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ANG's blog: "ME"

created on 07/05/2007  |  http://fubar.com/me/b99048

SAD ANG

Most of us seek out the right person to spend the rest of our life with and think that when we find them, we will never let go. Most of us do just that. I recently have figured out who I have searching for my entire life. And it has me quite perplexed. In my heart, I know nothing could keep me away, but my head is going in the opposite direction. It is telling me that other things need to happen and they of a higher priority. So now I find myself praying to God that He will show me just why He gave me this situation. Normally, I would go after this person with full force but I know we are both in the same situation in our life. I am not entirely sure he feels the same. Either way, I know what I feel and I know what we both have ahead of us. I cannot describe what I feel about this person, but I know it is the most amazing feeling I have ever had and makes me question past relationships. It was not something I expected to feel at all. I am just completely blown away at the moment. I do not know what I am supposed to except walk away and hope God places us together if we are meant to be that way.

Blue Skies & Waves

Beautiful skies of yesterday Beautiful beaches of yesterday Beautiful waterfalls of yesterday Skies turned dark and stormy Beaches covered with trash Waterfalls are dropping toxic waste Oh how nice yesterday was Oh how much I miss yesterday Where did yesterday go? Much time has past Used to the trash and storms now The toxic waste has consumed my soul The day becomes anew and the sun shines bright Clearing the way for clean streams and beaches I sit in disbelief

KEY TO HAPPINESS

Sometimes it takes an entire life to find happiness. Sometimes it is staring you straight in the face. Sometimes, we have buried the happiness for so long that we don't remember what it feels like, where we put it, or how to get it back. I buried my happiness 15 years ago. I had forgotten just how good it felt to be happy. I had forgot how to get it back. But damn if I didn't know it when I saw it. My happiness is back and here to stay. I know what I did all these years to keep myself from being happy. I tried so hard to do the opposite of what made me happy. Yet somehow could not figure out why I wasn't happy. I faced my problems this week. I was ready to close that chapter of my life for good so I could move on. I thought that was I needed to do. However, I looked at it and knew right then, that book could never be closed for me. Then to find out, the other person involved tells me it is only the beginning. Woohoo! That is ecstacy!

Anger Inside

The anger Makes me scream Makes me want to hurt someone Make them bleed Make them writhe in the same pain Pulling myself up Pulling away from that which makes me Pull my hair out of my scalp Screams Screaming for silence Screaming for one hug One simple hug A hug that is comforting A hug that makes me forget Forget the pain ~Ang 08/28/2007

Life

Don't Miss It Take time To look around you See if your world looks like you want Make time To see what is not right Fix things so you can have what you want Don't forget People in your life who never leave People who are always there Take care Of those who are there Make note of those who truly love you Be careful Not to overlook The special ones. One day they may all be gone. ~Ang 4/22/2007
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