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Girlfriend Application
LADIES TITLE IT BOYFRIEND APPLICATION GUYS TITLE IS GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION 1.Your name- 2. Age- 3. Fav. color- 4. Whats your sign- 5. Phone number- 6.Location- 7. Height- 8. Hair color/ style- 9.Peircings- HERE COMES THE FUN 1.Are we friends? 2.Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of
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Gone For Awhile/prayers Needed
to my friends on fubar, this is my way of letting you know that i will not be on for awhile. my dad is going to have surgery on xmas eve. he is in ruff shape,,but we have faith and hope that he will make it through. for all of you, who have been praying and thinking good thoughts,,, i have two things to say THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART,, because of these prayers he has survived the last four surgeries he has had. THE SECOND THING IS PLEASE PLEASE DONT STOP,,PLEASE KEEP THE PRAYERS AND GOOD THOUGHTS COMING... they are needed more then ever. i wish all of you happy holidays and a blessed new year!!!!!! blessed be!!!!! xxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxo saphiremoon ( m)
Happy Holidays To Our Troops! ~
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: US NAVY WWII MEMORIAL SITE Date: Dec 20, 2007 3:28 PM HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO OUR TROOPS! ~ Plz Repost for our Troops!These are words from a 6th grade young lady. She is unknown for the writers and family didn't want for her to be exploited. For this song was not to be intended or credited toward any known artist. During the recording, this young lady broke out in tears a few times..So if this don't make you shed a tear or two, all I can say is WOW!!!...... "Bring Him Home Santa"Dear Santa, I need to change my Christmas listThere's one big thing I missedYou see my Daddy's working for away from hereAnd I know Santa, I asked for a Barbie dollAnd a brand new soccer ballBut I'd trade it all, for just one gift this year...Bring him home Santa, bring him home to mom and meLet us wake up Christmas morning, and find him standing by our treeYou can pick him up on your way, he could ride there in your sleighDon't make him
Wasted Money Because "that Man Wanted To Kill My Pappy!
No proof airport security makes flying safer:study No proof airport security makes flying safer:study 1 hour, 33 minutes ago Airport security lines can annoy passengers, but there is no evidence that they make flying any safer, U.S. researchers reported on Thursday. A team at the Harvard School of Public Health could not find any studies showing whether the time-consuming process of X-raying carry-on luggage prevents hijackings or attacks. They also found no evidence to suggest that making passengers take off their shoes and confiscating small items prevented any incidents. The U.S. Transportation Security Administration told research teams requesting information their need for quick new security measures trumped the usefulness of evaluating them, Eleni Linos, Elizabeth Linos, and Graham Colditz reported in the British Medical Journal. "We noticed that new airport screening protocols were implemented immediately after news reports of terror threats," they wrote.
Re: Ron Paul Racist Propaganda Exposed
RE: Ron Paul Racist Propaganda Exposed ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 Dec 2007, 13:38 Ron Paul Racist Propaganda Exposed Peddlers of American Nazi Party leader Bill White's ridiculous claim that Ron Paul is a white supremacist have unwittingly exposed themselves as Israeli propagandists, after a keen-eyed Mike Rivero over at spotted the icon for "Megaphone," an Israeli government supported PR front, on one of their screenshots.
Breathe Into Me
And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling, falling Breathe into me Breathe into me And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling, falling Breathe into me Breathe into me Breathe into me Breathe into me Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling
i just cant cope
Troubleshooting Beer
Troubleshooting Beer For all of you beer lovers, like me.... SYMPTOM: Feet cold and wet. FAULT: Glass being held at incorrect angle. ACTION: Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling. SYMPTOM: Feet warm and wet. FAULT: Improper bladder control. ACTION: Stand next to nearest dog, complain about house training. SYMPTOM: Beer unusually pale and tasteless. FAULT: Glass empty. ACTION: Get someone to buy you another beer. SYMPTOM: Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights. FAULT: You have fallen over backward. ACTION: Have yourself lashed to bar. SYMPTOM: Mouth contains cigarette butts. FAULT: You have fallen forward. ACTION: See above. SYMPTOM: Beer tasteless, front of your shirt is wet. FAULT: Mouth not open, or glass applied to wrong part of face. ACTION: Retire to restroom, practice in mirror. SYMPTOM: Floor blurred. FAULT: You are looking through bottom of empty glass. ACTION: Get someone to buy you another beer. SYMP
so me and a friend were talking about death..and how it can be really easy or long and painful. she said she wants to die old and in her bed, like a titanic death [lol]. i said i dont really care either way because when you die, you die. it isnt something you can choose, it just happens. she thinks im pretty much crazy because in a way she feels it can be chosen. i dont know how but alright. the way i feel is once your dead, your in a better place pain free whether you died in pain or not. you can die in your sleep and end up in the same can die from a heart attack and be in pain, but once your dead your fine. pain isnt something i worry about and it really doesnt scare me. it happens and its over with. then she asked me well what if you got into a car accident and had a tree through your head or chest..? well if it happens, it happens...its meant to be, right? everyones death is already "chosen" from the moment your born..i dont know how you can manage to change that. i wa
Did You Know
Pound for pound, the human body produces 5 times more energy than sun You could cut the brain directly out and not feel a thing The human heart produces enough pressure to squirt blood 30 feet into the air You will shed 600,000 particles of skin in the next hour Your hair is almost indestructible, only fire can destroy it A normal head has approximately 100,000 hairs One eyelash lasts 150 days A sneeze may produce as much speed as a caliber five hurricane Your brain will continue to send electrical signals, for 37 hours after your death Newborns will not be able to produce tears until 6 weeks old During thier monthly, women's ring finger shrinks If you flattened and unfolded a set of human lungs, it would cover a tennis court The average person, man and woman, farts 16 times a day
Little Darlings
This morning I was awakened at 4:30am by a call from a police officer. He'd found my 14 year old daughter in a parked vehicle with a 19 year old boy. Guess he'd be a man, not a boy, but the principle is the same. Suffice it to say I'm not particularly excited about her hanging out with guys that much older. Although dicey, the officers did state that they'd come upon the pair "before either had finished." I guess that's a small blessing, in spite of the situation. Still, it sickens me that she has such low self esteem that she feels she needs to give this part of herself away in order to feel better about herself. How does one help a child to develop good self esteem? I've done everything I can think of to help her see her as I see her, and to find value in herself, but no matter what I do to "fill her cup," it's never enough. She never gets enough filling, and I recognize that until she loves herself, no amount of love from others will ever make the void go away. And so I have
Natural Highs
Natural Highs Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one. It Does Make You Feel Good, especially #45. 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15 The beach 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19 Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 25. Accidentally overhearing someone s
December 22, 2007
Okay so today is Saturday December 22, 2007 and I am sitting here at my computer just thinking about stuff. Monday December 24th will be my 28th birthday. Not sure how I feel about turning 28...kinda feel old. The temperature outside is a whopping 24 and it is snowing like crazy and has been all day! I went outside to check the mail and it went a little above my ankle so no telling how high it is now! Thank goodness that my daughter is out for winter break now!
My Son Say's
Le Petit Prince, The Little Prince
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly. What is invisible to the eye. Antoine de Saint-Exupéry my favorite book The Little Prince (French: Le petit prince), published in 1943, is French aviator Antoine de Saint-Exupéry's most famous novella, which he wrote in the United States while renting The Bevin House in Asharoken, New York, on Long Island. The novella includes a number of drawings by Saint-Exupéry himself, which are reproduced in most versions. The book has been translated into more than 160 languages and, to date has sold more than 50 million copies worldwide. It is one of the top 50 best-selling books.[1] It has been adapted into a movie musical by Lerner and Loewe, two different operas, as well as into an animated series. It is often used as a beginner's book for French language students. STORY Interleaved in the first nine chapters the narration's point of view changes from third person to first person. In the first eigh
To Krista....
Krista, I just want you to know that you are a wonderful friend. I wish you all the happiness and love your heart can hold. You are an amazing person. I hope that Mike continues to treat you like a queen because you deserve it. No matter what, keep your head up sis'. I will always be here for you and I hope we can see each other soon. *HUGS*
People Are Just Addictions
A drug, broadly speaking, is any substance that alters normal bodily function, thought, and or feeling. Now with that being said, look at every relationship you have ever been in; Including friendship, lovers, and family. Everyone has a “drug” to offer you. We often get addicted to others for what they can offer us. Think of everyone as a drug. Everyone in your life, is there for a reason. That reason being is because you want something from them, let it be love, affection, attention, friendship, acceptance, the list goes on and on... Remember as a child when things were so easy and nothing could worry you other than the boogie man under your bed? Now think of growing up, each year, each day, each minute you were injected with drugs from the media and family and other people around you. As a child you were pure, in the sense that you didn't need others to be happy or to go on your daily life. As you got older people and media polluted you into thinking you needed things such as lov
The Christmas Elf Massacre
The Christmas Elf Massacre Buy me a beer if you want the story told Of why I moved down South from the frost and cold. Why I'm knee deep in therapy, liquor, and pills. Why I've given up charity in lieu of cheap thrills. Why I loathe mistletoe, fruitcake and bells -- And why I'll celebrate Xmas when it freezes in hell. You'll never see this elf make angels in snow. Hey thanks for the booze – so I guess here it goes: "Twas the night after Christmas in the North Pole No creatures were stirring, not one lousy soul. Santa's house appeared eerily silent But inside the fat man was hungry, was violent . This workshop of toys for kids of all ages Was filled with elves quaking in cages. Who woke up from their long winter's naps To find themselves snared in a devious trap. Hours before I had been bingeing on nog Passed out under the bed, I spied the whole saga. I saw all my brothers rounded up in cages. Sleepy victims of wicked midnight rampages. T
My Time
My Time The time i have is mine and mine only But if i had a special someone to share my time i would slit it equal between me and that special someone This special some one would be my lover,my bestfriend,my wife,and my rock which would be till we both breath are last breath on this place we call mother-earth Which is alway in constent change with the advances in siences,media,and etc History and spoken words are always updating the textbooks This is an ever changing times,and seasons Why must the world always change like it has for century's and eons before it and this world will see many more changes for years to come and it will change long after this human race is gone from the earth Mother-earth will once again rebuild itself many more time over until mother-earth say im done i cant do it anymore his world will go cold and be void of life ~Scorpio 2005~
Because Of You
Because Of You Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you
Dieing Inside
Hello all, Just thought that I would wirte this. I fell in love with a very special woman and I had planned on heading to be with her and I had friends tel me that they would help me but they fell through and didnt help so I havent left yet and it is killing me that I am not there. She is upset because she doesnt think that I want to be with her and that is the farthest thing from the truth. I love her with all my heart and it kills me that I am not there with her and now I may never get the chance to show her how much I love her and that just makes me feel so empty. When I said I love you to her I meant it with my entire heart and soul and it is being torn apart and most of the reason is my fault. I just wish she would trust when I say that I want to be with her.... so happy holidays to everyone for mine is falling apart
I dont get it why do some people feel the need to wanna come and tell you how they hate you and stuff .. when they never really knew you to begin with . see I dont let too many people get really close to me and know me for the fact in the end I have been hurt by them ,even after they say they would never do it ..I trust people until the prove me wrong and give me a reason not too ..why would someone who hates you want to be in your blog get attention maybe ..who knows or to have a reason to get you into trouble ..i say i hope they move on and find what makes them happy in life cause obviously i am not it and i cant change how they feel ..i know its kinda an all over the place random thought blog but i have lots on my mind
John 13:20 Niv
Receiving From Others Whoever accepts anyone I send accepts me. John 13:20 NIV Too many of us don't reach for help because we have an image to uphold. That's dangerous! Not only must we be open to the Lord, but also to whomever He sends our way. Listen: "He was there in the wilderness forty days, tempted of Satan...and the angels ministered unto Him" ( Mark 1:13). Even Jesus needed the strength of others. After fasting 40 days He was hungry and Satan offered to satisfy His hunger in a perverted way: "Command that these stones be made bread" ( Matthew 4:3). One of the hardest things to do is say no when you have a legitimate need you can satisfy in an illegitimate way. Even though He created the angels, Jesus permitted them to minister to Him. The greater was willing to receive help from the lesser. What a lesson for us. When your pain level gets high enough you won't care who God uses! If you were terminally ill you wouldn't care who the doctor was, would you? Their denomination or
Some Vids Dedicated To The Browns And The Four
some vids dedicated to the Browns and the Four
New Years Resolutions
well its that time a friend started posting new resolutions so i figured what the hell.. --i guess my first one would be to definitely lose weight...its something i stick with and drop..stick with and drop...but this time ill stick with it! obviously shown in another blog.. --second would be to find a job and stick with it...i hate working but i hate doing nothing..and moneys always nice =] --third would be to spend a little bit more time with my dad...he had open heart surgery when i was 7 and it was only supposed to last 5 years when it obviously has been drives me crazy to leave hime alone and its something i tend to do never know how much longer you have with someone and i dont want any regrets.. --my last resolution would be to be a little bit more nicer to people...i dont come off too friendly and im not trusting...i DO like it that way...thats me/my personality..cant deal? too bad!...but i can TRY to be atleast a bit nicer... =]
Merry Christmas Everyone
Are You Stuck At Level 10?
Dear Level 10'er: You have stopped collecting points because you cannot move higher than level 10 without a salute. To continue accumulating points and move to a higher level, please post a salute. The process is explained in the fubar Bible section on salutes. -Family fubar What else they didn't tell you? OHH! Those "Christmas FUbucks" you got from them for Christmas? They don't register cause you can't accumulate those either. So you actually got nothing from them this year. ROFL! HAPPY HOLIDAYS FROM FUBAR!
Marriage is not a word it’s a sentence,a life sentence. Marriage is very much like a violin after the sweet music is over the strings are Still attached. .. Marriage is love,love is blind.therefore marriage is an institution for the blind… Marriage certificate is just another term for a work permit. Married life is full of excitement and frustration;in the first year of marriage, The man speaks an the woman listens,in the second year the woman speaks an the man listens, In the third year they both speak an the neighbors listen. It is true that love is blind,but marriage is definitely an eye opener. Getting married is very much like going to a restaurant with your friends, You order what you want and when you see what the other fellow has you wish you had ordered that. There once was a man who muttered a few words in the church an found him self married. A year later muttered something in his sleep, and found him self divorced. A happy marriage is a matter of giving and tak
Key To My Heart
Key To My Heart I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along. GMW,07
-4- Not For The Squeamish!
Please help bomb my sis in law, Cathy. She gets a blast if she hits 14,000. Thanks all! Laura [ photo: 1283584522 ]
Will Rate And Comment 4 Fubucks
hey ladies want me to rate and comment ur pics as much as possible? for a certain amount of fubucks i will rate and comment as much as i can. if interested give me a shout.
You thought he loved you He made you beleive you were the only one He took you for granted He lied to you, used you, and abused you What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger You learn from your mistakes Dont even waste time on him Dont bother to hate him Get on with your life and have fun May he never again use another girl May he never purposely hurt her feelings For it shall hurt him worse Lies. Deciet. Conceite. Abuse. Never again
For The Eyes Who See
So I find a place to get away a chance I might escape and it comes back to me. This feeling of dread as I watch myself fall over dead. I know who killed me and I drown I gasp as I see this etched in frown when did I get so unhappy and when did I go to hell but here I stay locked in like tranced in a spell. Like a clock ticks and tocks because it got wound I keep breathing ignoring how my heart pounds, Trying to escape looking for an exit begging me to pull it out before I grow to hectic. Watching myself from another's eyes I grow weary and less surprised. This is who I am what I compromised. I struggle to conceive this is what I am I fail to achieve and lost all my dreams some where along the way I died inside and I know exactly why but this thing unspoken like the trojan horse busts right on in and run its course hurting with every breath I breathe. I can't say much more as my heart hits the floor I know I need to close this door and move on to something more.
"You can't brag that you're humble...and be humble." Terry McEwen
Re: Did Bhutto Know Of Mossad 9/11 Black Ops Before Her Death
RE: Did Bhutto Know Of Mossad 9/11 Black Ops Before Her Death ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mary Date: 27 Dec 2007, 19:30 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Tom Heneghan Intelligence BriefingDate: Dec 27, 2007 1:20 PM. . .VIEW IMAGES AND PICS AT: HENEGHAN'S EXPLOSIVE INTELLIGENCE BRIEFINGSInternational Intelligence Expert, Tom Heneghan, has hundreds of highly credible sources inside American and European Intelligence Agencies and INTERPOL -- reporting what is really going on behind the scenes of the controlled MSM cover up propaganda of on-going massive deceptions and illusions.*** A REMINDER: Homosexual gays and lesbians who are "IN-THE-CLOSET" are a MAJOR threat to National Security being vulnerable to blackmail and extortion by self-serving, hostile entities against the safety, security, sovereignty and best interests of the American People.BACK BREAKING NEWSAs We Continue to
Friends always seem to make you happy when you are down. Friends make you feel good when they are around. I'm glad I have a lot of people that I can call friends, Because without them this world would be something I wouldn't want to be around. For all of you who think you have friends here's a little tip. To know and have a friend means: To open your heart and expand your mind, because a friend will be there when you need them, and when you don't. They won't pull any punches when it comes to the truth of what you are doing. They will let you know when you are acting stupid. They will let you cry and not say a word or put you in check when you need it the most. A friend is someone you can count on when it seems the world is coming to an end, but will be there when you make accomplishment and cheer you on. With that being said I have a couple questions for you.... Do you have a real friend? Are you a real friend to someone? Before you answer, sit back and really
Nascar 2007 Memorable Moments
The end of an era for Dale Jr.: The battle between Montoya and Harvick: Busch Bro almost tags a #20 pit crew guy....
Where Is The Justise
Why is it that females and kids have to prove that they are not sluts to get a conviction against the lowest of the low who rape and sexually assult them, and only 2 in 10 result in court procedings..? where's the fuckin justice.......... Louise.
oh baldy darling sweetie pie! you are rateiong do nice you piece of pooh!kisses..fanny face!
New Slide Show 12-25-07
A Thought
Like a flash of light, a thought crosses my mind, and my heart skips a breaths grow short with each thought. as my heart begins to flutter, another thought comes to mind. Its strange still, because the thoughts seem to be so much more then just that. Its as if they are memmories of what is yet to come. but yet how can I have a memmory of the unknown. Does this mean the threads of the tapisrt of fate are already chosen for me. Or is it something more. Could it be something as devine as my unconciouns mind showing me a glimps of what could be from the path I have chosen
Is It Over Already?
wow...Christmas came and went by so fast this year. We had a wonderful Christmas. My kids got way too much stuff~! But they are happy and that is all that matters to me. I have debated on saying anything about my last few days but I might as well....besides I need all the prayers I can get now. I found a lump in my breast and had all the tests and the results came back today not good....cancer cells are present. So I go tomorrow to see a surgeon to schedule surgery to remove the lump. It actually isn't all bad....the lump I feel is a cyst but within the cyst is a cancerous cell. SO if the cyst hadn't come up I would never have found the cancer this early. I have faith I will be fine. I will make it through this and the cancer will not be in my body after the surgery is done~! Please friends, keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I will update when I can. I promise I will update~! I just need a few days to collect my thoughts and get better. Thanks to all who have show
Looking 4 Him
I have my first set of tests on my left hand Monday. I am not sure what they are likely to find. But I knkow this much I am tired of doing very much everything one handed. I know that I have to be very patienton waiting for my test results.
Blonde Jokes
Bodybuilder and the Blonde A body builder picks up a blonde at a bar and takes her home with him. He takes off his shirt and the blonde says, "What a great chest you have." The body builder tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, baby." He takes off his pants and the blonde says, "What massive calves you have." The body builder tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, baby." He then removes his underwear and the blonde goes running out of the apartment screaming in fear. The body builder puts his clothes back on and chases after her. He catches up to her and asks why she ran out of the apartment like that. The blonde replies, "I was afraid to be around all that dynamite after I saw how short the fuse was." ========================================================= Hailstorm A blonde was driving home after a game and got caught in a really bad hailstorm. Her car was covered with dents, so the next day she took it to a re
Social Security Change For 2008
Social Security Change For 2008 The United States Senate voted to extend Social Security Benefits to Illegal Aliens beginning in 2008. Now, the following are the senators who voted to give illegal aliens Social Security benefits. They are grouped by home state. If a state is not listed, there was no voting representative. Alaska: Stevens (R) Arizona : McCain (R) Arkansas : Lincoln (D) Pryor (D) California : Boxer (D) Feinstein (D) Colorado : Salazar (D) Connecticut : Dodd (D) Lieberman (D) Delaware : Biden (D) Carper (D) Florida : Martinez (R) Hawaii : Akaka (D) Inouye (D) Illinois : Durbin (D) Obama (D) Indiana : Bayh (D) Lugar (R) Iowa : Harkin (D) Kansas : Brownback (R) Louisiana : Landrieu (D) Maryland : Mikulski (D) Sarbanes (D) Massachusetts : Kennedy (D) Kerry (D) Montana : Baucus (D) Nebraska : Hagel (R) Nevada : Reid (D) New Jersey : Lautenberg (D) Menendez (D) New Mexico : Bingama
Re: Was The Bush Administration Behind Bhutto Assassination?
