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My Sanity Saved
Ever had those days when you just couldn't take the rat race anymore? I have,I'm sure you have too,we all have. It took a car wreck to bring me back from the insanity I call my life. I as usual was on my way home from work going to meet my new wife for dinner at a local pub and suddenly,my cell phone rings. Stupidly,I answer it to discover my ex calling me and then within seconds,I glance up to see a car coming at me. Boom! we collide,I woke up in the hospital. After a few weeks trying to heal,I looked at my life and how I almost lost it answering a call from my past. I guess the oncoming car was a sign from The Big Dude that I should focus on the now and never answer my cell when driving. So,here I am black and blue and on hella morphine trying to jot down a few thoughts. Sometimes life hands us instances like that to help us veer onto the path we need to walk. Though I have a totalled Civic,I still have a loving wife and my life,I can replace the car but I am not replaceable. As for

News And Weather Reports
Anchorage biologists make unusual rescue. Moose calf wedged between retaining wall and a fence. By Lauren Maxwell, CBS 11 News Reporter Article Last Updated: 07/06/2007 06:55:07 PM AKDT It was quite a scene in Midtown Anchorage Friday morning when biologists had an unusual rescue on their hands. It looks like it happened sometime in the middle of the night. A moose calf got wedged between a retaining wall and a fence, with its anxious Mother nearby. "And the cow is on the other side of the fence. And the calf is stuck and it can't get out," said Jessy Coltrane of Alaska Fish and Game. Enter two biologists with a plan: believe it or not, it involved a ski pole, a net and a long canvas strap. As neighbors looked on, the two were able to thread the strap down the hole and around the calf. They were then able to pull the animal to its freedom. It was an operation that took less than 20 minutes. "This was one of the easiest rescues. The cow actually remained really calm.

First Time
There are many first times in life lol some great timesso not so great ..Anyways this is my first time being a cherry :) so if you would all be patcient i would greatly apreciate it ..any advice or info i will take in apreciate all tho i may not follow to well lol i have blond moments but you will find im pretty relaxed and just am me i dont try to impress noone if ya dont like me fuk off its simple lol..but anywho thanks to those who rated me already i tried to return that favor and hope you all had a great 4th

Sex Talk!
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8

Jaded
You sit and point fingers at the life you have jaded when all along it was you who had raided a young soul and heart and mind. Never taking into consideration the future you were creating and the relationship you were taking--away-- with your lie and dollar consumed high. As you watched the bruises form and the young mind became cynical, it was all okay even today. Never taking any blame for watching your wallet get fat while the young soul fell flat. You are the only one to fail, left a young life to derail, spinning out of control. Now that it's twisted, take a long look at what you have created. With each crack of the leather to see the love and trust deflated. Was it worth it? An ache Rip me open and pour me out I want to scream and shout It was all in a dream I want to shout and scream It is what it seems Limitless....boundless....timeless Im waiting....anticipating Everyday in everyway For a glimpse of you...sad but true I already know you An ache...a lac

Apoligy
ok not sure wat happen but for those of u who think i abandend u i have not ok i was incarserated for a bit and if that bothers u so be it.... and actually right now im going through a few problems so i maybe on but just not with it so i apoligize for those who think i have... im just very bored and very well....lonely tired watever.... so again im sorry..... thanks tongue...... ok not sure wat happen but for those of u who think i abandend u i have not ok i was incarserated for a bit and if that bothers u so be it.... and actually right now im going through a few problems so i maybe on but just not with it so i apoligize for those who think i have... im just very bored and very well....lonely tired watever.... so again im sorry..... thanks tongue......

Never Say Goodbye
Dad, Im sorry I wasnt exactly what u wanted but believe me i tried. When i heard that u left my heart and soul died. Im sorry that i wasnt there when u needed me the most. Im sorry daddy that i wasnt the boy that u wanted but i loved u more than any person could love their father no matter what anyone says! U were my life u were my every reason to keep goin on in my life. I said that u were the greatest father in the entire world and believe me now that ur gone u will live on. I will make sure of it and as u watch over me i promise i will make u proud of me no matter what it takes. Im sorry that i couldnt take away all ur pain when u were hurting, Im sorry ur gone and im still here, and its a lonely world without u, but u know that I will do my best to make ur legacy remain. Im sorry that i can never hear ur voice again.Im sorry that u will never sing again. I know how much u loved it. I am sorry that Im crying but its hard to handle it without u behind me tellin me not to.

Whisper
"Whisper" Catch me as I fall Say you're here and it's all over now Speaking to the atmosphere No one's here and I fall into myself This truth drives me Into madness I know I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus:] Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) I'm frightened by what I see But somehow I know That there's much more to come Immobilized by my fear And soon to be Blinded by tears I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus] Fallen angels at my feet Whispered voices at my ear Death before my eyes Lying next to me I fear She beckons me Shall I give in Upon my end shall I begin Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end [Chorus x3] Servatis a pereculum. Servatis a maleficum

Haunted
"Haunted" Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down Hunting you, I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me, watching me Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you... loving you I won't let you pull me down

Venting
Well I logged off the pc before she got home from work. Needless to say I did hide out in my daughters room in the sweltering heat. (We hit records today with 101) She hasn't mentioned anything else to me, but I have this really empty feeling if that makes sense. The way that I see it, if I do have to go stay at my moms until I go back to Germany can't be as bad as staying here feeling like I am in jail or being treated like a 2 year old. At least at my moms I would have my own room and peace and quiet. The only thing I would not like is having to give up the job I got because there is no bus out there. With all of this bullshit I am damned if I do and damned if I dont. For me being a usually "UP" and Cheery person, I am feeling really hollow right now. My only goal at this moment is to be back in Germany with Rudi and that is not possible till at least August 20th, and thats only because passport bullshit. I do need to snap out of this though, because I hate being in this mode =( Well

Freedom- U May Not Like This
Freedom With today’s political and social climate, we hear a lot of talk about freedom and in many cases the image of freedom is a misguided one proposed by those that actually wish to be safe, rather than free. Warriors look at freedom in a different light than those that will never have the fortitude, the courage or the determination to be warriors, which always at some point raises a conflict between warriors and those who only wish to be protected by warriors. Throughout history, families, tribes, villages, and countries have sought freedom from those that seek to control them and to various degrees many have succeeded in gaining their freedom, only to forfeit it once again by assuming that freedom includes the freedom to do nothing. Warriors on the other hand understand that freedom can never be gained, earned, won or maintained without sacrifice, so therefore freedom and sacrifice can never be truly separated. Non warriors presume that freedom is

Me
ok, some of yall know me pretty well. ya trust men about as far as i can throw them because of what they've put me through in the past. i've been through hell, thanks to them and i'm afraid to do it again, i mean come one, my ex-husband was a drug addict and he'd get all coked up and beat the hell out of me anytime he wanted. i lost my first kid that way and it really tore me up. from there i went to a guy who tried to strangle me cuz he was hung over n in a bad mood, but i was smart with that one, he actually went to jail, then he called me cryin n stupid me took him back. that lasted about 4 more months then i couldn't take bein afraid anymore n i left. after that there was the guy that wouldn't let me out of the house without him, not even to work, which didn't last the usual 3 years, lol. i've been single since and not really lookin for another relationship. they scare the hell out of me, just the mention of marriage makes me run like crazy, but i do want to get married again, i wa

Animal Rescue
Domino left today to go to the adoption center to play in the young and healthy boy room with the other rambuncous kits. He left my home a healthy ferret and adjusted to people and potty boxes so he will have fun in a new home. Tigger came to my home today. He has spent an entire year in a bird cage no bigger then a pet taxi for the ferrets of small cats. The strength in his back legs have dwindled and he has be abused. I know a 666 Sq Foot apt is not much to most people but to a ferret like this, it is paradise, especially with toys and hammacks and blankets and jungle gyms everywhere. After a day of spreading out he is walking much better on his back legs. We are about to sit down and have a hand feeding of crushed ferret food and Gerbers Chicken baby food. He has been fed wet cat food all his life and now has a heart murmer as a result. So wish me luck and pray for him...Tigger is a beautiful little boy and has been following me around and napping with me all day.

Surgery Date
WELL IM GOING IN NEXT FRIDAY FOR MY SURGERY WISH ME LUCK SINCE ILL NEED IT SEEING AS IM GOING UNDER THE KNIFE ON FRIDAY THE 13TH IF YOU WANT TO SEND ME ANYTHING LIKE GET WELL CARDS OR ANYTHING ELSE PLEASE SEND IT TO MY PO BOX AT D GONZALES P.O. BOX 1533 GLENDALE,AZ 85311 FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME ILL BE AT ST. JOESPH HOSPITAL

Me
Most of us seek out the right person to spend the rest of our life with and think that when we find them, we will never let go. Most of us do just that. I recently have figured out who I have searching for my entire life. And it has me quite perplexed. In my heart, I know nothing could keep me away, but my head is going in the opposite direction. It is telling me that other things need to happen and they of a higher priority. So now I find myself praying to God that He will show me just why He gave me this situation. Normally, I would go after this person with full force but I know we are both in the same situation in our life. I am not entirely sure he feels the same. Either way, I know what I feel and I know what we both have ahead of us. I cannot describe what I feel about this person, but I know it is the most amazing feeling I have ever had and makes me question past relationships. It was not something I expected to feel at all. I am just completely blown away at the

Tranquilty-radio
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Question
5 questions is all u get... You get to ask me 5 naughty or non-naughty questions! I'll answer 100% truthfully! BE CREATIVE! "What's your fantasy?" is getting annoying! COME ON IF YOU VIEW YOU HAVE TO AT LEAST ASK ME ONE!!

Do You Give To Get?
"I have sensed a growing discontent amongst many who are on their spiritual path. A common theme appears to be -- ‘I have been serving God for so long and have given up so much and it has been such a struggle -- when am I going to get my reward?’" -- Wendy Munroe It’s interesting to become aware of how we participate in the dynamic exchange of giving and receiving. When we give, do we do so whole-heartedly? Or do we do so with the ulterior motive of wanting something in return? It’s not wise to be always looking for a deal. The universe never short-changes us. We can afford to be generous. The Koran spells out a value-for-value principle. When something of value is given, something of value must be returned. "It’s not how much we give but how much love we put into giving." -- Mother Teresa Understand the spiritual principles of manifestation.

True Love!!
One night a soldier looked up into the heavens and made a plea to God. "God I'm so alone down here. All I do is fight and face the deamons of the earth. Please send me someone" So God called forth his angels and asked them to help create a soldiers girl. "Boss give her strenght!" cried Michael "So that she can bear the weight and pressure of always packing up and going with her man at a moments notice" God was pleased and added strengh. "She must have patience!" called forth Gabriel "So that she can have the understanding of the stress of the job that is required of her man" God was pleased and added patience. Peter thought about it and said "let her be compasionate, so that she can sooth away the nightmares and horrors that the soldier will see" God was pleased and added compassion. Jesus went forth and said, "Dad give her faith, faith that her man loves her and that no matter what it takes he will get home to her" God was pleased and added faith. All the saints an

Films,websites And Magazines That I'm In
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAN FIND ME ON THESE FILMS SO FAR: *F.I.L.T.F. (Fatties I'd Like To Fuck)-GENTS DVD *SOLO FATTIES- GENTS DVD *LATIN MUCH MORE TO LOVE 2- TOTALLY TASTELESS VIDEO *SECURITY CAM CHRONICLES VOL. 8- MADNESS PICTURES *HEAVY HITTERS 5-LEGEND DIRECT DVD *3200 LBS OF COCKSUCKER 2- GENTS DVD *CUTE FACE CHUBBY WAIST-KICK ASS *BIG BOOTY TIT FUCKING POV- ROBERT HILL *BIG BUBBLE BUTT ASIAN BAREBACKIN' POV- ROBERT HILL *LADIES NIGHT 2-L-FACTOR *FAT LATINAS 4-FILMCO *ORIENTAL ORGY 6-EVASIVE ANGLE I'M ALSO ON THESE GREAT WEBSITES: *BBWSUPERSTARS.COM *BIGBJCHICKS.COM *CHUBBYLOVING.COM *ASIAN-AMERICAN GIRLS.COM *BBWBUNNIES.COM *LATINAPLUMPERS.COM *BBWZINE.COM *BIGBADMAMAS.COM *CJWRIGHTXXX.COM *BBWSYBIANRIDERS.COM ALSO, I'M IN THE MARCH 2007 AND FEBRUARY 2008 ISSUE OF BIG BUTT MAGAZINE

Lily's Pad
I hate stupid people. I really do. Dumb a** “wannabe” hard n* that don’t know how to shut up and keep moving. I encountered such an idiot today. My husband and I were in the car today, sitting in traffic 4 cars before the intersection at a red light. The littlest princess was in the car with us. She said something, so I turned around to see what she wanted - which happened to be something to do with her car seat. Next thing I know, some black man has his head in my window saying “Was there a reason why you did that?” Ok, I am in MY CAR. And some random negro has his head at my window. Of course I was a little taken aback. I whipped my head around to see what was going on. Apparently the car lurched forward while this man and women were jaywalking across the street in front of our car. Since my husband was driving, they were talking to him. The girl was upset the car could have hit her. The guy was posturing for his girl and trying to be all hard. (I say girl, but th

News
That is video of my 2 year old son Jackson, counting to 5! YAY! And he used the potty this morning too! Sorry but I'm so proud! My babies are growing up! Yes this is a video blog... but I'm just so proud that I couldn't not upload and share this with you all! Hugs!!! This is not fucking fair! Whitney was such a great friend to me, an awesome listener and one of the few people I would open up to. Liam needs his mom, and I feel so terrible right now. I can barely see, crying too hard. She was so sweet, kind, honest, respectful, loving and caring. It sucks, it really does. I've never been close to anyone that has passed on... but this hits hard. This is... just whoa... fucked up... my thoughts and prayers go out to her mom, Shawn and those two wonderful little boys, Liam and Jonathan. RIP Whitney! I'll always love and miss you!

Some Stuff I Wrote...
You fill my thoughts Permeate my brain Every breath I take Whispers your name I long for you For your voice Tickling my ear For your companionship Filling the void For your eyes So open and trusting I want you With me I could put you In a knapsack And you would Never Leave my side The worm sits quite still He watches grass grow slowly Dew gives him the chills ---------------------------------- Air is crisp in fall Makes my nose and ears tingle Hot cocoa is nice ---------------------------------- Chocolate Nougat Sticks to the roof of my mouth It makes me happy ---------------------------------- Ice cubes melt in warmth They make my clothes turn colors When they drip on me ---------------------------------- Lemons are sour They make my tongue hurt badly Lemon drops are good ---------------------------------- Hair smells really good People's hair smells differently I like to smell hair -

Loss Of A Child
A new friend asked how my Daughter passed and was understandably wondering if it's OK to ask: Yes, it's OK. Our little Lyndsay was diagnosed with a brain tumor prior to her 3rd birthday. It was a Primitive neurological endocrine tumor, sub-class modulo blastoma. We had emergency brain surgery 2 days following diagnosis and then radiation for 5 days, then 3 types of chemo run simultaneously for 8 months. She was doing really well for a few month and relapsed on Christmas day, '05. We found that she has 'multi chemo resistant tumor cells that had grown tumors in the original spot (brain stem) and many more tumors. She passed on Mother's day '06, shortly before her 5th birthday. I don't know how the fuck it is that a child gets cancer. Our surviving daughter, Susan, is in her second year of university and is the light of our lives. Each time we lose a loved one, it's different. There are good days and bad. I'm just thankful that we were able to have her in our lives a

Amateur Rates
amateurrates@ CherryTAP Amateur Rates is a site with Adult Pictures, etc. The run a monthly Amateur Contest. I also currently sponser their contest with a product to the winner each month. The JULY CONTEST JUST STARTED....so why not check it out... I think you ladies would do greeatttttttt on there.. the website is www.amateurrates.com

Recent Changes...
Just and FYI.... if ya'll have been removed from my family lists or seen pics and things changed in my albums it's because I have someone that seems to be stalking me and my friends. If you have noticed one certain name constantly visiting your page, please let me know and I can tell you the names I know are him. I just wanted everyone to know that the changes were made so this person would leave me alone. If you were family and I deleted you from it, let me know and I can add you back. I have found out how to block my stalker, until he creates a new page that I can see is him. Anyway... I haven't been on much because of him but decided screw him.. not my fault he has issues and is a stalker. So I will be back on more... missed talking to my friends!!! Sorry for the drama!!! ~*~HUGS~*~ Just wanted to stop by and say hello to all my wonderful friends!!!!!!!! Sorry I haven't been on here much lately, been dealing with back issues I had a spinal fusion in March. On top of t

Texx
i think that all women shuold get there breast exam now.. i just had a good friend do it and found out she had cancer and thats a sad thing cause noone knew it and now she will havfe one of her breast removed just cause of some damn deasee that there is no cure for but if they have got hers in time hopefully it hasn't spread but i am still mad cause there is no known cure yet i know i am only a friend but i beg of you ladies please do what you can to take care of yourself !!!! Now i am a Big fan of Cancer drives and will do anything to help find a cure.... all these ppl in all these auctions ... i want to know where do u get all all these fu-bucks to buy ppl cause it looks like fun and i want to join in .. so where do u get fu-bucks ???

Sicko
i wish people would rate me how they wanted to rate me, and not get all pissy cause i rate how i want to rate them. grow up people we aren't all super models. i got a mother f'n sinus problem that won't go away. just thought i let you know. it sounds worst then it is. umm i was thinking about going on and drinking tonite but then i glance at my horoscope: Has it ever occurred to you that while you're out looking for sugar, you've got plenty of honey at home? That whole everything-I-need-I-have-right-in-my-own-backyard concept hits pretty close to the mark for you now. um makes you think some times...

4th Of July
I don't know if I feel as strongly as this person does, but I love the way he writes and I like what he has to say about the topic at hand. You know. I am all about independence and freedom as most of you know. This was a pretty good holiday for me. We just had a baby, it was my last paid holiday for work and we were with good people. But thinking further about what we are celebrating is a bit disturbing to me. We light small explosions to celebrate a war that happened to free mankind of a brutal and unfair government. While at the same time we have a government that is oppressive and obtrusive. Our phone lines are tapped without due process. Children are taken away from parents who deserve to keep them and left with parents who shouldn't have a pet. Every day the abuse of power by our corrupt and illegitimate system grows. There are camps being made to house people when they do just kick it into gear and set up a quarantine for an outbreak of a disease or plague that they created.

