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Angel And Dj Calendars!
I'm making a 2010 Exotic Angel calendar and Dolly's making a 2010 Exotic DJ one. Reply to this blog if you want to be featured in either and let me know which one you are, a DJ or an Angel. Submissions will end on Oct 31 at midnight so let me know here ASAP. DON'T MISS OUT!
okay so, you wanna discuss your feelings with a male. wait stop right there. because one males don't understand feelings like we do,and two, if they are assholes. they really don't give a fuck about how you feel. now sometimes you'll get lucky and find a male who is truely understanding and will listen to you, and try to help if they can.but this is really rare. so, how do you deal with this? this is really quite simple really 1. find something that you find funny to get your mind off of these feelings that you are having 2. always remember that you are never alone, because somewhere there is another woman who is feeling the same way you do. 3. and most importantly always know that the pain does go away, but it is up to you, to rid yourself the pain of the male causing it. 4.spend time with friends and family members, because they truely care and want you to be happy. 5. avoid anything that would cause you to think about those feelings, because it will only make matters worse.
Lonley Girl
Fubar's Wtf...
The whole idea behind fubar in my opinoin is to have a place for ADULTS to go hang out. The keyword of course is ADULTS. The sad part is I find more and more too many on here are FAKE, TROUBLE MAKERS, or SIMPLY MENTALLY ILL. I mean you must be MENTALLY ILL to assume you can create a fake profile and attempt to STALK and RUIN someone's life online. What people forget when they do this is... in most cases the person they are attacking is real, has feelings, and isn't here to hurt anyone. And yet they put more effort into being someone they aren't to decive and hurt others than they spend just being themselves. How sad their miserable, pathetic life must be to stoop to that level. What they don't realize is it will come back to bite them in the ass. Eventually someone will find them and call them out. Then what the fake can only BLOCK the one who catches them or they delete their account and start again. Also think of what happens to the REAL person they are stealing pics and identity
So many atheists around and no wonder. I too was on the brink of becoming one after eighteen years of being force fed roman catholic religeon. No where in school do they teach christ or his teachings. Whatever you call the creator, (even the jews have a name for him, If he did not exist, this universe would not be here! I am going out on a limb here, (but I have been called crazy before) He created all things even other inhabited planets. I do not think the origanal intent was so they could destroy each other. I will stop here for now. More later.
"Give us not to her.", he cries. My mind not fooled by the tongue that spreadeth lies. "This one is true." , he says. My heart wanting to believe already forgetting past heartbroken days. "The pleasure. Not worth the pain.", he laments. My mind does beg that pointless portent. "This one will be different, I can tell.", he does defend. And with that my heart leads us away breast bared once again. My heart does jump for you whether’t be for pleasure or for pain. Like a dog beat randomly for behavior fair or foul making him insane. Driven unto chasing his tail does nip himself yelping at the added hurt ‘Till you pull him back to you leash in hand with a wicked jerk. A mended heart that is my wish made on those stars that light the sky But when they do fall carrying’t to me it is too heavy a burden it seems and they plummet by Driving deep ‘nto the Earth taking my wish to smolder in Hell as it doth in my chest I still see in my mind that flaming
The Ingenious Mind Of Fester P
i wish i could see your faces from inside these casket walls, and be there with an empty ocean to cetch all of your tears that fall. i would tell you that its much too late, yea you missed my curtain call. and ask you why you act this way, knowing you never really cared at all. for all the times you said you loved me. i would tell you they were lies. and remind you of all the times you laughed every time i cried. for all the times you wished my death, you finanlly got you wish. now every time you hear my name. i hope it makes you sick. cause now i'm truely dead inside, a waste of space, a soulless life. colored dreams now black and white, this pain won't die and i lost the fight. i'm giving up, tonights the night. its time to fly, the ends in sight. these casket walls become my home. now here i sit to rot alone. a place for me to rest my bones, with fuck the world on my headstone. but i'll leave you with these words of wisdom. listen to my screaming call. to all you worth
What I Want
I want a girl, I want a girl that I can holdI want a girl that I can fall asleep withI want a girl that I can love, with all my heartI want a girl that can make make me smile no matter whatI want a girl that will love me for meI want a girl I can make funny faces withI want a girl that I can joke with, and she'll understand that I am just jokingI want a girl that will trust meI want a girl that I can call baby, babydoll, babygirl a girl that I can call MINE and no one elsesI want a girl that I can be weird withI want a girl that will forget about all the other guys she has been with, and trust me and realize that I wouldn't EVER do anything to hurt her.I want a girl that I can be MYSELF aroundI want a girl that will call me baby a girl that will call me hersI want a girl that doesn't want anybody else but meI want to be happy with a girl that I can love and hold as long as I wantI just want to be loved, I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of wishing, I'm tired of always being the one t
I've spent my whole life surroundedand I've spent my whole life aloneI wonder why I never wonder whyThe easiest things are so hardI just want, I just want loveI just want, I just want loveI just want, I just want loveI just want somethingSomething for nothingSomething, something for nothing I'm a beggar and I'm a chooserI'm accused, I'm an accuserBut nothing's unconditional I hold the whole world accusedI've only got myself to blameI wonder why, I never wonder whyThe easiest things are so hard I just want, I just want loveI just want, I just want loveI just want, I just want loveI just want somethingSomething for nothingSomething, something for nothing I just want, I just want loveI just want, I just want loveI just want, I just want loveI just want somethingSomething for nothingSomething, something for nothing I'm a beggar and I'm a chooserI'm accused, I'm an accuserBut nothing's unconditional
TITTY DO!!! wat the hell is wrong wit me i actually lost intrest in almost everything i do now so i guess i should find other ways to keep me sanity i i just lost interest in writing in this blog thingy this mite be the last one i do
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Knows How 2 Eat Pussy Like No Other
THIS IS HOW I LICK PUSSY95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for the key pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is..lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all's easier to make em cum w/their lips u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat fla
Wedding Dress
so im getting married in april and am in love with this dress.    i willl have the gold beading removed and will have a small red veil.  id love some feedback :)
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Back To The Weightroom.
      Back into the weightroom. Don't feel strong, gotta get strong, so it's back to the weightroom. Nothing fancy mostly the 3 major compound movements, lat pulldowns or pullups, some type of rows, crunchs and a little cardio I'll post my max every 3 months for the 3 major compound movements; bench, ATG squats and deadlifts First entry: Bench - I pushed my covers off of me this morning. Felt good afterwards and my form was good. Deadlift - Lifted my dead ass out of bed. Kinda shaky until coffee intake was acheived. ATG squat - I was only able to squat to toilet level this morning. Lots of power though and very smooth movements. See ya in 3 months!  
Why I Am Banned From Costco
  So anyway, was down at the local CostCo the other day to pick up a bag of dog chow for Nikki The Wonder Dog, when this elderly lady in line behind me asks, “Do you have a dog?” Well, what did she think I had, an elephant?  But instead of being snarky, I decided to be flippant.  “No, I’ve been putting some weight on lately, and decided to go back on the Purina diet,” I replied. “The Purina diet?  I’ve never heard of that one”. “Sure,”  I said.  “You keep your pockets stuffed with Purina Dog Chow.  Whenever you feel the urge to eat, you pull a couple of nuggets out and crunch on them.  It’s nutritionally complete, and very filling.  Last time I was on it, I lost nearly 50 pounds before I woke up one day in the ICU with tubes coming out of nearly every orifice.” She gasped.  “Did the dog food poison you?” “No ma’am,” I replied politely.  “I stepped off the curb to snif
Leaving Fubar
well ill be leaving fubar soon....its been fun...everyone is awesome....should be on till the end of the ill bother ya till then
My Songs, Please Do Not Rip
I know I've lost youI know you're leavingbut before you go Iwant you to knowwith you my heart willalways and forever goYou've showed me loveAnd took it from menow my heart is bleeding, why notlook in side and see It's a hole in my heart where you used to beI'm over it nowI just wanted to saynow that my eyes are openI feel so very strongIt always felt rightbut now I know it was wrongI let it out, I let it outAll that I shoud holdI let it out, I let it outThe story to be toldYou turned my world upside downThrew me out and crushed my soulTook me out of your memorydroped me down a long dark holeNow I'm out and back to lifefound myself and stronger nowForget the past, live for the moment I'll forget about you, and show you howI thought it was loveat first it may have beenyou took it away, I won't deny thatIt hurt me bad, I fell awayThe longer I thought about itI realized I don't want you to stayI let it rule me, It took me overThese feelings that I lost you, now I know the turth isthat I ne
Unfinished Poems
Darkness Overcomes us as hearts flow togetherLovers embrace lips partedAs we hold one anotherSweetness that is youfeels my life with meaningI lose control of myselfmy sences wildly screeming   You have touched my heart in many waysAlthough words cannot describe how I feelI live only from day to dayTo love and Charish you is so for realI worship you and the ground you're onOn a pedestal I'll raise you aboveMy love is written upon a stoneOf all the things I know, I know love. Upon the moutian air the wolf screamsThe rabbits hide and the deer gleamsDew forms upon theleaves and falls to the groundThe rustling of dead leaves heard all aroundCows walking about, abandoned in the feildsHorse's strut and og upon the hillsFarmer's are busy working hard in the barnWives are cooking, baking, and turning thier yarnThe smell of pies fill the airSweat pours to the ground from old farmer's hairThe bell has rung so lunh is readyFamilies sit down to rest the hour steadyFamilies rest the
PLease feel this out and send back to me.   BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_________ Age___ Phone(____) _______ Occupation______________ Height______ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite___ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)___ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else___ List three positions u like: 1.______ 2.______ 3.________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous___ When is the best time to reach u (check appropriate answer) Morning__ Afternoon__ Nite___ How late can u stay out (ch
I Want My Son To Burn These Words Into His Soul...
"serv asat serv asat serv asat to exterminate the plague soiling my brain i put the pen to the pad until the madness drains cuz words are colossal aggressive not docile infectious like a brothel no need to get hostile calling all apostles united we stand they bleeding out they nostrils i'm wicked with hands throwing vicious combinations witness devastation i just fucked your soul annihilation!!! feel the sensation tickle & grow spreading over your mind & taking control a noble savage on a rampage war is all that i know feeding hungry heads defeating all your heros art saves make the pain a weapon you can use art saves make the pai
The Vowes My Baby Worte For Me... I Love You
I love you.You are my best friend.Today I give myself to you in marriage.I promise to encourage and inspire you,to laugh with you, and to comfort youin times of sorrow and struggle.I promise to love you in good times and in bad,when life seems easy and when it seems hard,when our love is simple, and when it is an effort.I promise to cherish you,and to always hold you in highest regard.These things I give to you today,and all the days of our life.
Nakie Lounge
feel free to stop by and have a blast good staff and a warm place
Ive Been Away
I want to see your face and hold you tightly to my chest,the one thought racing in my mind is that your better than the rest,you are unique, you make me smile, and i hope i return the favor,the momments I'd hoped to share with you are something i wish to savour,It may be selfish to go away and to need my time alone,but there are things about my life that hurt me deep down to the bone,I have a hard time dealing with issues when theyre so out of my control,and like others I do shut down when my mind becomes too full,I dont want you thinking il on the fact that im away,my feelings havent changed nor have the words i chose to say,I only ask that if im distant please dont think its you,cause the simple fact remains that im in love with you.
Blue Roses
wind blowsthe air flowslight happans if u golove will followyou will seeits hard to really leavelife blossoms in this placeyou will find a better escapelove will grow when you breathethat gurl will love you unconditionalygive it timeit will beyou will find what you needwhen you find her let her goif she loves you she will knowif its true she will seeshe will come bacc so let it beit will be done this i knowif not then let it go blue roses of my love bleed rite thru,loving to find someone newhoping and wishing he came true,but all i see is pain from you,stukk on the past i cant grasp,trying to hold on but im not that strong,trying to find a better kind,waiting to see what i need,looking for u to come true,grasping it tighter i found my way looking for love not just pain
  TARGET must be a horrible place to shop at when you are high. You've got 2 color schemes that become disturbingly obvious as you walk through the doors on the way pick up an affordable pair of shoes for work. Upper 50% RED, lower 50% KHAKI. Yes I said KHAKI. What freaks me out mostly about these colors are the busy little bees who work in this store in which I hear many women refer to as tarjay'. Emphasis on the 'Jay'. An oh so wrong pronunciation to make the store appear more French than it is. Allegedly. I despise the French. Regardless, these busy little bees that work in TARJAY, work in there red Polo shirts and there khakis like little elfs on a production line working for Santa Claus. Beautiful yet somehow dirty. My original intended point, before I drifted off on this mindless/drunken rant is please look at these busy little bees next time you go in the Le Tarjay. The red/ khaki color scheme produces a classic visual of a person who's legs move independent of their upper bo
Kord's Blog Aka Random Thoughs
Wow, am i needy.  Five days without talking to my Doomsie and it feels like my soul has been sucked out of my body.  Walking dead here.  Oops zombies again, don't tell Doomsie (but it is her fault) Kordaff aka Phil Hanner aka aka something else aka Toftberg Seems unnaturally quiet for Halloween.  No sounds of trick or treaters, no ghosts nor ghouls.  Parents afraid of the flu perhaps or just the rather chilly weather this week.  Who knows. I am still feeling the effects of my bday yesterday, going to sis's house and helping drink all her beer =)  mmm beer and pizza!  What better! One of my nieces was watching the neighbors cute lil pug dog (can you say more energy than her???  omg dog on hyperdrive!) while they went to store/out-to-eat.  Lol
Living Dead Doll
Part 2 Just the beginning*As the dark mistress walks over to the table on the other side of the room She lightsfour candles putting a light glow over the room. The light dances over the walls to what seems to be a forgotten melody. The misteress takes one candle out of its holderWalking over to her struggling victim. She pulls the flame close to his face. His darkeyes glow at the burning flame..the sweat falling from his forehead gleams like a diamond sky. The baroness smiles wickedly holding back a chuckle she says to him "Whats the matter? Scared of a little fire?..Well dont worry my pet. I wont burn you.Not yet anyway..If you are good..this will only hurt a little" The young mans eyeswiden with fear as he mumbles under his gag.**The demonic goddess pulls a lever next to her feet..The mans chains loosen as she pushes him backward. His chains spread his arms and legs as he is hanging in the air.Running her nails over his thighs she pulls out her knife..Sliding it up his shorts..Slicin
The One
In the end I’ll annoy you, piss you off, say stupid shit and then take it back, but put that all aside and you will never find a girl that loves you as much as I do……….. I want to be the oneYou see in your dreams,The one that won’t make everythingRip open at the seams.I want to be the oneThat makes you happy inside,The one you run toWhen the world makes you wanna hide.I want to be the first one you look forWhen you walk in a crowd,The one you missWhen Im not around.I want to be the oneYou show off to your friends,The one you won’t,m9.8nu9 leave standing aloneWith no one to cry to in the end.I want to be the oneWho picks you up when you fall,The one you want to talk to,The first one you’ll call.I want to be the one you look atAnd says she’s the one
I loved her more than a goddess, I loved her more than my life, I loved her more than anything life could ever bring to me, but now she is nothing more to me than my demontality that is built up inside of me. So make this my last request, just tear the heart from my chest, just kill me get it over with, just kill me tear the heart from my chest, just kill me give this love a rest. If I could travel back to the past, there are a few things I would change, one thing I would change for sure is the way I had been before, but one thing that would remain the same is me loving you for the rest of our lives through and through this I promise you, and I wouldn't let you walk out that open door, because you're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything to me. I just want you to see that we were ment to be, but yet you are still my demontality that is built up inside of me. So make this my last request, just tear the heart from my chest, just kill me get it over with, just kill
The Forgotten
Who or what is the forgotten you ask. So I'll tell you for I am the forgotten. The one you can't see, the one you never think about all that I can be, but now things have changed, now you've set me free for all to see what I can be. I am everywhere you are, but yet you don't realize this for I am you and you are me. I am everything you used to be and you swore you would never be again, but yet you never actually forgot, for you know I am here, and you are well aware of what I can do, and in all reality you need me like I need you. So the question is what are you going to do. I grow more and more a part of you everyday. No longer will I be the forgotten, because you set me free now I will show you all I can be. I will be remembered, so listen to what I am saying. Now you can see me as plain as can be, and now I am all you think about, because now I am you and you are me. So now you are the forgotten, the one I can't see and never think about all that you can be. Things have changed and
Poems From My Baby
 Poem 1: A Fallen Angel Deep in my mind, my light, the sky, a shimmering sunYour heart, my love, you are the only oneYou’ve touched me in a way I needed you toWith a tender touch only you can gently do So dry your eyes now, no not one more tears…You won't be hurt with my love right hereCause I’ll be your angel when that wicked arrow darts nearA seraph to protect you when you have reason to fearAnd I’ll love you through thick and through thinTaking you away from where you’ve always beenCause my heart will not stop a beat for flood or for rainAnd it will love you whether you leave or remain You see…I can see objectively….What this relationship is doing to you over and over againSo please… let me take you away from this pain…Cause I’m here Poem 2: Deep in my heart I know it is trueNever again in my life will I feel blueFrom the first day I met youI knew the God had sent you. For in my heart you are the oneYou make my d
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My Hell
My baby cousin Natalie was diagnosed with Lukeimia last night at 11 pm. She will be 3 in December. I am asking everyone who reads this to please pray for her and her parents as they go through this hard time. She is just a baby. If you have kids u would ask the same thing if it was happening to your child, so please pray for Natalie... The tears fill my eyes and down like rain they fall. When was the last time I was truely happy, hmm, i dont recall. I stood at the edge of the ocean. Water as far as I could see. No one around to see what was happening to me. I walk out slowly, the waves crashing against me. The further I go the deeper it gets, and soon enough it is over my head. The last thing I recalled as the water filled my lungs, was the sight of u with her making love. As I start to lose conciousness, and drift off to die, a solitary tear falls from my eye. The I wake up, it was all a dream. And in my eye I catch a gleam. I see something glisten in the light so fair. Wondering if I
Irish Halloween
Ever since the time of the Druids, many customs and traditions have evolved in celebration of Samhain, which is New Year’s Day in the Celtic Calendar. When Christianity came to Ireland, the church took a dim view of Druidic festivals and created the vigil of All Soul’s Evening, (or All Hallow’s Eve) on October 31st, the Feast of All Saints on November 1st, and All Souls Day on November 2nd.All three days were regarded as one of the most important times of the year and were celebrated throughout Ireland with feasting, merrymaking and divination games on Halloween, the completion of farming activities by Samhain, and rituals out of respect and remembrance for departed kinfolk on All Souls Day.In the old days, the ancients believed that on this night, hobgoblins, evil spirits and fairies traveled about the country in great numbers. For protection against fairy mischief, holy water was sprinkled on animals, food offerings were left outside the house, oatmeal and salt were
Blonde prince of all Evil, In the garb of a Saint: A weaving, a weaving: They magical Feint. How wily thy web is Of meshes for flies? -Woof of false morals, Web of dream-lies. You tell us 'the humble' Are angels of light; Inferring the valiant Are demons of night, You curse all that's noble, You praise all that's vile. Invert all that's righteous; With satanic guile. Round millions you've wove, A hypnotic spell: Christ! thou art Mephisto, The mocker of hell. You urge us to bless them, Who plunder and cheat us: -To love and caress them, Who hate and illtreat us. There's not in thy Teachings One Thought that is true; -Thou are a false prophet: O crucified JEW.
My Score
You have a Sexual IQ of 149">When it comes to sex, you are a super genius.  You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it.  You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.'What is your Sexual IQ?' at
This idiot was using my photo without my permission, as if he new me.  My name is not Linda nd he doesnt.    ☠ skulls bullets">@ fubar
:::BEWARE::: This man is married going around acting like he is single then his wife calls the women from his cell.  
Motorway Of The Week
Choosing which motorway to review for my first "Motorway of the Week" feature was never going to be easy.  So many to choose from, the heritage rich M1, the glamourous M4, the largely pointless A57(M), the choice was bewlidering.  But then I had to drive my BMW k1100lt from Cambridge to the Docklands area in London, and my choice became clear, the elusive and "built on the cheap" M11.Running the 49.7 miles from Woodford in North-East London to Girton near Cambridge, the M11 is perhaps one the UK's lesser known Motorways, but is nonetheless offers an excellent escape route from London.  It was opened in stages between 1975 and  1980 - meaning that during the late 70's, people that were sick of London would have struggled to sneak out via this route.  The connecting motorway is the infamous M25, but you can also get onto the A406 north circular, which give access to north london...if thats your kind of thing.Features of InterestThe four illuminated sections (southern terminus near juncti
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The Scorpion Lounge ~~~~~NOW OPEN~~~~~
this was a poem i wrote a few years ago when i met a very good friend but now i no longer talk to.   Influnce   Sometimes in life you meet somebody just by chance,   But it was really god’s plan of helping you meet one of the most influential people in your life.   There really are people out there that mean no harm.   Even though everyone can be mean at one point in time,   They’re the one’s that choose to use it or not.   Sometimes there are people we just nee
People Are Wusses
Lets break something down. Why are people scared to death of... people? I don't get it. Whether it be presenting a speech in front of an audience, saying "hi" to a member of the opposite sex, or even asking your boss for a raise? The answer is.... uhhh.... I don't know? There is no legit reason. Peeps need to "get it." Its really not tricky to do anything. Its not a scientific formula to talk.  Open Mouth+Words Come Out=Success. Wooo. And thats the secret that will make everyone in society millionaires. Talk.  Put it like this. A1. ask boss for raise    1) Get Raise    2) Don't Get Raise B1. dont ask boss for raise    1) Don't Get Raise A2. Ask boy/girl  out    1) they say yes    2) they say no B2) Don't ask boy/girl out    1) go out with yourself!! A3) Play Lottery    1) win the lottery and be billionaire    2) dont win lottery and lose a dollar or two B3) Dont Play Lottery    1) Save a dollar a week. The point is you got a 100000
Fuck You!!!!
That's right. I said it. Fuck You!! I feel better now than I've ever felt before. It's called living a life without rules. Without the stress, without the need to make everyone happy. Putting ME first before everyone! How do I say it plain? Pleasing peeps was my main goal... at once upon a time. I tried to kick the habit, but it kept calling me. Once I realized if your mad at me, damnit... fuck you. Its done and over with now. Geez, if anyone has a problem with me, you can take it up with me down there aka blow me.  Don't get me wrong, I love everyone. But if you can't be pleased and need everything and then some to be happy... for the next 5 minutes... then FUCK you... Check it out, I'm cool, calm, collect writing this. Funny Stuff. Woot Woot! Freedom Rings At Last! Fuck Yall!
Stupid Idiots Worry...
It seems that in today's age, the majority of people in our realm of existence tend to worry on a daily basis about Bull. Why?I'm going to give you guys the benefits of worrying right now!****....uhmmm........******mmm.......******That's about it.SO QUIT IT!You guys waste too much time, effort, money, not to mention health too on your worry factor. Yeah. Get this. If you worry, whats it going to do about the problem? NOTHING. NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL. This is why the book, "The Secret" is BULLSHIT. Think this and you'll be that way... OK, so if I think I'm skinny and eat 10 candy bars a day, cook my burgers and fries in lard, and eat a gallon of ice cream on a daily basis, I'm going to be super skinny! WRONG. Instead of "thinking" yourself to get somewhere... "Do" something to get somewhere. "Doing" has a lot more power than "Thinking".On to worrying... Worrying cannot change what has already happened, so it can't change the past. Worrying also cannot do anything for your future EXCEPT
They act like they care, Giving advice when it’s needed. They want to help when you’re hurting inside, Especially when times get tough. Times got rough, They all took off. Showing how much they truly care. What friends I have; I made a wise decision Just to get stabbed in the back. I won’t let it bother me, I deserve better than that. You can come back around, Don’t expect a word out of me. I gave you a chance to be my friend, You’ve gone and messed it up again. I don’t want to hear a word, Not a single whimpering apology. So to you I have to say, “Peace and asscheeks bitches, Stay the fuck away”. To those who are stickin by my side, I thank you in so many ways. You made us smile when we were sad. You made us laugh when we cried. You are the angel God blessed us with; Thank you for being so precious. It made us sad to see you go, But the memories will live on. Our hearts are with you always; You will never
Why Cant I
why cant i leave an update or say anymore then i am online? this as been going on for over two weeks and it is pissing me off. I am so mad about it that i am thinking when my vip is up i am leaving the site. And I am also getting no drinking at all either.
The True American Biker
they say were bad men and that we are the scum that rots the country and now there trying to call an american biker a domestic terrorest! well first of let start by telling you the in all the world in any country you will not find a more paitriotic person than the american biker we love our country and respect the wars and pain this great nation has gone through but the truth be told the true american biker , what ever his legak status may be will lay down his life for this country to defend the honor and to guard aganst its enemies i call apon all bikers to band together in defence of this country because its being taken over from the inside the new shit head in the whitehouse is going to make us all wear dipers on our heads and prase ala well i got some news fro you the only 2 diferences between a terrorist and a baby is a baby is sweet AND SMART ENOUGH TO WEAR A DIPER ON HIS ASS NOT HIS HEAD they kill our women and children , oh? didnt know that?? in oklahoma there was a daycare in
Halloween Costume
So i have yet to decide what i should be for halloween..  I have 2 ideas, one is to wrap myself in xmas wrapping and bows and go as gods gift to women..  the other is to make a paper bag out of poster boards with the letter D on the them and go as a dbag..  which do u think i should do..  any other ideas would be helpful..
