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Another Love Poem
From within She makes me warm Inside me there is empty space But she makes it full. When I see her Light becomes that which was once dark When we’re together there is no despair Our feelings for each other can’t be measured It can’t be touched, it is there but then it’s not It’s a connection formed between me and her Through our actions towards each other It is created, molded, and perfected But then it also can be destroyed. This bond between us It isn’t love but closely linked It’s here now and here to stay.
Little button on a screen Push the button and the person is gone You blocked me once a long time ago I should have realize the first block is the last I would never block you I could not Over and over you hit that button I gave you everything I had Now I can't reach you because of the block How is it that you can love someone more Than anyone else and then block them?
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100 11's will be given to whoever leaves the most comments. I will choose 1 name of 1 person. Don't miss your chance
Banned From Wal-mart...
BANNED FROM WAL-MART... This is why women should not take men shopping against their will. After one man retired, his wife insisted that he accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, like most men, he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, the wife is like most women - she loved to browse. One day, the wife received the following letter from the local Wal-Mart: Dear Mrs. Smith, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Smith are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's
When Will I Find Him?
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10 Radom Things About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) the only thing i have ever feared is falling off a horse, again....i was like 3 the first time and ive never got on another one. 2)lost more friends to murder then years i have been on this earth 3)i have this thing for COCO by channel, if a 178 year old women with 1 eye and green lip hair, with 9 black teeth that shot out at me and hit me in the eye as she said hello, wore have to go buy a razor, some dentures and mouthwash for her.....cause im gunna try and hit that....lmao the one eye thing i think i could look past...see i have some depth in me...pardon the pun 4)sometimes the stuff that
You Give Me Something
You only hold me when I sleep I was meant to tread the water But now I've gotten in too deep For every piece of me that wants you Another piece backs away 'Cos you give me something That makes me scared, alright this could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Cos someday I might know my heart You only waited up for hours Just to spend a little time alone with me Like I say I've never bought you flowers I can't work out what they mean Never thought I'd love someone That was someone else's dream 'Cos you give me something That makes me scared, alright And this could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Cos someday I might call you from my heart But it might be a second too late And the words that i could never say Gunna come out anyway 'Cos you give me something That makes me scared, alright And this could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Mmm.... 'Co
To The Left
For My Friends Family And Homies
Tears Of Blood
Tears fall from the flooded banks of my heart; my eyes overflow. They flow freely like waterfalls with no end. I break with each tear. They flow like blood trickling down a hurting thumb. Stung by a long pointy thorn from a beautiful crimson rose. A tear is like blood from the depths of my heart, my soul. It trickles down and falls unnoticed. No one can really know the depth of my pain, so deep within. I close my eyes, he's there, I open my eyes, a tear falls, and he's there; an ever constant flow of tears, a constant circle of agonizing pain. Once so proud and happy now left bitter and untouched, so cold. Loneliness, like wide open spaces, can devour your life. Destined to disappear, you fall. Feeling alone is the agony of defeat. When left alone, in the dark, you can see no one. Not even your own silhouette. A dark room, swallowed whole with no comfort. Left to die with no one around for miles. No one to hear your tears. No one can hear you scream his na
From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I'm lost And no heaven can help us Ready, willing and able To lose it all For a kiss so fatal And so warm Oh it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment Baby with you And we sense the danger But don't wanna give up 'Cause there's no smile of an angel Without the wrath of god Oh it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment Baby with you My darling with you From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I am lost And we sense the danger But don't wanna give up Oh it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every
The Show
So Dougie and I went to see Soilwork, Darkane, War Bringer, Swallow the Sun, Carry The Day, Luna Mortis in Mokena at the Pearl Room last night. The show kicked so much ass, and that place has some amazing sound. Poor guy had to hold my purse (concealed by my leather jacket ofcourse so I could go upfront. That was so sweet of him I think my neck will hurt for a while from all the headbanging and moshing. Ah, just like the good ole times.
She Amazes Me ...........................
Classc1 amazes me more and more as the days go by..... 1. Her inner and outer beauty is unmatched, as I look through her pictures and re rate them, I see the most beautiful woman I have known 2. Her caring and sweetness never drops off, she is always saying nice things to me 3. She is the best mom and always puts our daughter first, the rest of you Fu Hoes need to take note on this statement 4. She is sexy and knows just how to keep me happy, guys .............. she is the one that will never tell me no and enjoys it more and more each time 5. I am always excited to see her, it is like meeting her for the first time over and over. I love walking through the door and seeing that wonderful, shy, sexy smile that she wears 6. She always looks nice for me, she cares about her looks and what she looks like, all you obese and way overweight chicks that think you are something ............... take note again ........ she has lost over 40 pounds since baby and only has 12 to go to reach
Slap Chop-love My Nuts! ( Lmao)
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Speak To Me Baby
I wanted to show you this the other night but, you were hidden. I ended up playing it to a room full of strangers..........
Different Kind Of Poem (read)
A DIFFERENT CHRISTMAS POEM The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in t he cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps
Pussy Liquor
Rob Zombie - Pussy Liquor Earl had a baby Baby was her name He knew she was crazy Tiny was the same Down behind the shed Slaughtering the hog Slice along the belly Feed it to the dog 1,2,3 who should I kill? Everymother fucker running up the hill 1,2,3 what should I do? Get fucked up and fuck up you Pussy Liquor Make ya sicker Pussy Liquor Do it quicker (spoken x2) Baby: Yeah we liked to get fucked up Goober: Yeah i like to get fucked up too Gaby: Yeah I bet you do Otis was his name White as a ghost totally insane Otis loves the girls Young and clean Drowning in a bucket of gasoline 1,2,3 who should I kill? Everymother fucker running up the hill 1,2,3 what should I do? Get fucked up and fuck up you Pussy Liquor Make ya sicker Pussy Liquor Do it quicker (spoken x2) Baby: Yeah we liked to get fucked up Goober: Yeah i like to get fucked up too Baby: Yeah I bet you do Dont you know something They wont tell Send them to a hell Bur
I Find It Funny..
When someone is talking to too many people online and they accidentally send me a message meant for someone else. That DIP signs are randomly placed throughout my town, yet there are no dips. How guys don't want to be labeled yet they label themselves from the start. That I laugh at myself. When Dr. Evil pets his evil cat. That I can trip going UP the stairs, that takes talent right there. Not So Funny.. When my friends make fun of me, because I wore sunglasses as a hair accessory ONE TIME!! Okay, maybe it is kind of funny.. When you tell me one thing, then tell 50 other people the same thing. Let's be original please. When people put mustard on my hotdog... I DONT LIKE MUSTARD! That I get lost going to the bathroom.. I randomly make faces and I usually get caught. My loves... My Kids, My Dogs, My Cars, Sex & The City, My Friends, My shoes. No particular order right there. I love Sarcasm.. it's probably the biggest turn on ever. Pok
Mental Health
if i have multiple personality disorder, and i threaten to commit suicide...would that be considered a hostage situation?
Jacoby Shaddix Of Papa Roach Interview
Interview with Jacoby Shaddix, lead singer for Northern California's Papa Roach. Jacoby Shaddix is a breath of fresh air...well not in the literal sense but more like that stale smoke filled bar with the loud band, filthy bathrooms, spilling your plastic cup of beer while standing room only kind of way. He's rough, he's raw and I love it! Usually interview subjects are unusually polite and while the occasional curse word will slip, for the most part you can hear that calculated restraint in their voice, perhaps from years of practice on the interview circuit or from assumptions of the interviewer or audience. I appreciate the pleasantries, don't get me wrong but I love the honesty of the brashness. It's fucking rock and roll, after all! I had the pleasure of talking to frontman extraordinaire, Jacoby Shaddix, while on tour with Avenged Sevenfold, Buckcherry and Saving Abel. We covered many topics in that short time not limited to strippers (male), porn (pr
Disturbed - "devour"
Still enough Although I know you're not begging Still as the thoughts running through your mind Still enough Although I know you're not begging Give me a reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you've brought Meaning to my life Had enough Although I see you're not running Still are the thoughts running through your mind Dead to love The path that you are now taking Show me the reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you've brought Meaning to my life Run, to where the smallest ray of light will never find you Run, to where you will not need to shield your eyes Run, away from all the soulless, heartless fiends who hound you Run,
if barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?
I anxiously await the sound of your voice Sitting by the phone, I am ready to surrender You lead, I follow With this I have no choice The seeds you have planted grow tall and true I bloom with confidence for all to see My mind, my body, like a beautiful flower Reaching to you, my sun, my water Your student, your warrior I hope to be My devotion to you is simple and clear Relax, go deeper, I’ll show you, you’ll see For you are my Mster Your words, your wisdom have set me free
Umm............... Confused Much
I needed to put my thoughts out there so I could think this through. I've been seeing this really great guy. We get along very well, have a lot in common and just chillin together is fun. The intimate part is like fireworks, it's just great. However, we want two very different things. I eventually want to find and be in a serious, committed relationship, I haven't totally given up on love I guess. Im not saying thats what I want right this minute, cause it's not. I like just sort of dating someone. Not having them around 24/7 is cool with me. Right now I want my space, not to have to answer to anyone but myself is nice. The way he talks right now he has become very jaded when it comes to love and relationships. He doesnt have it in him anymore to have that serious relationship. The way he talks he wont ever want that again. Which I can understand his feelings on that after knowing what his situations have been. However, he tells me he really likes me alot, more than he expected to.
Darkness Evaporates
As the darkness evaporates, A new day is born, The stars dissapear to be replaced, By the sun shining bright. White clouds appear over head, Rainbows form a big curve, Blue skys spread far & wide, Upon the gentle souls gathered. If we had peace, there'd be no war, Red white & blue, Merge, In chrome letters & pastel shades, Charcoal , Pen & paper. Unleash your self, Let your spirit fly free, With feathers or material, Bring yourself to life. Speak foreign if you so wish, You are yourself, Bright & blue, A happy soul flying free, With the dove's. Whether it rains or pour's, You'll always be warm & safe, As the door creaks open, Let your imagination run wild & free. The fresh air enters, Carrying a smile for you, Delicately resting on blankets, Carrying the weak & the weary!
It Can't Be True
It’s not true, It’s not true You hated me You despised me You hated the air I breathed You hated the way I snored You hated my lying on you You hated me loving you You hated me wanting you You hated me needing you You hated me desiring you You hated me dreaming about you You hated the idea of me and you It can’t be true all those hurtful words Every time I see your eyes I still see the love I still see the desire I still see the want I still see the need I still see the dream I still see you and me Please tell me it isn’t true Those vicious words you threw Hitting me in the heart, the soul It can’t be true me not loving you
Why Must You Judge Me?
Behind The Fumbling
I feel those walls your fumbling behind I feel your body and mine entwined Our love touches deep inside our souls Our bodies weakened and consoled Each with our own pain our own true lies Inside our words we find our own time.
Jon And Laura
It was a cloudy, overcast night a light mist was on the air as the breeze began to blow in a Northern wind across the lake inviting everyone to go inside and stay warm. Jon and Laura were sitting in the living room enjoying the quiet night, listening to soft classic rock and watching the fire pop and crackle as they held hands. Her fingers holding onto him as though this might be the very last moment they will ever spend together, he was gently stroking her fingers with his thumb as though he had no other care in the world as long as she was with him. The slow song that they danced came on as it always does on the mix tape he made for her in 1998, it was worn but since it still played she always put it in when they had time to just sit and be together as their lives were so busy these moments had to be the best they could ever be. He pulled her gently to her feet swinging her about into his warm, caring arms as he has done a thousand times before her face fell into his shoulder
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Jim 2. James 3. Sergeant Weeg Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Airborne Infantryman 2. Hydrology Tech 3. Geologist Three Places I have lived 1. Mainz, Germany 2. Watertown, NY 3. Fayetteville, NC Three TV Shows that I watch 1. Lost 2. Big Bang Theory 3. How its Made Three places I have been 1. Germany 2. Egypt 3. Morocco Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Brother 2. My BRAC contract Manager 3. My Lab Rep Three of my favorite foods 1. Irish 2. Italian 3. Southern Three things I would like to do 1. Live in Ireland 2. visit Iceland 3. visit South Africa Three friends I think will respond 1. Not sure 2. Not sure 3. Not sure Things I
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: sarah 2. A four letter word: shit 3. A boy's name: sam 4. A girl's name: sadie 5. An occupation: sadist (professional of course) 6. A colour: ssssssssssblue i dunno 7. Something you wear: shoes 8. A food: spagetti 9. Something found in the bathroom: sponge 10. A place: south dakota 11. A reason for being late: sick 12. Something you shout: STFU 13. A movie title: sarah 14. Something you drink: soda 15. A musical group: system of a down 16. An animal: snake 17. A street name: seventh 18. A type of car
Foamy-tech Support
"to Every Guy"
To every guy that said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that said, "You're beautiful. To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her.... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no
10 Signs That You’re Dating A Commitment-ready Guy By Caroline Presno
10 Signs That You're Dating a Commitment-Ready Guy By Caroline Presno, Ed.D., P.C.C. Special to Yahoo! Personals Updated: Jul 2, 2008 .. Are you ready for a relationship that is going to lead somewhere without you being led on? It's time to start weeding out the commitment phobics and put your time and effort into men that are looking for the kind of relationship you want -- one that has a future. If you're interested in getting married, ignore these at your own risk. Here's what to look for: 1. His friends are married If you are interested in a guy, check out his friends' left hands to see if they have wedding rings on. Research has show that if his friends are already married, he's more likely to get married. Research has show that if his friends are already married, he's more likely to get married. If all of his friends are still single and in the "party-with-the-boys" phase, that's a bad sign. 2. He's financially secure Studies show that men who own a home
Drift Off To Dream
As I sit here surrounded, By people and lights Along with my drink at the bar Youve been here forever, So clear in my mind I just dont know where you are But I know Ill find you, But girl till I do This is my love song for you Lets hold hands on the porch swing Under the moon While the wind through the willows Plays us a tune We can lie on a blanket, Out back in the yard And wish for our future On a far away star And youll feel the passion, As time after time I press your sweet lips to mine We can dance to the radio, Right up till dawn Till you drift off To dream in my arms You might be hundreds, Or more miles away Or you might be just down the street But therell be a hunger, Deep in your eyes That Ill recognize when we meet It might take hours, Or it might talk years But this is the song you will hear Lets hold hands on the porch swing Under the moon While the wind through the willows Plays us a tune We can lie on a blanket, Out back in the yard
There are four states of consciousness and competence that you may pass through as you learn, as in the model below. Conscious-Competence model Conscious Incompetence Conscious Competence Unconscious incompetence Unconscious Competence Unconscious incompetence As an unconscious incompetent, you do not know what you do not know. You are lack knowledge and skills in the area in question and are unaware of this lack. In this state, where you can exist for a very long time, you are not as competent as one or more of: You think you are You actually could be Other, more competent people In this state, you may be in one of two positions. Ignorance is bliss, as they say, and you may well be happily naive, not realizing that you are not competent. You also may be in a faking state, where you believe you are competent, and either do not realize that you are in this state or are covering up your incompetence (in which state you may be in t
Feeling Good And Wanting More
Yup I feel pretty good right now. I am content. I like a lot of things about my life. But I need more. Isn't it crazy when you know you need something but you cannot put your finger on what it is. You don't want to settle, but you don't know what you want. I'm really passionate about life and very driven. That does not always make the people around me happy. I always get asked why I want more, why I need more, why can't I be satisfied. All this does not mean that I am upset, frustrated, angry, etc. I accept life as it is. Opportunities come up, but not when and how I want them. As far as my profile is concerned, this is kind of an experiment. I am not putting up a picture or personal information. Yeah, I am lazy, but I also want to see how people react only to my thoughts. You don't even get to know my age, gender, background, nothing. It will be interesting to see what kind of responses I get, if I get them. Oh well, guess we'll see what people think, assume
What Happened The First And Second Square Root Days This Century
Five years plus two days ago … Luke 2:22-40 February 2 Tim Peterson in WI/upper MI 10402.02 And it was revealed unto [Simeon] by the Holy Ghost, that he should not see death, before he had seen the Lord’s Christ. Then took [Simeon] [Jesus] up in his arms, and blessed God, and said, Lord, lettest now thy servant depart in peace, according to thy Word: For mine eyes have seen thy salvation, Which thou hast prepared before the face of all people; A light to lighten the Gentiles, and the glory of thy people Israel. 26, 28-32 I will greet this day with a forgiving spirit. I will forgive even those who do not ask for forgiveness. Give honest and sincere appreciation. Today … My oldest nephew Patrick is seventeen. We called him on his cell phone just before he left for school (he’ll graduate next year) and I was thinking as Martha and I were getting ready to leave the house after exercising to “The Biggest Loser” for thirty minutes that I’ve still got
My Younger Brother Vs David Jordan6
Mon, 2/23/09, Matt Kestner: Well, if you would stop putting words in my mouth - we wouldn't have that problem - now, would we David? No answer. (David said: you are extremely boring and uninspired, and [never say anything positive or stand behind anything you say by stating absolutely nothing].) I think it's a contradiction to say I never stand behind anything, then say I state 'absolutely nothing' which is a lie in itself. Mon, 2/23/09, Matt Kestner: What would be the definition of 'inspired' too you, for me too follow it? to agree with you're opinions that you call 'facts' when they clearly aren't? No answers. Mon, 2/23/09, Matt Kestner: I've said positive things (doesn't politeness count?)'re just too ignorant too notice them. No answer. I've done my best to be polite, civil, and generally an over all nice person to debate with - I never asked him to agree with anything I say (that he calls 'negative'). Mon, 2/23/09, Matt Kestner: 'nothingness' (?
Something I Wrote A While Back...dont Like It Dont Keep Reading
For the first time in a LONG time I feel like this country has a decent chance at being successful and proud once again. I don't mean proud to hang a flag in our front yard because our neighbors did it. I mean proud to sit in a room and tell people from other nations that you are from the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. like it love it hate it whatever, truth is for the last 8 years this country has had a man who DESTROYED more forest than the 3 presidents before him set aside. He ran more than one oil company into the ground, he ran the Texas Rangers into the ground and he ran this country into the ground. To all the pissed off rednecks- Who the fuck are you to sit and blast someone for WANTING change. for promoting GROWTH. Please do not mistake my anger for misunderstanding or un-education. I know what you stand for, I know what you believe in and good for you for thinking gay is a choice carrying guns is a necessity . Making abortion illegal and yet sending the 18-25 year old men a
The Expectations Game ( Part 1)
One of the really fun things about being on Fubar is trying to figure out what my friends are really thinking. I love chess although I never have much time to play as it takes about 15 years to play a game if you have a decent opponent. I don't have 15 years to play anything at this point in my life and so try to temper my haste and need to be expeditious with a need to be cautious. This is much like chess where your moves need to be planned well in advance to achieve your ultimate goal. Unlike chess where we play with plastic pieces, here we deal with living breathing humans, each with their own expectations, desires, goals and dreams. Each has their own experience both in the real world and in the not so real world of internet interaction. So when entering into this realm one must have reasonable expectations and know what is acceptable and good in terms of meeting our goal and what is just a waste of time and energy. This is not only difficult but creates a challange that can lea
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What Kind Of Juggalo Are You?
What kind of juggalo are you? (pics)100 percent TRUE JUGGALO!!Regardless of the when, where, and how you became down, You're a real ass juggalo!U rep the hatchet and everything it stands for. You know that it isn't just music, or a phase. It's a way of life and you run with the hatchet for life! Much Clown Love, homie. You're the shit!Other Quizzes
The Sound In My Head!
It was the sound that soothed my soul... It was the sound that made me loose all control... It was the sound that I could let go on and on ...for now it is all but gone... It was the sound that lingered on...for only in my mind did I let it drag on... It was the sound I longed to hold...and yes indeed it's now gone...was it ever even I'll never really know!
My Initials
You Are Sincere and Sensible When You Are Comfortable: You are a practical, efficient worker. You know how to go after what you want, and you're not afraid to work hard. People see you as a loyal, genuine person. You are down to earth, and upfront about who you are. When You Are At Your Best: You are bold and dramatic. You have confidence in yourself, and that's enough to get you through anything. People see you as capable and goal oriented. You have your eye on the prize, and others admire that about you. When You Are in a Social Setting: You are a glamorous, social person. You love being the center of attention and an object of adoration. People see you as charming and charismatic. You are naturally dazzling. You are ambitious, and find it easy to get ahead in life. What Do Your Initials Say About You?
Me 4 Auction In God's & Goddess's
Heart could be YOUR FuPet! Bid on her now so she can spoil YOU Questions...drop a note to Heart Heart of DirtySouthCrew!@ fubar Videos for your ProfileMusic Videos & Song Lyrics - boom, shake, drop
Lighting Storm
Thunder makes our hearts skip Rain falls on the world as we know Lighting lights the skies Breathing heavy Our bodies close Lips so close but so far Lighting strikes again Rain falls harder Thunder fills our souls Souls connected Hearts beating as one Lips sealed together
First Blog Ever On This Site For Me
hey everyone here it is my first blog come rate me fan me add me buy me a drink i can repay all help a guy level up and make a name for himself in here the best site ever FUBAR.COM n come check out my gurls djing skills at wicked desires
Wats Wit Yo Hatas
can yo jst lov peeps wat yo got to hate why yo in ma face when yo hate yo not happy until yo hate does yore mama hate yo so yo hatz ere1 if its beautiful wen yo hate it if yo hatz stay out of ma face
OK folks.... first up.... Ali is on her way to L22. about 400k left. she has 1300 pix ripe for the rating. if u can help her out... visit her here. ♥BayBay Lette♥ Owner of Suga Drips@ fubar ================================================= Second up... yesterday was my b-day and it was a good one. Special thanks to all the nice people at Suga Drips, esp. Ali, Suga, Pretty, and Lotus for remembering. ================================================= Third up... have a good one everybody!
On Mind (part 4 - The Nature Of Reality)
Later in the day, tired of the lifeless view I was running into in #philosophy, I decided to join #christiandebate - at least here people are not scared to speak of esoteric matters... but they were here too - materialists! Who in time thought I was defending Christianity, when prior to this chat, I made quite clear I was not a christian. This is just where I began to express my thoughts and when the day started to get most intense! I believe that the whole of Creation is the act of God meditating on the only thing he has available - Himself but that's just me * Aeloi shrugs Aeloi, I think there is much truth in that answer. And I love Aristotle. any particular *reason* you believe that Aeloi bnyfoofoo no, not specifically\ thousands and it took years of research to come to that conclusion where would I start? But I would ask, is that the only way God could have created the Universe? And could it have been different? * Aeschylus thinks that Aeloi's reason, abo
Very Upset
So I went to class today for those of you who read and voted/commented my mum. You know I didn't want to but I went. I found out that I am DNA speaking not a Native American. If you were to look at my dna you would see I am European from my mothers side. Its mitochondrial dna. You only get that kind of dna from your mother. And my mommy is white. So in 1000 years if scientists dig up my body I will be classified as European. I died a little.
