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Boors And Beasts (1 Of 4)
Boors and Beasts 1 of 4 Boors and Beasts Animals of all colors and sizes Gathered together in a tribal hall Hunters, preyers Seekers of oblivion A rich host of animal intent Satyrs before and ancient altar Timeless ritual Unarmed warriors Teeth dulled, claws pulled Sit in mockery of ancient traditions Gathered yet still together Burning flames give way To dancing lights Tribal drums in Dolby hi-fi Beat the mantra Amid silent stares Elegant Nymphs serve sweet intoxicants To dull the thunder of bloodless days Furthermore, Angels of mercy Each a dream impossibly dreamt Soothes the soul of collected angst The day is at it’s end Where have gathered all the men? 3-13-99
“Pedro” When I was a boy they walked up my street Ringing their bells in the moist summer heat All knew the meaning of the bell and it’s sound It meant that the knife sharpener was coming around All pulled a cart with a large stone wheel That they worked with a foot pedal to sharpen the steel Pedro was the same, with the very same kit But the difference lay in what he did with it A small Mexican man, with a smile that could beam And old golden teeth that would sparkle and gleam As he worked away pumping the pedal That sent the stone spinning to grind on the metal But Perdro’s wheel was not the same As the others in the sharpening game It looked far older, somehow out of place With strange carved symbols etched into it’s face Most didn’t notice and didn’t care They just paid him on the street right there And the wheel would spin and the sparks would fly And then old Pedro would say goodbye Then came the last full moon of the year And something gruesome
Time To Rebuild
Time to Rebuild When the fabric of your reality Comes crashing apart It is hard to know Just where to start When it’s time to rebuild What has been destroyed And all your best labors You’ve already deployed You sift through the rubble And the remains of your heart Searching vainly for the core That noble, pure part When you begin to bare pieces Of your once sheltered heart Is usually when the pain Begins to build and start Putting things back In the places they belong Is an arduous task Both painful and long The baring of one’s soul Is not easy to take But it’s what’s to be followed If a whole you are to make Putting again the pieces together Is the course to be taken Abandoning enmity Vengeance must be forsaken Find the part of yourself That wills to continue Be faithful to that desire Integrity; honest and true The pieces of your life Shall fall again in place But only if you keep striving Only if you keep up the pace It’
The Dancer And The Dream
The Dancer and the Dream She has beautiful silken hair Which sways to and fro When she dances for me Sensuous and slow A rich mass of ebon black Swinging light and free I catch her perfumes as she passes Exciting passions deep within me She brushes back her hair Her dance slow and sweet Ah, the treasure behind her ear! I feel a rising heat She sees my emerging blush A smile gracing her lips As she dances before me I’m captivated by her swaying hips She catches my gaze And she moves to please Her graceful gestures Every movement a tease She steps back And my eyes follow Rising to meet her gaze And the way her eyes glow Beautiful is all that I can say Captivated is all I can be Of the smile in her eyes And the way that it warms me The smile graces too her lips A coy grin, a waiting kiss Desire swelling within me A dream, by chance, I’ll miss Regret, for she is so pretty In her every move and grace The subtle curves of her form Th
I'm An American Worker And I'm Tired Of Getting Screwed
By Rick Kepler, Posted November 22, 2008. The American worker doesn't want a handout. Never did. We do want a hand up from our government. I am an American worker, and you are damn right I want the wealth to be shared and spread. I am talking about the wealth my hard work helped to create, but was taken from me by George Bush's base, the very rich, or as I know them, my corporate bosses. For the past eight years I have watched W.'s and McCain's (Country Club First) base grab the largest share of our country's wealth. Where did they take it from? They took it from my family's pocketbook, and my co-workers' families' pocketbooks. They stole the wealth that I was trying to build for me and my family when they stripped my pension plan from me and told me to invest in a 401k. Then they stole most of that 401k and other workers' 401k savings with this economic meltdown. This was a massive transfer of wealth from the workers' pockets into the already stuffed pockets of th
Last One For A While I Think... Without Her There Is No Poems
There is so much that I need to say Yet I wish these feelings could just go away Whenever Im around you I cant describe how I feel But I know these feelings for you are truly real Whenever your name pops up I always make a big deal You came into my life and made me realize How someone like you can make me feel so alive But youre not in my life anymore All thats left of you are your footprints left in my heart And whenever I think of it I feel like falling apart Nothing seems to matter to me but you Cuz these feelings I have for you are definitely true Whenever I am around you I feel like Im on top I want to tell you everything Ive locked up Yet I cannot find a way to just tell you what's up
Happens Lots
Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You Some Day they'll Cry For you Like you Cried For them, Some Day they'll Miss you Like you Missed them, Some Day they'll Need you Like you Needed them, Some Day they'll Love you But you Won't Love them If you never met them, you wouldn't like them. If you didn't like them you wouldn't love them. If you didn't love them you wouldn't miss them, but you did, you do and you will. Without You - Hinder
Last Night
Last night - I dreamt last night a wanting, hopeful dream of days spent together with you - in you
Restless my body stirs as the sun breaks the dawn chasing the dreams of lonely night phantasms
A Song That Reminds Me Of Reeces Dad I Dunno Why
Runaway Train lyrics Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a blowtorch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldn't even sleep So many secrets I couldn't keep Promised myself I wouldn't weep One more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now I'm in too deep there's no way out This time I have really led myself astray Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a oneway track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow I'm neither here nor there Can you help me remember how to smile Make it somehow all seems worth while? How on earth did I get so jaded? Life's mystery seems so dated I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just drownin' in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train Everything is cut and dry Day and night earth and sky Somehow I just don't believe it Runaway train never going back Wrong way o
An Ancient Dream
Like a distant scream I felt the lost memory Of an ancient dream
Is it truly vain To inquest your own Ego? The question remains...
Always follow through Put your words into actions Integrity true
Hold On
Sometimes we get caught up In a dream within a dream Until one day we wake up And the dream is not what it seems You've found yourself in a nightmare A scene you know ain't right But there is nothing you can do Except hold on fucken tight. While it's all playin out around you You try to come up with a plan Find some way out of the hell Your left with if you can No matter how you try With every beat of your heart All you can see around you Is your whole world falling apart. Until one day you get so far You look up and you see That though your life is empty You are now flying free. Free to hope and dream again For what may come with tommorrow Free from the crap of the old life That only brought you sorrow. So you take a deep breath And slowly start the walk For the time for talking has ended It's time to walk the talk As screwed as all seems at this point You know that there is hope Because you believe again that all in your life Is a reaping
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 childrens tears there is no joy in this the tragic rape of innocence muddying the waters of the mind with evil actions and words unkind purposely twisting the perspective of young eyes spawning rebellion and blasphemous cries leading the sheep astray even as they themselves are shown to be blind falling into the abyss,victimized by a disease within their own minds 8:27 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove when its love when its love,time ceases to matter,seconds and hours,days and weeks-all fade and blur into one whole block of joy when its love,there are no wasted words or glances.every action is designed to elicit pleasure everytime i stare into your eyes it radiates all my heart holds and mere words can never properly express you dance in my playground of thought without a care in the world and forever will you remain love come down and surround me,hear my cry in my times of
Half Of Me
Half of Me What you see now What is left behind Is an empty shell As fate has been unkind Just when I started To have time by your side The house was emptied And my life lost it's stride You Are the best part of Me Now I have nothing left Taken from me was my heart Under the rug my feelings swept Now when the world looks A formless shadow it will see A faded mirage in the distance All that is here is Half of Me
Thanksgivings Past...
I have wonderful memories of Thanksgivings past. This time of year was a happy time for me as a child surrounded by family, warmth, laughter, love and the overwhelming feeling of belonging. It always meant my mom's huckleberry cheesecake and the hour drive over Desautel pass to get to grandma and grandpa's house. It was just like that song, it seems almost fairytail like when I think of the textbook tradition my family encompassed during the holiday season. Grandma in the kitchen, baking homemade bread, grandpa in his chair, aunts, uncles, cousins filling the house with a dull roar of conversation and idleness...then, after it was all said and done, bellies full of turkey and trimmings, all us kids would hop in the back of grandpa's truck in search of the all perfect Christmas tree... In my best dreams I could only wish for a Thanksgiving like that for my kids... My daughter still talks about the one time we went to my families house for Christmas. She was only three a
Good Morning To Me
So I live in a duplex, and the neighbors are always partying and raising hell at all hours. I have repeatedly asked them to quiet down, people do work and my kids need sleep for school. Well Monday night was the last was 12:30 in the morning when I heard screaming and I called the cops. I am best friends with the sister we had made plans to hang yesterday morning..well i arrived at her house at about 8AM and the brother( who is on parole) and the girlfriend were there...that is when hell broke loose. The girlfriend started yelling at me telling me I should not have called the cops, and I told her I would not have had to call if they were still not going at it and raising all kinds of hell. I mean how many times does someone have to ask before the others take you seriously? That is when she got in my face nose to nose, trying to pick a fight. Well I had my 3 yr old with me so I was not about to fight her...I told her to back off but she was not backing off so i
My Personal Thoughts On Ho Ho Time
Nov 26 08 10:40am Well, workin' in retail I have notice a big difference from last year shoppin' to this years shoppin'. No one is hardly shoppin' or they are waitin' for the last minute I guess, and that is where all the patience of people go out the window. I was workin' yesterday and due to cut backs - we only have only handful of cashiers to put at 3 entrances. People I hear in line whisperin' 'Why don't they call someone esle' I feel like screamin' 'If we had more people to call - we would' Somedays I need to bite my tongue and not take it out on people. I had a discussion with a lady about Christmas. How kids nowadays have forgotten the meanin' of Christmas - it's how many presents you got, or how much was spent on you. It's about bein' with the ones you love. The society out there think Christmas is the stressful time of year...It doesn't have to be. People should be thankful to have family or friends to celebrate at Christmas. As for me I don't have family this Ch
"must Be Clean."
“Must Be Clean.” As a child I heard it first, when my Mother said to me, “You must wash yourself, you must be clean, it’s the only way to be.” And then she’d take that coarse brush, and scrub me till I bled Now many decades later, her words still echo in my head Certainly there are those of you, who think Mother was extreme That she’d go so far as drawing blood, to keep her boy so clean But I understood she loved me, and wanted just the best And after grinding off the dirt she’d hold me to her breast In the years that followed, I kept real clean, I carried on her plan I’d scrub myself from head to toe, to make the perfect man Because she said dirt soils the soul and sends one straight to Hell My Mom would be so proud of me because I’ve done so well And I’ve gone much farther, than she did ever dare Every day I take a razor, and shave off all my hair My head, my chest, my eyebrows, every filthy bit I made up my mind it had to go, every strand of it Now I never
The Story Of My Life...
Something inside of me says all roads lead to tragedy. I'm just a clown, a nobody, i don't even exist to you. So how can i mean shit to you? But then something inside of me keeps telling me to not give up.
At Last We Meet
At Last We Meet I have lived my life for his moment But was it a life worth the time spent? All has culminated to this every deed For good or evil for what it’s all meant Nothing I have held dear Would be carried over to the other side As my life is released from my grasp No more do my sins hide Since there is no life left to live For MY HEART My ANGEL IS gone She took every breath and beat of my heart Now I will never see the beauty of dawn Why was I not enough? Did I not let her know she is loved? Did the words freeze on my tongue? Or did the words get pushed and shoved? I hoped MY ANGEL would have arms open But I have lost my chance to come home Now nothing matters anymore For I crossed the finish line alone
Unconscious Mind
Unconscious mind I am the constant voices inside your head, Your dreams and nightmares when you go to bed. I am the voice of doubt in all your decisions, Your undecided choices and unknown reasons. I am the voice of confusion of paths yet chosen, Your uncontrolled thoughts and inner delusion. I am the voice of fear holding you back from happiness, Your inability to achieve and keep your life in focus. I am the voice of guilt in immoral things that you have done, Your impulsive and risky ideas of having some fun. I am the voice of hope filling up your internal thought, Your inner peace of which you have often sought. I am the voice of desire lying deep within your soul, Your deepest fantasies and desires you can’t control. I am the voice of despair grabbing at your heart, You’re feeling of loneliness that is pulling you apart. I am your unconscious mind, I’ve been there from the start. copyright@2008Tonya Rea Co
You've Got Mail - And Then Some
You've Got Mail - and Then Some by Do_me_rough© Thanks to Juggling Fool, T.A.M.I.A. and a few key people for the inspiration, tact, shared writing skills and most of all for their dirty minds and libido. *kisses* * It was a little cool outside that morning. She got to work early and took that time to get rid of the full in-basket. The hustle in the office started up at around 9:00, when big bosses get things moving onto the little bosses, when calls get made and meetings get postponed. As routine as her job may be, she always finds a way to block out the noise. She plugs in her favorite punk rock cd and cordless headphones and messes her hair a little so no one knows she's not even tuned into their conversations. This chick was perhaps too savvy on technology. She'd been able to tap into her boss' computer and know exactly what he was doing, who he was doing and how often. This morning could be fun. Maybe she'd set up a meeting between the boss, the wife and the mistres
Please Fill Out And Pm To Me, Thanks!
Sex Survey Posted May 13, 2008 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have t
For Us
What Utensil Are You?
You Are a Fork You are truthful, direct, and straight forward. People find your honesty to be a bit piercing at times. You are driven and wildly ambitious. You know what you want, and you take the most direct path to getting it. What Utensil Are You?
This is beginning to annoy me to no end how I can't seem to do anything unless I am a certain level! Why do I need to be a certain level to express my opinion in a poll? or to have a crush? WHY I ask you WHY!!!
What A Sweet Sexy Lady
Male Version Of Cock Tease
i always laugh when i hear a guy or group of guys talk about girls being teases. they bitch and moan that a girl will talk a good one but then doesn't follow through... a cock tease. so what do we females get to call it when guys do the same?? a pussy tease??? or are they just pussies? i swear that's the one thing that'll piss me off real quick. sex or anything sexual doesn't have to be this big meaningful gesture or whatever fantasy land crap that's been put in your head. it can be just as it is...something physical. IT'S NOT ALWAYS CONNECTED TO EMOTIONS. wtf?? and it sure as hell shouldn't be something to be ashamed of or completely hush hush or whatever crap. pissed? yeah...just a lil. not saying it has to be right here right now... but damn... yeah, there have been times where i've thought about doing things with someone and actually wanted to do something, but the timing may not be right. but i did have every intention of following through. it wasn't just a tease or
Good Wife
There are some who might argue that the ways of a "good wife" in the 1940's and 50's are examples of D/s. While the behaviors and attitudes may resemble male Dominant D/s relationships, these were the times. It was not a consensual power exchange, but social mores which dictated this behavior. Still, much can be learned from old etiquette and Home Economics books in the way of teaching basic protocol and etiquette which is the basis of the D/s lifestyle. There are reports of slave training in the late 60's and early 70's which used these types of manuals as part of the process. The following is from an actual 1950's home economics text book intended for high school girls, teaching them how to prepare for married life. How To Be a Good Wife 1. HAVE DINNER READY: Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal on time. This is a way of letting him know that you have been thinking about him and are concerned about his needs. Most men are hungry when
This Sucks
Ok, so someone please explain this to me. I am naturally a nice person. I try and do what i can for everybody else. So why is it that when i can't do something, people get pissed off at me. I'm a good person. I try to look out for everyone. But while I'm doing that, who is looking out for me? Who's going to catch me when i fall? Who's gonna be there when i break down and fall apart? Nobody. I feel like i'm in a crowded room, screaming at the top of my lungs, and no one can hear me. I'm normally an upbeat person. But lately, I'm not. Everyone keeps beating me down. Tearing me apart. Telling me I'm not good enough. This sh*t is so frustrating.
S O M E T I M E S Sometimes... When you cry... No one sees your tears. Sometimes... When you are in pain... No one sees your hurt. Sometimes... When you are worried.. No one sees your stress. Sometimes... When you are happy.. No one sees your smile . - - - But FART Just ONE time.... And everybody knows!! ********************************** Author Unknown
Tonight 8 Pm Pst
James Gilliland Interviews Jon Kelly - Tonight on As You Wish talk radio explore the world of secret backwards messages, UFO's and much more 8pm PT Saturday Dec 6 2008
Nothing irritates me more than the realization that I've been duped! Yep, once again, nicety overrates my ability to think logically and there I go...trusting... Takers not givers. Haters not lovers. I have the open mind to forgive but not forget. Unfortunately I forgive way too easily. Just paint a target on my head already. I'm learning. Slowly but surely. I'll rid myself of the lowly, greedy people who prey upon my good natured heart. FUCKERS!
The Sacred Rac
Read the findings and pm me if you figure out what it really means. An Indian anthropologist, Chandra Thapar, made a study of foreign cultures which had customs similar to those of his native land. One culture in particular fascinated him because it reveres one animal as sacred, much as the people in India revere the cow. The tribe Dr. Thapar studied is called the Asu and is found on the North American continent north of the Tarahumara of Mexico. Though it seems to be a highly developed society of its type, it has an overwhelming preoccupation with the care and feeding of the rac - an animal much like a bull in size, strength and temperament. In the Asu tribe, it is almost a social obligation to own at least one if not more racs. Anyone not possessing at least one is held in low esteem by the community because he is too poor to maintain one of the beasts properly. Some members of the tribe, to display their wealth and prestige, even own herds of racs. Unfortunately the rac breed
Help Me Out
ok there are two great lounges here in fubar would like for every one to come check them out and join them first one is all time rock in roll we are looking for staff and the other is fantasy pool lounge you will find them in my home page
What Is Love
What Love means to a 4-8 year old . . ... Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. From the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, ' What does love mean? ' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn ' t bend over and paint her toenails anymore So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That ' s love. ' Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth ' Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when a girl p
Your Bed
Your Bed You lead me in with love Or so that’s what I believed But the devil peers through your eyes Your true weapon cruelty As you feasted on my flesh And you consumed with your fires My jugular exposed and ripe You drank from it like a fountain Draining my will away O’ so slow Cuts leaving scars un-healable Mind locked away in depravity The fool in the twisted plot in your show You stabbed me repeatedly Stabbed me from your black heart You left me cold, dying and bleeding in the streets I mistook you for an angel But you are the devils daughter And Your Bed is made with coroner’s sheets
The Meaning Part 6
@ fubar"> @ fubar"> JESUS The mission of Jesus Christ has been proclaimed in clearness in the scriptures, but to an unbelieving world. Men have loved darkness rather than light and the consequences of such action is now being felt by every nation, tongue and people. Jesus Came to Die The only begotten Son of God in this world came in it primarily to die. He is spoken of in the scriptures as the "Lamb slain from the foundation of the world." The meaning of this is that he was chosen to his mission as Redeemer of a fallen world, even before the foundations of the earth were laid. His great mission is twofold. First, to redeem all men from death irrespective of their obedience or disobedience, their willingness to keep his commandments, or their rejection of those commandments, and this is done because since Adam, all men have been innocent of the cause of death in the world. Therefore they are redeemed from its consequences irrespective of their belief or lack o
Unconditional Love
You want to cry I can see it in your eye The pain and agony The hurt and anger The loss and disbelief You don't think you can heal You don't think anything is left You don't think I should bother Bother trying to make you live for love You don't know But it's my only reason to live It's why you've come to me Because you see it in my eyes You see that I know despair And that I am a haven safe within A safe place for you to fall into pieces I know that look in your eyes I feel the pain too The hopelessness and despair I too have hurt more than a heart can take I've let it go I've fallen bled and cried for you I've torn myself apart Destroyed my heart and soul I annihilated myself So I wouldn't feel Too spent to cry Too tired to hope Too scared to die You've come to me You want me to hurt you Some how you know, deep inside That I will not stop until you feel alive Until you've cried until you've screamed Until you've battered me with your pain Until w
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? here 3. Your hair? curly 4. Your mother? dead 5. Your father? asshole 6. Your favorite thing? son 7. Your dream last night? dont know 8. Your favorite drink? dr.pepper 9. Your dream/goal? money 10. The room you're in? dining room 11. Music? R&b 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? With money 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? pissed 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? salem 19. The last thing you did? clean 20. What are you wearing? night clothes 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? kitty's 23. Your computer? homemade 24. Your life? ok 25. Yo
Girls Vs Grown Women
GIRLS VS GROWN WOMEN GIRLS leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. GROWN WOMEN make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. GIRLS check you for not calling them. GROWN WOMEN are too busy to realize you hadn't. GIRLS try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. GROWN WOMEN know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. GIRLS fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. GROWN WOMEN say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. GIRLS are afraid to be alone. GROWN WOMEN revel in it-- using it as a time for personal growth. GIRLS make you come. GROWN WOMEN make you come home. GIRLS try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). GROWN WOMEN realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special -- and goes to kick it with her own friends! GIRLS get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it. GROWN
Jerk - Injection Of You
Piss on piss, piss on kiss It's a simple math that on this Spit on spit, take this hit I'll make you a deal, you give and you get My desire, your flesh on fire Put me out; I'm not tired Greed on greed, the more I need Lie to your body, pretend to breed. You're in my blood now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you You're in my blood now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you I feel like a child, naked and wild, Your body's my playground where pure is defiled Sweat on sweat, the more I get, jump in the fire This ain't over yet. I can quit any time I want to You're in my blood, now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you You're in my blood, now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you Burn you down tie me off for an injection of you. of you.
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Pocket 2. Your significant other? Working 3. Your hair? Long 4. Your mother? Heaven 5. Your father? Heaven 6. Your favorite thing? Affection 7. Your dream last night? Sex :P 8. Your favorite drink? Water 9. Your dream/goal? Singing 10. The room you're in? Den 11. Music? Varied 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Here 14. Where were you last night? Bedroom 15. What you're not? Mean 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Job 18. Where you grew up? NY 19. The last thing you did? Slept 20. What are you wearing? Sweats 21. TV? Varied 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? Varied 24. Your life? Happy 25. Your mood? Mellow 26.
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I Know.
What I know . . . I know where I come from, where my roots are planted. There are some that would say I have no roots at all . . . that my gypsy notions are proof I have no one place where I always am . . . and they would be wrong. It is my gypsy nature that has led me to know myself so well that I feel my roots and my grounding with every physical and emotional move I make. My roots are strong and deep . . . yet they are in constant motion, creating movement and growth where they are firmly planted. You see this place I come from . . . the core of the human woman I am . . . it is the depths of the sea, in the sandy earth below the water of all the world. It is a beautiful and simple thing to be connected to and carry the energy of such an enchanting part of our earth. I have the gift of powerful and deep grounding . . while enjoying the constant motion of life with the ability to embrace all of the inconsistency and unknown . . with out fear or hesitancy. I move
Thought This Was Cool
I Won't Argue Anymore
Something's dissapeared inside Should I try to run away If I could I would escape you I won't argue anymore I have lost the will to be Hope you don't think I'm ungrateful Why are you laughing? Is it something that I said? I don't like this place at all Makes me wonder what I'm here for Someone take this pain away Dying to see another day I don't want to be your friend Or pretend I can fit in I'm incensed I'm blown away Close the curtains, lock the door Left my notes upon the stairs In hopes you would read them Fake emotions in my head Everything I've seen and read Can't begin to find the reason Why are you laughing? Is it something that I said?
