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86 Rules Of Drinking.
1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during Happy Hour. 2. Always toast before doing a shot. 3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first chance to offer a toast. 4. Change your toast at least once a month. 5. Buying someone a drink is five times better than a handshake. 6. Buying a strange woman a drink is still cool. Buying all her drinks is dumb. 7. Never borrow more than one cigarette from the same person in one night. 8. When the bartender is slammed, resist the powerful urge to order a slightly-dirty, very-dry, in-and-out, super-chilled half-and-half martini with a lemon twist. Limit orders to beer, straight shots and two-part cocktails. 9. Get the bartenders attention with eye contact and a smile. 10. Do not make eye contact with the bartender if you do not want a drink. 11. Unacceptable things to say after doing a shot: Great, now Im going to get drunk. I hate shots. It's coming back up. 12. Never, ever tell a bar

World War Three Veterans With Hamburgers On Their Nose
On the last night’s banquet when we were in Seattle, the veterans who were at the USS Stoddard reunion were called out to get their photos taken by when they served, whether in World War Two, Korea, or Vietnam. I noticed one organizer only referred to Vietnam (1964-1975) as an “era” and another made a slip on the tongue calling for “all World War Three veterans”; she caught herself amid laughter throughout Elliott Bay room D in the Westin Hotel a few blocks from the Sixth Avenue Inn where we were staying. Four World War II veterans, six Korean War veterans, and thirty-four Vietnam veterans were photographed there, then their spouses, then all the men, and then all the women. Nothing personal against Seattle, but I was more than ready to go home. This despite looking forward to another day-and-a-half of my father-in-law’s driving and having to unwedge myself from the back seat – well, it felt like it – of Martha’s parents 2008 Chevy HHR, allaying Martha’s suspicions if I’m not smi

Late Again!!!.
I've always been the type that is at least 15 mins early to anywhere I have to be...I've never been one of those that live by..."Better late than never"....Hmmm...That doesn't suit me well... I have had to depend on a friend lately to get me back and to work...It's a long story as to why...Let's just say that my car has been grounded..Well anyway...this friend of mine...I love her dearly...She's one of those friends that will bend over backwards to help anyone...BUT...she is consistently late...Since I've known her...Late!!!...We've worked with each other now for about 5 years...And as long as I can remember...she has never been on time to work...or anything for that matter...LOL I haven't been on time to work in the last month...And yes..I should be grateful...And I am very grateful..I just wish she would get here on time...Grrrr... Just another pet peeve of mine...Maybe instead of getting upset with her...I should just take a deep breath when I'm clocking in 5 mins late... :

The Mind
"In my opinion, a mind is healthy when it can perform symbolic acts within mental frameworks which are not immediately obvious. A mind is diseased when it no longer comprehends this kind of linkage and refuses to acknowledge any basis for such symbolic thinking. The twentieth century specializes in producing diseased minds of the type I refer to - minds which uniquely combine ignorance with arrogance. The twentieth century's hard core hyper rationalist would deride a theory of correspondences in daily life and ritual as 'primitive superstition'. However, the rationalist's comment is not one upon symbolic thinking but upon himself, acting as a label to define him as one of the walking dead."

Fears
**Some of my biggest fears** (Some are interesting) *Thunder *Lighting *Being alone during thunderstorms *Dying alone *The thought of my daughters first heart break *Not being a good enough mother *People thinking Im a bad mother,friend.. person in general *Not doing anything with my life Most of all My greatest fear is not having my daughter in my life...that would kill me!!

Love And Miss You Babyboy
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Cutting People Out
Call me a bitch or what have you, but the time has come to cut certain people out of my life, if not for a temporary amount of time, for good. There is so much drama here and rather than leave the site completely, I am cutting out those that have been associated with the most drama. This is a painful decision for me to reach as there are some people that I really like here and want to be friends with but they are in turn associated with people whom I just cannot deal with and so the ties have to be cut. It is about self-preservation and leaving what is left of my sanity in tact. If you cannot understand that, then perhaps I didn't need you in my life in the first place.

Beer Goggles!!
Okay, so I have an idea for fubar. How about if we incorporate "beer goggles"? Here's what they do: Fu can switch the pictures of users at their leisure. So lets say that you are a horny little sex-driven dude and you are perousing pofiles on here when you come across woman who has a VERY provacative default photo. So they click on it and each one of her photos looks better than the last one. So you rate her, add her and fan her, but unbeknownst to you she is ACTUALLY a 450 lb. woman named "Peaches"... when you were "e-drunk" fubar switched the pictures to make her look good, and when you sobered up, they switched the pictures BACK allowing you to see the REAL woman that you had ladened with perverted picture comments!!!! Come on people! There's gotta be someone else out there with my sick sense of humor?? How FUNNY would that be?!?!?!

2-2-2
I wasn't able to post a 6-pack pic by mid summer. Do to change of jobs my schedule's been nuts. But I run a 5 miler now, do my 75 pushups and 55 sit ups. At this time I am back in the military but this time Army National Guard. I've been accepted to Officer Candidates School and am working on getting in shape for them. I haven't been this physically active in 6-7yrs. But I've also never been this strong before. I may not run as fast as I used to but strength wise there's no comparrison on what I can do. I'd take a pic and not be emabarrased now but still show a lil spare tire. Oh, the 2-2-2 is the push ups Army for most push ups in 2 min, sit ups in 2 min and 2 mile run. Right now it's 68 push ups, 54 sit ups and 16:03 mile. My two mile 3months ago was 19:12. I've NEVER been able to do more than 60 situps and one time. Heck yeah!

I'm Relieving A Moment In My Past. And Figuring Out Myself
It's like I'm beginning to truly feel again. I am allowed to be myself and the last time i felt listened to was with a guy named steve. Steve was a quiet guy on campus but everyone liked him. He was really good at drawing anime and or hero cartoons. He wore glasses and stood 6'0 ft. tall. He was very sincere, loving and quiet. I love how he let me talk and would genuinely pay attention to my silliness. I basically.. could be myself. I had a huge crush on him and always made sure to email him when i could. He loved rebuilding cars and hooking up his ride. A year passed by and he meets a girl who is very quiet and shy. I did not know her but felt jealousy of course, because she was held by him every night she saw him. One day they had a real bad arguement and he left so pissed off he began to cry. He got in his car and from t he blurriness of his eyes filled with tears he did not pay attention to a ramp that he hit and his car flew in the air and killed him.... As soon as i f

Documentary In The Making (day 1)
Today was the first day in the making of a documentary i am shooting with a friend.She is so addicted to Smother Chicken Number 5 at Popeyes Chicken that she is willing to prove she can eat it everyday for as long as is needed to prove. We will post a clip as soon as some of the raw footage is put in a mini trailer. I do not have a title for it yet although i think "Smother Chicken No5 is hilarious. I will placing updates as soon as we set the next shoot day. This is no budget yet but we are planning to put a better trailer together to send to popeyes to see if they will fund our documentary. I am so excited, this is going to be hilarious.... Liz Gutierrez is the participant who explains in depth her love for Smothered chicken and if she was sentenced to death and asked what does she want for her last meal she would say "Smothered Chicken".... Keep yourself updated to my blogs. Reve

If U Want To See My Pics
a bunch of u r wanting to see my site pics. but my boss won't let me just give them away. but i did talk her into letting me trade them. so if u send me a bling pack i will add u so that u can see them. check out my other block to see how you can get free acces to my site :)

Free 3 Day Pass To My Site
yes, i can give you a free pass to my site alexjolie.com allyou have to do is get me a VIP, blast, or blingpack and i will send you a free 3 day pass to my site. so let me know if u r interested. :)

Highschool Girls Lol.
Right so we were working today, Not gonna lie some sexy highschool girl on a bus we were driving behind was totally shaking her ass at us. She started grinding on the window, and smiling at us and shit. Then we got total cleavage, and ass crack. So I figured this shit was pretty epic and totally had to make a blog. So, here's my blog on it, not gonna lie, the shit was pretty hott. She had a killer ass, nice titts, slim body. Elwell, that's just how the life of the "Two B's" works. We have crazy shit happen all the time. Pretty crazy no?

Accomplishment
Have to give a little back story for those that don't know I am a single mom of two young girls - I have a significant other (a partner, a boyfriend whatever ya want to call him...love of my life) He lives "across the pond" for the moment... The girls and I live in a little apartment as I am just getting on my feet after getting out of a 10 year marriage. OK - SOOO There are 2 bathrooms in my apartment and both toilets have decided to act up lately. Not really not working - but just not flushing right and sometimes overflowing if you don't plunge at the right time (in other words a royal pain...) I decided to get a toilet snake and take on the issue myself. My S.O asked me today why I decided to do this myself when the maintenance people are paid to do such things and I really couldn't answer him - I just stubbornly bought the "closet auger" and went on my way. I figured it out - as the girls and I were struggling to get the damn thing to work - and I was telling them

Dedicated To Doomtrain
You’re Missed I miss you. Everywhere I go, No matter what I do, I’m reminded of you. Even the wind Carries your voice And leads to Thoughts of you. Across every path, Along the smallest Turn or twist, I carry you with me. Do you know how much You’re missed? I think of you as I pass Pretty houses Lined in a row. Dreams of you rise up Wherever I go. I stare at The blue sky, And can almost see your face. Because I find you Everywhere, In every place. I miss you. Yes, I miss you Way beyond the ordinary. I miss you so much That it’s almost scary. And I’m waiting daily For a word from you, As I hang onto the hope That these dreams Will come true. Author – Unknown -

Famous-puddle Of Mudd
Since it means so much to you... Hollywood hills Pocketful of shells Sunset drag And I haven't even slept for days on end Somethin's gotta give Might as well live it up Until fat lady sings You want it You got it It's everything you dreamed of I just wanna be famous Be so fucking jaded Cause all the playboy bunnys take my money from me Show up at the oscars Smoke out Dennis Hopper The money is for nothing And the chicks are for free Yeah I wanna be famous You can sleep all day And still get paid When the sun goes down We'll do it all over again Cause when you're on a roll They gotta let you go Right through the back door, door Let the games begin You want it You got it It's everything you dreamed of I just wanna be famous Be so fucking jaded Cause all the playboy bunnys take my money from me Show up at the oscars Smoke out Dennis Hopper The money is for nothing And the chicks are for free Yeah I wanna be famous Well I hope it's everyt

Wtf...
I have a question! Why is it when a girl is single no one wants to be with her. Yet when she finally finds one worth trying for all these guys pop up out of no where wanting to be with her and offering her everything to be with them? Is it really true that people don't realize what they want until they cant have it anymore? For a year I played the dating game. I had a guy I could call on at anytime to go do something with. We will call him "safe" guy because I thought there was never going to be anything between them and me. So I would call on him if I didn't have a date for some party, work function, or just to hang out. Well after about 6 months of casually dating this guy I started to develop feeling for him. I expressed my feeling to him since we had always had a very open and honest friendship/relationship. He tells me that he doesn't look at me that way and thinks we should stop dating. I was hurt but valued our friendship more than I did dating him so I agreed to it and we

Forging The Balance
The fire of youth is impetuaous, fearless, and passionate, yet untempered. The passing of winters can bring cynicism, coldness, hardened hearts, and lacking of daring. Fortunately for humankind, there are elders who cherish the passion of youth, tempering it with the wisdom of age. These Wise Ones refuse to cower in the shadows of lost dreams. On their paths, they refuse to bow to hoplessness, refused to adopt the lackluster attitudes of the masses, and stood in the aliveness they saw in the natural world. Only the bold and brave seem to be willing to honor the aliveness they carry. They hold the secret of forging the balance of fiery passion and ageless wisdom. They lead through living and sharing their spontaneous perspective, never especting others to follow. Because they drink the beauty oa all life has to offer, sharing their aliveness and thanks for the that nectar every moment of every day. Jamie Sams

Hwo To Impress A Cowgirl/women
HOW TO IMPRESS A COWGIRL 1. Ride a bull 2. stick to a rank bronc until the tooter. 3. sport a trophy buckle. 4. own a fast horse. 5. let her ride your horse. 6. Drive a new rig. 7. make your dog sit in the back. 8. buy a new hat. 9. twirl her around the dance floor. 10. get rid of your chew before kissing. 11. offer to wear matching shirts. 12. give her a black hills gold ring. A COWBOY'S FIRST LOVE IS HIS GIRL. BUT HIS MOST SECOND IS HIS DOG. {JOHN MORRIS) The dog stays in the passenger seat till she comes along.

So Called Friends
here is the situation i a had a dear fu-buddy...he was one of the few ppl i could talk to about anything. i told him stuff about me not even my real friends know. lets just say i trusted more than i should have. one day he started making comments about my real best friend so i told him to go talk to her and i told her bout him. well it was all great we 3 were havin our fun. then everything changed.. he started telling me stuff i did not want to hear about her and makin me kinda uncomfortable. it went on for months i took what i could until i reached my breaking point one day. we were fightin a lil bit and he threw shit i trusted him with in my face and it hurt...he had no right throwing that card at me. to me it seemed like he was judging me because i had a few ppl i had my fun with..as did he. to me it was like it was ok for him to have his fun and not me. well i figured what it all comes down to is he used me to get to my best friend and its takin a toll on our friendship. its gone p

The Storms
The storms from Valhalla fall Burning Winter into Autumn Closing the locks Such a striking similarity To the gints of before Make like mountains are mole hills And such is the way of men To gather at such a host The faces too vague to recognize And watch as withered vines Cower into the depths of the pacific What a glorious region Squandered into gold The storms of Valhalla fall Melting Summer into spring Drying the rivers What a mirroring experience Of the Titans of dawn Make like Oceans are bath water And such is the way of men To fondle such an image The voices so soft, so sweet And listen as birds no longer sing Flying south through eternal winter What a chilling reception Lost within stone

I've Got Something To Say!!!!1
Sorry I'm not a hardcore fu-blogger, if that is even a word... But I guess today I have a few things to say so here you go, whether you like it or not! I became engaged just over a month ago, and I'm starting to look into how I'm going to go about planning my wedding...honestly, I've only been to a handful of weddings myself and they were just in the last 5 years or so. My first family wedding was just last year. My parents got married in the courthouse some 26 years ago (even I was there!...sort of) so they know nothing about preparing for a wedding. I know that I want a simple ceremony and a kick-ass reception, with beer and little dancing if any. And not too many people. If there is anyone out there who has been through getting married and planning a wedding, I could use any advice, so feel free to give me some! By the way, if anyone has looked at my pictures and have come by my artwork, I just want to let you all know that some of it is for sale...just ask me if there is a sp

Ten Ways To Know That You Are An Impossible Fucktard When It Comes To Love
Have you ever cringed with absolute agony while attempting to understand someone's logic within the walls of their relationship? Have you ever been dumbfounded by the actions taken to obtain a relationship with an absolutely, unobtainable person? Have you ever wanted to kill someone for being so alarmingly love-struck? Obviously this happens far too often and obviously I think that people are fucked for it and because of it. So naturally, I've devised a list to aid all the retards with their fidelity issues. Here they are, in no particular order: 1. If you're writing shitty poetry about the state of your relationship (or a very uninteresting and semi-melodramatic lack-of a relationship), or ultimately, any type of poetry for a website that owns the word, "cunt" in it's title, it's time to end it all. No seriously, ALL OF IT. Composing a load of love-sap-dribble isn't romantic, it's annoying. Eventually your lover (or fantasy), is going to make it outstandingly clear that he/s

Is It A Dream?
Is it a Dream? How real could a dream be? To see the beauty in one’s eyes as they look upon you To smell the scent of the one you long for To touch the softness of their hands in yours To hold them with no fear of loosing them when you let go To hear their voice when the morning sun peaks over the horizon To feel their heart beating next to yours while you sleep So tell me how real could it be?

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I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Actions For Social Transformation
1) Expose the Federal Cartel. *Boycott Citibank, J.P. Morgan Chase, and Bank of America. 2) Boycott the news networks. *Use and protect the internet. 3) Boycott the military. 4) Boycott the energy companies. *Get off the grid and make your home, and car self sustainable. 5)Reject the political system. *Focus on working to disolve the outdated system of politics, in favor of technological redesign. 6) Create critical mass.

Writings
"Hurt" You told me that you loved me but never treated me right You did the same to mommy then beat her every night In your drunken stupor, did you even know I cried myself to sleep in my closet hiding from the enemy that was supposed to be a foe You hurt us with your words You hurt us in your rage You even killed the baby in it's beginning stage You promised that you'd love us until the end of time You promised not to hurt us but then you crossed that line You told me that you loved me You wanted me to be your wife to be with you forever to live a good and wholesome life I thought you were different someone whose love was true but in your drunken stupor the real you shone right through You hurt us with your words You hurt us in your rage you even killed the baby in it's beginning stage you promised that you'd love us until the end of time you promised not to hurt us but then you crossed that line I told you that I loved you I meant every word

My Fav Poet!..shel Silverstein!
Prayer of the selfish child! Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep, And if I die before i wake, I pray the lord my toys to break So none of the other kids can use 'em... Amen. Signals When the light is green you go. When the light is red you stop. But what do you do When the light turns blue With orange and lavender spots? Put something in Draw a crazy picture, write a nutty poem, Sing a mumble-gumble song, Whistle through your comb. Do a lonny-goony dance 'cross the kitchen floor, Put something silly in the world That ain't been there before.

Makedamnsure
"MakeDamnSure" You've got this new head filled up with smoke I've got my veins all tangled close To the jukebox bars you frequent The safest place to hide A long night spent with your most obvious weakness You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want 'Cause you are everything I'm not And we lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close (How close is close enough?) We lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close I just wanna break you down so badly Well I trip over everything you say I just wanna break you down so badly In the worst way My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool." "Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red." You hollow out my hungry eyes You hollow out my hungry eyes And we lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close (How close is close enough?) We lay, we lay together just not Too close, too close I just wanna break you down so badly Wel

Shawn Hlookoff - Wonderful Surprise
Shawn Hlookoff - Wonderful Surprise I wasn't looking for it I wasn't ready for the rain I was stumbling, but you were knocking on my door. I tried but I could not ignore, your soft eyes You had me wrapped around a feeling that just felt so right You're such a wonderful surprise I couldn't plan it if I tried You turn my darkest days to light Like a morning sun, you're such a wonderful surprise. I don't think you can do anymore You're like the hook in my favorite song I wanna sing you You're in my heart, you're on my mind You pick me up at the lowest times in my life Everything happens for a reason and now I see why You're such a wonderful surprise I couldn't plan it if I tried You turn my darkest days to light Like a morning sun, you're such a wonderful surprise You make everything right You took me by surprise at the perfect time You're such a wonderful suprise I couldn't plan it if I tried You turn my darkest days to light Like a morning sun, you'

Tryin To Join The Sevice ....
I'm trying to join the service 2mmarow is the test that i have 2 take ... i hope i get in where i fit in if you know what i mean, this is like wow ... for me ... so .. i hope that everything will work out for me ... ty ...

Passion With No Limit
Teasing lips and tantalizing eyes The sweetest face but a mind of lies You pull me close and kiss me sweet And speak of love as our eyes meet Is this a true love, one that's real? You touch me and my heart you steal My body aches for you to be close So you pull me near you as a toast As our souls do become as one with each other Our hearts start a fire that never will smother A passion hotter than the hottest flame A fire out of control with just us to blame

Physically Stuck To The Toilet In Their Home Wins $20,000 In The State Lottery
Second lottery win makes Kansas man flush October 7, 2008 GREAT BEND, Kan.—A Kansas man whose girlfriend was physically stuck to the toilet in their home wins $20,000 in the state Lottery, for the second time this year. Kory McFarren cashed in his winning $2 Bonus Crossword ticket in Great Bend Monday. On July 29, the 37-year-old received six months of probation after pleading no contest to misdemeanor mistreatment of a dependent adult. McFarren called deputies in February to report that his girlfriend, Pam Babcock, had refused to come out of the bathroom for two years. Authorities found her stuck to the toilet. Medical personnel estimated Babcock had been on the toilet for at least a month and said the seat had adhered to sores on her body. She was released from a Wichita hospital after several months of treatment.

What The Bard Says.........
Sonnet LVII Being Your slave, what should i do but tend Upon the hours and times of Your desire? i have no precious time at all to spend, Nor services to so, till You require. Nor dare i chide the world-without-end hour, Whilst i, my Sovereign, watch the clock for You, Nor think the bitterness of absence sour, When You have bid Your servant once adieu; Nor dare i question with my jealous thought Where You may be, or Your affairs suppose, But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought, Save, where You are now happy You make those: So true a fool is love, that in Your will (Though You do anything) she thinks no ill. Shakespeare could write the darnest things lol (I adapted a tiny bit)

I Am Asking For A Favor
Hey yall it's just me Pink...I am asking a huge favor and I know alot of you are very busy trying to get to your next level as we all have been taking advantage of the people who have Auto-11 activated but I am asking for some help to come rate and fan and add me to help knock down some points and so that I can try to level again or at least so that i can rate pics again I have been busy myself working to help others get their levels and I don't ask for much but I am asking for a favor and I will return all the love to those who help me..... CONGRATS TO ALL WHO HAVE LEVELED AND TO ALL THOSE I HAVE HELPED I HOPE YOU ALL MADE LEVELS THANK YOU AGAIN TO ALL WHO HELPED ME YESTERDAY WHEN I GOT STUCK.

Five Minutes To Midnight In Gethsemane
http://midnightingethsemane.multiply.com/ (October 27, 1954 -- October 5, 2008) I couldn’t recall her age at first, but like my friend Midnight In Gethsemane’s real name, it’s probably better that way. I do know she just celebrated her thirty-sixth wedding anniversary the day before she died. And one of her profiles is pretty succinct: “Married to an Ex-Marine. We have 4 children and 5 grandchildren. I love GOD, FAMILY and COUNTRY. Love the Ocean, Rivers and Lighthouses. I try to be friends with all.” In that order; from knowing Midnight here for the past two years, I can certainly say even though I have never seen Midnight face to face, what I saw through her writings and words of encouragement was what I got. She was one of the oldest friends I’d met on 360 and when she added Multiply to her repertoire one could always count on her encouragement. I liked that she always responded to what I wrote, even when I was venting. And I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn

*screams And Pulls Out Hair*
You see I have the privilege (sp?) of owning my own home, but at this very moment I wish I didn't. You see my hot water tank has decided to leak EVERYWHERE in my basement and I have NO clue as to who to call. I called 2 plumbers the other day and they told me that they didn't do that sort of thing. *pulls out hair* Alan please, please don't take this next part wrong....but this is where I wish Dave was still alive. He did all of this stuff or he knew who to call. I on the other hand can't think of anyone. My mom is clueless...I don't speak to my sperm donor...my in-laws hate me. *deep breath* My roommate called a few of her friends and got a few ideas and I did a little research online, but I am still clueless for the most part. Now if you give me a car, I can tear it a part and put it back together fairly easily, but this house stuff baffles my mind.... *runs to the looney bin*

Proposition 420 - National Infrastructure Disbursement
Proposition 420 The U.S.H.E.M.P. Act Disbursement of Federal Hemp/Cannabis Revenue Section 3: Industrial and Economic Part E: National Infrastructure Funding 25% of Total Disbursement Purpose : To fund development of an alternative bio-fuel and delivery systems nationwide; A percentage of the total revenues acquired from the taxation of Hemp/Cannabis would be set aside with the intended goal of creating an "Apollo Program" focused on the development of a viable Hemp-based uniform bio-fuel similar to the Nation of Brazil's use of cane-based bio-fuel. A portion of the funds would be used to subsidize local fuel delivery systems nationwide until the market becomes self-sustaining. The goal is to eliminate national dependence on fossil-based and overseas acquired energy sources. "A crash program for sustainable energy independence would create three million good jobs, free the nation from imported oil, and promote a healthier environment. States and cities are leading th

Proposition 420 - Legalization Policy
Proposition 420 Section 2: Decriminalization Purpose : To allow for adult individuals to possess, cultivate and use Cannabis without fear of prosecution; The Private Citizen should be the one to decide whether or not they need or would like to use Cannabis as a Recreation or Medicine of choice without fear of Federal, State or Local prosecution. "Prohibition... goes beyond the bounds of reason in that it attempts to control a man's appetite by legislation and makes a crime out of things that are not crimes. A prohibition law strikes a blow at the very principles upon which our government was founded." ~ Abraham Lincoln December, 1840 The use of Cannabis as a recreation of choice should not be prohibited or restricted in any fashion through Federally based controls. Being that Cannabis is a naturally occurring substance and that the active chemicals therein are historically confirmed through millennia of recorded use with no known social or health deterrents, the use

Into The Wild-hard Sun-eddie Vedder
I hesitated watching this movie for one reason or another....I have been missing out. Based off a true story, a young man decides to go on a sort of life discovery journey. He sells off all his worldly possessions, and starts across the US, with his final goal of Alaska. While watching it, I could see a lot of myself in him, striving to get away from society, and what society has become. His journey creates a lot of introspective thinking, on my own part. I really dig what Eddie Vedder did for the soundtrack of this film. Nothing fancy, just phenomal sounds. I hope you enjoy it as well as my mind and soul did.

