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Cherry Tap
A friend suggested I join CT almost a month and a half ago..and first i wasnt sure that i really wanted to. And then after some coersing from my friend i thought why not, What do i have to lose. And now that Ive been on here for almost 2 months now, I can truly say that i have nothing to lose but have gained soo much. I have met some awesome people on here.and have become really close to a few of you..and you know who you are. So thanks sassyangel76 for talking me into it. Sooo very glad that i did.

Beware
Hi ladies (and gentlemen) I am starting this blog to post about predators on here. This one is a about a situtation that I am currently dealing with. ###########BEWARE BEWARE BEWARE BEWARE########## Just A Tx Ranch Cowboy &%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%& He is an unstable individual. He is a stalker and a liar. We met on ONE occassion and he has made my life pretty much a living hell, up to and including harassing those on here i talk to. He has harassed and slandered people in the most vile way. He sends fraudulent messages and pretends they are from others. He is VERY controlling and in my opinion exhibits the chacteristics of an abuser. Feel free to check with others on his "friends" list and you will get much of the same information. Proceed with caution. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Xena's Home!!
She just walked in. She's skulking around the house, yowling. She looks confused and a bit perturbed. All the other animals are locked in other rooms so she can get reaccustomed to the house. I told L to just leave her and let her investigate, as the house has been a bit changed since she left. Thankfully, school is over so L will be around to help her readjust. I hope she does. She's already trying to find a way back outside. If anything, I'll keep her in long enough to get a flea collar on her or something. *sigh* I'm glad she's back and I can only hope she finds it within herself to go back to being my sweet little smooshycat.

To The Losers Who Add Me To Their Friends List But Never Say A Word
if you dont plan on ever talking to me, please remove me from your friends list or i will bug the crap out of you till you do i have over 2000 friends and i guarantee i dont even talk to 1% of you i dont think i should see you guys updating your stash, pics, friends joining, etc if you never even talk my friends list is for real friends who can actually hold a conversation so either remove me now, start talking to me, or i will annoy the crap out of you thanks a lot and to my friends, love you guys

Dating Fun
True dating experiences of mine and friends.. One of my favorites is when one of my friends went on a blind date with a cop to a Chinese restaurant. She had a watermelon matini, and the conversation was going well. When the food arrived, the waiter brought her a 2nd martini, but an apple one, which she really didn't like, but didn't want to make a fuss, so she drank most of it. When the waiter realized his error, he brought her another watermelon martini. Needless to say, after a third martini, she was having a lot of fun & being very witty. So witty in fact, that when she laughed, she shot rice out of her nose accidentally. Believe it or not, he wanted to see her again. She told him yes, as long as you don't arrest me for DUI. She never took his calls again. Moral of the story: A girl's best asset is her 'lie' ability. Same friend, different date. They met in the parking lot of a restaurant & he proudly showed her his "new" car he just purchased for $100.00. When he asked her wh

This In My Own Ice Man- "iced Earth Rule"
HE TOO HAS BEEN A TREMENDOUS INFLUANCE TO MY LIFE- YES HES A YOUNGIN- BUT HES SMARTER THAN ALOT OF THE ADULTS ON HERE- HE KNOWS ALOT MORE THAN MOST OF US AND HAS SEEN ALOT ON HERE- AND HAS BEEN MY FRIEND FROM DAY ONE- I LOVE YA BABE- HUGS- Iced Earth Rule - BLAH BLAH BLAH Kats Something@ CherryTAP

Ramblings
Well I have not been able to sleep again tonight. I spent all night sitting here alone in the dark just wondering what's going on in my life is this all I have to look forward to. There is a silence in the stillness of the dark that is almost dethening. It can feel like a haunting call to some thing unknown darkness within us all. It's the place in our selves we all fear most, that little corner of our minds we hide the truths and our fears. Still strangely this is where I find my self more and more alone in this darkness. This void I wish I could escape is becoming my home, it creeps over you like a blanket of ice. This loneliness has become so familiar. "Loneliness It makes memories into ghosts And dreams into spirits. To vague to remember To important to forget. Can you see the screams behind my eyes The pain in my heart The loneliness in my soul"

Update
to all my friends out there i'm sorry that i haven't been online but i had emergency surgery done and just got outta the hospital today. Steph i'm so sorry that i missed your wedding. but i was in the hospital. I'll be back on as soon as I feel up to being on here and will fill you guys in on more later kk.love you all

Life
Well, I thought my life was good, but lately it has just been going to shit.. my kids won't listen to nothing I say, wich I guess that is just part of being a kid, but when your old man is acting like more of a kid than your kids.. than there is a problem !!!Our relationship started out sooo good.. full of compassion, understanding, equalism, and great sex all the time, and now it is just all about him and I am so tired of it. You know ladies.. the baby blow me and then take care of yourself bullshit.. him doing whatever the hell he wants and expects me to do nothing except stay home 24-7 and take care of kids and clean house. Example.. him and his father and a couple of our male friends put the boat in the water yesterday about 4:30 and he said that he was going to go put the boat in the water and comee right back since it was so late in the day, I was already stressed, I had a ton of kids here, mine and my friends.. anyway, here I am trying to make a nice roast dinner and clean house

Discipline (bdsm)
Discipline is the use of rules and punishment to control overt behavior in BDSM. Punishment can be pain caused physically (such as caning), humiliation caused psychologically (such as a public flagellation) or loss of freedom caused physically (such as chaining the controlLee to the foot of a bed, for some misbehavior). Note the issue of legal consent which may or may not represent a defense to criminal liability for any injuries caused. Bondage versus discipline Bondage when used as a punishment is still bondage, but because it is overtly being done in response to a 'rule' being broken, it is also part of the discipline. Punishment does not need to be physical. It can be loss of privileges (such as having an orgasm this month), being ordered to do a task (such as writing lines on a blackboard) on threat of further punishment if not finished correctly, it can be verbal humiliation or really any act that can be inflicted on the controllee or get them to inflict on themselves th

Giving Up
I am so ready to give up on just about everything...The only thing that keeps me going is my kids. Love is extremely over-rated and here lately is not worth the heart-ache. He loves me because he can do what he pleases to me and nothing else matters. I'm tired...of everything. Life has definetly lost its luster. I live every day waiting for the night. A time when I don't have to be awake. I wait for me being able to get a job. Being able to be alone for a time. I guess I'm just miserable and for some reason I thought having a husband was suppose to make it where I had someone to share with. I cry just about everyday and my eyes are starting to hurt. I have no choice but to keep going. I have children that need their mom but if it weren't for them I don't know about the whole life thing. Beginning to wonder just how wonderful it can be I think someone lied to all of us about the joys of life...or at least lied to me about them!

Daily Horoscope: Libra For June 11,2007
Tactful is practically your middle name. That's why you're able to take such a hard-line stance and other people graciously accept it. Chalk it up to the fact that you know when to bend and when to break.

I Am Proud To Be A Bbw
I am obese. Morbidly obese according to every medical journal and societal convention. That is precisely what I am. There is no doubt about it. I didn't wake up one morning and say to myself, "Hey, I've decided I want to look like a negative stereotype." It happened over a period 36 years. Years of having an unhealthy relationship with my body, my self esteem, and with food. Years of dealing with a metabolism that is sluggish and stubborn and struggling and failing with every fad diet that comes down the pike. I am fat. When I started about the 2nd grade, I was considered chubby. For the next 10 years of my public schooling, I dealt with horrible psychological cruelty from my schoolmates. I would find notes in my desk that said "Take a shower, pig." taped to a bottle of roll-on deodorant yet I didn't have poor hygeine. People used to "moo" at me when I walked down the halls to class and ridicule me when I ate lunch, saying things like, "Save some for

The Storm, Revision One.
The first revision of The Storm. Comments and constructive criticism are welcome. The Storm A brilliant flash of light illuminated the dark room, followed shortly by the rumble of thunder. Michael loved this kind of night. The electricity in the air always energized him, and had the added effect of scaring his cat, which always curled up in his lap, shivering when the thunder rattled the house. Michael sat petting his cat, listening to the heavy rain rumbling on the roof, the dull roar penetrating the room. His cat, Circe, purred loudly, almost drowning out the sound of the rain. Circe would occasionally look up at Michael, almost as if she were inquiring what the loud noises were. Michael, oblivious to his cat’s questions, wondered why he wasn't outside, letting the rain cleanse his body and soul. Most often when it stormed like this, he'd enjoy the rain and the electricity he felt being in the middle of the storm. He supposed that with the power outage ton

Thinking Back
As the time went by it all seemed like a blur to me most of things that were said and done was all in slow motion, Zachary's mother and I talked about what to do for him as we had no money his grandparents helped us decide he didn't come from this state and I personally didn't want him to be laid to rest here,and then a thought came to both me and his mother, he didn't come from the ground he is not going into the ground, after some thought it was decided to have him cremated so he could be with us forever, and laid to rest with one of us. The time in the hospital was a horrible time as you can well imagine the oddest thing was we had thoughts of donating his organs to someone who might be in need, both me and his mother were thinking that this little boy was so special why not let someone have a part of him and in a some small way have him live on and help someone who might need a second chance, we had decided to do that, hours went by and I was getting upset cause (you might not kno

My Life So Far
i dont have time for anything anymore. i spend all of my time at the hospital with my mom or at work. i love my mother more than anything in the world but jesus i just want her to come home. i barely have time to see any of my friends anymore. atom is moving to colorado in a month and i doubt ill be able to see him before he leaves :( i woke up in the hospital room this morning and i stepped in bile :( my mom forgot to hook up her tube that sucks all the crap out of her stomach and so it all just dripped onto the floor next to my bed. its definately a great feeling to wake up to in the morning - bile squishing in between your toes. oh well, ive pretty much been desensitized to all of that. i have to be if i ever want to be a good nurse. anyway, i just stopped home to take a shower and check my goings on on here. sorry i havent been on much for those of you who care. ciao bella

Happy World Metal Rainbow
I am just a girl, Just a speck of worthless dust in this rotten world Yet I must speak to thee There was once a time where I longed for pretty things But now that's changed I long for murder How long should I wait, To celebrate my unforgetting hate Ooooooooooooo I can't wait to be brutal, I can't wait to wield a hatchet covered with blood Cause you're the maggots of my eye You're a piece of rotting pie to me Oooooooooooo-ooo It's been so long since you've been young, Now you understand (Yes I verys understands) Yes he does, yes, yes, yes he does Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah La la la la I'm Pickles, the drummer and I get to sing Here too cause I'm drunk, and fuck you I'm really really drunk Fuck you, dick weed, fuck you too I gotta go, I'm gonna go lay down I'm gonna go lay down now Ah, ooh, okay, bye

What Do U Say?
come and join me in the cherries gone wild lounge? we are gettin crazy up in there! make sure u tell them i sent you! repost this please this means so much to me!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6011#

I Fucking Hate People
I posted a blog last night6/11 and the topic was womena and the pics they chose to have as avatars. I dont know if I worded it wrong or what, but thanx to the mumm whores everything spiraled out of hand and the comments were "interesting to say the least. The point of the mumm was: I you dont want attention from strange men asking to see your nudes/NSFW pics, then why put up an avatar that advertises you as being that type. I heard again and again that I was a perv and so on and so on. I really like CT and have met some very cool people on here. I am tired of all the self righteous people on here that have nothing to say and feel free to bash you in a mumms. As far as I know you were free to express an opinion in this country. But for the shallow people who have no lives outside of CT, I don't know if I feel more sorry for you and your lack of life, or rather sad for this world for your lack of intellegence. The bashing recieved last night was unwarranted, and if people took the time

Love And Hate
You can not love everyone; it is ridiculous to think you can. If you love everyone and everything you lose your natural power of selection and wind up being a pretty poor judge of character and quality. If anything is used to freely it loses its true meaning.Therefore I believe you should love strongly and completely those who deserve your love, but never turn the other cheek to your enemy. Love is one of the most intense emotions felt by man;another is hatred.Forcing your self to feel indiscriminate love is very unnatural.If you try to love everyoneyou only lessen your feelings for those who deserve your love. Repressed hatred can lead to many emotional and physical ailments. By learningto release your hatred towards those that deserve it, you cleanse yourself of these malignant emotions and you need not take your pent-up hatred out on your loved ones. There has never been a great "love" movement in the history of the worldthat hasnt wound up killing coutnless numbers of people, we mu

New Tattoo Design Contest Coming Up!
Contest is set to start on June 17th at 6pm EST and end on June 24th @ 6pm EST. The host of the contest is still looking for more entries... Fireman 7 C.T. FIRE DEPARTMENT@ CherryTAP Please pass along this info to anyone you know that is good at art!!! I am also in this contest with two submissions. Hugs, kisses and love! ~Holly~

If We Had Sex.....
if we had sex.......... 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i liked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? YOU MIGHT BE SURPIRISED WHO'D LIKE TO DO WHAT WITH YOU AND/OR TO YOU, SO TAK

No More Job....
after 1 day of working i got laied off, because apparentlly they came up 200 dollers short yesterday and they are blaming me, soo apparentlly i made soo many mistakes it cost them 200...god damit im depressed....

