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Something Different
  So today I desided to take the kids out for lunch. while there they say that they would like to go to Wal-Mart to get new coloring books. So after our nice little lunch of to Wal-mart we go. So we are in and out which is pretty new cause i could spend hours with the kids there. (not a big shocker) So off on the long drive home we go. we live out in the boonies pretty much. While we drive down the wooded road i see a lil thing run across the road. I slam on my brakes trying to avoid what ever it is. Then I pull off to the side of the road cause I don't want anyone else to hit this little animal.   To my surprise it was a baby kitten who has lost its mommy. She could be no more than 5 weeks old. I look around on both sides of the road. there was no mommy and no more kittens. So being the animal lover that I am I scoop up the little gal and bring her home. Of course the kids see her and fall in love with her and to my next surprise the dogs love her to. My other cat hates he with a
Attitude   The longer we live, the more we realize the impact on attitude on life. Attitude is more important than facts. It will make or break a company. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for the day. We can not change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play the on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it. We are incharge of our attitudes. Someone once asked me what my favorite quote was, I thought about it for a few minutes and I responded with… “I don’t really have one so I will make one up.”   I thought for a few minutes more and the only thing that came to me was this…   Don’t look to yesterday it’s the past, Look to tomorrow for, it brings the future. To the Ladies   Over the years I have noticed something that has often made me wonder.   I have had some female friends in the past that has wore t
Angry Inside
This is to see who is really my sister , family or friend.. My father has CLL (Chronic lymphocytic leukemia) It is not going to get better for him or us (mom and I) so I now have to prepare myself for his care and eventual death... though it may be some time before that, still I hate the fact that this is happening. Im angry inside because my father taught me so much in life. hunting, fishing outdoors stuff. car care, simple plumbing things to avoid costly repairs.... Many, many things to list but I learned them from him.. back in the day I used to see him lay footprints down from ridge to ridge when out hunting. now he can hardly walk from his room to the living room without feelin dizzy.. other health issues has taken their toll as well. the diabetes, his heart. (had a quadruple bypass years ago) Im 40 soon to be 41 on Mothers day and im not ready to see my father go like this...   right now im in such a serious state of depression I feel like ending it all... im about t
Who Wants To Know Me
well im new to this, how i found out about this site, it was from my cousin's ex boyfriend... i have blue eyes, blonde hair, im abt 5'7, have an amazing protective loving boyfriend we have been together for 1 year. im currently a senior, will be graduating on may 30th, which means 2 days apart from my 19th bday on may 28th hehehe.. i can be outgoing, a bitch, rude, uptight, i have a major trust issues when it comes to people or anyone... i hate dramas, liars, perverts, pimps, sluts, whore, etcs... i do like to party but i have to control my drinking lol... whoever got myspace, and who wants to add me, then you need to ask me for it then i will find you... any more questions for me, ask away..
All Gave Some, Some Gave All
ETERNAL REST GRANT THEM O LORD, AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON THEM. I knew a man, called him Sandy Kane Few folks even knew his name But a hero, yes was he Left a boy, came back a man Still many just don't understand About the reasons we are free. I can't forget the look in his eyes Or the tears he cries As he said these words to me. All gave some, some gave all And some stood through for the red, white and blue Some had to fall And if you ever think of me Think of all your liberties and recall Some gave all. Now Sandy Kane is no longer here But his words are oh so clear As they echo through out our land For all his friends who gave us all Who stood the ground and took the fall To help their fellow man. Love your country and live with pride And don't forget those who died. America can't you see. All gave some and some gave all Some stood through for the red, white and blue And some had to fall And if you ever think of me Think of all your liberties and recall Some g
The Mary Poppins Bible...a Work In Progress...
The Mary Poppins Bible The Umerican Translation   Chapter One. The world according to Bob..... And Bob decided the universe was a very lonely and boring place so The Bob took it upon himself to form a new craze. And what was this craze you ask, well my friends this craze has absolutely nothing to do with anything. This craze only pertains to two people on the face of the Earth. Bob had been watching these people for almost 29 years now and finally decided they should meet. The circumstances involving their meeting need not be discussed at this time. All you need to know is it happed when someone passed a phone to their friend and said " here talk to Penny" . Now you might be wondering what all this has to do with The Mary Poppins Bible or The Book as it is often referred to. The answer is simple....... Absolutely nothing...... Now one thing we must make very clear is that none of this will be very clear. There may be sometimes when you think The Book is starting to make sense,
The Love Letter
to whom it may concern, I seen you from the shadows of my mind but you would never get close enough fo rme to see your face. I watched you coutionly as you sat there watching me not knowing what or when you would say something. Scared of if you would leave and not come back, but never reliezing that it was fear i was scared of but of getting to close to you. As a great woman onced said " If you dont go after what you wont then how will  you ever know that you want it " . When i see you from across the room my heart jumps a beat and i smile uncontrollingly then wonder why or how you can make someone do that and not knowingly know they are. If it is a spell dont remove it , if it is a karma then so be it , but dont tell me it is fate because fate is something i can never understand. We worry about things in our life that just dont make sense then here this happens and no one but us knows it. I sit back and think about you wondering what you think about this whole ordeal or am i getting
Check Out This Amazing Man
So I am sure that every married lady out there will most likely say the same thing about their husband, and I am also sure that it is true for them. Just like it is true for me.  My husband cj also known as the oh so appropriate name of automatic leg spreada in the wonderful land of fubar.  He had such a rough life, has been through so much and is dealing with so much currently.  You would think that there would come a point in someones life where they just cant handle anymore. Not this amazing man. Yeah of course he is human and at times the stress is to much but he somehow manages to pull it together and be this strong, loving, generous, loyal man.   Not one day goes by no matter what he is dealing with that he does not show in someway or another or a million little ways that he loves me. The kind of love we have is the kind that not very many are lucky enough to find. We both came into this relationship extremely hurt from our past relationships, and it was hard for us to both tru
The Rude People Of Fubar
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My Apology To Women Everywhere
first I would like to apologize to women everywhere for all the idiotic so called men that treat you like crap.....please try to remember there are still some good men out there...we aren't all dirt bags just looking for cyber sex and nude pics...just don't ask me to be your boyfriend I am taken right just don't understand how someone can call them self a man yet treat women that like to dress sexy and have fun with this site with their friends like pieces of meat...I think I can speak for real men everywhere...go fucking find a gutter to crawl up in and die you give the rest of us a bad name....again I am sorry that so many women have to put up with that kind of treatment.....
Heard this tonight and definitely hit a chord with me. Perfect song...especially the parts in bold...Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around Comes AroundHey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?You know I gave you the worldYou had me in the palm of your handSo why your love went awayI just can't seem to understandThought it was me and you babeMe and you until the endBut I guess I was wrongDon't want to think about itDon't want to talk about itI'm just so sick about itCan't believe it's ending this wayJust so confused about itFeeling the blues about itI just can't do without yaTell me is this fair?Is this the way it's really going down?Is this how we say goodbye?Should've known better when you came aroundThat you were gonna make me cryIt's breaking my heart to watch you run around'Cause I know that you're living a lieThat's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...What goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes al
Lifes Meaning To Some
I used to roll the diceFeel the fear in my enemy's eyesListen as the crowd would sing:"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"One minute I held the keyNext the walls were closed on meAnd I discovered that my castles standUpon pillars of salt and pillars of sandI hear Jerusalem bells a ringingRoman Cavalry choirs are singingBe my mirror my sword and shieldMy missionaries in a foreign fieldFor some reason I can't explainOnce you go there was never, never an honest wordThat was when I ruled the worldIt was the wicked and wild windBlew down the doors to let me in.Shattered windows and the sound of drumsPeople couldn't believe what I'd becomeRevolutionaries waitFor my head on a silver plateJust a puppet on a lonely stringOh who would ever want to be king?I hear Jerusalem bells a ringingRoman Cavalry choirs are singingBe my mirror my sword and shieldMy missionaries in a foreign fieldFor some reason I can't explainI know Saint Peter won't call my nameNever an honest wordBut that was wh
My Account
Well I am sayin good bye to this account ... I want to thank everyone but its not worth it to be honest ... not to many on my friends have been honest yet let alone show they where true friends ... I do have new account and I been workin on it ... I will only add people who I can call real true friends and who have earn it ... its shame people play there games and hide shit ... but i wont brin it out , i let the secret come out and hurt themself ... if anyone is 100% serious about addin to my new account , you have to to understand when you are added you need to learn to chat not play games
Letting Go
This was up on the bulletin board at a place I go for classes and meetings and support groups and I thought I would share it here with all of you. It's about learning when to let go. > To "LET GO" does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else.> To "LET GO" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another.> To "LET GO" is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences.> To "LET GO" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.> To "LET GO" is not to try to change or blame another. It's to make the most of myself.> To "LET GO" is not to care for...but to care about.> To "LET GO" is not to fix, but to be supportive.> To "LET GO" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.> To "LET GO" is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies.> To "LET GO" is not to be protective. It's to permit another to face their reality.> To "LET GO
I Might Be Wrong
So i might be wrong an i might be mean but it gives me a good giggle to see people walk into the big glass window at work . I mean how can they miss that its a window an not a door come on there is a comp. on the other side of it . I cant help but laugh when they do this . But then again i have to act like i didnt see it hahaha .. Im an evil bitch i know it I dont get how some on who cares about you can lie striaght to your face like it was nothing .. After 6 years you think there would be some kind of guilt but aparently not ...Im such a fool for sticking around so long an living in a dream world when will i ever wake the F up grrr
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Got a new DJ in town @ Party Pad Lounge Preforming Live From DawnStarRadioStarting Sat. April 11 2009 From 8 pm to 10 pm Cst time.His stage name is DJ BAMAHis show is called Lil Bit Of Country Come one come all if your not a member you can feel free to join or you can just enjoy the tunes. Thanks AKA DJ BAMAWillie
Three Somes.... I'm game for the occasional girl on girl ....I actually love it when I'm drinking or high or stoned or whatever combination of party it the love of inhibition or the desire to feeeeelllll everything and new things....this is just as much for me with a guy as it is a chic or both... Anyway...I'm not sure if it is just me or the female species in general, but when I want to have and share a woman with a can't be's one of those things that "happens" takes what I want to get me in that mode, mood and mindset....whether it be a few drinks or whatever...but it does take attraction, women, at least the ones I have talked to about it or been with, men can pretty much jump in the sack with anything that has tits and a pussy, get off and go home....if I am fucking "my guy" and a chic and the playing is going on, I want to enjoy it...I want to be the one with the control...I put my HUSBAND's dick in another woman while she was eating me out...
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A True Friend Till The End Of Time Wrote This Poem For Me Several Months Ago I Wanted To Share It With You All Thank You Ken The Rose  THere is nothing quite so beautiful as a Rose From whence the beauty came God only knows Though a Rose may be fullof spines and thornsSometimes it takes a little pain for such beauty to be bornThe Rose is one of Gods Greatest creationsNo man can duplicate it it would be just a cheap imitationIt's beauty is so pleasingto the eye With out in life my heart would surely die By Ken Ford © 2006 Ken Ford (All rights reserved)
Are You A Good Lover?
Somehow I have been fortunate to have three very good lovers in my life  .... it is not their sexual prowess that makes them good lover, though they are certainly nothing to sneeze at, and many would have to go a long way to top any one them, that is not their secret to a good lover, it is them themselves. But it is the other elements that make them special: their compassion, their kindness, their intelligence, and even their psychic ability to somehow know when I need them the most.I no say I was in love with any of them,they just to me made great lovers. My lovers have all been gracious enough to place me in a high position in their lives, to make me feel wanted, sexy, needed, that is truly a high honor for any human. For when a person knows they are accepted and wanted, there is no greater ego booster. And in return they get back tenfold of what they give to me for I feel free to share myself with them.What do they do that is special: they give to me their time, their attention a co
Tired Of Fake People
To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was b
Deleting Site
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Train Of Life
'The Train of Life' Some folks ride the train of life Looking out the rear, Watching miles of life roll by, And marking every year. They sit in sad remembrance, Of wasted days gone by, And curse their life for what it was, And hang their head and cry. But I don't concern myself with that, I took a different vent, I look forward to what life holds, And not what has been spent. So strap me to the engine, As securely as I can be, I want to be out on the front, To see what I can see. I want to feel the winds of change, Blowing in my face, I want to see what life unfolds, As I move from place to place. I want to see what's coming up, Not looking at the past, Life's too short for yesterdays, It moves along too fast. So if the ride gets bumpy, While you are looking back, Go up front, and you may find, Your life has jumped the track. It's all right to remember, That's part of history, But up front's where it's happening, There's so much mystery. The enjoyment of living, Is not where we have be
in life there are many turns of events and disappointments.. but honestly i think thats all its cracked up to be..   Never put yourself in a vulnerable position.. its not worth it EVER.. never let your guard down.. never give it all away..   and i never will...    
Police Warning to Online MembersState police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then sendit out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothingto be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do notreply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requestsfor private in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the deaths of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far.This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send toeveryone you know! Ladies, this is serious.Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information SpecialistRoanoke Fire-EMS541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roanoke, VA 24016(540) 853-2257 (phone) (540) 853-1172 IF WE CAN PASS ON
Just Trying :d
Hmm let the thoughts wonder around and play mind games with your body 1. Who was the greatest prostitute in History, Ms. Pacman! For 25 cents that bitch swallowed balls til she died.   2. A pimp had three hoes. Hoe # 1 was sucking dick, Hoe # 2 was strippin and hoen, Hoe # 3 was reading this message not making me any money. Get back to work Bitch. So me and all my buddies go to ocean cove ,CA. And their we seen the most wonderful thing ever it was a bunny rabbit laying his eggs for easter so we all thought wow their really is a lil bunny rabbit to lay his eggs, but to our surprise that morning we take the kids to the very spot we seen the eggs being layed and let the kids look for a golden egg, but the children come back and say uncle justin I got lots off eggs see, and i look inside and to my surprise its just a carmillo, oh so we thought truth told it was s**t,but we never had it in us to tell them the truth and switched the eggs while they slept and yeah happy easter.
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DJBARTAB Come show him some luv and help him lvl Click on his pic and boom your on his profile!!!! This is a little something I wrote one night shortly after my father passed. DARKNESS It's dark outside The rain is pounding down I should probably hide The pain is building inside I wonder why you lied Was it to save your pride I look around But I am all alone Darkness is all around I am the only one home No noises to be heard No motion where you once stood I know you are around Just not for me to see I know you are watching me But from where I am unsure The pain is building For I need you here To comfort me, to hold me To tell me it will be all right Without you by my side I have no one to turn to No one to confide For you were the one I could always turn to Even when it meant that I cried You always gave me your shoulder Even when we both grew older Now you are not here The pain is becoming extreme I know that where ever you are It is bright and sunny Isn't that funny
Honestly??? A want to be solidA need to be trueThought it was rightThen I met youMy questions had answersNot one more to askThese were my thoughtsNow its the pastMy blame was at youWhy did you do this to me?But this time its differentNothing it used to beTerrified at firstA blindside of confusionAll that now has passedNo trace of illusionI had to decideJust where I would standThen realized from the startI always had a planNo intentions of hurtingNot me or those aroundPatience and understandingHas steadied me groundThings happen for reasonsFar beyond our controlJust know that nothingSets itself in stoneNever will you knowThe strength that it holds. Nova_xx 2/25/09
                           i hide and watch from the shadows, to afraid to speak but yet you know. im engulfed by a love you wont let grow.yet i love you so much i cant let go. though my mouth is shut inside i scream. as i lie awake and constantly dream,knowing inside its not what it seems. i give you my heart, no meer token,and yet you act as if im joken. but you have my heart even if its broken. this world is nothing if not a jail. but gladly i sit inside my cell, and remember after all it is you who fell and all you asked was that i not tell, so every breath beomes my hell. i feel the pain of a thousand deaths.i just wish you were here for my final breaths. whats your name? are we close? what do you think of me? do you have a crush on me? would you kiss me? would you date me? describe me in 3 words? If you had me for 30 mins,wat would you do? what was ur frist impression of me? do you still think the same? what reminds you of me? If you could give me anthing,what would it be
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Black Testicles???
 Black Testicles     A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour, surgical procedure A young student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath.   Nurse', he mumbles, from behind the mask 'Are my testicles black?'   Embarrassed, the young nurse replies 'I don't know,  Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet.'   He struggles to ask again, 'Nurse, are my testicles black?'   Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers.   She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other, lifting and moving them around.   Then, she takes a close look and says, 'There's  nothing wrong with them, Sir !!'   The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly,   'Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but listen
Animal Food
Animal Rescue Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals..It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. Click HERE for website!
Puppet Shows!
Well I have some great friends, but this was one time that I was wishing that I didn't know someone lol...     My good friend Mike asked me one night * gawdddd hes a pervvvv*  if I ever fingered myself and watched in the mirror... I don't know what came over me.. but this is what came out of my mouth.....   Well I would really rather put my bunny slippers on, stick a big ole dildo up my twat and have a puppet show with my feet.... thinking that he would realize what a stupid question it was, with a stupid reply..ohhhhhhhhh nooooooooooooooooooooo.... he replied....*dramatic pause*............ THAT'S HOT!!!!!   Here's your sign Mike!!! lol
Love Who You Love..... A Song That Says Alot
By Rascal Flatts..... I should have stolen every momentNow there's a page with not enough on itWhere we belongI guess I'll never understand itWhy do we take it all for grantedUntil it's goneCause then it's goneLove who you loveWith all that you haveAnd don't waste the time that flies so fastLove who you loveAnd say that you doHold on as tight as they'll let youLove who you loveGive all ya' got like its your last dayyour heart and soul before its too lateAnd pull 'em inSo close enough that they can feel itWith every single breath that you're breathin'Breathe it in again and againLove who you loveWith all that you haveAnd don't waste the time that flies so fastLove who you love And say that you doHold on as tight as they'll let youHold on, Hold onLove who you loveSay that you doyeah yeah yeahLove who you loveWith all that you haveAnd don't waste the time that flies so fastLove who you loveAnd say that you doHold on as tight as they'll let youLove who you loveyeah yeahHold on, keep on ho
Help Me Pick A Pik
I am unfortunatley  one of those people of no sense of what looks good to the opposite sex,  I am extremely shy so I have decided to purue online dating  :( , anyway i wanted to know which one of my pic look best to women.  So if nyone would either comment on their fav pik of me or end me  meage it would be greatly appreciated :)
Mumms And Blocks
Why do people post mumms,asking for opinions,then when you give an opinion,you get this: · jsh rated you a '1'! · jsh just checked you out! they respond to your post in the mumm,then block you so you cant respond back in the mumm or in a shout....people who get butthurt in the mumms need to get the fuck over it,thats the way it is there. If you dont like people posting replies to your attempt for attention,then post a comment-approval mumm next time. This is the 2nd time this has happened to me for saying the exact same thing everyone else in the mumm was saying. I wonder if they got blocked too? It takes a coward and a pussy to ask for an opinion,get one,rate that person a 1,respond to their post,then block them so they cant respond back. Grow the fuck up, people.
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What Is Your Favorite?
Caption: Hi, My name is Mimi... and I'm a Cremeaholic...a CADBURY Creme Egg a-holic!! Yeaaap...I do dig the deviled eggs, the chocolate bunnies (especially the ones they've got out now with WHITE CHOCOLATE! Surprisingly delicious! But I gotta say, that in part the Easter season is just not QUITE complete for yours truly without them Cadbury chocolate little bwack-bwack-bwacking bunny candy treats........maybe if I ate them all the time I'd realize just how ooey-gooey and slightly nasty in creamy white texture they actually are...and be, I dunno, WEIRED OUT by the fact I have to bite into candy structures that are slightly more ROUND then they are egg-shaped, to get at and DRAIN them of ALL their THICK creamy PURE white sticky filling deep inside....(am I apparently only a got sex on the brain at Easter-time or something? LOL )So then to sum up for this quick'n'dirty post.... OTHER than a chocolate Bunny...what is the ONE Easter/Passover/Spring time candy treat/guilty pleasure that
Well, Friday night was definitely interesting! We went to go see my favorite local band, Plan B, that I hadn't seen since late last year. Well, some old friends of ours came into the bar, which was a bit uncomfortable for me, as I hadn't seen either Michelle or Ann in quite a while. Being bi, I've been intimate with both of them, and Ann was my first girlfriend...the first woman I was ever in love with. She seemed very surprised to see me. She ended up dancing with me several times all night, we got down & dirty on the dance floor, and she & I talked while dancing. She told me how much she had missed me, that she couldn't go on with things the way they were, and she would like us to end our separation. Later, she said that she really wanted to have sex with me. I told her that I'm not a shy bi anymore, and that I have changed a lot since she knew me last. At the end of the night, right before the band finished their gig, she said to everyone at our table, "She is so beautiful! So gorge
Why War??