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Teaching Old Dog New Tricks...
So, I am one of those people that have gotten by without having graduated high school or taken the GED test. Two of my kids decided to drop out of school last year, and they both have taken and passed the test. I was thinking I would go ahead and just get the damned thing. Even though I haven't needed it to get and keep jobs. I started taking the practice test, no problems. I passed everything with flying colors, until I reached the math portion. What is this crap? I feel like they are asking me questions in a different language! I haven't the first clue how to find the answers. Should I even bother taking the test? I believe that if I pass all the other portions of the test and bomb the math portion, I should still pass it with an overall average score. I just feel really stupid right now. Does anyone even use this crap in their day to day lives? I know I don't. That's my rant for the day... carry on....
Potpourri Folks
I say that I took Sarah and Jeffrey to McDonald’s for breakfast to see their mom who was working at the drive-thru window today, but I really wanted to get out of making them something, right? Sarah was rushing down the stairs just before Martha and her sister Mary left for work, and it occurred to me that Jeffrey hadn’t seen his mom since yesterday – he was already in bed by the time the two of them got home with dinner last night. They already know they need to bundle up – get them in long-sleeved hooded sweaters, jackets, and gloves – and they’ll still complain about it being too hot! Among the three of us we shared a big deluxe breakfast, and I hated that they couldn’t go in the play place there, but I didn’t want to be late for work! It turns out I got seen with the kids by John, whom I see at work and we got to talking about them, a popular subject! To catch up on what’s been happening with me the last few days, I’ll start with Saturday night after I got home. Sarah and J
For those of you that watch American Idol, Vote for Matty G.!!! He went to H.S. With me and hes awesome and totally deserves to win.
Chris Hansen
SO, aspuppet hits punkins shoutbox. I decide to set phasers to stun, and engaged him on yahoo. Go show him love, and let him know his kinds "appreciated" on here berwickdogs04 is using a different version of berwickdogs04: whos this Goat Cee: just a random who seen your status contain your yahoo id berwickdogs04: who? r u from fubar berwickdogs04: r u single? Goat Cee: Yes, im single, thats if you dont count my pygy goat, and my dad berwickdogs04: lol berwickdogs04: u got a camra fone? Goat Cee: no, no camera dads afraid ill send his military friends bestiality pictures berwickdogs04: lol how old r u and were u from Goat Cee: shhh...but im almost 17, i hope thats not bad? berwickdogs04: were u from Goat Cee: righ Near Milton, PA berwickdogs04: kewl berwickdogs04: how u get my sn Goat Cee: Friend of mine on FU seen the status, knew how kinky i was able to get , and thought id like to add ya berwickdogs04: i live in bloomsb
Nothing Important
yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away now it appears there here to stay so here i was sitting in my chair wondering what happend wondering why i didnt care my younger self would be shitty to say the least about this change in my self apperence and well demenor i think i have alot of work to do before i can say im happy i have happy days and i mistake them for being acctually happy but then tomarrow comes and well it sucks again ill work on that
Thought For 3/13
ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders. - Jewish Proverb
It's Okay
it's okay to cry as long notices these tears as i rip my heart out in the darkness. as long as noone notices the darkness inside my heart the gripping pain in my chest. it is okay to cry as long as noone notices my bleeding soul missing with my tears painting the world a diluted crimson it's okay to cry as long as u can't see my pain escape from the emptiness i buried so long ago as i ran from it all i know know i am not strong nor am i brave which is why it is okay i wake up wishing i would fade away close my eyes and wish it would end as i stare at the ceiling something in me snaps telling me to grip the knife once more and write my story it is okay to drench the world in my blood as long as it never fades away whispering the truth we once hid blood and tear drops fall to the world covering the world like flower petals crimson symphony screami
The Difference In Recession And A Depression Is
the difference in recession and a depression is in a recession you're the one out of a job and in a depression is da one i'm out of a job
Cries Of The Heart
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul, It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole. I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day, What is to come, to my dismay. As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions, more and more comes, more and more depression. I assure myself everything is ok! But who am I fooling? Then I burst into a spirit of rage. I have questions, and there are answers. But I'm afraid and much too weak, When I try to explain, I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek. But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right, But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight. I feel intimidated sometimes by others, But as I said "This is how I feel" The pain in me is very real. I lose control, my thought go wild, and here I am only a child. If only you knew what I thought, If only you knew what I fought. I need my thoughts held captive. Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal and you'll help
It's Done
Tonight, me and my husband had a BIG fight. To think, it was over giving my mom money. He told me that he is done with it. By that, he means it's over. Yes I said it. Me and my husband are getting a divorce. He and I were doing great until tonight. I'm in a state of shock right now. It's hard for me to realize that my marriage is over. I didn't want this for my daughter. I thought marriage was supposed to mean forever. Boy was I wrong. Anyway, I've goota run. I've got a massive headache. I''l keep you fubarians apprised of what happens. To all my friends, please keep me in your thoughts and prayers as i go through this trial in life. I love you all! Rayne
The Winds Of The Ever Consant Time;
with time,as you get older you realize how important it is to get through one ordeal so as to deal with another that has odds that stick out like sharpened spikes.i am now not only what you desire,not only what you will love,but mostly what you deserve.sexiness is an added bonus,like a divine being with shinning light coming from my golden pumped out chest,I AM NOW A KING,breathe into me..................
The Way
Play with friends, cherish those that are close to your heart, live forever!
How To Survive A Shark Attack!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1.Don’t swim in the ocean. Ninety-nine percent of all shark attacks take place in exceptionally large bodies of water also known as oceans. The way to determine if you are currently in an ocean is to taste the water, which should be salty. 2.Listen out for the music. In the event that you are foolish enough to swim in an ocean, listen carefully for the music, as demonstrated in the marvelous documentary film Jaws. All shark attacks are preceded by the "daah-da, daah-da" chords, which will gradually become more rapid as the shark gets closer. This is due to the Doppler Effect. 3.Swim with fat people. Try to surround yourself with more appetizing companions. If you know them well, you might even try to switch their suntan lotion with A-1 Steak Sauce. This will definitely improve your odds. 4.Don’t go into the water without a knife. This is not to defend yourself but to stab the perso
Gemini Compatability
Compatibility Information for Gemini This information was kindly provided by the folks of AstroMate. The only online match-making service that uses astrology to find your match made in heaven. GEMINI MALE When it comes to love you are always on the move, you can't stand schedules or routine in any aspect of your life. You refuse to conform to a clock. You are likely to try to fit as much into your life at one time as possible. You are intelligent, love to communicate and you are extremely versatile and knowledgeable. You are a smooth convincing talker and can usually capture any female that interests you through communication alone. Your youthful nature is extremely appealing to most women. Your fun loving approach to life, your passion for parties and entertainment and your constant search to experience something new and different contribute to your charm. You have a great curiosity about women and will pursue someone that interests you while a challenge exists. Your st
Scorpio Compatibility
Compatibility Information for Scorpio This information was kindly provided by the folks of AstroMate. The only online match-making service that uses astrology to find your match made in heaven. SCORPIO MALE When it comes to lovemaking you are capable of attaining the highest level of passion. You are persuasive and will not admit defeat once you have your mind fixed on a particular female. You prefer to control your mates' emotions. Like everything else, you always give one hundred percent and of course you expect the same in return. To you sex is a competitive game, and revenge and jealousy are two of your characteristics that will surface if you aren't winning. SCORPIO FEMALE You have no trouble attracting men. You dress for your mate and will use your seductive, hypnotic eyes to dazzle and captivate your chosen partner. You are the type of woman that has a tremendous animalistic energy that can lure and tantalize but you also have a temper that can be explosive.
My Ex Is On Crack.
DELETING ACCOUNT IN 5 DAYS. THIS IS FROM MY EX WHO HAS BEEN TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME MY HUSBAND AND OUR SON. you better clean up that story you know all of that shit is a lie.I have hundreds of witnesses that will give the real story,you clam you have a life well fucken live your own shit and leave mine the fuck alone do you want a whole shit load of legal problems. ya better stop leave my life the fuck alone and keep your nose up titties mans ass and keep that thing outta here too,also you leave shit out like you provoking me and all that other shit your are not the angel you clame too be!!! you selpt with a homeless guy and worst of all a FUCKING SEX OFFENDER,a guy that messed with a 14 year old girl come on now that is really wrong i would have shot him anyways i am done with your shit and you better stop yours if the law won't do anything about it i will take matters in to my own hands GOT THAT take it how ever the fuck you want LEAVE ME AND MY WIFE AND FRIENDS ALONE!!!! my f
im really bored all the time and i hate it
For Whom"lol..
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Guys Rules For Picking Admirers
Rules for picking who to admire from a guy's point of view. First off this is strictly satirical so please don't take offense ladies. 1 - Any pic that doesn't have you in it = auto skip. Probably goes without saying but this is Fubar... 2 - If there are 2 or more people in your pic chances are we'll skip it unless they are both hot. 3 - If you are kissing another guy in your pic that is almost always a skip because we don't know if it's a brother or not. 4 - If you are kissing another girl on the other hand, that's almost always an admire. 5 - If you are surrounded by kids it's most likely a skip because we don't know whether you're a teacher or have extra baggage. 6 - The amount of clothing you are wearing is directly proportionate to the likely hood of us admiring you. Even a not so hot female can look hot wearing barely any clothing. 7 - If your pic is taken from any viewpoint that your face cannot be clearly seen (far zoom, blurry, from the back, sky view, e
You Need To Grow Up
They Can Happen
**********UPDATE********** Natasha Richardson passed away today...Please keep her husband, sons and family in your thoughts...RIP beautiful lady! I just read a story that brought tears to my eyes and made me realize that miracles can just have to believe and have some faith... A man in his 40's who has been paralyzed for over 20 years can now walk using a walker leg braces...he was paralyzed in a motorcycle accident over 20 years ago and has been unable to use his legs since...but recently he was bitten by a brown recluse spider and hospitalized for 5 days...they had to test his leg nerves to see if the spider bite had caused more damage and were shocked to discover he had sensation...he spent 5 more months in a rehab hospital and learned to walk using leg braces and a walker...Its a true miracle for him and his family!!! I'm not a religious person and I am not going to ask you to pray for someone...but there is a little 10 yr old girl right here where I live t
How Old Is Grandpa
How old is Grandpa??? Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandfather replied, 'Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: ' television ' penicillin ' polio shots ' frozen foods ' Xerox ' contact lenses ' Frisbees and ' the pill There were no: 'credit cards ' laser beams or ' ball-point pens Man had not invented: 'panty hose ' air conditioners ' dishwashers ' clothes dryers ' and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and ' man hadn't yet walked on the moon Your Grandmother and I got married first, . . . and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, 'Sir'. And after I turned 25
I'm In A Bad Mood But..'s not a good reason to take out my frustrations on the world right? I mean, if you were in a bad stretch of your life and every step you took only led to another dead end..wouldn't you be beside yourself too? I'm not the type that takes things laying down and I've always been a fighter and scrapper but lately, I've just not been myself. It seems like I'm so tightly strung that things I normally shrug off are busting my balls. I fight my own inner demons so hard and furiously sometimes that I lose sight of who is on my side. I guess today was one of those days I should have found a cave to hide in but I didn't and I made someone close to me feel bad. So, here is a song for her (she knows who she is) but is it enough to just say you're sorry? Dori sweety, you know I love you!
Fubar Fave Dj Contest!
With my years in the computer industry I have identified the one most single annoying thing I will ever encounter. Programs that take the focus away from your current window. Let's explain focus. Focus is when you have a window selected and are working in it, for example, I have Firefox open and am using it to type in this message box. However, I have other programs running, and at times they have events happen. Normally this just means a flashing little box, but sometimes they decide that they need window focus, so they take the focus from the window you are working in, and transfer it to themselves. However, this is usually a buggy process and doesn't work, the windows stay in the background or minimized. Nice developers don't even try to do it. When this happens though, you stop typing in said window. Now, there are a few people in the world who actually type without looking at what they are typing. I typically have at least three or four other processes going on when I am typing
She Apologized...
She apologized for hours in my mind Still I felt left behind Holding the t-shirt she gave me for consolation I guess It’s wet from my tears and held by death grip Droplets of tears hit the ground on the sunny fall day Those words lingering in my ears She kept saying “I’m sorry” She kept saying “It’s not your fault” But, it was my fault I am the manic minded reason for her departure I am the reason she hated me while loving me I am the reason she kept coming back around to make sure I was alive And still I can hear the apologies for hours in my mind How she didn’t want to hurt me How she loved me so much How she wished things were different How she wished I was different The reasons that drew her to me The same ones that drove her away So, she apologizes for hours in my mind.
Faktor 2- Marihuana
About The Opposite Sex...
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My 45th Trip Around The Sun
I kept very quiet this week. My 45th trip around the sun Most of the men in my family dont live past their 45th trip around the sun. This is a time of many thoughts. I kept to myself wondering what I should do Then I thought I have not regretted anything that I have done up to this point in my life and if I would go today I would go happy. So I am not going to change a thing. This is the winter of my life and now I can be at peace in knowing the other 3 seasons were great.
More On My Mom
its about 10 pm ,my dad is sleeping on the couch next to my moms bed in the living room.i go outside to smoke.when i do i walk by my moms bed,she is sleeping at this time but as i walk by i stop and see if she is still breathing.such a little thing we all take for granted ,but i stop and watch to see if the blanket is moving up and down with her inhale and exhale.i dont sleep well at nite any more, so every time i come out of my bedroom i check on my mom.when she first got back from the hospital the hospis said she would not last 10 days,well they where wrong.its 10 days today.she is doing as well as can be for some-one that is die-ing. she is eating soft foods and drinking water so each day she eats and drinks means two more days of living.i cant cry in front of my mom because it mite bring her down or make her give i find myself going outside alot falling apart then sucking it up putting myself back together going back in the house and giving my mom a smile,thankful that she is
*purpose Of Life*
WHAT I THINK THE MEANING OF LIFE IS Be happy with who you are and what you do, and you can do anything you want. Have fun. Take risks and be daring sometimes, but don't get out of control with it. Don't be serious all the time and do something exciting just because it sounds wild. Do what you think is right. Don't let people make the decision of right or wrong for you, or you could find yourself in a lot of trouble. Be different. Do things differently than everyone else if you want. Wear what you want, talk how you want, and listen to the music you like- not what everyone else likes. Be weird and don't care about what people say because they shouldn't judge you on how you look. Show people that if you do something differently than the people around you, you can still be a good person. Don't be perfect. You have to make mistakes or you'll never learn from the mistakes you could've made. If you live perfectly you'll get bored. If you're always bored and always do
A Begining~
I stepped out from the kitchen to the front room, carrying two glasses of wine. “I think you will really like this wine.” I said to Jill, sitting on the couch beside her. After 6 months of dating, I was still mesmerized by her beauty, her spirit, her heart and her soul. She could light up the room with her smile, make me stop and listen to her point of view, make me laugh and be happy that I was alive. She complimented me, she was soft when I was strong. The thing that never seemed to quit amazing me was how she seemed to make all time disappear when I was with her. The candles were burning and I just happened to have Luther Vandross playing on the stereo. I took a sip of my wine and looked into her deep brown eyes. There were times I still couldn’t believe that I had such a wonderful woman in my life, one who cared for me as much as I cared for her. Jill took a drink of her wine and sat closer to me. “I want you to know that the time we have spent together has been wonderful Dou
Wind Shear Eyed In Deadly Crash Of Fedex Cargo Jet
View of the burnt out FedEx cargo plane after it crash-landed at Tokyo's Narita International Airport. Both pilots were killed when the cargo plane -- en route from China -- crashed in high winds and exploded in a ball of flames Japanese firefighters inspect the wreckage of the burnt-out FedEx cargo plane after it crash landed at Tokyo's Narita International Airport. Both pilots were killed when the cargo plane -- en route from China -- crashed in high winds and exploded in a ball of flames.Japanese police and firefighters inspect the FedEx cargo plane after it crash landed at Tokyo's Narita International Airport. Both pilots were killed when the cargo plane -- en route from China -- crashed in high winds and exploded in a ball of flames.White smoke rises from a FedEx cargo plane that crash landed on the tarmac of the Narita International Airport in Narita, suburban Tokyo Firefighters inspect a bunt-out FedEx cargo plane after it crash landed on the runway of Narita International Airpo
A lusting desire A fatal Kiss An addictive look with a loving twist An exciting Beat A racing heart An imaginable world that could only be a thought a desired touch The passionate nights A never ending love that dances throw their hearts
I cry for reasons I no longer understand While laying in my bed With so much running throw my head. Questions just no longer have answers I'm lost in this life I can no longer understand Where do you go When nothing seems right anymore It's just a lost tear With lost emotions That seem to hold meaning.
The Morning
Heat is in your eyes Lightning in your touch Unadulterated passion released And I've never felt so much Hands are on my body Your lips are on my skin Making sure there's no resistance When you're ready to come in And deep with my body Something stirs in my heart Warning me to be careful That you don't tear me apart But regardless of this warning I drag your pants away Caught up in the moment Believing everything you say I let your mouth trail kisses Making new paths to trace Relishing the morning When I wake up to your face
Something For Those Who Feel Themselves Lost
Remember and try to remind yourself... Hope is found where we expect it the least. Love is in the air and thus is invisible but it is in fact there. Take the time to stop and breathe it in. And courage is a thing that most often comes to the weakest when they need it the most. - Steve Santini
No Shit Trust Someone What Is That?
i would tar and feather myself the day i find anyone on this site who is not a LIAR.. SELF ABSORBED ..HIDDEN AGENDAS know what i will not even rant about this fuck it its not worth it you can all fuck yourselves which is surely what one does who just cant quite get enough of themselves.... I can't stand the sight of you. I can't stand what you put me through. Your life's a lie, that will you hide. Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand all the thought of you. I can't stand all the things you do. Why do you try, to justify? You are just too scared to be you inside. Let it all go. (x4) Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x2) I can't stand what you put me through. I can't stand even the thought of you. Your secret lies, that you hide. Is it that terrible being you inside? Let it all go. (x4) Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x4) You try so hard to be wanted. False emotions tells you
Movin Around
Although my home is in Tampa, Fl, I spent June 08 in Tulsa, Ok, mid Sept. 08 thru dec. 08 in Springfield Ma, January 09 in Flint, Mi and most of February 09 in Indianapolis, In. i worked in very low to moderate income neighborhoods in each city except for Flint. I was to do the same there but a major idiotic snafu by the organization I worked for left me in limbo there for a month until I was sent to Indianapolis. I lived in a motel in Tulsa, apartments everywhere else. It was a basement apartment in Flint which was actually about the neatest apartment I have ever lived. Got in the bathtub during the night in Tulsa once during a tornado warning. And saw my first snowfall in about seven years in Springfield. What's kinda funny is that although the people may sound different in each place by accents, all are much the same. Welcomed into homes everywhere although moreso in Tulsa. The townspeople were very friendly in each place. People are people if you just give them a chance.
Your Kiss,touch And Your Look
I am not sure where it has gone. Or even if I will find it again, I guess only time will tell. But I am not so sure I have that patience to wait for it. I have had many kisses and felt the warmth of a touch. I have even been gazed up. And some how, they don’t add up. They aren’t those that I desire. our kiss, The one that makes the world stop. The one that fades out all others in an instant. That kiss that happens when our lips meet and the warmth of your breath makes my lips quiver. The kiss that places my face within your hands as my heart pounds, my knees weaken and you have to move your arms around my body to hold me there. OUR kiss.. I miss your touch, The one that is felt at the small of my back as you lead me. The one that tells me that I don’t want to be any where else but right there with you. That touch that rushes throughout me. The touch that embraces my bare skin in its own possessiveness. That touch that sends ripples of climatic shivers across my body. YOUR touch
So i asked a very pretty and sweet woman this morning what the female equivalent was to a guys morning wood. She said it was the wet spot. But the more i think about it, the less it sounds right. The wet spot is more of a finished happening rather than the beginning or middle of the happening that morning wood is. Anyone have a helpful suggestion to the equivalent?
''husband Super Store''
Recently a "Husband Super Store" opened where women could go to choose a husband from among many men. It was laid out in five floors. The only rule was, once you opened the door to any floor, you HAD to choose a man from that floor; if you went up a floor, you couldn't go back down except to leave the place, never to return. A couple of girlfriends went to the shopping center to find some husbands... FIRST FLOOR The door had a sign saying, "These men have jobs and love kids." The women read…
For You
Her door opens, the sun shines, on a face so pure, a soul divine, I want her with every passing thought, my hearts been trapped oh shit I'm caught, I will not go down again, I'll fight on to round ten, maybe my heart don't hear my brain, maybe my heart forgot the pain, so here I am in 2009 so close to perfection that can never be mine, wasted alot on what I thought was true, now my angel I have nothing left to give you.
Brazil's Prez
"Brazil's President Luiz Inácio Lula da Silva on Thursday blamed the global economic crisis on "white people with blue eyes" and said it was wrong that black and indigenous people should pay for white people's mistakes...."
Things I am thankful for...... 1. Ariana. She is the number one thing in my life. I wake up every day because I know she needs me. She gives my life meaning. She is the piece that was missing and now that I have her I feel complete. I cannot imagine anyone ever taking her from me. She is my world. 2. Love. Even through the broken hearts and tears I have cried I am still thankful for love. The ability to give it and to open up my heart to let it in. 3. My Mom. She is such a wonderful mother. She helps when she can and she is always there for me. She never judges what I do and supports me when I need it. 4. My job. I LOVE that I make a difference in people's lives. I find it so amazing the things you can learn from the elderly if you just stop and listen. Besides there are so many people out of work right now I am thankful that I have a steady income. 5. Having a place to live. There are so many people on the streets I feel so grateful that I have a roof over my head.
Of Love - Kahil Gibran
They said to him "Speak to us of Love." He looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said: When love beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his feathers may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so he is for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart. But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure, Then it is better for you to cover yourself and pass out of love's door, Into the seasonle
What To Do?