Birthday Cake
I never thought trying to find a cake for Rayna could be so hard. That girl can't make up her mind. I have to go shopping for her gift tonight and I have no idea what to get her. She is going to be 7 on fathers day. And all she says is that she wants a brat doll. Nothing else. Ahhhhhh. And her dad and I went togeather to get her a baby ball python for her birthday. She loves her dad's snakes and stuff and it will teach her some responsibilty. Plus the snake will stay at his house. And Kaden is so easy to shop for. Spiderman or toy cars. Not to hard. Thank god. I just dont know what to get Rayna tho. Any ideas?

Hubby & Pookie Jokes
Getting married is very much like going to a restaurant with friends. You order what you want, then when you see what the other person has, you wish you had ordered that. At the cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" The other replied, "Yes, I am, I married the wrong man." After a quarrel, a husband said to his wife, "You know, I was a fool when I married you." She replied, "Yes, dear, but I was in love and didn't notice." A lady inserted an 'ad' in the classifieds: "Husband wanted". Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." The bride, upon her engagement, went to her mother and said, "I've found a man just like father!" Her mother replied, "So what do you want from me, sympathy?" When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. Eighty percent of married men cheat in America. The rest cheat in Europe. Ma

Today's Funeral...
(copy/paste from facebook, part one will actually be posted next) In the conclusion to my two-part series, you'll follow me through today's funeral. OK, when you're having a funeral at a funeral home, the family is supposed to arrive 45 minutes-1 hour early. Uhhh....didn't quite happen. We made it about 9:20am for a 10am funeral. As I was sitting there, people came by, hugging my grandma and others of the family. That was hard to watch. The funeral started about 10am. I was on the far left side of the first aisle. Before it began, I was approached by the preacher who was officiating the funeral and they confirmed with me I'd say a few words. After that, it was bam, bam, bam rapid fire. First the preacher came up and welcomed us. Then someone came up and sang "Amazing Grace". The obituary was read and then it was my turn. I got up there, said a couple words, then I read this poem which my friend DJ Mystery wrote. It's not titled, but I guess I should call it "Ode to Grandpa":

Hi To A New Life
i'll be leaving this hell hole of a town tomorrow, and no i can't wait. the main reason i'm leaving is to be with this one lady that i feel head or heels for. yes, nobody would be able to get a hold of me till i get to the city i'm moving to, well maybe a couple days afterwards lol. i do have to unpack and all. but i'm taking the bus for 2 1/2 days to get there. i'm not saying where about b/c i haven't asked her if i could. i might be on early in the morn tomorrow or i may not. see-yea when i get back on and don't have to much fun, or at least don't get caught doing it lol

The Insperation
-I AM THE STONE THAT THE BUILDER REFUSED -I AM THE VISUAL -THE INSPERATION -THAT MADE ME LATELY ON THE NEWS -I'M THE SPARK THAT MADE YOUR IDEAS BRIGHT -THE SAME SPARK THAT LIKES THE DARK -SO YOU COULD KNOW YOU LEFT FROM YOUR RIGHT -I AM THE BALANCE IN YOUR BOX OF BULLETS -IN THE GUN THAT INTER-PLODES -AND LETS YOU KNOW YOUR FARTHER FROM THE SUN -THE STORY THAT JUST BEGUN -THE PROMISE OF WHATS TO COME -AND I GONNA REMAIN A SOLDIER -TILL THE WAR IS WON -FROM A MAN IM JUST A SON -IM SEED THAT NEED GROW -IF THIS STORY'S NEVER TOLD -THESE WORDS WOULD NEVER BEHOLD -I AM THE INSPERATION

Little Triumphs
Got absolutely soaked last night walking back from a gig, and was wearing the jeans I wore to work, so woke up this morning and found all my work-appropriate trousers in the wash. I bit the bullet, and tried on a pair I couldn't fit into three months ago and.... not even tight! I got them on, and they weren't even tight! Fat Man just a little less fat today. :)

Big Girls Don't Cry
big girls don't cry How can i feel lonely when i'm surrounded by familar faces that make me lucky i have friends like them....but even though i act cheerful i don't let anyone see my loneliness inside. At night i dream of love so why can't i find love in real life...my dreams are the olny thing that keep me from feeling too lonely. I want to feel a guys arms wrapped around so that i know i'm safe and nothing bad will happen but if something does he'll stand by me.....i want to a guys lips to be my haven.....i want to be held when i cry.....i want to laugh, i mean truly laugh with the guy i care for I don't want to be lonely Found this but we all feel this way at one point or another , in our lives

Can You Name 11 People
Subject CAN YOU NAME 11 PEOPLE Body: JUST QUICKLY COPY AND PASTE.... DON'T SPOIL IT Name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first.. No cheatin 1. SHANE 2. MIRANDA 3. JESSICA 4. MOMMA 5. DADDY 6. BRIANNA 7. NOAH 8. JEREMY 9. AMANDA 10. LANE 11. MICHELLE DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!! HOW DID YOU MEET #4? ¢¾SHE GAVE BIRTH TO ME DO YOU LIKE ANYONE IN HERE? ¢¾I LIKE'EM ALL WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU HADN'T MET #1? ¢¾I WOULD NOT HAVE MY 2 BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN! WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #2 AND # 6 WERE GOING OUT? ¢¾IMPOSSIBLE! HOW OLD IS #8 ? ¢¾ 29 WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #5 CONFESSED THEY LOVE YOU ? ¢¾ HE ALREDY DOES!!! HE'S MY DADDY! ;) WHOS #10'S BEST FRIEND ? ¢¾LACY AND VICTORIA I THINK HAVE YOU EVER EATEN AROUND #1'S HOUSE? ¢¾YES! HIS HOUSE IS MY HOUSE! LOL DO YOU M

Hungry Nekopants.
Hungry. i think it might be lunch time. Yesterday was a nightmare from start to finish.. and finish came very late, around 3am, thanks to more plumbing issues. i want something good to happen. i also want to stop being so confused about people. And! i want a cookie.

Little Miss Muffet
LOL omg! so I am sitting here avoiding housework as usual, and from behind me I hear this blood curdling scream. as I turn around my daughter flies into my arms flailing around and jumps into my lap. "Oh my god mom, there a freaking spider!!! ah! now it's on your pants! kill it kill it!" lmao..... it was this little tiny black thing. She kept wailing about how it is attacking her and it's gonna get her. I just had to share...

I See Her Not
I SEE HER NOT I step out of my body gazing deeply at my self Who am I? What have I become? Where is the girl that I once knew???? I look around the corner .. Peeking I see her not I fly high up in the sky.. Soaring I see her not I dig down in the ground.. Tunneled I see her not I look through the doorway.. Grounded I see her not I walk through the wall chills went through my spine I see myself sitting…Fixated like a statue in the tropical storms breeze I move not Petrified by my own fixation I walk…. closer to myself then I have gone in years I look….. Into the eyes of a stranger I cry… Suppressed by my emotions I turn… What I had seen It cant be real What I have known isn’t there Upon the face of my own flesh I see her not No a face to be seen Not a voice to be herd Not an ear to conceive; All the is left with her is a body of her own A body of which she can not see As I walk closer Her fixation became clear She was fixa

My Cat Oliver Has Cancer
hello everyone. hope you day is going well. mine has sucked today. why u ask? because today i found out he has cancer. i have been crying all day. he doesn't have too much more time. i will miss him terribly. i have had oliver since he was 6 weeks old. he is now 10 years old, he will be 11 in september if he can make it that long. i hope he does.

Mini Vacation
Just wantd to let my family and friends know that i wont be online until sometime Sunday. Im flying to florida on Friday morning just to get away for a mini vacation. Ya all have a great weekend. Be Safe Hugs Debbie

Joke
My wife asked me once, "how many women does it take to screw in a lite blub when that woman has menopause?" I looked at her and said, "Honey, darling and the love of my life, I don't know how many." She then turned at me and then said, "the lite blub over the stove, IS OUT!!" That is how many I knew it took. Just one.

Fos
So I thought this was funny. I keep getting messages that I am prequalified for a survey. So I click it. I answer five or six questions and it tells me I am not qualified for this survey. I try a few more with similar results. Well, today I answered alot of questions and then after answering about 20 it gives me the old no surveys are available at this time. What did I get for the trouble? NOTHING. The same exact thing I have gotten from the dozens of other surveys I have attempted. So WTF? If I answer a series of questions, haven't I taken a survey? Why do I continually get nothing for it? I don't mind but if you claim to give something for taking it, the least you could do is hold up your end...

Friends
I am so happy!!! I was able to atlk to two of the greastest friends ever. I have not seen one of them in years and we found each other on line. I never expected to talk to her again. I love how things just happen. WE have been freinds since we were 6. Life just put time and distance between us all. No matter how much time we still have that connection of forever and trust.

Kissing?
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed? Yup 2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? Yes 3. Ever kissed an ex after you broke up? nope 4. Ever kissed anyone on your top friends? not like in a sensual way, kisses on the cheeks. 5. Ever cheated on someone.? Nope 6. Kissed someone with a gf/bf?? Guilty 7. Ever kissed someone younger than you? yup 8. Older than you? yes 9. Have you ever kissed someone you didn't like? Nope 10. Ever made-out with someone who was a really bad kisser? yes -------I'VE--KISSED...--QUESTIONS-------- I've been kissed by someone: [x] on the cheek [x] on the forehead [x] on the nose [x] on the lips [x] with tongue [x] in the park [x] in public [x] in a car [x] while driving [x] in the movies [x] on a bench [x]upside down [x] sitting on their lap [x] laying down [x] in broad daylight [x] at a fair [x] at night [x] in the rain.... [x] all of the above. -------YOUR--LAST--KISS--QUE

Keeping Myself Sane 5
An age is called Dark, not because the light fails to shine, but because people refuse to see it. You approach my wretched City of Dis, where you behold a wide plain surrounded by iron walls. Before you are fields full of distress and torment terrible. Burning tombs are littered about the landscape. Inside these flaming sepulchers suffer the heretics, failing to believe in God and the afterlife, who make themselves audible by doleful sighs. You will join the wicked that lie here, and will be offered no respite. The three infernal Furies stained with blood, with limbs of women and hair of serpents, dwell in this circle of Hell. -an exerpt

I
I still see your smile in the crowds I still smell your scent in the woods I still hear your voice in my room I still sing your song at full moon I still read your book in the afternoon I still dance with your laughter at dawn I still taste your lips on my wine I still feel your kisses on my spine I still dream of you playing in the rain I still miss you so, my darling

Today's Horror-scope
If you were in charge of everything, traffic would be clear, you'd never spill coffee on your good wool pants and that annoying clerk at the local cafe would ... Oh, let's face it, it would be too much work. Let it go. Nah....GIVE ME THE POWER!!!!