      Has anyone taken the time to figure if almost everyone says they don't want the war that in fact can change things but we have to over run the military. We can revolt against this hardship if we unite. Too many people are lazy and not educated enough to go and plan the next manover.        The reign of sex alcoholic presidents and president that take our freedom away. If we were to unite and over throw all the people, not just the wrongly elected, we could and probably start something better. But there are too many that don't have the balls. It can be done. They say they'll bring home the soldiers. But thats so they can send more away.        I say just do something they don't think possible. Put down your guns and learn to love and abide by the one truth. Its not fight or be killed its live and let live. If we kill them they are wanting and sometimes killing us. Treat others as you yourself want to be treated. The world maybe dieing more each day. How about we live a safe life
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New Rules 2009
Bouncers! Ha Ha. Sorry but I have to laugh. Are bouncers just bots? Or not? Seems like everytime I log onto my fubar, I click on a person to check them out, and only rate 2 pics before...BANG! Fubar Bouncer Busted. Now I have to type in numbers and letters and submit this just to be able to rate 2 more before...BANG! I say let us rate as much as we want to unless you're scanning my computer and find out that all I am is a bot. DAMN, didn't know that. now I'l have to go back and change my profile telling how I grew up with a toaster for a mother and my dad was a vacuum cleaner. New Rule: For all you fubarians, faceboxers, taggers, and myspacers; make a smaller profile. Stop putting all the add-ons like music videos in the About Me sections. About Me should tell who you are. For Christ's sake people, these huge ass profiles are taking up 4 gaziilion terabytes of my hard drive and making my computer jump off the desk and give me the finger as it strides out the front door. I mean, come
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Cant Recognize The Man In The Mirror
Nothing matters anymoreI've turned away and locked the door I've turned the key and closed my eyes Let spill the tears and stop the lies I want no more to do with this place I want to leave without a trace To pack my bags and disappear To have no regret to have no fear To abandon all my life long dreams To stop the nighttime nightmare screams To leave behind the pain and despair To move on with existence without a care If only this could all be true To go away and start anew But I must live with these tears and lies So I'll lock the door and close my eyes Allow me to be my own person accept me for who I am. Not the person others think I should be. Sometimes I have a lot to say and don't hesitate to say it, but sometimes what I have to say can only be read in my eyes. Understand me my moods and my feelings on days when I’m feeling sunny and on days when there's rain in my heart. I'll never go back on a promise and I will always be there for when you need me. Understand me trust me
i might  be taking a  break  from  fubar  for a while....if  i wanna reach me,  this is my e-mail,  leave a  phone # in my e-mail  to reach  u ...tyvm   HI   could you please stop by and show this wonderful woman some love...ty just click on the pic below ** PROPHET ** LadyLove Single & Carefree ** Fu Owned By BOXER AKA MR EXOTIC EARTHQUAKE **@ fubar
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    What are *YOUR* desires?Come check out Lucious Desires!Live Cams!Awesome Staff!We make you feel welcome!Not only do we have something to stimulate the men out there...But women, we havent forgotten about you!Soooooooooooooo....Come check us out! You wont regret it!Love being apart of Lucious Desires you wish to be staff?Let the owner, Lucious9774, know and she will discuss the possible staff positions available!Examples: Bartender, Cam Girl, Cam Guy, Enforcer...Come check us out...we are not only for the gentlemen...but for the ladies as well!SEE YOU SOON! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!CLICK THE BANNER BELOW TO ENTER:   (repost of original by '~*~ Lucious9774~*~OWNER of LUCIOUS DESIRES ~ * ~' on '2009-04-13 12:57:23')
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Why So Many Haters?
Hair like a thousand strands of silk warmed by the sun...Eyes like liquid pools of serenety and calmness...Lips like petals blossomed on a newly birthed rose after a summer rain...The sound of her voice as she speaks my name like the voices of a thousand angels singing just for me...Her perfume like the fragrence of lilly and jasmine in a field of Ireland after a fresh morning dew riding on a gentle breeze...If I had 1 wish it would go as follows:I wish I were the man to fly her to Paris if she craved french toast for breakfast... The man to fly her to Italy if she craved pasgetti and meatballs for lunch... The man to fly her to the darkest hills of China if she craved a taste of the exotic for dinner... The man to fly her to deep within Germany if she craved the richest deserts in wich to follow her meal... That would be my 1 wish... As you can see these are just a few ways in wich she fascinates me... For every breath she draws into herself is one breath in wich she takes from me...
Saints And Sinners Auction
Collective Thoughts
Ok...I'm gonna try this again! I'm in my first ever auction!!! YAY! So go check it out and rate my pic and place a bid on me if you want!! xoxoxo Ginger :) (just click the link, cus the button thing doesn't want to work for me for some reason!!!)
Cabo Wabo Mas Tequila Cookie Recipe
1 tsp of water1 tsp baking soda1 cup of sugar1 tsp salt1 cup of brown sugar1 tsp lemon juice4 large eggs1 cup nuts2 cups of dried fruit1 bottle CABO WABO Tequila1 Sammy Hagar c.d.Grab your favorite Sammy Hagar c.d. and CRANK THAT FUCKER UUUUP!!!Sample the CABO to check quality.Take a large bowl, check the CABO again, to be sure it is of thehighest quality, pour one level cup and drink.Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffybowl.Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to makesure the CABO is still OK, try another cup ... just in case.Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuckin the cup of dried fruit, Pick the fucking fruit up offa the floor...Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers justpry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the CABO to check fortonsisticity.Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a sheet. Checkthe CABO WABO. Now shift the lemon juice and strain
Real Life Things
200: My middle name is: Kay199: I was born in: Iowa City, Iowa198: I am really: bored and tired197: My cell phone company is: A T & T196: My eye color is: blue195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: 7193: My height is: 5'1192: I am allergic to: cats191: My 1st car was: Ford Probe (very briefly)190: My 1st job was: Iowa City Press Citizen paper delivery girl189: Last book you read: The third book in the Twilight series188: My bed is: a very comfy four poster wrought iron full sized bed187: My pet: is a 11 pound Bishon Frise named Cloud186: My best friend: is my mom, Adam, Josh and Jenny.185: My favorite shampoo is: Garner Fructise184: AIM name: don't have one183: Piggy Banks are: cute182: In my pockets: lip gloss, cell phone and pen181: On my calendar: TONS of stuff this month! From garage sale to Snow Demon show, to Lammasfest180: Marriage is: an ideal that I don't know is achievable to keep going in the long run anymore179: Sponge Bob can: die lol178: My mom: is awesome. 177: The
For Nicole
of all the things I have said and done nothing in my life compares to the day you came into my life and told me that you love me. My life was only about me, me, me now it is about you, you, you. One day I hope our dreams will come true, the day it becomes about us, us, us. I know I have never done anything in my life that would make me worthy of your love, even now I have done things to upset you and make you cry. Each time you have forgiven me. Each time you have have told me you love me still. Every time I hear those words I stop and think of how wonderful you truely are, My one dream above all is to make you proud of me, proud to say that I am yours and you are mine. I love you more then anything. You are the light that brightens my days and the fire that warms my soul. our first time....we would go for a walk along the beach...bringing with us a blanket and a picnic basket....holding hands until we find a secluded spot to spot and eat as we watch the sunset.....I would hold you clo
Funny Story
 The husband leans over and asks his wife, 'Do you remember the  first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you.'   'Yes', she says, 'I remember it well.'   'OK,' he says, 'How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?'   'Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!'      A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to  himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them.       The elderly couple walk s haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks.  Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the  old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old m
I Am My Kids Mom
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside
Hey Everyone!!
First let me say Happy Easter! I hope everyone had a great time this past weekend. I was down in CA and went to Medival times. Last time I've been there was when I was 11 years old. I wanted to say hello to all and when you get a chance you should stop by and check out my website..Tell me what you think of it... I been checking messaages and comments here on fubar at least every other day. Thank you for all sweet, kind comments. I love them. Take care because I care, XoXoXo Lori G
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Red Sox!!
Beckett suspended for 6 games by MLB April 14, 2009 NEW YORK --Boston pitcher Josh Beckett has been suspended for six games and fined by Major League Baseball, which determined he intentionally threw a pitch near the head of the Los Angeles Angels' Bobby Abreu last week. Beckett also was cited for "aggressive actions" after the pitch that led to the benches clearing Sunday, according to Bob Watson, vice president for discipline in the commissioner's office. If Beckett appeals, any penalties would be delayed until after a hearing. Angels hitting coach Mickey Hatcher was suspended for one game and fined, and he was to serve the penalty Tuesday night. In addition, Watson fined Angels manager Mike Scioscia and players Torii Hunter and Justin Speier.       
If I Died Who would cry If I died who would cry not one tear do I want shed cry for myself when I'm dead you see I lived my life like I wanted no regrets  no remorse I had my fun and I've rode in the sun lied on the beach with waves rolling over me when I die just put me in the ground cover my face, cross my arms and put the lid on don't cry for me don't shed a tear just roll a joint and have a beer
Rip Chucky
Last night while I was trying to sleep My friend's voice I did hear I opened my eyes and looked around But he did not appear. He said: Tammie you've got to listen You've got to understnad God didn't take me from you, my friend He only took my hand. When I called out in pain that night, The instant that I died, He reached down and took my hand, And pulled me to His side. He pulled me up and saved me From the misery and pain. My body was hurt so badly inside, I could never be the same. My search is really over now,
Long Day
Been a long day at work today. Hate waking up at 4 am.. a hour earlier than i should get up. Was a good day..considering it was tuesday. We usually get slammed with admits.  Was a bad day though..due toa patient passing away. I feel so bad for his family..especially his wife.  To be married that long..and still in love.. has to be rough on her. I am so glad that I do not have to deal with that , as in taking care of the patient..and that happening.. dealing with the family and all. I do to some extent but not as much as the nurse had to. I am so lost for words over death. Never been one able to handle it to well.
Title: Fallen   By: Detox   Disturbing thoughtsImages of the world Cold and distraughtPictures painted of a world now blackUnknownA spiteful attackThe world desolateEmpty as can beStreets littered with the dead,And debrisShadows dance in broad daylightArmageddon approaches,Nearing sightIt's darkDay turns nightNothing leftNo birds, No treesNot even you Not even meIgnorant to the fate we cannot seeFallen,This crown of misery
FriendsFriends are there: To support youTo help youTo listen to youTo comfort youTo stick up for youTo talk to youTo do favors for youTo yell at you (when  necessary)But they are also there for:You to support
 What exactly do lounges offer cam girls, greeters, ect? Why should we invest our time to it? I never figured out what the big hooplah is. Ooh, watch me type on cam! Plus I'm sure I'd get all kinds of morons demanding I take it off. :p
This Pain Is Just To Real
This pain is just to real The things I feel and the things I need Are not here So every now and then I drop a tear I cant sleep I just seem to weep Im trying to forget those bad memories and those nightmares But they keep coming So I keep hiding. Nobody here is confiding So I keep crying remembering those nightmares My mother in heaven is sighing because im falling in her footsteps if there is a god I don't think he is a good god Because everything I wish for never comes true I wish I had some clue to y this happened to me Its just to real..
Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired
im so sick of doing everything that i can to make someone happy and it not being good enough. i mean every now and then it would be nice to feel like someone gave half a shit about the stuff that i do for them even if its not alot....i mean sometimes a girl just wants some flowers and a kiss to know that shes doing something right but half the time i cant even get a little thank you for being there and dealing with the stress of dealing with a crazy baby momma or thank you for takin care of our little girl all the time i mean anything would work alls i want is a thanks every now and again but i feel like no matter what i do its not enough and i feel like im competing against the past and the girls he never got to have i mean its kinda funny that his "friend" gave me the stink eye and didnt even mutter a hello. is it me or is that rude like im not going to even say anything to the mother of this mans kid and im going to stick my head up this guys ass......i dont know ladies let me know
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Being offended is a choice to be a victim. Have you ever thought about how silly it is to go around being offended?There are people who turn on the radio and get offended because they hear someone speaking in a certain tone or saying a word they don’t like. Some people have a whole list of words that they are offended by, and anytime someone says one of them, they go off into a tantrum.Albeit, it’s just like allowing someone else’s behavior decide how you are going to be emotionally. You can be the person whose emotions or strings are pulled by someone else, depending on how they choose to act or what words they choose to use.You choose your own emotional responses, and you own them. You can blame others for how you choose to feel and pretend that you are a victim.Or you can choose not to give anyone permission to take away your happiness, joy or good mood away from you.You can give away your power and allow someone else’s behavior to pull your strings….O
Religion And Government
Atheists Who Become Religious On Their Deathbed   Fundamentalists often claim that Charles Darwin renounced his theory of evolution on his death bed, in a way to claim that evolution is false.   They also claim that Thomas Paine, who played an integral role in the American Revolution, and wrote a famous attack on Christianity called, the Age of Reason, that he recanted his atheism on his death bed. Paine wrote the Age of Reason while awaiting the guillotine, but was later released from prison. His recantation was a rumor started by Puritans.   There are many bogus stories of atheists recanting their disbelief on their death bed circulating by dishonest evangelists. As with science, Scripture, history and their own beliefs, fundamentalists have selective observation, focusing only on things that support their claims of God, Jesus and the Bible, while ignoring, denying, down playing and revisioning any evidence that proves these ideas to be false.   If you actually read your Bib
Day To Day Adventures
Alright, so I’ve been trying to figure out how to do this all night and I finally have the steps.  Step #1 Downloading file format converting program My movie clip files come straight off my camera as .MOV formatted files. My movie editing software (aka Windows Movie Maker which will only read .WMA format) cannot read these files. So, I download a file format converting program FOR FREE called FormatFactory (my friend gave me the idea but I initially downloaded it to convert my .MOV file to .AVI format but decided I needed to edit the movie first). Step #2 Converting file to .WMA FormatFactory makes it easy to convert files to .WMA and .AVI which I also needed to do later. Step #3 Editing clip through Windows Movie Maker My file was 1 minute and 3 secinds so I needed  to cut down the time a lot if I wanted to make a GIF so after cutting out a few parts I got it down to 13 seconds. Step #4 Saving edited clip Here is where I ran into trouble. I could not figure out how to s
My Ramblings
so i got uber jealous tonite when i have to remember who it is He sleeps with every night...jealousy is not allowed in a kajira mind and it keeps creeping into do i stop it and when will i be able to fully trust that nothing will go on?  i trust Him with my life but yet i get jealous over a lil flirting online...get your head out of your ass Susi...He loves YOU! it upset Him and i promised not to do it again but i should have promised to try harder not to let it happen again...i am really sorry Master....this is eating me up more than a punishment ever could...i really do love you and only you...and i want to be a good slave for you and i will do my hardest not to let the jealousy over take my mind again...
Random Thoughts
Smurfs turn pink when you choke them.... I pick my cereal by which toy is inside... How deep would the ocean be if there weren't any sponges in it?     I might have read that somewhere but I don't remember...
Wonder Whats Next....
Find me here..... Its better than facebook. SOOO much better   My Yearbook   I really hope to see some of you there... Well now... It seems that some of us are now considered right wing extremists AND disgruntled veterans. All I can say is I was disgruntled before... NOW I'm pissed.   This can be found here     You Might Be a "Radicalized Right-Wing Extremist" If…by Michelle Malkin What and who exactly are President Obama's homeland security officials afraid of these days? If you are a member of an active conservative group that opposes abortion, favors strict immigrationenforcement, lobbies to protect Second Amendment rights, protests big government, advocates federalism or represents veterans who believe in any of the above, the answer is: You. Department of Homeland Security Sec. Janet Napolitano has turned her attention away from acts of Islamic jihad on American soil (which she now refers to as "man-caused disasters"). Instead, her department issounding the alarm
How I Want It
the day goes on and i'm sitll here and i nener understand the things that happens but i keep going. i may never understnad but i will get over this things.i get up every day and i go to sleep every night thats what happens one day it will change hoping 1 day soon                  that sounds stupped but thats what i thought about  hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Credit Cards
And you wonder why the banks Fail!!!!  This should be sent to every financial institution     Cancel your credit card before you die..........Now some people are really stupid!!!! Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die.  This is so priceless, and so, so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service chargeson her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. 
Free Bling Packs And Autos
Hello all you sexy ladies. I am thinking of running a contest where the winner would get a 65 bling pack or a 3 month vip or a 7 day blast(winners choice) How to enter:friend and fan mesend me 50k fu bux and your sexiest picture winner will be determined after a month by who has the most photo coments please repost and foward to any of your friends who would like to enter Hiya ladies, I am buying bling packs and auto 11s. The deal is I will be giving away 3 bling packs and 10 auto 11s. I know your gonna call me a pervert, but I love the womans body. So heres what you have to do, Find the best way to be sexy, nsfw pics,send me panties,bras ect... cam time works,phone time ect.... Anything sexy!!
My Saddest Day Here So Far...
Here in Afghanistan it's the rainy season. We get rain almost every day and/ or night. Depressing for sure. Monday was no different. I woke up at 4:45 and walked to the shower room in a downpour. At 6 I began doing my 1st turn for the week doing headcount in the dining hall. The only fun part of it is being able to see everyone and say hello. Later i came back to my room and checked out the news on yahoo where I found out about two losses I took very hard. The 1st was the worst. For anyone who lived in or near the Philadelphia area in the last 40 years Harry Kalas was as much a part of spring, summer and early fall as anyone could be. He was the lead broadcaster for the Phillies baseball team and everyone loved him. His signature home run call of "Outta Here!" never got old to us and his death at the age of 73 has hit us all hard. We're sure gonna miss him. Hearing playbacks of some of his most famous moments left me crying harder than I had for many years. Later on I saw that anothe
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen.The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one.   Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of 'cocktails', 'highballs' and just a good old-fashioned 'stiff drink'. Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name o
Well i really don't know waht to write but i guess... it has to be about me ........ so i'm going to start by saying that i am a fun and awsome person who enjoys meeting new people and loves to make friends and just likes to be happy b-cuz i never get mad (lol):)
Let Me Slip {just Close Your Eyes}
It feels like you're so far away even though you're right here. I feel like such a fool for love when all it brings is pain and fear. It feels like I don't have you even though I guess I do... ... it feels as if it's out of sync -- the feelings that I have for you. I feel as if I'm losing though you're telling me I've won... as if I'm closer now to failing than I was when I begun. I'm so afraid to lose you though my heart is giving in because although I really want you I feel like I'll never win. Nobody thought to warn me that I'd ever feel this way -- as if I'm running in a circle while someone sprints far away. I just wanted to fall in love and now I'm wishing I did not because it's easy letting go when you were never holding on. I'm holding onto you, though I try hard to loose my grip because it hurts less letting go than knowing that you let me slip, and even though it's hard to say just what the ending's gonna be I must admit, it feels as if you'
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Auction Time Again!
Hey! So, I'm in another auction. I need bids, bids, bids! So, come check me out, rate my pic, and bid on me! I promise to spoil you! Mwah! Jessi
Why S*x Is Like Riding A Bike
1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. 4. It's easier to learn with the help of someone who has a lot of experience. 5. You can do it by yourself, but it's usually not as much fun. 6. It's usually hard to control your speed the first few times you try. 7. It's best to have a soft place to land. 8. You don't need any special clothing, but you can get some if you are really into it. 9. If you're with someone who is having trouble keeping up, it's usually best to slow down and wait for them. 10. Most people think it looks easy until they try it for the first time. 11. Once you learn, you never forget how. 12. If you fall off get right back on. 13. If you get a flat, try pumping it back up. 14. Remember to signal before you change direction. 15. Make sure that you've got a firm grip. 16. Sometimes i
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Juggalos & Juggalets
Being the dreamy young stud that I am, I am only accepting high quality applications. Don't bother applying unless you meet the following requirements: 1 – You're at least a 7.0 2 – You will work out at least 3 times a week while we are dating 3 – Since you are a female and will probably lie and cheat, I expect you to be very good at this so that I do not  find out. 4 – You know tongue tricks 5 – Willing to clean my home on a daily basis 6 – Can cook amazing meals 7* Are an intelligent, spiritual and somewhat mysterious person. * (lol ok seriously, I don't care) Still Interested? (100% of females): Continue below! Here are some pics from the Dallas Fetish Ball at The Church. The whole show was good, but Rubber Doll and Athena Fatale really put on awesome shows. I didn't get many pics, because I didn't take my camera, since my friend is always bragging about how great her camera is ;). She didn't mention that it only holds like 20 pics...
Lets Talk Hustle RSS Feed Subscribe to the RSS Feed Add to your Favorites How I Make Over $5000/month Thanks to Google Working Part Time From My Living Room Posted on April 06th, 2009 | 15 Comments by Jason Hayes - Downey, California Imagine making around $5,500 to $8,000 a month from Google, only working Part-Time a few hours a day. Not a ton of money. But, very solid and good. I was able to replace my previous job’s income, working less than 10 hours a week on my computer at home. Hi, my name is Jason Hayes and I live in Downey, California.  I’m glad you have visited my blog, because now you have the chance to take advantage of this great program I use.  Let me back up for a minute. I’ve always struggled, working my nine to five job.  I have kids, and I could barely see them because I was always at work.  However, I was never interested in those fly by night “get rich quick” business opportunity, pyramid scheme or netw
i am a 21 year old virgin but the question is should i keep it or should i give it up? what do you think should i give it up or keep it?