RE: Was the Bush Administration Behind Bhutto Assassination? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jennifer Date: 28 Dec 2007, 08:23 Was the Bush Administration Behind Bhutto Assassination?----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: *RC_REVOLUTION [resistance] -RONPAUL2008-Date: Dec 28, 2007 12:11 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Charlie Brown (Truth Seeker)Date: Dec 28, 2007 2:05 AMRE: Was the Bush Administration Behind Bhutto Assassination?----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: NibiruDate: Dec 27, 2007 11:13 PMWas the Bush Administration Behind Benazir Bhutto Assassination?by Mitch Battros - Earth Changes Media It is being mentioned in high circles that US President George Bush was receiving heat for spending billions of dollars on propping the puppets of the Musharraf regime. It is believed that somewhere along the way Musharraf didn't want to continue this game of charades and was leaning mor
Can anyone help me with a salut please!!! Lol i cant figure out how the hell to do it!!
Check It Out
I have changed my skin and uploaded new pix. Enjoy.
The Circle Of Life (by White Cloud)
Man has a poor understanding of life. He mistakes knowledge for wisdom. He tries to unveil the holy secrets of our Father, the Great Spirit. He attempts to impose his laws and ways on Mother Earth. Even though he, himself, is part of nature, he chooses to disregard and ignore it for the sake of his own immediate gain. But the laws of nature are far stronger than those of mankind. Man must awake at last, and learn to understand how little time there remains before he will become the cause of his own downfall. And he has so much to learn. To learn to see with his heart. He must learn to respect Mother Earth She who has given life to everything: to our Brothers and Sisters, the Animals and the Plants; to the Rivers, the Lakes, the Oceans and the Winds. He must realise that this Planet does not belong to him, but that he has to care for and maintain the delicate balance of nature for the sake of the wellbeing of our children and of all future generations.
Okay you two - this is getting stupid. Yes, YOU TWO - you know who you are. First off - if I see another foul worded status message, Im gonna come to You @ beat the crap out of you. WHY? Because YOU are better then THAT!!!! You know it and so do I. Second off - too much drama from ASSUMPTIONS. You - if it's done & over...status message - It's Over. If you're not 100% sure....if you think you MIGHT want to work it out & get past the troubles & hurt....status message something like...confused... You are both adults....sweet adults & I care about both of you...but come on!!!! Last thing....stop making assumptions about's a bad idea & just ends up hurting everyone involved..and that includes me...because I AM involved. Now...that's out of the way.....Hunter is online & I'm going to go talk to the most wonderful man in my's amazing how much a friends husband dying can open yer both of those eye
So, I should be pretty happy today. I mean, to walk into a casino with $100, and walk out with triple the amount why is it that I feel frustrated. Well, simply put I am frustrated. I have no release. I contemplated going to the strip club but ultimately what good would that do? Just leave me more frustrated. What good is that!? I guess it didn't help to be listening to the Playboy channel tonight either. Goddamn the luck. What's funny about this, is when I had a girlfriend I didn't have the time away from children. Now that I am getting some time away from my children, I don't have a girlfriend. Irony!? Look, if your a woman, please help me out here. Tell me what can I do about this!?
What does it takefor people to actally talk to you on here?? You add people then they act like they dont even want bothered
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General Wiccan Books
"Wicca for Life: The Way of the Craft from Birth to Summerland," by Raymond Buckland *Whether a solitary or a coven member, there is something in this for everyone, even if it is a little more "traditional" than some of the more contemporary books. It has a very interesting history section, especially the parts on the effect of Christianity on Paganism. It also includes rituals and songs. - Apythia "Wicca for the Solitary Practitioner," by Scott Cunningham * A great first book for anyone interested in The Craft, especially for gentlemen. It is filled with the whys and how tos and the mechanics of Witchcraft and will have you practicing in no time. Also check out the next book, " Living Wicca: A Further Guide for the Solitary Practitioner," to take it to the next level.- Apythia *I'm sure someone else has already mentioned this book because everyone has probably used this as a basic how-to. Easy to read, easy to understand, allows you to get right in and start witching it up! -
New Years Resolution
My New Years resolution this year will be to wake up everyday praying to God Im thankful for what I have and what I dont have and when I go to bed at night I will do it again.
He's here in my heart he lives in my dreams he's the one I run to when I want to scream. Though our time is short it can't stop these hopes that he'll be ok but i'm learning how to cope. He knows that I love him and it scares him silly to think of his leaving me and how it will hurt me. I want to take this chance to hold him in my heart for he makes me feel special even though we're far apart. I Love You Mel.
Life Is Crazy
Life is fucking crazy this world we live in is getting scarier by the minute.Theres way to many unstable people walking this earth I know because I deal with them on a regular basis because of what I do for a living. It makes you take inventory of your life and what's important to you and to keep what is important to you cloase to you and nevr loose sight of it. These are just some of my ramblings before the new year starts. Just be safe this year and tell the ones you love that you love them and often.
I love you, You don't care. So why can't you love me, I care. All I Want Is You Whats the point in other guys, when all I want is you? You know what I am saying, you know my love is true. If you want me to just , be friendly- its a start, But my love for you will grow with every beat of my heart. Love Is warmth Love is kind, Love is sweet, Love is happy, Love is having *Angel~Baby love me
Times Square Wishes
From CNN... Messages and wishes for the new year from people around the world will float down on the New Year's Eve revelers in Times Square when the confetti is dropped. For the first time, anyone can get a message printed on a piece of the multicolored confetti by visiting the Times Square Information Center or by using the Internet to type a message on a "Wishing Wall Online The message-carrying pieces will be mixed among the more than one ton of confetti, organizers said. Messages can be serious or silly, said Tim Tompkins, a spokesman for the Times Square Alliance, which organizes the party. So far, messages have included everything from wanting to be taller or having a smarter boss to healthy children and asking for the safe return of a child from Iraq, he said. "Peace in the World," reads one posted on the "virtual wishi
Women Can Never Be Trusted
guys never give ur heart out to a women, cause she can betray u just like that
Boyfriend Application! Honesty Is The Best Policy!!!
Okay I so stole this from Sceater so show the man some luv.. Pleaze and thanx. Boyfriend Application BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: OTHER: 0. Are u a virgin? 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite rapper? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Would you give me a lap dance? 7. Would you like for me to give you a lap dance? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick, slut etc)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed wit me? 19. Would u take me home
Loving For The Woman Only
>>> WYOMING COWBOY >>> >>>>On a Transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm. The >>>>turbulence is awful, and things go from bad to worse when suddenly, one >>>>wing is struck by lightning. One woman really loses it. >>>> >>>>Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane. "I'm too young to >>>>die," she wails. Then she yells, "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my >>>>last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there anyone on this plane >>>>who can make me feel like a WOMAN?" >>>> >>>>For a moment there is silence. Everyone has forgotten his own peril. >>>>They all stare, eyes riveted, at the desperate woman in the front of the plane. >>>> >>>>Then a Cowboy from Wyoming stands up in the rear of the plane. He is >>>>handsome, well built, with dark brown hair and brown eyes. He starts to >>>>walk slowly up the aisle, unbuttoning his shirt, one button at a time. >>>> >>>>No one moves. He removes his shirt. Mu
Happy F'n New Year
Happy f'n new year sitting at home with nuthin to do not even drinkin! this has to be the worst new year ever. and no one to share the new year with.
Happy New Year
A new year deserves a new blog. Had a great time last night with Chris and his family. David was bored to death since it turned out he was the only kid his age. We didn't stay until midnight. I didn't want to make his last night here miserable lol. I know I said I am going to have a positive attitude this year and my first test will come today when I take him home. I know he will cry and tell me the whole way home how he does not want to go.. he has been telling me for days now. Not here for much longer today. It is Grandpa Dick's birthday as well. So heading to Dad's for lunch. Had a strange one talking to me over the weekend here. Within 5 minutes of her first shout, she (it?) was asking for NSFW pics. And saying she wished we could have sex. Since I was a little bored of watching David play on xbox, I amused myself with her comments. I guess I can't amuse myself anymore since she blocked me lol. I told a few of you I thought she was fake (I actually think i
Crimsons Clan In Warrock
Going to start this off it was a good summer when I join this online warrock clan we made allot of movies and finding glitchs (aka bugs in game) so hope ya enjoy the videos I put on here the clan made if you see my name its therock873 but he messed up on it in others lol
Hottest Fu Couple Contest
Please help us out to win the hottest fu-couple. We are actually married in RL for over 2 years. All you have to do is go rate the pic no comments necessary. Please repost!! Click the picture:
129.527 M Reasons To Be Grateful
Last night after Sarah had gone to bed Martha, Mary, and I set up the Electronic Banking version of the board game Monopoly that Mary had gotten me for Christmas! This “updated for the Here and Now” version starts each player out with fifteen million dollars and the properties you can purchase include various landmarks throughout the United States (for example, Boardwalk from the original game is now Times Square which you can buy for 4 M; that’s four million dollars). But no money changes hands; instead, all your transaction information is encoded onto cards that you plug into a game unit when you’re paying rent or buying something. It didn’t take long to get used to it, even though Martha and Mary hated not being able to use their house rule about Free Parking. You’d think getting 2 M for passing Go would mollify them, but it doesn’t last long in this version, especially since I owned all the airports (railroads). Jeffrey had been in bed since five in the afternoon, and w
Oral Caress
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push ha
The Squirter
Breath becomes shorter, heart rate increases. tingles start at the core of the body and start slowly spreading. Working from the core, spreading up over the stomach, the breasts, the head..down the shoulders, down the legs, into the toes...from the shoulders to the arms, from the arms to the hands and the fingertips. Slowly covering the entire body with a small tingly sensation, much like the cloak of darkness covers everything. I start out small, just a small tingle, but as the sensation builds, and the movements grow faster, so does the tingle. And with that tingle, comes small beads of sweat, like a thousand rain drops suddenly falling from the sky and covering a body with glistening wetness. The breaths become even short, and the heart beats even faster. The tingles that I control grow even stronger. The body starts to quiver under my magical powers, and then without warning, I release the full strength of my abilitys. The body is over come with a strong, pleasurable sha
A Womens Heart
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years only grows and grows.
My Tattoo
Just wanted to update all those who had voted on the dragon angel tattoo that i wanted on my back. Finally chose a great place on long island, Cliff's Tattoo's getting it started on sat. soon as i get pics i will post them and keep you all updated
Here I Bloggin Go....
So here it is my first blog on FUBAR!! So what shall I say? WEll to all of you just meeting me I'm sure at least once I've mentioned that I have a boyfriend and we are very in love:D Zach (wylde1 on Fubar here) and I have been dating for a year and 2 months (almost 3) and I think we're a good couple and are bound to last for a long time. ( I really hope to see a ring in a couple years....) But otherwise, to fit in with the title of the blog, here are my tired and weary thoughts. I think life is too short. I wish I could make more money and afford things. I wish I wouldn't have friends that are nice to my face then backstab me when I walk away. I wish I didn't live with 1 roommate who is a slob. I wish I didn't have to do alot and work as hard as I do. I wish my job wouldn't fire a person who works as hard as me for stupid shit and leave me hanging out to dry because we're already shorthanded. I wish for a lot of things and know that most will never happen/ be resolved if its a proble
Nighttime Prayer
Goodnight friend, May Death pass you by tonight so that you may live another day and May the Angels of Hell Protect you from the Sins of Heaven...Amen. {My nighttime prayer}
One Freaky Tale
Jan3-kinda Special
yeah it is first of all i recieved mms from my bestfriend from SC, Second, i was kinda sad today but with what i saw cant help but smile and giggle as i try to take a close look :) (undisclosed)..third i recieved a videocall for the first time seeing the other side of the world.. ahh thank God today
Re: Bill O'reilly Admits He Is "frightened" By Ron Paul
RE: Bill O'Reilly Admits He Is "Frightened" By Ron Paul ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Jan 2008, 18:03 Bill O'Reilly Admits He Is "Frightened" By Ron Paul Talking head blowhard Bill O'Reilly admitted on Fox News last night that Ron Paul frightens him and that he completely agrees with the decision to exclude him from a Fox presidential forum this weekend.
To My Special
To My Special Friend....." You " May your day begin a little brighter And progress as the day goes along May a loved one hold you a little tighter And no one ever does you wrong May your day be even sweeter As it progresses towards the end You deserve only the very best For you are a very special friend May your day be filled with joy From one minute to the next For when it comes to friendship Let me tell you, you are the best ; And Many friends I've come to know - who are loyal, kind, and true, but I never knew what a great friend was - until I met a friend like you. I don't now if it was planned that way - or the very reason why, but I was touched by your very self - and you filled that void inside. I can see God so plainly clear - as He's dwells within your heart, and the faith and love you always share - is just a tiny spark. I am so graced and grateful - and a better person, trough and trough, because I didn't know what a great
Read This They Are Inspiring Words
Remember the guy who got on a plane with a bomb built into his shoe sole and then tried to light it? Did you know his trial is over? Did you know he was sentenced? Did you see/hear any of the judge's comments on TV or radio? Didn't think so. Everyone should hear what the judge had to say; Ruling by Judge William Young, US District Court. Prior to sentencing, the Judge asked the defendant, Richard Reid, if he had anything to say. His response: After admitting his guilt to the court for the record, Reid also admitted his "allegiance to Osama bin Laden, to Islam, and to the religion of Allah," defiantly stating, "I think I will not apologize for my actions," and told the court "I am at war with your country." Judge Young then delivered the statement quoted below: January 30, 2003, United States vs. Reid. Judge Young: "Mr. Richard C. Reid, hearken now to the sentence the Court imposes upon you. O
Notice re: car (not a joke) Just last weekend on Friday night we parked on the foreshore at Mandurah and as I drove away I noticed a sticker on the rear window of the car, (when I took it off after I got home) it was a receipt for petrol, luckily Ken said don't stop as it could be someone waiting for me to get out of the car. Then we received this email yesterday. BEWARE OF PAPER IN THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE NEW WAY TO DO CAR JACKINGS (NOT A JOKE) Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating... You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. You start the engine and shift into Reverse. When you look into the rear view mirror to back out of your parking space, you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you shift into Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the car jackers ap
A Shrunken Warren
A Shrunken Warren
days drift by slowly what am i waiting for? to afraid to take a step forward for fear that i will take that step in the wrong direction. is there a wrong direction? probably not since decisions are made in the moment, regardless of how thought through we think they are. so i am left drifting for how long who knows. cannot do it for long that at least i know...
Nothing To Hard For God
Barrack Obama's Iowa Campain Victory Speech.
Small Happiness
I have found it amazing that when you think everything in your world is upside-down that there is always something in it trying to rite itself. I never thought I would be a divorced Mom, yet here it is, right here and my new reality. I thought it would crush me yet I have found strength in myself I did not know was there. I have found strength in people around me who I now know I am blessed to have. How does one find the small happiness in all the sadness and confusion? I don't know but there it is, the small happiness, the missing feelings of rightness now back. The feelings that as a whole I am still here and each day will get better and better. There is reasons for everything, reasons we may not understand but they are there just the same. My joy now is finding them, embracing them, and enjoying this new life of self growth and fulfillment.
Intoxication News Update For The Next 2 Months Going On
Father And Son
Not so much as a word between them hearts heavily laden with pain a plea for resolve brings no answers sadly seems to be offered in vain. So hard to stand on the side lines and helplessly view the sad scene heartache unfolding before me fed by the distance between. Two lives to be scarred by the silence with little hope to undo whats been done lost time that can not be recovered sad fate for a father and son. A wedge drives deeply between them with a vengeance so swift and severe no defense could hope to combat lies told in an innocent ear. Tho the truth may win out in the long run and patience may win in the end two lives are forever altered mere hope they'll eventually mend.
It Seems To Me
It seems to me that there should be a place for me to go. Somewhere that I can laugh and cry somewhere that I can grow. It seems to me there oughta be a place where I belong. Somewhere that I'm suppose to be but gosh, I could be wrong!
Don"t Broke It Please
I had closed the door upon my heart and wouldn't let anyone in I had trusted and loved only to be hurt but that would never happen again I locked the door and tossed the key as hard and as far as I could My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life and made me change my mind just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find that is when you held out your hand and proved me wrong inside your palm was the Key to My Heart You had it all along
Break Me
They all tried and failed, broken bones and bruises. Still I go on living my life, because I want to live. Why do they try and "Break me", many have and they are no longer here. Survivor is what a I am, against all odds my entire life. Not strong enough, short and overweight, but my spirit is what keeps me going. For that nobody can break! God, my angel and I is what I have. So to all the demons of the world, you can all stop now. Because I just get stronger, what doesn`t kill you will do that. She tried to "Break me", and so did he. You know what, I spit in both your faces! Oh yeah, and next time try harder. But I know it want work, for no man or woman can.... "Break Me" !!!
Hold Me Close
Hold me close Hold me close and don’t let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don’t let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone.
No Wishes Well
No Wishes Well I want to run away Inside my bright red scream I want to break the doors Holding back my dream Living like this Checking the skies for rain A constant reminder Of this burden and pain I'm holding on to A shooting star Its points cutting my skin This time it's gone too far Nothing left to wish on My bloody star fell Left me drowning in hopes Inside my wishing well Not looking for a hero To owe such a debt I could not ask for saving This loss is not a regret I want to run away But there's nothing out there I want to shatter windows That look out on nowhere This is not life If I'm already dead My bleeding heart stopped beating And tears I no longer shed.
Heart And Soul
I think of you every waking moment, When the sun rests it's head, I close my eyes, And thoughts of you dance through my head. I've memorized your every move, Your sweet face is imbedded in my mind. My body aches for your presence. The days are ever so tiring upon me. The nights surround me with darkness & loneliness. Some days I grow weak and my heart sheds yet another tear. I cry silently to feel your arms around me, As I look to the stars for strength and courage. No one can ready my heart the way you do. No woman has ever touched my soul as you have. I pray that you are real and not merely a dream. You are so passionate, so loving, so sensitive. I long to embrace you and never let you go. For with every ounce of love you bestow upon me, I will return with all my heart and soul.
The Paper
At the Folk Fest' in Woodford, In the store, whilst buying butter, I met this Indian bloke, Who came in from Calcutta. He asked of the shopkeeper, When at the counter he did stop, "Do you have toilet paper, Here in your lovely shop?" "Yes, I have lots of brands, On my shelves, mate, look right here. I have Softly's and I have Sorbent." But he said, "Oh no, too dear!" "I need the most inexpensive, That you have in your store, For I come from Calcutta, And I am very, very poor." "Yes, I think I can accommodate you," The shopkeeper then did say, "I have No-Name brand paper, And it's real cheap, mate, eh !" He said, "Oh, that will be the one, I am very pleased to see, Give to me your No-Name paper, And I'll take it home with me." But alas, just three days later, He came back in a fit, "Here, take back your John Wayne paper, I am bloody sick of it!" "No, hang on mate, settle down, It's not John Wayne, you see, This is No-Name toilet paper, That y
Rangers Clear Favourites
RANGERS CLEAR FAVOURITES Rangers are general 8/13 favourites to win the SPL after taking top spot with a 2-0 win over Dundee United on Saturday. Goals from Steven Naismith and Barry Ferguson sealed the win at Ibrox and, with Celtic not playing following the postponement of their game against Motherwell, it was enough to put Rangers top of the table by a point. With Walter Smith's men also having a game in hand on the Bhoys, the bookies make them clear market leaders. The most common quote is 8/13 although Ladbrokes still offer 8/11. Celtic are a general 6/5 to come out on top. Rangers have the chance to stretch their lead to seven points as they play away at St Mirren on January 8th and at Gretna on January 16th before Celtic resume their SPL programme at home to Kilmarnock on the 20th.