Grr
What i hate is when you rate peoples pics 11's they dont have the common decencey to rate your pics in return or atleast say thx you or buy u a gift it really gets on my nervous it aint hard to return the love to all of you tht have return the favour thx u so much its deeply appreciated :D

Roflmao
Ok as you can see by my status message on today right this very instant, I so need to level (hint hint!) but instead of thanking each and every one of you oh no thats so not me darling hehe (titters under table!) Imma gonna reward myself with something that I deserve. Dont worry - every one that helps me level will receive a small present, depends on who they are of course but I am the greatest and I deserve the best reward so Imma gonna do just that when I level. ANYONE THAT HELPS ME LEVEL - YOU SHOULD BE GREATFUL THAT I AM YOUR FRIEND COS TOGETHER WE MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE AND YOU KNOW I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS, SOME A LOT MORE THAN OTHERS AND SOME NOT AT ALL.

Fubar Love
Hello Everyone, This is your Fubar Love Doctor Nameless writing to you. I wanted to get some stuff off my mind and maybe it will help the people in the search of love. I am one picky guy when it comes to love. I have been done more ways then one but let me take you back to I start getting online here at fubar. I met a woman from miles away from me. She and I talk and became good friends. She was one person I could see forever with. I talk with her for over a year straight now on the internet cause she would hardly call me anymore after we had a small fight about the whole issue of her being married.. She told me she wasn't married and she was single and a very picky woman. Ok, like a fool I was I believed she was single and when she moved closer to me I wanted to meet her and stuff. She still swearing she was single and just didn't have time to date. I went to her town and try to meet her but she swear up and down she was sick and was at the hospital. I came to my senses and start c

Ever Wondered
What makes people play another person? I find it so amusing how people use the internet for so many varied reasons of entertainment but since being on this site in particular (it's like any other i've found).... i've had various people speak to me both men and women of such levels of a so 'called love' one they believed to be true deep and meaningful, and that they were going to meet and spend the rest of their lives together with his/her so called loved one. But only to find that the very person they thought/believed they were in love with had disappeared,dropped off the face of the earth so to speak just to take on a new identity perhaps or cant face up to the music in the end,or had no real intentions of ever making it come true. So why is it people do this? 1. is because they can? 2. is it because they are a player? 3. is it because they have nothing else better to do in life? 4. is it because they do this is their own relationships 5. is it because they are lacking in

Melo Tricks And Tweets!
Follow Me on Twitter In this age of instant everything à la mode, I have sprouted wings and a beak. Yes, I have become a Twitterer. Or am I just a Twit? Whatever I’ve become, I am now way too busy Twittering, or actually, Tweating, to blog. Yes, I confess: I am a Twitter Addict. I can’t stop Tweating about the silliest things from my breakfast to my orgasms, to my pithy political opinions to the twists and turns of Speakeasy intrigues, all in a matter of seconds. Like good satisfying Quickie Sex, with everyone coming in rapid succession. I even love that Twitter limits me to 140 words per Tweat and no photos, restraining me ever-so-gently, like velvet verbal bondage. follow drsuzy at http://twitter.com As those of you who know me know, my blogs tend to be endless, multi-course meals like the 6-hour dinners the French enjoy, peppered with pictures and links. The more I promise myself to keep it short, the

Hmm...
I was heard of a mental disease I can't quite recall what it was but it started with a..it had something to do with someone adapting socially...signs were something like making them uncaring and unfeeling as if they were emotionless robots...I need to find a strand of that shit and put it in my dna...

For My Beautifull Wife
A GOOD WOMAN One you should treasure, but not as a possession, Who needs to be loved, not treated with aggression. Her value is more than all the world's treasures, Not just the sum of scale's unit measures. She should always be built up, not torn down, By all the words you speak, when she is around. She needs to be hugged and not pushed away, Especially when you both having a really bad day. Words spoken to her in haste and anger, Can place her fragile heart in danger. She should be admired for her boundless love, And looked upon as a true gift from Above. Not used as a target for all your frustration, But held close and kissed with loving admiration. You should always appreciate her commitment to you, And not take for granted what she's given up for you! Kiss her and love her all that you possibly can, And don't be embarrassed to be seen holding her hand. Treasure each day as if it were the last, And at the end of your life you won't be regretti

This Is Sure To Piss Some Ppl Off...
I don't care. Friday afternoon around 5:30pm I was on my way home when I received a phone call and was told to pull over and check my news page on my phone. Figuring that it was only an update on one of the quite a few murder cases in the area recently, I choose to wait until I was home. I got home, turned on the TV, and at local lady by the name of Linda Long had left her 2 year old grandson, Madison Nose, in her vehicle while she went to work. She returned to his dead body at 4:45pm, this was 8 hours and 45 minutes after she exited the vehicle. According to Long, she had remembered to take her cell phone, her keys, double check her locked doors, and take a good look around the parking lot to remember where she had parked, but she never noticed a 2 yr old child in her car strapped snugly in a car seat next to the window of the back seat? Now, I could not buy any of this at all. It just seems unreal to me that someone could leave a child in the car all day, much less FOR

A Baby ??? No Way !!!!!
oh yes way .. there will be a new addition to our family in just a short time ... And no i'm not pregnant ( bite your tongue!) .. I'm going to be a Grandmother !... Althou this wasnt something planned as most babies arent anymore .. and I was hoping they'd both get thru their college years ... My son and his girlfriend are going to be parents .. there was a lot of torn emotions about all of this . because of their ages .. yes they are young .. so .. adoption was an option ..but everyone talked well .. we mostly listened to what they had to say .. and There will be no adoption ... So... in just a very short time ( we arent sure of her exact due date yet ) There will be a lil one gracing the pictures of Fubar .. We're all hoping for a healthy baby .. doesnt matter boy or girl .. I just cant wait to hold my sweet grandchild .. wow who would have thought Id be saying this shortly after my 40th birthday HAHAHA . doesnt matter . I love them both very much and know there more

Love.....
Why do people use that word so carelessly? Why is it always the good people who get hurt? Can't people just honestly say what's in there hearts without head games and breaking hearts? I have only told two people in my whole life that i love them and both times I have had those words thrown back in my face. Is love a myth, something society tries to brainwash us with or is it real and just something some people are not destined to find?

The Calling Chapter 9
As I sat there and stared at him with a lost look on my face not knowing what to say to him now that he had laid this question upon me on this night. How could I engage into something with somebody like him one of our feared enemy's and yet he was nothing to fear from the way he talked and the way he acted with me. So did all in the world of the Vampires fear these Lycans so much when I of all Vampires feared everything and everybody but yet had no fear around him ? He never took his eyes off of me while he waited for my answer and yet the look wasn't one of waiting but more like the look of a long lost friend that had finally found his friend again after so many years of being apart and away from each other. His blue eyes shone so bright at night that it was hard to turn my head away from him and not look and get lost in them and just want him to take me down deep into his thoughts and dreams that he had. I had never had a tension build up inside of me like this ever before with it

Two Guys In Lowes
Two guys, one old timer and one young, are pushing their carts around >> Lowe's Building Supply when they collide. >> >> The old timer says to the young guy, 'Sorry about that. I'm looking for >> my wife, and I guess I wasn't paying attention to where I was going. >> >> 'The young guy says, 'That's OK It's a coincidence. I'm looking for my >> wife, too. I can't find her and I'm getting a little desperate.' >> >> The old guy says, 'Well, maybe we can help each other. What does your >> wife look like?' >> >> The young guy says, 'Well, she is 24 yrs old, tall, with blonde hair, big >> blue eyes, long legs, big boobs, and she's wearing tight >> white shorts, a halter top and no bra What does your wife look like?' >> >> The old timer says...... 'Doesn't matter --- let's look for Yours.' > >

Thursday 10-16
Whats shakin Culinary kiddies, Todays menu consisted of 2 eggs over medium served atop fried vinegar mascerated potatoes with onions peppers an smoked ham. Topped with tomato an scallion and a sriacha drizzle ;) catch yas manyanas!!

I Need Some One Help
I have three different pic at the bottom of my page that I would love to have as a background, but don't know how to make a skin. If some one could please help me either tell me how to do a skin or make one of the three in to a skin for me. I have no problem RTF to a point but will try. I'm new at this and would like to make more friends that I can help out and that can help me as well. Thanks **CANDY~APPLE~STEPH**

London Times News That Our Media Won't Report
London Times News that our media won't report. Ready for a shock? Below is an article from the London Times about our military. Interesting, it is! Our media coverage is shameful! Winning Isn't News By INVESTOR'S BUSINESS DAILY Iraq: What would happen if the U.S. won a war but the media didn't tell the American public? Apparently, we have to rely on a British newspaper for the news that we've defeated the last remnants of al-Qaida in Iraq . London's Sunday Times called it "the culmination of one of the most spectacular victories of the war on terror." A terrorist force that once numbered more than 12,000, with strongholds in the west and central regions of Iraq, has over two years been reduced to a mere 1,200 fighters, backed against the wall in the northern city of Mosul. The destruction of al-Qaida in Iraq (AQI) is one of the most unlikely and unforeseen events in the l ong histo

Art Of Making Love
slow and deliberate... my every move... like a dance of the royals... using all my senses... SIGHT: to relish in the sturdiness and ruggedness the god's have instilled into this man... that I now admire... TOUCH: to caress the masculine muscles that are so carefully designed to fit every curve and crevice of my very own being... HEARING: to listen to the passion filling the man creature bestowed unto me as I create sounds of pleasure within him... TASTE: to delicately lick... suck... and nibble… at the flesh of this creature made so perfectly to my very own needs... SMELL: to relish the manly scent of musk... The perfection of wisdom the creators instilled to enhance my very own stimuli... Indeed I am a passionate lover... a screamer... multiple orgasmic... and even... sometimes a squirter... I possess all the feminine attributes desired by man... And yet... I... remain... ALONE...

À Tout Le Monde
[Music & Lyrics by Mustaine] [Originally appeared on the album YOUTHANASIA] Don't remember where I was I realized life was a game The more seriously I took things The harder the rules became I had no idea what it'd cost My life passed before my eyes When I found out how little I accomplished All my plans denied So as you read this know my friends I'd love to stay with you all Please smile when you think of me My body's gone that's all À tout le monde [To all the world] À tous mes amis [To all my friends] Je vous aime [I love you] Je dois partir [I have to leave] These are the last words I'll ever speak And they'll set me free If my heart was still alive I know it would surely break And my memories left with you There's nothing more to say Moving on is a simple thing What it leaves behind is hard You know the sleeping feel no more pain And the living are scarred These are the last words I'll ever speak And they'll set me free

Slow Tears
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

Team Qt In Da House!!!!!!!!!!
A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE JUSTINE QT NEEDS YOUR HELP.....ALL SHE NEEDS IS PPL TO RATE IT TAKES A SEC...GET AS MANY PPL AS YOU CAN TO RATE PRETTY PLEASE....I WILL OFFER 500K FU-BUCKS TO WHO EVER HELPS HER WIN

Anything To Keep You/crash And Burn**(please Comment)**
My Hubby Wholf Is a Lyricist/Songwriter and we'd LOVE Some Feedback on a couple of his songs...PLEASE COMMENT!! Anything to Keep you I know it's been a long time since you've heard from me. There's been a lot more going on than you could know. I've got a wife and I've got a real good family. And I've done a lot of growing since you've been gone. I know that when you left you had your reasons. But that don't make much sense when you're eight years old. Daddy took it hard when you were leaving. He just stood out in the rain and said, "don't go"... I'll do anything to keep you. Please believe that I still need you. I never meant to hurt you, without you I can't go on. He can't love you like I love you. If you need someone to run to, I'll be waiting here with open arms... Please don't go away. Daddy did his best to raise me here without you. Cause I was far from easy and a little wild. I remember late at night he'd be thinking about you. I could hear h

Missouri.....five Statewide Issues Will Be On Nov. 4 Ballo
Five statewide issues will be on Nov. 4 ballot Published: Wednesday, October 8, 2008 5:05 AM CDT Every two years during the November General Election, Missourians are inundated with campaigns concerning amendments to the state’s constitution or propositions that would change Missouri law. But the Nov. 4 election is less than a month away, and little has been said about some of the five statewide ballot issues that will be on this year’s ballot. This is the first of a six-part series about the statewide ballot issues. The five issues on this year’s ballot are: • Constitutional Amendment 1: This amendment would require English to be the language of all governmental meetings at which any public business is discussed. Proposed by the 94th General Assembly, First Regular Session. • Constitutional Amendment 4: This amendment would change provisions relating to financing of certain stormwater control projects by the Department of Natural Resources. Proposed by the 94th General A

Hi There Im Aliza
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Fuhubby Godfather Pimpout
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I Ebay For A Living.
Yes, that's right. So go fucking look at it. You've obviously got time to spare here, so why not shop? You might find something you like. Click here to shop What the fuck are you waiting for? Go shop already!

Letter
Letter from God to women If you ever look at yourself and feel that you don't measure up, readthis and your outlook will change before you finish reading it! This is good to keep, not just to read from time to time, but to alsokeep stored in your heart! Enjoy, and remember who you are... Letterfrom God to WomenWhen I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. WhenI created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. Butyou, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into manbecause your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to comeover him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with thecreativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone thatprotects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, asyou are meant to do. Around this one bone, I shaped you.... I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristi

Ghost
Where do I take this pain of mine? I run, but it stays right by my side So tear me open, pour me out There's things inside that scream and shout And the pain still hates me So hold me until it sleeps Just like the curse, just like the stray You feed it once and now it stays Now it stays So tear me open but beware There's things inside without a care And the dirt still stains me So wash me until I'm clean It grips you, so hold me It stains you, so hold me It hates you, so hold me It holds you, so hold me Until it sleeps So tell me why you've chosen me Don't want your grip, don't want your greed Don't want it I'll tear me open, make you gone No more can you hurt anyone And the fear still shakes me So hold me until it sleeps It grips you, so hold me It stains you, so hold me It hates you, so hold me It holds you, holds you, holds you until it sleeps I don't want it So tear me open but beware There's things inside without a care And the

Be Careful
To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Greenwood Avenue and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. XX P.S. Your girlfriend phoned.

Denying Fate
The act of forbidden love Such betrayal and lies The knife is sharp The blood is dripping from the heart How to fix such chaos To bend the rules Oh such sorrow for the suffering They can't go back We can't change the past So the tears will not help There will be no more sorries An act of true love The fate of two people Are they destined to be? Its already known in the hearts The hearts of two Always one will get hurt So this forbidden love Is this possibly the true love? Are they denying fate? Fate can't lose it always wins They will lose They do belong Now all they do is wait Written and Created by: KMD

But Dust
What is Butt Dust??? What, you ask, is 'Butt dust?' Read on and you'll discover the joy in it! These have to be original and genuine. No adult is this creative!! JACK (age 3) was watching his Mom breast-feeding his new baby sister. After a while he asked: 'Mom why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?' MELANIE (age 5) asked her Granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Melanie said, 'If you don't remember you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six.' STEVEN (age 3) hugged and kissed his Mom good night. 'I love you so much that when you die I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window.' BRITTANY (age 4) had an ear ache and wanted a pain killer. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her Mom explained it was a child-proof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked: 'How does it know it's me?' SUSAN (age 4) w

The Fourth Commandment Alleviates Much Stress
Exodus 20:8-11 contains the fourth commandment, and it's got to be especially important if it spans four verses. "remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy," is the command. Why should we remember one particular day out of the week, besides the fact that it IS God's command? All of us can attest to the need to set aside time for ourselves, time with the people closest to us that isn't necessarily "quality time" (that watches the clock), but time that we are open to hear what others have to say to us. If our family and friends need that set amount of time and we learn from them (even if it's what NOT to do), how much more does God need that time with us? How much more do we need it with Him? "Six days shalt thou labor, and do all thy work: But the seventh day is the sabbath of the LORD thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, thy manservant, nor thy maidservant, nor thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within thy gates." I won't dispute w

Part One
"That's it. Lick my clit for me like that." I grabbed the back of his dark chocolate bald head and started grind my wetness into his face. His dark massive hands grappled my mahogony thigh and held it open for his assault. His muscular smoky body glistened against the crisp white sheets. He was angled on his side, pushing his whole tongue and face into me. The pleasure was just so very exquisite. His girlfriend, a thick light skinned Creole girl, was curled up on her side, licking his balls, heavy with cum, as she stroked his thick purple shaft. Pale fingers against the dark penis looked so very erotic to me. I reached to my right and grabbed her long auburn hair. "You need to suck him into the back of your throat." On my cue, she started to take him into her mouth. "Suck him! Now!" I pushed her head down on him, making her gag against him. What a picture we made, almost a triangle, tangled on the bed together. He moaned with pleasure,his lips firmly wrapped around my clitoris. T

Stupid Asses
why, WHY do people feel the need to post as many naked pics as possible on here? i can understand wanting to put up some sexy/cute/cool pics of themselvs, with piercings and tats and shit like that, but why would you want to put yourself out there like your some huge slut and spread eagal and make yourself out to be some super whore just to get rates and comments....i dont get it, then people wonder why they get stalked and raped. and im not saying people dont have the right to do what they want, wear what they want, but some people out there dont have the common sense to understand that what they do and wear can make a weak minded person come after them and have the idea that if a girl puts herself out there like that then why not try to fuck her, whether she wants it or not? im not saying its the girls total fault, but i am saying some of these girls need to use a little common sense when it comes to putting themselves out there like they're the hottest shit on earth then wonder why

Awesome Halloween Party In Firefighters Hall Tonight Come Have Fun An Play With Us
CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO ENTER... IF YOU DARE!!! > (repost of original by '~MERCI~EMS~CO-OWNER-FIREFIGHTER HALL~' on '2008-10-27 13:51:18') (repost of original by 'fireman63' on '2008-10-27 14:28:40') (repost of original by '~MERCI~EMS~CO-OWNER-FIREFIGHTER HALL~' on '2008-10-27 16:34:13') (repost of original by 'FF JOHN ~ OWNER FIRE FIGHTER`S HALL' on '2008-10-27 18:20:00') (repost of original by '~MERCI~EMS~CO-OWNER-FIREFIGHTER HALL~' on '2008-10-28 07:45:01')

Nsfw Pics
Ok here is the thing. I posted 3 new nsfw pics and they are really good ones. I have also decided to open them up for my friends instead of just family. It seems to be working and people are treating me with respect. So I thank you for all your comments and rates. I truly do appreciate them. So cheers to all of my friends. Send my a shout and I will shout back. If you know my yahoo address you can IM me there and if you don't have it just ask for it. All I ask is that you don't abuse the priviledge to show yourself to me. Just remember that I have 2 beautiful girls that are usually up until 9:30pm. I really appreciate that. MUAH!!!! Ok well thanks again and Many kisses and hugs to everyone!!!!!

Your Scent
Your Scent My eyes open in the morning light My nostrils catch Your Scent A fresh smile across my lips Memories of a passionate night spent Your Scent lingers on me I so treasure each breath I inhale Your sweet taste on my tongue It tips the pleasure scale How could one such as me Be so fortunate to catch Your Scent My body still shakes For your passion is so intense I crave the touch of your fingers To feel your lips pressed against mine Your soft skin I can’t get close enough too Praying our bodies once again intertwine I love when our tongues meet When you allow me into your sweet embrace Taking in the full measure of me Seeing the pleasure grow on your face Penetrating between your honey sweet thighs Licking nibbling taking your breast in my mouth As a fiery intensity continues to rise Each wanting to please the other Each seeking what the other wants to feel Each embracing the other tightly Each desiring a passion that’s real You know I desire your to

What Lies Inside
What Lies Inside My window is blackened Stained by my blood My soul has leaked onto the floor The walls built around me Made of the scars on my heart Each painful memory I bore Eyes that have fallen Into the pitch of the night Never seeing the visions A tongue that is dried Cracked and lost its taste My life in so many divisions As the light dims in my tomb And my last gasp of air is taken My thoughts drift to you Watching you fade to black As my flesh rots away Despairing there is nothing I can do

Story From Evan1983
You’re walking along a deserted beach, u look amazing in a skimpy string bikini and thong. The breeze blows back your hair and the sun kisses your soft skin. You roll out your blanket and lay down. You’re alone so you don’t feel embarrassed to take your top off and fall asleep. At some point you wake up noticing a shadow over you. You look up and see me standing over. At first you're embarrassed and cover your breasts with your hands, but as you look me up and down a smile passes over your lips. You let your hands down, revealing your chest. You look up at me with a wink, I smile back. Your hands move up my leg, over my board shorts, feeling my growing cock underneath. I help u up and I fondle your breasts as you unlace my board shorts. You pull them down and my cock pops out to greet you. With a playful laugh you grab it and lead me by my cock down to the water. We jump in and laugh and play with each other. Our wet bodies are slick when held close. You play with my cock as we mak

My Reaper Poem
Follow The Reaper (Death be not proud, though somehave called thee mighty and dreadful, art not so) Loosing the war I'm feining to win though I never tried to to strive deep from within. Life could be beautiful for anybody it's for, but I'd swear this mothafuckin' shit is rotten to the core. The portal has been past and it's time to make a turn, to follow the reaper until the point of no return. When your blindly death-raying blade sweeps the griefs and fears away. I cross my heart and hope to die thy freedom will be mine. Sinking down in the ocean of severe emotions. Grab a bottle to drink up the pain-reliefing potion. But after all, that got boring too, so no matter what happens, I couldn't give a damn or too. The portal has been past 'til the point of no return. No more lines to cross, no bridges to burn. Now when your blindly death-raying blade swept my griefs and tears away. I'd never go back to cross that line. I cross my heart and hope to di

10/29/08
What up Blog!!!!!! What a long week here at work. It usually is when you are waiting for your vacation to start. Im heading out on a cruise next Thursday to Mexico. It should be fun, but I hope the company we bring are to dull. At the moment Im about ready to drop kick one of the girls going with us. I just finished reading The Herion Diaries. It was a great read. Actually I read 357 pages in two days. I was hooked. Nikki Sixx from Motley Crue is a sick and twisted sumbitch, but man what a life he and the rest of the Crue lead. Yeah ok, maybe the ODing on Smack and being drunk everyday isn't good, but damn. I don't care who you are, If u walk into a bar and girls take u in the back room and blow you, then say thank you for letting them do it. WOW...now thats what I call being the MAN. 0715 10/29/08 I just got into with some lady in my office. She needs to keep her nose out of peoples conversations. We were discussing how barrack is the Antichrist and is a putz. She burst in t

Stolen From Stacie
What was the highlight of your day? Still waiting for it. Who has texted you today? I don't have a cell Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed? Uuuuuhhh....? How did you feel when you woke up? Sad Name something great that happened Friday? Absolutely nothing When was the last time you saw your father? Yesterday Do you like your life as of now? No, but I see great potential and I hope Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? Always, but not just anyone..someone Do you regret doing something in the past week? Yup Have you ever been kissed by a person that's name starts with J? Hasn't everyone? Do you drink coffee? Nope Do you crack your knuckles? Yeah What were you doing 20 minutes ago? Playing poker Does anyone call you babe or baby? Yes, but I ask them not to Last thing you drank? Mt. Dew (Y) What were you doing yesterday at midnight? Watching cheesy kung-fu What can't you wait for? Win

This Is Funny Lmao
A man was working on his motorcycle on his patio and his wife was in the house in the kitchen. The man was racing the engine on the motorcycle and somehow, the motorcycle slipped into gear. The man, still holding the handlebars, was dragged through a glass patio door and the motorcycle dumped onto the floor inside the house. The wife, hearing the crash, ran into the dining room, and found her husband laying on the floor, cut and bleeding, the motorcycle laying next to him and the patio door shattered. The wife ran to the phone and summoned an ambulance. Because they lived on a fairly large hill, the wife went down the several flights of long steps to the street to direct the paramedics to her husband. After the ambulance arrived and transported the husband to the hospital, the wife uprighted the motorcycle and pushed it outside. Seeing that gas had spilled on the floor, the wife obtained some paper towels, blotted up the gasoli

Closure
This time I am going to sound ill, sitting here and I cant be still. Not mad at you, but mad at me, because I just couldn`t see. I never meant a damn thing to you, and it is about time that you knew. I am so sick and tired of your lies, you are always in some kind of disguise. Is anything about you true at all, you know all I have to do is make a call. To someone who we both know, all I want right now is for you to go. Away forever and leave me alone, because you are an asshole down to the bone. Took me a long time to figure it out, what it is you are all about. You say I was your best friend, but where were you in the end. When I needed you the most, you had to flee maybe out toward the coast. But hey, I really don`t care, because I know someone who is always there. Doesn`t care what I do or where I have been, and yes I can really call him a friend. Guess who that someone is do you have a clue, I know this much it isn`t you!!!