Rules Of Acceptin U As A Friend
I'm not worried bout the ring you wearCuz as long as no one knows than nobodycan careYou're feelin' guilty and I'm well awareBut you don't look ashamed and babyI'm not scaredI'm singin' Follow me everything is alrightI'll be the one to tuck you in at nightAnd if youWant to leave I can guaranteeYou won't find nobody else like me
Pain? Ever Had It?
born in to pain and hurt growing in pain and hurtliving in pain and hurt sleeping in pain and hurt waking in pain and hurt cuting in pain and hurt bleeding in pain and hurt crying in pain and hurt i know nothing other then pain and hurti use drugs to end the pain and hurt but all i get is pain and hurt is there nothing other then pain and hurt
Quotes To Ponder
She walks in beauty, like the night     Of cloudless climes and starry skies;And all that's best of dark and bright     Meet in her aspect and her eyes:Thus mellowed to that tender light     Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less,     Had half impaired the nameless graceWhich waves in every raven tress,     Or softly lightens o'er her face;Where thoughts serenely sweet express     How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,     So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,The smiles that win, the tints that glow,     But tell of days in goodness spent,A mind at peace with all below,     A heart whose love is innocent!     - Lord Byron Intelligence and courtesy not always are combined; Often in a wooden house a golden room we find   Talk not of wasted affection - affection never was wasted.   Music is the universal language of mankind   They who go Feel not the pain of parting; it is they Who stay behind that suffer.   E
Come Show Her Some Luv Please. She Is So Close To Leveling.....Thanks To All My Friends That Help     ϟϟPAPA'S81KATILACϟϟ@ fubar Ninel is only 541,475 points from getting to Henchman. Please so him all kinds of luv...he is a great guy and such a sweetheart. You will be glad he is one of your friend:)  Here is the link to his page becuase i can't figure out how to do the photo link that acutally takes you straight to his page with this new blog setup. if anyone knows i would greatly appreciate knowing how to do it. Ninel@ fubar Thanks so much for checking this out and helping him out:)    
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Warning!!!ladies A Picture Theif Is Amoung Us!
Hi all as u all know I have a girlfriend we both have seperate accounts she is time-x check her out she on my top friends..I also have a man she is looking for one blow her up!!!any who ....some person or should I say thing has taken 3 Pics off my girlfriends page and started an account with different name and or location but my girls pics are on there..we have tried to contact this person we have commented this person with no reply..jus deleting our plz if ur gonna post sumthing is the fake account            Own Me@ fubar   here is my girlfriends account *TIME-X *~LUVS THE *ANGEL*~FU-OWNED by *ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™.. Fu Owned By HIS P@ fubarplz show her sum love an let this theif know they are wrong for doing this..thanks much love to u all....
(jinyx) (carni)   There’s a voice in my head A voice which I don’t know A voice that explains to love to me And things I don’t know I am the voice inside your head The voice inside your heart I hear it in my dreams and there the voice takes shape A shadow in the distance A shadow with no face A face with no name And to this voice I listen The voice that showed you happiness when everything seemed wrong For the longest time my voice had no face My face was a shadow which features were hidden Now you can see my face and everything seems clear I listen and I wait I wait for a face to appear But alas no face appears Just a voice full of understanding The voice which which guided you through the maze of human emotion A maze in which you were continuously lost never able to find your way The longer I listen the more I see the figure in my dreams The more I listen the deeper I fall I fall I love with this faceless voice One day a face will appear
I guess everyone needs at least one blog. So here's mine. As of Novermber my 6 year relationship came to an end. Then instead of doing the smart thing and taking some time for myself, I jumped head first into another relationship. That relationship went up in smoke almost a month ago. Now, I'm working on being single, being happy with myself, and loving myself. These thing are't easy when you've never had to do them. I am also working on making new friends, making my apartment mine, and standing on my own two feet. These things are also quite hard for me. So far the only thing I have accomplished is being a depressing lump of a person, which is terribly easy to do. This I am not proud of. So as of this point in time i am a depressing, single person. Hopefully bu this time next month I will have progressed into being a not so depressing single person RunI'm broken and bruised, punished and used, my spirit and heart have been crushed.It was bad for so long, I tried to hold on, to the
Millions Of Hepatitis C Funding Dollars
  PRESS RELEASE Millions of Hepatitis C Funding Dollars Misappropriated to HIV/AIDS   (Staunton, VA) The Hepatitis C Research Oversight Partnership (HEPCOP) has publicly denounced the National Institutes of Health (NIH) for spending millions of dollars budgeted for Hepatitis C (HCV) on research for HIV/AIDS.   Statistics unearthed by HEPCOP clearly show the NIH misrepresenting research funding. HCV grant money was awarded to determine such outcomes as, "Couples-Based HIV/STI Prevention for Injecting Drug Users in Kazakhstan" ($676,058), "Effects of HIV & Host Genetics in China" ($645,840), "HIV-1 infection Among Young Thai Men"  and "Nutritional Status In HIV Hispanic Drug Abusers" ($660,216).  HEPCOP contends that a conflict-of-interest exists. The partnership points out that even NIH’s chief HIV/AIDS researcher and the Director of the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases, which oversees both HIV and HCV research, Anthony Fauci, MD.,
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Redhead Blog!
It's great to be here a friend told me about it.  I love meeting new & interesting people! STAY KOOL!
Kiss Me
The bitter cold of the early morning floats through the room. The sky is cloudy and gray, with a definite sense of gloom. Today my heart fits the sky, wieghed down with heavy thoughts. My mind's running a thousand miles an hour and my stomaches all in knots. The only place I find serenity is standing on the waters edge. And for that instant I dont feel like screaming and jumping off the nearest ledge. I watch the waves come and go without a care in the world. With the blindness of a brand new baby that into this messed up life was gently hurled. The amazing thing about standing here is my life is put into perspective. Instead of being overly critical I quickly change to being reflective. I feel so small and insignificant and I like how it makes me see... That there are issues and problems with the world that are bigger than me. For those few moments that I am standing there, nothing matters at all. But all my anger, frustration, and pain away from this ocean I still have t
IF YOU’RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36things about you. I don’t care if we never talk, or if we already knoweverything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You’re on mylist, so I want to know you better.1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship?A.2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?A.3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?A.4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?A.5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?A.6.)Q. What was the last book you read?A.7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you?A.8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.A.9.)Q. Worst Habit?A.10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?A.11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?A.12.)Q. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?A.13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?A.14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?A.15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you.A.16.)Q. Do you have any pets?A.17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?A.18.)Q.
Missed Me?
I am taking a bit of time away from here. I will be back next wednesday. Not much time to type, so this is short.
Things Some Women Don't Know About Men.
Medications. Antidepressants (SSRI-type) and antihypertensives (blood pressure medication) are often the culprit when a man has a lowered interest in sexual activity. These can also cause sexual dysfunction. Lack of sleep. When a man is in his teens or twenties, the opportunity to have sex will often overwhelm the desire to sleep. This is often true also when a relationship is brand new. But, as people and relationships age, sex can lose its compelling nature and a good night's rest can be quite tempting. Hormonal levels. The most important physiological stimulant of sexual desire is testosterone. Many men are mistakenly sent to have a blood test for total testosterone when low libido is the issue. While that information might be interesting to know to have a full picture of a man's hormonal levels, knowing the free testosterone level is much more relevant to how much sex he desires. Also, too much prolactin and SHBG (sex hormone binding globulin) can suppress sexual desire. So when
i love u so much that i want to be with u all my life i like us to be together sometime have kids when one of us is sick we will be there for each other sleep in during cold winter months .
Helping A Friend
Hello! Trying to help out a Hot sexy Mami! Come help me!  all she needs is one Rate That is it! just one! How easy is that?  To see the Hottie Im talking about and the pic you need to rate,
Who Want`s To Earn Some $$$$?
Well here is the thing.   If you know someone that needs some photoshop work done, let me know!   I do web designs, retouching photos, making logos,...   Only thing you need to do is to get me a customer and i will give u 10-15% of  the deal ;) c Happy hunting :P    
Fubucks For Sr Cars
Paying a bounty for cars i dont have on Street Racing game app for the other space i cant really mention here. If you have it and dont really care about the special cars i will buy them off you. If you dont have it and make one to use the favor points to get a crate car or level up to 10 and get the Limited Edition for the week either works i will pay prices negotiable depending on what you have msg me for more info.
How do you work this fuckin site!!!?
Read Me!
   *LiL§tar♥FUŴifeŷ2♥DammeR•SERGrεεtĒř/PR0MoMAnAGer•NGC DONT MISS OUT! Autos will be on From:  Saturday 18th-> 11:00 A.M. Futime to Sunday 19th->11:00 A.M. Futime
Battered Soul
My life tormented A childhood of painSpent bruised and scarredHours locked in a small dark roomTo scared to shout for helpWith only spiders for companyDay after dayThe bruises cameTo ashamed to show the worldHow could I have explained? The screaming stoppedThrough fear of more painThe inner screamsStill ringing in my earsThe nightmaresNever fadeAnother dayDarkness consumes my beingWishing for someone to set me freeAnother fist flies my wayPain shoots through meLike a thousand knivesPiercing my soulOnto adult yearsStill bruised insideOnly to find loves the sameIs this normalWas it something I did? Walking into doors seems like a bad habit for meOne black eye after the nextHere I was againHiding in a dark cornerHoping the monsters wouldn't see meHoping they wouldn't bring more painWill this ever end? The child inside so battered The child inside so scared
Higher Education
School: Ohio teacher took students to strip club   HAMILTON, Ohio – A school spokesman said a southwest Ohio teacher has resigned after acknowledging she accompanied four female students to a male strip club. Butler Tech school district spokesman Bill Solazzo said the 47-year-old teacher resigned Thursday. He said the teacher told Edgewood High School administrators that the students, all cheerleaders, asked her to take them to the bar in February. The teacher told school officials in an e-mail that she got permission from the parents of the 17- and 18-year-olds to bring them to the club. The teacher taught marketing at the school and previously served as a coach for the district's eighth-grade cheerleaders. Warren Haynes, the Allman Brothers Band guitarist, routinely plays with the surviving members of the Grateful Dead, now touring as The Dead. He's just finished a Dead show in Washington, D.C. and gets a pop quiz from the Huffington Post. Where d
Only In Michigan
Mich. mayor gets speeding warning, demands ticket Fri Apr 17, 3:43 pm ET WARREN, Mich. – A Michigan mayor says a warning wasn't enough after he was stopped for speeding. So he asked for a ticket instead — and got it. Warren Mayor Jim Fouts was pulled over Monday on the way to City Hall for going 45 mph in a 40 mph zone. The officer told him to watch it next time. Fouts says he was uncomfortable the entire day with just a warning, thinking it might be construed as favoritism. So he called the deputy police commissioner and demanded the ticket. Police delivered it to Fouts' office and Fouts paid the $100 fine. Fouts told The Detroit News that he "had to set an example." In March 2008, Kwame Kilpatrick was charged with eight felonies, including perjury and obstruction of justice. In August, he violated his bail agreement and was thrown in jail. His actions were deplorable for anybody, but Kilpatrick was no Average Joe--he was the mayor of Detroit. Unfortunately
well, my dads wife that just passed has triplet daughters that are almost 34 yrs old. Their sperm donor for a father found out that they have severe Cerebral Palsey when they were one and said if he can't have perfect childeren, he didn't want children. So needless to say, he had nothing to do with them their entire lives. well, he was shot, ... and died last night. the day after we buried their mother. God has judged him now, and i can only hope he is burning in hell where he belongs. some ppl may think badly of me for even wishing this upon him, but I have seen the hell he has put my family through.....burn baby, burn!!!!
Mowin Down The Roses
I should be hurtin but I'm smiling ear to ear cause I mowin down the roses that you planted last year. I’m pouring out your perfume strait down the toilet bowl. Ripped you face strait off the wall left nothing but some holes. Gather up your clothes smoked em with your popery in a fern pile out back. Your love aint welcome here no more.
Thank You All
i want to thank every one who had me in their prayers last night. i woke up yesterday morning feeling really wierd with chest pains, being dizzy an breaking out in cold sweats. really week feeling. i went to work thinking nothing about it. one of my co-workers told me to check my blood pressure so i did, it was 148 over 1o4. it told me that wasnt good. at 6 pm he came to check on me an told me i was really flusstered looking. he made me take it again, this time it was 156 over 108. took me to the office an one of my managers took me to the er. with in a short period of time it jumped to 176 over 118.. needless to say i didnt have a heart attack.. got more test to do monday morning. i will keep you all up to date. again thanks for all the love an kind words an thoughts for those that i was able to contact..
i really get the shits of people that think everyone is on here to meet and have sex if you see on someones profile they are married then keep your lude photo comments to yourself and further more get a fucking life not everyone is on the net for sex and to hook up
People Who Are Just Stupid
I'm not a nice guy, the type you take home and your mom gets all happy about. I'm a anger management, drug taking, alcoholic who only cares about cars, music, and my daughter. If I should happen to be your friend, then you are important to me, and I value that like I value the air I breathe. However, I don't give people leeway to dramatize my life with their bullshit. Now that might make me sound conceded or that my shit doesnt stink. It's more that I just dont give a fuck about what you do. I've had enough failures, misfortunes, and disappointments to write a fucking self-help book about it. You do you, and let me do my thing. My family, if you are considered such, mean the world to me. I've gone hungry, cold, and been broke to help my boys or even my girls have shit they needed. I've been left alone while they found more important people that don't care about them to hang out with. I've had people choose sex over real friends. I'm not innocent in some of this, because I've made my
Q 97.9 Contests
I am still looking for help with winning the Q97.9 Baby Idol Contest. The voting ends Thursday and the number you need to enter if you decide to help is 0056. Please vote and the website is and you can vote as much as you want. Hi everyone I have a thing going on with my daughter with an area radio station which is Q 97.9 and the website is You have to go under the baby idol part and vote for number 0056 that is the number for my daughter and you can vote for her as much as you want.
Hi y'all. I am in my very first auction! Come take a peek and maybe place a bid!  ;).  I was told the link in first blog did not work. Try this one...thanks!
My First Auction
This is my first auction... so let's make this fun! Don't forget to A/F/R the Hostess. She didn't ask for it, but it's the nice thing to do :) There will also be a prize given to the one with the most rates, so even if you don't bid, the rates will help!!! Thank you all in advance!
Last Tear
A man lies in the street crying Cause he can’t stop his self from dying He was stabbed in no helped He was left to die by his self All the people passed him by and all he could is ask the why I would help me if I was you if you were lying here bleeding to as shed final tear he tried to face death with no fear but just then help did come but I guess they could not save this one
Jamie Foxx Is A Cocksucker!
Big deal when Imus calls stereotypical black basketball players "nappy", but no biggie when this Obama loving primate calls Hannah Montana a "white bitch"? So, where is fat ass Sharpton? Where is the left wing hypocrite media? Blacks will NEVER change. You're all no good. The media sucks. You're all disgraceful white sellouts.
Random Thoughts
I am suspended in a cage. To the right of me is another cage with my oldest son and two daughters, to the left of me is a cage holding my love. I reach out to my kids and their cage starts to drop toward the black, inky muck below us. I try to reach for my love and his cage starts to drop toward the muck. Off in the distance ahead of me on a ledge is my youngest son telling me “I love you mom, take care.”, as he walks toward a brightly lit doorway. Behind me is a crying little girl with a blanket and a stuffed animal. She turns away from me and walks toward a doorway of a closet and steps in shutting the door behind her. I turn back toward the two cages. My love says “I am leaving baby”. From the other cage my oldest daughter says “Mommy, I found a man.”, my youngest daughter says “I’m going to marry my girlfriend.”, and my oldest son says “Mom you never really loved me did you”? I think to myself if I can just get to th
Wild West Auction
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Under A Tree
Eyes are windows to the soul. A distant place most fear to go. Take a step or two closer if you dare.. Have faith child there is nothing to fear. Look past the eyes and tell me what you see?? You see an angel who spirit is shining through. Smiling on the other side of the glass right at you. Your heart beats fiercly full of desire. What your body is feeling is the warmth of the spirit of fire.
Just A Poem...
Saturday, June 10, 2006  random Current mood:  bored Trails twisted into darkness Paths lit by millions of pin pricks As it shoots out befor us With unseen ventures ahead And eyes upon the canopy That never guides but spys Lost on the road We can always hope But knowing ensures Believe and all works out that is the original post date
I have learned that you can't please everyone. You're damned if you do and damned if you don't. I went to bed lastnight in tears because of this. Words can hurt far more than anything physical. I'm just going to step back and reflect on things for now.
Good Or Evil Auction
You can now own your very own Luv Fairy..and who doesnt need one of those hmmm? So stop by Heartistic Soul's good or evil auction and bid on me right now. Come show me lots of love and support and i will sprinkle some of my fairy dust your way. I cant post the just search for heartistic Soul....or check out the about me section of my profile...   If you dont feel like bidding, then stop by her page and rate and/or comment me... mwah!      
Vet's Considered Potential Terrorists
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us..........    The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government.   This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above)  with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious.  This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m
Gone Good~
It was one of those days when nothing had gone right, and Murphy was working double time. My entire day was one disaster after another, people wanting my attention, phone calls, irate customers, equipment breaking, and not a moment to myself to think. i was finally able to escape work and as i was walking to the car it started to rain, not petite little movie rain drops but the cats and dogs kind, and me with no umbrella, figures. On the way home i got stuck in an hour long traffic jam and my cell phone battery died so there was no way to call. i end up walking in the door and hour and 45 minutes late, soaked to the skin, tired, and most of all, worried that You'll be upset with me. As i drop my bag in the hallway and take off my shoes i see You sitting on the couch waiting, watching me, an intense look on Your face and i know something is on Your mind. i immediately sink to my knees and crawl over to You, that look in Your eyes unmistakable. "i'm sorry i'm late Sir, my day was awful
Has This Ever Happened To You?
i would really like to make henchman today i have lil over 66k to go i will return all love and even if ya dont help thanks for reading this   ~Brownbedroomeyes~*Fu-wifey to Hollywood***OWNED BY GBEAVER">@ fubar  
Sisters Of E.n.d
For Chicago Bears Fans
Eggs And Tears
She rose to her feet once more as she straightened out her dishevelled clothing. She slowly smoothed down her summer dress. Her tongue slid from her scarlet lips to lap at the small trickle of my cum that was trying to escape, she wanted every drop. She looked down at the lifeless figure on the ground. It was me. My eyes were wide open, whether with shock or excitement she neither knew nor cared. She’d got what she’d wanted and I got what I needed. She turned, looked at me and walked away, to her home, to sleep away the daylight hours until she could have me once again… ... more to follow.
Mine, Mine, Mine!
I was stuck as "fresh Meat" wondering if I was going rancid when out of the crowd a few people came to help get me started.  I expected a nudge. I GOT one wild ride.  If I missed any thankyou's along the way, please accept them here and now (everything was moving so fast, lol) I'm jealous of all the "bells and whistles" some of you have. Myself, I'm still playing "what does this button do". Once I get things figured out a bit I may play the game. Ya know, guys drooling and posturing at gals strutin' their stuff.  But not in quite the same way I expect.  Bigger isn't always better.  I know about gravity, lower back pain,etc. and from any angle, "more than a mouth full is wasteful". hmmm only 20,00 lounges left to check out.  lol  omg Happy 4th to your and yours.  Please be safe and happy on our Indepence Day, America. The same to you Philippines.  With (it seems) so many screaming "Yank go home" it's nice to know someone has officialy set aside a day to celebrate it's freindship wi
Hi Welcome To My Head How May I Help U?
ive been thinking alot about this past year and i find myself feeling really sad and lonely...mostly for old friends that i no longer have. yea i shouldnt think about it but i cant help it, desparately tryin to hang on to happier times long gone and it hurts. i long for the ppl i lost, how can i say im sorry and lets forgive and forget? i wish to so much but they dont, of course there is nothing i can do about it but i wish there was.. why do i have to do this to myself? i wish i had an answer but i dont. my memories are all ihave left and they are so painful..... i just want my friend back i miss him so much. :( so if you know me real well you know that i among of the biggest procrastinator this side of the flint river lol.  ive always been like that and ive always been an emotional person. lately i just really havent been happy, so much so that alot of the time i find myself almost in tears for no apparent reason.  i need to make some changes in my life but ive been living the same w
Just A Thought Or So...
Im a fan of words. I enjoy putting them together and taking them apart (not the words themselves.. more like forming sentences, and novels.. and soliloquies). Im also a fan of literacy. In which case, please refrain from using u and ur when engaging in an e-exchange of words (hate mail included). Im very aware some people like to think using shorthand saves time. Well, if you cant spell out a full word you happen to use everyday, dont bother sending a message. It will save your time, and mine. This includes, but is not solely subject to, the proper use of your, youre, there, their, and theyre. Reading and writing is taught in school for a reason, enjoy it while you can. I dont expect you to be a mastermind, just THINK before you SPEAK.1. Be a good person as best you can; all cases are relative to the individual. 2. Live as much life as you can. 3. Pursue something you deem worthy of your time in your relatively short amount on earth. 4. Respect all.

