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Contest
Okay, looks like the only way to get points around this place is to hold a contest. Even people who get blogged about and called an "ass", because of downrating are now ahead of me because they held a contest. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..... I am taking ideas of contests. I don't wanna do the same old, same old. But, I want a good one! Let me know!

Funnies Xo
Christmas Carols for the Disturbed 1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy…oooh look at the froggy - can I have a chocolate? - why is France so far away? 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder – Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle B

Why Is It??
Why is it that when you find someone you really care about n wanna be with it never seems to work?? Why is it that everyone else finds true love n when i think it comes to me it really isnt?? I dont know what else to do anymore...i wanna love someone i want someone to love me! I just want to take care of someone n be with that one special girl for the rest of my life...Ever sence i met my ex i thought it was true love but then shit happened n i didnt know anymore...I had a good thing for me n i fucked it up! I dont wanna be alone anymore i wanna feel loved i wanna love someone...i just dont know what to do or think anymore! Im depressed n always cry myself to sleep at night bcuz im alone n have no one to talk too. i just want to give up on everything, on life, on love...i just dont know!

Car Carma - Horoscope
Car Carma When bad things happen to good drivers, is your "Astrological Sign" to blame? Car Carma describes the influence your astrological sign has over your driving. What Drove Me To Write The Book "Car Carma"? Click here for the book: http://www.insurancehotline.com/carcarmahome.html I wondered why some drivers always get into accidents and others always get tickets. So I compared 100,000 driving records to the driver’s astrological sign and it showed a clear trend. Here are the rankings, from worst to best: Number 1 Worst: Libra - Sept. 24 to Oct. 22: Libra is the "sign of the scales", it craves balance and consensus. Libra doesn’t like to make snap decisions. But rush hour traffic is not a time for seeking driver approval, or for being indecisive. 2nd Worst Position: Aquarius - Jan. 21 to Feb.19: They’re impulsive, and ruled by the Planet of speed and rebellion. Aquarians need to get a better grip behind the wheel. 3rd Worst Position: Aries - M

Blogs
So I don't do these very often but thought I'd like to save some funny things I see - feel free to reuse anything I post and if it made you smile all the better. Most of the funniest stuff I find are from one of my dearest male friends Bru who has me roaring daily and I thank him for it ;) xoxo As always Live, Love and especially Laugh and Laugh often ;) xoxoxo

Wtf
its kind of funny, seems when everyone wants some love from me i give it but i hardly ever get any in return cept from some of the odd ones and they know who they are...........starting to think it is time to wipe most my friends list out and leave them 20 that are true ones....well since not even a quarter of my friends bother to look....even on blog i am sure maybe ten out of all WILL look here, but anyways back to what i was saying....UPLOADED MORE PICS AND THEY ARE TAKEN YESTERDAY.....lmao HOT OFF THE PRESS....JUST SHITTIN......anyways pics are in gallery under new booty if anyone wants to take a peek *wink* heres a sample of what was uploaded into my gallery feel free to take a peek my friends....gotta pimp myself out since i don't get no love or help IN RETURN from to many of my friends : )~~

Nice Girl
You Are an "It Girl" You're outgoing, friendly, and charismatic. You are aware of your image, and you are constantly improving yourself. You're definitely the type of girl people love to be around! Are You An "It Girl"?

I Wonder
have you ever wondered who you really are???? i mean i have been hiding from myslef for a long time now and i never could figure out why??? o wait yes i could b/c of stupid ass people who have to jude you before they know you for example a pretty girl walks up to you but you can only see her from the said . oo dam you say what a fine pice of ass that is but the the girl turns and she has the smallest birthmark on her cheek and you make fun of her what the hell is wrong with people like there so stupid... sorry just ranting anywho i learnd this morning infact to be myself and there are people out there who care and wont judge you dont hide be yourself ok

Amputation?
Most of you don't know that I have been disabled for almost 5 years. I hit a semi head on July 6, 2002. I have had a broken leg ever since and currently have 7 pins sticking out of my leg. Well I found out a week ago that my leg is being amputated. This bothers me but I will finally be able to move on with my life, which right now is college and my jewelry shop, but once I'm done with college and my leg then I'm planning on moving to a bigger city. The problem is that I find myself always depressed. Wouldn't you? It's killing me to know that I'm goin to go tosleep with my leg and wake up without it. It will be below the knee, so I will be able to run, jump, everything that I could before the wreck 5 years ago, but is that supposed to make it easier? Well thanks for letting my ramble. I'm sure I will write a blog in the future concerning this.

Freak In Bed Test
Freak In Bed Test - I Got a 53! Weeeeee hehehe GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITAR

Alcoholic Horoscope
Your Alcoholic Horoscope by Sign.. too funny ARIES (Mar 21- Apr 19)Drinking style: Impulsive Aries people like to party and sometimes don't know when to call it a night. Their competitive streak makes them prone to closing-time shot contests. They're sloppy, fun drunks, and they get mighty flirty after a couple of tipples. Getting Aries people drunk is a good way to get what you want out of them, should other methods fail.Aries can become bellicose when blotto, but they will assume that whatever happened should be forgiven (if not forgotten) by sunrise. They can be counted on to do the same for you -- so long as you haven't gone and done anything really horrible to them last night, you sneaky Gemini. TAURUS (Apr 20 - May 20)Drinking style: Taurus prefers to drink at a leisurely pace, aiming for a mellow glow rather than a full-on zonk. Since a truly intoxicated Taurus is a one-person stampede, the kind of bull-in-a-china-shop inebriate who spills red wine on white carpets and te

Which Are You?
JANUARY=SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 m

Sexual Horoscope
Sexual Horoscope..... before you read these, make sure you dont mind the cussing and the bluntness of sex... VIRGO(aug 23-sep 22) This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy schedules to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will. Yes you read that right. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you rubbing them, them rubbing you...them rubbing against your fox fur coat...whatever! Some Virgos WANT to be pun

Oops.....
You Were Naughty This Year You Were 75% Naughty, 25% Nice You may not have been good this year... But you sure had a really good time. And nothing from Santa could top that! How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

Bar Troubleshooting Chart
BAR TROUBLESHOOTING CHART SYMPTOM: Beer unusually pale and tasteless. FAULT: Glass empty. ACTION: Get someone to buy you another beer. SYMPTOM: Beer tasteless, front of your shirt is wet. FAULT: Mouth not open, or glass applied to wrong part of face. ACTION: Retire to gent's room, practice in mirror. SYMPTOM: Feet cold and wet. FAULT: Glass being held at incorrect angle. ACTION: Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling. SYMPTOM: Feet warm and wet. FAULT: Improper bladder control. ACTION: Stand next to nearest dog, complain about its house training. Demand beer. SYMPTOM: Floor blurred. FAULT: You are looking through bottom of empty glass. ACTION: Get someone to buy you another beer. SYMPTOM: Floor moving. FAULT: You are being carried out. ACTION: Find out if you are being taken to another bar. SYMPTOM: Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights. FAULT: You have fallen over backward. ACTION: Have yourself leashed to bar. SYMPTOM: M

Update On Life
well its been a lil over a month and a half since me and my ex split up. he is fianlly out of my house and gave my keys back but thats about all. he came over to see our daughter yesterday and tried getting me to sleep with him again...knowing Im with someone else. my lil one is doing really good though. She is sitting up and eating baby food now. she loves sweet potatos and garden veggies, but isn't too big on carrots. and she loves apple juice. she is trying to crawl but hasn't quite got it yet. things with my current guy are going great. we are getting a lot closer and trying to make sure we will be fine when he leaves next month. well i think thats about all that is going on. im working on a story right now...if you get a chance stop by and check it out, its under the my story blog. thanks. and feel free to let me know if you feel something should be changed, added, or taken to make it sound better

Great Difficulty
Thursday, December 14, 2006 Great difficulty Are you encountering difficult challenges? That means you're ready for great things. Are the problems becoming more critical, complicated and demanding? That puts you in a position to make an enormous positive difference. Take a step back, take a deep breath, and consider it an opportunity. For that's exactly what it is. The challenges that come your way are precisely the ones you are now able to handle. If they're becoming tougher, that means you have become stronger. You've grown so much that you're ready to move to a higher level now. Take the opportunity to do so. For in great difficulty is great value, right in front of your eyes, begging to be created. Choose now to be the one who creates it. -- Ralph Marston

Ok Guys And Gals
Please go help this guy out! He has been a cherry for eight days and I'm the only person who has commented on his page or pics. What happened to all that cherry love that we had at one point? Please go help him out! Hujakmann@ CherryTAP and Donny....be nice...lol

Contest!!!!!
im helping my friend promote his contest.. so plz!!!! help us out!!! heres the details: Contest is for Best Male Photo. I need you all to go into your list of Male friends and message me the picture you would like to enter into the contest. There will be a maximum of 32 photos. Contest will run Friday Dec 15th to Friday Dec 22nd. Please message me your photos before Friday. Rules 1. It can be any photo, cute/handsome face, sexy/muscular body, goofy/silly pics, anything you deem 'Best Male', just nothing explicit. 2. Contest is based on a combination of number of comments and number of rates. number of comments * number of rates / participants number of comments TIMES number of rates DIVIDED by number of contest participants 3. Insults on other participants will not be tolerated. 4. Participants are not allowed to vote or comment on themselves. 5. Comment as many times as you want. Unlimited Comments Picture Submission Directions Rip the picture you want

Today
Today someone touched my heart and made me realise just how fragile life is and how much we take things for granted. Sometimes it takes a complete stranger to walk into our lives, someone who is hurting inside so bad, a pain that cannot be seen with the eyes yet if you stop, look and listern you can see the pain with your own heart, then you can begine to understand the pain that they are feeling, it is like the pain that we all have felt from time to time when we lose someone close to us, but I know that the pain this person is feeling is far more intence and just by talking to this person I feel that in time and with the right encouragement this persons pain will ease. Please help me to help this person by posting this on so that other people who are huting can see that people do care and that they are not alone in their suffering. Thank you. DragonMaster

Tis The Season For Sickness
To all my friends out there. I will be gone for awhile due to having surgery. I hope that things go ok so that I may continue to talk and have fun will all my friends. May you all have a wonder Christmas and Happy New Year ! Courtesy of MsTags.com

Something Funny
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore .... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED" 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED."< BR> 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10. She is not a "TRAMP" - S

Poetry
Death A part of life? A way of life? A fleeting existence that seems to last forever does it? Death What is it? A new beginning? An ending? Does it come with any tomorrows? Death Awaiting all mysterious, yet evident what comes with it? A pine box? Six feet of dirt? Tears of a few who mourn their own loss? What else? A body expired like yesterdays news? A mind void of thought? Blackness? Nothingness? Is this what we have to look forward to? Are there no answers for the living? No hints? No clues? No peeking? Death It has but two absolutes it will come and we will live in fear ......of death

Female Survey
1.What color is your bra? Classicly white 2. Have you ever lied about your age? No I've never had to 3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys" Both 4. Do you prefer blonde or brunette guys? Depends 5. Are you currently single? Nope 6. How many things in your past do you regret? Loads 7. Did you answer number six truthfully? Yes 8. Do you have best friends? I have one 10. Have you ever kissed two people in one night? No 12. Who was the last person you hugged? Natty 13. Have you ever had your heart broken? No 15. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't? No 16. Have you ever felt like killing somebody? Yes today at work several times 17. If you could change anything about your past what would it be?? I wouldn't 18. Do you like your life? Yes 19. Do you shop at Hollister? No 20. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you? Lol yes and she wrote a nice letter to me aswell 21. Has one of

Poetry
Her essence is not of her own just a shadowy imitation of reality that plays on the drums with borrowed words She's the voice of reflection which bounces freely from wall to wall repeating you word for word patiently awaiting her next opportunity to mimic Could she be the air that we breathe verbalizing any insignificant comment and breaking its vow of silence in order to be acknowledged? Is she loneliness amusing herself by stealing words that escaped its thoughts finding strength in emptiness she rents the vacant room yet cannot live in isolation for silence is her prison?

The Man Of My Dreams..
The man of my dreams has almost faded now. The one I have created in my mind. The sort of man each woman dreams of, in the deepest and most secret reaches of her heart. I can almost see him now before me. What would I say to him if he were really here? "Forgive me. I have never known this feeling. I have lived without it all my life. Is it any wonder, then, I failed to recognise you? You, who brought it to me for the first time. Is there any way that I can tell you how my life has changed? Any way at all to let you know what sweetness you have given me? There is so much to say. I cannot find the words. Except for these: I love you". Such would I say to him if he were really here. ...............Movie...Somewhere in Time.... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Top 10 Worst Company Urls
Top ten unintentionally worst company URLs. 1. A site called ‘Who Represents‘ where you can find the name of the agent that represents a celebrity. Their domain name… wait for it… is www.whorepresents.com 2. Experts Exchange, a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at www.expertsexchange.com 3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at www.penisland.net 4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at www.therapistfinder.com 5. Then of course, there’s the Italian Power Generator company… www.powergenitalia.com 6. And now, we have the Mole Station Native Nursery, based in New South Wales: www.molestationnursery.com 7. If you’re looking for computer software, there’s always www.ipanywhere.com 8. Welcome to the First Cumming Methodist Church. Their website is www.cummingfirst.com 9. Then, of course, there’s these brainless art designers, and their whacky website: www.speedofart.com 10. Want to holiday in Lake Taho

Poetry
Silence deafens the ears of those who whisper the tale of the jester. For he who rewrites life's script truly lives a fool's life. A night with no moon blinds the eyes of he who sees all. But can he who lives in constant darkness have any specter on life? Is it the eyes that become blinded or the mind? When you walk into a crowd is each face that is seen crying out from an undernourished mind that's tormented by a lack of knowledge? A mind is like a weed it can grow endlessly, but do not quench the thirst of the weed and it will wither away and become another face in the crowd.

My First Time Kissing A Girl (part 2)
(To best understand, read part 1) So, here's the thing. She wants to get together once a year to 'explore', yet she's married to my friend now. WHAT HATH I DONE?? I'm confused, somebody help me... CC

Mouthing Off With Nothing To Back It Up.
I am sick of hearing from people that have not experienced having a child with ADHD mouthing off about how it's just an excuse for parents to drug their children and thus not have to parent. Having had two children with ADHD, I know that's bullshit. I don't want to have to parent less, I want my children to feel more normal and be able to fit in with their peers better. If they can't complete their school work because they can't keep their minds on it, that's a problem. Where in the hell do these people get off running someone down who wants to help their child. If there was another way to help them, don't you think I would or have tried it? My youngest has a much milder form and thus doesn't take his medication when he is out of school. His problems occur only in school and so he only takes it when he goes to school. Half the parents in his class have asked me if I can teach their kids the manners my son has so I must not be doing that bad a job of being a parent. For anyon

Wedings
A woman who had been married three times walked into a bridal shop one day and told the sales clerk that she was looking for a wedding gown for her fourth wedding. "Of course, madam," replied the sales clerk, "Exactly what type and color dress are you looking for?" The bride to be said: "A long frilly white dress with a veil." The sales clerk hesitated a bit, then said, "Please don't take this the wrong way, but gowns of that nature are considered more appropriate for brides who are being married the first time - for those who are a bit more innocent, if you know what I mean? Perhaps ivory or sky blue would be nice?" "Well," replied the customer, a little peeved at the clerk's directness,"I can assure you that a white gown would be quite appropriate. Believe it or not, despite all my marriages, I remain as innocent as any first-time bride. You see, my first husband was so excited about our wedding, he died as we were checking into our hotel." "My second husband and I got int

Suckage And Ct Stress Release
There was once a time when I would have shuddered at the thought of even logging on to CT while at work. However, with the failure of my hard drive on my pc at home last month, I couldn't resist jumping on a few times a day at work just to see how everyone was doing. When the IT police didn't come pounding on my door, I began to grow more bold. Now, here I sit, like many others, spending half of my work day chatting with friends, answering messages, and reading comments. I try not to go to my profile page because there might be naked pics there, and likewise with actually visiting my friend's profiles... which isn't much fun. But it's still a great stress release to be on here and check out the stuff that I feel I won't get into too much trouble for looking at if I'm caught. The suckage is that my work software is web based and incredibly slow. CT only makes it slower. So it's a double edged sword. I spend work time on CT and then, even when I'm not being a naughty girl, C

Poetry
My weight arrives double-fold One in bloat and one on hold The day a mirror comes face to face Brings to an end my leather and lace With nothing on but a cheeto ring Around my mouth like spackling It was at that moment I realized 7, 8, youre super size Start to wait at the end of the line Ill wait a few minutes hate wasting my time I tap my feet and twiddle my thumbs Impatient and desperate I have become I fall on my bed with phone in hand Please answer soon I beg pizza man Pick up or delivery my god is it true After all this waiting I finally got through I want a large pizza and a order of wings And before I forget 1 onion ring So tomorrow my diet I will start once more But today down my throat this food I will pore

Sweet Surrender
you surround me with your delicate embrace your touch so tender.. leaving me aching for a taste.. just a sweet surrender an addiction share with me forever and leave me with a trace of hope that eternally we may embrace ~such a sweet surrender

Battle Of The Sexes
Tonight from 8pm - 2am Est time Club Illuisa will host the "BATTLE OF THE SEXES" Its gonna be a Guys vs Gals SNOWBALL FIGHT! COme Join the Team Leaders DJ Clandestine and DJ Shylo for and all out WAR!!! Just Click The Pic To Join Us!!!!

Poetry
Here I lie upon my bed madness flashing through my head thinking things of wicked sorts unholy feelings I should abort maybe life will change in time but can the thoughts within my mind? To live a life without the hate I've never seen but still I wait its very hard to change my past but this hate I feel will always last my heart, my soul is all I give but not my mind, it does not live

A Visitor From The Past
A Visitor From The Past I had a dream the other night, I didn't understand. A figure walking through the mist, with flintlock in his hand. His clothes were torn and dirty, as he stood there by my bed. He took off his three-cornered hat, and speaking low, he said: "We fought a revolution to secure our liberty. We wrote the Constitution, as a shield from tyranny. For generations, this legacy we gave, In this, the land of the free and home of the brave." "The Freedom we secured for you, we hoped you'd always keep, But tyrants labored endlessly while your parents were asleep. Your freedom gone, your courage lost, you're no more than a slave, In this, the land of the free and home of the brave." "You buy permits to travel, and permits to own a gun, Permits to start a business, or to build a place for one. On land that you believe you own, you pay a yearly rent. Although you have no voice in choosing how the money's spent." "Your children must atte

New To This Site
single male here bored tired of bots and game players lookin for a woman for freinds and more not real sure bout this site seems cool as hell been on it a day and already love it lookin for people from MI real people for real meets and real fun so holla back and lets start rakin up them cherry points seems thats the main goal here so tell me how you help me Ill help you holla back

Be Careful What You Wish For
I see that my last blog had a great deal of success. I am no longer being treated as a piece of meat or someone's vehicle to live a fantasy. I can not tell you how much I am relieved. "Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it" my dad use to say. Since my last blog my friend requests have gone to a trickle. Comments on my profile even worse. I acnt get ratings on my pics let alone comments. My stash was a waste of time, and do my bulletins get read? I gyess my point here is that since I stood up for myself it seems that everyone has avoided me like the plague. There are a handfull of my friends that have stood fast and things are no different. To them I say "Thank you for being a friend." It is amazing to watch the nymber of people that pass through my profile a day and never say a word. They look at my pics, of course it would be the nsfw only, and even take a look at my stash and never rate or leave a comment. Seems people forget that we can see everyone that visits ou

Is It Friday Yet?
Tomorrow should go by fast. We're having a lunch and gift exchange at work. Today is dragging though. Don't have much to do. I'm supposd to go play pool with Joe this weekend. He told me to think of something we could bet cause he claims he's going to beat me. I couldn't think of anything. Any suggestions? I haven't decided if I'm going to G's on Saturday. I kinda want to go but I haven't felt much like singing lately. I'll probably go, just to say "hi" even if I don't stay all night.

