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Bleeding Love
Closed off from love I didn???t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you???re frozen ooooooooowah But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melted to the ground Found something true And everyone???s looking round Thinking I???m going crazy huuuuuuuahah But I don???t care what they say I???m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don???t know the truth My heart???s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love > Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling yahahay But nothing???s greater Than the risk that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your f
The dawn is breaking A light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah But I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find, you and I collide I'm quiet, you know You make a first impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time I somehow find, you and I collide Don't stop here I've lost my place I'm close behind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills your mind You finally find, you and I collide You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide
Love You Till The End
I just want to see you When you're all alone I just want to catch you if I can I just want to be there When the morning light explodes On your face it radiates I can't escape I love you 'till the end I just want to tell you but dear, You don't want to hear All I want is for you to say Why don't you just take me Where I've never been before I know you want to hear me Catch my breath I love you 'till the end I just want to be there When we're caught in the rain I just want to see you laugh not cry I just want to feel you When the night puts on its cloak I'm lost for words don't tell me All I can say I love you 'till the end
Your Guardian Angel
When I see you smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's okay It's okay It's okay Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow warmer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cause you're my You're my My My true love My whole heart Please don't throw that away Cause I am here for you Please don't walk away And please tell me you'll stay Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be okay Though my skies are turning grey I will never
LOL! ok not that deep or serious actually! Just wondrin of anybody knows what the hell happened to the search feature? its not on my page anymore and i cant find it.
everytime you take a sip in this smoky atmosphere you press that bottle to your lips and i wish i was your beer and in the small there of your back your jeans are playing peek a boo id like to see the other half of your butterfly tattoo hey that gives me an idea lets get out of this bar and drive out into the country and find a place to park cause id like to see you out in the moonlight id like to kiss you way back in the sticks id like to walk you through a field of wildflowers and id like to check you for ticks i know the perfect little path out in these woods i used to hunt dont worry babe ive got your back and ive also got your front id hate to waste a night like this ill keep you safe you wait and see the only thing allowed to crawl all over you when we get there is me you know every guy in here tonight would like to take you home but ive got way more class than them and that aint what i want cause id like to see yo
Shes Everything
Shes a yellow pair of running shoes A holey pair of jeans Shes looks great in cheap sunglasses She looks great in anything Shes I want a piece of chocolate Take me to a movie Shes I cant find a thing to wear Now and then shes moody Shes a Saturn with a sunroof With her brown hair a blowin' Shes a soft place to land And a good feeling knowing Shes a warm conversation that I wouldnt miss for nothing Shes a fighter when shes mad and a lover when shes loving Shes everything that I ever wanted And everything I need When I talk about her I go on and on and on Cause she is everything to me Shes a Saturday out on the town Church girl on Sunday A cross around her neck and a cuss word cause its Monday Shes a bubble bath and candle baby come and kiss me Shes a one glass of wine and shes feelin kinda tipsy Shes the giver I wish I could be and the stealer of the covers Shes the picture in my wallet Shes the hand that I'm holdin when Im
Little Moments
well i'll never forget the first time i heard, that pretty mouth say that dirty word and i can't even remember now what she backed my truck into but she covered her mouth and her face got red and she just looked so darn cute that i couldn't even act like i was mad yea i live for little moments like that well that's like just last year on my birthday, she lost all track of time and burnt the cake and every smoke detector in the house was goin off and she was just about to cry till i took her in my arms and i tried not to let her see me laugh yea i live for little moments like that i kno shes not perfect but she tries so hard for me and i thank god that she isn't cause how boring would that be it's the little imperfections, it's the sudden change in plans when she misreads the directions and we're lost but holding hands yea i live for little moments like that when she's layin on my shoulder on the sofa in the dark and about the time she falls asleep so does
My Name Rocks! Hehe Most Is True!
You entered: Silver Ann Diamond There are 16 letters in your name. Those 16 letters total to 75 There are 6 vowels and 10 consonants in your name. What your first name means: Anglo-Saxon Female White. Your number is: 3 The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living. The expression or destiny for #3: An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a go
He Didnt Have To Be
When a single mom goes out on a date with somebody new It always winds up feeling more like a job interview My momma used to wonder if she'd ever meet someone Who wouldn't find out about me and then turn around and run I met the man I call my dad when I was five years old He took my mom out to a movie and for once I got to go A few months later I remember lying there in bed I overheard him pop the question and prayed that she'd say yes And then all of a sudden Oh, it seemed so strange to me How we went from something's missing To a family Lookin' back all I can say About all the things he did for me Is I hope I'm at least half the dad That he didn't have to be I met the girl that's now my wife about three years ago We had the perfect marriage but we wanted somethin' more Now here I stand surrounded by our family and friends Crowded 'round the nursery window as they bring the baby in And now all of a sudden Oh, it seemed so strange to me How we've gone from
Im Still A Guy
When you see a deer you see bambi and I see antlers up on the wall When you see a lake you think picnics and I see a large mouth up under that log You're probably thinking that you're going to change me In some ways, well maybe you might Scrub me down, dress me up Aww but no matter what Remember I'm still guy When you see a priceless French painting I see a drunk naked girl You think that riding a wild bull sounds crazy Well I'd like to give it a whorl Well love makes a man do something he ain't proud of and in a weak moment I might Aalk your sissy dog, hold your purse at the mall But remember I'm still a guy And I'll pour out my heart, hold you hand in the car Write a love song that makes you cry Then turn right around, knock some jerk to the ground Cause he cop'd a feel as you walked by I can hear you now talkng to your friends Saying yeah girls he's come a long way From dragging his knuckles and carrying a club And building a fire in acave But whe
Jesus H Christ This Is More Info Than I Ever Wanted To Know!! Thanks Johnnydevil!
29 May 1958 Your date of conception was on or about 5 September 1957 which was a Thursday. You were born on a Thursday under the astrological sign Gemini. Your Life path number is 3. Your fortune cookie reads: One who admires you greatly is hidden before your eyes. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 2, 5 & 11. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 7, 8 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2436352.5. The golden number for 1958 is 2. The epact number for 1958 is 10. The year 1958 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/18/1958 and ending 2/7/1959. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Elk; your plant is Mullein. You were born in the Egyptian month of Mesore, the fourth month of the season of Shomu (Harvest).
Tax Poem
The Tax Poem At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land. Tax his bed. Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor. Tax his mule. Teach him taxes are the rule. Tax his work. Tax his pay. He works for peanuts anyway! Tax his cow. Tax his goat. Tax his pants. Tax his coat. Tax his ties. Tax his shirt. Tax his work. Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco. Tax his drink. Tax him if he tries to think. Tax his cigars. Tax his beers. If he cries Tax his tears. Tax his car. Tax his gas. Find other ways to tax his ass. Tax all he has, then let him know, That you won't be done, till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers; Then tax him some more, Tax him till he's good and sore. Then tax his
When U Say Nothing At All
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart. Without sayin' a word you can light up the dark. Try as I may I could never explain, what I hear when you don't say a thing. The smile on your face lets me know that you need me. There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me. The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall. You say it best, when you say nothin' at all. All alone I can hear people talking about, but when you hold me near you drown out the crowd. Old Mr Webster could never define what 's bein' said between your heart and mine. The smile on your face lets me know that you need me. There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me. The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall. You say it best, when you say nothin' at all. The smile on your face lets me know that you need me. There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me. The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall. You say it
Red On A Rose
Like red on a rose When your lips first smiled at me I was captured instantly To each his own Like blue in the sky The gaze of your willing eyes Touched something deep inside The truth be known That I love you like all little children love pennies And I love you cause I know that I cant do anything wrong Youre where I belong Like red on a rose And I love you like all little children love pennies And I love you like good times of which Ive known many And I love you cause I know you give me a heart of my own You make my blood flow Like red on a rose
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case theres just one left Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming youll be with me and youll never go Stop breathing if I dont see you anymore On my knees, Ill ask Last chance for one last dance Cause with you, Id withstand All of hell to hold your hand Id give it all Id give for us Give anything but I wont give up Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming youll be with me and youll never go Stop breathing if I dont see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay Cause I needed I
ok so my oldest was promised to be taken outside by someone today n yet another promise was broken so now imma have to do it so she isnt heartbroken i promised the other half i wouldnt bug about him being on world of warcraft but its starting again the ignorment of his kids over the fuckin game ok thats enough rant for today
Kinda Blond
Yesterday I had a flat tire on the interstate. So I eased my car over to the shoulder of the road, carefully got out of the car and opened the trunk. I took out 2 cardboard men, unfolded them and stood them at the rear of my car facing oncoming traffic. They looked so lifelike you wouldn t believe it! They were in trench coats exposing their nude bodies and private parts to the approaching drivers. To my surprise, cars started slowing down looking at my lifelike men. And of course, traffic started backing up. Everybody was tooting their horns and waving like crazy. It wasn t long before a state trooper pulled up behind me. He got out of his car and started walking toward me. I could tell he was not a happy camper! What s going on here? My car has a flat tire , I said calmly. Well, what the hell are those obscene cardboard men doing here by the road? I couldn t believe that he didn t know. So I told him, Hellooooo, those are my emergency flashers!
Questiond That Bother Me
QUESTIONS THAT HAUNT ME! If you have sex with a prostitute against her will, is it considered rape or shoplifting? Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to 'put your two cents in'... but it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look
I'm Back...
I'm back now, but on a shitty Rent-A-Center puter til I buy a new one, and with my finances that may be awhile unless Dell accepts my credit application. Anywho, my old Dell's motherboard blew from the storm, not from a surge but powering off and on 3 times improperly... Anywho great to be back, and thanks to all who showed me love on my week off... and get me shitfaced pls, will return all the favors.
Caress Me Down - Sublime
Mucho gusto, me llamo Bradley, (glad to meet you my name is Bradley) I'm hornier than Ron Jeremy, and if you wanna get popped in your knee, just wipe that look off your bati face You hate me cause I got what you need, a pretty little daughter that we call Mexi, and, if you wanna get beat physically it will be over in a minute if ya so she told me to come over, and I took that trip and then she pulled out my mushroom tip, and, when it came out, it went drip, drip, drip I didn't know she had the G.I. Joe, kung-foo grip [Chorus:] and it went - uhh and the girl caress me down- uhh and thats that lovin sound- it went uhh and the girl caress me down- uhh and thats that lovin sound when I kiss Mexi, she makes me feel horny, cause I'm the type of lover with the sensitivity, when she, kiss my neck and tickle me fancy, the right kind of lover on Sunday morning. En el otro lado, es donde vivi, (On the other side is where I lived ) con mihjita, que se llama
Saddest Thing I Have Ever Heard Omg
Birthday Clock- Excellent!
Here is one most everyone will enjoy! This is interesting! Check it out! Click on 'Birthday Calculator.' It tells you how many hours and how many seconds you have been alive on this earth and when you were probably conceived. After you've finished reading the info, click again, and see what the moon looked like the night you were born. Who says our time clocks aren't ticking... Enjoy. Birthday Calculator
Tag.. You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I co-owned a tattoo shop for several years. 2. My hair takes a stupid amount of time to fix. 3. I hate it when people don't was their hands after going to the bathroom.. I have even asked someone when they are exiting.. are you really not gonna wash your hands? 4. I can tie a cherry stem in a double knot. 5. I am in sales and marketing. 6. My record has never been beaten on the beer bong. 7. I have a huge collection of hats. 8. I am a huge movie buff, and use random, obscure quotes that no one recognizes. 9. I placed 3rd in my fantasy football league this year.. whipped the boy's asses. 10. I am v
Who Are U?
Who Are You? By RennyWorks I wake from a dream and I see the vision of your beauty, I think of pleasant thoughts and your presence dominates my memory. I just meet you and it feels as if it were an eternity, I miss you for an hour and my day feels empty. ************* What Im feeling is sensual, but not sexual, its psychological, but not physical, its loving, caring, and sharing, but not smothering. I hope in time these feelings do not reverse, a relationship becomes alive, strong and long, and doesnt become terse or perverse, but that I am becoming your blessing, and not your curse ************* Honey, please look deep into my eyes, and I tell you no lies, If age is nothing but a number, then there is nothing else that matters to put asunder. What you see in the beginning with me not a player but a man for all seasons, becomes better now with the present and the future for all eternity. ************* Darlin, darlin, what have you done to me?
Fate Rules Life
i have wanted to write this for a long time. many will think i am just rambling on,some will learn from it. fate rules life itself in everything you do. no matter how big or small whatever you do affects everyone. people think that they choose what they do for them. but fate has made you choose. your life is planned out you can not change it. you can alter it but you will end up where fate wants you to be. you may choose a different road but it will always take you to where you are destine to be. you are on a journey to a destination and you can make choices on how you go but never change the end. examples of this is the movie Mr. destiny. he wished he would have caught the ball that would have made him famous instead he was trudging through life feeling miserable. he got his chance and was famous and rich. he thought it would just change his life but it changed everyone. at the end he ended up where he was destine to be. he could not change where he ended up just the roads he took. an
Forever Yours
was thinking about how charaters in storys narrorate thier life and they are the main charater. if my life was a story i would only be a side note, you would be my main charater. You know the feeling you get when your really little and you know your getting alot of presents and exactaly want you wanted for christmas or your birthday? when ever i see you, i get that same giddy feeling inside. Do you know the feeling when your cats dies, your dog runs away or your parents fight. Thats how i feel now knowing i am losing you again. I guess you could all call me really pathetic, i would probley agree. why shouldn't i agree i'm like one of those people, fighting for a lost cause. No one knows whats best for you but yourself. i have always been told that but what do you do when your own mind can't answer you anymore with out everything ending in failure some way. Or even better it has not idea what so ever. Your screwed It hurts when you can picture a life of h
Help Only 25,ooo To Go
-evlsmurf-@ fubar
When watching movies, I'm always kind of drawn to scenes where two characters just kind of hang out together. Not really DOING anything necessarily. Just being totally comfortable in each others presence. Of course, often times, all of that is integrated as part of something else. A developing romance or whatever. But I'm drawn mostly to that particular type moment. To be honest, I have to admit to covetting that kind of situation. Being able to be perfectly content just hanging out with someone, without having to have something else going on. I've made a number of attempts at such interaction over the years. But it never feels quite right. It always feels like there has to be something to do. And it always feels just too awkward. And I dunno why (probably just because I'm mentally insane like that. Ugh)
when life throws you curve balls straighten them out and live life to it's fullest life is a precious thing might as well enjoy it until the end.
Bobbie & Jack
Bobbie sits in the passenger seat listening to Let her cry on the radio as Jack drives south on Canal Street. This was her favorite part of their date; Jack holds her close tells her how much he loves her and sometimes they grind like teenagers. Jack starts to sing with the radio with his voice eerily reminiscent of Elvis but, trying to sound like Hootie and blowfish lead singer. Stop it Jack you know I hate when you sing like Elvis. she snapped. His face tightened with the words he was after all trying to be romantic and sing to her like she always wants him to do. With each twinge of his cheeks she could see he was upset as The Dance came on the radio. Slowly he started to sing her all time favorite song to her as she wiggled in her seat clearly getting warm from his soft voice touching her as she beamed from his attention to every word, every note, and every thought in the lyrics conveyed through his voice and his touch of her left hand on his leg. Then they w
Inside This
You make me not give up dont want to see you cry and if you ask I will never lie. I see your pictures in my mind cause thats all I got right now but I wanna hold your hand, wanna kiss your cheek, and I want to hold you when your dreams make you scream. To my daughters.
Drive In...
His fingers ran through her hair as she sat next to him in the truck watching the movie at the drive in. Her right hand was on his leg, then his stomach and rested on his now stiffening manhood. His fingers were twirling her silky brown hair faster in his right hand as she began to tease him with her right hand. The speaker wasnt even on as the movie was playing but, she could hear the music from the stereo softly playing Faithfully as their eyes met her left hand touching his cheek begging him to kiss her. Their lips met softly her cologne filling his nose; his desire was increasingly growing as was his longing to enter her. Suddenly his hand was under her top feeling her breasts as she intentionally didnt wear a bra; her nipples responding to his touch with a slow rise and a pulsation within his fingertips. Their bodies become entwined her hair on his shoulder his hands under her top, his pants unbuttoned her hands exploring his lower dimensions. The passionate touch
Within The Abyss
Stares into the abyss Swirling shadows dropping Thoughts sinking into the ink Neither up nor down Spiralling into the dark Screams being drowned Bound in icy fingers grasp Biting back the fear Seeing nothing surviving Dropping away from this reality Into the fantasies of the mind Descends further within
Tard Of The Rings, An Epic Journey!
It has been a loooooong time since I had someone last this long. Thank you, oh thank you Fubar gods for sending me this desperate Fu-tard. Finally, a worthy contender for my first tard post. This almost didn't happen, he stopped replying at one point completely, then just couldn't stand passing up the opportunity to talk to a real live GIRL. Anyway, have fun reading, and then we can all perv on my amazing cleavage. Top to bottom, even though it almost killed me doing it! ubarf: oh my great goodness!! you have some AWESOME cleavage! how much did they cost you to get those? ->ubarf: The reduction or the implants you seem to think I have? ubarf: rofl actually neither...I just said that to basically get your attention....what size are they now? do you enjoy letting them out to breathe? ->ubarf: You could have just said anything else stupid. Are boobs your favorite topic or just the one you think might get a rise out of me? ubarf: I like you going to be one of t
Being In A New Area...
well hey everyone! i just moved to the Marietta area. just doing what i have to do here and still try to make sum nice friends here and still do what i do. the area here is much different than Nebraska. but i can get use to this in no time. So hey!!! where are the good folk at around here...LOL. hit me up sumtime i dont bit unless you want me to...
Having To Let Go,to Start Over!!!
I can say that its different when you meet sumone you really dont know about when in cums to the internet. well i can say i met sum nice and very understanding people, even my ex wife. yeah i know i've been through alot in life, just having to let that extra baggage go so i can feel lighter and stronger. real now alot is so better and i can step out and not step backwards now having to move forward knowing i have thoughts or feeling of what i left behide. Starting over is a rough task and i know if anyone has the will power, then staring over is'nt a hard task. i just know i had my share of misunderstandings and i want to start over knowing i have that MoJo. people know and understand the meaning of whats rite and whats wrong. Focus people....
For ~~simply Me~~dangerous Curves Member~~
He walks a path Covered in shadows Risen fog blurring No turning from the way Careful steps upon ice Blackness looming outward Unsure of each step Fallen angels plummet Rising demon laughter Blood drips from eyes Along his alabaster features To fall ever further Into the spiral of his mind Sinking into this oblivion He soars to his end Pushed from the edge
~the Zen Of Guido~
~ Guido Zen ~ In the Long view of History.... What Difference will Any of our Lives Make... The TRUE measure of a Life.... Is Not how many People know our Names when we die... But whether We TOUCHED the Lives of Others........Peace. Guido.
Take Me Down From The Shelf...
subject:Take me down from the shelf... post date:2007-09-03 17:15:16 views: 24 comments: 2 ratings: 0 ...for what are we but empty pages if there is no one to read our souls?
The First One
Hello good friends. I hope this message of not going with the flow finds you well. You know that people always talk about adapting to things that are accepted in this world, and that people have to adapt to new things in order to survive. We hear it everyday, how the world is changing. People are conforming to new ideas, and accepting things that they might not believe in, but that doesn't matter. The world is changing, and it wants us to change with. The world has its own ideas of how things should be done. What we think and what we believe does not really matter. So many times I see that today we are taught to just go along with what is happening, and to just go along with it, and in some cases, a sad truth has shown itself, and that is that in some places people are told not to challenge what is being done, which in my opinion is one of the biggest crimes that someone can commit, people being told not to stand up for what they believe in. What does it matter what we all believe i
Senryu, Part Two
subject:Senryu, part Two post date:2007-09-03 17:28:40 Current mood: annoyed Category: Writing and Poetry I am cranky here are some very emotional poems GGRRRRR!!! (For an explanation of Senryu, Tanaka, and Haiku, please see an earlier blog. Thank you!) 1 The red filled her view until there was naught but flame where love had once stood 2 Merry meet, merry part, merry meet again, 'less lovers love no more 3 The silence quivers in anticipation of the next soft caress 4 the air shimmers and dances, it's eddies rising up like angry hearts 5 the pulse, it quickens the air, it thickens, and yet there is still no love 6 feelings, left on the floor like discarded old socks will not wash themselves 7 domestic goddess earthly calling, or wicked joke of horned satyrs? 8 the dream within the dream was nothing more than bad re-runs of static 9 by candlelight you l
Poetic Purge...aka Senryu Part One
subjectoetic Purge...aka Senryu part One post date:2007-09-03 17:26:46 views: 10 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Poetic Purge Current mood: indescribable Category: Writing and Poetry Dear Mr. Blog, With all of the insanity that seems to follow my life, I have been feeling a void lately. The need to be creative, express myself. and purge some of the emotions bottled up inside me has been vast. I decided to start small, by writing a few Senryu. "What is a Senryu",you ask? Well, here you go! (Thanks for this explanation) The Senryu, also called the Human Haiku, is an unrhymed Japanese verse consisting of three lines of five, seven, and five syllables, or 17 in all. Senryu is usually written in the present tense and only references to some aspect of human nature or emotions. They possess no references to the natural world and thus stand out from the nature/seasonal Haiku. The 5/7/5 rule is rumored to have been made up for school children to understand and l
Nina Simone--feelin' Good From My Reflection--love It!
as i sit in the dark of night i start to wounder is it worth the fight i struggle so hard just to make it through the day just for that day when he takes it all away and when i am gone looking back at my life i will thank god for everything especally a beautiful wife so while im still here lets bring nothing but cheer for one day ill be a memory while you drinking a beer
The Rabbit And The Fox, A Carpe Diem Poem
subject:The Rabbit and the Fox, a Carpe Diem Poem post date:2007-09-03 20:52:00 Come hence - said the Fox to the Rabbit - Do you not see the sun? Wouldn't you like to come out with me on a run? Oh, yes - replied the timid Lepus, I've two eyes that see. But I can't come and run today, I'm awfully busy! -Can you not forget all that? Simply step outside. The sun's sweet warmth is overhead, beaming forth in pride. Do you not realize, my friend, it is that time of year, The days now are getting shorter and winters drawing near Mother Nature and her Father Time shall soon withdraw the season Perfect days left number few, to stay inside would be treason! Treason to thyself, for you've an obligation to feel The sparkling splendor from the sky that gives all a youthful zeal So keep thee not down in thy hole, hide not behind thy chores! Wouldn't you like to see the water glitter while standing on its shore? Come out, come out, the summers here! Enjoy it for a while Hesi
After School Waiting For My Food
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~Why...~ I sit on my bed, knuckles bleeding... the wall beside presents a hole but my hand isnt pain.. my heart is.... 4th time in eleven years... and i always ask.. why? Why do i always fall for it? each time hurts worse... and each time i question... what happened?? ~What I Wouldn't Give...~ Oh what I wouldn't give... to know what to do to know how to do to see you smile to get the courage to lock our eyes to tell the truth to touch your fair skin to hold your gorgeous body to tell my love to feel our lips together; our tongues entwined Oh what I wouldn't give... To love you forever true...