Ex Husbands
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!1. Would you be in control?    I love being the submissive one2. Would you pull my hair?    Yes. When I am about to have an orgasim I either will pull hair or dig my nails in your back3. Would you whisper in my ear?    When we are out with friends I will whisper the things we would be doing...4. Would you talk dirty to me?    In and out of the bedroom5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?    a little in the beginning and then a lot6. Would you say my name?    Of course7. Would you go down on me?    If I am into you hell yes8. Would you let me give you a hickie?    With my job I can't 9. How many rounds would we go?   If we are into eachother all through the night10. What would you wanna do afterwards?     Cuddle11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?     Yes12
Tell Me What You Think.(please Be Honest)
The Adventures of Two Boys (Part1)                                                          Once upon a time there was two boy’s named Kristopher and Garion.One day they went for a walk in the park and they came across a book. They went home with the book and took it to their room. That night after dinner they went to their room. They picked up the book and started reading it. The book was about two boys having really big adventures. The boys’ names are Kristopher and Garion. They thought that was really strange. The boys got in weird, strange, scary, and happy situations. They meet a lot of people ontheir adventures. They had a lot of fun. One story they went to a friends house and got lost on the way there. They got lost in the woods were they met a raccoon who could talk. It told them about his friends and family. He helped the boys find their to their friends house. When they finished the book they started thinking if the book was about.             They thought abo
Fishing & Camping
Ok so I am a little late but the camping fishing trip was a blast. Other then a few minor set backs like the wind tunnel tent, the camp stove that didnt want to stay lit, and major sunburns. This trip was Lots of fun. I even caught more fish then my husband on the last day. All in all he caught one more then me though. It was nice weather.  A little chilly durring the nights. but snuggled up next to my man I was nice and warm.   Cant wait for the next time!!! The old man and I decided to go fishing. This is partly due to the fact that there has been a bit of stress in my life and I needed release. Seeing as how my 11 year old spent 9 days in the hospital.   I lost my job. and the wedding had to be postponed. So ya fishing and camping it is!!!  Should be fun. I do like to camp. and the mans going to teach me to fish.   so....... WEEEEEE And we are out of here. Much love Ya'll
Fairy Tells..
in life we cant play games all the time....we cant be serious all the time find the damn happy medium some people live them..others wish to have them.. the fairy tale ending...happily never after.. well at least for some.. for others we are just pawns in a story that revolves around the stars.....hoping that one day the main characters  will fall ill  and leave a new role to be oh woe is thee... i see some that  are in what appears to us as that perfect happy ending from the out side... maybe it is maybe it isnt... we all have our own ideas of  our happy endings.. and they change from time to time and sometimes they will even stay the same...   eventually we might get to that part  but for now this is just the  opening act
Poems By Me
Creatively, you worked your art You spun a web around my heart. How beautifully your deeds spread Each intricately woven thread.   With strands of care you dry my tears You gentleness dispelled my fears You held my hand to give me courage To brave the storm   With kindness, you keep me warm Your passion lit a glowing fire That filled my soul with sweet desire   Your all that I was dreaming of For the web you spun is made of love. Warms my heart and soul Brings happiness to my life Love is in the air    
Letter Home From The Garden Of Stone
  Sitting restless under the moonlight, I know I'm getting ready to kill.They say we're going in with the daylight,Ma, I don't want to but I will.Because I won't know the man that kills me,And I don't know these men I've killed.I pray to God for my Salvation,And to wash away the blood I've spilled.I try not to think about my family,Cause it;s a little too much to take.Now I got here and I got my buddy,We can't afford even one mistake.PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEDo NOT for get the men and women fighting right now in a foreign land, for reasons noone seems to understand. Pray for them, if you're the praying type
well we're still in the struggle of finding a name for the far we're nameless... :p A few names have been introduced by the other band members...but we are still searching for the right any ideas?? Drop a line..
me getting my bridge piercing
I Don't Get How This Is "naughty"....??
One day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair.  There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person.  Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that."  Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10."  So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money. Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to be naughty and have a ride in that there airplane."  Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down.  The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation... The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me folks, I couldn't help but hear your situation, and I have a deal for you.  I'll ta
I Didn't Know...damn It ...just...f'n Dammit.!!!..
Feb 5, 2009 Lux Interior, lead singer of The Cramps, has died. Rock'n'roll heaven just got a lot weirder. Lux Interior , madcap and lascivious lead singer of classic goth punk-a-billy band The Cramps , has died at age 62. R.I.P....Darlin'...R.I.P...
Love is the river of life in this world. Think not that ye know it who stand at the little tinkling rill, the first small fountain. Not until you have gone through the rocky gorges, and not lost the stream; not until you have gone through the meadow, and the stream has widened and deepened until fleets could ride on its bosom; not until beyond the meadow you have come to the unfathomable ocean, and poured your treasures into its depths ~ not until then can you know what love is Henry Ward Beecher Love is the same as like except you feel sexier. And more romantic. And also more annoyed when he talks with his mouth full. And you also resent it more when he interrupts you. And you also respect him less when he shows any weakness. And furthermore, when you ask him to pick you up at the airport and he tells you he can't do it because he's busy, it's only when you love him that you hate him. Judith Viorst Top 10 Reasons You Know You're A Mom 1. You can't step into the tub without slippi
Imsmut Show My Owner Some Mad Love
    ImSmut FuMarried to tashafrggrl-lost count of the mistresses already@ fubar SHOW MY FU OWNER SOME MAD LOVE ImSmut owns me: LoSt AnGeL**~Manager @ The Texas Roadhouse~owned by ImSmut~**DBCmc**@ fubar
I Believe
I Believe that Everything Happens for a Reason. People Change So that You Can Learn to Let Go, Things Go Wrong so that You can Appreciate Them When They are Right, You Believe Lies So You Eventually Learn To Trust No One But Yourself, and Sometime Good Things Fall Apart so Better Things Can Fall Together.
A Poem
My Thoughts
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.Friends are like balloons: once you let them go, you can't get them back.So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you This is dedicated to Rodney J Smith,My Fiance' Born 7-18-64 Died 12-30-08 A new day dawns once again. I stare at where you used to lay your head. I close my eyes, your face I plainly see. That smile that could always bring me to my knees. Those eyes that saw into the very soul of me. My heart aches for the touch of your hands on my skin. The taste of your kiss on my lips. I've come to understand what the meaning of lonliness is. I wipe away a tear.It's almost more than I can bear. I pray for the strength to get me thru another day without you! By: San
I Am Lonly
Be For Real!
visited 31 states (62%)Create your own visited map of The United States or Like this? try: Vendian Being single isnt easy, but I guess it's still from my pickiness.I have met quite a few people on here and it has been a joke just about every time. So I m posting this blog entry to prevent myself and anyone else from a broken heart so be for real. I am looking for someone who is very attractive, handsome,goodlooking, has a beautiful smile, has a nice cock( bigger the better), isnt jealous, wants a gf eventually, loves to eat pussy (i return the favor if your worthy), Please no old fat guys bother sending me a request, because your wasting your time. If your a soldier and want a girl i already have potentials so feel free to try, hopefully you live close by so we can hook up sometime.U must have a sense of humor so don't bother if your uptight and have a corn cob up your ass. I'm too happy of a person to be drug down by someone who is lame. I love to travel so hit me up if you want to ma
if some of you are wondering why it is that i dont leave animated comments or such on profiles?...well wonder no seems that i have been "tripping the spam filter" after about 8 or so profile comments...and once that happends i end up with bouncers all over the place every time i want to look at a profile...heck i was even bounced when i wanted to check into my blogs... so since this is getting a little wierd...i might not be doing many profile comments...i klnow i know..i havent done alot before but i might just not do any at all to those of you that feel i havent made contact...please bear with me
So the last couple months i have gotten really bored with the site... same ol thing begging and pleading for ppl to rate or anything... People always want the help but MOST arent willing to return the favor.. I know its all about points, and such and if you dont have autos running now or a Bomb ppl dont even look twice at you. I remember when i first started onthis site, ppl actually rated each other to help out. Or if you had/have blings ppl would actually trade with you or whatever... Ahhh life before Auto 11's!!! There are over usually an average of about 50k ppl on here at any given time...and the funny thing is.. ITS ALWAYS the same ppl srolling by the top of the screen.. ALLLLL day long.  Always the same ppl getting help.  What is the secret to getting the rates? or just ppl to come by and send a comment to say hi every once in a while? Well i guess im done with my rant lol... Comment if you'd like... oh wait thats even if anyone looks at this lol Have a good night! ~Nae
Acution Me Plz
Fake Profiles -yes/no
All for my own personal and legitamate reasons. Have you done this?  What was your experience -did it achieve what you wanted or - was it just a waste of time?
Help Get Me To 500 Friends
hey fubar  how r all of u i am trying to get to500 friends  just to see if i can get them  so spead the word i will do the same for u please help me i am trying to get 500 friends by my birthday on tuesday
New Obsession
So yeah... I have had my tongue pierced for a few years and have always wanted to get something else done. So I decided that I wanted to get a Monroe (a stud where Marilyn had her beauty mark). So I got it done on Friday and I absolutely love it... so now I want to get more done... Uh oh. LOL so yeah now I have a new obsession.
Dark Thoughts
This sickness is consuming and terrifying to my soul. I try to breath but only choke on the oily slick putrid foulness of it. Words are empty without a promise to back. I am at a stalemate without a completion of my circle. I feel like a puppet on a string of fiery chains. Sharpened hooks dig deep into my heart to rip away the flesh. Not sure of love in this darkest hour that holds no real truth. Is the dream I wanted so far away and just out of my reach? I hear not your words of encouragement in my soul anymore. The threads of sanity start to shred with the absence of need and comfort within. Time starts to bend , twist and contort into something sick and demented. Happy thoughts no longer hold me in joyous sway as my world starts to slowly crumble and faulter all around me. I know I am loved and special to some but most of them never speak those words to me. I feel like a prisoner in my own home when the repetitiveness starts to overtake me everyday. I want to whisper in his ear care
My Stuff
His emotions are impenetrable yet his shoulders are soft for those that need someone to lean on. His hands are firm yet know exactly where they need to be. If he has his arms wrapped around you, you're either in the last moments of your life or the safest place you could ever be. He's stubborn but will let you have your way just to see you smile. He's deadly with a rifle and gentle with a child. He plays poker with the devil but guards the gates of heaven. He curses like no other but is a perfect gentleman. He has a thousand yard stare but when you look into his eyes it's the most comforting thing you've ever felt. The Marine Corps trained him as a weapon but raised him as a lover. He knows every part of a M-16 and he knows every curve of his woman. There is no other man like him. Whether you love him or hate him both is a privilege. He could be your worse nightmare or your sweetest dream. Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a jagged scar, a certain look
I think of the past Asking for another chanceAs time went onYou moved along in your life I walked away crying I smile and hide my emotionsHappy you have someone newKnowing he's a better manUnderstanding I lost It's over I lost all my chances Looking for my heartI don't know where it isAll I know is you own itMaybe one day I can get it backI will always love you,think about you,dream of what might have beenCopyright ©2009 Saying goodbye is always the hardestBecause you never know what to sayIf it isn’t goodbye you still have no clue what to sayCause you never know if you hear from them againAs time goes on you never knowWhen someone says they need spaceUsually it means goodbyeSo I say goodbye and wish the bestLet time be there to heal all woundsMake it so you don’t have angerMaybe you will remember meMaybe you won’tGuess it all dependsDo you really want to talk to meOr were you being niceWould never knowI loved you I cared and would do anythingBut nothing mattersYou st
Life Today
Cold Hearted Bitch
lost... i am lost in your eyes.. i am lost in your soul.. i am lost in my life cause sometimes your so cold. lost in my tears lost in my fears lost in my life with no way to go.. lost from myself.. lost from my family.. lost from my cares lost from my love.. one day i may find all that i seem to have lost.. lets just hope its not to late... I like the way..I like the way he makes me feel.When he holds me tight by his side.And the way he smiles when he looks my way.He has the cutest little dimples.I like the way I can look him right in the eyes.And when he kisses me his lips are so soft and sweet.And the way he thinks about me.I like the way he knows just the little things about me.That no one has ever seen.And the way he knows me sometimes better than me.I like the way he looks deep into my eyes.Like he is trying to see me deep down inside.And the way he is so soft to my body.Like when he wants to know if he is hurting me.And how soft he is when he rubs my skin.Like he want
Why Not Safe For Work
The last time I checked, you had to be 18 or older to join this site. The last time I checked, if you are at work, you should be working, not browsing the damn internet. People who spend all day browsing the web instead of working end up ruining it for those that barely do it. Having said all that, here's my rant... I have a problem with people on this site marking pictures or videos or this that and the other NSFW. Bottom line: YOU SHOULDNT BE ON HERE AT WORK!!!!!!!!!!! I could respect it if you were saying that this should be marked adult content. I could respect it if you are saying that this shouldnt be easily viewed. Again, no problem with that. However, you are at work, who the hell cares whether its safe or not because you SHOULDNT BE VIEWING IT!!!!!!! Disagree with me or agree with me, bottom line is that you go to work to work, not play on Fubar. I've seen thousands of pictures marked NSFW that werent even nude, let alone sexual in content. Some were simply bikinis or cleav
Sick And Tired Of Men Who Should Douche Stop Being Such A Pussy
Sexy Story Some What I Did Better Before
he gently wraps his arms around me gently breathing on mehe begins to remove my topbut also with gentle kisseshis hand moves down the side off my armhe then moves in closer into mewanting to make me feel goodhe then brings his one hand down tomy ass and just with his finger tipsrubs againts my skin,he begins to get a little ruffand it begins to get a little moreintenceeach minute he presses againts meputting my hands againts the wallbiteing me just hard enough to feel good we begin to bump each otherthe blood in r vains move fastermy breathing is so deep and heavyhe takes both hands and puts them on mybreastpushing in to me before he entershe kisses all the way down my backlicks and nibbles all the way downto my....he gently plays and nibbles and looks up at meseeing my face with such intence and sweat comeing downhearing me moan places his hands on to my belly and down my legsstimulateing every sexual nerve, he picksme up from my legs and gently puts me on thebed pushing harder on to
She Tries So Hard To Hide
Lies And Deception,Hurt And Pain.From Then 'Till Now,Nothing Feels The Same.Endless Tears,And Sleepless Nights.Is There Enough Love To Stay,Or Too Little To Fight?Happiness, Or Love?Or Just None At All?Fighting For Stability,I Continue To Fall.I Cant Hear Your Excuses,And I Cant Speak.Broken, Yet Somehow Together,Ive Become So Weak. There is a girl who smiles lots,Although she's sad inside.The pain she feels inside her chestShe tries very hard to hide.It's enough to fool her motherAnd enough to fool her friends.Sure, outside she's smiling,But inside, the pain never ends.Sometimes she fails to smileAnd sometimes her cover slips-But she holds back the tears,And bites down on her lips.She clutches her chest tightly,As she slowly walks along,Fooling everyone in sight-They don't know anything's wrong.
I hope to always be the oneThat takes your breath awayI hope to always fill your thoughtsAs you go about your dayI hope to always be the oneThat you dream of at nightI hope it's still my face you seeWhen you close your eyes so tightI hope you always feel the loveThat I have for only youI hope that you knowEverything I feel for you is true.I pray that what we shareWill last for eternityAnd when you need someone so badKnow you can always turn to meI pray that the hurtWe sometimes feel insideWill one day come to an endAlong with tears we've criedI hope to always have this feelingThat you bring to meTake another look into my heart...I love you...honestly.
Silent Thoughts
A simple thought of you and I'm gone again,Just thinking about your sweet face.Wishing I could touch your body,While giving you kisses all over the place.I'd caress your back,As you stare into my eyes.The thought of you here next to me,Puts my body in a rise.Your hands all over my skin,While your tongue traces my lips.The feeling begins to intensify,As you move just past my hips.I imagine you inside of me,And I let out a slight moan.The thought of you making love to me,Begins to set the tone.Slower in the beginning,I want to feel your every thrust.Your kissing my neck now,As you touch me on my bust.I run my fingers through your hair,As you breathe into my ear.I bite down on my lower lip,Just wishing you were here.You pick up the pace now,And I begin to lose control.I imagine your face looking down at me,As the ecstasy takes its toll.You rub my face with your hands,And softly kiss me on my cheek.You can tell just by my smile,How much the thought of you makes me weak.I take a breath and
Never Let Go
So restless at night, when I dream of youI open my eyes, hoping it came true.It didn't again so with tears in my eyesI hold my pillow to soften the cries.But distance means nothing in love that's trueAnd though I long for one touch from you,I'll squeeze that pillow while we're apart,You hold me too, you hold my heart.No one has ever made me feel so complete,My whole life was lived just so we could meet.I'll dream of you now, on into the night,Hoping that soon you'll be holding me tight.My dreams will come true one day, I know,Just hold me close, and never let go.
Would U Just Listen
Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,How you felt around me? The memories we shared,And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.You were my first love and my true love, that will al
I took this lil test and this is what my answer was, what should you parents named you~ BrookeYou are very self-conscious, but you are beautiful. You worry about what other people think about you yet you are all they think about. You are very caring and sweet, but you can be aggressive.
Love Message
I recently got this message from a good friend,it was so beautiful that I'd love to share with you: "A woman's heart should be so lost in God that a man needs to seek Him in order to find her"
Need Help
I am having a hard time choosen.  I want to have fun and play a game but I dont know weather to use handcuffs and blind folds  or a whip and candlewax and nail filer
heeey help me why i cant comfir my email, and neigther send shoutbox and privates msn.. Fubar doenst want me?
Auction 2
    Please bid on me!!!
Hey everyone. There is a Luah @ Kroc's this Friday. Good TX Country too. Drink specials to help you wind down... See ya there. message me if u need more info   21 AND UP ONLY
Just About Me
i might be old fashion but its wrong to have any kind of sex talk to women that your not married to.. so if i dont call women sexy or hot that because im married and i hope that you will understand.... i am only looking for people to talk to online nothing more .........and thank you for being my friend......
New Pics.. Go Check Them Out
i'm soo out of it and cant remember how the hell to change the skin on my profile.... plz someone help me go check them out and tell me what u think      thanks and i'll rtf!
About Me
hi....i am ayasha 21 yrs old i live in coloradoi like malling and hang-out with friends...i love playing guitars and piano...i love to sing while playing that instrument..i dont like a person who thinks for its own good..and he/she taking for granted all my sacrifices..i love surfing the net and make some friends by used of chatting and online games..i want you to be my part of my daily if u want to be my friends just add me up or lets talk or chat to each other so we can enjoy our company..all i can say is if we could be friends you will know who is ayasha im 5'7 in height,white skin,curly hair,thin, and if you want to see me just add me up..all i can say is im fun to be with and i can make you happy whatever you want..i like a person who have a sense of humor so we can tackle anything under the earth...i like bar hopping and drinks some beer and when i get tipsy i like to dance all night long until i will get tired..i go to church twice a week because i believe i
Random General's
I BELIEVE...    Current mood:  contentI believe there is sweetness where theres nothing but sour bitternessI believe happiness is best achieved through unconsciousnessI believe in counting minutes backwards  towards the hour because time is not foreverI believe sexy is a naked man standing erect in a heated shower not noticing my stare I believe love to be a bandit who robbed my 3rd eye blindI believe ignorant bliss is closing your eyes and taking a piss while sitting in the midst of your own aromatic shit, and enjoying itI believe a fist can be a loving relationship between your lips and my fingertips, or sometimes your anusI believe true love is when sweat drips from my chest down to the nest where I lay my eggs that rest with all intents of one day being blessed with the process of procreation...I believe sex to be a mutual dance of two dead souls reuniting in the flesh where they awaken refreshed from death to find happiness... sacred bliss, synergistic nothingness captures my insi
False Pride
[KRS-OneFalse Pride]-------- A mystical teacher sat by the seaside It was about five o'clock cause we heard the free ride Anyway;the teacher was talking in stride sitting upon a rock that was wide and warning against false pride "Come to where I reside!" a woman criedand the teacher replied, "Do you serve your fish fried?" "Yes," she replied, "with potato salad on the side." And the teacher replied, "Well where do you reside?" She said, "Up on the hillside, it's not a far ride. If you came to have dinner, I would be so gratified." The teacher replied, "It's six o'clock, seven o'clock, you decide." She replied, "Seven o'clock, do you like stir-fried?" She was mystified and felt so dignified The teacher was coming to the house where she resides So she purified with pesticides Called her friends up nationwide Some of her friends were tongue-tied they felt so glorified She made steamed fish, baked fish, fish that was friedSoup, steamed vegetables, potato salad on the side     You could sm
Fu Drama
Ok...this is case some of you don't know what it is an online adult bar.  I joined this site to meet new people...make new friends.  I have met tons of great people on here...and thank you guys for showing me so much love!  Saying that...I have also met some crazy ass lunatics on here!  I am not on here to find a potential fact...I have already had one of those, and not looking to pick up another.  If you cannot be a friend to me w/o bringing your petty ass drama on...I suggest you delete your profile and go elsewhere.  Get over it and move the fuck on!  I feel you all!
C : You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it. H : You are not judgmental.R : You are a social butterfly. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. S : You are very broad-minded. T : You have an attitude, a big one. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. N : You like to work, but you always want a break. E : You are a very exciting person. R : You are a social butterfly. O : You are very open-minded. B : You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. N : You like to work, but you always want a break. S : You are very broad-minded. O : You are very open-minded. N : You like to work, but you always want a brea You're a Detective! Just call you Sherlock Holmes! Your love of complicated concepts is reflected in the way you spend your free time. Detectives tend to like reading, chess, word games – anything that stretches their mental muscle. Science-related activities, such as
Wasted Life
A man lies in the street dead A child sleeps with out a bed A man lives with out a home doomed for life he must roam for he sleeps in the parks he sleeps in the subways he does not know today is Sunday it makes me mad and makes me sad why can’t he get a job? or even steel or rob he wants my money I find that funny what made him this way? could I be this way one day? he could have been a business man but some thing happen that he not planned he could of fought in the war in this could be his reward no he must be lazy or maybe a little crazy
To All My Friends and Fu Family,    I am writing this blog to let everyone know that Roughstock owned by CB is still one of the best country bars on the fu. It is not closing nor is there any intention by CB to close it. Due to a staff issue that went bad rumors have been started. This is to let everyone know the truth. Please shoe CB your support and love by taking time to go into roughstock and spending time and buy him and his staff a drink. Thanks Your Sinful Friend Suzy
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Get To Know Me First!
