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Crazy Beautiful
Quote:"The world  would have  no rainbowz had the eyez no tearz--john  vance  cheneyCrazy Beautiful  she'z a rare beauty with chocolate soft skin& almond shape eye'z...Her hair is shoulder length black ocean tidez!& her smile'lightz up the midnite sky'zA star shinein bright..Thing'z aint alright & sometime'z life givez her lemon'z!Sparklin cyder form'z liquidfied dropz within her eye'z..They flow flat like soda left open all nite..Like lotion moisterizin each lash!You never know how long it'll last..No one noticed them unless they cared enough 2 look closely! & witness they excape layin on her face..she'z a rich snickerz candy bar!Like marbalez the nut'z are mizplaced & replaced with woundz..The woundz left behind should be a crime!but they're not.She refuse'z 2 rot in itz misery.. Her soul is standin strong like a iron martini glass..She'z slightly tainted by the forbidden bite'z of life;but it'll never steal her smilez away!the only sunlight she has left..One day thingz will become s
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"to Every Guy"
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was b
Sexy Kittens
Hope everyone is enjoying all the gurls, I am in the process of creating an actual website for all the sexy kittens. It will include the gurls of course, bios, pictures...any good ideas let me know.....if your know any ladies that would be good for the groups send them my way....muuuaazzzz xoxoxo shelly We have a new and improved website for fubars sexy kittens, its still growing and changes everyday. Special thank you to FSK immortal desire for helping on sure to check it out So alot of changes have been done to our  website it is up and running and looking great. Just wanna ask everyone to stop by and see it let me know what you think. Since I cant post the link on here I am using commas instead of periods in it, please check us out at  fubarssexykittens,webs,com
Extraordinarily Ordinary
     Well this morning everything went off without a hitch! I got the stems (rods) put on the wheel and got the hub caps put on AND no one overcharged me! Now I made an appointment to get the brakes done on it Monday. Strangely the quote that they gave my husband was $100.00. That included labor and parts and rotating the roaters. For me however when I went to verify the price they want to charge me $100.00 for labor only!! Really??? So I am going to have to go back to the auto parts store (groan) and buy the brakes myself and get them to requote the price over the phone to my husband and I want a name of whoever gives it to him and then the plan is to march in there with brakes in hand (hopefully to save me some money), and give the name of the person who gave the quote and the agreed upon price and demand that they stick to their word, or Ill go somewhere else from now on. Maybe there is a Auto store in my area that doesnt hate women!! lol one can hope!! Hopefully it will all work ou
I Found A Wicked Site. Just Needed To Share It With The Homies Who Are Interested.
myspace for juggalos. It is a place for us to hang out. I love reading the blogs and getting inside the minds of fellow juggalos.... It's amazing how much genius we produce, people just dont even know. They look at our clothes, look at our skin and go-dumbass. If only they knew what really goes on inside.   Woop Woop----mmfwcl. hope to see some of ya there.        if you need a url hit me up
A POEM FOR THE GRIEVING...Do not stand at my grave and weep.I am not there, I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow,I am the diamond glints on snow.I am the sunlight on ripened grain,I am the gentle autumn's rain.When you awaken in the morning's hush,I am the swift uplifting rushof quiet birds in circled flight.I am the stars that shine at night.Do not stand at my grave and cry,I am not there, I did not die... -Anonymous
one night, a guy decides to bring his girlfriend homefor a little fun They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his littlebrother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climbup to the top bunk.As you might expect things start to heat up.The guy remembers that his little brother issleeping below so he tells hisgirlfriend to whisper lettuce if she wants itharder and tomato if shewants a new position.Lettuce!!!Tomato!!!Lettuce!!!Tomato!!!Lettuce!!!Tomato!!!She screamsLettuce!!!Tomato!!!Whoa!!!PULL IT OUT!!!PULL IT OUT NOW!!!I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts, Hey,would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaiseall over my face!!!!!
Tired Of Being Alone...
I am not allowed to show my feelingsI am not allowed to cryI walk tall I hate the look in othersAs they look at me Like they are better than meIt is so easy for them to make a judgment What gives them the right to judge meWho has the right to judge my rights or wrongs? I recognize my ways and know I am not perfectI stand here knowing that I hurt manyI killed manyI fixed many I saved many Do all my good deeds make up for the murders?I stand here ready to hear the final judgmentI got a feeling that I will never make it to heavenI made my decision to live I know it was wrong to take the livesI listened to the gasps and heard the screams The bullets going inNothing compared to the bladeAs it slid in I watched the eyes turn blank Heard the gasps as I closed my own eyesI am to fix them yet I need to live too Am I right to want to live another day?I never agreed to murder othersI agreed to caring for the sick and injuredAs I sit here I think about the nights I haveI never sleep because I s
If You Support Our Troops
Please, if you know a veteran that is a friend, a loved one, sibling, colleague or just someone you legitimately care about.  Please get the following video from the following web sight:'     WWW.BEYONDTREASON.COM  Once you get the video and watch it, I promise you - your life will never be the same and you will never again view your country the same, once you see what our government has done to the men and women who serve this country honorably!!
How To Make A Beautiful Life
Love yourself. MAKE PEACE with who you are and where you are at this moment in time.   Listen to your heart. if you can't hear what it's saying in this noisy world. MAKE TIME for yourself. Enjoy your own company. Let your mind wander among the stars.   Try. Take chances. MAKE MISTAKES. Life can be messy and confusing at times, but  it's also full of surprises. The next rock in your path might be a stepping-stone.   Be happy. When you don't have what you want, want what you have. MAKE DO. That's a well-kept secret of contentment.   There aren't any shortcuts to tomorrow. You have to MAKE YOUR OWN WAY. To know where your're going is only part of it. You need to know where you've been, too. and if you ever get lost, don't worry. The people who love you will find you. Count on it.   Life isn't days and years. it's  what you do with time and with all the goodness and grace that's inside you. MAKE A BEAUTIFUL LIFE........ The kind of life you deserve.
Elephant Stew
  my friend witchcraft has been putting on her blogs some very good recipes,so i thought i would find some original type recipes and do the same.where i can i will put where i found them to give owners credit where it belongs. first one is called elephant stew found in a old remington recipe collection,enjoy.    1elephant(medium size)                                                                                             2 rabbits(optional).                                                                       salt & pepper to taste                                                                                                     brown gravy (lots).                                                                       cut elephant intosmall bite-sizepieces. this will take about two months. keep the trunk!you will need something to store the pieces in.add enough brown gravy to cover. cook over kerosene fire for about 4 weeks at 465 f. this will serve about 3800 people. if more are
I often post some status updates just for sake of argument or thought. But, I recently find that not a lot of people get me. So, here's a blog to those who want to or even get bored and wonder what the hell randomnicity even means. To start randomnicity is not a word by Webster's definition. I however have a firm belief that it should be. If you don't like it, that's fair "justswallowthepill". If I had a mantra this word be it! Not swallowing the pill, Randomnicity. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to understand crazy. I know what you're thinking, what is a place like me doing in a girl like this? I'm random, I practice it daily. I prefer not to be understood it makes the voices in my head feel just a little bit more special. I'm not a drug addicted alcoholic or some sort of crazy person that mutilates cats or suffocates dogs (I apologize to PITA just trying to make a point) I'm very well educated but, I know how to have fun and shut off the little part of me that says maybe you sho
Story About A Lesbian Girl Who Was Denied Going To Prom Because She Wanted To Bring Her Gf
So,there was a story that just broke on the news. if you live anywhere in northwestern or maybe even any northern part of mississippi then you probably know the story im talking about. a school in Itwamba,Ms a few days ago known as Itwamba Agricultural Highschool denied a Senior her right to go to prom with her girlfriend stating that it was against the code of conduct. now,granted i've always known that this country was kind of intolerant but i had no idea it was that bad until i heard this story on the news. what kind of world do we live in where a girl can't simply take her girlfriend to prom and they lay down such a rule in their code of conduct such as this? if that is the case then why are there not rules in the code of conduct about taking your cousin or uncle or brother or sister to prom? & no one can say its because its less likely they have relations because i've heard quite a bit about cousins & even brothers and sisters having relations. but they dont stop them. they even w
Broken Wings
I can't talk about it...getting back to where I can't think about it...if I try or do I break and cry.... I can talk to his family and friends like the reason we are in eachothers lives now, not because of his death but just by chance. I'm a bit upset that I still feel so strongly about the accident, I feel connected to him, though he was just a stranger. I also feel that a part of me died with him on that horribly cold night. Some called me your Angel for trying to save you that night But my wings were broken and I could not take flight   Looking at your body I felt your soul touch mine And heard the message you wanted to give to the family you left behind Thru my tears you guided me to a lifelong friend And showed your family that thru this new one Your story will never end We cannot forget 2 other Angels
   Some ask me how it is that every waking moment I get delt a shitty ass hand an some ppl continue to keep  wanting or needing things from me even though they know all to well that I don't have much to give let alone be able to support myself. But,I keep trying my best and still no ounce of a break nor peace in sight. So when asked why haven't you given in or gave up? How can you still smile and joke and get up in the day to keep pushing on?   Well I have 4 females in my life that have been through hell and back in so many different ways and times through their lives. My grandmother has wisdom that surpasses the greatest of minds, even in the darkest of times she can walk through the thickest of shadows with no pause nor fear as if she created her own guiding light made of her faith, purity, and just plain Grace.                                                That is where I get my faith and smile in the middle of complete chaos.      My mother has been throwin in the de
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Same shit different day. i write cause i can. nothing new with me. the same pain in drama. i speak the truth and it gets twisted im tired of feeling like the bad person. i wont lie to kick it so why do you? i feel like poppin off and cant stop it. im mad at my self for letting you in and stomping on my emotions. why do i let you do that. am i crazy or do i love you. i cant believe this shit man i let you in and now you have to go? you got wat you wanted dont think imma let you back in. who am i lying to i know you wiggle your way in. so why bother?  RIP GRANDMA MARIE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. ITS BEEN 12 YEARS, ANOTHER CHRISTMAS ANOTHER YEAR WITHOUT YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. DANCING IN THE RAIN HOLDING YOU TIGHT WISHING THIS DAY WILL NEVER END. KISSING YOU KNOWING ILL NEVER LET GO. ITS YOUR LOVE THAT KEEPS ME GOING. DANCING IN THE SHADOWS. MORE AND MORE HAPPY KNOWING I CANT GO A DAY WITHOUT TALKING TO YOU ITS A BEAUTIFUL THING WH
Guys Have No Idea What Their Missing
Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught shit from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great
"Beware what you set your heart upon, for it surely shall be yours."      ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803-1882)
  The midnight hour approaches. I'm lying on my back, totally naked on the kitchen table. Blindfolded, arms and ankles bound tightly to the table legs. A pose I'm are all too familiar with :) My bound form is already intoxicated with the heady concoction of anticipation, expectation, and total submission. As I contemplate the thought of being at your mercy, my aroused state heightens even further.   I sense that you are near...not sure of where exactly. And then I hear you open and close the refrigerator door. Followed by total silence. Suddenly I feel an ice cold sensation press against my lips. Tracing the opening to my mouth. Super cold liquid staining my lips a deep rich crimson color. The unexpectedness of it sends shivers up and down my spine. Pressing my back firmly down against the unforgiving hardwood of the table. I slip my inquisitive tongue out and lick what I now recognize to be an ice cube. Feeling fingertips tracing over my skin gently. Barely touch
Just New Agine
All wars are planned by older menIn council rooms apart,Who call for greater armamentAnd map the battle chart.But out along the shattered fieldWhere golden dreams turn gray,How very young the faces wereWhere all the dead men lay.Portly and solemn in their pride,The elders cast their voteFor this or that, or something else,That sounds the martial note.But where their sightless eyes stare outBeyond life's vanished toys,I've noticed nearly all the deadWere hardly more than boys." the pain of war cannot exceedthe woe of aftermath Led Zeppelin, "The Battle of Evermore" "But ranged as infantry,        And staring face to face,I shot at him and he at me,        And killed him in his place.         "I shot him dead because –         Because he was my foe, Just so – my foe of course he was;         That's clear enough; although          "He thought he'd 'list perhaps,         Off-hand like – just as I – Was out of work – had sold his traps –         No oth
Maxine On Senior Health Care
Senior Health Care Solution   So you're a senior citizen and the government says no health care for you, what do you do?    Our plan gives anyone 65 years or older a gun and 4 bullets.  Your are allowed to shoot 2 senators and 2 representatives.  Of Course, this means you will be sent to prison.   There you will get 3 meals a day, a roof over your head, and all the health care you need!  New teeth, no problem.  Need glasses, great.  New hip, knees, kidney, lungs, heart?  All covered.    And who will be paying for all of this?  The same government that just told you that you are too  old for health care.  Plus, because you are a prisoner, you don't have to pay any income taxes anymore.
Love This! It Made Me Cry...
After a while you learn the subtle differenceBetween holding a hand and chaining a soul,And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning And company doesn’t mean security,And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contractsAnd presents aren’t promises,And you begin to accept your defeatsWith your head up and your eyes openWith the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,And you learn to build all your roads on today,Because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans,And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.After a while you learnThat even sunshine burns if you get too much.So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.And you learn that you really can endure...That you really are strong,And you really do have worth.And you learn and learn...With every goodbye you learn.
we come to times of trial and choice through life. What separates a good man and father.. from the rest, lays in the palms. how much blood are you willing to hold? how much of your own? we live in a nation of indulgent bastards dreaming of gold rings.. at the cost of fellow soul. it is no secret that i hold little opinion for my fellow man or their acts.. the actions of a decaying society that has been on a path of destruction far beyond the years i ever took first breath. my poor fellow man and woman of a land corrupt and born to... non has gone without suffering or wrong.. non has not been smited unjustified. but few remain to stand against.. to wily give of thy self in full for a greater good. teh heart has grown weak and inept to see the good in these dark places. our selfishness engulfs like a kerosene fire of lustful dreams. am i the only bastard child of the cold world that will stand defiant? am i the only one that sees a purpose beyond myself wants? TAKE... all my blood.. in y
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Obama Care
As written, the current health care bill before Congress already is guaranteed to face serious constitutional challenges on enumerated powers, 5th Amendment racial discrimination and unequal state treatment. Now the White House seems determined to add a whole new reason courts will throw out Obamacare on sight. Director of the Stanford Constitutional Law Center at Stanford Law School and former federal judge Michael McConnell explains:      "To become law- hence eligible for admentment via reconciliation- the Senate health-care bill must actually be signed into law. The Constitution speaks directly to how that is done. According to Article I, Section 7, in order for a "Bill" to "become a Law" it "shall have passed the House of Representatives and the Senate" and be "presented to the President of the United States" for signature or veto.  Unless a bill actually has "passed" both Houses, it cannot be presented to the president and cannot become a law.      To be sure, each House of C
The One??
  Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...
Tonight i have been up very late..due too the fact im under a lil stress..i seriously need a vacation too like egypt,lol..or las vegas(my favorite spot)i also want too go off too new york oneday sty for about a month just too party hardy,lol..i also need to meet some new friends well im gonna make me some hot chocolate and watch family guy and hang out here:) i love fubar!
Let Yourself Be Yourself
If you are resisting life's goodness, then working harder at it will push that goodness farther away. Instead learn to let go and to allow. Simply generating more activity and energy will not help you if that energy is pointed in a negative direction. Choose to re-direct all the energy and awareness in your life toward those things you value most. If the results you are getting fail to bring fulfillment, do not seek to merely create more results. Instead find the path that truly your purpose. There is nothing to be gained from making life needlessly difficult. See the truth that life is beautiful, and align your energy and your actions with your very own expression of the truth. When you let yourself be yourself, richness flows easily and effortlessly and naturally through every moment. Your greatest accomplishments come from who you are. Let yourself be yourself. And you'll be as rich as anyone can ever be.
My Vows
even after a bad couple of days i will always stay on point and push through the negativity that this new age of technological wars and chaos I will not sit down and watch the world go by i will stand up and absorb only individuality, true free speech, and a world not ruled by greed. violence, conformists, half-assed governments, and closed-minded bible thumping facists these are my vows i have said mine when will you be awake enough to say yours.
To My Ex Who Scared Me
You always second guessed or questioned everything I say or do...... Start arguing over nothing when things are going fine..... Treat me like a leper and alienate me like if I was gonna do something to you...... Always saying I was doing something when I'm with you 24/7....... But now I see who you really are!!! Blaming me for cheating when it was you!!!!! Doing stuff online when it was you!!!! Treating you like shit??? No you were treating me Like shit when all I did was try to make you happy, and my kids, acted like they were a nusciance when they weren't doing nothing but be lol kids playing!!! Then acting like I'd do something to you when you are the one that called me asshole to me in front of my kids verbally abusing me a hitting me when I just wanted to hug you...... All just because you were seeing some dumb fuck behind my back while I was living with you!! But fuck you bitch you godamn cunt!!!! You wanted to marry me and shit?? But you miss and love Tony Febles?
why does it always to have end up with someone getting hurt? at the begining i asked please dont hurt me ive been through a lot an my heart cant take it getting hurt anymore an they reply dont worry i wont ever hurt you an they end up not wanting to talk an is already talking to there new "fav" friend.  why do they say they really like you an get jealous over you hanging out with friends an then the next thing you know they dont want to talk to you anymore? WTF!!!!! seriously why does this always happen to me i am always getting my fucking heart broken by fucking people. does anyone really care? i mean if you have someone care so much about you that they help you with financial things to help get you out of the hole an to actually have a cell phone heat for you an your kids an have money to put food on the table. but yeah i guess the nice ones always get fucked at the end, but why is that? its like the assholes always get everything an the nice ones always get fucked over.
Junk I Like
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of t
What You Think?
1.Who are you?2.Are we friends?3.When and how did we meet?4.How have I affected you?5.What do you think of me?6.What's the fondest memory you have of me?7.How long do you think we will be friends?8.Do you love me?9.Do you have a crush on me?10.Would you kiss me?11.Would you hug me?12.Physically, what stands out?13.Emotionally, what stands out?14.Do you wish I was cooler?15.On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.17.Am I loveable?18.How long have you known me?19. Describe me in one word.20.What was your first impression?21.Do you still think that way about me now?22.What do you think my weakness is?23.Do you think I'll get married?24.What makes me happy?25.What makes me sad?26.What reminds you of me?27.If you could give me anything what would it be?28.How well do you know me?29.When's the last time you saw me?30.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?31.Do you think I could kill someone?32.Do you miss me?33.Do you think i
What People Say!!
People say this is only the net and not to let ur feelings get involved. People say that its only a site so what does it matter. I say the internet is what connects people. I say the site is a helper for people to get to know someone else that you other wise could not do. If people thought that the land that we are on is all really common ground then you would see that the internet and site are a tool on it. I wish people would treat other people with dignity and respect. We are all on here for a reason to meet new people. Greed has gotten out of control and how many people can truely say they are a real friend on here?
In A Heart Beat
I Wonder Why
Two Names You Go By: 1) Jaejae 2) wiife   Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1) shirt 2) bra   [01] Do you still have feelings for your ex?  nosirrr   [02] Have you ever been given roses? yes i have, i LOVE roses
Guys Are Ballsy Lol
here's something a dirty Irishman wrote, I thought I would send it to you since it seems to fit you.....     The Good Lord decided, That you should he blessed. You were made very pretty, With a really nice chest.   You may not be a musician, Who will score a lot of hits. But you are really cute, With a nice set of tits.   With so many good qualities, There is not much you lack. Your smile is lovely, And you have a nice rack.   And I am sure you are tired, Of this poem by some noob. But it is really difficult, To stop looking at your boobs.
Pathways Into The Broken Heart
Lost inside the mists of time, with shadows gaze upon the world shorn Darknes encroaching upon the lands, the cries of the sons and daughters unborn Amidst the dance and gaze of time immemorable with which the call of man Whose folley was and folley is to indulge of the sins of Pan For the shadows gaze foremost the night with lusty calls and bitter frights With the writhing sighs and caressing moans of the damned souls of night For with the howls of wounded bondage bound and the whimpering cries of the sadistic mass With whom the indulgences of the twisted mind thrive so coy and crass In the sufferings of those to whom love is sought in sufferings blind daze As the night time calls of the immortal lands from darkness shadows gaze Alone at night when darkness falls and the lack of life echoes through the halls The only sound; the heart rending silence left in the wake that seeks to drive me from this place The silence left with the absence of love, that precious gift bestowed
Tormentors Abound
Well this site seems interesting, seems like it will be a good time waster. I may be able to do some good networking and  build up an RP group. That would be cool, an RP lounge. Awesome. Cheers to Synnocent for introducing me to Fubar.
Some Poems
My heart to yoursIts christmas time and the fire blazing The music on and your amazing champaign's cold Your hand I holdAt first i was copTo say that I'm your pride and joyNow I give you this rose To go from your head to your toesYour voice I like to hearTo say sweet things in your earNow this is my cueTo say I love you People working against you Teaming up until they have you pinnedBut don't realize that we have sinnedA common mistake among the human raceBurned in their minds set at their own paceHelping eachother stabbing at our heartsA role to be played everyone has their partsMost scew people overOthers have their four leaf cloversHurt eachother until hearts are brokenWords are flying and all are spokenThe treachery between love and liesFor those in love say hello while others say goodbyesThis is the key to survivalGo to far there is no revivalIf you don't love and rather hateThen there is such thing as fateWhen suspicion lies within the soulThe spirit is there to takes the tollIts
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About Me And Now
Sept. 14th 1968: I was born into the hub of the evolution of Peace Love and Flower Power. Bra burning was at front stage and acid rock was  a big hit. Country had meaning  and there was a fight for human rights.At a month old I was abandon by my real mother at Long Beach Memorial hospital.At 3 months old was placed in foster care to then be openly adopted by that couple.By the time I was 2 years old I had undergone 4 major eye surgeries to restore muscle function so I could see.I went thru alot of therapy and am very lucky today to see what I can. Wearing glassed does not bother me causethe miracle of the sight I do have is a gift to me. I thank God every day for it.By the time I was 4 years old I got spinal meningitis and pneumonia that caused me to go thru flash death. I had to learn to walk and eat and speak all over again. I was greatly teased because I slurred my words.It got to the point of me being beaten up at school.By the time I was 7 all that had cleared up then I was stung
Ranting... And Raving!!
10. I do really like you.(You remind me of Freddy from "Nightmare on Elm Street", but I havea soft charitable spot for sad losers like you.) 9. There's a slight difference in our ages.(My grand-dad is also interested in chess. Do you want his 'phonenumber?) 8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.(You are the ugliest f**ker I've ever laid eyes on.) 7. My life is too complicated right now. (I'm seeing three guys right now, double booked two of them fortonight, and in fact actually fancy your best friend, even though heignores me.) 6. I have a boyfriend/I'm still sort of involved with someone.(I prefer the X-files and a half gallon of Haagen Dazs.) 5. I don't date men where I work.(I wouldn't go out with you if you were in the same 'solar system',much less the same building.) 4. It's not you, it's me.(It's you.) 3. I'm concentrating on my career right now.(Even something as boring and unfulfilling as this lousy, underpaidjob is better than the thought of sleeping with you.) 2.