Nsfw Bullsh!t
For starters id better mark this as NSFW means if i dont someone will report me and CT will do it for me...Its pretty much a bunch of crap i cant make a picture that doesnt show any nudity at all in it and someone reports it to CT but yet half these women on here can have their tits or ass hangin out and its all ok, from now on all pics will get marked as NSFW for these PRICKS around here that need to report people and thats if i upload anymore..... and if it was you that reported it FUCK YOU!

Randy Raft
EROTIC INSTRUCTIONS: Climb onto a well-inflated raft in shallow water, and lie on your stomach with your butt and legs dangling over the edge. Your man should grab on to your thighs, as if he were pushing a wheelbarrow, then enter you. He can then pull you incredibly close for the deepest possible penetration. WHY YOU'LL LOVE IT: The Randy Raft delivers a double whammy. First, your guy can move your legs up and down to vary the angle of penetration, creating alternating sensations for you. Plus, since you can't see him, you aren't able to anticipate his next move, which is surprisingly thrilling. As your man gets close to climaxing, have him lean forward so his chest is pressed against your back for an intimate skin-to-skin finale.

The Trend We'd Like To Start ?????
Hot Sex Trends Worth Trying The Trend We'd Like to Start # The Moan-athon To offset the fast-paced world, make time for long, slow sex. Behold, the secret to all-night passion. # Strike a few poses. Rein in the excitement by varying positions. For example: Once you hit a stride in missionary, sit up and bump and grind facing each other. Then take a break while you transition to a side-entry pose like (ahem) the 77. # Halt jackhammering. Rapid-fire thrusting ensures a lightning-quick finish. To tame the tempo, grab his hips while he's on top and direct him to decelerate. Or get on top so you're in control of the speed of penetration. # Try many touches. Every time a new sensation is introduced, your body has a "Wow! What was that?" reaction, which forces you to take a climax-delaying pause. So lick, suck, scratch, squeeze and rub him all over. Source: Patricia Taylor, Ph.D., founder of expandedlovemaking.com.

Bax ...needs Your Vote!!! Please Ty! =)
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: bAx ...needs your VOTE!!! Date: Jun 15, 2007 5:52 PM OK YOU KNOW THE DEAL CLICK, VOTE, AND BE MERRY! HELP OUT AND DO YOUR GOOD DEED FOR THE DAY! YOU'LL FEEL ALL WARM AND FUZZY INSIDE!! ***CLICK HERe*** ( then click the BaX highlighted in yellow) THANKS GUYS! YOU ARE WONDERFUL!

Cancer Support
This is Daniel aka MacStrong.MacStrong@ CherryTAPHe is a 2 year cancer survivor. He will be riding this year in the 2007 Lance Armstong Foundation LiveSTRONG Challenge.About the Lance Armstrong Foundation:The Lance Armstrong Foundation (LAF) inspires and empowers people affected by cancer. We help people with cancer focus on living; we believe that unity is strength, knowledge is power and attitude is everything. From the moment of diagnosis, the LAF provides the practical information and tools people with cancer need to live life on their own terms. The LAF serves its mission through advocacy, public health and research. Founded in 1997 by cancer survivor and champion cyclist Lance Armstrong.You can visit the LAF hereLiveSTRONGMac's Goal this year is to raise $3,000 for the LAF. He is currently at ($915). I am asking my friends, fans, and family to please help raise awareness and show your support.link to his fund raising page is hereMacStrong215You dont have to give much $5.. $10.. W

Get Over It!!!!!!
If someone doesnt want to talk to you, some how you rubbed them the wrong way or your just not their type or maybe just maybe you bored them to sleep, and its even possible they found out your just a FAKE (which I hate). Stop harassing them stop messaging them asking whats wrong or what did I do or making comments like " youg a snob" or "your playing head games". First of all I dont play head games, if I dont want to talk to you, then I am NOT going to talk to you, so freaking get over it. I am not all that and neither or you. So stop wasting both of our time and move the hale on to the next victim.

Why Is It??
Okay, So it's friday and I am sitting her rating people and woman after woman and even a lot of men on here are half naked in their pics. WHY is THAT??? Are we all so desperate to be noticed that we throw our morals and our dignity out the window? What happened to leaving it to others imaginations? Or better yet saving yourself for view only of those who are truly deserving privately instead of flaunting your desperation over the internet where ANYONE can see it? On the plus side hey many of you are hot. But I wouldn't bring ya to meet my mama! Hands out blankets for those who need them and towels for those who look and were ummm naughty! xoxo

I Broke Into Your House...
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: · You are Required to let me stay in your hou

For You My Darling................
In this proud land we grew up strong We were wanted all along I was taught to fight, taught to win I never thought I could fail No fight left or so it seems I am a man whose dreams have all deserted I've changed my face, I've changed my name But no one wants you when you lose Don't give up 'Cause you have friends Don't give up You're not beaten yet Don't give up I know you can make it good Though I saw it all around Never thought I could be affected Thought that we'd be the last to go It is so strange the way things turn Drove the night toward my home The place that I was born, on the lakeside As daylight broke, I saw the earth The trees had burned down to the ground Don't give up You still have us Don't give up We don't need much of anything Don't give up 'Cause somewhere there's a place Where we belong Rest your head You worry too much It's going to be alright When times get rough You can fall back on us

Gallbladder Surgery, Wedding News, And A Message To A Friend
So... I had my gallbladder surgery on monday. Besides disgusting looking cuts on my stomach and a little pain, I'm doing good. I'm still alive so that's ALWAYS good. LOL okay that wasn't funny... Anyways, in other news, I FOUND MY WEDDING DRESS!! YAY!! One last thought, to a certain friend out there... it's not that we're jealous, or don't want you to be happy, or are making something out of nothing... We care. That's all it is. We care. I know you think that he should get the benefit of the doubt and another chance (and that is your decision to make, of course), but I've read the messages. I have them. He is not innocent. He's far from innocent. Please, just think about that. Do what you want. And, I hope I'm wrong. But, don't think I'm making it up. I love you and want the best for you. please, remember that. LOVE YOU GIRL!!!

~his Love For Me As His Girl~
Rendclaw Jan 18, 2007 She is My slave and so much more... a friend, a confidant, always willing to say or do the things to help Me to feel better or to figure something out... I love you very much, My slavegirl!

Nightmare
Water flowing.Time cascades past my mind. The words of the preacher haunt me through the dark and starry night. Zen filled hipsters follow me through my dreams. Parading their wares to my sleeping mind. Smoke billows through the shadows in my mind. Covering all the dark places in between. I feel your hand on my throat. Wishing for the strength to end this torture. I hear you saying it will never happen again. I feel it the next night. I hear the scream within your soul. Parading the need for closure. You cause me to fall, you cause me to plummet to my death. I wake again, wishing for the dream to come true. Daylight comes. Whole again. The fears have left me once again. I walk in the rays, basking in the safety and comfort of the warmth. Stars fall. Split between heaven and hell. Fear basking in the eternal damnation of my soul. I run from the heartless in my nightmare. Realizing the Heartless, Is you.

Passion
Words fill my lips. Desire. The writhing bodies pass through the night, Following the rhythm playing the dark. Words fill my head. Flesh. Pressing and folding the bounds of pleasure, Flowing into pain, Flowing into fantasy. Words fill my manhood. Passion. Feeling the first thrust, the first penetration. Watching myself pass your lips, finding its way inside. My mind aghast with thoughts of walls pressing in, My body shaking with thoughts of where i go next. Your eyes stop me. Your lips caress me. Your body screams at me. Your sex pursue me to the gates of heaven, and follow me into hell of the end. Its stops, And my body begs for more.

Vampire's Lust
I flew into a tree as she dropped him off. I had been watching them since they left the movie theater. She gave him a kiss on lips as she left him at his door. I didn’t listen to their conversation because I really didn’t care. The only thing I cared about was the girl leaving that doorstep. She was a redhead which always sparked my curiosity. When I am out to feed, my favorite is a natural redhead. I had to know if her hair was real. I flew down a foot step behind her. I noticed the curve of her ass from the black pants she was wearing. I also noticed the curve of her neck and the throbbing of a vein. A throbbing that could only be associated with a desire unfulfilled. She turned startled. I smiled, concealing my teeth for the moment. I nod and say, “Hello, sorry if I frightened you.” She keeps walking, but looks over long enough to say, “Its ok, I just wasn’t aware that anyone was behind me.” Through a small laugh I explained, “I don’t know why, but people say I am a hard person to s

Dad
God took the strength of a mountain The majesty of a tree The warmth of a summer sun The calm of a quiet sea The generous soul of nature The comforting arm of night The wisdom of the ages The power of the eagle's flight The joy of a morning in spring The faith of a mustard seed The patience of eternity The depth of a family need Then God combined these qualities When there was nothing more to add He knew His masterpiece was complete And so, He called it ... Dad

Art Aguirre Talks About Body Modification
I dont have many ppl i look up to in my life or should i say i dont look up to anyone but one man i do on a completely spiritual level and his name is Art Aguirre here he is talking about Modern Primatism and piercings.... i hope you enjoy the article ive found... Art Aguirre Body modification artist and shop owner Church of Steel, San Diego, California www.churchofsteel.com DB: You were called the "Modern Primitive" on Sci-Fi channel's reality show, "Mad, Mad House," is that the correct term and what does it mean? AA: I, myself, would be considered somewhat of a modern primitive, but the actual term modern primitivism came from one of the pioneers, a very respected individual that is known in the body modification industry that had in a sense revived in western culture and brought to all of our eyes and a lot of our minds and gave us visuals and brought back to life body modification as a whole, and that would be Fakhir Musafar. He is one that is known to ha

Redneck 2
Your mother has "ammo" on her Christmas list. Every socket in your house breaks a fire code. You've totaled every car you've ever owned. There are more than five McDonald's bags in your car. The Home Shopping operator recognizes your voice. There has ever been crime-scene tape on your bathroom door. You've ever been kicked out of the zoo for heckling the monkeys. The taillight covers of your car are made of red tape. You think a subdivision is part of a math problem. You've ever bathed with flea and tick soap. You think "taking out the trash" means taking your in-laws to a movie. You have every episode of Hee-Haw on tape. You've ever been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. Your considered an expert on wormbeds. Your kids take a siphon hose to "Show and Tell." The dog catcher calls for a backup unit when visiting your house. You've ever bought a used cap. Your CB antenna is a danger to low-flying planes. You pick your teeth from a catalog

They Walk Among Us......
I walked into a Blimpie's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free". "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free". She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They walk among us and many work retail. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" They Walk among us! While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and said, "Oh, I don't keep up with that stuff." They Walk Among Us!! I used to work in technical support for a 24/7 call

Give Me A 10
So I up load a pic and have a handful of ppl view it and I get only 2-3 ratings, wtf? Since you went and looked at it you might as well give me a 10. If you cant show love you might as well delete me, it will save me the trouble of having to delete you. Only true friends wanted on my friends list, plz.

