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True Love
DO YOU LOVE If you love some one because you think that he or she is really gorgeous ....then it's not love .. it's "Infatuation" If you love some one because you think that you shouldn't leave him because others think that you shouldn't ... then it's not love.. it's "Compromise" If you love some one because you have been kissed by him ... then it's not love.. it's "Inferiority complex" If you love some one because you cannot leave him thinking that it would hurt his feelings .. then it's not love .. it's "Charity" If you love some one because you share every thing with him ... then it's not love... it's "Friendship" BUT... If you feel the pain of the other person more than him even when he is stable and you cry for him ... that's "LOVE" SO WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THIS,PEOPLE ?

Helping Friends
ok everyone this is my first attempt at an official PIMPOUT!! This is my FAMILY list....... HIT EM UP!! QuickSilverGirl a/k/a Katrinity@ fubar QUICKSILVERGIRL a/k/a KATRINITY evil*the bi-bitch@ fubar EVIL*THE BI-BITCH Harley Princess Honorable Society Of Wolves@ fubar HARLEY PRINCESS CrazySexaliciousBitch@ fubar CRAZYSEXALICIOUSBITCH / DARKANGEL ~Cherry*Splash~I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar CHERRY*SPLASH `blakpnthr68`~Honorable Society of Wolves~Official L.U.V. Club Co-Founder~@ fubar BLAKPNTHR68 ~~Rhanda~~@ fubar ~~RHANDA~~ Simply Complicated@ fubar SIMPLY COMPLICATED RECK ~Founder~Native_Rebels & Owner of the Native_Rebels Lounge@ fubar RECK .... she's pretty much my favorite disaster!! lxl_Purple_Killer_lxl ~~founder~~ Native_Rebels ~~ Bombers & Owner of Native_Rebels Lounge@ fubar lxl_PURPLE_KILLER_lxl .. a very good friend w

Missing An Old Friend
A lot of people don't know about the hellish turn my life took 15 years ago. My best friend, and the man that at the time I considered to be the love of my life, until I found Joe, was murdered and died in my arms after taking a bullet that was meant for me. Anyways, I had reason to think of him today when I found out that his baby brother, the only other child in the family died in a car accident last night. In a way, I'm glad that their parents aren't alive to see this. I don't know if they would be able to take the loss of another child. I know it's going to be hard on his wife, especially since she is pregnant with their first child. I hope that all my friends here on CT will keep my friends in their thoughts and prayers over the upcoming months. I hope that she will realize that I will always be there for her, just like I was always there for Shawn. I know that she is a strong person, but even the strongest people need to understand that they have friends that they can lea

Stuff Lol
Life is ok I guess, it could be better but things are looking up for me and my family. Hubby starts a new job on Monday which is awsome because it's been rough finding one since we moved here the end of April. Things will be getting better because of it. We will be able to get our own place soon and have our lives in some kind of order finally. We've moved around so much that I am hopeing soon we find something more permanant. I've been doing this shit for far too long. I just want us to settle somewhere and stay there. It's starting to look like we will finally be able to do so here soon. We have been thinking of moving back to Illinois which won't be bad cuz where he is working now, when we do decide to move, if we decide to move there, he will be able to get a transfer which is awsome. We will have 3 choices of where to move in Illinois also. We have Normal, Springfield, and Champaign. Doesn't matter to me which place as long as we are happy where we are. That's all the latest news

My Life
my life is like a puzzle its in a bunch of different pieces which used to be together now some pieces don't fit some are missing and some are damaged beyond repair. This puzzle one day piece by piece will be put back together again for better or for worse the picture might not be the same any more like it shows on the front of the box so heres hopeing for a better picture.

Finally!!! It Took Getting No Sleep But A Skeleton Version Of The Song "babygirl" Is Done!!!
Well it's taken this song a long time to progress and manisfest itself into a version that I'm completly happy with...The song is and was originally written as an ode to my beautiful,wonderful,absolutely fantastic,uber sexy girlfriend. I call her "Babygirl" as a pet name and that's what the song is called. It took me getting no sleep last night and into today to finally come up with a rough skeleton version of the song...I have rythm and lead guitar finished for the song's rough version,all that's left is to burn it to disk,take said disk into work and hand it over to my bro DannyBoi so he can come up with a drum pattern to it....Then get the drum pattern back and finally lay down the final version of the song with drums,vocals and then re-do or fine tune some parts on guitar.I have about 60% of the vocals for it written down as well. I'm absolutely drained but exhilirated at the task now accomplished. Just wanted to say that it was done. LOL Take it easy peeps and have a great rest of

What The Army Really Means.
Being in the Army is about much more than being physically fit. It is mental and emotional strength. It is the confidence to lead. It is the courage to stand up for your beliefs. It is the compassion to help others. It is the desire for lifelong learning. It is making a difference for yourself, your family, your community and our nation.Strong is about much more than being physically fit. It is mental and emotional strength. It is the confidence to lead. It is the courage to stand up for your beliefs. It is the compassion to help others. It is the desire for lifelong learning. It is making a difference for yourself, your family, your community and our nation.

My Week In Dallas
I went to Dallas last week and it was great besides two things. The first thing is that I am as red as an apple and the second thing is that I blew-out my knee wakeboarding. the last time I did it was when I was 8 years old. Who woudl have thought that 20 years later my past would catch up you me. The first two times I couldn't get back into it. By the thrid time, I had it going and was doing some kick ass killer stunts and tricks. Until I desided to pull a trick that I have never whipped out on until Sunday. At 1pm Sunday afternoon I desided to pullout a backflip into a tailgrab (which I have done 100's of time before with no problem). My hand ends up slipping and I come slamming to the water and my knee hits the rocks. I ended up moving my knee totally out of place and tare 98% of the cartledge around my knee. So anyways, I went to the ER and it took them 2 hours and 13 mins to see me. The doctor told me the news and I told him "Well no shit doc I already knew what happened and w

The New Chapter...
Today's Horoscope **It's tough to let go of the way we want things to be and learn to accept how they really are. But once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place to stand -- and that it's not such a bad place after all.** I had gotten to a point in my life that I believed the way i wanted things would never be a reality for me. But now, as I take a chance with my heart, and learn to open up again, I wonder can't reality be the way I want things to be. When you find your dream, and feel the connection, then it makes your heart and mind reach for the stars. I know that the things I desire in my life can be a reality. It may never look exactly the way the "picture" in my mind thought it should, but like it says the reality not so bad. For me it's all about finding a connection that is real. The reality of that is sooooooo much better than anything I could have hoped for. There are pieces that could make it better, distance being one. But it's all about the h

Relationship Blunders
i am more in love now than i have been in a long time and that love has been my reason for being for so long. he had my whole being....and he shattered who i was. i ended up cheating on him and in turn hurting him.....cause he changed into the man i saw years ago. my three month old son is not his and i know that it crushed him greatly but i also know he wants to be a dad to him...or at least he did want to be a dad to him...who knows now. we have had a hard road these past four/five years and now i feel there is an end. my heart, mind and sole just can not take it anymore. i have been hurt so many times and i need to be strong for the kids. i am now knowing what i want to do with my life and i now have the "balls" to do it. the thing is that my depression may just kick my ass a little bit. i know who i am and i am not standing to be disrespected and used anymore. i deserve to be treated right. i am tired of being taken for granted and not truly apprecated. there have been days tha

Ramblings Of A Mynda!
Watch to the end! OK so due to the latest things occurring on fubar (blasts have been taken away for stupid reasons that i wont mention here bc i may end up losing my stuff for badmouthing the site... can anyone say hypocritical capitalist?) ANYWAYS... Mark and I have been thinking and we want to know from both the bidders and the entrants what they think about our idea. What if we make it so that the person being bid on can decide if they want the FU gift (blast, VIP, HH etc...) or just the cash equivalent? So if a person bids a 7day blast, they can instead ask for just 20 dollars sent to their paypal or a gift card in that amount to some store they like etc... We arent saying all gifts must be in real money instead of FU related items, just that the entrant reserves the right to choose which they prefer. Please leave comments or messages with your opinons! HAPPY BIDDING! -Mynda! > > > HEY FUBAR! I am having my first auction!!! Just sen

My Heart Cannot Take Anymore
I've known for awhile that my husband was gonna go out with my friend Andrea's boyfriend Drew. I was ok with that. Hell I'm ok with him going out with just about anyone as long as he is upfront,and honest with me. If you have nothing to hide then why be shady and lie about bs right?? Well,first Chad tried telling me he was going out with his brother,then it changed to he was going to this bar alone,and that he'd meet people there to talk to,then finally when I point blanked asked him if he was going out with his secretary from work (Carolina) he said to me "why would you think that?" I told him dont pull some bullshit on me and he finally fessed up that yeah he was. I was not angry in the least about him going out with her, just the fact he felt the need to lie about it. It didnt make sense that if everything was on the up and up he would need to be shady. So I went there and confronted him about the lies. I was so upset I punched him and told him I dont appreciate the fu

A Few Jokes
Fly is Unzipped Top 20 Ways to Tell Someone Their Fly is Unzipped 20. The cucumber has left the salad. 19. I can see the gun of Navarone. 18. Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out. 17. You've got Windows on your laptop. 16. Sailor Ned's trying to take a little shore leave. 15. Your soldier ain't so unknown now. 14. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells. 13. You need to bring your tray table to the upright and locked position. 12. Paging Mr. Johnson... Paging Mr. Johnson... 11. Your pod bay door is open, Hal. 10. Elvis Junior has LEFT the building! 9. Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod. 8. Ensign Hanes is reporting a hull breach on the lower deck, Sir! 7. The Buick is not all the way in the garage. 6. Dr. Kimble has escaped! 5. You've got your fly set for "Monica" instead of "Hillary." 4. Our next guest is someone who needs no introduction... 3. You've go

I Found The Rower, Thanks Joanna.... Again
Thanks to everyone for trying to find the row machine I was looking for. Joanna found one in Redwood City, California. It's the Lifefitness Liferower.... go figure. They don't make them anymore, but found a company that refurbishes them for $1200. They weigh 190#'s, but if anyone else is looking for a great workout between the weights for total body toning and cardio, this is by far the best I've ever seen. Contact me for further information, they have 11 of them left. My email is CaptAdams35@hotmail.com

A Friends Contest
My girl friend is in a contest can you plzz help out rate and comment her pic if you could i will try to keep up with everyone that has been there and show them some love also ty :) http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=909921&albumid=419275&i=1757798741

My First Blog
so this is my first blog i never have time to write anyone. got some new pics of up from last nite. totally didnt get any while we were at the bar lol. im getting ready now to meet up with my boss for some mary kay party thing. PEACE

Tom
Pruett Jr., Thomas Ray "Tom" A carpenter and a resident of St.Amant, he died at 12:56 p.m. Tuesday, Oct. 3,2006, at Ochsner Hospital, Baton Rouge. He was 33, a native of Denham Springs and a U.S. Navy veteran. Visiting at Gray's Creek Baptist Church, La. 16, on Thursday, Oct. 5 from noon until religious service at 1p.m., conducted by Carl Sullivan. He is survived by his wife, Mandy Buratt Pruett; father and mother, Thomas Ray Pruett Sr. and Jacquelyn Jackson Pruett, St. Amant; two daughters, Bethany Eastlick, age 13 of California, and Jade Pruett, age 5, of Thibodaux; two stepdaughers', Evelyn Fussell, age 11, and Kristen Fussell, age 9, both of Gonzales; stepson, Tomas Jones, age 12, of Denham Springs; sister, Carmen Pruett, Baton Rouge; and grandmother, Mary Kent Morganroth, Longville. Preceded in death by his grandfathers, Thomas J. Pruett and Rudolph Jackson; and grandmother, Martha Stonecipher. He was a high school graduate and recieved a degree in technical d

Prayers Needed
Yesterday morning mama D ( FTW Lost Goth ) and I Tanya ( Mystic ) where heading into town taking FTW Goth shopping when we where broadsided by two boy's who thought it was cool to steal a car and run a red light,mama D stuck her arm out to protect me and my baby ( I'm almost 8 months pregger's and we where struck on the passenger side where she was sitting.I have a broken arm and Deanna was out cold she also has a broken arm as well.She finally came to this morning but has a concussion and had lost her baby.I'm asking everyone to pass this along to let her friends know Deanna is awake but still not doing very good and to ask everyone to pay for Goth cause her mind and spirit is in really bad shap with the loss of her 8th child. We are also calling all the children ( we are all now teen's ) to come help cheer her up. But please pray that Goth heals in mind body and spirit right now she has pretty much given up. Thank You

Video Links
I'm not sure If I can put these videos on My stash since they are way more than just NSFW, so I'm just going to put the links here for you to check them out. (links will open in a new window... I don't want you to go away too far from here) :) WOMEN MASS MASTURBATION JAPANESE MASS FUCK JAPANESE SEX CHAIR BOOT SEX Now that boot sex video is something that left Me a little impressed!.... Enjoy Mistress M

21st B-day! Who's Buyin The Drinks??
Ok, so I'm new to this site, and haven't had time to thank everyone who has commented or rated my pics or profile.. If I haven't said it already to you, THANKS!!! I really appreciate it. I'm having a blast on here chatting with everyone and rating people. Now the otehr reason for this blog... next Friday, the 6th is my 21st birthday!! Yay! So... who's buyin the drinks?? Don't be shy, and for every drink ya buy me on here, I'll return the favor!!! Again, thanks for everything y'all!

Men!!!!
never say " i love you" if you really don‘t care never talk about feelings if they really arent there never hold my hand if your gonna break my heart never say your going to if you dont plan to start never look into my eyes if all you do is lie never say hi if you really mean good–bye if you really mean forever say you will try never say forever cuz forever makes me cry I KNEW YOU LOVED ME, I FELT THAT YOU DID, I WAS HURT, BECAUSE YOU WERE MY BEST FREIND, I TOLD EVERYONE YOU WERE MY ONLY ONE, I SAW US, I KNOW YOU DID TO, BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME ONCE I WAS EVERYTHING TO YOU, YOU HURT ME SO BAD IT‘S HARD TO TALK TO YOU, WHEN I SEE YOUR FACE THEY ONLY THING I WANNA DO IS KISS YOU, I WOULDENT CHANGE THE WAY I FEEL, I WOULDENT BECAUSE I KNOW YOU FEEL THE SAME IN MANY WAY‘S, THE PROBLEM IS YOUR WITH SOMONE, I KNOW IF YOU WASENT YOU WOULD BE HOLDING MY HAND‘S, YOU WOULD TELL ME EVERYDAY YOU WERE SORRY AND NEVER WANT TO HURT ME AGAIN, AT LEAST THAT‘S WHAT I

Horoscope June 30, 2007
Family, friends, a cozy home: These things make you feel safe and secure. No matter what's going on with the outside world, if you know you have a haven you can retreat to, all's right with the world.

Stuff
Hello everyone who knows what was happening today... To answer your questions , everything went extremly well today... Thanks for all your support and concerns... I must say it was awesome to say the least... Had a wonderful time... I haven't had such fun in forever it seems... I should have some pics up later .... OMG !! Must do this again and Damn Soon !!! I am so drained right now ... But it feels so good---- :) This Day in History On September 11 1789 Alexander Hamilton was appointed by U.S. President George Washington to be the first secretary of the treasury. 1875 "Professor Tidwissel's Burglar Alarm" was featured in the New York Daily Graphic, and became the first comic strip to appear in a newspaper. 1883 The mail chute was patented by James Cutler. The new device was first used in the Elwood Building in Rochester, NY. 1936 Boulder Dam in Nevada was dedicated by U.S. President Franklin D. Roosevelt by turning on the dam's first hydroelectric generator.

Experience, Strength And Hope
What a terrible morning. A muddy section of the pasture and the playful aggressiveness of my horse Thumper caused my 25 year old saddlebred gelding, Majestic, to fracture his right-rear cannon bone. It was a compound fracture that forced the bone through the skin. He was standing there with relative calm while I comforted him and tried to figure out what to do. I called my neighbors (who are cattle farmers and fellow horse-people) and then I called the veterinarian. The vet told me to keep the horse on his feet and try to brace the broken leg. I did that (more efficiently than I thought that I could) and waited the 45 minutes it would take for the vet to get there. While my friend Joy stayed with me to wait with Stick, her husband Mark drove to another neighbor’s house to see if he would be willing to dig a horse grave on my pasture with his 92HP grader. 45 agonizing minutes of comforting and petting the horse and then the vet arrived. There’s not really anything tha

The Art In The Angel
Nobody completes you They are not your Other half An important piece Of the puzzle Is all for one Should ask Perfect is imperfect In someone else’s eyes Though we shall not settle For less Chasing the imagined Longing for what does not Exist Satisfaction is not guaranteed So we justify What satisfies We explain our glee With because’s and but’s List the reasons why Regurgitate mindless fluff When it comes to charging Your lovelight It is kinda sad That Happy Is rarely enough Writers block Is a misnomer There is always Something to say Lovely can be lonely If the letters Get in the way If you sign a check You have written It is not that big A deal The only thing That is difficult Is writing what You feel Everyone is a writer Not doing it Does not mean you’re blocked Sometimes instead of Scribbling You just get it out When you talk Awaken by an angel Who told me to Come right in She opened

My Story
My Story! Please be aware, some of this material you may find disturbing. so please be warned! I was born in 1959, in yeovil, somerset UK. I come from a family of 7 children. For the 1st 6yrs of my life, I was beaten by my father, who used to come home drunk beat my mother up and us kids. All the money he earned he spent on Drink, gambling and other women, and used to boast to my mum about the women he'd been with! But one night my Mother had flipped, in fact she had a nervous breakdown, He came home drunk as usual and started on my mother, she ran upstairs screaming, dad had tripped up and had trouble getting up again cause he was so drunk, mum packed a few clothes and took the 2 youngest and fled to her mothers, she told me she would be back next day to get us. So I went back to sleep, like I said I was only 6 yrs old then. Then my dad came up later and he woke me up to say "are you gonna give yer dad a cuddle......of course I said yes.....because it was very rare to get a c

Update For Baby Kaleb
Saturday, June 30, 2007 He did GREAT I am so sorry that I haven't updated everybody! KALEB DID GREAT!~ He came out a completely different baby. He was WIDE awake. He was moving a whole bunch. It was great! I was so worried when he went into surgery and through out the whole thing. He was in there for 5 hours! So needless to say I was freaking out! But thank GOD he did great He had a shunt put in and a G/J tube and he had a stomach surgery. The doctors said he did really good. He had to be put back on a ventilator but as of right now they are wheening him off of it. I was so scared for the fact that he was going to be back on a ventilator. But I prayed about and God made everything ok! Thank you for all of your prayers! THANK YOU

My Brothers Lil Girl
this is bradleys sister again.. i just want everyone to please pray for my brother even tho its been 9 yrs july 1st that he lost his lil girl.. she was still born on july 1st of 1998... she only weighed 15 ounces and his ex was only 7 months pregnant... so if u would plz send a lil prayer or pray for my brother.. hes going thru a hard enuff time with cara... plz just show my brother some love and hell see it when he can get online or i can let him know.... this is still so very hard on him... he wants a lil girl so bad... he had 2 beautiful girls he was so attached to when him and cara was together..but plz show brad some love plz... thanks alot.. bri

Quizzes And Surveys
You scored as Biting, When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100% Bondage67% Whips50% Chains/Handcuffs42% Blood8% Blind Folds0% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Dirty Piercings, AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Labret Piercing100% Dirty Piercings100%

What Mythical Creature Are You?
You scored as Dragon, Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Dragon100% Angel92% Faerie67% WereWolf67% Mermaid58% Demon25% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com Put your car keys beside your bed at night. If you hear a noise outside your home or someone trying to get in your house, just press the panic button for your car. The alarm will be set off, and the horn will continue to sound until either you turn it off or the car battery dies. This tip cam

Quiz
1. Do you have a tattoo? no 2. How old are you? 52 3. Are you single or taken? single 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? both 5. Do you dream at night?sometimes 6. Ever seen a corpse?yes 7.George Strait or Jay Z? Jay Z 8. How did we meet? fubar HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? live every day as thought it were your last 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? wouldn't change anything 11. Do you trust the police? depends 12. Do you like Country music? a little 13. What is your fondest memory of me? multiple 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? lose weight 15. Would you cheat ? no 16. What do you wear to sleep? briefs 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? yup 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? yes 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? many things

Stressed Out..
God I hate cloudy yucky days where it's a drizzle rain and all. Getting all stressed out with it being July, I have to deal with the holiday my sister is coming up in a few days, my mom has surgery in a week and then my dad and step mom come up in a few weeks. My OCD is really going full gear and it gets alot worse because everything has got to be perfect. So now everyday that passes I will only get worse and worse and then be sick from all the stress...

