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June 27, 2007 What A Great Night
For the past few months I have been talking to this friend of mine Rhonda we have never talked on the phone but have talked about calling each other but we have never gotten around to it because she was moving and I am always been busy. Well yesterday when I got up I had a message from Rhonda saying that she was going to call me when she got home from work. So last night at 9:28pm Rhonda called me we where on the phone till 11:07pm we talked about everything how we are going to met each other next year all that stuff. It was really nice to be able to talk to her. She is truly a sweetheart. So stop by and show this sweetheart some real love. CT wife of Scott@ CherryTAP Also Rhonda CT husband Scott is a awesome friend to have stop by and show him some love to. scott CT Husband of Rhonda@ CherryTAP

Sadness- In Der Palaestra
In der Palaestra As through the pipes the waters fell down to the bottom of the well, in listless apathy I gazed at the cold waters, as he bathed. I have beheld that scenery and it's most sensual masculinity. Yet, disappointment, oh, can't you see, is still the cause and the cardinal symptom of my sick, sad reality. Silver equals chill, but that suits me just fine. I'm shyly sipping water, while he drinks whole jugs of wine. He likes all kinds of women, and I, I only hate men. He marvels at all things new to him, and I only wait for all things in this sick world to end. The water pouring down his spine, caressed his strong physique, oh, so well-defined, calm like a rock he stands, oh, behold his beautiful body and soul. A friendly God must have built this man to an all well-balanced whole. What sad bewilderment this brought, physical clearness, alas, still so much abhorred. An ancient ghost awoke and fiercely arose in me, it was that old

Nudist Colony
Have you ever been doing something and have a song or something remind you of someone or sometime in your life…well as I was driving home today this song reminded me of a friend I thought I had lost…hope you enjoy it she’s a great singer!! Faith Hill - Breathe And for a a little humor today I leave you with this.. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Nudist Colony A man joined a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day he took off his clothes and started to wander around the area. A gorgeous petite blonde walked by, and the man immediately got an erection. The woman noticed his erection, came over to him and asked, did you call for me?" The man replied, "No, what do you mean?" She said, "You must be new here. Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection, it implies you called for me." Smiling, she lead him to the side of the swimming pool, laid down on a towel eagerly pulle

Journal
a man warrior at heart, soul a little blackened, love left as the light faded, big heart shrinks, evil ways of a woman thinking of her own desirers, yet thoughtlessnes of true evil, call me shallow, call me ugly if you may, but the heart should always be the one thing one should never play with, the pain and suffering one enduars thought life, a pined child hood can bare makes on the soul to deep for time to heal, trust may never come, true love may never be found, yet the best friend is your own missery, the only true friend one would every know, hate welling deep with in ones soul, waiting for the day it shall come forth and lash out with the very hate it was born form, the evil seen each day in ones life is sometimes to unbareable, warriors fight to keep peace but lose in the end darkness strangthens in nubers as the light falls and dwindals to nothing, smuthered by the coldness of the dark.

Gnr
But who am I to tell you that I've seen any reason Why you should stay Maybe we'd be better off without you anyway I got a one way ticket on your last chance ride Got a one way ticket to your suicide Got a one way ticket and there's no way out alive And all this crass communication that has left you in the cold Isn't much for consolation when you feel so weak and old But if home is where the heart is Then there's stories to be told No, you dont need a doctor No one else can heal your soul Got your mind in submission Got your life on the line But nobody pulled the trigger They just stepped aside They'll be down by the water While you watch 'em wavin' goodbye They'll be callin in the morning They'll be hanging on the phone They'll be waitin for an answer But you know nobody's home And when the bells stop ringing It was nobody's fault but your own There were always ample warning There were always subtle signs And you would have seen them coming But we ga

Pain, Power, Persistance
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com I'm sick of everyone and all the desensitized, demoralized, and over rated dramatics that follow close behind. When you meet just about anyone these days they have very personal, but also very publisized issues. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not refering to everyone out there, just the majority. These are the people that are your best friends while within ear shot. As soon as you turn your head, they are making up stories about you that rival those are Dean Koontz and Ridley Scott. You maggots need to plug those fucking ipod headphones back into your echoing cavern you call a head and close your mouth. Everytime you speak you are just ostrasizing yourself and sending the rest of us into an egsos

Blah Ti Blah
The girl lurking in the forgotten shadows of life. Forgotten by all who once knew her bright shining face. Misery controls her lonely soul. She is slowly dying inside. Wishing for the one who can bring her to life. Look into her eyes...the broken windows to her miserable soul. Screaming inside for someone to understand her pain. In a broken heart, her tears will forever fall. Only wanting to be understood by the ones she once loved. Crying forever... pleading to be loved. Disgusted with everything about herself. This is what she saw every time she looked in the mirror...Come to find out... That girl was Me....

This Is Me
On a tour to Flordia, the Pope took a couple of days off to visit the coast for some sightseeing. He was cruising along the beach in his car when there was a frantic commotion just off the shore. A helpless man, wearing a maize and blue Michigan jersey, was struggling frantically to free himself from the jaws of a 25-foot shark. As the Pope watched horrified, a speedboat came racing up with three men wearing scarlet and gray Ohio State jerseys. One quickly fired a harpoon into the sharks side. The other two reached out and pulled the bleeding semiconsciouse Wolverine from the water. Then usling long clubs, the three beat the shark to death and hauled it, too, into the boat. Immediately the Pope shouted and summoned them to the beach. "I give you my blessing for your brave actions." he told them. "I heard that there were some bitter hatreds between Wolverines and Buckeyes, but now I have seen with my own eyes that is not true." As the Pope drove off, the harpooner asked

Hmmm
I feel like i'm chopped liver!WHY? Because I have been asked out on dates here and there and have been hesitant to go.. the few guys that i have gone out with and it seems like we hit it off... i never hear from again. How is it that someone could do that to a person? Flirt really act like you like the person and then act as though nothin happened... Few instances I have taken the step outside the box i have put myself in to take the chance to go out with someone ... and have a fantastic time... only to have this happen. Is it somethin about me that i'm doin wrong? Am i not pretty ? I think I have a great personality .. im funny .. like to laugh but i know how to act in public.. If i like you i will flirt a lil back .. but i'm not all over someone in public nor am i quick to jump in the bed. I guess i'm just wishing that guys would have the decency to be honest with me and say .. look i'm not interested in you like that .. can we just be friends.. That's all i ask...

Read It
Abortion & Religion I was somewhat surprised to read that in Russia one in five of women, of child bearing age, have an abortion every year. It appears that this is considered an acceptable form of birth control. I find this difficult to comprehend. How on earth can abortion have become something so routine and almost akin to a visit to the dentist? I have observed something completely different within my own circle of friends and acquaintances. I have only seen abortion to be very traumatic and something that stretches the emotions to the limit. My friend, Y, had an abortion in February. I won't go into details other than to say she still comes round to me in tears. I do my best to comfort her but I realize that nothing I do, or say, really helps. I can just be there for her. She has unfortunately to somehow live with, and accept, her decision. I hope this doesn't sound hard or that I disapprove of what she has done because that isn't the case - but her mind has to heal as we

Survey
FINALLY...NOT THE SAME OLD QUESTIONS 1. Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to? NOPE...HE WAS ONLY GOOD FOR FUCKING 2. Is it harder to be rejected or to reject someone else? TO REJECT SOMEONE ELSE...MY HEART IS TOO SOFT 4. What is the best thing about your current job? GET TO MAKE LOTS AND LOTS OF FRIENDS...HEH HEH 5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was a required class? IDIOT!! 6. What's the last thing you drank? FRUIT PUNCH GATORADE 7. Have you been on a date in the past week NOPE 8. Where are you going on your next vacation/road trip? PHILLY 9. Have you ever thrown up from working out? NOPE 10. Are most of the friends in your life new or old? A LITTLE OF BOTH 11. Have you ever gotten so wasted you didn’t know what was going on? ONCE...I REMEMBER BEING PART OF A TUG OF WAR..MY EX WANTED TO TAKE ME HOME AND HAVE SEX WITH ME WHILE HIS SISTER TRIED TO KEEP ME AT THE PARTY...LAST THING I REMEMBER I WOKE UP ON THE COUCH WITH MY

Blah
today has been real good. watched a movie with the boyfriend and now i'm about to eat the greatest food of my life..filipino food. yum. camping is next week. well thanks for the welcome everyone. really appreciate it. someone should let me know how everything works on here.. plus i love to meet new people. hit me up or buy me a drink..haha

My Thoughts On Paper (computer)
I was looking around for other people that I might be able to help out with the number sequences. (333, 444, 1111, 222, 555) Mines always differant depending on what the Angels are trying to tell me. Your spirit has woken up inside of you. Ive been seeing these for over a year. At first I thought of it as a coincidence, or that I was going crazy. But after reading alot of books of people going through the same thing, and talking to people. I figured out some stuff. (333)= Father-Son-Holy Ghost Is Sending me a message (444)=Father-Son-Holy Ghost-Mary Magdelene Is Sending me a message (222) I found out is a sign of "The Cathers" Reunilting. Heres some books I read that will help explain alot. "The Messengers" By: Julie Ingram "Healing with the Angels" By: Doreen Virtue http://www.angeltherapy.com/ "The Magdalene Awakening" By: L. Shannon Andersen http://www.themagdaleneawakening.com/ "Angel Numbers" By Doreen Virtue The Angel Numbe

"good Fucking Bye"
A I knew it was a lie knew it all the time But i got sucked in My crying for leaving was all misconceiving Now where can i turn Without getting burned I dealt with it fought it without any help My fear is now gone Battled and conquered now i'mup front To sail through the dawn My crying for leaving was all misconceiving Now where can i turn Without getting burned Ohh..it's a lesson well learned yea! Lesson well learned yea! Lesson well learned yea! So you broke down, Trying to leave town, I broke down crying on your return. You left me,feeling awfull, I'll never see your face again. You made for a bad lover's liver You sold all the covers and busted my head. You made me, such an asshole, I wish we'd never met Im tired of being bored, I'm through with the headaches at night And my hands, they tremble like earthquakes, Under the table, under the daytime sky, Goo

For You Fat Ass Bitches Who Hate Me
You have no reason to hate me because I am differn't than you are. I exercise everday and take care of myself.... just because you hate yourself has no impact on me or my personality.. get a grip and work on yourself and stop hating the normal size people... I am not a hater and find all sizes beautiful.. but I can not make you love yourself. Good luck and maybe you won't judge me anymore. PS.. beauty comes from inside. Marie

A Marine That Threatens Un-armed Civilians.
OK, if this is the way the military is representing our great nation, I am both ashamed and appalled to think about this. I was driving home from worth the other day when a lovely gentleman in the "marines" to quote him, followed me home and threatened me and proceeded to spit on me. According the cops its a simple case of road rage, cus I have no idea what set this man off, and its blownin my mind to think that any of our military would treat anyone, any civilian such as this man did. I was driving home..... Was goin up a hill into castle rock, and where I live. Now going up the hill it is too lanes and says KEEP RIGHT except to pass. (Which most people now days dont get this, but thats another subject.) So this guy is either A. Very stupid B. Extremely stupid. C. Blind and needs glasses. D. Rude and doesn't care. E. ALL of the above. Now from my experience with people. (E) is most likely. But (A) and (B) are really catching my attention. I have a CDL and due to this

Today
today is not a rant or a rave or a soup box or anything like that. it is what it is and it aint much but im supposed to find that release..that "happy place" and this is supposed to be a way to do it so here goes...i doubt it will be any form of happy place today..just a place. ok so first let me just say i was on the way to the psychodocs and i was listening to metal opera and saw this bald eagle flying over lake sammamish and HOLY MOTHER OF GOD that was so powerful that i just wanted to bust out into tears and why is that..who knows..it was magical and surreal and breathtaking and blahblahblah ok enough of that. what was i feeling before that...hmmm i was listening to heavy dark operatica so i must have been in a very dark place...how can opera be dark...easily listen to Nightwish "Sleeping Sun" thats metal opera...for example the word to that song are on my profile under music for that fact its deep. so that must have been the mood....deep and dark and heavy. which isnt necessari

My Blog!
I wanted to say Thank you for all of those who have welcomed me and thanks 2 my friend chuck who invited me here :D This is a pretty cool place and i hope to make some awesome friends ! hitt me up on yahoo or msn LAter

Dust In The Wind
what will you leave behind? who's heart have you touched? how many children did you feed? how many hurts have you healed? do the ones you love know that you do? time passes, things change, if you care show it now, tomorrow may never come, we are all just here for a season, in the end we are each just, Dust In The Wind

Facts On President Bush
Some facts about president bush • First president in U.S. history to enter office with a criminal record. • In his first two years in office, over 2 million Americans lost their jobs. • Shattered record for biggest annual deficit in history. • Set all-time record for biggest drop in the history of the stock market. • Cut the taxes of the wealthiest people in America (those making over $200,000 a year). • Members of Bush Administration are the richest administration in history. • First year in office set the all-time record for most days on vacation by any president in U.S. history. • Cut unemployment benefits for more out-of-work Americans than any president in U.S. history. • Dissolved more international treaties than any president in U.S. history. • Set the all-time record for biggest annual budget spending increases. • First president in U.S. history to attack a sovereign nation against the will of the United Nations and the world community. • Took the biggest world sy

Baby Makes Two
When i anounced my webcam marrage on May 5th i kinda lied....i was in India with Ali and we got married there well i'm NOT to anyone going to go into it all but Ali is supose to have our marrage disolved but now is begging me back saying he made a mistake....today ( about ) 20 minutes ago i finaly got to tell him i am 6 1/2 weeks pregnate .... As of this moment i DON"T want any more drama brought to me by ANYBODY on my list NO stress nothing...I have lost 6 babys and had one still born i wont take another chance with any of it frist sign and i'm off ct for good I love all my friends but IF this baby makes it it's al good Blessings to all my friends and know i love you all UPDATE: After last fridays car wreck there isn't going to be any baby...phicaly i am healing fine and i wish to tank everyone for their suport and prayers and well wishing threw this I came home from the hospital Sunday afternoon by my demanns...no since in me staying there when what i need to reco

Poems
IS THIS REAL? i've been having such a hard time you were always there but only as a friend what changed u say u love me is this real i feel like i'm dreaming you say u have more to say i want to know now dont make me wait u make me so happy can this be real i'm falling for you will you catch me i dont want to get hurt anymore save me from the pain hold me close keep me safe is this real i feel for u you caught me.... YOU LEFT ME you said you loved me where did you go u stoped saying it now you barly talk to me what did i do i guess i'm not good enough or maybe i'm too good for you should i end it now you left me would you even notice would you care that i'm gone were you ever really there i think its time for me to go WILL IT EVER END i want to be happy i want the pain to end you said you wouldnt hurt me why did you lie i trusted you you wont even talk to me am i as invisable as you make me feel it seems like you don

Ang
Okay I had a dr appointment yesterday! It was just for normal tests like cholesterol and stuff like that. My doctor informs me that my Red Blood cells are high, but I smoke and that is common, She says yes but mine are higher than that and they keep getting higher everytime I get tested. She wants me to see a specialist OK good. I find out its an Oncology/Hemotology expert. Blood disease doctor so that just freaks me out. Anyway, I make an appointment with new guy. I go home and think well I will just look up High Red Blood Cells on internet. Major Mistake! The crap it listed on there is scary!! I believe that my parents left me with all the crap genes of the two families!! LMAO Yes, I am the only child that has inherited every disease my family has to offer. Allergies to everything, Aneurysm, Stroke, and multiple other things... I swear I have been in a hospital every year of my life for one thing or another..! One of the diseases listed on the web page for High Re

Rockiversary
On July 12th, Hot Rocks Radio turns one year old. On Saturday the 14th, we'll be celebrating our first Rockiversary with a day of special programming, contests, prizes and who KNOWS what else. Hot Rocks Radio is a not-for-profit, fully licensed Internet radio station. We proudly pay royalties to artists affiliated with ASCAP, BMI, SESAC and SoundExchange. We invite one and all to tune in and help us to celebrate getting away with hobby radio at its finest. We feature independent recording artists and we provide live DJs 'round the clock, playing YOUR requests and dedications. Thank you to all our listeners. Oh. Feel free to drop by the Hot Rocks Radio Lounge on Cherry Tap and meet the rockers. Okay. Back to eating cherries for me. Have a really weird day!!!

Just Me
Oh,damn, I am gettin' old(er). I am gonna be 30 09/09/2007. I have started to dread the beginning of fall because it signifies how old I feel. With my disease, cold weather makes me crazy. My pain intensifies along with my joint stiffness. Instead of feeling 30, I feel 3000. I am a person who believes in reincarnation and "soul" or "spirit" memory. I have real memories from WWII, the Middle Ages, and even Biblical times. I don't know, maybe it's my soul that's tired instead of my body. I just hope that my luck changes for the better. I'm not sure that it can get much worse, but having said that it's sure to. Oh, well, I guess I'll get through it again. I must say, first off, I am NOT proud of the things I do. I simply must, or someone worse might. I do not take solace in the fact that I have the means and ability to take life, to destroy the one thing that we truly can't get by without. I do, however, take solace in the fact that SO many people in this world deserve just that. Too may

Enter At Your Own Risk
Ok, so, I’m not one to blog every 5 seconds around here, but I cant seem to let this one go today. Must be my man period again. Anyway, I went thru the drive-thru at the bank, and end up with a Christian piece of literature in with my receipt. Now, I’m all for freedom of speech and religion, but I’m at the fucking bank for Christ sake. Well, being the open-minded and outspoken person that I am, I decided to go inside and ask the manager about it. Boy did they pick the wrong day to mess with me, lol. The manager comes out and asks what the matter is. I merely asked if it was ok for Holy-rolling bible-thumping super-Christian employees to distribute religious material while at work. Before answering my question, the manager asked if I was offended. I certainly was. Now keep in mind, that if you wanted to label what I believe in, you would most likely call me a Christian, however, since I have some different views on things, I am apparently going straight to hell. What I found out next wa

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A Soldier's Poem
A SOLDIER'S POEM Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live

Im A Wife Of A Us Soldier
I am the Wife of a United States soldier. I am a supporter of the United States Air Force- an encouragement for the greatest protectors of the greatest Nation on earth. Because I am proud of my husband, and the uniform that he wears, I will always act in ways creditable to him, the military service and the Nation he is sworn to guard. I am proud of my husband. I will do all that I can to protect and provide for my family in his absence. I will be loyal to my husband and to the vows that we made as we entered the covenant of marriage. I will do my full part to carry on the values and goals we have set apart for our family and I will continue to instruct our children in the same manner. As a soldier's wife, I realize that I play a vital role in my husband's decision to become a member of a time honored profession- that I am doing my share to keep alive the principles of freedom for which my country stands. No matter what situation I am in, I will never do anything for pleasure, profi

Letter By U.s. Marine Being Passed Along By His Wife
Subject: Letter by U.S. Marine being passed along by his wife................... {This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! ~ Michelle} Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get stuck in Iraq" So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. In college I was a member of several academic honor societies, including the Golden Key Honor Society. I am not unique among the enlisted troops. Many of my enlisted collea

Thanksgiving Divorce
A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says, "I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough. "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone "Like heck they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this." She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay" he says, "they're coming for Thanksgiving and paying their own w

I Was Sent This And I Wanted To Pass It Along
Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell my mom; I won't show up for leave And never to forget this,

Repost This If You Laugh
Body: A guy breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you.'' To which his wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!" if you laugh repost this. just spread the joke arou

The Haircut
A guy stuck his head into a barbershop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut? The barber looked around the shop full of customers and said, "About 2 hours." The guy left. A few days later, the same guy stuck his head in the door and asked "How long before I can get a haircut ?" The barber looked around at the shop and said, "About 3 hours." The guy left. A week later, the same guy stuck his head in the shop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop and said, About an hour and half." The guy left. The barber turned to a friend and said, "Hey, Bob, do me a favour. Follow that guy and see where he goes. He keeps asking how long he has to wait for a haircut, but then he doesn't ever come back." A little while later, Bob returned to the shop, laughing hysterically. The barber asked, "So where does that guy go when he leaves ?" Bob looked up, tears in his eyes and said, "Your house."