So heres the deal im holding an auction  im looking for atleast 10 people to enter. when i get enough people the auction will start hoping for march 29th to april 5th.   private message me a pic you would like for people to see ( plz make it sfw) there is no enter fee (tips to the auctioneer is appericated) what you are offering for the auction payment of  highest bider will take place no later than the fallowing friday after bidding ends or forfeiting to next highest bidder have any questions private message me
Heart Of Fire
good morning lover it's time to wake up look what the new day brought a promise of rain a roar of thunder a flash of lightning a trembling that shakes us like an earthquake as we hold each other tight as love flows like magma we rock there together in the dawn's smoldering light hours pass, time stands still you whisper moan into my ear mmmmmmmmmm I love you I smile and stroke your face and gaze in to your eyes such a wonderful day for a storm Wake me from this dark dreaming Bring be a smile for my lips Give me a sign to start scheming how I'd hold you by the hips I see your blue eyes gleaming shining at me across the room I read in them a secret meaning telling me you want me too Around one question we dance I think we need to answer soon Is it time for some sweet romance? shall we dance to a sweeter tune? She smiles and looks deep into my eyes, I see her need come pouring out to me She nuzzles close, and whispers in my ear, softly whispering words that I want to hear sweet lov
All That Remains
2. Two Weeks And you neglected I called you out don't please I said we're stronger than this now You resurrected mistakes years past it seemed And they exist to still haunt you And still you feel like the loneliness Is better replaced by this I don't believe it this way And I can see the fear in your eyes I've seen it materialize Growing stronger each day I could see it as you turned to stone Still clearly I can hear you say Don't leave, don't give up on me Two weeks and you ran away I remember don't lie to me You couldn't see that it was not that way Swear I never gave up on you I wanted nothing but for that trust again And brick by brick you would take it You feared of phantoms and none exist but you You still saw fit to destroy it And still you feel like the loneliness Is better replaced by this I don't believe it this way And I can see the fear in your eyes I've seen it materialize Growing stronger each day I could see it as you turned to stone Still clearly I can hear you say
Fuhubby Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU!EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!GiRLS TiTLE iT "HUBBY APPLiCATION"BOYS TiTLE iT "WIFEY APPLiCATION"1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk shit about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19.Do you think I'm hot?20. Would you if youcould change anything about me?21.If so what?22.would you marry me?23.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?24. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?25. What do you rate me outta 1-10??26. Your pho
Yeah Read It
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find out you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, only to find out in the end, that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we los
Bomb Me
Auctioning My Points
This Is The Last One
ok here goes i meet this wonderful person i fell so much inlove with and alot of bullshit has happend that should of never happend because my ex wanted to keep stuff going just to start arguments , i have done stupid thing but everyone make mistakes in life the only mistake i never made is loveing this person she is the best person in my life no one ever treated me like a person like she did,, yes i threw it all away because i was blind,, i am asking for that last chance to prove myself in life i am not how i used to be i stay to my self and dont talk to anyone,, if i cant fix anything in my life then why am i still on this earth ,, i dont want to be here without that wonderful person ,,i try so hard and all everyone does is look down on me i should of listened to my family years ago and left my ex because of her and her family i dont look up on my self anymore all i get is critisized by her family for 13 years and i was done with that and found a much better person that i want to grow
Trying It On For Size
My wish for 2010 is that people will understand that children with disabilities do not have a disease; children with disabilities are not looking for a cure but ACCEPTANCE........93% of people won't copy and paste this, WILL YOU be one of the 7% that does
What Do You Do?
What happens when God sends you an angel and you break her heart? What do you do when you can't sleep at night because everytime you close your eyes you see "her." What do you do when it's a struggle to get up in the morning because you know eventually you'll have to see the sunlight and it pains you because it reminds you of her beautiful smile. What do you do when everything is wrong and you can't do anything to make it right? What do you do when you have to avoid "her" just so she won't see you cry? What do you do when you can't spend time with her anymore because "he's" around? What do you do when you feel like you've lost part of yourself? What do you do when you feel like you're dying inside with each new day? I thought it was supposed to get easier everyday, in my case it only get's worse and the pain only increases. What do you do when you've fallen so far in love you can't get out and you feel like you're trapped because "she" doesn't feel the same? What do you d
My Take On Relationships
well, for starters they are both the bane of my life and all I want - lmao - but don't we all seek just one person that we can feel happy, content and satisifed to settle down with? A life partner, a soul mate. I don't consider myself a player, though I'm sure a few women out there might think differently - each to their own on that score - the man I look into the mirror know's I'm all good for being honest with anything in my life, from my son, to work ethics, to women. I AM a hot blooded male and I do Love sex - crikeys, it's the closest one can get to touching divinity, especially if you can be mutual at the same time, lol. Seriously, do any of you ever think about how powerful an orgasm actually is? Men will do anything to get one with a woman, and just go with the hand if they can't - and i certainly know women in my life whose sex drive far exceeds and surpasses mine, and even if that is not as common with women, I'd be disinclined to even believe that - women I have noticed, ten
Yay I Can Blog
I havcent been here that long and am getting used to how everything workss. Gotta say I'm sorry if I havent answered a regular message or a chat message as Im still getting used to stuff. Anyone care to share what the 11's is all about? I'm lost and have no clue and any tips on how you get points and stuff. Anyway I'm sure some of you saw in my status a website called Well if I can get the most people to sign up for the week I win a cash prize and if I can get the most people to sign up for the month then I also win a cash prize. My birthday is coming up on Friday so I think it would be awesome if I could win for the week but even better for the month cause that would be more money I win and have to spoil myself for my birthday. Oh and if you sign up and send me a message there saying that your from The Bar then I'll send you some pics that are NSFW!!! So remember and yes I am a real person and no I'm not trying to spam, just wouldn
Short Story # 6
been thinking of my man all day at work i cant wait til he get s home from work to show him now much he was missed i change into something sexy as i lay in the bed waiting for him to get home I'm so worked up that i start to play with myself playing with my Breast making them perky as i reach in my night stand an take out my bullet start rubbing outside of my lace panties get me worked up where the pantie come off an break out my toy an start working it in my wet pussy just the feeling form the Dill entering my pussy i let out a sigh as i cum enough to get the dillo all the way in as I'm playing an moan my man comes into the bedroom i was playing so much i didn't even here him come home he standing in the door frame watching me play seeing me get all worked up as work the dillo fast an fast in my pussy as i let  moan so loudly that he take over play-in for me so i can grab the bed sheet  he works if faster an faster as i cum all over his fingers he stops an looks at me i grab him throw
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it. When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ..... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Whispers From My Soul
“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually,artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.”~Anais Nin This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine Dear Diary,For my birthday this year, my husband purchased a week of personal training at the local health club.Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try.I called the cl
Things In Life.
As I sit here a terrible injustice is bestowed upon me by will. Just recently I embarked on a Abstinence program for myself, Which included going 40 days without anything sexual in nature to happen during those 40 days. That rules out anything self gratifying, Pornos etc... Ive been on this task for about 7 days now, talk about having a rough 7 days... Where most men communicate with the wrong end of there brains in conversating with females.. Has anyone reading this ever had to go through such a ordeal.. I am very strong willed and im very dedicated to conquering this 40 days plastered in front of me. It helps me better understand that everything doesnt have to revolve around sex or does it have to involve sexual undertones.. Im sure ladies understand a guys approach from the very start and know how the conversation is going etc.. Im just wondering if this ordeal is gonna help me overcome such a long stretch without it.. when it was 2-3 times a day to 0.. I hope I have the patience an
Hey to all my friends, i am in a best buns contest an i need your help, need you to rate an comment on all three of my pics plz. the contest ends on april 4 2010. you have to be his friend to rate so you will have to add him. plz go rate an comment all three of my pics, send me a message when you have done it an i will give you some of my 11's. thanks here is the link to my first pic the other two are right after it. also feel free to comment bomb the pics to need as many comments as i can get.      
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and this time I'm here for fun with great friends that I truly missed. Someone is working thier way into my it's NOT available! Life is good people and I love ya! is going to be very scary.  I counted twice before the Easter Bunny hid them....I have counted three times since they have been found.  I will not sleep tonight but I will smell tomorrow. Yuk. to be a beautiful, intelligent, hard working, funny, loving, sexy, erotic, and amazing woman...I want to be someone's choice NOT someone's option. So...I'm all grown up..
my heart is given, my heart is weak, will i be forgiven by those who seek, will they help me yo forgive myself for all the things i hate of myself, can i change them, can i share, the feelings i have inside that i am not aware, the anger i have the fear that i carry can i be forgiven can i be free
My Broken Heart
Drain Tarnished blood form bones Let those poisons Dry up Tonight we'll cleanse our souls Cause judgment day comes One day sooner this year One day you'll be safe We were never pure again Keep them safe from what you'll discover Keep them safe from harm Keep them safe inside your home If it kills you Turn not away, avert not your face, this is how it was meant to be. In silence found hanging there above a pool of waste, the beauteous workings of mortality. No one can truly touch another parallel never to cross. Pointless, fumbling, sad mistake only capable of pain. Beyond those cursed stars above lies the answer that I seek. On the backs of bullets rides my name, longing to kiss my cheek. Resentfully decline, retire this hated life. Without guilt I break these veins, carved with salvation's knife just letting you all know that i am not buying you back because every time i do it looses me money. no offense. as soon as the glitch is fixed i will gladly buy you all back but for now it i
Please vote for me on BEST BUNS Contest Just add Bronco to be your friend in order to vote  Then go to his Best Buns Contest folder and rate and comment all you can on all of my 3 pics as shown below. The number of rates and comments corresponds to the number of votes I get.  Contest will run until April 5 so please vote/rate/comment everyday. Thanks for your help!!!!!!! XOXO,Candygirl
Sillhouette's Stories
Missy got off the phone and called Larry to her room. She didn't want him around when her mom came home, so she told him that he needed to leave for the evening. She ordered him to go get some dinner and catch a movie. Larry did as Missy instructed, and left the house. When Claire got home shortly after, she was a mess. She obviously had been crying and she began again almost instantly after Missy asked what was going on. Claire explained how she had gone back to work and was very frustrated with Larry's performance at lunch. She explained that she and Drew had been flirting for a while and how when she had seen him, she had lost control and pulled him into a conference room. He had had his way with her. She told Missy how he had taken control and fucked her better than she had been fucked in a long time. She told her how he had made her feel alive again and made her cum more than once. How he made her feel sexy when he talked dirty to her. Then came the quote that made Mi
He Knows How I Feel :)
baby, i love you i never want to let you go the more i think about the more i wanna let you know that everything you do is super fucking cute and i cant stand it. ive been searching for a guy thats just like you cause i know that your heart is true baby, i love you i never want to let you go the more i think about the more i wanna let you know that everything you do is super duper cute and i cant stand it lets sell all our shit and run away to sail the ocean blue then you'll know that my heart is true baby, i love you i never wanna let you go the more i think about the more i wanna let you know that everything you do is super duper cute and i cant stand it you-ou you got me where you want me cause ill do-o anything to please you just to make it through another year you-ou i saw you cross the room and i knew-ew that this was gonna blossom into something beautiful you're beautiful baby, i love you i never want to let you go the more i think about the more i wanna let you know that everyt
Hi to those of you who are taking the time to read this  blog, its about me my likes, dislikes and just plain randomness.  Where to start hmmmmmmm what about when i get up,  how come i switch on my PC??? am I the only one? I wonder how many guys would think WTF is she doing putting on her PC even before she has any clothes on ;).
Parking Lot Stalking
Parking lot stalkers I dont normally write these things but this has been bugging me for some time. I feel the need to vent. Parking lot stalkers!!!! These people really piss me off. True they are not really hurting anyone or doing anything wrong they still piss me off. They roll around the parking lot scanning the lot for a space to park. They wait for someone to walk to their vehicle and leave. They will stop and just wait till that space is vacant. The people getting in their cars now feel rushed cause this jerk off is just sitting there staring at them. Not to mention that they are holding up any others that are behind them. If you have a medical condition that requires you to need a close place then that is all well and good. But otherwise park and walk your lazy ass up to the store. If you are a parking lot stalker and you try that with me I will do one of two things. I will either sit there till you move on or just walk back on the store. Mean? maybe so but I could care less. I
The Perfect Man!
The Perfect Man The perfect man is gentlenever cruel or meanhe has a beautiful smileand he keeps his face so clean The perfect man loves childrenand will raise them by your sidehe will be a good fatherand good husband to his bride The perfect man loves cookingcleaning and vaccuuming toohe'lldo anything to conveyhis feelings of love to you The perfect man is sweetwriting poetry from your namehe's a best friend to your motherand kisses away your pain He has never made you cryor hurt you in any way......OH SCREW THIS STUPID POEM............THE PERFECT MAN IS GAY!!!!!!  
Rebuild Me By Alex M.
Coward behind the rock and roll dream Thats not me thats not my scene Too many actors play the part of fools If i had them, I'd give you jewels Come with me and never look back I want only scars to show your past I will try to not let you bleed Don't relapse I wont accept defeat 12 hours away but i hear you say Can you rebuild my puzzle, can you rebuild me? How are you doing how have you been Look up to God not that sin Your gone but your still haven't Left You've walked throught the valley in the shadow of death 12 hours away but i hear you say Can you rebuild my puzzle, can you rebuild me? For my help I look to the sky I'm no puzzle master but i'll try So nice, so sweet, so kind You too far away but on my mind 12 hours away but i hear you say Can you rebuild my puzzle, can you rebuild me? 12 hours away but i hear you say Can you rebuild my puzzle, can you rebuild me?
Paint A Perfect Smile
 Paint a perfect smile Straight onto my face Wash it off good  Don’t leave any trace Of our happy  times The days we shared Hours of  togetherness Back when we cared But we lost touch My hand slipped  from yours We went our ways And  closed open doors Then times got  tough I needed you My heart was  empty My sadness grew I silently wept  As you left me there Lost and alone I  just can’t bare Another lost heart Or  even more crying I can’t handle much  Of anyone’s lying I need someone here  To do what you never would Paint a permanent smile The way you  never could♥ *Screams Why*  Maybe It Just Wasn't Meant To Be:(
The Wolf SpiritIt is in my nature to be gentle, and lovingBUT KNOW THISWhen it comes to matters of protecting my friends, family and my heart. Do not trifle with me for I am the most powerful and relentless creature you will ever know An old chief was teaching his grandson about life..."A fight is going on inside me," he said to the boy."It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves."One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, self-doubt, and ego."The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith."This same fight is going on inside you - and inside every other person, too."The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather,"Which wolf will win?""The one you feed."
Top 11 Things Women Need To Know About Men
Alluringme Is Fake
Poses as a young female student.... and wants to see you on cam immediately, believe its a guy posing as a girl.
Enough Said
I wrote this poem last night after talking to a guy on here that met a woman online that played him.I hopped upon the internet and not true love to ever seekmore out of curiosity, just wanting to have a quick peekI have met some people there from all over this grand earthand a few have become close friends, for what it's worthI have counseled people from far away and others nearall most need is someone that will not judge to lend an earjust a trusted shoulder to cry on when life gets too tougha sympathetic soul that'll listen when they have had enoughI never thought about thing like if their profile was realbecause their pain and emotions were, that I could feelThen one day quite unexpectedly I happened upon youand now I find myself wondering all the time "What is true?""What do you want in life and what are you trying to do?""Is that exquisite picture that mesmerizes me really you?""Have I been seduced from afar by your grace and charm?""Why am I thinking these things and will you do
The Truth is in the airthe feelings i just cant bareyou left me when things got hardu sit there like u dont careyou lost something great in ur lifeand all u can do is ignore itYou sit there in the dark feeling sorry for urselfWhen there is 2 lives growingHalf of u n half of meU will never really seeLooking into those eyesAll i can do is feel sorry for themThey will never know who u areFor the fact U dont want to be thereu say u do but u truly dontIf u truly did u would be here no matter whatLife is short n u dont careThey need u in their lives butU make me feel like u dont want anythingSit there in ur darkness n feel sorry for urselfI guess u will never understand what its likeMake ur excusesI don't care anymore Im tired of waitingfor u to grow upI guess u will never truly see how great these 2 can be   Again here i stand hold my bleeding chestanother piece is gonelittle by little my heart disappearsLeft in the darkness of my hurtfeeling what i didnt want toknew it was
Dear Fubar Staff
Looks like fubar is looking for a new way to lay thingz out. Well wake up FUBAR STAFF! I just recently posted a blog about stacking TOOLBARS all up and down the screen. WE HAVEENUFF TOOLBARS goin across our screenz!! Herez a novel idea.....since most of our screenz now are 16:9 (wider than tall) why not put the icons for the toolbar u made and our bar tab (live feed) and the shoutbox on the SIDE of the screen! TRY THIS FOR A CHANGE!!! exoticnero...: and no you would not have to be alone XavierAcorea: u have paypal?  exoticnero...: well I would gladly watch you anytime XavierAcorea: I'm no dummy LOL exoticnero...: am if I ever did, it would not be on this site, I would make it worth while XavierAcorea: yeah exactly exoticnero...: like that would ever happen,heheh' XavierAcorea: SO u can show your goodz off in video exoticnero...: what is with the stupid webcam control crap, this site gets more bizzare
Fuzal Online
Mother's day is one of the special day when one gets to treat his/her mom in a way to make her feel special. You feel her presence every time no matter wherever you are. She is always charming and kind. Her life revolves around your well being. So, to celebrate this festival of motherhood, here are some gift ideas which will make your mother feel that you are always there. Jewelry: Jewelries have always been a favorite of every woman and they undoubtedly love to flaunt it. You choice can never go wrong with Jewelry and is that one-way of winning your mother's heart. And by gifting your Mom a piece of sophisticated ring or a pair of earrings you can always make the day a truly memorable affair. Family Portrait: Dig through your recent family photos until you've found a real stand-out. Then, take the negative to a photo processing center, and order an enlargement. For a few dollars you'll have a frame-ready family portrait. Wrist Watches: Watches are another option to gift on Mother's
Love Card 4/3/10
Hi Betty! Here is your Daily Love Tarot Card for Monday, April 19 "The Two of Pentacles card suggests that this matter may put you in a bit of a bind. However, it may offer two distinct possibilities for handling your time, attention and resources as they affect your relationship or love life. With careful consideration, this could actually be a win-win situation for you, provided you are not sending or receiving mixed messages. This could be a chance to double your pleasure or your chances for material or physical success especially when it comes to physical intimacy or children, provided you are adept at walking the fine line between practical realities and your appetites. You just may need to be reminded of the old sayings 'for better or worse' and 'all things in moderation.'" Hi Fu-bies, This is pretty much going to be a venting session..... Why as lustfulpeople is there such a thin line between love and hate. Also how someone new with out all of our
1Good hygiene is a must. Don't just use a bar of soap, but do scrub yourself. Make sure ears have no wax in them and that privates and facial hair are clean and at least trimmed nicely. When applying deodorant or cologne, don't use a lot. Also, make sure you don't use too much hair gel (it's sticky).2Pay attention to how you look. Wear clothes that fit your body well, eliminate flashy clothing and avoid fashion "faux pas" (i.e. baseball hats cocked slightly to the side). A simpler wardrobe will keep the emphasis on you, not your clothes, which will change your outlook. Get regular haircuts.3A true gentleman is polite to everyone, in action and words. Always be aware of how you can help people. Wait an extra few seconds to hold the door for the person behind you. Offer to help an old or pregnant person get their grocery bags to the car. You don't have to be paranoid or risk killing yourself (i.e if you've got a precarious grip on something heavy, don't open the door for so
Easter Blessing
    Easter Blessings As we celebrate this Easter morn, praise and thank the day He was born. Understand why He hung on a tree He paid for our sins at Calvary. They mocked Him and scorned Him, accepted all lies They crucified Him and a thief on each side. He looked up above, cried can't take anymore take this cup from me, let it pass, please, my Lord. Joseph from Arimathae, wrapped His body in a linen cloth laid Him in a sepulchre while His followers watched. They buried Him in a tomb let the Sabbath pass returned with prepared ointments they had stored in a glass. When they discovered the stone had rolled away, they remembered His words, He would rise the third day. He was born to be our Savior He died for you and me He paid the price for us He died so we could be free.
A Favourite Poem
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone. Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling in the sky the message He is Dead, Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever, I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now; put out every one, Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun. Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood; For nothing now can ever come to any good.
Dear Agony "Dear Agony" I have nothing left to give I have found the perfect end You were made to make it hurt Disappear into the dirt Carry me to heaven's arms Light the way and let me go Take the time to take my breath I will end where I began And I will find the enemy whithin Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Dear Agony Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Don't bury me Faceless enemy I'm so sorry Is this the way it's gotta be? Dear Agony Suddenly The lights go out Let forever Drag me down I will fight for one last breath I will fight until the end And I will find the enemy within Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Don't bury me Faceless enemy I'm so sorry
what ever i type in here is truth from my heart if i do lie let me feel it.   Today my ex gf is talkin shit about me o Why do i put up with peoples rudeness & bs i wish i dont with desire and hate but i do with lust. I rember every thing that gos on every year ither Getting hurt or dealing with some bitch who dont like me for me. God People have some fucking heart. I got Plans for up comming years & nobody is guna get in my fucking way Not you not your BF or Husband No body.