Alicia Keys - No One Lyrics
I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I dont worry cause Everythings gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything's gonna be alright No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights [ No One lyrics found on I dont worry cause Everythings gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything's gonna be alright No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel for you I
Lmao: Huck Man Supports Ron Paul, Plus Fox's Losses
LMAO: Huck Man Supports Ron Paul, PLUS Fox's Losses Thanks The Farmer Formerly Known AS Prince Date: Jan 5, 2008 3:09 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: woody Date: Jan 5, 2008 3:47 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Philo-sophia Date: Jan 5, 2008 2:39 PM This is soooooooo mine for some video fun! Love it - notice how weak he says Huckabee's name after he did Ron Paul. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Will To Power Date: Jan 5, 2008 12:25 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jennifer Date: Jan 5, 2008 1:12 PM Huckabee spokesman bloopers for Ron Paul ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Matt (Pro U.S. Constitution, Pro Ron Paul 08) Date: Jan 5, 2008 11:56 AM his whole speech supports Ron Paul... especially at the end! and FOX is losing $$$. From: Republican Liberty Caucus Of Texas Date: Jan 5, 2008 2:38
Disappearing Love
What happened to our love? It used to be so bright Loving, laughing, caring Then soon caught the night You were my one and only love Cared for you too much Then something happened And slept with that man You deceived me I never felt so desperate But I try to forgive you now And try not to think about before I love you so much It just hurts to ponder now Everything I have Is because of you Everything I bought Was because of you I just love you so much I'm scared to lose you
Popples My Co-worker :)
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A Real Boyfriend!
When she stares at your lips [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yo
The Mask
I keep my mask right with ME everywhere I go, In case I need to wear it, so ME doesn't show. I'm so afraid to show you ME, afraid of what you'll do.You might laugh at ME and say mean things, Or I mightlose you. I'd like to take my mask off, to let you look at ME. I want you to try and understand, and please, love what you see. I'll pull it off so slow. Please understand how much it hurt, to let the REAL ME show. Now my mask is taken off. I feel naked! Bare! So cold! if you still love all that you see, you're my friend, pure as gold! I want to save my mask, and hold it in my hand. I need to keep it handy in case, someone doesn't understand. Please protect me, my friend, and thank you for loving ME true. But please let me keep my mask with me, until I love Me too.
Sex Jokes
Ex-Girlfriend A guy runs into his ex-girlfriend at a bar. "I had sex with another woman last night," he tells her. "But I was thinking of you the whole time." "You miss me that much?" she asks. "No," he says. "But it kept me from coming too fast."
To The Sexy Lounge
Horned God
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia The Horned God is a modern syncretic term used amongst Wiccan-influenced Neopagans, which unites numerous male nature gods out of such widely-dispersed mythologies as the Celtic Cernunnos, the English Herne the Hunter, the Hindu Pashupati and the Greek Pan. A number of figures from British folklore, though normally depicted without horns, are nonetheless considered related: Puck, Robin Goodfellow and the Green Man. Development of an idea The idea that all such horned images were of deities and that they represented manifestations of a single Horned God, and that Christianity had attempted to suppress his worship by associating him with Satan, originally developed in the fashionable 19th-century Occultist circles of England and France. Eliphas Levi's famous illustration of Baphomet, in his Dogme et Rituel de la Haute Magie (1855) (based on Goya's Witches Sabbath painting, 1789) accompanied the first suggestions to this effect. Levi's i
Why I Am Fu Whoring, The Whole Sordid Truth
I don't wanna be known as a fu-whore! Yet I find myself slinging friends requests out like they were beads at Mardis Gras! I'm not into the e-popularity thing. I swear I am not. But there are two very important factors at work in my world, causing this. 1) I am single and am actively looking here, and in real life, for potential dates. 2) The points. The damned points. I want to get one of those really cool uber Fu titles. I must have it! So if I send ya a friends request, it's not that I am not interested in talking. In fact the truth is that I'd LOVE for the people I check out here to talk to me. I'm a talkative person. And I'm basically safe. Though I am highly sexual, and am capable of some really kinky stuff, I am not a perv. The truth is that I can get sex in real life, so there's no need for me to cyber perv here, unless of course it's all in the name of mutual fun. I'm always up for mutual fun! Besides, strangely enough, having seen so many naked pics here, and
My Birth Number Is 2
Birth Test Once you have discovered your Birth Number, forward this email to the rest of your friends, including the one who sent this to you. Put your number in the Subject and Pass it on! Have fun! Your birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth Date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be; it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example March 20, 1950 3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973 1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20 2 + 0 = 2 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 2 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example. Details here below..
Happy B-day
Today is a very special day!! Its Mr Dub's Birthday, he is the best!! He is the most wonderful person I have ever met!! I think he deserves a special B-day spanking Mr Dub~Milai's R/L BF~Owner-Blue Seas Lounge~@ fubar Plz go to his profile, Fan, Rate and Add :) And while you are there u may also subscribe the best lounge JUST CLICK AND JOIN US♫BLUE SEAS♫THE BEST LOUNGE♪@ fubar (repost of original by '♫Milai♡Mr Dub's R/L Girlfriend♫ Blue Seas Lounge♪™' on '2008-01-07 10:01:30')
...reasons Why I Should Never Spawn...
IM AN UNCLE! WOO nothing like using your friends kids to pick up on the ladies. It also give me an excuse to call the liquor store the candy shop. And in a few years ill never have to move from the couch to get a beer! I cant wait till he can walk, im going to load him up with pop rocks and pixie sticks then suit him up in a batman costume and let him reign terror upon his parents. muhahahaha.
Wrong Email Address
A couple from Minneapolis decided to go to Florida to thaw out during one particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the very same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel schedules. So, the husband left Minnesota and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an e-mail to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her e-mail address, and without realizing his error, he sent the e-mail. Meanwhile.....somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister of many years who was called home to glory following a sudden heart attack. The widow decided to check her e-mail, expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she fainted. The widow's
If somebody called bum-tnoo7@hotm adds you as a friend DON'T accept it because he's a hacker. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you get them on yours and he'll figure out your ID�computer�address, so copy and paste this message to everyone, even if you hate them and fast - cause he hacks their mail
Throws The Soap Box And Screams
The inability for people this country to care for their elders makes me sick!Caring for them is not just footing the bill for their care. How about a card? a letter? a visit? Age is not a disease! Its a stage in life disguised by media as the "golden years". I work with the elders everyday and see things which turn my stomach and break my heart. Sometimes it is just a moment of your time which they are craving. A simple smile or a warm hug when they are scared. No time?~ sigh life is nothing but time. Make the best of this time you have been granted. Kicks the damn soap box and frowns~ walking off
Re: Vote Fraud Expert Warns Of New Hampshire Chicanery
RE: Vote Fraud Expert Warns Of New Hampshire Chicanery ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 08 Jan 2008, 13:46 Vote Fraud Expert Warns Of New Hampshire Chicanery Vote fraud expert Bev Harris has warned that New Hampshire's electronic voting machines are wide open to fraud and that even modestly skilled computer programmers were able to identify key vulnerabilities within ten minutes of assessing them as key Democrat and Republican primaries unfold today.
The Truth About The Da Vinci Code By Wayne Jackson
The Truth About The Da Vinci Code January 8, 2008 by Wayne Jackson The so-called Da Vinci Code has been the topic of animated conversation for some time. What are the fact about this mysterious “code”? ”The Da Vinci Code” theory (both the book and a subsequent movie of the same name), has generated significant publicity over the past several years. Of course the crackpot journalists, TV talk-show hosts, and liberal theologians are vigorously promoting these productions as the “truth” about Christianity. Even some naive folks, who ostensibly are associated with “Christendom,” are encouraging their friends and associates to read the book and see the movie, and to use the information as a “tool” for evangelism. As a “tool,” these productions have the value of a one-handle pair of pliers! Most nominal “Christians” will not have two-cents worth of discernment in being able to separate biblical truth from error. The author of The Da Vinci Code book is Dan Brown, a former schoolt
Celtic The sighting of a crow or a raven on the battlefield was taken as a visitation of the goddess Bodhbh and as an omen of death.
Celtic The horned god of fertility and wealth, symbolized by the wheel which also represents the sun. He is depicted sitting cross-legged, wearing a simple tunic and beads.Celtic graves often contain small wheels, placed there to light the way of the dead in the underworld. The Roman invaders of Gaul and Britain surmised that he was another form of Mercury who guides the spirits of the dead to Hades. Christians turned him into the Devil and inserted him into Hell.
Etruscan A demon who guides the dead and guards the grave. His is a fierce visage: his nose is like a vulture's; his furry ears are long and pointed; and snakes grow from his scalp. He wields a hammer.
Egyptian A death god who appears in the form of a crouching dog or jackal. He lives beyond the setting sun and rules over the lands of the dead. The position has lent itself to fantasy: one pharoah wanted to become Chontamenti. His name means "He who lives in the uttermost west".
Crow & Crab
Murinbata (Australia) Hamns once got to choose how they would die.Crow and Crab demonstrated the alternatives. Crab's way of dying was to shed her hard shell, then crawl in her burrow until her new shell hardened. When Crab reemerged, Crow complained that Crab's way of dying was too slow. "This is how you die," said Crow and he immediately fell over backwards. Crab attempted to revive him, but he was dead. Humans selected Crow's demise over Crab's rebith. Only the first ancestors know what they were thinking!
What You Are To Me.
What you are to me. My minds like a dresser Clutterd and stuffed. Overflowing with all the reasons I knew were not enough. My hearts Like a band-aid. Stretchy and bent healing my cuts even the ones never meant. Your eyes are like a piece of glass. Sharpening and chill deep. Reminding me of all the Little promises You never did keep. Your touch is like heaven. Soft and so smooth. Like a piece of silk. Just used and used. Your voice can be so calming. Like a Soft whisperd song. I never could realize The road that was so wrong. I love you but I hate you Somethings wrong with me. Maybe you aren't perfect. But you're as close as close can be.
I Long To
I Long To How I long to hear the crashing of the waves with you, to hear the Pounding of them against the lava rock shore; Feeling the Tremendous strength and power, rushing In and Out forever more. How I long to smell the Sweet, Sweet delicate Flower, So fragrant, So dainty, So nice; filling the air I breath with its Sweet scent; No other floral bouquet will suffice. How I long to feel your breaths warmth, blanketing against my cheek; the Heat intensifying as we kiss, leaving my body feeling Weary and Week. O' how I long to Taste the juicy ripe Fruit, hidden secretly and out of sight; its Heavenly Nectar So precious, So delicate to thy Touch O' So right. O' how I long to be where the summer never ends, where the snow never falls; where the cold wind never blows and where winter never calls. How I long to see the Beauty sent from Heaven above, to witness the Angelic glow of starry eyes so blue, the softened lips, the silken hair, the delicate soft skin O' so bar
Man Kills Hiker And Avoids Death Penalty
Read the story here: So... just because this murderous son-of-a-bitch tells the DA where to find Meredith's body, he gets to live? FUCK THAT and fuck the state of Georgia. I spit on it. People, what the courts in Georgia are doing in this case is just dead wrong. Letting this subhuman pissrag live another day is too good for him!!! And lucky us, once again we taxpayers get to foot the bill for feeding, clothing and housing this monster until the day he finally has the good sense to die on his own. Fuck the fucking criminal courts AND prisons. Who the hell do they ever protect but the criminals?
Glenn Beck Confronted We Are Change Fl
Glenn Beck Confronted We Are Change FL
I Knelt To Pray
I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees. My Christian duty was now done My soul could rest at ease..... All day long I had no time To spread a word of cheer No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear. No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry, No time to give to souls in need But at last the time, the time to die I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said "Your name I cannot find I once was going to write it down... But never found the time"
Sweetwater's For The Best In Country And Southern Rock!!!
A Boyfriend
Bearing arms of care only there for you young and true flaming passion reincarnated saviour inequal and important essence of forgiveness narrow tunnel for a wide cave destiny has made her game Author notes I (Truth-Diamond , Lyseract-Matt) made this poem but any and all credit belongs to her (my sister) , she is new here at AP so please try and hold back the critisism as best you can thanks you everybody take care! p.s i'm going to get in trouble for doing this but it's worth it.
Re: Media Struggles To Whitewash Clinton Vote Fraud Suspicions
RE: Media Struggles To Whitewash Clinton Vote Fraud Suspicions ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Jan 2008, 13:55 Media Struggles To Whitewash Clinton Vote Fraud Suspicions The media has gone into overdrive trying to whitewash Hillary Clinton's inexplicable defeat of Barack Obama in the New Hampshire primary and sideline questions about vote fraud, with the latest excuse being that Clinton's name appeared above Obama's on the ballot paper.
i was on here when it was onces called cherrytap and to this day i really thik it sounds so much better then saying do the fu that still sounds so gay anyways moveing on i been on here more then onces but alwasys delete my profile with good reasons why only one time was it not my fult doing so but anyways if you really want to contact me here are my messangers btw ill keep this up for 5 pm right now its only 11:33am so if you want you no how to contact me
Random Thought For Today..
Of all the things you've ever wanted to be.. Why is just being yourself always the hardest?
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imikimi - Customize Your World
This blog goes out to the men and women who i saw tonite out on camp lejeune awaiting to deploy out to iraq... May you all be safe over there and come back home in 1 peice... and know that you will truely, deeply, respectfully, be missed by this civilian who awaits for your return.. May god and your fellowman keep watch over you. May they both protect and keep you all safe. My heart sank when i saw the bags lined up, piled up high awaiting to be shipped out. My heart sank when i saw you men and women standing around at HP 500 block awaiting to get on the bus..Knowing that you all were on your way to the sandbox of hell...and knowing what you all are about to leave behind... So, If you are 1 of the marines who was bout to deploy out tonite and should happen to stumble upon my blog and read this ...know that i will be thinkn and prayen for you all, and shall be awaiting here for your return.. Thank you for all that you do for our county, and god bless you and your fello
The Doctor Just Left
Hey, doctor doctor give me the new i got a bad case of loving fubar friends i love you all.. please go to my page show me some love tell your friends.. xoxo thanks Nic
Snow In Baghdad
BAGHDAD - The flakes melted quickly. But the smiles, wonder and excited story-swapping went on throughout the day: It snowed in Baghdad. The morning flurry Friday was the first in memory in the heart of the Iraqi capital. Perhaps more significant, however, was the rare ripple of delight through a city snarled by army checkpoints, divided by concrete walls and ravaged by sectarian killings. "For the first time in my life I saw a snow-rain like this falling in Baghdad," said Mohammed Abdul-Hussein, a 63-year-old retiree from the New Baghdad area. "When I was young, I heard from my father that such rain had fallen in the early '40s on the outskirts of northern Baghdad," Abdul-Hussein said, referring to snow as a type of rain. "But snow falling in Baghdad in such a magnificent scene was beyond my imagination." After weathering nearly five years of war, Baghdad residents thought they'd pretty much seen it all. But as muezzins were calling the faithful to prayer, the people
Life As We Know It
Hey. I'm bored. Trying to think of something to do to take my mind off all the stressful things going on. I'm not going to rant about them either because then i'll just get more stressed. But anywho.. If any one knows a way to amuse me.. feel free to share ;)
Here's To.....
Funeral Is Over ~ Healing Begins
Well the Funeral for my grams was on Thursday and it was an absolutely gorgeous day. The sun was out, the temperature was perfect and my grandma's favorite thing, butterflies, we flying all around the church. She was their, making sure her family and friends were ok and making sure we were all celebrating her life and not mourning the death of her body. Her spirit is still alive and well in all of us. I do miss her, I do catch a tear every now and again when I hear a sad song, but I don't cry anymore, I smile when I think about her, I smile knowing that she is with God whom she believed in with all of her heart. She was a god fearing christian that never spoke an ill word about anyone and i am going to strive to be more like that. Trying to get more happy and less angry, look for the good in people instead of seeing flaws. Everyone has flaws, but that doesn't mean we need to notice them. We all say things at one time or another that we don't mean, we all do things that we regre
My Life
The life I walk is hard, I live with loved ones that know nothing of the pain I carry, They keep my feet bolted to the ground, But they don’t realizs that stops me from finding the true me, I’ve learned from the past that you must live as your own person, Not as a slave of another, To help the needed, And to keep those with full lives in mind is my mission so far, Although you might feel there is no one with your problems, You should know, You’re not alone in the world
Help Me Out!!!
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Mouse Balls Lol
Subject: IBM - Mouse balls & Mouse ball inspector I don't know how they wrote this with a straight face. This was a real memo sent out by IBM to its employees in all seriousness. It went to all field engineers about a computer peripheral problem. The author of this memo was quite genuine. The engineers rolled on the floor! Especially note the last couple of sentences. 'If a mouse fails to operate or should it perform erratically, it may need a ball replacement. Mouse balls are now available as FRU (Field Replacement Units) Because of the delicate nature of this procedure, a replacement of mouse balls should only be attempted by properly trained personnel. Before proceeding, determine the type of mouse balls by examining the underside of the mouse. Domestic balls will be larger and harder than foreign balls. Ball removal procedures differ depending upon the manufacturer of the mouse. Foreign balls can be replaced using th
Attention Who?
Yes I have a nsfw album. And yes its private, only viewable by family. Im not a whore *cough* you know who Im talking to , lol If i like you enough Ill let you see them. If i talk to you on the regular Ill let you see them. And those people know who you are. But thats very few.
Strings Attached
Strings Attached
The Ibrox Disaster (tribute)
The Ibrox Disaster (Tribute)
The Letter
I wrote that letter from my heart, And after, I thought we'd never part, But in order to part, we needed to be together, which Never was because you never responded to my letter. The two years feelings for you were put in that letter But nothing was between us, it didn't make anything better. Writing that letter gave me fears Of what you might not or do, but it lead to tear Why you made me scared to be around you Is beyond me, but I was really afraid to. You acted like nothing, like it was all cool, But it wasn't and I felt like a fool. Thinking of it now, brings me to tears, And as I grow further apart from you, it nears The time when you will love me back, It will be too late, for my love you'll lack. So take this as a warning, For my love is true now, we can work as a team, But you'll wake up one morning, And wish that my lost love for you, was all a dream.
Contemplative...think About It....
What makes people think that they can try to change who I am? Why should anyone have to do things differently to make others happy? When someone says that they love you whether it be romantically or otherwise, why do they complain about things that you do? I'm not saying this only one sided either I have done the same thing. Is that love? Or is it infatuation with the person that they want you to be? Their view of who you are. Now that is confusing too because they say that love blinds... so if you truly love someone would you even be able to see their faults? To who ever is reading this: have you ever loved someone only because of the way they made you feel about yourself? I realize that this is not loving someone. But when you feel loved, when you feel perfect, isn't that the best feeling in the world? It is true that love conquers all. If you were to feel that way forever, you wouldn't need to do things t
Life When life kicks you in the balls, and you go down.. you smile..get back up and walk... When life hits you with a metal night stick and you go smile. get up and walk.. When life hits you with a baseball bat and you go smile..get up and walk it off.. When life hits you like a truck at 200 stay down..make sure your fine..then you get up..and walk.. The key to this..whatever life hits you stand tall..and walk....
Nothing Intelligent To Put Here!!
Oh wow. Another reflection of life. This was well thought out in the shower today. Honestly though, society is a bunch of whiners. Everyone complains because they don't have this or they don't have that, get over it you could be starving in a third world country. How about I give you your Ipod and we ship you off to Iraq? Or try living in Africa. Come on people. We over-react when we have relationship issues too, it's not the end of the world, honestly. I was thinking about it this morning, 2 years ago something happened to me that changed me forever, I'd say the most traumatic experience in my life, maybe not for someone else but for me at least, I think something truly painful like that puts everything into perspective. You learn that break-ups aren't the end of the world, missing your favorite t.v. show just happens, Not winning something isn't so bad. And like oh my gawd I totally chipped a nail. I think the spoiled whiny brats of the world should form a single
Crying -- Dane Cook
Winter Theme Contest
iam in a winter theme contest will you please is my picture for the contest.. Sweetlips [ photo: 4026134068 ]
Getting Red
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w
This is fun to do. Just read the offense' and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each 'offense' and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin 'My Bail is $........' You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on My Space -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 - Ever got drunk HIGH at work, or went to work while still drunk HIGH -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk & HIGH , p
Re: Live Radio Show Debate About Ron Paul For
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I just called my sister to check on my niece and found out she has been having a lot of seizures again and although most have been short a few have been longer that they had been the past two days. I can't afford to go back up there right now, so I'm stuck here worrying. Please please if you pray, pray for my darling niece because this is just seriously not good because it means that the medicine she's on isn't working for her that the emergency medicine they had to give her a couple days ago that's wearing off is what was working so now only God knows how long they're going to have to be up there because they're going to have to switch her medicine yet again. So please pray for the doctor to find out what is wrong and help my beautiful darling little niece.
"life Is Simply To Short"
"LIFE IS SIMPLY TO SHORT" Well I've learned today that life is actually to short to CARE what people think, and to short to WORRY about what people do, and to short to WONDER what tomorrow holds, and to short to ANALYZE what comes along, and to short to STRESS over the small stuff, and to short FEEL sorry for yourself, and to short to EXPECT anyone to understand, and to short to CHANGE some ones mind, and to short to try and UNDO what has been done, and to short to LOOK for all the right answers, and to short to REASON with the unreasonable, and to short to ARGUE with the ones you love, and to short to FIGHT a loosing battle, and to short to WASTE your time, and most of all LIFE IS "SIMPLY" TO SHORT TO GIVE A FUCK..............................................
