man of a million names's blog: "...."

Drain
Tarnished blood form bones
Let those poisons
Dry up
Tonight we'll cleanse our souls
Cause judgment day comes
One day sooner this year
One day you'll be safe
We were never pure again

Keep them safe from what you'll discover
Keep them safe from harm
Keep them safe inside your home
If it kills you

Holding on to what we had
To what we should have
To what we could have been
Everyday I wake up feeling sick
To comprehend, to picture this

Is this just part of
My so-called life
Trying to move forward
I'm caught in your eyes

Letting go hurts so much
It's been so hard to give this up
Yet holding on is killing me
Runs through my body, like a disease

So sick and tired of
The same old fight
I need submission
To make this right

I must stay strong, I must move on
Can't let this current drag me along
I spread my wings, pretend to fly
And let the tears fall from my eyes
I'm learning how to let go
I'm learning how to let go

Turn not away, avert not your face, this is how it was meant to be. In silence found hanging there above a pool of waste, the beauteous workings of mortality. No one can truly touch another parallel never to cross. Pointless, fumbling, sad mistake only capable of pain.

Beyond those cursed stars above lies the answer that I seek. On the backs of bullets rides my name, longing to kiss my cheek. Resentfully decline, retire this hated life. Without guilt I break these veins, carved with salvation's knife

just letting you all know that i am not buying you back because every time i do it looses me money. no offense. as soon as the glitch is fixed i will gladly buy you all back but for now it is a waste. just didnt want anyone thinking it was something i had against them.

I thought i saw your eyes, laced in smoke & cigarette curls.
I thought i saw your eyes, but I'm seeing ghosts tonight.
She haunts me. 'til my bitter end. She haunts me.
i swear i heard your voice, overwhelmed by conversation.
i swear i heard your voice but im hearing ghosts
Tonight, the bars turn out there lights.
& i drink away the day as it decays.