Destructive Signs
Spit on lost reality Canived underneath the sun Had to go and drive the needle Of my mind right through my heart Absence of thought disturbs me I've seen me in a dream! I've lost me in a dream! Longing like a new widow Wanting to rejoin Force fed dosed on reality Indian giver be true or trade away I've liked me in a dream! I've loved me in a dream! Tangled web.... Quit wasting my time Why can't I get back To where I've never been Let the flesh Instruct the mind Destructive signs Spend my time counting The snowflakes in my mind I never show, even though You know I know the way I know the way I've seen me in a dream! I've lost me in a dream! Tangled web.... Quit wasting my time Why can't I get back To where I've never been Let the flesh Instruct the mind Destructive signs Sitting here waiting For myself I'm late again That's always certain As long as I make it back Make it back I'm living me in a dream! I'm lost me in a dream! Tangled

The End
I feel so alone, and depressed right now. It seems like no matter how much I help other people with their problems, when I need someone to talk to there is noone. I'm so tired of giving so much of myself, no matter what it is because I seem to get so little back in return. I'm tired of being alone. Tired of women saying they want a nice guy and then they push you away for the asshole. I'm so tired of living and sometimes wish whatever greater power there is would set me free. Tho apperently I have yet to suffer enough. From The Doors(the movie)-Pam: "Does death turn you on? Do you love death?" Jim M.: "Life hurts alot more...When you die the pains over." The End by The Doors This is the end Beautiful friend This is the end My only friend, the end Of our elaborate plans, the end Of everything that stands, the end No safety or surprise, the end Ill never look into your eyes...again Can you picture what will be So limitless and free Desperately in need..

New Tattoo...
Ok so tomorrow night or Saturday night (still unsure which) a friend of mine that does tattoos is going to be here to do my new one. I have one on my left ankle. I wan this one on my back but I have to decide top or bottom. And exactly what I want. I want to incorporate dolphins and the confederate flag. Yes I know I am weird but it is what I want. I am giving myself a headache trying to come up with ideas. Anyone got any?? HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

Poem To My Son For Independance!
Independence Day is a day to be celebrated!! A day we can look upon as freedom. The freedom to speak our minds and express our spirit. A day where we reflect on the founders of this country. The trials they have endured and the hardships they overcame. We celebrate this day in honor of our soldiers who have fought, do fight and will fight for our freedoms. By remembering the past, we are able to understand the present. With the understanding of the present, we will succeed in the future. We celebrate with fireworks to show the beauty and color that life has to offer. The ever changing world in all it's awe. Independence Day is a day to be celebrated!! May God Bless America!!Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

New Music
i would appriceate it if i was sent some gifts frome friend and family.even those who just view me. i have some new music its listed under video games plz listen to it cuz its wat im going thru right now in life feel free to leave comments on my profile.

Thoughts
Love is a battle We fight, throw things at each other Things flying here and there The battle lost or win There is no glory In the end, it was just a silly step Love is a war We does ugly things To piss at each other Humiliation,insults and in many other forms The war itself is ugly When its over We wonder is it worth it Love is a growing up We see ups and downs We see hopes fades We make mistakes But, that is part of growing up We had no idea what it leads to We take risks We fail and we pick up We learn as we grow up Love is hard It is even harder when You stop trying Some things don't last forever But some things do Love is that kind of thing Do I love thee Its not something I can tell Forgive me for leaving Its thy love I don't deserve Do I love thee With all my heart Leaving Is sadder than words can tell Do I love thee Yes. I do love thee I have wished it wouldn't end The fault have been in me To wanting to stop Do I love thee My love ha

Where Is This Guy??? I Want Him!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats, and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in, watching movies, and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about whe

These Damn Headaches
WELL EVERYONE THIS IS BECOMING A EVERY DAY EVENT ANYMORE. (HEADACHES) EVERY SINGLE DAY I HAVE A HEADACHE & EVERY DAY THEY SEEM TO BE GETTING WORSE AND WORSE TO THE POINT THAT I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH & ITS HARD FOR ME TO SIT UP. I JUST FEEL LIKE STAYING IN BED ALL DAY LONG,BUT OF COURSE SINCE I HAVE A 3 YR OLD CHILD I CANT DO THAT. I HAVE GONE TO THE DOCTORS ABOUT THE CONSTANT HEADACHES SEVERAL TIMES & THEY ALWAYS TELL ME THE SAME THING. WE CANT FIND ANYTHING WRONG. SO NOW I JUST DEAL WITH IT. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO ABOUT IT. TYLENOL DOES NOT WORK ANYMORE....ALEIVE WORKED FOR AWHILE,BUT THAT DOESNT WORK ANYMORE EITHER AND BEING THAT I CANT TAKE ANYTHING WITH ASPRIN IN IT I'M PRETTY LIMITED TO WHAT I CAN TAKE. WELL I GUESS I'M GONNA GO TRY TO LAY ON THE COUCH FOR AWHILE SINCE MY DAUGHTER IS LAYING DOWN WATCHING CARTOONS. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT DAY! ERIKA

Your Patience And Love Is Appreciated
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Soul Searching And Self Understanding
ok so most people by now know or have figured out that im a cancer/gemini. well last night i was on the phone with someone that i concider a good friend doing some talking. so here are some explanations of the way that I am. I put up this front to almost everyone. The im straight forward and a major asshole front. its like a protective barrier and a test i guess. I have a major problem with getting close to someone and then pushing them away shortly after. I just don't want to feel anymore pain than i already do on a daily basis. i have been threw more in 23 years of life than most 60 year old's have been threw and thats the reason for the front. if you like me give me some time and the wall will come down. I always get the question from a certain someone asking me why i can talk to her on here or text messages, but can't look her in the face in the mornings or talk to her when she is around. Im sorry its part of the barrier and not much i can do about it. For some reason you ar

Friends And Family
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Horoscope July 5, 2007
No matter how much you would like to, you can't chase away emotion with new sensation. You have to deal with your feelings in a more adult fashion. So no impulse eating, shopping or acting out, okay?

Quotes
" courage is not the absence of fear or dispair but the strength to conquer them " a single moment etched in time shining brightly like a star in a midnite sky , an aeon , an instant , a million years pressed into one , when all stands still and life explodes into infinite dreams , and all is changed forevermore , in the blink of an eye !!!!!!!!!!1 You do not become a rock star unless you've got something missing somewhere, that is obvious to me. if you were of sound mind you could feel normal without 70,000 people a night screaming thier love for you...........

Help My Friend
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Don't be a chicken!! Comment, add her, help her get bumped up to CT Godfather before Auguest 1st! SeXXXyzeMILF~~@ CherryTAP Man women are s

Curious About Death
I am confused and maybe even crazy but i was just wondering when they say someone dies from natural causes what exactly is natural causes. Any input would be great. Thank you and have a great week.

Ladies: Please Stop Pouting In Every Single Pic!!!
Tired of looking at pics where she looks like she just sucked on a lemon? Does YOUR pic look like someone just farted in your general area? If you answered yes to any of these questions, or know anyone who can, please, continue reading! We have an epidemic on our hands! Apparently, it only affects females as far as we know. It affects 2 out of 5 women worldwide. You won't know you have it until you're exposed to any kind of image capturing device. It causes distortion of the mouth and jaw area, and in some cases, unusual squinting or bulging of the eyes. It's name.....is P. M. S.- POUTING MOUTH SYNDROME. Ladies, the effects of P.M.S. are completely reversible if caught in time. The treatment is very simple: STOP PUSHING OUT YOUR LIPS EVERYTIME YOU OR SOMEONE ELSE WHIPS OUT A CAMERA!! Seriously, it's not sexy on everybody, and definitely not EVERY SINGLE TIME. Now, I'm a nice guy so I'm not gonna put anybody on front street but, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! If you know someone who suffers f

The Night
I AM WHO I AM NOTHING MORE OR LESS..I AM A CHILD OF THE DARKNESS WITH NO WORRIES NO CARES...I WALK IN THE NIGHT AND EMBRACE EVERY SOUND..EVERY BREATH. I AM THE ONE WHO VISITS IN THE NIGHT. WHO TALKS TO YOU IN YOUR SLEEP..I AM THE FIRE YOU FEEL IN YOUR SOUL...I AM VAMP..AND I AM PROUD...LET THE DARKNESS EMBRACE YOU AND BE SET FREE.. As I walk in the Darkness I feel Y/your embrace...your fingers on my skin..your heart beating as it calls out my name.. I feel your breath upon my neck as Y/you appear behind me..running your hands in my hair, tilting my head gently... MBYB AS YOUR FANGS BREAK THE SOFTNESS OF MY SKIN We are one..Forever and always Love Your Lil Vixxen

She Left But She Is Still Here!
Last night, my wife and I were having the "If i where in a vegistative state convo! I made my wishes very clear, I would never want to to to maintain my livelyhood from a machine and a bottle, i asked her to pls be sure that never happened to me. She threw away my beer and unplugged th TV!!! What a bitch! Danny She’s been gone for more than 3 hours, but I can still feel her all over my body. I can feel the smooth skin on her neck still tingling against my lips and her hair on the side of my face. The smell of her sweat mixed with mine. An echo etched into my soul.It's strange to have her be but three feet from me and feel a million miles away, and then have her be so far from my sight and have everything that makes her wanted so deep inside my body. Her perfume in my lungs, the sound of her breath in my ear, and the muscles of my body still sore and tense the way only a lover can make them.Were it up to me, the world would be a smaller, more simple place. A place of small quiet

Family
30 Jul 2007 5:50 27 Jul 2007 21:28 FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry. REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you. FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRIENDS: Are for a while. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIE

Here's 1 To Grow On !
IF YOU LOOK FOR OTHERS TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. YOU NEED TO LOOK WITHIN YOURSELF TO FIND OUT WHAT IS MAKING YOU UNHAPPY. AS A CHILD I SAT DOWN AND WROTE THIS: I am all alone in this world by myself, without any friends, with no one who loves me, with no one who cares. But you know what??????? It's all right.

All Bombers Needed Immediately!!!
ALL BOMBERS ARE NEEDED RIGHT NOW TO COME HELP RUBIA GET TO 10000 COMMENTS IN HER GIVEAWAY WE WANT TO FINISH IT QUICK SO LETS GIVE HER THE LOVE SHE DESERVES NOW!!! MUCH LOVE & RESPECT CANDYRAIN CHERRYS LEAD ISNT THAT GREAT SHE IS PROBABLY LEADING NOW BY 100 OR LESS NOW SHE HAD A BIG LEAD BUT NOW THEY CAUGHT UP QUICK EVERYONE MUST IMMEDIATELY GO TO TO HER CONTEST...SHOW HER MAJOR LOVE SHE NEEDS IT BAD...HERES THE LINK...

Misanthrope Rants
The email I got: On 7/5/2007, ********@cherrytap.com wrote: looking for some fun to be had with me and my girl, i;ll send you some pics of her if you want to see;) ---------------------------------- My response: Re: hey you.... Show header Date: Thu, 05 Jul 2007 05:54:03 -0700 From: To: ********@cherrytap.com Reply-To: Size: 2 KB I'm married you plebiean. Go get your head out of your ass, and pay the fuck attention. If the word "Misanthrope" didn't mean anything to you, you're not bright enough for me to want to socialize with you. Go back to high school and learn something. Fucking idiots. -.-'

A Series Of Jokes
Things that irritate a sane person 1. A piece of foil candy wrapper makes electrical contact with your filling. 2. A station comes in brilliantly when you're standing near the radio, but buzzes, drifts and spits every time you move away. 3. It's bad enough that you step in dog poop, but you don't realize it till you walk across your living room rug. 4. People behind you in a supermarket line dash ahead of you to a counter just opening up. 5. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?" 6. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time. 7. The car behind you blasts its horn because you let a pedestrian finish crossing. 8. The elevator stops on every floor and nobody gets on. 9. The person behind you in the supermarket runs his cart into the back of your ankle. 10. The radio station doesn't tell you who sang that song. 11. The tiny red string on the Band-Aid wrapper never works for you. 12. There are always one or two ice cubes that

Alone
I just rated this girl's profile and then it said thanks for playing you have had 1000 points deducted from you. What the heck happened? I feel so alone sometimes even in a room full of people. I sometimes wish that I could just disappear. I don't understand why I feel this way it just happens and seems to happen a lot more often then usual. I wish when I felt this way I was dreaming instead. I am sick of feeling this way all the time.

Enclave
OUR MISSION includes: Offering a clean and safe facility where people of all choices and tastes can congregate, socialize and fraternize in an accepting and non-judgemental environment, free of predjudice and stigma. Providing games, activities and discussion groups for recreation and intellectual stimulation. Providing ongoing education and support as people explore their nature, learn how to safely express themselves, and meet others with similar mindsets. Presenting seminars and workshops on such topics as; preventing STD's, rape prevention, protecting yourself from predators, online safety, alternative sexuality and the law, as well as instruction in skills and techniques involved in various lifestyles.

Usa Girls Your Starting To Look Bad???
OK NOW IM JUST GOING TO SPEAK THE FACTS THAT I'VE SEEN HERE. THIS ISNT TO ALL OF YOU FIRST OF ALL OK. WELL OUT OF ALL THE LADIES HERE ON CT THE US GIRLS ARE FALLING SHORT ON KEEPING THEIR WORD. THE CANADIAN AND THE UK LADIES ARE HOLDING AT 100% FOR KEEPING THEIR WORD. I GIVE THEM ALL PROPS HERE. BUT I'M NOT SAYING ALL YOU U.S. LADIES DONT KEEP YOUR WORD I HAVE AFEW OF YOU AS FRIENDS THAT DO AND ..... I DO THANK THE ONES THAT DO :-) BUT I THINK WHEN YOU PUT UP FA,RATE AND FRIEND ME I'LL DO THE SAME OR RETURN THE FAVOR YOU SOULD FALLOW THROUGH WITH WHAT YOU SAY, NOT JUST PART OF THE WAY... HECK IF WE COME BY AND SPANK THE HELL OUT OF YOUR PHOTO'S AS YOU ASK REMEMBER YOUR REQUEST AND DO THE SAME GIRLS IS ALL I'M ASKING SAME WITH FANNING TOO.. NOW TO YOU CANADIAN. UK AND WORD KEEPING U.S. LADIES I THANK ALL OF YOU HAVE A NICE DAY

Every Woman Should Have And Know.....
> A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > > A set of screwdrivers, > a cordless drill, and > a black lace bra.. > > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > One friend who > Always makes her Laugh... > And one > Who lets her cry... > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > > A good piece of furniture > not previously owned by > Anyone else in her family... > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE > Eight matching plates, > Wine glasses with stems, > And a recipe for a meal that will > Make her guests feel honored. > > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > A feeling of control over > Her destiny... > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > How to fall in love > Without losing herself... > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > How to quit a Job > > Break up with a lover > > and confront a friend without ruining the friendship > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > When to try harder... and > WHEN TO WALK AWAY. > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > That she can't change > The length of her calves, > The width of her hips, or

Liars
I have never in my life seen so many fake people...they rate fan then add you and then poof you never hear from them again...but thats not what really bothers me, its the ones (in your bombing family, if your in one ) That wanna be in a family "just in case" they need something but "They" NEVER help out...and if they do its very seldom! So tell me why bother being in a family then?! Ummmmm "HELLO" IF YOU ARE FAMILY THEN ACT LIKE IT OR REMOVE YOURSELF FROM THE OBLIGATION TO THE FAMILY, IN MY WORLD FAMILY STICKS WITH FAMILY!! Its as simple as that. FAKE PEOPLE SUCK!! Oh and i will be cleaning my list the next few days because of this...so if you wanna be my friend and actually talk and interact like one let me know :D

Why Parents Drink!!!
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.We'll be

A Few Short Poems.
At Times In Life When You Need Love The Most, We Can Never Find It.Love Is Blinding And Is Found In Unexpected Places.But What We Don't Understand Is That,It's Always In Front Of Us.We Look For It At Times.But Do We Really Find It? This Is The Question We All Dwell On At Times In Our Life. But Then There Was You.The Person That Caught My Attention The Very First Time We Spoke. When I First Met You, I Didn't Plan On Love Unfolding, Didn't Plan On You Being So Sweet, Didn't Even Plan On You Being So Understanding. But What I Do Know Is That,When I First Met You, You Made My Days Go By Faster,With Every Ounce Of Love You Gave Me. Since I Have Met You, My Life Has Been Complete. One Day We Met, The Best Of Friends We Became. Always Thinking Alike, We Are One In The Same. No Matter How Far We Are Apart, Just Remember… Your Always In My Heart! I Wish Everyday I Could Wake Up To The Gentle Beating Of Your Heart Against Mine. The Soft Feeling Of Your Breath Aginst My Neck

Trouble Connecting To Cherrytap
hi everyone i know i haven't been on ct much lately that is because some reason each time i come on ct my pc freezes up and i have to log out of my pc and try again. sometime it works others it doesn't. so please don't think i'm being rude and mean because that is not the case. and thank you j(restrictive) for posting this blog for me because i can't get on my page lol. love to all, denise

A Song.
I've lived, I've loved, most of all I've lost. Time and time again I've paid the cost. How many times can you fall to pieces? Disregarded like the paper, crumpled with creases. Distinctly vague, the flame starts to sputter. Just as your ranting turn to quiet mutters. A tightening grasp, draining, claiming me. Haunting, relentless, not letting me free. I want to forget, I want to let go. Most of all, I want you to know, I will never be the same. All of these thoughts that choke memories into flat lines. Relieve me of what I have left behind. I've got some good things, not enough to cope. I've got a new dream, a different kind of hope. My perspective will not stay the same. My hearts in the past, only one person to blame. Just as you were, just as you will be. Unfurled in time, you’re bound to see. Here I am stuck in the middle The pressure builds little by little No hope for better days In the past is where my heart stays Nothing I say and do chan