Random Things
Past few weeks(3 to be exact) I've been having the same kinda nightmares ever couple days and that makes it hard to get any sleep. In my dreams I have been murdered stabbed shot drowned garroted etc. Not very pleasing. In my dreams I know who it is who does these things to me but when I wake up I have no clue. So with pen in hand I decided to write out how I am feeling and by meditating and listening to my spiritual guides how I am overcoming the negative energy these dreams are giving me.I stand there atop the mountain. Lookin into the vast storm approaching. My body rigid, waiting not caring that the elements start to assault my body. Betrayer.My body starts to be cut as your words slash into me. The tears start to form, well up and fall down my face. I stand not moving, not caring. BetrayerThe storm overtakes me rocking my body whipping its harsh poisonous wind as your callous uncaring wreck my soul. My body hurts, aches but does not fall as it should. BetrayerI glance down into the
Sunday December 6th is my birthday . Can you help me celebrate it by helping me reach disciple ? That is my goal for my birthday . Well that and 1000 friends . But the level would be great !! Thank you for reading this .
Someone Copy Writing My Videos Lol
Someone advertising my video I found it on Youtube lol !! Really wanting to find the real Desperate house wife lol you can find me here wink!! DesirEye's       DesirEye's
What The Hell Happened To Me!!!
This is something I wrote on Dec. 29th of 2000, it's how I felt then and now it seems I feel this way again.     Once a cute obedient child, Now just an asshole in the first degree. Full of mischief, a boy gone wild, What the Hell happened to me!!!   Always yes sir and ma'am, Now I could give a shit less. I see life now as I don't give a damn, What the Hell happened, my life's a mess!!!   Out on the street it's by my rule's, Don't like what I say, well FUCK YOU, You aint shit as far as I'm concerned, Oh and by the way, you can go to Hell too.   One more thing before I go, No matter what I say or do, An answer to a question I need to know, What The Hell Happened To You???  
True Love (i Did Not Write This, Matt Did)
I didnt wrte this Matt did,I just wanted to post it cuz i like it and i honestly dont think i have ever been in love,But i know ppl have been in love with me Anyway he gets the credit for this blog not me   To whomever reads this what does true love mean to you? I think now a days people use the I love you* too freely not understanding what it really means. To love someone in my opinion is to be there for that certain someone. To see past all of their flaws and to see the good in them. To cherish every moment that they have with that person and of course missing them when they aren't there. To respect them and not to treat them as property but as your equal. Knowing that without them you are only a half but with them you're a whole. To me it would make you feel like nothing can harm you or even hurt you...I guess to say that you feel invincible; like you could take on the whole world when you're with that person. And if you really love someone it doesn't matter the distance you are f
people of the world.unite against government coruption and greed.
The Mind Of A Mad Doctor
This song was the themesong for one episode of "Moral orel" on Adult Swim. I enjoyed it from the first listen, but I had to actually hear it a few times to realise the deeper meaning of this song. It is the ultimate "F*@% YOU" song. This song is the perfect explanation for that relationship you can't stand, but cant escape either. Here are the lyrics. Enjoy. (And NO, this has absolutely nothing to do with me and Arika. We're still madly in love. its just a funny song.) I hope that our few remaining friends give up on trying to save us. I hope we come up with a failsafe plot to piss off the dumb few that forgave us. I hope the fences we mended fall down beneath their own weight, I hope we hang on past the last exit, I hope its already too late. I hope the junk yard a few miles from here someday burns down and I hope that the rising black smoke carries me far away and I never come back to this town again in my life. I hope I lie and tell everyone you were a good wife. I hope you die. I h
My Poem Section
WOULD YOU If you seen me walking hopeless Would you, stop so your eyes can focus Would you, wonder whats your name Would you, walk with me in the rain Would you, for the friendship you gain Would you, ask what has made you cry Would you, pass me and ponder why Would you, join me hand in hand Would you, journey with me across the land Would you, walk along the sea in the sand Would you , wonder if i was the one would could you bring back my sun The One        Have you ever met the one? The one that made your body quiver. The one that makes your heart beat shiver. The one person that eyes make you glow The one thing that makes your blood flow. The one who touches deep into your soul. The one you want to hold tight . The one that sends your spirit into flight. The one who's thought drives you home at night. The one special person that feels so right. The one that smiles at you ever so wide. The one with feelings you cant hide. The one person that gives you will.
Isn't it funny how you never really screamed at my face?but your anger so unspoken and unchannelled permeates my essence to the point where IDon't want to see you, hear you, be anywhere near you,you probably think I'm threatened by you but your illusionary power doesn't threaten meActually I think it's kind of funny that you create an illusion that is a mirror,I don't appreciate you and I know that that surprises youI suppose you see that those who follow their heart always win,those with integrity have won the match before it's begunSo rather than being kicked around, I'm going to kick you to the curbSo rather than being pushed around, I'm going to push you away firstSo rather than trying to protect you, I'm going to cover my bases firstSo rather than trying to open my heart, I'm going to lock it with a keySo that only the special ones, so that only the special ones, can ever get through to meSome can see beyond the barrier of threshold whereas others can't see beyond their sculptured
In Love
Ok check this out im going to be alone this thanksgiving and x-mas again i mean 4 real i had a girl that i though loved me as much as i still love her and i cant beleve that im such a fukin goob i just dont know what to do im so lonly and iv been so lonly 4 so long i ust cant seem to let her go i know that she has let me go and she tells me that she still wants us to talk but yet she makes no efort some 1 tell me what i should do and where im living is complet hell and my hole life is fuked up and i was so looking forward to starting a life with her she knows how much i care about her i was gonna give up every thing 4 her EVERY THING im just about to loose my mind so hoo ever reads this plzz help me with a comment  i will b moving to my grlfriends house next week damn i cant wait i realy do love her and she loves me to its been along time sence i as loved a meen truly loved im so excited i will be spending the rest of my life with ths girl
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Can Someone Help Me With A Morph?
I am wondering if anyone can help me out and make a morph of me of the devil pic and a picture of me from my default? Anybody that can help that would be awesome thank you :)   Katie
Not Giving Up On Life
Yeah so these are always the worst, space filling posts...but I'll use it to give anyone who cares a chance to get to know me a little bit. I'm a 25 year old mom.  My beautiful angel is three now and up until recently I raised him alone.  The times were hard and only got worse when I lost my job a few months ago.  Right now he is in the care of his father, a man I'm currently divorcing.  I must say that we are at least being civil to one another and putting our son first in everything. My husband left me when my son was first born, but he wasn't around much while I was pregnant either.  In fact the last time there was any action in the bedroom with him was the night our son was conceived.  Six months ago, I told him I wanted a divorce and the man had the audacity to claim he still loved me.  Being absent 3 years really proved that I guess.  Enough about him though. I've moved on.  Though I'm still married have actively started dating other men and enjoying life as much as possible. 
Something Else
Who am I?Seems to be the question of the day.I'm the guy who taught your momma how to sway.To swing those hips,and shake her thang.I'm the guy who walks with his head held high,and that will never change.I hope you understand,i am nothing more than a man,that has changed more in his life than most ever have.I grew up rough,lived in the streets that were tough.Battled my way back from hell,look at me now man,im doin well,i'm alive at 39,supposed to be dead so long ago,the devil couldn't hold cause my spirit was to strong. Alot of hardships came way,but i broke through the barracades,all the obstacles that came before me,i just brushed them away.Call me names,go ahead,act less than your age,be a fool,i'll let the beast out of the cage.Ready to rumble?,man i dont think you are,tussel with me dog,and you'll leave with more than just a few scars.I'm the madman,originator of pain,violence is the my nature,of my own accord.You don't really know me,so don't claim that you do.Keep talking tras
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I don't understand how people can say they love you but don't really mean it. I also don't understand how someone can say they care but have a hard way of showing it. Its just very very fucked up! Im not pointing any fingers at anyone but its still very fucked up the way people treat one another especially when they love that person. I thought we were friends and I was hoping to have a future with this person but its kinda hard when i only hear from them every two weeks or so. So screw everyone I don't need anyone to make me happy!!
The warm light streamed down around her as the emerald blades tickled at her bare feet. She glanced about the quiet meadow and giggled, the sound of brush being disturbed behind her set legs in motion. She ran forward, her path weaving through the grass as it played against her bare thighs and the soft autumn breeze caressed her supple form. She had long since discarded what clothing she had been wearing when first arriving at the location, and although she was not quite sure where she was, she was sure she did not care. Hands clawed at the ground, her speed building as she raced towards the meandering brook that languidly made its way across the meadow, laughing in its own knowledgable way.Pausing at the stream she dipped close to it, full lips pressing to its crystal surface to drink softly of the brisk liquid before curling up on a sun warmed boulder. Ears twitched amidst cinnamon strands as amber gaze wandered about the meadow, she listened to the meadow lark complaining noisily fr
Articles Found
Since the earliest of times, trees, especially green evergreens, were worshipped by the pagans. To them it represented life and freshness. Since it was EVER green, it always had life. The trees were worshipped as symbols of life, fertility, sexual potency and reproduction. These pagan rituals of worship were then brought into the homes and set up as idols, with the belief that it would give men a heightened potency of sexual virility to procreate new life for their harvest god in the new year. The evergreen tree represented a "PHALLIC" symbol (the mans sexual organ of reproduction) set in an upright position.. Any wonder why people hang round balls on a tree? Is having a Christmas tree in your living room like putting a big, green, erect penis there to put presents under? And if so, how can one reconcile this practice with Christianity?   You need to put up a whole bunch of boobies and vaginas around the house to balance it out. Mom Opens "Haunted House" in Home Wher
"like You" (story I Am Writing)
         It had been almost a month since Mike told me never to call him again. I have cried myself to sleep ever since then. I awoke with a call from Teresa asking me to come over and drive her to the dollar store when I got a chance. “I’ll be right over”, I told her. I got up, took a hot shower, straightened my hair and headed to my room to get dressed. I thought to myself, “Okay, if I do see him, I want to look cute. Wait, he doesn’t want to see me, so it doesn’t matter. No, I will look cute.” I sat there for a good ten minutes arguing with myself on what I should wear. I finally decided on short jean shorts, a black tank top, and tennis shoes. I quickly ran down stairs and got into my car and headed to Sarasota. After fifteen minutes of driving I pulled up to Teresa’s door and honked. After a moment or two I saw Teresa walk out and get into my car. “Its been awhile since I have seen you last”, Teresa told me. “Yeah,
I quit my job today.  Yesterday was the last straw with my boss who is a married guy who can't keep his hands off women who work for him.  I threatened to report him but he said it would be my word against his and no one would believe me.  I kind of wish now I would have set him up and agreed to meet him at the super 8 and then call his wife to show up and bust his nasty creepy ass.  :(  
Me Without You
Me without you is like...A pot head who's not highA plane that doesn't flyA suicidal that doesnt dieA fat man with no boobsA condom with no lubeA starcraft with no noobsA hooker with no luckA hoe that doesn't suckA slut that doesn't f***A shoe with no lacesA nerd without bracesAsentencewitoutspacesA gay guy without styleS**t without a pileA phone without a dialA desk without a seatSocks without feetA heart missing its beat
Something Different
Life’s Tough When You’re Stupid... A classroom full of first year Veterinary students were participating in their first day of anatomy class. For the lecture, the professor begins by unveiling a dead cow under a white sheet laying on an operating table. The professor tells the class “In Veterinary Medicine, there are two qualities you must possess as a doctor – the first of which is a strong stomach. You cannot, under any circumstance, be disgusted by anything involving an animal’s body. For example, the Professor pulls back the sheet and sticks his finger right up the dead cow’s hindquarters, pulls out his finger and sticks it in his mouth. The students just stand there, paralyzed at what they see. “Now, go ahead and do the same thing, each of you,” the professor says. Freaked out, the students take several minutes but eventually take turns sticking their fingers up into the anal cavity of the dead cow, and then sucking on them. Once eve
Masks I Wear
I'm not complicated...I'm complex...There are many facets to me...Some of which I do keep hidden...It depends on the mask I'm wearing at the time...We all have them...We all wear them... I've often been told I wear my emotions on my should be more like my face...When I was younger...My uncle was watching a movie with me....At one point he started to chuckle...The movie wasn't funny...So I asked him what was so funny...and his reply was..."You"....Me? I asked him...."Yes, You"....He said that he'd never seen someone with such emotion on their face....That when something was funny...a smile would be there....That if it was in anger....I would scowl....That if sad....tears would form....I didn't like it....I didn't want everyone to know what I was feeling all the time...So the masks appeared.... Growing up I'd realized that my masks were there whenever I needed them....Showing a sign of weakness is something that I have a fear of doing.....I mean come on...if I show t
Say What!
Wnna make my fantasy  come true for me.....   Put on the original Mike Myers costume and chase me around the house acting like I'm your victim....cut my clothes off of me and fuck the hell out of me.........   I have a think for Mike seriously cream myself watching Halloween!  
This Is Me For The Better
[V1]Let's get the story straightYou were a poisonYou flooded through my veinsYou left me brokenYou tried to make me thinkThat the blame was all on meWith the pain you put me throughAnd now I know that it's not me it's you[Chorus]It's not me it's youAlways has been youAll the lies and stupid things you say and doIt's youIt's not me it's youAll the lies and pain you put me throughI know that it's not me it's youYouYouIt's not me it's you, you[V2]So here we go againThe same fight we're always inI don't care so why pretendWake me when your lecture endsYou tried to make me smallMake me fall and it's all your faultWith the pain you put me throughAnd now I know that it's not me it's you[Bridge]Let's get the story straightYou were a poisonFlooding through my veinsDriving me insaneAnd now you're gone awayI'm no longer chokingFrom the pain you put me throughAnd now I know that it's not me it's you One Day Too Late lyricsV1Tick tock hear the clock countdownWish the minute hand could be rewoundSo
Why Is It???
Why is it when a man wants to get laid all the time it is wrong but when a women wants it it is ok??? 
Now This Is Fucked Up
Apparently a known terrorist has now declared the suspected Ft Hood shooter a hero. Please do not let this war spill on to our lands again. America has bled enough. We have lost over 5,000 American lives some old some young to this movement. We have fought. we have not faltered, we have not tired and we have not failed. I supported President Bush when he sent us, and I still support that decision today. Those of you who do not support us don't really know the truth or see the bigger picture. enough for now im getting pissed with the communist news network (CNN) According to dept of state, America is the number one country for sex slave trading. This leads me to tell everyone in America, GO BUY A GUN. Protect your own. If you are a member of this growing trend how bout this...go fuck yourself and leave innocent ppl to fuck as they please.  In short I hope you die a horrible death you desperate derranged sex offender :) In recent news searches it was discovered that musicians have demand
You Could Have Heard A Pin Drop
Robert Whiting, an elderly gentleman of 83, arrived in Paris by plane. At French Customs, he took a few minutes to locate his passport in his carry on. "You have been to France before, monsieur?" the customs officer asked  sarcastically. Mr. Whiting admitted that he had been to France previously. "Then you should know enough to have your passport ready." The A merican said, 'The last time I was here, I didn't have to show it.." "Impossible. Americans always have to show your passports on arrival in France !" The American senior gave the Frenchman a long hard  look.  Then he quietly explained, ''Well, when I came ashore at Omaha Beach on D-Day in 1944 to help liberate this country, I couldn't find a single Frenchmen to show a passport to." You could have heard a pin drop. A U.S. Navy Admiral was attending a naval conference that included Admirals from the U.S. , English, Canadian, Australian and French Navies. At a cocktail reception, he fou
Blocking. Please Read
If you add me, and leave me either: rude or obnoxious comments, I will block & delete you. You should read in my profile that I am in love with David. I will NEVER cheat on him. Nor, will I put up with it. There's other things in life besides sex. Go out and get laid instead of looking at girls' pictures. Thank you. And, if you think I'm fat, ugly, nasty, etc. Do not talk to me. It wastes my time.
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I seePainted faces fill the places I can't reachYou know that I could use somebodyYou know that I could use somebodySomeone like you and all you know and how you speakCountless lovers under cover of the streetYou know that I could use somebodyYou know that I could use somebodySomeone like youOff in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleepWaging wars to shake the poet and the beatI hope it's gonna make you noticeI hope it's gonna make you noticeSomeone like me, someone like meSomeone like me, somebodyI'm ready now, I'm ready nowI'm ready now, I'm ready nowI'm ready now, I'm ready nowI'm ready nowSomeone like you, somebodySomeone like you, somebodySomeone like you, somebodyI've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see I NEVER COULD UNDERSTAND WHY WHEN THE RELATIONSHIP IS OVER WOMEN OR EVEN MEN BECOME SO VINDICTIVE, WHEN THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS EITHER PARTIES HAVE MOVED ON TO OTHER SPOUSES AND THE VINDICTIVE PERSON W
Tear Drops
Tear drops turns into rain as my heart yearns to feel your love as I miss you every waking moment longing for the day that I'll see you again Then the sun appears and it feels like your warm sweet sensual kisses touching my soft lips The warm soft breeze that is embracing me feels like your warm embrace that makes me feel like I'm living in a fairy-tale Tear drops continue to turn into rain over and over again Every thought, every song, every memory and every dream of you makes me want to cry Nothing is the same without you, everything seems to be froze in time Wanting to continue to make memories with you, waiting for you to come back home Tear drops will continue to fall until the day that I get to hold you in my arms again. Being without you makes it seem like life has no purpose. But every thought, every song, every memory and every dream brings tear drops that turns into rain
Ahh... 95... I was apparently a happier child, then :p     LOVE   It brings to knees the strongest of men. It can brighten lives and give life within. It can leave you crying 'til the middle of the night, or can fill your heart with sunshine so bright. It's the sound of a dozen small angels that sing. So 'tis right to say Love's a wonderful thing.   2-14-95 As you can see... I was EMO before it ever had a NAME!  ;)  Ah... what a sad sad child I was...  All these seem to center around the same time in 96... must have been a harsh break-up ^_^   CLOSETS   Through the emptiness of alone a hand reaches out the soft touch on my brow soothes the pain. The angry red welts lashed across my heart begin to heal, slowly. Ever so slowly. The shredded remains of trust draw together by an unseen force, and start to mend. The memories that torment a shattered mind are thrust into an impregnable closet in my soul specially designed for pain not meant to be handle
Inside My Head :/
This story begins when Lotta 10 is on the way home after playing at a friends house ..Lotta discovers that dad is not home so she goes to the playground and sit down to wait for her daddy to come home ..After a while, uncle Stig comes by to gonna visit dad, sees Lotta in the playground and begins to talk to her ..Since Lotta had been waiting quite awhile she is starting to get really hungry, uncle Stig says they can go home to him and eat, - we leave a note to dad so he knows where you are ..So Lotta who have known Uncle Stig all her life trusted him and followed him to the car ..The sound of the engine made Lotta fall asleep as it does with almost every child ..Lotta wakes up in a very strange place and sees uncle Stig looking real strange ..- Why does he looks so strange? she asks herself .. She notices he has taken off his clothes ..She gets scared when he start to slowly walk towards her with a tie ..He puts the tie around her neck, and tighten it until she faints ...She wakes up w
What It Is You Do To Me
There you sitsmilingAnd it's you I watchwantingBut you don't even knowWhat it is you do to meSo I keep on watchingand wantingas I bleedEvery time I look at youEvery time I talk to youEvery time I smell youMy heart continuesmeltingAnd I am foreverdreamingWhenever you pass me byWhenever you catch my eyeI feel like I want to cryBecause of what it is you do to meYour eyesgleamingAnd your lipsplead
Pissed Off
getting pissed off with so called friends and other users, i hit there page and rate them and very few even bother to view my page let alone rate it or my pics, it pisses me off in a big way............oh, and as for ignorance too many on here just ignore you when you speak to them
That Real Life Dj Opurtunity For You And Famliy And Friendz
this iz for all you laidez and jentz who are lookin for a real life dj for your small partiez, for you bar gigz, and also for you weddingz, we garentee that you will get getin on your lambo feetiez and beatin feet on that dance floor message me and ill give you a set price i will get to you as soon as possible.thank you  and peace out everyone this if for people located near my state will be able to work out a deal ill keep ya posted if i can do it ..have a wonderful day CHECK...CHECK!!! whatz up people my name iz daniel my homiz call me blocs...and me and my dj parther that i work with will soon be lookin for people who know how to dj and know how to work a sound board...youmust be riliable and must be good under pressure and have at least 5 YEARS of experance so if you are intrested me please email me at or message me on here when im on here peace out hope to hear from you soon if your intrested!!! Come to Charleys bar aka funny bar in iowa  to listen to some live
In The Darkness Of The Void
Here I stand, alone. Forsaken.Nothing around to see, No one to turn to.Pitch black is all my straining eye can make out.Will it end? Will it go?Following the footsteps of the past, leading to the same result.Repeating the horrendous nightmare over and over again.Gaining hope and losing it quicker than the shot of a silver bullet.Silence and deadliness is everything. Get used to it.I keep following a false light I see in my head.It always ends up back where I started.I might as well sit here and stay.No use running aimlessly anymore.Too much hatred out there anyway.Full of death and spite.Sick of fabrications and deceptions.If you want something done f*cked up, leave it to a Human.So here I am, here I stay.Out of everybody's miserable ways.Stay away! Stay gone!And let me Rest In Peace. Before I begin... If the title offends you... suck it up. The truth hurts. Get used to it. If it wasn't true about YOU, it wouldn't effect YOU. People are idiots. Period. They believe anything! Everyt
Surrendered Death
Tortured FleshBeat Down BodyBruised and BrokenBleeding, Torn HeartRunning to HideNothing is StationaryEvery Step of Mine is Two of TheirsI am FallingMust keep GoingEndless MazeAround in CirclesMy Ending is My StartJust Give InCan't Go FurtherLay Down, Make It EasyAnd Death Takes Me In
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Cause Of A Broken Heart
Prev Or No Prev
Is a guy or girl a prev for looking & rating the NSFW pics? Why or why not?
How Government Spending Hurts National Security
America is one of the strongest, wealthiest and freest nations onearth; she is largely in control of her own fate. Therefore, any realthreat against America will likely come from within. Today, one of themain internal threats is crushing government debt. Few things can march a great power down the road of decline fasterthan irresponsible economic policies. Current estimatesof our national debt exceed $7 trillion -- $22,000 per person -- afigure likely to increase by $9 trillion over the next decade. Unlike in times past when the nation was saddled with exorbitantdeficits, today's imbalance is long-term and will heavily burdenfuture generations. And this financial shortfall will wreak havoc onour national security. That's because the more money we commit toever-expanding big-government programs, the less we have for defense.The U.S. military might be unable to protect a sea lane vital to tradeand military supply lines. We might be unable to suppress an enemyregime that launches a terro
Recondite Meanderings.