Hello Everyone,    Of course I'm new here. Looking for friends or something more. But first let me tell you about me. I'm fun loving person who likes to be outdoors. When I'm out in the woods I like to look for snakes and lizards, so I need someone who loves animals I have sugar gliders, rats, dogs, cats, birds, fish. But all my guys are sweet and loving. But I need more than just them. I love movies and all kinds of music. And i want a guy who knows hows to treat a woman. I do have a kinky side that is very bad. But that is to find out later.                                               See you
Help Me
HATFIELD, England – In the search for Earth-like planets, astronomers zeroed in Tuesday on two places that look awfully familiar to home. One is close to the right size. The other is in the right place. European researchers said they not only found the smallest exoplanet ever, called Gliese 581 e, but realized that a neighboring planet discovered earlier, Gliese 581 d, was in the prime habitable zone for potential life. "The Holy Grail of current exoplanet research is the detection of a rocky, Earth-like planet in the 'habitable zone,'" said Michel Mayor, an astrophysicist at Geneva University in Switzerland. An American expert called the discovery of the tiny planet "extraordinary." Gliese 581 e is only 1.9 times the size of Earth — while previous planets found outside our solar system are closer to the size of massive Jupiter, which NASA says could swallow more than 1,000 Earths. Gliese 581 e sits close to the nearest star, making it too hot to support life. Still, M
Can I Have Your Number?
Cat Attacks Bunny
sometimes you are the cat and sometimes you are the bunny
Earth Day Auction
I LOVE MEN that BLOCK U because they dont get their way!!!! ONE because U have a POOR QUALITY WEB CAM another because HE SAYS SOMETHING U take 2 HEART and a third because HE says HE IS SINGLE BUT ACTS MARRIED!!!!!!!!! I HATE when MEN talk 2 U say they want to see U and when U PUSH IT THEY BLOCK U!!!!!!!!!!! ALSO MEN WHO WANT U TO TALK DIRTY TO THEM  AND THEN THEY BLOCK YOU!!!!!!!! WHATS UP WITH THAT????????? BUT WHEN THEY BLOCK U AND KEEP CHECKING U OUT????? I JUST WANTED A FRIEND!!!! SORRY!!!!!!!
My Yahoo messenger isn't working, so if you'll kindly mail me your MSN or AIM name, I'll add you. Most_Evil and gh0st_254 were the only Fubar people I added.
Help A Deployed Soldier
Ever wanted to do something for a soldier overseas but didn't know anyone over there.... Now you don't have to.  There is a great website that you can log into and be able to send letters, cards, care packages, ect..  Just go to and click on where to send.  You can search through them and find one you wish to send to.  You can look by state, location they are at, or by branch.  Then all you have to do is get the address and send your package on it's way.  There are men and women both on there and most of the time the packages you send gets distrubuted to more than one person.  Some of the service personel on there get more packages than others so you can look and see how many times the address of a particular soldier was requested. Just remember that these soldiers are trying there best not to get hurt so they do not have time to send thank yous to everyone they get packages from.  So if you are doing it to get a reply then this is not the site for you.
all i feel is the blackness of fear closing in on me. im alone noone to help pull me out of this dark place. i look around wondering in anyone notices im slowly slipping away into myself. someone help i ask quietly but noone is there to hear my plea. is anyone there does anyone notice that im dissappearing and changing into someone that isnt me. will anyone notice if i dissappear and never return will  anyone be there to help me out of this dark place. help me find my way out. The darkness rises around me as my wings surrond me protecting me from harm. I feel the pain and sorrow from the darkness surronding me but my wings and my guardian protect me from harm. I sit in the darkness wondering why i cant help. I feel helpless because i cant help heal the sorrow. Why oh why cant i heal the pain. Someone please help me out of the pain and sorrow. here i sit in the darkness afraid ta live and wanting to die. the only thing that keeps me going is my one family member that i claim the rest h
wanna play!!!!!!! Hey cm check out S.ilkie biker
Ok so right now I am so glad I have no more children in school.... They are STRIP SEARCHING CHILDREN in SCHOOLS They are saying they DO NOT have to abide by the 4th ammendment They say they DON"T have to have probable cause... (probable cause being reasonable proof .....) How far are schools going to go with their dictatorships They say they can do this WITHOUT a parent present Without a warrant Now I understand the concern for safety in the schools and that guns and drugs are a big focal point   But don't children and their parents have rights ? The schools don't seem to think so But even hard core drug dealers get better rights than our children TO STRIP SEARCH AN 8TH GRADE GIRL just cuz someone said opens the door for every bully every clic and peer issue to become a weapen against those they choose to attack for what ever opens the door for child vendetta Who cares what the psychological aspects this can have on a child ......right? who cares if a child ma
Just Things
New Beginnings
So David and I met when I was fixing to graduate high school. We liked hanging out and eventually fell for each other. Not too long after we were engaged we were expecting our first child. We rushed into a marriage that was not condoned by any one of our parents but they decided to stay out of it. Soon after we married he went active duty to assure a future for the family. Well, I think we both jumped into it thinking this thing or that thing would change by saying "I DO". Needless to say that doesnt work like that. Well despite constant fighting we got pregnant again right after I gave birth to our daughter. This time we had a son. All the while we were dealing with insecurity, trust issues, emotional abuse and scaring, and among other things, infidelity. The whole time I was pregnant he thought I was unattractive so I felt horrible about myself and I knew he was talking to other women I just chose to ignore it and yet again thinking it would get better. Well either way I was tryin to
I 'm In A Contest!
It Happens
Never say I love you if you really don't care. Never talk about feelings if they really aren't there. Never hold my hand if your gonna break my heart. Never say you are going to if you don't plan to start. Never look in my eyes if all you're going to do is lie. Never say hi if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever then say you will try. Never say forever, because forever makes me cry.... Love hurts , love scars,Love wounds, and marks,Any heart, not tough,Or strong, enoughTo take a lot of
The Whipping
1Pe 3:13 Who is going to harm you if you are eager to do good?  1Pe 3:14 But even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. “Do not fear what they fear ; do not be frightened.”  1Pe 3:15 But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect,  1Pe 3:16 keeping a clear conscience, so that those who speak maliciously against your good behavior in Christ may be ashamed of their slander.  1Pe 3:17 It is better, if it is God’s will, to suffer for doing good than for doing evil.  1Pe 3:18 For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive by the Spirit,  1Pe 3:19 through whom also he went and preached to the spirits in prison  1Pe 3:20 who disobeyed long ago when God waited patiently in the days of Noah while the ark was being
1 Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Beers...
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 beers... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "Yes." The professor then produced two beers from under the table and poured the entire
My level LMFAO is: 263,224 Till I Insider~ That was just too damn funny i had to show all~
Shadowed By A Sigh
Thunder in the distance shadowed by a sigh. Vibration from a thousand jets .......flutter of butterflies. Roaring of the ocean calms to a trickling stream. ....Active volcano ............just .... radiator steam. Lost in another's eyes? Take a swim through their veins? Electric sparks as lips meet Savor a honey kiss ....What is so powerful .................or ....mighty in such force? Love that's pure and crystal clear. ........All for you of course. For His Memory Of Her, I hold her truth safe always!
Air, Water, Fire
Standing high on the rocky mountain top She stands mesmerized by the beauty below A sea of trees and fields spread out before her Like the strokes from an ole masters brush Finely painted with textures and colors of nature Sweet smells waft through the air assaulting the senses Essence of pine meadowland and wildflowers Raising her arms in the air as a goddess in worship Turning her face to the sun, rays dare to kiss her cheek Soft blue dress swirling around her in the breeze Wind caressing her bronze skin tenderly like a lover Birds sing her praises and angels lend her wings Turning to face me, my heart races and falters She smiles, I catch my breath and gasp for air Her touch is a fire that only she can quench As our lips meet, I am no longer solid mass I am air, water, fire; I am all things for her
Learning To Dance In The Rain
Blood pulsing in my veins as your body is crushed against me Steam rises from our heated bodies as the cool rain drenches us My arms around your waist my eyes locked on your reflection Moving to the rhythm of the rain and the music of our hearts The wind whispers in the trees a song of sweet seduction Perfumed fragrance of flowers scent the air with a touch of musk Nature's orchestra playing softly as we step and sway as one Locked in embrace, lost in love, dancing, unaware of the cold The moon partially hidden by clouds peeks out to watch Winking its approval of the romantic scene before it Brushing the hair from her face, I lean in for a much-wanted kiss Our lips meet; kiss accepted and returned in the heat passion The rain stopped and the clouds part, stars illuminate the sky Air fresh and clean, still we danced oblivious to our surroundings Learning to dance in the rain holding tight to our tender love So shall we dance in life, conquering troubles and strife
Infinite Eternities
Laying here, Insanity, Stupid reactions, Of Humanity. I lay here tonight, Broken dreams. Scattering thoughts, Dead it seems. Pointless to hope, When nothing heals. Trying to cope, But nothing feels. Understanding, Such a word. Lost in nightmares, Never free. To be, Myself... Why so difficult? To open up, Let him in. Feel the fire, Embrace the sin. Loving to have, Only to feel. To be lost, In a moment. A moment, That was never real. Is this a dream? Or my sad reality? Am I awake, to draw blood again. My skin burns, My pain wins. Tonight, I'll lose it. Lost it all, In hopes I'll trip, In my dreams, Then fall. Never hitting the ground, Nor making a sound. Only echo, Is my hearts last pound. That lasts... An eternity, In my dream. I'll stay here, I'm safe. I'll cry here, I'm free. I'll die here, I'm eternity.
Can You ?
Make me feel, Leave me be. Help me cope, Set me free. Call my name, Shut up now. How to love? I don't know how. Hold my hand, Let me go. Take off your mask, Put on a show. Hold me tight, Walk away. See you later, Come back today. Write me love letters, Don't send me a thing. Sing me a song, Let love ring. Love me always, Hate me forever. Tell me it's over, Tell me it'll get better. Calm me softly, Anger me in a fight. Kiss me long, Get out of my sight. Make me feel, Leave me be. Help me cope, Set me free. Touch me gently, Stop going to far. Come away with me, Get out of my car. Call me later, Forget my number. Hang up the phone, Watch me slumber. Give me peace, Make my life hell. Free my heart, Put me in jail. Let me feel, Try to be sober. Drinking is your love, Tell me when we're over. I'm done helping you, I'll pick you up again. I hate you so much, I am your only friend. Make me feel, Leave me be. Help me cope, Set me free. 
Tears Of Divine Hope
Tears and scars, A thick, bloody stream, Memories fade into hope, No hope for me. Falling from, An eighteen story dream, Landing in, A dark, bloody scene. The differences, Between sadness and hope, Skin is where, My blood settles and soaks. Staining my flesh, Burning my soul, My thoughts grow dim, And my mind grows cold. Memory, Loss of love, Hates tendency, Gain of blood. On the ground, I fall and fade, Into another dream, My scars are made. 
Fubux & Pimpout!!
Douchebags & Bitches Of Fubar
Ok I am so fed up w/all the drama on here it is just crazy people talking about others get a fuggin life would you mind your own business, and another thing dont be pointing fingers until you know your story and get them straight...=)
New Attitude
Ok today is a new day..... I had a really bad week..I decieded to approach today with a new attitude. Things in my personal life have been kind of up and down but it could be so much worse. I know its me. I can be such a witch sometimes. Yes I said Some of it is my meds. My siezure meds sometimes make me just so moody and when i am not eating right I feel shitty. Over our vacation I didnt eat right and being depressed I gained like 4 lbs which seems like nothing but 4 lbs for me is hard to get off. I eat only 1200 calories a day to maintain my weight,,,that sucks lol. But anyways I always said I believe in signs just have to look for them. so last night I said today would be my new day. When we got into bed last night they was a firefly in my window I have never seen one that close and i am 34 years old. We watched it for over 30 minutes maybe longer I felt at such a peace after. One of my favorite songs is firefies by Faith Hill. So i think as silly as this sounds this was m
Brilliant Ideas
  I've decided to document all the brilliant ideas that float thru my head daily, so in case I decide to follow throu, and make some money, I have them documented.   My first documented brilliant idea is a kit for all gas stations.  It comes with a large piece of chalk, some yellow tape remnants(crime scene printed on it), and some brown paint.   Now what you do is have a fellow employee lie on the floor, and you trace the outline of their body.  Not too heavily, it has to look like it's been there for a day or two.   Then  you take the brown paint, and flick it in the general direction of where the person would be standing before they fell.  Take the rest of the paint, and put it near where the head is on the chalk body.   Take the crime scene tape, and cut off a foot or two, and stuff it in the garbgage can.  Make it look like it was hastily jammed in there.   And finally, it will come with a fake newspaper article, where you can plug in theture of your current employee, and the
Family Saga, Part One Of Many!
I get a call at a 4am on the 11th day of September from my grandparents, I did not wake when the phone rang so they left a message. They were just calling to tell me that they were sitting in a Rhode Island hospital with my mother and they didnt know what was going on. I called them as soon as I woke up and they were on their way back to Connecticut from Rhode Island. They said that they didn't know too much about what had happened and my mother wasn't in the right state of mind at the time they saw her to explain. I spent that morning calling around to different hospitals in Rhode Island to see if anyone knew anything about my mother. I finally found the hospital, Newport Rhode Island Hospital and was able to talk with her. They had placed her in the mental ward of the hospital since she tried to kill herself and she had only a couple minutes to talk to me. She went on to explain that she packed up the car with no plans of coming back. She had her and what was the rest of my fathers m
True Love
Please love , dry your eyes .. There's no reason for you to cry . You loved him lots ; I know it hurts , But all these tears he's just not worth . He made his choice , now let him go ; His mistake , and he'll soon know . It won't be long , he'll be on his knees .. But walk away , and ignore his pleas . The day will come ; Your heart won't ache . No more nights will you lie awake . The tears will stop , as the memories cease ; His name won't hurt , and the pain will ease . But until the day that all this ends , Remember that you've got your friends . Just take our hand , and we'll help you heal ; Showing you how true love feels .
If I Could Be Beautiful
If I could be more beautiful Would you tell me I'm the one? That your life revolves around me Like the planets to the sun If I could have eyes like heaven, Would you stay and look at me? Forever in my loving arms, In nothingness, yet happily If I could have skin like paper, Would you swear to treat me right? Like a princess left abandoned, Could you be my shining knight? If I could be more seductive, Would your heart start to race? Or would it remain indifferent To the passion in my embrace If I could be more beautiful, Would it be me you finally see? What it is you see in her, I wish you would see in me. If I could be just a bit better, Or more loving or less of, If I could be more beautiful, Could I be the one you love?
What To Do What To Do
i hate being alone. i hate being in a meanless relationship. so i broke it off. now hes feeding me lie after lie. just trying to stay with me. im not falling for it. why do men do that? why do i have to be the one to keep going through this? will i ever find the right man? will i ever find the one and only man for me that will just take me out once in a while? wont hide me from his family and friends? and some one that will be willing to take the time and spend time with me? im tierd of being used and im tierd of being alone. i just want some one that i can curl up next to and cuddle with right now.
What I Feel Is What You Get
MADNESS   I open up my heart to you Let you in my soul Fill me with your love Look deeply in my eyes See me through, see me through Take control over me Kiss me with your tender lips Caress me with your finger tips Indulge into the sensation Make me yours, all yours
Things On My Mind
Dreams of liquid life within the body of a procreation goddess. Limber arms, legs and beating close to this life..  yet never will be a part of mine. Growing hopes, growing dreams growing growing and yet never knowing. Learning to be what nature denies me. Learning and being myself a woman in only half the knowing. A mother isn't a mother because she can is what I was tought to celebrate.  Full of dried hopes, dried dreams and dried tears. I'm a mother out of choice, yet I hear the cry, I hear the voice. It's lodged deep inside, where I ignore and look away. The child inside looks for a way. There can only be this I can give. My heart my time my joy. no girl or boy. The purest love and devotion given from a child wh
April 16 - April 30
Welcome to our newest Family Manager... burghbabe *FU-Bomber Family Manager*and fu-owned by WillyMakit@ fubar       Come meet your new Fu Bomber top family Click there pic to show them love get to know them if you have any questions hit them up Tee Fu Bomber Family Owner JamieDawn Fu Bomber OPERATIONS MANAGER WillyMakit *FuBomber Family Manager* burghbabe *FU-Bomber Family Manager* JEWEL OF THE SEA*FUBOMBERS FAMILY MANAGER* NICCI~FU BOMBER FAMILY MANAGER~ if you want to become a fu bomber click here FU-Bombers*READ THE WHOLE PAGE*@ fubar (repost of original by 'NICCI~OWNER OF DEMENTED NAUGHTY ANGELS~FU BOMBER FAMILY MANAGER~KASEY & ADAMS MISTRESS' on '2009-04-23 13:29:12')
Rampage Of Exodus
Once upon a time, in a land thought dead There lived a strange creature with eyes glowing red It's soul was not twisted, as you might expect Just shaped in the mood of the world one would suspect Not far from the abode of the creature called Tohm Stood a dreary village, as if it were hit by a bomb All the poor citizens, especially the children Had no reason to smile in their village of Boraiden Sitting alone in his home in an endless brood Tohm frowned and winced, in a constant sad mood When a sudden loud crash sounded from nearby Tohm shrieked and wailed as he thought he was going to die Recollecting himself and emerging from the corner Tohm didn't think he was to be a victim of murder Stepping outside after a cautious stride He opened the door, but used it to hide Peeking from behind his wooden barrier Tohm discovered soon the sound was a carrier Carrying supplies to the land called Kiljoy But mistakenly dropping a precious toy Tohm lifted the object with peaked curiosity He studied
This Weekend!
its over.  i got to meet my fubar friends.  i had fun.  there will be pics up in everyones profiles soon.  would i do this agian?  sure.  there is one thing i wish i could change about it... but you can't change the past.  the one thing that was the best was meeting KY!!  we hit it off in person just like we did here on fu.  she is great.  i hope we can hang out again.  it really was cool to see that all the people i have grown to love are real people.  it really is to bad it had to end.  maybe someday..  who knows! last night i got to meet 4 of my fubar friends. and tonight i will be going back to hang with them again and two more are going to be showing up tonight.  its gonna be a big fubar party!!!  i can't believe i'm gonna meet 6 of my fubar friends this weekend!!  i've have talked to them since Nov and now we are all going to be in the same house togethe!  i can't wait! we all are excited!
The Movie
The MOVIE... THe movie will begin in 5 moments..the mindless voice announced... THose who are not seated will await the next show.. As we are seated and darkend the voice continued... "The program for this evening is not new, weve seen this entertainment through and through.. Weve seen your birth..your life and might recall of the rest..did you have a good world when you died?.enough to base the movie on?                                       jm               
How Women Can Tell If A Guy Likes Them
Easy ways to tell if a guy is interested in you: He flirts with you. He smiles at you a lot. He always teases you or makes fun/jokes. He will also go out of his way to be as near you as possible without being obvious. He sends you flowers. During a conversation, he mirrors your actions and your voice fluctuations. This action is referred to as "mirroring" and is a very positive sign that he is interested. He compliments you a lot. He develops a special nickname for you. He is very willing to help you out or do you favors (like rides home, or physical work). He laughs at all your jokes/will try to make you laugh. He mentions activities that you are interested in so there is a chance for you two to do them together. He remembers little things that you've talked about before a long time ago, and brings them up in conversations to let you know that he remembered. His pupils dilate when he looks at you. Our pupils will dilate when we are looking at an
When you realize that the life that you believed was real was all just a lie you are broken. When you think that you are safe, that the person that you love and trusted the most has betrayed you, then you are broken hearted. The hard part to all of this is figuring out how to pick up the shattered pieces of what is left of your heart and move on.
Unwanted Soldier
Ive been posed with a question lately that i just cant seem to answer. Everytime i meet a nice girl she always asks me "Why is a great guy like you still single?" I really  never have a good answer. I mean i dont want to be single, i dont like being single, as far as i know theres nothing wrong with me, heck i even make a stupid amount of money....but for some reason I just cant seem to find the right girl. After i got back from the war i lost my woman, and needed some time off, i chose to be single for a while...but since i started looking again, i just seem to never be able to find anyone who wants to stay around for any amount of time. I guess lately ive just been thinking that maybe there is something wrong with me and the girls just are too nice to tell me, how many times can you hear....Im just not ready yet, or its not you its me...before you start to realize they are just lines from someone trying to spare your feelings. Ive been trying to evaluate myself a lot lately, and see
Murphys Law
Today we had our first show in Rally Advance Excellent, as pursuant to his name sake what could go wrong did! Qualified in Exc, and No Qual in Adv so we did not get any "points" toward our title . So far we have never qualified on our first outing in any level, most of the times it has been my fault and I assume that responsiblity, we did have a good time and met some nice people , Tomorrow is another day and we can relax now the first blunder is behind us Some people ask me how I can take in dogs, and give them to new homes. Just under 2 weeks ago I delivered a female dog to a couple from Pa. it was bittersweet. Betty had been with me for 6 months and yes I do grow attached, rather quickly! well I got up this morning to this email.. and this is how and why I do rescue Have to share - we had a great day with Betty! The company left this morning and we had a road trip to Scranton, about 45 minutes away. Of course, Betty went with us. Had lunch at a buffet and Boopster had a piece o
This is the truth about Dirty JerseyWhen this track blows up, you'll already heard of me Cuz the game I spit is straight from the fuckin streets I always stay runnin from the fuckin Heat Throw your hands up and feel the fuckin beat It's guaranteed to get you out your fuckin seat   Dirty Jersey is the place Where it all goes down Millions of fuckin parties
Watch Out For This Guy...
