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Just A Memory Now
Hello everyone...Visiting my aunts and thought i would check in and see what has been going on.I want to wish everyone the best and safest of holidays. Sence i have been off-line i have missed you all alot, espcialy my gang..To my sissys and cowboys i have missed you the most. Sence i have been off line i have begun to write some poetry again, and so i want to share with you all one that i wrote a few days ago, and would love your opinion....... Just A Memory Now Loving you wasnt something i had planed i wasnt looking for true love and now i am not so sure where i stand i guess it doesnt seem to matter any more i try to get your attention but you ignore me every time so tonight i am going to walk and leave it all behind and keep on going on what else can i do You said you loved me and i believed you so but now all this distance will keep us apart your just a memory now and maybe when i am blue and down one day i'll le

Whats Your Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 123 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Holds True For Cherrytap As Well
MUST READ!! Anybody happen to catch Nightline last night on ABC? In case you didn't, one of the hot topics discussed was MySpace. It is no secret to anyone who reads the newspaper or watches the 6 o'clock news that MySpace has been in the limelight because of "sexual predators" trying to "abduct and corrupt" the youth of the world. I see dozens of profiles a day showing 14 year old girls dressed like sluts, wearing four inches of make up and 32 layers of eyeliner, displaying their age as 18 years old and profile lines stating "Oh, I'm So Sexy" or "Hey There, Wanna Check Up On It?" Come on! The youth of today's world are already corrupt enough due to the undying need to be "older" than they really are. I seriously doubt there are tons of people on MySpace stalking "innocent young girls" who just happen to have tramped up profiles and ages 4 years greater than their own. On Nightline, there was a story of a 12 year old girl who was a drug-addict and attributed it all to MySpace. Sh

I'm A Virgo....
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com OMG! I'm a sweet decent girl... Really! LMAO!

U Serious ???
OK A COUPLE KICK ASS GUYS I KNOW IN CONTESTS AND I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF Y'ALL COULD GO DROP SOME COMMENTS( COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED) AND RATE THEM PLEASE !!! JUST GO CLICK ON PICTURES @ BOTTOM AND HELP EM OUT !!! MAD LUV ! XOXOXOXOO THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER ..BEST MORPH..ENDS JANUARY 3,2007 BEN DOVER..SEXIEST MALE ON CT..ENDS DECEMBER 31,2006

Matches
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Late Night In The Park
Late Night in the Park It was a typical evening late fall and I needed to clear my head, so I put on my sweats and headed down to the park for a walk. The mothers were wrapping the children up for the trip home the air was brisk and it was beginning to get dark. I had always been aware of my surroundings but something took my attention and held it away from anything I ever knew before. There on the bench was a rose, solitary and beautiful. Even the chill had no effect on it. I cautiously approached and picked it up being careful of the thorns. “I knew you would be here, came a voice form behind me,” startled I turned there he was beautiful eyes, tall and just someone to get lost in. I smiled was that yours I ask? No, I left it for you, was your reply. In the stillness of the surroundings I could hear the sound of hooves closing in on us. The carriage driver smiled you kids need a ride around the park, it has been pretty quiet tonight and I wouldn’t charge you for the ride.

Insanity Of The Holidays.....
Somewhere....the idea of christmas turned into yet another commercial holiday where you feel morally obligated to buy gifts for everyone you know. Normally I use this time of year to bake cookies, cakes, breads...and/or pies for those I am closest too. But last year those gift were received with disregard. It kinda hurt my feelings. So, this year, I bought everyone gifts. From racing wheels for their Xbox's to toys for their children....and then I hear...."Oh you didn't have to do that." Pfft, what the hell ever. Had I not bought them gifts, they'd have complained about how I am a grinch....and because I did buy them gifts....they still complain about me spending money on them. It seems to me that people are ungrateful no matter what you do. Next year, everyone is getting a damn chistmas card. I really wish people would remember that the holidays are about coming together....not about gifts. I have always felt that when a person bakes for you, they truly are showing they ca

Clling All Friends
I WOKE UP THIS MORNING TO FIND THAT I HAVE FALLEN BEHIND IN THE 'AVERAGE JOE' CONTEST....I CUD SURE USE SOME HELP. IM NOT THAT FAR BEHIND, BUT CAN SURE USE MY FRIENS HELP. THE CONTEST IS OVER AT NOON EASTERN TIME TODAY! COME ON PEOPLE, YOUKNOW I WOULD BE THERE FOR YOU!!! bONES

The Storm
The Storm Friday evening and the weather channel has us under a storm warning, you and I are sitting cuddled up on the sofa, your arms around me and my head on your chest. I am a bit restless and a clap of thunder just manages to make matters worse. You know what this weather does to me. The alert comes across the bottom of the screen that there is high winds and hail heading our way so we run to the garage to find a cover for over the windows of the truck, have to protect it. I don’t know how we did it but we managed to get held up in the garage winds wailing away at least 60 mph and the hail beginning to beat down on the car and the truck, so we stay in taking refuge in the garage. Darn it is hot in here. You smile yeah it is maybe you ought to cool off So just how do I manage that one. You come closer and start to unbutton my blouse, do you really think that is a good idea. You are cooler aren’t you, yes and no was my reply. You look into my eyes and touch my cheek with your hand.

Just Something I Like!!
THIS IS A SONG THAT I LOVE ,IT WAS WRITEN BY MERCEDES LACKEY, ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAV. WRITERS. AFTER MIDNIGHT In the dead ,dark hours after midnight When the world seems to stop in it's place, You can see a little more clearly. You can look your life in the face; You can see the things tha you have to- Speak the words too true for the day. In the dead,dark hours after midnight, Little friend, will you listen-and stay? In the time when I never knew you I could view the world as my own- I was God's own gift to his creatures, And I wore an armor of stone. I was wise and faithful and noble- I was pompous,piuse and cold. I was cruel when I never meant it- Far to cool to touch or to hold. It was you who broke through my armor; It was you who broke through the wall, With your pain and your desperation- How could I not answer your call? How could I have guessed you would touch me, And in ways I could not control? H

The News On My Car
At 5:30 AM this morning I received a call about my car.It seems I wont be getting my car back.Who ever the individuals were that stole my car also decided to set it on fire.Please excuse me while I go cry some more. I still am in shock that this happened.

It's My Frist Time
IT'S MY FRIST TIME LOOKING AROUND THIS PLACE CALLED CHERRYTAP TODAY & I THINK IT'S A COOL PLACE TO BE BUT I WILL SEE HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS PLASE IN A FEW DAY'S i seen this woman'ss profile today sshe really ssooooooooooooooo hot "http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=326348&i=3062910396" target=_blank>

Mindfulness
Relief, Peace, well-being, joy and better relations with others will be possible if we practice mindfulness in our everyday life. I am convinced that everybody can practice mindfulness, even politicians, political parties, even the Congress. This is a body that holds the responsibility for knowing the nation's situation well, and knowledge of this kind requires the practice of looking deeply. If our elected officials are not calm enough, do not have enough concentration, how can they see things deeply?

Family Guy Character Test
My score on The Family Guy Character Test: Evil Monkey(You scored 55% Evilness, 85% Horniness, 85% Intelligence, and 80% Fitness!)You're the Evil Monkey that lives in Chris's bedroom! The sad part is, you weren't *always* evil. Ah well, you are now! Whether you're catching your monkey-wife cheating on you or pointing your finger threateningly, you're doing it with smarts and physical finesse. You're horny, evil, smart, and in good enough shape to swing from things menancingly. Banana? "Ooh-ooh, ah-ah!" Link: The Family Guy Character Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Sick :(
The office manager at my job has had a nasty cold for 3 weeks. She can't seem to get rid of it and now I think its been passed to me. I work in an animal hospital and we have a network of phones throughout the building. So on any given day most of the staff has used each phone at least once for something or other and has left their germs on the receiver. For the last couple of days I've had the sniffles but then today I woke up this morning with a VERY scratching throat, my nose all stuffed up, my body aching, and just feeling entirely icky :( And I have so much to do today. In other news... last night I went in to the city to see the Christmas tree at Rockefeller Center and the animated snowflakes on the building of... Saks 5th Avenue(?). My first time seeing them. Lots of fun. Lots of pictures. As soon as I have the time to sit down and install the software and figure out how to transfer things off of my digital camera to here I will. Anyways, must start my day now... but not bef

What Does Your True Loves Name Begin With Do This Quiz And Find Out
Your true love's name begins with the letter A-G!!!!!! Examples:Aaron...Brett...Cody...Dillion...Eric...Franky...Gary Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

What Will Your Soul Mate Be Like?
provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Personality Test
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ISFJ-The Protector(You scored 45% I to E, 52% N to S, 33% F to T, and 31% J to P!)The protector type is called such because you feel your life is best used to protect those you love from the pitfalls of life, to see to their safety and security. You belong to the larger group called guardians. You find great satisfaction in assisting the downtrodden. You are not talkative with strangers, but you can chat tirelessly with those you trust. You have a good solid work ethic. You are thorough and very likely frugal. You do not like to be in a place of authority, and will delegate poorly if forced into a lead position. You share your type with 10% of the population. As a romantic partner, you are generous and gentle. Occasionally you may be taken for granted because of this fact. You are tireless in providing acts of service for your loved ones. You run the risk of always being exhausted because you won't say no to your partner. You

What Drunk Are You?
You are a happy drunk When you are drunk, nothing gets you down. You are friendly with everyone, and probably get free drinks all the time because you are so nice to everyone. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Long Scientific Personality Test
ENFP - The Champion You scored 90% I to E, 10% N to S, 0% F to T, and 89% J to P! Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type. As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and process your feeli

What Kind Of Drunk Are You? Find Out Now
You are a happy drunk When you are drunk, nothing gets you down. You are friendly with everyone, and probably get free drinks all the time because you are so nice to everyone. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Christmas Gift
we all received a gift box from the people of Chapin, Illinois today. really surprised me to see what was inside. Received a bunch of cookies and snacks and cards signed and colored by children from different elementary schools all over Illinois. Kinda made me smile to see that people take the time to appreciate what we do even though we are far away overseas. Just wanted to say thanks to everybody for sending me their thoughts and letting us all know that we are not forgotten. Happy Holidays

Evolution 2
You know I have been a computer tech for the army for 6 years, but I have been playing online for 10 years... back when AOL first came out on dial up... I have seen it all on here... Sex, drugs, rock-n-roll, breaks-ups, make ups, orgy planning and web cam masturbating... Hell I have even done my fair share of things on the net... I am in any way shape or form a newbie to any of this internet shit... So I find it funny as hell when someone thinks they pull one over on me on the net... First of all... I wrote the book on inyernet spy games... so dont think for a second that creating some fake name with a bunch of phony pics is going to do anyone any good... I can sniff these profiles out like it was Phoenyx's dirty diaper from 3 weeks ago... Its an insult to think I am that naive to fall for it... Especially when you have done better in the past... Are you really serious to think its that easy to pull the woo over my eyes... Now lets pretend for a minute you haven't been there to

I Am Moving
Well, 7 more days until I take off to drive from mountain home, arkansas, to winnemucca nevada. Wish me luck, and pray for no snowstorms.ha. my luck it'll ice the whole way. Anyways, have the opportunity to make 4-6 more dollars an hour, plus have a house to buy for 400 a month, and I pay 850 a month in rent here. So hell ya I am moving!!!!!!!!! hope someone prays for my ass i will need it. Anyone wanna loan me 400 bucks so I can pay off my computer before I move so I do not have to give it back?( lol I had to try....):( but seriousley I paid over 2 thou on it, owe 400, but can't pay it off. so i have to give it back. sux ass. but thats ok i guess.hope everyone had a merry xmas. jen

Scientific Personality Test
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ENFP - The Champion(You scored 90% I to E, 26% N to S, 14% F to T, and 89% J to P!)Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type. As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and proces

I'm Sorry
I just wanted to say I am sorry to all my freinds and fans for not being on Chedrrytap in a while. I was hella busy with the holidays and depression hit me bad too so that didn't help. I am slowly working my self out of my depression and will try to get to everyone's pages over the next week. Please hang in there i am not ignoring anyone I promise. So Happy new year everyone. I love each and everyone one ya'll. ~~baby girl~~

Long Scientific Personality Test
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ISFJ-The Protector(You scored 9% I to E, 63% N to S, 38% F to T, and 21% J to P!)The protector type is called such because you feel your life is best used to protect those you love from the pitfalls of life, to see to their safety and security. You belong to the larger group called guardians. You find great satisfaction in assisting the downtrodden. You are not talkative with strangers, but you can chat tirelessly with those you trust. You have a good solid work ethic. You are thorough and very likely frugal. You do not like to be in a place of authority, and will delegate poorly if forced into a lead position. You share your type with 10% of the population. As a romantic partner, you are generous and gentle. Occasionally you may be taken for granted because of this fact. You are tireless in providing acts of service for your loved ones. You run the risk of always being exhausted because you won't say no to your partner. You

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies...lol
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup >>of boiling water down your throat and, presto!, the blockage will be >>almost instantly removed. >> >> 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting >>someone else to hold them while you chop away. >> >> 3. Avoid arguments with your wife about lifting the toilet seat by >>simply using the sink. >> >> 4. For high-blood-pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed >>for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember >>to use a timer. >> >> 5. A mousetrap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you >>from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze >>button. >> >> 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you >>will be afraid to cough. >> >> 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will >>forget all about the toothache. >> >> 8. Sometimes, we just need to

Gravy Sandwich
I have given up On everything But me Ok, maybe you too But one more Big mistake And my faith is Thru I know I can make it And handle all things Well Say what you wish Think if you can The negatives Brush off me Never denting the man I hear your ideas I take some To heart I know you are trying To assist Like I would for you But I’ve created A monster A steel wall with feet 2 words I fail To understand Are regret And defeat

Thongs
You scored as Silk. There is just something about silk that gives a woman elegance...it resembles a woman that is collected and knows what she wants. Lace100%Silk100%Thong bikini67%Chains50%What type of thong do you like on girls (ex. lace, chains,) GUYS ONLYcreated with QuizFarm.com

Where Your Thoughts Are
Wednesday, December 27, 2006 Where your thoughts are Where are your thoughts going? That is where your life will soon be. On what kinds of things is your awareness most consistently focused? Those are the things that will form the reality of your life. Life is endlessly abundant. The portion of that abundance that you can most fully imagine and embody determines how life will be for you. Every achievement exists first in your mind. Every disappointment also exists first in your mind. So fill your mind with the best you can imagine, as often as you can remember to do so. The possibilities to which you devote your focus and your energy are the ones you will experience for real. Right this moment, your thoughts are setting the direction for your future. Choose the thoughts that will lead you to the life you most desire. -- Ralph Marston

Meh, I'm Bored.
What Color Rose Are You? (beautiful pix) ***You are a white rose***You are sweet and kind and a loyal friend. Your grades are important to you and you don't like to let people down.Sign your most like-pisces or libraTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Still In Boston
So sorry I havent been in touch.... I just wanted to sorta let my friends on here know what is going on... I am still on "vacation" Still in boston Ma. We will be leaving here on the first to come home. Mike is moving with me. I had a good christmas, Sure hope you guys did too. I got my engagement ring. I also got from Mike a "cladah" ring. I know that is not how you spell it but that is how you pronounce it and I have no ideal how to spell it so we will leave it at that lol. Well, in case you dont know what that is its an Irish symbol and Mike wears one so he got me one like it. You wear it with the point of the heart pointing towards you when you are taken. So he turned his around and got me one. IS that sweet or what??? We visited his daughters and grandchildren and told everyone that he is moving. Everyone is happy for him but they all cry cause he is moving so far away. Sucks that in order for me and him to be happy we make others sad. But we are not going to live in Texas fore

My Future
I have been thinking lately that I enjoy taking pictures. Not ordinary "day in the park" pictures but more on the erotic side. But the dilemma I have come across is that I enjoy taking the pictures just as much as I enjoy being in the pictures. So, I don't know if I were to have someone take the pictures if they would have the same idea I would want. I mean they could see things differently than I would but it wouldnt mean it would be better. I don't know... I have to see what Im going to do. But pretty soon most of my pictures will be on deviantart.com and we'll see what happens from there.

What Kind Of Murderer Are You!!
What kind of murderer are you? Impulse Killer. You would kill someone out of rage. Isn't that cool? You'd get caught. Impulse Killers aren't smart.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Untitled
With the pain that is in my heart as I try not to fall apart.. I once again made the mistake and started to love again.. What was I thinking that it will all work out that all that matters is what is in your heart.. Haaaa I say its all a mystery in so many ways.. Does everyone deserve to be loved?? Or is love like a precious dove.. Things come and things go and once you notice your all alone.. But this time its different and brought me to light.. That I will not longer put up fights.. I will resend and back away yet once again.. Love is no longer on its way.. It cause to much pain and misery.. Leaving me bleeding internally. For once I realize its time for me to stand alone and stay alone as no one can comperhend me until I grow old.. For over 10 years I have waited for that special someone.. But all I got was a bunch of dum ones.. Wasted 7 1/2 years of my life trying to hold on to what was the love of my life.. Haaa I say as he cheated on me day after day.. Was I an idiot to

What Im Good With!
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Longing For Love
I scream, I cry, But there is nobody there. Hold me, love me, That’s all I want right now. And I will kiss you, Carres you, And sleep in your arms. I would taste your blood, And feel you pouring, Pouring through my veins. We will love each other, By night and day, sharing our blood and pain. We would go outside, To the woods, Where we would run together. Forgetting who we are, And simply in love, Between the trees. Walking on the seaside, Dreaming our dreams, Hoping it would rain. Kiss me long and tender, Hold me tight and carresfull, My dream...

Loneliness
Loneliness has become my best friend Loneliness and I Will be as one until the end I feel him during the night Experience him through the day Loneliness seems to become the only way I know so many people But does anybody know me When I am in their presence What is it that they see? I’ve been wondering a lot lately Maybe it’s really me Inside or outside There HAS to be something wrong Because time after time I don’t fit in Where everybody gets a long Or maybe I expect too much from others I guess friendship is fantasy I’ll stop expecting; start accepting At least I’ve got Loneliness here with me..

I'll Be There For You
meet me I'll be there If you ever call my name I know you haven't a hard time to be yourself to laugh and smile but if you ever feeling down just meet me I'll be there You can sacrifice me you can say I'm stupid (even If I'm not) but when you feel miserable call my name and I'll be there

Oddly Enough
My dear i live for no tomorrow & surely not be afraid of yesterday. the warth of your profile strickens me to a point of me not been familiar with the feelings i have in the now world and for me to sweep you off your feet .chances are for fools i must let my presents be known.............................

My Matches!
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

So Where Did It Go???
Okay Christmas Eve I was on here and there was a thing on my homepage that said I had a gift from CT...I logged in this morning, first time since then, and the link is gone...so where did the gift go?? LOL...do I not get it just cuz I wasn't on here on Christmas day?? Anyone know, let me know ok??? Just curious so don't take it as whining or crying...

