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Help In Contest!
Please help me cherries! I need help catching up inthis contest! Sexy Lips and Playmate AMC are awesome for bombing the shot out of my pic! Between the two of them I am up to 139 comments, but I need over a thousand to win! If all of ya bombed me 20 times each I would win for sure! LOL! I am dreaming now!Anyway here is the link! and thank you all my lovely cherries in advance! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=544941&albumid=242459&i=2496389203

Maybe
OK maybe I was a little too hard on Men and women with my last blog, and sometimes I don't see the "whole picture" I have met some people on here who get some/ ALL of their attention from comments and rates that they would never get outside of Cherry tap, not that this makes it right but I guess they all deserve a little, I still can't help but wonder why they need all this attention,something I'm sure they all blame on their parents in theory I sure as hell don't need it, but its nice to know that others are rating my "Art" and liking it, or at least they are rating it for something if not for me or the Art itself but it helps them get points for me too and more if during a happy hour so "cheers" rate on. I use to look at the world like most of you do today with hope and thoughts of brand new days and fun maybe exciting nights,when a simple hello from a Pretty stranger meant I was doing just fine,it was going to be a good night, but life has changed me, sadly I think I brought all o

Chain Letter You Are My Friend
I like these things for the sayings not to forward them to everyone. Subject: YOU ARE MY FRIEND I like you because of who you are to me...A true friend. And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow. It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Please send to 5 people in 5 minutes. Remember: "A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying ... WE screwed up, but we had fun! " Proud to be your Friend! Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead. I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned..that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've l

Drunken Clothing Bill
George met up with the guys at a local bar and proceeded to get shitfaced. After about three hours of guzzling liquor, George threw up all over his shirt. "Shit!" he said. "The old lady is going to throw my ass out of the house for getting drunk and puking on my new shirt!" Bill, George's best pal, gave George an idea of how to keep from getting in trouble with the wife. "All you got to do is have a $20 bill in your hand when you walk through the door," Bill said. "Then, when she accuses you of barfing all over yourself, just tell her that some other drunk puked on you and that he gave you 20 bucks to get the shirt cleaned." When George got home, his wife was waiting for him in the living room. "I knew that your drunk ass would spew bile and booze all over that new shirt!" she said. George replied, "Honey, let me explain! This drunken fool at the bar puked on me and gave me 20 bucks to have it cleaned." His wife snatched the money out of his hand and observed that he wa

Husbands As Drinks
Three middle aged ladies were sitting around the porch one day bragging about their husbands' sex drive when one decided that they should refer to their lovers as a soft drink. The first lady began, "My husband is like a 7-Up, he's got seven inches and it's always up!" The second replied, "My man is like a Mountain Dew, when he mounts me he always knows what to do!" After a moment the third woman says, "My man is like a Jack Daniels…" "That's not a soft drink," one woman exclaims, "That's a hard liquor!" Without hesitation the lady shouts, "That's my Leroy!"

Daddy's Little Girl
Upon entering his daughter's room, Mr. Lacy found a note on the bed and proceeded to read it. It stated the following: Dear Dad, I am sorry to have run away, but there is something I must tell you, and I couldn't bare to do it in person. I've decided to run away with Billy (my boyfriend I've been hiding from you and Mom), and we're going to get married. He promises to support me with the food stamps and goverment money he's been stashing away, but assures me there are always other ways to get money in a pinch. He also plans to help me with my alcohol problem, which I've done a pretty good job of hiding over the past year. We plan on raising our still unborn child in the best little beach shack we can find in Mexico - I'm sure it won't be much, but I know we'll be happy together so that's all that matters. I plan on getting there with the fake passport Billy was so kind to make for me. We just hope that he won't get put back into Rehab again for his drug abuse problems.

A Honeymoon Surprise
A guy out on the golf course took a high-speed ball right to the nuts. Writhing in agony, he fell to the ground. When he finally got himself to the doctor, he asked,“How bad is it, Doc? I’m going on my honeymoon next week and my fiancé is still a virgin.” The doctor said, “I’ll have to put your penis in a splint to let it heal and keep it straight. It should be okay in about two weeks.” Then the doctor took four tongue depressors and formed a neat little 4-sided bandage, and wired it all together; an impressive work of art. The guy mentioned none of this to his girl and the two got married. On their honeymoon night, she opened her blouse to reveal a gorgeous set of breasts and told him, “You’ll be the first; no one has ever touched these before.” The new husband dropped his pants and said, “Look at this — it’s still in the crate!”

Can U Handle It
rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u fuck me on

Tears Of The Virgin Mary
Behind Stone Walls of a Prison Another life comes hurtling at you, with the clanging of the door. No phoenix bird rising on wings to fly-- No escape from its harsh realities-- Voices in the night echo, Slumber comes in snatches-- you awake at each sound. Back to the wall for safety, A long sigh of relief-- It’s only the guard passing. Freedom a dream seen briefly, outside the walls—the sun a molten dream. Hoping and praying for release, or even a word from home. Are you forgotten, While others live on? Trapped in a time capsule-- Made of your crimes-- Face to face with your judgment-- Underneath the hand of the law. written by bonnie adams

Because I Could
Ok so im a attention point whore lmao.And a big dork.LOL!!!!!!I have also had a tummy virus for like 3 days now *cries*.I love Mutant X aka michael.Muahz bubby! There is one kick ass guy on cherrytap who I think is just the greatest so my props go to him.Louisville thank you hun.Ok read this go see these 2 guys and give them ct love.......... this is louisville *Louisville Juggalo* Psycho Member of Dark Carnival@ CherryTAP you can find mutant in my family or in one of my other blogs.

Only In America :
IRON MAN COMPETITION ONLY IN AMERICA : Only in America .....do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. ! Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless ju nk in the garage. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America .....do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .. Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ? Why women

It Is What It Is
People saw my page, and thought, "Oh great, she's just like me". But, as soon as I threw my picture up, that was where all the extraness started. Why? Can't I be who I am and not like the things that I do? Or perhaps people are on that superficial bullshit that all Black people have to like Hip Hop and Escalades? I don't know, but it's really annoying. I'm well rounded. I have to be. I'm too intelligent to be a one-sided individual. I'm not saying that those who aren't are stupid, I'm just speaking for me. Sorry if I didn't fit the stereotype that people put folks in. Can't judge a book by it's cover. I see alot of people did when it came to me, but it's alright. It is what it is.

Nba Or Nfl?
NBA or NFL? If this is true we are in deep trouble. NBA OR NFL? 36 have been accused of spousal abuse 7 have been arrested for fraud 19 have been accused of writing bad checks 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses 3 have done time for assault 71, repeat 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges 8 have been arrested for shoplifting 21 currently are defendants in lawsuits, and 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year Can you guess which organization this is? Give up yet? . . . Scroll down, Neither, it's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group of Idiots that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to

Wrong E-mail Address
A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel plans. So, the husband left Minnesota and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email. Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she screamed and fainted. The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and saw the co

The Dark Prince
From the depths of hell he rises, years of humanity’s disgrace fuel the rage within his blackened heart. He is death within its purest form. Blackness creeps along once green hills as he searches for those who dare awake the dark knight. The sands of time have etched his coming into the scrolls of countless days gone past. With only a glance his demons spread plague and destruction, the likes that mortal man has never seen. The hounds of chaos rein with sheer delight as they ravage the the once fertile lands. He is a warrior, a judge, a juror, he is god’s final weapon his most beautiful child. More powerful than the angel of death, he rises on this our judgment day. This night snow white feathers begin to fall, blanketing the frozen ground. The fall from grace has come at last, mothers kneel in snow-white masses their prayers for salvation deafening shards of glass upon the midnight wind. The sins of father and son no longer whispered delusions but reality for all to see.

Who Is Sexy???
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Keep It In The Family
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts Mankind, The public enemy's not the man who speaks his mind The public enemy's the man that goes and acts blind Searching for an answer that he'll never find An action from reaction and you can't make a retraction Once you put your head out And then you're blue in the face As you try to state your case You can think with your dick but it can't shout Yo I try to understand what the hell is going on I can't imagine how things ever got so far gone You separatists, say you want your own state I'll give them a state, a state of unconsciousness Retribution, no solution, constitution Discrimination, through the nation, raining hatred I yell, when there's schism you must rebel I yell, so you'll hear I yell, i refuse to live, in, your hell I am what you fear I'm the truth, i don't keep it in the family Live your life, take someone else Keep it in the family The real world's outside your door You can't keep it in the family You've got t

The Most Despicable Joke Ever
~i am a survior of bad LSD. 3 DANCING BEARS beat me so bad I thought i was in a kayak race with Jesus on the Mississippi river and the sky was plum and the sun dribbled the moon like a basketball. THIS IS FOR ALL THE WOMEN. THIS IS A TOUCHTY SUBJECT FOR ME AND IT HAS TO STOP AS I AM A SURVIVOR OF BAD LSD.MY HAIR FELL OUT,AND I ALWAYS HEAR FOOTSTEPS AND LAUGHTER WHEN I TAKE A SHIT. http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044 PLEASE IF YOU HAVENT READ THIS BLOG PLEASE DO SO NOW MAYBE SOMEONE YOU KNOW NEEDS HELP,MAYBE THEY NEED ORANGE JUICE OR A DOOBIE BROTHERS ALBUM,MAYBE A SLURPEE,IDK

Never Forget Heros From United Airlines Flight 93 9/11/01
Okay I was going to post this as one blog but it will not let me post it in it's entirety Blogs on CT are limited to 50000 characters and this one has 113000 characters So I will do it in a couple parts Here is a little something to reflect on, It will take a while to go through all the names but we need to never forget, We don't need just rememmber on the anniversary of that fatefull day, We need to Never, Ever Forget!!! God Bless the USA CONFIRMED DEAD: 2948 • REPORTED DEAD: 24 • REPORTED MISSING: 24 • TOTAL: 2996 UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 93 Heros CREW Lorraine G. Bay, 58, East Windsor, N.J.* Sandra W. Bradshaw, 38, Greensboro, N.C.* Jason Dahl, 43, Denver, Colo.* Wanda Anita Green, 49, Linden, N.J.* Leroy Homer, 36, Marlton, N.J.* CeeCee Lyles, 33, Fort Myers, Fla.* Deborah Welsh, 49, New York, N.Y.* PASSENGERS Christian Adams, 37, Biebelsheim, Germany* Todd Beamer, 32, Cranbury, N.J.* Alan Beaven, 48, Oakland, CA* Mark K. Bingham, 31, San

Never Forget Heros From American Airlines Flight 77 9/11/01
Okay I was going to post this as one blog but it will not let me post it in it's entirety Blogs on CT are limited to 50000 characters and this one has 113000 characters So I will do it in a couple parts Here is a little something to reflect on, It will take a while to go through all the names but we need to never forget, We don't need just rememmber on the anniversary of that fatefull day, We need to Never, Ever Forget!!! God Bless the USA CONFIRMED DEAD: 2948 • REPORTED DEAD: 24 • REPORTED MISSING: 24 • TOTAL: 2996 AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 77 Heros CREW Charles Burlingame, 51, Herndon, Va.* David M. Charlebois, 39, Washington, D.C* Michele Heidenberger, 57, Chevy Chase, Md.* Jennifer Lewis, 38, Culpeper, Virginia* Kenneth Lewis, 49, Culpeper, Virginia* Renee A. May, 39, Baltimore, Md* PASSENGERS Paul Ambrose, 32, Washington, D.C.* Yeneneh Betru, 35, Burbank, Calif* Mary Jane (MJ) Booth, 64, Falls Church, Va.* Bernard Curtis Brown, 11, Washington

Never Forget Heros From The Wtc 9/11/01 Q-z
Okay I was going to post this as one blog but it will not let me post it in it's entirety Blogs on CT are limited to 50000 characters and this one has 113000 characters So I will do it in a couple parts Here is a little something to reflect on, It will take a while to go through all the names but we need to never forget, We don't need just rememmber on the anniversary of that fatefull day, We need to Never, Ever Forget!!! God Bless the USA CONFIRMED DEAD: 2948 • REPORTED DEAD: 24 • REPORTED MISSING: 24 • TOTAL: 2996 WTC Heros Christopher Quackenbush, 44, Manhasset, N.Y.* Lars Peter Qualben, 49, New York, N.Y.* Lincoln Quappe, 38, Sayville, N.Y.* Beth Ann Quigley, 25, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Michael Quilty, 42, New York, N.Y.* Ricardo Quinn, 40, New York, N.Y.* James Francis Quinn, 23, New York, N.Y.* Carol Rabalais, 38, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Peter A. Racaniello, 30, New York, N.Y.* Leonard Ragaglia, 36, New York, N.Y.* Eugene J. Raggio, 55, New

Before He Cheats
To all my Girls Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blonde tramp, and she's probably getting frisky... right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey... Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seats... I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights, slashed a hole in all 4 tires... Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats. Right now, she's probably up singing some white-trash version of Shania karoke.. Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk" and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky, Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seats, I too

As I Lay Dying
as i lay dyin i see the hopeless underneath my feet as i lay dyin the whole world, like a wave, crashin over me feelin no more pain back in this room again hearin this same, music in my head that only i can hear as they wipe away all of my old tears tears of what used to be and how they still haunt me hearin the same voice inside my head and as i lay dyin i see the hopeless underneath my feet as i lay dyin the whole world, like a wave, crashin over me it was the shot that killed so deep inside how much it hurt to close my eyes and the darkness spreads as the fire burns prickling, itching its burning, burning and as i lay dying i see the hopeless underneath my feet as i lay dying the whole world, like a wave, crashing over me

Looking Back
I look back at what I was I see where I've been From the highest of highs to the lowest of lows life is never easy I see where I am now I've made a big change from day to day Month to month Year to year Looking back at what I was Seeing where life took me I sometimes have to stop and Keep looking back Sometimes life ain't easy Sometimes you just hit the wall You can see how it ain't easy When you just fall We are all human And we all make mistakes But you must know that you're only a person And that you can't let yourself go Looking back at what I was Seeing where life took me I sometimes have to stop and Keep looking back Looking back at me Looking at where I should be I really must stop myself From looking back When you really can't take anymore When life just gets so hard You need to just look ahead And rely on what you have Looking back at what I was Seeing where life took me I sometimes have to stop and Keep looking back Looking

Where Life Never Ends
Never dream where life never ends where people live in perfect harmony where color is not wrong where we can walk and sing without laughter of put down where someone greets you with words of joy where loneliness and inequality become a speck of dirt in the winds of the past But reality must come first. WHERE LIFE NEVER ENDS RED CLOUD GRADUATE 2006

Pre Bootycall Agreement *winks
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2006, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup, " unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 9. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just sex buddies. 10. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don'

Dry
I Only a heartbeat at a time Only a breath from death Only a soft bamboo windchime Carried on the sky's breath II One wants love one needs to be kissed One craves human propinquity Lest the point of it all be missed One who is one is me III At the end now they are alone Pickled and fit to die Soon they will be gone who have known So well to live a lie IV My upbringing was a warning The worthless feel most worth I must get up in the morning And go and save the earth V The lavender ribbon she wore A cloth of gingham check Was like some fruit a lotus bore Delicious on her neck VI Only a stubborn stunted star On a very dark night I never meant to come this far But I still have my light

~~hillary, The Hildabeast~~
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How To Stay Young
1. Try everything twice. On Madams tombstone (of Whelan's and Madam) she said she wanted this epitaph: Tried everything twice...loved it both times! 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches;) 3. Keep learning : Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. 8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve

Judge Not
I was shocked, confused, bewildered as I entered Heaven's door, Not by the beauty of it all, by the lights or its decor. But it was the folks in Heaven who made me sputter and gasp-- the thieves, the liars, the sinners, the alcoholics, the trash. There stood the kid from seventh grade who swiped my lunch money twice. Next to him was my old neighbor who never said anything nice. Herb, who I always thought was rotting away in hell, was sitting pretty on cloud nine, looking incredibly well. I nudged Jesus, "What's the deal? I would love to hear Your take. How'd all these sinners get up here? God must've made a mistake." "Why'd everyone get so quiet now? Can you please give me a clue?" "Shush," said He, "They're all in shock. No one ever thought they'd see you." Judge NOT.

Friends
Hi , Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Family and Friends like you! I LUV YOU! I LUV YOU! Send to 7 people you love dearly whether it's friendship love or real love. If you get 5 back your spoiled! hugggggsss n kissesssss (¯`v´¯) `*.¸.*´ ¸.´¸.*¨) ¸.*¨) (¸.´ (¸.´ .´ ¸¸.¨¯` _____****__________**** ______ ___***____***____***__ *** ____ __***________****_______***___ _***__________**_________***__ _***_____________________***__ _***________JUST_________***__ __***_____SHOWING______***___ ___***______LOVE_______***____ ____***_______________***_____ ______***___________***_______ ________***_______***_________ __________***___***___________ ____________*****_____________ _____________***______________

Obstacles
As I travel this path There are obstacles to overcome Some will be hard And some will be easy This one I am at now Has to be the hardest of them all It is taking all that I have and all that I am To conquer it Though in my mind I know I can do it I am having troubles I am weakening myself Making myself vulnerable For whomever decides to pass by I can't let them down I can't show my pain This has been the toughest yet But within a matter of moments I have won I have beat this obstacle And now I'm on to another

Smilin
There really isnt gonna be much content of depth to this....I am just smilin. The sun shined today, I think it came out for me. Another 6 months of track laid down in a day. There are still worries and wonders hiding in the shallow pools of my head. Sometimes I wonder if something was maybe said or realized. I dont know what any day is gonna bring now. I dont really care, I am doing it all and thats what seems to matter. Whether I have support or nothing at all, I always have been able to find a way to fly. I am not overly happy, but not too down either. There are definatley things that weigh in on me when I am not busy, and left with time to think. But when I am sleeping its ok cuase then I can forget. I now see some of the reasons for the things that have come to pass. And others things I am so blind to, helps to smoke grass. But even then I am left with a sharp pinch. The wishing the hoping and everything I passioned for. I kinda feel blown over, maybe condensed. I have made m

Happiness
Happiness is not a tended rose Amid the prescient beauty of a garden: Perhaps one senses soon some gate may close; Perhaps one senses soon the earth will harden. Years come and go like waves upon a shore, Violent or peaceful with the wind. After one has given up on more, Love waits within the heart, its passion thinned. Even in a passage void of light, Nether windings black with rage and grief, There are waters sweet with lost delight In which one finds a strong, serene belief. No happiness can overcome life's pain Except one love, and love give life again.

What Type Of Girl Am I?
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What's My Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Bondage92%Chains/Handcuffs92%Blind Folds75%Blood67%Whips58%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Ladies Night At The Clubhouse 3/2
ladies nite all day and all nite ladies will drink for free on me door prizes for the first 10 ladies will also have a drawing for a prospecters patch and become a member of clubhouse cherry tap.get ur friends and come and drink and meet new friends

Oh Well
today again I stayed up all night, im not sure why this is my first contest Im sure I picked the wrong one if there is another contest for me its going to a shorter time frame I have to see doctor after doctor, my red blood cell count is so high I feel faint all the time, radiation treatment are next im not looking forward to that I have had them before made me sick all the time but much better then Kemo all this could not have come at a worst time , I remember when I was young my father had high blood pressure and they (doctors) told him stop getting upset stop yelling and working yourself up to a point where you get angry, LOL if you knew my father this was like asking a fly to make friends with a frog, no My father yelled and got pissed when the wind blew the wind chimes outside of our house ones he put there to began with, funny people are asking me to relax and calm down when most people know that this is A. my first contest, B. I see tons of flaws in it. C. I SEE MORE THEN A TON

To My Friends
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts If you would trust and believe in me, you would see the friend that i can be. Through the good and the bad, you would always count on me, you would see the friend that i can be. If you needed to talk i would listen, I would comfort you if you were sad. Through the good and the bad. You would see the friend that i can be. If you trust and believe in me, a friend i will always be.