I was asked today a simple question that even I can't answer. What happens when you give your heart to someone then it seems everything about this person starts to go sour? Do you give up or keep wishing it gets better? As I sit and watch her struggle with her own love life I start thinking about what she said about him when they first got together. All this hit her at once all he wanted was sex, he started to borrow money off of her when he had a better job then her, and he expected her to drop everything she was doing to answer an e-mail or text. I wish I could help her but, I'm struggling in different ways. I have to live with the thought that I'm 18 years old and still living with my mother because I'm constantly worried about her and my younger siblings. I still have college to look at and plenty of other responsibilities of my own. I sit back and wonder how to reply to the question and a phrase came through my head. It was something I was told when I was younger. "There is always
Just A Lil Update For Ere 1
ma girl is provin to be a fighter even though she wont let me watch her therapy she is making steps to walk heavy on drugs she still fights it though rumor is she may be home hope in a month or two much dependin on process when she gets home i am her own private CNA jst try n' stop me
Idk Doesnt Tat Jst Seem Wrong ?
isnt it a bit much for the government to be getting involved with the management of corporations who is it to ask a ceo to step down wats next appoint an political puppet into managing businesses
By Lt. Col. John Valledor On any given day, thousands of Soldiers are manning static gun positions all over Iraq as part of cohesive, forward-based force protection measures.Radical Shiite militants taught our nation a painful lesson in 1983 with the high-profile suicide truck bombing of the U.S. Marine barracks at the Beirut, Lebanon, International Airport. Fast-forward to 2007 in Iraq, and the threat of suicide truck bombings is all too real and pervasive.Very few Soldiers burdened with the task of securing their bases will ever face the reality of having to make on-the-spot life saving decisions of applying deadly force in a suicide attack scenario. For Spc. Brandon Rork, a 24-year-old mortarman from Norwood, Ohio, that life-altering moment occurred one hot Sunday afternoon in a small village on the banks of the Euphrates River. June 10, 2007 started out like any typical day in the Iraqi farmstead of Sadr Al-Yusufiyah. Rork began his shift on the machine gun position located
Tabula Rasa
Tabula rasa... A blank slate. Void of everything... including emotion . This signifies a new beginning or a bitter end. From this point I can make my life what I want it to be. What has happened does not have to determine what will happen if I start every day with a blank slate.
Go Fuck Yourself Released 2009
Going Out ! !
 Headed to Padonia Station 2nite. . . ANY FU's that are in the B-more area . . come by the bar and party! Bring acamera and a great attitude! I'm gonna burn the dance floor up and enjoy my nite off! Spread the word!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I`m Sorry
I`m Sorry for having feelings for you even though these feelings are new I`m sorry for caring for you as a friend and in time my heart will mend I`m sorry for thinking that you would be mine but I guess everything turned out fine I`m sorry for pushing things way to far I wiah i could bottle these feelings up in a jar I`m sorry for dreaming of you but my dreams felt so real and so true The one big thing that I`m really sorry for is the fact that I fell in love with you Now that I said I`m sorry for everything I have done The last thing I have to say is YOU WON
Oh, I Forgot To Mention.
My hair has been falling out a bit more lately so I thought it would be best to get it cut a little shorter than what it was, now my husband says I look like a guy however if I was to lose it all at the time in which it was longer I think that would have bothered me more, although now I'm thinking seeing it's shorter it maybe a little less painfull on me to see it go, well anyways I know I've been talking alot about my problems however they say it's good to vent an talk about it to peoples ya know family, friends, nurses an such so ya know I've been trying to do just that....   I love ya'll, forever & always!
Fubar Vs Real Life
People, people, people, some of you really need to learn to separate Fubar from Real Life. You are taking these Fubar husband/wife/bf/gf shit way to fucking serious.  Do you really think that just because you are someones fu-bitch that it means anything in real life? If you have met someone here and have developed something outside of Fubar then I am happy for you.  This blog is going out to those that can't relate outside in the real world.  There are people here that are taking it too serious...there are over 2,800,000 people here...if you are "fu-engaged" one minute and dumped the next...move on.  Stop telling your Fu-spouse who they can talk to, who can own them, and who can be in your family.  Chances are you will never meet them in the real world anyway, and even if there was a chance for a meeting, if you act like a jeolous piece of shit they probably don't want to meet you now.  The best piece of advise...take all of this with a light heart or log off and throw your computer in
Out Of Egypt I Am Back To The Beginning
“And the LORD spake unto Moses and Aaron in the land of Egypt, saying, This month shall be unto you the beginning of months: it shall be the first month of the year to you.”  The twelfth chapter of the book of Exodus opens with what will become an annual celebration, one that’s so important to the future of the children of Israel and the one that distinguishes Israel’s birth as a nation (in the sense of a common heritage if not a geographic entity) that the LORD Himself ordains their calendar year to be reset so this is at the beginning.  The timing of the feast as well as its component foods are specifically described in the first half of this chapter along with the event that the passover (so called in lower case here because it symbolizes the miracle by which the children of Israel leave – and actually are driven out of – Egypt) commemorates.   The specifics of the tenth and final plague upon Egypt were inferred in chapter eleven as well as the
Grrr why is it that whenever you want to talk to someone or do something or whatever with a person and they just don't do shit back? Like they ignore you....make up excuses why they can't talk or this or that....Why not just tell me you don't want to talk to me or whatever? Also.. It really bugs the hell out of me and upsets me that they do there whole stupid thing and just ignore if that thing was more important and anything else.... Maybe they just really don't care anymore and I need to give up.....again
Fire Storm
The flame flickered outUntil you came along and breathed life back into the fire.It welcomes you, drawing you near with its warmth,The flames dancing before you.When you’re close enough to touch,It drives you away, searing your fleshThe pain burns itself into your memory.My passion escalates into a raging inferno.It becomes a living entity.Growing, consuming, destroying all that lies in its path.There is no stopping it, it must run its course.The fire dies out, giving way to glowing embers,No longer something to fear.A small flame flickers once againAnd is snuffed out with a single breath.Warm cinders remain,The only reminder of the destruction that occurred.Something stirs in the dust as my vulnerability surfaces.Rising like a Phoenix from the ashes.Free at last.
The Rising Sun
The rising sunage oldyet new and inspiringlighting up the worldwith its soft pink rays;just watching the familiar huesdance on the still waterI return to emotionsthat never truly left.Just as the sun setsit rises againwide arms embracing a new da
Simply My Life~
When I sleep... I dream,  simply joy.... I walk through life, simply with joy... When I hunger... I am consumed simply within the essense of joy... When Im exhausted from the days activity... I'm soothed simply within the  warmth of joy... I'm simply, completely in love with my girl, named.... Joy... I love you baby girl (the pink is for you) ~W.H.~   ~2009~  
Holy Cow
So, last month I found an undeposited uncashed paycheck in my glove compartment. I was like WHOA!!! I took it  to work and told my boss that I need the moneys, after which he said that it will take a coupla days to remake the check.  Well...   The next week he tells me that I have 2 or 3 more unchased paychecks in addition to this one.WTF??!! I hope I'm gettin THOSE back.   I am the most irresponsible person in the world, and so is the hubby. GRRRR, we make an awesome couple!
Kung Fu In Brooklyn
So no shit, there I was.  Sitting hung-over in a Starbucks in Brooklyn writing a blog, What the fuck am I doing here?  A couple of my friends back home joke that I'm like Cain from "Kung Fu".  Not the cool Kung Fu, mind you; the cheesy one from the 90's where he wandered aimlessly all over New York City trying to figure himself out and figure out humanity.So I ask myself again, what the fuck am I doing here?  Well, I know why I came here; I came here for a girl.  We were madly in love with each other and the way it was going to play out was that we'd see each other for the first time after months of anticipation, melt into each other's arms, have wild, passionate sex and then spend the next week together in blissful mutual love and affection, happy to have found each other, and momentaraily forget about my upcoming deployment to Iraq, my second deployment over there and what has already been labeled the longest, hardest, and most stressful chapter of my 6+ year stint in the Army.  The
Lyrics......saving Able...addicted
SAVING ABLE ADDICTED LYRICS I'm so addicted to All the things you do When you're going down on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breath you take It's unlike anything When you're loving me Oh girl lets take it slow So as for you well you know where to go I want to take my love and hate you till the end It's not like you to turn away From all the bullshit I can't take It's not like me to walk away I'm so addicted too all the things You do when you're going down on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breathe you take It's unlike anything When you're loving me Yeah I know when it's getting rough All the times we spend When we try to make This love something better than Just making up again It's not like you to turn away All the bullshit I can't take Just when I think I can walk away, I'm so addicted to all the things You do when you're going on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breathe you take It's unlike
Random Questions
Because I am bored and really have nothing better to do!   When was the last time someone called you late at night?last nightDo you know where your siblings are?I have no idea but I am sure they are all at their own homes... Do you ever just lay in bed at night to think?too oftenWhen was the last time you chewed gum?today Does your house have a fireplace? I wish I had a house that could have a fireplace...Do you talk to your best friend's parents, or do you avoid them?of course i talk to themHas anyone ever assumed you were dating someone when you weren't?yesWhat are two things you are excited to do in the near future?have a week to me....clear my head and start over Have you ever seen the movie A Walk to Remember?I haveAre you one of those people who like to spell out numbers?yesIs there an animal in the room with you right now?no...unless you count Ariana as an animal. Name one lyric from the song you're listening to/the last one you listenend to?I know that I've got issues b
Vivid Imagination
She lays in the warmth of the bath she has drawn for herself,reflecting on her day,she goes through in her mind what she might had missed on her todo list.Candles,incense,massage oil,whips,crops,cuffs and blind fold.She takes the spunge and lightly caresses her milking white skin, letting the soapy water run down between her breasts, feeling the warmth of the water soak into her. She lays back..allowing her fingers to roam her wanton body, from her neck to the very sensual already swollen clit.She lightly caresses herself,causing her body to shiver and quake.She moves her hand lower so she can tease her lips as well. With one hand she slowly teases her clit while the other hand is caressing her lips. She hears the key in the door and smiles..knowing He has just come home from work. She sits up and starts to get out of the tub to dry off, when she hears Him walking into the bedroom and comments on what a good job she had done by laying out the 'gifts' on the table. She calls out letting
Day One
Today is the first day of my journey to stop smoking.... To be fair (and honest) I had one this morning, and half of one tonight. One and a half cigarettes is a significant decrease in the number that I smoke daily so I consider it a win. To try and help keep myself on the path - I am sharing....the more people that know I am trying to quit the easier it will be for me to quite, it makes me accountable. I've decided to write down the things that have made me quit so that I can come back and be reminded when there is nothing on earth that sounds better than a drag of a smoke... 1) A $2 a pack increase in the last month. I am a single mom and struggle with money - I have denied myself things that I want or need to make sure that I wasn't taking away from the kids (It was "MY" luxury instead of fancy haircuts or getting my nails done etc) Now that they have gone up in will either be the ONLY thing I can ever buy for myself or it will start affecting the household bu
This Girl
Im life we over come things everyday. Some challenges are smaller then others but non the less they are all importian. Thought at times we all feel the wear and tare of life we still find the energy to get up and truck on. Though never knowing if the challenges of this day are going to be the ones that brake us down. Everyday is an oppertunity for greatness and though sometimes we cant see it.... It there. Sometimes its staring right back into our faces and it still passes us up. Today I was faced with a decision. I think that I made the right one, but not knowing what would have happened had I done it differently will still be in the back of my mind. I will try not to regret the little things and look forward to the bigger thing. I will never pass up the chace to fall in love even though it may ens badly and someone may end up hurt... Why you ask? There is no felling like the felling of love. The what seems to be indicribable feeling of finding that person that makes your stoach dance
i blame u for all of this....u know who u r
Today's modern "War on Drugs" is less than a war on "drugs", and more of a war on the plant, Cannabis sativa. Cannabis sativa, more commonly known as marijuana, or "pot", is an annual flowering crop, used for medicinal, industrial, and recreational purposes for thousands of years; however, it is this function ability which contributes to the debate of it's legalization. The chemical property in Marijuana that produces the controversial "high" is called delta- 9- tetrahydrocanna binol, or for short THC. (NIDA) Marijuana's physical properties, such as when grown for the use of hemp, are incredibly useful -- more durable than cotton, more plentiful than timber, and hydrocarbons capable of producing a wide range of alternative fuels.(Facts About Hemp) Beginning in the 1930s, racism against Mexicans and African- Americans, and the threat of hemp's potentially large market made marijuana a prime suspect of criminalization . Wealthy individuals pushed their agenda, with the right connections,
Sean Castle
  Sean Castle Is up for auction! Auction Ends April 21st, 2009 @ 4pm EST! Bid & rate the pic Please!!!!!!!!!!! Click the pic below to bid!!!
Divorce Pt. 2
Today I went to meet with a lawyer and I got the divorce process started.  I got the paperwork and filled it out.  The only thing stopping the divorce from being finalized, is getting the proper signitures notarized.  Hopefully this will be done by friday.  As soon as the paperwork is turned into the courts, and the date has been set, I will be a free man.  Stay tuned for further details.  As soon as I find out when the divorce will be finalized, there is a huge party planned.  If you guys want more info, let me know.  The more at the party the merrier!!!!!
Disintegrating   I read her words for her voice is gone Messages come coldly delivered to me She speaks of coming home when I am down But this is not the future I see She whispers some words Words that my heart longs to hear But the words have no real depth Though the message has become clear I will have no part in your home For you have made a life elsewhere I will sleep in this bed alone
Man Artilcle. . . Chose Ur Path. . . . .
 I came across this on the net. I think this story could go anyway for each indivual outlook toward they're own life path.     "A man carries cash. A man looks out for those around him -- woman, friend, stranger. A man can cook eggs. A man can always find something good to watch on television. A man makes things -- a rock wall, a table, the tuition money. Or he rebuilds -- engines, watches, fortunes. He passes along expertise, one man to the next. Know-how survives him. A man fantasizes that kung fu lives deep inside him somewhere. A man is good at his job. Not his work, not his avocation, not his hobby. Not his career. His job. It doesn't matter what his job is, because if a man doesn't like his job, he gets a new one.A man can speak to dogs.A man listens, and that's how he argues. He crafts opinions. He can pound the table, take the floor. It's not that he must. It's that he can.A man can look you up and down and figure some things out. Before you say a word, he makes
It's Been Five Days After My Surgery!
I thought all went well however I'm in alot of pain now and the damn thing is I was bleeding when they had done the surgery and once they placed the sleeve in me I stopped untill Thursday then I started back up, I've been coughing alot an feel this damn thing an it's hurting like hell I don't know if it's normal for this to happen however I'll be talking with the doctor soon. I'm on so many damn meds that I can't keep track of anything anymore, but other than that I am walking alot fasting than what I was before which is a good thing because when I'd go to the store I'd be holding up peoples but hey if they can not understand than fuck em it what I say, anyways I've got 2 more chemo's to go an 4 more interal plus another 10 exteral radations which sucks but for the worst part they are tacking on a few more exteral ones do to the interal which will be 4-5 more, I'm damn near done with all of this and hopefully it has worked by killing all the cancer. I will keep you all up-2-date on me.
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Busy Summer
This is going to be a busy summer. I wont be around much. Iwill check in once in a while. to say hi. Everybody have a good summer.
My Family
hello, The girls in my family r special to me they take special pics for me and do special salutes for me!!  So  if u would like to see "my special girls" in my family its gonna cost u!!  Contact me for how much it will cost!!
Gay Or Straight? On Facebook
Bi-Sexual Congradulations! You were completely honest with the questionaire and you are as straight as can be, on the other hand, if you are bi-sexual...STOP! No one likes a fence strattle her..or him. Your ruinning someone's life, right now as you read these results. If your with a man, you secretly want a woman. If your with a woman, you secretly want to get plugged. Stop the BULL and pick a side! YOUR KILLIN ME SMALLS!
Wasted Life
A man lies in the street dead A child sleeps with out a bed A man lives with out a home doomed for life he must roam for he sleeps in the parks he sleeps in the subways he does not know today is Sunday it makes me mad and makes me sad why can’t he get a job? or even steel or rob he wants my money I find that funny what made him this way? could I be this way one day? he could have been a business man but some thing happen that he not planned he could of fought in the war in this could be his reward no he must be lazy or maybe a little crazy
Updates And Members! Read!!!
OK!  NOW we're down to 33 members.  I hope everyone in the group can help each other out and show love.  It's not that hard!  Leave comments, help them level, bling, etc. I have updated the leveling blogs and put the page links under everyone names that needs leveled and you have to copy and paste their links!  I will continue to do Member of the week and post auto 11s.  Those should be checked everyday!  The links in the roster blog have not been fixed.  I just posted that everyone in the group is in the family section.  Just r/f/a them from there. ALSO!  I'm in need of someone that is online more often that can help me out with the group.  JDHUNT (my man) isn't online as much as I would like.  You can be a co-owner.  HIT ME UP!  JD is set to move here to Omaha, NE with me.  He will be here on the 28th.  I won't be on much for a few days til I get him settled.  I'm NOT LEAVING FUBAR!  FUBAR is where my friends are!  :)  SO...just be patient.  I'm also sick right now with some horr
Bill Of No Rights
"We, the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid any more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guiltridden, delusional, and other, bed-wetters.We hold these truths to be self-evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim that they require a Bill of No Rights".ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything.ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone - not just you! You may leave the room, turn channel, express a different opinion,
That which we do not confront in ourselves we will meet as fate - Carl Jung   Good Morning All ... Hope you have an awesome day .... Love and Blessings Xena
Help...and Stuff
So, I'm compiling ideas for geek like tattoos for a 3/4 sleeve for my left arm. The main design of the tattoo, which will take up most of the space, I think, will be the blueprint for a printed circuit board. Basically a bunch of interconnected lines detailing how circuitry components interconnect on electronics. That may even be the tattoo in it's entirety, something simple. But I'm not sure if it will be filled in enough to really look right. I have skinny arms so not a lot of real estate to fill. So, if I could have ideas from people, that would be awesome! I've already gotten a couple, but the more the merrier! Gracias.
Now Your Gone By Basshunter
I have recently gained feelings for a guy but we've been having issues lately that have caused us to argue and fight. I feel as though my chance with him is gone completely because we just can't compromise on certain issues. Every since we started to fight this song has been stuck in my head. now your gone i realize my love for you is strong i miss you here now your gone i keep waiting here by the phone with your pictures hanging on the wall   now your gone i realize my love for you is strong i miss you here now your gone
The Happy Poem
So here it is,The happy one.Today I'll have a bit of fun. A rhapsody.A melody.My opus and my symphony. A delectable, delightful treat.A candy, oh, a wicked sweet. My soul.A stroll.Completely droll.Delightfully out of control. So here you go.My vertigo.My trip through miles and miles of snow. Hold on tight.Don't try to fight.My happy poem,Just drips delight Like honey from a child's tongue,Or whispers of the aging young. A lullaby that makes you cry,The tears of happy years gone by. Watch your step,The path is steep,So take a breath before you leap Into a world of endless bliss,As charming as a baby's kiss. And right when you arrive right there,You'll never leave.It's true.I swear. My world,My truth.My universe.My haven in my merry verse. It welcomes you,With open arms.You're flattered by its mirthful charms. So stay awhile.Right in the shadeOf the happiest poemI've ever made.
The Wheels On The Bus Go Round And Round
Ok so today was another day on the bus. I thought it was personal that people didn't want to sit near me until I saw someone else dressed like me and nobody would sit near him either...There is definate clothing discrimination on the bus. Two more crazy men today...One followed me into the Wendy's Stood next to me and started talking about the nice job they did cleaning up the place and how KFC now smells like bad fish...He kept talking and didn't notice I had walked away. Crazyman number 2 was walking around the bus stop doin the Arsenio Hall...Waving his arms then points at a tree...or maybe it was the building in the distance starts strutting and saying "Yeah Yeah Yeah".... Then sits and has a very animated arguement...I don't know with who as he was facing the cars and nobody was near him....Then he started kind of dancing while sitting. God the bus is fun....
Not Sure Why..?? Scroll Down ..... Hehehe
Reason, Season and Lifetime  .. People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. .. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. ... Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. ... Sometime
At Days End
I lay here trying to sleep, trying to push the events of the day out of my mind. It all comes flooding back. Everything is so confusing. Why can't I just be happy and have people accept that? We've been through so much in such a short period of time. I've made mistakes. I've said and done things I wish I hadn't done, and I'm embarassed that I sunk myself to that level. It seems as though no matter what I do, the ghosts of my past will continue to haunt me forever. All I want is to be in the arms of the man I love and have everything else disappear. I want the hurtful things that have been said to me to be erased from my memory. As much as I hate that we've been through so much in such a short time, I am also greatful for it because we have overcome it, and it makes us that much stronger. No one will ever be able to replace the spot you hold in my heart. No one will ever be able to erase the loving words of support you have shared. Even though this all seems hard now, I know things
Well there is no battle. But this version of Lil' Wayne's "Let the Beat Build" is fantastic. I just though I would share. Bonus points for him because I Twittered this last night and he kindly thanked me for the support this morning + added me. Enjoy. Plus I know a lot of people who hate lil' Wayne. I guess this is nice because this puts some substance to the style Nyle "Let The Beat Build" from Nyle on Vimeo.
The Wayback Machine Dream
John MayerDaughters Music Video Codes By Music I took a trip in the WAYBACK machine with Sherman and Peabody. I cannot remember if I was Mr. Peabody - dog genius, or his boy, Sherman. Whatever I was intially in my dream, what I ultimately became, as the haze of dreaminess turned into the glowing coals of rememberance was a Mother in pain. Oh sure, why not - its just a theme I have going on right now. The interesting thing about this ultimate recollection was that it perfectly flowed in to my new area of study - memes. (pronounced like beams). Memes are units of information in our minds, ideas, that replicate in the minds of others when they are exposed to them. Advertisers use memes like madmen. I still remember the jingle from paramount potato chips from when I was barely in kindergarten: I'M SLIM CHIPLY THE GUY YOU SEE ON THE PARAMOUNT POTATO CHIP'S BRIGHT RED PACK. I'M THE FLAVOR DEPUTY, PROTECTING CRISPNESS IN EVERY PACK. THEY'RE NUTRIOUS AND SO DELI
Looking For Friends
need people to talk too!
Some Thoughts
Ok so as i sit here wondering about so many things one come us more then once. What is up with crazy people? I mean first of all that guy from the Village goes compleatly nuts trying to pull some lame stunt. Then Billy Bob is screaming at some guy that just trying to do his job. Why do people think this is fun?
Twas The Night Of An Orgy
'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the net People were horny--steamy and wet; The pussies were dripping as they soon knew That the cocks around them were stiffening, too; The ladies were ready, willing, and spread The men kneeling down, giving them head; Santa squeezed down the chimney, hoping to fuck; But found halfway down that he became stuck. A pole was stuck up his arse with some force, poor Santa thought he'd been kicked by a horse. They tried and they tried, but they couldn't unstick, He was wedged in the chimney by the size of his dick. The poledancers gathered round and had an idea, Perhaps if they sucked Santa's cock he could get himself clear. One by one, they sucked on his knob, knowing this wasn't a one-dancer job. The elves wondered how they could help, too, so they opened their mouths and awaited his goo. While they waited, the elves passed the time, by fucking the dancers in a Christmas conga-line. The reindeer were randy, they pace
Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars,On a warm silent night.Your arms are wrapped around me,And everything feels right.You kiss me sweet and softly,I feel your warm gentle touch,You help me feel protectedUnder the sweet night sky rush.My world before me is perfect.There's nowhere else I want to be,Except laying underneath the starsHand in hand, you and me.Just when everything is perfect,And you seem so delicately sweet,A rush of wind comes past meAs I'm swept beneath my feet.Nothing could be more right,There's nowhere else I want to be.Let's take a walk my only love,Hand in hand, you and me.