15 Uses For Vodka
1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The Solvent dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill a Trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set five Minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, simply wipe the lenses with a soft, clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka and letting Your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfectsthe blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on vomit stains, scrub with a brush, and then blot dry. 6 Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face as an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo. The alcohol cleanses the scalp, removes toxins from hair, and stimulates the growth of healthy hair. 8. Fill a xteen-ou

Harry Potter Alter Ego
You scored as . Harry Potter100%Albus Dumbledore100%Draco Malfoy80%Remus Lupin75%Ron Weasley70%Severus Snape70%Sirius Black60%Hermione Granger60%Ginny Weasley40%Lord Voldemort20%Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?created with QuizFarm.com

Losing Your Birthday
Losing Your Birthday (a funny, true story) Because of a minor infraction, an officer aboard the USS Reeves, bound for Japan, was busted one rank, fined and given extra duty for three weeks. Looking forward to celebrating his 21st birthday on July 22, he consoled himself every night during his extra duty by reciting, "They can bust me, they can fine me -- but they can't take away my birthday." As July 22 approached, his excitement increased. When he went to bed on July 21, he happily repeated, "They can bust me, they can fine me -- but they can't take away my birthday." The next morning, he found out that the ship had crossed the international date line -- and it was July 23.

Who Should Get Custody?
Who Should Get Custody? A couple wants a divorce, but first they must decide who will be the main guardian of their child. The jury asks both the man and woman for a reason why they should be the one to keep the child. So the jury asks the woman first. She says, "Well I carried this child around in my stomach for nine months and I had to go through a painful birth process. This is my child and a part of me." The jury is impressed and then turns to ask the man the same question. The man replies, "OK, I take a coin and put it in the drink machine and a drink comes out. Now tell me, who does the drink belong to: me or the machine?"

A Guide
I met him on a site like this It wasn't long ago We dated and I trusted him Just why I'll never know Things were great or so I thought I didn't have a clue Till one day when things went wrong he broke my heart in two He lied and kept things from me a snake now plain to see a low life lying coward that's all he'll ever be Since that time I've moved on and my eyes are open wide I think before I jump in now my experience is my guide

They Found Her The Same Day.
http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/missing/montoya.asp Tennesee state police have issued a state wide amber alert. There is a missing child named Andrea Montoya. She just went missing at 2:45. and she was last seen in gatlenburg at the River Terrace hotel in the laundry room wearing a purple coat and grey jogging pants. she is 3 ft tall and weighs 96 lbs. She is originally from florida and is here on vacation with her grandmom and mother. A white jeep cherokee with Florida sunshine license plate was seen circling the area. please guys and girls repost this...i want to see every single one of my friends repost this because i know you all have a heart! she was kidnapped jsut a few hours ago today. it will take like 5 seconds to repost.. What if someone sees this that knows something and a grandma and mother get their kid back. how great would that be? so please just take 5 seconds out of your life to do this

Yay 4 Evidence
so apparently I'm a big rumor spreading, bad mom who also is fake. I don't care that a certain person on here is gathering up all his friends on CT to gang up on me I"m not going to stoop to his level. Instead I'm going to use what they and him throw at me. I believe in karma and they will get theirs so whatever you guys read on my page don't let it get to you either. I"m not going to stoop to that level of retardness. All I'm going to say is this: thank you for the prove of how you can be towards me and thank you for spreading lies and shit about me. Karma will get you and it will get you soon.

Blood~ For Dead Girls Only
The lip bruised by love's excess, then kissed for healing and apology, but kissed for sweet salt's taste as well. The blue pulse in the turning wrist, The blue pulse in the elbow's pit, The blue pulse on the neck, The blue pulse in the thigh, in the hollow of the groin: Kissed, each, once and then again. The rose suffusion of blood: a layer of skin below the skin, warm garment of living blood, love's body paint, love's mantle, Kissed again and then once more, with lips that ride the surface of desire like a drifting merlin, riding the body's currents, the wings of desire, the winds of desire. The bleeding chalice of the moon: Kissed lovingly, baptizing love and lover. Love is like wine–good white, good red. Love is like blood–hot, liquid, necessity.

Drops Of Blood
Waisting every second of life I don't care Waisting every minute to do nothing I'm not scared Shoot me kill me Rip me cut me Destroy and mutilate me Slash me and gut me I'm dead anyways It don't matter I'll die soon enough Make my blood splatter Running around like the Mad Hatter Insanity plagues me Screaming like the Queen of Hearts Insanity plagues my body Seeing all that hides Seeing black as white Seeing far into your eyes Seeing further into the night The stars glitter The diamonds gleem The sounds are great Sounds of a scream Blood rains on my head The clouds pour The blood soaks my hair And it stains my door Red drops of beauty Red drops of scarlet I wait with my tongue out And swallow when they hit Bloody drops of life Pouring from each wrist It's starting to hurt It hurts when I make a fist It pours and falls It drips into the glass It looks like wine And I drink it as a pass A pass to death A pass into the dark A p

Circle Of Love
Circle of Love By Maria Sears Before my husband and I purchased a small ranch in Idaho that included fifty head of Herefords, I never really knew much about cows. I used to think they were large, not particularly bright creatures who spent peaceful uncomplicated lives grazing in green fields or napping in the sunshine. But once we started living on the ranch, I started to pay closer attention and learned to appreciate them on a deeper level. I soon began to recognize the cows by their different markings, personalities and habits. I gave them all names, and they became my "pets" - in a wild sort of way. Two of my favorites were Freckles and her calf, Spunky. Freckles first came to my attention early one spring. The cattle had spent the winter months on our lower pasture along the river, but when the cows started calving, we decided to move them to one of the upper pastures near our house. The move was uneventful, except that we discovered that one cow was miss

Rage (blood)
As I walk threw these dark halls of rage I look down to my feet all is see is blood this blood is not mine its his, the one I so do hate my rage is built from his pleasure and disire to have something he can not hold onto Crimson, pain,the smell, it reaks of him Batterd, beaten, torn how much I so wanted to kill him but I couldn't because he was already dead to me he lays there staring at me with the devil in his eyes but he's dead and it's all because of him him, who looked apone me him,who the devil did posses him,who I killed As pain rips threw me I look down theres a hole a hole, he had inflected blood runs dry and the darkness turns to light as I look up I realize im dead because of him Yes, he killed me no im dead laying here cold and stiff not being able to move, or to plee for my life

Story Time? I Didnt Write It
Once upon a time there lived a girl. She slept in a lovely little cottage made of gingerbread and candy. She was always asleep. One morning she woke up and the candy had mold on it. Her father blew her a kiss and the house fell down. She realized she was lost.She found herself walking down a crowded street, but the people were made of paper, like paper dolls. She blew everyone a kiss good-bye and watched as they blew away

Those Closest.
I'm thinking about a girl, not one of Mine, but well-Loved all the same. In her time she's been criticised, and even vilified, for some of the things she's said and or done, in short, for being human. Well, I'm here to tell all who read this: that same girl has also had the courage of her convictions, and that same girl has also spent much time and effort in caring for those she feels are closest to her. That same girl was one who had the sense to check with Me that all was well, when My own [girls] were offline and this computer was having issues. The moral, I see, is: "Never be too swift to judge, since the one you judge may be more than you think." You see, gentle reader, that same girl is also one of the most Loving and caring lasses I've ever met, and I've met very many indeed. The result is: I feel very close to her, even though the nature of life limits the expression of that same closeness. She could call on My resources if ever she needed, having well-earned the righ

25th Hour
Well, fuck you, too. Fuck me, fuck you, fuck this whole city and everyone in it. Fuck the panhandlers, grubbing for money, and smiling at me behind my back. Fuck the squeegee men dirtying up the clean windshield of my car. Get a fucking job! Fuck the Sikhs and the Pakistanis bombing down the avenues in decrepit cabs, curry steaming out their pores, stinking up my day. Terrorists in fucking training. SLOW THE FUCK DOWN! Fuck the Chelsea boys with their waxed chests and pumped up biceps. Going down on each other in my parks and on my piers, jingling their dicks on my Channel 35. Fuck the Korean grocers with their pyramids of overpriced fruit and their tulips and roses wrapped in plastic. Ten years in the country, still no speaky English? Fuck the Russians in Brighton Beach. Mobster thugs sitting in cafés, sipping tea in little glasses, sugar cubes between their teeth. Wheelin' and dealin' and schemin'. Go back where you fucking came from! Fuck the black-hatted Chassidim, strolling up and

Frustrations
okay..i have decided largly becuase all my real friends say i should think more of my needs and less of others..that i am gonna slow down doing what others want me to do.... and i didn't put this in my video blog..hell i don't know if it will even work in ct...but whatever.. i got to talk to annika today in germany...how awesome is that....she is the most supportive person in the world..and super in touch with god and stuff...awesome...

23 Points Of Light
23 points ov Light By: Coyote305 1)Every Man and Every Woman is a Star 2)Nothing IS True---Everything is permitted 3)AbraHadAbra---As Within, So Without 4)That which is Sacred cannot be spoken 5)That which is True cannot be defined 6)Thee Kingdom Of heaven is spread upon thee earth and yet ye do not---see it?---Fixed ideas of Deity = Worship of graven images 7)The Search for "GOD" is a Wide circle around Self 8)The End-times are indeed upon us--the end of Self-negation and programmed opinion 9)All systems of thought are tools that contain Known Truth 10)Morality is the vice of dogs who have only one option--Obey, or be punished 11)Society is constructed upon "common values" ---that which is common has become "law"---common = average = unexceptional = dull---We are encouraged to be lackluster and the dimmest among us have the loudest voices---they cry out for more castration, more confusion and more toys 12)Uniformity and Order are encouraged and rewarded---Deviance and T

I Am
Evil-Genius, Fiend, Bad-Spirit, Bad Seed, Lotus-Eater, Odius, Cacodemon, War Lord, Lover, Fury, Ghoul, Gremlin, Maniac, Nomad, Ghost, Apparition, Cad, Shadow, Hypnotist, Ner-Do-Well, Monster, Psychic, Wise Guy, Warlock, Beast, Sexual Predator, Fallen Angel, Nefarious, Pseudo-Romantic, Hobgoblin, Bugaboo, Bogey Man, Fuck-Up, Satyr, Misogynist, Demonic, Supernatural, Uncanny ,Unearthly, Haunted, Beautiful, Infernal, Hellish, Smart Aleck, Magician, Pussy Licker, The Nastiest Character, Liar, Equal Opportunist, Showman, Con Artist, Nigger, Psychopath, Slutty Whorebag Slave, Master Mind, Early Pimp, Manipulator, Friend, Foe, Creep, Flamboyant, Pirate, Hoodlum, Understated, Character, Misunderstood, Cannibal, Gangster, Philosopher, Adventurer, Asshole, Repeat Offender, Time Traveler, Conjuror, Villian, Sophisticated, Low Class, Direct Descendent, Mental Magnetism, Trouble, a child of 79', Devils And Gunsmoke, Medicine, Small Creatures, Satanic Witches, Ancient Narcotics, Werewolves, Insanit

Stream Of Conciousness
Billie Holiday awakes from a long night of drug induced satisfaction with a hangover of stifled emotions. A train wreck smashing through the back secluded walls of your mind. Question life's choices and you have no hand in the matter. Things begin to suddenly come together to only have your heart ripped out through your mouth. A girl that was raped, sitting in the corner of a room with razors for thoughts. Just when all your romantic dreams come true the reality slaps you in the face and you wake up in the middle of a TV show about dysfunctional families. Betrayed by yourself to save the faith of your new born enemies that were once friends. Mistaken game of Russian Roulette turned on your close family. A soundtrack of evolution to your inner downfalls of revolution. Achievements & Failures. Happy now!

On My Way Home
it's 5:15 am in new york, flight leaves at 8, lands at 12:30(pacific) home by 4. Honestly the trip is ending on a perfect note another day may have been too much. I'm a little overwhelmed about all the shite that i did. So think good non plane crashy thoughts for me. Oh and watching wicked last night was awe inspiring. I have valuum for the trip home so i shouldnt freak, as long as my plane stays in the sky... Miss chatting with ya all, and will start posting pics after i sleep for a day. One Love Shannon. ps postcards were sent yesterday.

Omg,what A Night
OMG,what a fucking night,man , first find out that you like someone that you didn't know you did,then you have two others wanting you to answer if your free for the takeing, then you get all fucked up and get into a fight with someone. Then when all is said and done your head is pounding and all you fucking want to do is get lost in a drink or in someones arms and never come back. Fuck me running,to many damn people pushing for answers and can't fucking breath,OMG what a fucking night.

Bushido
He who apeals to the law is either a fool or a coward. He who Can not take care of himself with out that law is both. For a wounded man shall say to his assailant, "If I live, I will kill you, if I die, you are forgiven." --Such is the rule of honor."

Rockstars Glued In Michigan!
This weekend is my partner Nicole's Birthday! We are doing it up right by going to 2 shows in Michigan........ Jani Lane, at the Hayloft on Friday night, and Milk Money on Saturday! More info to come.......Keep watching! You just might be able to come out and meet us with our model...Ms. Sticky! There will be ALOT of pics taken this weekend! Prepare yourselves! Rockstars Glued

Tears Burn My Face
Jelly is sick and there is nothing I can do about it. Please pray for her to get better, cause I just can't handel not being able to do anything. I feel so alone and so sad right now... Damn baby please be okay Music Video:LANDING IN LONDON (ALL I THINK ABOUT IS YOU) (by 3 Doors Down)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

A Canadian Superstar
CANADIAN@ CherryTAP THIS AMAZING USER HAS ASSISTED US AS WELL AS CT IN GENERAL BY BEING VIGILANT AND WATCHING OVER THE MANY FAKES THAT HAVE BEEN CREATED USING ON OF HIS CLOSE FRIENDS' COPYRIGHTED PHOTOS. THIS IS SAD THAT THIS CONTINUES TO HAPPEN, BUT FOR AS LONG AS THERE ARE GOOD PEOPLE LIKE THIS ON CHERRYTAP, IT MAKES IT ALL WORTHWHILE TO KEEP UP THE FIGHT. SHOW HIM SOME OLD FASHIONED CHERRY LOVE.

What The Hell Was I Thinking????
Due mildly to the fact that I couldn't bring myself to hit the delete button, and mostly to all the messages I have received, I have decided to keep my profile on CT. Y'all made me cry!!! I won't be on here very often, but know that because of you, the friends I have made here on CT, I am staying... I have no clue what I was thinking! Hitting one little button and I would have erased you from my life completely... Thank you for making me see the idiocy of over thinking during the holidays!!! But, beggining the first of the year... if I don't respond to your messages for weeks at a time, know it's because I am working my butt off at school. But, rest assured that I will respond sometime!!! Thank you again all you persuasive friends of mine! Cyndi

Take A Peek!!!
***THESE THREE(3) CONTESTS ARE NOW TAKING INs*** 1) WACKIEST INK - show us your far out, wild, funny, and odd tattoos 2) WORST MORNING PIC - do you dare share? 3) WHO's THE DARKEST OF THEM WALL - tales of the dark side ~ wiccans, pagans, me, you, etc... You can either leave a message in this sticky, reply to this sticky (which sends me a private message), or come to my Lounge to enter these contests Click here to visit my Lounge RULES: 1) you may NOT rate your own pic. 2) you may NOT comment bomb your own pic. 3) you may enter more than one. 3) you may use any means possible to get the most points EXCEPT comment and rate your own image(s)! 4) each contest will run for three (3) days. 5) start date will be Friday 29Dec06. All contestants will be awarded a small gift. The top two(2) - three(3) winners depending on how entrants. The winner will be decided by a totallity of ALL points and awarded a 1000-2000 gift depending on how many entrants.

Same As The Title
you would think that someone who claims that he or she is a witch would know a little about numerology, but thats like thinking a nazi skinhead knows that the bald head and boots look was started by black guys

One On Me...
I have to share this with ya'll. First of all my Mother is a Saint! And my Brother is the only man i will ever hug. Under my mom's christmas tree there were these two large packages..nicely wrapped..nice bows on each one, addressed to me from my little brother. During all the excitement, he slipped over, got them out and gave them to me. He then kinda slithered out of the living room into mom's kitchen....snickering. I knew something was up right then ,but I just didnt give it a second thought. As i opened the "gift" much to my SURPRIZE there, in Mom's house, I sat holding a box containing a 7 foot tall X 6 foot wide "love Swing" frame. All I could say was "thanks Kelly, I needed this "Light" frame for work." I took the other box and my new "Light" frame out to my truck with out opening any further. I will get him!

Again Im Back
Well to all the wonderful peeps on here , It's great to know and feel that ur missed.... Well i hope that you all had a wonderful christmas, and are looking forward to a better new year. I am greatful for your kind wishes, and thoughts. I love you all ......... ALL THE BEST FOR 2007 ! MAY IT BE A GOOD YEAR FOR U ALL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Princess's And Other Retarded Bitches.
One of my rants. Here goes. Isnt it HILARIOUS that the fugliest people who (BY LUCK) happen to have mates also have the audacity to write in their profile how "their man is their man and any b* who tries to f* with them..." blah blah "we are together forever and that's just how it is so those of you who dont like it or are jelous..." blah blah. NEWFLASH: NOBODY CARES. NOBODY WANTS YOU AND WHOEVER MIGHT, ISN'T WORTH MUCH ANYWAY. I do not understand how the fugliest people always think that everyone wants them or their "man." To be quite honest, I think that it's their parents fault. Like when they got teased, mommy said "they are just jealous of you." Jealous of WHAT mommy? What exactly? Your 80's do, or your fugly makeup? How about your "princess" shirt? Classy. By the way, I thought that princess shit was over like in '99. Who the fuck considers themself a princess really? Retards and people who arent worth getting to know. Thats who. Yeah, the shit ISNT FUNNY or SPUNKY or CUTE...ITS

I Dunno
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM80%Sex God70%A Romantic68%Virgin25%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Kind Of Person Are You
You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing81%Nice69%Fun56%Immature38%Shy31%mean19%Dramatic6%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

No More
you have takin my loving and niceness for ignorance I have been kind to you I have always been there for you but I am not ignorant to your game and I even know all the players in it but guess what once the last promise is filled I am done with you why still gonna keep my word to you well because a promise is never broken I will wish you best of luck and may one day you see that someone kindness is worth more then to be abused and used but for me I had enought and now that is said good luck in your life

How Am I In Bed
You scored as A Romantic. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.A Romantic73%Sex God70%A Slave To BDSM58%Virgin35%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

"who Is It"
[ONE of My fav songs by: MICHAEL JACKSON] "Who Is It" I Gave Her Money I Gave Her Time I Gave Her Everything Inside One Heart Could Find I Gave Her Passion My Very Soul I Gave Her Promises And Secrets So Untold And She Promised Me Forever And A Day We'd Live As One We Made Our Vows We'd Live A Life Anew And She Promised Me In Secret That She'd Love Me For All Time It's A Promise So Untrue Tell Me What Will I Do? And It Doesn't Seem To Matter And It Doesn't Seem Right 'Cause The Will Has Brought No Fortune Still I Cry Alone At Night Don't You Judge Of My Composure 'Cause I'm Lying To Myself And The Reason Why She Left Me Did She Find In Someone Else? (Who Is It?) It Is A Friend Of Mine (Who Is It?) Is It My Brother! (Who Is It?) Somebody Hurt My Soul, Now (Who Is It?) I Can't Take This Stuff No More I Am The Damned I Am The Dead I Am The Agony Inside The Dying Head This Is Injustice Woe Unto Thee I Pray This Punishment Would Have Mer

Sick! =(
There is always that one thing you wish would never happen on Christmas Morning, Being sick. I woke up on Christmas morning with a pounding headache a slight fever and a sore throught so sore I couldn't swallow my own saliva. I took some meds so I would fell better for the rest of the day. They worked all day and most of the night. Which made my day a little bit better. I hope no one else woke up feeling like a bus hit you in the face. I also hope everyone got what they wanted. Happy new year! =D... [.Miss Court.]