Darkness rains! Darkness reigns! Searching for the obligatory apologies that never come. She looks upon the silted landscape - hoping, pleading to whatever ear may catch her somber notes, that her savior will come to her, with promises of salvation: Lost. She wonders! She wanders! She feels most inept; the death-throes are more frequent, now. Guilt-ridden, blood-drenched - her eyes have witnessed the fiery destruction of humanity. Oh, the humanity of it all!! The ashes have supplanted the air that she once breathed into her lungs; she gasps for it, like the proverbial "fish out of water". She seizes! She ceases! She draws her last breath. He comes from there - that place... over there. He surveys the detritus; he turns in disgust! Her tears have yet to reach the ground: Suspended all! Educating the public is essential to the progression of scientific literacy. We should take the initiative (both as professionals and dilettantes), to actively engage the public at large, and to present (
Zero Cool
In times of war or uncertainty there is a special breed of warrior ready to answer our Nation’s call. A common man with uncommon desire to succeed. Forged by adversity, he stands alongside America’s finest special operations forces to serve his country, the American people, and protect their way of life. I am that man.My Trident is a symbol of honor and heritage. Bestowed upon me by the heroes that have gone before, it embodies the trust of those I have sworn to protect. By wearing the Trident I accept the responsibility of my chosen profession and way of life. It is a privilege that I must earn every day.My loyalty to Country and Team is beyond reproach. I humbly serve as a guardian to my fellow Americans always ready to defend those who are unable to defend themselves. I do not advertise the nature of my work, nor seek recognition for my actions. I voluntarily accept the inherent hazards of my profession, placing the welfare and security of others before my own.I serve wi
 GHOST SEX A professor at the Oklahoma University was giving a lecture on the  supernatural. To get a feel for his audience, he asks, 'How many people here believe in ghosts?' About 90 students raise their hands. 'Well, that's a good start. Out of those who believe in ghosts, do  any of you think you have seen a ghost?' About 40 students raise  their hands. 'That's really good. I'm really glad you take this seriously. Has  anyone here ever talked to a ghost?' About 15 students raise their  hand. 'Has anyone here ever touched a ghost? Three students raise their  hands. 'That's fantastic. Now let me ask you one question further....Have  any of you ever made love to a ghost? Way in the back, Bubba raises  his hand. The professor takes off his glasses, and says
Photo Effects
Hello you fubar fucks LOL JK.  Well anyways I like to add effects to photos and other things. So if you would like me to make you a photo effect photo check out what I have made and just hit me up. Thanks Tim 
What do you think of girls who steal the other girl's man?a whore What do you think of boyfriends/ girlfriends calling each other by food names?cute if it's private and others can't hereWhen you say you're Independent, do you actually believe it?YESWho was the last person you said "i love you" to?dirkyDid you mean it?yes I doDo you need to say something to someone?sureNew phone or new computer?new computer but I am jealous of dirks new phone Are all guys players and cheaters?most are but not all Reason behind the last time you cried really hard?stress but it's been a loooong time since I cried really hardHas anyone slapped your butt in the last week?maybe ;-)Are you wearing short shorts?too cold for that Are you afraid to stay home all alone?NOEver sleep with the people on your top myspace page?hmmm....Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?NOW:)Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?no outside my front door was the last kiss Do you think relationships are hard?The
The Random Thoughts Of A Madman
The Mad Hatter, Asmodeus, Big Poppa...All these things i have been called, But never any less, Nor ironiclly any more. There ofcourse, Are people within my life, That mean very much to me. My Love, My brother, and several more, But I am an agent of Chaos, Thus This shall be a venture, within the mind, Of a truely and faithfully, MadMan. Have you taken the brief moment today, to view the magic taking place all around you, or have you passed it by, ignorant as ever. Have you taken the time, To thank, Your children, Husbands and wives, fathers and mothers, For being with you all this time, Faithfully, and completly? Have you taken notice, of the magic, of life? There are things within this realm of existance, people take for granted, to be there, day after day. Never Questioning why it is the way it is. Instances such as not taking a few moments of the day, to view that one perfect sunset, or taking the time, to watch the hummingbird, sip of the nectar, of a singular rose. Ofcourse, Peopl
Class Debate
Before I begin,I wanted to say that while I respect the opinions of others, I also ask that you be respectful of me while commenting on this blog. Thank you.In my Critical Thinking class today we were having a debate about capital punishment and it was a very lively and spirited one.Myself and a few others admittedly have high Christian values and when you have that I think you have to expect great opposition. I know this from experience.At one point I was sure the instructor was going to lose control of the class,but she managed to hold it together.Anyway, I greatly oppose the death penalty. My reasons for it are important to me as well as a numerous others.In my opinion,for a court to deliver a death sentence to a murderer is just plain wrong. It's like they are trying to play at being God. As far as I'm concerned, the only difference between the two is that the court does it legally.One of the students mentioned that the Bible says,'an eye for an eye'. While that's true, there are a
Gotta love being A.D.H.D!!! laying in bed staring at the ciling while your brain holds u hostage... things u thought were behind u, Come flooding back n ur doing everything in your power to keep from screaming ur head off and having the neighbers call the cops!!! I've already been in one mental asylum I don't need to go back at this time... even tho it was the best vacation I ever had!!! I just can't shake the feeling something is missing!?!?!? Something I am searching for... But then I tell myself it's nothing... No Need to worry myself... But yet it's eatting away at me like... A beaver eats wood!!! My mind won't let it go away... I wanna run my head into a brick wall!!! IDK what to do right now. I am slipping back into the slow and menicing madness!!! Maybe I can just sit here and drool on myself while I slip away!
Politics & Philosophy
" I shall do so," he said, " with your help." " Do you then believe that dialectic is to be set as the coping-stone on top of our educational structure, and that we can rightly place no other science higher than this, but that our system of the sciences is now complete ? " " Indeed I do." XV. "Well then," I proceeded, "it only remains for you to determine the principle of distribution, to whom we shall assign these studies, and in what way we shall apportion them." "That is clear," he replied. " Do you remember what kind of men we selected when we were first choosing rulers ? " " Certainly I remember." " I would have you then further grant that men of the character we mentioned must be chosen, that we should prefer the staunchest, the bravest, and, as far as possible, the fairest. And, more than this, we must not only require them to be endowed with a noble and steadfast nature, but also to possess traits which are suitable to the education which we intend to give them." " What
Big Beautiful Fallen Angels
For Me From Shia :d
My heart aches for the sweet glance of the repears face as he entices my soul, forever lost in his hold...please death, do not let go.
No filter, all wit,a gold plated razoragainst their jade skin,drawing red tears of esteem. Your cuts bleedpretty little puddles,pretty little streams.Almost unnoticed at firstyou dance with atomss
On Touch...
It is to feelnot to seenailstravellanguidlyconnectingnerveto nervousstatic electricityas if a gridalmost ohmlesscovered meyour fingersmagneticpulledfrom nodeto nothingheading higherso insanely slowsensations tricklespiral up my spinealong with fin
Make Me
Wrapped up in your wild rose,you covered with my cassia,both tangled in sheets.Pleasantly mired in you as lust burned fingertipspaint twirling remdinders                                        down                         down                     &n
Fireworks,flashlight,anything that brightens up the night.We trickle candle massand stick like candy flossto what feels right.Cavemen,trilobites,history is greedy, guard your rights.I rewind for primal want,but nonchalant you speakfrom holy heights.I heard you say I'll die for you
Mood Swing...
Feedingmy mood swingwith a bleeding of fearsfallinglike leavesaround my feetblending with tearsthat hangstrips dripsfor just as muchno-reason-at-allas the panicwelling swellingand still
Stretching Of A Questionmark
Like I said,whether you heard or not,through waves crashingfrom commotion of ripplesyou unknowingly stir,this is why.This is whyI crawl up near,closer than comfort,to let your breathon my necklull us bothto sleep......because that is my home,not those walls.And this is whyI sometimes askfor you to comeand just be around,not hold me closeor kiss it better,but just to watch mewhen I cry......because privacyis too small a room.Anyway, like I said,because you never evenreally tried,you merely turn my conceptsinside out, just passing by......and then you havethe nerve to ask?
Three Different Ways
How much fat shit can you talkin a smacked up hour or two?I know, or rather, I knewhow to chew down,spin out, contain, seep up, in three different ways,back in the days,the good old,very old,better left untold,beautiful haze.Better left untold?Here I am, spitting out,and the fat shit I talk nowcould never compareto how tongue and wit danceddefaced, defecated, dominated.Or at least, that's what I thoughtwhen the haze and the slurof three different waysto spin out, contain, seep upwas the kindest of friends,letting me love my dancing,dominating fat shit wit.I never understoodthat no one understood,but my beautiful hazeand I.Never dominating,always dominatedby seep up, untold,smacked up hours,three different ways,and beautiful haze.How much fat shit can you talkwhen breathless from numb nerveswho can not communicatethe fatigued limbs, back, headbecause seep upand beautiful hazewill not let you knowhow tired,so far from bold,beautiful, daring,and dominatingyou really are?When you parade wh
Bite Me!
yeahyou heard meopen wideaccepttake a chunkof bittersweetgo onsink your teeth inwork those jawsfor realthis timebite yes biteuntil all heldheaven or hellbursts freeto coat your lipswith all that is me    water nectar syrup              spirit spit semen                        bourbon blood bile                                  acid lava loveI'm your applein the garden of edenso bite baby bitebecomea part of metonight
Creation Of Words
Words flowed from my fingertips.lust in blood with tearsof fear and love written on the body. A secret language in passion,encrypted messages understood by no one.Except his eyes.She holds the code that deciphers this heart this mind which lies within the deepest part of meHerein, he defines creation.It is raw emotionI spill for himboth complex and simple that moves the muse,stirs an echo of little words. I leak from vital points.Almost visceral its tearingthoughts from me...thoughts of him.Words formed, everythingeverything I want.I want to say.Shouldn't.
Live Feed
this iswhat an aftertouchis to a symphonybarely noticedin the stormof what wasthis islingering resonancenine hundrednanosecondsin durationbut saying everythingthat was ever spokenin one final exhalewhen commotionwas cut sharpinto the loudestsilence ever heard this isyour facerelaxing afterexciting expressionexercise to sinkback into stillnessalmost closed eyesskin so unstrainedbrushing yourstill parted lipsagainst minethis isyour voicea soft moaning sighin sharp contrastto the hollering highthat seconds agofilled the roomand my mindthat uneloquentchanting explodingtonightthis isso much morethan my stillhammering hearttrying to lowerthe pulseas powerlesswe exhaleand sink softlyonto ourselvesand welcomethe aftertouchof a symphonyfor now I ama candid mirrorseamless, askew,slightly altered,familiar view.I make you thinkyou sense nexus,perfect match,pegs and holes,a gemini union.But no,there isno uplink,not a twinconnectiononly me;your customizedreflection. insomnia strikesi dreamthat i sle
What Are We?
Are we nocturnal,creatures of dusk,wide pupil night visionenhanced?Deep sea monsters,clinging to bare rockand one another,like nothing elsemattered.As if we couldgo on like thisforever,in silent,carnal nexus,exploring the depthof each other'soceans.Are we amazon,astral, ancient,spanning from historyto hysteria?Rampant scribesrewriting legendsby taste and touchalone.Titans in clashedtectonic tension,as granite, as gold,and meltingfrom within.Are we everanywhere as eternalas in that madness,a singular pinnaclecrystal moment,when spiral galaxiesintersect,and embrace?
black velvetsliding like raincaressing soft moundsshifting to make wayand make day out ofblack velvet nightsliding sleepy slowlyrevelling ravishingwonders of daylightbright skinstraps finallyfalling from shouldersto release, revealwhat I achingly seekbut no, oh nostill clingingto curvesby some magicmagnetic marvelin those hallowedhallucinogenic hipsyou knowyou know so wellhow to capturemy attentionhow with nothingbut velvet bindthis heart to yoursforever and a daywith a slightestof sighsgravity conquersyour resistanceat lastand youconquer me
Don't worry,you can always fall backinto a pool of spilt milk,bleed it salty with crocodile tearsof could have beens,those pretty little rewindfocus shifters beckoning,teasing you from the other sideof an impenetrable leadand cigarette smoke wall,those taunting evasiveegosexual suggestions,freed from the shacklesthat bind us allto trickling iotason the fourth dimension axis.Or go ahead,light a spark,open the faucetand ignite the blamethrowerto scorch cleanerroneous extradermic illusions,the conspirator's razor thinspider web connections,nemesis shadows,betrayal bluesbreakdown boredomblah blah blah...One final crystal night.One holocaust of cleanse your conscience.
Inside Again
Brooding again with blue devilswho know me all too well as they always find what they leave behindThey welcome with tailscoiling around meslippery with anxiousnessThey whisper as theyplant seeds of doubtfertilize with liesthat endlessly multiplie Jettison this junkfrom my head to clear away moody logic Yes, although I love youorgasms don't fix everythinggive me time to eat my own heart outTomorrow I'll slip awaythen everything will be all right
Fucking The Paper With A Pen
For those who can notice such things,these walls must roarin echo of sentences never spoken,and other ungodly expressions never exclaimedinto the stale air, this perpetual stench,indecisives' sweat impregnatedin plaster and paint.Amateur Hour recorded rhetoricswhispers past failures back at us.Not that I listen anyway,my focus strained to your voiceand your voice alone.It is open night on spit, and the micthat is my perception, erect, anticipatingyour growl and grip, is primed for action.Satisfaction is a deepthroat gruntof passing thresholds unknown to science.And I wait, I wait,and wait for youto stop talking......and start speaking.You own the words... you carry themlike nitro, locked in a Pandora's Box,suppressed to oblivion and shame.But as tangible as your name.Words you could never commit toink and scratch - they would scorch paper,and wreak havoc if digitally committedto transport through a fatal pixel push.But spoken,cutting and fusing new neural paths,they would static charge
Flu Precations 1-0-1
Subject: Dr. Oz - Swine Flu - Good Advice/H1N1 Preventive Methods            The following advice, given by Dr. Oz, makes a lot of sense and is important for all to know:        The only portals of entry are the nostrils and mouth/throat. In a global epidemic of this nature, it's almost impossible to avoid coming into contact with H1N1 in spite of all precautions. Contact with H1N1 is not so much of a problem as proliferation is.         While you are still healthy and not showing any symptoms of H1N1 infection, in order to prevent proliferation, aggravation of symptoms and development of secondary infections, some very simple steps, not fully highlighted in most official communications, can be practiced (instead of focusing on how to stock N95 or Tamiflu):          1. Frequent hand-washing (well highlighted in all official communications).          2. "Hands-off-the-face" approach. Resist all temptations to touch any part of face (unless you want to eat or bathe.) 
The Dark Abyss
Read Me!
my biggest fear is losing my nephew to his parents! i have been rasing him sicne he was 2months old.his pareants are alcohalics and both in rehab.he is 7months old now.i put his crib next to my bed at night cuz thats how scared iam.i don't wanna give him back even if they are sober and all better again.they put that child through hell!!! and i had to deal with it all since the day he was born!.i did everything for them. i love my nephew more then my own life! i have nightmares of him being kidnapped and i guess thats why i cannot sleep at night im too busy watching over him sleep so i don't. he is my entire life.  I think this was a great performance. He reminds me of Madonna, Prince and Michael. I don't understand all the fuss. We see provocative performances all the time from rappers and half naked girls and some of Beyonce's performances have been questionable if you are going to take the high road. I think he is a great sin...ger and good performer which was more than some
why is life so hard to live Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Others stay awhile, make footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same  Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.
Levelup Requirements
1. You/they must be online so they can return rates.As they return rates it makes them go down faster,making it easier to get them leveled.2. All we ask is that the person being leveled rates and fans the people helping them level.3.Less then 19K they Must have at least 100 rateable items... pictures must be not ripped and NSFW pictures because you get no points for ripped pictures or for NSFW pictures.4. If they have 20k. Must have 200 sfw pics/stash5. If they have 30k. Must have 300 sfw pics/stash 6. If they have 50k. Must have 500 sfw pics/stash7. If they have 200k or less and running autos must have 500 sfw pics/stash8. Family Member's have priority, please send a message to one of the staff or homepage if you need to be leveled.
My Life In A Nut Shell
well my sister in-law Brittany went in a like a week or so ago went in for a pet scan done(that were they see how the cancer is looking) and well they got the results back and they could not find any of the Hodgkin's lymphoma!!!!!!  She still have to go in for kemo for the rest of the year, (thats only like 3 or 4 more times) Wow so its been some time since I last posted a blog, so here it goes So my birthday just pasted and I turned 25 this year, I didn’t do much in they way of having a party like I did last year, but then I did just started working again and I was beat! But hey I’m working!  I’m engaged to the greatest guy ever! He makes me so happy!! I look forward to starting out life together, we recently set down and pick a date for the wedding it’s going to be March 20, 2010. I am so happy to have him in my life. I do not know were I would be with out him. I love you Michael you are my best friend, my soul mate, you filled in the missing pieces to my hea
Personal Gripe...
I have come to terms about the loss of my children n my failed marrage. that should be the end right there, Right? well thats not true. I have found more to me. I can't stand the thought of me being happy... Its just disturbing to me at all levels. If I let my guard down I might get stepped on again. 2 lovers and many ex friends later, I just can't stand the thought of getting close to another.Yeah people might argue that thats not the way to go. But in this past year all I have learned from people is that everyone has a price and they want more. I ended up being homeless again cuz of that crap. Then my moms house started on fire and she had to basically work as a slave for a man she thought was her friend. I just can't seem to let my guard down to anyone. I am just to jaded... I am in the middle of a Great Big FUCKING Family Feud!!! Since my special needs cousin left his dad and he told us about it... Now My older brother has taken my fathers family side... and he isn't even blood
   "The Legend of the Deam Catcher"      Long ago when the world was young, Spider Woman appeared to an old spiritual leader. Spider Woman spoke to the elder about the cycles of life.... From infants to cildhood, to adulthood and finally to old age. And while Spider Woman spoke she wove a web in the elders willow hoop which had feathers and beeds and offerings on it. When she was finished , she spoke to the elder and said, "The air is filled with dreams both good and bad , waiting to come to the sleeping person. The Dream catcher sorts out those dreams , for, while the good dreams find the way to the peson through the hole at the webs center , the bad dreams don't know the way and get hopelessly tangled in the web where they fade with the first light of dawn."     "Author Unknown"      Rates and Comments would be nice. Well , first off I am looking to add more friends. Mostly from around Pinellas County. And from the rest of the Tampa Bay Area as well. For now that is about it. More
What Real Soldiers Do.
Pfc. Jeffrey Pearsall, 21, from Houston, was waiting outside in the parking lot for Smith. He was talking to his brother on a cell phone when a group of soldiers ran out the door and a window shatteredIt was only then that he heard the gunshots.He pulled his pickup truck forward, then hopped out and helped the wounded into the bed. He loaded as many as he could and sped off to the base hospital. Pfc. Amber Bahr, 19, of Random Lake, Wis., tore up her blouse and used it as a tourniquet on a wounded comrade. It was only later that she realized she'd been shot in the back, the bullet exiting her abdomen.
Cell Phone
am not sure if it will work Lets just see shall we....... Don't know about the wish, but i got a text when i got to the bottom . . . coincidence? -- DeAnna Holy smokes, after i read this my boy mike called me....Sammii ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Mine did it tooo!!!!! - Bryan WOW EEEE!!!2@@@ ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Didn't work yet but I had a hell of a wish -------------------------------------------------------------------- My phone did to!! =l -------------------------------------------------------------------- My phone rang while I was reading this shit my phone rang too ---------------------------------------------------------------------- hOLY MoLy, mY cell phone RANG!!!!! ahHHHHHH -------------------------------------------------------------------- I hate chain letters, but my phone rang and it freaked me out Collin ------------------------------------------------------------------------
Where Were You??
I can’t stand this! Why won’t you listen? The words always come, but you’re never here to hear I’ve always wanted to see you, but you were in prison I always wondered where I’m from, but you ran away in fear   So where do I fit in this world? When you say I’m a mistake Because if you didn’t know, I always hoped you’d save me You’ll never be able to afford, to me you’re just a fake To me the world blows, and the cravings won’t leave   I just want to take those razors, and make myself bleed So you didn’t know me, but now you do So don’t bring up the favors, and make heed Since I were but three, we were through.
Poem I Wrote For My Mom
When I first got there, all I could see was death and decay. Darkness surrounded the area, and the smell of rotting flesh flooded my sense of smell. Nevertheless, there he was standing atop a mound of bodies, the man that started it all. His hair was silver as the moonlight with skin as white as snow and an expression so emotionless. He’s known as the God of Death, he brought destruction everywhere he went. Killing people, ranging from adults to even infants, nothing could stop him. This man has been alive since 1905, he was born a vampire. No one could understand how pure blooded vampires were conceived, but here he was alive and pure blooded. I stood there quietly watching the man; blood staining his white button up shirt as he held his katana out in my direction. I’ve lived my life lonely and scared Filed with pain and anger While kids ran to their parents I was left uncared To all who think I’m happy and bright I say you think wrong Because my heart is
My Souls Disgrace..
Alone I go, my fate in sorrow, I leave you with all my emotions but one, in my arms you dwelled, your heart embracing my tears as I fell from grace. I am alone in this endeavor, to suffer with my hate, my dying wishes....please be good, your mind so pure, your soul so warm....I wont forget when that when i broke, atleast you were in my arms.
Brain Teizze
O.K. Let me start with being crushed by 2000lbs. of concrete. Mostly lower extremities, a little Brain surgery nothin to serious! Now I am still me, maybe not the same me you knew before. Some dayz are better than others. Slight memory problems, constint PAIN!!! I know my friends and family get sick of hearing about it. But when they get sick of it they can Leave! I CAN'T!!! After 3 yrs. of CRYING my tears dried up! MAN, I haven't checked my email in almost aweek!!!! Too good to quit!to much fun! but help my computer skills!!!!!!!!! its gr8 having my own place. can have women stop by anytime & give me lovins!!!!
Single Mommys Living Hard Life
I can imagine how hard it must be for you single mommys, especially the ones struggling to make ends meet. And for the ones that are on welfare abusing the system, so not
Valuable Sports Cards
Please Dad
Please, Dad   As soft winds sweep away the daysI look back on life through a haze.Remember playgrounds, parks and friends,In childlike gaze that never ends.The laughter in a game of catch,Shall memory ever attach...To innocence in youthful eyes,Catching the ball to Dad's surprise.I recall my first bike, first wreck,Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?"Convinced me to give one more try,While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry.Just the joy knowing he was there,Making him proud my only care.There was nothing I couldn't do,My heart held fast that to be true.Though teenage years were kind of rough,I sure wasn't too big or tough.You taught me to defend what's rightAnd never back down from a fight.So I learned the hard way to stand,Still, with each lump, I found your hand.Drawing from you an inner strength,And stubborn pride of equal length.But there the line of fate was drawn,As though I blinked and you were gone.I found myself facing the sun,Not man, not boy, fatherless, one.Eye
My Cousin
    You are my cousin,trusted and true;And this is for everythingand all that you do.When the light seems so farand times are so low,You reach out your handto give me a place to go.When I find I can't make itand the mountain's too high,You give me your wisdomand help me to try.You've given me hopein times of despair.You do this for me,because I know you care.You make me laughwhen there are no smiles,Even though we're separatedby the miles.So let me tell you this,My Friend,If you ever need me,I'm here 'til the end.I give you my lovemy hand and my heart,And from your friendshipI'll never part.For everythingand all that you do,I want you to knowI'll do the same for you.So, when your days are blackand your nights are long,And it seems likeeverything will go wrong -I'm there by your sideyou're never alone.I'll be there for youto help lead you home.So, My cousin,as you can see;You're very special,especially to ME! ! !
What Is Your Sign
what is your sign       me iam scorpio sagittarius i was born on the cusps
Please don't cry for me though I 'm goneFor in heaven I have made my home.I know you'll miss me through the yearsBut, remember, in heaven there are no tears!Up here in glory I've taken my placeNear the Father where I can view his face.I'll only be gone for a short little whileUntil I greet you in heaven with a smile.I'll be waiting there with arms open wideTo open the gate and invite you inside.We'll sit down at the Marriage Supper of the LambUnited with Christ and all of his clan.We'll drink from the last communion cupAs death and hell are swallowed up.Then we'll drink a toast from the 'living wine'While seated at the table where we shall dine.The angel, Gabriel will blow his Gold Horn As comfort is given for those who mourned.We'll be surrounded by many angel wingsWhile seated with our Lord and our King.He'll read to us from the Lambs book of lifeThe names written in it, His church, His bride.We'll be with all our sisters and our brothersWhile seated there at the last supper.My grave
Ramblings Of An Idiot
Well, technically it's not mine. But there's no way in hell I'm letting my daughter actually drive this thing when she gets her license. She turns 16 next week. It was given to her by her grandfather. '78 MG Midget. So I decided to actuallt go tot this thing and am drunk off my ass so fuck off about anytypoes, etc.   I arrived like an hour after it started in hopes that lots of people were there, and there were. Upon my arrival I was given some dude Bobs's nametake instead of Jeff. good start i figured :)   So anyway, name tags straighed out I walk in. So first group of people I see is a dude I knew bob, I walk over, shake his handm and he basically is like, 'who the fuck are you'. So I wander off and am thjinking good start. So I start to walk across the room and suddlently my name is broadcast to everyone. I look up and the DJ happens to be a good friend of mine form school.   Hurray, I'm saved I think, Mark is a cool ass dude. So basically me and him spend othe rest o
The Rules On How To Talk To A Dj!!! (a Must Read, You Know Who You Are!!!)
The Rules On How To Talk To A DJ!!! (A Must Read, You Know Who You Are!!!) Category: Music HOW TO TALK TO A D.J. If you're going to talk to the club D.J., DON'T SAY... 1. "Play something good... something we can dance to!" The D.J. has to play for more than one person, so what you may hate may be another's favorite song and everything played here can be danced to one way or another. 2. "Would you play something with a beat?" Don't be an idiot. We know of no songs played in a club that don't have some sort of a beat. 3. "I don't know who sings it and I don't know the name of the song, but it goes like this... la dee-dah-dee!" Please, don't sing for the D.J. They have to put up with smoke-filled rooms and dangerous decebal levels all night. Do them a favor and don't give them a rendition of your favorite song. 4. "Everybody wants to hear it!" Oh sure, you polled everyone in the club and, as their spokesperson, you are requesting the song. Also, do not make a request, then send all
Short Story # 5
while waiting for her man to come home from work, she gets dressed in a little red nightie, while getting dressed she had this earge to play, she lays on the bed with here legs open wide an bent so she fit her toy in her hot wet pussy,her man comes home an hear her moaning in the bedroom, as he make his way to the room he stops an strips is cloths off, the door opens she sees him naked and start to fuck her pussy faster knowin that she is going to get it good from her man,he walk to the bed leaning over to start helping her with her toy but unsteads he take his tounge an starts to lick her cum out of her pussy wanting to make sure he gets all of her cum he grabs her legs an lift them up sucking hard on her clit she moans and begs for more while eating her he take a finger and start to play with her ass she want her mans cock in her mouth so she get on top of him sucking on his hard cock while he eats an finger her ass. she cums all over his face he goes to wips it off and she grabs him
Truse Love Dreams Away
 i love you as the beautiful soul who encaptures my being, alone is this world i search for hapinesss, maybe one day i will find this enlightenment, you on at the altar hand in hand, gracefully bestowing yourcvheart to me......till dead comes for us for our final sleep.
