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16,000 To Godmother Woohoo
THANK YOU EVERYONE THAT HELPED TODAY YOU GUYS DID AN AWESOME JOB.TO THE NEW LEVELERS..THANKS FOR JUMPING RIGHT IN..THIS WILL BE MY LAST UPDATE POINTS WILL REALLY GO FAST NOW fornicates™@ fubar

Some People
Some people just don't understand.. You would think as they got older (the person I am speaking about is in his 50's) that they would get smarter.... You'd think they'd realize and see the need to clear your head on occasion.. and sometimes in order to do that you need to make some life altering desicions.. (sp..i know) anyway... fuck you and your opinion.. this is how I've lived life since i was 17... why the fuck do you think it would change....

Make Me...
So much in so little time I have lost Sad and lonely Tears still falling Heart still aching Back out onto the dating scene Here I am Afraid yet willing and ready to see if I can find someone who can Make me smile again Young Pretty I have a heart of gold Left only sightly bruised and used by a heart of cold Nice smile Sweet charming personality I think you might really come to like me If you give yourself the chance to Make me smile again I have quite alot to offer the right man I know that I do Guess that I'm just still a little bit gun shy Scared that if I reach out once more With everything I call love in my soul This time my heart won't survive the painful rejection of another romance gone bad So please, please I beg of you Be gentle Be careful of this heart still so fragile and scarred Give me a reason Any reason that you can that you think will Make me smile again Thought that I was in love once before Sadly that turned out to be

To My Friend Don..... Who Makes Me Laugh...
Hope GOD gives you all your dreams. what ever your heart desires ; And when GOD carries you home, though ill shed tears,as you leave this Earth. Ill hold you dearly in my heart as you leave. And yes you will Glow, GOD will see to this, You,ll recieve two wings, and a halo. Ill be here carring on , your mission as you ask and as GOD directs me too. It,s our LORDS work that I DO. ILL smile knowing,that your with Our LORD and near watching over me too. WATching to make sure I have no fear. AND im knowing that you wait in heaven, to embrace and laugh with me.WE will laugh and share cheer. WOW! This is something for me to cling to,gives me hope. I know ill see you again. Theres no doubt. Well meet in heaven for the first time. I will see you there and you will see me too. God is awsome to of sent me to your page,.IM glad I LIstened that day.; for you,d been on my cherrytap page for sometime ,we spoke once a few months back.may be a year. Something you had said bac

Why Attention Still Needs To Placed On The Michael Vick Dog Fighting Ring Situation.. (warning: Graphic Images)
These victims don't have a voice of their own. Please watch and repost these videos to raise awareness on dog fighting. Please, If you care copy and paste the link in your address bar and sign the petition to keep Vick off the field. https://community.hsus.org/campaign/US_2007_dogfighting_nfl2?qp_source=gaba7m

What Are You? I'm A Libra Yay Yay Lol ;)
GEMINI - The Pretty One (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost AQUARIUS - The Slut (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The Addict (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - The Cool One (7/23-8/22) Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun

Lonely Puppet
Lonely Puppet To sit in this realm of solitude and be a puppet for whomever wants to pull my strings for a puppet is all I am and all I shall be,to be used when needed and then sat upon the shelf to collect dust and have shadows cast over me in the dying light left upon the shelf and forgotten like an unwanted thingand upon this shelf I sit seeing the world around me moving and yet unable to move myself I send out this silent prayer if ever there was love for me from past, present, or possible future send it now to rescue me for if you don't then let me burn and never be forgotten again. By: Sarah Pruitt

Taxman - The Anti-hero
To say fuck you to a establishment, in the youthful natural instructual way. I'm not a puppet. " TAXMAN - THE ANTI-HERO An unfamiliar playground· Time is so little; time belongs to us, its time to stake our clam, in a world full of senseless violence and media over kill. The system is many and we are a few. Take what you can get, make do with what you have. So there's no future, but our own because there is no authority, but our own. Strive for disruption stand tall and fight, for mothers and fathers that struggle to survive. The homeless and poor, I dedicate my life to a devotion of disruption to damage the system. I plead for you to see, this sickness in the streets addicts and junkies each labels and illness, refusal to deal with a problem. Final assumption they fall further behind, your not a puppet in there game!

Pictures
i finally leveled up so now i have 10 more pictures for your viewing pleasure. so check em out, rate them, comment them, comment me, rate me, i don't care but i'd like to put more pictures up here if i can and if you all can help that would be sweet. so hit me up and i'll see ya around!

Suicide Letter
I rush to the bathroom and lock the door, I can't stand the pain; I can't stand it anymore. I go to the cabinet for that lethal pill, Knowing that this one will help or kill. My parents received the letter of suicide, They're wondering if their daughter is now dead or alive. They pounded and pounded and said, Open the door. I said, No, you do not have your daughter anymore. They said, Why, daughter, are you doing this? I said, I love you and blew them a kiss. I took the pill, then my life started to dim, My chance for survival was really slim. The door flung open with tremendous power, This was such a terrible hour. Why did I have to end my life? Why did I cause them strain and strife? Something was wrong inside my head, Sorry, Mom and Dad, your daughter is now dead.

Romans Chapter 12 Verses 1&2
from my friend cecil jacob PASS THIS ON TO SOME ONE THAT JUST GAVE THEIR LIFE TO CHRIST , OR IS S EARCHING FOR CHRIST TO COME INTO THEIR HEART TODAY > > ROMANS CHAPTER 12 VERSES 1&2 > > I BESEECH YOU THEREFORE BRETHREN BY THE MERCIES OF GOD ,THAT YE PRESENT > YOUR BODIES A LIVING SACRIFICE,HOLY,ACCEPTABLE UNTO GOD, WHICH IS YOUR > REASONABLE SERVICE. > > AND BE NOT CONFORMED TO THIS WORLD: BUT BE YE TRANSFORMED BY THE RENEWING > OF YOUR MIND, THAT YE MAY PROVE WHAT IS THAT GOOD, AND ACCEPTABLE, AND > PERFECT,WILL OF GOD. > > our enemy does not take a day off , we are in a battle daily ,we have to > stay prayed up , and armed with GOD'S WORD ,if we expect to win , we > say > we are on the battlefield , but how do you know ,the enemy comes at you > from all sides , just when you think you can rest, here he comes again , > that why we need the HOLY SPIRIT in our lives , that way the battle's > not > your it's the LORD'S,we have to renew our minds daily ,

New Prose - Post Apocalyptic - Need Critics!
What follows is the first eight pages of my latest story. This will likely turn into a novel. I'm just looking for opinions. This is still in a VERY rough draft, and will likely be edited. Please suggest any editing points or new ideas that you'd like to see! __________________________________________ A sufficiently developed technology is indistinguishable from magic. Preface September 11, 2001: Terrorists attack the World Trade Center in New York City and the Pentagon in Washington, DC. The World Trade Center buildings fall and the Pentagon suffers major damage. The United States of America retaliate with a full-scale attack in Afghanistan. The ultimate result is an extended war in Iraq. 2003: Victory is declared in Iraq, yet the fighting continues. Anti-war protests become very commonplace. Americans start calling the war in Iraq the Vietnam of this generation. 2005: President George W. Bush’s approval rating hits a record low of 35%. War still rag

Lenny Kravitz-let Love Rule
Love is gentle as a rose And love can conquer any war Its time to take a stand Brothers and sisters join hands We got to let love rule Let love rule We got to let love rule Let love rule Love transcends all space and time And love can make a little child smile Oh cant you see This wont go wrong But we got to be strong We cant do it alone We got to let love rule Let love rule We got to let love rule Let love rule Let love rule You got to got to got to Let love rule You got to got to got to, yeah Let let let let love rule Let love rule Let love rule You got to got to got to Use to yeah You got to yeah Waouh You got to Got to got to got to yeah Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Let love rule -------------------------- Jamaica needs more respeck, yes, respeck.

Hard Being A Soldier
It is so hard to be a soldier sometimes. No one there waiting for you, always putting your life on hold, never being home. But losing love has got to be the worst. Here's a little poem I found out there floating around. If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hoorah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you

Please Help!~!!
My friend is in a contest and she is behind...can you please help her out??!!! She is great and is always helping others when they are in a contest!!! this is the link..please even if you only give one comment it will help thanks!!!

Angel In The Dark
My lover took me in his hands And pushed me forward to the bed I felt the softening of a sweet, hot hand Massage the nape of my weary neck. Moonlight spread wide open Splashing out a dew of white Upon our exposed shoulders, Translucent and shining against the night I felt my lust growing... His fingers buried their burning touch Deep in my sore and aching flesh. I felt the weight of his shadowed body Come in near to me on the bed; He slid up against me from behind, I moaned so slow, A growl came from his heavy throat, A deep thudding pulse wavered low. His other hand crept round between my thighs These kisses he placed on my cunt, To play and stroke and murmur and sigh, These loving kisses with his hand, I groaned and opened deeper. I felt him rounded and belly full, "Oh my lover, come to me", My muffled sighs underneath his body I pressed up and out into him. He filled me deep, One hard, rocking action of bliss Filling me with the sudden cascade of

Have I Ever
Have I ever told you, that as I have sat in silence, that sometimes I can hear a heart beating with mine? Have I ever told you, that when you speak to me through lines and words, I imagine your voice whispering in my ear with every word you write? Have I ever told you. that I wait each day, for just an hour or two or just a second out of time, to feel as close to you as I can? Have I ever told you, how many times there have been, that I ached for you, ached so badly for you that I have sat and cried? Have i ever told you, about the times I have reached out to touch your name, on the cold screen before me, just wishing I could reach out and touch you? Have i ever told you, that after the first time I heard your voice those hundreds of miles away, that I sat up all night remembering the conversation in my mind? Have I ever told you, that I would give up everything I have for just one night, to be able to lay near you,to hear you breathe,to watch your chest rise and fall to know you

Getting Tattoo
Well after very long thinking.. I decided to get a Tattoo.. the tattoo will entail mostly bdsm symbols and will be placed on my shoulder.. might cover up the whole shoulder or just be part of it.. I have given the artist a few sketches and will have to wait what she comes up with but I am very excited.. it will be reflection of the bdsm side of me that is most of the times deeply burried and invisible to most people..

How About We Punch Their Asses In!
http://www.cnn.com/2007/WORLD/meast/08/18/iran.guard/index.html Iranian Guards vow to 'punch' U.S. Story Highlights Iranian Revolutionary Guard vows to "punch" and "use leverage" against U.S. U.S. government is considering terror status for the state military agency Washington accuses group of supporting insurgents in Iraq; Iran denies claim TEHRAN, Iran (AP) -- Iran's elite Revolutionary Guards said they would not bow to pressure and threatened to "punch" the U.S., in their first response to Washington's plan to list them as a terrorist organization, newspapers reported Saturday. Local press in the Iranian capital of Tehran quoted Revolutionary Guards leader Gen. Yahya Rahim Safavi saying that he could understand Washington's ire toward the group because of their "leverage" against the U.S. "America will receive a heavier punch from the guards in the future," he was quoted as saying in the conservative daily Kayhan. "We will never remain silent in the face of U.S.

After Shock
Well i am just updating everyone on my last blog THINK FIRST on august 12 tammy was killed and on august 14 bob was pulled off from life support and he passed away as well. The police have caught the man who killed tammy but the shock of that is that he was a friend of ours who was at the birthday party with us all. Now we have two people dead and two people charged with the accidents but they were all friends its a very tragic and unbeleivable story but the hardest part of all of it besides losing someone you love is now we all have to go to court and watch someone who we thought was a friend be tried for the death of his own friend. it may appear to some people that its all over but we all (the families of all 4 people) have to deal with the aftershock for a long time to come. So i ask again that everyone please think about what your doing when you drink and drive because it could be your friend that gets hurt or killed.Tammy was cremated and we had her service today. Bob will be bur

What To Do
do I know you? sometimes I'm sure I do at times even better than you know yourself other times I don't know you at all something is happening I will agree your words have caught me up in something big and we have made a real connection here in a short time do you know me? you think you do you've read some parts of me those I've sheared off to rhyme or not rhyme but is that knowing? one thing I know for sure your wants and desires scare the hell out of me and my instincts tell me to run and not look back where do we go from here? ... what to do about you

Future Queen
YOUR WORDS ENTER MY SOUL AN WAKE ME UP INSIDE TRULY YOUR THE ONE WHO IS THE ANGEL IN DISGUISE YOU CAN SEE THE TRUE IN ALL YOU SAY AN DO AN HOLD NOTHING BACK BUT YET YOUR GENITAL WITH THE FRAGILE AN STRONG WITH THE STUBBORN YOUR WISDOM OUT GROWS YOU BUT ITS THE KNOWLEDGE YOU LOVE TO SHARE WITH ALL IF IN THIS WORLD WE ARE ALOUD TO WORSHIP KINGS YOU BE ON THE TOP FOR YOU HAVE ALL THAT A TRUE KING NEEDS TO BE I KNOW YOU DON'T FEEL IT OR EVEN THINK YOU DESERVE IT BUT YOU TRULY DO AN YOU WILL SEE WHEN THE TIME COMES YOU WILL HAVE YOUR RIGHTFUL PLACE ON THRONE AN I WILL BE THERE TO PRAISE THAT WONDERFUL DAY AN BE YOUR QUEEN....

The First Of Many, I Hope!
I know I always say this and then I get busy and well it never happens. I am really going to try to post as many of these as I can to keep people informed of what is going on with me. So if I start slacking let me know. I need the push sometimes. To begin, Juan got a new job. We will be Moving to Ypsilanti, Mi. We will be staying with some friends until we can get our own place. He will be working for Comcast. That is the Cable company in michigan. He will be with Tech support on the phone. It is a great job. He will be almost doubling what he is making now plus he will get benefits and so will I. It is going to all be good stuff. I should be starting school September 4th, that is if everything goes well. There is still alot to do. I am excited and see the light at the end of the dark tunnel that was my life. This gives me hope. Makes me think that maybe I will get where i want to be in life, if i can be patient and wade through enough of the crap. I am hoping

The Jet
Went out to the 'Jet' last night. Not a bad place. The scenery sure was NICE! Lord have mercy. I'm 2 Tiffanys short of a really good fantasy, right now. LOL! Chris you're a damn good DJ! Props brother. If you live in the Fort Walton Beach area you owe yourself to check the place out. You won't be disappointed... unless you're clinically depressed or an a-hole.

Paycheck
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little 5-year-old girl and some construction workers that makes you believe that we CAN make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time. A young family moved into a house next door to a vacant lot. One day a construction crew turned up to start building a house on the empty lot The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next door and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them gems-in-the-rough, more or less adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. At the end of the first week they even presented her with a pay envelope containing a couple of dollars. The little girl took this home to her mother who said all the appropriat

Vader
On Wednesday August 15, 2007 I lost my best friend and Hero. Our dog Vader lost his battle with hydrocephalus. He was a true hero to Darrell and I. We had him for 2 1/2 wonderful years. He wasn't supposed to make it but he was a fighter. He spent his last week on this earth in a vet hospital and his last breath in my arms. Vader, mommy and daddy love you soo very much and we were proud and honored to be your family. I know that you are free from pain and suffering and we will see you again someday because I know that all dogs go to heaven.

Static (for Anxiety4panic)
the static on the radio makes the bugs cry and the babies' flailing arms and crumpled faces cry to the symphonic moon the same principle as the sound of some kind of blue with feathers and the wilt of August in its rasp there is a sickening fall from grace that lands one substantially blind but the night's rhythms stamp out the doom light of time a time when light and dark do not exist when darkness becomes a sound and light a dream that same sound and light bombard the senses all at once, and you, my queen stick our your tongue as you, my noble king, touch the tip of yours to mine.

Meditation
Meditation Lyrics Cirque du Soleil Love is beautiful, fierce, and strong. An insatiable, all-consuming fire. A lion pacing on the red hot embers of desire. Love is a thirst that's never quenched, A sacred flame that can't be drenched By icy showers of sobriety Or a society Strangled by notions of propriety. So what kind of love is this, This love that dares not speak its name? This love that hangs its head in shame? Is this so-called love even worthy of its name? True love doesn't lie, It doesn't hide, And it will never be denied The right to sing its furious song In the sad, empty streets from dusk 'til dawn. Love laughs at fear And cries out its name for all to hear. Love is beautiful, Fierce, and loud. But most of all, Love is PROUD!

Bgd's Yummy Has Her Lil Girl In A Contest
Theresa is a great friend and one of the sweetest people you'll meet here. She's entered her little girl in a child morphing contest here's the link to the pic that you'd comment on You'll need to add the host in order to bomb Lord Wolf ~Micaje Cikala Peta,Fubar Husband FTW Lost Goth *Oy'sa Watta Chee* .Kingdom of Wolves@ fubar Thank you so much.. I'd really appreciate any help that anyone can give her and I know that she will appreciate it and will return the favor when you ask for it. :)

Friend Or Foe? ... Road Or Detour?
Why is it that sometimes our close friends like to lash out at us and hurt our feelings? Do they not know that they are really hurting us? But yet we continue to be their friend, because we do value their friendship. And for some reason unknown our paths keep getting crossed, unless I start fabricating a new escape route so that our paths won't cross again. Eventually I feel that a new road should be constructed to eliminate the potholes. Why is it that we all can't just get along and stay in our own lanes??? Is that too much to ask? Do we all need to get GEICO? By ~Jaynie

Celebrate
I went to a birthday party on Saturday night, and had to celebrate mine as well. Geez, I was snookered...lmao. Danced with the girls, got a couple of free drinks for my birthday, and then the ones I bought myself . I had a good time, hung out with my friends, sang at the table, danced in my chair, just had fun. Getting another year older isn't so bad.. --- really it's not......really..... Peace and much love Darkness

Poem
Second Best I try and I try But it’s never good enough I'm just not that tough I'm sick of going with the flow I don't want them to have you I don't want them to know- That I love you And I always will But that doesn't matter, does it? Its just three little words to you But they're three big words for me Can’t you see? The pain you're causing me? I didn't want to say before Because I was scared That I would drive you away And I want you to stay I really do. But it’s hard when you share your heart It’s hard for us to be apart How many would die for you? I would. How many would cry for you? I would. How many would fight for you? I would. But you just ignore the fact That you're gonna make my heart crack I don't want to be the like all the rest I don't want to be Second Best.

Never Want You Back (rough Draft)
Here I am alone again Wondering what could have been The tears the pain the cry’s the trust To think it was all a part of lust I trusted you with all I had You spit on me and that’s too bad A good thing to rot away And you had nothing to say A cheat a lie A final goodbye A heartbreak a kiss No longer in a wonderful bliss Goodbye to tears Goodbye to fears I’m done running from the world, from who I am Tired of being shut and hidden Tears of blood haunt me as I sleep Memories of you as I weep… Wilting away with everyday I feel the sharp pain cut thro me When you look at me what do you see A scared little girl holding the world by the hand No nothing goes as planned A girl on the floor holding her knees hoping for a better day A girl on the floor screaming at you please just go away Im tired of this, im tired of you Head spinning in a world of confusion Im done with this illusion Let me be please leave me on the floor Im done w

~promoting The Gangsta Culture And Cockroaches~
AMEN TO THIS!!! IT'S ABOUT TIME!!! WAY TO GO BILL !! "They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. And then I heard the father talk. Everybody knows it's important to speak English except t hese knu ckleheads. You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleheads walking around. The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal. These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneakers for what ? ? And they won't spend $20

Obadiah ;15 -21 Verses ;
15 ;For the day of the lord ; upon all the nations is near. As you have done it shall be done to you. your reprisal shall return upon your head. 16 ;For as you drank of My holy mountain, So shall the nations all drink continunially. yes they shall drink and swallow, And they shall be as though they had never been. 17 ;but on Mount Zion there shall be deliverance And there shall be holiness; 18 ;The house of Jacob shall be a fire And the house of Joseph a flame; But the house of Esau shall be stubBle ; They shall kindle them and devour them And no survivor shall remain of the house of Esau. For the Lord has spoken. 19 ;And the South shall possess the mountains And the low land shall possess Philistia. They shall possess the fields of Ephraim And the fields of samaria. Benjamin shall posess Gilead. 20 ;Andthe captives of the host of the children of Israel Shall possess the land of the canaanites. As far as zarepath The capt

Daily Log
i have been coming on here for a while and have watch others, their comments , how the speak to each other or even what has been said to me , and i begain to wonder , how many people realy read other profiles ? is what people put down about them selves realy even much thought . is it just because someone's looks that get others intrest , isn't there more to a person then how they look, are most realy that vain ? do some forget our manners and speak to eachother in ways that is more degreding then with Respect and class? well it was just a thought i had , don't realy expect any one to pay this much attention. just like most things i write ,i'm not looking for any one to agree or disagree with me .

