're being lied to multiple times a day. It happens not only at work and with your friends and family, but in the intimate arena of love and dating, whether it's a first date or someone you are forming an exciting new relationship with. Imagine this: During a 10-minute conversation, people told an average of two to three lies During a 10-minute conversation, people told an average of two to three lies, and 60 percent of people lied at least once, according to a study conducted by Robert Feldman of the University of Massachusetts. Telling lies is a normal part of everyday life. People tell small lies to make themselves more likable or to spare other people's feelings. However, it's when the lying gets out of hand that it becomes harmful to a budding relationship. If someone you are dating repeatedly lies to you for their own personal gain, you need to be aware of it. By becoming a

Read And Repost Please
Originally posted at Pensito Review In her 20 months as governor of Alaska, Sarah Palin has worked hard to turn it from America's last great wild place into strip mall sprawl suburbia, like the lower 48. A key component of her effort is to get rid of predators, wolves in particular. Palin offered a bounty for anyone engaging in aerial hunts of wolves, paying $150 for each left foreleg brought in. The Defenders of Wildlife sued to end this brutal killing, which is the opposite of sportsmanlike and which was outlawed by Congress 30 years ago. Wolves are either shot from the air or run down with airplanes until they are exhausted and then shot point blank on the ground. "The Governor is overstepping her legal authority by offering cash payments for each wolf killed by aerial gunners," stated Tom Banks, Defenders of Wildlife's Alaska Associate. "That's a bounty by anyone's standards regardless of what they call it." Hoping to boost the number of wolves killed this year by permit

To Nice Ofr My Own Good
i think am to nive for my own god i do stuff for people and make deals with them some of them hold up there end and then other stop talking to u when u do soemthing for them they break the deal so i think it maybe time for me to say good bye to fubar cuz am to nice ofr my own good time to go think what i want to do

Love Is A Dagger
Love is a dagger cuts you deep, It makes you feel pain and the scars you keep. Love is a dagger very sharp and to the point, It hurts you in the end and leaves you with a void. Love is a dagger It gleams and it shines it makes you believe everything is fine. Love is a dagger steely and hard it make you believe your hearts are strong so you play your cards. Love is a dagger short yet deadly it makes you believe in forever even if your not ready. It makes you trust your heart in anothers hands only to see it ripped, torn and thrown in the sand. Love is a dagger for all the reasons above so how can people tell me it is a good thing to fall inlove. by Marrianne Boley feb,2000

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are A Maple Tree There's not anyone in this world quite like you. You are full of imagination, ambition, and originality. Shy but confident, you hunger for new experiences. You have a good memory and learn easily. You are sometimes nervous and always complex (especially in love). What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Just Bored..........
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships. It does mean that you don't have any pro

Ok So Lets Debate The Meaning Of Life (claire Furey Style)
Yeah another random breeze - was just thinking as I smoked a fag (cigarette) and drunk a cuppa, how could you cope with out certain things and what are those certain things. FOr a start I could not cope with out my fags, credit card and mobile phone - please note that I didnt mention pc, cos i can get most of what I want from the internet on my phone - i got one of them pre pay credit cards and they is awesome, accepted everywhere online. CIgarettes are just a part of me and as most of you know (and those of you that dont) I had a heavy drink problem for over well shall we say a long time! Been dry for nearly 3 years and I dont talk about it cos its history but thank GEORGE BEST (wicked!) for my decision to give up drinking. There fore I am not gonna be pressurised or pushed into giving up smoking cos thats my only and I mena my only pleasure in life right now. ANY ONE GOT ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT THIS BLOG - BRING IT ON, AS I ALWAYS SAY YOU DONT KNOW ME REAL LIFE SO YOU DONT KN

Braty's Spotlight Auction
Music Playlist at MixPod.com Look Who's Up For Auction Again! Come & show him lot's of love and spoil, spank him hard with bids... Oh yea while you are there don't forget to spank HerWorld hard! Here is my entry pic and what I'm offering :) Come and show me some love and

Piece Of Work,,
you tell me i'm gorgeous you tell me i'm a good person you tell me that i make you laugh you tell me that i make you smile you tell me that i am sexy you tell me that you want to meet me you tell me i am a sweet person you tell me i am a very caring person you tell me that i worry about others before myself you tell me all of this,,then you get caught in a lie, and now you tell me you tell me i am nosey you tell me i am hateful you tell me i am selfish and it's all about me you tell me i am annoying you tell me i twist the truth you tell me i am mean you tell me i am a drama queen you tell me one thing then the other,,and yet you call me A PIECE OF WORK!

Dear Upstairs Neighbor,
I wish you would seriously STFU! You walk like a freaking drag queen in seven inch heels. What the hell could you possibly be doing up there? You've been here like a month, so you can't STILL be moving furniture. I will get around to telling you this...eventually...but right now I'm too lazy to make a trip up all those stairs just to tell you what you should already know...it's an apartment and you can't walk like a damn elephant! If I flash you will you shut up? That would be great. Sincerely, Deni

Sex Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 129 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

The Wonder Of It All
I gaze up at the heavens & wonder what is all this for. I look upon many of Gods beutiful creations he has created from the sea to land & wonder of his master plan. I see all kinds of people In the world & wonder if some wonder also like me. I look within my self & wonder if I'll make it through life's wonder's. Then I look in your eyes deep within your soul, there was no need to wonder I knew your love had kept me whole

My Personality In A Box.
You Are An INTP The Thinker You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can. Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge. Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat. A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it. In love, you are an easy person to fall for. But you're not an easy person to stay in love with. Although you are quite flexible, you often come off as aloof or argumentative. At work, you are both a logical and creative thinker. You are great at solving problems. You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor. How you see yourself: Creative, fair, and tough-minded When other people don't get you, they see you as: arrogant, cold, and robotic What's Your Personality Type? Another subject I could drag out for days. I've decided my ultimate hero is myself. Why you might ask well simply because some hero's will

Wilco-on And On And On
On and on and on we’ll stay together yeah On and on and on we’ll be together yeah You and I will try to stay together yeah On and on and on we’ll be together yeah Please don’t cry we’re designed to die Don’t deny what’s inside On and on and on we’ll stay together yeah On and on and on On and on and on One day we’ll disappear together in a dream However short or long our lives are going to be I will live in you or you will live in me Until we disappear together in a dream Please don’t cry we’re designed to die You can’t deny even the gentlest tide On and on and on we’ll be together yeah On and on and on On and on and on We’re going to try Please don’t cry This world of words and meanings makes you feel outside Something that you feel already deep inside You’ve denied Go ahead and cry On and on and on we’ll stay together yeah On and on and on On and on and on You and I will stay together yeah You and I will try to make it better yeah -----------

Fuk Fubar
I DONT GIVE A FUK ABOUT THIS SITE AND I WILL DO ANYTHING TO PROVE THAT..THAT IS THE ONE PERSON I AM IN LOVE WITH. I ACTUALLY LIKED THIS SITE UNTIL I LAYED EYES ON THIS GUY....ZARDIO...HE TOTALLY BLEW ME AWAY AND ITS SEEMS LIKE I WAS DOING WRONG ON HERE BUT I WASNT SO I DELETED EVERYONE CAUSE IM ONLY ON HERE NOW FOR HIM THIS SITE IS EVIL AND THE ONE AND ONLY THING GOOD THAT CAME OUT OF THIS WAS HIM SO NOW MY GAME IS OVER ON HERE AND I DONT WANNA PLAY IT AND I DONT CARE IF I GET RATES ALL I CARE ABOUT IS HIM I CANT BREATHE WITHOUT HIM

Slipping Away Into The Void
it's late at night and voices in my head won't be silent and i feel like everything is just slipping away when you're sitting on the edge of the void it takes all your strength to not look down once the vertigo comes seeping in you're lost and the only way is over into oblivion still waiting for the silence still waiting for everything still waiting.... still waiting.... try to find myself but i think i've slipped away anything i grasp at just turns to ash and slips through my fingers

Eternal Question
What is this thing? This thing that we all search for . . . This thing that flies you to the highest heavens, Only to send you racing back to Earth like a fallen angel. This thing that cuts your soul like the mighty Sword of Camelot, Then nurses you back to health with its healing touch. This thing that creeps in the dark and still of the night and steals your heart and soul like a thief, Only to return it to you battered and torn. Where is this thing we cannot see, but know it's there? Where did it come from and where does it hide when it leaves? Why do we hunger for something so very elusive ad mysterious? Where is it? What is it? What do we do with it, once found? What do we do with ourselves once lost?