New To Fubar
To let everyone know that has been messaging me and asking for friend requests. Thank you, to all that send me drinks thank you as well. I am new to this site and trying to figure it all out. So, please be patient with me as I learn how to make everything work here.   Peace, ***KELLY***
Falling In Love
It's hard for me to say this, It's hard to put into words. The way I feel about you, Cuz I'm afraid of getting hurt. I'm afraid that I'm falling for you, My heart has hit the floor. I hate to be without you, It makes me want you more. I love it when you hold me, And look into my eyes. I love to feel your body, When it's pressed against mine. I love to wake up next to you, All curled up in your arms. Where I know you'll keep me safe, From any kind of harm. Every time I'm with you, There's a constant smile on my face. The piece missing from my heart, You have somehow replaced. I want to tell you, How I really feel. But I find it hard to admit, That this is all so real. You know that I care about you, But you don't know how much. I find myself falling in love, With someone I feel I can trust. I don't want to scare you away, I just wanted you to know. The way I feel about you, As it continues to grow. Once again I am risking my heart, In hopes that you feel the same. But if you don
Marines Birthday
wish all the Marine that you know a Happy Birthday today 234th year
Just Stuff Check It
Softly whisper your passion Come to me my loving heart I'll cherish your gentle tenderness From this day forward I'll impart My emotion of contentment That grew instantly as we met From the depth of my souls embrace Straight to you for whom it was meant Refresh your souls thirsting need Come bathe in passion's bright glowing fire As we dance the dance of eternal loveWrapped in our flowing desires Our need for each other so great A timeless burning flame As at last we have found each other And our place together we claim.
1111 Remembrance Day
11\11 REMEMBANCE DAY A DAY TO REMEMBER ALL THE DIGGERS AND SOLDIERS THAT HAVE FOUGHT AND GIVEN THERE LIFE TO KEEP US FREE my eyes well up and tears run down my face as i think of the very brave men and women that fight to keep us free not just in Australia but all over the world i dont think i could everunderstand the fear they must feel and nore do i ever want to but they do it anyway and all i can say to them is thank you and god bless you lest we forget i miss you dad
The Millitary Can Suck Young Peoples Ass
70% or more of young people are unfit for millitary service... I read that article scrolling on fubar. Easy how they forget isnt it? In world wars 1 and 2 men were sent to battle and die with or without criminal records,a good education,etc. And now the millitary has the nut sack to suggest the young men and women here arent good enough to serve? That they dont meet their bullshit standards? Man thats fucking bullshit. The millitary can suck my nuts and the youth of the countries while they are at it. For the last two conflicts the youth who serve have been served a huge plate of lies and deceit by our government. Meaning the Millitary,Congress And Intelligence Agencies. The youth sacrifice for these ungrateful entities without question. It seems to me that lately our youth have been USED to serve the purposes of the wealthy elite in this country. Iraq wasnt a justifiable conflict,nor is afghanistan. There would be NO al qaeda without the United States intelligence community,millita
The Humble Beginin
my mind and soul is stained with violence, as much i hate to admit it as much as  i despise it at times, violence is a necessary evil. i wanna be done with my old ways no more  reminiscing, ive laid so many young people i love to rest, drugs, illness,gunshots. how will they remember me? DMS is more than a crew, more than a squad, more than a group of brothers united by shared experience and culture. While it is all of those things, it is more. DMS is equally a mentality, it’s about being down-for-life with one another, and it’s about the deep values of honor, respect, friendship and pride that inform the daily habits, decisions and overall points of view of its increasingly diverse worldwide membership. Most of all, it’s a true family in every sense of the word. What began deep in the belly of New York City as a group of multi-ethnic friends from the worlds of hardcore and hip-hop under the banner of Doc Marten Stomp or Doc Marten Skins has grown to encompass areas
Songs That I Like
As He Came Into The WindowIt Was The Sound Of A CrescendoHe Came Into Her ApartmentHe Left The Bloodstains On The CarpetShe Ran Underneath The TableHe Could See She Was UnableSo She Ran Into The BedroomShe Was Struck Down, It Was Her Doom Annie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK, AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK, AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK, AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OK,Are You OK, Annie (Annie Are You OK)(Will You Tell Us That You're OK)(There's A Sign In The Window)(That He Struck You-A Crescendo Annie)(He Came Into Your Apartment)(He Left The Bloodstains On The Carpet)(Then You Ran Into The Bedroom)(You Were Struck Down)(It Was Your Doom) Annie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK AnnieYou've Been Hit ByYou've Been hit ByA Smooth Criminal So They Came Into The OutwayIt Was Sunday-What A Black DayMouth To Mouth R
My Angel
I had no idea that you would be the love of my life The day that we first met But every day brings us closer and closer My love for you is one sure bet I can only promise you my love is real From this day and forevermore And as our lives grow closer together I could not ever want for more... I love you...    
Love Of My Life!!!
I know that I have that Someone Special in my life cause he has put up with alot from 03/08 to present...No matter where he is or I am all roads seem to bring us back together...Now if we can just end up in the same state at the same time all will be well...I MISS U (P.B) SO VERY MUCH!!! My heart belongs to you THEN, NOW & FOREVER!!!
Burn me [Not like you should] Hurt me [It won’t do any good] Kill me [A favor to the world] Slay me [In my bed I lay curled] Fight me [No worse than I have done] Fuck me [You can have all the fun] Offend me [Go on push me away] Ignore me [Until the next day] Abuse me [When I pull the last stunt] Find me [No longer will they hunt] Unveil me [For I will show them the true me] Cut me [Show them how I can no longer bleed] Feel me [I can no longer feel pain] Shoot me [My eyes no longer rain] Hate me [You can hate me all you need] Lose me [For I hate myself more than you could ever hate me] Forget me… Suicide Don't give a fuck about this My life or any other Just go away and let me hang Impossible to forgive, forget it, murderer I'm in control Living a lie Make you pay at all cost for this Love sick Bullshit Bring it Decisions making themselves I don't need you Thorns in my side So I die No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted
This Is What We Go Thru On A Daily Basis....and Freedom Is A Price To Pay
You stay up for 16hrs. We stay up for days on end. You take a warm shower to wake up. We go for weeks without running water. You complain of a "HEADACHE" and call in sick. We get shot at, as others are hit and others are moving forward. You talk bout your buddies that are not with you. We know we may never see any of ours ever again. You complain about how hot it is. We wear our heavy gear, not daring to talk off our helmet to wipe our forehead. You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong. We don't get to eat today. You're mad that your class got held 5 mins. over. We're over an extra 2 months. You roll your eyes when your baby cries. He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby and wonders if they'll ever meet. If your supporting your troops your freedom comes with a price WRITTEN BY M DAVID
Change Me
Change MeYou can't accept me for who i am I try so hard to get you to understand I don't know if can take this pain anymore cuz myhearts been torn what did i do to be treated this way you keep beating me down but i still ask you to stay and i know thatThat i want to be myself but you want me to be someone else[Chorus]It's just the same thing how you try to change me (change me) so tell me what you want from me why can't you let me be.I just can't go on takeing all this abuse No matter what i do it's never enough for you and I know that im disgusted by theway you think of me. You make me do things that i don't want to do and you don't give a damn about what you put me through.And i know You need to face the truth that im not like you[Chorus x2]Im gonna do what i wanna do you not what you tell me to you say your looking out for me well thats a sad excuse Drop theatitude because in the better news Keep playing with me see what i do what do you get out of messin with me because im justtryi
MannequinPlayed I've been fuckin played I've been fuckin played I've been fuckin playedChanged yeah you haven't changed yeah you're still the same you haven't fucking changedQuit comin around like you act hard.You sick bitch, Oh my GOD!I know he's comin for youI feel this it's way in my mindI find I can't hideYou fuckin bitch! Just get away from meAnd you know everything'll be OKOh, I feel bitter inside knowing that I just cannot get awayFrom this pain that you're causing meI could never love someone who's so fakeWe do it just like thisYou say you know all about meYou know the inside of my worldThen why the fuck do I feel so cold[Chorus]We do it just like thisYou say you know all about meYou know the inside of my worldThen why the fuck do I feel so coldI see right through your plastic face.Which I love to degradeI know he's cummin on youI can't wait until you fuckin bleed again and again yeah you fuckin bitch.Just get away from me.And you know everything'll be OK.Oh, I feel bitter insi
PanicI've got this locked in my head.You want to see me dead.You'd rather push me aside.Than deal with my sickness inside.You all hope that I'll fade awayFuck you cuz I'm never going away.There's some one out to get me.They wanna watch me bleedShow me what you got!You need to open your eyes.Realize that I've got a twenty-fiveIt's self-defense if I pull this triggerAnd someone dies.Now I'm not talkin shitI just want you to realize thisI give a fuck less now than I ever didAnd it's you that's getting lit.Show me what you got!I can do this on my own.I don't need directions leave me alone!Make it hot make it hot make it hotWho's' rockin this spot?Everybody in this bitchC'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon c'monShow me what you got!
RotI got this locked inside my wicked headYou fuck with me you just might end up deadThere's something beautiful and crazy inside yourselfBut you still run and hideWhat's inside of my mindFuckin with me so I can't hideThere's something beautiful and crazy inside yourselfBut you still run and hideNow I know there's no where to goBut you feel that nothing is so beautifulUntil you put me six feet deepYou gotta let them know that we don't take shit.Show these motherfuckers who the fuck they're dealing with.You think it's beautiful you're trying to ruin yourself.I will not run and hide.Try and try to take what's mine.Come and get it I'll be ready this time.You think it's beautiful you're trying to ruin yourself.I will not run and hide.[Chorus]What you feelIt's inside of meNow you knowWhat's inside of meBut you feelIt's inside of meI kill my enemies I put em six feet deepNow you knowWhat's inside of meBut you feelIt's inside of meNow you knowWhat's inside of meI kill my enemies I put em six
125Go Ahead!I'm going out of my mind one step at a time.I can't seem to find a way to get up out of the grind.And it's pulling me down like a ton of bricks.Fuck these tricks they bring me down till I can't be fixed.Get kicks out of the shit that I'm dealing with.Making me sick to the sick way you see fit.What's this I'm pissed you get what you're gonna get.So fuck it. bring it onDo what you will do what you willI'm sick of this bullshit that I'm putting up withDo what you will do what you willI try to get away you're always in my faceDo what you will do what you willI'm sick of this bullshit I'm putting up withDo what you will do what you willI try to get away; you're always in my faceI just can't stand this place.Can't you see this is bad for me?Guess what, I'm going nuts like you wouldn't believe.I just wanna leave but you won't even let me seeIf I can be the type of person to live out my dreams.It seems to me you think selfishlyAll your wants and needsIt's too much for me!I'm breaki
Facelesswhy did you terrorizeall those innnocent liveswhat gives you the rightsometime the tables will turnprecious beauty destroyedsituation we cant avoideverybody thats in the nationrepresented for what you believe instand up for yourselfin your eyes its timeopen up our eyesshow em how we feel insideyour gonna get whats comin to youno matter what you say orwhat you dono no you cant runno no you cant hidekiss your life good byewhat makes you thinkthat you can get away with all of thisyou got the whole world pissedfor this your soul will burntwo wrongs dont make it righthalt every rest who diedeverybody thats in the nationrepresented for what you believe instand up for yourselfin your eyes its timeopen up our eyesshow em how we feel insideyour gonna get whats comin to youno matter what you say orwhat you dono no you cant runno no you cant hidekiss your life good byestand up for yourselfin your eyes its timefacelessfacelessfacelessfacelessstand upstand up for yourselfin your eyes its ti
The Way I Was
The Way I Was :When i woke up today and i saw this placei knew there was something wrongi just can't get away from this fucked up pain inside of mewhy?I am going through some changesi don't know what is going onsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter all the damage that i've causedi wish there was some way that i could put me back the way i waswhen i woke up todayand i saw your facei knew there was something wrongi just can't get away with all these fucked up things i trytell me why?I am going through these changesi don't know what is going onsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter all the damage that i've causedi wish there was some way that i could put me back the way i waswhen i woke up today and i saw this placei knew there was something wrongsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter a
Over Now
 Over Now :I sit around and think about how things wereI'm looking for a cure for this empty space in my heartI spend too much time thinking about the pastAnd why it didn't last,And it tears me apartYesterday,I see a picture of a face,A memory,That just won't fade away.I know I tried,To hold on to this life,For such a long time,But that's over now.The past is gone,But I've been holding on,For such a long time,But that's over now.It's over nowSo now I'm thinking about how things areAnd how we got this farSometimes I cant believe that its trueI think its time to finally understandI need a different planI think im ready toTurn the pageI'm looking for a better dayMemoriesA myth to fade awayI know I triedTo hold on to this lifeFor such a long time But that's over nowThe past is goneBut I've been holding on,For such a long time But that's over nowIts over nowAll I have are memories,To remind me who I amIf everything were meant to beThere would be no need to pretendTell me why do I,Spend so m
The Morning After
The Morning After :There's just some things that I can't explain like the reason why I make you feel this way I keep on saying that I am going to change now how could you believe a word I say I wish there was some way to see I never meant to make you cry If I could take back just one thing I swear that I'd take back that night Everything I loved was gone the morning the morning after I wish I never woke up on the morning the morning after And now it's all coming back to me, you say I can't believe you do these things to me And so I guess I gotta face the truth I'm no good for you there's nothing I can do I wish that we could make believe and pretend everything's alright And I would give up everything if I could just take back that night Everything I loved was gone the morning the morning after I wish I never woke up on the morning the morning after Everything I loved was gone the morning the morning after I wish I never woke up on the morning the morning after I wished to I hold you bu
This Man
A Cpl Yrs Ago There Was This Man I Was Chatting With  That Looked Like Greg Brady...So I Made His Contact Info Say "Greg Brady Dave" But He Had Contact Info Of His Own That Auto Sent After Him And I Added Each Other Which Was "Bill" So For Years  I Have Had This Man On My Messenger Who Never Even Gets Online With His Name Customized To Say "Greg Brady Dave Bill" I Havent Deleted Him Because I Hope Someday He Gets Online Again I Can Ask Him Why He Lied About His Name.Until That They Comes...I Will Never Know Why Bill Decided To Say His Name Was Dave When It Really Was Not.
One Day I Was At A Park Sitting At A Picnic Table Looking At All The Stuff That Ppl Had Carved Into The Table Then I Came Accross Something That Was Carved That Read "Don't Smoke Herb!!" And It Got Me To Wonder... What Was That A Message To Mean???? Was It Suposed To Mean Do Not Smoke Marijuana Or Was It A Plea From A Friend,Loved One Or Relative To A Chain Smoker Named Herbert?
This Women Came Home From The Store Crying. Her Husband Said " Whats Wrong?" She Said "Honey OH MY GOSH SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPENED TODAY!I Decided To Not Wear Panties Because I Thought It Would Be Okay Since I Was Wearing A Long Skirt.Well Next Thing I New There Was A Man Leaning At The Bottom Of The Aisle With A Mirror In His Hand Using It To Look Up My Skirt And Said "I Wish I Could Fill That With Beer And Drink It Out!!!" I Wish You Would Have Been There To Kick His Ass!!" The Husband Looked At His Wife Hugged Her And Said "No, I Wouldn't Not Have Kicked His Ass"And The Wife Said "WHY?!" And He Said "Honey, Any Man That Can Drink That Much Beer...I Really Don't Wanna Fuck With Him!"
My Horse Is Amazing!
and i was standin off to the side this guy comes up to me and says "sir your gonna have to move, your blocking the fire exit" as if there was a fire, i wasnt gonna run if you are flammable and have legs, you are never blocking a fire exit but then i figured out, thats dangerous because what if the person you wave to doesnt have hands? theyll think your bein cocky like hey look at these mother fucker these things are useful i think im gonna go pick somethin up look at my horse, my horse is amazing. give it a lick. mmm it tastes just like raisins. by the stroke of its mane it turns into a plane, then it turns back again when you tug on its winkie. ooh thats dirty. doo ya think so, well i better not show you where the lemonade is made, sweet lemonade yeah sweet lemonade. sweet lemonade mmm sweet lemonade. get on my horse ill take you round the universe and all the other places too. i think youll find that the universe pretty much covers everything. shut up woman get on my horse h
So, anyone that knows me knows that I'm a pretty positive outgoing person. I'm there for my friends. I'm faithful. I'm dedicated to my education and work. But lately. Hurt is starting to overcome me. It's getting close to the anniversary of my mother's death. So, in essence I'm reliving everyday this month as I did last year. It's hard to get through the days smiling, but I do it. I manage to get up everyday thinking in my mind that I have my family and my man. Yet lately, He says I'm "clingy". It's obvious why, yet I can't seem to make him understand. Will I ever learn how to let go? Am I really clingy? Do I give him enough space? Am I a good girlfriend to him? All these questions burn through my mind and I just think to myself am I just being a fool and am I never going to learn to just let go a little? Am I always going to be afraid that something I love so much is going to dissappear in an instant? Is he always going to think to himself that it's cause I don't trust him, yet it's
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We Have Failed To Paint It Black
wait my dear ... no jealousies silly thing ... you can't know how i feel come take my hand i will show you the flame burning secrets, burning wishes ... your name don't be insecure, don't be afraid ... i'll hold you tight oh, virgin weakness, infinite sweetness ... that's you so let's dance all alone i want to kiss you, want to feel you deep your silly skin, a tender touch, a sign that promises so much i want to kiss you, want to feel you deep and so we dance nothing ever spoils my joy of loving you, of looking in your eyes ... i couldn't be that blind that i won't crave for you and still we dance all alone i want to kiss you ... I have of late, but wherefore I know not, lost all my mirth. And indeed it goes so heavily with my disposition... that this goodly frame the earth... seems to me a sterile promontory. It's a most excellent canopy, the air. Look you, this brave, o'er hanging firmament. This majestical roof fretted with golden fire. Why, it appeareth n
Chain Letters
  YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! (don't be offended, keep reading until the end)Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!RULES:1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!5- Random sex is perfectly okay!6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!F.U.C.K. Stands For:Friends U Can Keep.So promise me we'll F.U.C.K. forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your t
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so i realized that there are alot of ppl who cant sesm to get along on this web site and i find it very funny because that is all it is there is no reason to take it so seriously and if a web site really that importaint to you then you really have no life i am not trying to offend any who read this just being myself and stating what is on my mind
Why The Whole Constitution Matters
The structure of government designed by the Founding Fathers is thetruly unique and powerful feature of the American Constitution, SupremeCourt Justice Antonin Scalia told members of The Heritage Foundation's President'sClub on Monday.Justice Scalia at the November President's Club Meeting TheBill of Rights, often held up as the highest expression of Americanfreedom, would have no meaning without the forms of government defined by therest of the Constitution, he told the nearly 1,000 conservatives packed intoWashington D.C.'s Ronald Reagan Building for the fall President's Club meeting.The Constitution's limits on government power, for example thedivision of legislative power between the House and Senate and the differentmanner of election for the two bodies, ensure the Bill of Rights is more thanjust words. Even the Soviet Union had a robust bill of rights, he argued, but thiswas a mere parchment barrier since the rest of the country's constitutionplaced no limits on the exercise of d
THIS IS TO PROMOTE AND NOMINATE TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS A NON-PROFIT MOVMENT Go to the website below and type in "To Write Love On Her Arms" in the Nominate Box. Then for the category select "Best Nonprofit use of Social Media."        
Break Ups
We’ve all been through it, you meet that one person, the one you would never in a million years think would be “ the one “. then it happens, days go by, you feel a spark, weeks go by, you cant get them off your mind, months go by, and your in love. A year passes and you could never imagine even thinking about someone else, they’re all you want. And we’ve all heard the expression, “ nothing last forever” well that moment comes, and your crushed, you find yourself crying, not sleeping, barely eating, not wanting to go out, you cant even hear a slow song without wanting to cry. Its not easy holding the tears back, its almost impossible, what do you do when the one person you know everything about, and when I say everything, I mean everything, you can smell their scent from blocks away, you hear their voice and you don’t think twice that its them, you spot their car from houses away, you learn their life, their schedule, the way they live, th
Hate Ma Life
Hey you caught me in a coma And I don't think I wanna Ever come back to again Kinda like it in a coma 'Cause no one's ever gonna Oh, make me come back to again Now I feel as if I'm floating away I can't feel all the pressure And I like it this way But my body's callin' My body's callin' Won't ya come back to again Suspended deep in a sea of black I've got the light at the end I've got the bones on the mast Well I've gone sailin', I've gone sailin' I could leave so easily While friends are calling back to me I said they're They're leaving it all up to me When all I needed was clarity And someone to tell me What the fuck is going on Goddamn it! Slippin' farther an farther away It's a miracle how long we can stay In a world our minds created In a world that's full of shit Help me Help me Help me Help me Bastard Please understand me I'm climbin' through the wreckage Of all my twisted dreams But this cheap investigation just can't stifle all my
First of all i don't like to hurt anyones feelings,  especially when i feel so close them. I only have a few real friends on fubar, and i hurt the feelings of one of my very very best friends. I need to find a way to make it up to her somehow someway because i feel like im such an ass for hurting her. I feel like crying even at my age and then being a soldier cuz men arent supposed to cry. Oh Please forgive me im so depressed for hurting you  
Rep Honda Introduces Bi-partisan Bill To End Hepatitis Epidemic In America       Rep Honda Introduces Bi-Partisan Bill to End Hepatitis Epidemic in America  | Congressman Michael Honda (D-CA), chairman of the Congressional Asian Pacific American Caucus, introduced the bi-partisan Viral Hepatitis and Liver Cancer Control and Prevention Act of 2009, to address a national Hepatitis B and Hepatitis C epidemic impacting America. The bill incorporates the monitoring, testing and research and education provisions contained in the Hepatitis B and Hepatitis C bills from the 110th Congress. Rep Honda’s bi-partisan legislation was drafted in strong partnership with Reps. Charles Dent (R-PA), Edolphus Towns (D-NY), William Cassidy (R-LA), David Wu (D-OR) and Anh “Joseph” Cao (R-LA). They are joined as original co-sponsors by Reps. Todd Platts (D-PA), Delegate Donna M. Christensen (D-VI), Barbara Lee (D-CA), Bobb
What The Hell?!?
Background information:  Newly divorced, attempting to navigate the dating scene..... My friend has hounded me for months to "hook up" with her uncle.  Finally, against my better judgement, I agree.  We meet, go for a ride on his motorcycle, we have pizza with my son, he leaves....Two days later he shows up, UNINVITED, at my house with an armful of roses....sweet gesture, but NO ONE just shows up at my house without an invitation.  Not even my parents...Rule #1 broken, straight out of the gate...(yes, I relish my privacy, and I just might be a bit antisocial....)  Then he starts calling....all the time.  Ok, if I don't answer the phone OR reply to texts, chances are good that I DO NOT wish to speak to you....Rule #2 broken....Now a week or so passes, this guy is relentless.  I call him and politely explain, AGAIN, that even though I had a nice time on our "date" (that lasted all of three hours) I am NOT looking for a relationship of ANY kind....the phone calls/texts continue.....I exp
Music That Is Special To Me!
Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my ownEverybody has their private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you calling me?Are you trying to get through?Are you reaching out for me?I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fucking depressedI just can't seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dumpI took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back upBut I need that spark to get psyched back upAnd in order for me to pick the mic back upI don't know how or why or whenI ended up this position I'm inI'm starting to feel dissin' againSo I decided just to pick this penUp and try to make an attempt to ventBut I just can't admitOr come to grips with the fact that I may be done with rapI need a new outletAnd I know some shit's so hard to swallowBut I can't just sit back and wallowIn my own sorrow but I know one factI'll be one tough act to followOne tough act to followI'll be one tough act to followHere today, gone tomor
Perfection is found in love and we have found the wayBody heat brings the sweatWe glide together and the world melts awayOur time together has just begun and your pleasure is mineTwo hearts bonded by forces unseenI feel you inside and out as I caress your back and you slide down onto meyour eyes catch mine and we see only each other in  the purest formI feel you tremble inside and you feel me grow with urgent anticipationArching your back I can feel your soul intertwine with mineWe cry out together as our love is forever pushing our combined energy out into the universe foreverLaying next to one another breathing in syncNo words are needed as we wrap up in each other feeling no pain past or presentHearts filled with love and joy with no selfish intentBody's apart but forever together
Ecs Baybeeee
Step right up, take a look at us..Look at our photos, Rate or Bust!We're worth a million and bleed Success..You can't f**k with members of ECS!Keep on moving, nothing to see..Continue your lives full of Apathy!We bleed together there is no contest..You just can survive the ECS!The story is over, no particular moral..Just setting things straight, not looking for a quarrel!Live it up, live it all and live for the best..But remember to step aside for ECS!    