New York- Women Release Anger By Jello Wrestling
NEW YORK (Reuters) - By day Sandra Martinez works at a New York law firm, but by night she throws off her conservative image and becomes "Sandra Claws" -- an amateur female Jell-O wrestler. At a grungy live music bar on New York's Lower East Side, she joined 11 other women to do battle -- several for the first time -- in a blue, blow-up kiddie pool decorated with orange fish and filled with warm, clear clumps of an unflavored version of the gelatin dessert. "It (lets us do) things we probably want to do to women sometimes that we dislike, but we have a forum where we can express it in a fun and safe way," said Martinez, a 27-year-old business development specialist. Her competitors, with day jobs including nanny and marketing manager, introduce each other by stage names -- Tinsel the Bohemian Christmas Fairy, Parcel of Power, Chocolate Thunder and Backhand Betty. "The show is done for the girls, put together by girls, as something that's a fun, friendly competition," said

Back At The Beginning
Chapter 1 They walked passed each other every day, lockers were right next to each other but they never spoke. He was known as the school nerd and she was the cheerleading captin. Barely knew the other even existed until one day when everything changed. Precious Stetson, was junior in high school when her life changed for what at the time she believed to be the worst. She had been the cheerleading captin for two years and had always been able to get away with everything, even cheating. This year things were different though. They had a new principal and he didn't care who you were, if you didn't follow the rules you got punished. Precious was never any good at math so whenever she had a test coming up she would sneak into the classroom when nobody else was there and find the key. Once she found the key she would make a copy of it and hide it in her folder for the day of the test. Never before had she gotten caught. But then again never before had she been so careless.

I Dont Wanna Go!!! :(
well 3 more weeks and im going back to fort jackson sc...grrrr 3 more months of hell and not being able to see anyone or do anything...well if anyone wants to keep in touch with me let me know if not ill be back in march or april

♥ My Dream Engagement Ring ♥
Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond! You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring. A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition. Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you. And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...! What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

My Sex Score!
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you. Hot 100% Soft 100% Sweet 100% Wet 69% Exciting 50% Violent 38% Shy 25% Awkward 13% What is your sexual style? created with QuizFarm.com

Any Sexy Ladies In Uniform Out There?
I am trying to pay tribute to our ladies in military as well by having a women in military uniform contest just like I did for the guys and yet I have found no takers yet. I know there has to be some out there. If you read this and know someone or are one of these sexy ladies please steer them this way or I will have to go back to the guys again. thanks much!

Two Horses
Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and t

Today I Watched The Sun Rise
I remember you standing at the end of each night, Awaiting for me to return from my flight, The look on your face of truest love, As the first of dawns ray filtered in from above, I remember you being there, night after night, Never questioning what you knew wasn't right, I remember you loving me without unconditionally, Never asking or demanding, just accepting it as Me. With a heart filled with sadness, and tears in my eyes, To be rejoined with my Love, Today I watched the sun rise. I remember you by my side all those long years, Through good times and bad, laughter and tears, All the joy we shared in a timeless perfect love, Feeling so right as though blessed from above, The days of the years passing with a blur, The endless passion in my heart you stir, The Pain brought by the one thing you didn't see, The one decision that would one day be the death of Me. With a heart filled with sadness, and tears in my eyes, To be rejoined with my Love, Today I wat

"gold Wrapping Paper"
"Gold Wrapping Paper" I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too. I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma." The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. "Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?" She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The

A Little Help For Gifts For Some Of Our Soldiers?
My sexiest male in military uniform contest is over tomorrow and I would like to give the winners the best gifts possible. All I am asking is that you please stop by and do anything you can to help me earn more cherry bucks for better prizes and to kick off the next round! PLEASE do this for them....if for no one else....OUR SOLDIERS!!

So You All Kniow
Just wanted to let you all know that I am having trouble with my able company keeping me connected. So if i dont respond right away or see me on line for awhile you know why. They cant send service tech till Tuesday so I will keep going off and on.

Betrayal
Well there is is..the truth. Everyone thinks they want the truth...then yo ufinally know it..and it's like someone ripped your guts out. I just had my 3 year anniversarry on the 6th of Dec. with my husband. No, I have not been happy for quite sometime,... but somehow deep down I still loved him nonetheless. In my heart of hearts i was hoping that before February (the deadline i had set for myself to get out if thing didn;t improve) that somehow a miracle would happen and things between us would change. I mean It's a scary daunting task looming in the wings, being single again. That's a scary place to be.... alone w/no certanty. But then again..marriage is no guarentee either. Things have been really rough..for over 2 years now..but i was trying to ride it out. But the last 2 months or so i was baisically ready to throw in the towell. But i am a woman of morals and sensitivity beyond doing anyone person any real good. And i never once even kissed another man the whole time we have be

Thursday Now 1 Pm Time To Go To Work
I'VE HAD A GREAT MORNING ON CT TODAY HEADED OUT TO W ORK BE HOME AFTER 5 PM.... THANKS TO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS AND THANKS TO THOSE WHO STOPPED BY FOR A LOOKSEE HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ONE AND ALL TIMOTHY

Contest
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=88015&i=4129229406 I AM IN A HUNK CONTEST AND IF YOU THINK I DESERVE IT VOTE FOR ME. FOLLOW THE ABOVE LINK. Just want to as k al my friends to vote. Help a brother out.

♥ What Guys Like About Me ♥
Guys Like That You're Sensitive And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! What Do Guys Like About You?

So...yesterday Sucked..
If you have read my other blogs [bruises of many etc:] then you would know about my relationship with my mother [or lack there of] She's always dont things to tear me down and I have always forgiven her.. in june [haven't talked to her since]..I had my last straw..I am over being there to sacrafice my pain [caused by her]so that she can feel better about herself....or atleast thats what I keep telling myself. Yesterday was her birthday, and maybe some of you would just think "fuck her" ..but she is the one person in my life that I have let screw me over more then I can count and still have a peice of my heart left for her. As I was finishing up the last bit of christmas shopping I found myself looking at things that I would have gotten her for christmas and her birthday.. and it only made me think of the loss I felt. later yesterday I was listening to punch much and heard the Christina song "hurt" ..and being the emotional type person I am I let a few tears fall from my eyes because

Hmmm
Well just thought I'd stop in and let those who care know whats going on in my life these days since Ive "almost fully" left CT. Well....not awhole lot lol I did meet a really nice guy who wanted a relationship so after some thought, I agreed to it. That lasted 48hrs lmao and boy do I miss his wanker.......geeeeezzzzuuuusssssssss We're supposed to "talk" later so we'll see what happens with that. Ive been exhausted both myself and my bank account with this Christmas shopping crap. AND I wanna know when Mr. Claus is gonna pay me back for all the money I've spent over the years. He's starting to remind me of my kids dead beat fathers lol. For those who dont know, I do stop in still to yap and reply but thats all. I havent forgotten any of you and miss yous all ALOT! Hope you all have a terrific holiday season!!

Ha Ha Ha!!
According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known...

Re: Ethics And Etiquette (article)
(...con't) The other common code of conduct that we hear of in the Pagan community is "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the Law, love under will." This comes from Aleister Crowley, from his book entitled The Book of the Law. Now knowing some of the things that we do about Crowley, it's almost humorous to think of him in a discussion of ethics, except to point to what not to do maybe! However, this is a very powerful outlook on developing your own set of personal ethics. In my understanding "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the law, love under will" does not mean you may do as you wish and that is it. It is speaking of your TRUE will, your TRUE purpose in life. If you are following your true or higher will and purpose you will not come into conflict with another's will so therefore you do not have to worry about stepping on anyone else's toes. So you don't have to worry about harming another because you are in touch with the divine,

"the Future" By Leonard Cohen
Give me back my broken night My mirrored room, My secret life Its lonely here, There's no one Left to torture Give me absolute control Over every living soul And lie beside me, baby, Thats an order! Give me crack and anal sex Take the only tree thats left And stuff it up the hole In your culture Give me back the Berlin wall Give me Stalin and St Paul Ive seen the future, brother: It is murder Things are going to slide, Slide in all directions Wont be nothing Nothing you can measure Anymore The blizzard, The blizzard of the world Has crossed the threshold And it has overturned The order of the soul When they said REPENT REPENT I wonder what they meant When they said REPENT REPENT I wonder what they meant When they said REPENT REPENT I wonder what they meant You dont know me from the wind You never will, you never did Im the little jew Who wrote the Bible Ive seen the nations Rise and fall Ive heard the

Pagan Ethics And Etiquette
I dont necessarily endorse or not-endorse the following, I'm merely sharing this article, feeling that it gives a good background to pagan ethics, and as always, I sumbit this as a springboard for discussion, if desired. Pagan Ethics and Etiquette When we speak of ethics and etiquette in relation to paganism, what are we referring to? Are we speaking of outdated rules and actions that no longer have meaning and we only give lip service to? I don't believe so. Ethics and etiquette are living, breathing codes of life, shaping our actions in relation to each other, and ourselves. They are a guiding force in the way we live our lives. Let us first look at ethics. Ethics are defined as - a set of principles, moral philosophy, rules or standards governing the conduct of a person or the members of a profession, human duty, a particular system of principles and rules concerning duty - whether true or false, rules of practice in respect to a single class of human actions, motivation b

Grand Opening (new Forum I Am A Mod At)
http://cashbuddycafe.com/ the first 15 to register after 12pm EST on Friday! will get 50CBC$ this is a paid to post forum and 1000$CBC will get you a gift card to different places. Also that its 5 points for new topics and 2 for replying. After fisrt 15, next 15 will get 10CBC and next 15 will get 5CBC. EVERYONE WHO POSTS IN INTRODUCE YOURSELF WILL GET 25$ CBC. YOU HAVE TO PUT WHO REFERRED YOU WHEN YOU SIGN UP> (cristlegirl) YOU CANNOT CONTINUE WITHOUT SAYING WHO REFFERRED YOU. Referral Contest until 500 members, winner gets 10$via paypal. Again this is a new site, but the mod's are very active and there is alot to talk about. examples, sports, blogging, personal sites, myspace, make money topics, general stuff, writing, and much more!

Life Is Hectic Around The Holidays
I think the Holidays are to commercialized. Whatever happened to a good ole fashion Christmas? But on another note, I am moving. Just across town that is. Then we are leaving Saturday to go to TX for the Holidays. So everyone Merry Christmas!!!! See you after the New Year! Amanda

Lamar Hunt
Chiefs' founder Lamar Hunt dies Visionary owner changed face of professional football By RANDY COVITZ and KENT PULLIAM The Kansas City Star Lamar Hunt was a sportsman. A visionary. An entrepreneur. A gentleman. And a bit of a rebel. Hunt, founder of the Kansas City Chiefs and one of America’s most innovative and creative sports figures of the past half-century, died about 9:40 p.m. Wednesday at a Dallas hospital of complications from prostate cancer. He was 74. Hunt’s decision to relocate the Dallas Texans of the fledgling and struggling American Football League and rename them the Kansas City Chiefs in 1963 helped establish the region as a major-league community and ensured big-time sports would continue here for generations to come. His belief in Kansas City was rewarded by the club’s appearance in two of the first four Super Bowls, with the Chiefs winning the NFL championship in 1970. “He changed our way of life,” said civic booster Bill Grigsby, a member of the Ch

"halls Of The Blind"
I can see what you see not Peice of mind can not be sought Vision milke; Then eyes rot When you turn they will be gone Wispering their hidden song Trying to see what you fear most A shadow moves without a pulse Then you see what can not be Shadows move where light should be Running from darkness will take forever Chance to make it; Maybe never Out of darkness; Out of mind Cast down from the halls of the blind.

Exegesis On The Wiccan Rede
All religions began with somebody's sudden flashing insight, enlightenment, a shining vision. Some mystic found the way and the words to share the vision, and, sharing it, attracted followers. The followers may repeat those precise and poetic words about the vision until they congeal into set phrases, fused language, repeated by rote and without understanding. Cliches begin as great wisdom - that's why they spread so fast - and end as ritual phrases, heard but not understood. Living spirituality so easily hardens to boring religious routine, maintained through guilt and fear, or habit and social opportunism - any reason but joy. We come to the Craft with a first generation's joy of discovery, and a first generation's memory of bored hours of routine worship in our childhood. Because we have known the difference, it is our particular challenge to find or make ways to keep the Craft a living, real experience for our grandchildren and for the students of our students. I think the best

Special Lady
Baby, for every time that you felt love was taken for granted And I didn't care Well, these are just a few words To let you know how I feel Hey, yeah (Let me be the first to let you know) Oh, I had an awful dream That you were needing someone else's love to take the place of mine So I over came the distance That challenged my persistence I let my ego go and drowned my pride And you ask why You're such a special lady Though I haven't told you lately So let me be the first to let you know Such a special lady Though I haven't told you lately So let me be the first to let you know One more thing I need to say Is that I need you every day It's not the same 'till you come back to me Girl I've loved you from conception So if you follow my direction I'll lead you where you always need to be Right next to me, oh You're such a special lady Though I haven't told you lately So let me be the first to let you know Such a special lady Though I haven't told you lat

"tested Moon"
We bring back the refurbished vision os slitude. Emotional laws were broken with provisional scars. Scarecly seeing any enlightening light from this poor broken soul. We are the men of the moon! Our translucent bodies entrap the ineer part of our being. Trapped souls; Captured by an almighty force. Kept and deprived of lifes' sweet nectar Voyuering spirited minds met their goal, but was never to accomplish it. Infinite thought, infinite time and being alone triggers a seperation Mind and body lose their neumonic connection and become part of my world. Welcome to "Tested Moon!"

Simple Vs Real
A simple friend identifies himself when he calls. A real friend doesn't have to. A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life. A real friend says, "What's new with you?" A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent. A real friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years. Get off your duff and do something about it." A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders

45 Random Things Aboiut Me:)
Here are 45 Randoms things about me.... 1) I have a thing about smells... if a hotel room, or a restaurant smells "funny"... I have to leave, or hold my breath. 2) Adding to my smell thing - I LOVE LOVE LOVE the way babies smell; their heads especially. My ex husband had always said that if you blindfolded me and put me in a room with 50 children, I could find all mine by head smell in about 5 seconds flat. 3) I love kids... love them... any age... any gender... I love to just sit back and LISTEN. It's amazing what you can learn by just listening to them talk. 4) I drink, smoke and curse like a sailor. My family taught me to hold my liquor well, and I've been known to drink grown men under the table. 5) My favorite season is summer. 6) I procrastinate... a lot... a LOT. 7) If I could, I'd live barefoot. 8) I love playing with hair. Cut, color, you name it. In a rut? Go wil

"life"
Life is the beginning Life is the end For most, life, to them is a sin Life is the creator The creator is life The creator creates life Life creates the creator Life is the dream Life is a reality Life is meaning Life has no meaning Life is living Living is not life Living is hell Hell is a book In this book is life Life is hell Our creator created this hell So who or what is our creator????

Elodie
On her back rest silken wings From her blushing lips, no words can speak But in her heart, her spirit sings Her soul lives strong, though she seems weak Her emerald eyes trace teh glowing sky Low she kneels and life she sips She sees the darkness growing nigh And setting light traces down her hips Locks of fire glance at her waist Tendrals tumbling softly She glipses the fruit and remembers the taste She knows her powers will rise again, thoughnow they remain faulty Resiliant and youthful, she willingly glows Her wings rustle once again And like a chime in the air, her senses know My angelis taken into the wind -Kelley Michelle Turbyfill Copyright ©2006 Kelley Michelle Turbyfill

"mangled Minds"
Our thoughts are brought together Our minds mangled and riddled Past experiences have brought on a life of sinning Trajic thoughts and pleasant dreams have woven a single thing Post-mordum and the inequities of life have caused us to come together Years of seperation and empty thoughts of each other have brought us closer together Now our minds are mangled We are left with a list of decisions; not knowing which will be bad Seperated we are lonely and decrepid Being alone and out of touch have caused us to lose our way We now feel happy; a happiness that either of us have only dreamt about. The way of sin and the light of chance have brought us together Our mangled minds are leading us down a tunnel of light The light at the end of the tunnel shall show us the true meaning of life Guide me and I shall guide you Welcome to a new life

The Wiccan Rede
These Eight words the Rede fulfill: "An Ye Harm None, Do What Ye Will" "And It Harm None, Do As Ye Will" or "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law, Love is the Law, Love under Will." I relate the Rede to the Golden Rule "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you" and the folksy "What goes around, comes around." I also relate it to multiplicity, in that what you send out is returned to you magnified according to the intensity of what you put out. The use of the number three (what you put out shall be returned to you threefold) that Gardner introduced is symbolic of multiplicity and not an actual number. I also believe that people who are trained in the magical arts or are simply highly aware are held more accountable to this universal law, since they cannot claim they "didn't know the gun was loaded". In other words, if you are fully aware of your actions and the consequences then you will reap the reward or the backlash. On the other hand, a child or a mentally

Dread...
I'm fighting this feeling that everything is sinking down to some terrible depths. Everything in general, and that is frustrating because it leaves me without a topic to focus on. Main causes may possibly include: 1. Birth control switch. I was on the patch, moving to a pill. In the mean time going the natural way, which used to be unbearably painful and emotional. 2. Physical affection. It has been a million years since I have had a real hug or kiss much less that other messy stuff. I find myself longing to hug random people, and that could get me into trouble. This is also amplified by the hormonal change. 3. Jealousy. I was not struggling with jealousy on a regular basis for quite some time. Now I do, and there really isn't a way around that. The fact that I look down on myself for being jealous of situations that have been talked out and decided upon only makes it worse. Now that I have those laid out, I must work on solutions. I believe the best to be the

Soul Enslavement
Crooked pictures Broken glass Abstract paintings of my past Not quite sure of how I feel Before the crusifix I kneel Torn up photo's scattered about I raise my voice to scream and shout Injustice to the weaker ones Both the daughters and the sons The mothers and the fathers too Brothers, sisters, me and you Forgiveness for the judges please The one's who hold the shackle keys Captives relesed and free to go With guards still posted, high and low Kelley Michelle Turbyfill Copyright ©2006 Kelley Michelle Turbyfill

Compassionate Actions
When we come into contact with the other person, our thoughts and actions should express our mind of compassion, even if that person says and does things that are not easy to accept. We practice in this way until we see clearly that our love is not contingent upon the other person being lovable. ~Thich Nhat Hanh

What Tarot Card Am I?
You Are The Wheel of Fortune You represent the cycles of life, death, and rebirth. You embrace change, the the ups and downs of life. Fate is something you accept, even when you could possibly change things. Big things tend to happen to you more than other people. Your fortune: Something huge is about to happen in your life, and you have little control over it. You must accept your destiny, but luckily it is good fortune that has come your way. Big things and big changes are about to come your way. And while things will be intense for a while, they will be followed by a period of rest. What Tarot Card Are You?

Sean Bell
NEW YORK (AP) -- Police fired 50 rounds Saturday at a car of unarmed men leaving a bachelor party at a strip club, killing the groom on his wedding day in a shooting that drew a furious outcry from family members and community leaders. The spray of bullets hit the car 21 times, after the vehicle rammed into an undercover officer and then an unmarked NYPD minivan twice, police said. Police Commissioner Raymond Kelly would not say if the collisions were what prompted police to open fire. It was too early to say whether the shooting was justified, Kelly said. (Watch questions raised by groom's shooting ) Police thought one of the men in the car might have had a gun. But police found no weapons. "Although it is too early to draw conclusions about this morning's shootings ... we know that the NYPD officers on the scene had reason to believe that an altercation involving a firearm was about to happen and were trying to stop it," Mayor Michael Bloomberg said in a statement. Kel

"walking Blind"
I can not see what you see; a peice of mind was lost vision is blurry; tears are brought When I turned you were gone; I began to sing a lonely song Trying to see what you see most My heart stopped; without a pulse Then I see what can not be My heart takes over; I can not see Running in darkness; searching for mind It all comes down to walking blind

My Uncle..
Damn, What a mornig already. I work for my families awning company. 30 minutes in to the day and I have my lead salesman and my Uncle, fighting in the parking lot. Have mercy. I can't take my family anywhere with out a fight getting started. My uncle is about 5'0" tall and my salesman is 6'. It was almost funny seeing them toe to toe. Then the cops pick up one of our employees. Man I wish it was Friday or late enough to have a beer.