How Ridiculous And "over-the-top" Has Society Become?
SCHOOL -1957 vs. 2007 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Tested for AD
I am so excited because tomorrow I am getting together with one of my very best friends of all time! I havn't seen her since i moved from New Jersey but we have been friends for 15 solid years!! I'm am very very happy about this one!! :)
Mating Currency?
96.4% of you will read this and think "WTF??" and really....who cares? But there is the Glorious 3.6% that will say "Hmmmm". So I kind of wanted to have my words marked because, I think I am on a path of internalizing the meaning of "Mating currency". We shall see if I was correct. Currency: a: Something (as coins, treasury notes, and banknotes) that is in circulation as a medium of exchange b: a common article for bartering c: a medium of verbal or intellectual expression Mating: DUH! (But for those who must.......) a: either member of a couple and especially a married couple b: either member of a breeding pair of animals When I hear the term "Mating currency"; things, flowers, engagement, jewelry, friendship, trust, honesty, committment... blah! blah! blah! comes to mind. But then again, so does the energy and connection between two people. I'm kind of confused so as we know, there is no method to my madness. I investigate my thoughts with no dir
Boys Do Cry
this morning i had it all together this afternoon you pulled it all apart this evening i cried like it would never stop
Life With Depression
Depression hurts deep to the soul Depression kills you from within It can turn you as cold as ice And make you as black as death Depression is all around us Isn't there the slightest glimpse Of ever finding an escape from the hurt That is know as Life with this disease? It eats you up alive From within your very eyes Crawling its way threw to the top From the very recess of our own minds When is there a second or minute That it does not affect you in your life This all consuming disease that can kill Know more commonly as Depression.....
The International Rules Of Manhood
The International Rules of Manhood 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Uma Thurman starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At
Guitar Hero3
my hubby and I have a 360 too but gh3 on wii only......peace
Well, recently things have been going quite well for me, as a whole. Specifically, because of Adam... I never knew you could feel this way about someone. Its so much more than love. He is like, a missing part of me. If that makes sense... it's like, so long I've looked for and wanted something... and it's always been the same stupid shit... and always involved some drama... But, since Adam and I have gotten together, everything in my world seems perfect. I am unable to really explain it. It seems like everything is just as it's supposed to be. He truly makes me happy. The things he says to me, and things he does for me, he is amazing. He means the world to me. For once in my life, I'm thinking of someone else's feelings other than my own. I'm worried about his feelings and thoughts. I want to know that he is as happy as me. This is an amazing thing... i've never been so happy. I am so in love with him... Well, I know everyone gets sick of hearing about Adam all the time...
Got Mad Love :p
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I Don't Carter to you Anymore A lifetime shall pass before we ever speak again Don't Worry , Your Conscious is clear Out of Sight , Out of Mind, Be Gone, Over and over, You could never comprehend , All I wanted was what was best for you. Unfortunately, You Never truly Valued me as Friend That all seems not to matter now Over and over I suppressed my feeling, Held my tongue, Only To watch, And Forever Resist ever revealing how Disappointed I am Maybe, Actions do not speak louder than words Maybe Everything is Lost in Translation You want to say, Your Actions Had no Hidden meaning, That it was all Just Misunderstandings..... Again , It Does not Matter I Wish I could be your Friend, But You Don't Even Respect me or Care Enough To Be Honest One Lie Always Leads to another But, What you Do not Comprehend I Never deluded myself that I would be nothing more than your freind... So Let the Hunt Begin While your on that, Maybe you should look in the mirror Really Look W
~my Dad~
Life Lessons You may have thought I didn't see, Or that I hadn't heard, Life lessons that you taught to me, But I got every word. Perhaps you thought I missed it all, And that we'd grow apart, But Dad, I picked up everything, It's written on my heart. Without you, Dad, I wouldn't be The woman I am today; You built a strong foundation No one can take away. I've grown up with your values, And I'm very glad I did; So here's to you, dear father, From your forever grateful kid. ......................................... Hes not only my dad but my friend....I love him with everything I have and I miss him...he lives in Indiana...and dammit man it sucks...i cant wait until he moves back south!!!
Not Deleting
Ok so change in plans...not deleting BUT only because my best friend casey keep callin me asking me not to and it was kind of getting annoying. If I did delete she would have called me harrassing me to make a new one im sure. But pls do not waste ur time rating me or anything. This acct will lay dormant unless Casey 'needs me' or I happen to get the FU syndrome and starting rating again. If and when I am on always feel free to chat! The one who can't get rid of ya's :D lol -submissive ... now known as Minja; check out my vid on my profile lol :)
Am I Prejudice???
You Are Not Prejudiced Not only are you color blind, but you're also ethnicity blind, gender blind, and sexual orientation blind. You don't judge someone until you truly know them. And even then, you're probably reluctant to judge. You try to treat everyone equally. Everyone has a fair chance with you. Good job - there's not a prejudiced bone in your body. Are You Prejudiced?
Synthetik Networks
this is my other site, It is small and growing... spread the word.
I Carry Your Heart With Me
i carry your heart with me i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) Written by E E Cummings 1894-1962,
Having A Body
I believe in having a body. I am curvy. I am not perfect, I have flaws. But the good outweigh the bad. Who wants to be skinny, with no ass? Who wants to see ribs? nobody. I agree obesity is not good, but thickness is so hot. it feels good, and its feminine. Seeing a woman with bony legs, and no hips is scary. its like fucking a 13 year old boy. women are made to be soft, not pointy. ladies, your man may have you by his side and your skinny, but he's on here right now wishing you were built like me. lmao
Sex / Love Making
Sex is a reaction, a desire or an agreement two people have knowing that there is no commit or attachment a physical connection without ties a booty call here and there......Making love is a connection that two people have with one another other than the goes deeper than a lust, a desire or need...its two bodies connecting as one... loosing track of time...its an emotion...its beauty...its two spirit entwined...its an experience leading to a blossoming relationship..... its not just the rolling over and thanking each other....and saying I`ll call you in a week or two... its the beauty that two individuals share that no one else can come close too!
Jager For My Thought... Shots Of Jager For All My Thoughts
So I had an interesting conversation with a gentleman that was surprisingly pretty dang hot. I kept an eye on him as he walked past me at security check... then noticed he was in the same terminal... noticed him glance over at me... anyhow, luck would have it we were seated next to eachother... but I'm getting side tracked. He told me to never say never.... I couldn't get that thought out of my head... what the hell, you say never when you say never say never. To me it's like asking me what came first the egg or the chicken, or how much can a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood. I hate those euphuisms.... hmmm, I am thinking tomorrow is Friday, I'm in Nashville I've got this hot guy staying at the same hotel... I'm going out for drinks tomorrow to ponder on this drunk.
Le Guen And Pauleta: A Love-hate Relationship
Le Guen And Pauleta: A Love-Hate Relationship With PSG struggling in mid-table in the league, the capital side are still failing to meet expectations under former Rangers manager Paul Le Guen. Walter Townsend asks if Pauleta holds the key to a potential PSG revival... zoom - galleria Pauleta, PSG's top scorer, has been used sparingly this season, yet with him on the pitch PSG look a different side. So why, in spite of these credentials, has Pauleta made only 6 starts, and 6 further appearances from the bench? Pauleta's introduction to the team on Sunday evening against Lens galvanised PSG, who until that moment had struggled to break down their stubborn visitors. Within moments of his arrival, Pauleta had scored the opening goal, going on to play a key role in the other two goals that the home side rattled in in quick succession as they put Jean-Pierre Papin's men to the sword. Le Guen finally caved into public pressure and played Pauleta from the start in yester
As If You Cared
It has been refreshing to be away from the computer for almost a month. I have been able to focus my attention to where it needs to be, and has allowed me to bury myself in work. There are alot of you that I do miss, I do not miss the drama or the people behind it. I just wanted to say that I am still breathing and I am still around and that I did not fall off the face of the earth.
A Plea For Prayer
Ok for all the inquiring minds, it's easier to post here then to answer the emails of how im doing , or what the DR said today ! First off I'll start from the beginning, I went to the ER last Sunday night was there 7 hours. I went home , and straight to my DR. office the next day. He immediately called the hospital and had me admitted ! Thru a CT they determined that there is 7 VISIBLE gal stones, and my gal bladder needs removed . But they were confident there was more. So in them 5 days I went thru many tests, many xrays, ultra sounds, EKG'S , I seen a surgeon and 2 other specialists. Plus my family DR. None of which was really able to determine where exactly the pain was coming from other than they knew there was more .... A year and a half ago, I had a surgery called " NovaSure ( endometiral ablation ) " What that was is to basically freeze my female parts and stop menstrual cycles rather than go thru a hystorectomy. Well Monday night during the night I started hemmorging
I Want
This is my b-day present for anyone that wants to get it for me
Dewey Decimal Rocks!
Today i decided to take a trip to the local library with the kids. I figured we wouldn't be there too long because my daughter and I already knew which ones we wanted. So in theory, all we had to do was walk in and get on the computer and look up the correct place the book was in, and then go get it off the shelf, right?? WRONG! After looking around for a bit i asked the librarian how to find the book that we wanted. She literally pointed to a huge wall full of books and said "it's over in that area somewhere". I though she was joking at first....Apparently, they only use the dewey decimal system on their non-fictions. Everything else either has a colored tab on it, or it's "suppose" to be in alpha. order. Now, after all of that explaining, i STILL couldn't find the book that i wanted, so i went up to the counter where 3 librarians were at the counter. They all looked at me like i was an idiot. Ok, so i found one of the books that i wanted after all of that, so then i was looking fo
Common Sense???
Has anyone been watching the news from over here where i live? In case you don't know where i live, i like near Jacksonville, NC where the Marine apparently took a crowbar to a woman's head that was eight and a half month's pregnant with his baby. If you haven't heard the story,'re officially living under a rock. Now, not only did he kill her, but he set her on FIRE in his own backyard firepit and LEFT her there. Now my question is this: What kind of moronic IDIOT doesn't know that it's totally stupid to leave her in the backyard?!?!? We live 10 minutes from the beach for crying outloud. There are so many inlets and marshy areas that she could have never been found! Maybe i've been watching too much CSI...LOL....what do you all think about this?? I just hope this situation doesn't make people think that all Marines are crazy idiots!!
Pink Floyd:wish You Here
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Rage against the machine FREEDOM!! Leonard Peltier story.. Book by Leonard Peltier Prison Life "My life is a sundance" pick it up at any library..
Hey everyone i got on the Vip list with my friend and we can get everyone in for free with half off all drinks all night long tonight so send me a message if you want to come and hang out!!!
Your Lips
bet kissing you would be a profound and overwhelming sensation I bet your lips would send me on a enrapturing felicity Shutting down my nerves, sending me into a hypnotic state of passion Your lips, I bet, are so warm and inviting to the soul I can just about feel them in places the sun don't shine, it has to be a sin I bet your lips will cause your tongue to behave so naughty Leaving me at you will, leaving me wet, leaving me panting They already have me here sweating I would lick your lips like they were a delicacy, You lick your lips? I bet you look so dam sexy if you do, I bet you do, don't you? I bet they would fit perfectly between my hips I bet your lips alone could take me to ecstasy I may even get stuck there, which is fine baby As long as your lips bring me back slowly Softly bring me down, gently, regardless if I'm begging you to stop Ignore me, I know not what I say Just let your lips play Until mine cry in release of that sweet nectar
Not Easy
So it\'s not gonna be easy. It\'s gonna be really hard; we;\'re gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that, because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everday. You and me... EVERYDAY.
For All The Brotherhood
Just a thought guys and gals in the fire services take your department patch have someone you care about kiss it or blow a kiss at it if they are not with you then place that patch in your turnout coat. Superstitious yeah but hey we need all the luck we can have I have recently done this and going to belive it works hell at least you will have that persons love in the fire with you at all times..............Just a thought
Who I Am
I know who I am. No one else knows who I am. If I was a giraffe, and someone said I was a snake, I'd think, no, actually I'm a giraffe. - Richard Gere
How To Look Good Naked
There is a show on television that encapsulates me every Friday night. It is shown on the Lifetime T.V. network and it is called “How to look good naked”. The premier episode, shown a few weeks ago, enthralled me to be quite honest. There was this stunning woman named Layla on the show who had some self confidence issues, much like me. She was a bigger girl but so gorgeous. Perhaps I should back up a little bit. For anyone unfamiliar with this show, it is hosted by Carson Kressley (originally of the hit show “Queer Eye for the Straight Guy”) who is simply fabulous. He takes women who have self esteem issues when it comes to her looks and sits down with them first to talk and have her point out what she believes her flaws to be. He then asks her to strip down to her bra and panties in front of a mirror and point out those so-called flaws to him. As she does this, he is able to point out what he sees as strengths. While still clad in a bra and panties (black bra and matching panties) h
My Grievance With Alot Of The People That Frequent My Job
Ok, so most of you might not know, but i currently have an occupation in the movie theater business. I sell tickets and occasionally usher too. I've been working there for almost four and a half months, and every time I'm working, I always get some of the biggest Tools, pricks, d-bags, and jackoffs around. And most of the time, it's really them personally, but rather the utterly STUPID shit they do while there. Here's just a sample of what kinds of people im talking about, and my personal opinion of them: -The guys who bitch about how outrageous the ticket prices are, yet still buy the tickets: Ok, if you think the prices are so fucking bad, then why in the hell are you still BUYING IT?? It's not like you have to; as if i were holding a gun to your head. You can walk out any chance you like. If you don't like the prices, then turn around, walk out of the line, and LEAVE!!!!!! -All those 12-17 year old pricks in their hollister and abercrombie and Bitch clothes, who think the movi
Why is it that people come to my page, when they obviously want nothing to do with me? i am a fucked-up insane little unhappy critter with masochistic tendencies. i am by no means good for anyone. also, if you have told me to fuck off-repeatedly-in the past, why do you continue to stalk my page? either speak or stay away, but don't let me just see that you've been here. it's irritating, unnerving, and makes me wanna road trip with Mr. Sharp-my friendly little double-bladed knife. don't fucking stalk me. all it does is annoy me. go away or speak. and by speak i mean apologize for being a prick and telling me to fuck off in the first place. among other things. if you see yourself in this, you know who you are.
In A Contest Please Help Me
Im in a contest to win a vip could you all my friends and my friends friends help me all i need is 15000 comments to win one. If you help me I will buy you a gift and if you help me lots like 100+ I will not only buy u a VIP gift but I will also make you a special gift picture and put it in a album called thanks to the people that helped me! Ok so here is the link Please feel free to bomb away and repost this too! AMie p.s. please send me a message if you bomb me so i can give you a gift for thanks!
The Y Time's
if you dont mean it dont say it at all
Sexy Night
Grab some love and hold on thight, It's time to start this week off right, Sexy love is in the air, A long hard ride will get you there, Some like it naughty, some like it nice, Some play with chains, licks and bites, Cuffs, blindfolds, ropes and toys, Or just hard ridin Girls on boys, Playtime is fun if it's done right, So have some fun and play tonight..... A> Have a Sexy night xoxoxoxooxxo Dusty
To Answer Ur Questions...
Ok to answer all those "where have u been" questions.... I've been busy as shit w/ dr apts. yea and i get the next question.. "are you sick, u ok"... im fine, i been goin to the docs a lot cause im pregnant! and No you can't be my baby's daddy, Morphine's got that covered.
Silly Stuff
1. Who took your profile picture? I honestly don't remember....maybe my stepmom? 2. Exactly what are you wearing right now? Clothes...its cold out! 3. What is your current problem? Still feeling the effects of Saturday night 4. What makes you most happy? Right and sleep 5. What's the name of the song your listening to? Jason Aldean -- Johnny Cash Chapter 1: ABOUT YOU ♥ 1. Nickname? CW, Speedy (due to tickets) 2. Eye color? Blue 3. Hair color? Brown 4.Height? --->6'1 ________________________________________________________ Chapter 2: FAMiLY ♥ 1. Do you live with your parent(s)? 2. Do u get along with your parents? --->Yes. Much better relationship with my Dad in the last 10 years 3. Are your parents chill? They are parents and drove me Dad now takes up all the slack. 4. Do you have any Siblings? little brother and my 2 older half sisters _______________________________
Friends Over Forty (and Those To Come)
, IT IS WHAT IT IS....... The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not ma
Original Writing #6
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 The Beginning and The End Current mood: blank Category: Romance and Relationships its almost a numb feeling almost but not quite i can still cry and i can still laugh only its farther and fewer in between takes an event to make either happen now your tears and sadness do not affect me anymore i am cold to that completely cold the more you profess your love for me the more i despise you you have found the perfect way to push me away this is over for years now babe its not just an over night thing it my fault, i should have told you im sorry it seemed so sudden but to me each day my heart grew empty and devoid of feelings for you day by day less and less until now there is nothing left and i feel this is why it seemed so sudden to you it was hidden away in MY heart until now you cant let go you play the memories in your mind regularly you cry constantly everything you are you say i made and have now destroyed w
Heck I'd Take Off For A White Pride Holiday!
Can't people be happy with a paid day off?
Brain Vs Heart
a little ramble here.... so it occurs to me, as it usually does admist a wine enduced haze, that the brain can be described as the "adult" part of us all, that uses logic, reason, and common sense. where as the heart, is the tempremental "child" that throws tantrums, whines, and basically just gets us in to trouble. It is often said that "the heart wants what the heart wants" and like most terrible twoers, will throw itself on the floor kicking and screaming until it gets its way. sad how the tempremental child in us all, often ignores the adult until its usually too late, so we are stuck with a "boo boo" and the smug "adult" is saying "i told you so" ok, so that made no sense, please return to your normal myspace schedule.
Is This Who I Really Am? Shit Son!
Im someone that bends over backwards for every person that i come in contact with. My biggest downfall is the fact that im the type of person that gives everyone the benefit of the doubt. Maybe i should stop. Maybe i should become half of the girls in Altoona and be the biggest bitch and blow people off and let everyone fend for themselves. I've realized today that im a total fucking idiot! I'm tired of kissing everyones asses, maybe they should kiss mine every now and then! All i need to do is say NO. but no, what do i do?? i say YEEEEEES constantly! Fuck that shit! From now on: im going to start saying NO! I need to learn how to be tough, how to stand up for myself. HOW TO TELL SOMEOENE TO JUST FUCK OFF!
Still Searching
"Still Searching" (senses fail) I can't believe it's been a year Since I kissed my fears On their salty lips And said to them I love you all I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders For 20 years and look at me now I've got something to say About the last 12 months I've lived I'm not the same girl I was when I was younger I just thought you should know I take a pill every day to help me deal with life And oh my God, I've lost control I stare at accidents in a sick attempt To feel at all I've got something to say About the family that I've lost I hope my mother thinks She raised a healthy girl Who needs the help of a shrink To even leave the house? I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger I just thought you should know I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders For 20 years and look at me now I'm finding a way to forget everything that I know Don't ask, just follow Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat My be
Not What Women Want...
Just What I Want~ A Good man who isn't afraid to be sweet and affectionate, no matter who's around or where we are - who kisses me with such passion that I am left breathless and touches me in such ways that I am left trembling A Strong man, who can make me feel safe in his company, especially in his arms, even if I think I don't need protection A Smart man, who doesn't always have to talk, but who knows what he's talking about when he does, and always gets his point across powerfully, but tactfully A Respectful man who can appreciate me - as a woman, as a human being, and as the big nerd that I am - who can play video games and watch football with me, but who understands that I am still a girl, and I will act like one from time to time A Beautiful man who can see past the "cliches" of the modern world and enjoys the finer things in life because that's what he likes, not what someone else told him he should A Mysterious man who I can look at, after day in and day o
The Southern Belle And Other Things You Need To Know Regarding Living In The South
THE SOUTHERN BELLE ***Proper Southern Belles...*** *What they DO* 1. Do get the man they want! 2. Know the way to a man's heart is through his stomach. 3. Are extraordinary hostesses. 4. Always look their best! Never a bad hair day or never without the perfect thing to wear. 5. Can walk in heels like they're floating on air. 6. Are always a bit mysterious. 7. Are witty and charming. 8. Throw the best parties. 9. Are the greatest cooks. 10. Have style! proper southern="" belles...=""> *What they do NOT do* 1. Never blow their nose in public. 2. Do not 'pass gas' in public. (Well yes, they really do, but they look at the person next to them in shock and smile coyly) 3. Never wear white shoes or carry white handbags before Easter or after Labor Day. 4. Never chase after a man... they connive a man into chasing 'them'. Then act totally surprised when 'caught'. 5. Do not call men on the telephone. 6. Never eat large amounts in public... they only nibble and say that th
Wise Words
Stay In Milk, Don't Do School, And Drink Your Drugs
ok so i just had my first day of spring semester. it seems like it's going to go well but i'm going to need to put forth effort. my mentality is that i'm not going to the local community college but rather AAU. this way i can push myself a bit more and not bitch about how much i hate it there. it's all in my head really. so yeah that's pretty much it...i'll try to post more blogs in a timely manner from now on.