The Calling Chapter 5
After the battle between my Son and his Father and the impending death from the Head Master of all night Creatures I knew what we both had to do. This was not going to be a time of laying back and taking it easy for I knew we both had a battle like non other we have ever faced laying before us. As the days turned into weeks and weeks into months and months into years I saw my Son mature in more ways than I had ever expected to see him mature in his young years and as he grew wiser with knowledge and learning of the night and the ways of the shadow world I couldn't of been more proud of him and yet I felt like there was something missing inside of him that wasn't there before his battle with his Father on that one night not more than over a year ago. Oh my how the time had flown by for us training and building ourselves up to face this one being that ruled all of the night time world and saw everything that went on inside of it. Was my Son really ready for this challenge in his yo

The Calling Chapter 7
As this long time love of mine had me embraced deep within the lustful passion filled kiss that he had waited so long to give me and his strong arms were wrapped around me in that embrace that I had never felt from anybody before not even this man that had turned me to what I am now. Never had my lips been kissed with so much passion and burning rage from one body to another that it was all I could do not to pass out and just let my body go weak in his embrace around me. This man had waited for so long for just me and why had he waited for so long for me when I never saw what anybody man would see in me but yet this one man wanted me and I mean really wanted me. He wanted every curve of my body on his. Every little piece of flesh he wanted to touch his in the moonlight every night for the rest of his and my life. He wanted nothing more but to be with me and inside of me and always stand by me no matter what happened. This one man was making me wet with every deep passion filled k

The Calling Chapter 8
As I lay there looking at this man that had just taken every thing I had and then some into his self I saw my life was now forever changed for I had now been bedded by what I had always thought to be the Enemy in my life and yet this Lycan took such tender care of me when touching me while having my naked body under his that long night. The way he touched every curve of my body. The way he held my mouth with his and those soft hands cupped around my heaving breast as we made love that night and the feel of his hard penis so deep inside of me that made me scream out in ways that I never had before and yet he never let himself go before it was made clear that he had done his job and made me cum more times than I have done before then he came undone and let him self go deep inside of me and with every push deeper into me as he let go I enjoyed it more and more. I loved every touch and every kiss he gave me more and more as the long night went on for us and then when he finally came

The Biggest Fear
The biggest fear that I ever had was of being the next best thing in somebody's life. I never did put much trust into what my heart told me but instead I listened to what my mind told me and it kept my heart from being hurt more times than what it already had been. Somebody walks into your life and you know from the start that your meant to be with them and that they are the only ones that will make you happy in the long but yet you also know what is hiding in the shadows behind them ready to jump out at any time. This shadow has shown itself again and now I'm torn all over again from the fear that I thought was gone for good from my life. I will just have to always settle for being second best for that is how I have always lived my life and it seems as though that is never going to change no matter how hard the effort is to try and change it for this shadow will always loom in the background and show itself as the true force that it is. I once again have no other choice but

Lounge Bully
COME PLAY WITH US IN FORBIDDEN INC'S "EXOTIC DREAMS" NEW LOUNGE NEW BEGINNINGS THE WILDEST DREAMS MADE TO COME TRUE COME HAVE A DRINK WITH US BECOME PART OF THE FAMILY BE SURE TO CLICK ON ANY OF THE PICS TO ENTER AND DON'T FORGET ABOUT THE TOP LOUNGE ON FUBAR FORBIDDEN EXOTIC DREAMS FORBIDDEN (repost of original by '

Womanizer Britney Spears
I don't know what it is with this song,but I LOVE it!! I never thought she'd come back from being crazy,but I believe everyone deserves a second chance. I have the video in my stash if you wanna check that out too! Superstar Where you from, how's it going? I know you Gotta clue, what you're doing? You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here But I know what you are, what you are, baby Look at you Gettin' more than just a re-up Baby, you Got all the puppets with their strings up Fakin' like a good one, but I call 'em like I see 'em I know what you are, what you are, baby Womanizer Woman-Womanizer Your a womanizer oh womanizer oh your a womanizer baby (You, you you ah you you you ah) Womanizer womanizer womanizer Boy, don't try to front I know just what you are (x2) You got me going You're oh so charming But I can't do it You Womanizer Boy, don't try to front I know just what you are (x2) You say I'm crazy I got your crazy Your nothing but

Awww
AWWWWWWWW. He told me there isn't enough words to describe how he feels about me, so I told him to draw it. He said he can't draw. So I told him just make a couple of scribbles with an arrow pointing to them saying, "This is how much I like you." He said there isn't enough paper in the world. AWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

Let Us Be Together
Well, it's started.... she's doing it again. I'm getting tired of having to defend myself againest her and everyone eles. I see alot more than she and the others think I do. She and one other are TRYING to get me and Dewitt apart, but he even said that it won't work. I know he loves me, and he knows I love him. So why are they trying so hard when they are the same way with their men. Just because, Dewitt and I can talk everything out insted of fighting about it or yelling. Yes at times Dewitt walks away to cool off, but he always comes back to talk it out. Dewitt and I don't even have to HIT each other to tell the other that we love one another. Sure we play around, but I don't leave broses on him and he doesn't leave them on me. I just hate how they act around me and him. They act as if they can't stand Dewitt and myself being together, but it's not their choose for us to be together or not, it's ours. He as even said "i lost you once before I won't lose you again" to me! So why do yo

The Magical Monarch Of Mo And Making Life Work
With due apologies to L. Frank Baum (author of the Oz books, my favorite series growing up), his title for another magical land where everything is food (snow is popcorn, rain is lemonade, etc.) is also Jeffrey’s name for Sesame Street’s Elmo. There’s an Elmo patch on the jeans my son is wearing today, and just after I’d changed him in the downstairs bathroom I heard Sarah running toward us. I opened the bathroom door before she could and she faced me and said, “When you come get me, Daddy?” On days Martha doesn’t have to go in to work early, I make it a point to let the kids sleep as late as possible … heck, ANY day I do that! Martha didn’t have to work at Wal-Mart until 1300 hours today, but she did want to pick up her paycheck there. Sarah after finishing breakfast clamored to go with her, and Martha gave in a little easier than I expected; good for them to have some “girl time” and Jeffrey and me too. For a little while he wanted to sit with me while he played with a toy

First Post.
This will give you a little bit of information on who I am. I am 38 years old and living in Taunton, MA. I am divorced as of 2003 and recently out of a 3 year 2005 - 2008 relationship. I have two children both with my former wife and they both live with her. I am a former Marine with Honorable service and a Veteran of the Persian Gulf war of 1990 - 1991. I am retired as of 2002 and enjoying what comes my way day by day. I did not retire from the Marine Corps, I got out in 1992. My interests are music, I do play guitar, computers, I am college educated in Computer Software and Network Technology, there is nothing that I cannot do with a computer! I love to cook, work with wood, as in building things, I draw, I write poetry, and am in the process of writing a book Tentatively titled "No You Are Not". Will explain if interested. I love my video games and am not embarassed to say it! Mature on the outside but will always be a big kid at heart. Video are the only gam

Some More To Read About Me
I CHANGE MY NAME AND PICTUREZ ALOT SO KEEP UP PLEASE READ THIZ SHIIIIIIIT ABOUT ME STOP HATIN BITCHEZ & FELLAZ I GOT LOVE 4 YA UNLEZZ YA KEEP IT UP.DONT COMPLAIN TO ME OR ABOUTME ABOUT WHAT I DO AND DONT DO,ARE YA DESPERATE????IM BEING ME ALWAYZ,IM ALWAYZ A FRIEND TO EVERYONE,I DONT WANT TO CHOOSE,BUT IT SEEMZ LIKE YA WANT ME TO........SO DO YA REALLY CARE IF I LOVE RATEZ,FANZ,ADDZ & PHOTO COMMENTZ....................NO I DONT THINK SO.SO WHY WORRY ABOUT ME AND OTHER PEOPLE.EARN YA PLACE AND DONT FUCC IT UP NOW. WHY AM I CALLED DR. NIPPLEZ IZ CUZ I LOVE TO OPERATE ON TITTIEZ.............SMACC THAT AZZ ARTIST,JJ MACCIN,MR SQUEEZE-A-LOT,SEATTLE SAVAGE ARE A FEW NAMEZ I GO BY SO IF YOUR OFFENDED BY MY NAMEZ,THEN YOUR NOT GROWN UP ABOUT IT.IT STAYZ REAL OVER HERE STAY REAL WHEN YA STOP BY...... OTHER THINGZ ABOUT ME: LOVE 2 HAVE FUN,LOVE 2 CHAT,LOVE 2 MEET EVERYONE I CAN,LOVE ANYONE THAT DOESNT COMPLAIN(ITZ NOT GOD FOR YA HEALTH)LOVE 2 TOUCH,LOVE 2 SMELL,LOVE 2 EAT,L

I Invented A New Drink
well sorta lol..just tryin to get drunk out of my mind tonight sooo heres what i did.. took a shot glass mixed Jager, Black Berry Brandy and some Jamacian Rum...great combo! think next time ill try it with some vodka mixed in though. feel free to try it.. good stuff!

Purse Passport
Ok, so here's a funny story. My best friend Katy and I were out shopping before her wedding just to pick up a few misc. items before an exhausting night of making candy boxes and other wedding party favors. We stopped into a store called Tuesday Morning which is right next door to Michaels (the craft store). As Katy and I were wandering around in TM I noticed a Steve Irwin figure on the floor. He didn't look like he belonged there, and he didn't have a price tag so I had a creative moment. I grabbed Steve and started walking through the store taking random photos of Steve in funny situations. To make a long story short, I ended up pocketing Steve and taking him with us. Steve went into Michaels with us and I found a few more funny places to put Steve. So far Steve has been everywhere that I have gone because he lives in my purse. To add a little humor to things, Katy's nephew Zach or Kyle (I can keep all the kids seperated) was carring around a Polly Pocket figure. She was

Im Sad
you ever wonder why we chose who we do to love? you ever sit back and look and see just what is there? we look for that part of us that is missing. the toughness the protector or the listener and huger. what do you do when you cant find it? what do you do when it hurts you? what do you do when you dont know how to make it happy? when all you do is wrong? a glance.. a word ... a phrase. when you love do you love with all that you are? or do you hide parts? do you push people away or do you hold onto them with all that you are? i sit here asking questions that will never be answered. i sit here and cry and go unheard. this is not a poem this is just words. i cannot even write tonight so away i will go.