I will in the second entry thank my randomness muse.. my new bestest friend Rx Interloper for her inspiration to put my wacky thoughts to "paper". thoughts?
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Brutal Mastication
Brutal Mastication is out of HOllywood, Florida. The band members are Jimmy Ferovechio, Brian Cramer, Jorge Lopez, Todd Ewing and B.J. Santiago. Brutal Mastication has a record label with Hook N Mouth. The band started recording their album Rage Uncontrolled, bust still need to mix and master the album when they ran into problems. Jorge Lopez went to visit his family in Chile for the holidays and could not return due to his imigration status and lack of U.S. Citzenship. It was a hard blow to the band. Jorge was the key man to the band due to recording everyone because the owner/engineer of Studio 13 became ill. The band decided to go to Canada to play a few shows and finish up the album, when once again Jorge was deported again in the states and was sent back to Chile insteed of meeting the band in Canada, so the band returned to Florida. The band knew the album had to be finished so they spent many nights on the internet downloading samples of Jorge's work, where Jorge was able to fin
The Best Gift Ever!!!
In the United States: More than 100,300 people are waiting for an organ transplant. On average, 18 people die each day waiting for a transplant (nearly 6,700 people in 2007). Every 12 minutes a new name is added to the national waiting list. Only one out of four people on the organ transplant waiting list actually receive organs. Number of Michigan Residents Waiting for: Kidneys............2,504 Heart.................70 Lung..................58 Liver................304 Kidney/Liver..........13 Kidney/Heart...........1 Pancreas..............25 Kidney/Pancreas.......63 Total..............3,038 These numbers represent people - family, friends and neighbors. OUR family...OUR friends...OUR neighbors...US! While we're all bustling through the department stores and complaining about the lines and the cold and about all the people in our lives that don't really deserve presents, I'd like you to stop for a moment and think about those people who don't have that
I Don't Measure Up...
It never fails to amaze me how confusing human relationships are. we humans are so incredibly stupid and selfish and yet we wonder and agonize over why we can find love. It boggles the mind! we tell each other we don't want relationships and yet we get hurt when someone we like doesn't wait for us and tries to find happiness. we are never clear about what we want from other people but expect them to know. we get too impatient and always seem to move on one minute sooner than was necessary and then lose people we really REALLY like. i'm not perfect...i make LOTS of mistakes. but you have to understand something: if you sleep with me and then don't really bother talking to me until the next time you want sex, wouldn't it be reasonable to assume that's all I'm good for to that person? who are you to decide whether you're worthy to be loved or not? shouldn't that be the choice of the person willing to give you their heart...if you only WANTED it??? Fubar is a meat market and
What I Want In A Guy( Even Tho I Can Only Dream For Now On)
i want a guy that's as dorky as me i want a guy that's not afraid to be himself i want a guy that will hold my hand and never let go. i want a guy that will be here for me i want a guy that can accept all my flaws and love them all i want a guy that will hold me when everyone else won't i want a guy that'll sit on the couch and cuddle with me all night. i want a guy that's not afraid to be himself with me and while he's around his friends i want a guy that's not all about getting into my pants i want a guy thats real i want a guy that can laugh at his mistakes and laugh at mine i want a guy that'll kiss my bruises and scrapes when i fall i want a guy that'll understand i'm not perfect i want a guy that won't judge me i want a guy that will send me text messages every morning saying how much he loves me...and means it. i want a guy that doesn't care how childish i am sometimes. i want a guy that's willing to accept the fact i wont change for him. or for anyone in that
Just For Fun
Post your answers as a comment then put this in your own journal to see what ppl say about you! 01. Who are you? 02. Are we friends? 03. When and how did we meet? 04. Do you have a crush on me? 05. Would you kiss me? 06. Describe me in one word. 07. What was your first impression? 08. Do you still think that way about me now? 09. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. When's the last time you saw me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
Best Of You
Foo FightersBest Of You Music Video Codes By Music Best Of You I've got another confession to make I'm your fool Everyone's got their chains to break Holdin' you Were you born to resist or be abused? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Are you gone and onto someone new? I needed somewhere to hang my head Without your noose You gave me something that I didn't have But had no use I was too weak to give in Too strong to lose My heart is under arrest again But I break loose My head is giving me life or death But I can't choose I swear I'll never give in I refuse Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh...
Silver, Blue & Gold
In the beginning, I believed every word that you said Now that you're gone, My world is in shreads Oh you loved me, and left me, You took all the things that I needed so bad I'm standin' here wonderin' Where is the love that I had Oh, Give me silver, blue and gold The color of the sky I'm told My rai, ai, ainbow Is overdue In the beginning, There was something of love that was mine Now that it's gone, Whoa I'm cryin' Oh the time that it takes, For your love to grow cold is a wonder to me I'm walkin' around, With my head hangin' down Tell me where is she ooh.... Give me silver, blue & gold The color of the sky I'm told My rai, ai, ainbow Is overdue... Don't forsake me cuz I love you Don't forsake me cuz I love you Give me silver, blue & gold The color of the sky I'm told My rai, ai, ainbow Is overdue....... Give me silver, blue & gold The color of the sky I'm t
"the Pit"
“The Pit” They used to be quite common Now you hardly see them anymore Those little wooden shacks With the moon carved in the door A primitive place to relieve one’s self To take a piss or shit But folks should be more careful Of where they choose to sit One August at my summer camp When I was just a Scout And we were camping in the woods There were a few of them about And instantly I hated Going out there late at night I knew I didn’t like it Because something felt not right It wasn’t the smell, although that was bad And it wasn’t where I had to sit No, what bothered me were the horrors I imagined In the bottom of that pit And it sure didn’t help when late on Friday My buddy Charles went out there at night And we heard that scream that chilled our hearts Yes, it filled our souls with fright So we ventured out to the worn old shack Sure that he was playing a prank And we creaked the weathered door open And peered into the air that stank But
Still Fighting It
Good morning, son. I am a bird Wearing a brown polyester shirt You want a coke? Maybe some fries? The roast beef combos only $9.95 It's okay, you don't have to pay I've got all the change Everybody knows It hurts to grow up And everybody does It's so weird to be back here Let me tell you what The years go on and We're still fighting it, we're still fighting it And you're so much like me I'm sorry Good morning, son In twenty years from now Maybe well both sit down and have a few beers And I can tell you bout today And how I picked you up and everything changed It was pain Sunny days and rain I knew you'd feel the same things Everybody knows It sucks to grow up And everybody does It's so weird to be back here. Let me tell you what The years go on and We're still fighting it, we're still fighting it You'll try and try and one day youll fly Away from me Good morning, son I am a bird It was pain Sunny days and rain I knew you'd feel the same
Common Since Rules When Shopping
Common Since rules when shopping ok this blog is well over do but i figure since its the shittyest time of the year it needs to be said! 1.Parents, teach your kids some fucking manners, a please and thank you to the cashire goes a long way! 2. Parents, DO NOT let your kids chew or slobber on anything befor you buy it, and for fuck sake if they do atleast have the decency to tell your cashire my kids been chewing on this and hand it to them so they wont get your dumbass kids slobber all over there hands! 3. If a cashire offers you to save money by opening a red card or whatever stores card they have, have the decency to let them finish there fucking sentence befor u say no! do NOT cut them off its fucking RUDE! we in the retail buisness are required to ask, we have to ask, if we dont we can get fired! 4. for fuck sake if you do not want something you have picked up in ur cart do not just stick it anywhere, give it to the cashire and politely say "i
Happy Hump Deep Dug Smash Hard Pound Forceful Day Wit Some Clit Play
Deep Dug The Hump Smash Hard The Hump Pound The Meat Of The Hump Forcefully Smacc That Hump Grab Both Cheekz Of That Hump Caress All Of That Hump Dicc Tap That Hump Eyeball That Hump Speak About That Hump Make Her Feel Good About Her Hump Watch How She Jinglez Her Hump Nice How She Shakin Her Hump Love Her Turn Around,Surprise Hump Love How She Spreadz Her Hump She Even Said She Likez MY Hump Apple Bottom Hump Onion Booty Hump Pear Drop Booty Hump So Appreciate That Hump Feel On Sum Hump Make It Hump But Remember Thiz Hump My Seedz I Would Dump All Over Your Hump
Together Again.
Ok this is the day that I have been waiting for, Vince and I are offically back together and I feel good! I'm ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!! Yes I missed him alot and shit but it's over. HOOOOOHAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!
Watkins Associate
I am an independent watkins associate. If anyone is interested please go to, to place an order click on login at the top of the screen and for first time customers go to where it says customers and click then you will need to put in my ID # which is 381976. Have a good day. Thank you, Carol Everts
If it's SOOO crazy for someone to turn me down, WHERE THE HELL are they hiding the NORMAL people?! I hear that shit WAY TOO fucking often for my own good, and I'm sick and tired of it. DON'T fucking patronize me with your bullshit. Don't sugarcoat everything that you type to me. JUST BECAUSE I'm relatively good looking, Doesn't mean you have to be a lying asshole and patronize me with meaningless compliments. I might be a sensitive kinda guy, But I assure you, your opinion ISN'T going to hurt my feelings. So basically quit fucking telling me that "it's crazy for women to turn me down", and shit like that. If you GENUINELY like me, SAY SOMETHING. If you are just trying to "be nice to me for whatever sick reason you have", DON'T BOTHER. BE REAL. BE YOURSELF. Just don't be a moron about it. (please?)
What Is Love?
What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some �Love is friendship set on fire� for others �Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it�. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind. Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. Th
Blame It On Who?
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"200,000 Leagues Into A Woman's Heart."
“20,000 Leagues Into A Woman’s Heart” If the thing called love is deep, a woman’s heart is deeper still With many hidden corners, and crevices to fill I had to know my place in there, I had to know my part 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart So I started on my journey, I headed on my quest I told myself I would not fail, or ever stop to rest Now deep inside that world so vast, I’m hardly past the start 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart Proceeding on my voyage, I passed chambers filled with pain But right next door a bigger room filled with love again And miles ago I lost the thought that I was oh so smart 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart Then it finally dawned on me, when I had searched it all In every single room and nook, my name was on the wall And now I stand in utter awe, before this work of art 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.
My Head Roams around in thoughts if WHAT IF? Well this does me NO good. I want to believe in the dream that there is 1 special person out there for me, that is so hard to wrap my head around. I love you are HUGE words, people use this words to freely in my opinion, without thought, then wonder why its just mirror words? why ppl feel like they need to protect that part of their heart only a few see. I want some 1 to stand up for themselves, be there own person, someone to love me with no questions asked & allow me time to give the same. Some 1 that takes the time to learn no things new idea. I don't want to be forced into any kind of realionship thinking I can change or be changed, been hurt to much trying to give/change. I will give some 1 the world if I know I am valued in the same way!!! I hope that I am able to find what I am looking for. Settling is not an opinion. I could go on but for now think this is enough. I mean this heart & Soul I love you!
This One Is Exactly How I Feel About Him.....
Just Cuz He Kicks A$$
stop By rate him add Him He's tops in my Book Tappinit@ fubar
Baby This Is My Song For You! I Love You!!!!
Going Out
I just came home from a night at the bar/club with hubby and our friend, who always tries to grab my ass. I was the only one not drinking, but it was still fun. Lots of people watching. An annoying shot girl talked my friend into gettin a shot by parading around with her boobs all over the place. I told him that he is a sucka and that unless there's a written 100% guarantee that he'd get laid afterwards, I wouldnt cave in to her offer. THe place reminded me why I dislike American women (and Russian ones too). In my opinion, if you dress like a slut and talk like a slut, you better put up. Otherwise you are a cocktease and should get shot/raped. They showed some boobs on TV, and all guys were like "ZOMG! LOOK AT THAAAAT!!" American men are so different from Russian ones...Naked boobs were really not an object of that much attention in the homeland, mostly due to much lax regulations on TV, and a general dress code. Then as I was dancing, an uber drunk aging skank came u
Stop Crying Your Heart Out
A time when the tears flow faster than the tap a moment when the clarity of my emotions spill over the brim of a glass.. like the elixir I am pouring into it. Sometimes I make excuses for my behavior Am I just young? Am I just a woman? Or am I just a fool who needs to be satisfied with yourself alone? I fear one day these feelings will still be there I fear when the "one day" comes it will still be like today. Maybe I am over reacting. This is the song I listen to over and over again to try and overcome the times like now.. when I can't control it. Most times I can, most times i know I am better off by myself, but sometimes all I want is for an honest man to be by my side. Optimisim will kick in, sometimes it just hibernates. ............. Hold up Hold on Don't be scared, You'll never change what's been and gone May your smile, Shine on, Don't be scared, Your destiny may keep you warm, 'Cause all of the stars, Have faded away Just try not to worry,
Merry Christmas Blessings
Naughtia *fu- engaged to crimson* signed sealed delivered*@ fubar WHAT HAPPENS IN HEAVEN Body: I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, 'This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received. ' I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world. Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section. The angel then said to me, 'This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them. 'I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since
Papa Roach - Walking Through Barbed Wire
Wish I could see you for one last time Wish I could say goodbye to you It's hard to deal with you dying It's time to say goodbye to you Bloody-faced Kissing death Walking through barbed wire I'll let you go Let me go Digging through myself I would die, die for you I'd walk right thru barbed wire Good luck in your next life Walk as tall as the trees Be gentle as spring winds And have the warmth of summer sun (Chorus) I would die, die for you I'd walk right through barbed wire I blame myself for your death It's tearing me apart I'd die,I'd die for you Yes I would, yes I would, yes I would Let you go Let me go Digging through myself Bloody-faced Kissing death Walking through barbed wire
Gophers Of The World Unite Three Days Before Christmas
Conrad Davidson, the theatre professor and Dean of the College of Arts and Sciences at Minot State University who’s a member of our church, was trying to say “golfers” regarding a photo he showed of a golf course outside Nairobi, Kenya that was all rough. It was part of his illustrated talk on the two weeks he spent in Kenya working on radio dramas with Sudan Radio Service based in Kenya’s capital. One of the managing editors there signed a copy of his book of poetry for Conrad containing poems he hadn’t been able to write down for five years considering the state of civil war in his home country, and on his last day in country Conrad got to see the area around Nairobi as well as buy three necklaces for fifteen hundred shillings each in a Maasai open air market. He was urged by the students with him as well as his guides to haggle for a better price, but when he got back to his room and figured out fifteen hundred Kenyan shillings was seven United States dollars. I saw the necklace
How To Get On An Atheist's Good Side
loved this....... How to Get on an Atheist's Good Side By Greta Christina, Posted December 22, 2008 Here's nine tips for believers who want to reach out. After all, atheists are a growing movement and may soon be a force to be reckoned with. Every margalized group needs allies, atheists included. And atheists make good allies -- we're a growing movement that's lively, outspoken, and passionately committed to social justice. So what do atheists want from their allies? And how can progressive non-atheist people and groups be good allies with the atheist movement? (A quick disclaimer first: While I suspect that a lot of atheists will more or less agree with much of this list, I really am speaking only for myself here. Atheists are notoriously independent, and they don't like having other people speak for them.) 1: Familiarize yourself with the common myths and misconceptions about atheists -- and don't perpetuate them.
Time Saving Suggestion On How To Clean A Toilet
How to clean a toilet This was simply too much of a time saver not to share it with you. 1. Put both lids of the toilet up And add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close the lid. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power-wash' and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift the lid. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, And run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the
Damn Liars
BEWARE OF THIS GIRL SHE IS A SCAMMER selling 3 auto 11's@ fubar I SENT HER 3 MILLION FUBUCKS FOR A AUTO 11 HERES THE CONVO WE HAD i sent her 4 million and after she was sent the bux she wouldnt respond again i was buying 2 of them from her and she wont return the bux either!!! this is the first time ive been ripped off!!!
Even The Ant World Has Its Suicide Bombers Two Days Before Christmas
All but the last four words of today’s title comprise the “Q&A” title in the current issue of “U.S. News and World Report”. It contains nine questions from an interview with Edward O. Wilson, a Harvard University professor known as the “father of sociobiology” who has among other things coauthored a book that’s the leading scientific study on ants as well as “The Superorganism”, a book on the collaborative nature of ants. The title refers to a type of ant in Asian and South American rain forests that blows itself up by contracting its body violently when near its enemies and spewing poisonous liquid from their remains. To the ant colony this ant is protecting, it’s the ultimate altruist. I read the article while I was watching Sarah and Jeffrey in our church nursery Sunday during the second performance of the Christmas cantata, and I like to learn something new. Something for the anthropomorphic – look it up – in our audience today: one question in that article that I liked beca
Common Sense Is Gone
AN OBITUARY PRINTED IN THE LONDON TIMES. Interesting and sadly true. 'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, 'Common Sense', who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouth wash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost g
Last Day Is Jan 1
Hey peeps, i know i don't do this alot you know posting up blogs and shit, but just letting you guys know that the last time you will see me on is jan 1. The reason being is that I had finally had enough of fubar, it's a great site to meet people on here, but again just like myspace it seems like a popularity contest something I am not cool with. I have tried to talk to alot of you, sometimes gave you compliments, but i have not recieved nothing, not a hello, or rate. To those that have checked me out and gotten to know alot about me, I thank you for being good friends, I will miss the very and i do mean very few of you, the rest well it is sad that your means on here is to be popular. Cheers cris
A shattered Piece of Mind A shattered mind To a hollowed whole From a lonely heart For a broken soul See the false smile From the cracked sky Watch the birds sing There song is a lie A tired body My teary eyes The worn out muscles An overdue sigh Little to none sleep Lucid dreams Uncontrolled thoughts Nothing is as it seems Voices chatter Music rings Sanity slipping Demons they sing Slowly I crawl Silently I speak Quickly I try Loudly I weep A shattered heart To a hollowed soul From a lonely mind For a broken whole ************************************************** Here I Hold my Ground Here I stand With shameful eyes the die is cast is this good bye? My eyes are dry My heart still weeps Now I pray For my soul to keep Music plays No sound is heard An empty world Unspoken words Haunting memories Buried deep My prayer ignored Now I sleep ************************************************** Over And Over Poe
X-mas Time
Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and all of that other good stuff! I hope each and every one of you have a safe holiday season and are well prepared for everything underway!
No More Mr.nice Guy
They say that nice guys finish last......Well after sum stuff that went down yesterday, yea nothing like being mind fucked on christmas eve! I am no longer going to be so nice! The only ones who I will be nice to are on here. In the real world, well lets just say they will finally see the Deamon that is inside of me! People will know why they should fear the dark...... "Let those who do not understand me, fear me. Let those who understand me fear them self!"
I'm not really good at writting poems but this is one I wrote this morning to send off to those I consider friends.. Something from me to you: you're my friend and that is true, that's a gift you gave me from you, we'll go thru moments that are good and bad, even moments that are happy and sad. you'll supported me & I'll support you, friends stick together thru and thru, although we are miles apart, You always have a place in my heart.
A Christmas Tradition
My family doesn't really get to spend Christmas together, we have some strange schedules and live quite a ways apart. So, on Christmas day I normally get a phone call from my parents. It always starts really great, we talk about what they did, they always give me the news on the family, that kinda thing. After that, however, starts the part of the conversation I really can't stand. My parents start giving me the third degree on everything. This year's rundown: Mom: You need to eat more, you were too skinny last week. Me: I've been sick, mom. Dad: You should go to the doctor then. Me: I went two days ago, Dad. I called you and told you. Dad: I don't think he did a good job. You better start eating. Dad: Found a girl yet? Me: I don't want to talk about this Dad. Dad: Why? You need to get married so you can be miserable like the rest of us. Me: It'll happen when it happens, Dad. Dad: You aren't getting any younger, and sure aren't getting any better looking. Me: Thanks D
Murderdolls - Love At First Fright
When I saw you piss on the rug, my heart fluttered And I knew it was love, true love All the things you said and did to your mom I knew you were the only one, the only one for me [pre-chorus] Go and call the priest so he can exorcize me Be my ghoul tonight… [chorus] Regan it was love at first fright, first fright Love at first fright, first fright Regan it was love at first fright, first fright Love at first fright, first fright I’d love it if you’d spin your head for me Or vomit a beautiful pea soup green, So beautifully Across your stomach it said “HELP ME” I gotta know will you marry me Captain Howdy [(pre-chorus, chorus) x2] When I saw you piss on the rug, My heart fluttered And I knew it was love, true love And on your stomach it says “HELP ME” I gotta know will you marry me, Captain Howdy
Nightwish - Wishmaster
Master! Apprentice! Heartborne, 7th Seeker Warrior! Disciple! In me the Wishmaster Elbereth Lorien A dreamy-eyed child staring into night On a journey to storyteller's mind Whispers a wish speaks with the stars the words are silent in him Distant sigh from a lonely heart "I'll be with you soon, my Shalafi" Grey Havens my destiny Master!... Silvara Starbreeze Sla-Mori the one known only by Him To august realms, the sorcery within If you hear the call of arcane lore, your world shall rest on Earth no more A maiden elf calling with her cunning song "Meet me at the Inn of Last Home" Heartborne will find the way! Master!... Wishmaster Crusade for Your will A child, dreamfinder The Apprentice becoming... Master!...
Economic Freedom Or Socialist Intervention?
Economic Freedom or Socialist Intervention? by Congressman Ron Paul Texas Straight Talk December 15, 2008 The freedom to fail is an essential part of freedom. Government- provided financial security necessitates relinquishing the very essence of freedom. Last week, the big 3 American automakers came back to Capitol Hill with their hands out to the government. Congress spent this past week debating how much money to give them and what strings should be attached. Though the bailout plan for the auto industry has suffered what I would call a temporary setback in the Senate, other avenues for public funding are being explored through the Federal Reserve and the Treasury Department. I am afraid the American auto industry will soon learn that having billions rain down from Washington will not be the blessing one might expect. The government, after it subsidizes an industry, tends to become a very demanding benefactor. Politicians may not have any real idea about how to build a car
The Reason I Hate Men.
My mother just found out her boyfriend of 5 years has another girlfriend and an apartment with her. Jesus fucking christ.
