Fubar Blog Posts 3

I Dont Even Like Baseball
I'm going to an Angels game tonight. *shrugs* I'm not really into baseball all that much. I'm not gonna lie, I usually will get into a live game by 4th or 5 inning. But the ONLY reason I agreed to go? They have Amber Bock. Best beer ever, I say. Other than Guiness. That's for Tap Beer. Amber Bock and Guiness I'll ONLY drink if its from tap. Bottled or canned, both taste like pisswater. Bottled, I'll take a Corona. Canned...Heineken, the big Keg Can...ONLY. I'm such a boozer! This blog started out as a Baseball blog, and ended up about beer. KTHXBYE!

Just Things
I started writing this yesterday but I always forget that when I open a new tab.. and exit it.. its all the same window.. so.. What was I saying again? Something about how I think people put too much hope and expectation into me.. Which I guess is my own fault really. I'm always the guy who's always just an im, email, or text away from being there.. The open arms who will always catch you if you're falling. I'm a good listener.. And I have a big heart.. I care too much.. My three biggest problems. Well.. what happens? People start to lean on me a little bit more.. thinking.. Brian is such a good guy, he'll always be there for me.. which of course I will be.. But I don't think anyone knows about what lies beneath all my warmth and kindness.. This bitterness, lonliness, sadness, hatefulness.. So what happens when they start trying to get too close? I push myself away.. I'm too reclusive, so back in my little burrow I go. If I'm upset.. I don't lean ba

The Story Of My Life...
"Almost made you love me Almost made you cry Almost made you happy, baby Didn't I didn't I You almost had me thinkin' You were turned around But everybody knows Almost doesn't count Almost heard you saying You were finally free What was always missing for you, baby You'd found it in me But you can't get to heaven Half off the ground Everybody knows Almost doesn't count I can't keep on lovin' you One foot outside the door I hear a funny hesitation Of a heart that's never really sure Can't keep on tryin' If you're looking for more Than all that I could give you Than what you came here for Gonna find me somebody Not afraid to let go Want a no doubt be there kind of man You came real close But everytime you built me up You only let me down And everybody knows Almost doesn't count Maybe you'll be sorry Maybe you'll be cold Maybe you'll come runnin' back, baby From the cruel cruel world Almost convince me You're gonna stick around But everybody k

A Man And A Woman!!
Sitting at the bus stop watching the people rush by, In the corner of her eye, she sees this great looking guy in a nice suit and well shaven, he walks past her and she can smell his after shave and gets a chill down her spine, thinking to herself what it would like with him, the bus shows up and she gets on the bus, she goes threw the day with this stranger in her head not able to get him out, the next day she is getting coffee at this little place she as been for the past couple of years, and out of no where this same guy is standing in front of her, once again she can smell his after shave and a chill goes down her spine, thinking to herself should I say something to him or not, she takes a deep breath and says hi, he turns to her with a smile and says hello, turning red and with her heart in her throat, she says how are you? He says fine and pays for his coffee and walks out the door, a week goes by and she's at the park reading a book on a blanket she had brought, down the way the

The Average Military Wife/girlfriend
THE AVERAGE MILITARY WIFE/GIRLFRIEND The average age of the military wife/girlfriend is 20 years old. She isn't old enough to buy a beer, but is old enough to manage the entire household. She probably never saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. Her penmanship has improved over the last few months, due to excessive letter writing. She cries alot, because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't complete without him. She looks very tired, because of her many sleepless nights either waiting for a call that never came or one that did and just because she heard his voice, she is too overjoyed to sleep. As a wife, she is classified as a dependent, but she is completely independent. She tends to her household, her kids, her school work, and her job, all without her husband. She manages a smile, even though inside she's crying. She understands that the man she loves has to go far away. She unders

Quiet Love
This is one of my favorite lines from Smallville Season 2 so I just thought I’d share it with you all. I guess it shows you what a huge Smallville fan I am. That or a weirdo, but that’s ok. Those of you who know me already know that of me so I’m not telling you anything you already don’t know. Anyway I think its beautifully written. Its filled with a tremendous amount of love and yet so sad at the same time. Enjoy. From Chloe with love Hi, Clark Well, this is going to make quite a story. “Clark Kent Ends Record-Breaking Perfect Attendance Streak.” Sorry. I’m doing it again. I just…I’ve never seen you sick before, and it just got me thinking. You know. What if something did happen to you….. and I never got to..? So in yet another classic maneuver to avoid emotional intimacy….I wrote my feelings down so that I could read them to you…thereby avoiding embarrassing eye contact. (Whew!) I want to let you in on a little secret. I’m not who you think I am. In fact, my disguise is

Is Love.....
For is love only a dream, Beautiful in the slumber But ending with the twilight With the streaming rays of east For love is a rose Full of hypnotic beauty Until the wilting, results in death The last petal falling to the ground Love takes on the sea Mystefying the minds It's beauty evident Until the waves are tossed upon shore Is love but a truth Or is truth never found Only lies escape the lips For the wonder never to live.

Anger!
(Originally Posted on July 10, 2006)Okay, I am trying to release my anger towards George. However, posting the curse I did brought back memories of what he did. Then, Putz Boy (George's new name) decided to send a quote to the entire office. It basically said that monetary debts can be paid back, but debts where the person was kind can never be repaid.Might I just say, NO SHIT SHERLOCK!And they ESPECIALLY cannot be repaid if you're a fucking prick!tag: anger, revenge, work, hate, curse, spell, magick

Bumper Stickers
(Originally Posted on July 11, 2006)Here's some interesting bumper stickers you can print out. Most work not only for atheists, but also for Satanists. I found them at http://www.digitalfreethought.com/bp.htm:There's plenty more where these came from. tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, atheist, atheism, humor, funny, image, art

And The Award For Best Cheese Sandwich Goes To...
(Originally Posted on July 24, 2006)This past weekend, my wife and I went to see Pirates of the Carribean II again. This time, forewarned, we stayed to the end of the credits.Here's my beef. The credits took about five minutes to sit through, while the clip at the end of the credits lasted maybe five seconds. It wasn't worth it.The reason is simple: Everybody who is even remotely conneced to the movie had to have their name in the credits. Why?!? I mean, I can't think of another business that has to mention every single person connected with the business wenever they give a presentation. When you buy a cake, there isn't a list of the bakers, decorators, frosting makers, etc. attached to it. You buy a cake, you get a list of the ingredients (which most people also don't read) and go on your happy, jolly little way.It would be different if all the people in the credits had a chance to win an award but come on! The first aid nurse got listed in the credits! I have never seen Car

Lover Style...
Pretty close to true I guess.... Although w/ my facination with handcuffs and whatnot I would have thought I'd have scored a little higher on the kinky side... LOL What kind of a LOVER are YOU? You are a DOWN 2 EARTH LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you get the job done right. You know when and what to give to your man without scaring him or pushing him away. Your confident in yourself at all aspects, and if you break up he still tells other guys how great of person you are! Take this test

Maybe It's Just Me...
...Maybe I've just turned into a hater, but I am getting SO DAMN SICK of the cats with their own personal DEMOS in EVERYBODY'S fucking messages, I swear that shit is so damn annoying. If you want everyone to know you have a record deal or you are just a wanna be superstar, go on American Idol, or set up a fuckin website, but STOP SPAMMING everyone's messages with your annoying shit. Your doing the OPPOSITE of promoting your stuff, your annoying the shit out of people and IF you ACTUALLY get a deal, NO ONE WILL WANT TO BUY YOUR SHIT. It's called SATURATING THE MARKET with your tired ass product. DAYUM!!!

What Is A Kiss?
A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this. Love is not finding someone to live with, It's finding someone you can't live without. Love is like a butterfly. It goes where it pleases and it pleases where it goes.

Thinking Of You
Sitting here thinking about you today, wishing that you weren't so far away. A frindship that was created all so soon, is really starting to bud and bloom. ~ You bring a smile to my face each day, awith the little messages you send my way. I hope in the years soon to come, that our frindship will shine like the sun. ~ We share a special kind of love, blessed by that of the Lord above. Forever friends we will stay, never allowing our bond to fray. ~ In my heart you will always stay, as I cherish our frindship everyday. Take my hand my dear friend, and friends we will remain to the end. ~ I will lift you up when your feeling down, giving you a smile to replace that frown. Just as I know you would do for me, without friends where would we be.

Poem
Find everyday joy in the simple things in life... The smell of hot coffee and pancakes in the morning, Fireflies flickering in the clear night air, The cool morning fog as the sun comes up and warms the day. The colors of a beautiful and peaceful sunset, A bee buzzing in a patch of spring flowers, The kindness in the smile of a stranger. The warm feeling of a hug from someone who loves you, The quiet sound of the ocean on the shore, The twinkling of the stars in the sky... A thought from someone who calls you friend

What The World Needs To Read
Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas we would like your assistance with: 1) The next time you see an adult talking during the playing of the National Anthem, kick their ass. 2) When you witness firsthand someone burning the American Flag in protest...kick their ass. 3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these Veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these Veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a Disabled Veteran kicks their ass. 4) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress uniforms (BDU's), t

More Updates
Hey everyone. Just another update for those that care. My sister is still in the hospital. She's still on the feeding tube but they have been giving her liquids. She's adjusting slowly. they are hoping to give her solids soon. SIGH. They say with the surgery she had that it will take at least 2 weeks minimum for her stomach to start acting normal. We shall see. It's been a week since her surgery so keep the prayers going please. I love you all huggles Bren

Health
Ok it has been no secert that I have been sick alot this year and I suppose some of you are being to wonder WTF. So here ya go First have asthma which I have had for some 24 years now for awhile it masked itself and the need for medications were not needed. But this year is different, perhaps it is the abnormal winter we had but I have had pneumonia twice... the last time being the worst. I have also been battle with anemia and a pretty severe b-12 deficency for which now I take large doses of iron and biweekly b-12 shots. I have been extremely tired do to both I am sure then and the stress here and poof! instant illness-- might I add they cant figure out why I just didnt want people to think they have been abannoned... I am here but sometimes require extra rest. Now the good part is other than this I am extremely healthy! ~LOL even my blood pressure is good. Ok health update done-

Poetry
Could you understand the love that i long for, The need to be happy now and forever more, Who would've thought i would be where i am, Loving an angel and trying to keep her and doing what i can, Begging God please not to take her from me cuz she means so much, The feeling i got from seeing your smile and the shakes i get from your touch, It feels so good to know i finally found you, Its kinda weird knowin that i love you and knowin what to do, This came along so fast, And before too long a couple years will pass, I will be right beside you holding your hand, Being your fighter your lover and your man, So lets make this work and be together forever, Spending the rest of our lives hand in hand together. -Matthew T. Musselwhite

I Dont Know Why I'm Sharing This Info...
But i was perusing the net (as usual) and came across some pictures of...well...nude lady parts. And I am going to tell you all something. Some women are...uh, bushy. And on my worst day, I am not. I mean, I still have to "mow the lawn" *cough*, to keep it neat and tidy...but even though, i dont have a frickin tumbleweed in my pants. Ick. I saw one undercarriage with so much hair...i'm slightly traumatized. And sickened. Same goes for you fellas. TRUST ME when I say, TRIM! First of all, its nicer to look at, and it gives the illusion of more "length". *cough* Okay...and so ends this episode of TMI w/ Strawberry!

I Want You To Know
By: Allen (so beautiful) I want you to know... That I love you so. Deep in my heart is where you'll stay, Each and everyday, Now, forever, and always. I want you to know... That I'll always be there, To show you how much I care. I'll never let you down I'll do anything to keep away your frown. I want you to know... How much you mean to me You're my eyes to see, My heart to beat, and my air to breathe, Without you, there's no me. I want you to know... That "I Love You".

"always Say A Prayer (a.s.a.p.)"
What a wonderful new meaning for ASAP. "Always Say A Prayer (A.S.A.P.)" There's work to do, Deadlines to meet, You've got no time to spare, But as you hurry and scurry, Always say a prayer. In the midst of family chaos, "quality time" is rare. Do your best; Let God do the rest: Always say a prayer. It may seem like your worries Are more than you can bear. Slow down and take a breather Always say a prayer. God knows how stressful life is; He wants to ease our cares, And He'll respond A.S.A.P.; Always Say A Prayer!

Time And Time Again
Well my friends its Easter again. I time of the year were we celibrate the joious time of Hame and turkey and those little chocolate eggs. Happy Easter to you all, may you and your families and friends be safe and have a wonderful day.

Rectum Inspector
THE RECTUM STRETCHER: While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then I work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked. "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..." Traffic Ticket: $95.00 Court Costs: $45.00

Latin
Note: Some of the latin translations are loose. Carpe Diem - Seize the day Carpe Noctum - Seize the night Carpin Denium - There's a fish in my pants Carpe Ovum - Seize the egg Cave Canem - Beware of the dog Mundus vult decipi decipiatur ergo. (Screw the customer) Populus vult decipi. (The people want to be decived) Amor vincit omnia. (Love Conquers all) De mortuis nil nisi bonum. (Say nothing but good of the dead) Nil illegitimo carborundum. (Don't let the bastards get you down) - Good Omens Sic transit gloria mundi. (So passes away the glory of this world.) -Thomas a Kemp

Hidden Friends
i have been on CT for shit like nine months now and there is definitley one thing i have learned...there are many friends out there who seem to hide until we need them most. when we are down to our lowest point there they are willing to help us out. i have learned that there are many of these "hidden friends" on my friends list and i am very greatful to all of them. there are so many times where i just need someone to tlak to who understands what i am going through and isnt mixed up in all of my mess. so to all of you and you know who you are thank you very much. and know that i am always here if you guys ever need to talk.

Fun Stuff
1. Your Name:? 2. Age:? 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Have sex on the first date? 15. Would you kiss me during sex? 16. Do you think I would be good in bed? 17. Three sum? 18. How many times would you like to cum? 19. Would you use me as a booty call? 20. Do you like fore play? 21. What is fore play to you? 22. Can we take pictures of the act?

Rubias Big Man Contest
Here all the sexxii men that has enter please show all of them love. IF YOUR IN THE CONTEST MAKE SURE U HELP REPOST THE BULLENTINS PLZ RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T@ CherryTAP Contestants Contest Prizes 1st-Mens rolex 2nd-Mens ring 3rd-Mans bracelet (repost of original by 'RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T' on '2007-04-09 09:56:53') (repost of original by 'Papi RH (Entries Need in-Sexiest Texan Girl Contest)' on '2007-04-09 11:09:40')

Opinion Are Like A**holes... Everybody Has One
Mistreatment and misconduct towards any military person during the Viet Nam War for the period 1960-1975. Estimates have been offered that there were at least three million U.S. Military personell who participated in the Southeast Asia Theater Of War during this time frame. Of those three million only a mere fraction of them actually participated in direct combat in one fashion or another Army, Navy, Air Force, marines, Coast Guard,Seabees,Nurses of all services, civilian advisors, Humanitarian volunteers, comabt photogarhers, etc... to name jus a few of those very limited individuals. Now, I never experienced any such behaviors during training, after training, on my way to Viet nam, and especially so after returning from Viet Nam! But, what I did experience was a whole lot of apathy and disinterest.... By 1968 most everyone that had a television had seen the never-ending news broadcasts of Viet Nam each and evry night, maybe twice or more during a day. Not to metion the print

Isobel
"Get down on your knees." The command was curt, delivered in a low growl. Isobel obeyed, unthinking, knees sinking down onto the plush carpeting. Yet the sensation on her kneecaps was rough and abrasive, like the man who stood in front of her. She felt a frisson of indignation stiffening her spine. He must have sensed it, because he gave her a derisive smile, gloating in his power over her. "Daddy, please." The words caught in her throat. She was so reluctant to beg, but the plea slipped out as easily as she'd fallen to her knees moments earlier. "No Isobel, you have to learn your lesson." He reached down and caressed her cheek with his large hand, dipping it into the thick, dark auburn mass of silky soft hair at her temple and rubbing the silken strands between calloused thumb and forefinger. "If you can't respect my sexual privacy, then you'll just have to be a participant." Her Daddy's disapproving tone belied the hungry expression in his green eyes. They glowed

A Shining Star Inspires
Grab me with lusty desire Let me light your burning fire take you where we let hands touch Moistness and hardness long so much To feel you grind your ass into me As I let you set my manhood free And I taste you as I long to do And make hot long passion to you Sucking and licking and fucking so fast Like wild animals we make it last And feel the orgasms that make it worth all Your worth the price of humanities fall You ignite me and now I burn hot For I need your sex and others want not As I look at you I drool for your love to be deep inside you as we push and shove And howl at the moon as we cum so hard For you’re the sexual dream who holds the card The winning hand and you’re the winner true And I want to give all sexual pleasure to you Be your love slave and pleasure you sweet To taste you like a fine meal to eat And make you cum hard and moan so loud These are the things that would make me proud To satisfy you as no other one can For you’re the woman who m

The Value Of Truth And Righteousness
by Dr. William Pierce Last Saturday George Bush addressed the United Nations General Assembly, urging all of the member nations to join the United States in bringing pressure to bear against countries that sponsor terrorism or harbor terrorists. He did it in his standard mock-serious way, barely suppressing a smirk. Everyone applauded, including the representative of a country that from its founding until the present day has sponsored terrorism. That country, of course, is Israel. The prime minister of Israel, Ariel Sharon, is a war criminal, a mass murderer, with the blood of thousands of women and children on his hands. He is being sought now for trial by the same Hague Tribunal that succeeded in extraditing former Yugoslav President Slobodan Milosevic for trial on charges of crimes against humanity in Kosovo, the same Hague Tribunal that already has tried and sentenced soldiers who raped and murdered in Bosnia and in Rwanda. In 1982, during Israel's invasion of Lebanon, Ari

Cruel Intent
There's a cruel intent in every kiss A sinful smile on every lip A cruel intent in every kiss And I never wanted anything like this To see in your eyes the fire of heart To feel in your arms a touch of soul A burning ember from a love gone cold And I never wanted… as much as this To breathe your essence with every breath To dream every inch my mind caress To pray each night for a chance at bliss And I never wanted… as much as this In a dream that lives after love has died The tears that burn never lie Forgotten memory to reminisce And I never wanted… as much as this And I never wanted anything 'til now And I never wanted anything 'til you Never held tight to what I have missed And I never wanted… as much as this There's a cruel intent in every kiss A sinful smile on every lip A cruel intent in every kiss And I never wanted anything like this

The Man I Can't Stand Is Back Again . . .
The Man I can't stand He has come again to stay He spends all my money Leaves me barely a pocket of jingle He Drinks all my beer Triumphant pyramids linger He smokes all my cigarettes Crushed red packs tossed on the floor He eats all my food Dishes never reach the sink He stinks up my house Feet, sweat, sex, and semen He wears my clothes Rest in peace where they lay He sleeps in my bed I dread to hear him snore The man I can't stand He has come again to stay

12 Signs U Know Ur In Love
TWELVE: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

"promises Made"
Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

All About Your Lucky Love Color
Your Lucky Love Color is Blue When someone gets to know you, the first thing they notice is how deeply you think and feel. You are calm, reflective, and mature. However, you sometimes seem spacey to those trying to charm you. And unlike what your color might suggest, you are never really down or "blue" - even after a break up. Your heart is thoughtful and rational. You don't let your emotions rule you. It's your head that falls in love. All About Your Lucky Love Color

What Are You???
Subject FRIENDS VS TENNESSEE FRIENDS!!! Body: FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Tennessee FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Tennessee FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Tennessee FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. Tennessee FRIENDS: laugh at you --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Tennessee FRIENDS: Steal each other ' s stuff so often nobody rememb

Just Because...
Okay so you have to answer this survey completely and totally honestly! 1. What’s your full name? Bryan F. Jakubowski 2. Where do you live? Hamlin NY 3. Are you happy where you live? No. 4. If you could live anywhere where would you live? Anywhere but here. 5. Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Amber meade 6. Did you love them? at the time i thought i did. 7. Who was your first real love? For fear of seeming like a freak i will plead the fifth. 8. Do you still love them? Deffinitly. 9. Who are you dating now? No one. 10. Do you love them? um do i love no one? no. 11. Would you do anything for them? Would i do anything for no one? no. But when i am with someone it is about them and so yes i would do anything for them. 12. Have they ever hurt you? christ get off this already 13. Do you trust them? Do i trust no one? No. 14. Who’s your best friend? Ambers 15. What do you do for fun? ADVENTURE. SOmthing you can tell a story about. 16. Wh

Pulse
hey francine, its me...again, i luv ya, jus felt ya should kno! sit here an read this all the way thru, dont walk away, i need ya 2 kno, all these things i gotta say! that night, when we waited patiently, our hearts were on fire when we surrendered to our desire. yea; ya pulse wuz drivin! i want it all, an now im not afraid ta take it, dont ever let go, an girl i swear we will make it! time will never change the way i feel, do u feel it 2? yea; mah pulse is drivin! u kno, tha sun shines brighter, tha sky is a different blu tha days an nights r warmer since i fell n luv wif u! an when i say ya got me an i aint goin no where, its tru yea; ya got my pulse drivin! i said i love u, do ya believe im tru? i will always give my all 2 u! an when ya hold my hand, ya hold my heart because of that, i hope we will never be apart! yea; ima get ya pulse drivin! give me ya tomorrow give me everytime ya wake i need ur gentleness, no emptiness give me now an furever, until the e

Women To Rule New Town
Sister city to be named: Arlington, TX!! Women to rule new town China is to create the world's first ' Woman Town ' where women make all the decisions and disobedient men face punishments. Chongqing is to convert its Shuangqiao district into Woman Town , covering 2.3 square km, reports Chongqing Morning News. The slogan: "A woman never makes a mistake. A man can never reject a woman's request" will be carved into the town gates. "Construction will take around two years, and the place will become a very good destination for entertainment and relaxation," says Li Jigang, director of Shuangqiao district tourism bureau. "In any tour group entering this town, female members would play the deciding role, concerning shopping and other items of the itinerary. "We are drafting a township law, which stipulates clearly how men should be punished and for what. A disobedient man will be punished by kneeling on an uneven wooden board or by washing dishes in a restaurant."