Facing The Truth
Take Me Home And Put Me To Bed, I'm Going To Sleep, It's All Still Fresh In My Head, I'm Going To Bed And Think About You, And Everything We Used To Do. I Wrote Your Name All Over My Heart, I Gave it To You And You Tore It Apart. You Left Me Lying On The Floor, As You Walked Out My Door. Out Of My Life, You Were Gone Just Like That, On The Bathroom Floor Is Where I Sat. Bleeding To Death All Cause Of You, I Wanted You To Kno I Loved You Too. here I Go Slipping Away Into The Dark, Dark World Where I Might Stay, Forever Alone,I Will Always Be, Forever Alone,It's My Destiny. Hold Me Close,Never Let Me Fall. With These Wings,I Have. And Your Arms Wrapped Around Me, Feeling So Safe And Content. But Inside My Heart I'm Confused And Lonely, Having Trouble Reconizing The Problem, As I Kno Now,I Am Not The Problem, Consistantly Trying To Face The Reality Of His Life. Outlooking All His Flaws,Focusing On What Really Matters,He Is All That Matters,As I So Deep In Love

A Couple Things About Me
i just wanted everyone to know that most of this stupid shit i put in these blogs i actually did and i dont know why but i did the shit i woke up this morning and she was on mind,i turn to the left amd the the sight of her was blind. so i thought to myslf it most have been a dream but i could have sworn she was just layin next to me, so i contact her asap to see if im trippin, my mind is either playin tricks on me or i finally found that one that most men wait there whole lives for a dont even know when shes right in front of them, whateverit is im a take advantage of the situation and if its a sign i must keep in mind. What a year what a year, it was a year i could never forget, its a year that i repersent,its the year of my freedom, the year i discovered how to breath on my own, the year i transformed fromlive in a body to livin in this big world, may 8th 1985 is the day came out screaming with fear, it the day my life changed and i went from eatin whatever moms ate to drink bullshit

This Is Something Good
= YOU EITHER TEACH PEOPLE TO TO TREAT YOU WITH DIGNITY AND RESPECT, OR YOU DON'T = YOU SHAPE OTHERS BEHAVIOR WHEN YOU TEACH THEM WHAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH AND WHAT THEY CANNOT. = HATE, ANGER AND RESENTMENT ARE DESTRUCTIVE. = UGLY EMOTIONS CHANGE WHO YOU ARE. = YOU'LL NEVER GET WHAT YOU DON'T ASK FOR. = BELIEVE THAT YOU DESERVE WHAT IT IS THAT YOU WANT. = TALK IS CHEAP. = MEASURE YOURSELF AND OTHERS BASED ON RESULTS- NOT INTENTIONS,OR WORDS. = YOU EITHER GET IT OR YOU DON'T. = YOU CREATE YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE. = YOU CANNOT DODGE RESPONSIBILITY FOR HOW AND WHY YOUR LIFE IS THE WAY IT IS. = YOU WILL NEVER FIX A PROBLEM BY BLAMING SOMEONE ELSE. = EVERY CHOICE YOU MAKE- INCLUDING THE THOUGHTS YOU THINK, HAS CONSEQUENCES. = IF YOU DON'T HAVE A PLAN, YOU'LL BE USED AS A STEPPING STONE FOR THOSE WHO DO. = IF YOU DON'T REQUIRE MUCH OF YOURSELF, YOUR LIFE WILL BE OF POOR QUALITY. = WE TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO TREAT US. = THE SAME PAIN THAT BURDENS YOU N

Big Daddys Blog
big daddy big let down you ever had one of those nights. i had way tooooo much yager like at least a pint and i hooked up with an ex. now i feel like shit in a milion diferent ways . its bad when you wake up and the other person dosent remember the night before.or just says they dont remember beceause they got something else going. . which is it really? .some one can squash you like a bug and not even notice.super man had his cryptonite i have her.for a long time i thought that was what i wanted but i see by the other persons reaction i was wrong sooo wrong. like they say "be careful what you ask for you might get it".. well i did .a pearl tongue and a few lies help to sweeten the pot. i thought i hurt but now that i write this i am more disapionted in myself than anything. the other person does nothing but disapoint me so thats normal.oh well big daddy sounds like a teenage bitch so i am going to quit complainning now.so i guess on the plus side big daddy got laid, score one for the

In Silent Wonder
Every Dream That Has Been Stolen, Every Heart That Has Been Broken, Looking Up At The Sky,Only Brings Sorrow. When Raindrops Fall From Fearful Eyes, Screaming Inside,To Let This Pain And Hurt Out, But No One Can See My Pain. Hurting So Much,No One Can Help Now, A Lost Cause Some Say,Thinking About Every Fault Made. Amazingly,In Silent Wonder,I Can Look Back On What Could Have Been,But My Eyes Kno The Answer.

My Little Secret
As I Lie Here Listening To The Wind Blowing, Thinking To Myself What Have I Done, I'm So Confused,Not About How I Feel Towards You, But How I Mess Up Everything. I Just Can't Lose You,Thinking About The Good Times,But Bad Times Is What Hurts Me Mostly. Time Will Tell How We Really Feel Bout One Another. Sorry For Hurting You,For Everything I Have done, In Time You Will Understand Why,But Til Then,My Secret. These Tears I May Cry,Hurting Deep Down Inside, Hurting You Was Not Intended,Now Feeling So Lost,So Trapped. I Think About You Day And Night,Afraid Of Our Love,Scares Me Too Death.Not Knowing What To Do, But Yet So Afraid Of Losing You. The Wind Now Fading Away,Only Sound I Hear Is My Heart,Breaking From What I Have Done,Maybe Losing That Someone In My Life. Our Love Is Out Of A Fairy Tale,No Two People Can Love Each Other More,Then We Do,But What We Had Was Amazing.

Dumbass's
on saturday nite my cuzzin asked me to take her to another party and i was like after the last one hell yea ill take u and im gonna watch this one. big mistake on my behalf. i ended being at an all blood party , these niggas then stole a bike from a bum and hes drunk as hell talkin shit.so he leaves and comes back wit a chain in his hand talkin bout he dont give a fuck he gone beat who ever he can til he gets his bike back.but all the kids are 17 and under so im like ok cuz u swing that muthafucker at any of these kids u wish u took yo drunk as home cuz im a slide yo ass all over this street. so i take my jacket off and throw my gloves on and out of nowhere some body pops up wit his bike. then i seen this lady whos a friend of my aunt. the bitch dont know how to shut up so my black ass got ghost and ended up wit 9 people in my aunts neon i was already drinking, so how i did that i dont know,then i got this little nigga from the hood talkin bout we cant leave him at the party cuz its

Misadventures In Cyrodiil
Strutting around in my new fur boots, I spied a constable riding along the road in the pre-dawn twilight. After chatting with him, I decided to see how flame-retardant their armor is. Result: very. He didn't much appreciate being set ablaze, and killed me. Respawning, I tried a sneakier approach to exacting my revenge. Keeping out of sight, I snuck over to some boulders next to the road, waiting for my target. Once he had passed, I leveled my bow at his helmet, and a gratifying TWACK accompanied his tumble from the saddle. The constables have some quality armor, as he survived a direct shot to the back of the head. I ran in for the kill, only to find him angry over the dent in his helmet, and he promptly killed me. Respawning, I decided on the direct approach. My stategy was changed, however, when I accidentally pickpocketed him whilst creeping up to him. With some choice enraged words, he lept from the saddle, ready to spill my blood. Now I may be stubborn, or just obsessive-compulsiv

Hey Everyone
hey everyone come check out my lounge and help get it started!!! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55120 Why is it okay for guys to fuck as many females as they want but if a girl fucked anyone we're all sluts? Hey so anyways i like cherrytap alot its a cool place to come when your bored and have nothing better to do lol! any so have fun

Poems
You are always on my mind every minute of everyday wanting to be with you to be wrapped in your arms our bodys pressed close running my fingers thru you hair touching your face kissing your lips running my hand upon your chest feeling your heartbeat against my hand dream of you every night snuggled up to your side feeling the warmth of your body you are always on my mind its hard knowing i cant be there someday soon i will in your arms is where i want to be feeling you hold me close i love you with all my heart being with you is all i want one day i know it will happen i wont give up on that dream you are the one for me my heart feels about to explode you own my heart, body and soul you are always on my mind please dont ever forget im always here for you no matter what time day or night you have become my world my best friend i love you with no regrets morning, noon and night you are always on my mind

Poems By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 2007
“To Heal A Broken Heart” (Drink away the pain) by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 2005 Published 4 April 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Moving through the clouds Trying to find my way Trying to figure out Why my hearts been left in the dark Why I could not see Things as they are But none of that matters now Or so I tell myself… It just brings me here To this place where it all began Where my troubles found a home Inside this lifeless can I can hear it calling out Come take a sip Just one more sip And you will forget her You will forget it all For only I can make you better Fore only I can make you whole… I’m moving through the clouds Flying ever so high On this rocky road called love Fighting for a day When I can hold her and say That it was all worth it in the end and though I hold these hopes I am left without a clue As to what I need to be Or what I need to do And it has brought me here To this place where it

Relationships
if anyone would like to chat add me on at yahoo................tazcrty@yahoo.com why does it have to be when you are in a relationship that you can't have friends with the opposit sex without your partner getting upset. Troy Thttp://tazctry.bebo.com/

People
Most people can get my respect easily enough, Keeping it is harder. People who don't get my respect are those who for what ever reason feel the need to keep people hanging , thinking there's still something there while they go out and do whatever and whoever they want and think its alright. Then if it was the other was around then they would flip out. Other people Are the ones who don't live up to their responsibilities or expect everyone to do everything for them. I could go on and on but I won't.

Honey's Thoughts On Life, And Love
sitting here talking with my aunt. honestly i dont think she really understands me. shes upset that i met my boyfriend online. she wants me to try and meet someone in real life, but i just dont have that in me. i dont have that kind of courage, to be rejected face-to-face. i cant be who i really am in real life, ive worn the masks for far to long. its only online that i can truly be me. even with my aunt, i wear a mask, keep things hidden. most of the time, i hate myself. for being overweight, for being shy, for having the problems i have. but online, none of that matters. i dont know if anyone reads these, probally not. but i needed to let this all out. eather in messages or comments, pic comments too. im going into lockup on friday and want to know if ppl are thinking of me while im gone. ill miss yall. PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME FU-LOVE, when i get out ill return the favor i cant believe it, he really does love me. he makes me sooo happy. i cant wait to be with him. only a few more weeks

Survey
Does anyone think it's wrong that female's are only showing certain pics to people who buy them stuff ? Does anyone else think this sounds like prostitution? looking for female to join me and another female for funn.. For Fun: Send in a message (Put an X Where It Applies) Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..

The Reson Im Not Here
Hey guys im sorry i havent been around but im in the hospital right now. for massive migrains. I have been in since friday and dont know when i will be out. Thanks for those who care. Ill be back with a full report.. oh by the way . no internet sucks im so bored lol.

Love
I JUST LOST THE BEST THING I EVER HAD IN MY LIFE WHICH WAS MY WIFE OF 12YRS TO ANOTHER MAN! I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT IF U LOVE SOMEBODY MAKE SURE U SHOW THEM EVERYDAY SO THAT U DONT LOSE THEM LIKE I DID! ALSO TO MY LOVELY WIFE IF U READ THIS I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THAT I EVER DID TO U TALK, COMPUTER, AND RUINING UR LIFE SO THAT U NOW HATE ME SO MUCH! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U AND THINK OF U AS DADDYS GIRL AND WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR U WHEN U WHAT TO COME HOME IF THAT EVER HAPPENS TO BE WITH ME AND OUR KIDS

Love Sucks
Today is the fourth of july.. and i love the fireworks (that i didn't get to see because of my bubby).... but, like everyother holiday it makes me sad.. because it makes remember how much it sucks to have so much love in your heart to give away yet no one to love you back

Down The Rabbit Hole
Bleh. I hate those days where you just look at yourself and think, "MY GAWD! What a horribly ugly person this is staring back at me." This is traumatizing to one such as myself who on a fairly regular basis... quite egotistical. Not in really I would say a bad way, I just for the most part love myself and the way I look, kinda a perfectionist in some aspects and I'm in a time in my life where I'm striving very hard to make myself into my ideal. Combat past illness and make up for lost time. Get back to where I should be physically and mentally. Sometimes it's fucking very disheartening to look into the mirror and see someone looking back at you who shouldn't be. They just shouldn't. I fucking shouldn't look like this, or be right here right now. But I suppose there really is no point in dwelling on all the bad things. le sigh. That will really get me no where. Just keep on truckin. hah. It all boils down to just "one of them days" I suppose. I need a hug. I need someone to tell me I'm

The Destruction Of America
Every day, I am reminded why America is going down the toilet. We pay too much for gas, yet there is no viable alternative. There was in Cali, but then it was killed by GM, and the government (and most likely oil companies). We are a nation who has been to space, but we cannot wean ourselves off of gasoline......come on people. The working class is getting poorer, costs of living are going up, and health insurance is a joke. Pretty soon, all of you rich guys aren't going to have anyone to pay to do your dirty work.....and you aren't going to know how to do it. We are being invaded by another country, and our government is trying to welcome the invaders.......and what makes it worse is that the majority of the people are against any kind of amnesty. When was the last time 60% of the nation agreed on anything? We live in the greatest country in the world, but we are starting down the dark slippery slope, and if we don't change this....were going to be just like ever

The Random Thoughts That Are ~twisted Goddess~
Ugh What is it with you boys here on fubar?.... if you would not say something to your wife, mother, sister or daughter, what makes you think it is ok to say it to Me. If you would not want it said to your wife, mother, sister or daughter, why would you not think I would take offense? Good Goddess have some quoth , have some class... Be a MAN... not some potty mouthed boy..... Most of us left high school and puberty years ago 1. Can we meet some place? I only meet people that I've never met before in public and neutral locations, always accompanied by a chaperone and would prefer to meet at a local area munch. 2. I want to serve as your submissive. Give me no more and no less than a 500 word essay as to why you think that you want to serve as my submissive. Plus, 250 words, no more and no less describing what it is that you think it is that I desire in a submissive. Additionally, 100 words, no more no less telling me if you fit that description and how you fit that description. I

I'm Sorry
*Here is something that reminds me of girls like me: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk or when I'm drunk for that matter I'm sorry That my body's not slender or sexy enough (sorry im a thick chick with a ghetto booty) to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I actually love it when you open your car door for me, and pull out my chair.. I thought you would have been raised to treat me with respect I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a bitch I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling and watching a movie with you, instead of drinking my life away at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just fuck you like some random chick. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when

Survey
For Fun: Send in a message (Put an X Where It Applies) Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Y

Family History
MARIE AND LEON FROM MESSINA ITALY LEON, TECKLA, MARIE, JOHN SR. (GRANDMA TECKLA WAS FROM THE UKRAINE AND GRANDPA JOHN WAS FROM IRELAND) MOM AND GRANDMA TILLY AND GRANDPA JOHN (YES, SHE WAS 5'11" AND WEARING FLATS IN THAT PIC) MOM AND DAD

My Life
Is it so horrible to want to stay single for a while! GRRAWWWRRR! *hits something* One guy just wont leave me alone. He's sweet and he's really cute and everything, but we're too different. Way too different. And I told him to back off. He hasnt. And then...I finally got a good night sleep last night. Nine hours of deep, deep sleep. That's more sleep than I've gotten all week right there. And it was heavenly. I woke up this morning and teh parentals were gone. They took the bike out today. I planned on laying around all day, and they were alright with that. Ten minutes later, my phone rings and I have to find the spare key and take it to them. My father managed to lock his key in his motorcycle. He's fucking brilliant, I tell you! GRAWR! So I had to get out of bed and put some clothes on and drive to a whole nother town to give him a key to get his other one out. This is the second time I've had to rescue him from a key crisis this week. He locked himself out of the house earl

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Alone............
I am ready for the laughter.... I am conditioned for the pain.. I have done all I can do even smile regardless of the strain... No one can tell...no one can see... Only one that knows is you and me...

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Hate
Im really having a hard time with something lately. I don't know if it is because I am seeing it around alot more or im a little more sensitive to these types of things then I have ever been. Racism. I am so frusterated and deeply angered at the ignorance of Racism. I am from a family that is deeply rooted in racism in the south and it seriously bothers me. God created us all in his image.God is no respector of persons. God does not say if you are of this race you can not enter into the throne room of grace. instead God says ALL can come unto me. so where do we think it's ok to dictate, to seperate and segregate? This isn't just meerly about blacks/whites. Im speaking of all cultures that experiance racism. I for the first time experianced racism against me about 3 weeks ago and it stung me to the core. I was like man this is how it feels! I feel every race was put on this earth to contribute something. we are all interesting in our own special way. I believe God did not intend for al

July 4th New Contest Rules
AS OF TODAY TO WHOEVER ENTERS A CONTEST MUST INFORM EITHER THE OWNERS RUBIA OR SHADOW OR THE SECRETARY"CANDYRAIN" BEFORE IT STARTS...YOU MUST INCLUDE A START DATE AN END DATE AND WHAT THE PRIZE IS...IF YOU DO NOT INFORM US B4 IT STARTS WE WILL NOT HELP BOMB...THERE WILL BE NO TWO FAMILY MEMBERS ALOUD IN THE SAME CONTEST...IF YOU BRING NEW MEMBERS TO JOIN AND THEY ARE CURRENTLY IN A CONTEST THEY MUST NOT JOIN UNTIL THIER CONTEST IS OVER TO BE FAIR TO ALL...

Rants
How can you be so in love with a person, yet still have the most idiotic fights over the most idiotic things? Im 20, and Im pretty sure ive found the woman I want to spend my life with. Ive been threw hellish relationships the past 5 years. This is the only one that has ever made me think about not looking anymore. Now I like to comment girls, who I think look sexy or cute in whatever they wear in a picture. She does the same things to guys, but Im the one getting screamed at constantly about it. Thats not fair now is it? We've fought about this for a month now, its really startin to get on my last damn nerve. I dont know why she's feeling insecure. Im always with her & im always complamenting her. I think shes the hottest person in the world. Look at our picture together. But i dont know how much more stupid fights I can deal with. I dont like not knowing what to do. Anyone got any advice to a guy that needs it badly?