About My Christmas Gifts
For Christmas I recieved the " Blue Collar Comedy DVD", A GPS, A PSP game a few sweaters, coat, and Money. But the one thing I asked for was a Slutty single woman. But did I get that ? OH HELL NO.
You'll Never Be Mine
I love the way you smile, the way your eyes sparkle in the light i love the way your arms feel when i fall asleep in them at night i love how your laughter can brighten up my day and how the sound of you voice melts all my fears away i love when we dance and your eyes are only on me the way your lips feel on mine, like they were meant to be i love the way your scent stays on my pillows after you have gone the way a thought of you is triggered by a simple song you fill me with happiness when you walk through the door you leave me with a feeling i have never felt before i feel that fluttering feeling when you're by my side and my hear yearns, knowing that you will never be mine
How Leo Are You?
You are 73% Leo You are 73% Leo How Leo Are You?
La Kings 1993
She Got 2k To Level
Lonely and Heartbroken@ fubar
Wolf's Random Thoughts And Quotes.
False Christians take note: You tell me I am a sinner and I am Hell-bound. In that case, when you are condemned for your judgement and intolerance, I shall see you there! iF YoU f33L iT n3ceSSaRy To TyP3 LyKe Dis.... then kindly do me a favor and fuck off! Seriously. JUST. FUCK. OFF. I DO NOT support my government. That fact DOES NOT make me a bad American. Politicians are not the ones bleeding and dying in the field. I support the men and women who are. THAT is what makes me a patriot. (P.S to above: I'm former U.S. Army. So if I even THINK for a second that you are bashing our troops, you'll get perma-blocked. Period. No questions asked.) Remember this: If no one ever questioned or defied their government, we would still be a British Colony. "If you can read this, thank a teacher. If you are reading this in English, thank a Veteran!" "Surprise me.... Say something intelligent or thought-provoking!" (Latin) "Sic vis pacem para bellum" -Translation: "If you want pea
We hear you’re going to retire Start a chapter in life that’s brand new, No worry ‘bout statistics and deadlines And a lot of us wish we were you! Get rid of that pesky alarm clock Throw out those suits and those ties, Sit around with all of your buddies Telling war stories and all kinds of lies. Forget about files and faxes Stay in bed when the weather is cold, Chuckle a bit at all of us peons Who are doing the same old, same old. While we’re happy you’re leaving the rat race And facing the unknown with no fear, Once in a while come by and say ‘howdy’ ‘Cause you’re leaving a lot of friends here.
Sleep didn't keep me Sadness won't leave me I'm held in darkness I can't take back what I thought was mine My Angel tries to comfort me My Demon won't stop tormenting me I'm lost in a world I don't understand Surrounded by people I hate Just go away
My Reailty .....
ok so I am in love with him . I am honestly and truly in love .. I have broken down a lot of my personal walls that were in my way of having a happy healthy relationship .. and now here I am stuck in this twisted mess I like to call my life . I find myself smiling a lot more than I have in quite sometime .I told myself and quite a few people that this is exactly what I did not want . And now that I have it I do not know what I would do with out him . He says he loves me .. I believe him I really do …here come the part that I chose not to accept he is not sure where his life is headed . I chose to ignore this .. Chose to not hear this ..I know somewhere deep down that this is the actual reality of where I stand in his life .I know he may not be here at some point .. But such is life . I will live in my reality .. I will choose to ignore this possibility until such a time comes that he makes this decision . As long as he is happy that is all I can ask for . I mean yes I hope he does not
11,824,375 points from Prophet,, Can We do it before My Birthday jan 24th BrokenCondom™@ fubar
Imaging, Re-imaging, Migrating, And Backing Up Data.
It's been a while, but I thought I would cover a VERY important topic in the IT world: backing up data. I'm not great at doing this with non-critical data myself, but if things mean anything to you, keep backups. When hosting with a web provider, ALWAYS make sure you have a local backup copy of your site files and any databases. I would recommend having a backup schedule. For e-commerce sites, do yourself a favor and back things up nightly. One weekly full backup and incrementals there after would suffice. You can even do one twice daily if you get enough business. Why would I cover backing data up? I was just leading in to one of the main points, imaging and re-imaging machines. What is "imaging?" Imagine that you have a cookie cutter that has the perfect cookie made, and to make this perfect cookie you just lay the cutter on the dough and everything is on there. Sprinkles, frosting, whatever your idea of the perfect cookie is. This is a lot like imaging a computer. You have a
With Out You
It's in my head, unable to escape,The thought of me and you together,it kills me just thinking about what we had.I go on smiling, acting like it's all ok,But the pain inside me is tearing my world apart.We told ourselves everything would be ok, That time would heal.You told me you'd never walk away,That you'd never leave me, here alone, But you did.It seems I've fallen down and can't get back up on my own two feet,I keep hoping that one day you'll come back and hold me in your arms, Helping me out of this empty space I've fallen into.But I guess that's not the case, not this time.Now I'm realizing that I'll be ok without you,I don't need you to tell me I'm gonna be ok.
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My Almost Lover
Someone please tell me why is it so hard to let go of something that never was? It should be such a simple process you would think. Yet he still haunts me. He is in my thoughts...slithered his way into my dreams...and somehow at times is still my hope. Thinking of him...disgusts me. Finding out who he truely was...repulsed me to the point that I can now hardly talk to him. Watching the pedistal that I had allowed him to be on....come crashing down right in front of me...feeling every truth and every lie that he ever said to me....Even with all of that...the pain...the embarassment of finding out that he is a liar...the shame of going against my morals for someone I meant nothing to...and the disgust of trusting him with my heart....yet there is still a little part that wants to hold on....a little piece of me that wants to share the love that I still feel for him. Ive asked myself a million and one times...why? Nothing anyone says....or what I think for that fact has sati
This Is Another Good One, That Rings So True
When everything in life, just seemed to fall apart.Icould always turn to you myfriend, you helped to mend my heart.I gave you so much,the feelings so true.To lose all of that, what did I do.Inside I feel lonely, theres nowhere to hide.I'm wishing, and wanting you back by my side.I feel alone, and constanly in fear.Like a puppy I need you, and wish you were here.Lifes such a wreck,I'm wishing somehow.In my heart I really need you, dont leave me now.
Alright ill be leavin at 4 am pst from this lil town in the south of Oregon... will be ariving in Portland prolly around noon wish me luck, send me love and fun stuff and to my fam in the Tiki ill be back on assap i hope its sooner then later :D
What's His Name
I can never let him just go. No matter how big of an ass he is to me I take him back. He calls me a cunt and tells me its just another word and I forgive him. He tells me he will never do it again, but thats just another lie and I know it. Third times a charm right? Nope he did it again and told me to go to hell, but "didn't mean it" Why can't I let him out of my life. Why do I keep letting him back in!!!! Why can't I just forget his name, forget who he is and what he meant to me. Forget what I thought he was because he wasnt. I hate hurting him every time I say its done. I hate how he gets so angry and says the things he does. He makes me feel so bad even when we arent together. He makes it hard to even be friends. He insists we were made for eachother, but how can that be so when I dont feel the connection? He can never find time to talk to me and expects me to always find time for him. He can't talk to me during the playoffs because they are more important, but expects me to be at
Life And Why I Always Seem To Be Sad Or Depressed
So if anyone didnt know i got kicked out of school for the year and well its made life really sucky and really hard. trying to prove to my parents that i am an adult i decided not to move back home and get a job here. so when i first a job thigns were ok, then joe got fired and my roommate stopped going to work all the time and using all of his fmla. that made shit pretty hard for me cause i get paranoid so easily that i got worried about losing our house and whatnot. then my job started cutting my hours, now we havent had work since the sunday before thxgiving. they got hours for a week this last month, but the day they started i had to leave back home because my grandmother was dying in the hospital. so money has been a huge issue. on top of it me being out of school depresses me because school is all ive ever known. on top of it all joe and i keep hitting rocks and i dunno if were going to make it. i upset him with all my crying, he upsets me with his laziness, anger, and constant m
Ok I don't think a women should have to get all dolled up to go to the grocery store, or run around doing odds and ends. You shouldn't have to put your make up on, curl your hair, wear those really nice tight fittin' jeans and cute top. BUT--come on ladies--pj bottoms, nasty tshirts and slippers????? If you aren't getting out of your car, fine, but if you are going into the store, put on some damn clothes, shoes and brush your hair. I have worn my pj's to drop the kids off at school, but i don't get out of the car until i am home. Most of these women are usually married and seem to think who the hell do i have to impress, well here is my thought on that. You don't have to be trying to impress everyone or anyone, but it makes people think you have no class, feel unsatisfied with yourself, and honestly your husband would probably love to be in public with a women that takes a little pride in herself. I use to be very heavy and I had no self esteem--still don't--but I always did my
He Calls For Her
Come here." He said as she walked past Him. she obeyed, as usual. she walked to where He was sitting, naked, in His favorite recliner, facing Him, between His legs. "What can i do for You, Master?" "Take off your clothes. Start with your t-shirt and work your way down." "Yes Sir." she took off her t-shirt and reached around to unhook the pretty lilac colored lace bra He had bought for her. she loved her under garments and to tell the truth, He did too. she had good taste in bras and panties, she never dressed like a whore unless she thought it might please her Master. He occasionally told her to, but He liked her best when she looked classy. Tonight, she looked very classy. He knew she was also wearing the thongs that matched the bra. she took off the bra slowly, and as the cool night air touched her skin, her nipples rose and went erect. He licked His lips. His cock was already growing hard. She then reached for the snaps on her denim shorts, "No. Leave them on and k
Miss You Already....
Applicability of Deceptive Trade Practices Statutes Deceptive trade practices statutes do not govern all situations where one party has deceived another party. Most states limit the scope of these statutes to commercial transactions involving a consumer purchasing or leasing goods or services for personal, household, or family purposes. The terms used in each statute to set forth the scope of the statute are often the subject of LITIGATION. The majority of states requires a liberal interpretation of the terms of the deceptive trade practices statutes, including those describing the applicability of the statutes. Trade or Commerce Several states limit the applicability of deceptive trade practices to transactions in trade or commerce. This requirement usually incorporates a broad range of profit-oriented transactions. But it generally excludes trade between non-merchants and similar transactions. Consumer Transactions The appropriate plaintiff under most deceptive trade pract
from the homo. Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. ONE) What's your name? ME: Erik UD: erik The heterosexual way of spelling the name Eric. The name implies many meanings: -awesome beyond comparison (adj.) -stunningly handsome and suave (adj.) -able to attract large numbers of women without using any effort (verb) -able to do all things exceedingly well (verb) Wow! That pass was freaking erik! TWO) What's your age? ME: 23 UD: 23 The greatest number of all time. Reasons why: It is... 1. a prime number, as are 2 and 3. 2. Michael Jordan's number. 3. the NBA record for most consecutive points scored by a single player in a game, done by none other than Michael Jordan. 4. the number of chromosomes in a human sperm or egg. 5. the angle between the earth's magnetic and rotational axis. 6. the Tropic of Cancer at 23 degrees N Latitude. 7. the Tropic of Capricorn at 23
People And Their "photo Shoots".....
Another one of thoes things that makes me laugh my ass off... Only seen it on Fubar so far... So, you take 50 bucks, go to a wal-mart style photo place, take a couple pictures half naked and call it "art"... But at the same time thoes same hoes having a stranger take a picture of them half naked call the women who take more so nude photos by themselves a whore. I seriously only notice this in women.. Lets see... Stay home take a few pictures with the tits out by yourself and only let a few people see them makes a female a whore? But having a stranger stare at you in sexually suggestive poses half naked for money, let everyone see them and call it "art"? Does that make a person artistic? Fuckin funny! Oh and then there is the really funny shit... The shit that just tops it all off... Stupid ass bitches (no I don't think all women are bitches, just the bitches). Why the fuck throw up pictures of random icons and shit? I understand the whole "Gotta get rates or I'll feel worthless" bul
I stood there staring at the arch of light that had appeared at the curve in the road near the edge of the parking lot. The arch of light had been described all over the radio for the last ten minutes, I thought it was a joke like the “War of the Worlds” report that had come across the radio in the middle of the last century scaring most of the people in the United States, but now I saw the truth of it. I took a drag of my cigarette and drew my sidearm. I looked down at my shadow spread across the freshly paved drive leading into the mill and thought about how unlike the hero in a sci-fi epic I looked. I looked like a teenager in a cop’s uniform with a cigarette hanging out of my mouth, but my hair blew back in the wind giving me an almost epic movie heroic look. I crouched down as I saw the silhouettes of beings beginning to form in the arch of light as though I thought that they wouldn’t see me if I was crouched. Time seemed as though it had stopped in that moment and I rememb
Shut It
Screw off I just don't care You should have thought about shit Before you said this isn't fair No I will not listen anymore You are not important You fucking hurt me to my core I can not fucking forgive you I fucking hate you We are so fucking through Don't make me feel guilty You shouldn't have fucked those sluts You are so fucking filthy Maybe in time we can be friends But for now Iam way to fucking tense Move the fuck on I know I have You broke our fucking bond Deal with your mistakes Just let me go The love you and I had was simply fake. Goodbye. Asshole.
Coca Cola Girl
NOTHING LIKE THE REAL THING ......BABBBBY.... COCA-COLA-GIRL Is My I Am Not Going In Any Specific Order. Everyday I will be choosing One Person to Rate and Comment out on all their stuff on their profile and randomly giving out gifts to them. Except for weekends I won't be online. And Coca Cola Girl Is My First Pick! I can't afford blings right now and I wish the God I could but for now I have to stick with the basics of the fu until My pocket book can play a little bit. Its also another way for me to get to know more Fu's on here! No popularity contest or none of that. I figured this will be fun to do. Pimping Out Fu's The Only Way I See Fit! Forbidden Jennifer, You Can Look But No Touching, Member of Princess Leia's Crew@ fubar
Godfather Train
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So it's funny. Per my sister's request, Ruby turned in a 'concert calendar' to her. Amazingly enough we already have @ least 6mths with shows listed. So ... keep an eye out, we may be in your area soon. .......yes. we like to travel hahaha :) :) :)
Just Rambling"
there are days that i'd just sit here and read people's blog.. here and there, from this site to that site... makes me see other people's lives, struggles, wishes and dreams.... that makes me so indulge with the cyber world".. seeing people, learning people's lives.. realizing my own"... widening my own horizons.. seeing my own limitations...and adding to my very own struggles. inspite of my many limitations, i still strive to be happy, inspire people who live same way.. women whose life are bounded by rules and limitations", trapped in the destiny, that there is no way out"..... i have many friends who come to me to clear thier mind, i have to be on the phone for hours, sometimes just listening.. giving my sensible advice , even if i dont do sensible things myself" thats the funniest thing".. .. i have the funniest advice all the time, making my friends feel better". sometimes i go deep.. finding to get some real answers"... but i never ever come to really get one".
Creeping by, the time is slow, Fumbling around with no place to go. My mind wonders to a place unknown, To a world where uncertainty is shown. My heart races, pounding through my chest, Looking for some guidance on this lonely quest. Pebbles and stones kicked around, Lying rigged on the cold dirty ground. The wind it blows, bringing dirt to my side, Feeling lost in my head, with no tears to cry. Helpless and lonely like a new born, Taken away with no time to mourn. Can you bring to light, what remains in the dark? Give me some hope. Give me a spark. Give me the strength to get pass this day, To stay afloat and pave my way. Because the air is thick and I'm starting to fall, But in the end will it matter at all? What will be left for people to see? Will there be justice in the words I leave? Or will they see my anger and feel my pain? Written on floors, washed away by the rain.
worse off than I thought .Dr. told me so . I know this sux . alot ........... 2 of my girls just left in tears afraid MS is gonna make me die . I told em MS is NOT gonna make me die , just really sick sometimes . they hurt my heart when they cry ...
My Fingers Hurt
A - Available: No - Age: 32, for now. - Annoyance: Chaos - Animal: Reptiles B - Beer: Ewwww... - Birthday: January 19th - Best Friend(s): Jodi - Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes - Best feeling in the world: Cuddling with children - Blind or Deaf: As long as I still have "touch" I'm good - Best weather: Spring - Been on stage?: Yes, and I hate it - Believe in Magic: I want to - Believe in Santa: I want to - Been in Love: Yep - Been bitched out?: Yessss - Believe in yourself?: Sometimes - Believe in life on other planets: the universe is too vast for us to be the only life form. - Believe in miracles: I want to - Believe in Satan: Nope. - Believe in Ghosts/spirits: There's something out there, I've heard them. C - Candy: Reese Cups - Color(s): Green - Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate - Chinese/Mexican: Mexican - Cake or pie: Cake - Continent to visit: Europe - Cheese: Sauce - Car: Mini-van - Cried in school: I don't think so - Clothing Style: Depends on if
Ungrateful Spoiled Americans-the New Definition For Usa
I submitted this to the local newspaper Opinion section and it should appear in this weeks paper. Unfortunately, due to the 500 word limit in the newspaper this had to be majorly edited, so I wanted to blog the complete unedited version of it for everyone to read who isn't able to get this paper. Hope you will all read to the end. It will make you think about the pathetic negativity that runs rampant in our country. The other day I was reading a news magazine and came across some poll data I found rather disturbing. The poll alleges that 67% of Americans are unhappy with the direction this country is headed, and 69% of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just isn't happy and want a change. So being the thinker I am,I started pondering, What are we so unhappy about? Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and hea
We Are Cops
We're the people that you may see every day and night. We're the people that you depend on one way or another. We're working for you 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year. When you and your children pass us in the store and you can't control them, you make them afraid of us. You tell them if they don't behave, you'll tell us to "get them". My friend we are not monsters. We don't want them to be afraid of us. We want them to know that we're their friends, and they can trust us. Do you know who we are? Sometimes, we have to play the role of lawyers, judges, psychiatrists, reporters, medics, marriage counselors, investigators, firefighters, and many times, just be a good listener. Those are just a few of the skills that we must be able to utilize at any moment in the performance of our job. We're constantly scrutinized by the media and you, the public. We're bashed by you. If one of us makes a mistake it sometimes makes the local news, and possibly even the national and wor
Stupid Is As Stupid Does...
Jenny came over today... again... She rung the doorbell four times. I answered it on the third ring. Instinctively, my first reaction is to say to her "why do you do that?" but I refrain my impulse with the rational thought of the fact she wouldn't know what I meant anyway... "My dad is gone and I don't know where my dog is!" she says "Well, is your mom home?" I say "Yeah, but she's painting right now. She is VERY busy!" Jenny replies "Well, maybe your dad took the dog with him somewhere" I say, in an attempt to get her thinking more logically... "I don't know where my dog is" she says, like I didn't hear her the first time! "I think you should be telling this to your mom" I say as I slowly close the gap of my open front door. The sliver of daylight decreases to nothing and Jenny just turns around and walks away.. She's a strange child and I gather, not closely monitored by her parents. Honestly, I think they do it on purpose!
Radiohead Lyrics To "a Punch Up At A Wedding"
no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no i don't know why you bother nothing's ever good enough for you i was there and it wasn't like that you've come here just to start a fight you had to piss on our parade you had to shred our big day you had to ruin it for all concerned in a drunken punch up at a wedding. hypocrite opportunist don't infect me with your poison a bully in a china shop when i turn round stay frozen to the spot. you had to piss on our parade you had to shred our big day you had to ruin it for all concerned in a drunken punch up at a wedding. the pointless snide remarks of hammerheaded sharks the pot will call the kettle black in a drunken punch up at a wedding. no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no -Radiohead: A Punch Up At A Wedding I fucking love this fucking track, it has so much anger in it, the way its sung, the way it sounds! This isnt necessarily directed towards anyone...
One Day
One Day When i close my eyes i feel you with me Even if we are too far away We can make the things okay Just you and me We will be together one day
Reason #28
Because you actually laugh when I tell you I want to do your sister.
Cutting Back...
It's a new year...and with that reality comes the realization of the year past.. If I had to pick a "Theme" so to speak, to represent my previous year it would be labeled; "Indulgence" I would have to say I lived that self indulging way a good part of the entire year! Me, me, me, I proclaimed and I did it with much enthusiasm! I had the mindset of do whatever it was I wanted to do. It was my turn. I had enough of sitting back and just watching. I had endured years of abuse and neglect and I was sick of taking care of everyone but me. I thought, why not, it's now or never. My spontaneous nature caught up with myself and I can never get it back. I set out for a dream and consequently woke up with only a headache and sore back to show for my efforts. I tried to go back. Go back to a time that made me happy, to something I thought I would be good at and to a place I no longer am welcome. I don't see it as a mistake or a missed opportunity, I only see
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,
Im not to sure what to think anymore when it comes to women. Ya try to just be friends and most think you want sex. You ignore them and some are all over you. All i am tryin to do is be happy you know find a nice woman and see where it goes from there. Any thoughts or comments anyone?
"someone Should Have Said It."
Someone Should Have Said It Someone should have said it, long before this time When the candle’s now a pool of wax and we’ve had our fill of wine The record keeps on skipping, the orchestra’s gone home And here I play my instrument in the darkness all alone Someone should have said it, they should have spoke the words But I have my doubts if they were shared that either of us heard And now the rising sun massages the cracks here in my floor Hypnotized, I stare transfixed at the cold closed bedroom door Someone should have said it, at the moment it was needed That simple phrase, three little words, the thought that went unheeded I see the remnants of my clothes, lying jumbled in a heap And though our lust it filled a need, it’s not something I can keep Someone should have said it, slipped it in between the sighs The moans and groans of passion, the delightful little lies Those fleeting things gone like snow before a blazing heat When all that’s left behind is slu
Another Day
Well another day at the office is dragging by slowley and I cant wait to get out of here and head home.......This winter months can be such a drag......
Sinfully Delicious
she has been working like crazy people lets help her out. she is 21,133 Points away from leveling Sinfully Delicious@ fubar
"let's Take A Walk."
“Let’s Take a Walk” Let’s take a walk together, by the river’s muddy banks And stop and linger there a while and silently give thanks With what we share together, there’s no need to speak aloud The silence is our golden gift, a warming gilded shroud Let’s take a walk together, through the trees there in the park Beneath the graying Autumn sky, it’s features cold and stark We can listen to the crunching leaves there nestled on the ground And steal a kiss and share a laugh when there’s no one else around Let’s take a walk together, on the ancient cobbled streets While the rain pours down and leaves the stones wet beneath our feet And grin while others think us mad as they scurry to keep dry For us there are no puzzles, no need to wonder why Let’s take a walk together, down by the rail depot And stop and stare as one we watch the people come and go We’ll play that little game of ours where we make up silly names For all the unknown travelers stepping on and off the
"what Dwells Here."