As the bus stopped and it was her turn to get on, she became aware that her skirt was too tight to allow her leg to come up to the height of the first step of the bus. Slightly embarrassed and with a quick smile to the bus driver, she reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little, thinking that this would give her enough slack to raise her leg. She tried to take the step, only to discover that she couldn't. So, a little more embarrassed, she once again reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little more, and for the second time attempted the step. Once again, much to her chagrin, she could not raise her leg. With a little smile to the driver, she again reached behind to unzip a little more and again was unable to take the step. About this time, a large Texan who was standing behind her picked her up easily by the waist and placed her gently on the step of the bus. She went ballistic and turned to the would-be Samaritan and yelled, 'How dare you touch my body! I don't even
is it wrong for me to loveto desire two parts of the same wholehalf of me is torn it seemsnever quite fitting all the seamsi burn for one i yearn for the othernever quite finding the niche i discoveredtempted by the forbidden fruit it seemsso soft so lush my mind seems to dreamlace and purity soft creamy skinlips red as rubies this is my one sini need to know am i living a liedoes my body desire something that will never be minewill i know can i you temptress of my heartif in this desire i play aparti must sit here and wait till the day that i findif i am missing an angel somewhere in my mind I saw you...and that was enough... To covet your heart your strength your love My vampiric heart began to beat... Needing to feel your lips on me Lust turned to love in our first gaze Setting my mind and my soul ablaze Touture terrifically clouding my mind Wondering if and when your be mine Feeling you feather light hands on my breast Your mouth pressed tight to me I cannot resist Exct
"distant Love"
"Distant Love" Upon the beach at sunset they walk with one another, Each alone and far away from the soft arms of the other, But still they share the sunset at the ending of the day, And the passing of the clouds on their ceaseless way, Like castles adrift on a sea of blue white giants of the sky, Each one a silent messenger that moves on a gentle sigh, To him she sends her wishes on the softly blowing wind, That she will feel his tenderness from loving arms again, To her he sends his most gentle dreams of their time alone, Where he hears her tender voice and it's warm melodic tones, Where her image beckons in those last rays of dying day, Where the evening stars push back the sun into a field of gray, Each one sends a memory of times spent close and warm, When their arms enfold each other about their gentle forms, When they shared a passion that rolled like stormy seas, And desire tore at their world like harsh winds among the trees, She reaches out to touch the sun and allows he
Severe Weather Alerts
Close My Eyes 4ever
Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light.   Though wise men at their end know dark is right, because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night.   Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light.   Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night.   And you, my father, there on the sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. I met a traveler from an antique land Who said: "Two vast and trunkless legs of stone Stand in the desert.  Near them on the sand, Half sunk, a shattered visage lies, whose frown And wrinkled lip and sneer of cold command Tell that its sculptor w
Your Right To Vote
I graduated from high school at the age of seventeen. Afterward, I enlisted in the Marine Corps, went to boot camp in San Diego, graduated from that and was sent to Okinawa and, later, Vietnam. The year was 1968. There was an upcoming Presidential election in November, but I couldn't vote in it. The voting age then was 21. I was old enough to defend our country against enemies, both foreign and domestic, but I couldn't vote for the people who decided friend or enemy. Ultimately, I had to wait four years, until 1972, to vote in my first election. Since then, I haven't missed a Presidential election and only a few mid-term elections. I love this country and the Constitution our Founding Fathers created establishing the framework of the United States. I love the fact that I have the right to voice my opinions in the election process and concider this to be one of the most important rights we have.  There has rarely been a more critical time to exercise the right to vote. In a time when
for we are both prisoners of wild desireand we will never be free to be alone againthere are chains of love that bind us tighta lover's pact made between me and youshe smiles so sweetly and softly calls to meher eyes say that she will be always be mineher lush lips open to invite my fevered kisslocked in love's embrace till the end of timefor we are both prisoners of wild desireand we will never be free to be alone againthere are chains of love that bind us tightlove's bonds forged in passion's firefor we are both prisoners of wild desireburning all day and through darkest nightthese chains that bind our hearts so tighta lover's pact made between me and you
How my thoughts are racing soooo... I just whispered aloud - "I love you...", and have the softest feeling - for real, no teasing. You 'get' to me so damnably easy... I don't know or understand why or how - you just do. It's because... somehow... we... belong. I know... silly me. I melt at some awkward times and just shake my head at others. But I want to hold you so tight and make love to you and hold you close afterward and make love to you and just 'be' with you and love you. Woman...the thoughts that just race by physical... mental... my stomachs a big knot and I want to sing, smile... just laugh... shake it off... but can't. I want you curled with me, around me, on me. I want to be in you - a part of you... held so very tight and close... and never let go. I want to touch you, taste... explore... mentally, physically... and more - so much more. I want to play and 'be' as only we can. How my thoughts are racing soooo... such is the beginning of 'loving' you... silly me. I se
Sex On A Pool Table
"... ever had sex on a pool table..." slowly peeled off the label long-neck bottle she was drinking no secret what I was thinking, cowboy boots Wrangler jeans mostly Texas in her genes sunk the eight ball corner pocket tightened my nuts like a Craftsman socket, breast size, no mystery knew little of her history but history wasn't on my brain fine line 'tween crazy and sane, "...what the fuck, sure, let's do it..." "...sorry cowboy, I think you blew it..." smiled and licked her lips so sweet said, perhaps, some day we'd meet, down some dirt road, up some draw gave a number I could call were I ever passing through a itch to drink (itch to screw?), said no one knows tomorrow beg, buy, steal, borrow she racked 'em up, cue ball flyin' hands in my pants, soul sighing,
Need Help
We came together In a frenzied embrace Mouths locked, Nostrils flared Snorting like fighting bulls Kissing, stroking, groping Fumbling with buttons and belts Hooks and eyes Until we lay in a heap Disordered in our semi nakedness I caressed her breasts Teasing her nipples First with fingers Before attending to them orally I moved my hand across her soft belly And pulled up her skirt My mouth alternated between Her swollen nipples and her eager mouth My slipped under her skirt And I reached up Until I felt the silk of her underwear I pulled them down to her ankles urgently Then I moved my hand steadily Up her long stockined leg From ankle to calf to her inner thigh The soft naked flesh above her stocking Before combing my fingers through Her luxuriant growth She turned her attentions once again To my ear frantically exploring it with her tongue I cupped her pubic bone in my hand And rocked it gently Then I slipped my fingers between her lips Into the creamy wetness She moaned gently in
She lay serenely in the afterglow The sweat of passion spent Vaporized and no more Her hair tousled, frames a peaceful face The red glow of the cheeks still visible Her eyes resting, her mouth open slightly Her full lips still moist, her pale skin smooth No hint remains of what passed The contortions of orgasm Which were etched into her innocent face Linger no more but shall again soon She lies beneath a silken sheet Stretched more tightly across her breasts Showing them in sharp relief The cool air from the open window Arouses her nipples Which stand proud through the silk She murmurs in her sleep and squirms in unison As her arousal continues elsewhere If her lover does not return Her satisfaction will be in her own hand
Im No Superman
I am no superman No man of steel, I am not super human Not endowed with special powers I have no heart of stone Nor feet of clay I am human Prick my finger, see me bleed I am no angel Nor am I devil I am not inhuman Not devoid of emotion I am just a man Ordinary, average Unremarkable With hopes and dreams Plans and aspirations And a heart to give When I meet her
The first thing I noticed Was the sun on her red hair Turning it to blazing fire As it tumbled Onto the white flesh of her shoulders The pastel shades Of her meagre top Struggled to contain the vibrancy of her breasts And her naked midriff tantalized The waistband of her skirt sat on her hips While the white cotton below Encased her rolling buttocks and strong thighs A gust of summer breeze Lifted her skirt allowing glimpses of her white thighs Then as she walked The sunlight behind her illuminated her form More than hinting at the delights Contained within the cotton of her skirt My thoughts then turned From her flaming red hair To a burning desire
God Vs. Satan
And God populated the Earth with broccoli and cauliflower and spinach and green and yellow vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. And Satan created McDonald's. And McDonald's brought forth the 99-cent double cheeseburger. And Satan said to Man "You want fries with that?" And Man said, "Super size them". And Man gained pounds. And God created the healthful yogurt, that woman might keep her figure that Man found so fair. And Satan froze the yogurt, and he brought forth chocolate, nuts and brightly colored sprinkle candy to put on the yogurt. And woman gained pounds. And God said "Try my crispy fresh salad." And Satan brought forth creamy dressings, bacon bits and shredded cheese. And there was ice cream for dessert. And Woman gained pounds. And God said "I have sent you heart healthy vegetables and olive oil with which to cook them." And Satan brought forth chicken-fried steak from Cracker Barrel so big it needed i
Have I Ever
Have I Ever ♥♥♥♥ Have I ever told youthat if I sit really still and silent,sometimes. I like to thinkI can hear your heart beatingin time with mine?Have I ever told youthat when I watch you speak to methrough lines and cords,and bytes and ram,I imagineyour voice,whispering into my ear?Have I ever told youthat I wait out each dayin anticipation,wantingonly an hour or two,just a second in space and time,to feel close to you?Have I ever told youthat there has been times,when I ached for you,ached for you so badly,that the emotions overwhelmed me..and so I sat and cried?Have I ever told youthat sometimes,I will reach out,touching your nameon this cold screen before me,wishingI could reach inand pull you to me?Have I ever told youthat after the first time I heardthe sound of your voice,thousands of miles away,I sat up all night,turning the conversation over and overin my mind,examining it,like some newly discovered species of flower?Have I ever told y
My Jokes
A young man from WV decides to ask his girl friend to marry him. So after the question is ask and she says yes they both run to there parents and break the news to them. So the two families get together and plan a big hillbilly wedding. So the wedding day comes and they have a beautiful wedding by hillbilly standards. After the wedding and the reception the newly married couple decide to go to there new home and constimate there marriage. So the young groom goes in the bathroom to get read while the young bride gets ready in the bedroom. The groom comes out and climbs into bed with his new bride. After playing and kissing for a while the groom jumps up out of bed grabs his pants and runs down to his parents house. He bangs on the door screaming "dad dad dad" finally the dad domes to the door and ask "boy what you doing down here you're suppose to be up there with your wife being on your honeymoon". The boy says "I know but I crawled in bed with her and found out she
  This is an open letter to the cheaters who are running scripts to gain an advantage. Why? Do you get satifaction from cheating? Do you feel better about yourself as a person if you win virtual money in a virtual game? If the answer to either of these questions is yes, I feel sorry for you.    What are you going to do when we lose that feature of the game because of the cheating? I bet you will be the first and loudest ones to scream like hell.  Why not try acting like normal adults and play fair. You'll still get some bounties just not all of them.    That's all I have to say. You know who you are, we know who you are, and the proper people know who you are.  When you get caught please don't further shame yourself or the fu bar community with lame denials like, "I'm just a really fast clicker", or "I have the touch screen" or "my PC is just way way faster than everyone elses".  Save the lies for your buddies at work when you tell them how you got with that hot seceratary last nigh
Political Humor
DIVORCE AGREEMENTTHIS IS SO INCREDIBLY WELL PUT I CAN HARDLY BELIEVE IT'S BY A YOUNG PERSON, A STUDENT!!!WHATEVER HE RUNS FOR, I'LL VOTE FOR HIM.American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists And Obama supporters, et al:We have stuck together since the late 1950's, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly, this relationship has run its course.Our two ideological sides of America cannot and will not ever agree on what is right so let's just end it on friendly terms. We can smile and chalk it up to irreconcilable differences and go our own way.Here is a model separation agreement:Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by landmass each taking a portion. That will be the difficult part, but I am sure our two sides can come to a friendly agreement. After that, it should be relatively easy!Our respective representative
a sweet poem for me.....       I'll dream a little dream of you and I.  Catching fireflies amongst the summer sky. While the little creatures light your pretty face. I'll hold you close in my warm embrace. The moon is bright up in the sky it sits. I'll gentaly lean in and kiss your lips. But I will be sad when I awake. Cause this dream wont last at daylights break. So I await for darkness fall. To drift in dream and hear your call. My heart is heavy for your return. for it's only you my heart does yeurn. So give me dreams of you for now. Or please be here, some way, some how.   by M.L.
Warm breeze blows into the bedroom window, the moon is pouring over us in a silver wave. aching I watch it's flowing gentle movement rippling slowly over your pale smooth skinThe beauty of your glowing body beckons me to touch, to taste, to love it's graceful expanse, from your forehead to toes, fingers to noseHow I hunger to know you so completelyTo gladly find all the wondrous places that bring you such sweet pleasure. forging bonds that tie your heart to mine,two hearts beating wildly together as one.
Im Home
It's been too long, home at last home at last I brush back your hair and gaze down at youQuietly watching you curled safe in our bednuzzling your neck, softly I whisper in your ear.My sweet loving pet, your Master is homeyou lay deep in slumber wrapped in my robe, peacefully dreaming of pleasures sharedA smile like a wolf's flickers over my lipsI sit next to you feeling your warm fleshI slowly expose your silken skin to my touch.I wet My finger in My mouth to write my namebetween the mounds of your full ripe breasts,warm letters spell out my love upon your skin,I blow gently over them, My breath cooling. . .soft tingling breeze, like mint on the tongue.smiling, wriggling deeper into your dreams,you quietly sigh and part your legs for me,I watch over you in the flickering candlelight,like a wolf watching over his sleeping mateMy sweet loving pet, your Master is home
Thank You.....
To often we don't say thanks to our friends,family or some1 that does something nice for us. I regret not being able to be online hardly ever,anymore,to say hello n thanks to old and new friends. So I'd like to thank you all,new and old right now.To the old friends,I miss you n haven't forgotten about you,thank you for being my friend. To the new friends,thank you for the kind words and the interest in having me as a friend. I will try my best to be around at least occasionally and to return messages/gifts.To those that requested an add that I didn't accept yet,I'm sorry and it's only because you either have no salute or only one or 2 pics,some of them not even of yourself,in some cases.I will gladly accept friend request if you have a salute,or add more pics of yourself.I'm very sorry for that,but since ex hubby is back out on the street,I'm very careful as to who I add as a friend because my friends here have access to just about everything I post. Thank you all for understanding. I
What Is Up With All The Young People On Here..
I am married woman looking to create friendships but no takers on here cuz most of the people on this site are under 30...what is a older woman suppose todo? Plus this site is confusing..anyone want to please!!!
So here I am choseing to not go to school today because I want to get out there and find me a new job.  Nothing wrong with the one I have except the lack of management skills.  Me and a few others were taken off the schedule and the managers response was that were going to play it by ear this week because he needs to move stuff around schedule wise.  How much bull is that, I mean seriously dont schedule me to come in then when I come in take me off that day tell me to go home.  So I go home then 3 hrs later he calls asking me if I can come in.  Hell no you sent me home dont call me up to work when I should of worked in the first place.  So needless to say I need to find me a job with more compitent managers, the only reason I came back to my old job is because I needed something quick and they are supposed to start my management training back up from before, but I am not impressed with how things are going.  I guess we will just have to play it by ear and see what happens.
Let's Get This Straight
Let's get this straight. You will not be seeing my naked. You may not know if my boobs are real or fake (figure it out yourself). I will not tell you what size they are. I will not cam with you. If you are in a relationship, married or whatever don't talk to me sexually. I don't want to hear it. If your wife isn't giving it to you, don't run on here thinking that you'll get something, especially from me. Because it's not going to happen. Maybe from a slut or a whore that has no self-respect. Maybe she will give you something. But I won't. I am a mother and I have a lot of respect for myself. I don't have time for games, so don't tell me that you're divorce or single when you're not. I'm not an idiot, I will find out. I'm looking for friends first above anything. Second, I like nice guys. Honest guys. If you don't like what i've said here, just delete me and go fuck yourself. Grow up people. Seriously.
Ok..I am so sick of the fucking haters on this site!..For fuck's sake this is a social site...I am no longer going to play anymore of the games that lil boys and girls play...deleting my pic..sending friends to scope me out..etc...     GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!!!   you know who you are!   and if i have offended you...good   i was actually being quite nice in the blog..the next time I cant guarentee that!   Mara  
Have You Ever
Have you ever felt you’re all alone? With an empty space within your heart And where you are, it never fells like home It’s like a cold place, it’s always dark Have you ever cried by yourself? Late at night with no one around And you feel your soul tearing apart itself As your tears fall with a deafening sound Have you ever felt lost not knowing? Who you are and what to do Not sure of where you’re heading or going Everything you had wasn’t so true Have you ever felt something’s missing? And no matter where you looked Nothing ever looked very promising It all seems as if it was all mistook Have you always kept this piece of hope? That would somehow someday Pull you through and help you cope While fate shows you the way Have you ever looked at anyone? And known that this is where you belong Like the way I know you are the one With a Heart fill with love so strong
Speed Dating And Networking
Sexstrology Your lists:    #Pisces wants sex that drips with passion     #Pisces want nothing more than to be carried away on clouds of love     #Pisces is the most romantic sign     #Pisces females love a pearl necklace - made of passion     #Pisces live and breath romance     #Pisces sexuality is so alluring one can't help but surrender
Single Life
When I woke up this morning  and my little green eyes finally opened I rolled over to see an empty side of my bed. Which made me think "THIS SUCKS" Waking up alone every morning. Well I do have a cat but that don't count. Is it really that hard to fine  that 1 special girl to wake up to everyday? I would love to fine someone that I can spend my life with. I know most of you who is reading this is probably thinking, "Your only 19, you shouldn't be thinking that." I know I am not picky when it comes to girls. I like all types and sizes. Just as long we get along with each other and have things in common.; That's all that matters to me. But it would be nice just to go to bed at night being cuddled up in my girls arms  and given her a kiss good night as our eyes close then waking up in the morning and her beautiful face is the first thing I see as our eyes open and giving her that good morning kiss. Right now I am just hating waking up alone in the mornings. I wonder if girls think because
My Muse
InMyOwnShadow">@ fubar
I wake up this morning and get to work, I begin my day with a redbull, I check my draftnik sites and start to think about the draft coming up and a friend comes up to me and tells me that Peter Steele, Lead Singer of one of my favorite bands Type O Negative has died of heart failure.....WHAT?!?!?!?! "I call bullshit", I said "He faked his death back in 05, he's just fucking with us again"...but no, Peter really is dead.....Ever since i was 12 I've been a fan of Type O, and when I'm really lucky I catch them live....I just can't believe that he's gone. R.I.P.....Everything Dies....
Hello my friends who read this. Well it's been a long time since I have been back on fubar so I do have news. I'm currently living in Las Vegas but I'm moving back to Viriginia Beach, Virginia end of June. If  anyone is in the area or near the area feel free to get ahold of me. Looking to make new friends and hang out when I get back. *smiles*
Gay Vs Straight
Seriously there are straight people there are gay people and there are bi. I happen to have bi times and imp not going to deny that but honestly if urn gay don’t make a big deal out of it. If u doesn’t want ne one to know then doesn’t say anything. hell u could be as gay as a football bat and no ones going to care as long as u don’t make a huge deal out of it. ok should everyone that is straight run around asking for a silent day to support being straight... no so just stop I’m sorry but I’m a very blunt person if u don’t like it fine stay off but other than that I don’t give a shit. I will say that so gay all I want. Nobody sees it as a problem to say that retarded or that’s stupid. And there are retarded and stupid people out there so what. At least they don't announce it to the world they just live their lives. 
This Made My Day ♥
Jen showed up in my shoutbox and told me she heard a song and it reminded her of me and that I had been on her mind all day. I listened to the song and it made me cry because is so much like me. We have been friends for quite awhile but just recently gotten close. I just want her and the rest of my Fu friends who will take the time out to read this to know how great I think this lady is and how much I love her.     Carrying the weight on the end of a limbYour just waitin for somebodyTo pick you up againShaded by a tree can't live up to a roseAll you ever wantedWas a silent place to growPretty little thingSometimes you gotta look upAnd let the world seeAll the beauty that your made ofCause the way you hang you headNobody can tellYour my virginia bluebellMy viginia bluebellEven through the snowA flower can bloomYou just need a little pushSpring is coming soonUmbrella in the rainThey'll roll off your backBetter watcha can realize what you havePretty little thingSometi
Pantheism Philosophy
PANTHEISM - is the belief that the universe is divine and nature is sacred.It fuses religion and science, and concern for humans with concern for nature.It provides the the most solid basis for environmental ethics.It is a religion that requires no faith other than common sense, no revelation other than open eyes and a mind open to evidence, no guru other than your own self.UnityAll things in the universe are one. They began as one. They may end as one. They are all made of the same basic matter/energy, and they interact with one another, constantly.All things on earth are one: plants, animals, rocks, oceans and atmosphere. All living creatures had a common origin, all depend on each other, and shape and are shaped by non-living things. Life has radically altered the earth's atmosphere, and molded many aspects of its geology. The Gaia system is an organic evolving whole embracing the biosphere, hydrosphere, lithosphere and atmosphere.All humans on earth are one. We descend from the sam
Did You Here B J Today
He has to keep this website running and many blessings and many thanks for my many thanks and blessings of family and friends on here. Let us forgive Baby J, even if he is not a Christian, for he has sinned greatly, but he has allowed a Christian voice on this website so mercy unto him as long as he believes in freedom of religion and speech. I f nothing, he has believed in the constitution.
The Owner is Aceman69 I like the lounge i gets a A for impressing me & great staff A+ The Owner Aceman69 Dont know who i'm The guy Treats me like shit Threatins me. F- for Owner Attitude
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Natalie's Blog Spot
Tonight with YouCountless candles flare themselvesinto loose strings of pearlsup and down the stairswith the lively lilt of my steps.From ample ancient urnsclothed in bloom and verdigris,full flushed antique roses dispenseheated mauve and myrrh scents.  And from a domed baroque balconya ripe moon beams breezy glanceson fresh laundry hanging crookedin small musky backyards.Cause I'm going to see you tonight.There'll be no weeping widowsin decrepit cathedrals,no broken plaster angelswith pure alabaster eyes.There'll be no disturbed womenmumbling toothless solo dialoguesas they peel off worn out rags to wade mossy fountains in the park.There'll be no pomp and circumstance,no lavish feasts for debutantes,no lazy siestas for bureaucrats,no medals for dictators or generals.Cause I'm going to see you tonight.When at last your shadowdarkens my porchand we race your Camarodown narrow back alleyseager for the open road.My bare feet on the dashand the brisk magikof curves meeting
Mother's Day Special
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted. So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted. Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted. On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood  I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped 7 twisted. Burnt out, wasted, empty & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here warped & twisted
To All That Matter!!!
My fuwedding was beautiful. i thank all those that helped make it what it was hugss. Crypt it was beautiful ceremony, u came thru for me yet again - is it any wonder that i say u the best boss. you rock. Punisher the music rocked. Thanx for doing it I know u been busy latly and appreciate u taking time. Crypt's Insanity thanx for putting up with my ditzyness over pics and times and making not one but two beautiful bully's. Riffraff you a true friend. I know u will grr at me saying that and poofoo it away but thanx. DJ Nookie thank you for being there for me( i know wasnt easy and im sorry for that). But u know what true friendship means at least in my book and i love you for that. To all that came or messaged that they couldnt make it or came late even. IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME THAT SOME PPL STILL CARE. I HAVE LOST A LOT BECAUSE OF A PERSONAL DECISION AND AM GLAD I DIDNT LOSE AS MUCH AS I WAS WORRIED I DID. To all that choose to not come and had no plans on co
Who I Am...
Lounge Time
Come visit the best loung in town. Have a crazy time chating and just goofing off but keep it clean. Theres great people to talk to that will talk back to you about whatever you want to talk about. Heres the link I made this really great lounge with the help of some friends and iI really need to get ppl in there so plzz come in bring your friends check it out join and have some fun it would be great to be able to keep it going plz and thank you. Hello my name is Sierra I'm in this great lounge called The Devils BackBone. I'm here to say hi and help make this the best lounge on fubar. It's not there yet but with the staff we got here and all the great people that come in, Devils BackBone will be the best lounge around. It's a small place right now but with the friendly staff and the fun people here your sure to have a great time and some crazy fun so click the link below and join our outragous family.                                  
Diary Of A Mad Woman
fucking mono is going to kill me.. my fucking organs are going to die 'cause I can't sleep. FUUUUCKKKKK. What is with all the wacko jerky guys on here tonight. I'm wondering if it was the ass picture I put up? Maybe I shouldn't have done that. Thinking about deleteing it. Don't want the negative attention some of these people have been giving me. Seriously. Some of you have been straight up fucking rude. Why not just fuck off with your negative attitude? No one appreciates it, especially not me. Next time it happens, Imma just block those motherfuckers. Also, wondering why fake girls and not so attractive girls have SO many comments? And. Why do people think that they shouldn't have to rate someone because they already know they are attractive? That is pretty prejudgemental. I love getting rated and commented, personally. It may seem stupid, but it makes me feel good to know people think nice things about me. AND. Who CARES if some of the comments people leave are cheesy or pervy?
Come See Me
Come see me tonight at Rick's Cabaret in Las Vegas! Its on Desert Inn and Valley view. Its my first night there and my first night dancing again. I danced for 5 years and havent danced in a year. Need everyones support!