Insanity
19 WAYS TO MAINTAIN A HEALTHY LEVEL OF INSANITY: 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hairdryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom.Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "In." 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the Memo Field of all your checks, write "For Sexual Favors." 7. Finish all your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Specify that your Drive-Through Order is "To Go." 11. Sing along at the Opera. 12. Go to a Poetry Recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. 13. Put mosquito netting around your work area and make tropical sounds all day. 14. Five days

Coming Soon
A friend and me are building a web site and we are in the beginning stages it will be for games and personal stuff only but will be open to public soon as of yet it is a work in progress and i will update here as much as possible.

"are We Or Are We Not"
Written with a pen sealed with a kiss If you are my friend please answer this are we friends or are we not you told me once but I forgot so tell me now and tell me true so I can say I'm here for you of all the friends I've ever met you're the one I won't forget and if I die before you do I'll go to heaven and wait for you!!

The Most Functional Word In The English Language
The most functional word in the dictionary!!! Body: The most functional word in the dictionary!!!! Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are col

Just Like Tha Title Says...
hey guys! Dont exactly know what all to do with this thing since i just joined tonight! I will say that ya'll are a very friendly group and its very nice to see real people hangin out!! Feel free to add me or whatever! I did post some pics but for some reason it doesn't want to let me add any more....so who knows but for now Ciao ya'll from a southern girl and her fam!!!

My Day Running Around
this is what i did today with my life. I moved forward and got up at 8:30.. drank some OJ, took a shower, got in my brothers car and drove over to this place to have my finger prints for security clearance for a job as an armed security officer. then i ran around did some chores instead of sitting at home all day watching TV or be on the COmputer. I'm hoping i get a good paying security job. I'm a little behind on my bills so i need the money for 1 thing and second, my parents are devorced. once i find a job that pays well and can afford to move out on my own i think i can a million times happier. I also would like to find a g/f sometime... my main focus is on this security job. Its better than sitting on my ass doing nothing all day. I'm tired of retail as a cashier, i don't like a receptionist... so, yea.. that was my day today.

Just An Opinion & Suggestion
for all of you ladies that thinks every guy is the same. let me tell you something and i hope you listen to this. Not every guy will be the same way as a lot others. Some chose to be a certain way, others weren't raised properly, for those guys that are bad such as the ones that slam you in the face and throw you around a little bit, yell at you, hurt you in ways you wished a man would never his hands on. for guys like that makes the good guys look like the rest of them in ways of saying girls don't look hard enough or just staying with the same type of guys as usual. My suggestion is try a new way of finding a better guy. just cuz hes good looking doesn't always means he has brains or the heart you would like him to have. For a guy like me that has a great big heart and who cares about this world get little in life in return for a stupid reason. so try this ladies... if you are having trouble in a relationship or marrige don't hold back and stay to wait for him to get better such as

Lover
What kind of a LOVER are YOU?You are a PASSIONATE LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you put 100% into both. You like to have fun and try new things but you pay alot of attention to the PASSION that lives in side of each kiss, touch or meaningful word. You contain the whole package and any man would be would be very lucky to have a women like you!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Lestats Dark Covenant Family...the Family I Will Always Be With Now And Forever...
This family is one amazing family..one that i will never leave for the world...the most wonderful ppl in the whole world i know are in this family...the master is truely a wonderful master to this family as well as its founders...i love this family with every inch of my being and would do anything in the world for anyone in this family...so with that being said...tyvm for everyone in this family thats ever been there for me...i love you all with all my heart and soul...and ty exspecially to lord lestat for creating such a wonderful and strong family MUAHZ to all my family....

Hehe,to Funny!!
You scored as Evil. You are evil incarnate, pure power. You're a threat to society and you know it and are lovin' it. It would surprise me if you aren't wearing all black right now and have an anarchy symbol somewhere nearby.Evil80%Holy45%Holy or Evilcreated with QuizFarm.com

Are We Fans
HI EVERYONE THIS IS TO HELP ME HELP YOU! LOOK AT UR PAFE AND MINE AM I YOUR IF? IF I AM UR FAN BUT YR NOT MINE PLEASE ADD ME AS UR FAN IF AM UR FAN BUT I DIDNT MAKE U MY FAN PLEAE LET ME KNOW HERE BY MAKEING A COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW IF ALL IS GOOD ALSO THANK YOU ALL.

Come Join Her Biggest Flirt Contest
I will be starting the biggest flirt contest tomorrow i still have space for 13 more entries. 1st place will recieve a 3 day blast and 2nd place a one day blast please send me a private message with the photo u want in the contest.my link is below KERRY~losts baby girl~OWNER OF CLUB FANTASIA~CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE~@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '~Fiesty Lil Vixen~Club Fantasia Co-Owner~{CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE}~' on '2007-04-12 08:53:53') (repost of original by 'KERRY~losts baby girl~OWNER OF CLUB FANTASIA~CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE~' on '2007-04-12 08:55:21') (repost of original by '¢¾¢¾SUPERGIRL¢¾¢¾BARTENDER@CLUB FANTASIA¢¾¢¾' on '2007-04-12 09:04:51') (repost of original by 'KERRY~losts baby girl~OWNER OF CLUB FANTASIA~CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE~' on '2007-04-12 10:23:07')

The World
The world is dark and dim. It is forever whirling around a slowly disintegrating sun. The merciless constantly murder thier brothers. The innocent children are dealt drugs. People are assassinated for thier material possessions. Moms and dads are commiting hideous crimes and leaving thier families to starve. Teenagers have unprotected sex and crack babies. Senior citizens are being beaten and killed everyday in nursing homes because they are burdens on thier families. Cuss words are becoming more of a modern vocabulary than an unaccepted slang. Wars are going on all over the world. And innocent people are being killed while defending thier countries. Look at the world. The drugs, the alcohol, and the killing, Is it somewhere that you want to live? Of course it's not. But you are not attempting to change it! Your children are going to suffer worse than you have or ever will. Think about it. Is it really a world? No! It is an unaffectionate never ending Hell. Our wor

Don't Be Offended Girls... They Have Rules That's Just It
The International Rules of Manhood Excerpt from my Friendster Blog... April 2006 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly opti

Do Th E Math Of Life
tHANK YOU AGAIN mIMI, lOVE yAH From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give more than 100%!!! How about achieving 103%? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and, K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% but, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% And look how far ass kissing will take you: A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainity that: While Hard

Which Animal Is More Like You?
You scored as Wolf. You Scored As The Awesome Wolf! So cute and cuddley looking you can be feirce! Protecting your young and sometimes your mate you can be very mean. Other wise you're sweet but always on the lookout for something to happen. Eating rare meats and hunting in a pack is your game! Thats something you can't live without. Howling is how you communicate!Wolf100%Kitty Cat!44%Snake.44%Horse.38%Tiger.38%Koala31%Monkey!31%Alligator!25%Panda.19%Bat!13%Polar Bear.

Taurus: The Tramp
TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

"i'll Be"
What do I think? What'll I say? Thoughts on the brink Of fleeing away. Words in my mind Floating about Thoughts too confined Stand up and shout! Tell them all now They're listening still. They may not care now But hear me they will. Who cares of the rest's Opinions of me? My plan's the best I'll be what I'll be!

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.untitled o2-o1-o7. i feel that my heart maybe riped from my chest. after the first real heartbeat i felt in my zombie state. i lay at night in this state wondering is this going to be the day that i fall back into this dark abyss. i wonder if it was something that i did to have this feelin that i belong in this abyss. with my wiccan ways. is there a speel or charm i ma cast over your eyes to show that i maybe the right one. but with thise wiccan ways can only show you what i want you to see. but with that i still wouldn't know where your heart truely laid. now i ask...... DO YOU EVEN KNOW?

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? when i first walked in the door. ? i seen your smilin face. ? we were introduced. ? but we have knowen each other for years. ? as we sat & talked about how things used to be. ? how we all wantted to go back to that time that innocence's wasn't lost. ? but now the years have came & gone. ? as we all sat still reminising about our pasts. ? i caught you out of the croner of my eye. ? i could see that smilin face. ? i seen that look in your eyes have changed from the first time i walked through that door. ? the look you gave me across the room could've made me melt. ? but there was one thing that made me feel weird & i knew i couldn't touch. ? so i had to keep my feelings aside. ? when i heard from you a few weeks later. ? you had my mind racing. ? makin me think & feel something that i haven't felt in along time. ? then we had a chance to meet again. ? we all just sat & reminisced again. ? as the night drew to a close. ? it gave us time to be just

Nintendo Wii
JUST RENTED THE NEW NINTENDO WII AND FOUND IT WAS AWESOME TIGER WOODS 07 KICKS ASS AND THE WII SPORTS IS AWESOME I ENCURAGE ANY ONE TO BUY ONE IT'S GREAT FUN FOR THE WHOLE FAMILY AND THE CONTROLLS ARE GOOD TO FOR 400 DOLLARS IT'S MONEY WELL SPENT.

Mets Recap! 03/12/07 Mets Versus Phillies 5 - 3
ok so Tommy Glavine and Jamie Moyer had a hell of a game last night. both went 6 innings and both gave up runs (Glavine gave up 3 Moyer gave up 4) but in the end of the oldest left handed pitcher match up between them The mets came out on top with a 5 - 3 win :D here are some highlights. Here's Tommy Glavine pitching Here's Jamie Moyer Pitching Here's Jose Reyes Scoring on a throwing error by Third Basemen Wes Helms on a Sacrifice bunt by Tommy Glavine :D here's Wes Helms trying to get to the bunt Here's Damion Easley(NEW PLAYER WOO HOO) Getting a score for the Mets Paul LoDuca and Moises Alou look on David Wright got a triple in the game and here he is sliding into 3rd base Jose Reyes Connecting for a 2 run single during the fourth inning and of course here's Billy Wagner getting the save against Wes Helms in the ninth! Tommy Glavine has win number 292 after last night lets go for 300!

Im Thankful For You
I count my many blessings And thank the Lord above For giving me such happiness And special people to love. I may not be rich Or have all that I wish for But I've been given such joy I could not ask for more. I'm thankful for many things Though, I will list just a few I'm most thankful for my dear friends And, of course, my family too. So, on this beautiful day I just wanted to say Thanks for being my very good friend I appreciate all your loving ways.

P&g’s Animal Testing
P&G’s ANIMAL TESTING Pain for Profit Although Procter & Gamble (P&G) admit that guinea pigs, rabbits, hamsters, ferrets, rats and mice are among the animals used in their ‘product safety research’ [1], the company is highly secretive about what actually happens to the animals they sacrifice. However, Uncaged can reveal disturbing examples of P&G’s involvement in painful and lethal animal tests. Apart from pain and injury caused by the chemicals themselves, unfortunately many animals also suffered because of a lack of basic care: Over a thousand hamsters, mice and rats forced to inhale tiny, ‘nano-sized’ particles Mice genetically-engineered to create new ways of testing ingredients in cosmetic and cleaning products Animals injured in hair care and fabric softener skin irritancy tests Repeated painful and lethal skin allergy tests on guinea pigs and mice Earlier P&G tests [2] include: *an acute toxicity test where dogs were force fed large amounts of a clea

... There It Was
a dark building with no windows, creepy bumps and appendages, moving in and out of the surface of all four walls. The same four walls that encase what we all hope turns into a huge force of orange light... that may burn holes in whatever gets in its way, the holes in our things that seem empty in life... ... Imagination, wrong or right, black or white, evil or good...means the same to me. Funny...how all of the feelings of a human can be matched with the most ugly, sickest...monster, that i can think of. It’ll all change one day, nothing stays in one place, no tears, no funerals, but not always a glass of milk with cookies either... ...Some just wait and wait, till someone who has what it takes-power, money, sex, love, hunger, stupidity... or sense, to open the box, the one that needs no key, "doesn't make sense, but it works," everything inside is wonderful and wicked, making enough sense for some to say I’m nuts or insane... but we have to be. ... Oh well, I'll wake up tomorrow

A Strange Feeling
Oh what a strange feeling To be trapped by dreams Lost in a fool’s paradise With a flaming crescendo Of love and desire Please tell me what to do With this passion on fire My world in flames Amazing strange feelings Ripping through my body Each time I open my eyes Knowing I am in this existence With only dreams to strengthen My resistance Still lost In a fools paradise With flaming crescendos Of love and desire Please tell me what to do With this strange feeling Called LOVE!!

Damaged
My shaking, clammy hand around it. A cold, shiny, brass doorknob. I can't let go. Yet know I must. I hold that door closed with my hand. But the door must stay shut on it's own I understand. Beyond the door you sit. Smiling, laughing, behind blue eyes. Thinking I will return on my knees, As I have so many times before. Oh no, not this time, Clutching my broken, patched heart in my hand. I slowly open my hand. Through watery eyes I look. That gift I gave to you, Handed back to me in peices. It can be repaired, But never beautiful as before. A chuckle escapes as I realize, I am but damaged goods. © Andi 2007

Don't Worry 'bout Me
Don't Worry 'Bout Me She knew he had something to tell her As he gazed into her big brown eyes When he spoke the words its over She begged him to tell her why He told her he was no longer happy And his love had slowly grown cold He had decided to leave in the morning As he couldnt keep playing this role His nights had been filled with troubled sleep As he dreamed of their loving past he searched for reasons why he felt this way To explain why his love didn't last She could feel that his love was now over As they sat talking throughout the night She desired to kiss him just one more time And to hold his body tight She could not help but vow her love And promised for him it would live Trying desperately in her heart to understand Why no explanation her husband could give For one last time he drew her in his arms As tears rolled freely down her cheeks With a trembling voice she made a last request Please darling, don't pity me Come daylight i

Things I Hate
1 i hate mornings so getting up befor the sun comes out sucks 2 always moven it seems when you find some were you like to be they up and move you 3 spouses that think the know how the army works when realy there full of it 4 new soldiers that think the army owes them something when it realy they need to get some ime under there belts before they should want any thing 5 the pay under payed is what we are we make about 2.00 an hour is you figure it the army says your a soldier 24/7 so your on the clock 24/7

Why God Made Friends
Why God Made Friends God made the world with a heart full of love, Then He looked down from Heaven above, And saw that we all need a helping hand, Someone to share with, who'll understand. He made special people to see us through The glad times and the sad times, too; A person on whom we can always depend, Someone we can call a friend. God made friends so we'll carry a part Of His perfect love in all our hearts.

Frozen Skunk
A man and his wife were driving home one very cold night when the wife asks her husband to stop the car. There was a baby skunk lying at the side of the road and she got out to see if it was still alive. It was and she said to her husband, "It's nearly frozen to death. Can we take it with us, get it warm and let it go in the morning?" He says, "OK, get in the car with it." The wife says, "Where shall I put it to get it warm?" He says, "Put it between your legs. It's nice and warm there." "But what about the smell?" said the wife. "Just hold its little nose." The man is expected to recover, but the skunk she used to beat him with died at the scene

Love Will Knock
Love will Knock at Your Door Emptiness is something you feel And I can understand, But one-day love will come to you, in front of you stand, And you will be surprised to know that it has come your way, All of its own accord, And in a sure way: It will fill your heart with sweetness, your soul will fly high, up above in the realm of fantasy and forever make you sigh: A sigh of love and not of sorrow will rise from you bosom and fill your days and morrow with sweetest of rhythm… So, hang in there my dear friend, and don't despair at all, 'Cause love will come, knock at your door, And ask you: 'May I?

Destruction
He's become such a problem that he's keeping you up at night. Pieces of conversation from all these years have piled up in your mind, there's no room for anyone else. You're driving to Lisa's grave and you're thinking of the time when he said, "It's never been like this with anyone else". You're sick and you're weak, because he's your only but you know you're somewhere in line in his life, you can never quite figure out. Quit him. For godsakes quit him. He's everything destructive and bad. It took him just a few months to flip you around, you, your clean mind, undamaged lungs and liver. After all these years it won't be undone. If you're still in love with him, move far away.

300 Million
The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school, which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this, there are 30 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 25 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. That leaves 22.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 8 .8 million people who work for state and city governments, and that leaves 13 .4 million to do the work. 12 million illegal immigrants, leaving 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals, leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. There are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, sitting in front of your computer, reading jokes. Well, that's just nice. Real fuckin nice!

An Evening With Nicole
It was 3 A.M. and I was lying awake watching Nicole sleep. (I think, now that time has given me some clarity on it, that this was when I developed the habit of watching the women that I care about sleeping.) I still remember how beautiful she looked with her long dark hair spilling over the sheets, the way the swell of her curves was outlined beneath sheet, and the small contented smile on her face. I eased down off the elbow that I had been propped up on and snuggled up spoon style next to her, my arm draped over. The warmth was immediately gratifying on what was for sure a very cold New England evening. I smiled as I was greeted by the sweet smell of her hair and was soon drifting off in thoughts of what our evening had been. I’d known Nicole since we were in grade school. We’d dated a few times over the years and been close friends (ok intimate friends) over the years. Many of my friends will tell you that I have a thing for what one of them named “Beauty and The Beast Relation

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Sometimes I lie awake in bed Thinking about the things you said So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel So terrified of changing what I thought was real It's too bad, you're gone It's too bad, you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's too bad that you're gone And not here with me Standing here, trying to make some sense of this There's nothing between us Still I can feel your awkwardness You're so lost for words So you just tell me I'm your friend There must be one reason Only one reason in the end It's too bad, you're gone It's too bad, you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's too bad that you're gone And not here with me So why are you pulling away It must be from things that I say And I'm thinking you're thinking of him So why do I even care at all

Birthday Calculator
7 April 1964 Your date of conception was on or about 16 July 1963 which was a Tuesday. You were born on a Tuesday under the astrological sign Aries. Your Life path number is 4. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 6 & 7. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 3, 5 & 9. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2438492.5. The golden number for 1964 is 8. The epact number for 1964 is 16. The year 1964 was a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/13/1964 and ending 2/1/1965. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Hawk; your plant is Dandelion. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paony, the second month of the season of Shomu (Harvest). Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 25 Nisan 5724. Or if you were born after sundo

Ten Things To Ponder For 2007
TEN THINGS TO PONDER FOR 2007 #10 Life is sexually transmitted. #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die. #8 Men have two emotions: hungry and horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day. Teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE #1 THOUGHT FOR 2007: We know exactly

I Got Flowers Today
I Got Flowers Today We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare, I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry cause he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn't mother's day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again, it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral! Last night, he finally killed me. He b

Shadows Of My Ego
The passing of a dream Help me out of my prison of darkness Created by the shadows of my ego Awaken me from my dream of fear Where guilt ,blame and attack beckons from shadowed doors help me to see the world differently by finding no valve in blame and self condemnation Help me to cross only the bridges of forgiveness That I may come out of the darkness Into the light..............