I Am..... This One Mad Me Feel Better Too... Glad I Worte It Lol
I am a very strong woman, I am more than you’ll ever know, I’m the little girl down the street, I’m the actor come see my show. I smile so you don’t see my tears, I hold it in because I am strong, Don’t tempt me, Don’t make me, Just listen to my song. I am a very strong woman, I know how much I can be, Look into the mirror, Beautiful woman, That’s me. Tears of joy, Tears of anger, Keep my sanity within, I may be strong, I may not show it, I’m a living breathing sin. I lie, So you think I’m happy, I smile, So you think I live a dream, Inside I’m constantly crying, The hidden bruises make me scream. But I am a very strong woman, I know how great life can be, One more time I look in the mirror, Yeah, beautiful woman, That’s me.

Im Leaving Fu On Monday
I have come to a stand still in my life where I feel nothing is happening right so I have decided to shut up shop on here and move over to Yearbook. Feel free to come over by copy and pasting the link below http://www.myyearbook.com/join.php?ref=1715592315 Remember one thing - love you all some more than others and we all rock together. (lmao how many of you fell for that one hey!!!!!!!!!)

New Or Commitment?
expecting greener pastures happily ever after with that other bastard i wasn't what u needed or was too much with my baggage n stuff talking about committing as if it was a walk in the park and never gets dark and the dusk always settles around us that's why we argue and fuss there's other people that will fit thru yer eye of a needle so u say u are past 25 and 40 will soon be on it's way there's many people that will appreciate who you are like u are a superstar i know why we wouldn't have lasted i dont kiss people's asses yer new is not like me you tell me as if i were 2 be filled with glee why are you calling on the phone or a text who's the last person with i had sex? reminiscing of good times my smooth lines wild and quiet times as if i'd get teary eyed sometimes i do but hell if i'd tell u there's other people that will fit thru yer eye of a needle so u say u are past 25 and 40 will soon be on it's way there's many pe

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry for everything you've been through It must've been very hard on you I'm sorry for all that's been said and done I was the moon, you were the sun I'm sorry for not making everything right But the situation I was in, was very tight I'm sorry for not lending you a hand If only I could be a better friend I'm sorry if it seemed like I didn't care Lucky for you, your special- someone was there I'm sorry for breaking your heart For forgiveness, where do I start?

The Wait
Sitting here gazing at nothing in front of me. Signs of not a single presence in sight. wondering, agonizing pain in my heart waiting for the pain to cease. In a quick glance I for see him coming to me, walking towards him in a feeling of anxiousness speeding up to meet him. Heart pounding from excitement such a feeling of intensity. In approaching the presence vanishes in to thin air. Now once more gazing into nothing in front of me. Wondering, waiting, such agonizing pain increases. The disappointment sets in as i fall to my knees reaching for what once appeared to be him and now no more. As I sit on bended knees I let out wimpers of a cry so deep, so deep it travels a distance. A voice I hear which directs me to look up, he takes my hand and pulls me up touching his body to mine. Could this be, he has finally returned to me, no longer do see nothing before me.

Come Home (poem)revised Version
I read your words yesterday, From the letters that you sent. My eyes guickly filled with tears When you told me what you had to do. I told you that I worry, You told me not to. I told you that it's dangerous, You told me it's your job. I am so blessed to know you, I'll be blessed more when I hold you. I count the days until your with me, You count the days until you can leave. I can't wait to see you, You can't wait to see me too. I pray every night That you will be alright. Let the candles light the way For you to be home,here to stay. Come Home, I miss you already. Come Home, You've been away to long.

The Party Is Over
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ THE PARTY'S OVER By Linda Monk The Crash of 2008, which is now wiping out trillions of dollars of our people's wealth, is, like the Crash of 1929, likely to mark the end of one era and the onset of another. The new era will see a more sober and much diminished America. The "Omnipower" and "Indispensable Nation" we heard about in all the hubris and braggadocio following our Cold War victory is history. Seizing on the crisis, the left says we are witnessing the failure of market economics, a failure of conservatism. This is nonsense. What we are witnessing is the collapse of Gordon Gecko ("Greed Is Good!") capitalism. What we are witnessing is what happens to a prodigal nation that ignores history, and forgets and abandons the philosophy and principles that made it great. A true conservat

Damn!
Again with the bulls*it! The first thing I hear when Dewitt and I walk in the damn door: "did she dress you again?" When I snaped and said NO, I got told not to f*&^ing snap! Yes I will f*&^ing snap at you, I don't need to dress Dewitt, he's 24 years old, he can damn well dress himself without me saying or doing anything! You asumming that I make him wear things makes an @$$ out of you, not me. Tha when we walk into the smoker's room his mother had to walk out because SHE doesn't like fishnet shirts on him, well guess what the f*&^, he asked to wear it and I said ok, no big deal, you keep telling me to let him be himself, and I do anyway, without being asked, but you can't do the same damn thing. You two are really starting to piss me off and I don't care if you get mad at me for writing this blog, delete me from your damn friends list than, don't give a s*it! The last time I looked on the account it had MY f*&^ing name on it, not your's. So telling ME not to put something up on MY f*&

Things I Hateeeee
1. Stupid people....damn u dont even know...it really really takes a lot 2 get me angry...but wow some people r just sooooo special... 2. People driving real slow in from of u ....especially driving below the speed limit .....i wish i could just push them out of the wayyyyy!!lol 3. Hoes....male and female....what happened 2 having morals? 4. Arrogance....keep tellin urself ur better than everyone...in the end u ll realize ur not 5. Jealously.....look at urself and deal with ur insecurities b4 u start talking ish about others (especially when u dont even know them...come on now..).... 6. Immaturity.......ur an adult...grow the f up already! well...... that is all.....

Songs To Casey And Kimmi
- Nick Lachey Lyrics ^^So I heard this and THOUGHT OMG this is my Casey's Song to my kimmi ^^ ************************************************* Jessica Simpson Lyrics ^ ^ that is my kimmi's song to Casey... I know you two to well .....^ ^ KIMBERLY & CASEY BRANNON!! YOU KNOW THAT YOUR LOVE IS MEANT TO BE....MORE AND MORE AS TIME PASSES AND DONT EVER LET ANYONE TAKE THAT AWAY FROM YOU. DONT assume....ask.....dont doubt believe in each other and dont ever walk away from your love I love you both with my whole heart **ALICIA**

Lil Story For My Friend
If you like, give me a title and some feedback please. Late. It was just after midnight. He couldn't tell you why, but from the day he bought the black Mustang he felt compelled to go for long drives at night. It seemed he was drawn to driving by the old cemetery. That's where he saw her in his dreams many times, waiting there by the road for him to pick her up. The dreams were so compelling that if he didn't take the Mustang out at night to look for her, he never got to sleep. She seemed to be calling to him and he was powerless to stop himself from answering. He shifted gears and took the turn too fast, heedless of the misty fog that wafted through menacing branches and the light drizzle that slickened the streets. The Mustang pulled up to the ornate wrought iron gate, the engine humming, purring, as he idled just in front of it. He sat there, hands clutching the wheel, and waited. What was he doing here? Was he going insane? There was no one here. He lit a cigarette and

Funny Story
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR! ), yank down your pants, and assume ' The Stance.' In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you cer tainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold 'The Stance.' To take your mind of

More To Follow...
Yeah yeah... it's me again... More to follow is the title of this because this isn't going to be much of a post... mainly to see who's still even looking... I know I've been absent even when the site says I'm logged in and breaking the habit of being uninvolved may take some time. I just wanted to see who looks, and to apologize to those of you who've been there all along... even when I wasn't... I'm hoping to do better in the future, but I can't promise shit...lol okay... I'm off to nap-time...woot woot...mike

45 Things A Woman Would Die For(stolen From Part Of Me Hates You)
45 things a girl would die for 1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! ..20 u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-kiss her on her forhead 23-kiss her on top of her head 24-make her feel loved 25-we might de

I Don't Have To Lie For Pussy... Do I?
The player is the kind of guy who will say anything to get a "yes" out of a girl. A player will whisper sweet nothings into her ear in order to get her to spread her legs even if his intension is to bolt as soon as she falls asleep. There are a few girls who fall for shit like this these days. Most of them, have deluded ideals on what romance is because they saw one too many Meg Ryan movies... The funny part is... guys don't have to do this anymore. It's 2008. Women don't have to wear a scarlet fucking letter for having a one night stand here and there like they used too. They can have fuck buddies and not be chastised by their friends. So... My approach goes a little something like this: "I am having a great time. I would love for it to go further, but I am not looking for anything serious right now and I do not want to lead you on." Most girls find this level of "honesty" refreshing. They like the fact that you are not playing games or bullshitting like "players" do.

Crying Agian
i can't stand how im feeling right now.this is taking a major toll on me.i haven't slept for a week stright.i feel like i have lost myself in a deep depression and i cannot get out of it.i may say that everythings okay and that iam fine but honestly iam not.i feel like nothings the same anymore.i just wanna die seriously die.he took the very best part of me and left me with all this pain that won't seem to go away no matter what i do.my heart is fucked up iam emotionaly unstable right now.im emotionaly fucked for good.and i cannot stop crying.when will this pain ever go away????dose anyone know???...