I'm The Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Words Of Wisdom To Live By
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ev

Deja Vu
Theres a shroud around my heart, forming from my lack of emotions, my lack of intelligence. And it's a cold damp fog, dark and gray surrounding my head and squeezing my heart turning it icy blue until it can't breathe. My warm blood surges and grows cold. It can no longer penetrate my heart. The fog spreads to my lungs, constricting, squeezing the life from them. I cant breathe, can't focus. My brain turns into my only means of living, my only means of survival. Somethings wrong, my judgment is clouded, my vision is unclear and i'm afraid, afraid of slipping into the shadows of the unknown. The fog has found me along my quest for knowlegde and understanding i do not possess. I need to know, i need clarity, or am i to slip away? Ive seen you before somewhere in a distant dream. You reached out to me and i returned to you with a warm forbidden smile. Your eyes coursed into me as if the ocean itself stood silent with anxiety. I returned that calming sight with wandering eyes dark, pit

And Now, A Word From Our Sponsor.
This is apparently what happens on Wednesday nights in Amandaland. Video also in comments. ...I'd pull out every fucking strand right now. Yeah, do unto others blah blah blah, but don't EXPECT something to be okay just because you might be okay with it if shoes were on the other feet. I work really hard and, although what I have to show for it may not seem like a lot to some people, I've come a long way in the last few years after completely starting my life over. It's not acceptable for something of mine that might even seem minor in another's eyes to be taken for granted, whether it's things I've provided for myself or the friendship I offer to others. It's hard for me to open up my life to people because when I do, the privilege to be in it is too often abused. If you're in my life, I care a whole fucking lot about you and just want the same respect I show you, you know? Calm. Blue. Oceans. Please. Buy some peas and go to a frozen lake. Cut a hole in the ice and leave the pe

Protect Pics
I THINK IN ORDER TO PROTECT YOUR PICS FROM BEING RIPPED AND USED IN THE WRONG WAY YOU WILL HAVE TO PUT ALL YOUR DEFAULT PICS IN ANOTHER FOLDER GO TO ALBUM OPTIONS AND PUT A CHECK MARK NEXT TO BLOCK RIPS.YES I KNOW ITS A PAIN IN THE ASS BUT IF YOU WANT TO PROTECT YOURSELF THIS IS WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE...JUST A LITTLE SUGGESTION. THANK YOU FOR REPOSTING FROM LOVLYMOM

Men
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they will find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. If you DO sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. 9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them

What I've Learned About Life
If you can't stand next to me and hold your head up high, then I can't stand next to you. Make no excuses, accept no excuses. And if you believe in something...stand up and fight for it. Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two. 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you

Lol Movin Once Again
i went to harlan where all my stuff is yesterday to finish packin up ..told my daughters that id be right back that i had to go talk to my landlady......well the moment i stepped off the botton step she pulls up.i told her i was movin and she told me that what she was comin up to tell me i had to do....i had a friend that got arrested night b4 i got all moved up there to harlan and cause i knew him she didnt want me to stay there she wanted to just throw me and my 16 yr old out the the damn street.well since i done payed rent i wasnt gonna let that happen cause the old bag wasnt even gonna give me back th emoney i payed for rent.....well my stuffed stayed in harlan and i came back to tennessee to find me another place...well i got one now and fixin to move all my stuff back today.but cause my friend got arrested wasnt no reason for her to get made at me cause i wasnt even in harlan when he got a ressted.and i didnt like the idea that my daughter could come visit but not spend th enite

My Truck
Well heres how it starts out. One 1969 Chevy 1/2 ton pick up. I made the deal finally on it. I did some work and a $100.00 dollars and had it towed home. After it has sat for a little over 2 years...it needed some work. It was full of garbage and junk in the back of it. A tree had fell on the top of the right side of the cab. Huge dent in the top. I had to pound that back into place some. I got it running and found out the gas line had a hole in it. I replaced the line. Then found out the Gas line wasnt tight around the gas filter. Tightened that up...gas lines fixed. The next thing is the gear shifter broke. Someone had converted it from 3 speed on the tree to the floor. I had the shifter welded at a friends shop...good as new. It needed a tune up...so that was taken care of. I cleaned out the back of the truck. I found maybe 300 beer bottles...250 beer cans...lot of misc garbage. It looked like a DUI waiting to happen...with more evidence to hang anyone drunk or not. I cleaned out th

Decadence
"Decadance" Say, yes they know that you fought yourself another time Don't they know that you're full of pain already? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Decadence isn't easy, is it? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Don't they know that you're full of pain already? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Decadence isn't easy, is it? Then you slowly recall all your mind Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry Dead inside Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely Slowly recall all your mind Say, yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Don't they know that you're full of pain already? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Decadence isn't easy, is it? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Don't they know that you're full of pain already? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Decadence isn't easy... Then you slowly recall all your

Upstatehotlips
GM FRIENDS, IM IN A CONTEST AND I NEED ALL YOUR SUPPORT, PLEASE VOTE FOR ME BY ADDING COMMENT S...THANKS YOU My BF and I are a cutest couple contest starting 11/26 - 12/24 we can u se the votes y'all good prizes.. Help us out Please Here is the link can not be uesed until 9 am mon 11/26 Thanks Denny and Chazz Click the link and or pic to BOMB i am very disgruntled at the fact that i am in a contest and only a couple friends have even bothered to stop by annd leave one measley comment or even a rate. sure you wanna and or comment my nsfw pics, but then jerk odd or something and have no time to do something constructive for me, well guess what people? no more nsfw for anybody but my best friends! i will be cleaning my list tomorrow........ you know ........ as a matter of fact , i think all my nsfw will be just family, you all dont feel anything but your juices flowing to my pics. nuff said, its going to be that way in a little while, i dont care anymore...

Mmfwcl!!!!!
I have posted this once before.........Thes people are tryin to discredit the Juggalo Mafia and Team Shocker...........This is crap, these people will go to your profile , rip your pics, and create fake profiles to fuck with the fam.....AINT GONNA HAPPEN ....BLOCK THESE FUCKERS..... Rev@ CherryTAP Porch Monkey 4 Life -CT's Most Hated-@ CherryTAP Bo$$@ CherryTAP AND THIS IS THE FAKE LETTE FRIEND oOV1RUSOo [Jeremy = Love] [CT Daughter of RIGraywolf]@ CherryTAP I RECIEVED THIS FROM '†۞ MYSTIC ANGEL ۞†', A Good friend, and Juggalo Mafia FAM:::::::READ ON :::: THESE PPL HACKED MY ACCOUNT AND PLACED A STARTED SEND FAKE MAIL BACK AND FORTH TO THE FAKE PROFILE AND THE DELETED EVERY JUGGALO THING I HAVE!!!! THIS WAS THE WORK OF REV AND OR BOSS AND OR PORCH MONKEY DUE TO MY ATTACK ON THEM THE OTHER DAY!!! SO WITH THIS BEING SAID DO NOT BELIEVE THE FAKE ACCOUNT SET UP TO TRY TO BELIEVE THESE CONS I WOULDN'T EVER GET RID OF MY JUGGALO FAM!!!

Quote Of The Day...
I dream of a better tomorrow... where chickens can cross roads and not have their motives questioned A sense of humor can help you overlook the unattractive, tolerate the unpleasant, cope with the unexpected, and smile through the unbearable. In the long run, the pessimist may be proven right, but the optimist has a better time on the trip.

Juggalo Sellout Youve Just Been Punked
†۞ MYSTIC ANGEL ۞†@ CherryTAP Look at the level you moron. This isn't Ash.Weee this is a fucking fake account. Clowns fucking suck and I see you truely don't have any love for your own kind. Since your so willing to drop them for a piece of ass. Now go back to fucking your sheep and the real 1 dollar whore. We are screen shotting this so that Horny Juggalo can see that your so willing to drop your colors for a whore. well i am dropping my colors i started on my page go look i swear i am not gonna rate you a 1 your not a whore and this aint fucking right team shocker has been nothin but good to that fam and if they did that fuck them !!! pls dont think all juggalo's are alike i will renowns from the mafia but i am a juggalo this is fucked up !!! please accecpt my appologies hun if i knew this happend i would have delt with it ..and i am gonna deal with it!!! please team shocker is awesome and i have alot of friends in there with yall including my baby angel baby ...I

My Friends
My REALLLY good friend -- Kelly was in a really bad car accident a week ago --- Kel is still n ICU/trauma in one of the best hospitals in Pittsburgh, PA. We wish a speeedy recovery & hope that she comes back to us the same as she was. (even tho nothing is ever the same) all my thoughts and prays are with her and her family right now. I am going to try and set up a donation link thru a local bank - so if anyone would want to possibly donate a lil something to help her household survive while she is in the hospital! she has 2 daughters the youngest is 7. her oldest daughter has been there everyday since the accident. We love you Kelster -- check out the video that was made for her under my stash!

Music I Love
Artist/Band: Cross Canadian Ragweed Lyrics for Song: Sick And Tired Got your bag on your shoulder, Never thought once about thinkin' it over. Feel like you're the only one, Who's ever been in a bad situation. Now you need to take yourself a love vacation, 'Cause after all, what's done is done. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Everything around you's growin' old. The days drag on, the nights last forever, Every day's tougher just to keep it together. Forget everything you've ever known, Except for home. He made a promise he couldn't keep. I bet he's not losing a bit of sleep, Over how you're getting down the line. Now don't you fret, now don't you worry, Don't get in too much of a hurry, 'Cause up ahead's that city limit sign. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Everything around you's growin' old. The days drag on, the nights last forever, Every day's tougher just to keep it together. Forget everything you've ever known, Except for home.

Cherry Points
I HAVE BEEN BOUND IN THE DEPTHS OF HELL AROSE FROM THE ASHES I SAW BOTH FRIEND AND FOE- REACHING OUT TRYING TO GRAB HOLD NO DEMON CAN HOLD ME! AS I ASCENDED IN THE DISTANCE I COULD HEAR CRYS OF JOY AM I NEARER TO MY PEACE NOW? FOR I HAVE BEEN IN THE DEPTHS OF HELL AND RETURNED! BY:ME Well,I finally found the man of my dreams! Nothing could be better right now. Hope it stays this way for a long time...So far so good. Sittin here alone again on a Friday nite. UGH! If I were back in Florida, I'd be heading to the beach right now for a long night of partyin and dancin! Damn, I'll be glad when I can get back to my homies and the beach! This place they call Delaware is really dead-aware..... LOL {wink}

Some People
To all who read this.....I dont know which one of you sent the dirty weeds with this message: "i thought you finally got it, i guess not, why don't u just tell her to stop, what is it with her and i seen the comment saying she couldn't wait to kiss u, how cute i'd do more then just kiss u and i can't get u to look at me twice, i seen u didn't leave any comments for her, she must not be getting the hint cause she is all over ur page agin, i'll help u get rid of her " .....Look at my name...do you think I want rid of her??? Let me spell it out to you...N-O-...Which means NO....yes me and her have a thing going. If I lead you to believe that I was interested in you I am sorry, cause I was not here looking for a relationship, this just happened. I will be meeting her, but I will not give a date what so every, that is something you need not know. So if you have a problem with this in any way please do us a favor and remove yourself from my list. As far as me leaving her comments

Sweet November
"When the story begins, Nelson is a great fixer, He throws money at a problem or hires someone to fix it. But by the end of the film, he realizes there are some things in life you can't throw money at, and you simply have to accept and make the best of your circumstances. That's what the film is about; seizing the moment and making the absolute most of every minute you're alive on this planet." "One of the best pieces of advice I was ever given is to make the most of all that comes and the least of all that goes, "At the end of the film I think everyone will leave with what Sara has given Nelson. I hope that people will see the world through Sara's eyes, as Nelson does." "I am attracted to the moments in this story in which the characters are forced to find their better selves," "Love stories demand that kind of insight and courage. This is one of those movies." "I hope the audience is overwhelmed by the beauty of life and its possibilities and its h

Life
Well as I sit here I think so people have said that I think to much for my own good.. I know nothing and especially life makes no sense what so ever. Try to be a nice caring person and we get shit on. I know been there many a time. I do understand. The boy's Mother was a maniac depressive so I have been through it all worse in person then just emails. I have been through the mill. I lost my Mother and I lost a child and have been used by a few women. Now all I want to do is find a friend with benefits. LOL I learned that term in 2005 when I was down in Louisiana for hurricane duty. I doubt I will get married again. I think I might move in with someone but marry no not again I think. But I haven’t met any friends with benefits either lol. Sorry I guess I'm just being an idiot tired of being alone and having no sex life or cuddling or someone to go to the movies with me or to hold hands with, etc. I try then feel like not trying because no one else seems to want to try. Maybe I do think

Quess Who Forgot How To Use This?
Hey everyone, I thought I would drop a note to say hi to everyone and wish everyone a good week! I added some pics of my work today! You can see them there or on our website Just Google Us! The Sisters Grymm Leave us a message if you stop by! Later Taters And I thought myspace was complicated pffffffffffffft!

Feel
sent down from heaven a lettle peace of God an angel without wings fell in to our arms sweet little boy with a face of light brightoned up my heart when i say him smile all my life i tried to see how heaven could be so beautiful now i see it was the beauty in this boy that was sent down to me strang how life changes in just one moment sweet little angel sent up to heaven a little peace of me an agel with wings to my son Stone Born 9-16-03 and Passed 10-22-03 sweet smiles happy face remambered always as an amazing grace

My Scary Stories..true Facts. Hehe
Okay so enough of 'funny' feelings. Let's go with facts. I've had to wear a contraption strapped to my back to prevent whos-its and whats-its from attacking...just so I felt safe. :P Yeah so I'm a weird one. But not that weird. The song 'Ghost-Buuusters!!" alwys runs through my head when I wear it. hehe Okay so its a vacuum cleaner but on to a better point! YOu want cold hard facts, Here goes: Walk up to Mrs. Harlack's house, which looks inviting on the outside, but you're told to wipe your feet at her doorstep and say hello as you walk in. Not before unlocking it with that handy skeleton key. hehe. PLUG YOUR EARS COZ YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR THAT BABY CRY>> CLOSE YOUR EYES in case you see her rocker rocking. --- meow~ Its a funny house! YOu ever feel as though someone is watching you. Then you turn and no one's there. Or at the corner of your eye you actually see someone and you look reallly really fast to catch them, but you can't?? SOooooooo Creepy. Or never mind. Be somewhere and y

Chelts
Im truly sick of downers. I swear the hardest thing to do is finally just let yourself be positive about everything around you. People tend to find negative in everything. I'm just finally happy and even when things start to rain i still find a smile on my face. I'm really happy about life and looking forward to whatever happens. For the first time ever really! and it really feels good. I no longer have the pity me parties either. I also think that depression is a highly overlooked disorder. I truly believe its a mental disorder that people just can't get over and everything just seems to be falling into the same "woe is me" zone. Second, is relationships gone bad. NOBODY has control over there destiny and, it seems that once you fall head over heels for someone your screwed and everything seems to fall in the negative category and then little by little your world starts "crashing down". Just remember you have NO control over your destiny sometimes it needs a little push bu

Very Alone
As SOME of ya'll know if u actually take the time to talk to me... my husbands currently deployed and were having problems.. dunno if were gonna stay married.... i dunno what to do.. im here stateside.. waiting... raising 2 kids.. ones 6 and the other is 4 months.. all alone.. nobody to turn to.. no true freinds to turn to.. and being in alaska.. im so far from family... im the type of girl that leaves my thoughts usually to myself and doesnt talk to much about umm or i try to put my mind on other stuff! at times like this.. i feel so alone.. i wanna talk to someone.. im so bored.. my kids r sick and everyones drinkin but i dont feel i should or i dont even wanna cause i dont want something to happen if they needed me or something.. ya know! ok well this isnt really going anywhere.. so i guess thats it for now.. im gonna lay down i guess... im just bored.. feelin alone! **sigh**

The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes
"The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women— And What To Do About It..." Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With Women—And How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes... MISTAKE #1: Being Too Much Of A "Nice Guy" Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted "nice" guys? Of course you have. Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU. What's going on here? It's actually very simple... Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them. And guess what? Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION. And being NICE doesn't make a woman CHOOSE you. I realize that this doesn't make a lot of logical sense, and it's hard to ACCEPT... but G

Ain't That The Truth
My horoscope was this the other day.. It's tough to let go of the way we want things to be and learn to accept how they really are. But once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place to stand -- and that it's not such a bad place after all. --- w0rd! A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! . . . Relax . . And read this slowly. ----------------------------------------------------- I believe -- . . . That just because two people argue, It doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe -- That we don't have to change friends If we understand that friends change. I believe -- That no matter how good a friend is, They're going to hurt you every once in a while And you must forgive them for that. I believe -- That true friendship continues to grow, Even over the longest di

"god Wanted Me To Tell You"
GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU Everything that is going wrong in your life today shall be well with you this year. No matter how much your enemies try this year, "they will not" succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of this year (2006), all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings sorrows and pains because HE that sits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down. I knocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me... My child! What can I do for you? And I said, "Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message"... God smiled and answered... Request granted. If you believe this message, send it to seven persons and the one who sent it to you. By doing this you have succeeded in praying for eight people today

June 30/07
My family sucks, I am considered the black sheep. I left due to how things were going, took the first chance I had out of there. My dad came to visit for the first time in years. It did not go well and yet I am happy that it did happen. He never did want to know the real truth, we fought a lot and I was happy to see him go. I am very lonely and I am still dealing with the aftermath of an abusive relationship and trying to heal. The whole experience reminded me why I moved so far away. I also saw a different side of my father, seeing him for the first time as an adult and after everything I been through. I realized why things happened the way they did. Now I know my family just sucks cause I shouldn't be alone and should never had been.

Announcements!
Hello all my little CT Friends and family! I've been busy and have neglected you all for a few days, so I am just sending this blog out to let everyone know that I'll be on most of the dat tommorrow! Hit me up and lets chat! Dave

Friday Night...and I Am On The Computer?!?!?
Well...Looks like a fun night. ROFL!!! So I am sitting here on the computer and watching the movie "Clueless"....OMG what a pathetic way to start the weekend. Hit me up people...I am bored!!!

Please Say Its So~
You grow up with a mentality, something mom installed in your brain. Never judge anyone without knowing them first. Don't put someone down because they live a certain way. Because one day youre children will make the same mistakes, or choose to be or do something you don't agree with. But you love them anyway, always showing love. Who else can love you for all that you are? Find a man worthy of your person, if you are all that you can be. You want to compare every man to your dad, even if he was your step dad. Wanting a slight rugged edge, who has qualities of a real man. Respectable, who cherishes your every dream, loves you regardless of what you do...without making you feel any less than he is. Someone who treats you as his queen, never demeans you of your beliefs. Youre best friend, youre lover. Mom always said her husband knew everything, even stuff she wouldnt dare tell anyone. !! :p Really now mom, I used to think, big deal... but I realize how big a deal it actually is. Rem

Extra Prayers For Kaleb Today He Has Two Surgeries!!!
Two hard surgeries today - so all that know the story pray extra today for Kaleb and for the mom and dad! For all that don't know who kaleb is go their myspace and read it.

In My Dreams
I lay in bed at night and wonder what you're dreaming of, is it me or someone else? Do you still think of me from time to time or do I even cross your mind? Is it just me, cause I do think of you and you do cross mind mind. I think of you all the time. Not a day goes by when I don't remember the good days. Hell even the bad days make me smile now. You have captured my dreams at night and my thoughts durning the day. Will these thoughts ever go away, I ask myself.

Misc...
As many of my friends already know I haven't spoke to my parents & brother in almost 3 yrs. An still to this day it hurts like hell...I do a good job of covering the pain up but, sometimes it gets the best of me....like it did tonight. In my mothers eyes I would be better off dead since thats how she looks at it anyways...I still can't understand how you can hate your child so much. I know me an my brother wasn't perfect growing up an we still aren't. my brother and mom has had arguements for as long as i can remember and she still loves him...he is still up there on a gold throne in her eyes....well i'm the no good trash...thats is satans child....my mother disowned me cause of a arguement between me & my brother ion thanksgiving at her house...this isn't the first time we haven't spoke but, it is the longest its been...My daddy won't even speak to me anymore...my whole life my dad was my everything now i'm nothing to him either....I miss not having a family it hurts when I pass by my

Daughter!
my daughter got her license today and she was so happy i thought she was going to cry!i guess that means i have to spring for a vehichle for her now!all my kids are getting big!it seems like yesterday she was just riding a bike...