Politics "oh My"!!!!
With voting on the horizon, I often think about how many people have truly thought about things. Who has actually taken a look around and noticed the past, present, and thinks about what is to come. I had an acquaintance once tell me his perception of human beings were that of mere cattle. I didn't agree with the opinion he spoke. As I have noticed things around me, it has become clear that some of us have lost the ability to think for ourselves. Its easier to follow the new trend, or follow rather than being a leader.Then there is always getting caught up in keeping up with the Jone's. When I think of the president, I am some what baffled at the thought that we put so much faith in one person to correct everything gone wrong. With all due respect, when you actually think of the process, it is never just one person that sends things into chaos. History repeats its self time and time again. From Roman times to now. People before us had the same challenges as we do today. The only

The First Stroke
The First Stroke Slivers of light touch your face Your skin soft as I trace lines The curve of your cheeks Your lips passion defines Your eyes I loose myself in Hearts fantasy playing out Opening like a rose Feeling fully what Love touts Wrapping each other tightly Clutching with all we are Flesh meets sending shivers Echoes of our moans travel far Colliding with our passions leading Candle light flickers once more Our bodies loose their edges As we melt into each others core Tongues on fire taste glistening skin Necks exposed to be tantalized Slowly we begin to fill the room As our lusts are fully realized Deeper we explore one another Using each other like a cloak Absorbing the lustful scent Beginning with The First Stroke

Who Wants All Of Their Sfw And Non-ripped Photos Rated With 11 Every Week For A Month?
Here is the catch. My photos are family only. Meaning that for most of the people out there they cannot rate my photos. And to be rather honest, I do not care if my photos are rated by anyone other than those that WANT to rate them. My VIP runs out on 11-08. So, I keep getting messages from people wanting their photos rated with my 11's that my good friend bought me when she purchased my VIP. Well, sorry but NO. I have several that I have rated all of their photos or most of their photos because they are truly the definition of friends. But Nope, I am not going to just rate someone's stuff because they "asked" or they "need it". So, the first person that wants to renew the VIP will get 100 11s a day every week until all of their phots are rated each month. (Do not contact me about trading rates, as I will not renew the VIP myself. Anyone that wants me to rate their stuff 11s, they can pay the $20 for a VIP. Considering they charge $10 for 100 extra 11s, this is a pretty damn goo

My Bad Luck
ok for my friends on here, i want to apologize for being a little distant. i got more devistating news today. my ex wife passed away on thursday. she died at the age of 33. i now have lost my grand father and the mother of my 2 oldest girls, i now will have them full time(which is a good thing)but the problem is i have been away from them for so long because my ex kept moving around.so just have a little patience with me

To Mr.bandido Chaser
OK U SIR HAVE GOT TO BE THE MOST IGNORANT CHILDISH MAN EVER TO CROSS MY PATH. I RATED YOUR PROFILE ITS SELF A "10" BUT BECAUSE I RATED YOUR BLOG OF IGNORANCE A "2" THEN AND ONLY WHEN I I RECEIVE A MESSAGE FROM YOU WHINNING ABOUT THAT RATE ASKING ME TO GO BACK A RERATE IT A "1" DID I GRANT YOU YOUR REQUEST..... THEN YOU TAKE THE TIME TO CHILDISHLY COME TO MY PAGE AND RATE MY PROFILE A "1" AND THEN GO AS FAR AS TO BLOCK ME??? PLEASE TELL ME THAT PEOPLE ARE NOT THIS CHILDISH AS TO POST A BLOG FOR OTHER PEOPLES INPUTTED OPINION AND THEN GET DOWN RIGHT PISSED BECAUSE I RATE BASED MERELY ON MY OPINION ON THAT BEFORE MENTIONED BLOG??? IT REALLY DOESNT BOTHER ME ABOUT THE RATE AS I FIND IT TOTALLY CHILDISH AND IGNORANT. SO TO YOU SIR HERE IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU PERSONALLY..... IT SAYS THAT YOU ARE 50 YEARS OLD.... I REQUEST THAT YOU SIR GROW THE HELL UP ACT YOU AGE GET BETTER INFORMED ON WHAT YOU INTEND TO ASK OTHERS OPINIONS FOR STOP TRYING TO PUT FORTH SUCH IGNORANT MATERIAL AN

Abortion Survivor Jessen Responds To Obama Calling Her "despicable Liar"
Gianna Jessen survived a saline abortion 31 years ago. "I didn't have any burns anywhere on my body -- it was amazing." The saline, however, did leave Jessen with a mild case of cerebral palsy, a slight limp, and a life-long commitment to oppose abortion. Jessen is featured in a television ad presently running in Ohio and New Mexico, criticizing Barack Obama's four votes against the Born Alive Infant Protection Act (BAIPA). I asked her why she teamed with Jill Stanek's organization, Born Alive Truth, to make the ad. "It's very important for the American people to know how [Obama] feels about the most vulnerable among us," she told me. (Stanek is the Chicago nurse who began lobbying to secure legal protections for babies born alive during abortions.) Jessen has been active in the anti-abortion movement for 16 years and testified before Congress in 2002 about the BAIPA. At those hearings she met Stanek, who approached her several months ago about doing the ad. "I was thrilled t

My Comedy...
It's been a interesting weekend. Most of you who care enough to read these blogs knows Im getting a divorce. (someday omg i cant afford this crap lol) well I know my kids are having a hard time with the fact. My sons real father is a complete jackass as most of you know. His boys feel he picks everyone else over them, more specifically his gf & her kids, and my boys are teenagers so they are at that age where they have the fuck you attitude. This weekend her (her being his soon to be wife)son pushed Joe to his breaking point. If you've ever spoken t ome you know my kids are the kind of kids you have ot push a lot to make them mad. Apparently Joe dotted his eye, ok not just dotted his eye but cut open under it & busted up his lip. The kid came home quite proud of himself too lol so thats was my comedy of the week.. had to share :)

Vote Vote Vote!!!!
TODAY IS AN EXCITING DAY BECAUSE FIRST OF ALL NO MORE BUSH!!!!! SECONDLY IT FEELS GOOD TO BE APART OF HISTORY. WE NEED MORE THAN JUST HOPE TODAY. WE NEED AMERICANS WITH TRUE CHARISMA AND CONFIDENCE TO GO OUT AND VOTE. IF YOU VOTED THANK YOU FOR DOING THAT. IF YOU DIDNT VOTE GO OUT BEFORE THE POLLS CLOSE FOR GOOD. IF YOU DECIDED YOU DIDNT WANT TO VOTE YOUR BEING FOOLISH. DONT COMPLAIN LATER ON ABOUT ANYTHING. ITS OUR RESPONSIBLITY AS TRUE AMERICANS TO SHOW OUR PATRIOTISM IN THE ONE TIME WE HAVE THE OPTION TO CHOOSE WHO WILL RUN OUR COUNTRY FOR THE NEXT 4 YEARS. I HOPE EVERYONE VOTED. FOR THOSE THAT COULDNT VOTE I GOT UP EARLY THIS MORNING FOR YOU. IM PROUD OF MY CULTURE, HERITAGE, HISTORY, AND COUNTRY.

Yowza!
I forget how busy this place is lol! So you all know, I will get to you when I get to you, And I don't want to see your nudes. Nor do I care if you have a big cock. I am just here to see some ol friends and keep myself busy since I am home right now. But please do stop by and say hello! But no spamming my shit ok Hope everyone had a great Halloween! Can't believe its November!! WOW xo

Obama Is President Get Over It!
I DID VOTE FOR McCAIN but wishes i had voted for OBAMA he has great ideas and i hope he does a great job as president..i wanna throw my support to OBAMA,he could change the world for the better if people would stop and give the man a chance like iam going to.i hated him for all the wrong reasons and didnt want him to president.but now that i have researched him and read more about him im glad he won.so everyone needs to chill that McCain didnt win its just an election people!CHILL gosh damn it! OBAMA WON!

The Measure Of An American
There are going to be some people who don't like the outcome. No matter what the outcome would have been, people can never be happy with -any- decision made, regardless of how good or bad it was for the greater good. But what really gets me... what really makes me stop and question the Caliber of today america, and a specific American is a statement like the following (Found on a MUMM comment earlier today): (LORD I PRAY FOR THE RIGHT SNIPER TO DO HIS JOB!!!!) This was apparently someone else status message. I don't really know. Point is, what kind of person are you to stand and call yourself an American, but then wish for the death of another American, based souly on the idea that he's achieved something in spite of your thoughts to the contrary. You are not an American, you are barely even human. What a waste of a person you've turned out to be... I hope thoes who bore you are proud. Mr. Sinister

Waylon Said It Best To Bad The Rest Have Shit On This Thought
Some have said, down through history If you last it's a mystery But I guess they don't know, what they're talking about From the mountains down to the sea You've become such a habit with me America, Amer-ica Well I come from, down around Tennesee But the people in California Are nice to me, Amer-ica It don't matter where I may roam Tell you people that it's home sweet home America, Amer-ica Chorus: And my brothers are all black and white, yellow too And the red man is right, to expect a little from you Promise and then follow through, America And the men, who fell on the plains And lived, through hardship and pain America, Amer-ica And the men who could not fight In a war that didn't seem right You let them come home, America And my brothers are all black and white, yellow too And the red man is right, to expect a little from you Promise and then follow through, America Well I come from, down around Tennesee But the people i

The Next President Of The United States
The American people have spoke yesterday and elected Obama the next President of the United States. God help us. Here are my predictions for the next four years. Obama will have the troops withdrawn from Iraq and Afghanistan. Remember Osama Bin Laden? Be prepared to see him in the news. Remember his promise to the American people? He vowed to kill 2 million Americans. Under Islamic law, they cannot attack another country or entity while their homeland is occupied. Once American troops leave both countries, Bin Laden and Al Quada will attack the United States. Their next attack will make 9/11 look like a walk in the park. The economy: Remember Jimmy Carter? Double digit inflation? Double digit unemployment rates? Double digit interest rates? Gas rationing? Be prepared! I predict that inflation will return to the levels that we saw in the late 70's. Unemployment will soar as jobs continue to go off shore to places like China and India. Unions will force Americ

A Dream " Blind Beauty "
I had a dream and in this dream there was a man and next to this man stood a figure in the shadows... Everyone walking by would look in the shadow and be afraid... but this man only drew nearer to the presence in the shadow. Then a little girl came up and asked the man "why are you not afraid? I have seen what is in the shadows...and it scares me" The man kneeled down and whispered to the little girl... A tear drew from her eye and went down her cheek. She then put her hand in the shadows and drew out what was hidding within. A figure with no distinguishable face emerged. Passers by said "why have you drawn that from the shadows...?" The little girl merely explained "can you not see the beauty." The people scoffed and gave looks unlike any others. The little girl then stopped the people.. and quietly stated " You only don't see the beauty in her face, because you choose not to see the beauty radiating from within and so you will forever be blind to all of her be

Life-saver Of The Month For October
Hello Ladies & Gents! Introducing your Life-Saver for the month of October....here's UnknownCowboy! UnknownCowboy Cowboy you will get Dee's, Emily's, as well as, my 11s for a day. Please help us in saying congrats to Cowboy by doing what we all do best...showing love! Thanks to everyone who took the time to place a vote (and then revoting to break the tie). Who will be the next Life-Saver of the Month? Could Be YOU!! :) Thank you for reading this blog !! Donna aka GEM

Strategic Defense Initiative
In other news, my MAJCOM and STRATCOM just got the FULL funding requirements met today by Presidential veto for the further need to weaponize space. I won't tell you how much it is, let's just say its in the ten figure range over the next oh, look at that, what a coincidence, FOUR years. What a lovely way to perk up my day. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA The goddamn election didn't do SHIT. Once again I fail to be impressed with the Democratic agenda. Listen, heres what you do, go chant, "yes we can" some more around the bon fire, roast some marshmallows and swap your favorite "change" stories. We have a war to fight. *Oops, Admin Note: I was wrong, it's not ten figures, its eleven =)

Depeche Mode-precious
Precious and fragile things Need special handling My God what have we done to You? We always try to share The tenderest of care Now look what we have put You through... Things get damaged Things get broken I thought we'd manage But words left unspoken Left us so brittle There was so little left to give Angels with silver wings Shouldn't know suffering I wish I could take the pain for You If God has a master plan That only He understands I hope it's Your eyes He's seeing through Things get damaged Things get broken I thought we'd manage But words left unspoken Left us so brittle There was so little left to give I pray You learn to trust Have faith in both of us And keep room in Your heart for two Things get damaged Things get broken I thought we'd manage But words left unspoken Left us so brittle There was so little left to give ---------------------------------------

Lesbian Poem
Wanting to kiss those sweet lucious lips To touch and feel of your body In me with deep pleasures Meaning so deep of love Tasting the sweet juices That appeal your looks Those eyes that shimmer In the night of romance To show the one you love Feel the rythem of heart beat As each pace goes on and on To the essential movement Pleasures of night That withered with souls Connected peacefully

To All The Cowboys
To every Cowboy that's said, "Sex can wait" To every Cowboy that's said, "You're beautiful Ma'am." To every Cowboy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every Cowboy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every Cowboy who has given her flowers just because. To every Cowboy that said he would die for her. To every Cowboy that really would. To every Cowboy that did what she wanted to do. To every Cowboy that she cried in front of. To every Cowboy that holds hands with her. To every Cowboy that kisses her with meaning. To every Cowboy that hugs her when she's sad. To every Cowboy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every Cowboy who would give their jacket up for her. To every Cowboy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every Cowboy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every Cowboy that would give his seat up. To every Cowboy that ju

What Your Zodiac Sign Really Means!
What Your Zodiac sign REALLY means~! Your Result LEO The Lion in bed Great talker Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at it. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

My Eyes Are Always Open
there are so many questions left unanswered time has finally caught up and slowed me down, leaving me breathless intent to teach me a thing or two; disturbed thoughts push my dreams away, waiting to be fulfilled, my dreams linger around weighing me down every day; one by one, i lose sight of those once around me and trudge on on my own, through rain and through sun; as i pretend to live life, darkness (silence) engulfs me painting my heart black while my eyes continue to scan the road that seemingly has no end;

Succumb To You
Histories great conflicts Bestow their faith Wisdom prevails Unconscious fate Humans Live committed A spiral descent To a future uncertain Fathers chosen ascent. Roman eyes pierce The red horn of hate Warm tears stream A chest of cold plate Storm cloud gather over crimson soil Demons wretch The crowned king royal Forgive them father For the wrong they do Stubborn ignorance Succumb to you.

The Sixth Commandment Ascertains Moral Stances
The sixth commandment is stated in Exodus 20:13; "Thou shalt not kill." No confusion about that -- it's probably the one commandment our law and our society is still unwilling to turn a blind eye to. Others may scorn dishonoring one's parents, committing adultery, stealing, and lying, but they're hardly illegal most of the time. But there's something else about this commandment. When we turn to the Sermon on the Mount in Matthew's gospel, we find that the fulfillment of God's law goes beyond not committing the act it forbids. The attitude which prompts us to commit the act also has to be excised from us; Jesus says in Matthew 5:20 that our righteousness has to exceed the righteousness of the scribes and the Pharisees (that is, the people who we expect to act righteous) or we cannot enter heaven. Jesus quotes the sixth commandment and then goes beyond it. In Matthew 5:22 He says, “But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause [so it’s OK to be ang

A New Angel
A New Angel My love will go on as the next day passes, Cherishing the memory is everlasting, This angel was born of yesterday, But, Thy angel will be loved and held forever! By: Jess L. Burris Jr. This following poem is to all the people who have lost a little one in ther life. May there little hearts Rest In Peace at the gates of Heaven until we see them agian.

Playtime
OK HERE IT IS ... I AM A SWINGER HAVE BEEN IN THE LIFESTYLE FOR YEARS. SO WHY WHEN THE ONE MAN I HAVE A CRAVING FOR SAY HES GOING TO PLAY DOES MY DAMN WATER HEATER FUCK UP.....?? NOT AS BAD AS WHEN I HEAR FROM NO ONE FOR A WEEK THEN AUNT FLO COMES AND MY PHONE IS RINGING OFF THE HOOK... DO U THINK MEN KNOW WHEN THE TIME ISNT RIGHT ?

Help Out!
HEY this is for AZ ppl and ANYONE November 11, 2008 a really good friend of my brothers was killed in a motorcycle accident his name was Alan Hamann. He was a great kid and always made people laugh... his family doesn't have the means to burry him ... so I'm reaching out all the way from Oregon to anyone in AZ or anyone at all (an address will be posted to send money if you'd like to help) AZ PPL: November 22 & 23 there will be a car wash/rummage sale 6am to 2pm @ MESA HIGH SCHOOL BRING YOUR CAR OR THINGS TO SELL ... help and donate. This kid seriously ... he was a GOOD KID and his life was cut short in this tragedy. thank you!

Sickos Lol
Upadate to anyone who was wondering wtf happened to me this morning or who had no clue that anything happened im doing better now ,but everyone heres been sick ,i finally got it pretty bad and decided to take some of the hubbys ammoxicillan , 10 min later is went into anaphylactic shock , luckily i had an epi pen before my airway got blocked ,i still feel light headed im afraid to rest so ill just stay with my friends a few more hours, ty for caring. Im still swollen my face looks horrible lips look like theve been stung by bees and welps still allover but i dont itch and i can breath better. So basically I could have died in 10 min had I not used an Epipen I had left over from a kid who I used to watch that was allergic to bees .Thank God.I love my Fu Fam Ty For all your support especially Drksolrider

Poem (to All Who Cares )
Take my hand and follow me; Together we can take on the world. I am your Guardian; I will teach you everything I know. I am the Light to your Darkness; I shall guide you. I am the answer to your prayers; You shall no longer suffer. I am your friend; I will never betray you. I am your ally; I will never forsake you. I am a woman of truth and virtue; I hold the answers you seek. I am a fighter; I shall protect you from the dangers of the world. I am pure; I shall not judge you. Take care, dear friend; I will never forget you.

It's Weird.
How a day that's supposed to be so happy turns out to suck. Today is my aunt's birthday, she would've been 61. I made her a really nice pretty red bracelet because red was her favorite color. I left it on an angel at her grave. :) Its days like today I love my friends for being so awesome and being the ones that always happen to make me laugh when they know I need it the most.

Emotions
Pain Disappointment, Heart ache, sadness, these are symptoms of a broken heart. I know these well they have broken me countless times and yet will tear me down countless more. Anger Is the Cold Black Iron fortress that i build around my heart. It helps Protect me, It brings me a small shred of comfort. Yet that comfort does not last for you realise that you are in blackness that is called sarrow Hope Hope drives me to reach for the good. It shows me the light to fallow, to reach for. It helps bring joy and happiness to life. Hope it rebuilds that which pain breaks away and anger hides down deep in the the back pits of sarrow.

Death Of Love
what have you done? a fog of betrayal as emotions twist. once we drank of bliss, glad-hearted and wide-eyed, but your heart soured. a hateful pool of pain - memories follow love, follow hate, love burnt to ashes. in a rush of hatred, i condemn you.

30 Years
Today is my last day of being in my 20's. As of tomorrow I will be a moldy old hag that can no longer be trusted by the younger crowds....or atleast thats what I believed before I turned 30. But ofcourse now that I am at this point 30 isn't looking so bad. I thought I would be sad and depressed but I am actually looking forward to it. I might actually feel like a grown up....well kinda I guess. But its got me thinking back over the last 30 years. My god...where has the time gone?? I don't even want to imagine my kids turning 30 yet, but I bet it will be here before I know it. So 30 years ago tomorrow I was born, at 6:25 in the evening. I wonder if my mother ever thought I would be who I am today when she was holding me there. I can kinda fathom the idea.....I look at my kids and wonder what they will be like as they grow up. Its amazing thing isn't it, watching your little ones grow and mature. I love watching them learn and discover new things. Its so fasinating. And I

Go Go Go!
She's an awesome gal go by and get your points :) =] XoXo Thank you to everyone that helps me out! Georgia's Finest@ fubar If you dont mind could you repost for me =] I'd apprciate it! XoXoX (repost of original by 'Georgia's Finest' on '2008-11-14 09:30:49')

Here Be Dragons
Here Be Dragons is a free 40 minute video introduction to critical thinking. It is suitable for general audiences and is licensed for free distribution and public display. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKdG7yGi0KAhttp://herebedragonsmovie.com

Succubus
The sin inside your head, eventual demise; I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind; I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise, Just let me put your whole existence in a bind. Succumb yourself to the immortal creatures There is no need to try and fight; The darkness will erase my features, You'll never see what came to you at night; The carnal feast will leave your body limpid, The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veins I'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquid And take you to a place where darkness reigns My passion is like phoenix rising, I'll seize the night, and lead the way; But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizon Alas! I'm due to slowly fade away...