Gimme that z, o-l-o-f-t Gimme a grip, make me love me Suckin' 'em down, I'm happy man Can feel it inside, makin' me smile ...realize that the sky's not made of gold don't disguise the nature of your soul Gimme that z, o-l-o-f-t No longer pissed and you don't bother me I'm makin' it through, I'm givin' my all When base are loaded, I'm whacking the ball ...don't suck the mind, don't drain the source the path of life's not so easy to course, buddy
In lieu of something happy to write about, and as I am tired of venting. I will write about what always makes me happy. My sons are fricken awesome, and I love them so very much. No matter how low I get, just the thought of being able to be in their lives brings a smile to my lips and lightness to my thoughts. It never ceases to amaze me how two completely amazing boys have found their way into my world. That being said, I will return y'all back to your regularly scheduled lives, with my thanks for allowing me to intrude with some happy thoughts for once.
Hmmm Wax?
I was on the phone then all the sudden I smell something. Could it be wax? I don't know so I went over to my candles nothing smelled like it. But it smelled like those wax lips in the air very strong. I keep smelling around and freaking out cause I don't know where the smell is coming from. So I start smelling my hair. No that's not it what can it be? Hmm starting to get stronger as I walk around where is it? Nowhere to be found yet. I walk outside with the scent in my nose I still smell it. I smell my fingers, for some reason it's there for a split second. Then it goes away I walk back inside there's the smell again I look around and finally spot it. Guess what it is... You'll never guess I bet ya! It was IcyHot. I know that's just weird but when you grow up with smelling wax lips from the candy truck you'll notice more.
Orange Peel Fight!
Today was a nice day outside so I went out there with my daughter. Peeled an orange threw them in the yard. Made sure Nichole picked some up and I did as well. Then there were flying peels all over the yard. Hitting each other with the peels on the head or on our belly it didn't matter long as it hit. That was a great game wish I had a video to show everyone it was fun and a laugh and a half. Nichole loved it considering I was doing most of the chasing in the yard. I about fell over the grass a few times running after her so close.
Just Alot Of Writting I Love It.......enjoy
"Judge me .n.o.t. & let me be. Don't go by what you .t.h.i.n.k. you see, for eyes .d.e.c.e.i.v.e. & .w.a.r.p.s. perception. Ignorance .c.a.u.s.e.s misconception."- When you’re .B.r.o.k.e.n. Current mood: determined This sounds totally cliche, but I have a song right now. It completely describes my life & how I feel about it. im A momma, I'm single. I'm about to be HOMELESS. & because of losing my job, I'm going to lose my apartment. Everything I've worked so hard for within the last 2 years is going down the drain. & this song is how I feel... Wake up to a sunny day Not a cloud up in the sky & then, it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground & they shatter all around So open & exposed But, I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my trouble When you're broken In a million little pieces & you're trying But, you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken
Im Donkey Punching My Computer.
Well, looks like my computer has finally bit the dust. No POST beeps,no video,and I have no clue what the hell happened to it. It was working fine earlier,locked up and now it's dead. Ill see what I can do to get it up and running. Wish me luck.
Something To Make You Laugh
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============ = 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============ = 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============ = 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============ = 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of
Good Advice From A Great Friend
Tell me who your best friends are and I will tell you who you are. If you run with wolves, you will learn how to howl. But if you associate with eagles, you will learn how to soar to great heights. A mirror reflects a mans face, but what he is really like is shown by the kind of friends he chooses. The simple but true fact of life is that you become like those with whom you closely associate for the good and the bad. The less you associate with some people, the more your life will improve. Any time you tolerate mediocrity in others, it increases your mediocrity. An important attribute in successful people is their impatience with negative thinking and negative acting people. As you grow, your associates will change. Some of your friends will not want you to go on. They will want you to stay where they are. Friends that don't help you climb will want you to crawl. Your friends will stretch your vision or choke your dream. Those that don't increase you w
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For The Child In You.
We both run outside into the garden, my little brother bobby grabs a box and we stand on it. Two tiny heads peer over the top and we watch Doris sunbathing with her costume on. “What are those lumps? Why haven’t I got any?” bobby looks at me and feels his chest, I look at him and laugh. “They my dear brother they are called breasts, and every women has them” but bobby is still feeling his chest. “I can’t find mine, I haven’t got any it’s not fair” and he looks again at Doris. “They are big aren’t they, and they wobble too, they look really comfortable to sleep on” “Bobby there not pillows, how do you think you drank as a little baby?” and he shrugged his shoulders “I don’t know, mum brought me a can of coke, and a straw” We both stand there our heads still looking at Doris, but little bobby was still confused. “You see those big lumps, well you used to drink from those, that’s where you got your milk as a baby” bobby started laughing “You mean I put my mouth round them, and
Im So Sad
Im hardley on here anyways. There was a friend on here I had who was real sweet. Always sent me comments,gifts, and said hello. None of that Fan me ,add me, rate me, shit , ya know. Anyways I just got a message from him saying he was getting off the site for good and he sent me like 50,000 in fu bucks! 'Happy birthday' Im just sad because I didnt even get to say bye or anything, he was a real sweetheart too. *sigh*
Legacy of the Rodeo Man There's a hundred years of history and a hundred before that All gathered in the thinkin' goin' on beneath his hat. And back behind his eyeballs and pumpin' through his veins Is the ghost of every cowboy that ever held the reins. Every coil in his lasso's been thrown a million times His quiet concentration's been distilled through ancient minds. It's evolution workin' when the silver scratches hide And a ghostly cowboy chorus fills his head and says, "Let's ride." The famous and the rowdy, the savage and the sane the bluebloods and the hotbloods and the corriente strain All knew his mother's mothers or was it his daddy's kin 'Til he's nearly purely cowboy, born to ride and bred to win. He's got Buffalo Bill Cody and Goodnight's jigger boss And all of the brave blue soldiers that General Custer lost The ghost of Pancho Villa, Sittin' Bull and Jessie James All gathered by his campfire keepin' score and takin' name
Sheesh Am I Having Withdrawals From
Is there anything better than the feel of riding down the road on a harley? (Ok, other than sex...wink) But other than that, really... is there anything better than the wind blowing in your hair? Awesome man who you are totally in love with leaning back into you? Rumbling sound of the awesome bike you are straddling? The feel of the vibrations as you speed up? The freedom of flying down the road? Riding with a group of friends? Riding with just your sweetie? Feeling the sun shining down on you? Seeing the moon shining over head? Personally, I don't think there is a better feeling than that... it is almost like sex on wheels. LOL I am so thankful for getting the opportunity to experience this. So happy to now be a part of all this. I am definitely hooked on it... I can't imagine not being able to ride! THANKS RON FOR THIS JOURNEY YOU HAVE ME ON. I don't understand when someone says it is too cold to ride and the concept of "trailering" your crazy to me
My Short Story I Wrote
I saw a group of people passing by, they seemed to be talking about something morbid. I want up to the group and asked them why they are talking about something so horrifying. They told me that it was about this nosey kid that one day he saw death and killed death. I thought to myself everyday after they told me that "Who could of killed death, I thought that was impossible". Then one day I passed an old abbandoned house and saw something in the window. So I went into the house to see what is was. When I got in the house, I saw a shadow in the livingroom. The shadow was in a black robe holding a scythe, so I figured it was death. I went to death and he spoke to me and said "Boy why can you see me, the only way you can see me if you are meant to be killed or you are to take my place as death. So I asked myself shall I die or become death? The choice I made was to become death and I told death my decision. After I told death my decision, death dissapeared and all of a sudden I was wearin
New Information Coming Soon.
I am fully aware that most people don't even read the blogs from most of their friends, but for those who do, we will have lots of fun. I will be updating information from time to time, about our teams race schedule, racing events, results, and even some future projects. For my first blog here I should probably fill you in on some things. I own a Business called 3G's Motorsports. We build custom rides and Very radical race cars. We have several cars that we race in very competitive arena's and venues. We recently got all the official and legal stuff out of the way, so now it's back to the fun stuff. Working and Racing the cars and trucks we build is a true pleasure and a ton of fun. I will soon be adding a new album for some of our work. If you are lucky enough to live with in the area's in which we compete, then keep informed so that you will know when and where to attend an event. Hope to see ya at the races and become close personal friends of each of you who are o
All I Want
Im so tired of not sleeping im tired of hurting and just im feed up with it all I miss my husband greatly I wish he could see that an see that all i want is him and i to get back together and put the past in the past and leave all those people there that came between though we might not want to admit those so called friends being a major problem in our marriage I just want to leave it all in the past No blame on anyone really just start fresh again when you really love someone its worth fighting for and its worth it in the end and when you give up on love you our miserable inside and try to pretend your not on the outside but it catches up to you eventually Thats usually when its too late I just know that its not to late on my part i have nothing to be ashamed of i did nothing that truely cant be forgiven like my words spoken in anger after being accused or being told things that my husband was supposedly doing well anyways to all of you i love my husband and im only here for friends l
Something To Ponder About....
Something really crazy here. O.o ------------------------------------------------- Seeing past everything, Invisioning exponential amounts of scenarios, Mind racing at warp speeds. Waiting anxiously, Impatiently. What for? Who knows. Even not to himself. Constantly Waiting. Watching. Learning. Invisioning millions of scenarios yet to come. Constantly worried, Constantly Anxious. Waiting for something That has yet to come. Laughing at the millions of ignorant. They can't see it. They don't connect with the world around them. The spirits are angered. They can't see it. Ignorant human beings. Mindlessly consuming, Taking, Wasting, Destroying, Self destructive. Driven by nothing but the atavism embedded into their genetic map. Fighting, Hating, Mating, Feeding, Discriminant. Self-righteous. Ignorant human beings. They fail to see what our world has become. What imminent dangers lie ahead. Yet he sees it. Yet just like the ancient times, He is criticized, laughed a
My Desires
To simply say that I love you could never be enough, you have opened my heart, you have showered me with your love and kisses and have from the very start. each and everyday I awake to see your smiling face, as you lean down to kiss me each morning, and say I love you. you have taken this heart that was so lost and filled it with a feeling that is so right and true. if a person can be planted into another's soul, then i just wish to say that you have reached that goal. no one ever thought we would last my love but look at us now, how perfect we are. our names should be remembered among the stars. I love you more with every passing day, this great love of ours is here to stay. so happy valentines day you dear sweet man, and always remember no one could ever love me quite like you can.
What And Why This Is A Blog...
So, I got this book recently called "How Far Would You Go?" written by Evelyn McFarlane & James Saywell (the authors of the "If" books). I'm taking below directly from the book: There are 500 thought-provoking questions. These questions can help us discover more about ourselves, our friends, and our family members. I decided to start posting blogs taking a question from the book and posting my answers. If these questions and answers help you learn more about me, as a friend or family member, all the better. I am looking to learn more about me... What are my limits & how far will I go? Any comments that you feel like leaving (good, bad, or indifferent) are more then welcome. If you have a comment and don't want to post it on my blog, feel free to send me a message. Enjoy All!
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I enjoy surfing the web, Not sure what others like to do.. it may give ideas to have fun when web browsing does not seem fun. fubar is great
Good Friends
I have a hand full of very good friends on here, they know who they are. If the need help in any way on here if it's to level or w/e im always there to help them out. These hand full of good friends are always there for me if and when i need them.We rate each others pics stash what ever it may be, we always help each other out. those are what i call good friends always there to help. We talk just about every day. We return comments buy drinks and etc. Then you have well not so good friends that you help out or you rate there pics etc. and dont even get a thank you, and never return the favor if you need help. but they never bother to rate any thing but are always the ones to ask for help. They dont help you out if you need it. Those are my so called friends. These really good friends we are always there for each other no matter what.I thank god for good friends like them.I know some people will be upset by this blog, but i had to say what i think. If its up setting to some i cant help
The Summer Day
The Summer Day Who made the world? Who made the swan, and the black bear? Who made the grasshopper? This grasshopper, I mean-- the one who has flung herself out of the grass, the one who is eating sugar out of my hand, who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down-- who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes. Now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face. Now she snaps her wings open, and floats away. I don't know exactly what a prayer is. I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down into the grass, how to kneel in the grass, how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields, which is what I have been doing all day. Tell me, what else should I have done? Doesn't everything die at last, and too soon? Tell me, what is is you plan to do With your one wild and precious life?
Best Friends
I will always be there for you, and I hope you will be there for me too, for our friendship can never be broken, I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad, and in the end we will be glad, because without you I am nothing, as you are nothing without me, we fill the space a lover couldn't fill, for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill, and the day you're gone, part of me goes too, because I wouldn't want to be here with out you, Best friends forever you and me, nothing could ever change that; it's destiny!
I Hate My Life
Nicckie Is Owned!!!
Guess what?? I am owned! haha Yea. Me. Cool huh? Her name is Eaglz Clawzs! She is a awesome person and very sweet!! Go rate her, fan her and add her! Please. I never pimped anyone out before. =D Thank you!!!!
Who Cares
What am i thinking right now..i bet you really want to know?..what am i feeling right now...who really cares? It doesn't matter what im thinking or feeling right don't matter how much hate i carry much anger i got.People should be themselves and not hide who they are,they have a way of pretending to be someone their not,of making you believe what you wanna believe.Right now i don't believe anything anyone says to me..sometimes i don't even believe myself..i don't trust anyone..apart from myself and half the time i feel alone in this crappy little world.Friends should be there..but they never are..friends are meant to be those people you can trust..but you never do.Does the world revolve around trusting people?does it revolve around ignorance..cause if so then it sucks.What does it take to fit into this world to simply feel welcome..?alot by the looks of things.But does it really matter anyway?So many questions and no answers..But does it get any better?
Old School
For those Born 1920-1979 First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked &/or drank while they were pregnant. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets & when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars w/ no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose & NOT from a bottle. We ate cupcakes, & drank Kool-aid made w/ sugar, but we weren't overweight b/c WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING! We would leave home in the morning & play all day, as long as we were back when the streetlights came on. No one was able to reach us all day for we did not have cell phones & we were O.K. We did not have Playstations, Nintendo's, X-boxes, no video games at all, n
Hate That I Love You
That’s how much I love you That’s how much I need you And I can’t stand ya Must everything you do make me wanna smile Can I not like it for awhile No.. but you won’t let me You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips All of a sudden I forget that I was upset Can’t remember what you did Well I hate it You know exactly what to do So that I can’t stay mad at you For too long, that’s wrong Girl, I hate it You know exactly how to touch So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more So I despise that I adore And I hate how much I love you boy I can’t stand how much I need you And I hate how much I love you boy But I just can’t let you go And I hate that I love you so.. And you completely know the power that you have The only one that makes me laugh and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I Love you beyond the reason why And it just ain’t right And I hate how much I love you girl I can’t stand how much I need you And I hate how much I love you gi
My Poem. The Rose
The rose is a soft delicate beauty. The smell of a rose is like no other smell. The color of a rose is a bright and beautiful color. To receive a rose means nothing to myself, but to others it means so much. Why does the rose symbolize such a power of this love from the deep in our hearts. For the rose is only a rose. Nothing more nothing less.
Scott Mills Hijacks Big Brother - Part 1
Scott Mills hijacks Big Brother - Part 1
Big Brother: Celebrity Hijack Uk Bblb Show 4 Pt. 2
Big Brother: Celebrity Hijack UK BBLB Show 4 Pt. 2
Big Brother: Celebrity Hijack Advert #1 - 13th December 2007
Big Brother: Celebrity Hijack Advert #1 - 13th December 2007
Monty Python - The Dull Life Of A City Stockbroker
Monty Python - The Dull Life of a City Stockbroker
Best Photo Comment Ever....kinda
"The only thing you could model for is the before shots for herpes treatments. After that you really should think about how stupid and childish you are. After all rednecks don't do well in this world. Ever see the movie Samhain 2? Its all about what happens when you fuck your family and have kids with them. From what I'm seeing with all of these pics, you're only about 1 generation away from being born without arms, legs, and whatever else a stupid mullet wearing fuckhead like you holds dear. And for it taking you 20 years to get your mullet looking as good as you think it doesn't. Like a lot of other people have said, go back to your trailer in mexico, drink a cervaza (mexican for beer) and go fuck your family. You will never be able to handle a real woman, and will never be able to get anything other than the Victorias Secret catalog to be able to hold a real woman. Just remember, Karma is a bitch, and Jealousy is a sin. You're dumbass is going straight to ter
Re: New Hampshire Recount Delay Stokes Suspicions
RE: New Hampshire Recount Delay Stokes Suspicions ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 28 Jan 2008, 18:40 New Hampshire Recount Delay Stokes Suspicions Attempts to delay the New Hampshire Republican recount are provoking some to suspect state officials are engaging in chicanery in a ploy to scupper the entire process and derail the recount, ensuring it goes the same way as its Democratic equivalent did last week.
Joke- Hows This One?
An elderly Floridian called 911 on her cell phone to report that her car has been broken into. She is hysterical as she explains her situation to the dispatcher: "They've stolen the stereo, the steering wheel, the brake pedal and even the accelerator!" she cried. The dispatcher said, "Stay calm. An officer is on the way." A few minutes later, the officer radios in. "Disregard." He says. "She got in the back-seat by mistake."
By Christina Aguilera Don't look at me Every day is so wonderful And suddenly, it's hard to breathe Now and then, I get insecure From all the fame, I'm so ashamed I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today To all your friends, you're delirious So consumed in all your doom Trying hard to fill the emptiness The piece is gone and the puzzle undone That's the way it is You are beautiful no matter what they say Words won't bring you down You are beautiful in every single way Yes, words won't bring you down Don't you bring me down today... No matter what we do (no matter what we do) No matter what they say (no matter what they say) When the sun is shining through Then the clouds won't stay And everywhere we go (everywhere we go) The sun won't always shine (sun won't always shine) But tomorrow will find a way All the other times
Here Your Tree
imikimi - Customize Your World
For All The Daughtry Fans Out There
For all you Daughtry fans....On American Idol tonight they will be featuring his song Feels Like Tonight, and also tomorrow night on PBS for those of you that have that channel, he will be performing on PBS Soundstage check your local listings!
I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resounding
To All My Friends I Have Met
Just wanna tell all my friends that i have met on here that as of February 5th when i get back from vaction from Florida im done with Fubar i will be deleteing my acount.I,ve had alot of fun with most of the people on here but its just no fun anymore !!! Theres better thangs in life then to have to worry about a make beleave web site that causes trouble with other people !!! I might be back one these days but dont see it anytime soon !!!!! so to all my friends its been fun get ahold of me if ya wanna chat before i leave !!!!! thanks everyone, TAB
Naughty Application
HI, REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty A
Oh Yes... I Rock
so I'm cooking dinner and I set off my fire alarm. Cuz I'm just that damn good. To be fair I'm using the broiler so of course there is going to be smoke... Nothing is burnt or set on fire.... yet.
Giuliani Quits White House Race
Giuliani quits White House race Mr Giuliani pledged to campaign with Mr McCain when needed Giuliani and McCain Former New York Mayor Rudy Giuliani has pulled out of the Republican race for the White House after disappointing primary results in Florida. Mr Giuliani announced in California he was giving his support to Arizona Senator John McCain. Mr Giuliani, who came third in Florida, had skipped many previous contests. Earlier on Wednesday, Democrat John Edwards left the race, without backing any of his rivals, after failing to win a single party nomination contest. Mr Edwards contested Iowa, New Hampshire, Nevada and his native South Carolina, but only in Iowa did he get higher than third place, and that only by the narrowest of margins. He told supporters in New Orleans, where he launched his latest White House bid in 2006: "It's time for me to step aside so that history can blaze its path." Rudy's gamble Mr Giuliani announced his withdrawal a
Words can't express the person i really am. From what you see, your view of me can be exact, or far from it. My outer appearance doesn't describe the truth of me. Yet my first impression can convey me as something I'm not. You can't define me. My clothes can't define me. But my choices can. My actions will. I am who i am, and nothing more. And to be happy with who you are, is truly the best happiness this world can bring. I don't strive to impress you, for impressions are nothing but lies. Confess to the world, to your friends, an family. But mainly confess to yourself. Lt your true self come out and shine, because there is a reason for your place on earth. Stop trying to convince,assure, and indoctrinate. Be confident with yourself. Thats where the power lays. I am my own person. People will not change who i am.