The Reunion
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asked, "Do you know her?" "Yes," I sighed, "She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" said my wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?"

This Is Beautiful Try Not To Cry
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might hel

Married For A Night
A man and a woman, who have never met before, but are both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a transcontinental train. Though initially embarrassed and uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired and fell asleep quickly...he in the upper bunk and she in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned over and gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married." "Wow! That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own damn blanket!" After a moment of silence, he farted.

My True New Mexico Friends
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught peeing --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Will leave you behind when the cops come and will go back after they leave to find you NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Will pick you up and throw you on there shoulders caring you through the desert so you both don't get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Will help you up and take you to the hospital after the fight you got into. NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Will find the mother fucker and beat his ass then come get you and take you to the hospital --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the nig

Omfg
so..bad day!...i woke up with my eye stuck shut...i looked like quasiemoto:/....not very attractive....i got in a fight...it's hott out...and it isnt rainging yet:/...i love rain...but anywhoo....woa...my eyes hurts..and i can barely see...just thought u should kno tht:p

Information
Hello to all the lovely Freelance Bombers, After having a hectic week of the in-laws staying, I have finally managed to get back online. I hear Lisa say 'Thank God for that!!! Move and don't tell the in-laws' lmaoooo Now that I'm back that means you no longer have to go to Lisa with all your problems or concerns. I hope you've had a great week bombing. Lisa has kept me up to date. A HUGE Congratulations to everyone for helping get Mick's VIC, Beth's Blast and keeping Sassy in the lead. I would also like to Welcome Desert Gypsy to Freelance Bombers, may you enjoy yourself and have a great laugh. Anyway, enough of my rambling, have a great day everyone and keep up the fantastic comment bombing. Kind Regards Sami ~Founder of Freelance Bomber's~ Hello Freelance Bomber's. I would like to take a few minutes of your time, to inform you that I (Sami ~ Founder of Freelance Bomber's), will not be available until about Tuesday 10th July. This means that Lisa will be run

Sex Tell Me!!
Your First Time SurveyTake This Survey at NaughtyQ.comWhen was your first kiss?12When was your first erotic touch?16When was your first orgasm?16When was the first time you were naked in front of someone?14When was the first time you saw someone naked?14When did you have sex for the first time?14

Jokes
hi everyone, I had this sent to me in an email off a very dear friend of mine that I have known for years, so I trust his judgment and thought I had better forward this information on to everyone I know Health and Safety Warning Please do not swallow your chewing gum!!!!!!!!!! This is what could happen if you do, you have been warned!!!!!!!!! ROFLMAO hehehehe 17. Evening Massage - 6PM 16. The Ladies Bible Study will be held Thursday morning at 10. All ladies are invited to lunch in the Fellowship Hall after the B.S. is done. 15. Scouts are saving aluminum cans, bottles, and other items to be recycled. Proceeds will be used to cripple children. 14. The Pastor would appreciate it if the ladies of the congregation would lend him their electric girdles for the pancake breakfast next Sunday morning. 13. Low self-esteem Support Group will meet Thursday from 7 to 8 pm. Please use back door. 12.

Random Crap
Here's the rules of cherrytap Adoption. If you are a guy, you must pick a girl. If you are a girl, you must pick a guy. Put in the Subject: I'm Up For Adoption. And then see who wants you. The first person to send you a message saying, "I own you", owns you and can make you do anything they want. Its that simple. P.S.-Repost because it's funny and surprising to see who gets you first I 'm writing this to get reandom; some sad , some wierd . and funny out of my head . I f ya get trapped here I'm sorry the exit is the light at the end of the tunnel. I have 3 sons , and I think that God is laughing his ass off at me at times dealing with them , saying Karma is a bitch , ya shouldda been better as a kid. What part of I do not want to be in a relationship with you , I'm going to do what I need to to do for me and my kids ; translates to I' think i can forgive you for wrecking our marriage of 7 years and tearing our family apart ? Why do all the songs of the 80's and 90's now ha

Grrrr
hey now its been a week or so and as most of you know ive been run through the ringer right nicely.. some one is trashing my yahoo, another is getting into my email and still another has been here on ct.. i dunno bout you folks but it gets really tieresome really quick .. oh why oh why cant it be back to where it was before when shit was all good and i never had to worry bout nothing. i dont ask for much in life but a decent chance would really make my fucking day.

Kratky Is A Downrater!!
*sigh* Tap goes down for awhile & the idiots crawl out of the woodwork I guess. Don't typically do anything but leave the comment below but I guess I'm still fuzzy from my migraine meds so I rated him a 1. Which I know I shouldn't have bothered but for the briefest of moments I felt good. :D kratky@ CherryTAP Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Back to bed I go.

Patiently Waiting & Hoping
Well... here I sit. Another day has gone by. I'm waiting for someone (she's my only friend on this site so it should be obvious) to decide if she will forgive me for 2 transgressions & allow me a chance to make her happy. I've tried to explain just how wonderful & beautiful I think she is, but it seems to be falling on deaf ears. I know I f-ed up... not intentionally, but I did. I'm more sorry t han she can imagine & it's killing me to think we might be over before getting started. Anyone on here who knows her, PLEASE tell her to read this... KIM, I care about you more than you realize & I can't bear the thought of losing you already. PLEASE give me another shot. Thanks everyone for listening.

A Warning
So ever since i broke up with my ex she's been having trouble letting go. Then she started Cyber stalking me. I blocked the profile that she had on here after she left comments on my page and on the pages of my family. Recently 've been getting checked out by another profile. There's no pic on it other than a beach And the list of hobbies she has matches my ex so i believe it's her. This is a warning to my friends, fans, and family. Be careful of a profile named delious1 or something like that.

What Ever Falls Outa My Head Lands Here
There Is No Future - There Is No Past Thank God This Moments Not The Last There's Only Us There's Only This Forget Regret Or Life Is Yours To Miss No Other Road No Other Way No Day But Today I Can't Control My Destiny I Trust My Soul My Only Goal Is Just To Be Without You The Hand Gropes The Ear Hears The Pulse Beats Life Goes On But I'm Gone Cause I Die Without You I Die Without You No Day But Today Will I Lose My Dignity Will Someone Care Will I Wake Tomorrow From This Nightmare There's Only Now There's Only Here Give In To Love Or Live In Fear No Other Path No Other Way No Day But Today No Day But Today Posted a MUMM Please vote on it ..... I seriously will do which ever one gets picked! http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=116912

Mat's Thoughts
Hey, wassup people? Just writing my first blog to say wassup and all? Feel free to talk, add, etc, whatever. I definitely like the more adult atmosphere of this place and despite the bayface I'm legal. Wanna chat then holla! ^_^ Anways, PEace

Double Shift
so I get to work a double shift today, the first is my regular shift, then an hour break, then another 8hr shift while dev. does updates. they are only having me staffed so that the after hours line doesnt get slammed..good news is I get a 3 day weekend and maybe OT, so if anybody wants to do anything friday-sunday let me know...It is also payday tomorrow so I am uber happy, I am going to be getting some boots that I have wanted to SOO bad, sexy 5in heeled boots

This Is So Exciting
i am so happy because i am going to be a father for the first time and i can't wait because i love my fionce alot and i know that she will be a great mother and i know that i will be a great father so i just can't wait to see what it will be like to be a father and have a family of my own...

Oh Word?
The Marine Corps is a special kind of hate. I like being a marine. i like the experience, i like telling people about it, i like the history. but that's where the like ends, and the pure, unrelenting hatred begins. My "career" started because as a naive 18 year old, burned out from studying constantly at college, i wanted adventure. and where better than the marines to find it? so i went to the recruiter, who said that with my test scores being almost off the charts, i could do any job i wanted. so i wanted cryptologist, aka codebreaker. but that was filled up. then presidential duty. ok, i'll take that. but about 2 steps away from the bus to parris island, i was yanked out of line and told that because my recruiter fucked up, i had to go open contract. and so i learned the first rule of recruiting: "say whatever it takes to make the poor bastard sign the contract." so after the 3 grueling months at parris island, i am awarded the illustrious job of: MARINE MECHANIC.

Interpertation
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad ." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy o

10 Compliments That Wow A Man !!
10 Compliments That Wow a Man Posted by David Zinczenko From an early age, men get hammered with the same message about how to treat women: More compliments, more listening, more romance. That's all well and good, as it should be. But sometimes, especially as relationships progress, men can also feel on the short-end of the fawning stick: Nearly 70 percent of men say they wish they received more regular compliments from their partner. I'm not suggesting that every guy has to be coddled and cuddled with verbal roses, but every once in a while, it's nice to throw one his way. While guys aren't particularly amped by compliments like "nice eyes" or "you're so beautiful," there are a few, simple things a woman can say to a man that really get him going. To wit: "Your arms are definitely looking bigger." Men can be just as paranoid about the way their bodies look as women can be. In fact, nearly 90 percent of men in a national Men, Love & Sex survey say there's at least one body

Downraters Hall Of Shame
bambam@ CherryTAP And yet another lame downrater....Rated my default pic a 5...On the 4th of July no less.... I swear.. Bec@ CherryTAP This person took it upon themselves to rate my Trigun default pic a '1'.... They must not be anime fans.... hillbillyhoney55@ CherryTAP This person saw fit to rate my default pic a "6"....Must be a jazz music hater or something stupid... Go figure..

Question
does the idea of the boy or girl you are having sex with is married or in a relationship turn you on..mmmmm do you still respect your date male or female if they want sex on the first date does the idea that the girl or boy you are having sex with is married or in a relationship turn you on....mmmmmmm

Last Words
It was 9'oclock as I slowly entered your room As I see you there sleeping upon your bed As I have a face full of wonder on why you called As you raised with a face of interest To find that you wish me on your bed Without a second notice I find you on lap Slowly kissing my neck Watching you undress was agreat honor As this will be your first time I said I would take it slow Then when I layed you on your bed With your pants to the floor You hurry me to make love to you As I went in you gave me a scream of delight With pleasure on your face I slowly proceeded Sticking it further each time on your command As seconds turns to minutes And minutes turn to hours We lyed there on your bed in deep appreciation Seeing you stareing into my eyes Tells me that you enjoyed it As I was leavin you asked if I loved you With my reply I slowly gave you one final kiss And said yes I keep running back and running back This

Health
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Nice Lie ....asshole
i knew it was to good to be true when you told me i love you, i'm just the dumbass who believed you, i put up such a fight, my walls were up, you came and tore them down, then ripped out my heart and threw it on the ground, laughing, you hurt me, you probably don't even care, i'm all alone just sitting here, what the fuck did i do to you?, nothing but want to be next to you, i would have done anything you asked, all i can say now is kiss my fucking ass

Addiction
i became addicted, i faltered, i was weak, i gave into you, that's what you were waiting for me to do, melanchaly replaced love, adoring you turned into hate, playing with my emotions feels like being raped, i ask"why me?" you say"why not" i see red, i won't stop , until i fuck you up

I Cost $ 85.50
I need a little support in this best back tattoo contest.. come take a look. comment bomb me and rank the tat and have a goodtime looking through the other awesome tats too..Thanks so Much http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=212051&albumid=422681&i=1456106423# Here's the deal. You look it over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way. Then, post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin. PS: the smaller the better! 1. Had sex: $10.00 2. Smoked: $3.00 3. Got drunk: $7.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $5.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $5.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $5.00 7. Cheated on a test: $2.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50 9. Been expelled: $5.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $10.00 11. Given oral: $10.00 12. Got oral: $10.00 13. Prank called the cops: $3.00 14. Stole something: $2.00 15. Done drugs: $5.00 16. Dyed your ha

Mommy Dearest
huddling in the corner, i'd await the next blow, hitting me in the head or legs so no one else would know, did you feel the power when you knocked me to the ground?, taking your frustrations out on me when no one else was around, did it hurt to see me cry, or withdrawl into myself, start cutting my arms because nothing else could help, happy fucking mother's day, i'm glad your 6 feet down, i feel the weight has lifted, you can no longer push me around.

Liar
you call me babydoll,sexy,and say i'm cute, do you tell her that too?, i'm on to your game, "oh when i'm with someone i don't mess with their emotions", LIAR your like the rest of them, consider yourself pushed away,don't tell me things you wouldn't normally say. "i love you" LIAR please believe me, i don't care if i'm alone, i'd rather that then listen to your lies on the phone,"i want to be in your life" LIAR oh now i understand why, long distance relationships don't work, four hours is just to far away, fuck you, "i'd do anything to be with you" LIAR

Old Friends
I'm so happy I found my old friend from high schools bro and sis and found out my friend is doing ok she has a daughter and stuff I'm so happy for her! I've been trying to find out about her for like seven years. Her bro is kinda a prick now tho but who cares my girl is doing alright. Hopefully I can keep up my happy mood for work tonight too I love good news with all the stuff thats going on in my life. I doubt anyone will read this anyway lol!

Going On Vacation
HELLO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY IM GOING ON VACATION JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH ILL BE ONLINE BUT ILL TRY TO CHECK IN EVERY NOW AND THEN YOU NEED TO GET A HOLD OFME SEND ME A C-MAIL THAT WAY I KNOW ILL GET GET CUZ I MIGHT NOT IN MY SHOUT BOX LOVE YALL HAVE FUN AND DONT FORGET ABOUT ME ILL BE BACK ON JULY 8TH I LEAVE JUNE 30TH

What A Woman Wants
This is in response to that lovely question "So,what are you looking for in a man?" And besides the usual answer, heart, stomach, kidneys, etc...here's what I want. Oxymorons and all. Just because you know what you want, doesn't mean you are going to get it, but at least, for once, I can say I know what I want. ^.^ LOL. Gentle enough to not make me fear his touch, yet tough enough to protect us. Sweet enough to temper angry words with flowers and kisses, yet strong enough to keep my restless soul bound to him. One willing to be my master, my slave, my lover, my equal. One to teach me as well as hunger to learn from me. Implicit trust flowing betwixt us. Nary a moment of doubt. To listen to me, to laugh at me, to help me find my laugh again, to sweep me away, and keep me grounded, to drive me crazy and bring me salvation. To soar with me, to keep me anchored. To speak words of gibberish, to speak without words. Love my complications, adore my simplicity. Dream of my car

Ramblings Of Me
So I sit here, it's after midnight and I have to be up at 7am, yeah it sucks, realizing how time has passed. Payton turns 9 this week and Raegan turns 6 next month. CAN YOU BELIEVE HOW FAST THEY GROW?!?! My angels are getting so big, so fast. It is hard to believe that it wasn't just yesterday that they were taking their first steps! Who knew I'd be a mother of 2, at the age of 29? More so, who knew my kids would be so F*CKING perfect? Yes, I am partial. I deny nothing, but in all honesty, I have done something so right with these girls. I don't know what it is, I dare NOT question nor change a thing. They try so hard in school. Behavior marks remain perfect ALL year long, grades are good, not superb, but good with signs of trying. I am so PROUD, so blessed. I have such GREAT friends. A superior support system in place (in all aspects). Who could ask for more? NOT I! That's for damn sure. I want to say thank you to all who have been there for me along this wonderful ride

My Hell
The Hell from which I was saved from I have been unwillingly returned to. I hate it here, I've been here for almost my entire life that has come to pass. But I cannot leave, the rest of my life depends on my suffering. Even though it was unbearable before it is excruciatingly worse now. This is because in the past I have had a time where I would have most of my friends with me, this is not the case anymore. I still have the time, but I don't have any of my friends. I think about the future and realize that I'm stuck in this Hill of mine for over a year. This is because next year everyone is leaving me. All of last years seniors have left. Which means half of my friends, my boyfriend, and many other people who I get along with and have known for many years. I only have a few actual friends with me next year. Even then, I don't have any of them in any of my classes. So I'll be completely alone, all day. For those of you who have no idea about what thi

Wishes
Why do I bother? I should give up on wishes. Then only let me down! No matter how much it hurts, when they don't come true, I can't stop. I always dream. When I'm awake, and when I'm asleep. They send me on a rollercoaster. I get all excited & happy, then out of no where, they're shot down. Why do I bother? I wish for things becuase I have hope. most are shot down, true, but, everyonce in a while, THEY COME TRUE! That's why I can't stop. It's the times that they come trure, that keeps me going, they always give me hope. So, asking why do I bother really is a stupid question. Because I know the answer. It's the hope I have that keeps me wishing, it's the wishes that keeps me here, with my friends, & those who I love.

Another Lost
As I hide in my corner I am hidden in darkness. Your blood flows over my fangs. It is so overpowering at first, then I quickly pull away. But I already know that I am to late, You're dead. I jump to the other world, hoping to find you. I'm to late. You are gone, gone forever. I, am a vampire. I, am the vampire that took your life. You were alive, but not anymore. I live on though, to see another night, To kill another person.