Im Here And More To
To My Friends!
hankful Category: Life The words  may  always be the same, but the tone of voice, or time of day, or the changing situations in our lives give them thousands of different meaningsSometimes these 3 words are spoken in the heat of passion, when words are not needed at all. Sometimes they are whispered to reasure us, and to give us hope.  They give us a boost in self-confidence, and they seem to help end our nasyt little fights."I Love You", does not always mean I’m in love with you, but maybe they mean "I care About you, or "I’m glad your in my life".I will never get tired of telling my friends "I Love You", because I do. Those are the 3 most important words I can say to you, and never once will I regret saying them.Thanks to all of you my "friends", who  I Love, not only today, but for the rest of my Life!                                  I LOVE YOU!!!!!
Revelations Of Daydreaming
If I want my dreams to come true, I mustn't oversleep. Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important.  The best vitamin for making friends..... B1. The happiness of my life depends on the quality of my thoughts.  The heaviest thing I can carry is a grudge.One thing I can give and still my word. I lie the loudest when I lie to myself. If I lack the courage to start, I have already finished. One thing I can't recycle is wasted time.Ideas won't work unless ' I ' do.My mind is like a functions only when open. The 10 commandments are not a
Whos The Racest
  Let me be clear--I agree with everything said here--but I am not racist--this email hit a nerve though...even people who are not racists should be passing this on! This is an eye opener! These kind of prejudices are relevent for religious as well as sexual orientation subjects.              
45 Send away for a priceless giftOne not subtle, one not on the listSend away for a perfect worldOne not simply, so absurdIn these times of doing what you're toldKeep these feelings, no one knowsWhat ever happened to the young man's heartSwallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apartAnd I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,Swimming through the ashes of another lifeNo real reason to accept the way things have changedStaring down the barrel of a 45Send a message to the unborn childKeep your eyes open for a whileIn a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one elseThere's a piece of a puzzle known as lifeWrapped in guilt, sealed up tightWhat ever happened to the young man's heartSwallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apartAnd I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,Swimming through the ashes of another lifeNo real reason to accept the way things have changedStaring down the barrel of a 45Everyone's pointing their fingersAlways condemning meAnd nobody knows what I believeI believeAnd I'm staring
To All Friends
My Son
my ex wants me to terminate my rights to my son. she feels that i should not be a part of his life. i rarely get to see him. she claims to be always busy. i try to be flexible with her "schedule" but no go. months will go by and i wont get to see him. i miss him. ok what should i do? she's dragging out court so i cant force her to let me see him. america sucks! the father has no rights non at all until the judge says so.
Rhonda's Blog
Thoughts At this point and time in my life, I have been talking to God a lot!! When you don't understand your own circumstance its hard not to want to take it into your own hands...the thing is...the IMPORTANT thing is ... you can take it in your hands ... take it in your hands and hand it to the One who makes sense. Praying in times like these I have found can almost be as awkward as a blind date. Its like ... well, uh....don't really understand this all that much and uh.... hmm..... help? But I have also found that its okay to do that. Because even a help with a question mark, God hears. And the fact that there's prayer in the first place means you are opening your heart and extending FAITH! Which I believe God acknowledges. I have also been catching myself cursing lately... I am just bein real... yes...those who follow Jesus slip... but I am being ministered to, to watch my mouth... even if its only every so often foul things slip. Because I will never know if th
First Love
For the first time I feltthis true love in my heartit is buried so deepand that I would always keepAll through the darkest nightyou’re the brightest star in my sightalways been at my sideeven in a grisly frightYou clothe me when I shiverwith your ever warm embraceyou’re the moon that lights my waythat makes me feel very happyYou wipe the tears on my cheeksthe tears of joy that I’ve seekand it’s you, my love, my divineThat makes me shine so brightYou’re the sun in my skystaring at me with all your might guiding me with your ever shining light For the first time in my lifeI found my love and my lifewithout you I will cryfor you my love I will die!
Fubar Romance Lol
Have you ever gotten a message in your shout box like this?   From JD ok this has nothing to do with Doug anymore you pissed me the fuck off.. Who the fuck do you think ytour talking shit to? You obviously have no idea who i am or who i know so i will make this easy for you and fuck off bitch cause seriously Santa Barbara isnt too far away to find a bitch.. You turned this whole thing into something it didnt need to be but keep talking shit bitch Over a comment on a mutual friends page that simply said: "Miss You". LMAO. Silly Stuff...                          Just have to get it off my chest, This weekend a fubar friend came to my town. We were very excited to meet. Needless to say it was a disaster. He expected to find love at first meeting, and the slightest things set him off. When i tried to find out what he wanted to do on his visit here, he said i was "trying to hard" to please him. More than 75% of his time here he was asleep. Im not sure what was happening, but on th
Snake Eyes Radio Promotion Contest
  Snake Eyes Radio is proud to be going all out and offering prizes to both Staff AND Lounge Members in this promotional contest.   Prizes will include: 1st Place: Happy Hour with full benefits (including the fubar percent of points awarded as well as a free cherry bomb)   2nd Place: Auto 11's or Cherry Bomb 3rd Place: 12 Credit Bling Pack or 3 Day Blast 4th Place: 3 credits worth of Bling 5th Place: 1 credit worth of Bling   **All winners will also be welcome to join the Snake Eyes Radio promotions team at the end of the contest**     Contest Rules:   The contest is easy, just get your friends, fans, family, and other fubar-ians to come into Snake Eyes Radio and join our family. The contest will begin at 9:49pm EST on Monday, November 16, 2009 and will end at 10:00pm EST on Saturday, November 21, 2009. Contest is open to any Snake Eyes Radio Staff, as well as any lounge member wishing to participate, with the exception of SER Owners and Managers. In order for a N
For My Friends
A Perfect HeartOne day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen.The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine. " The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges.In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared-how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought?The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed
Health Care Hijacked
Increase health care costs; cut Medicare in half; undermine consumer choices and quality of care; and destroy federalism as we know it. These are all the effects that panelists at a recent Heritage Foundation meeting argue the current health care bills will produce if they pass. The speakers at the November 4th Heritage Foundation event, Preserving Freedom and Federalism: What's at Stake for Americans in the Health Care Debate, argued that instead of expanding the power of the federal government in our health care system, we need to implement the principle of federalism: allow the states to regulate health care. As Senator Orrin Hatch (R-UT) proclaimed at the event, "We need regulation when it comes to our health care system; however, we need it at the state level." The speakers at the event all agreed that we need patient-centered policies to reform our health care system. Heritage Fellow James Capretta said, "The current health care bills blame...our current health care problems on
"big Borther" ~ Our Govt....blehhhh
If it's not one thing it's another now~
Booty Call
    This Booty Call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the ____ day of _____,2___, between _________________ and _______________________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: *No sleeping overs-unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning.*No meeting in public, except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening (when absolutely necessary)*No calls before 9Pm - we don't have stuff to talk about*No emotional discussions about where this thing is headed, or potential love blossoming, etc.*No plans made in advance-that's why we're each others "backup" . An out-of-town hook-up is an exception to the rule. Even though, it's a one-time advance call.*No babytalk-however dirty talk is encouraged*calling out the wrong name during sex is OK*No falling asleep after sex- if its over we get our asses up and go home*we hook up absolutely whenever the mood strikes both of us-so no repeat requests*Doggie st
My Words
What you cannot anticipate, you cannot dread. How true is that? I was sitting in my car when I thought of that. I was almost hit by a woman who was dropping her kid off at school. When she pulled out infront of me. Who could have anticipated that?
About Me...
I would like to start by apologizing to my friends and family on my absence within the community and even via internt for once again I have been going through the process of the constant hospital visits, in the past two days i have been to the ER twice now. Neither one of them giving me the help in which is needed. The current proplem being had is that of something that started over 3 months ago around the time of my gallbladder removal. When I originially went in to the ER for even that problem it was for lower abdominal pain which was discovered to be Ovarian Cyst. The cyst have stayed constant and i have been constantly rupturing them on a normal basis. It has been brough to my attention that if I do NOT get surgery to fix it I will be the end of my bubbliness,meeping as well as my life. My body is in the process of killing itself off slowly. However, at the moment it is somewhat under control as we are keeping a very close eye on it to make sure that I do not end up bleeding out or
Fu-kn Real : Thoughts Of A Vyksin
The following description is from the official website: know the drill. Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for a significant other by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Every Valentines day you rack your brains for that one special, unique gift that will show your wife or girlfriend that you really do care for them more than any other. Now ladies, I'll let you in on a little secret; guys really don't enjoy this that much. Sure seeing that smile on your face when we get it right is priceless, but that smile is the result of weeks of blood, sweat and consideration. Another secret; guys feel left out. That's right, there's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or too embarrassed to admit it.Which is why a new holiday has been created.March 14th is now officially "Steak and Blowjo
Please Help Me Out....& Repost!
My little angel Gabriella D. is in the baby battle contest! We could use some votes! Voting is easy, go to the link below to voting gallery F-Jal (make sure it says Gabriella D.) and click for her! You have to enter your email then register (takes a minute and they don’t send unwanted emails) Thanks for your support and as you vote let me know so I can show ya some lovers!
Profile Songs
Lyrics | Anesthesia lyrics One of these days the groundwill drop out from beneathyour feetOne of these days your heartwill stop and play its finalbeat One of these days the clockswill stop and time won'tmean a thingOne of these days their bombswill drop and silenceeverything But it's alrightYet it's alrightI said it's alrightEasy for you to sayYour heart has never beenbroken Your pride has never been stolenNot yet not yetOne of these daysI bet your heart'll be brokenI bet your pride'll be stolen I'll bet I'll bet I'll bet I'll betOne of these daysOne of these daysOne of these days your eyeswill close %3 A swollen sun melting in the horizon Between the sheets where I wait for her to come A living flame, impossible to resist Burning me deep with every bite, kiss and lick I'm haunted I'm haunted I'm haunted by her Invades my sleep with tumescent intentions Hades I'm sure must be missing a demon I hate the
Slipped Away
I miss you Miss you so bad I don't forget you Oh it's so sad. I hope you can hear me I remember it clearly. The day you slipped away..... Was the day i found It, won't be the same I didn't get around to kiss you Goodbye on the hand I wish that I could see you again I know that I can't I hope you can hear me Cause I remember it clearly The day you slipped away... Was the day i found It, won't be the same I've had my wake up Won't you wake up I keep asking why. And I can't take it It wasn't fake it It happened you passed by Now you're gone There you go Somewhere I can't bring you back Now you're gone There you go Somewhere you're not coming back The day you slipped away Was the day i found It, won't be the same I miss you.
Im not the most social person usually unless im with my very few close friends or my other family ("NO REGRETS") and getting to the subject which has to do with Thanksgiving....This year my family planned on going out of town and i was welcomed with open arms by my aunt whose house its being held at and come to find out my dad has told my mom he doesnt want me to go and it seems he doesnt want me around any family when they do things...its like hes holding my injury and lack of work against me and makes me think hes emabarrassed of me which deep down really hurts knowing i already spend 95% of my time alone because of where i live the drama is so high and everyone has to talk shit about everyone including me and the only way i found to deal with it is to not go anywhere and stay home...Im just really confused as why he feels that way and if i were to say anything to him he will fly off the handle and let everyone else have to see it...Im just not sure what to do
Yes I do pay to get bombed. I pay up to 20k per bomb. For a limited time I will also pay the person that sends the bomber to me a 10% finders fee. However the bomber and or finder must tell me in PM wats going on. Or else I will ONLY pay the bomber.
Stuff I Like
Military Blogs
Thank you tat for posting this. If  the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man....Last  week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I  noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a  folded flag, but did not put two and two  together.. After we boarded our flight, I  turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to  sit in First Class (across from me), and  inquired if he was heading home.No, he  responded.Heading out I asked? No.  I'm escorting a soldier home.Going to  pick him up?No. He is with me right now.  He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to  his family. The realization of what he  had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the  gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that,  although he didn't know the soldier, he had  delivered the news of his passing to the  soldier's family and felt as if he knew them  after many conversations in so few days.  I turned back to him, extended my hand,  and said, Thank you Thank you for doing what  you do so my fa
My Blogs
All About Me
So my boyfriend have dumped me today, after telling me how much he loves me, and how much he wants to be with me.  I am really heartbroken, espcially now that I wont have any sex life at all. I prefer the real meat, if you know what I mean. All my toys just dont cut it for me any longer. I just wish I could meet a man who could satisfy me as much as I could satisfy him. Ive been so horny lately, and just cant find a man to keep up with me. I really like older guys, but at this point any age will do. As long as he has a penis.I just cant wait to get rammed by pretty much anyone.
Nature's first green is gold Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leave's a flower But only so an hour. So leave subsides to leave So Eden sank to grief So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay Robert Frost Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands? Closed your eyes And trusted, just trusted Have you ever Thrown a fist full of glitter in the air? Have you ever looked fear in the face And said I just don’t care It’s only half past the point of no return
Slave For Master
They must be submissive to my will and take care of my every need.  They also must give up full control to me meaning I make all their life decisions.  I pick what they wear, what they eat, their bed time, etc... They also MUST wear my protection symbol from the beginning of training which is on my profile background.  It's a celtic order every over lapping line is a layer of protection.  Then if they make it through thier training and get promoted to submissive they must wear my band over top of the protection symbol which is the shamrock.  He's very intense and comanding.  He's very strict, yet fair, portective, caring, love, and patient.  He's to be worshiped.  He's very dominant, passionate, confident, and comanding.  He's all about making sure the slave stays in line. He has this way of carrying himself where his slave drops to her knees without a word being said.  He's very lucky.  He loves, lusts, demands, comands, and mentors his slaves through their training. He takes FULL con
My Thoughts.
This is one thing thats always on my mind. You make really good friends and you get along so well that you always laugh at everything you say or do. You talk to the point you really want to see each other. But then shit happens and you go into depression then they're is this person on. What's ther problem, they always say they're there for you...but are they really? Do they even give a shit about you at all. Makes you think if they're actually your friend. You finally get the courage to talk to them about your problems then all of a sudden they're like...i don't want to talk to you. Thats a lazy fuckin friend, you shouldn't even call them a friend at all. I've had so many people do that to me...i've seen and heard so many people say. "I'll always be here, i'm always online for you to talk to." Sometimes i get tired of hearin it...i hear it so damn often it's rediculous. Know what happened to all those i tlked to...they left. there are some i haven't tlked to
Stuff I Find On The Net Like Quotes
He Wished for the Cloths of Heaven "Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths, Enwrought with golden and silver light, The blue and the dim and the dark cloths Of night and light and the half-light, I would spread the cloths under your feet: But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet, Tread softly because you tread on my dreams..." William Butler Yeats   Morning is the time to pity the sober. The way they're feeling then is the best they're going to feel all day. Oh, he occasionally takes an alcoholiday.--Wilde Thirst is a shameless disease so here's to a shameful cure. An Irish youth proves his manhood by getting stuck in a pint, in a woman, and in a fish-in that order. Daylight comes through the drunkard's roof the fastest. A man takes a drink; the drink takes a drink; the drink takes the man. Before you call for one for the road be sure you know the road. Practice makes perfect, there's many do think, but a man's not too perfect when
To My Love
when im with you eternity is a step away my love continues to grow with each passing day   this treasure of love i cherish within my soul how much i love you youll never really know   you bring a joy to my heart ive never felt before with each touch of your hand i love you more and more   whenever we say goodbye whenever we part know i hold you dearly deep inside my heart   so these seven words i pray you hold true forever and always i will love you If you could read my mindThere you would findThe two of us intertwinedThe image of you I have memorizedI remember enough to fantasizeI close my eyes and there you areIn my mind, so you're never far.I caress your lips, your face, your hairAnd hold you close, so I can feel you there.Our hands all over one anotherRoaming in places meant only for lovers.My heart, it yearns for you.My soul, it reaches out for you.In my every waking thoughtI know you too have not forgotThe love we madeThe passion, the blissI could never for
Wow What A President!
Crossing The Borders Illegaly
Swine Flu
Winston(1984) Smith
"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not, but remember that what you have was once among the things you only hoped for"---Epicurus
Sck Crew!
I had a buddy of mine make us a tag so that we can get more ppl into our turf and our crew. I will get all a link to it so when we use it they will click the link and it goes right to our turf and that way we can BLAST OURSELVES!!! My good buddy The Dark Man made this for us so please you guys give him much thanks for what he did cuz he has his own crew but he hooked us up, here is his link ...
Marilyn Monroe Quote
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself and sometimes good things fall apart so that the better things can fall together." — Marilyn Monroe
Tag - I'm It!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I refer to my kids as 'trolls', even though they are awesome. 2) I like menthol cigarettes. 3) Fubar is a nice diversion. 4) Sarcasm is admired & greatly appreciated. 5) I've taken online IQ tests and range between 135-142. 6) I refer to my ex-wife as ex-zilla, cause it fits her perfectly. 7) I crave banter and intelligent convo. If I SB/yahoo with you - your mind has caught my interest. 8) I think true love is possible even though I no longer expect to find it. 9) I might be preoccupied with sex - it crosses my mind often. 10) I love to cook & experiment with food. Tagged, in alphabetical order:  Bludgeon(token male),
No r/l friends, no friends online that i can even consider real friends as most don't even give two fucks about me.  No job (I'm on disability for severe depression and anxiety)  who really wants someone who cannot advance in life?   I know blah blah blah work for it, thing's will get better if you get out.  Well, its not that easy.  I don't have a single friend.  I don't go to bars or any shit like that as I'll end up drinking alone and besides i think that is a horrible way to meet someone.  5 years of depression and anxiety and just about every bit of drug out there has not helped one bit.  I know that I have to put forth the effort to correct myself but how can I when I feel there is little to live for?  I just want it all to end, this depression.   I want to be able to go out and make friends to hang out with but this disease has consumed me to the point of where I started cutting again.  I don't know what else to do.  This probably isn't even the place to be saying this but whate
Unexplained Phynamina
Sept 14 2009 9:45 am. As  I'm laying in my bed on my back while sleepin I fell wo hands touch my shoulder blades. Feel's like someone's going to give me a massage. Next thing I fell is someone choking me. I start to choke, gasping for air. I'm fading. I wake up all of a sudden. My heart is beating normal. I didn't panic. This is just a dream. Who would want to choke me.? Why? Did this really happen? I lay back down and to to go back to sleep but can't.     Sept 17 2009 10:14 am. I'm layind in bed sleeping as usual faced up. I fell on my right neck like someones kissing me and going to bite me neck and give me a hecky.  Next thing I know, I feel by breath being sucked out of me. I'm shocked, frozen stiff. I'm trying my hardest to move but can't. I can feel the palse on my neck, the suction like gettimg a hecky. More and More my breath slipping away. Again I'm fading like I'm going to pass out. I finally force myself to wake up from this nightmare. I turn my head to my right to see
Tater Forced Me....he Has A Death Wish!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I really am not a Bitch unless I feel I need to be 2)I love my family to death....Even Tater regardless of him forcing me to do this. 3)I am a skinny girl trapped in a fat girls body, and I really don't like it 4)I am turning 31 in about a month....and hate the fact that I am getting old 5)My son is my life 6)I have no patience for stupidity 7)I work way too much, and play way too little 8) I love the fact that PK drives Tater crazy in my absence 9)Im a big flirt.....but guard my heart...too much sometimes 10) I am totally addicted to Fubar The 5 people that are gonna hate me ar
Just Thinking
Ever been around a dog that's been mistreated?  The thing about dogs...they can't think. They can act, and they can react...but they can't rationalize a situation.  That doesn't matter if that dog is a 3 pound chihuahua, or a 120 pound German Shepherd.  They react, because they can't think.  I believe they can empathize, and they can sense emotions...but they can't rationally think.  A mistreated dog will always cower in a situation where it thinks it's done bad.  My brother's dog, for instance, is a dog I'm not allowed to correct.  If and when I do, this 120 pound German Shepherd pees on herself and her surroundings.  I've never mistreated this dog in my life...haven't been around her much, if you want to know the truth...but I'm not gonna' put up with her incessant barking, jumping on the fence (she knows how to get out), or jumping on other people.  That's not accepted.  But the problem being is that she knows I don't have a problem correcting her, and popping her on her snout if sh
This Battle
Out of the hospital. So much that i have missed and people who have had no word... im safe. that all i can really say. you dont have to wait.... im sorry For as long as i can remember... i have wanted to do something amazing with my life. I mean, who hasn't right? But, the trouble is, what is that one amazing thing for me? And when will i find it? If i do, how will i know what it is or how to do it? This life is too short...but what can we do to make the most of it? The one thing that i wanted to do was to love and be loved. I often ponder why life is so cruel to those that are not. What is our purpose....what is mine? Dreams of the morrow hath shattered soulPride is Lost. Wings stripped away, the end is nighSuch is... the fate of a monster. Are we just monsters with no pride left in us?On several occaisions, ive lost my pride...but more so, ive lost Love. Love that was the only thing that i wanted. It is the only thing that i want. But who is who to judge what Man can love and can
Tew Told Me Tew Dew This Blog!
Instructions......       Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am always nice, prolly to a fault unless fucked with or someone fucks with a friend. 2. I am like a Hee-Haw song cause if it wasn't for my bad luck, I'd have no luck at all! 3. I know way too much trivial lil shit and not enough useful facts. 4. I have never even tried any drugs, yes including pot!..I know what cave did i grow up in....lmao 5. I value some of my closest friends on fubar like real life friends and yeah i know the diff between fubar and real life, I did say some fu-friends, not all. 6. I was in the navy for almost 8 years and have been just about everywhere but Europe, Mediteranean, and Austr
True Life....i'm Pregnant
So i have yet to find out if my little one will be a boy or a girl.... and as a new mommy i have no clue what to name the baby... if any of u have cute, clever, or even sexi names for a baby please let me know... i will keep u updated on the sex of my little one as i find out... Thnx 4 all the help, ~Jessie~
Surviving My Life
I finally realize i am really getting tired of trying to keep everything workout. Specially when it seems that i'm the only one putting any effort. I have been so understanding of everything but i think it's enough. But how do i let go??? How can i say goodbye if i myself is afraid of being alone. What if the only thing that's making me hold on is the fear of being alone. How do i make myself put away the fear and face the reality that i am holding on to something that is not there anymore. I wish it was as easy as the lyrics of the songs, but it's not. I'd like to be free of my fears give myself the time and attention i've never given myself before. I've always given everything for someone else. How could i make myself let go..... "Letting Go" I think I'm going to take it slow And tell you the things that are on my mind Then you can drop me off at home for the last time I only wanted you to know that I always had the best of intentions Look at what you put me through Anything I w
Untold Love Story Of A Robot
  Upon the stairway of despair,Complete with broken love affairsAnd promises that never came,But faded with a touch of shame,A pretty girl with golden hairAnd innocence so sadly rare,Strove to keep her head aboveA way of life devoid of love.Feeling pinned against Life's wall,She chanced upon a robot tallAnd said, "Please come and share with meWhatever Fate has deemed to be.I'm through with love, done with chancesSpirit crushed by past romances,Just be a friend in word and deed.That's all that I shall ever need.""There's not too much from me to learn,"Remarked the robot, in return."Emotions do not form a partof my cold, solid-steel heart.Whatever maker fashioned meDid not permit my circuitryResponsiveness to love or pain -You're thoughts for me would be in vain.""No matter", spoke the maid. "No moreDo I wish passion to explore.Be someone I can come home toWhen my exhausting day is through.Count yourself a well-worn shoe -A friend that I can slip into . . .Protection from a stone cold f
Seriously !?!
Someone obviously did not read my page.  This message was sent to me on FACEBOOK after I repeatly denied a mans friend request: "Do you feel special enough to keep deleting me? Do you feel that you can pick and choose your friends? That was so fucking rude of you. You are not that special. You can't pick and choose your friends. Since I am not special enough to be on your friends list here, you are not special enough to remain on friends list on Fubar! Fuck you!" LMAO.  Seriously?  Don't we all have the right to choose our friends and who has access to what pages?  omg.  lol  My family and CEO for the company I work for are on my facebook.  There is nothing interesting on there.   If you want the "goods" fubar is where its at.
Bam Bam
Heartbroken as I lay here  words unspoken as I die Each word you said like a stab in the heart How is it not clear I dont wanna be apart My love for you was undying until... I sat here lonely without you... crying I just wanted to be together you n I forever our kids, maybe one together but I guess now it means never  Heartbroken as I lay here words  unspoken as I die with my last breath...  n a sob cry I love you baby till the day I... die    Ok so where to even start...Ummmm meet a guy...talked forever seemed like n still talkin,  fell in love the usual... Been a good week talk to him more everyday... had a few disagreements cause he is stubborn like I am. Am still learning its a lil more give then take but I like it may way soooo damn bad lol. Want to see him sooo bad he is injuried pretty bad n waiting on him to get well again so I can... cant get him out of my mind at work home when Im with my son running around outside playing its like I want him with me all the
Bag Full Of Tricks
“One thing kids like is to be tricked. For instance, I was going to take my little nephew to Disneyland, but instead I drove him to an old burned-out warehouse. "Oh, no," I said. "Disneyland burned down." He cried and cried, but I think that deep down, he thought it was a pretty good joke. I started to drive over to the real Disneyland, but it was getting pretty late.”