Somethin New
I can still remember the day you went away far away to what is known as the better place A paradise in which you are eternally to stay never to return again. All the doctors the hospitals that pain in which no one could take away it all done you said to yourself will fade and at peace you will be The laughter you brought to everyone joy in my heart is what i loved the most smiles you could bring to the sorrowest of people. Growing up with you in my life was a blessing to have a angel in my life like you was a gift in which no one could take Until the day god wanted his angel back. I will wait on earth for the day we will unite again peace i will regrain in my soul for i will have all the loving memories of you Be still world for i know you are looking upon us all watching to make sure we do not stubble or fall our hearts are sorrowful but the memories are strong. Peace for all for tommorow is another day were we will remember what w

Avid Readers
"☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯May you see the beauty that surrounds you and have the wisdom to embrace it.☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" "☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯DREAM☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" "☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯ENCOURAGE☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" "☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯INSPIRE☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" - Get Your Own .☯•★.¸.•*I'm in the mood for Halloween. Are You?.•* ★*•.¸☆

Daddy It Hurts
please forgive me If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. If I won't make out with you every minute. I'm sorry.. If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. If I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. If i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. If my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Wo

My Love!!!!!!!!!!1
WHAT MAKES ME? created @ 2009-08-29 18:48:08 What makes me weak? My fears. What makes me whole? My God. What keeps me standing? My faith. What makes me compassionate? My selflessness. What makes me honest? My integrity. What sustains my mind? My quest for knowledge. What teaches me all lessons? My mistakes. What lift's my head high? My pride, not arrogance. What if I can't go on? Not an option. What makes me victorious? My courage to climb. What makes me competent? My confidence . What makes me sensual? My insatiable essence. What makes me beautiful? My everything. What makes me a woman? My heart . Who says I need love? I do. What empowers me? My God & Me. Who am I ? I AM A STRONG CHRISTIAN WOMAN! BECAREFUL IF YOU MAKE A WOMAN CRY,BECAUSE GOD COUNTS HER TEARS.THE WOMAN COME OUT OF A MANS RIB.NOT FROM HIS FEET TO BE WALKED ON. .NOT FROM HIS HEAD TO BE SURERIOR BUT FROM HIS SIDE TO BE EQUAL. UNDER THE ARM TO BE PROTECTED,AND NEXT TOO THE HEART

Food Facts For Those Who Like To Eat
For those of you, who like me, love to eat, and usually find the results of it in a bigger butt in your pants....I usually fluctuate up and down within a 20 pound range because I am a grazer. I like to always be eating something. And depending on what my grazing choices are depends if I am at the high end or the low end of the 20 pound range of fatness I allow myself. Just a tip of something I do when I am trying to get the bloat and fatness down....Graze on DRY froot loops and honeycomb cereal. They are both sweet, yet very low in fat. Both taste good and you can eat on a big ole bowl of it when you are watching a movie like popcorn, just with no milk. You can graze on it alot and not have to feel guilty for it. Also frosted and honey nut cheerios are good dry for grazing also. Beats the heck out of my first choice of ice cream or cheetos. LOL. For those of you, who like me, love to eat, and usually find the results of it in a bigger butt in your pants....I usually fluctuate up a

Just Me
WEll I'm 26 and I live in Missouri. Have all my life and it sucks.. lol. I have two kids 9yrs and 18months. I am single.. again.. and not really sure what it is that I want to do with myself. This is definately not where I wanted to be at this point in my life but oh well. You take what you get I guess.

Are You Her
Well I guess here is what I am looking for in a lady! She needs to be I am looking for somebody to talk to that is just down to earth. A lady who is Real, Honest, Educated, Smart, Witty, Kind and Optimistic. I honestly do not have time to change somebody because I don't think that makes a healthy relationship I surround myself with people that want to improve THEMSELVES because that is where they are in their lives and that is where I am. I enjoy being around people who are on the road to success or their success is growing, because that is where I am. If you are narrow minded, cold or sour.... I promise I am not the guy for you! I am never afraid of being honest because that gets me where I want to be.

Aahhhhhhhh!!!
Thursday, this COMING friggin Thursday, I am having surgery on my sinuses. I have to have my septum (nose bone) broken and reset because it is occluding my left sinus cavity and making it hard for me to breath. I have to have my upper sinuses opened up and a cyst removed from my right sinus. All this is suppose to happen through my nose, into my face and up into my brain! It brings to mind the movie with Arnold, Total Recall where the probe comes out of the nose with the little orb on it. Maybe they will find another race of beings in my face and head. I will be laid up in bed recovering, half doped up, partially irritated I am sure. I will do some *mad tapping* :-) Just rambling because I am nervous about it....and that is really what a blog is about. Sharing your personal thoughts. Well there are some personal thoughts for ya.!!

Help Me Win A Blast
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Im Getting Married And My Pregnant!!!
stacie was born feb. 11, 2008 at 11 am... she was 5 pounds 14 ounces, 19 inches long... pics r posted in "my pics" go check her out!!! =) well my feionce and i have been talking for a while on getting married but we just got pushed a lil faster!!! we found out that we r having a baby and it will be coming around in jan-march of 2008!!! my rings just got fixxed and i need to go pick them up, from the jewlers... i got my moms rings from when she was married to my dad, and i needed to thinken and get them a size bigger so i can wear them longer when im pregnant!!! but i guess i will keep everyone updated on the baby and i will be finding out what it will be "boy or girl wise" we r hoping for a girl so keep ur fingers crossed for us!!! bye

Superman
Why in the first four films with Christopher Reeve that Superman stood for "Truth, Justice and the American Way" and in Superman Returns he only stands for Truth and Justice. It just goes to show you that we as the Greatest Super Power in the world "The USA" is so caught up with being politically correct that even in our entertainment world and fantasy world we have to watch what we say before we offend someone. I say to hell with being politically correct!!!

Jokes
One day a guy dies and finds himself in hell. As he is wallowing in despair, he has his first meeting with the devil... Satan: "Why so glum?" Guy: "What do you think? I'm in hell!" Satan: "Hell's not so bad. We actually have a lot of fun down here. You a drinking man?" Guy: "Sure, I love to drink." Satan: "Well, you're gonna love Mondays then. On Mondays, that's all we do is drink. Whiskey, tequila, Guinness, wine coolers, Tab, and Fresca. We drink 'til we throw up, and then we drink some more! And you don't have to worry about getting a hangover, because you're dead anyway." Guy: "Gee that sounds great!" Satan: "You a smoker?" Guy: "You better believe it!" Satan: "All right! You're gonna love Tuesdays. We get the finest cigars from all over the world, and smoke our lungs out. If you get cancer - no biggie, you're already dead, remember?" Guy: "Wow...that's awesome!" Satan: "I bet you like to gamble." Guy: "Why, yes, as

Mystery Souls
You robb my heart like ah thief in the night. Your touch turns my body to putty in your arms. i can be your masterpiece if youll mold me just right. use me abuse me. i am yours . come and take me i will not fight my heart is your for the rest of this life

Playing Online
Waiting, waiting for you to come back was exciting. You said you were coming back for me. You made me feel special. I can't wait for you to come back, I say. I want to touch you, I think. I want to be with you, I feel. The excitement I feel is building. You come home, home to me, I think. But all you do is let me down. Your not happy to see me, you hardly even look at me. Ok, so her it is, I have just recently started my cherrytap account. I thought at first oh this is just another kind of myspace. I was about to dismiss it all together, when someone shouted at me. It was a nice person, just asking how I was doing, well anyway we started chatting and I didn't want to be rude. So instead of just signing off I decided to surf around cherrytap for a while while I chatted with this nice man. I kept finding things that seemed so interesting to me. I found that you could rate cool photos, comment on them as well, post mumm's and so on you know how it works

Just Stuff
1. Constipated People Don't Give A Crap. 2. Practice Safe Sex, Go Screw Yourself. 3. If You Drink Don't Park, Accidents Cause People. 4. Who Lit The Fuse On Your Tampon? 5. If You Don't Believe In Oral Sex, Keep Your Mouth Shut. 6. Please Tell Your Pants Its Not Polite To Point. 7. If That Phone Was Up Your Butt, Maybe You Could Drive A Little Better. 8. My Kid Got Your Honor Roll Student Pregnant. 9. Thank You For Pot Smoking. 10. To All You Virgins Thanks For Nothing. 11. If At First You Don't Succeed...blame Someone Else And Seek Counseling. 12. Impotence: Nature's Way Of Saying "No Hard Feelings". 13. If You Can Read This, I've Lost My Trailer. 14. Horn Broken... Watch For Finger. 15. It's Not How You Pick Your Nose, But Where You Put The Booger. 16. If You're Not A Hemorrhoid, Get Off My Ass. 17. You're Just Jealous Because The Voices Are Talking To Me 18. The Earth Is Full - Go Home 19. I Have The Body Of A God... Buddha 20

For All You Guys And Gals
To all of you guys in particualar that are viewing my profile. I am not on here for sex. I am not easy. I just got out of an engagement. I waited for the guy while he was in Iraq and all i got out of it was my heart ripped out of my chest. I am not here for pitty either. I just am here for friends. Not friends with benefits. If you are going to call me sexy...don't....i dont like it....I dont want to meet up with guys just interested in getting in my pants. I am here because i want to be not because i have to be...i will not come home with you..i will not go drinking with you...i am not even of legal drinking age...i am 18 years old...i just got out of high school a little over a year ago...i am intelligent...i know what i want...i dont need people telling me they want me....or that they think im ugly ...or hot.... Yes i am blessed, but that doesnt mean i am dumb or easy... READ MY PROFILE...dont just look at the pictures...If my looks are the only reason you are talking to me then jus

I'm A Fucking Loser
Death The word most fear And all shall obtain Some sooner than others Some not soon enough For me it's closer I can end it like "that" No one cares I'm just another loser I'll stand up on the chair With a noose hanging from a hook The hook imbeded into the ceiling I star up at the noose Tightly weaved and about 1/4 IN thick With just one kick of the chair My life is over My eyes have seen too much The bled the tears Yet they still see My veins have bled blood For the many years The red stains on my arm Become crust-like It dries and slows You try to stop me Its no use You come close I'll just pull my foot And fall I warn you You start crying Praying for me to quit this Hoping this is just a facade You are wrong I start counting from 5-1 You know see that I'm serious You want to come near But know it will be fatal No matter what you do it's over 5...I look at the tears 4...The sadness on your face looks painful 3...I begin to spea

Kinda Confused
ok .... there is ths guy that i like more than a lil bit nd im not sure if he likes me back ... we r really good friends right now and that is sooooo awesome but we r getting REALLY close and it is weird. I want to be more than friends but i would hate to ruin the friendship that i have with him ... he is my best friend ... well i don't kno wat o do and if anyone has any suggestions let me kno ... we went out to steak and shake toight and had a blast ... and we were both flirting with each other ... but im not sure if i should pursue it cause that may push him away or if i should jus leave it ... i don't know ... and the silence is sooooo not helping ... wel any suggestins or advice or anyting at this point in time would b great anyways much love *~ hope ~*

Ct
This is one of the coolest sites I have been to... The people are cool. the webpages rocks . and for the most part people are friendly...However for some that cannot take constructive criticism...Please don't bash me because Ihave opinions

Holding Heart!
2 Hearts Beat as one you hold me i hold you ,, i stare deep into your eyes and wonder how you feel. Is this gonna last or is it just lust. I shake and quiver in sweat you do the same is this true. Will we ever know maybe not maybe so. do we dare take the leap. as the sweat covers our bodies and we breath deep only life will tell the storie we both long to keep.

Check This 1 Out 4 You !!!
I know I've never been near you, but I still smell your sent, I know I've never held you, but I still tast your lips, I know I've never told you, but you rock me to the core, I know I've never showed you, But it's you that I adore, I know I've never made sweet love to you, but you shook me all night long.... AC/DCYou Shook Me All Night Long (Live)Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Top 10 Fu's Of Ct
Fuck You number ONE. To the people who bitch about the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? Don't be jealous. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? ITS CHERRY TAP!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up, Asshole.... Fuck you number SIX.

Drunken-sober
A Playaz Game (Mine is Betta)I'm sittin on stacks, I'm rollin high.Gettin that paper while you gettin high.I know you see me bitch so just ride on by.Keep watchin me do what I do.I'ma smoke on by you.I gotta stack full of that green in my right hand.Bitch you know how I do it out here in "da Land."I'm sittin on stacks, I'm rollin high.Gettin that paper while you gettin high.I know you see me bitch so just ride on by.I gotta stay on that grind, it's an everyday struggle.Workin two jobs just to keep up with my hustle.Nothing about me is just plain ordinary.'Cuz the game that I got is extraordinary.You think you know the kind of life I live.Poor little sap you ain't even got a dolla to give.You got no job, four kids, and now one on the way.Maybe I'll feel a little bit sorry for you one day.I'm sittin on stacks, I'm rollin high.Gettin that paper while you gettin high.I know you see me bitch so just ride on by.Everywhere I turn all I see is these haters.I'm gettin that money!Boy what you th

Fake Ass Friends
I'm tired of 2 things I'll mention here. 1. The following post. People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" 2. I don't read to many bulletins because most of them no matter what the Subject title is it is usually someone promoting themselves or their group of pointwhores.

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cu

Pick Up Lines
How drunk would a person have to be for these to work? The WRONG Pick Up Lines 1) Did you fart, cause you blew me away. 2) Are your parents retarded, 'cause you sure are special. 3) My Love for you is like diarrhea ... I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card, 'cause I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in your pants? Because I can see myself in them. 6) If you and I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in your hole. 7) You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away. 8) Man - Fat Penguin ! Woman - WHAT? Man - I just wanted to say something that would break the ice. 9) I may not be Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Your eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If you're going to regret this in the morning, we can sleep until the afternoon. a

Saddam's Hanging.
BAGHDAD, Iraq - Clutching a Quran and refusing a hood, Saddam Hussein went to the gallows before sunrise Saturday, executed by vengeful countrymen after a quarter-century of remorseless brutality that killed countless thousands and led Iraq into disastrous wars against the United States and Iran. In Baghdad's Shiite enclave of Sadr City, people danced in the streets while others fired guns in the air to celebrate the former dictator's death. The government did not impose a round-the-clock curfew as it did last month when Saddam was convicted to thwart any surge in retaliatory violence. It was a grim end for the 69-year-old leader who had vexed three U.S. presidents. Despite his ouster, Washington, its allies and the new Iraqi leaders remain mired in a fight to quell a stubborn insurgency by Saddam loyalists and a vicious sectarian conflict. The execution took place during the year's deadliest month for U.S. troops, with the toll reaching 108. President Bush said in a st

Idiot Sightings
IDIOT SIGHTING: Gene and I had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not." Four is larger than two. We haven't used Sears repair since. _____________________________________________________________________ IDIOT SIGHTING: I live in a semi rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the Deer Crossing sign on our road. The reason: "Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore." From Kingman , KS ______________________________________________________ IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter wen

Incest
When is it okay to let the world know we do exist? When I was real young A "relative" used to touch me down between my legs. I used to sweat sometimes because I thought We were going to get caught..weird,huh? I was given whatever I wanted. I had every toy on the market. ate alot too. I was spoiled. in exchange for pleasure, which ultimately I ended up receiving it as well. I just knew down between my legs it tingled like when I masturbated.I would wait until he/she was finished sometimes I then I would hump my favorite stuffed animal. It would ACHE on my clitoris. I remembered I was so stimulated I ended up masturbating in my first grade class. I used to let the boys watch me do it. The same way my "relative" did it. The touched never hurt me. It always felt good. I was always horny after that. I would hump my friends, my stuffed animals. I even called the neighborhood pervet, "Alan" and masturbate ith him on the phone. So this blog is for ppl who are interested in this not

Ewas The Night Before Xmas
... The Night Before Christmas - Rated R Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. with a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll c

True Friends
beautiful as a rose, the woman i chose, sweet as pie, almost made me cry, carring and kind, what an amazing woman to find, and in my mind, my heart she did find, so real and true, it makes me feel blue, that im not there holding you, smile for me, that is my plea let your heart soar, let it soar free, and find its way to me. beautiful as a rose, the woman i chose, sweet as pie, almost made me cry, carring and kind, what an amazing woman to find, and in my mind, my heart she did find, so real and true, it makes me feel blue, that im not there holding you, smile for me, that is my plea let your heart soar, let it soar free, and find its way to me.

Fake People
I am really sick of certain people mainly my ex girlfriend and her current boy friend looking at my site and reporting me to myspace for no reason. Everything that was on my site was factual. Maybe thats why they reported me. I guess the truth hurts Ed Johnson. Maybe next time u won't touch someone sexually that u shouldn't. I believe in Karma and u will get yours someday.

Misc. Stuff
BLACK AND WHITE..Black and White (Under age 40? You won't understand.)........ My Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't seem to get food poisoning. My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter AND I used to eat it raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember getting e.coli The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. We all took gym, not PE.. and risked permanent injury with a pair of high top Ked's (only worn in gym) instead of having cross-training athletic shoes with air cushion soles and built in light reflectors. I can't recall any injuries but they must have happened because they tell us how much safer we are now. Flunking gym was not an option... even for stupid kids! I guess PE must be much harder than gym. I th

Love Like No Other
I have had an extremely emotional day today dealing with my little girl being gone. She is with her "doner" shall I call him. His weekend. I love this little human being God blessed me with more than anything. A love that no matter how I try to muster up the words to desribe it I just can not. I am alone in silence. No rukus, no laughter just me. I know I am supposed to be privy to this time as a mom, but I just do not enjoy it. No matter what I try to to do to make the time pass, the clock drags. I suppose it boils down to the fact that when I became a mom by the grace of God, I realized that was on call 24/7, 365 days per year. I have grown so attached to being needed, Taylors laughter, her tears in need of my comfort and every wonderful thing that comes from being a mom. I am now going to climb on my couch, try to relax and know that she will be home soon enough. Then I get to hear the stories of her fathers house and the BS that they put her through by being so foolish to not real

Drug Names And Hilarious Take On Viagra
Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name o

Things That Are Good To Know
Big Five Word Test Results Extroversion (80%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.Accommodation (68%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).Orderliness (32%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, random, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.Emotional Stability (48%) medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.Inquisitiveness (68%) moderately high which suggests you are intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical. Take Free Big Five Word Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com If you like the pictures, jokes and such I post and have a Twitte

Hmmm???
Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the ! air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as

Things I Write About
I live each day with the feeling something may happen to me again. I never thought I would be a person to have to under go Major Brain Surgery. I would never think I would have had Seizures, from a Tumar. Never thought I would be a person to have had a Tumar. I am coming up on the 6th Month Since my Surgery that was on January 23rd 2007. I have a six month MRI coming up, and Kind of scared to have it done even though the Tumar was Removed Fully. I think the Feeling of knowing that something could Grow back, and what not Scares the Crap out of me. I live Each day Carfully since that Day. A lot of my Life was tooken from me. I hate being on limits but I have to be. I am in school to get my welding License; I think to myself that I need to prove Everyone that douts me Wrong. Everyone said it would take me 3 months to be back to normal, But I proved them Wrong. After being Home for a week after being Realised from the hospital. I was myself again pretty much. I am Going to Prove myself To

Hair
SO here is where im stuck which should I go with :) here is the 1st choice :) the 2nd one is this and the 3rd is this So I know its me who has to live with it , but a little fun and input never hurt ;) so dont be shy let me know what you think

Random Thoughts
I am so sick of hearing people condemn mothers for "spoiling" their children. So what if a child gets something from Walmart?.....so what if you get them what they want for birthdays or Christmas?......so what if the gifts are a little expensive?....my children are just that..MINE!!!....before my daughter got her own place she still worked full time, helped me keep house, babysat when I needed her to, cared for me & her younger brother when we're sick, fed the pets, reminded me of appointments, bills that are due and that I needed to take my medicine. The list goes on & on. Why can't I reward her for all her hard work?.....God knows how tough she has it now that she's out on her own (and NOT on welfare). Why shouldn't she enjoy what I can give her?...My youngest son is an "A" student, plays football and is in the band. He does his chores, doesn't bother anyone, and is an absolute joy to be around. He has a sense of humor that will make anyone laugh.....he has more friends,

Prejudice
referral path: rapar R 'rapar' P (On TAP) 1 of 50 photos : Core Interests : video games, nascar, movies Level: Cherry Grunt (3) [?] Member Since: Jul, 08 2006 Cherry Points: 1,065 [?] Rating: 10.07 (15) Fans: 0 Profile Views: 165 Referrals: 0 sent, 0 joined Age: 47 Birthday: April, 6th Male Location: Hartwell, GA wE STARTED THE DAY OFF CATCHING A SMALL TODD, AND A WORM, THEY WERE BUDDIES. THEN WE CAUGHT A BABY TOAD. THEN A MEDIUM SIZE TOAD. WE KNOW HAVE A FAMILY OF TOADS, MOMMA, PAPPA, AND THEIR CHILD. THIS ALL COMING FROM A 6 YEAR OLD, HAS TO BE THE TRUTH RIGHT. LATER ON THE BABY FROG AND THE WORM WERE PLAYING, AND THE BABY FROG STEPPED ON THE WORM AND SPLIT IT IN HALF. I CAN NOT MAKE THIS UP, THIS IS THE STORY FROM A 6 YR OLD. BY THE WAY I'M SUPER DAD, CAUSE I CAUGHT THE FIRST TOAD. Prejudice = My uncle who has true hatred towards blacks. REALLY !!! His daughter is married to a black man. His grandsons are black. He's Prej

