Who I was...
A very shy girl,
A writer,
A caring person,
A music lover,
A friend,
A daughter,
A happy person (most of the time),
Who I could have been...
A lover,
A friend,
A person that might have made it worth it (if given a chance),
If they would pay attention to things more than in that "friend" way. Just because I am the "sweet" girl doesn't mean I don't have those urges or feeling towards people. If you pay attention in the way I speak to you or look at you, you might actually notice it. I can be flirty if I feel something for you although if I feel there is no chance then I won't bother. Lately this is all I have been feeling. I find a guy I have a connection with and I know there is no chance so I don't bother.
And the result of all the disappointment is...
Who I've become.....
A stronger individual,
An independent soul,
A person who strives on being single,
A writer,
A caregiver,
A music lover (especially that of the local persuasion),
A daughter,
A friend,
An extremely happy person (finally),
and I am still that very shy girl that has become a 32 year old woman.