Lust
Can you feel what I feel? When I'm on the edge, my head spinning, hands searching for something, anything.. to clutch onto as you are pressed up hard against me? Do you look at me and think "I've created a monster" because I can't seem to get enough of you? Even as I lie up against you, hands trailing up and down along your stomach... stroking, caressing... Can you feel what I feel? The teasing torment as lips kiss your neck then sneakily make their way down stopping here and there in their travels... capturing your nipple in my teeth. Can you feel what I feel? I want to taste you, I want you to feel the heat... I want you to feel what I feel when you send me... spinning out of control.

Naughty Quiz...tell The Truth..yeah Right
> > . Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? oh yes > > 2. Do they know it? yes > > 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? Not yet > > 4. Do you like making love or having hot sex?Depends on the person > > 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? yes > > 6. What is your favorite position?Save a horse ride a cowboy or Spank me make me yours. > > 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? Well he is cute > > 8. Give or receive oral? Give never had the other > > 9. Kinky or sneaky? both > > 10. Loud or quiet? depends > > 11. Ruff of soft? both > > 12. Foreplay or not? hell yeah foreplay > > 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? both > > 14. Spank or be spanked? be spanked > > 15. Condoms or not? depends > > 16. Masturbate or not? what the hell > > 17. Role-playing or not? aim to please my man > > 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? > Not really but here it goes...

A Little Bit More About Me
Greetings to all again here on CT and I would like to talk about a little bit more about me. My first real name is Avelino but some of you are aware and some of you are not that I go by Daniel or Marik or Al. I figured I would share something more intimate, something more fresh and something that my profile here on CT would not cover. I have noticed that I have more females then males on my friends list and the reason being is that none of the guys have hit me up and I guess men on here think its gay to hit a guy up and talk to them. I encourage all men weather bi or gay or straight to visit me and rate me and fan me and even add me if they wish. As for my sexual orientation I am straight but I do support Gay and Lesbian Marriages to the fullest because my best friend is Lez and some of my friends arent straight and I would want them to have the same privliges and responsibilities that any straight couple would have. When I go and check you ladies out yeah I look at the ones with big

Reason I'm Not Here Lately...
JUST THOUGHT I WOULD LET YOU ALL KNOW WHY I HAVENT BEEN HERE LATELY. I HAVE BEEN SPENDING MOST OF MY TIME WITH MY FAMILY. MY GRANDMOTHER HAS BEEN PRETTY SICK SINCE JANUARY 29TH, RIGHT AFTER SHE FELL. THE SICKNESS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE FALL, IT JUST KIND OF TURNED OUT LIKE THIS... ANYWAY, SHE HAS HAD PROBLEMS WITH HER KIDNEYS, AND HAS BEEN LIVING WITH ONLY ONE WORKING. SHE HAS BEEN IN KIDNEY FAILTURE AND WE ALMOST LOST HER ABOUT A MONTH AGO. SINCE THEN, ON FEB. 24, SHE DECIDED TO QUITE ALL IV TREATMENTS AND THE DOCTORS TOLD US THAT SHE COULD LIVE ANYWHERE FROM 12 HOURS TO 2 WEEKS. SO FAR SHE IS HANGING ON, BUT WE DONT KNOW FOR HOW LONG. WE THINK SHE IS HOPEING THAT HER OLDEST SON WILL COME HOME, BUT HASNT BEEN ABLE TO YET. WE RECENTLY FOUND OUT THAT THE REASON MY UNCLE HASNT BEEN BACK YET, IS THAT HE JUST HAD SURGERY FOR PROSTATE CANCER AND IS SUPPOST TO START TREATMENT TOMORROW. THE SOONEST HE IS ABLE TO COME HOME IS MARCH 13TH. WE ARE HOPEING THAT MY GRAMMA WILL BE AB

I Give Up With Women, My Heart Is No More, And I Trust No More
Right now I may have typos the tears just keeping me from even focusing and i do not care anymore. My current mood is so badly depressed nothign can cheer me up anymore. Why is it people lie so damn much to people these days, thing they will get asss, I am not about fucking to love one. I hate peopel telling me I look so god damn cute, I hate peopel telling me every damn compliment, then I find out one stupid chick is married who climed she wanted to talk to me, some other chick in chicago is like sleeping around with guys, possibly one guy i know at my school as well another was with there ex, weird thign that chick lived by my ex. Why can I not go back in time and hope to be stuck in a dmension where I am with my ex how I would give anything, even if a damn split second or minute to be with Ashley again, i just so damn heart broken now I just wish i was not even in this fuck up world anymore, just hurts, andpeople think this shit is funny, i just wish dreams come true, just

The Result
I slowly made my way into the bathroom, nervous as hell and shaking like a tree in a hurricane lol. i opened the box, n took all the bits and piees out, looks like a look of gadgets to find out if ur p.g or not, but anyways id done plenty to know how to do it so anyways, i did the test, dont worry i wont go into detail, its not right. i stared at the test for a while, and i saw just the oneline, i was down heartened n hurt, but on the second glance i saw the second line faintly starting to appear, 'OMFG' was the words that came to mind, i was excited n heart pounding, so i decided to pull myself together and leave the test on the bathroom self so i couldnt see it, the next few mins were terrible, i never felt so nervous. anyways after i got myself together i took the test from the self, and there it was, 2 perfect lines, the thought 'IM GONNA BE A MUM came ruching into my head, my heart punding, my throat with the lump in it and my eyes full of tears of joy, i came out of the

Come On!
One of the best songs ever! (Come on Eileen!) (Come on Eileen!) Poor old Johnny Ray Sounded sad upon the radio He moved a million hearts in mono Our mothers cried and sang along and who'd blame them? Now you're grown, so grown, now I must say more than ever Go toora loora toora loo rye aye And we can sing just like our fathers .... Come on Eileen! Well, I swear (what he means) At this moment, you mean everything With you in that dress, my thoughts I confess Verge on dirty ...... Ah, come on Eileen! (Come on Eileen!) (Come on Eileen!) These people round here wear beaten down eyes Sunk in smoke dried faces They're so resigned to what their fate is But not us, no not us We are far too young and clever Go toora loora toora loo rye aye Eileen, I'll sing this tune forever Come on, Eileen! Well, I swear (what he means) Ah come on, let's take off everything That pretty red dress .... Eileen (tell him yes) Ah, come on! Come on Eileen!!! Come on Eileen!

If I Have Be............( This One Touched Me And Was Perfect For What I've Wanted To Say To Somebody ) :)
If I have to be your best friend If that's all I can get Then I'll take the job with honor I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder I'll show how I care I'll be there when you need me I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend The one who hears you cry Then I'll take the job with honor I'll take the job with pride. My love for you is stronger Then you will ever know But for you to ever love me I will have to let you go. You need time to find your purpose You need time to sort your thoughts But when the course has ended And the race is finally run. Remember it's your best friend Who has loved you from day one.

The Bus Crash
just wanted to tell ya if u heard abou the bus crash in atlanta i almost went to that schoool(bluffton)to play baseball i woulda been on that bus it was my first choice of schools. yea i almost went there and the reason i did not go to it was bc of my Girlfriend. pretty thankful and makes u look twice at life

My King
my king you are beaten bruised and torn....but i am here... they all have hurt you one time or another, i wont.....id kill them all just to watch you smile in your sleep again, or to dream the dreams you once had.you are my rain song the epiphany i speak of, and it kills me inside that a rose petal is not shed for every step u take because its precious to me...which each day that passes you grow more beautiful in the disdain and the shame they put you through but my king....dont worry they had sealed their fate when they hurt you...they were never worthy of your happiness to begin......so dream again my precious lover im here to stay......i wont let you fall off the pedestool for you are perfect in all your wonders to me....im here as long as you wish me to be...i am me

Joan Jett - Love Hurts
Love hurts, love scars, love wounds and mars Any heart not tough nor strong enough To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain Love is like a cloud holds a lot of rain Love hurts, love hurts I may be slow, but even so I know a thing or two, i've learned from you I've really learned a lot, really learned a lot Love is like a flame, burns you when it's hot Love hurts, love hurts Some fools rave of happiness, blissfullness, togetherness Some fools fool themselves i guess But they're not fooling me I know it isn't true, know it isn't true Love is just a lie, made to make you blue Love hurts, love hurts I know it isn't true, know it isn't true Love is just a lie, made to make you blue Love hurts, love hurts

My Illfated Dream
She's invited in to my home. She has fallen ill. I lay her down in my room and sleep elsewhere. I sometimes have a chair by her bedside and visit to make sure, hoping, praying for her illness to be gone. Her illness isn't just that of a physical one, but that of a mental and even emotional illness. I stay by her to give her hope to show her my love. She gets better and feels better. My heart lightens knowing that she is in fact getting better. Her eyes gleam with such intensity, compassion, and loyalty that I tend to feel humbled upon her presence. One night she decides to ask me to sleep next to her. I faithfully do as she asks and just lay in bed with the girl of my dreams (still fully clothed unfortunately). She raps her arms around me giving me the compassion that I have tried so hard to give to her. The moonlight shows the outline of her face and shines through her everlasting eyes. She smiles and strokes her hands through my hair I couldn't contain myself anymore and gave her wha

Private Student Loans
Ok, so I can't do anything about government loans for school until I go to my new student orientation (which won't be for another two weeks), so I'm trying to get help now. Only, as I discovered yesterday, private loans want you to have a job for the past two years, good credit, and something else. So, I'm kinda pissed off, since that doesn't make any sense to me. They're going to defer the payments anyway, until 6 months after you graduate, so why the fuck should you have to have a job??? It's bullshit, that's why, and it's fucking me over on my chance for an education. Grr...

Mommy...
Month One: Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two: Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that i am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three: You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four: Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but i will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied t

Illegal Immigration
Recently large demonstrations have taken place > across the country protesting the fact that Congress > is finally addressing the issue of illegal > immigration. > > Certain people are angry that the US might protect > its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into > this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. > > Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking > behind these protests. > Let's say I break into your house. > Let's say that when you discover me in your house, > you insist that I leave. > But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the > dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. > I've done all the things you don't like to do. > I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I > broke into your house). > According to the protesters: > > a.. You are Required to let me stay in your > house > b.. You are Required to add me to your > family's insurance plan > c.. You are Required to Educate

Michael Buble - You Don't Know Me
You give your hand to me Then you say hello I can hardly speak My heart is beating so And anyone can tell You think you know me well But you don't know me No, you don't know the one Who dreams of you at night And longs to kiss your lips And longs to hold you tight Oh I'm just a friend That's all I've ever been 'Cause you don't know me I never knew The art of making love Though my heart aches With love for you Afraid and shy I've let my chance to go by The chance that you might Love me, too You give your hand to me And then you say good-bye I watch you walk away Beside the lucky guy You'll never never know The one who loves you so Well, you don't know me You give your hand to me, baby Then you say good-bye I watch you walk away Beside the lucky guy No, no, you'll never ever know The one who loves you so Well, you don't know me

Rest In Peace My Love
Feb 18th 2007 my twin sister my love passed away at 29 ......I love you , I love u, I love you....I will miss you and will never be the same...You started this journey without me but we will finish it together until then I will miss u ....You were my heart and soul my reason for sanity in this world...u were my angel and I will never forget you..........I will love your son as my own and remind him of how beautiful you were...Rest in peace my darling....

Cant Believe I Did It
I took that next step.. but so scared of what's to come. What if I'm hoping for too much, I dont want my heart splattered to hell again. I know what I'm feeling, and it scares the hell out of me. But why? I deserve to be happy right? So when it comes why cant I accept it? Grrr... What if he doesn't feel the same? What if I just take xanax and calm down? LOL

~~cumming Or Going~~
(WCCO) Minneapolis An off-duty Northwest Airlines employee was arrested after a woman on a flight from Seattle complained that the man had ejaculated on her. The FBI identified the man as Samuel Oscar Gonzalez, 20, of Lakewood, Wash. He was charged in federal court with simple assault, a misdemeanor. It happened on the redeye Monday morning from Seattle to Minneapolis. The woman was headed back to college. Near the end of the flight, the FBI said Gonzalez sat next to the woman as she was trying to sleep. He touched her, which she described as spooning, lifted her shirt and then got up and left. Court documents said she felt a warm fluid on her back, clothes and seat after he walked away. She told the officers he had ejaculated on her. The woman told the flight attendants about the incident. They moved her to another seat and called police from the air. The crew also moved the man to a seat near the front of the plane until the end of the flight. Northwest Airlines Corp

When Things Go Wrong
When things go wrong as they sometimes will, And the road you're trudging seems all up hill, When funds are low and debts are high, And you have to smile, but you want to cry, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if your must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow, You may succeed with another blow, Success is failure turned inside out, The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far, So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

I Love My Job!
I LOVE MY JOB . . . . . . This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana . He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to radio station 103.2 on FM dial in Ft. Wayne , Indiana , who was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won. Hi Sue, Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all . Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wet suit. This time of year the water is quite cool. So what we do to

New Pics!!!
Please check out all my pics (old and new) Make sure to comment and rate them! I will do the same for yours!! Recently Single! Ready to Mingle!! Love new friends!!! Fan me, rate me, add me as a friend!! I'd love to talk to you!!! ~Tiffany~

You've Been Hit!
YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST ON MY PAGE! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SNAP!! YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI!!!SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U ARE UGLY PPL JUST SENT U THIS TO BE NICE -IF U GOT 2 BACK UR BETTER THAN UGLY -IF U GET 3 BACK UR OKAY -IF U GET 4 BACK THEN U ARE PRETTY -IF U

Removing Pics........
I'M GONNA BE REMOVING PICS IN MY FOLDERS, IF THERE ARE ANY IN THEM THAT I'VE MADE FOR YOU, PLEASE RIP THEM NOW, THANX!! IF THERE ARE ANY OF THE 'FUN' PICS THAT ANYBODY WANTS TO RIP, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO DO SO NOW AS WELL, SOME OF THOSE WILL BE GOING ALSO..THANX!

Tuesday 3/6/07
Not much to write about today, kinda down because I found out yesterday that a friend that's like an older online sister to me has colon cancer and only has about a month to live so I've been kinda of upset over that and not really in the mood to write much today, but I am trying to work on my Cherry Tap page and do some other things to distract myself and hopefully get myself out of this mood I'm in. Have a good day all.

Jaded
Hey J-j-j-jaded Youve got your mamas style but youre yesterdays child to me So jaded You think thats where its at but is that where its supposed to be? Youre gettin it all over me And serrated ? ? ? Chorus My, my, baby blue (yeah Im thinkin bout you) My, my, baby blue Yeah, youre so jaded And Im the one that jaded you Hey J-j-j-jaded In all its misery it will always be what I love and hated And maybe take a ride to the other side were thinkin of Well slip into the velvet glove And be jaded Chorus (w/) yeah, Im so jaded And baby Im afraid of you Bridge Youre thinkin so complicated Ive had it all up to here But its so overrated Love and hate it Wouldnt trade it Love me jaded Guitar solo Hey J-j-j-jaded There aint no baby please when Im shootin the breeze with her When everything you see is a blur And ecstasys what you prefer Chorus (w/) (blue, blue, blue, yeah) (Im talkin bout you) (blue, blue, blue, blue yeah) (yeah, been thinkin bo

Funny Signs
Old one but pretty funny. Actual Signs Seen In England Sign in a Laundromat: “AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT.” Sign in a London department store: “BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS.” In an office: “WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN.” Outside a farm: “HORSE MANURE 50p PER PRE-PACKED BAG 20p DO-IT-YOURSELF.” In an office: “AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD.” On a church door: “THIS IS THE GATE OF HEAVEN. ENTER YE ALL BY THIS DOOR. (THIS DOOR IS KEPT LOCKED BECAUSE OF THE DRAFT. PLEASE USE SIDE DOOR.)” Outside a secondhand shop: “WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES ETC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN?” Sign outside a new town hall which was to be opened by the Prince of Wales: “THE TOWN HALL IS CLOSED UNTIL OPENING. IT WILL REMAIN CL

Another Client :)
Just got another sale :) That gives me 5 complete sites lined up to do plus updates to 6 others. And Dan has several he is working on. If this keeps up I am going to need help. But that means less time to fool around on CT too. :(

The Soldier
It is the Soldier, NOT the reporter who has given us the FREEDOM of PRESS. It is the Soldier, NOT the poet who has given us the FREEDOM of SPEECH. It is the Soldier, NOT the campus organizer who gives us FREEDOM to DEMONSTRATE. It is the Soldier who Salutes the flag, who Serves beneath the flag, and whose coffin is Draped by the flag, who allows the protester to Burn the flag.

Blah.
i spent all day yesterday sleeping cause i felt like poo. i feel a little better today just really really sore. i'd like to thank Nati though for the incessant phone calls wondering where the hell I was. LOL. Ah my friends/family are the best. Thanks to everyone else who wished me well. you guys are awesome. =)

Dear Tech Support ,,,,, (gf Version)
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Hunting and Fishing 7.5, and Golfing 3.6. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0. Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... ___________________________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to delete Wife 1.0 and to re

I Wanna Luv U By Donell Jones
Dedicated to Kally! I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? You are the reason why I live, hmm A newfound joy I can contain, yeah Find myself thinking 'bout your love, hmm It's a feeling I get only my heart can explain You know... I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? I wanna love you, every night, every day You know I need you in my life Won't you stay? I've never felt so deep in love I think it's because You've touched a special part of me, baby Hope I'm the one you're thinking of You must be feelin' the same as I do I can't see being in love without you Lady, lady Girl I think about you everyday Hopin' you will never go away It's so special when we all can share Someone who'll give us tender loving care Girl I think about you every nig

Happy
You Are Pretty Happy You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is! How Happy Are You, Really?

Wut Kind Of Fuck Am I?
You scored as Hott!!. You're better than sexy, you're hott! Why are you taking this quiz? GEt your fine ass off the computer and let some honeys know how damn sexy you are.Hott!!100%Sexy87%Loving80%Rough80%Cocky67%Sloppy53%Freak53%The Virgin20%Casual20%Akward13%What kind of fuck are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Funny Joke 1
A man and his wife are returning from holiday, while on holiday they decided to buy themselves some pets, he bought a snake while the woman got a skunk. As they are passing through airport control they notice a sign which says "NO ANIMALS WILL BE ALLOWED THROUGH QUARANTINE" Slightly distressed the woman turns to her husband and asks what they should do. After thinking hard for 5 minutes the man come up with a plan "what I'll do is tie the snake around my waist and try to pretend that it's a snake skin belt" "Yes" the woman replies "but what about the skunk?" "I don't know, you'll just have to hide it up your skirt" "but what about the smell?" the woman asks. To which the man replies "Look, if it dies it dies!"

Life Has Its Ups And Downs
In life you go through some painful experiences. It hurts. Emotionally. But then you pick yourself back up. Somehow. But ya know what. Life will pick back up. In unexpected ways and events. And it gets better. Life has its up and downs. But we have our downs to learn to sore after we reach our ups. Thats our way of learning. I found that out these past few months. Hard lessons to learn but worth the while. Everyminute of it.

Funny Joke 4
Choosing a wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that s

Bartenders Psychology
Bartenders Psychology: Before you order a drink in public, you should read this! Seven New York City bartenders were asked if they could nail a woman's personality based on what she drinks. Though interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: Drink: Beer Personality: Causal, low-maintenance; down to earth. Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink: Blender Drinks Personality: Flaky, whiny, annoying; a pain in the ass. Your Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabana boy. Drink: Mixed Drinks Personality: Older, more refined, high maintenance, has very picky taste; knows EXACTLY what she wants. Your Approach: You won't have to approach her. If she's interested, she'll send YOU a drink............................................. Drink: Wine (does not include White Zinfandel) Personality: Conservative and classy; sophisticated yet giggles. Your Approach: Tell her you love to travel and spend quiet evenings with

Overwhelming
your permanence is fleeting... time turns so slowly when i'm trapped in thoughts of you. i'm forgetting how to make sense anymore, nor do i care... the idea of you is so captivating. i've stolen so much of you i feel like a fucking thief, not that you seem to mind... and then again you do. you're so difficult to figure out. i don't know if i should be making an effort or if i should just let it lie... either way i'm screwed, you're still on my mind regardless.