For All The Nice Girls
Men complain that they never meet nice girls, girls who are genuinely interested and compelling, who are intelligent and sweet and smart and beautiful; men despair that no good women want to share in their lives, that girls play mindgames, that girls love to keep them hanging. Yet, men, I ask you: were you to meet one of these genuinely interested, thrillingly compelling, interesting and intelligent and sweet and beautiful and smart girls, were you to give her your number and wait for her to call... and if you were to receive a call from her the next day and she, in her truthful, loyal, intelligent and straightforward nice girl fashion, were to tell you that she finds you intriguing and attractive and interesting and worth her time and perhaps material from which she could fashion a boyfriend, would you or would you not immediately call your friends to tell them of the "stalker chick" you'd met the night prior, who called you and wore her heart on her sleeve and told the truth? And wou

30 Questions
1. Who ended your last relationship? I did. 2. When is the last time you shaved your legs? This morning. 3. What were you doing this morning at 8am? Letting the dogs out. 4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? Paperwork. 5. Are you any good at math? Yes, very. 6. What were you doing last night? Talking to Kev and Katie. 7. Do you have any famous ancestors? Actually, yes. Johnny Appleseed. 8. Have you ever burped in front of the opposite sex? Yeah, I have no preference at who gets the pleasure. Heh. 9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace page? Yes. 11. How many different beverages have you drank today? One, coffee. 12. What's one thing you wish to change about yourself? More in shape & more energy lately. 13. What do you wish for? Happiness and I have that...so just being with Kev. 14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? No. I write cuss words. 15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've

Get Out From Under
"Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world." (1 John 4:4) Under the circumstances... Have you ever caught yourself using that phrase? "I suppose I'm doing pretty well under the circumstances." If you've ever said something like that, I want you to kick those words out of your vocabulary right now. Because you, as a victorious child of God, don't have any business living your life "under" your circumstances. You don't have any business letting problems and situations rule over you. Two thousand years ago, Jesus--the One Who is in you--ransacked Satan's kingdom. Through His death at Calvary, He legally entered the regions of the damned and stripped Satan of everything. He took away all his armor. He took the keys to death and hell. He bound that strong man, looted his kingdom, and Colossians says He spoiled principalities and powers and made a show of them openly, triumphing over them. Th

(hadith) True Dreams
Prophet Muhammad (blessings and peace be upon him) said, "Nothing is left of the Prophetism except Al-Mubashshirat." They (Companions) asked, "What are Al-Mubashshirat?" He (blessings and peace be upon him) replied, "The true good dreams (that conveys glad tidings)." Sahih Al-Bukhari HadithHadith 9.119 Narrated by Abu Huraira

Amusing!
I was getting ready to put my Silverstein CD in the CD player at work. I pushed the button and the tray slid out. I go into my CD case and start freaking out cause I can't find it. Disappointed and defeated I decided to just close the tray. Yeah. Silverstein was already in there. O_o

Beer Vs. Girlfriend
She told me we couldn't afford beer anymore and that I would have to quit. Then I caught her spending $65.00 for makeup. I asked her how come I had to give up stuff and she didn't. She said she needed the makeup to look pretty for me. I told her that was what the beer was for. I don't think she's coming back. -I got this joke in an email and I thought it was funny as hell!

Tribal Rank & Job Description
Kindred Spirits Clan Title, Rank And Tribal Job Chief One who is highest in rank or authority; a leader. (Founder) Elder's An older, influential member of a family, tribe, or community. (Advisor/oversee's working ranks) Scribe's A professional copyist of manuscripts and documents. (Makes Graphic's) Medicine Man/Woman A male/female shaman or shamanistic healer, especially among Native American peoples. (One who oversee's and moderates the conduct of the member's) Conscripts One who Carries the messenge of the tribe to other people.) (recruiters) Warriors/Lady Warriors One who engages in a combat or struggle. (Bombers) Braves Male Native American Tribe member.) (Helps level our Member's up).) Squaw Female Native American Tribe member. (Helps level our Member's up)

New Layout
i don't know about all you other fubar friends but i hate the new layout!!i thought fubar,cherrytap.com was the adult my space ?now fubar is just a slightly updated my space!at least at my space you have control of the way you want the layout!to be a adult site and called a bar!theres nothing adult about not having choices!if anybody agrees with this please repost !!!

2pac-how Do U Want It
How do you want it How do you feel Comin' up as a Nigga in tha cash game Livin' in tha fast lane i'm for real How do you want it How do you feel Comin' up as a Nigga in tha cash game Livin' in tha fast lane i'm for real Love tha way you activate your hips and push your ass out gotta nigga wantin' it's so bad i'm about to pass out wanna dig you and I can't even lie about it baby just eleviate your cloths time to fly up out it catch you at a club oh shit, you got me fiendin' body talken shit to me but I can't comprehend the meaning now if ya wanna roll with me then here's ya chance doin 80 on tha freeway wait police, catch me if they can forgive me i'm a ridah still i'm just a simple man all I want is money fuck tha fame i'm a simple man Mr. International Playa with tha passport just like a ladder bitch get you anything you ask for it's either him or me champagne, Hennessy a favorite of my homies when we floss on our enemies witness as we creep

Ass Fuckin
I bend over and look at my feet Take my hands and spread those cheeks Get ready for your dick to begin Uh O it's starting to bend Got to get that ass lubed up So it'll be ready for a real good fuck Spit on my finger stick it in my ass It's all ready and lubed at last Oh fuck this shits all tight You had to push with all your might I'm trying not to cry A good ass fuckin won't make me die I just relax and enjoy I don't worry for you will be a good boy You won't neglect my little twat I hear you cum ready or not Shoving your cock right in my cunt I lie on the bed so you can hit it from the front You can see the pleasure in my face I'm even trying to meet your pace Ready? You're gonna blow your load I say I'm ready Let's do it again two-fold

Lost
I love you more than life itself But I’m afraid to love. My heart is like the fragile wings Of a tiny little dove. I'm scared to get too close. I feel that I can't win. You'll love me for a little while Then you'll set me free again. I've lived so long on hopes and dreams I don't know what to do. I don't think I can trust my heart, For it belongs to you. I know you'll only hurt me Yet, I still keep running back. Between the paths of our hearts There's a worn and beaten track. You've got my heart held on a string. It’s breaking right in two. Enough belongs to me -to hurt- The rest belongs to you. I know that somewhere in your heart There is a place for me. I just don't know how to find it And there's no way to make you see. I can only hope that someday You'll wake up and you'll find, That while my heart belongs to yours, Yours, too, belongs to mine.

Re: Consequences Of Surrender
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Aug 21, 2007 7:32 PM Consequences of Surrender -- Original Message From: --IdahomarineDate: Apr 3, 2007 3:55 AMI'm a Lcpl in the United States Marines, I've just returned from Iraq, and viewing your website has giving me comfort in knowing that what I fought for and what my friend died for was worth the long days and long nights we all worked for, it is people like you that make this job so honorbale and so great. I am Honored and fell Privilaged to defend our nation and to protect people like you. Again I want to thank you for making a place where our Fallen Heros are remembered, and were our troops are honored. For every name on your page and everyone that did not make it home shall never be forgotten and for ever remembered, and I thank you for making this Happen.God Bless America!NEVER FORGET Add to My Profile | More VideosOn beath of my fellow brothers and sisters i

Sad Eyes
Tears are falling from my eyes, Why did they fall this way, My eyes are sad, My soul is sad, I don't want to feel this, I want it to go away, My eyes are closed, I can't open them, Too many tears are falling out, What should I do, I don't know for sure, But all I can say is, I want my sad eyes to go away. Copyright ©2007 Aleia Torres

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Enough Talk, Already - Men/women -- So True!
Enough Talk, Already At Some Point, Experts Say, Action's Better. Men and Women Split on When. By Laura Sessions Stepp Washington Post Staff Writer Tuesday, August 21, 2007; HE01 Drop by a high school cafeteria at lunchtime some day and listen to the girls' conversations. One may be commiserating with another over how much schoolwork they have. A couple of others might be fretting over how tired they are from lacrosse practice and that they're never going to get their college applications finished and that all this stress made them eat a whole bag of Oreos and now they'll never get into the size 0 jeans they bought last weekend. You might call it the "I wanna be in a mess, too" syndrome, known by some therapists as co-rumination. Women do not outgrow the habit. While males tend to think their way through problems, females tend to talk their way through, according to William Doherty, a professor of family social science at the University of Minnesota. Get two or more women t

Ranting Nothing Important
So I have ended up being woken up about an hour early due to lightning and thunder, eh, just has to pass before I make my trip over the mountain. *starts singing a Bats version of "She's Coming Over the Mountain* Well I got most of my reading done last night during a second wind, but yay classes today DNA and Kinesics. Well I got a fun day lined up. Yep dodging rain and going to school. Friday I get my tattoo shaded in, still need to find a place and money to finish the quarter sleeve. I need a vehicle so I don't have to go with my mom and step dad to bowling on Tuesday nights. Blah Blah Blah

Prayers
I learned last week in church about answers to prayers and why some are not answered. They said there are 3 answers yes wait no when God says yes we muust make the most of it when God says wait We prepare for what is next when God say No that is when we recieve Gods best there are 4 reasons why God says no Wrong Motives Wrong Time Wrong Actions(sin problem) Wrong Prayer All in all I think that God always knows whats best and in all of our lives we are very thankful that we have had a lot of unanswered prayers.Personaly I know of a few lately that I am thankful he told me no about. I know I believe that God knows what is best for me and as I pray I ask that if it is his will please answer this. May God Bless and answer all the prayers that he sees you need today and the days ahead

The Irishman's Wish...
An Irishman is sitting at the end of a bar. He sees a lamp at the end of the table. He walks down to it and rubs it. Out pops a genie. It says, "I will give you three wishes." The man thinks awhile. Finally he says, "I want a beer that never is empty." With that, the genie makes a poof sound and on the bar is a bottle of beer. The Irishman starts drinking it and right before it is gone, it starts to refill. The genie asks about his next two wishes. The man says, "I want two more of these."

My First Blog
Sadly my first blog has to be dedicated to fake bitches... A lot of females have gotten deleted from my friends list and family as of recently. Most people I delete because they are just point whores, no offense.. If you don't bring some type of intelligent conversation or at least something fun to talk about then there's no reason to be friends.. Then again, if you're on here to play mind games and bullshit like that, take it to someone else's front door because you're not going to like what I've got to say. :) I really am a nice guy, but don't fuck around, I haven't been a child for a long time and don't want to be treated like one.

In Years To Come
I want to take the bullet, The one aimed straight for your heart. I want to meet the wolves halfway, And let them tear me apart. But that's not the way they do it here. I want to lay on the tracks, Feel hot steel screaming at me, Expose the bones on my back. Let me show you what I mean. Yeah its a different kind of love, I want to climb barbed wire fences And warm our hands in blood. And this is my gift, Asking you to fix My ruined hands. And it's a gift that keeps on giving, It's a gift that keeps on giving. It's a gift that keeps on giving. And right now its all I have to give. I want to lay on the tracks, Feel hot steel screaming at me, Expose the bones on my back. Let me show you what I mean. I want to lay on the tracks, Feel hot steel screaming at me, Expose the bones on my back. Let me show you what I mean. I want to write the perfect song, And play it just for you, While you are tangled up in sleep. I need you more than I'll ever know,

Phenomenal Woman
One of my fav poems of all times... Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenom

Great Read
Women have strengths that amaze men. > >>They bear hardships and they carry burdens, > >>but they hold happiness, love and joy. > >>They smile when they want to scream. > >>They sing when they want to cry. > >>They cry when they are happy > >>and laugh when they are nervous. > >>They fight for what they believe in. > >>They stand up to injustice. > >>They don't take 'no' for an answer > >>when they believe there is a better solution. > >>They go without so their family can have. > >>They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. > >>They love unconditionally. > >>They cry when their children excel > >>and cheer when their friends get awards. > >>They are happy when they hear about > >>a birth or a wedding. > >>Their hearts break when a friend dies. > >>They grieve at the loss of a family member, > >>yet they are strong when they > >>think there is no strength left. > >>They know that a hug and a kiss > >>can heal a broken heart. > >>Wome

Help
So I am having computer trouble. My computer likes to just reboot itself at random times when I am using it. There is no warning screen, it simply reboots and I get really pissed off. My internet connection is constantly reseting itself too. I'll be on yahoo messenger and it disconnects almost after every message I receive or send. WTF!!! I'm getting so pissed about this that I am ready to throw this fucking thing through the window!!! Any help out there? And no it is not a virus. I have 4 virus checkers, 2 firewalls and 3 IP scramblers.

Put Simply, It's Like Lasing A Stick Of Dynamite
Let's try this again . . . I was writing today's blog entry and in the midst of paragraph five, my computer froze while a page from Fubar was trying to load. Normally, I can wait this kind of thing out where I work, but just then I had a customer pull up and I couldn't really tell her my computer's not working when all I had to do was reboot. Several people have complained about gremlins in Yahoo! among other places, but I have to wonder if Internet Explorer is really behind it. No, probably the SRT telecommunications monopoly here in Minot (there's also MidContinent, of course, but that deals more with television and video services than Internet traffic), and since I am typing this on a work computer, I can't justify a change in our provider. But hey, I can make this work! I got quite a few comments about yesterday's blog entry where I'd been expressing some of my frustrations regarding Martha's moodiness especially since our son Jeffrey was born; responses ranged from "give Martha

Lolz
so i just got a call from a friend of mine. i love her to death and would do anything for her. well, apparently her husband told her of a dream he had and i was in it...along with her...and we were doing some pretty dirty things. i thought it was hilarious and just awesome. so for her hubbys birthday she is talking to some of her photographer friends and we are going to set up a photoshoot to pretty much bring his dream to life. lol. it should be fun. ill keep you all updated :P

Internet Down
Hey to all my friends and family on fubar. yesterday my internet was turned off at my house so I can only access internet from school and the library. I am not ignoring anyone or the families i am in i just can't connect until next week when it is turn back on hopefully!. thanks abby

Ensign: The Hard Way
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 23 August 2007 The church I'm currently a member of, Bethany Lutheran, is a member of the Evangelical Lutheran Church of America (ELCA). Two weeks ago representatives from all the ELCA's member churches met in Chicago and among the issues which came up and were voted on were the issue of homosexual clergy. Usually this gets to be such a headache, but perhaps it needs to be. In essence, the ELCA voted (by no means unanimously at 538-431) to urge bishops to refrain from disciplining pastors in "faithful committed same-gender relationships". My concern: why is this even an issue? This naked attempt to rewrite the requirements for serving as a bishop (a role filled by today's pastor) as listed in 1 Timothy 3:1-7, particularly

Naughty Application!!
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me dirty pictures of you? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Lord I Want To Pray Now And Thank You So Much >
Lord As I bow my Head and pray I want to give thanks for a dear friend whom you watched over to get coustody of his son. he is so thrilled and the battle is over . Thank you Lord > Lord I ask that in Your name you watch out for others too; that need you in their lives now also. Lord thy will be done for all and some cant seem to ask you for help ;so I hope you dont mind it when i ask for them my Lord .. I give you praise and love my Lord and follow you always no matter waht > Amen !

I Love You
all the guys look at you but non of them see what i do all they see is a cute girl they only want you as a toy but i see deep inside of you your more then just a smartass too i never thought i would feel this way again but your the only one in my head but youll never feel the same way you hardly talk to me all day im afraid you wont feel the same and you will use my heart like a game

Quote For August 23
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions -- Rainer Maria Rilke Bonus Quote: If it wasn't for pick-pockets and frisking at airports I'd have no sex life at all. -- Rodney Dangerfield

What Would Life Be
What Would Life Be by Scott Wheeler, Sr What would life be with out friends like thee I'll tell you, like no longer being free. Imagine what life would be so sad and blue To go through life without that special you. And I know we live so far away Through the internet we are like castaways Never get to touch or hug you for this I only pray For some day I hope we can meet To hug and laugh and dance to the beat I know this would be a treat For now this is all I see Is my good friend here with me Just think what life would be Without friends like thee

Sumthin I Wrote
Dear god I think iv fallin in love wit diz guy wen im around him evrythinn around us just disapers and its just me and him i miss hiz kisses i miss how he holdz me i miss hiz touch n most of all i miss him but guess wat I FUCKIN LOVE YOU itz lyke u just keep pushin me farther n farther away its lyke ma world just keeps spinin faster n faster i want it to stop i wana go old and have u by ma side wit just us and tha world slowly spinin i told u thingz dat i wouldnt tell other ppl i trusted u but no matter how much u make me cry or hurt me i still run bk and u know why cuz I FUCKIN LOVE U sumtymes wen i look at u i just hate u so much dat ma world starts spinin so fast it wont stop den u hold me tight n evrythin is all better So why cant u treat me lyke ur gurl why cant u love me why do u make me cry why do u lie to me why do u hurt me

Cross Burner Gets Burned..
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070824/ap_on_re_us/cold_case_sentencing Seale gets 3 life terms for '64 killings By EMILY WAGSTER PETTUS, Associated Press Writer 7 minutes ago James Ford Seale, a reputed Ku Klux Klansman, was sentenced Friday to three life terms in prison for his role in the 1964 abduction and murder of two black teenagers in southwest Mississippi. Seale, 72, was convicted in June on federal charges of kidnapping and conspiracy in the deaths of Charles Moore and Henry Hezekiah Dee, two 19-year-olds who disappeared from Franklin County on May 2, 1964. The young men's bodies were found two months later in the Mississippi River. Seale showed no emotion as U.S. District Judge Henry T. Wingate read his sentence. Wingate told Seale the crimes committed 43 years ago were "horrific" and "justice itself is ageless." He denied a defense motion to allow Seale to be free on bond while his case is appealed. Federal public defender Kathy Nester filed a notic

Three Years
"Three Years" 'Cause the writing on the wall The words that I can't read Three years, is a long, long time Your heart beats close to mine There's no wrong or right When it breaks It breaks so miserably I'm leaving constantly You always said "I feel dead, nothing left for me" 'Cause the writing on the wall The words that I can't read I refuse to let this bury me Three years, were the best of times A time of sacrifice There's no wrong or right When it breaks It breaks so miserably My world got in the way I've paid the price The constant lies, opened up my eyes 'Cause the writing on the wall The words that I can't read I refuse to let this bury me 'Cause the writing on the wall The words that I can't read I think about you constantly All the obstacles in my head now I feel nothing, what was said I hear nothing, and I feel no pain All the obstacles in my head I look at life through black eyes now My mind, it screams to slow down I hit a wall

Heaven's New Policy
It was getting a little crowded in Heaven, so God decided to change the admittance policy. The new law was that, in order to get into Heaven, you had to have a really bad day when you died. The policy would go into effect at noon the next day. The next day at 12:01, the first person came to the gates of Heaven. The Angel at the gate, remembering the new policy, promptly said to the man, "Before I let you in, I need you to tell me how your day was going when you died." "No problem," the man said. "I came home to my 25th floor apartment on my lunch hour and caught my wife half naked. She appeared to be having an affair, but her lover was nowhere in sight. I immediately began searching for him. My wife was yelling at me as I searched the entire apartment. Just as I was about to give up, I happened to glance out onto the balcony and noticed that there was a man hanging off the edge by his fingertips! The nerve of that guy! Well, I ran out onto the balcony and stomped on his fingers unti

Cancer As A Debate Topic In The Presidential Race
Dear Daniel, Four years ago cancer was not mentioned during the presidential election campaign. Today, the LIVESTRONG Army has made fighting cancer part of the national dialogue. For the next five days leading media, presidential candidates and citizens across the country will discuss how to stop the number one killer of all Americans under the age of 85. Next Monday, August 27, and Tuesday, August 28, I will walk onto the stage at the U.S. Cellular Center in Cedar Rapids, Iowa, to ask the presidential hopefuls to share their ideas and strategies on how to fight cancer in the first-ever LIVESTRONG Presidential Cancer Forum. This historic event will be discussed on NBC's Meet the Press with Tim Russert, webcast live on MSNBC.com and featured on Hardball with Chris Matthews. As a member of the LIVESTRONG Army, I need your help to make sure Americans across the country are tuned in, asking questions and demanding answers from the presidential candidates. Watch Meet the Press wi

Wtf?
Why do people have nothing better to do than to ruin other ppl's fun? someone got my mum deleted for having offensive and NSFW content in it when all it said was "Vote A or Vote B" and another said "should i or shouldn't i?" wtf is wrong with ppl? anyone else think its wrong to have ppl's mums removed for stupid reasons without a proper review? please comment!

