Do you ever put yourself in a situation and then you wonder
how the fuck you wound up there in the first place?
Well, Im sitting here thinking that exact thought,
The crazy thing is...... I know exactly how I wound up
where I am right now..... ..
In my head right now Im thinking....
I miss him..Who's going to care about me the way you did?
All my faults and my flaws you embraced...
I never felt so comfortable with someone enough to just
let them in... I let my guard down and poured our my heart..
You gave me your shoulder to cry on, and when you
held me on your bed in your arms, I felt safe for the first
time ever
Thats why Im in the position that Im in...
Those are the thoughts that make me say, Im sorry
After all the hurtful words, after all the broken promises,
and after all the tears, I let you back in.....
Nothing ever changes, your just like my father...
The man that hurt me the most in my life..The man that
I used to try to please no matter how much he tried
to break me... Until one day I cracked...
I stopped trying to please him.... I knew that Id never be
the little girl that he always dreamed of...
Daddys little girl I always wanted to be but never was...
And here you are making me feel like that little girl all over
again..... The girl I swore Id never be again...
I let you break me... I let you make me cry...
and then I let you do it all over again....