Ginas Blog
well it is almost here. is everyone ready for chistmas. man i can tell you right now im not ready for it this year i could have gone with out it but it is here and so i can enjoy it for my daughter. well just was wondering how many was ready for it is all. well sunday just was a bad night for me i guess. for 1 i had to work that aint a big thing though. but me and the guy i ws working with got out late. and i told a friend that i would run and get him so medicine because he was getting a cold no big deal. well then on my way to take it to him i took a few wrong turns but i still knew where i was at. so i make it to give my freind his medicine and i lock my keys in the car so we are outside in the cold trying to figure out a way to unlock the car which didnt work. so we had to break the back little window so i could unlock my car and get my keys. so anyway that was a pretty bad day. well i went in to work yesterday morning told my old boss that i quit. well i went to my new job for or

Untitled & Unfinnished
Hiding in my corner, hider in darkness the taste of blood fills my mouth. I must drink this liquid before it goes cold. It's warmth soothers my forgotten soul. It gives me life that no mortal can equal. Now as this corpse lies still in my lap my soul is content, for the time being. Running a couple fingers around my mouth to catch the last few drops of blood that dribbled down from the corners, I suddenly feel the aura of another that was born into the same world as I. After licking my fingers, careful not to miss any of the delicious liquid, I turn around to see who had come up behind me, disturbing my solitude. Before even seeing who it was I knew it was you because of the deep growl warning me not to turn to fast. Even though you knew you knew it was me you still gave me the warning. As I took the advise and turned slowly I wandered why you had seeked me out. As I faced you, the cold stare sent a shiver down my spine. As if reading my mind you said, "I have come to take you." "T

This Is Who I Am
'Áµ®º®å~Rîddlèz kîttý~Wîkkèd Måñîå'$ ßå®tèñdè®~Mîñd_ßèñdè®'$ ¢hèw tºý~§èlèñè$ $µgå®' October 6/7 U of W @ River Falls October 27-28 U of M @ Crookston *Home Show* November 3 U of Nebraska @ Lincon November 17/18 ND State U @ Fargo? December 1/2 U of W @ River Falls Febuary 9/10 U of M Crookston *Home Show* Febuary 16/17 U of W @ Madison Febuary 23 U of Nebraska @ Lincon March 1 Western Regional @ SD State U March 8/9 U of W @ River Falls Mrch 29/30 Western Semi-Finals @ West texas A&M April 12 Hunt Seat Regional @ U of W @ Madison April 13 Hunt Seat Zones @ U of W @ Madison May 8-11 IHSA Nationals Los Angeles, Califonia!!!! Here I am, for all to behold. You and I will either get along or avoid each other. love is gained, love is lost, love can grow forever it never stays the same. You cnaaccept me for who I am, or not. If there's something that you want to change about me, let me know. Then I will decide if I will change, or

Stuff You Should Check Out
my friend posted this on myspace...so here's to wishful thinking b/c there's never a guy who would do all this...at least not for long... Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she'

Native Wisdom
O' GREAT SPIRIT help me always to speak the truth quietly, to listen with an open mind when others speak, and to remember the peace that may be found in silence. Cherokee Prayer Lakota Prayer Wakan Tanka, Great Mystery, teach me how to trust my heart, my mind, my intuition, my inner knowing, the senses of my body, the blessings of my spirit. Teach me to trust these things so that I may enter my Sacred Space and love beyond my fear, and thus Walk in Balance with the passing of each glorious Sun. According to the Native People, the Sacred Space is the space between exhalation and inhalation. To Walk in Balance is to have Heaven (spirituality) Before our white brothers arrived to make us civilized men, we didn't have any kind of prison. Because of this, we had no delinquents. Without a prison, there can be no delinquents. We had no locks nor keys and therefore among us there were no thieves. When someone was so poor that he couldn't afford a

I Wanna Run Away From This Town
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. If we already have would you have sex with me again? 7. What would you like to do to me? 8. Would we have sex in the shower with me? 9. How often do you think about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Where is your fantasy place to have sex? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you masturbate? 20. Do you think of me while you masturbate? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. What turns you on? 23. Do you like fore play? 24. What is fore play to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you have sex with me even if your in rela

Nsfw Stories
she came to me last night,again.I closed my eyes for what seemed like a second and I was in her world. I could see her in the distance standing there beconing me to come to her.she is a powerfull creature she is not to be denied nor would i want to she has a supple skin very pale almost glowing,dark eyes that pierce through all my facades right to the core of me she sees me naked ,helpless, defenses down and yet i am not uncomfortable i am secure knowing that even through all my flaws and impurities she still comes to me. She floats on the air lightly dancing and smiling her wings are black as the night singed on the edges from dancing to close to the fire she is neither angel nor demon she is a child of the shadow born of darkness but not ruled by it. I approach her slowly gazing upon her.no story has ever described a creature so lovely she spins in the air teasing me my heart is pounding my throte is dry as i get closer she settles to the ground ,wings out ,showing me how impressive

My Heart
I gave my heart to one i know, or at least i thought i knew. He left for a while, but I kept him in my heart. He returned to me just to leave me. My heart hurt, but odly enough not a whole lot. For I knew I was not alone, I still had others who loved me. I went to a friend fo find comfort. I found it, plus more. He has mended my heart and in return gained it and my trust. With him I am happy for it is impossible for me to stay sad around him. He makes me laugh to much. He.... is the real, *~Jett Darknight~*

What To Do
i am losing my mind im so pisst but have now wher to turn my wife cant stand my bestfriend cuz she has boobs i dont have anyone to talk to so im going to just type it all out or try. about two and a half mouths ago i found out that i might have a 13 year old girl this past monday we took ta test to find out for sure that makes me a little happy but still dont have the results yet and its driveing me nuts they want call me and tell me anything dont even know if they are still intown or not one of tha biggest thing is tha kiddo that could be mind has been raped by sevail of her faimly members and her mom dont seem be doing anything about it what is up with that i dont know if i can handle haveing another girl in tha house or not but she needs to be taken away from that family so im sry if i have not been taking to much but that is what i have been going throgh sry tobend ya ear but thankz for letting me

To Know Your There (poem)
just like the weather. when the sun shines, it shines bright, when it cloudly things seem to b a little grey, when it rains, it poors and 2day it poors. :-( hiya everyone on cherrytap i just wanna say to you all, thank you. thank you to all of you's that have added me, rated me amd left me comments and thank you to all of those of you that have gave me gifts so far it was really sweet of you all, i'm really touch, but i just wanna say thank you to randy who has just married me yayyyyyyyy, randy is now my ct husband and we r now married and i'm so proud to b your ct wife, just a shame i'm not ya real wife lol thank you baby, you have made me so happy. well it coming you guys. take care, b safe, have fun hiya cherrys how ya all doing, hope ya all good and well. i just wanna say a big happy 4th of july to you all, have fun

Today On World Rock Radio
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Finished With The Bullshit
I am tired of the drama, the fake people and the lies. So here is how it is going to go. I removed some people from my family list yesterday and my friends list. Boohoo so sorry to see you go... Uhh not! And today I added the 4 people that were there for me yesterday. Ya now one of them I have known since I had my other account and the other three I have just met recently. I am really pissed at certain people right now. Every time that I have been asked to help out someones friends by either rating their page, or rating, adding, and fanning or comment bombing in a contest I have fucking been there. But you people do not know how to return the favor. I posted bulletins and a blog and personally told a few of you. But you know it is all fucking good. I was told by a few of you if you could get cherrytap to load you would help me. Then you are on here all night and still on this afternoon. Well that is all good I see how it is. So here is what is going to happen. Look at my family list...

Hes So Damn Stupid
well i was gonna take my daughter so she can spend some time with her dad for a week ...but he is so fuckin worried that im gonna spend that time with a man that he dont want to to spend time with her...i guess he thinks that is new girlfriend is more important than his daughter....but thats ok im both mommy and daddy always have been guess ill always will be.but what i dont get is why is g/f and her kids is so important than his own daugther is...then he wants to blame me when she cussin his sorry ass out and dont want anything to do w ith him when he does decided that his daughter existes.dont get me wrong im not jelouse that he found someone else im happy for him cause what we had is over and gone.but the probl;em i have is way he does his girls and when he finds out that im datin and all thats when he wants to put me down and call me names ....so i guess you can say since he cant have me noone else should either....but kno what im free and i plan on livin my life weither he likes

Biology Class
So I had my first Bio test on June 14th and I got 51/50pts!!! How 51 you might ask? Well there was an extra credit question that I got correct also :) I had my second Bio test on June 26th and I just saw my grade online and I got 50/50 on that also!!! (which I know I got the 2 extra credit questions so that gave me the 50 hehe) I'm so excited!!!! :) Thanks to all who wished me luck!! :)

Damn
Ok so im worried that i could go in to preterm labor. my dr. tells me i have a low lyeing placenta not good obvously and that we might have to do the c section early. it has me worried cuse I know im only 32 wks preggers I want to at least make it to 36 wks. im gonna go michelle Ok so Im still really down about the misscarrage i just wanna look past it but its hard I keep thinking what if I can never have a baby. I would be so devastied by that I keep burying myself in work so that I dont think about it but when I get home thats all I think about.Maybe im going crazy. I just needed to vent sorry. OK SO TWO WEEKS AGO I FOUND OUT I WAS 2MTHS PRGGERS RIGHT. WELL SUNDAY AM I MISSCARRYED THE BABY. IM SO BROKEN UP ABOUT IT ITS JUST NOT FAIR I WAS SO EXCITED MY MAN IS JUST AS UPSET. WE EVEN PICKED OUT NAMES. I CANT STOP CRYING ABOUT IT. I JUST WANNA KNOW WHY THIS HAPPEND TO ME WHAT DID I DO WRONG. I GUESS I MIGHT TRY AGIAN IN THE FURTURE. MAYBE BUT MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN.

Life Sucks Get A Fuckin Helmet Alright?
6 days and counting for the *BIG* surgery. My hysterectomy is next wednesday morning REAL fuckimn early so I am gonna be gone from here for a couple weeks or so. Maybe i'll post pics of my incision just because LOL!! Take care all of those who give a shit IF you are on my friends list and want to stay there, a reply is needed or yu will be deleted PERIOD Here it is finally, MOnday morning, my hysterectomy...take #2, here's top hopin it doesn't get cancelled AGAIN I'll be gone for quite some time as i am goin to my moms in calgary and EVERYTHING is blocked adult wise cause of my freaky nephew...So love ya all take care i'll be back when i can

Pool Of Love
POOL OF LOVE I am your pool of love, Always ready for you to dive in And swim with me, To the deepest, darkest corners of my soul. When I am not with you, I wait in painful longing, Hiding my tears in the dew drops That slowly run down my sides. When you climb in with me, I bathe your whole body, My love caressing you gently With waters clear and warm. I am overflowing with emotions for you, And when I look up through the waves, Your sunshine sparkles through me, Creating colorful rainbows in my heart.

Darker Me
i am me a Shadow Raven i live in the shadows and use my gifts to help in the darkness i tryed changing for others out of love or other reasons i paid the price for it one can not love or be loved if one can not be themself tis not for me no one is worth changing oneself to be wat they want if ur going to be loved it should be as yourself nothing else if they can't do that then they do not deserve you i have tryed several times only to be hurt and pushed further towards darkness was it worth it no it wasnt the price was to high i lost part of me in the process fake friends and fake love i do not need or want the price is to high my name Shadow Raven was given to me by a very dear native friend and her grand father a wise man for the gifts that i have i know in today's technologie age it is not easy but those that realy know me in real life knows of them have seen them i'm not worryed or do i care about others opinions i will not let anyone make me feel the

Feelings
Ok so alot of has been going on in my life. I'm getting divorced. My soon to be ex husband has stolen my other account. He is trying to make me feel like I'm a low person. haha and he's already told me I'm too stupid to go to college. So a lot is going on with me. Just trying to get ready for college so I can study Criminal Justice and be a Police Officer. But I just wanted to thank everyone for adding me and you know being there for me through everything. I'm getting ready on the 4th of July to drive up to Illinois for my best friends wedding that I'm going to be in so I'm ready for that. but yeah ok well I'm done with this for now.

Help Me In The Contest
http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=360627&albumid=425392&i=3731044810 This user is having a contest and i need help. most comments wins, so bomb my picture under the dew contest please. thank you

When You Say Nothing At All
This ones for you, we have an unusual knack of thinking the same things, practically finishing off each others sentences It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What's being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in

Summer Time!!
if anyone wants to help me while i go to work it would be appreciated! well its summer time and i have found my self a little bit busier now and not so much in the house. so this means i may be cutting back on the ct. i just want to thank everyone for all their love. and as for the contest for cutest ct pets i may be putting it off for a while till i have some money to pay for the blasts and till i start spending more time online. i just wanted to let all my good friends know this and i will be on from time to time just not as much as i usualy am :) so have a happy summer!!

My Ponderings
SOMETHINGS YOU NEED TO HEAR AND SERIOUSLY WRAP YOUR HEAD AROUND. 1.) I LOVE YOU FOR YOU. THE IMPERFECT YOU. THE YOU THAT WILL MAKE MISTAKES. 2.) I LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO NOT KISS YOUR ASS WHEN YOU HAVE OR ARE GOING TO DO SOMETHING I KNOW YOU ARE SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW BETTER TO DO. 3.) I LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH. EVEN IF IT WILL MAKE YOU ANGRY. EVEN IF I KNOW IT ISNT IN YOUR FAVOR. 4.) I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH YOU BEING MAD AT ME FOR TELLING YOU THE TRUTH. 5.) SHUTTING ME OUT ON THINGS YOU ARE AFRAID I WONT TAKE YOUR SIDE ON DEGRADES AND INSULTS ME AS A FRIEND. YOU DONT WANT A FRIEND. YOU WANT A "YES MAN". 6.) PICKING AND CHOOSING WHEN I AM YOUR "FRIEND", DOESNT MAKE ME YOUR FRIEND. I AM YOUR FFRIEND 24/7. GOOD AND BAD. WHEN YOU DO SOMETHING STUPID. WHEN YOU DO SOMETHING SMART. WHEN I AGREE WITH YOU. WHEN I DONT AGREE WITH YOU. TREAT ME THE SAME OR GO YOUR SEPERATE WAY RIGHT NOW. 7.) FAIR WEATHER FRIENDS ARE ONLY THERE WHEN TIMES ARE GOOD. IF THE ONLY TIME

Information
Everyone should take 5 minutes to read this. It may save your life or love one's life. Crucial Because of recent abductions in daylight hours,refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ev

Spliffy Lyrics
Shroomy Shroomz Dialogue: 1: “Come on dude, eat it!” 2: “Nah man, it’ll seriously fuck me up.” 1: “That’s the point.” 2: “I know, but…I already had a 40 and some spliffs bro.” 1: “So? Just fuckin’ eat it dude.” 2: “Nah man, seriously.” 1: “Eat it…Eat it….EAT it….EAT IT…EAT IT!....EAT IT MOTHERFUCKER!” 2: “ALLRIGHT ALLRIGHT ALLRIGHT!!!...SHIT…YOU OVERZEALOUS BASTARD!” 1: Chuckles 2: Chomps and sighs 1: “And?” Sitar kicks in 2: “Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude.” 1+2Laugh hysterically I chomp it down so I can feel my ink stand up Start to feel mellow and chilled that’s what’s up Feelin’ so damn dizzy till my brain drains out As I watch Alice startin’ to scream and shout And that snooty caterpillar starts to fuck with my mind While the kitty cat just crawls and creeps up from behind Just draw me in that psychedelic cartoon And I’ll be close to paranoia pretty soon Feelin’ my head goin’ back ‘n forth Travelin’ my way up north I crawl towards the e

Funny Stuff
Subject: 25 signs you have grown up 1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favourite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time McDonalds closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog/cat Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15

Announcements
Opening Tonight!! 8:30 PM CDT New radio lounge opening this Saturday! Come visit us Saturday night at Chance Encounters... Now Playing!! New radio lounge opening now! Come visit us tonight at Chance Encounters... I'm baaaack! Thanks to all for the well wishes while I had to attend to family business. I had a lot of messages in my mailbox when I got back, and it gave me a real lift. I'll try and catch up with everyone over the next couple of days. Thanks all my friends!!

My Photo Contest
Well the contest will be over in less than a week....and there is no way I will win. To all my friends who spent time going and commenting many times...you know who you are...thank you very much and I love you all!! Maybe next time huh :) http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=1766651619 OK for some reason the link doesn't work from here, but I find if you copy this and open a new window and past in the address bar...it will take you there. This is my first contest on CT for me so HELP!! :) Vote by commenting many many times on my pic in that link!! THANKS MY LOVING PEEPS!!! MUAH!!!

Friends
im new at this site so i want to thank everyone who has commented,rated,added me as a frind and who has sent me messages.and to all of yall who has wriiten me in my shoutbox(still trying to figure that out)thanks so much hugs & kisses love all sabrina

Quiet Mist
I took my husband to school and dropped him off and now its gong to be another week or so by myself.Sometimes its great but other time it isn't When daybreak shines through a lone dewdrop as the walking sphere beneath turns to light a quiet mist will form,leasing the foliage tips To kiss nature's brethren once, to satiate and soothe a quickening from inert ground, awaken for the gift beyond opulent purple air, to blossom for this morn A frail fairness in this valley of dreams Gardens of graciousness in a wispy haze Screne horizons begins here Visions to please at this gateway of dawn a glistening world within one drop's lens Images that span generations of life The greening world in a morning's quiet mist

Mambo422003 Is A Downrater!
Ok so I'm doing my typical "I'm Bored" thing & giving people my 11's & this guy comes back & rates one of my pics a 1 & another a 9. His reason when asked was "Thay was not you" Um ok it's THEY not THAY. The next pic he did give a 10 but that's just totally NOT COOL! mambo422003@ CherryTAP Beware friends I guess if your pics are not of you he'll downrate them. WHAT AN ASS!

Poems
THIS IS NOT A SOMETHING YOU SHOULD PASS UP PLEASE READ I AM ASKIN ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE ON FUBAR TO KEEP MY DAUGHTER AND FAMILY IN THERE PRAYERS. MY DAUGHTER IS 17 YEARS OF AGE AND IS UNABLE TO LIVE A TEENAGERS LIFE. YOU SEE AT THE AGE OF 14 MY DAUGHTER WAS RAPPED AND IT HAS CHANGED HER LIFE TO THE WORSE. SHE WAS TAKIN AWAY FROM ME FOR 2 YEARS AND IN JULY SHE WAS BROUGHT HOME FOR GOOD BUT ONLY TO LIVE WITH MY MOTHER. SHE IS NOT ALLOWED TO BE WITH FRIENDS, NOT ALLOWED TO GET A JOB BABYSITTING, NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE OR NOT EVEN ALLOWED ALONE WITH ME ALL BECAUSE OF THIS ASSHOLE WHO DONE THIS TO HER. AND NOW HES IN JAIL. I DONT AGREE WITH THE WAY THE PENNSYLVANIA CYS (CHILDREN IN YOUTH SERVICE) ARE RUNNIN THERE SO CALLED BUSINESS. THEY ARE THE ONES THAT ARE TAKIN MY DAUGHTERS LIFE AWAY FROM HER. ALL WE WANT IS MY LITTLE GIRL TO HAVE HER LIFE BACK TO BE ABLE TO GO TO THE PROM TO GET HER DRIVERS LICENSE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS TO GRADUATE FROM SCHOOL AND TO F

Not Feelin Good
I just wanted to apologize for not keeping up with comments and ratings much the past couple of days....i have an infected tooth and the left side of my face is swollen up something awful!!! Between 7-midnight last night, i had taken 2 Darvocets & 2 Tylenol 3's and those didn't do a darn thing for the excruciating pain!!! Then a friend of mine had a vicodin which i've never taken and it helped a lil bit, made my nose go numb and i felt pretty loopy, but still the pain was too much! grrr I finally got to where i could lay down about 4 a.m. and got a couple of hours of rest. I am taking an antibiotic for my 2nd day so i pray this all goes away....hell this is more painful than going thru a C-section!!!! My best friend took my girls for me so that i can rest up...thank gawd for that, don't know how i would get thru the day otherwise. Anyway, hope you all are doing well and i will catch up asap! Big Hugz ~GT~aka Kojo

A Special Friend
SPECIAL PRAYER FOR A SPECIAL PERSON.MY FRIENDSTHIS PRAYER IS FOR MY FRIENDS DAUGHTER,I'M SURE THAT EVERY ONE OF US HAVE SOMEONE VERY DEAR IS GOING THROUGH PAIN BUT THIS LITTLE THREE YEARS OLD GIRL WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND NOW SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE ,YOU KNOW THAT GOD IS ALWAYS WITH ALL OF US IN EVERY MOMENT,SO LET US PRAY FOR LITTLE Abbigail la'shai Baby Boy J'S DAUGHTER AND FOR WHO EVER ON YOUR MIND. Please keep him and his family in your thoughts and prayers. BabyBoy-J@ CherryTAP A PRAYER FOR STRENGTHO Lord,In this time of need, strengthen me. You are my strength and my shield; You are my refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. I know, Father, that Your eyes go to and fro throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts long for You. The body grows weary, but my hope is in You to renew my strength.I do not fear, for You are with me.I am not dismayed or overwhelmed, for You are my God. I know You will strengthen me and help me; that You

Are You Dareing
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. (I Wanna Fuck Quiz) Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u wanna get ........ in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use dessert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like

Etc.
in case you didn't notice, today is the last day to vote. http://mlb.mlb.com/news/article.jsp?ymd=20070628&content_id=2053799&vkey=allstar2007&fext=.jsp&partnered=rss_mlb hmmm... i'm thinking my legs could use a fresh shave. it's been four days since the last shave. they're getting stubbly, could poke an eye out with them. gonna go swimming tomorrow so yea, it's time for the tortured hair removal process. One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing th