Missing Wwii Pilot Found And Laid To Rest
On Aug. 25, 1944, Lt. Ray Packard, a 20-year-old fighter pilot, took off in his P-38 Lightning from a small airfield in France. He died that day when his plane was shot out of the sky in a dogfight with the Germans. He was buried quickly by residents of the small French town where he crashed. More than six decades later, Packard finally came home. On Wednesday, he was given a hero's funeral at the Prescott National Cemetery. A chaplain spoke, and there was a nine-gun salute. A bugler played taps as old soldiers gave their final salute. Then, Packard was laid to rest in the country he died fighting for. The young airman was born and raised in California, but he was buried in Prescott because, after all these years, his closest living relative is a nephew, Ron Packard, of Lake Havasu City. "He was my favorite uncle," said Ron, 72. "I spent three tours in Vietnam. So I know, I know. He's home. That's what matters." History will remember Aug. 25, 1944, for th

Frank Turner-long Live The Queen
This song is about the guys friend who died of breast cancer. Its a very sad song, but has a good message, and its been stuck in my head since I heard it yesterday for the first time. I was sipping on a Whiskey when I got the call Yeah my friend Lex was lying in the hospital She'd been pretty sick for about half a year But it seems liked this time the end was drawing near So dropped my plans and jumped the next London train I found her laid up and in a lot of pain Her eyes met mine and then I understood That her weather forecast wasn't looking too good So I sat and spun her stories for a little while Tried to raise her mood and tried to raise a smile But she silenced all my rambling with a shake of her head Drew me close and listen this is what she said now "You'll live to dance another day, it's just now you'll have to dance, for the two of us, so stop looking so damn depressed and sing with all your heart that the Queen is dead" Yeah she told me she was si

What's The Difference?
having a concious is one of my better traits,i like feeling like a bad boy(fukboy).alter ego....lol lol anyways.love talking and listening with friends of couse most of mine are women.i have to tell to if you think guys are miscievious in their rondevous with chicks.and you think they are the only gender to get away with it.your wrong chicks do it to.they care about what men think that's why you hardly hear bout it. any way....i'm a sagitarian,love listening,observing others behavior,personalities. and it's funny to see what people will do to get attention, i don't like fakeness......but a creative mind captivates me.i love laughing,beautiful women,smart people,and a good time. anyways lifes not always about the fuk........

Obama Should Immediately Withdraw His Candidacy For President
Obama Should Immediately Withdraw his Candidacy for President For Immediate Release: - 10/21/08 - Complete contact details and pdfs of this press release and motions filed by plaintiff Berg today are at the end of this article (Lafayette Hill, Pennsylvania - 10/21/08) - Philip J. Berg, Esquire, the Attorney who filed suit against Barack H. Obama challenging Senator Obama's lack of "qualifications" to serve as President of the United States, announced today that Obama and tbe DNC "ADMITTED", by way of failure to timely respond to Requests for Admissions, all of the numerous specific requests in the Federal lawsuit. Obama is "NOT QUALIFIED" to be President and therefore Obama must immediately withdraw his candidacy for President and the DNC shall substitute a qualified candidate. The case is Berg v. Obama, No. 08-cv-04083. Berg stated that he filed Requests for Admissions on September 15, 2008 with a response by way of answer or objection had to be served within thirty [30] days.

Depeche Mode-it's No Good
Im going to take my time I have all the time in the world To make you mine It is written in the stars above The gods decree Youll be right here by my side Right next to me You can run but you cannot hide Dont say you want me Dont say you need me Dont say you love me Its understood Dont say youre happy Out there without me I know you cant be cause its no good Ill be fine Ill be waiting patiently Till you see the signs And come running to my open arms When will you realize Do we have to wait till our worlds collide Open up your eyes You cant turn back the tide Dont say you want me Dont say you need me Dont say you love me Its understood Dont say youre happy Out there without me I know you cant be cause its no good Im going to take my time I have all the time in the world To make you mine It is written in the stars above Dont say you want me Dont say you need me Dont say you love me Its understood Dont say youre happy Out there without me

Liar
You say you want to be with me, You say you truly care, But when I'm face to face with you, It's like I'm not even there. I've tried my best to make you happy And please you in every way, But if you don't want to be with me -- There's nothing more I can do or say. I waste my tears on you every night, And pray that tomorrow everything will be all right. But things never do. They always stay the same, So I need to realize, You will never change

Are They Nuts?
THEY MUST BE IF THEY WANNA OWN ME :P MEET MY NEW CO OWNERS TWO OF THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE YOU CAN MEET ON THE FU THEY ARE ALWAYS OFFERING HELP TO OTHERS AND TRULY KNOW WHAT BEING A FRIEND IS ALL ABOUT GO GIVE THEM THE LOVE THEY ARE ALWAYS GIVING TO OTHERS AND TELL THEM SCARLETT SENT YA ~GARY~SHADOWLEVELER~SPANKERS~OWNED BY BOOBOO & SCARLETT~BOOBOO'S FOREVER~@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By DJ Kidd Rock. Sarcastk1, Garys Forever..@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU WITH MUCH LOVE BY Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Anna,Gary&BooBoo~BFF&loved by Jon Jon@ fubar

My Crush?! Who Are You!?
If only i knew who it was that had a crush on me! i would want to hold them and kiss them. make them feel as the most important person ever!! go to the beach and watch the sun set!! oh the things that i would do!! only if i knew!

What A Great Example Of Obama's Policy!
What a great example of Obama's policy! Yesterday on my way to lunch, I passed one of the homeless guys in that area, with a sign that read 'Vote Obama, I need the money. ' Once in the restaurant my waiter had on a 'Obama 08' tee shirt. When the bill came, I decided not to tip the waiter and explained to him while he had given me exceptional service, that his tee shirt made me feel he obviously believes in Senator Obama's plan to redistribute the wealth. I told him I was going to redistribute his tip to someone that I deemed more in need--the homeless guy outside. He stood there in disbelief and angrily stormed away. I went outside, gave the homeless guy $3 and told him to thank the waiter inside, as I had decided he could use the money more. The homeless guy looked at me in disbelief but seemed grateful. As I got in my truck, I realized this rather unscientific redistribution experiment had left the homeless guy quite happy for the money he did n

Wars
there are many types of wars.there's wars between two people, two gangs,and two countries. but the war that lasts until the day you say farwell to the world is the war from with in the reason it lasts forever is because your always faced with difficult decissions in life and fight to make the right decission even though it doesnt always work that way. so keep your head up high and let life lead you. just dont let you lead you all the time because them you wont be the leader you were ment to be you'll be a follower and won't get to where you were going. so like i said if you want to get somewhere in life grab life by the horns and show it your strong enough to handle it

Snow And Life.
I just realized I have never written a blog here. I am sitting here looking out the window watching it SNOW. It is October 26 and it is snowing. Days like this make me wish for some place warm to call home. That would be nice. My daughter will be 3 years old soon and it just doesn't seem possible. It is like yesterday I was going into the hospital to have her. So much has happened. Most of it I would rather forget, but one thing I would never forget is how much she has brought to my life. You ever feel like you are just coasting along in life and not really going anywhere? That is how I felt before she was born. Now, no matter what happens I have a purpose. She is it. I never thought I could love one person so much until I looked into her eyes.

R.i.p. Desire
♥ R.I.P. Desire ♥ ♥ R.I.P. Desire ♥ Always said you were a youthquaker, Edie A stormy little world shaker Oh, warhol's darling queen, Edie An angel with a broken wing The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek Ooh, stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care But your not there Oh, caught up in an endless scene, Edie Yeah, paradise, a shattered dream Oh, wired on the pills you took, Edie Your innocence dripped blood, sweet child The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek Ooh, stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care Ciao baby Shake it, boy Oh, sweet little sugar talker Paradise dream stealer Oh, Warhol's little queen, Edie An angel with a broken wing, oh The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek, well Stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care Yeah, yeah, yeah Why did you kiss the world goodbye? Ciao baby Don't you know parad

Still
......still I will always remember your smile for me my heart will wear your name forever your touch, my skin could never forget the taste of your lips, mine will constantly crave in the depths of my soul, you completeld me my eyes cannot see before, nor beyond YOU ........still

Disconnected.
I realize more and more each passing day that something in me...is altered..I don't feel the way I should anymore and with talking with my girl friend we realized we both don't really feel what is needed for a realtionship. Not to say that I am single but it's odd. I know I'd die for this girl no questions asked but I couldn't tell her I loved her. I don't even know if I could tell my family I loved them at this point. It's like my soul has drifted off and all that remains are the bones and the skin in my existance I am alive very much so alive but am I really living? Something is fucked up in me please if you have advice feel free to drop it on me.

Leaving Fubar
Hey everyone, just to let you all know Im leaving fubar. I dont have any time to spend sitting on fubar. I hope none of you think that I will be abandoning you. I just work too much and have so little time to spend on here. Please understand. And for those that want to continue to keep in touch please add my yahoo blueeyedchoctaw30. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

The Funniest Thing
The funniest thing here is that I use to receive a lot of private messages with compliments, kisses, enthusiastic approvation and so on for my NSFW pictures, and a VERY few comments (I mean, comments that are readable by anyone) from my friends (who are the only people allowed to see my pictures - pics featuring my face, of course). It seems that my friends do have problems in showing explicitly they like my pics. They prefer to tell me in private. Funny and strange at the same time, especially on a website where a lot of people upload NSFW pictures. And what's more important, knowing that many of my friends have NSFW pics on the site as well, lol.