Thining Of The Herd
Well it has come that time again. I will be cleaning out my friends list. If you live in AZ or WA you will stay. Everyone else please SB me or post on here if you want to stay.
If Tomorrow Never Comes( Isaw This And Wanted To Share It)
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord,your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our "I love you's", And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?" But just in case I mi
Why Not To Talk With People Outside Of Their Own Mumm...
Why not to talk with people outside of their own mumm... post date:2007-09-07 14:58:52 views: 29 comments: 3 ratings: 0 So this afternoon I am waiting for a client call, browsing mumms to kill time, and I come across one where the mummer asks if he should stay online, or write a new chapter to his book. I tell him "Damn you man, write! Don't let your talent go to waste!" He shouts me in the box "How did you know I was a writer?" (DING!-First clue this guy is a numskull) "You put in in your mumm..." I say back... He then proceeds to tells me some story about how his you can google his screen name...or whatever, and that people look for his work and have found him on FUBAR this way. And he invites me to read his poetry. I love to see the work of my peers, so, against my better judgment perhaps, I begin to read his work. And I rate his blog a "10" while I am chatting and reading... He had his blog set up how I used to have mine set up...all poems in one blog..
Wiping The Egg From My Face... Part 3
i got my wish today. the customer sent the guy who is acting as the engineering director for this project to see the machine run on my new program. he was quite impressed. but this was a hollow victory for me. the purpose of his visit was not to review the program with the intent of using it if it proves out. it was merely a chance for me to prove that i'm not incompetent. i found out a little while ago that the customer has already issued a purchase order to have this other company do the programming. on top of that, engineering director guy asked me about going to the customer site to install my program on the machine that has already been installed. what's the point? if they've already decided to have someone else write a new program, why waste time by having me do that? i feel like i've had a carrot dangled in front of me, only to have it pulled away just when it's within reach. i think i'll be doing beers tonight.
Wear A Face
Wear a face Sometimes late at night No-one's here But breathing sounds Standing small Sleeping on empty dreams Move as one Memories A blanket of stars Can't keep you warm When all you love is gone And only one heart Can hug you home A river of stars Can't wash the rain Emotions drowned in pain For sorrow has no home Shadows wave As you shake your fears Nobody's here But clouting trees Question more Absorb the bitter truth Move as one It won't let you be A river of stars Can't wash the rain Emotions drowned in pain For sorrow has no home.....
I Wanna Be Close Enough...
I have kept my distance Dependent on my own... A superficial witness the Love I touch and go... Could it be for my own protection I have only gone half way.. Could it be my fear of rejection I drove your love away... Don't get to close It's hard to stay afloat when you try Protecting yourself I find it hurts the most when you try You're not close enough Crowded room of people I pretend to know... I'd rather be a stranger I choose to walk alone... Could it be living on the outside It is much more than I can take... Honestly I would reach for affection Yet it only slips away... I wanna be close enough...
A Day In The Life
today was nothing short of amazing. I did an environmental assessment of an agricultural operation, an organic cheese farm... I ate so much of the best cheese I've ever had. apple wood smoked gouda, couronne, chester, summer cheddar, tons of delicious cheese! Plus, the farmer gave me a ton to take home (so of course I had to stop and get a bottle of cabernet-shiraz on the way back to the office...) So yea, that pretty much took most of the day. So I just got home a little while ago, am eating this delectable cheese, drinking a glass of wine, watching pineapple express, and making an attempt at the cross-joint (although i wont have anyone to light the 2 other ends...) so much on my mind that i can't recline blastin holes in the night til she bled sunshine breathe in inhale vapors from bright stars that shine breathe out weed smoke retrace the skyline now don't the bass ride out like an ancient matin call i can't take it yall, i can feel the city breathin chest
Like A Moth To The Flame
subject:Like a moth to the flame post date:2007-09-16 01:03:53 views: 7 comments: 0 ratings: 0 I awoke from sleep Thoughts of you tickled my mind But you are not here I reach out for you But you are too far away And quiet tears flow Fate keeps us apart Because now she holds your heart And now I'm alone Without your bright love Depression is setting in Dusk is my prison I miss you so much I despise this loneliness I blame it on her How sad love makes me Or perhaps just it's absence Why did you leave me? Nothing can hold you You fly like a moth to flame Straight into her arms Lust is pollution Diluting the purest love She is our poison My heart was broken But is slowly repairing Without help from you So stay with her now For I am already gone You've lost me for good My wings have mended I can now fly proud and free Time has healed the pain I see your face, but I don't know you anymore I am your great loss
Any Takers
You are cordially invited To win this heart of mine Done with love unrequited love This hearts looking to fly No more games of hit or miss I need something concrete Keep moving if you can't handle it It really is a simple feat I just want to fall in love Someone to call my own Our hearts could soar like doves Our bond we will hone I extend this invitation to whoever will listen So if you like the picuture I have painted Come see what you've been missing And concider yourself cordially invited
hahahahaha friday is my 20th birthday!!! celebrate with me!
The Ex Thinks She Controls Everything...
so, I cant seem to do anything right, no matter what I try to do for her, she constantly bitches, about me being on the phone, about me going to work, about the apartment needing repairs, about my landlord and the rent, and the bills, and nothing she likes to eat in the house, and all that would even be fine, except, SHE HAS NO JOB, no income what so ever, and I pay for everything, we have 2 daughters together, and I have a son from my first marriage, all of whom live with me, and I am trying to show my kids roght and wrong by doing the right thing, and letting her stay with me, because she has noone else, and nowhere else to go, but she is straining my relationship, and my patience, I will always love her, though I am not in love with her after everything we went thru, with splitting up, to the custody battle, to her new bf's trying to be violent, and so much more, at this point, I am wondering why I keep trying to be friends with someone, that so obviously hates me, then I look at my
Lead Law Throttles Youth Powersports
A new federal law aimed at protecting children from lead in toys has also forced a nationwide halt in sales of off-road motorcycles and recreational vehicles built for young riders, killing off a multimillion-dollar industry that was thriving despite the recession. Thousands of powersports dealers were told to halt sales of vehicles designed for children 12 and younger because of new lead restrictions in an act of Congress that took effect Feb. 10. Even used vehicle sales are banned by law passed in response to lead found in toys imported from China. Economic repercussions Passed by Congress after a series of reports concerning toys made in China with lead, the law bans sale of products aimed at children if they contain more than 600 parts per million of lead, says Joseph Martyak, chief of staff to the acting chairman of the U.S. Consumer Product Safety Commission. Lead is found in steel and other metal alloys in the frame, motor and multiple other parts, said Paul Vitra
Why To Spell Check Your Own Name...
subject:Why to spell check your own name... post date:2007-09-16 01:45:39 views: 11 comments: 1 ratings: 0 I am very annoyed by some of the members of the site this evening, and have been busting out the "block member" feature at least once an hour!! Like this guy, for instance... (I have left part of his screen name out to be nice.) He requested to be friends with me. I check out every request to make sure I am not adding a crazy person, and I see that his name is spelled wrong... duceswild So, being a poet and a lover of words, I message him... Sexy Little Kitty-- You spelled "deuces" wrong... duceswild--no nobody else spells it like this so i started spelling it like this so its not spelled wrong (BLATANT misspelling for the sake of artistic license can work sometimes, however, this is NOT one of those instances!!! All he had to do was just go to Sexy Little Kitty-- The word "duce" means leader or dictator...thus "duces" being i
Tag... You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. When i was in High School I had a bad ass flat-top Mullet, business in the front, party in the back! 2.I have a one year old daughter and another baby on the way in August. 3. I grew up in Salem, MA and Halloween is like Mardi Gras north... if you ever get the chance, do go to Salem during the month of October! 4. I paid $50 each for two term papers to be written in my Senior year of high school and my Freshman year of college, and graduated college with a degree in Professional writing. 5.The Picture in my Halloween folder of the chick standing at the urinal is actually ME! 6. I met my wife online! (#1 and #2
so i just got off the phone with the florida dept of labor telling them i STILL havent received my final pay check and they told me it was sent back to the hotel by none other than the stupid twat that is my daughters mom....she wouldnt send it to me she just sent it back to the i gotta wait even longer than i have already.... plus i called the IRS on the hotel because they havent sent out the W-2's then they tell me they need to know how much i made plus the taxes taken out and when i told them i couldnt tell them because i didnt have my final check they said to call back when i did and then hung up on me show boobs
Taking Out The Garbage
subject:Taking Out The Garbage post date:2007-10-08 08:00:09 views: 15 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Written in 1998 or 1999, sometime during my senior year of High School. Taking out the Garbage I'm taking out the garbage And I'm starting with you You're just about as useful as last years smelly shoes My life was rather tidy,orderly and clean It wasn't perfect, that's for sure But then you showed up on the scene I knew that you weren't spotless But neither than am I How was I to know the grime beneath the surface would make me cry You made it seem so nice, so I walked on in a haze A beautiful illusion Created to keep me in a daze I gave you what you wanted You made me want it too A tide if deep emotion; passionate, but not true For I found what I'd thought To be a crystal cove Actually a boggy marsh that all despised and loathed Now I'm taking out the garbage, all your excuses and alibis I didn't mind the flattery, But you spoiled it with the lie
Away *read At Your Own Risk*
Would all my problems go away? If I chose to take my life today? Would the pain disappear? Is there anything left to fear? A truth is turned into a lie It hurt so much it I wanted to die I don't cry when I feel pain Can't stop thinking about it until I'm insane I keep seeing all these clues Each beat me down until I'm blue Is it all just inside my head? Or is it the lies she said? My soul is bruised I'm lost and confused. Is the grass greener on the other side Or is this another failed attempt to hide?
You Will Be Glad You Did
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The Sight Of Love
subject:The Sight of Love post date:2007-10-08 08:02:20 views: 7 comments: 0 ratings: 0 The Sight of Love I hang my head Can't see my face My broken heart Begins to race I gave you trust And then you lied You gave me disgust And then I cried You saw my heart And were afraid To feel real love To see I stayed Despite the fact I'm second gun I know you care But am I the one? This love's a gamble This game's a dance This dance is over Here's a second chance Prove you love me I'll forgive the past If you can't show me This love won't last
Only - Nine Inch Nails
I'm becoming less defined as days go by Fading away And well you might say I'm losing focus Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself Sometimes I think I can see right through myself [x2] Sometimes I can see right through myself Less concerned about fitting into the world Your world that is Cause it doesn't really matter anymore (no it doesn't really matter anymore) No it doesn't really matter anymore None of this really matters anymore Yes I am alone but then again I always was As far back as I can tell I think maybe it's because Because you were never really real to begin with I just made you up to hurt myself [x2] I just made you up to hurt myself, yeah And I just made you up to hurt myself And it worked. Yes it did! [Chorus:] There is no you There is only me There is no you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me Only [x4] Well the tiniest little dot caugh
Written 6/5/2005 Format:Rictameter Title:Hatred Hatred Seething within Like a silent weapon Ready, Deadly, Loaded, Lethal Who will be the one to pull the trigger Some poor, unsuspecting victim Never saw it coming A Martyr of Hatred
Diet Beer
Written: 10/6/03 Format: Kyrielle Title: Diet Beer Dedicated to my friend Darlene. She created a beautiful oil painting of the same name, and this was inspired by the painting. It's about all those things women talk about when we get together for a drink...with our light, aka "diet" beer. You are my friend, and so it seems We share similar hopes and dreams So while the day is fresh and clear Drink with me a diet beer And as we talk the time will fly Discussing all from work to guys Laughing at the things we fear Drink with me a diet beer The happy things that make us smile The nasty things, unreconciled They fall away and disappear Drink with me a diet beer One day when life takes us apart From our friendship we may depart There's still one phrase that I'll hold dear "Drink with me a diet beer!" * * * * * * * * 2/18/09 Side note: Darlene had to move away. We still keep in close contact, and I even got to see her this past Christmas. Before she mo
He Did It On Valentines Day!!
My sweetheart Jeepjunkie36 proposed marriage to Jeepjunkie36girl on Valentines Day! Were talking about plans.
True Idiots Of 2008!! A Must Read!!
Just in case you need to feel good about yourself today. . . Number One Idiot of 2008 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter in to the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. Number Two Idiot of 2008 Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming toward them. I
you all know i deleted ppl yesterday,and everyone was told it was nothing personal. most still came into my blog to talk and one decided to be a bitch. have fun with your hatred, this is the only mention you will ever get from me again.
Not So Noble
subject:Not So Noble post date:2007-10-10 01:38:42 views: 15 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Written: Sometime in 2003 Format: Cinquain Title : Not So Noble (formerly untitled until today) Red blood Beats in my heart Flowing through my blue veins I am born to die, just like you Red Blood
In Pieces
Title: In Pieces Composed: 10/13/07 Format: Prose I feel as if I am being smashed in a million little pieces... I want to pick myself and put me back together... But I am waiting for him to come and help...he says he wants to come help...I believe him...but he just isn't around... In the meantime... I remain broken... I can't stand the agony, and so I decide that... I'll put my hands together, so I can work I'll put my mouth together so I may eat But now I am putting my eyes together so that I can see... I see me for what I am, and don't like being shattered... Don't like putting my rebuilding on hold for an empty-feeling promise of aid I can't yet seem to put my heart back together...some things that get broken are harder to mend...but I still have to try...
All I Can Say Is Wtf?!
Bottom Up! matty: no it would be ex actually said i might have to pay to do it ->matty: you want to clean my house naked and have me pay you? ->matty: lemme get this straight matty: i guess u would let me then ->matty: lmfao matty: if u lived closer i would have to offer to clean house naked for u ...i have to for people in driving distance now that i dont work ->matty: and? matty: over x.mas i agreed to be a slave for my exgf and her now her roomate ->matty: what kind of a situation matty: just wondering i am in a situation u have yahoo messanger ->matty: 7 hours why matty: how far ru from pittsburgh ->matty: sure.. matty: hi can i ask u sumthing plz
Plz Help My R/l Friend To Godmother!
Please help my R/L friend to Godmother! This is her first Auto 11's! Please show her lots of love! Diamondz are a girls best ~~Stiletto Girls~~Dylon's Diva Mafia~~@ fubar
Blueeyedbrat's Spotlight Auction
BlueEyedBrat's Spotlight Auction BlueEyedBrat's friends are having a spotlight fundraiser to help her get the spotlight. We have salute's up for auction and I have 600 11's up for auction and some bling. If you like to auction off anything please shout or pm me. :) If you like to donate fubucks to her send them to her here BlueEyedBrat Thank You! Here are the sexy fu friends of BlueEyedBrat's that is auction off a salute to help her out! :) BlueEyedBrat is auction off a SFW/NSFW Salute Click the pik's below to bid on some Bling! Winner's pick which bling they like to have!
This Is Kinda Fun
Libra - February 18, 2009 The position of the planets encourages you to try a little experiment as far your relationships are concerned. If you are having difficulty in deciding which one is the most promising, then try tuning into your future self and finding out what about each of the directions that could lie ahead. Although this may seem a very unorthodox method - you may learn something interesting.
Latest On Boogeyman
yes I am still alive. Not sure about well but i am not dead yet. Any who I have been home in TN for about 2 weeks and still no job. I looked EVERYWHERE from hotels, Lowe's, theater companies, power companies. I got an interview at the hospital in town. It is for the house keeping position where mostly i will be cleaning. . .after 5 years of the navy trust me I am a pro at it. Some good news to add. I have been talking to a representative from UTI about the motorcycle mechanics institute in Orlando, FL. right now my GI Bill covers the entire Tuition. They wil help me find part time work while i am down there. So hopefully i can get that hospital gig and save that money for the trip. On April 17th I am going to Black Label Society in Myrtle Beach, SC. I tried to return the tickets because funds are tight at the moment, but they wont do the refund, but i figure fuck it. If I paid for them then I am going. I probably need this. So that weekend Ill be in SC thats it for now y
The Feast Of A Lifetime
subject:The feast of a lifetime post date:2007-09-07 09:32:14 views: 23 comments: 2 ratings: 0 The salty taste of my tears is but a moment's flavor at the table * * * * * * * * * * subject: Personal Thoughts on "The Feast of a Lifetime" post date: 2007-10-16 17:49:17 views: 21 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Title: The Feast of a lifetime Written: 9/7/2007 Format: The salty taste of my tears is but a moment's flavor at the table. This poem was written, with the intention of making people think. While it may be only one line, it has a greater meaning to convey that I think perhaps no one has quite understood. The comments I received upon it's original post seemed to miss the much so that I decided there was nothing left to do but explain myself, in blunt, precise terms. Yes, I will admit that I did cry, and quite a bit when I wrote it. However, the title, "The feast of a lifetime", was meant to suggest to you, the reader, th
Stop Light Ciggy
subject:Stop Light Ciggy post date:2007-10-24 20:46:04 views: 13 comments: 1 ratings: 0 For those if you who know me, you know that I am what you would call a "social smoker" ie, I usually only smoke cigarettes if/when I am imbibing spirits with a few good friends. On and off lately though, I am have been known to have a smoke here and there. I know they are awful for me, and I know the risks, but ah, sometimes it just helps me to relax. Today, I had one while I was driving in Rush Hour traffic, a first for me. The day has been a bit hectic,(crazy drivers aside) and I just felt like having one. Since I don't smoke often, I usually get what I like to refer to as "fluffy head" as mild "high" if you will, from the nicotine and chemicals. And you know what? Thanks to stated fluffy head, I found that I was relaxed and mellow, even drove the speed limit, without being annoyed that three people cut me off on the way to my destination. This does not by any means
Looking For Real Love....
someone to be my friend.someone that wont a real man to shoe them real love...
