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Finally, Complete.
My Playlist of some of my favorite rock songs. This took me forever, taken this out and adding this and blah blah blah, fuck it. I will be working on a rap/ R&B playlist...that one will be more difficult. Peace out playa's hope you guys like the music. :) Oh yeah, its on my page...er, ok...bye now.

Self Induced Numbness
The anxietys finally hit me like a ton of bricks i lay here in my bed thinking about death and why i fear it so much something even i cannot grasp i want to take it apart i want to know it inside and out i want to know what makes death so powerful is there more then one reaper? can a deal be made? can i sell my soul for a taste of immortality? i dont do drugs nor do i condone their uses but i know and understand that someone honestly need them the docs would've thrown every pill known to man if i had allowed them to but rarely do i need to take an anxiety pill such a funny pill small an pinkish, as my body begins to feel heavy my eyes grow tired and heavy i feel practically numb no feelings just nothing though i may fight it i know its taking over making it harder to think and type but so far im ok yay me. alot of things have and are happening to me so the stress it catching up to me way too quickly oh how i wish i could cut away at what makes me human so frail and easily damaged....bu

Viva La Revolucion
People protest wars they say they see what is unjust yet only use words to describe what they want changed or what they want to be done...when true revolutionaries die for their beliefs and the freedoms of those he wishes to save i myself know that actions speak louder then words and i understand the concept but when so many are blind to what is really going on and wish to simply speak and complain nothing will ever be done to save the ones we love i have respect for those in the army as i have friends that serve and i worry about their safety i simply wish that things could be different and the way things go racism and anger fuel whats going on now aswell as its trying to distract whats really going on so people dont know whats happening if im to die i want people to see the truths and error of their ways noone not one person should suffer to die alone or for one mans igornance and power trip attitude. so much needs to be done in this world and if im to be killed i leave you with this

Noi-tome.
One I've lost, Yet never once forgotten. Was forlorn, but never one for sorrow. One love's past still looks toward tomorrow. Because the hopeful never like to wallow; On the thing that's hardest of all to swallow- Chances past, but loves time was borrowed! Claimed it back the harshest way it knows, Stolen away from underneath your nose. No difference made by all the tears that flowed. Lingering thoughts allows pain to grow, Just try to keep composure; don't allow to show, The way you feel inside, now only time will tell If your heart and soul can break through the spell. A new life to lead, but ones mind will dwell, Any small thing, just like her perfume smell, Reminds you what you had, returns your mind to hell. From the moment you met you knew from that day, When you were lost, you knew she'd light the way. Even feeling depressed she knew what to say. Letting her leave, doing nothing, what a mistake! Now that she's gone; all days turn to grey. Wanting her back, y

Cleaning Chickens
Cleaning Chickens "Late again," the third-grade teacher said to little Sammy. "It ain't my fault," Miss Crabtree. "You can blame this on my Daddy. The reason I'm three hours late is Daddy sleeps naked!" Now Miss Crabtree had taught grammar school for thirty-some-odd years. So she asked little Sammy what he meant by that, despite her mounting fears. Full of grins and mischief, and in the flower of his youth, little Sammy and trouble were old friends, but he always told the truth. "You see, Miss Crabtree, at the ranch we got this here lowdown coyote. The last Few nights he done et six hens and killed Ma's best milk goat. And last night, when Daddy heard a noise out in the chicken pen, he grabbed his gun and said to Ma, "That coyote's back again, I'm a gonna git him!'" "Stay back, he yelled to all us kids!" He was naked as a jaybird, no boots, no pants, no shirt! To the hen house he crawled, just like an Injun on the snoop. Then he stuck that doublebarrel th

Come On Whats Going On Here
Prisoner, poet, free A city judge puts Walter Lomax, convicted in 1967 killing, on unsupervised probation By Julie Bykowicz Sun reporter Originally published May 12, 2007 To the victim's family, Walter Lomax is - and will always be - the man who 39 years ago shot to death Robert L. Brewer, the night manager of a Brooklyn food market. To the defendant's friends and family, Walter Lomax is a poet and an activist - a man who was wrongly convicted and spent 39 years behind bars before a Baltimore judge freed him by suspending his life prison sentence. Those two groups, equally fervent in their beliefs, gathered again yesterday in Baltimore Circuit Court. This time, Lomax, 59, was asking the judge who ordered his release five months ago to end his unsupervised probation, his final tether to the criminal justice system. Circuit Judge Gale E. Rasin granted Lomax's request, saying: "This is the last chapter in the State vs. Mr. Lomax. The next book will be written by M

My Life, My Love (redone For My Mother)
My Mother's Will stroking your hair softly as you drift slowly into dreamland, i want to be by you every minute. holding you when you're sad and sharing in your happiness, i want to be with you through it all. i've seen you grow taller by the minute and watched your eyes turn color. i was there. i was in your heart, i curled up to sleep in your arms. i blinked back my tears of joy when you took that first step, beamed pride out of every pore when you first called my name. you're still my life, my love. you're the reason the blood still pumps through my veins and i take in breath every day that we both exist. so much to learn, so much to sacrifice for something so small, i'd give up the world for you. i'd crawl upon the earth if it means you walk tall. and now, drifing slowly into that same dreamland, i'm there with you every minute, sharing in your happiness, crying with you when you need my shoulder, and i'll always be there through it all.

Let's Make Love
Let's Make Love I stand in my forest garden, alone, And long for the smile on your face, And the gentle touch of your hands, I want to make love in this beautiful place. Baby, Let's Make Love! I want to tingle when your hand touches mine, Come remove the restrictions of life, set me free! I want hundreds of butterlies floating inside, As you take me, and hug me, and hold only me. Baby, Let's Make Love! I want to watch as you slowly undress me, Until I tremble with want, am naked and bare; I want to hear you whisper those magical words, I adore you, I love you, my darling, I care. Baby, Let's Make Love Oh , come to me now, for I need you so much, I know what will happen, what will very soon be, Under millions of stars, all twinkling on high You will kiss me, caress me, and love only me. Baby, Let's Make Love!

Happy 46-month Anniversary!
I told Martha this while she was half-awake this morning after I'd just thought of it (our fourth wedding anniversary is this July 12) and she came back with, "What?" I admit to being the more eccentric if not outright weird of our family if for no other reason than to get Martha to laugh on occassion! Of the four personality types, I guess that makes me "choleric" while Martha's "melancholy" -- she's a lot better with the household bills and details, but I feel like she takes forever to do them, unfair as that may be. I have no problem acting (out or up) on stage while Martha's more comfortable pulling the curtain. She is a fantastic cheerleader to have, but it can take time to work up her enthusiasm; doesn't everybody? Today on Yahoo! 360, this is the 300th blog I've written. Over the last week or so I've asked people what I should write it about, and I've gotten some very good, if very general, suggestions from my Friends. One in particular crossed my mind; Hannah Zechariah couns

Insert Knife And Twist
First off, before you read this, I am not mad. This is just a recolection of recent events Remending me of who I am and where I've been Hard to deal I'm here in Reno, visiting my son, Alexander and my ex-wife. We went shoping and I accidently caught them kissing right infront of me. She didn't know I was there, but I was right behind them with my son My son, who later, called the other guy dad. I love Alex. I love Amber, and I think Nick is a great guy. No one is to blame and I am not angry, hurt a little, but that is all my fault. I landed things this way, I guess. But I got to tell you the words "Insert knife and twist" never hit so close to home as those events did. I love my son. And I am sure he loves me. But does he know That I am is daddy? My biggest fear, is losing my boy!

Im A Demon Well Duh
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon100%Faerie100%WereWolf50%Mermaid50%Dragon25%Angel0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

To Be Needed
Hand In Hand It's nice to be needed, and do you know why? We must all depend on the other guy. You can work yourself right down to the bone. But you certainly can't get the job done alone. If everyone realized this obvious fact, and elected right then to get into the act, what a wonderful place this world would be. With me helping you and you helping me! Unknown Author

Inviting You Into A World"
INVITING YOU INTO A WORLD" IN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEW I'M OFFERING YOU AN ENDLESS DREAM UNDER SKIES OF BLUE WHERE EVERY MOMENT IS MAJESTIC MAGICAL IN A SENSE WHERE NEVER WILL YOU BE ALONE AND THE LOVE YOU'LL FEEL IS ENDLESS SO CLOSE YOUR EYES AND DRIFT AWAY ABOVE WHITE CLOUDS OF VELVET INTO THE STARS ABOVE THE MOON BUT DON'T YOU EVER DOUBT IT RIDE WITH ME INTO THE NIGHT ON THE WINGS OF ANGELS BUT NEVER CAN YOU FORGET THE FLIGHT WHERE LOVE AND LUST ENTANGLED SAIL WITH ME UPON THE SEAS OF DANGER AND DESPAIR AND LET ME HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND SMELL YOUR WIND IN THE AIR FLOAT WITH ME UP TO THE SUN TO DANCE UPON THE FLAMES TO FEEL THE HEAT TO FEEL THE PASSION AND NEVER BE THE SAME GLIDE WITH ME INTO THE BREEZE OF ROMANTIC WIND AND FALL WITH ME TO THE BEACH TO MAKE LOVE IN THE SAND LIVE WITH ME IN PARADISE ENJOYING SUNSETS ME AND YOU I'M INVITING YOU INTO A WORLD IN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEW AND WITH NO END,,, WELCOME TO MY WORLD XOXO

My Short Story Of Me
I sit here day in and day out talking to all my friends male and female. I listen to all their stories of love and heartache. I wonder to myself, "How can one human take on so much and still want to be with the one person that hurts them so?" or "How could someone with everything feel so loney?".. what about, " I stay cause I love him." Are these good reasons to stay or feel the way they do? I don't know.. I just can't figure it out. Here is sit with no love, no life, and no man to call my own. Only have ones that talk to me just becasue they want a piece of ass or are they really trying to get to know me for who I am inside and out. I don't know. *Sighs* I don't think I will every know for sure. I listen to my friends and their stories of heartache and wonder do they really want to hear my long sad story. So I keep it to myself. They don't want to hear of the love of my life that let me go cause he didn't want to hurt me anymore, or how bad my marriage was, or what my oldest child sa

About T
HEY EVERY1 ITS YOUR GIRL T...WITH ONE OF MY FAMOUS BLOGS THAT I USUALLY DO ON MYSPACE BUT IM GOING TO BE DIFFERENT AND POST ONE HERE INSTEAD....LETS SEE WHAT DOES WHY I SPARKLE MEAN...WELL MOST OF YOU KNOW WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON IN MY LIFE BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT...LET ME SHARE...HMMM WHERE TO START...FIRST OFF IM RECENTLY SEPERATED FROM MY HUSBAND OF 14 YRS (NO NOT THE GUY ON MY PROFILE THAT IS MY NEW MAN NEIL) THE REASON WHY IM SEPERATED IS HE TURNED GAY ON ME (OR BI WHATEVER) FOUND OUT BY PUTTING SOMETHING ON THE COMPUTER THAT TRACKED EVERYTHING HE LOGGED ON TO, EVERY WORD HE TYPED, EVERY PASSWORD, PICS OF IT EVERY 30 SEC...AND I DECIDED TO TAKE NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!! SO HE MOVED OUT APRIL 1ST AND YES I HAVE A NEW MAN FOR ABOUT 3 MONTHS...SO WHY AM I WRITING WHY I SPARKLE.......SIMPLE...I KNOW WHAT I BRING IN TO A RELATIONSHIP....YOU WILL NEVER FIND ANOTHER LIKE ME AND IF YOU LOSE ME---YOU WILL NEVER AND I MEAN NEVER FORGET ME...JUST ASK SOME PEOPLE...I GET UNDER YOUR SKIN......I

Time To Support Our Troops !
SAVE THE DATES! -- June 22-24, 2007 UFPJ's 3rd National Assembly Chicago, IL Logistics * Registration * FAQs Turn Up the Heat on Congress! President Bush vetoed the $124 billion Iraq war funding bill, because it included a timid troop withdrawal plan. If we do not create a national outcry right now, Congress will capitulate and simply give Bush the money he wants to continue the war. Click here for the latest legislative information. It's time to turn up the heat on Congress! Activists are preparing for a peace surge in Washington DC -- to bear witness as Congress again takes up Iraq War funding and the Pentagon budget, and continues to hold hearings on civil liberties, torture, and more. * Monday, May 14: Mother of a March * May 15-July 31: SWARM on Congress * June and July: CODEPINK DC Activist House UFPJ hopes you will get the word out: There is plenty to do in Washington, and a steady flow of people into the nation's

Absolute
Don’t be absolute about yourself being so clever, when you might simply be surrounded by stupid people. Don’t be absolute about yourself being so beautiful, when you might simply be surrounded by ugly people. Don’t be absolute about yourself being so powerful, when you might simply be surrounded by weak people. But be absolute about yourself being lucky and blessed, because you are surrounded by life to fill your days with, people to cast love upon, dreams to bear hope for and miracles to give your name to.

Eternal Unreason
You took a gun to your compassion, Slowly smothered me with hate. Do you think about the future And the fire you create? With your hand upon my sorrow, And your blade against my will; Do you stop to wipe away what's left Of the acid that you spill? Is your mind possessed by demons, Only suffering can dispel? Did you think of who would catch you, If by chance your reason fell? Will in time your narcissism melt away, To leave your sheltered core? Or have you folded inside yourself, No love left anymore? Bring me closer to an answer, As for an answer my heart cries. But for every question that you answer, Another question shall arise.

0n Line Friends
:~Online Friend~: Although you are a friend of mine and letters we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me . An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see So for this friendship we possess, we owe this mail a debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

Wanna Be A Vamp
You scored as Born to be a vampire, You know what it means to want to live forever in the darkness all alone living off the blood of mortals...and your ok with that. try this site for a little fun: http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Soranna And btw: this quiz is just for fun..if you take it seriously you're a fuckin idiot! Born to be a vampire100% Not quite there yet30% 100% human0% Do you really want to become a vampire?created with QuizFarm.com

Weird???
You scored as Yeah.. you're really weird. Okay, so pretty much, you're a freak of nature. But you're fun to be around and everyone loves you, so don't ever change. We'd be good friends I reckon =DYeah.. you're really weird92%Bahaha.. normal83%You're getting there =D75%Uhh boring, much?67%You're extremely strange o.O42%Are youu weird?created with QuizFarm.com

Sorry To All My Friends
Haven't been on a lot lately, been really busy at work. I am feeling a bit guilty that I have not been able to reply to all of you who sent me comments. So I will just take the minute that I have just to let you all know that they are appreciated more than you know. Hopefully I will get a chance to respond to all of you but until then, I thanks you and hope that your days are nothing but beautiful! xxxooo

Fucking Perverts
WHY IS IT ON CT SOMEONE HAS TO STALK A CHICK OR GIVE HERE LOW RATES OR HARRASE HERE ON YAHOO IT'S UN CALLED FOR BUT IT HAPPEND TODAY AND FOR WHAT REASON CAUSE HE WAS PISSED A HERE SO MAKE HERE LIFE A LIVING HELL IN MY BOOK HE SHOULD BANNED FROM CT AND TURNED IN FOR HARRASMENT DONT TRY COMING BACK AS A DIFFERNT USER EITHER CAUSE IT DONT WORK JUST PISSES ME OFF WE HAVE STALKERS ON CT WOMEN SHOULD NOT HAVE TO BE SCARED TO LOG ON TO CT AND GO IN A LOUNGE AND DJ IT'S UN CALLED FOR AND WHO EVER DOES IT IS JUST A PRICK AND A BASTARD THAT HAS NO RESPECT.

Smokeout Rally In North Carolina...
Only a few weeks till i go to THE HORSE SMOKEOUT RALLY in Salisbury, N.C.... im very excited...its my first (Small) biker rally...its 18 and over only...so from what my best friend has told me...its very very risque...alot of titties and ass a la nude...LMAO But the best part is that Billy lane of choppers,inc will be there...finally me and my best friend get to see him at the same time and hopefully get that pic of the 3 of us together... So the next few weeks cant go any faster... Is it june yet??? =)

I Am Pathetic
TRUTH IS.................. IF U TOOK A KNIFE AND SLIT MY THROAT RIGHT NOW, IN MY LAST FEW BREATHS I WOULD APOLOGIZE FOR BLEEDING ON YOUR SHIRT.................. LORD GRANT ME THE STRENGHT TO ACCEPT THE THINGS THAT I CAN'T CHANGE, THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS THAT I CAN, AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE............

Witchcraft
Witchcraft, in the United States, is a religion that has been tested and upheld in both state and federal courts as a religion that requires, and must be guaranteed, full and equal protection under the Constitution of the United States. Witchcraft is a spiritual path and way of life that is both personal and individual. As a religion, it allows a personal relationship with our concept of diety. In general, it follows a balanced path acknowledging both God and Goddess. Some Witches do primarily emphasize the Goddess. This is a personal choice of individual Witches. Neither way is right or wrong, nor better or worse. Witches maintain an openness and willingness to leave room for the personal choices on an individual's path of life. This is an intrinsic part of our way of life. Witchcraft is a pantheistic religion, that is, Witches believe that the God and Goddess energy is contained in all things manifest and non-manifest. We include ourselves as part of that devine energy. Witchcraft

Mother02
A mother's love was taken from me, Because of that I don't know who to be. Scared and alone and afraid to live, I don't know how to, her, forgive. She sucked the life right out of me, She trapped my soul; I'll never be free. I'm trapped in this cage looking out, How do I know what life's about? My wings are clipped; I cannot fly, Because of the pain I want to die.

Feeling Rather Inspired
I seen a rainbow yesterday But too many storms have come and gone Leavin a trace of not one God given ray You say because my life is ten shades of grey I prey all ten fade away Seldom praise him for the sunny days And like his promise is true Only my faith can undo The many chances I blew To bring my life to anew Clear blue and unconditional skies Have dried the tears from my eyes No more lonely cries My only bleedin hope Is for the folk who cant cope Wit such an endurin pain That it keeps em in the puourin rain Whos to blame For tootin caine in your own vein What a shame You shoot and aim for someone elses brain You claim the insane And name this day and time For fallin prey to crime I say the system got you victim to your own mind Dreams are hopeless aspirations In hopes of comin true Believe in yourself The rest is up to me and you This is the rap done by TLC's late member, Lisa "Left Eye" Lopez in their song Waterfalls. Such amazing things come to

The Spirit
Whats inside your soul? Boys and Girls (PICS) You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. Sometimes is needed just try to be considerate when you do it. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. You love fighting and accomplishing things. For you, falling in love has never been easy. You can only fall for someone who is very patient and persistent. Who really show you love and be with you no matter what. You're like me YAY!!! we should be friends.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

My Childhood
Asleep in the bed dreaming what kids dream about, something wakes you up you start to shout. Then you see your daddy, you think he's there to hold, instead he slaps you silly says "Do what you are told." He tears off your panties and you begin to cry "If you make a sound" he says "Then you'll have to die." Then you start to struggle as you feel him touch you there but you can not get away, is this a nightmare? I thought that he loved me, my daddy hurt me instead, used me like a little whore, I wished I was dead. So I went to the basement and climbed up on the shelves, put the wires around my neck so I could kill myself. If only he hadnt found me, if only he hadnt took me down, I'd be free of the nightmares, why did he cut me down? Then he started selling me to anyone with a beer, his own litte daughter now lives in fear. I'm 37 years old now and still the nightmares reign, the terror of innocense lost, the crushing, horrifing pain.