"diamonds"
Diamonds are real Diamonds are forever Diamonds can tell that we are together Diamonds show love Diamonds show sincerity Diamonds are in the eyes of the bride to be Diamonds are strong Diamonds can't be broken Neither can our bond once the priest has spoken Diamonds show trust Diamonds show feeling Diamonds can not express this outrageous feeling Diamonds are beautiful Diamonds are clear Diamonds can't penetrate your crystal tears Diamonds... Diamonds..... Diamonds.......

Missing Baby Jesus???
PLEASE TAKE TIME TO READ: I believe this will be the most heart warming story you will read this Christmas. After you read this, you will think differently about how you will spend your Christmas, and what you will do to help others...If God lays upon your heart to help some family, PLEASE do so. May God richly bless you all, and may you allow the Holy Spirit to speak to your hearts. Love to all. About a week before Christmas, our family bought a new nativity scene. When we unpacked it, we found two figures of the Baby Jesus. "Someone must have packed this wrong," mother said, counting out the figures. "We have one Joseph, one Mary, three wise men, three shepherds, two lambs, a donkey, a cow, an angel and two babies. Oh, dear! I suppose some set down at the store is missing a Baby Jesus because we have two." "You two run back down to the store and tell the manager that we have an extra Jesus. Tell him to put a sign on the remaining boxes saying that if a set i

More Updatez On Me
Well I finally got some damn sleep last night thank god.. And to be honest to you all I really feel alot better than I did yesterday.. I really feel like shit yesterday and now I am better as I can be.. Yep.. I may go to bed early again tonight but don't know if I do or not.. But I am going have to get off here and let computer rest or have my cousin be on here for a while.. I am going to my room and listen to my cd player and listen to my cd or music what ever you want to call it.. Yes I know my room is a mess but I or some how I will have to clean it when I do really feel like it.. Yeah but have to help around the house because my grandma can't do it at all she is really sick that is why I am here to help.. You know how that is.. But again it is call life and help other people around that is how it is me.. I do have time to talk to my friends and my family but they do get on my nerves sometimes but I know they are there for me.. I have alot of faith in me and I know what I ca

An Elderly Couple
At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish. Since both of them were widowed, they decided to go fishing together the next day. The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to the river to his fishing boat and started out on their adventure. They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, "Do you want to go up or down?" All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best sex that he'd had in years. They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. He again asked the lady, "Up or down ?" There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild passionate love

Can U Believe
Nothing can make you high Or put fire in your eyes Or give you a chance to fly When you need the wings When all that youve got is doubt And nothing can stop you from feeling down But oh I know, I know exactly how you feel But can you believe now When youre on your knees now Begging and pleading now Can you believe When all that youve got is doubt And no one to pull you out When your heart is slowin down Can you believe See the person I love the most Is so far away tonight And no other medicine or promise is Gonna heal me up right But I got to believe That her and me Will be together Cause thats all I got And Oh, I know When youre down at the bottom Can you believe Can you believe when all hope seems gone When your mother and father cant keep you safe from harm Can you forgive in your heart Can you ask for forgiveness When nobody else believes can you believe Can you believe in yourself If nobodys watchin You will never know If somebodys watchin

Why Christmas Trees Are Not Perfect
WHY CHRISTMAS TREES ARE NOT PERFECT They say that if you creep into an evergreen forest late at night you can hear the trees talking. In the whisper of the wind you'll catch the older pines explaining to the younger ones why they'll never be perfectly shaped. There will always be a bent branch here, a gap there...... Long, long ago evergreens were perfect, with each taking pride in branches sloping evenly from crown to symmetrical skirt. This was particularly true in a small kingdom deep in Europe beyond the Carpathian Mountains. On the first Saturday of Advent the Queen's woodsmen would search the royal evergreen forest for the most perfect tree. It would then reign in honor in the great castle hall, shimmering with silver balls and gold angels that sparkled in the light of thousands of candles. While a huge Yule log chuckled and crackled, the royal family and villagers together would dance and sing around the tree in celebration. Out in the hushed forest every everg

Raise 'em Up!!!
ODYSSEY OF THE DEVIL HORNS Who is responsible for bringing metal’s famous hand signal to the tribe? ~ By STEVE APPLEFORD ~ It is called the mano cornuto, the horned hand, with index finger and pinkie raised proudly as the sign of the beast, ready for an unholy wave to your favorite demon king. The Horns of Cernunnos. The woolly Goat of Mendes. And the edifice of Scaccia Scalogna, source of the ancient code to defeat the “evil eye” and its power to wilt the fruit on trees and the mojo of men. Or, it means nothing at all – nothing beyond the international greeting to heavy metal ecstasy, aimed at all the flawed rock gods with their Marshall amps and electric guitars. It is there that the horns still carry some tribal significance, and where the local monster metal fest might carry a giant foam-rubber facsimile of the horned hand to be waved from across the arena, as harmless as a pillow. Satan must miss the attention. It had been his for centuries, used with conviction jus

"love Is"
Love is hate Love is strong Love will always be ther when you are gone Love is fire Love is pain Love is flowers blossoming in the rain Love is passion Love is soul Love will be there as you grow old Love is weakness Love is grave Love will always be the one to save Love is strength Love is power Love isn't just mine...it's ours Love is peace Love is war Love is always worth fighting for Love is... Love is..... Love is.......

What Romantic Ending Are You?
Which romantic ending are you?! (girls only) Your sitting on your roof top in jeans, staring at the fullmoon when out of nowhere. The guy you have been crushing on climbs up beside you. He smiles at you and puts his arm around you. You start to say something when he pulls you close and kisses you passionatly. He slowly ends the kiss and takes your hand and pulls it as you and him step off the roof. He whispers something about loving you and gives you a smooch that people would die for. He holds you in his arms as he tells you how much he has waited and longed to kiss you. You end up marrying him 2 years later and having one girl.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Another One For Jake
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

"true Love"
Our love will last forever; true love We will always be together; true love True love never dies; true love In death we will see each other; true love Through heaven and hell or where ever; true love Life is meaningless without you; true love My life is all about you; true love Our love will last forever; true love We will always be together; true love Tru love never dies; true love

I Am Pissed
So, I get my check which is through a card and it seemed that there was a big mistake and I am missing over 400 dollars and I have to get my pay stub from my work and so I am going to have a little talk with the general manager in a couple of hours if it is not fixed.

Hmmm
Ok Ok I get some men need a lession on how to talk to a women. But come on do you realy think I can't see thow the bull shit and lines you give... I have to tell you all about the things guys do that makes me love them so much. lol 1. Thay come on under a friends profil that is a womens. 2. Thay tell you how sexy you pic's are. 3. When he tell you you look easy.. ( lot of class there.) 4. Tell you he saw you a a slut sit and it told them to click here to see more pic's. 5. Then tells you he doesn't want to talk to you anymore and going to get off well looking at your pic. I just love them ones.. 6. how about the ones that tell you what thay are doing well looking at your pic. I couldn't leave them out.... lol I know there is more but I will have to think a bout it.... lol these men just crack me up.. Emma

Note From The Universe
A Note from the Universe You know, you've been blessed with a great number of gifts. Your insights, good taste, and savoir-faire. Friends who adore you, elements that support you, and spiritual laws that serve you. Yet, in my book at least, what really takes the cake, is that you get to be you. I pulled a few strings. The Universe

"hate Is"
Hate is demanding Hate defines reason People with hate are never pleasing Hate is evil Hate is controlling Hate is hate Love is fate without hate If you hate then Satin decides your fate Hate is responsible for death Deaths results from hate Heart is never hate Hate is nver heart Hate tares people apart Hate is everybody Everybody hates People are what brings hate Hate is your dreams Hate is your reality Everywhere you turn your surrounded by hate Never let hate decide your fate

Ever Feel Like...
You had so much to say, but because of circumstances beyond your control, or certain people that are in your circle of friends, or maybe in your life you couldn't express what you really wanted to? Is it just me?? Am I the only nice person left that doesn't say shyt that I need to say, just to spare the feelings of others??? I am REALLY angry right now.. and im Extremley HURT right now.. and I don't kno how to handle it.. Normally, I'd just shut myself off from the world.. deal with it.. extinguish the problem and move on.. but see the problem I have.. WILL NOT GO AWAY... and I can't shut down becuz i've worked so hard to become a more open person. I've worked soo hard to keep a positive outlook at things.. and be a more happy person. but latley.. Im reallly startin to regret becoming that person, it seems like I've got more ppl comin at me wit BULLSHYT then ever before.. WHY??? cuz I'm nice.. WELL DO NOT take my kindness as a weakness.. belive me.. YOU DO NOT wanna get on my ba

Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence
Don't cry to me If you love me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself Can't keep believing We're only deceiving ourselves And I'm sick of the lie And you're too late Don't cry to me If you love me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Couldn't take the blame Sick with shame Must be exhausting to lose your own game Selfishly hated No wonder you're jaded You can't play the victim this time And you're too late So don't cry to me If you love me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind You never call me when you're sober You only want it cause it's over It's over How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine So don't cry to me If you love me You would be here with me Don't lie to me Just get your things I've made up

Lonely World
Sexy girl on a plane Why u sad whats your name Who u runnin from Teddy bear pink room Fresh out of high school Sweet like the evening sun Mama says dont u think your special Daddy says youre my queen Shes afraid shes goin nowhere Locked and lost between But oh lonely girl dont you worry babe How can you get by lonely girl dont you see your life Through someone elses eyes Egg faced boy on a train Why U cryin whats your name Who you runnin from Packed house shared jeans Front porch moon beams Hes gotta get out of this town No more bible he will travel Hell learn so much in school Daddy drinks himself into courage Says Fuck U Im no fool Oh lonely boy dont U worry baby How can u get by Lonely boy dont you live your life In someone elses eyes Lonely girl dont u worry babe How can u get by Lonely girl dont u see your life Through someone elses eyes Oh Dream on Dream on dreamers Keep on dreamin Beautiful mom can U smile

"dreams"
Dreams are wanted reality Dreams are definitions of wha people want to be Dreams define heart Dreams define evil Dreams are the mental link to many different people Dreams are trajic Dreams are romantic Trajic dreams begin with romantic endings Romantic dreams end with trajic beginnings Dreams define life Dreams introduce peace Dreams are eternal bliss Sometimes dreams begin and then end with a gentle loveing kiss Without dreams there is no life Without dreams there is chaos Without dreams I shall die Only with dreams shall I be revived

Thursday Soon To Be The Weekend Its 12 Noon
GOOD AFTERNOON ALL THE CHERRY PEEPS. BEEN A GREAT MORNING MADE A FEW MORE FRIENDS AND VIEWED MANY PHOTOS... TALKING AND CHATTING...... PLEASE FEEL FREE TO CHAT...................... HOPE EVERYONES HOLIDAYS ARE GOING WELL.... HAVE SOME X-MAS MUSIC ON HERE CHEER UP THE HOUSE.... SO STOP BY SAY HELLO CHECK OUT MY PICKS .....AND PROFILE...... IF U LIKE... OVER AND OUT FOR NOW TIMOTHY

It Seems Everything Is Grey And There's No Color To Behold
corridors walk the empty halls shattered dreams these empty frames pictures of my life broken hopes scattered among the debris can i overcome this face these obsticles clear a new path through this place the corridors of my mind. by john m

My Awesome Friends
This is my first blog, some may find it boring. But I wanted to thank my awesome friends, they really make my day!!! I'd like to thank JC for hooking me up with CherryTap!!! I'm in this awesome graphics group in google groups called PSP_Wonderland . I couldnt ask for better friends, if anyone knows anything about graphics, and maybe wanna learn to make graphics, and want's to make some awesome friends this is the group for you. Not only do we share graphics, were real friends, we share a lot, and we do a lot of goofing off also. But when it comes down to it, like I said I couldnt ask for a better group of friends. I'm also finding CherryTap to be quite interesting, I'm liking it lmao, I've met some awesome people on here also!!!O.K I'm done rambling lmao.

Females Bullshytt
Why is it when your on the internet .. And you come across a page and see a happy couple .. and all that that most not all females ..Dont respect that.. They still have to come on to your husband. They take a simple compliment like your beautiful or sexy as being a pick up line. First off.. If My man was here to pick UP anyone.. Which he dont need to be because he could easily find it on the street here.. But second. Half these people are fake.. and second.. obv if OUR pics and his profile reads IN a Relationship IT means just that. Hes not leaving me .. Hes not looking .. He loves me .. and Thats the end of the story. RESPECT PEOPLE.. WHERE is it in this World today. And its mostly young 17 and 18 year old females who I cant understand if they are so pretty and all why cant they find a man where they live they have to look in other states Makes you wonder right whats wrong with them or if that is really them at all..All Im saying.. Respect.. Damn..

"living Things"
Most creatures are harmless; some creatures are deadly All creatures are unpredictable; some are special All creatures die; soon the cease to exist Living things are spectacular; living things are wierd Pretty soon the world will end; all living things will diappear The world will shed a single tear; then life will start over with the passing years After the first billion years living things will be recreated; they will never be the same When life as we know it ends......life will be created over,over and over again

Slave Screams, Thing He Has Something To Say
bringer of the dawn Floating on the air beyond the clouds she reaches smiles of the sun twilight in her eyes sunrise in her trail beckoning a new day she brings life to the dying heart is she an angel a goddess in disguise enchantress from below questions best unspoken answers left unheard for I care not to hear spellbound and enchanted finding bliss within her touch always wanting more waiting for her approach she's the bringer of the dawn. by john m

Here's A Funny One...
So I log on to my myspace account - checking messages and so forth...and I come across this one....I got a good laugh out of it sooo I just wanted to share it with all of you.. How are u doing today,How is life treating you and also how Everything with you, Hope all is Well.....Well am Allen by name. A single gentle man living alone from Sykesville, MD. i am just passing by and i saw ur profile so i decided to email you, coz i see your beauty and it shines across the globe, so i will like to know u better and it is bad passing by and you see a missing angel and even can`t say hello to her, so i qualify u as a missing angel right?..... Coz women are the most beautiful thing in the nature. Because she imbibe all beauties from nature and expresses her beauty in the manner of her talks, walks and looks. This perception of beauty, we can feel only by heart rather than eyes....i really care to know you better if you dont mind about that. I am Honest, understanding, open minded, trust, f

Christmas Gifts...
So....only two more people to buy gifts for....I really need to get cracking this weekend. And my friend Doug asked me what I want for Christmas. I've had to put a lot of thought into what I'd really like....stuff-wise. I'd like to add to my collection of anime cels. I've got cels from Ayashi no Ceres, Fushigi Yuugi and Jubei-chan but I'd love to have more as well as cels from Trigun. I'm not too picky yet. I mean, I have favorite characters and episodes but gift-wise I wouldn't be picky. So at least I can finally tell people what I want. *laughs*

I Lost It
I cant control my stress and today im alone with mom. She wont listen to me and wants to decorate and refuses to lay down...Shes not absolutly no stength to walk today, so i've been trying to carry her all over. And she has a bell that she rings when she needs our help...she wont ring it and i keep finding her in the floor when i check on her cause she wants to do something simple...like find a magazine. I know people say im not a horrible person for the way i react. . . but im alone today and my shoulder is killing me so bad and i slipped up and screamed at her. I told her i hoped she fell because i wasnt gonna go help her anymore. I know she just wants things clean and stuff but i got all the laundry going, im folding it all, doing dishes, trying to clean up, and now she wants the christmas decorations up. So im gonna get off here for a while and go drag those out, i feel terrible for screaming, and i did go back and get her out of the chair and walk her to bed...So i cant buy her an

~nothing Compares 2 You~
NOTHING COMPARES 2 U (Sinead o'connor) (God I love this song!) It's been seven hours and fifteen days Since u took your love away I go out every night and sleep all day Since u took your love away Since u been gone I can do whatever I want I can see whomever I choose I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant But nothing I said nothing can take away these blues `Cause nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u It's been so lonely without u here Like a bird without a song Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling Tell me baby where did I go wrong I could put my arms around every boy I see But they'd only remind me of you I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me Guess what he told me He said girl u better have fun No matter what u do But he's a fool `Cause nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u All the flowers that u planted, mama In the back yard All died when u went away I know that living with u baby was sometimes hard B

I'm As Dead As Dead Can Be The Doctor Tells Me
as we kiss goodbye Joy fades to black as we kiss goodbye say these farewells before I venture into the void lost in your absence how has this become what brought us to this point searching a new path find our new lives we bury the remains of our life here at these fateful crossroads as we kiss goodbye. by john m

The Long Whole Truth
AFTER CHILDISH RETALIATION, RETRIBUTION AND STUPID GAMES, I FEEL IT IS ABOUT TIME FOR EVERY AND ALL AFFECTED TO SEE THE FLIP SIDE OF THE COIN. THE TRUTH SHALL NOW BE EXPOSED. MY RESPONSE TO ALL THIS NONSENSE IS IS AS FOLLOWS AND I HAVE WHAT HAD BEEN PENNED AS BACKUP AND PROOF INCLUDED AND IS A BOTTOMS UP READ: I NEVER claimed to be part of the "wiccan family" and I have been trying to respond to Cassy ever since her message to me on the 8th and have been blocked! I even asked Ghostdancer to please relay my being upset with her and she totally ignored me and blocked me. I am now furious and will not stoop to her level. I am better than that and her childish games. How the heck can I IM myself to warn her of the initial contact from this person? If she never contacted me before, why would I have gone out of my way to protect her thinking she was my friend? I gave her the heads up about "steghra" to warn her out of following the Rede - and harm none! I never mentioned any other n

God Why Wont This End!
Over the last 2 days I have been having unexplained abdominal pain. I even had to leave work early last night because I couldnt stand any longer because of the pain. It comes and goes but it is definitely noticable and difficult to ignore. I am starting to think that my health is being handled wrongly and that I am being shuffled around so no one has to take the blame. My normal dr has been gone on maternity leave and now this new dr is changing my regular drs standing orders and hasnt really ordered anything to follow up and make sure that everything has passed from me. I am also wondering why she hasnt given me something to speed this along considering I have been miscarrying longer than I was actually pregnant. This makes no sense to me and its taking a toll on my mental health now as well. I barely eat and drink...I cant sleep....this all makes work nearly impossible. I just dont know what to do anymore. I was thinking about calling a different OB/GYN somewhere else and as

Doggie Wonderland!
DOGGIE WONDERLAND! (Don't forget to howl along!) This is Dog tags ring, are you listening'? In the lane, snow is glistening'. It's yellow, NOT white, I've been there tonight, Marking up my winter wonderland. Smell that tree? That's my fragrance. It's a sign for wandering vagrants "Avoid where I pee, it's MY pro-per-ty! Marked up as my winter wonderland." In the meadow dad will build a snowman, Following the classical design. Then I'll lift my leg and let it go Man, So all the world will know that it's Mine-mine--mine! Straight from me to the fence post, Flows my natural incense boast "Stay off my TURF, this small piece of earth, I marked it as my winter wonderland." * Season Greetings! *

Push Me Over The Edge....
hey my sweet friends.....so close to the next level.... if ya haven't already would ya rate and or comment my pics.....this way i can add more pics and more to my family.... hugs, just becky

Cuffs
Well,I still didnt get my handcuffs on me or you.What happened to good old -fashion kink?Why does it seem like everyone in this day and age say they like kink but then up going the vanilla route? Well not me,I want some kink damn it and I want it now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Vanilla is getting boring(not that it's not nice once in awhile,dont get me wrong).I mean a person can only take so much vanilla in their life.Take me to the 'candy shop' and let me explore.Even if it's the handcuffs or candle wax,it's a start,right?