Why? Why? Why?
Here I sit, once again alone. The trust I had for another is gone. Nothing left inside me, nothing left to feel. Emptiness fills me as the hours gro. Alone again, and on my own. Why do I love? Why do I care? I know that the truth is noone out there cares?? I am sick of this hurt and pain that fills me. I am sick and tired of all this dispair. I wish I could run, I wish I could fly. Away from the pain that fills me inside.

Ahkmed The Arab
Subject: FW: AHKMED THE ARAB Ahkmed the Arab came to the United States from the Middle East, and was here a few months when he became very ill. He went to doctor after doctor, but none of them could help him. Finally, he went to an Arab doctor who said: "Take dees bocket, go into de odder room, poop in de bocket, pee on de poop, and den put your head down over de bocket and breathe in de fumes for ten minutes." Ahkmed took the bucket, went into the other room, pooped in the bucket, peed on the poop, bent over and breathed in the fumes for ten minutes. Coming back to the doctor he said, "It worked. I feel terrific! What was wrong with me?" The doctor said, "You were homesick

Gone For 2 Weeks
To all my family, friends, fans, and future all of what i just listed...lol, i will be away from fubar starting tomorrow the 25th for the next two weeks, I shall return, so please still show my page love I will return the favor when I return. Hope everyone has a good weekend and good weeks to come. When it rains i will be thinking of you...inside joke...lol....Talk to everyone later.....Bye for now.

U2 - I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For
I have climbed the highest mountains I have run through the fields Only to be with you Only to be with you I have run I have crawled I have scaled these city walls Only to be with you But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found What I'm looking for I have kissed honey lips Felt the healing in her fingertips It burned like fire This burning desire I have spoke with the tongue of angels I have held the hand of a devil It was warm in the night I was cold as a stone But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found What I'm looking for I believe in the Kingdom Come Then all the colors will bleed into one But yes I'm still running. You broke the bonds You loosened the chains You carried the cross And my shame And my shame You know I believed it But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found What I'm looking for

All That I Have
i have nothing else to give to you... this is all that i have. oh i do wish i can please you... but this is all that i have. i wish there was more to say... but this is all that i have. i want to share the world with you... but this is all that i have. nothing else will matter... as long you are all that i have.

Bad Day Or Just Me?
I am here working on another mix, and been working on designs all day as usual, but I notice I am doing more free work for those who claim they will pay but don’t. Or say they will do what they can to support and help and as much as I personally appreciate any time anyone gives to help. When does some one say enoug is enough and call it quits? Or am I just having a bad day? And i am not meaning everyone -- I knwo there will be several reading this thinking it means them -- but I am sure different situations make different reasons. I am just referring to those who I finalized my work for and bam never hear a word again and no reply back for payment or what they said they would. I am just having a bad day lol I guess........................ I do have to say there are some I adore because they do what they say and I have more respect for those people than anything and will do everything I can for them. Also don’t forget to vpte for your favorite DJ’s at djmag.com I did and i encourage

Week 2
I love my new job. This week went fast. Yey. My boss is great, everyone in the group (of 9) is awesome, and everyone is super intelligent. And all a bunch of geeks! So, I am quite content in what I am doing. There was another job that I was being recruited for at the same time. It was a job I really didn't want, but I told a very dear friend of mine about it, and he's interested!!!! I hope he get's it if he wants it. I've been really tired since going back to work. It's just amazing how a job really cuts into your free time. I've been coming home and having to work on homework for my class, do dishes and make dinner. But I like that my wife is well taken care of. And it gives her more reason to appreciate me. She's bed ridden for the moment due to a ruptured disk, and the pain is intense. She's being treated for it, but it takes a lot of time for those to heal. I like being able to blog here. Even if no one reads it, it does let me express a lot of stuff. So fellow Fubari

The Naughty Survey
This is what I call.. The Naughty Survey. Simply fill it out and send it to the person who posted this bulletin. Have a naughty time! START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little

Morons!
I was playing in an online tournament last night for over three hours. 5000 players entered and at this point in the tourny there was less than 400 left. I had AK. I made a hefty raise and had 2 other players call my raise. I get an Ace on the flop but also a low straight draw. I bet big. The one guy folds and the other re-raises. I figure I have the best hand because unless he has 2,5 I'm good. Sure enough the moron called my pre-flop raise with a 2,5 off suit!!! He got a straight on the flop. Fuckin ridiculous! Over 3 hours of play for nothing because one idiot didn't know how to play poker right. I hate playing a perfect game only to lose because another player played his cards wrong and lucked out.

Bleed That
Hand grenade pins in every line Throw 'em up and let something shine Going out of my fucking mind Filthy mouth, no excuse Find a new place to hang this noose String me up from atop these roofs Knot it tight so i won't get loose Truth is you can stop and stare Bled myself out and no one cares Dug the trench out laid down there With a shovel up out of reach somewhere

You Know The World Is Going Crazy When...
Chris Rock's Quote of the Year: You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U. S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'. Have a good day!!

Can't Stop Fucking Up...
How is it that every time something is going good I seem to mess it up. I push him and I push him, and for what benefit. For him to walk away from me? Today is suppose to be a good day. I don't understand myself. I don't know if I want to. All I know is, that this man means everything to me. And now I have pushed him from me... Slipping from myself, I feel the wheel inside me turn. I'm water in the river, and I'm sand upon the shore. Never changing, but always moving. My heart beats to the rhythm of yours, tho you are so far away. The distance draws me closer, like the night draws out the bats. I push and I push, and yet I get no where. I love and I love, and I love you so much stronger. I don't want to go through this without you, and I don't want to cause you tears. It breaks my heart not being by your side, to kiss and love, and touch you. You're the stars in my sky, and your kiss could make me cry. Like the water flows in the river, never does it change.

What Do You Think?
I know that life isnt always easy and it never is and never will be. At the moment, there is so much going on in my life and i dont really know where to start or to look. My folks are about the same with each other, down each others necks whenever they are together, dont really want to mention about them...but mainly my personal life. During this summer i have met a wonderful guy, well ive known him for years and somehow at my cousins wedding we clicked with each other... at the moment we really like each other and we love spending quality time together. He is a wonderful guy and fun to be around with. we've been on a few dates, but its nearly come to the time where i need to go back to university... gets kinda tough then making decisions. Anyways when the time comes it will be sorted out soon enough. So far spending time with him has been the most happiest thing that has happened to me this summer. To be able to get away from stressful evenings and to be able to relax an

Haterz
fuck haterz! if yOur gOnna hate... Or think im talking tO yOur man! then yOu definately need tO make sure that yOu keep yOur man Off this site! dOnt cOme arOund asking me why he leavin me gifts and cOmments bitch this is the internet sO get Over it!

Quiet Of The Night
The Quiet of the Night By: Christa ~ For Karl~ It’s been another long day Run here run there Get this done and try to finish that But yet in the quiet of the night I still see loves’ burning light In your eyes my dear When you kiss me and draw me near I look at you in wonder but question not a thing I only pray that you can hear this song I sing It is of warmth and extreme passion For that is what I feel for you I hear the harmony because I know you sing it too. I suddenly await the crimson hue of dawn’s powerful light So once again I can look forward to the quiet of the night

Shining Where We Touch
Yes, the parting and I, enraptured, enter her - she is shining where we touch and I am wrapped in her quick friction. She rises, now falls beneath me - hard flowers brushing against my chest, her fingers drawing crimson across my back. I, inside of her, feel her inside of me, as water splashed cool and warm within - her moist breath mingles with mine and our perspirations drop as one onto the sheets. We are climbing to a yes, to an instant ordained by our singular biology - I am almost peaked, almost cresting. I cannot, must, and now she screams my name - I am liquid in her arms, in her depths, and in the steel moonlight. I am rain from a cloudless sky falling infinitely into her - as she is melting I dissolve and we become someone new. Always, now, together as we lie in breathless ecstasy. © All rights reserved

A Friend, An Angel
Our friends are like Angels, They lighten dark days, In all different kinds, Of wonderful ways. Their thoughtfulness is, A gift from God above, And we are surrounded, By their warm love. To us a friends smile, Is as bright as the sun, And they fill your sad times, Full of laughter and fun. Friends are like Angels, But they don't have wings, They bless our lives, With the most wonderful things. You have been that Angel, All the way through, and I can't Thank You enough, For the good deeds you do. So I give my best wishes, May you have happiness and love, And anything else, That you may have Dreamed of.

Rollercoaster
Love sucks It's true A rollercoaster ride gone bad no lap bar no safety belt You climb to the top to catch a fleeting glimpse of the Heavens only to plummet over the edge Helplessly, Hopelessly no control no brakes Do you jump and save yourself? Or Do you wait for the crash & burn? Either way you're left alone. battered bruised and standing back in line.....

Silk
silk Running your hand from the bottom of my foot massaging my calf sliding across my inner thigh where the skin is so silky makes me tremble across my ribs arching my back between my breasts catching my breath running your finger across the fullness of my lips I part them slightly swirling my tongue around your finger feeling your weight and skin pressing against me waking up with a shutter it was a dream

To Those Who Look To Me For Help...
I know there are people out there who look to me to be their strength in days of trouble, times of sadness. I wanna tell you all something here today. Even though I've been through a whole lot - most recently the death of my aunt Kathy - I will continue to be that source of comfort and strength to all of you. That's a promise. Sometimes life does get you down and out. But I promise all of you here today that no matter what, I'm there if you need me. I didn't write this for just me. I wrote this for all of you. Those of my friends who have stayed true to the end, I do appreciate it more than you know.

2 Odd Things Of Note
1. Does anybody else find it interesting that today is National Dog Appreciation Day & Monday is the day Michael Vick finds out how much time he gets for running a dogfighting ring? 2. Why does a guy who I took out of my fantasy baseball lineup suddenly goes 4 for 5 with 5 RBIs & an inside the park home run? It always happens to me.

As It Is
Oh, to caress the sweet warmth of your breasts, the flesh, firm yet pliant, 'neath my fingers, causing a swell of desire to dwell in that beautiful bosom, which lingers... The soft, silky feel of your skin sends a thrill and a shudder thru me as we touch, with our arms wrapped around one another, we drown in the sea of desiring so much... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... Your sweet lips, so full, entice as they pull my tongue out to mingle with yours; they wrestle and twirl, and my head starts to whirl, making me want you much more... The caress of your hands as they're stroking the glans of my penis excite as it grows and it throbs in delight awaiting it's flight, in the wetness which from you now flows... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... As my manhood enters

The Heart
The Heart "Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..." "You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, to see how much damage has been done " "But when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy. The surgeon looked to the parents, who sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next." "But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart." The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well." "You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there " The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, "...damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein

Tonight
Tonight, You call me. Tonight, you love me, Tonight, you hurt me..... Tonight, Tomorrow, and the next day I love you. Today I could have lost someone very close to me, I could not imagine my life without this person in it. Just wanted to let everyone know to cherish every friendship, love, and family you have You Never know when they might meet that drunken driver on the road!!!!!!!!!

Dude Can Cook!!
Ok...I love to cook...I really do. And I am good at it. I never knew how good I was until a week ago Sunday. My SCA friends and I had this idea for one of their b-days. We were going to do a competition like Iron Chef, only we would use things used at a campsite. No electric to be used whatsoever. So we got the contestants: Myself and my good friend Roger (check out Alaxander MacBlakrose on my friends list) and the secret ingredient was: APPLES!! They gave us that a week before so we could prepare. The day of the competition came and the rules were simple: had to make at least 3 dishes and you were judged on usage, presentation and flavour. I had come with 6 dishes in mind, but only ended up making 4. They started the competition and I was off. I made a dried apple compote, which consisted of dried apple rings, other dried fruit, sauteed in orange juice with lemon slices and cinnamon sticks. Once that was done and removed, I made the next dish, which was a bottle of my very

I Mss Youi
Before you turn your face away And give up on all we used to have Listen to what I have to say Make sure we're on the right track Love, when you left, I died inside But I thought I had made the right choice After you slipped away I tried To keep you while I still had a voice Perhaps I was trying too hard And I should've pulled back But instead I gambled my heart Because never before had it been attacked Like that A lot of time has passed us by And I know we both have our own dreams But I've never known quite why I still don't feel like I'm complete Because I loved you and you loved me We were lost inside a fairytale Beyond this world I could not see Maybe that's why our love failed Sometimes I think out loud And people punish me For even making a sound About you and me We can never be But I miss you, I miss you And I'm not sure what to do Now you're gone I can't seem to find another Like youme too Don't you know That I miss you and only you

Crazy.
My Luvy gives the best leg massages ever. We were watching TV in my room yesterday and she decided she wanted to paint my toe nails. Did a hell of a job too. Then when they were dry she started massaging my legs. I almost fell asleep... again. LOL She's such a good kid. :D

Brain Haemorrhage
The Brain Haemorrhage Ingredients Strawberry schnapps Grenadine Bailey's Irish Cream Liqueur Method Pour 3/4 of an ounce of chilled strawberry schnapps into a glass Plop in a dash of Grenadine Carefully add some chilled Bailey's to the mix Stand back and watch what happens. If your stomach is still OK with this, drink it down.

There's A Girl
There's a girl There's a girl I care about she's the one there's no doubt. I want to find out, what love is really about. People say there's mor fish in the sea, but that's not the case for me because all I want is her and me. To be side by side, and hand in hand. I hope people will see, that I'm just me. And take me for who I am, not for what people want me to be I hope this she will see. What I am tring to say, is will you stay?

Look Wanna Earn Money?
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Hurting
Hurting has once been a part of me Unexpectingly, it’s back Returning from the black box it was punished to To never return again I know better than to believe that Now I feel pain Greater than before

It's Official
I am pretty sure I dig this site. I've spent the last couple days trolling around and learning how everything works, and I've gotta say. It's actually fun, entertaining and not at all what I expected. Yay Fubar. Also, there used to be a real bar in a town near me called FooBar. That was the reason this site even caught my eye. The fact that is an internet bar is even better. haha. The end.

In My Arms...
In My Arms by Nancy In my arms you are safe, From even the worst storm. I'll forever be your shelter, And always keep you warm. In my arms you're so loved, You'll feel it has I hold you. So very close to me darling, To show you my love is true. In my arms you'll be happy, When you feel all the love. That I have for only you, It will be like heaven above. In my arms is where you belong, So I can hold you so very tight. To never ever let you go darling, As you lay here beside me tonight.

The Game
Disturbed - The Game Lyrics Tell me exactly what am I supposed to do Now that I have allowed you to beat me Do you think that we could play another game Maybe I could win this time I kind of like the misery you put me through Darlin' you can trust me completely If you even try to look the other way I think that I could kill this time Ra, ra! Ra, ra! It doesn't really seem I'm getting through to you Though I see you weeping so sweetly I think that you might have to take another taste A little bit of hell this time Ra, ra! Lie to me Ra, ra! Lie to me Is she not right? Is she insane? Will she now Run for her life in the battle that ends this day Is she not right? Is she insane? Will she now Run for her life now that she lied to me You always wanted people to remeber you To leave your little mark on society Don't you know your wish is coming true today Another victim dies tonight Ra, ra! Lie to me Ra, ra! Lie to me Is she not right? Is

Blank
Oh, for crying out blanking loud, I really blanked up this time - I'm a total blank - I never should have blanked her (should've kept my blank out of her blank), but, no blanking way I was going to pass up those blanks. I'm a blanking idiot, though - I forgot the first blanking rule of blanking: never blank where you eat. Now it's all a blanking mess. Oh, blank, at least I should've wrapped my blank or pulled the blanker out - I'm a stupid motherblanker and, I know for blanking sure I'm fucked. © All rights reserved

Now Cops Dying Beacause Of Bush!
Rio Rancho Cop Dies From Bush Motorcade Crash POSTED: 2:51 pm MDT August 27, 2007 UPDATED: 7:13 pm MDT August 27, 2007 A Rio Rancho police officer assigned to the presidential motorcade has died from injuries received in a crash Monday near Sunport and Interstate 25, according to Albuquerque police spokeswoman Trish Hoffman. Rio Rancho Department of Public Safety spokesman John Francis has identified the officer as 40-year-old Germaine Casey. Casey was with the University of New Mexico police department for one year and with the Rio Rancho police force for two years. Francis said Casey had received special training in riding in motorcades and had previously escorted Bush and Vice President Dick Cheney on separate occasions. Casey was at the front of the motorcade on Yale Boulevard near the airport, when he went off the road and hit a tree at approximatley 1:00 p.m. According to Albuquerque Police Chief Ray Schultz, President Bush saw the accident as he passed by and call

Mmmm
ulian put his hand on the lower back of his girlfriend Tina his other hand slid up to the base of her neck all the while they are standing there in their underwear so that their skin could touching and so that she could feel his rising emotion. Having her feeling the pressure in the right spot while he kissed her neck and nibbled lightly up her neck. Julian started kissing up Tinas neck while slowly laying her body down on their bed. As she is fully laid down he starts kissing down her body feeling her curves with his hands as he travels down her slender smooth and sweet body. Kissing down her body it keeps the fabric barrier of her bra on not losing the temptations that lay behind them. Has he gets to her hips he sticks just the tip of his tongue out and runs up and down her hips lines then blowing cool soft hair back over the wet trail. As he gets to her panties he kisses where her lips are and feels a little moisture come through and as he lightly licks his lips to enjoy the sweet n

*two Moons On 27 August*tonight!!
*Two moons on 27 August* *27th Aug the Whole World is waiting for...* Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again.