3 Words
If we woke up naked together using only 3 words what would you say to me? Pass it on to both genders see what funny things you get
Stuff You Might Wanna Know About Me ^^
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?I have one on my left ankle from taking a drunk tumble down the stairs at a club2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?A WoW poster, and tinkerbell crap3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?I twitch4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?Absolutely everything5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?6:35am6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?To snuggle a certain someone 7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?My doggie8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?My computer, my cats..and do my boobs count?9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?5'510. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?newp11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?Nope 12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?My Mom13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?Deep water that I can't see to the bottom of 14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?Light eyes 15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?I'd hope I was the one being proposed to 16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?Ew, neither. 17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?pepperoni
I know that the Swine Flu thing is SERIOUS, however here is a cute lil joke:   Miss Beatrice, The church organist, Was in her eighties And had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness And kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor Came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, The young minister noticed a   cute glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water, and in the water Floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned With tea and sco
My life feels like a constant ocean beating the shore Every wave slapping the rocks the way a hand meets your face with furry Your words feel like those waves Never ending And always back to hurt more With every sentence another wave With every wave another agonizing blow The more intense the storm the more intence the waves The shelter in the truth has been lost. What once was clear is now just a reminder of what used to be.
I Dont Understand
I dont get how some on who cares about you can lie striaght to your face like it was nothing .. After 6 years you think there would be some kind of guilt but aparently not ...Im such a fool for sticking around so long an living in a dream world when will i ever wake the F up grrr
Lil Bout Me
i would like if more ppl would view my profile. i am nice but if get me mad it is an whole other story. so just dnt talk shit to me or say any thing dumb
Status Notes
You know, everyone puts some whitty or stupid status up...But it seems like when we do it, we get attitudes or someone doesn't like it...
Magic Number 69
Magic Number 69 My head between your thighsyour head between mineYes, you guessed it Magic number 69.An act so devilishTrying to please your friend.While theyre trying to please you.As you both climb to the end.Holding back the moansand letting soft screams outYes you are cumming.Its running down my mouth.Now its my turn to releasehot thickness on your chin.Lets just catch our breathAnd start all over again.
Help me name my new pup. I call him Storm he is a male Blue Heeler. But I need something to go along with Storm to put on his papers. Pet lovers help??????
Might Be Gone 4 A While
i might  be taking a  break  from  fubar  for a while....if  i wanna reach me,  this is my e-mail,  leave a  phone # in my e-mail  to reach  u ...tyvm
Fuck Fuck Fuckity Fuck!!
May And June....
These are tough months for me,,,,my  daddy's birthday is coming up and June is the anniversary of the plane crash and Father's Day.  Please understand if I am depressed and not doing well.
Kosher Sex In City Hall
Along with dozens of cable TV and freedom lovers, I put on a suit and spoke up at City Hall last Wednesday, trying to convince the LA City Council to earmark a few measly sheckles of the $30 million they get each year from cable companies for Public Access. As blogged in RIP Public Access and Nightline Visits the Speakeasy, LA’s Public Access channels were unceremoniously dumped by Time Warner at the beginning of this year, aided and abetted by various nefarious California State and LA City officials, some of whom were squirming in their well-polished seats right in the Council’s Chambers. Not that anyone on the LA City Council was openly “against” Public Access, Equal Access, Free Speech or the right of the citizens of LA to have our own independent channel where we can air whatever we want, free of government censorship and corporate sponsorship. Of course not! They all profess to love Freedom of Speech far more than We the People of LA could ever know! They j
   Briskly walking through the long dark hallway, Zach Pondo made his way towards the chamber of his Mistress. The Consort and Warrior of Mistress Patra Thorn, Mistress of the Talon Clan wasn’t very tall, shorter than the average Warrior of the Talon Clan nor the heaviest only weighing twelve stones, yet somehow always turned it to his advantage as shown in his Mistress’ brutal take over of the Talon Clan a year ago. He was an ideal Warrior, toned to a chiseled finish, fast, and smart making every move and strike accurate and effective to end each fight he found himself in as quickly as it started.    Though as a Consort not much could be said. He was “under utilized”, in his four years of service to Mistress Thorn he has yet to fulfill his main duty as a Consort, contributing to the future of the Clan. His once beautiful black hair gently brushed on his shoulders matted and void of any life. His eyes sunken buried by dark rings exposing him to be a man whose w
Whats Wrong With Indiana
Legislatively Door Slams Shut on Indiana Abused Children Legislatively Door Slams Shut on Indiana Abused Children Those who want to see Indiana employ an independent ombudsman to deal with the state on behalf of imperiled children and troubled families were worried that legislation to create that job might be too weak. It turns out they had more to fear. Stunning advocates of the strongly supported bill, state Sen. Luke Kenley denied it a vote in the Appropriations Committee, which he chairs, effectively killing it for this session of the General Assembly. None of his explanations makes sense. Cost is one. But the estimated $500,000 expense of the ombudsman's office is a pittance alongside the tens of millions in controversial new spending that the committee approved the same day. Kenley also said he's not convinced the ombudsman post is needed, or that the bill as written would meet any need that does exist. Yet more than 30 states have child services ombudsmen for essenti
Been feeling pretty undescribable I guess. A lot of times I'm just out of it. I've been getting a bad dream every night it seems. Different dreams all the time. I don't talk much at work anymore. People question me but I don't feel like talking. I try to get things out of my mind but it's always there...I don't know what I want. I find myselt smoking a lot more. I don't really eat much. Some days I will just stay in bed for long hours. I don't have a lot of energy. I still feel sad a self esteem is still low. Good thing I'm still losing weight....too bad it wasn't fast enough. Why is it that sugys still look at woman for their looks? I should be in bed now...I have a class tomorrow at work. I kind of regret for joining it but I guess it will get me out of the house and get my mind on other stuff. My mind is a blank...i dunno what to think.
Awesome Sight
Hey all,   After recently finding out I was diabetic, I started researching what to do about it. Of course wieght loss is a good place to start, for anything. This site is very easy to use and does all the work for you.. Im lazy when it comes to keeping a journal on Diabetes. Needed a good Food Log program. Here is one that i really like :-). Cheers!   enjoy! Nymphseekers
You made a lot of mistakesAnd a lot of bad thingsBut every time you were coming back with tearsWith all kind of sorrow and apologiesThis time is differentAll words and sentences won’t solve any thingNone of those mistakesYour sorrow nore I am sorry wordsWon’t give you my forgivenessThat crowing of cock my dearDoesn’t always mean it’s the dawn- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: far7an moussa
The Damage In Your Absence
The Damage in Your Absence   All we could do was hug For his eyes watched us close I couldn’t speak my heart to you The agony rained down in a heavy dose The darkest day of my life Was watching you leave with him Everything broke inside when you left Another one of love’s victims Now my days are spent alone Dragging razors across brittle skin Swallowing the poison of my misery As the demons claws dig in
My heart was strong and full of the most powerful love I found someone to give the love  and he abused it  then kept it. Why leave it with me so I can continue to love and give?  that would be a good thing, something a man would do for a women he loves. U wonder  why I look around for something else something to bring me to life, something to make me smile to give me back the spirit and soul I had. If that can happen. What or who can bring a soul back to life that’s been drained or who would want to take the time…………. Will I wonder the world without spirit? Without love? Without the very thing that has defined me as a person? I give u back ur heart ur soul ur love I don’t want it.
Bad Ideas
Gentlemen: An effective pick-up line does not include, "I was thinking of you when I jerked off into my sock last night." Or, "You've got tits like microwave." This has been a Public Service Announcement.  Don't use dirty needles, kids. 
Staff Of Purple Magik
Meet the staff of The Purple Magik!! Any questions pm/sb any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. Teresa (Owner) TERESA~OWNER OF T&H DESTROYERS~OWNED BY BRATT~ Bratt (Co-Owner) Bratt**He Is In My Heart Just Like A Tattoo** Chaotic Princess (Manager-Enforcer) Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$ Bratte (Tag/Bully Maker)
Watch It There Are Petite Nudes...
since that is all people care about anyway
Beautiful People
So, as i surf the pages, looking at all the beautiful people, I notice, that no matter how we try, women are so much more attractive to look at.  I have enjoyed seeing so many of you, becoming your fans, and rating your pics.  I think the lowest score I have given for anyone is a 10. I had though about posting a bunch of pics of me, but, I dont feel secure enough in my looks to do this with out making people think to themselves " oh, you shouldnt have done that."  I am self concious, and I feel for good reason.  But, the truth be known, Im not a tighty whitey or boxer shorts wearer.  I like as little fabric as possible.  When Im home alone, if Im wearing anything at all, Im surprised.  If I can see my way to losing even 10 to 15 lbs, my attitude might change.  So, if anyone wonders why I dont have more pics, well, one, I dont like camera, second, no one wants to see me in less than "acceptable" amounts of clothing ( well, I dont think anyone does ). I will try to get some more pics
Spiritwolf Saloon
please come and visit us at spiritwolf saloon, great people awsome music, live dj's so please come and check us out
Blindfolded With Sword In Hand
Let me tell you a story called The Poison Play.  My four year old granddaughter had my 11 year old daughter strapped to the couch in the hallway of the hospital pediatrics ward. She went from hand sanitizer dispenser to my daughter, time and again, dribbling the sanitizer over her patient (double entendre intended) aunt. WHAT ARE YOU DOING, I asked. OH, I AM POISONING HER LIKE THE DOCTORS ARE DOING TO MY BROTHER. Her baby brother was diagnosed with AML (leukemia) at 10 months old. He spent almost his entire life in one hospital or another, living on a 10 foot IV Tubie, as he called it, until he died on Good Friday, April 10, 2009. My eldest daughter and her husband and their daughter lived it too. I do not think they would have denied any sort of hope via medicine that could have saved my beloved grandson, Harper. But should they have had the right to take their baby home at some point and just put it in the hands of God, who was ultimately the power that decided that no miracle o
You Are The Dream In My Eyes...
Listen to my heart, it calls your nameI close my eyes, fix you in my hearts frame,Spring knocks at my door, flowers bloomBreeze flows tranquilly carrying your perfume ---------------As my heart plays the symphony of love...Moon pulls the veil across the skies Night is illuminated with alluring fireflies A serene wind rests on my face ---------------Listen to my heart... Holding hands, walking through the fields of cloverHeavens rejoice and bless us with tender showerResting your  tender lips gently on mineDeep beneath my heart I feel the sunshineYou are the dream in my eyes---------------Listen to my heart...
Bad Moon Rising
I once twirled the moonin the palm of my hand,transfixed was Iby the spirit in your eyes.Antique was his heart.You feared eternitymore than existence alone,never did I emphasizeuntil you handed meyour immortality...Like kryptonite it drained me.He vanished only;to dance with gravityI was pensivewhile he was released.Stellar became afflictive,darkness was my home.May I show you something?Let me exhibit moonlight,yes, across the floor.Let me allow you to seewhere we sat...-On the eve of confession-and yet I was hung,from the edge of the moon,Not understanding my deathas I was cursed with eternity."Immortality only exists,in the heart of the beholder.And in my absence you managed,only to lose your heart"I was vulnerable.We were twobut were we ever as one?I once saw a bad moon rising,though it was beautiful after all.Forever we dance. We are eternity. (For my sister n her heart) I love you n everything will work
Could It Be Any Harder
Head towards starlight upon this stellar sky,Monarchs hold freedom within orange wings,Fly away into the distance never turn back,Exemption is yours do not fear your future.Bounded to iron, an attached concrete floor,Darkness falls as moonlight becomes you,A locket warn to represent his heart to her,As candle wax drips onto burnt parchment.Her respiring is suffocated gasping for air,Becoming warn like rose petals eventually;they deteriorate without the care they need.As she whispers" Could it be any harder;.........................To breathe without you"
Did U Ever Think Of This? Or Even Care?
i dont know how and where i am going to start writing this"... we all live a very busy life, working, parenting, earning money, making a life, whatever"... and maybe even us here on fubar.. have our own world.. busy fubar world.."   do we still have time to think or even care about the other people in our lives, whom maybe has less signifance in our lives. as i said  i dont know where to start and how am i going to express myself,i cant her my thoughts and put them into, ok, let me start it this way"  ive been living out of my country for nearly 15 years now, but i am still very much connected to my family, even to extended family.and even to distant relatives,..i did not go home for 10 straight years.. when i finally visited phillippines last 2004. then followed by another visit in 2007 in dubai to meet some relatives . cousins and former classmates,  then last year , again in the phillippines"... i was full of joy and always almost in tears.. i  made it a point to see
Painting Pretty
My husband told me recently that I paint pretty pictures. He did not mean that my still life entitled GRAPEFRUIT ON THE DOOR KNOB was astoundingly beautiful - even if I were to have really painted it (which I did not, alas). He meant that I recounted things in a better light than what truly had a little more shadow to it. I thought this was called OPTIMISM. Like the line I stole from my oldest son - I AM GONNA EAT THIS COAL I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS AND SHIT DIAMONDS!;Obviously the updated, more hardcore (NO PUN INTENDED) version of taking lemons and making lemonade. So this morning I was laying in bed and looking at my husband, and I was struck by the thought that when he was a very old man, and had fought the fights of life and delighted in its gifts, he would look like the picture of Geronimo that I have in my photo gallery. Geronimo is what you shout when you take leaps of faith, off into the space of I SURE HOPE I LAND WELL. I shout Geronimo a lot. Today I am going to paint pretty - GER
What Memorial Day Means To Me
Sarah and I were sitting out on our front porch chatting about the day as much as a three-year-old can.  She called attention to the wedding ring on my left hand – which was sized for my ring finger nearly six years ago when I was about twenty-five pounds heavier, so there’s some give now between the ring and my finger – and asked, “You’re still wearing your ring?”  I replied yes, it’s one thing I don’t take off.  Then she looked at her hand and said, “I’m not wearing a wedding ring.”  Reply: I hope not for another twenty years or so!  I actually said “two decades”, but Martha’s trying, in more ways than one, to cure me with my help of being too technical.  It was fun when my boss Erik got there (the night drop at Town & Country where I stop at the end of business was stuck again), we each brought him one of the bags, and Sarah said, “you’re welcome” when he said thank you! Sarah and
Fill This Out
wiffy application WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fav Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk shit about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19.Do you think I'm hot?20. If you could change anything about me?21.would yu marry me?22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?24. What do you rate me outta 1-10??[[1 ugly..10 fine as hell]]25. Your phone number?*Bonus*- You can ask me one question..and i'll answer it 100% truthfully..Use it wisely =)
Shadow's Krypt
we are in need of new staff members and are reaching out to those will to join a family and not a lounge please feel free to leave a comment or drop in at shadows krypt and let us know your intrested in joining our family we are hiring in all areas please fell free to join us as a member or as steff        ty shadowvampire
Cold Eternal
I can see you staring at me..but your not there... I can hear your voice still callin..i miss you still.. You were the saddest lingers on.. Yours are the grayest eyes.. THat little thing u do..eternal and so cold.. And you know all those souls..ETERNAL AND SO COLD I can hear you wandering..among my thoughts.. Many things..still whisper to me   and never call You were the saddest lingers on.. Yours were the grayest eyes..that bring me love..
To The Solders Who Lay To Rest
3pm moment of silence
The Soothsayers Promise
this tuesday what does the soothsayer say good times are here to stay, life changes for the best that i am in for a time of my life that heaven waits for me, heavenly will be my way i know he makes me happy i know the truth of heaven and hell i live them each moment, here on earth but then what the hell i will take his word even if - a few moments of happiness is all that it is worth...
What Moses' Father-in-law Had To Say
“When Jethro, the priest of Midian, Moses’ father-in-law, heard of all that God had done for Moses, and for Israel his people, and that the LORD had brought Israel out of Egypt;” chapter eighteen of Exodus begins with Jethro coming with Zipporah, his daughter and Moses’ wife whom we last saw in chapter four verse twenty-six coming out with Moses’ sons to meet him.  Yes, Moses did have children, but past this book’s mention of them we know next to nothing about Gershom (first named in chapter two verse twenty-two) or Eliezer (mentioned in verse four here) save what their given names mean – respectively, “Sojourner There” and “my God is Help”.    Verse five picks up with Jethro coming with his own family to meet Moses at the Israelites’ encampment “at the mount of God” which back at the beginning of chapter three is referred to as Horeb.  It’s also the point where Moses and his brother Aaron met
Hey You!
Yeah!Yeah YOU.Yes I'm talking to YOU, Bluetooth user. Guess what???? Noone gives a shit! Noone cares!!!Noone even knows who you are!Well, we didnt until you started yapping your imaginary friends ear off. Now we know to call you king of the loser tribe, who somehow was accidentally transported here from loserville. It must have been a time warp. A fuckin time warp placed perfectly in order to just screw up my day.Now we have to deal with you and your horrible voice. And your crooked lip. That lip makes me sick. Get your lip fixed. It looks like a worm stuck on the concrete searching aimelessly for the lawn. Which end of a worm is the head and which is the ass? I know you are an ass bluetooth user. I know that for sure. In fact you probably have two asses. One where I do and one somewhere else. Somewhere lame. Like your ankle. You have an ankle ass. It gets in the way when you are walking and thats why you have that stupid pathetic limp. Can't even walk striaght for christs sake with yo
Just A Vision [11/28/08]
Sitting here waiting Waiting for the minutes, hours, days, weeks, months or even year to pass. Until the day your ready to make the call that brings me back to you.'Til then my phone remains silent. I stare at it endlessly, hoping maybe it'll ring soon. I look at the clock 11:17 then turn my attention back to the phone. A few minutes pass, or so it feels that way. I look back at the clock 11:17, then it changes. Life moves in slow motion without you. Even my heartbeat slows to a lonely thump. I'll continue waiting, as my heart continues breaking...right here by the phone.
Pimping Out My Friend!
This is my friend Missy. She just recently joined. Please show her some love :) Thank you friends!! nice one@ fubar
The Man Of My Dreams .....
How I Found the Man of My DreamsI guess I wondered if I would ever findthe man of my dreams.I didn't know who he might be,or when it might happen,but I did know this: the man of my dreams couldn't be just anyone.He had to be someone INCREDIBLE...The man of my dreams wasn't going to beeasy to find.He had to be a lot of things:someone with whom I was able to be sincereand communicative and completely honest,just the way I wanted him to be with me.Sometimes he would be outrageous and funny and wonderful, and yet he would be gentleand genuine and always there - in good times and bad.He would be very reassuring and supportive.The man of my dreams had to havea warm heat and a sensitive souland be full offun and friendship and shared feelings.It seemed like the man of my dreams was just a figment of my imagination...until you came along.And then..when you did...I discovered that you are EVEN MORE WONDERFULthan I imaginedany could be.  
Fear Is A Cannibal
I Only Want to Give Love - HELP ME, HELP date:2007-08-11 09:24:06A customer at work asked if they could ask me a personal question. I said, "Sure." Aren't most of my blogs deeply personal? Why do I open myself up as I do? Because I don't think I'm unique. I think that anything I feel or think has been felt and thought before. Maybe if somebody reads what I write it will make them feel less alone. Maybe it will give them a new path to travel.I've covered this topic before, but I guess I'll do it again. People live in fear. Tremendous amounts of fear. Some of the questions a typical fearful person thinks are : "What will OTHER people think?" "Am I doing the RIGHT thing?" "What if I fail?" Some people get so overwhelmed by these questions that they turn them inside out and start judging other people because its just too scary to allow anything but their own ideas to flourish. Even though mostly these people do not have their OWN ideas, they have ideas that have been for
29th May 2009
Never blame yourself for the actions of others.
My Poem Wept Soul
Wept Soul The sun driped heartache on my shoes today.The clouds covered my vision,I heard the thunder.Where is the rain?It is in my heart, pierced by the thorn you left,with your black wilted roses and the promises you never kept.I feel the pain of no tomorrow, the sun faded and color is gone.Hope left the room,as you sored to your deathThe wind began to blow what was to be a disaster.Acid tears hit my cheek heavy with fear.I'm left with your ashes in the urn of sorrow.The son you left behind,weeps for the father he wish he knew.When your soul was in flight and sored to the pavement,what was the last thought you had? You selfish Tormented Soul.The memory your son will have is a picture of you and nothing more. Copyright ©2009  Stacey  Adams
Words Of Meaning...