A Painful Experience
Let me tell you what happen to me when I was 13. I was watering cotton here in the Rio Gand Valley of Texas when I notice a lot of the Texas Red Harvester Ants floating by in the ditch. Didn’t pay much attention to the ants I was busy keeping my water flowing down the mile long rows of cotton. I got stung on my legs by a couple of ants. No problem just brushed them off and went back to work. Soon I felt “tickling” sensation in my goring area so being out in the country I grab my crouch and you gust it wham I got stung on the tip of my penis. I screamed so loud my Dad heard me a ½ mile away. Down came my pants followed by my underwear. Got the ant crushed it with my fingers and fell into the ditch in throbbing with pain. Luckily the ants had floated by and were down stream of me. Dad drove up wondering why I was in the ditch with my pants and underwear down around my ankles. I told him what had happen. He was laughing so hard that he couldn’t help me out of the ditch that was on

Funnies!
This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds

My Words
Claim '420' entered drug parlance as a term signifying the time to light up a joint. Status: True. Origins: Odd terms sneak into our language every now and then, and this is one of the oddest. Everyone who considers himself in the know about the drug subculture has heard that '420' has something to do with illegal drug use, but when you press them, they never seem to know why, or even what the term supposedly signifies. It's both more and less than people make it out to be. '420' began its sub-rosa linguistic career in 1971 as a bit of slang casually used by a group of high school kids at San Rafael High School in California. '420' (always pronounced "four-twenty," never "four hundred and twenty") came to be an accepted part of the argot within that group of about a dozen pot smokers, beginning as a reminder of the time they planned to meet to light up, 4:20 p.m. Keep in mind this wasn't a general call to all dope smokers everywhere to toke up at twenty past four every day;

My Music
Music SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!Put your music player on shuffle. Click -Next Song- for every question and write it down.What does next year have in store for me?American Soldier (Tobey Keith)What does your love life look like?I could not ask for more (Edwin McCainWhat do I say when life gets hard?far away (nickleback)What song will I dance to at my wedding?Always (Atlantic Star)What do you want as a career?Crazy bitch (buckcherry)Your favorite saying?This is why I'm hot (Mims)What do you think of your parents?Baby you save me (Kenny Chesney)Where would you go on a first date?Your Everything (Keith Urban)Drug of choice?Vulnerable (Secondhand Serenade)Describe yourself.Crazy (Aerosmith)What is the thing I like doing most?Piss on you (Dave Chappelle)The song that best describes the president?By the Way (Hinder)How will I die?Be like that (3 doors down)The song that will be played at your funeral?Tears in Heaven (Eric Clapton) uhhh Scary!The song you'll put as the subject?Invincible (Crossf

To My Closest Friend
Hey babe, I know you are going thru a tough time right now and I wish you all of the luck in the world that you get thru this... you don't deserve the shit that you are going thru right now you are such a good father and person.... I know you probably won't read this but I just wanted to let you know that I will be there for you anytime that you need me day or night

Survey/questions
Just copy and paste this in an email if you want :) IF I died tomorrow, you would never ever get a chance to see me ever again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would you cry? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. If I died, would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you regret anything you said about me? 11. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that 12. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 13. If I died, what would you remember me by? 14. If I died tomorrow, I would want to know your true

Theresa'z Blog
Alright since alot of people would love for me to be a cold hearted bitch yet again. now im just going to put it like it fuckin is. no more beating around the damn bush. Alright now first off to those who think i give a damn about their myspace or yahoo feelings. you got another thing comming because you know what i could care less. if you think i care then honestly your on the fuckin internet too god damn much. For those who think that im trying to take their man.... I HAVE MY OWN FUCKIN MAN plus ive have yours.... enjoy my sloppy seconds!! i could honestly care less if he jumped off a fuckin cliff and died!! and believe me you want to think oh im in love with him i call him 24/7 blah balh blah. . first off i have a life off of yahoo and away from drama. i have my own life to live. i have a man AND A DAMN FAMILY! so you know what just keep my fuckin name out of your damn mouth.. you dont know and you dont fucking want to know me. so unless you know facts about me leave my name out

Forever Love~
hmm...nothing important. just trying to shout out to tell the whole world how fortunately i am now. gotta relaxing soon after the 2 more days examination. no more studies n no more homeworks to be done. haha...!!!

Questions
1. How old are you? 21 2. What is your sexual orientation? straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex? no 4. Have you ever received oral sex? Yes 5. How many sexual partners have you had? cant tell 6. What is your pubic hair style? curly 7. What is your choice of underwear style? none 8. Have you ever had anal sex? no but gave it 9. What is your favorite position? all 10. How often do you masturbate? 2 times a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl? Yes 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl? Yes 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos? yes 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once? no 15. Have you watched porn? Yes 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area? no 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex? no 18. Spit or swallow? neither 19. Have you ever had an orgasm? yes 20. Do you own any sex toys? no

Seeking
Seeking the lie buried in truths; shared by night. seeking warmth, where only cold self-indulgence laid. Seeking light, in the darkest hearts. Seeking the spot where grace calls home Seeking searching on going. never knowingt

Public Awareness
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

Mistakes
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonab

For My Friends
ONE FOR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ONE FOR FINANCIAL WEALTH ONE FOR EVERLASTING HAPPINESS SEVERAL FOR SUCCESS ONE FOR KNOWLEDGE ONE FOR BEAUTY, INNER AND OUTER MANY FOR FAMILY ONE FOR HONESTY AND THE LAST ONE FOR A LONG AND HEALTHY LIFE For every friend you send these roses to, your wish will come true This is a friend test. Send this to as many friends as you possibly can especially the person that sent to you and if you get it back, you truly will know who your friends are. You have 30 seconds to start. If you send this to 2 people - it will come true in a year 5 people - in 3 months 7 people - in 1 month 10 people - in a week 15 or more - tomorrow

Eeyoreh
Only Jersey people can understand this. A girl says to her date, "You're in for a real treat. I've been told that I have a body like New Jersey." So, her date grabs her waist and asks, "What's this?" She replies "Middlesex." He grabs her butt and asks "what's this?" She replies,"Freehold." Then he grabs her breast and asks "what's this?" She replies,"Point Pleasant." Finally, he reaches between her thighs and says, "I guess this is Cherry Hill?" "No", she replies, "That's Eatontown." The guy gets so excited that he pulls down his pants and says, "Welcome to Wildwood!" Gotta love New Jersey! Repost this if your from NJ

Where Is God?
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something." She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "

Ct Bs Lol
This salute thing is such BS. Using the net since 99 , I wasn't aware that CT had to come up in order for me to prove my existence lmao. And in case someone bitches about this here is my yahoo christoe_72@yahoo.com just ask to see me on cam. Cheers

What To Say
Well What To Say Today. I'm Back On The Road Today. Get To Cross Ill. Mo. And Ok Today. Feels Good To Be Back To Work But Leaves Me Too Much Time To Think. My GF Mis Carried Yesterday So That Made For Rough Day Since I Couldn't Get There. I'll Be Glad To Get Outta This Rain. Well That's Enough Ramblin Today. Much Love To All My Friends. Well What To Say Today. I'm Back On The Road Today. Get To Cross Ill. Mo. And Ok Today. Feels Good To Be Back To Work But Leaves Me Too Much Time To Think. My GF Mis Carried Yesterday So That Made For Rough Day Since I Couldn't Get There. I'll Be Glad To Get Outta This Rain. Well That's Enough Ramblin Today. Much Love To All My Friends.

Without You
Without you I was lost, lived in darkness and fear, without you I was empty, my future unclear, you showed my what love was, you made it all seems so real, gave meaning and reason, we shared smiles and cheer, what will it be like, where will I turn, will things be better, from all that we shared, what will life hold? will it return to what once was, lonely and cold? Without You.....

Deleting My Ct
i can honestly say im sick of this fucking site. its retarted and its just boring now. i didnt see it for much more then a game, and now i cant even play on, becuase i dont have a web cam or digi cam to post a salute pic. stupid. everyone on here takes this game to seriously. anyways. ill be sending gifts to people wasting the rest of my points. if you want to contact me outside of this site, you can do so by sending me a message on my myspace: myspace.com/smackthis666 and please put in the subject box you are from cherrytap cause i wont open it otherwise. why? bc ct is getting boring to me. i made it to 10,000 points, and it just doesnt make sense to me anymore to stay on here. but i have a myspace i pay alot of attention to. if you wanna chat, talk to me on there. www.myspace.com/smackthis666 ill leave this up for a couple days then im gone

School Stuff
Eliminating Sexism in the Army through Policies and Training People everywhere deserve to be treated fairly. Treating people equal, promotes the feeling that we are equal, where as treating people differently promotes the idea we aren’t equal. Why treat someone different, if they are equal to you? Sometimes differences in intelligence, strength, and skill level have to be taken into consideration. If you limit someone with the proper skills from doing a job, or stop someone low in intelligence from being in charge of people, or making important decisions, then that makes sense. However important intelligence, and skill level are, the U.S. Army does NOT take those attributes into consideration when promoting people, and when it comes to how people are treated, intelligence seems to be looked down upon. One of the main attributes they do take into consideration when deciding how to treat someone is what kind of genitals they have. The longer your urethra is, the shorter your hair has

Musicman28
I'm 28 single no kids and never been married I love to have fun and I drink occationaly I got on here to meet new people and to some day find the special someone I love my family to death and will never change that. I have brown hair and blue eyes I'm 5'8 and 150 pounds. I do wear glasses. I love to party with my friends once in awhile. I'm a fun loving guy who would show and of you sexy women a good time rate my profile if you would because I'm new on here and I want to make alot of friends on here well everyone who sees this party on and have a great time on Cherrytap I alway do. I'm 28 single no kids and never been married I love to have fun and I drink occationaly I got on here to meet new people and to some day find the special someone I love my family to death and will never change that. I have brown hair and blue eyes I'm 5'8 and 150 pounds. I do wear glasses. I love to party with my friends once in awhile. I'm a fun loving guy who would show all you sexy women a great time. ple

Cherry Single Lets Mingle
Cherry single lets mingle will be reopening soon...its going under construction...gonna be making some changes...will let u know when it will be officially open...still stop by and join if u aren't a member be glad to have ya...

First Blog....naughty Survey!!
Got this from my friend "LickSuckLick" (Love the name....LOL) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

Thank You
to everyone that has made my day a special one to me I know I can thank everyone at one time like this. Daily Horoscope: Cancer for June 2007 the 28th day. Your calendar is overflowing, but make sure someone important to you is a priority, even amid the social whirl. You don't have to cancel any plans -- just make sure you-know-who knows you're thinking of them.

Tripp's Blogs
Well I was doing some thinking today. Theres alot in my life that is going great for me; but there is also alot that I think I really need to get control of. Theres alot of things that I take great pride in. My life is very special in a sense. There is no one in this world like me. My life is full of darkness, yet there is just enough light to make me feel the warmth from other people. I am a libra; but unlike a libra I am not fond of people or large groups. I stay to myself most of the time. I have alot of love to give; but i am very selective of who I give it to. I am carefull not to get stepped on. But as all things, there are times when I forget who I am and let shit go sour. I mostly hate men. There are very few that I can actually get along with. I feel that over half of them are very rude and disrespectful to women. They claim to have so much respect for their mothers. So why not treat other women with that same respect? Even if a woman is showing herself to be "ver

Update
I am currently in Oklahoma City. My mom was taken to the hospital 3 days ago and is still in the ICU. Sorry I won't be around much, but as soon as she is off of the ventilator and moved out of ICU I should be on more frequently... Kimmer

Other Stuff
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, bu

Tragic Car Accident
Hello everyone.... This is a sudden update to say that someone I personally knew got killed in a car accident. I didn't have a direct relationship with her, but she was my dad's best friend's daughter, Haley, who was only 14. For the past couple years, she got involved with a church and became very active with special events and activities with her youth group. On the way back from Las Vegas, a driver who was driving a trailer lost control of his vehicle, driving on the opposite side of the road, causing a head-on collision with the same van Haley was riding in, taking out her boyfriend and some of her friends as well as her. Haley became a pretty close friend of my younger brother, who was about her age, and they had a good friendship since they were both born. I'm very worried about how much it's going to affect him, but I haven't gotten a chance to talk to him yet, as I heard the bad news late at night. Although I haven't seen her that often over the years, it's hard t

True Friends Help
I know i have some bommer friends out there and hopefully they are not too busy i need some help my friend feel sick and waz not able to start right when it be gan will yll please help me get her up some we only falling down about 4000 commits i know yall can help do this please your friend kewlrunning tha link is below http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=753759&albumid=414744&i=1625170346

Ct Id's
Hey ladies and gents do u want a cherry tap ID??? Well come on down to Thug Passion's ID factory...lol... I'v got a great selection of CT ID's... If I don't got the ID u looking for then then i'll make the ID u lookin for... All i ask is Rate my all my default pix and fan me(guy's dont fan me) thats all and any ID u want i'll do and i dont mean just that one ID... Any ID after is free... So Come and Get Em'

Random Thoughts, And Commentary
Picture if you will, the last moments of his son's life. The staging area is his son's bedroom. Benoit comes in, and puts his son into a choke hold. The son first thinks that Daddy is playing as they used to do all the time. But, all of a sudden, the grip goes from firm, but harmless to very tight. He begins gasping for air. Terrified, he looks around the room, and all he sees are posters and pinups of his own dad all over his wall. THere are Chris Benoit action figures all over the room. He idolizes his dad, and now his dad is killing him. There is no worse betrayal than this. http://sportsillustrated.cnn.com/2007/more/06/25/wrestler.dead.ap/index.html?cnn=yes Here's 2 snips from this article. [quote]When a co-worker who usually travels with Benoit called him later from the Houston airport, Benoit told the co-worker his wife, Nancy, was throwing up blood and that his son, Daniel, also was throwing up. Benoit said he thought it was food poisoning, according to WWE.[/quote]

In Time You Will See
In time you will see .... I will not give up on you for you my love will always be true The world could try to tear us apart but no matter what you will always be in my heart In my eyes you are the man that is meant for me and some day you will see You bring a smile to my face even in my darkness days Even though our distance is what keeps us away my love for you grows more an more each an everyday... You may think you have a lost soul an cold heart but I know in my heart you always have control an your heart is made of gold .. Your not worried about what people would say and that is what made me Love you in the first place. A man of honor is what you are to me and A man with such a great destiny .. You will realize one day all these words I always mean an say ....

What Is It About You
What is it about you....That makes me burn Blinding my conscience making me yearn... Wanting your embrace as your fingertips touch my face. As your lips violently take mine and we’re swept away as our love combines... I become wet from the things that you say You grip my hair an Kiss my lips Spread my legs and settle between my hips You fill me my complete being I can’t breath !!!! It’s to overwhelming Feelings Escalate....I’ve no place to go We hold nothing back where we’ll stop, we can’t know all we feel is the bliss overflow...

Christmas
FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: 1 October 2005 RE: Christmas Party I'm happy to inform you that the company Christmas party will take place on December 23, starting at noon, in the private function room at the Grill House. There will be a cash bar and plenty of drinks! We'll have a small band playing traditional carols ....... feel free to Sing along! And don't be surprised if our CEO shows up dressed as Santa Claus! A Christmas tree will be lit at 1.00pm. Exchange of gifts among employees can be done at that time; however, no gift should be over $10 to make the giving of gifts easy for everyone's pockets. This gathering is only for employees! Our CEO will make a special announcement at that time! Merry Christmas to you and your family. Patty FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: 2 October 2005 RE: Holiday Party In no way was yesterday's memo intended to exclude our Jewish e

Mother's Day
For those who are lucky to still be blessed with your Mom, this is beautiful. For those who aren't, this is even more beautiful. Memories of Mom... The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said "Yes, and the way is hard, and you will be old before you reach the end of it. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, she fed them and bathed them, taught them how to tie their shoes and ride a bike, and reminded them to feed the dog and do their homework and brush their teeth. The sun shone on them and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the nights came, and the storms and the path was sometimes dark, and the children shook with fear and cold, and the mother drew them close and covered them with her arms and the children said, "Mother,

Traveler's Guide
I got a great road trip game that everyone (young and old can enjoy) .......We call it the Alphabet sign game.... ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ Heres how it is played: You start with the first letter of the alphabet ( for those of you who have forgotten the alphabet it starts with the Letter A) and look for a sign on the road that begins with that letter ( it has to be on the side of the road not on a truck or a car) ...the first person that spots it and says the word, gets the credit for it and then you continue to the next letter of the alphabet and so on and so forth til you reach the last letter of the alphabet.......The person that has the most words they have spotted at the end of the game wins..... the only letters that has an exception is the letters Q and X, When your on the Letter Q you can look for any word and get credit for it just as long as it has an Q within the word and the same goes for the letter X. We took a

Thy Lovers Touch
sweetest kiss placed on thy lips, while fingertips caress thy face warmth of breath on skin doth trace, entwine bodies, causing heart beats to race slowly building thy lovers pace, filling love in an empty space captured in the loves embrace, blessed in thy holy grace longing that shall not be erased, thy lovers touch shall never be replaced

Safety And Security
I dont know how true this is, and I really dont want to have to test this out This is VERY important, please read!! A 36 year old female had an accident several weeks ago and totaled her car. A resident of Kilgore, Texas, she was traveling between Gladewater and Kilgore. It was raining, though not excessive, when her car suddenly began to hydroplane and literally flew through the air. She was not seriously injured but very stunned at the sudden occurrence! When she explained to the highway patrolman what had happened he told her something that every driver should know NEVER DRIVE IN THE RAIN WITH YOUR CRUISE CONTROL ON. She had thought she was being cautious by setting the cruise control and maintaining a safe consistent speed in the rain. But the highway patrolman told her that if the cruise control is on and your car begins to hydroplane -- when your tires loose contact with the pavement your car will accelerate to a

Begin
I close my eyes and let you begin Falling into your arms we breath passions of sin Our bodies filled with a complelling need To touch and taste and plant the seed Somehow you know just where to touch Desire spreads with such a rush Fingers tease and find a groove Beneath you I begin to move As passion an Love fill the room the sun turns into the moon In rippling darkness we shudder with pleasure Inside each other like birds of a feather.....

Great Moments From My Shoutbox
this made me shudder..... sanchristo...: hi, i am 30 m from germany. i get turned on, when i am wearing button down shirts, rubber pants or my selfmade plastic wear. i wanna show my fetishism to other people Everyday theres multiple Mumms about "am I hot.. cute. fuckable..." etc this is one that took offense to my lil pic I gave him instead of being my charming self. -As usual read from bottom up.. Im too lazy to change it.- SmokeDrago...: im not begging lol ->SmokeDrago...: chill with the begging... SmokeDrago...: damn ok chill with the attitude ->SmokeDrago...: *Site ->SmokeDrago...: DUde... knock it off. there IS a sught called Hotnot.com..... type it in and go SmokeDrago...: lol ok ifu have yahoo i can send u pic ->SmokeDrago...: Im not going to your page to check... SmokeDrago...: then am i hawt or not? or cute ->SmokeDrago...: No Id say that if I thought it SmokeDrago...: callin meugly right? ->SmokeDrago...:No thats Mild compared to what

My Dear Email Buddies
Now that the Holidays are over, my heartfelt appreciation goes out to all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me "forwards" over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy. a.. Extra thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat crap in the glue on envelopes, cause I now have to go get a wet towel every time I need to seal an envelope. b.. Also, I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. c.. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. d.. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their cans. e.. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer. f.. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. g.. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water

Forgive Others
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help. He answers that he's looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for you wife?" He answers, "Yesterday I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers, because it's sooooooo much cheaper...... so I figure if I have to roll my own, so does she!" "Those who cannot forgive others break the bridge over which they themselves must pass."