Fu ~ Vivor! - Survival Of The Fu!!!
Welcome to Fu~Vivor- Fubar Island! HAPPY HOUR OR $100 GIFT CARD? New Contest starting as soon as I have enough players. Just like the show its all about being the sole survivor Part 1: All Contestants will participate in reverse bombing, meaning u will not bomb yourself, you will bomb the other contestants. U want to be the person with the least comments. The person with the most comments at the end of every other day will be eliminated. However the contestants who are eliminated will not go "home" empty handed. They will receive for every comment 1 Fubuck, every rate will equal 1 Fubuck as well. When all have been eliminated down to two players then part 2 will start. Part 2: The two remaining contestants will retain their comments and will continue on with an endurance race to the finish line. The first to reach 50,000 comments will receive their choice of a Happy Hour or a $100.00(Real US Money) Gift Card. Which is to be purchased online and emailed
Lucy Pearl - Dance Tonight
My Thoughts For 1/31/08
1. Seize the day! 2. If you love someone, tell them! 3. Don't be afraid to express yourself 4. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you...because when you decide the time is might be too late! 5. Never have regrets 6. And most importantly, stay close to your loved ones for they have helped make you the person that you are today! ~Michelle
Come join the DownTown Bombers! '~~DownTown Bombers Homepage~~' @ fubar
What I've Come To Know.
Well, let me start this off with this. My dad has never been the type to show his feelings. Then again hes also 65 yrs old and very old fashioned and strict. My dad and I haven't really gotten along all that well since I can remember. I've never understood why, that's just how things were. I used to hate him for it too. I was never good enough in any way shape or form. I never did anything wrong. I wasn't making funny faces, didn't have any attitudes towards him, or anything. I was always worthless, lazy, fat, or supposedly always up to something. I know I'm not worthless, lazy, up to something, maybe over weight, but certainly not fat. I just didn't understand why someone that is supposed to love me unconditionally, would go to the extreme to hurt my feelings, and belittle me. The day I moved down here, I went to grab one last thing from the house. It was something my mom had given me. As I turned after I grabbed the item, I started to walk out the door. It must have pissed him off t
Have you ever felt like the moments leading up to the future are moments that leave you in dismay? I've always known that life was about something About finding out who you're meant to be. Meeting new people, falling in love, heartbreak and so on. There are always situations in life that give you strife. Your confused, don't know where to turn, thinking maybe going back to your past can help you,scared to look forward to the future you know you can't predict. Everyone has a story; a story about the life they live, the people they met,But no one has a story about what may come, what things in their life help them realize that what may come is nothing what they wanted. Every new passing year is just a moment where people wonder "Is this year going to be different?","Am I going to fall in love?" "Have an life-alturing experince that will change my outlook on everything and point me in the right direction?" So I sit here now. Wondering what might come. What's there out i
It Is What It Is!!!
Okay so I think it's time to let people know who I am and what I'm all about. I'm not going to state the obvious like age, relationship status, etc. because that info. is apparent if you look at my profile. I am a girl who is very lucky to be where I am right now. I was involved in some very bad things as a kid including gangs and drugs. I dropped out of school at age 16. You're probably thinking "where is she going with this", well you'll see soon enough. I work for the State of California as an Associate Governmental Program Analyst. This position is one that people on the outside of state government can't even touch without a Bachelor's degree...or if you are on the inside of state government, you have to have an extreme amount of ambition, motivation and intelligence. I have been extremely dedicated and worked very hard to get where I'm at in my career, which is not something most people with my past have been able to achieve. So enough of that. Now on to the rea
imikimi - Customize Your World
You Don't Know Me By Harry Connick, Jr
You give your hand to me and then you say hello And I can hardly speak my heart is beating so And anyone could tell you think you know me well But you don't know me No you don't know the one who dreams of you at night And longs to kiss your lips and longs to hold you tight To you I'm just a friend that's all I've ever been But you don't know me For I never knew the art of making love Though my heart aches with the love for you Afraid and shy I let my chance go by The chance you might have loved me too You gave your hand to me and then you say goodbye I watch you walk away beside a lucky guy You'll never never know the one who loves you so No you don't know me You gave your hand to me...
Lost Opportunity
Lately been thinking about my destiny, Wondering is the world gonna get to see the best of me. Will I show off my unique personality, Or will they just sit back and stare at me. Anticipating the move of a thug, Fantasizing about if I have a weapon or drugs. Instead of thinking this may be an intelligent young man, With visions and goals maybe even a plan. Yet again they clutch their purses and make sure their wallets in their pocket, Or take a look back to make sure they didn't drop it. But i smerk to let them know it didn't hurt, Cause me knowing them isn't even my worth. So I stand and strut with my head held high, Cause one day they'll say "I think I walked past that guy.
Sandra Lee -interview
Sandra Lee's Homemade Faith The TV host opens up about her troubled childhood and her transcendent faith. Interview By Lilit Marcus The star of the Food Network's "Semi-Homemade Cooking" and author of the memoir "Made from Scratch," [Meredith, 2007] tells Beliefnet about her childhood with a mentally ill mother and an abusive father and how she managed to overcome the odds to become a successful entrepreneur and TV personality. When her alcoholic mother's long absences left an adolescent Sandra in charge of her younger siblings, she figured out cooking techniques and shortcuts that would one day become the basis for "Semi-Homemade," which helps busy moms prepare quick and easy meals for their families. You've had such a remarkable journey, from being on food stamps to being a successful TV host. Do you think that God had a plan for your life? Oh, absolutely. I think He absolutely has one. I think He has a plan for me in heaven, too. I had two dreams about my Grandma after
WORRY Is there a magic cutoff period when offspring become accountable for their own actions? Is there a wonderful moment when parents can become detached spectators in the lives of their children and shrug, "It's their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital corridor waiting for doctors to put a few stitches in my son's head. I asked, "When do you stop worrying?" The nurse said, "When they get out of the accident stage." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little chair in a classroom and heard how one of my children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, and was headed for a career making license plates. As if to read my mind , a teacher said, "Don't worry, they all go through this stage and then you can sit back, relax and enjoy them." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my forties, I spent a lifetime waiting for the p
In Bed...
In Bed...If my wish came true, I'd spend the whole day in bed with you. I love to imagine all we could do, if we made our erotic dreams come true!
My Aura
What Color Is Your Aura? We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Emerald vibe. Your bright, refreshing, grass-green aura tells us that you're a relaxed person with a laid-back attitude. Into living a healthy lifestyle — from eating right to trying yoga and aromatherapy — you're down-to-earth and always easy-going. You bring calm and peace with you wherever you go. A bit of a flower child, you're as unpretentious and open-minded as they come. Everyone is invited to your party. Chances are you have quite the green thumb, too, as well as a knack for healing people — both emotionally and physically. Sensitive and compassionate, you're as reliable as the earth and as natural as herbal tea and organic vegetables.
What Turns Me On
Sam, a Big Brain turns you on A new independent film? CNN? The Economist? Sexy, huh? Chances are, with your smarts, and love of a challenge, something along these lines probably gets you going. Whatever your passion, you're looking for that same love of learning and curiosity about the world from your romantic partner. For you, the hottest thing around can be dressed as a math whiz, a tech geek, or a college professor, just as long as they have the brain power — and, um, stamina — to go the distance with you. Mental connections and sparring matches give you the challenges you need to get turned on. Love poems, pumped-up abs, moonlit walks on the beach — take 'em or leave 'em, you've got your eyes on the IQ prize. After all, the sexiest thing going are smarts.
Understanding I wish you would try to understand me Try to understand me, and my needs My needs, but rather OUR needs to succeed In our relationship,life, and other things. I don't ask for much, But when I do, it benefits both of us Like you in the sense that you won't be thinking I'm tripping, And me by knowing we have an understanding We need that understanding, That prevents us from arguing, And helps us work on compromising, And creates a relationship everlasting. We need that understanding, Where you can tell me ANYTHING I need you to know you can trust me Do you feel what I'm saying ? I need you to be be my friend, Not only my man. So we can be able to discuss What's going on with us. Baby, I need you to understand me, Physically,mentally, and emotionally. I'm not trying to make this all about ME Or what I want or feel I need But more like me, expressing this feeling Of a bett
Say Its Possible
The Kvetch Of The Goddess
Come, kinderlech, come, nosh a bissel, sit and listen to your Mama, She Who Knows Best--what do you mean, why do I know best? Because I'm you're mother, that's why! Now sit and listen, after all the aggravation I've had with you! Oy! But you're a good kid, so I don't mind all the tsoris. Of course, it would help if you were going to school for a real degree ... Oy, what was I going to say? You made me lose track. Oh yes...Sit and listen to your Mama, who has been known by many names, oy, so many names, if I sat here and listed them all, we'd be here all day, so I won't bother you; after all, why should a mother ever bother her children? Now, whenever you have need of anything, and of course even if you don't need anything, you can always call me. It's not that hard to pick up a telephone, is it? But you do, so I don't complain. But at least once a month, is that so much to ask? And do it at the full moon, that's best; that way there's light, and you won't kill yourself wandering
Incredibly Enough
Well, we went out last night. The shot glasses kept reproducing on the table. Every time I returned from a smoke break outside, there were more of them. I think I left once with five on the table, only to come back to eight. The tally, as close as I can get to it, is eight shots of "wet sex", three jell-o shots, one "blue wave" and a pint of guinness. I may have had more than eight shots of wet sex, because I had a little help from my friends, but I know there were more. What's incredible about it is that I didn't get sloppy drunk. I was actually still coherent enough to sing (Lithium and One of Us)and keep my balance and go to sleep without the spins. I woke up this morning expecting all kinds of hurtiness, and I'm fine. I don't get it. I'm even guessing on the low side, which still leaves me at 13 drinks. Usually I'm pretty faced at five. It's a birthday miracle! We had a good time, though. Now it looks like they're going to have some kind of male strip show at th
I Hate....
my life.
Free Fall Without A Parachute
Free Fall Without A Parachute I had a dream last night and in my dream I took a knife to you. I slit your throat from ear to ear The wound was gasping for the air your scream so clear But every dream could never come true. Only in my sick mind can I do these things to you. With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth. And I will be, Just lost. Oh it's better to rush upon this blade Than give in to the fear in your heart.
The Ground Folds
"The Ground Folds" Just throw it back, for one more night On a starlit and moon-struck night. The ground did fold and eat us both But all my love, I did devote. My heart, it always breaks, the blood did drip and I did take, another wish, another kiss, no more will for me to kill. We'd run away in our dismay, but please, come back to me. The poem I wrote, it was for you To live inside of me, I'm dying inside you.
Everyday People
Sometimes I'm right then I can be wrong My own beliefs are in my songs A butcher, a banker, a drummer and then Makes no difference what group I'm in I am everyday people Then it's the blue ones who can't accept The green ones for living with The black ones tryin' to be a skinny one Different strokes for different folks And so on and so on and scooby dooby dooby Ooh sha sha We gotta live together I am no better and neither are you We're all the same whatever we do You love me you hate me You know me and then Still can't figure out the scene I'm in I am everyday people Then it's the new man That doesn't like the short man For being such a rich one That will not help the poor one Different strokes for different folks And so on and so on scooby dooby dooby Ooh sha sha We got to live together There is a yellow one that won't Accept the black one That won't accept the red one That won't accept the white one Different strokes for different folks An
~its A Boy!!~(please Read)
Hey Everyone...Well I Have Exciting News...Well As Most Of You Know...My Mother Was Pregnant Again After So Many Years Of Raising Me(The Oldest)& My Brother Micheal(Second Oldest)And Another Brother Josh Which Does Not Live With Me(The Youngest Of Us 3 Lol) She Was Not Suppose To Be Due As Most Of You Also Know Until The 23rd Of This Month...Well SUPRISE!!! Lol As Of Friday I Am Now An Older Sister Of 3 Brothers WOOOOHOOO!!! So Everyone If You Would Not Mind...I Will Post A Link For My Myspace Just Incase Ya'll Want To Do It There At The Bottom Of This Blog Or If You Would Like You May Post It In The Blog Comments...If You Would Please All Of My Friends As A HUGE Favor To Me Please Drop By My Page And Congradulate Her So I Can Tell Her... It Would Mean So Much To Her...As Of Right Now Her And The Baby Are Doing Wonderful And As Soon As I Receive Pics I Will Post Them Here On My Myspace And On My Fubar... Stats: Name:Andrew Logan Gender:Boy Born:Friday 2/1/08 @ 11:57am Size:7
Top Friends, Gotta Love My Answers...
Name Them 1. Angie 2. Larry 3. Dizzy 4. Risa 5. Chris 6. Kelly 7. Linda 8. Adam How did you meet? 1. Cherrytap 2. College 3. WarriorNation 4. Myspace 5. College 6. Myspace 7. Myspace 8. Childhood friend *Randoms* have u ever done anything with any of them that u regret? Don't remember which one could u be around for more than 24 hours straight? All except, Chris and Larry Did you ever hate any of them? Yeah at one point Go to School with any? yes Have any seen you cry? yes *Specifics* what would you say if 3 said they love u? Run because I'm sure her Bf will murder me what would you do if 2 went both ways? I be protecting my butthole what would you do if 7 died? I'd be depressed what would you do if 8 killed you? HAHAHA, yeah right... what would you do if 1 hated you? Move on... what would you do if 4 moved? I be happy since her place is a shithole. what would you do if you never met 3? I wouldn't feel a thing..
Hibernian V Rangers (sun)
Hibernian v Rangers (Sun) Hibernian midfielder Guillaume Beuzelin is a major doubt for Sunday's Scottish Cup fifth-round clash with Rangers because of a knee injury. Abderaouf Zarabi is not expected to make his debut, fellow new signing Colin Nish is cup-tied, but Lewis Stevenson is fit again. Rangers' Steven Whittaker and Charlie Adam both face fitness tests. But new recruits Christian Dailly, Steven Davis and goalkeeper Neil Alexander are all set to feature. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hibernian (from): Ma-Kalambay, McCann, Hogg, Jones, Stevenson, Morais, Kerr, Murray, Rankin, Fletcher, Benjelloun, McNeil, McCormack, Zemmama, Shiels, Chisholm, Beuzelin. Rangers (from): McGregor, Whittaker, Cuellar, Weir, Papac, Ferguson, Davis, McCulloch, Burke, Darcheville, Novo, Adam, Alexander, Dailly, Naismith, Boyd, Broadfoot, Hemdani. MON GERS
I'm paranoid or something I'm not sure I like is going on... Hmmmmm... if it's what I think it is then good lord some people are more pussy whipped than I thought! *shakes her head*
I Cant Believe She's Gone!
Heart Broken This morning I had to say goodbye to my first born. at 11:37 am Anage Marie Drush driffted into heaven as I lay next to her stroking her hair and her arm. They said she was brain dead this morning after she had an anurisim. I made the decision to take her off life support after I was sure she was not there anymore last night. I sung her a song this morning before the anurism and I said a prayer before her heart stopped. God who arnt in heavin hallow be thy name thy will , will be done on earth as it is in heaven.... Please release my daughters spirit into the high heavens and take away her pain forever more. I stayed until the coriner came and got her body and I left. I'm hoping to have services on Sunday but we'll have to see what happen's with the autopsy. Because they'd never seen a tumor / cancer of the magnitude in a child in this place before they asked if they could do an autopsy to see just how far the cancer spread in hopes if they see it agai
This guy made my day... Devilman d...: lol fu-choke? wow you have NOOOO LIFE ->Devilman d...: go fu-choke on something.... Devilman d...: Hey the first thing i seen is we should have sex...first thought is WOW what a whore ->Devilman d...: thanks for givin me a 2 just made my day I fucking love fubar..hating son of bitches.I guess Im The fu-whore ....Cause of teh icon in my pic wtf. Wow people really take shit serious on here.Im not going to say another thing about anything..I have a life..:(
Dont Care Lol
someone has told me that loneliness hides in your eyes and that your shirt holds feelings that you breathe youll have to understand that it want me the one that locked your fears were they are kept and that i wont be able to takke them away cus everytime i try you hurt me i dont wanna dream a thousand times the same story nor look at it wisely i want you to treat me gently
Terry Tibbs Talk To Me Phonejacker Comp
terry tibbs talk to me phonejacker comp
The Evil Empire Has Fallen To The Nfc East!
"Eli says "Hey Wilfork and Bruschi!! Your asses are mine!"
Closing My Account....
I recently was on myspace and my friend Judith had a bulletin posted about closing her page and after reading that I must say I agree with alot of what she wrote. I have way to many things going on in my life right now. As some of my personal friends already know I'm going through a divorce. That has been time consuming and not to mention a total disaster. I don't really have time to mess around. My time should be spent packing and making lists of things that need to be done etc., I'm not and have not been single by any means and should not be devoting so much time to this. I will keep myspace open and those who know me personally already have me on their msgr or have my phone number. xoxo
Fonejacker - Broadbandings -
Fonejacker - Broadbandings -
Might Leave Fubar
Redneck Pick-up Lines
Redneck Man's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? Cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? Cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? Cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? Cuz I can see myself in Em. 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my Nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, But beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - 'Fat Penguin!' Woman - 'WHAT?' Man - 'I just wanted to say something That would break The ice.' 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, But I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't Find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this Cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, We kin sleep til Afternoon. And.... The best for last! 13) Yer face Reminds me of a wrench, Every time I thin
Valentine's Day!
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Random Inof About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. thanx "whatsherface" #1 I love chocolate just not dark chocolate. #2 I don't put ice in my pop. #3 I can touch my tongue to my nose. #4 I still buy my clothes from the kids department. #5 Baking makes me really relaxed. #6 I could eat breakfast food and ice cream for every meal and be happy. #7 I love kids and babysit some of the most amazing ones ever! #8 I love to travel and have been to Peru, Honduras and Mexico. #9 I am a proud aunt. #10 When I go into a toy store I push all of the buttons that say, "push here" and walk away like I have no idea why everything is making noise or moving.
Naughty App
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Toussaint Mccall - Nothing Takes The Place Of You
I moved your picture From my walls And I replaced them Both large and small And each new day Finds me so blue Nothing Takes the place of you I read your letters one by one And I still love you When it's all said and done And oh, my darling I'm so blue Because nothing Oh nothing Takes the place of you I, I write this letter It's raining on my window pane I, I feel the need of you Because without you Nothing seems the same So I'll wait Until you're home Again I love you But I'm all alone And oh my darling I'm so blue Because nothing Oh, but nothing takes the place of you.
All About The Love I Dream Of
When Dreams Aren't Enough We would talk all night long, Thoughts of us being together. We would wish on the clock, For this love to last forever. A love so very strong, But only shared with our voice. A void still left within us, You had to make a choice. You chose to let me go, For something I can't understand. The path you chose was tainted, So far from what i planned. Your voice still fills my mind, With the love we shared before. But I no longer had you as my own, I could only dream of more. You are still somewhat part of me, I see you whenever I dream. But dreams don't last just like your love, Nor does my self-esteem. When dreams aren't enough, I ask myself why. You still come to me for support, Every time you cry. *************************************************** A Chance My emotions burn out of control My heart tells me to go My mind says it is not to be My thoughts come and go But always of you There is a time for every love
What's Currently Going On In My Life.
So currently I'm working on 2 musical projects. One on my own and one with my good friend Eric, or Rouge as he goes by on fubar. I'm working on my first song for my solo project. Things are going very well. I'm about half way done with the vocal tracks. I'm hoping by summer I will have an E.P. done. I'm very excited and I can't wait to get my myspace up and running. Eric and I are writing and hopefully will start recording some demos here soon to put up on our myspace. I'll keep posting updates as things unfold.
Damn Straight!
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists; two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair . . . Kill her!!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife."The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions,to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room. Sh
My Angel!
The last three years, Have been the best of my life With love of a mother My son, you are in my heart Love of a son I could have had none better Your heart was of purity Your soul is at peace, my son Forever you will be with us Watch over your brother, my love For he will need you more than I You are with our Father in heaven Know we will all be together Again one day I will hold you in my arms Kiss you on your beautiful cheek Tell you what I wanted On that night that took you from me I am so sorry my baby All you wanted to do was be next to me All I want to do now is hold you in my arms Tell you how much I love you Give you that one last kiss Look in to those beautiful eyes Tell you goodnight, one last time. Lord, hold my baby tight I will be there one day to claim him back!! In the mean time my son This I do promise to you I will keep a close eye on your brother, Always!! I will make you proud, my son As proud as I am of you You where the gr
Is She Out There?