What Dwells Here There’s many things that dwell here, and all of them are me Most never take the time to look or glance my way to see Lost in superficial worlds, lusting for the fake With knives too dull to cut beneath the icing on this cake There’s the good, the bad, the ugly, all living in my heart By turns they work to make me whole, or pull my soul apart Depending on who comes to call it can be Heaven or it’s Hell They can knock me down right to the ground or catch me when I fell What dwells here is a tempest, lurking deep inside All the many voices, and pain I try to hide Often battles raging, here inside my head Many times when I would give my all to be someone else instead But I have my lifeboat, I have my gift of words A way to let it all pour out and let my soul be heard Sometimes proud and often loud yet often soft and meek A crowd of one, sometimes undone, perhaps the one you seek… Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All Rights Reserved.
"what Have We Become?"
What Have We Become? What have we become? Barbarians, or worse? That Victorian mob that stands and stares at the passing of the hearse Frothing in the coliseum, grinning at “Thumbs down” When our fellow man is lying bloody and battered on the ground What have we become? CNN will show the way With high definition wars and death, new images each day And Nancy Grace will bat her eyes and tell us tales of crime All the darkness living in our hearts, because it’s network rating time What have we become? When Maury tells the truth And DNA becomes the reaper, killing the innocence of youth Dreams are shattered, children hurt, and lives are torn apart Another envelope is opened, and it’s contents shred the heart What have we become? Learning nothing from the past When we laugh out loud at acts of pain, who is the real “Jackass” ? Eat a cockroach, drink some guts, and maybe shed a tear All such things, whose praises we sing, are the real factors we should fear What h
How Many Times Do I Have To Say I'm Sorry?
Approximately six year ago, I did something terrible to my sister. Then I hid it from her for years, eventually telling her and apologizing for it. However anytime she gets mad at me she throws it up in my face, and makes me feel like hell all over again for doing what I did. How many times do I have to say I'm sorry?
I Keep The Pain Of A Broken Soul
The mind.. of the wonderful No one knows Wounds that just won't heal Not even you.. Like a ghost that came from an old beginning You heated up the freezing destiny I had the chance to live a better life By loving someone new I miss the mind of the wonderful I let the eyes see thoughts run through me Cold and no one knows I keep the pain of a broken soul Wounds that just won't heal No one knows Not even you We had a love A future We were honest My truth held so many little lies Can I turn the page Can I rearrange It's written in the sand The tide is closing in Cold is the night Cold are my hands Cold as my heart...
My Bets Never Win!
Thanks to Preston and the idea of playing yahoo pool, I agreed to play. Seems we have a common interest. Rare to find I know. Well 1/2 way through the game I decided the game would be more interesting to make a friendly non sexual wager. Yeah bad idea. Being that I have played yahoo pool many of times and can confess I do have some skill, I met my match. Whoever got to 8 games won first, would win the best. Mine was a salute, something cool and his was to fuown me. Yeah being the cocky lil shyt that I am and already behind my main thought was *bring the rain* we'll needless to say I drown in my own storm.. Here ya go Preston a Blog wrote just for you. You bent my ass in a game of pool! Cheers bro!
My son is almost 13 and he doesn't get it. When I was a young man, I thought as long as I could imagine a problem going away or half-ass fixing it, no problem. That's what he thinks is the right thing to do. He doesn't understand how blessed he is. I didn't have two parents that took care of me. I didn't have new clothes and new things as quickly as I could say 'please'. I didn't have a parent who called school, went to school, reviewed my homework to make sure I did my best in school. My parents didn't go to college. My mother made a fraction even in today's dollars to what I make, so she hid the shame of welfare from us. At one time, we didn't even have a bathroom in our house. When computers, Atari, even a new typewriter came out, I didn't dare ask for one. I never learned to play an instrument. My mother rarely ever advised me about anything besides to stay out of trouble and if I got in it, she wasn't going to help me get out of it. We were poor, but we had love an
The IRS decides to audit Grandpa, and summons him to the IRS office. The IRS auditor was surprised when Grandpa showed up with his attorney. The auditor said, 'Well, sir, you have an extravagant lifestyle and no full-time employment, Which you explain by saying that you win money gambling. I'm not sure the IRS finds that believable.' I'm a great gambler, and I can prove it,' says Grandpa. 'How about a demonstration?' The auditor thinks for a moment and said, 'Okay. Go ahead.' Grandpa says, 'I'll bet you a thousand dollars that I can bite my own eye.' The auditor thinks a moment and says, 'It's a bet.' Grandpa removes his glass eye and bites it. The auditor's jaw drops. Grandpa says, 'Now, I'll bet you two thousand dollars that I can bite my other eye.' Now the auditor can tell Grandpa isn't blind, so he takes the bet. Grandpa removes his dentures and bites his good eye. The stunned auditor now realizes he has wagered and lost three grand, with Gra
It doesnt matter where i am in life~For i am there It may not matter how you think~but i still care if you think i am a toy,then please,do not destroy My hearts still mending,my love is not bending the words you speak,are not weak and my ears have heard ,do they bleed? im trying to get through this wall,denying this fall wondering what i did for you not to call? confusion and heartache,not my fault why is this union becoming a vault? I cannot do this anymore and for this i do deplore the roller coaster has hit the floor and this time the ride ends,ever more;0(
Baby Girl
You are more than just a sweet sexy body to me, Ya, I know you dont like to hear, but let me make it clear, Your smooth, your sweet, no no no, I'm not refering to something to eat, Your mind, your soul, it takes such a hard toll.... Yes its true, I think about you through and through. Your voice, your hair, your skin, your flair, Yes, your make-up too, even wiping it off my face is something I love to do. With or without, you are beautiful through out!! So sweet to see, my dreams about you and me, I know its you, I know its me, its something I hope you also see, Through the day and the night, your facing me, up close, up tight... Your eyes on me, mine on you, so deep you see, but not right through. Oh, lets go back, to that sweet sexy body that I think is all that, Yes, its true, even if not in your eyes of you. A pricess, a queen, so pristine and loved to be seen. I want to feel you inside and out, see you all throughout. Dont know what else to say or to do, Only thi
I bring you the butterflies to take my pain away...
I Need Your Help
I need your help I'm trying to help others in the bad times we are all having and need your help and take a survey for me
A Poem
I felt a sudden inspiration, so I wrote a short poem. Leave me love, comments, criticism, concerns, suggestions, rotting tomatoes, whatever, I wanna hear it. I wrote this in five minutes or less, and I don't write that often, and okay, no more excuses, here goes... It's called "I am" for what you will soon see are obvious reasons. I am Multi-faceted like Loreal Feria Multi-faceted shimmering hair color #60, crystal brown. I am Multi-faceted like a princess cut diamond engagement ring, $2,700, platinum. I am Multi-faceted like a mullet that stays business in the front, party in the back, $9.99 plus tax and tip at Super Cuts. I am Late-night Lady and Studious Student, Marja Morgan, pleasure to meet you. I am A gym-rat-health-freak and also enjoy moving my thumb back and forth on a grape-flavored Swisher Sweet, watching it twist between my pointer and middle finger as I watch the smoke fill my vision and feel the moment as nothing but sensual. I am
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Hanging Out
Had a good time hanging out with my best friend last night. we are planning a trip to Las Vegas. Hopefully will work out so we can go. I just need to get away and I know she needs toas well. This isn't really about anything in particular, just a few random thoughts. really enjoying my single life hanging out with friends but would love to find someone special to do all those things with!! anyway, take care!! Later
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Vicki's Turned On!
Vicki's Turned ON! For 24 HOURS! That's Right, She's Activating Her Auto 11's For You! Stop by and Climb In Her Profile and Rate Her Sexy Pics and Get Off Leveling! Whoooot HOT! **Vicki** ~fu-owned by BORN N' RAISED ~G-Spot Leveler~@ fubar Lets All Get Satisfied! No popularity contest or none of that. Pimping Out Fu's The Only Way I See Fit! Forbidden Jennifer, You Can Look But No Touching, Member of Princess Leia's Crew@ fubar
Key To My Heart
I had closed the door upon my heart and wouldn't let anyone in I had trusted and loved only to be hurt but that would never happen again I locked the door and tossed the key as hard and as far as I could My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life and made me change my mind just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find that is when you held out your hand and proved me wrong inside your palm was the Key to My Heart You had it all along
Bad November - Track 12 - Dreaming
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Dreaming Never believed in happy endings/ Never thought there was more to life then this/ You entered my life and taught me love/ Then you crushed it all to dust/ Now you tell me you want
Volume 2
Sleepy eyes awaken to the sound of the alarm, Usually I grunt at the thought of waking up to that retchid thing, This morning the feelings that muster in my stomach as soon as my wits come to me is much different. I role over to find my husband is missing and the smile I wear is quickly replace with a questionable look. I get out of bed and throw on his robe and slippers and look next to my bed to find a hot cup of coffee awaiting my acknowledment. As I wonder through the house I can't help but notice the air of excitment. I look out the front door and there is my husband up and ready packing the truck and awaiting my arrival. He opens the front door and I get one of the most passionate good morning kisses of my life. "Good Morning Sweet pea, are you ready to role?" With a devilish wink in his eye. "Give me 5 minutes". On the road we chat about what we think it will be like Wondering how the other will respond in the situation. My curiousity is peaked now and I can't help mys
Last Farewell
The note is laid, To whom it may concern, No blame is taken or passed out, The final goodbye from this broken soul, No cryptic clue lost in its text, No hesitation in self extinction, No discussion to avoidance, One iron act of will spelt out on scarlet flecked paper you first clue, But all to late to help my in animation, cold and still, It tells not of the razors bite on tender flesh, Or how its furrow reminds me of autumn fields, Or how it glide through sinew and fibre, Like a knife through summers butter, Claret jets with the grace of fountains through spring air, But with my lifeblood unending in this lifetime, Euphoria hits like cannabises first hit on a teenage mind, Driven on and through by pressure beyond these protective walls, Whose comfort I stepped beyond in cat like curiosity, To a world too uncompromising to be mindful of me, In childlike innocence I welcomed it with open arms, But trampled by its aggression and impatience, My dreams shattered at m
HOW in the hell can LvL easy and FASTER
We The People
Dedicated to Mr.Obama if he fucks us in the next 100 days. Get off your asses if he does. We The People I thought we the people had a brain I thought we the people had a say Coulda sworn I read it somewhere Might of seen it on a bumper sticker I thought we the people had a right I guess we the people were wrong We the people always are Lets go elect another God The laws they make I dont give a damn anyway Rules are made to break to bend to beat to buy The American dream Or a bag of magic beans You can find it on the TV Whatever you need Send me your tired, your poor and broken Send me your life so I can break you We the people can have a plan We the people can make a stand Coulda sworn I read it somewhere Might've seen it in the funny papers Your money's made to take To cheat to steal to rob I can sell you a dream Fat's bustin' at the seams You can get it on the TV Whatever you need Send me your tired, your poor and broken Send me your life
To frequently be bathing in your juices Reducing your fluids When you come to me You come for me To feel you breathing Hear you moving Beside me, When you ride me Tides be Crashing ashore I clothed you with my skin Not alarmed To be your clock When you need time Letters to be words When you need lines Incarcerated by your affection To be your chair When you need to recline To be your brain When you need mind To initiate Using my equipment When you need signs Rhetoric & Reciprocity combines To grapevine heat Venting throughout representation Takes one away
The Doors - People Are Strange
People are strange when youre a stranger Faces look ugly when youre alone Women seem wicked when youre unwanted Streets are uneven when youre down When youre strange Faces come out of the rain When youre strange No one remembers your name When youre strange x3 People are strange when youre a stranger Faces look ugly when youre alone Women seem wicked when youre unwanted Streets are uneven when youre down When youre strange Faces come out of the rain When youre strange No one remembers your name When youre strange x3 When youre strange Faces come out of the rain When youre strange No one remembers your name When youre strange x3
Everyone Is In Fubar
whats up to all the ppl is in fubar right now lol but a lounge just open like 3 days ago and other one is the Supporting Radical Habits and mine is Hell is here ok mine just open to though ok see u there then if u need a job just hit me up then ok see u there later
Own Me For Valentines Day!
© By Trisha Love is eternal Love is the wind, whispering its many thoughts to you in the night. Love is the feeling I felt when I first met you Love is flying on the tails of many dreams Love is the moon, shining alone, as a beacon in the hours of darkness Love is the alpha emotion Love is the entity of all Love is the stars, always hanging in the endless darkness of sky Love is the ever lasting conflict within Love is the conquest of fulfillment that we feel needs to be met Love is the bonding of two souls, entwined in the beatings of their hearts Love is a journey to discover the souls of others Love is an adoration, a forever night long vigil, never ending Love is an everlasting yearning to be connected to mind and heart Love is spending hours drowning into the depths of your eyes Love is the feeling I feel when I look at you
-life is a twirl and twine -so when your relaxing drinking your glass of wine, -realize that to succeed you must use peace of mind -there will be ups and downs but through it all you must not nag nor whine -there will be times of darkness and times of light -you must not be vulnerable to the grim of night -to get to the top there shall always be some kind of struggle to fight -but just stick to your goal and your results shall be bright -but you cant complain -because in the end you'll have lost nothing, only opportunity to gain -yes it might have cost sweat and pain -but now you are the one that shall ordain -so now its off to find your date -someone who could be your future mate -the perfect someone you could only find by fate -this is life, so find a goal and succeed before its too late
My New Pics
What kinds of pics should i add to my photos? Give me some ideas on what types of photos you would like to see... I mean yall rate them and i put them on for you to enjoy... So why shouldnt you have a say in what pics you wanna see???? so message and let me know what pics you want???
I dont understand why i try to talk to people online, i never get a response, but let me tell you if i had a clit and a set of racks!! shit i would be getting Hit up all day long. to me online chat is pretty pointless, about as pointless as my life, but thats what i thik i guess
As day turns to night , The lights shine bright , Incadescent , fluroescent , Candles burn projecting beautifull sihouettes, Upon the walls, On the floor, How pretty they are, Probaly the last you shall see. Before I leave, Again, War isint pretty, It be be quite blind, As we search for a sign, A flare of red, My pistol lays close, My sword in my grip, People may slip, Time & time again, Have faith in your Brothers, Your sisters, Relax stay sane, Look after those you love.
Survey.. Stolen From [per]
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you? eh... up and down Do you care about your boyfriend/girlfriend honestly? absolutly What was the last thing you put in your mouth? coffee What sport do you enjoy watching? football is the only sport i watch besides MMA fights, i mean really what other sport makes it ok to crack open a beer @ 9am on a sunday... :P What shoes did you wear today? errr its early no shoes yet Who is the last person you hugged? Jess What is bothering you right now? where is my W2!!! Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms? i would suppose so Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? yes Two days from now this time, where will you be? working When things get bad, are you more likely to blame yourself or somebody else? its always someone else's fault duh! Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it? thats a dumb question, of course Last person you gave/got a piggy back ride from? err..
Life something that makes you cry, laugh and bleed ! Life their is a beginning and there is death oh such an intament thing ! when do we die ? when we take our last breath ? or is it really when our hearts are mangled and battered ? I don't want to feel any more ! The journey we all take from beginning to end oh the end near or far ? Pain is now my intament companion till the very end with my lover fear of what is around the next corner ? oh the Manja ta of life , live it LOVE it embrace it!
Kahlil Gibran – From "the Prophet" ... Self-knowledge
And a man said, "Speak to us of Self-Knowledge." And he answered, saying: Your hearts know in silence the secrets of the days and the nights. But your ears thirst for the sound of your heart's knowledge. You would know in words that which you have always know in thought. You would touch with your fingers the naked body of your dreams. And it is well you should. The hidden well-spring of your soul must needs rise and run murmuring to the sea; And the treasure of your infinite depths would be revealed to your eyes. But let there be no scales to weigh your unknown treasure; And seek not the depths of your knowledge with staff or sounding line. For self is a sea boundless and measureless. Say not, "I have found the truth," but rather, "I have found a truth." Say not, "I have found the path of the soul." Say rather, "I have met the soul walking upon my path." For the soul walks upon all paths. The soul walks not upon a line, neither does it grow like a reed. Th
Trust And Truth
i dont care how bad you might think you will hurt me i would prefer to know the truth. I cant start to trust anyone unless they so me they are trustworthy. I cant trust without truth.
Eternal Love
I wonder if I dreamed of you- if you would appear? To make my nights full of love, and always hold me near. I wonder if I thought of you- if you would feel it in your soul? Like two spirits in the universe, who always seem to know. Even if the stars went black and the sun were to shine no more. They could find their way to each other, no matter how far the shore. Safely in each other's arms, to bid the rest of time. Finding Eternal Love so many seek to find. Caring for each other through the worst of storms. Leaning on the arms of love and never need anymore. This is how I feel for you, I've known it all along. You are my one true love My world.. My heart.. My soul!
Leave Me Hardcore Love
Just Say It
I want you, I need you Love the way you smile I think your cute and fun So love me for a little while I might not be a perfect match I might not be the one for you But give me a chance, open your heart Thats all you gotta do. Just say you love me I don't care if it's not true Lie to me, don't break my heart I wanna be loved by you. I don't need no kisses just hold me once, hold me tight Say you love me once or twice Even if it just don't feel right Just say you love me I dont care if it's not true Lie to me, dont break my heart I wanna be loved by you I'd live a lie until I die I don't care I just want you to love me I'd live a lie, just say it I wanna be loved by you.
Meadow Again
Moon hangs, almost full pieces of cloud scatter, glide in soft, summer breeze. We lay in our meadow listening to the sound of night her head nestled on my arm. Night air made for kissing dances upon our skin chilling wherever is damp. She stirs, quietly calls, my name hangs on summer eve floats about our meadow. She sighs, moves closer snuggling in, once again her breath stirs, awakens. Hands join in gentle caress exploration shared and renewed oh, so smooth and lovely. We turn, lips meeting slow, softly, delicate building quickly to demand. Crying out, beginning and end collapsing, breathing ragged moon hangs, slightly fuller.
My Demons
We all have our demons, This is mine, My demons I once quenched with a silky sweet nectar, Now linger inside, Trapped and screaming, Louder day by day, I fear to let them out, In case they engulf me totally, But my will weakens, Giving in to them come night fall, Now no longer able to control, Giving in to the need to silence them, In my torment they revel, Drink to forget, But just for the shortest of time, Helping me to put the past behind, If only for one night, The black cloud now rising to smother my will to resist, Just one for the smallest relief from my pain, My aching heart soon to be filled with a drunken joy, Only a masquerade mask to cover my pain, In a purple haze of fun, Once again the painted smile of the clown, My will easily bent, My grief just covered with the silky satin veil soon to pass, Now just left with the maddening shriek of a million dark crows, Pecking at my tender mind, Giving way and returning to my demons, Through the da
If I Die Tomm
I wake up to find myself after all these years and where all the time has gone still seems so unclear cuz there’s no one else since I found you I know its been so hard you should know if I die tomorrow as the minutes fade away I cant remember have I said all I can say? you’re my everything you make me feel so alive if I die tomorrow it brings out the worst in me when your not around I miss the sound of your voice , this silence seems so loud cuz there’s no one else since I found you I know its been so hard you should know if I die tomorrow as the minutes fade away I cant remember have I said all I can say? you’re my everything you make me feel so alive if I die tomorrow I spent all my life looking for a real sense I got nothing to lose one thing to prove I wont make the same mistakes now I know that everything will be ok if I die tomorrow if I die tomorrow as the minutes fade away I cant remember have I said all I can say? you’re my everything you
He Said He Loved Me Than Took It Back
I know a boy unlike any other He is sweet and kind I sit here and imagine his face No matter what he does I am devoted to him I love him I worship the ground he walks on He once said he loved me And that he always would Just when I started to believe him I found him with my best friend Doing more than friendly things But in my heart I knew I still loved him SO I took him back when he asked me back out No matter what he says or does I will always love him We even have a child together Now I wish he was mine No matter what I do No matter how hard I try He will never be mine in time He will never be my Valentine I'll be gone with someone else And lsot in love He'll be with someone new to Until he getys hurt and than He'll come running back to me Like he always does Well this is it This is the last time I won't take him back again Now I know he is using me I am just a sick pawn in his game I will never fall in love with him again I don't even want to he
Life Here In Ga
boring plain and just straight out nuts!! not much else to tell about a military town... lol... savannah tho is where the parties are!!! RIVER ST!!!!! walk and drink and party till the cops finally say dump your drink and get a ride home lol...
Our telephone conversation is brief. I don't know much about you from your ad, and I don't ask. I don't even know your name, only your code: luv69. I simply tell you that when you come over, we will have a drink and discuss the night's activities. I tell you how to find my posh condo in Northwest Washington, DC, with its hardwood floors and Oriental rugs and incredible view over the park and how to enter the secret code to get into the building. An hour later, I hear a knock at my door. I open it. You are small, with blonde hair and postcard-sky blue eyes. You are young, your early 20's at most. You are wearing a thin cotton summer dress, blue, with a low-cut bodice and buttons down the front. The length is medium-thigh, and your legs are bare, clad only in a pair of strappy leather sandals. I can see the roundness of your well-shaped breasts. Your nipples are erect. I am so much taller than you that you reach only to my chest. My dark hair and trimmed beard are a sharp contrast to
She Brings Peace To Me
I'm in the wars Can't speak for crying Close all the doors Since I am dying Pick up the phone Attempt to call her I'm all alone Until she answers Momentarily She brings peace to me She barely speaks But I hear her breathing That's all I need Someone who's listening Still she stays Her time is precious Until I am safe She gives her presence Momentarily She brings peace to me...
Feb. 13th! Come See Me Model And Get Drunk With Me!
I will be modeling at The Jungle in downtown Evansville IN from 10pm-12am for Risque Lingerie. Please come out and meet me if you can! I will be meeting my fans and taking signed Polaroids with anyone who would like one for a small fee! I really like meeting my fans and what better time than the day before V-day? My birthday is also 4 days later so I won't be mad if you bring me a little hot gift! :) UndressJess
Loving You
In loving you my life becomes full Of a dream held deep in my heart,since birth A treasure, of which, I only glimpsed fleeting moments And now, with you, Unleashed My heart's fulfillment In loving you
I Didn't Feel Alone
It seems so long ago now That I was sitting here Taking in everything I stopped to look around me As far as I could see Across this precious land Shadows painted by the sun I don't think I remember How long I waited there Watching everything My thoughts began to wander Then I realized Every moment I had lived All I had seen Pass like this moment now As clear to me now Is the moment when I knew That it's time to let it go With it came the feeling strange I'd waited for it all my life I didn't feel alone
Brain Itch The facts: 1. Now there is psychological proof that these songs are designed to make you sing them even if they suck. Similar to brainwashing. Explains why I like singing MacArthur Park by Richard Harris(Prof. Dumbledore) randomly with full knowledge he couldn't sing either. We could've won Vietnam if we taught them Yummy Yummy Yummy and told them they can't hear it anymore unless they surrender(I know some of you are singing it now---stupid sheeple!). 2. Beyonce is pretty, but her music actually does suck. My children have resisted the urge by listening to plenty of Iron Maiden and jazz. 3. Hide your children and back away from MTV.