Randy the Vampire... This jerk is going around & stealing pictures. Don't bother downrating him, just block him right away...try to do it when he's not online since he'll be able to get to them before you can block him. There's nothing you can do but set your profile to "friend's only" & mark your folders the same. Just a head's up so he doesn't get yours, too!Kat
Found The Love Of My Life
im so blessed to have met the perfect man in the world he is more than my boyfriend he is my best friend and i dont know what id do without him he makes me a better person inside and out and i fall more in love with him each word that he says he is the best and i couldnt be any happier than i am right now. thanks baby for being you your so perfect and i cant wait to be with you
Weekly Dinner Party
There is a group of us that gets together once a week, cooking, drinking, hot tubbin, movies, building a fire, or whatever else comes to mind in a given week. This group is people that over time has come to know each other well and everyone get's along with everyone. I tend to take a lot of pics and post them on my MySpace, so everyone on my MySpace friendlist can view them. We have a lot of fun and on occation someone comes up asking why they are never invited. This one girl probably asks me every week and did again tonight. I can tolerate her, but several in the group really don't care for her, I hate having to hurt her feelings but there is just no way I can invite her. The group is made up of a total of about 30 people, in any given week about 15 will be present for dinner night. Due to jobs and the military they are never all there during a given week. It's a great group, you just can't bring someone in that'll make a current member feel uneasy. Not like it would just be for a
Cherokee N.c,
DON'T ACCEPT a friend request from a CHRISTOPHER BUTTERFIELD he is a hacker. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds him u get him on your list too and he'll figure out your computer's ID and address, so copy and paste this message to everyone even if you don't care for them cause if he hacks their email he hacks your email too. CUT AND PASTE THIS : I'm leaving out today for Cherokee NC for there annual bike rally...It's something i do twice a year spring and fall...It's a chance to see old friends and make new ones...I always look forward to this event every year..Have been going for the past 15yrs..Saturday nite 38special will be in concert so i'm very excited to see them..It's a chance to see some of the most beautiful Harleys and some really trick out bikes...I will post pics when i get back...I hope that all of you all will have a great weekend as well..See you sunday nite or monday morning.......                                  Peace & Love          
It's Me!
Ok, so I didn't wake up by my alarm clock this morning.  Instead I was woken up by a chirping bird.  Is this a sign that this is going to be a wonderful day and weekend?  I'd like to think so.  The only other person that I can think of who gets woken up by chirping birds is Cinderfreakinrella.  We know her situation and how it worked out for her.  So, that's what's on my mind right now...
Maybe Sad Possibly Angry
Im fucked off. Ill admit it i am. The guy who i had a fling with who is married got in touch with me a few days ago. I should imagine he was probably BORED and felt like torturing some some so he picked ME. I am fucking angry because it was like he just wanted to FUCK with my head. Its not fair. Im TIRED of being messed about. IF YOUR MARRIED  IM NOT TOUCHING YOU!! I want loving and caring for. I dont want anyone to think i am here for games. I wanted this certain man to leave his wife. HE is too fucking WEAK and GUTLESS to leave. He loves his kids. Not sure if he loves his wife. But his wife threatened him that she would not let him see his kids. So... thats the end of me. Hes living in miserableness because his wife is stooping low and making childish nasty below the belt threats. BUT its not my problem any more. Im free of him
Are You A Grown Woman? I Am!
      GROWN WOMANGirls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and makeplans.Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where hefits.Girls want to control the man in their life.Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.Girls check you for not calling them.Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.Girls are afraid to be alone.Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.Girls ignore the good guys.Grown women ignore the bad guys.Girls make you come home.Grown women make you want to come home.Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hangingwith his friends).Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' evenmore special-and goes to kick it with her own friends.Girls think a guy crying is weak.Grown women offer the
Profiles In Arrogance
Recently in his speech in France, Barack Obama called America "arrogant." 1 I'm sure the French loved it -- And so did the liberal press. But who is this president who calls the American people arrogant? This is the same politician whose supporters anointed him "The One" and a candidate who boasted that his election would be remembered as "the moment when the rise of the oceans began to slow and our planet began to heal." 2 This is the same man who indicated his disdain for small town and working Americans when he said they "cling to guns or religion or antipathy to people who aren't like them," while addressing a group of San Francisco caviar and champagne liberal elitists. How arrogant is that? Arrogant enough? In truth, President Obama seems to champion the twisted "Blame-America First" mentality of the worst of the American left. More importantly, it shows an absence of wisdom to criticize the United States while on foreign soil, and then join with the Pelosi-Reid Democrats i
March Of Dimes
My son is doing a fundraiser and we want your donation! Plz help for this great cause(March of Dimes),donations can be made via PayPal to the account Nothing is to small,thank you in advance.
Single Vs. Engaged Vs. Married!!
Sipping her drink, the single girl leered and said, "Last Friday at the end of the work day I went to my boyfriend's office wearing a leather coat. When all the other people had left, I slipped out of it and all I had on was a leather bodice, black stockings and stiletto heels. He was so aroused that we made passionate love on his desk right then and there!" The engaged woman giggled and said, "That's pretty much my story! When my fiance got home last Friday, he found me waiting for him in a black mask, leather bodice, black hose and stiletto pumps. He was so turned on that we not only had sex all night, he wants to move up our wedding date!" The married woman put her glass down and said, "I did a lot of planning. I made arrangements for the kids to stay over at Grandma's. I took a long scented-oil bath and then put on my best perfume. I slipped into a tight leather bodice, a black garter belt, black stockings and six-inch stilettos. I finished it off with a black mask. When my husband
To Mind's Edge
This is to my friend Mind's Edge...He is a paintballer as well.. This is from another friend's site..his tournament is called the..   GRIM REAPER SOCIETY  
Help My Friend Make Spotlight!!!!
Ok.. do not take this personal if u r friends with the person..but I am curious to how the Happy Hour girl whos up now.. has like 14 happy hours in one day at times..and is always having them. Seriously.. is she a millionaire..or do they just give some of the older top people free stuff?
What Pets Write In Their Diaries
WHAT PETS WRITE  IN THEIR DIARIES    Excerpts  from a Dog's Diary......      8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing!9:30 am - A  car ride! My favorite thing!9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite  thing!10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing!12:00 pm  - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My  favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite  thing! 5:00 pm - Milk Bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm  - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV  with the people! My favorite thing!
Just For You
Don't waste your time, cos a hata's gonna hate!!! that's wat they do, as long as they know they doing their job well, they r gonna keep doing it. So the best thing is to be entertained by ignorance, brush em off, kick em to the side and keep walking. cos morals  says more than ignorance. just a true example of ignorance and shame, and yrs. my hater didn't catch on that i was screen shotting her, saving everything she said, and then showed my people and laughed her. plus they love to talk and 99.9% of the time da shiot you talks gonna come back and kick u in da arse 10 folds, i realized dat today, she all talking about what my kids do, how my kids don't have adult supervision. so here's the thing i was picking darrell up today, and her childs walking across the main highway like a lost puppy and we's talking about dark 30 not no dam bright day in mr. rogers neighborhood, so hate, cos either way, its coming back after ya. don't run across town running ur mouth about somebody elses kids o
How Do We Heal A Broken Heart...
How do we forget someone We once loved so much How do memories ever fade Of their soft gentle touch How do we walk away When we don't really want too How do we forgive someone Who lied when they said they loved you How do we trust another When we've been deceived before How do we open our hearts When they're still so sore? How do we start to see the light After living in so much grey How do we turn our back When we want so badly to stay How do we move on When it hurts so deep inside How do we put a stop To the tears we always cry How does the pain Ever go away How do we survive When the one we loved walks away...
Just Me
I dont know who all will ready this but oh fucking well i get alot of time to think about shit and one of the things that dont make since is what woman do to use men like puting down rules like saying we cant fuck other women but if your woman is bi she can and we dont say nothing about it well this is how i see it fucking has one perpose and that is to breed and fucking for any other reason is breaking the rules of fucking dont get me wrong i love to fuck i just dont think women have the right to put rules on us men specially when the rules dont apply to them well all men need to say fuck that do as we please and if the woman wants a man they have to except it or be single whats up everybody hows everybodys day i'm bored and at home if anybody wants to know me just ask or dont Hi my name in just i'm a truck driver been around some i'm a cool easy going guy that likes anything fun to do
If ?
You found yourself undressing playing strip poker, would you consider that winning or losing?
Unfaithful People
Yesterday I Was Asked By A Friend Of Mine If Her Man Touches Me When They're Here And I Told Her The Truth That He Grabs My Butt When He's Drinking. He's All Pissed Off Now And Calling Me A Liar And A Stupid Bitch. I Dont Want Him!!!!! I've Told Her This Many Times! He Also Kissed Me The First Night I Met Him And Her. I Want Peace. Im Tired Of Drama.I Try To Ignore It When He Does This. I Don't Need This Crap! I Have 2 Kids To Take Care Of And Worry About.    You Know Who You Two Are Too! The Friends I Were Talking About Are Back Stabbers  and She's A Phycotic Troublemaker. Her Fiance Sticks Up For Her When She's In The Wrong Which Is Why He Doesn't Know The Whole Truth. She Messed Around With Another Guy While She Was Here And Her Fiance Was At Work. They Blocked Me On Here,But Oh Well Cuz What Goes Around Comes Around And Bites You In The Ass.
Back In The Mix
Send a heartbeat to the void that cries through youRelive the pictures that have come to passFor now we stand aloneThe world is lost and blownAnd we are flesh and blood disintegrateWith no more to hateIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painDelivered from the blastThe last of a line of lastsThe pale princess of a palace crackedAnd now the kingdom comesCrashing down undoneAnd I am a master of a nothing placeOf recoil and graceIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painTime has stopped before usThe sky cannot ignore usNo one can separate usFor we are all that is leftThe echo bounces off meThe shadow lost beside meThere's no more need to pretendBecause now I can begin againIs it bright where you are?And hav
Random Thoughts
Follow your DESTINY Wherever it leads you! There comes a time in your life when you realize that if you stand still, you will remain at this point forever. You realize that if you fall and stay down, life will pass you by... Life's circumstances are not always what you might wish them to be. The pattern of life does not necessarily go as you plan. Beyond any understanding, you may at times be led in different directions that you never imagined, dreamed, or designed. Yet you had never put any effort into choosing a path, or tried to carry out your dream, then perhaps you would have no direction at all. Rather than wondering about or questioning the direction your life has taken, accept the fact that there is a path before you now. Shake off the "why's" and "what if's," and rid yourself of confusion. Whatever was-is in the past. Whatever is-is what's important. The past is a brief reflection. The future is yet to be realized.Today is here. Walk your path one step at a time- with coura
Life And Love
What does a person do when they can feel that they are falling for someone. Knowing that you both have been hurt and are still hurting. When you want the person to know that you would do anything for them. But you are so scared to say anything. So afraid they don't feel the same way. So afraid that by wearing ur heart on your sleave, you will get it handed back to with a no thanks I don't want that.  How do you tell someone that they make you feel like you haven't felt in a long time.  how do you tell them that by being together you might be able to make the pain go away.
Humpty Dumpty :)
Jack and Jill went up the hill so Jack could lick her candy... But Jack got a shock and a mouth full of cock because Jill's real name was Randy!! The big bad wolf said to red riding hood "bitch suck my dick" red riding hood said "fucker dont change the story...ur supposed to eat me!!" Humpty Dumpty sat on the bed Little Bo Peep was giving him head As soon as he came she started to weep She knew by the taste... He'd been fucking her sheep
Please, folks, if you wanna talk or whatever scool, contact me, I will repsond, I have No Friends whatsoever IRL (not saying that for any reason other than it is FACT) so yeah-leaving me secret admirer thingys does nothing, cause Im just going to hope one of the attractive women on the list of em is the one what sent it and Im always wrong because nobody attractive wants me or whatever so yeah, just kinda wasting my fubar points with the whole thing and I dont have much of em anyway seeing as I only get on at the library anyway-read my blogs about computers to get an idea why I wouldnt have my home puter online if I could. damn tho I am angry today. guess I just head out find some greedy asshole to hit with a hammer or sumfin. I have recently gotten a DVD player, and my neighbor has been kind enough to let me run through his collection of great shows on disk...Ive been checking out the commentary stuff to, it can be interesting when youre at home dying of cancer all the time to have s
Random Thoughts.......
  My whole life I've always taken care of someone else; always putting myself last to provide the needs for others. Never did I ask for anything in return because I consider it a blessing to be a blessing for others. Unfortunately in the end, my kindness was taken for weakness & I was labeled an "extreme bitch" cuz I decided now it was time 2 take care of me. I was told if I keep neglecting myself I won't be any good 2 anybody & that made sooo much sense. So now I take care of me whenever I feel like it and to those who I struggled for who no longer have my back cuz I chose to put myself 1st - I wasn't depending on ur asses n e way - I'ma b aight!!!! (When did lovin urself become the avenue hataz travel 2 try & run u down???) I'm laf'n @ all of u!!! Ok, my 1st blog & just f.y.i. it's called "Random Thoughts..." cuz my mind is always goin a mile a minute & how I write (proper English or slang) can offer insight to the mood I'm in. Thank you!!  It has been one of those days where any s
Sat 4/25/09
I am dating Chris, Cdub. Recently i have had a lot of females try to strart drama between him and i and say that im not the only one and that they are with him and what not. and i have girls that are blocking me and hating on me because im with him. i know nothing of u females nor do i care to know anything of you females. i dont care if he talks to you or if he flirts with you. i care if he touches u. i care if he travels to see you. i am confident in me and my relationship that it wont happen. he tells and shows me that he cares about me and wants me. im tired of everyone tryin to sabatoge it because yall didnt work out. so what?! move the fuck on! i care about him a lot and ill do what it takes to make sure we work. im not going to jump to conclusions when someone says they are dating too or going to get married. im sorry if you are going to get married you should know what his damn work schedule is. everyone just needs to back off. seriously.  in the world we live in we either care
Just Do It
It seems as if there is a group of men on here and possibly women that feel. That they need to target me for their own sick pleasure. I know who one of them is for sure now. I see them move up and me move out they say things to poison peoples mind against me. Or they just take advantage of moods they manipulate others into thinking they are their friends. You see to some of you this is just a game but their are some people on here with cancer or other sickness. Then there are those who really think that they can meet people here because of the interaction. It is only a breeding ground of people who only care about themself and being popular.  They try to hurt me by coming between me and the people i try and become friends with. The real joke is on the person or people who allow them to come between us. For what ever petty reason or for whatever little thing they can come up with. I am only on here to meet people to be online friends with. I do not ever want to meet anyone on here it s
Cant Decide What To Do??
This place has changed so much, Since the 1st time i joined. Everyone so friendly now seems like the people are not as nice as they used to be. When you accept a friend they would rate n fan you and respected you for who you are! Am so bored here nothing fun do any more! My question is what should i do should i stay here see if "things get better" or should i leave just take a brake for a while???
Imagine Being Named Echo
Imagine living for over a quarter century and answering the same question every single day. Kind of like the movie Groundhog Day, minus the suicide attempts and Bill Murray. It's not a question whose answer greatly impacts anyone or anything. It's just a simple question asked by curious people. But it's never-ending. Welcome to my life. Every day, almost without fail, I am asked about my name. What is your name? Is it your real name? What's your middle name? How did you get that name? Are your parents hippies? Were they on crack cocaine when they named you? Did they yell into a canyon before they named you? All of these questions and more on a regular basis. Quite honestly, it gets a bit tiring having to answer the same questions all the time. And I understand that people are curious - I'm probably one of the more nosey people you've ever met. But it's just getting old now, after almost 31 years. So let's set the record straight and get it all out once and for all. My name - yes,
Another Day
After talking to a few close friends.  I feel much better.  If a person wants to be mad at you there is nothing you can do to change it.  You have to sit back and let things run there course.  There are no words that will express my sorrow and consern for the loss of what was believed to be a great friendship.  You will be in my heart and prayers.
ive been playin racin games cuz im so bored :O makes me think about maybe working on my mustang some more theres still a ton of parts i never got around to putting on it and theyre just laying there! LOL
It Is What It Is
You....! Name Lillian Lux Ethnicity Latina Height 5'5 Hair Color Currently.. Red & Black.. subject to change Eye Color Dark Brown Your opinions please? Abortion It depends on the situation Capital Punishment Same as above Immigration I don't really honestly care War Is not for me America I live in it.. Gay Marriage I support it! The Economy Sucks Ball Sacks right now What??? Political Party are you Democrat *shrugs* Extrovert or Introvert Extrovert Favorite sport Don't really have one .. but I like watching Hockey occasionally Favorite person from that sport *shrugs* Favorite person I don't have a favorite person Bothers you Apperantly a lot of things like people randomly exercising in my living room & garlic breath. Are you passionate about Reading Do you really think about yourself I'm pretty cute but really messed up in the head. Mas! Favorite
=) for them few i talk to.....yer not forgotten and are mostly missed......dunno all just having a hard time sitting down here=(( now that i got net working again) but goona try and be around.*hugs all around
Fucked Up
So other than the 35 days in May that I was losing my mind and begged him not to contact me... We haven't gone more than a week without seeing each other. I can't help it... I love him like I never have loved anyone. I am a better person when he is in my life, whatever the circumstance.  I'm not going to let this get too serious too fast though. Although, he is already questioning me if I don't answer or call back. I think that is kind of funny. :)  So we will just have to see where this goes..... I won't give up any dates or anything. And I won't let myself get too wrapped up in his world. I have to maintain my own separate life for a while.  I can't believe it has been 6 months, 24 days. Yikes....  Ok so I have to admit, I feel better today than I have in a long time. Is it knowing my family is there for me no matter what? Perhaps tha my friends have really come through for me? Maybe its that Ihaven't communicated with the fucking PUKE in 7 days today (first time ever)? Or maybe i
Hugh's Starfish!!
I will start of this blog stating that am a dirty minded individual... My dear and closest friend Hugh had updated his status to"I want to be a starfish, i know I'm going to get bullied for this one" I am not !00% sure of the wording but it did go something like that. As a true friend I had to ask the question on whether or not he wanted to be a chocolate starfish, to this I go a quick and decisive no!!! I wanted to make sure that Hugh wouldn't be bullied by anyone other then me so I told him i was going to poke his starfish with a stick. Hes very sad now that I picked on him, he just wanted to be the best starfish he could be.... I told him not to be so gay.... Love you Hugh Wicked
Wow! My very first blog in fubar. I think the last time i blogged in my blog in blogspot was like on February. I kinda give up because i feel that i can't really write everything that involved the family or friends and they do read my blog. I need to write something when i feel low sometimes. I dont wanna worry any of my family or think im having a problem cos i usually appear cheerful. Recently, i quited my job as an IT helpdesk, i know i made a mistake but i cant do the job that doesnt make me happy at all. My aunt would tell me i shouldn't be picky at this point of time. A beggar can not choose. It's too late to regret and i know that things happened for a reason. Right now, i feel a bit panic about job. I want to do teaching. Teaching kids will be fun although the pay will be lesser than my IT job. It's more rewarding to build children future than helping nagging users on the phone who dont appreciate my help =/ Anyway, apart from that, im still happy to see my uncles again. We
Do You Change Or People Change?
So, when people change you can usually tell. But the question is do you change them, or they change on their own. If you have a bad day adn people are short the next day does that mean they are just upset, or they found out that they are not liking you? If you tell someone something and they shy away from you, is it that they no longer like you as a person, or they are just thinking? So many people change for reasons that aren't understandable. I may have mood swings but I am never different for long. I always go back to the sweet ash that everyone loves. But then there are those changes that really confuse you, like when an ex talks again after not talking to you for months! Suprise.. I got one of those today
"Ink To Paper is Thoughtful : Ink To Flesh, Hard Core : If Shakespear Were A Tattooist We'd All Appreciate Body Art More!!!!"
Colors Of Her Soul
Red Passionate, Intense Compassionate, Warmth Anger LOVE Green Quiet, Hidden Gentle, caressing Envious CARING Yellow Bright, Cheerful Happy, Bubbly Mask SHINING Grey Cold, Broken Grief, Sorrow Gone LONELY Blue Deep, mysterious Unknown, Proud Collected LOVABLE Purple Royal, majestic Beauty, poise Insecure BEAUTIFUL Rainbow of her soul Only look past the blue To see the amazing rainbow She hides from the world Making me special Because I can see The amazing person Underneath You should look too See the rainbow Her beautiful rainbow
My Ex
What you will never know is the love we shared will always be there I always carry a heavy weight knowing that our problems were to great.   The day I became your wife was the begining of a new life. I came to you with dreams of our future unfortunately my love you did not nurture.   You looked at me and could only see her my love was not enough to deter. She broke your heart when she cheated in turn you broke mine, my love now depleted.   I always walked around in shame because your love for me was never the same. I was forced to live with her mistakes your accusations making my heart ache.   You continued to keep up on her life often ignoring the feelings of your wife. You never noticed any of my tears while you re-hased the good times of your years.   What we had was never real because for me you could never feel. You wanted to find somebody to take her place but never noticed I came with a different face.   The words of the past will always sting sinc
Hidden Within
Hidden within me Are words longed to be said Are things sometimes forgotten Spinning 'round in my head Hidden within me Are memories and times And little tiny things And many poems and rhymes Hidden within me Are feelings I hide Because I choose not to show them But don't ask me why Hidden within me Are millions of things That will never be shown For the fear of what they'll bring Hidden within me Is a healed up heart It was broken at one time But now I'm too smart Hidden within me Are things no one knows Are things that I hide And will never show Hidden within me Are times of troubled passed But hopes for tomorrows That will always last Hidden within me Is nothing you don't know So I share this with you So we can learn and grow
Words cannot express What your friendship means to me. You never push or press But you’re there when I need you to be.   You let me express my fears Without making me feel less. You comfort me through my tears And never second guess.   I always feel essential No matter what my mood. You help me to see my potential When before one had never been viewed.   You’re teaching me to rely And believe that somebody cares.