Dear Nobody In Paticular,
I sat down with a pen in hand to type you a letter, excuse the typewriter. I dont live where I used to because I moved to where I live now. When you come to see me you can ask anybody where I live, because nobody knows. I'm sorry we live so far together, I wish we were closer apart. We are having more weather this year than last year. My Aunt Nellie died and is doing fine, And I hope you are doing the same. She was on the road to recovery, but the doctor gave up on her when she died. I started to Cedar Grove to see you and I saw a sign that said "This takes you to Cedar Grove", I sat on it for 3 hrs. but it wouldn't move. I'm sending you a coat by mail, I cut the buttons off to make it lighter, their in the pockets. If you don't get this letter, let me know and I'll send it to you. The neighbors baby swallowed a pin, so they fed it a pin coushin and everything is fine. Did you hear about your uncles accident, he had his eyes on a seat and someone sat on

History Of The Steelers
The fifth-oldest franchise in the NFL, the Steelers were founded on July 8, 1933 by Arthur Joseph Rooney. Originally named the Pittsburgh Pirates, they were a member of the Eastern Division of the 10-team NFL. The other four current NFL teams in existence at that time were the Chicago (Arizona) Cardinals, Green Bay Packers, Chicago Bears and New York Giants. One of the great pioneers of the sports world, Art Rooney passed away on August 25, 1988 following a stroke at the age of 87. "The Chief," as he was affectionately known, is enshrined in the Pro Football Hall of Fame and is remembered as one of Pittsburgh's great people. Born on January 27, 1901 in Coultersville, Pa., Art Rooney was the oldest of Daniel and Margaret Rooney's nine children. He grew up in Old Allegheny, now known as Pittsburgh's North Side, and until his death he still lived on the North Side just a short distance from Three Rivers Stadium. Rooney attended St. Peter's Parochial School and Duquesne University

History Of The Steelers Logo
The Steelers logo is based on the Steelmark logo belonging to the American Iron and Steel Institute (AISI). Created by U.S. Steel Corp. (now known as USX Corp.), the logo contains three hypocycloids (diamond shapes). In the 1950s, when helmet logos became popular, the Steelers added players' numbers to either side of their gold helmets. Later that decade, the numbers were removed and in 1962, Cleveland's Republic Steel suggested to the Steelers that they use the Steelmark as a helmet logo. When the Steelmark logo was created, U.S. Steel attached the following meaning to it: Steel lightens your work, brightens your leisure and widens your world. The logo was used as part of a major marketing campaign to educate consumers about how important steel is in our daily lives. The Steelmark logo was used in print, radio and television ads as well as on labels for all steel products, from steel tanks to tricycles to filing cabinets. In the 1960s, U.S. Steel turned over the Steelmark pro

Honor N Remember
♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥* ~ The Military Wife ~ - Author Unknown - The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into His sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's wrong with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order. She has to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both a father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, even if she is pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move to a new location ten times in seventeen years. And, oh yes, she must have six pairs of hands!" The angel shook her head, "Six pai

Me!
SO out of no where some guy messages me and says i want people to rate me but i dont rate people which is bullshit cause i have a lot of people who will tell u i do...no i dont get around to everyone on my list but if they drop me a message and ask me to help them out i am more then willing to...soo he told me i need to go back to myspace because via him i am phony... "Gunner: your not wanted here your a phony so go say hi to tom at myspace" Then he goes onto say that i dont rate him back and he rates me which might be true doesn't mean i saw him rate me...and then says he also has tried to talk to me...and if he read my page he would know i dont always get everyones messages...soo now via him i think im too good for him "Gunner: i guess you think your to good for me but you dont see me begging 4 rates" All i have to say about that is any of you who actually know me and talk to me know i don't think i'm too good for anyone on here. If i'm around and get ur message i try to atl

We Are Not Free!
http://www.infowars.com/articles/ps/flag_couple_terrorized_assaulted_arrested_for_upside_down_flag.htm Couple Terrorized, Assaulted and Arrested For Flying an Upside Down U.S. Flag Police officer recently returned from Iraq smashed into Kuhn's home, choked husband and then claimed they assaulted him Prison Planet | July 31, 2007 Alex Jones & Paul Joseph Watson A North Carolina couple who were terrorized by a police officer who had recently returned from Iraq are now fighting back, after sheriff's deputy Brian Scarborough broke into their house, assaulted them and then arrested the Kuhns for the crime of flying an upside down U.S. flag. Mark and Deborah Kuhn of Asheville, North Carolina made headlines last week when they were arrested for flying an upside down U.S. flag, a commonly recognized sign of distress, in their backyard, after police claimed they were violating a statute for "desecration of the flag". As is supported by the United States Flag Code as well as

Devilhascried2000
SOUL ASYLUM-JUST LIKE ANYONE She walks into the outhouse The cold night breathes into her face The flies are standing still now The moon it spills through the place And she starts wondering what it's like to be liked by everyone And like everyone be just like anyone And just wants to be so just like anyone She reaches through the darkness Her fingers touch the porcelain seat She spins and pulls her pants down The cold air holds her like a theif She starts wondering what they mean, do they just mean to be mean And thinking about the scene, do they just want to be seen And trying not to seem so just like anyone The door comes screeching open She walks into the evening air She disappears in the darkness All that's left's the faint smell of her hair She's done wondering what it's like to be liked by everyone And like everyone be just like anyone And just wants to be so just like anyone And wondering what they mean, do they just mean to be mean And thinkin

They Way It Goes
Though i look into your eyes,This feeling for you i can't dispise,Your all i think about in every way,Missing you as you go away.These feelings i have for you run so deep,That when i think of you it hurts but i weep.This river of life that runs leaves me free or stress,That when the time is right i can rest,I think on things that would confuse your mind,I try to keep it simple so you aren't left behind.Keep this as a way of life to see where i'm at right now,AS i fly but remember when it comes to me there's only one thing,ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY.

Life
LETS SEE WHAT ARE U SUSPOSED TO DO WHEN IT FEELS LIKE U DNT HAVE A PURPOSE IN LIFE?THAT IT SEEMS LIKE U ARE GETING USED BUT NOT KISSED?OH WHAT ARE U GOING TO DO?I GUESS JST LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER U THAT SEEMS THE WAY PEOPLE DO THINGS.I MEAN U CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH BEFORE SMETHING HAS TO GIVE,DO WE SETTLE ON WHAT LIFE GIVES US?I MEAN WHN U FIRST DATE U CANNOT KEEP UR HANDS OF OF EACH OTHER THEN U MOVE INTO TOGETHER THE SEX IS STILL GOOD BUT NOT AS MUCH AS IT WAS WHEN U FIRST STARTED DATING WHY IS THAT I WONDER....I GUESS THAT IS A AGE OLD QUESTION WE ASK ALL THE TIME SOMETIMES IT WOULD BE NICE TO FEEL LIKE WHAT U ARE DOING MEANS SOMETHING TO SMEBODY INSTEAD OF THAT IS WHAT IS EXCEPTED OF U.TO DO U WANT TO SHOW UR GOOD SIDE AND ONCE U LIVE WITH EACH OTHER IT SEEMS LIKE IT IS OH WELL GET IT OVER .U WONDER DOES HE STILL LOVE U?OR NOT?THAT IT IS COMFORTABLE FOR BOTH OF U?DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO GUESS WELL JUST SIT BACK AND WATCH TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS AND LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER U,THEN

Horoscope June 30, 2007
Are you thinking about embarking on a potentially risky but likely lucrative enterprise? If there are papers and contracts involved, think about getting some professional and expert advice before you sign anything. Are you thinking about embarking on a potentially risky but likely lucrative enterprise? If there are papers and contracts involved, think about getting some professional and expert advice before you sign anything.

Really...wtf Is Up?
as well as blocked For any of yall who know Ive been getting a mad load of anonymous dirty weeds with insulting messages, and looky looky it appears this numbskull gave himself out lol damn he didnt think before he typed im setting my profile to nobody for everything now, i just wanna get the fuck off of here and make myself forgetten asap, so i'll talk to yall on other places that u already got me and for the rest enjoy your time here and it was cool knowing you.

Don't Look Too Far
What is love, but an emotion, so strong and so pure, that nurtured and shared with another all tests it will endure? What is love, but a force to bring the mighty low, with the strength to shame the mountains and halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, a glorious goal attained, the union of two souls, two hearts, a bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, to cast the tyrant from his throne, and raise the flag of truth and peace, and fear of death overthrow? What is love, but a beacon, to guide the wayward heart, a blazing light upon the shoals that dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, eternal and sincere, a flame that through wax and wane will outlive life’s brief years? Love is so very special, yet can make you feel so lost. It can arrive just like the springtime and melt away like morning frost. You must find ways to nurture, always grow your love with care. Never ever take for granted the love that you both share. Mistak

Goin Out Tonight
hello to all my friends. My girlfriend Danielle and I would like to invite you all to join tommorow night july 13th at the little country saloon on the corner of dort and stanley rd in mt. morris its only 10 - 15 min from downtown flint. we will be having a lot of fun and there will be karaoke fairly decent prices for drinks and a lively crowd. i like to hav a big cherring section when i sing and id love to meet all my friends from online and its a chance to make new friends for you. bring as many as you want and lets all have fun. please reply to this post to let me know who is coming so i know how much of an area to save. Well last night didnt pan out so were goin again tonight if anyone can make it the bar is called little counry saloon on dort hwy in mt. morris. we will be there around 9 30 tonight so reply or leave a comment saying if you cn make it or not. this is to all my friends in the flint,fenton, mt. morris clio area hell anyone who can read come join me tonight at little

My Writing!
Every minute of everyday There is someone on my mind She is there every monet of my day She is the one that can always make me smile And always keep me happy She is the one I love and hold so close She may never know how much I yearn her touch I wait for it everyday with full anticipation To see the girl I love so much And to have her loving touch To embrace her in my arms And hold her close and tight Never wanting to let her go Happy and fully content Now and for many years to come How do I express the way I feel I only know that my feelings are for you You make me happy and I feel complete Also hope that I never have to compete Compete with someone for your love You mean so much and could never know Exactly how true my love is You are my day my life The sky so blue with the clouds and sun My night with the moon and stars Hopeing with all my heart that it never ends Because if it does than all goes with it That is something I dont wishTo see happen My love

New Station On Ct!!!!!
Hey all so you all know i might be a lil touchy these next few days my uncle i was closest to has passed away and its hitting me hard and will be for awhile (Uncle Tommy 7-20-1957 to 7-18-2007) so please all bare with me him and i were like 2 peas in a pod ty Main Lounge The Fire House The Hideout The Wolves Den

Pain & Pleasure
Desperate Measures ~MK Into the darkness of my soul where only demons dare to go he lies awake and waiting there telling me tales and stripping me bare his hand against my breast so light a feather there the heat and pain mixed into reality Desert skies, and wanton lust It never fails to break the just The night that comes with a sigh leaves with a gentle caress against my thigh Tonight the cries of lost and found swallowed whole by the demons bound Yes, Yes please No, No more. Grace and love are just pretty words No place for that your punishment's due Love and hate pain and pleasure Here they are the same in measure. 6/28/2007

Plethora Of Thoughts
HAHA...REMINDS ME OF THE NIGHT AT THE RIVER. REMEMBER WHEN WE CRIED OURSELVES TO SLEEP. WOKE UP AND IT WAS FREEZING. I think my friend and i are going throught the samething. I stole it from her stash. Listen to the words. I know you're going through a hard time. Remember I love you! You and I have one thing in common. One thing that you and I can only relate to. You always call me or mom telling us how much you love us and how sorry you are. Please stop apologizing. You're an angel. You've made many people smile. You can't let what happened 15 years ago bring you down. Please know that we love you with all our hearts. I'm asking you to come home with us. You'll be happy here. Just know that in the heavens Stephen is looking down on you.

Ranting
AHHH IM SO CRAVING SOME MORE PIERCINGS AND TATS RIGHT NOW IM JUST BROKE AND DON'T HAVE THE RIDE LOL. SERIOUSLY THEY ARE LIKE DRUGS SO ADDICTING SERIOUSLY I LOVE MY PIERCINGS AND TATS HARDCORE. HAVE- SEPTUM, TONGUE,INNER LABIA, MONROE/RETIRED IT, GEMINI TAT, HELLO KITTY TAT -WANTS- CLEAVAGE SURFACE PIERCING -BRIDGE -TRAGUS -NIPS -NAPE TATS - HUMMINGBIRDS ON CHEST -ZOMBIE ON LEG -KOI TRAMPSTAMP -TREE OF LIFE ON SHOULDER -EVENTUALLY A SLEEVE DONE IN FLOWERS - CUNT ON MY LIP im so up set my monroe piercing is rejecting from my lip and its extremely painful hardcore so monday i go in for surgery to have it cut out because on the inside of my lip it has completely healed over that back of my bar so i can't take it out!!! and all this happened within the last 3 days its insane and hurts really bad : (.

Me
Well this is for the people that really dont know me. I wish to clear something up if you dont mind.The way i talk or type rather is me. I am a southern man and we speak like that for example i may say love,or sweetheart or something to that effect. And i do not wish to offened anyone so if its a problem then let me know if not then well like i said its a southern thing and i represent the south but i do respect others wishes so if it bothers you just let me know ok later!

Missing You
Missing You, Mother ~MK Her smile Her eyes What warm embrace I miss Shes gone So gone What can I do now So much I need My questions go ignored So many Help me Mother please. Alone awake afraid that its not allright Forgive me please forgive how can i make this right? the past the reality its never going to be the pain the anger all nothing for you to see the tears i cry for you but really for me so much I remember warm cookies on winterday mother no don't go who will love me today. 6/28/07

Regrets
Regrets, filled with fire body and soul burning desire it was a dream fullfilled by fire winters moon rapid skies life on hold forever this time choices made regrets complete never to be sadness comes stalking me prey for the devil his sympathy scars and pain instead of quiet caresses memories of you tears on my cheeks time and patience forgiveness makes punishment and anger hate and greed replace all of this with love and need desire for home a martyr makes a soul afire with wanton need reckless and spurning all sense of right mysteries solved new questions arise how can I live when I lost my life the night falls down like a blanket full of dew to cover my shame my sadness too. 6/28/07 ------------------------------

The Empty Room
The empty room The rage... is quiet, is loud, is inside us, always there, simmering, boiling beneath the surface The hate... Is an illusion, is my reality, is hidden, deep within my heart The fear... Is my companion, is a way of life, is within each of us from the beginning The greed... Is what rules us, is our greatest threat, is the hand that guides my fate The love... Is a lie, is a dream, is what everyone desires, but no one seems to find The pain... Is how I know I'm still alive, is unbearable, is the chain that keeps me locked inside... This empty room of my soul ~MK

Dream Lover
Dream Lover Barbara's Song Each night you come to me Each day you are gone No more to dream, I pray No more to want you, body and soul Your touch, each caress, is only a Dream Your love has no substance Your words are lies on faerie wings They soflty whisper Empty promises in the night With daylight you flee, like a half forgotten dream Not me, not again, no more hidden delights Finally you come in sunlit glory, I see you, I feel you We are one What, you are gone, not again, not this time So I'll chase you...in your dreams of the night. Dream Lover II To Catch A Dream I lie awake each night Staring at the stars Wondering where, in heaven you are Then I feel your breath against my cheek I know your touch I feel the need In some ways I'm glad It's only at night Other times I wish We could run through the light Someday I know We'll love forever Wild and free Together we'll be... Dream Lover III The Dream Comes True What is it? is it

Love Can Change Things
All is not always as it appears to be. You say you see beauty when you look at me. Inside someone is where the beauty lies and sometimes hides. Waiting for the right word or feeling to bring it out. Like an unscreamed shout. All have pain and darkness inside some are better at learning to hide. Hateful words and stares of disdain all these things cause the pain. Dirty indian go away. Where do I go this home this is where I must stay. You say you see beauty when you look at me; all do not see what you see. Stare at eyes when they spit at you waiting for them to turn away first. Walk always with my head held high while inside my heart hurts. Never let them see you cry never let them know the pain. Stare at eyes full disdain until they turn away. Cheayla

Face
Face So why did you do it? I was nothing to you Just a means to an end Your perverted fantasy Somewhere deep in that sick mind is there a conscious? Is there remorse? Is there a thought for your victims? You stood in front of me again Twenty years were between us What did you do? Were you sorry? Did you feel at all? HOW COULD YOU STAND THERE AND SMILE WHILE I DIED crumbling inside I see your family a family you don't deserve A thousand hells are not enough for your punishment How can you see the monster in the mirror and not be afraid I wanted to ask them Your children and wife If they knew what you are DO THEY KNOW? I said all the things I wanted to say I said go to hell I said DIE die die I said all of it well, the perfect lady You never wanted me to be You tried to take from me I said it all very calmly after you were gone In my mind a thousand times I said it all But while you were there all I could do was act like I didn't know Pretend not to

Pippinwolf
09-11-01 was a dark day in american history. Our very freedom and sense of security and safety ruthlessly came under attack that day. Husbands were suddenly left without wives, wives left without husbands, children left without mothers or fathers, and some cases both. It was in my opinion a brutal heartless cowardly attack on innocent men, women and children. Some called it a Holy war, purposely killing unarmed civilans is murder not war. Hence we never forget or drop our gaurd any in the least. If I have offended anyone in any way with this then so be it, I am red, white, and true blue american through and through, and have a right to my opinion just as much as anyone else does.......... John When a mans says you're pretty, He's looking at your face When a man says you're cute, He's looking at your smile When a man says you're lovely, He's looking in your eyes When a man says you're sweet, He's looking at your personality When a man syas you're sexy, he's looking at your bo

Rip
Tue, June 26, 2007 Benoit strangled his wife, smothered his son before hanging himself: cop By AP/CP Chris Benoit looks on after a victory at WWE's Backlash pay-per-view event at Rexall Place in Edmonton, April 4, 2004. Investigators say details of the murder-suicide involving Benoit are bizarre. (Darryl Dyck/Sun) A law enforcement official close to the investigation says pro wrestler Chris Benoit strangled his wife and smothered his son before hanging himself in his weight room. Speaking to The Associated Press on condition of anonymity, the official also says authorities are investigating whether steroids may have been a factor in the deaths. The family was found dead Monday, and authorities were investigating the deaths as a murder-suicide. Investigators believe the 40-year-old Benoit killed his wife, Nancy, 47, and son, Daniel, 7, over the weekend, then himself on Monday. “The details, when they come out, are going to prove a little bizarre,” Fayette County Distr

Great Expectations
im haveing trouble with cataracts sometimes i cant see the monitor very well please have patience if i seem slow to recognise and comment on pix or jokes thank you i have an appt whith an opthalmologist the middle of july hope he can help most are afraid to because i only have one eye and they are afraid to work on the one thats left its just getting to hard to see to drive and work and at times trying to do this is a real pain in the eye ;) lol be good and be safe good times tim. ######UPDATE##### SURGERY is scheduled for july 24 hope to see all of you better in the future thanks tim...jul 25 07 had surgery seems to have worked very well and now i also have built in uv protection and blue light blocker neet permanent sunglasses!!

My Poetry
Sometimes i don't want to live, I just want to die. I take a blade to my wrist, Slice and then i cry. I want to see myself bleed, And prove that i am real. If it means i have to die, then my life i will steal. People call me crazy, and say that i'm a nut. But if they saw through my eyes, they'd keep their damn mouths shut. I don't want to feel like this, I don't want the pain. I wanna be like everybody, i wish that i were sane. and now my wrists are bleeding, i made the cuts way too deep. i reflect on all the things i've done, and then i start to weep. i know that i am dying, the bleeding i can't stop. darkness starts closing in, and my ears begin to pop. i wish i hadn't done this, i wish i went for help. but now there is no turning back, look what i've done to myself. i wanted to commit suicide, so i guess i just gave in. but i know if i had really tried, my thoughts could never win. i try to call out for help, from my family and my friends. but i kno

Purdy Inc.
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Piper's Plaything
Ok, so today is day 1 of my vacation from my children. It's ok, but i'm bored and i don't know what to do with myself. what i have been doing is playing in psp. Ok, it's Friday, I just signed up and trying to figure out what the hell to do.