Pizza
I couldn't eat any pizza for more than 4 months cause i was penniless. last friday, april the 13th i ate 1 slice of pepperoni and one slice of cheese. and saturday i ate 2 slices of pepperoni. i am starting to feel that i am in new york!

Happiness To Me
I Believe people are who they are because we all have the right to choose. We choose Religion or Not, We choose Sex or Abtinence, We choose with whom we prefer to have sex with, Or How many we choose to have jump in our beds, We choose what kind of work, We choose our friends and here we choose our family. Bottom line we all have choices we make whether they be right or wrong. None of us are above anyone else as long as we do no harm to another. That is a line none of us have the right to cross. I choose to accept everyone on here as the person they choose to be and do not criticize my fellow Cherry Tappers. Neither should anyone else. If you feel the urge to fall into the drama ring of those that put others down for their choices, Let it be known I have no use nor time to waste on your obvious shortcomings. The whole rating game played here is not a concern of mine. I am not a critic of pics or lifestyles. I know I am not a supermodel and I have enjoyed many different pleasures of

Look At Your Heart
Look at Your Heart "A good tree does not give bad fruit. Also, a bad tree does not give good fruit. Each tree is known by the fruit it gives. People don't gather figs from thorny weeds. And they don't get grapes from bushes! A good person has good things saved in his heart. And so he brings good things out of his heart. But an evil person has evil things saved in his heart. So he brings out bad things. A person speaks the things that are in his heart."

Untitled Song
I never thought hat I would lose my mind That I could control this I would bring down the moon and sun To show how much I care Don't want to lose you now I know we can win this Don't want to lose you now No, no, no or ever again! I've got this feeling you're not going to stay It's burning within me The fear of losing Of slipping away It just keeps getting closer Your face just never wants to go away Don't want to lose to loneliness I know we can win Don't want to lose to emptiness Never again!

Dreams
Can you hear the dreams screaming in the night air listen to my thoughs creeping without a care deadly visions of long ago mad rages blood flows thoughts provoking my inner hate no way out no escape past experiences haunt my thought is this the life, my soul my gods have brought disease and famine haunt this place this earth this sorrowful human race I added to all this horroful fate Heavens close your mournful gate look not down upon this man end my search, forgive my clan John V. Kiger Copyright ©2007 John V. Kiger

20 Questions With Blake Shelton
1. Was “The Baby” based on your life story? “The Baby” is based on the true story of Michael White and the relationship he had with his mother. He wrote the song [with Harley Allen]. As far as my life is concerned, it is true up until the part where the mother passes away. I am the baby of the family, and I moved away when I was 17, and I was away from home when I turned 21, and up until now it has paralleled my life. But the one thing that it teaches me, and hopefully everyone who hears the song, is not to take your family for granted, and try to at least stay in touch with them. 2. How do you get through “The Baby” without just tearing up? I do not know if you can get through it without tearing up, but I feel a responsibility when I sing that song, or any song, to deliver it in a way that’s believable and emotional to people. You kind of have to step out of the song a little bit and sing it, I guess. I don’t know how to explain it. It is j

Can I... Wrote For Me Thank You
when you close your eyes do you see me when you hear the rain do you imagine my whispers when the future is what you seek am i there do i hold that spot deep within your heart or is it shared with others my love flows in and yet i feel you walking out am i wrong this time can i give you all of me release all i can be inside without facing your rejection can i tell you I love you............ Outlaw Angel wrote for my two best friends..i have been there from day one and i love you both so damn much! Listen to your hearts and you will find the answers you need................

Fun On The Road
fun on the road from hether in wi When my husband and I travel I like to tease him when it gets later at night and he is starting to get tried of driving. I carry my vibrator in the glove compartment, when it would get dark I would pull it out, lay back the seat and masturbate for him. This would keep him awake and me ready for when we got to our destination. Last year we were traveling with a couple of friends, Megan and James. We were on our way to a conference, after we were heading different directions so we took two vehicles. At one of the stops along the way to get a donut and coffee we decided to switch partners. Megan joined me in our van, while James and my husband took their car. James being a faster driver they were soon out of sight with a couple of hours of driving yet to our destination. We gabbed and laughed as the sun started to go down. Over the hum of the road I heard a gasp from the passenger seat; I looked over to see the glove box open and Megan holding my

Rest In Peace To All People In Va...real Talk
TO ALL THE LOVE ONES THAT HAD A FAMILY MEMBER PASS AWAY IN THAT HORRIBLE MASSACRE YESTERDAY,IF U ON HERRRE AND YOU MY FRIEND,FAMILY,OR FAN, MY PRAYERS GOES OUT TO YALL... ITS FUCKED UP,COLLEGE NOT EVEN SAFE ANYMORE... TO ALL MY YOUNG BUCKS THATS IN COLLEGE... BE CAREFUL,U NEVER NO WHEN SOMEBODY CRAZY IS COMMIN... KEEP YALL HEAD UP,AND ONCE AGAIN.. FROM MY FAMILY TO YOURS... MY DEEPEST SYMPATHY!!!! THA FLAVA CHILD....

Tuesday Ramblings
Not gonna write much.. head is stuffy .. aches.. chills.. and stomach is nauseous... so I don't feel much like doing anything. Got another site done yesterday.. and another client picked the look for what they want on another. Time to close my eyes again..lol

Because I Needed A Survey To Distract My Mind . . .
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Antonio Banderas 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Always. It's rude not to return it. 3. If you could see anyone now, who would it be? All of my friends that have died in the past 10 years . . . 4. Do you take compliments well? No, because I don't feel that I have anything to be complimented . . . 5. Do you play Sudoku? Fuck no! 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yes - I am a resourceful chick . . . I can start fire without matches, but there had better be water nearby! 7. Do you like lip rings? Can't say, cause I don't know. 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? I always do. 11. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? No (A little movie called Friday The 13th came out when I was 7 . . .) 14. Use three words to describe yourself at the moment. Numb, Hurt and tired. 15. Do any songs make you cry? There are too many to li

Adults Only.xxxx Rated...be Honest I Dare Ya To Send This Back To Me!!! Don't Be Scared!!! ;)
Adults only.xxxx rated...be honest I DARE YA TO SEND THIS BACK TO ME!!! Don't be scared!!! ;) 1. Anal or oral? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? 3. Ice or feathers? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 5. Movie porn or live porn? 6. What do you wear to bed ? 7. Love making or hard fucking? 8. Do you shave ? 9. Spit or swallow? 10. Do you masturbate ? 11. Whats your turn on ? 12. Whats your favorite position ? 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? 20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with? Be honest !!

Another Survey Bout Me
What would you do if?: What would you do if? The President of the United States called you:Tell him to fuck off and hang up on his ass! You won the lottery:I would take care of my family and get anything and everything i ever wanted You got invited to be on a reality TV show:Hell yeah lets do it! You caught a friend stealing from you:Turn they ass in no one deserves to steal You witnessed a murder:uhm I am not sure n this one A random stranger offered you candy:take it and throw away MySpace and Facebook closed:cry!! LOL A genie granted you one wish:I wish i never ran out of money again You lost your favorite possession:Get over it and move on You found 10 dollars on the ground:pick it shit up .. Your date throws up on you:end the damn thing right then and there Someone cuts off a chunk of your hair:cut theres off too ALL OF IT Your favorite celebrity comes to visit you:

Me
APRIL = Smarts APRIL Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

~you Are...~
A heart filled with love A gentle touch A healing kiss A warm hug A best friend A play mate A secret keeper A wish maker A heart mender A monster scarer A promise keeper An organizer A warm embrace A party planner A taxi driver A dreamer ~You are~ ~A Mom~

Naughty Horoscope...i'm An Aquarian....it's Almost Totally Correct..lol
ARIES(March 21 -April 19) - lives for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. They live to tease and to

Usarmy~j Update 4/11
It's Wed 4/11 and I have received some text messages from USArmy~J. His plane took of from SU at 2:30 p.m. Around 6 p.m. I got another text. USArmy~J was stuck at Dullus Airport in D.C. because of the bad weather. Finally at 10 p.m. he arrived in Atlanta, GA. That was the last I heard. From here on out, it's snail mail only. I believe he has a short flight to Columbus, GA where Ft. Benning is. It's about a 2 hour drive by car, so I don't imagine the flight will be that long. As always, I will keep you updated the best I can; and if you have any messages let me know and I will pass them along.

Im Short Hand For Morons
1.idk-i dont know,or i do know but am lying and covering up 2.lol-laugh out loud-to really emphasize your finding something remotely funny or that what you said was so fucking retarded they rather not waste the time explaining how stupid you are to you 3.brb-be right back-am i pissing-eating-chatting with someone more fun?who knows,but the suspense is glorious 4.lmaorotffgkitn-laugh my ass of roll on the fucking floor getting kicked inthe nuts-ridiculous -yes,but so is the idea of literaly falling down over a joke-gimme a fucking break-really rolling?putz 5.btw-by the way-by the way,what you were talking about bored the shit out of me so im interjecting something i find amusing schmuck 6.12c-means ive got a cam,am usually antisocial,but will jerk off on command for anyone 7.loq-laugh out quiet-means yes its amusing,as muchas it was the first million times my ears were raped by it 8.huh-means hi ive got no attention span and am so crippled by stupidity tha

Tell Me Who Should I Be...
to make you love me. tell me what does it mean to be alone. and it hurts me so bad to deny it. these feelings are out of control. do you know what it's like to want something so bad, then having to let it go? and it hurts me to know that this time in our lives will so soon be in the past. and we spend it pretending and playing it cool never knowing, never knowing, never knowing what we should have been. you've got me wondering if i'm good enough, pretty enough, giving enough, special enough... tell me who should i be to make you love me.

This Is Beautiful....and You Will Cry
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked , "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said

Dreaming Of You
When I close my eyes, I dream of you. Can't sleep at night, cuz I wanna be with you. Don't want to live, don't want to die Without you by my side. When I go to sleep at night I pray that my days are bright. I know they will be I know it's true. Because I only want to be with you. I hear your voice inside my head. I can imagine us together again. I know it will happen I know it's true. Because I asked god if I can be with you. I see you and I together again. Holding hands and feeling the pain. What a beautiful feeling I wish it were true. But i am only dreaming...dreamin of you....

Wednesday 2/18/07
So far today has been like any other day for me, I'm just chatting in the CrushFM room on Phreik chat and listening to DJ Cracker on the radio. I'm kinda down today because Lisa's funeral is today, and due to being in a different state, and only knowing them online,( although I feel very close to all three of them )I am not able to go and be with my online parents or attend the funeral. I know they'll be ok and will get through this,but it's just kinda hard not being able to be there with them. Not sure when they will be home and back online either, as she is being buried two hours from where they live. Well, I think I'll end this here and go fix me some lunch, I just realized that I'm really hungry lol. Have a great day everyone.

Today
well, this morning i woke up with some nasty crusted crap all over my eyes and i couln't open them!!! go figure, for the first time in a long ass time i get sick with a virus and end up having to go to the emergency room on friday and to make matters worse i keep getting hit by all this crap!!!!

Heaven Holds Treasures
Heaven holds treasures, Sweet Angels like you, Streets of gold, Love so true, Eyes are windows, To worlds of time, Worlds of love, Like yours and mine, forever holds questions, But in you the answers found, The way you define it all, And dont even make a sound, Time is inchanting, In you my dreams come true, But should the stars fall down around you, I'll be here to comfort you, I know you would do the same, Should my spirit be broken, I can see in your eyes, The words dont need spoken. I love you

As Long
As long as there's a breath left in your body, there's hope. As long as mankind has prowled the earth, miracles have happened, restoring life and health. As long as you have a loving heart, God will send much warmth and love to you in return. As long as you've been alive, God has been watching over you and answering your prayers. As long as the heaven and stars exist, God will be there for you.

Drinking With A Redneck Girl
= Drinking with a redneck girl A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar. When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the Same one twice". The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws his glass into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with the same one twice either." The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one draft, throws the glass into the air, whips out her 45, and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and calling for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many illegal Mexicans and Arabs that we don't have to drink with the same ones twice." God Bless America __________________________

Would You Do Me?
There is at least one person on your CT list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.

When Enough Is Enough
When enough is enough Current mood: hopeful Category: Friends When enough is enough... How do you end something you never had? When do you open up and let someone in that u know will hurt you in the end? How do you stay in love with someone for years, never to know how the other person feels? Why does it feel so good when the other person calls or leave you a messages just sayin hi? What do you do? When your heart wont let you go, for sake of finding what your missing in your life. An answer to any of this would be helpful. Then again that person opening up and saying hey I think we need to talk about how we feel about eachother, or whats up lets get together. Then you wake up and realize it was a dream. Somethings in life suck, but how u feel for another is always the worst thing u could be stuck with in life, fo the fear of rejection. For all of you that wont admit to how you feel about another, life is to short to keep it inside..let your ture feelings be

Love
Just because your eyes are open doesn't mean you can see.I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday. Right now. At this very moment. I think that I would miss you even if we had never met. I would rather be with you once a month than be with someone else everyday of the week.

Blood Runs Thin...
As many know... I am an only child... It's a solitary life... I've had friends before that I have considered to be closer than family, and cousins I basically raised before... But I have not called anyone my "brother" or "sister"... And today is no different, and yet it is... I have my two wives... Women I would spend the rest of my life with... No matter how long, no matter how far, no matter what... Through thick and thin, sickness and health, good and bad... Even when we get on each other's nerves... They mean the world to me... And I wouldn't trade them for anything... I used to have a female fiancée... but she's been out of the picture for almost 2 weeks now... She was using me, abusing our friendship, and owes me money... And then had the balls to say that she was too stressed out to be my friend anymore... told me I was a burden... And then got upset with me because I didn't fight her on losing her as a friend, ask why, or do anything more than try to

Voices In Your Head
Hello all, this is a message to let everyone out there know, if you hear voices in your head you are not alone. I have so many of them I cant even keep them straight. But the best part is what happens when you talk back to them in public....Go try it sometime and see the reactions you get. I love it.

I Am Your Animal Control Officer
I am your ANIMAL CONTROL OFFICER. I am not the dreaded "dog catcher", the "murderer" you call me. I am the product of your own irresponsibility. It is not I who allows your animal to roam the streets, to contract diseases from other free-roaming animals, to be hit by passing motorists, or be poisoned by rotting garbage. I am the one who must look in to those sick pain-glazed eyes, and try to move the animal without causing further harm, and most often, humanely destroy him to put him out of pain. It is not I who allows the indiscriminate breeding of dogs and cats, then dumps the unwanted kittens and puppies on the roadside and in shelters. I am the one who must find those tiny animals before they die of starvation, exposure or disease, and once again humanely destroy them. It hurts me to have to destroy hundreds of thousands of these animals each year, but because of your irresponsibility, I must. It is not I who abandons unwanted animals on farm roads, telling myself the fri

Friendship
Friendship Have you ever stopped to think of the rarest thing on Earth today? Does the thought of friendship, the kind acts and things that others do, make you consider it in any way? Do your smiles turn into laughter, and your heart feel oh, so good? Do you long to spend one more minute, with that friend, who makes it all happen? Well, of course you For we have our problems and woes, in this life of sorrow and of gall. But to have no one to help you in your time of need, is the most painful of all. We are so thankful for our great God, who in His wisdom and love for mankind, gave us His Son, who died for us. And He gave us the ability to become the rarest of all, yes, I mean you and me... For each of us can be that friend, for the other who is in need.

Barbie Is An Egotistical Glorified Slut!!
I just wanna know why girls always have to be perfect and flawless. You can look at things two ways - It can be cute or it can be a flaw. I think the freckles on my bottom lip is cute. If I were a Barbie doll though, I would be thrown in the slightly imperfect pile. That is what guys do most of the time when picking a girlfriend BUT you can go with your hussy, fake personality, good looking girls and bitch about how she doesn`t treat you right and how you never have anything to talk about. Just remember the only thing that made you let that one girl go - that girl that could have made you happy was because of the fact that she was slightly imperfect because of a freckle or because she had too short of hair, too long of hair, was too pale, too dark, too fat, too skinny, too short, too tall, ect. So, if me having freckles, being too tall, having too big of boobs, having a ghetto booty, the fact I can`t cook, I don`t like wearing makeup, having my own opinion, being a little bit blunt

A Poem For That Special One! ;)
Walking thru cherrytap, Looking from girl to girl, She fell right into my lap, She has basically rocked my world! Learning about her life, Listening to every spoken word, Wanting to ease her strife, Letting her know she is heard! I am offering out my hand, Of friendship, and love, Writing your name in the sand, Wishing on a star above!

Fulfill Your Best Possibilities
You know how completely right it feels when you genuinely offer kindness to another person. You've felt how truly right it can be when you're following a positive purpose with focus and passion and commitment. And you know how wrong it can feel when you give yourself over to doubt, negativity, anger, and empty indulgences. So why do you keep going down those negative pathways, and so often turn your back on what you know is right? Perhaps it's the perception that you have no other choice, that you're obligated to be tossed around by whatever comes your way. But that's not the case at all. Certainly there are all sorts of things which are outside your control. But you always have complete control over what you do about them. That uplifting and energizing feeling of doing what you know is right can be a part of every single moment if you choose for it to be. The sickening feeling of regret need never darken even a single day. At any given time you can choose to punish yours

The Submissive's Creed (d/s)
the submissive's creed ~Unknown Author i will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. i realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and i from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. i will not try to manipulate my Master. i will not push to make a scene go the way i feel it should. i will keep an open mind about trying things that i am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. i will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. i will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. i will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, i know that submissive does not equal "doormat". i will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives, i will share my knowledge and experiences with others in the hope that they will learn from where i have been, i will t

If I Died Tomorrow Would Ya Cry For Me?
I have many friends, few close. I live in my own little word where I rule all, and nothing goes right. I time and time again allow those in who do nothing more but harm me and take up space. It's a sickness I am afraid, a sad ..sad, existence. I adore my daughter even tho I know one day she too will hurt me, I love my job and [most] of the people I work with. I suppose compared to most my life is a garden of blooming fragrent roses, I only wish I could enjoy them. Tonight I struggled with my life. I tried to sit, ponder if I died who would care...no one and I guess, i'll settle for that.