Am I Living It Right?
One of John Mayers best songs. And hes a CT boy! I am driving up 85 in the kind of morning that lasts all afternoon im just stuck inside the gloom Four more exits to my apartment but I am tempted to keep the car in drive and leave it all behind Cause I wonder sometimes about the outcome of a still verdictless life Am i living it right am i living it right am i living it right why why georgia, why I rent a room and i fill the spaces with wood in places to make it feel like home but all i feel's alone It might be a quarter life crisis just a stirrin in my soul either way i wonder sometime about the outcome of a still verdictless life am i living it right am i living it right am i living it right why why georgia why so what so i've got a smile on but its hiding the quiet superstitions in my head dont believe me dont you dare believe me when i say ive got it down everybody is just a stranger but that's the danger in going my own way

Another Beautiful Day In Missouri
It's finally here!!! We have been so busy with bike sales! LOVE IT! the weather has broke, and everyonw is wanting to ride!! Can't wait until our Big April Fools Day ride, we had over 140 last year and I hope I can make it bigger this year!!!!

Jesus Christ Superstar - Act 13 - The Arrest / The Denial / The Trial Before Pilate.
Yes, this is three parts in one. It starts off with Judas coming into the garden of Gethsemane with the Priests and kissing Jesus on the cheek to identify him since they couldn't find him in the thousands of people and because it's not now - so there aren't cameras or anything. Then there is the arrest, where they arrest him and his apostles flip out, but he tells them to calm down. Now, the people in black that you see asking him all the questions and attacking him are his own followers. They are people from earlier. From the Temple, from the Crowd. Not his Apostles, exactly, but the other people he helped. They are turning on him now. There is also them confronting Peter about being with Jesus because they catch him and he denies ever knowing Jesus because he's afraid of being killed. And lastly, there is the trial before Pilate. Jesus is finally arrested and brought before Pilate, but since Pilate had that dream he wants nothing to do with Jesus. He doesn't want to be th

When Irish Eyes Are Smiling
When Irish eyes are smiling, Sure it's like a morn in Spring. In the lilt of Irish laughter, You can hear the angels sing! When Irish eyes are happy, All the world seems bright and gay, And when Irish eyes are smiling, Sure they steal your heart away. May your mornings bring joy and your evenings bring peace... May your troubles grow less as your blessings increase! May neighbors respect you, Trouble neglect you, The angels protect you, And heaven accept you. May the mist of Irish magic shorten every road... And may all your friends remember all the favors you are owed!

Technical Support
OK, I don't want to get anyone mad at me for stating what I have to put on here. Quite often, I have been asked for help with computer problems, by various people. The first time I am asked for help, I don't mind giving it for no charge. But if people keep coming back to me and asking for more help, isn't it fair to charge a small fee for my services? I have over 15 years of experience in the computer field, and I have the ability and knowledge to fix almost any computer problem put in front of me. Most independent technical support people charge in the area of $70-$80/hr for their services. I am Dell certified, and I have every right to charge that amount, but I try to play the nice guy and cut that price in half, and typically charge $40/hr for providing technical support. I have a verbal guarantee that if I am unable to repair a problem placed in front of me within the first hour, I will not charge for my time. To this point, there haven't been many times where I was unabl

~~offending Affirmative Action Slugs~~
SCHOOL ANSWERING MACHINE (This is hilarious - no wonder some people were offended!) This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School (California) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their ! < FONT face=Papyrus>classes. The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: * To lie about why your child is absent -

My Last Night!
Yep. Tonight is my last night home all alone, and I feel like ending things with a bang! Wanna chat? Play? Discuss complicated theories of alternate universes? Or somthing more decadent? Hit me up on Yahoo IM! Just leave me a messgae here and I'll give you all the details!

Friday 3/9/07
I'm really bored today so I hope I can find something fun to get into, I know for sure that I'm listening to DJ Crackerjack on Crush FM later on and chatting in their room if the site is back up but other than that I have no clue lol.

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
ok they are total ASS HOLES in real life but say what ya want about Oasis the Gallagher bros are great musicians and singers and this song was like the staple of my music collection throughout high school Enjoy Oasis - Wonderwall Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat, the word is on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you But I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've some

I See Her
I SEE HER I see her. She reclines in her brown, randomly engraved rocker. I can see she's got a fish hanging from her ear and its got a third lip. He wears a peculiar smile which reflects a light just so it calls your name. She's quilting a lampshade made from fallen sparrows' wings, and fish scales sequin it's outer shell. The shade is embroidered with long, white locks tangled from her head and entwined between her quivering, wrinkled, quilting hands. Her cheeks make you want to slap them like a firm hand against a babe's ass. By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.

Showing Love For The Lestat Dark Covent Family
just wanted to send out some love to the family for all the warm greetings and friends that added us when we joined them. thank you to all the family members. i know there are some that i have yet been able to add on cuz the family is growing at a quick rate.So to the family, we love you guys and hope to become friends with the rest of the family. take care all and blessed be!!

Limbo
i stand here in limbo not sure what to do i should be walk but that i can not do wondering if i can love afar not sure if i want to do knowing full well that is something i can't do but my yearning for you is so great hard for me you see maybe i should walk away and leave it be my lust for you is strong my love for you has begun you have brought back emotions that where once gone

My Vampire Personality Whats Urs
You scored as Deacon Frost. Yeah you are the take no prisoners it's my way no matter what type. You do whatever the hell you like and make no apoligies for it. The tempermental vamp surrounded by lots of hot chick vampiresMarius100%Armand100%Deacon Frost100%Blade75%Spike75%Akasha75%Dracula75%Louis67%Angel58%Lestat33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

I Hate It
I hate it when you walk away I hate i when you don't call me back I hate it when you put me down I hate it when you call me names I hate it when you put your hands on me I hate it when you cheat on me I hate it when you lie I hate it when you don't answer my calls I hate it when you make me cry I hate it when you said you would never leave I hate it when you did I hate it when you push me away I hate it when you don't say i love you I hate it when you don't come around I hate it that your out of jail I hate it that you left me for my friend I hate it when i see you with her I hate it that you don't see what i see I just hate you all the way

Some Of My Early Life
Well I found out something. I found out that my dad was a truck driver at the time we all got put in the childrens home. What happen was he came home one to many times and found us alone and dirty with dirty clothes on. So he took us to children services and dropped us off. I have no idea where or what my mother was doing at the time or why no adult was watching us. Some people say I shouldn't let that bother me. But most of those people never had anything like that happen to them. They got to grow up knowing there bio parents and siblings if they had any. But I know in my heart that my mother and father both loved us. And they know and know they did wrong. So am I mad at them. No. Upset at them. Yes because they didn't love us enough back then to keep us kids together. Am I wrong to feel this way?

We Are The Other People
We Are the Other People by Oberon (Otter) Zell "Ding-dong!" goes the doorbell. Is it Avon calling? Or maybe even Ed McMahon with my three million dollars? No, it's Jehovah's Witnesses again, just wanting to have a nice little chat about the Bible... Boy, did they ever come to the wrong house! So we invite them in: "Enter freely and of your own will..." (Hey, it's Sunday morning, nothing much going on, why not have a little entertainment?) Diane and I amuse ourselves watching their expressions as they check out the living room: great horned owl on the back of my chair; ceremonial masks and medicine skulls of dragons and unicorns on the wall; crystals, wands, staffs, swords; lots of Goddess figures and several altars; boa constrictors draped in amorous embrace over the elk horn; white doves sitting in the hanging planters; cats and weasels underfoot; iron dragon snorting steam atop the wood stove; posters and paintings of wizards and dinosaurs and witchy women, some proudly naked;

We Are The Other People - Continued
Get that? Yahweh himself admits that he had lied! In fact, and in Yahweh's own words, the Serpent spoke the absolute truth! And moreover, Yahweh tells the rest of the Pantheon that he intends to evict Adam (and presumably Eve as well) to keep them from gaining immortality to go with their newly-acquired divine knowledge. To prevent them, in other words, from truly becoming gods! So who, in this story, comes off as a benefactor of humanity, and who comes off as a tyrant? THE SERPENT NEVER LIED! This story, to digress slightly, bears a remarkable resemblance to a contemporary tale from ancient Greece. In that version, the Serpent (later identified as Lucifer, the Light-Bearer) may be equated with the heroic titan Prometheus, who championed humanity against the tyranny of Zeus, who wished for people to be mere slaves of the gods. Prometheus, whose name means "forethought," gave people wisdom, intelligence, and fire stolen from Olympus. Moreover, he ordained the portions of animal sacrif

According To A Man
ACCORDING TO A MAN THE 17 WAYS WOMEN FAIL IN BED: 1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's dick don't grab it like a bus rail and start jerking it like you were milking a cow. Don't use the love sword as if it's a piece of gym equipment to strengthen the forearms. The male organ is a thing of wonder and beauty, and should be awed, worshiped and held tenderly at all times. The sensitive part is at the top (where your face should be), not two thirds of the way down. 2. ROBOTS: When sucking a guy's dick don't just get on the end of the thing and jam your head back and forward. It's a beautiful instrument; it should be caressed, inspected, kissed and licked from every possible angle. 3. SILENT FRIGHT: If you've come and cannot be coerced to scream to show your appreciation, at least make some sort of sign to inform the guy that he's done his duty and can blow his biscuits whenever he wants. 4. NO LAUGHING MATTER: Don't laugh if your creative male lover gets carried a

If I Was Yours.....
If I Was Yours... 1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gave you mine woul

My Site
Just wanted to let my friends know that I have an adult chat forum.It has forums,arcade games,casino games,free porn,videos,live chat,great people,and free porn... We are a new site and need some love,like I said it's my site so why not stop on by and show me some love!!! OutKastsFreaks

Staining The Pure
In the dark I spoiled you numb Your nightmares roaming Into a twilight of a bleeding comet Staining the pure Sweet vengeance stalking my mind Standing still on this one way street Nothing sweeter then your blessed feet Walk on my tortured ground Feel my thorns that I wear apon this crown Breath in my toxin and put down the muse Stain the pure With your poison and lure in the dead Feast tonight on a soul Feening the grace of such fragileness Petals within the blooming angel Feed on her rage Shaken and torn Bleeding alive Staining the pure.

Couples Horoscope
Dear Kimberly, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Monday, March 12: Your good energy will help you put the finishing touches on something that is so big that your partner might not really believe it's true. Give them all the time they need to fully absorb it.

2 Old Men
2 Old guys Two very elderly friends, Keith and Eugene, met in the park every day to feed the pigeons, watch the squirrels and discuss world problems. One day Eugene didn't show up. Keith didn't think much about it, figured maybe he had a cold or some such. But after Eugene hadn't shown up for a week or so, Keith really got worried. However, the only time they ever got together anymore (they used to play a lot of golf together) was at the park, and Keith couldn't remember where Eugene lived so he was unable to find out what had happened to him. A month passed and Keith figured old Eugene had gone to his heavenly reward, but one day Keith approached the park and, lo and behold, there sat Eugene! Keith was very excited and happy to see him and told him so! Then he said, "For crying out loud Eugene, what happened to you???" Eugene replied, "I have been in jail." "Jail???" cried Keith. "What in the world for???" "Well," Eugene said, "You know Sue, that cute little

What American Accent Do You Have
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Inland North You may think you speak "Standard English straight out of the dictionary" but when you step away from the Great Lakes you get asked annoying questions like "Are you from Wisconsin?" or "Are you from Chicago?" Chances are you call carbonated drinks "pop."Philadelphia The Northeast The Midland The South Boston The West North Central

Life
Hello all in the world of the flesh. I was just sitting here thinking ,so I decided to collect my thoughts here. Life is what you make it nothing more ,or less. I made some decisions a log time ago that almost cost me everything.I have now come to realize that this is my life.My choices. My. faith . I can do what I want, when I want, with who I want. This is my life and I am going to live it the way I want . I am not going to allow people to control me ,or scold me cause this is the bold me . I have been revamped to recamp on the grounds call life . Here I am world .Deal with it .

My Soul
So, this is my first blog on cherry tap. I've written a couple on myspace and I suppose it was time to write one here. Just wanted to share alittle about me I guess. I've been feeling lately like a lost soul. I often find myself thinking that i'll never find the one that knocks me off my feet. I want to feel those butterflies. I want to be left breathless after a kiss. I want to lay next to someone and just feel completely at peace inside. I want to actually miss someone when they are not around me. I guess all this is too much to ask. I want to melt at the touch of his hand on my body. I want to breathe in deep and savor every inch of him. I guess i'm the hopeless romantic. Maybe i'm crazy or insane for thinking this actually exists out there. Why are men so scared to take their girl in his arms in public and just share a kiss? Why are they so scared to feel their soul on fire just by the touch of her lips across his hips, or the way her fingers move down his back? Why

Am I Your Narcotic?
Wandering aimlessly along the path of my own destruction. I am raised untouched and never powered by the pity so many hold. Past in a circle rotation between the variety of different cultures of man. Some find hope. Some find a stiff piece of wood between their legs. Some find power. Some find peace. Some find things that I didnt even knew could be found. To some my existence is just another game. Maybe just a float by conversation igniting the true meaning of what a woman is to someone. Who cares what definition I am to people. Never seems to come out clear in the english language anywayz. Some try to understand. Some try to define. Some very carefully pick apart everything left open. Airborne for the moments of words I give and the feeling of a glossy place. Just a slug trail, eventually washed away in the rain. Some hang on. Some beg for more. Some cant get enough. To some......I am fix of something surreal. Narcicism is a beautiful attribute that one can possess. I have it

How Could He
How could he I lay in despair Tears running down my cheeks I stare at the ceiling Close my eyes for a while Anger boiling inside of me How could he? Take advantage of someone so sweet how dare he? Lay his hands on her and forcefully hurt her I want to rip his eyes out and make him hurt Cry - feel the pain she felt as he lay helpless as his body took advantage of hers She can't sleep Thinking about that night All she see's is his face The flashbacks hurting her every time She opened up to me I lay there as she spoke Tears in her eyes as well as in mine Anger building inside of me with every word she spoke I hurt for her I felt for her Silently, I wished I could take the pain away. Hold her in my arms Tell how much I care But she knows She knows I would kill for her That I love her She means a lot to me And just like she's been there for me I'll be there for her She's like a goddess, Strong-spirited, Funny, Beautiful... But behind the smil

Every Day
Every Day Every day I want to say my life is ok But when I think about it my life really is not When I think about what other people say I really wish I was ok But all I need to care about is what god, my friends and family say But some how I steal wish I could kill myself Every day I think my life is going to get better But it keeps getting worst People get mad at me when I cut myself I try so hard to stop but Satan keeps telling me to cut myself Every day I wish I could be ok where I don’t have to worry about hiding my scars Every day I fell like no one cares if I live or die Every day I brake down and say it’s not worth it and why should I stay Every day I set alone and cry and wish I could

A Poem, Inspired By My T
A cry for help not reached in time A shout in the dark only heard by my mind A note to the one person who understood Tears form as i look back I gave it all to you You shall take it with you until i gasp my last breath I wanted to show you the world You took it away the day you walked away Time is not a friend of mine I lost myself long ago Nothing changed Better to let myself go Pain is all i feel Pain is all i know Nothing can numb me anymore Places remind me of you Pieces of things remind me of what used to be I fell and never got back up Take me down Show the world what i have done Broken in more ways then one Scars tell a tale all on there own A ring around my neck Now no more suffering No more cries into the night No more shouting at your picture No more thinking of what used to be I have given up Given up all hope Now there is no more Nothing more to say Nothing more to do I never forgot you And now you will never forget me

Another Song....
I dont know how many of yall know this song but some gurls in my class were singing it and it has been stuck up in my lil ol head!!! check it Song: S.E.X. Artist: Lyfe Jennings Intro:] Hey yo you, You see most cats would take adavantage of you right now But I aint gon do that, you heard Imma give you the game, right Imma give it to you because I dont want somebody to give my little girl the game So she could find her s.e.x. [Verse 1:] Life's a trip Heard you just turn 17 and finally got some hips Hustlers on the block go crazy when you lick your lips But they just want relations, they dont want relationships (Welcome to the real world) It aint the same Fellas old enough to be your daddy know your name Everybody's talkin bout how much that girl dun changed Cant quite put your finger on it but you feel it's strange Like's it's fire in your vains [Chorus:] Girl it's just your s.e.x. Momma's secret And daddy gon go crazy when he finds

When We Say Goodnight
When We Say Goodnight When we say goodnite it's like the end of a dream, There is no going back to where we have been, My arms cannot hold you my kisses are gone, You can no longer listen to my sweet love song. God only knows how I long to be there, In each others arms our love we may share, To go untouched and say our goodbye, In my bed I can hear my heart softly cry. I awake in the morning and a vision of you, Standing before me like you always do, Beautiful smile and brown sparkling eyes, A reminder of summer and clear cloudless skies. When I reach out to hold you it's then that I find, You're not really there but just in my mind, But you seem so real standing there by my bed, That I swear your presence is not in my head. The day unfolds and I still see you here, So close that my arms could draw you so near, Whispering my name and calling to me, I walk slowly toward you but then I can't see. You have quietly left me and now I must rest, My heart nee

It Won't Be Me
All night your words will come back to me pounding pummeling scraping grasping tearing crushing dessimating my soul What was left of it anyway It won't be me you said It never was you you never gave what I gave You never held your heart out with your fragile hands and handed it to me without any question even though you had been hurt too You never gave me all I gave you all I had It wasn't much I have even less now More like nothing But I gave you what I had because you understood and you kissed the tears away and you held me when I was broken There aren't any more talks through to sunrise There aren't any more phone calls to see how I am doing No more telling me that my smile can cure anything That my eyes are the most beautiful thing you've ever seen That my soul is beautiful and there is no one like me It's all gone. You are gone and I

Chapter Five
FIVE When I enlisted in the Army I gave my family and friends some of the best bull I’ve ever made up. I had to. I was only seventeen, which meant that I had to have Mom’s consent. I went on about how I would have a guaranteed paycheck every month, how I would be able to send money home to Mom to help with the costs of raising Marc, which I did, at least for a while. I explained how I would learn skills that would be useful to me my entire life; sprinkle with just a bit more crap for taste. The truth of the matter was that I was beginning a cycle that would last for the rest of my life, at least up until now; since I’ve finally identified it. I was running away. I blame Dad for starting that. Georgia, California, Florida, West Virginia, all before I was in the fourth grade. I blame Mom for continuing it. Two cities in West Virginia and three different moves inside Mississippi before I graduated high school. I did the math once. The longest we ever stayed in any one place before

Friendship Garden
Friendship Garden Friends, like flowers, come in all shapes and sizes, They are quick to our side when the need arises. They add variety and interest to our lives, Without them we wonder if we could even survive. They make a cloudy day seem sunny, Sometimes they are serious, other times funny. Our best interest they have at heart, And always are sad when it is time to part!