Crowded House-don't Dream It's Over (live)
There is freedom within, there is freedom without Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup Theres a battle ahead, many battles are lost But youll never see the end of the road While youre travelling with me Hey now, hey now Dont dream its over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us We know they wont win Now Im towing my car, theres a hole in the roof My possessions are causing me suspicion but theres no proof In the paper today tales of war and of waste But you turn right over to the t.v. page Hey now, hey now Dont dream its over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us We know they wont win Now Im walking again to the beat of a drum And Im counting the steps to the door of your heart Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief Hey now, hey now Dont dream its over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in

Incubus-love Hurts
Tonight we drink to youth And holding fast to truth I don't want to lose what I had as a boy My heart still has a beat But love is now a feat (as common as a cold day in LA) Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing Love hurts..... But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive Love sings When it transcends the bad things Have a heart and try me 'Cause without love I won't survive. I'm fettered and abused Stand naked and accused Should I surface this one man submarine I only want the truth So tonight we drink to youth I'll never lose what I had as a boy Sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing Love hurts But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive Love sings When it transcends the bad things Have a heart and try me 'Cause without love I won't survive Love hurts, oh Love hurts Without lo

You Deserve To Feel Like #1
It's time to clean house and surrender any destructive thoughts in your head. No more will you allow negative people to scramble your brain. No more will you dwell on painful uncomfortable times. Let go means- let go! Make it a priority to keep investing in yourself and your well being. Make room in your life for happiness, sucess, healing, and fulfilling relationships. Before you know it, you will start feeling entitled to abundance and that is as it should be, because you are Number One!

Quote For May 15
We can allow satellites, planets, suns, universe, nay whole systems of universes, to be governed by laws, but the smallest insect, we wish to be created at once by special act. -- Charles Darwin Bonus Quote: For me, love is very deep, but sex only has to go a few inches. -- Stacy Nelkin This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Today I Miss You So Much-
OF ALL THE THINGS THAT GO WRONG IN LIFE- I STILL DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY GOD TOOK YOU BUT I DO NOT JUDGE WHAT HE DOES. HE KNOWS BEST- AND THIS WORLD REALLY DOES NEED TO SHAPE UP BEFORE ANYMORE BABIES ARE BORN- KEITH - MOMMY LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU SO BAD- I WONDER DAILY HOWE YOU WOULD BE AND WHO YOUR FAVORITE TEAMS WOULD BE AND IF YOU WOULD BE PLAYING LITTLE LEAGUE BALL IN SCHOOL- I ALSO CAN LOOK AT THE 4 I HAVE HERE AND KNOW YOU WOULD BE ADORABLE TOO- JUST LIKE YOUR SIBLINGS. I MISS YOU BABYBOY- YOUR MOMMY'S LIL ANGEL IN HEAVEN. THIS IS MY BABY BOY KEITH ALLEN- BORN 11-21-99- PASSED AWAY 11-21-99. MOMMY WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS ANGEL IN HEAVEN WATCHING OVER ME AND YOUR BROTHER AND SISTERS AND WE ALL WILL MEET AGAIN IN HEAVEN.

Its What You Do To Me...
So the song that Amy is currently addicted to was the inspiration for the ramblings in my head on my way home from work today. So here's the lyrics... PLAIN WHITE T'S LYRICS "Hey There Delilah" Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to yo

To Love
To love you from a distance Is a feeling I hope you feel To not be able to touch you, kiss you, see you Oh, these feelings are so real In my mind every day I think I hate that we are so far away But then I realize the first time we touch You will want to stay You have power over me That I can't begin to explain Is it love, or is it something else? Because in my head all I see is rain In the rain are two people looking but not able to touch Staring at each other Neither are thinking of anything Except for the love they have for the other Nothing on their minds Except the love they share They know it's so true Because these feelings are so rare They have never felt feelings like this The woman afraid to be hurt A little thought in her mind Knowing it just might not work The man loves to love Says he will never do such a thing He loves her so much One day he hopes to give her a ring These two people, as you already know Are

Forms Of Paganism From My Knowlage
The Different Pagan Cultures There are many forms of paganism and wicca many unknonw many well known. But to start off I would like ot say there is no "good or evil" witchcraft or magic. All magic is judged by how it is used and by who. The white and black magic also grey is just a signature stateing something nothing more kind of like a sterotype. According to many christians,catholics,islamic,and more witchcraft consist of harming every one, hurting yourself,suscidal,evil,devil's work, and causeing bad things. All this is wrong. To start off being a witch doesnt mean flying around on broom sticks with a cat and dressed in all black. It als odoesnt have anything ot do wiht the devil. Though satanism and paganism do have some simularities in some cultures both forms of religion are of no devil worshipping. Some witchs make their own ways or worship others chose a path in a book. Paganism can range from many things. Some believe in one god or goddess others believe in several, some

Let's Get Married By Jagged Edge
For Kally See first of all, I know these so called players wouldn't tell you this But, I'ma be real and say what's on my heart Let's take this chance and make this love feel relevant Didn't you know I loved you from the start yeah eah eah yeeah Then I think about, all the years we put in this relationship Who knew we'd make it this faar Then I think about,where would I be if we were to just fall apart And I can't stand the thought of losing you. uh oh Chorus: Meet me at the altar in your white dress We ain't get no younger we might as well do it Been feelin' you all the while girl I must confess Girl let's just get married I just want to get married Meet me at the altar in your white dress We ain't gettin' no younger (so) we might as well do it Been feelin' you all the while girl and I must confess Let's get married Said I done it all, but frankly girl I'm tired of this emptiness I wanna come home to you and only you Cause making love to just anyone ain't

What A Beautiful Evening :)
was too nice to sit inside.. so went out on the porch and read and chatted for awhile. I wish every night was so nice (upper 70s and clear). The only thing better would be if it was overlooking the beach.. or in the mountains by a lake :)

Avon Client Rant.. Grrr
ugh... Gonna rant here. You know every one of my Avon clients are fine.. except one. I got introduced to her ... and I regret it since. She's been nothing but a whinger. I don't mind it when she says she can't pay for something... I've even had to take stuff back but I understood. BUT when I don't do exactly what she says.. look out. How dare she leave messages on my phone with attitude!! 'You didn't leave me a message Wednesday night"... NO darling, it helps when your machine is turned on.. dang thing rang out! I rang her just now and told her that I will no longer drop off books. I am tired of her whinging.. tired of her condescending behaviour and one very telling sentence she said a while ago gave it away.. "I'm always having arguments with everyone" .. like it's our fault. Hello lady, I don't seem to have a problem with any other client ... just you!! Funny that. So anyway she told me that I am full of sh*t and I told her that she has to remember that I have

Fart. Yeah, I Said Fart.
If you sit on my couch without underwear covering your butt, I'm going to have to ask you to not fart. hehe. I said fart. Hey, wait a minute. Why the hell are you in my house, on my couch and sans sous-vêtement?

Power In Technology
The networks are currently deciding which shows to renew, cancel, and add to the lineup. They're announcing it one network at a time. I'm only blathering about it right now because I'm a little bit disappointed. For the first time in a long time, I've gotten into a smart comedy show. Of course, it's being cancelled. Which one? Sunset On Studio 60. The odd thing about it is that the more you watch the show, the more you feel like it's really based on the behind the scenes world of Saturday Night Live... But it was intelligent, fun, and just a bit off beat. I should've known it wouldn't last. Kinda like Sportnight. Don't get me wrong, they're also cancelling Crossing Jordan...but that's a show that at least got the opportunity to live up to it's potential. It's been on the air for a long time. People who've watched the show "knew" the characters on Crossing Jordan...they understood their ideosynchracies and foibles. With Studio 60 you were just starting to delve into

Be Free
I wanna let go of the past, Forget about you and the love I though would last, Leaving my heart crushed, And my feelings that you just trashed. I thought you said you love me, I thought you said you'll save me, I thought you'll never leave me, I though you'd stay caring for me. Now that you've left I'd throw away these feelings that I kept. If you just know how long I wept But still, my life turned into a wreck The memories of you that I treasured, Which seemed to be a source of my pleasure, And the love you proposed I thought was pure, Let my heart wounded; there is no cure. Now your sympathies turned into neglect, I just wish you would never come back. Now, all I want is to forget A love that you once set. A future of you and me Turned into a darkness and no one could see. Although I tried to hide I still want to confide. That once I've loved you That I've always cared for you. You never said you love me still But your love and care was all th

Why "taps" Is Played..
Why "TAPS" is played.. If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every North American should know.. Until I read this: We in the North America have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia. The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention. Crawling on his stoma

Today Is The Day
Today is the day,I pack up my suitcase,disconnect my computor.Give all my animals a hug,and Hold on to my husband like I was leaving forever,and as I walk out that door,to go into the different world,I realize,deep inside.It is only a vacation.So why is my heart pumping so fast,and I want to cry,yet,I do not.And why am I so sad,when I should be so happy.A month away total chaos.And the only reason I can come up with.Is through my travels,I have become very intimate with my life,and the life I have here among this mountain.It is home.Always will be,and even though,I am going to back to the place I was born.This place I call God's greatest creation,is home ,and it is where I hang my hat,pull off my shoes,and close my eyes,forever in a day

How To Give A Cat A Pill
1. Pick up cat and cradle it in the crook of your left arm as if holding a baby. Position right forefinger and thumb on either side of cat's mouth and gently apply pressure to cheeks while holding pill in right hand. As cat opens mouth, pop pill into mouth. Allow cat to close mouth and swallow. 2. Retrieve pill from floor and cat from behind sofa. Cradle cat in left arm and repeat process. 3. Retrieve cat from bedroom, and throw soggy pill away. 4. Take new pill from foil wrap, cradle cat in left arm, holding rear paws tightly with left hand. Force jaws open and push pill to back of mouth with right forefinger. Hold mouth shut for a count of ten. 5. Retrieve pill from goldfish bowl and cat from top of wardrobe. Call spouse from garden. 6. Kneel on floor with cat wedged firmly between knees, hold front and rear paws. Ignore low growls emitted by cat. Get spouse to hold head firmly with one hand while forcing wooden ruler into mo

Yay For New Everything
Well to my friends who wondered where the hell I was. I moved in to my own house that I own. And it took like two weeks or so for the phone and internet to get fixed here. And that and I'm working full time and don't get many days off. I get one if I'm lucky. So welcome me back suckas. Love you

Personality Quiz
According to experts, my personality type is : Buddhist MonkOther people like me display these traits.They work in fast food resturantsThey listen to Brittany SpearsThey have nose hairThey eat tofuTake the Ink Blot Personality Quiz at JokesUnlimited.com

Dude Thought He Was The Jackal!
Another crook with a high I.Q. 'Cool' bank robber changes his shirt, kicks back with a beer, deputies say Willoughby Mariano Sentinel Staff Writer May 15 2007 Like any working man, James Taylor wanted a cold beer after work. The problem was, work was robbing a Bank of America branch in east Orange County, deputies said. And Taylor, 40, sipped his beer right after the heist at a pizza joint across the parking lot. About 7:10 p.m. Monday, a customer noticed an upset teller at the bank inside a Publix store on South Chickasaw Trail, just north of Curry Ford Road. "Hey, are you OK?" the unidentified man asked. "I've just been robbed," she replied, according to Orange County Sheriff's Cmdr. Jeff Stonebreaker. Just then, the man she said robbed her was walking out the door. The customer followed and dialed 911 on his cell phone. As he spoke to a dispatcher, the customer watched Taylor take off his hat and shirt and climb into a van. The customer watched the van

I Won't Be On Much
Unfortunetly I am not online much at all and now I will be on even less. I am now in charge of all the accounting of the shop too. Which means I have to do all of the paperwork and bills from the last year. I hope this means a raise.

Ugh
Well my mom's best friend was at the bar, and her sister was caught fucking my mom's friend's boyfriend IN THE BATHROOM. It just makes me sick. Is that all you guys think with, your cocks? It's either you're a horndog who just wants to fuck, or you're a total prude who's never in the mood. I've yet to meet one guy who's in the middle on that concept. And yes, her sister is a fucking whore. And that's why I don't go to bars. Too much drama.

Women Going To The Bathroom....no, I Did Not Write This!
A man never could have written this. It's so true you'll die laughing. WOMEN GOING TO THE BATHROOM.... When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter. The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" ( invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there were one, but there isn't - so you carefully but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR), yank down your pants, and assume "The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken

Wednesday Stuff
Well this has been a long day already. I woke up at around 6 AM, with the guys working on the neighbor's sidewalk. Far too early for that. I knew then it would be a crappy day.. my head hurt already lol. I crawled out of bed at 8..... my sinuses full and head pounding. I couldn't even look at the computer screen cuz the light hurt. Yes.. I am whining and I am gonna no matter what ya say..lol. Tried to work..... made a few calls.. answered some emails. Took some meds that put me back to sleep. So I am feeling a bit better.. still have the sinus pressure but the pain is less. David called. To talk about Pokemon..lol. He is supposed to have soccer tonight. I am hoping the rain keeps up so they reschedule. I just don't feel like the drive tonight so I am hoping its moved to another night. If not, I will head out for the game. IS it bad for me to wish for lots of rain? lol Still don't know if I have to replace my sidewalk yet. They want the the sidewalks done befor

Morph Contest
BEST MORPH CONTEST Best Morph contest. Looking for 20 contestants. The contest will start Sunday, May 20,2007 at 6pm EDT. The contest will end Sunday, May 27,2007 at 6pm EDT. Send me a PM with the link to the pic you wish to use. I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ♥MANDY♥@ CherryTAP RULES Contest begins 5-20-07@6pmEDT and ends 5-27-07@6pmEDT. Comment bombing and self-comment bombing allowed. 1 rate=1 comment so be sure and tell everyone to rate also. GOOD LUCK TO ALL PRIZES 1st-SILVER MOTORCYCLE 2nd-ROLEX 3rd-DIAMOND EARRINGS *PRIZES WILL BE PAID OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR* THANKS GABE~BIG G~ CT HUSBAND TO MANDY I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ♥MANDY♥@ CherryTAP

The Eagle Of My Heart
The eagle of my heart Eagles soar with the wind with their hearts soaring free and unordered wanting to follow I reached forward to fly above the sky leaving all the obstacles of life below my wings I needed you you were my soul companion and guide I wanted you to place your freedom in my hand and guide me threw the wind currents Like the trust I had forgotten I reached for you I reached out further then my strength and grasped hold of you Like feathers on an eagle they are fragile and rare I let go trusting and believing in love leaving you unharmed and cried The currents of the wind seemed to guide me there to you my one and only with out holding on to you I flew I flew past my fears and into life I run into an air pocket but still have yet to fly To use the power within me to sore but with out my own wings I drop instead of flew Still believing in the spirit of the eagle I let him go and remembered I can fly on my own I had before while

Child Is Born
Child is Born An African-American child is born. A white child is born in the same hospital. The black child is put in the same nursery as the white child. They both get to go home. Three years later, the two children both go in for a checkup. They begin to play together, but the parents yank them apart. Seven years later, they meet on the street. They begin to talk, but their parents yank them apart and scold them. Four years later, they meet in a park. Their parents aren't with them. They don't talk, just stare at eachother warily. Five years later, they meet in college. They walk on opposite sides of the hall and don't speak. Ten years later, their children meet eachother in the doctor's office, and begin to play together. They yank their children away from eachother. Racism isn't natural, it's taught.

"the Evening"
The Evening The day is spent. The sun is tired. It goes to rest just beyond the horizon. The moon comes out giving an eerie glow to the earth. But I know, that somewhere someone is just witnessing the morning and the start of a brand new day. You see, evening is not an end, but a beginning. A great beginning. It is evening

What Kind Of Heart I Have
table border=\'0\' cellpadding=\'5\' cellspacing=\'0\' width=\'600\'> You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue93%Pink86%Yellow79%Black14%Red14%White14%Purple14%Orange14%Green0%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Your The Light Of My Life
Your The Light Of My Life, Your The One Who Makes My World Keep Turning. Without You In My Life Baby, I Couldn't Live. Your The Light Of My Life, Your The Shining Star In The Midnight Sky That Puts Me To Sleep Each Night, And The Bright Sunlight In The Blue Sky That Wakes Me Each Morning To Hold You And To See Your Beautiful Face. Your The Light Of My Life, Your The One Who Makes My Life The Greatest And The One Who Keeps My Heart Beating. Without You Baby, There Wouldn't Be A Life For Me. Please Do Not Copy!

Your Smile And Rain
The Way You Smile Makes My Heart Melt For You. To Lay Next To You When You Sleep And See You Smile When Your Dreaming Shows Me That Your Having A Good Dream. When We Make Hot Passionate Love To Each Other And You Look Into My Bright Blue Eyes And You Show Me That Beautiful Smile, That Tells Me That You Love Me For Eternity. Just To See Your Smile Everyday Makes Me The Happiest Girl Each And Everyday. The Rain Every Time I See The Rain, I Get This Feeling, A Feeling Of Pain. This Pain Goes Straight To My Heart All Because We Are Apart. Every Time I See You With A Girl, I Want To Take You High In The Sky, Show You How It Feels To Be Treated Right And Make It Last All Through The Night. Please DO Not Copy!!

Fucking Stakers
MY BEST FRIEND GOT RAN OFF CT TODAY BECAUSE OF STALKERS ITS UNCALLED FOR AND THERES NO NEED FOR IT WHY BUY HERE ALL THESE GIFTS AND GIVE HERE 10 PROFILE COMMENTS AT A TIME THATS JUST FUCKING STUPID BUT IT HAPPENS AND ITS UNCALLED FOR WHY SHOULD PEOPLE BE SCARED TO LOG ON TO CT OR SITE IN A LOUNGE THAUGHT CT WAS FUN BUT NOW IT'S A GAME IT SEEMS LIKE WELL I AINT PLAYING YOU RUN ME OFF ILL COME BACK AT YOU EVEN HARDER FUCKING PRICKS TO RAP THIS UP I SAY KEEP THE HATTING TO YOUR SELF AND DONT BE RUNNING FRIENDS OF CT.

Demon Fuel
It lies beneath the surface, A yearning you can’t quite explain. A desire smoldering within, Waiting for the flame. The tinder stacked and ready A spark is all it takes. Illumination of the demons, That lurk in the wake. Demons live within us all. Some never see the light of day. For some a spark is all that is Needed to light the way. I know the secret, so Your demons do not have to hide. The fuel that feeds the fires, That burn deep inside. The conflagration that burns Long and bright. I am the fuel that brings Demons out into the night…..

Then Came The Dawn. . .
S.C. lawmakers consider allowing concealed weapons on campuses Story Highlights• S.C. House subcommittee passes measure • Bill is not expected to pass the Legislature before adjournment next month • Opponents of the measure fear more accidental shootings • 37 states ban guns at schools COLUMBIA, South Carolina (AP) -- To prevent school shootings, some South Carolina legislators want more guns on campuses. A House subcommittee approved a measure Wednesday that would allow concealed weapon permit holders to carry guns onto public school campuses, from elementary schools to universities. Supporters say having trained and armed gun owners in schools could prevent massacres like the April 16 shootings at Virginia Tech, where one armed student killed 32 people. Only Utah currently has a law allowing concealed weapons on campuses. "We're not talking about kids. We're talking about responsible adults," said Republican Rep. Jeff Duncan, who sponsored the bill. Opponents fear

Sad News
SAD News Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus t

And It Begins...
Yup, I have decided to Blog. Granted, I realize that the vast majority of humanity would rather read a shampoo bottle than read my thoughts and inner demons, but I figured "what the hell?" and decided to do it anyway. Write more later, after hang-over dissapates.

Quiet Emotions
I always wanted more from you than you were willing to give; So now we've gone our separate ways each with different lives to live. The bond will always be there the friendship always intact; But the time for us has come and gone and the pages of time, you can't turn back. I will always be a friend to you and wonder how you are; The smiles and laughter I will remember and our fights have become painless scars. Sometimes on those busy days when you've a thousand things to do; Please let me glide slowly through your mind and spend some time with you. In that quiet moment when you're surprised to find me there; Just remember even with the distance between us I am still someone who cares.