Social Disorders And Bitches.
So I went and had a head doctor check me out she seems to think I have some sort of social disorder...anyway yeah I plan to be blitzed out of my fucking skull this weekend and with it I hope a numbness consumes me and I lose controll of everything. Let us go out this evening for pleasuer the night will remain young...

Something
Something Something is going to happen, I can feel it in my bones. Something is going to happen and yet what remains unknown. I can feel it aproching, like a beast in the night, this thing that may not be or just might. I don't know how to explain it, but I know its there, this thing that came to me like a whisper on the night air. Whatever it is, it is big and strong, and has left me unsettled as though something is wrong. I can feel a loss already, and this makes me sad, There is nothing I can do, and this makes me mad. So now on pins and needles I wonder and wait, to see what is using my conscience as virtual bait. The thing that is comeing can't possibly be good, for the feelings it gives me are bad, that is understood. What I don't understand is why I have to know, that something is comeing that will make me want to go. Whatever it is a desision I will make, and whatever they are the consiquenses I will take. My head, I will keep high, for me, there is

Romeo And Juliet!
Romeo:But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks? It is the east, and Juliet is the sun. Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon, Who is already sick and pale with grief, That thou her maid art far more fair than she: Be not her maid, since she is envious; Her vestal livery is but sick and green And none but fools do wear it; cast it off. It is my lady, O, it is my love! O, that she knew she were! She speaks yet she says nothing: what of that? Her eye discourses; I will answer it. I am too bold, 'tis not to me she speaks: Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven, Having some business, do entreat her eyes To twinkle in their spheres till they return. What if her eyes were there, they in her head? The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars, As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heaven Would through the airy region stream so bright That birds would sing and think it were not night. See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand! O, that I were a glov

Red Planet, Red Elmo, And Ray And Jerry Three Days Unto The Breach
By and large, science fiction didn’t emerge as a distinct genre – it was considered a suburb of fantasy writing that was at the edge of fiction writing – until the late 1960s or so when “Star Trek” emerged on the small screen, among other things. Obviously, anything that took place off-planet was related to our then and still limited knowledge of other planets, which was by necessity limited by lacking the technology to cross the vast distances even between the Earth and our moon. I’ve heard that today NASA, which spearheaded the first manned moon landing in 1969, couldn’t manage such a thing again if it wanted to with the resources they have thirty-nine years from then! Not that this has stopped them from trying or authors from extrapolating (great word!) how life would be if we reached other worlds and what we might find there. Robert Heinlein’s still one of the best storytellers for that kind of speculation, taking real people (I mean you can really relate to Jim Marlowe, Fran

Joy Of My Life
Its been a year, my how you've grown You are walking, and just about talking and have the urge to do everything on your own. You almost have a mouthful of teeth This is exciting for all the new foods, but a disgust when its time to change a diaper and try to breathe Your love for music makes you dance I enjoy watching you move up and down and jump with a prance The smiles, laughter, and squeals of joy you reveal every day Leaves everyone you meet wrapped in a glow in every way We both enjoy it when we play The love for you builds stronger and will never stray I look into your eyes with so much admiration As you look back I know we share the same adoration You have an amazing personality You shine with all your individuality I am so excited to experience everything with you Letting you laugh, play, and explore even more I look forward to all the days to come And wait with anticipation for life's music that you will strum For you have touched my heart,

Negotiation
Negotiation By Pierre Everybody knows what "negotiation" means. Almost everybody in BDSM accepts the importance and value of negotiation in a relationship. On our website we spend a great deal of time saying that negotiation is the key to all successful relationships. And yet.......:( Experience has shown us that different people will have different meanings for words and ideas. The scope of this article is to clearly explain what our values around negotiation are. Some of the concepts will probably look so simple and easy that you may be tempted to just click elsewhere on our site without reading the rest, but please, do not! This is an important concept in BDSM and there are important lessons here! Negotiation: According to the Merriam Webster site: "To negotiate: to arrange for or bring about through conference, discussion, and compromise." In any relationship, before two partners will decide to share time together, a certain negotiation takes place, so both partners wi

Politically Correct Terms For Cat Owners
My cat does not barf hairballs he is a floor/rug redecorator My cat does not break things she helps gravity do its job My cat does not fear dogs they are merely sprint practice tools My cat does not gobble she eats with alacrity My cat does not scratch he is a furniture/rug/skin ventilator My cat does not yowl he is singing off-key My cat is not a "shedding machine" she is a hair relocation stylist My cat is not a "treat-seeking missile" she enjoys the proximity of food My cat is not a bed hog he is a mattress appreciator My cat is not a chatterbox she is advising me on what to do next My cat is not a dope addict she is catnip appreciative My cat is not a lap fungus he is bed selective My cat is not a pest she is attention deprived My cat is not a ruthless hunter she is a wildlife control expert My cat is not evil she is badness enhanced My cat is not fat he is mass enhanced My cat is not hydrophobic she has an inability to appreciate moisture My cat is not lazy he is

A Song Of Trembling Sorrow
A song of trembling sorrow she bellows, the cries of a young lass as she wallows. Once a gentle maiden now in a craze, death surrounding her, she's out of her cage. Bedecked in bloodstains, she walks through the night, searching for the lover who betrayed their plight. He broke his promise by bedding another, with vengeance in mind she cut off her lover. A song of trembling sorrow she cries, the pale young girl remembers the lies. I love you he says,but she's a waitin' off down the road, to be with his maiden. Our vows she screamed til death do we part, Crimson pools all around, as she pulls out his heart. The deceit is now over, no more lies will be told, she ended the lives of two lovers so cold. A song of trembling sorrow, she sings no more, this spurned young maiden, has been turned into lore. In her haggard mind she wronged a right, when she ended the song on that bitter night

The Obama Media Will Lose
The Obamedia Will Lose, McCain Supporters Unite! November 2nd, 2008Posted: 9:11 pm by Conservative Gal The Obamedia Will Lose, McCain Supporters Unite! Note: The article below is a subjective commentary which may contain views that do not necessarily represent the views of YouDecide2008.com as a whole. Our site features views of all angles so we welcome you to argue or agree with the commentary writers, enjoy! It’s become very clear this year that every major media outlet is in the tank for Obama to the point where they can no longer breathe. We hear everyday how McCain supporters are “discouraged” while Obama supporters are “energized” about their candidate. This is all part of the media’s campaign to discourage McCain supporters and passively suppress the vote. I’m here to tell you that it doesn’t matter, the only thing that matters is every single McCain supporter going to the polls and casting a vote. The media will try to dispirit and debase you during the next 48 h

Wasting Money
i saw some auctions in here, why would guys waste thier money to be in some females family and be their owner for a month. Wouldnt you guys rather send it on stuff that you can use? i mean come on i saw one a lady would send naughty pics to thier email or phone, wow that will be all over teh internet in no time at all

Im Not That Girl
fellas..im getting sick and tired of blogging about this.......... i did this once b4 on my old acct. STOP SENDING ME UR COCK SHOTS I DONT WANNA SEE THEM THEY DONT IMPRESS ME UNLESS I CLAIMED IT AND UR FUKING ME WITH IT. STOP ASKING ME TO CAM FOR YOU..YEAH IT WONT HAPPEN IM NOT A CAM WHORE AND LAST STOP SENDING ME MESSAGES ABOUT YOU WANTING ME TO BE IN YOUR VIDEOS..IF U WERE LEGIT U WOULD KNOW THAT THEY WOULD OFFER YOU GIRLS TO BE IN IT.... JUST BECAUSE I MADE A NEW PROFILE DOESNT MEAN MY FEELINGS HAVE CHANGED. IM NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL...I DONT DO HOOK UPS AND IM NOT EYE CANDY..IM REAL AND TIRED OF THE BS LINES YOU THROW TO MAKE ME LIKE IM SOME KIND OF FANTASY CHARACTER. I KEEP IT REAL AND I AM ALL ABOUT ONE MAN THAT I CAN CALL MINE. SO DONT GO THERE KEEP UR GAMES MOVING

For Your Info
I have changed my status to MARRIED although it is only partially true - and here is my explanation. Delete, block I dont care - I live with my ex as his main and only carer, he is terminally ill and paralysed (car crash) five years ago. NOw you know - think what you like of me.

The New President
I love this country!!! But sometimes it seems the ignorant, and socially inept have the biggest voice. Listen people, the Presdent is our leader... Think about what this means... He's not a god... he will not pick America up with his bare hands, and carry us to the promise land. HE IS NOT A GOD... he's a man. You know what the true answer to the question of 'Are we good or are we doomed' is? Look to the people... We are the followers, and as such it is =US= who will make or break this country. Obama is a man... WE ARE AMERICA... If you believe that our country is doomed, and you do nothing but sit about complain, and yapp about the bad... then YOU caused the problem, not the president. Be it Bush, Quale, Clinton, or Obama. WE ARE AMERICA... not them. We will hold him to his promise to make America great again, and if he shows himself to be inept, it wont matter because WE WILL KEEP PUSHING TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN.

Visualize
Visualize writing again cause i cant sleep im to hot too even think listening to music to get away was stuck in this house on such a dreary day i thought of you cause it felt so right i closed my eyes to visualize the curve of your face your smile your grace i read the words you wrote and it was hard not to hope

People Disgust Me
So yesterday on the way to work, I was listening to my favorite morning show on the radio and they talked about a story that surfaced from another state. This story involved a woman giving out candy on Halloween but ONLY to kids of parents that supported McCain. Now I have no issue with people having opinions about the election and who they feel is the best choice. This was Halloween and making children cry because you refuse to give them candy is bull shit. The holiday is for the kids and if you are so immature that you have to punish small children because you disagree with their parents then you need to seek some help. To this woman, HA HA HA McCain didn't win you grumpy old bitch!