Then We Have All The People On Ct Needing Help In There Lounges
I need help to but most of the ones u hirer are low life scum of ct they want the title and till u that morning they be there at nite then not show up for a week at a time.It's hard screening the real people and the wannabe's

A Must Read For A Good Laugh...
THIS WAS MY LAST INSTALLMENT THAT NOT ALL COULD READ BUT IM MAKING IT PUBLIC NOW... I FOUND A RETALITORY BLOG ABOUT THIS INFORMATION BLAMMING THE PERSON WHO TOLD ME ABOUT THIS WHEN THE ONLY PERSON THERE IS TO BLAME IS HIMSELF... HOW DARE HE CALL OUT THE FRIEND WHO TOLD ME HE WANTED TO MESS MY FACE UP AND CUT MY BRAKE LINES.... I THANK HER FOR TELLING ME THIS... AND I LOVE HER FOR TELLING ME THIS.... NO ONE KNOWS THAT SOMEONE WOULD OR WOULD NOT DO SOMETHING JUST CAUSE THEYRE MAD, PEOPLE SNAP, ESP BI-POLAR ONES... SO DONT YOU DARE EVER BLAME HER FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU SAID... WHY SHE ALLOWS YOU IN HER LIFE BAFFLES ME, YOU HAVE THREATENED HER AND I... YOU HAVE THREATENED PEOPLE IN HER LIFE, AND ITS SCARY... I DONT GIVE TWO FUCKING SHITS IF YOURE "JUST SAYING IT CAUSE YOURE MAD" AT BEST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT IF IT HAS TO DO SOMETHING WITH BRINGING PHYSICAL PAIN TO SOMEONE ELSE... ITS NOT LIKE SAYING "YOURE A BITCH OR YOU PIMP HER OUT" YOURE PHYSICALLY THREATNING THE WELL BEING OF ANOTHER HU

Stand Before The Gates Of Hell
As I stand before the ash covered gates to hell And I open my mouth to let out a scream As nothing comes out but the pain still remains And I look back to see you standing there As all the memories come back And all the tears begin to fall My back is turned and I shall never return As you stand over my body And you open your eyes to this nightmare As you tell yourself you didn't love me And deny your feelings for me one last time As all the memories come back And all the tears begin to fall My back is turned and I shall never return As they read my last words And turn to look at you As you lower your head to your chest And tell them all your sorry As you lie once more about how you really feel And all their tears begin to fall My back is turned and I shall never return As you visit my grave for the third time today And you run your hand across the words As you read how much I loved you And realize you had one last chance to save me As you lie down on this

Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know.I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello."I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?"Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude . When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits.After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call

Goooooodbye Cherries!
Ok, well ladies and gents. I am taking off wensday, but have to store all my stuff tomarrow, including my computer. So Thought id leave you guys with some love. I was gonna delete my account, but its too much work to do that! Anway to some of my faveroite cherries.... Amber- I loooves you girly. Stay safe and hope things are going good for you in your new home, ill let you know as soon as i get back. Crystal- keep it metal yo. and for goodness sakes work on your page. Jacob- stay safe. ima write you as soon as i get there. been reading alot of shit in the news paper lately, so i need to keep tabs on your ass. Renee- Keep it scene kiddo. Level up so you can compete with me eh? Chelse- Vu lala. Hearts and such. Sorry im a closed up boy. We'll see what happens when i get back. And post a danm salute. All other family members of ct, you know i got love for ya. Friends and such, take it easy and keep safe. Oh yes, i want to come back to some good love too. comment

Idiot Sightings
IDIOT SIGHTINGS Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets", said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half-dozen nuggets, but I can order six? "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets. ********************************************************* The paragraph above doesn't amaze me because of what happened a couple of months ago I was checking out at the local Foodland with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "Dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "Divider" looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not

Is "romance" Attractive To Women?
Is "Romance" Attractive To Women? >CHECK THIS OUT: If you want to look through all of the programs I have... that will teach you how to meet and date the kinds of women you've always wanted, just click on this link (and make sure you watch the great free video clips): http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZVH5ZZ&lid=1&ll=1 You've probably noticed that I don't talk about the idea of "romance" very often. There's a good reason for this. I think that most guys use romance in completely the wrong way, and in the process screw up their chances with the woman that they are interested in. I'm going to take some time here to talk about my personal perspective on romance, how it is misused, and how to use it to really make a woman feel attracted to you. Most guys make one of two main mistakes when trying to be "romantic": 1) They try to use romance to CREATE attraction. 2) They use TOO MUCH romance, thinking that more

Just Had To Blog This One...
->looking in...: you gonna bore us to death? fuckwit ->looking in...: whats that then? looking in...: dont make us take out your country next looking in...: not at all im friom america u know what we are capable of ->looking in...: ROFL is that the best you have little boy? looking in...: it is a mumm now so shut up old prune

Mystery
Dog day afternoon I can see your face I know you'll get here soon And we'll leave this place I would just lay in the mustard seed And watch you climb the trees Look for fool's gold in the scary creek Splash you, cold, and hear you scream No one's here to see us I'm kinda liking you too No one's here to believe us And I don't wanna share you Years gone by and this creek's all dried Funny little things never work out Years gone by and this creek's all dry Funny little things never work out Monday's came to soon And you went away Lord knows I think of you Every single day We would just lay in that beat up car And laugh until we cried We took our shoes off and went a bit too far I see it in your eyes Years gone by and this creek's all dried Funny little things never work out Years gone by and this creek's all dry

I Promise
I promise to be yours and yours alone. I promise to be your foundation. The foundation of love and happieness. I promise that you will be my one and only. The only love in life. I promise to say the vows. With the love and honor to the one I love. The only one for me is you. by Trapped

Where Are All The Real Friends
A real friend I feel is someone you love and trust, will tell you all the things you dont want to know about yourself, tells you when you are right and helps you understand when you are wrong, might yell and scream at you, but when you need him/her is there, knows your secrets and hold them in true confidence, never judges, sees your mistakes and steers you in a better direction,and just when you think you are about to break....helps to patch you up and pushes you all over again. I thank those of you who have been these people to me......much love....SUGAR AND SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE!

Key Lime Vinaigrette
3 fresh key limes or 1/4 cup key lime juice 1 tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil 1/2 tablespoon raw apple cider vinegar or vinegar 1/2 tsp. salt 1/2 tsp. pepper pinch of garlic powder or garlic salt honey, to taste Whisk all. Keep tasting for desired flavor. Toss with field greens or dark green lettuce of your choice. This does not yield much dressing, but the taste is so light on greens, it's ~HEAVENLY~. You don't want to drench on one small salad; we tossed this small amount thoroughly on a surprisingly large chopped salad; 1 head of red lettuce and 1 bunch of head of Asian spinach. We had just enough dressing to taste it. You want to be able to taste the greens through the dressing. Very nice and healthy!

Irish Beef Tenderloin
5-6 oz beef tenderloin steaks (Filet Mignon) 1/3 cup extra virgin olive oil 1/2 teaspoon sea salt 1 1/2 teaspoons freshly cracked green peppercorns* 1 tablespoon chopped shallots 1/2 tablespoon minced garlic 1/4 cup Guinness or dark Irish Ale 3 tablespoons smoked ham, chopped 1 cup demiglace 1 tablespoon chopped parsley 1-2 tablespoons butter *Note: Mixed or black peppercorns may be substituted if green are not available. Sprinkle tenderloin steaks with salt and cracked peppercorns (to crack peppercorns, place in a Ziploc and crush with the side of a cleaver or a heavy frying pan or rolling pin). In a heavy skillet (cast iron works best) saute steaks until medium rare (or as you like it). Set aside on a warm platter. Pour beer or ale into the skillet to deglaze. Add ham, shallots and garlic, and demiglace. Simmer until the quantity of the sauce has reduced by 1/4-1/3 of the volume. Add parsley and butter to sauce; serve over steaks.

Just Bored
Just was sitting here being bored as usual... I am just in a sad mood today.... And really dont know what to say.... I have lots of things running threw my mind at one time... i really need to be doing something else besides being on here... But i just find myself not wanting to leave this computer... man my life really sucks... can't you tell??? this is so stupid... i had to do something to pass the time... i have a boring life... only thing exciting around here is my boys acting crazy, playing, & fighting... i thank god everyday for them tho... i wouldn't know what to do or where i would be without them... man i need to get better life... one that i will be happy with.... sorry for babbling.... i would like to thank all of u who rated me and faned me and became my friend... i sure could use some friends.... can't u tell??

Adrenaline
So, it was another of those weird, half-lived nights... So much is going "right" for me at this moment, I keep peeking around the corners for the train I just KNOW must be headed for me... And when I can't find it, something awful inside of me starts looking for tracks to tie myself to. Clock struck nine. Damn. Where's she at? I busted ass as soon as I got off work. Cleaned the pool. Did the dishes. Even got Amy and Rain to clean their own room, for a change. They must have smelled the adrenaline in the air. Nary an argument... "Come on, Help Daddy. Your brother is flying in tomorrow- let's make everything nice". But that wasn't it. Yesterday, she kept me from going out, on a whim, which is, invariably, how I do it. No plans for me, If I make plans, I will change them to spite myself. She defeated my best charming smile, unusual for her, but she stood firm and I gave in, with a subtle last ditch assault- "okay, then tomorrow?" She knows me. She knows that if I wan

You Might Be A Yankee If
You've never seen a live chicken, and the only cows you've seen are on road trips. You don't have bangs. You would rather vacation at Martha's Vineyard than Six Flags. More than two generations of your family have been kicked out of the same prep school in Connecticut. The last time you smiled was when you prevented someone from getting on an on-ramp to the highway. The farthest south you've ever been is the perfume counter at Neiman Marcus. You would never wear pink or an applique sweatshirt. You don't know what applique is. You don't have doilies, and you certainly don't know how to make one. You've never been to a craft show. You can do your laundry without quarters. You don't think Ted Kennedy has an accent.

My Pleasure
I imagine you lying there on the bed, Scarlet silken sheets clinging to his symmetrical body, Beseeching my embrace. Lips so close to yours, feeling breath on breath, Finally connect as if whispered. Hands investigating your muscular frame, Tongue inquisitive of your quality, Taking note of the pleasure on your face. Tasting every inch of you. Warm, throbbing, sleek, powerful. Slithering down the length of you. The breadth of your manhood fills my mouth. Smooth solid cupped in my tongue stroking my lips. Devouring you, taking you to orgasmic delight, and relishing in the sound of your hushed moans.

The Hole In Me
I know you, do you know me? Do you like what you see... the dark hole inside of me i cry tears of color, the only color that shows is disgrace you see them running down my face a dark hole in me, in my spirt and my heart figuring out why is the hardest part where do you start to feel all this deception and pain While im standing here in the pouring rain in the rain you cant see my tears of fear and sowwing in the rain you cant see my crying wishing for a better day in the rain you cant see me reaching out for you hand in the rain my cries outloud are silent, muffled by by rain I am still, color is running down my face mixing with the water taking my pain away into a river of decepction & pain where all my tears recide I walk alone, down the streets of hell In hell I feel home, my footsteps hitting the ground no one around to hear my steps of lonliness no one is here to give me a hand no one is here to pick me up when i have fallen laying on the ground, blood all ar

Attacked
From out of the shadows, he took me by surprise With devious thoughts and lust in his eyes The attack was swift and without a sound He grabbed me from behind and threw me to the ground With weakness I looked for a way out He covered my mouth before I could shout Teeth met flesh and I tore it away Determined to live as night became day As we struggled, fabric shredded I knew what was coming, the nightmare I dreaded I grabbed the first thing I could find And took out my anger on his sheltered mind Bleeding flesh and broken bone My strength grew with each pain-filled groan I didn't stop when he grew quiet My blood was singing in personal riot My hands were shaking and stained His eyes were lifeless and drained So I ran for all I was worth As his blood soaked into the earth. -= © Phoenix *VMH* 2007 =- Edit: Yes, I wrote this from personal experience. Scary, I know... but there you have it.