Hold not thy peace, O God of my praise; For the mouth of the wicked and the mouth of the deceitful are opened against me: they have spoken against me with a  lying tongue.  They have compassed me about also with words of hatred; and fought against me without a cause.  For my love they are my adversaries: but I give myself unto prayer.  And they have rewarded me evil for good, and hatred for my love.  Set thou a wicked man over him: and let Satan stand at his right hand.  When he shall be judged let him be condemned: and let his prayers become sin.  Let his days be few; and let another take his office.       IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION MY NAME HAS CROSSED THE LIPS/KEYBOARDS OF SOME ON HERE THAT I ONCE CONSIDERED FRIENDS.  I HOPE THEY READ OF THIS AND KNOW THAT IN THE END GOD HAS MY BACK.  HIS LOVE AND STRENGTH IS MORE THAN ANYONE, EVEN I, COULD EVER UNDERSTAND.  GOD BLESS TO ALL THE TRUE FRIENDS OUT THERE THAT YOU LIVE A LONG HEALTHY AND PROSPEROUS LIFE.  I LOVE YOU GUYS!  YOU ALL R
Phukk Me And I'll Phukk You...
wanna have sex with me??? post this & see just how many people comment you saying they wanna have sex with you.1. No2.may be3.hell yea4.get the condom5. when, where, what pants are already off7. I'm in bed waiting(wink wink)8. fuck condoms come heredo it, trust me the awnser you get will amaze u. It's good 2 know
Was It A Dream
trying dis one more time da changes in fubar has cuz ma blogs blogs not show as pubished no one knows when do i post a blog i onli get a very few who cums to read ma poems and wit da change to dis editor it is much harder to post blogs was it a dream was it a dream i was leaning back with ma eyes closed an' felt your hands roaming over ma body felt your lips touch felt i was floating on a cloud while you holding me in your arm felt da touch of your lips as i was opening ma eyes to look you into your eyes i found just ma fingers on ma lips was it just a dream it felt so real da dream was it a dream or was it
Um Yea
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted? Scott[2] You were in the car with?My mother & my kids[3] Went to the mall with?My mom & my kids[4] Person you talked on the phone with?My mom[5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar?LiverjuiceT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?TQ: Been searched By Cops?TQ: Been suspended from school?FQ: Sat on a roof top?TQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?TQ: Broken a bone?FQ: Have shaved your head?FQ: Played a prank on someone?TQ: Had/have a gym membership?TQ: Shot a gun?TQ: Donated Blood?FWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Drink[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?Right[4] Black and white or colored?color[5]
Pass Me The Purple Pill
Dedicated to the one who understands me best... Pass Me the Purple Pillpost date:2007-08-12 19:02:01   And now for an exercise in modern folkloric imagery. The Matrix - Neo follows the white rabbit tattoo and finds his way to Morpheous. He's offered a choice: Take the red pill to awaken from the program of mundane "life" that has ultimately enslaved all of mankind, and allowed the computers to turn us all into little pods of battery power. -OR- Take the blue pill and forget the white rabbit, Morpheous, and any other little thing that is outside the scope of The Matrix. Return to the fantasy of computer generated "life" - and the pod job. Neo choses to take the red pill and through two more archetype filled movies we're allowed to root him on as he makes his way to The Architect and humanity's salvation. It's grim... I've modified the blue and the red motif to better suit myself. I chose to use my mortar and pestle and grind the two together and make a third choice: The Purp
411 On Me
Ok I figured I would give you the 411 on me.I was born in Georgia..Never married (thank god)I recently moved to Nevada from Georgia, I endeda relationship that just wasn't working out so whywaste my time.I just wanted a fresh start just meand my son..So I packed up and left and took whateverwould fit in my car.Which wasn't must But I had todo what I needed too.I am not rich, And I barely getby.I am looking for work but its really hard to findanything.I have to say I am much happier, But I amstressed from the worry of if I am going to make it.I am a strong woman and I tend to not eccept help fromanyone.But I have to realize its not just me.I have a little one to consider here now.His father dont help with nothing.He is useless!!!!But I manager best I can and I go withoutso he will have what he needs. I amgine things are going to get tough before they get betterThats usually the way it goes, Plus I never have good luck..But I am thankful I am alive and have a beautiful baby boy.It makes
Group Therapy
A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with four youngmothers and their small children."You all have obsessions," he observed.To the first mother, he said, "You are obsessed with eating.You've even named your daughter Candy."He turned to the second Mom. "Your obsession is with money.Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny."He turns to the third Mom. "Your obsession is alcohol.This too manifests itself in your child's name, Brandy."At this point, the fourth mother gets up, takes her little boy by thehand and whispers. "Come on, Dick, we're leaving!"
Gwendolyn Marie
Well, we are less than two months away from the big due day...  Sometimes I could show a little more enthusiasm, but I am very much looking forward to meeting my daughter for the very first time.   CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!? WE'RE HAVING A BABY!!
Blind Moments
Blind moments impassioned by lonelinessEntranced by beauty unseen beforeWorking on a release of tension Enthralled within one anotherOur bodies found each otherDespite our inability to believe.
Happy Dance Wednesday:)
Lets Dance:)
The Rainbow Hearted One
As She walks upon the earth the land turns greenBecause what flows from Her heart is unseenWhen She glides along the high mountain topThe darkness flees from Her light and stopsSo She swims into the deepest ocean blueThe sea is rejuvinated and the color made newThen THE RAINBOW HEARTED ONE hits the colorless airAnd leaves behind a glowing rainbow from Her satined hairHer beauty is ultimate as She streams out into the dark so farHovers around a gathers each and every glowless starTouches and releases them shinning into the uttermost parts of spaceAnd as the universe celebrates Her conquest, she releases a smile upon Her beautiful face Aloha and Mahalo
Dip Me In Chocolate!
Who likes Chocolate and should it be used for foreplay?
He Is Everything..
U might not be his first,his last,or his only he's loved,and he may love again,but if he loves you now what else maters?He's not perfect,and neither are you,and the two of you never will be perfect,but if he makes you laugh at least once witch causes you to think twice,and admits to beeing human,and making mistakes.hold on to him and give him all you got,he's not going to be thinking of you every moment,but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break,don't hurt him,don't expect to change him,don't expect too much from him,smile when he makes you happy,cry when he makes you sad,and miss him when he's not there!!!
My Life
hello heres something that i dont talk much about but had to get off my chest. see i am going through my 3rd divorce and i am trying my best to keep myself together and keep from just falling to peices witch i can do for the most part. my first marriage was for 11 ears and i had one daughter shes gonna be 21 this year and we have a vary hard time communicating. with all the bullshit her mom and grand parents have filled her head with when she asked me my side she shut me down and called me a lier cause it was the total oppisite what she had heard and knows to be true. but oh well i have always said if you dont like me bite me it goes for everyone. yeah even her the aple of my eye the spitting image of me (poor thing) but life goes on when were one on one well have a good talk and maybe she'll listen and weight the facts for herself. my second marriage should have never been olny lasted 6 months she said she could handle what i do for a living and surprise surprise she couldnt told me f
Almost Lost It.....
  Well my damn old PC got too hot n burned the power supply cable which in turn knocked down my hard drive .... that sucked and i had to get a new system but the biggest worry was about my precious data which was on my fried hard drive .... so past few days ive been trying to fix it and finally after a fuckin research on google and a hard disk guy i found on a forum, i got the hard disk fixed and got all my data back .... Yay :) So i am happy now ... got all my pornos back too lmao shhhhh ;) Leave comments ppl :)
Ok, So I Gone An' Done It...
I did the one thing this !LONG TIME! confirmed bacholure would almost never do... I tied the knot... I got hitch to a !HOT! !NASTY! kinky lil sex freak... Love 'er in real life, married her in fu land, and owen her sexy lil slave ass too boot... Slave_Girl~AKA~Boobarella: she's my real life love, my fu land wifie, and my nasty lil submisive sex slave all 'round. She's my heart, my love, my reason for being... And I'd kill or die for her. Blood and pain, my you from the beginning of the past to the end of our future...and when dust blows out time, I'll be there still; holding you close in pain sublime. 
Turisas- Messenger
music I love
Manegarm- Hemkomst
I always wondered what he looked like up close and personal. To see those blue mesmerizing eyes that almost look white staring back at me. To run my hands through that long black hair that seems like stands of silk. His creamy white flesh so soft and muscular under my finger tips. He is so erotic just standing there motionless and his movement so fluent like skating on ice. I close my eyes and picture his fingers trailing my cheek and lips. I can almost feel his lips on mine as he leans in to taste me. How I long to feel those fangs brush against my wet skin and to hold him close as he takes my blood into him. I sense him watching me, as i watch him. Is it all a dream? or a fantasy? Could it be real? One will never know unless they come face to face with their own vampire.
Rip Jeremy Faulk
So I just got a phone call from my cousin informing me that my other cousin Jeremy OD'd last night. So much for the great outlook I was having today with getting more feature film work next week and all that that entails. Now I just want to tell the world to go fcuk itself.
A Loving Touch
A loving touch Means so muchYou can touch a heartWhen you are in love from the startThere has to be romanceThat I loves little danceEach day is like a raceYet it always ends in a loving embraceThe heart is not a toyYet it leads to so much joy. A loving touch means you take a chanceThe chance leads you in life’s danceWhen love blossomsEvery thing is awesomeYou welcome each dayWith a chance to sayI love you Love sometimes leaves you blueYet it always comes throughLove makes you happyOften even makes you sappy This is all part of a loving touchWhich always means so muchRemember to take the timeSpend every dimeTo always give that loving touch.
Gay Marriage
Let them marry. Whats the big deal? Sanctity of marriage? Fuck that. Marriage happened long before your god was created and made into the greatest scam. So you cant use religion for an excuse. Marriage used to be 1 man and however many wives he wanted. Even the bible says that. So that argument is bullshit. Jesus didnt belive in marriage anyway according to the bible. So let them fuckin marry. You dont need god or a church or a priest to get married, so why does it have to be man an woman?
Time can play a trick on you. Seems like it was, just yesterday I turned 18, now I am staring at 38!! Damn where did the time go? All mah babies are growing up, with the oldest being 19(RIP). When I think about my kids, I feel old. Not sure when it happened, but I grew up at sometime.
Getting On Cam
I will be getting on cam around 11:15PM (eastern) Ask anyone! We have fun, and talk trash about everything from WoW to Canada :) (in the best way possible of course) My name on the site is AthenaH So come chat! We normally jump from topic to topic like an ADD fly :) It's absolutely free, no obligation to buy anything you don't want to, and I never pressure (Unless you are a douche, then I normally inform you of said acts of douchery) You just need a valid email address to confirm your account, no credit card, for a basic account. They never spam you, and are owned by the same people who own SignUp Here SignUp Here Hope to see you all there!!
Cirrus. Socrates. Particle. Decibel. Dolphin. Tulip. David.
I wrote down the imprinting code for David, the humanoid mecha in the 2001 movie “A.I.” the day Martha, Mary, and I went to see the film when I first visited my future bride in North Dakota eight years ago.  What a lot has changed since then; I also wrote in my journal entry that day (July 7, 2001) after the imprinting code that what I wanted was “to imprint myself on Martha” as I saw the mother in the film imprint herself on David in the film.  By and large, I believe we’ve succeeded in doing that with each other … come the twelfth of next month, Martha and I will have been married six years.  And I don’t mind admitting some dark moments in year five, but my life would be far worse without that beautiful woman! Last night Martha called me at the office (where I was really fighting going to sleep as well as a splitting headache) and told me to meet her, Mary, and the kids at my in-laws’ house.  The meadowlark that followed my kids home
Poem For An Angel
 Poem for an Angel    I'm now at work staring into space Thinking of you I see your face A face that holds a wonderful smile To see your face I travel many a mile And as soon as you see me your face lights up We kiss we cuddle I cherish your touch A touch that I miss when we've far apart But your always in my mind in my heart We never know what life will bring Sometimes your happy sometimes you sing You're made me happy made me glad    I'm no longer lonely no longer sad For I have found someone so wonderful Life with you will never be dull You never thought it could be like this A love so real a love you have missed
Riding The Dragons Tail
The Road Not Traveled...
    He's walked this road before, he ponders Back when the petals seemed to fall forever And never hit the ground And strangers weren't so unwelcoming And he would find comfort in the arms of shadows That were always there for him... ...Or so it seemed But that is when he stops his crying And halts his decent into madness That is when he stops walking And makes a pivotal decision... ...He doesn't believe in luck anymore Because luck is for those Who have felt it And he decides he never has It is why it always rains On their numbered vacation days And he knows they were merely lovers When both were on holiday But soon they had to return to reality It is why he let himself believe That this was his reality And not just simply a fantasy A clouded haze of broken glass and crimson kisses Where he could scream her name and no one would hear And she would whisper those three words For the world to hear And that is when he makes a pivotal decision... ...He doesn't believe in love anymore B
Gone But Never Forgotten
MIDKIFF - State Police in Hamlin say two people were killed in an early Saturday, June 13, automobile-house accident near Midkiff. Trooper D.C. Brinegar of the Hamlin Detachment said he and fellow troopers also estimate that the house involved was one-fourth destroyed in the incident along State Route 10.Dead, according to Brinegar, is the driver, Jeremy Ryan Rakes, 22, of Ranger, and his passenger, Dawna M. Mascol, 32, of Branchland. The pair were pronounced dead at the scene shortly after 3 a.m., Saturday morning, Brinegar said.The trooper said Rakes was driving a late 1990s model, red Ford Thunderbird. The vehicle was traveling North on Route 10, he said. Although it has been difficult to determine exactly what happened, Brinegar said officers believe Rakes lost control and his car flipped over and landed in the living room of the house located across the road from the former Midkiff Elementary School. The home owner, who was sleeping in the house at the time, said he was awakened b
Venting...kinda Sorta. Idk.
I find myself yet again, to be in one of those "moments". You know what I'm talking about. It's when you’re lucky and vulnerable enough to get to see your life from an outsider's perspective. Usually, in my case, it’s brought about by unexpected, unplanned, and unwilling circumstance. Most of the time when this happens, I’ll just shake my head and tell myself to “Skye, get it together”. I swear my life seems like its just an overly dramatic, syndicated, TV show where all you can do is sit, watch, wait, and deal. However, I think this time, I’d like to call it a learning experience, or more bluntly a reality check, more than anything else. And if I were my best friend, I’d do the best friend role and bitchslap me, probably more than once. Well, I’d hit my best friends anyways. I’m always quick to hand out much needed "favors” that I see fit. But, like Britney says, there really are only 2 types of people in the world. Those who
Joe Nichols, Brokenheartsville
He wore that cowboy hat to cover up his horns.Sweet-talkin' forked tongue haf a temptin' charm.Before I turned around, that girl was gone.All I can say is: "Bartender, pour me somethin' strong."Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope she's happy with him.Here's to the girl, who wrecked my world,That angel who did me in.I think the devil drives a Coupe de Ville.I watched 'em drive away over the hill,Not against her will, an' I've got time to kill,Down in Brokenheartsville.It was long on chrome, sittin' in the lot.An' fire engine red, that thing was hot.He revved it up, she waved goodbye.Well, love's gone to hell and so have I.Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope she's happy with him.Here's to the girl, who wrecked my world,That angel who did me in.I think the devil drives a Coupe de Ville.I watched 'em drive away over the hill,Not against her will, an' I've got time to kill,Down in Brokenheartsville.Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope s
My Grandma Information!!!
Patricia J. Kissell Patricia J. Kissell, 72, of Homosassa, Fl, passed away on Friday, June 12, 2009, at Seven Rivers Hospital, Crystal River, Fl. Visitation is scheduled for Wednesday, June 17, 2009, between 11:00 A.M. until 1:00 P.M. at Wilder Funeral Home, Homosassa. Burial to follow at Stage Stand Cemetery, Homosassa. Published in the Citrus County Chronicle from 6/14/2009 - 6/17/2009
Taken Down
Taken Down Taken down to the cold floor Taken down till our clothes were no more Taken down to feel your flesh burn Taken down through our lustful yearn Taken down to taste your sweet honey Taken down to finally become free Taken down to feel your tongue on me Taken down for you to please Taken down to lick your lips Taken down to create friction between your hips Taken down to hear you scream Taken down to complete this dream Taken down to drive deep inside Taken down so our skin would collide Taken down to be held close and tight Taken down to please My Fire tonight
Psycho Annoying Horny Birthday Bar Bish
The problem with being a single male, is occasionally a whacked out single female focus's on you.  I just finished my extra long day.  A 10 hour shift, followed by a 4 hour board meeting. Every 1st & 3rd monday of each month is like this.   I hadnt had dinner and decided to treat myself to an order of chicken wings and mini-tacos at the local watering hole.  I just wanted to relax, unwind, have peace. As soon as my food is brought out -this woman comes over, sits next to me, her thigh touching mine, and starts raping my ear.  Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah.  My food was there - I would have asked for takeout, had I known what was in store for me.  I tried: Involving other people in conversation Watching the tv which required me to turn away from her Ignoring her When all of these failed -I started to eat so fast, and point to my mouth as to say - I cannot talk -my mouth is full of food.  None of these tactics worked.  Blah Blah Blah Blah BlahBlahBLAHBLAHBLAH I gave short
Gone For The Summer
Dear friends, fans and other fu-dudes and dudettes,   This summer your neighbourhood clowny is taking a bit of a break from the internet. From July 12th till August 23rd Im not going to be online. I will be taking a long summer break. I will be at the beach mostly with friends and family. I really had a long work year and could use a good break. I hope im not forgotten. Keep in touch and make sure i get alot of love when im gone.   clowny
Looking toward the future with a frightened eye staring down uncertainty trying to pass the quiet nights without letting my mind go astray There are too many thoughts I can't bear to think too many possibilities I don't have the courage to consider I'm not scared of the future just blinded by dreams gone awry living in a past checkered with defeats and cradling ideals long since lost and forgotten No journey has gone the direction I planned No sprint has moved at the pace I wanted So now I sit here completely out of dreams pining for what should have been but never will be frightened by possibilities turned into destinies and clinging on to improbable hope slipping through my fingers Uncertain about everything save what I fear Destined for nothing but what I despise There is no glorious future there is no happy end just a game of self-deceit that never quite fulfills
..we Need A Revolution.....
    Very interesting stats coming out of new polls. Many Republicans, and a fair number of Democrats are affiliating themselves as Independents. I’ve been registered as an Independent for some time now, and I no longer feel like my vote is “useless”.   May I suggest an “Independent” could be our next President, and I think the polls are indicating it’s a possibility. Too many Republicans feel there is no “real” leader or leadership emerging, and Democrats are moving too far left to sustain any long term control.   Let’s not forget that “Ross Perrot” lead both George Bush Senior, and Bill Clinton in the polls for the 1992 Presidential election, and probably would have won if he wouldn’t have dropped out in July, and then re-entered the race just one month before the election. He still received 20% of the popular vote (the most in history), and he wasn’t that strong a candidate.   I feel people are fe
Fuckin Fuck!!!
Take Another Look
Take Another Look   My hands stretch out to catch your tears Each one is so precious to me They fall from My Broken Angels eyes My heart breaks at her pleas I know the pain your feel The overwhelming sense of doom The one that chains down your heart Filling your spirit with gloom I know your feathers have turned to ashes Your wings burned from the pain I know your spirit is weakened Battered and beaten by the rain
Movie And My Thoughts..just Blogging"
 Last night, i could not  sleep, so , i went to open the ref and found delicious cherries, and some chips, hmmm. what a combination?.. sit on the couch, sigh and sigh"... lazily, i turned on the tv.  i started to watch a movie... i did not see that movie before, but i find it interesting..TIME MACHINE".... as i watch the movie.. it brings me to so many thoughts , to my own thoughts... how i wished it was real and true, if only i can have a chance to go back to the past, ... i would probably at all cost, will avoid this present time,  i will change route  just to avoid this time and situation , to go to my future.  but then i asked myself, what is really in there in the future? and will i ever be forever feeling sorry for my present?   i am here today, but seems in two real worlds, one physical world, where my body exist, and one hidden world , where my soul and heart wandering..but it is a real world to me as well...  i wonder how beatiful it would be, if one day i found my body
Lap Top
Yesturday I bought a Lap Top. And can use the Libraries Internet for free when ever I want. I love this Lap Top. Works very well. I'll be on Fubar alot now.
Did You Really Say That?
The words I wait to hear wispered sweetly in My ear.The words some give away like pennys left at the gas staion.but truely should be gaurded like gold in fort knox.In seconds My day turned wonderful.and filled with dreams of what could be.The amazing feeling i felt,when You first said You love Me.
Auto 11
thank you candy for the auto 11 hugs   this is my first auto 11 please bomb or rate me, thank you to all my friends hugs
Dying To Be Thin
So yeah, still trying to lose's still going up and down but from the most that i've weighed..i've lost 16 pounds....not enough. I was talking to one of my coworkers and she's trying to lose weight also. really, she doesn't look like she needs to lose any...I'd kill to have her figure..she's not skinny, or fat..a little chunky maybe but perfect to me...that's what I want. I don't wanna be hella skinny...she told me that I should lose some weight.... thanks.   I feel that I have to lose weight just to be noticed...maybe not all guys dig the skinny, perfect bodied, non chubby chicks.... but in my head... that's what guys want..that's what gets guys attention... not a real thick chick like me.   I don't know why I'm loseing the weight like I have been...I haven't been eating much or had much of a appatie. I'm not starving myself or doing it on purpose...well maybe a LIL but im not gonna eat if im not really that hungry. I'm not wanting to lose weight just to please people
Spotlight Help
PLEASE HELP FOR SPOTLIGHT!   Greetings all.  I was recently, very generously, gifted an auto-11.  I don't tend to get a lot of traffic to my page, so I thought the best way to take advantage of this gift was to go for a spotlight. Currently I have 26.5mil.  I might be able to get one for as low as 30.  SO CLOSE :D. I am asking for your donations.  Any ammount is appreciated.  When you donate, your name and picture (with a clickable link) will be added to my page, as those who have donated already are.  This link and thank you will last on my page until and during the Spotlight I get.   Please help, and thanks in advance! -JoeSomebody
Taste Test For Masked Bandit
This is my favorite suburban bandit. She allows me to feed her every night, and sometimes during the day. She visited when she first had her kits and I hope she brings them with her some night when it is time to show them where the buffet line starts. We look deeply into the eyes of the other, but I cannot wiggle my ears as well as she does.
Please Read This It Could Save A Life
INFORMATION EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW........ ......... ....... Blood  Clots/Stroke - They Now Have a Fourth Indicator,  the Tongue   I  will continue to forward this every time it  comes around!   STROKE:Remember  the 1st Three Letters....S.T.R.     STROKE  IDENTIFICATION:  
How Important Is Sex
 How Important is SEX in a Relationship? Does it account for more than 50 Percent? Does it Maintain a healthy relationship? Cast your Opinion Now!
Lunch Dinner Are A Snack Stop In
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Setting My Fire Free
Setting My Fire Free   I drew my sword took up my shield My enemy drew his as well I could see My Fire shackled behind him I could feel the anger inside me swell He had taken her captive seven moons prior I tracked them to his castle My Fires snow white dress now tattered I could see he dragged her threw hell He lunges towards me our swords meet He lets out a maddening yell Our shields clash in the moonlight His attacks my sword and shield repel
Downrater Haters... Have Some Food For Thought! :d
Why are you people hating on downraters like myself? Before you answer (if you do), consider these arguments... there's no rules stating you cannot rate peeps a 1. You people do it back, and two wrongs don't make a right *tut tut* To some people you might actually be worth a 1. - We all know my arguments cannot be refuted because I'm always right... that's all :D
I Belive...
I belive that every thing happens for a reason.People change so that u can learn to let go,things go wrong so u can appriciate them when their right.u belive lies so you'll eventually learn to trust no one but your self,and some times good things fall apart so better things can fall together!