It is the ability to choose which makes us human. Madeleine LEngle Dont worry about mistakes. Making things out of mistakes, thats creativity. Peter Max There are two kinds of talent, man-made talent and God-given talent. With man-made talent you have to work very hard. With God-given talent you just touch it up once in a while. Pearl Bailey Love is love. All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. Everything is, everything exists, only because I love. Leo Tolstoy Perfection is attained by slow degrees, it requires the hand of time. Voltaire In the right light, at the right time, everything is extraordinary. Aaron Rose
When It Rains It Pours, It Pours It Rains Insanely
subject:When it rains it pours, it pours it rains insanely post date:2007-11-17 12:04:37 views: 24 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Ah, the joys and woes of home ownership. As a Realtor, and a lady with big dreams, buying my first house this year was such an exciting begin with anyways! Having a place of my own to decorate, enjoy, and do as I please in was a dream come true, and helped to solidify some knowledge as a Buyer and an Agent. Not to mention the whole emotional security of a personal retreat from all the entropy of daily life! However, if I had had a crystal ball, I might have thought twice about this purchase. I must subconsciously be asking the Universe for shit on a platter, cuz that is what I keep getting! Since I have bought this place, my BF has had trouble getting paid in his new career, the Real Estate market went super soft in my area, my Mother passed away, and every other month, there is a new expensive repair I had not anticipated (this month
Shadow Lover
subject:Shadow Lover post date:2007-11-25 13:59:35 views: 14 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Date: 11/25/07 Song Title: Shadow Lover Verse 1 ------- I slink out of my clothing, and into a lie I curl up with the shadows, and take them inside At peace with the wrong, cuz it feels so right They hold me through darkness, and move on with the light Bridge ------ I never thought I'd run from him But now it's coming clear He too has ran, and so I go To those that remain near Chorus 1 -------- Oooh Shadow Lover, I try you on for size My Shadow Lover, no need to compromise You ask no questions, I tell you no lies I wear no mask, no need for a disguise Verse 2 ------- It's starting to crumble, all that I held dear My eyes are like fountains, run-over with tears He said he was coming, but its so insincere The words are lip service, ringing in my ears Bridge ------ I never thought I'd run from him But now it's coming clear He too has ran, an
Some Plz
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Just Out Of Reach
subject:Just out of reach post date:2007-11-25 18:49:50 views: 17 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Written: 11/25/07 Title: Just out of reach... Style: Free verse, with AABA rhyme scheme Shy flirtations are the right way to get my attention Immortal epitaphs to repay my affection You once said that you hate to dance But you step lively around my intention Not an open book but a revolving door I see you through a glass corridor Your happy grin endears me to you A fine reflection of your interior I move closer, and then you move away You draw me in again with mere word play Am I your friend or something more? I do not give of myself halfway So leave open your window, or invite me in Take me into those arms, so masculine If you choose not to, just out of reach I'll remain Watching you through the panes that spin
One Dollar And A Cigarette
subjectne Dollar and a Cigarette post date:2007-11-25 22:10:28 views: 12 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Song Title: One Dollar and a Cigarette Written on 9/19/07, finished 11/25/07 I imagine hearing it sung by a large black man, or a Stevie Ray wannabe, with lots of nifty, bluesy guitar riffs and jumps. Mad thanks to Dangerousman for sharing the story that inspired me to write this song. (You will have to show your friends, and compare it with the song they wrote with that title ) *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Had a sweet Lil mama Thought her heart was full of gold Had me a sweet Lil mama Thought her heart was full of gold But my mama done left me Standing right out in the cold My baby's smile Yeah it could break a man in two Well, my baby's smile Yeah it'll break a man in two Now my hearts in pieces And shes the one that made me blue She took all my money And she stole my heart away She took all my money And ooooh she stole heart away She left me a-c
From Unappreciated To Unshakable
Title: From Unappreciated to Unshakable Written: 11/27/07 Style: Free Verse Why, oh why, can I not quit unrequited love? My unruly heart undoes all my progress Unleashing unwanted woe, leaving me unnecessarily uneasy It seems unfair that these matters are uneven I attempt to unearth the underside of my turmoil The thunder within undulates, unduly, creating unequivocal unhappiness It undercuts me with underhanded and uncouth techniques I am undone unlike anything else Unctuous prattle leads to unhealthy yearning I must unlearn these follies, Unalign myself with those who are unapt and unaffected by my suffering My underdeveloped sense of self-worth is unparalleled And my aim is to undo this unfruitful endeavor At first go, it may appear ungracious Or unforgiving to extract the unfit But as I win each battle, success will be an unguent, Slowly healing a once unclean heart As I uncover the real me, I shall unfurl my wings Unbolting the door on uncongenial para
For My Specail Friend Sleepwalker
wish I had elevens baby but here you go
I hate stupid ppl. I hate racism. I hate people who hate obama. I hate people who berate other people. I hate sneezing. I hate being single. I hate relationships. i hate commercials I hate LOVE I am fulla hate right now. I need something good in my life, when will i get a freakin break? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Sorry readers, I am just venting.
New Phone
ok all i got a new blackberry phone but its the same number as b4 507 318 0469, however i lost the address book in the transfer so plz txt me with ur number and who u r so i can re-add u to my phone. thanx
ladies im like a box of chocolate you never no whats inside write me
Take Two.
Echos of whispers in the moonlight. A dream that's over before it's begun. A film made in brilliant technicolor; now faded to black and white. Flickering scenes of fulfillment. The flash of a smile in the wind. Sweet echos of whispers in the moonlight. An era that's come to an end.
Last Night, I Fell Asleep
in my car. lol When I came back from my walk, I decided to sit in my car and listen to music for a while. I ended up falling asleep. I woke up freezing, sore and confused. haha Yesterday was kind of a horrible day. I hate those. They shouldn't happen as often as they do.. but what can you do? It's life. I did get some good news, though. My goddaughter and her brother (two best kids in the world) are moving here. I'll actually get to see them whenever I want. It's great. I miss those kids so much. It's amazing how kids have that special ability to make everyone around them smile. Can't wait to see my princess again! =]
37 Week's And 3 Days Preggers
yep i'm still pregger's lmao but hopefully soon i'll get to see and meet my son and my Daughter will finely have her brother to look after and protect...I think she's more excited then i am if that's at all possable soon me my daughter and my son will be a compleat family and everything will be perfact in my life i can't wait.........WISH ME LUCK!!!
The Composition Of A Kiss
Lately, I have been waking up with words or bits of phrases in my mind. "What is in a kiss?" is the operative result of this afternoon's accidental nap. Title:The Composition of a Kiss Written: 11/28/07 Style: Prose What is in a kiss? What parts are there that compose one? Pray tell, good sir, so that I may know... Is it a mix of passion and lust, or perhaps love? Is it fierce or gentle, soft or strong? Pray tell, good sir, so that I may know... Is it a thing you give away, or something you take? Is it shared with all the fairest, or a secret kept for two? Pray tell, good sir, so that I may know... Does doing it, feeling it, lips upon lips, carry you to heaven? Is being without it a torment, the cruelest type of torture? Pray tell, good sir, so that I may know... I yearn to hear of it, so that I may imagine what it would be like to kiss you, And so that I might understand why it is you will not kiss me... Pray tell, good sir, so that I may know...
Waiting On A Word Or A Sigh
Written 12/10/07 Style: Prose Title: Waiting on a Word or a Sigh Written on the spot for a friend * * * * * * * * * You hold it in The way you feel, trapped behind your lips Clamoring to get out A barb in your throat Poison on your tongue A dart that would cripple with a mere utterance But you hold it in The thought alone disrupts your balance The words are even, but would put everyone at odds Holding on to them burns you, but you do it to spare the world They think your silence means you are full of snobbery, when really you are full of heartache And you keep holding it in The only thing that escapes is not a word, but a sigh It doesn't make anything better Just relieves the pressure for one brief moment You'd love to tell them, but that would mean you'd have to kill them So you just hold it in
6 Truths Of Life
> 6 Truths of Life > > 1. You cannot touch all > your top teeth with your tongue. > > > > > > > 2. All idiots, after > reading the first truth, will try it. > > > > > > > > 3. And discover that The > first truth is a lie. > > > > > > > 4. You're smiling now > because you're an idiot. > > > > > > > > > > 5. You soon will forward > this to another idiot. > > > > > > > > 6. There's still a > stupid smile on your face. > > > > I apologize about this . > > I'm an idiot and tried it too and I > just wanted to see you smile. HAHAHAHA > HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!
Getting Rid Of My Fu Bucks
I am going to leave this site for a while and am wanting to give my FU bucks to someone. Tell me what you will do for my FU bucks and you might get them for your account.
Can U Comment My Pic
can u comment my pic plz i do the something
February Born
What does your birth month say about you?
Like We Never Loved At All!
You never looked so good As you did last night Underneath those city lights There walking with your friend Laughing at the moon I swear you looked right through me But I'm still living with your goodbye And you're just going on with your life [chorus] How can you just walk on by Without one tear in your eye Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me Maybe that's just your way Of dealing with the pain Forgetting everything between our rise and fall Like we never loved at all You, I hear you're doing fine Seems like you're doing well As far as I can tell Time is leaving us behind Another week has passed And still I haven't laughed yet So tell me what your secret is To letting go like you did, like you did [chorus] Did you forget the magic Did you forget the passion Did you ever miss me Ever long to kiss me [chorus] You, you never looked so good
Peace And Whales Come In Pods
Wars and terrorist attacks will always make headlines, but its remarkable how many of the worlds 6.7 billion people now live in peace. In recent decades, despite the growth in population, the number of war casualties around the world has declined, according to the Human Security Report Project from Canadas Simon Fraser University. And despite a new fear of terrorism following 9/11, terrorist casualties have been declining in recent years. In some earlier generations, a quarter of the male population died violent deaths. Over the past century, even counting the world wars, a persons chance of dying from war or violent civil strife was less than 2 percent, according to John Mueller, a professor of political science at Ohio State University. That means that the scourge of war is now comparable to the statistical risk of driving a car in the United States. Point two of this months Readers Digest article, Its A Wonderful Life makes a point to me that I dont have to wor
So Sick
i hate it when i get so sick that i can't do anything. I have been sitting in bed naked for 2 days straight. no sex, no work, no life. I just wish i would get better... Bored and lonely here... Ashley Nichole
A Chance Encounter
Written: 12/11/07 Title: A Chance Encounter Style: Prose A chance encounter A random turn-of-phrase There you are, where before there was just an empty place holder Doing things others have judged me wrong for Yet feeling those things are right for me The conversation is not one-sided, but far from even No feelings of monopoly, just those of familiarity More than a coincidence, the Universe raises its glass to toast A smile or two, a sigh or three, a kiss turns to more The casual embrace has a serious consequence Trying not to be a victim of your own thoughts, the moment turns golden, thrice over The chance to skulk away returns, but instead I stay Waiting for the nightmare to begin Expecting the worst, curious about how good the best could truly be Outside, the world is pounding, telling you to awake Eyes open and meet, palms open and close together You hang onto the moment for dear life Allowing a kind eye and upturned lips To see you through, hold yo
Sign My Guestbook
02.18.09 - Green Day - She (off Dookie)
SONG VERSION BELOW She - Green Day LYRICS BELOW She, she screams in silence A sullen riot penetrating through her mind Waiting for a sign to smash the silence with a brick of self control Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you? Are you feeling like a social tool without a use? Scream at me until my ears bleed I'm taking heed just for you She, she's figured out All her doubts were someone else's point of view Waking up this time To smash the silence with a brick of self control Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you? Are you feeling like a social tool without a use? Scream at me until my ears bleed I'm taking heed just for you
I'll Be Just Fine
Ill be just fine Current mood: cantankerous Category: Writing and Poetry This is a poem I wrote 10/6/03. It was written in one of my favorite dives, which is perhaps why I am all about having a drink in this poem, heh. It's a Kyrielle, which is one of my favorite styles of poem construction. * * * * * * * * I'll be just fine Frustrated with my state of mind Lost myself deep within the grind Fed up with a world that's unkind My Inner Peace I cannot find Wasted the light and too much time Trying to make Chaos sublime Entropy just won't be streamlined My Inner Peace I cannot find My happiness on the decline My mood to dark to see sunshine Wish I could just drown in my stein My Inner Peace I cannot find So if I drink up all the wine And pass out after dinner time Put me to bed, I'll be just fine My Inner Peace I cannot find
so things going ok right one has been arrested this week thank goodness and everyone is ok noone has been sick.still have money problems but probley always will.robbys 22 birthday is tmorrow and i start my diversion tomorrow as thats all for now almost.gotta say hello to the best ninja on fubar Horny cause he is the coolest to know and be friends with.To mack31601 he is such a great guy and one hell of a friend to have he can always make me smile.Go ahead add fan rate these people.To freak naughty and puff I luvers you all.
If You Need Help Leveling
If you are close to leveling and have a min of 150 rateable pics and/or stash please pm and I will see what I can do to help you. Just let me know. Thanks!
Alley Cats Offers Great Fun For Family, Friends, Or Co-workers
Alley Cats offers great fun for family, friends, or co-workers. Read more here.
Goodwill Dallas Has Bargains Every Day
Goodwill Dallas has bargains every day. Read more here.
X's And O's
Title:X's and O's Written:2/13/08 Style: Prose Haunted by your kisses, the memory lingers in my mind, Moist as dew, and pungent as fresh cut grass. A future out of reach blurs my reality, melting in and out of my vision. Propelled forward down a shadowy road, I'm slowed by trailing fragments of a leaden heart. Each step, a choice, quietly etched in a secret diary. Line after line recording the tome of events witnessed by sapphire eyes. Brief moments spent in your haven are miles from where I stand in this misty forest. Shadowed by intrigue, I grow weary of you and your unclear paths. Landmarks, once joyful, stain my map with x's and o's, far and away. Nourished only by teardrops and mystery, I am famished for attention. Wandering slowly back to the beaten path of unconditional love, I give a quick glance of longing over determined shoulders, Then head on towards sunnier heartscapes.
You Are Your Environment
Your Daily Motivation – You Are Your Environment. Wednesday February 18, 2009 YOU ARE YOUR ENVIRONMENT. Always be mindful that you're a product of your environment. So choose an environment that will best develop you toward your objective. Analyze your life in terms of your environment. Are the things around you helping you toward your success, or are they holding you back? The first step toward getting somewhere is to decide that you're not going to stay where you are. You're not a captive of your environment. If you don't like where you are, you can make some changes. You're not planted permanently in the ground like a tree. Don't say, "You would, if you could," start saying, "You will, because you can." When you become a part of anything it becomes a part of you. Copyright 2009 Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team Your skin is your largest body organ and it
Workout Diary-day Five
Workout Diary, Day Five Weekends suck for my diet goals. I work all weekend long, from early in the morning until it's dark out, and I have to stand up for the better part of 8 or 9 hours. Working out is about the LAST thing on my mind when I get done. During the week has been equally challenging. The gym I am a member of has several locations, and alternates males/female days. The gym near my house is Tues/Thurs/Sat for lady days, and the gym near my work is Mon/Weds/Fri. They are both closed on Sunday now, which eliminates that day altogether. For instance, if I work a 2-9 on Monday, I would have to drive to the other side of town, work out, come back home, get ready for work, then go back across town again. Its a waste of time and gas. I could shower at the gym, but then I would have to haul a change of clothes, which would be wrinkled and smell like the gym when I leave, and all my shower stuff too. Blah. So my workouts have been limited to Tuesday and Thursday,
This Is....
Who I was... A very shy girl, A writer, A caring person, A music lover, A friend, A daughter, A happy person (most of the time), Who I could have been... A lover, A friend, A person that might have made it worth it (if given a chance), If they would pay attention to things more than in that "friend" way. Just because I am the "sweet" girl doesn't mean I don't have those urges or feeling towards people. If you pay attention in the way I speak to you or look at you, you might actually notice it. I can be flirty if I feel something for you although if I feel there is no chance then I won't bother. Lately this is all I have been feeling. I find a guy I have a connection with and I know there is no chance so I don't bother. And the result of all the disappointment is... Who I've become..... A stronger individual, An independent soul, A person who strives on being single, A writer, A caregiver, A music lover (especially that of the local p
Barney Song/ Poem
Killing Barney You love me I hate you I will beat you with my shoe. Your nose is broke This is a joke Barney is so fucking dumb It is funny to laugh at his stupid ass song You still love me Even after I beat you with my shoe How do I get rid of you Ive got a uber awesome idea to fix that But first Ill need my baseball bat Now I am going to put on a really kick ass hat. You love me I hate you too The shoe didnt fix you So now lets see if my lovely little bat will do the trick Oh my god you are such a fucking prick Lol this is so much fun.  Guess Ill go and get my gun Now its time you die you purple bastard Now hold still so I can feed you to the buzzard He loved me I killed him Now I am at the end It was so much fun to do this I will have to do it again But first I have to get paid by Satan
I'M single again and this time i'm going to try and stay away from her for good. she is not good for my kids or me. i can have a lot more fun without her. do not need her. but god i miss her and all that she done for me. i will miss nate and i know that she will never let me see him. so i will have to pay 200 a month for something that i will never get to see. but oh well that is a part of life. i wonder if she really did call the cops or not. i also have to go to garland and get the verizon thing shut off. since she wants to play games. on a better note. i played cards last night. i won the first game and got 3rd in the 2nd one so it was a good night for the points. going to play tonight also hope i can do good.
Sinfest Situation
Ok. Here is my skinny on my situation with Sinfest: When we started Sinfest our goal was to provide Houston with an alternative to the DareWare events. We felt they were not friendly enough to the true community -- opting instead to go with the glamourous Stand And Model crowd. [Which - to be fair - are their friends] With HPEP unable to produce the annual ball, we knew we could offer a party that would be similar but not the same. Something more truly community driven and inspired than DW, but without all the community participation/support of a committee. It has yet to be truly profitable for us. Doing an event where you generally need a commitee due to the size of the venture with just two women is HARD. It took up so much of my time and had very little return. The first year I made $700 profit but we only worked on it for about four months. The second year it was less than $1000 and I worked dilligently for over a year on it. It means I worked for less than a dollar a day
Stupid Poem Lol Board
Potatoes Potatoes are so round They come out of the ground Also they are brown. I love them mashed They are eaten by every class They are fun to bake, deep fry, and eat There is nothing in the world that they cant beat. Potatoes are my friends. Lol stupid ass poem right.
Shoutbox Rant
What the hell is so complicated about the god damn shoutbox?! Its pretty damn clean cut and simple. Click on username in shout box. Click in text area. Type. Click submit or hit enter. OR Click on username in shoutbox. Click on "click to open shoutbox" in the bottom left of the tooltip. TADA!! A window opens up with your one on one conversation with that user. Click in text area. Type. Click submit or hit enter. Genius! There is ABSOLUTELY NO need for you to shout anybody and ask for their yim. The shoutbox was made for a reason. So stop bugging people for their yim and stop crying about "why won't you talk to me" because your constantly up their ass on yim when they are nice enough to give it to you. K Thx Have A Nice Day Bye!
Im A Man
Im a man with goals Life for me is being a man Southern young gentleman growing up In a house of a single mother of three A Gemini Born in 84' Slanted teddy bear eyes 6'4 Handsome hard working man Name of a strong man with a swaggle And a smile of maturity That puts a woman in the state of mind of comfort Personality that accepts all equally Whom looks at life with a strong heart And passion to be a child of God But flaws of Devilish ways Dreams to be a poem writer as an artist Career based to be an Accountant But hands as a Massage Therapist Ambitious at all accomplishments that brings success to my eyes Laid back conversations that are comfortable and relaxing But quite humorous around the boys Fashion based as America's Next Top Model Im a man Im Rasheed
Unfinished Story Of Love
In the beginning God made man Love was not built on the bases of only one One rib taken away from man To build a woman Values created to make equal opportunities Equal meaning 50/50 Made something for my heart Sensitive smart shy woman of the best qualities Humble heart warming woman Born in the month of love Indescribable impeccable idol that holds the key To my heart Recognizable rebirthed child of God Loveable devoted supa woman Emotions forming eternity As my heart awaits patiently On your soul Yearning the desire to love a man With the same equal affection Womanly senses brung before my eyes In the shape of two swains kissing Thru the night Time will only tell when this woman will Complete me Humidity drenches away the love Built up for you Devilish personel breaks us apart Lies built to break our world to pieces Let your heart be the story My heart could never develop
Internal Happiness
ill slow grind you like you were my first but hold you like you were my only ill take you to a place of unforgettable happiness kissing you from your forehead to your lips as I await for the opportunity to express my joy for you. making circle motions around the curves of your breast sucking and slightly biting the hardness of your nipple slowly dragging my tongue down the center of your stomach kissing your waist line from side to side i can feel your body tension to be devoured by the softness of my lips opening your legs your womanly structure speaks to me wrapping my lips around your pearl tasting all the juices that make my thirst for you greater your moan grows stronger as I draw out the alphabet on your jewel turning you from all directions possible i become full off my thirst for you i take a deep breath before i enter your domain thrusting de
FROM MUMM: frozenn said: i wanna eat pussy me:holy fake profile batman! uary 18, 2009 @ 9:26 am frozenn said: i wanna eat pussy me:will you be doing this in your mommy's basement while she fetches your meatloaf and sews together your skin suit?? TO SB: start from the bottom I;m tired now so i think it's time to block... ->frozenn: I'll feed you when I'm done destroying the death star frozenn: feed me wit ur asshole baby pls.. i m beggin to u ->frozenn: I'll take a dump on your chest and feed it to you frozenn: oohhhh baby i wanna swallow ur spit.. u r makin me so damn hard ->frozenn: I'll eat your face and spit it out on your taint ->frozenn: I'll eat your face and spit it out on your taint frozenn: just bend over and spread that asshole for me i ll eat ur asshole like i m hungry.. then i ll come ur mouth for make some french ->frozenn: feeds you the fat, dead hooker under my bed frozenn: come on i m hungry let me taste ur asshole a lil fro
What Happened To Good Ole Fashioned Rating And Helping
Ya know seriously Ive been round fubar since it was cherrytap an all the rest of the names that they have come up with what ever happened to just plain good ole fashioned rating ppl and helping others out? I think its all become to much about what ppl get can get and what ppl will pay for an auto 11 or bling packs or whatever it might be it really sucks to be on a sight for so long and to have known so many to come an go and have the ones you always helped in the past for you....dont know if it is worth it anymore...
The Valentines Day Colonoscopy.
So was feeling a little bit under the weather last week and my doctor decided I should have a colonoscopy. I told him I was feeling dizzy and that was at the opposite end of my torso, far be it from me to tell him his business, but he said I needed one anyway at my age and so we might as well get it out of the way. Now I am a smart man and know he is right but the thought of them putting a pair of scissors and a camera in me from that persective gave me the shudders. I have some friends I suspect might enjoy that but not me. Now the thing about me is I am a pilot but also an artist. So I understand science but have a lot of feeling about it. So my feeling was that this was last place I was a virgin and thought maybe the night before I should have some candles and wine..sort of a celebration of the last place I was untouched in my life. Call me a hopeless romantic. Well let me tell you, their idea of wine is a jug of stuff you have to drink...all of it and it does not taste like
Facebook's New Terms Of Service
NEW YORK - In an about-face following a torrent of online protests, Facebook is backing off a change in its user policies while it figures how best to resolve questions like who controls the information shared on the social networking site. The site, which boasts 175 million users from around the world, had quietly updated its terms of use its governing document a couple of weeks ago. The changes sparked an uproar after popular consumer rights advocacy blog pointed them out Sunday, in a post titled "Facebook's New Terms Of Service: 'We Can Do Anything We Want With Your Content. Forever.'"
It's A Witchie Kinda B-day
I like to rhyme, I like my breasts funky, I'm spunky. I like my oatmeal lumpy. I'm sick wit dis, straight gangsta mack but sometimes I get ridiculous. Digital underground humpty danceby oublierleracismeskyblog
It's Been A While...