Busy Busy
It has been a while since I have been here. I got my first real adult job.....lol, I lost 10lbs., I did my hair and bought some nice clothes for work. I usually feel great, but I have a stomach virus, so I feel rather crappy. I also need some new pics. Besides all that my married life is bleak and I am not sure that I want to stay in this marriage, but thats a long story, so I won't get into that. Until another time, BYE. Hello everyone, I have been gone a bit because I have been finishing up my last class this summer along with doing my practicum. I see the light at the end of the tunnerl. I will offically graduate in August with a Master's degree in Counseling. YES!

Unlucky Me
Hey things arent working out right now. I'm leaving for awhile. But listen people, i'll be back..you matter to me. And please dont for get me or hesitate to write. finchey28@yahoo.com on messenger finchey28 on aim which I dont use much at all. And my personal addy is jcf-boston@excite.com. now Like I said i'll be back...just not sure when or in which state. Its just not working now...miss you all. And specially You, By the 1st of June.... Hope to hear from you all.... I was here now I'm gone...You ladies are HOT today. Gotta run , sleep and shall be back later to enjoy some chit chat.

Health And Fitness
Adopt an egg and see what kind of critter hatches. http://www.elementsgraphics.net/index.php?id=eggs You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for High School: drink alcohol, party, and you're generally promiscuous. Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa- like conditions central heating, room service on tap, and then... You finish off as an orgasm I rest my case.

My Love Is True
To love you unconditionaly is all I want to do you in came in my life like a thief in the night be stole my heart now I long to be with always an no matter how long it takes I am willing to wait my love is unquestionable an true for you I would go the distance an take all the blows your love is my reward for threw hell an high water I will go for you to know my love is true....

Before Bed
Sooo....right now i am just sitting here still getting the hang of this CherryTap site,its not so confusing as i first thought when i first got to the site..lol,yeah so anyways i dont really know what to write,im just about to get ready for bed i guess..starting to get kind of tired,so G'nite everyone:-)until tomorrow. *MWAH*

D'oh
I have seen her beauty on the inside as well as out. She courses through me like the venom of love, taking my heart,entrenching my soul. I believe in her with all that I am. I've fallen for her hard, and have no wish for this to end. I give myself to thee, as she given herself to me. I cherish you, I honor thee, You are not a 10 nor an 11 you are unrateable.

101 Ways You Know Your From Boston
Things you should know if you're coming to Boston (that's Baw Stun) Pay no attention to the street names. There's no school on School Street, no court on Court Street, no dock on Dock Square, no water on Water Street. Back Bay streets are in alphabetical odda: Arlington, Berkeley, Clarendon, Dartmouth. So are South Boston streets: A, B, C, D. If the streets are named after trees (e.g. Walnut, Chestnut,Cedar),you're on Beacon Hill. If they're named after poets, you're in Wellesley. Southie is South Boston. The South End is the South End. Eastie is East Boston. The North End is east of the West End. The West End and Scollay Square are no more, a guy named Rappaport got rid of them one night. Bostonian Definitions: Frappes have ice cream, milkshakes don't. If it is fizzy and flavored, it's tonic. Soda is CLUB SODA. Pop is Dad. When we mean Tonic WATER, we will ask for Tonic WATER. The smallest beer is a pint. Scrod is whatever they tell

I Dont Regret A Mile
====================== I've dreamed many dreams that never came true. I've seen them vanish at dawn. But I've realized enough of my dreams, thank God, To make me want to dream on. I've prayed many prayers, when no answers came, Though I waited patient and long, But answers came to enough of my prayers To make me keep praying on. I've trusted many a friend that failed And left me to weep alone, But I've found enough of my friends true blue To make me keep trusting on. I've sown many seeds that fell by the way For the birds to feed upon, But I have held enough golden sheaves in my hands To make me keep sowing on. I've drained the cup of disappointment and pain And gone many days without song, But I've sipped enough nectar from the roses of life To make me want to live on. ~by Howard Goodman (gospel singer)~ ! Excerpt from his song

Pennies From Heaven
Remember this every time you pass that little penny in the parking lot. I always thought that it was for Good Luck, but I love this version better: I found a penny today Just laying on the ground. But it's not just a penny, this little coin I've found. Found pennies come from heaven, that's what my Grandpa told me. He said Angels toss them down. Oh, how I loved that story. He said when an Angel misses you, they toss a penny down. Sometimes just to cheer you up, to make a smile out of your frown. So, don't pass by that penny, when you're feeling blue. It may be a penny from heaven. that an Angel's tossed to you. an angel is now watching over you!

One Day At A Time
There are two days in every week about which we should not worry. Two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension. One of these days is yesterday, with its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed. We cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is gone! The other day we should not worry about is tomorrow, with its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and poor performance. Tomorrow is beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow's sun will rise, whether in a splendor or behind a mask of clouds. But it will rise, until it does we have no stake in tomorrow, for it is yet unborn. This leaves only one day: Today. Any man can fight the battles of just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of two awful eternities - yesterday and tomorrow, that we break d

Lost In The Realms
I get lost in the realms of wanting you so much I envision your lips pressed up against mine wanting you needing you and feeling you would be so devine so when your not here I find myself at a lost having to touch myself at your cost I find myself fantasizing about you I close my eyes an see my tongue explore the essence of your body I see my hands explore you all over as I fantasize some more I feel my body start to tremble wanting to show you how hot you make me feel all the time but your not here so I have to deal with the yearning an desire I have for you to taste me an lick me an feel the wetness with your finger-tips from wanting you I fantasize of the lust and anticipation to have you guide your member inside wanting you to fill me with so much pleasure I get lost in the realms of wanting you so much I feel the release of pleasure in a wonderful rush my body trembles softly stilled my heart beats in a lazy hush as I get lost in the realms of wanting you so much........

I Am
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to en

Lies
I'd suk you dry. I would tear into your porcelin flesh and savor your warmth as it drained slowly from your brittle form. Silently you'd die and no one would hear you cry. The truth of it is you're the vampire slowly draining my life force with your lies. Your hate Your saddness Your love It all drains. Now there is little left to sustain my own emotions. Take as you please it's your life, I have no say in what you do. Although everything you do affects me. I'll find a stake and drive it through your heart or at least where it would be er you had one. I'll set myself free from your hypnotic gaze, and live the last of my days.

What Does Your Eye Color Say
B|L|U|E| E|Y|E|S People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. ____________________________________________________ |G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautiful. They are a very good kisser. They are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. Tend t

Rise Up From The Dead
For many years I lie dormant within my casket Barely living, Breath taken from me each passing day Death is a blessing to some, but for me to rise up from the dead A special woman with understanding,devotion, & utmost honor must come my way. I painfully wait for that day to come, knowing that day will be eternal upon thee Knowing she who wakes me from amongst the ashes, of the blood stained streets will give life to me

Jus Sum Late Nite Words
sane or crazy -ambelivence persistent anger -constant falling upwards -nonsence *im drowning all alone* horrid hatred -animosity constant happy -faking corrupted system -anarchy never sober -reality here no one laughs here no one crys here no one cares here we all lie.....

My Blogs
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Lost In Translat....
WTF! What has happened here? I go away for a day and come back and Cherry Tap has become Fubar....Makes no sense! Why? So, I'm completely lost. I've been trying to figure all of this out a little at a time and seem to be getting no where. I've visited the bible and yeah, that didn't help. In the end I may just give up on this whole cherry tap thing. It's a great ideal just a little to complicated for me. We will see, maybe give it a few more days. Oh, btw, my birthday is in a few short days. Everyone needs to have a drink for me. hehe.

What People Say About Me
I totally understand what people are saying but I rate on honesty and if people dont like it they can block me, I am ok with that. I would want people to rate me the same way. I can take it. After all, no one is perfect. I will admit I am overweight and whatever people have to say, I am ok with it. Like I said before, cherrytap is a past time and not my life. (No offence to anyone);-D

Misc Crap
Those who know me... know that I've lost two friends to cancer... my mother and I have both had it... It's reached out it's ugly claws once again to touch my family... I found out two days ago that my aunt has breast cancer... today I found out the stage... It's stage 3... For those that don't know cancer stages it's 1-4... 1 being the best... 4 being dire... I'm grateful that I've found out this week as I head 'home' to help my mother clean out my grandfathers estate on Fri... I'll be able to see my aunt... to hold her, hug on her, and tell her I love her... I blog this... 1) For your thoughts and prayers... not just for my aunt, but for everyone who suffers from this debilitating disease... until theres a cure... and 2) To remind you, if you're a woman, or if you're married- to have your spouse... get annual mammograms... They're a pain in the a*& but they CAN save lives. God bless my aunt and god bless everyone touched by cancer in their lives. Let me

The First Chapter
Chapter One “I remember now. I remember how it started. I can’t remember yesterday. I just remember doing what they told me….told me…” Queensryche: Operation Mindcrime John sits in a lawn chair leaning back and exhaling slowly. The smoke from his cigarette drifts up in slow moving clouds. “How do things get so screwed up?” He thinks as he inhales deeply. A few months ago his life seemed perfect. He was a successful contractor and enjoyed all the trappings of a middle class life. A large home in a nice subdivision, the SUV in the driveway, all the platitudes associated with success was his. Best of all, was his wife Dora. She was pretty in an honest way. Hers was a natural beauty. Dora never wore a lot of makeup. She never tried to be beautiful. Dora was thin, without diets or exercise. Her hair was auburn with a n

Applicaton
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Do you like anal pleasures? 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7.

Here I Go Again
Thought it was diffrent, this time it was real, found something more, I could hold love and feel, see now it was kid games, just online and unreal, o well what the hell, just another strike out, fly ball to right field, Here I Go Again.... WhitesnakeHere I Go AgainMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Omg !!!
My home life has been destroyed by a fat bitchy old hag who is mad at me for defending my son. This woman told me that she and her husband don't like my 4 year old son Josh. She then proceeded to call him names. I had heard about enough and I told her where to go. In turn this woman who is the grandmother of my new baby Evan..called and ratted me out for having the baby's dad staying here with me. Now a little back ground, the baby's dad was unemployed for half the year and I took care of him (the hag who called is his mom) and the kids on a low paying job for half a year, he got this job in Aug, me not really being sure if he would get fired from this job too, I did not call the housing people and tell them he was living with me because I was afraid if he got fired how was I going to pay for everything. Well good thing because November came and the work slowed to almost a halt and I was paying all the bills again. Well we decided that since they "do not like" my 4 year old they were

New Site!
O.K so I have posted numerous bulletins about a new site that my gf and I made. As of yet most people are not willing to go to our site so I am resorting to force full tactics. All it will take is 5 minutes of your time to go to the site, and click on some links etc. I don't want to kill the kitten, I love kitties.. so don't make me do it!!Wiifamiily is a new site so at this time there are not a lot of people on the forums as of yet. I am hopeful though that people will appreciate the effort we have gone to making the site friendly not only for kids, and adults but also for anyone who owns a Wii, we made the site simple so that Wii users could view the site, and post on the site from their wii's.Does anyone have any suggestions for us to grow more rapidly? I would appreciate ANY suggestions that you might have for us. Just please be nice I am kind of sensitive and may cry if your mean. So give it a try go to the site and sign up on the forums. As always if you go to the site and d

Random Thoughts By Churchy
Hey all.. does anyone even read these things.. well at least I get to put my thoughts down on something and express my self in some way.. leave me a comment on how hot you think this gal is!! Found this on another blog and I had to repost it. I am man enough! I'm sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. if my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. ¢¾ If

The Trike Project
Well I worked my my dads trike for most of the day today. I took the very rusty wheels and got them all shined up. I was very suprised on how clean then came out. It was very cool on how nice they did.. we were worried that we may have to buy new wheels but these now look great. Here is a shot of the Trike Its been much work but this trike has been sitting in the garge from 1981 and has not moved up untill about 2 months ago when we started the restoration of it. It will be a big job but I am looking forward to my rides on this thing. here is another shot. this was in 1979 with my dad riding.

It Can Never Be Too Crowded, Come On, We Still Pickin' Up Some More
I am going out of my mind... things that are just within my grasp yet, so very far away. Goals that should be reachable seem to never be accomplished. People that are there in the good times yet nowhere to be found when you are lost. It is like I have everything... but it is all damaged or defective... car... house... school... job... friends (not all of them so the 2 that I know on here... not you.) .. men... I am good at everything and nothing... computers... school... working... motherhood... It is weird how one day you are content in life and the next day you realize how little you have to be happy for... I know... I know... I have people that love me and a beautiful son... that is great... and true... I do, but look at where I live... where I am making my son live... Now I look back (really always have but it is stronger today) and wish I was back at Jester's... though I don't know why... I used to miss it because of all of my friends... I think it was the guys...

My First Time
Well its going to be a great 80's degree day today and I am actually in a better mood then yesterday. Yes going to work just killed my spirt yesterday. After being there for about 10 min my day just sucked. that was to bad because it started out so good. Well today I will not let work let me down again. I plan on going to Starbucks this morning and having a coffee and a sandwich to start my day today. I hope to start me on the right foot. After that I am just going to try not to let things get to me as much as I did yesterday. Also I want to go work on my Trike but my dad is leaving for the 4th for the rest of the week so there will be on more work done this week. So my kids are coming home tomarrow and well there goes my peace and quite! So i need to enjoy today for all it is.. one last day of quiet!! See ya later Yes.. my very first blog.. Have you ever had a day like today. Where who ever you talked to you just wanted to punch in the troat. I had one of those days today

You People Think You Have It Hard? (well Here Please Read)
You people think you have it so bad,with your problems like your boyfriend or girlfriend.That isnt anything think of all the people that have somethen that could really kill them like cancer or somethen like that.I mean think about it yall have it easy compared to them.Yall are all thinken what ever but if you really think about it we all complain about our lifes being so hard but those people with cancer or other stuff have to worry about if they are going to wake up tomorrow or how longer they have to live.. I think i have it pretty lucky to just have a whole in my heart i mean people think that im kinda wierd cause im just liven life like i dont have nothen wrong but i dont care cause mine can be fixed(hopefully) but the people with cancer 99% of the time cant be so im not preachen or nothen but please do me this think about what i just said please love Shelby Ginn

Court
I have court friday, again, Lawyer said he is going to try to get the charges dropped because i have proof where i was told they wanted to drop the charges, he said to bring everything with me. I'm also hoping they don't show up, will be easier to have them dropped if they don't show up and i've been told they don't know when court is. and i've also been told that they're just now getting a lawyer (tomorrow) will be a little late for him to do anything in court on friday. Other then postpone it, which is fine with me because if they postpone it that just means longer he goes without seeing his child. If they drop charges, i don't have to send child over there either (for other reasons) i've tried to settle out of court thru my attorney but guess they didn't agree which looks bad on them. So will find out.....

Things I Wish I Had
i have a myspace account to so that my family in oregon can see pic of my kids without having to spend fifty dollars on postage. well anyway day i got so exsited cause my foster sister rikki found me which is cool cause i haven't seen her since i was 13 thats 9 years. i got to see pics. of me nieces which i haven't seen two of them in over nine years and the oldest me and my family bumped into at a mcdonalds it was a chance meeting her church group decided to stop there instead of burger king right down the street. well i just wanted to share that with everyone I wish I had a house that was all mine and didn't have to worry about people walking in the room while I was on the computer cause that really annoyes me. I currently live with my husbands mother step dad and his brother two of which I hardly get along with and both of which like to come in the room while I'm on the computer. My days are filled with kids and work all day so when I get online waiting for my husband to get off w

A Message From Mikel~~
A message from Mikel : Sorry I didn't get to stay. To laugh and run and play. To be there by your side. I'm sorry that I had to leave. God sent me down to be with you, to make your loving heart anew. To help you look up and see Both God and little me. Mommy, I wish I could stay. Just like I heard you pray. But, all the angels did cry when they told little me goodbye. God didn't take me cause He's mad. He didn't send me to make you sad. But to give us both a chance to be a love so precious .. don't you see? Up here no trouble do I see and the pretty angels sing to me. The streets of gold is where I play you'll come here too, mommy, someday. Until the day you join me here, I'll love you mommy, dear. Each breeze you feel and see, brings love and a kiss from me. -Mikel John Hilger RIP--June 27, 1986-November 15, 1987 *You'd be 21 today- I miss you!!!!*

Mikel's Poem, By Ken~
Mikey our mikey, our little man. god kept your lips silent, so only you knew the plan. no words needed to be spoken, an example for us all. our mikey,our little man. he never took a single step, and yet he has led us all. our mikey our little man, you always seemed six feet tall. every breath a miracle, every day was heaven sent. we thank you for all you've shown us. our mikey, our little man * Thank You, Ken. You will never know how much this meant*

Born In September
Your Birth Month is September Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Devotion, light, and love Your gemstone: Sapphire Your flower: Morning Glory Your colors: Brown and deep blueWhat Does Your Birth Month Mean?

My Poems
Love Is Love gives a heart and soul reasons to hope. Love inspires you to dare what your mind says no too. Love makes hurt by not being there for you. Yet love is always lurking and looming upon us. Love can be magically. Love is about always having time to spend with that one certain special person in your life. My love is my heart and soul reasons for living. Am real man with a heart. One that is full of love and dreams. Love is the light within them that makes always see only you. Love is the moonlight upon full moon, and a sky full of gleaming stars that tell you of my love for only you. Love is the romance that must be from to you. ©2007 Steven Simmons Love 2 Me Love 2 me.... Talking for your heart not your mind. Love 2 me.... Light within that special person eyes that is there only becaus

Announcements
Starting Sautrday night we will be opening our new lounge called Chance Encounters!! It will be great music and just an awesome place to hang! Be sure to come in around 8:30PM CST! Thelink is: http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7238 Do NOT miss out on the fun! We hope to see you there! DJ Goddess Cali and DJ Yoda BTW - We are looking for talented and dedicated DJ's! Come to me if interested! I am done. Everytime ANYONE has asked me to do something for them or vote for them I have. Twice in the past 5 days I have asked for you to come in for even 5 min to support my son DJing in the room and ONE person did. Thank you to them. My son was only out here for 2 more days and then I have no idea when I will see him again. I may not even come back to this freaking site anymore at all. I obviously have not made friends here so what is the point. I know this will go ignored or whatever. I don't really care anymore. Thank you all so much for taking time - five freaking minutes to s

My Blog
Women's Motto No. 1: Gonna Be A Bear In this life I'm a woman. In my next life, I'd like to come back as a bear. When you're a bear, you get to hibernate. You do nothing but sleep for six months. I could deal with that. Before you hibernate, you're supposed to eat yourself stupid. I could deal with that, too. When you're a girl bear, you birth your children (who are the size of walnuts) while you're sleeping and wake to partially grown, cute, cuddly cubs. I could definitely deal with that. If you're a mama bear, everyone knows you mean business. You swat anyone who bothers your cubs. If your cubs get out of line, you swat them, too. I could deal with that. If you're a bear, your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling. He EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat. Yup, gonna be a bear! PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND SULTRY IN HER GIVEAWAY! SHE NEEDS LOTS OF LOVE SO LETS GIVE IT TO HER!!! COMMENT BOMB HER AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE! THANKS!