Weapons Of The Mind
...weapons of the mind, which vanquish all others. Trenches of ideas are worth more than trenches of stone.  A cloud of ideas is a thing no armored prow can smash through. A vital idea set ablaze before the world at the right moment can, like the mystic banner of the last judgment, stop a fleet of battleships.   by Jose Marti
Music I Love
My Promises
To My Future Wife (I don't know her, but God does)   I can never say I'll love you forever, because we are not promisedtomorrow.I can however promise that as long as I have breath within me I will loveyou.I can't promise you the finest things, but you will never lack.I can't promise that we won't argue, but I will be the first to say I amsorry.I can't promise I won't make mistakes, but I can promise to make thingsright.I can't promise you'll never cry, but I can promise I'll always hold youand wipe away the tears.I can't promise you that you won't worry, but I can promise you that I'llhelp you find peace.I can't promise you that you won't hurt, but I can promise you that I'llcarry you.I can't promise you that you won't get sick, but I can promise that I'lltake care of you.I can't promise you that you'll have everyday happy, but I can promise thatI'll help you remember the good days.I can't promise you that you'll always be young, but I can promise you thatyou'll always be my bride.I
Darth Jackson Elvis
so mike jackson is dead right on  you know he was married to elvis' daughter and he fucked the kid from home alone   i want to start a new band and call it the jackson four
A Stupid Man Said Here
I have to leave my mark of opinion in light of recent of events; some trivial, others monumental in the aspect of our world.  I defer to he who said it best, and fitting, somewhat omniscent his words; as our world so many decades later seems to fall in the embrace of what Thoreau was convicted by then.  Let it find you and quesiton it. "The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation.  What is called resignation is confirmed desperation.  From the desperate city you go into the desperate county, and have to console yourself with the bravery of minks and muskrats.  A stereotyped but unconscious despair is concealed even under what are called the games and amusements of mankind.  There is no play in them, for this comes after work.  But it is a characteristic of wisdom not to do desperate things." Henry David Thoreau Walden
Widow Creepers
widow creepers come here golden boy and piss in my tea lets go on the roof and talk about the birds and the bees ill touch you there and you'll stroke my hair lets lace our fingers and call it fair let me stand on your head while you're holding my thighs lets have some cake and eat with no plates ill sit on the grass while you bathe in my sweat I'll close my eyes once you change your mind you'll open your eyes till my bodies nude and wet I'll try not to be shy but i cant help the rose in my cheeks lets lace hands and call it fair ill kiss your lips while you touch me there ill shut my mouth and wont make a peep ill keep it a secret before your words cheat golden boy come here and piss in my tea i prefer the bitter truth then the careless words that sound so sweet we'll grow old you'll be deaf and ill be mute lets be physical than talk cheap i'll fight you while you hold me tight touch me here while i touch you there
Growing Up
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probaly will. You will have your heart broken probaly more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for something an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast, and eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happyness you'll never get back.
The Fate Of Human Kind
-Yo, have you ever even tasted life? Or are you satisfied with just black and white? And if you don't quite get what I mean, maybe it's because the only color that you see is GREEN. See, any fool can drop a rhyme on a dime, but when you open up your mind and feel whats inside,... truth, comes out and it's frequently misunderstood, but it's not the body, it's what's under the hood. We like to criticize what's on the outside, erecting walls of lies, for some false sense of pride. It's a damn shame that we have to pass the blame and use other's names in vain, in order to brush away our own pain. It's about time to see this way of thinking, is precisely what's destroying every human being. -So what will you do, to push your way through? There is always more than one way to change, but there is only one way to remain the same. -You have to think, about half the things you haven't seen and then ask yourself, “Is that for me”. How about those things, in life considered most common
No Snares Allowed
“Thou shalt not raise a false report: put not thine hand with the wicked to be an unrighteous witness.”  The twenty-third chapter of Exodus concludes the judgments of the LORD upon those who would break His law, provides for feasts the children of Israel use to remind them of His priority in their lives, and the LORD’s promise to keep them in His way unto their entry into the Promised Land.  Elaborating the ninth commandment from chapter twenty, verse sixteen to not bear false witness (i.e., lie) about another person, this chapter begins with the LORD’s admonition to not do it, even if the majority (“a multitude to do evil” in verse two) is clamoring for it, if it would go against the revealed will of God.  One’s status in society has no bearing on justice (see verse three) if it’s to mean anything.  Equal justice under law; we need to live up to that. By verse four’s command to return a stray ox or ass to its master (even if the m
Grayskull Of Power The By
The one time Prince Adam had to say his oath to transform into He-Man backwards as in today’s title was when he was on the planet Trolla where everything to him was backwards, with trees growing down from the sky among other things!  In the original cartoon “He-Man And The Masters of the Universe” (I would watch this when I got home from school and used to cross-reference everything) I saw a lot that inspired me to write … mostly nonsense in my younger years, but the older I get the more connected I realize it is.  It occurred to me with a graphic novel I’d read a few days ago that even though the plot sounded like something you imagine as “Masterpiece Theatre” fare, it was actually intelligent and challenging, what I look for in the books I read and the people I meet!   Any literature set in the era of Victorian England tends to radiate between the extremes of Rudyard Kipling and Charles Dickens.  Kipling deals with the glory and is borderli
The Number 1 Thing That Pisses Me Off
the number 1 thing that pisses me off is that women only go for guy because of what they drive or how much money they make it really pisses me of because that dont want someone for how they r treated or anything like they just want all the stupid shit that means nothing without true love
Adult Website Right?
Ok first off I want to ask a question this is an adult site right? I believe it is so next question if something says may contain NSFW and you see it and dont like NSFW are you going to open it? This is an adult site and photos are getting marked that myspace would allow just look at the adult film stars that are on there. So what is wrong with someone wearing a pair of jeans that the ass is ripped. Some of the photos that people mark NSFW i would like to know what people are thinking. I am going to say it once again THIS IS AN ADULT WEBSITE IF IT SAYS MAY CONTAIN NSFW AND YOU DO NOT LIKE THAT STUFF THEN DO NOT OPEN THE ALBUM. Come on people its common sense.
Me and My Empty Soul Category: Life Does anyone feel like me Do any of them see my pain How much I hurt Will it ever stop Time is supposed to heal But how long do I have to wait I hate myself everyday It penatrates my wound Hate digging deeper Making me suffer I was hoping this experience Would make me tougher But I fear I don't know How much longer I can last Im slowly slipping deep down Into despair I don't know if I can recover So dark The sum of all my fears Has finally surfaced It scares me The thoughts in my head Just aren't right I know they can never be said How long can I continue Holding it inside Help It's eating me alive Destroing my sprint Removing my soul Soon will remain nothing But a mindless Empty hole
Test New Link
I Love Surveys :)
  Finish the sentence......... My ex...: is missedMaybe I should...: try harderI love...: to laughPeople would say that I'm...: outgoing and awesome :)I don't understand...: why some people act the way that they doWhen I wake up in the morning...: i want to go back to bedLife is full of...: ups and downsMy past is...: something i have learned fromParties are...: fun if they dont get too out of controlI wish...: that i was what he wantedTomorrow...: will come and it will goI have low tolerance...: being told i am lyingI am totally terrified of...: ghostsIf I had a million dollars...: i would be less stressed.. i thinkI am...: amazing :DMy home is...: my home... MY home :)My best friend...: is a manMy parents taught me...: right from wrongEvery day...: is another day that i am aliveMy life...: is different from yoursIf I found out my ex was gay...: i wouldnt be suprissed.. it would make sense.. LOLBoys are...:yummy :)Girls are...: commpetitiveI hate people who...: cheat and lieLast Nov
...One player started a discussion thread that claimed Myers had been banned from the game because he had called a fellow player a "n----r."... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Naggers...I freakin canna stand em, boyo! *sighs and giggles* THE WORD WAS NAGGERS!!! I love South Park - Matt and Trey, you guys ROCK THE TABOOS! :)   Noun: (n) scold, scolder, nag, nagger, common scold (someone (especially a woman) who annoys people by constantly finding fault)   ESPECIALLY A WOMAN!! So why the gender bias on the word N----R (NAGGER). Do women find constant fault with people more often then men... If a man finds constant fault with people is he just considered OBSERVANT. Did we not just go through this kind of thing when Hilary Clinton was viewed as being BITCHY when she was merely being as STRONG and FORTHRIGHT as her male counterparts in the run for the democratic nomination. Poor Sarah Palin is beautiful and does not try to make herself loo
Fate Of Desire
  -The death of NFL star Steve Mc Nair gave me food for thought.. -By nature we tend to chase after that inner desire for love, wealth and to be treated like kings or queens or even to become one..Even being married, being in a relationship or having kids has little power to tame the flame.. -We sometimes push our limit, our boundaries and go into territories that we are oblivious to, that we know the danger of.. We cheat and steal thinking its fun or a way of life, just to get what we want. -But there is a price to pay for how we live, This star died by the hands of cheating and u have to ask urself if wisdom is a thing of the past? [[The old definition of a mistress was a woman who was set up in her own apartment, given money for the essentials of life and and in turn made herself available to her keeper whenever he wanted her. The girl in question was just a hooker trading sex for the promise of a big-time football player husband. He handed her the line they all do: "I'm going
Never Trust Anyone
~ Acid_Induced_FairyTale~     this person led me to believe that she wanted a real realationship, and told me that she wanted to spend all the time in the world togethor, well i made the time, on the first day i saw her, stupid me gave her a 100 to help her pay a bill and right after that, i was blown off. left hanging, do the math, so everyone pass this along,here is another prime example DTA!!!! DON'T TRUST ANYONE YOU DON'T KNOW... hows it feel to have your true self put out there for the world to see? hurts don't it
Saying Good-bye Is Never Easy
Hello Furiends, It's time for me to say good-bye to all of you. There just doesn't seem to be enough time in the day to get on Fubar anymore, so I have made a very difficult decision to leave. For my friends, I'll be more than happy to give you my email address, so we can stay in touch. I've made some really good friends on here and will always cherish our friendship. Angel Wings
Well, I'm Unemployed, Ya.
I worked a job that I loved...a lot of hours sometimes, but I loved it.  I also lost that job 4 days ago.  I was told that there was an overall "reduction in workforce," and unfortunately, there were 3 others in our 2 local branches that lost their jobs as well.  Yeah, I spent the first 2 days on the couch going through kleenex like air, but I think this morning I have a fresh perspective on things.  Maybe this is the time to finish my RN, maybe even go on for a Bachelors' or Masters' degree?  I even thought about a degree in Emergency Management.  Not sure...but I guess in looking at it now, it's more of an opportunity.  I'm going to get my printer working and submit some stories for never know.  I guess I just wanted to make sure you all knew...when one door closes, another opens.  Never look at it as an ending, but a new beginning.  I've marked this as NSFW because, well, let's face it...this is Fubar after all, there will be some assmunch that will inevitably leave
Pain Is Pleasure
To Her Pain Is Pleasure From the prick of the gun when she gets ink done To the crack of the whip when it meets with her skin She knows no other pleasures She has no other Highs Her drug of choice is deeper then you could ever apply She is like some dark seductive hellion who you love to know Though she has this dark secret no other knows She waits for His commands To order her to obey Him and only Him She feels the soft silk around her wrists and awaits the puriest of pleasures She feels the wind of the whip across her body before it meets it's target For she only knows the truest of pleasures That of which is yielded by His hands , His lips and His body To her ...Pain is Pleasure ....and Pleasure Is Pain.  
Richeous in the rainA needle for the painFeeling like the markA scared child in the dark   Bring light into the world Make yourself shine Remember who you are And who you want to beForever isnt foreverJust a happy thoughtA jesture for the futureBut today can not be lost
you are my sun, my moon, you are my world. when we are together, everything seems to fall into place. i love you always, i love you forever. friends once, lovers now, what the future holds i do not know. my love is true, my love is pure. i loved you once, and i forever shall. you are my world. without you, i would have nothing.
When the drummers come, will you join there ranks? or will you pridefully march alone? ~Andrew~
Haunted New Orleans
HAUNTED NEW ORLEANS PRESENTED BY TROY TAYLOR “Take 100 of the most enthusiastic ghost hunters and ask them to name America’s Most Haunted City. Most will spring to their feet yelling, ‘New Orleans!’ “ (Richard Winer, “Haunted Houses”) THE HISTORY & HAUNTINGS OF NEW ORLEANS The name of “New Orleans” conjures up a succulent variety of images, from the soft sounds of jazz to whirring ceiling fans, wrought iron gates, and hot, spicy food. Along the swollen Mississippi River, the city dozes, only to come alive at night with the revelry of its people and the blare of music and laughter from Bourbon Street and the French Quarter. These are the images of New Orleans that many people think of... but there is another side to the city as well, an underbelly and a darkness that is as carefully hidden as the gates to the small gardens which lurk between buildings in the Quarter. This dark
The Smokestack
The Smokestack The Smokestack is located close to Shreveport-Barksdale Highway and Clyde Fant Parkway.  There are several stories about the previous uses of the smokestack.  One story is that it was part of King's Truck and Coach Works.  The shop and the barn were in burned in the 70's and the smokestack is all the was left.  Supposedly the caretaker of the place killed the owner's widow for money when it was still in operation, and in the midst of his escape, he impaled himself on a wrought iron gate.   Another theory is that it is the remains of a major oil refinery.  One other story is that the property was used as a dairy farm as well.  Still, the Smokestack is still surrounded by strange tales and curious people just wanting to know.  One e-mail stated that a man went to the top of the tower and saw a large group of bees in the form of a human man.  Even if the place may or may not be haunted, from the pictures it's easy to see that it is a known place for gatherings
Oakland Plantation
As legend has it, the old Oakland Plantation on Sligo Road is said to be haunted.  Supposedly, a man named Dr. Abel Skannal, who built the house in the 1830's, killed his wife there and kept her in the attic in a coffin.  It was said the body was discovered after the Doctor's death.  Dr. Skannal was also known to be a practical joker, which could be one reason that the coffin was in his atticThere was also a woman that lived at Oakland Plantation by the name of Melinda McCallon Coyer while her father was remodeling the house.  One thing that was said to have happened was one winter night, her and her sister woke up during the night, freezing and shivering.  They noticed that they had no blankets on.  Once they turned on the light, the blankets were in the corner, as if someone had taken them off of the children during the night.  Another story was that the thermostat in the house never worked.  If it was set on 80 degrees, it would be set to zero sometime during the night, without anyo
I want a moonlight for a sad night. I need to think about, oh divine, the dreams you brought me. To feel that you are mine, mine like no other. Since you left, I have not had moonlight. I feel you like hooks, like claws, they drown me at the beach from all the pain. And I’m dragging your chains in the quiet night; I wish it was a full moon, blue like no other.
lmao boy i felt dumb, i thought rich was cooking dinner..he hasn't cooked dinner in forever but it was for his friends tomorrow....silly me..thinking he actually was gonna cook but it's for his friends.    
The Sultan's House
THE SULTAN'S HOUSE THE GARDETTE-LAPRETE HOUSE The Sultans Ghost-This ghost is one of New Orleans most famous ghosts. He is said to roam the halls of the four story house located at 716 Dauphine Street. The house is situated on the corner of Dauphine and Orleans Avenue. The Sultan was from Turkey. He rented the house from the owners, the La Prete family, for his large family and harem. It is said that he was a dangerous and cruel man who was not above kidnapping women off the streets of New Orleans and torturing them into submission and then adding them to his harem. One afternoon the Sultan met his fate in a cruel and
The Marie Laveau House
Marie Laveau House Laveau House Legend has it that MarieLaveau lived in a house at 1020 St. Ann Street. best known and most revered practitioner of voodoo in the city, and some say the "founder" of New Orleans voodoo, was Marie Laveau, a free woman of color born in 1794 in Haiti. Laveau was also a devout Catholic; it was this unique blending of Voodoo rituals and Catholicism that would differentiate New Orleans voodoo from other forms of the practice. About 1875 the original Marie Laveau I, bereft of her youth and memory, became confined to her home on Rue St. Ann and did not leave until claimed by death some
Pain- She Whipped
Music I love
I Cry When I Hear This Song Eveytime
Travis Tritt Best Of Intentions :I had big plans for our futureSaid I'd give you the whole world somehowI tried makin' good on that promiseThought I'd be so much further by nowNever could build you a castleEven though you're the queen of my heartBut I've had the best of intentions from the startNow some people think I'm a loser'Cause I seldom get things rightBut you make me feel like a winnerWhen you wrap me in your arms so tightPlease tell me you will rememberNo matter how much I do wrongThat I had the best of intentions all alongI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with the best of intentionsI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with
I'm Giving Out $100 In Real Money
Ok, I'm not really giving out free money, but if you read this, I'll probably buy you a drink. Now that I have your attention...A few nights ago I was chatting with a new fubar friend.  Go check her out, she's awseome Blondebomb  Anyway, we were chatting about blogging and I'd forgotten how cathartic it can be.  It's great to rant, rave, or tell a good story (at least one that I find entertaining).  I generally have nothing profound to say, but like I said it's cathartic. My previous blogs were almost entirely about frustration with my wife.  Mostly about not having any sex.  Much has changed since then, although the sex isn't that much different.  Now we have a pretty good reason for not going at it very often.  We have a 4 month old daughter who keeps us occupied.  But, we try. I've been on Fubar a long time, even going back to the days when it was called Cherry Tap.  It's taken off quite a bit since then and I must say I'm impressed.  There's still the people who are begging for
More Shit Different Day
My girlfriend just broke up with me. Guess I am not meant to be happy. I can go into details but some people started shit and she thought this was the best way to solve it!! And like always I come out on the losing end. I just dont get what others get out of making others unhappy? Fuck I dont bother anybody, I keep to myself. Guess that must be the problem, Im not out drinking and getting high, like others do, so they have to fuck with me, cause of that, well they can go fuck themslef, and if I ever prove who did it, it will be a very bad fucking day to be him, cause there will be blood and guts all over the place. People need to learn to leave me the fuck alone, cause I am on the edge of madness as it is. It wont take much to push over and start a killing spree!!!
Moving Day
Well my gf finally told me who the fourth person would be and i was right it is her bf, he is so creepy.  She admitted to me that he has been wanting me since I moved into apartment and that they both came up with idea of her having 3some with me and my friend, that I would be more likely to have 3some or 4some with her and creepy him.  I was like OMG!!! YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!! how could you use me like that!!!! I asked her if our entire time together was a lie, she didn't answer right away which means it was!  gawd I am such a dork, I should've known anyone that would date and live with such a creep would also be one!!!! She tried to tell me that at first it was but she has real feelings for me now and that she really did enjoy the other day with me and friend......I just glared at her and told her to stop lying and get out!!!!  I was so mad!!!!  Her bf doesn't work, always mooches off her and he drinks too much and does drugs..ewwwww!!!!!!!!! what a waste!!!! Anyway, that was a couple o
She is forever standingat our secret pondbeneath our loving tree.Welcome late-spring breezelifting summer dress and hatever so slightly.She is dropping a rosefrozen forever in timeit cascades from her hand.Around her, the pond,the cat-tails, the bird song,all captured deliciously.She is smiling playfullyas rose follows petalsto rest amidst lily-pads.A buzz of bumblebee,breeze dancing leaves above,mid-morning sun seems to kiss her.She laughs hearing her nameturns with anticipationburned forever is the sight.Even as life continues -for that split secondher beauty is immortalized.
Days And Nights
my days and night go by so slow as i sit here alone wondering what might be what will be when will i catch my one break i need to get thing done to set aside my aches and pains and really live life go to unknown places i have never been see the world so to speak then i wonder will i go alone will i be alone no one wants to live life all alone we all have our people we hang with family and friends whether there on line on in real life we are never really alone untill we say bbl or cya later to the ones we see physicaly then when we power down and turn off the lights who is there to hold you to snuggle up against and feel the warmth of a human body next to yours who will you tell your inner most secrets too i stare up to the sky at night seeing the stars the moon i feel my heart heavey with that lonely feeling the wonder if i sleep tonight and not wake up who will miss me who will go to my funeral who will cry the same as who is with me no one sure illbe missed but as sure
depression sinks its ugly fangs in and i go along for the ride...ugly monsters swim in my head no more, but they live in the air between us...
What A Twat 2
Shoutbox veronica: send your number veronica: you have none you too scared ring me veronica: u would be goo on the floor you spoke any your trash in reallife ->veronica: i love you so intensely my balls are full of spunk veronica: i feel sorry for you all u are is words behind a screen u havent got the bottle to say what u type you would get decapitated reallife for your smutt you say ->veronica: will you be wearing something seductive baby ? veronica: meet me ok veronica: im from woolwich veronica: watch how your world is gonner turn upside down good to bad bad 2 worse anything i think in my mind can happen and u gonner be feeling so ill within a hour ->veronica: will i get lost in big bad london ? veronica: only chemistry we have is that i can do mind transgressioand trust me bad things are gonner happen to u ->veronica: you are showing your class dear veronica: how shameful a girl has exposed you for the gutless creep you really are MadroxLette: thats bullshit ->ve
She can't see the way your eyes Light up when you smile She'll never notice how you stop and stare When ever she walks by And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her But you are everything to me And I just want to show you She don't even know you She's never going to love you Like I want too And You just see right through me If you only knew me We could be a beautiful miracle Unbelievable, instead of just invisible Yeah, There's a fire inside of you That can't help but shine through. She's never gonna see the light No matter what you do And all I think about Is how to make you think of me And everything that we could be And I just want to show you She don't even know you She's never gonna love you Like i want too And you just see right through me If you only knew me We could be a beautiful miracle Unbelievable, instead of just invisible. Like shadows in a faded light We're invisible I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize I just want to show you She don't even
Wanna Know What I Think
  Do Bad things and Bad things Happen!
Disabled Kitten
Well as most of you know 5 weeks ago Jazz had her kittens one of them though is disabled. It has the manx syndrome .Kittens are hard enough to find homes for so not even sure if I could find someone to take it in. I'm thinking it would most likely do best in a home with seniors then staying with me , my other pets and also the kids .
we have the best djs and owners and co owners we try to do are best there is no drama in are lounge but dont take my word for it come cheek us out at
I Love You!
To: David Martin When you make a commitment to a relationship, you put your attention and energy in it more profoundly. You realize its not just you anymore, its two lives, two hearts joined together in friendship united forever. I know babe I have only known you a short amount of time. This is only the best way I can explain this to you. I love you and you have become the spirit in me. The fire in my heart is lit again because of you. Love is one thing in my life that has been a worry for me, a song to me, and a dream that I have dreamt. It has never been a reality. I know this isn’t going to be easy, I know its going to be hard. I have come to the realization that love doesn’t just cause pleasure, it causes pain. David with you though, I don’t worry anymore. I want this, and every girl has the chance to get something as good as us. I cant pass you up, nor would I ever think to. Even if I had the whole world to write on to express how much I love you, it wouldn't al
Love Is Pain
why does love have to hurt?   really now think about it......everything to do with love seems to cause pain.........