One Last Breath
Every time i touched you i could never imagine it could be the last every time my lips touched yours i didn't realize they could be gone so fast every night i dreamed of you i never imagined I'd feel different the next day i thought nothing could change that there was nothing you could do or say every time i looked at you and knew just how you felt every time i stared into those gorgeous eyes i felt my heart could melt when you left i felt so alone every day my pain had grown i tried to forget you but eventually i couldn't handle it i gave you that note and walked away tears filled my eyes knowing i couldn't stay you said we could be just friends that everything would be OK but hearing those words made it worse **if i had one last second to kiss you one last reason to be with you one last moment to tell you one last breath I'd give it to you**

Illegal Immigration
Lengthy read, but awesome! Want to know why I am soooooooooo opposed to illegals--read this. Those of us that work can't retire until Medicare kicks in because we need health care. Got the basics in life such as a house/car/food, you can get sued by the same city/state/fed government that advertises to be our "uncle" (ie: Uncle Sam). STOP REWARDING ILLEGALS FOR BREAKING THE LAW. Send them "home" w/o U.S. money. Let them come to the US legally (then I would welcome them). The U.S. had a campaign a few years ago telling Americans to limit their families to 2 kids because we don't have enough room/food/water but let illegals have a dozen kids w/o paying and they get rewarded. The American way is skewed. Careful who you vote for. Joanne Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas , Texas is a fairly famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after 3. Jack Ruby-who killed Lee Harvey Oswal

Thoughts To Live By...
· Only YOU can decide if you are happy or not. Decide to be happy! · Not everything has to be meaningful, It is "OK" if some things are just fun! · Let's have fun together! · Treat everyone with a smile · Try to make everyone around you happy. Never try to make anyone sad or frustrated. You'll be happier if you do. · Pray as if everything depended on God, but act as if everything depended on YOU! · Pretend that everything is great, while praying it really will be

Spending Time Alone
I have spent the past week alone, with the exception of my best friend in the world (Benji) and I spending some time together a few times. It has given me time to really consider what I find important and value in my life. Of course first and foremost are my amazingly wonderful sons. They mean more to me than anyone ever will. They are always going to be the lights of my life. I'm going to try to make this life as good for them as I possibly can. I am missing them like crazy, but at this time it is best for them to be spending time with their other immediate family. I have some financial and social issues that I have to overcome in the next week or so before I can once again feel comfortable with them being at home with me, where they belong. It seems like I ended up doing something I shouldn't have, which was allow other people to stay with me and that in turn, not by fault of the other persons, took away from my babies. I can't live with that thought. I had no choice but to

The Move... Part Deux.
The move is complete. I am so glad that is over. I am getting settled into my new place but will not settle to much for when the fall comes I will be out of there. Hopefully sooner but we will see. I went out yob-hunting yesterday and filled out quite a few apps. Mind you I am looking for what I would call crap work. Coffee shop, Goody's, etc. Basically HS stuff but a yob is a yob. For those of you who think I cannot spell I know I am saying Y O B instead of job. Inside joke, you had to be there. I was told last night that not to many people would do what I do just to be around a kid. I right now know it is the right thing to do but frankly I do not see the end yet, just the pain and bs of going through means. When I am done and have completed this part of my life I will look back and say, "That was well worth it."

~wicked Graffics Contest~
I AM HOLDING A WICKED GRAFFIC CONTEST I NEED 10 TO ENTER AND START THE CONTEST... IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE OR SHOUT BOX MESSAGE AND I WILL GET BACK TO U !!! 1ST PLACE~ 50,000 IN GIFTS OF UR CHOICE AND 3 V.I.C Gift's and A spot on MY profile for about a week letting everyone know u are the shit!!!! 2ND PLACE~ 30,000 IN GIFTS OF UR CHOICE AND 2 V.I.C Gift's 3RD PLACE~ 10,000 IN GIFTS OF UR CHOICE AND 1 V.I.C GIFT IF U THINK UR THE SHIT OF GRAFFICS COME AND BE IN THIS CONTEST I WILL PROMOTE THE SHIT OUTTA THE WINNER I PROMISE!!!!!

A Kiss Of Forever!
A Kiss of Forever! The first time I felt your lips I thought it was merely a dream I opened my eyes and to my surprise The most hansome eyes I've ever seen. I don't know why you love me But because of that I know dreams come true All I want is love and devotion Honesty and faithfulness from you. Since that very first day we kissed I just couldn't let it go I'd found a love to last forever And so much to experience and know. I couldn't believe what I was staring at You stole my heart away I love you with all my heart More and more each day. Whenever things get really rough And there's times I begin to miss I just close my eyes and begin to dream And remember our first kiss. I can't remember any kisses before you But it doesn't matter now I still can't believe it The feelings in that kiss I had found. It all just came in one day Two people who were perfect together And I found it all in one precious touch In that priceless kiss of forever.

Falling
Falling: by David Fisher The cosmic destroyer snagged your feet You called for help and a path to safety I jumped in headfirst after you and extended my hand You took it and I gave you my back as a life-raft I promised that no matter what, I would help you out of oblivion The gravity of the place kept trying to pull us back down But our resolve was stronger and slowly we fought back Together we have brought you back to the light Even if the darkness continues to try and take you back I will be by your side should you lose your footing Always ready to help battle the darkness And show you that the world is not coming to an end No matter how strongly the darkness pulls you back.

Letter From Depression
Dearest soulmate, You don’t know me yet but you will, I’ll explain a bit about how. One day you’re going to wake up feeling sad, and you are going to be sad all day, and the next day you will feel sadder still. Then out of nowhere you want to cry all the time and all these issues about your self appearence and personality will become an obsession. You will sit in your room all night and want to hide away. the world will be the scariest place around. You will have 2 paths to choose from at this point, they will be a) tell someone how bad you feel and that you don’t know why b) keep it inside, you don’t know why you feel sad so you won’t be able to talk it over with anyone. You chose? You guessed it; path b, and you will follow this path, it’s a bumpy one and your soul will be shredded along the way. Then I come in and befriend you. I take over your mind, I make you want to die, I make you hate yourself more than ever, and I control your life. I tell you not to eat and if you do

Quote For May 19
Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action. -- Benjamin Disraeli Bonus Quote: They think they can make fuel from horse manure.... Now, I don't know if your car will be able to get 30 miles to the gallon, but it's sure gonna put a stop to siphoning. -- Billie Holliday This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

To..with You
To experience to share to give to get lost in your affection to hold your hand and feel the change to kiss and taste your mouth to hold you and feel our bond to gain your attention your attraction we can start with just a fraction and feel the compaction of our passion soaked bodies i cant wait... to see your reaction to experiment with our bodies our love to prove to learn your emotions the way you think the way you react and how you want to compact to take our first shower together public kiss our longest bliss our movie in the dark our night alone the first bed we share please believe i do care about you our love will weave together perfectly in perfect harmony call me hunnie i call you babe share my life my love my desires your desires all with me and ill do you right my love opened morning day and night i knew back then you were the only one and its not pretend with you i am so happy you made my life complete who else

Fantasy
My thoughts, my feelings and desires grow stronger. i close my eyes and see you and i open them and wish that you were there. i think of how it would be, and out of this- my fantasy... you lying on the bed and me standing in the door way. i walk towards you and my heart begins to race, but my feet know where my body wants to be -Right beside you, as close as possible, on top, underneath, anywhere acceptable. kissing so passionately our hands explore, you're fulfilling my fantasies as i fulfill yours. tangled in each other, breathing hard, sweat dripping, everything's in rhythm. in, out, up, down, faster, harder, can't have one without the other? i say stop and you know i mean go it's all opposites it's rough and nasty, but passionate and sensual. can it last forever? we move in sync, breathe as one. our skin creating no friction between us because of how hot our passion makes us. i;m completely in a trance, completely drained. I arch my back. I gasp for air. I sna

Us Marines
I am trying to help a friend who is missing someone who is in the US marines.. He is in Afgan at the moment but the last time she had word was Feb 20th.. I want to help her find him. How long is it over there before they can get word to loved ones? can they use the computers as much as the forces in Iraq? Please let me know any imfomation you guys know and I can help my friend .. love to you all Gary

Sinking
Hmm.. don't really know how to start this.. like Thomas Harris says in the introduction to Red Dragon.. you see what happens in the middle.. then you try and figure out what happened before, and what happened after.. so middle I think I have some really deep pent up issues lurking somewhere beneath the surface, which wouldn't be surprising considering my childhood.. which I never really considered to be a bad one.. just lately since I live with my older sister.. she remembers things that I unknowingly had blocked out. Digging those memories up tend to add to the strain. So nowadays I wonder to myself.. what are all these urges and thoughts that randomly run thru my mind.. Last night, on the way to work, after a very long day and a mostly sleepless night, I really wasn't feeling too well. And I certainly wasn't myself. I've always felt there was some sort of Duality going on inside of my head.. and maybe its just the product of a very overactive imagination which I developed w

Deleting People
Due to the lack of people rating my items when i rate theirs and lack of communication skills i will be cleaning house tomorrow. People on my family list have nothing to fear. If you do not want to be deleted then please let me know.

I Never Got To Say Goodbye
I was doing something simple, taking out my trash and i noticed something very odd. No noise, nor light comming from my neighbor's apartment. Well my neighbor down the way. Then i saw the lights completely off and the windows all closed off and only the living room blinds half open. The place completely empty. Talk about shock. He was here two days ago! And today he is gone! I was beside myself because a good friend of mine was gone. It was just something else. I didn't know what to think. Why didn't my friend have the generosity to say goodbye to me? I mean i know within less than two months he had met an army girl and picked up things with her. I knew he was going to move with her, and when his daughter said "This is my new sister." when introducing his girlfriend's daughter to me, i was taken aback because i've never seen him move so quickly with anyone. I guess it hurts because my friend never said goodbye. Just picked up and left. I never thought it would hurt becuase i guess mayb

Yogurt Sensations
With your hands behind your back, Blind fold over your eyes. Something cold and velvety A luxurious, sexy surprise. Greek style honey yogurt. Creamy, sweet and delicious. Runs across your body, This love now so capricious. From your yogurt covered navel, I lavishly kiss your skin. The moment gets so hot, We're covered from head to chin. I work my hands so neatly, Spread the yogurt down your thighs. Caress and stroke so deeply, And slowly sensationalise. Greek style honey yogurt. A taste I now adore. A heavenly night of passion, Left me wanting more.

Summer Passion
Summer heat is in the air While the one you love is near You sneak a hug and a kiss Wanting more is what you wish Seeing that sparkle in her eye Gives you the passion that reaches the sky Needing the sweet embrace of her touch Has you yearning for ecstasy so much The smell of her extravagant scent Keeps your mind going with hours well spent Releasing the urges from deep within Your bodies pull together and mend As the room fills up with sweat and desire It makes ya both think that the room is on fire Continuing to pleasure each other in every way With your bodies moving with a magical sway Knowing the end is almost near Your body begins to fill with fear Not for the reason you are thinking But for the reason that has me sinking Summer is now over and done Which sends you back home and thats not fun Summertime is when we had our time together That is when I realized the passion I have for you will last forever

" A Moment "
"A Moment" For that moment is so sweet, It's that moment you can not beat. Every thing stop's in it's place, Your hole mind seem's to be erased. You can not lie cause now you know it's true, The on thing you never thought would happen to you. Then you ask your self how and why, But you never question more than twice. As you think it wont be so bad, You relize it's a little miricle your going to have. For that moment is so sweet, It's that moment you can not beat. --------------------By Samantha Irwin---------------------- This poem was about when i fond out i was going to have my son "Steven Campbell JR". I sent my poem to "The Internaional Libary Of Poetry" and now it is going to be PUBLISHED in a poetry book along with 200 other poem's. ( Every one this is a poem by my youngest daughter

I Found A Friend
Never go away. I want you to stay. And always be my friend, from now until the end. For your friendship I'll fight, from day until night. Because in you I see a reflection of me. And there's one thing that's true. I've found a friend in you!

Love Vs Marriage
Love is holding hands in the street. Marriage is holding arguments in the street. ; Love is dinner for 2 in your favorite restaurant. Marriage is a take home packet. ; Love is cuddling on a sofa. Marriage is one of them sleeping on a sofa. ; Love is talking about having children. Marriage is talking about getting away from children. ; Love is going to bed early. Marriage is going to sleep early. ; Love is a romantic drive. Marriage is arrive on tops curvy tarmac . ; Love is losing your appetite. Marriage is losing your figure. ; Love is sweet nothing in the ear. Marriage is sweet nothing in the bank. ; Tv has no place in love. Marriage is a fight for remote control. >Love is 1 drink and 2 straws. Marriage is "Don't you think you've had enough!". Conclusion: "Love is blind , Marriage is an eye opener!"

A Breath Of Fresh Air
Wow, I know I don't plan my weekends except to see my kid but I couldn't have asked for more. Friday went and see an old friend who rides with the Lonely Few and had a blast. Then spent some time saturday with the kid and once she was sleeping I went to see my best friend. I have missed him so much and we both have been going threw so much shit. When we are together the world can't touch us in my point of view anyways. We just sit around and watch stupid movies curled up on the couch. I forgot what it was like to be held in someones arms that cares. He makes me feel like everything will be fine. His ex doesn't know what she lost. I do, he is the most wonderful man I have ever known. Romantic, caring, sweet, strong, fun, but it doesn't matter. He is my best friend and I am so thankful that I can even have that.

Dude Shouldn't Have Cancelled His Tanning Salon Membership
Bride turns down "dark" groom Sun May 20, 8:07 AM ET Turned down for marriage due to his dark complexion, an Indian man staged a hunger strike outside his would be bride's house for two days before she finally relented, an official said Saturday. Saral Prasad, the 23-year-old groom in eastern Bihar state, said he would not budge from the girl's village home after she refused to marry him earlier this week in an arranged marriage because he was too dark. Rajani, 19, changed her mind after two days and the couple got married, Arun Kumar Mishra, a village council official said. "We were all taken by surprise but Rajani was finally moved by the gesture of the young man and married him," Mishra said. Most Indian women, especially those in rural areas, often have no choice in matters of marriage, and are coerced into it by relatives and parents.

Patience
Let's talk about patience, shall we? I can, and have, stayed still for minutes to hours at a time (and on one memorable occasion, over a day), mostly because my life or the lives of others depended on it. I have waited for 'proper moments' to occur many times in my life, sometimes for months and years. But that stuff is all about me having discipline and knowing how to wait without going insane. I did have a problem for a while with waiting for other people to get their stuff done, if it was stopping me from doing my job. and hey, I'm a lot better about that now than I used to be, by a longshot. Really... I am. Stop laughing, it's true...well mostly... But when my day to day existance is dependant on one of these sheeple, who wend their way through days full of grazing on the nape of society, I do get a little cranky when I can't even get a simple response to a simple info request. meh, I should know better, I'm aware of that... A need on my part does not cons

Such A Great Day!
Life is treating me rather well today! I just feel the need to share my happiness with you all. I'm in such a great mood! Yay! It is about time that I have a good day. Of course I'm still missing my but I'm going to be seeing the boys in a couple more days (they are with grandma). My bills got paid and I didn't have to sell my soul to the Devil to get that done. I found a new store here in town to shop at and I have been walking 2x already. I've been jammin' to some awesome music when I've been in the house and it's just a terrific day! The sun is shining, the humidity is low and the breeze is cool. How much better can it really get today? I'm smiling again, and I mean really smiling. I haven't had a drink or felt the need to run from reality lately so I am really proud of myself for that. I think God is rewarding me for my new found inner strength by giving me this totally fantastic day to enjoy! Well enough for now! Until next time, laters!

True And Righteous
Psalm 19 naturally falls into three parts: God's revelation in creation, God's revelation in the law, and the response of the person of faith. Today it's especially easy to see it as proof of a creative God, beginning with verse one in which "The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament showeth his handiwork." Besides verses one through six being an exercise in personification (remember your English, ascribing human characteristics to nonhuman entities), the process of day and night itself, set into motion from day one in Genesis 1:3-5, attests in verse two to God's creative ability. And no one can deny they experience the effects of day and night, can they? People speaking any language (3) and in any location (4) can perceive day and night, and just as a bridegroom comes from his chamber rejoicing (after the wedding night, I'd expect) in verse five, so the sun comes forth during the day and the moom comes forth during the night "and there is nothing hid from the heat of it"

Sittin Here Thinkin
ok so here i sit thinking once again. my babys daddy is a total ass and i sometimes wish him and i had never gotten together but then i remember if we hadnt i wouldnt have her and take that thought back. i just found out that he is tellin people he should have wrapped it so he wouldnt have a child. i cant believe that fuckin asshole had the nerve to say that. bubba is barely talkin to me and i dont know why. thats really buggin me cuz the other night i had a dream that he was home but totally avoiding me and i couldnt shake that feelin like all damn day. work is goin alright...shitty like always. still tryin to get everything in order for the army. talkin to a few friends that i havent talked to in a while. so yeah things are a lil crazy but not to bad here. all i keep thinkin is why do i always fall for the military men??? one way or another i always seem to end up hurting in the end. i mean with bubba it doesnt make sence though cuz he told me the other night that even thou

Armageddon
In the earths darkest hour the last bell has been rung It is now Armageddon the end has begun Filling churches and synagogues you pray in fear Because the horsemen's hooves you can hear As they ride down the street Bodies shall fall pale at there feet The horsemen are here war, famine, pestilence, death They come for you and me so take your final breath If you wear the sign on you which is 666 You're defiantly going to need your Sunday fix To the devil your soul you did sell Now God shall cast judgment now go to hell Blood shall fall down from the sky as if it were rain Because Armageddon is here you shall all die in vein God have mercy on the evil deeds I have done From your judgment I can never run Will I ever see heavens pearly gate Or will I go to hell and receive my fate Messenger of God I am an angel of light In the battle of Armageddon I shall fight The army of darkness fights the last good men on earth We shall win against evil and see Jerusalem's rebirth

Slice Deep
Oh how much do I want For you to take that Knife And take my wrist To pretend to play a violin. The melody would be sweet. The harmony would be smooth The last act would be tears From the ones I disappear from. Oh how much do I want For you to take that sword. And impale my heart within my chest So it can no longer fly away. Slice deep Make sure it is Right. Slice true So I can fall through. Slice deep, as I want you to.

C.s.a.
I never was one of the careful kind For saving and hoarding away; If it were not so, I'd never have been As poor as I am to-day. I have none of the care of the thrifts and keen, When the wages of toil I could claim; But ever to me the best of it all Was the pleasure of spending the same. But there's just one thing I would like to keep As carefully hoarded away As the gold of the miser, and that one thing Is my suit of Confederate Gray. It was made in a Southern loom, of wool From sheep that were Southern bred; It was fashioned and sewed by the dearest hands That ever used needle and thread. It was handsome and bright when I put it on, And proud as a prince was I Of my wife, my suit, and the Cause in which I was pledged to conquer or die. I dreamed not of failure, thought not of defeat As I turned to the conflict away; Away from wife, mother, and children, and home, In my suit of Confederate Gray. I marched and paraded, I reste

Oh Fiddly Diddly Cocks
=D How are you dildos doing? Im sitting here,playing my gameboy!Yeh i am,cuz im an addict lmao So if you wanna add me to msn b4 i go to bed plz do so. sugar_spun_sister35@hotmail.com OH but dont add me if ur only gunna talk once n thats all cuz i dont have time for one night IM's[LMMFAO] seriously,i crack myself up! =P

Poem 4
Untitled HAve you ever felt you heart jump for joy? As if your 5 years old and your mom just handed you a huge lolly pop Have you ever felt your heart break in two like when you have your first heart break and you dont see how you can go on? Or have you ever felt you heart relax. Like you have had a peace ful moment and your heart can do noting but smile? The world can leave you and betray you and forsake you. But there is one thing that will never leave you thats your heart. The same thinkg that broke in two, jumped for joy and smiled with relaxation. Will always be on your side and love you forever. Kimberly Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Davis

22nd May 2007 Lmao
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, May 22: While you've always secretly wished that you were a genius, you can't really get away from the fact that you simply aren't. Lowered expectations are often the route to happiness.

