When things start going great and it seems like things are finally going to go my way something happens to fuck it up. I dont understand why. I have been doing all I could to make everyone around me happy, trying to make my lovelife work but it seems like every time I turn around something happens and makes that even harder. I have been tryin to stay happy but for some reason depression has been settling in. so if Im quiet and not very open to you guys its not you, Ive just got a lot going on and its hard for me to sort it all out in my head right now. Just let me be and then maybe in time I will open up to you and talk to you bout whats going on in mind and my life.