It's been a while since I've come across an idiot who goes around rating people less than 10. This one doesn't seem to understand why you would rate a 10 in the first place. Ahhh gotta love those people who take fubar as a serious business of expressing serious opinion. Of course you could make the case I'm taking fubar serious by even caring, but hey I'm bored.
Ok..SO I will not throw my personal political views into this..but I am gettin pissed and wondering if I should call my daughters school and have a talk with the teacher. Yesterday Obama was here in daughters teacher took the class outside to see Airforce One...because we are very close to the AF base that he landed at. So after tellin me that she says Ms. T says he is the best president ever and we can have an Obama friday where everyone can wear a t-shirt supporting him. Sooo...I am pissed. They cant discuss religion in school...well politics should be no fucking different...she is pushing her views on my kid. I just dont feel it is right...she should keep her opinions to herself and teach the kids...that is her job. So when I call the do I go about callin her out on this?
Thoughts X2
Life is a process of change. We grow, we develop; sometimes for better, sometimes for worse. Occasionally, we may not like what we see in others or even ourselves, so we are then faced with the opportunity to change and develop into a more pleasant and proactive individual. Occasionally, we may become something we never imagined--this can be good or bad. Things are not always black and white. There are gray areas that fill the spaces in between what we perceive to be right or wrong. These shades of gray can show us something we may have missed before..or maybe even something that's missing. People change. It is an inevitible part of life. There are times that friends betray you and it is during these times you are presented an assortment of decisions to make. The important thing to bear in mind whilst attempting to arrive at a decision that is right for you is, sometimes, in these gray areas, we must distance ourselves from those who would be a detriment to our gr
Ah Love
Love lasts a life time When we were young you and I We had our fun When we got older in our teens Our love for each other grew We went for a drive one fine summer day Cars flew by as we were acting gay. It was a day to remember, But not in the good way. As we were driving along having a merry old time Around the corner comes a car It is driving right at us I dont know what to do As the cars collided all I could think was take me lord and keep you safe. When the paramedics arrived I was barely alive When I looked for you my heart sank You were dead, Taken from me in the blink of an eye ever since then I have had many loves But none of them I felt I loved more then you Now that I am old waiting to die alone on my porch Sitting in my chair watching the sunset like we once had I have long awaited this day For I know I am about to die But when I am dead I will see you again And loving you has brought me to a happy end Our love lasts a life time.
People who are bored with nothing to do find themselves reflecting on their own personal flaws and imperfections and turn in desperation to some type of comfort. In this instance, it is projection. This occurs when people take something they don't like about themselves or something that they have done wrong and project it onto another person: "Look--look LOOK! Over there! They're doing this! oooh! I mean, I am, too, but look at them!!!" It is a convenient way to avoid admitting that you. hate. yourself. But, I'll tell you now that if you choose--and, yes, it is a choice--not to love yourself, then you can not love anybody else. Period. Another thing worth noting is that at night, when you lie awake waiting for sleep, you are left with nothing to think about but what you've done to either help or harm your fellow man. It is absolutely wrong to take out your personal disgust with yourself on other people. Deal with your own problems, and just leave the oth
I'm Alive!
So, where have I been? After having a falling out with my stepmom and dad, I'm kinda living ta Jeremy's, except for the days i'm with Brad. Speaking of. I have a boyfriend. ^^ me! of all people! What floored me even more is that Brad actually LIKES me. *girlish giggle* I about cried- for my birthday, he got me a Titansteel Shield Wall. *sigh* I'm really fallin' for him. Also. My birthday's on the 27th. ^^
Wednesday Feb. 18
Totally made up news: Recent studies suggest that because of the downturn in the economy the internet can no longer be supported as much as it has been. In an effort to save money, the internet will be closed at night, when traffic is at it's lowest point. Most internet traffic past midnight is related to pornographic material, or guys cybering with someone who think is a girl, but actually is another guy. After this announcement Playboy stock skyrocketed. Today in history: In 1900 a man from San Fransisco claimed that X-Rays cured his cancer. A strange person making a dumb claim in San Fransisco, how unoriginal. If only the treatment had spread, we could have sterilized most of the strange people in the US. In 1930 Elm Farm Ollie became the first cow to fly on an airplane. I wonder if they made her buy two seats. In 1952 Greece and Turkey became members of NATO. And suddenly everyone got the idea to deep fry turkey. See, politics can be useful. In 1987 the executives
Llama Leveler Of The Day
Muggsy77~ aka Chuckles~@ fubar all Llama Levelers will rate 100 pics. each when done kindly leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks.
Shit Happens
Shit happens. Prepair for the worst, and hope for the best,
Don't Know How Good This One Is Give Me Feedback On It
Seasons of love Spring is here and so are you Pretty you are I love this view Nothing beats looking at you Its summer now and I miss you so Why did you have to go? Its summer love I fell for you Come back to me I yearn Every night and day If you come back to me Ill love you everyday. Fall has come and yet you are not here But my love for you remains the same. I hope you are fine I pray everyday I am longing for you to come and stay. Fall has pasted and winter has come And I have yet to see you Where you are I havent a clue. The snow is gone the birds are here They sing their songs and lay their eggs. I miss you so. A year has pasted since I last viewed you beauty. I see you now youve come back oh happy day. I give you a hug and then try to kiss you But you stopped me Hold on one minute is what you say Theres someone Id like for you to meet today As you step aside he comes into view This is Ted you say with a smile on your face Hes my fiance y
Poems Of The Emotions
One Night Lover"can It Be You?
[ - *Glitter Photos*] It was a rainy night When he came into sight, Standing by the road, No umbrella, no coat. So I pulled up alongside And I offered him a ride. He accepted with a smile, So we drove for a while. I didnt ask him his name, This lonely boy in the rain. Fate, tell me its right, Is this love at first sight? Please dont make it wrong, Just stay for the night. All I wanna do is make love to you Say you will You want me too All I wanna do is make love to you Ive got lovin arms to hold on to So we found this hotel, It was a place I knew well We made magic that night. Oh, he did everything right He brought the woman out of me, So many times, easily And in the morning when he woke all I left him was a note I told him I am the flower you are the seed We walked in the garden We planted a tree Dont try to find me, Please dont you dare Just live in my memory, Youll always be there All I wanna do is make love to you One night o
I Have To Have Surgery
I know I haven't updated lately on my health situation. There hasn't been much to update on. I have been feelin the same, still bleedin and in pain. So I figured I would just let you all not worry about me, but I know some of you still worry. But, they finally found what it is that is makin me bleed and be in pain. I have a Polyp on my Endometrios Cavity, which is where the baby sits when you first get pregnant, so they also figured out why I can't get pregnant. And for those of you who don't know what a Polyp is, I will give you a description at the end. My surgery is scheduled for this Friday at 5:30am. I will be in the hospital for about 6 hours. It is a same day surgery, so if no complications happen, I will be able to come home the same day. I am kinda freaked out about the whole thing because my mom nor Rusty can be there. They both have to work, and I would hate to ask either of them to take off work to be there. I wish one of them could be though. But anyways. Hopefully after t
A famous football coach was on vacation with his family in Maine. When they walked into a movie theater and sat down, the handful of people there applauded. He thought to himself, "I can't believe it. People recognize me all the way up here." Then a man came over to him and said, "Thanks for coming. They won't start the movie unless we have ten paying people or more.
Stripper Poem Lol
Stripping When I take it off I feel so free I love that everyone is watching me. It feels so good to be this way I enjoy doing this everyday. I do it for money, I do it for me, This kind of work unleashes me. Oh how I feel so free I get pleasure from doing this Nothing I have done could ever best it. I am better then the rest in my line of work A stripper I am come take a look
Average Fubar Age
First let me start off I am here because somone on thi site i know invited me. She is close to my age, so i checked out this site and realized there are alot of 30+ people on it. So I joined but lately i have been noticing alot of younger users 18,19,and early 20's. There easy to spot even if they dont hve there age there page looks like a myspace page, and usually just by the music they listen too. My general rule is you can communicate with people 10 years older and 10 years younger and not have a generation gap. I try and avoid the 18 year olds like a cat avoids a chinese food restuant, dont ge me wrong if i click on your page i will rate i dont want to be rude, but i preffer my own age group. Sorry if i insulted anyone this is just me speaking mu mind. More of my mind to come. Thanks for reading.
I's New Here
Whats up peoples??
System Resets Do What? Did You Know?
I found this interesting and just wanted to make sure everyone else out there knew this information. Normally, I wouldn't check, but I noticed NO photo views for the entire day so far. Also, I noticed yesterday my friend requests counts had changed as I hit HOME first thing in morning--weird, but figured it was me. Today, I had none, but when I sent to look at bartab to see about the photo views, I counted SIX friend requests that I had received, but they don't show as pending anymore. I never approved them and wouldn't have even known I missed getting them except the coincidental look at the These people would assume I ignored their friend requests. I went to support to see what was up, and this is the answer I received. I understand system operations, computers, servers, etc...but for friend requests primarily to just disappear bother me because I review each one individually and rarely deny one---SO What are you missing during these RANDOM system reset
The Sweetest Man On Fu
"> SWEET MAN KEN will be running auto's for 24 hours starting at 4 p.m this afternoon. If you want a REAL friend now is your time. Stop by and say hi. I know you wont regret it. For those of you that know him already you know he spends countless hours rating us all so go show him the love he deserves. ~~" SWEET MAN KEN"~~@ fubar This bulletin was made with REAL LOVE by: *~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~* ♥Fu Wife/RL GF To Ronaldanthony74♥/ஐ*ღDangerous Curves&#@ fubar
Return Of The Prodigal Spammer
Obviously I wasn't mean enough to this guy (see previous post), or maybe he just enjoys abuse from mean porn womens, but he sent an ICQ message to my friend and coworker Lizzums. This is her verbal beatdown, but I feature it proudly cause I lurves her. (10:06:52 AM) Cooperation: hi (10:07:13 AM) Lizzums: hello (10:07:19 AM) Lizzums: with whom am i speaking? (10:07:59 AM) Cooperation: I am Dude from Company (10:08:19 AM) Cooperation: do you have your own website? (10:08:31 AM) Cooperation: I am here looking for cooperation (10:08:41 AM) Lizzums: with whom do you think you're speaking? (10:10:28 AM) Cooperation: I think you are the affiliate manager (10:11:25 AM) Lizzums: but you've no idea with who, or if we are a corporation? (10:12:17 AM) Cooperation: I just got your information from your website (10:12:48 AM) Lizzums: thank you for your time, but if you can't be bothered to know with whom you're speaking, i can't be bothered to invesitage your payment options (10:
The Hardest Part
The hardest part about joining a new online community is trying to be sexy in a community full of very sexy people. It is hard. No wait, it is close to impossible. So if you people can read this, give me some suggestions on how a guy like me can take some sexy pictures. I need fans too after all.
Wlshful Thinking
Thinking of You I cant go to sleep Im just thinking of you Thinking of tonight And all of the feelings coming through When Im with you, Theres nowhere else I want to be Its just right You with me You make me melt when you kiss me You make me faint when you touch me I have all these emotions and Im not sure why Ive never felt this way about anyone in my life Its 2 a.m. and Im thinking of you And all the crazy things you do Im so happy I want to cry Just the fact that Im with my dream guy Your perfect in everyway I prayed for someone like you And God sent you my way Im wide-awake thinking of you You must be an angel Theres no other explanation These feelings are real Not just flirtation I love being with you Just watching the stars Is so romantic with you I dont care what anyone else has to say Its just you and me Forever I pray Im crying myself to sleep thinking of you These are tears of happiness Its amazing how one person can transform
This Will Make Ur Ass Laugh
Arcelor-Mittal Steel, feeling it was time for a shakeup, hired a new CEO. The new boss was determined to rid the company of all slackers. On a tour of the facilities, the CEO noticed a guy just standing around and leaning against a wall. The room was full of workers and he wanted to let them know that he meant business. He asked the guy, "How much money do you make a week?" A little surprised, the young man looked at him and replied, "I make $400 a week. Why?" The CEO told him, "Wait right here." He then walked back to his office, came back in two minutes and handed the guy $1,600 in cash and screamed, "Here's four weeks' pay, now GET OUT and don't come back." Feeling pretty good about himself, the CEO looked around the room and asked, "Does anyone want to tell me what that goof-ball did here?" From across the room came a voice, "Pizza delivery guy from Domino's."
Put our Love Quotes on your Site or Blog for free! A red, red rose O my Luve's like a red, red rose That's newly sprung in June; O my Luve's like the melodie That's sweetly played in tune. As fair art thou, my bonnie lass, So deep in luve am I; And I will luve thee still, my dear, Till a' the seas gang dry: Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt wi' the sun; I will luve thee still, my dear, While the sands o' life shall run. And fare thee weel, my only Luve, And fare thee weel awhile! And I will come again, my Luve, Tho' it ware ten thousand mile.
My Tortured Soul
My Tortured Soul All that is left is a hole Smoke, mirrors and lies Every thing I touch dies Once it was all great Now it's to late All coming together like a puzzle Shut my mouth with the muzzle Should I set u free? Maybe it's just me? Nothing will be the same bound to play your game You say that you care But your lies are unfair Are u leaving it for me to discover? That you have found another lover For better or for worse My heart rode away in a hearse You broke our trust Devastate and crush Threw it all away The new whore today Soon I'll be gone forever I hope he was better I gave you every thing I saved for a year to buy that ring Looking back it was kind of funny Your parents always said you wanted my money I gave until I have nothing left but regret Now I don't even have self respect I didn't know when you became my wife That you would steal my life I sacrificed all my personal needs While you continued your sick de
This middle aged man and woman get married... The woman is nude in the bed looking at her newly married husband removing his clothes.... As he climbs into bed, she says "I need you to do me a favor" He replies "sure, are you ok honey?" she replies " yes I'm fine but I need you to be gentle, I'm a virgin" He sets up in the bed and looks at her with astonishment and says " Ok how is that possible?...I'm your fourth husband" She replies.."Well my first husband was a gynecologist, all he wanted to do was inspect it" "my second husband was a shrink, all he wanted to do was analyze it" "my third husband Steve he was well a" "my third husband was a stamp collector, oh my I so miss Steve"
Cemetery Escort Duty
I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever--the heat and humidity at the same level--both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed; she had a cane and a sheaf of flowers--about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier, my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day, my duty was to assist anyone coming in. Kevin would lock the 'In' gate and if I could hurry the old biddy along, we might make it to Smokey's in time. I
I believe my hubby is trying to copy me. Several years ago, I met a guy online, and we became good friends. Then I introduced him to my hubby, hubby stole my friend! I barely see the guy, cause hubbs is out with him all the time, being best of buds. If that wasn't terrible enough, Doug has always hated grapefruit juice, and mocked me for drinking it, saying it tastes like rotten bitter OJ. All of a sudden, recently he has started buying grapefruit juice! I was like WTF?? He actually likes it now. I hope he doesnt aim for my dresses next X (
Challenge/ Contest Starting 2/18/09 Ending 2/27/09
Okay levelers are you ready for this one. Up for grabs is a VIP or a $20 bling pack your choice if you win. Rules are Simply you may enter as many times as you like before the deadline. All you have to do for an entry is to rate all the pics of someone or all of the people on any of the blogs. This includes the knockoff blogs! Each person you rate will get you one entry. This means you could have several in the pot on the day of the drawing, and we all know the more times your name is in there the better chance you have of winning. Good luck and happy rating. Please PM me when you have finished rating each person, and keep up the good work guys! ~~~ DJ Kasper
The election is over. It is time to repair friendships with the other party. Governor Sarah Palin is doing her part to do just that. The rest of the world cannot understand how, after bitter election campaigns, American politicians can kiss and make-up. For instance, Gov. Palin has invited, to her great state of Alaska, the men who defeated her, Barack Obama and Joe Biden. She has set up a moose hunting trip for their enjoyment and hired three prominent experts in their field to assist them. Dick
If love is in the air Im holding my breath I do not long for love Id rather wait for death Flowers eventually die Candy just makes you fat Cupid should be executed Sweet nothings smell like shit Leave the crying to babies Love songs make no sense Anti-valentine, I do have one wish To be left alone, forgotten, and to not be missed
Stroll'en By, Holding A Book, Waving My Tie, And Taking A Look...
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02.18.09 - Green Day - Having A Blast (off Dookie)
SONG VERSION BELOW Having A Blast - Green Day LYRICS BELOW I'm taking all you down with me Explosives duct taped to my spine Nothing's gonna change my mind I won't listen to anyone's last words There's nothing left for you to say Soon you'll be dead any way No one here is getting out alive This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care So close your eyes And kiss yourself goodbye And think about the times You spent and what they've meant To me it's nothing To me it's nothing To me it's nothing To me it's nothing I'm losing all my happiness The happiness you pinned on my Loneliness still comforts me My anger dwells inside of me I'm taking it all out on you and all the shit you put me through No one here is getting out alive This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care So close your eyes And kiss yourself goodbye And think about the times You spent and what they've meant To me it's nothing To me it's nothing To me it's n
Post Office Job
A guy goes to the Post Office to apply for a job. The interviewer asks him, 'Are you allergic to anything?' He replies, 'Yes - caffeine.' 'Have you ever been in the military service?' Yes,' he says 'I was in Iraq for two years.' The interviewer says, 'That will give you 5 extra points toward employment.' Then he asks, 'Are you disabled in any way?' The guy says, ' IED exploded near me and I lost both of my testicles.' The interviewer grimaces and then says, 'O.K. Youve got enough points for me to hire you right now. Our normal hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 PM. You can start tomorrow at 10:00 - and plan on starting at 10:00 A .M. every day.' The guy is puzzled and says, 'If the work hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M., why don't you want me to here until 10:00 A.M.?' This is a government job,' the interviewer says.. 'For the first two hours, we just stand around drinking coffee and scratching our balls. No point in you comin
A Lone Again
Ladies I have known some pools Of melting Tears Never a meaning sane Never love but lover, just in it for the gain Come to my web, Spider to fly Enter pit, cry to her sigh Believing like fine wine Just gets in the way As time it is a treasure Lovers at work and at play Hearts they make the music Of trouble and whiskey so fine Believing just takes way too much time Bitter pill of heartache on the run Lovers in magic fall in an unperfected sun Love it is a message of words that cannot stay And me I am a traveling looking for another day Believing gets in the way holding magic as her music plays Out on the dance floor she takes his heart, His soul He gives her all that he has But she wanted his gold Love oh darling come here Take the truth and the pain Dance to the beat of the piper Leave in the anger and pain Trust it is a meaning on hills cold and vain Take what she will give you Believing is more than a game
On Hiatus
Hey everyone, I've decided that I'm not going to be on much. When I do, it will be to read messages and answer shouts, but not have any full conversations or rate a bunch of stuff or anything like that. This is not some dramatic "I hate fubar and want to leave forever" type of deal, I just realized that I'm on here way too much and have too much crap to deal with, like my final semester of college. So leave love for me. I will see it. Thanks for understanding. :-] P.S.: I forgot to mention that this applies to yahoo as well. i turned my shoutbox back on. i'll answer shouts when i can. thanks. :-]
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Random Bits
My boss can be such a woman sometimes: "I want you to do exactly what I want, but I don't want to tell you what it is I want you to do" I have a quarter, a nickle, and two pennies in my pocket and I don't know how they got there. Pretty women are out in force today, everywhere I have been so far there has been one there. I capitulate! You win, I have no power against you. I need to pick up a copy of the Watchmen before the movie comes out. I found out yesterday that VIP's can find out who has them in their family. At the time, I was like who cares, but now curiosity has been eating at me. Its been a while since I have made graphics on a large scale, I should design something up. You can say "Wa" outloud, and while people will look, they really wont say anything. The same goes for saying "China." If you say them both at the same time, you get many odd looks.
How do you pronounce this: Le-a SCHOOL TEACHERS, BET YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD HEARD AND SEEN IT ALL! OKAY. How would you pronounce this child's name? Le-a (written just like that) Leah?? NO Lee - A?? NOPE Lay - a?? NO Lei?? Guess Again It's pronounced 'Ledasha.' Oh yes, you read it right. This child attends a school in Livingston Parish, LA. Her mother is irate because everyone is getting her name wrong. SO, if you see something come across your desk like this, please remember to pronounce it correctly. When the mother was asked about the pronunciation of the name, she said, 'The dash don't be silent.'
Meaning Of Name
Lawrence Your name of Lawrence gives you a highly sensitive, idealistic, and intuitive nature. You could be very expressive and creative in the arts, music, or drama. However, there is a lack of practicality and business judgment which could limit your success. You feel and sense much that you do not fully understand, and you can be deeply influenced through the thoughts and feelings of others without realizing just how you are being affected. Others are inclined to take advantage of your generosity and friendliness and then, when there is a lack of reciprocation, you can feel very despondent and disillusioned. Moods are a problem as you can be highly inspired one minute, and the next become quite irritated and annoyed over some ill-timed remark or lack of consideration on the part of someone close to you. You could suffer through nervous breakdowns, as well as disturbed thoughts, poor memory, or disorders in the fluid functions. ..................................................
Yim Spam
Has anyone else had this problem with these YIM spammers,coming into there SB??