Poetry, Theology, Metaphysical
Cast Out Current mood: Contemplative Category: Contemplative Religion and Philosophy Idea popped in my head, on the nature of heaven and hell. So I was moved to verse. Comments welcome on the writing, if you want to make a theologic arguement or discussion... suppose I will take those in stride. It is not really intended as theological in nature so much as of perceptual concept. Now there is a theoligicol question (best taken up with an actual theologian) what if heaven and hell ARE mere perceptions, and not divine states or settings. what if they are one in the same. Don't worry to much about it ... I didn't. Well Dear Reader, I will turn it over to you ... ************************************************ Cast Out What if, Heaven was the moments between conception and birth? That blissful ignorance that is the whom, Your self-contained reality where your every unknown need and desire is met A universe bound within the confines of a woman's girth.

Italian Meat Loaf
1 1/2 lbs. ground beef 1 c. Italian bread crumb s 3/4 c. chopped onions 1 can Progresso tomato sauce 2 eggs, slightly beaten 1 1/4 tsp. salt Preheat oven to 350 degrees. In large bowl combine beef, bread crumbs, onions, tomato sauce, eggs and salt. Mix just until blended. In shallow pan shape meat into 9x5x3 loaf. Bake until meat loaf is cooked through, about 45-50 minutes. Sprinkle with shredded Mozzarella cheese, if desired. Bake 5 minutes longer. Remove from oven; let stand 5 minutes before serving. Yield: 6 portions.

Veal Scallopini
2 lbs. veal scallops 1 lb. mushrooms 2 cans (14 1/2 oz.) tomatoes 1 med. onion, chopped 3 cloves garlic, minced 1 stick butter 1/2 tsp. oregano or tarragon if you prefer 1 c. Parmesan cheese, freshly grated 1 tsp. salt Freshly ground black pepper 2/3 c. white wine 1/2 c. flour Wipe the scallops of veal clean and place between sheets of waxed paper. Pound with a mallet or the flat side of a cleaver until they are 1/4 inch thick. Shake the cutlets in a paper bag containing flour, 1 teaspoon salt and fresh ground pepper.

Hi There Friends And Family
im going away for about a week to sort some thing sout in my life. but im in a win a vic for month contest and i was hoping that all of you go and rate and comment it for me please. it runs from the 21st to the 28th of june til 5pm. once i get back ill do my best to help all out. this is the picture link to it thank you all so much richard

Better Than Sex - By Halifax
In this bottle, I'm all dressed up for you In red, my intentions aren't so good It may take me one miracle But if you have more I'm sure we could use them So why do we (why do we), breathe sex like lovers but live like enemies? Fix me, fix me a new cure for us One that's stronger One that will ease the pain I wanna be loved by you I wanna be there right next to you As I spread throughout your veins The tension's getting stronger now with pain You can have your miracle But I won't give in to your throne Royalty means nothing to me Still why do we (why do we), breathe sex like lovers but live like enemies? Fix me, fix me a new cure for us One that's stronger One that will ease the pain I wanna be loved by you I wanna be there right next to you Let's sleep tonight on a bed of nails So that every other night doesn't seem so painful after all (after all) Let's sleep tonight on a bed of nails So that every other night doesn't seem s

Oh How True! Lol
Libra : Horoscope for June 21st,2007 A certain comment really stings, but when you think about it, you have to admit that it wasn't necessarily malicious. It's just that this person was trying to get through to you and didn't know how else to put it. lmao oh how TRUE this one was!

Quote For June 22
Carry out a random act of kindness, with no expectation of reward, safe in the knowledge that one day someone might do the same for you. -- Lady Diana, Princess of Wales Bonus Quote: You know, I'm just waiting for the moment when I throw up in the back seat of the limo on my way to a premiere. -- Tom Hanks This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Potato Patties (indian Style)
1 cup mashed potatoes 1/2 cup onion (finely chopped) 1/4 cup coriander (finely chopped) 1/2 cup green peas (boiled) 2 green chillies (finely chopped) few drops of lemon juice salt, red chilly powder, black pepper, to taste 1 cup corn flour Mix all ingredients except the corn flour in a bowl. Make small patties and wrap with the corn flour. Now fry them in oil. Serve hot.

Tv Guide Campaign
www.tvguide.com/bzz FOR FRIENDS Don’t forget to send the people you Bzz to www.tvguide.com/bzz to enter TV Guide’s Red Carpet BzzAgent Sweepstakes! One of them has a great chance to win: air and hotel fare bleacher tickets along the red carpet to watch the stars arrive and an invitation to TV Guide’s After Party This sweepstakes is open to the public but is only advertised through BzzAgents in this Campaign — so spread the word to all your friends!

Down Raters List
Just aggravates the Hell Out Of me when a Newbie or grunt goes around rating people a 1, These People were rated a 1, Left a comment and Blocked. ( Show Em The Love ) Down rater # 1 carolyn@ CherryTAP Screenshot Below, Click to enlarge Down rater # 2 DRINK UP!!@ CherryTAP Screenshot Below, Click to enlarge

Im Sick Of Helping Friends Out
WELL IM SICK OF HELPING FRIENDS OUT AND DONT GET IT IN RETURN! ITS NOT RIGHT NOR FAIR! IM SORRY IF I PISS ANYONE OFF WITH THIS BUT HELPING SOMEONE IS A 2WAY STREET NOT A 1 WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hell In A Hand-basket
WTF is up with world today? Parents killing kids, men raping young girls,kids killing kids!!! when is gon stop? I'll tell you when........never! I am 28 years old, i've been around, seen things (good & bad), and have met all kinds of people (again good & bad). But the way things were when i was young in New York was the norm, kids went missing everyday, someone was always getting popped and so forth, But when i moved to South Carolina at age 10 it was'nt like that at all.As the time moved on i saw the change in the city where i was raised (south Carolina) and everyday it just got worse and worse and worse. Crime rising, Over-population,drugs (not weed,DRUGS!!). Now before i came up to Maine I was staying at a place that was right down the road from me 18 years earlier and it looked nothin like it did back in the day! And i thought to myself how does this happen? It's getting to the point to where i don't even wanna watch the T.V anymore cause so much shit is happening and there's not a

Why Men Are Never Depressed
Men Are Just Happier People What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. ! Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jar

My Pimpout
Just keeping this..She is definetely right when she says that noone will complain..Thank you to all my new friends and fans.I Love Sporks thank you so much for helping me. It's insane that all I ever see this lady doing is help other people. I never see her asking for anything for herself, so it's time someone did it for her She actually does return all of the love that she gets so, you guys know what to do I very rarely pimp people out, but when I do, I have yet to have ONE person complain that they didn't get anything in return! RATE her FAN her ADD her thanks :D BooBoo.......@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-' on '2007-06-22 15:50:00')

Santa....he's Back! Poem #6
Ever have that felling that somethings not right? It gnawls at your stomach from morning to night. The thought kept coming that somethings amiss. It was starting to effect my holiday bliss. The day flew by fast everything seemed fine. But, i could not sleep with this thought on my mind. Then some low sounds about an hour till dawn. Some ho ho ho'ing out on my lawn. Yes, its true, Santa he's back and trippin' Healed up nicely from last years ass whippin'. I laughed in his face, "you stupid goose steppin' kraut." "Cme all the way back here to just get knocked out. "You'll find out this time I'm not so easily beat." "Say hello to my friend Cottontail pete." You'd think of a bunny as fragile and small. but, this fluffy hare was seven feet tall. "See i brought me some help a lil' egg-stra fun." "You'll be kissing my elf butt by the time we are done." Guess he thought that was funny he started to grin. So i gave him an uppercut under his chin. Pete c

The 10 Commandments Of Stoned Azz Bitches
Stoned Azz Bitches Weed Smoking Commandments and Dictionary The 10 Commandments of STONED AZZ BITCHES 1) Stoned Azz Bitches must either carry a blunt, a blunt wrap, or papers in thy purse at ALL times. 2) Stoned Azz Bitches Must NEVER speak of being BLOWED when fellow SAB's are without weed. 3) Three Hits and PASS... DO NOT BOGIE THE BLUNT! 4) Ash Before You Pass! Thou shalt NOT be an ASHLEY! 5) NEVER Jenny the blunt! Wait til the next Bitch's hit to tell a story! 6) Fuck Folger's, Weed is the best part of wakin up! (Wake N Bake) 7) Thou shalt never hide a good weed deal from thy fellow Stoned Azz Bitches. 8) Always be ready to smoke... Never say you don't feel good enough to smoke. WEED MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER! 9) Keep comments about Mexicans to a minimum during HIGH TIMES... 10) WEED COMES FIRST! Fuck the electricity bill, fuck the phone bill... THOU MUST ALWAYS HAVE WEED!

Stole My Heart
DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL LYRICS "Stolen" We watch the season pull up its own stakes And catch the last weekend of the last week Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced, Another sun soaked season fades away You have stolen my heart Invitation only, grant farewells Crush the best one, of the best ones Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight You have stolen my heart And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration One good stretch before our hibernation Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well You have stolen You have stolen my heart I watch you spin around in the highest heels You are the best one, of the best ones We all look like we feel You have stolen my You have stolen my heart

Spinach Lasagna Bechamel
SAUCE: 6 c. milk 1 c. butter 1 c. white flour Salt and pepper to taste 1/8 tsp. nutmeg LASAGNA: 1/4 c. vegetable oil 2 cloves garlic, minced 2 c. onions, chopped 2 lb. spinach, frozen, thawed and drained 3/4 c. chopped fresh parsley 1 lb. ricotta or cottage cheese 2 eggs 2 c. grated Parmesan cheese 2 c. grated Mozzarella cheese 1 pkg. lasagna noodles Sauce: Heat milk until hot but not boiling. In another pan melt butter. Whisk in flour, cook 3 to 4 minutes, stir constantly. Add milk gradually. Stir until sauce thickens. Lasagna: Saute garlic and onions in oil until translucent. Stir in spinach and 1/2 cup of parsley. Set aside. Mix rest of parsley, ricotta or cottage cheese, eggs, 2/3 cup Parmesan cheese. Cook noodles al dente. Better yet, don't cook the noodles. Just layer the raw noodles in the pan as you would if they were cooked. Oil a large pan, layer ingredients in following order. First, 1 1/2 to 2 cups of Bechamel sauce, 1/3 of noodles, half spina

Sanity Or Insanity
i go for insanity cuz thats where i am leading this weekend was too much but i hope she gets help today i would hate 2 lose her to death.... whose her n she? only those who know me know woh i am talking about pray for her n me

Fuck Buddy Game!!
haha... you opened this ok you can't turn back now there is atleast one person in your friends list that wants to either sleep with you or go out with you if there is someone on your list that does then you will recieve a message saying either " i'm yours" or "i'd hit it" if they want to go out with you then you will get a message saying"im yours" if they just want to sleep wit you you will get a message saying"i'd hit it" so, come one if you want to know who likes you then repost this as fuck buddies (game) (repost of original by 'Dj JoKaZ ** ~JUGGALO~FAMILY~' on '2007-06-14 13:55:58') (repost of original by '**Nikki~The~Ninjalette**Sign my guestbook**' on '2007-06-14 15:30:36') (repost of original by '+*¨^¨*+Lø§†$øûL+*¨^¨*+" Tat2ed White Trash"' on '2007-06-14 15:32:37') (repost of original by 'BBW Pin-up Girl Luscious Lillyth Crow *Freaks R Us Family Member*' on '2007-06-14 17:55:42') (repost of original by 'tattmndo69***freak show family****sick weird and tw

Why I Don't Care.
Look, I'm glad our troops are fighting the good fight, but honestly I don't believe in the shit we're fighting. And if i called stupid or if someone says 'i'm sittin by watching life on the sidelines' b/c i dont give a fuck about the war or some shit then so fucking be it. I honestly don't fucking care. I've had friends I went to high school with die over there and leave behind families and children who'll never know mommy or daddy b/c of this ridiculous shit. So if i'm sittin here watching life pass me by wtf are they doing over there? Losing their lives for no good fucking reason.