Prospects Blog
    PROSPECTS TERMS 1.All new Prospects must have a verified salute & a minimum " 10 new pics " of yourself 2. Must sign the agreement below as a comment of "I AGREE " in order to be placed into voting procedure. 3. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications . 4. The Homepage should be added to Your Family while being considered a Prospect & remain in your family after admittance. Also your Team Leader should be added to your top friend so that you can find them easily . 5. All new members will be assigned a Team Leader who we ask to be placed in top friends so they can contact you also. Putting your Team Leader into Family would be nice if you have space & can do that . But not a requirement . 6. You may chose to add the name of the group to your name including the word "prospect" while awaiting results of the weekly voting done on the weekends. All results sent by Monday unless something comes up . Upon entry you'll remove "Pro
Chat With My Aunt That Lives In California
Couple of days ago I was on Facebook talking to my aunt that lives in California for the first time in almost 20 years. I haven't seen her since I was 5 years old I cried now that I know that she is still alive I think I might go out there and visit her maybe for the Summer just to get out of the middle of the United States. So I really want to go back to the state where I was born California may have changed in the last 20 years.
Strange And Stranger
So now I sit still and smiling inside my shrine of make up. This is almost too much to take. To restart, to retrace. But what's life without surprise? It's like, WHOA turn around, pause, wipe slate clean, resume grind in new direction. I am no stranger to this. No stranger at all. Shed the tears, lick the wounds, dust off, move along. The girls say it's not me it's them. There's more of them than me. Signs point to me. Might be me. No, no, no. Definitely them, they telled me. I'll believe it someday. I am rough around the edges. Can't help it. Just like my little man though, I'm growing everyday. And yeah, I wish it didn't hurt, but I always try to remember that without all this crap, it won't feel good when shit works out. Hopefully. Hopefully I can do that. Remember that. Everyday I get told that it's new. Fresh. New number, so it's not the same. Not the same as yesterday or any other yesterday there ever was or could be. I like to listen to that. So that way, even if I wake up and f
Tiny Stories
It was just after nine in the morning, on Monday, as I was drove to my new job site.  I was a tiny companion, as the brochure says 'a small ear, eye, mind and voice to tell your troubles too'.  And the tiny part comes in because I'm only two inches tall.  The car pulled to a stop and my carry case was lifted up.  A minute latter I heard a doorbell ring and the case softy hit the ground.  I heard some muffled voices and the size door unzipped, flooding the light in.  I grabbed my duffle bag across my chest and picked up my other tow bags and walked out, as I heard "--is your tiny companion".  She smiled down at me and hurried off, I knew she had more droop offs to make. I looked up to my new companion.   She was a huge, big boned woman...and not just because I was tiny, she had to be at least six feet tall.  She had very long tan legs that were shown off nicely by the thigh length cut off shorts she had on.  He breasts were also impressive, at least C cups, and they too were shown off
Autos On
Shes a Wikid Princess Come see why!!!! She has auto 11s on! And Really Needs Some Major fu-love Get your fingers ready and to rate her to death!!!! ALL LOVE IS RETURNED!!! Add/fan/bling/crush your wikid princess you will NOT be disappointed *i promise* Leave a PM so i can love you back!! WiKiD PRinCeSs IRiSh EyEs LuViN My JuGgALo 4 LyFe@ fubar > /table>

Southern Nights
When u tell sumone u love them u love them with all ur heart and soul. when u tell sumone u want them u give them all of u, not partz of u. when u make a promies to sumone u keep it, and follow threw with it. dont say thingz becuse u think thatz what they want to hear, that jus meanz itz all a lie, no intent and fake. fakeness is a sickness and i dont need or want that n my life. so keep it real and thingz will b all good. b fake and i dont need u n my life. when i say and do thingz im real about it, im never fake about nothing!
1.standing out thereim not the girl i wasi dont knowim lying.embarrassed.betrayedby myself.young.eager.willing.persistant.ripe.but not sweet.jaded.unsatisfied.the taste of youon my lips.wet and cynical.lost.   2.salt on my lipsi just can't lick cleanoil on my fingersglitter in my eyesair in my lungsfingers on my thighsfeet off the groundhead somewhere elsestomach in knotstied to right hereright now heart beating fastwhisper in my earshow long will this lastskin covered in sweatbones covered in bonestalent wasted soaked bedsheetstorn wallpapersalt on my lipstongue on my lipsand you.   3.why are you always therejust when im walking out the dooron someones lipsin my dreamsin black and whitei am singing your songs nowi am looking for the way outi am ready to forgive youand dying to hold a were just what i neededat exactly the right timenow i think about iti cringeyet the longing doesnt fadei still taste yougod you were sweetand i became so sourtainted and wrong.why are you n
Dating/relationship Advice
Not sure what I should do about this! Back in high school, I had an on and off relationship with one of my teachers . Which by no means am I complaining about. I knew at the time it was just going to be an affair while I was in school. Which to me was fine. I mean what  young girl would not go for the older woman. Which she wasn't that much older 10-15 years. Anyway, here is my problem now! After high school thought for sure it was over even we both said it was. but at the time I knew I was moving to a different state because of my parents work and they wanted me to move with them even though I was old enough by that time to be on my own. Now that I moved back home to Colorado, she found out that I had moved back  from a mutual friend of ours and contacted me by email which I got this morning. In the email she has told be that she has never stopped thinking about me and miss that I am no longer in school being she don't see me everyday no more. And also misses the time that we spent
Fourth-day Universe
This is a blog I started to talk about writing and books; later, I expanded it to include all forms of entertainment and put my movie reviews on it; and eventually, I hope to create a website based on it.  If anyone wants to join the small but dedicated writing team I'm building, then just let me know.   Here's the first post from my Fourth-day blog, which you can see here. (original post date:  March 2, 2009) One of my favorite quotes about writing instructs us "to build a universe that doesn't fall apart two days later". The quote belongs to Philip K. Dick, one of the most influential science fiction writers of the late twentieth century. His writing credits include the short stories "Paycheck" and "Minority Report", which inspired the movies of the same names. The speech in which he popularizes the above quote contains many instructive lessons about writing in general and the power of words:"I ask, in my writing, What is real? Because unceasingly we are bombarded with pseudo-rea
Follow Me
Take my hand and follow meto that place I long to be.Take my hand and trust my way,in that place forever stay.Follow me toward the sand;we'll run and play, hand in hand.Take my heart and hold it true;forever I'll stay close to you.Seize my words and listen well,then forever I will tell.Release your heart and feelings too,just as I will do for you.Trust your heart and follow me,to that place we long to be. When you feel sad and betrayedWho can you count on every single day?When you feel lost and aloneWho will be there for you in every way?When you've made mistakes and bad decisionsWho can you count on to tell you you're wrong?When you feel you can't go onWho will be there with a feel-better song?Look into your heart and you will findThat person you can trust is not far away.Look deep into yourself, don't give up,For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray.When you're looking for answersTo all your questions and dreams,There is one person you can count on,It's impossible, I know, it see
Lawmakers Submit To Obamacare- Accidentally
If it's good enough for the American people, it should be good enoughfor Washington lawmakers, right? Maybe.In their haste to pass Obama's healthcare overhaul, liberals inCongress overlooked one detail-they have inadvertently madethemselves ineligible for the top-notch health care plans previouslyavailable to them through the Federal Employees Health BenefitsProgram, and instead have accidentally subjected themselves to thedisastrous effects of Obamacare.The Congressional Research Service released a report detailing theprovisions in Obama's healthcare reform bill that would requiremembers of Congress and their staffs to surrender their FEHBP coveragein exchange for nationalized insurance. This would leave Congress inan interesting quandary: since the federal exchange will not takeeffect until 2014, the members and their staff would be left withoutinsurance until then. Jerry Markon of the Washington Post writes: "The confusion was one ofseveral potential problems that congressional Rep
The Fubar Life:)
I Wish I Knew Why People Always Say That Everything Happens For A Reason... I'm So Confused... Heres The Story In March Of 2009 I Found Out I Was About A Month And A Half To Two Months Pregnet Three To Four Months Later I Found Out I Was Having A Amazing Baby Boy.... I Was So Excited Well I Tried To Talk To The Father And Well He Didn't Believe That It Was His Kid... Well To Find Out He Was On Heavy Drugs And Heavy Drinking And On September 18th 2009 At Midnight I Started To Cramp Really Bad?!?!?!? I had A Friend There With Me And The Pain Got So Bad By 2am That I Started Screaming Out For My Mom To Help Me That I Was Bleeding Well My Mom Called 911 And When The Ambulance Got There I Had Lost So Much Blood I Almost Pasted  Out When They Got Me To The Hospital They Told Me I Was Lucky I Didn't Lose To Much Blood Well The Had Pumped Me Full Me Of Pain Meds And Told Me The News That I Was Losing The Baby All I Could Do Was Cry And Not More They Then Came Back In The Room And Told Me That
My Friends, Family And Friends
I guess my days are numbered. I had to quit my job because I have a hernia and chose not to file a workers comp claim against the company. Can't do a physical job anymore and that cuts my job potential in half in a struggling economy. Trying for unemployment and disability at this point but not looking good.....I would love to work but can't be a physical job. Tried for a surgery on the hernia but would cost more then I have and I live month to month, so can't afford payments. You all have kept me going and I love each and every one of you. I will be here to the bitter end.
The Obama Fiscal Responsibility Farce
     Yesterday President Barack Obama's National Commission on Fiscal Responsibility and Reform convened for the first time at the White House. Tasked with making recommendations to Congress that would put the budget in primary balance by 2015 and "meaningfully improve" our nation's long-term fiscal outlook, the commission meets a little over a month after Congress approved a new $2.5 trillion health care entitlement that the Obama administration now confirms will increase our nation's total health care spending.      This is a now familiar pattern for the White House: first enact record breaking levels of deficit spending, then turning right around and promise austerity sometime in the future. This February, after signing the largest single-year increase in domestic spending since World War II, President Obama held a fiscal responsibility summit designed to "send a signal that we are serious" about putting the nation on sounder footing. The Washington Post's Dana Milbank quipped at t
Murder.  Killing.  Destroying. Saving.  Every act you commit, every word you speak is hate-filled and pleasing.  Everything is a balance of Chaos and Order.  Calling it good or evil is a personal choice. The death of those in the World Trade Center towers was seen as an evil act by the citizens of the United States.  Those that are responcible see it as a great and wonderful act.  Niether is correct yet both are right.  People in general are blind.  Refusing to realize anothers view.  Learning to hate them for having differing beliefs.  Yet as much as they may force their view as the sole vaiable truth, another will act out against that ignorance. Hatred fuelled by the stubborn nature of man.  I am to kill your brother.  You would dispise me for that one act.  Deem me evil and wrong.  Yet I would deem myself a hero.  No matter the reason for my action.  It is Chaotic, to end a life.  However the act can be construde as good or evil upon your stance.  Man will never rise above their own
The Real Truth
How many Times have you seen on TV 4 or 5 cops on one person? Now if it was just you or Me with our freinds that would be a Mob or a gang. How about if some one walks up to Us and we put our hands on a knife or a gun We are threetning others. But a Cop can do it to Us. When was the last time you got more days off than your Boss and got payed more? Now you all know that I posted My other blog earlyer today and all ready I have had the cop's over here saying that some one called them saying that I was doing some thingagainst the law. Wich I don't do. I support the law. I am just against them that beleave that they are above the law. Any time a person gets any kind of controle over others they take advantage of others. But I will say the cop's that came by was nice.
Whats A Girl Gotta Do To Get A Guy?
Simply A Blog
Blissful paradise divinity with sexual affinity eyesBrilliancy deepness shallowness slow and smoothForever we are eternal wholeness only intimacyBetween me and youEssences of love eruptions endless multipliedForever heaven and joyousness sexual positionsLove infinite touch and gazeStill one forever now and alwaysSeeking out and pleasing each other different waysVarious positions as interlacing fingers all over acrossDown and up behind and drops of love affinity of loveTotally aware of each other and divine sexual and emotionalElectricityPerpetual and honesty fragrances of each other body smellAnd tenderness divine so very thoroughilyEvery crevice every turn as our eyes with adorationRespect and love mutualityForever combined into one wholeness sexual satisfaction skinAnd sweat as our hearts pound rapidly watching witnessingAs forever love will riseInto each other our bodies with love affinity never willOur love ever find a way to diePleasure deep in the soul with melodies slowness as w
A Poem
Read more: I want to say I'm sorry for many reasons left unsaid I want to say I miss you and the life that we once led I want to be forgiven and forgive myself as well I want to hold my head up high and no longer sit and dwell How do you learn to love yourself after perfecting self-hate? I want to shout ' I miss you so' yet knowing I'm too late So much time has already passed but one thing remains The thought of you brings warmth to me and that will never change We all make mistakes in life, Lord knows I've made a few Please know that doesn't change the fact I truly cared for you The love we shared may have been brief, and now it's just our past But the impact that you have left on me will forever last No matter where we go from here, no matter where we've been What I miss most of all, is not my lover, it's my friend
Direct Women
Why aren't women allowed to be as direct as men? Women are just as capable of identifying what they want as men are. I get that some men need to feel in control and that they have this societal stigma that must  be upheld. I get that they need to feel that their women are subordinate in order to manage their own internal chaos. (While women know this isn't true, it adds to our fantasy of the situation, so we play along) However, some women don't need to live within those barriers. I know how I want a man to touch me. If he is doing it wrong, it's more fun to show them how to do it right than it is to suffer through the uninformed experience. If a man walks up to woman and says something like, "I want to bend you over the table and take you from behind", a woman's general response is "yeah!!! I feel so pretty." (yes, I know men usually get slapped for this but, really this is what they are saying in their heads...and I won't slap you...unless you're in to that) If a woman walks up
Sex, Toys, And Fun
I was at a community campout this weekend..I was asked to join one of the many camp fires in the area. I sat down and introduced myself. The person next to me was bald with a goatie. I couldn't help but notice his beauty. His eyes sparkled in blues and greens. They weren't quite either color. They held both. He began to tickle me. I hate having my feet tickled and he began to grab at my feet. I pulled him down out of his camp chair and he landed on top of me. He tickled me some more until we were both out of breath. He stopped for a while and then asked if I would like a back rub. He worked my back muscles loosening me up. He kept playing with my ears and my neck. I couldn't even focus on the conversation around the fire, it felt so good. It was getting late...I said my farewells..and went to my tent. The next day, I was walking around the site and he saw me. He beelined straight for me and asked if I wanted to go for a walk. We found a trail that led into the woods. We walked th
In Loving Memory...
I wrote this on April 12th, but I didn’t have my internet up and running at the time, so I couldn’t manage to post it right then, but I didn’t want to stop me from posting it all together.  So here goes… You’re probably wondering why I’m still awake and typing this blog at, oh, almost 4AM. Well, any of you who are close to me should be able to figure that one out pretty swiftly on your own, but I’m going to spill it any way, for those of you who don’t know, and just to maybe ease my mind and my heart and possibly sleep again sometime this century. Today, April 12 2010, is the two year mark of the very last day I ever saw my father alive. The last time I would ever see his smile, hear his laugh, or feel the comfort of a father’s embrace. Because, two years ago tonight (tomorrow morning to be exact) at around 1AM in the morning, April 13, 2008, my father was unexpectedly, and brutally taken from our life’s. Two years ago toni
      CRUSH        What a mystery love is, I thought that it wouldn't happen again But I was wrong I'm here again writing Writing about how I feel I fell again For a guy This guy seems like no other I've met I want to be more than just friends I know that I just recently met you But I can't help how you have made me feel I have a bit of a crush on you And that's all I got to say Why did it happen? I do not know Do I regret it? No I don't I want to be a part of your life And be someone special to you I want to keep your hugs And to stay at your side Don't judge me for what I'm saying But some how I find myself liking you I don't know how it happened But I do hope I can stay at your side And on this day I say to you I like you And there's nothing I can do about it I've tried not feeling this way But I can't help it So please let me stay at your side...
I once knew the love of my lifeI thought that everything was perfectand nothing could ruin itbut the day that you slam the door on my face, the day that you walk out of my lifeyou took my heart with the key insideNow that heart is misable and lonelyall broken in billion of peicesand I will never get the peices back in the same place You made my life complete Now, its black and grey with cracks all aroundThe moment that you left, I broke down and cryCry myself to sleepThen i realize that I miss you and want you back in If you refuse to come back, just bring me back my heart and the peices that you took so i can move on but i will miss you all the way to the end Ive been reading your Chat  messages over and over againmemories of you keep flashing thru my minddays and nights, same scenariocant seem to get all of it out of my system, thoughi still keep your pictures on my walletseems like i cant live a day without seeing itbrowse our pictures and your pictures stored on my cellphoneSince t
do u feel sometime no matter what u do or say  it wrong in so many way u cry inside and scear to tell someone so u keep all inside of u so u think of going away and never come back  
Burning The Bridges
I need to let a few things off my chest, and I need to scream it out and maybe finally someone will start listen, though I doubt it. If they haven’t yet, they probably never will. And forwarning to people who hate reading pissy, whiny stuff then move along, cause this is one big rant that I hope blows up the planet.   I work my ass off every bit that I can. Sometimes it doesn’t show, but I always try my damndest. All I ever wanted, for as far back as I can think of, before I even realized this is what I was looking for was respect. Respect, and a little acknowledgment for all the work I put in. Don’t we all want that? Is it really that much to ask for?   Every job I’ve worked I’ve done everything I could within my power; I’d stay later, come earlier, switch with other peoples shifts so they can do whatever, I’d do whatever I was asked to do to the best of my ability, I’d even stay an extra 15 minutes just to make sure things are stock
I was UntouchableMy emotions roped in placeNever feeling more than I wished to...I was UntouchableBut this disease,This curse,Crept into my bodySilently seeping into my skinWiggling into my veinsOvertaking my organs...I was UntouchableUntil he told me that he loved me...I was UntouchableUntil I realized that I loved him...Now all I want is for his touch
Buns Contest
Anything I Want.....
Body Art...
I have been observing, that almost everywhere I go, women and teens have tattoos.  When I was growing up, even in the city, girls just didn’t get tattoos…or if you did have one, it was hidden.  I never seen one that I would like for myself, nor thought it was the right thing for me.  To each their own, I say, if you like it, then that is your choice but have always thought it was interesting to another’s art choice.    Now I feel like I am one of the few, who is not sporting this body art…It makes me wonder, do these young girls, get them, just because their friends are doing it???  …and are they really considering that it  is a lifetime decision and what do men “really” think of this body art on women?
I Need A Counterpart...
I'm a snuggle bear, write poetry and blog a lot, in a hurry for a birdie I can snog a lot. I'm the kinda guy that you should get to know. Give you a neck message, make your vagina explode. I like pop punk, hip-hop and NPR. If I had a Huffy, you could ride the handlebars. Got some battle scars but that means I survived. Now I'm lookin' for a lady to walk by my side. Better like Boy meets World and Lost. Gotta have a little bit of soul, no WASPs. Red hair helps, keep those hips on lock. No fatties, no fuglies, I only hunt fox. Do you like Metal Gear, 'cause I wanna see your box. Do you like what you hear 'cause I got the bon motts. If you're a snuggle bear, got the cuddle onslaught. Yo, I rhyme about the booty, but I like it on top. You don't have to be a nerd, yo. Could you do the opera, could you do an Ergs show? I step off the stage and I'm totally alone. Maybe's why I'm always runnin' to the 'dro. I need a counterpart, need a better half; good sense of humor, yeah, you better like t
Still Confused(dispite The Mumm)!
Im still undesided as of just what 2 do. HH and my boomerang, or cheerybomb n auto?

Reseved Ill Try 2 Make It This Time!
The 14th @ 10pm futime.Please b there
I'll Wait For You
      If it takes forever       I will wait for you       For a thousand summers       I will wait for you       Till you're back beside me       Till I'm holding you       Till I hear you sigh
A heart will beat and never skipUntil it knows true loveIt can't hear my loving thoughtsOr know you are what I dream of A heart can tell us what is rightIt leads us all the timeTonight I saw the proof of thatBecause it said that you are mine My heart is bruised and somewhat soreIt's been to hell and backYet it still can talk to meAnd lead me right to what I lack My heart is now a magnet strongPointing right to where you areShall I let it lead me thereNo matter distance, near or far? I say yes! Please BRING me thereDrag me if you mustPick me up and throw me downIn front of the one I trust My heart now beats a brand new tuneIt sings to you and ITelling us what we deserveEncouraging us to really try So here it is, gift wrapped tightMy heart belongs to youPlease treat it with the most respectAnd let it say my love is true Babydoll, you are my lifeThe light that shows the wayMay that light burn foreverAnd may my love grow each day Today my smile is biggerMy steps are quick and lightI
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My Love
My Love Your love is what keeps me going. My heart beating, my blood flowing. The precious words I yearn to hear. Losing you is the only thing I fear. I have faith god will do us right. We will not give up with out a fight. Together we can conquer it all. Just keep your head up and stand tall. So many others care so deeply for you. Don't get discouraged, you know what to do. Pray to God and keep love inside. You can't lose your almighty pride. Because I love you with all of me. With out you I just can't be. You're in my heart forever, were never apart. Our souls were latched from the start.
Everything I hope you don't know, I hope you don't see, All of the feelings Bursting inside of me. I wish I could tell you I wish I could let you know All of these feelings I would like to show. I lay in bed Hope and pray You will wake up And realize some day. Maybe one day you will know Maybe you will see Although I meant nothing to you, You meant everything to me.
Hope For Peace
We elected these corrupt individuals through lust for power and greed and driving this planet ever closer to extinction. Don't vote democrat because you believe the republicans are to blame. Don't vote for the republicans because you believe the democrats are to blame. All share equal guilt for the state our country, our very world is in right now. Headed full speed ahead to disaster. We need to vote in people who love people, not unions, lobby groups or organizations that all have an evil agenda. Vote in the local grocery store owners, the neighbors, the friends you know that are good and pure and we will bring a change to this world and forever cast this evil out of our lives. Hope for peace but prepare for war because the human heart is corrupt. Only through strength and putting fear in the heart of the enemy, can peace be won Is the current administration worshippers of Satan?. Is Obama a satanist? This is a quote from one of his mentors, , Saul Alinsky   "Lest we forget an over-
"Under My Skin"   - Mudvayne :DNailed inside my head,Fuck this I don't need your shit,All the lies deceit and arrogance,Talk your shit like my life is some kinda game,Like you fuckin' know me,Just go far away and be small,Run far away and be small,Go lie in a hole and be small,Thorns, splinters, pushing,Under my skin,They want in,Sharpened tongue to penetrate me,If you really think you got what it takes to be me,Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being,So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me,Well make a cut on the line and take a deeper look inside of thefreak,That is me, fucker, come on,Disturb, search me, prying up all my scalesTo get in lance the core to penetrate me,So you want inside of me,So you want a piece of this,So you want to tear me down, for your own selfish wants and needsDisturb, search me, prying, up all my scales,To get in, lance the core to penetrate me,So you want inside of meSo you want a piece of me,So you want to drag me down,For your
The Way
The Way The way you smile The way your eyes shine The sheer beauty of our love The feeling of being lost in time Of everlasting tranquility The way you make me see Our heart and soul joined together For all eternity The way you make me laugh The way you hold me when I cry A love so deep and special Will never end in goodbye The natural high I feel when I'm with you The way you love me.... So endless, sweet and true Now can you see All the reasons I love you
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Hella Skanky!