The Polite Way To Pee
During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: 'Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?' Michael said, 'Just a minute, I have to go pee.' The teacher responded by saying, 'That would be rude and impolite.' 'What about you Sherman, how would you say it?' Sherman said, 'I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back.' 'That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table..' ' And you, little Eddie, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?' 'I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner.' The teacher fainted....

This Is For You Mom. I Love You
For my Mother Mary who amongst many things was a huge fan of the Beatles. When I find myself in times of trouble Mother Mary comes to me Speaking words of wisdom, let it be. And in my hour of darkness She is standing right in front of me Speaking words of wisdom, let it be. Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be. Whisper words of wisdom, let it be. And when the broken hearted people Living in the world agree, There will be an answer, let it be. For though they may be parted there is Still a chance that they will see There will be an answer, let it be. Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be. Yeah There will be an answer, let it be. Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be. Whisper words of wisdom, let it be. Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be. There will be an answer, let it be. Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be. There will be an answer, let it be. And when the night is cloudy, There is still a light that shines on me,

Mrmostunderated Needs Your Help
MRMOSTUNDERATED IS TRYING FOR SPOTLIGHT! HE NEEDS YOUR HELP TO GET THERE. I MEAN HAVE YA SEEN WHAT THE SPOTLIGHT IS GOING FOR LATELY :P ANY FU BUCK DONATION LARGE OR SMALL WILL HELP. JUST CLICK ON HIS PIC TO DONATE. LET'S HELP THIS TRIED AND TRUE STALKER GET HIS DAY IN THE SPOTLIGHT. +MRMostunderated+ (SHADOWLEVELER)( freelance bomber))(stalked by lil freakstar)(fuboytoy 2 rev gail)@ fubar THANK YOU :) Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Anna,Gary&BooBoo~BFF&loved by JonJon@ fubar

The Man I Miss
The man I miss always cheers me up and puts a smile on my face as we are talking. Even through his struggles, his triumphs, his tears, and his laughs I see the man I really love. I miss his voice, I miss his face, I miss everything even though he's only 7 hours away it's something I can not cure. When I realized I loved him it hit me like a ton of bricks, we had been friends forever and then one day boom it hit me. The man I was with wasn't the true man I loved, the one I really truely loved was the one that all along I knew but was afraid to admit it to my heart. Baby I hope you see this and if you do. Know from the bottom of my heart, I do love you. Sure I've said I love many men no doubt about that but this love is different from my mind and my heart. Kat

Just Words
Just words I know I have said a lot I know I spoke from my heart I know I spoke what I feel I know I have started to break apart I know you have heard me I know I spoke very clear I know I spoke with purpose I know you had some fear I know when he holds you I know my heart bleeds I know my eyes darken I know when and where this tunnel leads I know it ends with me alone I know he has what I desire I know he gets to kiss your lips I know it ends with my soul on fire I know these are chains I made I know you will pretend you never heard I know you will shut off your heart I know these are Just Words

Calling
Calling The words have all but stopped They lay scattered on the ground Along with the pieces of my broken heart In a sea of ash my spirit now drowns Some fires can purify a man Some fires simply rage and consume Until the life is decimated Left alone curled up in the corner of my room Inside myself I try to build a wall But I don’t have the strength to stack stones I am left with no defense against the gales The rain strikes hard enough to break bones Where is the face of My Angel? Her touch is so needed by me Her kiss brings healing waters Whose ears will hear my plea? Fractured by the though of this distance As my moments drag on into years Time that is lost forever between us My pain sharp as the end of a spear So here I wait as my candle burns down With the despair of forever falling In this pit my voice is swallowed Yet too you My Love I keep Calling

Another Day
my extent of today i painted....its such a relaxing activity to paint not only that but its FUN lol i paint halloween ornaments for the yard..this year due to the loving economy i will most likely be painting most of my christmas gifts as well. i know ...i should label everythign beware

Feel Like Crying?!!
so you have a new girlfriend....i don't even care about that because there is one guy i wouldn't mind spending every single day with...but i just want to know why you can't make enough time for me, to make me feel like i'm worth a damn to you! i know that you love me, and you always will. i just don't understand how you walk away one day, and take away everything that seemed so normal and so perfect to me! i don't understand how you just one day wake up and realize you're not in love anymore! i don't know how to make this seem okay when you can't even make lunch plans with me, if nothing else! i want you to come here one day, pick me up, and take me out to lunch..and maybe go shopping at home depot..and tell me what you plan on making next! that sounds so stupid, but i miss you! i can't even tell you what's been going on recently because you're not here anymore! so many things have changed along the way these last few months. i need your opinions on everything, your guidance! i need to

Hole By Kelly Clarkson/i Relate To This Song!
Kelly Clarkson Hole Lyrics: Tired Of everything around me I smile But I don't feel a thing no I'm so far from where I need to be I've given up on faith, on everything All I want, all I need Is some peace There's a hole Inside of me It's so cold Slowly killing me Secrets Eating at the core of me Shut off Trusting all the lies I breathe I'm so far from where I need to be [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/fxo ] I've given up on faith, on everything All I wanted, all I needed Was some peace There's a hole Inside of me It's so damn cold Slowly killing me Sinking ever so slowly So far from where I should be No hands reaching out for me Help me, help me Something's gone I can feel it It's all wrong I'm so sick of this There's a hole Inside of me It's so cold Slowly killing me There's a hole Inside of me It's so damn cold Slowly killing me

Mother Nature's Breeze
As our footsteps tread upon the gentle earth, We find ourself in the same old shoes, Bearing witness to what our Mothers & Fathers, Tried to teach us but never got round too or were to scared too. As they walked us through fields of Green & Gold, Telling us what they thought we wanted to be told, Some of us were entwined with vines, Chained in a cage, Some were left to nurture & bloom free & full of colour. We walked hand in hand under azure skies, The gentle warm Breeze, Enveloping us with its beauty, Bringing warmth & comfort, Even as the seasons changed, Mother Nature still leads us, Toward uncertain paths, Kisses forgotten & found. Spiders spinning there silken webs of wonder, The birds flapping there wings & landing gently upon there nest, The dew upon the grass, Shining like polished childhoof marbles, We remember these days as carefree, When we were who we are, Or who we once where! Running forth through time, chasing clocks that never stopped, Watching

Gdj5rejytr
I wish I don't have to work today.... It's going to be a real crappy day. Just a feeling but I won't keep being so negative. I barely got any sleep. I get a text from someone and had the feeling I knew who it was. Should I ignore it and continue to sleep or what... I ended up talking about stuff. Do you ever get those crappy feelings when you try to do something right but then it always gets twisted around in some way? Like, when i lived with room mates, I opened up a mail that was sitting in the living room for months and he wasn't living there anymore. He came back to get his mail and wondered who opened it. I could of just lied and say I didn't open it but I confessed that I did it. Thinking I would be a good person and be honest, but no, that turned to crap. Or how about when people say to be honest about your feelings towards someone or something but when you do, it just gets worse. As if it was better that you didn't say anything at all. Or how about when you go out

Thoughts About The Election
Thoughts About the 2008 Election Commentary By: Dr. David Reagan http://www.lamblion.com/ Our nation has just elected the most pro-abortion, pro-homosexual, anti-Capitalist, and anti-Israel president in our history. In short, God has given us the kind of leader that we deserve — the kind we have been begging for. The new President now has the power to put his radical secular imprint upon this nation for decades to come through the appointment of activist liberals to the Supreme Court. I fear that our nation has been irrevocably changed for the worse. Two factors in this election were particularly disappointing to me. First was the fact that only 59% of eligible voters bothered to vote. That was less than in the last presidential election. How could people be so apathetic in an election so important? The second voting statistic that hit me hard was the revelation that even among self-identified Evangelicals, the majority voted according to economic considerations rather than m

Thinking....
So much love to give but is anyone worthy anymore Is there a soul that will not destroy my heart again I close my eyes and can see his face Gentle, sweet, with eyes only for me Will he ever be real or just a fantasy I long for his touch yet scorn away from it Fear passion fuel my dreams When will I be whole and give of my soul again

Kicking Heroin In Jail
Kicking Heroin The day was October 13, 2006 and I was in jail for a slew of felonies that were a direct reflection of how bad my addiction had gotten. When I went before the judge and he issued a no bail/ no bond order I was so high I could barely hold my head up. The knowledge that a day of reckoning was coming had been with me for a while. I had just been expecting to stand in front of god instead of in front a judge. Every since my mothers death I had been on a mission to destroy myself. Six long years had gone by since she died and the pain had not gotten any easier to bear. I say my mother but technically it was my grandmother that passed. My birth mother had never really been there for me or my brother. It was always my grandparents who swooped in to collect us from various foster homes, when my mother took off on another run (she had a drug problem) or went back into the hospital. Hospital is inaccurate it was actually mental hospitals that she was in and o

You Can't Break A Broken Heart
Won't be so easy this time to hurt me You can try and this time now baby there are no tears left here to cry if you think you can woo me like before if you think you can do that anymore wont get to far no, you cant break a broken heart so try your best now baby try your best to break me you cant break a broken heart no damage you can do now im immune to you now you cant break what broke apart theres nothing you can do to me no more you cant break a broken heart hurt me before now wont hurt no more now not this time you might do better messing with someone elses mind cause your not gonna break me down again your done and through with me they way you did [You Can't Break A Broken Heart Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ] its gone to far you cant break a broken heart so try you best now baby try your best to break me you cant break a broken heart no damage you can do now im immune to you now you cant break what broke apart theres nothing y

Lesbian Couple Attacked By Man Outside Oshawa School
Our website may just be about girls kissing, but we do defend lesbians. Thanks to SHANNON MARIE for passing the news on to us. OSHAWA -- Anji Dimitriou has a black eye days after she was attacked in front her children's school. She says her vision is still blurry and the shock is still sinking in. Ms. Dimitriou, 30, and her lesbian partner Jane Currie, 37, said Friday they still can't believe what happened. "He clocked me right in the face, like right in the side of my face, and I hit my truck and I couldn't see anything, like I blacked out," Ms. Dimitriou said. "I was awake but I could hear everything but I just couldn't see anything. Then I think he clocked me again right in the top of my head." Classes had just let out Monday at Gordon B. Attersley elementary school on Attersley Drive, according to the couple. Ms. Dimitriou said she was helping her son put his backpack into the car when another student's father came toward her and began yelling.