I Just Sat And Watched You
Just when I thought I could stand on my own after all the tormoil, today I buried my 14 yr old niece. There is nothing worse than saying goodbye to someone you were teaching about life and what was in store for them ahead in life. Only to find out, they taught you more than you can ever learn in life in a horrific day. How many times did I tell my son he couldn't stay out and ride his scooter because I was tired of sitting outside? how many times did I not give him 5 more minutes to try his best again on the monkey bars? Saying goodbye to my niece opened my eyes to what I was not indulging myself to in my life. How many times do I have to be selfish or too tired before I realize what I lost? Today I realized, as I said goodbye with tear-filled eyes to my Mindy, that I don't have tomorrow, I only have today. What do I actually have to do that is that important that I can't throw a ball to my son or watch him learn another stunt on his scooter, bike, or skateboard? Pay bills, clean a ki

Have No Idea
Of insanity... I'd plea the fifth but then this wouldnt be any kind of blog huh? Just messing around here, getting the feel of things. Oh the feels, feel so good.....hehe See if I can learn how to make my little world more purdy like so many others here...lol... otherwise, im just plain ole me... Ok ...enough of this non-sense... chow for now..

Contest
hi ct well today at 12pm the contest starts This Is a comment Bombing Contest. Most Comments wins! Rates To Be Used As A Tie Breaker Only! so please help me out and ill do the same and i leave for the beach tommrow so please blow my comments up then send me a mail to let me know when i get back ill send u all the same love ty and hope tohear from u i just entered a contest that starts on fri the 6th , This Is a comment Bombing Contest. Most Comments wins! Rates To Be Used As A Tie Breaker Only so please bomb my profile and ill send the same love hope every 1 has a wonderful happy 4th

My King
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown.

Nick&kristina's Life
when you love somebody no natter what, never sleep with anyone else until you are over that person. Because you can loose the one who truly loves you and regret it. so make sure you are really over her/him. I LOVE you Nicholas and until I'm over you I'll be waiting for you to come home to mommy

Lounge Meeting Now!!!
TO FAMILY THIS RUBIA I WILL BE OFF LINE OFR THE NEXT FEW DAYS DUE TO THE FACT MY EX HUSBAND AN GIRLFRIEND ABUSE MY SON, MY EX HUSBAND WHO CHOKED AN SLAM MY SON IN TO A WALL OVER ICES PLEASE BARE WITH ME ANY ONE NEEDS HELP GO TO SHADOW OR CANDYRAIN ALSO CHERRY HAS A FAMILY PROBLEMALSO SHE HAD TO LEAVE FOR HER SISTHIER SHE WILL BE BACK ON STAURDAY EVENIN PLZ KEEP CHERRY IN THE LEAD IM SORRY LOVE RUBIA

American
If tomorrow all the things were gone I’d worked for all my life, And I had to start again with just my children and my wife. I’d thank my lucky stars to be living here today, ‘Cause the flag still stands for freedom and they can’t take that away. And I’m proud to be an American where as least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today. ‘Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land God bless the U.S.A. From the lakes of Minnesota, to the hills of Tennessee, across the plains of Texas, from sea to shining sea, From Detroit down to Houston and New York to LA, Well, there’s pride in every American heart, and it’s time to stand and say: I’m proud to be an American where at least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today. ‘Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land God bless t

Painful Poetry
Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do is stare into the night. What is it that causes this feeling? Another night of crying, A night of hiding, Alone once again. My heart feels empty, And I can't cry another tear. Another day wasted on insecurity, A day of wonder. Is this ever going to end? there she was, on the floor crimson blood flowing through the cracks the knife she had used lie on her chest forever stained red the mirror cracked and broken, everything thrown pell-mell over the floor sadness and depression etched into the very depths of her eyes tears had streamed down

Poetry
My eyes filled with sorrow, my heart an empty place, your touch, smile and beauty, can only fill that space, sometimes I think there's no reason, to live another day, then I think of you and my children, and it leaves that thought a stray, then in my mind you linger, and again I'm feeling sad, I never had a clue, being apart could hurt so bad, my soul is already taken, and you know it belongs to you, you're my life, you're my love, my heart belongs to you. The hands of fate have twisted again Altered the love I was to send She saw me with a different eye She waved as she left a tearful goodbye My feelings for her will go forever unseen To be hidden away like a forgotten dream She'll never know as I cloud my eyes I vow forever to keep this disguise I can never open my heart she can never see Exactly what she means to me I smile and wave as rain falls from above Now I know the meaning of unconditional love

100 Random Things About Me
1. I'm 75% Irish, 25% British (well, technically, Welsh). 2. I often wish I was full-blooded Irish (or at least full-blooded something). 3. I am a Scorpio and exhibit almost all behavioral tendencies (good & bad) the sign is supposedly known for. 4. I am left handed (in doing most things, anyway), which I believe is still less than 15% the world's population. 5. I was severely underweight for much of my childhood. 6. I'm a frustrated Philly sports fan who's losing more interest in all of it every day. (actually, I barely pay attention to the absurdity of it anymore) 7. I've become more political as I've gotten older. 8. I often use humor as a defense mechanism in serious situations, or sometimes just 'cause it's fun. 9. I'm generally very opinionated but pride myself on listening to others' viewpoints. 10. I have no time for people who don't respect others' beliefs. 11. I believe that a woman's body is her own f**king business, and not beholden to any

Walking The Dog
A little girl asked her Mom, "Mom, may I take the dog for a walk around the block?" Mom replies, "No, because she is in heat." "What's that mean?" asked the child "Go ask your father. I think he's in the garage." The little girl goes to the garage and says, "Dad, may I take Belle for a walk around the block? I asked Mom, but she said the dog was in heat, and to come to you." Dad said, "Bring Belle over here." He took a rag, soaked it with gasoline, and scrubbed the dog's backside with it to disguise the scent, and said "OK, you can go now, but keep Belle on the leash and only go one time around the block." The little girl left and returned a few minutes later with no dog on the leash. Surprised, Dad asked, "Where's Belle?" (YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THIS!!!!!!! !! ) The little girl said, "She ran out of gas about halfway down the block, so another dog is pushing her home."

My Ct Page
A Florida couple, both well in their 80's, go to a sex therapist's office. The Doctor asks"What can i do for you?" The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?"The doctor raises both eyebrow, but he was so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says "there's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse."HE thanks them for coming, he wishes them luck, he chrarges them $50 and he says goodbye. The next week , however, the couple returns and asks the sex therapists to watch again. The sex therapists is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, the leaves. Finally, after 5 or 6 weeks of this routine, the doctor says."I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?" The old man says, "We're not trying to find out anything." "She's married and

Look Its A Blog
Well it's the 4th of July and I have to work how sucky is that?? What's worse though is I have to work in Salinas which is 200 miles aways from where I live and I start at midnight. I'm gonna miss out on all the good BBQ and fireworks since I have to leave by 8 to make it down there on time. Oh well I get holiday pay :D and maybe I'll see a few fireworks being shot over the bay on the way down there :D

Cancer Can Be Beat!!
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Kids
well my daughter has been sick these few days. she was sick tuesday afternoon. she was running a real high fever and trowing up. i took her to the dr. that evening and they admitted her to that hospital. so we were in the hospital tuesday night untill this morning. the dr. didnt really know what the infection was. that is why we ended up there. but they kinda figure out it was probably a UTI. but she is so much better now im so glad. well just thought i would let everyone know that is the reason why i havent been on the past few days. well ttyl well my daughter is fixing to turn 5 this coming monday. im throwing her a party on sunday afternoon. it well be good for her. we are hoping that one of her friends from school gets to come that would be great if she could. but i havent talked to her mother so i dont know if she will though. so just to let all yall know i wont be on till that evening sometime. well i know that i told 1 or 2 of you that my daughter was has dental work done tod

I Need Your Help!!!!!
Hey there all my cherries! I am not far from leveling up, but I need your help. I am a little over 3,300 points away from my next level, so it would be awesome if you guys could help me out by commenting and rating my newest pics or any pics that haven't been rated yet. I have a new album of a photo shoot that me and my girlfriend took. Feel free to comment and rate those as well.

Something For The 4th Of July
This is 1 of my blog posts from a friend that I subscribe to her blogs on myspace.. < Back home | Unsubscribe | rss | add to blog group | sign out Py Kim Last Updated: May 28, 2007 Send Message Instant Message Email to a Friend Unsubscribe Invite to My Blog Gender: Female Status: Married Age: 44 Sign: Pisces City: LOS ANGELES State: CALIFORNIA Country: US Signup Date: 07/26/06 Who Gives Kudos: TONY MARTIN B (2) Wednesday, July 04, 2007 Masturbation Talks: let's celebrate the July 4th with masturbation Masturbation Talks: Let's Celebrate the July 4th with Masturbation Too hot to deal with some logical or serious things today. So let's be lazy and just talk about masturbation. And let's celebrate the July 4th with masturbation Here might be your story on Masturbation: You are alone in the apartment you've shared for the last five months, ever since you became engaged, got

Ehhh Days...
I must say that today sucked donkey balls. This morning went well i had a good interview and made a good impression. and then came home to take a nap. So i thought when i wake up i'll feel better since i caught some fucking stomach thing from work. so i wake up and my mom decides i'm going to do all the shopping and fixing of things around the house. I was about done and going out to have some "fun" then my cousin calls me, her car broke down in Maryland. Of course no one else in the family will answer the phone right so i get stuck having to go get her. My stomach in knots and lurching the whole ride down and the whole ride up. By the time i get home my opportunity for the "fun" is completely gone and i'm sol. so yeah i've had a really bad day and i just want to go to bed and start the day over. there are so many things that i would have done differently. so yeah i'm kinda pissed bummed and sick all at once. let me tell ya it's a great combination.

Love Is Great!!
i just wanta tell people how happy iam and how much i'm in love with hellraiser.. he is on this sit.. and we both love each other and plan on moving in togther... and gettting married... he is the best thing to happen to me in a long time...band im so happy now... i have never been this happy... i love u hellraiser im your babygirl 4 life.... i can't wait to be u wife soon...

A Master Is......
A Master is confident A Master is self assured A Master knows the soul of a sub/slave A Master knows what he wants and does not divert from his goal. A Master is content in himself. A Master has strong character. A Master understands... "A slave should always be measured from the inside, for it is her soul that is enslaved, her body simply follows" A Master seeks the mind before the body, any 'body' can be aroused, but few minds can be owned A Master has control of his life, rather than letting his life control him. A Master is gentle in his strength and strong in his gentleness. A Master does not need to seek acceptance from others, for he has acceptance of self. A Master does not need to announce his mastery, it is shown in all that he does. A Master can control with a simple look across the room. A Master is not afraid of punishment, for he knows it is his responsibility. A Master accepts his slave/sub for who she is, building on her weaknesses, building her s

Respect Between Master And Submissive
Respect means no interruption. Respect means no confrontation. Respect means no accusastion. Respect means no "mocking," Especially, no mocking of elders. Respect means no lies between us. Respect means no betrayal of confidence. Respect means no "ripping off." Respect means no hording. Respect means no "Lording it over" someone. Respect means no ordering around. Respect means no yelling in anger. Respect means no bad language. Respect means no name calling. Respect means controlling yourself. Respect is not a commodity. Respect is a way of being. Respect is in our chest not in our hand. Respect is for all of life. Respect is for every species in the world, including all races. Respect is for all our relations. Respect is focusing on and dealing in "issues" and not "personalisms." Respect is focusing on "what" is right rather than "who" is right. Respect means owning our own negativity and not being a "Blame Shifter.

Top 6 Smartass Answers For 2006
SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. 'Would you like dinner?' the flight attendant asked John, seated in 1st class. 'What are my choices?' John asked. 'Yes or no,' she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat. She said, 'Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub.' SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a butcher, 'Do these turkeys get any bigger?' The butcher replied, 'No ma'am, they're dead.' SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. 'I've been waiting for you all day,' the cop said. The kid replied, 'Yeah, well I got he

All I Am Looking For
I kneel before you and bow my head My submission I give to you You are my Master, my Lord and Protector Always there to show me how To be my best to guide me Along the path I chose to walk To be your submissive and server you Is all I am looking for ©cherrie 2007 I kneel before you and bow my head My submission I give to you You are my Master, my Lord and Protector Always there to show me how To be my best to guide me Along the path I chose to walk To be your submissive and server you Is all I am looking for ©cherrie 2007

If He.........
If he were a color, he’d be the bluest sky, As the sky touching my earth, Ever yearning for his touch upon me. If he were a feeling, he’d be like the vast midnight sky, Filled with shimmering diamond stars. Leaving me clutching the earth as I dizzily stare into his eyes. If he were a sound, he’d be the hushed rustling of leaves, On a warm summers day as I lay in the shade, soothed by his voice. If he were a scent, he’d be wild mint, gently crushed and fresh. Like catnip to a cat, intoxicating me to playfulness. He is my Master, leather and velvet, Leaving me deliriously swimming in emotions, Leaving me speechless in silent joyful song, Leaving me yearning for the fulfillment that is him, Leaving me lost but found. Leading me ever deeper into the unknown. ©cherrie 2007

Just Me
1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say? I'd be delighted! I do have an aching to start a family! 2. Do you trust all of your friends? Yes...if I can't trust them, then they're probably not my friend 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? It's possible... 4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Absolutely! 5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship? Being unfaithful Abuse of any kind. 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor? Probably Jeanners...she once liked watching those ER shows on Discovery Health and stuff like that...I'd want to vomit and she'd be intrigued 7. Which one of your friends will most likely end up in jail? Well, I think it'd be me or Mis...although my friend Patrick seems like a logical one to end up in jail 8. Are you afraid of falling in love? Absolutely not! That's one thing I'm not afraid of! 9. Is

The Chronicals Of Totally Wasted
SO... I WAS PROMISED THIS PROMOTION ABOUT 4 MONTHS AGO WHEN A CERTAIN OFFICE POSITION OPENED UP. I WAS, UNFORTUNATELY, PASSED UP FOR THIS POSITION WHEN IT WAS FILLED JUST A MONTH AGO. MY BOSS' BOSS PULLED HER WEIGHT AROUND (AND BELIEVE ME, SHE'S GOT A LOT TO PULL!) AND BROUGHT IN SOMEONE WHO'D BE HER BITCH. SO, JUST TODAY I WAS OFFERED ANOTHER TYPE OF PROMOTION. IT'S NOT THE OFFICE JOB I WANTED, BUT IT IS A STEP IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. I AM GOING TO BE CARRYING OUR COMPANY PAGER TWICE A MONTH, EVERY OTHER WEEK. I WILL BE ON CALL 24/7- WHICH TO MY COMPANY IS ONLY WORTH $100 A WEEK ON TOP OF OUR NORMAL PAY. GEE... IF THAT'S ALL MY FREE TIME IS WORTH, NO WONDER I CAN'T AFFORD ANYONE TO CLEAN MY HOUSE! I AM CELEBRATING NOW THOUGH... HERE GOES 1/2 A BOTTLE OF SOME NICE WHITE ZIN...LOL TONIGHT, I AM STAYING THE NIGHT AT MY SISTER'S HOUSE AND KITTY SITTING HER 5 WEEK OLD KITTEN. THIS THING HAS A FUCKIN SET OF LUNGS! I DON'T REMEMBER MY KITTIES BEING THIS LOUD AND OBNOXIOUS.

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Great Day To Be Alive
Well this week started out on a great note. First thing Sunday morning i Passed my CDl test so i could start driving 18 wheelers acrossed country Legally. Then tuesday i found a couple companies to drive for, which wont be a problem. Won my 2 softball games tuesday nite, then went to the bar to put down a cold one or 3 and ran into a great friend of mine that just got home from Iraq. I have never relized how much our troops do for us until i sat and talked with him about his missions over seas. Then today July 4th in which is my fav. holiday i have sat home and had a BBQ with family. having a bon fire and met some new great people on here. I hope i can meet some more in my near future. My life in the past three days has changed alot. I have relized the good and the bad choices that have made recently are catchin up to me. So please help me keep this great week going. Peace Ryan I WANT TO JUST SAY THIS ONE TIME AND ONE TIME ONLY: IM SICK OF THIS SITE. NOT GONNA DELETE MY PAGE CAUSE I

I Need Rates Plz
i am on here from time to time, but i am usually on yahoo messenger or msn messenger, hit me up for my screen names, i know some people have it and some dont, so if you would like to talk there let me know thank yall for all my friend on here that i talk to on my yahoo msgr. i wont be on yahoo prolly till after the new year. i got alot of traveling and workin to do throughout the holidays. so please bear with me and i will be back before you know it. for those of you i chat with on here if you dont have my yahoo id and would like to chat there with me in the future just add me my id is jstewart71982. i love yall leave me comments please so i will know whats up what would be a good name for my new lounge? please comment and leave me some ideas

The Transformers...cb's Review
CB's Review of The Transformers July 4, 2007 Upon talking to a few people who had already seen The Transformers and growing up being an avid fan of the cartoon series in my youth, needless to say I was a bit skeptical of going to see such an overhyped movie. But hey, I was let go early from work and it was either the movie or 5 premature Miller Genuine Dratfs at the bar. So off I go. Once I bought my ticket and got in my seat, anticipation began to rise. The Transformers. Will this movie give Optimus Prime and Megatron it's just due? Hrmmmm... Initially I felt the beginning was quite the drag, laboring through yet another movie boasting military might and technology in America. The Bernie Mac scenes proved the comic relief needed through the arduous beginning. Bumblebee's appearance on the car lot was a very demure appearance, though he rendered himself justice as the movie went on, assimilating the appearance of GM's new 08 Camaro. Once again, the military's role in th

Rantings Of A Ranter
I lost the girl I love due to my own stupidity... I didn't cheat on her, I never abused her... my mistake was not giving her the attention I should have. This is a girl that I have loved for like 4 years and in that time things haven't been the smoothest. Between her coming and going from college, issues with roommates getting in the way, our own problems were magnified and constantly drawn out. Like a moron I was letting what others said get in the way of how I really feel, and I began to withdraw from her. I wish I never did. I wish she would come home... back to our place. Right now she has been spending a lot of time with friends and being out, and it worries me... I'm afraid she'll forget about me. I want to show her the love I did that first year together, before all the room mates, before the college days... I miss her...