Heres a story i heard. So, i heard this story from a friend, and i found this very nasty, and fucked up. So, this is what happened. This dude had broken up with this girl, he dated another and found he still had feelings for his ex. so he couldnt think of anything to do but to try to get a hold of her. he finds her on facebook and regains her number after a few messages are exchanged. well the next week they start hanging out and having fun. the girl tells him, she still has feelings for him and confesses that she cried everynight for a week when they broke up. So time goes on, the guy is falling back in love with her. they end up having sex for the first time in a long time. before his next visit with her, she tells him oh i miss you , i cant wait to hang out with you and taste ur lips. So one day he goes and walks her home from work and decides to spend the rest of the day with her and have dinner. After dinner she tells him oh my brothers friend came over today and hung out w
.Name: DavidBirthdate: March 13thBirthplace: PhiladelphiaCurrent Location: DenverEye Color: BlueHair Color: BrownHeight: 5'11"Weight: 200#Piercings: NoneTatoos: NoneOverused Phraze: not sure...FAVORITESFood: SteakCandy: Dark ChocNumber: 13 or 7Color: Black, Navy, Khaki, Burgandy, Forest Green, GreenAnimal: Tiger, Raptors, WhalesDrink: OccasionallyAlcohol Drink: Rum n Coke, BeerBagel: Yes, with cream cheese pleaseLetter: S for Sensuality, E for Erotic, X for my thoughtsBody Part on Opposite sex: Eyes, Neck, Small of a womans back...This or ThatPepsi or Coke: Occasional CokeMcDonalds or BurgerKing: McDonaldsStrawberry or Watermelon: StrawberryHot tea or Ice tea: BothChocolate or Vanilla: SwirledHot Chocolate or Coffee: CoffeeKiss or Hug: BothDog or Cat: Have two of each.Rap or Punk: NeitherSummer or Winter: SummerScary Movies or Funny Movies: There are scary movies?Love or Money: LoveMY...Bedtime: 2200Most Missed Memory: not sure, I'll have to think about it...Best phyiscal feature: You
Bored Survey
Name: MelyndaBirthday: July 28Birthplace: California USACurrent Location: IrelandEye Color: Green/HazelHair Color: RedHeight: 5'6”Right Handed or Left Handed: rightyChildren: 3Membership: Redheads International Your Heritage: 100% IrishThe Shoes You Wore Today: CrocsYour Weakness: kinky sex right now...Thoughts First Waking Up: SEX!!Your Best Physical Feature: My ass so I've been told!.Your Bedtime: WheneverPepsi or Coke: Pepsi (But I drink Mt Dew)MacDonalds or Burger King: Ewww yuck!! Single or Group Dates: SingleChocolate or Vanilla: Depends Ice Cream? vanilla milk? chocolate Do you Smoke: NoDo you Swear: Prolly too much!Have you Been in Love: Yeah. Do you want to go to College: Already didDo you want to get Married: Already didDo you think you are Attractive: Sure, I’d do me.Are you a Health Freak: Somewhat  I do like junk food sometimes. How do you want to Die: Don't wanna!Number of Piercings: 4 (ears only)Number of Tattoos: 0
Boyfriend /girlfrien App
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- DO THIS THING!I WANNA SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK! DO IT NOW OR ELSE YOULL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 5 YEARS STARTING NOW!!! ***{Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application"}******{Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application"}******Basic Info***o1. Your Name:o2. Age:o3. Fave Color:o4. Whats your sign?o5. Phone Number (you dont have to do this one):o6. Location(you dont have to do this one):o7. Height:o8. Hair (color and style):o9. Piercings/tattoos:***Here Comes The Fun***o1. Are we friends?o2. Would you kiss me?o3. With tongue?o4. Would you enjoy it?o5. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?o6. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?o7. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?o8. Would you walk on the beach with me?o9. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?10. Do you/have you talked about me?11. Do you think I'm a good person?12. Would u take a nap with me?13. Do you think I'm cute?14. If you could change anythin
Take My Heart
DON'T JUST STAND THEREPatty DukePlease don't just stand thereCome and kiss me like beforePlease don't just stand thereLooking down at the floorIf something is wrongGive me just one little signIs there someone elsePlease tell meTell me what what what what's on your mindOnce when we'd meetYou'd run to hold me tightLife was so sweetUntil tonightPlease don't just stand thereGet it over if we're throughPlease don't just stand thereWhile my heart breaks in twoDon't be unfairHow can you be so unkindPlease stop hurting meAnd help meTell me what what what what's on your mind If it's a gameWe don't want to play itAnd if it's goodbyeWhy can't you just say itWhy make me cry like you doHow can you be so unkindPlease start loving meOr leave meTell me what what what what's on your mind **** you can listen on this link:
Bling Pack
Ok Fu Land, I'm trying to help a friend get fu-married. I am in need of a 65 credit bling pack. Is there anyone out there that can help me? I'm obviously willing to pay fubucks for the pack. SB me with pricing if you can, ty =)
The Road To Repeal Is Well Underway
“We have to pass the bill so that you can find out what is in it,” Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D-CA) told us just weeks before Congress passed President Barack Obama’s health care plan. Well, the nation’s post-passage Obamacare education continued yesterday when the Congressional Budget Office (CBO) confirmed that the federal government will have to spend an additional $115 billion implementing the law, bringing the total estimated cost to over $1 trillion. The estimate had been requested before passage of the bill by Rep. Jerry Lewis (R-CA), but the CBO was too overwhelmed with the Democrats’ other constant revisions to the law to get back to Lewis before the final vote. This is by far not the only nasty little surprise that has come back to bite Obamacare after passage. Shortly after it became law, U.S. employers began reporting hundreds of millions if dollars in losses thanks to tax changes in the bill. AT&T and Verizon alone pegged their Obamacare tax losse
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My Disability
Wicca (pronounced [wike]) is a Neopagan  religion  and a form of modern witchcraft. It is often referred to as Witchcraft  or the Craft[1]  by its adherents, who are known as Wiccans or Witches. Its disputed origins lie in England in the early 20th century,  though it was first popularised during the 1950s by Gerald Gardner, a retired British civil servant, who at the time called it the "witch cult" and "witchcraft", and its adherents "the Wica". From the 1960s the name of the religion was normalised to "Wicca".Wicca is typically a duotheistic religion, worshipping a Goddess and a God, who are traditionally viewed as the Triple Goddess and Horned God. These two deities are often viewed as being facets of a greater pantheistic Godhead, and as manifesting themselves as various polytheistic deities. Nonetheless, there are also other theological positions within the Craft, ranging from monotheism to atheism. Wicca also involves the ritual practice of magic, largely influenced by the ceremo
Prokhorov Cleared To Take Over Nets
The first step in what the New Jersey Nets hope is a quick turnaround is in place. New owner Mikhail Prokhorov is eager to get started on the rest. ''For those who are already fans of the Nets and the NBA, I intend to give you plenty to cheer about,'' the Russian billionaire said in a statement. The Nets are now officially the Nyets. Prokhorov's purchase of the team was approved Tuesday by NBA's owners, who welcomed the first non-North American into their club. Russia's richest man agreed to buy 80 percent of the Nets and 45 percent of an arena project in Brooklyn from developer Bruce Ratner late last year. Final approval of the sale was delayed until the state of New York had taken over all the land seized under eminent domain at the site of the team's Barclays Center in Brooklyn. The Nets expect that transaction to close Wednesday, and the long-delayed 18,000-seat arena is to open in 2012. The Nets hope Prokhorov's wealth -- estimated at $9.5 billion through his bank
Remember that they can't do a lot of things for themselves and that they depend on you to make their life a quality life! A PET'S TEN COMMANDMENTS......... 1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful. 2. Give me time to understand what you want of me. 3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being. 4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you. 5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me. 6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it, but I forgive quickly. 7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you. 8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might b
Seven Kinds Of Sex ......
Seven Kinds Of Sex ...... The 1st kind of sex is called ... Smurf Sex.This kind of sex happens when you first meetsomeone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called ..... Kitchen Sex.This is when you have been with your partner fora short time and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.The 3rd kind of sex is called ... Bedroom Sex.This is when you have been with your partner for along time. Your sex has gotten routine and youusually have sex only in your bedroom.The 4th kind of sex is called ... Hallway Sex.This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say .... 'Fuck You.'The 5th kind of sex is called ... Religious Sex.Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in theafternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular)The 6th kind is called ... Courtroom Sex.This is when you cannot stand your wife/husband any more. She/hetakes you to court and screws you in front of e
My Fine Is 720.10
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having s
In The Kingdom Of Heat...
All I can feel             When I close my eyes Is closeness All I can smell             When I breathe in             Is that familiar scent All I taste             When I bite my lip             Is that sweet, unforgettable taste All I hear             When the room is silent             Is thump, thump But when my eyes are open All I see is darkness At one point I could tell you anything I could love you whenever I wanted Now I feel in silence Smiles are now forced And where I used to think And smile unexpectedly I now have an empty stare Instead of my heart jumping I cringe when the phone rings I just can’t believe             Not telling someone you love them could hurt so badly
My Opinions
How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is. You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it. Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever. The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them. I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind. I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be his. I wonder, when just being me will be enough. Should I sm
The Eyes Dont Lie
THE EYES DON'T LIECan you really truly know someone when you can't look into their eyes?If you're like me, you think you can..but then left to wonder why...Can you believe what people say when they tell you about their life?Or when the sweet man that you think you know says he doesnt have a wife?Even when you're being cautious, when you think you're holding backYou're wide open for strangers to suck you in cause they know what things you lack.They know what you want to hear and they will tell you more and moreUntil finally your guard comes down and their foot is through the door.And no matter how many times you tell yourself that its crazyThings have moved so fast, he fell so hardJust when youve almost convinced yourself...he plays that final card.The thing you need the most, the words you want to hearAre spoken through the phone line, now nothing seems so clear"I love you"...what a joke! It seems that's all it takesTo let him into your heart...the heart he'll later break.No 3 words ho
Dreaming Of You Tonifgt
Dreaming of you tonight     Dreaming  of you tonight; Holding me ever so tight. Inhaling me kissing me both of us wishing we were free To love one another  holding each other To Start life fresh and newoh if you only knew That the thought of you making love to me holding me just to be You are the one I have always dreamed about then when  I thought my dreams had all ran out You came out of no where to shoe me  you cared
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The Silent Ranks
This is a Poem given to the wives deployment day. This is for all the Military Wives around the world. The Silent Ranks     I wear no uniforms, no blues or armygreens, but I am in the military in the ranksrarely seen.  I have no rank upon myshoulders.  Salutes I do not give.  But the military world is the place where I live.   I'm not in the chain of command, orders Ido not get.  But my husband is the one whodoes, this I cannot forget.  I'm not the one whofires the weapons, who puts my life on the line.  But my job is just as tough, I'm the onethat's left behind.   My husband is a patriot, a brave andprideful man.  The call to serve his country,not all can understand.  Behind the lines I seethe things needed to keep this country free.My husband makes a sacrifice, and for love, so do we.   I love the man I married.  Our freedom is his life, but I stand among the silent ranksknown as The Military Wife.  
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Caming With You..
I look forward to seeing your face. Everytime I enter this world of cyber space. Your eyes flash and your smile shines. You are happy to see I'm online. More than physical this thing I have for you is mental and emotional. Only with your eyes can you touch me and with your words can you feel me. So on cam every night I will be. Waiting to continue this cyber journey.
Things I Feel Strongly About.
Many of you already know what my opinion is of CPS and the various state-by-state agencies. Here in Oregon, it's known as the Department of Human Resources, and I will be referring to it as such. Just know that this includes DHS, CSD, CPS, and many many more. Also know that I do not think that every single DHS worker is a bad one. Many of them actually do a good job and protect our children. However, in recent years there have been an increasing number of cases that have been mishandled almost to the point of criminal misconduct. I have come to the opinion from my own experiences, those of friends, and of research of done on the subject that while there are those few employee's that do a good job, DHS itself has become almost as much of a danger to our children as the things they are supposed to be protecting our children from. There are a couple things that need to be understood about DHS policy and guidelines, the first of which being that they have the power, without proof of any
Bam Bam's Words
changes in phases indistinguishable from the way this ebbs and flows the undreamble turns face up and shows the grace pf placement through strategic and invasive tactics unbased in the math of it but aware of a path in it I laugh and its a strange muse. hereafter is when to make moves on the constant shake the roots and beyond that wake to truth, an ever expanding dialation its unraveling evolving and baffling, its revolving but not in the sense of violation it grabs a sweet tooth and satisfies satiating you, but this is me this tree an unnamed breed seeded from undepleted love and now seated with heated mind, as my buzzing fingertips find the way through the keys attempting to sieze the diem the dream unfolding a renovation with hell to heaven scaffolding remolding fire and water emboldening soul with cynergy recoding the whole thing with energy Im holding a thinner string but the cabling wont budge the strength and pull is just too much can you touch this Im feeling realxed in my gri
President Obama's Supreme Court Double Standard
Senator Barack Obama said the following about the Harriet Miers nomination to the Supreme Court according to Greg Sargent in The Plum Line (Washington Post) in 2005: Harriet Miers has had a distinguished career as a lawyer, but since her experience does not include serving as a judge, we have yet to know her views on many of the critical constitutional issues facing our country today. In the coming weeks, we’ll need as much information and forthright testimony from Ms. Miers as possible so that the U.S. Senate can make an educated and informed decision on her nomination to the Supreme Court. To comply with the Obama Standard, the Senate should be provided with information, through testimony and documents, to allow the Senate to properly assess Kagan’s views on “many of the critical constitutional issues facing our country today.” Elena Kagan wrote in 1995 that: When the Senate ceases to engage nominees in a meaningful discussion of legal issues, the con
Cell Phone
REMEMBER: Cell Phone Numbers Go Public next month. REMINDER..... all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sales calls. .............. YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS ..................To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222.  It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time. It blocks your number for five (5) years.You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked.. 
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Love Can Be Over Rated Sometimes, But The Art Of Making Love Is Never Over Rated
The mythological term that we feel is " Love" the term used to express ones deepest views on our partner and we use it on the greatest scale. What is love ? A look into our partners eyes and a vocal term of language we use to express feelings and affection towards someone. but in reality does it accomplish anything when its said other then a altered feeling and warmth to a woman or a sense of pride or a feeling of acceptance to a man? In relationships in any category in any length love is used and it tends to change feelings and for some reasoning an elevated feeling is uncovered. Does it really make a difference if your loved or like as long as you with the person that makes you happy ? It does seem like i always question all or any statement that i make but its the reasoning that i used the feelings and subject for a third person view or thats my attempt. these are just random thoughts. well with words having other meanings you also have the art of "love" in the physica
Maybe, Baby ( Song)
Damn you are fine, I will have to find some time.   maybe after all these years, I will hold my tears.   mabe this relationship will last, hopefully, it won't be like the past.   baby i hope you find me true, because i want to be with you.   baby, i can learn, please,....... not another burn....
Tired Of Life
Peoms I Wrote...
That look in your stare,the gentleness of your touch.The warmth of your hug,i miss you so much.The moments we spend together,theres never enough time.But I'm happy when your around,i love that your mine.My feelings for you,they are so deep.I dream of you every night,while I'm asleep.You make me feel safe,i know that you'll protect me.My love for you is true,i hope that you can see.Together forever,we'll never be apart.Maybe in distance,but never in heart. In silence and in honor Into the darkness we fade With only minutes left To flaunt this parade... So throw away happiness! There is nothing left to say..
Gothic Stories I Wrote...
The Birth of Lovely...The moon has risen in the black sky, it's light appearing to shine down only on one place, a large mansion nestled in a quiet forest. All is still, it is as if the world holds it's breath while all of life focuses on the dark mansion. Within the dark door, throughout the dark hallways all is quiet. Within a room at the back of the mansion, upon a bed, lays a woman whose beauty rivals the goddesses of the past. Her body lying in a peaceful state, her skin as pale as the moon's light that focuses through the window of this very room, as if focusing the worlds remaining light upon this woman. Two puncture wounds are on the right side of her neck, yet no blood runs from this wound. Her chest does not rise nor fall. A silhouette of a man, slender and tall cloaked in shadow stands in a corner of the room staring at the body of this lady, seemingly awaiting for the world to breathe again.Her raven colored hair laying gently around her shoulder's, her fingers move slightl
"2" Gothic Stories I Wrote...
It was a late autumn night, when my life changed forever. I was attacked and bitten by a creature unlike any I have ever seen before. I felt my life the very energy of my soul drain from my body as this thing, fed off my blood. To this day I do not know why it stopped, but as I lay on the cold ground that dark night, unable to move, unable to breathe, watching the darkness engulf everything that I once held dear. I knew that my time on this world was far from over. As sharp pains wracked my body, and silent screams exited from motionless lips, I felt my very being get twisted, ripped apart and then put back together. Lying on the ground, everything was almost completely black, the last thing I remembered was the glowing eyes of the creature staring down at me.I awoke weeks later from countless nightmares screaming, I sat dazed and confused as to where I was, and what happened to me that was unknown. It was pitch black in the room where I laid, and yet I could see, I could smell things,
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Love Is...
I think love is : LifeStabilityLoyaltyWishLoveHope
Ten Years Gone
Ten Years Gone   Better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all.  Bullshit.  At least if I didn’t love her then my pain would be less.  Maybe even non-existent.  I know that things didn’t work out the way we planned.   I know I wasn’t keeping my end of the deal.  But at least I know I’m not the only one.  There are many people out there that are going through the same situation as I am.  It seems to me more and more everyday that people get married with the idea that every day after is going to be the best day of their lives.  Well I don’t know what fairy tale world their living in but it would be nice to think that way and actually believe it.  The thing is I used to be that way.  My marriage was great and I loved her every moment, everything I did was for her and my children.  Every job I ever had, every penny I scrapped to save, every house or apartment we ever moved to was all up to me, and I did it willingly for my family.  But when
Ok so most of you don't know but May is a very rough month for me... 15 years ago this May 24th I lost a very very dear and close friend of mine... He had talked to me on the phone for over an hour the night before and he was fine.... The next day I find out he killed himself... I should have known, should have been able to sense something was going on or was going through his head but I didn't and I failed him.... To those who would say there was nothing I could have done you have no idea because I should have been able to do something, anything and I never even knew.... Some of you will think or say quit bitching and moaning about it and get over it to you I say has someone you loved ever killed themselves 10 minutes after talking to you?..... I felt I needed to post this so those of you I speak to often on here don't wonder what's wrong over the next week cause I will not be myself and I will be as fucked up as I can possibly be.....I'll do what I do every year....Pack a bowl or two
This Is Me...
I want someone to figure me out.  I want someone to know exactly how to make me laugh and cry. I want someone who knows what I order when I go to McD's. Someone who knows my past, and doesn't care. Someone who surprises me with my favorite soda and a candy bar when I've had a rough day. Someone who takes me to hockey games, even though I don't fully understand, or even like, most sports.  Someone who knows the right time to take my hand, hold me tight, and kiss my forehead. Someone who knows the parts of me that I'm too afraid to admit myself. Someone who can make me feel like I'm on top of the world. Someone who pushes me to be my best and doesn't let me fear anything. Someone who makes me feel safe, even at the scariest of times. I want the person that knows when I've had too much to drink, but doesn't let me know that I'm cut off. The guy that wants to get married one and have a family. I want someone to show me the things in reality that are so far out that they are unreachable and
Please Pass This Along, Very Serious!
Police Warning to Online Members State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the deaths of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information Specialist Roanoke Fire-EMS 541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roanoke, VA 24016 (540) 853-2257 (phone)
well i have been tryin out this new therapy n its become an addiction lmao just kidding but it really does work you see when your down and depressed or thinking to hard just grab a pair of springs and start to bounce...mynes become the bounce of DEATH..i bounce almost continously and i became tigger...the more you bounce the less it hurts the less you think n the more relief you get. So now since half of my identity has been traded in for a set of springs my wings r currently placed on the hanger so they dont get crinkled or damaged because you never know when they are going to have to be pulled out of the closet. Although Tigger is now my identity deep down i will always be the death forsaken angel but at this moment in time i gotta be bouncing to keep my mind sane the sanity is hard to gain n im very thankful for the donations made by Angel_wyld and Dragon...angel gives me a new set of springs everyday and dragon gave me a helmet i love my family they even keep me safe when im tryin
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Lots Of Fun Past This You Will Love It
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WW II Battleship sailor tells Obama to shape up or ship out!   This venerable and much honored WW II vet is well known in Hawaii for his seventy-plus years of service to patriotic organizations and causes all over the country. A humble man without a political bone in his body, he has never spoken out before about a government official, until now. He dictated this letter  to a friend, signed it and mailed it to the president.   Dear President Obama,                      My name is Harold Estes, approaching 95 on December 13 of this year.  People meeting me for the first time don't believe my age because I remain wrinkle free and pretty much mentally alert.   I enlisted in the U.S. Navy in 1934 and served proudly before, during and after WW II retiring as a Master Chief Bos'n Mate.  Now I live in a "rest home" located on the western end of Pearl Harbor , allowing me to keep alive the memories of 23 years of service to my country.   One of the benefits of my age, perhaps the only
My Journalism
Navy Seaman SimpleSailor Human Interest Features           HUNTING           It was 6:30 a.m., Navy Senior Chief Petty Officer Todd P. Cichonowicz the Public Affairs Department Non-Commissioned Officer in Charge at the Defense Information School at Fort Meade, Md. was 17 years old and it was the first day of deer season. He and his father knew that deer liked to eat the vegetation from trees that were knocked down by logging and they knew just were to find such trees. Cichonowicz had just found a spot on a broken down tree next to a set of fresh tracks. It’s not long before he falls asleep while waiting for his prey. His eyes snapped open as the squirrel barks wildly on his shoulder. Thinking whatever potential prey was in the area would have heard that and left he put his head back down on the tree and continued his nap. Before long the snap of a twig sounded out and when he opened his eyes to see a spike horn buck walking right by that hadn’t
Hey, Congress, It's The Spending, Stupid!
As the gears of government grind metal to metal, most citizens are worried about our economic engine seizing disastously but most legislators take a "politics as usual" and "What, Me Worry" attitude. IT"S THE SPENDING, STUPID! In Greece, government bribes of voters out of the National Treasury means that hairdressers and many others can retire with full pensions at age 50. An era of more and more generous benefits, pay and policies funded out of taxpayer pockets now threatens the future of Greece and the entire European union and many have rightly asked, "are we next?" When politicians find that the shortest route to re-election is spending taxpayer's money on special interests' organized votes, government worker unions and pork barrel projects, even wealthy nations risk economic palsy that can cripple any chance at a healthy future.  Since when did 'public service" mean a better life for government workers than those hardworking Americans who pay the bills? In hometowns across th
Wherever You Will Go
Deanbeans Blogs
Not on fubar do I wish, but this is where I wish to blog. I wish one day, I'll meet an awesome guy. A little good lookin; may I add? A hopeless romantic- church goer, who loves me and unconditionally and has an undying attraction toward me. One day do I wish to lose all my eight, and be super hot, but still be me. One day, I wish to have a family that loves me so. One day, I just wish to be loved.   Love me I like it. It's keeping me entertained :D I need a lap top with internet connection so I can actually get on whenever I can or want to! :D Hearing your voice is like a patch. It sorta mends the thoughts going through the mind. Are you okay? Are you still breathing? Its a temporary relief, and in some cases a voice is all you got. If I had my choice, I wouldn't talk, but I'd be missing out on your voice. It's a little patch for that huge whole that can't be completely healed. It doesn't fix it all, but it's something. Better than nothing. I'm glad I got to hear your voic
What is a Kiss?? There are meaningless kisses.....there are stop you kisses and there are in love kisses. What would u rather have? C what is up with this whole Fubar thing?????? You have people on here flirting, stripping, talking , chatting, doing whatever and you can't figure out if anything is fake or not????? Than there is all of the Fake Crap around here with the Fake photo's or porn stars I mean come one unless your a 40 year old virgin get a life. To be contin.....