Poem 28
How I Cant Have What I Want How I cant have what I want I want a baby that I can call My own a baby to cry and need me A baby that I can change in to a Person some day in the future A baby I can give my name I want a baby that I can spoile And never have to give them up A child I can hug and say way to go Hun you can do it I have faith in you And kiss on the cheek as I send You off to school a child I can Go shoping with and say no Hun we can not buy that it is not For you or I a child I can see Grow up in to a young man or lady And have a baby of thier own and A grandchild of mine How I cant have want I want Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Fav Part Of The Body
Ok gents and ladies, what are you favourite parts of the human body? are u an ass? tit? eye? leg? chest? etc person.. i love a nice set of eyes and strong upper arms and a i love a hairy chest on a man .Mmmmmmmmm.. so whats urs?

How To Measure Success....
To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and affection of children; to win the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayed of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better; whether by a healthy child, a redeemed social condition, or a job well done; to know even one other life has breathed because you lived- this is to have succeeded. Ralph Waldo Emerson

October= Hottie
¢À JANUARY =SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your repu

5 Important Answers
THE 5 ANSWERS WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR: Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but only "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A. Because they don't have any balls to scratch.

Dirt Road.
The stars were so bright this cool clear night in April. As she drove down a dark dusty road she could just see his brake lights through the dust. Her heart was racing as she drove faster to keep up with him. He pulls his truck over and signals her to park. Jumping out of his truck carrying a tall can of beer, he smiles at her. She can feel the lump forming in her throat. They stood there looking at the sky. Is he going to touch me? she asked herself. At that moment he leaned over and rubbed his hands a crossed her face. Oh how she wanted to feel his lips against hers. He pulled away, second guessing himself. Wondering why he was there in the first place. Seeing the disappointment in her eyes, he backed her against the car. Grabbing her face and took her mouth in a hot, demanding, no-holds-barred kiss. She almost melted and trickled down onto the dirt as his lips parted hers again urgently and his tongue took over her mouth, establishing the rhythm and possession that h

Cherrytap Adoption
here's da rules for Cherrytap adoption.... if ur a dude u gotta pick a gal n if u a gal u gotta pic a dude, put in the subject 'im for sale' of some variation of it and see who wants to own u! Da 1ST person (NOT the 2nd of 3rd but the very 1ST) that sends you a comment or message saying 'I OWN YOU' owns ya ass!! its that simple and its fun! send it you'll be suprised who wants to own u!!!!!

Comparison Of Military Operational Tactics
Comparison of Military Operational Tactics: Snake Model Infantry: Snake smells them. Leave area. Airborne: Lands on and kills the snake. Armor: Runs over snake, laughs and looks for more snakes. Aviation: Has GPS coordinates for snake Can't find Snake Returns to base for refuel, crew rest and manicure Ranger: Plays with snake, then eats it Field Artillery: Kills snake with massive Time on Target barrage with three forward artillery brigades in support. Kills several hundred civilians as unavoidable collateral damage. Mission is considered success and all participants (i.e., cooks, mechanics and clerks) are awarded Silver Stars. Special Forces: Makes contact with snake Ignores all State Department directives and Theater Commander Rules of Engagement by building rapport with snake and win it's heart and mind. Trains it to kill other snakes Files enormous travel settlement upon return Combat Engineer: Studies Snake Prepares i

Jealousy
Jealousy...... She is lonely, and she's a green-eyed bitch She takes away love and leaves you with an itch. She poisons all she touches and kills all she loves. She cannot touch me now and take the one I love. I would maime jealousy; I would kill the green-eyed bitch. Only I can wield the knife to dig out all this itch. She is always lonely, and she is that green-eyed bitch. You can cut her out and be left with just a stitch. She is a very lonely bitch, and her bed is often cold. For living with that green-eyed wench, will turn a hot love stone cold. It's up to each of us to choose or not to choose. Live with the green-eyed bitch, and love you are going to lose. So, I push her out and leave her in the cold. The poison itch isn't meant for those in love so bold.

The One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was a stounded at the requirements. " Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on t he standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you h

Tell Me A Story...
I think I have a sign on my back... something telling people to come up with the most unbelievable story and see if they can pass it off as the truth. See, I believe all people are good deep down inside. I trust people. I believe them until they give me a reason not to. I don't know how much of that I can change. It's who I am. So when someone tells me something, I believe them. Anyone else would see right through it. But because I have my own little fantasy world where people do tell the truth, and are good, I believe it. Actually I am only that way with people I am close to... show me a politician and I will tell ya everything coming out of his mouth is a lie or half truth. I WANT to believe all people are good. So it probably won't change. I will still believe. But could people at least make the stories a little more believable? The good thing though, is I am getting myself to the point of removing those people from my life. Maybe not at the first story.. but r

Gift For You
This is for Harley or should I say Eddie. I am giving you a couple of gift. First I will be moving this summer back to California. Have taken a position near my home town. Oh please dont be sad, I still have friends here so I will come visit from time to time. Might even make it to bike night before I leave at the end of June. You should be back from the wedding or call it like it is - trysts -before. I should send you some condoms - from the looks of Debbie and Steffy you are in danger of catching something in addition to being squashed. You do seem to like them big...really big. Anyway the second gift...well you will figure that out. Soon.

Test Your Eyes
Can u find the B(there are 2B's)? DON"T skip or ur wish wont come true... RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Once you've found the b Find the 1 IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII1III IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Once you found the 1.............. Find the 6 99999999999999999999999999999

These 2 People Sponsored My Band With A 30 Day Blast Each
thanks alot..i sincerely appreciate it.maybe the right person might hear my music.theres nothing i would like better then to return the favor bought a 30 day blast rank super elite plus 4 stars Boone~Sign My Guestbook@ CherryTAP bought a 30 day blast rank super elite plus 4 stars Fear The Grunts (SiK) Bombsquad Founder -=- RAWR -=- ID Maker@ CherryTAP

What Kinda Cheese Cake I Am
You Are a Chocolate Mocha and Orange Cheesecake Enthusiastic and intense, there's so much you love in the world... it's hard to do it all. You are good at getting things to mix - friends, flavors, hobbies. You're the master of fusion! What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

You All Are All Very Special To Me
You are so special! Today is ".. Buddy Day". Send this to your .. friends - even me, if I'm one of them - and see how many you get today! ~xoxo!! ___________________________#__# _________________________#__##__# ________________#########_#____#_# ________########____________##_#_# _____##__##____________________#_# ____##_#___#_____________________# ____#_#___#_________________##___# ____#_#__##___________#######_____# ____#__#_#_________###________##__# _____##_______###_#_____##_____#________####### _______###_______#_____###______##____##__###__# _________#______#________#___#__#____##_##___##_# _________#______#_______#####___#___##_##____#__# __________#_____##____##_______#____#__#_____#__# ___________##____##__________#######___#___##__# _____________##____##_____###_____#_____###____# __________#############_####______#_________# _______##_______#______#____#_____#___________# _____##_________#______#____#_____##_________# ___##___________#_______#___###

Where To Kiss...
Places to Kiss Your Love * Behind their ear. * Tip of their nose. * Back of their neck. * Underside of their forearm. * Curve of their waist. * Palm of their hand. * Inside their wrist. * Under their chin. * Their eyelids. * Inside of their ankle. * Their collar bone. * Tips of their fingers. * Their spine. * Small of their back. * Their tummy. * Behind their knees. Of course, this is just to give you an idea. Aim to shower your love with kisses ALL OVER!

The Farmer
The Farmer A Oklahoma Department of Highways employee stopped at a farm and talked with an old farmer. He told the farmer, "I need to inspect your farm for a possible new road." The old farmer said, "OK, but don't go in that field." The Highways employee said, "I have the authority of the State of Oklahoma to go where I want. See this card? I am allowed to go wherever I wish on farm land." So the old farmer went about his farm chores. Later, he heard loud screams and saw the Department of Highways employee running for the fence and close behind was the farmer's prize bull. The bull was madder than a nest full of hornets and the bull was gaining on the employee at every step. The old farmer called out, "Show him your card, smartass!!"

Untitled Poem
I can't seem to get my min off of you My eyes drift away Your chocolate eyes glide across my deatures That great smile becomes a link between us I'm always remembering your first look at me As we greet each other, your palms become sweaty My smile becomes greater as I glance to you You stutter beyond imagination, your words I dismay The distinction on your voice I study Your features are beyond my dream man Hopefully, we get to notice, we like each other Maybe one day we'll get together I'm wishing I could tell you everything I see Stopping myself, I don't want to make a fool of me I want you to take my hand and kiss it face down I want you to tell me of my beauty The way your dark locks frame your face The stare of your chocolate eyes bare sensitivity The touch of your hands are so soft Expressing how your heart feels for love Your soft kiss reveals your sense of love Your touch against my skin Adds sweetness to the blend of my kindness I feel strong i

Untitled Poem 4
Walking through the woods I couldn't help but to notice The way you glow When the sun rays touch you Hand in hand, we walk along the path Over the roots and dirt The sun peers through the trees Like it's spying on us Becoming anxious, my heart beats Uncontrollable, my thoughts roam The leaves sway back and forth Expecting to become free Our souls become linked From beginning to end The life we want to live Is within our grasp.

Surely I Can't Look That Old?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD?" WELL... YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE. I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 40-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN?? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING, GRAY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DE EPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. HMMM .OR COULD HE??? AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL . "YES. YES, I DID. I'M A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. "WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED.HE ANSWERED, "IN 1959. WHY DO YOU ASK?" "YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!" I EXCLAIMED. HE LOOKED AT ME CLOSELY. THEN, THAT UGLY, OLD, WRINKLED SO

Ugh. Boys.
So, my best friend Julia claims to be in love with this kid named Chad. And this boy uses her for sex and rides to wherever he needs to go. And she just lets him do it. And I don't understand why, even though I know they've been through alot. And I haven't been very supportive of her, but she's really fucking up. Not to say that I never fuck up, because I do, but that's beyond the point. I just don't know what she see's in him. He's worthless. Has no job, no money, no car. Get's thrown in jail alot and people have to bail him out. He fucks girls behind Julia's back, but she's so blind to that fact, that she refuses to believe it even though she accuses him of it. I just think she likes to hear him say that he isn't fucking other girls. It makes her feel more secure. But it's so not true. Gah. Guys these days. What happened to all the good ones?

& Im Leaving Yet Again....
but no worries i'll be back on wed. the 30th. i'm off to spend a week with my hubby...[[sigh]]...i love these little trips he's planned for us. i jump at the chance to spend time with him...even if it means a whole day of plane rides & wait times. i miss him so much & i cant wait to see him. well i fly out in a few hours & i have yet to get dressed to leave. so i gues i better get going... ttfn...

I Don't Even Want To See Him
Well, some of you know the story about my brother being, somehow, the biggest prick I've ever met. He's 34 years old, married to a trashy wife, has 2 kids that are the only good thing he ever did. Well, He owns his own roofing company (which supports illegals by the way), and his mom (my dads ex) Has a half a million dollar house andmakes that much each year. Yet they want to sue my dad (who makes ten dollars an hour as a maintenence guy!!) for $94,000 in backed child support. And Lisa (his ex wife) was the one who a) gave him permission NOT to pay the child support because he is BROKE. B) is feeding my brother all these stupid ideas about my dad beating her!!!! My dad did no such thing! So Last december my grandmother (dads mom) grew ill, and was put in hospice care. Hospice is basically, YES, care for people who are TERMINALLY ILL. My brother then accused my dad, HIS OWN WIFE, my sister and my mom and one nurse of EUTHANIZING my grandmother!!! He keeps coming back and beggi

Beyond Darkness
A scream silences the footsteps. Blood pumps through cold veins. An urge in transparent eyes swallows life. Later on, in a darkened grow, He walks sated and alone. At every corner, loneliness beats with deafening alarms. Behind a window, a sigh whispers of caressed skins. In the moonlight, mortality teases with a thousand kisses. A cacophony of steps unleashes on abandoned pavements. Like a lone wolf, he pierces dark corners for a lingering scent of late venturing mortals. Still, her face tortures his closed eyelids. Human memory knows no Darkness. Once embraced beauty he immortalizes. Racing along sleeping gates, the hunter is haunted By a livid glance. In the backdrop, his drumming Heart spills over with new blood to drown The dreams of a long remembered love

Light Of Nothing
I saw something today and it made me turn my head away i didnt like how it made me feel I cant believe that it was real will it ever go away im choking on the ashes of decay i cant believe that its still here sometimes it makes me shed a tear I dont think my mind can take another day darkness falls upon the ground never even makes a sound blackened eyes of sacred fires shine a light like funeral pyres putting death of life on display

King Bush
National Security and Homeland Security Presidential Directive NSPD 51 What is the Truth about this?......well Bush states in his own press release that he can be king! >>> http://www.whitehouse.gov/news/releases/2007/05/20070509-12.html http://www.fas.org/irp/offdocs/nspd/nspd-51.htm http://www.fas.org/irp/offdocs/nspd http://opovet.blogspot.com/2007/05/nspd-51-and-why-you-should-care.html

Somebody
SOMEBODY NEEDS YOU TO SEND THIS TO THEM... -somebody is very proud of you. -somebody is thinking of you. -somebody is caring about you. -somebody misses you. -somebody wants to talk to you. -somebody wants to be with you. -somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. -somebody is thankful for the support you have provided. -somebody wants to hold your hand. -somebody hopes everything turns out all right. -somebody wants you to be happy. -somebody wants you to find him/her. -somebody is celebrating your successes. -somebody wants to give you a gift. -somebody thinks that you ARE a gift. -somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot -somebody wants to hug you. -somebody loves you. -somebody admires your strength. -somebody is thinking of you and smiling. -somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on. -somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun. -somebody thinks the world of you. -somebody wants to protect you. -somebody would

Update On My Brothers' Condition...
THE NEWS IS NOT THE GREATEST, BUT ONCE AGAIN I HOPE AND PRAY HE WILL MAKE IT.... THE SURGERY IS STILL UNDERWAY BUT THERE WERE SOME COMPLICATIONS. ABOUT 30 MINS INTO THE SURGERY, JEFF HAD GONE INTO CARDIAC ARREST AND HAD TO BE REVIVED....LUCKILY HE IS A STUBBORN MAN AND THE DOCTORS WERE SUCCESSFUL IN KEEPING HIM ALIVE. THE NEWS IS NOT HOPEFUL THOUGH....THEY HAVE MANAGED TO STOP THE BLEEDING, BUT HE IS STILL UNCONSCIOUS AT THIS TIME. HE IS IN PRETY BAD SHAPE AND THEY HAVE LOW HOPES OF HIS ABILITY TO PULL THROUGH....THE FAMILY WOULD LIKE TO THANK THOSE WHO HAVE KEPT HIM IN THEIR PRAYERS SO FAR AND LET US CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR HIS RECOVERY. THANK YOU.

Test Ur Eyes...
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Cold Kinda Got Me
restless nite hard 2 get any rest with dry scrathy throat making me wanna drink more ...... grabbed a cool soothin water ice and hope that will ease it up a bit ...... warm muggy nite trying to sweat this outta me, but it seems 2 b winnin so far

Un-freakin Believable
Interesting, and this is only one State If this doesn't open your eyes... nothing will! From the L.A. Times 1. 40% of all workers in L.A. County ( L.A. County has 10.2 million people) are working for cash and not paying taxes. This is because they are predominantly illegal immigrants working without a green card. 2. 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens. 3. 75% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal aliens 4. Over 2/3 of all births in Los Angeles County are to illegal alien Mexicans on Medi-Cal , whose births were paid for by taxpayers. 5. Nearly 35% of all inmates in California detention centers are Mexican nationals here illegally. 6. Over 300,000 illegal aliens in Los Angeles County are living in garages. 7. The FBI reports half of all gang members in Los Angeles are most likely illegal aliens from south of the border. 8. Nearly 60% of all occupants of HUD properties are i

Skin Deep
the beauty that resides within... love blesses grace defines gratitude tempers thoughtfulness guides contemplation grounds words and actions bind mercy the greatest gift peace the contemplation of the soul beauty is not skin deep, but a continuous flow of the things within our souls. peace demon

Hatred!!!
If you hate someone, simply because of what they were born into or because they are in a situation you don't understand, you really need to take up a hobby or something. Because to hate someone simply because of what they are, whether it be white, gay, black, straight, republican, democrat, russian, polish, jewish, portuguese, legal status, australian, dominican, puerto rican, female, male, or likes the color orange... is just sad. I have a couple of really close friends and they're black, puerto rican, white, portuguese, polish, italian... WHATEVER.. and some people will criticize me and say "oh Dianna, if you met them at work/school, it doesn't count". You're wrong! I don't care what you think counts and doesn't. The point is, I found something valuable in each of these people and love that they're in my life. I love that I can learn from them and that I can make fun of them ..and them of me..and then we can go have /drinks/ hang and talk about how we hate Trinidad, but I don'

Memorial Day Should Be Every Day
On a weekend where most of us Americans take advantage of the 3 day weekend by cooking out and hanging out with our friends and family. I hope that we all can remember what this day is truly about. This holiday commemorates U.S. men and women who have died in military service to their country. This is for all our wars, and all out deaths. Remember those who died for our freedom, pray for their families and friends who still morn for them. Then remember the thousands of families here is in the US who have loved ones away from them right now keeping us safe. Remember all the men and women in Iraq, and all over the world. They have dedicated their lives to our protection. Honor not only the fallen but the ones retired and the ones still on active duty. Send them your love and prayers. Go to memorials in your area and leave flowers, visit cemeteries and place flags or flowers on the graves of our fallen heroes, fly the U.S. Flag and the 'POW/MIA Flag' as well at half-staff until

Answer My Simple Questions
Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u fuck me once then le

It Was F****** Awesome!!
Damn I had a blast last night. Kevin Fowler's performance was by far the best of the night. He opened by telling everyone that at 6:31 last night his wife gave birth to his new baby girl. I didn't drink till after Kevin Fowler's performance and let me tell you in less than 35 minutes I slammed 5 Crown and sprites. I was feelin' goooooooood when Robert Earl Keen got his ass up on stage. Reckless Kelly was amazing and damn their lead singer is sexy as hell. He has an amazing voice. The Eli Young band was good but was by far on the bottom of the performances for the night. Roger Creager was the opening singer and damn he was great and cute to boot lmao. There were loads of cowboys and cowgirls looking good, cutting loose, getting drunk, dancing, and having a blast. Just goes to show us Texans know how to have fun :P. I only dealt with one asshole all night and that was my own fault cause I strayed from the group. We made some new friends. My only disappointment was not getting to hear Kev

Our Troops
Its Another Mermorial day and it is a very special time for us to remember all of those that have fought for our country and that are still fightin for our country...Not that we don't think about them everyday but this is the most important time...I spent the weekend and the lake with my family and s eve4ral family members that were in the military and fought for our country and I have several that have passed away that I heard stories about and let me tell you....to hear it from ther lips of someone that has been there makes it so much more real and memorable for someone that has not been there...Please remember our troops in all branches of the military...Think of how good that we have it to be here and have men and women that will fight for our freedom and safety... So no matter what day it is take five mins out of your day to remeber them and take a few mins on Mermorial Day to remeber those special people and the familes that have lost loved ones and those families that have loved

Courtesy Of Non On Yahoo! 360
Obviously, I would be the guy in this scenario . . . but still funny! LOL David HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD?" WELL... YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE! I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY, REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 40-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY That I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING, GRAY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. HMMM ..OR COULD HE??? AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL."YES. YES, I DID. I HAD A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED. HE ANSWERED, "IN 1959. WHY DO YOU ASK?" YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!