Hurt Me Once..shame On You. Hurt Me Twice..shame On Me!
If it wasn't enough to tear my heart up piece by piece you should have let me know.... My dignity was worn down and tarnished, brought back to me in lies. Suspecting was never enough, constantly bringing us to our knees...It would have never been what you have guessed... Beat me until I'm calm...Choke me until my breaths are steady...scream at me so I have nothing left to say...Hold me close so I can imagine you would never hurt me... I wanted to be stronger...as tears ran to a continuous pattern...He never cared, never shed a tear, pushing all his fears in and out my body in bruises and wailing words.... Ashamed for the time wasted, the scars inside my heart full of dissapointment and regret... Never had a reason to care, leave me alone for nights, trying to avoid all the predicted fights... twisted by your tales, I'll shed all the tainted chemicals in me, forcing myself to believe what you say as the truth... Beat me until I'm calm...Choke me until my breaths a

Result Of Quiz :: How Are You In Bed?
You scored as Sex Goddess. You are masterful at sex. You make your partner's knees weak, put him down for the count for days at a time-- and you know it! You've had some practice, and read some books, but mainly, it's just who you are.Sex God80%A Romantic73%A Slave To BDSM58%Virgin13% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

The Demise Of Shrubya's Reign Of Terror
There's a site I found from a link to a comment of my blog posting about the abstinent-only program that has The Official George W. Bush "Days Left In Office" Countdown Clock:Still a ways to go, but we're getting there...tag: bush, countdown clock, republican, antibush, worst president, president, politics, clock-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Song Of The Day! 4/20/07
Guilty Conscience Lyrics [announcer] Meet Eddie, twenty-three years old. Fed up with life and the way things are going, he decides to rob a liquor store. But on his way in, he has a sudden change of heart. And suddenly, his conscience comes into play... [Dr. Dre] Alright, stop! (Huh?) Now before you walk in the door of this liquor store and try to get money out the drawer You better think of the consequence (But who are you?) I'm your motherfuckin conscience [Eminem] That's nonsense! Go in and gaffle the money and run to one of your aunt's cribs And borrow a damn dress, and one of her blonde wigs Tell her you need a place to stay You'll be safe for days if you shave your legs with Renee's razor blades [Dr. Dre] Yeah but if it all goes through like it's supposed to The whole neighborhood knows you and they'll expose you Think about it before you walk in the door first Look at the store clerk, she's older than George Burns [Eminem] Fuck that! Do that

Damn.
i know i say the word dude too much when my sister sends me this: all the leaves are brown.........dude and the sky is grey...........dude i went for a walk.........dude on a winter's day................dude i'd be nice and warm.........dude if I was in LA.........dude

People On Ct
ok now i got something to say i fucking speak my mind and if u fuckers dont like it to bad if u cant handle it get off ct u dont belong here im tired of all the slow ass muther fuckers that r only here trying to get online sex or ratings or that type of shit so if thats all u r here 4 get the fuck off my friends list and to my pain family thank you all 4 letting me in and makeing me part of ur family

Hey You All-have A Great Night-
good night- to you all - dont feel good at all- and you who know my health- know i need to go for the night- its been a rough night, so dont be surprised if im not here tomarrow. hugs to you -- and RBF I WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM THANKFUL FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE- YOU GUYS ARE THE BOMB- I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND THOSE OF YOU WHO KNEW ME BEFORE - KNOW WHEN I SAY IM GONE - I GO TILL I GET BETTER- THIS IS A HARD ONE FOR ME- BUT YOU'LL BE NOTIFIED IF SOMETHING HAPPENS....

Good And Easy Way To Make Money Online.
The best way I found yet to make easy money online was to create my own online gambling site. It was really easy to put up. Anybody can do it. Check out my site and let me know what you think. www.slacocasino.com And, if you want to have the same type of website. Just go in the webmaster area. There I will explain you the step by steps. It's free. www.slacocasino.com/en/webmasters.html

50 Questions
Feel Free To Follow The Link below and Post it yourself. 1.) What curse word do you use the most?...Mother Fucker. 2.) Do you own an iPod?....No 3.) Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most?...Amanda 4.) What time is your alarm clock set for?...6 Am 5.) What color is your room?...White 6.) Flip flops or sneakers?....Sneaks 7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?.....Take 8.) What was the last movie you watched?... Re-Animator 9.) Do any of your friends have children?...yes 10.) Has anyone ever called you lazy?.....Yup 11.) Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster?....sometimes 12.) What CD is currently in your CD player?.... Blink 182 Cheshire Cat 13.) Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?...I rather enjoy Both 14.) Has anyone told you a secret this week?..umm yeah 15.) Have you ever given someone a hickey?....yes 16.) Who was the last person to call you?...dunno they called and hung up 17.) Do you think peopl

Ebay. Yeah.
So I have had this brilliant business plan for ebay for over a month now. I won't mention what the plan is, since this blog is very public and I don't want anyone taking my ideas on me. I will say that the plan is to open a store. Anyway, I discover I have to have a certain amount of positive feedback to even open a store, So I have resorted to gathering up all my unwanted or unused stuff around the house to take pictures of and sell. Only they need my bank account, and since my bank account is overdrawn by an obscene amount of money, they won't accept that bank account. Catch motherfuckin 22. Woe is me.

Horoscope For Saturday !!!!
A loved one tells you that it's time to get some fun into your life. It's easy to get caught up in the rhythm of work, work, work, but this person shows you what's really important. Listen to this advice and follow it. This come one day before my Birthday......

Fight
You Mostly Fight Fair When you fight, you tend to remember your end goal of resolving conflict. However, you can get a little too wrapped up in your own feelings. Remember that there are two sides to every argument. And even if you think you're totally right, you should take more time to hear your partner out.Do You Fight Fair?

Heres To A Great Night Everyone
First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death like a best friend like hell. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 14 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes

An Ems Prayer
As I perform my duty Lord Whatever be the call, Help to guide and keep me safe From dangers big and small. I want to serve and do my best No matter what the scene, I pledge to keep my skills refined, My judgement quick and keen. This calling to give of my self Most do not understand, But I stand ready all the time To help my fellow man. To have the chance to help a child Restore his laugh with glee, A word of thanks I might not hear, But knowing is enough for me. The praise of men is fine for some, But I feel truly blessed, That you oh Lord have chosen me To serve in EMS!

My Heart Ach Poems, U Want 2 Know Me? Read These
"HE DREAMS" Sitting, again, without that which gives him comfort, company, security, faith, feeling, his reason for being. numb 2 the fact that in the void whare love once had a firm hold, there is comtemptment with the outcome of the choices and actions that proceded this moment. minuits, hours, days, time is irrelevant in the solitair of his nights. how long its ben is not the question. how much longer is the only answer that eludes him. haunting his days. with each darkining of the evening leads him 2 an eturnity of wonder. wonder, the feeling that leads 2 countless endevers of self medacation and his indulgance of substances that worsen his chances of a happy furture. even though the realisation of his owne actions are self evidant his alternative is uncompreheandable in his persuit of what matters most. the love of one that is simply unattainable. shadows of memories not yet formed is the only hope

Premeptive Thank You And Apology
TODAY MY HEART CRASHED,AND I WILL NOT RESSURECT IT.THE EVOL COMING AGAINST ME HAS SUNK TO NEW DEPTHS,AND I WILL NOT SUCCUMB TO IT NO MATTER WHAT.I WOULD JUST ASK PATIENCE FOR A DAY OR SO UNTIL I CAN GET MY SELF TOGETHER,I AM NOT AT 100% HAPPY RIGHT NOW AND ANYTHING I SAYWILL BE ANGRY,and not a true expression that my friends and loved ones deserve .so,thank you for being there and sorry if im an asshole for a few,blame this-

Waving The White Flag....
I am so tired of fighting what this society thinks a woman should be like. I am not like other women for one I don't trust many but for some reason I am able to just admit who I am. Most dislike it because I am so up front. I don't know how many people I ran off because I simply stated what I expect from them. Maybe it is because I know what I like and am not shy about telling others about it. Most of the time I am put down for being different. For dying my hair all shades of colors and having tats. Not to forget that I am not a Christian. Don't how many times I have heard that I will be going to hell for that. I have my beliefs and keep them close to my heart. I refuse to change because I am a mom. I am finally being happy being me and as for a relationship. I know what I like there too. I am bisexual so it is hard to find some one who is comfortable with the type of lifestyle I lead. I am not a slut by no means but I feel like I have to much energy to keep to all to myself.

Lets See How You Want Me
I Wanna Know How HOT You Think I Am?? If you think I'm.... 1. Cute send yellow rose 2. Sexy send red rose 3. HOTTT send dozen roses 4. I'd Do Ya send any spicy gift 5. We could Party send any liquid refreshment 6. Friends Only send toy kitten Let's see who shares the love for me.

What Happened The Year You Were Born?
In 1981 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan becomes president of the US Minutes after Ronald Reagan becomes president, Iran releases 52 American hostages that had been held captive for 444 days President Reagan is shot in the chest by would be assassin John Hinkley Space shuttle Columbia, the world's first reusable spacecraft, is sent into space A suspended walkway in the Kansas City Hyatt Regency Hotel collapses, killing 113 A female former lover files a "palimony" suit against tennis star Billie Jean King President Reagan appoints Sandra Day O'Connor to be the first woman on the Supreme Court The Pac-Man video game is introduced in the US Alicia Keys, Elijah Wood, Kelly Rowland, Anna Kournikova, and Britney Spears are born Los Angeles Dodgers win the World Series Oakland Raiders win Superbowl XV New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup Raiders of the Lost Ark is the top grossing film "Bette Davis Eyes" by Kim Carnes spends the most tim

Nothin Really
Its my night off.. finally.. yet I have to go back into work to write an order sometime tonight. Shame I woke up too late to go and get something to eat. Oh well.. gotta do what they pay ya for I guess. Don't know what I'm writting about really.. just felt like postin a blog since I don't do that much anymore. Think I'm too sober at the moment to write down anything with any substance.. so I'm gonna get back to this later.. This lyric is stuck in my head tho. "I'm stuck in this spin why does it begin while touching the edge of her skin?"

This The Shit. By 2 Pac
The Power of a Smile The power of a gun can kill and the power of Fire can Burn The power of wind can chill and the power of the mind can learn The power of anger can rage inside until it tears u apart But the Power of a Smile especially yours can heal a frozen Heart Love Within a Storm We mad love within a storm in the midst of passion and chaos somewhere, somehow our true bond of friendship was lost In the eye of the storm The rain always falls harder Those who prevail this trauma will learn 2 bring their love farther But now the storm has passed and the seas of our friendship R calm But as long as I live I will remember the love within the storm What Can I Offer Her? All of my life I dreamed of meeting one with immense beauty, and once I found her I would charm her and she'd be mine forever I have found her and indeed she is all I wished for and more but she is not charmed nor intrigued. Then I think 2 myself "What can I offer her?" The

Kentucky Weather Sucks
Yesterday it was hot and muggy. Today it's cold and windy. Grrr.. This is why I hate spring here!! Damn weather should make up my mind already. I wanna put the cold-weather clothes up for the rest of the year! It's the end of April, it should be 70 degrees minimum by now! Anywho, nothing I can do to change it, just thought I would bitch for a minute. Carry on! LOL Later!

Teacher Lol
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. He's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" T o which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and says calmly, "No, I'm your son's teacher."

Comments....
I know I haven't been commenting and getting back to ppl as much as I normally do but I am at the mercy of my daughters computer right now. I only get to get on it when it's ok with her...lol Sad huh! Anyway leave me comments or messages and I will try to get back to you asap. I promise! I hope you are all doing good as I am...keep me updated on how you are doing too ok. Serena

This Is Why Men Want Women To Drink Up!
Yahoo News Alcohol damages women's brains faster than men's By Anne Harding 2 hours, 31 minutes ago NEW YORK (Reuters Health) - The brain-damaging effects of alcohol strike women more quickly than men, a new study conducted in Russia confirms. Female alcoholics performed worse on a number of tests of neurocognitive function compared with males, Dr. Barbara Flannery from RTI International in Baltimore and her colleagues found. However, Flannery cautioned in an interview with Reuters Health, the findings aren't good news for alcohol-dependent men. "Women are vulnerable to the extent to which they will experience the negative consequences of alcohol abuse and alcoholism more rapidly than men, but men will also experience it -- the same kinds of effects," she said. Other physiological effects of alcoholism, such as heart and liver damage, are known to occur more quickly in women than in men, a phenomenon known as "telescoping," Flannery and her team note in the journal Al

What Would Rappers Talk About Now??
Yahoo News Hip-hop's Simmons wants to remove offensive words NEW YORK (Reuters) - Prominent U.S. hip-hop executive Russell Simmons on Monday recommended eliminating the words "bitch," "ho" and "nigger" from the recording industry, considering them "extreme curse words." The call comes less than two weeks after radio personality Don Imus' nationally syndicated and televised radio show was canceled amid public outcry over Imus calling a women's basketball team "nappy-headed hos." Simmons, co-founder of the Def Jam label and a driving force behind hip-hop's huge commercial success, called for voluntary restrictions on the words and setting up an industry watchdog to recommend guidelines for lyrical and visual standards. "We recommend that the recording and broadcast industries voluntarily remove/bleep/delete the misogynistic words 'bitch' and 'ho' and the racially offensive word 'nigger'," Simmons and Benjamin Chavis, co-chairmen of the advocacy group Hip-Hop Summit Action

Texas Salesman
A young guy from Texas moves to California and goes to a big department store looking for a job. The manager says, "Do you have any sales experience?" The kid says, "Yeah, I was a salesman back home in Texas." The boss liked the kid so he gave him the job. "You start tomorrow. I'll come down after we close and see how you did." His first day on the job was rough but he got through it. After the store was locked up, the boss came down. "How many sales did you make today?" Kid says, "One." Boss says, "Just one? Our sales people average 20 or 30 sales a day. How much was the sale for?" Kid says "$201,237.64." Boss says "201,237.64?? What the heck did you sell?" Kid says, "First I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a medium fish hook. Then I sold him a larger fish hook. Then I sold him a new fishing rod.Then I asked him where he was going fishing and he said down at the coast, so I told him he was gonna need a boat; we went down to the boat department and

The What's Your Sexual Style?
My score on The What's your sexual style? Test: TYPE M(You scored 91 imagination, 83 confidence, 41 dominance, and 41 generosity!)You are a KINKY, CONFIDENT, SUBMISSIVE lover who prefers to RECEIVE. This means that: You like relatively kinky sex, and you have the great imagination that will always keep your partner guessing and excited! There's no getting bored with you around, you could never settle for dull sex, you want something fun and new all the time. You aren't afraid to try out anything you hear about. You might just be an intelligent lover who needs to be mentally engaged, or perhaps you have some dirty dark secret kinky desires, but either way, you're never boring. You are pretty confident in bed. This means that you know you can please your lover. Maybe you've read a lot of sex manuals, or have the experience from previous lovers, or just tend to be skilled at whatever you get your hands on, but you're good and you know it. You can really get results and know t

Stand Up And Fight
Why are we expected to be nice to those people crossing our borders and stealing our jobs? Why are we the only race of people on earth who is expected to turn the other cheek when our rights are taken from us and given to those who had no hand in obtaining the rights in the first place, and why the hell is an organization set up for the rights of white men and women considered racist but one set up for a Jew or a Negro is perfectly ok? I find myself asking these questions on occasions and have yet to come up with a solid answer, I feel that because we are the only race capable of righting what is wrong with society, we are the only people who pose a threat to the corruption which takes place on a daily basis in the very place we look to for protection and guidance. We as a people are far superior than any one other race, we are the ones who single handedly brought on the modern day form of society and if it were not for us the world would still be living in an age where you had to f

Acceptance
This Goes Out to MY FRIEND "MR.HONESTY" hahaha Grow Boy...........You Know who You are!!! Acceptance is not a state of passivity or inaction. I am not saying you can't change the world, right wrongs, or replace evil with good. Acceptance is, in fact, the first step to successful action. If you don't fully accept a situation precisely the way it is, you will have difficulty changing it. Moreover, if you don't fully accept the situation, you will never really know if the situation should be changed. BALANCE IS KEY.....!!!

Untitled
well let me start of by sayin my name my name is sue lousie moore and i am 20....Ok well see i need to let this out so if i hurt anyone by this i am going to say right now that i am sry i did not mean to hurt no one...Well i am not goin to say no name's do that way there is no finger pointing,well i am so in this guy he is the most wonderful guy that i have ever meet see i have been with guys who beat me to the point that i was in the hospital,but see this guy that i am in too i know that he would never beat me or hit me and i am thankful for that and i want to say that yes there is other female's involved in this guys life and i am ok with it to a point.I am not the kind of girl who will tell a guy that he has to stop talkin to his ex's or to other female's that is just not me i just dont want them to try and take this guy from me and there is this female who i am becomein friends with and i am happy that i am i mean i have lost friends and also gain friends beacuse of this guy and i

Def Leppard "love Bites"
If youve got love in your sights Watch out, love bites When you make love, do you look in the mirror? Who do you think of? Does he look like me? Do you tell lies? And say that its forever? Do you think twice, or just touch n see? Ooh babe Ooh yeah When youre alone, do you let go? Are you wild n willin or is it just for show? Ooh cmon I dont wanna touch you too much baby cos making love to you might drive me crazy I know you think that love is the way you make it So I dont wanna be there when you decide to break it No! (love bites, love bleeds) Its bringin me to my knees (love lives, love dies) Its no surprise (love begs, love pleads) Its what I need When Im with you are you somewhere else? Am I gettin thru or do you please yourself? When you wake up will you walk out? It cant be love if you throw it about Ooh babe I dont wanna touch you too much baby cos making love to you might drive me crazy Oh Ooh yeah (love bites, love bleeds) Its bringin

His Love
His love is like Ecstasy i get sweet chills every time he sits next to me he's the one i call just to say i love you he's my every thing when life is blue the way he kisses my lips so sweet I get butterflies in my stomach every time we meet soft hands caress my every curve If i didn't know better I'd call this love What god sent me is an angel from above A caramel mixed piece of heaven that represents a dove A dove who brings hope and joy to my life I'll call him my king if he calls me his wife Living in a fairytale you're all i ever dreamed of What I'd do without you... i couldn't even think of When your soft lips collapse upon my breasts I scream out love and allow you to do the rest No one could understand pleasure until they've felt you tender kiss My mind strays far...... amid a cloud of bliss Slowly making your way down and within Fantasies erode as I call out Mark Baby, you're my king. ...... so yea this wun will remain incomplete f

My Ringtone On Her Phone....
Avril Lavigne "Girlfriend" [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me No way! No way! No it's not a secret Hey! Hey! You! You! I want to be your girlfriend You're so fine I want you mine You're so delicious I think about ya all the time You're so addictive Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright? (alright alright alright alright) Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious Hell yeah I'm the mother (fucking) princess I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right I'm right I'm right) She's like so whatever You could do so much better I think we should get together now And that's what everyone's talking about! [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend H

Garbage "i Would Die For You"
I would die for you I would die for you I've been dying just to feel you by my side, to know that you're mine I would cry for you I would cry for you I will wash away your pain with all my tears, I'm drowning on fear I will pray for you I will pray for you, I will sell my soul for something pure and true, someone like you See your face every place that I walk in Hear your voice every time that I'm talkin' You will believe in me, and I will never be ignored I will burn for you Feel pain for you I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart, and tear it apart I will lie for you Beg and steal for you I will crawl on hands and knees until you see, you're just like me Violate all the love that I'm missin' Throw away all the pain that I'm livin' You will believe in me, and I can never be ignored I would die for you I would kill for you I will steal for you I'd do time for you I will wait for you I'd make room for you I'd sink ships for you, Take t

The 3rd Thing To Go Wrong!!!!! Entry For April 24, 2007
well they say bad things come in 3's heres my third - my computer at home died!!!!!! uggggggggggggg i think its the power supply inside the unit but im going to take it down to best buy to have it checked out! then once they tell me whats wrong with it ill fix it my self... soooo i wont be able to check my messages unless im at work and really im not suppose to do that either! it just keeps getting better and better for me!!!! for anyone who didnt get that i was being sarcastic! lol thats ok it leaves me with more time to read my book - im currently reading the dark tower series by steven king im on the 2nd book and thiers 7 books in the series. my oldest dtr is at my moms because i just dont know what to do with her anymore her attitude is i dont want to and your not going to make me - so it was my moms suggestion for her to go stay with my mom for a little while and she would make sure she will get to school in the morning since she doesnt want to get up in the morning to go and quit

A Golfer's Story
A Golfers Story An American golfer playing in Ireland hooked his drive into the woods. Looking for his ball, he discovered a little Leprechaun flat on his back, with a big bump on his head and the golfer's ball beside him. Horrified, the golfer got his water bottle from the cart and poured it over the little guy, reviving him. "Arrgh! What happened?" the Leprechaun asked. "I'm afraid I hit you with my golf ball," the golfer says. "Oh, I see. Well, ye got me fair and square. Ye get three wishes, so whaddya want?" "Thank God, you're all right!" the golfer answers in relief. "I don't want anything, I'm just glad you're OK, and I apologize." And the golfer walked away. "What a nice guy," the Leprechaun said to himself. "I have to do something for him. I'll give him the three things I would want... a great golf game, all the money he ever needs, and a fantastic sex life." A year went by quickly (as it does in stories like this), and the American golfer came back. On t

A Peach Of A Site
Truthfully, I don't know why but I am getting more and more pissed off at Shrubya and Company today. Therefore, I am trying to make sure people know about http://ImpeachForPeace.org. People who feel that Shrubya deserves impeachment can go to the DIY Impeachment Process here, while those who think he walks on water (or at least oil) can go to the reasons for impeachment here.tag: impeachment, shrubya, bush, president, antibush -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Hmm.
Something that's right up your alley could be disguised as an activity you vehemently refused to do. Has it ever occurred to you that you're having a strong reaction because you know this could change your life?