I need a thug miss phattie girl with brown eyes that 5'5 ghetto love with thick hips and thick thighs stilletto dyme with thaick lips that catch eyes its no surprise if you fit the description Im wishin and itchin to get the chance to be yo man you aint gotta be roxanne ma do yo dance give the girl a hand eyes locked I knew Id have her goin first glance as I chilled in my b-boy stance I spotted you hangin witcha girls gettin you amped I followed suit meeting on half the distance bringin love to existance granting all of ya wishes fullfilling ya dreams
Tag! You're It!
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, list their names, and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! 10 Weird or Random Facts about Bill: 1. I love to teach, whether it be fighting, cordial making, cooking, anything. I love to pass on what I know. 2. I also love to cook and BBQ. 3. I am a rabid pro wrestling fan (and yes, I know it's fake, boys and girls). 4. At one time, I wanted to be a marine biologist so I could study sharks. 5. I also wanted to be a professional musician. 6. I used to be an avid hunter, until I moved to Delaware. No place to hunt. 7. I have a bad habit of killing my cars. The most devestating was killing my 76 Dodge Dart with a slant 6 engine (and they said it couldn't be done). 8. Both my pa
Does Getting Reading Glasses Mean That I Am Old?
It took me long enough! Or should I took my cellphone company long enough? I finally changed my sms texting plan to be unlimited for my whole family. Now we can text anyone we want as many times as we want for $35.00 a month! Before I was paying for separate plans and it was limited. Now I don't have to worry about my kids going over by 10,000 texts and it costing $1,000 extra a month, lol! Also, I have finally hit old. Do you know why? I have been having a hard time reading anything with my contacts in because my contacts are for distance and reading as you know, is up close. I had to break down and buy reading glasses today!!! They are cute though. They are pink. I will have to take a picture with me wearing them....maybe naked? lol Kisses Martin! ~ciao baby~
Re: O'reilly Smears American Icon And Declares Himself A Pat
RE: O'Reilly Smears American Icon And Declares Himself A Pat ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 07 Feb 2008, 19:07 O'Reilly Smears American Icon And Declares Himself A Patriot Fox News bigot Bill O'Reilly took time on his "factor" last night to call music legend Willie Nelson a "pinhead" for supporting 9/11 truth, while declaring himself the ultimate patriot for being able to guess football scores. Video: Alex Jones Interviews Willie Nelson on 9/11 YouTube February 5, 2008
In the beginning our love was grand together we could stand with time it all blew away a fairy tale gone astray Now you are someone I never knew I relive the beginning in my mind there love isn't so hard to find pieces forming from then to now doing things I wouldn't normally do to destroy and rid my entire being of you the cut is so deep all it does is bleed it's a constant struggle to breath without you but I know my will is strong and I will painfully be able to move on This person I see now holds nothing to the man I knew then keeping that in me closes this tattered door and will break me no more
Come Bid On Me This Auction End Tomorrow
BID ON ME Auction Ends Tomorrow 7pm Fu Time. Contest Hosted by: ~PebblesinAZ~AKA QueenSlut!~ OwN3d by Domking123~@ fubar (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~AKA QueenSlut!~ OwN3d by Domking123~' on '2008-02-07 19:10:32')
Everything That I Will Always Do For My Friends
If you ever need a helping hand I will be there If you ever are to weak to stand I will be there When you need someone to cry with you I will be there When you are happy I will be smiling with you When you laugh I will laugh too When you miss the one you love I will miss them too When you want to just sit in silence I will not say a word When you want to be alone I will leave When you are about to give up I will push you on When you don't want to live I will tell you how wrong you are I will tell you that you can go on I will tell you how you are strong I will look at all the good times we had and share them with you I will tell you it will get better I will stay with you till you are alright I will never give up on our friendship and I will never let you just die
My Friend
you sound so sad, yet there is nothing i can do i want to reach out and hug you but you are not here, you are too far away i want to know that you are alright how can i go to bed thinking otherwise you seem so sad and i know you are please dont cry i dont want you too you are my friend as you know this to be true please be strong hun for it will get better soon i know it will deep in my heart it may seem like right now that your world is falling apart but i am here to hold you up i wont leave you when you think you had enough i will stay by your side i may not be near you but i will always be here for you you are my best friend and i will never i leave you side --- (hun be strong for me, please i know that right now all you want to do is cry but please remember that i will always be here for you..i will never leave!!)
Sharia Comments Trigger Criticism
Sharia comments trigger criticism The Archbishop of Canterbury has come under fire after appearing to back the adoption of Sharia law in the UK. The prime minister's spokesman said Sharia law could never be used to justify a breach of English law. Home Office Minister Tony McNulty said: "To ask us to fundamentally change the rule of law and to adopt Sharia law, I think, is fundamentally wrong." Dr Rowan Williams told BBC Radio 4 he believed the adoption of some Sharia law in the UK seemed "unavoidable". 'Unacceptable and unhelpful' Dr Williams said the UK had to "face up to the fact" some citizens did not relate to the British legal system. He said adopting parts of Islamic Sharia law could help social cohesion. For example, Muslims could choose to have marital disputes or financial matters dealt with in a Sharia court. But Gordon Brown's spokesman said the prime minister "believes that British laws should be based on British values". He added that Mr
^tiger Army^
i just got back from a show!!! the band i went to see was TIGER ARMY!!! they fuckin rock i swear they may not sound like it but i like them alot ok ok ill say i love them ive been wanting to see them for about 2 or 3 years now but havent had the time soooo it was well worth it! (sweet) was crazy awesome i got smashed like 3 or 4 times and i got to shake Nick 13's hand and hug him lol! OMG!!!!! LMFAO! hmmm thinkin about puttin a couple of picks of them on my profile what u think!!!? late* ^8^
Race Season Under Way
Well NASCAR fans race season is upon us and I am sure we are all excited about it. So fire up the grill, call your buddies, tune in the satelite,turn up the surround sound,CHILL THE BEER and lets party!!!!!
I'm A Bitch!!!!!!!
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs,they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love,they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind,think my own thoughts or do things my own way,they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I wont compromise whats in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I wont allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it,I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyones maid. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and wont become anyone elses idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken,opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me,try to douse my inner flame,try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You wont succeed. And if that makes me a bitch,so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it!!!
want to know when will something go right for me? i mean god damn i work so fucking hard.... and i know at times i can play just as hard as i work.... but for fuck sakes everybody needs a break. but the began of this year as been the rockest so far... and i don't see it getting any better. i been what do you do listen to you heart to your head.............. ?????? I know what my head is telling me to do but my stupid little black heart is saying something else...........
Can You Fly?
oh so swt yet so devine all Angls Fly upward in due time with one wing i may not hide guideth me to my truth devine,passions are us in surly tepmtation is why but angls are forever an thats my high!!31 one is my number yet saving grace i do plunder up in the sky i found you with my heart soarin so true grace yet passion i lift to the never endin love i cherish for thee.Anglsr forever as i am ur wings captivate me....
Losing Friends
Well, I dont know how to really start this other then to just go at it. I am not a perfect person. Never claimed to be. I pride myself on honesty, faithfulness & loving the ones that are in my life. I have a job that I have had for 2 yrs now & although the money or the hours isnt all that great, I love my job. I was in a really bad Marriage for 10 yrs of my life, that resulted in 2 wonderful, beautiful children..they are 8 & 10. I stayed single for almost 3 yrs after my divorce, mostly dated, but no relationships until almost 3 yrs ago. I met a younger man who did me dirty, but taught me alot. During this relationship, I made some friends that made an impact on my life & changed me for the better. The past few months have really been an eye opening experience for me. I have met the most wonderful man. Guy & I have had our ups & downs, but we are constantly working on things to make us better. Guy is everything I have been looking for in a man. Although, the distance is a HUG
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Yay More Issues In My Life
yes once again i have issues. At least I can admit that I have a lot of issues. Last I checked my mom is still ill and I can't do shit about it. well Duh if I could I would of already. Not to mention I have been dealing with other different issues well more personal issues. And the people that I thought would be here are well not. I seem to give and give and give and only if it benefits whoever will they help me when I need it. Oh well though right fuck it all. I guess in the end I will be the one that is here on my own. Just like always! I am the one that ends up on my own, all by myself with nothing. Shit I have been used, abused, ect.. by so many people that it isn't funny and the one thing I don't want is someone to feel sorry for me I dislike it when people feel bad for me cuz deep down you really don't you are just trying to cheer me up and instead of cheering me up you just piss me off even more. I am more then just a little frustrated and it seems that no one understands then w
Real Man
i want a real man someone who will love me for me not care bout what the world thinks someone who will accept my daughter and love her like their own i think i have found that someone but im afraid of it not being true afraid it will turn out the rest so far he seems true it all seems right and he really does care but i dont want to hurt and i dont want to lose i just need a real man is that too much to ask? (hunni you know that you are that someone im talking about. and i know that you would accept my lil angel without second thought. and you have already proved to me you care. but you know im skitish and scared.)
Three Days Grace explains exactly how I feel in my life at this very moment: Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I
Rangers 1 --0 Flakirk
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Teenage Mutant Ninja Drain Rooms
so im chilling at work on my break. having my normal smoke and just enjoying the few minutes. when i look down to ash my smoke. the ash falls into a drain window thingy. whatever... anyway there is a light on inside the thing... i look in and see a rug a chair and someone just chilling in there.... im thinking wtf?!?!?!?!?!? i starting looking into it fully trying to get a better view... and start seeing some picture frames... this is a fucking ROOM! under the street infront of my store.... im thinking thats a weird basement room... must suck... i swear... i uploaded a pic of what and how big it is.... the little metal grate that is the dudes window to the outside world. and then i started doing the info google and wiki check to see underworld cities in san francisco... turns out that that might be a room to old san francisco. since san fran is five stories above the original san francisco... so that is cool and weird in its own right.... i dont know... what do y
Tag You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I am a published poet. 2.) I LOVE the band Disturbed. 3.) As a child I had tubed in my ears. 4.) I admittedly am a victim of OCD lol 5.) I have only been skiing one time. 6.) I have been told by others that I have low self esteem. 7.) I have been to a christian summer camp twice. 8.) I love taking pictues and scrapbooking. 9.) I love and hate my job at the same time. LOL 10.) I love music!!!! mknightowl gothadelic nibbles wicked_fat joker
Omg Hmm
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1-I love Treasure Hunting Movies 2- I laugh at people that are insane! 3- I collect show/concert posters 4 - I drag race to much 5 - I am very introverted! 6- I am to sympathetic for others 7 - I hurt when others are hurt(normally) 8 - I don`t buy things that aren`t name brand 9 - I don`t like when people tag me for dumb surveys 10 - I value others opinions more then mine(normally again) I am gonna tag Corvette Chick Shannon LonghairLovers Frayedknot TheZoo
N.w.a. Group Biography:
This posse permanently changed the face of West Coast rap and the whole hip-hop nation itself, and is in many peoples eyes the most notorious group in the history of rap, ever. The Godfathers of rap even! Emerging in the late '80s, when Public Enemy had rewritten the rules of hardcore rap by proving that it could be intelligent, revolutionary and socially aware, N.W.A. ("Niggaz With Attitude") capitalized on Public Enemy's sonic breakthroughs while ignoring their message. Instead, the five-piece crew celebrated the violence and hedonism of the criminal life, capturing it all in blunt, harsh language. Initially, the group's relentless attack appeared to be serious, vital commentary, and it even provoked the FBI to caution N.W.A.'s record company. N.W.A became one of (if not, the) the first gangsta rap act to achieve widespread commercial success without radio airplay or many other conventional mainstream promotions. In fact, they were banned from many radio stations. But follow
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Can I Have My 25 Yr Old Body Back Please?
Damn, I am hurting all over! It sucks to not be 25 anymore!!! We went to a wedding yesterday and it was at a country club with a beautiful golf course. The wedding was inside being that it is February and chances are, it is going to be either cold or raining. Where we sat for the ceremony was over looking the golf course and just beautiful. The ceremony was short and to the point. I am not fond of wedding ceremonies that drag on....blah blah blah! The day was absolutely beautiful and sunny and warm for a winter day! The reception was above where the ceremony was and we had names of where we were supposed to sit. We were sitting at a fun table. After the dinner and cake, the dancing started! I danced the whole night and boy do I feel it today! I guess the 6 or 7 Vodka drinks didn't help the situation today either! At least I didn't dance on the table top! I did however try to get my brother-in-law to dance who was not wanting to. How did I get him to dance? I went behi
Catch Me If You Care...
What I am going to say here is probably the most personal thing ever I am going to admit or say to anyone, in fact, I had never shared this even with the closest people in my life, and I really don’t know what elated me to share it here, perhaps I don’t really care if anyone would read about it and what would the reader think about me afterwards, apart from labeling me as insane. For many years now, I have had this weird fantasy… Not sure if it’s actually a “fantasy”, as we tend to associate the word with a more pleasant meaning, but let’s name it fantasy until I find a more suitable word. The fantasy is about standing on a very high cliff together with the man I love (no one in particular, just in terms of “man I love”), someone with who we really, REALLY love each other. And then, looking in the man’s eyes, I’d take a step back, approach the edge and… my feet will slide, but I’d be falling with my face to the sky, tensely watching the edge of the cliff, where the man I love stands
Plzzz Repost For Our Future Familys To Put A End To Violence
Think its OK to boss a girl around?Slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson? She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut". No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash. A "man" should NEVER hit a woman. And should never force his girl to have sex with him, thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love. So if you're against Spousal Abuse please repost this!And if you don't you're not going to die or be raped by a toaster, you're just cold at heart.And if your a guy thats man enough to repost this GOOD for you.
Rant And Rave
AAAAARRRRRRRGGGHHHH!!!! I need a break...and not like the "me and Sis go to the outlet mall" break. I need a break from sick kids and husbands with migraines. I need a break from picking up cat shit and having to keep track of everything. I'm tired of being the one to see appointments are made and kept. I know this is just how it is. This is just some theraputic blogging on my part...whether it helps or not time will tell I suppose.
Death Note..season 1..episode 7
Death Note Season 1Episode 7
Bring Him Home Santa
They are; Mothers, Fathers, Brothers, Sisters, Aunts and Uncles, They are our American Soldiers and they need to be remembered, Our Freedom came with a price They paid the Ultimate Sacrifice: Please take a moment to remember them when you are with your family this year. Pray for their safe return to their families.. LCPL G****** USMC prior Service
Pray For Our Children
Pray for our Children...
A Post In Rant&rave Format
Rant: Ice storms. Rant: Ice storms with THUNDER. Rant: Getting halfway to work and getting so scared and calling my boss to tell her that there is no way in hell I am making it in. Rant: Having to drive BACK home. Rave: I am home safely. So I'm missing out on more work, but honestly I think not getting into an accident or having an anxiety attack while driving is much more important in the long run. Right? Right.
Chris's Bulletin
Don't Be Lonely On V-day!
Alright. I've heard alot about being lonely on valentines day. I have a solution. I don't care if you're male, or female. I can cure your v-day blues. Simply goto the dollar store, wal-mart, kmart, etc... and purchase a box of chocolates, and send it to me. Large or small doesn't matter. I will send you a hand made personalized v-day card in return. :) The name/address is: D.J.T 1906 Edmunds Lot #11 Brush, CO 80723
Re: Are The Flashplayers Not Working ?
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: jerm: rant in j-minor Date: 05 Feb 2008, 02:45 I always give a little time to the band requests I get - but I can't hear anything on anyone's page. :pIs it just on my end?Thanx-j Here's my latest just in case:
Honors Trap
Honors Trap Encased in bonds of honors words affirmations made ashes in my mouth I live in limbos quiet stasis torn between honor and freedoms light regretful wings I sit between precipice and avalanches advance yet I maintain the status Quo, my heart beats life's procession, I walk through years seasons, between tomorrows dreams and yesterdays actions. Can loves passion shine from the grey abyss so long frozen in glaciers suspended purity? I battle demons, my natures unyielding stance, silken cord of dreams carried on ethereal currents. Hopes thread connects to living webs vibration. I reach forth unworthy hand into the unknown, preying for absolution, expecting fires consuming heat. Feather light caress draws me through ebon vale I separate from earthly bonds and dance awhile insulated from reality, my promise half remembered dream. Freedoms brief moment an open door, I step into suns warm embrace, and breath uncontaminated air free of expectations. I
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- I like hot cocoa mix in my milk... with or without marshmallows (crunchy) 2- I detest lies... 3- I laugh all the time... if I put lol, hee hee, or haha Im really laughing. 4- I think the crush feature on here is stupid. 5- I deserve any ant bites I get. I like to go up to an ant hill and gently knock over the top. I dont know why. 6- I like standard cars better than automatics... I love those fast starts. 7- I dont truely believe dinosaurs existed. I mean anyone could of planted those and "found" them. 8- Im mean, sarcastic, and rude. Patience is not my friend, but damn im cute. :) 9- I call my
Drip... Drip... Drip... As each crimson drop falls into the chalice, My hunger grows... The scent of decay is in the air, and I watch, Transfixed, while our ritual is begun. Primal energies burst inside me, And I long to drink the liquid power... Perfection, in its truest form... A river of death pours forth from her veins... We shall feast upon her warm, ebbing life... Slice... Now the flesh... Rips. Tear. Flay. We starve! Nothing shall keep us from our quarry. Screams of Agony fuel our lust... She wastes away, and I lap at her broken body... So intoxicating are her wounds... I lift the goblet to my blackened lips and drain the liquid magick... Delicious, pure... It gives me strength... I awaken to new sensations, new ideations... The soft skin satiates my need, It makes me whole... We twirl, in time with our silent song, Around the writhing corpse, in an eternal circle... Our ritualistic feeding is complete. We are fuffilled... For now...
Nurturing Yourself
Nurturing yourself Taking time to smell the rose I notice along my way... is a way to say I love you to me... today. Sitting quietly in the park to watch the birds at play... is a way to say I love you to me... today. Nuzzling my cat with my face, and petting her where she lay... is a way to say I love you to me... today. Soaking in bubbles and slipping into my slinky negliget... is a way to say I love you to me... today. Drinking in the sunset at the end of a long, long day... is a way to say I love you to me... today. Every moment is a drop of light or darkness, happiness or sadness, integrity or deceit, togetherness or isolation. Every moment is your own perception of who you are, what is going on and how you want to continue. Every moment is yours to savor or reject, hold dear or ignore, remain awake or go to sleep, cherish or get through. Every moment presents you with choices and opportunities for growth or stagnation. Every moment
Front Runner Ron Paul Calls For March On Washington Dc
Front Runner Ron Paul Calls for March on Washington DC RTR Washington, DC - In a recent video posted by the Ron Paul Campaign, Presidential front runner Ron Paul calls on his supporters for a full scale march on Washington. Reinforcing his presidential bid he instructed his base "...Stay engaged, stay active and do not be disillusioned... we can't drop the ball right now." His proposal for a march on Washington began, "There is something we ought to do, I think we ought to have a grand display... we should have a true march...", Paul stated before cautioning his supporters about the risks of such an action. The leading contender for the White House alluded that a march on Washington could send as powerful a message as the money bombs forcing the media to take notice once again. Paul cautioned, " the same time if nobody shows up... it might mean that there are not enough of us, that we don't have the energy... maybe we didn't want to go to Washington." Full Story:
What An Interesting Idea
I found this article about how we've come to view our bodies and what our bodies are designed by nature to do as bad things. Who's to blame for the shame? The church, of course. I seem to know a lot of guys who have this warped idea that when a woman has sex with them, somehow they've tricked her into doing it. Then they switch to the idea that it's dirty, and she tricked them into doing it, so she's bad and it's all her fault. On the one hand we are taught to view men as being the more self-controlled gender, on the other hand we're being told that they're too weak to control themselves. Then if a man sleeps around, all he has to do is ask for forgiveness and it's given. Not so much for a woman. Not that there's anything to forgive in the first place. How do you reconcile those ideas? How does it make any sense at all? One of the most natural impulses we have, and some church went and screwed with the heads of countless generations. Don't even get me started o
I've Been Tagged!