Moving
hi to all.. i am back in fall river and have my internet on so i hope to talk and catch up with you all over the next few days..thank you HI TO ALL WHO STOP BY AND READ THIS..THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. I AM MOVING BACK TO MY HOME TOWN OF FALL RIVER,MA. I WILL BE LOADING UP ON SATURDAY AND LEAVING SPRING HILL ON SUNDAY.I MIGHT BE ON SAT AND SUN NITE PROVIDING I FIND WIRELESS SIGNAL FOR MY LAPTOP.I HAVE BEEN IN FLORIDA FOR 5 MONTHS AND I'M HAPPY TO BE RETURNING HOME. FLORIDA IS NICE TO VISIT BUT SUCKS TO LIVE HERE,JUST MY OPION..I HAVE MET SOME GREAT PEOPLE HERE AND THEY WIL BE MISSED

Unfinished Poems
Darkness Overcomes us as hearts flow together Lovers embrace lips parted As we hold one another Sweetness that is you feels my life with meaning I lose control of myself my sences wildly screeming Upon the moutian air the wolf screams The rabbits hide and the deer gleams Dew forms upon theleaves and falls to the ground The rustling of dead leaves heard all around Cows walking about, abandoned in the feilds Horse's strut and og upon the hills Farmer's are busy working hard in the barn Wives are cooking, baking, and turning thier yarn The smell of pies fill the air Sweat pours to the ground from old farmer's hair The bell has rung so lunh is ready Families sit down to rest the hour steady Families rest the night from a hard days work The roosters crow awakening everything You have touched my heart in many ways Although words cannot describe how I feel I live only from day to day To love and Charish you is so for real I worship you and the grou

Have U Ever Wondered??
If you ever get the chance to find that one person that means the most to you and you don't tell them.. or even maybe you didn't have the time to tell them.. For god's sake.. say it.. don't wait.. You never know what is going to happen to that person.. They may be taken from you instantly and you will never have that chance. THE WVPRINCESS HAS A NEW NAME....changed to SWEET HEART PRINCESS, SO LOOK FOR ME..LOVE YA Well I guess it's time for me to make a decision about who I will stay with.. I can see that being a member of Club Far and the Sisterhood has created a huge problem. As I recall when I joined Club Far..they said it wasn't a problem with joining other clubs, but as of now since we became the Sisterhood on Fubar, it is a PROBLEM. I am staying with the Sisterhood.. There is no DRAMA. So I am leaving Club Far.. If you wish to still remain my friend, please do so, if not let me know.. I am very sorry to have to make this kind of decision but it's for the best. I love all my fr

More Recent Writings/poems!!!
A single tear rolls down my cheeck, My soul is lost and cold. Trying to get over the heartbreak again. Everytime you use me, over and over, The wound cuts deeper and tears me apart. I try, try my hardest to stay away. But no matter how much you hurt me, again and again. I still stay. The love I feel deep in my heart, You and I know I'll never leave, as much as i've tried. So I sit here with you, BUT lonely and abandoned. Waiting to be used again. Its been ten years now and with two wonderful children. I got a second engagement ring for Christmas. (that is now back in its box, and given back to him) I sometimes wander if he ever had the intention of marrying me. Now my eight year old questions why mommy has a different last name from him, and why daddy won't marry mommy. I just stare speechless, not knowing the words to tell my son. Not even knowing the words to tell myself. With my heart breaking into even smaller pieces. I

Fake Ass Friends
subject: Fake Ass Friends!!!..Is this you?? post date: 2007-06-29 14:56:32 views: 8 comments: 2 ratings: 0 I'm tired of 2 things I'll mention here. 1. The following post. People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" 2. I don't read to many bulletins because most of them no matter what the Subject title is it is usually someone promoting themselves or their group of pointwhores.

Contests
BOMB FEST (FAMILY WAR) DATE: SEPTEMBER 15 - 31 1ST PRIZE: A 1 MONTH BLAST 2ND PRIZE: A CHOICE OF A 2 WEEK BLAST OR A 2 MONTH VIP 3RD PRIZE: A CHOICE OF A 1 WEEK BLAST OR A 1 MONTH VIP RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS: 1) MUST HAVE A SALUTE 2) MUST RATE & FAN HOST 3) MUST BE A LEVEL 7 TO BOMB 4) ONE ACCOUNT PER PERSON MAY BOMB, NO DUEL ACCOUNTS. WE NEED TO KNOW IF FAMILY MEMBERS ARE INTERESTED IN THE FAMILY ENTERING THIS CONTEST. PLEASE LET A COMMENT ON THIS BLOG IF YOU ARE INTERESTED. I KNOW THE HOST, SO I DO KNOW THAT SHE WILL NOT ALLOW ANY DRAMA OF ANY KIND. IF THE IS DRAMA, SHE WILL SHUT IT DOWN. THIS IS THE ONLY REASON THAT I WILL EVEN CONSIDER DOING THIS CONTEST. IF WE ENTER THIS CONTEST, YOU WILL HAVE TO BOMB UNTIL YOU ARE TOTALLY OUT OF COMMENTS. IT WILL TAKE THE WHOLE FAMILY TO COMPETE IN THIS CONTEST. YOU WILL HAVE TO WORK TOGETHER AS A TEAM!!!! TO THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE NEVER BEEN IN THIS TYPE OF CONTEST, IT IS A V

Found On Myspace-this Was Sent To A Sargeant Of The U.s. Army. It's Horrible.
MySpace Comments -- Chromaluna.com MySpace Comments -- Chromaluna.com MySpace Comments -- Chromaluna.com MySpace Comments -- Chromaluna.com To All My Friends n Fans.Have a Wonderful 4th of July.. Angie DON'T LET ME EVER HEAR ANY OF YOU SAY SOMETHING LIKE THIS!!! Body: This was sent to a Sargeant of the U.S. Army. It's horrible. From: Display Name: Brooke http://www.myspace.com/brooke6688 Date: Jun 28, 2007 4:24 PM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ] Subject: Just thought you should know... Body: First of all I want to thank you for the friend request. Secondly, you couldn't pay me, torture me, or brainwash me enough to join the military of this corrupt nation. Stop wasting your time and using young, impressionable citizens to your benefit. I'm sorry that you are miserable and you are unable to stand on your own feet. The only people I know who are actually dumb enough to join the military are those who have no direction in their life and are unable to su

Monday....
So Monday I have surgery...not too big a deal but enough to make me nervous. I went for all the pre-test today so now I am really nervous. I will be in the hospital for 3-4 days, but after that I am home for 6-8 weeks....and hopefully get to take a special vacation towards the end of that time off. If I am not here for awhile you all know why. Take care of yourselves as know one else will...

Las Vegas 2007 With Sunshyne & Angel Eyes
The Father Goes to Vegas With Sunshyne & Angel Eyes and possibly loses what little bit of his mind that is left! On July 1st We will be embarking on a 2000 mile road trip to Vegas, The Land of Sin Sand and Sun... Did I say Sin? This trip should be real interesting. There is no telling what happens when The Crew goes on a trip. In total we will be gone for about 12 days. I plan on updating this blog as much as possible and taking lots of pictures to share with you. As soon as we have some pic they will be posted in a directory in my photo gallery called Vegas Trip 2007 or something along those lines. With these 2 ladies there should be some pretty interesting pics coming along. Of course it will be interesting to see what kind of view these ladies offer to our nations truckers. Of course the truckers have no chance with Sunshyne & Angel Eyes. But we shall see.... If you are in the Vegas area let us know and who knows we may be able to get together or something. There is a t

Another Side Of Brian
Zappa entered the 60's with a solid do-wap-50's background. He was critical and ironic to the hippies. But somewhere along the line he was caught up with it. It is often very hard to figure out what is humour or humour on the humour. Freak Out can mean something like "The freak should (concerning our moral values) get the hell out of here. Lumpy Gravy can mean something like "and he should jump into an early grave". Since Zappa stopped wearing womens clothes the moment Brian Jones died it could seem reasonable to guess he was not mocking John Lennon. The fact that he also (at the same time) mocked Jagger (for greed) and also used the next decades to mock some of the main caracters that killed Brian show how hard it is to understand what Zappa actually meant. Maybe he meant what mobs everywhere mean. They are usually on their way to a new job. This means that the effect was taking place very early in the 60's. And it also means that Dylan originally joined the tea

Need Love And Support
hello to my friends. My girlfriend of 8 years broke up with me a month ago. I can really use some love and support from anyone. Not really sure if I'm ready to move on. I'm sure if I find the right one I will. Thank you for reading. hello to all that read this. I havent been on here for a long time. The last time i was on here was about 4 months ago. just wanted to see if any of my friends remember me. give me a holla or something. I would like to meet you all again. thanks

Crap
check out this shit. the troops in iraq contacted starbucks telling them that they loved thier coffee and to see if there was anyway they coud get some drinks to them starbucks reply was "WE DON NOT SUPPORT THE WAR OR ANYONE IN IT SO YOU WILL GET NOTHING FROM US" ok even if people don't agree with the war or don't understand why we have men and women over fine but we should still support our troops so starbucks can kiss my ass and I WILL NEVER BUY COFFEE FROM THEM AGAIN. i hope do the same....

Erotic Short Stories
We have finally gotten to our destination. Twelve glorious day on our dream vacation. As I start to unpack you say your going to scope out the resort. This is an adult only resort in Fiji and its absolutely beautiful. You can sense the romance in the air. When Im done unpacking you are still not back so beings there is a large open deck outside our room I decide to do a little sunbathing. I look around and no one is there so instead of putting my bathing suit on I decide to lay there naked. Hmm I think to myself no tan lines. I Lay the towel on the lounge and oil my body up, as my hands are sliding over my body I am starting to get turned on. I jokingly say to myself I really should pay extra attention to my tits, ass and bald pussy. wouldn't want them getting burned. I lay on my back and pour tanning oil over my tits and start to rub, my nipples are growing under my touch so I give a little pinch and tweak. I can feel my pussy starting to get wet and my clit growing. I pour more

This Is Me.................
First off, let me say thank you for taking the time to read this. Here's a little about me..... I have a really big heart that gets me into trouble a lot. I find myself trying to please everyone else and make everyone else happy while sacraficing my own happiness. I am currently working on changing that. My kids still come first, ALWAYS, but now it's mom's turn to share in the "wealth" of being happy! I don't have a low self-esteem or anything like that, but I do tend to bend over backwards to help others. Majority of the time I can tell when someone is just trying to take advantage of me and I do have it in me to tell them to fuck off! Ask my son's dad, it took me 5 years to finally do it to him, and I did, and now I am raising my 2 kids on my own, no child support...... nothing. And, I am not bitter about it because being a parent means making smart choices that are going to better your family and that's what I am doing. Don't get me wrong, a couple of extra bucks a month w

Fam Crap......
i am moving to florida in about 3 months...i am taking myself and both of my kids...my family is really pissed off at me for the move and are either being totall assholes or they just arent talking to me..i only told one person in my family about the move and that was my mom and she said it was up to me to tell the rest of the family...then my dad jumped to conclusions and told everyone else so i didnt get a chance to tell them in my own way which is beyond being fucked up..i talked to my grams about 2 weeks ago and she had told me that she had bought my 5 year old daughter Kylie an " Eloise" dvd...well when she came up last weekend she gave it to my mom..i mean i can take the attitude and snide remarks at me..but them being assholes to my lil girl..thats fucked up...i mean its not like they arent going to ever see us again...they made airplanes for a reason!!! I just dont understand how they could be like this...its not like them being assholes to me and my kids is going to make me wa

Casting Call For Houston Actors
Here is a better breakdown of the characters. This is for all the actors out there....and for anyone who knows any actors please feel free to forward this to them. Stone Kanyon Productions and LecheQuemada are gearing up to shoot two short films this summer. Casting Male and Female roles of various ages. Dennis- 25-35 male Firefighter with a job on the side ;) Tina - 28-40 Female Dennis' sister Vicky - 7-12 Female Dennis' deaf niece Mark 30-40 male Tina's Husband Reynolds 50's - 60's Bossman Reynold's wife 25-40 Female knockout Also looking to cast for next short. Business Man - late 30's - 50's Diego 30's- 40's Male Hitman Taylor 4-8 year old girl Granny/Nanny Mid 50's - 60's Hispanic female Also need to cast several children as backyard players We are now compiling a list of interested actors so we can set the date for the casting call. We are hoping to cast the film by the end of July. So please send your headshots and resume as soon as you can

Pens News
Another challenge for youngest captain / Associated Press Posted: 21 hours ago Sidney Crosby has no time to be nervous, overwhelmed or awed by anything on a hockey rink. His name was known across North America years before he finally became the first pick in the lockout-delayed 2005 NHL draft. Facing comparisons to Wayne Gretzky and other greats didn't rattle him. He met all the pressure and expectations with a shrug of the shoulders, letting his exquisite ability bolster the arguments. Just two months after turning 20, Crosby is set to take on another challenge. When he hits the ice with the rest of his Pittsburgh Penguins teammates Friday at Carolina, the reigning NHL MVP and scoring champion will do so after becoming the youngest captain in league history. "I don't really think about it to be honest," Crosby said of the hype that has surrounded him for years. "I think I'm always looking ahead, worrying about the present, but also looking ahead and trying to be better."

Giveaway
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Soldiers Wife
The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's the matter with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, posses the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, ever if she's pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move 10 times in 17 years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!" The Lord continued, "Don't worry, we shall make other military wives to help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband's achievements, sustain the pain of separations, beat soundly when it's over-wor

Old Writings And Poetry!!!
In my heart I long to keep My love for you which is forever deep. Living life without you I would be very sad and blue. What else can I do to make you see That you do and will always mean the world to me. Though I know the sun will always rise I still wait for the day you'll forever be mine. You touched my soul with yours, Took my heart and brand it with your sword. Kiss my lips and you will see, That noone else can compare to me. The day is comming for you to know, The hurt and pain from being left in the cold. All those times you just pushed me away, Well now you bastard, I'm here to stay. Pay Backs a Bitch, And now its your turn to Pay!!! It's easy to hate, but hard to love. Thus sayeth the big guy up above. I can say you're evil when push comes to shove. But I can't say I hate you, I just show you love. All this situation needs is a little more tact. Maybe once we've got that, we'll know how to act.

My Mental Meanderings
today is my 28th birthday I just wanted everyone to know :) as many people know from meeting me on the various blog sites i am on and becoming friends with me through msn myspace im and aim they know i am a very altruistic person i am always very happy and very eager to be able to talk to any of them but as i have exhibited before i am also very passionate in the words that i use even with couples that i meet (mostly the female counter parts). see when i make a friend i get to know them and we always have a good time and we always end up talking and laughing and having fun together. i always end up "falling’ for my friends in a purely plutonic way i somewhat develope feelings for them which for some people can come off as too strong and they think i am being too flirtatious or strong and that usually gets me banned from there lives and i never hear from them again. i am not really "apologizing" for being so "loving" or "amorous" i will never apologize for being me i just want everyon

Signs Of Ovarian Cancer
What is ovarian cancer? Ovarian cancer is cancer that begins in the cells that make up the ovaries. Cancer that originates at another site (e.g., breast or colon) and spreads to the ovaries is not considered ovarian cancer. (See illustration) There are many types of tumors that can start in the ovaries. Ovarian cysts are examples of other growths that can occur on the ovaries. Most ovarian cysts are not cancerous. They are fluid-filled sacs that form on the surface of the ovary. Cysts usually go away without treatment, but a doctor may recommend removal, especially if it seems to be growing, to ensure that they do not become cancerous. Symptoms Many people and many medical textbooks still hold the erroneous opinion that there are no symptoms. Our experience and the literature is beginning to show that there are symptoms: * Abdominal pressure, bloating or discomfort * Nausea, indigestion or gas * Urinary frequency, constipation or diarrhea * Abnormal bleeding * Unusua

My Horrorscope
The nearer your destination, the less sure you are that you actually want to arrive. Hey, that's normal. Sometimes the fear of success is a lot stronger than the fear of failure. The goal will be worth it eventually. Did that idea really come out of your brain? And what's more, are you seriously promoting it as the answer to the crisis in question? Well, as they say in a lot of bad movies, 'It's so crazy it just might work!' It's tough to let go of the way we want things to be and learn to accept how they really are. But once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place to stand -- and that it's not such a bad place after all.

Contest
BEST WOLF MORPH CONTEST! THIS CONTEST IS SIMPLE, ENTER YOUR BEST WOLF MORPH PHOTO. THE MOST COMMENTS WINS THE ONE MONTH VIC OR A 7 DAY BLAST. CONTEST STARTS JULY 1ST AND ENDS AUGUST 31ST. RATES COUNT AS 10 COMMENTS, COMMENT BOMBING AND COMMENTING YOURSELF ARE ALLOWED. MUCH LOVE TO ALL! SEND LINKS TO PICS IN A PM OR AS A COMMENT ON MY PAGE ~Baby~@ CherryTAP BEST WOLF MORPH CONTEST! THIS CONTEST IS SIMPLE, ENTER YOUR BEST WOLF MORPH PHOTO. THE MOST COMMENTS WINS THE ONE MONTH VIC OR A 7 DAY BLAST. CONTEST STARTS JULY 1ST AND ENDS AUGUST 31ST. RATES COUNT AS 10 COMMENTS, COMMENT BOMBING AND COMMENTING YOURSELF ARE ALLOWED. MUCH LOVE TO ALL! SEND LINKS TO PICS IN A PM OR AS A COMMENT ON MY PAGE ~Baby~@ CherryTAP

Male Bashing Time!
Every guy I have met in the past has just used me as a one night stand. Now it seems that some men think that I'm an easy piece of ass! Tired of getting my heart broke. Not going to let any man walk all over me again. I'm a nice person who is just looking for somebody to share my life with. But, I can find him. All the good ones are already taken or are burnt too badly by bitches! I have guy friends in here that I hold dear, they always know how to put a smile on my face. And I'm grateful for them. Just not going to let another man rip my heart out again. Thank you for reading this old woman's bitching. Just so that everybody knows. The guy I was talking about, was a local guy. No one here in cherrytap has done anything wrong. Wanted to make sure the friends I have in here have been very nice to me. Love ya all.

Things I Wanna Try/do In My Lifetime!!!
1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1= 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9+ 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence. .?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year. Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 3) The Madrid bombing took place

Sexual Poems!!!
First... Why do women have more trouble with hemorroids then men do? Because god made men "PERFECT ASSHOLES." Second... What are three reasons why women LOVE Hunters? 1.) They go DEEP into the bush. 2.) They always SHOOT MORE than TWICE. 3.) And they always EAT what they shoot. Third... Why did god give women nipples? To make suckers out of MEN!!!!!!! Fourth... How does a man know when he has eaten pussy well? When he wakes up in the morning and his face looks like a glazed donut. And Last but not Least... Who are the six most important men in a woman's life? 1.) Doctor- because he says "take off your clothes." 2.) Dentist- because he says "open wide." 3.) Milkman- because he says "do you want it from the front or the back." 4.) Hairdresser- because he says "do you want it teased or blown." 5.) Interior Decorator- because he says "once its in you'll love it." 6.) Banker- because he says "if you take it out too soon, you'l

A Little About Me ...
Your Power Color Is Magenta At Your Highest: You energize yourself and push others to suceed. At Your Lowest: You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed. In Love: You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet. How You're Attractive: Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you. Your Eternal Question: "What is my next source of inspiration?" What's Your Power Color? I had never heard of this site until a few hours ago ... I was sitting here, clad in swimwear to head out and work on my tan, chatting with a longtime friend on Yahoo .. when he said to me .. "Hey, you ever heard of cherry tap?" Well of course I hadn't so he got me the link and within minutes I was logged in .. Good grief, 5 hours later, here I sit, still clad in swimwear, having never made it to the pool. Within the first 15 minutes, I was ready to log off and never visit this site again .. for I had never seen anything quite as chaotic. I

A New Slide Show
Hi Friends , I put a new slideshow on my page. The picture of the 4 beautiful young men & women there are my kids :) Be sure to stop by my page to check out the pics & don't forget to leave me a comment while you are there. Hugs from , Lisa

Application
BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_________ Age___ Phone(____) _______ Occupation______________ Height______ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite___ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)___ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else___ List three positions u like: 1.______ 2.______ 3.________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous___ When is the best time to reach u (check appropriate answer) Morning__ After

Miss Ri Usa
Today the letter came in the mail saying that I was chosen to be in the pageant. Me!!!! I jumped around and did a little dance in my living room with groceries in hand as my dogs looked at me like I am crazy. First person I called was my boyfriend. Now I get to send them a check. Good thing for bday money. Thing that sucks is we have to raise $695 in sponsorships. It is to help cover the costs for the pageant weekend and for prizes. I just got done with my phone interview for the Miss Rhode Island USA pageant. I think it went well. They have interviews all weekend and decide on Monday. If they pick me I will be getting a package in the mail with all the information. I received a letter in the mail today concerning the Miss Rhode Island USA Pageant. I did a quick mumm on Cherrytap and considered a moment my options. In the end I decided to give it a try. I just need to take a recent snapshot to send to pageant. Most likely do this on Sunday with my boyfriend taking the

Random Thoughts O_o
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her your jacket. 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts t

Best Friend
She is the strongest woman I know She is a temple of wisdom, she doesn't even know She is beautiful mind,body, and soul, She is that shoulder you can cry on. That sister I never knew. She is an angel in disguise, that helps me through. With her walkin beside me, I will never be lost, She is my best friend, there will never be another like my best friend

More Issues Than National Geographic
Ok ok, I know I said I don’t blog often. But all this writing has inspired me. I now present some issues that are just chapping my hide. So bare with me please. This might offend some, but please keep an open mind. Issue number 1, REBEL FLAGS Ok, im from the south. Born and raised here. I eat grits, say ya’ll, drink coke, and love my momma. But, if you have a rebel flag strung from the back of your pick up truck or bandit addition trans am, you need to get a grip. It called a history book people, READ IT! This whole north and south grudge is about as dumb as toilet paper use under water. Incase you didn’t know, they were right, we were wrong. Slavery really is a bad thing. So, having pride in your heritage is one thing. Taking a historical flag and turning into a symbol of hate, not so much. Issue number 2, VAMPIRES This has been a huge pet peeve of mine for years. You people running around playing dress up drinking blood claiming to be vampires. I mean really people. You thi

Recipes
1 pound box of graham crackers (honey) 3 boxes (4 0z each) instant french vanilla pudding 4 cups milk 12 oz container of cool whip 1. butter a 9x13 baking dish 2. line pan with layer of whole graham crackers. 3. stir pudding with a mixer and slowly add cool whip. pour half of pudding/ cool whip mix over graham crackers. 4. do a second layer of whole graham crackers, pour rest of pudding/ cool whip mix over it. 5. third layer of graham crackers. 6. chill for 2 hours. 7. chocolate frosting over the top layer of graham crackers, chill again for about half an hour or until the frosting is cold to touch. 1 box honey graham crackers 1 cup butter/ margarine (your preference) 1 cup brown sugar 1 package (12 oz) chocolare chips 1 cup chopped nuts (optional --yuck) 1. lightly grease the bottom of a cookie sheet, then lline with whole graham crackers until completely covered 2.boil butter and brown sugar together for 2 minutes. Stir often. Pour over graham crackers. 3.bake a

Games
Ok my friend got me hooked on this web game. Now we are having a contest to see who get the most people signed up by the end of the month. So come on its easy and fun and you'd be helping me out. So at least check out the link, even if you don't sign up! http://world6.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=114193592 This is an easy web game , Ive tried it out and its fun. Its a Vampire type game. Here is link so run and sign up , then verify your email, go to rules and check it out !!!!! http://world6.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=114193592 Im Tai_Dalma !!!