Y Me
wel im a man of four. 4 mothers with four kids three r gurls here in ny.the final child is a son out in tennessee. each of the CUNTS i was with either cheated on me or didnt wanna settle down...recently i started to talk to my first kids mother n told her how i wanted to make a difference for jazmyn's sake but tha didnt turn out well when she wanted to work things out but to find out l8r that she was using me to make her fat ugly shrek looking retard jealous an to use me for a rebound. she told me in the heat of an arguement that she was a fool to ever dated me an out of spite hatred an sadness told her str8 to her face while in her face that i was a fool for even giving her jazmyn.not realizing till the next day of what i said apoligized an started argueing some more ,well she loves to argue bout the past n not worry bout the present an how im standing there visiting our daughter trying to make up our lost time, but she dont realize that n has to stilll be stuck inthe past.please som
Promise Never To Untie
Promise Never To Untie The tender words are spoken Each body and soul bared Told secrets over endless days Often doing more than dared New world beyond my door With intrigued and intensity Now we have shared our hearts A bond now made it permanently Facing our days made easier Despite any type of weather Each other's heart felt deeply Both happy we stuck together It took us little time and effort The bonding as strong as glue I now promise never to untie The strings I have tied with you The understanding of each other Breaths to take, we breathe the air As the relationship interchanges Knowing our loving hearts are there Now we are never left on the outside Lovingly enter each others domain Smiling. laughing and forever teasing But forever friends we then became
Just Lil Something
Beautifully ugly my painted life The vision of my broken strife Scared heart cuts like a knife Welcome my love, This is my life Beautifully Ugly, I've unmasked me I have tried to let you see The soul of my aphrodite But the moment died in me Beautifully Ugly, I've let you care My shakespearean tragedy left there In your empty heart, my dear No love, no love, i fear Beautifully Ugly I'm hidden within My blood writes our sin No love hidden in my metal tin Painted life, shattered dreams, ~I'm Beauifully Ugly alone again.
A Stalker Story
So I was in Papi's Blog and ended up striking up a convo with Macaroni about My stalker. We decided it may make a decent blog. It started with me telling her that I had a myspace once with a lot of networking contacts and memories. I ended up having to delete it.. and why? For a year and a half I was getting RESTRICTED phone calls from a woman. Most of the year, she would call and just say nothing. When i started dating this guy, I would have him answer my phone and he finally got her to talk. At first.. she gave the name Charlize Theron.. Really?? REALLY??!?! BWHAHAAHAHA!! But then she settled on Shelly.. I swear on my mother's eyes, the bitch sounded like a drunken Retard. So the calls began to escalate. She would call between 12am and 3am. THEN she stared calling my job.. left 3 crazy messages on there.. leaving my myspace addy and then some. THEN she called my parents (my dad is 70) at 1am. I mean COME ON!!!! Also left the myspace addy. Thing I don't really want them to see.
Will Be Gone For A Week
have to go do some work at a british base up north...will be back next tues. everyone take care and se you when i get back
I Really Need Everyones Help With This
can i please ask that everyone please help me out and follow this link and vote for my photo, i would greatly appreciate it. here is the link.
Burglary In Florida
You just can't make this stuff up When southern Florida resident Nathan Radlich's house was burglarized recently, thieves ignored his wide screen plasma TV, his VCR, and even left his Rolex watch. What they did take however, was a generic white cardboard box filled with a grayish-white powder. (That's the way the police report described it.) A spokesman for the Fort Lauderdale police said that it looked similar to high grade cocaine and they'd probably thought they'd hit the big time. Later, Nathan stood in front of numerous TV cameras and pleaded with the burglars: "Please return the cremated remains of my sister, Gertrude, she died three years ago." The next morning, the bullet-riddled corpse of a local drug dealer known as Hoochie Pevens was found on Nathan's doorstep. The cardboard box was there too; with about half of Gertrude's ashes still remaining inside it. Scotch taped to the box was this note which said:
The Labor Pain
A married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were interested, Both said they were very much in favor of it. The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, explaining That even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever Experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since the pain transfer was obviously helping the wife considerably, the husband encour
Cows, Golf, And A Wife
COWS, GOLF AND A WIFE A man staggered into a hospital with a concussion, multiple bruises, two black eyes, and a five iron wrapped tightly around his throat. Naturally the doctor asked him, 'What happened to you?' 'Well, I was having a quiet round of golf with my wife, when at a difficult hole, we both sliced our balls into a cow pasture.' We went to look for them and while I was looking around I noticed one of the cows had something white at its rear end.' 'I walked over, lifted its tail, and sure enough, there was a golf ball with my wife's monogram on it - stuck right in the middle of the cow's butt.' Still holding the cow's tail up, I yelled to my wife, 'Hey, this looks like yours!' 'I don't remember much after that...
Come And Get Me!!
I am for sale in the Irish Auction!! Click the link below to see what i am offering and bid!! Dont' forget to rate!! Also for sale in St. Patty Day auction!! Click the pic below! And don't forget to Rate my pic!!!
Photo Editing Special
I am running a special on photo editing for this month. If you need a photo touched up, a photo manipulated, just want to shave off a few pound or you are looking for something unique let me know and we will talk about prices. All transactions are done through paypal. Go too my website or e-mail me at
I've Got A Good One! Lol
Who I Am Voting For!
yes..I am addicted. I can not wait to see rather he gos on. I will be devestated if he doesn't. As paula said.. SOLD OUT SHOWS.. when he performed.
These Are The Rules Girls.... Heehee
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the Rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 2. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 3. Sunday sports, It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 4. Crying is blackmail. 5. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 6. Yes or No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 7. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 8. Anything we said 6 months ag
I Strongly Believe
That everyone deserves a second chance at things - so yes I do forgive and forget the first time, but the second time - well there aint no second time - cross my path once and you get the FF try a second time and you never ever get a second chance at my friendship - however much you may mean to me as a friend.
What's my problem? I have been married 16 years and very stable in my marriage. I don't have to worry about cheating and other things that destroy marriages. But my heart is hurting for the "What we used to have" feelings. Does that make me pathetic?
Second Day On Fu
OK, so I am gonna start a daily diary on here - after all we're all crazy now - well I am so wtf! Yeah still got broken leg, still on codiene and had more surgery recently but damn hospital never gave me any morphine! Wont be in such a hurry to get pins removed in future. Destined to a life of trousers, got so many scars on my legs. But if it hadnt have been for access to my cell phone in a ward full of old dears, I would have gone stir crazy!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway that was like 6 weeks ago and started wearing jeans now woot woot and trainers and walking. DOnt wanna say too much on here cos strangers might read it
So yesterday morning I was bought a 1 day blast. I think the picture I have as my primary is a decent one..and SHOULD grab people's attention. I don't know though.... How is it I can have NO active blast, ticker, or anything..but when I do have a blast...I can't get a daily rank? lol. It's kind of funny. Anyway, how is everyone's morning?
Ever Hear Of The Evil Twin Excuse?
If you have heard it from me, it was the evil twin, I swear it! Good Wednesday Morning to you. Do you have an EVIL TWIN? Well the evil twin excuse has been used in many cases over the years. Apparently not only in cases to which the law was broken some are just excuses to say ones butt when no other excuse is easily accessible. Could you just imagine little ones using it? It was Johnny! I saw him do it! However and more so recently a man and his brother committed the Evil Twin ordeal and won. Criminal defense lawyers often joke about the Evil Twin Brother defense: the defendant, having been identified by multiple witnesses as the perpetrator of a crime, makes the desperate plea "My evil twin brother did it." Sadly for defense lawyers, there is a shortage of evil twin brothers in the world, making the defense a pleasant fantasy. Except in Kuala Lumpur, where the police caught a man driving a car loaded with 166 kilos of marijuana and 1.7 kilos of raw opium. Drug possession of that
Wanna Join In???
I'm going to be holding a St. patricks day auction. Its gonna last for 2 weeks. It doesnt cost anything to join all you need to do is write me a message. Auction will start Feb. 19th and end March 5th 8pm EST. Getting bidders to bid on you is all on you once i get everything set up and I give you the link to your bidding page. Once the auction is over, everything between you and your new owner is between you and your new owner, I am not responsible for anyone's action. Contact me with a picture and your offers if you're interested ASAP tyvm. DJ SexySheila
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Wednesday Opie and Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Greg Gutfeld from RED EYE, Robin Leach, Boobs On Paltalk and RateMyWOW, Jim Norton and Artie Lange LIVE This Weekend
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Cemetery Escort Duty
I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever--the heat and humidity at the same level--both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed; she had a cane and a sheaf of flowers--about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier, my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day, my duty was to assist anyone coming in. Kevin would lock the 'In' gate and if I could hurry the old biddy along, we might make it to Smokey's in ti
Misleading Trust
What is the word, trust? What does it mean? Trust is only a word, but as an action, it means so much more. Trust is a big part of life, what happens when that trust is broken? Trust is a fragile porcelain doll, but yet it can shatter a heart as if it were a sledge hammer. When first looked at as a word, trust doesn't mean much, but it's actions could mean life or death to some. A one syllable word so simple when first looked at, but after experienced, can bring heartache and sadness. When such innocence learns of trust, there is no manual for how to use it, or for that matter, no warnings of the hurt ahead. Trust can be such a wonderful thing if not betrayed, but after innocence is lost, human nature soon learns of lying and forgetting what is most important. Trust clings to anything it can, like a parasite feeding off feelings, using them until they are gone. Beware of what lurks next time trust is mentioned. Remember how com
Life Is An Endless Road
The road I lead is full of holes and curves. Never a smooth straight path, always swerving and changing. No turning points remembered, but facing the ones ahead. New challenges await me, each one met with endurance. I face each day with strength, not remembering the past. My turning points not remembered, for I have so many to go, to remember the last.
Left Out
My replacement showed up again I watch as you cavort with her You play with her Give her the gifts you used to give me I cry But I realize it says something And what it says I don't want to explain to you I just want to go away At any moment you have the power to let me in But You lie and let me hang out in the cold You seem relieved She will be better I'm sure She's there Maybe you need her more Enjoy her more, she's fun She's pretty, she's lonely Maybe she needs you too Who am I to stand in the way?
Long Time..?
I used to frequent #philosophy on dalnet in IRC a while back, and today out of boredom decided to join again. Reading through my logs I realized there is a lot of good stuff in there! So I decided to blog it. Here is an excerpt from today :) Session Start: Tue Feb 17 12:19:07 2009 Session Ident: #philosophy * Now talking in #philosophy * Topic is 'Seven signs of current evolution:' * Set by hughw on Thu Feb 12 18:48:01 #philosophy url is !topic -The_Oracle- Welcome to #Philosophy. Visit our website at Topic: What is time? - man.. I haven't been in this room since... * Aeloi checks logs hi sep of '07.. how did I go all of '08 without any #philosophy chit-chat? * Aeloi sighs heavilly 2008 was a dark age for me apparently measurement of time depends on change didn't we discuss
Little button on a screen Push the button and the person is gone You blocked me once a long time ago I should have realize the first block is the last I would never block you I could not Over and over you hit that button I gave you everything I had Now I can't reach you because of the block How is it that you can love someone more Than anyone else and then block them?
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I love you I hate you. I just want to kill and mutilate you. I want to see you, I want to blind you, I just want to leave you where no one can find you.
Putting words to thoughts My mind is crossed Mangled and tangled Im lost...
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This porcylin doll sits in my head observing all life but crowling with dead Dust rots its temptuouts veins Dripping through blood entering brain This porcylin doll it sits in my heart seeping with posion stabbing with darts Choking my air as I long for escape Returning to darkness my only embrace falling with stars in this flash of demise bleeding with joy to the tears I cry Filling its beauty with hauntidly strife gaining my weakness my scream to my life This porcylin doll it is my own self stealing my thoughts but sharing its wealth Leaving my corps through dusting ashes my porcylin doll and my many own clashes
I live a Scarlet Life, Due to evil portrayed not by black, but by a color much more volatile. Mysterious and fragile, I live for Crimson. The Existance of sin began in the words of a bible pretending to be from the thoughts of a god That succeeded in revenge; If only people did not believe we were created in the image of him. Faith is not found through praying, but by playing.Believe in a god almighty? this is a game where the loser is bought. The decision of who is worthy of heaven, and who is not.. A set of rules and regulations, bondaged limitations, in the form of commandments- The job writers were handed! A creation of a society full of judgment; hypocrits to their own faith Purity.. a disguised lie to your own shame Hidden behind the treachery played daily, don't forget to say grace. I wear my Sin proudly- Let your sins be as white as snow, While mine will forever shine Scarlet walk ignorantly into a world you pretend to know, Forget the co
Billy Made By Woody Hawthorne Billy the book about what happened to him in Virgina and I want everybody to see he is not a bad person he just has problems that need to be handled an I tried doing that for three months he is easy to get a long with and very outgoing, is very well known for speaking his mind this is what I want everyone to know I may have been hurt but thats just the way life is an I hurt my tooth badly not cause of him yes he got me drunk cause of the fact that I fell an hurt my own body. So I ask everyone to get a chance to read this book about Billy Hawthorne he is not a bad person...I really did have lust or love for him but it's not meant to be since he messed up two time's. Myspace:
The Tallie Monster !
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Glossed Over
everything gets so romanticized with distance with time. . . there's the old saying about fonder hearts but i think it's more an issue of forgetting. a girl gets glossed over. like greasing the lens-- she appears angelic almost. it's not a sham so much as marketing maybe or maybe not marketing it's the desire to think that so far at least your life has meant something. it's the desire to think that everything has been something and it's been something beautiful. so you start blurring the edges and dimming the lights and before too long, with the fog of time and so many years all the nights alone and the broken hearts all the deaths and all the rejections get glossed over and you remember them just a little different. just a little better.
Let Me Rest...
I always hear you saying "It'll be ok" I've sacrificed so much in your name I take all the blame From suffering comes the wisdom of ages How can you tell me this will end? Whos to say that I want it to? Maybe I like the dark I have to see where I went wrong I have lived the best I can Does this make me less? I will let this go when I'm done I hope I can't find where to leave this behind I feel I need to suffer I need this weight crushing me I deserve this hell I've made What I've done I cannot forgive There is no end to my road Try all you like Say what makes you feel better You may change the world you can't change me The daylight may bow to your whim I refuse to even try I've spent my time with you It was so hard to make you smile I hammered at that old stone face I wasn't even able to make a scratch The only smile I saw was when you spoke his name Get out of my head Just leave me alone here How
Bitches need to fucking keep thier comments to thier selves!!!!!!!!!!!!!I dont go writing rude fucking shit about you as my display messege or in ur shoutbox! who fucken cares if you think what i say is pointless,You are fucking ugly!kiss my fucking ass you ugly whore!
What I Have Come To Realize!
I have to say that Lately I have been so happy.I have the greatest friends a girl can ask For. they have truly made me the happiest lately. I amvery lucky and very very very happy.I feel truly blessed.
Majority Rules
but what about a brain that knows it's being lied to? it can't be fooled--only confused. but what, again, of the other body parts? the body parts that can't separate now&then, truth&fiction. the hand the only remembers being held. the shoulder that remembers being kissed. the ear that remembers the rhythm of a heartbeat and warmth of the chest breathing against it. the hair that remembers being brushed aside, and is being brushed aside again. what of all the body parts that add to the brain, and make up a whole. what if all the other pieces of a person decided to band together, commit mutiny and they all said no, this is real and it's right again, and fuck you brain for thinking differently, fuck you brain. for thinking at all. and the brain, it's already been muddled by these stupid decisions and this refusal to move forward, and it gives up and gives in and says, ok little elbow that remembers being held, ok little chin that remembers being pinched, you go on
Things On My Mind
Victorian romance novels &potholes that fill overnight. our secret motivations like jealousies i don't understand blood/alcohol concentration. gas tanks, parking tickets &how I'll make ends meet. the smell of wet asphalt &how long til it's summer again (days here) dreamworlds &dead horses. him. me and my Grey matter. library books &that certain smell. love, space, time, faith math&limbs dirty bedsheets.
My soul erased I won't resist Erratic mind Poison embraced A dying God-man Full of pain Suffer eternally Burn internally Suckle from disease Corpus Christi Forgivness sought Beg to serve Punish me Can't take this Want your touch Sick psychosis I'm the bad one The good one The sick one The smile A tooth that bites A vein that bleeds Cuts like a knife I hide because I see I see whats inside me I am so much I hate I could care less Born dying each new day My image burns away Psychopathic ways Questioning my reason I'm losing the race Losing face Excuse what you see Can't find the door Life and lies on trial Beat me with the verdict Smash my spine Hate me Pull my wings away Let me go I wanna slip I am the snake The tongue that takes Burn me with the sun Blow me away
Gun History Lesson
What is it they say about history, oh yeah those that don't know will repeat it. This is a perfect example. I hope you purchased yours! A Little Gun History Lesson In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, some 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ---------------------------- Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, some 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defen
$10 Monkeys
$10.00 MONKEYS Once upon a time a man appeared in a village and announced to the villagers that he would buy monkeys for $10 each. The villagers, seeing that there were many monkeys around, went out to the forest and started catching them. The man bought thousands at $10 and, as supply started to diminish, the villagers stopped their effort. He next announced that he would now buy monkeys at $20 each. This renewed the efforts of the villagers and they started catching monkeys again. Soon the supply diminished even further and people started going back to their farms. The offer increased to $25 each and the supply of monkeys be came so scarce it was an effort to even find a monkey, let alone catch it! The man now announced that he would buy monkeys at $50 each! However, since he had to go to the city on some business, his assistant would buy on his behalf.. In the absence of the man, the assistant told the villagers: "Look at all these monkeys in the big cage that th
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The Prince...
Give me all your pain Feed me what makes you suffer Pour your poison in my mouth Help my torture tree grow Build me a gallows Make me lie on a bed of thorns Bleed me so that you don't Cut me to pieces Sweet suffering is mine All the hurt of the world is in me Atlas holds a globe of blood May my shoulders strain and bow Bring it all into me I long to be the king I take what you hate Make it my own Annoint me with tears Crown me in thorns Ashes in my mouth so sweet I'll dance on the coals I am the end to all you loathe I am the darkness you fear I am the prince of pain...
CRS I got the CRS today, so go blow me, if you can. Opps I aint got a penis for you to blow. See I told you got this issue on my back today, its called CRS. Damn it all. Do I have to spell it out of you? Okay. C A N T What the the next word? I know I should know it. Oh okay. I got it now. R E M E M B E R Opps my brain is gone again. I know its a bad word. Fuck I know its something everything in life does. Hot damn I got it. S H I T Does that help you out? Yeah bitch, I can smack the fuck out you, I say to the police. I have this problem today. Its called. CRS. I cant remember shit. If you come around me again, if you be all male, well let me say. I have this issue about names. CRS deal. Plus when you got no dick worth pulling out to fuck me with, than please man... Can you please come down with CRS too, so you can get the fuck out of my face? Cause if you drop those baggy jeans, I will laugh my a
I am pretty new to all of this i am learning but very slowly.I was wondering if there is anyone willing to help me lvl up,get bling,get fu money,etc....If you are willing to help you know where I am.....
Help Get A Fav Gift Setting (from Bulletin Board, Please Repost If U See It.) Ty
Ever Wished You Could Set Your Favorite Fu-Gift Like You Can The Blings? Then Leave A Comment And Repost This Bully. So The Powers That Be Can See Our Ideas!
How Do You Like Your Coffee?
We all enjoy a good cup of coffee every now and then. Some enjoy it more often than others. Were not talking your average everyday cup of coffee here though. We have found ways to code sex using coffee terms. Coffee = sex Decaf coffee = sex that is so-so; its still coffee but lacking the hype Grinding beans = dry hump or foreplay Jitters = orgasm Steam wand = cock Steaming pitcher = pussy Instant coffee = quickie Coffee with legs = bootie call Barista = hooker Espresso = phone sex Red Eye = cybering Please feel free to add to our list in the comment section below. Co-authored by: *~"THE Princess" IrishMinx*CamGirl/PRINCESS @Americas Brave & Proud* Fu-Wifey to Lord Asheron*~* SHOW HER SOME LUV!
Viking Funeral...
Drink for who I was Smile for what we've done Laugh because I can't Watch me rise with the smoke No tears please Such things have no place here Cry not for the one who burns Place your flowers with me Kiss me before the light Touch my hand one last time Say farewell, but not goodbye Raise your glasses high and cheer my name Play the music loud and dance with the fire Wave to me as I fly to valhalla My fight has ended in this world I will love you all and I will wait I await the day...
Judith- A Perfect Circle
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? "atomic" blondie HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? heartbreaker- pat benatar WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? all my love- led zepplin HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? original fire- audioslave WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? one way or another- blondie WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? you spin me round (like a record)- dead or alive WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? that's the way love goes- janet jackson WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? heart of glass- blondie WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? kashmir- led zepplin WHAT IS 2 + 2? kids in america- the muffs WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? the pirates who don't do anything- relient k WHAT IS
Dear Yahoo - Fuck You, Love Me
So, I get on my Yahoo.. and my little Messenger insider was being a dick... Look what it says... Big and obnoxious. Ugh. Ridiculous. I'm going to bed.
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No Trespassing...
The end of me starts today I'm standing on the edge Think I may walk further The enemy of me is who I see I've been staring too long into nothing Looking for meaning in the pieces Looking at life with poisoned rationallity Toast to the fire Burn me to ashes so that the phoenix may rise Cry for what was No tears left for what wiil be Truth be told, I won't be missed I see so much pain Hang me from your tree Make my bed of a barbed wire fence Tis such a waste to be Trespass not inside my mind You will fall here...
Why does the Snoop D-o-double G carry an umbrella? fo' drizzle! What does Snoop Dogg use to keep his white clothes clean? bleotch! Okay...let the tarring and feathering commence. Just keep in mind, I didn't make you read this. You chose this fate!
The Truth.