The Fish
Today I had to go to walmart ughh . Anyway I bought a beta for my 3yr . when we got home we treated the water and put him in his new home. I fed the fish and then went into the kitchen to clean up the mess I made washing the rocks. I turned around and my son poured all the food in the small tank. I had to reclean the tank. A few mints later my son sticks his hand in the tank.I told him he was going to kill the fish he started screaming saying im sorry. We'll then a hour later he goes and puts a wipe in the tank trying to clean it. So I had to clean the tank again and then dropped the fish down the sink eeekk i know. Anyways the fish is in his tank alive and my son is asleep. Now I'm just wondering if the fish will make it till tommorow. Fish don't have 9 lives like cats.

Desire
Vulnerable seeps into my mind, breathing hurts and itches my throat. My cold hands yearn to grab on to you. My body twitches and bends, leaning for comfort. Vision blurs and heart beats quicken. I hiss for relief. Falling into a never ending, swallowing, thrusting, and sweaty pool of exhaustion. I want to scream. As you clench on to me and perfection fits elegantly, I shiver. I am whole, we are one, and I am consumed.

My Hideaway Summer Pt. 1
I’d had enough. After a Monday morning meeting that had tuned into “The New And Improved: What Have You Done For Us Lately Show.”, I was well past fed up. Maybe it was the fact that it was the first truly hot day of the impending summer or the question posed to me by the owner, “Last year at this time your sales were up 50% over the year before, so why is it that they are only 25% over last year now?” Apparently he didn’t stop to ponder that in reality I had posted a year to date that was 75% better than any posted by my immediate predecessor and over 100% better than any posted by the schmuck before him. I tried the direct approach. “Peter with all due respect you are missing the bigger picture here. Last year I gave you 50% business growth in my department, most owners would sell their children for that. This year I gave you another 25% over that. In a business where growth averages 7.5% per year I’d say that’s pretty damn spectacular. In fact some would say that me and Jesus ar

Time
Through life and death, time never stands still. Between night and day hours, minutes, and seconds seem to fly. From years to decades days, weeks, and months are spent. Only with true love and everlasting happiness, can the time we share be bent to our advantage. Because we cheris our love and joy for one another, the moments we share would never be a waist of time.

For A Friend In Need
It's not that long Since I met you You've been an amazing friend Your strength inspires even me What you're going through now No person should have to so young Facing the threat though You're standing tall through the pain You grieve in private We may never see it But you're always in our hearts And you stay on our minds I write this entire thing For a friend in need And I hope that you know How you inspire even me

The Dead One
"The Dead One" by Insane Clown Posse ---- "You tried to stop me, remember? You tried to deface your own creation! But I stopped you. Did it hurt, did you feel pain?" Guess it all began when the bullet finally struck And I walked away harmless, it must of been good luck Or maybe I am dead (dead), I'm sorry but you're dead (dead) Maybe I outta go anyway Strange things have happened since this day accord I can hear a cold whisper in my every word It's telling me I'm dead (dead), I'm sorry but you're dead (no) Maybe I outta go anyway I'm feeling so stiff as I walk out the house My tongue's so dry, think it's rotting in my mouth Oh, tell me am I dead (dead)? I'm sorry but you're dead (it hurts) Life goes on for some My boys all stare at me, I wonder what they think They don't blink and my teeth keep popping out I stink Oh, tell me am I dead (dead)? I'm sorry but you're dead (dead) I don't wanna die...maybe I oughta go if I'm dead My soul is so heavy that

Worst Day Ever
Today was the worst day ever.. is 12:00 am and i just get home from work.. a lot of work... and for the first time i feel like ohh my god.. what happend... this is not rigth and this doesn't supposse to happen a day before i am going to have my evaluation to be permanent in my work.. i was making a campain,*cause i am graphic designer*, for x service of the neswspaper that i work.. a co-worker took my work and star talking about my work with the general manager of the neswspaper and my supervisor.. the art director, is mad with me cause all work have to pass for his aprovval... and he told me that i did wrong.. and i didn't do a thing.. it wasn't my idea... to get the general manager office with my unfinished campain... i am so sad. i hope this shit don't influence tomorrow evaluation....

The Dance
THE DANCE Looking across the table at him I lose myself in his eyes. Hoping that he can see in mine what I feel for him. What a dream we live. The love we share. Heaven on earth every day. He takes my hand in his and leads me to the dance floor. Holding me so close, so tight and firm. Letting me know that I am his. I could stay like this forever. My head on his shoulder nuzzled next to his neck. I plant little kisses. He releases a soft sigh, whispering to me not to continue or we’ll not be able to finish our evening in the restaurant. A smile over takes my face as I think of the many things I would like to be doing to him. I lightly lick his neck and grin. His sigh returns, his hand on my waist tightens in warning. Pressed against him like this I can’t think straight. I just want this part of the evening to be over now so that we can go home. I kiss his neck again and again...soft, light, tender kisses. He pulls

Bucky Covington Cd Debuts At Number 1
Date: Apr 25, 2007 12:14 PM Idol finalist scores biggest unit debut from a new male country artist in 15 years Nashville, TN…(April 25, 2007) Bucky Covington’s self-titled debut CD opens at #1 on Nielsen Soundscan’s Country Top 75 chart with 61,000 units sold. Covington’s debut CD also enters Nielsen Soundscan’s all genre top 200 chart at #4 and is the only new country act to open inside the top five this year. This puts him in good company as only two other country acts, including Tim McGraw and Martina McBride, have debuted inside the top 4 on Nielsen Soundscan’s Top 200 chart this year. Stop by the blog on www.myspace.com/buckycovington for the full article! Thanks to ALL who bought a cd and made this happen! Y'all rock!

You Can Leave Your Hat On
What can I say, I've always had a soft spot in my heart for strippers, ok you say what man wouldn't. LOL. To be honest back before my days of kids and responsiblities I used to frequent them quite a bit. In fact there was one in particualr that I used to go to so much they stopped charging me a cover charge. This is where today's story takes place. It was bonus check Friday and I was in the mood to party so I headed out to my favorite local Gentlemen's Club. When I got there Henry the bouncer waved me past much to the disamy of a group of college rats kids who were being ID'ed, frisked and charged the $10 weekend Cover. I just sort of chuckled. Making my way to the DJ booth I talked for a minute to my friend George was spinning there back then. "Hey man, what's going on?" He greeted me with a smile. "Not much brother.", I answered with a smile. George was and still is one of my favorite people, he's always fun to talk to and most often is the life of the party. "Hey, that g

A Special Friend
A simple friend has seen you cry. A special friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn’t know your parent’s first names. A special friend has their numbers in his or her address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A special friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after he or she has gone to bed. A special friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend ignores your problems. A special friend want to know about and talk to you about your problems and stands at your side helping you work through them. A simple friend wonders about you romantic history. A special friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend, acts like a guest when visiting. A special friend opens your refrigerator and helps him or herself. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A special friend knows that it is not a friendship until afte

Needed
**Needed** Still (nothing to do) Quiet (No sound) Alone (everyones busy, everyone but me) Wonders why I'm here Biting my lip (it's becoming a habit) Chewing my pen (must try to stop) Check my e-mails (AGAIN) Still nothing Waiting for the phone to ring (It doesn't) Re-arrange the paper clips (then put them back) Re-check my e-mails (pointless) Stare at my nails (chipped, must paint them) Doodle in the diary mind far away Was never one for drawing unhappy flowers litter the pages Wondering what do doodles mean? Am I sad? (not really) Am I depressed? (don't think so) Amy I bored? (VERY!) Ponders the meaning of life Phone rings Panic over I am needed afterall! **Emma Page, 24/4/07**

Once More Around Gliese 581
There it was on the front page of today's newspaper or headlining last night's news page if you read it online: "Potentially Habitable Planet Found". Just outside our twenty light-year solar neighborhood, there's a red dwarf star, a small low-energy star which lasts longer than medium yellow stars like our own Sun, around which three planets have already been discovered. The discovery of the third which was announced yesterday and given the poetic designation "Gliese 581c" may not have quite the oomph of Qo'Nos or Coruscant (major worlds from the fictional Star Trek and Star Wars franchises), but to we who live in the real universe it's especially significant because of where the planet is, inside what astronomers call the habitable zone, the distance a planet can be from its star and still support life by maintaining a breathable atmosphere as well as water in its liquid state and being not too hot or too cold. And we have some experience with habitable zones; we're in one. From r

Thoughts ( Sigh ! )
Pains of passion for the sweetest flower My captive gaze sinfully to devour You I consume with lusty desire In turn I am consumed in the fire Flames of torment for want or need Burning hotter on my thoughts it does feed Growing more intense with the passage of time Need ever stronger as the hour does chime Need of the soul that is a match to this mind Need to speak of feelings leaving me blind To a world that held me captive in chains To a path that carried torturous pains To seek out that soul that speaks my heart To share all life is and never to part To know a dream come true and feel at peace Holding and loving, Eternal, never cease By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Wednesday 4/25/07
Was kind of a slow day today, pretty much just the usual routine of chatting and listening to music all day. I'm hoping the weather we've been having holds out until next week so I can go out and do something lol although I don't know what it's gonna be. Well, I have to be up eary in the morning so I think I'm gonna end this here. Have a good night everyone.

Y Doesnt He Love Me?
well I went to work.. came home kinda early.. made sure HE had something to eat for supper when he got home... and he got home ina bad mood cuz he was on a machine at work instead of working on one today... He went upstairs and told me not to come up them.. I did anyways.. fuck u dont see someone for 12 hours ... ya think they might miss you? nope.. I told him that I missed him... He said he loved me... and said it mean... it sounded fucked up.. so I said yeah ya do dont ya? and then he said no I really dont.. who says that to some one? especially someone the are suppose to love... You dont say shit like that unless you MEAN it.. and it made my heart drop.. what the fuck> I do everything EVERYTHING for this boi.. I cook... I clean... I work... I do his laundry.. I make sure he always has a meal cooked.. I always make sure he has a plate fixed.. I get him something to drink.. fuck what more could you ask for? I was married to someone like this... only he treated me l

Friends
y can't people get off your back when you accept a friend, it is nice to get some friend. it would be nice to be able to get some new friends without worring about weather anything is goin on or not? i am only with my one and true love

So If I Don't Get On 4 Awhile.....
It will mainly be due to the fact I have some things that I need to work out and I probably won't have enough time to get on here for awhile... so if I'm not on here 4 awhile... I'm sorry and I'm definately sorry to you Mario hunni because I'll miss you and I love you sweetie. Take Care.... and remember I am always thinking of you. ;p *smooches and hugs" XOXOXO Tiffany

Im 70% White
How white are you? [] You went to a private school. [x]you watch the show Laguna Beach. [] You watch the show American Idol. [] You watch the show O.C. [x] You know what a poncho is. [x] You have listened to and liked a band called Panic! at the Disco. [x] You shop at American Eagle, Aeropostale, Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, J crew, or Lacoste. [x] You have/had a dog that is NOT a pitbull. [x] You own a pair of dc's/converse/etnies/vans. [] You'd get jumped if you said the n-word [x] You have been to a beach house in the summer [x]You have lived in more than one house not apartment. [x]You/Your parent(s) have driven cars with leather seats. [x ] You say the word DUDE a lot. [] You think cops are good. [ ] You have absolutely no idea what twista is saying when he raps.. [x] You listen to rock. [x]You know who willie nelson is. [x] Your parents give you money when you ask. [] Your parents just hand you money for no reason at

Guess Im Not Meant For A Relationship
i guess im not meant for one. i keep finding someway to mess things up with the girl i really like or just meeting for the first time. yeha i dont look that great but i seem to get them into me and then i fuck things up someway. ever since my first ex i have gone down hill with woman. so i dont know what to do now.

How To Handle Haters:
HOW TO HANDLE HATERS: A hater is someone that is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters... That's why you have to be careful who you share your blessings and your dreams with because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else He would have given you what he gave them. You don't know what people have gone through to get what they have... (The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story...) If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too. We've all got some haters among us: Some people don't like it that you can * Come to church * Get your praise on * Bless His Holy Name * Haters don't want to see you happy * Haters don't w

May You Live Long In Peace With The Disease You've Been Given.....
Currently listening to: Rammsteins Mein Teil, Apc's The Outsider Remix, Cradle of filth Nymphetamine.... feeding the beast i see you waiting looking lurking waiting for me to put my guard down you simply wait in your cage pacing ever so slowly wanting to be free, I fear the day you are free i fear the lives of others the Beast the Demon inside me waiting patiently for the day it is allowed to roam freely from within myself the bonds the chains let go all hell will have risen the Demon of pure evil born to this world. My advice would be to Run! run as far an fast as you possibly can.... I feel complete i feel good great i feel no pain no suffering one i could not help is doomed to suffer for what shes done... One even i could not help one so invovlved so lost within her own world help is but a memory she will never know what she has lost an im terribly sorry i could not do more for you but your disease has risked to much of my life to be of any real use to you....

It Just Wasn't Our Time
I've dusted off these old cowboy boots of mine Goin' to try this dancefloor one last time It's been awhile since you left me girl She wasn't worth the pain I cause Nothing left at home but memories of you And the shadows on the wall Spinnin' around and around Feel like I'm losin' my mind Thought we would last forever It just wasn't our time Just polished off the last of this bottle Drowning in my own sorrow Knowin' I losted you girl It's been hard at times to swallow I want you back girl But the tears and the rain keep a fallin' Spinnin' around and around Feel like I'm losin' my mind Thought we would last forever It just wasn't our time Girl I Woke up this morning Heard you found a new guy Who makes you laugh and makes you smile He's been lovin' on you While all this time I've been livin' in denial Sittin' here knowin' your not comin' back this time Spinnin' around and around Feel like I'm losin' my mind Thought we would last forever It just w

The Hillbilly
After living in the remote wilderness of Kentucky all his life, an old hillbilly decided it was time to visit the big city. In one of the stores he picks up a mirror and looks in it. Not ever having seen one before, he remarked at the image staring back at him, "How about that! Here's a picture of my daddy." He bought the 'picture', but on the way home he remembered his wife, didn't like his father so he hung it in the barn, and every morning before leaving for the fields, he would go there and look at it. His wife began to get suspicious of these many trips to the barn. One day after her husband left, she searched the barn and found the mirror. As she looked into the glass, she fumed, "So that's the ugly bitch he's runnin' around with!"

Secret #2
A condifent woman refuses to live in fear.... I think you will agree that refusing to be led by our feelings can be a challenge, especially when it comes to fear. But we must remember that fear is not from God. It is the devil's tool to keep us from enjoying our lives and moving forward with what God has for us. When we attenot to walk in faith, satan immediately tires to himder us through many things, including fear. Fear of failure, judgement or criticism will cause us to bury our talents. It will make us draw back and live in misery and torment. Unless we make a firm decision to *fear not*, we will never be free from its power. Interestingly, the words *fear not* appear in Scriptrure 365 times- one for each day of the year. Hebrews 10:38 says that we are to live by faith as..the leaning of your entire human personality on Him in absolute trust and confidence in His power, wisdom, and goodness...This godly confidence motivates us to go forward and try new things. As women of God

Family
FAMILY IS MY MOST TREASURED VALUE IN LIFE WITH THIS I FEEL THAT LIFE IS MEANING LESS YOU CAN HAVE MONEY FREIND AND HAPPIENESS BUT WITHOUT FAMILY YOU DONT HAVE MUCH SO IN LIFE IF YOU ARE AT A STRAY OF PART WITH A FAMILY MEMBER TRY TO FIND IT IN YOUR HEART FOR FORGIVNESS BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THE TIME WILL COME WHEN YOU NEED THAT PERSON MORE THEN EVER AND THEY MAY NOT BE AROUND TRUST ME I KNOW WHEN I WAS 1O I HAD A DREAM THAT MY GRANDMA WAS GOING TO BE IN A CAR ACCIDENT THE NIGHT BE FOR THANKSGIVING AND I DIDNT SAY ANY THING BECAUSE I THOUGHT AW IT WAS JUST A DREAM WELL THE JOKE WAS ON ME A WEEK LATER THE NIGHT BEFORE THANKSGIVNG WE RECIVED A CALL SAYING THAT MY GRANDMA HAD BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDEDNT AND SHE WASNT GOING TO MAKE IT BY THE TIME WE MADE IT TO THE HOSPITAL SHE PASSED AWAY ...I AM 32 YEARS OLD AND TIL THIS DAY I WONDER WHAT I COULD HAVE OR SHOULD HAVE SAID OR DONE TO HAVE CHANGED IT AND MAY BE SHED BE HER TODAY SO IF YOU ARE AT ODDS WITH A FAMILY MEMBER OR JUST HAVENT DRO

Oh Lord
My little girl has broken out in some sort of rash,, with bumbs and I have no idea what the hell it is... Doesn't look as if it's chicken pox but I am taken her into the doctors along with JJ,, because he has pink eye.

Um, Yeah I Tried To Get It Out.
You move along as if its nothing looking for your next love struck victim for you to bleed dry who knew you would say goodbye without a tear in your eye Just shut me out of evertying in your life Ill take all the love I had for you and throw it away, Like you threw away my heart. Sweetie I knew you were trouble from the start. -The ties you chose to sever -Thought you were so clever -But I wont bleed foever I'll pull threw this hell you tossed me into In the end its the same old story with just another heartbroken boy. First it was me, then you were into him, but now your in the classifieds for a rendevue in the back room. So take care my dear, and darling dont you fear, your heartlessness will catch up.

Tomorrow Is My Birthday!
Tomorrow is my birthday and I have to work! Talk about a way that you do not want to spend a birthday! Every year I try to just skip over the day cause I guess they are not that special anymore once you grow up LOL..I remember having the biggest parties for me when I was growing up by my parents..thats when I drove my first car (my 5th party) too bad it was not real lol Tomorrow though is going to be the start of starting over. Most people do that on New Years, they make there resolutions and all but how many stick with them? So over the next 24 hours I am going to be making a list of goals that in the next year I want to see and have accomplished and as they are accomplished check them off as a way to keep track. I know now that one goal that I have is to continue to be here for the friends that I have made that do talk (lol) and continue to always be here for that one special person! :)

Let's
Let's... Current mood: sad Category: Life Let's rest our heads in each others laps when we have a bad day. Let's give each other soft kisses, our eyes closed. Let's melt our troubles with massages. Let's find great restaurants in far away places. Let's go to a coffee shop on Sunday morning and make up stories about the people we see -- better yet, let's sleep in on Sunday morning. Let's go to our friends houses and play board games. Let's surprise each other with things we've never told anyone else. Let's kiss like babies for fun, eyes and mouths wide open and not looking at each other, then giggle. Let's be patient with each other while we learn those spots on each others bodies and then exploit them. Let's look at each other across the room at a party and know it's time to go home. Let's notice a new wrinkle somewhere on each other's faces. Let's call the each other on our bullshit. Let's eat healthy and exercise so we can enjoy life. Let's be charm

Life Lesson
Soyez courtois à tous, mais suggérez avec peu, et laissez ces peu être bien essayé avant que vous leur donniez votre confiance. L'amitié vraie est une usine de croissance lente, et doit subir et résister aux chocs de l'adversité avant qu'elle ait droit à l'appellation. Translation: Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation.