Another Brick In The Wall
KORN LYRICS "Another Brick In The Wall, Parts 1, 2, 3" [Part 1] Daddy's flown across the ocean Leaving just a memory A snapshot in the family album Daddy, what else did ya leave for me? Daddy, whatcha leave behind for me? All in all it was just a brick in the wall All in all it was all just bricks in the wall [Part 2] We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, Teachers, leave those kids alone All in all its just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, Teachers, leave those kids alone All in all you're just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall [Guitar] [Part 3] I don't need no arms around me I don't need no drugs to calm me I have seen the writing on the wall

Goddamn Lighten Up Will Ya?
Below is a comment left as a joke on someone's page, as this person refers to themself as a "retard" constantly and masturbates almost as much. A fellow CT member took it upon herself to send me a nasty email stating that she is the parent of a retard (her words not mine) and that she cannot believe someone would be so insensitive blah blah blah. I got bored after the first 5 paragraphs and the damn email went on for like I dunno 97 or something. Long winded bitch I say. So, I guess I'm just venting that it seems to ignorant to me that someone has so much time on their hands that they're looking WAYYYY too far into a stupid comment posted on someone's page. Seriously, maybe she should spend less time whoring herself on cherry tap and more time with her MENTALLY HANDICAPPED child. And now she can have a reason to be offended stupid whore.

Crazy Weekend...hip Fixed...summer Plans?
My crazy weekend is just about over. Our planned cookout was moved back a day to Sunday. So we did that today. I also did an event at my church tonight. I came home at 11:30 because I was dead tired and couldn't do any more tonight. So...I'm home. Tomorrow it's basically back to the old grind, but we still got grillout food to eat tomorrow :) The doctors fixed my hip on Thursday. The thing is - they did so while attempting to do x-rays on it...I'll take it though. :D As for my summer plans - we're not sure yet. It may be a calm summer. I have bladder surgery on 9/6, so there goes a week plus there...*sigh* We were supposed to go on vacation but that's looking less likely to happen. *frustrated sigh* So - if yours truly wants adventure - I may have to find it by myself in August. Birthday trip anyone? :D

Man Of House
The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "You Can BeThe Man Of Your House." He stormed to his wife in the kitchen andannounced, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of thishouse and my word is Law. You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight,and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a scrumptiousdessert. After dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me and wewill have the kind of s*e*x that I want. Afterwards, you are going todraw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dryand bring me my robe. Afterwards, you will massage my feet and hands.Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?"The wife replied,"The f**kin' funeral director would be my first guess."

The Moral Of The Story
I was a very happy person. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me. It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight mini-skirts, and generally was braless. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a pleasant view of her private parts. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day the "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling

Little Angels
When God calls little children to dwell with Him above. We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love. For no heartache compares with the death of one small child Who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild. Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to His fold, So He picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view. Believing this is difficult still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye." So when a little child departs, we who are left behind Must realize God loves children. Angels are hard to find.

The History Of Memorial Day
The History of Memorial Day Memorial Day was originally known as Decoration Day because it was a time set aside to honor the nation's Civil War dead by decorating their graves. It was first widely observed on May 30, 1868, to commemorate the sacrifices of Civil War soldiers, by proclamation of General John A. Logan of the Grand Army of the Republic, an organization of former sailors and soldiers. On May 5, 1868, Logan declared in General Order No. 11 that: The 30th of May, 1868, is designated for the purpose of strewing with flowers, or otherwise decorating the graves of comrades who died in defense of their country during the late rebellion, and whose bodies now lie in almost every city, village, and hamlet churchyard in the land. In this observance no form of ceremony is prescribed, but posts and comrades will in their own way arrange such fitting services and testimonials of respect as circumstances may permit. During the first celebration of Decoration Day, General James

Alone Still
LOVE IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER FIND. LOVE HAS CAUSED ME TOO MUCH PAIN IN THE PAST SO I HAVE STOPPED LOOKING FOR IT. ALL THE GIRLS I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH DIDNT RETURN THE LOVE THAT I THOUGHT THEY FELT FOR ME SO AS I TYPE THIS I WONDER WILL I EVER BE LOVED AT ALL I GUESS WHAT THEY SAY ALL THE NICE GUYS DO FINSH DEAD LAST!

Hidden Room
www.hostdrjack.com Is there a place where you hide? Where the thoughts and dreams are kept and never spoken? Alone in the dark, dreaming all that you wish you could say yet not knowing the correct way. A special place that only you travel to, where you can scream and cry and laughter carries you through to a new day. All the lies and fears are there lurking in the shadows just waiting for the moment, of weakness, then they attack and feed on you like a vampire trying to survive the hunger. Will you fight and never release who you are? We don't come into this wourld with self-doubts and deception. Yet as an adult we carry these emotions as close as a child. In this room are you aware? Can you see the light, so warm and gentle on your skin, having the faith that all you dream will be, for you are able to create anything. I have a place where all the truth is, there, I am surrounded by the love I see and pain only I can feel. You have no idea of who I am or what I can accomp

Bill Maher Mocks Christianity And Catholics Again
~~I GET SO TIRED OF THESE SO CALLED ENTERTAINERS BASHING THE CHRISTIAN RELIGION, I KNOW THAT I AM NOT THE MOST RELIGIOUS PERSON (DO TELL) BUT AFTER ALL, OUR COUNTRY WAS FOUNDED ON CHRISTIAN PRINCIPLES AND NOT ON HOLLYWOOD GARBAGE AND THEIR SELF PROFESSED EXPERTS ON EVERYTHING!~~ BELOW IS THE LETTER I SENT OFF. I LIKVE THE PART OF ASKING THEM WHY THEY DO NOT MOCK THE MUSLIM'S? WHAT,,,, AND LOSE THEIR HEADS.....HUH?? ***MY LETTER** Dear Chairman Albrecht: I sincerely regret that Time-Warner, HBO and Bill Maher felt it necessary to attack Christianity in general and Catholics particularly. I find nothing humorous about Mr. Maher's comments demeaning Christians and Christ. Hopefully, in the future, you can use humor with more intelligence and less bigotry. Why don't you have him attack the muslim religion and you won't have to worry about if Bill will extend his contract! Go ahead, have him attack mohammad and islam. Be responsible and balanced, I doubt if you

Things In My Head
I did my best to be her friend. But she was just like the others. I realize how much she is just like the others. Cold and distant. And many people are like that. Women for sure. They’re like a union. One-way ticket to the gutter ,when the system fails and life becomes a struggle for survival you lose intrest. The quality of life dissolves and the downward spiral has begun. Feeling the end closing in. In a no-win situation, all backs are turned, you choose the easy way out. Despair is a strong emotion, triggered by desperation it’s deadly… Driven slowly to insanity by the power of profit, the working class finally ends up as the “prozac generation” with no help to find in a most dark situation in a morden society. People are diagnosed as mentallu ill as the money machine keep harvesting more victims…

Disciplining Kay
Since we started LDD, Kay has been disciplined quite a lot, on most occasions the spankings are done OTK, with hand or strap, till her ass is warm and stinging. On some occasions Kay will misbehave earning her a punishment spanking, on those rare times, Kay is given her maintenance spanking, put in to the corner and made to wait. When ever Kay is disciplined or punished she must request, then strip nude, and after thank me for taking the time to correct her behavior. After her time in the corner, Kay is then removed and told that she has broken a guideline and must be punished, she is then led to a table and bends over, ass sticking out, back arched, waiting for her spanking. These spankings are more intense than the regular maintenance, and after receiving the first her ass still hot and sore, she is subject to a second. When I feel Kay has learned her lesson and her ass is red, sore and hot, I will then hold her and tell her how much she is loved, she thanks me, and cries, no

Welcome To The Otherside Of My Brain...
Come See What’s In The Dark † Dark Angel Designz † Here I will do alot of things posting different Alphabets, for those of us that like to protect what we write. I have been a Solitary Witch since 1996, my Step-Daughter brought to our house a book called: ((The Magical Household: Spells & Rituals for the Home by: Scott Cunningham, David Harrington Whether your home is a small apartment or a palatial mansion, you want it to be something ...)) At first I was shock at my step-daughter by bringing the book to our home and running away from her Maternal Grandparent's. I was a very displaced Christian, every Church I went to I saw things I knew were wrong. Some of us did read the Bible more than just on Sunday and Wednesday. I never liked a Bible thumper, for I too could argue some major stuff. Especially if they judge me for doing what they did, when they weren't always at Church trying to save their Mortal Souls. Then my shock turn into curiosity and I picked up th

My Letter To Her
If I could write a letter to her, and she knows who she is, this is how it would go: Dear... well she knows, I want you to know something. We all know that you are a fake. You only do what you want to make yourself happy. Its a shame that people cant see that. But there are the ones who do. You are hurting not only your kids, but yourself. They are going to grow up and hate you. And you know what, I hope they do. You cant keep thier father away forever. As they get older, they are going to see you as the bitch that you are. Your oldest already does. She is miserable and you cant even see that. All you are tying to do is hurt them kids and us. Does that make you happy? If you just answered yes, then you are one sad person. I mean come on, even your own family see this. Why do you think they let him see the kids that one day. And you cant replace him as much as you try. Those kids will never love your new man the way they love thier father. What I cant understan

Random Thoughts.....
i tend to dwell on tomorrow for the sorrows today, finding myself is the hardest thing to do...needle in a haystack doesnt even begin to decribe the search- i am me, they all love me today and hate me tomorrow although most just want to be like me i drown myself in thoughts of what is to come...my bullet proof vest serves no purpose in this fight- bullets pierce that so called heart of mine, leaving me to wonder why it even beats at all anymore....i can not and will not ever be able to fix a heart with puncture wounds- part of me is forever gone, being replaced is not an option i step put of the dark chamber into another...although this one is colder and darker than before....someone is breathing down my neck- to scared to turn around- i walk further into the darkness...no light at the end of the tunnel for me, no more trying, no more giving in, no more compromise, no more sacrifice where is this dark chamber leading me?

Tell Me Lies, Tell Me Sweet Little Lies.
You ever get the feeling when someone is totally screwing you over, in more ways then one? To the point where you can just feel it. I'm waiting for that one day when the truth comes out, and one day it will. That day will change everyones lives. Nothing will be the same ever again.

Ben Dover Grow The Fuck Up
THIS PUKE MUST FEEL LIKE A REAL MAN. AFTER HE COULDN'T GET TO MISS CHERRY OR I FOR POSTING AND REPOSTING BULLETIN A BULLETIN ABOUT HIS CHILDISH ASS HE PROCEEDED GO AND DOWNRATE A FRIEND OF MINES PICS OF HER KIDS. WHAT A REAL MAN HAS TO DOWNRATE PICTURES OF KIDS TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT HIMSELF. ENOUGH SAID. HERE'S THE PUKEBen DoveЯ®™@ CherryTAP BTFW any of you on my friends list don't like FAT SONNY OR MISS CHERRY YOU ARE FREE TO LEAVE IT

New York Poem
Energy of New York by Louis Dienes It has turned cloudy and it is hot. Cool milk cools still and somewhere cows graze And the trees, following the yearly rise of temperatures, Blossom and give forth young leaves, Not lushly here as in Italy, Greece or Spain, Steeped in traditions and war-torn, But palely, all overshadowed by the asphalt ribbons And brick boxes covering the ground. Here where the straight line and the sharply defined form predominate, Where people ride daily in metal cars on parallel rails To buildings made with steel skeletons, Where people are employed running engines made of machined parts, Nevertheless pears, milk, livestock, bags of flour are needed, are received, From where curve predominates and forms are vague. In ten thousand gallon tanks early in the morning Milk rolls into the city from New Hampshire and Wisconsin; Morning, noon, and afternoon, and all night long Carloads of apples and pears arrive and boatloads of bananas,

+44 - When Your Heart Stops Beating
Turn it up, I never wanna go home I only wanna be part of your breakdown She got caught by the fool on the floor Who picked her up and she'll never get let down And now I cant stop thinkin' about it All you people have to talk, Don't know nothin' about it We dont give a f**k what the price is So just leave us to our own devices and we'll leave you alone I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when your last breath's taken away In the dark, When there's no-one listening In the times when we both get carried away She says it all without a thought in her head She says it all and she's pressed up against me A little something just to take it off the edge A little more and I'll fall off the planet entirely I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when your last breath's taken away In the dark, When there's no-one listening In the times when we both get carried away I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when

Roux (the Base For Everything Worth Eating)
2 tablespoons vegetable shortening 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour In a heavy iron skillet over medium heat, heat shortening until hot; add flour gradually, stirring or whisking to combine. Reduce heat to low and cook, stirring frequently, about 45 to 60 minutes or until roux is dark brown and has a nutlike odor (it will be very thick and pasty). NOTE: This process takes some time, depending on how high the heat is. The slower, the better, but be ready to remove skillet from heat and stir more rapidly if the roux appears to be burning. Set aside.

Dwelling In Darkness…
I’ve been into the sweet chocolates my whole life. Milk… White… Cookies n crème… Dark chocolate was always too bitter for my pallet and I didn’t like the aftertaste. Then I was grabbing some Hershey’s Miniatures one day (just a small handful, less than five) and when I got back to my desk I realized that I’d accidentally grabbed a Hershey’s Special Dark. I decided to eat it anyway… chocolate is still chocolate. But… I liked it. I mean… really really liked it! A few days later I decided to test the theory. One king size Special Dark, one regular Herhsey’s Milk chocolate. The Special Dark got devoured… Experimentation since then has only proved the theory more and more true. No one knows why I suddenly like Dark Chocolate… but we all know it has something to do with Bran. That much, at least, I can justify rather easily. Healing… especially the kind of Speed Shadow Healing that we do… often has physiological side effects. I noticed a LOT with Wor

Friendships
Giving someone your friendship is the most precious gift you can give, except for your heart. Friends are something you can never put a price to.. they are worth more than any possession you may have. I worry when I lose one. I never give up easily.. and fight to keep it. But sometimes people just decide they don't want/need you anymore. Not much you can do about that. Sometimes though I wonder if I should stop worrying about what friends I don't have and just be happy with the ones I do have.

Are You Being Abused?
Does the person you love... * Threaten to hurt you or your children? Yes No * Say it's your fault if he or she hits you, then promises it won't happen again (but it does)? Yes No * Put you down in public or keep you from contacting family or friends? Yes No * Throw you down, push, hit, choke, kick, or slap you? Yes No * Force you to have sex when you don't want to? Yes No Just one "yes" answer means you're involved in an abusive relationship. If so, you're not alone and you have choices. No one deserves to be abused.

Recognizing Abuse - Know The Signs
It may not be easy to identify abuse, especially at first. While some relationships are clearly abusive from the outset, abuse often starts subtly and gets worse over time. For example, abuse may begin with occasional hurtful comments, jealousy or controlling behavior. As it gets worse, the abuse may become more frequent, severe or violent. As the cycle of abuse worsens, your safety or the safety of your children may be in danger. You may be a victim of abuse if you're in a relationship with someone who: * Controls finances, so you have to ask for money * Looks at you or acts in ways that scare you * Acts jealous or possessive, or accuses you of being unfaithful * Tries to control how you spend your time, who you see or talk to, where you go or what you wear * Wants you to get permission to make everyday decisions * Gets angry when drinking alcohol or using drugs * Scares you by driving recklessly * Threatens to kill him or herself You ar

God Has Kept Me Here For A Reason!
God Has Kept Me Here For A Reason! Repeat after me: God hasGod Has Kept Me Here For A Reason! Repeat after me: God has kept me here for a reason. I survived because He has a plan for me. All my bad relationships, the severe illnesses, the addictions, the consequences, the bad credit, the repossessions, the death of my loved ones, the disappointment of those who I thought were friends, the negative thoughts, or the lack of support; I made it because I am blessed! I release and let go of all past hurts, misunderstandings, and grudges because I am abundantly blessed! I recognize them as the illusions they are, and sent from the enemy to kill my spirit, steal my joy, and destroy my faith; For God is all there is. All else is a lie! Now give yourself a hug, wipe your tears away, and walk in victory! I love you, but more appropriately, God loves you BEST! Be blessed and know that you are at one with THE SPIRIT OF THE LIVING GOD! In addition, may the Lord keep watch between you and me when we

Excited!
so here's the story: I've got 2 wisdom teeth that are causing me problems. I can't wait to get them taken out. My aunt Michelle is a receptionist for an oral surgeon.. and she talked to him.. and since I don't have insurance and she's my aunt, he's going to do it for free. I go today to get my x-rays done.. then Friday, June 15th is when I go to get my wisdom teeth taken out. I'm nervous about it, but they are going to put me to sleep. and I'm gonna have to be off work for a few days.. so Friday is a good day of the week to do it on since I don't work weekends.

Heart Prints
Heartprints Whatever our hands touch—We leave fingerprints! On walls, on furniture,on doorknobs, dishes, books, As we touch we leave our identity. Oh please where ever I go today, help me leave heartprints! Heartprints of compassion of understanding and love. Heartprints of kindness and genuine concern. May my heart touch a lonely neighbor or a runaway daughter, or an anxious mother, or, perhaps, a dear friend! I shall go out today to leave heartprints, And if someone should say "I felt your touch" may that one sense be… YOUR LOVE Touching through ME. This is to all the wonderful people I have met! I offer you my hand in friendship so that when you reach out in times of need, you can be certain that I'll always be there. When it returns to you, you'll know who'll be your friends for life!!!

~~our Politicians In Washington~~
Subject: Fw: Trainee for Congress -- so true................ -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- An Indian walks into a cafe with a shotgun in one hand pulling a male buffalo with the other. He says to the waiter "Want coffee." The waiter says, "Sure, Chief Coming right up." He gets the Indian a tall mug of coffee. The Indian drinks the coffee down in one gulp, turns and blasts the buffalo with the shotgun, causing parts of the animal to splatter everywhere and then just walks out. The next morning the Indian returns. He has his shotgun in one hand, pulling another male buffalo with the other. He walks up to the counter and says to the waiter "Want coffee." The waiter says "Whoa, Tonto! We're still cleaning up your mess from yesterday. What was all that about, anyway?" The Indian smiles and proudly says .