What I Want
When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] WHen you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night ] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you

Life
On a sunny day one might gather many a thing the sun should bring On a rainy day one might morn and dwell on the lack of light they've seen On a cloudy day one could sleep no sun or sound of dew drops weep (everyday has something to offer. look a little harder) Making a list of things to get done: When you should focus on the accomplishing task. If you most certainly have nothing better to do than these idle list of possibilities, get a hobby, cook for a friend( try the food first if your new a this challenge Read a good book, go to a park, if you run out of ideas then and only then can you make a list of things to do and where to begin. We are all small seeds in the breeze Until the wind settles and we fall to our knees All wind die but soon comes another To take us were ever life plants us. we all have something to give..everyones got something worth doing, find it seek it out when your time is up what’s your explanation... Cover your ears can you hear it?

Pondering
I found that I had a keen sense in writing a few years back, and went rolling with it. I have had a drought though, and I hope soon, I can rekindle with whatever it was that inspired me, and get some stuff going here. I refer to poetry and lyrics. I will be glad to share here in the fu world, some stuff. I will send any old works by request in private messages, but new stuff, that will go here. take care folks

Ensign: Time For A Refresher Course
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 14 November 2008 "And Moses brought not just rules, but a promise. 'God will lead us to the promised land,' he said. 'There we will find milk and honey. There we will make our homes.' In time, this promise was kept. The people of Israel reached the beautiful land of Canaan. They brough the commandments with them, in a carved golden box, to their new home. In this hopeful place, they would try to live by God's rules forever." Last Thursday before I left for work my daughter Sarah picked out a Bible story for me to read her about Moses receiving the Ten Commandments from God as told in Exodus. As a family time Bible story, of course it's just the basics. The above passage especially caught my attention -- in our culture which seems to thrive on breaking or skirting the very ed

Attention: Read Asap!
I wouldn't trust this fellow if he don't get his way he has a fit especially when you block him and I had my reason cause he got all hissy about the fact that I am with DJ Cool now come on I haven't been with anyone in 7 months and at the time online all I wanted was friends how much can I ask okay...I have to watch my stress level as it is I don't need a man controlling who I date got sick of it once and isn't happening again...plus me and my mom aren't going to Florida any time soon so I decided to date someone here is that so bad men...All I want is respect that I found someone within distance and that I like him an his kids. I wasn't cheating on anyone online when I never met these fellows and I still get accused what the heck come on I am only 20 now you tell me can you have a long distance relationship when you can't even travel that much with a heart condition such as mine NO I think not...so WOMEN lets show this MAN how rude we can be and he may turn gay lol yeah right he is on

I Love This Advice!
I love this advice! 1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant. 2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have to. 3. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, 'My purpose is to __________ today.' 4. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants. 5.. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts. 6. Try to make at least three people smile each day. 7. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment. 8. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card. 9. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 10. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 11. Don'

Still Missing My Puppy!
will here i thought i was okay that i was gonna be fine.but that was all untill today when i went to the dog pound to adpot another dog i couldn't do it.i just fell to my knees and started crying sooo hard.i walked out and walked 2miles home.i know to some of you might think that i might over dramatizing it a little bit but you don't know what that dog meant to me. he was like my baby boy.he had no mother i raised him,so losing him was like losing my little boy.im going to be greving for a really long time.im not really ready for another dog!im really depressed about it still and i have never taken anything as hard as iam taking this.its miserable not hearing him cry for me to pick him up or even cuddling next to me.i miss my little boy!and iam very angry!and very much heartbroken.....

Saturday November 15th 2008 [slow Dance]
its been so long since i slow danced with a lady. it felt so good to hold her close and wanting to say to her i love her so much, and that she smells wonderful and her hair was soft and silky. to gaze into her eyes and just get lost in them. Do i miss it? yes i do, very much so...see im a romantic at heart...some ladies see it, some dont, some care some dont lol its okay tho. Hope some of you can se the roamntic side of things in others...its a great feeling, to cry cuz u love someone so very much, miss them with all your heart, next time u hear a slow song think of him.her. peace

Grandma
Today I went with my mom to see my grandma. It was really hard to see her that way. She could hardly talk and she was having a hard time breathing. She cried when we walked in. She tried so hard to talk but you could just tell it hurt her to do so. I am really glad that I got to spend some time with her because there is no way to know how long we will have left. I wish she lived closer to me because it is so hard to get to see her she lives 4 hours away. I told her that it was okay to let go. It is getting harder and harder to see her so sick. Then, she fell out of bed the other day....she is bandaged up and bruised on her arm. My cousin, that lives 5 minutes away hasn't even gone to check on her even though she has POA and was notified of the fall.....yet another reason why I am not going to the grandma christmas at her house......there is no way grandma is going to be able to come home for the day and if I were to make that trip I would rather just go sit at the nursing home not go t

Tupac Shakur!
In The Depths of Solitude i exist in the depths of solitude pondering my true goal trying 2 find peace of mind and still preserve my soul constantly yearning 2 be accepted and from all receive respect never comprising but sometimes risky and that is my only regret a young heart with an old soul how can there be peace how can i be in the depths of solitude when there r 2 inside of me this duo within me causes the perfect oppurtunity 2 learn and live twice as fast as those who accept simplicity Tupac Shakur

What Color Orange Are You?
You Are Pumpkin Realistic and practical, you see the world for how it is. You know what it takes to succeed - hard, honest work. You are willing to give it your all in life. You have no problem paying your dues in order to get ahead. And you're happy to help others reach their goals. You have a very generous spirit. What Color Orange Are You?

Dragging Moments
Dragging Moments The fleeting smiles Of happy times They never seem to last I watch them painfully One by one Drift into distant past How happiness can be erased So quickly and easily I do not understand It can be blown away With the gentlest wind Or a simple hand But painful moments Can stop the hands of time Lasting a seeming eternity They are the first The memories we carry The imprints they leave When the heart is scarred The mind darkened The spirit crushed The joy and smiles The happiness and laughter To the side are brushed As the cuts they bleed Salt on open wounds No chance of atonement As pain freezes time The darkness only gets deep With each Dragging Moment

Could It Be Possible?
I have decided to leave the past in the past and start anew. I have lost too much in a weeks time.I lost my aunt a week ago Sunday and my Uncle Saturday night.One would have thought that maybe a little lead way could have been given,Maybe just a little time to get over one before he takes another,but one will deal with whatever life throws at us and life goes on. Going back to the past I realized that no matter how much I may have loved it just cannot be or at least not at this time in my life.We met to soon and it just wasn't time and now it seems impossible almost like a test.Maybe in time when wounds do heal things could be.I thought they had healed and they have for the most part but still anger is there.You just can't start anything with anger or mistrust regardless of whose fault it was. So I have decided to start over and if it comes my way again I will do it right this time and it will come around again make no mistake on that for it is anamcara.I will always love him and

Anyone Wanna Add
anyone wanna add me on mysapce. i posted one before but can't figure out how 2 get it so i if anyone can tell thanxs. my url fro mysapce is wwww.myspace.com/slientangelx919 u can send me a friends request

Deleting My Page!!!!!!!
For everyone who cares and still wants to be friends, I am starting over with a new account. Its already made. So if you still want to be friends my new page is made in my top friends list...you will see me :) If not it was nice to meat you. I am only adding friends who I actually talk to. *lisa the star*

Eyes
I look in those empty, vacant eyes Where is that person I could've been? My mind is plagued, my existence- all lies In my land of "what ifs" I am the queen. Over regrets I reign supreme, With my iron hand I punish and spare The meaning of soulless I take to extreme, I hurt myself just to see if I'd care My army of guilt is mighty and strong My inner fortress you can't penetrate When someone tries to do me wrong I smite them down while still at the gate I'll fly my flag as I conquer your lands. I'll pillage your soul and rape your mind; I take no prisoners, make no amends Look only ahead,leave nothing behind.