Letter To Juggalos
-JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does anyone else realize this? Does anyone els

Bear Hunting
A guy goes hunting in the forest, with a brand new high-tech rifle equipped with telescopic laser-assisted sight -- the works. After a while, he happens upon a huge bear in a clearing. Carefully, he takes aim and sure that he can't possibly miss this sitting target and fires. He walks over to where the bear was sitting and can see no sign of it...the bear has completely vanished. He stands there scratching his head, but then feels a tap on his shoulder, and turning round, sees the bear. "Do you know what happens to people who shoot at bears and miss?" asks the bear. "No," replies the hunter. "Well, drop your trousers and bend over," instructs the bear. The hunter has little choice but to comply and you know what happens next. (squeal like a pig) The hunter staggers home and resolves to kill the bear after this humiliating experience. He goes out and buys a high powered pump-action shotgun with 500 rounds of ammunition and sets out into the forest to track down the bear. At

What Is This Feeling.
What's happening to me, I can't even breathe, These thoughts that I have, I just can't concieve, I've never felt this way, ever in my life, not even through depression, when I tried to end this strife, Now I don't know what to do, or how to tell someone, I don't even know what it is, I'll have to wait until it's done. ~fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me~

Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why dose guys cheat, lie, steal hearts. I fell in love with a guy and gave him everything too and he just throw it in my face by cheating on with a co-worker/friend. Also all the guys i been with did this too.

Everything Happens For A Reason...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there…to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that

A Big Frikin Wake Up Call
OK, those of u that are actually my friends know me pretty well. To the others: I have an uncle, his name is Chuck and he is only 8 years older than me (my dads baby brother) well he has had AIDS for 13 years. One thing that kills me is that ppl have this pic in there head of ppl that have this disease. My uncle is actually 6" tall dark hair, blue eyes and looks healthier than most I know. Any one of u would have no idea. Anyways. I rceived a phone call the other day and he was in the hospital and near death. It ended up to be a simple bacterial infection that u and i wouldn't have even noticed, but due to his disease almost killed him. I am just trying to spread a little word out there about this. If anyone is wondering (and I know u are) it was a one night stand that gave him this (a stupid, drunk night) She is dead, by the way (yet another beautiful woman for the men reading) Just be safe and seriously pay attention to what your doing!

Meds And What Im On Now...
I went to the doctor today.... AGAIn.. twice..They put me on Depacoat.... A seizure med and a anti depressant.. YAH..I am just so excited about that.. kust relieved that I am on something that will possibly help calm the seizure shit down...:P lets hope.. For those of you who DONT know me really well.. I have Epilepsy.. and asthma... and diabetes type 1.. it sucks.. I have no health insurance... I dont qualify for any government help either.. and I am too OLD for my dad's military insurance.. So I cannot afford much of my doctors care or meds.. I have Geberalized epilepsy... I have 5 different kinds of seizures.... I have them almost everyday.. mainly when I am awake and in bright lights.... II missed out on alot growing up.. didnt get to go swimming, didnt get to play contact sports.. wasnt allowed to do hardly anything.. it sucks I am a CNA in a nursing home... I love my job and I am going to college for nursing... but I am scared that I wont finish sch

"i Love You" Has 8 Letters But So Does "bullshit"...!
"why Promise to Give Us "Y" if We Do "X " if by Doing "X" Our "Y" Will Become a "Z" ? It Would Be More Like Promising to Give Us "Y" if We Do "X", and We're Thinking "Y" Means "W" When it Really Means "Z". It's still "Y".

Warriors Win
yeah baby the warrirs win game 3 and lead the series 2 games to 1. final score 109 to 91. i had an awesome time. my first basketball game in 13 years. so come one and rate my new pics i took at the game.

Family
IF I WERE A DOG OR CAT I WOULD PROBABLY GET KICKED, BEAT, SMACKED AND THROWN AROUND THAT WAS MY LIFE GROWING UP THERE WAS SO MUCH DYSFUNCTION IN THE FAMILY AND THERE STILL IS TO THIS DAY MY FATHER IS PASSIVE TO MY MOTHER AND NEVER SAYS ANYTHING TO UPSET HER BUT SHE COULD BEAT A 6 MONTH OLD BABY FOR CRYING AND THAT BABY WAS LOOKING FOR HER PROTECTION NOT HER DISTRUCTION SHE IS A COLD HEARTED, EVIL, SELF CENTERED MALICOUS BITCH IT TAKES MANY YEARS OF MENTAL AND PYSHICAL ABUSE TO REALLY THINK FUCKED UP AND THINK THAT ITS NORMAL SO ALL U KNOW IS TWISTED AND DEMENTED FOR A REASON I NEVER WANTED TO CHOOSE THIS FAMILY THEY PICKED ME NOW FROM DOCTOR TO DOCTOR THEY TELL ME MY FAMILY IS POISON AND I NEED TO DISCONNECT MYSELF FROM THE DYSFUNCTION IN MY LIFE I ALREADY FEEL DISCONNECTED FROM THE WORLD AND EVERYBODY NEEDS SOMEBODY BUT ITS LONELY AND COLD AND ITS NEVER GOING TO CHANGE BUT I HAVE A CHILD NOW AND I NEED TO BREAK THIS COLD WAY OF LIVING I WILL NEVER BE MY MOTHER NO MATTER WHAT

Quote For April 28
A conversation is a dialogue, not a monologue. That's why there are so few good conversations: due to scarcity, two intelligent talkers seldom meet. -- Truman Capote Bonus Quote: Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them do not. Miss them do not. Attachment leads to jealousy. The shadow of greed that is. -- Yoda Star Wars: The Revenge of the Sith This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

"living Dead Girl" (rob Zombie)
(Who is this irrestibles creature who has an insaciable love for the dead?) Living Dead Girl! Rage in the cage And piss upon the stage There's only one sure way To bring the giant down Defunct the strings Of cemetary things With one flat foot On the devil's wing Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Raping the geek And hustling the freak Like a hunchback juice On a sentimental noose Operation filth They love to love the wealth Of an SS Whore Making scary sounds Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Psyclone Jack Hallucinating Hack Thinks Donna Reed Eats dollar bills Goldfoot machine Creates another fiend So Beautiful, They make you kill Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Blood on her skin Dripping with Sin Do it

Chapter 3
Suck and Blow! Well what all can I say about it. It's kind of self-explanatory. We were laughing so much about this I could not breathe. Ok, let me set the scenery. Here I am with three guys: restr1ctive, Zion and Masterasteroid. Now during this evening of talking with these guys, I found out a lot about what people think. Now suck and blow. It's exactly what is means. We were talking about some pretty sexually related things. So take it as you may, but all us women suck and blow! Until next time, Ciao!

Price Of Gas Wa State
Monday the price of gas was was $3.17. Today went up to $3.32. Just what the hell is going on with oil companies who are reaping all time ever profits. Now the news is saying it will settle down at $4.00 a gallon. Talk about price fixing. Some thing must change and I fear it will not until our elected officials change. Guess what nothing is going to change. The media I believe had a hand by keep stating how much fuel cost in Europe compared to America.

Chapter 5 Of What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Ok I don't know where this came from...one of the guys just said it and all we could do is laugh.... Remember, it's never too big for the head. Hmm. I know I know you are probably wondering what we were talking about when someone said this. To tell you the truth I have no idea. But isn't it funny. I mean just think of the possibilities this saying could uphold. LOL. Got you thinking, now didn't I? Until next time, Ciao!

New @ Cherrytap~and Popping My Blog Cherry! Lol!
hey yah'll, I AM NEW TO CHERRYTAP! and hope you all will help my expierience good here, like a virgin getting their cherry popped , that is me here, lol. So please be gentle and let me ease in , but when i get going here, it will be full throttle! i am trying to get used to how to check my comments and all that i recieve, so if u can help , please fill free, like i am not sure as to what is deamed nsfw, so if the pics i put in the album "sexy pics for the guys" aren't consider to be nsfw please let me know, by the time i am here at least a month and with a little help i hope to be up to speed! I have already visited a few ladies profiles , rated some pics , left a few comments , invited a few to my friends list, and even add photos , and a world map of visitors to my profile , i know my pics maybe lame , but they will improve, as i stated i am a virgin cherrytapper here lol! thanks for those who read this and please fill free to comment my pics and all! I look forward to

Chapter 10 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
How our night started out was I invited Restr1ctive to a game of Uno on my Xbox Live. He entered the game and we started playing. At first with the two young boys kissing and the convesations we got ourselves into... When some of the stuff we were saying were coming out of our mouths all we could do was laugh... then Restr1ctive got the idea of writing to the Penthouse Forum. And it starts like this... "Dear Penthouse Forum, I don't know what all to say about this but I'm very disturbed by what I saw today. I involved myself in a small game of Uno On Xbox Live with a very good friend of mine. You can have up to four players in a given game. The next thing I know someone else had joined, it was two young boys by the age of 12. And what they did next astonished me. They started kissing....I am scarred for life on this. How can I get this image out of my head? "Dear Penthouse Forum, And then she cleared her throat... "Dear Penthouse Foru

Nevada So Far...
So after my first "horrific" greyhound trip lasting of a never ending 4 days I arrived in Nevada to be greeted by my sister, her boyfriend Alan (whom we all affectionately refer to as "cookie") and my mother's new fiance Brandon. What Angel neglected to tell me is that Brandon is almost exactly like me with two exceptions: his sarcasm is much drier and he's highly athletic/fit. After getting to know Brandon and Cookie better I finally got to see my baby brother and sister. Not only are they both quite large now (almost too heavy for me to hold) but in school, speaking perfect english and highly intelligent...Well Nikki is anyway ^_^;; I got to spend time with "Bubby Rick", my fantastic one of a kind uncle who's an inspiration to all that meet him. We went to his "play house" and played pool and darts, mom kicked my ass. (The playhouse is a huge warehouse he owns with surround sound stereo, two pool tables, air hockey a wide screen darts and its own built in bar. Plus 3 couch

Still A Woman..
I'm a woman, not a toy.. I want a man, not a boy.. I have a mind and I use it.. I am a fighter, I never quit.. I have green eyes, not blue.. If you can't remember that, fuck you. Say that you want me, never that you need me.. Want me for who I am, not what you want me to be. Walk beside me but, never, never in my way.. Never under estimate me, it would be a mistake. I am flawed, my scars are only part of my all. If you're looking for perfection, buy a doll. I know I'm a little rough but, I am also human. I've been hurt, I cry, I love, I'm still a woman. Don't be intimidated or hate, I don't bite.. Drama is a waste of time but, also part of life. You say you don't have it, come on stop lying.. Think you can hurt me, maybe but, ya won't find me crying... Not because, I'm too hard core or a bitch, what ever.. No because, lifes to short, and I can always find another.... I'm still a woman..

I Miss You:(
Be honest....... If you really miss someone, friend, ex, love, or a family member right now.., And cant get them off your mind... Then repost this titled as "I miss you..." Within 1 minute. And whoever you are missing will surprise you .. If you break this you will have the worst love life starting in 1 min. you know who you are.......

I Need You
*Verse 1* I can't breathe without you Where did you go? I am here waiting for you Yet you don't show *Verse 2* Here I am giving my all It's all for you Just please stand here with me I need you *Chorus* Here I am crying for you I can't stand standing without you Baby I love you I need you *Verse 3* I stand here alone in a crowd But none I see Can compare to my only one Come set me free *Chorus* Here I am crying for you I can't stand standing without you Baby I love you I need you *Bridge* And when your crying in the dark Just reach out and touch my heart My love grows with each and every beat A love for you to keep *Verse 4* Here I am crying without a doubt I need your love to set me out Just please love me again again again And never stop until the end *Chorus 2x's* Here I am crying for you I can't stand standing without you Baby I love you (Second time) Sunshine I need you (2X

Me And You
I'm walking through a desert land Feel like no one understands What my heart is going through right now My heart is filled with emptiness Wandering through a wilderness Searching for the usefulness it found *Intro to Chorus* But never did I think we’d be Not on the path of you and me And now that I'm alone and free I sit here and I see *Chorus* Me and You We're not the same And now it's plain Of what we made A mistake And now you're gone Where you belong Without a thought Of Me and You *Verse 2* Trying hard to pass the time But only you are on my mind Memories playing back at me from that night Going over in my head All the things I could have said To make you be right here with me tonight *Bridge* Never thought I'd see the day That we would have no more words to say Oh I loved you And now that we are in the past Know my love will always last Oh it's true; I love you

An Old Essay Written About Domestic Violence
An essay I wrote about domestic violence for a psych. class (the psychology of sex no less!) at Santa Rosa Junior College. For what it's worth, I got an A! History History seems to point to the fact that spouse abuse and rape (indeed, all forms of abuse) has existed from before recorded history. Brownmiller (1986) suggests that perhaps the female of our species traded monogamous relationships for safety of protection. We received the protection we needed as women and children from predatory males from our mates, and this gave our mates exclusive rights to us as property. From there it seems society moved towards what is called the earliest form of permanent, protective, conjugal relationship. The relationship of mating turned into marriage. This was institutionalized from what is seen as a practice where the male forcibly abducts and rapes the female. Having done this he has staked his claim to her body via violence. This was acceptable behavior until the fifteenth century in

Wishes
This first was published in Pandora's Box in September of 1995. Wishes (c) January 1995/ Peggy A. Rowe-Miller I wish I may.. I wish I might... have the wish.. I wish tonight... This little girl in a woman's attire.. wishes to be held.. in a quiet manner. Let me know that performance anxiety... is all about... something else not you and me... who are you.. dark and handsome.. sweet... and lustful.. you fill me with desire. who are you.. you let me call you in the wee hours, and still you listen to me... a friend, a friend.. indeed!! Deeds... actions always speak louder than word... friends... forever... and always.

Rick Needs A Sexy Stalker
* Please apply to my page if you can fill the following requirements. 1. Must send me no less than 50 messages per day. 2. Must Add, Rate and Fan Me and must stalk my page by the hour. 3. Must be a raging nymphomaniac and want sex no less than 3 times a day. 4. Must be extremely jealous and possesive and get pissed off when other females check out my page. 5. Must pledge here undying devotion to me and want to have all my children. * and if I think of anything else...I'll add it LOL

Im Sorry
LAST NITE I WROTE A BLOG USINGSOME BAD LANAUAGE IM SORRY I WAS HAVING A REAL BAD NITE AND I TOOK IT OUT ON MY FRIENDS I SELDOM USE THAT KINDA WORDS BUT IT JUST ME UPSET WHEN PEOPLE USE THEIR DISABLITES TO MAKE [PEOPLE FEEL SORRY SO ON THAT NOTEILL CLOSE FOR NOW BYE HUGS EVIS

What Am I Doing?
I have no idea. Here I was, sitting, thinking about what has transpired over the last couple of months, and wow have things changed. If you are wondering if I gave up on Harley, well...to be honest I haven't. I think he is an awesome person, just is ashame that he works to much and leaves little time for anyone or anything else. Here is the best part though. There is a new guy. Yep. A new one. I haven't exactly thought of what to call him here, so let's call him newbie for now. Well, the only problem with that is he isn't exactly new. We talked on and off a year and a half ago. Maybe longer, I suck at keeping track of time. If you would have asked me back then what I thought about him, it might not have been exactly nice, but it wouldn't have been ugly either. Now, it is like I am talking to the same person, but he has grown a little, or maybe I did. I can't help but wonder why now. I know, I think too much. This morning was funny. He called me at work to talk for a few before he went

March 1995
Never look back, Continue moving forward. Regrets I have none. Srength comes from within, Fate and Destiny are on my side. I will survive, move on again. As I have always done. Adversity comes every step of the way. Each day is a struggle, to do what is right. Tomorrow brings new hope, so I am told. I need no hope, only a new sunrise. As long as there is that I have survived.

Chp 6
All was quiet at the waterfront and the bodies lay where they had fallen, disturbed only by the large waterfront rats. They could find no ship-master, so they agreed upon a small scow with a single sail. They loaded their gear and horses on it and set sail. Once they were well out of sight of land, Bruthar stretched out on the bottom of the boat. “We’ve both had a hard night of it, but your exertions were more pleasant, so I claim right to first rest. Keep us headed south by south-east and wake me an hour after the sun is up.” With that, he fell fast asleep. When Bruthar awoke, the world was a hazy, grey-white. They sailed along in a bank of thick fog that diffused the high sunlight. Bruthar stretched his stiff limbs and looked at Bryan, who was intensely scanning the clouded sea before them. “I thought I bade you to wake me an hour after sun-up. It looks to be near noon.” Bryan looked at the sky casually and nodded, “So it is. The fog overtook us near dawn and I wasn’t qui

Chp 8
The forest was exceptionally still and they heard the hooves of approaching horses deep in the woods behind them. Bruthar turned to Bryan. “More night-stalkers?” “Nay, I think not. They’re not supposed to be very active at day and I’ve never heard of them taming horses. Whoever it is, they are plainly trailing us. I doubt we could outrun them in these woods. Let us ride ahead a bit and find a spot to lay in wait.” They came to a clearing, rode their horses around it, in and out of surrounding trees, confusing their trail, then went to opposite sides of the clearing and hid in wait. They did not have long to wait. Soon a band of six men rode into the clearing. They were armed and dressed alike, wearing green woolen breeks and shirts, high leather boots and plain leather breastplates, all covered by a long, hooded cloak. They each carried a long sword similar to Bryan’s and a long bow and quiver of arrows on their backs. As they entered the clearing, the leader raised his han

School's In
Okay, I know I am jumping around with my fiction. Some is stuff I already have transcribed, some is on paper and needs to be entered, and some is still in my head, so I use this stuff as a buffer. Hey, variety is the spice of life. Disclaimer Most of the characters and events in this story are true. Nothing said in this story was done with malicious intent, or the purpose to cause harm. The names have been changed to protect all identity, however, if this is someday published and you recognize yourself, get in touch with me, and I will gladly share the royalties with you. I would be glad to see any of the real characters mentioned in here. This story is a semi-original work of pseudo-fiction, written by me, Bruce A. Lower, in this 1st month of 1990. Chapter 1 School’s In The stereo kicked on, and the blaring music nearly knocked me from the bed. I reached over and turned the volume to a tolerable level, smiling bleakly as Alice Cooper tried to convince

Something For Everyone
IF YOU THINK LIFE IS MISSION,YOU ALLWAYS GO ON... IT,S NOT GUESTION OF BEST,BUT YOUR BEST... pRAY AND WORK-ORA ET LABORA.... I HAVE LOT OFF TO DO TODAY.THATS WHY I HAVE TO PRAY A LOT... BEST WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR ANOTHER PEOPLE, TO PRAY FOR THEM.. THE BIGGEST POWER OFF LIFE IS THANKS... MISTAKES IS ALLWAYS BIG THERE WHERE LOVE IS LITTLE... THOSE WHO BRING JOY ARE ONLYONES WHO GET THAT... YOU HAVE JUST THAT MUTCH WHAT DO YOU BELIVE... GOD LIVES THERE ,WHERE SOMEONE LET HIM IN... WE CANT DO NOTHING;WE HAVE TO FIRST GET SOMETHING... SHORTEST WAY AT PERSON TO PERSON IS SMILE... FOR THE PAST--THANK YOU FOR THE FUTURE--YES I LERAN IN LIFE TO FORGET LOTS OFF THINGS AND FORGIVE TO MYSELF..