About The Trick Mfkn *bubzy*
Sit With Me
this i feel has got to be one of the best things i've written. this was written back on july 01, 2007.   sit with me. written by phil hernandez come my friend and sit with me. watch as the sun sets one last time. notice how the moon no longer glows bright. now tell me something. tell me what i am to you and tell me the truth. i'm sick of everything and can't take it any more. don't tell me that you care because i know you don't give a fuck. don't tell me that you love me because i know that's only bullshit. if i meant so much to you then you never would have done the shit you did. i was always second to him. i was always last on your list. you said that you cared about how i feel and that you worry about me. well then why did you make me feel like i was nothing to you and then tell me you're sorry. if you were truly sorry then you wouldn't have continued hurting me. but i guess that's the only thing you know and the only thing i deserve. well allow me to tell you this one last thing
27 July 2009
Stuff like this doesn happen very often, but when it does its a tidal wave of mixed emotions. As i was letting the troops and civilians off my chinook helicopter, a civilian passenger handed me a small piece of paper. Looking back now I wish i would have read it as soon as I recieved it.  It read " Dear flight engineer, my father was a F.E. in vietnam (69-70). he just passed away last year. thanks for everything you do." To me that was an honor. But at the same time I wanted to find out who it was and give them the American flag we fly in our aircraft. Thank you for everything your father did, and thank you for serving along side us while we are deployed. It means the world to us.    
Confederate Flags
The other day I was on my home and just a few blocks from my house.  Driving the other way down the street was this huge lifted truck flying two banner sized Confederate flags.  First off, I don't really understand people who fly the Confederate flag and try to claim it isn't racist.  I know they say it's a culture thing and not anything to do with race.  But isn't that sort of like flying a NAZI flag and then trying to claim you're just proud of Germany's history and dominance in the 1930s and 40s.  The NAZIs weren't just racists.  They were fiercely proud Germans.  Second, this guy might have just stood up and shouted "I hate niggers!"  See, I live in Calgary.  Calgary is about as far from the Confederate South as you can get.  There's no reason for someone to be flying a Confederate flag here.  Someone please try to explain this to me.
My First Fubar Pissing Contest
So a few minutes ago I was looking through my friends on fubar to see who I could afford to buy.  So I found a friend I chat with quite a bit, mostly on yahoo.  I absolutely love chatting with this woman because she's interesting, funny, and we have similar interests. Anyway, 5 minutes after I buy her I get a message from her previous owner saying "look at her status."  And she has in her status that she is missing her sweet master, who happens to be her owner.  So I apologize and say that I'll make sure it doesn't happen again.  I then proceed to buy my friend for five times the price I'd just paid.  He then proceeds to tell me that she'll block me.  I respond "not likely, but you never know.  I then get a stern warning "you will see soon."  I tell him I know this lady a bit and I seriously don't get the impression she'll stop talking to me over a pissing match on fubar.  If my friend actually blocked me because of me fucking with someone on fubar I think I'd actually be ok with tha
Hey, you guys have read the few blogs I've had about Jen, we are trying to make this work but I just go this from her, She has this and it's destroying me inside.You guys please leave me lots of love on this cause I am so fucking scared right now.{Below} Diabetic Ketoacidosis is a break down of Acid in your blood stream that slowly poisons your blood. Caused by not enough insulin in the body. It can lead to diabetic coma, and then death if not dealt with, and they are trying to deal with it but so far failing.  
Telling People To Fuck Off
One common theme I've noticed in many of the pics on Fubar is an overwhelming tendency from some people to include a picture (or several) of them flipping off the camera.  Usually with a caption similar to "if you don't like me, the you can fuck off."  Maybe I'm stereotyping a little here, but you also tend to see pics indicating the person is proud redneck or some form of confederate flag in there. Why is that?  Why the need to tell the world to fuck off if it doesn't happen to like you, find you attractive, or approve the pics you post.  When I see shit like that, all I can think is that the person posting it is fucking insecure about themselves that the have to tell everyone else to fuck off if they don't approve.  Aren't people allowed to disagree without being told to fuck off?  If you're a christian and I'm an atheist, will I automatically be told to fuck off.  Or if I don't find you attractive should I be told to fuck off for that to?  I think moving forward any pic with a 1 f
$40 Or Less
Hi, Bash me if you want, but this blog is going to be a guys point of view.  This is due to two men in my life, John Bias, and Tom Leykis. One I know personally, the other is a celebrity personality to me. You figure out which is which.   So, I begin this with Rule #1: Never Spend more then $40 on a date. Especially the first date, probably second and third as well.  But, the key to this is....make her THINK  you can spend more, its just you dont want to. This makes you intriguing, like...why wont he spend more money on me??  Its great when girls have this thought about you, it means they will stick around to find out the answer. ^_^.  If they never find out the answer, hey, they will stay until they do. So, remember, the bottom line on this one is, a girl firgures out in the first 5 minutes if she will sleep with you or not. NO ammount of money you spend on her will change her mind. So, spend as little as possible for the first date and have fun, she will sleep with you no matter h
Don't Know
ok        it's evolution baby!!!
Now The Melody Is Renewed
Now The Melody Is Renewed   A time spent apart from My Fire Words written to reach her heart Have been wiped clean from her slate Now the new sun rises giving fresh start I have missed My Fire’s sweet voice Her melody that brings passion to my spirit Eyes like gateways to heaven A kiss with a lust deep within it My Fire’s body carved from the night sky She is the untamed mystery of love She graces me with her touch Her heart I take hold of Let me hid in the feathers
I Love You
The title for today’s entry came as I was about to get in the shower after a dream where I’d just gotten home from somewhere and was playing a video game where I had to throw a plate at a door to open it.  I got up and greeted Andy “Chip” Wright, a fellow Stetson alum who’d graduated the year before me, and was about to greet a taller person behind him when my alarm went off at seven fifteen!  I gout of the shower, shaved, and got ready to write in my journal for the day – nine times out of ten, I succeed with that before Martha and the kids are up, but this was number ten – and wake Martha to get ready for work herself, but then our daughter Sarah cried out “don’t forget me” from the top of the stairs!  Got her first, got her dressed, and we both sat at the table and then the couch for a bowl of “Star Trek” cereal that Mommy bought last night!  I’m serious. I also write details of my dreams in my journal, w
Random Repeatable Acts
here i go again writing you off. i just want you to go away leave it alone, drop me off of this trip your on. what sence is it to want to be tied down to a moving car? i cant think i cant care, i cant give a damn anymore. two years of wanting, living up to your needs i forgot my own. and you want me back? give me hell for the life you put me in. give me hell for the pain you force me to try and avoid. all i can do is walk away, and you wonder why. your such a great person to yourself i wonder why the wold hates you so much.your such an infalable creature i wonder why god doesnt make you a saint. preach to your flock of all your innocent ways whyile you fuck them all. they will tell you the same as me in two years;  "make up your mind, keep one path. and above all, leave us alone"you say im perfect and that i dont see it. i say your flawed and you dont see it. you say its chemistry i say its its just as good as the sex i give you. your alowed all the imprefect days your perfect self can
The Outcast
being phased outbeing deceived not giving chancenot being treated fairlywho you are does not matter they dont carethey bully and humiliatethey have no rules they make them upas they go alongthey will drop at any level to mislead us they play so called care actthey sit on there ass all daypretend to be busywhen the shit hit the fanthey will drop you in the shitthen you see there true coloursthey tell you black is white is blacksome people are blind to see what the hell is going on
A Slight Detour Pt 6
250-Year-Old Boogey Man pt. 6 Or The Cult That Couldn't Shoot Straight "A vile of this biological weapon, no bigger than this pencil, will kill 80-100,000 people" -V.P. Dick Cheney, 2001 I live in Hemet, California.  It's a small farm town, with a lot of retired military, and only three main roads.  It's one of the famous California "cow towns" that have all but disappeared.  Now Hemet is known for two things, neither of them are very enviable.  First, in proportion to population, we have lost more citizens to the most recent war in the Gulf than any town or city in California.  Heck, we have lost more young people in Iraq, than any town or city this side of the Rockies (Google it).  Part of this, is because of our retired military.  See, the patriotic fathers and grandfathers of the last wars, sent their brave boys to fight in this one.  It's also because, well, soldiers usually come from the poorer areas of small towns, all across America. You want proof of this?
August 8th - Candle Wax
I had a wonderful session with my Master this evening.I was sitting on the couch with my lover sipping an orange juice and vodka he had made me, watching nothing on the television. I tug on my collar brought me to my feet."It's time. You can have that later" he said plucking the glass from my fingers and drawing me to our bed. "Lay down"I obeyed as he drew my shirt off over my head and unfastened the clasp to my bra. I lay on my back, my breathing growing heavy as he lit the candles. My hands drifted up to cover my breasts. A nervous habit my Master has yet to correct in me.He drew my hands back to my sides and asks if I am ready. I murmur a soft "Yes Master" and he begins to drip the hot wax down my chest from my neck to my waist. The heat lapped at my skin like a tongue. Involuntary moans escaped me and everything started to merge. Heat and pleasure and pain mingled in between my gasps of stop and then my nods to continue.Several times my Master asked if I had had enough. Wax caked m
For The Ladies.
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.Slower is better.Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreata friend.Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you.Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently?Always have your own set of friends separate from his.Maintai
Kitchen Faucets
Concinnity faucets are some of the best pull out kitchen faucets around. Good pull out spray kitchen faucets are hard to come by and kitchen faucets wall mounted make cleaning easier. Oil rubbed bronze kitchen faucets and brushed nickel kitchen faucets always make good kitchen faucets .
Please Read This!!!
How The Darkness Took Over
Once there was light inside and it showed out the angery and rage began to shout Then the light began to fade  and the dark take hold started heading into the shade and the light felt old as the light left i felt alone and cold then the dark to me in and showed me i am not alone i felt warm and alive again and in the dark i will always be
The First Time I Saw You
The First Time I Saw YouThe first time I saw you,I already knew.You had my heart,I truly loved you.You make me whole,There is no debate.You're the one I love,You're my soul mate.You make me complete,There could be no other.The only one is you,My one and true loverI love you with all my heart, My soul and mindA love that together,We surely can bind.I loved you from the beginning,There will be no end.A love that forever,Will only ascend.
Things I Want To Do Or Experience Before I Die( Aka Az's Bucket List)
1- I want to be tased 2- would love to be slapped in the face with a live catfish no less then 4 years or older 3- to be angrily compared to pumkin bread by a preacher 4- sex with Abby from NCIS 5- to say to a group of cops... "arrest those men" 6- to wear spandex... (every fat kids dream) 7- to at long last hear snoopie say these words "hey you know what?... your right" 8- taste hot lava wearing a tu tu  9- make the worlds biggest chocolate cream pie 10- to finally get enough bling to sooth my addiction 
My soul is dying of thirstI drink you in and then bring you to my lips.You are absinthe - sugar melted over 140 proof inspiration.Intoxicated by youI am not haunted by visions of skulls and deathnor by grotesque masks best left for carnivaleIntoxicated by you I see visions of mornings spent whispering about the meaning of lifewith legs and arms intertwined.Intoxicated by youI see visions of passionate debates about origins and causationover steaming cups of coffee.Intoxicated by youI see visions of souls exposed, secrets shared, hearts opened widewhile walking through the woods.As soon as my vision quest is completeyou become to me cool clean waterand my heart and soul are thirsty no more.
New Goal :)
Well I'm not dating but everyone tells me I should.  I'm rather bored but happy and so I shall start something new.  I know some of you have enjoyed the ocassional story or poem over the years.  Some know of my erotic writtings or lessons learned writtings.  I am now going to do my best to do a writing a day and yes I will warn in the subject what rating it is so I don't pollute the innocent. Feel free to comment in any which way, and keep in mind I tend to burst my thoughts through the key strokes as they bounce through my head.  Enjoy a taste of the sweet thoughts at the summit of my mind, a surf through the waves in my hair, or a tip toe through the passionate pastures of pleasure.
Are You A Bad American Too??
This Guy had the Guts to put this on the Internet... I love it. Way to GO!!!! YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I am a Master Mason and believe in God. I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. Get over it! I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and Willie G. Davidson that makes the Awesome Harley Davidson Motorcycles. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake
Making Skins
The site recently changed how profile skin coding was done. The upper areas, ie alert, shout, blast, scrolling members list, are non editable. As well, you can no longer code the mouseover. No notes can be added to your codes either, they will be deleted and replaced with a standard Fu CSS code. In order to make things extremely simple...I've taken this standard code, and inserted instructions in the areas that need to be replaced. To find the skin...scroll to the bottom of my profile page and click on "browse this members skins." You'll be in my gallery then. Scroll to the bottom of the gallery. There are two learn to code yourself skins. Use the one dated 8/16/2009. This is the updated one. Rip it. Go back to your homepage and click on "Edit my skins." It's under your default pic. Click on "edit skin." Right click on the code inside...scroll down to "Select All." Open a notepad and paste the code into a new notepad. Now the fun begins. Fo
Poetry At A Couth Hour
Phlebas the Phoenician, a fortnight dead, Forgot the cry of gulls, and the deep sea swell And the profit and loss. A current under sea Picked his bones in whispers. As he rose and fell He passed the stages of his age and youth Entering the whirlpool. Gentile or Jew O you who turn the wheel and look to windward, Consider Phlebas, who was once handsome and tall as you. During the fall of my junior year at Stetson (this would by fall 1992, if you want to guess my age), some liberal arts majors on the Stetson Publications Board got together a Thursday night gathering in the Forest of Arden where anyone who wanted to from the campus or community could read poetry, either what they’d written or something they chose to recite.  I did most of my own poetry then, I recall; call it an open mike night for poetry.  Outdoors, with blankets if you wanted (or brought) them, starting at ten p.m. came “Poetry At An Uncouth Hour”.  I was there most nights my junior year and the first
Walk with me, the path of life,to explore every bend of the roadEnjoy with me the beauty of life,along its wonderful wayFind comfort with me, in each other's arms,when grief crosses our pathFind strength with me, in each other's strength,when despair lies in waitLaugh with me, a single true laugh,to enlighten another's distressCry with me, a single true tear,to understand true happinessCherish with me, the wonders of life,as they need to be preservedRejoice with me, in the mysteries,of what is yet to beFind peace with me, in each other's souls,when the world has gone insaneFind love with me, in each other's hearts,until this life has been fulfilledAnd when the path comes to an endI hope we can say from withinWe've known the beauty of true love,our love came from within
Gone And Back Again
Going down that road again. down and down and down reaching, slipping, sliding Yearning , burning, churning whisper every tear has been cried every breath has been sighed every dream is gone emptyness sorrounds me bitterness is churning no more lying to myself must endure the pain blackness shall not win turning to stone in a world all alone
Their Hidden Place
      Their Hidden Place    I have seen much unmeant for mortal eyes in my wanderings beneath that dark and forgotten city. It is not the splendours of Irem that haunt my dreams with this madness, but another place, a place  shrouded in utter silence; long unknown to man and shunned even by ghoul and nightgaunt. A  stillness likened to millions of vanished years pressed with great heaviness upon my soul as I trod  those labyrinths in terror, ever fearing that my footfalls might awaken the dread architects of this  nameless region where the hand of time is bound and the wind does not whisper Great was my fear of this place, but greater was the strange sleep   -like fascination that gripped my  mind and guided my feet ever downwards through realms unknown. My lamp cast it's radiance upon  basalt walls, revealing mighty pillars hewn surely by no human hand, where curiously stained  obelisks engraved with frightful images and cryptic characters reared above me into the dar
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For You My Love
You are such a blessing I am thankful everyday, you make life so joyful, in every single way. People say love is a beautiful stranger, when sometimes, there is always that one danger. I love everything you do, my biggest fear I must say would be losing you, I always look forward to that one kiss, if you were to leave me, sweet kisses I would miss. I love your attitude, even your sense of style. Your eyes are so mesmerizing, but most of all, it's your smile. I can't explain the things you do to me, but it's there even if others may not see. You're the only one I want in my life, I want to be there next to you, right by your side. You make me laugh, even at the worst times, it feels so great for me, not to have to rely on another's lies. I will always be right here, for you patiently waiting for your return, every time I see you pull into the drive, my knees get weak and my heart starts to burn. It is so grand, to be able to love all over again. With you I feel so much better, I am
Hyperion Dawn
Years ago he sat under a tree, pondering his own life... and what would happen afterwords. Eventually, he was driven mad by the assumption of a celestial after life. In his madness, he drove to take his own life, destroying his physical body, but not releasing his mind to the celestial plane. It was there he resided on the Astral Plane. The same pattern repeated, as Zero's madness made him strive to ascend to higher forms of thought and existence. The rules of the metaphysical existentialism flowed through, entwining into his thoughts like a code. The code that which held frameworks of constructs of the planes. Ascendency, in its entirety, was the key. He struggled, fighting with his own reality, his temporal signature, his placement in this existence. He had at that point  begun to ascend once more beyond the variable realities, linking thoughts and reaction with perception. He had entered a loop of a constant reality. But even in this, he saw a higher pattern. The signature of his e
Life is too short,grudges are a waist of perfect happiness,laugh when you can,appologize when you should,and let go of what you can't change,love deeply,and forgive quickly,take chances,give all u can,and have no regrets.Life is too short to be unhappy you have to take the good with the bad,smile when your sad,love what you've got and always rember what you had.Forgive but never forget,learn from your misstakes but but never regret.People change and things go wrong but always rember life goes on...
Facts About Guys...let Me Know If This Is True
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it tryin
Anything Interesting?
     No, not really.  Well there was the trip to DisneyWorld, that was pretty cool, I mean it's DisneyWorld and I'm a Mickey nut but it was very big, very far and super hot and humid...Oh and we got drenched in rain which was warm so it was just uncomfortable in that "I just showered with my clothes on" way but then you get on the bus to go back to the hotel and they didn't adjust the air conditioning so for 30 minutes you were wet and freezing...Thanks Walt! :P      I also decided that since it didn't look like I'd be moving out anytime soon I needed to make the place more bearable, so I demo'ed the deck and put in a flower garden and took down the kids way too small for them now fort/swingset.  I'm going to use the wood to make outdoor furniture like a daybed and table, maybe even some benches or planters.  It's mostly labor, only spent $28 on plants, mulch, vitamins and fertilizer.  I figure I'll never get out of here if I go crazy with money renovating.       Also, because someo
Tears course down my face Wanting to run away from this place Somewhere no one can find me Somewhere I can find who I'm meant to be Somewhere without the pain and sorrow Somewhere to look forward to tomorrow Somewhere away from the chaos and strife Somewhere to find a better life Somewhere beyond the deciet and lies Somewhere to erase the sadness from my eyes Somewhere I'm free to make my own choice Somewhere that they actually hear my voice Somewhere to live the rest of my years Somewhere I won't cry any more tears Somewhere....
Love For A Child
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Chris Ayala's P.o.v. On Women And Their Issues Part2: The Platinum Pussy
INTRODUCTION:Hello friends, this is the first time i have ever spoken my mind on this site, but have to address an issue that has been annoying me for some time. In various jobs I have had weather corporate, bartending, personal training, or others I have had to hear the mouth of women and their issues. The issues tend to vary based on situations such as weight, appearance, relationships, personal self worth, etc . I am taking this opportunity to express my opinion and feelings about these situations. I am in NO WAY degregating or criticizing ANY WOMAN that this may apply to, so please do not be offended. It is not my intent to insult anyone, but just to give my point of view, and anyone who reads this can respond to it and give me there feedback. I welcome everyone to read and respond to this and give their opinion as well. Once again I am basing this solely on my life experiences, and IS JUST MY POINT OF VIEW. This week I am going to address the issue with women who believe that thei
Somebody's Raising Thire Kids Right
SOMEBODY'S RAISING THEIR KID RIGHT! One Nation, 'Under God'.One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked       a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside?     TOMMY:  Yes.   TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside?     TOMMY: Yes.
So What Im A Short Writer Today
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A Kisses Meaning
a kiss should be everything you are and feel deep in your soul looking into that persons eyes and seeing the passion in their eyes seeing the way they are looking back at you the passion flows from what seem your feet up to your head traviling through every part of your body till when your lips touch its like fire burning and it takes your breath away the passion flowing through both of you while you kiss and it longer and longer you dont want it to stop but when the kiss is over you lok into her eyes and kiss once more foreheads against each others and then you kiss again  always be who you are kiss like theres no tomarrow kiss with all your passion cause you will know when your next kiss is comming from
Drunk On His Dick....
The darkened room left me feeling a bit apprehensive....why would I want to meet him on his terms? Silly know the answer're addicted to him....his words have become a drug.Out of the darkness, his hand snakes easily around my wrist, catching me by surprise. A scream escapes before I can stop it. His laughter immediately puts me at ease as he wraps his arms around me as he nibbles gently on my neck. Instantly, I get wet.Struggling to free myself from his arms, the need to touch him increases tenfold. Ripping his shirt up and over his head, My lips stop long enough to graze each nipple. Reaching out and dropping his pants to the floor, my fingers teasing his hardened dick....sliding up the entire length before letting it go.His hands tear at the buttons of my shirt, Pop...pop...two go missing on the floor LOL. His hands reach out and struggle with my pants. He managed to finally pull them down past my hips, lifting me up and onto his swollen dick at the same time.Gri
Thank You
There is an email going around about a man in WA state that has started a new way of thanking our troops with sign language. The following video will explain the rest. :)
For Lee
take your sorry, shove it up your ass, twist, forget my name, forget my face, lose my number and die! and where the hell do you get that hurting me was harder than letting me go? ha you chose to leave me! it's been said that if you truely love/care for someone that you just want them to be happy, well fvck i must not have loved/cared for you at all, cause i really do wish you the worst in life! and like i said, don't even think about calling me when the fat bitch leaves you for another woman! hope you're happy you bag of douche, you did more than just hurt me, you completly destroyed me!
My Midget
Sleeping Angel
The Angerl folds her wings And lays her weary head down To rest and heal after her long journey.   She dreams as she sleeps of a new world. A world without hate, jealousy, envy or drama. A new world full of passion, hope, peace and love. A world of pure magic.   She awakens in the morning looks towards the sun. Spreads her wings and takes flight, In search of a new magical adventure.
Random Musings From The City Of Flowers
So almsot one month down in this fucking place.  So, because there are four of us living in the house/effin mansion here, we can afford to split the cost for a cook.  Ghazi, our cook , is the absolute bomb.  Amazing cook, who should have his own restaurant in the States.  The guy is a riot.  Absolutely hilarious, and a rare thing here, a Christian.  So he is as pissed as one might imagine about these Taliban assholes running around our neigbhborhood.  He has two great little kids, who he never lets play outside, because he is too afraid.  If he takes his family out shopping, he splits them up, so they won't all be killed if something happens.  His 6 y/o begs him to be safe every day, because she is terrified.  If this isn't heartwrenching, I don't know what is.  I have been to some equally fucked up places, and i am consistently shocked at how many awesome people I meet in Pakistan.  I am making great friends here.  Sadly, the 5% of the population who are asshole Islamist pricks are te
Tonight was awesome! I had a very good time at the concert...Tenth Avenue North is the best Christian band ever. You need to check them out! God is great and wonderful!  I pray that each one of you will know just how much He really loves you. I am praying for each one of you...I may not know each of you by name but God does. And I am counting on him to do a amazing work in each one of ur lives.   Love, Susan
End Of Life Care
END OF LIFE CARE" GUIDE IS BOOKLET FOR OUR WOUNDED VETERANS...LIKE SENIORS THEY ARE NO LONGER WANTED NOR NEEDED IN OBAMALAND> > > > > > August 23, 2009> > > > It just keeps on getting more $hitty under the Obama "leadership" as wounded Veterans are to be included in End Of Life Care options like seniors are.This should really make anyone that feels like they want to fight for this country stop and reconsider.If you come home missing arms or legs or have brain trauma that makes you unable to work and pay taxes to the ingrates in this government then you like the seniors that have reached the point they can no longer work and pay taxes are a burden that needs to decide if your life is worth living any longer and if you would be better off dead.Tammy Duckworth who is an assistant secretary to Veterans Affairs says"This booklet or guide is simply a tool and that its ultimately about healthcare for veterans." Every veteran thats came back from useless wars like20Iraq and Afghanistan or any
Wu Corp Presents: Sound Theory!