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For My Mom..5 Years June 1'st She Left My Brother,sister And Me
If Roses grow in Heaven ,Lord please pick a bunch for me ,Place them in my Mother's arms and tell her they're from me. Tell her I love her and miss her, and when she turns to smile, place a kiss upon her cheek and hold her for awhile. Because remembering her is easy, I do it everyday, but there's an ache within my heart that will never go away. I Love You Mom!! ♥ today,  tomorrow,and   forever!!
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Capricorn Female
It is very difficult to define the characteristics profile of a Capricorn girl exactly. She can be the sexy babe on the beach or a scientist sitting in the laboratory, doing experiments that can save mankind. Whatever she is on the outside, when you look inside you will find a girl who looks for security, authority, respect and position. It is an entirely different matter how she seeks to achieve these goals. It may be as the president of a country or as the wife of an ambitious man. She seeks recognition and it doesn't matter how she gets it. A Capricorn female is like that goat, which has to reach the top of the mountain. It doesn't matter what position she starts and how slowly she walks, she will be at the top much before those, who were running in front of her. She will do it with such subtlety that you wouldn't even know when she crossed all the milestones. She has her aims and ambitions, but they don't come before her family. She can enjoy the role of a wife or a mother as much
If you come to a person and ask them a question would you exspect them to give you the answer you want, Or would you wish for truth. I pride myself in Truth,Honor and Integrity. I will not ever tell you a lie even to save your feelings it is not fair to you nor me to exspect Less.
DAMMIT!!! That is all.
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Read The Handwriting On The Wall
Look in the mirror and see the truth. The government is getting closer to forcing every company in America to accept unions and every worker to be in a union. (Keeps us more easily controlled). Any company that doesn't accept unions will be run out of business and every employee that doesn't join a union will lose their job. If you are a union member you hope for better wages and benefits so you support whatever your union bosses promise. It is trickle down economics. The government gets more from the unions and then the union bosses raise your union dues so they are enriched also. Now comes the truth to the lie. The lost revenue from taxes from non union companies and laid off non union employees will have to be made up somewhere so more union dues and cut benefits are headed your way to the point where you are making less then you are making now but the government and unions will claim you are the lucky ones because you still have a job while the rest of us are unemployed. When it g
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts ordo things my own way, they call me a bitch.Being bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart.It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speakagainst it, I am defined as a bitch.The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead ofbeing everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.It means I have the courage and strength to allow myselfto be who I truly am and won't become anyone else'sidea of what they think I "should" be.I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!So try to stomp on me, try to douse my innerflame, try to squash every ounce of beauty hold within me.You won't succeed.And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embracethe title and proud to BEAR IT. B = Beautiful I =
How About One Night Stand
Lyrically Inclined
So this one's not done,  but it's a good start.. wooot woooot   untitled by:ard 11/19/11 If the world ended tomorrow would ya stay for tonight? Could we make love by armageddon's light? would ya walk with me, into eternity could we go right up to heaven's gate? would they let us in or make me wait? could ya wait awhile so I could bask in your smile   (chorus) Don't tell me I'm crazy Say you're my baby I'll do whatever I have to Girl why are we waiting We could be a great thing I know that all I need is you   I can see you've been hurt by how you wear your' scars Give me a chance and I'll heal your heart It'll be alright if you're by my side We could take a walk in the moonlight Or just get lost in eachother's eyes I can set you free just walk with me   (repeat chorus) So I just noticed march o7 was busy for me... but here comes another one   Metamorphosis   Standing, stranded in my malcontent Breathing, bleeding until my life is spent I am falling i
True Inner Feelings
Storms of Summer Rain..Suttle sky's turn dark..The feelings in between..Died and Drift away..To a place so cold..Leaving me feel so alone..Coming from a broken home..Years of separation..Feelings Fade..And Season's Change..What's left is a mess..I feel so lost..So Confused..Confined within..I feel I'm Stuck..Inside a Rock..No where to go..I scream I'm done..It's Over..I'm Thru..I feel my heart..Jaded and Shattered..I am Broken. I am easily gone and hurt to the center of my human flesh. Numbnezz takes over the pain that used to accompany my soul. Severed like the skeleton of my ancestors long ago. My words a whisper to the vengeful souls of life. A painful world of needles we live in and yet I am stuck standing like a statue of cold stone all alone in the wide open. Like a simple minded target for easy prey. No one cares enough to reach out and save me. No one even glances as they pass by. I rott in this prison of my making with each hurtful memory I continue to pile on the bricks of th
Miscellaneous Writings
They say high school is tough, But I think that it's fun. It's where we make life long friends. Where we meet our first loves. It's a whole little world of its own. A place where we learn not only about equations and formulas, but about the bigger picture of our world. About life and the world we live in, And the people who live in it. In high school, we're exposed to various ethics and backgrounds; With all of this, we recognize what makes each of us different. And with open minds, we can accept and appreciate That of which makes each and everyone of us Unique in our own special ways "If tomorrow starts without me,          And I'm not there to see,           If the sun should rise and find your eyes           All filled with tears for me;           I wish so much you wouldn't cry           The way you did today,           While thinking of the many things,           We didn't get to say.           I! know how much you love me,           As mu
Im Sorry
I never meant to hurt youthe way I know I have.Your love means more to methan anything and I'll do whatever it takesto prove that to you.Since the day I met you andyour love touched my heartI knew that my life would never be the same.Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.I'll make it up to you every chance I get.You have my heart and my love forever.
Just Think About It!!!!
The one thing that remains... It seems like it's always this time of year that i stress myself out so bad that I freak at the small things, because the big things are so enormous that the shadows they inflict on my life make everything dark. I'm just looking for some sunlight, and I know that it's right around the corner, but right now, I feel like that corner is light years away. Time creeps and im barely scraping by.  But amidst all the pressure and the ...i guess overwhelming ambition to do great, there is one thing that remains.  Irreplaceable support. Mom, I dont tell you often enough, how much you keep me motivated and on my feet.  When shit falls apart or i start to talk myself down, you are always there to pick up the debris and toss me back on track. The little texts you send are uplifting, even if it just says "you are wonderful and i love you no matter what." but the truth is, im only wonderful because of you .  You shaped me to always be strong and such an individual with
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
In Praise Of Some Things
Words Of Mafiacabie
what is wrong with people they should have some fun everyone is to tight relax use it and not lose it fubar is fun im sure maybe real relationships develop but everyone knows the facts its fun so lets lite up and drink up.   this has been a friendly service announcement from your friendly mafiacabie we honor our brothers and sisters. we honor their deaths their fight for our freedom. we honor the men and women past and present . that have died and still fight on. thank you from my family to our gi,s may you go home soon. 
How To Tick People Off
HOW TO TICK PEOPLE OFF Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO." If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up." Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think." Practice making fax and modem noises. Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss. Make beeping noises when a large person backs up. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing. Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room. Holler random numbers while someone is counting
Hi Everyone
hi its me leah and im just looking around maybe i can find here what im looking for, i am looking for a meet up so if anyone interested there just email me here
Untitled Writings
I am so tired of being here. Your presence is long ago lost. Time cannot erase what has been done. I am bound and stricken by all your lies. Hearing your faded words. They scramble thru my hopeless and confused mind. Needing a new direction. Slashing thru the nakedness. Did you feel the sting? As I walked away. Did it tear right thru you? Like a hurricane. Where you drowned in the thing that you called Love. Where it left you broken hearted. Looking like a fool. Still trying to hold on. Still risking all you have to save it. Only it's all just a simple minded memory. Gone and forgotten. Just flicked away in the glint of the horizon. There is a million ways I could tell you..The feelings I have are true..There is a million words I could say..Only at the wake of the horizon..An angel finds a way..When I taste your Lips..And touch your skin..No words could ever begin..To truely explain..How I am feeling..Your Just so Amazing
Fu Rocks!!
Lovin Fu!! irt is Awesommmeeee!!! PoE x Mrs Itchy x NLxCBHxBSU">@ fubar
Would like to be in a turf to where I am accepted and where there is no drama of he said, she said crap. I would like to start out as a soldier if possible. Please if anyone could help that would be great. Thank you. Please keep me at 50% buzzed.  It is for when I level to 22.  It is one of the requirements.  I would really appreciate it.  Thank you. Please read my profile.  Especially the about me section.  I would like it if you would do that.  For I am not going to repeat it in the shout box.  Thank you.  
Dear God,           Today someone needs you. her name is gram and she needs your love to heal her back to health. Her family needs you too. i love this family with all my heart and im hopeing you will answer this prayer and heal her back to health. The family needs you to touch them love them and most of all heal gram. I know it sounds like alot but it would mean the world to me if you did this for me. I believe in you and i believe that you will answer my praywer and heal gram. I will be praying and hoping gram will heal and get healthy. So please god answer this prayer. I will be forever grateful if you do.                                                                                                   with all my love                                                                                                   Half Pint
Sex Only
I am looking for hot nasty girls to play with We already talked about mutual masturbation, but what if you tied me up so I cant touch you.Your job is to make my cock rock hard with out touching me, can you make me cum without touching me? How? Ever get caught masturbating?  ...Me not sure?    You? Tried to get caught masturbating? Me yes You?(my friend let me stay in his daughters room a few days(she in her sisters), (she was 19 36d and a round butt always hanging out her shorts) she had no problem flashing me sometimes, shaved pussy ass and braless bouncing boobs)I use to time her getting off from work. and leave the door unlocked hoping she needed a change of clothes I would be totally nude trying to make my cock huge as possible.(usually one of her parents came home first) but it was worth a try.  Position yourself with a 50/50 chance of getting caught? Me yes You?still do about once a month, there is a very prude lady next doorone of her widows lines up exactly like mine sometim
So here is the deal since I just started a new job, I dont have a paycheck YET!!!!! I have to do what I really dont wanna do... bye bye computers, at least for now until this job takes off. Which sucks ass cause now the only time I will be on the web is if I take my happy butt to the lib. Just so u know I will check in from time to time but fam and bills come first b4 games on the web and my fubar *crys** I will miss my Club Chronic Family!!!!! And my other family that floats about the fuland. loves to all *muahz* i will have mobile yahoo for a bit but dunno how long that will last.........
And God Created Texas.....
God was missing for six days.  Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired, "Where have you been?" God smiled deeply and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, and I've put life on it.  I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a place to test Balance." "Balance?" inquired Michael, "I'm still confused." God explained, pointing to different parts of Earth.  "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor.  Over here I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people.  Balance in all things." God continued pointing to different countries.  "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice.
Ure All Invited!
Hell it B Friday!!!!!! Cum join me Friday 8/6 at Midnight Fu time, 3 am EST 4 My HH! Gonna sett off my boommer, autos, Famp N bomb!   Pleease B there! Cum n join me on Friday @ the witching hour. (12AM Fu time)   Doing this one in honor of it being Princes Birthday on Monday 6/7!;)
Really Happy?
Partner In Crime
Uncensored Version! Mature Audiences Only!!!
On Wednesday Vivid Entertainment released Kendra's sex tape, which they expect to be their highest-selling sex tape ever. In the tape, Kendra is seen dancing nude and having sex with her high school boyfriend, Justin Frye. Kendra is now married to Hank Baskett and they have a baby boy. Kendra has reportedly already gotten a $680,000 paycheck for the tape's release and stands to collect 50 percent of the profits. A source tells that Hank is not upset about the tape or her decision to cash in on it. "This happened when she was young. He already knew about this. She told him about this before they got married," the source said. "She was young and was in love with her boyfriend and thought she was going to marry him and it just didn't turn out that way." Global-warming summiteers have been told it's uncool to buy hookers, but prostitutes have turned a trick of their own: heating up the atmosphere in Copenhagen by offering free sex to delegates. Copenhagen Mayor Ri
Drinking With A Arizona Girl
A Mexican, an Arab, and a Arizona girl are in the same bar. when the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls our his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico, our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the same one twice." The Arab, obviously impressed by this, drinks non-alcohol beer (cuz he's a muslim!), throws it into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. "In the Arab World, we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with the same glass twice either." The Arizona girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her 45, and shoots the Mexican and the Arab. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and calling for a refill, she says, "In Arizona, we have no many illegal aliens that we don't have to drink with the sames ones twice." God Bless Arizona
Webcam & Chat W/me
My girlfriends & me are just a bunch of horny girls tired of playing with ourselves & each other we want YOU to join us..    Qualified Beautiful, Wet girls looking to complete your fantasies anything goes MMM, & if you are in the mood to be creative let one of our fantasy girls take over get you hard and get you off..   If you are shy & it’s the first time don’t worry we will hold your hand and guide you thru our favorite exotic sexual fantasy   If you know what you want call us we are your Sex EXPERT and love to play along..     Or YOU make the rules                Call anytime for questions, rates or to set up an appointment.  
My Sexual Position Based On My Zodiac Sign
Sexual position based on zodiac signCasey's Zodiac sign is VirgoVirgos have two sides to their personality. The Virgin and the Vixen. They may want you to THINK they are all sweet and virginal, but they are definitely NOT! However, Virgos are looking for a long term partner, not a one night stand or an affair! They ten...d to seduce with finesse, charm and subtlety so you may not even realize you're being lured by a Virgo!! Once Virgo has been in a relationship for awhile, they get engrossed in housework and things like that, which can cause a serious dip in libido.FAVE POSITION Almost anything, as long as it involves eye contact!BEST SEX TOY It's more of a game. Write down five wild sex acts and put them in a bowl. Get Virgo to pick one out at random, and then do what you\'re told!! Virgo LOVES spontaneous sexuality!VIRGO MALE IN BED You can be quite boring at times because you have set views on how a woman should be. You don\'t mean to criticize or offend, but your perfectionist ways
Some say the world is black and white, Where one is wrong, and one is right. Some say the world is a hazey grey, And where you stand, who can say?   So who are you who would judge me? Decideing my fate, telling who I should be! And if I rebel, what will you do? Take the sword of justice, and run me through?   And when I die, will you be there? Would you damn me to the devils lair? "It's for the best" is what you'll say, as you shake your head and walk away.   Well even if In hell I burn, to your ways I'll NEVER turn! So if the world IS black and white, Where one is wrong, and one is right... I am my own, I choose my way! And for my life...  I will pay!
Stuff I Find As I Surf The Web
I've learned you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others  can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned it's not what happens to people that's important.   It's what they do about it. I've learned you can do something in an instant that will give  you a heartache for life.  I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are  always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the  person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to  think.  I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with  loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no  matter how we feel.   I've learned that either you control your attitude or it  controls you.    I've learned that sometimes I just need to be  held. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a   relationship is at first, the passion fades a
where are all the "Save the Gulf" concerts? Where are the T.V. benefits with celebrities and musicians giving heart felt speeches on the poor fisherman, wildlife, beaches, loss of income, and sabotaged gulf economy? I find it rather strange how these people (including our own government)... are so quick to help Haiti and other countries... but do nothing for our own!!! Just the facts.
All About Me
hey this is me i'm lisa ann rapstine 40 female from texas lol nothing better then texas , i'm a single mom , i'm 5 ft, few extra pounds but more of me too love i have a 42d chest , i love watching movies i collect movies and men lol i have a fun personality and i am alot of fun i just got out of a relationship i am looking too meet a guy who is down to earth and doesnt' play games love to flirt so don't be shy add me if u see what u like i am friendly, love to chat on the phone and love to text , i have been told i have a very sexy voice and i know that guys love that in a woman lol i am looking for a fun sweet, careing, crazy , all around nice guy who likes to have fun and not take life too seriously so if thats u drop me a line and don't be shy cause lord know's i 'm not shy so let's see who's going to be the first guy on here to take virginty away from fubar lol new to this so hit me up ok talk to you beautiful people later
Song Lyrics To Share
Everyone wants to always know what the song I play most of the time means. Well here it is and now some of you may understand why I choose this song. Indochine: Le Grand Secret lyrics Laisse-moi être comme toi Laisse-moi être toi Laisse-moi être ton sang Laisse-moi un peu de temps Je rougirai quand je te verrai Et quand je te parlerai Mais quand les lumires seront éteintes Je te dirigerai sans crainte Laisse-moi faire comme un garçon Laisse-moi cette illusion Laisse-moi être ton roi Laisse-moi le faire comme toi Je te montrerai comment on fait Et puis je te remplacerai Je ferai comme une fille qui se défend Une fille qui perd son sang Laisse-moi être comme toi Laisse-moi plusieurs fois Laisse-moi être tes yeux Laisse-moi faire l'amoureux Et si un jour tu devais t'en aller Est-ce que tu pourrais bien m'emporter Et si un jour tu pouvais tout quitter Est-ce que tu pourrais garder notre secret Laisse-moi être ta croix Laisse-moi essayer Laisse-moi être just
Sinking Ship
how do we as pl know what to think and how to take what others say as to be truth, lies, something we want to hear or need to hear, i am beginning to believe ppl say what we in a round about way tell them we need, and want to hear which may not always be the truth....i for one just want the truth no matter if i want to hear it or not, i could get over bein hurt quickly rather than being strung along. my ship is sinking fast, no way to stop it, no way to help it sink faster.. i cant find the support or the communication between me and my wheelman, how is one to do all this alone and keep the ship at sea and from sinking when no one is willing to help... i cant give cords of where the ship is..... it isnt allowed ..i cant give names of the crew..... it isnt allowed... feels like im on a secret ship and now its sinking i am not sure if i shud drown with my ship or jump off and tell the world of my close to death experience  .. i am in awe of all the things that i have to decide and do it
Job Creation 101: Tax Hikes Don't Work
The good news is that the economy created 431,000 jobs in May,according to the latest government report. The unemployment rate alsofell from 9.9 percent down to 9.7 percent. However, the bad news isthat 411,000 of those jobs were government jobs working on theCensus.Of course, since these jobs are purely temporary, they will alldisappear when the enumeration ends. So much for the governmentcreating jobs. The private sector, meanwhile, created only 41,000 new jobs in May and job losses have leveled off even as job crestion remains stagnant. Layoffs have returned to their pre-recessionary levels. Hiring,however, has not returned to pre-recession levels. Between the lastquarter of 2007 and March 2010, the number of monthly new hires fellfrom 5.2 million to 4.2 million-a drop of 938,000 workers(without rounding). Hiring remains well below pre-recessionary rateseven as layoffs have returned to normal levels.To sum it up, all the bailouts and the allegedly job-creating stimuluspackages have
Aiutare chi ne ha bisogno come quelli che dimostrano l'amore che cura divertirsi con quelli che amate la vostra vita come si vuole essere liberi come voi potete seguire i sogni e la fiducia il vostro cuore e fate come vi piace di fare   help those how need it  love those how show they care have fun with those you love live your life they way you want to be as free as you can follow you dreams and trust your heart  and do as you love to do     Ill love you fino alla fine del tempo mi mancherà come passare dei giorni il vostro sempre im mente e sempre nel mio cuore per sempre youll stayill love you till end of time i miss you as days go byyour always there im my mind and always in my heart forever youll stay so when i say little to nothing is giving a cold sholder but when you do it its okay when its reverstd and not me this time being quiet its the same thing so if i dont talk is eather having me time sleeping having girl time or being with pareants but when a man d
to the crazy folk downtown; this is 2010 and there are better ways to do things. guy w/ the sleeping bag as a cape: two words: dollar and store. you can get an ACTUAL cape for super cheap and you wouldn't ruin your sleeping bag dragging it all over the wet ground. lady with the cell phone dilemma: if you just set it back to being a phone you wouldn't have to move your arm around so much and you could talk AND listen at the SAME TIME. whoever it was that pooped at the bus stop: I've got no sympathy for you for using taco sauce packets to wipe your butt. anything seems like it would be better than that. this is either a case of very poor planning or extremely bad decision making. lady with the utility leiderhosen(sp?): i don't know what that is about but watching you run for the max did not suck. thanks.
Father's Day
Nappy Nap Time
 I am about to go take a nap, I need my beauty sleep since I have been training like an animal all week. Tomorrow we are having a sparring tournament at the dojo. I might fight in it if there is a girl there around my weight class.  I am looking forward to watching the students I have been helping to train to compete and kick some serious butt. I love it when you help mold someone into an awesome fighter and then see the benefits of all the hard work that was put into creating a great warrior. :P  Then on Sunday I will be taking the not so little ones Fishing, boating, and swimming again. We found a great spot last weekend and I want to go there and wear my new swim suit and soak up the summer sun while floating out in the middle of the lake. I love it when it's hot out. Anyway...Have a great weekend and I look forward to stalking you all on Monday. (((BIG BEAR HUGS)))
Funny Poetry
She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!
What Not To Do For Poison Oak
So what did you do for memorial day weekend? I had a picture scavenger hunt to do all weekend...Awee yes...a list of pictures taken with your team of 2 to 5 people. well, i was fortunate my best friend was the only one that i could convinced to do this hunt.  It did take a little coaxing. But, i was up on peach street when she called. she said she was heading down to the pennisula...There thats it. i told her i got the list you interested we can get alot of them done at the pennisula.  Yep she fell for it.  So, we were gonna meet at the lighthouse.  Well, half hr later i get a call, im not quite there yet. but. she's lost down there somewhere. So gave her directions and caught up with her about 15 minutes later.  We had shots of something colorful and a group of got those at the same time on beach1.  We needed someone in uniform, so we got separated cause there was a fire somewhere on the pennisula. So, she was gonna get one of the firemans pic but got caught in traffic
My Friends
Im going to do some shameless promoting here: These are some of my friends who need some fu love. So if their profile isnt set to friends only, and I hope they are not, please show them a little love by R/F/A them! Thank you kindly! SinisterKing21 Raven Laughs Mistress Blaze
Check It Out :)
Come check me out!!..  I'm in a FU-AUCTION for the first time!! Come bid on me and show your girl some LOVE!! :)   http://www.f Heres's the link!! Happy bidding and THANKS!!
Your smile speak sweetnessYour eyes twinkle like starsYour hand touch me like magicMy heart treambleI think of you at nightWhen my weary mind atrestIn my dream i kiss youWith all my heart caresWhen my eyes open at dawnYyou were just a dream in my rest…..