Nice Comeback
Jack was going to be married to Jill, so his father sat him down for a little chat. He says, "Jack, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, and handed them to your mother, and said, "Here, try these on. So she did and said, 'These are too big, I can't wear them.' So I replied, 'Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will.' Ever since that night we have never had any problems." "Hmm," says Jack. He thinks that might be a good thing to try. So, on his honeymoon Jack takes off his pants and says to Jill, "Here try these on." So she does and says, " These are too large; they don't fit me." So Jack says," Exactly, I wear the pants in the family and I always will, and don't you ever forget that." Then Jill takes off her pants, hands them to Jack and says, "Here you try mine on." So he does and says, " I can't get into your pants." Then Jill says, "Exactly, and if you don't change your smart ass attit

July 4th
It is July the 4th and most every American is celebrating the Indepence of our nation...or by God sure better be! 56 people signed the Declaration of Indepence and do you know that more of those men that signed that decree lost everything they had including their life. Might not be trivia everyone knows but a higher number of those men then not lost their fortune, their homes, their families and even their lives...not something that we talk as much about but they signed to "...with a firm reliance on the protection of divine Providence, we mutually pledge to each other our Lives, our Fortunes and our sacred Honor." And so they did. Yes we know folks like Ben Franklin and John Hancock to name a few of the few, did nothing but gain from this great Document..but there was many more that did indeed give up their lives, fortune and sacred Honor for us to have exactly what we have today. So here is where I get on a soapbox...we are about the most powerful nation and where are our sons and d

Happy 4th Of July To My American Friends!
Since I have so many friends on my list celebrating the 4th and didn't want to forget anyone, I thought I would prepare a special blog to wish you all a safe and happy 4th!! Hugs, Luscious Mami

Thoughts On Life...
I thought this was a good topic... A woman was asking if it was OK to date someone that wasn't a christian, or just has different "faith" then you ? I totally understand your fear... I have loads of "faith" in my belieffs (although I'm not religious) And my last girlfriend wasn't sure on hers yet or just has different ones... she did feel like I was pushing my "faith" on her... but that deffinatly wasn't my intention, I mean doesn't everyone want thier partner or friends to understand them ? I know I sure want to know what my friends believe in thier hearts and share in it... doesn't mean I will believe it aswell. I believe that "faith" is personal...and "religion" is social, "religion" is ran by men... and "faith" is ran by your heart. (this kind of sums it up for me) For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it."--Matt 16:25 I think it kinda means follow the "faith" in your heart, not what someone has told you t

I Will Always Wait For You
At first you made me feel special like I was the only one, But I'll never forget the things you have done At first I thought you were play fighting but later I found out I was just blind sighted I want you to hold me But I can't stand your touch As I feel you hug me, the pain becomes to much As I curl up on my shower floor crying all my tears I try to wash away my cuts and bruises To try and escape my fears You promised to protect me But I stop to wonder why the same hand that embraces me, is the one that makes me cry She's there for me when I need her A very good friend I hope she know I'll be there for her till the very end Someone I can talk to when I'm feeling sad knowing that shes there for me makes me very glad Even thought she lives far away, I know she'll always care All her thoughts and feelings I hope she knows she can share She talks to me and helps me when I'm feeling depressed Helping me release these sad feelings that I some h

Outta Here
so yeah i went a little bit nuts and now ive gone and driven to florida to stay with a friend.. 1800 mile trip only 2 major screw ups along the way.. getting lost in the ghettos of boston at two am is not recommended by the way.. yeah and 3 hours in the bronx freaking out wondering if im in the right lane cause god damn it im stuck in the morning rush.. yucky.. anyways i got to the pan handle at noon yester day and im trying to get my head outta my ass.. im a little tweaky but i think i can make it through all this pain.. i miss my philip and i cant beleve that with losing him and a week later getting brutally raped that it will all be ok in the end.. but some how it always is.. i need a nap~

Things
Marriage can survive infidelity. It's not easy. It hurts. There will be anger, tears, and depression. It takes time. It takes a decision to love. It takes a decision to trust again. It means no garbage dumping. It takes courage. It takes commitment. We say this because our marriage did survive unfaithfulness. Our crisis happened in our eighth year of marriage and the result was a really nasty divorce. Two years later, we re-married each other. We've now been married over 40 years. So, yes, we believe a marriage can survive an extra-marital affair. But ONLY if both partners are willing to work at making the marriage successful. Feelings Surrounding Marital Infidelity Some feelings that are prominent when a couple experiences the accusation of infidelity in their relationship include: Shame Guilt Blame Anger Hurt Disappointment Rage Embarrassment Forgiveness Jealousy Lust Resentment Denial Mis-trust Some Marriages Should No

Our Love
I Love You So Deeply, I Love You So Much, I Love The Sound Of Your Voice, And The Way That We Touch. I Love Your Warm Smile, And Your Kind Thoughtful Way, The Joy That You Bring, To My Life Everyday, I Love You Today, As I Have From The Start, And I'll Love You Forever, With All My Heart. Our Love Is Different From The Rest, Showing Two Sides,Yours Verse Mine, A Minute To Us,All Time Set For The Best, Seeing That I Was So Blind. Completeing The Right Path For Our Love To Draw Near,Time Won't Stop,It Might Feel Slow, Just Wanting Your Kisses,And Touches,Rubs And Moans We Love To Hear,But We Need Our Love To Grow. This Love Has To Last,We Have Put So Much Into It, If You Ever Leave I Don't Kno How I'd Get Through,Our Love Shall Last Longer Than 60 Seconds,Forced Upon Us Like A Sand In An Hour Glass. Our Love Will Last Like The Earth I Stand Upon, Like The Trees That Stand In The Summer Breeze, And My Heart You Grasp,Telling Me You Love Me. The Kindiest Man

A Heart Forever Stolen
I Thought I Could Take The Pain, The Pain You Made Me Feel, Trying Not To Hate You, Realizing I Couldnt. Everyday I Spend Without You, Only Makes Me Think About You, Every Thought I Have Stays With Me, Remembering The Good Times. The Ones Where I Can't Replace, Nothing Can Ever Make Me, Forget Your Face, We Are Strong As Can Be. Everyday I Spend Without You, Only Makes Me Dream About You, Every Song Played, Reminding Me Of The Good Times. Every Sad Memory, Makes Me Die Inside, Every Single Tear I Shed, Can Not Be Taken Back. My Heart Is Stolen Now, By You, Making New Memories, Happy Memories About Us.

R.i.p Jason Mearse 1978-2007
Jason was a wonderful man he did everything he could for me and my son Jason he loved us so much.We were is world everythung he did for us, he was a wonderful father for Jason, he wanted the best for him, even though he wasn't Jason's real dad he wanted to be, he loved him like he was his own.I never knew a love like Jason's,his love was one of a kind,he loved everything about me he cared so much for me,he was the first guy i have ever been with that made feel special, he made me feel loved all the time, he hardly ever argue he would have our disagreements but nothin big, we were hardly ever mad at each other,our relationship was perfect, i know it might have seemed to soon but 2 and half months after he got together we wanted to have a baby of our own so we started trying and i got pregnant 2 month later we were so happy that we were gonna have a baby and i knew he was going to a great dad cuz he already was a great to little Jason, he was so excited about having his own child he told

I Am Tired
Here is how a conversation went last night and it really made me laugh: SHOUTBOX: Him: You want to add me so you can see my pics *wink*? Me: Hi, glad to see that you enjoy formal introductions! Him: Oh sorry...Hi. K. Sent it. Now add me. (Knowing what he wanted to show me, I accepted anyway). Me: Let me guess. You want to blind me with the magnificent Cock that you carry between your legs? LOL. Him: Hehe Tell me which one is your favorite. So I scroll through the sea of cock pictures. In my head, Im judging and making notes...thinking: Ample length, good body, the head isn't purportioned to the shaft though. Not quite veiny enough. It's too bulbous below the head. The curve is hardly there..kinda boring. Hairy balls....never good. I come back to the shoutbox Me: Yep. Its a dick alright! LOL Him: Which one is your favorite? Me: Probably the one that doesn't have come all over your hand. Him: If you were here, how would you clean me up? Me: Ummm

Come Check Out My Website
I sell a lot of cool "adult" fun stuff. Check out my website if you have any questions about anything like prices or products that you do not see let me know. I have a lot that isn't on there. You can ask me on prices because a lot of my stuff is on sale. If you live in my area Hudson Falls NY host a party. They are a lot of fun....

Why
WHY DID HE SACRIFICE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON,WHY DID THEY CRUCIFY HIM BECAUSE THEY KNEW NOT WHAT THEY HAD DONE.WHY DID HE EVEN THINK TO ALLOW US TO LIVE,BECAUSE OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST HE DECIDED TO FORGIVE.YES HE FORGAVE US FOR THE WAY WE CHOSE TO LIVE, BUT HE NEVER FORGOT ABOUT WHAT THEY DID.SO HE SHOWS US MERCY AS WE GO ON OUR DAILY WAY,AND FOR HIS MERCY AND CONSTANT FORGIVENESS I WILL ALWAYS PRAY.WE THANK YOU JESUS FOR DYING FOR US THAT DAY,I THANK YOU FATHER FOR LISTENING TO WHAT YOUR SON HAD TO SAY.BECAUSE OF YOUR ULTIMATE SACRIFICE EVEN FOR MY ENEMIES I WILL PRAY,I WILL PRAY THAT THEY WILL BELIEVE IN YOU AS I DO IN THE SAME WAY.RECEIVE MY SOUL FATHER TAKE ME IN MAKE WHOLE SHOW ME THE WAY,HELP ME FOCUS MAKE ME STRONGER AND IN MY HEART,MIND AND SOUL YOU WILL STAY......AMEN...PEACE ...PAPI..

Timeline Of Pain And Sorrow
This is a timeline of all the crap that I have been through in my life.(If you still want to be friends with me after reading this then I will know that you are a friend worth keeping) --When I was born I almost died and so did my mom. I was also born with a defect in my stomach that had to be repaired. --When I was six months old I was diagnosed with a deadly disease known as spinal meningitis and it was caught just in time to save my life. --When I was 1 and a half I had to have surgery done on my ears to put tubes in them. --When I was 9 years old I was raped three times and my trust in men was destroyed. --When I was 10, my parents separated and my mom decided that she cared more about her new boyfriend than she did about her kids. --At age 11 I gradually started losing the hearing in my right ear. --At age 13 I was sexually molested by my friends step-dad for 3 months. My parents divorce became final. --At age 15 I lost all but a sliver of my hearing in my right ear. --

Cajin's Lair
HERE WITH ME.... I'm thinking about you again. I miss you badly and wish you were here with me. My soul knows no rest even when I sleep, because I dream about you and imagine how great it would be if you were here with me. Without you, I feel like a part of my heart is missing. I'm in dire need of your tender love and passionate kissing... if only you were here with me. Every day I tell myself to move on with my life, and I try to pretend that I'm happy, but it's just not true. I'm alone and blue, because you're not here with me. At night I get down on my knees and pray for brighter days. I know that the sunshine I need is on the way, because someday you'll be here with me. But until that day, I'll never stop yearning for you, and wishing that you were here to stay, because I love you, and I want you here with me. I'm sitting here thinking about you like I do every day. I'm trying to concentrate, but these fant

Life
Well I swear that if anyone could piss me off it would be my work. I swear those people are always out to see how long it would be before I snapped and started killing people. I've been going to the doctors now for months for problems I've been having. But does the manager care? Nope she does. She has this idea that it's her way or no way. I am to pissed off to deal with her I swear and now I find out that the injection that I was supposed to have later in the month is monday, oh the boss will be pissed about that one. But at this point my health is more important than that lousy job. Well it seems today has been one day that will always go down in the hall of fame as being a bad day. I mean I had a great day going to the parade and being in it. But now I am feeling the after effects. My very large dog and I had a run in, litterally, she was jumping back into the back of the truck and I was leaning down and she hit my face. Now I was bleeding for a while and then my husband gave me

Happy...
Now i lay me down to sleep,I pray for a man,who's not a creep. One who's handsom,smart and strong. He's not afraid to admit when he's wrong. One who thinks before he speaks. When he promisses to call, he doesn't wait six weeks. Thankyou in advance and now i'll just wait. For i know you will send him before it's too late. HOT MySpace Comments & HOT MySpace Layouts You may not have ever seen me But you know that I am here. You can feel me in your heart As you enter each new day. I will always be there for you I am your friend. Someone to share the good times As well as the bad. I make no judgments by what you say I just listen with my heart and Hope to be of help in anyway I can. I will be there for you now and forever And always please remember I am your friend!

Splitting Up
Well it has happened once again.....yes i have been given the old elbow. Once agin young free and single well young and single was never free, very high maintenance girl apparently lol. Feel like i have been kicked in the teeth but life must go on. But guys now that iam free thats how i intend to stay. I don't want you all hitting on me even though i am drop dead gorgeous.......lol I am gonna take each day as it comes now..... am i happy with te situation not with the split but you can't make someone love you. And i truely believe if you really love someone then you'll let them go free.

My Blog
--My social experiment-- I added a disclaimer today to the profile, since I rank #166 after only 3 days. I'm more than a little surprised. **Disclaimer: I'm obviously not Paris. Please gain a sense of humor and a life if you are somehow upset that this profile exists. I do love all of my fans, however Here's a little log of what goes on in the shoutbox, and the mumms that people post: Today's Rank: #166 i love u paris hilton can u put more pic of u ur so hot paris can i get ur number Hey Gurl Welcome back! like paris would be on here Thank you Sweetheart! hey paris http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=96062 http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=96068 could u do me a favor and sign my guest book plzzz hi HOPE YOUR READY FOR THE PERVS ON CT DOLL!!!..I`M NOT ONE CASE UR WONDERIN..LOL y don't u put ur many porns on here since u like doing it and we like to watch what no comment paris u r ugly and stupid and ur pussy smells like rotten tuna http://cherrytap.com/mum.p

Links
I made a new profile named "Get Awkward" Rate/Fan/Booze Me. Add if your willing to talk. http://fubar.com/user/1768508 Tours Link Bedlight For Blue Eyes Ephemeral Addictions (Video) Ephemeral Addictions - Bedlight For Blue Eyes Waste My Time - Bedlight For Blue Eyes Bleeding Through Wolves Among Sheep DVD Trailer Kill To Believe - Bleeding Through Bullet For My Valentine Cries In Vain (Video) 4 Words [To Choke Upon] (Video) Hand Of Blood (Video) Hand Of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine 18 Visions Obsessions Ecard Waiting For The Heavens(Video) Tower Of Snakes(Video) Waiting For The Heavens - Eighteen Visions Fight Paris Complete Heat - Fight Paris Fightstar Fightstar (Grand Unification Ecard) Hopesfall A-Types Ecard Icarus(Video) Breathe From Coma - Hopesfall It Dies Today The Caitiff Choir Ecard A Threnody for Modern Romance(Video) Severed Ties Yield Severed Heads(Video) Enjoy The Silence(Video)

Labyrinth Of Pain And Doubt
I watch you sleep in our bed I lay a soft kiss on your head I lie listening to you breath And think of how this came to be How did I get a girl perfect like you One who loves me through and through i hear you sleep and release a sigh I dont want this moment to pass me by I promise i will never walk away As long as you love me here I will stay I swear that I will never let go Beacause your the only one i need to hold I say goodnight and kiss your cheek How do you make me so strong yet make me weak Your my lover and my best friend And i pray to god this will never end Your looking for that special one Ive never left your side Everytime they've broken your heart Id hold you while you cried You'd rush back out to find a man I waited for your return They'd lie and cheat, and treat you badly I hoped one day youd learn But you kept overlooking me I was always there for you I was only a friend in your eyes And i always spoke the truth I let you cry on

My First
Since I need to practice my English, I figure doing a blog should be a good tool. You probably know I'm Thai. I live in Bangkok, a huge city, with who knows how many millions of people. But even though it's a big city, it's still kind of country. We have elephants walking the streets wearing tail lights at night. You can give the owner about a dollar and he will give you food to give the elephant. That's a real scam huh? Pay someone money to feed his animal and buy the food from him too. Some kids near my house found a cobra and killed him last night. There shouldn't be cobras in the city, should there? And shouldn't those kids be afraid of deadly snakes? It was about six feet long so it's probably been around a long time, I'm sure it has relatives nearby also. It makes me nervous to have dangerous animals around, but we Thais love animals, so they're not going away any time soon. Someone told me that if you have a lemon in your pocket, a snake won't come near you, so I have lemon t

Is True U Know
i'm an aries wat r u Message: Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet.

Inside My World - Poems
I am tall, I am short. I am thin, I am fat. Who am I? I have short hair, long hair, inbetween hair. My hair is blonde, blsck, brunette. I wear glasses, I wear contacts, I have no need for either. Who am I? You see me every day. You look me in the eye and don't even know it. I see everything everyone sees all at the same time. I am round, I am square. I am framed, I am plain. Who am I? I am the mirror on the wall.

My Newest Venture
I am THINKING about hosting a contest. I need some suggesions for what type of contest it should be, and who would be interested in participating. I WILL NOT VOTE, COMMENT, or RATE anyone in the contest. I WILL promote as much as I can and re-post all the participants' bulletins about it. let me know what you think.