I Can't Sleep
Most of you know why I can't sleep and if ya don't know it's because lol I didn't want to tell you or didn't know how to tell you. I hope I can get out of this, I really do. A SPC that is very damn close to me told me a few things that could possibly help the situation if not get out of it permanently. Anyway I've tried sleeping, can't do that too much on the mind. Tried eating and hell only ate 1 slice of pizza because I feel sick as hell. I don't really want to talk, I don't know what to think. I'm just sitting here listening to me. I might to try to work it out of me which is great for me.

Ways To Go Green
You can be good to the earth--without giving up things you love. Plus, what those "eco" labels really mean. At the supermarket Be picky about produce Download the "Shoppers' Guide to Pesticides in Produce" at ewg.org. The wallet-size list sorts out the fruits and veggies that tend to be higher in pesticides (like apples and spinach) from produce with a lower count (like bananas and peas). Choose "certified" coffee Yuban coffee is Rainforest Alliance Certified (that means it's grown in a way that preserves the ecosystem). A Fair Trade Certified brand is Green Mountain Coffee Roasters. (Both brands are available at many markets.) For more on these certification labels, see the chart. Support local farms At eatwellguide.org, you can plug in your zip code and find suppliers of organic and sustainably produced meat, poultry, eggs, and more. If you buy locally, you won't have to rely on farms that ship food nationwide, which helps to decrease our depen

A Look Back Of The Last Year.
the last year has been pretty hectic ( theres many more tpyos lol) and yet heaps of fun. about a year ago i joined a trucking school. it has changed me alot into a better person. many other things have changed too. i have met many a good friend and many of not so good friend. i do try to keep in touch with the ones that sema to care and that are also real people. i have been engaged to a gal that ran me $10,000 in the hole, to bad there isnt anything to show for it. she would get pre-approved credit cards in my name without me knowing a thing about them as i will be driving out on the open highways and byways of this glorious country. i have seen many of this countries gorgiousness and some of its ugliness all behind the wheel. i do have heaps of fun where ever i go though. and as funny as it sounds ive been to docks on both side of the nation and still haven't seen the ocean a bit, one day i will. i wont go into canada nor mexico. the reason for canada is nothing big other than if i g

Calcified Saint
Calcified Saint A Poem Crucified, Calcified Saint, What tears would you weep – Your legacy complete? Like cordwood, They’ve stacked the bodies; The fishes fattened - Cinders – Your name in blood. In hopes of false salvation, Weak hearts, Weak minds – Mad shepherds leading Brainless sheep To slaughter. Is this your legacy, Calcified Saint? Is this why Millions mislead, Millions dead? Your tears are blood red, Crucified by Fate. 1-14-99

My 4th And Definately Final Tag!!!!
ok here goes ............... AGAIN Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I NOW HAVE 2 DOGS AS WELL AS 2 CATS 2. I HAVE AN EVIL TWIN WHO TAKES OVER WHEN I HAVE ONE TOO MANY DRINKS :P 3. I LOVE BEING RANDOM 4. IT STILL AMAZES ME THAT PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW SHOUT ME WITH SOME CHEESY LINE AND EXPECT ME TO GIVE THEM MY MSN OR YAHOO 5. I FIND I'M HAPPIEST WHEN EVERYONE I KNOW IS HAPPY, IRRESPECTIVE OF WHAT I MAY BE GOING THROUGH 6. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT MY FRIENDS 7. I AM CURRENTLY WEARING AN ANKLE BRACE AS I FELL OVER WHILST WALKING MY DOGS - LUCKILY IT WAS DARK SO NO ONE SAW - OUCH IT HURT BUT OMG IT WAS FUNNY 8. I WANT TO LIVE IN SEATTLE 9. I ALWAYS HAVE TO HAVE A WEE AS

Its Really Endless
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Help Me Spotlight For My Birthday....
DJ CHOCOLATE BUNNY would LOVE to SPOTLIGHT! MY BIRTHDAY IS DECEMBER 2ND SO I WOULD LIKE TO SHOOT FOR IT... Chocolate Bunny Owner of THE BBW LOVERS~~The Click Club~~Sarges Bad Girls I have 7 million so I need quite a few million more PLEASE help me out!!! Anyone that donates FUBUCKS will be included in a pimpout of those who have donated that will be posted often and included permanently in my blog! You will ALSO receive a minimum of 100 picture rates of a 10. Chocolate Bunny Owner of THE BBW LOVERS~~The Click Club~~Sarges Bad Girls IF you donate over $500,000 FUBUCKS, you will get 100 picture rates of an 11 plus 100 picture comments, as well as the daily pimpout and permanent blog! If I do not have VIP status at that time, I will rate 200 pictures. Anyone donating one million dollars or more will get 100 pictures rated an 11 by Tulsa's Angel. ALL RATES WILL BE MADE WHEN A FINAL SPOTLIGHT BULLETIN IS PREPARED WHEN I MAKE SPOTLIGHT. THE RATE

Breathe Life.
Life is beautiful. Not sure which hip hop song i got this from, but i know it was atmosphere that said that "life isn't a bitch.. she's beautiful" explaining how just cuz we never get what our simple minds desire and complain how miserable the circumstance is.. but thats all it is.. CIRCUMSTANCE.. a small episode in your life to remind you that you're not perfect and NEED someone in your life to smack you or even better.. love you when no one else is giving you the love that your heart truly needs.. cuz thats what provides our lives with energy.. LOVE.. now dont' confuse me with some hippie tree huggin pot smoking tard.. im talking about REAL LOVE.. the love that smacks you in the head when you're being retarded.. the love that kicks you in the nuts when you're being disrespectful.. the love that shows you that you need to wake the fuck up cuz your family or friends need you.. THAT is what makes life worth living for.. but if you cant see the message im trying to give you.. its abou

Hello All
Hey all how is everyone doing? As you can see i am in pain... I tripped over my own feet fell and sprained my ankle yesterday. Thank god it isnt broken.... But i might have torn ligament in my foot and ankle have to see dr on monday.... damn it

Fragrance
Sometimes you can have a place so vividly described to you, it's like you've been there many times - Walked along the beach, felt the waves coming up against your feet and tasted the salt water. Or when someone describes a good wine and you can almost taste off the sweet grapes in your mouth. Words can be very powerfull; They evoke emotions, feelings & memories. You can experience Joy, feel sad, fall in love or Smell a good perfume through pictures & words. Let your senses free; dream yoursel away;, using touch, hearing & imagination, Let the perfumes seduce you, you can't smell them, But the words are just as poweull and the images are stronger than the perume bottles that hold them.

I Missed The Rain Again
I Missed the Rain Again Her words came through clear It rained here again without you But this was the kind of rain In it there’s so much to do Running around in slow motion Feeling it soak into your heart Stopping every few seconds Come together then apart Dance and twirl about Clothes soaking wet but who cares? It’s time for freedom Let the rain wash away the despair Frolic around in nature Roll around in the grass together Lightening illuminates your lips The thunder shakes your feathers Angelic in the rain you are Child like passions roam So pure and innocent in heart Moving into an unknown Two act as one here As the storm rages We were finally set free Like animals from their cages I missed the rain again I pray I don’t ever miss another To get a chance to dance with you Under clouds dark cover

Marley2 -demonhunter666's Bulletin
subject: Ok People Got A Downrater/Stalker/Psycho (repost) date: 2008-11-25 22:08:17 http://www.fubar.com/user/2242377 Her name is Marley. Heres the story. She came to me page I went to hers. I rated her a 10,fanned,requested her,and rated her 2 pics 10's. Then she started babblin in shout and rated me a 3. I was like a 3? No answer babblin on and on still no answer. Anyway she went to my #1 and stalked her for a while and started askin about her. Asked who I was in the pics....duh She got mad when my #1 went to her page. Spewed off some crap about me hittin on her which haha noo not my type too donkeyish. Anyway slammed her with a 1 so I expect she got more of my friends list so be expectin psycho stalkin and downratin. My advice...downrate her first and block her ass haha (repost of original by 'Demonhunter666...*Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD Levelers*' on '2008-11-25 20:52:10')

This Is What I'm Like When I Get On My Sleeping Pills.... Ha Ha
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W[i]s Up
Most people question steps to take in their life, somehow in my opinion it's seperate from judgement calculated with the way anyone was raised, taught, has experienced on their own. It's standing at the beginning of a possible path/street, you see a sign but there's no title. Move forward or don't. As far as I deep down know, I've never asked anyone to follow me down my path(s). For I always knew at the end which has no end would be something never before, something mine to be, but also something mine to share. Share myself, it's why I'm patient, take mental rippings and beating every now and then. Because I know even once those things fade with false victory and satisfaction in bring down, before they can rift far enough to claim they didn't wrong me. I rise with a smirk, what I stand for doesn't live or die it merely existence. that's usually where either some of my greatest friendships begin or my greatest hatreds begin, I extend my hand to welcome them to something new and beautifu

Stretching
Let the snow all heavy, The roses are still bloomimg, Somewhere in timw, Someday we'll all awaken, In fields o Green,Gold & red Thus the Tiger's roar Drawing my sword very sore, Stretches there paws. The Lions awake. So very loud Growling. Bring forth the Big cats, We own tye land.

Dying
Dying Only the dark night and stars cover us The sounds of rustling in the forest Creatures that are nocturnal Their eyes peer at our passionate crest Like waves crashing on the shore We lay by the cool clear lake Each drop of passion creates ripples The moon jealous of the Love We Make Your scent fills my lungs again Your touch brings life to my flesh Your kiss melts me in desire Your body and mine now mesh When two become one like this The world seems to just stop As we enter each others fantasies Love grow with each lust filled drop Hands grip tighter now As our breathing grows short Each kiss lick taste and touch Brings forth a new retort As Our Love is renewed again Next to My Angel I am lying My heart can beat once again To my loneliness I am Dying

Ugh
Why is it that when you do something nice for someone and they thank you for that..but when they see that you did something nice for someone else, in which they think was better...they freak out? Meaning...Okay, so I got this new animation program. A few of them infact. So I been playing around with them, trying to get used to how it works. I've made several, which are ok...just beginners work..... I've made one for someone and they said they liked it and thanked me for it. But when they saw that I had made another one for someone else, where I played with more animation, they got mad. Well SORRY that I didn't do that great of a job on something that I'm still learning.... It's like a slap in the face...makes me feel like what I did for them, what I thought was nice, was just a piece of crap..... Ugh.....

The Power Of 3
Three Become's One, We slip slowly through, The time & space In Tracks, Crossing borders, Steel Railings, Flying on Plane's, Watching the clouds roll bye, The wind in our hair, Feel free to stand & Stare, We are Rare creatures, We pass through open door's, Into Moonlight, Out o the Shadow's. British Born & Bred, Proud & Happy, Standing On the Shoulders Of giants. The Lion's roll out there Pen, The Tigers Stand up, The Bulldog's Bite You can't escape, The sands of time & fate, Let them roll free & steady, Calm & Collected, Quite & Subtle, Warm & Contempt!

Leo
Leo is the Fifth sign of the Zodiac. Its name may derive from the Latin leo or the Greek leon, both of which mean "lion." However, the name is likely Semitic in origin...from the Hebrew word, labi. Leo is known as the "royal sign," symbolic of exuberance and leadership, and individuals who fall within its jurisdiction place courage and personal honesty above all else. Others may not necessarily fulfill the expectations of a Leo native and thus, the life of a Leo is often rife with disappointments. There is a radiant warmth associated with this Zodiac Sign which emanates from the Leo personality to touch the hearts of friends and admirers. This fortunate personality trait is apt to open many doors in life and the individual ruled by Leo welcomes both authority and responsibility. The fiery temperament of a Leo subject is typical of the Zodiac's fire group...fire being the element which rules this sign. There are few people who fail to be attracted to the Leos of this world since they ar

Return To Salem
RETURN TO SALEM Come with me as I take you, back through the sands of time I will tell you the story, take my hand and I will take your mind I will show you no mercy, for there’s no mercy in me Forgotten pages crumble, back to Salem we journey Return to Salem I’m the nightmare from the past I’m the future, I’m the ever last Yes, I’m the ghost of witches past Forgotten souls joined together pain We have become one with our unity Back from a fiery grave to reign Over this earth our new kingdom Reborn from our own deaths We are alive and well Long live the new flesh The wrath of the witch is upon you Only god can save you now, like a plague, we are among you Do you think you can break free somehow? You thought we had been killed off long ago But being tortured and put to death Was merely a ritual for everlasting life And our pain we shall not forget… NO! Return to Salem I’m a nightmare from the past I’m the future, I’m the e

Been A Crazy Week
So work hasn't been that great lately, i mean i'm not stupid i dont believe that work is going to be cherries and roses and rainbows all the time, especially not being a nurse aide, but i mean when you go out of your way to be helpful and shit like what happened tonight happen it makes you want to just beat the tarnation out of some people and not mind that you're going to do atleast a dime in county for murder...

This Is Who I'am ! Lyrics By Hilary Duff I Sooo Relate To This Song
'm an angel, I'm a devil I am sometimes in between I'm as bad it can get And good as it can be Sometimes I'm a million colors Sometimes I'm black and white I am all extremes Try figure me out you never can There's so many things I am I am special I am beautiful I am wonderful And powerful Unstoppable Sometimes I'm miserable Sometimes I'm pitiful But that's so typical of all the things I am I'm someone filled with self-belief And haunted by self-doubt I've got all the answers I've got nothing figured out I like to be by myself I hate to be alone I'm up and I am down But that's part of the thrill Part of the plan Part of all of the things I am I am special I am beautiful [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/a8A ] I am wonderful And powerful Unstoppable Sometimes I'm miserable Sometimes I'm pitiful But that's so typical of all the things I am I'm a million contradictions Sometimes I make no sense Sometimes I'm perfect Sometimes I'm a

What Lies Within Your Mind
Now spread your wings Can't you hear me calling Before we're down We're falling Soon too late Take the valley lows The highest mountains The fields and all the fountains Feels so great I feel your needs I can feel the passion This is no religion There's no fear I'm sensing it Can't you feel the passion I offer you protection Time stands still Now we'll always see the light Through the darkness of the night Be your shelter when the storm is in your heart See it Believe it Prepare for the fall To serve them all As the darkness turns to light You'll always find what lies within your mind

Just Alone I Go
You use to light up the dark With your unrelenting spark It always put a fire in me You use to say I'm the one The only ray of sun you could touch Without the fear of burning Yeah you use to try to please me Never said this would be easy Just alone I go Before you realize You're the one that is going to lose anyway You just got there now you're leaving Your sweet notes were deceiving Well it ain't over till its over Make my world shut down This comes close I'll have you know Its just a matter of time Just alone I go Before you realize

Fake Men
WHEN YOU WANT TO TALK TO A WOMAN THAT YOU FIND INTERSTING DONT LIE TO HER... BE HONEST WITH HER....WHAT HAPPENS IF A DAY COMES AND YOU MEET ONE ANOTHER THEN YOU SEE EVERYTHING WAS ALL BASED ON LIES...WOMAN DO IT TOO BUT MORE SO MEN...IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME PLEASE HAVE A SALUTE PIC AND BE REAL.....THANK YOU

Beautiful Imperfection
Sometimes we see ourselves as so broken and flawed that we feel no one could or should love us, and it isn't fair to bring others into our lives. We see our struggles with life, whether it is our kids, job, finances and say I can't put that on someone else's shoulders. We see ourselves as less than perfect because we are not happy with our looks or the way we feel inside. We see ourselves as unworthy because our hearts have been broken too many times that it feels the pieces are not all there, and that our hearts are too scarred, or that they are too fragile, or too closed off. When someone comes along that cares, they see the flaws, they see the struggles, and they see the scars. Yet they care for you anyway. They don't run from you because you are less than perfect. They support you, comfort you, help you face the struggles. They help you see that our imperfections are what make us beautiful and unique. We just have to see that finding someone to love us really is not th

Decode
How can i decide whats right? When your clouding up my mind, I cant win your losing fight, All the time. How can i ever own whats mine? When your always taking sides, But you wont take away my pride, No not this time... Not this time. How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how. The truth is hiding in your eyes, And it's hanging on your tongue, Just boiling in my blood, But you think that i cant see. What kind of man that you are? If your man at all, I will figure this one out. On my own... (Screaming i love you so) On my own... (My thoughts you cant decode) How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how. Do you see, What weve done, Were gonna make such fools, Of ourselves... Do you see, What weve done, Were gonna make such fools, Of ourselves... YEAH How did we get here I used to know you so well Yeah Yeah Yeah

Pissed Off!!!!!
wtf?! do you have to show "naughty" pics where you expose all to everybody and have to have cybersex just to be able to talk to ppl of the opposite sex!?! I swear some guys just piss me totally off!!!!They'll call ya a slut if u show n do that and then if ya don't, can't get them to talk to ya! I don't want something that's not 'real' and don't want all the perverts viewing certain pics of me, and I have more self worth than to post totally naked pics of myself online!! I give up........fuck em!

Fun Fun
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me:

I Took It So I Had To Post It
Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me:

The Fog
The fog has been thick and present for most days this week. Not that weak fog that comes in early morning then fades out as the day goes on. this is thick, white wall that stays all day all night all day... It's both mysteriously cool and more than slightly creepy depending on my mood. I kind of like feeling away from the rest of the world...more so than usual, I do live in farm land already. However, I've seen too many scary movies so my overactive imagination gets going..especially once the coyotes get howling! This morning I was thinking, as I was driving slowly back home in it, that the fog is like aspects of time. You can only see so far ahead, kind of like trying to see the future, there are glimpses but nothing real solid until you're actually upon it. When I looked in my rear view, things were clear than faded away into the mist, the further I got, much like memories of the past. So I reasoned that only the immediate area of clear was the present and the smallness of t

Rosaries
from a friend In case you are wondering "What the bloody F*** is Abby up to?!?!" Well, here you go: Many years ago I dated a Catholic raised fellow. He had a rosary hanging from his rear view mirror, but he was pagan. So I asked him if I could take his kabob down and put a pentacle in its place. He was shocked, and disgusted by the idea. I couldn't understand why he would be though, as the intent behind the Rosary isn't a worship, but a mantra...and Christians aren't the only ones with prayer beads... ------------ --------- --------- --------- ------ From ppgs.10-11 of “Circle of Mysteries –The Woman’s Rosary Book” by Christin Lore Weber “Maybe stringing beads, experiencing them slip through our fingers and turning the experience into prayer is a natural thing, more basic to us than the distinctions our various religions traditions create. While I string the Jerusalem beads for my sister I sort though the images I associate with rosaries now, in th

The End Of An Era..
So, I finally mustered up the courage to watch the final episode of The Shield last night. Left it on the tivo for over a week thinking this couldn't be the end. They can't just end a great t.v. show like this, especially after all that's going on...I mean, my gawd, what's gonna happen to Mara and Shane? Vic and Ronnie? Not to mention the serial killer kid and his mom... What a train wreck! Y'know what's rediculous? I hate t.v. I have like, three shows I watch and that's it but god damn if I didn't get hooked, lined and sinkered into this one! Disappointment is a trivial word to describe my feelings after watching the coveted last episode... I thought "Is this the feeling those brain dead woman have after watching their favorite soap opera week after week?" Honestly, there was no closure, well, maybe a little, but nothing to tie up every loose end that was unraveled to engage me so intently in prior weeks. Besides that, they killed the kid. Shane killed his o

Sometimes I Can's Stand You
Sometimes I can't stand you and the lies you feed me And I knew firsthand how crooked your deeds could be How quickly you could exceed me, mislead me I bleed A common creed but now it's time that I concede Indeed, our friendship is dead by more than a thread A whole clip to the head for every lie that you spread Why should i shed a tear when you're the reason im here? Paying respects to peers and the death you engineered Now disappear, I watch you exhale for the last time To no avail homie, I shatter your fucking spine I inhale the scent of pine and throw you in the box You was my closest homie but then you got knocked Walked the walk but in the end, boy you talked the talk Shocked as hell how you choose to co op with the cops Were you confused thinking you had nothing to lose? Well I got news, now your family's in your shoes.

Me
I keep trying to tell myself I am good enough.. and deserve to be happy.. and that I deserve someone good in my life. But at the same time it scares me... confuses me.. makes me doubt myself. The thought of someone actually caring, wanting to be with me.. usually leads to selfdoubt and anxiety. I have trouble with trust.. because so many lies were told in the past. I will fight hard for something that I want... until I see that what I want was just a broken dream. I think I wish for things that I can't have, because I know I can't have them and when the wishes don't come true, it is just less of a blow because I never expect them to happen. I think I am broken beyond repair.