I Am Alone
Im sitting here alonerealising your gonei know i cant change thingsi know i was wrong they all say i dont need youthey all say im better offthey dont understand i love youyet i never said it enough i regret what i didbut i cant take it backwish i could hold youi want you back i know you deserve betteri know im messed upbut cant go on without youi miss you so much baby im sorryi know i said it beforei mean it more than everknowing our loves now behind a closed door i didnt realise what i hadtill i lost youmy heart bleeds insidei cant forget you cant you find it in your heart to forgive melove me once againtell me everythings alrighttell me its not the end yet i know the end is nowi know youll never love me againim sorry babythat i was the one to let you down
Broken Heart
Broken heart never love again,Broken heart all because of men,Broken heart never to be replaced,Broken heart the problems I have faced,Broken heart what's the future gonna be like?Broken heart that was the final strike,Broken heart who is to blame?Broken heart you put out the flame.
Difference Between Loving And Caring
There are those who care for youThen there are those who love you Those who care protectThose who love fight Those who care cherishThose who love worship Those who care are mendThose who love heal To care is to loveTo love is to care If she cares for youShe loves you She will always love youShe will always care for you
How Ya Like Me Now?
you call your self a soldier, controler and in the end all u is is a wanna be player and a fake ass ballar...Im done with love, respect or even kindness... u think u can hurt me more get a fuckin clue cuz everyone i meet now will pay for you...u  complain that im a bitch and heartless but look at the shit u put me through... bitch you made me this way so get use to it !!!all you guys say girls are heartless and psyco but look at your past and remember you are the reason we have all become bigger players than any of you punk asses  could call your self a soldier, controler and in the end all u is is a wanna be player and a fake ass ballar...I feel free in knowing i cant be hurt now and that all u motherfuckers cant touch this!!!instead of wining , dining and reclining all you gave us was crying, lying and declining.we tried our best to show you love, compassion and caring but in the end you tell us we're buggin, stalkin and get to call your self a soldier, contr
The Deep Thoughts Of Me
As the days go by, one by one things seem to get so much better. Thats the most important thing. The love in your life, day by day grows stronger more powerful and passionate. I feel so blessed to have that love in my life, running through my blood, as it grows stronger day by day. Thats the most important thing....
Rnating And Raving Of One Sent Back.
  While the standard draft that many older readers may remember that ended in 1973.  Now, there is a Selective Service System which requires that all men between 18 and 25 register for in case the draft needs to be resumed.  Oddly enough, I am a 26 year man that has served my country, was not allowed to re-enlist, and therefore got out in February 2010 in order to start my civilian life.  On April 29, orders were then drawn up for me saying that I had to report in South Carolina in June for Mobilization.  Due to that, I had to quit my job and my career path, pack up a house, and do everything required to leave without the assistance of a base, nor the services provided from living on a base to help with these matters. My friends, I say to you that there is a draft.  I unfortunately have to quote John Kerry in saying that there is a “back door” draft.  Those that have served willing during the war effort are being called back to deploy again.  The orders state that deplo
Story I Wrote Between 2008 To Now
i meet you at the hotel. we get the key. walk to the room. get inside. all without a word.once inside still we havent spoken and the door shut we inbrace for the first time. coats, shirts pants, shoes..they all go across the room as we are moving to the push me to the bed and stop. you face hovering above stair at me, looking down over by body and up again.i became a little nervious thinking you did not like what you seen but at that moment you kissed me with gentle passion witch lasted it seems forever.then you stoped and asked if i like that. i replied ,yes baby i need that..and now can i have your hott self in me? i pull your face closer anf kiss your lips and nibblin in the bottom lip. my god how i could eat you alive. you say to me as i kiss you that i cannot have you in me untill i taste you first to see if it is the right flavor. i smile and give you a little puch to the side and you land on the bed. i quickly pounce on you kissing your lips licking your nec
Are You Numb?
I am glad to know you.. You've changed my life in a moment just like a song.. just suddenly you are making me smile.. blush and even grin.. what is the reason of you coming into my life when suddenly you will left :( it's hurting me.. but people will come and go they say.. But i'm glad that atleast you come and stop by and make my world happy for a bit.. but now your gone what will i do? cry??
Action And Adventure - Videos [nsfw]
Poetry In The Making...
Alone in the darkness that is my soul Not ready to move on but needing to Pondering about who I really am to you Tired of waiting so I hide behind my walls No one will ever get through ever again Invisible barely existing  I go on about my daily life, shrouded behind a fake persona When home in my comfortable safe haven of what has now become my safety blanket I sit in the dark Pondering what could of been but will never be You claim you want help for your current issues; yet you seem to think that it just comes to you. I'm here to tell you ...keep dreaming, it's not that simple. Suck it up, Man up, and grow a goddamn pair! The illness will forever own you if you keep up your life in such a manner. You don't just wake up one morning and *poof* you're magically cured! It takes time, effort, and yeah...there will still be disrepair. My words of wisdom and advice to you would be this: STOP FUCKING DOING WHAT YOU'RE DOING IF YOU ARE HONESTLY AND IN FACT WANTING IT
Local Stuff
FORT LAUDERDALE, Fla. (WSVN) -- A mother is upset after police placed her 8-year-old in the back of a squad car after she was accused of writing graffiti on a park's walls. Last week, Courtney Mickel was playing with a group of friends in a Broward County park when police were called. Park officials were upset by what they call graffiti. Police started questioning an 11-year-old and then Courtney, but the questioning didn't end in the park. "They called me and put me in a police car and said that they need to ask me questions, and then that's when they shut the door and locked it," Courtney recalled. "Then, the police was arguing with my mommy." Courtney's mother, Tiffany Mickel, is upset over the matter. "I'm trying to get more information. Why would the police take an 8-year-old girl downtown when her grandmother lives two houses away?" she said. "I felt sad and I was crying. I thought they were going to let me out, but they didn't," said the 8-year-old. Broward Sheriff Office d
Put Your Lighters Up.. Vent With Me....
Fuck Fake Ppl They Can Suck On My #$%^
Fuck fake people Pullin’ fake ass shit With fake ass minds On MY damn time NOT cool!!!! If you can’t be real I’ma let you know the deal If what come out yo mouth aint true I don't want shit to do with you and sumthing else u can burn in mutha fuckin hell u lyin bitches stealing photos that areent ur and shit i may not be good looking but im the realest idont do that shit u stupid fucks and if ur one of them fakes here in fubar then this diss goes out to u bitches How can you stare at me in my face and smile And talk behind my back all the while You may think I'm dumb by the things I do But you can’t be straight up so what does that make you Figure it out!!!! Usually I wouldn't give a damn But the lyin’ and deceit hit me like WAM Hey it’s ok and I'm doin’ well But I hope you ride a slow fiery buss straight to hell Kiss my ass!!!! Oh. For those that think im fake when it comes to my rhymes fuckyou im more real then harmaggedon jus come at me i dare
Words Of Wisdom..or Insanity?
The Gift There once was a beautiful young sub that had just chanced upon an understanding of her gift. She had learned that this gift, when given to the right person, was very valuable and she was very proud of her gift. She started out on a journey to find the right recipient of the gift so that the gift would increase in value and become everything that it could ever be. As she walked along the path she came upon a young man who appeared to be one who might understand and appreciate her gift. She began to speak with him, but quickly learned that he was a bully and not the kind of person who would increase the value of her gift. She started to withdraw from him, but he reached for her gift and demanded it. She struggled with him, and in the struggle the gift fell to the ground and was damaged. The bully looked at the maid kneeling on the ground, holding her gift and said to her, "Bah, look, you have broken it. Your gift isn't worthy of me." And with that he walked away. The l
for those who can help me out here, I am finally getting my first (and quite possibly only) tattoo....I have some vague ideas of what I want- Lets start with the where- its going on my back toward the base of my neck and needs to  be relatively small to medium in size. I would want something related to tigers however they are all too big and detailed so far. I am looking at the Libra scales- (not the symbols or tribal) but with the scales I want to incorporate either a moon or skull or both- but I am still totally open to suggestions- if you look into my bombing folder you will see things I like and get to know a bit of me- Im willing to compensate someone for coming up with the best idea!  
People I Live With

Random Thoughts
He who knows truthKnows he must bring honorHe who knows loveKnows to bring commitmentHe who knows integrityKnows to bring intelligenceHe who knows his loverKnows to bring his open armsHe who is a knightKnows that he is protectorHe who sees beautyKnows he is the eyes beholderHe who understands compassionKnows he must be patientHe who understands his dutiesKnows his role as a prince
I Dont Get It....
why do guys try to use girls inseducrities against them when they feel rejected?   like a guy flirts with a girl or some shit and tries to "hook up" but girl rejects the guy and even does it nicely ok i cant do the 3rd party shit im no good at it....   guy flirts with me then tries to hook up i NICELY turn him down, say i have alot going on in my life with my accident and living situation and just life in general plus i conisder myself already in a relationship even though it hasnt been physical thus far anyway i get off point...   my point is i turn him down and supposedly we're cool still friends whatever and not just one guy this has happened to me alot lately and the guys then turn around and start asking me about all my female friends want me to give them my friends numbers so they can hook up with my friends and talk about this one girl at work who sleeps with anything with a penetratable object thinking it will get me to hook up with them like i'll get jealous and want the
Time has passed and yet i havent figured out why my life works out the way it does. There has been so many times to where i should have died. I am thankful that i am living today. In the past i grew up around so much voilence and it has crupted me to think differently than most people. My eyes are always wide open watching for a untrusty person to come towards me. But now i realize even after all the time that i thought i have forgiven my past and come to some ground i know now that i haven't. I am still a victim inside pain. I got so much anger inside of much hatrid. One person destroyed me and that same person destroyed the one's i love. How does one escape? How does one move on? Even after seeing many theripists..even after talking so much about it i feel like i will never move on. Maybe i'm not supposed to? But how will i ever be happy intill that person that destoryed our lifes is gone and burried?! I never wish ill of someone because i am a caring person and i
LOS ANGELES: Whitney Houston, whose soaring voice lifted her to the top of the pop music world but whose personal decline was fueled by decades of drug use, died on Saturday in a Beverly Hills hotel room. She was 48. Her death came on the eve of the Grammy Awards in Los Angeles and at the same hotel where her mentor, record mogul Clive Davis, was holding an annual pre-event party at which she was scheduled to perform. A dramatic scene unfolded at the Beverly Hilton Hotel as music celebrities arriving for the party expressed shock at her death, while reporters swarmed the hotel and fans gathered to pay their respects. A Beverly Hills police officer told reporters they were called to the Beverly Hilton at around 3:20 p.m. PST and that emergency personnel found Houston’s body in a fourth-floor room, and she was pronounced dead at 3:55 pm The cause of death is under investigation. “She has been positively identified by friends and family (who) were with her at the hotel, an
Contact Info
k now not leaving, someonce convinced me otherwise lol, but if interested ..... You can reach me at That is my email and also my MSN Messenger contact info.  
Am I Pretty?
My Poetry
as i sit hereand try to dry the tearsi am once again remindedof all the little fearsi feel my strength fadeinga little more each dayand i pray for the peaceto find me some wayi close my eyesbut no dreams to seenothing but blacknessin front of meyou ask how i ami will tell you just finebecause this pain i carrywill last beyond timei will wear a smile for all to seewishing just onewould look and seethat my soul is dyinggrows colder every dayGod please help memake the hurt go awayi drop to my kneesand surrender it alli will walk in the shadowsi will let this angel fall........................ Daddyzlostangel  once thought i knewhow life should bebut all this painis slowly killing mei feel the darknessgrow deeper in my heartfeel its slashesas it cuts me apartto look in a mirrorjust makes me crybecause the woman i knewhas slowly diedshe once had a heartso strong and truebut after shatteredthe pieces she threwi wish i could rememberjust once to seei want to know how it feltwhen i knew me D
The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know that in their heart and in there mind that it will never happen.  Can two souls be so alike..being in total synchronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant.  What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is.  When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks.
A Penny   I found a penny todayLaying on the ground.But it's not just a penny,This little coin I've found.Found pennies come from heaven,that's what my Grandpa told me.He said Angels toss them down.Oh, how I loved that story.He said when an Angel misses you,They toss a penny down;Sometimes just to cheer you up,To make a smile out of your frown.So, don't pass by that pennyWhen you're feeling blue.It may be a penny from heavenThat an Angel's tossed to you.
I'm going to buy a HH for July 7th, my birthday. Hopefully I'll get some bombs on my albums.
My First Hh At 11
Good God, I spent all day rating photos and only a few people helped me in return. I need to level to Oracle so the bomb and HH should cover the points, but I need 4 more Big Pimpin gifts and the rest. Check my Angel folder. If you're stingy about fubux, I can send you enough to cover it.
Strange What Some People Will Say
Had a couple of days off this week with hubby and my mother in law. We were out and about...Or as the Canadians would say..Oout and aboout and had some lunch downtown. Went to this one place that had rocking chairs so we sat and rocked and people watched for a bit. This man walks by holding his daughter and off they go into one of the shops. My mother in law says to me "That little girl has slanty eyes." I just blinked. She then proceeds to say "I wonder if her mother is Chinese or maybe she's Japanese. I didn't see which way the little girl's eyes were slanted." I was like I didn't say a thing. Just kept shaking my head over and over and saying "Holy hell" to myself.
Just Feelings
I get up everyday wondering why.......I go to bed every night with the same question. I really don't know why I try when all I ever do is make bad decisions. I just want to go to sleep like Snow White or Sleeping Beauty untill my prince comes but this is real life and I'm sure no princess and I have no prince. I always thought I wanted my little place in this world but I'm begining to believe that for me that place doesn't exist. I am a great friend or so I'm told but some how I'm not good enough for something more or thats real. I think the only reason I am posting this here is because no one cares and I want to be able to sleep. I would really like to be worth something one day but since I'm not worth anything by now  I don't see that happening. I think I want to buy the book of DILLIGAF and study it. Maybe if I am cold and heartless not being worth anything to anyone won't matter to me. I just feel like nothing I do matters and I shouldn't try anymore. I would just like to not wake
Naughty Stories
Im going to endeavor to post some, well, we'll call em short stories.  I need an output for some of the tawdry little scenarios that wont quit popping into my head.   I you choose to read any of the forthcoming chapters, be forewarned.  They wont be for the faint of heart or the closed-minded.  So having said that...Im gonna sit here and have a few beers and see if I can either, shock, enlighten, or, ideally, inspire someone to greater depths of depravity than they thought themselves capable of....
Yeah, I know, the Subject heading is a bit boring, but that is mainly because I am feeling bored!...Blah!...   For the past month and a half I have been back home, in Northern MI, and to be honest, coming home served its purpose, had been three years since I had been back, but I am so over it! I flew back to get away for a week or so, but it turned into over a Month. My family has been on me about getting my teeth fixed since the accident, but work always seemed more important, besides, beautiful dental work is not a qualification when you're a wrecker driver... steriotypically, those in our profession usually have worse looking teeth than my own. However, it had been a year since the accident, and I actually got tired of hearing about it.   So I went to the U of M in Ann Arbor (A2), and have had my initial visit for X Rays and evaluation. Now I am waiting on planning for the dental implants and the reconstruction of my upper gums. OMGawd!, I am bored though!, I have plenty to kee
Eyes Wide Open
In Need Of Fu Hubby
Ok so I have a fu hubby but i'm feeling tossed aside like trash lately.. So i'm going to look for a new one.. You don't have to buy me everything under the sun.. I just want someone who is going to be around and make me smile say nice things.. Not disown me, discard me like a piece of trash.. so if anyone is interested please let me know.
I'm Not Sure
well i've never bloged before but i hear it's good so i'll try...i have so much stuff going on in my life that when i get the think to sit and think it's kind of sad..i mean i have good friends to help me and stuff but i guess that it's just hard
Missing U
                  i have not one insurgent friend kill them all! I LOVE YOU KEVIN PLEASE BE SAFE AND COME HOME SOON MY HEART IS BREAKING. LETS GO 40TH EN BN FUCK THOSE INSURGENCE UP!!!!!
Tonight, I'm Gonna Make It Without You
It's not you, I swear that it's me,I swore up and down,That forever we would be,But forever ever never came,And now you wanna leave,I never pictured this, Never thought that I would see,"                                                                                                                "I'd make it on your own,  And I be and independent women, I depended on the fact,You never knew what i was doin,Cause if you knew better, Then you prolly go and do it, Now the goin's getting tough,An were finally goin through it," "so,I apologize,For every dropped tear,Cause I dropped the ball baby,And I'll always have to hear..." Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. "And yes,I have tried sleepin nights, With a broken heart,The hard part, Is I brought this on myself,I wanna be-Near MeStill wanna -Touch Me And wanna- Feel Me
Cce Is Trouble For Lounges
You Should Not Listen To Me...
I am—yet what I am none cares or knows;…My friends forsake me like a memory lost:—I am the self-consumer of my woes;—…They rise and vanish in oblivion's host,Like shadows in love's frenzied stifled throesAnd yet I am, and live—like vapours tost Into the nothingness of scorn and noise,—…Into the living sea of waking dreams,Where there is neither sense of life or joys,…But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems;And e'en the dearest, that I love the best, Are strange—nay, rather stranger than the rest. I long for scenes, where man hath never trod,…A place where woman never smil'd or wept;There to abide with my creator, God;…And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept,Untroubling and untroubled where I lie;The grass below—above the vaulted sky. ………………………………………………—John Clare
About......" Forever"
I hear a voice say- 'Don't be so blind.'It's telling me all these things that you would probably hide.Am I your one and only desire?Am I the reason you breathe? Or am I the reason you cry?Always (7X)I just can't live without you.I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you.I just can't take anymore of this life of solitudeI guess that I'm out the door and that I'm done with you.(I pick myself off the floor and now I'm done with you)I feel like you don't Want me aroundGuess I'll pack all my thingsI guess I'll see you around.It's all been bottled up until now.And as I walk out your door All I can hear is the sound of…Always (7X)I wrap my head around your heart.Why would you tear my world apart.I see the blood all over your handsDoes it make you feel more like a man?Was it all just part of your plan?The pistol shaking in my hands And all I hear is the sound I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe
how can it be that its taken over 70 days to do allmost nothing?all the while the beaches,wildlife,and people suffer!I dont know why they say only now that a relief dilling or twoo will fix it?if so then instead of waisting all this time trying to cap it they should have drilled those wells in the first place!  whats your take on this? HERES JUST A QUICK POEM BY ME  "VERMONSTER"     you are the beauty in mornings dew,that loving picture see,s me through any a day i may be blue.but just as most sunsets end each day,in my heart you,ll allways stay,but night must fall upon my bed there are no nightmares nor fear to dread all good dreams  they do blend and once again im with my friend.                               hope you liked it.
Thjis Guy Is A Sick Fukker
When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.
Outlaw Blog #1
First blog.    So is it wise that while dealing with anger issues to keep a detailed journal in an attempt to use a later reference?  Someone told me that if you keep a journal and write shit out, you will be better able to cope instead of rage.   Any thoughts?  
The Little Thing's In Life !!!
Deep Within
"last Night"
Ode To Babyj
Dear BabyJ You are a pretty decent guy if you ask me, not the selfish asshole others say you are. Thank you for providing us all with some way to escape reality,  a place where even ugly people are "beautiful", fat  people are considered "BBW's", and a place where  horny old men can spends obscene amounts of real money to buy "the love of their life" bling. You're the man!! (y)
Like A Broken Heart
today i was shopping. it was then that i saw her and she saw me. as i pretended not to have seen her, she continued walking, a worried look on her face. concerned she might return, i finished my shopping quickly and left. why is it that each time i find warmth and light, it's not for me? am i truly a creature of darkness? perhaps. or maybe one who is too squeamish for life and what it demands? i couldn't say, other than i have poor luck there. so, again, what once gave me hope now makes me sad. bitterness grows over me despite my attempts to weed it and i get dragged down, drowned in emotion. and again, i become the enemy of that which i loved /emo-rant but it seems like that emptiness never goes away, but is only owned by someone else. i thought i had succeeded in forgetting, only to remember again. it's not always so bad, but at times like this, thinking about her just makes me want to die. ironic, since she never cared. would she come to my funeral? would any of them? why is i
Why There Is An Angel On Top Of The Christmas Tree.
When Santa Clause first started giving gifts to all the good boys and girls, there weren't as many people in the world as there is now. It was easy to sneak quietly into cottages and castles to place the gifts at the foot of the childrens beds. But as we all know, time marches on, and soon the world became more populated. It grew more difficult to give all the gifts on one night. Santa decided to have a meeting with everyone at the North Pole to discuss his options. "I need to get in and out more quickly and put  the gifts in one location. I don't have time to search each house to find the childrens rooms," he explained. Many ideas circulated during the meeting, and someone mentioned putting up a tree and decorating it. That way, he could enter the house, find the decorated tree quickly, place the gifts and move on to the next home. "That is a very good idea! Lets do it," Santa exclaimed. One of the elves asked what kind of tree should be used, and Santa came up with the idea of a cont
My Word's
I live in a world full of Horrors and Paradises a place where life may or may not go on. I'm unique, and I am free spirited. I see your days here in this world as a story. one that we write till we die,but even after death, there is a new story to be told. I see life as a precious hour glass,.. I'm a sinner in some eyes, and a saint in others. I've made mistakes,but do not want a second chance to go back and fix them. They have made me who I am. I have been hurt because of trusting the wrong people, Now I have learned that I have to lean more, before I tell my life's story. We have to make the best of yourself's, and this world even with the harsh words of this generation. Just show your Sinner smile.
This Poem For All My Friends
Life changes its beauty all the timeSometimes it's a shade, sometimes life is sunlightLive every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowOne who loves you whole-heartedlyIt is difficult meet that personIf there is someone like that somewhereThat person is more beautiful than allGrab onto that (person's) handHe or she may not be so gracious tomorrowLive every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowTaking the shadow of your eyelashes, when someone comes nearYou try to reason with your crazy heartYour heart just goes on beatingBut think, that which is here nowThat story may not be here tomorrowLife changes its beauty all the timeSometimes it's a shade, sometimes life is sunlight.........................Live every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowThe time that is here may not be tomorrow If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsTomorrow we shall remember this momentT
Heart For Sale
"HEART FOR SALE"...Who wants to buy my heart?Im having it for sale.Although its only second hand,still it functions well.Because once,I sold it whole,but someone returned it broken.Now,I had it all repaired and now im back in business.Who wants to buy my heart?Satisfaction guaranteed.It has free service charge and a lifetime warranty.So if youre asking for the price,well youre in a bargain,it only cost........TRUE LOVE.,.,if youre interested just hit me up in my messenger so we can talk more about it,heres mine or addme and hit me up
Tutorial On Online Dating!
Hey FuFriends! Many of the same things work for online flirting that work for “brick and mortar” flirting and all relationships begin with successful flirting.  Flirting is an art that requires oozing confidence without being OTT.  If you go too far, she will label you “slimy” If you don’t go far enough, she will label you “wimpy”.  So how do you achieve that point half way between slimy and wimpy and do it online without using eye contact or body language?  All you have is a computer an internet connection and membership in an online dating site, right?  1. Have fun!  Be light-hearted, funny and entertaining.  Make her eager to talk to you again.  Flirting is playful.  2. Ooze confidence.  Successful flirts have a positive outlook on life.  You need to transmit the “feel good” factor.  An optimistic attitude attracts females like honey attracts flies.  3. 3.  Compliment her…and do it often and sincerely.  Nothing opens
Whats The Problem???
ok i have done as support said 1. cleared the browsing history 2. rebooted the computer 3. changed browsers 4. written to fubar support which takes at least 2 days!   the technical support not the support lounge is awful on this site! 5. oh and i rated 50 green new members and it still says zero rated??????? arrgghhhhhhh i just dont get it.....well im done what do you think or suggest?