What A Fool I Was
The minute he walked through the door My heart began to soar. In his arms I always felt safe The feelings of comfort can’t be replaced.   I always felt such a connection It was all fake, I know in reflection. The eyes should speak from the heart But even they speak lies, I know now that we’re apart.   I thought every time you touched me That we were surely meant to be. Now I see that I was just a fool And realize that life is rather cruel.   I have to hope that maybe one day Somebody will truly love me that way.
Mi Vida Loca!
For a couple weeks now I had wondered what I was going to do with the kids on Mother's day. We usually do something new and adventure on Mothers day. An old friend, Chris, called me up and invited me to his moms place for a bbq/pool party. Chris and I have known each other for 21 years now. We had a hiatus when I hit about 20 and we got back in touch last year, but nothing changed, we just picked up where we left off. I adore his family...I guess I just forgot how much until today! The kids and I had so much fun laughing and swimming. We're going back the next two weekends for swimming and "family" time, lol. It was nice to get my smile on for a change. Chris' mom was the mom I didn't have in jr high and high school...she is another surrogate mom for me now as well. Funny thing, her name is Debbie...just like my Mama Deb :-).Cousins, Aunts and Uncles were there today, and I just felt like I was at home. I needed that. Since Dave and I seperated, I really felt like I didn't hav
Weekend Warriors
Natural Cures They Dont Want You To Know
You don't need to be a food snob or a fanatic to be aware of the ways capitalists commit bio-warfare against you in your home: No Fluoridated Tap Water Contact your city officials and tell them you Do Not support fluoridation No Homogenized Dairy Products It's like drinking a cocktail nuclear waste and tortured animal byproducts No High Fructose Corn Syrup Possibly the reason lobbyists moved to pre-emptiv
The One You Forgot
A simple word can break my soul Rip me in half, no longer whole. I'm shaking at the very thought Of being the one you forgot. You're everything in life to me The reason why I want to breathe I smile just when I think of you And all those things you say and do. Yet, if you don't feel the same No one can we really blame. It's just the way life sometimes goes You can't escape all of its blows. But I wish this once to be free Of the hope we'd never be. That's something I don't want to face. Don't want to feel so out of place. I've planned everything around us Now it may not be enough. Threads are barely holding on And your words can break their bond. Or you can make them tighter still Renew my strength and my will. Keep me believing love is real If you return the way I feel Please don't hurt me, but if you do Make it gentle. Help me through. I love you and fear that time Will cost me my peace of mind. I pray I didn't wait too long To let you know
why the hell do people go to c movies like that it was nice,  i fell asleep watching it, the crazy part was when shen was in the alley fighting the guys, i'm sorry but guys that movie makes us look weak, the other crazy part was the explosion in the fuckin buildin whith ninjas u fucking terrace im just kidding, another was finally something really crazy the end part when the guy and the girl are fighting she knocks his head around so it looks like his back of his head is at his peanus side what the hell ,and who the hell names there daughter white rose i mean this is fuckin stupid and funny have u ever seen a man that lives 2 steps awy from his mom if u havent or fogot, have u ever seen taxi who the hell drives when they can sing ,who the hell lives 2 steps away from there mom ,well dont miss the movie its straight funny and for u should see the way he drives kinda like a manieak (lol)thanks for this oppertunity peps see ya people rate and luv, this i know your probably owned but add m
Constant Bad Day
Hey everybody, If you all think that you have had a bad day, then after you read this blog then you might think differently. Lately i have been looking for a job, but havent been able to find one. I keep filling in applications and checking in about them but it seems like no one wants to hire me. I live alone with no income whatsoever. i am lucky when friends and family give me food. i also get a food basket once a month from a local church but it doesnt come until almost the end of the month. right now i am running really low on food and i have no money. lately i have been collecting cans to make a little bit of money. right now i have no minutes on my cell phone. i have no power at home. i have to gas to cook anything on the stove. i go to bed early cuz i get bored and am lonely. i also have no running water. i go to my sisters to take a shower. i get my drinking water from the local park. I also have 2 kids but luckily they live with their mother because i cant afford to take care
Purple Magik's Grand Opening! I Want My Friends In There To Have Fun:)
'   >   Come join us for our GRAND OPENING @ Purple Magik!!!!! MAY 1ST!!!!!! Make some new friends, listen to good music and just have some fun with us!! RANDOM BLINGING FOR NEW MEMBERS THAT JOIN THAT NIGHT! RANDOM GIVEAWAYS! We also have Live Auctions every weekend!!SIGN UP TO BE IN THE LIVE AUCTION:)) click to enter lounge! If you would like to be in any of our live auctions, please read rules then click pic to sign up @ blog. Any questions.PM/SB any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Please DO NOT STEAL my bulliten layouts! Thank you. sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL *DiAMondDaVes LUCKYCharm* SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar
Purple Magik's Grand Opening! I Want My Friends In There To Have Fun:)
'   >   Come join us for our GRAND OPENING @ Purple Magik!!!!! MAY 1ST!!!!!! Make some new friends, listen to good music and just have some fun with us!! RANDOM BLINGING FOR NEW MEMBERS THAT JOIN THAT NIGHT! RANDOM GIVEAWAYS! We also have Live Auctions every weekend!!SIGN UP TO BE IN THE LIVE AUCTION:)) click to enter lounge! If you would like to be in any of our live auctions, please read rules then click pic to sign up @ blog. Any questions.PM/SB any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Please DO NOT STEAL my bulliten layouts! Thank you. sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL *DiAMondDaVes LUCKYCharm* SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar
I met you at a time of distress To you I know must confess. You’ll never know how much it hurt my pride To depend on you to be by my side.   You were always there through the sorrows of my divorce And comforted me while I cried until I was hoarse. You never once expressed a negative opinion Or acted like I was merely a minion.   For some reason you can not see All of the things I view you to be. You always feel like you’re a user But I’ll never view you as an abuser.   You’ve always been there with open arms Y
If For One Night
Dreams after dreams, all my life tried chasing each one of them as an excuse to stay alive ambition after ambition, all my life couldn't get close to anyone of them but they became my reason to survive in this life which was so full of chaos you came tearing all clouds apart and made me forget who i really was so much love all over me your heart surrounding my heart now so different life seems to be with this new faith inside me i look above to the creator and pray to not make this present a memory just one more wish if he could hear if i could stay one night with you and watch you sleep my dear if i could keep my palm under your head caress you hair all night long and make you sleep on my dream bed wishes after wishes, all my life hoping to make few come true my life has never been same since i have met you
Her Biggest Lie
My biggest lie was not being truthful to the one I love ..... I lied about who I was but more so to me than anyone I hide behind a mask that wasnt even mine ..... The worst part of it all is I hurt someone who means a great deal to me in many ways ..... He cant hate me anymore than I hate myself because its not who I am .... My feelings were true all the talks werent lies Ive been beatin Ive been raped but Id take any form of punishment than this .... I thought I have felt the worse but GOD I was wrong this is killing me ..... All my life I have waited for someone truly like him the heart of someone who might actually care The heart of someone who could love me and not tear me down the kind of person who could bring me what I needed most LOVE ..... Some know and have forgivin me and in them I found more than I thought possible .... GOd please help me ..... Im begging for his forgiveness through my tears for they seem
Ever wanted to own me and make me do as you say? Well im not so sure about the making me do what you say but i am in a contest to own me!!! So come check it!! Im offering a lot so please come check me out. Click on family member #8. Sorry would have put a link in but i cant figure it out after a tiring day at work.                       Ok everyone on May 1st i will be in a contest or actually  an auction. That is right you get to own me and i have everything listed on the pic you have to bid on. I will post a link when the auction starts so start saving your fubucks!!
Need Serious Djs
Bad Day!
Today had to be one of the worst days ive had in a long time! i never do one of these blog things! but it was tough! i gave up my company today that hurt i have beed doing it for a little over a year and i had to give it up today! then i got stiffed for dinner was supposed to go to dinner w/ some women from work and relax and here i sit a gain in my Semi all alone. Story of my life!  o'well i guess it was just meant to be a bad day today! Also i try to talk to my son never get the chance so that makes me feel like i FAILURE as a dad! i have missed so much of his life doin this job time that i will NEVER get back! time that he will rember and what will he have to say?!?! DADDY WASNT THERE! The only happiness i have in my life is knowing when i get home i have a loving wife waitin for me at the door! that loves me for me! and that is the best feelin EVER! thus why im still here  
Coshocton Swap Meet And Classic Cruise In
  Where: *A Shine Above* (formally known as Murrays Detailing)  1415 Hay Ave. Coshocton Ohio 740-623-0671 Located behind the upper BP on Chestnut   When:    Saturday May 30th and Sunday May 31st               11 a.m. - 5 p.m. Both Days   Swap Meet will run both days- Anyone wanting to sell or trade any used, discontinued or discounted motorcycle or auto parts can be a vendor. 10x10 spots can be reserved by calling 740-622-4178 or 740-623-0671 by May 20th for $20.00 or purchase your spot at the gate $25.00. Vendors must be signed in and setting up by 9 a.m. Hurry spots fill up fast! Classic Cruise In is Sunday May 31st Register between 9 a.m. and 10:30 a.m. $10 Registration fee per car or bike being entered. Winners announced at 2 p.m. Dash Plaques, door prizes, trophies!           There will be 2 competing classes  Cycle and Auto  
Music Speaks From The Soul
Britney Spears "Shattered Glass" Oh, oh, oh, oo-oo-oo-oo-oh Oh, oh, oh, oo-oo-oo-oo-oh Did I wake you? Were you sleeping? Were you still in the bed? Or is a nightmare keeping you up instead? Ooh baby, are you feeling guilty for what you did? If you think you're hurting, you ain't seen nothing yet [Refrain:] Was it really worth it? Was she everything that you were lookin for? Feel like a man? I hope you know that you can't come back Cause all we had is broken like shattered glass [Chorus:] You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight My face is gonna haunt you all the time I promise that you gon' want me back When your world falls apart like shattered glass Glass, glass, glass Are you having trouble focusing throughout the day? Do you find yourself still callin' my name? Do you wish you could rewind time and take it back? I bet you realize that she ain't half the woman I am [Refrain] [Chorus] Glass (gl-gl-gl), glass (glee-glee-glee), glass, glass Oh, oh, oh, oo-oo-oo-oo-oh Oh, o
My Life
What to do, where to go from here. I might not have the perfect life but its perfect enough for me. I have great friends and a wonderful family that supports me in all that I do. I'm recently single and looking for that special somone. I thought I've had that special someone many times but I was wrong. I'm looking for someone to compliment me and someone that I can connect with on a real mature and romantic level. Someone to share the same interests with but still have a competitive edge to things. I love variety but at the same time, having a routine that works is good enough for me. Lately I've been running into old friends, making new friends and having my past come back to make me think about things going on in my life. The new friends that I have met, some think that I'm like the best thing that has ever happened to them while my other old friends that have come back, old feelings have come back as well. The new friends, new feelings have come up that I never knew existed. I want
Css Zen Garden: Chess Shadow Glass
This was used for my Advanced CSS Course and we had to submit a CSS designed using an external style sheet for our designs.
Outrage Over Arlen Specter
I hope Arlen Specter's party change outrages you. It should for two reasons: First--Specter claimed it was philosophical--and pointed his finger of blame at Republicans all over America for his defection to the Democrats. He told us all to go jump in the lake today. I'm sorry, but I don't believe a word he said. Arlen Specter committed a purely political and self-serving act today. He simply believes he has a better chance of saving his political hide and his job as a Democrat. He loves the title of Senator more than he loves the party--and the principles--that elected him and nurtured him. Second--and more importantly--Arlen Specter handed Barack Obama and his band of radical leftists nearly absolute power in the United States Senate. In leaving the Republican Party--and joining the Democrats--he absolutely undercut Republicans' efforts to slow down Obama's radical agenda through the threat of filibuster. Facing defeat in Pennsylvania's 2010 Republican primary due to his left-win
Lookin For My Emmett
Free Time
Texas Godfather
  Its always too hard say godbye to someone you love and its even worst if you can never find yourself to cry every time i think about it never getting the chance to say goodbye but still never crying at the fact your no longer here it makes me die over and over inside its make feel as if i didnt care enough about you to shed tears as i paid my respects when you were once one of the most important aspects in my life Its alwayz hard to sit through a funeral without crying but its even harder to go through life knowing that you didnt cry you couldnt cry at your sons funeral I love you When I became your friend, I never thought it will be like this, it will be so beautiful........I want to talk to you, I want to share with you, I want to see you.......I wait for you, and when you reply, I feel so good. I don't know, how I got attached to youin so small time......I
Staff Bulitens
Do you have what it takes to be a Reject? Come Play with Sin Live in Devils Rejects! No Sin is as Satisfying as playin in the Devils Rejects!! so what are you waiting for?
Joke Time
Hi! This time I thought I would share with you something wonderful I found on the internet. Its a wonderful piece on LIFE depicting us a Juggler. We juggle some of the most salient aspects of life as balls giving more importance to one and forgetting the others. The author of this piece is Unknown but truly, TRUTHS ARE UNIVERSAL. Here we go: Juggling Your Life >>> Imagine LIFE as a Game in which you are juggling some FIVE BALLS in the air. >>> You name them - Work, Family, Health, Friends and Spirit, and you’re keeping all of these in the air. >>> You will soon understand that WORK IS LIKE A RUBBER BALL. If you drop it, it will bounce back. >>> But the other FOUR balls: Family, Health, Friends and Spirit are made of Glass. // >>> // If you drop one of these, they will be irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked, damaged or even shattered. They will never be the same. You must understand that and strive for BALANCE in your life. HOW? >> 1) Don’t undermine your worth
My mind  Like a twisted maze Clouded  With thoughts of frustration & sorrow Not sure  If I should bottle it or confide Hatred inside  Built up from pain & lies Clinching my fists  As I fall to my knees Looking up  As Tears fall from me Arching back  Screaming in rage Somebody please  Release me from this cage!     Standing here alone  Staring into the sky  I ask God why  Why me Why take away sixteen years of my life  What did I do wrong I had a dream set and now it's gone  You're telling me that I have to stay strong? Well, how are you suppose to do that  When you feel like you don't belong I hate this  I feel so out of place It's as if  My soul has disappeared without a trace Life is a maze  It'll leave you in a daze Where one door opens  Another will close Always feeling the pain  Though it never seems to go away Crying out for help  But not sur
The Forgotten One
The girl walks alone Only loneliness this world has shone Every night she silently cries As her emotions she tries to hide A remnant of someone real Is all she feels Shes no longer even remembered in this place By her fear every night she was chased She used to be But no longer can you see For she is long dead And this is what upon her tombstone was read "Hear lies the fallen girl Unknown to this entire world Left to die alone Now the earth in loneliness she roams."
Starry Night
They sat in the grasslooking up at the night skyfive minutes later they were holding handsand looking into each other's eyesshe looked down at the grassbut he tilted her chin upthere were butterflies in her stomachand at that moment, she knew she was in lovehe kissed her ever so gentlyas if afraid she might breakhe was the one who saved herand together they helped each other escapehe was amazing to herand didn't seem to have any flawsin a room full of peoplehe was the only one that she sawshe sat wrapped in his armshearing his steady heartbeathe was her one and onlywho had swept her off her feethe loves her tooshe's his angel from up abovehe would do anythingfor his one true lovehe knew he was in loveby the way he felthow every time she came aroundhis heart would just start to melthe snapped back into realityand looked back down at the girlshe was adorable to himand to him she meant the worldwithout her would be likepiglett without poohif he lost his beautiful angelhe would not know wh
We Survived
 Live simply, love generously, care deeply, speak kindly, leave the rest to God."      Mary Tiller Campbell> > > > > You have all heard these things before but it is always fun to revisit.> > > > > > > > > > > > Attached Message> > > > > > > > This brought back many memories...enjoy.> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > *THOSE BORN 1920-1979> > > > READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ> > ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED **> > **> > TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1920's,30’s 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! **> > **> > First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they> > were pregnant. **> > **> > They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get> > tested for diabetes. **> > **> > Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs> > covered with bright color ed lead-based paints. **> > **> > We** *had no child* **proof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets> > and whe
What's 20/20 With One Eye Closed
104 degrees of solitude   sounds of white noise echo through beige walls and grey thoughtthis light never seemed so dull beforelifeless......a constant quandaryI feel tormentedif these mutating walls could talkthey would speak of the skeletonsyou've gracefully swept under the welcome matif history is bound to repeat it's selfam i destine for sorrow?I'm tethered to this carouselspinning to the verge of insanityan all aboard ridewithin my carnival from the eyes of madnessfrom a distance I hear the music box clamormelding with alarm clock wailstrapped in a lucid synergysemi-conscious harrowingthrust upon mental betrayalwhy cant i free myselffrom this war waged in my headi'm my own worst enemyyet i cant be defeated.........soulless in a schitzophrenic webtangled through the silkof chaotic synapsesi'm better left for dead....... a subtle difference between madness and realityhidden through vacant skiesfalling far from this deitychaotic deafening criesI can't make sense anymoreof this jux
Dinos Bar&grill
we are looking for new staff greeter,enforcer,doorman,promotors djs,bartenders and u like to join talk to biker ,ice_biatch,djice,axebender
We Need A Leader Like This
    Prime Minister Kevin Rudd - Australia Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks.. Separately, Rudd angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation's mosques. Quote: 'IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS, MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians. ' 'This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom' 'We speak mainly ENGLISH, not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society . Learn the language!' 'M
Vamps Goth Poems
I wish I can forget youand never feel deep painI wish I can bury our memoriesAnd never dreaming youI try to hold back my tearsTrying so hard to erase you from my black heartBut I can’t, I am to weak on you!I just lay here and bleeding for youAnd waiting to death knock on my door, to take me awayWhy are you in my dreams?Why can’t you just let me to die into your armsto feel my heart heatbut you just leaving me all alone with lonelinessbleeding is the only way I can forget youbleeding is the only way I can kill my painwalking through the endless dark pathyearning to taste my fears and as I was walking through my endless pathI just open my arms and letting death taking me into his armsAnd leaving all behindAnd yet again, you are to blind to see how much I love youYou are even to blind to feel I have touched your black heartI am bleeding for youI am bleeding for your loveI wish you can drown in my loveAnd to feel my broken heart into little peaceI wish you can burn into flames
D Nation Commandments
Ten Commandments "I swear to be faithful to D Nation, should I betray, my flesh will burn!" 1.  You must use the D Nation Banner at all times when playing mobsters2.  You are responsible for adding all of the D Nation Family3.  You should report to our War Room every time you log in4.  Always being available for D Nation when in the mobsters app is a duty    5.  You should not use the family as personal body guards.  We are down for our family but do not involve the family in minor scuffles like "he or she hit me 4 or 5 times off the fight list.6.  You should be willing to protect your family, even if you must die to do so!7.  Never commit to an alliance between D Nation and any other Family without approval from the D Nation Godfather.8.  All Family members must be treated with respect9.  When asked for any information, the answer must be the truth10.  People who cannot be a part of D Nation:Anyone who holds title in another mobster familyAnyone who behaves poorly & doesn't hold to
Pour Mon Beau Puma
c'est amazin comment quelque chose aussi simple qu'un sourire peut vous inciter à changer votre vue sur des choses. Tandis que non étonné par ce seul. je suis étonné comment un sourire que vous ne pouvez pas voir vous rend heureux. Merci sexy. Vous m'étonnez conitnually. Hmmm fait le massage la nuit venir à l'esprit…
Military Suppporter 110% All The Way
    I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan . After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard the soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base ' His friend agree
If I Ran The Country
I hate feeling like this I'm so tired of trying to fight this I'm asleep and all I dream of Is waking to you Tell me that you will listen Your touch is what I'm missing And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you Comatose I'll never wake up without an overdose of you I don't wanna live I don't wanna breathe 'les I feel you next to me you take the pain I feel waking up to you never felt so real I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna dream 'cause my dreams don't comfort me The way you make me feel Waking up to you never felt so real I hate living without you Dead wrong to ever doubt you But my demons lay in waiting Tempting me away Oh how I adore you Oh how I thirst for you Oh how I need you
Help Out My Friend New To The Site.... show her some love shes a sweetheart...... ty.......        
Swine Flu
My husbands boss is bringing in a bunch of mexicans to work for him right now.  Kinda a scary thing..with this swine flu going on.  What amazes me..hes had a lot of people laid off since november..because of no work. Why not bring them back..before worrying about bringing over people to work?  He does it because he can pay them for cheap labor. He already has a bunch of mexicans working for him now.  Then people wonder..why can't you find a job in America? is partly due to the economy..and partly due to cheap ass people like him..who doesn't want to pay people for what they due.
Life Passing Me By
iM HANGING OUT ON FACE BOOK FEEL FREE TO JOIN ME AT i'M HOOKED ON THE GAMES THERE Well I turned another day/yr older yesterday and I'm not very happy I want to be a free bird to do as I please like I used to when I was younger. Each day that passes seems like I am more stuck and just slowly dieing in this mundan place. I would like to meet some causual to hang out with that live in the lincoln area and if you like to party better yet
Why is it when a guy goes to add another as a friend, there's gotta be a reason for it? It's not a gay thing so what's the deal?