To All My Girls
"My Sister My Sweetheart My Boo My Home Gurl My Partner-In-Crime My BEST FRIEND My Right-Hand-Chick My Juelz Santana (Cause I'm Killa Cam) My Jodie Breeze (Cause I'm Jeezy) My Notorious B.I.G (Cause I'm Puff) My Damon Dash (Cause I'm Jay-Z) My Gangsta Til the End My Sh0rdi and My friend My Blood (Cause Water wasn't thick enough) My Kelly (Cause I'm Beyonce) My Stitch (Cause I'm Lilo) My Ron (Cause I'm Kim Possible) My Robin (Cause I'm Batman) My Missy (Cause I'm Ciara) My Chuckie (Cause I'm Tommy) My Teresa (Cause I'm Barbie) My Peanut Butter (Cause I'm Jelly) My Heart (Cause Without U I Wouldnt Live) My Sidekick (Cause I'm the Hero...LOL) ~*You not just a gurl...your MY gurl*~ "Firstly, I want you to know that I love you to death and you will always be one of my best friendsz that I'll love to death and will always be there 4 U, its hard for me to only pick 13 gals to send this to, so consider yourself lucky ... or is it not lucky? If I dont get this back I un

Turning Tides
its heaven. its hell. its so hard to think. so hard to breathe. somewhere there is storm that rages. there is a sea that swells. the rain, it pours. and the tide washes away memories. here it is silent. where is my storm? where is my sea? where is my rain? and where are my waves? and what happened to my memories?

For Anyone Who Wants To Stop Drinking!!
We, of Alcoholics Anonymous, are more than one hundred men and women who have recovered from a seemingly hopeless state of mind and body. To show other alcoholics precisely how we have recovered is the main purpose of this book.” AA, pg. Xiii (Note: PRECISELY – “Exactly or sharply defined or stated. Minutely exact; not varying in the slightest degree from truth.” Webster’s Collegiate Dictionary – circa 1936.) So, let’s examine the TRUTH! “ If you are an alcoholic who wants to get over it, you may be asking – ‘What do I have to do?’ It is the purpose of this book to answer such questions specifically. We shall tell you what we have done.” AA, pg. 20 “Lack of power was our dilemma. We had to find a power by which we could live, and it had to be a Power greater than ourselves. Obviously. But where and how were we to find this Power? Well, that is exactly what this book is about. Its main object is to enable you to find a Power greater than yourself that will sol

The 5 Stages Of Grief
I figured I would address the questions and thoughts that go along with them, at least for me, which is something I have yet to let leak out of my mind.... 1. Denial - Did my mother really die or am I in a coma somewhere dreaming all of this? No, it hasn't been almost a year already. Make sure there are 8 cups in the coffee maker because mom is going to want some too. Maybe she is just away for an extended vacation? Children just don't die before their parents. 2. Anger - Why the fuck did she leave things in such a mess? How could she leave me alone in the world? She should have told me things I would need to take care of, especially about the house. Why the fuck did she buy this ridiculous house way up here in Vermont? Why didn't she get better treatment? Why did she give up the fight against cancer? Why did she make me make the decision to give the morphine and let her die? Why did she even give birth to me in the first place? How could she leave me with this much to deal with

At Master's Side
Whether above Him in midair Or at the foot of His Chair (kneeling, pleading, flaunting) Behind Him in His Bath (washing, rubbing, caring) Or Head rested in His Lap (sighing, dreaming, sharing) my body is about His Above, Beneath, Below, Behind But... Our hearts are Side by Side.

Clear The Air!
OK LET ME CLEAR THE AIR I CREATED A MUMM ASKING IF HAVING A FOOT FETISH IS SEXY OR NASTY AND I HAVE GOTTEN A FEW REPLIES. DONT GET IT TWISTED YES I LOVE WOMENS FEET, BUT IT AINT WUT PEOPLE ARE MAKIN IT OUT TO BE AND I KNOW IT AINT FOR EVERYBODY, BUT FOR THE PEOPLE THAT LIKE IT OR DONT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT THNX 4 THE LOVE AND 4 THE ONES THAT DO DONT HATE!

The Truth
1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007?? One 2. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, of these, how many have you EVER done? One. 3. Ever been cheated on? Yes. 4. Ever paid for sex? No 5. Ever been married? Nope. 6. Ever been divorced ? Nope. 7. If you had to pick one whats your fave sexual position? Doggy style. Lol. 8. Do you own any guns? No 9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail? Nope 10. Ever been in rehab? No. 11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex? Yes 12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace? I started dating a guy i met on myspace a few years back, so technically, yes 13. Truthfully… size matters?? Yes 14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? Ok, I thought this survey was supposed to be a REAL survey. 15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with if you had the chance? The bad boys. Travis Barker/Johnny Depp/Gerrard Way/Jared L

Listen Hear The Sound
LISTEN HEAR THE SOUND THE CHILD AWAKES AN WONDERS ALL AROUND, THE CHILD AWAKES NOW IN HIS LIFE HE NEVER MUSH BE LOST NO THOUGHTS MUST DECIEVE HIM IN THE LIFE HE MUST TRUST WITH THE EYES OF A CHILD YOU MUST COME OUT AND SEE THAT YOUR WORLD'S SPINNING ROUND, AND THROUGH LIFE YOU WILL BE A SMALL PART OF A HOPE OF A LOVE THAT EXISTS IN THE EYES OF A CHILD YOU WILL SEE EARTH FALLS FAR AWAY, NEW LIFE AWAITS TIME IT HAS NO DAY NEW LIFE AWAITS AND NOW HOW DOSE IT FEEL NO WORDS WILL GO WITH YOU AND NOW WHAT IS REAL?

Bad Bad Day
For those of you that know me, whether personally or just from casualy chatting online you know that im not one for heavy bleeding during my time of the month or regularly bitching and whiny and complaining about things. Atleast i try not to, but today is an exception. Happy Quinton didnt get up this morning to Grumpy Q was out and about today and it seems the world has pissed him off. 3 things in particular have gotten my goat. The first we wont speak on, let's move on. The second things is this.........now i received an email from the almighty powers that be (and this may get me kicked off but i dont fucking care, but if you people do decide to boot me give me my money back for the VIP) i was told a picture in my default folder was flagged NSFW now here's the link http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=90657&albumid=0&i=3589674294 i'll give you a sec to check it out.....go ahead i'll wait...........you see that, THYIS FUCKING PICTURE WAS FUCKING FLAGGED ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!?!?!?!

Colonoscopy
Colonoscopy ? All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain , "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." ? "I should be in charge," said the blood , "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs , "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated

Sad
im sad no body wants to talk to me i don't know why i didn't do anything wrong my shoutbox is open and still nobody wantsto talk im on yahoo you can add me but never mind you guys don't care good night im thinking of deleting my account

Jerry Sienfelds 's Recipe For The Perfect Marriage
Jerry Sienfelds 'S RECIPE FOR THE PERFECT MARRIAGE 1. Two times a week, we go to a nice restaurant, have a little beverage, good food and companionship. She goes on Tuesdays, I go on Fridays. 2. We also sleep in separate beds. Hers is in California and mine is in Texas. 3. I take my wife everywhere..... but she keeps finding her way back. 4. I asked my wife where she wanted to go for our anniversary. "Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said. So I suggested the kitchen. 5. We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops. 6. She has an electric blender, electric toaster and electric bread maker. She said "There are too many gadgets and no place to sit down!" So I bought her an electric chair. 7. My wife told me the car wasn't running well because there was water in the carburetor. I asked where the car was; she told me "In the lake." 8. She got a mud pack and looked great f

Congratulations...its A ??
Minutes after a woman gave birth to her baby, her doctor stood solemnly at her bedside and said, "I have something to tell you about your baby.""What's wrong" the alarmed mother asked? "Your baby is an hermaphrodite" replied the doctor. "What's that" she asked? "It means your baby has both male and female parts." "Oh my goodness —that's wonderful" the woman exclaimed."You mean it has both a penis and a brain?" Roflmao!! Have an awesome day!! Tc n peace..hugs..Boo xo

Today Is Better
Well, it's been a week since my father passed away. I am still having some trouble with sleeping. But I am getting through each day better. There are moments when something I see or hear will remind me of dad. Yesterday I thought I saw him drive through town. Then I thought "no, get a grip, dad is gone." I realized at that moment just how much I was going to miss seeing dad cruise by in his truck. I will miss those early mornings as I am leaving for work and I would see him at the store getting a cup of coffee. As I sit and think of dad, I am grateful for those rare moments that you don't think much about. Those quick waves as you pass on the roads. Or running into dad at the grocery... he had a thing for ding dongs and coca cola. He would go through a box and a 12 pack every couple of days. I am most grateful that he is no longer in pain. He is in a better place than the rest of us. And someday we will all pass away and join him in heaven. I am grateful for the years that

Skin To Skin
I will take her to the floor and to the edge of almost there her warm haven calls to me and I must enter enter enter everything leads to this: this touch of skin to skin my mouth tasting her nipples hardening tumescent now and pulsing with the beat within her breasts heaving having her on top of me with light breaking through the window just beyond her head thrown back and rapturous unravellings escaping in a sigh a moan and I am thrusting into through within enveloped ensnared entangled emptying myself as perspiration mixes and the taste of her mouth on mine takes me takes me takes me over the top. © All rights reserved

To The One I Love
How I wish I could give you all the happiness your love has given me In the happy days we have shared and in tender moments... How I wish I could give you cherished moments and memories and all your dreams come true... These I pray with all my love would be my everyday wish for you. _dYaNiKa_

My So Called Friends
I know I have more than 3 people on my friends list. And I know people hate loosing frineds on there lists. Well here is the deal I need help in this contest and if everyone on my friends list would put just one comment I could have a good chance at winning. Comments only count so leave one or many. Ya don't want to help me then just say so, I won't help you in the future. If you want to help click the pic.

Cum Read My Story!
Ok so here is the point of the story It’s about a girl and a boy (they don’t have names there are just he and she). Their relationship starts in high school its very timid and shy at first but all that shyness and withdraws leads to a sexual and passionate relationship in later months. Ok, so am not done write it yet that’s going to take some time . . . but I’ll give you a little preview. It late and she hears him open the front door, as he makes the short dark walk to her bedroom (a walk he has made a thousand times before) she pretends to be sleeping, just hoping that she can surprise him. But it’s to late, she feels his hot breath on her inner thigh. She dare not protest. She could try but she being held down with a force she has never felt him uses before, she’s getting turned on and he can tell. She tries to raise her hip to show him how badly she needs his tongue and fingers, but her attempts go unanswered. He’s teasing her, kissing her thighs and just above her mound sta

Love Still Hurts
I know in my heart its over You just want me for a friend I realize more each moment Your love is at the end I find it hard to look at you It still hurts to see your face I can't forget how good you felt I miss your sweet embrace I can not bare to hear you talk Weak vibrations are so wrong There's no affection in your voice The sound of love is gone There's pain in every breath I take The air broadcasts your cologne At home, at work, and everywhere I'm lost and all alone I've heard it said "Time heals all wounds" I can only hope its true Right now it seems unlikely Because I'm still in love with you

Saying I Love You
NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU IF YOU DON'T REALLY CARE. NEVER TALK ABOUT FEELINGS IF THEY AREN'T THERE. NEVER HOLD MY HAND IF YOU'RE GOING TO BREAK MY HEART. NEVER SAT YOU'RE GOING TO IF YOU DON'T PLAN TO START. NEVER LOOK INTO MY EYES IF ALL YOU DO IS LIE. NEVER SAY HELLO WHEN YOU MEAN GOOD-BYE. IF YOU REALLY MEAN FOREVER THEN SAY THAT YOU WILL TRY. AND NEVER SAY FOREVER CAUSE FOREVER MAKES ME CRY

Yes
Yes, I am wonderfully fond of women dressed in undresses, stockings bunched around ankles and legs tossed high high high into the glorious sky, skating on the glassed-over eyes of my moment of tiny death. Yes, I am slave to the slathering flesh, shaved nicely and neatly and rising like a skinballoon, belly above me and breasts breaking over the sides, wide smile smoldering - yes, she is flush, feathered, frothing, unfolded, unfettered and yes, to the ceiling, the floor, the walls, the windows, the door - this cage can't contain us as everything rattles, now rumbles - she screams, I am screaming and yes! © All rights reserved

Don't Mean To Offend
Yes I have a face...if your a friend you have seen it....Yes my personal gallery is a bit over the top but hidden. I you have asked to see it and are offended....certainly not my intention...all the women here are special and great. Thanks to all who have reached out and for those, well you know. My apologies..... MM from Lauderdale

Happyness!
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! It has been almost one year from the time I met Arlee. Thinking back on this year I think about how happy I have been and how lucky I am to have him in my life. For those of you who do not know Arlee and I are planning to get married when we get the chance. I have been so happy, and I love Arlee so very much. The last year has not been all fun and games. We've gone threw our fair share of ruff times and still come out on top and more in love with each other in the end. Every morning when I wake up I feel like the luckiest woman alive because I get to wake up next to the most amazing man I have ever known! Arlee is my lover, my confidant, my cohort, my beloved, my guiding light, and my best friend. Everything to me and more! My life is better now because of Arlee and there is nothing that I would change about our relationship. Arlee, I just wanted you to know that I love you and I always will. I love who you are and everything you do f

Dirty Dream (lesbian)
After a hard day at school Kathryn goes home. She needs to rest coz it was a hard day of being a evil bitch and using people. She sit down on her bed and then saw she had a txt off a girl called Becky. She saw this girl around school today and really wanted to use her. Kathryn read the txt and it said ' I like you alot....call me Beckyxxx'. Kathryn smiled at herself as she lied back onto the bed and closed her eyes. She then started to dream about being with Becky, touching her, kissing and then making out with her. Then she remembered little Ceclie who she once kissed in Cental Park. The kiss was full of passion and well fun. The more she thought about it....the moment happened again in her head...... Haven't you ever practiced with one of your girlfiends? asked Kathryn Eww. No. That's gross. said Ceclie making a face at the idea It's not gross. How else do you think girls learn? Here turn around and face me said Kathryn as Ceclie did what she was told Now close

Are Ratings More Important Than Friendships?
I have to wonder about some people. I am the kind of person that if I like what I see, I will rate you, if not I will move on. I will not give someone a bad rating. I was online last night chatting with a friend when this girl "loving girl from Neenah, WI" rated me a 3. Now to each their own, if she wants to rate me a 3 then that is her right but I have to wonder why she would take the time to give a bad rating on someone she has never met before. Is it just meanness? Thankfully I do not get my validation in life or my self esteem from picture ratings that are given to me. I just wanted to let you know, before you rate me badly, just pass me by and move on to someone else because chances are that you are a shallow person that I won't want to be friends with anyway. For anybody else I am always open to new friendships. You don't have to rate me to become my friend, in fact I would rather you get to know me first. For all of you whom I rate, I do it because I want to not because I expec

What To Do
ok right now i am so confused i know what i want in the end i want to be in a relationship with someone to be able to wake up in the morning with them and sleep at night with the holding me to be able to watch tv with them and come home and make dinner for them and eat with them be able to take them to family things together and spend time with them is it really that hard to find someone that wants the same i want to be able to call them to just say hi how are you today and what not and just say that i appreciate them and love them not saying that love would be in the beginning but in the future i dont know what to do i have moved on from my ex by far and it seems all i can find are either guys that are scared to date or guys that are controling maybe it is just i am asking to much at one time i guess but whatever it is i hope i find something close to what i am looking for here soon cuz i am so tired of being alone and feeling like i am going to be this way forever anyway if you want

Sweet
well as uve read i start college on oct.1 im sad about that because my friend that just died would have turned 20 that day.. i am happy as anything because i get to say good bye to him. on augest 31,2007 which i tought i couldnt do because it would be to hard... but im gonna go through with it because he was like my best friend.

Love And Lust
At first light the shadows of her silken hairs fall upon my pillow like long waving black milk and create strange patterns of love and lust across my closed eyes - I am risen to her closeness and the scent of lovemaking, vaporous in the morning quiet. Oh, to roll to her and feel cool moist lips meet me, limbs akimbo, boiled into tantric circles of love and lust - to be taken taking trailing the fine remains of me into a momentous amalgam of us, under a ceiling of these luminous stars. Last night a window opened just enough to slide myself to her and become indelible - love and lust are the same thing in the arms of this goddess woman queen. © All rights reserved

The Key To My Heart Writen By Cherryangel
A key to my heart only you can have take that key and unlock my heart. let me show you how much you mean to me. let me show how much i love you. take my key and give me yours. you know i care you know i always will. you are my life, my dreams my prayers. you are my begingine and my end. every breath i breathe it's all for you. if you cry one tear i will to.

Life
Life Life cannot be controlled Those who would try will fail miserably Can the waves of the sea be wrestled to submission? So it is the same with the waves of life Meant to be ridden not tamed Experienced not determined Life is about the journey not the destination Hop on and go for the ride of your life... jskins

5 Down, 4 To Go!
White House press secretary Snow resigns http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070831/ap_on_re_us/snow_resigns White House press secretary Snow resigns By TERENCE HUNT, AP White House Correspondent 31 minutes ago Tony Snow, the highly visible White House press secretary, will leave his job on Sept. 14 and be replaced by his deputy, Dana Perino, an administration official said Friday. President Bush was to announce the changes during an appearance in the White House briefing room. Snow, ailing with cancer, had said recently he would leave before the end of Bush's presidency because he needs to make more money. The 52-year-old Snow was a conservative pundit and syndicated talk-show host on Fox News Radio before he was named press secretary on April 26, 2006. He is the latest in a string of White House officials to head for the exits. Friday was the last day of work for political strategist Karl Rove. Others who have left since Democrats won control of Congress are couns

Ensign: And On Earth Peace
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 31 August 2007 It's the last day of August ALREADY? Especially when I look at how my kids have grown (at eighteen months and two months, respectively), I constantly get floored by how much time passes. Since we have pictures of when they were newly born, still really chubby, still small -- comparatively speaking, it's amazing how Sarah and Jeffrey have grown in the brief time that my wife Martha and I have been privileged to have them. What I expect we ALL want for our children is to grow up in a better world, a more peaceful world. But are we making the conscious effort to build it with the right foundations? Perhaps the most memorable mention of peace in the Bible is in the traditional Christmas story from the Gospel

Friendhsip And Love
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. Actions speak louder than words. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have. If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there True friendship never ends. Friends are forever. Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown. You never know who is falling

Spinning Backward For A Moment
As the stars fall down, the world spins back, and life crashes through the chaos. Love,our favorite of fairy tales, lovers lie,and young hearts die, eyes are filled with tears to cry. When does life try to be fair? When winged bacon floats on the air. Clowns in coffins for our laughs, as blindly searching,we find our paths. Let the world spin right again, as space and time are unfrozen. Raksha Soulraven ©2007

Vaporized
She felt the wind run her over like a mack truck, the scent of hops smothering her. It was an odd combination with the sweet summer smell of daffodils that lined the highway, but it was home. Her spirit lifted, her eyes danced with a laughter that took them both by surprise. He looked at her with a soft, whispering look. She ignored this gaze to roll up the window long enough to light another smoke. As she took drag after hungry drag off of the filter, her eyes grew wider and wider. Now that she was here, what would she say? How was she going to explain all this to people who had been looking for her for probably years? Who were more strangers to her now than family? Her heart grew heavy, and now home seemed so foreign when what she knew for the last few years were rest stops and cash-only motel rooms, no name necessary. The blood drained from her face, and suddenly the humid St. Louis breeze chilled her to the core. The car seemed to cruise one hundred miles per hour...