Debbi 0502
so last thursday i adopted a basset hound, she's a year old; i called her Rhylee. She has YET to go to the bathroom outside for me, instead she enjoys going in my house. The other day she dragged out my bathroom rugs and took a crap on my floor! (at least she didnt want to get my rugs dirty) Then just last night i put her in the bathroom (took all the rugs and litter box out) and shut the door while i ran to the store. Came back and she crapped on my floor and smeared it all over the floor! pulled my towels on the floor and got them covered in it as well... Anyone reading this, did you ever have a basset hound and have this much trouble training one? I learned that I need more practice at playing "quarters" especially when you're facing off against BIGGER people, who can stomache all the alcohol and actually know how to play the game/throw the quarter into the glass....I won maybe 3 times haha...but guess who got loaded first!! :P no more alcohol for me WOOHOO!! I finally go

The Wolf Within
The Wolf Within Deep in darkness I shall hide,for no one knows the spirit inside, In the shadows,twilight of night,others flee just from the sight, A lone beast with deep red eyes,they say he's human.which he denies, A dark wolf,under a blood red moon for everyone knows,he comes soon, Just standing there,under the twilight sky only fighting to live,until the day he'll die, Villages hunt him,animals love him,cuz he'll fight to the death,but his reason still dim, No one knows why this spirit is here, some say to protect those he holds near, Though the wolf is his life,he has taken beatings and strife, For the heart of a warrior, and the love of a child,his fighting wish is still quite mild, For being a lone wolf at heart,a human is the only part, The part seen only to man,because no mere mortal can, Can see his true power,standing like a tall dark tower, Once his life does end,the force of nature will bend, He'll return to the earth anew,along

Learning
I have become aware of something really scary the last 2 weeks and I find myself having to understand and deal with a side of me I never knew. All my life I have never been a jealous man just take life as it comes and if something goes wrong move on. Well I have found that if you do that and make your heart hard then you look for reasons to run instead of trusting the person that cares for you. I am learning the hard way that if you cant give a little trust then how can you expect honesty and love in return. I am not sure what I have to do to get my self to the point I need to be but I know if I think it is worth it I better find out soon before it is too late. I love all my friends on here andf I hope God Blesses you and your Families with a kind and trusting heart Russ

Navy
Soon I will leave to the navy and be stuck in chicago for training for awhile. It should be well worth my time and effort to achieve goals and accomplish more then anyone else has. I probably wont be online for awhile but I will be back as soon as I can... I leave July 25 2007

Snickerdoodles Recipe
Makes 18 servings.. adjust as needed..my org recipe is for 6 dozen lol INGREDIENTS: 1 cup shortening 1 1/2 cups white sugar 2 eggs 2 3/4 cups sifted all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking soda 2 teaspoons cream of tartar 1/2 teaspoon salt 2 tablespoons white sugar 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). Grease cookie sheets. 2. In a medium bowl, cream together the shortening and sugar. Add eggs one at a time, mixing after each. Sift together the flour, baking soda, cream of tartar and salt; stir into the creamed mixture until well blended. 3. In a small shallow bowl, stir together the 2 tablespoons of sugar with the cinnamon. Roll the dough into walnut sized balls and roll the balls in the sugar mixture. Place cookies 2 inches apart on the prepared cookie sheet. Bake for 8 to 10 minutes in the preheated oven. Cookies should be slightly golden at the edges. Remove to cool on wire racks. Makes 18 servings

The Nerve Of Some Fucking People
Well sitting here looking at this site and reading a few of the bullentines i have noticed that the people on here demanding fans and rates of tens.Well if someone fans u at least fan them back i mean come on how hard is it to move ur mouse to the left hand side and fan them as well,as far as demanding 10s i give what i give soo kinda like an eye for an eye u know.Its simply amazes me how this is suppose to be a ADULT WEBSITE ummmm maybe should look into the oxymoron that the audlt website presents.People on here saying leave me an ass load of comments and ill give u a gift LOL okay give a gift cuase u wanna dont bribe people.O well its a good site to be on its fun to read other peoples bullshit drama they post on here cuase it seem soooo many live there life threw the internet these days.I wonder what would happen if the net just shut down for like 24 hrs what most of u would do ?There bee mass histerics rioting in the streets LOL no

Drama
people hate on those they fear ,but why ? probally cause they have no life of there own to live so they hate on what they see .but in reality they just hate themselves.! so stop hating ThUgLIFE The Hatred U Give Little Infants Fucks Everyone : tupac

Unsure
Well each day brings a new meaning to everyones life but to mine it shows me all of my mistakes. Letting go of those I shouldn't and pushing those away I should have close to me. yet Life goes on and it is time for me to face those facts and step up to the preverbial plate as some would say. In the physical sense i find im quite strong and very hard to keep down but emotionally I am very weak I seem to be crushed quite often but yet I find myself back on me feet and ready for what else life throws at me. For it is said u can't keep a good man down however you can keep him stumbling. im unsure of my life and how it affects others I have known happiness and as always that happiness fades. There are only two people at this time that I consider to be true friends and they know who they are. I had assumed that my happiness would last for a very long time but alas assumptions seem to make an ass out of me. Perhaps things will change for me again soon and im sure they will as long as I have a

Ruth
BENIFIT FOR RUTH AT THE VFW CLUB IN LOVES PARK SEPT 8, FROM 12.00 TILL 6.00 5.00 DOLLAR APERSON KIDS 12 AND UNDER FREE THERE WILL BE RAFFLES FOOD AND MUSIC THERE WILL BE A RAFFLE FOR 250.00 TO THE WINNER ALL WELCOME

Sexual Horoscope
Well Folks..Its Time To Call It Quits Here On The Tap...Had A Great Time With All Of You...There Were A Few Exceptions And You Know Who You Are...Remember, Kharma Can Be A Bitch...I'd Like To Thank One Special Person For Helping Me Find My Old Self Once Again....She Knows Who She Is....A Godsend..An Angel..Words Won't Do Her Justice.... Had A Blast People....Always Remember "It's 420 Somewhere" Have A Good One Folks EK Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Life
PRESS THE PLAY IN THE CENTER br />From: respect few, fear noneDate: Aug 2, 2007 10:26 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: KeishaDate: 02 Aug 2007, 09:51 PM/>From: brandersDate: Aug 1, 2007 6:40 PMPM*Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about ho

What Was That
If you would like to know how badly our highways really smell, get away for a week, somewhere away from civilization, where the air is still clean. Purify your lungs with clean mountain air, clean your smell receptors and renew your ability to sense what you may never have sensed before.

¿que?
The two most frightening lines in the English language: 1. I am from The Government, and I am here to help you. 2. I'm afraid you are going to need a root canal. If tin whistles are made of tin, what are foghorns made of?

2nd In Series
the first one was well received so here is another. if the rates remain high, i will continue to post. please feel free to tell friends/fans/family to come check the stories out :D this one resulted from an online chat i was having with a "friend", where we were discussing an upcoing visit and spending some time relaxing in her hot tub. i'll leave it to you to debate if it ever came to fruition . . . Daydream of Us Picturing you and I sitting there, taking your hand in mine pulling it into my lap as I reach to yours. Sliding my fingers under the edge of your bikini bottom, tracing your smoothly shaven lips as you grasp and stroke my steel-like rod. My free hand reaching up to caress your hardening nipples, untying your bikini top and throwing it out of the tub. Leaning over to kiss you pulling you over onto my lap, you kneeling over me, straddling me. My right hand kneading and fondling your breasts, my left firmly planted in your bikini bottom one finger sliding deep in

Last Night 6.28.07
so last night, me and rik were together.. so you already know what happened. lol. but omg. last night... last night last night last night.. lol. we was gettin it in.. just got out from showering with each other... starts with me top on kissing on him, and he slides inside me... i start riding him not hardcore just enough to get things hott..and he says no.. i lie down on my back, hes over me, kissing me, rubbing me, grabbing me.. then, lips and tongue slowly down my stomach... then his tongue finds his way to my clit.. and geez.. whenever he goes down he does his damn thing.. but last night, he had me OPEN. and i dont mean just enjoying it, but my eyes were rolled to the back of my head steady.. i felt high like crazyyyyy high. he found my lil spot and just s l o w l y cirlced his tongue around it. and i mean slow but it was soooooo amazing.. and just every lil circular motion he made, i felt it. it was SOOOO intense.. it felt incredible.. omg. just thought id put that out there.. cuz

Beautiful Mess
I'm now in a very leisure summer vacation, I was planing to work in Starbucks,and Starbucks needs four months to train being their barista,but i'm not sure where the school i'll go to. The summer vacation only two months, that's a lot not sure. I'll find another SB when I'm in steady in college life.I want to be a barista.And i really like the atmosphere at SB in TW. So maybe i'll go to "FRIDAYS"now. An American style restaurant, their uniform is really cute,and an interview is in English, maybe i can handle it and learn a lot from being the waitress. My dream is to have my own store which is handmade with some designs of my ideas, i must being creative, and a heavenly steed soaring across the skies.I have so many interests in design and fashion. I think they are the vital materials in our daily life. Many people in TW enjoy the way they live in their interest, but also, there are many people think we are always day dreaming, I think those who don't care about what they re

Deb"s Place
Sometimes times get hard, but you learn to fight for what you need and want. Love isn't always easy, so you gotta stick up for it. I will keep holding on until it all comes through, i'll wait for you. One day things will come and go easier, life will be much simpler, in the morning eyes of you. I know you will keep me safe from harm, hold me and protect me for life. My soulmate and bestfriend, my witness to life. Things will get better soon enough, and until then i'll wait for you my love. I Vaguely hear the cries from my soul, Which is quite a stranger to me these days actually, so I pay little attention to the painful sounds, It makes one last desperate attempt to make me feel guilty, But It's not like It was a bet, or a game played and lost, The trade was fair and in my favor, Staring through wide open eyes at an almost mirror image of myself being drug away, She reaches a hand out as though there were something around she could grab onto, Somethin

Hahahahahahahahahahaha
Music Video:WHAT I GOT (by Sublime)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Ladies - please note At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear ' the rules ' From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered '1 ' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports : It's like t

Dogs
The barking, the whining, the leg humping... endless things getting chewed up... my friends dogs are driving me mad! Just needed to vent The little dog is making me go insane lol. He's jealous and a lil trouble maker. He just won't leave the garbage alone! Oh well its a dog right?

Biggio
Biggio reaches 3,000 hits / Associated Press Posted: 9 hours ago Craig Biggio collected his 3,000th hit and Carlos Lee made sure he could celebrate it in style. Biggio had five hits for just the second time in his career and Lee hit a grand slam in the 11th inning to give the Houston Astros an 8-5 win over the Colorado Rockies on Thursday night. "I think it was the way it was supposed to be done," Biggio said as he choked back tears. "To have it happen here - that was a special atmosphere that was out there today." Lee's shot to left field off Brian Fuentes (0-3) came on the first pitch. Biggio singled in the 11th, and Hunter Pence followed with a double before Lance Berkman was hit by a pitch to load the bases. Troy Tulowitzki's solo shot off Brian Moehler (1-2) to lead off the 11th inning made it 5-4. The loss extends Colorado's season-high losing streak to seven games. It was the third time in seven days Fuentes has allowed a game-winning hit after Tulowitzki hom

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Wear a motorcycle helmet if you like, but this writer makes a case for riding bare. By Dick Teresi ABATE, or American Bikers Aiming Toward Education, is a nationwide organization of helmet-hating Harley riders. Mensa is an international organization of geniuses and near-geniuses. Its members must score in the top two percent of the population in an intelligence test. The Gator Alley chapter of ABATE challenged its neighbors in the Southwest Florida chapter of Mensa to a whiz-kid test of knowledge. No bikes, no chains, no colors. Just tough questions, such as what was established by the Lateran Treaty of 1929? The showdown took place in Bonita Springs, Florida. It was a seesaw battle, but in the end, the bikers won. To be truthful, Mensa played without the services of its president, Jeff Avery. On the other hand, the ABATE team played without Avery also. He disqualified himself, being president of both clubs. After their loss, the Mensans sat down with their opponents a

Jokes
A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: "I have a question to ask, but I don't want to offend you." She answers, " My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything.I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, you have to be single and #2, you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I'm single and Catholic!" "OK" the nun says. "Pull into the next alley." The nun fulfills his fantasy with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," said the nun, "Why are you crying?" "Forg

Gotta Love Texans Lol
Gabriel went to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. We have some Texans up here who are causing problems.... They're swinging on the Pearly Gates, My horn is missing, and they are wearing T-shirts instead of robes; There's barbecue sauce and picante sauce all over everything, especially their T-shirts; their dogs are riding in the chariots and chasing the sheep; they are wearing baseball caps and cowboy hats instead of their halos." "They refuse to keep the stairway to Heaven clean, and their boots are marking and scratching up the halls of Wisdom. There are watermelon seeds and tortilla chip crumbs all over the place. Some of them are walking around with just one wing; and they insist on bringing their horses with them." The Lord said, "Texans are Texans, Gabriel. Heaven is home to all of my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil." So Gabriel calls the Devil who answers the phone and says, Hello---hold on a minute." When he retur

My Bitch On Lifes Cruelties
I had this good life til things got fucked up. I had the man that I have always loved with me, but we didnt have very much you see we were both broke as hell. No money, barely a trailor to live in, but we had each other. Thats all that mattered to me. Then some asshole for reason unknown still desides to burn our tailor down while we were gone. It really pisses me off that nothing was done about that know one even tried to find out who or why it was done. didnt the cops relize we lost eveythin it that fire. and a week after xmas on top of that. i only had one pair of pants two shirts and a pair of underware and socks and shoes. Ashley my husband only had the clothes he had on that day a that was it. we had deside to stay in a motel for the night because it was going to be to cold to stay at the trailor and i had a friend who let us stay in a motel she worked at. Ashley's uncle came and told us our trailor had burn to the ground earily the next morning. i asked him what he w

Government Schools - What A Joke!
WELCOME TO THE CONTINUING COLLAPSE! Home of the Anti-Shahada: There is no god called "Allah", and Mohammed, barbecue sauce be upon him, is his false prophet. Oh Canada! A Montreal-area school board is defending one of its principals who asked four elementary school students to each write a 10-line essay about fellatio after they were taunting a fellow student. Board lawyer Nathalie Marceau says the students had been bullying the boy since the beginning of the school year and the most recent incident involved taunts about performing fellatio. She added the school had made numerous attempts to educate the Grade 4 students on harassment and had even met with the parents earlier in the year. Finally, a note was sent home with the four students about the sex essay following the most recent incident at school. Le Journal de Montreal reported today that the parents of one of the boys wasn’t happy with his nine-year-old stepson having to write the assignment. M

My Ebay Store
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Check Out The Sexy,bloody Ladies
Nobody has checked out my Blood Bath album yet. Leave comments. And FUbar keeps yelling at me for having bloody pictures up. Well don't be surprised if my profile disappears because they keep telling me I could get my account delated if I don't put NSFW. Myspace is more flexable then this site. And why are you on FUBAR at work anyway. You lazy Bastards.Get To WORK! If you like my profile let em know. Leave Picture comments. I think someone reported my pics So if you don't like them then don't look. ITs supposed to be fun and different. Sexy 'dead' chicks.....I am done ranting.. check outt he sexy pics rate us,fan us and friend us. Please leave comments on the pics and let us know what you think!!! Rate them,comment them!!! Thanks Bitches

This Is Just My Ramblings...
So Wednesday I went to the beach with some friends... Wojtek :), stephanie, sabrina, adrian (sabrina's boyfriend) and manny. it was soo much fun especially 'cause y'know i got to chill with wojtek. He's really funny. Anywayyyyy So yeah, I obviously had to drive on the highway to get there and if you know me (which none of you do haha) you would know that I don't really like driving on highways just because i have no clue where i'm going and i feel that i'm going to get lost. Anyway so yeah we were there adn it was fun and we swam, tanned, swam again, tanned again and kept doing that. Later in the day around fourish there started to be some actual waves, very tiny ones but hey, it's connecticut what do you expect? haha, they're nothing like the ones at VA Beach but oh well. So wojtek and I were... wave floating i guess you can call it and we found a piece of bamboo (or so he says it was) and it was funny 'cause we ended up fighting over it and just broke it in half. idk yeah

My Thoughts
Why men are just happier people! Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time! Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vaca

Not Stupid~
so last night around 11:30 at night i was woke up by my daughter having a seizure...so up i go and get the meds to inject her with to help her come out of the seizure...but had to call 911 because she couldnt come out of the seizure...so the mets and fire rescue come here and because this is a monthly thing they know shelbie and were very wonderful with her and she finally came out of the seizure... i am very tired today with no sleep ... but you know the thing that just makes me smile so very much is all that is "wrong" with my little girl you would never know it... she smiles all the time and laughs and is a miracle.... so i have been jumping over this cherry tap thing and reading mumms and things and boy...i wonder to myself what kind of people are out there ...... yeah....with that said..... i am having a great day no headache no kids crumpy and no one home but me and shelbie..... she is so cute .....went to kitchen and made a butter and peanut butter sandwhich and really wa

Crazy Things
so my mind is wondering again and i hate when it does that. i was told recently that i was good at repelling unwanted men and that the reason i'm good at that is because i don't look them in the eyes. i didn't say much to respond to that but i have to confess that thats nor entirely true. i don't look people in the eyes because i don't want them to see my pain, anger and hate. i'm afraid that they will see my weakness and take advantage of that. well most people do anyways so what the hell! also i once saw myself in someones eyes and i saw myself fade from his eyes and trust me it's not a good thing. my uncle use to tell me that my eyes sparkled and shined, they haven't done that in a long time. they tried to but i guess it just wasn't enough to keep them shining. yea so this is what is going through my wonderful mind tonight. don't you all just wanna live in my mind? so my dumb ass went to work and when i got there and punched in it said punch in too early so i looked at the sche

New Music Player
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Alittle More About Me!!
Ok here goes well I am a mother of two wonderful but sometimes aggrevating children whom I love with all my heart. I have been married to the same wonderful man for 9 yrs come this december whom is also the father of our wonderful children. Yes Happily Married though we do have our problems but it wouldn't be marriage otherwise. I am 5'7 165 lbs brown eyes brown hair big ghetto booty and big tits thanks to hubby lol i swear he's miracle grow for them. At the moment we live in North Carolina ( me and the kids that is) and he is in Georgia. I am a very outgoing person tries to make friends with everybody but don't take my friendliness as a welcome mat do me wrong and there will be hell to pay trust me. The saying goes I don't get mad I get even well I get both because I am a vidictive bitch and trust me i mean that in all of its essence I am a bitch. Well thats bout it other than I love to sing play pool and go swimming oh and I dable in poetry and writing erotic stories.

Life
Ok, here's the deal, I was with a guy named Eric for four years on and off. I was there for him when he got hooked on meth, when he went to rehab and then when he went into community corrections. Well, we broke up about 6 months ago when he cheated on me. That was the end, I wasn't going to take his crap anymore. Trust me there was even more that he did to me, but I don't have time for all of that. Anyways, he was supposed to go to jail for 2 years and it just got reduced to 2 years probation. I know it's wrong, but I was almost happy that he was going away, because that way I wouldn't have to put up with him bursting into my life. Since he has gotten out today he has called me 2 times. He keeps saying how he misses me, how he would wake up in jail thinking about me, how he lost the best thing he ever had. Well, I am in love with an amazing man right now named Jesse. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. What am I supposed to do with Eric. I told him about Jesse and I and he sa

Broken Lawnmower
The Broken Mower When our lawn mower broke and wouldn't run, my wife kept hinting to me that I should get it fixed. But, somehow I always had something else to take care of first, the truck, the car, playing golf - always something more important to me. Finally she thought of a clever way to make her point. When I arrived home one day, I found her seated in the tall grass, busily snipping away with a tiny pair of sewing scissors. I watched silently for a short time and then went into the house. I was gone only a minute, and when I came out again I handed her a toothbrush I said, "When you finish cutting the grass, you might as well sweep the driveway." The doctors say I will walk again, but I will always have a limp. Moral to this story : Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is the husband.