Don't Make Me Over
[My fav song by: Sybil] Don't make me over Now that I'd do anything for you Don't make me over Now that you know how I adore you Don't pick on the things I say, the things I do Just love me with all my faults The way that I love you, I'm begging you Don't make me over (don't make me over) Now that I can't make it without you (I need you so) Don't make me over (can't do it to me) I wouldn't change one thing about you Just take me inside your arms and hold me tight I'll always be by your side Whenever you're wrong or right, I'm begging you Don't make me over (don't make me over) Now that I'd do anything for you (I love you so) Don't make me over (don't change, don't change, don't change) Now that you know how I adore you Don't make me over, don't make me over Now that you've got me at your command Accept me for what I am Accept me for the things that I do Accept me for what I am Accept me for the things that I do Don't make m

So You!
So you are sitting here,and you do not know much about Cherrytap. You have several friends that have nice pics, funny ones,and then you never have looked at Private ones. Im sitting here clicking a page, and accidently hit one{and OMFG} you have never seen a mans jaw drop like this. Cannot not deny they were nice as hell, but damn give an old man some warning, lol. I wished I had a pic, and another sapce for a photo, lol. This man has been around the world and seen it all, but damn me.

How Sexxxy Is This ...
OK A COUPLE KICK ASS GUYS I KNOW IN CONTESTS AND I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF Y'ALL COULD GO DROP SOME COMMENTS( COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED) AND RATE THEM PLEASE !!! JUST GO CLICK ON PICTURES @ BOTTOM AND HELP EM OUT !!! MAD LUV ! XOXOXOXOO THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER ..BEST MORPH..ENDS JANUARY 3,2007 BEN DOVER..SEXIEST MALE ON CT..ENDS DECEMBER 31,2006

Emptiness
GOING NUMB,SLAMMING DOORS,SENSELESS WORDS,PAINFUL LOOKS!,....U FELT HER DIE YET SHES NOT DEAD,...WONT LET HER GO YET WONT LET HER IN,...YOU KNOW U LUV HER BUT U WONT ACCEPT THE PAIN!!,...URE KILLING YOURSELF ,DOESNT ANYONE SEE THIS OR IS EVERYONE OUT 2GAIN?!!!,...PUSHING AWAY,EVERYONE NOW,...EMPTINESS IS SO VERY NEAR!

Political Science For Dummies
DEMOCRATIC You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. You feel guilty for being successful. Barbara Streisand sings for you. REPUBLICANISM You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. So? SOCIALIST You have two cows. The government takes one and gives it to your neighbor. You form a cooperative to tell him how to manage his cow. COMMUNIST You have two cows. The government seizes both and provides you with milk. You wait in line for hours to get it. It is expensive and sour. CAPITALISM, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. You sell one, buy a bull, and build a herd of cows. BUREAUCRACY, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. Under the new farm program the government pays you to shoot one, milk the other, and then pours the milk down the drain. AMERICAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You sell one, lease it back to yourself and do an IPO on the 2nd one. You force the two cows to produce the milk of four cows. You are surprised when one cow drops d

Ive Been Drinkin Wine
so I was wondering If any of my friends would like to view some pics,,,, I have them so you canot view them but I will leave them open for a matter of time as long as you leave some love and tell what you think,,,,,,, I hope I get some comments Peace love and hundred doller bills,,,,, HA HA

3 Am
I can't sleep, it's almost 3:30 a.m. where I am. It's not a huge deal though cause I don't start work til 2, but it still sucks. This seems to happen more and more frequently. It would be nice if my insomnia was productive, but I just lay here watching Nick at Nite and typing blogs LoL. At least it is the Roseanne marathon on tonight, that's my favorite show :)

Collaborating Souls
It was the stupid green shirt I hated How you'd smoke your ciggarrettes in peace You and I so Ill-fated It was that goofy smile that set my soul at ease You couldn't be resisted Take part in the show A role I never knew existed Tell me lies I'm too naive to know Take my hand tell me you love me Away from the truth is where I'll be So many desecrations Too many fabrications Love lost, pain gained Collaborating souls If only it could have been maintained It was you who took me through many tolls Not knowing what will be faced So far away it can't be traced And I tried tried so hard To be what you wanted me to be I loved loved so hard I was blinded and couldn't see Those big blues eyes They took me on a run-around How was I supposed to know they'd be my demise I thought it was me you found It was you I lost So quicky you tossed

25 Sentences About Me
1. I've come to realize that my ex ... is an amazing person who just is totally incompatible with me romantically! 2. I am listening to ... nothing at the moment, since I'm stuck in a basement of a very quiet house with lots of sleeping people. 3. I talk... more loudly than I should. 4. I love... my family, my friends, the smell of good food cooking, roses, small children... and lots more. 7. I lost... an ankle bracelet this year that was once given to me as a gift, and it made me very sad since I've lost touch with the gifter. 8. I hate it when people... are hypocrites. And lie. And don't believe me when I'm completely up-front about things. 9. Marriage is... honestly a wonderful thing if you're with the right person. 11. Somewhere, someone is thinking... happy thoughts. I have to believe that! 12. I'll always be... there for anyone who needs me. Even if it drains me sometimes. 13. I have a crush on... noone at the moment. My crushes keep ditching me.

The History Of The Middle Finger
History of the Middle Finger Well, now......here's something I never knew before, and now that I know it, I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent friends in the hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history more fun when you know something about it? Giving the Finger Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of fighting in the future. This famous weapon was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew"). Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew! "PLUCK YEW!" Since 'pluck yew

Really!
So far I must admit that my eyes are popping out of socket, lol,but I have met some really cool people so far. There are some really sweet people/women here too. Seems there are many from every facet of life,and culture, and I have enjoyed some outright cool conversations! Even though its still a Virtual meat market "LOL" it has been fun so far. Unlike Myspace, lmao. Look forward to getting as many as I can. Neva you are too cool,and sorry we have not been able to talk to far. "You Wish" you are just too damn adorable!

She Said She's Tired Of Life. Man, She Must Be Tired Of Something.
I want to smash myself to bits. Get swept up in the wind, thousands of miles away from myself. And these thoughts, these feelings. So raw and exposed. Walking on a tightrope with no safety net below. I want to jump. Smash. Explode.

First Night
well heres my first one on here, im still tryen to figure this site out but more are sure to come. i like to write about steamy love scenerios and can't do it on my other one. so i am gonna try it out here. so if ur interested keep a watch out and shoot at me if you have an idea!

Sick
I can,t seem to shake this cold and it really sucks.Yet for some reason now that I am sick,my sex drive is back........that is fucked.Well,the truth is I had sex with my ex and it wasn't what I expected or really wanted.What ever happened to good old -fashion rough sex?I mean come on guys..............I want to sweat out my cold,not be held and cuddled.I am not saying being held and cuddled is a good thing don't get me wrong.I like it rough DAMN IT.Since I like it rough,shouldn't I get what I wasnt,especially when I am sick?I hope so,after all it would be nice.

Read
Hey whats up! I just wanted to tell you about a new site. You can upload mp3 files, and then get a custom myspace music player that you can put on your myspace profile! You can upload more than one song and play it on you profile! Make sure you let them know that I sent you! My username is sexyguy22p!

2006 Checklist
IN 2006, I: (teenybopper edition) [ ] stayed single [x] got kissed [x] made out [ } made out in a car/van [ ] kissed in the snow [ ] kissed in the rain [x] had my heart broken [ ] broke someone else's heart [x] had a stalker [ ] lost friends (if I lost them, they weren't friends to begin with) [ ] came out of my closet [ ] got pregnant [ ] had an abortion [ ] got married- [ ] had a divorce [ ] kissed someone of the same sex [x] met someone that I will never forget [ ] did something I regret [ ] lost my true love [ ] lost faith in love [ ] kissed under mistletoe [ ] got a promotion [x] got a pay raise [ ] changed jobs [ ] lost my job [ ] quit my job for school [ ] dated a co-worker [ ] dated my boss [ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter [ ] got fired from my job [ ] straight A's [ ] met a teacher who I became friends with [ ] met a teacher who I really hate [ ] found the subject I love [ ] skipped class [ ] skipped school [ ] got in a fight with a clas

Pretty Much
Why is it everything is all loneliness with me? Sometimes I try too hard, and sometimes you cause it, But it always carries on and on. "what did you ever become?" you asked. I said, "I was told to be smiles and bright eyed happiness, But sometimes I can't find anything to laugh at." "I don't want to be here." you said. It seems like I almost always have that effect on everyone. "You aren't the first one to think like me." And I just want to be like everyone else. Why can't I be everything to everyone else, Or maybe just to you? Just once I would like to be something. And I wouldn't mind if you'd like to be, Like to be with me.-Saves The Day

Cherry Christmas Cookies
Christmas Cookie Ingredients: > > > > 1 cup of water > > 1 tsp baking soda > > 1 cup of sugar > > 1 tsp salt > > 1 cup of brown sugar > > lemon juice > > 4 large eggs > > 1 cup nuts > > 2 cups of dried fruit > > 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila > > > > Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the > > Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one > > level cup and drink. > > > > Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy > > bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. > > > > At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try > > another cup .. just in case. > > > > Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck > > in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit off floor... > > > > Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers > > just pry it loose with a drewscriver

Health Education Is Lacking
One day at work, I was in the hallway talking to a colleague about circumcision. You are familiar with this conversation - the health gains, societal standards, and religious laws associated with being snipped. The conversation was a bit one-sided since neither of us ourselves have an anteater. At the height of the conversation, another coworker, we will call him Jiminy Bonerpants, walked by. Jiminy is a 25 year old, college educated, married engineer from a Middle American state. So as Jiminy passed, we inquired as to the state of his foreskin. Very matter-of-factly, Jiminy replied no, he was not circumcised. Being the first person we had come upon who would admit to having a meat tulip, we were intrigued and my colleague started asking him some questions. These questions were about fundamental mechanics of operating an uncircumcised penis, i.e. sex, hygiene, etc. I am no doctor, but Jiminy's answers did not make any sense. Physiologically, the answers did not add up. Upon furth

Barbara (ward) Stevens
Barbara (Ward) Stevens, 91, died Saturday, Dec. 23, 2006, at the Presidential Oaks Nursing Home in Concord. She was a resident there for 14 years and was a longtime volunteer in the gift shop. Barbara was a lifelong resident of Contoocook and the daughter of the late Gardner M and Ida J (Hazzard) Ward. Barbara was predeceased by her husband, Harry A. Stevens, who died in June 1972, and by her brother Harvey Ward. Barbara worked for many years at Blue Cross Blue Shield in Concord before her retirement in March 1980. She was a member of Contoocook United Methodist Church, Golden Group of Hopkinton and Riverside Rebekah Lodge 22 of Contoocook. Barbara was crowned Miss Presidential Oaks in May by Miss New Hampshire Emily Hughes. She prided herself on being the same age as the Hopkinton Fair and attended every fair but the last two. She spent many hours knitting for her family, who never had to worry about cold hands. Barbara was a much-loved mother, grandmother, great-grand

Computer Death
LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels lookingout for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like awater buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I have learned that my prayers only

Rip James 'chef Ra' Wilson
From: HIGH TIMES Date: Dec 27 2006 12:58 AM Chef Ra died in his sleep this morning, sometime between 9 AM and 1 PM. He was 55 years old.I first met the Great RA (Jim Wilson) shortly after my dad moved us to Urbana, Illinois. We were living in the faculty housing center and my brother and I had just gotten a go-cart. The first time we took it for a spin, a tall black kid our age appeared out of nowhere and starting chasing us down the sidewalk. "Where'd you get that thing?!" he shouted with such a big smile that my brother and I liked him immediately. Jim had a very positive, fun energy, and a very big heart. The next year, we moved a few blocks away, but Jim discovered us playing basketball in Mark Wetzel's driveway. After that he dropped by often to shoot hoops with us mere mortals. Jim had a towering ego at the time, being a starter on the Urbana Tiger football and basketball teams, as well as one of the biggest track stars in the state. He loved to take wild shots from across

New Years Eve
It was 11PM already and he had not shown up, I could not believe he would stand me up on New Year's Eve, here I was stood alone and only an hour to go before every one would have someone to kiss as the clock chimed midnight, I looked around the room and then from the corner of my eye I glimpsed a figure looking at me, I looked away quickly but cannot resist taking another look, yes he is still there looking right at me with those eyes, I cannot resist looking into them they are so warm and welcoming, the stranger started to walk towards me and as he did my heart skipped a beat, god he was so good looking as well, maybe not a bad night after all? You walked right up to me and stand there still looking deep into my eyes, you asked me if I would like a drink and I say yes, you then order two drinks and offer me mine, I took it and took a sip of it still looking deep into your eyes, god they were so god damn lovely, you asked me if I would like to dance and I responded by stepping onto

The Battle Of Bulletin 404
The Battle of Bulletin 404 or How World War I Cost Us Hemp & the Forests The Setting In 1917, the world was battling World War I. In this country, industrialists, just beset with the minimum wage and graduated income, tax, were sent into a tailspin. Progressive ideals were lost as the United States took its place on the world stage in the struggle for commercial supremacy. Is is against this backdrop that the first 20th Century hemp drama was played. The Players The story begins in 1916, soon after the release of USDA Bulletin 404. Near San Diego, California, a 50-year-old German immigrant named George Schlichten had been working on a simple yet brilliant invention. Schlichten had spent 18 years and $400,000 on the decorticator, a machine that could strip the fiber from nearly any plant, leaving the pulp behind. To build it, he had developed an encyclopedic knowledge of fibers and paper making. His desire was to stop the felling of forests for paper, which he believed to be

Why Not Use Hemp To Reverse The Greenhouse Effect & Save The World?
From: Add me if you want to help legalize.... Why Not Use Hemp to Reverse the Greenhouse Effect & Save the World? In early, 1989, Jack Herer and Maria Farrow put this question to Steve Rawlings, the highest ranking officer in the U.S. Department of Agruculture (who was in charge of reversing the Greenhouse Effect), at the USDA world research facility in Beltsville, Maryland. First, we introduced ourselves and told him we were writing for Green political party newspapers. Then we asked Rawlings, "If you could have any choice, what would be the ideal way to stop or reverse the Greenhouse Effect?" He said, "Stop cutting down trees and stop using fossil fuels." "Well, why don't we?" "There's no viable substitute for wood for paper, or for fossil fuels." "Why don't we use an annual plant for paper and for fossil fuels?" "Well, that would be ideal," he agreed. "Unfortunately, there is nothing you can use that could produce enough materials." "Well, what wou

Just Got Back From Hospital?
yeah supposedly i had a very bad case of acid reflux. i have acid reflux and what a major fucking bitch. hahahahahha yeah im laughing and i still have fuckiong agonzing gas build up in my god damn stomch. but yeah for those people that have acid reflux take prilosec otc its the best over the counter mnedicine or zabtaz as well. well i am back home now hahah thank god i hate being in hospitals i feel i would rather heal on my own than have some doctor know it all help. true but also its being an asshole for myself to those that want to help so ill fiz that. well assholesdid everyone have good MERRY CHRISTMAS :) I DID. AND IM LEAVNG TOMORROW FOR MARYLAND WITH MY WOMAN SO YES TO THAT WOOHOO. WELL YALL GOD BLESS AND TAKE CARE. CYA!

???
so i woke up this morning and was like hmmm... i need another change. so what about another piercing??? well were u might ask.. i was thinking nipple piercing. dont have it done. because i rethought it. however, its still sitting there in my head. it would look awesome with my stars on my hips, for the SG shots. hmmmm

I Love You
I Love You.i feel this with everypart on my being,but as i say it ,i shiver to the bone with fear,its been so long since i put everything i have into love,been so long since i trusted, but i shout i love you from the moutain tops everymorning,and whisper it in your ear every nightsometimes i think i hear it back,or is it just an echo from my empty heart?

Evolution 1
First of all... If you dont like the views of my last blogs... don't bother reading anymore of them... I don;t hold shit back and I don't play favorites... I speak things how I see them and don't care if anyone or no one agrees with me... I am not here to boost egos or to get into any rash debates... I dont care if anyone or everyone reads this... I am doing my blogs for me... and ONLY for me... So now that I covered that... Lets begin with the first blog in this series... It has been an interesting year... alot has happened and I want to take the time to write alittle about it... The first 9 months of it not many of you know about because i didnt get on CT until August, but hardly any of you knew me for the first month of the CT ride... It wasnt until September that I broke out of my shell on here... Funny how it pretty much came when me and Michelle split up in September... I found myself swarmed by new friends that I have found came to love... When I needed someone to talk to I f

A Brief Summary Of The Uses Of Hemp
Read and repost and if you enjoyed this reading look up Jack Herer on myspace he is the author!!! A Brief Summary of the Uses of Hemp Our Challenge to the World: Try to Prove Us Wrong! If all fossil fuels and their derivatives, as well as trees for paper and construction were banned in order to save the planet, reverse the Greenhouse Effect and stop deforestation; Then there is only one known annual renewable natural resource that is capable of providing the overall majority of the world's paper and textiles; meeting all of the world's transportation, industrial and home energy needs; simultaneously reducing pollution, rebuilding the soil, and cleaning the atmosphere all at the same time... And that substance is - the same one that did it all before - Cannabis Hemp...Marijuana! Ships and Sailors Ninety percent* of all ships' sails (since before the Phoenicians, from at least the 5th Century B.C. until long after the invention and commercialization of

Mean People Suck.
dude...people can be so fucking ridiculous sometimes. so there was this guy...and we started talking on here...whatever. i thought he was cute as hell...and actually fucking intelligent... and it seemed that the feeling was mutual. so we started talking on the phone and texting A LOT. we had a fucking 5 hour conversation one night...just laughing and having a good time. so then i guess i made the mistake of actually telling him that i cared about him...and thought very highly of him...and that i in fact loved him. it wasnt the kind of love where i cant live without this person...it was just like...you are a really awesome person and i love you, thing. oh and that same night he saw me on web cam. so either me telling him how great he is...or him seeing me on webcam totally changed his opinion of me. maybe i'm a fucking fat ass after all and he didnt like that. or maybe he talks to girls until he wins their affections in every way possible...then he drops them in the gutter li

Personal Ad
If I was going to ever write a personal ad, it would be like this. A friend found this on a site and it's awesome!!! ================================================= On a first date: I will not put out, although, upon cessation of said date I will violently rape my Rabbit and envision your hands and mouth all over my body. We may discuss this in the future, if I decide you're worthy of more conversation. In an effort to further my not-putting-out goal, I will not shave and will wear mis-matched socks. Just remember this if you respond to this ad, we go out, and you are having dirty thoughts over dinner. UNSHAVEN/MISMATCHED (just repeat it to yourself. You may be surprised how quickly wood will disappear) I will engage you in conversation, perhaps shock you with hilarious stories of my past. I may use "big" words, and I refuse to dummy down for anyone. I will make you laugh, assuming you have a brain and the personality to "get it". I won't order a salad, no

Clinical Trial: Thc Reduces Pain In Fibromyalgia Patients
From: Medical Mary Jane Date: Dec 22 2006 9:49 PM Clinical Trial: THC Reduces Pain In Fibromyalgia Patients June 22, 2006 - Mannheim, Germany Mannheim, Germany: Oral administration of THC significantly reduces both chronic and experimentally induced pain in patients with fibromyalgia, according to clinical trial data to be published in the forthcoming issue of the journal Current Medical Research and Opinion. The study is the first-ever clinical trial assessing the efficacy of cannabinoids in the treatment of fibromyalgia. Investigators at Germany's University of Heidelberg assessed the analgesic effects of oral THC in nine patients with fibromyalgia over a 3-month period. Subjects in the trial were administered daily doses of 2.5 to 15 mg of THC, but received no other pain medication during the trial. Among those participants who completed the trial, all reported a significant reduction in daily recorded pain and electronically induced pain, investigators found. "All

A New How To Video...never Get Busted
**PLEASE NOTE!! THERE IS AN ENTRY IN MY MJ BLOG RELATED TO THIS VIDEO!!! BUYER BEWARE!!** From: Jack Herer Date: Dec 23 2006 4:27 AM ASSOCIATED PRESS December 22, 2006 TYLER, Texas -- A one-time Texas drug agent described by his former boss as perhaps the best narcotics officer in the country plans to market a how-to video on concealing drugs and fooling police. Barry Cooper, who has worked for small police departments in East Texas, plans to launch a website next week where he will sell his video, "Never Get Busted Again," the Tyler Morning Telegraph reported in its online edition Thursday. A promotional video says Cooper will show viewers how to "conceal their stash," "avoid narcotics profiling" and "fool canines every time." Cooper, who said he favors the legalization of marijuana, made the video in part because he believes the nation's fight against drugs is a waste of resources. Busting marijuana users fills up prisons with non-violent offenders, he said.