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Breathplay
"Is the cool night air to much for you, My pet? I asked of her. "No, Sir." she replied. I look down at at the clock briefly so not to miss my turn. It was 11:30pm as we turned into the cemetery. A field where I like to play in the night. Driving slowly to obey any rules imposed by the graveyard, I mean no disrespect. I take a gander at the lovely subject to my right. "My sweet girl this is where we begin with tonights events." I explained to her as I pulled off the the side of the road. "What is that, Sir?" She asked of me with a lucid look in her eye. "You will find out soon enough my dear," I tell her as I kiss her soft lips. "Now, get out, and go to the back of the van." I commanded. The sound of the shutting doors pierce the silence of night. The moon is a in it's waning phase, and the sky is illuminated with all the shimmering stars. I open the back of the van to a large storage area. I pull out my bag of goodies that I brought to the party. I run my fingers

I'm Sorry...
I'm sorry for not being perfect I'm sorry I disappoint. I'm sorry that I'm honest I'm sorry you missed the point. I'm sorry that you hate me. I'm sorry for my ugly face. I'm sorry about my problems and I'm sorry about my disgrace. I'm sorry I'm not good enough I'm sorry I let you down. I'm sorry for my insecurties I'm sorry for screwing around. I'm sorry for my moodiness I'm sorry for my tears. I'm sorry for my feelings And I'm sorry for my fears. I'm sorry that I'm human And I'm sorry that I care. I'm sorry for making you laugh I'm sorry that I shared. I'm sorry for having ideas of my own Sorry 'bout trying so hard So sorry for trying to be nice to you I'm sorry I played the wrong card. I'm sorry for you, And I'm sorry for me But most of all, I'm sorry for being sorry.

Baked Chicken With Cream Gravy
1 (3 lb.) fryer or you can use just breasts or legs and thighs 1 stick butter lg. can Carnation Evaporated milk Flour A little salt and pepper as desired. Shake chicken in paper bag with flour. Melt butter in baking dish in oven. Remove and lay chicken, skin side up, in dish with butter. Pour milk over all and a little water. Bake at 375 degrees for 45 minutes to an hour, adding a little water as needed. Turn chicken over during baking. Serve with rice. This cream gravy is very good.

Spinach, Strawberry, Pecan Salad
1 lb. fresh spinach, washed & dried 1 pt. strawberries, washed & halved 1/2 c. pecan halves, toasted DRESSING: 1/3 c. raspberry vinegar 1 tsp. dry mustard 1 tsp. salt 1/2 c. sugar 1 c. vegetable or olive oil 1 1/2 tbsp. poppy seeds Combine dressing ingredients except the poppy seeds in a blender. Add the poppy seeds by hand. Toss dressing with spinach, strawberries and hot pecans. The hot nuts will slightly wilt the greens.

My Weekend
I didn't get the new scooter at the Harley shop. They came up with about $2500 more, so I went to a Harley repo shop and got the same bike, for $4000 less. I will be picking it up tonight. I will not ever go back to Alef's Harley shop in Wichita, KS again. They do not like to tell you about cost not listed when you purchase, they also do not like to service your bike like it's supposed to be. Example, I spent $1000 for service and parts, when I got it home the clutch fell off at 60mph, not fun with a six yr old on the back. This was one of the items they serviced. I called and told them about it, not even a kiss my ass was given to me. I'm through with that. I will travel 1000 miles to the next dealership, just so I never have to go back there.

Fun
i went to a club to watch wrestling and havea bit of fun and met up with a few ppl that i have not seen in a while and we chatted for a couple of hours while watching the wrestling then came home and went on msn and cherrytap for a lil while

Wtf Is Wrong With The Assholes On This Site?
I know there's been a load of MUMMs on the death of Benoit. But come on, why does everyone got to get pissed off and bash on the man? They'd hate it if people reacted that way to the death of someone that they care about. Again, I've said this before....we're all supposed to be adults here but I get the impression 90% of the people here are childish and immature.

King Cake
First, it is necessary to give a little history lesson... The King Cake is believed to have originated in France around the 12th century. These early Europeans celebrated the coming of the three wise men bearing gifts twelve days after Christmas calling it the Feast of the epiphany, Twelfth Night, or King's Day. The main part of the celebration was the baking of a King’s Cake to honor the three Kings. The cakes were made circular to portray the circular route used by the kings to get to the Christ Child, which was taken to confuse King Herod who was trying to follow the wise men so he could kill the Christ Child. In these early King Cakes a bean, pea, or coin was hidden inside the cake. The person who got the hidden piece was declared King for the day or was said to have good luck in the coming year. In Louisiana, Twelfth Night also signifies the beginning of the carnival season which ends with Mardi Gras Day. The bean, pea and the coin have been replaced by a small plastic ba

A Tragic Loss Of An Amazing Wwe Superstar
Chris Benoit, family found dead Written: June 25, 2007 STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayetteville County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the Benoit family and loved ones in this time of tragedy.

Keep This Handy On The Fridge
Did You Know that drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately-- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional "pain relievers." Did you know that Colgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns. Before you head to the drug store for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chewing on a couple of curiously strong Altoids peppermints. They'll clear up your stuffed nose. Achy muscles from a bout of the flu? Mix 1 Tablespoon of horseradish in 1 cup of olive oil. Let the mixture sit for 30 minutes, then apply it as a massage oil, for instant relief for aching muscles. Sore throat? Just mix 1/4 cup of vinegar with 1/4 cup of honey and take 1 tablespoon six times a day. The vinegar kills the bacteria. Cure urinary tract infections with Alka-Seltzer. Just dissolve two tablets in a glass of water and drink it at the onset of the symptoms. Alka-Seltzer begins eliminating urinary tract infections

9
Your Love Number is 9 You are a peaceful person, and you tend to have calm, stable relationships. Connecting deeply is another skill of yours, and you tend to know lovers well. Trusting and laid back, you are an easy person to love. Love can be a little blinding for you, so open your eyes a little more! What Is Your Love Number?

Well She Did It Again
She took his kids away again. All because little Ernie bumped his head and we didn't rush him to the emergancy room. He was fine and jumping around. Now if he had a concusion don't you think he would be laying down and tired, now wound for sound. I hate her so much. Why does she have to hurt him like that. I dont get.

Margarita Chicken Drummettes
Drummettes, the bottom portions of chicken wings, make tasty and tidy appetizers. Ingredients: 1 cup tequila Juice of 2 limes 1/4 cup olive oil 1/4 cup plus 2 tablespoons honey 2 teaspoons salt 4 pounds chicken drummettes Lime wedges and salt for garnish 1 teaspoon Sal y Limón prepared seasoning mix Lime zest for garnish Preparation: Whisk together the tequila, lime juice, oil, honey, and salt in a large glass bowl or non-reactive casserole dish. Add the chicken. Cover and refrigerate for 8 hours or overnight. If possible, turn the chicken at least once during marinating. Preheat oven broiler to 500°F. Remove the drummettes from the marinade and arrange on a broiler pan. Broil for about 10 minutes on each side, or until skin is lightly browned and chicken is cooked through. To serve, rub the rim of a glass plate or platter with a lime wedge. Dip edges of plate in salt, as if preparing a margarita glass. Mound the chicken in center of plate. Sprinkle with the seasoning mix

Chris Benoit
it's offical they now know what happend to chris benoit and his family.It was a double murder suicide he killed his wife and 7 year old son and then hung himself.too bad he could not get the help he needed

Heres What Happed With Chris Benoit
Benoit’s wife Nancy was murdered Friday by asphyxiation. She was in the office area of the house, dead, for close to a day - Benoit’s son Daniel was murdered Saturday by asphyxiation. Daniel was confirmed to be in his bed when law enforcement officials found him. - Chris Benoit committed suicide late Saturday early Sunday. No type of suicide note or anything in the house was located. - Authorities are still waiting further results from crime lab and toxicology reports which could take several weeks to get back. - Only one prior arrest of Chris Benoit is known. It was allegedly for a DUI, but nothing can be confirmed. There is no knowledge at this time if there was a history of domestic violence with Chris Benoit. It was also not know whether or not a divorce had been filed. - Lots of prescription medications found in Benoit’s house that police believe to be illegal prescriptions at this time. However, he then said that police found anabolic steroids but would not say wha

My Feelings On The Ct Salute Issue!!!
well ok so i found this site afew months ago and when i first got on here all i could say was kool. but since gettin to a level 10 it has become a crappy ordeal. for one u cant make it past a 10 til u post a salute ....wuts a salute u ask? well u have to hold up a white piece of paper sayin ur ct numbers and ur ct name ....and with that in mind.....u should be able to show any pic of urself u want...even if it's not you....i can name about 100 poeple on ct who just are very secretive and dont want ct members to see wut they really look like and theirs no crime in it.....,so the way i see it its not right to tell someone that they wont make it past a certain level cuz their not real...thats like tellin me im not human ....like im a alien....NO SALUTE can prove who i really am only my CERTIFICATE!!!! so lets this be said i will stay a 10 for as long as i want cuz im not out to prove who i am to anyone but GOD HIMSELF!!!!!! PEACE OUT!!!!

Pulling Me Back
Come notice me :: And take my hand So why are we :: Strangers when Our love is strong -- Why carry on without me? And everytime I try to fly :: I fall without my wings I feel so small /// I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need » you baby I make believe // That you are here It's the only way :: I see clear What have I done :: You seem to move on easy And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you baby I may have made it rain Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain And this song is my sorry -- Ohhhh -- At night I pray // That soon your face Will fade away And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I ne

This Is The Kind Of Shit I Think About.
So I was sitting in the laundry room having a cigarette, and thinking about things. I've been doing nothing but thinking for the past week or so, but this never really occured to me until now. What is love? Is it a real emotion, or is it just an idea? Do we really love the person, or just what they do for us? Do they really make us happy, or is it just the things they do? If there was somebody exactly like the person you're "in love" with, would you be in love with them too? How much do you really know the person you're with? They could be telling you everything somebody else is whispering in their ear. This thought doesn't just end at love though. I've been thinking about this shit my whole life, but it's just now coming into words. When I was little, I'd play with my barbies and think "What if the barbies are living the exact same thing we are? What if there's people from a different world playing with our bodies, thinking that we are nothing more than a doll?" Or I

Love
“Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable.” ~Bruce Lee

"fuck Or Pass"
There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this SHIT's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to do u so!!! Repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Bloodwork
Here is your broken character, the one left of heaven. Scissors cut him from the page, example, Continue to read not to retrace the steps, touch me. The hemorrhaging has ceased, has ceased. And I swallow these capsules, to regain my grip. And I swallowed myself sick. And I inherited my health. Here is your wake and smile, that you seem to need. The safe and the touch, and the unweave. Right where you placed it the night before, Saint checks in to make sure, You're right where you say that you are, Right where you are. They all seemed so truthful, They all seemed so true. Couldn't find a better way to lie.