Humpday Sweeties
Hey sweeties sorry I havent been on much. Been alot going on then I got my sons virus and been in the bed for 2 days. I guess I am feeling better makes you feel bad thats for sure. I wanted to check in and make sure you know I havent just stranded you guys... You know what today is hump day!!!! Have a good one sweeties..Lorie http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Imagine Me By Kirk Franklin
This song touches me in ways I can't describe. I know what it feels like to hurt, be ridiculed and I want to imagine bouncing back from that pain. I know that I can't do this alone. Imagine me Loving what I see when the mirror looks at me cause I I imagine me In a place of no insecurities And I'm finally happy cause I imagine me Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me Cause they never did deserve me Can you imagine me? Saying no to thoughts that try to control me Remembering all you told me Lord, can you imagine me? Over what my mama said And healed from what my daddy did And I wanna live and not read that page again [Chorus:] Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally finally I can... Imagine me I admit it was hard to see You being in love with someone like me But finally I can... Imagine me Being strong And not letting people break me down You won't get that joy this time around Can you imagine me? In a world (in a world) where nobody has to l

Ooh Child By Donnie Mcclurkin With Kirk Franklin
If you're down, if you're depressed...Remember this! Kirk Franklin Intro: Ooh, ha ha, ha ha It's your nephew, with uncle Donnie. Now I know things of the world looking crazy right now, and you don't know what's gonna happen next. But this is a word of encouragement for you boo. Uncle Donnie sing. Chorus (x2): Ooh child Things are gonna get easier Ooh child Things will get brighter Verse 1: Someday yes We'll put it together and we'll get it all done Someday When the world is much brighter Someday yes We'll walk in the rays of the beautiful sun Someday When the world is much brighter Chorus 2: Ooh child Things are gonna get easier Jus' you wait and see Things will get brighter yea Come my baby boy Things are gonna get easier Baby girl Things will get brighter Repeat Verse 1: Kirk Franklin Bridge: If you tired of the crying come on (come on) If you tired of people dying come on (come on) If you tired of the fighting co

Very Bored
50 ODD Things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you! 1. Do you like cheese? yes 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? No. 3. Do you own a gun? a pellet gun 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? yes 6. What do you think of hot dogs? immigrant poop 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Holy Night 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? juice 9. Can you do push ups? yes 10. Is your bathroom clean? pretty much 11. What's your favorite piece of jewlery? earrings 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? I don't have one...which is probably why they don't stay interested very long 14. Do you have friends? yes 15. Do you miss someone? yes 16. Middle Name? Lynn 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? 1. where's my fucking Snapple? 2. I think I'm going to be "sick" and call off tomorrow 3. I wish I could find that bi

Indian Toilet Paper
Indian Toilet Paper An Indian walks into a trading post and asks for toilet paper. The clerk asks if he would like no name, Charmin, or White Cloud. "White Cloud sounds like good Indian toilet paper," says the Indian. "How much is it?" "$1.00 a roll," the clerk replies. "That seems pretty expensive," responds the Indian. "What about the others?" "Charmin is $2.00 a roll, and no name is 50 cents a roll." The Indian doesn't have much money, so he opts for the no name. Within a few hours, he is back at the trading post. "I have a name for the no name toilet paper," he announces to the clerk. "We shall call it John Wayne." "Why?" asks the confused clerk. "Cause it's rough and it's tough and it don't take no shit off an Indian."

The Mule
The Mule -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary. Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town, and on this special occasion, a local newspaper reporter paid them a visit. He inquired as to the secret of their long and happy marriage "Well," explained the husband, "it all goes back to our honeymoon. We visited the Grand Canyon and took a trip down to the bottom of the canyon by pack mule. "We hadn't gone too far when my wife's mule stumbled. My wife quietly said 'That's once.' We proceeded a little farther when the mule stumbled again. Once more my wife quietly spoke: 'That's twice.' We hadn't gone a half-mile when the mule stumbled a third time. My wife promptly removed a revolver from her purse, hopped down off the beast, and shot the mule dead. "I started to protest over her treatment of the mule when she looked at me and quietly said, 'That's once.'"

Wake Up And Take A Stand
With the ever so presences of the Jew in American society, the laws that are passed by the influence of such Jews and the brainwashing the Jews do daily with their control of the media, one is hard-pressed to find the truth amongst all the lies. From the earliest stages of life the Jew shapes our people and the people of others how they see fit, they lie to our faces and steal from our people yet we allow this to continue. We lost control of our nation as soon as we allowed the Jew to place his leftist spin on our media, we lost control once we as the American tax payers started forking over the billions of dollars to Israel and we continue to play possum when it comes to uniting and fighting as one to regain our society. No longer do we as the American people have the will to put our foot down and say enough is enough, no longer are we willing to tell the would be destroyers of the world that we are no longer willing to die in order to protect stolen land, no longer are we willing

The One Who Broke My Heart
The one who broke my heart I'll never forget the person, who made my body weak Who always thought he was right, and never let me speak I'll never forget the father, who hid me away out of sight, And I'll never forget how he scared me, how he gave me such a fright I'll never forget the insults and the names And how he always looked so deeply ashamed I'll always remember the heartache every time he spoke And how hurting me so badly, to him was just a joke I'll never forget the loneliness or how he made me feel How hard I tried to show him, that I had feelings, I was real I never was his daughter, I never was his pride I was nothing special, so I was told to hide While the other was shown all the love, lived off all the cheers I was in the background, staring into a dark world close to tears The world I lived in had no light, never had a thing to show But now I've learned that I must move on, it's time for me to go

Remembering Never
Remembering never Cold Shoulder On A Hot Summers Day Side by side can we see together if not forever. Loneliness is a compound word to me. Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? As I look in the mirror I see you and I fading. Maybe fading but I am still waiting. Time is supposed to heal but I hate hours compared to days. Without you time just flows slower because it is the issues that matter in the end. Time is supposed to heal so why does it still hurt? Why does it hurt? Loneliness is a compound word to me. Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? Because its the issues that matter most in the end to me. Time is supposed to heal so why does it still hurt? Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? As I look in the mirror I see you and I fading. Maybe fading but I am still waiting. Time is supposed to heal so why does it hurt? Why does it hurt? Thus far I have had the time of my lif

Tickle Me Elmo
There is a factory in Northern Minnesota Which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM the next day at 8:45am. There is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new emplyee.He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so he and 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up.At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The 2 men watch in amazement as she cuts a little piece

Two Old Ladies
Two old ladies are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke, when it starts to rain. One of the old ladies pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking. Maude: What in the hell is that? Mabel: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet. Maude: Where did you get it? Mabel! : You can get them at any drugstore. The next day, Maude hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers. "Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel." The pharmacist fainted.

The Promise
Words uttered softly tumbling from lips gently parted, sighing on the wind. Never heard… do they count? The heart knows what the mind denies and once uttered cannot be erased. Words sworn upon the heart shall not be taken in vain, for they have the power of love to free them, so they can soar on the winds of change. To taste freedom, To feel love, To hear joy given so freely so your words can fly free and promises can be made real. ~Selene © 2007

I Am Me
I know I’m not your ideal. I cannot be And never Will I change Who I am To fit What you think I should be. I am me. I am Moonlight on sparkling water, I am the laughter of a child, I am the seed of a garden Planted in winter, I am the potential of your heart’s desire. I cannot be What you want With your eyes, And I cannot be What you desire With your mind. I am not weak Nor fearful Nor damaged by life. I can only be As strong as Faith, As light as Hope, As free as Desire, Never shackled by Fear. I cannot be your ideal. I can only be… Me. ~Selene © 2007

Excuses
Last night I was trading messages with Jemitha & told her that 1) Cleveland is a sort of strange place in which to live and 2) I'd blog about it -- but the more I thought about it today the more complicated the whole idea got, so I think I'm gonna have to actually write out what I wanna say first then post it. Over the weekend will be a better time. I also mentioned that I loved Brooklyn NY, having stayed there for a while in 1985 when I was playing in a band, and I was sort of sorry that I'd come back here. But that's water long under the bridge - no use me complaining about it now.

Fools Die
The lips of the righteous teaches many but fools die for want of wisdom The rich man's wealth is in the city Fixation of the soul is vanity Destruction of the poor is their poverty the poor man's wealth is in a holy, holy place Why do you fight eachother mmmm Why do you kill your brother Then your reward will be the cemetery Your reward will be in the cemetary We got to build a better nation Clean up, clean up Jah creation Or there will be no future for you, you and me The lips of the righteous teaches many but fools die for want of wisdom The rich mans wealth is in the city Fixation of the soul is vanity ooh destruction of poor people is poverty The poor man wealth is in a holy, holy place

~~a Pilot Speaks Out About Profiling At Our Airports~~
The paper stated today that some Muslim doctor is saying we are profiling him because he has been checked three times while getting on an airplane. Here's a proposed response: (A Letter From An American Airlines Pilot) This well spoken man, who is a pilot with American Airlines, says what is in his heart beautifully ..read, absorb and pass on....it's time to get answers from those who claim their terrorist members do not represent them...why are their leaders not LOUDLY AND FIERCELY AND CONTINUOUSLY condemning their visible murderous brethren. YOU WORRY ME! By American Airlines Pilot Captain John Maniscalco "I've been trying to say this since 9-11 but you worry me. I wish you didn't. I wish when I walked down the streets of this country that I love, that your color and culture still blended with the beautiful human landscape we enjoy in this country. But you don't blend in anymore. I notice you, and it worries me. I notice you because I can't help it anymore. People f

How Precious Is Life?
(03/15/07-- FAYETTEVILLE) - Two rival ACC fans are finding the true meaning of friendship and brotherly love. The two will soon share the gift of life as one of the men donates his kidney to the other. When it comes to sports, especially basketball, Kenny Locklear says he's always been a N.C. State fan. "All my life," he said. Artie Stewart says he has always been a Carolina fan. "I just love Carolina," he said. "Loved them all my life." The two are as far apart as can be, but they will soon become closer than brothers. That's because the Wolfpack fan is giving one of his kidneys to the Tar Heel fan. If you think that's a miracle, they do too. "The way I see this thing, God put Artie in my path ten years ago because he [knew] what was going to happen to Artie," said Locklear, State fan. The two met at church and when Locklear heard Stewart needed a kidney, he volunteered. Tests showed the two are a perfect match. "I believe it was God that did it, and I can't thank

Forming A Solid D/s Relationship
Forming A Solid D/s Relationship by jade The ultimate goal for a submissive is to meet the dominant of their dreams and form a relationship that is mutually beneficial and satisfying. Accomplishing this is not always easy and it requires some work and a lot of patience. There are several major pitfalls encountered in this task. Here are a few and some help in avoiding them. * Rushing into a relationship before the proper foundation has been laid. * Not being prepared for this type of commitment and knowing your limits. * Lacking communication skills in expressing needs and desires in the relationship. * Failure to map out a clear list of expectations and obligations within the relationship. * Expecting too much too soon. Being in a hurry has probably brought on more heartaches than any single thing we hear about when discussing failed relationships. Those submissive urges can be very strong and sometimes overpower common sense unless you really keep things from getting o

Untitled....
I love that look that would be in your eyes right before you blindfold me I love that feel of surrendering to you Just as much as when you would surrender to me Love and lust are intertwined as one Keeping us all wanting for new times to come Pain and pleasure meet at a thin line Knowing not to cross it will let you know your mine. It’s not about being submissive or dominant It’s all about knowing what you love down deep inside I think the true fun comes in knowing that it’s fun to switch sides This all runs deep inside me a dark side made for fun Would you like to come and play with me one day? Do you want to have some fun? Would you like to feel a joy so complete? Just reach out and take my hand I will lead you to my wicked, wicked little play land …. Poetry In Motion “Mario” http://www.myspace.com/dying_poet http://blog.myspace.com/dying_poet

Happy St Pattys Day
Here's to hoping.. Theres pot at every rainbows end. You remember to share it with your friends. Theres always a steady flow of cash and no one ever finds your stash. Nothing is green that shouldnt be It doesnt burn when you pee. You will have everything you need without being consumed by greed. You never see a green man with funny shoes If you do, lay off the booze. If today started yucky you have all day to get lucky! Happy St Patricks Day from me to you

Ivory Tower
IVORY TOWER You sit back believing everything you do and say is alright and you have me to blame That all this is my fault me alone I'm the one to blame As you sit up high in your Ivory Tower looking down upon us mere mortals Maybe you should realize none of us are perfect and we make mistakes as none of us sit up high in an Ivory Tower What right do you have to play judge and jury to condemn me You should realize that you are not perfect just like me

We Have Freedom Because Of You
We Have Freedom Because of You There are troops stationed over seas, Fighting for freedom, fighting for people like me. The Army, Navy, Air Force, and the Marines, Heroes of all races camouflaged in brown and green. Still as statues so boldly they stand, Helmets on their heads, and a weapon in their hands. A thousand yard stare with their heads held high, They salute to the red, white and blue as it rises in the sky. There is a platoon stationed over seas, Fighting for freedom, fighting for people like me. They come from all different states in the USA, But freedom doesn't come free as most people say. Left by right they stay by each others sides, Without people like them we wouldn't have American pride. They stick by each other when times are rough, But every person in the platoon is mentally and physically tough. There is a soldier stationed over seas, Fighting for freedom, fighting for people like me. The young individual so brave and st

End It Or Save It
Glory be to the ending. Ending of the place that no one has a face. Face the world as if it were your own. Own up to the spot where you left her sitting. Sitting in the dark is no way to progress. Progress is only as good as the paper reads. Reads into the folder where the last moment stands waiting. Waiting for the demon to come get you is not what you want. Want to have all the messages imprinted in gold as if to say goodbye. Goodbye is not what she is prepared for. For there are far better ways to go through life than this. This is not a story that pends on the versus of mind. Mind yourself wise as you are not sure what you are loosing. Loosing is only the gain to the next game peice. Piece together all the words you were given and respond. Respond within the time alotted and she will rise and grab you. You have no conception where it is we are and no one really does. Does this mean that a squirrel gave up on the nut becuase it rolled in the lake. Lake by the side

We Have Freedom Because Of You..
We Have Freedom Because of You There are troops stationed over seas, Fighting for freedom, fighting for people like me. The Army, Navy, Air Force, and the Marines, Heroes of all races camouflaged in brown and green. Still as statues so boldly they stand, Helmets on their heads, and a weapon in their hands. A thousand yard stare with their heads held high, They salute to the red, white and blue as it rises in the sky. There is a platoon stationed over seas, Fighting for freedom, fighting for people like me. They come from all different states in the USA, But freedom doesn't come free as most people say. Left by right they stay by each others sides, Without people like them we wouldn't have American pride. They stick by each other when times are rough, But every person in the platoon is mentally and physically tough. There is a soldier stationed over seas, Fighting for freedom, fighting for people like me. The young individual so brave and st

The Great American Problem
The thing i despies the most in america is the silent majority. It has cost us lot of freedoms here in america. everytime the politician write a new bill that take our liberty and comfortabilty. There is way to much of a common bond between us in the majority. Im not talk about black white christian, islam, or neither democrat or republian. Cant belive we let these leader of evil convince us it a region rascial or its a polical party thing to gain their own interrest. I belive it time for us to start stick up for oursevles take america back in the direction our fore father intend. Take america back in direction of being a goverment for the people, by the people and new opptunities for non ciztens. The only way this is acheviing is speak up for what you belive. If something is weighting heavy on your heart let a politian know , the media or VOTE!!!!! Speak up stop siting back and take it.

My Fears Have Manifested
What do you know, I am left without a place to stay. I was unable to borrow any money from the few friends I seen this weekend. Now I am lost and upset wondering what to do. I got to see some great friends that I have missed terribly and apparently they missed me too. I didn't get any new ink but managed to talked to my tattoo artist. I don't know what to do.

A Message From Heaven...
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know I'll miss you too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, An took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind, All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much yet to do, It seemed impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could j

Love Is ...
It's having someone to be with Someone you can't be without It's wanting to hold them every second That's what its all about. It's the happiness you feel When everythings gone wrong It's the way you sit there And think of crazy love songs. It's the sadness in your heart When you know their not there It's the safeness you have When you are feeling scared. It's the hope you have When everythings gone It's the dreams you hold When your alone. It's having someone to talk to When noone else is listening It's being so in love That nothing in your life is missing. It's knowing I love you And I'll love you forever It's thinking of you every second Thats what true love is!

Life Views
You Are Internal - Realist - Powerful You feel your life is controlled internally. If you want something, you make it happen. You don't wait around for things to go your way. You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think!The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

Why You Shouldn't Sell Amway Products!
Woman Allegedly Orders Dogs To Attack Salesperson (CBS4) LAKELAND A Lakeland woman was charged with battery with a deadly weapon after she allegedly ordered her two dogs to attack a door-to-door salesperson. 36-year old Amber Gilbert allegedly ordered her two dogs, a German shepherd and a Belgian Malinois, to go after Sennie Yeager who was selling cleaning products. Yeager was knocked to the ground and bitten on her back side. Yeager and a witness both told investigators that they heard Gilbert say, "Get her." Gilbert admitted to the Polk County Sheriff’s Department that her dogs have been trained to respond to verbal commands, but only if those commands are in Dutch.

Survey
THE LETTER A. 1. Are you avaliable?: Yes 2. What is your age?:34 3. What annoys you?: Liars and Cheaters THE LETTER B. 1. Do you know anyone named Billy?: Yes He's a Pirck 2.WHen is your birthday?: february 19th 3. Who is your best friend?: for real? Heather. for here? Bre THE LETTER C. 1. What's your favorite candy?: ummm... no. 2. Who's your crush?: she knows who she is 3.the last time you cried?: Friday THE LETTER D. 1. Do you daydream?: occasionally... but not everyday... 2. What's your favorite kind of dog? German Sheppard. 3. What day of the week is it?: monday! THE LETTER E.-- 1. How do you like your eggs?: Sunny Side Up 2.Have you ever been to the emergency room? more times than i can count. . 3. What's the easiest thing ever to do? spend Money THE LETTER F. 1. Have you ever flown in a plane?: More times than I can Count. i love it. 2. Do you use fly swatters?: No 3. Have you ever used a foghorn?: yeah... THE LETTER G. 1. Do you chew gum?: no 2

*sighs*
today was interesting. that fight from this morning turned into a major hoopla! ah well. the day is almost over and i go to hang out with Ms. Chris. ...happiness is...going to see Chris' random self be... well... random. =) maybe i can get her to dance for me again tonight!

To Catch A Rainbow #48
To catch a rainbow you must go To where it begins or maybe Im wrong and it's a means to an end. To catch a rainbow, is more than one persons dream Yet is the magic all that it seems. To catch a rainbow you must hold on tight and believe in the dream with All your might.

Monday 3/19/07
Just a quick entry tonight as there isn't much for me to write about tonight. I just got the new Phreik chat toolbar and it is so awesome! it has their official radio,site links, weather, mail and everything on it. I like it better than some of the other toolbars out there that I've tried in the past. All this food talk in the Mumms tonight has made me hungry even though I've eaten dinner already, so I'm gonna end this here and go get a snack before bed lol. Good night all.