Blob-a-blog
You scored as Kenny, Kenny, the kid from a poor family, always wears a heavily padded hooded parka, and therefore everything he says is muffled. It's a good thing too, because most of what he says is filthy. For some bizarre rason, Kenny is always being killed, at least once, in every episode of the show. Kenny69% Kyle.44% Cartman31% Stan25% Which Southpark Character Are You? (With pictures.)created with QuizFarm.com `Anne@ CherryTAP

My Life
My dad (Tuck) was awarded this - but none of them will see a dime. But at least North Korea is being held accountable for the torture of my dad and others..... N Korea must pay $94m for torture: judge December 31, 2008 A federal judge has awarded more than $US65 million ($A94.04 million) to several men who were captured and tortured by North Korea after the communist country seized the US spy ship USS Pueblo during the Cold War. North Korea never responded to the lawsuit filed by William Thomas Massie, Donald Raymond McClarren, Dunnie Richard Tuck and the estate of Lloyd Bucher. US District Judge Henry H Kennedy Jr entered the judgment against the country. The USS Pueblo was seized off North Korea while it was on an intelligence-gathering mission on January 23, 1968. The North claimed the ship was inside its coastal zone while the US Navy contended it was in international waters. One of the US ship's 83 crew members was killed and 10 others were wounded. The cre

Surveys
1. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO REHAB? - Yes I have.... 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? - 6 years 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? - The Shmee bought me a new bowl...it's pink with cherries. 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? - I drop my phone all the time. 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? - Ummmmm......yea 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? - Gas and smokes 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? - Tacos 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? - Eyes and hair (I prefer a shaved head) 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? - 'Something I Can Never Have' Nine Inch Nails 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? - Lindenhurst IL 11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: - Rolling Meadows High School in Rolling Meadows IL 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: - U.S. Cellular 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: - Torrid 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD? - I worked at Walgreen's for over a year. 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? - Not unless they came in a board game 16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?: - Not since high school

Profile And Lounge Help...
CSS AND HTML HELP Below is the list of css used by CT. These can altered and copied into your profile or lounge to change the properties of certain objects. lc_mainStyles.css lc_stash.css lc_styles.css lc_user2.css lc_sddm.css They are somewhat self explanatory for example: This css code below can be found in "lc_mainstyles.css" div.lounge_shoutbox { vertical-align:top; border:2px solid #660000; border-top:none; overflow:auto; width:400px; height:300px; padding:0px; scrollbar-base-color:#993333; scrollbar-arrow-color:white; scrollbar-track-color:black; scrollbar-shadow-color:#660000; scrollbar-lightshadow-color:white; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:#663333; scrollbar-highlight-color:#CC3333; scrollbar-3dlight-color:red; background-color:black; color:blue; padding-left:10px; padding-right:10px; /* left:0; top:0;

Dicarlo
So I'm pricing art on ebay cause I'm gonna be getting rid of some of my work, very not easy, I have no ideah how to price work because Ive never sold anything for more than cost. any work that Ive done that isnt in my possesion is in the hands of friends........any suggestions?

Jonboy
Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone. And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder... Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary.What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Part Of My Past
So my ex left a year ago..yes he left me and not a moment too soon 5 years of living in hell! I have changed my number and moved he has no idea where I am .. so I thought ! It was a nice and relaxing evening an never thought I would be writing this.. He has not tried to contact me in months like 6 or 7 since i had a harassing phone warrant out on him for calling me 30 times within a 10 min period. So at midnite tonite my home phone rings .. and not thinkin much about it I answer.. And there is the voice from hell.. he asked if I moved and said a few other things I was in shock So I quickly responded it's none of your business and hung up he called back I told him not to call again and I was callin the police My immediate reaction was to move my car behind my house..so I did and then called 911.. got an officer out here who said they met a vehicle with the same description on his way to my house I tremble with fear once again.. he is so close to finding me.. I just wo

The Blog Of Me
Sorry I haven't been around everyone. My Father passed away last Saturday and it's been very difficult. Also sadly following very closely to the sudden death of Bob's Mom this has been a truly horrific time in our lives. They were both very unexpected. And only a week and a half apart. His internment is Friday and will hopefully give some closure to this whole trying ordeal. I will gladly close the chapter in this book. I really can't say anything about my Dad right now that wont make me cry like a baby except to let you know that he was one of the best and I miss him terribly already. I will always be Daddy's little girl in my heart and can only hope now that he smiles down upon me from heaven. I have to be strong for my Mother now so I must not dwell. Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com

Hta
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House Of Hooligan
Starting off easy with a reposted game from our favorite jungle cat: Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses)

Generic Digital Thoughts
Go to http://frappr.com/fubardotcom to sign up! I posted a Mumm asking the simple question: what should I watch on t.v.: Celebrity Roast of Flavah Flav or some schlock on Skinamax. So far I've gotten three comments to go kill myself. Kill myself. Having survived two suicide attempts in my twenties, I can pretty well assert that if I go there again, it won't be because a bunch of morons on the supposedly "social" site told me to. Oh, and here are said morons: Cowboy i give up nightowl50 I had to declare (moral?) bankruptcy with my previous profile. I thought I was going to leave, but it turns out I just needed to start anew. I didn't miss the hours of time wasted on here when I should have been working, but I did miss some friends. So here I am again. Ask me about the community site I am creating. I would love to get feedback on it once I can show the beta.

Fubar Fun Stuff
Here are some smiley Faces, etc. That you can use on FuBar. You will find the rest @ http://fubar.com/emotes.php : ) = :) : ( = :( : D = :D : @ = :@ & hearts = ¢¾ & spades = &spades & diams = &diams & clubs = &clubs ( N ) = (N) ( Y ) = (Y) ( B ) = (B) ( D ) = (D) (BTW: You need to take the spaces out, for them to work) Please leave a Comment if you know of any others. (Add spaces so I can see how to make them)

For What We Need War....???
ANTI_WAR_SONG from Udo Lindenberg Die Welt hätte genug für jedermanns Bedürfnisse – Aber nicht für jedermanns Gier.(Mahatma Gandhi)....the world has enough for everybodys needs - but not enough for everybodys greed ************************************************** Keiner will sterben, das ist doch klar wozu sind denn dann Kriege da? Herr Präsident, du bist doch einer von diesen Herren du mußt das doch wissen kannst du mir das mal erklären? Keine Mutter will ihre Kinder verlieren und keine Frau ihren Mann. also warum müssen Soldaten losmarschieren? Um Menschen zu ermorden - mach mir das mal klar wozu sind Kriege da? Herr Präsident, ich bin jetzt zehn Jahre alt und ich fürchte mich in diesem Atomraketenwald. sag mir die Wahrheit, sag mir das jetzt wofür wird mein Leben aufs Spiel gesetzt? Und das Leben all der andern - sag mir mal warum die laden die Gewehre und bringen sich gegenseitig um sie stehn sich gegenüber und könnten Freunde sein

Fucking Haters!
Well you can say Im off to a good 4th of July start! First and foremost its my mans and I 2 month anniversary :) so we "HAD" plans to go see his friend Kirk in Winchester but his direct deposit that was suppose to be avaiable didnt go into his account yet so needless to say we're celebrating the fun holiday/anniversary at home probably playing on ct and watching tv (Oh I cant wait)! Then to top it all off I looked on my ct when I woke up with all my usually messages 5 unread messages, 24 friend request, 4 profile comments.. You can see I always have something to do on here lol! I was more then curious to see who my mail was from two were from no other then Cherry tap shop! YOU all know what that means( 2 of your pictures have been marked NSFW) I have a couple choice word for that.. WHAT THE FUCK and IF YOU DONT LIKE MY FUCKING PICTURES DONT LOOK AT THEM! I KNOW FOR A GOD DAMN FACT THOSE TWO PICS WERE NOT NSFW JUST SOME PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR A PERSON GOT OFFENDED ITS NOT LIKE AS SOON AS

A Must Open
> > > > I M P O R T A N T W A R N I NG ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! > > > > > > > > Anyone-using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL, and so > > > > on. > > > > > > > > This information arrived this morning, Direct from both > > > > Microsoft and > > > > Norton. > > > > > > > > Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the > > > > Internet. > > > > > > > > You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail with a Power Point > > > > presentation "Life is Beautiful" If you receive it DO NOT OPEN > > > > THE FILE > > > > UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, and delete it > > > > immediately. > > > > > > > > If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen > > > > saying: "It is too late now; your life is no longer > > > > beautiful." > > > > > > > > Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC, and the person > > > > who > > > > sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail, and > > > > passw

My New Book
Well it seems that I was so desperate to get a new book on the shelves that I decided to just self publish one. I looked and found out that lulu.com lets you design your book for free and sell it with you getting most of the profits. So I finally published, Wild At Heart: The Beginning under the pen name LV Dutton, you can find more of my work on Amazon.com, where my first book Shannon's Heart: Fallen Angel is still for sale.

Missing My Army Brat Husband
to say i miss this man is an understatement . to say i love this man doesn't seem to be enough. he's off in a war fighting doing what he loves to do all the while knowing i miss him dearly.he stole my heart not so long ago but he did it enough to let me know . i won't ever wanna live a life w/o him in it.he's funny and sweet and smart and kind and caring. he keeps me safe and protected and loves me w/o fail. i worry nite and day and pray to the heavens above he comes home safe. no one in the world could ever capture my heart the way he has and will have it always for the rest of my life. yes ben i love u and will marry time and time again . nothing could ever keep me away. plz know ur always thought of and missed and loved , and in my book the army has the best solider around.so be safe my blue eyed army brat and come home and marry already lol. i love u happy 4th baby

Dolphin Lover
Some days are ones you wish never happened or that you could rewind and start over with the knowledge you have when it's gone. This might be one of those and then it might be one that for once I did exactly what i needed to . I don't always know how to gracefully tell someone to get out of my friggin life but when it has been done a dozen ways and they still don't get it, maybe it's time to be rude. I just can't stand those who think that just cause they come from a higher class background than me and my friends that they are better than we are. Especially when they choose to continue to hang on to a long dead fame ( in their mind fame) and define themselves by this I'm sorry. I still don't think I have to be a part of feeding the dinosaurs ego. This one thinks she here's God tell her what to do and then does some of the stupidest shit on earth. An example would be paing a high priced attorney to fight a misdemeanor littering ticket. If my reputation couldn't stand up to

Happy Fourth Of July Two Our Bouncers Everywere All Over The World Even Canada
even though i give you all a hard time i still think you all do and awsome job but bouncer shouldnt have 4 5 accounts gorilla monster@ CherryTAP

My Vacation To Ohio
HI EVERYONE SORRY IT TOOK ME AWHILE TO UPLOAD MY VACATION PICS FEEL FREE TO GO TO MY PICS UNDER MY VACATION PICS AND RATE THEM AND COMMENT ON THEM IF U WISH I JUST WANTED TO POST THIS TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT I FINALLY GOT THEM ON AND TO SAY THANKS FOR BEING SO PATIENCE WITH ME HAVE A GR8T DAY ON WEDNESDAY JUNE 20TH I WENT ON VACATION BACK HOME TO OHIO I BOARDED THE PLANE @3:00PM FOR A 5 HR FLIGHT BUT IT DIDNT WORK THAT WAY I WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE A 2 HR LAYOVER IN NC THAT WAS LONGER THAN THAT I GOT THERE AROUND 4 OR 5 AND WAS SUPPOSE TO BOARD MY PLANE HEADED HOME TO OHIO AND BE THERE AT 8:55PM NOT THAT DIDNT HAPPEN I FINALLY BOARDED MY PLANE AT 10:05 PM THAT NITE AND FINALLY MADE HOME TO OHIO AT 1 AM I REACHED COLUMBUS OH AIRPORT WHERE MY BROTHER MADE ME WAIT ON HIM BUT THEN I FINALLY MADE TO ATHENS OHIO WHERE MY MOM LIVES AND WE HAD A GR8T TIME WE TALKED ABOUT THE OLD DAYS AND HOW MUCH WE MISSED ONE ANOTHER AND I TOOK HER SHOPPING TO WAL-MART ON THE BUS AND WE SHOPPED MY SISTE

Raven's Rants
Little bit of history on Raven. When I was 13 my parents got into a horrendous divorce. I just started middle school. My mother dropped me like a bad habit for her new boyfriend. I never really knew my dad. He finally wanted to get to know me, so I found a letter that he wrote me that my mom wouldn't let me see with his number on it so I called. I started to go see him and eventually moved in with my dad again. During this time I was 'diagnosed' with a mental instability. I was a cutter in short and had suicidal tendancies. I had depression. Whatever. I went to a mental institution in St John's County by St. Augustine. I was stuck there and the state wanted to keep me till I was 18 years old because I was apparently that much of a case and I attacked two guards. When I did get to leave I pulled away and I have never been right since I suppose, I pulled away from everyone. I had some bad experiences during this time period like I lost my virginity by getting raped. I'm not lo

Some People...
People go through life as though they're unattached...to anyone to anything. As though nothing they do will affect anyone in their existence. Is it really so hard to see that everything we do touches somebody? We act as though the decisions we make are important only to us...that the way in which we conduct ourselves is no one else's busines...well who are we to say that this is true? At the same time we say we want to be loved and cared for and nurtured...can't happen. We won't let it cuz we're so busy making sure that we're self sufficient. We don't want our lives to affect everyone but we want someone else to consider us in everything they do. Is it so difficult to be considerate and responsible? I wonder if people would make things this hard if they knew that life is simply better when it's easy... When you're away I'm restless,lonely Wretched, bored, dejected; only Here's the rub my darling dear I feel the same when you are near! -Samuel Hoffenstein It may just be my percept

Confusion!
Wow! I knew when I first started reading about autism and PDD disorders that sometimes a diagnosis could be tricky. But this is ridiculous! Bray has now been to a neurologist, a pediatrician that specializes in developmental disorders, 2 occupational therapy evaluations and 1 speech evaluation. His hearing test is tomorrow, which I'm pretty confident will show no problems. Next Wednesday is an eye exam, as I'm now in anal retentive mode. I'll just check everything else before this or that doctor wants it done. So far we have: Neurologist at Children's Hospital: PDD-NOS Occupational Therapist at CH: Sensory Processing Disorder Pediatrician: Anything BUT PDD-NOS, "Sweet is not a word that anyone would use to describe a typical autistic child, and your son is an absolutely sweet boy." OT here in town: Sensory processing disorder, with tactile and auditory being the most effected. Is confused by the PDD-NOS label again someone else called him "sweet". Speech

Happy Independance Day
Hope you all have a great holiday be safe This is my first official 4th of July in Denver. MOved here from Houston, Texas. Miss those pool parties i had every 4th since 1989. Need to start new traditions,since i am in a new place. Going to ride on the back of my friends Harley and go to lookout Mountain and watch all the fireworks through out the city.

4th Of July
I just wanted to make sure I was able to wish everyone a very happy and SAFE 4th of July! I know most ppl wont read a bulletin, and unfortunatly I dont have time to send everyone a comment, although I may still try lol. So dont drink and drive, and please remember all of our men and women that fight every day not just in the past for our right to be free. Enjoy your freedom responsibly! Love and hugs!

Confessions Of A Bartender...
You see how drunk people act.. You wonder do I act like that... So you down two more shots.. As the thoughts rush out of your head... You cant help but strip down nakied and run around Yealling "NOW I'M FREE" "NOW I AM FREE" You drink to much.. You dont drink enough... Ppl drink to much... Your to drunk to care... There to drunk to care so you wake up next to a total stranger..... come visit the lounge i bartend for... http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8192#

Some Gave All
Some Gave All ~Billy Ray Cyrus~ I knew a man called him Sandy Kane Few folks even knew his name But a hero was he Left a boy, came back a man Still many just don't understand About the reasons we are free I can't forget the look in his eyes Or the tears he cries As he said these words to me All gave some and some gave all And some stood through for the red, white and blue And some had to fall And if you ever think of me Think of all your liberties and recall Some gave all Now Sandy Kane is no longer here But his words are oh so clear As they echo through out our land For all his friends who gave us all Who stood the ground and took the fall To help their fellow man Love your country and live with pride And don't forget those who died America can't you see All gave some and some gave all And some stood through for the red, white and blue And some had to fall And if you ever think of me Think of all your liberties and recall Some gave all And

Happy Independence Day!!
I just wanted to take a minute to remind everybody that today means so much more than bbqs and beer drinking and taking your family to the fireworks display! I challenge everyone to take 5 mins (at least) out of your days activities and have everyone in your group, family, party etc stop and think about all of the men and women in the past that have given the ulitimate sacrifice for our independence. And also to remember there are thousands of men and women stationed around the world and in iraq and afghanistan that aren't able to go to bbqs,the beach, the river, or watch the fireworks - they are there away from their loved ones - so that we still can! So today take the time to make a toast to the soldiers or just stop and say thank you out loud - but find someway to show appreciation to the ones that keep our life so great and free! For all my closest friends stationed in the sand - I love you and pray for you everyday - you keep kickin that ass and show em who's boss. Keep

Keepers
I grew up in the 40's/50's/60's with practical parents. A mother, God love her, who washed aluminum foil after she cooked in it, then reused it. She was the original recycle queen, before they had a Name for it... A father who was happier getting old shoes fixed than buying new ones. Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of l

My Second Poem For The Day
my love for you grows stronger each day never will it go astray it shines as bright as the sun my love for you will never be undone my love for you is like the ocean never standing still and always in motion and like a rose in bloom it's pedal are spread wide always welcoming me inside for your love, i'll always have room my love for you always remains true the key to my heart i gave only to you to love me as only you can do your love for me has filled a void that i've had for so long i didnt know my love for you could be so strong.. written by: angel

Love Writing Poems
when i look into your eyes, i see a love that is only for me when i'm wrapped in your arms i always feel safe from harm when you hold me tight i sleep all through the night when i feel your lips close to mine i get lost in time when our bodies lock tight together i know our love will last forever when you say those three little words "i love you" my heart melts everytime, it's true with everything i am you are my heart and soul with each passing day my love for you only grows written by: angel

The 4th Of July!
For the first time in 17 years, I missing my wifes birthday... She'll be up in Nevada... And I'm down here in Garland, with my son's. At her request... I'm yet to figure this all out. Being Separated Sucks. I love my wife very much. She's my soul mate. I realized I wasn't the best husband. I never cheated on her. Just the last few years, we got to that point, where we worked, slept, she did her thing I did mine. I know allot more now than I did then. It was the crappiest Birthday Present I got. I don't really see myself seeing other people. I have no friends other than on the internet, kinda sad... It's not like I can come over and have a drink, dinner or stuff like that. Plus, I would impose on anyone like that. I'm just not that way... Never have been... I hope to repair my marriage, but at the moment, its not looking so good. I'm at a total loss at what to do, or even think. Hope I don't put people in a coma with this. I am not that great looking, but if looks where what

Poem
Beware the intimate Internet! Beware the chatrooms with closed doors Where naked names cruise midnight shores And fall in love before they've met. Beware, O wives and husbands real, The lonely rivals virtual Whose words, or chaste or sexual, May from your beds affections steal. Beware the posh imagination, More vivid far than earthly flesh. Beware the way two dreams can mesh In ecstasy beyond sensation. Beware the fantasy that speaks, The vague ideal that springs a soul. No marriage can avoid the shoal That lies beneath such sun-drenched peaks. No love but may retreat to stone As sirens sad the heart entice. Two names entwine in paradise While here two lovers lie alone. Hi everyone...its tues and I have my internet ON. Im so thrilled to be back. I have missed everyone. Look for me tonight. kisses Hello everyone, Forgive me for not being online much. I have been in the process of moving and finally got into my apartment. The bad thing about all this i

Need To Lvl
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Rating People's Pics
I know I'm not the best looking female on CherryTap. I know I'm not the worst either. I can take what people rate me and their comments... I value opinions. I rated this guy's picture a 9 because I couldn't see his eyes and the sunglasses he had on were mirrored. He got pissed and blocked me! OMG>>>>> Get a life! I shouldn't even given him a 9, but I was being nice... Childish or what? HELLO????