My Color Quiz
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Poker Lover!
We Are The Future!
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Spotlight Donations...update
hello dear friends~ just an update to my idea of a day of awareness for breast cancer. I really want to have a day for US...for those of us who have fought or who are still fighting this horrible beast breast cancer. I have some good ideas for spotlight but I can't do it without your help! I need fubucks....I currently have almost 3 million. That is no where near the amount it will take to get spotlight, I know, but with amazing friends...we can have a THINK PINK day here on fubar. If it takes me till October...oh, well. October is breast cancer awareness month. I would love to do spotlight before then though. I am saving all I can and asking for help. Any amount is helpful in achieving spotlight. And let me make this clear...I really DON'T care that my name will be on spotlight...I just want a day of support, awareness, and love for all breast cancer survivors!!! I am going to make some graphics of all the survivors I know of so THEY can scroll all day and get lots of s
February 2nd 2009: I Dont Know What To Think
well i thoughthe new year would work out for me, financially im as good as a goose can get lol, but in the love side, i broke up with the one person i thought would understand me and how i am. But nope she wasnt she had proven that to me so many times, and she still asked me to be friends to do things with....yeah i told her sure but i think not. I guess am not ready to have a serious relationship, to fall in love again is beyond me, i guerss am not to feel loved again bt anyone but the family.
Turn Aside, And See This Great Sight
“Now Moses kept the flock of Jethro his father-in-law, the priest of Midian: and he led the flock to the backside of the desert, and came to the mountain of God, even to Horeb.” The third chapter of Exodus opens with Moses foreshadowing what he would eventually do leading the children of Israel to freedom from slavery in Egypt. At this time, though, the call of God is the furthest thing from Moses’ mind; from a land where he’s a fugitive for murder, he’s settled into the routine of being a shepherd and even married into the family of the priest of Midian and giving birth to his son and heir. Moses was probably not any more eager to upset his life’s status quo than we are, especially after the decades that elapsed between chapters two and three. “And the angel of the LORD appeared unto [Moses] in a flame out of the midst of a bush: and he looked, and, behold, the bush burned with fire, and the bush was not consumed.” Verse two brings us to the episode of Moses’ encounter wi
Ding, Ding, Ding! The clock strikes midnight And here I am -Wide Awake- All I want to do is sleep, But my mind won’t allow it. I close my eyes and try to sleep …No Good… Every little sound catches my attention. I get up and pace the room. Lay back down, Fidget my fingers and close my eyes. They fling open as if I had just seen a ghost. The glow of the clock catches my attention Like something from a horror movie. …4 a.m… Wide awake again. I feel as if I never went to sleep. Trying to go back to sleep seems pointless. The day is long. My thoughts are not all there, And it’s hard to concentrate. As night approaches, I am sitting in bed. The clock strikes midnight. Here we go again.
What We All Should See & Understand...
FOCUS Definition of its Letters..... Follow Ones Course Until Successful! Prosperity, Happiness, Courage, The Will, The Incite & Hunger to Grow, Do Better & Learn from What We Been Through Makes us that Person Who we are Today.. Stay Focus & Stay Head Strong... Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets So love the people who treat you right Forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason... If you get a chance , take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it! Sometimes you gotta runway so you can see who will run after you Sometimes you gotta talk quieter just to see who’s listing Sometimes you gotta step up in a fight just to see whos by ur side Sometimes you gotta make wrong decicion to see whos there to fix it Sometimes you gotta let go of the one u love to see if they love u enough to come back. We all live once cant take or rep
A Beautiful Dream
I had a dream this past Saturday. It was beautiful in its passion, its color, and in the vivid nature of each sensation. I sent it to the person of whom I dreamed and she has graciously consented to allow it to be posted. I welcome your comments but please, be gentle. This is my first real attempt at putting thought to verse. A Beautiful Daydream Here in the dead of winter, ‘neath icy stars and howling winds My mind is free to warm my soul on a beach under the setting summer sun. It is there my heart is stolen by a Lady fair, Her body moves as one with the sea The fading light of day dancing in her hair As she takes one last ride to the shore, and me. She lies beside me on the sand, The setting sun warming our skin, The waves set ablaze by the fiery hues, Our hearts engulfed by desires within That surely burn the brighter.
The Dunkin Donuts Song
My friend Rodney and I made this up after I got off work last night! It's a Rap so enjoy! Walk in early I dunno wat to do The customers walk in n treat us like poo We serve n talk n act so kind Nothing but asshole to no surprise America runs on dunkins every day Don’t ya know this place iz gay The boss is a dike n da customerz suck If they don’t like it they can lick my dough nutz Chorus: I see jelly filled dough nutz and tripple glazed but in the back of my mind I fuckin hate this place I see lemon filled and chocolate too but I fucking hate what I have to do I need a break yo I need it now like a back rub just to calm me down with pigs all round yo stressin me out give me an ice coffee just to wet my mouth Now on a whole notha level with a brand new kick You have no idea what kinda creams in it So next time u bite one just take a pause for cause cuz the chick that made it is way pissed off Chorus: So da next time ya walk in ya betta look clear to
What Can You Do Today?
I had lunch in the oven and decided to go get a Mountain Dew from the Turkey Hill up at the corner. Stopped to clean some of the snow from last night off the sidewalk. I had about half done and figured to get the rest after lunch even though it would just take me another 2 or 3 minutes. For those that know me, I tend to get distracted and remember what is in the oven an hour or 2 later. As I started walking up the street, I heard a guy yell behind me. I stopped and turned around. He offered to finish the shoveling for a few bucks. It was obvious he needed the money. You know money is really tight for me too. I told him not today and we walked to the corner together talking a little and I headed up to the store, as he headed the other way. But it kept going through my head that I was going up to get a soda, something I really don't need, and had turned down someone asking for help. Thinking back to the Bible, I remembered Jesus's words about how when we give to those in nee
So I am in Iraq finally, have been for a week. I wont start my job quite yet, but soon. I find it quite humorous the timing of my last blog. It's amazing how similar to the military my relationship has become - hurry up and wait, and everything changes. The very day after the last post everything changed for me. Then it became hurry up and wait. It's exhausting. To be in a land where it is do or die, then to worry about my family back home, my battles, on top of worrying about my own life, I really did not think I had anything to worry about with my relationship. Amazing how you can go from perfectly content and happy to perfectly tormented and at witt's end. Amazing how the one time you give that trust "implicitly," it is broken with the blink of an eye. Amazing how much it takes to break down walls, and how easy it is to build them right back up.
I Just
love her naturaly whole unwavering silently loudly against all odds all day all night sacrificing wishing wonderously hopefully I just love her with every thought and every deed every moment my heart my soul for they are nothing without her funny how one person, that one person can fill your life with so much joy and so much sorrow when they are gone as I relive every moment with her and pray for more to come
Beware Of Fairytales
A beautiful lie that falls from the lips of those eager to believe, The story drapes itself across dreams and makes an impression that wont leave. Billowing against the breath of the pulsing day as time lifts the veil, The pungent aroma of a memory gathers itself determined not to fail. Chaos adorns the fringes of a reluctant reality that hesitates to appear, There is no happily ever after, disappointment is all that lives here. A heart scarred, broken, and afraid cowers below the weight of the lie, And wrapped around it the story, the fairytale lays down to die.
I Am Not Desperate!!!!
I am getting really sick and tired of men thinking that I am depserate...cuz I am NOT! Fuck you if you think that I am...and another thing bitch!!!! I give EXCELLENT HEAD because I LOVE IT...NOT BECAUSE I CAN'T GET IT OR GIVE IT ANYOTHER WAY!!! I would make most men crawl a fucking bed in five seconds with just one touch...and I am not as desperate as some of you egotistical asshats wanna think! I may not be as thin as a playboy bunny but I am EVERY BIT AS SEXY AS ONE! So fuck off the whole male species if you think that you can SB me and get some kind of sexual release becuase I am fat!!! I don't work like that short dick!!!!
Your Magical Words
short statement first this one isnt finished yet however i am putting here anyway can always add to it later ok here we go I set in front of the screen hoping you come online,knowing just how powerful the love you have for me is people claim we cant have real love for there is a screen between us but love has no limits it has no boundries no chains to hold you back thats all i got for this one now but still waiting to finish it
You Are A Little Scared of Commitment You're open to getting serious with someone... though you can't entirely imagine it. Maybe you haven't met the right person. Maybe you haven't gotten to the right point in your life. Your reaction to commitment is very normal - especially if you're young or have been burned before. Give it time. You'll probably be ready for a serious relationship sooner than you think. Are You Afraid of Commitment?
The Fuck Of Creativity
Christian Bale is an actor. What this means is that he has to read words on a piece of paper called a script, and then he has to give birth to a character. Birth is nothing to toy with. But before the birth, there must be creation. In the natural instincts and trained skills of an actor lie the delicate clicks, ticks, and whirrings of an amazing process. This process made Clark Gable the hottest man alive - as Rhett Butler - even though Vivian Leigh had to endure his bad breath while kissing him as Scarlett O'Hara. Reality is displaced for the sake of making a fantasy breathe with life, just for a short while, right after the director shouts 'ACTION!' Apparently Christian Bale was priming his psyche to act out his character during an especially emotional scene. Into the kettle he dumped all sorts of information - what expressions and movements of every single part of his body convey the message of the scene, how should the intonation of the words of the paper script flow from hi
All Or Nothing
Sometimes silence speaks volumes And words are without meaning Sometimes lies seem like truths And truth slips away Sometimes its impossible to know reality And know whats truly not so real Sometimes feelings misguide you And other times they are your only lead Sometimes I say what I mean And you dont kno whether its a line or my heart Sometimes promises are broken And words are left unkept But in the can never accuse those things of me... For I speak my mind to you each time I can I wont waste time with lies I speak my heart even when I kno you might not understand I dont play games its a waste of time To me openness and honesty are the only things I know And I dont expect anything less from you I just dont want you playing my heart strings If the feelings and things you've told me isn't true I trust you til you give me that feeling That you are hiding something And then I begin to wonder what it is that you really want from me. I can't be your C
Glitter In The Air
"Glitter In The Air" ~Pink Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands? Closed your eyes And trusted, just trusted Have you ever Thrown a fist full of glitter in the air? Have you ever looked fear in the face And said I just don’t care It’s only half past the point of No return The tip of the iceberg The sun before the burn The tHunder before lightning The breathe before the phrase Have you ever felt thIs way? Have you ever hated yourSelf for staring at the phone? You’re whole life waiting on the ring to prove you’re noT alone Have you Ever been touched so gently you had to cry? Have you ever inviteD a stranger to come inside? It’s only half past the point of oblivion The hourglass on the table The walk before the run The breathe before the kiss And the fear before the flames Have you ever felt this way? La La La La La La La La There you are, sitting in the garden Clutching my coffee, Calling me sugar You called me sugar Have you ever wished
"sex Talk"
This was written for my radio show. It was written, in fact, while the show was going on, on the fly, and was apparently very much appreciated by the listeners (!). Anyway, I'm quite proud of it because of the live-writing nature, although I don't feel the quality is my best... Anywho. ------------------- Sex Talk Dyou like it if I put my hand... right here? Can I stroke you like this, my dear? Can I just... press, and pinch, and squeeze? Dyou mind if I ask and do without you answering beyond a whimper? No, I thought not. Can I tickle your tummy just like this? Can I pull your bottom back against my pelvis and squirm my hips? Do you like the feel of me? Do you like how hard you make me? Can I just squeeze... here? And how about if I make my fingers dance like this, and never touch what you want me to? Does this make you wet, pretty girl? Does it make you want to pant and gasp and beg me? No? Not yet? There's always time. Can I just run my fingers up you
Hurt Pain Jealousy A stroll down the street As magical as it seems a path opened up Confused as i walked upon your door step You welcome me with a smile You ask me to come in, i proceed You offer me a seat, i sit Conversation is born You offer me a drink, i accept We exchange jokes, we laugh Comfort, painless, relaxed Muscles are weak, taste is dull Body is numb, vision becomes blurred You stand up before me Place your hand over my face i fall back, you transform You wear black, eyes that glow Scythe appears in your hand Vision is void like a fading hallway Sleep, Sleep now, Sleep well
Pants Versus Panties
Here's a good one from a female friend of mine. A good laugh to start the new week... Pants vs. Panties Mike was going to be married to Karen so his Father sat him down for a little chat. He said, 'Mike, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, handed them to your Mother, and said, 'Here - try these on'.' She did and said, 'These are too big. I can't wear them.' I replied, 'Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. ' Ever since that night, we have never had any problems. 'Hmmm ,' said Mike. He thought that might be a good thing to try. On his honeymoon, Mike took off his pants and said to Karen, 'Here, try these on.' She tried them on and said, 'These are too large. They don't fit me.' Mike said, 'Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. I don't want you to ever forget that.' Then Karen took off her panties and handed them to Mike. She said, 'Here- you try on
Aint It The Truth
God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you NEED - To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be.
It is 4 days, 10 hours, 32 minutes and 40 seconds until Saturday, February 14, 2009 at 9:50:00 AM (Baltimore time) That is all.
Pole Dancing Advanced Style
Pole Dancing Advanced Combos
though no one can go back and make a brand-new start,anyone can start from now and make a brand-new ending.
Tenn. Event
Will be playing in Chattanooga Tenn. in a few weeks....this will be my second play in Chattanooga...upon, writing this blog, I am getting bored with playing the same material---which I suppose is true with every player until they have wrote new material...
For My Friend
across the miles you touched my life, opened my eyes, and filled my empty heart- strangers, yet friends, our spirits reach out, always touching, never apart you in the south me in the east never together, never apart.
The Hunger Site
My friend recently sent me this link I just thought that I would share this with everyone. All you have to do is click a button and sponsors will donate food to those in need. Its free so you should all check it out.
Good Things Come To Those Who Wait
Well how long do u have to wait for those good things to come?
I Am Not Sure
Is this supposed to be like a journal for others to read, and if so, does anyone read them?
Luv Ur Better Half Soulmates
Burden Of The Clan Mistress
Gazing into the fire in her private chambers, Mistress Rose Dragò tried to relax. The warmth of the fire caressed her face as its radiant light merely enhanced the features of her beauty. She is a powerful figure, her mere presence alone demands attention, and respect. Well established as the head of the Clan Mistress Dragò possessed many allies as well as enemies. To her allies she’s known as The Rose of Shadows, warm and kind, always the first to do her allies a favor or offer a helping hand when the seasons become hard. To her enemies however she is known as the Dragon Rose beautiful as she may be but fierce, unrelenting, and if you are in her sights may the Powers That Be, and the Fates have mercy on you and your Clan. Her private chamber was large yet cozy. The stone walls were decorated with draperies depicting tales of the Shadow Clan’s matron deity, Scathach. Above the fireplace a plaque was hung with the duties of the Clan Mistress inscribed on it: LOYALTY TO THE CLAN LOY
Shocking-breaking News!
A Thought That Should Be A Mum
I've been writing for years now. People that read it say it's good. I'm thinking that I should try and sell some of it but I'm very unsure of it. Maybe it needs more work. I'm a bitter writer needless to say call it how I see it. Would that interest people? So if anyone wants a dose of it just give me a subject.
No Joke
IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!REMASS PLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! China C: China: Alice Severance: this is no joke a lady sent this to me take it serious Important please pass this to all your friends Message: State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.
A Stranger
Cast the calming apple Up and over satellites To draw out the timid wild one To convince you it's alright And I listen for the whisper Of your sweet insanity while I formulate Denials of your affect on me You're a stranger So what do I care You vanish today Not the first time I hear All the lies What am I to do with all this silence Shy away, shy away phantom Run away terrified child Won't you move away you fucking tornado I'm better off without you Tearing my will down
Friends It's hard to believe it's time to go Leave this way of life, spread our wings and grow Say goodbye to those friends that we hold dear to our hearts Shedding tears for we'll be so far apart Remembering all the good times and even the bad Including the fights we sometimes had Through the tears and the pain Friendship was our gain We stuck together through sunshine and rain, laughs and shouts We found out what true friends were all about So as our senior year comes to an end We'll carry in our hearts our special friends And take with us all the memories that were made Since that very first August day.
Gennelmen And Ladies
Im going to complain here because no one else cares to listen. My hub (soon to be x) is moving in with his highschool sweetheart gf this summer; with our kids. Now, currently he makes more then 2x times the income that I do, so add in hers and WOW they will be living a nice comfortable life style. I figured a small increase in child support shouldnt be a problem. Right now I have to decided to pay the bills off or put food on the table. Not Fun!! I wont get into much more detail, but Im swimming hard to stay afloat and its wearing me out. So is it wrong on my part to ask for more support considering the amount of money they will have to raise the kids? I think its fair, im not worried about me, but Id like to keep my kids comfortable, and not worried if they are gonna eat or play in the dark! Comment back, tell me what you think!
A Lone Again
Ladies I have known some pools Of melting Tears Never a meaning sane Never love but lover, just in it for the gain Come to my web, Spider to fly Enter pit, cry to her sigh Believing like fine wine Just gets in the way As time it is a treasure Lovers at work and at play Hearts they make the music Of trouble and whiskey so fine Believing just takes way too much time Bitter pill of heartache on the run Lovers in magic fall in an unperfected sun Love it is a message of words that cannot stay And me I am a traveling looking for another day Believing gets in the way holding magic as her music plays Out on the dance floor she takes his heart, His soul He gives her all that he has But she wanted his gold Love oh darling come here Take the truth and the pain Dance to the beat of the piper Leave in the anger and pain Trust it is a meaning on hills cold and vain Take what she will give you Believing is more than a game
I Wanna Be Close Enough...
I have kept my distance Dependent on my own... A superficial witness the Love I touch and go... Could it be for my own protection I have only gone half way.. Could it be my fear of rejection I drove your love away... Don't get to close It's hard to stay afloat when you try Protecting yourself I find it hurts the most when you try You're not close enough Crowded room of people I pretend to know... I'd rather be a stranger I choose to walk alone... Could it be living on the outside It is much more than I can take... Honestly I would reach for affection Yet it only slips away... I wanna be close enough...
Meaning Behind My Tattoos
TIGER Tigers are associated with power, ferocity, passion and sensuality, beauty and speed, cruelty and wrath. The appearance of a tiger in a dream may signal that new power or passion may awaken within you. KOI The Koi as a symbol represents perseverance in the face of adversity and strength of character or purpose. The Carp can also represents wisdom, knowledge, longevity, and loyalty. In tattoo imagery, especially in combination with flowing water, the koi symbolizes courage, achievement, and overcoming life’s obstacles. THE LOTUS ‘God’s favourite flower’ – the lotus has earned such a reputation by appearing front and centre in religious myths around the world. Considered to be perfection in form, the lotus has been associated with many creation myths. With its radiating petals, the lotus connotes the ‘divine vulva’ that gave birth to the gods and goddesses of ancient religions. These deities are often depicted in the company of this pristine flower. It becam
Pains Recognition
Twisting, I wind in through the familiar……. Staring, so strangely Into oblivion Curious…… At this cost? What will be delivered……? If only those words would have meant just a little bit…. More….. .... Now in one breath, one conscious decision I left behind the doubt that hides beneath the burden But in those tears, she cried I could taste her confusion- Behind the bitter sweet taste of regret lies the illusion .... So dream of a place, as you drift away Anywhere at all, anywhere to escape Know now. What was done, for some it is hard to take But for her it truly meant Every god damn thing For her it took Everything….. Away .... Bitter sweet as she shared her thoughts of regret And how she feels like she has…. Nothing to live for, nothing at all left If only at those times, there would be no submission If only in this life, w
Tag You Are It
Instructions......(I was tagged by Imkindofabigdeal) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am 75% Irish. 2. I dont give a damn. 3. I can roll my own joints. 4. I used to be a cheerleader for the girls volleyball team at my high school. 5. I have five beautiful boys. 6. I am a sucker for redheads. 7. My favorite color is green. 8. I attacked a cat when I was 14 with a can of WD40 and a lighter. 9. My dad gave me a half of a hit of acid at a Pink Floyd concert when I was 7. 10. I could eat pizza 24/7!!!!
Thursday Feb 19th 2009:sadness
agin i sit hrelonely noyhing more to do than play games tv and feel empty, sure i wll find tht someone nd itwill be too late..ill be dying of omething weird. or prolly go from a broken heart.
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Say the pot to the kettle "I bid you farewell" May the many words of hypocrisy Choke you in your hell.
Beautiful Mess
Youve got the best of both worlds Youre the kind of girl who can take down a man, And lift him back up again You are strong but youre needy, Humble but youre greedy Based on your body language, your shoddy cursive Ive been reading Youre style is quite selective though your mind is rather reckless Well I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is Hey, what a beautiful mess this is Its like picking up trash in dresses Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write Kind of turn themselves into knives And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear Cause here we are, here we are Although you are biased I love your advice Your comebacks theyre quick and probably have to do with your insecurities Theres no shame in being crazy, depending on how you take these Words that paraphrasing this relationship were staging And its a beautiful mess, yes it is Its like, we are p
I Am Chocolate
You Are Chocolate You make people feel euphoric and dreamy. You're very addicting. You definitely drive people to passion, lust, and even obsession. While you are quite sensual, you are also comforting. You sure know how to work your magic. It doesn't take long to get someone to love you. What Aphrodisiac Are You?
Life Was Easier When Boys Were Boys
Easily, with a whisper of a voice, a dial on a phone, or an unexpected non appearance.. you break her heart Simply, with words you think won't harm her they do more damage then one, can believe And slowly, the tears begin to fall and let out the words, the broken heart could never say Oddly enough, your actions confuse her make life, non understandable Forming creases in her forehead, trying to make sense of everything, and everyone Stupidly, you don't appear you've made her wait, and made her have faith and now, her hope falls quickly tumbling and breaks Secretly, she hides her feelings her compassion, and love hoping somewhere you still love her and keeping in mind, you once told her forever... Quietly, each girl slips away forgets who she is. And thats the moment she needs you the most when, and where she least deserves it. just as she had given all she had to you all her heart and love, though it wasn't much she hopes you do the same. Those me
Losing My Edge
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Gotta Be Somebody
This time, I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene Straight off the silver screen So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with 'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there 'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me like that 'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu Me standing here with you So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end Is it that moment when,
well i'm going to tart by saying, i have met somr really cool people on fubar. so here i go, i wake up every morning and put my pants on one leg at a time just like every other breathing person, on the planet. i have payed way to much attention to peoples profiles, that i have checked out, to fan, or ask for a add. what i have discovered, is that some people think they are above everyone being a good ol southern boy, i ws raised with manners, and respect, we are all the same, we come in different shapes and size's. i'm sure that all the people who have such nasty words,and disrespect for others all started out on the bottom, and had to work thier way up through the ranks, and now that they have thier high rankings, they have become better than others. when i say this it doesn't apply to all high ranking people, like i said i have met some great people on here. so with that being said, i'm going to say something to all the assholes,dicks dickheads bitches, and cunts, FUCK
My Owner
Check out my owner and show her love. She just made it to godmother.