Well Then
so today I worked from 10am to 2pm...met the guy who owns the store...wow lol niice guy but looks kinda mean but ohh well he was really nice to me...didnt get to say bye bkuz I pretty much left right away...*blushes* think I might get a talkin to bkuz of that but HEY! that was my scheduled time to be off..so no harm done Ooh after work I saw my baby nephew Billy Jay Jordan Raymond Morris (a namefull)..sooo freaaaakin adorable..I wanted to hold on to him for like ever :D took some really great pictures of him...lol my sister says his eyes are "gray blue" I said "stonewash" haha shez like "YEAAAH STONEWASH"...lol I love it well what else...ohh nothing really just relaxed and what not..travelled home for the night...work again on friday morning at 10am another bright and early day :D anywayz that is it for today :P

The Breeze!!
Something happened when i woke up today, I saw the world in a different way. I leaned back and looked into the sky, I swear i could see your big blue eyes. Then the warmth of the sun became your embrace, and then i felt your hand touch my face. Then something happened I just couldnt believe, I felt you kiss me in a small gentle breeze. Now it's my turn to send you my love, I'll send it through nature and God above. Here's how you'll feel me and the love i send, Just step outside and into the wind. That's my love, the warmth of the sun, Those are our songs the birds do sing. The flowers and trees, are saying I miss you! Did you feel that breeze? That's me kissing you!!!

Me
should I return to it or not? What do you think? I want to hear from my fubar family. Later, ~Nadya~ Hey I am looking to see if I can find any female friends in the Boston area. You don't have to live in Boston but, be able to get into Boston is a plus. All my friends live out of state or out of the country and I am sick of having no one to hang out with. So send me a e-mail if you girls have any questions and tell me more about yourself. Looking forward to hearing from you ladies out there. ~Nadya~ You Are More Like Angelina Jolie Bad girl with a heart of gold. You are smart, sexy, and strong willed. You aren't against stealing another girl's man... If he's better off with you! Are You More Like Jennifer or Angelina?

Jokes
A man in a bar has a couple of beers and the bartender tells him he owes $6.50. "But I paid, don't you remember?" says the customer. "Okay," says the bartender, "if you said you paid, you did." The man then goes outside and tells the first person he sees that the bartender can't keep track of whether his customers have paid. The second man then ruses in, orders a beer and later pulls the same stunt. The barkeeper replies, "If you say you paid, I'll take your word for it." Soon the customer goes into the street, sees an old friend, and tells him how to get free drinks. The man hurries into the bar and begins to drink highballs when suddenly, the bartender leans over and says, "You know, a funny thing happened in here tonight. Two men were drinking beer, neither paid and both claimed that they did. The next guy who tries that is going to get punched right on the face." "Don't bother me with your troubles," the final patron responds. "Just give me my change and

Jokes
SIx Inches Coming into the bar and ordering a double, the man leaned over and confided to the bartender, "I'm so pissed off !" "Oh yeah? What happened?" asked the bartender politely. "See, I met this beautiful woman who invited me back to her home. We stripped off our clothes and jumped into bed and we were just about to make love when her god damned husband came in the front door. So I had to jump out of the bedroom window and hang from the ledge by my fingernails!" "Gee, that's tough!" commiserated the bartender. "Right, but that's not what really got me aggravated," the customer went on. "When her husband came into the room he said 'Hey great! You're naked already! Let me just take a leak.' And damned if the lazy son of a bitch didn't piss out the window right onto my head?" "Yeech!" the bartender shook his head. "No wonder you're in a lousy mood." "Yeah, but I haven't told you what really, really got to me. Next, I had to listen to them grunting and gr

I Quit!!! There,,i Said It!!!!
OK,,TO ALL OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS,,I HATE TO SAY THIS,BUT,YOU HEARD ME RIGHT, I RESIGNED TODAY. TOO MANY PERSONAL ISSUES TO DEAL WITH. THE ONE PERSON THAT I WANT TO READ THIS ,MORE THAN LIKELY WON'T, BUT I WILL SAY I AM SORRY,FOR EVERYTHING. FOR NOW,,I'M STILL ON CT,,NOT SURE FOR HOW LONG THOUGH. I DO,,HOWEVER WANT TO SAY THANKS TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO PARTIED WITH ME IN THE nWo/CGW/NO LIMIT LOUNGE. WE HAD SOME GREAT TIMES,AND I HAVE A LOT OF FOND MEMORIES, THAT'S WHY THIS IS SO HARD. BUT,I DO FEEL IT'S BEST FOR NOW. I LOVE YOU GUYS,DON'T BE A STRANGER !!!!! Shea

Asr247
WE ARE CURENTLY SEEKING DJ'S AT AFTERSHOCK RADIO. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN DJING FOR US PLEASE STOP BY OUR HOME PAGE AT AFTERSHOCKRADIO247.COM AND FILL OUT AN APPLICATION. TOO LET ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS TO KNOW THAT I WILL BE DJing MONDAY THRU THURSDAY FROM 3PM TO 6 PM EST. SO PLEASE COME AND LISTEN TO ME IN THE AFTERNOONS. IF YOU HAVE A REQUEST OR DEDICATION PLEASE SEND ME THE REQUEST OR DEDICATION. YOU CAN REACH ME ON HERE OR ON YAHOO AT RED_DRAGON_OF_DREAMS. HERE IS THE LINK TO THE WEBSITE OR IF YOU HAVE WINAMP HERE IS THE ADDY FOR THE STREAMING RADIO ON WINAMP. http://aftershockradio247.com/ IF YOU GO TO OUR HOMEPAGE YOU CAN CHAT IN THE MINI CHAT ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SIGN UP FOR A SCREENNAME FOR FREE. WINAMP ADDY FOR HIGHBAND USERS....PLEASE USE THIS.... http://rs1.radiostreamer.com:8028 FOR LOW BAND USERS....PLEASE USE THIS.... http://rs1.radiostreamer.com:8600 OR YOU CAN COME TO THE FUBAR LOUNGE AND TALK TO ME WHERE IS I WILL BE SITTING FRO

Life
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that > >take our breath. Like a lot of folks who have a job, they work and they get paid. They pay > taxes and the government distributes taxes. > > In order to get that paycheck, workers are required to pass a random urine > test,

Sleeping With The Eneme
one decision flows into the next. the moments consume me in an avalanche. life tumbles down its steep mountain slope. and all those tiny instances come together in a fury of if's. is this the darkness, is that what i am in, or are my eyes closed so tight that i can't tell the difference. is this life, is that what i've been given, or just a parody of life that skirts the window, but cannot open it. where were we then? in tufts of lies falsely blessed. with desire as the needle filled with with potions so addictive, i emptied it into my veins. always believing that tomorrow woud be my friend.yeah right, my friend. never thinking about all the beds it had slept in and abandoned like a cheap whore before it was in these sheets upon which i lay... i slept with the enemy too long before i knew i was it. so many locks, so few keys.

Commom Sense
What is it today that cause most people to shirk their respective responsibilities. Wither it be Child Support, Abortion, Gay Rights, Moral Values, Disciplining, or any number of things. The fact that most people hide behind their respective "medications", and psychiatric counselors. "My parents didn't hug me enough, "I wasn't loved enough". All of these things are merely excuses for not pulling your share of the work load. The fact that most of us use our "medications" or psychiatric counselors to find and/or place blame on someone else instead of merely looking within is startling. Why do smokers who contract a disease related to the addiction sue the tobacco company?, Why do parent sue teachers who fail their children, and then complain about national education standards notbeing high enough? Is it that hard to look with in yourself and accept a little responsibility? I refer to a fellow authors work for the following passage: "The sheep are the people in

Rating
A beautiful, voluptuous woman goes to see a gynaecologist. The doctor takes one good look at this woman and his professionalism is a thing of the past. Right away he tells her to undress. After she has disrobed he begins to stroke her thigh. As he does he says to the woman: "Do you know what I`m doing ?" "Yes," she says, "you`re checking for any abrasions or dermatological abnormalities." "Correct," says the doctor. He then begins to fondle her breasts. "Do you know what I`m doing now", he says. "Yes," says the woman, "you`re checking for any lumps or breast cancer." "That`s right," replies the doctor. He then gradually proceeds to having sexual intercourse with her. "Do you know," he pants "what I`m doing now?" "Yes," she says. "You`re getting herpes." I rate everyone a 10. What i hate the most is when people rate lower to help them think there all that which pisses me off.. Im the nicest person you will meet till u do stupid stuff then you will get paid back 3 to 4 t

Leather On Ebay
As you know I am selling some of my Brand New Leather items from stock on Ebay. Haven't really done well on it because apparently most on Ebay want me to give it away, for example: I have a Leather Bustier that retails for $49.99 at the starting bid of $19.99 so if it sells for that I am loosing money. I just was asked if the Panty came with the Bustier.....Which it doesn't say it does in the description but not only does this idiot want it cheap he wants extra stuff too... I can not win...Please tell all your friends and go look at my ebay items :) http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZwylde_enterprisesQQhtZ-1 Have my leather up on ebay again, send this to all your friends.. All starting below wholesale.... http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZwylde_enterprisesQQhtZ-1 Pass this along to all your friends too please... Ok down to the last few hours, if you want to get some leather items below wholesale go visit and bid... or at

Booty Call
THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over- unless very good and needs to be repeated in the morning. 2.No meeting in public-except to get drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9pm-we don't have shit to talk about. 4.It is not "LOVEMAKING"- only vigorous mind blowing sex allowed. 5. No EMOTIONAL discussions(i.e. Where are we going with this? Do you love me?) THE answer is NO so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance- That is why you are called "THE BACK-UP" 7. ALL GIFTS ARE ACCEPTED- money is best. 8. NO baby talk shit- Dirty talk on the other hand is welcome. 9. No asking for comparisons with other partners- NUN YA BIDNESS. 10. WE are not "Friends with Priviledges"- We are not friends, we know each other and we happen to fuck on occasion. 11. Calling out the wrong name during sex is ok- Do not get offended. 12. No extra clothing- I don't want shit of yours "forgotten" when you leave. 1

Just For Fun
Hey all I thought I'd do this blog simply for fun...I get alot of great emails and this is the perfect place to share them. So check daily...as I'll try to keep it updated daily. And I dont want it to be a soap box for me...although I ma have to start one for that too!!! LOL ONE LAWYER YOU HAVE TO LOVE As most of you receiving this know, New Orleans residents are challenged often with the task of tracing home titles back potentially hundreds of years. With a community rich with history stretching back over two centuries, houses have been passed along through generations of family, making it quite difficult to establish ownership. Here's a great letter an attorney wrote to the FHA on behalf of a client that I thought was absolutely priceless!! This is one lawyer you gotta love!!...... It's too good not to share! A New Orleans lawyer sought an FHA loan for a client. He was told the loan would be granted, if he could prove satisfactory title to a parcel of

Pleasure And Power
The world has no dimension but the material kind. The only rational response to the forces of nature and of human civilization was to attempt to dominate them rather than be humbled by them. If there were no spiritual side to life, then there could be no such thing as love except in the mind of fools; for love is a stae of spirit, not of flesh. In a view, tenderness has no place is a sexual relationship. At its best, sex is a chance for the dominant person to express control of the submissive partner. The fierceness of the dominance and the completeness of the submission leads to satisfaction of greater intensity than love could provide even if love existed. Because PLEASURE and POWER are synonymous to one another, the intensity of satisfaction is directly proportional to the cruelty to which one uses their partner.

Life
You only live life once, dont waste it by making others happy when you are not !! We must be happy for ourselves, foremost and only for us. Life is way too short to wait till someone comes along to do this for us, live life for YOU not for anyone else. BE HAPPY!!!!! MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY !!!! HUGGS and KISSES !!!!!

Driving In Nj
BASIC RULES: 1. Turn signals will give away your next move. A real NJ driver never uses them. 2. Under no circumstances should you leave a safe distance between you and the person in front of you, or the space will be filled by another driver putting you in an even more dangerous situation. 3. Crossing two or more lanes in a single lane-change is considered going with the flow. 4. The faster you drive through a red light the slimmer the chance of you getting hit. 5. NEVER EVER come to a complete stop at a stop sign. No one expects it and it will inevitably result in you getting rear ended. 6. A right lane construction closure is just a game to see how many people can cut in line by passing you on the right as you sit in the left hand lane waiting for the same assholes to squeeze back in line before hitting the construction barriers. 7. Never get in the way of an older car that needs extensive bodywork, NJ is a no fault insurance state and the other guy doesn't

Proper Work Habits
Dress Code: You are advised to come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we will assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a raise. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise. Sick Days: We will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor; you are able to come to work. Personal Days: Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. (They're called Saturdays & Sundays). Bereavement Leave: This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend the funeral arrangements. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary;

Sophie!
Hello all you wonderful cherries. Normaly I am all about fun and good times on CT but today I want to tell you a little story about my hero and what he did to day. This afternoon I came home to my husband on the phone with his travel agent which to me usualy means he is off to do sum buisness for a day or two. After he got off the phone he told me that he had purchased two tickets for our freinds wife and son to fly out here they are going to spend a few days with there family out here, and on sunday they will be cumming to our house where my husband has made arrangements for them to video chat with him. then he went out this afternoon and purchased a new pc for her to take home with her so she can get online and talk to him from home more often. Now I have allways known my husband has a huge heart but I have to admitt today he evan suprised me and all he could say about it this eavening is he wishes he could do the same for every family that is going through simaler cercumstances. T

The Freedom Agenda
War on American Democracy My Opinion "The Freedom Agenda".. hmmmm.... Sounds harmless enough. In actuality, it has completely destroyed the reputation of the United States, and Democracy has become a curse word to the rest of the world. Bush's foreign policy is based upon the common value's of freedom and democracy that are shared by most Americans. And it is deeply rooted by our own ideology that Capitalism produces Democracy. But that notion is NOT always true. We cannot simply cram our ideology down the throat of the rest of the world. I do not believe for one moment that the majority of Americans would have been accepting of Bush's aggressive "Freedom Agenda". Most people are slow to accept such aggression and the only way that Americans would be accepting is in the aftermath of a catostrophic event. That catostrophic event came in the form of 9-11-2001. That horrific day enraged Americans. Now I realize that there are a lot of different theories of just what

You Have My Heart
You have my heart from the start We started out as friends Then become more I see you in my heart Your in my dreams Your in my soul You come to me From the lord above To take my heart You bring light to my eye's Joy to my soul Love to my heart Our friendship never ending Love never fading The joy of the talks The love of the eye's Our souls comeing together as one Our heart's locked together with never ending love joy & happness You forever have my heart

My Kinky Writings
You come over to my place and we deceide to have some fun, but in a different way. I go upstairs and change into my red sexy lingerie outfit,sheer stockings, and some red high heels. I am laying on the bed in a come and take me pose and you make your way upstairs to my room. You tell me how hot and sexy I look but that because I am a tease, you want to have your way with me. Laying on the bed you see severel different sex toys. You grab the love cuffs, tell me to lay on my back and place my hands and feet in postion. You have me under your total control. You grab one of the feathers and start to run it down my neck, brest, belly, thighs and all the way down my legs. Shivers begin to run up and down my back and just from the gentle touch around my nipples, I start to get wet. You then grab the can of whiped cream and place some on my nipples. You suck and lick it off. You know how sensitive my nipples are and I begin to squirm. As you suck it off my nipples, you hand begins down my stom

Soulmates
Soul Mate when we are alive are hearts are happy . my heart glows with love. showing you the love i have to give. wanting you to hold it close in side. calling out to find your love for it. wanting nothing but your love. hopeing and dreaming your my soul mate. can the loveless heart love again. a love so sweet all for one person. the one person that deserver my love. i want you to be that person. i belive in my heart you are. can my dreams come true. with your love all mine.

Lifes A Mystery
So my boyfriend is joining the army. God, everyone knows how I'm taking this. I'm spazing out on everyone, I'm feeling totally down in the dumps, and completely messed up over this. I've been stressing about it so much, that I've become a total klutz. Dropping everything, tripping over stuff, stuttering and slurring my words. That's bad. I'm so upset, and don't know how to get my feelings out without flipping out, or crying my eyes out. For the last few months with anthony, i've thought of nothing but how hes what I've been looking for. A gentleman to the core, a hard worker, and a determined person with goals and dreams. Some of his dreams are the same as mine. Like having a family, and working hard for his money to raise that family. When anthony called aunt dana to let her know he had talked to the recruiter, she asked how I felt about all this. And I made the comment "im going to be the sit at home wife." Dana asked if we were going to rush a wedding before he left. Anthony

Sometimes
Sometimes Sometimes life is hard and cold Sometimes life is lonley and sad Sometimes life is happy and so joyful You make me happy and not alone Not so hard and cold hearted You bring so much joy in my life The joy turns to sadness The happiness turns to sorrow It all leads to a broken heart The broken heart leads to pain It all makes a black heart A black heart ends in death

Love Less
Love Less Life is hard and cold You know in your heart and pray it gettes better Being hope less and cold gettes you no where it get you pain and hurt Love iz the great thing in this cold hard world No matter what ppl say Be who you are Not what they want you to be Who you are is all that matters in this world Be that no natter what And you will always have a friend to love and care about Trust me when I say this I know what I am talking about on this part Love Less Life is hard and cold You know in your heart and pray it gettes better Being hope less and cold gettes you no where it get you pain and hurt Love iz the great thing in this cold hard world No matter what ppl say Be who you are Not what they want you to be Who you are is all that matters in this world Be that no natter what And you will always have a friend to love and care about Trust me when I say this I know what I am talking a

Honest Person
I am just a plain old country girl living in the city. I love to laugh and joke and have fun. I live with my grown son, who i love with all my heart. I also have a cat that my son got for my birthday 2 years ago. He thinks that he is the head of our house. I am real lucky to have such a wonderful son who I get along with like he is my best freind. I am looking for that right guy, since i have been divorced for many years. I want to find a guy who will love me for me. I am a bit choosey,due to bad expereinces in my life. I also believe that I would not be where I am today with the man upstairs behind me 100%. I think I am a fun person who is just wild about life. Life is too short for mind games though. I would rather a person be honest with me even if I don't like what they have to say. Well this is me!!!! You are 89% Witch or Wizard! You are the Witch or Wizard that sees the entire universe as one thing, using the power you have to create the world for us all. Blessed be!What typ

A True Friend
A true friend Your a friend thats always there Your a friend that never leaves You have a pure heart Your there for every thing Your there when i need you Your there when i dont You love me for me You know how i am Your in my heart Our friendship never ends Our love is always there Your in my heart Our friendship is here In our hearts And never ending souls.

A Smile
A true friend Your a friend thats always there Your a friend that never leaves You have a pure heart Your there for every thing Your there when i need you Your there when i dont You love me for me You know how i am Your in my heart Our friendship never ends Our love is always there Your in my heart Our friendship is here In our hearts And never ending souls. A true friend Your a friend thats always there Your a friend that never leaves You have a pure heart Your there for every thing Your there when i need you Your there when i dont You love me for me You know how i am Your in my heart Our friendship never ends Our love is always there Your in my heart Our friendship is here In our hearts And never ending souls. A Smile life with out you is hard to see the love you give me i give back long as i have seen you you was my best friend you hide in my he

Darknessto Light
Tn the darkest hour of night When the cold heart grows Love comes to life in the black soul Takeing over the heart Showing the way to life again Holding on to the forsaken soul Makeing the forsaken angel love one more time Giving to the light and warmth Takeing the love and care Truning a cold heart to life again Hopeing one day his true love comes Given to him the love in her heart holding him in the warmth os her arms and heart Takeing the love he has inside his heart for her Giveing his love back to him Makeing his soul one

My Satanic Writings
What is wrong with noob's these days, why oh so serious, LMFAO co556guy: Thats nice. ->co556guy: I REALLY DON'T GIVE A SHIT IF YOU ARE THE 2ND COMMING, NOW FUCK OFF YOU RETARD co556guy: And maybe I just know a few people who have been around longer than I co556guy: maybe not, but tact and such are universal. I don't get why people such as yourself even take the time to go around and insult people, unless they need to make themselves feel better about their sorry lives ->co556guy: lol, don't make me laugh, you only joined here today, you know nothing lol co556guy: Welcome to the land of account deletion ->co556guy: lol, whatever cunt co556guy: I don't think so. You have just pissed off the wrong guy. This might be the time for you to find a different site to be an asshole on ->co556guy: fuck off co556guy: You know, what you posted on my girl's mumm is just distasteful and rude. Appologize, go away, and learn to use some discresion. If you won't like it, just don't post any

Easy Money
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Funny
A family took their frail, elderly mother to a nursing home and left her, hoping she would be well cared for. The next morning, the nurses bathed her, fed her a tasty breakfast, and set her in a chair at a window overlooking a lovely flower garden. She seemed okay, but after a while she slowly started to tilt sideways in her chair. Two attentive nurses immediately rushed up to catch her and straighten her up. Again she seemed okay, but after a while she slowly started to tilt over to her other side. The nurses rushed back and once more brought her back upright. This went on all morning. Later, the family arrived to see how the old woman was adjusting to her new home. "So Ma, how is it here? Are they treating you all right?" "It's pretty nice," she replied. "Except they won't let me fart."

