Please don't laugh, I write a lot of poetry and figured this one could go up..........
I know I've disappointed you
But please let me explain
It seemed you never cared
And it caused me so much pain
I did everything you ever asked of me
But it still was not enough
I felt no pride or trust from you
And all I wanted was your love
As your daughter, I should've got that
But you were never proud of me
You didn't give me a chance
And you were never happy
We always fought with each other
Whether you verbal or physical
Now we don't speak anymore
And I feel I've lost it all
First his lies and then yours
Such betrayal cannot be handled
I'm weak in ways I cannot explain
And your love was a scandle
You always told me growing up
That I must learn to kill to feel safe
But in my experience I have found
I'd rather kill myself than be your slave
So now without you and your "guidance"
I shall wander this jagged road
Thoug my soul will be forever torn
It's the only way to carry this load
Of knowledge your "teachings" gave me
Your messed way of raising
But I thank you in an odd way
Because it is why I am me