The Warmth Of A Woman
as i start off my new blog about women, it is total respect and love. women are the greatest creature that god created, and i mean that from the heart. the warmth of a woman, is thier anything better, other than the love for my kids, no. i love women, and that has always been my down fall, your asking yourself how, women to me are the drug and alcohol to others, the are my drug, my fix, and over the years i have needed many fixes. no i'm not a whore for women, well maybe i am, but i love them, they come in all different shapes and sizies,hair color, smell, and attitude, did i just say attitude, lol. since i found the female species, i have loved them, and i have been trying to figure them out ever since, they are the most unpreditable species out there, just when you think everthing is going good, bam, we need to talk, i have searched for ture love my whole life, and no it hasn't always been thier fault, 95% of the time its me, i get bored, they get comfortable, and things chang
3 Days Grace - "pain"
Pain - without love. Pain - I can't get enough. Pain - I like it rough, 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. You're sick of feeling numb. You're not the only one. I'll take you by the hand, And I'll show you a world that you can understand. This life is filled with hurt, When happiness doesn't work. Trust me and take my hand, When the lights go out you'll understand. Pain - without love. Pain - I can't get enough. Pain - I like it rough, 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Pain - without love. Pain - I can't get enough. Pain - I like it rough, 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Anger and agony are better than misery. Trust me I've got a plan. When the lights go out you'll understand. Pain - without love. Pain - I can't get enough. Pain - I like it rough, 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Pain - without love. Pain - I can't get enough. Pain - I like it rough, 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than noth
Work 2 Hard
Why is it employers treat their BEST employees like sh**...What im saying is that ive been at my job for close to a year now and have never missed a day that hasn't been excused ( it rained ) and been late 3 times but i miss a day because someone close 2 me passes the shit hits the fan .... But someone at work is effin wanted and misses 3 weeks without calling its ok when he finally decides 2 come back ......this has been eating at me all effin day......HELP
Things That You Change To Change People
we've all had our fair share of ups and downs and i really don't want to go into the whole people suck, life sucks, everything sucks becuz that just isn't my perspective anymore..... to a few who i will keep unnamed, you have no idea what i think, how i feel or really what i am even doing. everyone is always at my back about my attitude and my outlook and what this and what that, here's a clue: you can talk all you want but i always have to right to listen or not listen all i want! i've changed things about me that you have no idea even existed and yes thats right i changed hoping that someone else would get the drift and change too. people become too comfortable in their positions of authority, who gave you the right to tell me how i should live my life, what i should do or say, give me the ways to make things easier when you clearly have no idea! SHUT YOUR MOUTH!!! until you have walked a mile in someone else's shoes and seen what they have seen, done what they have done and know ho
Native American
Ya so I am a bit skeptical when randomly rating people and I see a Native American album. I mean do real natives place up these obviously fake photos. I mean I have some that are either my family or I put them up for a laugh. Some actually mean something to me. My question is though for other people....Why do you do it? I mean its mainly fantasy cause most women and men who look like that are "fake indians". I can show you my CIB and enrollment card can you? If you don't know what that point exactly. Get off the native kick and look for a real hobby.
Bringing Sexy Back
First time in about 2 months that I can post bulletins, so I figured what better way to return than to have one of Fubar's fugliest men bring sexy back. That's right I bring to you 4 ladies that define sexy. ADD FAN RATE CRUSH BLING Do Whatever Ya Gotta Do Just click the pics below and start havin' fun!!!
Don't Wanna Make This About Love
You might be expecting To hear me saying things Pertaining to love Me emotionally, I've been through so many other things, But I'm not wasting My time or energy On another sad love Blog {babe I love you, please don't go,} Not even worth talking about it. Don't wanna talk about how, He broke my heart. Don't wanna talk about how, We fell apart. So many other things I've, Experienced. Don't wanna make this about love . Don't wanna get into what, Made us so happy. All the moments we kissed, you really had me. Maybe this could exist, In new situations Don't wanna make this about love . I'm not neglecting, All those feelings, I have in me, But I just don't feel the need, To express them so openly. That's just not me, Because when I speak, I want the things, That are coming from me, To be something I'm proud to speak. Cause everything that I'm hearing Around me, Is only talking about love, How they can't let it go. Why is it that everybody, takes the
Lets Talk About It
Open minded welcome......
Size Does Matter
Ok ladies, I am curious! How do you feel about big dicks? Gotta have it? Scares me? Sometimes? Give me some input and check my NSFW's! How much is too much? Is there a limit to what you want, or is bigger ALWAYS better? Tell me- I wann know!
Let The Light Immerse Your Soul
Let the Light Immerse Your Soul, From a single candle burning in the darkness, Healing envelop your soul, Under the water, Into the fresh air & Beyond. The birds still sing delicate, The bat's unleash there solar energy, The Mice hide in there cosy hole,s, The bugs sleep as snug as a rug! The Tide still roll's, In glints of silver & blue, Under the sparkling stars & silver Moon, The cleansing can begin from within, If you give yourself time. To put things right & undo strings, That bind you in there spidery webs of silk, Withhold the power of the hand,s, On Pen & Paper & rubbish you have dealt. Peace & Blessing, Kind Regards onto all!
Wicked Game Of Hearts
At the end of the day It don't matter anyway Whatever you might want to give me I can take your love I can take your anger And like a curve I can bend it back straight. Cause you cannot believe What I would do for you You cannot conceive, how far I'd go To the ends of everything To find your smile again It's a wicked game of hearts That I'm afraid to win Now I can be as free As a west Texas breeze But what good would that ever do me? I could blow around the world ‘till I found you again And I'd wind up down on my knees
Own The Sarge??
Current Bid Is 800K .. Anyone Want To Beat That?
Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparents’ house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, "He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning." Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. "Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago, realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start toring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even. Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong." She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He’d still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn’t come along."
Ct Scan & Testing!
Well I went to get the testing done it was a CBC & CMB or CMT? I'm not sure anyways I had asked the nurse what they were for an she said it was to see if I had any types of infections/or pretty much anything else in the blood an with the CMB/CMT? that was to see how thick or thin my blood is, the CT scan sucked ass I wasn't ready to have an IV put in me however I'm not afraid of needles it's just the thought of the fluids in which was going in me that bothered me the most, the nurse who had done it said she'd warn me before anything went into the IV, well she did an said it would get a bit cold which I didn't feel then all the sudden she said something an I got like really fucking hot, freaked me out a bit felt like I couldn't breath an said to her that I'm getting really hot and she asured me that it would go away after 30-40secs, anyways I just hope that the testing and CT scan brought good news, well you know? That it hasn't spreaded else where in my body.... I love you all & once a
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Rampant Horniness :|
I am ridiculously horny today and certain MUMMers defaults ARE NOT HELPING. that is all.
My Mother!
She was sent home from the hospital a few days ago do to Pneumonia, it was in her lfet lung now it's in her right one as well they had to call 911 because she was talking off the wall shit, pissed the bed, come to find out her sugar was @ 30 very/very low she was damn near in a diabete coma right now she's in the ICU, have not heard anymore on whats going on however the last thing I did hear from my sister was they had done an EKG an her heart was fluttering, I will try an keep everyone posted on whats going on with me & my mother. It just seems as if this whole family has been hit with a VOODOO curse, if it's not one thing it's another but anyways please pray for us both... Thank you all so much for everything & being there to support me in my time of need!!! Love always from your friend Jaime!
Apples On Trees
I found this quote. Though I believe it goes both ways. It just helps me.. reminds myself, that I dont need to be a fallen apple... "Women are like apples on trees, the best ones are on the top of the tree. The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and don't want to get hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't so good but easy. So, the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top becuase they value quality."
Hmmm, let's see what's new in the world of Karma. Well I'm still on a diet Lost a whole 4 pounds! (sarcasm) So I'm at 162. Just so you know I'm doing a version of Medifast, which sounds gross but it's actually a healthy diet. 5-6 meals a day. I think it probably works better if you don't cheat I'm still trying to find a job since I don't think I'll be going back to dancing anytime soon although I might be getting a break with writing for a magazine so crossing my fingers. Nothing full time but on a submission basis. And I really want to write and film a movie, something quirky and indy. Other than that not much except my hair changed colors again and I'm still not caught up on all my interviews. So what's new with you?
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Blood And Ashes
Tell me now Can you see them Standing in the darkness Enemies all around Is what i see Try to descern what is real Was madness the only gift for me My mind is a battlefield Lost in the chaos A demon lurks within Burning my shelters from insanity Nothing is sacred No part of me untouched I sift thru the blood and ashes Trying to find myself Control is mine At least for a short while longer The demon inside hungers And tries to wrest the reins from me I am not alone in myself A nightmare come true Blood runs cold Eyes streak yellow I look in the mirror Changing Losing Control My mind is a battlefield Lost in the chaos A demon lurks within Burning my shelters from insanity Nothing is sacred No part of me untouched I sift thru the blood and ashes Trying to find myself Who talks to themself In their own mind And recieves answers In a voice not their own Can anyone else even begin to understand How close i am to insanity Tell me now Are th
Look Closer
Look into my eyes As the moon light hits my face Dark eyes of evil pools dwell within Outside just like Snow White Sweet even the taste Skin smooth as the inside
What Do You Like
FETISH 101 TERMS & DEFINITIONS FROM THE FETISH LIFESTYLE FETISH: Excessive sexual focus on an object of fixation. That's what this site is about. Everyone has their own little fetishes. Some have more than others. Do you know what your's are? Here are some terms and definitions from the fetish "language". TYPES OF FETISHES Acrotomophilia The person is sexually aroused by the sight of an amputation usually of a whole arm or leg. Adolescentilism The person is aroused by impersonating both the dress and behavior of an adolescent. Andromimetophilia A woman who is sexually aroused by impersonating a man. They purposefully look like and act like a man. Apotemnophilia This person is sexually aroused by having a part of their body amputated either by themselves or someone else. The memory of the amputation can serve to arouse them for years. It is the act of having an extremity amputated that is arousing; thus, they have to be awake during the process. Asphyxiophilia This i
To Mark
Mark, my life without you has been so incomplete! I have ALWAYS feared I would never get the chance of you loving me again! I am truely bleesed that you have given me another chance! I swear I will never let you down like that ever aain. I want to be your everything always! You are my forever love ! I love you so much:>
Greedy Bastard
How thankful would you be if you were given a house, a small fixer upper, with some good furniture, fairly new fridge and washer....for FREE??? Probably pretty thankful, right?? Well, okay. My husband and I just helped his grandma move into a retirement home recently. We did a quick move. Gathered up some furniture, clothes and some other stuff that Grandma would need and we had left a lot of stuff behind. It's only been me and my husband mostly doing all this and it's been real hard and slow. Anyways, we didn't want the mobile home. It was a fixer upper and right now, we don't have the money to fix it up. So we gave it to 3 guy friends of Richards. For free. My husband and I haven't really had much time to go through grandma's home to get rid of stuff that could be donated to charity, stuff that we could claim for ourselves and stuff I could give to friends that really need stuff because we've been busy with work and helping Shirley getting into this new home. Last weekend
Blah Blah Blah
morning, i have gas =] and this song is stuck in my head
it seems that after all these years I have lived, I will pass away without leaving any mark on thw wall of life. so what??!!
Blog #1
i have just got done reading "the heroin diaries" by nikki sixx, which i recommend reading, and it gave me an idea. with all the shit in my life i should keep a kind of journal and see how it looks in one year. so here goes, well my wife has been gone for 4 days now and it sux bad in some ways, and strangely its alot better in others. i think the tension around here has made everyone in my house stressed. she took my 1 1/2 year old with her, and left my other 3 with me. i posted it in a mumm already so if you didnt see it already let me explain. i have a 9, 8, and 5 year old from a previous relationship and while the 9 yearold isnt biologicly (im sure thats mispelled) mine, i have had her in my life since she was a month old. so when things started going bad for my older three girls mom, she got real bad into drugs and i took her to court. i got full custody of my 8, and 5 year old and my ex new in her heart that the 9 year old was better off with me as well, so she let me take her als
Getting Away With Murder ~papa Roach
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate what creates my own madness And I'm addicted to your punishments And your the master And I am waiting for disaster I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am, Getting away with murder It is impossible To never tell the truth But the reality is, I'm getting away with murder (Whisper) Getting away Getting away Getting away I'll drink my drink and I don't even want to I think my thoughts when- I don't even need to I never look back because I don't even want to And I don't need to Because I'm getting away with murder! I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am, Getting away with murder It is impossible To never tell the truth But the reality is, I'm getting away with murder (Whisper) Getting away Getting away Getting away Getting away Getting away Getting away Getting away Getting away Getting away wit
How Do You Sleep
It's been about a year nowAin't seen or heard from youBeen missing you crazyHow do you do you how do you sleepI found the letter you wrote meIt still smells just like youDamn those sweet memoriesHow do you how do you sleep how do you sleep.I tried my best at moving on have yet to find a girl like youI see things that I didn't before and I'm wishing I had more time with you, How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of youAll the things we thought about that never will happen again if I could just see youIf I had my way I'll getcha girl In your favorite car with the missing topAround my way where we used to park and did all those things.It's been about a year nowAin't seen or heard from youBeen missing you crazyHow do you do you how do you sleepI found the letter you wrote meIt still smells just like youDamn those sweet memoriesHow do you how do you sleep how do you sleep.Baby all that I hear from friends again and again they say I saw your girl at the game??? Not only does your b
Thanks Vindi!
last.. You were in the car with? Myself Last person you went to the movies with? My husband and kid Went to the mall with? My daughter Person you talked on the phone with? Vindi You messaged/commented on MySpace? Umm I havent been on that in so long! T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? T Q: Been searched By Cops? F Q: Been suspended from school? T Q: Sat on a roof top? T Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? T Q: Broken a bone? F Q: Have shaved your head? F Q: Played a prank on someone? T Q: Had/have a gym membership? T Q: Shot a gun? T Q: Donated Blood? T WOULD YOU RATHER : [1] Eat or drink? BOTH [2] Be serious or be funny? BOTH [3] Go to the beach or mountains? BEACH [4] Die in a fire or die getting shot? NEiTHER ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: [1] Sun or moon? Sun [2] Winter or fall? Fall [3] Left or right? RiGHT [4] Black and white or colored?
Reality Of Dreams
Last night was one of those “strange dream” nights. I was having very, very vivid dreams and it was pretty annoying. Normally vivid dreams are a great thing, I like being so immersed in my dreams that I don’t realize they aren’t reality. I view it as sort of entertainment while I sleep. It’s like a good movie, you like the fact that you get so caught up in it that you don’t realize it’s been three hours since you started watching it. One of those “it’s over already?” moments. Last night, however, the vividity of my dreams was annoying in the fact that it kept waking me up. Why? Because my dreams were about me laying in my bed getting text messages. I normally try to keep my phone by my bed so in case something important happens and people want to get in contact with me, I am right there. That relates back to my, if you are my friend you can call me a 4 in the morning to talk about anything rule. I had a brief conversation last night by text message before I went to sleep, but I gues
Lyfe And S.e.x.
Lyfe JenningsS.E.X. Music Video Codes By Music This is a great song and message. Hold on to that innocence.
On Mind (part 6 - The Emerging Systems)
I don't have much an intro for this one, it basically continues where I was. going back to that idea of cause and effect, what do you make of quantum physics? quantum mechanics tries to understand matter in terms of it's smallest possible slices where on the atomic scale, the ideas of cause and effect are suspended getting to that proverbial "instant" of time and in doing so, they are getting to a point where it becomes unclear what came before what and things seem to happen spontaneously without cause you really want to know what I think? :p that realit is a conscious mega fractal hologram * Aeloi winks * rusalka has joined #christiandebate * SeekHim sets mode: +v rusalka that all things exist as waves of energy, and what we see as matter is the interaction of these forces or.. every point in the universe(one whole thing) is in the act of interacting with and "observing" every point within the universe and these interactions create the manifest reality w
Now Hiring Promoters And Security
i just recently closed out an account that had a lounge called LOUNGE 343 honoring the 343 firefighters who perished on september 11th 2001. i have decide to rebuild it here. i am currently looking for and djs. if interested plz pm me and i will get back to you asap. this 343 will be bigger and better than the old one. see you there. plz repost. BLACKHEARTEDWOLF
Fuck Off Worl
I guess this is the way it is going to be. I think it is time to get away from the bullshit. So called girlfriends. so called friends. Live my life for me and say fuck everybody else. Ask for simple advice about what I write and nobody can answer. Why do I bother to have friends. They never stick to anything they say. Almost every friend i have had except one has turned their back on for something. Is that a friend? I have to thank the world for proving my ex wife right. That I will be alone for the rest of my life. Fuck everybody
The Cat In The Hannah To A Tanner's Whip
That sounds nasty, but bear with me … last night Sarah was fighting me to go to bed because she said she wanted Mommy to take her up, but it was my turn to take her and read her the story. We’d eaten some Little Caesar’s pizza late after getting home from church last night where the Lenten program was told from the imagined point of view of the tanner who made the whip. I’m not responsible for what the Romans choose to do to Jesus (remember, Pilate had Jesus scourged – beaten with a whip – and then released, at least he planned it that way), the tanner was saying inwardly (courtesy of another actor speaking) … I’m just earning my living. After spending some time in Holyword Theatre with the kids running off and Sarah chiding me because I was talking in the movie while Jeffrey laughed at brushing a youth workers’ beard, we got home. Martha got home after choir practice and I’d already taken Jeffrey upstairs for the night while Sarah wanted to cuddle with her. The Disney Channel w
Why it all went like this I stroke the last nail onto my coffin Were this the right judgment Did I put these chains onto me Forgiveness to my sins Is it ever possible Releasing from the crime Wouldnt be justified Im my worstest enemy I see him in the mirror This judgment of this criminal I take my sins to my grave Only sinner can be forgiven Only prisoner can be freed But to be unforgiven Is greater than sin This road leads to death Wrong words I chose Hate was guiding my hand I abandoned the right way I wasnt listening my heart I chose the weapons of my enemy Mine I threw away This bridge I build For my sins to cross the river Unforgiven Im the unforgiven The judgment lays onto me
E.C. Segar's character was based on a beady-eyes,pipesmokeing, wiry old bar-room brawler named Frank "Rocky" Fiegle-a legend in Chester,Illinois around 1915. Like Popeye, Fiegle never lost a fight but he was no sailor; he earned his drinking money by sweeping out the local saloon. There was a real Olive Oyl, too. Dora Paskel,a shopkeeper in Cheater.She was tall and skinny,wore her hair in a bun and even wore tall button up shoes...
9 Words Women Use...sooo True
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission.. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding
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Forgotten Life
There was a girl who Internally was screaming. Her parents, seemed to miss The constant signs of needing. Her life becomes cold. There was a boy who Never knew what a friend was Even the unpopular didn't take, For friendship, of the outcast. His life becomes dark. Forgotten life never should, Have come, to be the final Words of their stories. She became a whore who got killed. He became a murder who sits in prison. Forgotten life if they wrote The story to their lives. As the parents wanted them. And as peers accepted them. They might have not been forgotten.
197 Reasons To Date Me!
1. I have all my teeth,and they look darn good! 2. The taste of your tongue is all I've ever needed 3. I have over 2,000 movies we can watch together while we snuggle on the couch 4. I promise not to use your back to keep my feet warm 5. I'll let you push me on the swings 6. I always put the cap back on the toothpaste 7. I'll stash little notes for you where you'll least expect them 8. We’ll make history together 9. Because no other pirate's tongue can "shiver me timber" quite like yours 10. Sleeping alone just sucks.... period! 11. When you're around me I've got the sex drive of a 16 year old boy 12. There isn't anything I feel I can't tell you 13. I wish I could give you all of my firsts 14. All I can offer you is all of my lasts 15. You’re safe with me 16. I'll wait for you even if you're late 17. I'll lick the envelope for you 18. You've seen the monsters under my bed, and you're still here 19. I'll let you sneak a taste when I'm cooking 20. I k
So umm its been about a few years since i posted a blog, i think i should do that now! rawr haha.. I hope to get VIP here soon.. at first i was like.. ehh i dont want it now its definitely a want lol If you havent Checked out Den of Sin or Gods Forsakens radio and your a metal head.. SHAME ON YOU.. SHAME ON YOUR CHILDREN AND YOUR CHILDRENS CHILDRENS.. but anyway.. yes i am random.. so random that i wear bras on my head can call myself Dj Nipples!
Take Care Of Your Friggin Babies!!!!!
so i work at the mall and lately it seems like everyone has a kid now a days. it's like unhip not to have a kid. and i mean, it's basically babies having babies...does no one except a select few believe in birth control anymore??? HELLO! i went to rehab with this chik who got prego at biggie, shit happens. she gave the kid up for adoption. Now, three years later, she is having twins. and she plans to give those up for adoption too. honestly, keep your legs closed or get on birth control. it's really not that hard. I can understand if you are in a loving relationship and didn't plan to get prego, but it happened, but for those of you who keep poppin out babbies....the womb was definately not made to be a factory. so if you can not take the initiative to not get prego by using some form of protection, then just leave it be. honestly, you women that put yourself in the situation are pathetic. say what you want...i know i'm right.
Sagittarius Profile Description
Sagittarius Enthusiastic, Optimistic & Exuberant November 23 to December 21 Sagittarius personality: "play with me" About your self: The ultimate trait of a person born under Sagittarius; procrastination. They have so much ability, but tend to have lofty ideals that sometimes immobilize them. They fear that their techniques are not perfected; that their methods are too rough. Your principles are too high to settle for anything but the best; in quality, in deals, in sportsmanship. You aim so high that you throw up your hands in frustration if your arrow misses its target. That is when you retreat into the world of procrastination. You tend to get fired up and enthusiastic, only to leave, walk away, and get going on a new interest. You inject optimism when the opposite atmosphere is expected to prevail. You are a dreamer, and are capable of turning your dreams into realities. You are a Fire sign; you are intense, idealistic, passionate; your drives and interests
Looks To Me He Got More Problems Then I Thought.