1000 Saturdays
1000 Saturdays ... The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the kitchen with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it. I turned the volume up on my radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning talk show. I heard an older sounding chap with a golden voice. You know the kind, he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business himself. He was talking about "a thousand marbles" to someone named "Tom." I was intrigued and sat down to listen to what he had to say. "Well, Tom, it sure sounds like you're busy

This Bitch Is A Fucking Idiot And Shes Pissed Over Something So Stupid And This Is Proof All In The Same Convo That People Are Afraid Of What They Don
OK I SWEAR TO GOD BY THIS FUCKING TIME IT WAS MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I WAS ON A LIE DETECTOR TEST LMAO...AND I TRIED TO POINT OUT TO HER THAT IT WAS WRONG TO GO BEHIND HIS BACK ASKING HIS WHOLE LIST THINGS LIKE THIS WHEN SHE COULD ASK HIM... ~+yourxworst xnightmare+~ (6/2/2007 11:49:37 PM): but theres something wrong somewhere if you have to do this behind his back smoking_guns_the_prick (6/2/2007 11:49:57 PM): no it is not behind his back smoking_guns_the_prick (6/2/2007 11:50:06 PM): i have talked to eveyone on his list ~+yourxworst xnightmare+~ (6/2/2007 11:50:58 PM): well good for them...but i got nothing to hide but i got nothing to tell either because he hasnt said nothing to me in quite some time RIGHT HERE SHE TRIES TO ACCUSE ME OF WITH HOLDING INFO FROM HER WHICH I WAS NOT TRYING TO DO BUT I HAD NOTHING TO HIDE PLUS IF YOU READ IN THE PREVIOUS PARTS OF THE CONVO I TOLD HER WHERE I MET HIM I JUST DIDNT SAY WHAT THE FALL OUT WAS ABOUT smoking_guns_the_prick (6/2/2007 11:51:

I Miss You
My Darling, How I miss your touch I miss your whisper of "I love you so much" Your love is so sweet, so gentle, so tender So wonderful - just like the sender My love for you is so true and so deep I pray that my love you will forever keep I love you more each and every day I love you, Baby - in every way I love it when you Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! ! ! ! ! OMG - that makes me Purrrrrrrrrrr! ! ! ! LYL - is where I want to be Me pleasing you and you pleasing me I want to be touching you - skin to skin Baby - I am ready for our life to begin I am counting the days until then You will long for love - never again I will love you like crazy for the rest of your life You will have the best friend, lover I want to be your everything I want to be what makes your heart sing I love you, Darling - please never doubt I love you so much - I want to Shout Until we are together again - hold me in your heart I am holding you in mine - as I have from the start

I'll Bleed It All Away
I know I said I'll leave the blade and learn to deal a different way. But I still cant calm my sorrow unless i bleed it all away. I had to put away my knife and let my wounds turn into scars I tried to find my own way out on a night that had no stars. I tried to fight this all alone to let all my old scars fade. But i find myself once more picking up this rusted blade. I'm sorry that i let you down that to your face i lied. But i just cant bear the pain its tearing me apart inside. Here I sit, blood dripping down, my weakened hands still write. Tears wash away the crimson ink as the pain i try to fight. I cant stop saying that I'm sorry, sorry if you're hurting too. I just don't want to deal with things, every thing I'm going through. Tired of hearing all these lies that keep shredding up my heart. I cant choose between the things that have torn my soul apart. I cant keep hiding from the truth cant keep hiding behind these eyes these eyes tha

Underestimated Depression
This is who I am And as sad as it may be Nothing can compare To the sadness within me Do you know what its like To wake each morning in pain? To go to sleep each night Hoping not to see another day Inside me is a disease One that cannot be cured I suffer from depression Its demons have me lured I'm haunted every moment And sometimes even teased By the cruel ways of this sickness It's a hunger that always feeds People come and go They leave because they're scared And when its said and done They say they really cared Oh but stay a little while Because if you listen close You will start to hear A meeting of the Devil's ghosts He speaks of how he'll get us By putting our life to an end He tries to make us believe That suicide is our friend And those we think are strong All too soon give in And as they take their fall The Devil gives a grin And those we think are weak Are the ones that do pull through The ones that live on to tell This painful story to you

Children
This weekend I had my five boys who I love with all my heart and soul over for a visit.But what started out as great weekend went downhill really fast. You see when my ex-husband and I seperated and divorced the kids took it hard which was to be expected, But with time they came around. But this weekend My 11 yr old son looked at me and said that he didn't have a mother.He said the only mother he would ever have is his dad's new fiance.You see my ex's new fiance is a girl he was with before we got together and she has never liked me. All this girl does is put me down and to top it all off my ex backs her and agrees with her. I don't blame my son I feel that he is just listening to what his father and her have to say. My children all know that i worked nights for years to support them all,but I guess when your father puts your own mother down you really don't know how to feel.I feel that they are being brainwashed. I always wanted children I just didn't realize how difficult it would be

Innocence Lost And Pain Gained
I lost my innocence. Not once not twice but more times than I can count. It was becuase of bastards. Bastards who wanted to hurt. I lost my innocence and gained pain. On the day you raped me. I lost everything. Lost my innocence. Lost my life. Lost my happiness. Lost my way of being. You raped me. You didnt lose anything. You gained the power. I lost every thing that day. All I was to gain was pain. I lost more than one thing. I lost my innocence. But gained the pain

Birthday
On a stormy night, you walk to you car parked near the end of the parking lot it has been a long day and all you want is to go home and take a warm bath. The closer you get to your car the hair on the back of your neck stands up you feel as if some one is watching you. Then you hear tires squealing in behind you turn to look and a dark van approaches you at a high rate of speed. You start to run for your car when the vans pulls up close to you then the door opens, your pulled in and a dark hood placed over you. You try to scream but there is a hand covering your face, you fell another set of hands removing your clothes , your hands our bound as you lat there on the floor of the van in nothing but your panties. You drive for what seems hours your body quaking in fear, thinking what is going on, how can this be happening to me. Your pulled out of the van and lead down some steps you feel a cool and damp air around you. As you are lead into a room your placed on a bed and the binds

I Love Licking And Sucking Pussy And Clit
I AM A ONE WOMAN MAN SEEKING A GIRL THAT LOVES HER PUSSY LICKED AND SUCKED AND HER CLIT LICKED AND SUCKED AND FUCKING SEEKING A GIRL THAT WILL SHOW HER PUSSY AND TITS ON HER WEBCAM TO ME ON YAHOO MESSENGER AND I WILL SHOW HER MY COCK AS SHE PLAYS WITH HER PUSSY ON WEBAM SEEKING A GIRL THAT DONT GO BY AGE LOOKS OR MONEY AT ALL BUT WHATS IN THE HEART SEEKING A REAL NASTY AND HORNY GIRL THATS REAL MY YAHOO MESSENGER IS RICK_WILLIS2001 IN YAHOO MESSENGER GIRLS

The Nba Finals: The Best Player In The Nba And His Teammates...
...take on the Cleveland Cavaliers. Yes, Lebron James was transcendant last week for Cleveland. And, yes, James' presences in the Finals ensures I will try and catch some of that series. But make no mistake, Tim Duncan remains the best player on the floor in any game he participates in, and Cleveland has absolutely no answer for him. I know Cleveland won the two regular season games this year against San Antonio, but I am guessing that will not presage anything in this upcoming series. My concern, hoping as I am for a continued Lebron James party? That Bruce Bowen et al slow James down significantly, and Tim Duncan runs roughshod over Cleveland. Still, James' presence in the Finals is intriguing enough to draw attention. In the end, David Stern wins again. Evil is as evil does.

I No Longer Have Interest In Life.
Yeah i know every time i write a blog.It is something about what happens to me.Something bad or what i hate about it.Well to be truthful i just wanna say that i lost interset in everything,and life.I'm sick and tired of worring about stuff that is not my concern.Like my family problems,and my love life.If i had one thou.I am sick and tired of helping people out,and when i need help.Their is no one to help me.I am sick and tired of always helping my family with their fucking financial problems.they work hard for their money,why can they fix their own fucking problems.Why do they alway have to come to me for help in their financial problems.They fucking know that i'm in a fucking wheelchair trying to extend my money for my medictions and my disabelity.But noooo,I have to have a heart,and help their sorry asses.I am sick and tired of always getting my ass dump for no reason.I fucking know that i didn't do anything to get dump.All i ever do is to be truthful in what i do.I'm a freaking nic

Just Thoughts...
Random thoughtlessness... WHEN THE SKIES RAIN... YOU CAN SHARE MY UMBRELLA. WHEN THE SUN SHINES BRIGHT, YOU AND I CAN SHINE TOGETHER. THE BRIGHTER YOU SHINE, THE BRIGHTER I SHINE! YOU SHOW ME LOVE THROUGH YOUR HEART, I SHOW YOU LOVE THROUGH MINE. NO MATTER WHAT... YOU'LL BE ON MY MIND AND IN MY HEART AND SOUL.... YOU'LL SHINE FOREVER AND BE A CONSTANT REMINDER, THAT I'LL NEVER BE ALONE. LET ME BE YOUR REMINDER THAT YOUR NOT ALONE! I WANT TO BE YOUR HAT ON YOUR HEAD, I WANT TO BE THE SHEETS ON YOUR BED, I WANT TO BE THE SMILE YOU WEAR, I WANT TO BE SHIRT ON YOUR BACK... I JUST WANT TO BE CLOSE TO YOU... WILL YOU LET ME? WHEN I REACH FOR YOUR HAND THROUGH THE DARKNESS, WILL YOU REACH FOR MINE? WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES, WILL YOU LET ME SEE YOUR WORLD? WHEN YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES, CAN YOU SEE MY WORLD? IF I COULD OPEN UP MY HEAD TO LET OUT ALL MY THOUGHTS... I WOULD... I WOULD SHARE MY EVERYTHING, IF I COULD.... I WOULD BE THERE THROUGH THICK AND THIN.... I WOULD BE THE LIGHT AT THE

My Daughter
In Memeory of Shianne Michelle Greene (03-23-99) Shianne Michelle Greene March 23, 1999 Many years have passed since the day we saw you last I guess something just went wrong but you're memory still is very strong you're our angel girl you're hair all in curl we can't wait for the day that we get to say, "We love you, Shianne." in that great heavenly land.

New Here...
Okay. so I guess I'm so bored that I fill out surveys on myspace and then the fucking hippie came and held me at gun point to create a profile here... Then I hear him snicker everytime that I add a friend or leave a comment. the snicker sounds very similar to a "cha-ching, cha-ching" sound, to be quite frank. Anyway, I'm Cris and I'm here to prevent boredom at work. (and it's only monday.)

Lookin Up
I just thought that I would leave a short blog and tell all my friends On CT that I have found a great guy and he has been making me a happy woman for the past few days so i am not sure if i will be on CT as much as I have been ,but i will check in on everybody regularly ,thanks for being friends ,I love you all XOXOXO

Quote For June 5
Say not, "I have found the truth," but rather, "I have found a truth." Say not, "I have found the path of the soul." Say rather, "I have met the soul walking upon my path." For the soul walks upon all paths. The soul walks not upon a line, neither does it grow like a reed. The soul unfolds itself, like a lotus of countless petals. -- Kahlil Gibran Bonus Quote: There is nothing more uncommon than common sense. -- Frank Lloyd Wright This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

My Head Is Swimming!
Wow! That's all I can say. I'm so pleased with the progress my dear sub llw is making. Last night I was in a funk and had errands to run after work. My dearest one racked her brain in an effort to figure out how we could get things done and how she could please me while we did so. She has been making strides to become more comfortable embracing this new lifestyle, and since we had to go out in public, she asked if it would please me if she ventured out of the house plugged and clamped. I smiled and told her it definitely would. We lubed her up well and inserted a butt plug deep inside her. A crotchrope kept the plug secure while providing her with some delicious friction in her naughty parts. I tightly clamped her nipples, making sure to shorten the chain so they were not simply clamped, but pulled as well. We then dressed her and headed out. She kept her arms behind her for the duration of our shopping trip. I led her with a hand on her shoulder, directing her on

$100 Tattoo
$100 TATTOO Larry gets home late one night and his wife, Linda, says, "Where in the hell have you been?" Larry replies, "I was out getting a tattoo." "A tattoo?" she frowned. "What kind of tattoo did you get?" "I got a hundred dollar bill on my privates," he said proudly. "What the hell were you thinking?" she said, Shaking her head in disdain. "Why on earth would an accountant get a hundred dollar bill tattooed on his privates?" "Well, one, I like to watch my money grow. Two, once in a while I like to play with my money. Three, I like how money feels in my hand. And, lastly, instead of you going out shopping, you can stay right here at home and blow a hundred bucks anytime you want."

To Aid In The Movement
There ya guys go, this will aid you in joining the movement. If you enjoy our station and I do hope you do you can request from me the banner code and I shall give it to you for your pages. HELP SPREAD THE WORD! DJ Majin (Galvin Knight)

Word Play
I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me. Police were called to a daycare, where a three-year-old was resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He is all right now. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was Sir Cumference. To write with a broken pencil is pointless. When fish are in schools they sometimes take debate. The short fortune teller who escaped from prison was a small medium at large. A thief who stole a calendar got twelve months. A thief fell and broke his leg in wet cement. He became a hardened criminal. Thieves who steal corn from a garden could be charged with stalking. We'll never run out of math teachers, because they always multiply. When the smog lifts in Los Angeles, U C L A. The math professor went crazy with the blackboard. He did a number on it. The

Only Here To Make Friends!
Friends say that I'm sincere, friendly, out going , funny, easy to get along with, caring and sometimes goofy. I'm shy at first, until I get to know someone. I like to go out and just hang out or small party crowd. I like to go with the flow. I enjoy music, laughter, movies, wrestling, Nascar, sewing (I design quilts), arts, my family, outdoors, ballgames, bowling, dinning out or just staying at home. I can be a little playful at times. Would like to find someone to share my life with. I enjoy life and know how to live it. I am a team player, don't want to control and don't want to be controled either. I am a person who is straight forward, I say what I mean and tell it how it is. I am loyal, faithful, always there when it really counts. I'm easy going, open minded, flexable and romantic. I am not in to head games. I enjoy cooking, but also enjoy dining out. I enjoy a good conversation, listening to music, I love to dance and love to do fun things. I'm looking for

Life In General
I'm at work talking to my boss about nothing in particular, when all of the sudden he says to me, and I quote, "So I was taking out the trash last night and thought it would be really exciting if there was a dead body there in the dumpster." What do you say to that? I just stared blankly back at him thinking, "this man is a college graduate, he leads others, he is a figurehead in the organization and he thinks it would be exciting to find a dead body" What seemed like hours to me were mere seconds in reality and I did reply, "Really, you would like that?" "Well, yeah." he bellowed, "All the police and news people coming out to interview me and the other people in the area…" And this is where I'd like to start. I've lived long enough and seen enough to know that the majority of the populace are stupid, there's a small group that are just ignorant and can in time be folded and molded into something credible. Then there are the proud and the few that lead the hapless masses to

Gas Gas Gas
Things won't change until the bosses change and god knows that you can only exchange one evil for another for so long before it seems like the norm! Alright, that out of the way... Lets discuss something near and dear to the public's heart, ~gas prices~. Please tell me that you are as pissed off as I am about this? I rolled by a station the other day and was astounded to see that a gallon of gas is almost $4.00. It's o.k. to joke, I've seen the pages that rouse the humor of high gas prices (unleaded = arm, super = first born), but we really need to get focused. Why is gas so much? Are we lacking oil? What are we doing about it? Really folks, if we are in a crisis situation where oil is almost gone, why aren't we looking for other options. I know there's got to be something... I'm no fuel expert, but I did study physics and movement, combustion is not the only way to unleash kinetic energy! This morning my better half writes to me that there was some type of cyclone in the m

Medical Bloopers
Exam of genitalia reveals that he is circus sized. Rectal exam revealed a normal size thyroid. (Long fingers?) A midsystolic ejaculation murmur heard over the mitral area. When she fainted, her eyes rolled around the room. She can't get pregnant with her husband, so I will work her up. The patient states there is a burning pain in his penis which goes to his feet. On the second day the knee was better and on the third day it had completely disappeared. The patient has been depressed ever since she began seeing me in 1983. I will be happy to go into her GI system, she seems ready and anxious The patient has no past history of suicides. Patient has left his white blood cells at another hospital. By the time he was admitted, his rapid heart had stopped, and he was feeling much better. The patient refused an autopsy. Many years ago the patient had frostbite of the right shoe. The bugs that grew out of her urine were cultured in the Casualt

Vices And Addictions
we all have them, in one form or another. most being dangerous in the forms alcoholism, drugs, sex... today I was told I have an addiction to being worshipped....the problem with this is?? I don't know, but apparently to some this is a bad thing. I am also told in my pics, it seems I go out of my way to look good...duh dumbass, it's a picture! of course I am gonna try and look good, no one wants part of their soul captured on camera looking like total shit.lol so to this man who tried to tell me how wrong I was for wanting to be loved in the world and then was offended when I said if he was unhappy with me no one asked him to worship me....guess what?? fuck off buddy. like I care if some random ass doesn't want to worship and adore me? especially some guy whos first line was "ever seen a 9 inch cock?"....9 inches? come on..seriously, dude...nothing to brag about. I think he may have just had his feelings hurt because I told him that. if you are gonna put yourself out there people,

Ask And Wish
WELCOM TO THE WORL OF DARK PRINS ALL THE POEMS THAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO READ ARE WRITTEN AND STAIND WITH LOVE. POEMS ARE FROM THE HART, AND SO IS MY PAGE EVRY WORD THAT IS IN THIS PAGE IS FOR YOU AND YOUR LOVE ONE I THINK ITS A WAY TO GET UR MIND CLEAD IN ANOTHER WAYTHEN JUST TO THINK. THIS PAGE MIGHT HELP YOU OF KNOWING THE PERSON AND THE PEOPLE YOU MEET IN YOUR REAL LIFE OR ON LINEIT MIGHT DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR HART AND MIND. IT MIGHT BE SOMETHING ELSE THAN JUST LOST IN A DREAM WORL SO READ AND WRITE ABOUT THE WAY YOU FEAL SPECIALLY WHEN SOME ONE THAT HAVE YOUR HART TELL THE WHO YOU IN YOUR WORLD THANK YOU . I wish.... I wish every one of you to be as happy as you can be, to have a great life with someone you do love dearly. I also wish all these wonderful things for little me. I wish there was peace on earth, and not all these fights Peace for every man, every woman and child, and not a war I wish I could help in any way and show them some light.

Master's Domain
He takes her to a secret place Its destination unknown Her eyes are shielded Her hands are bound As she follows in the dark The sound of keys The rustle of leaves The wind as it brushes her hair Waiting for another touch Or another step to dare The sound of a door That echoes through the night Its large metal hinges That creek upon their heavy bolts He takes her hand And leads her through the metal gates Their foot steps resonate in the night Her body starts to tremble As she follows him inside He steps behind her to shut the door And slowly removes her mask His hands caress her arms Welcome home he whispers As he lightly kisses her neck Candles that adorn the walls Flicker off the metal chains Suspended from the rafters The sound of water dripping In a dark and blackened corner He takes her chin in his hand And raises her eyes to his Tell me who you love my dear Tell me to whom you belong To which she humbly replies to him As s

Bullshit
Good news everybody. Worthless aristocrat whore Paris Hilton has been released from jail after 3 days, even though she was supposed to serve a whopping 23 days. This is proof that money can buy anything, that the well-moneyed are above the law. Congratulations slaves, your favorite cock-sucking heiress bitch is free to coke up and fuck and suck all she wants. Fuck all of you. Hugs and kisses, ixdx

Best. Day. Ever!
So. Today was my last day of work for the summer. Kids are done with school now for the summer. I have a neice! Alyssa Faith was born around 3pm today. 6 pounds, 12 ounces. Pictures tomorrow when I go visit them at the hospital. Now, the biggest news. WE FOUND A HOUSE!!! Yes, El - it's THAT house!!! This will be my new office ... if you click on the picture it should take you to the larger size page (that goes for any of these pictures). First bedroom (one of the boys' rooms): Living room (and view of the office): Upstairs bathroom (there's another half bathroom in the basement): It has a clawfoot tub!!! You can only see a small bit of it in this photo though. I am beyond elated today. *bounces* Now, who wants to help us move? LOL Can I tempt you with baked goods?