Hanging The "on Vacation" Sign Again :-)
Hey folks :-) Well, today is my first day of work after 10 days off. Unfortunately the internet connection where I was sucked and could not begin to handle the CherryTap bandwidth needs. I was able to get in a little here & there, but I had to be real smart in stoping the page and loading only the pictures I was rating in order to try to keep up with folks that rated my pictures & page. In the whole time I only had one downrater (knock on wood). She rated my default picture a 10 this morning and an hour later downrated it to a 9. Not a big deal really, but it has the feel of punishment for untimely response. This afternoon, when I saw what she had done, I went to her page and rated several pictures 10 and her as well, but I blocked her anyway. It is a shame as I probably would have fanned her and tried to make friends, but I don't like how she handled things this morning. In any case, I wish her the best but I wish she find it away from me, lol. I hope everyone had a fa

"poam" In The Late Of Night
Alway's Thought Your Promice Was For Life I Did Not think That I Would Hear You Say Good-Bye And I Alway's Heard you Led Another Life I Doubted Every Time I Guess My Love Was Blind Cause In My Eyes Love Was alway's Somthing Magical But The Feeling Is So Tragic For And All I Know Is In Love. The thing That I Want most I cant Possess Theres Only emptiness In The Late Of Night Just Before I Closed My Eyes You lied As You kissed Me Good Night In The Late Of Night Just Before I closed My Eyes I Cried As You Kissed My Lips Good-Bye In My Eyes You Will always Be The Lucky One Cause You Know you will Always Have My Love For All The Times Untill I Die Through The End I Gave To You My Best You Gave,You Gave Me Loneliness. The End !!

Good Ol Days
IT is US !!! Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the ! risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friend

Trifficc Stuff
center> Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool.You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling.Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com What Kind of Chocolate Covered Delight Are You?Chocolate Covered RaisinsYou are sweet with a hint of zestiness! Very unpredictable in the best way possible! Your friends love you because of you ability to become so adaptable to almost every situation and your spontanaity. You're always down for whatever! What a great friend you are! How sweet it is to be loved by you!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic Which Truck are you?1996 Chevrolet silveradoYou like a good truck with a big motor. you can squeal some tiresHow do you compare?

Me
Aside from missing my bf wicked bad this weekend, he worked his butt off all weekend, while I was at motorcycle license training surprizely enough I PASSED! Woo Hoo Lots of Cherry Love Chow Chow Ok fellow cherries, I will be offline til Sunday. I will be doing my motorcycle license. So wish me luck, and leave me some cherry love while I am gone. I will return the favor when I get back. Lots of Cherry love Chow Chow

Hot Cherry Women
I love you too... C'mon you Cherries... add us, comment us, RATE us 10's~ Spreading Cherrylicious Love! OH isn't us girls Great?! I love you gals!! Me ChowChow@ CherryTAP ad13mac@ CherryTAP ~Cute~But~Psycho~@ CherryTAP RedSoxGirl@ CherryTAP Naughty Kitty@ CherryTAP ~*~K-otic~*~@ CherryTAP Why dontcha be the fantstic Cherries that you are and show them all some hot steamy cherry pie luvin'. Add us , Rate us, comment our pics and stash....and don't forget.....the love is always returned. Your Cherry Chow Chow

Hot Cherry Men
I love you too... C'mon you fu buddies... add them, comment them, RATE them 10's~ Spreading fubarlicious Love! OH aren't the guys hotties?! This one is mine ronj369@ CherryTAP This one is single kingpin0768@ CherryTAP And so is this one yellow98bmw@ CherryTAP drippingwithsin@ fubar Why dontcha be the fantstic fubar buddies that you are and show them both some luvin'. Add them , Rate them, comment their pics and stash....and don't forget.....the love is always returned. Thanks and lots of fubar Love Chow Chow (repost of original by 'ChowChow' on '2007-06-28 08:36:57') (repost of original by '~Cute~But~Psycho~' on '2007-06-28 08:44:21')

Uummm
Ok I have been on tap for 3 hours or so. I have tried to talk to people. No one will talk to me. Fuck i am on tap because I am board as hell. But I bet if I were female I would be so fucken shocked by the amount of people that want to talk to me. (try to get on me or send them pixs) If I where to get some pixs of some chick and create an account then I would have so one to talk to. (till they figured out I am male) But then both of me would get blocked from this site so. I am sick of the bull shit. If you read this and you are pissed I DO NOT CARE. Not like you where going to talk to me anyway. IF I WANTED TO BE IN A POPULARITY CONTEST I'D GO BACK TO HIGH SCHOOL! FUCK!!!! anyway if you feel the same leave a comment IF NOT JUST GO AWAY BYE. One more topic. Why get pissed if someone down rates you. If you do not want honest rates why put yourself out there. I am sorry but we are not all tens. It makes know scents to me but it is just dumb not to give honest rates. Go ahead down rate m

Letter To My Beloved
Letter To My Beloved I'm afraid to tell you My Beloved, things have changed within my life. I am not the person I once was, I even became someone elses wife. Many years have come to pass since the day I dreamed of you, Many things have changed in me, and I suspect they have within you too. I have to tell you My Beloved, I will never be the same, for my heart has now been broken, and it will always be this way. Many souls have come and gone; through my eyes I've seen them all. Many have mistreated me, so many souls have helped me fall. So this letter I do send to you, I hope it reaches you in time, to tell you not to come for me, to tell you you're not mine. You see Beloved you must leave and never dream of me; For I am broken, torn and beaten, and our love could never be. There was a time when I could smile and dream of you to come, but those days are over now, the past can't be undone. I leave you now, My Beloved I hope some day you'll find "The One," for it is to lat

Signatures And Personality
he various types of Signatures you come across & the attitude of a person are listed below: # SINGLE UNDERLINE BELOW THE SIGN!! These persons are very confident and are good personalities. They are a little bit selfish but believe in "Happiness of human life" # TWO DOTS BELOW THE SIGN!! These persons are considered to be Romantic, can easily change their fiancées as if they change their clothes. They prefer beauty in other persons & they themselves try to look beautiful. They easily attract others. # SINGLE DOT BELOW THE SIGN! These persons are more inclined towards classical arts, simple & are very cool. If you loose faith with them, then these persons will never look back at you. Hence its always better to be careful with these people. # NO UNDERLINES OR DOTS BELOW THE SIGN!! These persons enjoy their life in their own way, never pay attention to others views. These are considered to be good natured but are selfish too. # RANDOM SIGN, NO SIMILARITY BETWEEN NAME & S

Love
i wish i understood men more they drive me crazy with this shit about thinking a woman should be able to read their mind and then they get mad when we cant god i dont know what to do i want to choke them sometimes...

What Is Wicca?
Wiccan VideoAdd to My Profile | More Videos You Are 70% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Update
just a quick update sorry i've not been arround much but i'm in the middle of moving in with kiz, all is well with us just need to find a job and things will be sweet.take care and see you all soon dave aka duluxdeman Where has the last week gone.cant believe its a week ago that i saw BLS and Ozzy. Nothing much has changed. Work is still going fine no real hassles. I start tattoo session 4 next Thurs followed by 2 more sessions over the following 2 weeks that should almost complete the tattoo possibly may need 1 more session depends on how much Simon can do in each session. Other news I've been talking to Courtney Davis (who I'm a big fan of) and I've commissioned him to do a piece of artwork which I'll be having tattooed by the guys at DNA. When I have this one done I'll not be posting pics on the site because I want to keep it a one off design don't want anyone to copy it but I'll send pics to my friends so they can see it. hey there I'm still around just been so busy

Crazyyy
i wish some people would make me a sign so i can put it on my profile ]: i would enjoy that [: teehee make me smile weeee will you make me a sign? hiya, im boredddd and I feel like screaming I'm so effin' bored. I mean CherryTAP is fun, and it takes up my bordum...but ppl don't know how to comment back, when i actually read the profile they have and all that bull shit, but fuck it, i dont care. im bored if you read this tlk to mehhh

Here To Meat New And Exciting People
looking to make new friends and maybe some old ones as well so fan and rate, will try and do the same. have fun. feel free to shout at anytime and i'll also try and do the same. wanna know more about me just ask. not looking to hook up...so dont ask for nudes. just here cuz myspace is for kids. much love to y'all!:x

My Tarot Card
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

6 Affairs
The 1st Affair: A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted,they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM .. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon." "You lying bastard!You've been playing golf!" ************************************************ The 2nd Affair: A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife, "There's no way I can be the father of t

C'mon Ladies
ok dont know how do all the pretty graphics but im holding a contest called sexiest mom on cherrytap..i need twenty moms... i would like to start the contest on sunday july 1st and end it july 8th thats if i get all my moms in by that time gifts will be 1. first place will get a 3 day blast 2. second place will get a 1 day blast 3. third place will get diamond earrings rules are... 1.must fan,add,and rate the host 2.you must have a salute photo in your pics 3.anything goes except using scripts or whatever else to cheat. 4.no one under a level 5 can bomb you 5.comment bombing yourself is allowed 6.no downrating or any type of drama will be tolerated if you are interested pls shoutbox me lovlymom and let me know.here is my link,, [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2678644761 ]

Single Parent
Single parents dont have it as easly as it my seem. You never see ur kids, ur always working to make ends meet. And ur never there for them when they just need you yo be there to show them that you love and care for them instead of some babysitter. Why is single parent life so hard for the parents and kids. Exspecialy if one of the parents passed away.

Blind Girl
On a hot summer day, a redneck came into town with his dog. He tied the dog under the shade of a tree and went into the bar for a cold beer. About 20 minutes later a policeman came into the bar and asked who owned the dog tied under the tree. The redneck said that it was his. The policeman said, "Your dog seems to be in heat." The redneck replies, "No way dog's in heat---she's cool cause I got 'ER tied under the shade of the tree." The policeman says, "No! You don't understand-- your dog needs to be bred. "No way," the redneck says, "dog don't need bread, she's not hungry, cause I fed her beef jerky this mornin'." Now the policeman gets mad and yells out; "NO! You don't seem to understand, your dog wants to have sex!" The redneck looks at him and says, "Go ahead. I always wanted a police dog!" There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she cou

I Can't Pretend I'm Happy When...
Just thought I'd check my stuff on here real quick. I think I'm dying. My sinus infection has spread to my ears and now I can't hear anything but my own breathing. Fuck. Back to the doctor's. Twice this month so far. That doesn't even count the ER visits.My medical bills are going to be soooo fucking expensive. Well, you kids try to have a fun fourth. No firewirks for me- I'm pretty sure I'd be writhing in pain. Someone tell me how they were for them? kaythanksbye. -allie So the baby's finally asleep. I think I'm going to go lay down with him. See you guys later.

Useful Military Warnings
Useful Military Warnings "Aim towards the Enemy." - Instruction printed on US Rocket Launcher "When the pin is pulled, Mr. Grenade is not our friend." - U.S. Army "Cluster bombing from B-52s is very, very accurate. The bombs are guaranteed to always hit the ground." - U.S.A.F. Ammo Troop "If the enemy is in range, so are you." - Infantry Journal "A slipping gear could let your M203 grenade launcher fire when you least expect it. That would make you quite unpopular in what's left of your unit." - Army's magazine of preventive maintenance. "It is generally inadvisable to eject directly over the area you just bombed." - U.S. Air Force Manual "Try to look unimportant; they may be low on ammo." - Infantry Journal "Tracers work both ways." - U.S. Army Ordnance "Five-second fuses only last three seconds." - Infantry Journal "Bravery is being the only one who knows you're afraid." - Col. David Hackworth "If your attack i

The Real Raw Report!!!
10 Things I Hate (ACTUALLY DISLIKE, I AM NOT A HATEFUL PERSON) About Everyone...Damn, I love sarcasm 10. People who have selective amnesia....you know those people who remember EVERYTHING someone does to them but conveniently forget most or EVERYTHING they do or say to other people. ....There's NO SHAME in admitting you are wrong and that you've wronged somebody. 9. The DOUBLE STANDARD people....similar to #10 but you know the ones who like to point the finger of blame, but NEVER do no wrong, the ones who when you tell them about themselves wanna ask, '...so you gonna point fingers...???' ... muffuga, be willing to take what u dish out...don't be a hypocrite 8. The shit talking tough guy/girl, who can't stand to take shit off of people...NOW HOLD UP...you so tough right? You can snap on the best of them right? no one better f*** with you right? But the minute you meet your match, you ball up like plastic in heat , or you wanna take sh*t personal, or cut them of

A woman in her fifties is at home, unclothed, happily jumping on her bed and squealing with delight. Her husband watches her for a while and asks, 'Do you have any idea how ridiculous you look? What's the matter with you?' The woman continues to bounce on the bed and says, 'I don't care what you think. I just came from having a mammogram, and the doctor says that not only am I healthy, but I have the breasts of an 18 year-old. The husband replies, 'What did he say about your 55-year old ass?' 'Your name never came up,' she replied Come on Guys U know u wanna laugh...hehehehehe In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: 60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't wa

Maurice
Players don't exist in my place...there is no such thing as game here....this spot is reserved for those who care about passion....pleasure....not getting a e nutt....but providing one and usually several because I care more about pleasing than my own satisfaction....Big ups to those who care more for all of you....than yours truely... Maurice calls it "THE COMBINATION"....some of us got it....others should stick to masterbating if you just want a nutt.... Simply care about her needs in there and watch what She'll do for you!!!!!!!

Day Trip
Early in the morning to rise, get them out and give them a safety briefing and signed out of the area. Board two vans and my car and we are off. Silly LT wants to go through Los Padres and up Hwy 1 to Monterey, a 2 1/2 hour trip. 3 stops later because of car sickness, we arrive in Monterey. A Stop for coffee, Monterey Bay Aquarium, Bubba Gumps, A Glass Bottom Boat ride, Shopping, lots of shopping and an urgent call to return due to a large vegetation wildland fire. 80 to 85 all the way back on Hwy 101. Get back, on standby, not so urgent afterall. The entire time having fun, right? Yes, however my mind always drifted off to Oregon and Lynda. That is where I wanted to be all day. Early in the morning to rise, get them out and give them a safety briefing and signed out of the area. Board two vans and my car and we are off. Silly LT wants to go through Los Padres and up Hwy 1 to Monterey, a 2 1/2 hour trip. 3 stops later because of car sickness, we arrive in Monterey. A Stop for coffee,

Axe Fight Results!
Well by a large margin-Jimi Hendrix is who everyone overall voted for as their favorite guitarist. In your opinion, during the axefights I posted, was there a guitarist you like that was never listed and was there anyone better than Jimi Hendrix? Thank you for ALL your votes and comments. I enjoyed knowing all of you!-Chris This fight was closer! Heres your results- Jimmy Page-25 Votes Ted Nugent-20 Votes And STILL CHAMPION, Jimmy Page! Stick around for our next fight in my next MUMM-Jimmy Page VS. Queen's Brian May! Randy Rhodes-2 Yngwie Malmsteen-0 Slash-1 Eddie Van Halen-5 Zakk Wylde-0 George Lynch-0 Eric Clapton-0 Joe Satriani-0 Stevie Ray Vaughan-0 Angus Young-3 Ace Frehley-0 Jake E. Lee-0 Dimebag Darrell Abbott-0 Jimmy Page-7 Steve Vai-0 Ritchie Blackmore-0 David Gilmour-0 Ted Nugent-0 Brian May-0 Joe Perry-0 Jimi Hendrix-4(Current Champion) Carlos Santana-0 Jeff Beck-0 Peter Frampton-0 After I go through all of the Guitar Gods listed

Ribbon
Here have this blue ribbon of encouragement A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in High School by telling them the difference each of them had made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First, she told each of them how they had made a difference to her, and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon, imprinted with gold letters, which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards, the teacher decided to do a class project, to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a Community. She gave each of the students three more blue ribbons, and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom, and report to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby Company, and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a blue ribbon, and put it on his

Inside My World
I am tall, I am short. I am thin, I am fat. Who am I? I have short hair, long hair, in between hair. My hair is blonde, black, and brunette. I wear glasses, I wear contacts, I have no need for either. Who am I? You see me every day. You look me in the eyes and don't even know it. I see everything everyone sees all at the same time. I am round, I am square. I am framed, I am plain. Who am I? I am the mirror on the wall. Hello there. Wherev'e you been? I miss you a lot. Won't you come back? Hello there. It's been a while. Some things have changed. I'm not the same. Hello there. You're looking great. Life's been good to you? I'm doing fine. Hello there. How's the wife? Did you get that new job? Are you moving away? Hello there. I heard the news. He was a good man. I'll be there soon. Hello there. Just wanted to talk. I'm going away now. I can't come back. Good bye. I'm getting one of those headaches agian, probly from getting beat. I hurt so bad

I Cried
when you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parent

This Love For You...poem
The Dark Sun by John At the edge of the universe Dark Sun abides As time approaches Ready to bring forth Mighty Warriors Who will not Bend their knees In supplication. One by one They stand shoulder to shoulder with their Father, Lucifer. This Love for you by John To kiss those lips And hold you close Means the world to me I want to be where you are I want to be there when you are down I never want you to be alone I want to be your everything Because you are mine Your smiling face Brightens the darkest days And to hear your voice Takes me from the saddest moments I love you with all my heart That is true And until the day we part I will always be there for you For you my Lillith

Haterz
BooBooBoogie:I'd rater be a hater then fake claming credit for other peoples work. The work that you do sucks. You're poetry makes no since. If you don't want to be rated don't post and ask for it to be rated. How retarded can you be? this is a email i got from a member who doesnt have a name a pic or anything to show who they are...yet they insist on annoying me........for the record...all the grafx i create are of my own design maybe a few of my ideas have been influenced by others but they are never the same....i give the people what they want and thats beautiful work....from id cards to magazine covers to pics for they kids....if any one has a problem i or is offended i am sorry but if it aint for u dont worry ...and if u dont wanna say something nyce or constructive then dont say anything at all..... so to all the haters and downraters...all i have to say to u is THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR TAKEN TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO THINK BOUT ME ....

Get Real!!
Well if there is one thing that i have noticed about places like this it is that the vast majority of people who participate are harsh fakes, posers, andmost of all full of shit!! Thats not to take away from this site or any other becouse of all of them i do really love this one. I geuss what im saying is that its true that people hang out at these sites becouse they want to be something that they are not really in reall life. well I think thats just ripping your self off. You can fake all the shit you want on sites like this and be unsatified with your real life or you can be an ass kicker in real life first then come to a place like this and kick even more ass. all I'm saying is this be true to your self in all things. be proud of who you are regardless of what the simple minded might think, let the world see who you really are and if they dont like it .....FUCK EM!!!!

Dreamer
Is there a dreamer in all of us, or is it just me? My dreamer eye sees the possible in a world of impossible realites. My dreamer mind tells me that there is a way in all circumstances. My dreamer is strong in its belief. In the beilef of love and happiness, that every argument, fight is nothing more than a simple misunderstanding. My dreamer says there is always a magic word to make things right again. My dreamer will not fade as I get older. My dreamer will not go away when it is wrong. My dreamer will find a better way next time. My dreamer refuses to think that its over, when it stands in my face and says the words. My dreamer is a part of me, my dreamer is me. My dreamer is my eyes that sees beauty in the ugly, sees the hopefull in the hopeless, feels love for the loveless. My dreamer sees me as me, in all that I hope the world will see. Is there a dreamer in you?

Vacations
This past weekend my best friend Nick came to see me for his vacation. I have not seen him in 5 years and it most certainly was good to see him again. I enjoyed his company. He also accomplished talking me into moving out of Louisiana, so in a year I will be moving to Iowa near him. There are a few other reasons for my moving too, but I am not going to devulge my reasons just now. My pics are in my friends and default album and also my stash. Thanks for reading.