Idea Of A Friend...
In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one. *In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls. *In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully. *In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus. *In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with Nasty Nick or Smelly Susan. *In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you. *In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said

19 Questions That Should Make You Think
1. if you could have only one possession in the entire world, what would it be? My pictures of my children.. 2. if you had to choose between your friends and your family, who would you choose?would have to be my children 3. if you could have only one wish, what would it be? to live to see my children live long, happy and prosperous lives 4. if you found out that you had a month to live and only a month, what would you do with your month? spend each day learning something new and video every day of it spending time and doing things with my children that ive always wanted to do so that they would have happy memories of my last days! 5. if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?Italy.. 6. if you got a trillion dollars, what would you do with it?pay off of my debts, family and friends debts set them all up comfortably, give alot to multiple charities, then I'd travel... 7. if you got a trillion dollars and couldn't spend a penny of it on yourself, what wo

Great Irish Joke
A pair of Irish ditch diggers were repairing some roadside damage directly across the street from a house of ill repute when they saw a Protestant Reverend lurking about and then ducking into the house. "Would ya look at that, Darby!" said Paddy. "What a shameful disgrace, those Protestant reverends sinning in a house the likes of that place!" They both shook their heads in disgust and continued their work. A short time later they watched as a Rabbi looked around cautiously and then darted into the house when he was satisfied no one had spied him. "Did ya see that, Darby?", Paddy asked the other in shock and disbelief. "Is nothing holy to those Jewish people? I just can't understand what the world is coming to these days. A man of the cloth indulging himself in sins of the flesh. 'Tis a shame, I tell ya!" A little while later they saw a third man, a Catholic Priest, lurking about the house looking around to see if any one was watching, and then quietly sneaking in the

A Fun Test...
> > First Question: > > You are participating in a race. You overtake the > second person. What > position are you in? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Answer: > > If you answered that you are first, then you are > absolutely wrong > > If you overtake the second person and you take his > place, you are > second > > > > Try not to screw up in the next question. > > To answer the second question, don't take as much > time as you took > for the first question. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Second Question: > > If you overtake the last person, then you are... > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Answer: > > If you answered that you are second to last, then > you are wrong > again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST person? > > > > > > > > > > > > >

Our Very Own Ice Princess Is In The Sexiest Moms Contest She Nees Our Help (asking All Members Of The Fff To Help Her Out)
ALRIGHT ALL YOU COWGIRL AND COWBOYS OF CHERRY TAP OUR VERY OWN ICE PRINCESS IS IN THE SEXIEST MOM CONTEST AND SHE HAS CAME TO US FOR HELP ON THIS CONTEST ITS BEEN ALONG TIME SINCE THE GANG HAS REALLY PULLED TOGETHER SO LETS SHOW HER WHAT THE COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CHERRY TAP ARE REALLY MADE OF REMEMBER WHAT WE ARE REALLY ABOUT AND HOW MUCH RESPECT AND LOVE WE HAD FOR EACH OTHER TRUST ME IT NEEDS TO GO BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS BEFORE SO GO HIT HER UP BOMB THIS FFF MEMEBER AND MY PEACEMAKER. MUCH LOVE TO YALL:)

Final Inspection (military)
soilders final inspection The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Saturdays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord,

40 Ways Women Fail In Bed
MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's dick don't grab it like a bus rail and start jerking it like you were milking a cow. Don't use the penis as if it's a piece of gym equipment to strengthen the forearms. The male organ is a thing of wonder and beauty, and should be worshipped and held tenderly at all times.The sensitive part is at the top (where your face should be), not two-thirds of the way down. LETHAL WEAPONS: A guy's scrotum is a wondrous aesthetic achievement of nature to be treated gently. Don't squeeze the balls like you are squeezing water from a sponge. If you have long nails pull them off with pliers before even looking at a guy's ball bag. ROBOTS: When sucking a guy's dick don't just get on the end of the thing and jam your head back and forward. It's a beautiful instrument; it should be caressed, inspected, kissed and licked from every angle. SILENT FRIGHT: If you've come and cannot be arsed to scream to show your appreciation, at least make some s

Fairy Princess And Dragon Master
A Fairy Princess and a Dragon Master The rain just would not stop falling; I had to stop for the night, I spotted a sleeping Dragon Master. Perchance, he just might, I cuddled up under his wings as I listened to his sexy, powerful snore I had a simply wonderful erotic dream that night. I wanted to be his whore "Oh, my massive Dragon Master with your cock so hard and so incredibly big, Enter my passageway and be easy, because my Princess body's as frail as a twig" I awoke to the feeling of something rubbing up against my cum drenched crotch. The Dragon Master had turned my lust and passion up more than just a notch. His leathery tongue was flickering my pussy, so tender and so very plush My head was spinning and my climax was coming, this Dragon is giving me a rush My beautiful Dragon Master saw the lustful trance that was building in my eyes, I glanced down at his perfectly sized package and much to my delighted surprise, He WAS big, but not too

Bad Sunburn
Bad sunburn A guy falls asleep on the beach for several hours and gets a horrible sunburn. He goes to the hospital and is promptly admitted after being diagnosed with second degree burns. With his skin already starting to blister and seeing the severe pain he is in, the doctor goes ahead and prescribes continuous intravenous feeding with saline, electrolytes, a sedative, and a Viagra pill every four hours. The nurse, who is rather astounded, asks, "What good will Viagra do him, Doctor?" "It'll keep the sheets off his legs."

Rap. . . . .the Bastard Child
Back in the mid 70s, till the late 90s, hip-hop had more of a voice, more of a message. The lyrics were engenius. . . for the most part, anyway. Yes, there were your "party songs", of course, but those artists also had songs with stories the listener could relate to, or stories with humor, or lyrics that just wrapped around your brain that made the average writer appreciate the wit, the punchlines, and the message that was being presented. Other emcees would appreciate the rhymes and think to themselves, "Damn, I wish I woulda thought of that first!" Then, when someone who didn't listen to hip-hop would say, "That's just none-sense and loud noise", you could take a popular song, break it down, and prove the intelligence of it. Those days are long gone. Now, the most popular songs are filled with ignorance. The more popular songs only talk about jewels, money, pussy, and ass. And it is said in a way that sets us back as a people decades. Now, the more you fuck up a word, the more of

Teen Rapes Friend's Mongrel Bitch
A teenager in eastern Sweden has been reported to the police for having sex with a dog in his friend's bathroom. The alleged incident happened in Norrköping last Thursday. The man is said to have suddenly taken his friend's dog, a mongrel bitch, into his bathroom and sexually attacked it, local paper Folkbladet reports. He allegedly gave no warning of what he was about to do The dog howled of pain during the attack, the dog owner, 18, told police. Hearing the commotion, he claims he opened the bathroom door to find his friend having sex with the dog. The friend continued the attack as the dog owner looked on. He said he was too afraid to intervene, as his friend was bigger and stronger than him. Police in Norrköping are currently investigating the allegations. Swedish law does not expressly ban sex with animals , but the police are considering charges of animal cruelty. The accused man's reaction to the allegations is so far unknown, according to Folkbladet. James Savage

Story Of Us ~part 2
Part one left with Ken in the field, and how I believe that was the best for our situation. Now I have to cover some things that I missed, or voided from part one. (Make sure you have time for this is a long one people) My family is a very big part of who I am and my life. As I have gotten older, my relationship with my parents has flourished to one of openness and respect. My mom has become one of my best friends and I talk with her about things that you normally wouldn’t talk to a parent about. In the week leading up to “meeting” Ken, I received quite a few messages and comments from guys who were looking for something that I was not willing to play, now me not thinking told my mom that I was receiving some comments from guys in the area. So by the time I started talking to Ken, my thoughts as well as my mother’s was one of weariness and caution. If I remember correctly it was the third day of talking (second day in the field) when I decided to mention to my mom that

Poem Selections A
"Dating" Dating, dating, don't be hating All it is is a game of waiting Flowers, candy, and the works May come together for the fireworks In most cases, dating's nice Other times, it has a price – You could fall right through the ice Other cases, love is a game And you are the only one to blame When you're turned to a cryin' shame Other cases, love is blind And true love is hard to find But I say, Love's here to stay And hopefully it stays that way "Catering" Catering, catering Oh, what a ring Treating people like a king Just by doin' our food service thing Random hours, and low pays And hoping for a decent raise As I mangle with my college days Catering has its benefits But just be sure to grab oven mitts Before y'all eat to fill the pits People here are also cool But can also see that you're a fool If you don't go attending school "Car

Drench
Give me another pill A cavern for your blood lust Drowning in the ocean of dispare Reaching out to find comfort Bury the headache Wipe your bloody eyes As your flowing hair sways in the wind On this black day Bury this alive Drug me and brush me off Make the pain of this illusion disappear Don't throw me away Crave what you lie As the knife dives into your throat

Phenomenal Woman
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal wo

New American Classic
"We've got to get better," I said, "It's all in your head." We could live through these letters or forget it all together See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away Just ask the question come untie the knot Say you won't care, say you won't care Retrace the steps as if we forgot Say you won't care, say you won't care Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt And there's one thing I can do nothing about When all that we need is just a reaction It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore If chasing our dreams is just a distraction I want to remember when I know that I can't go back Just ask the question come untie the knot Say you won't care, say you won't care Retrace the steps as if we forgot Say you won't care, say you won't care Try to avoid it (try to avoid it) but there's not a doubt There's one thing I can do nothing There's one thing I can do nothing There's one thing I c

Return To The Isolationist State
I’m sick and tired of the state the American people are forced to live in. We are living in fear of the media and in fear of the government, when we should be telling the government how we want it ran. Today billions of our hard earned tax dollars are being spent, not on our people but on Israel, billions of dollars that should go towards our education and securing our borders are misspent over seas. We as a nation have become one of the most undereducated established countries in the world, yet we insist on helping the terrorist state of Israel remain in being. I feel that the government in which we live, needs to be over thrown, I feel that it is not too late to regain our rightful place at the top of the worlds powerful nations and I feel that if we ban together then we as a race and a nation will have no problem in undoing what has been done to our people. America has a short history in the world theater but we have a powerful history in that short time, and to allow a people

Can You Feel Them, My Love? By: La Belle Rouge
Can you feel them, My Love? Softly touching your cheek Tracing the lines of your mouth Trailing down your neck? Can you feel them slowly Unbuttoning your shirt And tip toeing across your chest With teasing nails and warm fingers Leaving fingerprints of fire? Can you feel the silk of my hair Falling against your bare skin? Do you feel the pleasure of hot lips Kissing you deeply Tongue dancing with tongue Twirling in passion’s Tingling tango? Can you feel skillful hands Against your zipper Touches like flame against you thighs Gentle squeezes of your hardness? Do you feel my lips and tongue Here and there, everywhere You want them to be. I am caressing you, with my words Do you feel the subtle softness Of firm mounds and hardened buds Between your fingers and lips Held and worshiped within The warm welcoming sanctuary Of your waiting mouth? Is the heat of my bare body Warming you, burning you? The scent and taste of my passion Now satisfies you heated

Shit
Am I allowed to say shit? Um there is all this stuff going on. I am trying to approve everyone for friends. I don't know what fan means or that stuff. I am trying to learn. Everyone seems kind of testy about points and things in here. So I really don't care about that. Nice to meet new people. I will try to update my profile. Thanks!

Thought Fodder
Scientist Finds the Beginnings of Morality in Primate Behavior http://www.nytimes.com/2007/03/21/us/21mass.html?ex=1332129600&en=d258a45cf34b4993&ei=5089&partner=rssyahoo&emc=rss this is in response to a blog by halflete: http://halflete.spaces.live.com/ Human Kind, Morality, and "Playing Dirty" A One Woman Study of Herself First let me say, that the most credentials I have for writing this piece is the fact that 1. I am human, 2. I have been raised with some sense of morality 3. I have recently found myself for the first time in my life "Playing Dirty" and 4. I am an amateur psychologist having taken many college level classes, read many books and articles.. And that is it. I'm not PhD, not even in basket weaving! ***** "To thine own self be true" -Shakesphear's "Hamlet" ***** My mother's side of the family prides itself on being "civilized". They did not approve of my father's side of the family, which was considered, "Uncivilized", unruly, and even da

Are You This Type???
The Hot Friend 45% Sexy-Cute, 44% Dark-Light, 60% Artsy-Stylish Sexy, neither Dark nor Light, and neither Artsy nor Stylish, she's just the Hot Friend. You know you've got one of these. Great face, great uh... assets. This is the type of girl who is fawned on by guys constantly, never realizes it, and finally marries some jackass who's just like you... but damn it, it's not you! If you liked my test, Please rate it highly! Thanks! Also, make sure to check out my Beautiful Faces Test if you haven't already. See All The Categories Sexy Dark Artsy The Goth Girl Sexy Dark Not Artsy or Stylish The Brooding Poet Sexy Dark Stylish The Mistress Sexy Not Dark or Light Artsy The Hippie Chick Sexy Not Dark or Light Not Artsy or Stylish The Hot Friend Sexy Not Dark or Light Stylish The Sorority Girl Sexy Light Artsy The Actress Sexy Light Not Artsy or Stylish

Blind Man In Biker Bar :)
BLIND MAN IN A BIKER BAR >>> >>> A blind man wanders into an all girls biker bar by mistake. >>> >>> He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee. >>> >>> After sitting there for awhile, he yells to the waiter, "Hey, you wanna >>> hear a blonde joke?" >>> >>> The bar immediately falls absolutely silent. In a very deep, husky >>> voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, sir, I >>> think it is only fair -- given that you are blind -- that you should >>> know five things: >>> 1. The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat. >>> >>> 2. The bouncer is a blonde girl. >>> >>> 3. I'm a 6 foot tall, 175 lb. Blonde woman with a black belt in karate. >>> >>> 4. The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional >>> weightlifter. >>> >>> 5. The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler. >>> >>> Now, think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that >>> joke?" >>> >>> The blind man thinks for a s

Games To Play When We R Older
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5 Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy

Top Cherries Album 14 Hot Girls Added. Who Wishes To Be The Next One?
This is a question that I feel is not easily answered with so many beautiful ladies on Cherry Tap, but to narrow down the field I have included a new folder on my page to highlight the ladies who I feel are exceptional and a cut above the rest. This is not a contest, no votes or rates needed but to all the hot and sexy ladies who are either friends or fans of me and if you feel that you should be included in this small elite group then contact me, direct me to the picture that best says "this is me" and I will add you to the album. Rick

Tear Drops (poem #83)
TEAR DROPS FALL WHEN WE HURT INSIDE. DO WE REALIZE HOW MUCH THE HEART CAN CRY. TEAR DROPS FALL WHEN WE LOSE SOMEONE DEAR THEY EVEN FALL WHEN WE FEEL SOME FEAR. TEAR DROPS FALL WHEN THE PAIN IS TO MUCH TO BARE WHEN WE ARE HURT BY THE ONES WHO SUPPOSSED TO CARE.

Aurgh!!!
The fax machine at work won't stop ringing! Our boss is gonna have a shitfit when she sees how many dva assessments we got in this morning, added onto the 7 we got yesterday! God I'm glad I'm not one of the nurses right now! 8.5 more hours till I can go home!

What You Give
Well I'm currently in a little local band thats getting started as the lead guitarist and singer. Just a rock band, nothing too heavy or anything... yet. I've got an audition for another local band being the drummer. But right now what has my fancy is the Jackson I ordered off the net! Niiiiiiice axe, for only 700 USD! All the shit that I've been through dosent matter anymore, because I've found some new strength inside of myself. Some new desire to be more than anyone ever imagined. I've completely overhauled my guitar tones, favoring analog from the digital effects of past encounters with each other. All that shit that I was put through the last few months, all the heartache and pain, and all the bad times have led to this new strength. I love the power. Last night, I had this feeling as I was sitting on the beach at like 9 at night. This feeling that it should be remembered for something great, that the night would unveil a secret I could not have ever realized by myself.

A Tattoo Poem I Wrote For The Tattoo Artists
"SKIN DEEP" I BESTOW MY GRATITUDE FOR WHAT YOU DO, YOU DESTROY THE ORDINARY WITH EACH LINE AND HUE. I FLASH YOU A GLIMPSE OF WHAT LIES WITHIN YOU NARRATE THE SOUL-STORY ON THE BOOK OF MY SKIN. THE AMOUNT OF MY ADMIRATION CANNOT BE MEASURED, YOUR HANDS CONSTANTLY GIVE SUCH PAINFUL PLEASURE (A SKIN SOUVENIR I'LL HAVE FOREVER) SO FOR ALL OF THE ARTISTS TATTOOING EVERY FLASH TO EVERY LETTER-- WHO TAKE A BLASEY' IDEA, CUSTOMIZING IT TO MAKE THEM BETTER, --FOR ALL THE MANY HOURS YOU SPEND TO PUT A SMILE ON SOMEONE'S FACE, MAKING THEM STAND OUT IN THIS MUNDANE HUMAN RACE, --FOR TREATING STRANGERS LIKE A FRIEND WHEN THEY SIT IN YOUR CHAIR, FOR GIVING THE TYPE OF SKILLFUL ART NO ONE WOULD BE ABLE TO COMPARE... I GIVE YOU MY UPMOST THANKS, FROM NOW UNTIL MY ETERNAL SLEEP JUST KNOW MY WELL OF APPRECIATION RUNS "SKIN DEEP"

I Can't Get Over You( By Out Law Angel)
I can't get over you no matter how I try Just the thought of being without you makes me want to cry. I can't over you or be with someone new what locks you so deep in my heart I wish i knew. I can't get over you I wont even try Because to say I don't love you would be a lie.

The Change
One hand Reaches out And pulls a lost soul from harm While a thousand more go unspoken for They say what good have you done By saving just this one It's like whispering a prayer In the fury of a storm. (chorus) And I hear them saying you'll never change things and no matter What you do it's still the same thing But it's not the world that I am changing I do this so this World will know that it will not change me. This heart Still believes The love and mercy still exist. While all the hatred rage and so many say That love is all but pointless in madness such as this It's like trying to stop a fire With the moisture from a kiss. *chorus* As long as one heart still holds on Then hope is never really gone. *chorus* What I do is so This world will know That it will not change me

Thursday 3/22/07
Not much to write about tonight. I was at my grandparents house most of the afternoon so wasn't able to get online to see what was going on here in CT, so this is just gonna be another boring entry lol. I'm so glad that it's finally spring and warming up, but now I'm sick of the rain lmao. Oh well, at least it will be warmer lol. Have a good night all.

Chapter 4 The Mummy { The Jewel Of Seven Stars
The sight which met my eyes had the horror of a dream within a dream, with the certainty of reality added. The room was as I had seen it last; except that the shadowy look had gone in the glare of the many lights, and every article in it stood stark and solidly real. By the empty bed sat Nurse Kennedy, as my eyes had last seen her, sitting bolt upright in the armchair beside the bed. She had placed a pillow behind her, so that her back might be erect: but her neck was fixed as that of one in a cataleptic trance. She was, to all intents and purposes, turned into stone. There was no special expression on her face--no fear, no horror; nothing such as might be expected of one in such a condition. Her open eyes showed neither wonder nor interest. She was simply a negative existence, warm, breathing, placid; but absolutely unconscious of the world around her. The bedclothes were disarranged, as though the patient had been drawn from under them without throwing them back. The corner of the

Double Posting? Why I'd Never!
Actually I just did. Anyways, I almost have the urge to purge. But yet these ladies are fine...even though they never talk to me, nor do I talk to them. Well, i talk to some but i might as well talk to a tree instead. (Please some of you who do actually read my blog don't take this personally, because more than likely I'm not talkin about you.) Well, more of a rant than a post...I should go to bed. --Xonus ;)

Eh Hem....well?
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes [] No

The 2nd Worst Day I Have Had.
OK I had a bad day, yeah everyone has them, but sometimes I feel like I am a circus performer on a balance beam blow me are hundreds of people holding their breaths and I am doing what I can to stay balanced, I'm sure others feel this way and I know that posting useless blogs are just ...well useless and mostly a waist of time. Today I turned on the tv and watched the news I was surprised that no one has a clear reason why Anna Nichole Smith died, If I was a normal family member I would be a bit upset that they are or seem to be dragging their feet, I haven't watched the news in sometime cause I don't care to listen to grown Men cry that they can't get a bill passed in the senate,or how many undocumented people were held at the boarder this world is moving very fast and then again very slow we haven't learned from our mistakes we keep repeating the same ones over and over in hopes that this time we can get it right, if it was wrong the first time doing the same thing over again don't

Hold Me Not
Hold me not to your unwilling heart And let me - help me - weep That I of need might fall apart And then at last might sleep. Let the truth slice into me That I might finally bleed And purge myself of agony I cannot now concede. For I have bound myself in light That I might live in joy, And cannot - will not - let the night My bonds of love destroy. And yet I know if I would gain The peace for which I pray, I must allow the floods of pain To wash my love away.

Thinking Of You
Forever is the strangest thing: It's shorter than you think. It starts at any time you like And ends in just a wink. You can forever be: right now Is just as good as then. The moment is quite all there is, No matter where or when. The moment is eternity, And now is just a dream. We see our lives in futures past, But that's just how things seem. Beyond the motion of the mind Is something that is true: As awesome as the universe, As small as me and you.

"what Love Is"
It is Love that gives me purpose to change and grow and learn. It is Love that guides me on this path and helps me choose each turn. It is Love that gives me courage to stand against my fears; to open up my heart to you, to let you see my tears. It is Love that gives me trust and hope when little things go wrong. When distance stands between us, it is Love that keeps us strong. It is Love that offers harmony and a friendship that is true. How wonderful that I can share a Love like this with you!

Hello My Friends!!!
Hello my friend, I'm here for a REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. Wh

It's Tough Being A Man
it's tough being a man If you put a woman on a pedestal and try to protect her from the rat race, you're a male chauvinist. If you stay home and do the housework, you're a pansy. If you work too hard there is never any time for her. If you don't work enough, you're a good-for-nothing bum. If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay, this is exploitation. If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay, you should get off your ass and find something better. If you get a promotion ahead of her, that is favoritism. If she gets a job ahead of you, it's equal opportunity. If you mention how nice she looks, it's sexual harassment. If you keep quiet, it's male indifference. If you cry, you're a wimp. If you don't, you're an insensitive bastard. If you make a decision without consulting her, you're a chauvinist. If she makes a decision without consulting you, she's a liberated woman. If you ask her to do something she doesn't enjoy, th

Hurting
As I sit here, I think about the way things are and I wish they were different. I am missing my love and wish that he was here, but he can't be right now. I hate having to take him back to the jail on the days that I see him. It breaks my heart everytime. I hate going to bed at night cause I have to go to bed alone. I wish that he was here with me and that he could hold me at night till I fall asleep, but I know that in 5 months it can happen. I just hope that we can be as happy as we were when we first got together. Well I just needed to get all this off my chest and was hoping that it would make me feel better, but it hasn't so I will just sit here being sad and hurting and just try and deal with it.