Well Are You
YOU THINK YOUR IN LOVE WHEN. 1. YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON 24/7 2. YOU STAY UP LATE TALKING TO HIM/HER EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE TO GET UP EARLY FOR WORK 3. YOU DREAM ABOUT HIM/HER 4. YOUR HEART BEATS FAST WHEN YOU SEE HIM/HER 5. YOU LOOK AT HIS/HER PICTURES EVERYDAY (STALKERS WELCOME HE HE) 6. YOU SCRIBBLE HIS/HER NAME AND YOURS WITH HEARTS AROUND THEM. 7. YOU FEEL LOST WHEN YOU DONT TALK TO HIM/HER 8. YOU WRITE THEM LOVE POEMS. 9. YOU WOULD TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD JUST TO SEE THEM. 10. LAST BUT NOT LEAST, YOU POUR YOUR HEART OUT TO HIM/HER, TO ONLY FIND OUT THEY DONT FEEL THE SAME ABOUT YOU. OUCH THAT FUCKING HURTS, NOW YOU FEEL LIKE AN ASSHOLE WITH A BROKEN HEART AND YOUR STILL ALONE, SEE SOMETIMES LOVE FUCKING SUCKS.

Read This
IT'S HAPPY HOUR!!!!! CLICK THE PHOTO BELOW TO STOP BY THE LOUNGE TODAY!!!! Fuck You number ONE. To the people who bitch about the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? Don't be jealous. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? ITS CHERRY TAP!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don'

My Horoscope (when I Remember To Save Them...)
An unexpected obstacle makes progress a bit more difficult than you had expected -- but you thrive on challenges, right? It's a good time for a strategic retreat as you figure out how to handle this one. I'm back, posting my horrorscopes ;) This one has me a bit worried: If you're on the job today, force yourself to take a little extra care with each transaction or task. You aren't prone to sloppiness, but if you miss the wrong detail, you'll have to backtrack quite a ways. Now, if you didn't already know, I work for a heating and air conditioning contractor. I go out quite a long distance from my home and work on rooftops mostly. So yeah, I'll be paying extra attention today. You trust someone's opinion implicitly, but they tell you some information that you really didn't need (or want) to know. Before you react, examine this person's motivations. Are they speaking from the best place?

Angel
I woke up morning I woke up dead today I aged a thousand years or more I flinch when you are nice You kill me with a single word When angels fuck and devils kiss, I'm sure I'll bask in your forever You just want to waste my time I want to drag you down, down with me I wanted to help, help destroy the world I wanted to be, be that special girl Everybodys got a little something to hide, but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush, but me I'm living in a human mediocrity Everybody's got a little someone to trust, but me I dreamed I was you I dreamed your ego died Sad who loves you more than I do I know you lied I'll bask in your forever Fucking waste of time Angels fuck and devils screw I wanted to heal me and then destroy the world Piss in your heart and be that, that special girl Everybody's got a little something to hide but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush but me I'm living in a negative mediocrity Everybody's got a little some

The Art Of Kunnilingus
The Art Of Kunnilingus People have been using their lips and tongues to produce stimulation on each other sexually for about as long as they have existed. How about kissing each other? Men have been kissing women on their necks, ears, breasts, backs, thighs, and anywhere else they can think of that will arouse them sexually ever since they found out that it works. It didn't take long for some enterprising man to find out that kissing a woman's vulva worked, did it ever. The Latin word cunnilingus was coined to describe licking the vulva. But although producing stimulation with your mouth on a woman's vulva is so damn effective, many men refuse to do it. They just don't want to do it. That's why women get so excited when they find a man that likes to get down there. They know he's a pleasure fountain. This is made for those of you guys like me who like to please women and set her pleasure levels up to not-experienced-before levels. This is how to give good oral sex to women. To re

Empty Arms!
Its been almost 3 weeks since that car came to my house, I still cant believe he he is gone! I still sit up at night hoping for the 10 minute phone call, checking my mail everyday waiting for the leters, still wanting to hear any news of him from famiily. All those people keep telling me that time will heal my heart. Bullshit! I would give anything just to have him back in my arms again! People tell me that I need to cry for him, I cant, I it is to hard to think he will never come home, or that we wont be getting married in October. He will always be my sou;mate!

New Tat
Friday night am going in for my third tattoo. It's going to be an asian symbol on the inside of my right ankle... I will post a pic after it's taken... I wonder who may be able to guess the meaning once the see it? Hmmmm...

Love
Love vs Lust An article about the differences between love and lust hardly seems necessary. When we look at the issues dispassionately, it is easy to see that one is almost the opposite of the other. But the key word is "dispassionately". Passions, or emotions, can blind us to the most obvious truths. Jesus spoke of an "evil and adulterous generation", and nothing could more aptly describe the world of the Twenty-First Century. Birth control and extensive media propaganda have made sexual promiscuity the norm. We have more than once been approached by unmarried couples from otherwise conservative religious backgrounds, who refrained from joining our community merely because they would have to stop sleeping together. What is happening in the churches today, that such behaviour is tolerated and passively encouraged? At the moment, there is worldwide scandal about the fact that clergymen in several denominations have for many years been engaging in sexual activities w

When God Made Firefighters
When God Made Firefighters When God was creating firefighters, he was into the sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of extra work on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? A firefighter has to wake up to a fire alarm, go into burning buildings to rescue people and enter areas the normal person wouldn't go. "He has to be willing to leave his family and put his life on the line, work to exhaustion and beyond and be ready for the next call. "He has to have a strong commitment to a personal calling that places their lives in jeopardy every day. He has to be in top physical and mental condition at all times, function on black coffee and half-eaten meals, and have a heart big enough to love members of the 'brotherhood' world-wide, and a unity of purpose." The angel shook it's head slowly and said, "A heart that big... no way." "It's not the heart that is causing me problems," said the

Mine
Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means. (No cheating!) 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who? MY CHILDREN 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it? Deer 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? I stay real quiet and still so I can watch it and not scare it away. 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it? Big beautiful two story house with lots of windows,lots of flowers planted in flower beds all around. A big wrap around porch. Two white rocking chairs on the porch. 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? No no fence I want to have it open as possible. 6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see the dining room table. Whats on it? Fresh flowers in a crystal vase, 2 small candle on the side of it. 7. You exit the house and a cup

God Is Working
> >> > >>While watching a little TV on Sunday instead of going to church, > >>I watched a Church in Atlanta honoring one of its senior pastors who had > >>been retired many years. He was 92 at that time and I wondered why the > >>Church > >>even bothered to ask the old gentleman to preach at that age. > >> > >>After a warm welcome, introduction of this speaker, and as the > >>applause quieted down he rose from his high back chair and walked slowly, > >>with great effort and a sliding gate to the podium. Without a note or > >>written paper of any kind, he placed both hands on the pulpit to steady > >>himself and then quietly and slowly he began to > >>speak.... > >> > >>"When I was asked to come here today and talk to you, your > >>pastor asked me to tell you what was the greatest lesson ever learned in > >>my 50 > >>odd years of preaching. I thought about it for a few days and boiled it > >>down > >>to just one thing that made

I Have Something To Share And It Is Hard For Me To Do This But I'm Going To Do It Anyways! Please Share Your Thoughts Good Or Bad!
One of the most painful things we have to do in our lives is Letting Go. Sometimes it is Letting Go of things...material things which mean a lot to us, even if only sentimental value. It may mean Letting Go of feelings. When we hold sadness inside, and try to mask it with only a show of happiness, it is better to let it go, to feel the sadness so it washes through us. A good cry can be cleansing. Sometimes, we have to let go of someone we care for very deeply when we realize that person does not care for us in the same way. Maybe it is best to leave them remembering us with whatever kind of feeling they do have for us. It may not be possible to hide our own deeper feelings for that person, which could make their life uncomfortable. Letting Go may be the best gift we can give them because they may realize how we feel, yet care enough not to want to hurt us. Even when we know a relationship is not right, on both sides, or one person has a doubt about it, it is hard to let

New To This....
Okay, I am posting my first blog.. ;-) not really sure what to say but here goes... Anything you wnat to ask me, ask away.. will usually answer.. always truthfully. If you are a liar, cheater, are a complete player... or jack ass... don't bother contacting me... I don't have time for that. But here... let's lighten up... hope to talk with you soon....

Cherokee Language
Hello friends this is the blog I spoke of earlier. The words I use most often here. The translation and also pronunciation. I love sharing my culture and learning about others. Now I am learning words from Finnish,Welsh language just got an offer to learn Swedish. Pray my head does not explode lol. Just kidding it is great to know about others makes us all people and closer to each other. Okay here goes. OSIYO-HELLO (OH SEE OH) WADO-THANK YOU (WAH DOE) OGINALI-MY FRIEND (OH GEE NAH LEE) UDO-BROTHER (OH DOE OR YU DOE) AYA-ME OR I (AH YAW) WAYA-WOLF (WAH YAW) USDI-LITTLE (UH SSS DEE) HOWA-OK OR ALRIGHT (HOE WAH) TSALAGI OUR TRUE NAME MEANS THE PEOPLE (CHAW LEE GEE) CHEAYLA DO NOT TELL MEANING (CHEE AWL LAH) I WILL ADD MORE LATER BUT THIS GOOD FOR NOW. I END THIS WITH A WONDERFUL QUOTE THEN TRANSLATE ALSO. OTA SALA NV LVI...MITAKUYE OYASIN!!! WE ARE ALL BROTHERS AND SISTERS. ALL MY RELATIONS!! I hope you find this interesting feel free to comment. Cheayla

For The Idiots...
wow...I am a pagan in south georgia!!!! ( for the idiots) Current mood: apathetic Category: Religion and Philosophy It occurs to me that there are too many idiots roaming the world. Yes, I am Pagan...( for those of you that think that means Atheist or Satanist, get a fucking dictionary you morons, after you learn to read!) and I notice that people say I am in for a rude awakening.....these are the same people that "claim" to be such good christians and "claim" they do not judge others. BULLSHIT YOU LYING HYPOCRITES!:) basically the way I see it.....whomever you pray to, will get pissed if you tell another one of its creatures, this is assuming that we cam from the creationist theory which has been scientifically proven wrong, that that creature is wrong. wow...you know what?? I am a pagan WITH AN EDUCATION!! be afraid, be very afraid!.....I might try to take over..or worse..change your children over!! ( that was for all of those who thi

Trying To Find My Way...
well it's been a long time since the last time i was on and the last time i wrote a blog...there really hasn't been much going on...i started dating this one guy and he was kind of controlling which i don't know in a way it was nice to know he cared but it sucked cuz i couldn't do n e thing with out him getting mad...i don't kno i'm thinking i pick assholes but then maybe it's just me and my taste in guys...it was weird tho cuz i have known this guy for over a year we use to talk all the time and then we lost touch for a while and then out of no where he started talkin to me again...it was cool tho until he started telling me that he loves me...it's something that of course any girl wants to hear because she wants to be loved but it's something that is weird...he asked me to marry him and then things just got kinda weird from there...i told him about my best friend and that i really care for my best friend and that i would never give up that friendship again for a guy like i did before

Dragon
"Dragon sightings." Sightings. From pre-Christian times until the late 17th century, dragons roamed all over Europe. They have been observed by knights, historians and naturalists. 1. Scandinavia: Recorded in 1572, a dragon inhabited the area north of Lapland. The region was so desolate that the dragon was reduced to a diet of mice. 2. London, England: On November 30, 1222, dragons were seen over the city. The flight preceded - and may have caused thunderstorms and severe flooding. 3.Henham, Essex, England: An amphiptiere nine feet long was discovered on a hillock near the town in 1669. The terrifying serpent remained in the area for some months but inflicted no actual harm. 4. Ireland: According to legends, Tristan of Lyonesse slew a dragon here in the 11th century. The commentator Giraldus Cambrensis, however, announced in 1188 that Ireland was free from all dragons, possibly from the intervention of Saint Patrick in the 5th century. 5. P

Political Truths
Let me make something clear, the United States is not now, nor ever has been, a democracy. It is a Republic, which means we have a representative form of government. In a democracy, everyone votes on everything. Granted there is a council and court system, but they are just there to enforce the choices of the people. Now then, I find it strangely funny that some of the most educated and enlightened men in history chose a republic for our country rather than a true democracy. Granted, a democracy would have been difficult in the first 200 years of our existence, if not impossible. Of course that brings us to another part of our government that needs explaining, the Republic of the United States of America. The states came together to form a federation of states, hence the term the 'federal government.' The implications of this part of our government are simple, in essence, no federal law can be enacted which interferes with the rights of the state. It also means, cont

What The Hell Is Wrong With....
I have an account on myspace to and Ive been following a story about a baby that was shakin by his daycare provider and hes still in the hospital with all kinds of problems and the evil witch that did this is walking around free and clear on 5,000.00 bond. What the hell is with people. What could that baby have done to deserve this,NOTHING!! I think this woman that did this needs to pay dearly for this. And then today another story was posted about a little 2 month old girl that her Dad hurt her like this, this world is full of sick people, to hurt a helpless baby like that is just so sick. We need to stop this and make these people pay the ultimate price for doing this horrible thing to these babies.I cant even begin to imagine what the hell is wrong with these people can you????

Story Time!
It's always interesting when you hear little kids crying about monsters under their bed or hiding in their closet, and being afraid of the dark. I was one of those kids, only my fear of the darkness came from screams down the hall and my monster was real. My father Jeff, or so I though he was, seemed to always be smiling, putting on a front that everyone loved. People were drawn to his friendly nature and awed by his artistic abilities. Yet, under his mask he wore a darker side that few had seen and all those who had were terrified of. He had a problem controlling his anger & jealousy, often lashing out and hurting those who crossed his path. The person who seemed to stand in his line of fire the most was my mother. Gentle, kind and beautiful, with a smile that can light a room and heart as big as any Saint, she is the woman every man dreams of sharing his life with. Inside, though, she was weak, and she always knew what buttons would send Jeff on another rampage. At first, her weaknes

Chris Benoit
just my thoughts here now i like wwe just as much as the next man trust me.But please tell me how chris benoit killing his son and wife merits him a memorial. Not to mention all the pics of him like he died of natural causes and not from roid rage or something of that nature i mean the man killed his wife and kid and sat in the house for a day with them dead before killing himself how sick is that . just my thoughts here now i like wwe just as much as the next man trust me.But please tell me how chris benoit killing his son and wife merits him a memorial. Not to mention all the pics of him like he died of natural causes and not from roid rage or something of that nature i mean the man killed his wife and kid and sat in the house for a day with them dead before killing himself how sick is that . just my thoughts here now i like wwe just as much as the next man trust me.But please tell me how chris benoit killing his son and wife merits him a memorial. Not to mention all the pics of him

Poem: †dark Heart†
There was a beautiful lady From her looks, she didn't look shady She came into my life, and made me smile At the same time, I was wondering if I was worth her while... Then Tragedy hit... It hit so hard my heart split.. Her truth unveiled... through the mist, her lies was spilled She lied about so much My heart hurt, by her evil touch She was saying things to me Same things she says to others, hopefully they will see... The lady in black... Her life must be off the track... It's been awhile.. hearing her makes me break... My heart I laid out for her to take... She took it without a thought... Her lies I bought... I cannot get over the lady in black... In this day and age Life is over ran by our rage Sex and drugs consumes us all It will be the cause of humanitys big fall Love seems to be over used emotion It's no longer for feeling and devotion Our Economy has gone down the drain... So many starving people in pain.. And for what cause? Its not worth it.. we c

Just Words
ALONE by Edgar Allan Poe 1830 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then–in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life–was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. You are someone who tries thier best to look forward to a new day...and yet you find yourself being buried further into the darkness. when al

Findin A Way.
French kissing, tongues intertwining, long sexy drinks. gotta lap it up. From here to there, I look to find, the one (or two) who seek the same. Yelling fuck me, when they cum in my mouth, I know who is there in secret.

Sick...
http://www.chron. com/disp/ story.mpl/ metropolitan/ 4888575.html Mom accused of prostituting her 2 daughters Police say she passed out cards that offered the teen girls for sex By DALE LEZON and MIKE GLENN Copyright 2007 Houston Chronicle A 16-year-old girl endured being sold into prostitution by her mother but finally went to Houston police after seeing her younger sister also forced to perform sex acts, investigators said Wednesday. The teenager had complied with her mother — who even distributed business cards offering her daughters for sex — but feared that her 14-year-old sister would be hurt, officers said. Nelsi Yolanda Latuda and her boyfriend, Pedro Espinoza-Escama, both of the 5500 block of Antoine, are charged with two counts each of compelling prostitution of a minor. They were ordered held in lieu of bail totaling $20,000 each. Latuda, 35, is the girls' mother, but they are not related to Espinoza-Escama, who is 21, Harris County Assistant District A

I Got Cake!!!
Nothing seems better than a nice sugar rush at 3pm. Birthdays are nice no matter if its yours or not. I like cake and thats all there is to it!!! I can eat cake everyday. So Tobya Happy B-day and your b-day cake is yummy good!!!

Wedensday June 27th, 2007
Letting Go There's nothing but the good country surrounding me. The moon is shining brightly over the tree tops and its reflection on the water is such a beautiful sight. This is a perfect place for two people who are in love ... As I sit here thinking about all the time I have wasted, just sorting out my life -- I never really realized what loneliness was until you were gone. It seemed as though things were going so good until one day you left without a single trace. All of our plans for the future were shattered. There was to be no more of you and I together. You were gone, gone forever. I still remember the times we shared, but slowly these memories are going too. One day they'll be gone just like you ... I'm trying desperately to find you and bring you back to me. I dream about you every day and pray that you'll come back, but it's hopeless. There's no use in pretending, cause deep down in my heart I know you've found another. Someone to take my place, som

Friends
iTS AMAZING WHEN STRANGERS BECOME FRiENdS, BUT ITS SAD WHEN FRiENdS BECOME STRANGERS... I NEVER WANT TO LOSE U AS A buDDY..A H0mEY...A FRiENd... SEND THIS TO ALL Y0 fRIEndS...InCLUdING ME(IF U DONT WANT TO l0SE ME!)~ ____???_____???_____ __?_____?_?_____?___ __?______?______?___ ___?___________?____ _____?_______?______ _______?___?________ _________?__________ _______?___?________ _____?_______?____ ___?___________?____ __?______?______?___ __?_____?_?_____?___ ____???_____???_____ ~I MET U AS A STRANGA. I TOOK U AS A FRiENd. I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRiENdSHiP NEVER ENdZ!!.