I Hate My Dreams
they scare me half to death. memories of helplessness and pain, of harships and duress. worries of things yet to come. nightmares, terror, and fear. my mind is the world's best, horror movie, picture show.

Kiss Me Softly...
Kiss me softly, your supple rosy lips bringing pleasure to mine. A deep kiss so long that the thought melts my heart with each kiss. My heart yearns deeply for each long, deep kiss as a beat. A beat that skips for every thought I have when you're not here.

Deep...
Deep in my heart I long for you, to hold you close. Deep in my soul I see you, the beauty in your eyes. Deep in my dreams I see you, the memory of your love. Deep in my heart I hold you, till eternity fades.

Memories Of You...
My mind is always on you, my memories will never fade. Your eyes, your face, your soft gentle skin. The way you held me close, telling me everything will be alright. Your long flowing hair, the sweet gentle waves. Your love is touching me, every single day. Telling me things that words cannot say.

Ok New Contest If Your Bored
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And The Winner Is
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Sexy Man Contest - Thanks For Helpin' Out
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I Am The Girl....
I am. ....I am me. I am energetic and I am fun loving, I am therapeutic and I am wise beyond my years, I love whole heartedly and crave your passion.. I want to know what makes you tick and feed off of your energy, I am the girl who loves to see you speak about what you love and how happy it makes you feel.... I am your shoulder to cry on and the arms that catch you when you can not stand, I am your brick wall and your smile when you thought you couldn't breathe. I am your soul and I am your friend at 2am and even at 6 when you can't sleep. I am the smile that hopes you can forget the pain if only for a split second. I am the girl with just one look I know whats wrong and I am the girl who doesnt need you to talk... Lets just sit. I am the girl....I am not perfect actually I am far from perfect, I screw up and screw up often I couldn't list my imperfectionsons on ten hands and twelve feet, I am self conscious and would rather look at the floor than in the mirror, I am optim

Loving Friends
Loving Friends Loving friends bless us each day anew With smiles fresh as the morning dew Loving friends are angels without wings A beautiful mixture of many things. They are a never ending circle of light Shining bright in the darkness of night The seasons will always change But loving friends will still remain. Secrets we share as loving friends do Suffering together we made it through Warmth and affection they display And bring happiness to our day. God has blessed me with loving friends On whom I trust and and can depend They paint my world with a lovely view And I thank God for friends like you.

To My New Friend
Oh okay here's the story, an ex of mine..that I had dated many moons ago for about a year was the "perfect man" or so I had though. Turns out he was cheating on me. Thank god I never had sex with him. The gurl who he was cheating with IMED me which was weird. She asked me if I knew about her. I said no.. Here's the convo to go along with it Tina-I love you my baby!! says: ...Hey.. {{Miss Behave}-I wish I could be like a boy says: What? Tina-I love you my baby!! says: Well..whose the girlfriend? {{Miss Behave}-Sometimes I wish I could be like a boy says: Gurl I really don't know. I mean He asked you out not to long ago. I know we both think it's us. Face it we weren't gurlfriends. We were just gurls. Tina-I loved you my baby!! says: Yes. I hate for it to be put that way but I think you are right Izzy. {Miss Behave}-Check my new artwork."Sweetie" It's just for you says: I am but I mean..what can we do gurl? Ain't nothing we can do now but learn. I wonder though,

Be Yourself !!!
mean people suck, people should live there own fuckin life not to worry about what the fuck your doing , fuck,em all be fat be horny just fuckin be you , PEACE AND LOVE YOU ALL TADPOLE REAL PEOPLE !!!!!

Grease Monkey
I finally finished rebuilding some carbs for a 71 honda Gold Wing. I am covered in grease from head to toe. Smelling like carb cleaner. Hands cut up from all the damn cotter-pins. But I feel great I really needed to wrench and the guys are starting to call me the carb queen again. Hell my luck that is what they will call me in the magazine someday.

Judgement.....the Tarot Card
General Meaning: What has traditionally been known as the Judgement card, sometimes entitled Resurrection, represents the great reunion that the ancients believed would happen once in every age. This was the time when souls are harvested and taken Home to their place of origin, outside the solar system. Then the World is seeded with a batch of new souls and the process starts over. From a modern point of view, this great reunion -- which includes every personality that you have ever been and every soul that you have done deep work with -- reunites to consciously complete the process. In a way, we symbolically celebrate this returning to center every year on our birthday. In personal terms, the Judgment cards points to freedom from inner conflicts, and so clear a channel, that the buried talents and gifts of past incarnations can come through an individual in this lifetime. This card counsels you to trust the process of opening yourself, because what emerges is of consistently h

Brother... What Have You Done...
This message is to Mike Dupree, a "brother" once. I know he will never read it, but I want it to be said somewhere, somehow. Damn, I typed this long message that said perfectly what I wanted... then it crashed. 'tis life unfortunately. Listen man, you don't like me now because of "how I make you act" well thats a load of crap. You act like you want to act. If you wanted to go all Christian on me and talk the bible, I'd be happy too, hell I'd like it. If you were a sadist, all the same. You view me all wrong man, thats what HURTS ME MOST. I'm a Catholic. I go to a church every Sunday. Every tuesday I have a private meeting with the Priest for absolution. I want to be a better person for me, because I've hurt too many people in my life (Nichole, Shannon, Emmie, Caitlyn, The list is long) but don't think that means I'll stop standing my ground here. You changed. You started acting like a royal pain in the arse, alot of people agree that they DONT like the new you. Ashs

If...
If I put a dime in a bottle every time I think of you the bottle would be filled in a day. How you laugh, the way you cry, my heart it aches for you. Someday soon I hope to love the me inside of you. For the more I see of you in me, the more I miss of you. For every minute that you're gone, my heart splits in two. So when you think I never cared, remember this... My soul it yearns for you...

I Gotta Sleep!
life is passing by... "have to do"s 7 days.rest is hope. utopia maybe. or hopes will come true when it is too late. what are hopes? just being considered as a human being sometimes. hard in a capitalist world. you gotta have the cash. will you be so lucky to have your dream come true? I hope your health stays with you too. Is health hope? Whatever. I gotta sleep.

Sleep
Don't ya hate it when you know you have to go to sleep and you just can't. I have had this problem for as long as I can fucking remember and it is gettin fuckin old. I lay there and my mind doesn't shut down. It races along and thinks about anything and everything. From wrestling story lines companies should use to what I need to get done in the next couple weeks. I need a way to calm down so I can fucking sleep. I have tried sleepin pills and to be honest, they didn't work. They will work for a day or two but not after that. Doc told me it could have been some post dramatic stress syndroe. Ok here is the story behind that, July 26,1997 at 6:26 am, 2 black males walked into Broadway Marathon and held me up at gun point. Had a gun pointed to my head and also my back. That happened over 10 years ago and he thinks that still bothers me. Yea, I remember the date and everything very clearly but I don't think it bothers me. Oh well, life goes on and I guess I will just deal with this for how

Artistic License
So I’ve been meaning to type up this rant for a while now. I’ve been noticing an alarming downward trend developing in the quality of photos making their way to CherryTap sites. Now I’m no artist… but it sure seems to me that folks are simply dumping their entire camera’s worth of photos onto the net without any screening, editing, or discretion. CherryTap is a neat tool but it is perhaps in need of some sort of all-powerful photo over-lord who could strike away all those scores of lousy digital shots with some liberal use of the delete key. I’m not going to single anyone out; rather I’m simply going to make some observations that I hope others will perhaps use to Before posting, ask yourself these questions: 1) Is my subject blurry and/or completely out of focus? 2) Is the person I’m shooting blinking or not looking at the camera when that’s the point of the shot? 3) Is the subject of the image cut off while the background occupies most of the space? 4) Is this a pic that I’d p

The Daughter Of A Soldier
The daughter of a Soldier Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, and, as they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course, I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our service m

Cherry Tap
So, Jaime made me make a profile on here, geez, back in November I think?!? And, I have yet to do anything on it! I am too stuck on myspace and livejournal. PLUS, after she gets me to make a profile on here, she practically never uses hers either. So, we'll see how long mine lasts, I'll give it one good go for it, but if it flops, eh, I have enough blogs already. It was funny to log in the other day for the first time in forever and up across the scrolling bar up top to see a certain someone's profile scroll across, so fuck yeah I checked it out LOL why not?!?! Boredom, curiosity, whatever...so there :P Don't like it? Block me, otherwise, get over it, no reason to be like, OMG, your ex was checking me out!!! *rolling eyes* does it ever end?

How Good Are You In Bed?
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 92% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Slowly
I'm slowly starting to delete everything off my account... I'm leaving ct... its not fun anymore, its actually rather boring and lame lately...Anyone wants to keep in touch, my yahoo is : mystical_gemini_1981 or my msn is mystical_gemini_1981@hotmail.com.. I will be deleting my account monday morning b4 I leave to go out of town with my daughter for her surgery, was good knowing the rest of you, much love, and enjoy life =)

Thursday 5/3/07
It was another crazy morning here again lol, not quite as bad as yesterday, but crazy nonetheless. The cat decided she wanted to go outside again sometime between the time when my brother came in lastnight and the time that my dad left for work this morning. Mom found her in the backyard and she was shaking her feet because she doesn't like getting them wet lol. A little bit of good news is that CrushFM will not have to shut down until July 15th rather than May 15th. Other than that it's been an average day today, just chatting in the lobby and listening to DJCracker and Bratty Lil Kitten dj together tonight. Well, I think I will end this here and go back to the mumms for a bit because I am trying to level up lol. Have a good night everyone.

Un Wanted People Who Visit Your Page
I MIND MY OWN BUSINESS I DON'T TALK TO ANYONE RARELY BUT YET IT SEEMS SOME PEOPLE TEND TO TRY TO FIGURE SOMEONE OUT WELL YOU WONT FIGURE ME OUT DON'T TRY TO IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME YOU DON'T AND YOU WON'T SO DON'T COME BACK TO MY PAGE AN TRY TO START SHIT WITH ME BECAUSE THIS IS ONE CHICK YOU DON'T WANNA COME FACE TO FACE WITH I WILL AND CAN BE THE BIGGEST BITCH AND THE MEANEST PERSON YOU EVER WANNA MEET AND IF THIS PERSON COMES BACK TO MY PAGE ONE MORE YOU WILL BE ADDRESSED AND I WON'T HESITATE TO SPEAK MY MIND TO YOU GOT IT GOOD. NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE STAY OFF MY PAGE.

No Reason For These Things...
There are no reasons for the following things... 1) Men who wear half shirts. Ok I like to see them on a woman, well because their boobs are peekin gout underneath just a bit, and it makes for complete sexiness. But Guys wearing these???? This is just wrong for several reasons I do not need to mention. 2) Guys.... The mid stream flush. What the hell is this all about? I mean I understand the beginning urinal flush, to get rid of whatever was in there before you got there, but the mid stream flsuh? Are you afraid it's gonna splash up and get you? Someone might see you had asparagas for dinner? Or is it that your pee stinks so bad, that you need to flush just so you don't throw up? Weird... 3) Weird Angle Photos. Where did this come from? I hate turning my head to look at someones pics. At least have the decency to turn the photo in such a way I don't have to turn my head. I mean it's not like the tools aren't there. It's the click of a button. But then again, I bet a lot of us

Food Drive
No empty tummies! “Stamp Out Hunger” food drive is coming to a mailbox near you An estimated 35 million people are hungry every day in America, including more than 12 million children. On Saturday, May 12, letter carriers in more than 10,000 cities and towns across America will address this need, collecting non-perishable food items donated by customers. Sponsors for this year’s Letter Carriers Food Drive include USPS, NALC, the Campbell Soup Company, Valpak, America’s Second Harvest, United Way, AFL-CIO Community Services Network and Cox Target Media. The success of the annual “Stamp Out Hunger” food drive is due to its simplicity. Citizens place items next to their mailbox before letter carriers deliver the mail on May 12. The Postal Service does the rest, taking the items to stations, where they are sorted and delivered to area food banks or pantries. Customers of some New York City and Chicago Post Offices will take their food donations to their local participating P

I Went On My First Plane Trip
I survived my first airplane trip!!! Yay me!!! It was AWESOME!! couldn't stop looking out the window. The earth is sooo beautiful and I never really knew just HOW beautiful until yesterday. I can't wait to fly again! I got to see Lake Michigan when we landed at Milwaukee and it was stunning. I am so proud of myself for doing this. Paul handled it really well too. He loves flying now also. I am so very proud of him too! We did it!!!

Internet Porn And Relationships
According to Nielsen Net ratings, 17.5 million users visited Internet pornography sites from their homes in one month. It's a growing trend that has many people worrying about their relationships. So is it normal, or is it cheating?? If you're looking at Internet pornography, you need to determine if you have a problem. Ask yourself these two questions Would you do it with your partner standing right there? Are you turning outside your relationship to meet a need that should be met within the relationship? Your answers to those questions should give you an idea of whether you have a problem. You should also consider how your behavior affects the people around you. You might say that looking at pornography online is harmless, but it could have a negative emotional effect on the people you love. Conversely, you may be hurt because your mate is looking at pornography online. You have good reason to be upset! That sort of behavior is disrespectful to the relationship

Just A Great Song
"Boy's No Good" [Originally by Lifetime] Tune the electric bass to the 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6th string. The boy's no good. Yeah, he's a fuckin' hood. He won't treat you like he should. I heard he's making time with this friend of mine. I heard he's talking trash. I saw that kid last night. He's starting fights. He's got that nervous twitching. He's just not the kid for you. He's all dressed up. He's got nothing to do, but he's got something. He's cool as anything, but he's not good. That boy's a fucking creep. The boy's no good. Yeah, he's a hood. He won't treat you like he should. I said the boy's no good. He's a hood. He won't treat you like I would. I said the boy's no good. Listen to what I say. The boy's no good. He'll fuck you anyway. The boy's no good. I'm gonna have a talk... the boy's no good. The boy's no fuckin' good. by Rise Against

Twisting And Turning
Mixing and matching, Twisting and turning, Hoping and praying, Dreaming and considering, Never knowing yet always knowing, Wanting to, yet not wanting to, Mixing my heart, Matching my soul to yours, Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist, Turning my life over, Hoping that it would end, Praying that it never would stop, Thinking it was over, Wishing that it wasn't, Dreaming of its coming, Considering letting it steal within Never knowing if it's true, Always knowing that it's there. Wanting to live in the light, Not wanting the light to come, The love of another The dreams of someone close, Remembering what you used to feel, Can it come back if you pray so? © Andi 2007

5
At times some say I am quiet and assume I am depressed. Chances are I am reviewing the things I have heard expressed. Though many words are spoken throughout each and every day. It doesn’t mean all that is mentioned, Is really that worthwhile to say. So in view of the filth around us, I am trying to do me share to keep my world refined, By choosing my words with care and that my speech will honor others. And should up build my fellow kin. If it would fail in either, then, Silence would be a better plan.

The Color Of Friendship
The Colors Of Friendship Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The most beautiful. The favorite. Green said Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority. Blue interrupted You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing. Yellow chuckled You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun. Orange started next to blow her trumpet

One Kiss
One Kiss One kiss is all I want To take away my tears And give me a healthy smile One kiss is all I want To give me hope And take on life as it comes One kiss is all I want To know your lips And hold them forever One kiss is all I want To show you I love you And be there for eternity

Saying Good-bye
Saying Good-bye Not everyone is aware of when they’ll die, not everyone is given the chance to say “Good-bye”. Not everyone knows Jesus is waiting to welcome them, not everyone is assured of seeing loved ones again. As we approach the end of our journey beckoned to go home, we’re aware our loved ones aren’t alone. Jesus sends a “Comforter” to see them through, to give them the strength to accomplish all they must do. Each of us was born with a predestined time, I can’t fulfill yours and you can’t fulfill mine. Each of us is assigned our very own destiny, when the time is right we’re called home for eternity. How awesome it is saying good-bye to one who is saved, for we know their end is not the grave. We know that Jesus has prepared a place for them, and when our time comes too we’ll be together again. We know for a fact God has a plan in place, and all who’ve taken part have been saved by grace. Since we’ve sought the truth learning of salvation, repented of our sins and acc

Darleen
our love for each other will never die, will withstand all adversity and will only grow. Any problem is only a test we will pass a lesson we will learn and an experience we will share. The tears we shed run over each other and nurtcur our love. the pain we experience we experience together.the cure of our ills come from each other. the sorrow pain and joy is ours and no one will take it from us...I love her and she loves me and no one will destroy us

Why?
Why is it considered necessary to nail down the lid of a coffin? Why does the sun lighten our hair, but darken our skin? Why can't women put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is a boxing ring square? Why is it called lipstick if you can still move your lips? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is it that rain drops but snow falls? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the third hand on the watch called second hand? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there a special name for the tops of your feet? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? Why can't they make the whole plane out of the same substance that little indestructible black box is? Can fat people go skinny-dipping? Why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor when you can't

Back To Work
Im not laid off anymore today I head back to the factory... more money hopfully no problems...lol money doesnt solve my other issues... but its all good.. I'm content that I am able to work and stand on my own 2 feet and not be someone fake

Giving In
She pulled her coat around her tightly as she walked to the door of the Motel room. The high heels on her feet made a gentle clicking sound as they hit the pavement. The wind picked up and she quickened her step. She wanted out of the cold and into that nice warm motel bed. Once she found the room she struck her knuckles against the door a few times. Half a beat later he opened the door. Without a word, he reached out and took her by the wrist. He pulled her into the room, slamming the door shut behind her. He forced her back against the door and pressed his body into hers. She was surprised by his strength. He was only about half a head taller than her and slightly more stocky. Without a word he covered her lips with his, forcing her mouth open, tasting and exploring her tongue. She allowed him to crush her against the door, her tongue fighting his, her body beginning to melt against him. Without lifting his mouth from hers he slid his hands down her body, feeling her through he

Been A While!
My husband works alot and well it's been a while since I've made a nice meal fer him so tonight I'll be maken taco salad,,, which is very yummy...lol... Hopefully he'll be happy with it,, then after may give him some love-ins,, see if he would love to have some hair pie... HA HA... Yes I'm bad but what can I say?

Depressed
Love... to me it's just a word it really means means nothing to me anymore... if i didn't have my family and the my friend sarah...I really don't know what I would do in this world... They alway's say "never give up on love, that i'm pretty and it will happen when it happens" that bull...All guys now days are just all liers... They claim that girls lie and cheat and yeah some do but they pretty much ask for it because they go for shallow skinny pretty girls that would hurt them in a second it makes me mad that the girls that all they want is to be loved or treated like guys treat the pretty ones get treated like shyt.... that's not cool all this shyt makes me sad nobody is better than anyone everybody makes mistakes, nobody is perfect everybody deserves a chance...some people are just to stupid to see that:((( sucks...And that's why I have decided that i'm given up on love it's just a word to me now it has no meaning to me what's so ever... Never been in love and never will be

Top 5 Reasons To Hate Today...
1) My Head HURTS. 2) The neighbors here have NO regard for others with thier music. 3) The poor baby has been crying and screaming all day cause he's teething already (yes at 3 months, 1 month if you go by how old he was supposed to be). 4) I'm tired and keep zoning out from my pain and tiredness. 5) I miss a certain person SOO much right now... (Someone I'm not supposed to be missing... Not my ex's... Not my wives... Or anyone else that I'm "Supposed" to be missing... Although I miss all those people too... Just not how I miss this ONE guy right now).