The Life Of { H.g.wells
H. G. Wells (1866-1946), English author, futurist, essayist, historian, socialist, and teacher wrote The War of the Worlds (1898); Yet across the gulf of space, minds that are to our minds as ours are to those of the beasts that perish, intellects vast and cool and unsympathetic, regarded this earth with envious eyes, and slowly and surely drew their plans against us. And early in the twentieth century came the great disillusionment.—Ch. 1. The invasion of earth by aliens from Mars, tripods attacking with Heat Rays and Black Smoke and the evacuation of London while people were terrorised in the surrounding countryside became one of the first internationally read modern science fiction stories. Wells is often credited, along with Hugo Gernsback (1884-1967) and Jules Verne (1828-1905) as being one of the fathers of science fiction. Forty years after its publication, on the night of Halloween 1938, Orson Welles’ Mercury Theatre on-air radio broadcast of the novel caused widespread pan

Hm
my horoscope for today.. Your thoughts are unusual, even shocking, but if you know they're just thoughts, you can let them go. Sometimes you can't believe that this is you having these feelings, but it is -- you truly contain multitudes. yeah probably a good thing they're just thoughts lol if only the rest of ya knew

Mother Daughter Threesome
Mother Daughter Threesome (a Sportsmens double) Current mood: giggly I ended up with an older woman at a club last night. She looked okay for a 57-year-old. In fact, She wasn't too bad at all and I found myself thinking that she probably had a hot daughter. We drank a bit, and had a bit of a snoggle and she asked if I'd ever had a Sportsman's Double. "What's that?" I asked. "It a mother and daughter threesome," she said. I said, "No." We drank a bit more, then she says that tonight was my lucky night. I went back to her place. She put on the hall light and shouted upstairs: "Mum, you still awake

The Wrong Army
This article was written by retired Chief Petty Officer and award winning novelist, Jeff Edwards. America's military can win wars. We've done it in the past, and I have absolute confidence that we'll continue to do it in the future. We've won fights in which we possessed overwhelming technological superiority (Desert Storm) as well as conflicts in which we were the technical underdogs (the American Revolution) We've crossed swords with numerically superior foes, and with militaries a fraction of the size of our own. We've battled on our own soil (Civil War) and on the soil of foreign lands(Iwo Jima) On the sea Under the sea And in the skies We've even engaged in a bit of cyber-combat, way out there on the electronic frontier. At one time or another, we've done battle under just about every circumstance imaginable, armed with everything from muskets to cruise missiles. And, somehow, we've managed to do it all with the wrong Army. That's right, America has the wrong Army. I don't kno

9 Words Women Use
This could be used as rules for men eliminate lots of prblems lol just jokin Edit Jun 8, 2007, 1:24 pm 9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. FINE: This is the word to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up . 2.FIVE MINTUES: if she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. five mintues is only if you have just been given five minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.. 3.NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. this means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothin usually end in fine 4.GO AHEAD:This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! 5. Loud Sigh:This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statment often misunderstood by men, a loud sigh mean she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here arguing with you about nothing . (refer back to # 3 nothin) 6. THATS Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statment s a women can make to a man. That okay means she wants to

Sts-117 Atlantis Launch Blog #7
STS-117 Atlantis launch Blog #7 7:00 PM EST There are more than 2,020 separate displays and controls on the space shuttle's flight deck. Four astronauts sit on the flight deck during launch: the commander, pilot and two mission specialists who serve as flight engineers. The rest of the crew, all mission specialists, sit on the middeck, or lower level of the orbiter's crew compartment for launch and landing. 6:11 p.m. - The primary overseas landing site is Istres, France, with Zaragoza Air Base in Spain serving as a backup site. Weather at both sites has been reported "green". 6:16 p.m. - Preferred launch time is set at 7:38:04. That time would put Atlantis on the preferred "sweet spot" to reach the space station with as little fuel as possible. 6:22 p.m. - T-20 minutes and holding. This hold is planned and will last 10 minutes. There are no technical issues or weather concerns. 6:31 p.m. - Commander Rick Sturckow, also known as C.J., and Mission Specialist Forres

Until
We love the smallest things Yet we never notice they're there We get attached to them yet we don't see them until they fade away Its not until we see them for the very last time That our eyes get watery That empty tears fall down We live with the thought That they'll always be there We think we never have to say "I love you" That we'll have time later to show them we care Yet in a time so short they just slip away And we're left with the feeling of loneliness And the urge to yell "I miss you, come back!" We never know what we have until we have lost it Like the wise men say So when you still have them Tell them you love them Show them you care Don't wait till the next day Because that next day might be the day- the day they fade away..…

Take Me ((woman Thinking Of Her Man))
Take me, like you've done so many times before; Slip inside me and slip out like forgotten lore; Make my womb ache for your embrace; Whip me hard with leather and lace. But when you leave remember how I felt; When you leave remember how I taste; When you leave forever feel me clench around you. Take me until I'm breathless with shame; Lick me until passion is nothing but a game; Caress me until it’s bordering on waves of pain; Make my heart pound through my pretty veins. But when you leave me remember that I screamed your name; when you leave know that your seed remains; when you leave me let the scratches on your back burn. Take me and make me shake to my core; Touch me and make me beg for more; Kiss me like you're eating my mouth; Let your fingers trail down south. But when you leave remember my face; when you leave remember me sprawled naked on my bed; remember it's your sex my body fed. Take me like you have so

Pussy Poesy ( Women Or Men Only )
Oh pussy mine! I worship thee And bow in love With Reverie Sweet fragrant scent Sheer desperate plea For tender hands Adoring thee Sleek thighs I bare To seek thy treasure My only need To gift thee pleasure Most sacred gem Rooted in thy mound Golden curls I part To thee I’m bound Sweet nectar swirls Oh nourish me! Thy potion flows Pure poetry! Senses heighten Reason rests Hardened nipples Swollen breasts Frenzied movements Thrashing hips Come, come, my Love Upon my lips Once more, my Darling? Turn over please “Brute” aches and hungers For thee to seize Oh Sweetest heart My Destiny! Through Heaven’s door Breathe Ecstasy!

Ladies Beware Pervert
LADIES WATCH OUT FOR THIS PERVERT HE CAME TO MY PAGE AND WAS VERY RUDE. WANTED ME TO SHOW HIM MY PICS I TOLD HIM THEY WHERE FOR FRIENDS ONLY. SO HE PUT IN A REQUEST AND THEN I DENIED AND HE ASKED WHY, I TOLD HIM THERE MY PICS I DIDN'T HAVE TO SHOW HIM. HE SAID I BET YOUR SEXY AND THEN TELL ME YOUR YAHOO AND I'LL TURN ON MY CAM. I TOLD HIM TO GO AWAY AND THEN BLOCKED HIM. HE THEN WENT TO MY BOYFRIENDS PAGE AND RATED HIM A "1". MY BOYFRIEND THEN WENT TO HIS PAGE AND RETURNED THE FAVOR, AND LOOK AROUND. HE SAID THE LOSER HAD SOME VERY ANTI-AMERICAN PICS. LADIES PLEASE BLOCK THIS PERV I'M A PERV@ CherryTAP THANKS MANDY I¢¾U SO MUCH GABE@ CherryTAP

Heavenly Sin
on a stick!!! omg it was just so very yummy like and melt in my mouth good. stop right there superperv! I am talking about Belgian chocolate truffle! from the CocoaDeli people comes a super yummy Belgian truffle in the shape of a mini popsicle on a stick! I bought it at Walgreen's in the ever so delish flavor of white chocolate raspberry truffle. I am sure I gained 5 pounds from the little thing, but damn it was sinfully fabulous. other than that, the day was ok. turns out my car is done, but I must have taken it to the one *%$#@! in town that isn't open on the weekends, so I am having to wait until monday to rescue my Forte from her horrible terrorist captives. Therefore, I missed a good friends baby shower today, I really wanted to go to ever so bad! I miss her and we don't get a chance to see each other very often. I know she understands, but I am upset about it nonetheless. tonight is quiet, I had plans to finally get a chance to catch up with someone online, but it turns ou

It Was A Good Night...
Really want to hear something more of me in prose rather than song lyrics? Get comfy, and prepared to be bored into mediocrity LOL..... Started out rather so-so. The time with the younglings was fine. I enjoy my time with them. But of course the Personal Hemorrhoid simply has to strike, and do what she can to prove herself to truly be a C U Next Tuesday... Ok, so that just makes it time to get outta Dodge that much sooner. So off to The Usual Friends' house, where my therian friend was slinging ink onto my favorite Object Of Affection. Hanging out, and went thru three getting either new tats or touchups. Some pizza, some laffs, it was good. From there we went to the summer festival by me, and caught Draw The Line, and Aerosmith tribute band out of Boston. Not TOO bad, but they really need to take the nitwit who runs their soundboard out and have him publicly flogged. We left before they finished (SORRY GUYS!) and hit the local watering hole dive for the kareoke. We tore it up

A Voice
I like myself. I am a good person, who is honest in the way I live and believe. No matter what others may think of my life style. I find it frustrating to be the witness to soooo much ignorance and hypocrisy running rapid with-in so many. What I "talk" I "walk". To wear a mask of "Goofy" and swear of being "Mickey"....obviously not "Mickey", trying to convince , and succeed in such to some, is UNFUCKING-BELEIVABLE to my thought process!! I am not anything or anyone but myself. Some like me, love me, some could care less about me. I am ok with that. I am not going to make a world of chaos or lies to attract another's attention, so that I may feel superior in my actions. To find pity or sympathy from others by leading them in a direction of ones life that really doesn't exist. I don't conform to any ideas or lifestyles but my own. I am "REAL"!! I am "ME"! To see that there are so many people who follow the "Jim Jones" actions of others makes me just cringe. To swear to live by a certain

Heres Another Great Person- Ancient1-
THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND DAVE- BETTER KNOWN AS "ANCIENT1"- GO BY IF YOU DONT ALREADY HAVE HIM ON YOUR LIST, HE'S TRUE FRIEND- AND WITH LOVE THROWED HIS WAY HE ALWAYS GIVES IT BACK. HERES THE LINK TO HIS PAGE- ~Ancient1~@ CherryTAP

Red Marbles
RED MARBLES I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like to take some home?" asked Mr. Miller. "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" "All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that rig

Good Friends Are Hard To Find
I care for you with all my heart. If you are falling i will be your lifeguard, And catch you with my bare hands. Maybe there is no one who understands How i can give so much for a person i hardly know, And there is no way i can show How i do this all. But the world is very small, And good friends are hard to find, So if you don't mind, I will keep the ones i have in honour.

Born 1930-1979
Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE

This Blog Has No Subject, If Youre Offended Youre The Subject!!!
So Ive taken a few days off this site and as I made my way back to it, Im thinking to myself WTF am I doing here? All I see is everyone bashing everyone, Bulletins about the downraters, the "stupid" people of CT, blah , blah... and to beat all this is all coming from friends/friends of friends on my page!!! I dont know about ya'll but Id rather not be a part of some site that talks shit about everybody on it. If you dont agree with one theory then youre stupid, ousted, declared un-friendworty.. Well heres a clue, I dont really give a fuck. Chances are I wont be on here much anymore anyway due to the fact that a group of adults cant act adult enough to conduct themselves on the internet. But what gets me the most is how "significant others" or wanna be "significants" will come stalk ya page all because they think they have the right to because you are friends with their bf/gf/wife/husband...GROW THE FUCK UP!! If you act this way on the internet, Id hate to see the way you act

The Great Destroyer......
Fully captioned captivated by time words come quick to sound the vibrations traverse time an space you wander aimlessly around finding things to put together waiting mending hoping praying, The day doesnt come fear insecurity settle in making their home inside ur head and heart you wonder still holding dearly onto hope wishing yelling crying.... still alone you seem to be, Crying an yelling quickly turn to violent outbursts fists torn an bloody anger now filling ur once naive heart the once beautiful woman you were now cold frail an full of so much hate reflections of you remind you of a time long past holding onto grudges making them all pay the suffering the hate why did it all have to turn out this way?..... A dark figure approaches from the shadows bone clawed hand reaching out to you your time has come will you join him.... The Great Destroyer? will you be his right hand woman of destruction? harming those that harmed you taking what you want and need from those that do n

Ira-- We Will Missyou
my darling little show dog Ira passed away yesterday. He was my pekingese show dog. Wonderful little dog he had a wonderful life with me. A very dear gave him to me about 6 yrs ago. He was great companion and loving little guy. I will have Ira puppies coming as my female peke Belle is preggers by him. One of his last puppies is living in washington state now. i know stupid to cry over just a pet but he was more than that. he loved car rides playing with squeaky toys going on walks with me. The other dogs miss him already. Good bye Ira please know you were very loved by us Bubba Belle and kaseykahne love you

Pot Of Coffee
So I couldn't sleep so I was thinking I have to work later so I drank an entire pot of coffee this morning. At the time it seemed like a reasonable thing to do but I clearly wasn't considering that I only actually drink coffee like twice a month so now I'm all fidgety and anxious cause I've got like crazy anxiety disorder thingy. And I'm all wiggly and my hearts beating a little faster than normal and this whole coffee thing was a slightly less than good idea. . ..AHHHHHH Coffee is bad. See the thing is every time I drink coffee I say to myself "oh right this is why I don't drink coffee" then time will pass and I'll look in my cupboard and see the giant thing of coffee I bought when I first moved into my apartment cause I'd just moved out of a house filled to the brim with mormans and I was like ha ha ha I'll drink coffee. Then you know i drank coffee and realized I shouldn't But anyway I'll see this can of coffee and be like "i have all this coffee why do I never drink it" then

What Lion King Caracter Are You?
What Lion King Caracter are you? You got the Hyena's. You are sly but are always craking up jokes and always have a plan to help out your friends. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Before Its Too Late!
"Honey," said this husband to his wife, "I invited a friend home for supper." "What? Are you crazy? The house is a mess. I didn't go shopping. All the dishes are dirty, and I don't feel like cooking a fancy meal!" "I know all that." "Then why did you invite a friend for supper?" "Because the poor fool's thinking about getting married."

What Kind Of Car Are You?
What kind of Muscle Car are You? (pics) 1969 Buick SkylarkYou are a 1969 Buick Skylark. You car has alot of potential....but you don't really care. The only reason you are driving your car is because it works! You only care about going from place to place.....racing isn't in you....but who cares...Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Man Oozes Green Blood Before Operation
Last Edited: Monday, 11 Jun 2007, 5:43 PM PDT Created: Monday, 11 Jun 2007, 11:13 AM PDT 06/11/2007 -- Canadian surgeons received the shock of their careers while trying to insert an arterial line into a man who was suffering from compartment syndrome and needed an urgent procedure to save his legs from permanent damage. Surgeons were having trouble inserting the line, but what happened next seemed like science fiction. The man began oozing dark green blood out of the catheter, not unlike Mr. Spock might have done if he was on the operating table. Dr. Stephan Schwarz and Dr. Alana Flexman presented their unusual case in a recent edition of The Lancet. The 42-year-old Canadian had been brought into Vancouver's St. Paul's Hospital after falling asleep in a sitting position. He was ushered into an operating room where doctors began preparation to relieve the pressure in his legs. But it wasn't until the doctors drew the man's blood that they realized the man was suffer

I Have Been.........
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Sorry I was not around tonight i was spending some time with my man! But please all of you take some time out and vote for my very dear and best friends Sweet Southern Comfort in her contest here is the link: I will be back in full force tomorrow! Goodnight my peeps, much love to you all! Sweet Dreams! Heather

God Said No
I asked God to take away my pride. God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up. I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. God said, No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No. Patience is a by product of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned. I asked God to give me happiness. God said, No. I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you. I asked God to spare me pain. God said, No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to Me. I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things. I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me. God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea. If you love God, share love! THIS DAY IS YOURS DON'T THROW IT AWAY To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just m

Little Red Riding Hood......
Little Red Riding Hood is skipping down the road when she sees a big bad wolf crouched down behind a log. " My, what big eyes you have, Mr. Wolf." > The wolf jumps up and runs away. Further down the road Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again and this time he is crouched behind a bush. "My what big ears you have, Mr. Wolf." Again the wolf jumps up and runs away. About two miles down the road Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again and this time he is crouched down behind a rock. "My what big teeth you have Mr. Wolf." With that the wolf jumps up and screams, "Will you knock it off, I'm trying to poop!" Brighten someone's day!*

The Tru3 Station For All Music Lovers
Just to let all you music buffs out there know .. I DJ on Http://www.tru3styleradio.com ... come by and check us out .. we play any and all requests. The NiteHawk Flies almost every night from 12 am EST until who knows when. I play ALL your requests and hang out in our chat room a lot .... Tune in and find out y we call ourselves the only TRU3 station for the fans. We Stream and play ALL requests 24/7

5 Secrets To A Perfect Relationship
1. It's important to have a man who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up and has a job. 2. It's important to have a man who can make you laugh. 3. It's important to have a man who you can trust and who doesn't lie to you. 4. It's important to have a man who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. 5. It's very, very important that these four men don't know each other.

Saying Goodbye...
A lonely man walks into the field. The field made of stone With a tear in his eyes He say's goodbye with a subtle touch of his stone. With a cane in his hand as he walks away a tear still on his cheek A man standing says thanks with a tear in his eyes He just replies with a tear and a nod Don't thank me, thank them.

Dave Matthews Band-i Did It
I'm mixing up a bunch of magic stuff A magic mushroom cloud of care A potion that will rock the boat will rock Make a bomb of love and blow it up I did it Do you think I've gone too far I did it Guilty as charged I did it It was me right or wrong I did it Yeah I never did a single thing that did a single thing to Change the ugly ways of the world I didn't know it felt so right inside I didn't know it at all Open up the curtains I heard sirens there the lights flash and crawl I did it justice I just did it for the buzz It's a nickel or a dime for what I've done The truth is that I don't really care For such a lovely crime I'll do the time You better lock me up I'll do it again I did it Do you think I've gone too far I did it Guilty as charged I did it It was me right or wrong I did it Yeah I never did a single thing that did a single thing to Change the ugly ways of the world I didn't know it felt so right inside I didn't know it at all Open u

Erotic Thoughts
I woke up this morning thinking erotic thoughts I want to penetrate your mind from behind Slowly, deeply, rhythmically To enter your deepest thoughts To explore the contours of your soul Driving you into ecstatic reaction Wildly emotional of both of us as We consume each other as I take you firmly and caress you Driving you wild with ecstasy Holding you in a strength unsurpassed Kissing you until you willingly submit to my every move Then releasing you gently to reveal your passion Your begging response, your sexual hunger Then again holding you strongly, taking you in a complex orchestration of eroticism Giving, receiving, gently, firmly, lovingly Holding you in an embrace of warmth, passion and love Driving you into an abyss of sensuality Pulling you back to tease you with affection Then again and again, ecstasy Searching the erogenous zones of your mind Making your body ache with desire, craving more and more.....

Oh Wow
Well, I managed to lose over 5 pounds in 48 hours! What a weight loss program. The only catch is that you have to make yourself disgustingly ill during that time. Fever (spiking to 104 at one point), nausea, headaches, chills, joint ache, and some more disgusting symptoms let me know that this is NOT a path I would like to take again. Thanks to all who sent thier well-wishes, and I will try to get caught back up with everyone as soon as I can.