Can Anyone Explain?
I feel like I am losing my male friends left and right since I got divorced. They ask me out, and want a relationship, which I am in no position to tie into that yet.  When I explain this to them they then avoid me and get angry.  Can anyone explain this or tell me what i can do to keep from losing my friends?
A Joke
A young lady came home from a date, rather sad. She told her mother, "Anthony proposed to me an hour ago." "Then why are you so sad?" her mother asked. "Because he also told me he is an atheist. Mom, he doesn't even believe there's a Hell." Her mother replied, "Marry him anyway. Between the two of us, we'll show him ho...w wrong he is..!!
Wishful Thinking
Have you ever felt that something so impossible to happen is the thing that would make you complete. A dream, a wish something so out of your reach. You knew if only it could come to reality you would be complete. But most of the times dreams are shattered by reality, wishes are broken by the truth.Only if my wishes and dreams could come true just one time, I'd be complete and happy. I could finally found what i've been searching for. But most of my dreams never come true and most of my wish remains just a wish. WISHFUL THINKING Carole King I see you, but you don't see me Like a ghost of the future, hovering dark and dreamy You fade in and out of the mist Do you even exist, except in my wishful thinking I reach for you, but I can't touch you I feel you just beyond a star Do you know how much you are all I ever wanted Is it too much too soon Am I foolishly dreaming Just baying at the moon Playing impossible visions like an elementary tune How I wish that I could realize my heart Bu
Happy Holidays
Did you get any under the tree? I think your balls are hanging too low. Check out Rudolph’s Honker! Santa’s sack is really bulging. So…What’d you get in the sack? Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. Lift up the skirt so I can get a clean breath. Did you get a piece of the fruitcake? I love licking the end till it’s really sharp and pointy. Polly Pocket really is a kids toy. From here you can’t tell if they’re artificial or real. Can I interest you in some dark meat? To get it to stand up straight, try propping it against the wall.
What Level Do I Get The Bouncer Level?
i want to be a bounce lol
My Being Here
I joined this site on August 9th this year,now I think it time for me to leave. 1.Because I may have offended some people and 2.I may have hurt some peoples feelings. That is certainly not the reason I came here it was to meet new people and make friends but It seems I have done the opposite of what I did come for,I don't know when or if I will come back and incase I don't I want to do at least one thing right and wish you all a Happy and Safe Holiday Season.
Seductive Pleasures
1) Any and ALL problems you may have will be presented to the DJ managers first. If it is not handled to your satisfaction, go to upper management. All issues should not be handled in the lounge under any circumstance. We keep ALL DRAMA out of the lounge. 2) No dissing or disrespecting ANYONE in the lounge, PERIOD. This includes criticism of the DJ's music. If you are having an issues with someone, get with your Manager to get help with the situation, We will not tolerate any misconduct in the Lounge. You will be silenced or kicked....staff or not. 3) Only MANAGERS will have the Kick Codes for the encoders, you must find a manager to kick the encoder, this is for security purposes. 4) You must be present and visible in the lounge during the entire time you are on air. I would ask that you ONLY be in our lounge and no other additional lounges when you are on air. When you are not on air, you can hang out in any lounge that you choose, this only applies to when
From The Heart
Laying in silences on my bed, tears streamming down un to my pillow case. I think about my life and how much misery, and sorrow has consumed most of it. I wonder what have I done to deserve so much, torment.  Was I just a evil person in my life before. Each day I pray for something good to happen to off sent the lonely ness inside of me. I just want to run away, and die. But, I love my family, just wish they understood the dark side of me and how the depression consumes every part of my body My soul crys out for release, but there is no end in site. Just bitter memorys and lose of friends and family. Is this what life is all about.  Some are giving so much, while others have to leave each day ,  wondering how to pay the bills, feed the family and worry about their mate whos always sick. God release me from this hell, give me the hope that things will change for the better, I pray to see that light at the end of the tunnel Please God show me the way Here I sit once more, thinki
Thanksgiving- True Stories
She Walked Out...
she was her name she was her name druggy major was her game she did not want any help she did not ask for any help i tried many times to help her i tried many times to worn her she pushed me away, walked out the door, screaming back echos of her voice remain in my head as she said i chose what i want i do what i want face it i am your mother as thow she walked out the door screaming thows words echos of her voice remain in my head as she screams back no more for now she is dead...
I Tired All Along
you rejected me. you said you didnt want me. but all along your heart was bursting. it wanted to make a bridge over to mine. even though love has to take its time, i knew all along, that you were the one for me, and i for you. you want to come to me, but now its tolate, you never appreciate something untill its gone.
Sayonara Poundage
Soooo I need to get to my goal weight..or goal size.. which is getting tougher and tougher as Im losing more. LAME! I've dropped 20 so far... but it has fluxuated these past few months and I can't seem to get past that bump. So annoying. One week I feel nice, but then the next week I feel like "oh hi my name is Heffer McFattyfat." So glad I dont look like how I used to... but still. I'm not satisfied at all. No idea why I'm posting this... maybe to get some feedback... support... suggestions? Maybe to stay on track and keep going so I dont end up looking like the Hindenburg at some point in my life. Ok so it was never that bad. Im down for even dropping another 20. Even 10! Stupid metabolism, let's get with it yo, speed yourself the fuck up. I'm going running tonight to burn off this Thanksgiving dinner. And this ass. So yeah, if anyone has any suggestions, ideas or tips that can help me along the way that would be splendid! Wish me luck... I'm gonna need it :D
I Got New Lounge
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Holiday Season 2009
so most of you start your holiday season with thanksgiving...well not this family...our holdiday season begins the day before on what we call "black wednesday" lol i been delivering newspapers since 2000 and for the last 8 years the day before thanksgiving has been the nightmare from hell!!! lol a paper to every home and business in branch county...18,000 in all...and 1200 of them mine! ugh!!! filled with xmas ads for thanksgiving and the day after (black friday) so this year...all in all it went well...except that i also added a shoppers route to my job list which was another 290 papers that christa and i did on tues nite...and only took 2 hrs which i was very pleasantly surprised about! christa and i go to the office yesterday about 830 or so and were out the door by 11 am which sucked cuz that was an hour later than last year...but the day went well...we had a lot of laughs...picked up Jr after school and he pitched in to deliver when my hands gave out and christa had to finish
Exotic Dreams Lounge
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Lol You Know Your From Tennessee If........
You measure distance in minutes, not miles. You drive through a rich neighborhood and see the wannabe redneck kids with their brand-new Fords and their designer holey jeans and cowboy hats. Boomsday in Knoxville is equal to New Year's Eve at Times Square. Knoxville becomes the third largest city every Saturday in the fall. Sweet tea is THE questions, no exceptions. Most people from Tennessee begin drinking sweet tea even before they can drink out of sippy cups. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals, and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. You use "fix" as a verb. Example: "I'm fixing to go to the store." All the festivals across the state are named after a fruit, vegetable, grain, insect, or animal. You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked. You know what a "DAWG" is. You carry jumper cables in your car -- for your OWN car. You own onl
For My Lovers
Light kisses on my cheeks, eyes, and forehead Exhalations down my neck Spine arching nails tracing vertebrae Increasing the pressure and making me writhe Anticipating and satisfying every wanton need Nibbling and sucking already erect nipples   Inching downward and exploring my voluptuousness Nuzzling my stomach and spreading my thighs   Hearing my moans of expectation Enveloping your face in my warmth Allowing your tongue to flick and lick Tasting my clitoris with delight
Ok I have this song on my play list for Fubar, but I don't know the right name of it so that I can down load it and it is driving my CRAZY!  Here is part of the lyrics to it.. if you know the song please lemme know.. and it is Not Korn's ADIDAS  I already tried that one!   I'm wide awake with this damn burning fever I can't think straight I just keep sinking deeper, Star at the walls but I swear I can still see her face... Cause All day I think about you, Everyday I die in this room, Say I'm twisted yeah that's probably true, cause all day I think about... sex
Are You Clinically Depressed?
Are you clinically depressed? If you identify with several of the following signs and symptoms, and they just won’t go away, you may be suffering from clinical depression. you can’t sleep or you sleep too much you can’t concentrate or find that previously easy tasks are now difficult you feel hopeless and helpless you can’t control your negative thoughts, no matter how much you try you have lost your appetite or you can’t stop eating you are much more irritable and short-tempered than usual you have thoughts that life is not worth living (Seek help immediately if this is the case)
Crash Override
You know you were born in the 1980's if... 1. You ever ended your sentence with "psych" 2. You solved Rubics peeling off the stickers 3. You watched the Pound Puppies 4... You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" 5. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish 6. You yearned to be a member of the Babysitters Club and tried to start a club of your own. 7. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls 8. You know that 'Whoa' comes from Joey on "Blossom" 9. Three words: M.C. Hammer. 10. You thought it would be great to have a friend named "Boner" 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales" 12. You played the chipmunks Christmas album all year long! 13. You Remember reading Kool-Aid man comics 14. You ever watched "Fraggle Rock" 15. You had plastic streamers on the handle bars of your bike 16. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 17. You wore a ponytail to the side of your
Not So Deep Thoughts
The rain falls slow and hollow an almost happy feeling looks me in the eye and runs to hide I could smile but the tears will bleed and the stiches on my heart my tear torn apart by the thought of getting you back vs. the thought of never really having you those dreams i had seemed so tastefully real the cottoncandy dreams coming into play I had your heart you had my we walked alone in a deep dark forest full of secrete emotions we walked the shores of forign worlds we walked the edge of insane we wonderd near and far only to find the love we were looking for was right there in our heart we wonderd to the edge of reason we strolled the walk ways of devine perfection we looked up @ the moon and said I could do better wetouched the sky so fast and then we found what we feared we found doubt we found hesitation we found a false  cure for the nothing wrong we found hate in a moment influenced by fear and controlled by anger for this I would ask for you to say what you feel one last time tel
Rants Raves And Other Obscenities
So my friend just sent me trailor for the new "Nightmare" movie....   WHAT THE FUCK!!!! WHY??!!!! WHY THE FUCK CANT HOLLYWOOD COME UP WITH SOME NEW SHIT, WHY DO THEY HAVE TO KEEP REMAKING CLASSICS INTO SHIT? WHY?? NO ONE WILL EVER COMPARE TO ROBERT ENGLUND AS FREDDY. YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO TAKE SOMETHING GREAT AND MAKE IT ALL EMO AND GAY IT UP WITH "DRAMA".....GODDAMN I HATE HOLLYWOOD AND YOU CAN BET YOUR BOTTOM FUCKING DOLLAR I WILL NOT BE WATCHING SHIT PIECE OF SHIT. I AM SO THOROUGHLY IRRITATED AND ANNOYED WITH THIS I CANNOT THINK STRAIGHT.. THUS, THE BILE HAS RETURNED.... For fun I decided to do a survey of all the dirty pussy down here in mississippi.. well at least the northeastern part of it. I must scan a million boxes of vagisil, yeast infection treatment, FDS, massingil, generic douches a day. I counted every time I scanned one of the above products and at the end of the week I did an average. I would say 80% of Booneville Mississippi has dirty sla
The Golden Dragon (story)
"You volunteered for what?" James had stopped pacing and was staring at Faust with a look of shock on his face. "You are going to pretend to work for Avari just to get close to Shelata? That wasn't part of the plan!" Faust lay in his nest, well aware that James was still talking, but he didn't care all that much. "Listen James. We know the Blues are preparing to defend themselves from a massive attack. And we knew that Avari would send Shelata, seeing as how she knew where the Blues would go. But I have a plan that could possibly make this all go faster." Faust related his plan to James, and the entire time, James stood speechless. When he could finally speak, the only thing he was able to mutter were the words, "You scheming, golden-bellied dragon! Why the hell didn't you think of that at the conclave?" Faust smiled slightly, and closed his eyes to get some rest before everything went down the next day.   Faust arrived at the Bay of Blood just as the sun was sinking behind the hor
Waves Of Awareness
Why would anyone limit the resources available to people in need, while at the same time refusing to recognize and compensate valid legitimate traditional forms of medicine and those who provide service? This is because insurance, pharmaceutical companies and hospitals are being run like businesses that intend and whose objective is only to make profit, businesspeople and politicians who make policy only looking at profit and the bottom line, instead of caring about people and making policy looking at public health and well being. We can not allow the AMA to to deny valid legitimate forms of medicine and dictate what treatments people/patients can seek for their ailments and illnesses! “Americans should not be limited by the AMA as to what treatments they can seek for their ailments and illnesses”. —‘Cherokee girl for change’ Traditional medicine is not covered or discussed nearly enough, and must be covered and referred. Please be aware that what is bei
Donations For 3yr Spotlight
July 4th 2010 will be 3yrs on Fubar  **Taking Donations For Spotlight** if you donate plz put your name here so that i can post a bulletin. You do not need to put your amount donated. all donations will be appreciated
Life On Fubar
why do people feel the need to be fake i really dont get it so i came to these simply 3 factors your a fat ugly loser your a sick pervert or you are just simply twisted anyway JUST STOP IT
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High Five Midget Toes Emotional Rollercoaster
they ride on little pink ponys with sombreros' on their heads yoddleing down the big orange sliderivers flopping down the white walls of the melting sun inhaling as the globe spinsplaying my silver flute as it gleams in gold over the blueberry sun numbing the pain for the distancemeditate says the black man with the white fuzz following the little green man with the white nose and everywhere the green man went the plants were sure to growa day to remember ending with our eyes as big as zee moon drifting in the sun set of the heated rainbow collums  afirenothing is worse than when the black dot seeps into the tv glistening over the dark shadows of the alley wayszee elephants line dance and dee flip flopper cracks a bottle infactuated with the  massive steam clouds fleeing from the grates of the
like a nosedive in cold water, burning holes in your face.Created by laurenpwns and taken 54 times on Bzoink Hello, what is the name you were given at birth?: Kalista Rae Cooper How old are you and when is your birthday? Do you like your age?: 21, May 28 1988, and umm sure? lol Where do you live? Are there fun things to do in your town?: Moline IL, no not really Im usually in Davenport IA lol just sleep in IL What school do you go to, if you actually still go to school anymore?: Ill be going to Black Hawk College in Jan Would people consider you more immature or mature?:
Expect The Unexpected
why does it always seem when iam about to be happy it ends just as fast as it startsso my roommate who iam living with now his unemployment ends soon and no one wants to hire someone who is in there 40si dont know why so many people are so stuck on the ageas long as they are capable of doing the job and they dont have any major health issuesthey should be qualified to work no matter how old they areso i have until the 15 or the 25thsomething like that before they shut off the internet and i need to find a place to move toi dont really care about my self as much as iam more worried about my cati dont honestly think my heart could take it if i had to give him upi have to think of something and soon so i guess iam going to see about going apartment hunting i do have a place in mind but i really hate living alonei have no place to go my own family does not want me well my so called famly i refuse to call that piece of shit for a man as my fathersince he has done nothing for me or his gfand
This poem was written for me by my bff!! =)   The Metamorphosis I had never seen anything like it. It was almost regal the way it hung there. There was undeniable strength in the cord that kept it connected to the tree And somehow I sensed it was not just a simple cord, but a lifeline. I had to look twice at the complexity of this amazing structure. A cocoon of sorts I assumed, but it was so thick As if there was layer after layer that made up its walls. It was as if the layers were acting as an armor… a shelter. I could not help but to stop and take a second look. There was a beauty that mesmerized the eye. There was a strength that defied reason. Yet at the same time there was an undeniable sadness That overwhelmed me as I stepped closer and examined its composition. Day after day others went by. Nobody could simply pass though Without lingering for a moment to watch this cocoon in amazement. There was life in this shell, But day after day the layers remained u
GLOCK MAN aka " Armed Angel "@ fubar GLOCK MAN aka " Armed Angel "@ fubar
Even When I Mess Up Big Time
he still loves me. what an amazing man!  
The Desolate Warrior.
Six Things We Can Be Thankful For
As we gather this holiday season, we should remember how fortunate we Americans are tolive in a free and just nation.America was founded upon sound conservative principles grounded firmlyin human nature and not in radical idealism. And today, we see thatthese principles, though under attack from the Left, are still verymuch alive. As Heritage Foundation scholar Matthew Spalding explainedin 2003, Thanksgiving maintains the tradition of the American Foundingand affirms that "while we are committed to upholding religiousliberty, we remain one nation under God." So, despite these tough times, conservatives and Americans have muchto be thankful for:1.   The United States Constitution. The single most important andtimeless document of our nation's Founding Fathers, the U.S.Constitution lays the framework for a government that protectsthe natural and unalienable rights of every American. TheConstitution, the key to our greatness and the bulwark of ourliberties, offers an antidote to the Left
The Way It Is.....
I like beingUNPERFECT.... May the angels protect youTrouble neglect youAnd heaven accept you when it's time to go homeMay you always have plentyThe glass never emptyKnow in your bellyYou're never alone May your tears come from laughingYou find friends worth havingWith every year passingThey mean more than goldMay you win and stay humbleSmile more than grumbleAnd know when you stumbleYou're never alone  
Good Laugh This Morning
from: fubar Support Please leave any mafia related questions or issues here:... United States subject: Please post a salute to level up   received: 12/1/2009 08:09 am replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   Dear Sperminator's Uterus:You have stopped collecting points because you cannot move higher thanlevel 20 without a salute. To continue accumulating points and move to ahigher level, please post a salute. The process is explained in the fubarBible section on salutes.Salute Help-fubar family   I peed my pants on so many levels!
If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.Here's 25 random things about me.When you're finished reading, it's your turn to write 25 random things about you, and tag 25 people to find out more about them.1. I'm addicted to LipSmackers2. My favorite color is pink3. I'm a pop culture junkie4. I would rather have people come to my house than go to theirs5. I won't cook unless I have someone else to cook for6. I grind my teeth way too much7. I hate my nose8. I miss high school9. When I was a kid I wanted to be a lawyer10. When I was a teenager I wanted to be an interior designer or fashion designer11. I love console video games12. I love the CW13. I don't brush my hair14. I don't drink beer15. I don't have a favorite food16. I'm legally blind without my glasses17. I HATE Dr. Phil18. Nothing makes me happier than seeing my kids smile19. I love the Twilight Saga20. I hate the house I live in21. I can easily wash and dry the laundry, but I have a really hard time sorting it a
He's So Amazing.
Linkin Park - Numb
The Dark Knight Meets Superman
Until It Sleeps
Metallica - Until It Sleeps
Bon Jovi - Keep The Faith
Lost Soul
i dont care how big or strong you are, or what you seen an done in this life. its nothing whit out love or family even if it messed up .your only hope is what you show an pass on, ppl may come go but only your foot prints are left be hind an memories left so they may lean some thing about who you are or was an i hope they lean from it. an better there self....  Can you discern the freedom of unbarring your soul to the only One who asks nothing in return, but love. What can we offer back but our trust and fears? One day we will weep no more for we will have given them both unashamedly. Truth creates a meaning for our dreams. Ask the questions I may have missed. Write, scribble, highlight, document, journalise, whatever! Get the point across! Do not allow limitations, for life will not hesitate to pass you by. Growing All around us a generation gone blind, unaware as the real darkness shadows their light. Illumination dims the wisdom of their Resolve. Darkness maintains a c
What Ever Doesn't Kill You Will Only Make You Stronger
Disturbed - Indestructible
Blood Of The Night
  Now Hiring DJ'S PLEASE COME IN TODAY TO FILL Out A APPLICATION!!!!! Come by and say Hi!! While your there please join our family! We Love New Friends!     We are waiting for you to become our newest Disciple!! BLOOD OF THE NIGHT IS IN NEED OF ALL STAFF POSITIONS ARE AS FOLLOWED DJ'S: Using the SAMS Broadcast software, play music through the lounge to entertain the listeners. Greeter: While in the lounge, actively engage people as they enter, and continue to make everyone feel welcome and a part of the family while also trying to get vis
Dominance and submission, and the inner conflict and surrender connected with these are enduring themes in human culture and civilization. Human beings share with many other mammals the desire to look up to certain individuals who become leaders through strength of will and personality, to lead or follow, and to submit or dominate.[citation needed] In human sexuality this has broadened to include mutual exploration of roles, emotions and activities which would be difficult or impossible to do without a willing partner taking an opposing role. While D/s deals with representations of brutality and cruelty, and the emotional responses to them, adherents are quick to point out that D/s is not about actual acts of brutality and cruelty. It is a consensual power exchange between the two partners and need not involve any brutality (such as corporal punishment) or cruelty (verbal or emotional abuse) at all. It is primarily based upon trust and communication between the partners. It is also ba
You are the first rays of sunlight that peek through my window. You are the air that I breathe. You are my light when I can't find my way. You are the comforting feel of warmth that spreads over my skin. You are my remody when I'm in pain. You make all the darkness go away. You are the melody to my symphony. You are the energy I need when I feel drained. You are my everything. Escaping With the Melody Feel those watching eyes as I take a deep breath as the spotlight flashes surrounding me My heart pumps the melody within my soul as my body moves with the start of the song Closing my eyes as i smoothly dance with the piano keys and feverish violin, in sync, as i stand from one knee The molody guides me as i feel the lyrics move my arms and legs, not one step wrong I am free. The audiance a blur as i enter a world of tranquil delight The faces disappear as I get lost in the happiness of the song that consumes my body I dance around the notes that flap their wings around me
A Christmas Poem
This Year Sucked!!!!
 Hope you all have a safe and blessed  holiday!! Cherish the ones you love!!  HEY PPL! HOWS IT GOIN? I'M NEW HERE JUST LOOKIN FOR A FEW FRENZ TO HANG WIH...MAYBE SOME1 TO HELP ME OUT...MAYBE SHOW ME AROUND? 
Ok so I'm watching the news which I rarely do these days because it's so filled with tabloid journalism that I can do without.  What pops up is the growing "scandal" on climate change.  I see daily postings on facebook about climategate ranting about sham this deception that and these people will finally get exposed.  Me personally, I believe is global warming.  Its crazy to sit and think that mankind can do what they please on this planet and have no ill effects.  The same holds true for my views on evolution.  I am a person of faith, but my faith does not lead me to ignore the fact that evolution happens everyday.  To do so is ludicrous.  So back to the  How was this critical information on the lies of Al Gore and other "liberals" found?  It was hacked!!  Hackers illegally went into computers and stole information.  The keyword here is "illegally" because when I last checked hacking was a crime punishable by fines and prison sentences.  So the people against global warmin
December 3rd 2009
Television is a fixture in my life that compares to no other.  Its like an old internet.. you ever wonder about all the information we wouldn't have known if it wasn't the TV.  Think about where we were before TV... then think about how that had exponential decreased in purpose with the internet now.  its crazy..   My basic enjoyment in my life for a few months was my ex girlfriend.  When it was going good it was probably the best emotions I've ever had.  Made going to the beach better, playing video games better, made going out to the mall better... how often do you go to the mall alone and see something funny but since you are alone its not as funny.. somebody to vibe off of..even if its a platonic relationship.. Now that this void I have in my life is there cause I don't have that best friend/girlfriend in my life I have attempted to fill it with my old friend television/internet.  Then I remember all the reasons why I don't watch it anymore.. The oversaturation of reality TV aka
Today is the first day of the rest of your life!
Please Help
I have A very Dear Friend Of Mine Who Wants To Buy His Soon To Be Fu Wife (on new years) But Cant Aford Her.... So I Am Asking If There Is Anyone Out There Who Would Be Willing To Help A Man Out And Donate Some Fu Bucks To Help Him Out Would Be Great!!!! SB Me If You Wana Help Only Got 26,000 More To Go!!! Come On Guys He Needs Your Help!!!! Morning everyone can ya all help out my Fu Owner he could use it!! All you gota do is rate this pic for him and re rate it if you have already done so!!!! Thanks in advance
To Crave A Woman
The come hither look on her face Our naked bodies pressed in a long embrace Your skin soft under my finger tips Always wanting to kiss your lips Hands cuping your ample breasts Considering your body a beautiful quest Gripping all of your curves Time now to get rid of all your reserves Moving down to your most precious of parts Making love like sweethearts Spreading your legs inserting my tongue Moving around excitement has sprung
My Ramblings...