Interesting Question...
From: Stoner Stuff Date: Dec 23 2006 12:39 PM Jesus and Marijuana Was there a whiff of cannabis about Jesus?"Was Jesus a Stoner?" is the mischievous title of an article about the use of cannabis in ancient Judaism in High Times magazine. These claims of drug use by biblical figures surprisingly have susbtance, says Professor Carl Ruck from Boston University.Was Jesus a Stoner? is the mischievous title of an article about the use of cannabis in ancient Judaism in next month's High Times, a pro-cannabis magazine. Its author, Chris Bennett, likes to shock. He is the host of Burning Shiva, a show on Canada's Pot-TV, and an advocate for the medical use and decriminalisation of marijuana. Bennett first looked at the use of drugs in religion two years ago in his book Sex, Drugs, Violence, and the Bible. He postulates that Jesus's ministry was fuelled by mind-altering substances, that he may have used cannabis-based oils to heal eye and skin diseases and that his very name - Christ - d

Christmas Present
My sweetie gave me the most awesome present that I ever wished for. She gave me the most awesome laptop that I could only dream of. I'm still in shock as to the gift I received. This gift is better then any of the desk tops that I've Built for myself. Bottom line I have a go fast that is portable. Thank you sweetie I am really humbled by this gift.

~ Make The Difference~
From: KarinG4U Date: Dec 26 2006 8:33 AM thanks to Carly ♥PeaceDreamer♥ ~ Make the Difference~ If each grain of sand were to say: One grain does not make a mountain, There would be no land. If each drop of water were to say: One drop does not make an ocean, There would be no sea. If each note of music were to say: Each note does not make a symphony, There would be no melody. If each word were to say: One word does not make a library, There would be no book. If each brick were to say: One brick does not make a wall, There would be no house. If each seed were to say: One seed does not make a field, There would be no harvest. If each of us were to say: One person does not make the difference, There would never be love and peace on earth. You and I do make the difference, Begin today and make the difference. A

Everyone Needs It And Everyone Wants It
~b4 you start reading this...I just wanted to let everyone know that i stole this from someones blog bc i thought it made a really good point and i wanted to share this with you all Love. Its when you c.a.r.e so much about one person that youd give up your happiness to make them happy. Its when youd literally DIE for them. Romeo and Juliet the love they had for one another was so great that they couldnt possibly exist if the other one was alive. Thats what im looking for. Maturity..../. you cant possibly love someone until youve matured enough to love yourself. Part of growing up and loving is realizing that you might just have to stop being a lazy teenager- get your ass of the couch get a job and make some money. Yes you might ONLY be in high school and you live in a world full of tomorrows but you dont think about the future. THERE IS A LIFE AFTER HIGH SCHOOL LIVING OFF YOUR PARENTS Grow the fuck up and realize this WHO YOU ARE TODAY REFLEX WHO YOUR GOING TO BE WHEN YOU

No Matter How...
No Matter How I Try No matter how I try Your always on my mind I know I can never have you Best friends we will always be So I keep my hearts desires Hidden deep inside me Some days it tears me apart Not being able to hold you my arms Other days I'm greatful you are my friend Holding my secret deep in my heart I'll confess my love someday But not anytime soon Best friends be that we are My heart always be there for you

A Christmas Without Booze
Who woulda thought My family wouldn't drive to drink enough to get buzzed this year lol ok so maybe their not that bad but close. One section of y family is very superficial and snooty, and those of you who know me know that isn't me. But christmas overall was great. My kids had the giving spirit which rocked. My friend danny gave my sissy and I each gift cards for a day at the spa which rocks. My best gift this year?? my oldest made me something at school and it will hang in a place of honor on my tree every year. I hope that you guys had decent christmas' I know that for some that is hard to do, however I do hope you did. Well I am goig to get back to work but if you need anything hit me up and when I get some free time I will get ya back *huggles*

Why Do I Even Bother?
im sick of being there for people and worrying about them. I feel almost disrespected... I dont know what to think, say or do. Its in my nature to be there for my friends but its wearing on me when i dont know whats going on. I try so hard to make everyone happy and all it seems to do is make me unhappy. I dont think thats very fair at all. OK so its not really about helping people and all that.... its just ive been so stressed about everything in my life and its been so hard to deal with other people when i feel so miserable myself. I cant explain it, all i kno is ive been a real jerk to some people lately and i cant explain it. I just wish things were easier.. AHH i dont kno how many times ive said that but i do wish that with all my heart. I wish i knew what was going on. I wish i knew what to do about everything. I wish i could make everyone happy. *sigh* but most of all i wish i could do everything right.. be the person everyone wants me to be, because i hate disappointing

Thought Of The Day 12/26/06...first Tat
ok today i got my first tattoo. it is the japanese kanji for the word ninja. why ninja? well first of all ninja kick ass. since i was a kid i have had a fascination with anything asian. artwork, culture, calligraphy, women(had to throw that in there), martial arts, and the ninja. I wanted to be a ninja growing up. I watched all the cheesy ninja movies....still do. that is the first part of why i chose this for my first tattoo. second was the meaning i saw behind the word. when the characters are combined it means "person of stealth and perseverance." Any one who really knows me also knows that i have been dealing with a lot of things especially as of late. i have been through some tough times and have been close to seeing the everafter more times than i would like to say. but even through all this i am here. I have endured these things and perservered. and it is my intent to continue this tradition. so in my darkest moments i have a reminder that i must try to get throug

Sick To Death
I am so fuckin sick and tired of EX's!! Why am the one that has to do his dirty work when he decides he is not coming to pick up the boys? Why do I have to be the one to disappoint them? It's just not fuckin fair. He can't leave the past in the past, and it's just tearing us further apart. I dread the phone ringing and seeing his name come across it. If answer, its hell to pay. If I don't he just keeps blowin the fuckin up til I finally do, and by that time I'm pissed, and all shit hits the fan anyway. I was sleeping soundly tonight, then the fuckin rang. I ignored the first 3, but he never stops. So my dumbass answers and its an instant fight. Now I'm awake, pissed, I have a fuckin headache from hell, and I need to rant. I have to tell my boys tomorrow that their daddy is not coming to pick them up again. I get to see the disappointment on their lil faces, not him. I'm kinda sorry for leaving my husband, cause obviously thats all I knew for 7 yrs, but I'm really sorry for what it

Well...maybe
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

If Tomorrow Starts...
"If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yester

Hopelessly Bound
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

The Day After Christmas Nightmare
I work in a one hour photo lab. And its the day after christmas. I believe everyone got a new camera this year. We developed a 100 rolls of film!!!! For the first 4 hours our processor was down due to contamination. Get it started back up and an hour later the printer wants to not scan film anymore. Another hour later we get it back up. It was a HELL of a day. I really think we need to start selling a "how to use your digital camera for dummies" book.. I had 4 people come and yell at me telling me that something was wrong with their digital camera because they can only take 12 pictures with it. WELL YOU NEED TO BUY A MEMORY CARD. Well what is that? they ask me. And dont even get me started on why they cant cut their camera on. DOLLAR GENERAL batteries are NOT going to work in your camera!!! And then the other day a woman tells me i dont have a heart cause i would not sell her a copy of a porfessional picture. I told her that I work for WALMART im not allowed to have a heart. Well she d

Seek Not My Heart
Seek Not My Heart by Kit McCallum Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it's been torn apart.

Former President Ford Dies At 93!
Just when you begin wondering what has happend to folks, then you hear the bad news. He was the only non-elected President the United States has seen when he followed up the scandal of the attempted impeachment process of Richard Nixon. Like James Brown, he also suffered from pneumonia, but it is incredible that he lived such a long time with so many things he had accomplished in his lifetime. See the Austin-American Statesman article, Former President Ford Dies at 93, for futher details about his life. I certainly admired him for the tenacity in being able to pick up the pieces from the shambles caused by President Nixon and the whole Watergate scandle. It is not easy to come in from behind an aftermath to clean up what damage had been done. Peace be with him...

Plasures
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Submitting to lust. Passion and emotion combined to a rush. A drug without a form. The expression is revealing. You are addicted and you want more. You find a victim. You release it. But it’s still not gone. It’s still there roaming around. A disease without a sound. A curse with a touch of heaven. A gift who gives you pleasure. A fulfilment with no border. A need that is growing older. This is a bliss from god or a burden from the devil’s dust. This is what is given. A dangerous word called lust. She is beauty incarnate, seduction born into flesh Her eyes are piercing daggers of venom lust But it is sweet to the victim’s blood She feeds, a parasitic whore, needing the love offered by a strangers kiss. She is selling herself Placing self worth upon the shelf and delving into a world of delusion. Not all of her profession move with devils in their eyes, But she, she who with a hollow stare could penetr

Wow What A Holiday
Man i gotta say this had been a crazy christmas and the whole holiday thing. It started out by me and my girl takin a break. We have been goin out for almost 4 years but i guess things havent been goin all so good we split apart it sucks. I miss her to death. She is my life. We agreed on some things im not gonna get into them but i hope it works out. I dunno when i left to move back I thought id never see her again for a long time. But there is hope i think. I think we just need a break. Got laid off from a job and shit and we was by each other everyday i guess it just got to each other. I dunno if this girl knows it but i want to marry her. Its been in my head for along time i just dont know when to bust the question. I dont want to be rejected. She loves me lots i know she does she always tells me. We just need to get our lives on track. All that i can ask for in the year 2007 is for me and my baby gaby to be happy and live happily ever after. I cant see bein with anyboy else but her

1913 - 2006
President Ford is from my hometown of Grand Rapids, Michigan. I always thought of him as Jerry Ford, even after he became Vice President and then President. I had my picture, with my family, taken in his Washington office when he was a congressman in about 1973. In 1976 I was a news director for a tiny college radio station in Grand Rapids and covered his election try versus Jimmy Carter. President Ford lost that election in one of the closest elections in history. Jerry Ford healed the nation after the country was torn apart from Watergate. Ironically, the thing that cost Ford the 1976 election was his pardon of Richard Nixon. He was condemned by many and thought to have made a deal. President Ford did what he felt best to release our country from that cancer of Watergate. Decades later the nation almost universally agrees that the decision was right. In fact he recieved the John F. Kennedy Profile in Courage award and was acknowleged for doing the right thing. Pr

Smiling With Gasoline Teeth
Breathing fire, the inhalant of desire Undepleted stockpile of pent up will Shrill Is the cry Lungs seem to be pushing out Chest bursting, lips spout Telling happy stories that inspire you to shout Ignite the bloom Swoon As petals wilt into unconsciousness Tell me I’m free to look somewhere esle Absolution of your pompous lust Always seems to make me forget about what I was talking about Like a good boy I set about the act of satisfaction I aim to please And I get distracted from my own passion Holy shit, you’re gonna have to do better then a bit of blood under your dug in fingernails What are you fucking sleeping already?

December 26th
Oh Lord. I went ice skating today and trust me do not ever believe them people who r on da tv skating and making it look easy. that shit is not easy. I fell and busted ma ass a whole lotta times. I was like wat da hell goin on. lol. but it was fun nonetheless. I went with ma friend Tanisha, ma sis Kelsey, and ma friends brotha Talik. Yo we had fun but dam son. wen u hit dat ice it really hurt gotdammit. i should sue them people. if only they didnt have up a "SKATE AT YOUR OWN RISK" sign. lol. let me know wat yall think

The Last Biker
The Last Biker Author Unknown The old ones stand out now, their numbers dwindling down. They're a sad loss to the American scene, these individualists with the worn down clothes and faces. You can still see them sometimes, the real ones, some in packs, not as large as a while ago, sometimes alone. The alone one is the best. One who's been there a long time, staying in the life he loves, never giving into a system that sucks you up like a vortex if you slip just one foot into it. He's got his connections - a few like him that care for and protect each other. Hanging onto the only unique lifestyle left, like old dinosaurs, their faces are leathered and rough by forty, but their eyes still sharp and knowing. Some are gray in the beards and braids, some are limp in the step and some pain in the kidneys. Still they know that no other life is life, but merely a dreary journey into everyone else's monotony. He looks at the new ones, then turns away, knowing they will never know

Drama, Bullshit And Everything Else In Between
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF FUCKING DRAMA. PLEASE NOTE I DO NOT TOLERATE DRAMA, GAMES, NEGATIVITY OR FUCKING BULLSHIT IN MY LIFE. IF YOU HAVE ANY OF THIS SHIT IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE, MY ADVISE STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME. I DON'T NEED IT AND I SURE AS HELL DON'T NEED YOU! IF YOU WANNA TALK SHIT ABOUT ME, BE MY FUCKING GUEST. MY FRIENDS AND I KNOW THAT I AM A VERY FUCKING LOYAL PERSON AND I DON'T RUN MY MOUTH, PLAY FUCKING GAMES, DISRESPECT PEOPLE, DON'T CAUSE DRAMA......ETC. BELIEVE WHAT YOU WANNA BELIEVE. A GREAT BIG FUCK YOU TO THE FUCKERS THAT HAVE PUT ME THROUGH HELL RECENTLY. A GREAT BIG THANK YOU AND LOVE YOU TO ALL MY LOYAL FRIENDS. YOU ALL ARE WHAT MAKES ME WHO I AM. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. MUCH LOVE

Holidays
Christmas was nice. My husband had to work but was able to get out early so he was home for the rest of the day. We stayed up late Christmas EVe and opened presents and then the kids opened Santa's gifts Christmas morning. We'll be visiting relatives on the 6th of next month. So for those of you in the Visalia area, drop me a line and maybe we can get together.

Christmas Is Finally Over With
THANK GOD CHRISTMAS IF OVER WITH. TODAY I TOOK EVERYTHING DOWN. NOW MY LIVING ROOM IS BACK IN ORDER MORE ROOM TO MOVE AROUND. I LOVE SEEING THE EXCITMENT ON THE KIDS FACES BUT ALL THE I WANT I WANT IS REDICULOUS. WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO JUST GIVING TO GIVE OUT OF THE GOODNESS OF YOUR HEART. THEY DIDNT GET MUCH THIS YEAR BUT I WAS SURPRISED THEY DIDNT SEEM TO CARE MUCH. MY YOUNGEST WAS SO EXCITED I DID SECRET SANTA THIS YEAR FOR HER AND WHEN THEY DROVE INTO THE COMPLEX SHE WAS AT THE NEIGHBORS AND TOLD THEM U GOTTA TAKE ME HOME NOW SANTA IS COMING AND I GOT TO GO TO SLEEP LOL. SHE IS SUCH A DOLL WHEN SHE GETS ALL EXCITED. SHE FELL ON HER WAY HOME WENT BACK TO THE NEIGHBORS AND ASKED THE OLDER BOY TO CARRY HER HOME FAST. LOL SHE CAME HOME LAID ON THE COUCH AND PRETENDED TO SNOR SAID SHE HAD TO SLEEP OR SANTA WONT COME. GOTTA LOVE HER WHEN SHE DOES THAT. I DIDNT GET WHAT I WANTED FOR X-MAS BUT MY PRESENT IS ON ITS WAY. IT IS WELL WORTH THE WAIT. I HAVE HAD A BAD WEEK LAST WEEK AN

Happy Friggin Humpday...heehee
HEY YOU ALL I AM SENDING A GENERIC HUMPDAY COMMENT BECAUSE I GOT TOO MANY FRIENDS IT WILL TAKE ME THE REST OF TODAY AND THEN SOME TO SEND ONE TO YOU ALL...LOVE YOU ALL MY CHERRY PALS....TAMMYxoxoxoxox pimpfarmer.com

People Are Reluctant
It's time to open up our eyes, stop staring at the ground, The only benefit has been the vast loose change I've found. This downcast look as nothing to do with shyness or acting demure- Perhaps time has come to cease brooding and become an active viewer... Slice an apple lengthwise and you will find a star. Watch a lowly creature thrive with just some dirt inside a jar. Look up and spy a bird's nest, against a skyline bleak. Nature's perfect architecture-a nursery made by beak. We humans, we spend so much time in thoughts about ourselves, Accumulating useless things to display upon our shelves. We consume and plan for future, and wrestle with the past, Trade in our spirituality to be superior iconoclasts. Notice the mathematical accuracy in the design of a pine cone. Witness the working society of queen and all her drones. Savor the haunting beauty in the call of mourning dove. Rejoice at blossom from seed dropped by hapless breeze above. We can fret about our m

What Is Luv
what is luv but a word... is luv a smile? is luv in a song? is luv somthing someone just says? i though i knew what luv is...but can anyone truly kno what luv truly is? i thought i knew it once before and it tore me in 2 i made the promise not to luv.... but can any one keep that proimse too? we meet soo many different ppl we find friendship we find hope we find happiness...but can we find luv for far away? is luv just lust but in disguise? I HATE luv...but i luv being in luv... WTF im tired of luv...will it find me? will i kno it when it does...somtimes i just kno somtimes i just dont wanna kno..and sometimes u think u can luv again but again it just hurts u what should we do wit luv... ....if it finds u hold it charish it...keep it near and never let it go

A Candle For Aeliyah
LITTLE AELIYAH'S FUNERAL IS BEING HELD TOMORROW 12/27/06...PLEASE RIP THE PICTURE FROM MY PHOTO GALLERY AND USE IT AS YOUR PRIMARY PIC TOMORROW TO SUPPORT THE FAMILY IN THIS TIME OF SORROW... THANK YOU TO ALL WHO SUPPORT THEM... HUGS, MOMMA P.S. YOU WILL FIND THE CANDLE IN MY AELIYAH PHOTO ALBUM...