Hey Every One
hi i wanted to inform everyone that im going away this weekend so i wont be a ble to speak to any one so i will return on monday hope everyone has a great and fun weekend as i am going to so have fun enjoy life talk with you later

Slowest Network Ever
Dah! I am in the computer lab before my class actually starts and my college has THE slowest network EVER. It feels like it takes about a hundred years or more for everything on CT to load. Even GOOGLE takes a few seconds to pop up LoL how sad is that? Oh well, I'm out of here in 50 minutes and counting. Then I can go home, play on here, take a nap, and pick my friend up to go out. Where to? I don't know yet. Probably out to the mall and then to eat. That's the only thing I can come up with. I don't get to see her as often as I would like so I'm happy to be able to chill with her today. (Yes, you Rachelle if you are reading this LoL)

A Poem By Me
Broken Tears Broken tears, though I show no fears, it all brings me unimaginable pain, although I cannot explain, all this agony and distress, it has put me to a test, of finding myself, all over again I lost myself, in a far away place, and these thoughts seem not to cease, but bring me closer to sanity, all I blame for this is you, A living hell for those who do not know, questions I have never been asked, run rapidly through my blood, thoughts unspoken, dying to escape, though I show no fear, for these broken tears... ~Jessie Marie Goodwin ~December 20, 2005

Ladies Please Help
please do me a fave well its not for me its for someone else.....please comment bomb this guy he is a toooootal sweetheart and will return the fave...its his first contest and he needs a push.........i love ya ladies and ya know it *wink* click pic direct link

My View
1. Cigarettes: Marlboro Reds 2. Sex: whatever 3. Relationships: yeah 4. Your Last Ex: we hate each other 5. Power rangers: the pink one 6. Crack: sucks 8. Food: depends on what it is 9. The President: sucks 10. War: doesn't all add up 11. Cars: trucks 12. Gas Prices: expensive 13. Halloween: rocks 14. Bon Jovi: hate them 15. Religion: have fun with that 16. Myspace: my perspective on life 17. Worst fear: Being alone 18. Marriage: not no time soon 19. Paris Hilton: can you say whore 20. Brunettes: been one 21. Redhead: been there 22: Politics: don't like them 23: Pass the time: party 24. One night stands: not my deal 25. My Cell phone: stays with me 26: Pet Peeves: a bunch of peeps near me 27: Pixie Stix: good 28: Vanilla Ice cream: sucks 29: Porta Potties: won't use 30: Highschool: skipped most times 31. Pajamas: shirt and underwear 32. Wood: many types 33. Wet Socks: hate them 34. Alc

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im not tall enough. I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

How Do You Know When To Give Up On Someone?
that is my question. How do you know when to give up and walk away from someone. to know when enough is enough. when to just shake the dust from your feet and say i cant take anymore and walk away before you are destoried in the sand. do you walk away the first sign of trouble or do you stay and watch things get worse and worse before you walk away? when is enough enough. when do you stop fighting for something thats maybe nt worth fighting for?

Top 10 Thoughts Of 2006
Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00??? Number 2 In the 60s, people took 'Acid' to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take 'Prozac' to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER 1 THOUGHT FOR 2006: We know

About Me
Well I am 18 and From North Carolina.... It sucks here most of the time... I am single been broken up with my x for 2 months now the longest i have been single in 4 years... I am enjoying it though... I love my life... My job is easy its just where it is at... I work at perdue in condemned, I weigh the buckets and see how much good meat is in them... then i dump it down a shoot and it is sent off to make dog or cat food... yummy huh... My life has always been hell and yet i haved turned out perfectly fine... i realize what the world is about and how is it is to be fucked over by people. Most people my age have to get it done to them over and over just to realize it... I am mature for my age but believe that seriousness is only needed in a serious situtation... I can be your best friend or your worst enemy... i can be anything you want me to be on the outside but you can't get the inside... I don't care what people think about me if the love me good if they don't they can fuck off...

Good Morning And Fuck Dumb Bitches
hey good moring it is i just got my script for xanax last night and had the best sex and the best night sleep ever i am so happy to be home instead of being up north with my other family i love being home with my man i love to suck his dick mmmm its so tasty. well today should be fun get all xanied out and smoke some dank and fuck the hell outta my man mmmm i love my life so much but yet it is so fuckin boring. whats funny as all hell is that i pissed some dumb bitch off on here cause i told her she has a butther face ( in other words she is sexy but her face is ugly as hell at least i think so. she says i look like i am from the 70 the bitch is only 24 what the fuck does she know about the 70 not shit so all i can say is she needs so shut the fuck up and mind her own shit and why cant her friend that is pissed stand up for herself i havent heard from her fuckin pussies she must know that her face aint that pretty or she would have said something to me herself and the chick that is bi

Haha, I Got The Bitch.
So, I'm with Danny now. He's amazing, nothing like he was with Alley. We never fight cause we never have a reason to. I'm really happy, not psycho happy like I was with my ex, just pleasantly floating along.

The First Poinsettia
The First Poinsettia A Folktale from Mexico A good little village girl lived with her parents and seven other sisters and brothers in a small adobe house, shared with aunties and her grandfather too. Everyone worked very well, sometimes getting ahead, with plenty of posole and tortillas on the table. The family all worked together and made clever use of their abilities, but sometimes they did not have enough to eat. Still, the family loved each other very much and had the power of magic to light their eyes. One day in December the girl felt inclined to visit the Goddess and leave her a present. She looked around the house, finding nothing to keep but a tiny piece of green yarn left over from her mama's weaving. She went outside to search for more. In the stone street near where water ran, she found a red feather. What a treasure! She kept looking, and found some dried out but pretty flowered weeds outside her neighborhood, and gathered them together. She tied the yarn around the w

"no Bravery"
James blunt is an ex-soldier... I watched him play this song live and it was so emotional. The guy was so close to tears as he sang. The song No Bravery was written after Blunt claims he came across Serbian 'soldiers' celebrating over the dead bodies of an Albanian family they had just slaughtered in Kosovo.. This song just about sums war up for me.. Whilst i respect all the troops fighting for our freedom etc, It still saddens me to think about it.. -------------------------------------------------- "No Bravery" There are children standing here, Arms outstretched into the sky, Tears drying on their face. He has been here. Brothers lie in shallow graves. Fathers lost without a trace. A nation blind to their disgrace, Since he's been here. And I see no bravery, No bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness. Houses burnt beyond repair. The smell of death is in the air. A woman weeping in despair says, He has been here. Tracer lighting up the sky. It's another fam

Freyja, Goddess Of Yule
Freyja, Goddess of Yule Yule starts December 19th and ends on the 31st. It is considered like the "Mother night" and ends twelve days later on "Yule night". Yule is The shortest day of the year and, of course, the longest night. This is a solar festival and it is celebrated by fire and the use of the Yule Log is much known to everybody that celebrates Yule. The colors of the season are red and green, and of original pagan descent. Food at this Sabbat is prepared specially for the after-dinner Yule celebration when the tree is lighted and the Yule log is burned. A portion of the Yule Log is saved to be used in lighting next year's log. This piece is kept throughout the year to protect the home. Bayberry candles are also burned to ensure wealth and happiness throughout the following year. The can be placed on the dining table at sunset and burned until they go out by themselves. Another pair can be set upon the mantle and lit at the beginning of the Yule ceremony. In this celebrat

Promises
Promises He tells me he loves me, And says all these beautiful Words to me-- promises of a Bright future and a life I Long to have. But these things have been said Over time and time continues To pass, and makes me wonder "Are we really meant to be?" I ask him so much and he tells Me nothing... the only thing Said is "Wait and have faith In me"... But with no sign, and no Answer, ignored at every turn, How am I supposed to feel? If only he would answer my Questions, if only he would Communicate, if only he had As much interest in keeping In touch with me as I do with him... All the effort is being made by Me, nothing comes from him except a Bunch of promises... Promises that are empty until I have some sort of sign... Empty words are nothing... And it makes me wonder, "Is it time for me to move on?" ----anon

To My Dear Wife
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be asleep 22 time s you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbor! S would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a

~ Contest Best Kid With Pet ~ Starts 12/15
Attn: Best Kid with Pet Contest join my contest and win prizes I count comments and count rates for everyone! starts 12/15 noon and ends 12/22 noon Will be first, second and thrid place winners send me a link to ur pic in my message box and i'll enter you! thanks maria

Yep
yeah well things are getting a little better i guess started a new job and what not and the pay is way better but other than that not much else good is happening no woman, average place to chill, same shit different day

Poll
HOW MANY MEN WOULD STEAL FROM THEIR CHILDREN DO WHATEVER THEY COULDFOR THEIR STEPCHILDREN LEAVE THEIR NATURAL DAUGHTER STRANDED NOT HAVING MONEY TO HELP WHEN ASKED AND THEN SAY THAT THEY LOVE THEIR NATURAL CHILDREN

Movies
Hi all ok I'm a big American Pie movie freak i got the 4 but now the 5th one is the naked mile still nothing to do with the others band camp kinda did but the only one from the others in this one is Eugene Levey as jims dad should be the American Baby or Reunion and hve them all in it it suckes ok so let me know wht u all think. rain.

Hell On Earth
So I got discharged from the hospital yesterday and found out i have inflamed lungs and my main artery going to my heart the blood flow is very low. All I can do is pray and ask for all of you to pray for me. Cuz i know the only thing that will Help me is God

~~ A Hearts Fear~~
Something wonderful happened to me a while ago. A special someone made my heart smile again, and I let him in. The look I got from the depth of his eyes, The warmth I felt when he embraced me from behind, The feeling I got from him kissing my lips, The sensation I felt when he said I was special... Tell me, Am I wrong letting him into my heart? Am I wrong when I think I see the look in his eyes? Am I wrong when I feel the warmth in his embraces? Am I wrong feeling like I do when he kiss me? And am I wrong trusting his words....? My heart is scared of getting hurt, And my soul just the same... Am I doing the right thing when I listen to my heart? Should I leave it open or should I close it up again? Cause you are the one that makes me feel all these things, And the one that makes me ask all these questions.....

Naughty Pics
Well i for one get immense pleasure taking "naughty pics" of my wife and I,as well as viewing other's.I am definately a self proffessed voyeur and know many out there are the same.So why is it that many women who enjoy looking at other people's candid photo's are so shy about admitting they like to look.Is it so taboo that there is a need to hide such an innocent indulgence?

Love In The Afternoon
Love in the Afternoon Spirit longs Psyche bruised Ears hear song Heart is moved Lungs will breathe Slow, then faster Passion mounts Hard to master Moves controlled Minds merging Both together Thrusting, urging On and on Emotions soar Comes the climax Soon, for sure Joy unfolding Trembling thighs Lovers smile 'Tis in the eyes Hearts are pounding Both as one Love eternal Bright as Sun Glowing bodies Legs entwined Murmurs, kisses Sweet as wine Gently floating Back to Earth Each love-making Brings re-birth.

Truth Or Dare
**Truth or Dare** So here's the deal........ You get to ask me *THREE QUESTIONS*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just plain random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) .......... now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you......

My Sense Of Humour...
These just crack me up.... I'm so lazy I've got a smoke alarm with a snooze button. So I went in to a pet shop. I said, "Can I buy a goldfish?" The guy said,"Do you want an aquarium?" I said, "I don't care what star sign it is." I was in this restaurant and I asked for something herby. They gave me a Volkswagen with no driver. I was reading this book today, The History Of Glue, and I couldn't put it down. My mate asked me "What do you think of voluntary work?? I said "I wouldn't do it if you paid me." So I was in the jungle and there was this monkey with a tin opener. I said, "You don't need a tin opener to peel a banana." He said, "No, this is for the custard." This policeman came up to me with a pencil and a piece of very thin paper. He said, "I want you to trace someone for me." So this lorry full of tortoises collided with a van full of terrapins. It was a turtle disaster. So I told my girlfriend I had a job in a bowling alley. S

Still Looking For That Special Christmas Gift??
I have a few links to some really unusual sites that sell just about anything you are looking for.. ModernArtisans My favorites here are the.. "Jazz Collection" Cast Stone Garden Plaque - "The Heavens" Szechuan Scarf Kit "Hot Lips Hilda" Bird Feeder Handblown Glass Salt/Pepper Shaker Set - "Dog's Best Friend" "Garden of Eden" Handcarved Mirror Cast Stone Garden Plaque - "The River" Glass Pendant Necklace - "Twisted Tree" Lotus Necklace HiveModern My favorites here are the.. wiggle chair eero aarnio pony chair multichair puppy red beaver gold gnomes - limited edition flos 2097 mr. suicide iittala mango flatware MoonValleyHoney My favorites here are the.. Lotion Bar Lotion Variety Pack Muscle Rub Wrapables My favorites here are the.. Holiday Glitter Floating Star Candle Set Gingerbread Train Holiday Candle Set (set of 3) Egg Candles (set of 6) Ice Pop Torches Candle Set Cambrian Black Finish Candleholder Set Baroque Ro

Death
Blah...FINALLY! It's over, it's all over. At this point I don't care how I did, as long as it is all over, thank the Lord and whatever other gods maybe listening to me! I still have things to do: ~Go to RM today ~Come back to Gville Friday for a friends party ~BACK to RM Saturday ~Get naked for Ravenspedigree for fun photoshoots and goofing off this weekend! ~Spoil my pets ~Try to not get on my Parent's nerves...O_o ~Perhaps get a new car, even though it wont be new, it's still going to be old as myself and my parents can't afford a down payment on a car, so it'll be new to me, but not to the world...and eventually it can fall apart as well...goody So for the past two nights my sleeping habits have been atrocious, no idea why, I wish I knew, but theres nothing I can do about it now other than pray it didn't affect my exams any. So cross your fingers that I've passed the rest of my classes, and I am going to go to bed, because I really really need it for later today w

The 30 Hottest Things You Can Say To A Naked Woman
The 30 hottest things you can say to a naked woman Compiled by: Lisa Jones, Illustrations by: Yuko Shimizu 30 Shortcuts to Ultimate Happiness 1. "Good morning." 2. "Is it okay with you if I take this slow?" 3. "I can't stop touching you." 4. "Want to join me in the shower?" 5. "I want to kiss/lick/touch every inch of you." 6. "I love how you taste." 7. "Do you feel this, too?" ("This" being an incredible emotional euphoria.) 8. "Hungry? Stay right here. I'll go make you a burrito." 9. Her name--her full name--followed by a "Wow." 10. "I'll get the light." 11. "I'll cancel my plans if you'll stay here with me for the rest of the weekend." 12. "No one's ever done that before." 13. "Can we do that again?" 14. "I love your [fill in body part here]." 15. Nothing. Total, deliberate silence. You can stare at her, grab her, touch her, but don't make a sound. If she tries to talk, place a finger on her lips. 16. While look

Good Morning All Got This In My Email Wanted To Share
ONLY THING I WANT TO SAY IS AT LEAST SOME ONE CARED ENOUGH TO EMAIL HER SMILES I'm quite sure that I received ALL of these emails in the past year or two. How about you?? SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat at KFC because their chick

When Bad Goes To Worse
Started out with a simple problem and then it has just gotten worse. Started in October when my computer crashed and hard drive was fried, no more contact with the ones I love and no more Cherrytap. No biggie started working nights in a factory to save up and just when I'm short of coming up with the money to move the Washington the factory closes down and I loose my wallet with everything. So here it goes with the computer fixed now and the holiday season around I'm here stressing out and about to fight to work my arse off. Washington or bust.

Making A Sabbat Wheel
MAKING A SABBAT WHEEL One addition to the Altar is the Sabbat Wheel. This is a stone or wooden disc inscribed, or otherwise decorated, with images to represent the Sabbats. If made of a soft stone, such as slate, then the images can be sketched on with pencil and them carved into the surface. A circular wheel is easy to make, and a simple plain breadboard can form your basis. First, divide it into eight equal segments, like the spokes of a wheel. Symbols can then be burnt or carved into each of the segments, drawn or painted, or even created from gemstone chips, seeds, etc. Alternatively, you could press plants which represent each Sabbat and glue them into place, sealing it with a coat of clear varnish. Some ideas for the decorations are: Imbolg, candle, Snowdrops; Oestara, eggs, the Hare, Primroses; Beltane, Maypole, Besom, Chalice and Athame, Hawthorn blossom, Bluebells; Litha, the Sun, Green Man, Oak leaves, Sunflowers; Lughnasadh, a single stem or a sheaf of Wheat, harves

Another Spectacular Group Of Indiviuals (sarcasm Noted)
So last night im driving home from work in my wrap car (one of these days ill include a picture of it), but i digress. SO while i was talking to a ery close friend of mine, I look out my passenger side window at the care next to me. Im not sure what it is with the area that i live in but apparently mullets are still in. So i look out my window at this thing sitting next to me. Let me first describe the wonderful car that they were driving it was a combination of light blue, sealer grey, cherry red, and ground to the steel silver. It was an older model Chevrolet, Ford, cavalier, escort, with a luggage rack on the trun and the roof, 2 donut tires on the front and two fat tires on the back complete with hubcap spinners from walmart. IT was nice night so i had my windows down, the thing in the car next to me moved the plastic that covered her passenger side window and said "HEEEEEEY!" This striking beauty was carry at least 400lbs, had not shaves yet today and had her mullet in corn rol

Life As I Know It....
Man if this is what its like to be an adult I want to ummmm not be one anymore. Things are crazy nuts and won't slow down for a while. I love my job and I love school. Giving up either is not an option. Balancing them with social life and each other is tricky but I'll manange. I want to be 16 again when my biggest concern was if I made a good impression on a guy in class or if my hair looked ok. Sometimes I wish I was more like my brother....lazy! But I'm not..I'm always on the go. *sigh* at least Christmas is soon! Finals are next week then I get 3 weeks off! Woohoo!! I can sleep again! *blows kisses* C ya later yall!!! much love Jerusha

Real Friends
This is a repost. Add them all and love em!! I have over 2000 friends. I don't hear from many of you. I dont get close to people in general. I learned a long time ago about internet friendships. REAL friends stand by you and that is so very Important. REAL friends try and help eachother out.Recently I had tried to help two of my friends out..but i wasn't able to repair thier friendship. I have always been one to work things out...there is no reason to be bitter in this life...its too short for bitterness. þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ@ CherryTAP PlayfulGod--DJ my love..my best friend..I am so lucky to have you back. I love you! Shell@ CherryTAP Shell--Can you believe this is our 2nd christmas as friends? Boy time flies!! You are the sweetest person and people need to see that more. Shell is wonderful and look beyond her pics. Too many of you guys are just after a piece of ass and dont realize that we are people!I love you!! BFF ~JellyBean~@ CherryTAP Jelly-- You are a sweetheart and a great fri

Poem Third Edition
[I Can't] Loneliness in the shadows of my mind, wandering aimless through the folds in time. Beyond my fears and my hopes are lost, the past I had and destroyed in my thoughts. I wanted to hold you and you pushed me away, and with every step my heart did break. Now im shattered, broken, and lost in the wind. But it was my own doing, with this web I spin. how can i change how can things be changed when i am so drained by the things that I've drained I gave a chance, and in my dreams, I lost the chance, I try so hard, but I can't, I just can't.