Everything Test
*** THE EVERYTHING TEST *** There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) PERSONALITY You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about others than concerned about self, more atheist than religious, more dependent than loner, more lazy than workaholic, more traditional than rebel, more engineering mind than artistic mind, more idealist than cynical, more leader than follower, and more extroverted than introverted. As for specific personality traits, you are innovative (93%), adventurous (75%), slutty (65%), greedy (62%). STERE

Just A Few Words!
A friend of mine passed away on monday in a 4 wheeler accident. He was 26 years old..... he served this country in Iraq twice and recently left after his last tour. Rob was an amazing young man...he lived life to the fullest... he was witty....clever...smart... hard working...loving...a smart ass....and a true american! you could always count on him to tell you the truth about your self and the reality of the situation..... I'm not really sure why it is that this tragic thing has happend to a great man... or what the lesson is to be learned in this one.... but i do know this.... It was a TRUE pleasure to have known you Rob....I will always hold a place in my heart for you and your memories..... May Peace and serenity come over your family and their hearts! .... My grandmother passed away yesterday morning...of cancer! It had only been a few weeks that we found out and since then it has been down hill at 100 miles an hour! The meaning of this blog is so that i can state what an am

Asc Poems And Stuff
how can i beleave that you care about me you dont show it you dont seem to love me in your mind all that matters is that you have money to get drunk on never mind the fact that you have a daughter that does not even know of you because in her mind she dont have a father can be a because of me it takes a real man to be a dad every one tells me not to stay stuck in the past and just to for get about the past but how can i forgive and forget about all the horrable nights and days we were together you beating me and well now there is alot of hate in my life that will never go away the man i thought so deep inside of me would never be a bad father to bad you wont be there to see your daughters frist step hear her frist word her love for me is so sweet i sit on my bed room floor writing i slowy take a knife and slit my wrist open the pain is so bad i fall on the floor and the only thing that is going though my head is "why did i even let you in the door" as i lay there i can see the blood

Eccentric??!!
as iff stunned she gazes bewildered into the night,, is this real,, what happenned ,, is the party over,, around a corner an then,, its dawn,, where is she ?? nothing is as it seems, the walls seem to push back against her as she leans on them.. now, as iff in slow motion she stumbles along, each step takin longer than the last, faces pass in an out phasing as memories flash before they are lost yet again, in this moment, seemingly endless eternity ..a gasp of air, dry throat...hey wait,, im wakin up .. its just a dream.. or was it..

Happy 4th
Happy 4th to all of my friends who are within reading distance of this. Let freedom ring and all that good stuff. Don't blow anything up today or let any children blow thier fingers off with fireworks. I am having surgery tomorrow and will be out of commission for a few days but I will miss you all that's for sure. If anybody feels generous today and wants to buy me a blast, that would be good. A Happy hour would be great. Cash and diamonds would be even better :-) Have a good day, swim, party, eat too much and wave a flag for me. *Live, love and luahg as if each day may be your last* Peggy Sue TREEHUGGER Brister

Bill Gates
Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here ' s some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set the m up for failure in the real world. Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won ' t care about your self-esteem. The world will > expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won ' t be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Ru

Golf
I Love You I love you. From the moment I first laid eyes on you, I knew you were the one for me. Now that I have you, all I want to do is be with you all the time. Walking hand in hand, together, we enjoy each other’s company. And we fight the ones who get in our way. How I’ve longed for you all my life. You mean the world to me. I love you. From the moment we part in the late hours of the afternoon, until the next time I see you, all I think is you. You are constantly on my mind... the fun memories we had, the unpleasant memories we had, they keep coming back to me when we're apart. So powerful, so fierce, everyone moves back to give you space. And yet, holding you gently and not squeezing you tight, yes, that’s how you like to be held. I hold you the way I would hold a tiny sparrow and I will never let go of you. It feels so nice when I put my hands around you. Gentle strokes, I try to feel you intensely. I have so much passion for you. I close my eyes and try to imagine

First One!!
Ok here is my first blog and I don't know what anyone would like to hear from me. I could probably ramble on all day and all night with just plain crap, but it would bore the shit out of you. So if anyone reads this, ask me 2 questions about absolutely anything and I will give you the most honest and truthful answers that I can give. Or ask my opinion on a specific subject and I will answer that. Come on write to me!!

First Blog
Hello my name is Charles, I love meeting new people on the web to chat and be friends, kinda like a penpal. I'm a retired Plumber been married for 24 wonderful years to my wife Becky, I have a hobbie of building Models cars and trucks,here you can see what I'm talking about http://public.fotki.com/scratchbuilderplastic/ I welcome all new friends. I'm in North Carolina, where you at?

Help, I Need Somebody....
imikimi - Customize Your World I miss him more then words can say, have not seen him now for more then 2 months and not much chance I will see hi anytime soon...He just turned 19 and he is gone from me. Please say a prayer for y baby if you can find it in your hearts tonight...Maybe he will feel my love and my arms around him until I can actually hold him again. Thank you All. Wendi I've never had a blast and was really hoping to win one. Anyone that can help me would be greatly appreciated and all favors returned!!!

Happy 4th Of July!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Remember why we are celebrating today. Keep our troups in your thoughts and prayers and remember, whatever your beliefs...they are fighting for OUR freedom!

Indepence Day
Secrets of Couples Who Have Lots of Sex Take your get-frisky frequency from every-so-often to off-the-charts with these way simple tricks...you won't believe married life could be this lusty. There are couples who have sex pretty often -- say, a good three times a week. Then there are those twosomes who burn up the bedsheets so regularly, you have to wonder: How do they do it? They have full-time jobs, a couple of kids and only 24 hours in the day, just like the rest of us. And yet somehow, their desire to get down and dirty manages to transcend these major time and energy (not to mention libido) drains. What's their secret? Well, we talked with some of these extra-passionate pairs and found that the "tricks" that allow them to squeeze so much sex into their schedules are so insanely simple, we just had to pass the info on. Try their advice, and pretty soon you'll find that your day is full of opportunities to tear your clothes off. What's more, you'll get the passion humming

This Is Why Life Sucks
Over the last months Julie has been telling me that she wanted me to stay here because she loved me and didn't want to lose me from her life completely. Well she lied... She is moving out of here and in with someone, don't know who, she won't tell me. She sent a text at 11 pm after she thought I would be in bed and told me she "isn't coming home". That was it... So I called her and she told me she is going to move and that she would leave her stuff her til I could go. Whatever... I am through with it all. Goodbye to those that I talk to on here I probably won't be back except to get my pictures. For those that miss my bully I am leaving this for you to find if Julie hasn't already told you. I am leaving the site's public eye because every time I come on here I mess something up in Julie's mind. So now I won't do that anymore.... Goodbye. Ok the last blog I did was a rough one for me. I was entering into a state of depression that brought me to the edge of suicide. I hated everything in

Im Back, If Anyone Notices
Well if anyone thought id been ignoreing anyone then they would be wrong lol after 13days im back after being in Hospital. Im not doing to bad just had abit of an accident at work causing me to brake my arm, and fracture the other elbow and to top it off, bust up my splean, BUT as i said im on the mend and if anyone had wondered where i was, their you go =) Hope to chat soon X

Am I
There's times in a person's life where they find themselves asking themselves am i where i wanna be, am i serving my purpose in this world, am loving the the man or woman the right way, or am i just being a hypocryte with myself and to others. In their minds they are in deep thought about these questions and to everyone around them they seem distant or confused. Maybe cause they were hurt in the past and still haven't recovered from it yet. Maybe they are working where they know they shouldn't be. Maybe they are not happy witht themselves, and in this deep thought they are having the answers could be right there in front of them but they are afraid of accepting it. In the end all you do is wind up hurting or confusing the one's who love you most. It's a viscous cycle that many go through. All i'm saying is to the one's asking these questions open your eyes and you will recieve your answer's and to the love one's that are confused and hurt don't give up on us yet we will see why you are

Phonecalls @ 3am :(
We didn't get to bed till after midnite last nite and Tiger had to be up at 5 :/ Anyways about 3am the phone rings and Tiger jumps up and answers it. When the phone rings at 3am you get a bad feeling just because ya know? So I hear Tiger talking and asking why? So he walks back to our 17 yr old sons room. I laid there waiting for him to come back to bed..took awhile. When he finally came back I asked him what was up? He said it was Adam .. I said why is he calling this late? He said to tell Jordan that some people died in a car accident. I said WHO!? He couldn't remember the names, so I went and asked Jordan. Well it turns out that it was a couple of his classmates, 1 of which is our cousin. So needless to say I had an extremely hard time falling back to sleep. Then when the alarm went off at 5am for Tiger to get up I ended up getting up. I hate 3am calls :(

Jealousy Will Get U Nowhere
just some random thoughts that go thru my head on a daily basis...why must men be jealousy if they see a friend getting attention by other people...it makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. I mean seriously, men! People are bound to hit on us..it's only natural...if we didnt get hit on then we would feel unpretty and well not cared about...its just my opinion that women get jealous less often then men..i swear...when a man sees his female friends get hit on it's like a rush of testerone kicks in...and what do u get women? a jealous friend who will stop at nothing to get what he wants...Guys yeah we would like to be "protected" but sometimes you go to far...and sometimes we need protected from you..so here's some advice guys...if ur jealous about a friend getting hit on here's what you do...ready? NOTHING...maybe your friend kind of likes getting hit on...it might give her a sense of self-worth...make her feel that she isn't ugly and that indeed she is the "goddess" that she is...

Straightening The Uao Friends And Family Lists
OK FROM WHAT I HAVE SEEN SO FAR ALOT OF MEMBERS HAVE EITHER LEFT OR JOINED OTHER BOMB SQUADS,THATS FINE WITH ME, I WAS GONE AND REDKANDY COULDNT FOR SOME REASON GET ON TO UAO SITE, SO HERE IS WHAT I WANT TO DO ,I WANT EVERYONE WHO IS ON THE UAO FRIENDS,FAMILY AND FANS LIST TO EMAIL ME STATING WHY THEY LEFT IF THEY LEFT AND FOR WHAT REASON, ALSO I WANT TO KNOW IF THEY STILL WANT TO BE FRIENDS. DONT WANT HARD FEELINGS BUT IF YOUR NOT GOING TO BE 100%UAO THEN YOU GOTTA GO,I HAVE ENUFF TROUBLE KEEPING TRACK OF MY OWN FRIENDS LIST LET ALONE THIS SITES,LOL.WELL WITH THAT BEING SAID ,OH AND I FORGOT, I AM KEEPING 4 PPL ON HERE AS FRIENDS, BECAUSE THEY HAD THE HONESTY TO TELL ME WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH THEIR PROBLEMS OUT SIDE IF FUBAR AND YES I FOUND OUT THEY CHANGED NAME FROM CT TO FUBAR, IM USED TO IT JUST LIKE I AM USE TO EVERYTHING ELSE, BUT ANYWAYS THE FOUR PPL ARE CHRISTIAN 1369,CHERRY BOMB AND NEWBABENWOODS,ALSO THEY ARE LIFETIME MEMBERS , AND I CANT FORGET LACEO ,ALSO A LIFETIME MEMB

Life In The City....
whats upper??? I just moved backng here from Albuquerque, NM... Im make 25 and hour but Im killing myself going to school, and working full time to become an RN...LOL then I can be a baller @65 per hour. Today I was soooo sleepy I almost fell asleep, while walking...LOL....If I ever get off this damn site at some time tonight, lol Im going to sleep like rip van winkle....LMAO Wow today, I got to go to the All Star baseball fanfest, and meet hella baseball players...Even tho I love the SF Giants Barry Bonds Is an a44hole LOL...Too many steriods I guess...I guess Ill go home and BBQ, even tho its super cold...Damn Frisco is always cold, I kinda miss Vegas a lil...Anyway everyone have a safe but fun weekend....Im gonna get my hair cut and get ready for the club tonight,,,,,,,,DAMN its my turn to DJ. oh well Damn everytime I try and come up, theres always a hater...LOL I need to start puttin some haters on my payroll....LMAO..I had a lil cartoon, with no nudity on and someone flagge

Meeee, And The Stupid Stuff That Goes Through My Head
If love is supposed to be eternal and when people say "I love you" to one another isn't that in fact the same as saying "I do" up there in front of that guy with a white scarf and old book? I mean there was a time where people got married and than maybe fell in love, where feelings and emotions that people had weren't hidden behind words and sayings where saying "I love you" meant that if you were to go a day without them you spent it in the agony compared to being killed a million times in one second. Whatever happened to that time? Whatever happened to people actually meaning it when they said they were in love? I think I've felt love but even than I'm not sure. I've felt agony and heartbreak I've seen the river but been turned back in my efforts. I've felt like a thousand black holes have been opened inside of me causing a never ending agony trying to be filled with flesh I have no more. And yet, despite feeling this agony with her gone I can easily say that I do not love he

Pleaze Fan Me!!
Ive been fanning a lot of people and have not had many favors of doing so returned. Im hoping that some of you that i have fanned that have yet to fan me will do so. Pleaze send some more fans my way, its only the fair thing to do! Pleaze fan me!!!

Parrot
A guy is browsing in a pet shop and sees a parrot sitting on a little perch. It doesn't have any feet or legs. The guy says aloud, "Jeesh, I wonder what happened to this parrot?" The parrot says, "I was born this way. I'm a defective parrot" "Holy crap," the guy replies. "You actually understood and answered me!" "I got every word," says the parrot. "I happen to be a highly intelligent thoroughly educated bird." "Oh yeah?" the guy asks, "Then answer this -- how do you hang onto your perch without any feet?" "Well," the parrot says, "this is very embarrassing but since you asked, I wrap my weenie around this wooden bar like a little hook. You can't see it because of my feathers." "Wow," says the guy. "You really can understand and speak English can't you?" "Actually, I speak both Spanish and English, and I can converse with reasonable competence on almost any topic: politics, religion, sports, physics, philosophy. I'm especially good at ornithology. You really

10 Times Its Size
> 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" > > No one answered until little Molly stood up, angry, and said, "You should not be asking 6th graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, and you'll get fired!" > She then sat back down > > Mrs. Parks ignored her, and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" > Little Molly's mouth fell open, and she said to those around her, "Boy, is she gonna get in big trouble!" > > The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" > > Finally, Jimmy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases to 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." > > Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Jimmy." Then turned to Molly and continued, > "As for you, young lady, I have three things to sa

I Love Quotes
Who said you cant find happiness with someone that you barely know. I joined this site because my sister invited me. Not thinking anything of it. But I've come to be friends with some of these people. I dearly love talking to a few of them. They lift my spirits when I'm down. I was idiotic tonight. Made someone mad at me that I would never intentionally mean to hurt in any way. I wish I could turn back time...for I'm not sure at what point the downward spiral began. Its another thing to add to my list of let downs. I'm used to it...my whole life I've been a let down. This hit me differently though. I cared for this person....as odd as it may seem. I enjoyed talking with them and looked forward to the talks that we did get to have. I apologized....but sometimes apologies arent enough. I'm not sure what else to do....I dont handle things well...I steer clear of confrontations and stress of any kind. I havent had an easy life....yeayea everyone says that right.....I could tell you stories

Birthday Wishes Of Doom
so i am sitting here minding my own business when my email thingy yells at me and tells me i have a new message. it is from LJ reminding me that kort's birthday is the 6th. i was going to wish her happy birthday, but i have decided she can go jump in a lake and be eaten by sharks considering i wasn't invited to the birthday celebration or the fireworks adventure. so... have fun in the lake with the shark while celine dione sings something about her heart going on. kidding.... love ya babe and i hope you have a happy happy happy birthday with tons of fun and lots of great memories. i wish i could be there for it all. maybe next year. then i can strip you naked and take advantage of you. **huggles and wonderful wishes** love ya bunches and happy day you hatched out of your mother and brought her all kinds of pain only to bring her more pain and joy and headaches and a beautiful grandson. :P:P:P:P

Why People Come Into Your Life
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or

Online Points..
im getting 225 points for being online, if im lucky, i get it 2 times a day.. what sort of point do other people get for thier levels?? BTW, im a level 15. Please reply back, with your level, and points../ thank you in advance.

What If
as i sit here staring out into the wrold i cant help but to think of you. i cant stop thinking about the silly things you say that makes me laugh and all the romantic things you say too. i think to myself this is too good to be true. if only we could be together so we could share our every thought our every fantasy together. so we could cuddle together on the couch or in the bed together. to wake up and go to bed together. to have someone to lean on when times get rough. but then i come to my senses and tell myself that that could never happen because we're miles apart. so i'll keep sitting here wondering what if i had you in my life.