What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas, Baby!  Hahahah!  Pack your bags, wait for me on the, on second thought, leave all your "baggage" at home-  I DON'T DO DRAMA!  B chattin wit ya soon!
Take Off My Owie!
I got home last night with some food from Wendy’s for Martha and me because our kids had already scarfed down two pizzas (we had one more cheese pizza from Space Aliens because the first one had been burnt in the oven, but they still ate it) but I did get them some fries and a drink to share.  Mary our basement tenant and the crazy aunt in every family was at her parent’s house visiting with them and her aunt Shirley; for dinner they were eating pigs’ feet wrapped in cabbage rolls.  Yes, that doesn’t even sound good to me, and when my wife can’t stand something … she’s usually just extraordinarily picky, but I indulge this one.  When I got home, I got told that as Martha and the kids were preparing to leave Sarah slammed the car door on Jeffrey’s thumb.  I don’t know how long they’d been home when I got there, but I saw it and it was still pretty red. And what did Jeffrey say to Mommy after she’d put healing cream and
For The Z-squad Members
Wheeew got a LOT to fit in here so I'll just start off by saying thank you to all the new members that have joined,love seeing the group grow as it is. You guys rock all of you do and we WILL make a difference her on Fu by showing the love back. Now with THAT said I've been getting a lot feedback from members saying its hard to tell who's a mamber and where they are....I'm going to fix that problem VERY EASILY. I'm making a folder a ripped folder with a ripped pic from each of your pages so that all the members have to do is go to that folder and you can get to each others pages easier and we can finally have zombie squad members.....RATING ZOMBIE SQUAD MEMBERS lol. BUT I NEED YOU TO PUT YOUR CARD PIC ON YOUR PAGE if it's not on your page unless other members see you while rating someone else's pics they won't SEE YOU. SO THAT'S going to be started and done soon hopefully with all of your participation and cooperation. Now speaking of participation I'd like to take this moment to pers
Apparently I am not a very nice person because I don't share naked pictures.  You'd think this genius would remember this from the last 30 times he's asked.    As always... bottom up!   ->hdc29_: I do not share adult pictures. if you can't get to know me for my personality then you don't really want to get to know me, do you?hdc29_: yw. would love to see what else I am missing->hdc29_: thankshdc29_: good too. I think you are very pretty->hdc29_: good. how are you?hdc29_: hello how are you/
Pure Evil
the true definition of pure evil is as follows it is not the rage and wild out burst that is pure evil it the well thought out planed and followed thruogh evil with all politness that no one has ever actually seen but only heard of, a true gentle men but with a synyster intention waiting for the right time to unleash it's fury, but not all wild and uncontroled outburts, a calm collective happy even to a extent almost scary pure evil, i am, i am sorry to disappoint u my dear's and my fellow comrades but u have no idea who u r talking to or what i am, pure is the way i made myself but never the less i must apologize to thoughs who know me and thoughs who dont, because in the slightess of events my darkness will be unleashed upon u like no other, almost like a splinter that u just gotten and it keeps festering and festering until all u can do is slice it open to take it out, causeing more pain than the splinter but not in the long run for this i say good evening and good night
What part of in a relationship do people not get? I'm getting really sick of men on here trying to get my g/f to send naked pics, or the ones who think they are being sly by being all nice and shit, and then try to make a date with her? She knows who these people are and it pisses me off to no end. I don't get on here and flirt with other women, I don't have them hitting on me. You so called fucking friends of my g/f show a little RESPECT!!!! In a relationship does not mean SINGLE!
Tried going to sleep feeling bummed, real tired. Wake up feeling bummed...feeling that today is going to be a bad day. Some things that I'd like to think about, but rather try not to. Sometimes thinking about certain things just bums me out even more. I just wanna go back to sleep and not wake up for a long while.
Chris Ayala On Taylor Swift's Moment Being Ruined By Kanye West.
Chris Ayala on Taylor Swift's moment being ruined by Kanye West Share  Today at 4:06pm | Edit Note | Delete Normally i blog about my point of view on women and their issues, but after what haapened at last nights VMA's, I couldn't ignore the injustice that took place. 19 year old american country, pop singer-songwriter, guitarist, and actress Taylor Swift won her first ever video music award for best female video and during her acceptance speach, was rudely and disgracefully interupted by Kanye West. West grapped the microphone away from Swift and stated that Beyonce had one of the best videos of all time. Although Taylor was given another opportunity to give thanks for the award when Beyonce won video of the year, what Kanye West did overshadowed Taylor's accomplishment. West wasn't even nominated for any VMA's this year, so what gives him the right to make an opinion about an award that had nothing to do with him? Although if you know Kanye West, he is notorious for talking and
New Online Store
I'll write more when I have time, seems like all I've been doing is painting, painting and more...painting! Think I'm high from the fumes. This is the home for my art projects. Anyways here's the link for my online store    And it just made that whole last sentence the link... Well I have more painting to do...bbl luv ya! K
Life With Civilians In The Army
This morning I was cursed out by a civilian who works for the Army. Apparently, I didn't jump when he wanted me to. Let me explain... I arrive for PT at around 0545 each morning. I park my truck in an open, designated parking spot, and then I go to formation and begin physical training. If it's a relatively normal morning, I get back to the formation area at around 0640 and begin cooling down, especially since my heart is thumping out of my chest. I've done a routine similar to this for the last 17 years and 4 months. I'm used to it. This morning I got back to my truck after working out to grab a bottle of water while I cool down. Nothing odd about that, except a big, fat waste of space comes out and asks me to move my truck. Now, being parked legally, I didn't think too much about him, so I told him I'd get to it. Apparently, that's not the answer he wanted to hear. I continue cooling down, and I return to my truck to move it since I was pretty much done with PT. At t
I Post. You Decide.
Congress Eliminates Student Loan Program The US House of Representatives passed the Student Aid and Fiscal Responsibility Act of 2009 (SAFRA) on September 17, 2009 by a party-line vote of 253 to 171. This legislation eliminates the federally-guaranteed student loan program and replaces it with 100% direct lending from the federal government. [This and the below article from NewsMax freaks me out … just a little.  Our “elected” government knows it’s taxing us to death and they’re OK with it.  – David] Treasury Memo: Cap and Trade Would Devastate U.S. Industrial Base Tuesday, September 22, 2009 7:11 PM By: John Rossomando     President Obama's cap-and-trade plan could deliver several blows to the U.S. economy, according to a Treasury Department memo that one observer described as "damning." The country could lose 1 percent of its gross domestic product, face accelerated outsourcing of manufacturing jobs, and experience energy rationing if cap and
Love is a crazy thing, and has so many emotions behind it. You can feel happy, sad and even sometimes mad with love.  There are different forms of love, for someone you wish to be with, for a family member, a friend, an animal, an object even a style of music and so on.  Through all of this though, no one can really put a meaning behind the word Love. It has so many different emotional states, attitudes and feelings associated with it.  It is hard to define a meaning for love other than it is a strong emotional attachment to someone or something. It can make you feel happy if you are with someone you love, it can make you feel sad if you have been hurt by someone you love and sometimes love can even make you feel mad or angry depending on the circumstances.  Love can change a person in many ways whether it be better or worse.  It is one of the most complex emotions out there and can do a lot to a person in any direction it goes, but the best part of love is that when you find that you
You know you're from California if:          1. Your coworker has 8 body piercings and none are visible.        2. You make over $300,000 and still can't afford a house.        3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people            carrying on a conversation in English.         4. Your child's 3rd-grade teacher has purple             hair, a nose ring, and is named Flower.        5. You can't remember .. . is pot illegal?        6. You've been to a baby shower that has two             mothers and a sperm donor.        7. You have a very strong opinion about where             your coffee beans are grown, and you can taste the difference between             Sumatran and Ethiopian.        8. You can't remember .. . . is pot illegal?        9. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears.        10. Gas costs $1.00 per gallon more than anywhere else in the   U.S.        11. Unlike back home, the guy at 8:30 am at               Starbucks wearing a baseball cap and sun
Yahoo, Please (read)?
  if i'm loved, why am i so horribly deppressed? i want this played at my funeral. whenever that is.     "Hallelujah" Now I've heard there was a secret chord That David played, and it pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do you? It goes like this The fourth, the fifth The minor fall, the major lift The baffled king composing Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you She tied you To a kitchen chair She broke your throne, and she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Baby I have been here before I know this room, I've walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew you. I've seen your flag on the marble arch Love is not a victory march It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah There was a time you let me know What's really g
Kingdom Dollars
[I found this on Rapture Ready written by Jack Kelly, a regular contributor there.  I expect we could use a little more surviving and thriving! -- David] “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal.”  (Matt. 6:19-20) US dollars are backed by the “full faith and credit” of the United States government, not by the approximately 147 million ounces of gold in Fort Knox, like they used to be.  (At $1,000 dollars per ounce that's $147 billion worth.  The last reliable estimates put the total dollars in circulation or on deposit at $8.3  trillion, so even if the dollar was backed by gold there's less than 2 cents worth of gold behind each one.) So the value of a dollar is determined by how confident the rest of the world is in the stability of the US economy.  China
Truth # 1
In a former life, I kept a diary while sowing my wild oats in the Indian Subcontinent. I was sauve, but cheap. My only gift to each girlfriend was a red dot. The dot became a status symbol. It was the 'gucchi bag' of yesteryear & became a fashion trend. My diary was later published as the Kama Sutra. Now You know.
Nasty Mofo Did What??
Yeah I copied and pasted. I haven't read enough to be any sort of expert on this but I find it quite interesting... Analytic metaphysics Main article: Metaphysics One striking break with early analytic philosophy was the revival of metaphysical theorizing in the second half of the twentieth century. Philosophers such as David Lewis and David Armstrong developed elaborate theories on a range of topics such as universals, causation, possibility and necessity, and abstract objects. Among the developments that led to the revival of metaphysical theorizing were Quine's attack on the analytic-synthetic distinction, which was generally taken to undermine Carnap's distinction between existence questions internal to a framework and those external to it.[36] Metaphysics remains a fertile area for research, having recovered from the attacks of A.J. Ayer and the logical positivists. And though many were inherited from previous decades, the debate remains fierce. The philosophy of fiction, t
Apple Ii
In a shower, J realized how much his mind was preoccupied with this nocturnal event after forgetting to wash shampoo out of his hair and letting water pound on his skin while standing immersed in a hypnotizing daze. When he came to senses, he quickly got out and started wiping his body with a towel, trying to clear his mind of these obsessive, nagging thoughts. Being on and off in this feeling of slow motion, he got to work late, just as he was afraid. Trying to pass the inquisitive looks of co-workers and feeling the mental burn of this walk of shame down the row of cubicles, he rushed to his desk, shuffling papers and frantically coughing to create some sort of a busy atmosphere to distract the vultures. Surely this will give them some food for thought during the lunch break; maybe some behind the curtains talk about his supposed ongoing drinking, drug, or gambling problem, or perhaps his problems with a female of any sort. Getting frustrated at a mere thought of someone laundering h
Another Video Self Promotion Blog
i'm such a whore today...
Cum To Mama !!
Writing It Out: Step 1
There's a certain sobriety in the masses of people swarming, thrusting, pulsating around you. It comes on suddenly; bursting upward from the soles of your feet, rushing through your spine and out the crown of your head like a geyser - then it settles all over you, in you - settles you. There is absolutely no movement, no physical feeling - but it is completely real = totally vibratory, totally sensory - yet no sound. Maybe it is physical, tangible - but it's so light, so weightless, you can't tell it's happening other than that somewhere inside you, you know.In isolation, some kind of inebriation occurs. Maybe it's ego, drunk on it's own pretenses. More likely it's something more substantial; the parturient of your own existence - or the connection, unbreakable, with the rest of the world - that is so satiating - over satisfying. Delicious. Ravishing, this radience of self. I get still in the masses, but I am hungry for the satisfaction of alone
I was pretty bummed all day at work. I had went to the HR office talked to them about my benifits and all...they gave me a number to call some other HR place and I talked with them for about 10 minutes. I guess I hadn't had any insurance since March 31st...and all this time I thought I did. I never had to go to the doctor for anything betrween then, which is good...and I had my monthly pills for a while...but I've been out for a while...and out of sleeping pills to help me sleep. She was telling me that the doctuments that Rich supposebly faxed, didn't go through..something happened or maybe he didn't do it. I dunno.... That just frustrates me...what if something happened to me? She said she's going to try to figure out what happened and will phone me back...haven't got a phone call back yet.... I might have to wait another month to enroll....fucking sucks. A lot of stuff just started to get into my mind and I started to get real depressed. I thought to much longer can I
My Weekly "love" Horoscope From
Not sure what this is referring to, but we will see how it plays out. For the Week of Oct 12th, 2009 -- An unresolved issue can touch you deeply when loving Venus encounters your powerful ruling planet Pluto on Thursday. It's better to face the music now than to cover your ears because cleaning up old business is essential to creating future happiness. Take whatever time you need to make peace with the past before you try to get a new relationship going.
The Roles And Stereotypes Of Men And Women
how to put and women are not equal in my opinion. equal to me is meaning can do just the same if roles were reversed/switched.  there are several things that both can do just as well as the other. some things women can do better than men and some things men are better at then women. reasoning behind these certain things could be from being more familiar and experience in doing or stating them.  other expaination is building on certain traits, ability, skills, behaviors, etc. maybe from expectation of the way things are and can be done. Far- stretched Examples~ Man: "fetch me a beer woman" ...Reversed? not so accepted. I'd probably tell a guy to fuck off and look for his balls if I was repetetively catered to in that manner. On the other hand, I doubt that any man would tell me he didn't want me to clean, cook, etc for him to an extreme extent of acting like a mother taking care of a child, like I've heard many woman do on a daily basis. Don't get me wrong. Having a nice gu
Descent To The Ridge
The steed knows the footing. Feels it way down. Step over step. Finding the footing. It is slow. Laborous. He winnies, halts, moves again. What he knows, what he hears, is unknown. The wind covers all noise. The hood muffels the wind. I am alone in my thoughts. Moving with the animal. Moving as one. Yet, I am his charge. I am his cargo. I know only the general direction. He knows, or feels, the way.   Now we stop. He sniffs. Ears twitch. Something in shadows. Birds rise in the distance. I will to move in that direction. He wills not too. Step over step. To a flat in the valley wall. An outcropping. A ridge. He is uncertain. I less so that he. Leave no opposition behind you. Make peace. Make war. But cover your back. We pause.   Nothing. A faint sent in the wind. Still nothing. A movement. A noise. A child stand out of no where. A child made of mist. A child there but not. An image of what was. It is I.       
It Is I.
What do you seek, old man? I seek what was lost, and what will be. I am what was lost. Youth. Energy. Innocence. Naive. The simple view .... You were never that innocent ... True, you were older before you were younger ... Future, what would be, the shadow of what would become, wickking up the short line of time to the your past, my now. Did the darkness of winter's frost cast it shadow on the child that I was? Do you have to ask? No ... I suppose I didn't ... But what else it is Old Man? What did you learn? What do you know now that you were not to know then? That what is the past colors the present. The present foretells the future. Alterable ... yet .... Yet ... yet not ... unless .... Unless I knew from the begin what is the end .... But .... But I did, didn't I? I could see it coming. The collision. The crunch. Like train cars, accordian atop one another .... You saw it ... I saw it and I was no longer there .... You were as alone in the house as you are on this
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What I Wish For
lots of blingscherry bombsblastsfriendsratesvip statusand a really kind owner.
Life In General
why is it when life hands u lemons everyone says make lemonade?? well i am sorry but there are times that you can't. we get up in the morning make breakfast feed the pets and make sure the kids and our partner is out the door on time for work and school. but what bout the mom?? we are home all day makin sure the house is clean and that the food is ready when everyone comes home. no matter what happens we never have a day off or free time. we are there when everyone else gets ill or hurt. but who is there for us? no one. friends are but there are times that they can't be. and u feel like you don't want to burden others with your problems. what are you to do then? sit there and cry behind doors and put on a big smile when everyone is lookin? yes u are. no one knows how hard it is till u are the one doing it. life is hard and more days then one it is very hard and u just wanna run but u can never get away from life. never look at someone and judge them before you knw what is going on. som
I still ache for you baby and i want/need more of u. u are my cocaine. why does it drive me insane when u don't talk to me and when u do i act like a little girl. i crave i need i want you in me beside me with me but we can't and it hurts badly. You are my cocaine. i am addicted and can't fight it any more!!
The Dark Forest
  The dark forest surrounds me. There is no light. I am sure it is night, but I cannot even see the moon. I turn in circles, arms outstretched, trying to feel for a break in the trees, searching for a path or an exit. The birds that used to sing in the treetops are silent. I feel drops of water hit my cheeks. I think that it is raining, only to realize it is just my own tears.  My own loneliness covers me in the darkness like a cloak, but there is no comfort from it’s weight. I cry out for help and hear only the mockery of my own echo in return. The pain in my heart is so real that I am sure the knife must still be there, but when I reach my hand up there is no blood.
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Refusing Water
The rain is floodingFlooding everywhere that I am notAnd I sit drying, cracking, shrivelingBecoming nothing but a huskA husk of a woman, your womanHow foolish was IRefusing water amidst a desertNow I wanderFinding nothing but miragesAs she drinks, long life restoring drinksIn an oasis that was once mineI am losing the strength to continue onI welcome the endMay I turn to the ashesCast me everywhere that I am not
Touch Me
He touches me in mysterious ways Only my heart can understand. The feelings he evokes when his eyes meet mine Are almost more than I can stand. He gently breathes, I close my eyes And feel his love flow softly over me Like a babbling brook, winding its way Through the forest; An endless stream to the sea. The stars in the sky spell out his name, As the clouds come racing in To hold him closer; As if even they, Can not be without him. He only has to speak my name And my fragile heart skips a beat And as his tender words are uttered, All my doubts and troubled fears Are put to sleep. He touches me and I'm filled With the most warm and wondrous light It's as if before him, I was just as dark As the dead of the longest night. Just to gaze into his eyes And feel his heart beat with mine, It's all I'll ever, ever ask until the end of time!
Small Talk- 03.21.07
We all have certain things that we hate and find completely and utterly annoying. For me, one of those things is small talk with people I could not give a rat's ass about, like co-workers or neighbors (small talk is a very typical American habit. In Eastern Europe you can avoid this unpleasantry by giving that person an evil eye or condemning them to hell. In Somalia, you can feed that person to a pack of hungry lions or people)There is always that awkward moment upon encountering that said person and making a forced eye contact, when I feel obliged to break the daunting silence in fear of being considered rude or unwelcoming. There is always that wonderment of who is going to start talking first (usually its the other person), always followed by a severely pointless question or comment like: "Its nice outside, isn't it?" which always makes me want to answer: "I'll be darned! I had no idea, since I was locked up in a cage for the past few days and did not just walk in here behind you f
Ensign: The Empire Strikes Back
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS                23 October 2009 Yoda: Control! Control! You must learn control! Luke Skywalker: I saw... I saw a city in the clouds. Yoda: Hmm. Friends you have there. Luke Skywalker: They were in pain! Yoda: It is the future you see. Luke Skywalker: The future? Will they die? Yoda: Difficult to see. Always in motion the future is. Luke Skywalker: I’ve gotta go to them. Yoda: Decide you must how to serve them best. If you leave now, help them you could, but... you would destroy all for which they have fought and suffered. I’ll have to watch “The Empire Strikes Back” again because I always thought Yoda’s line was “Difficult to see.  Always in motion is the future.”  And in the strictest sense, that’s true – the future doesn’t even exis
A man's term for a woman who wants to do it more often than he does. ˜
Walking along a jagged edge looking out into the horizon All colors fade to grim and I struggle to find myself Screams fill this awkward silence yet it doesn't quite fill the void Why is a question that repeats it's self a broken record that plays on Bitter laughter swells overflowing like a flood when rain keeps beating down Caged is this heart unable to break free.
I laugh the hardest when it's most inappropriate.The little things tell me more about you than you ever could.My mere presence brings out the inner-asshole in everyone.I don't do mornings, feet, patience, people, decisions, or bugs.I bite my tongue for no one.I'd rather be asleep.Pick it up, try it, get tired of it... rewind.
The Bullet
The tears fill my eyes and down like rain they fall. When was the last time I was truely happy, hmm, i dont recall. I stood at the edge of the ocean. Water as far as I could see. No one around to see what was happening to me. I walk out slowly, the waves crashing against me. The further I go the deeper it gets, and soon enough it is over my head. The last thing I recalled as the water filled my lungs, was the sight of u with her making love. As I start to lose conciousness, and drift off to die, a solitary tear falls from my eye. The I wake up, it was all a dream. And in my eye I catch a gleam. I see something glisten in the light so fair. Wondering if I should care. I walk to the table and there it lay. I pick it up and hold it, and yes it feels so right. I drive half the day and most of the night. I walk in the door as quiet as can be. And there in the room making love where I knew in my heart you would be. I said your name and as you both turned, the bullet went through you and stra
well i have to say i think my luck is finally changing iam pretty damn happy for once i have a great friend who act more like the dad i never had he is old as hell his farts are like dust lol but he is fucking awesome i never thought i would be able to trust someone this fast as i have him he has help me alot as well as spoil me yeah never seen that coming lol today we went out and he got me 3 pairs of shoes that cost somewhere around a 100$ i live at his house for free he got me my internet but not for free i have to teach him out to use it and thats not even hard also have to set up his printer but thats it he also takes m out to eat and don't complain on what i get to eat wish iam pretty easy on what i get besides i kind of feel bad i told him i would take him out to eat but he keeps telling me its fine i never had anyone do anything like this for me at all and its a bit hard to get use too as soon as i got too my new home i check the mail and found out i got court papers in the mai
The Blog That Got Me Banned
Just for your infor for my friends, this is the mumm that got me banned.      

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