So here we are We are alone Theres weight on your mind I wanna know The truth, if this is how you feel Say it to me If this was ever real I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth So this is you You're talking to me You found a million ways to let me down So I'm not hurt when you're not around I was blind But now I see This is how you feel Just say it to me If this was ever real I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I know that this will break me I know that this might make me cry You gotta say whats on your mind, on your mind I know that this will hurt me and break my heart and soul inside I dont wanna live this lie I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts I d
Turn your wounds into wisdom. - Oprah Winfrey
Warchild Ash's Theme
You brought me back from the dead but you dont know what you put me through Theres not very much that cant do but I cant keep away from you You hate yourself for what you love but you cant seem to get enough Look into my eyes of silver babe are they not quite red enough Chorus And I dont know what you want from me I just want to be left alone I wish that youd just go away Go back where you came from You love me like a hurricane Then treat me like a stranger You build me up to break me down I dont need your kind of hurt In my life Ive danced with the devil and Ive seen the dark side of the moon Even hell hath no fury compared to the likes of you Ive had to fight a lot of demons And Ive had to break a thousand chains Theres no way Ive come this far to go back to being a slave Chorus And I dont know what you want from me I just want to be left alone I wish that youd just go away Go back where you came from You love me like a hurricane Then t
Friends Talk Dont They??
This subject has probably come up before but i missed it. I'm not the type to just add people for points. I enjoy meeting new peeps online to chat. So any of my friends that read this or anyone else n FU land if you don't talk then delete me from friends or just don't add me and take up space.
[accidented Up Some Recipes]
More on that later, I'm exhausted, and my dog refuses to come in. Apple biscuits (well.. actually this method can be used for practically any baked good based on flour and replace water or milk with butter+apple pulp-seriously, you want an apple flavored pie crust? I could do it.) and some modifications to an existing red beans and rice recipe that I have been eating ALL WEEK. Seriously, the damn recipe could feed an army. But that's not the part I'm tweaking. I'll also be experimenting with "lentils" and rice and if the "lb of red kidney beans" can be transferred to about any legume my guess is yes except peanut. The question is why, when red beans are awesome and adhere to pork products so well. My answer is- not everyone likes red beans, and they're not as nutritious as other members of their family. (also I have several pounds of lentils to play with). (also, because I am a kitchen alchemist).
My Serenade To You
Hey have you ever tried, really reaching out for the other side. I may be climbing on rainbows but baby here it goes. Dreams they're for those who sleep Life is for us to keep If your wondering what this song is leading to. I want to make it with you, I really think that we can make it. I want you to take a chance on me. And let me show you how wonderful true love can really be. I could love you for all eternity. Take a chance on me. Though you dont know me well, every little thing only time will tell. If you believe the things that I do, then we'll see it through. Life can be short or long Love can be right or wrong And If I chose the one I'd like to help me through, I want to make it with you I really think that we can make it.
Michelle Winterhawk's Birthday
imikimi - Customize Your World! Michelle~R/L Wife of Miracle Monkey~Winterhawk~Native American Pride~Member of Llama Levelers@ fubar This Loving Birthday Pimpout brought to you By:JoAnna"Co-Founder"of The Llama Levelers and friend of Michelles:) (repost of original by 'JoAnna{{Llama Levelers Co-Founder}}-{Club Far}-{{Shadow Leveler}}' on '2009-02-17 17:34:45')
Old Profile Music Feb 09
The Essence Of Beauty
Beauty is just a word until its essence is captured within the confines of something or someone and presented to the world to be seen. Then it becomes a reality and something of value and meaning. The essence of beauty is not captured in the outer appearance of a person, but the inner layers that lie within. Essence: the nature or being of anything; a substance extracted from another without the loss of the qualities of the original Beauty: loveliness; elegance The essence of beauty is found in the nature of person. They share that beauty when they extract the elegance or loveliness from within and present it to those around them in such a way that it does not lose its original qualities.
Valentine Tags
Hey Fu Friends Have you picked your Valentine Tags up yet ? If not they are ready and you can find them in SinfulBrat's Folders named "Valentine Friendship Tags from Sunnydays Please if you haven't picked your up yet, Please Do So Now! I hope you all had a Nice Valentine's Day. This was mine way of saying I Love You all and thanks for being my friends. God Bless Hugs Sunnydays
I Be Gettin Mad Bored Up In This
No for real though, I am from a large city, and I recently moved to a very, very, excrutiatingly small town a few months ago. I did this because this is where I got a job, and I graduated last May with an Environmental Science degree. With the recent economic bs, budgets that fund things that I do shrink pretty quickly. But, I am only like 40 minutes from where I went to college, so I can get there and go out when I want. Other than that, It's drive a few hours to go home to see people, and there's a couple people around here that I've met. But, other than THAT, nobody. I live in a small town on a large lake, pretty much all summer homes. So, the few people i did meet here who were actually sociable and cool left in the Fall. So, it gets pretty lonely here, and that is my justification for why i write (or at least have written so far) lengthy pointless blogs about nothing significant. The upside, I work doing what I love. I live in the middle of the largest contiguous nationa
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Two New! A Lil Older Pics Of Me Lol (older Pics Of Brian "nymphowolf" Lol)
as I have uploaded here as you know comments are always nice as I scanned these from my photo albums I was look at today and wanted to share :) which I posted em here as they resize the size when you upload em first one was when I graduated 2nd one was within the last 5 years at the time I use to smoke weed as by the looks of it I was high here lmao
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Pic Rates
why is it if you honestly rate someones picture and they don't like the number they rate your photo a 4 or 5 out of spite. people everyone isn't a ten, in fact there are very few tens (if any) an 8 is a high rating. I am all for half glass half full kind of attitudes but reality should be your barometer.
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For Bad Dd
I decided to scrap the about me bit from my public profile. If anyone really did want to know the real ME then they would actually bother looking in here than just perving on my pics. About me: To be honest I don't even know where to start, so this may end up going off on a little tangent everynow and then but I will try my utmost to get back on to the subject. Well at the moment I am studying in college....if you want to know what I'm studying, just ask. I'm not listing them as I did kinda looks like I'm implying 'loookey here I do all these smarty pants subjects so I iz a clever girl'. About me personally...I would describe myself as a traditional girl with modern day thoughts. I like the romance and tradition of the time before. I know a lot of people here on the fu (mummers) don't believe that marriages can last forever. To 18 I've yet to experience a 'relationship' yet. However when I do meet someone that I really seriously like and have a future wi
Dream Theater: The Ministry Of Lost Souls
this is a song from Dream theater's new album "Systematic Chaos" i found it pretty interesting, so i though what the hell, why not post it "The water's edge Is where she waits Lost soul still wandering Meant to die But she's stuck not crossing over The other side Is where he waits His spirit reaching out Meant to save But she's too scared To take his hand Living in a world without you Drowning in the past Is living in no world at all So now i call on you Remember me, I gave you life You would not take it Your suffering Was all in vain It's almost over now Don't turn your back on Paradise Feeling scared She's prepared To give up everything She can't stand To feel like half of her is fading He will choose The only way To rid her of her pain Take her soul now The decision has been made Living in a world without love A burden to my soul Is living in a worthless world So i will call on you Remember me I gave you life You would no
Looking For Someone That Can Music To Lyrics
I am writing a song with my nieces and oldest nephew for mothers day. The thing is my oldest niece and I are good at writing lyrics. However, nither of us are good at composing the music. Like piano or something like that. If we can find someone that knows how to do that. I would be glad to send you the lyrics and see what you come up with. I am doing this now hoping ill have plenty of time to get this done for my mother and their mother as a mothers day present.
Dead Girls Dont Wear Plaid
when someone fucks with your head, and had intentions on doing so from the first exchange of words and they succeed. when you gather all the information you need to know that everything was a lie, and you have the truth... what do you do with it. im still not satisfied with the knowledge that cuppycake didnt die of meningitis and is alive and well. i have an address and names... i know her real last name and know she is still playing games with another person, and i have passed the information to him thru a mutual friend. there was no closure and maybe thats the problem, what would you do in my shoes? for those of you that know what happened. or even those that dont, what would you do with the info that a person made you believe they were in love with you and never intended on ever meeting or having any type of real relationship with you, and make you believe they died in extreme circumstances? everything from their name and where they lived to how they made a living and their hist
Weird Shit
know what is messed up ppl only notice or talk to a person on here if they added nswf pics lol now that just messed up lol
Bad News From The Doctor....
So I go to my PCP about 4 times a year. I go to my obgyn once a year. Everything has been fine lately with me. I recently lost a friend to suicide on Feb 7th. He graduated with my older brother, and is my mom's best friend's son. So, as we all know, after funerals.. I get sick. I've had a chest cold for over 2 weeks. I had gone to my obgyn for my yearly, so I can get my birth control script for the next year. They called me at 9 am and left me a voicemail.. "This is Joyce from Dr. Z's office... will you please call us back as soon as you can? It's not an emergency but I do need to speak with you. Thanks." I call her back... "Your pap smear came back abnormal. Your cells look abnormal also, which could signal a pre-cancerous condition. I also see that you got the Gardisil shot, but in your pap smear, your HPV status came back positive." I fought back the tears as I made the appointment for a colposcopy. I was such in shock by this news that I made it on a very importan
Make Me A Salute 4 A Bling Pack!
Salute Me 4 Blingy Bling!Make me a personalized salute and enter it in my Bling Pack Giveaway/Contest!I will upload your picture on Friday morning (February 27th). As soon as its uploaded, start inviting your friends to rate away!The top 3 salutes with the most rates by Sunday (March 1st) @ 6PM Fu-Time will be will be selected and judged based on the originality or humor in their salutes.There will be three prizes given:-Grand Prize-Minimum 400 Rates 25 Credit Bling PackORMinimum 250 Rates - 12 Credit Bling Pack2nd PlaceMinimum 200 Rates 5 Credit Bling to you!3rd PlaceMinimum 200 Rates 1 Credit Bling to you! Theres just ONE rule: No Nudity (Thanks to asshats who like to mark things as NSFW!) But Sexy will be accepted *winks* So what are you waiting for? Make me a creative, funny, witty salute!! Then PM me with the link! All entries must be submitted before the contest begins on Friday! Sweet Kandy Kisstina@ fubar PM Me with ?s
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Idiot Ex
so my ex....who i was with for 3 years and who dumped me last year right before valentines...has jut gotten out of jail for reasons im not sure of and we wrote me poems. ENJOY!!! Please Forgive Me To the ends of time I will love you my friend Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend An angel to me you were so kind Raising my spirits with ways I can not find Over and over the days with you replayed Loving you so much wished you would have stayed I crossed a line which I know not fit Now each day I die a little bit An empty void replaces what I feel Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal From the feeling of love I felt for a friend. Your New Love Only if you would like to vote and comment, it would mean a lot to me. Is it okay to feel sane when things dont always work out? I stood outside my door to breathe into God air. I watched each car pass me by with its fullest speed I thought about you and where you could possibly be Visions of you an
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Going Away
Hey guys; I am just letting everyone know I will most likely not be on till sometime Sunday. My grandpa's brother died and he has to go to Virginia for the funeral and my grandma isn't well enough to take the trip so I am staying with her until my grandpa returns. They don't have internet, and I doubt I will have much time to access it at school. Leave me lots of love to return to and see you crazy fukers next week !
As the sun sets on a distant horizon Hues of red and gold turn gray and black A waking storm seizes the tranquil sea Fearless mariners face natures attack Consumed by a plethora of violent waves The storm tattered sail was ripped from the mast Wind driven rain pelted the steadfast sailors Their diminishing hope was unsurpassed Unable to detect the course of his ship A call of distress descends on the night The summons is heard by Juliet The Angels keeper and mistress of light The temperamental fog bell has failed again With hammer in hand from the gallery she fled Perched on a stool for hours she sat Striking the bell till her fragile hands bled The unabated echo rang out through the night Desperately seeking the ill-fated crew Her gallant efforts did not go unheard With mornings light the ship was in view The waterlogged vessel passed through the gate Docking safely within San Francisco Bay Poised on the catwalk she smiled and waved Ahoy there Capta
Tiny Dancer Of The Heart
A tiny little dancer glides around in my head.Like a continuous hymn of angst puncturing my brain.Telling me to build up my wall and stand tall. Then it happened.... There he was standing there with a bag on his back and another in his hand. It had seemed as if my whole world stopped revolving and no one else existed. Completely motionless I stand in awe waiting for that little whistle in my head to give me something to say, do...anything, just do something! With a simple smile and a hug as the perfect gesture...I've taken that step. My world began to spin and people started to appear, from where I couldn't remember. All I knew was that the cold feeling I had inside had become this warm tenderness I've never felt before. The warrior I had a the top of my wall had broken down to her knees and has become weak yet again. Not long after regaining her strength and allowing herself to rely on no one and be gullible by no one, he's walked in like a stranger in the dark
Jean de Baptiste Lamarck formulated a hypthosesis that greatly influenced Darwin's theory of evolution, a theory that is widely accepted among today's biological community, including myself. Lamarck's theory includes the idea that forces which cause the evolution of a species include when an organism does not use an organ, the organ will shrivel and offspring will likely be affected by this. Basically speaking, that the experience a parent has can affect it's offsprings genetic makeup. It also included bone shaping from stress and disfigurement that comes with age; durability. Recent scientific experiments, that have been reproduced by different groups, and are now accepted as having significant results, shows that a certain type of flea clearly and abruptly displays this type of genetic inheritance. The flea, when living it's life in a controlled environment with no predators existing, is born with a round, smoothe shaped head. When it reproduces it's offspring develop the sam
For Sarge's Bad Girls
Yada Yada
1. Last beverage Arnold Palmer half&half 2. Last phone call Erin 3. Last text message Nella 4. Last song you listened toBackyard by Kevin Costner 5. Last time you cried Today SIX HAVE YOU EVER: 1. Dated someone twice yes 2. Been cheated on? yes 3. Kissed someone & regretted it? yes 4. Lost someone special? My Mom 5. Been depressed? Always 6. Been drunk and threw up? More then once. LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS: 1. orange 2. green 3. yellow 4. blue HAVE YOU: 1. Made new friends yes 2. Fallen out of love yes 3. Laughed until you cried yes 4. Met someone who changed you I sure have. 5. Found out who your true friends were Yup 6. Found out someone was talking about you Yes 7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list Not on here 8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life A few on here 9. How many kids do you want to have A bunch! 10. Do you have any pets I sure do! 11. Do you want to chang
For My Buddy ^e^vil
burnish \BUR-nish\, verb, noun: 1. to make shiny by polishing noun: 1. a polish or shine
Sex play with ants/insects
Hmm what can I say .. 2009 so far has been nothing but disapointments after another, I mean one thing I can't stand is people who turn out to be not what they seemed they were.. I HATE LYERS, FAKERS, all that non-sence. For ONCE I would love to come across someone worthy of knowing. I mean are those types of people out there? Realisticly I 100% think not. Men say Women don't know what they want, but in reality it's MEN don't know what they have until they go and stick their dicks into another hole. I might be venting & being upset but realisticly it all boils down to that I miss my Mum, I would give anything in my LIFE to bring her back, to hear her wisdom especially thru the worst of times, but can't do that; life's not fair.. but then you learn & move on.. Can't wait until Europe '09 ... cuz that will be a trip of a lifetime.. I have fully 100% learned .. TRUST NO ONE BUT MYSELF!!! .. Unless care to prove me wrong.... ????
Latenight Desires....
She heard the key slide into the lock He tried quietly to close the door She glanced over at the clock.. I was expecting him till late morning, as she realized it was four am She slowly slipped out of bed .. Slowly making her was into the living room she sees him.. Home so early honey..?!? I see your wearing my shirt He looks at her with a evil grin Knowing what is coming next she looks at him Do you like it..? This is the only thing I have on He sets down his suitcase. Your so in trouble.. She takes off running towards the bedroom, but was grabbed in an instant. She fights to get away, but there is not use, with her heart pounding He spun her around Her back arching He starting nibbling on her neck Small moans escape her mouth. He carrys her into the room Gently laying her on the bed He looks at her There eyes locked For eternity so it seemed. She slowly reached up to unbutton his shirt His hands finding there was through her long beautiful hair She runs
Super Bowl
got a ? you american can answer me why who win the super bowl are class has world champs went they only play team from usa
I Am Fearless
You Are Fearless You have great dreams and unrelenting ambition. You go for what you want, and it's hard to deter you. You are incredibly competent and intelligent. You've had a very high success rate in your life. You tend to dominate people. You have a very strong personality, and others tend to heed to your demands. You're confident enough to be considered arrogant. You tend to think of other people in terms of what they can do for you. Are You Flirtatious, Fearless, Factual, or Friendly?
Losing Fait
Losing Faith Sitting watching the clock tick by Faith Barring down on me I feel my heart going down Everything is being ripped away Its all slipping away What am I gonna do with out you Youre my faith Hook Losing my faith over you Aint nobody like you I dont want to But Im losing my faith Youre my strength My hope My everything Losing my faith With out you who id gonna pick me up Lift me higher From the first day were in sync Suffering from alienation Through your love was the answer to pain Holding me through the night You are the one I need most Sent straight down from heaven No matted where I go I wont ever forget you Just hang on For one more day Ill will be there Always waiting to catch you
Be There
Be There Tears fall to the ground I dont want your strength You may no realize that I am breaking free from you All the times that you saved my life U have made me who I am Cant you see that i need you to let go I need to be on my own now I look upon the sky Cant you see You will always have a place in my Heart U gave me all the strength that i need To move out in the world I can be free I can fly llike a bird I can reach the sky All my life i had scarfice everything I will stand up and be me For the first time But you know dont have to let go I am not the the little girl u used to see I am a woman now rising up in the ranks I can be me, but you know have to let you There will be the day I call upon u again That day you will have to scarfice to save me I will need ur faith your strength you dont have to let go Cause i will always need you soul Right next me to Please dont ever let go As the days go by, please be there to save me again
After The Rain
After the Rain 1 Everyday I wanted to tell you Tell you how I how I felt I just wanted to say I remember Remember the day I saw you walking to me Wearing that leather jacket I just wanted to tell you how lucky I felt To have you in I'm luck to have you in my life Hook After the rain I wipe away my tears As the rain pours down I wash away my feelings for you I have tried to make it work with it you But all I have is the rain I can't stand the rain After the rain, tears fall And then I think of you again After the rain Everything is clear Here I am standing tall As the droplets of rain fall over me 2 Now that you found someone new Someone better than me I see how you never liked me at all Everything I felt was a lie You never wanted anything to do with me I realized that everything was a lie That I wasn't as lucky as I thought 3 I'm tired of all this talk It about time to live you behind Now I realize I must move on After the rain is gone I kno
My Bleeding Heart
You said you loved You said you beleived in me You siad we would be together forever I made the mistake of believing you Now all I have left is the gift u left me with Pain, lots of pain You think your a man but you truely not You sent me the text of death It left me numb for days Now I real for what is left in my heart It is now empty and broken Torn to pieces My soul cries for a bandaide Are you happy now, You ruined my fairy tell Are you happy now that I am in pain
Addicted You're like a drug that I seem to can't put down You're like the devil that I can't run from You're like a demon taking everything I have It like I can't breath, I can't quit you All you give me is miserly and suffering You leave my soul in pain, it cries out for freedom I gave you all the power Now I can't quit you, I can't give you up The power you took from me, kills all I have I should have never met you You're worse than any drug Cause your all I can see It's like I can't think without you near me Because of you I have lost myself Now that you have consumed all of me I am addicted to you like a drug I know that I need to purge you from So I can get through this I need to overpower you You're interrupting my soul You seeped into my thoughts, my dreams, my soul You have become apart me I gave all of me to your will and now I know that the voices tell me, to let go But I can't let go Your all I can see I am addicted Addicted so bad that I ca
Some People
Recently I have realized some people dont mean was they say. It like I dont matter, My state of mind isnt important, Mostly i am annoyed at drunk people, they should never really call me unless they mean what they say even sober, I hate having false hope, it all doesnt matter....effer I am pissed
Can I Ask You This
was it worth it humm youll know in the morning
Better Off
suicide is helpless drugs are senseless build me up and break me down help me through this get me through this I'm causing my own pain senseless as surgery nothing helps me god refuses me he throws me away and he'll do it when my day comes heaven is FAKE! hell is a LIE! what's new in your eyes? what's so dark in mine? break me now i can't get through this I'm better off dead I'm better off alone I'm better off with lies
Jerry Springer / Or / Leno / Or / Me
and your choice hummm luv ya all peoples be good have fun....
does any one know this song who writes it ( im in love with stacys mom--- )stacys mom has got it going on oo stacy cant you see you just not the one for me blaa blaa blaa
Doing Me
Why is it that when u ask someone what they been up to, the first thing they say is "Man, Im just doing me." What the hell does that mean? Of course you doing you, it would be kinda hard to be doing someone elses life right? Thats just whats on my mind.
Another Real Fu-kin Life Blog...
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CAUTION NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART! I will start our decent, Show you my true intent! I yearn to rip flesh, only when it is fresh! Taking you by the mandible, Bystanders saying please be reasonable. I tell them in a stern tone, Leave and I can get this done! They all stumble and run, I use only hands and blades, You will hear of me using no gun, There will be no escaping this escapade! Ripping into the skin, Your mandible is starting to show. What is being held there in, The look on my face getting an evil glow. I kick you in the sternum, Knocking you to the ground. Nothing will help you become numb, I take the straight razor without making a sound! I begin to carve you like a canvas, As I write my name you yell, Please I don't understand this, Do you feel that I do if so I won't tell! I rip a big K in the center, of what was your left cheek. Laughing at my banter, Telling you that you are weak! I break my restraints, Giving a y
Some More Real-fu-kin Life...