Fustrations
My sadness builds up like mountains in the sky And let the clouds be my eyes for when it thunders i would cry My tears would fall down from heaven so others could taste my pain They'll know how it feels to be stuck in the rain Sleepless nights under the moonlit sky Drowning myself and buried underneath unliving lies In a million words, you couldnt find to explain How you got lost in this sudden rain Waiting for love that was never sincere Was some devastation mixed up in the air When your vision is blurry and your mind create clouds The thoughts that were unspoken was never meant to be expressed out loud

Who Cares
Well obviously in this day in age women are not allowed to make sexually jokes to other men. I called called a liar on yahoo messenger by a friend b/c i sent a messenger to him saying 'depends how far you wanna' and yes i realize that sounds don't get me wrong but i sent it to him instead of another person and me and this other person were just joking around. I realize he keeps saying he doesn't care, well i know he doesn't but the fact that he called me a liar pisses me off i realize ppl have lied to him in passed but i don't appreciate being put in his catergory of liars i have been up front and honest with him and as soon an as i sent that message i apologized and told him what was going going on and he got pissed so i guess whatever right? ok well i am done ranting gotta go, I am going to erie today WooHoo

Never Too Late
~~Never too Late~~ This world can be cold and empty, not what you would epect it to be. People are cruel, life isn't fair. Good things don't come to people who wait, it never comes. You go after what you want, and if it means knocking someone else out of getting it, well that's life now. Never wait for it to come to you, you will be waiting a life time. That's reality, not me being mean. This cold, harsh world can make you feel like you don't belong. To belong means, "to fit in." If everything you own isn't name brand, you are not in the "Click." I set in the shadow of all the people that use to be me. I listen, watch, and feel the pain they feel. I whisper in your ear, "it will be alright." All I see is the side that no one else sees. I watch those tears run down your face, I whisper, "it will be alright." I hear you say you want to end your life. No one ever sees the side that is affected. I want to heal your heart, take the pain away, I feel your pain, lived it

Things I Hate About Some People
9 Things I Hate About Some People 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V.. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say 'Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too'. Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say 'it's always the last place you look'. Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film 'did you see that?'. No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask 'Can I ask you a question?'.... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7.

Job...and More...
JOB...and more WOW my lucks turned around fast! all in only 3 days... first got CPR certified, then First Aid certified last night....now i have a fucking JOB!!!! funny story about the job...went into Target today cuz my friend jeni who works there told me they are highering...did there lame computer app....then got 2 interviews (mind u im NOT dressed up in any way. im wearing Shorts and my Droomstyyg shirt im convinced this shirt is lucky now..) and ya they offered me a cashire posistion...just gotta go take my Piss test on tuesday and wait for a call about Oreintation and such! YAY I RULE!

The Body Shoppe
your all welcome to join this lounge which I've had for quite some time but haven't done much with it. It's not as fancy as the other lounges on here and there's no hot looking DJ spinning tunes but for the few that do talk with me, if there is anybody left well join here if you want: http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=4852 and forgive my fowl mood but my art got hit hard by haters with 1's so I deleted all art work by me from the pictures. fuck it, I don't need that kind of trash. I thought the idea of network sites like this was to make friends...guess I was wrong. cya Rick

Fall Comes Early ......
The fall season came early this year; thank god, with the premire of ROB ZOMBIE's HALLOWEEN. Thank God for that. This summer, though was one of the best I ever had, it was also quite the longest. Got to relive my summers past by enjoying each and every second of it, by really not having to be anywhere. Had absoultly NO reasponsabilities. The days dragged into weeks, the weeks into months. I always wished I could have a life where I could do basicly anythng I wanted to. Then I had the oppertuniy to do just that; I know I can't wait to get back and start working. Which won't be long becasue as of today I got thre job at Borg-Warner. The skys ther limit on that, look out C.E.O, but that story will come later.... As of now... I focus on my favorite time of year; Autumn. It begins when the nights suddenly become a bit cooler and the days get a little shorter. The fantasy of hot summer nights begins to die. Already the icons of the season haver already begun being despl

Need Dsc Love
I ENTERED THE BEST SFW CLEAVAGE OF FUBAR CONTEST. HELP ME WIN PRETTY PLEASE. MUCH LOVE BETTY Please bomb this picture over and over. I NEED AT LEAST 1,000 COMMENT TODAY. Thanks. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&albumid=544480&i=442794135

Ringside Rant #1 - The Steroid Chaos
Welcome to the first EVER edition of JMos22's Ringside Rants. This week I decided to tackle one of the now high-profile issues, the new "'Roids Scandal". For those who do not know this already, early this past week, at least 12 WWE performers by count of one article and up to 16 by others, were found to be involved with a place in Orlando called Signature Pharmacy that is being investigated by prosecutors in the Capital District of New York State (for the un-initiated, that's Albany and the county that it sits in). The speculative lists posted included ECW Champion John Morrison (aka Johnny Nitro), IC Champ Umaga, and Chavo Guerrero. That afternoon, WWE stated that it was suspending ten superstars. Only one problem. Morrison is the ECW Champion, and Umaga is the Intercontinental Champ. You can't suspend the champions without taking their titles from them, because they can't defend in the required 30 days. ***SPOILER ALERT - IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN ON THIS

Laufey's Son
Laufey's Son In the beginning, there were the frost giants of of Niflheim and the fire giants of Muspellheim, and when the great flood came, many were washed away. Some found safety on a piece of Ymir's body that congealed into a new world, and they named it Jotunheim - the new home of the giants. Some say that it was formed of Ymir's spine and shoulders, for it formed itself into a land of great and imposing mountains, trees that nearly reached the sky, huge and fierce animals that roamed the dark forests, and lightning storms that split the sky. The surviving Jotnar found it welcoming, and they married each other and produced many new Jotnar - the mountain-etins, the woods-etins, the sea-etins. Some settled high in the cold northern mountains, or the western mountains by the ocean, or the islands, or the eastern rain forests, or the southern woodlands. And in one place in the south of Jotunheim, they settled in a strange forest. Its trees were shorter and harder than anywhere

Wishing
Wishing you would look at me the way you look at her, is only my dream, one that will never come true. Hoping you will remember me is my only prayer every night. Wishing we could go back back to the grade when you would remember... Because I remember, My heart beating fast every time I saw you. Wishing we would soon soon be the only two people left hoping you could find it in you to want me the way I have ALWAYS wanted you. Wishing you were sitting here next to me and could give me a shoulder to cry on, as I wipe away my tears, and like you usually would. Wishing is one thing but KNOWING Knowing I will never have you as another memory HURTS!

Just Another Day!
Went to bed ;ast night on top of the world. I quit my pos job, i got laid and about 5 tons of stress had just melted off my shoulders. Slept like a baby, but this morning...OMG...I woke up with a damn cold. Who's heard of a cold in September in South Carolina!!! It's still 80 degrees here, and i'm walking around in sweats and a hat freezing, and my nose won't stop running. LIfe is just so screwed up!!!

Another Random E Hater
Morrigan commenting on a mumm comment i made You must have your facts mixed up I talk to many people on a daily basis. I mumm everyday and know many people. delete comment ¢¾Morrigan... 2007-09-02 12:00:01 #19 of 20 It's not an assumption. It's a theory based on facts. ~Ashley~MummerB... 2007-09-02 11:57:37 #18 of 20 lmao Morrigan I will let you have that assumption. delete comment 2007-09-02 11:55:58 #16 of 20 i hadnt noticed but then ive only been here 4 weeks so i guess ill say nice knowing you folks and thanks for the chat, now onto a new group of people to stalk ¢¾Morrigan... 2007-09-02 11:55:53 #15 of 20 I also find it funny that although I've been a MuMMer since there have been MuMMs to MuMM...and I'm here pretty much daily...I have only seen Ashley in here maybe two or three times. Therefore...if she only talks to MuMMers...she must not talk to very many people. ~Ashley~MummerB... 2007-09-02 1

Some Took Time To Make A Fake Pro To Try To Be My Friend
Name: MSXQUISITT (Online) Level: Freshmeat (0) Gender: Female Martin, TN Buzz: 0% -- dry, get them a drink! Enter message: ->~Ashley~Mu...: Next time you want tofuck with me put a liitle more thought into it MSXQUISITT: since u r having a bad may GOD bless you... HAVE A BLESSED DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ->~Ashley~Mu...: You should go make friends with a gun and shoot yourself ->~Ashley~Mu...: yea right never heard of that name in my life this is all bullshit adn they dont have any friends of pics like you and are new also this is a whole new level of sad MSXQUISITT: i am sorry for trying to make friends with u MSXQUISITT: no look at my profile and u will see because they sent me a corona ->~Ashley~Mu...: So fuck off and that was the saddest attempt ever ->~Ashley~Mu...: thats bullshit I dont know anyone by that name. If this is someone I have pissed off mumming this is a sad attempt at mumming you couls have atleast looked at my p

Remembering
I can't explain it any other way - I am remembering tomorrows, the scent of your hair, your skin, moist against me, your hands, tenderly upon me; I am remembering each dream I will have of us entangled on cotton sheets, and I am dreaming of awakening with your head on my chest and your quiet breath brushing against me as you sleep. I can't explain it any other way (and I know I've told you this before) the day you were born all my hopes became possibilities and my longings to die became my need to live to spend forever remembering tomorrows. © All rights reserved

A Long Hard Kiss
Your eyes now draw me closer and your mouth now draws me in - I can feel the sweet air, warm from your red lips. I am moving to the moment as we sway to our own music - I must take you now and taste you, hold your head in hand and touch my lips to yours. Stars dance inside my closed eyes as I finally find a part of me inside you - our tongues are dancing! Our hands have found a fever and are reaching now for feelings - flesh as cool and warm as water and we are diving deep and deeper into this pool of our enduring bliss. We know that we must have this - this is destiny and, Darling, we are swept away in whirlpools of passion and of pleasure as we slowly melt into a puddle on the floor. Now your breasts are bare and brushing hard against my chest - we still breathe into each other in a kiss that has no end - I think I feel the carpet, but I am floating near the ceiling and I know I feel a hand now touching me and wrapped arou

Tired Of All The Same Old Shit
I need something new in my life. Im so sick n tired of working all the time, partying all time, being single, and stupid men. Is it bad when u have a friend that does drugs hardcore n he has been doin them for years...u find out he overdosed last night...n u just dont seem surprised. I mean i feel terrible that im not freakin out about it but i just knew something like this would happen. Im tired of having to pick up the pieces for ppl, im tired of having friends that get wasted n do extremely stupid things...im just tired of life i guess lol. Ok im done bitchin

We Once Were One
The day that we first met, in my mind I still see, you sitting in the lunch room, looking for some company. I alone myself, sat down with you that day, neither of us knowing what the hell to say. But we got through the awkward times, and quickly came to be, the best of friends to eachother, we could ever be. The closer we grew, the more we left, the other world behind, just me and you we jumped into a new place totally blind. We prayed together our friendship forever, and always would stay the same, but time has passed, only memories last, and little friendship remains. WE ONCE WERE ONE! I screamed at you, I want my best friend back! But we both realized at once it was that bond we lacked. You think it doesn't hurt me, to see us back to two, looking to my left and right to see there is no you. But we both are moving on now, lets do it gracefully, I hope our friendship still lives on in you memory.

New Bi Polar Disorder Treatments Tested
New bipolar disorder treatments tested September 2, 2007 11:15:46 AM PST Scientists are testing seasickness patches and other surprising options in a challenging search for new ways to treat the crushing depression and uncontrolled mania of bipolar disorder. Also called manic-depression, it's an illness that can rip careers and marriages apart and drive people to suicide. And it's so complex and mysterious that researchers haven't developed a medication specifically for it since lithium, more than half a century ago. Yet bipolar appears in various forms and severity in about 1 in every 25 American adults at some point in their lives, according to a major study published in May. Current medicines help, but often fall short. They "certainly reduce symptoms but don't do a good enough job," said Dr. Husseini Manji of the National Institute of Mental Health. "Many patients are helped, but they're not well." Nobody knows yet whether the latest crop of possible treatments

Well I Tried
Last night I tried to help a friend. I did what I could ... I got it posted and got the receipt from FUBAR that I did do something right. I don't expect anything back to help a friend. Date: Sun, 2 Sep 2007 16:54:20 -0700 (PDT) From: Size: 706 B To: inked_angel@fubar.com Reply-To: Your payment has been confirmed! click here to review the bulletin! But when I clicked on the 'click here' it gave me an error that I couldn't view what I paid for to do for a friend. I didn't even see it posted by me. But Like I said I tried. I really did try and I'm honestly sorry if it didn't work. I really am. It hurts more when you try to help and something happens and messes it up. ~Zen~

The Morning After Reality
Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks .. Hippy 2007

Something Interesting
i got an email today on one of the sites i go to, and i just want to share with you the typical crap i put up with HOW ARE YOU TODAY?CHECK THIS OUT IM HERE IN THE SOUTH AND I LIKE WHAT IM SEEING IN YOU. I WOULDN’T MIND HAVING A GIRL LIKE YOU WHO WANT SOMETHING DIFFERENT IN HER LIFE BECAUSE IM READY FOR A CHANGE. IM YOUNG, ATTRACTIVE, IN COLLEGE, WHILE AT THE SAME TIME, KING OF THE SHEETS. NO BABY MOMMA DRAMA OR BULLSHIT GAMES. IM NOT SURE IF YOU ARE READY FOR SOMETHING REAL OR NOT BUT IM HERE AND MY NAME IS ZONNIE AND I WANT TO COME SEE YOU SO THAT WE CAN GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER. I BVEEN IN THE SOUTH TOO LONG AND I GOT MY CAR KEY IN MY HAND. DO YOU HAVE AN EXTRA BED|? I KNOW IM BOLD BUT IM A MAN WHO KNOWS WHAT HE WANTS. IM HERE FOR THE TAKING. IF YOUR SCARED SAY SO. LOL lol i thought it was funny

Do I Look Like Anyone To You?
So...every once in a while I get someone that tells me I look like someone famous. Which is hilarious to me but also embarrassing since I don't think I'm gorgeous (and she is) So...who do you think I look like? Or do i at all? I'm just curious....

Cattails
I could see the tall cattails trembling on the shore in the wrinkled water washing up in trinkling sounds, the susurration of the breeze, here and there the quiet nip of a fish feeding on the surface of the lake. I was alone by choice, chastened by a moment long ago - going nowhere with no-one. From across the water, voices and laughter bubbled to me, tempted me to step away from solitude, surrender to the lilt of life unlived. I didn't know I'd find her there, but strode to her all the same, in steady steps away from loneliness and to those glistering eyes. © All rights reserved

You Dirty Slut...
The Dirty Martini. She has been my downfall for months now. Luckily I live many miles from the nearest liquor store or I would be a complete alcoholic. I took my daughter to see my family this weekend and my cousin and I hit up the nearest package store. Thank you Missouri for still selling alcohol on Sundays. You are a gift from God. Now 12 martinis deep and I am reconsidering my drinking habits. Nothing good ever comes from my drinking. I think too much when drunk. I think about people I shouldn't be thinking about. I think about things that turn me from my normal, fairly docile personality into a savage. It is not pretty when I drink. I get pissed off easily. I tend to push away those who are close to me. I strike up conversations with the sole purpose of pissing people off. I should really go to sleep.

Info From My Niece
Excerpt from Rachiel's page dedicated to Eva: I am expecting a “Baby Girl” December 22nd, 2007. Although As I found out in July, Eva has been diagnosed with Trisomy 13, at 17 weeks. In Eva’s case, she has a translocation, which occurs when two chromosomes do not separate, for instance; when chromosome # 13 and 14 stay attached and do not divide. In addition to Trisomy 13 Eva has many other abnormalities including, Holoprosencephaly. This is a condition that begins at 5 weeks in a pregnancy. Normally, the brain forms between 5 to 6 weeks. In Eva’s case, her brain did not form correctly. Eva does not have 2 parts to her brain, she only has one! Also, Eva has an extra finger, a whole in her heart, and facial deformities (one eye that is in question, a proboscis, and no visible nose). In addition, she states that she has seen many doctors, and that she has found out that Eva's life expectancy is short, with a chance that she may not make it at all. Rachiel is praying that

Traped And Need Advice
I'm Lonely I'm in love with someone who is too far away we were dating for few months i was happy even though the bad times we stuck by one another love is hard but real love can beat anything right ??? well he joined the army and we dont talk that much cause his mad at me for makeing a small mistake and gave him a wrong address for a friend he wanted to talk to but it was one of the girls he left me for but we still love oneanother i'm not sure what to do i miss him alot his lost in his own world and his a soilder that i want to love and take care when things go bad i want to be the one he wants to hold at the end of the day we fight sometimes but when we dont i'm real happy his far away and if something happens to him i would die thats how much i love him but we fight sometimes cause he walked out a few months ago for a stupid reason he had a melta down and wanted someone else and when he tried dating three of my friends and saw what it did to me he asked for me back and i said i

Adaptation
Adaptation You cannot kill my passion It lives on for you everyday It yearns for you every minute You slap it in the face, by not cherishing it You stomp on it, but you cannot kill it It just keeps getting back up, dusting off the dirt and disappointment...and keeps coming at you No, you cannot kill my Love It is like water... When you try and slap it away, it surrounds you... Its softness will triumph over your hardness Malleable, it is unable to be controlled To control it, you must give into it, Then you will have control by adaptation Then you will feel the comfort of my tremendous Love jskins

Is It Peace?
"And Elisha the prophet called one of the children of the prophets, and said unto him, Gird up thy loins, and take this box of oil in thine hand, and go to Ramoth-gilead:" The ninth chapter of 2 Kings opens with Elisha taking a definitive step to fulfill God's will and being quick about it. "Gird up your loins" is an older way of saying "hurry up" since the outer clothing of Israel's mid-9th century B.C. was typically a robe which when you walked would drag on the ground. If you were in a hurry you would raise the bottom of your robe around your waist to eliminate unnecessary drag. Elisha sent this messenger to Ramoth-gilead where King Joram of Israel and King Ahaziah of Judah had just fought King Hazael of Syria. Someone there was going to become the new king of Israel, and the box of oil was what the messenger would use to anoint or signify the LORD's choice of him. Why Elisha didn't do this himself (he did anoint Hazael in 2 Kings 8) may be attributed to what he knew was g

Words
Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you Happiness. Bad days give you Experiences. Both are essential to life. Keep going... Happiness keeps you Sweet, Trials keep you Strong, Sorrows keep you Human, Failures keep you Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only LOVE and a Great Spirit keeps You Going

New Pics!
Hey friends! Just wanted to let you all know i have added several new pics in the past few weeks and in the process realized i needed to move some things around. I may have been moving them around as you were rating them...so if you would be so kind as to come back and take another look...there might be a few you missed! ***I will do the same for you!!!*** ~Have a great HUMPDAY!!!!~ Yours truly, ~Dreamer~

Marshall's Faves
Every night if I let him I would get stuck reading Toy Story. So now is the time I have to break him of taking his Fave toy to school. His most fave one is BUZZ and his fave book. Im missing Green Eggs and Ham now,lol. He is Excited about going to school.