She Needs Ur Help
I have lots and lots of friends but not very many fans and I need more fans! Please take a moment to fan me and I will return the favor and also check out Engla's Rate & Fan Club! AngelEyezTN FAN ME & PLZ READ MY ABOUT ME@ CherryTAP http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=159310&albumid=281947

90 Cool Questions . . .
Because Wimsey LOVES when I put up new surveys . . . 1. How old will you be in five years? 39 2. Do you think you will be married by then? I am praying to every God that I know . . . 3. How tall are you? 5'9" 4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? No comment 6. Who was the last person you called? Annick 7. Who was the last person to call you? Ray 8. What was the last text message you received? I HATE texts, so no one text msgs. me. 9. Do you prefer to call or text? Call 10. Do you have any pets? Twin, Funny Face and Annabelle - My 3 puff-balls 11. What were you doing at 12am last night? Partying at the Monkey Bar with Miss Pat and Tanya 12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Biological Father deceased - Mom and Step Dad married 22 years 13. When is the last time you saw your mom? About 10 minutes ago. 14. What color are your eyes? Pale Blue Gray 33. What do you like about winter? Cuddling . . . with m

My Bad Luck, Continued...
My friend's & family know all too well that i have THE worst luck. If it were raining pussies, i'd get hit in the face by a big, fat cock! THAT kinda luck! Well, here we go again. TWO days after i moved here, the supercharger in my '01 locked up. SO, i had to take it off, send it back to vortech to be rebuilt.That cost me $1300. WELL, that means i've had to drive the '72 MACH 1. It needed a new drivers side door handle. I got them in, i bought a pair so theyd' match. SO. there i am in the MACH 1 tuesday, on my way to the place that was gonna install the new one's when a girl in a ford expedition hit's it dead in the ass. my '72 MACH 1, that was all original, now has pretty bad ass end damage & will never be worth half of what it was. So, you will have to pardon me when it starts raining pussies & i stay inside. I hope everybody else is doing great. Have a GREAT WEEK!

The Eclipse
You are the sun I carry the moon And together we would crash the force of impact would destroy All the earth between us We must stay in our orbits Keep in line Follow the endless circles Meet only on those special nights When everyone is watching..

Sapphire Heavens
Sometimes the blue skies twinkle for me The sapphire heavens merge into the sea I'm gathered in its silky caress The sweet breeze leaves kisses On the one it loves best I rest on the shore with the blanket of sand I know of tomorrows and I understand I meet in time and live all the ages My soul fills with love And I grow through the stages Sleepy eyes, closed eyes to the world And dream of sweet nothings yet to be heard A buttercup opens and her smile stays From the blue skies that twinkle

Synthatic Stars
Synthetic stars soaring past the darkened sky Mysterious in the destination But forgotten by minds next thought With tiny bursts of life Minutely exposing the naked sky Gentle purrs of sound Monotonous to ears of patience Synthetic stars, what guides your way In the still night You have forgotten my minds next thought

Child Abuse
She lives in her own little world Where evil cannot roam Afraid to leave her happy place To find her way back home For there's only anger there And pain is felt skin deep So she'll stay there Until the end of time When people can find it in their hearts To stop this awful crime

300 Da Movie
I saw this movie twice yes thats how good it is...LOTRS was hurtin and was longer then reading the books however this Graphic novel by frank miller made in to a movie right off the pages! Lots of heads getting cut off *bonus* arms killing..so go see it i give it a 9.5 out of 10

Suicide Is Painless
Suicide Is Painless......... Through early morning fog I see visions of the things to be the pains that are withheld for me I realize and I can see... [Refrain]: That suicide is painless It brings on many changes and I can take or leave it if I please. [Refrain] The game of life is hard to play I'm gonna lose it anyway The losing card I'll someday lay so this is all I have to say. [Refrain] The sword of time will pierce our skins It doesn't hurt when it begins But as it works its way on in The pain grows stronger, watch it grin, but... [Refrain] A brave man once requested me to answer questions that are key "is it to be or not to be" and I replied "oh why ask me?" 'Cause suicide is painless it brings on many changes and I can take or leave it if I please. ...and you can do the same thing if you please.

Parting
In the words of the great William Shakespear parting is such sweet sarrow. Sometimes its hard to tell what the heart truly wants. there is no reasoning or thaught behind what the heart wants. It just simply does! The heart is like a child Wanting without knowing why it wants! The heart can lead you along many paths many of them good many of them bad! When the heart chooses the bad ones it breaks, it dosnt know why it breaks it simply does. It dosnt know what the choice will lead to it just simply goes where it wants and we are stuck suffering the effects. When the heart leads in a good direction, again it dosnt know why its good it just simply goes. however when it is going in the good direction we feel the love and warmth of the choices that the heart makes! So no matter what the consiquenses be it good or bad the heart will wander where it wants we simply have to live with the choices of the heart! When we can no longer follow the path of the heart the parting is such swe

The Pledge
John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance! In light of the recent appeals court ruling in California, with respect to the Pledge of Allegiance, the following recollection from Senator John McCain is very appropriate: "The Pledge of Allegiance" - by Senator John McCain As you may know, I spent five and one half years as a prisoner of war during the Vietnam War. In the early years of our imprisonment, the NVA kept us in solitary confinement Or two or three to a cell. In 1971 the NVA moved us from these conditions of isolation into large rooms with as many as 30 to 40 men to a room. This was, as you can imagine, a wonderful change and was a direct result of the efforts of millions of Americans onbehalf of a few hundred POWs 10,000 miles from home. One of the men who moved into my room was a young man named Mike Christian. Mike came from a small town near Selma , Alabama He didn't wear a pair of shoes until he was 13 years old. At 17, he enlisted in the US Navy. He later earned

Support The Troops Contest Ladies Only
OK KADIES THIS IS FOR THE SUPPORT YOUR TROOPS CONTEST I NEED 24 CONTESTANTS U HAVE 2 PICS. FIRST ROUND IS 50O COMMENTS OR BETTER BIKINI PIC IF MAKE TO 2ND ROUND PIC JAS TO BE A SKIRT A DRESS VERY ELEGANT. U HAVE TO GET 30,000 COMMENTS FOR EVERY 100 RATES IS A $1 DONATED TO THE TROOPS THEN FOR EVER 5000 COMMENTS IS $10 DONATED I HAVE 2 CONTESTANTS SO COME ON LADIES SUPPORT YOUR TROOPS. CONTEST WILL BEGIN WHEN ALL 25 ENTRIES FOR ROUND 1 ARE IN. THANKS ALSO THE WINNER GETS TO CHOOSE THE PRIZE SHE WANTS

Gift
You scored as You have the Gift of Wisdom. You have had the gift of Wisdom bestoyed upon you. You know how things work, and usually don't know where your knowledge comes from. The same applies to other things that you "just know". People come to you for advice because you are almost always right. Have patience with yourself and don't over do everything.You have the Gift of Wisdom100%You have the Gift of Discernment69%You have the Gift of a Seer50%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision44%You have the Gift of Empathy38%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet31%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

What I Really Wanted....
So anyway yeah, Halifax didn't have any hoodies that terribly impressed me. What I really wanted Saturday was an Aiden hoodie but of course they fucking ran out. I did get to meet Wil though which is also what I really wanted to do. I didn't think that was going to happen cause at the table they wouldn't let you take pictures with them, but we hung out and waited for them to get up and of course we charged. Wil = fucking hotness. Like I mean it's a sin to look like that. And he's a lot taller than I thought. I missed Saosin and Senses Fail waiting for him but it was worth it. =)

Requiem
Requiem In the remote distance, a requiem, the faint murmur of bagpipes, floating inevitably on the thinnest breeze of sorrowful death. Beware of dangerous disillusions, and be not deceived or frightened by the imperceptible sensation of being acknowledged as a soul of contentment. Celebrate your life with a heart of wisdom, respect, transparent hopes, and fantasy wishes. Memories of surrendered love may fracture and break in unfathomable pain. Yet, inevitably, feelings of love, fragile as they may be, endure isolationism and thoughts of surrender. While gentle tenderness, unselfish, and inspiring love dance silently along the periphery of time. (c) copyright KG. 2007

If I Was To Die
If I was to die would you even care would you cry if I was to die what would you say about it would you miss me if I was to die would you forgive me for the things I have done if I was to die would you still love my family would you still love me if I was to die would you miss me would you say things if I was to die would you love the things I have done would you forgive me for the things I didn't do right if I was to die would you love the choices I have made or would you hate me for them if I was to die would you cry would you even care that I was gone when I die what will you do? by Melissa Dumler

Angels
angels are the most beautiful thing in the world angels tell you right from wrong angels fly so high they're there you just can't see them angels help you do what is right sometimes people don't listen to what the angels say they do things wrong angels are your friends by Melissa Dumler

Chapter 9 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
Sherlock Holmes had been leaning back in his chair with his eyes closed and his head sunk in a cushion, but he half opened his lids now and glanced across at his visitor. "Pray be precise as to details," said he. "It is easy for me to be so, for every event of that dreadful time is seared into my memory. The manor-house is, as I have already said, very old, and only one wing is now inhabited. The bedrooms in this wing are on the ground floor, the sitting-rooms being in the central block of the buildings. Of these bedrooms the first is Dr. Roylott's, the second my sister's, and the third my own. There is no communication between them, but they all open out into the same corridor. Do I make myself plain?" "Perfectly so." "The windows of the three rooms open out upon the lawn. That fatal night Dr. Roylott had gone to his room early, though we knew that he had not retired to rest, for my sister was troubled by the smell of the strong Indian cigars which it was his custom to smo

Flooded With Emotions
Flooded with emotions i feel as though im drowning with all these emotions i feel happy cause you are here i feel sad when you are hurting all these emotions are drowning me i cant control how i feel i love the little smile on your face the way you laugh when you see something funny you are an angel that god sent down you were the cutest little girl i feel like im drowning with all these feelings your dad was so happy the day you were born he wouldnt let anyone hold you the smile on your face made us all smile we were so happy to see you alive and well the brightest little bundle of joy i feel like im drowning with all these feelings that i have had since the day you where born the first laugh we shared the scares you gave me the tears your beautiful eyes looking back at me i feel like im drowning with all these feelings your smile after all is done after the tears you shread the way you laugh when some one makes a funny face drowning with emotions

Last To Know
last to know people go around saying i know who likes me they say i dont need to know why am i the last to know everything they say he isnt the right type for me you dont know who is the right man for me why am i the last to know everything they say he isnt good enough for me say i need someone better yea i can agree if the man is like the last boyfriend i had why am i the last to know everything cant i chose for myself dont i know what type of man i want cant i judge for myself people let me know im tried of being the last to know why cant men be open let me know if you like me dont go around telling everyone else tell me dont let me find out from everyone else cause they wont tell me they think they know what i need in a man why am i the last to know they say they know who likes me i want to know who he is why dont they tell me who he is cant i chose if he is right for me why am i the last to know everything why cant men be open and let you know for yours

Some People
Some people come into our lives and quickly go... Some stay for awhile, and give us a deeper understanding of what is truly important in this life. They help us become aware of the delicate winds of hope... and we discover within every human spirit there are wings yearning to fly. They help our hearts to see that the only stairway to the stars is woven with dreams... and we find ourselves unafraid to reach high. They celebrate the true essence of who we are... and have faith in all that we may become. Some people awaken us to new and deeper realizations, for we gain insight from the passing whisper of their wisdom. Throughout our lives we are sent precious souls meant to share our journey, however brief or lasting their stay, they remind us why we are here. To learn... to teach... to nurture... to love Some people come into our lives to cast a steady light upon our path and guide our every step; their shining belief in us helps us to believe in ourselves.

Loggers
The Pope took a couple of days off to visit the rugged mountains of Alaska for some sightseeing. He was cruising along the campground in the Pope Mobile when there was a frantic commotion just at the edge of the woods. A helpless Democrat, wearing sandals, shorts, a "Save the Whales" hat, and a "To Hell with Bush" T-shirt, was screaming while struggling frantically and thrashing around trying to free himself from the grasp of a 10-foot grizzly. As the Pope watched in horror, a group of Republican loggers came racing up. One quickly fired a .44 magnum into the bear's chest. The other two reached up and pulled the bleeding, semiconscious Democrat from the bear's grasp. Then using long clubs, the three loggers finished off the bear and two Of them threw it onto the bed of their truck while the other tenderly placed the injured Democrat in the back seat. As they prepared to leave, the Pope summoned them to come over. "I give you my blessing for your brave actions!" he told

Another Day
I ended up just wrenching all day yesterday instead of working at the machine shop. Today I might be doing both but who knows. I hope I can finish putting together the top-end for a 99 HD ultra classic. It has been awhile since I worked on a twin cam and they aren't my favorite to work on but it is still wrenching. Hopefully soon life will start turning around and maybe I can start sleeping again. Stress sucks but oh well, there really isn't anything to do about it.

Job Description For Being A Parent....
This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5.00. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in cas

Judging Christians....
It can be so hard living a Christian life. People who are not Christians Expect US to react a certain way to certain situations and if we dont we are looked down upon. Christians is the most judged group of people in the world. We have Other Christians and non-Christians constantly trying to Look at us in Judgement and try to see or make sure our motives is "Christ-Like" It can make BEING a CHristian in todays world a Very hard Walk to follow. I just urge everyone to remember to ERR is human! Even though im a Christian I sometimes make mistakes. What makes me different than the general population is that i ask for forgiveness when I know i have done wrong. What makes me different is I TRY to live by the WORD of GOD and not live by my flesh and what my flesh may desire to do or live by. THATS WHAT makes me unique and different than the Average non-christian person. I just take this time right now to pray for some people who feel they have been wronged by fellow Christians

What Real Guys Do....
*Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot. *"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. *Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. *Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. *Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. *Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. *Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. *A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. *Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. *Don't talk

The Miranda Rights As Cops Would Really Like To Read Them.....
1. No, I don't care who you are. 2. No, I don't care who you know. 3. Yes... you DO pay my salary. 4. Yes... you CAN have my job. 5. No, I don't have anything better to do. 6. Yes, I DO arrest real criminals sometimes. 7. No, I am not picking on you because you are ________ (fill in some ethnic group/race). 8. No, I can't give you a break. 9. No, I don't know your friend, Officer ______. 10. Yes, you will be allowed to make a phone call. 11. Yes, I'm sure you will never do it again. 12. No, we can't talk about it. 13. Yes, it DOES make me happy. 14. Yes, you WILL see me in court.

Tuesday 3/27/07
Ok, I haven't been on the CT much today to do much of anything really, so I can't comment on the Mumms lol. Well, my friend and I decided yesterday to go to the mall and lunch as we normally do, although we did eat outside since it was warm and there was a nice breeze blowing, but next time we are gonna try and do the picnic thing and go on the trails that I am able to go on and possibly even do 4 wheeling at her brother's house if I'm able to ride it. I hopoe so because even though I don't like the rough 4 wheeling and the danger aspect, going at a slower speed through the woods sounds like alot of fun. Well I think I'll end this here and go do some chatting and listen to music. Have a great night all.

The Fight Must Start
Why are we forced to take in societies unwanted? Why are we forced to spend money on Israel and their terrorists policies and why are we forced into diversity when the way we lived for centuries was good for us? You can argue all day with me on my views and I will come back with answers to your questions, but if you aren’t willing to fight for your race and or nation then you are not willing to see your people into the future. No longer are we able to sit back and relax, no longer are we able to teach our children the way we want them to be without interference in our schools and on our televisions. We are forced to live on the diversity path, we are forced to bite our tongues when it comes to speaking out against our neighbors of color and of different creed and we are no longer able to protect ourselves through violence if needed without massive charges brought upon us. We no longer have our rights to freedom of speech and for that I am pissed. No longer can we call an ignorant

Heather I Absolutely Love This Song, Thank You
Toothpick: Scars for Entertainment I thought we kissed under the blue moon How can there be six walls in a square room Hide my eyes through the glare in the window I saw you making angels in the pink snow I reached out and touched clouds it was so real Now the sheets on my bed are made of cold steel Why is it me that's not thinking in a straight line So scared I only sleep in the daytime And even then I can only close one eye I hear you walk a little slower as you go by With no shoelaces no fork and no knife I guess they don't trust me with my own life Friends of yours are friends of mine Now let's get together and have a good time Sayin' it's alright the sun still shines The earth still spins and you're still mine With your hands on your chest you take a deep breath Still afloat but you know you have to jump ship See I remember the time when we were all friends Now I can't see over the picket fence If I look straight up I see the yellow

Rent
Ok, so I am moving and all when I can figure out where I am going and have been looking all over for a decent apartment and or a roommate and I found something that I am just not sure what to make of it. This may be an example of how blonde I really am or just how country. What the hell is a rambler? Is it like a trailer or a pre-fab house? I don't know I have emailed a couple of potential considerations but so far heard nothing back.

Chapter 14 { The Invisbel Man
XIV. AT PORT STOWE Ten o'clock the next morning found Mr. Marvel, unshaven, dirty, and travel-stained, sitting with the books beside him and his hands deep in his pockets, looking very weary, nervous, and uncomfortable, and inflating his cheeks at infrequent intervals, on the bench outside a little inn on the outskirts of Port Stowe. Beside him were the books, but now they were tied with string. The bundle had been abandoned in the pine-woods beyond Bramblehurst, in accordance with a charge in the plans of the Invisible Man. Mr. Marvel sat on the bench, and although no one took the slightest notice of him, his agitation remained at fever heat. His hands would go ever and again to his various pockets with a curious nervous fumbling. When he had been sitting for the best part of an hour, however, an elderly mariner, carrying a newspaper, came out of the inn and sat down beside him. "Pleasant day," said the mariner. Mr. Marvel glanced about him with something very like terror. "V

Nfl's New Discipline Rules!
Several players approached the NFL Commisioner Goodell and NFLPA President Gene Upshaw requesting that stricter discipllinary measures be taken against players that repeatedly get into trouble with the law. Yes, Players went to the league requesting this!! The players wanted repeat offenders kicked out of the leaugue! The NFL listened to its players and is now considering a stricter code of conduct governing its players. Goodell is to meet next Tuesday with Adam Jones (10 run ins in 2 years) and Chris Henry (4 arrests in 14 months) to discuss possible action to be taken against them pending the final draft of the new policy. It's abot time that players actually stood up to hold themselves accoutable for their actions and I applaud the players that set this in motion. Too bad players in other sports aren't willing to do the same (Remember the NBA players throwing a fit when the were informed they had to wear a suit to the game and for interviews afterwards!!). Unfortunately, some

What's The Worst Lie/excuse You Have Ever Heard From Your...
Leave a comment on this one... Here's the question if you want to answer it: So when facing the truth, what was the worst lie/excuse you have ever heard from your boyfriend/girlfriend, husband/wife, best friend/bud or anyone for that matter? Here goes mine! Who? Finding out that my ex companion slept with a girl to get her pregnant. Because I didn't want to have a child with someone who is irrisponsible... When? On my 24th birthday (2005) he didn't want to show up and celebrate so I asked him if he was sleeping with someone I had hunches about for like 2-3 months. Where? He went out with his friends about an hour away from where I lived to go camping for the weekend with out inviting me. What? He said think what you want and you decide what you want, told me not to call back, hung up the phone. He did indeed sleep with her. Response?! I call back left a message saying it's over on my birthday. That night I partied like a rockstar and chilled with my friends all

New To Cherry
Ok, well here is the deal, I signed up a few months ago, infact, I dont remember just when, but anyway, i forgot about it. I have been playing with the "other" sight, lol, when I got an email from Cherry. Now I am back-- I am totally clueless, but I hope to catch up... I have no idea how to return all the stuff you guys are sending me. I dont know anything about this sight at this point.. Any pointers would be appreciated... Ty ty ty ty Jen

Planet To Rule
You Should Rule Mercury Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever. Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match. Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests. A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you. What Planet Should You Rule?