Quiz Time----kind Of Kisser/sex Quot.
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good! Here some tips: 1. Be ready 2. no smoking 3. start slow 4. up the intensity 5. develop rhythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands 8. experiment 9. respond 10. repeatRomantic Kisser75%Yippy Ki Yay!63%Your more of a class act than youre giving yourself credit for50%How good do you kiss?created with QuizFarm.com Your Lust Quotient: 61% You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you! You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do. How Much Lust Do You Have?

Pre-booty Call Application
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (here and after referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2007, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup", unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. No calling each other "friends with benefits". We are not friends, just sex buddies. 8. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don't be o

Onelinedrawing
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Not Sure About This One
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting83%Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs33%Blood17%Blind Folds17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

My Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Lioness By Sarah Fimm
Lioness words & music by Sarah Fimm Like a Lioness I’d like to get to know you Let’s take off our clothes And Get Close. There. And how about I circle you Like a Lioness. Licking her paws Use your hands. Discover Me. One kiss could lead us to Bliss. Oh I love it when you go down and I get wet And fall apart You inspire me. One kiss could lead us to Bliss.

My Tarot Card
You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Bfs 3
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Take The Test To Find Out
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

Quiz Time----
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage75%Biting67%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blood67%Blind Folds58%Whips58%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com Get Your Sexy Name Get Your Sexy Name

Mercury - Sarah Fimm (very Poetic)
Mercury words & music by Sarah Fimm Mercury I see visions of galaxies Where you are is where I'll be someday. And You puzzle me Am I made of you? Are you made of me? Cause I'm so confused Mercury. How you gaze into me With your vast display of constancy You enchant me, Mercury. I have found something in your eyes That you have found in mine.v Mercury We don't have time. Everyone has their day But I pray Our worlds collide and form strength tonight Mercury. Mercury I see visions of galaxies Where you are is where I'll be someday. Just another piece of history From far away.

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My Card
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Hidden Talent;
Your Hidden Talent You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words. You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel. People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation. When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

Lemmy Is God!!! Part 2
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Lemmy Is God
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Not That People Give A Shit
Not that people give a shit. But I was in Georgia, and while being raised there I utterly destroyed myself and people around me. SO then I ran to Vegas under the guise that I was trying to find myself. After Vegas was a bust I then moved to Rhode Island. Rhode Island is now a bust and thats where I realized that I am not trying to find myself...but instead trying to run away from the things that I have destroyed. I wan to rebuild and start my life over. But in order to do that I need to first apologize to Morbid (if ya read this girly) because I know on many levels I did take advantage of you. I will be heading back to Georgia on Jan. 2 and there I will be going back to school, and working on myself and helping my family. SOOO thanks for reading..and hope whoever is reading this has a ncie life ! ash.

Quiz Time----tarot Card
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test

January To February (sorrie Its Long)
1 Month: January 1, 2007 to February 1, 2007 Jennifer Born: August 18, 1987 , PA Sun: Leo | Moon: Gemini | Rising: Cancer Table of Contents Chapter 1: Your Personal Venus Chapter 2: Understanding Your Forecast Chapter 3: Love Forecasts for January, 2007 Appendix: Summary of your Birth Chart Chapter 1: Your Personal Venus This section describes the ways that Venus reveals fundamental relationship issues in your birth chart. Venus shows her personality by sign. Venus is also described by house (the places you are most comfortable teaching and learning the lessons of love) and through its relationships with other planets, which act as supportive factors. Which Sign Is Your Venus In? Venus' sign describes how you are best able to give and receive love, enjoy life's pleasures and make connections with others. Venus in Leo: You don’t need to be loved—you need to be adored. Romance is vital with its full array of gifts, praise and celebrations. Yo

Update
Hey well just wanted to let you all know that my ex finally brought Heaven back. He brought her home around 10pm. Then he had the nerve to apoligize to me for being late...grr i really hate him. Then he wanted me to sit down and talk with him for a while...I told him to give me my kid and get the hell out. So I guess things are getting better here

Wycliff Jean
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Rollins Band
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Crucified For You
I can fight for the truth, And i can fight for You, I can love and obsess, Over every thing that You do... You threw a wrench in my life, But i think thats alright, No matter what i have to go through, I would do anything, To be crucified for You... There are so many things i want to say to You, But i'm scared of scareing You, or chasing You away, So i'll leave this verse behind... mabey this will change Your mind... I've spent the last two weeks between heaven and hell over You, and i dont know if you understand, the way You make me feel, You make me feel, You make my heart bleed and sing at the same time, You make me feel weak, scared, and pathetic, i always belived in love at first sight, i just never really belived i would know what it felt like, and mabey i still dont, who knows...i'm moving to fast in my head, mabey it does'nt matter, Girl...i would be your boyfriend...no matter how much it would fuck up my life..it would be worth it, i've never felt

Eyesis
EYEsis Smoke and mirrors, Flashing lights, I found my Goddess in Soddom and Gommorah tonight... I met my Isis, my angel, My god... And now i've only one emotion in my heart... And i'm not sure what it's called... The first time i saw your eyes, i think that i lost my mind that look that you gave me.... i think it made me go crazy, your what i thought, i'd never find again... Can i touch you, Like you touched me, Or are you to afraid to let your heart bleed? My Angel, my Isis, My Obsession, my God... Left with one feeling left, And i'm not sure what it's called.... The first time i saw your eyes, i think that i lost my mind that look that you gave me.... i think it made me go crazy, your what i thought, i'd never find again... Can i tell you i love You, or is that another song? I cant seem to think straight, i think my minds gone, Can i tell you i love You, or is that another song? Can i call You my Lover, can i call

Identity Crisis
I'm not good enough for you anymore i onece was someone special but now i'm just a whore, now i'm so easy for you to ignore, would you tell me what i fucking ment to you before! im not worth anything, in my own fucking head! just a fucking disease to be passed on and spread, nothing makes sense, it's all been read, and re-read, nothing fucking matters, not a word that i've said... identinty crisis, i dont think that i like this can you tell me what the differance between wrong and right is, i think that i'm blind, would you fucking rewind this, i finally understand what the meaning of "spite" is... and now that i've been easily replaced i'm so sick of seeing your goddamn face in my fucking head, every mutherfucking day! in my head, i know i'm not worth a goddamn thing and i've no disire to see what my future brings... 'cause nothing is worth a goddamn thing... not a word that i've said, not a thing that i scream... identinty crisis, i dont think that i like this ca

Which One Do You Feed?????
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two 'wolves' inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego. The other is Good. It is Joy, Peace, Love, Hope, Serenity, Humility, Kindness, Benevolence, Empathy, Generosity, Truth, Compassion and Faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute nd then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf wins?" The old Cheroke simply replied, "The One you Feed."

Red
i wake up and the room is Red bleeding, "I cant remember..." she said, i can hear that voice, echoing through my mind, i know i'm out of choices, out of reason...out of rhyme... and the room keeps on spinning... and the walls are alive... everything's colored Red... Through the windows of my mind... i remember hazy pictures... of times i felt alive... and all the pain keeps playing back... through the windows of my mind... laying broken on my back, remembering the words she said, wispering how improtaint i was... the lies have painted, my minds eye Red... and the room keeps on spining, and the lies are starting to bloom... and every thing is colored Red Through the windows in this room... i remember hazy pictures... of times i felt alive... and all the pain keeps playing back... through the windows of my mind... laying here and bleeding, forgotten and unused, broken down and so let down, beaten, fucked,

Stoopid Truck
So I while I got this truck that was I thought pretty great. We call it a truck, it's really a cheap knock off of an SUV Chevy Blazer...for those of you who don't know it's a GMC JIMMY. I've spent more money on that stupid thing than it's worth! I've had to put in 2 transmissions, a new front and rear axel, and I've just had to have the whole break lines replaced, new cv joints, and everything and now possible another transmission and a new heater. WTF!!!!!!! I got the damn thing for 2300. I GOT MORE TROUBLE THAN IT IS WORTH! If I had known it had trany issues before I bought it I never would have gotten the friggin thing! I hate it.

Need Your Help #@
if any one would be interested in helping her win the contest here is the link to get to her page i hope you can atleast check it out and comment and give her a helping hand http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=243184&albumid=153024&i=359563474

Another 3 Post
A celluloid dream on the silver screen Holding my attention with all that is seen Forcing me to acknowledge her heart Playing to my soul the greatest part Pulling me in with a glance and a smile Standing out from all others in her own style Deep sultry eyes that convey feelings so deep Into my soul this vision does leap She holds me and I stand transfixed in time A rapture that thrills and feels so sublime Desire to feel more as time does pass Need to be filled more as I watch the lass Knowing that too short our time will be I will just have to watch again this vision I see By R. Thomas Dinsmore The poetry of beauty She sits and looks at me with eyes that do ensnare my soul I think of her and wonder if her smile she does control This silent siren that leads the heart to thoughts of wildness how would beauty feel if I did hold her in my sweet caress on to the next stop and find if the world does rise on her I sit here and stare into beauty's eyes till all t

Need Your Help
hello my friends at ct just have a little favor to ask i have a friend here that is trying to win a contest and i want to see if you can go to her profile prettypeabug and help here by commenting on her it would be a lot of help Thanks a lot

That Time Has Come!!
Well there are quite a few folks on my friends list that I NEVER converse with.... SO, that time has come where I get the pleasure of deleting people!! If you end up deleted.... I'm SORRY!! But if we are NOT conversing then there is NO point of being friends!! :)

Ally
I WANT YA ALL TO KNOW AND MEET MY DAUGHTER ALLY SHE IS IN THE HOTTEST GIRL ON CHERRY TAP PLEASE FEEL FREE TO GO AND RATE HER AND COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YA LIKE SHE IS BEHIND A 1000 COMMENTS SHE NEEDS THIS AND DESERVES IT PLEASE IF YA ARE A FRIEND OF MINE REPOST OR VOTE OR COMMENT ON HER SHE IS A ANGEL AND I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.. CHECK OUT HER PROFILE AND FRIEND HER FAN HER AND COMMENT HER//SHE IS MY BABY AND I LOVE HER AND SHE IS A BLESSING IN MY LIFE... GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY GOD BLESS HER AND MY GRANDDAUGHTER BRYNDOLYNN DESIREE.. THANK YOU MY FRIENDS AND FANS AND FAMILY..PEACE N LOVE SHASH:)

Playlist For The Week Of 12/19/06 - 12/26/06.
Carcass - Heartwork Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Demonic Christ - Demonic Battle Metal Evildead - Annihilation Of Civilization Goatwhore - A Haunting Curse Grave - As Rapture Comes Hallows Eve - Monument Hypocrisy - Osculum Obscenum Immolation - Here In After Incantation - Primordial Domination Iron Maiden - A Matter Of Life And Death Kiss - Rock And Roll Over Kiss - Crazy Nights Kiss - Hot In The Shade Kiss - MTV Unplugged Megadeth - Rust In Peace Opera IX - Sacro Culto Overkill - Bloodletting Sinister - Afterburner Testament - The Gathering Vertigod - Victory In Silence Voivod - Katorz

Gun Control
Is hiting ur target don't stop running!!! I need to practice on ur tired ass taliban !!!!! If u read all of this then u r my type of person and u understand check out my stuff at copeland3rd@dependmail.com

Thinking
**Warning** The following COULD cause you to think. If you don't feel like thinking, don't read any farther... However this is not aimed at anyone in particular. I just had some time to think tonight. I have been thinking of things We say. There are smart things, there are dumb things, there are things that are right and there are things that are wrong. Sometimes the right thing is also the dumb thing. How about the wrong thing being the “smart” thing at the time? Think about the dumbest things you have ever said … When you REALLY look back, they were probably said in the heat of emotion. “I hate you.” “I need another drink.” “I quit.” … “I love you.” If you had one question that would work in almost EVERY situation even where there isn’t a right or wrong answer would you use it? STOP now if you don’t want to see it. Here it is: “Based on my past experience, current situation and my future dreams and goals, is (fill in the blank) a WISE thing to do. “ It works 99.9% of the

Good Song
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December 16th - 22nd
More controversy with pageant queens. Miss Nevada has been stripped of her crown for illicit pictures of her found on the Internet. People were afraid this could hurt the state’s image. That’s the last thing Nevada needs – an image problem. Partying, drugs, naked pictures with Miss America and Miss Nevada. I can’t wait to see what Miss Universe does! Every year the last two weeks before Christmas I see these commercials on TV for The Clapper. Does anyone know anyone who has this thing? Has anyone ever used a Clapper? They’ve been selling this thing for like 100 years now. Did you hear about this Long Island man who hired someone to kill his wife before Christmas so he could enjoy the holidays? And his wife is standing by him. She doesn’t believe he could have did it. So now Hillary is only the second most naïve woman in New York. Monica Lewinsky has graduated from the London School of Economics. That must have been one lucky class president. Now that she has her degree she

Mum Fun
So recently I posted a mum entitled NSFCT (Not Safe For CherryTap). this is the original mum hahahahaha the list of things NSFCT: 1 mums begging for ppl to enter or vote in contests 2 mums asking if im hot or not, no one is really making up your mind on that one 3 mums asking age old questions just to stir it up, and in the end have the same ole answer we all knew it was before it was posted , yet again 4 mums used for complaining about other mums (oh shit im busted) Im looking for more things to deem NSFCT now mind you im not looking to censor the mums, just take the stupidity and repeatitiveness out of them...... part of this was resolved by making the past mums available. So suggestions? anything that SHOULD NOT be a mum and reserved for blogs and bulletins.

Wat An Ass Lol
so my brother got one of those ski masks for christmas.. he puts it on and tries to act like a bank robber and says.. "put the money in the bank" LMAO! what a retard HAHAHA! so if you ever see a bank robbery goin down or see it on tv and the person says put the money in the bank, yup! thats my brother haha.. he'd end up on the stupid news on z100... if anyone listens to them they know what im talking about lol! thought i would just share that with you all!

Garden Of Stones
Snow has covered her grave And flowers have withered away Could wind cries in the trees Frozen tears mark my grief The flickering weak candlelight Shatters the dead of the night I bury my face into my hand I try to speak but I cant With a breeze arrives a sparrow Lands on her gravestone I raise my head and realize I am no longer alone Haven of shadows in the garden of stones Cold wind blows out the flame And darkness surrounds me again The sparrow starts silently singing A song only she and I know I shed tears on her grave And silently whisper her name As cold wind still shakes the trees I know she now rests in peace With a breeze leaves the sparrow Flies into the unknown I bow my head and realize I want to follow

Spam
what is this shit now goin on here with this spam thing? now you cant leave the same comment bloody hell this is crap!! why should you search sites which takes up time & usage just for different comments?? PLEASE give me strength Cherry Tap whats goin on??

Life In General...
Well, I never would have guessed that this holiday season would have been spent on my own... I mean, I had my family and stuff, but it's not really the same. It was my 15 1/2 month old son, Brayden's 2nd Christmas, and the first Christmas that we had to spend without our *family* being together... He got bombarded with gifts from his dad's side. Prolly trying to make it up for not being in his life other than maybe once a month or on holidays... go fucking figure... I dunnoe... it was hard... but we made it... Brayden never would've known the difference I guess... it's just hard to deal with this time of year... maybe next holiday season will be different... I'll keep ya'll posted

Eghaaaddd.....
Have you ever had a day in which you wish you could just curl up in a corner and hide from the whole world?? Or know someone that can step into a pile of dung and forever come out smelling like roses? That person luck just never seems to run out on them! Then there's people like me... if it weren't for having bad luck there wouldn't be any luck in your life at all! And when 1 thing goes wrong it ALL goes wrong... Life truley sucks at times doesn't???

Image Sexual Horoscopes Image
I'm a cancer woman! AQUARIUS WOMEN: A slow starter, you idealize love and encompass it with tenderness. Once aroused though, anything goes! Extremely imaginative and like trying new things. There is nothing in any sex manual that you won't try. Belief that anything that increases the pleasure for your partner is worthwhile. Best sex mates: Aries, Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius and Aquarius. Favorite sex position: standing up, and in water. AQUARIUS MEN: Never treats a woman like a sex object and prefers a variety of foreplay before getting down to it. May have be to revved up, but once his engine is started, he is free and inventive with amazing persistence. He will always see you through to climax. A woman who knows what she wants will be very happy. He usually ensures an orgasm twice - once orally and once genitally. Erogenous zones: gently touching the calves and ankles will get him going. Be careful thoug

Life Finds A Way
Sweet dream do you even know The words you write and what you sow How you affect my thoughts to be How you stir things deep within me Hope does fill me and so does fear Yet I seek you , your voice to hear For pains of the past built my wall And now you come and they fall You go where none have been let in And you stir my lusty thoughts of sin Passion that pulls me in your way My mind fills with you more every day Thoughts of the taste of our sweet kiss I wonder if your mind fills like this If you are drawn to me as I am to you This is something in me long over due Would you dream as I do of sharing life Would you share both the joys and the strife Face hand in hand all that will ever be Link your soul and mine through eternity It is clear we share much of the ways we see This world and of what we think it to be We share a passion for life and we feel You seem like a dream yet I know your real So I know this so deep and know it is true What will be will be ! Li

Happy New Year!
hey everyone! another year gone bye! dont forget to make those new years resolutions and follow them til march! after that its all down hill from there! come on ppl can we please be real for a min? it doesnt matter if your fat! at lease the food was good! it doesnt matter if your bald! at least the barber bill will be elliminated from your spending! it doesnt matter if your ugly! theres always a spot in the circus for ya...open road,good food,exotic animals...lol.! it doesnt matter if your if your single! there are tons of single ppl out there looking to stay single!...mingle a bit and get layed once or twice! happy new year friends! ps: vote for everything on my ct page!

The Weight Of Love
"Accept me for who I am ... and that I'm only human, and there are more important things than what we fight about. We say hurtful things sometimes ... and it gets hard when you love someone so much ... everybody's got highs and lows. It's alright ... We will grow old together, even for worse or better. Nothing will ever keep us apart!" ~~~Leann Rimes~~~ NO, I still don't care for love ... but that was for those fairy tale wishers of you out there!