Im Leaving Fubar Soon Please Help This Giveaway For A Friend.
need some help getting this giveaway to 50,000 i am giving the 30 day blast to tranquilangel. i wont be on here much longer if you all could please work this and get it for her . thanks i will be deleting my account when i get some of the stuff i have on here saved to my computer . this is not the place for me any more. everyone only cares about points and contest's and b.s. no one but maybe 4 people on my list even talks to me everyone only talks when they need something . im tired . i need to work on my health and weight. and school and life. take care all

Racism??if You Agree Please Pass Along!!!
hey, how are you doin?? One of the people on my friends list posted this bulletin... I dont want to post it in my bulletin, but here it is for you... "i'm not RACIST but its true." well Berkey is a racist and is always TRU!! If this Offends you, then its because you don't know me very well and know that there is a point to this. Also if you have a high self esteem and know this isnt you no matter what race you are, you will agree with me. Lets see how much hate mail I get for this. you call me: "redneck" "Hillbilly" "Slaker" "shit kicker" "Cracker" "Honkey" "Whitey" "Gringo" "Sage" "white boy" and you think it's OK. But when I call you: jungle bunny spear chunker coon wet back jiggaboo porch monkey sand nigger rag head towelhead Camel Jockey Gook Spook NIGGER nignog KIKE slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have

Adventures In Mall World
Oh boy, here we go again! Welcome to a very exciting episode today boys and girls. Today’s topic? PETA. For those of you that don’t know what PETA stands for, it’s the PEOPLE for the ETHICAL TREATMENT of ANIMALS. On the surface, this sounds like a very positive and morally sound organization. Um, no. But more on that later. First, lets discuss how we got to this blog. For some reason, a huge, 6 foot 4, 300 plus pound, long haired, gun toting, burly man is screaming for confrontation. But I digress, lol. While taking my daughter shopping last night, at a trendy mall shop, which will remain nameless to protect the innocent, I was looking at a new leather jacket for myself. Ive lost a little weight and the season is around the corner, so, its time to treat myself with a new ¾ length leather coat. As I was trying on said jacket, I was verbally accosted by what I can only imagine was a card carrying PETA supporter. I think the PETA t-shirt may have been my first clue. Within a few

Times I Did Cry
My life is flashing before my eyes No one was listening when times I did cry Will I be missed, I suppose I'll not know But time is calling and now I must go No turning back, no second chances No awkward looks or casual glances I will miss the sun of a brand new day And how it use to make me feel all would be ok I fought this as long as I possibly could This evil is strong, much stronger than good Time is a luxury I have no more My spirit takes flight for a distant shore I left you a note and all it did say "Together we shall be some other day" The rush of air seems to quicken, suddenly black My body is found mangled, broken is my back No one was listening when times I did cry Will anyone miss me, or even care why?

Concerned But Appreciative
I'm concerned, but I am appreciative. No, life at home is hardly bad and I haven't pulled too much of my hair out *giggle* . . . but it's not outstanding. I'm ashamed to admit that I once looked forward to getting out of the house for my work day, but now I'm not even like that. After I get home it seems like it's not long before Sarah has to go to bed (we've gotten her in bed at 8:30 P.M. most nights) and I should be smart enough to go myself -- Jeffrey inevitably wakes up at two or three A.M. for a feeding, and most often I'm the lightest sleeper so I get to feed him, even when I'm reeling. Ah, who said being a parent was all fun and games . . . This weekend Martha's parents left town for the annual Disabled American Veterans convention which is held in a different location every year, and every year they take with them one of their children and her spouse where applicable. (That proviso, incidentally, applies only to Martha and her oldest sister Malesa.) This year it's Allan

No Way He Could Make Me Cry
You ever have one of those "crushes" and you tell them and yourself that you wont get hurt. It was all just for fun, then you find yourself hurting when you think about the fact that its not you on their mind? And to think I said there was no way he could make me cry.

Do You Know This Guy?
If you don't him you should he is one of the nicest guys on this site. He is in a contest and needs all the help he can get. please take a few minutes and help him out all you got to do is click on this picture underneath and it will take you directly to his contest leave as many comments as you can. Help him out, he wants to do it for his kids, he has not seen in 13 months. Love you Brown Eyed Papi

Single While Sick..seeks Nurse
The part I hate the most about being single while sick(SWS) is I've got no one to baby me. No one to make me soup. No one to run to the store and get me juice boxes. So any guys wanna come baby me until I'm recovered and then you can go back to your real life? If you think play nurse to me is something your interested in private message me with your qualifications. Only serious candidates need apply. If you meet all requirements and prove to be wonderful at your work the job may turn into a permanent position.

Dj
Ok ya'll I stated in my profile that I'm a dj for stinkeyeradio well I dunno the schedule just yet I assume that I am gonna figure it out at the meeting but mean while heres the lounge for stinkeyeradio Stinkeyeradio's Lounge

Us Citizen Has Been Kidnapped In Afghanistan
According to a leading Arab TV station, yet another US citizen has been kidnapped in Afghanistan . The following message with his own words was transmitted by the media on Sunday: "I have been kidnapped by militants in Afghanistan . I doubt if will ever be able to return to the states. Even if things get real nasty and I suffer inevitable torture, DO NOT pay any ransom money or attempt a rescue operation. America does not deal with terrorists. Tell my wife and kids I love them." This victim (who's name could not be published) is a man of exceptional courage. Attached is a photo of him with his kidnappers.

Fuck Me
Im taking a good friends advice...she said put yourself out there...well i cant do a blast or anythin so i figured i would put up a blog....NEED SOME LOVE PLEASE!!!! LMAO! And of course any love given to me will be returned! RATE, FAN, COMMENTS, anything...

So.... They Say......
people come into our lives for reasons..... and make footprints in our hearts..... some.. really do... what about the others?? and just what do they contribute to Your life? why im wrapping my head around this is beyond me.... :/

In This Dream Enfolded
I imagined you here this morning, opening for me, enfolding me in soft skin and kisses - imagined the taste of your breath and your pliant breasts against me. Then, engorged, I felt your hand surround me - then sliding into you as though I belonged there - oh, I do, for all of time. Then I felt your rise and fall, moistness like dew, and the friction of your thighs against my hips. In the shadow of the first light of this morning alone, I nearly saw your face, your head lolling backwards, almost saw your nipples harden, fairly heard your wonderful moans. Just me with dreams of us, I thought of the moment together at the height - your love crying out to me as I filled you, straining to give you the last drop of me. Did you feel me in your bed, my stickiness, slackening, and breathing to you: I am here across a thousand miles? I love you. © All rights reserved

White Chocolate Skin
I imagine the taste of your white chocolate skin, and the scent of your freshly washed hair, my face nuzzled to your neck and, yes, I am flushed with love desire need - oh, come to me unkempt, from your hot bath and let me clothe you in my own skin. Let me lay down with you and whisper my hands down your neck, across your newly-clean breasts and brush lightly the fine hairs leading to your moist heaven. Allow me moments kissing you above beneath between - then pull me by the hair to your warm lips, long and tender , turn me, sit across me, look down into my eyes. Guide me into you and up against the place inside where you keep the tingles and your shivering ecstasy. Leave me there forever. © All rights reserved

If We Had Sex
Lets see who is brave enough.....IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?

What Does Your Last Name Say About You?"
W-You are very broad minded. A-You like to drink. L-Everyone loves you. T-You're loyal to those you love. O-Awesome kisser. N-You are dead sexy Delete the other person's last name and repost this with the title "what does your last name say about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You like to drink E : Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N :You are dead sexy O: Awesome kisser. A : You like to drink. P: You hangout with all populer types of people Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded

My Disaster
You crossed the line, you're running in circles now you've lost all self control! You medicate so you can fall asleep, your mind just won't shut down. I wonder where you are. I wonder if you've found your other self, or are you still somebody else? There's so much bottled up inside, and it's been shaken up it's going to explode. You can't stop it, you just can't stop it. You say you're done you swear you've gave it up. Running in circles, you don't even care that you're going nowhere. You hate yourself. I still wonder where you are. I wonder if the thorn's still in your side, will you pull it out in time? And now it starts to overflow and spill its guts and ruins someone's soul. You can't stop it, you just can't stop it! You say you're done you swear you've gave it up. Running in circles, you don't even care that you're going nowhere. You hate yourself. You crossed the line, you're running in circles now you've lost all self control! You medicate so

Girls Cry Because....
Girls Cry Because..... They fell in love with the wrong person They're Mad They're Sad They're Scared They're Nervous They're Frustrated They're Missing someone They're Alone They're PMSing They're Pregnant They're tired of abusive relationships Their Heart Is broken They're in love Their souls have been torn They met someone they cant have They feel cheated They hurt so bad inside They feel unloved BOYS!!!: If any girl you know is crying, and you see them, don't just stand there like an ass and say you're sorry, hold them, kiss them, and tell them everything will be ok, even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls go through more drama than you can imagine! Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them. Girls: Repost this if you're tired of dealing with the drama, and you're sick of putting up with the bullshit! Boys: Repost if you're a loving, caring, sensitive guy, who hates to se

9-6-07
You and your people are working out a few kinks in the latest business, so don't be too surprised or alarmed when things go more slowly than you would like. That just means exciting times later! ----------------------------------------------------- Hmmmm does this refer to my contest is it time to get the excitement going if so come help me out with what ever comments you have time to leave me. Love you all. Click on my mug right here and show me you care about me.(d)(b)8-P

Her
I am touching her and touched to feel her compliant as I am leading her and led by her replies 'oh, yes" and "please" as I am undressing her and naked to her searching eyes - we are vines of different plants weaved to one another, leaves shaking in the breeze of our two breaths warm and moist into each other - rooted to this motion and I am calling her name in dreams I have while wide awake of her soft skin, her fragrant hair, her ripe lips dripping out my name as though it belongs to her (and perhaps it always has). © All rights reserved

The Fullness Of Pure Thought
I have come for you, to reach the fullness of each pure thought converging - you are the envelope wrapping me, and, until tomorrow, I will not deserve you. Tomorrow, when I have shed this skin, removed my self from myself, become what I have made - oh, have I cried enough to smile at the tears? Only one truth remains through time and trial and it is so true it is stolen from and by philosophers, unattributable: truth is beauty, beauty is truth. Oh, be true for me, wash me in the colors of my dream of us until I am once again a poet. © All rights reserved

Kids
wow.. well that wasnt fun.. had to call the cops cause another adult desided to touch my kid... and well nothing happend to him.. the mark was gone by the time the cops got her... but one of the othr kids that was involvled may not be here much longer... anyways.. talk laters...

Energizer Bunny Found Dead
Energizer Bunny Found Dead The world was stunned by the news today of the death of the ENERGIZER BUNNY. He was six years old. Authorities believe that the death occurred at approximately 8:42 PM last evening. Best known as the irritating pink bunny that kept going and going and going, "Pinkie", as he was known to his friends and relatives was alone at the time of death. An emergency autopsy was performed early this morning. Chief Medical Examiner, Dura Cell, concluded that the cause of death was acute cardiac arrest induced by sexual over-stimulation. Apparently, someone had put Mr. Bunny's batteries in backwards, and he kept coming, and coming, and coming...

Time To Take Care Of Me
I mentioned what happened in my previous post. I'm still having a difficult time with what happened, but I know that it will get easier with every passing day. I will add what happened to my book. I've got a long way to go on it, but it will help me deal with the grief. I pray that I or nobody else has to go through a friend or family member committing suicide. It's the worst pain imaginable.

Today On Worldrock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 Click banner to visit Mystic's MySpace page! 4:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at sweetnloveable35 Click banner to visit Kazz's MySpace page! 8:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. It's time to "Get The Led Out" at 8pm.. 3 in a row from Zeppelin.. plus the latest in rock news, Foamy The Squirrel and non stop rock for 2 hours.. this is step 1 in my evil nefarious plan to rock the world til it screams no more. Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize on WORLDROCKRADIO.COM FROM 8-10PM est. To get in a request... shoot me an IM AOL IM: BunniRockRadio Yahoo IM: BunniRockRadio Click banner to visit Rebbi's MySpace page! 10:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. It's time to "Get The Led Out" at 8pm.. 3 in a row from Zeppelin.. plus the latest in rock news, Foamy The Squirrel and non stop rock for 2 hours.. this is step 1 in my evi

X-rated Riddles
Thank you for this Jenn Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q. Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q.What is the difference between " ooo

Man Stabs Sea Lion
Man charged in stabbing of sea lion Fisherman allegedly attacked animal after it took his bait The Associated Press Updated: 12:30 p.m. ET Aug 31, 2007 LOS ANGELES - A fisherman accused of stabbing a sea lion with a steak knife after the animal stole his bait was charged Thursday with violating the federal Marine Mammal Protection Act. Hai Nguyen, 24, faces a misdemeanor count of illegally taking and attempting to kill a marine mammal, the U.S. attorney's office said. If convicted he faces up to one year in prison and a $20,000 fine. Nguyen was arrested July 27 in Newport Beach. Police said he was fishing off a pier when the sea lion, a 6-foot female weighing about 150 pounds, apparently snatched the bait from his fishing pole. Authorities said he stabbed the sea lion with the knife. The animal was severely wounded and was later euthanized. Messages left with the Orange County fisherman were not immediately returned Thursday. He was expected to be arraigned sometime in

Is This The Night?
I got a little note from Kelly - she thanked me for a "lovely evening" yadda yadda yadda, said I was a "calming influence" on Diane and then... (Shit, I sure wish hadn't ever read that note...) ...she asked me when I would "make an honest woman of our little princess". So I spent all day thinking: Sure, why not? No way! But, I love her! It's too fast! But, I love her! Don't be an idiot, Scott. But, I love her! I love her? Aw, FUCK! So then I rehearsed for about an hour. (I even dug out my grandmother's diamond ring, polished it up and held it next to a ring Diane left on the dresser - perfect goddam fit.) She got home while I was out buying some Crystal. I walked in and she jumped me and put her tongue someplace her hand usually goes first and damned if I didn't have the loveliest leggiest earmuffs before I could put the bottle on the counter. Killed the mood. Created a completely different (yet somehow equally compelling) one. Mayb

Hehehe.... Copied From Kerch
Subject: Quantas Airlines Quantus Airlines: After every flight, pilots fill out a form called a gripe sheet, which conveys to the mechanics problems encountered with the aircraft during the flight that need repair or correction. The mechanics read and correct the problem, and then respond in writing on the lower half of the form what remedial action was taken, and the pilot reviews the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews and engineers lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual logged maintenance complaints and problems as submitted by Quantas pilots and the solution recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, Quantas is the only major airline that has never had an accident. (P = The problem logged by the pilot.) (S = The solution and action taken by the mechanics.) P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not ins

My First Blog
THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG EVER, RIGHT NOW IM TALKIN TO MY NEW FRIEND LISA WHO IM FEELIN. SHE IS REALLY COOL PEOPLES, VERY ATTRACTIVE, WE HAVE BEEN TALKIN FOR A WHILE BUT I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK EXCEPT I CANT WAIT TO FINALLY MEET HER.

New Sinsation
The shadow Of your soul Left a mark on me One I have not Noticed But others clearly see They ask me What is different Though I still feel The same You must bring out The pieces of me That I have Never seen Maybe you just Make me feel Something other Than the regular Sense of numb Perhaps you create A ray of hope That I thought had Long since faded away Or it might just Shine thru Misery For they only see it Is every time You leave

For September 7,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn Appearances can be deceiving today, so be extra careful of your initial perceptions of those you meet or ideas you may encounter. Nothing is going to be toxic, but you may need to rethink things later on.

The Perfect Man
The perfect man is gentle Never cruel or mean He has a beautiful smile And keeps his face so clean. The perfect man likes children And will raise them by your side He will be a good father As well as a good husband to his bride. The perfect man loves cooking Cleaning and vacuuming too He'll do anything in his power To convey his love to you The perfect man is sweet Writing poetry from your name He's a best friend to your mother And kisses away your pain. He never has made you cry Or hurt you in any way Oh, screw this stupid poem The perfect man is gay. -Unknown

Errr
Hey all just wanted to let you all know that yes i am alive. lol Unfortunatly I have no internet or phone service at my house right now. It will be a while before I can get them up and running. I hope everyone is doing well. I miss you all very much. I will be in touch here and there when I can. And promise to show major luvins when i get hooked back up!! Hugs and Loves to you all Missy a.k.a Spicy Angel

Heat
We came together In a frenzied embrace Mouths locked, Nostrils flared Snorting like fighting bulls Kissing, stroking, groping Fumbling with buttons and belts Hooks and eyes Until we lay in a heap Disordered in our semi nakedness I caressed her breasts Teasing her nipples First with fingers Before attending to them orally I moved my hand across her soft belly And pulled up her skirt My mouth alternated between Her swollen nipples and her eager mouth My slipped under her skirt And I reached up Until I felt the silk of her underwear I pulled them down to her ankles urgently Then I moved my hand steadily Up her long stockined leg From ankle to calf to her inner thigh The soft naked flesh above her stocking Before combing my fingers through Her luxuriant growth She turned her attentions once again To my ear frantically exploring it with her tongue I cupped her pubic bone in my hand And rocked it gently Then I slipped my fingers between her lips Into the cream

Stillness
In the stillness of this night, I feel the warmth of our future rising as the crickets fall quiet - I have not planned each day with you moment to moment, but I know our times will overflow and spill, joyous. The silence holds your whisper, surrounds us like warm water, and it needs no words. We will arrive tomorrow in the hush of skin lightly brushing together - my lips will speak to yours and tell these truths: I was empty once and noisy, now I am filled. © All rights reserved

Big Girls Don't Cry
When was the last time you cried yourself to sleep? Not that I long for you to be emotionally distressed, enough for you to shed tears… Remember, you used to tell me, “Such a beautiful release it is to strum one’s emotional strings; to bathe naked one’s soul with the swelling eyes.” Yes, it truly is human nature. Mama’s babe cries hard upon his first choking gasp of air—and I guess, it pays, sometimes to be mummy’s teary eyed grown-up. It brings back a sense of a new beginning—much like a re-birth. But it’s hard isn’t it? In this contemporary time when many are in physical, emotional, spiritual, social and even internal pain, and many thus find a sense of comfort in sobbing, shouldn’t I be thankful that I haven’t had found reason to cry? As I grow older, I feel more fortified from the “sea of emotions” that I once attributed to life. Innocence lost leads to numbing out, I guess. It’s no pretty picture, but right now it is what I see. I feel like singing now: Hush littl

New Addy
if anyone wants any of the pics i have you need to rip them now they will all be deleted tonight if anyone has myspace you can add me to it i will put link at bottom of this also if you have msn you may add me to it my addy is my_immortial@hotmail.com been nice knowing you all but this account will be gone before the weekend is over http://www.myspace.com/misstress_of_darkness66 this is link to myspace hope to see you there good luck to all and blessed be

Couldn't Sleep Much.
My boyfriend, Eric, and his best friend Matt have been making techno/electronica music for 10 years now. They have had a myspace music account for a while and they finally had a record producer contact them. They signed a contract and are in Cincinnati this weekend recording their cds and everything. I haven't slept in a bed by myself in a year and a half probably... so not having Eric here to lay in bed next to me and hold me and stuff kinda sucks. I slept on the couch last night because I didn't wanna sleep in that big bed by myself. I fell asleep with the light on and the TV on, around 2:30 this morning. Of course the cats were playing like crazy this morning in the living room. nothing new. I was sweating like crazy in my sleep, so I got up at 6:30 to turn the a/c unit up a little. I woke up at 7. I couldn't sleep past that. I kept waking up every few hours when I did fall asleep. It sucked. so I'm missing Eric a lot. They come back home tomorrow. Eric left me a little bit of m

Politically Correct Ways To Say Someone Is Stupid:
1. A few clowns short of a circus. 2. A few fries short of a Happy Meal. 3. An experiment in Artificial Stupidity. 4. A few beers short of a six-pack. 5. Dumber than a box of hair. 6. A few peas short of a casserole. 7. Doesn't have all his cornflakes in one box. 8. The wheel's spinning, but the hamster's dead. 9. One Fruit Loop shy of a full bowl. 10. One taco short of a combination plate. 11. A few feathers short of a whole duck. 12. All foam, no beer. 13. The cheese slid off his cracker. 14. Body

This Is Utterly Bullshit Mike Roberts
MY EX BOYFRIEND POSTED THIS BLOG!!!! HE HAD A NICE GIRL LIKE ME BUT HE RUINED IT BY TALKING DIRTY TO OTHER FEMALES..... AND I BROKE UP WITH HIS ASS BUT YET HE WHINES AND CRIES HOW COME HE CAN'T FIND A NICE GIRL Ode to the Nice Guys This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys wit

Everyone And Anyone Read This
my family on my profile need some loven show them some love and they will do the same in return thanks so much im loven you all already the people to show some love to is bleedsgreen mckt3 eboesky boricua1962 so show the four people in my family some loven and they will do the same

Benefits Of Plastic Surgery!
A sexually active woman tells her plastic surgeon that she wanted her vaginal lips reduced in size because they were too loose and floppy. Out of embarrassment she insisted that the surgery be kept a secret and the surgeon agreed. Awakening from the anaesthesia after the surgery she found 3 roses carefully placed beside her on the bed. Outraged, she immediately calls in the doctor." I thought I asked you not to tell anyone about my operation!" The surgeon told her he had carried out her wish for confidentiality and that the first rose was from him: "I felt sad because you went through this all by yourself." "The second rose is from my nurse. She assisted me in the surgery and empathized because she had the same procedure done some time ago." And what about the third rose ?" she asked. That's from a man upstairs in the burn unit. He wanted to thank you for his new ears."