What's Under Your Bed?
What we find under the bed... A survey of the things people find under their beds turned up some bizarre results, from sweaty socks to sex toys. And one man looked underneath his bed - to find his wife's secret girlfriend, reports Sky News. The survey, by hotel chain Travelodge, said people also found dirty plates, guitars and a mouldy Chinese takeaway. One of the 2,000 adults questioned returned home to find his wife under the covers and a 'rustling sound' coming from under the bed. It turned out to be his wife's girlfriend. One woman feared a gas leak only to discover the source of the stench came from a pair of her husband's sweaty football socks left festering for two years. Another man was helping his mother-in-law move her bed only to find her collection of adult toys. Over a third of those polled said they only vacuumed under the bed once a year. One in four would be embarrassed if someone looked under their bed. Travelodge spokesman Wayne Munnelly said:

Nascar Driver Quotes
I'm not a NASCAR person, but some of these are pretty good! • Jeff Gordon Advice for the dad-to-be: A father is someone who carries pictures where his money used to be. • Jeff Burton Ability can take you to the top, but it takes character to keep you there. • Matt Kenseth Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted. • Jimmie Johnson Quickly, I must hurry, for there go my people and I am their leader. • Denny Hamlin Don't be irreplaceable; if you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. • Tony Stewart Success always occurs in private and failure in full view. • Kyle Busch Something to remember when discussing the Car of Tomorrow: After all is said and done, more is said than done. • Kevin Harvick Better to understand a little than to misunderstand a lot. • Carl Edwards Carl's latest fan club has a catchy slogan: Wear short sleeves! Support your right to bare arms! • Elliott Sadler If at first you don't succeed, redefine success.

A Thunk
Sometimes I look at a stranger I pass on the street and think, "There is no way in hell I could lift that guy over my head and spin him around three of four time before tossing him onto the ground." Not because they are fat, but rather because I worry that they will fart on my head.

Crazy Rap By Afroman
AFROMAN LYRICS "Crazy Rap" (Wait a minute, man. Hey, check this out, tell it. It was this blind man, right? Man, check this out- it was this blind man, right? He was feelin' his way down the street with this stick, right? Hey. He walked past this fish market, you know what I'm sayin'? He stopped, he took a deep breath, he said, Woooooo, good morning, ladies. You like that shit, man? Hey, man, I got a gang of that shit, man. I tell you what- my man on the guitar, fool on the drums, everybody just crowd around the mic, I'll tell you all these mutha-fuckin' jokes. But first, I'ma start it off like this. Hey, help me sing it, homeboy.) Colt 45 and two Zig Zags, baby that's all we need. We can go to the park after dark, smoke that tumbleweed. And as the marijuana burns we can take our turns, singing them dirty rap songs Stop and hit the bong like Cheech and Chong, sell tapes from here to Hong Kong. So roll, roll, roll my joint. Pick out the seeds and stems.

Hush By Afroman
Hush Afroman lyrics Artist: Afroman Album: The Good Times Year: 2001 Title: Hush {Hook} (Afroman talking) Hush, hush (yeah yeah) Somebody's callin my name (if you listen closely baby) Hush, hush (yeah yeah) Somebody's callin my name Hush (listen baby) hush (somebody's callin) Somebody's callin my name Oh my lord, oh my lord, what shall I do (A man sometimes girls think I'm crazy cause I wake her up and I tell her) Sounds like Jesus (sounds like Jesus) Somebody's callin my name (I know I'm high but baby) Sounds like Jesus And somebody's callin my name Sounds like Jesus Somebody's callin my name Oh my lord, Oh my lord, what shall I do (You know man, I think about all the hard times that I went through and I think) I'm so glad that trouble don't last always I'm so glad that trouble don't last always I'm so glad I'm glad that trouble don't last always Oh my lord, Oh my lord, what shall I do I gotta feelin, that everything's go

Break Down My Wall
Take my hand and lead the way , Tell me all you want to say, Whisper softly in my ear, All those things i want to hear, Kiss my lips and touch my skin, Bring out passions deep with in, Pull me close and hold me near, Take away my pain and fear, In the darkness of the night, Pull me close and hold me tight, In the brightness of the sun, Show me that you are the one, Give me wings so i can fly, So I can soar when your near by, Enter My heart, Break down that wall, It's time for me to watch it fall, I've been a prisoner, cant you see, Break my chains and set me free, Release my soul held deep with in, I'm ready now let love begin.

I Will Return
For now I am useing my dauthers computer but I will be back soon I am doing this just to let all of my Dear true frineds know that thay are very badly Missed much. I am so sorry that I am unable to chat with you as much as I would love to for now,but I will be back very soon . I HOPE!!!! Love to You All. Cathleena 07.xxxxxxxxooooooooxxxxxxoooooooooo

Hey, Don't Worry
The US Govt, sucks at invading oil-rich countries... Caracas, Venzuela- President Hugo Chavez, who equated George Bush with the devil in a speech at the UN, believes the Bush administration is using a video game to lay the groundwork for an attack on his country. The game- Mercenaries 2: World in Flames- urges players to attack a "power-hungry tyrant" who "messes with Venezuela's oil supply, sparking an invasion that turns the country into a war zone." As one Chavez ally put it, "The US GOvt knows how to prepare campaigns of psychological terror so they can make things happen later."

Happy Birthday To Alice
HEY EVERYONE PLEASE CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW SHE IS A WONDERFUL FRIEND AND IT IS HER BIRTHDAY TODAY SO PLEASE SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND ADD HER, FAN HER, RATE HER AND HER PICS AND SEND A BIRTHDAY CARD AND LET HER KNOW I SI SENT U TO WISH HER THE BIRTHDAY WISH THANKS Angel Eyes A Saphire@ CherryTAP

Random Thots
Have you ever asked yourself why ppl are so cruel? or what someone has crossed ur path an left a trail of destruction behind for you to tread on? or why is it that With certain ppl you get along so well with right off the bat? The world so vast an unpredictable are we the product of recycling? our past lives actually true? if so how could you deny the fact you meet the oddest ppl over the internet yet Befriend them faster then anyone else you've met? is it cause your attitudes clicked? an he/she understood you? What ive come to undstand is the human race is a devious being capable of lies an pain but why? is it because there is nothing left to feel but pain? is what happened in the past that strong? that one must continue the cycle unto others?... As for those legitable friends that you can trust were those few created from the same mold if so it would explain why we get along with certain ppl a small similiarity a common trait a problem an event a trauma something in the pas

It Comes In 3's
SHATTERED DREAMS NIGHTMARES AWAKE I'VE GIVEN MY HEART AND BURNED AT THE STAKE JOAN I NOW KNOW MY FATE WE SEE WHAT WE SEE WHILE WE'RE STILL OPAQUE A TREAT FOR THOSE WHO FORESAKE OR SOULS WHILE WE REACH FOR THE GODS ON OUR ASHES THEY LAY A ROSE THEY SAY A MAN CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD TO BE LAYED TO REST WITH THORNS ON HIS HEAD ITS NOT OUR FATE ALTHOUGH ITS BEEN SAID I'LL TAKE DEATH OVER LIFE OVER A FIRE LAKE BED

2 All The Ladies Out There!!!
""""If ur pretty and you know it clap your hands! ""THIS IS A TOAST.... 2 US... FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY BASTARDS WHO WILL MEET US!! SEND THIS ONLY TO PRETTY LADIES INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU You have been hit. You have been considered One of the 15 prettiest girls on my friends list. Once you have been hit, you have to hit 15 pretty girls. If you get hit again you know your really pretty. If you break the chain you'll have UglyNess for 10 years. So hit 15

A Lonely Knight
A Lonely Knight in Armour Two arms to hold me, a smile to call my own, deep eyes that adore me, yet I lie here all alone. Dream come true, pain fading away, yet alone I awake, to face yet another day. So much love given, sweet words to be spoken of my own, yet I speak in silence, as I am alone. Many beautiful thoughts running through my head, feelings to be shared, as I am alone here in this bed. Tears to be cried, from happiness, her soft hand to be felt in mine, still I am alone with these tears that I cry. Never knew love like this before, never felt so swept away, and alone I find myself with each passing day. Stars to wish upon, promises to be made, so alone within myself, each night, again, for her touch I will pray. Heart so filled with hopes, and dreams, but each time I open my eyes, it is my lonely heart that I see. Alone with the silence as my heart dies inside, all of our love flowing within e

It Starts Just Like This
I kiss you once, I kiss you twice, I look in your eyes, And find paradise, I get weak in my knees, When I look at you, I see every wish, Coming true, I feel Heaven And I know its true, Cause I’m holdin an angel, When I’m holding you, Can you tell me, What I did so right, To have you here, In my arms tonight, When I hold you, I’m liven a dream, Yeah In my arms, I hold my everything…Everything Nothing really mattered, Just went day to day, Now I find myself prayin, for one more day, Now I have reason, To be a better man, And I will always do, The best I can, I know I’m blessed, I’ve never felt like this, Girl I’ve seen forever, It starts just like this,

You And Your Hand!!
I just know That it's going down Tonight At the door we don't wait cause we know them At the bar six shots just beginning That's when dickhead put his hands on me But you see I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it began Keep your drink just give me the money It's just you and your hand tonight Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Midnight I'm drunk I don't give a fuck Wanna dance By myself Guess you're outta luck Don't touch Back up I'm not the one Buh-Bye Listen up it's just not happening You can say what you want to your boyfriends Just let me have my fun tonight Aiight I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it began Keep your drink just giv

My Pain
My soul is screaming for release Just let me be Why does this world have to torture me so Why do you keep me, just to hurt me A pointless and hollow existence Full of hate Full of pain To roam the darkest of paths alone Lost in the sea of faces Pushed around from lover to lover Never to be truly happy Why the fuck am I even alive The countless times I have wished for death How many times have I tried to bring it upon myself And how many times have I failed I cant even do that right I cant seem to do anything right Just and empty and hollow shell That is all that remains of me Lifeless Full of pain and confusion Wandering through this world just making it by No one understands me No one ever will

Friday 3/30/07
The weather sucks today compared to yesterday, it was in the 70's and 80's and sunny yesterday and today it's in the 50's and nasty and rainy lol. Not much to write about today, since the weather is crappy and making me feel sleep I've just been messing here in the Tap and listening to music and chatting with friends. Guess I'll just keep this entry short today, lol have a great weekend everyone.

Ever Wondr How Much Wwe Star Make
Ashley Massaro: $131,000 Batista: $813,000 (First class flight tickets paid for every week) Big Show: $1,000,000 (Base salary) Bob Holly: $217,000 Booker T: $375,000 Candice Michelle: $64,000 Carlito: $319,000 Chavo Guerrero: $206,000 Chris Benoit: $488,000 (First class flight tickets paid for every week) Chris Masters: $253,000 Eddie Guerrero: $372,000 Edge: $704,000 Eugene: $189,000 Funaki: $124,000 Gene Snitsky: $292,000 Gregory Helms: $277,000 John Cena: $1,743,000 (First class flight tickets, hotel accommodations, and ground transportation paid for every week) John Layfield: $786,000 (Five star hotel accommodations paid for every week) Jerry Lawler: $204,000 (First class flight tickets, hotel accommodations, and ground transportation paid for every week) Jillian Hall: $52,000 Joey Mercury: $134,000 Johnny Nitro: $143,000 Jonathan Coachman: $175,000 Kane: $ 851,000 (First class flight tickets paid for every week) Ken Kennedy: $133,000 Lance Cade: $118,000

The Bat
A vampire bat came flapping in from the night covered in fresh blood and parked himself on the roof of the cave to get some sleep. Pretty soon all the other bats smelled the blood and began hassling him about where he got it. He told them to go away and let him get some sleep but they persisted until finally he gave in. "OK, follow me" he said and flew out of the cave with hundreds of bats behind him. Down through the valley they went, across a river and into a forest full of trees. Finally he slowed down and all the other bats excitedly milled around him. "Now, do you see that tree over there?" he asked. "Yes, Yes, Yes!" the bats all screamed in a frenzy. "Good" said the bat, "Because I sure as hell didn't!"

Dinning Out
A man is dining in a fancy restaurant and there is a gorgeous redhead sitting at the next table. He has been checking her out since he sat down, but lacks the nerve to talk with her. Suddenly she sneezes, and her glass eye comes flying out of its socket towards the man. He reflexively reaches out, grabs it out of the air, and hands it back. Oh my , I am so sorry, " the woman says as she pops her eye back in place. "Let me buy your dinner to make it up to you, " she says. They enjoy a wonderful dinner together, and afterwards they go to the theater followed by drinks. They talk, they laugh, she shares her deepest dreams and he shares his. She listens. After paying for everything, she asks him if he would like to come to her place for a nightcap and stay for breakfast. They had a wonderful, wonderful time. The next morning, she cooks a gourmet meal with all the trimmings. The guy is amazed! ! Everything had been SO incredible!

No One Ever Told Me When I Was Alone They Just Thought I'd Know Better....better.....
"Better", by Guns N' Roses No one ever told me when I was alone They just thought I'd know better....better..... No one ever told me when I was alone They just thought I'd know better....better..... The hardest part this troubled heart has never yet been through now To heal the scars that got their start inside someone like you now But had I known or I'd been shown back when I'd long you'd take me To break the charge that brought me home... and all that won't erase me I never would not that I could No matter what you paid me replay the part You stole my heart I should have known you're crazy If all I knew was that with you I'd want someone to save me It'd be enough That just my luck I fell in love and baby... All that I wanted was... Now I know you better You know I know better Now I know you better! So bittersweet, this tragedy wont ask for absolution This melody inside of me, still searches for solution A twist of fate, the change of heart

This I Feel This Way
Yes I have a lot of love to give big time as a friend, when you have not been on date for 19 years, I just bottle up. But sooner or later I just want to explode with it, and run with it. If given a chance watch out! I just have a lot on my mind and want to share with it. Maybe someday some one will touch my heart big time. I hope .One day I have to prove that saying nice guys finish last saying, and say nice guy do finish first. but I’m out there work on a tight friendship and that is the biggest thing right now a good tight friendship. If there any body want to touch my heart, go for it I know it is a challenge. I like to see anyone touch my heart and never let go. That would be a first. Now wait a minute I’m doubting myself I like surprise. I like surprises. If there where a knock on the door and said Eric I’ll be your friend, care and love you. That would be great. But be real and honest with that count also too.

Soldier.. By Jeremy
Soldier You gave me a flag, to represent a nation. You gave me a weapon, to protect His creation. Running and ducking, I've got to get back. An Army of One, and I'm under attack. I stay alive by using my skills. I try not to think of the number of kills. Life-long friends, We used to play tag. He finally went home, But draped with a flag.

What Causes Autism?
Scientists aren’t certain what causes autism, but it’s likely that both genetics and environment play a role. Researchers have identified a number of genes associated with the disorder. Studies of people with autism have found irregularities in several regions of the brain. Other studies suggest that people with autism have abnormal levels of serotonin or other neurotransmitters in the brain. These abnormalities suggest that autism could result from the disruption of normal brain development early in fetal development caused by defects in genes that control brain growth and that regulate how neurons communicate with each other. While these findings are intriguing, they are preliminary and require further study. The theory that parental practices are responsible for autism has now been disproved.

How Is Autism Treated?
There is no cure for autism. Therapies and behavioral interventions are designed to remedy specific symptoms and can bring about substantial improvement. The ideal treatment plan coordinates therapies and interventions that target the core symptoms of autism: impaired social interaction, problems with verbal and nonverbal communication, and obsessive or repetitive routines and interests. Most professionals agree that the earlier the intervention, the better. Educational/behavioral interventions: Therapists use highly structured and intensive skill-oriented training sessions to help children develop social and language skills. Family counseling for the parents and siblings of children with autism often helps families cope with the particular challenges of living with an autistic child. Medications: Doctors often prescribe an antidepressant medication to handle symptoms of anxiety, depression, or obsessive-compulsive disorder. Anti-psychotic medications are used to treat s

Diagnosis And Consultation
There are no medical tests for diagnosing autism. An accurate diagnosis must be based on observation of the individual's communication, behavior, and developmental levels. However, because many of the behaviors associated with autism are shared by other disorders, various medical tests may be ordered to rule out or identify other possible causes of the symptoms being exhibited. At first glance, some persons with autism may appear to have mental retardation, a behavior disorder, problems with hearing, or even odd and eccentric behavior. To complicate matters further, these conditions can co-occur with autism. However, it is important to distinguish autism from other conditions, since an accurate diagnosis and early identification can provide the basis for building an appropriate and effective educational and treatment program. A brief observation in a single setting cannot present a true picture of an individual's abilities and behaviors. Parental (and other caregivers' and/or teache

Quotes
"Love is like a fire, you don't know if it will warm your hands, or burn down your house. "The rule of love means there should be mutual sympathy between them, each supplying what the other lacks and trying to benefit the other, always using friendly and sincere words.

Potential (dedicated To Jesse)
There comes that mysterious meeting in life when someone acknowledges who we are and what we can be, igniting the circuits of our highest potential. Jess, You were the person with whom I met mysteriously. You saw in me, what I COULD be and you helped me onto the right path. You are the one that helped me to see the potential that I had. For this, I thank you from the bottom of my heart! Your friend always, Dawn

Lies And The Political Pundits Who Tell Them
Yesterday I was talking to my father-in-law. He was saying how political pundits seem to be vicious and said the worst of the bunch, the ones that will kick a man when he's down, seems to be Democrats.I said one name: Bill O'Reilly.My father-in-law grinned and agreed that I won that round hands down...tag: politics, bill o'reilly, evil, republican, democrat-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Waterfall..
She slowly walks down the sandy white beach Gazing out across the glistening water The sounds of waves crashing against the rocks Send slight chills up her spine Coming across a secluded area She saunters over to a cascading waterfall She leans upon the speckled rocks just enough to feel The sensation of spray coming from the waterfall The droplets drip down off of her delicate face Trailing down between her lush soft mounds of flesh. Her long auburn tresses blow freely in the warm winds Her dark chocolate eyes seem to mesmerize all who stare into them Eyes are that of a child, dancing with innocence She looks down at the pool of fresh water with a warm and gentle face Reaching a hand up, she slowly unbuttons the front of her long flowing dress Opening it up to reveal her tight black bathing suit hugging her every curves Sliding it over her bare shoulders as she lets it slide down her silky smooth legs Dropping it to her feet upon the sand She slowly walks

Tarot...
You are Judgement Happiness, Content, Joy. Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward. With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

*deep Sigh*
Well, tomorrow I go for an update on my cancer cells. I haven't been in a while. I was supposed to go MONTHS ago, but there were reasons that I couldn't go. Now, I finally got the chance to go. I just hope that things haven't gotten any worse. Better is good though. It will take a few days to get the results of the test back. Anywho, I'm talking to Bucky on the phone and he sounds really pissed. I don't know what is wrong with him. He says nothing, but I'm not crazy. My kids are in bed, not asleep mind you. I told them that the tv goes off at 9pm and they are to go to sleep. I wanted to be in bed by 9! Guess that's out the question. Mom won't stay up with them so I can go to bed. She doesn't have to get up at 4:30am! Well, I'm gonna end my rant. You all have a great night. Love, Ria

Shadowed
Shadowed(December 1998) Season of joy, shadowed by a storm of pain Tears of hurt from the heart The Bitter side of love A family torn by anger's grasp All the questions left to ask Why, O God, this path I pray? Why this road of hurt and pain Why does your love seem so far away? The answers in His simple way bring comfort for a future day.