All Tied Up....
You come over to my place and we deceide to have some fun, but in a different way. I go upstairs and change into my red sexy lingerie outfit,sheer stockings, and some red high heels. I am laying on the bed in a come and take me pose and you make your way upstairs to my room. You tell me how hot and sexy I look but that because I am a tease, you want to have your way with me. Laying on the bed you see severel different sex toys. You grab the love cuffs, tell me to lay on my back and place my hands and feet in postion. You have me under your total control. You grab one of the feathers and start to run it down my neck, brest, belly, thighs and all the way down my legs. Shivers begin to run up and down my back and just from the gentle touch around my nipples, I start to get wet. You then grab the can of whiped cream and place some on my nipples. You suck and lick it off. You know how sensitive my nipples are and I begin to squirm. As you suck it off my nipples, you hand begins down my stom

Prayer ... Kalebs Update
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 Prayer So much news. Kaleb is still doing pretty well. He is sleeping and snoring away right now. He is proped up on a Boppy pillow, he seems to like this posistion much better than any. Where do I start? They have stopped giving him the interthecal treatments as of Monday. They still have to have 3 negative cultures from the CSF before we are able to take off all of the isolation gear. But the infection is pretty much gone.I am looking forward to this day. His nurse today seems to think that we should be able to walk in his room with out all of the stuff on by tomorrow. YAY! They also clamped the drain coming out of his brain and started to constently moniter his Intercranial Pressure. This isn't going very well though... His pressure seems to shoot up to the mid 20's which is not good. This is an indication that he will probably have to have an permenate internal shunt put in that drains CSF into his stomach. The Nuerosurgeons have yet to

Losing Someone Very Special
I have a very special person upset with me. I am not sure what i did or didn't do. I am really sorry. You mean the world to me. So i am hoping you can forgive me. I love this person with all my heart.

Automated Harassment
Automated harassment By M. E. Kabay Over the last few weeks, my wife and I have noticed about half-dozen phone calls at various times of day that had no identification and simply went dead after a few seconds. Shortly before writing this article, I dialed *69 to find out the number of the latest hang-up call and called it. To my astonishment, it was my own phone company, Verizon! I explained the situation to the pleasant young lady on the line and she explained that the calls were part of a marketing campaign. She offered to put me on Verizon’s do-not-call list. I said that was not the point: it seemed to me that there was something wrong with their auto-dialer programming, so the solution was to fix the problem rather than patch one complainant’s number at a time. She repeated the same explanation and I repeated my objection more slowly. Finally she switched to a different tack that was more informative. From servers to storage: Virtualization saves It's touted as one

What A Day This Shall Be.
I got absolutely no sleep and feel really grumpy. I am attempting to down coffee but I really just want to pass out in my steps. I feel like the living dead today. How is it a person can lay in bed for hours and never sleep? I would give up half my worldly posessions right now for one awesome night of sleep. I am doubting my brain can even be slightly functional today.

Theodore Roosevelts Words Of Wisdom
I would like to quote Theodore Roosevelt’s ideas on immigration, voiced in 1907: “In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace or origin. But this is predicated upon the person’s becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American … There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn’t an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag … We have room but for one language here, and that is the English language … and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people.” I believe in immigration — legal immigration. I do not believe any immigrant has the right to come to the United States and expect to be handed a carte blanche

Angel Berry Cake
1 Angel food cake 10 ounces raspberries, frozen, thawed and drained* 1 cup frozen cherries, thawed and drained* 13 packages Sweet 'n Low sweetener, or Equal 1 envelope gelatin, unflavored 2 tablespoons rum extract 1 tablespoon orange juice, unsweetened Topping: 1 teaspoon gelatin, unflavored 2 teaspoons water 1/4 cup nonfat dry milk powder 1/2 cup skim milk 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 tablespoon sugar In a blender, puree raspberries, 1/2 at a time. Remove and set aside. Puree cherries. Mix cherries and raspberries together, set aside. Combine gelatin with rum extract and orange juice in a small bowl. Place bowl in a saucepan of hot water and stir mixture constantly until gelatin is dissolved (or microwave uncovered on low for 1 minute). Add gelatin, Equal and raspberry mixture to blender and blend for 2 minutes. Transfer to a mixing bowl, cover and refrigerate about 1-1/2 - 2 hours until mixture is set and sufficiently thickened to spread. Soften gelatin

Plaything
i walked in and saw you sitting there with those big doe eyes collar on leash in hand i stopped in my tracks as always mesmerised by your sexualness you stood and crossed the room i snapped out of my trance took the leash from your tiny hand "have you been good today?"i asked knowing the answer seeing the slight glistening of your fingers as you handed me your leash. "no daddy"you whispered in that angelic voice,"i was thinking about your big hard cock and ....well ..... i " "get on your knees" i said sternly you looked me right in the eye i saw the flush of your cheek rising trying hard not to show your pleasure at what you knew was coming. "now you have to undress me "i said you reached down untied my shoes and took them off i reached down between you leggs and put hte leash through and pulled it up behind your back and i heard your breath stutter as the soft nylon slid across your already swollen clit and as you reached up to unbutton my pants and let them fall i

Poetry
i knew it was to good to be true when you told me i love you, i'm just the dumbass who believed you, i put up such a fight, my walls were up, you came and tore them down, then ripped out my heart and threw it on the ground, laughing, you hurt me, you probably don't even care, i'm all alone just sitting here, what the fuck did i do to you?, nothing but want to be next to you, i would have done anything you asked, all i can say now is kiss my fucking ass

Perspectives
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad ." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy o

Torn At The Seam
as i look at a picture i see a little girl sad as can be wondering the world looking for love love in all the wrong places this little girl about eight of nine pain running through her heart and mind traveling this earth fighting to survive looking for answer to all life question question no one has the answer too this little girl pale as a ghost with long blond hair and blue eyes the prettiest little girl you have ever seen torn at the seam now when i look at her i see a young women with wondering eyes those eyes that wonder whats left why shes still alive in this world where she fights to survive

Wet Dream
A while ago, I had a full fledged wet dream. It started like this..... I was laying in bed, when two DC police officers kicked in the door. The male officer went to check the rest of the house, while the female officer held me at gunpoint. As soon as her partner was out of sight, she bent down & sucked my cock into her wet mouth. I reached between her legs and started to finger her pussy. I have no idea how she got rid of her uniform! After a few minutes of her licking my cock, I bent her over the bed and fucked her doggystyle. All the while, my wife, Michelle, was in a chair watching me and rubbing her pussy & tits. The police officer screamed that she was cumming. Michelle said she was cumming too. Then I came. That is when I woke up with cum all over my stomach.

Cajun Shrimp Skillet Supper
1 box Chicken Rice-a-Roni 20 to 30 small canned, fresh or frozen shrimp (thawed) add 2 1/4 cup chopped onion 1/4 cup chopped celery 1/4 cup chopped bell pepper 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 to 3 teaspoons extra spicy Mrs. Dash (to taste) Sauté Rice-a-Roni in oil in skillet with onion, celery, bell pepper and shrimp until golden brown. Add 2 1/3 cups hot water and stir in seasoning pack from Rice-a-Roni and Mrs. Dash. Bring to a boil, cover and simmer 20 minutes. Serves 4.

Hot Rocks Radio's Rockiversary
On July 12th, Hot Rocks Radio turns one year old. On Saturday the 14th, we'll be celebrating our first Rockiversary with a day of special programming, contests, prizes and who KNOWS what else. Hot Rocks Radio is a not-for-profit, fully licensed Internet radio station. We proudly pay royalties to artists affiliated with ASCAP, BMI, SESAC and SoundExchange. We invite one and all to tune in and help us to celebrate getting away with hobby radio at its finest. We feature independent recording artists and we provide live DJs 'round the clock, playing YOUR requests and dedications. Thank you to all our listeners. Oh. Feel free to drop by the Hot Rocks Radio Lounge on Cherry Tap and meet the rockers. Okay. Back to eating cherries for me. Have a really weird day!!!

Dumbness To A New Level
http://www.1067litefm.com/cc-common/news/sections/newsarticle.html?feed=104673&article=2115342 Woman Calls 911 To Request Babysitter Apparently she thought the TV show "Nanny 911" was a commercial for a service that offers babysitters through 911. Friday, May 11, 2007 AUDIO A woman near Fond Du Lac, Wisconsin will not be charged after calling 911 for a babysitter. Apparently the mother of triplets thought the TV show "Nanny 911" was a commercial for a service that offers babysitters through 911. She is heard sighing, saying "I need a babysitter." She also said she needed some company. When the operator explained 911 isn't a help line service, she hung up the phone. The cops did send an officer to her house and found she was frazzled, but OK. She apparently made an honest mistake and will not face criminal charges. Dodge County Sheriff Todd Nehls called the phone call "an example of some of the influence television has on some of the things we deal with." H

Okay
i hate my camera. first it goes and messes up. the lense won't pop out right? so yeah and so i never delete anything off the camera.. (its actually JAke's camera but w/e) so anyway i tried to delete some of the pics off the camera by puting it on the base but it wont even turn on now. so there i am, sitting there, pissed. grrrr!!! i need my cammeerraaaa!!!!

Shane Saves.
He really truly does. Last night was lots of fun. I thought it was cute how scared he was because of the city we were in. He kept saying how he had to look over his shoulder and he told me he was scared that he had to stay there til 2. Hell if me and ruby didn't have to work today we would've stayed with him. P.S. Tequila shots with Shane in T-Minus 2 Months!

2 Days
Alright guys... I've got 2 days left to enjoy being 21. I dunno why this is such an issue for me. Maybe because the year has gone by so fast. I'm completely unprepared for it. Which totally sucks. Infact, I'm not happy about it one bit. I don't think it's the age thing that's bothering me so much. It just seems like life is passing me by just a little too quickly. It makes me think of when I was younger and wishing I was 18. Like it wouldn't come fast enough. Well...clearly it did and I left it in the dust. But that's all gloomy and depressing. Let's look on the bright side. I get cake!!!

Sausage And Cheese Strata
1/2 lb. sausage meat 8 slices homemade-type white bread, crusts removed and the bread cut into 1/2-inch cubes 3/4 lb. Monterey Jack cheese, grated 4 lg. eggs, beaten lightly 1 1/2 c. milk 1/2 tsp. salt 1 tsp. Dijon-style mustard A pinch of cayenne 1/2 tsp. Worcestershire sauce 3 tbsp. unsalted butter, melted and cooled In a skillet brown the sausage over moderately high heat, breaking it up with a fork, and with a slotted spoon transfer it to paper towels to drain. Brush a 1-quart souffle dish with some of the fat remaining in the skillet. Arrange a third of the bread cubes in the bottom of the dish and sprinkle them with 1/3 of the cheese. Top the cheese with all the sausage; top the sausage with half the remaining bread. Sprinkle half the remaining cheese over the bread. Top the strata with the remaining bread and press the layers together slightly. In a bowl whisk together the eggs, milk, salt, mustard, cayenne, and Worcestershire sauce. Pour the mixture over the s

Black Pepper Taralli
Makes About 2 To 2 1/2 Dozen Depending On Size:Although the preparation may sound involved since they are quickly boiled in water before baking, if you have everything prepared it isn't at all difficult or overly time consuming. 4 Cups All-purpose Flour (Plus Additional For Kneading) 2 Teaspoons Baking Powder 1/2 Teaspoon Coarsely Cracked Black Pepper 1 Teaspoon Salt 5 Large Eggs 2 Tablespoons Olive Oil 1/2 Cup Grated Pecorino Cheese Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Mix together the flour, baking powder, salt and pepper in one bowl. In another bowl, lightly beat the eggs with the olive oil and cheese until mixed. Slowly add the flour mixture into the bowl with the eggs, mixing as you add each addition until you have formed a dough that sticks together. Dump the mixture onto a counter or hard surface, and knead until smooth, adding a little additional flour if necessary to prevent sticking. Cut dough into small balls, then roll out each piece into a rope, about

For Anyone That Cares
I deleted my other account. Some of you were on it, some of you werent, but its easier for me this way. I'm simplifying things and I just feel its time. Surprisingly it wasnt even that hard. Click and its gone. I wish a lot of things in life were that easy.