Life...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you look eyes with them, you know that every moment that you are with them, they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason! Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable but dull and

Auld Lang Syne
Auld Lang Syne On New Year's Eve, the most common song for most people across the world to sing is Auld Lang Syne. "Auld Lang Syne" is an extremely old Scottish song from the 1700s 'We'll take a Cup of Kindness yet' - translate to a drink shared by men and women to symbolise friendship. Should auld acquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind? Should auld acquaintance be forgot and days of Auld Lang Syne. Chorus: For Auld Lang Syne, my dear, for Auld Lang Syne, we'll take a cup of kindness yet for Auld Lang Syne. And surely ye'll be your pint stowp! And surely I'll be mine! And we'll tak a cup o' kindness yet, For auld lang syne. Chorus We twa hae run about the braes, And pou'd the gowans fine; But we've wander'd mony a weary fit, Sin' auld lang syne. Chorus We twa hae paidl'd in the burn, Frae morning sun till dine; But seas between us braid hae roar'd. Sin' auld lang syne. Chorus And there's a hand, my trusty fere! And gie's a han

Three Cures For A Hangover
WARNING! Any of the following cures, has not been reckognized by medical authorities, or the like. Any use of these cures are therefore your responsibility! But as far as I know they aren't dangerous, 'cause I've tried them all myself, and have never gotten more sick than I was. No animals have been harmed during testing! WARNING! 1. Reincarnation: Start the day off with a beer, and 2 cls of vodka, rum, whiskey or the like. It sounds horrifying, but the results are astonishing; just a few minutes after you poured down the "medicine", you will already feel a lot better. What actually happens is, that your biological system has locked up, and most people don't go to the toilet unless they're gonna puke. The "medicine" will kickstart your system, and you will feel dizzy the first ½ an hour, and then you'll start visiting the toilet just like you would on any ordinary day. Follow up with a good breakfast consisting of bread, and a little milk. When you get hungry, eat some

Why Is My Heart So Worthless??
Why can't I meet a guy who will treat me like I deserve to be treated?? Its just not fair... I always put all I am into a relationship only to be dissapointed in the end... They always reel me in... and BOOM... I drown!! I just want love... is that so much to ask for??

Food For Thought
if u could meet the person of ur dreams the one person u could love ur whole life n not second guess it but u had to wait two years to meet them would u do it or forget about them n move on? tel me what u think about that n let me know thanx bunches night

Work
my god i never thought it would end today... we started to get busy at around 11 give or take.. from then on it just never stopped... then being today the day after christmas.. sales, returns, etc... a tuesday when we normally get our supplys and truck.. well because of the holiday we get pushed back a day so the truck will be there tomorrow.. around 1230 we started running out of shit.. first it was dr pepper, then lids, then coke, then the best one of all was fries.. lol.. how do you tell customers that mcdonalds is out of fries.... ???lmfao luckily our owner owns more the one store and we can borrow from them for our supplys.. so now we had this busy day and in a week it will be a ghost town.. ahhhh well thats just the way it works in the mall... just glad to be home the day is just about over.. shower and bed.. did my studying.. Hubby quized me .. i think i am getting just about everything down for this test for certification in servesafe.. i will have my blue shirt next week..

Liked This One
The Silent Treatment A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM " He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up." Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. WIFE VS. HUSBAND A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules

This Is The Type Of Person That Just Makes Me Very Angry!!!
you know... I came to this site and have made a lot of good friends... I did not come here to be insulted... For one, I know that I weigh a few extra pounds, but hey, I don't need to be reminded of it by some idiot that doesn't even have a profile picture up, but has a picture of food!! So, if anyone gets any shouts or messages from this idiot.. block his ass! He will only insult you... trust me, he did it to me and I've never even talked to the jerk. This is the jerk (if the link works) podurtz@ CherryTAP

Stages Of A Female's Life
The last one is definately me. Someone has been taking my picture again without me knowing it. HA! HA! THE 5 STAGES OF A FEMALE'S LIFE 1. To Grow Up 2. To Fill Out 3. To Slim Down 4. To Hold It In AND 5. To Hell with it

I Fight I Cry
I FIGHT I CRY I fight, I cry, I let it win, But why..? Pain is there I always cry why?.. Can I hide in my closet tonight?.. Don't ask me why Tonight is the night I want to hide away Because that pain Is to much to take I promised something That I must keep So the closet is the place Where I must be To stop it coming to get me.. I fight, I cry, Its not winning tonight...

Ever Been Beaten By Ur Pearnts!!! ???
When i was lil boy i dident relize you could get trouble for telling on ur pearnts for haveing drug's in the house. I learned the hard way ever been throughen up agust the wall or beat up by ur pearnts! I have more than once i was 9 years old when this happen. Ever get whooped so hard you hade bruse on ur ass for hole week...I have!! Then when you get older and find out you have rear Disease's and people can't stand be round you because there affaird there going catch something you have! Welcome my Fucking World!!

Losing
LOSING MYSELF Trying to find the right moment to open my eyes There is a book that I hold all my secrets and lies I look into the mirror and ask myself who do I see The tears of a broken girl, is staring back at me Theres a wall that blocks you from the world outside Colorful flowers and green grass is over the hillside But you're trapped in a space that you can't escape Its a room with no doors no matter what the shape Skipping meals becomes a trend that won't leave So many things are different in the way I perceive And suddenly it feels you're all alone in your room Everything disappears to the last drop of perfume People read between the lines yet I always miss I try to watch what I say as I carefully write this The movies show happiness but where is it in me When I open or close my eyes why is it black I see Who am I sitting here writing these words tonight Why at the end of every tunnel I don't see the light Where will I go tomorrow that'll lead me to

Yes, I Am A Bitch.....
Just thought I'd share this with ya'll. Maybe you'll get a laugh like I did. Some dude named SUM DUM sent me a friend's request and being the nice person that I am, I had to respond to him. So here goes. YOU SAID: ARE YOU KIDDING ME YOURE KILLING ME OVER HERE ADD ME AS A FREIND BEAUTIFUL AND LET ME CHECK OUT THOSE PRIVATE PHOTO ALBUMS....IM DYING. My reply to this is: TY for calling me beautiful. However, if me not allowing you to be a friend is going to cause your death, I should hope that you have your funeral arrangements planned out. I don't need you to check out my private photo album, as it is doing just fine without you. Perhaps before you fall over in death, you will have time to visit www.whoresRus.com to see some pictures of what you're hoping to find. And please don't think bad of me, but I should tell you in advance, I won't be sending a flower to your service. And P.S., your name, Sum Dum, seems to fit you well. Have a Happy Day!

And Alive...
Well hello...been awhile so it has...Just spent six weeks in the hostial...went in dyin' CHF they were planning on how to let me go...one doc wanted to try open heart again and replace the ones that went bad on me again...obviously he was successful!!! But all the catherazations shut down my kidneys...I am now a dialisis patient...ah well...I am very happy to just be alive!!! Thats my story and I'm stickin' to it!!! Hope you all had a very Merry Christmas and ifin I don't see you before then have a very Happy New Year too!!!

2006 Christmas Survey
1.Get kissed under the mistletoe or in the snow? Mistletoe...i.e. WARMTH unless of course it's a kiss to melt the snow then maybe hmmmmmmmm 2. Santa or rudolph? Santa! 3. Stocking or presents? Both 4. Egg nog or hot cider? Neither yuck! give me a shot of vodka plz 5. Angel or star? Being an angel is boring!! I am a superSTAR!! oh you mean like on the tree...angel then ;) 6. Decorating the tree, or putting lights on the outside? Doesn't matter as long as someone else does it and I supervise!! 7. Warm cozy fires or sleigh rides? Sleigh Rides as long as I am warm and cozy otherwise I love sitting by a Cozy Fire 8. Family time or friend time? both 9. Expensive presents or presents that come from the heart? From the heart. 10. Snow ball fight or snowman? Snowball fight!!!!! It's on punkass!!! 11. Coal or presents? Presents.....duh 12. Open presents quick or slow? Slow I like to savor the expectation and anticipation..... 13. Diamonds or rubi

Interesting Article!!!! Another New Thing To Put Into Practice!!
This is a very good article. Not only about the warm water after your meal, but about ladies and their heart attac This makes sense.... the Chinese and Japanese drink hot tea with their meals...not cold water... maybe it is time we adopt their drinking habit while eating!!! Nothing to lose, everything to gain... For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid,it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal. A serious note about heart attacks: Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the

Silent Biss
In a silent Biss I lay In the grond To where i dream of you forever that when i fall you Help me up and when i bleed you kiss away all the pain when you show your love there you will forever love me .......... Baby its okay i know you really put me in this forever dream of a never ending love And i know...that if i was to ever awaken you would but me back in the grond that you layed me in .....I know your love was never true But to be with you when I was alive was the real dream but nothing in our love was real the only thing real Was the pain the one ture pain you gave to me The hate of my forever love for you By Grace Aka Me

Announcement!!!!
Much to the dismay of my parents and several other people, lol, I gifted myself with some piercings tonight! Yes, I am excited and happy, happy, happy!! I now have a nose stud on the left. And I have barbells in both nipples - Yessssss, indeedy!!!!! I highly recommend Brian at Mind Altering Tattoos and Bodypiercing in LaCrosse, Wisconsin, who did the deed for me!! Yeah, I'll give him a plug; he did good! Did it hurt? Hell, yes. So what!! Finally got started on my piercings! Yep, I'm dancing around! Time to get serious, now. My Dad will be having his heart surgery on Friday. The doctor says everything should go just fine. They will try to repair the valve. If that isn't possible, they will replace the valve. That's it for tonight! Time to take some Ibuprofen, I think, lol! Much love and hugs to everyone! Blessings to one and all!

My Dreams
my dreams r to meet famous people that i admire alot. become a famous singer and be admired.become an idol like my dad is my idol.i would love to meet my fav singers and fav bands.i would like to help other ppl. thats all for now ty

Im New
im new to this whole thing so i might as well start by tellin u about myself im 21 red hair glasses on the chuncky side im very opinionated im an all around nice person unless u make me mad then i can be a bitch i love my friends they r my family they mean the world to me i hate being labled im just me im very unique and very random im single and looking for that right person i havent found them yet but hey im still young so no rush i guess oh one thing u should know about me is i am in a wheelchair nothing is wrong with my brain i just dont walk i live with m mom she is the most wonderful person i know i live with her for now but hopefully i will be getting my own place soon i like to write poems scrapbooking photography going out with friends movies shopping cocerts my animals the beach and many other things if u wanna know more just ask me im not shy

My Hercules My Baby (march 8, 1992 - Dec 25, 2006)
The Pictures on this blog did not come through as they did on my myspace blog but if you look in my pet pics he is there! In Memory of Hercules (Mar 8, 1992 - Dec 25, 2006) Protector, friend, companion and family pet I have always bred, owned, rescued, and loved German Shepherds - I was raised with one named Misty from about 3 years old until I was 16. When I married I began rescuing them from shelters and pounds and finding them good homes. Sam and Dominique were two I took in and sheltered that made excellent pets I kept them to their final days. Hercules was different. Hercules was mine from the time he could leave his Mother and raised by me. One of many Shepherd I have owned but by far the one closest to my heart. He never let me take walks alone and made it his job to be at my side every step of the way. He was a great dog both inside and out. Protective and loyal as well as friendly and lovable. I shall miss him very much. Hercules my baby! resti

Top List Update...3 Hot Girls Needed!
Okie ladies listen up for a bit as I update the latest for the top 15 list of Graphics By Rick's Hottest CT Cherry's. Currently we have 12 girls in place and 3 more are still needed...so here's the deal. Your profile link gets added to my page and then 3 times a week you will be fanned in bulletins that I post here. Being on my top list also allows you, if you wish to have some desktop graphics created for you. Also As some of you may know I run 8 model groups on Yahoo where I do promotions for models and sites, I will add and feature you there also, these groups have a combined membership of 3500 members, that's 3500 potential friends and fans. So don't be shy, step up to the plate and say HeY I want in! message me and let's get this party started. :)

Nobody's Girl
Nobody’s Girl Lost and alone wondering around Looking for someone to bring you up instead of bringing you down Trying to find what’s not really there Hoping to find love somewhere Looking for that state of mind Where everything stands still even time Searching for truth in any given lie But not finding anything but the tears that you cry You want your life to change today But your only seeing your hope fall away Tasting the salty tears that fall from your eyes telling you to let it be But you only can scream and fall to your knees Hope is long gone And your world has become all wrong Love is becoming a fantasy Instead of becoming your destiny The fear is there and very real As it breaks your heart instead of trying to heal you see people walking around as happy as can be Because of the love they have found that you can’t see It seems to you that love is only what they feel Instead of changing it and making it real You want that childhood f

Chapter Three. Enter The Deadman Unfinished>
Rain woke up in the bed of a hotel room. A hotel-worker was sitting in a chair in the room, "You have been asleep for three days. A pale, black haired man dropped you off here." Rain sat up and looked out of the window. "Now that you are awake i can send in your guests." She stood up and Rain shot out of the bed to a corner. "Mister rain it's ok. Your weapons are being cleaned now." She walked to and opened the door. Rain looked around for any type of weapon he could use. As he scrambled around, a large, cloth-armored man walked through the door. "Rain" Roared the man with his deep, gutteral voice. Rain stopped and turned around to face the man. "Shank! It's been so long brother, how are you?" Rain said in surprise and shot accross the room to his brother. Shank put his hand up and Rain's head hit it and he flipped over into the wall. "Rain I'm here to get you and take you home. The Chief says you cannot run around right now. More people may be hurt." The lar

Yay Me
Men See You As Playful Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How Do Men See You?

Before I Was A Mom
¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ¢¾ ¢¾ I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. ¢¾ I never thought about immunizations. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Pooped on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Chewed on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Peed on. ¢¾ ¢¾ I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ¢¾ ¢¾ I slept all night. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ¢¾ ¢¾ Or give shots. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never knew that I could love someone so much. ¢¾ ¢¾ I ne

Just To Win A Bet
I know that ALL women don’t feel this way, but I do KNOW that we do feel this way Some of the times. So to those who don’t feel this way today remember yesterday… Why are MY insecurities, giving OUR relationship inequities. Why do we think the same, yet my heart still wont play the game. When can I learn the “playas tricks”, you know “don’t get giddy over new dick. When can a sista ask a question, and when its not the answer in their head not think DECEPTION. Where can a sista get love and joy, without carrying more weight on losing the boy. Where is there moderation in the middle of my hurricane extremes… Oh you know I say a bunch of shit, and you say I know what you mean. What is it that makes me mad at your mistakes, but if I fuck up you know “I can give as well as I can take…(oooh a nigga will leave yo ass on that one TRUST ME) Let me come out of my mind and speak from the heart… A lot of the times i

A Question
Why is it that parents look down on their grown children, when they finally get to do what they want without having to ask them?? Over the xmas holidays, I had preceded to tell my parents about where I had started to visit church and they weren't pleased with it one bit...I grew up in a strict Church of Christ home, that didn't believe in instrumental music in the church...Growing up, my beliefs in the church changed; and my parents were in disbelief...Like, why is our daughter acting like this? Where did we go wrong?? I think that's what my parents are thinking now... I am an adult, and have the right to make my own decisions about church AND what's right for my kids...The place I visit now, I've become very comfortable with; and I've seen a big change in my children too...They're finally able to understand the Bible stories that they are taught every Sunday compared to the "old church" (as my son put it) did things... Is it right for parents of their grown children to butt i

Life
this year has went by so fast...the days are gettin shorter and we need to live everyday to the fullest and try to have fun...thats what some ppl forget to do...thats why i keeps it 100 alldaye everyday and if u dont like it then u can kiss ma ss and thats that.

Hot For You
A couple had been married for 50 years. They were sitting at the breakfast table one morning when the wife says, "Just think, fifty years ago we were sitting here at this breakfast table together." "I know," the old man said. "We were probably sitting here naked as a jaybird fifty years ago." "Well," Granny snickered. "Let's relive some old times." Where upon, the two stripped to the buff and sat down at the table. "You know, honey," the little old lady breathlessly replied, "My nipples are as hot for you today as they were fifty years ago" "I wouldn't be surprised," replied Gramps. "One's in your coffee and the other is in your oatmeal."

Pickle Factory
Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his penis into the pickle slicer. His wife suggested that he should see a sex therapist to talk about it, but Bill said he would be too embarrassed. He vowed to overcome the compulsion on his own. One day a few weeks later, Bill came home and his wife could see at once that something was seriously wrong. What's wrong, Bill?" she asked. "Do you remember that I told you how I had this tremendous urge to put my penis into the pickle slicer?" Oh, Bill, you didn't" she exclaimed. Yes, I did." he replied. My God, Bill, what happened?" "I got fired." "No, Bill. I mean, what happened with the pickle slicer?" " Oh...she got fired too."

Gynecologist Appointment
One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." "The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?"

Room 221
A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221."

A Poem I Made As A Bet
They said it could be A rush of failure all over me Eclipsing hope with the blackness of a heart Finding pleasure in the way lovers part Free fallin’ not looking forward to the sudden stop In an avant-garde jazz mood, all I find is pop Can’t a sister find a package in its totality Fellas, the “package” in your pants is your perception, not my reality Friends fallin’ to the wayside…fuckers broke code Put my ass in a Hunter’s mode Can’t quite get it, men being a boy, women, being a girl Fuck all is fair in “love and war”…all is “fair in the world” Can’t find Leaders…hell, can’t create one Too busy being fake, makin’ followers to get your bullshit done Tired of seeing the “impossible” being “possible”, the drama is evermore Don’t wish to be “Neo”…I’m “Morpheus” with confidence; I’ll kick the Machines Ass…. And win the war

Blah Blah
I'm not quite sure what to write here. I'm never really on CT at the moment, although i'm sure i'll become addicted again at some point when the novelty of CS wears off haha! Anyways, YEY got my new 19" LCD TFT monitor! It's orgasmic!!

I Think Santa Claus Is A Woman.
I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Chia Pet under the tree, still in the bag. Another problem for a he-Santa would be getting there. First of all, there would be no reindeer because they would all be dead, gutted and strapped on to the rear bumper of the sleigh amid wide-eyed, desperate claims that buck season had been extended. Blitzen's rack would already be on the way to the taxidermist. Even if the male San

Saw It Blogged It Lol
Pisces and Sex Sex is an emotional affair for the Fish, as is the case with much of their lives. Pisces is a sensual and creative lover, adoring playful sex and romping through erotic fantasies. Shyness goes out the door, if it's the bedroom door we're talking about! The Fish has a great appetite for sex and loves to keep things fluid and changeable. If their lover can indulge them in flights of fancy, they'll be primed all night long. For Pisceans, love and sex as a complete union is best, the better to feel safe, free and totally uninhibited. The Fish also loves to please their lover, so this union will definitely sizzle for two. As for the sexiest kind of play, it's in the water for the wet and wild Fish.