Change
What a time we live in! If you were to walk down the street in a once all white neighborhood today, you would be hard pressed to see one white face, with immigration on the rise, laws making it harder to keep them out and the new generation playing into the Jewish brainwashing when can we as a race regain control over our lands? Well a better question would be when will we be afforded the same rights the non white sect of the world have, when will justice truly be blind to the color of ones skin or their religious creed. Today we are no longer in charge of the necessary posts to ensure our races survival, with more colored and Jewish presence in government, our lack of unity and televisions brainwashing we find ourselves stuck between a rock and a hard place. Those of us aware of our surroundings are too few and those of us in any position of power are too afraid of jeopardizing their own place in society to speak out against those who wish to see us hung out to dry. We as a race

A Couple Of Links
(Originally posted April 7, 2006)Here are a few links I have on Satanism:ReligiousTolerance.org - Church of SatanWiki - LaVeyan SatanismChurch of SatanFirst Church of SatanCurrently, I am mostly interested in the First Church of Satan organization. The Church of Satan seems to stratified. My views may change later though.

Chapter 20 { The Invisibel Man
XX. AT THE HOUSE IN GREAT PORTLAND STREET For a moment Kemp sat in silence, staring at the back of the headless figure at the window. Then he started, struck by a thought, rose, took the Invisible Man's arm, and turned him away from the outlook. "You are tired," he said, "and while I sit, you walk about. Have my chair." He placed himself between Griffin and the nearest window. For a space Griffin sat silent, and then he resumed abruptly: -- "I had left the Chesilstowe cottage already," he said, "when that happened. It was last December. I had taken a room in London, a large unfurnished room in a big ill-managed lodging-house in a slum near Great Portland Street. The room was soon full of the appliances I had bought with his money; the work was going on steadily, successfully, drawing near an end. I was like a man emerging from a thicket, and suddenly coming on some unmeaning tragedy. I went to bury him. My mind was still on this research, and I did not lift a finger to

Friendship
ºBest Friends Listen to what you dont sayº - **Samantha Norman** "People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!" - Sent by Ali Nitka *Don't ever be afraid to come to me ~n~ cry* *Don't ever hesitate to look me ~n~ the eye* *Don't ever be afraid to tell me how you feel* *Remeber your my girl ~n~ we gotta keep it real* (That ones for my Girl Nikki....I luv ya!) By: Ashley Upchurch Dedicated to :Nikki Otermat "Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and then, but the strings will last forever." "We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can fly only by embracing each other." -lucian de crescenzo Sent in by Jodi "I never had better friends than the friends I had when I was twelve. Jesus, does anyone?" -Stand By Me Sent in by Pollak Since we met its been you and I, a tear for a tear baby eye for an eye and u know that

Greenock Town
Shipbuilding Greenock waterfront from Victoria Harbour to Ocean Terminal, the skyline dominated by Victoria Tower. Greenock waterfront from Victoria Harbour to Ocean Terminal, the skyline dominated by Victoria Tower. In the early 17th century, the first pier was built in Greenock. Shipbuilding was already an important employer by this time. The first proper harbour was constructed in 1710 and the first well-known shipbuilders, Scott's, was established the following year. It was the oldest shipbuilding business in the world and gained numerous contracts with the Royal Navy from 1806, building ships such as the Prince of Wales. Scott's was nationalised in 1969 and merged with Lithgow's (founded 1874, later the largest privately owned yard in the world) the same year becoming Scott Lithgow. Other yards included Cartsburn, Cartsdyke, and Klondyke - all of which closed during the 1970s and 1980s due to competition from South Korea and Japan. The site of the Scott's yard is now oc

The Last Few Days
I have been having alot of troubles with my stash I'm unable to get into pic's, trackz,news,surveys,jokes and dunno the tabs in which you click on to either edit,delete and or view them won't work for me and I am really sick of this beause I downloaded 2 different browsers to see if that would help an nothing,, I've even went to the support lounge and asked them what the problem was an they said it's a glitch and will work itself out but it hasn't as of yet,,, we're talking 3 days of this...Ready to say the hell with it an leave.

Chapter 1 { The Lost World
Chapter I: There Are Heroisms All Round Us Mr. Hungerton, her father, really was the most tactless person upon earth,--a fluffy, feathery, untidy cockatoo of a man, perfectly good-natured, but absolutely centered upon his own silly self. If anything could have driven me from Gladys, it would have been the thought of such a father-in-law. I am convinced that he really believed in his heart that I came round to the Chestnuts three days a week for the pleasure of his company, and very especially to hear his views upon bimetallism, a subject upon which he was by way of being an authority. For an hour or more that evening I listened to his monotonous chirrup about bad money driving out good, the token value of silver, the depreciation of the rupee, and the true standards of exchange. "Suppose," he cried with feeble violence, "that all the debts in the world were called up simultaneously, and immediate payment insisted upon,--what under our present conditions would happen then?"

To Those I Have Missed
Send this heart for everyone you know that likes you, and if you are inside their hearts they will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive? You ... are in my heart as a valued friend!!! ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶ Please don't forget to send it back to me.. sending luv ur way ......THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW...........

Life...
Well I have to say that it is quite dificult here for me now... My father in law has passed away and all I have here noe it my three little ones and my Mother in law. My marriage well after last night for sure I can say that it is just a matter of time before the papers get filed. I am scared and alone. I can only focus on breathing and getting my babies through each day! I will pull through this and I will be stronger for it! UI just ask that any of you that are reading this and that are consider me a friend please remember that I need you now more than ever. I know I sound like a pathetic mouse right now but that is about where I sit... :(

Lost Angels!!!
Lost Angels As I wander through this dream I see visions of beauty day after day angels on earth it would seem average and ununique they always say It saddens my heart to see this and it burns in my soul to see how they are treated How could anyone dismiss how could anyone let them feel defeated. My world lay in ruin as I travel but with one glance or smile renewed With the sightest kindness they unravel It is this that I strived to fix that has insued There are angels that pass us everyday to work, to home, as normal people would do They would not belive it is true in any way but just stop a minute...one is you!

The Smile Of A Goddess...
The Smile of a Goddess I look to dreams to heal my soul, I find that the pit grows deeper for us all! As my sorrow begins to turns inward; There comes a light beckoning me forward. My heart races in anticipation of its warmth Escapee I find I stand on a cloud. I look amongst the rolls of soft comfort To find a lone silhouette with in the light. I stagger forward burdened by fear My head held low and my arm as visions shield. I am stunned in amazement at the figure before me As its heavenly light surrounds me with such warmth. This cannot be an Angel, the devils hand must be at work For no Angel tis so splendid in shapevoluptuous she stands before me! Her arms open to embrace me and I am immersed in joy, Angelno, yet seductress daemon not. With in her eye, is a tear that turns the world around me cold I begin to faint as I reach to wipe the tear away. To touch her flesh made me understand true beauty But my soul was healednot by her flesh

My Christmas Season Poem!!!
Eve of Noel The skies empty the world is wet the chilling wind burns my flesh numb I sit in the dark contiplating alone in a room filled with family. Lights do not brighten my mood shiny ribbons and paper do not sooth my woes gifts cannot bring joy to my heart it is not my physical being that needs uplifting! With that smells of food wafting through the halls laughter echos off the walls the mood changes with voices long missed and through the darkness the light of love! Family surrounds in a joyous clatter freinds await to hear joy in your voice hearts race at the joy of giving and for one brief moment the world is at peace! There is reasons for this season there are means to each song there is haritage with each babble but for me the world finds it's humanity ON CHRISTMAS!!

Dream Lover
There are days when I can't wait to get to sleep. I spend my days thinking about you, wanting to sleep so I can feel you. You, the one that is only in my dreams. One that I cannot see except when I succumb to my dreams. You know my heart as no other. Your simple caress releases a hunger which must be sated. Only you can give me such a sweet release. My prince, my soul. Come to me in the night. I long for the taste of you mouth as it takes mine. The hardness of you when we are flesh to flesh. The scent of your skin as I breathe is like no other in all the worlds. My dream lover, only you can quench my thirst. Only you set ablaze my soul, freeing it as we rise above the cares and worries left behind. Only you bring me to such ecstasy.

Idiot Boss Update: New Suggestion
(Originally Posted on May 3, 2006)Yesterday, the coworker's father (the man who wrote the original letter to Idiot Boss; the CF has been a manager for 10 years and an IT guy for 15 more) sent a reply to Idiot Boss's email, basically telling the Idiot Boss that he is an idiot, but in much nicer language.Except for one line.The line seems like it is trying to be helpful, but says that there are lots of managerial courses that Idiot Boss can take.The email was printed and put into the suggestion box.Let the fun begin!tag: idiot boss, career, humor, funny, work, office politics

Chapter 23 { The Invisibel Man
XXIII. IN DRURY LANE "But you begin now to realise," said the Invisible Man, "the full disadvantage of my condition. I had no shelter, no covering, -- to get clothing, was to forego all my advantage, to make myself a strange and terrible thing. I was fasting; for to eat, to fill myself with unassimilated matter, would be to become grotesquely visible again." "I never thought of that," said Kemp. "Nor had I. And the snow had warned me of other dangers. I could not go abroad in snow -- it would settle on me and expose me. Rain, too, would make me a watery outline, a glistening surface of a man -- a bubble. And fog -- I should be like a fainter bubble in a fog, a surface, a greasy glimmer of humanity. Moreover, as I went abroad -- in the London air -- I gathered dirt about my ankles, floating smuts and dust upon my skin. I did not know how long it would be before I should become visible from that cause also. But I saw clearly it could not be for long. "Not in London at any ra

New Quiz
(Originally Posted on May 5, 2006)(Not that I needed the quiz to tell me, but...)You are 64% BisexualYou are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you dont let that slow you down.Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.comtag: emotions, sex, quiz

More On Blue Security - The Spam War's Over!
(Originally Posted on May 6, 2006)Today when I got in, there were several hundred spam messages for me to deal with. Included in them were a couple of threatening messages stating that since I use Blue Security, I would be getting a lot more spam.What the spammer doesn't know is that (a) I don't care how much I get, (b) the war he is waging is already lost, and (c) by continually passing my email address to different spammers, he is just hastening his own demise.The thing is, I have to press one button to send all the spam to Blue Security. Just one. Then, they report the messages to the ISPs, law enforcement, etc. I have no problem pressing the one, single, solitary button to get this spam taken care of.And by forcing the issue, this putz is bringing Blue Security into national news. MORE people will sign up for it. MORE spam will be reported. More, more, MORE!And the new spammers who don't know about Blue Security and are just spamming because they were told to do so? Well, T

Calling All Musicians!
(Originally Posted on May 6, 2006)I was listening to a radio talk show duo here the other day. One person said there wasn't enough Easter songs. There's a lot of Christmas songs, a few Halloween songs, but not many Easter songs.I decided to help them out.Today I had a bit of a song going through my head. It sounds like the refrain of a happy, joyful little Easter tune. The refrain goes: WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! Went the hammer. WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! It went again. WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! WHAP! It went a third time. And all those whaps will save us all from sin!Can any musicians out there use this for anything?tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, humor, funny, disturbing, jesus, entertainment, musical, christian, christianity

Notes On Self Initiation
(Originally Posted on May 10, 2006)First off, I found an easier self-initiation at Joy of Satan (the initiation is here). While it is easier, though, I will do the original (maybe incorporating the prayer onto one of the pieces of paper; I kind of like it).Now, the next New Moon is at 12:26am on 5/27 (the night of the 26th - a Friday). That is the day (well, night) I can get the handful of graveyard dirt. I know of two different graveyards I might try. One is down the street, but off of a busy street. The other is quite far away, but basically in an isolated area.I do worry that the police might find me. Even though this isn't technically illegal, it would be pretty bad to get caught. I also figure if I am asked why I am there, I can say that there's a folk remedy to remove warts that needs the dirt.(Actually, thinking on it I can think of a large cemetary nearby that isn't off a main road. I might use it.)So I get paid on 6/1, so if I need any more supplies I can get them then

Shattered
No one can compare to you And no one ever has One of the few I trusted One of the few I will never forget You always made me smile And in some ways you still do Though there are times I sit and wonder Of when you will finally come home It hurts me to know that you’re so close Yet so far out of my reach But I’ll sit by patiently and wait Just like I always do For you to come back And pick up the pieces Smile and put me back together Like you always do

En Tu Mundo Quiero Estar
Quiero entrar en tu mundo y encontrarme contigo, hacer nido en tu corazon y que en mis noches duermas placido a mi lado, que me llenes de tu dulce y tierno amor. Sentirnos en un intenso y tibio beso lleno de suave sensacion y que al sentir nuestros labios presos despierte el caudal de nuestra pasion. Que me descubras toda con tus manos llenas de ternura estar en plenitud atados sin temor amando en un sue~o loco de amor. Entrar en tus sue~os quiero noche a noche, ser todo lo que llene tu corazon, que me provoques, que me exites, que me ames hasta el cansancio y inventar de nuevo el amor. Que cuando salga en el horizonte el sol nos encuentre aun unidos sintiendo nuestros calidos cuerpos y mirarnos con emosion. Irma Iris

The "god Warrior" Video Recap
(Originally Posted on May 22, 2006)I posted the "god warrior" bitch video earlier. I found it at the First Church of Satan website at http://churchofsatan.tv/sbn29.html.Anyway, the "lady's" name is Marguerite Perrin. She has her own website at http://www.margueriteperrin.com/.Now, I know it is not the Satanist way to "pray" for somebody. However, I think it'd be fun to post a message on her forum stating that I am a Satanist and, because her meltdown provided the FCoS with so many new members, it'd only be right to pray for her to receive all sorts of wealth and the like.Could you imagine the horror she'd feel if great stuff started happening afterwards? tag: insane, crazy, bible, jesus, television, tv, christian, joke, christianity, evil, satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, anger, humor, funny, disturbing

Online Connection
We are connected But are not touching Yet i feel you are near We are connected not for a brief moment but for an eternity Sweet memories suppressed but never forgotten Carefully remove from the protective covering and from the hurt of our past Emotions once controlled as asleep no more forever connected our bodies , our minds, our souls Did fate bring these lonely hearts together or was by coincidence We search for the answer knowing that destiny will return us to where we belong

Sick Of Being Labeled
I Look Like A Goth, Act Like An Emo, Think Like A Punk, Assumed As A Freak...But All I Really Am Is A ME! Dont Label For What I Look, Act, Think Like And Asume Me As Something You Feel Is Alright. You Shouldnt Label Me If I Looked Different From You, We All Have Differences And Certain Styles That We Like To Choose. If You Dont Like What You See, Keep It To Yourself, If You Have Nothing Nice To Say, Then Dont So Anything At All. Sometimes Your The Reason Why I Get This Way: Depressed, Upset, Angry, And Sad, You Really Need To Think Before You Say. You Should Realize We Are People That Have Feelings, But Obviously You Dont Have A Clue That Im A Human Being And The Pain You Put Me Through, From All Your Labeling And Judging, Which I Call It Bullshit! Do I Look Like I Have A Sign On My Forehead That Has The Words You See Me As!

Confused
Some Say I Have To Be Perfect, I Mean Why, And Is It Worth It? I Thought There Were No Such Thing, Cant I Just Be Myself Or Is There No Being A Me, And Being Free? I Feel Trapped... Like No Reason To Live Or Hold On To... I Wanna Die And Bleed, If I Did Would Anyone Miss Me? Im Just Confused, Is There Even A Place For Me In This World? I Mean Will I Shatter And Break, Sometimes Its More Pain I Can Handle And Even Take... Am I Just Another Fake Or Am I Real? Because I Cant Even Think Or Feel... Lets Just Go Back To The Beginning Of All This, Im Getting Tired, Weak, Cant I Just End This?

A Small Collection Of Funny Sayings
- Everybody lies. But it doesn't matter since nobody listens. - "Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you are a mile away from them, and you have their shoes." - Frieda Norris - "Nobody goes where the crowds are anymore. It’s too crowded." - Yogi Berra - "You have to be careful if you don’t know where you’re going because you might not get there." - Yogi Berra - I'm astounded by people who want to 'know' the universe when it's hard enough to find your way around Chinatown. - Woody Allen - "Why is it when we talk to God we’re praying, but when God talks to us, we’re schizophrenic?" - Lily Tomlin - Build a man a fire and he’s warm for a night. Set a man on fire and he’s warm for the rest of his life. - Anonymous - Sticks and stones may break my bones but words ... words might hurt me deeply, causing great emotional, mental, and psychological damage leading to a lowered self-esteem and decreased work-r

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are Judgement Happiness, Content, Joy. Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward. With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Sleep?
As I ready what really shouldn't be called a bed Thousands of thoughts run a rampage through my brain Yet it is finally a quiet, dull, pounding pain My handiwork with carbs is my life jacket Not enough to make me feel better just a way to vent A distraction might be a more accurate word Now they all overwhelm me and I shut down Taking all of me to just curl up and cry Knowing I have so much to do in life to waste time Because once it starts who knows when it will stop Please forgive me I need to lay down for awhile Till the dawn may I have some peace maybe after

The Meeting......part 3
She moaned softly as his kisses set everything ablaze deep within her. One of his strong hands entwined in her hair, the other holding her so close she thought she might never breathe again. His mouth worked his way down to her shoulder, stopping there, savoring her. He loved her scent, it aroused him in a manner that was difficult to understand. He felt his body come to life and he hoped she would not notice his arousal. "We need to get out of here." he said. All she could manage was a breathless, "yes, let's." They climbed in her car and she asked where he wanted to go. He simply replied, "My house, if that's ok?" Of course, it was more than she had hoped. This man who had touched her life in so many ways up to now, was about to touch her more intimately than any man had done in years. It was the feeling she got when his hand touched hers. It's not that she's been celibate all those years. She had not been lonely. On the contrary, until she saw him, she felt quite comfortable in

It Might Just Be Brain Damage
I keep telling myself that I don't have a giant tumor growing in my brain. This despite all the evidence to the contrary. I suppose that an inability to remember anyone's name could be attributed to something other than brain tumors. I might just have simple brain damage as a result of my misspent youth. I did a lot of hard sugar when I was young. I'm talking right out of the bag. How many times did I sit at the table with my best friend and eat spoonfuls of pure cane sugar? Must have been hundreds of times. Then we'd hop on our sweet bikes with banana seats (his had an actual steering wheel instead of handle bars - I was jealous) and we'd ride down to King's and accuse other kids of stealing gum. um... What's your name again?

You Never Know What You Have...
You never know what you have until it's been stolen, sold to a pawn shop in Philly, purchased from said pawn shop by a guy named Russ who gives it to his girlfriend in a desperate attempt to get into her pants which fails but she sells it to her cousin's best buddy who DID get into her pants and who then tries to sell it back to you not knowing it's been stolen. At that point you just don't want the damn thing anymore because it smells weird.

Survey #2
The BasicsWhat is your name?AmyWhat is the love of your life's name?BobHow did you meet?thru my friend Tam who we went to bobs to play cardsWhen did you meet?August of 2004What were your first thoughts?oh he is older than meWhat/where was your first date?sitting at the house watchin moviesHow old were both of you?i was 26 he was 43When did he/she meet your family?about a week laterWhat did your family think?he is a great personWhen did he/she meet your friends?within a couple daysWhat did your friends think?he is olderHave you talked about marriage yet?yes he asked me to marry him 2 weeks before xmasWhat is the marriage verdict?of courseHave you talked about kids yet?yes we have a 6 1/2 month old sonHow long into the relationship was your first argument?about a yearWhat did you argue about?something i threw away of hisThe fun stuffWho flirted first?he did of course he is maleHow did you know he/she was into you?when he put his hand on my legDid he/she use a pick-up line? If so, what w

Slaves To God(s)
(Originally Posted on June 23, 2006)This morning I heard on the radio about one of the Miami terrorist cell members telling a woman they were all "slaves to Allah" or some such bullshit.But it got me thinking. Almost all people are slaves to one or more gods. Christians are slaves of Jesus, Jews are slaves of Jehovah, Muslims are slaves of Allah, etc.Satanists are slaves to their god as well, BUT - OUR GOD IS OUR SELF. Therefore, we are our own slaves.Or something. Just think about it...tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, jesus, christian, christianity, jew, judaism, xtian, muslim, islam, allah, god, jehovah, slave, slavery, slaves