Reclaiming That Which Was Lost
Standing upon the brink the demi-goddess wipes away her final tears and says goodbye to the part of her the world knows. Saddest part is they don't have a clue of what they are losing. Oh, well. The time has come to leave love and hope behind. Now all is simple what is need and want. Forget pain but even more embrace it. Saying goodbye to all the feelings ever known she takes a step beyond their reach. With the last of her humanity she turns to them and says, "I am sorry, please don't miss me for I am already gone. You will see me but I am not the same person you knew. Hold tight to your memories for I will treasure the ones we share for eternity. Some day I will fade from your memory. Goodbye" Some felt hurt when if they only knew she was their saving grace they should be happy. As the powers of old serged through her she struggled to hang on to the few memories that had once given her hope. Knowing that deep down she has to keep a piece of her heart or she will le

China Finds New Species Of Big, Bird-like Dinosaur
HONG KONG/BEIJING (Reuters) - China has uncovered the skeletal remains of a gigantic, surprisingly bird-like dinosaur, which has been classed as a new species. Eight meters (26 ft) long and standing at twice the height of a man at the shoulder, the fossil of the feathered but flightless Gigantoraptor erlianensis was found in the Erlian basin in Inner Mongolia, researchers wrote in the latest issue of Nature. The researchers said the dinosaur, discovered in April 2005, weighed about 1.4 tonnes and lived some 85 million years ago. According to lines of arrested growth detected on its bones, it died as a young adult in its 11th year of life. What was particularly surprising was its sheer size and weight because most theories point to carnivorous dinosaurs getting smaller as they got more bird-like. "It had no teeth and had a beak. Its forelimbs were very long and we believe it had feathers," Xu Xing at the Chinese Academy of Sciences' Institute of Vertebrate Paleontology

Read This
Colin Davis of the Californian brutal death metallers VILE has posted the following message on the band's MySpace page: "It's time to gear up people, its time to gear up... "I do a lot of personal research about what is going on in this country and in the world right now. Thank God, we live in an amazing age where information that was never available to us, now is. I've talked about a lot of things in these blogs. Spirituality, government corruption, many things. But this blog is about getting prepared for what is coming to us Americans. "Unconsciously, we all know what is coming. Nobody in their right mind would argue that the civilization is not in freefall. A lot of people that will be reading this are not old enough to remember anything else. And even I have not seen things near perfect at all. None of us have. But what we are seeing now is pure evil rearing its head right in the daylight. "The only reason why most of us are not running for the hills is the damn good

June 12 2007
So I happen to read this one paper as often as I can and I love their horoscopes. They make me smile. In order to make others happy I've decided to post them for all the world to see. . . Theonion.com is the site they come from. . . Your Birthday Today You'll reach an important milestone in your life when, after a few too many Cosmos at your birthday party, you'll drive at full speed into one of your town's quaint milestones. Aries March 21 - April 19 Though the doctors have found a donor and are willing to perform the operation, you should really ask yourself how many more livers you actually need. Taurus April 20 - May 20 Judging by the speed of the approaching asteroid swarm, it is not a good time to go forward with new plans in your career. Gemini May 21 - June 21 Your utter lack of appeal to the opposite sex will save you from the Black Widow Killer, but it won't keep you out of the clutches of the Utter Lack of Appeal to the Opposite Sex Slasher. Cancer

Lil Johnny
HOW A 7 YR OLD EXPLAINS SEX Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because

My Feeling
A feeling so deep,a feeling so pure A feeling of comfort,feeling secure Feeling special,a feeling of goodness A feeling of care,a feeling of trueness So close so near so much love we share A feeling of emptiness if you weren't here Do not ever want to let this feeling i feel go Let this be something i'll forever know What would i feel without you Like i'm in a dark place all lonely In a cold cold room, with no one to hold me But while i'm with you I feel like i'm in paradise Your everything i want I never want to leave this place I'm not goin even front You make me feel good with all that you do I feel LOVED when i'm with you. If I had to count the reasons why I love you and why I'm so in love with you...I'd have to count forever.The first time I saw you, I knew it was true, that I'd love you forever, and that's what I'll do. You don't know what you do to me, you don't have a clue, you don't know what it's like to be, me looking at you. Because I Love you MOre

My Babys It Is Every True
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Wow..if This Isnt The American Way
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070614/ap_on_go_pr_wh/cia_leak_trial WASHINGTON - A federal judge showed no sign that he would delay I. Lewis "Scooter" Libby's prison term in the CIA leak case Thursday — even as he reported getting threatening letters and phone calls after sentencing the former White House aide. "I received a number of angry, harassing, mean-spirited phone calls and letters," U.S. District Judge Reggie B. Walton said. "Some of those were wishing bad things on me and my family." Walton made the remarks as he opened a hearing into whether to delay Libby's 2 1/2-year sentence while the former White House aide appeals. Walton heard arguments on the request and was scheduled to continue them Thursday afternoon. After a monthlong trial, jurors found in March that Libby lied to investigators about how he learned that Valerie Plame, the wife of an outspoken war critic, worked for the CIA, and whom he told. Libby maintains his innocence and says any

Looking
looking for my soul mate is he out there did we date,missing being held tight late at night him whipeing the tears aways as he turns out the light.walk in the sand hand in hand how do i find the right man.apart of me doesnt know the true meaning of love,it is so easy to mistake sex for love,i know sometimes it doesnt make any sence but it is true i am a one mans woman waiting for the right one and trying to lift the selfesteem is realy hard ,some times it is hard to look in the mirror not likeing who i am and who i become,thinking the whole world is looking at you through a magnify glass waiting for you to make the wrong move

Thought For The Day
well he wants to go and do every thing with out me. he is faving me out of the picture. slowly.but as he wishes. then maybe one day he will understand i never do any thing he thinks i do to hurt him . I love him . and well we will see where it goes.

Big Girl
Lois Helmers was lonely. It had been such a long time since she had been with a man, she could hardly remember when. Not exactly young any more at thirty six, her real problem was the one hundred thirty pounds she had gained in the past ten years. She was now tipping the scales at a cool two hundred seventy five pounds. As she packed on the fat, her social life had taken a nose dive, and while she had been a fairly attractive woman her appetite for rich foods had turned her into a fat cow! Her tits were mammoth, but so were her hips and legs and there weren't too many men that would be interested in a girl her size. Her love life consisted of her vibrator and a once a month call to a phone sex line, which was not exactly fulfilling or intimate! Even though she knew it was hopeless, she had decided that tonight she wasn't going to stay at home! She was going to go out and have a nice dinner and have a few drinks at the bar. Her mother had been on her case for months to get out in the

How The Internet Got Started
> Thought you would like this :o)> > In ancient Israel, it came to pass that a trader by the name of> > Abraham Com, did take unto himself a young wife by the name of Dot. And> Dot Com was a comely woman, broad of shoulder and long of leg. Indeed,> she had been called Amazon Dot Com.> > She said unto Abraham, her husband, "Why doth thou travel far from town> to town with thy goods when thou can trade without ever leaving thy> tent?" And Abraham did look at her as though she were several saddle> bags short of a camel load, but simply said, "How, Dear?"> > And Dot replied, "I will place drums in all the towns and drums in> between to send messages saying what you have for sale and they will> reply telling you which hath the best price. And the sale can be made on> the drums and delivery made by Uriah's Pony Stable (UPS)."> > > Abraham thought long and decided he would let Dot have her way with the> drums. The drums rang out and were an immediate success. Abraham sold all> the goods he

Go Spurs And Loud Honking Downtown
Well after the game I tried getting home. Yes i know that means i was there from about 11pm to 1 am trying to get out of traffic and back to my part of town. It was crazy. Honking, illegal fireworks, women stripping down, people standing on the roofs of cars while they are moving (which reminds me: there was this girl with all white on and she was sitting on the top of the car flirting with boys all up and down the way and then when she started to sort of crawl on the top of the car many guys lauged and looked away. Turns out the girl had sat on the rusted roof giving shit brown stains on her white pants. Funny),But yeah, there were guys running around with brooms sweeping the streets for our 4 game sweep and win of the NBA Champions. It was just amazing to see a whole city down like that. I do feel sorry for the cops but you can't really do anything except sit back and watch and wait to get out of downtown. Anyways that was my night. Wish i had pics to show you of it.

Mylil' Kaleiatia[r] 1st Visit 5-24-07_6-9-07
~this is mylil' kaleiatia sis during her visit with U/us first time, i got a little bit pic taking happy she and Master B/both tell me, but i did such for T/them B/both as i felt was only right for memory's sake as i would have liked having done for my first visit with/to O/our Master so long ago. Taking pics is my way of commiting stuff to memory and comforting myself when i am forced to be parted from myMaster, though i admit that i dont think when He has me moved in with Him that i will stop this addicting habit of mineyou!!! more later when i can focus my thoughts once again on what this visit meant to me and how i feel~ tallyssinae[R]

**help Wanted**
If you enjoy ROCK MUSIC, meeting new people, and hanging out in a fun, drama free lounge then WE WANT YOU! Join the WRR Army today! Army staff member duties include: Posting and reposting bulletins and blogs for shows Greeting new members as they come into the lounge Supporting the DJs by attending at least 70% of the shows Recruiting new listeners to the station Attending weekly Army meetings. Usually held at 9pm EST on Tuesdays If you're interested, please contact CSC at csc@cherrytap.com , original_csc@yahoo.com or one of the other staff members. We look forward to welcoming you into our family! Click banner to enter lounge

Top 10 Things You'll Never Hear Dad Say
10.) Well, how about that! I'm lost. Looks like we'll have to stop and ask for directions. 9.) You know, pumpkin. Now that you're thirteen, you'll be ready for unchaperoned car dates. Won't that be fun? 8.) I noticed that all your friends have a certain negative attitude. I like that! 7.) Here's a credit card and the keys to my new car. Go crazy! 6.) What do you mean you want to play football? Figure skating not good enough for you, son? 5.) Your Mother and I are going away for the weekend. You might want to consider throwing a party. 4.) Well, I don't know what's wrong with your car. Probably one of those doo-hickey thingies. You know, that makes it run or something. Just have it towed to a mechanic and pay whatever he asks. 3.) No son of mine is going to live under this roof without an earring. Now, quit your belly aching and let's go to the mall. 2.) What do you want to go and get a job for? I make plenty of money for you to spend. 1.) Father's Da

Dire Wolf
You scored as WereWolf, WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.WereWolf100% Demon92% Faerie75% Angel75% Mermaid50% Dragon25% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Washcloth
There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45 am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I was called in. Knowing the procedure, as

Horoscope For 06-15-07
Instead of telling yourself 'no way,' and 'that could never happen,' try substituting phrases like, 'why not?' or 'I bet I could do that.' It's amazing what a change of attitude can do for your abilities. A little positive thinking can't hurt anyone....right? :)

Amoral
They call me amoral. I have gotten this impression from these judgmental people that to write about two persons who are in-love, kissing, touching, moaning, writhing, screaming in the throes of passion, regardless of gender, is indecent. To write about human weaknesses, failures and vices is considered immoral. To write about human indignities in the real world is perversion. I have been called names that an author cannot swallow, an author who only wants to present humanity in its most naked form. An author who dares to defy convention. Convention that is not my choice as a writer anyway, if I have my say in it. Conventions that are choking the life out of me as a woman. So I dared to establish my own rules by which I will forge my path as an author. Is that so bad? If I am to be judged based on this puritanical society's parameters, so be it. I fully embrace being amoral, immoral, indecent and perverted. From here on, I would wear these badges with pride and dignity.

6-15-07
So far the best day yet of my summer vacation. My graduation present is that my parents are leasing me a horse to ride. I saw a horse that is a sweet one named Pompero. He's awesome to ride and such a smooth ride. I'm going to help build up his muscle since horses have muscle. I'm going to be the person to do that. YES!!! I just love riding horses.

Back To The Rodeo
Back to the Rodeo # Erotic instructions: He lies flat on his back. Hop on top of him facing his feet, guide his penis inside you, then carefully lower yourself all the way back so that you are lying on top of him. Extend your legs straight out and slightly apart. # Pleasure payoff for you: Woman on top has a rep for not producing much body contact, but this position provides that carnal closeness that makes doing the deed so damn steamy. The action is slow and penetration shallow -- a major plus if your dude is well-endowed. It'll also allow his penis to tantalize the supercharged nerves of your lower V zone. # Pleasure payoff for him: He'll love that he can touch your breasts and belly or manually stimulate you while nibbling your neck. You can show him exactly how you get yourself off by guiding his hand with yours -- a thrilling lesson most men crave.

Best Joke Of The Year......
Best Joke of the year...... >> >>A Somali arrives in Minneapolis as a new immigrant to the United >>States. >> >> >>He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says, >> >>"Thank you Mr. American for letting me in this country, giving me >>housing, food stamps, free medical care, and free education!" >> >>The passerby says, "You are mistaken, I am Mexican." >> >>The man goes on and encounters another passerby. &g t;> >>" Thank you for having such a beautiful country here in America !" >> >>The person says, "I not American, I Vietnamese." >> >>The new arrival walks further, and the next person he sees he stops, >>shakes his hand and says, "Thank you for the wonderful America !" >> >>That person puts up his hand and says, "I am from Middle East , I am >>not American!" >> >>He finally sees a nice lady and asks, "Are you an American?" >> >>She says, "No, I am from Africa !" >> >>Puzzled, he asks her, "Where are all the Americans

Message To The People I Care About
To All All the people in my life i love you all You get me through the things that hurt the most Because of you and my baby i will never fall I have to stay strong so one i can have a toast With all of the people that stayed here with me To look back at all the things that mattered And all the people that said they believe Im glad that our relationships that wont be shattered My baby is the only person that has my whole heart But i love everyone that is in my life And to every relaionship that went sour and tart You are gone and cant cause me anymore stife There are a certain few that know how i feel And those people i love with everything i have So the people that are around heres the deal I love you and will never make you sad

Taurus (offensive, Read As Own Risk)
I'm so frustrated at the moment, so I'll sound pretty biased. Taurus all have one thing in common: stubborn. They are irritably stubborn and will rarely accept change in their lives without some good convincing. You can equate them to cattle in the field. They don't mind grazing and minding their own business, but when provoked, you'll regret it. I live with 3 taurus, and I'm very much the opposite, so I get pretty fucking annoyed with them. They plan and plan and plan...and plan. It takes them forever to change. They simply don't want to. I need change everyday. I hate routine, I hate the monotony that comforts them. I can't stand their complacency. I usually see them talking to themselves. They love to just sit and enjoy the scenery and just be down-to-earth and humble, but that makes them dull and boring. They have an overwhelming need for SECURITY. Similar to Cancer, but even moreso, but they're more inclined to indulgences and the "finer things" in life. A nice

The Dark Corridor - Ghost Legend
The Dark Corridor The whole, frightening experience began at around 5 O’clock on the evening of the 23rd of December 1969. The chill night air was biting and the last remnants of day were creeping over the horizon. The thought of spending another night away from home, away from the comfort of the family over the festive period would be enough to fill most with melancholy and yet, here in the Wayfarer’s Inn, there was not the slightest feeling of loneliness. Quiet contentment appeared to be shared by all of the residents. Jonathan Harper was a travelling sales representative. Nothing too much could be said about him except that he gave the impression of someone uncomfortable with the thought of Christmas alone. If there were anything that left one to assume he was not part of the crowd, this would be it. Otherwise he was no different to anyone else in the inn. Outside a thick, cloying mist rolled in off the hills spreading icy tentacles across everything in its path. It wouldn’t b

Time For A Sweet Treat!
Strawberry Soda-Pop Cake: White Cake Mix Strawberry Jello Strawberry Soda-Pop Whipcream Vanilla Pudding (instant) is best Ok Take the white cake mix and do has normal, once the cake as cooled fully take a fork and poke holes all thur the cake. Take the Strawberry Jello and add the one cup of boiling hot water to melt the jello but don't add water add strawberry soda-pop. Once mixed up pour over the cake, place in Frig for about 1 hour. Take the instant vanilla pudding and mix as the box says place in frig for 10 mins. Ok after 10 mins take the whipcream and add it to the mix and mix it really well and once the cake come out of the frig after that hour take the vanilla and whipcream mix and place it on top of the cake. Place back in Frig for about 30 mins and you will have yourself and family one awesome treat... This cake must stay in the Frig at all times..

Send Some Luvin In A Hurry
its suppose to be my hubby's day today and it ended up being about me.in the midst of running amuck cleaning and cooking,a metal rail(from the fridge) was sticking out of the garbage and my leg ran right in front.blood squirted on the floor and down my leg...didnt hit bone,dont need stitches..i dont think.and now my leg is elevated while my hubby cleans the blood off my just-cleaned-floor and disinfecting the floor and his flip flop i was wearing at the time....just great!

Maroon 5-she Will Be Loved
Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along, yeah My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved I know where you h

Compromise Of Character.
I have noticed here on CT as in life. Alot, I'm not saying all just alot, of people want to be accepted. They go to alot of lengths to ensure this. Some compromise their own morals with NFSW pics to be accepted. What I mean by that is they really don't want to do them or post them, but they do so someone will talk to them or accept them. They will stop talking to certian people, because others they feel are more popular say don't talk to them, or block them. Some will take what others say about a certian "type" of person and completely stay away from that "type" so they are accepted. The problem with this is....it creates a false acceptance. Once someone compromises their own beliefs and ways of thinking to fit in. It takes away their character. It only makes it where you must walk on egg shells to be part of the popular ones. If you are yourself and you live by your own set of rules and think for yourself, people accept you for you. You will find that is where happiness is. You

Camera
so I got up this morning and I was going to take a picture of my new hair color.. and I went to to turn it on with rechargeable batteries that were fully charged and my camera won't come on. :( I've only had it for 11 months. I guess I gotta buy a new one.. so I won't have any new pictures for awhile.. lame.

A7x- Seize The Day
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life replacing life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where should we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there

A Thought
im down right now well my dad first of all is a dick and then not only that my electric goes out then my tv goes and it doesn't come back on and then my stereo goes and it hasnt' come back on and then to make matters worse my electric in my room is out. im done trying to make my room my space. im frustrated with how things are getting given to me. i get the shitty part of every hand and i got a shitty dad im sorry to those dads that are dads but my dad he isn't a dad he hasn't been for a while. i cried my hardest today and i hate it that now i can't be in my room cus the electric is out. im sick and tired of this shit. im down cus each and everyone of my friends are married and have a family of there own and im left out in left field. my dad has a new life and he is remarried and happy and he doesn't care bout me his wife is the number one thing in his world that makes him happy and live life to its fullest.

Life Goes On.
Things around here have been turned up side down. a dear family member passing, sisters fighting then splitting up all becuase of her lies and misdoings, people being hospitalized (me), but now.. my honey is coming home, i am medicated and i feel amazing. its crazy what llittle pills can make you feel and not feel. Things are looking up. Slowly but surely things around here will get back to normal. My kids wont miss her that much anymore. daddy will be home soon and that will distract them. My sister mena mena came home.. she was amazing really came through with the kids and me. She was very supportive exspecially cause i really needed her. anyways again life goes on.. thing get worse before they get better.. friends with be firends if they were ment to be so. Dont hurt the ones you love or who loves you.. it will only come back to bite you in the end.. it may not now .. but it will sooner or later.

The Sweetest Night
If you would like me to be honest, I will admit that I was very nervous. While dinner simmered on the stove, I wondered through the apartment, making sure that everything was set just perfectly. The small studio apartment had always been large and spacious to me, but just now it seemed no bigger than a closet. The long tan couch that separated my ‘living room’ from my bedroom’ had my favorite deep blue fuzzy blanket draped over it, with one fluffy pillow on each side. The ‘living room’ consisted on that couch, a chair, my coffee table, and an entertainment center with my big screen tv. My ‘bedroom’ was far simpler, consisting of my queen sized bed, a bookshelf and my burrow dresser with mirror. As I’ve never been one to sit down at a table to eat, I had been forced to get creative. I covered my oversized coffee table with a black cloth and set the table for two. My incense was burning, mixing with the sent of dinner to create a warm, inviting aroma. The windows w

The Ambivalent Angel
The Ambivalent Angel by Paul Iddon He turned my dullness into brightness My candle in the dark But when the dark turned into light He left without a spark He took me high into the sky So high above the rain But as we both began to fly He kicked me out of the plane He turned my winter into spring My heart and soul aglow But when the warmth was in full swing He covered me with snow He took me into outer space Floating in the stars But as we drifted in embrace He abandoned me on Mars.

Attitude Is Everything
Attitude is Everything John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling them how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day, I went up and asked him, "I don't get it!" You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it"? He replied, "Each morning, I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood." Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positi

Have They Nothing Better To Do?!
VATICAN CITY - The Vatican on Tuesday issued a set of "Ten Commandments" for drivers, telling motorists not to kill, not to drink and drive, and to help fellow travelers in case of accidents. The "Drivers' Ten Commandments," as listed by the document, are: 1. You shall not kill. 2. The road shall be for you a means of communion between people and not of mortal harm. 3. Courtesy, uprightness and prudence will help you deal with unforeseen events. 4. Be charitable and help your neighbor in need, especially victims of accidents. 5. Cars shall not be for you an expression of power and domination, and an occasion of sin. 6. Charitably convince the young and not so young not to drive when they are not in a fitting condition to do so. 7. Support the families of accident victims. 8. Bring guilty motorists and their victims together, at the appropriate time, so that they can undergo the liberating experience of forgiveness. 9. On the road, protect the more vuln