Santa
You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but "Philly." And New Jersey has always been "Jersey." You refer to Pennsylvania as "PA." "You guys" is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men & women. You know how to respond to the question "Djeetyet?" (Did you eat yet?) You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre, Schuylkill, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne, New Tripoli, Tunkhannock, Punxsutawney, Tamaqua, Susquehanna, Allegheny, Mahantongo, Shenandoah and Monongahela. You know what a "Mummer" is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade. The first day of buck and the first day of doe season are school holidays. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You can't go to a wedding without hearing the "Chicken Dance," at least one Polka and either an Italian song (sung in Italian,) or "Hava Nagila." At least 5 people on your block have electric "candles" in all or most of their wi

Lesson Learned
I have something that has been angering me for a few weeks. In the mail I received a notice for a sex offender that moved into my neighborhood a few houses down. It gave a detailed account of what he did, when he did it and a vehicle description with a license plate number. Without getting into detail, I will just say that this wasn’t some 18 year old guy sleeping with his 16 year old girlfriend. He did some seriously horrible stuff. (That’s right… stuff. Meaning he did this more than once with more than one child.) What angers me is that I have all this information and I want to beat the hell out of him. But it says that I can be arrested if I harass him. Just knowing that he is right there and I can see his house from mine is driving me crazy! I have all these pent up feelings and nowhere to go with them. How many people do we meet on a daily basis, that are murders or rapists and we have no idea. Is it better to know about these people with a notic

My Friend
I JUST GOT A MESSAGE FROM MY DAUGHTER MOM SHE BEEN TRYING TO GET A HOLD OF ME AND TELL ME THAT MY DAUGHTER AND HER GRANNY WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT THEY GOT T BONE FROM A DRIVER THAT TRY TO BE A RED LIGHT MY EX GRANNY PASSED AWAY AT THE SCENE AND MY DAUGHTER IS IN CCU HOOK ON A MACHINE FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE...THIS HAS REALLY CAUGHT ME ALL BY SUPPRISE PLZ GOD HEAR MY PRAYER PLZ DONT TAKE HER FROM ME SHE MINE ONLY CHILD SHE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME I LOVE HER TO DEATH SHE JUST TURN THREE LAST MARCH SHE GOT A WHOLE AHEAD OF HER WHY DO THIS HAS TO HAPPEN TO HER ITS NOT FAIR WHY CANT IT BE ME NOT HER SHE DONT DESERVE THIS AT ALL AND FOR THE SOB TRYING TO BEAT A FUCKING RED LIGHT!!!! GOD REST YOUR SOUL YOU SO NEED IT RIGHT NOW WILL YALL PLZ PRAY FOR MY LIL GIRL SHE REALLY NEEDS IT MORE THAN NE THING OH GOD I WISH WOULD BE THERE FOR HER IM SO LOST AN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ~BabyBoy J~ UPDATE........ there turning off the machines at 2 not expecting her to make it even a 1/2 hour shes gone,3:22 pm IM

Nicotine Fits
Ok i picked up smoking because of my chronic depression, I'm more relaxed and less depressed when smoking, and I don't feel like a zombie, even when it was only one or two cigarettes i felt better through out the day, i don't know alright just another few hours since my last craving and this one is killer, i'm tempted to go down to the store and buy a cheap cigar, but i don't want to break this habit i just don't know what to do.... blah should i just grab a black and mild or something alright July fourth I had a a few drinks and had the urge to smoke but fought it off, and now I eat and have no urge to smoke, so I have beat the habit yay me go me I am officially a non-smoker :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Random Truths
I don't ask for help, it's not a part of who I am. I am very much a do it myself kind of person, and I always have been. Today I am swallowing my pride and asking for help from anyone and everyone who reads this blog, and anyone they can pass it on to. I need prayers, and lots of them. If you look in my default folder there is a picture of a beautiful little girl. She's my baby. She is 4 years old, and her name is Sierra-Grace. She has had medical issues since she was born, and the blow we got today is that she may have Leukemia. I think those have to be the scariest words a parent can ever get. "Your daughter may have cancer." My heart stopped, and my throat closed with emotion. I am totally lost in this uncertainty, and don't know if I am coming or going. Please pray. You don't have to rate me, fan me, add me, I don't care, the only thing I want is your prayers, and lots of them. Thank you. When I ask you how I look "fine" is NOT an acceptable answer. Amazi

My Song
i wrote this not too long ago ... im working on a melody but if anyone has a tip or suggestion to fix the lyrics i'd appreciate the feedback(besides gramatical errors ... i noe theyre there im just to lazy to fix them) Were you ever so high, that you thought you could fly? Yeah, I know that sounds so cliché. But you know what I’m sayin, never thought you’d be payin, For something that feels so good. But then you fall to the ground, You look all around, And theres nobody there, That will love you and care. Is no one home? Are you all alone? You’re surrounded by people, But they can’t see you The tears flood your eyes and you start to crumble, Cause there’s no one to settle the score. Longing not to be invisible. Not getting what you got before. Everyone sees you as dead, but you know that deep in your head, You’re more alive than you’ve ever been. Swallow the lump in your throat, soon you can jump off the boat, Before the hawk swoops in for the kill .

What Is Love ? (definition)
What is Love? It’s a Question we all ask. Here’s my favorite definition. -Love is an unconditional & healthy concern for the well being of another person, held in balance with an equally strong concern for ones own well-being. So if it’s really love, your concern for that someone special has to be unconditional- you give it without requiring anything in return. The only limit, but it’s a big one, is that you love yourself to a similar degree. Leave that out and again, its not really love. However, healthy relationships also need commitment, which is conditional, if a relationship is not defined by conditions then it lacks commitment. If you can hold the balance between love and commitment. You have learned one of the great secrets of a successful relationship. -Author Unknown

Come Show My Angel Some Love
Please take a minute to hit up my friend Sonya. She's halfway to godfather so please show her some love. Click her link below to Fan/add/rate her Luscious¢¾Mami of Club F.A.R. @ CherryTAP

Another Day On Ct
Sooooooooooooooo as I leave for the day I wish you all a great week-end! Heading out for my little one and tonight is her first cheerleading for the varisty football team, so my proud mommie pics will follow. I am so excited to see a bunch of 4 year old girls cheer. Its gonna be a hoot for sure. Learned this week if you get happy despite what may be going on in your life, it works and can be very effective. Warm southern smiles to you and yours form me and mine. Huggles and Muahs to you all Laura and Taylor Wow this thing happend today to me today .. I was rated a 3 today and dont give a rats ass anymore ... I smiled!!!! I am getting seriosuly tired of the drama of this game here. I did not care, again I say I have a custody battle going on right now. So it dsoes not matter a damn rats ass to me if I get rated anything... fuck rate me zero I dont care anymore. I will no longer take place in blocking anyone unless they are a threatening me. I am thinking serio

He Didnt Have To Be...:)
Well He didnt have to be Blonde and have teeth as white as his sweater..Everything about him fit perfectly. His scent 'Light Blue' matched his eyes.. It was funny how I noticed the small detail of it all, When typically He isn't my type. :) Only because His body form didnt resonate Manliness or whatever that is..hm.. it was missing. Might have been perfect, perfect timing in a sense, but I turned him down. Even while glancing at his Diesel Jeans and absendtly thinking I loved his belt. :D I couldn't care if my man didn't wear designer clothes or had rolls of cash in his wallet. If I'm not attracted within fifteen minutes of our conversation, it's out. Sad when the only reason you want to drool in his presence is for the fact he's wearing your cologne, and how often do you come across someone who does? :) You smile thinking, gosh, if he only knew that was the only thing he had going for him. hehe I giggle in my own mindless thoughts. Wishing My gf's would rescue me. They only left

My Life
I am having these extreme sexual fantasies I want to fulfill. When I was younger I was molested it lead to me being very sexual. I learned to let it feel good. and it would lead to me having orgasms from it. IDK. I guess I am twisted fuck. But It never hurt me to be myself. I could care less if you are affected by this blog. Every man for himself out in this world. I can bet you this cherryspace has lots of sick fantasies worser than mine. But I love all. I like to have sex with men who are not physically attractive just really good humping. As for gils I want the ones who are like me. if you are I will add you. I don't need liberal fucks telling me how to think. my mind is my perogotive. and if you have any sweet nasty raunchy sex stories do tell!! I am all for it. Sexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.comSexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.com Sexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.comSexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.com

New Msic Player In Lounge
i'v gone off to bed but please go in and injoy the music go get some of your friends and have fun COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS 1Club.FM : 80s Dance Hits Get a cool scroller sign at MyToolSpace.com

Fun Stuff...quizzes, Ect
You Are Lacy Panties You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class. You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexiness. Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately. Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match. What Kind of Panties Are You? Grab your cell phone and get ready! What is your current ringtone? THE WAY I ARE~Timbaland What is your current wallpaper?Dallas for my main Do you own a picture phone? Yes If so, what was the last picture you took?A picture for Dallas yesterday Go to your inbox and type what the 10th text message says? Ok you have fun *lol* How many contacts do you have on your phone? lol a few Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?Will my bouncer at the club here What service do you have? Sprint At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? bars? lol Who's on your speed dial numbers?Dalla

The Test Of Time
Take a deep breath and exhale slowly. Remember that not everything will go bad, but rejoice when all is well. I know that at times things seem dull, boring, or tedious, but you must always think of things in the brightest sense. I have always felt that I should never be to far from the truth, but stand right next to it. I hope that others feel the same way.

Sometimes life just doesn't seem fair. I know that there is no control over certain things that happen, for example a miscarriage. it just seems like no matter how hard you want to have a child God takes that away from you. Not only once but twice now. it just doesn't seem fair. You think to yourself will I ever have the chance to be a mother? Well, who knows what will happen now. I guess the only thing to do is wait

Hiatus
I won't be around for awhile starting tomorrow night.. I am heading down to NC to visit my sons father before he deploys we will be traveling to a couple of states including back to Michigan for a short stay but I will be really busy and not active on here. I am not sure when I'll be back .. He checks back in on the 8th of July but I plan on staying down there for a few days to enjoy the ocean, help him with getting ready to leave and letting him spend optimal time with his son since he hasn't seen him since April.. Leave me some love and I hope to come back to lots of comments, ratings and fans.. Ct love to you all!! -Nikki So after all the driving through Ohio, W. Virginia and Virginia.. I get to N.C and things start going south.. including once I get to Chapel Hill my tire goes and it ends up screwing up my front end.. So I had to get my car towed to Raleigh which was almost 200 bucks but my insurance company should be reimbursing it when I make my claims. .. could take awhile th

United States Redneck Special Forces
I realized, recently, that most people think I'm off the wall and that's something that holds me apart from EVERYBODY else in the world. Then while I was rereading a favorte blog from my "brother" Puck (because he took 1 too many to the face) I realized that I'm not as unique as everyone else claims. I also realized that Puck just doesn't get enough credit for being just like I am! So, people here are the Words Of Puck, as writen in His blogs! BTW, I didn't ask him to reprint these, so if he asks you don't know who posted this!!!!!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Monday, December 03, 2007 ’Tis the season for a pissed off Puck Current mood: irritated Winter finally hit up here. I think it's time to move back down South. I'm so angry right now, my coffee tastes horrible. If I was EVER single again, I'd go to Wal-Mart to look for a date. Space for Rent. Apply within. MXC is the greatest

Pictures
my nsfw pictures are now available to friends not just family. look forward to reading your comments and seeing thos rates!!! okay all you females whoever gives the best comments on my nsfw pics and/or other pics about me will recieve a volcano and silver motorcyle as a gift. and while your at it if you can make sure you've rated all my pics that would be awesome. it will last until tomorrow at midnight (thursday). later!!! show some luvin on my page and i'll return the favor i'd like to hear from those of you i havent heard from lately. much lovin' !!!

Brokeback Bar
> > > BROKEBACK BAR > > > > > > > > > A cowboy walks into a bar and two steps in, he realizes it's a gay bar. > > > > > > But what the heck, he says to himself, "I can really use a drink." > > > > > > When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name > >of > > > your weewee?" > > > > > > The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that, all I want is a > >drink." > > > > > > The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me > > > the name of your weewee. Mine for instance is called Nike, for the > >slogan > > > 'Just Do It,' and that guy down at the end of the bar calls his, > >Snickers, > > > because it really > > > 'Satisfies.'" > > > > > > The cowboy looks dumbfounded so the bartender tells him he will give him > >a > > > second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left, > > > who > > > is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" > > > > > > The man looks back and says with

Hanoi Jane
SORRY I DONT HAVE THE PICTURES BUT I THINK YOU WILL GET THE POINT! FOR ALL OUR MEN AND WOMEN SERVING AND ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE SERVED IN THE PAST MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL AND I WANT TO THANK YOU ..WITHOUT YOU AND ALL OUR FAMILYS BEFORE YOU WE WOULDNT BE LIVING IN A COUNTRY WHERE WE HAVE THE FREEDOM TO SPEAK OUT AND FOR ME TO REALIZE THEY WANT TO HONOR THIS BITCH IT SICKENS ME.. She really was a Traitor IF YOU NEVER FORWARDED ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE FORWARD THIS SO THAT EVERYONE WILL KNOW!!!!!! She really was a traitor A TRAITOR IS ABOUT TO BE HONORED KEEP THIS MOVING ACROSS AMERICA This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do not remember, and didn't have to bear the burden that our fathers, mothers and older brothers and sisters had to bear. Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the "100 Women of the Century." BY BAR

My Musings
Many of you know that for fun I like to write erotic stories. Well, I finally finished a GOOD one:) I wrote this for a very good fubar friend of mine who's been nice enough to continue chatting with me almost from the first day I was a member here back in the good ole Cherry Tap days:p Thanks Dubbs! You're great:) So give it a read, but if you're going to look down on me or think that what I write is "lewd and disgusting" turn your ass right around and get off my blog! This is for people to enjoy:) So.....enjoy! Hehehehe. Oh and it's pretty long so be prepared to be here awhile. And I'll take suggestions for a good title too:) Thanks! I glance at my eye makeup in the rear view mirror for the eighth time since I’ve pulled into the hotel parking lot. It’s too much, I think to myself as I dab at the corners of my eyelids and then reach into my purse for my lip gloss. I’m fifteen minutes early for our meeting, but I couldn't sit at home and fuss over my outfit any long

Survey
src="http://img180.imageshack.us/img180/1011/redheartet6.jpg" alt="QuizHeaven.com" /> you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Just A Wonderful Life....
for so long now, i have been away. away from it all. all the hurt all the pain it comes and it goes yet remains the same. i find that one thing to keep me sane yet everything else just fades away. what can make this better this hurt deep within its a direct reflection of my own sin longing to be loved for such a long time but never a soul, that i could call mine. everyone has walked away he is the only one that has ever stayed. he's right by my side he always knows how to make me smile or when to leave me alone. i give thanks for my soul mate each day because as long as we're together i can't fall apart. In Heaven A Million dreams and wishes A thousand tears I've cried I wish I were in heaven, Standing By Your Side. Of all the wishes, I've ever wished The best one has come true I prayed that you'd find peace one day You found it when GOD took You! I've Heard It Said, Time and again, The Lord only takes the Best Another victory for the heavens Whe

Awesomeness!!:p
man, just sitting here soaking up the awesomeness..haha..this site fricken rox ass.luv it luv it...happy i was invited to the tap. feels like im partying..haha..luv it..well just wanted ta say hi to ya'll. until then...CHEERS..big ears *L*. ;D

Questions
I have so many questions running thru my stupid head and I wonder if I should ask them or shut my stupid mouth? I guess I am hurt and confuzzed! I want to cry but fight it...so damn much has happened since I came back from my trip...no power in my house and now the junk my ex husband left has got to be cleaned up and I HAVE NO DAMN TRUCK....but am I worried? A little but I know God is working. So why the questions????? Someone close to me is making me very confuzzed. Yes I will talk to them for I know they don't read my blogs often....Life sucks doesn't but love is GRAND!

Labeled Trendiness
Ok, are you a predator, or are you the prey? I'm a predator I guess, when did it get to a point in our lives where every guy on the internet is looking for c2c chat sex and girlfriends? It is now to the point where if any male add's a female on myspace for example it is an automatic denial without a message. What is strange I think is, what do you say to a strange female? Hey baby nice pic, wow your hot or sexy. No matter what you do or type you still come across looking like a stalker or pervert. Although, I expierince the same thing. Everytime I have a male send me a message or IM, I go on the defense. You know what do you do? I allways figure It is some dude trying to pick me up or something predatorial from the homosexual point of view. Funny thing is I'm not homophobic either. So I would guess it is the same thing that most all females go through... Now the males aren't exactly all to blame. It depends on how cute or hot the guy is and all women married or not,

Ridiculous Misunderstandings
"WELL YOU DOWN RATE ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS TIFFY" I made the mistake of downrating someone I, till this day, am no longer a fan of, even if this person blocked me. puter problems was the culprit and now im blocked, plus her friend found out and im a huge fan of hers, and she blocked me, all because or a "down rating" I realized this a long ass time ago, as far back as high school. popularity was the case, everyone wanted it, everyone strived for it, everyone wanted to be popular in iether thier own group, or in high school altogether. I tried to like them all and do what they did, be as popular as they were, and i know im stealing this from the army, but it applies so much more..."be all i could be"..but it didnt matter..you iether had to be better or else your just a pesky follower...it was the attention...i got fed up with it..i hung around the "not so popular" ppl and i learned soo much more, had soo much more fun and memories... what im trying to get at..is that when it come

My Lounge
Hey peeps. Just got a station that I know a Dj in my lounge. You all should come check it out. The Djs are rocking and no one is there to injoy. I'm also open to any suggestions for my lounge to make it look as good as it sounds. :D Here's the link. http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7619# WHY YOU STILL READING COME AND CHECK IT OUT. GET YOUR FRIENDS TO COME TOO. Luv too all Trista

How Fucked Up Is This World...
I use to write all the time on MySpace when it first came around, but those days have come and passed. My stories where those of humor and true but funny things I've noticed about the world. Many many people would comment me on how hard they would laugh about my writings, and they could never get enough. Have you asked yourself why I'm telling you all this yet? What does all this have to do with my blog title "How fucked up is this world..."? Well here is the answer: I don't write about those things anymore probably due to growing a bit older and noticing my surroundings (my world) closer than what I use to see them as. Specially after joining the military which most def took the candy coding off of many of the things I use to enjoy, but we will come back to this a bit later. Basically what I am saying is how many times have you or someone you know have been at the top of their game, or raised above all the bullshit in their lives to become happy for that short period of time j

Let Him Rest
When I was in the 6th grade, a friend of mine was killed. Her mother flipped out for no apparent reason. She shot her husband once in the head and twice in the chest. She then went into the separate bedrooms of each of her four children, held a pillow over them, and shot them too in the head. She slept in that house for two days. In the same bed where her dead husband laid. Walked the floors of the same house where her children lay dead in their beds. TWO DAYS. On the morning of the third day , she stepped onto her front porch, sat down with her back against the front door, and finally ate a bullet herself. That was on an Easter Sunday. Jolene was a good girl. In a town where I was one of the only white kids, she was one of the only people nice to me. I didn’t know her very well. We didn’t hang out at school or after. But I CRIED every day and every night for two weeks strait. I couldn’t understand why this happened to such a sweet person. I just couldn’t understand why a mother

For My Real Friends :-)
I spend most of my time on myspace where they are real friends, the naughty pics do bring me here,LOL but not too many of you talk.. so check me out if ya want? I keep my profile updated there. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=15593755 Tom

Stories
It was a night like no other. When I arose, the clouds were as dark as a abyss as it rained down upon me hard. I soon look around to observe my surrounding, yet there doesn't seem to be a creature in sight. Realizing a strange feeling of isolation, after my long slumber, I try to find out where I am. After traveling miles upon miles, I quickly notice some strange creatures walking about. Their skin was pale and fragile unlike my own, and they're holding some kind of metal rod in their hands. It almost seemed like they were predators in search of prey. I didn't want to cause any commotion, seeing as I had no idea where I was or even who these creatures were. Hell, I don't even know who I am? Such thoughts began to wonder, throughout my brain. As I looked upon my reflection through a nearby puddle, I was deformed. Hidiously grotesque, to say the least. Gazing upon my razor sharp claws, I started to wonder what was I? An animal of some kind? With no recollection of who or

Precise Thought To Miscomprehend
so I can't help but think I came across as kind of bitchy in my mum about Alina's birthday. My sister and I do everything together practically every weekend...you think that this would be something that would be no different. We have the same family & we live a distance from the rest of our family...so it would make sense that we would have a joint party. The boys shared their first "family" birthdays-they're 6 days apart-at the same age...so it was special for them.But they also had separate parties in their respective towns for their respective friends. Here-I have my sister-that's it really anymore. I have co-workers, I have fair-weather friends...but ultimately-I'm alone. It would make more sense for me to go have a birthday party for Alina in Sacramento that it does for me to have one here in hell. I would have had no problem sharing Alina's birthday with Brady...had it been planned that way. But it wasn't planned that way. My sister has to be in control of everything, everything

Poems And Quotes
A is for asphyxiation you don't get your breath B is for the bible that keeps your darkest depth C is for your cock which I squash beneath my shoe, while I watch you wiggle and laugh at you (ha ha) D is for my dildo that you will learn to blow E is for your enema, I control the flow F is for my flogger, I whip you so violent G is for the gag in place to keep your screaming silent H is for humiliation that you must bear I will immobilize you in my sexual lair J is for your jizzing, jerking tendency K for kisses L for love, and licks you all for me M is for the manacles imprisoned in your feet N is for your name I mumble oh baby so sweet O is for the O-ring holding you in place P is for the perspiration dripping down your face Q is for the quirt I use to whip your eager ass R is for restraints to make the magic last S is for sweet suffering that only you will know T is for the torment that keeps you on the go U is for unbridled love that only I c