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So I go to my PCP about 4 times a year. I go to my obgyn once a year. Everything has been fine lately with me. I recently lost a friend to suicide on Feb 7th. He graduated with my older brother, and is my mom's best friend's son. So, as we all know, after funerals.. I get sick. I've had a chest cold for over 2 weeks. I had gone to my obgyn for my yearly, so I can get my birth control script for the next year. They called me at 9 am and left me a voicemail.. "This is Joyce from Dr. Z's office... will you please call us back as soon as you can? It's not an emergency but I do need to speak with you. Thanks." I call her back... "Your pap smear came back abnormal. Your cells look abnormal also, which could signal a pre-cancerous condition. I also see that you got the Gardisil shot, but in your pap smear, your HPV status came back positive." I fought back the tears as I made the appointment for a colposcopy. I was such in shock by this news that I made it on a very important day... March 9th. My godson, Liam's, 3rd birthday. So... Now it's just waiting... I'll go for my colposcopy, and if my cervix looks abnormal, they'll biopsy a piece of my cervix for further analyzation. I know exactly who I got the HPV from... and now I regret having sex with him without a condom. My husband is very supportive and I couldn't ask for anything more! But I've been talking to many people who've had the same news and they've been okay. Let's cross our fingers and hope my guardian angel is looking out for me. Any tips, suggestions, anything? Please let me know. Thanks guys! [Special thanks to Derek *D-Rock* and Larisa *CherryBlowPopzz* for keeping me calm and talking me through my shock. Give them 10's and lots of love. I love you guys!!!]