The Best Friends A Girl Could Ever Have.
HAHA MADE YOU LOOK... IM NOT GONNA HAVE TIME TO POST MY COMMENTS TODAY. SORRY GUYS AND LADIES. SO IM JUST GONNA POST TO YOU ALL IN A BULLETIN THIS MRNN. I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT YOU ALL MEAN ALOT TO ME. ESPECIALLY THOSE THAT HAVE HELPED ME IN MY DAUGHTER'S QUEST FOR PENPAL FRIENDS. THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME AND HER. WE HAVE BOTH SENT OUT LETTERS THIS WEEK. YOU ALL ARE THE BEST FRIENDS I COULD EVER ASK FOR. I LOVE RECEIVING YOUR COMMENTS ALMOST AS MUCH AS I LOVE SENDING THEM. YOU PPL ARE A HOOT AND YOU MAKE ME LAUGH EVERYDAY ESPECIALLY DAYS THAT I DNT FEEL LIKE LAUGHING. WITHOUT CT I WOULD BE LOST CAUSE ALL MY FRIENDS LIVE HERE WITH ME. YOU ALL ARE THE BEST AND I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. I COULDNT HAVE MADE A BETTER GROUP OF FRIENDS THAN I HAVE IN HERE. YOU ALL HAVE BECOME LIKE SISTERS AND BROTHERS TO ME. AND ITS SAD THAT YOU ALL ARE MORE LIKE FAMILY THAN SOME OF MY OWN FAMILY. OK I'LL STOP BEING SAPPY NOW. HAVE AN AWESOME THURSDAY YA'LL LOVE ALWAYS ANGEL

Germany`s Commitment
Germany’s Commitment to the United Nations Germany makes an active and quite considerable contribution to conflict prevention as well as to multinational peace missions: by providing peacekeeping forces, police and qualified civilian personnel, financial support and items of equipment. German participation in multinational peace missions still focuses, as it has for some time now, on the Balkans and Afghanistan. Germany is still one of the major troop-contributing nations to the NATO missions in Bosnia und Herzegovina which are mandated by the Security Council. In addition, German police forces are deployed in Kosovo as part of a UN police mission (UNMIK). Germany contributes most troops to the International Security Assistance Force in Afghanistan and thus plays a decisive role in stabilizing the Kabul region. After the ISAF mandate had been extended to cover the whole of Afghanistan, Germany established the first “provincial reconstruction team” in Kunduz at the end of the year

Thursday Soon To Be The Weekend
GOOD MORNING ALL MY CHERRY PEEPS............ THANKS AGAIN SO VERY MUCH FOR CHECKING OUT MY ART AND OTHER PICS.. AND PROFILE..... LOV THIS SITE HAVE MADE SOEM WONDERFUL FRIENDS....ALREADY........... HERE FOR THE DAY ONLY WORK 2 HOURS TODAY FROM 3 TO 5 PM.......... SO STOP BY GIVE A SHOUT ..... I HAVE CAM WOKE UP EARLY ,,,,,,WOODY AND STAYED UP TO SEE THE SUN RISE.. WAS BEAUTIFUL ... I LOV THE EARLY MORNINGS .. AND THE QUIET AND PEACE..... SO AGAIN THANKS FOR ALL MY NEW FRIENDS AND HOPE TO MAKE MANY MORE ADDED THREE RISKYA" PICS TODAY SHOW A LITTLE BOOTY...................HEHEHEHHEHE THOUGHT IT MIGHT HELP...... ALWAYS LOOKIN AT BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE ON HERE... LATER KEEP IN TOUCH GIVE ME A SHOUT.!!! TIMOTHY

My Boyfriend
So Hanukkah starts tomorrow at sundown and last night I while attempting to get a hint about what Frank got me I was informed that he hasn't bought me anything...hrm. Now he wanted to put a JBL sound system in my car which is super cool, but more a gift for him then for me. Plus it would have been free! Maybe I want a gift that is just for me! What is it with guys and buying gifts that are actually gifts for them? I don't want a sound system, I don't want anything for my car at all, I don't want a new tv, and I certainly did not want new couches!! I WANT SOMETHING PRETTY! or of course my damn NINTENDO Wii! Is there anything wrong with that? I don't think I'm being selfish I give him gift certificate to buy tools in stuff. That in no way benefits me. However Frank seems to think that putting a free system in my car is an appropriate gift...uhh no. Just like you didn't need to put rims on my car, again free. Do I not deserve something nice? Something just for me. ME ME ME ME ME ME ME

Just Close Your Eyes
Just close your eyes And you will see Fireworks of flowers Filling the skies As pain enters the past Your Soul steps on the gas Lost in a mystery Of your creation The mind endures This sweet sensation This could end up How I dread This is too soon Am I prepared? Your heart still loves And keeps beating It is your mind That keeps retreating You search for the chance To run away I've chased happy Long enough You found it too So just Stay

Haterz!!!!!
I have noticed that there a lot of so called "haterz" on here and that is so sad. Not everyone is going to like everyone here. I try not to piss people off and i am sure that I have in sort of fashion, but at least I don't have people sending me nasty comments *knocks on wood* and I hope to ever have any. Word of advice to the so called haters out there. Once you get on someones shit list, it is hard to get off. Friends and family stick together so think about what you do before you do it and if you think that you are getting with leaving nasty comments on someones page or downrating their stuff think again. You hurt one of us you hurt all of us. thanks for the rant.

Will You Be My Prince Charming
The dreams are mine, I can't define, where do we cross that line.Do we love or do we hate, The feelings that dwell within is it fate. Do I want to try to let you be the guy to take away the pain and make you mine.To expose myself is something rare, I never do that I am always scared.My thoughts unclear I shed a tear what my fututre holds is unclear.I just want to love and be loved to. Just when does my fairytale ever come true. Will you be my Prince Charming?

A Game
This is called the "CUTIE GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] N

Little By Little... Life Repeats Itself.
I was absolutely, positively certain I'd left all the work-related garbage in New York. I was shown differently tonight. I wrote most of this in Notepad from my cubicle in that big building H. Ross Perot owns on West Plano Parkway, in Plano, Texas (where CherryTAP and MySpace are both blocked due to NSFW content). Though this shift is a short one (midnight to 6 a.m.), an issue with a co-worker has been gnawing at me for the past three hours. This will require some setup. A co-worker on the same service desk account as I am (for anonymity, I'll just call her "Zee") is a former model, still looks physically cute in a size 6, and is generally popular around the service desk. She's also quite intelligent when it comes to her work. However, her work ethic seems questionable, and she is fighting off rumors that she is dating someone from another account (despite a somewhat selectively-enforced non-fraternization policy), and doing a half-assed job at that. When she does her job, she's

Wanna Make My Dream A Reality...
I want to feel your touch, all over me, your hands taking me to extasy. The smell of you intoxicatesme, the way I want you noone can see. I want your body I want it know, I just can't imagine how, I ever lived with out your tender kiss. Your arms around me is what I miss.It felt so right even if it was just for the night, when my head was on my pillow, and my dreams in beautiful flight. Wanna make my dream a reality?

True Friend Contest
Bad Girl is in the true friend contest!! She is in first place right now and needs you help to stay there.. she has maxed out her comment limit and will fall behind without help.. so lets comment bomb her pic plz.. :) thanks

Will You Be Mine...
Free my soul my thoughts my mind. My deepest dreams like the sweetest wine. Drink my love my warm embrace, take me to a far away place. My dreams sureal my reality gloom, my thoughts my life, are a reflection of whom I am and what I want to be. Take me in your arms, show me your passion your charm thats hidden deep within. Let our bodies entwine, your mind and mine. Let our souls devour our love until the end of time. Will You Be Mine?

If This Is A Fairytale Please Dont Let It End...
Our worlds collide, two seperate spaces in time. Wondering how the hell do I make you mine. I took a chance to let my feelings show through,know the rest is up to you. The hole in my chest starts to heal, wondering if you are real. Fill it in make me whole,I hate the feeling of being alone and so cold. So warm me up from deep inside, stand beside me and take the time, to make me whole one again. If this is a fairytale please dont let it end.

Just To Join
Ok I have to be honest here I love this site and I am insearch of lovely ladies ! don't get me wrong I am a married man and slightly sexually deprived , but when I was introduced to this site I was over whelmed with the beautiful women here and how they love to show off their bodies . and DAMN WHAT FUCKIN LOVELY BODIES!!!! I am not picky! a womens body is lovely no matter her size! so please do not get it the wrong way but any of you ladies wish to send me a invite to be fiends or just some lovely pic's please do!! if you become my friend you ALL will get my vote for what ever !!

Take My Heart To Never Never Land....
Leaves falling on the ground, love in bloom all around. I see the couples and watch with envy and pain.Why cant I find love just the same? What have I done to be all alone, the hurt with in continues to grow. I just want to be loved is that so bad? God please send me a love , I only wish I could have. Put a smile upon my face and take me to a far away place. Take my heart to never never land.

Is Your Love The Prize....
silent screams, endless dreams, visions in the mirror of you and me. The happy times of careless wonder, the night we spent in a sleepless slumber. The doubt with in swells up inside. do I love or do I die without you here by myside. The cold reflection I know see, you with out me is lingering in the mirror where the cold erie figure stares back at me. Will it pull me in? Do I fight back or let it win? Is Your Love The Prize?

I Feel A Rant Coming On
You all knew i couldnt get thru the week without ranting. So here it goes: I am tired of being nice to people! It gets me no where. Those of you that know me, know I go above and beyond for my "friends" I help out when I can. I came here cuz Shell said it was cool. And it was months ago. Now some og the "friends" I made when I first came here are beginning to disgust me. It bothers me to see HiImsoandso RATE ME B4 YOU ADD ME and then ppl doing blasts whining for rates. I am in the top 150 here on CT and I didn't do it by whining for rates etc. I have even bought a few of you stickie bulletins...not that all appreciated it. I can understand feel good if a higher up here gives you attention but geez...don't you realize most cut and paste the same crap to everyone? Go look around. Its great you get gifts from ppl but for fuck sake..why is one gift better than the other? It would be like OMG babyj bought me dirty weeds! Does that make me special? Umm no...Everyone here is a number. So

If I Close My Eyes Forever...
If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain unchanged. Will the pain still be the same if I try to supress the feelings deep within. Do I let you in, and warm my heart. Or do we just stay apart? I come back to whats familiar, to what I know is true, in my heart, torture is not apart of what I want. I want you to feel , your tender touch was so sureal, the night our hearts danced in the dark. I remeber the day , the words the pain, the coldness that corsed through my veins, its the day I died, I can not lie. That was a mistake I made that i cant deny. We went to hell and out of the hot burning umbers we prevailed. Two reapers in the night, our stares like ice. When we kiss firey white sparks ignites, a fear with in all, we did not fall, our love not in dispare but were but unaware. its larger then life as we lift up our syes. We can prove that true love never dies.

Does Sorrow Engulf Your Soul....
The world is full of many things, the good the bad the scary thinngs. If we tip toe through life and always worried about our past are we really living life or just watching it pass. Would our existance be real or just puppets on a string controlled by a unforseen thing. As our dreams take us through a incredible flight it just for the night then we awake to our reality, does it really keep us sane or just a short break from our mondane existance that we all live, I have a blackheart full of emptyness to give. Breaking away from the ball and chain that holds us down and is a constant reminder of all the pain from our past, no rest till at last we leave it behind and true love do we find. Because they say love is bitter, it has its bright sides to , think about it really I fell in love with you. I wont race to through life no more, knowing in the end only deaths reaper knocks on my door, Only to open it and see you on teh ohter side our lives lesss lonley with a companion by

Faity Tales Are Real..
Thoughts running through my head. Feelings that I thought were once dead, like sand passing through my hands. The faint sound of a whipperhwill, my thoughts spinning like a ferris wheel,. Birds landing on my window seal to remind me that fairy tales are real.

Good Morning, I Think!!
Good morning, I think! To those worried about my state of mind, a fair amount of sleep heals most wounds! Well, that sounded good. I'm feeling more centered this morning and that helps. Is that the Boy Scout motto, or something - Be Prepared! I'm taking that one to heart now. I need to start planning for emergency stress and energetic mayhem! It seems to like me!! I am so behind in my daily greetings to everyone. Please forgive me. I will slowly get around to everyone - operative word is SLOWLY! I hope everyone is having a reasonable week! I do think of you all daily. Blessings and much love to all!! Hugs!

When Does The Emptyness Heal...
Careless whispers, foot prints in the sand,you and I walking hand and hand.Visions of happiness as clouds float by, a old couple walking hand in hand, and I have to sigh. Here I stand all alone, the sleepless nights, waiting for him to phone. But all I hear is silence in its place, making me wonder is this my fate. To be alone without a guy to frow old with and stand by my side.. When does the emptiness heal?

Since So Many People Have Asked....
pan·a·ce·a Pronunciation [pan-uh-see-uh] noun 1. a remedy for all disease or ills; cure-all. 2. an answer or solution for all problems or difficulties: His economic philosophy is a good one, but he tries to use it as a panacea. [Origin: 1540–50; < L < Gk panákeia, equiv. to panake-, s. of panaks all-healing (pan- pan- + aks a cure) + -ia -ia] —Related forms pan·a·ce·an, adjective —Synonyms 1, 2. elixir, nostrum. dictionary.com people!!!

Trishs's Blogs..
All I want for christmas is a good man for me. No one who tries to impress me with his money. None one whose going to cheat , or play little reindeer games. Santa has that covered by the ones who pull his sleigh. Now sometimes I wonder if guys think a girls heart is a toy, and when there done playing they throw them to the Island of Misfit Toys. So as christmas comes closer and I go sit on Santas lap. All I ask him for this year is a man who will love me back.

Sorry Juggalo Family
MY PUTER IS STUPID AND HAS LET ME DOWN ONCE AGAIN SO IM SORRY TO REPORT AT THIS TIME I CAN NOT DJ IN THE JUGGALO METTING SPOT FOR NOW CUZ MY PUTER IS DOWN SO IM UNABLE TO PLAY THE WICKED SHIT FOR MY FAM SO IF ANYONE ELSE WANTS TO DJ WILL IM DOWN LET ME KNOW! LUVS YALL!! MMFWCL4LYF!

Past 2 Weeks
these past 2 weeks have been hell for me we got this chick an her daughter callin our house an i know who it is but everytime i answer they hang up so i cant tell em to quit callin they are trying to cause problems between my hubby an me again an well this time im not pregnant so i can do something about it i wish sometimes i could just go up to her an knock her the hell out cause thats how pisses i am at her an i wouldnt mind putting her in the hospital for awhile an get a restraining order on her cause this is bs i know i cant go an beat on her like i want to cause i have kids and i want to be there for them not in jail ya know but this chick is the c word (i have to type like this cause my one kid is up) anyways i love my kids way more than i would like to bash this chicks face in ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it sucks but oh well

Housework
Housework was a woman's job, but one evening, Jenny arrived home from work to find the children bathed, one load of laundry in the washer and another in the dryer. Dinner was on the stove, and the table set. She was astonished! It turns out that Ralph had read an article that said wives who work full-time and had to do their own housework were too tired to have s e x. The night went well and the next day, she told her office friends all about it. "We had a great dinner. Ralph even cleaned up. He helped the kids do their homework, folded all the laundry and put it away. I really enjoyed the evening." "But what about afterward?" asked her friends. "Oh, that ..., Ralph was too tired.." God is good.

Read These Thoughts On Sex!!!!
Some Thoughts on Sex "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chiefly among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." Lynn Lavner "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." Camille Paglia "Sex is one of the nine reasons for incarnation. The other eight are unimportant." George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake a whole relationship." Sharon Stone "Hockey is a sport for white men. Basketball is a sport for black men. Golf is a sport for white men dressed like black pimps." Tiger Woods "My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch." Jack Nicholson " Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is." Barbara Bush (Former US First Lady) "Ah, yes, divorce, from t

Love Is God :)
Love is a wonderful word. It's the kind of word that makes you feel warm and tingly inside. Sometimes love is all you need. We all go through a stage in our life where you love someone and they don't love you back and you're hurt; you're very hurt and you feel like you just want to die because you cannot be with that person or just even be close to them. The hardest thing is to see them love someone else. But try to think back when you didn't even know that person or you even hated that person. Love is a great feeling, right? You will feel this way again; maybe not now, maybe not later, but soon. After all the hurt is gone, you will love again and even stronger than before. Remember, there are so many guys and girls in this world. Don't let one get you down because it's not worth it and obviously they're not worth your time. Love truly is a most beautiful and wonderful word, especially when you both share it. understand each other and trust on each other, Other things

Yahoo...
Hi Everyone...if you are interested please add me to your yahoo, my id is Daddysgirl_tina....to all of my friends I've known awhile you already know that I get in moods and disappear off of CT every once in awhile I would hate to lose communication with any of ya'll. Love ya! Tina

Falling Asleep At Church
One day Mrs. Jones went to have a talk with the minister at the local church. "Reverend," she said, "I have a problem, my husband keeps falling asleep during your sermons. It's very embarrassing. What should I do?" "I have an idea," said the minister. "Take this hatpin with you. I will be able to tell when Mr. Jones is sleeping, and I will motion to you at specific times. When I motion, you give him a good poke in the leg." In church the following Sunday, Mr. Jones dozed off. Noticing this, the preacher put his plan to work. "And who made the ultimate sacrifice for you?" he said, nodding to Mrs. Jones. "Jesus!", Jones cried as his wife jabbed him the leg with the hatpin. "Yes, you are right, Mr. Jones," said the minister. Soon, Mr. Jones nodded off again. Again, the minister noticed. "Who is your redeemer?" he asked the congregation, motioning towards Mrs. Jones. "God!" Mr. Jones cried out as he was stuck again with the hatpin. "Right again," said the mini

Good Morning
Yay its PAYDAY...Need to go do some xmas shoppin. Taking the kids to christmas village tonite to see santa and I will post pics when i get back. Its neat they have real reindeer etc and they kids each get a toy and to see Santa and Mrs. Claus. I was wondering...How do yall choose who you put in your family. Mines people I have known forever on here...or i really like. I cut the number down to 8. I won't just add anyone. I have seen a few asking me to and I just won't! You have to earn it by being a "friend" and knowing stuff about me...Family KNOWS stuff!!! Have a good Day Everyone xoxoxoxox

My "want" Ad
SWF in dead-end job seeks hairy neurotic for mutual Psychological torture, tepid sex, and codependency. I enjoy drinking,Location smoking, skin flicks, and self-righteous indignation. I can't stand movies, and the last album I bought was The Marshall Tucker Band's Greatest Hits. I have middling intelligence but try to appear smarter by affecting a world-weary air,memorizing Marital Status useless facts, and chuckling at my own mean-spirited,agenda-driven jokes. Im 38 but look 50 and feel 60. Some Might Think I Am a whiney, bitter shrew with a misplaced sense of entitlement and unrealistic expectations. BUT..In time you will become coolly hostile when I don't fulfill every unmet need you've ever had. Bonus points if you just finished screwing every girl in town but now want to take it slow with me. My perfect night would include getting hammered in a shit-hole bar While you flirt with drunken bimbos, followed by an embarrassing screaming match. I would be open to an unsatisfy

I Put It On A Faultline, My Day To Die Wasn't What I Thought It Was.
Help me if you can It's just that this, this is not the way I'm wired So could you please, Help me understand why You've given in to all these Reckless dark desires You're lying to yourself again Suicidal imbecile Think about it, put it on the faultline What'll it take to get it through to you precious Over this. Why do you wanna throw it away like this Such a mess. I don't want to watch you. Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die Medicated, drama queen, picture perfect, numb belligerence Narcissistic, drama queen, craving fame and all its decadence Lying through your teeth again Suicidal imbecile Think about it, put it on the fautline What'll it take to get it through to you precious Go with this, why do you wanna throw it away like this Such a mess, I don't wanna watch you... Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die

A Christmas Story For People Having A Bad Day
Christmas Story for people having a bad day.... > > > When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee > elves did not produce > toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to > feel the > pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs Claus told Santa > her Mother was > coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. > > When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that > three of them were > about to give birth and two others had jumped the > fence and were out, > Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the > sleigh, one of the > floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground > and all the toys > were scattered. So, frustrated, Santa went in the > house for a cup of > apple cider and a shot of rum. > > When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the > elves had drank all the > cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he > accidentally > dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of > little glass > pieces all over the k

Graffiti
if theres one thing in this world that i truely love...(other than pot) its graffiti. imma get some vids together and post them so yall can check this shiz out ... like a vid of 10 taggers bombing the subway then fighting the transit cops on the way out! lol u'll love this shit if u like 2 rite ! peace.

Hip Hop 2 Tha Max
yoyo .. just wanted to say to ANYONE who reads this ...take 10 minutes out of yer day and devote it to watching this vid.. my fav. rappers in action . Trying to promote this as much as i can, it'll give u an insight to how hiphop should be..vicious and direct. http://youtube.com/watch?v=t6AwmDDdGm8 http://youtube.com/watch?v=t6AwmDDdGm8 http://youtube.com/watch?v=t6AwmDDdGm8 http://youtube.com/watch?v=t6AwmDDdGm8 my fav. MC ever is cage kennylz, he has a group named the weathermen and they are killer in the underground scene, a must if u like it rough.LOL check it anyway . peace.