When You Kiss Me
This could be it, I think I'm in love It's love this time It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love This love is mine I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely night are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away) Chorus: Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me -- and when you're with me The world just goes away The way you hold me The way you show me that you adore me -- oh, when you kiss me Oh, yeah You are the one, I think I'm in love Life has begun I can see the two of us together I know I'm gonna be with you forever Love couldn't be any better Repeat Chorus [Instrumental Solo] I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away) Repeat Chorus And when you kiss me I know you miss me Oh, the world just goes away When you kiss me

Fuck Or Pass
Crucify Every finger in the room is pointing at me, i wanna spit in the faces then get a feeling that could break. ive got a bowling ball in my stomach, ive got a desert in my mouth. Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now. Ive been looking for a savory in thses dirty streets, looking for a savory beneath thses dirty sheets. Just what god needs one more victim. why do we crucify ourselves? Every day i crucify myself, nothing i do i good enough for you. my heart is sick of being in chains. Ive got a cat named easter and she says,will you ever learn, your just an empty caged girl if you kill the bird. There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this SHIT's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person

How You Know You Have True Friends You Dont Want To Loose
iTS AMAZING WHEN STRANGERS BECOME FRiENdS, BUT ITS SAD WHEN FRiENdS BECOME STRANGERS... I NEVER WANT TO LOSE U AS A buDDY..A H0mEY...A FRiENd... SEND THIS TO ALL Y0 fRIEndS...InCLUdING ME(IF U DONT WANT TO l0SE ME!)~ ____???_____???_____ __?_____?_?_____?___ __?______?______?___ ___?___________?____ _____?_______?______ _______?___?________ _________?__________ _______?___?________ _____?_______?____ ___?___________?____ __?______?______?___ __?_____?_?_____?___ ____???_____???_____ ~I MET U AS A STRANGA. I TOOK U AS A FRiENd. I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRiENdSHiP NEVER ENdZ!!. iTS AMAZING WHEN STRANGERS BECOME FRiENdS, BUT ITS SAD WHEN FRiENdS BECOME STRANGERS... I NEVER WANT TO LOSE U AS A buDDY..A H0mEY...A FRiENd... SEND THIS TO ALL Y0 fRIEndS...InCLUdING ME(IF U DONT WANT TO l0SE ME!)~ ____???_____???_____ __?_____?_?_____?___ __?______?______?___ ___?___________?____ _____?_______?______ _______?___?________ _________?__________ _______?___?_

Heartache...
It kills me to realize that after being with a man for nearly a year, and being without him the last 3 months... That he never really loved me at all... or was even a friend to me... It sucks that that is how my life goes... Dope was better than Amanda... Beer was better than Amanda... Pot was better than Amanda... That bar bitch was better than Amanda... Golf was better than Amanda... When in the FUCK will I find the man that will NEVER let ANYTHING be better to him than me? Oh wait, I just realized, that won't happen... *sighs* I guess I'll settle for having one of the above mentioned things being better than me... Hell, that IS my life story...

Forever And For Always
In your arms I can still feel the way you want me when you hold me I can still hear the words you whispered when you told me I can stay right here forever in your arms And there ain't no way -- I'm lettin' you go now And there ain't no way -- and there ain't not how I'll never see that day.... Chorus: 'Cause I'm keeping you forever and for always We will be together all of our day Wanna wake up every morning to your sweet face -- always Mmmm, baby In your heart--I can still hear a beat for every time you kiss me And when we're apart, I know how much you miss me I can feel your love for me in your heart And there ain't no way -- I'm lettin' you go now And there ain't no way -- and there ain't no how I'll never see that day.... Repeat Chorus (I wanna wake up every morning) In your eyes -- (I can still see the look of the one) I can still see the look of the one who really loves me (I can still feel the way that you want) The one who woul

My Autobiography
Today is the day I choose to write about me. I am at a place where I am comfortable. With my friends. I want to start off saying thank you to my heavenly father above for letting me be on this planet earth. My name is lisa diane schaffner. Mother of two, and wife to a wonderful husband in real life. Child of three. I have one older sister and one younger brother. One set of grandparents left, several aunts and uncles and cousins. My father still alive and my mother who passed away in december of 2006. Lord rest her soul. It was very hard when i heard about her being in the hospital when my dad came and told me. It hit me hard because we were very close. I just recently had talked to her before this all happened. I was on the phone with her. "Hi mom, i said "how u doing ? "Hi I'm ok. I wish I was in floridia right now with you. I kept thinking about when i told her that me and my husband gets a place i was going to bring her down here to take care of her. I di

This Is For You Babe!!
Ok, Friday was a good day. Friday i took voyerism to awhole new level. Babe you want details, and im not so sure that thats wise. It was a blast. And Id do it again for you anytime possible. I work in an office. With lots of windows and clients walking in and out. I worked most the day in my bday suit. It was hot, it was amazing and as a voyer I would love to encounter someone doing the same thing i did. Who knows if you ask the right questions i might have some really awsome answers!!!!

Other Poets
You should check out SDChick and her poetry. here is a sample of her work titled Two Boxes. http://www.fubar.com/blog/62810/454446# And b ecause Fubar doesn't seem to like me today, I will repost the link here so you can copy and paste it. Just in case the clickable one doesn't work' http://www.fubar.com/blog/62810/454446# Check her out and leave her some love!! Tell her Gimptastic sent ya!! http://www.cherrytap.com/allblogposts.php?blogid=95918 http://cherrytap.com/allblogposts.php?blogid=91584 Copy and paste the link and check her out!!!

Angel_fire's Thoughts
Hello my friends. I have returned after 8 mths of being offline. 8 mths is a long 'n stressful time. I come 2 my page 'n faces of friends i barely remember.Those r the faces that need help me remember. I will have 2 take sum much needed time online, 'n stroll thru my page, 2 remember. Although it would b very helpful if u could all send me a message 2 assist me w my quest.. i would greatly appreciate it...TY PS. I will b updating my page asap. no longer do i have what i thought was the man i had been searching 4, altho we r still friends. I found out something about him, that i had thought i would've been able 2 4get and feel safe. But, that's not the case. It turns out that 2gether we r not sexually compatible, told me we would things out, and that didn't happen eother. He kept bugging me about something i refuse 2 do.....so as he said "I care about u 2 much 2 allow myself 2 control u in2 doing something u don't want 2 do" So, no longer is he in my life as more than fr

I Am Canadian
Well its that time of year again...the time when us Canadians remember just how awesome it is to be CANADIAN!! It's almost Canada Day!! Waho0o0!! So grab your flag... Jump in your car... Stop at the Beer Store... Dont forget the food now... And because we all know what happens when Canada Day-Amanda-drinking mix...better stop at the drug store too... When your done come on over... And all of CT is invited :P There will be fireworks... Entertainment... Even body painting...hehe So Happy Canada Day To One And All!! Have a great one and stay safe!! And as i always say... Now go...and have some fun!!

The Heat Of My Desire
Slayer - Reign in bloodAdd to My Profile | More Videos The Heat Of My Desire In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress thenyou start to lay me down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And my breast show some response When you touch them with a kiss As you soak inside mylove To a sexy love condition Feeli

A Word About Moi
I thought I'd write this blog since i am getting messages that I am fake & leading ppl on for the record i am not fake I'm very real. If anyone sees my salute they will know that, as for the leading ppl on part i have been very upfront about being married & that I also have 2 kids which you can see in my pictures I am here to make friends as i love meeting ppl but i am not here to get with anyone I'm sorry I love my husband very much & will never cheat for any reason. for the record the ones saying above have been deleted from my friends list as they have been very nasty about it . With that said i wanna say KISSES & hugs to all my cherries, there will be more special pics coming soon =) xoxoxoxoxox A few of you know that I get my tubes & pics to do my tags from a group that supplies it, well about a week ago they asked me if I could make tags for the group every week, but, they wanted me to make 100 a week I'm thinking omg no way I will have no life but I have been getting good r

Inside Of Me
Inside of Me There is a black hole inside of me. Unsatisfied with me. It yearns for what I cannot provide. Cries out my cursed name. My feet cannot stand below me. My legs grow weak with the void. I do not see the light around me. It takes all that I have from me. Leaving a hole inside me. A hole that grows with time. Time that slips away from me. I cannot feel myself anymore. I ache for a warm hand. The void cannot be filled. There is a black hole inside of me.

Drama
I am over dumb ass folks....I'm tired of dumb ass questions... such as calling me at the office and asking me where I'm at? WTF!!!!!!!!!! Can I please kick that people in the ass one good time? How many times a day do you run across something like this? Well to me everyday about 600 times a day!!!!!!!! And I am over it....So the next time a dumb ass person ask me a dumb ass question, I'm just going to smack the shit out of them and they will learn to think before speaking.... sorry I have had a bad day!!!!

Would You?
Would You? If you can turn back the hands of time, what would you do? Would you say something different, would you go somewhere else? Would you sit and wait for the right moment to come? Or would you go find it? Would you look back at all the bad times, would you wish to see the good? Would you search for meaning in a senseless world? Or would you know better? Would you dream a different dream, would you wish for something more?

Are You Strong Enough To Bleed?
Every day and night I thank you for allowing me to live This life, such as it is I am thankful that you watch over me In my pursuits and happiness I praise you For I know my time grows near With each passing year My heart cries for those who perish If not for you... My soul knows it could easily be me I look forward naught for the blistering sun Nor the invading dry stinging sand The loneliness that can prevail Reaching deep within my soul I pray to you...for you Quench my thirst for life Help me recognize the beauty that surrounds No matter where I am bound Allow me to enjoy the simple pleasures of life Paralyzed by what has been Every day and night I think of what could be... It is enough to make me bleed I am not afraid... For I know with each possible drop It is for you... But then you already know this As you always have This is my calling I am alive Free If not me then who... You? If you could only see Freedom really isn't free... Are

230 Am
2:30 AM Staying up all night thinking of you My heart won�t let me sleep I watch the clock creep inch by inch But time just seems to slow down I cannot breathe to calm myself No lights keep me awake My stars don�t shine above my head But my eyes do not close to rest You halt my dreams to make them real And force me to believe I cannot wake, for I am not asleep With thoughts of you around me Darkness brings no comfort to the night And no ending to my mind I only feel you when you aren�t there And wish you could love me too With no way back, try to sleep No way to close my eyes I think of you, still in my head With no dreams, and no hope I only can imagine you don�t see me I can not sleep without you

Bruder Und Schwester In Armen
We train hard for this moment Endure our hellish weeks Repetition becomes our friend Strangers now our…lifeline They are our family now Brother and sister from another Together we continue to train for… This moment Pack our bags with essentials Before we depart... We reassure our loving families Don our helmet, vest, holster and sling We travel, we wait, and we endure Endure our hellish months Hustle, move, quick turn Backs ache…legs and arms burn Suck it up and control the pain Gone are cologne and perfume The only scent in the air is… Sweat And Gun Oil… It's damn hot…so f'n hot You think you know hot… Opening the oven doesn't compare Seared lungs…tearing eyes Stinging sand…raging wind And we continue to train for… This moment Hellish months turn to year Canteen water tastes old… But at least it's wet Hope the chow is good… Thank you GOD for the MRE Dig a hole to sleep Just not too deep Gone is music…faded long ago The only sound in the air is G

Short Story By Me
The lawn man…. I had been watching you for awhile, Had been thinking about you Your body your lips your touch. And today was no different as I set and watched you work out in the yard. My Body would tremble at the thought of your touch… but I knew it was not meant to be…you belonged to another…. But then I could always dream. As I’m standing in the widow daydreaming of you my eyes come back into focus and I realize that your are looking right at me. I could feel my face blush as I dropped the curtain and backed away from the window. OH god that look…in your eyes…it just took my breath away. I was standing in the kitchen and still shaking when you come in though the back door. I turned and faced the sink trying to look busy. “All done” you said from somewhere behind me. I could not bare to look at your eyes. It would be just too much. You would see it in my face how I long to feel your body next to mine. “The check is on the table, Thanks again for coming over a

Silently
Silently Standing in a crowd Happy people all around No one notices My tears falling to the ground. Early on in life I learned to cry in silence Out loud or to yourself There really is a difference. Quietly you don’t have to explain Or try to develve the Depth of your pain Out loud it makes people wonder With their fake concern When really they couldn’t care less And guiltily they burn. So oh so silently I wallow for a while Watching the happy people And pasting on a smile.

10 Ways To Annoy A Pagan
What is your demon type?SuccubusPossesing an irresistable unearthly beauty, you are the master of appearing to lose in order to win. A shameless seducer and dangerous manipulator, people never know what they are getting into with you around. rather than use force, you finesse your way into and around things and always get what you want. you're a taker not a giver, but somehow no one seems to notice how much you can drain them of, even while they're handing everything over to you. your motives maybe uncertain but your powers are notHow do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic The Top 10 Ways To Annoy A Pagan 10. Sayyyyyyy, is that a Jewish star? 9. No, then you must listen to Motley Crue, right? Not that, either? I know, it's a ... a ... Pentacost, right? 8. You guys really worship the devil, huh? Cool, I, like, listen to Black Sabbath, like, all the time, dude. 7. Oh, you're a Witch! I'm like, totally into, like, Goddess Consciousness. I sleep with a crys

My Salute
I will post a salute photo as soon as I figure out how to use my camera phone to take one. I know all my friends are wondering what I look like and want to make sure I am real. I am sorry I haven't done this yet but I am lucky enough to know how to use this computer. Just Kidding I just have to figure out how to use this damn phone. Ok well God Bless All who read this. And for those who don't to bad for them. Thanks SFLDAD2003

10 Fuck You's
Yes, this is the ORIGINAL version, not the edited one where someone changed #6 completely(my favorite)...enjoy! Fuck You number ONE. To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid - go play in traffic! Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and then say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares (or should care)about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics - Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? IT'S CHERRY TAP FOR GOD'S SAKE!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! And don't send me another request or message asking, "What's up with

My Love
you part your smile, i bring you close, and press you to my throat. drink my love, drink! drink because you love me. drink because you hate me. drink because your the only one, that can save me. save me from the light, embrace me in the dark. and kiss me in the twilight. save me my love, break me my love, then put me in my place. lower my body in the ground. let me hear that angelic and demonic sound. let them fight for where i go. so many year, without a home. love me, my love take me, my love take me, from this life. it is you that is my keeper, it is me that is my reaper. and it is we, that are the forever sleepers.

What Really Grinds My Gears
something that really grinds my gears is when ppl judge others. how can anyone in good concience, judge anyone for their actions? unless you were there, in their shoes, faced with the choice, how can you know for sure y they did what they did? i dont condone anything like murder or child abuse, or sexual assault, but i still dont judge those ppl. who knows y they did it? maybe their mind is wonky, or they were just pissed that day. think of this: how will you stand up to someone elses judgement? none of us are perfect, by anyones standards, except our own, and that concept is fundamentally flawed. most of us are blind to our own faults, therefore, how do we judge even ourselves? my point is this: no matter what anyone has done, be it murder, theft, or a simple rude comment, dont damn the person, damn the actions they take, and try to understand that everone sees things differently.

About Me
I am going nuts here. My ex wont leave me alone. I just want to be single and meet new people. He hurt me too bad to even think about another chance with me. I just want it all to go away. Well to let you all know, I am a mother of 2 beautiful boys that i cherish with all my heart. I am a very outspoken person. I am not one that holds back their emotions. I tell you how it is and if you dontlike it then you dont have to listen. I am in a relationship with a guy that is 5 years younger than me. It is hard to do at times but I am hoping it will be worth it. If there is anything that u want to know about me than just ask. If i wanna tell you I will.

Stupid Shit
Odd... I once had a cat named Fubar. An incredibly long haired black and gold Calico...HUGE cat...we called her FUBAR (Fucked Up Bass Akwards Reject)...because you couldn't tell which end was her face and which end was her ass. Neither could the chihuahua or the male cat in the house, they always humped her face, LMAO. Not sure about how I feel about the new name of the site LOL. Everytime I see FUBAR it brings that ugly ass cat back to mind, LMAO, just felt like sharing that little piece of useless information with the masses. :)

Jason
Sometimes we meet people in our lives just at the right time. It's like they seem to pop into your life when you least expect it. And after you've gotten to know them, you realize just how much you needed it to happen...just how much you needed this person to find you. And its in that realization of your own feelings, that you begin to learn about the person you are. It's like this person has awakened this new "you" and has made you realize just what you've missed out on over the years. They are starting to bring out the best in you and its seems like all we do after we meet this person, is just smile and think about them. Smiling is one thing I do best. I love to smile and I love being happy. I think most of us would rather be happy than be miserable. There's no gratification in misery, but only the delight in happiness. We as humans, are most happy when we are in the company of positive, happy, people who make us feel good about ourselves, even when we are most upset.

Poems
feeling like i dont belong wanting to disappear tired of this shit going on in my life the last few months the person i call mom is pushing me to the point of doing things i never want to do again but im so close to doing it and she doesnt realize it i feel like im losing losing the love of my life losing everything i want in my life losing everything i have worked for losing everything i have put up a fight for im tired of trying im tired of crying im tired of the restless nights im tired of the depression im tired of of everything i just want it to end..... 4/14/08 12:05 am Bridgette M Bailey i miss your voice i miss your touch i miss your kisses i miss your laugh i miss your smile i miss the way you hold me i miss wakin up and seeing you next to me i miss the late nite meals i would cook for you i miss the way you would comfort me when im upset i miss the constant tickling i miss you makin me laugh all the time this is so

Guys Blah
it was good till my man couldn't sleep and then as uasual he made me feel like it was all me fault,seems like i'm always the one who is shitty until a week later :( yet again on a friday night/saturday morning this hot girl is not having fun seems i never am:( my b/f works days i work night we never have the same day off to really party together,this weekend on sunday CANADA DAY WOOOOHOOOOO,i don't work till 3 pm usually i work at 11am on sundays,well finally we can kick back and party,yup so he plans 4 different things for one night and fucks up everything blah..... now he's all fucked up and passed out and again i'm up all alone............. hot girls arn't always having fun why do guys use love to try and get what they want.been talking to someone for about a year and now he thinks he's falling for me MEH why do guys have to go there????

Comments!!!!!!!!!!
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=204335&i=4136276600 well i agree with everything she says, but i suppot the president because i dont think he has done this to the country, i think he is the one stuck cleaning up clinton's mess...cause he was off not having sexual relations with lewinsky PLEASE COMMENT BOMB AND PICTURE COMMENT BOMB......NEED 4000 PTS!!!!! THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE!! MUAHZ!!

Kids On Leashes
most of us on ct are parents...both moms and dads who love and respect our kids, hoping that we would raise them to love their own individuality and the lessons taught to make their own choices and limits. we began teaching our kids from the moment they escape from the womb. our first initial bonding with our children satisfies their human needs, but later in the early years we instills in their young minds that we can be trusted, and would not let them down....at least that is how it should be..... I was walking out of target the other day (for those indy folks, washington square to be exact) with my 18 years old daughter, and saw a young mother with three children between the ages of 3-5, all with a harness on and a leash leading to her hands. The contraptions looked as though they were newly bought at a pet store...very colorful indeed...she seemed to be more worried about finding her husband then how the kids were longing to be free. she pulled on them like reins on horses,

Stop Being A Bitch!
I guess some people don't understand that I'm not here to play little kid games! One of my ex's friends is a dumb whore named April and this blog is for her! April your a dumbass, I'm not here to play little kid games with you so fuck off! Wow and your supposed to be older than me? That's funny as hell! Listen really closely to what I have to say April because this is the first and last time I am going to say it! You think you have friends and you think you have family and you think you know alot but it's time for a reality check! I know everything and I know everyone bitch and I will fuck your world over if you EVER fuck with me again! No sweetie this isn't a threat it's a fucking promise! Stormy