Deleting p...: take cae of your fucking kid bitch Deleting p...: you and him need to really leave me alone,and get jobs I have no time for your momma drama bullshit you can't even lie right and every thing you say to people it gets back to me,your fuck buddys might beleve you but you have another thing coming if you think my friends beleve your liein ass!! i also know what you problem is You want me back LMAO sorry sweetheart you fucked your self after you slpet with 5 men and then you went to your sex interview,in buggy can'r tell me that you don't or other wise you wouldn't be on my fucking why don't you hop off and move on my dicks tired of your ass on it leave me alone nigger momma!!!!!!! Deleting p...: go suck a dick b itch Deleting p...: fuck that tittie boy AND WHY THE FUCK WOULD I LEAVE A GREAT HUSBAND FOR A LOW LIFE THAT FUCKED ANOTHER MAN WHILE HE SLEEPS COME ON DAN YOUR STALKING ME AND THE COPS KNOW IT.I CAN CARE LESS ABOUT YOU AND YOUR FUCKED
Be Good To Me
Everyday is getting worse Do the same things and it hurts I don't know if I should cry All I know is that I'm tryin' I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you But you make it so hard to do What's the point of makin' plans You break all the ones we have I don't know where we went wrong Cause we used to be so strong I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please I used to think I had it all Then one day we hit a wall I had hoped you were the one Where's my dream, where has it gone I wanted to be with you Forever just me and you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please Where do I go
Why I Don't Rank Friends...
Most everyone on here knows that you can rank your friends in order. Basically it's for you to keep people you talk to the most on the top of your friend lists so that they show up first. It's, at least for me, NOT to be intended to mean so and so is a better friend than the another. Long time ago, I started placing people on my 'Top Friends' list because I had so many people but only regularly talked to a few. OMFG, I would catch such f*cking grief about it. "Why's Snay-nay-nay ranked higher than me? And other stupid questions like that. Oh, and the 'Family' list too..."How come I'm not in your family?" Anyways, last November, I eliminated the Family list and took everyone off the Top Friends list. I shortsightedly thought my problem was solved. Fast forward a couple months, I'm being asked recently to rank friends on here. I'm not doing it. So instead of explaining it 15 different times, I'm just explaining once on here as to why I don't rank friends. I have dozens of fr
Is Love Real Or Over Rated
What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught. Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me; and sure enough, I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.
Friend With Benefits
Now I'm Gone - Monica
Now I'm Gone - Monica (lyrics) Male] Monica baby, I'm sorry I know I was wrong, but I think we can work it out Just try to hear me out [Monica] Nah, you hear me out [Verse 1] I gave you so much love, but you had to play with my affections My heart was in your hands, but you had to play with all my feelings You got your mack on, but now I'm gone Cause I'd rather be all alone Away from all these silly games [Chorus] I gave you no reason why Just said do your thing on the side But now I'm gone Cause it will never be the same You were busy kicking it with your boys Instead of taking care of your girl But now I'm gone Gone away from you [Verse 2] I thought I knew you well But you ran away, didn't care about me You told so many lies Thought you could run away from this thing called reality But I'm long gone, I got to go on There's someone waiting for me To love me honestly [Chorus] I gave you no reason why Just said do your thing on the s
Morning Dreams
In the early morning, after a long day, when you are right on the verge of being tired you can learn so much about yourself. I sometimes tend to turn off the music, sit in the dark and let my thoughts wander. It is strange to say that you can not know things about yourself, but I think there are parts of us we all do not know about, rather it is not wanting to acknowledge them, or general ignorance of them. I tend to appreciate these moments of self-reflection and discovery because sometimes I think I have fooled myself into believing that I am someone I am not. No, I don't think my identity is different, but my person. The sum of the parts that make up who I am are different in my eyes than what others see. Most would argue that this is a necessity, that our self-image should not be derived from what others think of us. However, deception of oneself is still deception. At times I find it difficult to rely on others, too many times I've been left alone to make my own decisions, o
Can You Feel This?
Can You Feel This? My seas parted that day Washed in passions fiery fury Skin like fine silk A kiss the would cure me Lips that carried my salvation A tongue that draws my fantasies A sweet honey so pure My skin screams desires pleas Her touch ensnares my thoughts Her wares drive animal instincts Her scent overpowers my senses Her eyes build loves chain links Holding her under the stars As the moon watches us melt The stillness of the dark breaks Before this beauty my heart knelt Locked in fantasy of pleasure Falling into each other again As we collide body to body And I feel reality bend Two fade into one lust New climax reached in bliss Do you hear the message love? Can You Feel This?
Come With Me
Come With Me My Angel I beg you Please come with me I have a place set aside Where our hearts roam free The trees sing to us The wind carries our soul The grass is soft and lush I want to make you whole I will try to paint the image That you may see and know In this wide open space We have freedom to grow I lay myself bare Lay my whole being at your feet Nothing do I hide from you Beside you I take my seat I wish to be the man in your eyes I wish to be the song in your spirit I wish to be the strength in your stride I wish to be the words when your ears hear it My Angel are my words lost? Do they not reach you anymore? Are they drowned out? Or have you finally closed the door?
Don't Watch Me
Don’t Watch Me If you could see into my eyes Looking through the tears You might get a glimpse Of all my darkest fears Time gruelingly passes slowly I lay in bed at night alone Starring at pictures of you In the dark my heart groans Watching you walk away Seeing you leave that day Feeling my life decay Becoming a homeless stray My Love if you cut me open You would see how empty I am My broken pieces turn to ash My misery has broken the dam I fake my smiles to others To hide my inner pain If you could see into my soul You would see black tears like rain Watching you walk away Seeing you leave that day Feeling my life decay Becoming a homeless stray The ink in my pen now dust My pallet colors dried My canvas now un-paintable Digging the grave inside If looking at a broken soul You can not bear to see Or witness a man crumble Then Don’t Watch Me
Desdamona-the Source
Lullabies linger like lollipops on luscious lips I grab the mic but it slips from my grip Sticks like the sweet to my tooth cavities Like gravity, capture me, pull me back to eternity My wisdom focused on the future, grasped to the past Got to hold on make that goodness last Contrast is twisted, static, plastic misfits Invade my vision, ascension apprehended Resurrection fades to oblivion True and living ones Set to crucifixion by the light of the sun There's only one love and there's only one light 365 division but there's only one fight So put down your map and set your own course And if you get lost remember love [Chorus] Yeah, love is the source Love is the light Love is the reason So love your life Love is the source Love is the light Love love is the reason So love your life Love love love [Verse 2] Depressants be manic and panic is drastic These kids sniff candy for the magic, tragic Pandemic narcotic is caustic they drop it To rocket, the cosmic
i sit and think looking into the future all i see is darkness soothing yet scary what will happen what wont do i care the darkness surrounds me there is no light take me now take it all away
Lost in a moment, I can't get it back Lost in your smoothness, I'm gettin way off track Lost in a fantasy, you shattered my reality Lost in translation, this is the new me I messed up and got lost in you eyes I saw what I wanted, didn't want to see your lies You are the disease, but your also the cure I got lost in the treatment, now I keep beggin for more I think I'm addicted, you got me hooked Fienin like a crackhead, I knew I shouldn't of looked You eyes capture me they read me so well They see all I try to hide, all I'd dare not tell I tried to keep my distance, tried not to let you in But you reeled me in anyways, with that stupid cheesy grin I was lost in thought, when you snuck into my soul Planted the vision, now it's taking it's toll
A List...i Make Lots Of Lists
? my nail polish is always chipped ? most lipstick contains fish scales this is why i don't wear i look like a hooker in lipstick ? i don't really make eye contact with people i don't know well...unless I'm working...then its no problem ? i like to hot roll my hair ? i have four scars on my tummy from a laser surgery to remove my gall bladder ? i've lost most faith in the opposite sex ? i quote lyrics when i cant find my own words...i also quote movies a lot ? my right ankle pops every time i go up stairs since i sprained it my senior yr of high school ? i crochet ? when im bored and nobody's online...i talk to myself on my messengers ? i collect bottle tops and tabs off cans ? i'm a photographer ? i have and obsession with other peoples belly buttons ? my favorite composer is Sergei Vassilievitch Rachmaninoff ? i'm an event manager for a resort (mostly weddings) ? everything gives me heart burn ? i re-fry my fried rice ? the last 4 digits of my cell nu
If I Told You I Was Making A Salute
hold your horses.. they are badass and i can only make one at a time..... i will post when they are up if you bitch i won't make you one
Tantric Poem - Show Me Your Mysteries...
Show me your mysteries, I'll show you mine As we embark outside this space and time. Clasping hands we'll join the dance divine, Flowing gently toward eternal rhyme. Tell me your fantasies, I'll tell you mine Show me your ecstasies that flow as wine. Together we'll reach the highest peak sublime, Drinking deeply from the spring of time. Try as we might... So many chambers in which to dwell To reach the heights... From the bottom of the wishing well With second sight... How we ascend only time will tell To the Temple of Living Light... Far beyond heaven and hell Bare your heart to me, I'll give you mine Though all alone we might be flying blind. Through embrace fire and ice entwine, Surging and merging as the ocean tide.
No More
How much longer can I take this pain? The confusion and suffering is just too much I want to love I need to feel I have to be free I must find myself I will endure All to be whole again
Personal Note March 25,2009
Usually I like to spread my strange sense of humor around these pages and today is an exception so I apologize upfront. As usual though I do not mind being honest and sharing how I really feel and find it easier at this moment to write a general blog rather than a long personal note to my friends here so I hope none of you will feel slighted or that you are not important to me in a real way because I am not taking the time this morning to write each of you although I will see you as I have time over over the next few days. I have really been blessed in my life. I have had so many wonderful experiences and interesting jobs. I have been fortunate to have a good education and have good looks ( that is a matter of perspective I suppose but I am obviously modest so I can say this with a wry smile on my face), good health and some form of reasonable intelligence. I care about others and believe that our greatest calling in this life is to serve others rather than ourselves. What I lov
Fakest Person On Fubar
Kanye WestHeartlessMusic Video Codes By Music
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been
You You kissed my lips and I felt a flutter in my heart, You touched my hand and lit a spark in my body, You stared into my eyes and saw straight into my soul, You put your arms around me and I was finally complete.
How They Have Sex
HOW THEY HAVE SEX ACCOUNTANTS are good with figures. ACTORS do it on cue. ADVERTISERS use the "new, improved" method. AMBULANCE DRIVERS come quicker. ANSI does it in the standard way ARCHEOLOGISTS like it old. ARCHITECTS have great plans. ARTISTS are exhibitionists. ASSEMBLY LINE WORKERS do it over and over. ASTRONOMERS do it with Uranus. ATTORNEYS make better motions. AUDITORS like to examine figures. BABYSITTERS charge by the hour. BAILIFFS always come to order. BAKERS knead it daily. BAND MEMBERS play all night. BANKERS do it with interest - penalty for early withdrawal. BARBERS do it with shear pleasure. BARTENDERS do it on the rocks. BASEBALL PLAYERS make it to first base. BASKETBALL PLAYERS score more often. BEEKEEPERS like to eat their honey. BEER BREWERS do it with more hops. BEER DRINKERS get more head. BICYCLISTS do it with 10 speeds. BOOKKEEPERS do it with double entry. BOSSES delegate the task
Boasting Boxes By Alcoholic Poet
  Her eyes on the stairwell. As it rumbled down into the earth. Below where she's always lived. Torn stockings. Cheating up cold legs. For places unseen. Her fingers on the rail. Like a snake. Slithering through tall stalks of when. Ready to poison if. She didn't wake him up. In the bleak of the afterward. A contingency. Reinforces the walls inside her. No windows. No doors. Neither entry nor exit. His fading breath. Thick pillows under her head. Peddling pliant nightmares through the dents in her forehead. I always wake up just before they drive the first nail. I always wake up with the pillows on the floor. And the monster under the bed. I go to the cellar. Because down makes sense. But they're not there. I go to the attic. Because up is a curious logic. I wish to comprehend. No Windows. No Doors. No Entry nor exit. Only through the small holes in this heavy skin.
Stop The Bullshit And Drama
It's Never To Late To Make A Change ...
it's never to late to make a change in careers. i assume that many of us are in a period of our lives where we are either starting a career, current working or even changing careers. i'm in the position where i am making a career change. well let me re-phrase that, making a job change (can't really claim to have had a career). why? you ask...well i think i finally found something that i like doing and want to do it for a career. simple enough right? if you are not happy in your current job, for
Who Is Jack Schitt?
For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, "You don't know Jack Schitt!" Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva
everything by lifehouse Find me here, speak to me I want to feel you, I need to hear you You are the light that's leading me to the place Where I find peace again You are the strength that keeps me walking You are the hope that keeps me trusting You are the life to my soul You are my purpose You're everything And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be any better than this You calm the storms and you give me rest You hold me in your hands You won't let me fall You still my heart and you take my breath away Would you take me in, take me deeper now And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be any better than this And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be any better than this Cause you're all I want, you're all I need You're everything, everything You're all I want You're all I need
Your Bedroom Grade: A You are an expert in bed or should I say sexpert? But you're going to have to reach (around) for that A+. You are a natural in bed, and anyone that has had you brags about it long afterwards! What's your Bedroom Grade? at
'dumbest Criminal' Nabbed In Cop Convention Holdup
HARRISBURG, Pa. – A retired police chief said he was robbed by "probably the dumbest criminal in Pennsylvania," at a police officers' convention on Friday morning. John Comparetto said as he came out of a stall in the men's room, a man pointed a gun in his face and demanded money. There were 300 narcotics officers from Pennsylvania and Ohio at the gathering. Comparetto gave up his money and cell phone. But when the man fled, Comparetto and some colleagues chased him. They arrested a 19-year-old man as he was trying to leave in a taxi. The suspect is also awaiting trial on four previous robbery charges. The suspect was arraigned and taken to Dauphin County Prison. When a reporter asked the suspect for comment as he was led out of court, he said, "I'm smooth."
Have You Ever?
Have you ever had a moment when you're with someone.. and the song that just describes your entire soul happens to come on and the person you're with happens to love the same song and suddenly you realize you're listening to it together.. and that no matter how crazy things get.. nothing can take that moment away from you? I have.
Faktor 2- Antidur'
Starting Over With My Fiancee
well to start off i met my boyfriend at work the first day we talk as friends then the 2nd day we decide to be together and its been great every since we are gonna get married soon i hope really soon cause i really love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him and show him that i will be good to him....
You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you.
Heres What You Need To Know
For all you folks who thinkim just another knotch on your fu belt, guess again! If I friend request you its cause I ment it and I expect some semblance of communcation a hello if I say hi A thanks when I give gifts small things to you major things to me. If your to busy with your 5000 friends to do that, well you can count on 4999 cause I will delete you. having said that thanks to all who have bothered and im sorry to those in the process luvs and hugs, Ghostbear aka JC
Wanna Fuck?
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Should I Marry Or Not?
Yea i just askin this coz i need to know what ppls think..
Violent Tendencies A Poem By Me
Pain Ripping Tearing Breaking the flesh gleefully Blood Hot Wet Dripping in pools endlessly Betrayal Rage Hate Fueling these violent tendencies We all have them, the only thing that keeps us out of jail is how we deal with them. Painting, writing poetry and sketching are part of what keeps me sane, what do you do?
Lisa Looks Hot Tonight
My Song
Полная луна вышла из за туч На лицо твоё набросила свой луч Белой кожи мрамор светом освещал Обо мне ты не подозревал Сон твой не хочу нарушать сейчас, Не свожу я взгляд 
Im just not feeling so fantastic today. Probably because of all the crap that built up and exploded in my face yesterday. Postponing the wedding seems to have just wiped out just about every care I have in the world. I could care less about pretty much everything lately. Bleh! S.P.G
Some Pics Tht I Took On My Trip;
more pics. to come.
Peer Deeply!!!
Peer deeply, See clearly, The escalation, Of this endless occupation, Has got to end, Bring our troops home before we attack Iran, Syria, North Korea, Who knows whos next, Its a shame our soldiers having to buy their own bulletproof vests, It started in summer 2001, The prodigal son, Led us astray, That tragic Sept day, Startin wars of aggression with our sons and daughters, Sent to be slaughtered and to slaughter, Those who disagree, With our corporate power neverending greed, republicans, democrats its time for u to go, See we the people are taking control of our lands, Making true attempts at peace with our fellow man, No wmds have ever been found, Where did we saddam, In a fuckin hole in the ground, So evil and feared was he, We were
Kids Are Quick
____________________________________ TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America . MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ? CLASS: Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. __________________________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?' GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L' TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. (I Love this kid) ____________________________________________ TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. __________________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago. WINNIE: Me! ____________________
Being A Submissive
Being A Submissive Author: Raven Shadowborne © 1996   Being submissive a personal choice fulfillment through submission power exchange strong words a new sub may be paralyzed with fear doubt disbelief at their own needs as she learns more the fears... dissipate the doubt... disappears disbelief.. becomes acceptance By giving the gift a true sub feels whole
To Frickin Funny.....
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom.Don't Disguise Your Voice !3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If TheyWant Fries with that.4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks .Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write ' For Marijuana.6. Skip down the hall Rather Than Walk and see how many looksyou get.7. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a seriousface.8. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is < 'To Go'.9. Sing Along At The Opera.10. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't AttendTheir Party Because You have a headache.11. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream ' I Won! IWon!'12. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the Parkinglot, Yelling.... 'Run For Your Lives! They're Loose!'13 . Tell Your Children Over Dinner, 'Due To The Economy, We
Dj Slon- Brigada
DJ Slon-   there are naked chicks in this vid
What Type Of Car Are You?
You Are a Convertible You're playful and carefree. You are lighthearted in all aspects of your life. Life is short and you act accordingly. You don't worry, and you try to bring fun into other people's lives. You love feeling free, and you don't do well with rules or restrictions. You need to be able to do your own thing. You feel more alive than most people. You can really savor the little things in life, like feeling the wind in your hair.     What Type of Car Are You?
Me One Way? Really?
You Are ONE WAY When you're confronted with a problem, you know exactly how you want to handle it.You are decisive and act quickly. Once you get the ball rolling, you don't change course.You can be a bit stubborn at times, but you have reason to be. You're often right.You are unwavering and brave. You do what needs to be done, even if it isn't popular. What Street Sign Are You?  
What the hell is wrong with the world these days..... People tell you one thing, then it turns out to be something completely different, or something else is brought up that has nothing to deal with the issue at hand... Fakes, liars and bullcrap thats what it seems some people are. Why not have an open mind and speak the FN truth.... What ever happened to honesty and chivalry? It seems as if no one really has those views anymore except for a select few.... People then wonder why you are reluctant to meet new people or have new friends when all your life it seems as if someone grabs a knife and backstabs you, then if that isn't enough they just twist the blade to make it sting even more. Why don't you just pour some FN salt into the wound while you're at it... Some people are just such fakes and don't want to have an intelligent conversation to get to know you, they want to have a conversation to find out your weaknesses and use it against you.. Then you run into people that are the co
After Over 2 Years
Well, it took over 2 years, but I finally made Godfather.  Thankyou to all who helped me yesterday during my auto 11. It has been a long 2 years filled with a lot of twists and turns in my personal life.  I certainly had my share of heartache at times.  But through it all, I have made some wonderful friends that make it all better.    I would list names, but you know who you are, and I thank  you for everything you do for me. :)  My heart is filled with love for you. My VIP ends tomorrow.  And in all reality, Godfather is the last level I will achieve.   I had thought to leave once I reached it... but there are some of you I just can't leave.  It isn't about levels, or rates, or fubucks.  It is about the friends I love.        
Dammit Again!
and people wonder why im so pissed off all the time. i just really have zero tolerance for ignorance. i cant help it and now that im off my meds, i cant just let things go. so i like to answer questions on my free time over the net, like those yahooquestions. anywho... some man thought his wife was automatically cheating on him ONLY because they both have blue eyes and their 2 children have brown eyes. sometimes i just want to die. anywho, i let him know whats up and in doing so i calculated my chances of having green eyed and blue eyed children, i need to have babies with a man that has green eyes to up my chance to 31percent for green and brown 50 but thats if i were to ever have babies...which are complete parasites in my opinion. FIN.
Here Comes Goodbye
I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel roadAnd it's not like her to drive that slow, nothings on the radioFootsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbellShe usually comes right in, now I can tell Here comes goodbye, here comes the last timeHere comes the start of every sleepless nightThe first of every tear I'm gonna cryHere comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things would never changeAnd she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterdayAnd I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this wayOne day I thought I'd see her with her daddy by her sideAnd violins would play here comes the bride Here comes goodbye, here comes the last timeHere comes the start of every sleepless nightThe first of every tear I'm gonna cryHere comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things would never changeAnd she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye Why does it have to go from to good to gone?Befor
She Won't Cry
You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.
The Invitation by Oriah Mountain Dreamer It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I w
Can This Fruit Be Saved?
The banana as we know it is on a crash course toward extinction. For scientists, the battle to resuscitate the world's favorite fruit has begun—a race against time that just may be too late to winBy Dan Koeppel Posted 06.19.2005 at 11:37 am 5 CommentsCan this fruit be saved?: John B. CarnettView Photo GalleryEd Note: In 2005 Dan Koeppel traveled to Central America to begin his research on the banana—a fruit whose ubiquity, he discovered, may very well prove to be its downfall. His book, Banana: The Fate of the Fruit That Changed the World, was recently published to much acclaim. Here's the feature that started it all."A Banana," says Juan Fernando Aguilar, "is not just a banana." The bearded botanist and I are traipsing through one of the world's most unusual banana plantations, moving down row after row of towering plants and ducking into the shade of broad leaves in an attempt to avoid the Central American midday heat. In an area about the size of a U.S. shopping mall, Ag
Leaving Fu
Well, the time has come for me to say good bye to Fubar. I am never on any moe it seams and when i am i do nothing. I will miss You all and still want to hear from You. You can reach me on my YIM at jewel_of_morning. my Yahoo mail is the same. Love and will miss You all. Take care.   Yours in spirit, Darkness
Staind - It's Been A While
And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I can say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I can say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day! And it's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way the candle light
Staind - Still Tangled Up In You
You're My World The Shelter From The Rain You're The Pills That Take Away My Pain You're The Light That Helps Me Find My Way You're The Words When I Have Nothing To Say And In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I am Still Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You Still Tangled Up In You You're The Fire That Warms Me When I'm Cold You're The Hand I Have To Hold As I Grow Old You're The Shore When I am Lost At Sea You're The Only Thing That I Like About Me And In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I am Still Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You How Long Has It Been Since This Storyline Began And I Hope It Never Ends And Goes Like This Forever In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I am Still Tangled Up In You Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You Still Tangled Up In You
By Air Fire Water And The Earth
By the air that breezes and gails from the east upon your mind it tears and scatters as it unleashes the beast by the fire blazing enormously in the oouth to torment your flesh to tear it from the bone as the curse leaves my mouth by the water the raging sea and the oceans deep May Leviathan wrap around your soul and crush you to the endless sleep in the north comes the earth May you get swallowed by your mother you whore from the hate that i have given birth
Long Time.