14
For todays present you get to see a window into my world (see what i did there?) and see a transcript, illustrating how much fun it is to be me. Taken from my Shoutbox EroticBlon...: hey there handsome, wanna see me play with my toy on cam? - >nobby...: hello - >nobby...: thats forward EroticBlon...: hey there! - >nobby...: hey EroticBlon...: wanna see my cam? - >nobby...: sure - >nobby...: my mum said never turn a girl down EroticBlon...: great! do you have paypal? it's $20 for 10min and i'll do whatever you;d like! - >nobby...: whats the toy? have you got one of those new Wii? - >nobby...: I dont normally charge that much, but if you are willing then I'll take your money - >nobby…: hello? I still haven't had a reply, how rude! She could have at least bargained

My Veiw On The War On Terror.
The facts are that the terrorist training camps were found all over Iraq in nearly every province except the kurdish province. That is how i concluded saddam does have EVERYTHING to do with terrorists, even if he personally had no part in 9-11, himself. Now to me if your going to have a war against these kind of people, you have to catch the small fry (hussien) in order to get the bigger fish (bin laden). Although we have not captured bin laden himself yet, we do have him effectively contained to the point where he cant organize world wide terror like he did just a few years ago. With several acts of aggression against the US, starting with the obvious WTC attacks in 1993 which he took credit for, he has been waging a world wide attack on civilization as a whole, bombings in several countries including the US. Attacking our warships and embassies among other things like the train bombing in spain and the bomings in england. They will not let up until we all die, it is their s

My Very First Blog Entry
This is my very first blog entry, and I'm tempted to write something deep, moving and profound, as many people do on their very first blog entries. You know, something about love, hate, hope, or just life in general. Something to make you happy, sad, angry, or even kick start your imagination. Something that makes you want to laugh, cry, sing, or even stand up and scream. However, I feel that writing something deep, moving and profound should be saved for the second blog entry and, as I've already told you, this is my first. LuckyHubby

My Military Career
I joined the military on August 14, 1991. I started my career as a watercraft operator. I went to FT Lewis, WA for my basic training and then I went to FT Eustis, VA for my occupational training. Once I completed my training I went to Panama for my first duty station. I met my wife as soon as I got there and after 4 months of dating her we got married. This was in April of 1992. I spent 3 years in Panama with my wife and then we got stationed at FT Eustis. I spent about 2 years there and during those 2 years we had our first 2 children. In 1998, I got orders to go back to Panama for 1 year. After that I was sent back to FT Eustis, where we had our last 2 children. I spent from 1999-2002 there. In 2002 I changed my occupation to a Repair Parts Specialist. I went to school at FT Lee VA, and then I was stationed in Korea for 1 year alone. After that I was stationed at FT Lewis, WA. I spent about a year and a half there and during my stay there, 5 months after signing in to m

Happy Holidays!
I want to wish everyone a Very Merry Christmas and a Wonderful New Year! I hope that this holiday brings you all that you could wish for and then some! To all of you who I have not been in touch with recently, I apologise. I have been so busy with the club it is crazy. As some of you can see I got a night to just relax and have some fun. It was great having a Christmas party and just being able to relax! I will try very hard on my days off on Sunday and Monday to get to everyone and get some comments and ratings going! Again, Happy Holidays and as always.....Sweet Dreams! Dee

Everyone Please Read
Hi All, I just wanted to do a little blog to thank you all for being such good friends. You have made my stay here at Cherry Tap alot of fun. Thank you all for adding me and asking me to add you all. Thanks for all the wonderful comments and the wonderful comments on my photos. Thank you for all the 10's you have gave me. Please know I Appreciate them all. I have to give out a special thank you to my friend Queen Packrat for telling me about this great place. I want to wish you all a Very Merry Christmas and a Safe one also. I hope you all get what you want. May God Bless You All. Thanks again all, Hugs to all, June

I Do Believe You're Trying To Wake Me Up
Words so secure screaming like an alarm Are you trying to wake me up Now what was that you were trying to pull Is it my arm I do believe you're trying to wake me up Now could it be maybe It's not me sleeping Could it be maybe you awakening Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk in the light Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk out of sight Now here I am, but I'm just sleepwalking Yes here I stand But I guess I'm just sleeptalking for myself Now could it be maybe It's not me sleeping Could it be maybe you awakening Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk in the light Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk out of sight One day this world will see me at the horizon One day from a distant light And just before I stand to face my love I'll turn around And with a smile I'll say my goodbyes Just one last goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Sleepwalk in the light Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk out of sight Sleep this time tonight Sleepwalk in the light Sleep t

Cherrytap, I Don't Get This Place.
I guess it's kind of like a myspace for adults? Here is what I don't get 1. The points thing? I guess this is to keep people browsing myspace. 2. How is this better than myspace? I guess if you're collecting "friends" it's pretty much the same. The biggest diffrence for me is that I know pretty much everyone on my myspace friends list. it's easier to actually do worthwhile networking. and easy to find people from your past, provided they are on myspace and that they want to be found. I only know one person on my friends list here on Cherry Tap from somewhere else. Not that I mind meeting new people. But thats seems to be the only point to this site. Does it have any practical uses? -D

Here We Go Again.... Contest Time
Oh my, I do get roped into these! But well, I figure I might win one sometime! Please come say hello and vote for me in the most beautiful girl on CT contest. You may comment as many times as you wish, it is for comments and ratings both! The contest ends on Sunday, 12/17. Many many thanks, my friends!!!

Hey Yall, What's Up?
not much going on here. im suprised that i am not in bed yet lol. usually im tired about now. i dont know, i guess that i am hoping someone will write me back soon and give me something to do...like yeah right like that would ever happen. everyone is being to stuck up or just dont want to talk now days, but oh well. i guess someone will write me again eventually. hehehe. but anyway, aint much going on here. i got a lot of cleaning to do tomorrow. oh and im getting dsl next month...weeeeee...i cant wait. and i am also getting my pics that i took down in the state of Louisiana developed next month also. weeeeee i cant wait on those either hehehe. dont worry!!! i will put em on here when i get em scanned and put on my puter. and i will put em in yahoo profile and my myspace profile. well gotta go for now hope to hear from yall again soon. love yall! love always, amanda

27 Random Questions
27 random questions 1. Are any of your ex's on your top whatever? no 2. How much cash do you have on you? nothing 3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?" floor 4. Favorite planet? venious 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? no idea 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? no idea 7. What shirt are you wearing? levi shirt 8. Do you "label" yourself? mr stamina 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? not wearing any 10. Bright or Dark Room? bright 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? no idea 13. What were you doing at midnight last night? on line 14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say? goodnight 15. Where is your nearest 7-11? elmira you want a slerrpie 16. What's a word that you say a lot? not sure 17.Who told you he/she loved you last? no idea 18. Last furry thing you touched? lol zen yesterday 1

Reply 2 Da Gurls Top 3
List your top 3: 1. God 2. Mom 3. Pimpslap(actual person but didnt want 2 use name) 1. Are you older than number 1? no 2. Are you younger than number 2? yes 3. How did you meet number 3? startn over a new life 4. If you were crying would 1 cheer you up? mostlikely but most people chalk it up 2 dumb luck,or good luck 5.Who's the loudest? Im sure God is but,yet chalk it up if u dont believe but 4 da sake of arugment i would say me 6. Who knows you the best? God and Pimpslap 7. Have you hugged any of them? 2 of them whats da pint young lady? 8. Who have you known the longest? Da Pimp Upstairs & my mom.But how much do we really tell our parents??? Still Whats da point?? 10. Who did you talk to last? All thee above! 9. have you danced with any of them? 2 of them,taught one of them 2 dance! 14. Are you taller than number one? None of them! 16. Have you ever gone out with any of them? out in public??? Al

Poem5
Looking for a better day, Long I searched now dead I lay. Saw things that taught me to feel no pain, Tears fell down like torrential rain. Met alot of folks just trying to live life, Lost alot of loves even a wife. Observed the smile of a mirthful man, Catching the grace falling from God's right hand. Saw the pride of a homecoming soldier, happiness of a child whose another year older. wiped away tears from a widows face. trying to find substance for that huge empty space. looked in the eyes of a child whose soul was lost, sent many men to the grave trying to collect that cost. watched the flag wave across a midnight sky. old gray man hand over heart fighting not to cry. small child's feet tip toeing christmas morning. listen for the carolers as they begin to sing. traveled this world and never found my own, now dead i lay my deliverance is shown.

Poem4
As I sat upon that hilltop, with cigerette in hand, I thought of how the stars shown brighter since she took my hand. Her delicate touch had warmed me, my countenance bore a smile, thought about those saphire eyes showing me no denial. The road she walked was rocky though she made it down the hills, she looked at me through innoscents and sent me into chills. Pain streaked heartache painted a darkened scene, wanted to know what the look in her eyes was really suppose to mean. Her friends all worried when I took her gentle love, they hit their knees afraid of me and prayed to God above. The lord looked down said, " Do not speak, this is my grander plan. For these two deserve each other." as she took him as her man

Please!
Come vote for me in the Best Cross Eyed Pic contest - Hosted by CrazySane! I need all the votes I can get. If you vote your hiney off - I'll buy you a present from the CherryTap gift-shop! I'll go broke if I have to lol! I wont be on again till tomorrow after work sometime,so if you do comment bomb my contest picture, leave me a message telling me you did so and i'll send ya something!....so keep on a voting... I'm off to bed now though.

¢¾ Winter Wonderland ¢¾
ok its getting near christmas and love is in the air but since you opened the bulletin you will be: single foreverrrr -or- have the love of your life taken away from you unless you repost this bulletin with one of these song as the title you got 5minutes after reading all of these good luck :) ¢¾ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU¢¾ if your crushing on someone and want them for the holidays ¢¾JINGLE BELLS ROCK¢¾ if your single and loving it ¢¾LET IT SNOW¢¾ if your just letting things flow for now ¢¾BABY ITS COLD OUTSIDE¢¾ if your taken by somone very specail ¢¾ILL BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS¢¾ if confused and lost ¢¾RUN RUDOLF RUN¢¾ if your wild, flirty, and horny;) ¢¾ WINTER WONDERLAND ¢¾ if you have absoluty no idea wats going on in your life and wish everything would fix by itself.. and soon

Poem3
the illness sheds away with the falling drops of rain. taking away all the thoughts that have made me go insane. my wasted days of nightmares in slumber memoirs of the past, hopes and dreams of my long lost soul lying to rest alas. loves end burning me still the pass of something cherished. now standing naked in the crowd perched alone and embarassed. talked of all my gain when i sat upon the top. now gazing up to the mountain i tumbled seeing the places i stopped. along the way my flesh was torn, nerves were set ablaze, broken hearts lost loves misery of better days. stop and hear my humble voice stories of forlorn. try and remember a happy time since the day that i was born. as we gather feeling the pain that which makes us talk beware of your days for in due time among us you will walk.

Poem2
who am i to ask of you? i am nothing. why do i feel that you have asked me? you are cowards. why do i feel this way? because you have all said you support me. if this is truth why do you not fight beside me? i do not agree but i fight for you. why will you not fight for yourselves? because you are scared. why are you afraid? because fear is great. greatest of emotions? yes i think so. is love not the greatest? no it is not. does love not conquer all? no it subsides. do you fear me? yes you are afraid. why do i not fear? because God is with me. why is he with me? because i asked him to....

Poem
walk among us there are those of us on this earth, who have long since lost the beauty of mirth. now we fight day by day to prepare you a place, so that your happiness embraced on your face. shining through my darkened eyes, light you see coming down from the sky. i shall bring down an unknown flavor, only your senses will venture to savour. at present you know not what i speak, the answers to questions you fail to seek. let go of your fear and depart today, this place you sought i'll show the way. finding my footprints traces a must, to find the way to walk among us.

Hmmmm
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

His Eyes Are Ablaze See The Madman In His Gaze
As the sun breaks above the ground An old man stands on the hill As the ground warms to the first rays of light A birdsong shatters the still His eyes are ablaze See the madman in his gaze Fly on your way like an eagle Fly as high as the sun On your wings like an eagle Fly and touch the sun Now the crowd breaks and a young boy appears Look the old man in his eyes As he spreads his wings and shouts at the crowd In the name of God my father I fly His eyes seem so glazed As he flies on the wings of a dream Now he knows his father betrayed Now his wings burn to ashes to ashes his grave Fly on your way like an eagle Fly as high as the sun On your wings like an eagle Fly and touch the sun

Ur Top 3 Peeps By Shania!!
List your top 3: 1. Ann (mom) 2. Troy 3. Lacie 1. Are you older than number 1? I freaking hope so she's my mom!!! 2. Are you younger than number 2? About a month 3. How did you meet number 3? In our 4th grade classroom (how cute is that!) 4. If you were crying would 1 cheer you up? Yes, my mom knows me best 5.Who's the loudest? hmm.....If my mom has been drinking, I would say her, but if you are talking about 911, I would say Troy AND if you just can't keep up with her smart ass and she finds you dull, then I would say Lacie 6. Who knows you the best? My mom 7. Have you hugged any of them? All three of them many times 8. Who have you known the longest? well I think it would be my mom since she knew me 9 months before I was even born 10. Who did you talk to last? Troy 9. have you danced with any of them? yes I have! 14. Are you taller than number one? LOL are you kidding me?! 16. Have you ever gone out with any of them? out in public?

I'm Fucking Bored!!!
Ok I just made the bed picked up my room and bleached the bathroom sink and the toilet... I am soooooooo bored... I want to go clean the kitchen but my girlfriend is asleep down stairs on the couch so I dont want to wake her.... I'm bored......... Soooooooooooooooooooo fucking bored. Did I mention I am bored?

Wow!...thanks!
Thank you all for your responses to pics available..I'm sorry if a little slow getting back to you personally...Trying to keep up!Please leave me a message with an email address to send you more info!...Luv ya'll...weedle

What The Fuck
whizzywig html editor from unverse.netA SERIOUS QUESTION ASKED IN A NON-SERIOUS MANNERCAN ANYONE TRUTHFULLY AND HONESTLY EXPLAIN TO ME 1....WHAT THE FUCK IS THE BASTARD POINT OF THIS INANE SITE ? 2....WHAT SICK BASE LEVEL OF FUN DOES ANYONE GET OUT OF IT ? 3....WHAT DEGREE OF AMUSEMENT IS ON OFFER ? 4....WHAT DOES IT OFFER INTELLECTUALLY ? 5....SURELY, THERE'S MORE TO YOUR SAD LITTLE LIVES THAN THIS ? MYSERIOUS ANSWERSIN A "OH THE HUMANITY" STYLE1....THERE IS NO BASTARD POINT, JUST AN ENDLESS LIVING HELL2....NO GAMES TO PLAY, NO GROUPS TO JOIN,JUST BOLLOX, MORE BOLLOX, BIGGER BOLLOXAND MEGA-BOLLOX WITH BIG RED BELL-ENDS HANGING FROM THEM.3....ASIDE OF THE SCREAMINGLY ORIGINAL 'CONTESTS' -LETS THINK, OH YEAHTHERE'SSHITTY MUSICFLASHING YA TITSTRYING TO OUT-SHOUT EVERYONE ELSEAND THE PSEUDO FALSENESS OF 'BELONGING' AT THE ENDSOUNDS FAMILIARTHINK - SHITTY SEX WITH YOUR OLD MAN.....AGAIN4....IT DOESN'T OFFER 1% OF ME

Friends Are Like Butt Cheeks
Thought for the day... Friends.. Friends are like butt cheeks. Crap might separate them, But they always come back together. Send this to all your butt cheeks this was sent to me..found it amusing..thought you might too

Angels Of Death
Laying here on my bed. I look up at the celling.I can see the Angels flying over me. One by one they get into a circle. I can see their dark robes with their white wings standing out against their robes. Is this my time I wonder or is somene I know about to pass from this world. I turn and look to my left and I can see a very white light. I know this light. IT is the light you pass through when your time here on Earth is up. Is it my time I look to one Angel and ask but i get no response they just keep circling above my head like vultures waiting for fresh meat. One by one they come closer so I can see their faces against the heavenly glow. some look like old ancient wise men with their beards so long they reach the floor. some look like the youth of yesterday . then some i cant make out that well even though they are in touching distance. I keep asking myself is it my time. Are they here to comefort me or to take me. My pain is great but im not ready to pass from this place yet I cr

Things From My Childhood I Remember :)
Things I remember from my childhood.... -sounds of crickets outside my window with the wind lightly blowing on my face -the Weaver Hole...the pond down the hill and across the road at my old house -the tree in my backyard we climbed -the tree at my granny's house we always got in trouble for climbing -my granny's porch rails we climbed and ALWAYS got in trouble for -mowing my granny's yard and going to the creek behind her house -drinking sprite out of these tiny glass cups at my granny's...mmm always tasted sooo good there lol -going to the barn with my grandpa as he would proceed to go to the loft and drink a beer and always say, "now don't you tell your mamaw!" lol -the tire swing/saddle swing pappaw put up in the barn -the smell of the barn, all the animals, hay, corn, fresh cut grass, etc -band practice in the middle of summer outside, dying of heat and fatigue, but loving the sense of pride of accomplishing what you had learned -laying in my bed

Original Poetry 2
I seek the princess’s hand Just as every other man How may I win my princess? Should undying devotion I profess? How might I gain her favor? I fear my determination might wavier I am but a lowly peasant And she is far beyond my acquiescent So I should seek my fortune across the sea But even so, a prince I’ll never be But if gain my fortune and cross the sand Just like the Count of Monte Cristo I could lay my plan I could go to that castle lain in the Poconos And climb the highest tower just to hand her a rose But alas the walls are steep and hard to breach And like those cold stone walls ‘tis her heart I can’t reach Amongst her court with princes and noblemen all gathered ‘round My voice is too far away for the princess to hear a sound Amongst her kingdom are great men and scholars that sing to her their song And kingdom such as that I just don’t belong It is my destiny to only admire her from afar So I will honor her by giving her, her own star Though I may not

7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7

The Smell Of Arcrid Smoke And Horses Breath
Youll take my life but Ill take yours too Youll fire you musket but Ill run you through So when your waiting for the next attack Youd better stand theres no turning back The bugle sounds as the charge begins But on this battlefield no one wins The smell of arcrid smoke and horses breath As you plunge into a certain death The horse he sweats with fear we break to run The mighty roar of the russian guns And as we race towards the human wall The screams of pain as my comrades fall We hurdle bodies that lay on the ground And the russians fire another round We get so near yet so far away We wont live to fight another day We get so close near enough to fight When a russian gets me in his sights He pulls the trigger and I feel the blow A burst of rounds take my horse below And as I lay there gazing at the sky My bodys numb and my throat is dry And as I lay forgotten and alone Without a tear I draw my parting groan

Home
A place of unbelonging A different kind of story Not one to enjoy, instead it destroys And gives no absolute glory Thoughts of family gathering Smitten away and leaving No joy, just pain; this is insane All happiness is fleeting No longer an angry feeling Just finally accepting This is wrong; can't stay long It just seems imposing

What Once Had Meanings
Christmas What is it to you? -I don't know what it means anymore. Family What is it to you? -A broken home is all I can think of. Happiness What is it to you? -I don't remember how that felt. Love... What is it to you? -Pain, anger, frustration, loneliness. I've lost the things I held close to me Simply because I let you bring me down Always letting people control me Without a fight; without a sound

To All My Friends On Ct
AN ANGEL IS WHAT I'LL BE IF I HAD A CHANCE AN ANGEL'S WHAT I'D BE AND EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED I'D BE THERE TO SEE, YOU'DE BE RIGHT WITH ME TO WRAP MY WINGS AROUND, ONLY YOU WOULD KNOW I'M THERE FOR I WOULDN'T MAKE A SOUND I OULD SEE AHEAD OF YOU TO HEALP DIRECT YOUR PATH I'D ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU YOU'D NEVER HAVE TO ASK I'D BE THERE PROTECTING YOU AND KEEPING YOUR FROM HARM, FOR NOTHING IS TWO HARD FOR ME WITH MY LOVING ARMS WHEN YOU HAVE SOMEWHERE TO GO I'LL BE WITH YOU IN FLIGHT I'LL ALSO BE THERE PROTECTING I'N THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT SO IF I HAD A CHOICE AN ANGEL'S WHAT I 'D BE I'D BE RIGHT THERE BESIDE YOU HELPING YOU SEE