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 3 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Counter 2. Your significant other? Confusing 3. Your hair? Longer 4. Your mother? North 5. Your father? Fishing 6. Your favorite thing? Friends 7. Your dream last night? Didn't 8. Your favorite drink? Niagara 9. Your dream/goal? Unknown 10. The room you're in? Familyroom 11. Music? Everything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Progressing 14. Where were you last night? OUT 15. What you're not? Warm 16. Muffins? Raspberry 17. One of your wish list items? Organization 18. Where you grew up? Wisconsin 19. The last thing you did? Type 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? No 22. Your pets? Isis 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life

Slipping Through Time
As the Star's shine above my head, The Rain falling like a Crystal chandelier, The darkness closes in around my soul, Silky dream's manifest like magic. The floor beneath doesn't seem there, I'm treading on blue water creating ripples, The moon's glow bouncing a subtle reflection, What tale's it talk's, I do not know. The faery's fly with the glowfly's, The mushrooms hides under there cap's, The tree's whisper soft silent prayers, As another leaf fall's upon the sacred earth. I could walk forever through glades of green, Through window's coated with a layer of frost, Watching the world pass by in drove's, My eye's open to the wonder ahead & behind. Things we've seen, Things we've held, Sand slipping through time & time again, Building another desert of wonder, The pyramids rise, Stones of strength. The cats walk forth from the altar, There beady glass eye's on my shoulder, As the shaman's bring forth there sacrafice, Blood, Wine & water sparkling in the

My Newest Rap Check It Out/leave A Comment
commin up in the midwest ,no need to impress but gangstas around here still rep their sets gang signs close to chest ,and the police dont come to my hood cuz its well understood bullets used chew thru they vest if they get balls enuff to test leave em a ugly mess no preachers to call when they fall so the ground remains unblessed gotta death wish there be one less, watch what names you drop when u get nabbed to confess cuz in the midwest still no need to impress gangsigns twisted up kissed and placed on the chest and here in the chi we just gettin by souless bastards leavin bodies left right where they lye dont worry about me im pledged in the streets so i,ll never die and i can,t be beat stay on my feet ......still the only limit is the sky throw gas lite bottles at cars of my enimies as they go drivin by so knowin this ask yourself is it really worth standin in my way of my only means to survive......in the midwest no reason 2 impress roll thru the hood get mad dogged by gangstas th

Orchids
You hold me inside your iris like a terminal stain on life You condescend to my primal brain And twist me around like a knife Cant begin to explain The feelings I have restrained Dont ask me how I am Because youre too busy planning your epitaph Let me tell you Dont - try to be the one - person Who has stayed - just to say They never left me! Aggravated, complicated, someone say it God, I never learn You keep me hidden behind a curtain, An audible human display You feed me orchids to give me courage And keep me in line with disdain Cant begin to explain The feelings I have restrained Dont ask me how I am Because youre too busy planning your epitaph Let me tell you Dont - try to be the one - person Who has stayed - just to say They never left me! Aggravated, complicated, someone say it God, I never learn I have nothing left for you You left me with nothing I live at arms length and die a little, Between your constants by day I want my soul ba

Silence
Untwist the desires The sprial trouble spinning out of control The storm is coming in There is silence Only the drop of the rain can be heard Oh bloody hand as we can see What has happened? The door flew open but no sound was heard written and created by me

I Dont Know
i know nobodys gonna end up reading this wich is cool cause its more or less a vent. but maybe somobody will read it and relate who knows who cares really. anyway man i been doin the fubar thing for a long time now met some cool people made some great friends and had some great times along the way. recently tho things have changed theres so much drama and bullshit and my closest freinds and fam feel like strangers and it sucks. i only come on for two reasons now and thats to talk to the few people i still talk to and to try to make it better in here but it just isnt working and im ready to give up. i dont because i have this feeling that if i walk the fuck away and whipe the slate clean i will be loseing the best thing i got goin in my life and the people i would lose i dont even wanna think about that the people ive opend up to on here wouldnt speak to me again and it would rip me apart especally the two people i care about the most i couldnt take knowin that i wasent ever gon

Santa's Reindeer
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known…... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost. (while expecting!) - MERRY CHRISTMAS -

The Tin Man By Kenny Chesney This Song Is Exactally How I Feel Right Now!
Saw a man in the movies that didn't have a heart How I wish I could give him mine Then I wouldn't have to feel it breaking all apart And this emptiness inside would suit me fine It's times like these I wish I were the tin man You could hurt me all you wanted I'd never even know Well...I'd give anything just to be the tin man And I wouldn't have a heart and I wouldn't need a soul I couldn't see your leavin' comin' It took me by surprise Even now still seems like a dream But I know I can't be dreamin' 'Cause as I lay down each night The pain's so great that it won't let me sleep It's times like these I wish I were the tin man You could hurt me all you wanted I'd never even know Well..I'd give anything just to be the tin man And I wouldn't have a heart and I wouldn't need a soul Well I'd give anything just to be the tin man And I wouldn't have a heart and I wouldn't miss you so

"my Psychic Cafe"
“My Psychic Café” There’s a psychic café inside of my head Filled with thoughts of the living and the deeds of the dead Those I have known and those I’ve not met They all tell me the tales that I’ll never forget The sign always says “Open”, and there is never a seat The place is always packed, but they don’t come here to eat They come just to talk, or to shed a few tears Or share an old yarn, and perhaps whisper their fears Some come every day, and take the same table They repeat the same story, the same worn old fable I’ve heard it all, a million times or more And I’ll hear it again when they walk through the door And yet there are others, a sea of fresh faces That come from the past, from long distant places From lands I’ve not seen, ages lost to time I am a staff of just one, but I don’t really mind Because what they give me can’t be bought in a store The wonders they offer as the coffee I pour Shreds of themselves, and the lives they have lived The mos

Deffinition Of True Beauty
In order to have the ability to have and posses true beauty in its most pure and true form a person MUST HAVE 3 things and be able to maintain them constantly. 1. most obviously the physical aspect but its not the most important. 2.true genuine inner beauty of soul, this also has 3 parts. A.the ability to love unconditionally whether it be as a friend a life mate and partner or a family member. B.a personality unconflicting or restricting to those around you C.and Attitude.that is to say how YOU view life as it goes on around you. And 3.The ability to SHOW true friendship no matter the circumstances no matter the odds and not simply claim to be a friend.being a true friend is kind of like the whole "dad" versus "father" argument. ANY sperm donor can be a father but to be a real "DAD" takes someone special.Same goes for being a friend, any assmonkey can CLAIM to be one. but to actually BE one and Perform as one.... Takes someone special. so w

Tears Of An Angel
For the Heart thats been broken deep inside you i send you this Angel to hopefully guide you may your heart never faulter and lead you astray im here for you and for Love i will Stay. you have led me to wonder about the pain you've been thru and im here to show its not been for nothing because i'm feeling it to each tear you cry puts a hole in my heart every breath you take only rips me apart the scars you carried those to shall fade because in my heart love can be remade if in life i can love you, let it be known, my Love for you can not be outgrown. if in death i can spare you your life or more pain. i want you to know I'd die again and again.

Gone
Another day away from home Another trip to kill Another place I've never been Another day in hell Another day in a crowded room Another place to bleed Another world that your blind to That I've already seen When I'm gone Don't fill the space that still belongs to me When I'm gone...say hello for me When I'm gone Think about what all this does to me When I'm gone...say hello for me Another piece of me is dead and I'm afraid of the blind Leading the blind until Was this all for something That I give for nothing Stop with the fake delivery Stuck in the middle I'm gone When I'm gone Don't fill the space that still belongs to me When I'm gone...say hello for me When I'm gone Think about what all this does to me When I'm gone...say hello for me

Show Him Lotz O, 1 2 3's Hehe Freakin Hater!!
LOL i dont do this much but we have a hater, this guy went to Flirtologist (Cris) page and rated all her pics a 3 even the pic of our friend that just passed away, That says RIP!!!! what a Jerk, Lets show him what it feels like !!! Go Show him Lots Of 1-3's hehe remember to alternate Numbers :P or it will tell u dont hate the player hate the game !!! flipster

"lend A Match"
“Lend a Match” Please lend a match, and light the fire Give me strength when I start to tire Hold me fast when my world is weary Oh lend a match, please lend a match Yes my timbers are often damp So lend a match and light the lamp That guides me safely home along that rocky shore Oh lend a match, please lend a match They say many things start from simple sparks And you know it’s oh so true You see before you came, there was just no flame Until you went and lent that match Light my candle in the night so dark Give me warmth to soothe my heart Reach down in my soul, and you will make it whole Oh lend a match, please lend a match And now my fire is burning bright Yes, my world once more is filled with light Because you caught my words, and to show you heard You lent a match, you lent a match You lent a match, you lent a match… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

I Have Had Enough !!!!!!!!!!
It is time to close out this shitty year with a important decision in my life. I have had ENOUGH of the Bullshit that has been going on in my life, I have been wading it it for too long, and I am over it !!! Form here on out, it is about the future. Anyone that wants to try and bring DRAMA and LIES in my life can STEP THE FUCK OFF !!! I have no more time for any kind of shit like that, and if they don't like that, then tough shit and move on, because that is how it is from now on with me, and it will never change !!! Anyone of my so called "FRIENDS" that reads this and have a problem with it, you got two choices, "DEAL WITH IT" or "DELETE ME", your choice !

Peanut Butter-butter Sandwiches And Other Imponderables
Two months from now … Digital television (or DTV or cable-controlled television) is now beginning the new golden age of television, and it’s made all programs with a broadcast run leading up to this calendar date obsolete. An incredible boost for video rentals, DVD set purchases, and a government monopoly rivaling the United States Postal Service for efficiency and the Department of Homeland Security for thoroughness. Stay tuned. Yesterday … It was my day off to be home with the kids, and I’m proud of myself because I was home the WHOLE day. I partly didn’t have a choice because Martha took one car to work at Wal-Mart from seven to four while Mary took one from nine to five-thirty, and the kids and I really couldn’t go walking anywhere due to the great amount of snow on the ground. We’ve also approached the part of winter where if you don’t plug in your car’s block heater you are asking for it not to start! This Mary found out last night and the Elantra she drove of ours

"down On The Farm"
“Down on the Farm” Farmer Clemmens raised the finest pigs So big and fat they’d grown Because down on the farm his pigs would feast On muscle, skin, and bone Not quite the normal thing you say To feed a growing hog or sow In fact it’s downright strange to give The animals such chow But for Clemmens it worked, And he won all the ribbons, at the local 4H club And no one suspected, nobody knew His pigs were dining on human grub Sometimes a vagrant, sometimes a hobo, Sometimes a runaway teen They ended up in the pen, when he threw them in Then he stood back and relished the scene The snorting and grunting combined with the screams Created the most hellish din And there watched old farmer Clemmens, his pipe in his mouth While the victim was torn limb from limb With frenzied delight, and frothing with hunger The pigs devoured their struggling meal Until even the clothing was fully consumed With a satisfied snort and a squeal He never got caught, and it

Bye
i do have a few friends on here that i can really care as my friends but there are tons of fakes on here i could write there names on here but iam not going to iam much better then they are here are my messengers if you want to keep talking to me deicide_24@hotmail.com gaia.darkness@yahoo.com and my cell texts only 480-306-1346 tagged http://www.tagged.com/mypage.html?uid=5406976442 myspace http://www.myspace.com/god_of_destruction_broly vampierfreaks http://vampirefreaks.com/darklight24 flixster http://www.flixster.com/user/deicide24 Zorpia http://www.zorpia.com/darklight25 youtube http://www.youtube.com/user/iwantpower45 iam going to find something else to do rather then keep coming back on here

Wtf??????
TELL ME HOW I TAKE HER WHAT KIND OF POSITIONS TO EXITE HER BODY WHEN I CAN ENTER IT IS BEST TO DO IT WITH LIGHT IN THE ROOM OR NOT YOU ARE A GIRL TELL ME SOME SECRET PLEASE I AM SORRY TO TAKE YOUR TIME THANKS ----------------- Original Email ----------------- De : Date : 18 déc. 2008, 21:46 And how can I help? ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ben dhiab Date: Dec 18, 2008 1:42 PM NICE TO MEET YOU I NEED YOUR HELP I AM VIRGIN 18YEARS I DONT NOW HOW I DO FOR MY FIRST SEXUAL RELATION WITH MY GIRLFRIEND PLEASE HELP ME

All I Ask Of You
RAOUL No more talk of darkness, Forget these wide-eyed fears. I'm here, nothing can harm you - my words will warm and calm you. Let me be your freedom, let daylight dry -your tears. I'm here, with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you . . . CHRISTINE Say you love me every waking moment, turn my head with talk of summertime . . . Say you need me with you, now and always . . . promise me that all you say is true - that's all I ask of you . . . RAOUL Let me be your shelter, let me be your light. You're safe: No-one will find you your fears are far behind you . . . CHRISTINE All I want is freedom, a world with no more night . . . and you always beside me to hold me and to hide me . . . RAOUL Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime . . . Iet me lead you from your solitude . . . Say you need me with you here, beside you . . . anywhere you go, let me go too - Christine, that's all I ask of you . . . CHRISTINE

Just What I Need (bdsm)
Just What I Need by A's Sweet Baby© We are snuggled on the sofa talking about the day. I am draped across Master's lap as usual; my arms wrapped snuggly around him as his fingers trace paths over my arms and back, occasionally stopping to run through my hair. My second yawn in so many minutes catches his attention. "Okay little girl. It is time for bed," he says to me. "Will you be coming too, Master?" I ask softly and hopefully. His chuckle brings my gaze to his eyes, deep, blue and filled with such love. "Yes little girl, I am coming too. You go on ahead and get ready." "Yes Sir." I kiss Master's cheek before sliding off his lap and silently walking to our bedroom. I can hear him locking up the house and preparing to join me. I move quickly to remove my clothes and drop them into the hamper. One quick last glance around the room to be sure everything is tidy and I drop to my knees next to the bed. The cool night air chills my skin and sends a chill down my spine. I

Christmas Time
Does christmas mean more to you when you have family and friends with you at this time of year?, i know that some people are alone but myself being alone and religious person, i have lots of wonderful happy memories of those i have lost(my parents)i know that christmas can be stressful and not happy for some but just remember you are never alone, the lord (or who ever your god may be) is with you always...

Kalorian
Name - Kalorian Age - Looks 19 Race - Fallen Angel Hair - Blonde Eyes - Blue Height - 6-6 Weight - 210 Mother - Ice Diaz Father - Hellion Darkenstar Sister - Skyla Darkenstar - Diaz Sister - Jasmine Darkenstar - Diaz Brother - Gabriel Darknenstar - Diaz- Grandmother - Sahar Raj Odin Uncle - Zenith Odin

Smashing Pumpkins - Zero
my reflection, dirty mirror there's no connection to myself i'm your lover, i'm your zero i'm the face in your dreams of glass so save your prayers for when you're really gonna need 'em throw out your cares and fly wanna go for a ride? she's the one for me she's all i really need unless she's the one for me emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms the fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth i never let on, that i was on a sinking ship i never let on that i was down you blame yourself, for what you can't ignore you blame yourself for wanting more she's the one for me she's all i really need unless she's the one for me she's my one and only don't leave

The Smashing Pumpkins - Today
Today is the greatest Day I've ever known Can't live for tomorrow, Tomorrow's much too long I'll burn my eyes out Before I get out I wanted more Than life could ever grant me Bored by the chore Of saving face Today is the greatest Day I've never known Can't wait for tomorrow I might not have that long I'll tear my heart out Before I get out Pink ribbon scars That never forget I tried so hard To cleanse these regrets My angel wings Were bruised and restrained My belly stings Today is Today is Today is The greatest day I want to turn you on I want to turn you round I want to turn you on I want to turn you Today is the greatest Today is the greatest day Today is the greatest day That I have ever really known

My Visit To The Er
Well, after having my stomach in severe pain for over a week and almost fainting in Walmart, I ended up in the ER. I was dehydrated and anemic from not being able to eat or drink much. My stomach hurt so bad. Thankfully it's not an ulcer but gastritis due to all the advil I had been taking for many years. It finally caught up to me. I'm doing better now and have to take one little pill every day for a while.

Reasons I Hate Xmas And This Time Of Year
reasons i HATE Xmas... ok so i told a friend at work id list all the reasons i HATE xmas and this time of year... soo here i go...may not get them all in one sitting but im sure ill be adding to it.. 1. its a Christian holliday (anyone who knows me at all knows i cant stand anything christian or religious at all) (for those who didnt know xmas used to be a Pagan holliday the christians Stole it!) 2. This time of year brings out the worst people, or atleast people show there true colors more. (thos who work in retail especilly know what im talking about!) 3. It is a way over commerclized holliday, what xmas used to be about was being with family and the ones you loved, having a good time and celibrating. Now xmas is about just getting Shit you dont need. 4. Xmas Shopping (enough said there i think) (black friday) 5. this one kinda goes with 2, but people are greedy around xmas, cant even spare some change for the salvation army, bell ringers

Papa Roach - Sometimes
I’m dreaming about tomorrow I’m thinking of yesterday I consume myself in sorrow This moment in time Is what I betray I am searching for the answers CHORUS And I look around Sometimes I get sad Cause I don’t know which way 2 go And I look around And sometimes I get sad Cause my life is spinning out of control I never know what you want I never know what you need It was different From the start When you cut me in two I never thought I would bleed I am searching for the answers CHORUS I will go this alone I don’t need nobody’s help I’ve gotta do this myself Alone, alone, alone, alone CHORUS (x2)

All I Want For Xmas Is A New Owner...
AUCTION ENDS TODAY....DEC 24TH Well I did it again....Just had to....so come check it out and get your very own...Xmas Present to unwrap...click the link below Here is the hostess.....you will have to rate fan and add her to get into the auction... Blue Eyed Brat *SBG*BBW~Owned By Crazed maniac@ fubar

Cold Dark Road
You abandoned me on this cold, dark road. You left me all alone to solve this impossible code. In this endless storm of tackling winds, blinding lightning, roaring booms of thunder, and stinging rain. With me forever feeling this pain. You walked with me but left like the other. They say you're my sister and he my brother. You abandoned me on this cold, dark road. You were with me for every twist and turn. Trust is a lie this all must learn. You said you would always help me. Trust comes with a hard fee. I trusted you then was abandoned too. Now that I look back that's nothing new. You abandoned me on this cold, dark road. Now I go every day all alone. Not a single thing I own. I couldn't take it I fell to my knees. Another one of lives cold hard fees. No more, that is the last time I will fall for this trick called trust. All will have good times as well as the bad times but all that is left for me is bad to be had. Besides the bad all i have left is this impossibl

Lunch Time
Wow! Allen just went back to work. He came home for lunch, and what a lunch time it was! Nothin' like a good romp in the middle of the day! And a lunch-time romp always makes him work better in the afternoon. Only a lawyer can take two hours for lunch, and we put those two hours to good use! He came home, looking very sexy in his suit and tie, I might add, with that hungry look in his eyes. I knew he wasn't hungry for food, but for me. He came over and gave me a kiss and pulled my hair, our signal that it was time to "play". "Yes, Master?" I ask in response to his tugging. "On your knees, I want your lips around my dick, NOW." Being a natural submissive and loving to suck him off, I obeyed. Now, I am a natural submissive, but I don't always behave. ;) "Yes, Master, as you wish." I got on my knees and unzipped his fly. I was greeted by his member, standing at full erection. I open my mouth and take it all the way in. On a groan, Allen grabs a fist full of my hair and control

Five Finger Death Punch - Never Enough
I'm so fed up with everyone around me (No one seems to care) I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change (I'll never be the same) It's always do this, do that, Everything they want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Pushin me away [Chorus:] It's never enough No it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough No it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be It's all so messed up and no one ever listens (Everyone's deranged) I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change (Wanna lay it all to waste) Their always say this, say that, Nothing that you want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Shovin me aside [Chorus] I'm Done [Bridge:] In the end we're all just chalklines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I am I'd rather hate you For everything you are Than ever love you For something you are not

Heat Of Desire
In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all positions You give me so mu

Sad..............
So its that time of the year again, Christmas! And once again I am all alone for it. Cant see my kids, my family doesn’t want me, and no woman will have me. Came home from work on Monday after a very cold nite and found my water lines were frozen and broken. Well I finally got all that fixed and am in debt for 120.00 dollars!! I get in my nice warm bed at 6pm, 12 hrs after I got off of work. Got woke up by the pain of my illness, I am out of pain pills until tomorrow, on top of all that went to the local comic book shop which a “friend” of mine owns, and get reminded of how much I am unwanted. Him and his employee where talking about all the gifts they bought for people. There I stand knowing I wasn’t on that list, I don’t get anything x-mas or my b-day, haven’t in about 7 yrs. Of course this has made me very depressed, so much so I just don’t want to be here anymore, I so want to go home and just end it all! But I wont, that would make to many people happy. But I just cant help to th

What Is Happening To Me?
What is happening to me? I've never needed anyone. I'm the Wolf. A lone wolf, walking alone on a path only I could see. Silent and brooding, stalking through the night I wandered. Then, like a punch straight to my chest, she walked in. I've never wanted anyone to be beside me. Who would want to walk my path? Mine is a path of loneliness and distance from the rest of the pack. But she appeared, regardless. I'm cold. Rational thinking and logic are my allies. I had thought that my emotions were dead and buried behind the veil of rage and sorrow. I liked it this way. No feeling, only fact and logic ruled me.I am not a creature of whim. I have always seen the world through analysis and reasoning. I cannot explain this. There is no logic or reasoning that applies.... Why do my thoughts constantly return to her? Why do my eyes fill up with tears that threaten to spill over when she is upset? Why do I want her to walk beside me on this path? When I cannot see her or

For Daughters Without Mothers This Christmas
For all the Daughters without their Mom this Christmas Mom how much I miss you, how much I love you dear, I miss you every instant, even more this time of year, I miss your laughter mom, that subtle toss of your hair, How you went insane, spreading Christmas everywhere, My daughter I miss you also, how I wish that I could be, The sweet Christmas Angel, looking down atop your tree, Or to hold you in my arms, say I love you once again, I am with you always, while the memories remain, Mom it is hard to know, that you won't ever be here, I dwell in love and memories, as I shed a Christmas tear, I wish i had you in my arms, instead you're in my heart, My treasured Christmas Angel, our souls never apart, Do not shed your tears, my Angel smile one just for me, I may be in Heaven dear, but your life I still can see, From the little girl I raised, to the woman you now are, Look up and you will see me, Heavens newest star, I know you're here mom, I feel your hand on my

My Wish For You
"My Wish" I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every

Injustice Against My Brothers!!!!!
This is a direct Copy of the following website!! I did not write the following but i agree that Leonard Peltier should be a free man!!! FREE PELTIER!!!! http://www.leonardpeltier.net/theman.htm Leonard Peltier, Activist Leonard Peltier -- a great-grandfather, artist, writer, & indigenous rights activist -- is a citizen of the Anishinabe and Dakota/Lakota Nations who has been unjustly imprisoned since 1976. A participant in the American Indian Movement, he went to assist the Oglala Lakota people on the Pine Ridge Reservation in the mid-70s where a tragic shoot-out occurred on June 26, 1975. Accused of the murder of two agents of the Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI), Peltier fled to Canada believing he would never receive a fair trial in the United States. On February 6, 1976, Peltier was apprehended. The FBI knowingly presented the Canadian court with fraudulent affidavits, and Peltier was returned to the U.S. for trial. Key witnesses were banned

The Prayer My Grandmother Said For Me
as children bring their broken toys with tears for us to mend i brought u my broken dreams to god because he was my friend. But instead of leaving him in peaace to work alone i hung around and tired to help with ways that were my oww. At last I snatched them back and cried bow can you be so slow my child he said what could i do? you never let them go comment and tell me what u think of it

Rate My Stunning Scenery Album
Now is the time to come rate my Stunning Scenery Album....i will be deleting that album this weekend,so click on the pic to rate and snag what you want out of it now.There is only 251, not that many,i wanna see my friends showing some love to me...i don't have auto 11si am not offering fubux for ratesjust asking my friends to show a little love and repost please....

Nightwish - End Of All Hope
It is the end of all hope To lose the child, the faith To end all the innocence To be someone like me This is the birth of all hope To have what I once had This life unforgiven It will end with a birth No will to wake for this morn To see another black rose born Deathbed is slowly covered with snow Angels, they fell first but I'm still here Alone as they are drawing near In heaven my masterpiece will finally be sung Wounded is the deer that leaps highest And my wound it cuts so deep Turn off the light and let me pull the plug Mandylion without a face Deathwish without a prayer End of hope End of love End of time The rest is silence

Heartbroken.......not Anymore!!!!
Here I am...sitting in my room thinking about all the time I spent writing your name in my notebook, putting mz. everytime when I put your last name, Now I think 2 myself how can I do that be that in2 a boy who tell the truth isnt cute @ all, my friends kept telling me that I was stupid or dumb 4 liking you, I see what they are talking about now....even now that I realize it I dont call myself dumb I just say I thought I was in love....or whatever ....the songs are right 1st crushes are hard 2 get over especially when you liked that person 4 a long time. When everybody found out I was speechless.....soon after that I answered their question by saying yes....the worst mistake of my life I spent 2 much time listening 2 sad and depressing songs......crying my eyes out because u said I wasnt your type or whatever......now that I see that see your wit Honestly I dont want 2 be your type.....my friends helped me get over u...... making me listen 2 happy upbeat songs......it hel

What Olympic Sport Are You?
You Are Wrestling You are a very physical person, and people underestimate your mind. You are always figuring out your next move, and you can make decisions quickly. Anyone who dares to step into the (figurative) ring with you should watch out! What Olympic Sport Are You?