Broken Written By My Father Jackedup1roxx Popsmfkn Roxx Right Hand
Broken created @ 2009-08-23 22:33:37   Her screams break the silence around her, But they are never heard by others. She lies in bed... her pillows collecting her tears. Her heart has been shattered..... Shattered by the one meant to protect it, To love it,  to provide for it. The baby lays next to her sleeping peacefully.... Unaware that one of its' lifegivers has left it, And in that leaving has left wreckage and a void... She wonders what she did to deserve getting beaten, and cheated on.. As she thinks, the heart that was once whole, Becomes a briar patch of thorns which grows into a wall... Only one small hole remains for access to her heart... That hole is for her child. She grits her teeth hard and vows "Never again!" With that vow made, she moves on with her life, but...... Behind those thorns lives a woman beautiful, Filled with love screaming to get out. She ignores the screams coming from the woma
Sometimes Even A Clown Cries
reaching out from the dark,trying to grab the last flickering ray of light,always feeling lost inside this empty night is my soul crying out fight fight fight...i wont be trapped,i wont be victim to the wickedness,that gives ignorance its might,try to hold on try to last,dont let go, victory is in sight life is full of mysteries and wonder,but most of all its full of living,ive had a pretty good life i thought,until i met someone who made me realize that it wasnt over,but rather just beginning again,This woman filled my life with such joy,but also some sadness,but i never doubted that we would be together the rest of our lives,so my tears went from sadness,to happiness when we moved in together,thers nothing like hearing a little angel call you dad for the first time,or waking up to the love of your life telling you that she is the happiest woman in the world,for you being there.this week we put up our first tree together as a family,and i got to put on my wedding band,this week was th
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10 Things that Sound Dirty at Christmas... 10. Did you get any under the tree? 9. I think your balls are hanging too low. 8. Check out Rudolph’s Honker! 7. Santa’s sack is really bulging. 6. Lift up the skirt so I can get a clean breath. 5. Did you get a piece of the fruitcake? 4. I love licking the end till it’s really sharp and pointy. 3. From here you can’t tell if they’re artificial or real. 2. Can I interest you in some dark meat? 1. To get it to stand up straight, try propping it against the wall. THE TOP 15 *OTHER* SIGNS SANTA CLAUSE IS ACTUALLY A WOMAN: 15. Santa *remembers* it’s Christmas. ‘Nuf said. 14. Reads children’s letters in office instead of in bathroom. 13. Never explains what exactly you did to deserve that coal in your stocking; if you have to ask, maybe that’s the problem! 12. Employs little people in a sweatshop and co-hosts TV talk show, “Regis and Santa Lee.” 11. Despite the c
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Went to eat at Burger King and they are really scraping the bottom of the barrel these days.  The damn guy at the register couldn't count and to me thats like hiring a paraplegic as a life guard.
Ingredients 1 pound of powdered sugar  1/2 cup cocoa  1/4 teaspoon salt  1/4 cup milk  1 Tablespoon vanilla extract  1/4 pound butter/margarine  1 cup chopped nuts  Directions Mix all dry ingredients together in a 8x8 inch microwave safe pan (important to use this size pan). Add milk and vanilla extract. Place chunk of butter/margarine in center ( leave butter as whole do not chop up). Microwave on high for 2 minutes until bottom of dish feels warm. Stir vigorously and blend in chopped nuts. Put in mold or whatever and chill for 1 hour. * Use real butter for best results.
This is my first blog ever so maybe it want be a disaster.  I wass just thinking about te country we live in and all the laws I don't like,  all the things that our goverment does that I don't agree with or just dislike.   Then I started thinking about the things that make this a great coutry to live in and to be proud of.  And the number one thing I thought was our troops in the armed forces. You know our troops are some of least selfish people in the world,  they are out there ready and prepared to take a stand and fight for me and you.  So that we can live in this free and democratic society that we call America.  And it is not because anyone makes them,  they volunteer for this.  They take a stand for something that they feel is right.  I blive anyone in the armed forces is a true hero and deserves more support than they are given.  We have allowed our country to go to shit.  This is the country that they are fighjting and dieing to protect.  I'm not dishing the president but he d
Old Stuff
sitting here in stolen skin I can't believe I let you win no one believes me, nor do they care to them it was like you were never there. I'm old enough, strong and wise so how could I fall for your lies. I thought you were a friend so I reached out and tried to lend a hand. You
Lil Lost Petunia Parched (carmen's Story)
Waitress: Ma'am? ur drinks on its way. So it'll be here in a minute, ok? Enjoy your stay at Rack & Pinion Cafe & Lounge & Bar & Grill...but the lone drink never made it to her designated consumer, it was DRINKNAPPED! (DU-DU-DUUUUU!)... lil Petunia Parched, a sweet lil martini with a splash of vermouth to make your head swim (like !BINGO-BANGO! swim) [Disclaimer: do not try this drink without a spotter or some form of (CONSCIOUS) adult've been DISCLAIMER-PROOFED! (DU-DU-DUUUUU!] ...some nadbangin' twitmelon had stolen poor lil Petunia Parched from a waitress tray at 7:45, Carmen was expecting lil Petunia no later than 8:03, 8:06 at the latest, so Carmen became alarmed and texted the hotline for lost & stolen beverages (except baby bottles and sip-ups, cuz, well, kids need to learn responsibility for their own drinks - training for when they're old enough to buy drinks for friends BUT PLEASE STOP INTERRUPTING! thank you, may i continue now? ya sure? cuz YOU can finis
Zoey Black
you know its funny and it makes me think alotyeah i know people iam stupidi have alot of feelings for this womanand its not all about looks its what she does and how she does things that made me fall so hard for heri told you she was married to a guy that she broke up with because she got scared of himshe ended up hurting him badly like she does with every guy it seems likeshe told me upfront she might still be married but she did not know for surewell she was planing to see me in nov 22 my birthdaybut she never came she decided to see me on nov 28we connected like old times holding hands me paying for a dinner that was way to muchit took alot of out of credit card that i did have but i did not complainthen after dinner we went to a ice cream placce again i paid i ended up letting her eat itthen we went someone to get something to drink captain morgan spice rumthen we went back to my place she told me again she loved meand she wanted my baby still of all things like i dumbass i got hoo
The Youth Is A Nice Song
The most beautiful memory about my childhood is really a nice picture,usually with my mom in it.­ lt was a hot summer night,though the heavy rain was falling outside,with the frightening sounded thunder.Worse still,there was also an electricity failure,and then the darkness would strike me,making me daren't to sleep.However,before l trembled because of the thunder and the darkness,my mom must have already sat at the side of my bed,until l fell asleep.She always had an old fan in her hand,in order to cool me down as well as to keep the mosquitoes far away from me.­ lt was a quiet and peaceful night,when l was accompanied by my mom,and that is the most beautiful memory about my childhood!­ Future is a common topic among people. Even silent one has his or her idea about future. I have been asked the same question by my parents over and over again, ”What is your future? How do you plan for the future?” I do have thought about that. When young, I have considered things
Random Useless Things About Me Survey
69 Confession Questions These are my confessions... 1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? Whoever I've been waiting for 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Always 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Both 4. Do you take compliments well? Yes 5. Do you play Sudoku? I have 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yes 7. Do you like to ride horses? YES!! 8. Did you ever go camping as a kid? A lot 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? Jacks 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? Hell NO 11. Have you lied to get out of a date? Yes 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? Yes 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? Whatever 14. Use three words to describe yourself? Loving, indepedent, worrying 15. Do any songs make you cry? So
Here we are, day in and day out! Sometimes the same thing  over and over again and sometimes not. As we walk through every day on this earth hoping for something else to happen, or to get better, maybe you think you are fine. Deep down we all know we are not. We long for more, great. We secretly hope that we don't have to go on with our dead end physical torture. Asking GOD to help us make it through. Paying bills, trying to get enough food. As we lower our heads thinking we have been defeated. I am hear to tell you. Do not give up yet. We have to go through HELL on earth to get to HEAVEN. The things we go through make us strong and help us prepare for anything GOD asks for and from us. I have been through it all, and at the end I know that I will have earned my way into HEAVEN. So this life we have sux, and its hard, you may not have it as hard as someone else, or you may have it harder. GOD never puts on you more than you can handle. Life is HELL but what a HELL of a reward, I get to
What I Want To Say
Help me pick a new name for fubar. The best name wins! I don't actually have anything to give but I will be using the name u pick! ends 1/1/10 well frick it its done! No more windows to the future.. having to live for today. No more dreams if white picked fences but living for to make it through today. Struggles to stay sane with every corner losing a bit daily. I used drugs to ease my pain now I use pain to remember I am even alive. Wishing daily death will take me to my grave.... Oh wait I have already died just waiting for the funeral.   Call me insane, But to struggle any further seems torture.... Tired of people telling me to just deal with it. Suicide? Nooo I have already died! Now you have the right to call me WickedAngel  
Hello everyone out there I'm Dj SLAY.   I Dj for Metal Messiah Radio Friday nights from 8pm till 11pm est.   Okay enough of the shameless plug lets get down to business shall we ???   Being a Dj for one of the worlds most premier online radio stations, we often get music, and slammed with so much that it really is hard to listen to it all.  Well one band that struck my fancy just from their name alone is a band called Malebolgia from here in the good ole USA.  With singer/guitarist:  Joseph Darling, drummer: Kevin Hedgecock, bassist: Timothy Knouff, and guitarist: Matt Lovett.   Malebolgia's 2009 release of "Requiem For The Inexorable" is an 12 track masterpiece.  "Requiem For The Inexorable" is my personal pick for cd of the year.   With amazing song writing that is generally left to the big boys on major lables, Malebolgia sets a BLISTERING pace from begining to end.  With brilliant Guitar/bass work and drum work that can only be summed up in 3 words ... OH MY GOD !!! Vocal work *and
True Love
The other night I met an amazing woman on here. Problem is I just couldnt come to grips of reality and tell her what I truly felt. At first I thought true love didnt exist, but now Im beginning to think otherwise.
If I had to choose between betraying my country and betraying my friend, I hope I should have the guts to betray my country.Edward M. Forster1879-1970, British Novelist, Essayistmore famous quotes
Salvation Army Is Prejudice Against Gblt People   Protest Salvation Army's Discrimination Against Gays With Queer Dollars. The URL for this page is Subject: GET INVOLVED!! Here's is something pro-active that we can do to combat the religious right's WAR against homosexuals. When the Salvation Army announced that their Western division was going to grant domestic partner's benefits, we all thought that they had softened their much publicized stance against gays which was brought to the international spotlight when the media exposed a behind closed doors aggreement between the Salvation Army and the Bush Administration. Did they soften their stance? No. They rescinded their offer, and declared once again that same sex relationships would not receive benefits regardless of local and state law. IN fact, they have suggested that cities that have non-discrimination laws will be excluded from receivin
Tell Me The Truth
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss. If you're my friend, please answer this: Are we fiends or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell now and tell me true, So I can say, I'm here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I wont forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to HEAVEN and  wait for you. Show your friends much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a friend,including the one who sent it to you. If it comes back to you,then you'll know you have a circle of friends.... KK,send this to................ 0-2 peeps: you're a BAD friend. BOOOO!!!!!!!! . 3-5 peeps: you're a okay friend. 6-9 peeps: you're a GOOD friend. 10 peeps: you're the BESTEST 4 EVER!!!
Long Distance Call
George Bush, Queen Elizabeth, and Vladimir Putin all die and go to hell. While there, they see a phone and ask what it is for. The devil tells them it is for calling back to Earth.  Putin asks to call Russia and talks for 5 minutes. When he was finished the devil informs him that the cost is $100, so Putin writes him a check.Next Queen Elizabeth calls England and talks for 30 minutes. When she was finished the devil informs her that cost is $600, so she writes him a check.  Finally George Bush gets his turn and talks for 4 hours. When he was finished the devil informed him that there would be no charge for the call and feel free to call the USA anytime.  When Putin hears this he goes ballistic and asks the devil why Bush got to call the USA free. The devil replied, "Since Obama became president of the USA , the country has gone to Hell, so it's a local call."
Just Sayin...
   I am here to have FUN!! Keep your Drama OUT of My Bubble!! That means My Page, My Lounge and My Yahoo!! I dont thrive on the he said she said dont bring it to me. My Friends and Family are EXACTLY that {you all know who you are and know I Love You} Dont come to me tellin tales about them I dont wanna hear it! And yes I am a flirt ...I have also been HAPPILY married for 10 yrs. My Husband knows everything I do and say. So dont come to me all Butthurt over your jealousy and insecurity issues ...They are NOT my problem they ARE YOURS!! That said remember Them more you Love yourself the more you are ABLE to Love others!! SDMF MUTHA FUCKAZZZ!!! PEACE!!  
Lost!!!! I find myslf in the dark, Searching and Searching but I can not find the one I am searching for. He is here but he is hiding and will not let me see I know he is here because I feel him, breath, think, his soul I smell him, his sweet, amber smell, I taste him, but yet I can not find him to touch and smell and taste yet again. Ohhh I feel so lost.. Please come and find me so I can feel something, that I have only been allowed to feel once for a brief moment in time, I will not loose you because of the darkness!!! Our souls are as one.... Come and find me! For I am lost and fear I may never be found... TRUST:: That is a hard word to believe in! In my heart I want to trust that I can love and not be hurt but there is that word, that what if word that keeps the wall up and you want to do everything to make this person see how much you love them and you try and try not to doudt but then you see something that you knew was there and they told
My Randomness
You're my angel in disguise You read my soul with your eyes Your spirit has entered my heart And it's my hope we never part For you are so special to me, Without you, my heart would weep bitterly. You're my angel in disguise Your love comforts my cries At night you guide me through the strife And it is for that, my dear angel, I owe you my life. There's something I find, in being with you, that is lost to me elsewhere. The surety of your step, beside mine. The certainty in your voice, when you speak to me. The passion behind your eyes, that touches my soul. All these that take our relationship steps beyond our dreams, past surety and certainty both, to a realm of faith. All these things, and more, I find in being with you. Hold on to me Let me comfort you when you hurt Hold on to me Let me love you when you hate yourself Hold on to me Let me help you through your trials I am the joy in your smile I am the tears that you cry I am in every beat of your heart Hold on to me.
Sorry world but it’s over now You thought you had me Pulled a fast one somehow That just didn’t work out The way you planned To destroy me Take me out on my own land It won’t work this time Oh no you see Because this time I’m holding on I’ll save my tears for me Because crying over you is pointless I’ll save all my smiles Because unlike you They don’t need a trial I’m keeping my heart to myself You will no longer read my words My fire used to keep you alive Now you will feel its burn You turned your back on me But that’s not what I’ll burn first First it’ll be your heart and your soul I’ll burn your insides Make your blood boil Then once my fires released You’ll skin will burn And fall as ashes at my feet I told you before I’m not gonna sit here and take this I’ll tell you again I will no longer sit here and fake it Fake the smiles Fake the blame Faking my entire
I feel the anger rise up in me The same anger That makes me bleed Inside In my heart and in my soul Killing me With soft whispers of hate Softly, deeply But quickly my blood flows Outwards, pouring Showing its true power to the world Slowly but surely It destroys me I am not it But it has become me Angry is all I seem to feel lately Why can’t I just once be free From the anger that’s trapped inside me The anger which you provide The anger which you create The anger that’s inside me now Only at me it eats The only emotion we ever shared Was anger The only words we ever said Were yelled Why can’t you accept me the way I am The way I want to be Instead of turning me into somebody else The person you wished you could be I am not you And never will be Your thoughts are your own So how can I know what you’re thinking? I can’t But you expect me to You yell and scream and hate For I can’t read your mind Though I tr
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For My Baby
I HAVE SPENT HOURS TRYING TO FIND THE SONG I COULD CALL OURS lol NEVER THOUGHT OF BILLY JOEL BUT THERE U HAVE IT BABY.  I WANT YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.  I DONT KNOW WHAT U THINK BUT BABY I LOVE YOU AS YOU ARE REMEMBER THAT. Don't go changing, to try and please me You never let me down before Don't imagine you're too familiar And I don't see you anymore I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble We never could have come this far I took the good times, I'll take the bad times I'll take you just the way you are Don't go trying some new fashion Don't change the color of your hair You always have my unspoken passion Although I might not seem to care I don't want clever conversation I never want to work that hard I just want someone that I can talk to I want you just the way you are. I need to know that you will always be The same old someone that I knew What will it take till you believe in me The way that I believe in you. I said I love you and that's forever And t
Mr Right
Is there such thing a Mr Right... Do u beleive there is one person out there for all of us.....   ame:Age: Birthday:Location:Sexual:Height:Weight: Body Type: Eye color: Hair Color: Favorite Bands: Favorite Movies: Favorite Food: Religion: Smoke?: Drink?:Drive?: Job?:Piercings?:Where?: Tatoos?: Where?:Why Are you Applying?:One special thing about you: One special thing about me:Your favorite body part on me: Am I a nice guy?(be honest): Do you think im hot? Why would you date me? Would you break my heart? Would you care if I was complicated? Would you kiss one of my friends to hurt me? Would you play hard to get? Would you run off with me at random times? What would you do to get my attention? Why would you be a good girlfriend? sex? Kiss? Cuddle? Lick?Bite? Would you tell me the truth ALWAYS? Would you ever consider going out with me? Is there anything you need to add to this application?
Not Understanding
I don't get it....I'm not one of those guys on here that comes right out talking "dirty" to women thinking it's "cool to do".  I'm not one of the MANY people on here who constantly changing my status begging for something new.  Is that why it's so difficult for me to lvl up on this thing? I want to lvl up just like everyone else on here. So does that mean I have to be like everyone else and beg, beg, beg? I just don't understand. Why can't finding people for semi-intelligent conversation lead to some kin I have never understood why women love cats. Cats are independent, they don't listen, they don't come in when you call, they like to stay out all night, and when they're home they like to be left alone and sleep. In other words, every quality that women hate in a man, they love in a cat.
SDMF is a the creation of Black Label Society--a band led by Ozzy Ozborne's guitarist Zakk Wylde. SDMF is a unique hybrid of shared ideals and fan club. The actual acronym is most commonly read out as either "Society Dwelling Mother Fucker" or "Strength Determination Merciless Forever". The BLS ‘Chapters’ system is not any sort of official club or organization, it is just a way to describe a BLS fan from a certain area. For example, if you are a BLS fan and live in New Jersey, you are automatically a member of the New Jersey Chapter. Black Label Society Bylaws And Code of Honor God, Family, Beer Suicide Is Not An Option Complaints Dept. Closed Live Life Stronger Than Death Thou Shalt Not Spilleth The Beer!!! Refuse To Loose/Born To Booze!!! Respect Is To Be Shown To All Society Dwellers Worldwide Colors Must Be Worn To all Black Label Society Shows And Events FEAR NO BEER BLEED BLACK LABEL SOCIETY R.I.P DIMEBAG DARRELL
Love! (comment For Miss Friendly's Mumm)
...the love you have in your heart has nothing to do with the lack of love in others' hearts or their inability to love or to appreciate the love you have offer them...sometimes distance can be used as an excuse not to pursue love (as countless other things can be used for the same purpose) BUT, in my humble opinion, anytime one can FEEL love and revel in its beauty and warm is never a bad time...YOU possess the ability to love and no matter what mode (web, letters/penpals, phone, face-to-face, etc.) the sensations of soaring emotionally into something that can make you helpless and vulnerable has its rewards as it has its "penalties"...and SO WHAT! the heart is resilient and protects us when in "combat" against fools and "gamers" who do not appreciate the value of go out and flaunt your heart to the world, otherwise it'll shrivel up and slowly die from lack of use and being denied the adventures it is made to take us on...give that lil fucker as good a workout as you can
I Just Want One More Day With You
I'm so sad and depressed Is all I want to do is rest I go to sleep at night But my dreams I just can't fight I think of you lying in that bed And wonder if there is anything I could have said I wish I was still there with you But I know that you are still near I love you more than you know I just wish I didn't have to go I just want one more day with you And I know thats what you would have wanted too I miss you more and more each day There is so much more we had to say I know I will see you again But my life is just started to begin Wriiten By M David
Let Me Trust You
Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away Scared of what love will bring Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say I find myself lost in you Not sure if I want to be I see the looks that you give And wonder what you see in me I don’t want my heart broken But I am so in love I can’t seem to give up A guy sent from above So I’m gonna trust you Please don’t let me down For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around Don’t take it for granted ‘Cause it might not last long I have weak thoughts And my heart isn’t too strong I’m putting my life in your hands Now it’s all up to you I look forward to the places we go And the things we’ll be put through But remember that I’m vulnerable And I can’t stand to be hurt I want to be at the top of your list But I don’t have to be first Believe me when I tell you That I love you with all my heart That I’m here for you forever and always Just like I was
The Hitch Hickers Guide To The Universe, And Other Mindless Drivel.....
I'm going to do a lot of rambling here, so bear with me if you dare.  I'm a lot shaken, feel like I should be scared, and deeply disappointed in myself. I had a drs appt. for my best four-legged friend, my cat cole.  He is having problems with an ear and it looks like we have to aputate it.  It's either that or put him down.  It's just his ear, hes only 8, and he's my best friend.  I would do anything for him.  The closest vet surgeon is a little over an hour away from me, and my appt. just so happens to be on a day we have a winter weather advisory. I was on the on ramp curving into the merge lane, there was an orange semi next to me.  I tapped my brakes to merge behind him, and I hit a patch of ice. My back tires went left, and I over-corrected by wretching the steering wheel left and lost control.  I slammed into a semi trailer at a 45 degree angle at 40 mph.  It smashed my drivers side window in and pinched it in such a way as to buckle in my windshield.  I hit the left side to
...and Still......
I came here, looking for a way to ease the boredom. Now I'm hooked. There is something nauseating about this site that keeps me coming back anyway. It's dumb, impersonal, sleezy,and I think it gave me a virus. Yet, here I am... just me, some slack-jawed yokels (love all the NASCAR-themed lounges), and girls selling soft-core porn for game points. I tried to get a friend to join... and she ran after the first 20 minutes. I guess only some people have the stomach for it.So... with all that negative stuff, why am I here? I like it. I get drawn in. I like to read photo-comments. I like to post stupid blogs like this. I like being around a bunch of strangers whom I could care less about, and who could care less about me. In anonymity, there is freedom.My browser has been hijacked to take me here before (it's so considerate of  the Fubar people), but I never bothered to sign up. Instead, I only cursed them for it (poor ignorant me). Now I thank the Fubar folks for showing me the light. Fubar
My Life
1974 - Present: I was born October 3rd 1974 in the city of Claremont, NH to a mother named Kim Boutwell. Soon after that she got married and had 2 more children (Chrisinta Brunelle & Jared Brunelle). From what I remember we grew up with just about nothing. I started getting into trouble when I was in kindergarden by taking anything I wanted when I wanted it and it escalated to arson & attempted murder at 9 in which I was taken from my mother and placed into a mental hospital for 3 months. I was transferred from there to another place run by Italian Catholic Priests and was there for 3 1/2 yrs in which time I ran away as much as I could cause I didn't want to be so far away from my mother. I got lost and ended up in a metropolis and stole a car off a car lot and tried to get back to my mother at the age of 11. After they finally realized it wasn't a good idea of me being there and the DCYF officer trying to send me to juvinile lock-up called YDC in Manchester NH, they found a place call
It Started Out As A Simple Kiss
It started out as a simple kiss Eyes closed.. arms embraced.. Soft lips barely touch..Anticipation builds.. the kiss deepens..we search for more.Tongues caress.. lightly nibbling.. gentle sucking ...Passions flare.. shaking to the core. Hands roam.. fires ignite.. wanting.. skin on skin...Gasping breaths.. eyes glazed with lust.. heated to the brink.Moans excape.. with whispered encouragement...Wanting... needing... the desire.. in a daze... cannot think. Your shirt unbuttons.. fingers fumble.. my hands slide up ...Your stomache clenches.. lightly grazing .. I reach your chest.Heart racing.. breathing labored... skin.. so soft.. yet hard...Deep breaths now.. mindless ...shaking.. passion's obsessed. You grasp my hips.. you pull me close.. and closer still..My hands wrap around your neck... and still the kiss goes on.Savoring the taste ..such soft sweet lips.. the fire is raging..Pulses bounding.. lost in your touch.. practiced seduction. Your hands slide under my shirt... aah.. th
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Why I Cant Stand People
here are some of the reason why i hate people1. why is it so hard for someone to say hey iam not all that interested in you rather playing you like a fine turn violin2.why is it so hard to be bluntly honest and when you catch someone in a lie they try and turn it back on you rather then admitting to the crime 3.why is it so hard to openly admit that you have a bf/gf/married/open relationship4. as i said before i hate people who are hypocrite and cynical when they cant fix them self but they expect others to followi plan on deleting a lot of my profiles on a lot of different sites i was even thinking of deleting my my space page but i wont only becuse of the people who i do talk toi plan on keeping my myspace and my facebookother then that iam deleting everything iam tired of the lies the head games the dramai thought high school was long gone but people sure seem to live in it stillyou know i love it when people tell me something and then there action speaks differentlyit happens all t
For Those That Care What Im Feeling
My Blogging Spot!
**Acute myelogenous leukemia (AML) is a type of cancer that causes the body to produce an increased number of the white blood cells that normally help fight infection (myelocytes). It sometimes is referred to as acute myeloid leukemia, acute myelocytic leukemia, myeloblastic leukemia, granulocytic leukemia, or acute nonlymphocytic leukemia. AML is more common in men than in women. The incidence of AML increases with age. AML is an acquired rather than inherited disease. Usually the cause of AML is unknown. But it may be caused by high doses of radiation, exposure to the chemical benzene, smoking and other tobacco use, and chemotherapy used to treat other types of cancer. It also is more common in children with Down syndrome or other genetic conditions. Symptoms of AML include weakness and fatigue, fever, poor appetite, easy bruising or bleeding, and weight loss. **Symptoms may depend on what type of leukemia you have, but common symptoms include: Fever and night sweats. Headaches. Br
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I Want You !!!