Sexual Horoscope
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Room - Chapter 3 - Meet The Guests
Later that day as we were sitting outside by the pool lounging under the warm Summer afternoon, I was reviewing the guest list. First there was Gary who was the best man and my best friend ever since grade school. I remember all the trouble that we got into growing up and how we each stood by the other person’s side no matter what the punishment or consequences were from our actions. It had been a few years since we have talked over the phone and even longer since we had seen each other. I wondered how his life had been. Next on the list was Sheldon, the total party animal at the wedding. Well not only at the wedding but always was the party animal. This guy could drink anyone under the table. We met while both attending State University. I walked into the dorm room on the first day of college and knocked over a garbage can of beer cans. I asked the guy laying on the bed looking half passed out if there was a party in here last night. He told me that those were just from t

To My Father
Please don't laugh, I write a lot of poetry and figured this one could go up.......... I know I've disappointed you But please let me explain It seemed you never cared And it caused me so much pain I did everything you ever asked of me But it still was not enough I felt no pride or trust from you And all I wanted was your love As your daughter, I should've got that But you were never proud of me You didn't give me a chance And you were never happy We always fought with each other Whether you verbal or physical Now we don't speak anymore And I feel I've lost it all First his lies and then yours Such betrayal cannot be handled I'm weak in ways I cannot explain And your love was a scandle You always told me growing up That I must learn to kill to feel safe But in my experience I have found I'd rather kill myself than be your slave So now without you and your "guidance" I shall wander this jagged road Thoug my soul will be forever torn It's the only way to car

Ugh!
I cant sleep. Ive got work in 6 hours. But my body hurts so fucking bad that it just wont let me sleep. My eyes are still burning from my new contact solution. And i cant stop sneezing. IM FREEZING. Someone save me. Make it go away -cries- ♥

The Room - Chapter 2 - The Next Day
I awake the next morning to the smell of warm cooked breakfast. The sun shines through the curtains of the bedroom window. You can feel the warmth in the bedroom. A perfect summer morning. I flung the sheets off of me and went into the bathroom. I do my morning routine and head downstairs. As I get closer to the kitchen the smell of breakfast becomes more the distinct smell of eggs, bacon and pancakes. Entering the kitchen I see my beautiful wife. She has the biggest smile on her face. "Honey this party idea is great. It was really nice talking to our old friends last night. Looks like everyone from our wedding party is going to make it." She tells me in cheeful glee. "That's wonderful dear." I respond back to her. "Breakfast smells delicious and looks even better than it smells. Thanks for getting up early and cooking dear." I smile as I talk to her. The rest of the morning goes by without a hitch. We decide to take a lounging day at home and discuss some of th

Just To Clear A Few Things Up
Ok this blog is to clear up a few things.I thought my profile was very clear but i guess not so here we go.... 1.My name is Amy. 2.I am Married.I have a husband. not sure how many other ways i can say it. 3.The photos of the guy in my photos is Dave my Husband.Check out number 2 if still not clear 4.Ys my husabnd knows about the adult pics.He was the one who took the photos of me and he told me i should put them up. 5.The adult photos that I have posted do Not mean the following-that I have a open marriage,that we are swingers,that any man on this earth besides Dave will ever touch me again,that im a whore or that im a slut. 6.Yes I have yahoo messy and NO you cant have the screen name.I dont want to give it out and i shouldnt be asked why i dont want to 20 millions times after the first time i say no. 7.I will not get on cam for you.I dont care how nice of a guy you are its not going to happen.There are 80 some photos of me on my profile.You know what i look

To My Friends
I NEED YOU MY FRIENDS I NEED YOU NOW PLEASE TAKE ME BY THE HAND STAND BY ME IN MY OUR OF NEED, TAKE TIME TO UNDERSTAND TAKE MY HAND,DEAR FRIEND AND LEAD ME FROM THIS PLACE CHASE AWAY MY DOUBTS AND FEARS, WIPE THE TEARS FROM OF MY FACE FRIEND I CAN'T STAND ALONE. I NEED YOUR HAND TO HOLD THE WARMTH OF YOUR GENTLE TOUCH IN MY WORLD THAT GROWN SO COLD PLEASE BE A FRIEND TO ME AND HOLD ME DAY BY DAY BECAUSE WITH OUR LOVING HAND IN MINE I KNOW WE'LL FIND THE WAY

"explanation Unknown"
"Explanation unknown" ---------------------------------- -With that look in your eye I can feel your love A half simmered smile Protruding your graceful glow Shining aloud Playing this tempered song You call my attention Starting this fire ablaze Feeling this passion... ...Flame... ...Consequence... Decision to endure Our time together Decision to endure Our cries together Sticking together Through the dullest shine And your prettiest frown I enclose your heart Thoughtfully... ....Carefullly... Delicately not to break Your heart Your beautiful soul Your fire inside... ....Because without your flame You'll wander aimlessly And an explanation of love UKNOWN...

Review-coffee Shop-
here in clarksvill tn there is a coffee shop at the bottom of boot hill across from hooters called cafe paradiso. it a small place that is friendly and makes a great cup of coffee. weather you like the original cup of joe, or one of those complicatedly names frothy things. theyre open m-f 530 am to 7 pm. if you get a chance to stop in do so! and bring a friend, or date.. lol 821 north second street.

"lonely Star"
"Lonely star" ---------------------- -Staring down Casting shadows Upon your skin Reflecting Refracting The contour of your face Calling this attention Staring upon this This backdrop of infinite silk A Gem splattered hallucination Created by something unknown Trusting this creation As it shines down up thee Mercifully Carefully Never to dull your shine Catching the corner of your eyes Captured through this moment It shines upon your breast Tracing your elegance Showing beauty to the world This light pampered By your image It admires throughout the night Forever capturing On to its cameras of time Your timeless art of Youth and pure intensity

Here Is Some More Shit For You
Once again for some reason guys get off on being complete ass holes to women. Well, I hate to break it to you again but that doesn't make you a man! A man doesn't make fun of a women for no reason. So if you want to be an ass hole to someone come to me and I will fucking make you all regret the day you were born. I am surprised how many supposed men out there that beat their wives and want to be considered a man. In my opinon you are nothing more a coward. Nothing more then a little boy with our any courage. I don't understand how people can do that and want to be considered a man. Well I guess that is why the real men out there get such a bad rap. In today's world you don't know if the one you are with is going to be a real man or a fucking ass hole that needs to be put in their place. I am sorry but the last guy that was a dick to me, I put him the hospital. I am not proud of that fact but the fucking ass shouldn't of hit me. What we need is more women to stand up for themselves and

24 New Nude Pics!
http://www.swingersspace.com/refer.php?refer=kissingangel1180 If you have not joined here yet...join for free...search for kissingangel1180 after joining and add me as friend there... Hugs and Kisses Kelly

And Now... Something Funny For The Ladies!
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is th e calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard befo

"coincidental Meetings"
...sometimes you meet people in the best of ways. By saying that I mean that you'll meet this person and get the best advice and knowledge from them even when you weren't seeking anything at all. I falls into your lap so to speak.... "Coincidental meetings" ----------------------------------- -This evening blasting, With this most intelligent rhapsody. Words blazing out upon the crowd, Decent and proper to the vicinity. A little faith in the air, Being absorbed through osmosis. Taking heed to this intellectuality, Accepting this worded diagnosis. I close my eyes, But begin to see. Through the back of my lids, Lights shimmering, Retinas dilating, The music connects to me. Riding these siesmic waves, To this mental freedom, I release... ...I release my self.... Becoming conscience of my surroundings, My eyes crack open. People dancing, Pupils correcting to adjust, The blurr surrounds me. ...Taking this passion to heart, Th

To My Love Richard
RARE LOVE I HAVE A SEEN YOU MILLION TIMES EACH TIME IS LIKE THE FIRST MY LOVE FOR YOU SWEEL IN MY HEART SOMETIMES LIKE IT MAY BURST YOUR SMILE IS LIKE A NEW DAY THAT IS GLOURIOUS WITH LOVE ABOUND LIKE A RAY OF SUNSHINE A TREASURE I HAVE FOUND OUR TIME TOGETHER IS PRICELESS ALL YOU EVER NEED TO DO IS LOVE ME DEAR COMPLETELY THE SAME WAY THAT I LOVE YOU ONE THING I KNOW DEEP IN MY HEART I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER A LOVE LIKE OURS SETS US APART WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGOTHER. LIKE A LOVELY SWAM IN A NICE BLUE LAKE WITH SO MUCH BEAUTY AROUND LIKE OUR RARE LOVE MY DARLING SPECIAL BLESSING ARE ALWAYS FOUND

What I Am
What animal-spirit lives inside of you? WolfInside of you, the spirit of the wolf is sleeping.The wolf is a lonesome traveler in the lonely prairies, the deep woods and the never-ending deserts of ice and snow of the Rocky Mountains, Alaska,the North pole and so on...The wolf is fine with being on his own and managing his days.So are you.But be aware of, that wolves also live in groups often , to support each other and to defend against their enemies with greater success.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Last One In Line
A bus carrying only ugly people crashes into an oncoming truck, and everyone inside dies. As they stand at the Pearly Gates waiting to enter Paradise and meet their maker, God decides to grant each person one wish because of the grief they have experienced. They're all lined up, and God asks the first one what the wish is. "I want to be gorgeous," and so God snaps His fingers, and it is done. The second one in line hears this and says "I want to be gorgeous too." Another snap of His fingers and the wish is granted. This goes on for a while with each one asking to be gorgeous, but when God is halfway down the line, the last guy in the line starts laughing. When there are only ten people left, this guy is rolling on the floor, laughing his head off. Finally, God reaches this last guy and asks him what his wish will be. The guy eventually calms down and says: "Make 'em all ugly again!!" NEXT TIME YOU'RE LAST IN LINE . . BE HAPPY.

Weird People In My Garage?? On Myspace
guy wants to stay in my Garage.LMAO!! would you want to stay in my garage? any takers? LOL "Jim on myspace" Hey there- I am thinking of moving to KC and wanted to make new friends. Okay, actually, I'm not moving, but I WILL be heading there soon to perform. Maybe I can stay in your garage. I realize you might be like, " who the hell is this?". I’m a very pale comedian. A clip of my stand up is on my profile if you want to see if I’m funny. No pressure and thanks for your time. Hot pocket, Jim --------- My Reply& friend added some in to the reply: Hi, Just wandering why you want stay in my garage for?, when you don’t know me that well. My garage is very dusty with spiders & bugs, and you would have to share it with my pet fluffy. well not my pet, he belongs to my crazy aunt and we are watching him since she, um, had her accident. wasnt too bad till i found out he was a monster and has lots of friends. normally i feed him one wierd person a week that want com

"inner Beauty"
"Inner Beauty" -------------------- -Perilous blasphomy, Taking this world into organization, I glimpse through the corner of my eye. Never seeing, But seeking, Can my truth really be out there? Action, Reaction, Truth to this simple formula. Profiling character, Exempting what matters, Deciding my fateful psuedo truth. Never taking in these repetitious faults, I play the same game, Dragging minds through this backwards evolution. Love, Some say a simple thing, They're lyers.... Complex none the less, Blind to the genius, And complicated even when simple. Frustrated by my glass wall, Running into what I can't see, I stare profusely, Blank as the air in front of me. Givin awards, Comemorated for these emotional efforts, Even fucked for talent, But nonetheless miserable. Poetic fantasies set the pace, Revolutionizing a dying race, Setting the glitter which coats our faces. Sparkly and beautiful, Warm and gentle,

I Am In A Contest Go Vote Please!!!
Ok so I have round 3 open for pictures go bomb the hell out of the girl that you want too win....here are the girls....Just click on the picture here and go bomb them.... SillyElliebobellie ~Txsweetbeauty~* Happy Eyes ¢¾ Lanie ¢¾read my profile before you ask to be added ;) Unwanted Apparition aka SweetZ the Juggalette~Juggalette Homie~'s

And Another One !
i used to think that you were going to be there forever i always knew that there wasn't a storm we couldn't weater then you had to leave and left me to face it all alone when i look around at these four walls i can't help but feel that this house is not a home why did you leave me, and where did you go all these years together and i have nothing to show we were there for each other since we were kids and we always had each other in times like this but now i see you and it is time to say goodbye at times like now all i can do is cry it is so hard letting go of you and everything we've been through but it will be ok, i will be there to help you through i will go for now but i will come back to you one day we will find the love that we lost someday i brought you flowers just to show that my love is still strong no need to worry about it, i will place them on your stone . this is for anyone who has ever lost thier lo

My Song In Progress!
It was morning on September 9, That's the day i lost my mind. How could this be, happening to me. My wife, my son, my baby girl, 2 years old and bouncing curls. Why would he, take them away from me? When you lose the ones you love so much. Nothing seems to matter much. You keep asking,"Where'd i go wrong? And even on your brightest day, the clouds they turn your blue to grey. Then, your shining light, Is gone. She was my wife of seven years, through the laughter and the tears. Through the maybe's, and the babies. Next, it was my only son. He wanted to grow up and run, for president. God, he was heaven sent. I'd tuck them in, kiss them goodnight. They would wake at morning's light. but that's gone, and, i'm all alone. And,as the final casket's closed, I have no one there to hold. And their shining light, Is gone. And there she is, my little girl. My l

"these Angel's"
"These Angel's" ------------------ *Body* -Virbrant shimmer of beauty, Eclectic to the sight, And priceless conjures of an entity. With wings of platinum sensation, The hearts of purity, They possess my house of sanctity. Archangelic and righteous, Consumed into secrecy, Images of intamacy settle peace of mind. To be held into celestial comfort, Priceless to the soul, Pricless and unconditional for an inward bind. *Eyes* -Merely figments by imagination, These phantoms beautifully elude. With thier hidden sense of security, Tracing your every step, Never to taint your predilective moves. Drowning with thier depth, Thier sincerity, Losing body and mind to their reverie. Like gazing into the heavens, Comfort has no boundaries, Uplifting the putrid soul into thier endless sea. Can you feel thier effervescent Loving touch? *Voice* -More ethereal than mourning waves, Touching deep within, Moving life to a harmonic angelic beat

"fundamental Moments"
"fundamental moments" ------------------------------- -Detached within my mind, I leave the complexities to dissipate. Breathing life in with full force, Exhaling the crossed, Wiping clean an old tainted slate. Eligible to take the whole world, Automatically compelled to notify ambitions. My moments are of frail tidings, Personally struggling to originate, Building walls of this infinite damnation. Bland are but the least, When fabricating this reality, Creating a hole of peculiar aspirations. A faintly registered reality, Shining through eclectic confrontations, Illuminating my desiring heart. Interrogating this superficial cry, Putting forth the entity of decimating truth, Relating to all the credulous intimidations. Inverted momentum breaks stride, Causing the hault of in depth revelations, And crowding a mindful dispense. Brewing lustful loads of comfort, Breaking my mold of self control, Leaving a tired soul to a magnitude

"desolate Landings"
"Desolate Landings" ---------------------------- -Playing life with a tainted deck, Obstacles round every corner, With trializations of infinite abundance. Vocalizing these virtues of indifference, Creating this life a simpler bliss, Standing here with a psuedo prestigious stance. Inner demons rising with the cries of resentment, Cashing in these drained thoughts of pale investments, Causing the fall of a confused angel. Clipped wings bleed the purity of these sins, Never wanting to fly this emotion again, Disabled to the crucification of this hell. Events supercede to this granduer of complication, Leaving persons to elevate trusts, Then demoralize allocations. Actions take forms of mistrust, Words turn to interrogations, Weeping the affections of deprivation. Opening curtains, To a once bright and vibrant playground, Complete with fragrant emotions. Peaking again to see a downward spiral, Drowning with simple greys and off whites,

I Got Bored And Had A Lot Of Time On My Hands
So i went through and moved my pics and went through a lot of updating so feel free to go through and rate or comment on my pics please and you can rip the ones that are not mine

Fuckable Scale
Sexy Scale How hot are you? Post this for your friends to see and watch the answers you get sent back to you!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relashionship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Yo daddy should of worn a rubber!!! -1= wow.....You're ugly. 0= You're not ugly. .. 1= You're almost okay. 2= You're "okay." 3= You're average. 4= You're kinda cute. 5= You're fine! 6= You're beautiful/gorgeous! 7= I'd hit it!!! 8= DAAAMMMNN YOUR SEXY!!!!!! 9= I want to MARRY you! 10= I want you alone NOW! 11= i wanna fuck you DAY and NIGHT

Read Previous Blog
it went okay... i assume it's a good sign that after we went through the songs i'm supposed to learn 1) he gave me a cd to listen to at home so i can practice their songs at home 2) we got along better than ever expected 3) we pretty much have the same music taste 4) i stayed a couple hours later than planned just hanging out with the guys and playing video games the guy seriously has a recording studio in his house... the soundboard alone worth 70k or so... at least 13 guitars, both acoustic and electric. electronic and regular drumset. amplifiers, speakers, and mics everywhere... and he's really talented. the whole thing sounds amazing and everyone else is just as talented. insane. i really want to be part of this...!!!

Mm Need To Sleep
oh nothing too knew and exciting, i went and did laundry today which is always good. i worked the midnight shift last night since dean's kids are sick he had asked me to. he worked both mine and his shifts today well he's still working his shift. i feel bad he looked exhausted at 9 and he works untill 6 am. but, as he said he cant afford the money he already lost by not working the midnight. he probably didnt sleep much last night tho since he was probably taking care of the kids. he's going on vacation soon so ill be working more midnights. im actually going to train the new guy in which should be interesting. i somehow feel a bit energetic and lively today it happens every now and then. not as often as it used to, i used to feel this way whenever i was with ravyn really, but for now ill take any moment of not feeling shitty i can get since they are few and far between. well no i dont ussually feel shitty just meh or ok. i should be in bed cuz i have to get up early but owell.

R.i.p Frankie
Its 4am and the phone rings and all I hear is pain Please my friend you've got to help me out I hear the sound of the rain I get up and I put on my coat I grab my kees by the door I take a breath as I light my last cigarette I cant go through this anymore I see you standing out in the rain I pull the car to the side You start to shiver but it not because your cold Its the poision your craving inside I can remember those days When I would look in your eyes I saw them shine and it made me smile But not today, only pain Its hurting me that yout killing youtself You wipe a tear from my eye Its hutting me that your killing yourself I start to breakdown and cry Why is it you cant see This shit has got to end Cause I wont be there to bury you Your my oldest fucking friend I always said Id die for you Im loyal to the grave But I never thought Id watch you die..... R.I P. Frankie

Falter No More
Falter. fail Falter, fail Scars are covered Pain well hidden Smile empty Souless, dead A self inflicted tradgity Mental warefare with myself Slowly killing Never ending Tourtured prison Falter. fail Falter, fail My mind is All over You made me who I am I never imagined. you reaching for my hand Pushed down Let down Dissapointed all over again My love feels so empty Will I ever feel it again? Falter, fail Falter. fail Over Again and again Falter, Fail Falter, Fail Again and Again Falter. fail Falter, fail Never.. ever AGAIN!! By Dolly Disaster

Dark Days
I remember the first time like it was yesterday I remember how sad I was... I remember the tears I didnt want to shed kept flowing down my face fuck you for making me cry thats what I thought.. I was angry... sooooo angry I needed a release there it was Ohhh I remember the first time.. I never thought that it would make me feel Make me feel this sweet release Something that is supposed to hurt you Well it didnt hurt me.. It was euphoric It was like for a moment.. just a single moment I forgot.. I forgot all those things you said Those words that cut me deeper than I Deeper than I cut myself.. You hurt me.. You alone.. Every one tells a story This is mine......