Wife Beaters
This is a letter to all women who have been beaten by their husband / lover / boyfriend , who ever he may be.......I think I know know why I let it happen, I will never let it happen again. Do you know there are many woman in prison because of there beaters? They could not take anymore so they killed them So now they are the ones once again doing time, just like the beaters who led them to believe they were already in prison. What I plan to do is this, and to say the least I'm not the smartest person in the world BUT I will finally get something done about this problem. I'm going to do a study on women who have been or are currently in an abusive relationship. What I would like from You the WOMAN is to e-mail me back about the abuse and how it started and if it is still going on. I will keep your name anonymous if you would like me to. I want and need your story. I will then send as many as possible to the President if I have to, to finally get something done about this fast growing

Who I Am
I'm a man who's heart has been broken. It has healed sense then but i am still longing for a companion and the loneliness still lingers. Wish one day i would come home to someone waiting for me. With a smile and a kiss to put my woes at ease and cause my spirit to be in a state of pure bliss. I have friends who are there for me but just isn't the same. My tears have already raised the ocean and the pain has left me. I know that im ready to take another chance at love cause i know there is somebody waiting maybe its you. I want to make someone skies from gray to blue. Call me Mr. Sensitive cause I will cry if i have been hurt. I laugh when someone does something stupid. My soul is calm and still and my passion for you will give you thrill All too often there you hear news reports of boyfriends hurting and killing their girlfriends. It pains me every time. Who knows how just how many are not broadcasted on the news, even so as I am typing this very blog and by the time I finish to wh

My Life Day By Day
i do dildo shows in a private show room, and where i do this, i have a model page where they rate me for my performance and a few days ago, i did a show for a guy...he wanted me to do kinky shit with my dog when i refused, he went and rated me like 50 times a 1 on my profile... now my rating , which was a close to perfect 10, is down to a fuckin 4!!!!!!!and it takes too long to get it like it was and its really important to me cuz i get paid for my score... so ill get almost nothing... and i was wondering if you could do me a lil favor honey.. if you go to my site and get the trial Id and rate me a 10 Ill do something for you, but the trial ID is 5 dollars...if you do that for me i'll do something i never do i'll do you my full dildo show on MSN...so it will be free cuz there they charge like 2.99 the minute for my show.. so i guess im doing you a good favor too lol but lets do it in this way so neither you or me get screwed ok? first you sign up and then

Countrygirl
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Debi's sexual nickname: "Pussy Cat" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Buh Bye !!!!!
Hey to all my friends. The last five days hav been extremely diffcult for me. Right now as I type this there are tears running down my face. Saturday morning the truck I was in was struck by a train there is a link below. The link: http://www.elkodaily.com/articles/2008/08/04/news/local_news/stuff2.txt I'm not going to comment on anything that happened that night yet other than to say I'm not sure why I was spared I am sure there is a meaning to it all needless to say it has changed my life and given it new meaning. I am extremely lucky to be able to type this and be able to say hello to everyone another day. To Lily, Kristen Victoria, Nikki, Lucy, Coach, Rose, CuteSmiley and so many others that have been a part of my life here your friendship is treasured and I hold you all close to my heart. Please remember to tell those close to you that you love them daily. If I had not been so fortunate my family would not have had the chance to hear those words from my lips.

Movies
went to see harry potter this morning and just have one word to decribe it awsome just got back from the new transformers movie and had to say i did love over all though it does take a bit to set up as it jumps right into the action leaving you to wonder who is who through most the movie it did make me laugh quit offten and i did like the almost nonstop action of the movie i also was sort of hoping it went back to the oregail stoy line the coletion of the energion cubes but it anstend went with the all spark story line did not spend a lot of time explaining this but i would recamend it if you like the newer cartoons this was just awsome seqal series hope it does lunch

To All My American Friends
Since I cannot post this as an individual comment to all of you, I am posting this here and hope that you all have a wonderful 4th and be safe and have fun!!! {{Hugz}} ~Gothyk Tygress~

Lee's Shit
I write again in this journal that grows into a curse everytime I ink in it. I am filled with grief that flows in my blood thicker each time I count my losses. I have great fear that clutches my whole back, ripping my soul from my earthly body. The woman I loved is hanging on, like from a cliff. I am a good man but a plagued husband, that has learned valuable lessons. I will be cured of this because of experience. I don't want to screw up anything anymore and I am determined to stay right. She avoided me and has detached herself completely from me. No longer in love with each other, it hurts greatly. She is relentless on keeping distance, with my motivation disappearing everyday that passes with her acting that way. My game plan and fight twindles on loves teeder-todder. There is no balance and a one sided commitment comes from me alone. I feel I am drowning in the drama, unable to reach it's surface. It pulls me down as I fight to live and breath. I gave my all to meet u

Just Ramblings
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery Well here I am on this site and so far everyone seems so nice and friendly. I like it. I hope I get the hang of how to use all

Recovering
Hello to all my CT Friends. If you've rated me, I'm sorry it has taken me so long to give back the love. I had surgery on Friday and have been recovering...offline as it were. Show me some love cos you feel sorry for me LOL!

I Hate.
ugly bitches that are so jealous of me that they rate me a 1 when they know im not even rateable because i have the body of a fucking goddess and the face of a fucking angel.if your one of those bitches.fuck off and get over yourselves.

Truth Or Dare
TRUTH OR DARE So here's the deal...You get to ask me *Up to 5 Questions!!*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you... and creativity counts! Repost in bulletin and blog. Check this out I'm loaded.It's official.I'm the 294,782,609 richest person on earth!How rich are you? >> I'm the 294,782,609 richest person on earth!Discover how rich you are! >>

Write Me
Dear Natalie, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during seX? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum

Independence Day
HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY EVERYONE!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Independence Day VideoIndependence Day lyrics - Martina McBride lyricsMartina McBride Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

Why Couples Don't Have Sex.
WHY COUPLES DONT HAVE SEX.....OMG SO FUNNY Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded

To The Women In My Life
To all the women I have been with in the past, we wont ever get back together or even just sleep together anymore. I Do however want to remain friends. To the woman I have recently brought CLOSER to me in my life, I hope we can become very close and I hope great things come of it.

Free Bird
I woke up early today for some reason. I don't know why I couldn't sleep, maybe stuff on my mind. Anyways I hopped in the truck and went to blockbuster. Now the funny thing is I opened my eyes and said I must go to bestbuy, kinda like in field of dreams. "if your build it they will come" haha. So I get to Bestbuy and walk in and they all greet me as usual, im a regular there..haha. Anyways i have no idea what im getting, so I make a bee line to the Flatscreens and proceed to bitch the guy in the geek squad and realize he has no idea what im talking about. I tell my new plasma flat screen picture went out on one aux channel and I cant get the digital cable to work, he just looks at me like asked him to solve a rubix cube. So I give him a look and walk over to the cd's. Low and behold I found what I was looking for and didn't even know it. It was shining in all it's glory. I had this big smile on my face like a fat kid at sonic with a unlimited amount on his sonic card. It was the Very B

Drama Llama
I am here to have fun. No drama given or expected in return. Ask me to do something and you stand a good chance of getting a positive result. Do not come at me with this demand or tell me how to rate pics or profiles. If I rate you, it will be a "10" unless you attack/slam me. When this ceases to be fun, I will leave. If you don't like my pic, profile, or my rant......MOVE ON!!!! I don't down rate unless you do so to me. That whole do unto others thing. If you down rate me, I will simply block you. Will you damage my self-esteem or ego? Please!!!! I am old enough to accept criticism and for the most part you can't insult me in a way I haven't heard before. Trust me on this. I am not looking for everyone to be my friend, just give the respect due every other living thing on this planet. Simple request, not complicated. I am a simple kind of guy. Did you ever hear the one about trying to teach a pig to sing? It's a waste of your time and it annoys the pig......oink, oink! I am who I am f

Transformers Review
http://www.SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com My my my!!!My God I have no clue where to start! First of all do yourself a favor and go see this film ASAP.Second do NOT wait for this to come out on DVD you Will regret it.If nothing else see it in the theater for the sound.Michael Bay had me at hello with The Rock,everyone that knows me knows that is my favorite movie in the entire world well guess what ,Lisa has a new favorite movie now.Michael Bay you are a God.This man desevrves all the $$$$ he will make from this.There are NO crappy special effects ,all the jokes are hilarious,solid story and absolutly the best action packed thrill ride I have ever been on.It is very intense in some scenes,I actually found my heart racing a few times,there is one special effect in particualr that almostmade me want to jump out of my chair and scream! Those dam testosterone levels are all messed up again,me and action movies are like Peanut butter and Jelly.I also believe very strongly that any movie that

Jason Aldean Tickets....
Last Sunday was the Jason Aldean concert and OMFG it was so awesome. He sang all his best songs. Woot Woot he grabbed my hand :D *drooling*.. I bought a t shirt, and a pic. I also got one of his guitar strings that broke off in the middle of one of his songs. And the song list that he looked at through out the hole concert woot woot go me :P. I get to add those to the oh so many other souveniers I have gotten in the last few months. Anyway I would recommend everyone go see him he is oh so worth the money. Jason Boland opened for him and he is an amazing artist too. I went to ticketmaster.com tonight and ordered my tickets to see Jason Aldean in concert the 29th of this month in Corpus Christi. I am a huge Jason Aldean fan and he is one of the many I have been trying to see. I am so glad that I get to go. You know I will be front row center as always. HEHEHEHE I am so happy. Take care everyone and have a great 4th. Love yaz Toodles....

It's A Race
The following are the entries in the race to 10,000 for a 7 day blast... Comment bomb them show them love... Marjoram CT Wife of Master Acid Lord of Pain and Pleasure I ¢¾ U!! Trin - Tonya's Hubby - CT ASSIST FAMILY Mr.pain -nWo- Wolfpack Security~HUBBY TO *~**~LUCKY-LADY*~**~** THE ENCHANTED ISLAND CHERRYPIEX CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY christina of the Whips and Chains Society~HTA Fam~D-Generation X Fam~Darkangels~CT Wife of BioHazard RACE TO 10,000 COMMENTS FOR A 7DAY BLAST NO HOLDS BAR!! ANYTHING GOES!!! THIS IS A RACE!! WOULD LIKE TO START THIS CONTEST SATURDAY JULY 7' 2007 @3pm EST TIME ANYONE CAN ENTER COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED & SELF BOMBING AS WELL. PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH THE LINK FOR YOUR PHOTO!! ~*Ladygray*~*ENCHANTED*~CT Wife To Mark~@ CherryTAP RACE TO 10,000 COMMENTS FOR A 7DAY BLAST NO HOLDS BAR!! ANYTHING GOES!!! THIS IS A RACE!! WOULD LIKE TO START THIS CONTEST SATURDAY JULY 7' 2007 ANYONE

Ghost Tiger's Thought's
on this 4th of July, i raise the question, do you know what happened to the 56 men that signed the Declaration of Independence? -5 were captured by the british as traitors and tortured b4 they died. -12 had their homes ransacked and burned -2 lost their sons serving in the revolutionary army -1 had both sons captured -9 fought and died from wounds or hardships of the revolutionary war. they signed and pledged their lives, fortunes and honor. what kind of men were they? -24 were lawyers and jurists. -11 were merchants -9 were farm and plantation owners men of means and well educated. yet, they still signed the Declaration of Independence knowing full well the penalty would be death if captured. -Carter Braxton of Virginia, wealthy planter and trader, saw his ships swept from the sea by the british navy. he sold his home and properties to pay his debts. he died in rags -Thomas McKeam was so hounded by the british that he was forced to move his fami

In Search Of Something Significant
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

Life Blows
just about the start of a new day!!! i am bored out of my mind lol so i am going to post a poem off another page that was a bulletin. hope you all enjoy it but it is very very sad in the end :( Boy: baby we need to talk Girl: kyle, wat do u mean? Boy: sumthin has come up... Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad? Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much Boy: baby are you there?? Girl: yea im here wut is so important?? Boy: im not sure if i should say Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me. Boy: im leaving.... Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here. Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away. Girl: i cant believe this. [FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you

The Fourth Of July
I just want to wish everyone out there in CherryTap Land a Wonderful and Safe Independance Day!! I am thankful to be here in the Land of the Free. Thankful to all the Soldiers before and after me. I now work the Army in and Organization called The Wounded Warrior Program. Making Transition and recovery alittle smoother or injured soldiers than when I went through the process. It is a very difficult time for these soldiers and its my pleasure to make it as easy as possible. So if you know of an injured soldier who recently got out of the Military and needs help getting back to a normal life give them my e-mail shawn.monroe@us.army.mil. Thank a Soldier today for all your freedoms and thank their spouses and families for standing behind them. Have a Happy 4th of July.

Movies
holy crap i have seen alot of movies in like the last 2 months started off with spiderman 3 which was kinda good but had alot of spiderman stuff crammed into it. then i saw pirates 3 which was friggin sweet for that series, had all kinds of stuff and its kinda open ended with captain jack so they could make another one if the right story came along. then i saw die hard last week that was cool with lots of stuff blowin up and all kinds of one liners :) then i just got back from transformers and holy crap that movie is cool, i mean sure its all computer generated but still they tell a good story and u should go see it if u like that kinda thing. well thanks for takin the time to read my thoughts.

New Song
Some- time Some- where I will find you there I'll love you I'll hold you I'll understand you're ware When tmes have come down on you and It's to much for you to bear I'll lend you a shoulder, and prove to You that I still care I'll always be the man in your life that you can count on Forever in your mind, I'm unyeilding to pressure, like a stone Regardless of the task at hand and the triubles to come I will not fail you and my love shall never become numb I'll find you some- time some- where I will always be there I'll love you I'll hold you I will always be fair When the time has come for you to decide where life should go No matter what, you should be aware I'll always be here fo you to know... I'll always be the man in yur life that you can count on Forever your love always unyeilding to pressure just as a stone Regardless of the task at hand and the troubles in life I will never falter,

Nascar Thoughts
I WROTE THIS SHORTLY AFTER A FEW "FANS OF NASCAR" QUESTIONED WHETHER THERE WAS A CONSPIRACY AT THE HIGHEST LEVELS OF NASCAR... I THINK IT WAS AFTER THE RACE IN WHICH JEFF GORDON PASSED DALE SR. IN WINS, SO ENJOY... Someone call Mulder and Scully…there's an X-Files conspiracy in NASCAR!!! Maybe the "Smoking Man" is behind it. Maybe it's the aliens… People get a grip! There were only 8 cautions in this race, and I believe only 2 were for debris, which was plainly show on the tv (of course that's part of the conspiracy - controlling the video shown!) I mean the first caution didnt come until lap 74, when Debris in Turn 1. Tony Stewart is the benefit of the free pass and will be back on the lead lap. (Is Tony now part of the conspiracy?? Maybe brainwashed while in the NASCAR trailer??) Third, it's called "PIT STRATEGY", those people running out of gas on the late laps, could have pitted earlier, they didn't! But of course, who cares for the safety of crews cleaning up the wrea

Happy 4th Of July .
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To All My Ct Friends & Fans!
I was just wondering why we strive to make "friends" here on "Fubar", "CherryTap", or whatever and then no one talks to each other! I have over 245 "friends" here but can't get one to strike up a conversation. Of all the "friends" I have here, only a minute few bother to take the time to acknowledge my existence! Does this happen to you? Yes, I know it is hard to keep up with so many friends, but when someone says "hi" in a shoutbox, does it take too much effort to acknowledge it...or a comment left on your page? It's difficult for me sometimes to keep up with my friends, but I do make an honest effort to acknowledge each and every one of them. Couldn't you, at least, take the time out your busy schedule to do the same? To all my Fubar Friends: I haven't been online for quite some time, but now I am back and would love to hear from all of you. Please, visit my profile, leave some comments on my page, and I will get to you as soon as I can. I have a lot of catching up

Hello
Hi all. Just wanted to say I have been on here for a week now and I absolutely love it!! I love rating pics and rating people! This is an awesome website! Tomorrow is the 4th of July and I hope everyone has a great and safe holiday. Its my daughters birthday too, so I am excited!! She will be 12 this year and wow do they grow up fast! Thanks all for making this experience a great one for me!

Your Pay Dot Com
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Welcome To The Squad!!
Rules of being a member of the squad……….  Have fun!!!!  No rude comments of any kind. You have a with a member or someone at all you must report it to management!  You must add as a friend, rate the profile, rate all pictures (I know some profiles may take a while, but make sure you have done this), rate all stashes (same goes for the stashes), & give a gift at least once to all family members. This should be done before we except you into the family **(pictures can be waived as long as you are going to finish the rates)**  Recruit (this is a must if we want a great team!!! I am not saying you must do this, but if you see someone you think would be a member we would want or need, please let us know or send them over to the management.  When you have been asked to help out in a

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Yo. I have to admit that I knew that this movie would bring back great memories and to enjoy these NEW memories with my 5 year old son made it even better.Though I had NO IDEA that TRANSFORMERS would be the best SUMMER BLOCK BUSTER that was created in the last few summers!!! It was awww inspiring! throughout the movie movie attendees were clapping,gasping and rooting on the carnage that was being displayed on the giat screen. Note to BOOTLEG DVD BUYERS;JUST DONT BUY IT GO AND SEE IT IN THE THEATRES IT IS WORTH WHATEVER IT COSTS TO WATCH IT BELIEVE ME,PLEASE!! At times in this movie I had feelings of sympathy and hope.I swear I almost cried like two times...and Im no freakin sucker neither! From start to finish the movie was !!!AWESOME!!! and come to find out Steven Spellberg helped Micheal Bay out with this GREAT MOVIE. If this MADD RANT did not enthuse you enough to storm out the house to watch it...Go WATCH IT ANYWAYS YOU WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH IT! SEETHING FOR A SEQUEL

Thoughts On My Mind
“The newspapers, the radio, the T.V., the internet, its all there. Its everywhere, Sherri, don’t you see it? For fuck’s sake, look out the God damn window man, its right here!” Tom pulled back the curtains and opened the window so that his message would have the desired effect. Sherri gazed out at the scene below. A man had been shot and killed on the sidewalk across the street. In the distance sirens could be heard approaching quickly. While the dead man’s corpse waited to be removed from the street, a crowd had formed near the body. Instead of horrified screams, there were only angry yells as the mob fought over the dead man’s belongings they had stolen. Tom started in again, “You see this crap? No one cares about anything anymore.” Sherri’s eyes were locked on the scene below. She could hear the sirens much louder now, couldn’t be more than a few streets away. “I wonder why he was killed. What could this man have possibly done to deserve something like this?” “Probably n

I Wanna Be Loved
im tired of stressing i need a break in my life a really good one at that i always the one that sets at home on my computer like i do now, and everyone ask y. well because i don't have a life some man took that away from me i don't have a life while everyone else does have no friends set and watch my sis go wit her friends and i don't never do that cause i have no d** friends makes me so upset plus i have no way round i cant afford a car nor nothing