And The Winner Is....
The Prince Of Darkness!! Blizzard Of Ozz won by three votes over Back In Black. So for all you Ozzy fans tune in to my show tomorrow night 10 p.m. to 1 a.m.. eastern. Blizzard of Ozz will be played in its entirety during my first hour. Hope to see you there!! www.godsforsakenradio.com

All Lies
I couldn’t ignore the pain any longer Life was just too much I never saw my life in future times Or happiness and love and such I’d been to the edge with the intent to jump And had become happy with thoughts of no pain Feeling my uselessness as an inherited curse I had nothing left to gain The sun failed to shine In my world overcast Birds no longer sang And the first had become the last All things good and whole Had turned and went their way They were never to return to me So I felt I should just go away Consumption by hate, to save was too late Where should I turn now? Why do I get kicked when I’m down? When could I be happy? Or even better, how? Fallen and fetal I will return to the dirt Bittersweet battle within No longer would I hurt Smiles soon faded And hearts followed to break As I cried out for help I cried in heaven’s sake Routinely I cried For a hand to reach to me I looked blankly at emptiness’ stare And closed my eyes reluctantl

A Life Without A Dream Is Just Existence
Pastor Gerald made this statement in the sermon he gave the first Sunday after Christmas yesterday. He also referred to the day as being two special anniversaries for him; his wedding anniversary (he married Luann in 1977, thirty-one years before) and the anniversary of preaching his first sermon in 1969 (when he was a senior in high school, thirty-nine years before). Yet Bethany Lutheran is the first church he’s been pastor of because he spent most of his life as a farmer; in North Dakota, I understand this is not unusual. In fact, one of his sons still manages their family farm and he and Luann get out there a lot. I just hope when I’m in my mid-fifties I have a willingness to take a new direction in my life that I’d spent decades preparing for without even realizing it; I admire him a lot for that. Like most people who see our kids frequently (and even Martha and I do this), it’s easy to call Sarah or Jeffrey by the wrong name, especially if we’re in the middle of somethi

Life Sucks
Somebody, just do me one favor. Pick up a real hammer, make your way here to Washington, DC and I'll stand still as you swing it as hard as you can and break my face with it. It would only take once and thatll do it for my life. So, any takers on that offer? I want you to know that with the way my life is going nowadays, I really think I'd be appreciative of it if someone would. All I want in life is to be good enough of a guy for Janice to take me, be with me and never let me go but I cant ever be good enough for her and because I love her anyway, and wont stop loving her, whats the point in me living this life if its without her!?!?!? To all those of you that pray to God and are religious or whatever else, guess what.... I have been too and I ended up feeling this bad about life anyhow! So, you people, I ask you in all seriousness, if there really is one of him, WHY DOESNT HE HELP ME!? IM ASKING THAT EITHER I GET ONE LAST SHOT WITH HER BECAUSE OF HOW ITS ALL IT WOULD TAKE OR THAT G

Happy New Year Everyone
So here I am sitting at my computer contemplating the new year, and I just wanted to wish everyone a great new year. Hopefully this is a beginning to a new chapter in your lives and that chapter is a happy one. I've had one of those years that makes you wish for a new one. I've realized some hard truths and been through some personal, emotional things that tear you down, but I think this year is going to build me back up and I hope that it is the same for you all. Meaning: I hope that your year is a great one and that all of the things you wish for comes true.

Children
I have a child and recently I posted his pictures up on here. Although, a friend of mine got after me about it that I shouldn't have a picture of my child up on here. So I looked into it and talked with another friend and came into conclusion about it. I feel pretty stupid for putting my child's picture on here when there are weird people who thinks sexually towards kids, it's like letting your child between the ages of 1day-13yrs old let out at night by themselves with no adult supervision. So yeah, I don't know, just been bothering me alot and now I feel like crap and a bad mother. *Sigh* well, at least I now learned my lesson.

Captivation
The most intriguing butterfly in the world did land, Upon the open palm of an undeserving hand. Captivated I could not help but smile. Calm and serene if only for a little while. In all this darkness her light did shine. An image I will save for the rest of my time. And as quickly as she came, she flew off to wander. A part of my life she would be no longer. A welcome fire for my new friend shall burn, If ever her path should lead her to return.

Poem
Life is like a dance, Every step you make, Every breath you take, Is a new chance. A chance to make a change, Take a new path, With no certain direction, You'll always make a connection. Connections that last, From the future to the past, They can be fun, They can make you want to run. Friends stay with you, To help guide you, Friends are forever, In your future, In your past.

Calling All Local Bands
Any East Texas Bands want to play a show March 7th?...you can pick the venue, hoping for the Tyler, Longview, Kilgore area. It can be with Metal, death metal, hardcore, deathcore bands. Suicide Death Grip

Friday Hurts
about 6:30 Last night, Friday. me-crying like a little bitch my car, crumpled and maimed because some bitch didnt pay attention to the road and either ran a red light or she was too busy with her phone or tv, or blackberry, or gps, or talking to her passengers....so she hit my 87 no frills 5th Ave. with such force that she destroyed it. And she had was minor damage to her driver's side. no skid marks....she plowed into me. and there i stood. crying like a little bitch all i wanted to was go home i had plans to work on stuff to present to my uncle on sunday. plans to make cookies with my daughter today. not planning to have cuts and a pain in my neck and spine. i needed a cigarette...i had 3....i want one today. ...and maybe a good friend to bring beer...

This Is Me In A Nutshell
We all have a sad story its what you do with it that counts If you take the time to know me I just might be that person your looking for just not in the bright flashy package you had pictured im looking for friends dating and long term doesn't always mean that when im looking for friends im also looking to date and turn it into long term i realize some people only want friends someone to talk to or hang out with but nothing chemistry wise going on and some people want more than that but aren't ready for a commitment im happy to have friends on which ever stage they are in their life so if the lil thing in the corner reads long term or simply friends understand im looking for all would love a long term relationship but know that to get it you have to establish both friends and date in order to fall in love and get a long-term relationship that won't fall apart as quickly as if you jumped into a long term relationship That being said, I know

10 Things You Should Never Say To A Porn Star
10. You're too pretty to do porn. (So, you're saying you would prefer to watch ugly people f*ck?) 9. Your vagina must be really worn out. (Mine isn't nearly as bad as your mother's after pushing such a giant idiot like you out of it.) 8. I would never watch porn. I think it is degrading to women. (Then how did you know my name? And my measurements? And my astrological sign? And my birthdate?) 7. How do I get my girlfriend/wife to do ________? (Ask her, not me. By the way, talking to me in the first place is not helping your cause.) 6. Wow! You're so much prettier/younger/thinner in your photos. (Obviously your mother didn't teach you anything and it is called Photoshop.) 5. I pleasured myself to you 10 times this week! (OK, I didn't need to know precisely how pathetic you are. And stop trying to shake my hand. I now unfortunately know exactly where it has been.) 4. I could do porn. (No, you couldn't. If you could, you already would be ... and no, I will NOT audition y

Unknown Soldier
Unknown Soldier by me Bang, flash, I can’t see, I can’t hear, People, soldiers walking around But I can’t see, I can’t hear, I can’t hear a sound I feel fear…..fear of being an unknown soldier. I feel something grabbing my shirt, I feel pulling I’m getting dragged along the ground Something hit me, everything went black Black as night, Like someone plucked the moon out of the sky I feel fear…..fear of being an unknown soldier. And I wake up, in deaths chair With bolts of lightening going into my chest With bamboo, sharp as pins, going under my nails I feel fear…..fear of being an unknown soldier My head pounding As a man, speaking a language I don’t understand Takes a knife to my throat And in one slash I will become …..an unknown soldier. The Nightmare goes on until today…………… I am the unknown soldier Mrrcp2007

Saying Goodbye
He watched her quietly...waiting with anticipation. Knowing that she was his, that she would fall right in place with the life he had prepared for her. Smiling at his conquer...he was ready with open arms to welcome her. He watched her as the years...months and days...passed her by. Making her weaker with each passing day. Watching as friends new and old...came and went occupying her time. Some helping him mold her into what he was so desperately seeking in her. In time the years of uncertain sadness and grief showed in her reflection...a reflection that she could no longer see. She was a stranger to herself...yet familiar to everyone she knew. Moving through her life motionless...and numb. Putting on her daily facade. convincing herself that this was as good as it would get for her. Seeing herself through strangers eyes...she is tired..worn and weak beaten down by her own convictions. Having never been truly loved by anyone..she feels convicted and judged by every

My Momma
here I am again....sitting alone in my house...in the early hours of the morning...with my deepest fears staring me in the eyes. Hearing the tick tock of the clock on the wall....wanting nothing more than to tear it off of the wall...and throw it across the room so it crashes....freezing time. My time...her time...keeping her for a little while longer. My heart is in a million pieces and I cant put anything together to even begin to console myself, my children, and my dad. To make sence of this constant nightmare that I am in. Fearing each phone call....each doctors appointment. I keep telling myself you are an adult....you should be able to be strong and accept that along with life comes death. Im not immune to it..I know this and neither is my mom. We all have our day. Is this the end for her story...is this it for our relationship? Do I have to say goodbye at 27? Should I feel lucky that I have some time to prepare...when some others dont? Is it selfish of me

I Call Bullsh!t...
Most people, if not all people are just full of bullshit. It's like I told my guidance counselor in the tenth grade. She so rudely interrupted my fourth period gym class one fine Spring afternoon, to "counsel" me on my academic aspirations, I think to fuel her own power trip more than anything else! "All you need to do is get involved" she said. "Join the cheerleading squad, join the softball team" she would say. I got so sick of her lecturing that finally, I just called her on it. I said "You're full of bullshit! I tried out for both and I don't have the right last name...so, I didn't make it!...All of you, you're just full of bullshit!" and I stormed out of her office right back to gym class. You think I got in trouble for that? Naw, I never heard a word from that woman again. I was right and she knew it. It's just like most people, they talk a big game but when it's time to produce the goods, well, something always comes up short now doesn't it?! Overconfidence

Crazy Relationships
This one may not make sense to others... it's very personal to me... Water torture Current mood: exhausted Water spilling drip drop on my forehead won't stop getting colder numbing pain slowly driving me insane tugging hard against the binds trapped inside my fucking mind drip drop now increasing drip drop never ceasing hollowed head drowning in air sweaty palms strapped to this chair bound by honor flashing lights pouring words from lips that bite bleeding tongues from silent mouths my cup is full it's spilling out drip drop all alone echoed voice could be my own melted ice filling my veins getting numb still feel the pain broken pieces of shattered glass voids left from the leaky past drip drop it's colder now have to get away some how bitter waters get inside every orifice I can't hide wish I was steel it couldn't touch me wouldn't care if people loved me couldn't feel the water drop wouldn't mind if my heart stopped like Teflon I

Taking Entries - Sweetwaters Live Auction
SWEETWATERS SALOON WILL BE HOSTING A LIVE AUCTION IN THE LOUNGE - TAKING ENTRIES NOW! TO ENTER, SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE, INCLUDE ALL OFFERS.ONCE I GET ENOUGH ENTRIES THEN I'LL ANNOUNCE WHEN THE AUCTION WILL TAKE PLACE YOU MUST BE PRESENT DURING AUCTION - HIGHEST BIDDER WINS - IT'S THE REPOSIBILITY OF BOTH PARTIES TO FULFILL THE OFFERS & BIDS ™JÁÐÊ™**ROSE**~(READ THE PROFILE) ØWÑÊR OF §WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ & THÊ HØT §PØT LOUNGES@ fubar

Your Whole Hands Are Both Full Is My Epiphany
Thirteen years ago … That Cadillac will drive us all crazy! We were supposed to get the gray Cadillac in our driveway as good as new. We did get the car, but it was with a bad battery (we think). Tonight the car still sits in the Triple D junkyard, where we hope that it can be fixed early next week. I got Freya’s card today, and it hurts that I’m still seen as overwhelming. I want to be able to commit, and I don’t want to disappoint someone. It hurts. “Suffer not the little children to come unto me; for the kingdom of God is made up of such as these.” At least my father isn’t openly racist – I remember we were at dinner in Crescent City and a young white woman came in holding an African-American (black doesn’t sound right in print) baby. All through dinner, he and Susan kept looking at them and condescendingly through them. The barrier between races, particularly in this last decade of the 20th century, may seem insurmountable. But it is not, because it must not be. P

Week 2 - Newfie Gurl
Presenting Hottie of the week 2 - 2009 NewfieGurl Hottie of the Week @ fubar Not only is she SEXY and BEAUTIFUL. But she also has a big heart and an awesome personality. And, best of all, she is always there for her friends. So stop by and love her up!! NewfieGurl Hottie of the Week @ fubar If you think you have what it takes to be a Hottie Please contact Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess*Chief of Operations 2nd alarm hotties*@ fubar Or ღCllgegrlღChief_Deputy_of_Adminღ2nd Ala

Unbirthday Train
I Want To Invite You All To My UNBIRTHDAY PARTY TRAIN ride. This Ride is goin to be sooooo Much Fun. What Is A UNBIRTHDAY? you say? Well Let My Two Friends MadHatter & March Hare & Doormouse Explain... March Hare: It’s very simple. Now, thirty days have sept- no, when... an unbirthday, if you have a birthday then you... haha... they doesn’t know what an unbirthday is! Mad Hatter: How silly! Ha HA Ha Ha! Ah-hum... I shall ellusinate! Now statistics prove, prove that you’ve one birthday. March Hare: Imagine, just one birthday every year. Mad Hatter: Ahhh, but there are 364 unbirthdays! March Hare: Precisely why we’re gathered here to cheer! So If Today is your Unbirthday And would love to join us for Teas and cakes, All

Wow
ok i'm going to post here and see if anyone will ever read this shit. i'm torn in so many directions. i'm a divorced dad of 2 kids one boy 5 and my daughter is 10. now the lady that left my wife for we have been having issues for years now. there is things that i have done to her that should not have been done. i have never cheated on here except the computer. i have never meet anyone in person period. and yes we had the computer talk about 2 years ago and i do agree that it is cheating. but what can i say i love to look at pictures of the female body. it is a great of art. i left in the middle of the day when she was at work and all of that good stuff. things have been really shitty on my part. but here is the kicker. she called the CPS on my exwife for not taking care of the kids and said somethings that were not true at all. and her and my daughter have not gotten along at all period. i do not know what it is about them 2 but most of the times that i have them

Vampires
Vampires are mythological or folkloric revenants who subsist by feeding on the blood of the living. In folkloric tales, the undead vampires often visited loved ones and caused mischief or deaths in the neighbourhoods they inhabited when they were alive. They wore shrouds and were often described as bloated and of ruddy or dark countenance, markedly different from today's gaunt, pale vampire which dates from the early Nineteenth Century. Although vampiric entities have been recorded in most cultures, the term vampire was not popularised until the early 18th century, after an influx of vampire superstition into Western Europe from areas where vampire legends were frequent, such as the Balkans and Eastern Europe,[1] although local variants were also known by different names, such as vampir (вампир) in Serbia, vrykolakas in Greece and strigoi in Romania. This increased level of vampire superstition in Europe led to mass hysteria and in some cases resulte

80's @ Sinners Paradise
Join us tonite as our very own Gemini aka aGEM4life rewinds time and goes back to the 80s. Nothing but 80s music for 2 hours. Hope to see you there. (repost of original by 'aGEM4life ShadowLeveler|RatingRevolution ღWife of Ike™ღ FUOwnedByJade&JaksonsMom' on '2009-01-08 16:21:59')

Determination
All my life I’ve been told A man’s word is his bond As I look at myself I see my life as a fuckin fraud With everything ventured and yet nothing gained I need an escape, to get my mind right, to rearrange To crucify me and burn me at the stake now Hands held empty, what more could I fuckin take now? With all the problems of the world surrounding me It’s do or die, once I’m gone will they finally see? All the words left swirling, friends’ backs turning Left in the cold, all relationships burning On the pyre, to extinguish an eternal flame, one soul burned And allowed to rise from the ashes, left to return To take form, and to fly away Moving forward, Quit looking to yesterday cause tomorrow’s today. All the time that was spent to help you move on Sacrificing myself, not to travel alone To reclaim a man, once lost and dead Following his heart, torn apart and all but bled Free me from these chains, that once contained me Transplanted to a world, allowed to breath

Houses.
So Jeff and I went window shopping today and we found a house we both seem to like so far. http://www.realtor.com/search/listingdetail.aspx?pg=3&srcnt=42&sid=c5bd763c0c854cd3a4cc54d21ea61c78&fhcnt=8&loc=glen+burnie&usrloc=glen+burnie&mnp=220000&mxp=240000&typ=1&ml=8&fhpg=1&lid=1104065181&lsn=29 Seems like what we need. Property Features * Year Built: 1955 * 3 total bedroom(s) * 1.5 total bath(s) * 1 total full bath(s) * 1 total half bath(s) * Two story * Style: Colonial * Master bedroom * Dining room * Kitchen * Basement * Bathroom(s) on main floor * Bedroom(s) on main floor * Fireplace(s) * 2 car garage * Heating features: Natural Gas Fuel * Forced air heat * Central air conditioning * Cooling features: Electric * Exterior construction: Brick and Siding * Lot is 10615 sq. ft. Here's a a picture of the lot from Google Earth: The yellow is an empty lot in the bac

Not Able To Be On Much...
I have finally moved, but still do not have access to the internet at home. So when I do get a chance to jump on it is quick & fast...but it is usually daily & sometimes several times a day! I promise I will return all the love I can to each & everyone of you :)

I Am No Longer Able To Make Fubar License
As my program I use is no longer maintained on the server it was set to pull from. If I am able to get another program our routine set up, I will let you know. Until then, no more license will be made :( Thanks for your understanding.

Bestfriends
if you think all men are the same listen up....your wrong....i know a great guy who is a great friend and that's all we are....i know what your thinking...no i'm not inlove with him....i just talk to him when i need a friend and he's always thier...i met him and in a few days he's become my bestfriend...so to all of you out thier who think thier all the same...you''ll find a bestfriend just like mine!!!!

I Came Back
hoping she would know its me wanting so much to give her that rose that I have come so accustomed to giving her missing her just her face her voice her e-mails her texts all of her even when shes childish even when she aggrivating just to give her a fu rose like so many each day before just to enhance her day just a little to give her that smile to let her know shes wonderful to my world just to let her know she is on my mind

Erotica!!!!!!!!!!!!
My honey and I are going out to dinner tonight. We haven't done anything this extravagant in a long time. So I decided to give him a treat, not only for the eyes but for the senses and touch to. I get in the bath, shave my legs thinking they have to be softer than ever before, as I'm not wearing any hose this evening. Wash my blond hair twice just to make sure it will be not only soft but gleam and sparkle in the sunlight and moonlight for him. Wash my body with the most fragrant perfume soap I have, his favorite as a matter of fact. Out of the tub, I go to our room, look in closet, I want the perfect outfit for this occasion. I find my red frilly skirted dress with the deep plunge neckline that shows my cleavage very well. Not to short, but not long either, he loves my shapely legs to show. I don't think he has ever seen it on me. I smile to myself saying, this is perfect! Find my 5 inch red sandal heels, that make my legs look like they go on forever. I decide to blow dry my

Murder Of The Butterfly
Murder of the Butterfly By me In the silence I hear soft and convicting The scream of a butterfly loud and unnerving Caught in a gossamer web layered with dew The spider advances and the terror is new The scream of a butterfly is painfully raw With the sound of an angel, burning in hell No sirens come, no flashing lights, just a spider and a scream Then silence comes and now I know, its just natures vicious game The Murder of a butterfly……. Mrrcp2007

Finally Friday
Finally it's Friday, my Friday that is. Work was just bleh, like usual. People in my work area think I have the third biggest rack and I don't see it. Okay, whatever... No real plans this week. Uhmm, Monday I'm going to stay up after I pick up Rich at five thirty am until the eye doctor is open. Gotta pick up my contacts and scary glasses. Then I'm gonna be a retard and go to Dollar Tree. Last Monday, some worker dude kept staring at me and making it real obvious he was looking. Just curious to see if I went back there, would he do it again. Yeah, I'm odd....I'm always wondering if I'm noticeable or whatever. I do gotta get some stuff there again anyways...so we'll see if he's there or not. Silly me doing this blog while im on my seeling piss. hmmmmmmm im seeeing some qeirtd shit right now aaoik as IO awas sauomg;/ wpw/ O see a ,icm pf stff kist ,pgomb stuff kist ,pvommmm O S lodd;; s lyrsah thid is feling [rettu ;ppuy mpw///// zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Radiohead Lyrics To "there, There"
in pitch dark i go walking in your landscape. broken branches trip me as i speak. just cus you feel it doesnt mean it's there. just cus you feel it doesnt mean it's there. there's always a siren singing you to shipwreck. (don't reach out, don't reach out) steer away from these rocks we'd be a walking disaster. (don't reach out, don't reach out) just cus you feel it doesn't mean it's there. (there's someone on your shoulder) just cus you feel it doesn't mean it's there. (there's someone on your shoulder) there there why so green and lonely? heaven sent you to me. we are accidents waiting, waiting to happen. we are accidents waiting, waiting to happen. -Radiohead: There, There Thom Yorke is a fuckin badass, for all that dont know who he is, its the fuckin lead singer to Radiohead, he's a fuckin genius! This music speaks to me and then some... and just to let yah know, because there are so fucking many lyrics being posted from them, if you havent fuck

New Program Encourages Missouri Hotels To Go Green
Some Missouri hotels are looking for ways to go green this year. It's largely due to a new program developed by the Department of Natural Resources and Missouri Hotel and Lodging Association. The Green Lodging Certification Program is brand new in 2009. Hotels and other lodging facilities can go through a list of environmentally friendly practices, checking those they have implemented, to come up with their score. If they get 100 points, they're certified green. Greg Walker, owner of the La Quinta Inn on South Campbell in Springfield, wants his hotel to leave a great impression with guests, so he also wants it to leave little impact on the environment. "I think the customers that come into our hotels will be more appreciative," Walker says. The La Quinta Inn is striving for the Missouri Green Lodging Certificate. "Looks like we're gonna hit the 100 points, no problem," says Walker. One way staff at the La Quinta are already going green is recycling all of the paper used at the front de

Birthday Is Next Month.
My birthday will be arriving next month. Still got a ways but it 's coming. On Feb 23rd, I will be 28 years old. I miss being a kid where you would always look forward to your birthdays. You know, friends, presents, cake.... whatever. I would always invite over some friends and then my mom would invite her friends. Her friends would bring over Filipino dishes to go with the birthday meal. Of course my friends never liked asian or weird looking food then, so we had other food "Americans" would like. Each year as I got older, it seems like that day just doesn't exist anymore. For the last couple years on my birthday, I've pretty much given up on it. Try to block it out. Sure, I like to be surprised and all but that rarely happens. I know that last couple years I have gotten upset because Rich never did anything, got me anything, or my close friends back then. My parents usually remember and we go out for a birthday lunch or dinner like usual. Something we do on our family birth

Jerk
Piss on piss, piss on kiss It's a simple math that on this Spit on spit, take this hit I'll make you a deal, you give and you get My desire, your flesh on fire Put me out; I'm not tired Greed on greed, the more I need Lie to your body, pretend to breed. You're in my blood now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you You're in my blood now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you I feel like a child, naked and wild, Your body's my playground where pure is defiled Sweat on sweat, the more I get, jump in the fire This ain't over yet. I can quit any time I want to You're in my blood, now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you You're in my blood, now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you Burn you down tie me off for an injection of you. of you.