....ya know I just don't know anymore... ..there are some days on here when I wonder why I even sign in. I was looking through old "memories" (screenshots) of Fu days gone by over the years...and what strikes me most of all is the people that just aren't here anymore... ...these days, this place is honestly more selfish than I have ever seen. Everyone's Auto 11's...everyone out for themselves. Sure I'll have a thing now and then...but there are over 600 Level 26 members on this site. SIX HUNDRED!!!....that's crazy... ..barely anyone wants to talk anymore about anything with any substance. Most of what I get is even more selfish, things like, "can you blow this person up because they screwed me over?" The answer has been and always will be no. I try with alot of sucess I might add, to avoid personal drama. I will blow someone up if they are a fake. I will blow someone up if they are a cheater and scripter. I don't care what point level or member rank they are. Those numbers don't
Race To Get To Godmother
My family member # 2 and I are having a friendly competition to get to Godfather first. He is going to post his auto 11 soon and I need all the help I can get, If I need to I will have to get an auto 11 to do what needs to be done to prove that I am worthy of being Godmother first. What I am asking of my friends is that if at all possible, go in and rate just one of my folders and ask your friends to do the same. The only stipulation is that I need u and your friends to private message me so that I can return the favor. Rico Bear and I both believe in "Paying it Forward". Thank you in advance, xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox Vixxenn213
Love Me
Birthday Blog For Feb.18th
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Pennsylvania Eyes In California Skies!
As she drives down the road She looks curiously in the rearview mirror She sees soccer mom left overs in the back She hears a sippy cup rolling around in the back seat A plane passes by, How she feels the need for clouds in her face The rush of speed of liftoff, the freedom of being closer to God beneath her wings The sensation of a hard banked turned escaping mountain tops She looks to her left and sees the waves crashing in the ocean She thinks back to her days in lakes rushing over waves She's reminded of that little girl and young woman full of joy and happiness Her cell recieves a text, You need to Pick up the kids, I'm running late Another message comes in "Don't forget we are taking my freinds to big bear" Can you watch the kids as I go skiing? Where did her life go? How did it get this way? A woman full of so much inner beauty That only shines through her outter beauty She think of her earlier years of being in control Knowing the limitations Conquering
10 Second Poem
Do you love me? I ask of you Do you love me? Is it true, you say you do. But when I turn around You are gone. Do you love me? I ask again just to make sure you say yes with a smile and like the fool I am I believed you. I give you a kiss, you give me a hug. We walk to school, we go to class I miss you so but I know it wont last For Ill see you again right after class I look for you after school, but you arent there. I go to my friends and find you there Naked answering the door. Hes in his room yelling who is it I shake my head and turn away she tells me wait So I stop and turn she asks me do you love me I did was all I could say As I walked away.
Same Old
Bags are packed Enough is enough! These bags are a reminder of the luggage that has weighed on for years How many promises been made How many lies have been sold Same old Same old Clock ticking Moons pass by The window is clear, the view of freedom makes her drool Things will get better! I will change Same old Same old Wallpaper becomes dingy Stains in the carpet The distance of closeness strangles her Is this the way life is going to end? Will it get better Same old Same Old!
So yeah people say I'm pretty good at editing images. I can animate just about anything. I can create quite a bit. Morphs are my speciality. If you need anything along those lines, hit me up. Check out my folders for proof and if you like anything, come see me. I'm pretty certain this blog won't be read, just putting it out there and seeing if I can reel in any business. 1,000,000 fu-bucks: Will rate and re-rate your images for a month. 10 credit bling: 3-pack of whatever you need: morphs, edits, animations. You give me the image and I'll do whatever you need done to it. Blast: 6-pack of whatever you need (see above). Bling pack/VIP: 12-pack of whatever you need (see above). Auto 11/Cherry Bomb: Indentured servant for 14 days. Will morph, create, edit anything you need for 2 weeks (within reason...I do work 40 hours a week). Will also rate as many of your images, blogs, stashes, etc. as fubar will allow per day (within reason...again, work fulltime). Happy Hour: Inden
Wouldn't You Love One Of These
Now take a read and leave your thoughts in a comment lets see what you'd say if you ever got one of these in your emails P.S. i forgot to add it was in a Pink Font lol nice copy and paste do you think from somewhere? Dear .......(......Named person.......). I had to write you as soon as I could to express just how much I enjoyed being with you last night time we chatted . I really had a great time! To be honest, I have never felt as happy, as content or as excited about being with someone as I was with you. The whole chat was a joy to experience. Truthfully,(......Named person.......), you are a class act. Even though I met you only recently, I feel as though I've known you for a long time. I consider myself a good judge of character, and from what I've seen, you are a one-in-a-million woman. You're so unpredictable and exciting yet so stable in that you seem to know what you want out of life. You're so strong emotionally yet you seem to have a gent
First Or Last
I'm as good of a man as they come. Don't lie, Don't Cheat,Steal or Hurt anyone unless they hurt someone I love. My last GF, stole from me, cheated on me, lied to her family about me when I broke up with her. Still I give her a chance, I get in a car accident on my way and can't make it. Haven't heard back from her in over a week and don't plan on it. She lived off me for 4 years. Never worked a day and yet I get burned. Oh, If your wondering? She would beg me to stop, she could take no more from a great sex life so that's not the problem. What happened to good guys? Rich Dorks!
Mid June - Hot Springs, Colorado [not Traveling Sistas Party But Should Be Fun!]
June 15th - June 21st plan now All are welcome to join in contact me or indian Rose to let us know if you plan on joining us!!!!! The More the merrier All Fubarians Welcome Hot Springs trip at Colorado's valley view hots springs Fubar Meet and greet get together. Need to plan on how many will be coming so I can contact the place to get rates. DJ Hash@ fubar Indian Rose@ fubar Valley ViewHot Springs (repost of original by 'J ♫ HŧH _ Enforcer at southern hideaway' on '2009-02-17 15:17:16')
-----schwaches Gedchtnis-----(faint Memory)
ist es o.k., dass ich sage, dass ich Sie liebe? ist es o.k., erschrockenen im zu sagen? manchmal wnsche ich, dass Sie hier waren mich durch meinen gebrochenen Traum zu halten zu helfen, meine Flgel zu heilen ich bin so hart gefallen ich wei nicht, was folgend ist ich wnsche, dass Sie hier waren mir zu sagen, dass Sie mich lieben mir zu sagen, dass Sie sich sorgen. wenn Zeiten hart wachsen, wei ich, dass Sie dort sein werden weil ich rechtzeitig wei Sie werden derjenige sein es ist erschrocken ich werde Sie bis zum Ende lieben ich werde Sie fr die ganze Ewigkeit lieben und wenn mein Tag bitte oh bitte kommt, schreien Sie nach mir nicht am Ende war das es wert die Rauschgifte hatten mich verbraucht das Bilden von mir nichts als ein schwaches Gedchtnis halten Sie an mir jetzt fest meine Flgel werden so gebrochen ich bin bis jetzt gefallen gerade genommen zu werden Dinge knnten nicht dasselbe sein aber ich wei, dass ich Sie noch liebe vergessen Sie mich
Sincere Friend
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Apple Pie With Maple Whipped Cream
* Active Time: 20 minutes * Total Time: 1 hour 40 minutes INGREDIENTS o Filling o cup sugar o 3 Tbsp all-purpose flour o tsp ground cinnamon o 1/4 tsp each ground nutmeg and salt o 6 Fuji or Gala apples, peeled, cored and sliced in. thick (8 cups) o 1 pkg (15 oz) refrigerated ready-to-bake pie crusts o cup heavy (whipping) cream o 2 tsp sugar o 3 Tbsp maple-flavor pancake syrup PREPARATION 1. Place a foil-lined baking sheet on middle oven rack. Heat oven to 400F. Have a 9-in. pie plate ready. 2. Filling: Mix sugar, flour, cinnamon, nutmeg and salt in a large bowl. Add apples; toss to coat. 3. Line pie plate with crust as pkg directs. Add Filling, tucking in apples to fit. Top with remaining crust. Gently press edges together, turn under and flute or crimp if desired. 4. Brush crust with some of the heavy cream; sprink
Walnut-streusel Apple Pie
* Active Time: 30 minutes * Total Time: 1 hour 30 minutes INGREDIENTS PREPARATION 1. You'll need a 9-in. pie plate. Place one oven rack in lowest position. Place a square of foil on rack to catch any drips. 2. Line pie plate with pie crust as package directs. Flute or crimp edge. 3. Streusel Topping: Mix flour, sugar, walnuts and apple pie spice in a medium bowl. Rub in butter with fingertips until mixture forms moist, coarse crumbs that will clump together easily. 4. Filling: Peel, halve and core apples. Cut in 1/8-in.-thick slices by hand (or with the slicing disk of a food processor). Place in a large bowl, add lemon juice (to prevent browning) and toss to coat. Mix remaining ingredients in a small bowl, sprinkle over apple slices and toss to coat. 5. Heat oven to 450F. 6. Layer apple slices in pie shell, mounding them higher in center. Gently press mound to compact apples. Pat and press the topping mixture evenly o
Secret Admirers... Really?
OK, this one will be pretty quick - just like me in bed (HAH - beat you to it!) First, the secret admirer feature on the surface is pretty nice. It promotes making new friends and if you're into the whole points thing, it's the perfect method for you to get some more. Here's my deal though, and maybe it's just me. I'll be the first to admit that looks matter. Now of course I have ugly friends both in real-life and on here, and I'll also admit I hardly fall in the "OMG HES SO FUCKING HOT" category. I know I'm above a 5, but nowhere close to a 10. So now that I've got all that out of the way, don't you just hate it when you try to find your matches, and all you get is fugly people to choose from? ADMIT IT! You look at the faces and think "Oh gawd, seriously? I gotta pick one? I sure hope I'm wrong, cuz I don't want any of these folks to think I'm interested in them or anything..." YOU'VE THOUGHT IT! YOU KNOW IT! Again, don't be goin off and calling me shallow and superfici
Happy Anniversary Babe!!!! ~*BAMBAMMM*~@ fubarShow him lots of love, he always returns it!! But remember ladies, he's taken!!!
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Chocolate-orange Mascarpone Pie
* Active Time: 20 minutes * Total Time: 2 hours 30 minutes INGREDIENTS Cookie Crust 24 chocolate cookie wafers (we used Nabisco Famous) 1/4 cup unsalted butter, melted 1/3 cup orange marmalade Filling 10 oz semisweet chocolate, broken up 3 tubs (8 oz each) mascarpone, at room temperature 1/3 cup confectioners' sugar 3 Tbsp orange liqueur or orange juice 1/4 tsp salt 1 large seedless orange (optional) PREPARATION 1. Crust: Heat oven to 350F. You'll need a 9-in. pie plate. 2. Pulse cookies in processor until fine crumbs; add butter and process until blended. Press mixture evenly into bottom and sides of pie plate. Bake 12 minutes; cool on wire rack. Spread marmalade over cooled crust. 3. Filling: Microwave chocolate in glass bowl, 15 seconds at a time, stirring, until melted. Gently mix mascarpone, sugar, liqueur and salt in large bowl just until blended (do not stir to
I Like This One
Natures Beauties The stench of beauty Popping up around you with every step Fragile as glass Damp android but then vibrant with colors. Warmth and illuminating light Sweet and sour is present everywhere Silky mixed with smooth Booming, cracking, and zapping Happy, cheerful, and unforgiving Unpredictable they are These are natures beauties.
Holes in Life A road is life It is filled with holes There are high spots But also low The holes shock you As do events in life. It cracks and crumples So do friendships and relations Life is a road full of holes.
Giver of Life and Death Water is vast and wide Inside of you is where it resides You need it to stay alive There are many mysteries that it may hide. It allows life but also death It kills by taking your breath Fills your lungs inside Its kind of funny that it resides within But when you take it in It shall kill you.
Soul why? Tell me why you must. You and me; one we are Our mind and body; but soul, we are not Bonded we are but fight you must Why do you torment me By working with me to achieve happiness But you did it only so you could take it away. This is how you always do it We are bonded to one as is the other So why must you stab me Pry tell I must know You allow pleasure for me Then replace it with immense sorrow Soul why? Tell me why you must. This poem is about everyone saying in mind, body, and soul but that is not true because everyone has inner turmoil.
If You Think You Know What This One Is About Take A Guess
Sorrow Pip, plop, drip, and drop It comes from the sky Within your house Even from yourself It is warm and soothing Cold and depressing It is the one most important thing in life Everything needs it. It shows emotions It drops down your face Plush it falls into a pool It comes with happiness But most of the time It comes with sorrow.
Another One
Infectious Form Jumping with joy Bouncing off the walls Happiness has found you Shes the light of your life She completes you. In your mind, body, and soul Infecting you her image is When you close your eyes she is there Within your mind during troubled times Coming to you when least expected But during the times you need her the most.
Another Love Poem
From within She makes me warm Inside me there is empty space But she makes it full. When I see her Light becomes that which was once dark When were together there is no despair Our feelings for each other cant be measured It cant be touched, it is there but then its not Its a connection formed between me and her Through our actions towards each other It is created, molded, and perfected But then it also can be destroyed. This bond between us It isnt love but closely linked Its here now and here to stay.
My Uncle Got
I became confused when I heard the word 'service' used with these agencies. Internal Revenue 'Service' U.S. Postal 'Service' Telephone 'Service' Cable TV 'Service' Civil 'Service' State, City, County & Public 'Service' Customer 'Service' This is not what I thought 'service' meant. But today, I overheard two farmers talking, and one of them said he had hired a bull to 'service' a few cows. BAM!!! It all came into focus. Now I understand what all those agencies are doing to us. Now you are as enlightened as I am.
California Girls
Well East coast girls are hip I really dig those styles they wear And the Southern girls with the way they talk They knock me out when I'm down there The Mid-West farmer's daughters really make you feel alright And the Northern girls with the way they kiss They keep their boyfriends warm at night I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California girls The West coast has the sunshine And the girls all get so tanned I dig a french bikini on Hawaii island Dolls by a palm tree in the sand I been all around this great big world And I seen all kinds of girls Yeah, but I couldn't wait to get back in the states Back to the cutest girls in the world I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California girls I wish they all could be California (Girls, girls, girls yeah I dig the) I wish they all could be California (Girls, girls, girls yeah I dig th
When things start going great and it seems like things are finally going to go my way something happens to fuck it up. I dont understand why. I have been doing all I could to make everyone around me happy, trying to make my lovelife work but it seems like every time I turn around something happens and makes that even harder. I have been tryin to stay happy but for some reason depression has been settling in. so if Im quiet and not very open to you guys its not you, Ive just got a lot going on and its hard for me to sort it all out in my head right now. Just let me be and then maybe in time I will open up to you and talk to you bout whats going on in mind and my life.
Seperate Ways
Lyrics to Separate Ways by Teddy Thompson Come rolling into town unaware Of the power that you have over me And what am I to do With hello how are you Nothings ever said that should be And I dont care about you If you dont care about me We can go our separate ways If you want to The ties of love are strong But they can be undone And well go our separate ways If you want to Im turning into me, not you I can change my mind not my blood And not all who love are blind Some of us are just too kind We forgive too much And never speak our minds And I dont care about you If you dont care about me We can go our separate ways If you want to The ties of love are strong But they can be undone And well go our separate ways If you want to Im giving up on you And Ill turn my heart to something new And well go our separate ways If you want to I stood out in the rain Holding my breath Waiting for you You never came You broke my heart You b
Now Im Confused...
So today in class, everything was a bit rushed to make up for having yesterday off, we zipped through like 4chapters in less than two hours. Normally, this isnt a big thing, BUT its all medical terms and thats a lil harder to soak in all at once. And since we had yesterday off, our test day wasnt supposed to be til Thursday, to give us an extra day to practice and study in class... SUPPOSED to be. We go on lunch and come back, and go to lab where were told we're having out clinical done today instead of Thursday. Now since we work on each other while at school, I didnt get a chance to really practice but for a half hour on Friday. And yesterday Candypants was SUPPOSED to let me work on her... but we lost track of time and next thing we knew it was 11pm. So I didnt get a chance to study or practice at all, so Im a lil nervous about this test. Im taking the clinical part of the test, and much to my surprise Im nailing it all as she's calling it out. I noticed I wasnt doing one thi
Frog Or Fraggle pleas help me figure this animal out i think it's a fraggle and my cousin thinks its a frog PLEASE HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Here Is A Poem I Wrote
Endless chase We all have caught it Slips away everyday It comes big and tall Then comes and stays We enjoy it but then we get hit It lifts us up Then throws us into a pit. It gets us through life And leads us to death Illuminated by some Devoured by others This is the curse of love It finds us behind closed doors Curses us is how it flows In life until death is the way it goes. Love is a difficult thing
Help For Newbies To Learn What Fubar Is All About
I just joined furbing and Its cool. I am 33 year old male in northern michigan. I like everyone I get to know well. I like draw,play video games, build computers at home with my dad. But yes I live with my dad and step mother long story. I have a daughter that is 5 years old and she has bipolar. She is doing fine and she is adopted by my mother long story as well. I am married but soon to be single once I find someone in Grand rapids michigan that wants to be with a guy that has a learning disability and is on SSD which is social security disability. If you want to know why I had a learning disability ever sense I was little. I was tested for if. Thats all for now, bye.
Cake And Wonderwall :d
You know what phrase has always bothered me? "You want your cake and you wanna eat it too." Why would you want cake if you didn't want to eat it? Or COULDN'T eat it?? It's never made sense to me. Why would I go to all the trouble to get cake, if I'm not able to sink my teeth into the sweet, deliciousness that is cake? I'm not gonna let it sit there! They should change it to.. "You want your cake, you wanna eat it AND you want seconds." Nobody needs seconds. *SHRUG* RANDOM: I love Jae for this ♥ -REL
Hello Hello!
Hiya once again! As some of you may have noticed....there have been some changes going around regarding me. Yes I am getting married.April 19th to be exact. Yes I am happy.Christine aka Dark Teeny makes me very happy. There's new art by me in the artwork folder.More will be added when I get the chance. Other than the small tidbits I just gave you.I have nothing else to say really. Have fun folks.I know I will. S.P.G
The Bleeding~five Finger Death Punch
The Bleeding lyrics I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie and every last goodbye The promises you broke, words you choked on And I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me Well, I'm so empty, I'm better off without you And you're better off without me Well, you're so unclean, I'm better off without you And you're better off without me The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, deceiving, the bleeding It's over Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass, dead and wilted To you this all was nothing, everything to you is nothing Well, you're so filthy, I'm better off without you And you're better off without me Well, I'm so ugly, you're better off without me I'm better off without The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings, disaster It's over As wicked as you are You're beautiful to m
Some Of My Work
for those in which that dont know me i am a poet and here are some of my works ~Parasomnia~ Its a long cold night as i go out walking not a person in sigh. The sounds of the dogs howling at the pale moon light. My heart beating faster as i hear footsteps setting a pace behind me each step getting faster as i stop and look behind me but there is no one in their place heart beats slowering until i hear a mumbling sound i stop to look back still no one is there i run home locking the doors behind me and sitting on my chair closing my eyes i feel a sweet kiss on my lips opening my eyes to see no one there begins stirring as i wake up realizing it was nothing but a nightmare and you are right here ~Hung~ Here i hang wondering how i got here. Is it the constant bickering with my family. Or how things are between me and the girl i am in love with. Or possible the threat of losing my lively hood my eyes filling red, my lungs and brai
Romans 5
3 We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance.4 And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation.5 And this hope will not lead to disappointment. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love.
Awaken ~disturbed
Awaken lyrics Stripped of life, alone In the midst of something that I Want to play with your evil inside Wanting, letting go, of what never could be again Lost and alone Imprisoned now inside your mind With the way you tried To destroy me again You were waiting and living for no one With the way you tried To completely refuse all your life Feed on your nothing You'll never live up to me [Chorus] Awaken you With a little evil inside Feed on your nothing You'll never live up to me I've stricken you I want to live with the lie Feed on your nothing And you'll never live up to me Awaken you, oh no, Can't live up to me I've striken you Feed on your nothing and you'll never live up to me There isn't a thing that I can do Watching this whole thing just wash away Making me long Making you strong [Chorus]
51 Questions About Ur #1
Can you answer 51 questions about​ the 1st person on your top friends list?​​ (Dont​change your top friend.) ​ 1) What​s their ​names?​​ Stef and Chris 2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/​​girlfriend​?​​ she is dating and he is married 3) Do you get along ​with them all the time?​​ absolutely!!! 4) How old are they?​​ 26 and 42 5) Has he/​​she ever cooke​d for you? she has and he hasnt 6) Are they older​ than you? she isnt and he is 7) Have you ever kissed them?​​ her and i kiss all the time and i only wish i could kiss him LOL 8) Does your #1 have a pony?​ neither do 9) Are you related to them?​​ nope 10) Are you really close​ to them?​​ very!! closer then i ever thought i could get to people 11) Nickname?​​ babes and Angel ;-) 12) If you
The No 1 Tear Jerker (dedicated To A Late Bf!)