Randomness
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you? No they could be better What does you last text say? "good night suga bugg haha you can't txt me back" Do you regret your last kiss? no If you could move somewhere else would you? yeah i'm planning on it Are you better at math or english? English Do you know anyone named Taylor? No How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? i don't really trust anyone of any sex, i have major issues and it kills my relationships with ppl Are you friends with someone who's older than you? Yep Does it bother you when you text somebody and they take forever to text back? it depends In the past week have yo

All I Asked For......
ALL IASKED FOR IS SOMEONE TO WALK ON THE BEACH WITH AND SEE THE MOON AND STARS, TO SHARE MY DREAMS AND THOUGHTS, TO TELL ME ITS OKAY, I AM HERE FOR YOU AND ALWAYS KEEP YOU HAPPY. ALL IASKED FOR IS TO HOLD HANDS AND MAKE ME STRONGER THAN ANYONE HAS IN MY LIFE..TO BE WITH DAY ANDN IGHT TO SHARE THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HER. IS THAT ASKING WAY TOO MUCH? DO IASK THE WORLD OF HER? NO..I ASK HER TO BE BY MY SIDE AND NEVER GIVE ME UP...NEVER LET ME DOWN. TO WALK ON A BEACH HAND IN HANDHOLDING EACH OTHE TILL THE DAWNING SUN RISES AND CHASES THE STARS AWAY..AND WHISPER 3 SIMPLE WORDS... I....LOVE....YOU.

This Love
Sometimes life is crazy and you think "this is IT" i'm broken and NOTHING and NO ONE will ever make it right.... and you just wanna give up. stop fighting, stop worrying, stop thinking about LOVE and just be YOU... without the drama and the pain and the fighting.. and the rollercoaster that they put you through... Sometimes the person you THINK is your soulmate and fits so perfectly iknto this mold you create for them and REALLY they're just someone you SHOVED and formed into the place you want them to fit... but they never really fit in the first place. I've been there... I've felt that way... I've thought "well maybe its just me and the baby and thats my life" and i stopped caring, stopped looking, stopped believing in REAL LOVE and jujst "had fun" and you know what i ended up with the most insanely jealous, pathetic, childish human on earth.. who treated me like i was his child... and then one day Casey happened to me... and in 24 hours i was in love... Okay so our love is extraor

I'm A Survivor
I was born three months too early The doctor gave me thirty days But I must've had my mama's will And God's amazing grace I guess I'll keep on livin' Even if this love's to die for 'Cause your bags are packed and I ain't cryin' You're walkin' out and I'm not trying To change your mind 'cause I was born to be Chorus: The baby girl without a chance A victim of circumstance The one who oughta give up, but she's just Too hard headed A single mom who works two jobs Who loves her kids and never stops With gentle hands and the heart of a fighter I'm a survivor I don't believe in self-pity It only brings you down May be the queen of broken hearts But I don't hide behind the crown When the deck is stacked against me I just play a different game My roots are planted in the past And though my life is changin' fast Who I am is who I wanna be Repeat Chorus A single mom who works two jobs Who loves her kids and never stops With ge

Totally Wanting To Get Married Again...
So if any of u read my About Me, u know I have already been married....been divorced now for bout 3 yrs and for some reason lately REALLY wanting to find that special someone that I can eventually marry.... My first marriage was a joke....no big wedding, no gorgeous dress or rings.....Just the courthouse and a piece of shit for the hubby....he cheated the WHOLE damn 6 yrs....I do want to be married again, Im 27 and not getting any younger....I want the whole wedding, dress, ring, my best friends and sisters in my wedding....I want it ALL....I want a man that will HELP take care of me and my babies....I want a man to stand by my side not in front of or behind me...I don't wanna take care of him nor do I want him to take care of me (tho that would be nice!) I'm being really picky this time around....My guy has to have a good job, car, place.....No drugs, no side bitches....ONLY me... CHEATERS AND PLAYERS NEED NOT APPLY..... I have 4 beautiful children and don't have time to play the game

Kevin Vicary
Kevin Tice Vicary passed in El Cajon, Calif., on April 14, 2008, at the age of 38. A semi careened out of control after being hit by a van at the intersection where he and his family lived. Kevin was working on his fence just where the semi broke through. He was a wonderful man. He spent many hours with his children, his wife and extended family. They all enjoyed many outings and many cookouts. Kevin went out of his way to make sure his family was well cared for and gave them many opportunities to have fun and learn new things. Kevin graduated from Montezuma-Cortez High School in 1988. After attending college in California, he went to Florida to become a dive instructor. He came back to Cortez, where he met his wife, Isabelle. They married and ran Oak Furniture sales before moving to Albuquerque, N.M., so Kevin could get back into the casino business. He ended up in El Cajon to continue his career as manager of slot operations at Sycuan Casino and Resort. He was always busy do

Cameos In The Book Are Closer Than They Appear; Go Daddy!
I’m just past the halfway mark in terms of wordage (it’s got to be 50,000 plus in ten days) for “Litany,” my technically fourth novel (thank you, Sweet Surrender, I should correct that) since you can order the bound manuscript of my 2005 National Novel Writing Month winner, a fantasy story called “The Carbonari Players”, through Lulu.com as well as order my two novels in a series, “Progeny” and “Legacy”, through AuthorHouse. Yes, I should be further than I am, so keep checking on me; getting this done is a matter of pride since I haven’t successfully completed NaNoWriMo (shorthand for the competition) since before our kids were born! For a long time I haven’t thought of “The Carbonari Players” as a novel, but it certainly took the effort one of my longer works does (just compressed into thirty days!) and it forms a coherent plotline with recognizable and even empathetic characters. Heck, at the rate I want to produce on my budget – my goal is nine books by 2020 – I’ll probably p

Let Me Be The One
Let me be the one My life is a mess I know I am Nowhere to go, no one to hold I was alone, cold and blue Broken and numb never had a clue Then I saw you walking along my path Wearing that sweet smile merely a laugh I wander and then suddenly froze Am I the one you are looking for? The eyes that full of love The lips that full of smile The heart that seems so untrue In your arms, it is a dream comes true. When you laugh, I feel the world stops When you hold my hand, I cannot breathe a while Your voice brings me some sleepless nights And make me dream even with an open eyes. I know life will never be the same again Because I have you to love and to hold I feel like I am in a bed of roses The pain, the worries, and the fear I learn to let go Please my beloved let me be the one The one that you will hold on for the rest of your life Thank you for the love that you showered for me Let me be, let me be the one my dear. Madison

Someday
for every day there is no awsners but yet if you look deep down there is an aawsner for everything i know being so left alone bet standin so tall holding your head up up so high puttin on that fake mask to show every one that your ok on the out side but your dying on the inside you so desperatly reaching out but no one to reach out to so i die each day slowly each breath each heart beat im not sure what to do in life i know i need to be strong i have some stregthe left but not sure how much loner its goin to last im tryin so hard my lil ones i neveer new how hard it would be but each day i will live each dying breath i will struggle on there are 2 things in my life that are keeping me alive an they are my girls i wish i could say more to that but my hopes and dreams were broken maybe someday it can be mended someday

Just Complicated Sh*t
When people said life would change when I got older I never really understood what they meant. Now it has flooded me and I am afraid I might not be able to handle it. Love is not how it is in the movies. It is dark nightmare with glimpses of light. I also made promises to myself. That I would never drink till old enough and NEVER smoke but that has blown in my face. I am just a whore and that is all I will ever be. I had found a guy that honestly loved me but I couldnt see it and I played with his heart and things will never be the same between us. I couldnt just tell the guys on here and other various sites that I was madly in love with him and now I fear I may never have his trust again. I am posting this now because this feels like it is my last chance to save what little love he still has for me. I love him more than anything and even though I am not the best at telling him how I feel. I Love him and I dont want anyone else.

Fill It Out And Send It..see The Comments Of Your Friends
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I HAVE GREAT FU FRIENDS! 2. Im a romantic at heart ! 3. I hate fake people 4. I will be supprised if anyone reads this 5. I GET STRANGE ATTRACTIONS 6. I'm very protective of ppl i care about. 7. I Hate being ignored by others just because i aint got a salute and i have a very good reason not to have one, it doesnt mean im not real!! 8. I love my fu family 9. I laugh at myself far too much 10. I can take a good joke as well as give them. 11. I love sports 12. I GET ANNOYED WHEN FUBAR PIX GET FLAGGED AND ARENT EVEN NSFW 13. I spend ALOT of time on the FU. 14. My weakness is letting people walk all over me. 15. Being respectful doesnt cost a thing.

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Small Minded People I live on a street with manicured grass Where all of my neighbors are stiff middle class By the way that they act you’d swear they were rich All gathered in cliques, to gossip and bitch. Me, I am different, I do not pretend Sometimes to my lawn I do not attend That was all that it took to start all the strife With the small minded people, in need of a life. First they got bitter and said unkind things Then they hurled the insults they were hoping would sting The last straw came with a rock through my glass From the small minded people, such a pain in the ass Did I get angry, did I fire back at them? I can say I did not but I resolved there and then To teach them a lesson they would never forget But there were some things I first had to get I found all the books, I had much to study And then I made nice, like I was their buddy I invited them over, and 8 of them came Unknowing that they were now playing my game I threw quite a party, I

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Boors and Beasts 4 of 4 The boors and beasts have risen They’ve come alive They’ve come home They join the night at a frantic pace, Willing – No – Needing - Needing to be set free They have a purpose this night They have a need to feed Like gluttons before the trough They are Gluttons of shameless greed They know they’re fools They know the cost But do they care? Do they matter the price of perfect peace? Of a perfect piece? Cageless we roam Like lions upon the heat Predators with a purpose A goal to seek We are mad Or at least half so Hopeless hunters with sights set high Set upon scenes and themes almost unseen Set on things we can only dream Sometimes though… 7-06-01