I Can Only Love You And Be Your Friend.
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in

Trogdor
TROGDOR! TROGDOR! Trogdor was a man I mean, he was a dragon man Or maybe he was just a dragon But he was still TROGDOR! TROGDOR! Burninating the countryside, Burninating the peasants Burninating all the peoples And their thatched-roof COTTAGES! THATCHED-ROOF COTTAGES! (Whoa, this has wicked dueling guitar solos! It's like, Squiggly versus Meedley over here. Go Squiggly! Go Squiggly! SQUIGGLY WINS!) When all the land is in ruin, And burnination has forsaken the countryside, Only one guy will remain. My money's on TROGDOR! TROGDOR! And theTrogdor comes in the NIIIGHT...

I Just Cant Not Post,tee-hee
Actual article from the LA Times "In retrospect, lighting the match was my big mistake. But I was only trying to retrieve the Gerbil," Eric Tomaszewski told bemused doctors in the Severe Burns Unit of Salt Lake City Hospital. Tomaszewski and his homosexual partner Andrew (Kiki) Farnom, had been admitted for emergency treatment after a felching session had gone seriously wrong. "I pushed a cardboard tube up his rectum and slipped Raggot, our gerbil, in." he explained. "As usual, Kiki shouted out 'Armageddon,' my cue that he'd had enough. I tried to retrieve Raggot but he wouldn't come out again, so I peered into the tube and struck a match, thinking that the light might attract him." At a hushed press conference, a hospital spokesman described what happened next. "The match ignited a pocket of intestinal gas and a flame shot out of the tubing, igniting Mr. Tomaszewski's hair and severely burning his face. It also set fire to the gerbil's fur and whiskers which in turn

Fear Vs. Afraid
To Fear to be afraid sometimes I wonder are these two the same I fear falure I am afraid of being hurt I fear not being a good mom I am afraid of being alone I fear loosing my self I am afraid of being worthless I fear letting someone to close I am afraid of showing emotion The list could go on and on but are they the same to you how about you Fear to me is much more a powerful emotion Afraid I do not feel has as much control Fear can cause you to never Afraid can cause you to go slow So tell me what do you thinK but to beat all to be absolutly honest I do not fear or am not afraid I AM SCARED SHITLESS!!

Analysts Dismiss Suspicious "new 9/11" Trades
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 31 Aug 2007, 08:27 Analysts Dismiss Suspicious "New 9/11" Trades Market analysts from TheStreet.com have dismissed concerns about suspicious trades that seemed to indicate a major terror attack or other catastrophe was around the corner, leading to a stock market crash, but still concede that the transactions outstrip anything seen since last September. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/august2007/310807_analysts_dismiss.htm

Off To Game
hey everyone just wanted to tell you we are about to head out to a football game!! Season opener of the Vikings VS Falcons!! Its my first football game and I am really excited to go!! We will put pics up after the game!

I Close My Eyes
In the backyard I close my eyes - the sheets in steady breeze are flightless bird wings flapping steadily in the midday sun, the scent of rain wafts to me in waves of warm air. Tonight I will close my eyes again to sleep in birds and rain, but right now I am in this moment. © All rights reserved

No Disrespecting
First I would like to thank you for the rates, adds, and comments. The main reason I'm writing this is to set some ground rules. I don't know if you took the time to read the about me section on my page. It says that I'm MARRIED, if you can't respect that then keep on moving. The other thing I would like to mention is that I don't appreciate anyone disrespecting my wife. I am not on here looking for ass, I got what I want and she knows how to treat and please her man. What I'm about to say goes to that bitch Thick&Juicy. I'm not one to call a female a bitch, I have a lot of respect towards women. But as for you, I lost all respect for you. You left a comment on one of my NSFW pics sayin "yeah but can she handle that shit?" What kind of fuckin question is that to ask about my wife. To answer your question, yeah she can and is very skilled. There is no way in hell I would ever be interested if you can handle it or not. I sure as hell am not interested in you, look at yourself in the mirr

Usa Today Poll (9/9)
USA Today Poll USC (42) 1-0 1,476 LSU (11) 2-0 1,437 Florida (7) 2-0 1,353 West Virginia 2-0 1,269 Oklahoma 2-0 1,264 Texas 2-0 1,156 Wisconsin 2-0 1,141 California 2-0 1,038 Louisville 2-0 1,020 Ohio State 2-0 972 UCLA 2-0 837 Penn State 2-0 804 Rutgers 2-0 699 Nebraska 2-0 677 Georgia Tech 2-0 582 Arkansas 1-0 493 Virginia Tech 1-1 371 Texas A&M 2-0 325 Boston College 2-0 315 Clemson 2-0 311 Oregon 2-0 309 Hawaii 2-0 308 South Carolina 2-0 294 Tennessee 1-1 237 Georgia 1-1 199 Others Receiving Votes: Auburn 131, South Florida 115, Missouri 65, Washington 60, Texas Tech 53, Boise State 47, TCU 41, Alabama 34, Iowa 19, Arizona State 18, Brigham Young 10, Kentucky 9, Miami (FL) 3, Wyoming 3, Maryland 2, Cincinnati 2, Purdue 1. Dropped From Rankings: Auburn 13, TCU 19, Boise State 20.

Travel Channel
so I'm sitting here in Qatar, watching some TV. The travel channel is following 4 young, hot blonds surfing and hanging out in Hawaii, they go on a boat to do some "whale watching" and all I could think of was the last movie I saw that had 4 hot blonds on it. lmao.. yeah, those blonds had to earn their passage... oh man. what am I turning into?

The Bouncer Dude
Seriously, what's up with the constant ID checks? Does anyone know? I understand if I'm rating "to fast" and they are worried about bots but I'm getting the ID check just going to people's home page!!! wtf? Am I pulling up the pages "to fast"? Does anyone know what initiates the bouncer or what it responds to? Just wondering..

How To Keep Your Computer Hacker Free
This is an unbreakable safety measure to prevent your comuter from being hacked. Your private, financial and personal information. Hacker software...whatever. Forget all that. Have a separate computer for the Internet. Don't have your personal and financial information, your personal address book with all the names of your friends and family and customer information connected to the Internet. Then the only wy that information can be stolen is if your computer is physically stolen. But you will keep it hacker free by having one Net computer and one personal computer. You can get a large external hard drive that you can back up all your information, documents, downloads, videos, music, or whatever on that you can plug and unplug from each computer in seconds to share and transfer files when you need them. I download files and then transfer them onto the external hard drive so that I always have them. Computers are so cheap now that you can get anything you need. You can bu

My Bar Tab Is $1055
Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $15 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Asian -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out a

The Gift Of Knowing You
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Sons.......
You find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. It can also throw Match Box cars a long way! 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", i

Rep. Paul Gillmor Murdered
http://disc.server.com/discussion.cgi?id=149495;article=113480;show_parent=1 From: Gee Temp Sent: Sep 9, 2007 4:06 AM To: Subject: Rep. Paul Gillmor murdered Congressman Gillmor was a member of the House Committee on Financial Services and the ranking minority member of the House Subcommittee on Financial Institutions and Consumer Credit. He was found dead in his apartment. Rep. Gillmor uncovered historically large banking and stock scandals which will crush the U.S. economy later this month and the money-power apparently killed him for what he found. On-scene investigator tells "The Hal Turner Show" there is clear evidence of foul play and intense pressure on locals to keep quiet about the facts of the murder. As most readers of this web site know, within the past two weeks there have been extremely unusual OPTIONS CONTRACTS offered for sale on more than $6 BILLION of stock being traded on certain stock markets. The people offering those options are allegedly bett

Depression
What can i do What can I say There's nothing left for me to see So I hide away To this empty place No hope inside And I can't get out Though I try I cannot escape My own escape It consumes me And I can't help it My body accepts But my mind shouts "NO" I cannot get out of this hole This hole called life

B-52 Bomber Incident & Insider Trading
http://www.opednews.com/articles/genera_michael__070909_b_52_bomber_incident.htm September 10, 2007 B-52 Bomber Incident & Insider Trading – Was Someone Trying to Profit from a Nuclear Attack Against Iran Before Sept 21? By Michael Salla, Ph.D A B-52 bomber loaded with five (increased to six in later reports) nuclear weapons fitted on the pylons under its wings was discovered after sitting for ten hours on a tarmac at Barksdale AFB on August 30. Three anonymous Air Force officers leaked the news of the incident to the Army Times newspaper which announced the discovery on September 5. The discovery immediately gained world wide coverage: (http://www.armytimes.com/news/2007/09/marine_nuclear_B52_070904w/ . The mainstream news media has so far concentrated on the Air Force version of events that the incident was an ‘error’ and is now subject to an official investigation. Barksdale AFB is a staging post for Middle East operations and routinely has B-52 flying missions. The B

Are You Kidding Me?
Salt lands McDonald's employee in jail Police officer says oversalted meat made him sick; worker faces charges The Associated Press Updated: 11:31 a.m. ET Sept 10, 2007 UNION CITY, Ga. - A McDonald’s employee spent a night in jail and is facing criminal charges because a police officer’s burger was too salty, so salty that he says it made him sick. Kendra Bull was arrested Friday, charged with misdemeanor reckless conduct and freed on $1,000 bail. Bull, 20, said she accidentally spilled salt on hamburger meat and told her supervisor and a co-worker, who “tried to thump the salt off.” On her break, she ate a burger made with the salty meat. “It didn’t make me sick,” Bull told the Atlanta Journal-Constitution. But then Police Officer Wendell Adams got a burger made with the oversalted meat, and he returned a short time later and told the manager it made him sick. Bull admitted spilling salt on the meat, and Adams took her outside and questioned her, she said.

Cause And Effect
The search for the answers to life and its laws, is rooted in everything, since effects have their cause. It's as easy as saying when words hit a wall, they come back at the speaker like a red rubber ball. You can't hide any garbage, or mess up in this dream... all your actions are viewed from beyond the mainstream. The ancients all looked for that place ~ Shangri-La, and reflected in the knowledge of what is known as Karma. You can study the ancients for all that's concealed, or you can look toward intentions to have all be revealed. It's as simple as saying that your thoughts are alive, they create actions & reactions unseen to the eyes. It's difficult understanding that life's a charade, or that fears create reality ...if you're slightly afraid. A guru can teach you the path that's unsaid, these words try to show you that it's inside your head.

The Tiger Within
Have you begun to question the rules of this game, reflect on your actions and take some of the blame. For all that just happens there must be a cause, to find it ...the answer, sit back and just pause. Feel what you’re thinking ~ investigate all. think what you’re feeling ~ grow to stand tall. Look at yourself then ponder the facts, it’s a positive attitude that makes you attract. All is in harmony ...it’s a quieting sound, the secret of life is very profound. The reason is curious, as above so below, and knowledge is hidden at the end of rainbows. Calming your mind and the tiger within, all is not viewed by the color of skin. Outward appearance is not genuine, it's not what you look like ~ but from where it begins. Thoughts are like mirrors ~ just slightly bizarre, and it all comes from wishing each night on a star.

Saturday Night Years From Now
she sits by the fireplace cozy warm quiet and content immersed in a book away from it all i gaze at her body still sexy still attractive still beckoning after 20 years the house is quiet save for a chirping bird it's snowing outside the wine warms what the logs can't red panties peek from beneath her tee shirt exciting my loins as my smile emerges cause it's Saturday Night it has become a tradition on this weekend night my craving to be satisfied a special time and soon i turn down the light she's always loved it not always, but especially when the mood strikes when the need arises and on Saturday Night she looks up and smiles she sees me squirming she knows "It's time," she laughs setting down the book she crawls across the rug slowly, I know stopping at my feet she looks into my eyes i am in for a treat she reaches up and upzips my pants smiling up at me reaching inside teasing all the while my cock springs into view

Hunter
Oh, my dear son, how I miss you so. It has been eight months since your passing. I am ashamed as a mother to admit that although I miss you, I am no longer sad for you. I never thought the day would come when I would be at peace with your death. It has taken an ocean of tears and many fights to get to this point. I can sit here and look at your pictures with love instead of grief. I see the glow of your skin, the pink in your cheeks, and the mischief in your eyes (the kind that only boys have). How you have changed from that small, premature baby with thin skin and lots of hair. When you were born, you weighed only three pounds and eight ounces. You came two months early! You were so tiny that I was afraid to hold you because I didn’t want to hurt you. Your head fit in the palm of my hand. Your body was the length of the tip of my fingers to my wrist. Your legs were as long as your body. Your hair was a dark blonde with a soft green, yes, green, tint to it in the florescent light of

More Downraters/haters For You To Watch For
Here are a couple of downraters i ran into today...just in case you want to block them before they hit you! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=549378&i=1255016520 http://fubar.com/user/1097972

Thank You!!!!!!
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HELPED ME LEVEL TONIGHT IT WAS MUCH APPRECIATED. I WAS GOING TO SEND A COMMENT TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HELPED ALONG WITH THE GIFT I ALREADY SENT EVERYONE BUT WHEN I WENT TO THE PAGE TO GET A HTML COMMENT IT SAID SOMETHING ABOUT A WORM. SO I AM SCANNING MY COMPUTER FOR SPYWARE AND VIRUSES. I NEED TO GO TO BED NOW CAUSE I HAVE SCHOOL AND WORK TOMORROW. THANKS AGAIN ABBY

Unimportant
I seem to remember a time not so very long ago when the priority was different. Maybe it was foolish of me to consider that my charms wouldn't or couldn't have worn off so quickly. That the desire of and excitement of words spoken earnestly would last. Hours upon hours it seemed that those words were exchanged, and everything else melted into the background. But now it's so real isn't it? The fact that I'm a fucking nutjob. The complicated bullshit that surrounds my daily existence. And I'm so caught up in it, and I'm dragging you down into it. And I'm bitter that you can sleep and that you are so free. I am jealous that you have choice and that you are not bound. I hate that I have to wait for you. I always have to wait for you. I needed you today, and all I wanted to do was to talk to you. Bad things happened to me today. Bad words said by worse people. And it hurts, and I'm hurting and it won't stop. Then again, what words do I have anymore that are meaningful or attr

9/11/2007
You need to take a good, hard look at your needs and decide if you're really meeting them. You may need a slight course correction in order to get right with yourself, so think it all through and then move. me...right with myself...i never put myself first..this is a riot

The Lost
We mourn the lost, We sit and cry. We were the fortunate ones, We didn't die. They suffered, They went through pain. We watched it on T.V., While they went insane. Now we must fight; we must die, While they watch; while they stand by.

Something I Just Threw Together For 9/11
As the sky was clear and blue that day Something made me stay awake I felt a feeling deep inside A feeling that I wanted to hide.... It all became so very grey As smoke billowed all over the place.. People would run and scream, Nothing could stop what I was seeing Terror and pain down every face As they tried their best to get away They jumped to their death rather than suffer There is no greater loss than the loss of a child mother or father As a Nation we sat glued Watching what was on the news Some of us lost our tears Others started to gain new fears Of a day that will make 9/11 look weak And one that will forever be held in even more Infamy As a nation we pulled together with love And told the world who the stronger one was If we forget now then they will win Please never forget 9/11!! Written by Stacey....

About Love
I think far too much lately. A lot of things are going on in my life and I'm confused a lot. I just broke up with the guy I thought I would spend my life with and after nine weeks of ups and downs with him I'm really not as upset as I thought I would be. There were a lot more downs than ups so I guess that plays into it big time. I would never have thought I'd move on this fast but I know what I want out of life. The same thing everyone else wants. I think everyone wants to be loved. I think everyone wants a happy stable relationship. It's just that different people are willing to do different things for what they really want. I want to be so in love every minute apart feels like forever. I want to close my eyes and see his face. I want every song I hear to make me think of him. I want to smile and giggle at the very sound of his name. I want to be able to listen to him talk all night about nothing at all and still not get tired of his voice. Ok so maybe there is someone I'm th

You People
why do people have to be so narrow minded?they seem to think that the world bows at their feet begging for their wisdom,and help,like they think they're a diety.WAKE UP CALL!!!!!!!!nobody even care's if you die and rot in the middle of a church as long as you don't disturb their own godly thrones in there minds.Everyone lives in their own personal utopia blissfully unaware of the pain of others people are starving not just in third world countries but in your neighborhood,I know because I'm one of them.I live in a car and live from paycheck to paycheck.All you moronic little kids out there enjoy mommy and daddy coddling you while you can enjoy pretending you rule but remember the world is a harsh place and don't be arrogant if you're coddled too much you won't know how to survive in this world,and then you will become what you scorn that bum living in the street sleeping on benches.beware your ignorance or it will overtake you. Raksha Soulraven ©2007

9-11
today is 9-11 the worse day i think america has ever seen. the lost we had on this day will never be forgotten. yet out of the memories of that day. being home alone wondering are my kids going to be ok. will a plane hit here. wnere is my husband. i have a memory of a little girl being born. she was born as the 1st tower went down. her dad watching the most beautiful little girl be born. then to here the doctor say not that it's a girl, but oh my god the tower is falling. that little girl is a remender to me that with every bad thing that happens in our life there is always good. to me that was the day Americus Paige was born. our circle of friends will never forget what was happening on 9-11-2001 because with so much pain and lost. we had something to look forward to. and as the next year rolled a around and we started think about her birthday and the lost of so many. there was another birth and a set of twins was born to the same parents.9-11-2002

Sad News
I got some bad news today. My step mother called me and asked if I had heard from my brother Kevin. I had not. So she tells me that he is getting a divorce. After 15 years of marriage! I know it happens to a lot of people. I know this. I am not naive. It is just that him and his wife who were heavy drug users in the past, made it though that and jail time for drugs, got clean and made it through not being able to have kids have now decided to get a divorce after just buying their first house just last November! I know I don't know all the details. I just worry. I have seen what drugs do to my brother and it is so ugly. I worry that even at 40 years of age, he will slip back into that life style. They seemed to have gotten their act together. She went to school and is now a nurse. He has a great job. They bought a house and bam! It seems like when you think things are perfect, they really aren't. My sister in law is a great person and I hope they can make it with

Help Me Help Her!!!!!!!
Help me help my friend who is a comment race contest. First 1 to 5000 comments wins and she helped me win my contest I really wanna help her win hers. The link is below come guys help me.