New Pics Take A Look

It's 1 am... 4 quarters and a heartache later.. I called to say hello... Im sure I shouldve called befor... to say I miss you... But what I really needed was to hear it from you ... For the first time I can remember without saying you told me how you felt .. That you beleive in love an d truth and honest...  I want love like rain is to earth needed.... Like rain and and earth collide.. As long as were happy.....                                           IM FOREVER BY YOUR SIDE                                                   LISA
Fubar Familys
Hope everyone is enjoying the sun...... well this week we had a 2 spider that needs alot of love and I sure hope that our family will show the love ...... and I f you could help me please go to this page and show him some mad love he is a very good friend that is new here and I been doing my best to help him, but could use some help..... Thank you Bluewizard CoFounder of the Spider Bombers and Member of the Shadow Levelers & member of the Rating Revolution......
Auction Blog
I am currently taking donations, in order to buy someones points for 12 hrs. I hope you will all help me out people that donate a mil or more will be featured in this blog and i will ask that everyone show them mad love for their support in my attempt to level to 27   Make me rich and make me your pet for one month!!!!!! Copy and past link to make your offer! Please Copy and paste link and only rate and comment on me make it a great comment and we both get blings If i win i'll bomb whoever hits me with the most comments
Auction 4/30/09-5/7/09
    Here is your chance to own your very own fu-slave for a month. Have you owned Carolvision (me) yet? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and... BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's and of course fu-bucks are all welcome. Cash bids outway fubuck offers. The auction starts at 5pm Est. March 30th and ends 5pm Est. April 7th. So hurry and get your bid in quick. By chance if you haven't had the pleasure of becoming friends with me yet, now is a great time!
Yes Im A Slacker
i know i have been slackin and i owe tons of luv to many....i will be around to return the luv you have left for me..kisses and much luv... your gurl ~sunshine
Dont Wanna
When we talk its like every night we shoutand the things you say....its all i ever cry aboutall your questions that run through your headlike if you love me? and if you really cared? shall i go aheadi tell you that i loved you with all my hearti loved you now and i loved you from the starti don't know how to help you Ive showed everything i felti have given you everything there best card Ive dealtand now that you don't know anymorehow do you think i am to deal with my heart you toreyou tore it into pieces that night you shared this with mei was blinded by your words Ur true feelings i couldn'tseei don't want to let you go.....i never wanted to you knowbut now that your hurting also i should let you gobut just remember I'm doing this for youif i had to choose we would be together until "i do"and even though thats out of the picture nowand as we are going our separate waysjust know that my love will always be yours through all my daysand that even though you broke my hearti will l
You Were All I've Got
Hurt me,break doesn't matter anywayno..don't say a word,just turn around and walk awayi don't need you,i can do it on my ownno..i don't want you,I'd rather be alonego away,oh..please just don't come back againit's just a matter of time,I'll get used to the painyou're sorry..really,please keep it insideI'm learning now to live,without you by my sideI'm trying real hard,i know you're no longer mine"am i okay?"..yeah,everything is finei just lost you,the one thing I'm living forso what?you just so simply walked out the dooryou're not coming back..yeah,i know you won't"i don't have to cry" see babe,i don'twhat's wrong with me?",I'm all okaynot a big deal,I've just had my heart broken today"you will stay away to comfort me",thanks it really helps me"you don't wanna see me sad",I'm smiling..can't you seeif this faking will help you,i shall make you happy before i goi will keep all the suffering to myself,i promise i won't let it showyou ask me"do i forgive you?" i reply"why s
Wanna Own Me -- You Can
Fu Slammers Family
i am starting fu slammers family and it will be a family that will help and assist other family members level and other problems that members are having.and help there friends when possible  must add - fan - rate - add to family all members of the family.... so please shout me or private message me if you like to join.
Soldiers And Family
please keep my lil bro in your thoughts and prayers, he is right now waiting on his taxi to take him to post. he leaves for kuwait tonight for a year tour. thanks so much!                                        kisses,                                              booboo
In A New Auction
OK everyone the auction is open sorry about last blog link that didnt work figured this out finally... Adding more offers depending on bids... So check cant bid just rate pic fr me thank you
Hosting An Auction
    Hey All I am hosting a Auction.....please message me for details thank you.
Worn Out
News And Chit
sometime today maybe later tonight i will be pulling the plug on our puters and moving them over to our new place its not supposed to be hooked backup til the 7th of may so ill be gone for a bit butttt i will have my yahoo on my cell turned on so if any of yu that need me and have me on yahoo just shout:P AS YOU ALL KNOW IM NOT GOOD WITHBLOGS  BUT THIS LADY CAN USE ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET TO GET TO FUQUEENPLEASE HELP HER!Amity Kay@ fubar PLEASE HELP HER TO LEVEL SHE IS IN A RACE TO LEVEL AND NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET!Moon's Goddess Fu Engaged to Sgt. Moondevil@ fubar
For My Sister W.i.p.
Worm Kok
Loving Life
oh thank god its friday, been waiten on this weekend for like a month and im so happy, going camping gonna get drunk.... oh dam i cant wait!!!
Forgetting Is The Hardest Part.
It doesn't matter if your heart breaks They don't even know you're there, It doesn't matter if you're shattered, Or If you've forgotten to care. Because the lies all crash down on you now, you can't act like you're happy anymore, You're hurt beyond repair tonight Just leave, walk out that door. The pain it's all too much to take, Try to run away from yourself, You say that goal is too unreachable, But impossible is what you do so well. Drown everything you used to be, What used to shine out of your eyes, Let this hurt over come it. and finally let down your disguise.
God Mistake
u come down here to help but u keep messing up all the time .he tear your wings and say u on your own ,wft u donot want to be here with all the hate ,killing. so u sin all though years u know its wrong ,when u come down thats all we do so god mistake to put u here.  
Auction I Am In!!!
Come Meet Rosealie Hale
About me: I was born to a middle-class family in 1915 in Rochester, New York. My father had a stable job in a bank while my mother was a housewife. My parents were social climbers and I was the ticket they needed to reach their social aspiration. I was clearly the favorite of my parents, with two younger brothers. While growing up, I dreamed of a lavish life--a life with a rich husband and children as beautiful as I was. My parents influenced my want of material things, which made me vain and conceited. I wanted a big house that someone else would clean, with a large lawn that I would play with my children on. In Rochester, where I grew up, there was only one family that had what my parents wanted--the Kings. Royce King owned the bank my father worked in. His son, Royce II, saw me for the first time and began dating me. It was a quick courtship and we were soon engaged. The engagement went too quickly and wedding plans were made. I couldn't help but feel something was missing from
Why Not?
Honk if you love peace and quiet. On the other hand, you have different fingers.Back up my hard drive? How do I put it in reverse? Always remember that you are unique, just like everyone else. He’s not dead — he’s electroencephalographically challenged. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted, then used against you. I wonder how much deeper the ocean would be without sponges. How many of you believe in telekinesis? Raise my hands. If you think nobody cares about you, try missing a couple of loan repayments. You can’t have everything — where would you put it? You never really learn to swear until you learn to drive. On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key. To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research. A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking. " To Love and be Loved is to feel the sun from both sides. (David Viscott) Do you prefer to Love or be Loved?
My Band
Hey folks come and check out my band Destiny of's over on that one site..but hell see if you like it!   ~Mike
Psycho Asylum
Welcome, all patients, to the ward. Your medication will be given out shortly. In the mean time feel free to commit yourself and join us, one free straight jacket with every admitance and a hot nurse to medicate you. As a patient here you have the option of being heavily medicated, and are under the supervision of the hospital staff. Be yourself and go Wild, the walls are padded for a reason. Psycho Asylum
Teens Aquitted Of Serious Beating Charges In Death Of Mexican Immigrant
I was outraged When I read This !!!!!! No Wonder Why I trust No One ,,,, Especially The law!    POTTSVILLE, Pa. —  Prosecutors called the beating death of an illegal immigrant from Mexico a hate crime, and they urged an all-white jury in Pennsylvania coal country to punish two white teenagers for their roles in the attack.Instead, the jury found the teens innocent of all serious charges, a decision that elicited cheers and claps from the defendants' families and friends — and cries of outrage from the victim's.Brandon Piekarsky, 17, was acquitted of third-degree murder and ethnic intimidation, while Derrick Donchak, 19, was acquitted of aggravated assault and ethnic intimidation. Both were convicted of simple assault late Friday following a trial in which jurors were left to sort out the facts of an epithet-filled brawl that pitted popular football players against a 25-year-old Hispanic man, Luis Ramirez, who appeared willing to fight.A representative of Ramirez's family sa
Alice Cullen
No Strings
This Blog is about No strings attached FUN. Not just sex but hanging with friends and not having to answer for it after the fact. I have checked out some of the online sites that promise you they have what your looking for , thier full of it. Spouses say go on and go have fun with your friends but what happens when you get home, you catch hell. Don't beleive me,call the spouse from work ,ask to go out for a few and spend a couple of hours and watch what happens. All for now but I will return with more.
Good Times
go here to bid go here to bid on me It is so funny how small the world actually is when it comes to meeting people! Anyhoo I went out drinking last night with a friend of a friend. Had some good times met some cool people. Went to a few different bars and a club. I had a liquid cocaine shot, long island ice tea, mud slide, 2 tequila jello shooters, a irish car bomb, and a kama kazi. I was beyond trashed but I had a ton of fun.  The guy I went out with is having a birthday party and invited me back to that. So it should be some more good times:D Okay so there's this site you can FW texts you recieve to and they'll post them... Here But here are a couple of my favs lol (914): Eric just called. Says he's trapped in a cul de sac because the road disappeared. Wants me to tell him what street has the bushes that whisper sweet nothings into you ear and the wobbling purple pokemon. Oh, and a "bigger and better" p
Life Lessons
These are quotes that have meant alot to me . They make me think about the kind of person i want to be and the way to live everyday life and situations it may bring.   -Yes losing your hearts desire is tragic, but gaining your hearts desire? That's all you can hope for. This year i wished for immerse myself in someone else and wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted.And if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because i wouldn't give it back for the world. Peyton Sawyer- One Tree Hill -Some love stories are not epic novels, some are short stories but that doesnt make them any less filled with love. Carrie Bradshaw- Sex and the City - Truth is still absolute. Believe that Even when the truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you ever imagined. Even when the truth is more cruel than any lie. Lucas Scott- One Tree Hill - Because it is only when you are tested that you discover who u truly are. and it is only when you are tested that you discove
Friendship Angel Poem
When I have no one to turn toAnd I am feeling kind of low,When there is no one to talk toAnd nowhere I want to go,I search deep within myselfIt is the love inside my heartThat lets me know my Angels are thereEven though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my faceAnd the sun begins to shine.I hear a voice, so soft and sweetSaying, 'Everything will be just fine'It may seem that I am aloneBut I am never by myself at all.Whenever I need my Angels nearAll I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always trueOn that you can depend.They will always stand behind youAnd will always be your friend.Through darkest hours and brightest daysOur Angel's see us throughThey smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue.. Thanks for being my Angel my friendI will be there for you until the end.
Walking With Angels
Angels are the guardians of hope and wonder,The Keepers of magic and dreams.Angels watch over you wherever you go,Keeping each day perfectand promising a bright new tomorrow. The motto of all angels is"It is a wonderful life." Wherever there is love,An angel is flying by. Angels help you carry the ball,carry a tune, carry your weightand carry on! Your guardian angel knows you insideand out and loves you just the way you are. Angels keep the world safe for hummingbirdsand butterflies and rainbows in spring.Angels keep it simple and always travel lightAngels love whispering secretsand whistling in the darkWhenever you hear music,an angel is speaking to you. Remember to leave space in your relationshipsso the angels have room to playYour guardian angel helps youfind a place when you feel there is no place to go. Keep a spare angel in your pocketAngels carry high-beam lightsto help you through the darkest hoursWhenever you feel lonely,a special angel drops in for tea. Every time yo
Well a lot has happened in such a short amount of time. I'm no longer with my husband but I am now with a very special man with the same background as me as far as relationships goes. I can honestly say that everything that happened happened for a reason and it just wasn't men to be with Chad. Travis only time will tell.. but so far I like where things are heading and how slow things are going. almost as if everything fits just right like it was meant to be. ATM just waiting for school to start up and get bk in the swing of things.... cant wait to get this two yrs over with and work on the next 4yr degree.... want something work hard for it!!!! She's making the move from pre-school to Kindergarten this year, she graduates on the 12th. I've made her a dress this year, she's going to re-use her regalia from last year with two new designs an eagle and talons  already have the eagle on it just have to cut out some talons for the front, Jocelyn's sisters are going to be wearing similar dres
Charlie's House
Totally liking on life, at the moment. Except, for a few glitches, I assume.  Nothin' I can't handle.  Lol...not liking living with someone, instead of being on my own....well, since it's my sister, it is really not that bad. Better than it was before. I am a bit confused about my next step in life. Tht is not unusual, though. Hehehe. I get tired of being invisible. I get tired of pretending I don't care. I love that I have someone who worships me, but why is it only him who's ALWAYS there.  Some people say that I am pretty...others say that they love my art. But on what happens to be bad day, A KIND, HELLO, whould be a a nice start. Why am I so forgettable? Could I get a few suggestions, on how to not be?  Just every once and a while, I don't care if it is out of pity, could it just be about ME! No one will actually read, I don't really care if I sound cheezy... And Honestly...I am over it could be about whatever the heck whoever wants it to be!!! LOL
Mother's Day Auction Enter Now!!!
Looking For Some Meat
ok guys, this is why i show it all off. i need some cock this weekend for my girlfriend and myself. if you have pics send them my way. i am only interested if you are availible in tx. you will have to wear a condom, but we both swollow and take facials. i only want to see that dick. oh, and dont think small is a bad thing. i do love anal but i can only handle a shorty. if it gets to be a regular thing, i will let you cum in me. thanks!!!!
No More Meaning
why does it seem like as soon as the pain stops theres always another fight or a lie ending in sobs if you loved me really why did you do it thats just kinda silly then you got mad and threw a fit when really you were wrong you did the dirty deed and sang her that love song and even planted your seed why do you keep hurting what once wasent enough so you keep flirting so twice you try mu love but end of round two you did one last thing and lied about it too had a little fling this all could've been prevented if you'd just shut up and listen but i was wrong, but look in the end you tried to excuse it as jealous now you see that i was right and she came between us you were blind as night this is hard to deal with dont know whether to cry or throw a fit but ill try its all i can do the damage is already done was it worth it to you do you feel you won are you trying to test me see how much i can take sre you trying to see how long till i break all i a
My Sick Day
It was a rather depressing day at the office so I decided to call in a sick day. My boss was not overly thrilled but he didnt object to my leaving early. What would a caring compassionate guy like me have to be depressed about? Well, it started three weeks back when Marsha and I got into a huge fight resulting in her telling me she was moving out of our apartment of a year. She said I wasn't satisfing her needs. What else could I do? I fingered that lovely clit until juicies ran. I would eat her out pushing my tounge deep into that wonderfully tight cove of love until she screamed. I always put her needs ahead of my own selfish satisfaction. Isn't that what love is? Well, I thought it was. I thought we were doing great as a couple. All our friends said we were good together and wondered what the hell went wrong when Marsha packed a bag and walked out of our life. I didn't look forward to walking into the apartment still full of Marsha's belongings. I thought her leaving it behind would
Pimpout From Ice
BooBooKitty AkA Shauny66 You Know You Wanna Come Fan , Rate , And Add This Awesome Person. Hey While You Are There , Show Her Some Luv with Some Blings or A Blast or Something...She Is Definately Worth It   (repost of original by '♠ Ɗǰ ƪƈȩ ♠ Owned By Jmo~N~Fresh~N~BooBoo Kitty~' on '2009-05-03 05:43:12')
Making Money
I would of never thaught that selling Avon would make me any money but it is great. New Car Here I Come. These products are great. No I was not paid to write this. Just sharing my joy.
Teens Aquitted In Beating Part 2
Friends and relatives of two teens accused in the beating death of a Mexican immigrant struggled to contain their relief as not-guilty verdicts were announced on the most serious charges against the former high school football stars Friday.Gasps filled the courtroom and some had to be restrained by sheriff's deputies as they tried to rush the defense table after Derrick Donchak, 19, and Brandon Piekarsky, 17, were acquitted of aggravated assault, reckless endangerment and ethnic intimidation for the death of Luis Ramirez.Piekarsky was also found not guilty of third-degree murder for the death of Ramirez, who died of blunt force injuries after an encounter with the teens last summer.However, the all-white jury of six men and six women from Schuylkill County jury found Piekarsky and Donchak guilty of simple assault.The case drew national attention to the small town of Shenandoah, Pennsylvania, highlighting race relations and polarizing the community on who was to blame for the incident.L
Landind Zone
on profile picture;in korea at the time air force. but was so drunk;from korean beer and a drink called sojo; that I was in north korea! peace! back from trip early ;san diego ; weather turned little bad! drinks on the house! wanna see some funny ass old japanese monster movie then check out ultraman vs red king in video stash! 
I love him, I love him, I love him, and when he comes i'll follow, i'll follow, i'll follow, he'll always be my hero, my hero, my hero from now until forever, forever, forever.. i will follow him, follow him where ever he may go, there isn't an ocean too deep, a mountain to high i can't reach, he is my destiny.
Have You Been There!!
You know I been lookin' around ,and checking things out in this ole' world a long time. I been on my own since I was 9 yrs old. I have lived through many things in that time. I look on Television and the net,and see alot of complainin' goin' on ,about how folks are scared 'cause of the economy. Global warmin' ect. The one thing I know is we live here on this earth,and ther ain't a thang going on that this ole' world ain't seen before. Here in America we got it alot better then alot of folks. Thier is poor folks that cain't get nothin' to eat . There are countries where their leaders just go on mass murderin' spree's. Her in the U.S.A. we ain't got worry 'bout all that mess. We are still a great nation. My brother died for this nation we live in. Yeah maybe thangs cost a little more. All that means is ya gotta get yer hustle on. The rich ,and priviledged ain't gonna crash, and they need us regular Joe's to keep 'em rich ,and priviledged so we ain't either they cain't let that happen the
The way I feel I can't explainThe gratitude insideFor all the days and all the nightsYou spent right by my sideFor every hug and every kissTo send me on my way,For always putting me to bed,To prepare me for another dayFor loving me through the hurtAnd pain that’s come my wayFor holding on to me so tightThat I can barely breatheFor never letting goOf the hope you hold for my lifeFor keeping it so close to you heartAll this timeFor yelling at me when I'm out of placeFor telling me the truthFor forgiving me for what I sayCause I no it hurtsSo now I say what I feelAt this time and dayThat mum I LOVE YOU all the timeSo happy mothers day   A touch of skin soft and slippery,With the hint of hint of sweat.We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,As the wind flowed from the window above us.Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,To abandon all of our uncertainties.You began your work on my lips,Probing gently as if drawing sex,From a deep well of longing and need.Then heated t
Party Lounges
Because....master Says So......
He is the master and he is going to do everything he wants with the couple who experience hardships in their sexual life, he’s going to give it a new life and his cock is going to help him… Of course I knew what was going to happen but I also saw plenty of emotions on the faces of a young couple – embarrassment, excitement, even fear before the man they knew little about and who demanded to call him “Master”. However, people say I look like a reliable person who can be trusted. This time it worked as well. After a few phrases which didn’t mean much the tension went down a bit. This is Alex. He is just the same I’ve expected. He considers himself intelligent (because he graduated from Harvard) and sexually skillful (because he likes fucking). He obviously loves his wife but in the letter to me he calls her “a bit strained” and says she “isn’t sensual enough”. The situation seems familiar to me. Many women suffer
Stand Alone Complex: Vol 3
started out to be a pissy day.  Hit the dojo down the road...popped a few bucks and then worked out.... yay!  But ended up fucking up with my chest and had to quit for a bit before I started in again.    I love to text.. chat and talk.  And it is relativly easy to text while kickin the bag.  About as easy as riding a bull in a china shop, trying extra hard not to break anything.   I quit ... came home, its only a three minute walk.  Maybe a lil more.   I am a lil worried... and a lil turns into a lot.  That happens with PARANOID SCHITZOS.  lol.  that is why they call them paranoid.  A little reassurance every so often goes a long way. I just wanted to say to a few peeps that actually stuck through it... Thanks. Your the bestest friends a girl could want.  And you know who you are.    
Thank You Fubar But...
Well first of all I want to say thank you FUBAR. I met my soon to be husband on this site. We will be married at the end of this month. He is everything I have ever dreamed about. I was seriously in the worst relationship right before i met him. Like I was being beaten on a daily basis. Then after about 6 months of not getting online *I wasnt allowed to.* I got online and came to my page here on FUBAR and seen that this very hot man had said "hi" to me and I took a chance and said "HI" back. From that day forward Brandon and I have been together. About 4 months after we started dating he asked me to marry him And yes I know its very quick but I KNEW HE WAS THE ONE FOR ME! and I said yes. So at the end of MAY BRANDON and I will be saying "I DO" all thanks to you FUBAR. I have never trusted the internet to meet guys. But for some reason I trusted him and trusted this site. Probably because I have been on this site for a long long time. He is truelly the best man I couldd have ever dreame

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