Wow, I can't believe how long it's been since I've been on here.  A lot has changed since I was on here last.  Hope I can get back in the swing of things.  Oh, well, have a nice day to all who cares. lol.
When I Could Stand
When I Could Stand   I close my eyes again tonight I am so weary of my life The sleep that my body craves Will only seem to come by the edge of a knife I pathetically lay next to your picture For you lay next to another As I lay through the pitch of night Another missing piece I discover Can you feel my soul crack? Can you see the fire weaken in my eye? Can you hear my heart shatter? Can you see the man before you die?
Peace, Bitches!
So I've come to the conclusion I have no real reason or desire to hold onto this profile on this website anymore. So, it's on the chopping block. I'll leave it up for the next couple days and post my messenger id's for anyone that wants them so you can contact me. Then, this thing hits the black hole. Yahoo ID: thexpricexofxfidelity MSN ID: AIM ID: Handgun Lullaby
Dj Slon- Pidmanula
folk Ukrainian song
Three Somes, Sex And Mind Altering Substances ... I'm game for the occasional girl on girl ....I actually love it when I'm drinking or high or stoned or whatever combination of party it the love of inhibition or the desire to feeeeelllll everything and new things....this is just as much for me with a guy as it is a chic or both... Anyway...I'm not sure if it is just me or the female species in general, but when I want to have and share a woman with a can't be's one of those things that "happens" takes what I want to get me in that mode, mood and mindset....whether it be a few drinks or whatever...but it does take attraction, women, at least the ones I have talked to about it or been with, men can pretty much jump in the sack with anything that has tits and a pussy, get off and go home....if I am fucking "my guy" and a chic and the playing is going on, I want to enjoy it...I want to be the one with the control...I put my HUSBAND's dick in another woman while she was eating me out...
Rainbows And Butterflies
This hollow space divides us the emptiness where love for you used to be grows and expands until my heart is weak I long for things to be the way they used to be only a short time ago you don't understand how I feel you say that I am crazy that it is all my fault things are different between us now you say that me wanting to spend time with you and fix things is dumb you say that there are more important things to worry about well I hate to say it but you are no where near perfect in the way you have treated me I've never spoken bad about you yet your so quick to judge and run your mouth about me to your ex wife of all people yet tell me your relationship with her is none of my concern but yours with me is all her buisness and okay for her. You say its okay for her to be with another guy but she cannot know your dating someone how is that fair to me I've always listened to how you feel about the things she put you through even though I could care less anything about her even though she
Dj Sexy Kitty
  DJ Sexy Kitty Is up for auction! Auction Ends April 21st, 2009 @ 4pm EST! Bid & rate the pic Please!!!!!!!!!!! Click the pic below to bid!!!
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Update 4/15/09
Well, I made it to Dahlonega, GA on Sunday. Set up camp, looked around a bit & called it a night. About 12:30 am it started raining & didn't stop till Tuesday:(. Slept in the truck the last 2 nights! Mother nature ain't gonna rain on me!!! Anyways the rain cleared tuesday afternoon. Got kinda cold last night, down to 45. Wish I had a snugglebuddy here to keep me warm!!! Any takers??? Heeheehee. Apply at the campground in Dahlonega... Found a little Gold yesterday. A couple small nuggets, couple pickers, and a bunch of flakes. At least I found some!!! Made this trip worthwhile. So that being said, I'll close this update by saying that I miss you all and will be back on tomorrow. I'll try to come to the library in the afternoon to hopefully catch some of you online. This place closes at 5pm est so hope to talk to you all soon!!! Much luv, kisses, hugs, and nibbles to all! Jeff
She Walks In Beauty
She walks in beauty, like the night     Of cloudless climes and starry skies;And all that's best of dark and bright     Meet in her aspect and her eyes:Thus mellowed to that tender light     Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less,     Had half impaired the nameless graceWhich waves in every raven tress,     Or softly lightens o'er her face;Where thoughts serenely sweet express     How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,     So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,The smiles that win, the tints that glow,     But tell of days in goodness spent,A mind at peace with all below,     A heart whose love is innocent!     - Lord Byron
"why I Think Your Beautiful"
To the girl whose beauty is present in all seasons I tell you why you are beautiful, here are the reasons: Your beauty extends into the heavens, it goes on forever and never lessens. Even when the clouds heighten you are here and the world brightens. You are like a fruit that constantly ripens your beauty continues to grow no mater what happens. My fondness for you constantly deepens because every time I see you my heart starts to weaken. You make everything else appear hollow where ever you are loveliness is sure to follow. You shine so bright you cast your own shadow a beauty that others would love to borrow. But try as they might your beauty they will never catch because something like you they could never match. Your beauty seems to increase with every breathe it tests the limits my imagination can stretch. It makes me question if what I am seeing is real I only know it is true by the way that I feel. Your beauty is so vast it can't be concealed there is no hiding it y
A Friend Wrote This For Me :)
when she walks by all heads turn. they see the beauty and they yearn. yearn for the grace, beg for a look. the slightest touch sends chills down the spine, her scent lengers for all time...what is her name? I dare not speak her word, instead look on my heart for it is tattooed their for all eternity Thank you Paul!!!!! aka: Baby Huey!! so sweet :)
Springing In To Action
Spring here, and in Michigan, its a new warming trend that brings people out of their houses for so many reasons.  Mine, well, that would be golf and what ever my girlfriend seems to think needs doing around the house. Starting today, I went to the driving range for the first time this year.  Ok, Im outta shape.  My back hurts ( anyone have a back rub for me?), my arms hurt and well, honestly, I guess my own feelings might be hurt about how much I let myself slip. So, with that, I have decided that its a brand new spring where, things must change.  Those of you who have decided to be my friends here, if you see me in here before...10:30 am EST, yell at me, tell me to go walk.  I may need that push, and Im asking for it. If you have read this, and your bored by it, Im sorry, its my blog.  For those of you have read this, well, thanks for taking that time. This isnt a pitty me blog either, I dont see it that way, I see it as a realization of what I let myself become and what I plan
I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means I guess my mother never loved my dad And now I wear it on my sleeve My sister called me just the other day It felt so good to hear her voice My problem is I don't have much to say I guess she doesn't have a choice, and I'm sorry Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from my... My mothers always tried to change herself She never learned to let things be She doesn't know how bad she messed me up 'Cause now she seems so fake to me but I love her Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from myself If you push me then I won't fall I've been programmed to take it all And shove it way down inside Like my father I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone
Favor's Returned
Each time I reach out to help, more often then not, that outreached hand is gratefully accepted. But as the sands of time run through, and course into the realms of the past, that hand is let go, and for that I am glad. Those that no longer need help, unafraid to stand on their own feet should stand, and stand proud. Standing proud does not include forgetting that which put you were you are. We are all apart of each other's growth and development. To forget where you came from, to dismiss those from your life that have had a part of your life is to deny your own past. Please do your very worst to deny my help, and / or my friendship; in doing so you help me. I too must learn, and I strive to learn. Please, teach me who my friends truely are, this is a lesson I need more then any other. Names not mentioned, they need not be. Those who teach me this day, and each day hereafter will never read this; and on the off chance that they do, they'll likely never realize that it is them this blo
Uh Oh!
I was gonna have some gay catalogs sent to someone as a prank, started searching for free gay mailings, and now -there are gayman pop up screens on my puter.  How Do I fix this??? 
Earth Day Stupidity
Why do people freak out about carbon dioxide emissions?  It makes no sense.  Every living thing on earth is a carbon based life form.  burning a few fossil fuels really has no impact
Shes Everything To Me
She's a yellow pair of running shoesA holey pair of jeansShe looks great in cheap sunglassesShe looks great in anythingShe's I want a piece of chocolateTake me to a movieShe's I can't find a thing to wearNow and then she's moodyShe's a Saturn with a sunroofWith her brown hair a-blowinShe's a soft place to landAnd a good feeling knowingShe's a warm conversationThat I wouldn't miss for nothingShe's a fighter when she's madAnd she's a lover when she's loving [Chorus]And she's everything I ever wantedAnd everything I needI talk about her, I go on and on and onbecause she's everything to meShe's a Saturday out on the townAnd a church girl on SundayShe's a cross around her neckAnd a cuss word 'cause its MondayShe's a bubble bath and candlesBaby come and kiss meShe's a one glass of wineAnd she's feeling kinda tipsyShe's the giver I wish I could beAnd the stealer of the coversShe's a picture in my walletOf my unborn children's motherShe's the hand that I'm holdingWhen I'm on my knees and prayi
Please Read This Is You Want To Make Money In The Adult Biz
Hey guys, names Shannon and yes this is a real account and not some bot. If you are interested in making some damn good money, possibly even a full time income off of the adult industry without having to be in it or own a website... go to or give me a call 979-922-0162
My Treatments Coming 2 An End Soon???
I've got one more chemo treatment to go an thats on the 7th of next month, then I have 3 more internal ones and of course the externals not sure how many I've got left on those well my book says 3 however seeing I'm getting the internals on the days in which I'm to have the externals the doctor will be adding a few more on I believe he said at least 4-5 more which doesn't bother me none it's the rest of it that I can't handle.... I can not wait till it's all done and over with and they say it's gone (NO MORE CANCER), what a joy that would be. I've went this far in my (HELL) on earth so it's time to get something back in return from the gods... Anyways I got the results back from the bone scan in which came back normal which is good, however now we need to find out why my back has been hurting me like hell, my RADIATION doctor says it's a muscle related issue which I'm sure thats what it is seeing I've went through 3 CT scans an 1 PET scan plus this BONE scan and they didn't find anythi
A Dedication.
Well I would just like to Dedicate my frist blog to two really cool and Hawt people that I recently became friends with. Yea you know who you are SHAROL AND JESSICA!!!! You guys are the coolest FuBar/Scape/Internet Friends anyone could ask for and I hope we have a long we can fly to jessicas house on the beach where she raises her horses and make sweet music videos. So my First blog I want to dedicate to you guys I
He Taketh~
He loves weddings. Maybe it's the white dresses, maybe it's the anticipation of the wedding night or maybe it's the thrill of destroying something so pure and beautiful. No, it's just the fact that it's so easy to blend in. He loves to watch. That's all he's ever done. He loves it so much his subjects began curbing to his mind, fantasies and even his will. In the past years he has harnessed blunt suggestions and channeled them into skilled puppetry.Today's wedding, he knows, will be quite a show. Even though he has only seen photographs of the bride he can sense her sexual energy. She is divine. She might've hypnotized him instead she was so beautiful. Well, a lesser man anyway. He turns with all the guests as the large doors open. Her long dark hair beautifully set up. Her ample breasts expanded within the taught strapless corset gown. Her heavy nervous breathing was about to grow. She begins her unescorted march down the aisle with a single step. And a tingle. She keeps going. The ne
guess im right looks are everything ,,heart and soul and personality account for nothing
New Lounge
Trying to start up a lounge. Feel free to stop by and say hi.
The Ballad
The Ballad Where the moonlight meets the waterOn a path of light,She was sitting on a river bank,Tears like diamonds sparkled in the night.She already knew without himLife could never be the same,When she heard his voice coming from below-He was softly calling out her name.Come with me,Join the waves at last;We will always be together,Just like in the pastCome with meTake the pain awayLet the river help us meet again todayFirst she thought that she was dreaming,As she looked in from above;To her mind then came his last dying words:“Someday we will meet again, my love.”Since the day his life was takenShe was living in the past.Now that Lord just gave her another chance,She will be with him again at last.Come with me,Join the waves at last;We will always be together,Just like in the pastCome with me,Take the pain away,Let the rive help us meet todayWhere the moonlight meets the waterOn a path of light,She was layng on a river bank,Weeping willows held her body tightShe alrea
"I've come to realized that you're my past there's nothing we can do to make this last. I've wanted to tell you, so many things but to avoid all the drama that it could bring. If it were meant to be, the feeling would stay but you don't know me anyway. it's about time I close your door, I can't do this anymore"
We Built Excitement
I must show some more photos of me when I was younger sometime.  Yesterday before work after the kids had eaten breakfast I got out one of my photo albums and showed the kids photos of me and other people from about eleven months old to my university days.  Several times Jeffrey would point to photos of me as a kid and say, “me”.  My son and I do look a lot alike and I know he didn’t understand that these photos were taken before he was born, but it was funny!  There’s one photo of me that was taken when I was seven years old (so my mom wrote on the back), when I had a dog I’d named Artoo and my niece Kimberly – who is a few weeks older than my wife – when she was two.  Sarah pointed to her and said, “that’s me” because Kimberly in the photo does look a lot like she did then.  It was fun to look back for a little bit after our walk … And I admitted to myself this morning when I asked my boss Erik about how I’d be
Blaxjax(my Dad) show my dad some love he is my real dad!!!
Wow,how Amazing Internet Is"
i lazily sat here last night , just trying to wander the cyber world" from this site to that site , type this topic and this topic"...  then so unexpectedly, surprisingly, i saw my hubby's, his picture from many many years ago,  wow".. of all people, .. my husband's picture?  so curious...". i keep on clicking"... and so there youa re"     I CANT BELIEVE, I HAVE FOUND MY STEP DAUGHTER" ... MY HUBBY'S LONG LOST DAUGHTER.. SHE I 27, SO SIMILAR TO MY SON, THAY HAVE A GREAT RESEMLANCE .. THIER MOUTH AND NOSE.."  SO SURPRISED SO HAPPY, I CLALED MY HUSBAND".. I TOLD HIM , LOOK, WHOS HERE.  HE BECAME SO INTERESTED.. I CAN UNDERSTAND... WOW, TODAY I SPENT MORE TIME SEARCHING FOR HER.. AND FOUND HER VIDEOS ON YOU TUBE".  I DONT KNOW NOW, WETHER TO CONTACT HER OR NOT, BUT I FEEL HAPPY THAT MY SONS HAS ELDER SISTER.  STILL HANGING IN HERE. WAITING FOR  WHAT WILL BE THE NEXT"...  BUT I SAW HER EX TOO, ..  LOL".. NEVER MIND".  ISNT ITS SO AMAZING".      
So Next Time When U Go For An Inteview Be Prepared For This Question...
Story IE: Do u have a boyfriend? C: I have. E: Is he working Locally? C: No. He is working Overseas. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u! C: Why? E: U will not be able to settle down here permanently. And my Company don't want to pay extra expenses on the Overseas calls just because of u. Story II E: Any girl friends? C: No. E: So far chased any before? C: Have, but not successful. E: Ever think of getting a job first then start looking for a girlfriend? C: Career is first priority. Currently didn't want to consider This personal issue. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u. C: Why? E: You are lacking of P.R skills and confidence!! Story III E: Any girlfriends? C: Yes. E: Is she pretty? C: Not quite. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ you. C: Why? Will this affect your company's reputation? E: No, it does not affect the company's reputation but because My company is dealing with arts, our company requested an artist. Story IVE: Any girlfriends? C: Yes. E: Is she pretty? C: Yes.
What Kind Of Fast Food Are You?
You Are a Sub You are casual but a bit picky. You know what you like, and you know what you hate. If you're able to do things your way, then you can relax. You like to have a say. You love variety and adventure. You get bored easily if nothing changes. You're always looking for the next new thing. You tend to get creative and thin outside the box. What Kind of Fast Food Are You?
Is Your Life Boring?
You Live an Exciting Life You are anything but a bore. You make sure that life is full of excitement. You have an adventurous spirit, and you don't like to sit still for too long. If you feel like doing something, you don't think about it. You just do it. There's no way you could ever live a boring life. There's too much to do and not enough time. Is Your Life Boring?
Rough Vs Soft Can They Be The Same Thing... bed, So I'm sure we have all had our quickies, our one night stands, romantic nights with the one(S) you care about etc etc. I know most of us have our own styles for each BUT can different styles go with different feelings for you partner? typically the rough sex is one that brings out the more animalistic side of people and soft romantic sex is more of a demonstration of your feelings right? now here is were i get confused with rough sex can it mean both things if your with the right person? when i think of rough sex the word fuck comes to mind were as with the other it  that just sounds harsh but at the same time is there more passion with romantic soft sex or is the passion really found in the rough animalistic sex? with one you do just to bring one another to a climax but the other take your time to enjoy each other.... but which one would be considered caring for the other i mean getting some one to climax is probably the nicest thing you can do right? So trying as hard as
Her Puzzeled Look
I told her on wednesday I have somewhere I want to take her, she was all excited, she stated she wanted to take a pic of the "Hollywood" sign , I said, lets go!   We arrived at the store, it was almost hidden, its call TJ Stockroom, its a BDSM clothing and utilities type of store which include jewelry... she was taken back by the things, we spent a lot of time there...I said come here babygirl I want you to take a look at these rings...she looked said this one was nice...we returned to the car, I looked at her, told her...your all I have wanted in a female,   I told her I was nervious, she had a puzzeled look on her face... I took the ring out and said calmly...   Will you marry me?, I will do what it takes to keep you happy for the rest of your life...
Life Dont Always Give You What You Want~~and Sometimes It Dont Even Give You What You Need
   As you all may know I have been involved with one of the most wonderful ladies I have ever met.   When I first saw her I got warm all over, my heart skipped a beat, and my heart melted like butter.  I knew right then that I just had to find a way to spend the rest of my life with her.    I was very excited about this lady.  I bought her gifts and went to her page often to rate her and such.  Then after a while I found the first comment she had sent me.  I felt like I had turned to jello.  This beautiful person had actually shown me some attention.    Eventually we started chatting, then the first phone call came.  When I first heard her voice I fell in love right there.   I told her a little while later how I felt about her.  She responded in kind, yet with a very reserved attitude.  then a while later she told me she loved me.  .  It was the day before Easter, and when I heard those words I about melted on the spot.  The most fantastic lady I had ever laid eyes upon loved me.  I
Seryoga & Azad- Dva Kaizera
Bad Day
I have a headache. Some days you just wish you could come home to someone, get a massage and have someone make the darkness of the day fade just that little bit so when you dream it doesn't hurt as much. But when you can't do that, you load up Grand Theft Auto, and you fucking kill some shit.
I Know It's Wrong!
However I am asking anyone to rate my stash, profile, pictures an ect.... I know it's been awhile since I've been on to return the fav however I have a damn good excuse which I'm sure you have all read on my other blogs... I'd really be grateful for those who do and for those who don't thats o.k. no worries!!!   Thanks, Much love always from your friend Jaime!
anyone out there actually dying of the swine flu? havent seen anyone wearing masks around here a all. no hoarding either. or is it just media hype again like the bird flu and sars? and I wonder, when I end up coughing cause I smoke or sneezing cause my freezing apartment seems to loose the capacity to have hot water when its cold in there in general-not that its cold outside right now but yeah theres a ghost or something in my little place cause its always at least ten degrees colder in there than outside, and I dont have air conditioning people!
Your Kryptonite
man of steel you make me swill and soar and swoon so intoxicating words enticing and invigorating making me moist and warm so deep in thought with a swarm of emotion tempting you to take a swim in my ocean let me fuel your passion make your fires burn be the object of your fantasies teach me I can learn let me be the whispers in your ear the sweat upon your skin let me push you away a little just to pull you close again i wanna make you weak make you lose control bewitch your mind and make you mine even if it takes some time don't ask me why don't tell me no don't try to fight I wanna be your kryptonite
Maxim's Hometown Hotties Contest - This Week Only!!
Okay it's up! row, 2nd photo in - Melanie Pitts, Nanaimo, BCYou can vote daily. You don't need to log in, and you don't need to sign up. You can vote daily too! So what are you waiting for - GO VOTE - Please ;) Thank-you for your support!Enjoy your day!Melanie
I Belong To Him
His eyes lock with mine Chills run down my spine Heat courses through my veins With a lust barely contained His lips pressed against mine Unleashes a hunger divine Lovingly raising my hands above my head Binding them with a silken thread Hands carressing my breast Desire too deep to express Longing for his every touch The suspense is just too much Fingers trail hip to thigh and back again Bringing a fire I can barely contain Rising up to meet his tender caresses Knowing all of me he possesses Knowing it and wanting more Slowly, torturously he explores Wishing an end to this sweet torment After what seems and eternity he consents Entering slowly, sweetly Taking me completely Passions climb and soar More intense than ever before Mania reaching it's peak Pleasure too intense to speak Passions fading away In his arms I lay Knowing to him I belong Something so right, can't be wrong
She loved the way the air moved over her skin -- all of her skin -- every time she took a step. She was dressed, but the whole of her outfit was lace. All of her skin was breathing. A good thing as she was almost in a sweat due to her nerves and her arousal.She had dressed as instructed. She had awoken to find her clothes laid out for her in fact. When she'd arrived at his house yesterday after so many months of correspondence and telephone conversations, her nerves had been frayed to almost nothing. Together, they had enjoyed a leisurely dinner. They'd set together in front of his roaring fireplace, which took up the whole of one massive stone wall, sipping sweet wine and talking late into the night. She knew that this polite evening was constructed only for her benefit. After so much time spent getting to know one another, exchanging photographs and revealing secret fantasies and desires, she'd assumed that by the time they met there would be no reason to be nervous. Perhaps no reaso
When We See Someone Successful,
When we see someone successful, we say that he just got lucky.'He must have been at the right place at the right time.'People only see one side of the picture.People don't see the failures.If you study history, you will find that -All stories of success are also stories of great failures.So if you are failing; Remember, success is waiting to happen
A Romantic Fool With Nothing To Offer In This Fast Moving World
he thought he was going to have it all but he was withdrawn from his world now he feels small he's spiraling downard in a freefall now he doesn't have the will to love his sense of trust has flown away like a free flying dove his loving spirit caged away like a circus freak his future love life looks awful bleak will he ever regain his cool only he knows the answer dus concludes the story of the romantic fool
Anyone That Wants To Talk To Me
These are my two addys Yahoo's is Dredy113   My Msn one is   i dont have a full blown internet connection except for when im lucky enough to go to someones house that has wireless internet. but i can log onto yahoo an msn through my cellphone so i have some form of communtion with other ppl.

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