When You Kiss Me
when you kiss me This could be it, I think I'm in love It's love this time It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love This love is mine I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely night are finally over You took the weight of the world off my Shoulders (the world just goes away) Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me-- When you're with me The world just goes away The way you hold me The way you show me that you Adore me--oh, when you kiss me Oh, yeah You are the one, I think I'm in love Life has begun I can see the two of us together I know I'm gonna be with you forever Love couldn't be any better I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my Shoulders (the world just goes away) And when you kiss me I know you miss me Oh, the world just goes away When you kiss me

Santa Story
I was wearing a red teddy with fuzzy white around the tops of the cups. It was like Santa's outfit only it was very tight and sexy. I was relaxing on the couch sipping wine and carressing my shaven smooth legs. I would probably masturbate later. I had planned to but I was considering just going to bed. I was feeling sexy though. And God knows I was lonely. My hands found there way between my legs. I wasn't ready to get started yet I was just enjoying letting my fingertips explore. I heard a noise on the roof. It scared me half to death. I first though that somebody had thrown something on my roof but then I heard noises in my chimney. Before I could set my drink down a man had quickly stepped out of my fireplace. It was Santa. My first instinct was to cover myself up but I gave up on that. For one, I couldn't find anything. For two, I wasn't showing off anything that I didn't show off in a bathing suit. He didn't say anything. He just took out the gif

New Grandma
proud to say i became a grandmother for the 4th time at the age of 41 to a 8and a half pound 22 inch long baby girl at 5am christmas morning just so proud of my daughter because she did it in 3 hrs completely naturally no drugs no epidural and no stitches and the babys name is jordynne elizabeth

Is It Love
is it love Got an angel at my bedside Wathching over me tonight Smiling from a photograph N'everything's just rigth Been dreaming or you before And now is true My heart is beating just for you Baby I wanna know Is it love, is it love is it why i fall evertime you call Is it love, really love When you say it's forever Is it love ,is it love That i'm breathing When i dream or you tonight Tell me how can i imagine Somthing brighter then your eyes No one ever came this close You made me realize Been dreaming of you before And now is true My heart is beating just for you Baby i wanna know Is it love, is it love Is it why i fall evertime you call Is it love, really love That i'm breathing When i bream of you tonight Is it always gona be Will you always care for me Is all that i want Is it i ever hoped for Baby..... Is it love, is it love Is it why i fall evertime you call Is it love, really love When you say it's fore

All N The Life
well this is my firt time on here so give me a break...... usually on yahoo.chat so you wanna comment on this .. there be one on my profile there as well.. online name me_dong_u i have pic there too. well we manage to set goals for oens self but the question is? how will we achieve them? will be happy if we succeed in those goals? will it be enough!!! but i i must tell you life just living is enough!! too much is dangerous.So be yourself have fun live as life is meant to live because we only live once.. well little bored where am at so holla from moscowmills,mo ne one close catch me at yahoo chat me_dong_u

Goodbye....
i decided i'm leaving cherrytap after all...i don't get on line as much as i use to, and the time i do get on, i brows sites and look things up. i havn't even been on yahoo, or aim in a while. i'm going to miss all of you, so take care. i hope everyone had a great x-mas like i did, and hope every has a wonderful new years. take care. and for the juggalo family....MMFCL!!!!

Yes I'm A Taurus
Aries and Sex The Ram is more of a tiger where sex is concerned and, like many other sleek animals, loves the hunt -- that steady pursuit of the ultimate prize. Aries is a physical and fearless lover and is blessed with the stamina to go all night long. They are not afraid to experiment sexually in their quest for pleasure, which means an open-minded lover is a must. The Mile-High Club must have been invented for these folks! It's safe to say that Aries' lover must be able to satisfy, or the Ram will move on. The dominant sexual partner will likely be the Ram, and while eroticism is important, this sign also favors a mental connection. As if Aries weren't passionate and demanding enough, they also want to be made to feel secure in a sexual relationship, lest jealousy rear its ugly head. Taurus and Sex Taurus is one alluring package, thanks in part to their love of beautiful things. Those lucky enough to snare this lover will find that the best, amazingly, has been hidden f

Baby Blue
your my baby blue my dream come true no one can do but you your my baby blue fallen from the heaven above earth unfolding showing my love for you my baby blue my heart goes out to you fallening deep in love there's no other version of my baby blue This was wrote to me from a verry dear friend of mine a while ago P.s Not by me Lol

Oral Caress
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push ha

Pics
can someone tell me why in the hell does someone have only face shots in their pics? i know that i only have a few body shots, but i have to take them myself....but it aint all that hard to take a pretty decent full body shot of yourself...or how about the profiles of the people that have one pic from a web cam but act like they cant take anymore? u took the first one right? that means that u do have the equipment to take some more....not everyone looks the same as they did 6 months to a year ago....or when someone uses a pic from when they were in high school but they are now like in their late 20's or early 30's...do u think that we all think that u look like that still? cuz i know i dont...id love to put up one of my senior pics and have the guys go crazy over them....but i would never want to fool anyone with what they think i look like...i just dont see the point in not being able to post pics up....maybe i just love myself so much that i have to do it all the time..maybe i dont w

I've Been Thinking..
I personally spent close to five hundred dollars on christmas presents this year, for people that I don't even like... Much more for those that I do. But why?? Because in this society of consumption and spending.. It is un-fucking-acceptable to show up at an aquaintances gathering empty handed, FINE! I've grown accustomed to this rediculous notion, and I play along. But what if everyone stopped playing their game, and we all pooled that cash into something worth while.. ANYTHING worthwhile.. Maybe finding a cure for cancer so my Dad doesn't have to die, or somebody's baby can live.. Or making sure that every single human being on this planet has what they need to survive.. Two years ago hundreds of thousands of people died in that tsunami, and it was barely the top story on the news. Those people died while we sat around our plush homes, feasting until we almost burst.. and almost nobody gave a fuck. Think about it, a hundred and eighty thousand souls.. and the most that the majority o

Who In The Hell Reads My Blogs??
honestly who in the hell comes by my page and reads my blogs? who comes by and rates them but doesnt actually take the time and read what i wrote? and then u have the women that hate me and want to know shit about me when they know i dont like their asses. i see who looks at them, and i see the same lonley haten woman on every single one of them...and you know something? read em! look what i have to say cuz soon imma write one about your sorry ass! my friend told me to make my blogs for only my friends to view...what for? so then the women that hate me cant come and see that i wrote it about someone they like on here? that something might mess something up? please! i can write what i want...this is my space to do it in....and for that one that loves to check me out all the time! i hope u like what u see and i know that your hopen u were me!

Aries
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Got Smart One Day
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Poetry( The Loss Of My Son )
(I REMBER THAT DAY YOU WERE TAKEN FROM ME) THE WORST DAY I HAD EVER HAD EMOTIONS CONSUMED ME BUT ONLY SAD SADNESS IS WHAT I FEEL ONCE A YEAR THINKING OF YOU ONLY SHEDS THE TEARS I KEEP PLAYING THE WHAT IF GAME IF I DID THIS WOULD IT HAVE BEEN THE SAME YOU WERE MINE AND HE TOOK YOU AWAY FROM ME THEN LEFT ME THERE CRYING IN MY INSANITY MOST TELL ME LOOK AT WHAT HE HAS GIVEN YOU BUT I KEEP THIS THOUGHT ONLY TO GET ME THREW I NEVER EVEN GOT TO HEAR YOU CRY AND I JUST KEEP ASKING HIM WHY WAS IT SOMETHING HE DID TO PROTECT YOU A LIFE OF SADNESS AND FEELINGS OF BLUE LIFE IS HARSH AND BURDENS ARE A TON YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME A LESSON IN LIFE DEAR SON WE ARE NEVER PROMISED TOMORROW DONT LIVE YOUR LIFE CONSUMED IN SORROW I LOVE YOU SON KEEP THAT CLOSE TO YOUR HEART AND KNOW WE ARE NEVER FAR APART. THIS IS A POEM THAT I WROTE TO HELP ME DEAL WITH THE PASSING OF OUR SON I KNOW IT IS A TEAR JERCKER BUT LIFE IS FULL OF MANY EMOTIONS

Poetry((ron Warrior Of Storms))
AUDIENCE IN AWE AS I TAKE THE PLATFORM TO GIVE THIS TRIBUTE TO WARRIOR OF STORMZ THIS MAN HAS A PURE HEART OF GOLD A PLACE IN MY MEMORY HE WILL ALWAYS HOLD HE GETS ONLINE TO DO HIS PART LOOKING FOR THE ONE TO GIVE HIS HEART A LIFE OF SADDNESS AND SO BLUE THESE EXPERIANCES MAKE HIS FEELINGS TRUE HE FIGHTS THE STORMZ DAY AND NITE NEVER LETTING HIS DREAMS OUT OF SITE TO RON I LEFT A PRAYER TO ABOVE FOR HIM TO BE BLESSED WITH TRUE LOVE.......... WRITTEN BY LADY OF KAOS

Leather Boots
Receiving sexual stimulation, Without manual masturbation; Getting such focused concentration With no communication. Doing what I want; When I say I want it now. Like when I tell you in my ass I want to feel you pound. Ropes and Gags, Whips and chains; Just lay back and enjoy the pain. Scream out mercy, While pleading for more. To spank your ass till red and sore. Lick my black leather boots All up the sides. My prey has no need With things like pride. Your orgasm only reached Long after I've had mine. Now burry your tongue In me, deep within side. Sip the nectar that both Our bodies produced. How easily men; us women seduce!! Now that is a night That will take long to forget. Be a good boy now, Swallow don't spit!!

Poetry((horn N Mystic))
THIS GUY USED TO BE INTO PORN MOST OF YOU KNOW HIM AS HORN NOW HE HAS ONLY ONE LADY ON HIS DICK A LOVELY LADY WHO GOES BY THE NAME MYSTIC THEY MET ONLINE YES IT IS TRUE A ONLINE RELATIONSHIP WORKED FOR THESE TWO I WISH THEM THE BEST IN LIFE YOU SEE BECAUSE TAM AND LARRY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME HORN HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE TO LISTEN TO MY PROBLEMS AND DID WHAT HE COULD TO TRY AND SOLVE THEM LARRY WAS BLESSED WITH TAM IN HIS LIFE WILL HE EVER MAKE HER HIS WIFE HORN AND MSYTIC IN MY THOUGHTS YOU I WILL CARRY HOPPING I WILL BE THERE THE DAY YOU TWO GET MARRIED..

152
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Poetry (((fallen)))
THIS LADY HAS TOUCHED ME IN MANY WAYS SHE ALWAYS KNOWS HOW TO CURE A BAD DAY NOT KNOWING THIS LADY WOULD BE A SIN IF YOU DONT KNOW HER SHE IS FALLEN A FALLEN ANGEL SHE IS FOR SURE HAS A PURE HEART DOWN TO THE CORE FOR HER FRIENDS SHE IS ALWAYS THERE THIS FALLEN ANGEL I WANTED TO SHARE IF SHE FLYS BY YOU WILL KNOW CAUSE SHE LEAVES A RADIANT GLOW A FALLEN ANGEL ON YAHOO YOU SEE SHE"S ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU AND ME....

Poetry((stonecold))
TO THE MAN MY HEART WILL HOLD YOU ALL KNOW HIM AS STONECOLD THIS MAN IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL BE HIS WIFE THIS MAN HAS ALWAYS STOOD BY MY SIDE EVEN AFTER I CRUSHED HIS PRIDE I HAVE HURT HIM MANY TIMES HE OF ALL PEOPLE SHOULD BE IN MY RHYMES HE HAS GIVIN ME A REASON TO LIVE BY GIVENG ME ALL HE HAS TO GIVE ONE THING BEFORE I GO MY LOVE FOR THIS MAN I WANTED TO SHOW I HAVE DONE YOU WORNG THIS IS TRUE WHEN IN A LOSS FOR WORDS SAY I LOVE YOU!

Poetry((candy))
NEED A SMILE THIS CHICKS QUITE HANDY SHE GOES BY THE NAME OF CANDY SHE FOUND LOVE DEEP WITHIN THE HEART OF A MAN NAMED JUSTIN HER BLOGS ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE TAKE A LOOK ITS WORTH YOUR WHILE LOOKING FOR CYBER THIS CHICK IS NOT HER BEST FRIEND GOES BY THE NAME HOTTS IF YOU HAVENT GOTTEN TO KNOW CANDY DO IT NOW AND BE THE BESTISET FRIEND YOU CAN BE!!!

Poetry ((rookie))
ONLY ONE PERSON CAN MAKE MY BLOG TODAY THATS A LADY WHO GOES BY THE NAME AJ SHE ISNT HERE TO GIVE HER NOOKIE IN CHAT YOU MIGHT KNOW HER AS ROOKIE SHES BEEN OUT OF CHAT FOR SOME TIME I AM HONERED TO CALL HER A FRIEND OF MINE THIS LADY WILL ALWAYS BE DEAR OF ME CAUSE SHE ALSO WRITES POETRY I HOPE SHE FINDS SOME SORT OF DELIGHT WITHIN THE THINGS THAT I WRITE AJ YOU KNOW THIS IS FROM MY HEART AND I PRAY OUR FREINDSHIP NEVER PARTS......

Your Kiss
I want your kiss to carry me through the long lonely nights to keep me safe and warm I want your kiss out underneath the stars scattered across a dark sky as a thousand eyes look down I want your kiss in an open meadow filled with clover and daises with the sun caressing our shoulders I want your kiss as we cuddle up close beside an open campfire as the creatures of the night serenade us I want your kiss out on the porch swing as the rain pours down and the thunder echoes our hearts I want your kiss to mingle with mine for all time

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Storms Of Love
Slide into me on a misty night Take a wild ride on a bed of wet silk Dip into me as the clouds burst drowning us in its deluge Two bodies tossed on a tempest Thrust into me drench my walls with your hot heat Make me feel you so hard, so deep Slither far into my soul as steam rises in the damp air Drive me like the rain releasing a torrent of sweet emotions a downpour of pure lust Plunge into me drown my screams of sheer ecstasy with a slow, moist kiss Feel how wet, how soft as you slide in and out Create in me a storm of passion Make me beg for more

Passions Uncaged
I want to capture you at the days end And ride you like the wind a wild, explosive, heart pounding trip across fields of satin I want to grip you between my silky legs And feel your power like a storm a strong, hard, earth shattering pulsation within my saturated walls I want to savor you with my heated, wet lips And taste your body like a feast a sumptuous, delightful, sinful treat relished with my tongue I want to touch you till the morning light And stroke all your secret places a passionate, unbridled breath taking jaunt on a bed of roses I want to hunger for your savage sex And feed from your banquet a primitive, untamed, impassioned slave to your every desire

Thunder
Thunder grumbles Somewhere in the night Pulling me from the wreckage Of my melancholy thoughts My heart wanders in the dark Lost in nocturnal madness Sinking in depths of sadness Mixed up in midnight-blue No stars to wish upon Just lightning across An endless black sky A jagged blink, then gone Wish I could ride A fiery bolt upon the wind Straight to wherever you May be tonight... ...and Find peace in your loving arms...

Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 139 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

More New Shit
Two Headed Angels Ludicrous this modern life so boring snooring on the floor innate this curse this vision diverse refusal to implore irreversable piercing anguish festering out from inside the core a rock beneath a raging torrent unmoved amid chaotic flow james c leveroni 12.26.06

Razor Blade Kiss(poetry)
RAZOR BLADE KISS SHE GIVES YOU KISSES OF DELIGHT KISSES THAT LEAVE YOU FILLED WITH FRIGHT. WONDERING WHY YOU LOVE HER SO MUCH INTISED WITH HER BLADES KISSING TOUCH A KISS YOU CAN FEEL DEEP IN YOUR VAINS A KISS FILLED WITH NOTHING BUT PAIN WHY DO HER KISSES TEND TO HURT YOU YOU"LL NEVER UNDERSTAND EVEN WITH A CLUE A KISS FILLED WITH SOMEHTING SO DEEP WHEN YOUR LIPS TOUCH MAKES YOU WANNA WEEP TAKE A LOOK DEEP IN HER EYES ITS THERE YOU CAN SEE HER CRYS IN HER KISSES SHE RELEASES IT ALL IN HER KISSES SHE MAKES YOU FALL THIS IS MY DEAR FRIEND RAZOR IN MY RHYMES I WANTED TO PRAISE HER TO LET HER KNOW SHE IS MY FRIEND HER BROKEN HEART I HOPE TO MEND................... WRITTEN BY LADY OF KAOS

Pearls
How I so desire to entwine my legs around you, just as our souls entwine and spiral like thousands of twinkling diamond stars. How I ache to feel you deep within me, one with me and my heart, our bodies finally merged as are our souls and intoxicate on the blend of our essences creating a unique perfume. Heady and sweet. Oh, to feel your weight upon me, I, deliciously impaled immobile - to feel the force of loving thrusts each urgency climbing higher. To visualize it, is almost ecstasy - the moment of ultimate trust between such souls as you and I. How I long for that sacred moment when with throbbing pulses ours, I hold my breath to savour your gift of the purest of you, your essence. The ultimate blissful pleasure! I would hold you captive with my most intimate muscles until every pearl of 'you' was mine, greedily treasured, precious jewel. I would kiss away your tears of joy, as my own wash my eyes

Deftones-hole In The Earth
Can you explain to me how youre so evil, how It’s too late for me now there’s a hole in the earth I’m out there’s a hole in the earth I’m out Can you explain to me now If youre still able, well It's time i think you know the truth there’s a hole in the earth, I’m out I hate all of my friends they all lack taste sometimes there’s a hole in the earth, I’m out there’s a hole in the earth, please take a bow (this is the end) this is the end somewhere this is the end somewhere there’s a hole in the earth there’s a hole in the earth I hate all of my friends (I’m out) there’s a hole in the earth I’m away somewhere ------------------- Deftones Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

Fuck Em
That’s right FUCK EM ALL! To hell with Obama, Hillary, Bush, and all of them! Why? I have been privy to a many a heartfelt blog about the state of the country and I know what is wrong…we cant fuckin read! So many people have asked what they want in a leader, from the ability to be racially conscious to being a strong and honest leader. Hello! He doesn’t exist…shit she doesn’t exist. If we truly wish to come out of the “MATRIX” it is on us. We have to take ownership (you know be responsible shit we heard as children and have walked away from as adults) of our lives. That entails learning how to fucking read! What I am saying is…make these quasi-leaders do what WE want. That is why you follow leaders. You follow them cause they will do what you want. The American dream USED to be a house 2.5 kids (ill leave that .5 shit to someone that can explain that to me), spouse, white picket fence and a dog. Now it’s a hummer,Jordan and fuc

New Poetry
Beat I'm beat lost... inside out bitten through the bone with frost sick and twisted nauseated with a smile a ghost in the machine killing time for awhile a wrench in the works berserk unspoken and unsung unable to relate marooned left for dead a single bullet and a gun... james c leveroni 11.7.06

A New Me!
Well not sure how many of you stop by and look at my pics.. I have decided to change up my image a bit.. I dont want to be thought of as easy or some sleezy person.. those of you that know me well know that I dont have any really tacky pictures or sleezy ones but I worry that the ones I have put up give off a certain image about me.. one I am not sure I want to have.. so I have deleted all the sexy pics.. will be getting some new ones soon of just regular every day life.. but someone brought to my attention recently that all BBW's have naughty pics some where and they are thought to be easy... I am not easy by any means and dont want to be looked at or thought of in that way.. so as for a New Years Resolution for me.. I have no more naughty pics.. I know that many of you enjoyed them and would gladly share them with you outside of being posted online.. just have to give me a private email address but its only because I trust that you would not plaster them on the net some where else..