No Matter How Many Times I See This, I Still Cry
They'd go to the beach, hold hands, collect shells, and make sand castles. Even though they were young, this was the start of something new. One day after Mandy's 6th birthday, Billy came up to her and asked "Will you be my girlfriend?" and she said yes. They sat there by the pond and they promised forever. They hugged, they kissed, and their parents knew they were perfect. Every day as they grew older, their love kept growing stronger. They became teenagers, and they loved each other more than ever. They spent their summers together, they had sleepovers, they were the best of friends, and more than anything, they were lovers. They loved everywhere, even if they were miles apart. It was perfect. Years passed and passed and finally, they got married. One day, after Billy got home from work, Mandy had some breaking news: she was pregnant with a baby. On June 22nd, she gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. She grew bigger and bigger, and soon, Mandy fou

Respect
When I say Im country I do not mean that I as raised on a farm and didn't wear shoes all year. I do not mean that I awoke with the chickens and milked the cow. I dont even think I've ever milked a cow....I've milked a goat tho. I mean I was raised in the country. With horses and Chickens and little pigs that we raised and one day ate, and I cried my eyes out when my daddy told me I was eating my bestfriend Pork and beans. I used to whisper secrets to that pig. All about my imaginary husband, that I didn't know was imaginary until someone pointed that out. And i ate him. So i guess i ate my secrets back up. My dad used to take us girls on midnight horserides. And moonlit walks down the middle of the street. We could lay down right on the street and stare up at the moon, while my great big bear of a dad pointed out constellations. We camped out in our backyard and made forts out of mazenita bushes. We knew what to do it we saw a rattle snake or a mountain lion. And we kne

Eh Just More Rambling Outta Me Mouth, Er ,fingers Lol
I just wanna get things off my chest ( no pun intended lol ) ..... I've noticed that I can be a very jealous person, at least in the begining of a relationship that is. lol. I know I shouldn't be and I DO try to work on NOT being so, but dang sometimes it's hard to just bite your tongue and move on. lol. I hope it's not just me alone that has this problem?? lol. I used to never be a jealous person and maybe it's not really about being 'jealous' persay, maybe it's more about , not wanting to be played or bs'd anymore, I dunno. I'll figure it out one day I'm sure though. lol. I know that I've been treated like crap by men over the past few years and I'm not used to being treated quite this crappy by them, so it's really bowled me over with trust issues and jealousy or keeping my guard up big time now. I want to be able to trust , like I used to be able to , but I guess I need more reassurance now than I used to because of things that've happened over the past few years, i

50 Questions
1. Who was the last person you hung out with, actual one-on-one? daniel 2. Do you think you're approachable? yes 3. How do you feel about the person you kissed last? I love him 4. Do you regret doing anything in the past week? yes 5.When was the last time you smoked? never 6. Are you a partier? i like to from time to time 7. Are you gay? i am happy.lol 8. What do you think of when you hear the word "slut"? nothing good 9. Do u have a dirty mind? yes 10. Would you ever work as a stripper if it were the only available job for you? i never say never but that's not something i would want to do 11. Have you been pressured to do anything recently? no 12. Who's the sweetest person you know right now? my husband 13. How do you feel about the person who posted this before you? she's a sweetie Do you know anyone with a serious illness? Who? yes 15. Do you like your name? my middle name 16. Is anyone interested in you right now? of cour

Title Of Story: A Princess's Second Lifestyle
On a breezy Autumn night, there was a beautiful princess, she was beautiful than all the princess's in the land. She was five foot, six inches, she was petite, she had long curly brown with steaks of blonde in the front, she has hazel eyes. She was the most irresistable princess in the land. She would go jogging in the early moring, when she jogged pass a prince, they get eye-strung out. Her name was Princess Shasta That night after seven 'o clock, she lived a second lifestyle. Princess Shasta would dress into a dancer outfit, she would go to work at a strip club. Once she would tease all the guys, then she would go swing around the dance pole. Princess Shasta, wore a sparkling dark blue bikini top, the bottom was a bikini thong. Then she would twist side to side, while walking towards you, then she would do lap dances, after that then she would take you into a empty room in the back, she would satisfy you, then she would go home. ~~~THE END~~~

The Most Tiggerful Thing About Wonders
Monday was my day off this week (I work five days a week at my payday loan job and we're always closed Sundays; my day off is different every week) and I was home alone with Sarah and Jeffrey. Martha works Monday through Friday at day care and our sister Mary had been watching the kids when we were at work most of the week; for the last day of vacation from HER workplace, she went out for the day. We keep the television tuned to the Disney Channel most mornings -- I say it's for the kids, but it's scary how much Mom and I know about the shows ;) -- and that day they were showing the 2000 animated film "The Tigger Movie". Unlike most of Disney's other Winnie the Pooh features, the silly old bear isn't the center of attention as much as Tigger, the bouncy tiger with the personality to match! Almost the opposite number of the no-nonsense Rabbit (who, arguably besides Gopher and Kanga, may be the only character in the Hundred Acre Wood with anything resembling a job), Tigger "T-I-doubl

9-12-07
Your good energy makes people much more likely to take notice of you -- and it's all positive attention! You may get singled out for praise at work or have an easier time meeting new singles. ------------------------------------------------- Hmmmmm well hello ladies:)

Swearing At Work
SWEARING AT WORK POLICY It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their co-workers. Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, this type of Language will no longer be tolerated. We do however; realize the critical importance of being able to Accurately express your feelings when communicating with co-workers. Therefore, a list of 18 New and Innovative phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information Can continue in an effective manner. 1) TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: you don't know what the fuck you're doing. 2) TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a ball-busting bitch. 3) TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late. INSTEAD OF: And when the fuck do you expect me to do this? 4) TRY SAYING: I'm cert

Dont Break It
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's

Pepsi14 Is Stupid!
Some stupid guy called Pepsi14 is so desperate for a girlfriend! This is what that retard wrote to me in my shoutbox!: pepsi14: i wanna be urs frever... i like u eat alot... great! pepsi14: i lv u pepsi14: nt diet pepsi14: so u make me ur pepsi or nt pepsi14: n wat abt me pepsi14: drunkguy reveals u to be his bisch pepsi14: whats ur yahoo id pepsi14: ya u can keap me as ur pepsi cola... i will be yummy tasty dn worry pepsi14: wat do u mean im pepsi???????? pepsi14: for sure i will handle it for u baby....muah u hv yahoo pepsi14: i wanna relationship.... will u be my gf pepsi14: hw ru sweethrt.... im interested in u pepsi14: hi

I Can't Please Everybody
ok i am a really sweet kindhearted person and yes sometimes i let people take advantage of that but now i have to rant and rave about that subject. I am a true to mysf person and if that means that i get hurt for caring bout somebody then i guess i will just have to be hurt. I have never been mean to anyone if they didn't desreve it and I strive to make people smile I guess that is why everybody came to me with their problems but now that I see how people want to use me or just want one thing from me then I must change my ways. Ok so I have been good in bed or a nice should to lean on but when I m time to need a shoulder and let my feelings out. i just want one honest person in this world to see where I am coming from and let me tellthem what my hurt is and not be judged for it or placed on a lst of ppl done or anythin lik that. I do care about the person that might read this and they know who they are but to just ignor me and push me away or put me on a list is just out of the questio

This Means A Lot
I don't forward / send much stuff on usually, but this was worth it. Please take a moment of your time to vote! The Marine Corps means a lot to me, and I know quite a few of you as well. ~ Rebekah Dear Marine Corps Family, "The Few. The Proud. The Marines." is more than just a slogan. These three sentences represent who we are, epitomizing the challenge of becoming (TheFew), and the reward of being (The Proud), one of the elite (The Marines). Suffice it to say, Few slogans convey such a Proud tradition. Our tagline has been a foundation in the Marine Corps for over thirty years. Now we have the opportunity to immortalize these words into America's civilian culture as well. "The Few. The Proud." has been nominated BEST SLOGAN for the Madison Avenue Advertising Walk of Fame. The Marine Corpsjoins a list of 26 other brands that will compete for entry based on total number of votes received online at http://advertising.yahoo.com/advertisingweek_07/slogan_poll.html Whether you a

To My Friends
TAG! YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 10 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X"" Send this heart 2 at least 15 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!! Let's see many hearts you get!!!! ........¶¶¶¶¶¶............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶- - - - ¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶- - - - ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶- - - - ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ . ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶- - - - ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ .........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ...........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ............¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ .............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ...............¶¶"

King Arthur
King Arthur was getting ready to go on a Quest. He was worried about leaving his beautiful Queen Guinevere alone with all those lonely Knights of the Round Table. So he went to his famous wizard, Merlin, for some advice. After explaining his predicament to Merlin, the wizard looked thoughtful and said to come back in a week and he'd see if he could come up with something. A week later King Arthur was back in Merlin's laboratory where the good wizard was showing him his latest invention. It was a chastity belt... except it had a rather large hole in the most obvious place. "This is no good, Merlin!" the king exclaimed, "Look at this opening. How is this supposed to protect m'lady, the Queen?" "Ah, sire, just observe." said Merlin as he searched his cluttered workbench until he found what he was looking for. He then selected his most worn out wand, one that he was going to discard anyway. He then inserted it in the gaping aperture of the chastity belt whereupon a small gu

Love Poem
My love runnith deep for you in my heart and in my soul reaching deeper than any love that has been given to me by any man. I will reach for you and take your hand Time does not change and distance does not waiver my love for you cannot be denied. It is honest and true. and I cannot, and will not lie to you. I am yours to hold and to keep..... Forever in paradise together we will sleep... keep me inside your heart and I will be there every day and I will never go away Rain or shine I will work hard to be there for you as time moves on We will go through times that we are both feeling hurt but inside we will always know that together is always better than being apart! For you are my heart and soul....... We have found true love that is never to be forgottten or turned cold. I will commit to marry thee and we will be blessed for all eternity I want to be by your side through thick and thin and in the end we both shall win. Win over the distanc

Accident Reports
# "A pedestrian hit me and went under my car." # "The other car collided with mine without giving warning of its intention." # "I had been learning to drive with power steering. I turned the wheel to what I thought was enough and found myself in a different direction going the opposite way." # "Coming home, I drove into the wrong house and collided with a tree I don't have." # "I thought my window was down; but found it was up when I put my hand through it." # "No one was to blame for the accident, but it never would have happened if the other driver had been alert." # "The pedestrian had no idea which direction to go, so I ran over him." # "I saw the slow-moving, sad-faced old gentleman as he bounced off the hood of my car." # "I had been driving for 40 years when I fell asleep at the wheel and had an accident." # "I was taking my canary to the hospital. It got loose in the car and flew out the window. The next thing I saw was his rear end, and there was a

Soapbox Again
i didn't post this on september 11 because i was too mad to do so and had to sort out my thoughts before typing....but here it goes September 11 was a day that will live in infamy...you know that, i know that, hell even my kids know that....EVERYBODY FUCKING KNOWS!!! it is a day that you cannot have and not be reminded of it and with social sites like this, myspace, and countless others YOU CANNOT POSSIBLY FORGET!!! but what are you truly remembering? the bombings? i would venture to guess yes...now many people lost a loved one or more...and do you think that for one minute that they remember the day for the bombings or remember the day for the death of their beloved?? i think that it is the latter choice...we will never forget, we will never forget, we will never forget....looks to me like most of you already have!

Gut Feeling
So, at about 2:30 this morning I am running out of movies to watch...and nothing but informercials litter the channels. My dog was kinda giving me those eyes begging me to go to our bed...but my body wasn't ready to retire. As a spurr of the moment I put on my flip flops, took a quick look in the mirror...which by the way must be broken...(I looked all but presentable)...grabbed my keys and chased Blaze out the door. I took a quick run through the McDonalds drive-through and got my self a large bubbly coke. Stopping at the end contimplating on if I wanted to go straight home. Out loud I asked Blaze if he wanted to go to the park...I rolled down the window and decided that it was too cold and flip flops wouldn't do me any good. So...needless to say, I went on a drive. I have this habbit of 'wanting to get lost' I drive through areas and neighborhoods that I havn't ever been in. More because I like to admire and dream of a house that I might own someday. Anyway, back to my poi

You Break Hearts? I'll Bust Your A**
Special thanks to Devine TxRose -- aka Duchess of Fubar for dropping the word on this guy. Her bulletin speaks for itself. I am not sure who this guy thinks he is. He "checked me out" and then immediately sent me a "new friend request". I would like to say that I immediately add folks when they request friendship, but I do check them out first. Of course, with an id name of "ibreakhearts" that should be a clue; however, he also has a blog called "I'm a jerk": "I would just like to say that I am a huge jerk!!!! I met this really sweet girl on here in June and we started talking. She was new to online chat and I knew it...so I took full advantage of her. We chatted constantly and talked at least once a day on the phone for the last 3 and a half months. I told her that I was in love with her and said I had bought a plane ticket to go see her. She totally fell for it and then I just stopped calling,writing and refused to take her calls...She was all worried that something te

Teams To Pick
Buffalo at Pittsburg Cincinnati at Cleveland Green Bay at N.Y. Giants Huston at Carolina Indianapolis at Tennessee New Orleans at Tampa San Francisco at St Louis Dallas at Miami Minnesota at Detroit Seattle at Arizona Kansas at Chicago NY Jets at Baltimore Oakland at Denver am a Raiders fan so San Diego at New England

Soldiers....
YOU KNOW YOUR SOLDIER IS DEPLOYED WHEN.... YOU KNOW YOUR SOLDIER IS DEPLOYED WHEN... 1. You wear old sweatpants and sweatshirts to bed. 2. You can watch whatever you want on TV without arguing with him first 3. You get up in the middle of the night to check your e-mail. 4. You sleep with your cell phone incase he calls in the middle of the night. 5. You love watching cute love movies because it reminds you of all the cute things he does when he's home. 6. You haven't shaved your legs in weeks. 7. The mailman knows you because you are always out waiting for him to come. 8. You start paying close attention in class when the words "military" or "iraq" are mentioned. 9. You suddenly have an obsession with anything military related. 10. You see someone wearing an army, navy, or usmc shirt and you get this overwhelming urge to talk to them. 11. You make friends with strangers online just because they are in the same situation as you and are t

Tampons
Two young boys walked into a pharmacy one day, picked out a box of tampons and proceeded to the checkout counter. The man at the counter asked the older boy, "Son, how old are you?" "Eight," the boy replied. The man continued, "Do you know what these are used for?" The boy replied, "Not exactly, but they aren't for me. They're for him. He's my brother. He's four. We saw on TV that if you use these you would be able to swim and ride a bike. Right now, he can't do either one."

30 Things I Bet You Were Dying To Know Lol
1. To whom did you last give the finger?: Bernie last night, but hey that's how we play lol 2. If you had 1,000 dollars what would you buy? Pay some bills and then buy new BOOTS!!! 3. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?: Well Bernie spilled beer on me last night, does that count? 4. Are you different now than you were 6 months ago?: Oh yes..I was blind 6 months ago and now I see clearly 5. Have you kissed a girl/boy in the last three days? Since it was after midnight, making it morning I have to say yes 6. What was the last photograph you took?: Last night with David, Wes and Donna oh and our good friend Patron! 7. Where were you last night around 9:30?: At Plum Loco shooting pool and shots 8. What do you think of guys that wear eyeliner?: Depends on the guy 9. How many hours did you last sleep?: About 7 10. Who was the last person to whom you spoke on the phone for over an hour? Bobby last night 11. 50 Cent shows up at your door,

What Type Of Beauty Am I ???
You Are a Classic Beauty! You have a timeless beauty that looks great in every decade Instead following trends, you stick to what works And this means you never skimp on your beauty routine Upside? Your classic looks tends to attract gentlemen - not boys

You Might Be A Bad Customer If:
# You escort people out of line for having 11 items in the "10 items or less" lane. # You walk into a store at 10 minutes to close not knowing what you want and don't decide for another 30 minutes. # You yell out what a GREAT TIPPER you are. # You return the coffee because it's too hot. # You order water with extra lemon (as if it was supposed to come with lemon). # You ask for a discount. No reason specified, just that you should get one. # You get annoyed if a hardware store, etc., does not have the most obscure component in stock, despite the fact that they haven't sold one in over 20 years. # If you buy 10 cent candy to break a 20 # You think the Pre-pay sign on the gas pump is for everyone but you. # You buy an expensive dress and return it after the party. # You can't read the signs or coupons correctly, insisting you're right and all the employees are wrong. # While standing in front of the huge line up of TVs, you ask a salesman, "Is this all th

Until You, Without You
Until You, Without You Always feeling alone, until you I didn't love myself, until you I didn't care about life, until you I never held a friend's hand, until you I never told a friend that I loved her, until you No one had ever held me for no reason, until you No one had ever truly known me, until you Lying in the darkness, without you I don't know who I am, without you I don't know what to do with myself, without you How did I ever get by, without you How did I ever find comfort, without you Would I have ever seen my true self, without you Would I have ever known true friendship, without you

Blah Blah Blah
thats how i feel today,lol its rainin again,, and its cold outside, my mom told me the other day shes comin for a visit,, well she got here last night,, what she didnt tell me was that my brother n his family came n my brothers father too,, my other brother that lives up here doesnt know yet that their father came up, its a surprise,lol,, im so glad we put a trailer out back for my mom or everybody would be here in my house drivin me crazy,lol my sister will be out later to visit, i hope shes ina good mood,, if not ill be hiding at home, i dont wanna have to cave in her face in front of my mom,, i hate feeling that way but shes just so nasty all the time it pisses me off,, my niece Brianna came over this mornin n shes just too cute,lol,, she discovered the kittens n said she wished they were nice so she could pick them up {{they hiss if you get too close lol }} so,, yea, its gonna be a busy weekend,, but my chocolate cake tastes really really good so im happy,, now if the sty in my

I Need A Vacation
too much shit keeps happening around here. something new happens each day...and its not the good kinda of new. david is now in rehab and we see it as either being really good or really bad. rehab could actually help him or he could come back out...go back to school and think that hes all cool cause he had to go to rehab. hes at that age when getting in trouble is cool. i hope that this will make him see everything he will lose if he keeps doing this shit. he doesnt realize what he did to us. he doesnt realize how scared me and whitney were. we blame everything on ourselves because we shouldnt have left. that vision of him lying there not breathing and blue haunts me now. he could have been dead. if he had been in the bathtub he wouldnt be alive right now..if we had stayed 20 minutes longer he wouldnt be here right now. but it doesnt phase him. he doesnt care that he might have died.

I Miss You Beyond Words.... *sad*
i miss you with all i got.. your candy kisses, your smiling eyes.. your sweet caress to envelope me. you said you loved me then you left... where have you gone? why did you leave? all i had of you is now dead.. our precious little girl is no longer here, i thought i would forget, but the pain is more then i can bear... deep inside i know she's with me.. and in that sense so are you.. my prayer is that your happy in all you have become, to someday embrace you like you were never gone.. and for you to know... i miss you always.

Two Weeks Before A.n.g. 119 Begins
I doubt the founding of the popular magazine National Geographic will ever be considered an epochal enough event to merit restructuring our calendar around. Technically the "official journal" of the National Georgaphic Society founded in January 1888, the magazine itself was first published in October of that year. Come next month National Geographic begins its 119th year -- "After [the founding of the magazine] National Geographic" 119 -- of continued publication, and I'm sure everybody reading this has either read and or has National Geographics (you can always tell them by their yellow borders running around their covers) in storage somewhere. I've thought about what would make an interesting birthday present because I've got a few coming up in my family . . . my nephew Mathew turns ten (double-digits, whoa!) on Monday, my niece Breanna turns twelve next month, and her mom Margaret has a birthday three days before that. An issue of National Geographic from the month you were bor

Comes The Dawn
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean security and you learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open with the dignity of a Adult and the the grief of a child and you learn to build your roads on today because tomorrows ground is to uncertain and futures have a way of falling down in mid flight after awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get to much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers and you learn that you really can endure that you really are are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every good-bye you learn.......