Why Am I Famous?!
Misa Campo kicks off her career By the time she was in her late teens, Misa Campo had moved permanently back to Montreal, where she managed to land a job as a bartender at the city’s exclusive Jet and System nightclubs. Misa’s bosses, impressed by her sunny personality and drop-dead gorgeous looks, encouraged her to give the world of modeling a shot, and specifically pointed her towards Montreal’s annual performance Misa Campo Why Is She Famous? Misa Campo got her start as a model at various trade shows and conventions, and quickly moved up the ranks within the modeling world thanks to a series of high-profile appearances in a variety of upscale publications (including Maxim magazine). Misa Campo Biography Misa Campo was born on January 28, 1987, in Montreal, Canada. When she was just two years old, Misa moved to California’s Newport Beach to live with her father. Surrounded by her relatives, Misa grew up in a safe and comfortable environment in whi
Sometimes I Like To Write Things O_o
I don't have a title for it yet so shh   You stole my heart with just one look. Your beauty, I mistook. And now I finally see, the mask you wear must no longer be. Overcome with fear and pain, your tear drops fall like acid rain. They eat away the thing I hide, the only part I keep inside. It hurts for me to see you cry, alone again you want to die. With no more care and no more will, I suffered as you took that pill. And now I walk away to fight, the emptiness I feel at night. You left me here without a choice, the angels choke in mid rejoice. As I tie this noose you wove, I begin to sob and leave the grove. The mirrors all around I see, now paint this picture out for me. The girl I seek with all my soul, is the girl who, once, I used to know. My hand stretched out towards the face appeared, shaking as it slowly nears. A sick feeling washes over me, as the girl me.
Erotic Stories People Send Me
I sit on a high back chair the smoke of a fresh lit cigarette drifting in the room I think back and reflect upon the events that brought me much joy this past night. Looking towards the doorway to the chamber where it took place. Where she sleeps a fitful sleep, a smile upon her lips.   She called and said she wanted to play out some thing we have been talking about. I smile think she is such a good girl to me. such a good lil slut always pleasing me. Now I am going to give us much enjoyment.   I settle back after the phone clicks as I hang it up. Then I walk to my chamber and pull out a small, wheeled tray laying upon it, an assortment of tools and toys.  Various clamps and weights, a few long slender dildos, a cat of nine tails, shackles, and bindings silks.  I lift a long leather package wrapped in oil skin. As I unwrap the skin and the sterling silver pommel and walnut handle is exposed.  Carefully I slide the sharp blade from its place in the worn leather sheath, wiping the bl
Dirt Cheap Video Games Review Blog
 by Gabriel Franco  Reading on the go! When the Nintendo DS first came out everyone was excited about the world of possibilities it opened up. Indeed, as time went by players saw some truly fascinating and innovative game titles that redefined the videogame experience. So far, however, the possibilities the DS could offer outside of the gaming universe haven’t been exploited. 100 Classic Books falls in that tiny category; it’s not really a game, it’s much closer to being an application than anything else, in that it allows you to use the DS as a portable, electronic library, full of literary classics. View entire article ►   100 Classic Books, Achievements, Blur Review:, Cheats, FAQs, Forums, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog, Review, Review Blog,
What is the point of devotion to someone when it is tramped on by so many. Is there ever a point where it is a steady amount that never changes.
Ok Boys
ok i am having some issues here. i hope that this helps all the boys on the site. i just want ya'll to know some things that you mihgt not be aware of. Just because you are on  a web site dosen't mean that you can or should get all crazy i am still a person and i expect you to have some level of respect for me as a person. If you cant do that then dont talk to me cause i will light a fire under your ass ok. Also that just because your buzz meter says that you are shitfaced dose not give you a license to be a nappy lil man. F.Y.I. i dont care about your down south so dont tell me about it, i really dont want to know. Dont tell me that your horny. Another thing that i dont care about is your opinion about how i would look will never know...i dont have nsfw's and never will so dont bother me with that shiot...and no i dont want to see yours. dont ask me for my yahoo gonna be the same way on there that i am on fu. No you cant have my number dont ask cause i will tel
I walk this lonley road, the only compiny that I keep is the wind and my shadow.Its not perfit or complet, its full of potholes, deadends and spot are onley dirt and over grown with grass and weeds. Its been a long time sent I have walked with any one, But dont get me roung there has been a few who have walk with me time to time, but not for very long most leaving when a better and falsly britter road opens up. There run up haed an the gone forever. The skys normley turn dark and sart to wheep for days on inn it seems, but then it clears up. The road is a mirrror of my sacred and wounded heart, showing all how pass by what i have been though.But yet I still walk on day and night hoping one day that some one will walk with me to the end.                                                                                                                                                        rye the drifter thouw these blury blood shot eyes, I see your dark intinsoins, With these scared hands
Random Rant
   I have just stated to work on a portait of my grandfather and his siblings. Some of witch were gone befor I was born.. Only ones left are my two uncles out of 7.. plan to give them prints when I finish...I was very closse to my grandfather and am close to his brothers .. I've done many porteaits befor but this one is personal and I feel intimidated by it.. But I havr faith in my abilitys and hope I can pull my head out of my ass to finish this ' Hey it's been one of those weeks were no matter how hard yoou try you just can't seem to break ahead. I have been trying to find steady work for eight months but nothinig is out thier. Trying to make a living as a free lance artist sucks.. No ine thinks about the time and effort put into making their piece, and like just anyone can do this.. I'd love to see some one pick up a brush and see what comes out.. just sick and tiered of main stream america thinking any one can be an artist.. it's not easy takes years of practice and finding out yo
Forbidden Army
FORBIDDEN ARMY   This is an offical doucument of the Forbidden Army. The Forbidden Army is a family of lounges. We believe in this family and have built a strong battle plan to become one of the #1 familys on fubar. The Forbidden Army is not a Anti-Fu Family but a family of lounges working together as a Family. The plan we have made is to help every one of the lounges in our family. It is our belife that no lounge should be dead when they are in a family so this family will help the lounges to grow and contenue to grow. The lounge owners have the right to refuse any of the services that the Forbidden Army offers it is there right as lounge owner. The forbidden Army will supply every lounge with the exception of the lounges that rufuse to have certin services with a Greeter promoter and gaurd for a 24 hour period of time. Each lounge will have a unit manager it is the unit managers job to make sure that the lounge is growing running smoothly and that if the lounge owner should need a
A Friends Wish
***My wish for 2010 is that people will understand that children with disabilities do not have a disease; children with disabilities are not looking for a cure but ACCEPTANCE........93% of people won't copy and paste this, WILL YOU be one of the 7% that does?***
Wanna Meet Me??
hey there..i felt bored right now..i dont know how to chat here!.and i want to meet new people here..wanna chat at yahoo?.heres my id!.sophiamadisonsmith at also have msn.sophiamadisonsmith at ..hope theres someone wanna chat with online now!.
Loving You
Loving youIt's like feeling soft soft rainFall on my faceLoving youIt's the comfort of myHeartLoving youMakes me laugh and smile at the same timeIt makes my heart warm, it gives me lifeLoving youIt's all very new to meIt's very goodLoving youTo feel your hand in mineTo feel your breath slide along the side of my cheekTo feel your heart pounding beneath my earAs I rest my head upon your chestLoving youSo many words to describe itYet so fewLoving youI want to take care of youAs you take care of meI want to hear your troubles and your joysI want to encourage youAs you choose to follow lifeLoving youIt is an honor to be trusted soWith your deepest, darkest worriesSecretsWith your most heart feltDreamsLoving youSharing little moments with youLooking into one another's heartsReading each other's soulsLoving meLoving youThere is nothing else I wantBut to be held by youLoving youIt is such a rarity to findIt is such a blessing to doIt is such an inspirationIt is such a dream come trueLoving yo
Meet Me In The Stars
  As I am saying good night at the end of the day,And you are not here, but many miles away,My heart is so empty and so lonely inside,As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide.I close my eyes and try to go to sleep,But with the sadness inside I begin to weep.Suddenly I remember what you once said to me,Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be.When distance tends to keep us apart, Remember I still hold you near in my heart.When the night together, can't be ours,Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.Meet me in the stars, I'll be waiting there for you.With a bottle of wine and glasses for two.Just close your eyes and there you will see,Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be.Remembering those words, I begin to smile,And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles.I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged,But you are not there, no hug to exchange.I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart,No longer wanting to be kept apart.Suddenly in the distance, a shad
Can I Love You
  I gave my heart to youI set my standards highI laid my eyes on you,I laughed and cried with you,I told you my hopes and dreams,My Love and Fears.My tears I shed all over your shoulder.In the end,I came to see that you werethe only guy I could ever trust.When I see you,my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness.When we talk, I can feel the load unloadwith soothing words from you.I have the feeling of love in my heart.In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. "In my words, I say "You are just a friend. "But in the deep end of my heart,I think of only youWhen I tell you my expectations of a guy,You tell me never to fall short of what I want.But only one thing stands in the way -You are a friend.Can I still love you the way that I do?
✿The peace you experience comes from who and what you are,and how you choose to be.The world around you can be full of turmoil and strife,and yet you can be completely at peace in your own heart.Peace is one of the surest signs of strength.Inner peace brings true outer strength.Those who lack confidence feel the need to lash out.Those who are strong have what it takes to stay calm and peaceful.When your identity and fulfillment are tied to fleeting,superficial things, it is impossible to remain at peace.When you invest your being in true and lasting values,and when you remain ever vigilant to those values,you develop the confidence and strength to be peaceful.✿Ralph Marston✿
Revere Ware Cookware
One very Revere Ware Cookware identifiable unvarying is the chef's homogeneous. The clear chefs hat or turban, duple breasted crown and patterned pants are easily recognisable and with the recent popularity in personage TV chefs, the recognizability has been pushed still further. One most knifelike way of identifying a chef is by the turban or chefs hat. Modify with varying flag or patterns of trousers and jackets, the hat is the single most identifying Revere Ware Cookware.Piece no invariable or tight rules live for the uniforms creaky by chefs, a few grassroots articles of clothing which deliver several purposes are unflagging. The most widely victimized emblem and textures are a fresh caucasian someone breasted jacket and a patterned ornamentation, also identified as hounds-tooth, for the trousers. The turban is ever caucasian and has always remained this way. One remaining influential article of the homogeneous is the stage. The forestage prevents stains of the chefs homogeneous fr
      Days come an days go. I sit here and think about the old days. You know the days when we were growing up and everything was right the days when things was so much fun... And now i look at days like today. I still can't believe you done what you did.. I know its been two years ago but still how could you.... Yes i still love you that and that will never change your my brother. But you really made me feel ashamed of you I hate to say. How could you do what you did? I swear I hate days like today when just a smiple phone call from you brings back memories of the good old days. And then have days like today while your sittin behind bars I'm sitting here wondering what the hell proseted you to do what you did. I love you but i can't fogive you for that I'm sorry. Fucking Days!!!        I wonder what I will be like 50yrs from now. I mean I look at my mom and grandma and I see how and know how long they been alive. And it dose make me wonder what I will be like when I reach their age. 
It trickled down with sadness. Tear stained forgoteness. All that was left was emptiness. Screaming please ! Please! Don't forget me! Then you came.... Crept up like fire under my skin. Peeling back my bitterness. Burning up my soul like acid eating paper. I loved it. I craved it. GIVE ME MORE! I would kill to be in your arms... I would die to have your lips on mine... The blinding salvation of deaths' sweet call, only if will have me first. Take me completely. Forever yours...  
Life Moves On
1) Don’t worry about what people think; they don’t do it very often.2) Going to church doesn’t make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car.3) If you must choose between 2 evils, pick the 1 you’ve never tried before.4) A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.5) Men are from earth and women are from earth. Deal with it!6) No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.7) There is always 1 more imbecile than you counted on.8) Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.9) Someone who thinks logically provides nice contrast to the real world.10) It ain’t the jeans that make your butt look fat.11) There is a very fine line between being on MySpace and mental illness.12) People who want to share their religious views with you, almost never want you to share yours with them.13) You should not confuse your career with your life.14) The 1 thing
I'm Trying
i'm sorry i have not been on very much just find out my blood purser is high and trying get low it . if u need help or pimpout i can do my best that all i can give u . so please pray for me ty muah big hug fallingangel
Today's World.....
Nope, they're not.. However, I am the exception.
Paramore - The Only Exception
I saw this video this morning as I was flipping through the channels and I was impressed. The lyrics are below.   Enjoy!!!       When I was younger, I saw my daddy cryAnd curse at the windHe broke his own heart and I watchedAs he tried to reassemble itAnd my momma swore thatShe would never let herself forgetAnd that was the day that I promisedI'd never sing of love if it does not existBut darling, you are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionMaybe I know, somewhere deep in my soulThat love never lastsAnd we've got to find other ways to make it aloneOr keep a straight faceAnd I've always lived like thisKeeping a comfortable distanceAnd up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with lonelinessBecause none of it was ever worth the riskBut you are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionI've got a tight grip on realityBut I can't let go of what's in front of
Hearbroken Can You Fix It
so sick of men only wanting one thing cant anyone like me for me ??????????????????????
Date From Hades
Some time ago , I had one of the worst 1st dates that I could ever remember. I worked with this lady , and we always talked at work ,so I ask her to go out to dinner with me one night...Well that night arrived ,and I drove over to her house to pick her up ,walked up to the front door ,and escorted her back to my car ,opend and closed the car door for her . We got to my favorite Italian restuarant ,and once again I opend and closed the car door for her ,then the door to the restuarant ,and were seated at my favorite table .The waitor come over and presented us with a wine menu as well as the dinner menu .I already knew what I was having on both date looked over the menu and was having problems deciding on what to she ask me to just order what I was having. At this point the waitor returned to our table with the dozen longstem roses in which I had gotten earlier and had dropped them off there before going and getting her .While he was giving the roses to her I orderd dinn
_______________~Puppet~_________________Am I not just a puppet for your personal amusement?A doll for you to laugh and sneer at when tired of all others? A puppet... with torn clothes that long to be renewed, my painted face.. faded and scratched from all the days of being toyed with. My strings are rather dull, but still not able to break under my own free will. I wait in the dark corner of my mind and await for the next person that I must amuse, then be placed back in the darkness, and wait again. Such a life I have come a costume to though, after all what else must a Jester to do? A wait for the kings orders and then entertain untill send to the gallows, or upon my own death. So I wait, in my corner until my king, my master comes and fetches me. And I still think....Will someone ever cut my stings? Its only once you tell yourself, I’ll only bleed for a whileBut the truth is my dear you can’t keep hiding behind your smileThe cuts are getting deeper and you know I know it
The Rocky Horror Picture Show - Videos [nsfw]
Mri Results
EnamoredBy the swell of herBreast, softUpturned, firm.Blue eyes thatBeckon, embrace.Down hair tracesGentle smiles.Difficulty seeingThe contrast,Between the visibleEmbroideries of heavenlyBodies, indeedBeautiful. And the innerEmbroideries whichThey only reflect andAre infinitely moreBeautiful.Clairvoyants perceive"Elementals"Those sprites thatTap into thePositive energies ofNatures Love.She cries out to me"I give you a new Commandment,Love one another!As I have loved you, soYou alsoShould love oneAnother" John13:33 poet Days inceptionCoffeeHot, smoothFrench pressedBreaking sunSleep filled eyesSlight stumbleOn deckApproaching railMorning sunFiltering soft chemiseEach curveShadow seenBed hairTussledWantonly, beggingMy fingers to touchTurningSlight smileAskingWhere's the coffee?I fetchWillinglypoet "The GiftStanding silentThe earliest – 1670The latest stillFresh not yet Disturbed byThe settling of timeFamily plots carefullyTended crowdingThe solitary stoneInscribed – “Unk
Everything Else
ever wanted to scream because you wanted something so much even if it was something so simple as a few words. knowing time was the reason you havnt heard any of them. but still not understanding why u havnt heard something. Nothing sucks more then caring about someone and knowing they care about you but not hearing any variation. damn men are so dificult. the smallest comment can mean the world. makes me want to scream but i refuse to give up on something i want so very much.  
What I'm Looking For In A Relationship
  What your getting ready to read I wrote a while back and f that on trying to type that over and over again I copy and pasted it like any smart man would do!!!>>>!!!     I am definitely a person who takes personal gratification in placing others needs before my own and people/relationships are very important to me.  I believe that true love means caring about the needs of others and wanting what's best for them.  Don't get me wrong though, like my G-ma has been telling for yrs...(which whom is the heart and soul of me) "While you may be speaking from the heart... do it with your future in mind".  Helping people can sometimes hurt you :(  I wish people came with instruction manuals saying "This is how I really am after 6 months... and if you were smart you wouldn't even try to get into my pants much less want a future with me" lol   I like to be funny and make people laugh but when it comes time to be serious... yeah, they call that "life"!  I believe in learning
im fallen down has far as you will let me fall.. when ya gonna catch me if you catch me at all.. the years are flyin by so fast.. i can barely catch my breath.. you said are love was true.. but then you brought me down with you.. in this quicksand called life i am sinking fast getting pulled in.. but you never gave me a second glance.. then i knew it was the end.. we all make mistakes and we cant change what we do.. just wish that i wasnt a mistake done by you.. im fallen down as far as you will let me fall when you gona catch me if you catch me at all.. 15 years old and not a dime to her name.. she was rough around the edges to hide her pain.. with no money in her picket she didnt know what to do.. so she stood on the corner to try to pay her dues.. sad n cold n all alone.. she had nobody no love no home..5 days later she was gone nobody noticed not even her mom.. she left this world with a different kinda blue.. no love that she had no love was true.. down by the bridge they found a
Simply Facts
To Those Who Alter, Use, & Claim/Tag MY Copyrighted Pix as Your own... First of all Get an effin Life and Take Your OWN pix to toy with!!! The person(s) in the photos have every right to display them, but not to alter them. I honestly don't mind so much with Certain random photos, but there are certain sets in particular that were set and posed specifically for use in projects I concieved, designed and created. I've seen these photos altered, tagged, and displayed by SOMEBODY else trying to take credit for My work. Read it and weep - Stop altering My Work WITHOUT MY PERMISSION YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND YOU DO NOT HAVE MY PERMISSION and Won't - EVER. I find it to be Very disrespectful to take my work and alter parts of it and then stick YOUR tag on it claiming it to be your own. I'm a Professional Photographer/Digital Imager, And the copyrights to the pix I Took are OWNED by Me - NOT the person(s) In the photos. I put a lot of work into some of the Photography and Graphics I've don
Does anyone remember their first childhood crush? weather it was a female or male?  For me in the 70s it was Susanne Sommers then in the 80s  it was Cindy Crawford. And she still looks good today!
                          Chapter One Some  times I   miss being the   teenaged dirt back  hanging out with  you  homies   fucking  them   half the  time   smoking  weed  and popping pills Having fun  damn   too   bad Sex sells!Some time in may 2010 Here’s   the  scoop  my  name  is  Bell  I’m  Nineteen years  old big deal right  I  know this  much  sex sells!  Lol I  knew that  at  eighteen  I’m   pretty  flat I’m short only five foot  two  inches tall  heheh  I  look up  even  if I’m  on my  knees  I  have  a  boys hair cut(boo to older brothers)  I’m not  a girly girl by any means   I say  bring on the  camping , drinking, pot smoking , and cliff diving  , 4x4ing , and mud Here I come I love to have sex and  just chill out getting  paid  and having a good  time  Never drink  on the job  number one  rule besides wearing a condom  never for get that either Some times the calls  are shitty  but it some time worth it.  My loving  Shadow is the best ma
Muslim Belief
Drinking with a  TEXAS  girl...   A Mexican, an Arab, and a Texas girl are in the same bar. When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, 'In Mexico, our  glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the same one twice.' The  Arab, obviously impressed by this, drinks non-alcohol beer (cuz he's a Muslim!), throws it into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, 'In the Arab World, we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with the same one twice either.' The Texas girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her 45, and shoots the Mexican and the Arab. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and  calling for a refill, she says, 'In Texas, we have so many illegal aliens that we don't have to drink with the  same ones twice.' God Bless  TEXAS !!! Muslim Belief This is a true story an
"i Am Your Peace"
I long to give you rest for your soul and peace in your heart. i know sometimes it looks like life has no peace to offer~~just one big problem after another. its true that the world is filled with hatred,envy,and every sort of evil,so please dont be looking for peace in people or attempting to position yourself where there are no problems.The kind of peace the world tries to offer is built on false hope and man-made idols that will eventually crumble. The peace i give you will transend any trial or tribulation that comes against you because its supernatural. So position yourself completely in my care,and let go of all those things you cannot control. Then you will find true peace. In the middle of chaos and confusion,I will always be your safe place~~a place of peace. Im asking you my child, to share with others the peace i give freely to you. Love, Your King and Your Perfect Peace...
Why Me
 know  that its been a while since i have wrote on here but i am need to get some feelings out, its been a year since me and my ex broke up i think about him all the time i know that he is happy and thats a good thing, i just wish that i could be happy my kids are still in his life and they will always will be. i love his mom and dad and his grandparents and his sister. its just really hard letting go because we were together for 5 years. he wont talk to me or anything he told me that we will alwys be friends but i do not see that happend at all i just wish the best for him. he was my best friend and in my heart he will always will be,
The Obama Elite Vs. The American People
This Tuesday voters in Missouri, by a 40-point margin, approved a ballot measure rejecting the individual mandate at the core of President Barack Obama's health care law. Asked what the vote meant to the White House, press secretary Robert Gibbs said: "Nothing." Yesterday in San Francisco, federal judge Vaughn Walker gave the exact same weight to a California ballot measure that affirmed marriage as an institution between one man and one woman. Specifically Judge Walker overturned the California Marriage Protection Act after concluding, as a matter of fact, that the majority of Californians who voted to protect marriage were bigots who had no rational basis to define marriage on their own terms. Here are just some of the "facts" Judge Walker found: Religious beliefs that gay and lesbian relationships are sinful or inferior to heterosexual relationships harm gays and lesbians. The campaign to pass Proposition 8 relied on stereotypes to show that same-sex relationships are inferior t
10 Free Things You Can Do To Get Points On Fubar
10 Things you can do for FREE on fubar that will raise your level! (Two bonus tips)   10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money!   Polish Bling:  This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. Go to the game room and blow off some steam.
My Fav Song Lyrics
Incompatible, it don't matter though'cos someone's bound to hear my crySpeak out if you doYou're not easy to findIs it possible Mr. LoveableIs already in my life?Right in front of meOr maybe you're in disguiseWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneHere we are again, circles never endHow do I find the perfect fitThere's enough for everyoneBut I'm still waiting in lineWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneIf there's a soulmate for everyoneMost relationships seem so transitoryThey're all good but not the permanent oneWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ow
the world is wide and wonderful wherever we my roam, but our thoughts always return to precious things like friends and home and  LOVE ever dance with the devil in the pale moonlight

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