OK I will admit this is the number 1 in my list of tear jerkers - now im off to look at the smurfs to cheer myself up :D
Eroticdreams Lounge Bully
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More Tear Jerking Music
Remember lyrics Sensation washes over me I can't describe it Pain I felt so long ago I don't remember Tear a hole so I can see My devastation Feelings from so long ago I don't remember Holding on, to let them know What's given to me, given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe Blind your eyes to what you see You can't embrace it Leave it well enough alone And don't remember Cut your pride and watch it bleed You can't deny it Pain you know you can't ignore I don't remember Holding on, to let them know What's given to me, given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe If I can Remember To know this will Conquer me If I can Just walk alone And try to escape Into me [whispering:] Sensation washes over me I can't describe it Pain I felt so long ago I don't remember I'm just holding on, to let them know What's given to me, given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe If I c
Change Of Heart
I have decided to be more open to the mortals out there and I accept any comments and I aim to not chew on my guests leg's werewolf humor.
Inside The Fire
Inside The Fire lyrics Ooh, Devon, won't go to heaven She's just another lost soul about to be mine again Leave her, we will receive her It is beyond your control, will you ever meet again Devon, no longer living Who had been rendered unwhole as a little child She was taken and then forsaken You will remember it all, let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me for eternity Release your life to begin another time with her End your grief with me, there's another way Release your life, take your place inside the fire with her Sever, now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all and give life to me again Fire, all you desire As she begins to turn cold and run out of time You will shiver till you deliver You will remember it all, let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one imm
Stricken lyrics You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know how your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've don
Funny But Also Sad
So the more I think about it, I'm all over the place with music. The worst part is, I'm a real dick sometimes about what I listen to. I'm trying to get the fuck out of that mentality but I have some predisposed shit in my head. I've been way better about it the last year or so though. Anyway, I added a bunch of shit to my stash. Pretty much covers my range. Music has been the topic lately, and I forget how much I enjoy it. Also, it's scary how much I get my taste from my parents. I didn't realize that shit till recently as well. I'm seriously a hybrid of them. Makes sense but still weird to me.
Great Status Messages ...
In no particular order ... enjoy I know I did! 1. Spray Air freshener on it every once in a while."websilk" 2. I am 8 kinds of horny (ok how many kinds are there?) "Pokesfab" 3. Just checked, my give a damn button is still broke "Death Wish" 4. Making money be back after it dries "Bull.chit" 5. Cranial rectumitis, do you have it? "Cannabal" 6. I am the highway so ride me "SepulNation" 7. Dear Jerry Springer, Today on Fubar... "Joey BagaDonutz" 8. When I said lets try the butt, I meant yours! OUCH! "Joey BagaDonutz" 9. Not a tease / catalyst for ur cravings "Two Souls" 10. I suck beer for dick money "Mystical" 11. Want a committed man, look in a mental hospital "CHERRYPOP"
Tear Jerker Number 1
Just found this one on youtube and thought I would share it as much as I can - its truly beautiful and a real tear jerker - excuse me while I get a tissue.
Thinking Of You
Lying all alone and restless unable to lose this image sleepless, unable to focus on anything but your surrender Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying So delighted with a new understanding Something about a little evil that makes that Unmistakable noise I was hearing Unmistakable sound that I know so well Spent and sighing with a look in your eye Spent and sighing with a look on your face like Sweet revelation sweet surrender sweet, sweet surrender Surrender... Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying So delighted with a new understanding Something about a little evil that makes that Unmistakable noise I was hearing Unmistakable sound that I know so well Spent and sighing with a look in your eye Spent and sighing with a look on your face like Sweet revelation sweet surrendering Sweet revelation sweet Thinking of you, thinking Thinking of you, Thinking
Why Are People Stupid? Lol
Why do you insist on pissing me off in the mornning??? 1.I have 2 kids and I can manage to have my kids dressed before we leave the house, why cant you? 2.PLEASE PULL FORWARD...dont block everyone behind you...we have places to go and things to do...unlike you who will probobly go home and watch soap operas!!! EX. when i drop my daughter off at her have to pull around in like a circle, OR you can park!! well this BITCH decides to stop right at the turn...and block us all from going around. We all have bigger rigs and we cant get around enough to park. She gets her idiot ass out of the car to release her bratts. then she walks them in the school with her van still parked there...I WAS HEATED!! Then after she finally comes out 5 minutes later...she pulled only like 10 feets forward and perceeded to talk to another idiot mom in her van!!! I got behind her and she motioned me to go around, which would mean i go into the grass!!! FUCK THAT AND FUCK HER!! I dont know
Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Lazlow In Studio With Gta: The Lost And The Damned, Download The O&a Show, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Shawna Lenee Afterm
Tuesday Opie and Anthony Links: Lazlow in studio with GTA: The Lost and The Damned, Download the O&A Show, New Boobs On RateMyWOW, Shawna Lenee Aftermath...and interracial smut? Oh sure.
Haha My Best Friend Stagette
So she is strick no strippers soo tell me what u think about my idea ot re inact this
Liberate lyrics Liberate your mind You motherfucker, you're so narrow-minded So narrow-minded Liberate your mind Now motherfucker, will you liberate your mind This time Bold motherfucker Don't limit your mind Can't you see that the pace Has fallen behind All the hate in your heart Will be leaving you blind So bold motherfucker Don't you limit your mind This time Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting. I "Out of Zion shall come forth a law And the word of the Lord from Jerusalem Nation shall not raise sword against nation And they shall not learn war anymore For the mouth of the Lord hath spoken" Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting.
Strange to think that you are not beside me here, when you're still so tangible. I reach out, up... and you are all around me, in my head, in my voice, in my laugh. Two planes separate us it seems, and all thoughts of you are but an echo. In memorium, I breathe for you I continue. There is still a footprint I have yet to leave... So I step forward, for you, for me... for all of those who can no longer. Because if I don't think I make a difference, well, I don't. I am always a step behind myself, and yet a cut above the rest, Sheep, the lot of them.... and for you, I will break free of this pasture and seek what you never thought to find. Freedom of mind, I will not be disillusioned merely for the sake of comfort. I will hold steadfast, and I will not falter. Fear is for those who don't understand. You and I, just know. Walk with me, through fire and we will shine like diamonds in the end. Because then, that will be all we have.
Down With The Sickness
Down With The Sickness lyrics (Do you feel that?) (Oh shit) Ooh ah ah ah ah Ooh ah ah ah ah Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give it to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me (Will you give it to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes Oh no, there is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up Come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up Come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give it to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you
For Infamous Pitbull ~ The Psi Sanguin~ Fire_pixis Real Life Fiance~
Society In General
Why do institutes decide to conduct massive studies about the effects of violent cartoons on children? It's disgustingly obvious that all these "scientific" studies are designed to vindicate parents from accusations of being horribly inattentive. It's time to realize that kids will not be a product of what they see on television if parents actually gave a damn and taught their children the difference between fiction and reality and even more important the difference between right and wrong. I am just sick of the piece of shit parents of my generation getting a free pass for raising little hell-raising pieces of garbage. OH IT'S TELEVISION. OH IT'S VIDEO GAMES. BULLSHIT! It's your inability to parent children. Stop the BS. Don't blame others.. look at yourself first you lazy fucks.
If You Are Still Here...
it is becuase i love you. honestly, and to the ones i deleted please dont take it personal, everyone is welcome on my page because i love talking to everyone. but my life is hell right now so i need to kind of have my little bubble of people who i talk to everyday. and my list lies i do not have 59 friends, i have 24 no drama it will be deleted and i really do love you all sarah
Remember The Good Ones
I just got off the phone with my dad, he was telling me that my great uncle passed away yesterday. He was a really cool guy, a World War II vet, part of the 101st Airborne. He was part of the invasion on D-Day, he flew a glider behind enemy lines and was there for some time. He was also one of the members of the Louisiana Hayride, the precursor to the Grand Ole Opry. Only purpose of this is to let you know to remember the people in your lives who have come before you. Take time to hear their stories, learn about their pasts. They slip away from us every day, even when we don't want them to go.
Sometimes Family Sucks
I love my family. Well whats left of em lol. I was having a discussion with my granny, She told me I need to settle down with a nice Scottish or Irish girl. I had to be a asshole and ask her that question.....How the hell do I do that? Is there a Store with Irish or Scottish women in it to buy? I would have no Idea how I would do this lol. Do I walk into a pub, drop my pants and yell "Any Irish or Scottish women wanna mate with me?". Has anyone had this problem in this day and age? I need to find another red-headed freckled blue eyed person somewhere? I don't get why my Granny is acting so funny lol.
This Scared Me....
Is fubar having an "izm" that I don't know about? What did I miss here? Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago Sweet_Piece just walked into the bar! 4 mins ago trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago trey2503 just walked into the bar! 2 mins ago trey2503 just walked into the
My Family Zodiac Levelers Please Join!
Help I'm in a Contest! Join my family Zodiak Levelers! Link to family Page: Read Page! Any Questions please ask me!!! If you add family PLEASE SAY KRAZYR SENT U HUGS! FAMILY RULES Ok... whats expected of you: * We ask that you display our family name in your profile name so all our members can identify you as one of our family. * Next we ask that you add our home page and the manager you are assigned to to your friends list This is so you can find your way to our home page to read the blogs. The blogs are there to keep you informed of the family thing is we ask you to comment bomb at least 2 hours a week. That is 20 minutes a day or less. How you bomb for 2 hours a week is entirely up to you. * Next, we want to get to know you. In order to do that we ask you to stay current with adding all the members we have in our family album in our photos. * Next, thing is we will not help you with contests for at leas
The Game
The Game lyrics Tell me exactly what am I supposed to do? Now that I have allowed you to beat me! Do you think that we could play another game? Maybe I can win this time? I kind of like the misery you put me through. Darling, you can trust me completely. If you even try to look the other way, I think that I could kill this time. Rah! Rah! [x2] It doesn't really seem I'm getting through to you. Though I see you weeping so sweetly. I think that you might have to take another taste, a little bit of hell this time. Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Is she not right? Is she insane? Will she now run for her life in the battle that ends this day? Is she not right?! Is she insane?! Will she now run for her life now that she LIED TO ME! You always wanted people to remember you. You leave your little mark on society! Don't you know your wish is coming true today? Another victim dies tonight. Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Rah! Rah! Lie to m
Emotive Rainbow
Red Vermillion lust Desire drips from flush lips Hungrily waiting Orange Tangerine juicy Liquor of the Gods, your lips Beckon to my soul. Yellow Sultry, hot, sunshine Blazes from saffron petals. Rapturous softness. Green Sweet-scented clovers, Crystal spring freshness of lips, Breathless desire Blue Icy breathlessness, Frozen in your lips embrace. Cerulean dream Purple Velvet desire, Lips like supple violets On lavender clouds.
What Makes You Scream ?
What do you like, what do you need.. what makes your body wanna scream ? tell me what you think
For ♦lickable♦yournsfwnaughtyaddiction♦fubar'
Driving Test
i went and took my driving test and passed it finally......yyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
Falls On Me
People Amaze Me
and not in a good way im deleting everyone except about 10 or 15 ppl and starting over
The Best Valentine
Auto 11 Up For Sale!
Im going to complain here because no one else cares to listen. My hub (soon to be x) is moving in with his highschool sweetheart gf this summer; with our kids. Now, currently he makes more then 2x times the income that I do, so add in hers and WOW they will be living a nice comfortable life style. I figured a small increase in child support shouldnt be a problem. Right now I have to decided to pay the bills off or put food on the table. Not Fun!! I wont get into much more detail, but Im swimming hard to stay afloat and its wearing me out. So is it wrong on my part to ask for more support considering the amount of money they will have to raise the kids? I think its fair, im not worried about me, but Id like to keep my kids comfortable, and not worried if they are gonna eat or play in the dark! Comment back, tell me what you think!
Remember When
A Friend Needs Ur Help Please
Dont Miss The Plane
Fresh Meat Come An Get It!
hey im fresh meat and need some love so hit me up!
Gotta Love It
Lady Of Avalon: The Travails Of Morgaine Pt. 2
Initiation Beauty reigns on this of holy nights, In the shadows, dance the tawdry sprites. A procession emerges from the forest wall, To the mournful Moon with upraised arms they call. A blanket of sweet-smelling clovers leads the way, To the sacred Ring of Tor, where they shall pray. Invoking the Goddess, chanting her name, So that she may bless the chosen one, Morgaine. Their haunting, lilting melody consumes the air, A light born in their midst blinds and glares. Surrounding her in enveloping warmth, She drinks of the sacred herbs, inaugurating birth. Lightning blazes across a ravenous sky, Ominous omens shake them where they doth lie. Bloodcurdling screams pierce the pregnant stillness, Dismembering the countenance of the irresolute faithless. Racked by convulsions, tears spilling down her face, Thus completes the initiation in this sacred place. A final wail, worshippers fall to their knees in reverence, The world spin
Thanks To All My Friends
to all my friends/non-friends/friends of friends/ hell thanks to all of you that rated me during my Auto's!!! I will surely return the love & rates! My bartab was whizzing by so... If I miss you please be sure to send me a PM saying so. Thanks again You Guys Rock!!!!
Lady Of Avalon: The Travails Of Morgaine Pt. 1
Prologue The silky, luminescent pool shimmers brightly. She leans to greet the water, her fingertips brushing lightly. Wrapping her abundant midnight robes around her, racked by searing pain, her vision a blur. Amidst the seeming blindness comes clarity. A vision of truth, and in this comes disparity. She is a mortal and yet she is not merely so. She oversees the harvest and blesses the fields that they plough. Tis her wretched destiny, her curse, her loathsome fate. Tis her honor, her gift, an undeniable bait. To her knees she falls, soiling her drapes. Perpetually controlled, perpetually worshipped, perpetually raped. -VT
69 QUESTIONS 1. Initials: KIC 2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: That guy over there... I think someone I know has the same, but no one I am close to. 3. Favorite fruit? Pineapples or strawberries 4. For or against same sex marriage? Whatever floats your boat 5. Are you allergic to anything? Dust, Mold, Tree Pollen, Grass Pollen 6. Are you bisexual? Been there tried that, figured out hey guess what? I'm straight! 7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes? Frequently, specially when he's gone. 8. How many U.S states have you been to? 9 for sure maybe more 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? Three - California, Texas and Nevada 10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? I lived close to Tijuana 11. Name something physical you like about yourself? Ass and Legs 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself? Well there's the obvious personality, but it seems so cliche 13. Do you have an
Stop It.
For anyone sending Fat Sonny negative, or bashing messages you better stop it right the fuck right now. He's a good guy and doesn't deserve to get hate mail from my friends. He's in my fu-family, so i dig the guy. I will not put up with it. Sonny and I were never in a race, we both turned on our auto's on the same day, that shit will happen from time to time. He wants to level so he can pimp out his friends. But hearing my friends were bad mouthing him after-wards made me sick to my stomach. I won't think twice about deleting someone if i hear about it again.
Life In General And Joey !!!
Hey, Hey, What Can I Do
Wanna tell you about the girl I love My she looks so fine She's the only one that I been dreamin' of Maybe someday she will be all mine I wanna tell her that I love her so I thrill with her every touch I need to tell her she's the only one I really love I got a woman, wanna ball all day I got a woman, she won't be true, no I got a woman, stay drunk all the time I said I got a little woman and she won't be true Sunday morning when we go down to church See the menfolk standin' in line I said they come to pray to the Lord With my little girl, looks so fine In the evening when the sun is sinkin' low Everybody's with the one they love I walk the town, Keep a-searchin' all around Lookin' for my street corner girl I got a woman, wanna ball all day I got a woman, she won't be true, no no I got a woman, stay drunk all the time I said I got a little woman and she won't be true In the bars, with the men who play guitars Singin', drinkin' and rememberin' the times
Help This Hottie Please
My Last Serenade
My Last Serenade lyrics This is my last serenade This is my last serenade This revelation is the death of ignorance Tangled in a state of suffocation Slave to self righteousness Damnation is on your lips From sorrow to serenity The truth is absolution From sorrow to serenity It's on your head This is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away This is my last serenade From yourself, you cannot run away It's your choice, point the finger But it's on your head Your destination is a choice Within yourself Will you rise or become a slave To self righteousness Open up your heart And gaze within From sorrow to serenity The truth is absolution From sorrow to serenity It's on your head This is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away This is my last serenade From yourself, you cannot run away
Just A Few Things About Me~
Just a LiL Bit About Me... ~For Those Who Keep Calling Me A Dyke~ (LMFAO) ask a few of my friends..Im SO NOT a Dyke... ~Im a HUGE Tomboy (country girl) ~Born in the city, but LOVE the country ~I race quads & take my truck muddin ALOT ~Im comfortable in my jeans & hoodies ~BUT...I will wear a skirt or dress ONCE In A WHILE..( I even gots nice legs...LMAO) ~ I LOVE country music ~YES...I do know how to fix things, like a John Deere tractor or a truck ~ Im SINGLE...and plan on staying that way (at least til someone can actually PROVE to me that not all guys are the same) ~ Yes...I do have a life...I always forget to log out of this damn site ~ NO...I DO NOT want to see ur cock on cam... ( IF I want cock..I can get it ) ~SOO.... Just because I like to race quads, fix a traactor or my truck, do not dress in skirts or dresses all the time, and love country music... This DOES NOT constitute me being a DYKE... I like cock WAY
Things That Happen When Single
Kinky Chef...: np let me know if ya change your mind ->Kinky Chef...: Well Im not but thanks Kinky Chef...: damn i wish u were lookin for a bf i would be first inline ->Kinky Chef...: I dont want to be taken Kinky Chef...: u a hottie Kinky Chef...: u would not be single for long i would take ya ->Kinky Chef...: Why is that Kinky Chef...: wish u were in northrn va
Long Time Ago. Fell For Him. He Wanted Someone Else
She walks slowly through the deserted hallway. The only sound she hears is the drum beat chorus of her racing heart. There's no where to go but straight into the menacing darkness ahead, unable to retrace her steps into the fading light of the past. Her fingernails claw for a foothold in the smoothness of her cage, as if groping for the resolve to stop her descent into inescapable nothingness. Her reason, like a puppetmaster, plays tricks of deception, rendering her helpless and unable to trust herself. Her logic, like a jackal, tripping her, merely to watch with satisfaction and glee as she pathetically falls to the muddy earth time and again. She's trapped inside herself, murmuring whispers of imaginary purple clouds and frolicking, invisible creatures. Her reality is our surreality. Her tears are our shortcomings. Her trembling is our destruction by the hands of our one true weakness. Her mind has been savagely raped by unseen entities, her heart
Scream lyrics Caught up in this madness too blind to see Woke animal feelings in me Took over my sense and I lost control I'll taste your blood tonight You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me baby But know it's too late you've wasted all your time Relax while you're closing your eyes to me So warm as I'm setting you free With your arms by your side there's no struggling Pleasure's all mine this time You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me baby But know it's too late you've wasted all your time Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring Cover me, unwanted clemency Scream till there's silence Scream while there's life left, vanishing Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire Perishing. We've all had a time where we've lost control, We've all had our time to grow, I'm hoping I'm wrong but I know I'm right, I'll hunt again one night. You know I make you wanna scream, You know I make you w
Led Zeppelins Hobbit Reference
Leaves are falling all around, It's time I was on my way. Thanks to you, I'm much obliged for such a pleasant stay. But now it's time for me to go. The autumn moon lights my way. For now I smell the rain, and with it pain, and it's headed my way. Sometimes I grow so tired, but I know I've got one thing I got to do... [Chorus] Ramble On, And now's the time, the time is now, to sing my song. I'm goin' 'round the world, I got to find my girl, on my way. I've been this way ten years to the day, Ramble On, Gotta find the queen of all my dreams. Got no time to for spreadin' roots, The time has come to be gone. And to' our health we drank a thousand times, it's time to Ramble On. [Chorus] Mine's a tale that can't be told, my freedom I hold dear. How years ago in days of old, when magic filled the air. T'was in the darkest depths of Mordor, I met a girl so fair. But Gollum, and the evil one crept up and slipped away with her, her, her....yeah. [Chorus] Gonna rambl
A Little Piece Of Heaven
A Little Piece Of Heaven lyrics Before the story begins, is it such a sin, For me to take what's mine, until the end of time? We were more than friends, before the story ends, And I will take what's mine, create what God would never design Our love had been so strong for far too long, I was weak with fear that Something would go wrong, Before the possibilities came true, I took all possibility from you Almost laughed myself to tears, (Hahahaha!) Conjuring her deepest fears (Come Here You Fucking Bitch!) Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times, I can't believe it, Ripped her heart out right before her eyes, Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it! She was never this good in bed Even when she was sleepin' Now she's just so perfect I've Never been quite so fucking deep in It goes on, and on, and on, I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever, With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever 'Cause I really always knew that my litt
Dear God
Dear God lyrics A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love Hope is hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there And where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps And all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is To hold her when I'm not around, When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and
so there this contest iam going to today its a tournament for street fighter 4 so hopefully i win first place get a free copy of the game iam not sure on whats 2secd place has probably nothing
I have so many things to do right now, but I have a 1 day blast active....can someone PLEASE screenie it for me and send it to me? Thanks!
Seize The Day
Seize The Day lyrics Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, w
Late Nite
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death Where for art thou Lord? I cant catch my breath The valley of ghosts and bones is my home Hidden away, I ravage alone drunk and stoned Hiding from the light, is it a heaveanly delight? Or another reminder of sorrow just for spite The road Im on feels dark all around While the fog rolls in, I inhale the smoke and lie on the ground Looking by the moonlight at the start filled sky I wait to die live fast stay high and live a lie The road to rightousness to to straight to walk while filled with demons I feel their presence and my soul is their reason for breathin I lay awake dreaming and life and its surrounding seam so unreal While others conform and cower, I stand tall and am ready to deal As me and death play roulett I stay close to the steal Against my own will Im forced to hold on to the pill And repeal anything that may actually help me break the seal To my right is the ocean, to my left the sand I look back at

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