Nothing But The Truth
UNTITLED AT THE MOMENT Current mood: restless Category: Life JUDGE NOT... LET YE BE JUDGED BLESSED ARE THOSE THAT MAKE THE SACRIFICE, DAMN THE SOULS OF THOSE WITH HEARTS OF ICE, SEEK REFUGE IN ANOTHERS HEART, CAN LIFE BE OVER BEFORE IT STARTS ? WE AS A PEOPLE OFTEN LET THINGS PASS, LIKE SANDS OF TIME IN AN HOUR GLASS, SOME PEOPLE RELY ON THE POWER OF PRAYER, HOPING WHEN THEY AWAKEN THE PROBLEMS ARENT THERE, WE CAN ONLY HOPE ,WISH , AND PRAY, THAT WE WILL SURVIVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY, THE UNCERTAINTY OF LIFE IS OUR CROSS TO BARE, LIVE LIFE PURE AND AVOID THE DEVIL'S LAIR, SOME SPEND FORTUNES TO HIDE THEIR TRUE SELF, THE TICKET TO HEAVEN YOU DONT BUY WITH WEALTH, THE THINGS WE DO WHILE HERE ON THIS EARTH, DECIDE BUT ONE THING .... OUR HEAVENLY WORTH ! VOICES EYES ARE THE WINDOW TO THE SOUL, BUT WORDS ARE THE GATEWAY TO THE MIND, WE ALL IN LIFE MUST HAVE A GOAL, GOALS THAT SOME OF US WILL NEVER FIND, THOSE OF US THAT SUCCEED MOVE ON TO ENLIGHTEN, USING OUR TALENTS WE DISPLAY LIFE,

A Title With No Name In It
See you I do from time to time Gliding through my mind Smearing passion in my eyes Stealing breath from inside Chest beating, heart racing Flying but never able to close the time Idling, and never able to form a straight line Hiding and somehow found without the use of light Synching binds tight No escape tonight… Or the next, or the…. Blinded by a crimson blush Shining off aluminum, of a brushed nature Resting, reclining… the green I think is nature Dreams seem to be seeping into forums not intended So I’ll stop there and not very worried if this makes any sense

"off My Feet"
“Off my feet” ---------------------- -I looked into you And saw my lost parts I tried to hold on tight But the form of you Fell apart Deep blue diamonds Cut right through me Leaving marks Of beauty Bottomless Inside my heart I looked unto you And saw your missing parts I held you close Tight But your fragility Fell apart My earth tones watching Your every move I feel alive For the first time in months But now you are gone I will give you The universe Only to keep you Close to me And in my arms I looked at you Blinked And walked away Falling down The further I got The mist of night Filled my eyes As the dust Of hope Blew away from me And swept me From my feet

Broken Again
Do you ever put yourself in a situation and then you wonder how the fuck you wound up there in the first place? Well, Im sitting here thinking that exact thought, The crazy thing is...... I know exactly how I wound up where I am right now..... .. In my head right now Im thinking.... I miss him..Who's going to care about me the way you did? All my faults and my flaws you embraced... I never felt so comfortable with someone enough to just let them in... I let my guard down and poured our my heart.. You gave me your shoulder to cry on, and when you held me on your bed in your arms, I felt safe for the first time ever Thats why Im in the position that Im in... Those are the thoughts that make me say, Im sorry After all the hurtful words, after all the broken promises, and after all the tears, I let you back in..... Nothing ever changes, your just like my father... The man that hurt me the most in my life..The man that I used t

"irreproachable"
"Irreproachable" --------------------- -Deciphering through this mess I find myself once again Agnostically arising from my ashes I appear again reborn Into this image of complacency Drained from my antecedent This shower of purity Washes away my fears My doubts And any discrepancy I feel in unease Staring through crystal windows I find your soul beneath Shining purely Shining innocently Like a child hiding Beneath securely covered sheets I hold out my hand Allowing for your grasp Your Trust Your pacification Trying to set you free Your acceptance Blatantly paves your path Setting forth in motion Without attrition Prospectively where you wanna be Temperament sets you apart From extortion From any charlatan And the other cheaters Who try to decieve Your heart is pure Your heart is light Intentions pulling me closer I see this clarity Of your inner light Can emotions cloud sight? You ask ill-adv

A Tribute To My Fallen Friends
I have not lived a charmed life,nothing was ever given to me.It was earned by hard work.Through my life so far I have lost many friends.I would say a lot more than most people.I just want all you guy's to know I miss you and the times we had,the things we did.And the things we never got to do because you were stolen from this plain of existance.I feel I should be with you guys,and I'm living on borrowed time.I'm constantly taking chances,and doing things that are self destructive.I feel maybe that I'm being punished. Out of our circle,I'm the only one left.I love you guys and miss you all very much.I'll see you on the other side.WARRIOR Richard Bass- Run down and killed by a drunk driver,... Daniel McNeil- Died Brain Cancer,... Freddie Heim- Drowned,... Terry Bagley- Killed Motorcycle accident,... Timmy Bagley- Killed Car accident....Joseph Rebello-Heroin Overdo

Redemption Song
Old pirates, yes, they rob I; Sold I to the merchant ships, Minutes after they took I From the bottomless pit. But my hand was made strong By the 'and of the Almighty. We forward in this generation Triumphantly. Won't you help to sing These songs of freedom? - 'Cause all I ever have: Redemption songs; Redemption songs. Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery; None but ourselves can free our minds. Have no fear for atomic energy, 'Cause none of them can stop the time. How long shall they kill our prophets, While we stand aside and look? Ooh! Some say it's just a part of it: We've got to fullfil the book. Won't you help to sing These songs of freedom? - 'Cause all I ever have: Redemption songs; Redemption songs; Redemption songs. --- /Guitar break/ --- Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery; None but ourselves can free our mind. Wo! Have no fear for atomic energy, 'Cause none of them-a can-a stop-a the time. How long shall they kill our prophets

Saving You
Deep in a pit of agony and despair I try to pull you out of it to show you hat I care you have dug this hole on your own but I will be there reaching out for you just know your not alone If I could I would take it away your pain and misery and make it all mine today your agony gone I would live peacfully hiding your sorrows inside of me You make it sound as if you are just fine but your pallid look tells me otherwise your in dangerous territory you walk a fine line Ill take all the danger and make it all mine Please help yourself for this is all I can do I am scared of your doom and for your sanity too Be the man you were before so I dont have to be frightened anymore

Being Honest
well I was completely honest with CCL and it did hurt very much,especially when no matter what I said or how much I cried, All he could say was he was sorry he didn't mean to lead me on.... well with that i don't know, He says he wants to continue to be friends and build on that, BUT what does that mean in the male language seriously! I told him I couldn't allow that! I can't go from being enemys to being friends to being lovers to being friends again, I just am not built that way... he says he will not ever give up on me, ummmmmm so what does that mean again in the male language? I wanted so much from this whole thing, only to have non of it fulfilled in the least..... To hear him say he is sorry makes things a little better but I am a so show me kinda girl...... words are just that words it takes actions to convince a lady that has been scorned, does it not! I am getting better though I didn't answer his call twice today but I did call him back once. but i did miss he

"caught By Sirens"
"Caught by Sirens" --------------------------- -My everyday routine Tainted By the monotony of dedications Seeking Refuge through Others becoming significant Mirrors reflect my Exterior Missing All thats underneath I hide once again From this mutiny As immaturity surrounds Like a moat Enclosing me within This once again Cold-Hearted Shell of protection I CLOSE MY EYES AND ESCAPE...... ......And hear this Beautiful, Hypnotic, Yet soothing song. Coming from this Light I hear voices of Beauty They call my name As I Surcome To thier Songs Following Temptation Thier spell glazes upon my soul Pulling me to the Appetite of Desire of Sin Twisted in thier web I'm nude With intent Singing thier lost Melody Thier song of Sirens

Pink Dildo's
A little old lady, well into her eighties, slowly enters the front door of a sex shop. Obviously very unstable on her feet, she wobbles the few feet across the store to the counter. Finally arriving at the counter and grabbing it for support, she Asks the sales clerk: "Dddooo youuuu hhhave dddddiilllldoesss?" The clerk, politely trying not to burst out laughing, replies: "Yes we do have dildos. Actually we carry many different models." The old woman then asks: "Dddddoooo yyyouuuu ccaarrryy aaa pppinkk onnee, tttenn inchessss lllong aaandd aabboutt ttwoo Inchesss ththiickk..aaand rrunns bby bbaatteries? The clerk responds, "Yes we do." Ddddooo yyoooouuuu kknnnoooww hhhowww tttooo ttturrrnnn ttthe ssonnnoooffabbitch offff?"

Poem By Me!
MY LIFE Of all the friends I've ever met, You are the one's I won't forget, And if I die, Before you do, I'll go to heaven, And wait for you, I'll give the angels, Back my wings, And risk the loss, Of everything, Just to prove, My friendship is true, I'm thankful to have, FAMILY AND FRIENDS LIKE YOU!!!! WITH ALL MY LOVE XOXOXO.....TERESA

~~think Before You Speak~~
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - The last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could Immediately take the words back... Or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow And asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around an d walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... He knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes , I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen Who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said , "I think I like playing with men's balls." < BR s

Gradmas Famous Fruitcake Recipe...lol,you Have Got To Try It!
Ingredients: *One cup water *One cup sugar *Four large eggs *Two cups of dried fruit *One teaspoon baking soda *One teaspoon salt *One cup brown sugar *Lemon juice *Nuts *One bottle whisky * Sample the whisky to check for quality. Take a large bowl. Check the whisky again. To be sure it is the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. * Repeat. * Turn on the electric mixer, beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar and beat again. * Make sure the whisky is still okay. Cry another tup. Turn off the mixer. * Break two leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. * Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers pry it loose with a drewscriver. * Sample the whisky to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt. Or something. Who cares? Check the whisky. * Now sift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Spoon. Of sugar or something. Whatever you can find. * G

~ Contest For Pretty Nails And Toe Nails Starts 12/15 12:00p.m.
Attn: Lady's with painted toes or finger nails join my contest and win prizes I count comments and count rates for everyone! starts 12/15 noon and ends 12/22 noon Will be first, second and thrid place winners send me a link to ur pic in my message box and i'll enter you! thanks maria

But I Didn't Say Slit Wrists
There is suffering in my lack of suffocation There is agony in my lack of flesh separation The feeling I get when my skin splits is honestly euphoric And when I get sight of my own blood, honestly I adore it It’s not about depression, or self mutilation It’s thrilling It makes me happy And that is self adulation

A Decison I Have Come To
Okay yall listen up this is very important to all of you all I know this will come as a shock to many of you but I going to be taking a leave of absence starting this weekend in light of some personal issues I am going to be leavin the tap for awhile I do not know when I will be back or If I will be back im not sure it really depends on alot of things if I come back or not this hasnt been an easy decision to make but it has to be done and I just want you all to know I think the world of all of you all and I have loved being you alls friend and I treasure each and everyone of you all and will never forget some of you to my best friend and my sissy I love you to death and you know Im a sissy to you for life and always will be. To robin and rin and cowboy and all the members of the c&c I love you all and I will treasure you all for ever when I leave Shattered Spirits will be taking over until I come back or when an if I come back most of you have my email so this will be the only way of t

Yep, This Is Me!
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot81%Exciting69%Violent69%Wet56%Soft44%Shy25%Awkward13%Sweet13%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Anytime
I can't remember why we fell apart From something that was so meant to be, yeah Forever was the promise in our hearts Now, more and more I wonder where you are [Chorus] Do I ever cross your mind, anytime Do you ever wake up reaching out for me Do I ever cross your mind anytime I miss you Still have your picture in a frame Hear your footsteps down the hall I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane How I wish that you would call To say [Chorus] I miss you I miss you (No more) loneliness and heartache (No more) crying myself to sleep (Don't want no more) wondering about tomorrow Won't you come back to me Come back to me, oh [Chorus] [Chorus] I miss you I miss you I miss you Brian McKnight

Something To Offend Everyone
Here are some things to offend everyone. WHAT DO YOU CALL 2 MEXICANS PLAYING BASKETBALL?? JUAN ON JUAN. WHAT IS A YANKEE?? THE SAME AS A QUICKIE, BUT A GUY CAN DO IT ALONE. wHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A HARLEY AND A HOOVER?? THE POSITION OF THE DIRT BAG WHY IS DIVORCE SO EXPENSIVE?? BECAUSE ITS WORTH IT WHAT DO YOU SEE WHEN THE PILLSBURY DOUGH BOY BENDS OVER?? DOUGHNUTS WHY IS AIR A LOT LIKE SEX?? BECAUSE ITS NO BIG DEAL UNLESS UR NOT GETTING ANY. WHAT DO YOU CALL A SMART BLONDE?? A GOLDEN RETRIEVER WAHT DO ATTORNEYS USE FOR BIRTHCONTROL??? THERE PERSONALITY WHATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A G/F AND A WIFE?? ABOUT 45 LBS WHATS THE DIFFERENCE BWRWEEN A B/F AND HUSBAND?? ABOUT 45 MINUTES WHATS THE FASTEST WAY TO A MANS HEART??? THROUGH HIS CHEST WITH A SHARP KNIFE WHY OD MEN WANT TO MARRY VIRGINS?? THEY CANT STAND CRITICISM WHATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A NEW HUSBAND AND A NEW DOG?? AFTER A YEAR THE DOG IS STILL HAPPY TO SEE YOU W

The Popcorn Song (karaoke Version)
.......... .. ........ ...... ... . .. ..... ...... ... . .... .. . ... ... . . . ... .. ..... .. . . .. ...... .. . .... . . .. . ..... . . .. . . . . . . .. . . . . .. . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . .. .. . .. . .... ..... . .. .. .. .. . ... ... ... ... .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .... .. .... . .. .. .. . . . . .. . . .. . . . . . . . .. .. . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . ..... . . . .. ... . . ..... .. ..... . . . . . . .. . .......... . . . ..... . . .. ....... . . . ...... ............. ......... ......... ........ ....... Hold your applause. Don't bother staring at the dots looking for hidden meaning in the spaces. I like fucking with people's minds, but the humor is in the Subject. ;) StarCraft Fans: A ghost has got me locked down, My base is getting knocked down. X-Files Fans: I wanna watch the X-Files in the rain. On the bigscreen in the backyard, With the ten foot speakers and the stereo sound. Other awesome songs available on the internet... Would

~~politically Correct Holiday Greeting~~
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Ipod Song List N-z
iPod Song List N-Z If anyone's actually heard of all of these bands, let me know. I'll be really impressed. :) Natalie Imbruglia - Pigeons & Crumbs New Order - True Faith Nightwish - Over the Hills and Far Away Nina Gordon - The End of the World No Doubt - Don't Speak Pat Benatar - Wuthering Heights Patty Griffin - Making Pies Paula Cole - Where Have All the Cowboys Gone Peter Gabriel & Kate Bush - Don't Give Up Phil Collins - We Said Hello, Goodbye (Don't Look Back) Pink - Just Like a Pill Pink Floyd - A Great Day for Fredom Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb Pogues - Fairytale of New York Pretenders - Hymn to Her Proclaimers - I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles) Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody Queensryche - Silent Lucidity REM - It's the End of the World As We Know It Radiohead - Fake Plastic Trees Roberta Flack - Killing Me Softly Rosanne Cash - Rules of Travel Roy Orbison - In Dreams Rufus Wainwright - Hallelujah Saint Etienne - You're in a Bad Way Sarah McLachlan - Blue

Bi-curious And Excited! (part 1)
So about 2 years ago, my guy friend was getting married and we were at this pretty fun bar for the bachelor and bachelorette party. It was pretty wild cause we met up there (girls and guys) at midnight after a wild night on 2 seperate buses. ANYWAY, so in the bathroom of the bar my guy friends' fiance comes in pretty tipsy and having a great time. she asked me to check her makeup, then looked into my eyes and said 'you're beautiful.' I didn't know what to do: I was soooo turned on by her but was thinking 'what the hell am i thinking right now?'. Then suddenly it happened, I leaned over to her and stuck my tongue gently in her mouth. She sucked on it, grabbed the back of my mouth and gave me the most tender kiss I have ever experienced. This was my friends fiance!! More later on this topic...

Proper Konduct 4 Da Club
1 If ur in da mood 2 fight take ur ass 2 da hood & stop fukn it up 4 da rest of us!!( us meaning da folks dat actually came 2 have a good tyme & cut sumthing) 2 Just because u buy someone a beavrage doesnt mean ur entitled 2 sum ass!(this applies 2 male & female) 3 Ladies(only applies 2 big women) STOP!!!! Wearing ur lil sister,cusin,niece or just #### u know dont fit ur ass!(NOT PRETTY ON DA EYES THERES SOMETHING CALLED 2 MUCH SKIN DAMMIT!) 4 Dont go 2 da same spot with ur significant other if u dont have da mental capacity 2 deal with real playas coming at yo u dig(STRICKLY 4 DA HATERADE TYPE U KNOW WHO U ARE!!!) 5 Dont get geeked if someone bumps u or steps on ur kicks!(ITS A CLUB GET OVER IT,HOW WOULD U FEEL IF DA SPOT EMPTY DOUCHBAG!) 6 Just because someone offers ur significant other a dance or drink doesnt give u da right 2 flipp da #### out !(C RULE #4 IF HAVING THESE PROBLEMS) 7 Quit with the pickup lines expecia

Proof Of Life, Posers, Liars And Fakers Suck.
Proof Of Life! It’s amazing to me how many people have fake pictures and stories on line.. I mean, hell.. What is the point? Why fake it and be something you are not. Why go to the trouble, chaos and conflict. I am writing this because myself and a few friends here and on other sites have run into this stuff. These are nice, caring people, they are on here to pass the time and maybe make someone smile or make someone’s day better, maybe make their own day better knowing they made someone else smile I know at least that’s what I am here for. One of my favorite things here on Cherry Tap is the Salute photo. I am almost to the point that I am not gonna get to deeply involved online with anyone unless they have at least 1 Salute Photo. The Salute photo is not perfect, it’s not the end all be all cure, but hey.. At least the site cares enough to check things and people out on here and make it a better online pub for all of us that do have some fun here. Back to the POSERS

Burning Whispers Remind Me Of The Days.
When passion's lost, and all the trust is gone, way too far for way too long. Children crying, cast out and neglected... only in a world so cold, only in a world this cold. Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes, then watch them drift away. Some might say we've done the wrong things for way too long, for way too long... Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your names) Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones) Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us. Keep your thorns, cause I'm running away. Away from the games (fucking head games) Away from the space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so cold... Burning whispers remind me of the days. I was left alone in a world this cold. Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause. I'm left alone in a world so cold! Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your names) Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones) Caus

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Cherry Tap Going To Be A Blast!!!
I cant believe how many friend request and picture comments i got so quick wow !!! Just want to say thanks for the add and comments all ....I will get back with you all soon just need to figure cherrytap out a bit lol cant wait to talk to you all

Life....
I wonder about why im here sometimes. The only joy i get in my life is masturbating and listenin to music *sorry attention whore i know you wrote the same but thats me too* now granted i have my moments with my friends but its not enough. Im tired of feelin unwanted. Its funny how something said when you were 5 can haunt you so long. Im 20 and the things said to me by my real father are fresh in my head... Melinda, your fat and ugly and no one will ever want you and you wont amount to anything. Some days... like today truely make me believe that. Why can I not find someone that wants me for more then just a sex object? Don't get me wrong I love sex! I would have sex 24/7 if i could but i want more then that. SO Im 20.... i was virgin up until march.... and I've never been on a date... sad huh makes me sound easy.... never been on a date but having sex... actually ive only slept with two guys i didnt really know the others i had known for years just never done anything with! I dunno im

New Photos Tonight And More Nudes!
Well I will be taking more pics tonight...probably a ton more..updating the ones here and adding some on other sites..some will be nudes and others will be lingirie... So if you want to see some current nudes go here... http://www.swingersspace.com/refer.php?refer=kissingangel1180 Join for free, then search for kissingangel1180 with the search feature..its a adult myspace.. Hugs and Kisses Kelly

The Hockey Game
Well I went to the second hockey game of my life tonight. Ironically, it was the same 2 teams playing as the first game I went to. It was a good time, I still don't follow hockey, but it is fun to go to the game. We were sitting in the very last seats too LoL but they were good because you could see everything. It's nice to go do stuff other than work. Just thought I'd share