Drink
Drink Drink To drink in sorrow To ease the pain of tommorow You feel forever slain Beleive me the drink will not ease the pain No your sorrows will not fade You will kick back no not relaxed But crying in your swelling pain For what is this to gain Your heart will sink You can\'t even think So you drink Your mind wonders else where No where to be found You sit their all alone on the ground Confused and lost but at a simple cost keep on goin and your life will be lost The drink will bring more pain It will drive you insane So you need t realize It\'s not a crutch nor a cane But a deadly thin used to ease the pain By katrina j 10:42 PM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Thursday, September 28, 2006

Hmm...
So, I'm recently single AGAIN! Everything I said in my last blog....I take back! I've re-evaluated my qualifications when it comes to men and it goes as follows: No kids...no baby mama drama! Has to have a great understanding of the American culture and the English language Has goals in life Respects people as well as himself IS honest and for god's sake I'm leave the mother fucker the first time he tells a significant lie!!! As for now....FUCK MEN! hahaha!

Poetry
i still believe those words were a mistake i wish i hadnt said anything but its a little to late because in a world like ours being that vunerable is a flaw i've been jaded by the media that portays unrealistic expectations of love im torn between the reality of lowering my standards and the fairy tale of a knight from above in a world like ours being that confused is a flaw my mind races, my heart pounds and butterflies take flight not knowing if the time is right my hopes stay high, but my expectations are low not knowing the feelings you'll show in a world like ours being that niave is a flaw regreting my show of emotion i hope that you will not be phased by this notion this conspiracy that we have all been fooled by the conspiracy of a kind of love in the media that lies in a world like ours being that stupid is a flaw

Loads Of Big Pimpin Gifts! & The *new* Million Dollar Mansion!
=============================== ALL FOLDERS WITH ENTRIES WILL NOW BE OPEN 24/7..WHEN YOUR DONE WITH YOUR COMMENTS AMOUNT, YOUR GIFT WILL BE BOUGHT DURING A HAPPY HOUR. I'VE NOTICED NOT MANY HAPPY HOURS ARE BEING BOUGHT NOW, SO HENCE WHY THIS RULE CHANGE FOR THIS. YOU MUST REACH THE SET AMOUNT FOR THE GIFT YOU'VE BEEN ENTERED FOR. IF YOU WANT TO ENTER IN ANOTHER GIFT CATAGORY AFTER YOU'VE FINISHED ONE, YOU MAY DO SO BY PRIVATE MESS. ME AND LETTING ME KNOW WHICH ONE. THERE WILL BE NO DOWN RATING, BAD MOUTHING OR ANY KINDA DRAMA OF ANY SORT WHAT SO EVER. YOU DO IT, YOU GET TAKEN OUT. PLAIN AND SIMPLE. !!!!!!!!!!!THIS IS NOT A COMPETION - EVERYONE WHO ENTERS WILL BE GIVIN THEIR GIFTS!!!!!!!!!!! =============================== =============================== =============================== =============================== SºuLz -nWo-@ CherryTAP

What A Difference A Thousand Years Makes
"My God, my God, why has thou forsaken me?" Most of us probably know the first line of Psalm 22, the subject of today's SOCS Bible study, even if we don't know where it first appeared in the Bible. When Jesus was dying on the cross at Calvary, He said this as recorded in the parallel accounts of Matthew 27:46 and Mark 15:34 -- the more familiar usage, I expect. It's easy to wonder why Jesus, who to Christians is the Son of God, actually believed His own Father would turn His back on Him. The simple answer is: He had to. With Jesus on the cross to take the sins (the separation from God all in the past, present, and future had, have, and would have) of the world, God by His very nature couldn't face Jesus dying there because He would be facing the living manifestation of the deliberate, conscious choice to refuse to have nothing to do with Him. To use a crude Star Trek analogy, it would be like bringing together matter and antimatter for God to embrace sin. The sinner, though, is

Just A Poem
CURSED SOUL BROKEN MAN LEFT TO WITHER AWAY IN THE SHALLOW DEPTHS OF MY SORROW INCOMPLETE WITHOUT THE CARESS OF MY BELOVED TORN APART RUINED A SMALL EMPTY SHELL OF THE MAN I WAS BUT MORE OF THE BEAST I HAVE BECOME YOU WOULD NOT LOVE ME FOR MY PERFECTIONS AND HATED ALL THE IMPURITIES I RAINED UPON YOU YET REMAIN WITH ME FOR THE YEARS YOU DID WHILE EVERYDAY YOU RIPPED MY HEART APART WITH LIES UPON LIES YOU FED ME FAITHFULLY DEVOTED DESPERATELY BLIND I AM NOW BUT A BROKEN SOUL WITHIN THIS CURSED MAN ALONE LONELY BEGGING

You All Have Made A Difference In My Life
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in High School by telling them the difference each of them had made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First, she told each of them how they had made a difference to her, and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon, imprinted with gold letters, which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards, the teacher decided to do a class project, to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a Community. She gave each of the students three more blue ribbons, and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom, and report to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby Company, and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a blue ribbon, and pu

Wasted Years (please Comment)
Too much pride, To admit my heartache From my self - inflicted pain, Blindly wave'n a finger, With no one left to blame, This little taste of apathy, Made me who I am today, Chorus It's so hard to keep my head straight, There's so much thats so unclear, I closed my eyes to rest a moment, To awake to wasted years, With all this starting I just wish it would end, The irony of love, Is feeling empty again, they say a good man will always finish last, As the sinner wins again Chorus The clouds roll by on a lazy sunday, Life just passes me by, I feel so down - lord I know Theres no good goodbye, So here I am feeling sorry, Without one tear in my eye, Chorus x2

Monique
Just a little note so everyone knows that I am still alive. I am in the middle of no where, literally. Just mountains and more mountains. We go on missions almost everyday and even spend days outside the wire. We had some IED action here last week but it hit a local national and not us. Pretty sure that it was meant for us but it is hard to tell when there is only one road in or out. We are one of the few PRT's that have nothing on our FOB, no finance, no mail, no AAFES. I thought AAFES goes everywhere we go?! I would send pictures but it never works. Everything here pretty much sucks but once we go out and spend days outside the wire with MRE's, no showers and no toilets, this place feels like heaven. Wish some of you guys could be to hike the mountains with me. It is so much fun, not. If something happens, we are screwed. No real place to get cover and you are definately not running up or down one of these mountains. It does get entertaining:-) Well I gotta go! Hope you all are

What Women Think.....
What do you call a man with half a brain? > Gifted. > What is the thinnest book in the world? > "What Men Know About Women" > How many men does it take to screw in a light > bulb? > One ... men will screw anything. > How does a man take a bubble bath? > He eats beans for dinner. > What's a man's idea of foreplay? > A half hour of begging. > How can you tell if a man is sexually excited? > He's breathing. > What's the difference between men an government > bonds? > Bonds mature. > How do you save a man from drowning? > Take your foot off his head. > What do men and beer bottles have in common? > They are both empty from the neck up. > How can you tell if a man is happy? > Who cares? > How many men does it take to change a roll of > toilet paper? > We don't know .... it's never happened. > How are men and parking spots alike? > The good ones are always taken and the ones le

Our Family
We as a family are so happy now. Are family is fixing the problems example of bad marriages and going into great marriages. Next thing this is someone in this family who deserve to have children and for some stupid reason other person took that change away from her by a car crash. So this firefighter family is a normal working family. As a family, we have come close twice of losing the person we love. One of our own was in a car crash and the same person was in an abuse marriage. So right now one of our family members is get a divorce from her soon to be ex husband. So as we get our family has been strong and there are days that everyone of our family just wants it all to end and then we remember how much Thumpress has fought to keep this family a working family and it dies as quickly as it was thought up. Thumpress is our hero and angel and we hope she will have a happy new life. And we just found out when the new one will be added to a family who he is marry the person we 100% care a

Guess They Have Jerry Springer Candidates In The U.k. Too. .. .
Misdiagnosed Man Seeks Compensation By Associated Press May 8 2007, 8:05 AM EDT LONDON -- A man who said he spent his life savings after being told he had months to live is seeking compensation after doctors conceded they had got the diagnosis wrong. John Brandrick, 62, was told two years ago that he had terminal pancreatic cancer, Britain's Press Association news agency reported. He decided to spend his remaining time in style, quitting his job and spending his savings on hotels, restaurants and holidays. A year later, doctors at the Royal Cornwall Hospital in southwest England revised their diagnosis: Brandrick was suffering from pancreatitis, a non-fatal ailment. "My life has been turned upside down by this," Brandrick said. "I was told I had limited time to live. I got rid of everything -- my car, my clothes, everything." Brandrick said he did not want to take the hospital to court, "but if they have made the wrong decision they should pay me something back."

In There In Me Brains
It was the lazy eye that threw me off. I had no idea I was her intended target until the brick hit my forehead. Ok, so it wasn't a brick. It was a muffin. But that muffin could have put an eye out. You would have screamed like a little girl too. Jerks.

What Do I Have To Do?????
Now this is really startting to go way to far.. I haven't been in my profile up untill Tuesdat May the 8 at 5:10 pm. I came in to check up on all my friends again. Finding out that thay left comments in my profile. And while checking it out I find out that now the last music video I had in my profile is gone now too!!!! WHAT THE HELL DO I HAVE TO SIT IN MY PROFILE AND BABBYSITT IT ALL DAY TO FIND OUT WHO IS DOING THIS AND WHY???? NO I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO!!! I just don't understand why??? I don't have any more to say I think that I might make this the last month to be on Cherrytap. I am not going to put up with this shit any more. I have been really nice about the whole thing. But not any more!! This way if I back out of here then it will not give anyone anything to be messing with my profile.I know that no matter how much I beag and plead that it will not stop.Will I am Done!!!!!!!!!

Your Poetry Sucks.
Your poetry sucks. I'm just telling you what we're all thinking. Nobody else is about to tell you that it sucks. Not with those things all up in our faces. But yeah. It blows. How about you try less sucking?

My Lover
You know this lover You drive through the night, the only sound your tires singing on wet black pavement and the rhythm of your own heart. You watch your small hands griping the steering wheel so tightly your knuckles are white with anticipation. You are amazed, why should you feel this tension? You have done this many times. This is no new experience, you know this lover. This is no single night's lust with a stranger. This is more than your lover you meet this is your love. But then you think. "Can I ever know this man?" "Will I ever understand the complex folds of his erotic mind?" "Learn to ride with command the wheel of his passion?" You think not. He leaves you breathless. Always a step ahead yet never leaving you wanting, drawing you deeper into yourself. There have been times when you felt certain mastery. Felt that at long last you had reached a point of comfortable predictability. Even thought a trifle smugly of the accomplishment. Then in a gle

Good One
Was just listening to music tonight, this one came on and I haven't heard it in a while. I love the line: "Why do ya smile when the rope's around your neck I said I tell ya boy when I get back." Dispatch- Open Up They were looking for me when I came to They were looking for me when I came back Said 'Hey you, you're looking very suspicious' I said, 'Relax man, get off my back' I said, 'Relax man get off my back' I, I, I ain't opposed to seekin justice But you're going about it all wrong The man you're looking for does not exist He's just a figment of the higher man's tongue And they say Open up we're coming inside You can't run so you mine as well hide We got the place covered from head to toe, head to toe Open up we're coming inside What's it feel like to know you're going to die? On the other side of the road On the other side of the road On the other side of the road So they took me down to the gallows And this boy, he said to me Why do ya smile when

New Gifts..
I just saw that they had added new gifts to the many other gifts. They now have nba nhl gifts, but what about us baseball lovers I feel so left out now..lol not really congrads to them for expanding the gifts. They just need to remember that not all people like what others like when it comes to sports.

So? What's The Problem??
Can you imagine in China or Russia, prisoners trying to report abuse and sue the prisons? Ha ha! Our country is SO F*ing screwed up from the P.C. crowd. . . . what a joke! Official: Guards made inmates lick toilets clean POSTED: 10:21 a.m. EDT, May 9, 2007 Story Highlights• Arrest warrants issued for 8 former prison employees in Florida • Some accused of abusing inmates, others of failing to report abuse • Inmates forced to eat off floor, clean toilets with tongues, official says • 13 employees have been fired from prison in Everglades TALLAHASSEE, Florida (AP) -- Prosecutors issued arrest warrants Tuesday for eight former prison employees accused of abusing inmates, including forcing some to clean toilets with their tongues. The eight were among 13 prison employees who had already been fired from the 605-inmate medium and minimum security at the Hendry Correctional Institution in the Everglades. The previous warden and an assistant warden resigned, a

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Jail Paris Hilton Petition
There's an online petition asking for people to stand up for Paris and get her charges dropped, or let her go free, or some bs like that. Read it below, it's HILARIOUS. http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/PH21781/ And it says: To: The Honorable Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger Paris Whitney Hilton is an American celebrity and socialite. She is an heiress to a share of the Hilton Hotel fortune, as well as to the real estate fortune of her father Richard Hilton. She provides hope for young people all over the U.S. and the world. She provides beauty and excitement to (most of) our otherwise mundane lives. Hilton is notable for her leading roles on the FOX reality series The Simple Life and in the remake of the Vincent Price horror classic "House of Wax". In addition to her work as an actress, she has achieved some recognition as a model, celebrity spokesperson, singer, and writer. As most of America now knows, Ms. Hilton was just charged in a Los Angeles court with

I Had Enough
so im told i have nothing to prove myself and ever since i heard those words it has been driving me nuts. honestly though why should i have to prove myself to anyone. if i have to prove anything to anyone it should be to myself. i know what i need to do and i will accomplish it all one day. but for you to sit there and say i need to prove myself is bull. why should anyone have to prove anything to anyone. if you "love" me as you once said then i shouldnt have to prove myself for your "love". you should "love" me for the person i am and not the person you want me to be. i put up with a lot of the things you told me and have done in the past but for you to say i have to prove to you that i am doing something with my life is fked up. for someone who just got back in school and started a decent job has no right to tell me i need to prove something. i take off one semester and stay at my job for years and i am all of a sudden lazy. im sorry i rather stay at home and watch movies inste

Birthday Thanks
thanks everyone for all the cards & comments and for adding me as FAN & FRIEND ..... TY TY TY ...... HUGS CHUCK ...... i cant beleive all the messages i have gotten im overwhelmed .... LOVE YA ALL .....

You've Got To Love The Navy
You've got to love the Navy U.S. Navy Directive 16134 (Inappropriate T-Shirts) The following directive was issued by the commanding officer of all naval installations in the Middle East. (It was obviously directed at the Marines.) To: All Commands Subject: Inappropriate T-Shirts Ref: ComMidEast For Inst 16134//24 K All commanders promulgate upon receipt. The following T-shirts are no longer to be worn on or off base by any military or civilian personnel serving in the Middle East: a. "Eat Pork or Die" [both English and Arabic versions] b. "Shrine Busters" [Various. Show burning minarets or bomb/artillery shells impacting Islamic shrines. Some with unit logos.] c. "Napalm, Sticks Like Crazy" [Both English and Arabic versions] d. "Goat - it isn't just for breakfast any more." [Both English and Arabic versions] e. "The road to Paradise begins with me." [Mostly Arabic versions, but some in English. Some show sniper scope cross-hairs.] f. "Gun

Cute.
i was just going thru my photobucket and i think that my little luvy has met more rockstars than most people. for your review, i give you luvy and some rockers: Maria from in this moment: Candace from walls of jericho: Brock from 36 Crazyfists: Morgan from Kittie:

If You Don't Have Anything Nice To Say... Ever....
My theory on the ones who never say anything to anyone except "Fuck off" or other profound phrases like that is that these are people who are pushed around and picked on in real life and are feeling really tough and brave in the security of their living rooms. We should feel sorry for them because sooner or later, they will have to go back outside and it's really scary out there for them. Don't worry guys, people like me do what we do to protect people like you...

I Cant Believe U People I Offer To Buy A Dang Blast And Still Cant Get Help!!!
what is wrong with everyone normally ya all are fighting tooth and damn nail to get a blast and here i am offering to buy one for a trade of 300 comments and still cant get that and u wonder y it is harder and harder to get people to do a simple contest its cause they cant get help but yet we are all expected to help u when u need it... well im not being nice n e more so BITE ME I WONT HELP U N E MORE IF U CANT HELP ME THANK GOD FOR MY FAMILY AT LEAST I KNOW I CAN COUNT ON THEM.... IF U HAVE A CHANGE OF HEART HERE IS THE PIC COME HELP US PLEASE!!

"a"
Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing. Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. Achluophobia- Fear of darkness. Acousticophobia- Fear of noise. Acrophobia- Fear of heights. Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances. Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness. Agateophobia- Fear of insanity. Agliophobia- Fear of pain. Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place. Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse. Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals. Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street. Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects. Ailurophobia- Fear of cats. Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease. Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens. Algophobia- Fear of pain. Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic. Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions. Altophobia- Fear of heig

Hmm...so Much To Say
yet i have no idea how to articulate my words. my life is going pretty good so far ::knocks on wood:: so i cant really complain. the only downer right now is that my punk ass cousin messed up my computer & somehow managed to hide every single file i had on my computer. music. pictures. powerpoints. documents. all hidden. i managed to find a good chunk of my pictures & with any luck i'll be able to restore all my files. but like most things in life its turning out to be quite a challenge. oh well. im getting kinda upset with this stupid computer. ::takes a deep calming breath:: all better now...well back to work for me..later guys

Geniuses Of The Week!
Panty-Clad Man Tries Robbery with Lighter By Associated Press May 10 2007, 10:58 PM EDT INWOOD, W.Va. -- A thief covered his face with a pair of blue women's underwear and used a pistol-shaped cigarette lighter in a botched robbery of a convenience store, police said. "I couldn't make this stuff up if I tried," State Police Sgt. T.C. Kearns told The Journal in Martinsburg. The cashier at first thought it was a joke and refused to give the man any money, so he ran to a Jeep Cherokee and drove away at about 4 a.m. Wednesday, Kearns said. A few minutes later, police stopped a vehicle matching that description and took two men into custody. Police later charged Steven Clay Stephenson, 34, of Ranson in the convenience story robbery. Kearns said police found a pistol-shaped lighter while searching Stephenson. The underwear was recovered nearby. Stephenson is charged with nighttime burglary, attempted robbery, first-offense driving under the influence, petit larceny and

Best Day Ever
I swear im currently having the best day ive ever had in a very long time. I have 3 interviews with the same company with 3 different branches. Plus im checking out two appartments that im pretty sure i can get into without any problems plus afford internet and the other important utilities. I'm so damn happy right now, i think the only thing that will make me happier is seeing my Girl. MMFWKL4L to all my FAM, WHOOP WHOOP!!!!

Pregnancy, Estrogen And Women
Pregnancy Q &A &more! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word "alimony" means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy. Q: Do I have to have a baby shower? A: Not if you change the baby's diaper very quickly. Q: Our bab

More Than A Mother
MORE THAN A MOTHER When God set the world in place, When He hung the stars up in space, When He made the land and the sea, Then He made you and me. He sat back and saw all that was good, He saw things to be as they should. Just one more blessing He had in store; He created a mother, but whatever for? He knew a mother would have a special place To shine His reflection on her child's face. A mother will walk the extra mile Just to see her children smile. She'll work her fingers to the bone To make a house into a home. A mother is there to teach and guide, A mother will stay right by your side. She'll be there through your pain and strife, She'll stay constant in your life. A mother will lend a helping hand Until you have the strength to stand. She'll pick you up when you are down, When you need a friend she'll stick around. A mother is one who listens well, Will keep her word; will never tell. A mother never pokes or pries But stands quietly b

The Voodoo Penis
A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort with an extremely healthy sex drive, so he thought he'd buy her a little something to keep her occupied while he was gone. He went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation. The old man said, "Well, We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied except---" and he stopped. "Except what?" the man asked. "Nothing, nothing." C'mon, tell me! I need something!" Well, sir, I don't usually mention this, but there is The Voodoo Penis." "So what's up with this Voodoo Penis?" he asked. The old man reached under the counter, and pulled out a very old wooden box, carved with stra