People Pissed Off.
i guess i have pissed off alot of people here on fubar. you know what i dont care because from the responses i have gotten all the people who responded think is that i am a pussy without balls and i dont know shit. This is funny to me because half the people who did respond probably have never been in harms way nor have they been in the Military. I think that everyone of them should have to spend about four years under the rain of fire and then tell me what you think when you come home and people call you names because you did what your country wanted you to do. there was one comment that I really did agree with and it referred to protesting the government. GEORGE W BUSH and his admin. they are the ones responsible for them being there but yet i can understand his thinking. get rid of terrorist while you can. go figure.

Woman In Love
Life is a moment in space When the dream is gone Its a lonelier place I kiss the morning goodbye But down inside you know We never know why The road is narrow and long When eyes meet eyes And the feeling is strong I turn away from the wall I stumble and fall But I give you it all... I am a woman in love And I do anything To get you into my world And hold you within Its a right I defend Over and over again What do I do? With you eternally mine In love there is No measure of time We planned it all at the start That you and i Would live in each others hearts We may be oceans away You feel my love I hear what you say No truth is ever a lie I stumble and fall But I give you it all I am a woman in love And Im talking to you Do you know how it feels? What a woman can do Its a right That I defend over and over again......

Fantasy
Fantasy Falling asleep for a moment your name forms upon my lips traveling the distance between us heart beat is racing and skips standing beside you, face to face A mountain of words I didn't mean to say builds and crumbles into confessions I can no longer hide in my chest or delay revealing my love for you makes me smile this innocent feeling is painted white Your eyes confirm what I already knew Being with you just seems to be right reaching out, falling into your arms the air is getting tighter, I'm breathless unveiling ornaments of secret desire surrendering myself for you to possess bodies come together as two candles pulling me into a long awaited kiss flames unite melting together as one flying above reaching heavenly bliss overcome by fatigue, drifting away your arms wrap around me as I sleep waking in my room aware of my dream Inspired to reveal the secret I keep

What Winter Hat Are You?
You Are a Fur Hat You are high class, sophisticated, and even a bit eccentric. You use fashion to convey wealth and class - even if you're putting on a bit of an act. You're the type of person to wear a thousand dollar watch with jeans or a fur hat on the subway. Let's hope for the sake of the animals that you opt for synthetic fur! What Winter Hat Are You?

Do You Communicate Like A Man Or A Woman?
You Communicate Like a Man When you communicate, you like to get to the point. You're not afraid to say what's on your mind - and leave it at that. Talking about your emotions drains you. You rather keep them to yourself. You prefer solving problems to wallowing in your sorrows. Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?

Tina Was A Hero
Real Heroes honored: Tina Sterling-Soffel to receive award posthumously Photo by Courtesy photo Click to Enlarge This family photo was taken in December. Pictured, from left, are Michael Soffel, Soffel’s sister Ricci Frasco, Soffel’s daughter Jayden and Soffel’s wife, Tina Sterling-Soffel. Sterling-Soffel will receive the American Red Cross Real Heroes award posthumously in the Good Samaritan category. She was killed in January after stopping to help another motorist. Courtesy photo By Marija B. Vader Free Press Staff Writer March 19, 2008 Comment Comments (0) Print Friendly Print Email Email Early on a January morning this year, Tina Sterling-Soffel stopped on Interstate 70 to help a man who had crashed his car. While trying to help another, Sterling-Soffel, 28, was struck by a car and died at the scene. Sterling-Soffel was a recent graduate of Mesa State College and a stepmother. She volunteered for Relay for Life, raising money to battle cancer; she was

Çåråbë££å Wants To Level Before Her B-day
ÇåråBë££å@ fubar PLEASE HELP ME TO GODFATHER(GODMOMMA) BY THE TIME MY BIRTHDAY ROLLS AROUND WHICH IS JANUARY 29TH. ANYONE WHO SHOWS THE TRU FU LOVE WILL GET THE FULOVE BACK.. I DONT HAVE FUBUCKS OR BLING OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT TO GIVE.. SO IM HOPING ALL MY FU FRIENDS COME THREW FOR ME & HELP ME GET TO GODFATHER... TY

Make Fubux Plus.....
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24 Hours He's Turned On
Keith Is Turned ON! For 24 HOURS! That's Right, He's Activating His Auto 11's For You! Stop by and Climb In His Profile and Rate His Sexy Pics and Get Off Leveling! Whoooot HOT! Keith....Fu Married To My Hand LOL@ fubar Lets All Get Satisfied! No popularity contest or none of that. Pimping Out Fu's The Only Way I See Fit! Forbidden Jennifer, You Can Look But No Touching, Member of Princess Leia's Crew@ fubar

Just To Bring A Smile To Your Face
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A brunette is trying to get across a river and suddenly she spots a blonde on the other side. She yells over to the blonde "Hey, excuse me! How do I get over to the other side?" And after a quick survey of the river, the blonde calls back "You ARE on the other side!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A blonde is speaking to her psychiatrist. "I'm on the road a lot, and my clients are complaining that they can never reach me." Psychiatrist: "Don't you have a phone in your car?" Blonde: "That was a little too expensive, so I did the next best thing. I put a mailbox in my car." Psychiatrist: "Uh ... How's that working?" Blonde: "Actually, I haven't gotten any letters yet." Psychiatrist: "And why do you think that is?" Blonde: "I figure it's because when I'm driving around, my zip code keeps changing." ---------------------------------

This Is Outrageous
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- A 13-year-old Arizona girl who was strip-searched by school officials looking for ibuprofen pain reliever will have her case heard at the Supreme Court. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The justices accepted the case Friday for review. They will decide whether a campus setting gives school administrators greater discretion to control students suspected of illegal activity than police are allowed in cases involving adults in public spaces. Arguments are expected to be heard in April. At issue is whether school administrators are constitutionally barred from conducting searches of students investigated for possessing or dealing drugs that are banned on campus. A federal appeals court found the search "traumatizing" and illegal. Some parents say older children

5 More Weeks Of School
One more week knocked out, 5 more to go. I will be finding out where I will be going next week. The district Sergeant Major's are visiting MCRD San Diego. I'm hoping to get stationed in my hometown, it would really mean alot to me. I've been calling my little sister pretty much everyday, I have big plans in 2009 and I'm going to pretty much recruit any kid that I see not doing anything with his life, starting with one of my nephews, I can't wait to get him off the streets, and in to Marine Corps.

....
dont wanna leave it all behind but i get my hopes and watch them fall everytime ull be okay i got to move on and be who i am i just dont belong here i hope you understand we might find our place in this world someday but at least for now i gotta go my own way

Need Help
HOW TO CALL THE POLICE WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND DON'T >> MOVE FAST ANYMORE. >> >> George Phillips of >> Meridian, Mississippi was going up to bed when his wife told >> him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, >> which she could see from the bedroom window. >> >> >> George opened the back door >> to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in >> the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked >> 'Is someone in your house?' and he said >> 'no'. Then they said that all patrols were busy, and >> that he shoul d simply lock his door and an officer would be >> along when available. >> George said, >> 'Okay,' hung up, c ounted to 30, and phoned the >> police again 'Hello, I just called you a few seconds >> ago because there were people ste aling things from my shed. > > Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I >> just shot them.' Then he hung up. >> >> >> Within five minutes six >> police cars, a SWAT Team, a helicopt

Before Time Was
Before time was, there was The One; The One was all, and all was The One. And the vast expanse known as the universe was The One, all wise, all pervading, all powerful, eternally changing. And space moved. The One molded energy into twin forms, equal but opposite, fashioning the Goddess and God from The One and of The One. The Goddess and God stretched and gave thanks to The One, but darkness surrounded them. They were alone, solitary save for The One. So they formed energy into gases and gases into suns and planets and moons; They sprinkled the universe with whirling globes and so all was given shape by the hands of the Goddess and God. Light arose and the sky was illuminated by a billion suns. The Goddess and God, satisfied by their works, rejoiced and loved, and were one. From their union sprang the seeds of all life, and the human race so that we might achieve incarnation upon the Earth. The Goddess chose the Moon as her symbol, and the God the Sun as his to re

Your Eyes
As I look into your beautiful blue eyes I get in thier beauty I look in closer and can see the pain I caused Pass that pain I see the love you have for me As I look deeper I hear them cry out to me "Take me away from all this pain." All your pain goes away with one passionate kiss Your eyes begin to sparkle with love You show me your beautiful smile As I whisper "I LOVE YOU."

Lounge
I just started my first account on fu last night and i am loving it so far the people are nice and everything is new and confusing but great, i stumbled into a lounge last night and it was absolutely amazing, i heard you can have radios on here and make song requests in lounges, that is just great to me, the first lounge i stepped into i loved it and the new people i met in there were lovely, some lounge called Demonic Retribution, i had a great time learning to chat in there last night and they were all so helpful to me, i am greatful for their help, Much Luv To All My New Friends On Fubar And The Great People I Still Have Not Met. Muah!!!

Lonely Among A Thousand People
Hey what about today Is everything ok The world is in my hands But I don't care Something in my mind If I could realize The colors in my eyes are black and white Don't believe it's true If I blame it on you I'm only trying to hide I'm not right Forgive me if you can Sometimes I'm not a man My body's here but it's without me Lonely among a thousand people This is how I feel Somebody please help me Where is my soul...

I Don't Feel Safe
Since we got robbed, our neighbor told us who it was. We know. We also know someone traded pot for it. Shit will go down, I'm not dumb. I don't want to live here anymore. I'm here all by myself most of the time. I'm 5 foot, 98 lbs, if that. I don't have a gun, I never held one before even. I know bikers. I know bikers that have "clubs." I don't want my mom to get hurt, I don't want her bf to get hurt, I don't even want my cockatiel to get hurt. I'm scared and I know the police are effing useless. They won't do shit until it's already done and over with. Ever notice in the movies they show up right after everyone's dead? That's how it is. I don't really know what to do. Move to Anderson with my dad? He has a new baby and I don't want to be burden. I can't move into an apt. since I'm on SSI and there's a year waiting list to get into the apts. that are Section 8. So what do I do? Stay at Big Dog's bar all day with the bikers? LMAO.

Self Cpr
This could save someone's life -- maybe mine or yours! l Subject: Self CPR What are you to do if you have a heart attack While you are alone. If you've already received this, It means people care about you. The Johnson City Medical Center staff actually Discovered this and did an in-depth study On it in our ICU. The two individuals that discovered this then did An article on it, had it published and have had it incorporated into ACLS and CPR classes. It is very true and has and does work. It is called cough CPR. A cardiologist says it's the truth If everyone who gets this sends it to 10 people, You can bet that we'll save at least one life. It could save your life! Let's say it's 6:15 p.m. And you're driving home (alone of course), after an usually hard day on the job. You're really tired, upset and frustrated. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain In your chest that starts

Happy Birthday
Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there." "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept . Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....Did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday, buddy!"

Labels Of Morals
The labels "whore" "slut" are these just insults or do you believe it's a valid label on someone? -since we live our lives as we choose to,make our own decisions and are free to be ourselves, the land of the FREE as they call it, then who are others to judge and label you? -if a woman or man chooses to sleep around why should they be looked down upon? just because you choose not to live such a life style.. -OR is it easy to look at someone and insult them because of their lifestyle just so we feel better about our life- -it's a bitter sweet topic that draws a thin line between wisdom and understanding..

What I'm Going Through!
I'm sure you've all seen the last blog I posted, about my cervical dysplasia. I'm having alot of problems getting my husband to sit down an listen to me about the whole thing it seems as if he doesn't really care nor want to deal with it, he lost his mother do to cancer and I'm not sure if this is why but I do need someone to talk with because going through it alone is driving me insane, I hardly eat anymore & do the things I once loved to do. I have talked with my mother over the phone many times about this but it's not the same as if you were doing so in person. I've told my husband many of time that I wanted out of this place we're in now because of all the shit they are tearing down & puttinh up, and the fact we live right across the street from a steel mill, I can't even take my kids out to play because of the kesh???? that flies around, I've thought about moving down to my mothers without John & just taking the kids but then again I can't bring myself to do something like that I

The Princess And The Glass Heart
Once apon a timea princess with a glass heart lived in a castle. Who was so afraid to let her heart go she locked it in a box ,and kept the box hidden away in a place that only she knew how to get to it..... so jealously she guarded her heart she let no one near enough to her hence she never loved...untill one day a peasent came to the castle....and the princess fell hopelessly and completly in love with him... His smile his demeanor his giving nature...she wanted to give away her most cherished possesion the glass heart..... So she went...to where she had it hidden....in the room that was well guarded...in the box she had locked away but when she opened the box the heart lay shattered...into many many pieces The peasent came up behind her as she sat crying...asking what was wrong... she said i had my heart in a box...so carefully guarded...hidden away so that none may harm it...but here it is...broken he took the heart in his hands....the many pieces....that cut his hands

A Letter"
AS WE WELCOME ANOTHER YEAR¡±¡¦ I¡¯D JUST PAUSE FOR A WHILE, THINK OF ALL THE BLESSINGS THAT I HAVE¡±¡¦AND IN THE CORNER OF MY EYES, I SAW YOUR LOVING FACE, SMILING AT ME¡±, THEN THAT¡¯S WHEN I KNEW, HOW BLESSED I AM FOR HAVING YOU¡±¡¦. YOU ARE SO SPECIAL FOR ME, ¢¾¢¾THAT I KNOW, MY LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE OF YOU¡±, I CANNOT IMAGINE A LIFE WITHOUT YOU TO SHARE EVERY SINGLE THING IN MY LIFE, I CANNOT IMAGINE MY LIFE, WITHOUT HEARING YOUR VOICE, WITHOUT YOUR MUSIC♫¢Ü♫ THAT KEEPS MY HEART ALIVE¢¾ ¡°. I CANNOT IMAGINE MY LIFE, WITHOUT YOUR WORDS THAT SPEAKS YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME¡±¡¦. YOU ARE EVRYTHING TO ME.¡± A BROTHER,☻ A FRIEND¢¾, A LOVER¢¾.. A DREAM.. A HOPE , A HAPPINESS¡±..YOU ARE SOMEONE, I CALL MY OWN¡±. AND INSPITE OF THE DISTANCE, ABSENCE, FEARS, AND EVEN JEALOUSY ¡°IT IS STILL SO BEAUTIFUL, WORTH WAITING FOR¡±¡¦.¢¾¢¾¢¾ ANOTHER YEAR¡¦ WE WILL CONTINUE THE JOURNEY,, TOGETHER YOU AND ME,¡¦.. NEW HOPE, NEW DREAM, ACHIEVEMENTS, AND CHALLENGES¡±.TOGETHER AS ONE

Were On A Mission From God
Were on a mission from GOD that's right GOD (other word's known as The Fat Sonny & Steve) Today Jan 20th we want to be known as the day of the Ms Mona A woman that doesn't ask or beg for thing's ever!!! you will never see her status saying ooo ooo please bling vip or auto 11 her (unlike others) You'll never see it cost's to see her pic's or please rate me cause im a ho nope not our Ms Mona So today any 11,s or 10's you can send them to... Send her any spare bling's, that's right I'm asking... not her... You wanna spend the day whacking off like a circus monkey in heat to a real woman not an attention begging whore do it to... All day today ,tonight here on Fubar we have our very own doll aka Ms Mona

"ideals Of Our Forefathers"
Hmm... President Barack Obama says Americans must hold tight to the ideals of our forefathers. Interesting. I wonder what our Forefathers would think of him and his party already working on gun control laws? An "inalienable" RIGHT, given to me under the Constitution of the United States of America, as stated in the 2nd Amendment. Well I guess thats just a dirty little right... that no one needs anymore, because we're just soooooo civilized now right? Hmm... I wonder what our Forefathers would have thought about abortions? Everyday... around 13000 babies are killed. Burned to death with saline solutions, and ripped out from their wombs. Or perhaps what our Forefathers would think of the liberal ideals of big government, and basically turning this REPUBLIC into a socialist society? Perhaps next time you'll be a little more clear, Mr. President, that you don't really want us to hold tight to the ideals of our forefathers. Or perhaps... just which ideals you're s

1st Exam Today
Just took my 1st exam today, passing this test will determin if I will be packing my bags or not, and heading back to Virginia. I'm not really stressing if I passed or not, because the Marine Recruiter job really isn't for everyone, and I know it's definetly not for me. If I end up leaving California, and going back to my old job, my plan is to volunteer for another deployment, preferably Afghanistan. I'm hoping to deploy out of North Carolina or maybe even Okinawa, its what I wanted in the first place before I got orders for recruiting school, I look at it as just another stepping stone in the Marines.

Code Words
FINE > This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel > they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe > how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments > FIVE MINUTES > This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your > football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's > an even trade. > NOTHING > This means "something," and you should be on your toes. > "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of > wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. ''Nothing" > usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end > with 'Fine' > GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows) > This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over > "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine" > GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows) > This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care" You > will get a "Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead" in ju

What Tarot Card I Am
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My New Dvd
If you go to this link http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=3520547 You will see Serpent Underground which is an American band and one of the few who have provided original music that will be featured on my new DVD, "Escape Or Die!" If you check out the band's blogs you will see info on the project and what songs they contributed. The footage on this DVD is so compelling that my manager and I are seriously considering shopping this to networks as a full feature hour long broadcast ready T.V. special.

New President
Watched all the footage on our new President's swearing in and listened to his speech. It was inspiring but I liked it best when his speech had less "I" but used "we" and put it straight that it will take everybody to get this country to turn around and not for us to rely totally on Congress to fix the problem. I am concerned that eventhough he has made the promises that he will be like all the other presidents and not follow through or that we as a fickle society will get impatient and will start complaining and saying things about wishing we hadnt put him in office and that we need somebody new in office. I pray that God will bless our President with wise descion even if the those decions are hard ones that we as a people might not like.

David Bowie - Survive
Oh my, naked eyes I should have kept you I should have tried I should of been more wiser kind of guy I miss you Give me wings Give me space Give me money for a change of face There's noisy rooms and passion pants I loved you Where's the morning in my life? Where's the sense in staying right? Who said time is on my side? I got ears and eyes and nothing in my life But I survive your naked eyes I'll survive You alone across the floor You and me and nothing more You're the great mistake I never made I'll never lied to you I hate it when you lied But I'll survive your naked eyes I'll survive People boys all snowy white Razzle dazzle clubs every night Wished I'd sent a valentine I loved you I'll survive Your naked eyes I'll survive I'll survive My naked eyes I'll survive I'll survive Naked eyes I'll survive I'll survive I'll survive

Divorce Letter
Dear Connie, I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride's cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says: "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, but just to illustrate the depth of my desperati

Changes
Just some random shit I guess. I need a beer. Why the hell is it so hard to find places that will televise (did I spell that right?) soccer. Where are the loose moraled women around here? I'm definitely drinking tonight. I need new pics. Okay, enough of that, I need to go find a good bar in the corner of the world.

On Being A Dad And Blessings
Nevin called me his favorite Daddy-O tonight. I said, "I hope I am your only daddy-o...do I need to talk to your Mom?" Apparently, there is a bone in your elbow called the "Weenus" bone...because that's all they're talking about in the 7th grade. Nevin laid his head on my lap..on a pillow...while we watched Animal Planet..Nevin is a big fan of Elephants...and when the 30 Lions brought down that one Elephant, it pissed him off... I rubbed his head, and his back, and told him that that is the way the world works. Ian is out with his girlfriend. He's checked in with me a couple of times. He's my soulmate.... It's good to have noises in my house tonight. I've had a rough week, hell, a rough few months...and I'm glad that I had tonight to calm down, and reflect...on what's important.

Scorpio
A lot of times I question myself I see traits in me common to my astrological sign. every now and then I do research and I'm amazed at what I come up with.. Here's what I find today------------ ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Scorpio is the eighth astrological sign in the Zodiac, originating from the constellation of Scorpius. As the eighth sign in the zodiac, Scorpio is associated with the astrological house number 8, which is associated with natural Scorpio matters - birth, death, transformation, deeply committed relationships of all kinds, and the occult and psychic matters. Scorpio also has associations with three animal symbols: the scorpion, the snake, and the phoenix (or Eagle). Each sign represents different levels of power related to personal strength, individual power, and even intimidation based on cultural associations with these different animals. All three symbols indicate the fierce determination of the Scorpio symbol

Crying_eyes
Crying_Eyes These eyes are crying tears for you. Tears of pain and sorrow. You left without a reason. You just left me with my heart in my hands. I called out your name you didnt even blink or shed a tear you just left me alone. Alone in this cold dark world.My heart is in shreds and cannot be repaired again. Life goes on for you but not for me.You took the part of me that made my life matter. You made life bareable. You made me happy. But apparently I couldnt do the same for you. Every tear I shed is worth the tears in my heart. You are worth every ounce of love that was in my heart.And every bit of sadness I feel. I wish you could have seen just how much love I had to give you. But you left before you could. You sad it was what was best for you. Its not whats best for me but I let you go. I tried to fight it but you just ignored every attempt I made talk made me realize just how terrible I failed.

Corrupted Love
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

Addicted
She has me so addicted to her Since day one i couldn't let go She's like a sweet addiction She keeps me wanting more How do i tell her she's my all? If every time i hold her hand My heart jumps out my chest And everything i say i cant seem to understand The way her eyes shine Every time they look at me I fall deeper in love And i realize that this is more then a dream The way she kisses my lips Oh so softly and gently The way her lips taste So sweet just like candy She has me so addicted to her Her lips, her taste, her touch and her look Shes my sweet drug The only drug i ever took

Get Over Yourself
Longing for love Because I try to stay true While I know that she's out there, in the blue, Because she has so many problems Of which I see If only she'd love me I could fix them with ease And I must wait for her, Knowing all along That if she would just get a clue, We could be together forever Start our love anew

So Far Away, Yet Always Close
So far away... the beaches which you walk. Yet so close... always in my heart. So far away... I cannot touch your hand, I cannot feel your breath, I cannot hold you close. Yet so close... I can feel you in my heart, I can see you in my mind, I can hear you in my ears. You can go so far away... You can travel to the ends of the earth... But as long as I have your love... As long as I have you... You will always be close. For, As sure as the sun rises, And the tides will change, I will always love you, An you will always be close to my heart.

Breathless
Do you believe anything I say.... When I say that you take my breath away? If you thought I could breathe.... you were wrong... If only I could be that strong.... Ive been waiting... For comfort... For Solace.... Fly away.... but don't shut me out.... cause I cant breathe without you Run away.... Come with me.... cause I cant be without you When I wake up everyday... I need to know you're not so far away. Another moment is another Eternity.... The whisper of you're words mean everything to me. Ive been waiting... For comfort.... For Solace.... Fly away.... but don't shut me out.... cause I cant breathe without you Run away.... Come with me.... cause I cant be without you I will be strong.... I must be strong.... Because with you my love.... I know I belong.... Ive been waiting... For comfort.... For Solace.... Fly away.... but don't shut me out.... cause I cant breathe without you Run away.... Come with me.... cause I cant be without you Without

10 Cd's I Just Can't Live Without
So I was going through my stash and decided to wrote a blog... I am curious and would like a response from friends... What are 10 CD's that you have to have in your CD collection??? :) Here is my list... Depeche Mode - Violator Depeche Mode - Songs of Faith and Devotion Manson - Eat Me Drink Me Kittie - Spit Everclear - Sparkle and Fade VNV Nation - Empire remixes Tori Amos - Little Earthquakes Manson - Mechanical Animals Nine Inch Nails - Broken Otep - Ascension There is a list from me... Those of you who have actually taken the time to get to know me have to know that music is my passion and I am VERY diverse. This is just a small taste of what I enjoy. Delicious to my ears.