What I Want
I wish I had a woman here right now. I want to sit her down, lean her back, open her legs and lick her pussy til she cums just a little. I want to flick her clit with my tongue, I want to slide my tongue deeper in her to the point where she grabs my head and pulls it closer to her pussy. I don't go for the moans and groans, I try to make her body tremble and quake. Just when she thinks she can't take anymore I would stop, open her legs more and slide my manhood into her. I would start off slow, gradually moving up the speed of the fucking. I want her to be so into it that she wraps her legs around me and tries to squeeze every ounce of oxygen out of me, as she barely utters a word. I want to grab the back of her head and pull her hair as I shove my cock deeper in her. I want to fuck her harder and harder until finally we both cum at the same time, we are dripping wet, out of breath and spent. Is that wanting or asking for too much?
For My Friends
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In Memory
"I remember Dom...he was a friend...please accept my condolences and prayers. On more than a few occasions he did speak about how proud he was of you. Sorry for your loss."   Just got this as a comment from a man i never knew. Telling me how my father was proud of me. I'm happy and wanting to cry at the same time. It's been eight long months, and i think of him everyday. I'll never love any man as much as i could my father. The only man who could tell me I'm beautiful and i won't doubt for a second that he didn't mean it. It's true when they say " no man can love a girl like her daddy".  R.I.P. Dominick Rocco Locantore II 9.24.67 ~ 4.11.09
What Do You Think??
** What is your opinion on spanking your child if the really need it? By all means not saying beating your child, i mean if your child is disobeying you or not listening do you think it is alright to swat your child's butt? there is alot of people that go around saying its beating you child if you are spanking them, but when you asking them about when they were young... they will surely tell you when they needed it their parents weren't afraid to spank them to set them straight!! ** so how do you feel about this debate on spanking you child?**
Auction Block
I'm Offering 100 11's everyday during HH for 2 weeks 2 Salute pics of your choice Add to my family for 2 weeks Add as my #1 friend for 2 weeks Put your name in mine R/F/A if I havent already If I get a blingpack of 135 ot larger, I'll buy you a cherry bomb or an auto 11 I'll Keep You shitfaced when I'm online Leave your offers as a comment        
Wtf World?
A Joke!
Why does the NAVY have Marines on board ship? Because sheep would have been 2 obviouse! What does a man @ carpet have n common ?If u lay'em right the first time u can walk all over them a life time!HE HE HA HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!LMAO
My Poems
In Your Eyes you are holding me, loving me so carefuly, the way you touch me. as if i'm fragile, i'd break won't break...just ache... to feel you inside me. your eyes are like a mirror. my heart is look at me as if i were the only thing you know sweet, fluid, smoldering hot... you look right into me feel what i am to you looking into my soul, with those eyes seeing what lies inside of me. wet, anticipating every touch, every move of your body...your skin slides over me, like a blanket. you lie on me, and the heat, the feel of your body, just makes me want to scream... like the howling of a wolf. i want this..i need you.... all i want to do is just be.. even to just lightly touch the surface of who you are what you want why do you want me? feeling your body tense, as you push against me.. oh, what pleasure this is....i feel like a black panther... like I'm prowling just to see what i can do next..just to feel you, any part of you, o
The Truth Doesnt Hurt
Xmas Auction
I Need You!!!
My mom entered the "Share Your Bright Holiday Moments" contest for UL (Underwriter Laboratories) and Brickfish. All the entries are great, which makes for a very close competition. She has two entries. One of them (SOLD OUT!!!) is currently #2 and the other one (Brightest Holiday Moments) is #7. I would REALLY REALLY appreciate it if you could help her, PLEASEEE IT’S THE LAST DAY!!! I gave directions, below, and if you have any questions or need anything don't hesitate to ask =) . Click the green button "VOTE"(on both) and then click the blue button "SHARE"(on both) to post to your sites or email (to get more votes)... Thanks again, I can't even explain to you how much this means to my family and I. Share Your Bright Holiday MomentsSponsored by Underwriters Laboratories Inc.
5 Lies Of Obamacare
Are Obama and his friends taking you as a fool?     You have to wonder what they really think about the intelligence of the American people.     Obama repeatedly has out-and-out lied about his healthcare plan.     Here are just 5 of the big whoppers.     Lie #1: 'You Keep Your Doctor, You Keep Your Insurer'     This is a complete fabrication.     Under plans Obama has backed in the House and the Senate, almost any business can opt their employees into the "public option" — the government health plan.     That means you could lose your insurer. And if your doctor is worth his salt, you'll lose him or her as well.     Why? Because great doctors probably will not want to get the very low rates the government will pay private doctors who are part of the new government system.     So, without your consent, you very easily could lose your insurer and your doctor.     Lie #2: The Elderly Will Not Face Rationing or Medicare Cuts    
Sane's Asylum
I am a beautiful, intelligent, divorced female with a great sense of humor. I am a mix of Native American and Hungarian. with some British thrown in, as if I was not different enough I suppose! I DO have kids and I DO have pets. One of my children is special needs and a total handful. If that is a problem, well, thanks for stoppin by! I have long black hair to my waist or so, green eyes, about 5'8 1/2. Im not anorexic skinny & im not frighteningly huge. Im also not perfect. (But most people are convinced im pretty close I am not religious. Tho I dont mind it. I like rock, metal, punk type music. Scary movies (old skool) & slapstick comedies as well as fantasys and meaningful type movies. What am I looking for? Some one who is kind hearted , caring , loving... A GREAT sense of humor and an abundance of patience a must. As is a family oriented soul. You dont have to be an eternal optimist (lord knows im not!) but you DO need to have hope and the want for a happy lif
New Comm. # 2
If I am supposed to write for one,And only one for all time.Would she hand me her heart,To hold till the end of time. Would my words calm her,Bring a smile to crying eyes.Would they carry her so softly,Like clouds crossing the sky. Would my smile please her heart,As she opens her eyes evevy morn.Would she take my hand willingly,And let a love be born. These questions unanswered,To find them I wish I could.My answer to her very simple,Yes beautiful I would. You search the worldFor riches you'll never findIs there any way to make you realizeTo open up your mind. The treasure that you seekOn a map cannot be foundAnd it cannot be weighedBy the ounce or the pound. The wealth that you huntYou've had since the startBuried deep inside youDeep inside your heart. When I saw her beauty,I could not run away.When she said hello again,I didn't know what to say. Her beauty ran through her,From her head down to her toes.Just looking at her I lost my words,My mind knew not where to go. When a
Chivalry   i would love to know the honest truth on this   it seems like some people are so ungreatful for real men who does these acts   and iam paying the price for it   i admit at what i did was poor judgement   but my heart was in the right place
A Sunny Christmas
A Sunny Christmas     Every year at Christmas timeThere's not a sign of snow.Instead we spend our yuletide daysIn the sun's warm cheery glow.     We have the best of Christmas things,The lights, the gifts, the bells,(And "snowbirds" who arrive en masseTo fill our beach hotels.)     The glorious weather fits right inWith our happy Christmas mood,And we can also walk and runWithout having to be snowshoed.     So don't feel bad for your Florida friendsWho have no snow or ice.We think our sunny Christmas hereIs a holiday paradise!
Early Dismissal   It is near the Christmas break of the school year. The students haveturned in all their work and there is really nothing more to do. All thechildren are restless and the teacher decides to have an earlydismissal.Teacher: "Whoever answers the questions I ask, first and correctly canleave early today."Little Johnny says to himself "Good, I want to get outta here. I'm smartand will answer the question."Teacher: "Who said 'Four Score and Seven Years Ago'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Susie says, "Abraham Lincoln."Teacher: "That's right Susie, you can go home."Johnny is mad that Susie answered the question first.Teacher: "Who said 'I Have a Dream'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Mary says, "Martin Luther King."Teacher: "That's right Mary, you can go."Johnny is even madder than before.Teacher: "Who said 'Ask not, what your country can do for you'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Nancy says, "John F. Kennedy."Teacher: "That's right Nancy, you may also leav

Sign by Danasoft - Get Your Free Sign     I came into ShockWave not really expecting the hospitality that was shown to me. For that, I must thank all of you. These past two years have been really difficult for me and I couldn't really deal with people. Everywhere I looked I saw my friends turn into enemies. Because of that I had retreated back into myself and severed myself from the world. I just went about every day like a zombie. I figured that going into lounges and getting back in tune with people would be good medicine for me. However, that was not the case. I've been in plenty of lounges and in each lounge I felt out of place. Then when I came into ShockWave I was surprised at the kindness and hospitality of the members and staff. Y'all made me feel at home and shown me that there are still people out there with love and kindness in their hearts. I appreciate all of you and I am proud to be a part of the family. I love y'all very much.   Love and Light,   Danielle   AKA "N
You never lied to me,Your words were always honest and true.You never let me downor let me walk away with tears in my eyes.You held my hand when it hurt,and fixed my broken wings.Taught this baby bird to fly,and listened to her song.Turned this duck into a swan,And let her find her way.Away I flew,But back to you my heart will always stay. go give him a peace of your mind I understand that you and me,We will never be.But you will always be the one,With the biggest part of me.A tear rolls down my face,As you walk away.I reach out to youBut it's too late,You are already gone.
My Bff At Work
Having Fun Fun
Photo and video editing at  Dirty little thoughts … they cause a stir … create heat and passion. Late at night sometimes I have naughty ideas ! I share those ideas with you sometimes, other times I just keep them in my mind, I love sexy scenarios. They range from exciting places to have sex to just different sexual encounters. having wild imaginations ! One of the most exciting parts of the daydreams I have are the long lasting passionate kisses. Kisses are so personal, so intimate. Nibbling my lower lip can be very dangerous … I am going to go lay down and daydream something sexy … erotic … wanna join me ? There he was … right in front of me. I never wanted to wake up from this dream. I had been waiting for this feeling, this excitement for so long. My heart was beating so fast it felt like it would beat out of my chest. We were snuggled together on the balcony of our room overlooking the ocean wrapped up in a soft
Who Am I I am kindness, tenderness and understanding. When you are sad, I will cry with you but I'll also hold you in my arms and kiss away the tears. I am funny, charming and witty at times, and inquisitive I look for the humor and the excitement in life and appreciate all the the fullness that life brings. I enjoy finding new things to experience. I am serious, a thinker, responsible I value friends and family. I try to keep my promises. I will stand by you in times of crisis. I am affable, social and friendly My friends are important, they know I will be there for them if I can, I trust them and want to see them happy as I trust that they want to see me happy in my life too I am old and I am young. Much I have experienced in life and much more that I want to experience. I am faithfullness and devotion to the one I'm with Even when we are apart, you are always in my heart and on my mind. I am artistic, creative and imaginative I paint, I photograph, I see the world at times t
For Holly
Lyrics to "round Here" by the counting crowns, the lyrics in this song,are so painful and so beautiful, I WISH more musicans put themselves out there like this, it's so hard to just connect, and when you hear something that just hits u deep down , we remeber no matter how lonley we are we are never truly alone. this is the very essence of what drives me to write and express my self     Step out the front door like a ghost Into the fog where no one notices The contrast of white on white. And in between the moon and you The angels get a better view Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right. I walk in the air between the rain Through myself and back again Where? I don't know Maria says she's dying Through the door I hear her crying Why? I don't know Round here we always stand up straight Round here something radiates Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand She said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis And she walks along the edge of where the ocean meet
My Daughter
I had no clue we had a blog here..Well its like this up until 2007 I was rollling along lifes highway feeling so good..Then the dragon raised his bufugly head..When I got sick well I got sick..Started tx in the fall of that year...It was real bad..First off loosing the money I use to make was bad then this tx crap well hell man whats next? Well suicide attempt was next..The tx had me crazy..I mean truly nuts..I couldnt sleep eat think nothing was the same and since then nothing has returned to true sanity...My daughter was so use to being spoiled the littel brat and having to loose my business due to the dragon well money left us..I live on disability now and well who the hell can live on that tiny bit of cash..So this last couple of years I have lost...So much but  mostly I have lost Savannah..her innocence was taken away due to my sickness..She is so out there it scares me daily..I love this child more than my own breath..She was my late in life child..So needless to say she was unex
Check Out My New Page   check back on the page often as I am updating it daily.    About Dixon Dixon Resale and Repair shop offers much of your electronic needs, we have a little bit of everything from computers, cameras,game systems, games you name it. IF you need some thing hit us up. we also do computer repairs and so forth. You may reach us at our office at 573-759-3574 J.D is the owner and Tech here so please give him a call if you need computer repair. Contact Information Address Dixon, MO 65459-7543 Website Email  Please check our my personal business web site on facebook, I also sell on ebay! so be sure to check me out.   About Dixon Dixon Resale and Repair sh
Dear Jesus
Dear Jesus, So far this year you have taken away my favorite dancer, Michael Jackson, favorite actor Patrick Swayze, favorite actress Farrah Fawcett, favorite pitchman, Billy Mays, and favorite sidekick, Ed McMahon. Just so you know, my favorite politicians are Harry Reid, Nancy Pelosi, Barney Frank, Chris Dodd and Barack Obama. Thank you!!!!!!
Christmas Break - Early Dismisal
Early Dismissal     It is near the Christmas break of the school year. The students haveturned in all their work and there is really nothing more to do. All thechildren are restless and the teacher decides to have an earlydismissal.Teacher: "Whoever answers the questions I ask, first and correctly canleave early today."Little Johnny says to himself "Good, I want to get outta here. I'm smartand will answer the question."Teacher: "Who said 'Four Score and Seven Years Ago'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Susie says, "Abraham Lincoln."Teacher: "That's right Susie, you can go home."Johnny is mad that Susie answered the question first.Teacher: "Who said 'I Have a Dream'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Mary says, "Martin Luther King."Teacher: "That's right Mary, you can go."Johnny is even madder than before.Teacher: "Who said 'Ask not, what your country can do for you'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Nancy says, "John F. Kennedy."Teacher: "That's right Nancy, you may
Things On My Heart
Do you feel each scar I put on my body? Do you feel the pain I feel inside? Each scar I place on my arms  represent each scar you put on my heart. The pain on the outside make's the end side not hurt so bad. I keep thinking you can't hurt me any more and then just when I think we are ok...There ya go and hurt me again. Maybe someday I well give up and just walk away. But today is not that day. I well stand my ground. Tear the flish from my arms to hid the pain. Because I beleave in you. And the man in you that loves me and our family. And maybe some day the pain well stop for both of us.
i would've been there for you though it all, but you never gave me the chance, running around and tripping, tripping over ourselves blindly without a glance, our friendship taking the defeat. once upon a time our souls would join as our eyes met. id stick around for you, but your not doing the same too, i finally opened my pretty eyes to see, the old scars healed, then blackened as you made a deal, to never reverberate your voice my way, everything between us died that day, the poison is still in my veins, as you kill me quietly with no fair chance for change, it hurts so much i know words will never be enough, and i guess thy never were. the words were rough but we are still alive, and if that doesn't say something i don't know what does. I Love You so much. whats the point of going on?  when everything is gone? i'm stuck here with no love to my name, abandoned in a vacant wasetland, to pick up the shards and somehow form my love for life again, walking on the
Little Johnny
Poker Tournament Watch theis video and rate and I'll be able to be on TV!!
Beware Of Drama Queen
so its my 1st day on fubar, 1st i want to thank everyone who was nice and chatted with me. i like talking and getting to know people.2nd, tip to some guys, don't ask for naked pictures after 5 minutes of talking.also to "no drama queens please" i just met u, we talked for like 10 minutes, stop bossing me around like we're married, stop commanding me to get on yahoo to talk to u, stop judging someone u don't know at all, stop being manipulative, stop being controlling, stop telling me what to do like u own me. we just f'ing met for like 5 min on fubar. stop whining like a little girl, grow some balls, grow up, learn to treat a girl with respect, learn to not rush things, learn to be nice and respectful. for someone with no drama in ur name u sure are full of it. never seen anyone so clingy or rude in my life.
The Screams Of Fallen Angels
dear angel verse 1 dear angel, could you carry me blood is dripping from my broken feet i cannot go on, i know you'll understand its hard to smile, when you got nails in your head chorus i am the line of chalk, they always put me down you better watch where you walk when your in this town i am the wooden cross,they always burn me down you are the stagnate pool, where all my children drown verse 2 dear needle, could you pardon me i call you empty, your quick to disagree my soul is hollow, there's nowhere left to hide its hard to smile, when there's a hole in your side  chorus x1 verse 3 dear father, could you answer me ill pull the plug and end your suffering collapse your towers, crush your bleeding heart its hard to smile when you've got thorns  in your head chorus x2 then fade with music FADEDMEMORY I dont want you coming around I dont want you banging at my door forget my name forget my number I dont want to love you anymore cause all you are to me is
What The F###
let me start out by saying this is a serious topic so please dont respond unless it is a serious reply. Im so sick of adults "and there children" blameing there shortcomeings on telovision and video games. there have been so many ppl blame child viloance on the games they play and the shows they watch. yesterday i was watching t.v. and saw that they had a special on the tyra show about teen pregnacy being a result of the shows they watch and that is bull shit pardin my typeing. but if your teenage child partys and/or gets pregnant it is there fault "and yours", Not telovision... if your teenage child shots someone it is there fault "and yours". The ESRB puts a rateing on shows and games for a reasson your child should not be subject to the content that is not age apropreate so you are to blame for that and your child has something that we all have and thats free will to make there own choices noone holds a gun to there head and makes them have sex therefore it is there fault. me as we
Is It Strange....
I’m the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she’s sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you… I’m the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant… I’m the girl who says,“ok, but you owe me...” jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you… I’m the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you… I’m the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms… I’m the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me… I’m the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have… I’m the girl who once I let you into my heart, there’s always a place there with your na
Our Nsfw Pics
 Ok, for those of you out there that want to get in and see the pics in our NSFW folder, well here is what you are going to have to do to prove that you are 'worthy' First off: If you're really wanting to get in to the family, you need to either give us a bling, HH, Blast, or, if you're not wanting to shell out money on this site for something you can easily find on the net for free, then you will need to do a Salute to us.  If you do a salute, then you will need to show us that you're really worth it then. SO, you will need to write the salute on yourselves, in large print, or on a big poster-type and then be out in public and have the picture taken. Just a simple pic of you in your room will not work.  The only way that you get to see our NSFW pics from here on out is if we both agree that you should see them. So, if you're not wanting to work for something like that, then by all means, fuck off and search out porn on a free site.
Aaron's Art
 Hey everyone, Aaron has been hitting some blocks when it comes to his creative means. He's needing some help thinking of some ideas. Sad thing is, I can't come up with anything he hasn't already done. LOL. SSsssoooo... if you've gove some tattoo ideas, or some sort of picture idea that you'd like to see then just e-mail us here and describe what you want. Thanks for the help
The Best From Nature
This is proven ... But by no means do you stop anything unless you have your physican's support!!!!   DRINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven a its value. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese medical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases: Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, gastritis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer and menstrual disorders, ear nose and throat diseases.METHOD OF TREATMENT1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water .....interesting 2. Brush and
Just Me If You Care To Know
I thought i would take time out of my super busy schedual (NOT!!) to tell everyone who care's a bit about my self and how i came to be the person i am. My Name is Tyna, I was born in Springerville Az. was born and raised in Arizona for the majority of my life. I am the youngest of 12 siblings (ya i know mom and dad shoulda bought a tv), By the time i can really remember most my siblings were grown and gone, it was only 3 or 4 of us in the house yaay.  As being the youngest, i am the Baby my oppinion and thoughts mean nothing to my family i learned long time ago to just shut up and do whtever they decided and it came to the point even to today if someone ask my oppinon or asks what i want to do, i find myself at a loss. I usually just say... "whatever u want" and if i'm not happy with the dicision i suffer in silence. I moved from Eden Az to Teme Az when i was 18 to find a job and start a life of boring lol. Any ways to jusmp a few years of nothing i met my husband in around Thnksgiv
Thoghts And Feelings
I am alone I am dead inside I cannot even cry anymore this misery has no name I cannot even begin to describe what i'm feeling the one man i thought would always be mine is no longer. I saw pictures today of him and his new girl and it felt somewhere between a gut punch and my beating heart being ripped from my chest. I know i have to except that he's over me and i do want him to be happy even if he's not with me.. but why does it hurt so bad. I just want the pain to end, Why can't anyone love me? i know this is a pathetic blog but i just had to put down my feelings. I think i have finally had enough, i think i am going to delete every account i have like fubar and facebook and myspace and POF and Mingle and Tagged. I am seriously tired of people adding me as friends but never talking to me what is the point in that!??!? I also hate people who pretend they care just to get in my pants and if they succeed i'm ignored again, so i think i'm done!!! I think i'll just be happier alone
"part 2"
Well my friends, I know it has been a long 4 days sense i last spoke but my dog was so sweet as i was leaving (she brought me another beer) that i couldn't take another step. (again it was the beer). but i went on with my journey even though i knew i would miss my dog,(boy could she make a mean Jack and coke). I've made it to the sidewalk now one that i didn't know i had , anyway after i took my third step i realized "My god I'm not even at my house"! I don't have a side walk. So was that my dog after all ? do i even have a dog? I'm so confused at this point. Do i go back and ask the dog? or do i continue on? At this point it's a really hard desesion knowing that the liqure store is only one block away. It has to be the worm. This is going to be a hard on to make up my mind on. Ok hold on i found another piece of a candy bar in my pocket . I must set here and think, i will be back. "Damn Worm"
No More Strife
We’ve both had worry and both had strife Searching for a happy, a better life Through all the pain and tears Waiting many, many years Hoping for true love to come and be mine That day in your eyes, I saw a sign Holding your hand…kissing…, can this be true As the rain fell and the wind gently blew I found someone! I found you! Your touch is electric, your kiss warm How quick love can take form The answer is, quicker than we knew Before long you loved me and I loved you As we grow together I have to ask This one very small task Take my hand and pray with me That our love will be for eternity Building our family day by day I will be with you, my love, every step of the way Being the husband you deserve The Lord we shall serve We too shall have a beautiful life With love, honesty, commitment and no more strife Together my love we are destined for success I’ll break my back, I will not rest Until you know this one thing is true Forever and ever I will always love
The Unkown Lover
Fumafia & Mobwars, Etc...
...ok, so just know that i don't play the online games (except the fubar drinking game cuz-a all the cool peeps i've met on & offline)... if ya wanna join my turf, please feel free to do so BUT know i won't actively be engaging in any of the festivities... ...i recently joined disturbed1's turf cuz she asked nicely with no pressure & i like her overall 'tude & she knows i won't be gamin'... if ya "attack" me UUUUUUGGGHHHHH! i'm mortally wounded *die* ...big woop, i have no interest in "attacking' ya back... it is, i spend a lot more time on fubar than i would anywhere else on the web but it's a groovy place so it's time well spent... The end. ps - support my public access show (L.A. Zen) & all efforts to make it something fun & enjoyable for urselves & others...thank you!  
The Bounce Theory
Dear Alcohol,     First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences:1. Phone calls and text messages: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation after 2 a.m. can have  much substance or necessity. Why would you make me call my ex's? Especially when I know, for a fact, they DO NOT want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night.2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal. But, why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce along with a big Italian meatbal
Random Stuff I Find Entertaining
Fubar Stuff
I am now at level 31 where I can offer my points to users for 12 hours. So I figured that I would post a blog so that the people asking about it would know what to do from now on. I would like to be able to help out my friends on leveling as much as possible but I can't always afford to do everything to help everyone. So when I Alturize you, You get all the points I make and the fubucks I make during the 12 hours.   If you want to be Alturized and recieve my points for 12 hours heres what you need to do...   You will need to give me an Auto 11 bling. When I recieve the Auto 11 I will alturize you and start the auto. You will then start recieving MY points for 12 hours. If you want to get more points you can give me a bomb as well and I will bomb for you too. I will put out a ticker during so that it will bring in more raters as well to help you get more points.   If this is something that you are interested in PM me so that we can work out a date and time for this to be
who needs a turf I got a new one just starting up everyone in it is cool and drama free come see us and we will invite you to stay with us
Let Yourself Be Yourself
  If you are resisting life's goodness, then working harder at it will push that goodness farther away. Instead learn to let go and to allow.   Simply generating more activity and energy will not help you if that energy is pointed in a negative direction. Choose to re-direct all the energy and awareness in your life toward those things you value most.   If the results you are getting fail to bring fulfillment, do not seek to merely, create more results. Instead find the path that truly your purpose.   there is nothing to be gained from making life needlessly difficult. See the truth that life is beautiful, and align your energy and your actions with your very own expression of that truth.   When you let yourself be yourself, richness flows easily and effortlessly and naturally through every moment. Your greatest accomplishments come from who you are.   Let yourself be yourself. And you'll be as rich as anyone can ever be.

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