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I collect frogs. Not real ones but I have over a thousand of them made from everything from volcano lava to jade to bone. 2. I'm an evil spiteful bitch when someone screws with me or takes advantage of me. (ask ~BLAST~) 3. I'm the only member of my family who has never been in the military. 4. I'm 37 years old and right now is the first time I have ever lived alone. 5. I would rather live in sin with someone for the rest of my life then get married (unless it really really feels right). 6. At one point in my life I was a ferret rescue and had 35 ferrets at once. (now I have none) 7. I love being in love. 8. I'll read a whole book, start to finish, soaking in the tub. 9. I spend way too much time on my computer. 10. I was spoiled as a kid and never had to learn to coo
I Took Anotha Test-not Gay! Lol
Your Score: Cancer Man ... Heterosexual Of any man, he is the premier softie, loving to kiss, hug, spoon, and moon. He needs that showering of cuddly mother love as much as getting his rocks off. On that score, nothing imparts more of a pure erotic thrill than letting an energetic top woman have her way with him, boobs bouncing, as she barks imperatives and instructions. In fact, very little in Cancers man's vision of worthwile sex doesn't include breasts in one way or another. He is the zodiac's preeminent tittie fucker, and most of his sexual fantasies involve big bosomed babes in the preverbial pole position. He is anything but squeamish when faced with a partner's outpourings, a proclivity that may easily extend to the peepee department. As well, he's way up for anal sex; though if his mate flashes red flag, he is fine with forgoing it. Of course, he loves being blown- what man doesn't? � bit for him the act imparts a particulary soothing and secure, pacifying sensation. H
2nd Best
Have you ever wondered if you were number one, or just the person that was there to pick up the pieces? Second best? I look back at past loves and I wonder if I was the one. Or merely a replacement or someone to ease the pain of them losing their true love. It hurts to think this way, and yet in some instances, it makes perfect sense. I am tired of being number 2. I want to be number 1.
From Physical Ailments To Technical Difficulties.
Oh man,I thought October through December was bad. My ankle wasnt acting right after surgery and after some physical therapy it was getting worse.Its bad enough being attacked by a bear,but it's even worse maybe being crippled by one too.Turns out after some more MRI's taken,I have a thing called Tensosensevitus our however you spell it.Basically,the tendons in my ankle are fraying, much like the tendon in my left hand had done previously years ago.Surgery is not an option until these frayed tendons snap.Only then can they fix it. Then after I figured I got my physical ailments beaten,along comes the technical difficulties.... First there was my computer.Working fine until one day my motherboard decided to fizzle like a cheap firework display.Im still waiting for the replacement motherboard so I can get my computer up and running again. Then a few weeks after my comp died, my guitar processor and preamp dies as well.Not sure what happened to it but all I know is its locked
Flyte 02/13/08
All Of Me
"Forgive me father, for I have sinned." That was how I began kneeling in that little cubicle asking the local parish priest to intercede for me. "It has been two months since my last confession and these are my sins." "Go ahead my daughter," Father Ryan said to me. "Father, I have lied, I have disobeyed my parents, and I have sworn. And ..." "Yes, my dear," he urged me to continue. "And father, I have fucked 16 boys." I heard Father Ryan suck in his breath at that one. But, regaining his compsure rapidly, he said merely, "Tell me more my child." And this is the story that I related to him. I guess I should begin by saying that my name is Jenny though some of my friends call me Jen. I guess soon some of them might be calling me slut. But that's okay, 'cause I guess it's probably trye. In any case, I'm sixteen years old, kinda' plain looking I guess, smallish, with glasses. Actually, I'm not much more than 5-feet tall and usually weigh around 95
Michael Tsarion Pt.1
Michael Tsarion Pt.1
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1848 A Valentine by Edgar Allan Poe For her this rhyme is penned, whose luminous eyes, Brightly expressive as the twins of Leda, Shall find her own sweet name, that nestling lies Upon the page, enwrapped from every reader. Search narrowly the lines!— they hold a treasure Divine— a talisman— an amulet That must be worn at heart. Search well the measure— The words— the syllables! Do not forget The trivialest point, or you may lose your labor And yet there is in this no Gordian knot Which one might not undo without a sabre, If one could merely comprehend the plot. Enwritten upon the leaf where now are peering Eyes scintillating soul, there lie perdus Three eloquent words oft uttered in the hearing Of poets, by poets— as the name is a poet's, too, Its letters, although naturally lying Like the knight Pinto— Mendez Ferdinando— Still form a synonym for Truth— Cease trying! You will not read the riddle, though you do the
I Feel So Left Out And Alone.....
2~15~08 Wow, After losing my job, vision, and so many things I took for granted it seems like nothing is worse than being alone. I just don't know where to begin. I don't know what I want to do...I want to go to school...It seems no matter how hard I fight for something I have a major obstacle. Sooo aggravating. And the more I try to do certain things and be independent the more I feel like I am pushing people away. I feel so lost. Everyone asks me why I am single... Yes I have confidence but maybe not in the right things. Where to look inside yourself to do things I do not know. I need to motivate myself, and work on myself but doesn't everyone? I feel like a lost child sometimes without a mentor. Maybe I need to reevaluate my outlooks...I don't know.....Sometimes even a ear to listen to me might be nice...I don't know where to look. Damn I feel like I could go on and on but your probably tired reading ...if anyone reads this at all... Atleast the man upstairs will read
A Letter To My Bother
In Memory of Brian Gregory Walsh October 7, 1975 - February 10, 2008 Beloved Son, Brother, and Uncle My dearest brother life will not be the same without you now that you are gone. No more sarcastic comments from you. No more jokes, and how easy it was for you to joke about life and all the messed up things in it, getting us all laughing with your various imitations. There goes my hope that one day you would settle down with some beautiful lady. I didn't expect you to have children but I always wished for you to have someone who loved you flaws and all. You were a complex person. You were hard working and regardless of anything I know you loved all of us. No matter how difficult were some of us were. You never saw your self the way the rest of us did. You would do anything for others before you did for yourself. I think you gave more to us then you ever realized.. Even in death your attitude remains alive as we recall all the times we have shared with y
One Step Closer-linkin Park
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old
Texas Vs. California
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU and GOD BLESS TEXAS!!! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snow days off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and hig
Jedi Mind Tricks - Razorblade Salvation
Mommy I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry To be honest with you I don't think that I wanna die Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in others lives Thats probably why I drink at night and sleep till 4 or 5 It's kinda hard walking through life with my distorted eyes When I was younger I was stupid and I thought I thrived I thought alot about everything I said in the letter And questioned whether or not if I was dead you'd be better You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her It's too late now mommy I could never forget her Could never forget how she told me to love Cuz my father and my grandmother is always above It's glory above you know that daddy taught me to thug And everytime we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs (damn) I MISS 'EM mommy and it's hard to believe That I'm grown and I don't understand it - why did they leave (Better to die and sleep then never wake and sleep) (Then linger on and dare to live when your souls life is gone)
Update On My Niece
Ok I'm seriously tired so I'm going to try to keep this short. They released Kylie from the hospital today, I'm happy she's home but at the same time it worries me. She is still having a LOT of seizures and having to be give emergency medication anywhere to every other day sometimes everyday and on days like today twice a day. The emergency medication is $100 dollars for TWO doses. Not to mention they haven't even been able to get the money together for the monitors to monitor her at night so someone isn't having to stay awake watching her 24/7. Please keep up the prayers especially now that they are back home for the seizures to at LEAST not be so many. And that the doctors will soon find a better way to control them so she won't be having 20-50 a day. Thank you everyone for your prayers for my darling niece who for those of you that don't know just turned 5 months old on the 11th.
Reality Sucks
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True Friends
The days are getting brighter, even though I lost my cigarette lighter. My friends say I make them laugh, I think I pulled a muscle in my calf. No more nights of sorrow, I have money now,no need to borrow. Surrounded by two people who actually care, one is even strong as a bear. Yeah we may get on each others nerves, always using some very strong words. That really doesn`t matter,everyone argues, we do it regularly,as if it is right on cue. For the most part we do get along, and yes most of the time I am wrong. I know how to accept defeat, writing all this down,feeling kind of neat. We all can be pretty crazy, and today we sat around just being lazy. Somedays we stay up and talk all night, even until the first signs of sunlight. Sooner or later we will go our separate ways, I am not looking forward to those days. That is why I am trying not to feel crappy, all I want is for us all to be happy!!
A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime
People will come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON, or a LIFETIME. When it becomes clear which is it, you will understand what to do for that person. For a REASON: it is usually to meet a need you have expressed, maybe to assist you during a difficult period in your life, to provide guidance and counsel, to assist you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. After a period of time, the person will end it or you will bring it to a close. The mission has been fulfilled and life contiunes for the both of you down seperate paths. One day, these paths may cross again. For a SEASON: the person allows you to share, grow, and learn, bringing a sense of peace or laughter into your life. They provide you with joy and you get to share pains together when the heart is broken and in need of repair. Two lives have become close and that memory will live on for the both parties. This continues to grow and can move on to a more personal stage between the two. A LIFETIME: relati
this post is going to be a bit long. i know i don't have the attention span for long winded posts. so i don't expect many to read this thing all the way to the bottom, just for that reason. so, if you would rather not read this all the way through, i completely understand. your point of no return i've been thinking about how to approach the subject of women for quite a while now. i've been mulling it over in my head, trying to figure out how to approach the subject in an unbiased, semi-scientific way. what i've come to realize, is that you really can't not put a spin on it, unless you have concrete facts. i'm no scientist nor do i have any concrete factual information, other than my own experience. so, in light of this, i've decided to forego being analytical and just write what i know. which, i'm sure, is surprisingly little in the way of actually knowing what women want or are like. as a friend recently suggested, "you gotta come from the heart, yo!" by
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10 Things About Me
1.)i am a true brat 2.)i am a smartass 3.)i am single 4.)i love my friends 5.)wet dreams is my wifey 6.)honey babe is my yankee bitch 7.)im loved by my friends 8.)im hated by some 9.)im loved my most 10.)im envyed my every1
An Excerpt
"If I were to cut your hand, it would bleed." Dani took her penknife and slid it along Shai skin. Ever so softly so as not to cut. "Yes." Shai whispered. her eyes attracted to the gleam of the knife. "A heartwound is like this." Dani replaced the knife into the case and ran her fingertips along Shays skin. "Is it?" Shai shook her hair out of her face and stood in one fluid movement. Using her fingertips she smoothed her wild curls behind her ears. "It is." Dani knelt. She tugged on the hem of Shai's gown, silently enticing her to kneel again, but she refused. She continued. "With every wound there is a healing. We can only cleanse it and keep it that way.We can smooth a poltice over said wound and hope that the medicines will penetrate and quicken the healing process..." Dani's dark eyes looked far off into the wood. Shai watched her. "Your eyes darken as night falls." she hummed beneath her breath and moved to stand in front of her friend. Dani looked up. Her hair
Birth of Toxen The toxen has taken affect; I look back with no regret just a life lesson with little neglect. Life is a lesson you don’t learn, too many faults got your ass burned,, waiting to see disasters next turn, into another struggle it seem when I turn I see nothing but trouble, so I run the other way on the double, but what to expect, just another form of neglect or disrespect another lesson to be learned and checked, to learn the lesson of respect, in the dialect. So now, I sit and learn prospective cause life is a lesson for the all collective. written by Josh
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A Thief Stole My Son's Bike!
Oh my gosh! I thought it was going to be a day of relaxing today and so far it has been a little crazy. My son that stayed home from the cabin decided to be rather hyper today. He then got a phone call from one of Anthony's friends saying that they saw his bike at McDonald's by the skate park. What??? Last week, Christopher rode his bike to school and when it was time to leave, there was a stray dog in the bike area and they had all the bikes locked up in there and kids couldn't get to them because of this dog. He was told that he could get his bike the next day so he walked home. The next day he asked the office if he could have his bike and they told him they didn't have it. They said it must be in the MP room. So we figured we would ask the custodian on Tuesday to get it for us when he goes back to school. Yesterday Christopher told me that he had a feeling his bike was stolen. I told him to not worry. Then he gets this phone call today saying that it is his bike
When I Close My Eyes...
thank you Kim for letting me repost this... when i close my eyes....... I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side
The Obama Campaign V.s. Student Scholars For 9/11 Truth
The Obama Campaign V.S. Student Scholars for 9/11 Truth
I Wish
I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift your hips And press against me tight, To feel my body's heat And my lips kissing you light. I wish that you could hear My softly whispered song, To lull you into sleep For it's here that we belong. That you could hear me say All you need to hear, As I tell you of my love Whispered soft against your ear. And you could feel my breath Warm against your skin, As I let my presence beg you To let this true love in. I wish that I could hold you And whisper long into your night, Never would you wonder then As I held you to me tight...
As Time Passed
As Time passed and i grew,i knew one id have to say goodbye to you, I'll miss you always and forever, I'll never forget you never. Of all the times in my life, I never had the chance to say or write. How much i truly love you so, And hope you'll never let go. Also how much i hold you in my heart , And hope we never drift apart.
Everlong By Foo Fighters
Hello I've waited here for you Everlong Tonight I throw myself into And out of the red out of her head she sang Come down and waste away with me Down with me Slow out you wanted it to be Over my head, out of my head she sang And I wonder When I sing along with you If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you You've got to promise not to stop when I say when Breathe out So I can breathe you in Hold you in And now I know you've always been Out of your head out of my head I sang
My Different Names
1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name) Ann Swan 2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad ) Gary John 3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name) Stake 4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal) Pink Frog 5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born) Rachael Norfolk 6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fave color, fave drink, add "THE" to the beginning) The blue Butter Nipple 7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name) Kest 8. GANGSTA NAME: ( fave ice cream flavor, fave cookie) Cookies and Cream M&M 9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name) Soljier falls creek 10. STRIPPER NAME: ( name of your fave perfume/cologne, fave candy) Eternity Kit tak 11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on) Sparkie Goose Bay
Im In A Auction
Hey evevryone Princess is up for auction press the link and Bid.... This is what you will get....If the bid goes hi enough Ill toss somemore stuff in.. 1) Add to family for the month 2) A personal salute photo to the winning bidder 3) Pimpout in in my profile 4) Pics rated during Happy Hour 5) One Fubar gift a day 6) 2 comments & Drinks a day for 2 weeks 7) add to my yahoo Lisa..AKA Princess
Bass Generator Thumpin! @ Fantasy Lands 07
Bass Generator THUMPIN! @ Fantasy Lands 07
Lost Angel
The day you were born, the whole world was blessed These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess The time has come for me to express my true feelings You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being What you have brought me I never thought I could procure The gift of comfort, with you I am secure For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way I love you more and more with each passing day You brighten my days and lift my spirits I have felt this so stongly and now want you to hear it So you may know the place you hold in my heart You are always with me even when we're apart I truly believe what we have is meant to be Just open your heart and soon you shall see What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face Just know that I'm here and will be always
Celebrity Support
Celebrity Support * Mary Carey - Adult and secular film star with numerous television and radio appearances[14] shows public support for swinging with her involvement in SwingFest 2008 - The World's Largest Swingers Party and Lifestyle Convention [edit] Film * In the movie The Blood Oranges (1997), two western couples, one with children, come together in the fictional Mediterranean village of Ilyria. The film was adapted from the novel by John Hawkes. * The movie Bob & Carol & Ted & Alice (1969) is the American comedy classic that captures the sexual revolution of the late 1960s in the United States. It was nominated for four Academy Awards; Best Actor in a Supporting Role, Best Actress in a Supporting Role, Best Cinematography, and Best Original Screenplay. * The movie Eating Raoul (1982) is a comic send-up of swinging stereotypes. * The documentary movie The Lifestyle: Swinging in America, a 2000 film by director David Schisgall, took an in-depth
The Man Whom God Forgot…
The Man Whom God Forgot… There is a man whom God forgot A soul lost from His memory He exists in His blind spot This is why he wanders eternally He does not belong to heaven He does not belong to hell Him, neither can claim For they do not know his name I met him one starless night In a cold winter's dream He walked up to the fire And sat across from me I could not focus on his face Shifting with the flame's dance Ebony pupils remained clear In new colors of brilliance He spoke, "So you sit before me A lost expression in your eyes Yes, I do know the secret The mystery and meaning of life I can fill your bending ears Full of cryptic truths and lies But what I say or you think you hear Will not change that look in your eyes But you do have questions tonight You have one less day in your life One less day to make things right You've just spent another day in paradise You still believe in happiness And you still belie
Re: Study Highlights Deep Seated Psychological Impact Of 9/11
RE: Study Highlights Deep Seated Psychological Impact Of 9/11 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 Feb 2008, 22:09 Study Highlights Deep Seated Psychological Impact Of 9/11 A new study has revealed that the spectacular images broadcast around the world on september 11th 2001 have had a profound psychological impact upon people.
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I’m not sure what to do here Unsure of what to say Do I keep going this direction Or should I turn and walk away? I’m not saying that I want this I’m just wondering what would happen To not think about anyone else But my own selfish pride I can see trouble rising Over the sunrise in the sky Oh don’t stand too close Let’s let these feelings pass on by Two people closely grounded In roots that cannot bend Will only cause a heartache That would take too long to mend To say the glass is empty Would be too much a lie But to say it could be more As if to multiply Would not do it justice Would say there’s nothing to see Perhaps time will change things Or perhaps we’ll let it be
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Ok I seriously lost a lot of respect for the women on here who claim to be nice and or real... I got blocked today because I removed someone from my family. How fucking pathetic is that? I mean seriously, how fucking childish do you have to be in order to block someone because they opt not to want you in their family? It's hilarious to me that this person blocked me all because I did that... Big deal, drop dead skank :)
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I Believe.........
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born. A Death Certificate shows that we died. Pictures show that we lived! I Believe . . Have a seat . . . Relax . . .And read this slowly. I believe -. . That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
Sexy Sketches
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Is It Goodbye????
You need to make a decision. If we're friends, then it needs to be friends no matter the status of your relationship. I WON'T be a part time friend! I won't be there only when things are bad and you're lonely and need someone to keep you from being bored. Walk away this time and I won't look back anymore! I've let you back in too many times. I've let you use me. I've let you make me feel like all I am is a toy to be tossed aside until the newness of a new toy wears off. NO MORE! I am too valuable. it goodbye? Southern Princess
Richard Ramirez "the Night Stalker"
Richard Ramirez is a convicted American serial killer awaiting execution on California's death row at San Quentin State Prison. He was dubbed the Night Stalker by the media while he terrorized California. He had 26 victims. 1)Jennie Vincow which he killed on June 28th of 1984 after a night of shooting cocaine. He removed a screen from a window and entered her home. She was 79 years old and lived in Glassel Park, Los Angeles. Her son discoverd her body the next day sprawled out on her bed and stabbed repeatedly. Her throat was slashed so savagely that she was nearly decapitated autopsy revealed that she was also sexually assulted. Ramirez helped himself to her valualble and his fingerprints were retrieved from the window sill. 2 and 3)Maria Hernandez and Dale Okazaki,who was murdered by Ramirez on March 17th of 1985, ten months after brutally killing Jennie Vincow. Hernandez was 22 and was accoused by Ramirez as she stepped out of her car in the garage of her home she shared wi
Our Sonnet
Our Sonnet Sweet Lady, song of my heart, Hold my hand, as this journey we start. Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness; And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness. Steadfast, honest and true; Your partner is here and will forever love you. It is my prayer that I will always be; The one who brings you joy and sets your spirit free. With my love I’ll cover you and warm your soul with mine; Give you pleasures – like none you will find. Your Sweet Lady, song of your heart; Will love you forever, together or apart. So hear me Sweet Lady, and know in your soul; That there is no better future than with you to grow old. Endless caresses, touches and kisses; Our passion a banner for our love’s true existence. My hand I extend and my honor I offer; For being with you my love, there is no greater pleasure. Your hand I accept, and all your love as well; My heart sings so loudly, all can tell I am loved and in love with the man made for me Hold my hand; let us w
WD-40 Well, Who Knew... I had a neighbor who had bought a new pickup. I got up very early one Sunday morning and saw that someone had spray painted red all around the sides of this beige truck (for some unknown reason). I went over, woke him up, and told him the bad news. He was very upset and was trying to figure out what to do probably nothing until Monday Morning, since nothing was open. Another neighbor came out and told him to get his WD-40 and clean it off. It removed the unwanted paint beautifully and did not harm his paint job that was on the truck. I'm impressed! WD-40 who knew? Wat er Displacement #40. The product began from a search for a rust preventative solvent and degreaser to protect missile parts. WD-40 was created in 1953 by three technicians at the San Diego Rocket Chemical Company. Its name comes from the project that was to find a "water displacement" compound. They were successful with the fortieth Formulation, thus WD-40. The Corvair Company bought it i
Who Wants To Own Me?
okay people,there will be an auction for the ownership of my fu-self. you can PM your bid, starting at 50,000 fubucks...the auction will continue until 3 pm pst on sunday feb 24th at which time the winner will be notified...i wish you the best of luck.
Being Poor Sucks
Especially in the oh-so-glorious Connecticut. *the pay rates suck. *drowning in debt sucks. *Making more money, but then finding debt collectors coming out of the woodwork after you make more money SUCKS *Uncle Sam sucks *Tax offset REALLY sucks *working 60+ hours a week making yeah, F@%& you!, Connecticut! Okay, I'm done now. :-)

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