I'm A Rat!
Rat Relationships The closing stages of the Rat year will be a favorable time for the Rat both socially and domestically. Parties and functions may bring new acquaintances. If any problems or uncertainties that should arise in your relationship, do not hesitate to seek the advice of others. You have many acquaintances and close friends that are willing to assist you on your path. Romance is favored later in the year, around November and December. This is a good time to plan a wedding or make a proposal. SEE THAT^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ DO YOU HEAR WEDDING BELLS???????????????????????????? My Mr. Right will show himself this year!!!!!!!! CROSS YOUR FINGERS!!!!!!!! Well...... It's October.....next month (November) or maybe even December is right around the corner....... My Mr. Right will show himself real soon!!!!!!! LOL..... Funny though..... I myself have pictured my future by myself....... My daughter is planning her "escape".....So alone I will be...... Or will I? Only

More About Me...
My name is Zoey, and I am a country girl at heart, but now reside in the city. I sure tell ya that you can take a girl out of the country, but you can't take the country out of the girl. :) I am 6 feet tall, with long sexy legs, and I feel sexy when I wear heels. Some of my heels make me near 6'4" tall, and I tower over my family and friends. But I love it! I used to weigh near 400 pounds, wearing a size 26/28. I had short hair and I wore sporty clothes and hats a lot....one day I went through the drive-through at Burger King, and the employee (someone I knew well) told me "Thank you, Sir. Have a good night...Oh I'm sorry Miss!" THAT was when I knew my life had to change. So I became very active and lost a lot of weight and changed my lifestyle and eating habits. I learned to enjoy water more, although I still LOVE soda, but I try not to overdo it. :) I lost 174 pounds, getting down to a thin 210 pounds....I was in a size 5....for my height 200 is thin, although "EXPERTS" sa

Half The World
Half the world hates What half the world does every day Half the world waits While half gets on with it anyway Half the world lives Half the world makes Half the world gives While the other half takes Half the world is Half the world was Half the world thinks While the other half does Half the world talks With half a mind on what they say Half the world walks With half a mind to run away Half the world lies Half the world learns Half the world flies As half the world turns Half the world cries Half the world laughs Half the world tries To be the other half Half of us divided Like a torn-up photograph Half of us are trying To reach the other half Half the world cares While half the world is wasting the day Half the world shares While half the world is stealing away

Yes Please Part2
He loved how her plump, round ass rose up for him, poised for his discipline. She panted softly from a mixture of fear and excitement. The feeling of the rope stretched tightly between her pale ass cheeks, exposing her to him, burned within her yet she loved submitting to him. He smiled as he noticed how wet she was, how her thighs were damp. Oh yes, she needed this and it was his great pleasure to deliver her punishment as well as her pleasure to receive it. He stood there for several moments running the ribbons of leather through his hand as he allowed her to wonder when and how hard the first strike would be. Finally, he raised his arm and brought the flogger down with a resounding smack on her flesh. She yelped and jerked slightly. Her soft, white buttocks tightened in readiness for the next blow. Again he brought the flogger down and felt his cock twitch at the sound of the leather smacking her ass. The next hard swat was lower and the leather kissed her pussy lips peeking out at

As Darkness Falls
As darkness falls, the stars seem to twinkle a little brighter this evening. For this evening two have met, two have laughed, two have dined, and through it all, they still seek more. We walk along the edge of the surf. Hand in hand, with nowhere to be, with no time clock to punch, we stroll casually along. Together we are sharing in the moments, reveling in the closeness with another, and seeking to capture all that is before us, in our hearts and minds. For this is but night one. Will there be a night two, a night three, or many more nights to come? Just as one cannot foretell tomorrow's lottery, one cannot foretell such about a relationship, but one can certainly hope. As the moon crests the horizon to the east, it casts its warming glow across the land, and our pace slows to a crawl. With hearts, arms, and eyes wide open, we stop, we gaze at one another, we embrace, and I kiss you in a manner that leaves no doubt...

Kk
Death be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadfull, for, thou art not so, For, those, whom thou think'st, thou dost overthrow, Die not, poore death, nor yet canst thou kill me. From rest and sleepe, which but thy pictures bee, Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow, And soonest our best men with thee doe goe, Rest of their bones, and soules deliverie. Thou art slave to Fate, Chance, kings, and desperate men, And dost with poyson, warre, and sicknesse dwell, And poppie, or charmes can make us sleepe as well, And better then thy stroake; why swell'st thou then; One short sleepe past, wee wake eternally, And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die.

Use At Your Own Risk
Ths is just to let everyone know that if you plan on using a pre paid debit card to purchase anything on Fubar, it is NOT a good idea....I attempted to buy Fubling credits and it told me the transaction was denied and my card would not be charged....I attempted to purchase 2 more times and my card WAS charged all 3 times leaving me $250 in the hole......I will get my money back, but it will take 10-30 days they tell me. I do know some of them will work because I have seen it happen but now that it happened to me I was told it may not work if it is a pre paid card. They neglected to mention that on the purchase page so I am alerting everyone! Save yourself the hassle and use a secured card so you don't get hurt like I did. GOOD LUCK & HAVE FUN!!!!

My Owner Dj Blast Project
COME SHOW MY OWNER THE BEST LOVE YOU CAN DJ BLASTPROJECT. HE IS A REAL SWEET HEART. JUST CLICK THE PIC ABOVE AND GO R/F/A/C/B HIM... WHILE YOUR AT IT COME JOIN THE SWEETEST GUY AND ME IN THE ACE CAFE!!! DJ Tink™ ? Head Bartender & Princess Bitch @ the ACE CAFE ?DJ Blast Projects future Fu-W@ fubar

Pantera - Cemetary Gates
Reverend, reverend Is this a conspiracy? Crucified for no sins No revenge beneath me Lost within my plans for life It all seems so unreal I'm a man Cut in half in this world Left in my misery The reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes Nothing new for him to see I didn't ask him why I will remember The love our souls had sworn to make Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see now is your Well I guess you took my youth And gave it all away Like the birth of a new found joy This love would end in rage And when she died, I couldn't cry The pride within my soul You left me incomplete All alone as the memories now unfold Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the Cemetery gates Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder aloud If you're watching over me Some place far abound I must reverse my life I can't live in the past Then set my soul free Belong to me at last Through all those complex years I thought I was alone I didn'

Little Texas-what Might Have Been
i have posted this up for a few people.the ones my heart had truely belonged to.so please enjoy it. sure i think about you now and then.but it's been long long time.i've got a good life now,i've moved on.so when you cross my mind.i try not to think about about what might have been.cause that was then and we have taken different roads.we can't go back again there's no use giveing in,and there's no way to know what might have been.we can sit and talk about this all night long,and wonder why didn't last.yes they might be the best days we will ever know.but we'll have to leave them in the past.so try not to think about what might have been.cause that was then and we have taken different roads.we can't go back again theres no use giveing in,and there's no way to know what might have been.that same old look in your eyes its a beautiful night.i'm so tempted to stay.but to much time has gone by we should just say goodbye and turn and walk away.and try not to think about what might have been

People In Ourlives....
People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON it is because your turn has c

So Let Me Ask
My MUM was deleted and I was told it was offensive. I think fubar just did not like what I had to say ... I voted by cancelling my VIP . It ends on the 18th. I won't renew . Funny but this site really has no idea of how to treat customers. I pay for this site the same as many of you ! We are being told that we are to do as only they would have ... Now we are to rate real slow ... our auto 11 has been turned into something useless. the whole purpose was to gain points and now fubar has made a big mistake ... I think all of us should choose not to renew our vip ... not to purchase bling packs ... not to buy happy hours... this will send the message that needs to be heard . We are the customer ! We are their paycheck ! We are dissatisfied ! Am I wrong ? DEAD WRONG 25.9% (15 votes) Right On 74.1% (43 votes) 58 votes 249 views 42 comments Report mum as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?]

What Kinda Guy Sheckie Is?
I am a guy that will love you for who you are not what you aren't I am a guy who would hold you to keep you close I am a guy who would tickle you to hear you laugh I am a guy who doesn't care how much money you have or what kind of car you drive I am a guy that thinks you are pretty even when you are hot and sweaty I am a guy that does not want gifts just the love and respect in return I am a guy that would call you in the morning just to say have a great day I am a guy that would bring you lunch when you are to busy to get your own I am the guy that stops by for a minute at your work just to say hi I am a guy that doesn't care what other people think about you I am a guy that will always trust you until that trust are violated I am a guy who wants to be loved the same in return I'm just looking for someone that we can have fun and enjoy spending time together. If I have a big zit on my noses she still is there in the morning when I wake up. You know what I mea

.song To A Certain Someone.
Your words to me just a whisper Your faces so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear 'Cause its always rainin in my head Forget all the things I should have said So I speak to you in riddles 'cause my words get in my way. I smoke the whole thing to my head and feel it wash away 'cause i can't take anymore of this, I want to come apart. or dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart 'Cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said I am nothing more than a little boy inside That cries out for attention yet I always try to hide 'Cause I talk to you like children, Though I don't know how I feel But I know I'll do the right thing If the right thing is revealed 'Cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said

Pigs...
Not the cop pigs.... but the men that go on how they want to do this chick because of her body... How they drool over that shit cause they've got the body, the boobs and whatever. Yeah I wish I could get attention like that...wish I could get someone to notice me... Fuckin' tired of hearing men that are fuckin pigs and dogs towards some woman..and they don't even know them! Or even if they're a fuckin bitch, they still dig them! Some...not all men.... Just so annoyed with it... Tired of hearing how men want to do this one bimbo... Why are you telling me that shit? Just annoys the shit out of me..... Really dislike men who go for looks and shit... Okay, I'm out.

The Jews And The Arabs
The Global Islamic population is approximately 1,200,000,000 ONE BILLION TWO HUNDRED MILLION or 20% of the world's population. They have received the following Nobel Prizes: Literature: 1988 - Najib Mahfoo Peace: 1978 - Mohamed Anwar El-Sadat 1994 - Yaser Arafat: 1990 - Elias James Corey 1999 - Ahmed Zewai Economics: (zero) Physics: (zero) Medicine: 1960 - Peter Brian Medawar 1998 - Ferid Mourad TOTAL: 7 SEVEN The Global Jewish population is approximately 14,000,000 -- Only FOURTEEN MILLION or about 0.02% of the world's population. They have received the following

Israel
How is it that we, as a nation that seems so concerned with human rights (Gitmo not withstanding), are allied with a country like Israel? The complete lack of common decency in regards to Gaza is absurd! I just read an article today that Israel boarded and escorted an aid ship out of the Gaza blockade. They boarded the vessel, searched it, found no weapons of any kind, and still would not allow them to deliver food and medical supplies to the survivors of the onslaught by Israel. I understand that Hamas has been firing rockets into Israel for a long time, but in all of that time only a couple dozen Israeli civilians have been killed. As retaliation for those attacks Israel killed over 1000 Gaza civilians! These people have been under a blockade for a long time, starving, wounded with no supplies to heal themselves, poor, and we sit by and give aid and support to Israel? Why not Gaza? It is after all the Hamas that are attacking Israel, not Gaza. We went into Iraq without prov

Living Life
Here the deal. I always see people depressed and say how life is so ruff and it can be ruff but you know what i thought of something to say to that. Life is only as ruff as you let it be. You cant be worring about the past casue if you thinking about what happen and not what can happen you will be miserable like me all your damn life. Hell ive already at 26 years old been threw 2 lung surgerys, 1 kidney biopsy, ive lost me dad when i was 19 plus when i was 24 my kidneys starting failing due to a illness i have when i caught when i was only 18 months old. But you know yeah ill prob be on dialysis by the time i 40 and never be able to do shit again but guess what i dont think of it like that i look at is i have 14 or mort years to live my damn life the best i can. Hell stop worring about she loves me or he loves me and finding that person. Trust me fuck that person live your damn life look in the mirror and take care of that person first. Well no more ranting this is just for all the peo

To All That Care And Fuck The Ones Who Dont.
well me and hollie just got back from the dr. we are having our first boy. we are both really excited. the due date is july 5th. the day befoire my deciesed grandmothers birthday that i miss so much. to all who read feel free to reply. if whats important to me isn't important to you then do yourself a favor and save me a lot of wasted time and breath to tell you to go jack a donkey... until next time.. \m/BLEED BRUTAL\m/

Winter Cant Last Forever
My reasoning knows this all things pass even the seasons, but as the saddle creaks beneath me and I urge my mount complaining into the wind, "just a lil further mare" the winter wind has not numbed my mind enough I still think of her, the cold has not frozen out my thoughts, stopping to fix another patch of fence letting the cold cramp my hands bite my bones anything to take my mnd off of her. her laugh her smile the words she spoke and wrote, the smell of burberry the fact that I actually found it in the mall just to smell her perfume. As I smack my thumb with the hammer my thoughts come crashing back to the task at hand, "That will teach you you damned fool pay attention" I almost hear my horse laugh, as I finish up and remount to find the next gap that needs fixin in the fence. Winter cant last forever, but I almost wish this one would, that I could ride this fence forever until my thoughts are numb and so am I, follow this fence forever to the nothing that I have become.

Waiting
So many years ive searched for my prince to come along .searched high and low sea tosea always longing yet always just missing the mark. longing to be held in arms strong and safe , to gently tenderly get lost in his embrace i yearned for the comfort in times of sorrow and a hand to wipe away all tears. i was hurt dirty and lonely and tierd but in an instant you were there our eyes met across a crowded room our hearts reached out for one another in a minute we became friends but it grew into something so much more something quiet rare and far more beuatiful than either of us ever knew it would ... i may still add more

Something Is Missing
Going through each day numb and every endless routine of the same with just a sort of numb exsistance wandering aimlessly with each passing day a sense of dred Feeling as if something is dredfully wrong a numb exsistace not feeling a sense of peace a lack of satisfaction not ever bieng just completly not knowing what it was falling in and out of love not knowing why. relationship after relationship fsiling and feeling a empty void Always longing for something more a kimd of love that rocks yout very soul that takes your breath away longing to be held im s way not possible by just anyonelonging for a romance like romance novels i long for true love i deserve love,i deserve to be happy someone come erase this pain i suffer from daily suround me in real undying love

You Might Be A Liberal If.....
In the spirit of good-natured relations, (and since we have to put up with their nonsense and fuckery for the next 4 years!), I submit this list. Enjoy! ================================================================================================== YOU MIGHT BE A LIBERAL DEMOCRAT IF... 1. You think that burning the US Flag is acceptable, because it's just a swatch of cloth and doesn't mean anything, but that flying the Confederate Stars & Bars is unacceptable, because it's a symbol of HATRED. 2. You believe that government should make a special effort to hire members of traditionally oppressed groups, such as African-Americans (except for Clarence Thomas, Colin Powell and Condoleezza Rice). 3. You think that protesting outside of a US Marine recruiting office in the Peoples Republic of Berkeley is protected by your 1st Amendment rights, and think that protesting outside an abortion clinic is not. 4. If you believe that posting the "Ten Commandments" in school

Firehouse-love Of A Lifetime Lyrics
I guess the time was right for us to say We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share With you I never wonder - will you be there for me With you I never wonder - you're the right one for me Chorus: I finally found the love of a lifetime A love to last my whole life through I finally found the love of a lifetime Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime With every kiss our love is like brand-new And every star up in the sky was made for me and you Still we both know that the road is long (But) we know that we will be together because our love is strong Chorus

I Have Come To Realize..
1. I've come to realize that my hair... is a hot mess. 2. I've come to realize that my heart... has will always belong to Mr.Conroy. 3. I've come to realize that my job... is non-exist, and that sucks. 4. I've come to realize that when I'm driving... I am at peace. 5. I've come to realize that I need... to get my own place and go back to school because I can't live out of suitcases forever. 6. I've come to realize that I have lost... my grandpa phisically, but he still lives in my heart. 7. I've come to realize that I don't like it when... People treat me like a child. 8. I've come to realize that the opposite sex... is pretty much the same they just express themselves diffrently. 9. I've come to realize that money... is never going to control my life. 10. I've come to realize that certain people... aren't worth wasting my time. 11. I've come to realize that I'll always be... free spirited but

Evil
Another story written specifically for my radio show, this one shows my more... ummm... sadistic side. Just not in the usual sense people mean when they say "sadistic". Note: if words have any kind of erotic effect on you, be warned that this has an evil ending. ----------- Evil She pants. It's not because of anything happening now, he observes, from his chair. He's only about five feet from her. And about ten minutes from where he is, she is. He was over her then, inside her, writhing on her, driving into her like a man possessed... or, rather, a man possessing. Each dive was so deliciously placed, each swivel and squirm of hips made to make her gasp, each burying of flesh perfectly poised to give her everything she could take without that sharp burning sting of deep pain. She could barely move, of course, because she was tied to the headboard. Quite elaborately, too, although purely for the purpose of teasing her. Fifty minutes earlier he'd tied her there,

Ingrid..
Your result for Are You a Jackie or a Marilyn? Or Someone Else? Mad Men-era Female Icon Quiz... You Are an Ingrid! You are an Ingrid -- "I am unique" Ingrids have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive. How to Get Along with Me * Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me. * Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself. * Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision. * Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little. * Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting! What I Like About Being an Ingrid * my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level * my ability to establish warm connections with people * admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life * my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor * being unique and being seen as

Unknown Love And Destiny Pt 6
Closing her door again, she returned to bed, pulling the sheet over her and was soon asleep. She began to dream. She was dressed in a white Mandarin style dress with light blue Lotus flowers. Looking around her she saw she was standing before a temple or shrine in an open field. She felt at peace, flowers bloomed everywhere. She smiled and began to walk towards the temple, when the sky began to darken. Looking up at the sky, dark clouds filled it, blocking out the sun completely. Suddenly a black shadow began creeping across the ground at her. Fear rose in her. She ran. While the shadow filled with something dark and evil gave chase. She whimpered in her sleep. . Just as she had closed the door, he proceeded to walk to the shower for a looooooong cold one. He needed something to stop the blood flowing in the wrong direction. Once in the shower, he almost yelped from cold water, as it pelted his body. But there was something else that came up his spine. A more chill

If Only Dreams Could Come True
Tonight as I struggle to sleep All I can do is think of you Wanting to hold you in my arms And make sweet love to you. Tears slowly cloud my world As I hold my pillow tight Wishing you were beside me To make things right. I cry myself to sleep Having dreams of you You lying beside me And cuddling me too. We looked into each other's eyes And that's all it took A night of passionate love We could have wrote a book. I've never felt more loved Than I did this one night It was just perfect And things felt so right. Then I felt my pillow damp The tears had fell like rain I realized you weren't there Then I felt the pain. Once again, Only a dream That had seemed so real The tears now unbearable Will my Heart ever heal?

The Lincoln-darwin Debates On Their Bicentennial
I’d originally written this for February 12 two years ago, and I’m stepping out of my humility by saying I think it’s one of my best. Believe it or not, it’s not a draft, even though I corrected some grammar errors and added one or two tweaks for today’s presentation, in essence it’s what I wrote in 2007. I wrote it as it came to me – history was one of my best subjects in school and still interests me a lot. It may or may not be true that those who fail to learn from the past are condemned to repeat it, but it’s certainly food for thought. Nobody has an easy time with their ideas when they lived, but we can look in hindsight and hopefully see that the past was no primrose path and the future won’t be either. We just have to make the right decisions for ourselves where we are right now. So here we go! To the best of my knowledge, Abraham Lincoln and Charles Darwin never actually met. I don’t know of any record Darwin visited the United States in his travels, and I do know Lincoln ne

Beer
The Value of a Drink "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams .. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils

I Am Offering My Fubucks For A One Month Vip
OKAY YALL SEEING HOW THEY HAVE RAISED THE PRICES ON DRINKS AN OTHER THINGS AND WHAT NOT I AM OFFERING MY FUBUCKS TO ANYONE WHO WILL TRADE FOR A MONTH VIP AS I HAVE BEEN ASKED BY ALOT TO DONATE FOR AUTO-11'S AND OTHER THINGS SO LET ME KNOW IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED IN MAKING THE TRADE AS I HAVE ALMOST 2 MILLION FUBUCKS RIGHT NOW TO TRADE...THANKS

Jaded Bunny
(The goal for 2009 is to do the Easter Egg Hunt the way it should be done - I will either find the energy or fake it; either way THERE WILL BE HIDDEN EGGS!!! - Amen...) Tuesday, April 18, 2006 There's something to be said for being the "baby" of a family four children with huge gaps of time in between the births - your mother is a worn out wreck of life's ups and downs, and she's been the Easter Bunny for way too long. I've been the Easter Bunny for 26 years. I did a great job of hippity hopping along the bunny trail for 25 years. This year was different. The easter eggs were painted, the tables for the family feast gaily decorated. So far, so good. Night time came, exhaustion set in. I went to bed with the eggs unhidden, the family tradition of the Easter morning Easter Egg hunt unprepared. My husband woke me up at 3:00 a.m. - "Honey, we need to hide the eggs." I mumble through drool and bad breath "Thas ohkay, I do *slight snore, startle back awake* laaeer." Longer sno

Foreclosure Crisis: The $4 Billion Fix
NEW YORK (CNNMoney.com) -- City officials and community activists can't wait to get their hands on nearly $4 billion the federal government is about to inject into blighted neighborhoods suffering from record foreclosures. Opponents of the measure say the paltry sum won't do much good considering the number of vacant homes on the market - one million families are expected to lose their homes this year - and will more likely turn into a political boondoggle. It remains to be seen which side is right. But the program - part of the massive housing rescue bill Bush enacted last month despite his own misgivings - will serve as one test of Washington's ability to mitigate the foreclosure crisis. The U.S. Department of Housing and Urban Development is expected in late September to come up with a formula for how to distribute $3.92 billion to states and cities nationwide to turn foreclosed property to affordable housing for sale or rent. The funds are intended to help communities

Analysis Of Imagery
I pay attention and remember. Then I slide my fingertips over the edges of my memories and impressions and try to find the edges that fit together. Its entirely subjective. I don't believe things flow out of my mind randomly. There's a traceable stimulus being directed at me from another. Or there's a force within my unconscious at work. So, today, while I was busy thinking and testing the edges of my senses, I recalled words I'd written and the words of others that could be keys to my words. Following is a scenario I created in the Sword Swamp forum. I was telling myself something. Somebody was telling me something: ************************** *lifting her chin as high as possible, she craned her neck from side to side, wondering when the marks of poor impulse control would fade. A dream of rare intensity had been the gift of her lack of control. Apparently the zap of the collar, or the bang of the floor hitting her head, (or was it her head hitting the floor), had cracked a seal

Death Of Doughboy!!!
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dough and Dosey Dough,

Respect On Fubar
I hate People that act as if they don't have the time to be polite to others yet insist on being treated well according to there own rules. Come on be real! I'm only 47 yrs. and there are people older than me on here but, I'm pretty sure most will agree respect is earned by giving others respect. That's just how it works, you can twist it anyway you like but, if you are dealing with humans that's just how it goes. Most adults know this! Taking the time to be polite shows that you respect others and that you want respect in turn. Fubar is suposed to be an adult site. There are many different attitudes about just what that means. I believe it means "Live And Let Live!" If you don't like someone for "ANY REASON" like anywhere else in these United States of America move on, you don't have to Add, Rate, or Fan them, just ignore them that's being an Adult! They aren't asking for you to make them into what you want them to be either. Adult site means acting as an Adult! A