Well I Had A Good Xmas
WELL I HAD A GREAT CHRISTMAS AND I GOT EVERYTHING I ASKED FOR. I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY. I GOT NEW CLOTHES AND GOT ALOT OF THINGS FOR MY COMUPTER AND MOST OF ALL I GOT MY RING I AM NOW ENGAGED TO GET MARRIED AND I AM VERY HAPPY. WELL HOPE EVERYONE GOT WHAT THEY WANTED FOR CHRISTMAS AND NOW COMES THE NEW YEAR. I WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW NOW I AM GOING TO GET HAMMERED ON NEW YEARS EVE. SO I MOST LIKELY WON'T BE ON SO IN SAYING THAT I WILL BE GOING FOR NOW. HAVE TO GET THE KIDS READY FOR BED. LOVE U ALL

If Santa Answered His Mail Honestly
Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawncare. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ***************************************************** Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa **************************************************** Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do.

My Space...
I sit here in thought wondering why, my mind is a blank filling my space though I try, the thoughts run amuck inside my head, but putting them down I feel so miss lead, out would come nothing even though I try, seems my thoughts dissapear for no reason why, the screen would miss guide me showing bare space, the plan that I had just seem to erase, I cry out for help to be laughed as a joke, expressing my troubles at the end of my rope, It just seems good help is so hard to find, scrolling this maze the blind leading the blind. ALWAYS, JR

A True Friend
hmmm im in the bloggin mood tonight! so many topics not enough time! friends! i think this one is about them! FRIEND TO ME IS SOMEONE THAT CAN ALWAYS HAVE YOUR BACK. NO MATTER HOW STUPID YOU ACT, HOW DUMB YOU SOUNDED, HOW RIDICULOUS YOU LOOK IN THAT OUTFIT, NO MATTER WHAT BITCH STEPS TO YOUR FACE...THEY ALWAYS GONNA BE THERE. A FRIEND WILL LET YOU MAKE YOUR OWN MISTAKES, REGARDLESS OF HOW STUPID THEY ARE, AND THEN HAVE THE DECENCY TO NOT TELL YOU I TOLD YOU SO. A FRIEND WILL GO WITH YOU WHEN YOU NEED TO COMMIT YOUR SELF TO THE NUT HOUSE, AND VISIT YOUR SILLY ASS ALL THE TIME, SNEAKING IN CUPCAKES AND SODA..TELLING YOU THAT WHEN YOU GET OUT SHE IS GONNA BE THERE WAITING WITH A PACK OF SMOKES AND A BEER! A FRIEND PRETENDS TO LIKE YOUR MAN EVEN WHEN SHE DOESNT, AND DOESNT MAKE STUPID REMARKS ABOUT THEM WHEN THEY ARE RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER, WILL NOT PUT HIM DOWN CUZ YOU LOVE HIM AND WONT SAY HE IS UGLY TO YOUR FACE...SHE MIGH TBLOG ABOUT IT BUT WONT USE NAMES! A FRIEND WILL

My Angel
My Angel ever at my side how lovely you must be-- To leave your home in heaven, to guard a child like me. When I'm far away from home, or maybe hard at play I know you will protect me, from harm along the way. Your beautiful and shining face, I see not, though you're near The sweetness of your lovely voice, I cannot really hear. When I pray, you're praying too, your prayer is just for me. But, when I sleep you never do, You're watching over me.

Libras And Sex....that Be Me !! Lol
Libra and Sex Sex is often mental for Air signs, and Libra is no exception. These great communicators are possessed of a strong intellect, and these mental fireworks often manifest themselves in the thorough exploration of a lover. Only the brave need apply! Since the Scales like to be in balance, though, they are often thinking of what both partners want. A marked distaste for confrontation can sometimes be perceived as disinterest on Libra's part, but it's more often just a deep-down desire to please. Libras love seduction and foreplay, and plenty of talk leading to some hot action. If this is all achieved in the right luxurious setting, watch out! Libras swathed in riches are a pleasure to behold. Libra loves the thought of a gifted and attractive partner, since they feel their partner is receiving just that. It's safe to say that a little erotica goes a long way with the Scales, since these folks can be oh-so-playful with their toys.

One Day Late...but Still Good...i Think!
Can you name the Christmas Carol by using the clues given? The answers are at the bottom of the page, but DON"T CHEAT!!! 1. Oh, member of the round table with missing areas. 2. Boulder of the tinkling metal spheres. 3. Vehicular homicide was committed on Dad's mom by a precipitous darling. 4. Wanted in December: top forward incisors. 5. The apartment of two psychiatrists. 6. The lad is a diminutive percussionist. 7. Sir Lancelot with laryngitis. 8. Decorate the entryways. 9. Cup-shaped instruments fashioned of a whitish metallic element. 10. On small Israel urban center. 11. Far off in a hay bin. 12. We are Kong, Lear and Nat Cole. 13. Duodecimal enumeration of the passage of the Yuletide season. 14. Leave and broadcast from an elevation. 15. Our fervent hope is that you thoroughly enjoy your Yuletide season. 16. Listen, the winged heavenly messengers are proclaiming tunefully. 17. As the guardians of the woolly animals

I Went To The Dermotologist Today.
ok so i got up this morning at like 9am, i had to go to the dermatologist.I have been having dry skin issues.Finally after a new doctor and my 3rd apt..i figured out what was wrong with my skin.Basically i have bad allergies.I then took my prescriptions to the rite aid waited a hour and half...then after they called my name i only got one prescription.I hate waiting that long and they can't tell you that they dont have the medicine.I had my dad take me..so he had to wait that long.So now I no whats wrong with my skin ..yeah.

About Me
:::About Me::: ...I Don't Like Many People... ...I Can Be Your Best Friend... ...You're Better Off Not Talking To Me... ...I Get Angry Easily... ...I Don't Do Drugs... ...I Barely Drink... ...I Love Pop... ...I Hate Sour Things... ...I Love Black And Brown... ...I Don't Like Liars... ...I Love Talking To People When They Are Drunk... ...Orange Is Gross... ...I Hate The Cold... ...I Hate The Heat... ...I Like Fall And Spring... ...I Like Family Guy And The Simpsons... ...I Like Taking Pictures... ...I Sing Sometimes... ...I DON'T Sing In The Shower... ...I Prefer Msn Over Yahoo... ...I Don't Like The Dark... ...I DO Have A Green Nightlight..lol... ...I Love Music... ...I Hate Classical... ...Ares Is Better Than Limewire... ...I Miss Edmonton... ...I Miss The Old Days... ...I'm Afraid To Die... ...I'm Afraid Of HOW I Am Going To Die... ...I Like Hot Guys... ...I Like So-So Guys... ...I Hate Bad Attitudes... ...I Hate Prissy Attitudes... ...I Hate People

Evolution 8
Originally Posted: August 19, 2006 Look what happened while I was sleeping... The stupid fairy has come back to the surface to grace us with another lullabi of incoherent rantings about things yet again; her little world inside her head has come to imagine... I did to her... Now should we pich part the little things she ranted about and watch her lil world come crumbling down on her... First I have a question for everyone... How can you sleep with someone that is a completely different state... If you rememeber... I was in Georgia and Nicole was In Trenton Fla. and Rebecca was in Crestview Fla... How the hell did I sleep with Rebecca??? Damn I know my dick is big but damn I guess it can reach 368 miles away... No wonder I have back pains... I have to carry a load that big... So If i was in Ft. Gordon Ga... How did I cheat on Nicole for her to just go off and sleep with Turtle? That act of revenge she says... was nothing more her not being able to control her own hormones and not

What Horror Killer Are You?
You scored as Michael Myers. You are Michael Myers. You are quiet, and have serious family issues. You wont rest until you kill your entire family, and everyone who gets in your way. You dont really care what you kill with, but you prefer a nice butcher knife from the kitchen. There is no hope for you. There is nothing living behind your eyes but evil. Michael Myers90%Hannibal Lecter80%Pinhead75%Freddy Krueger70%Jigsaw60%Candyman55%Buffalo Bill50%Jason Voorhees45%Captain Spaulding40%Leatherface30%Which Ho

Evolution 7
Originally Posted: August 02, 2006 The Stupid Fairy Strikes Again!!! Current mood: pleased It appears the stupid fairy has joined us again... She wants to spread rumors and try to make me look like some monster... First let's get straight to business about this... Because before what she said used to make me laugh... Because she is pathetic to begin with... but to accuse me of something of this measure is more than I will tollerate with anyone... NOW I AM PISSED!!! But I have enough control to issue this one last warning... One more and it all comes out... Before now I have not said anything about you that (A) You can't recover from and (B) that I know I can back up... One more time you accuse me of some shit like that and I will go off on everything about you...

My Opinion On Relationships
i have been on the net talking to men for a long time, i have met some good guys and i have met some bad guys. 9 out of 10 guys tell u a bunch of shit to make you fall for them with NO intention of ever meeting you or taking it to the next level and getting up off the phone. i have fallen for someone on the net, or on the phone and have never met them...well not right away..so i can never bash anyone when it comes to "i fell in love with someone i never met"...but i can also say that if a man does not meet you within 6 months then his ass never will. if he can tell you and promise you over and over again that he is coming, that he has to wait until his money is right or he has some time off to make the trip, he full of shit. if he truly felt the same way that you did then he would make that compromise and come see your ass. he would make a SUGGESTION on how you gonna meet up. he gonna be the bigger one and knowing that you have kids and cant come see you..he gonna step up and be the "m

Another One....
I'm in a sensual contest this time... Yeah sure! LOL as if?! Me... sensual... *wink* This is the picture! You can click on the picture link to vote and help me out if you like to. With love from Holland!

Evolution 6
Originally Posted: July 30, 2006 Back in A.I.T. my Drill Sgt had a saying he used alot... A kicked dog will hollar... Basically saying... That if I saying something negative about someone... only the ones I meant will be so offended as to write a whole blog about it... and yes I know that me doing it back will be doing the same thing... But you know I don't care what anyone thinks about me... Lets look at her blog... The reason stupid poeple right blogs. Is because they have very little friends to talk to. Because they have to deal with the bull shit that other poeple right. I think that Kenneth Strout scince he donse not know how to keep my name off his blogs then a war has just reigned on.He thinks hes gods gift to women which is fine for him to think but with all these women there are the men they been with and the women they been with so on and so on , i'm personaly surprised that he still has a penis. There is STD"S out in the world. Probally he had a few of the feel

Inside
My screams for help fell on deaf ears I was alone when i needed you most Instead of bringing me into your embrace I was shoved away and fell on my face. I return to the dark where you once found me. I thought I was set free But was nothing more than a fantasy My heart refuses to give up, but I see no reason to try. My efforts will mean nothing, history has proven that. I stand alone, inside and out the feeling of abandoned hope takes hold I stand by the trashfire but it is no shelter from the cold.

Commenting On Peoples Blogs
i try to be friends with everyone...tell them what i think... tell them things that have happened to me, shit like that. everyone is entitled to what they think about me, thats fine. as far as me argueing on christmas eve, i wasnt, i was getting my point across....some people "side" with others and some dont. if one man takes care of his kids and pays what he does then congrats..if one man doesnt do that shit then hes a bad man. right? giving people props when they need them is fine, i will surely step up and tell them that. but if one person THINKS they know everything about everyone then hey...id love to have your knowledge. i aint bitchen and i aint complainin so dont take it the wrong way. i WONT comment on someones blog anymore...why? cuz im tired of what I have to say is the wrong thing. that just cuz i wrote something im the bad one and everyone gangs up on me...well hey you dont have to worry about that anymore. cuz i aint doin it.

Evolution 5
Originally Posted July 25, 2006 The Grandmother's Pity Party Continues Now I know enough about my ex-wife to know she isn't smart enough to start bad mouthing people on her own... But then again neither is the the person that this blog is about, but you put the two together they could actually come up with something as pathetic as the attempt they did... or maybe they did asked Christy what the could do... cause she is smart enough to do plan like this, but I think by now Christy has moved on from this drama and persued on with her life... So I will have to think that maybe Nicole and Tanya have spent the months they were missing from myspace straining their brains to come up with the blogs they have come up with... Now Tanya is too much of puss to actually talk shit about someone so that they can respond to it... she has to hide behind her blog restrictions and make it so no one can read them... At least Nicole has to nerve to make it a debate of what happened... Tanya has to

Whats Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blind Folds67%Whips67%Biting50%Blood25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Evolution 4
Originally Posted July 25th, 2006 the following is a blog I was told I needed to read... Monday, July 24, 2006 Fill really pissed off tonight. Current mood: bitchy Category: Life yo lucky in love I know your little game how could you be so low you are kennies little spy you know what you and kenny and michelle and every one else need to grow up and stop playing games you rote me a message and was hateful you have alot of nerve you know what read the real story toots. you will never know what it was like married to kenny I wasn't perfect and neither was he I had stated alittle about my life whoop die doo. It's better then putting you have alot of nerve. for your information alex and meranda will always have a place in my heart and you are a bit,,,, you know the rest how dare you come on myspace and read my blogs for spying on me from kenny or whatever you were doing get over yourself i've been over kenny for a long time but I won't let any one let me make my sel

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion75%Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious58%Diamond Eyes25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Surprise Visit - Erotica
The phone rang, interrupting my thoughts, and I answered it feeling a bit dazed. “I need to fuck you” I heard Max’s masculine voice tell me, it sounded as though he’d been thinking about this for a while. My body reacted and I could feel the heat as what he said turned me on. Before I could respond he spoke again, ordering me to go into my bedroom and strip completely. He then commanded me to go into my nightstand and get out the largest vibrating cock that I owned. I reached down and rubbed some massage oil onto my pussy, it heated up quickly as I touched my slit preparing it for what he would ask next. He told me to bend over and insert that cock into me all at once, not to tease or linger while sliding it in. I let out a small gasp as I felt the force of it pushing into my tight muscles, causing sweet juices to gush onto my hand and down my leg. With it fully inserted into me he told me to turn it on and then squeeze tight to keep it deep inside of me. He ordered me to caref

Evolution 3
ORIGINALLY POSTED: March 26, 2006 Some poeple really need to learn some goddamn responibility... I mean... If you say you are going to do something... fucking do it... especially whn it has to do with children... I am pissed... but not just pissed... furious... and what does she dare ask me... "why are you so upset about this?" You Know... I used to get upset when I ran out of Mountain Dew I used to get upset when the shower ran out of hot water I used to get upset when the Yankee won the series and I sed to get upset when I missed a WWE wrestling show... Now if that is what upset is... Tell me something... What emotion am I feeling right now... Cause I'm not exactly sure what it is.... And this isnt the only thing that happened today that was late for or time this has happened... Hell, I'm starting to wonder how much my daughters are late for school in the mornings now... I am starting to wonder how many times she is late for school... and how much sh

Why
Why in life there is so much uncertainty and individuals can not make up there mind so there clear to see.. Every answer is a question and every question has no answer.. Is this the way to walk through life with doubts and what ifs.. What the hell is this?? Relationships is a game of give and take.. But in order to establish a relationship you need friendships and trust.. Do you have more then one friend? of course.. But to what extent?? When do you draw the line of who is just a friend or an option for something so much more.. How many times do you allow opportunities walk out the door?? This is my dilemma that I portray.. Why does life have to be this way?? Any answers??

What Element Are You?
You scored as Fire. FIRE! You are spunky yet loyal, and have the heart of a warrior. Though unpredictable and hard to contain, but your best buds always manage to keep you in check. you can have a bad temper but you are not mean. You are however strong and protective, so enemies WATCH OUT!Fire100%Darkness83%Light67%Earth33%Wind33%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Evolution 2
Originally Posted: March 26, 2006 "My Life Is An Open Book... You Read???" ~ Nicole Kidman Batman Forever I used to worry about what in my life got out to other people I didn't want knowing about somethings... But why should I worry anymore... Its over... I don't care what people think about me... I never have... Now I don't care what people can do to me... They can't take anything away from me unless they kil me now... I have what makes me happy and there is nothing anyone can do about it... I don't anything wrong to take this happiness away... So I am no longer closing my blogs... profile... pictures... thoughts... or anything else... My theroy is this... If you want information bad enough you will get it no matter what... So fuck it... Let me make it easier for you... But try to use it against me all you want... Because time is running out that before you end up where you can never do a t

Im Sorry! :(
This is a very busy time at work for the next two weeks because of factory shutdowns but dont give up on me cause Il be back! Il miss our chats and comments but it cant be helped. Love all of you! :)

My Baby Girl
the things i never knew... when i lay down next to her i feel like im laying next to an anagel from heaven .. lights of the stars and moon likght up my soul her warm body next to mean make me feel like im a kid all over again . i lay there watching her sleep can this be a dream my dreams are like one ... is this the girl who will be my wife the girl who will be by my side to i died ..... i know she great but how do i tell her that her body is so sexy my figers run over her body like water in a river falling over the rocks under a waterfall.. my angel my love i just want to hold you tho time and wipe always the tears when you hurt kiss your lips who your happy let you yell when you mad i want to slow you the world tho my eyes and heart i want to pull you in my arms and hold you safe ... i love you baby girl and i will always love everything big and little about you smile and dream of me baby i will never stop caring

Our Deepest Fear
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?" Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." Marianne Williamson

Evolution 1
ORIGINALLY POSTED: February 22, 2006 And I Looked, and Behold a Pale Horse: And His Name That Sat On Him Was Death, And Hell Followed With Him~ Revalations 6:8 Through my eyes... The eyes of the DeadMan is a portal... A portal into my life and the things that I live through... While reading my words... Understand... I care not for your pity... Grief... or Insults... You want to disagree to anything I have to say... Fine... but remember... If you wanna express your opinions... Expect mine in return... If you want to express your encouragements and understandings... They will be greeted with remarks of appreciation... I have but few people I care to please and that I truly care what they have to say... Those people either have my blood in their veins... Or are bound to me by another thats shares my blood... My Top 8 List does not mean I answer to them... But they are people that if they gave advice... I would listen more than others... I am a soldier... So I serve my country.

I Wonder...
...who the hell is dying? my father keeps harassing me for a picture of me and my sisters to send to my aunt that he hasn't spoken to in 50 years apparently. So.........what the hell does she care what we look like now???

Erectile Dysfunction Can Signal Heart Trouble
Erectile dysfunction may be a warning sign of serious heart disease, researchers from the University of Chicago report. Recent studies have tied erectile dysfunction to vascular disease, but this study links it with abnormal results on cardiac stress testing. One recent report found that men who had no problems with sexual function at the start of the seven-year study but later developed erectile dysfunction were 25 percent more likely to have a heart attack or stroke compared with those who did not develop erectile dysfunction. The latest study appears in the Jan. 23 issue of the Archives of Internal Medicine. "Among patients with symptoms that require stress testing, we found a very high prevalence of erectile dysfunction," said lead researcher Dr. R. Parker Ward, director of the university's cardiology clinic. "Over 50 percent had some degree of erectile dysfunction." In their study, Ward and colleagues examined 221 men who had nuclear stress testing, a common, noninv