Look For Yourself.....
My Horoscope for Today: 6/29/2007: You're a master at maintaining business as usual, but what if your insides are actually in turmoil? Let go of that mask. When other people realize you need help, they'll be perfectly willing to give it. So, I need someones ear to use as a bouncing board, not necessary to do anything, but to listen never the less. Hum...guess I'll start with the beginning of the week, (and I have to hurry, not only is there a storm thundering close by, but I have an on line meeting.) Monday my house insurance canceled, still working on why, but I have to have some by July 6th. I also phone my father and left a message with my step-mother about I wished Dad had to me Mr.** died, I'd have been at the funeral, and I'm sure a lot of my old buddies would have been there too. Well, I'm learning that with severely depressed people, you don't always tell them all the things in your life. As it turns out, my step-mother (who is now suicidal) broke into tears when she got o

Bitchiness
I decided to scrub my house down this evening. It looks and smells so good. The only problem is I mopped and in doing so, I have left my cigs in the family room and can't get to them until the floor dries. DAMNIT.

Fucked Up Shit
Just because I'm a wiccan today I was called a satan witch. I was also called a lying drama queen. I'd NEVER EVER lie about my father falling off a cliff...I have the pictures and I have no reason to lie. Why lie and lose friends I hold so dear? If someone doesn't believe me they may speak to my father and hear for them selves. I have nothing to prove!

The Tide
And there's three, count 'em-three Children playing on the beach. They were eager to learn, To be taught, and to teach There's Veronica; She's biting her lip As she watches the waves turn white at the tip. And there's Vada; Radiating with joy, And luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy. And lastly there's Dade; His hair dances in the wind, And he's wondering what love is, And why it has to end. And he can't understand How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends. His mother whispers quietly; Heaven's not a place that you go when you die. It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive So live for the moment. And take this advice, live by every word, Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard And live for the moment now. And there's three, count 'em-three Children growing on the beach. They were eager to learn, To be taught, and to teach There's Veronica; She's licking her lips As she waits for her real, first pa

In The Back Woods Of Arkansas
In the back woods of Arkansas, Mr. Stewart's wife went into labor in the middle of the night, and the doctor was called out to assist in the delivery. To keep the nervous father-to-be busy, the doctor handed him a lantern and said, "Here, you hold this high so I can see what I'm doing." Soon, a wee baby boy was brought into the world. "Whoa there Scotty!" said the doctor. "Don't be in a rush to put the lantern down... I think there's yet another wee one to come." Sure enough, within minutes he had delivered another little baby. "No, no, don't be in a great hurry to be putting down that lantern, young man... It seems there's yet another one besides!" cried the doctor. The new father scratched his head in bewilderment, and asked the doctor. "Do ye think it's the light that's attractin' them?"

Tired Of Liveing This Life And Trying To Make It Better.
You ever feel trapt? Ok Well i do man. I keep on trying to get better. Im moveing forward yes. Getting my liscence back, trying to get to a houseing authority where i am on a bus route to maybe get a job. You ever feel scared to fall asleep at night? Want your kid next to you cuz your nervous someone is going to try to break into your son's window? If you think about it all it is so flat out rediculous to know ever summer you know the drama is going to start in your neighborhood. Where people are going to start caseing out your place or other apartments of the like. No i may not be rich. I have the best thing in the world here my child, and for all the money in the world I would never trade him. He is my most valued possession and my greatest love in my life. What scares me is what do i do when I am faced with the fact of these nightmarish scenes in my sleep of someone breaking into my home? Only thing i can think of talk about it with my therapist. Now it is right next d

Favorite Quotes Of All Time -
Now one last thing - this is ONE of my favorite quotes of all time - "Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, martini in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming WOOHOO, what a ride!" Here are a few others - “If you hate your parents, the man or the establishment, don't show them up by getting wasted and wrapping your car around a tree. If you really want to rebel against your parents: outearn them, outlive them, and know more than they do.” “Why do you think the old stories tell of men who set out on great journeys to impress the gods? Because trying to impress people just isn't worth the time and effort.” "Nobody can make you feel inferior without your permission." - Eleanor Roosevelt "Never allow someone to be your priority while you are just their option." "Well behaved women seldom make history

Update
JUST THOUGHT ID WRITE AND GIVE EVERYBODY AN UPDATE ON HOW IM DOING. I WAS RECENTLY INVOLVED WITH SOMEBODY I MET ON HERE, WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET IN PERSON BUT SHE DECIDED TO STAY WITH ANOTHER GUY WHO SHE MET BEFORE ME , I GUESS THE DOUBTS SHE HAD ABOUT HIM CHANGED. JUST MORE OF MY LOUSY LUCK WITH RELATIONSHIPS I GUESS. NEXT WEEK WILL BE THE 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF MY EX BEING IN JAIL( IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHY SHES THERE GIVE ME A SHOUT). AUGUST WILL SUCK FOR ME BECAUSE THE 10TH ANNIVERSARY OF MY DADS DEATH IS THE 29TH AND MY 40TH BIRTHDAY IS THE 31ST. ANOTHER OF MY EXES JOINED CHERRYTAP ABOUT A MONTH AGO AND I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY THAT SHE GOT MARRIED A FEW WEEKS AGO. WELL THATS IT FOR NOW, HAVE A NICE WEEKEND EVERYBODY AND THANKS FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP.

Judge It!!!
The goal of life is to realize the self. The self is an archetype that represents the transcendence of all opposites, so that every aspect of your personality is expressed equally. You are then neither and both male and female, neither and both ego and shadow, neither and both good and bad, neither and both conscious and unconscious, neither and both an individual and the whole of creation. And yet, with no oppositions, there is no energy, and you cease to act. Of course, you no longer need to act. To keep it from getting too mystical, think of it as a new center, a more balanced position, for your psyche. When you are young, you focus on the ego and worry about the trivialities of the persona. When you are older (assuming you have been developing as you should), you focus a little deeper, on the self, and become closer to all people, all life, even the universe itself. The self-realized person is actually less selfish. Personality theorists have argued for many years about whe

You Are...
You Are… You are the sunshine, and starlight, too You are the blue sky, and the fragrant morning dew You are the birdsong, and the shimmering moonbeams You are my everything, in all of my dreams You are the melody, within my heart You are the promise, two souls ne’er to part You are my heartbeat, my life’s very breath I promise to love you forever - 'til death

Do Virgins Taste Better?
Do Virgins Taste Better From: A Faire To Remember words by Randy Farran, music traditional A dragon has come to our village today. We've asked him to leave, but he won't go away. Now he's talked to our king and they worked out a deal. No homes will he burn and no crops will he steal. Now there is but one catch, we dislike it a bunch. Twice a year he invites him a virgin to lunch. Well, we've no other choice, so the deal we'll respect. But we can't help but wonder and pause to reflect. Do virgins taste better than those who are not? Are they salty, or sweeter, more juicy or what? Do you savor them slowly? Gulp them down on the spot? Do virgins taste better than those who are not? Now we'd like to be shed you, and many have tried. But no one can get through your thick scaly hide. We hope that some day, some brave knight will come by. 'Cause we can't wait around 'til you're too fat to fly. Now you have such good taste in your women for sure,

Chicken Parmesan With Tomato Sauce
Parmesan chicken is traditionally made with boneless, skinless chicken breasts. We use breasts, but thighs too, if we are starting with a whole chicken. Sauce ingredients: 2 medium garlic cloves, peeled and minced 1/4 cup extra virgin olive oil 1 can (28 oz) crushed tomatoes (we use Muir-Glen) 1/2 teaspoon dried basil 1/4 teaspoon dried oregano 1/4 teaspoon sugar Salt and ground black pepper Chicken ingredients: 3 Tbsp Dijon mustard 1 Tbsp white-wine vinegar 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon black pepper 4 (5-oz) skinless boneless chicken breast halves (or deboned thighs) 3/4 cup of breadcrumbs (we use make our breadcrumbs from old French bread) 1 cup finely grated Parmesan cheese 3 Tbsp unsalted butter, melted 1 Prepare the sauce. In a large saucepan, heat the garlic and oil together over medium high heat until the garlic starts to sizzle. Stir in the tomatoes, basil, oregano, sugar, a pinch of salt and pepper. Bring to a simmer. Continue to simmer until sauce

Legend For Life
Sunday, July 1, 2007 holy basil & shri ganga jal[nectar] there are two basic legends on the subject of life which could change the fate of life with all ease they are none other than holy basil & ganga jal [nectar from holy river ganga], must for life to keep at home to feel the presence of truth with itself. thanks mahesh sharma

Hahaha
....... This is hilarious!!! Remember this the next time you need to return something and they are giving you a hard time!!!!!!! A woman went to a WalMart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explains the problem with the toaster, and he also tells her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screams, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES,

Paranoia Strikes Deep...
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070701/us_nm/security_usa_terminal_dc_2 NEW YORK (Reuters) - Authorities briefly closed the American Airlines terminal at New York's John F. Kennedy International Airport on Sunday after a suspicious package was found. Port authority officials said the package was being investigated by bomb squad and other experts but the terminal was reopened and the "all clear" given shortly after it was evacuated, media reports said. No information was available on what was inside the package. The airline said flights were not delayed. U.S. airports have been on heightened security at the weekend after the explosion of a fuel-filled jeep on Saturday at Scotland's busiest airport that police said was a terrorist attack linked to failed car bombings in London. Federal officials last month announced they had foiled a plot to blow up JFK, although the suspects never obtained any explosive materials ------ Are we afraid of our own shadow? This is getting o

Let Them Grow Part 9
3) Now wait, just hold on. You expect me to believe that they wouldn't have thought to pass a better law, one that banned marijuana and allowed commercial hemp, instead of throwing the baby out with the bath water? There's more. `Chemical pulping' paper was invented at about this time by Dupont Chemicals, as part of a multi-million dollar deal with a timber holding company and newspaper chain owned by William Randolph Hearst. This deal would provide the Hearst with a source of very cheap paper, and he would go on to be known as the tycoon of `yellow journalism' (so named because the new paper would turn yellow very quickly as it got older.) Hearst knew that he could drive other papers out of competition with this new advantage. Hemp paper threatened to ruin this whole plan. It had to be stopped, and the Marijuana Tax Act of 1937 was the way they did it. As a drug law, the Tax Act really was not a very big step -- it did not really accomplish much at all and many historians have caught

Shrimp With Orange Beurre Blanc
When choosing shrimp, they should be firm and smell sweet. If you see any yellowing at all, pass on them. Shrimp ngredients Fresh Gulf of Mexico shrimp - 6 per person, or about 1/4 pound per person Olive oil Salt and pepper Sauce ingredients (Sauce also posted here.) (Makes 1 cup, enough for 4-6 servings. Divide or multiply to needs.) 2 oranges 1/2 cup white wine 2 teaspoons minced shallots 1/2 pound (2 sticks) unsalted butter Salt and white pepper 1. Peel and de-vein the shrimp. Work with the shrimp one at a time, leaving the rest in a bowl of ice water. Holding on to the body of the shrimp, use your fingers to pull off head if it is still attached, and then the legs. Starting with the head end, gently peel back the shell. Use your fingernails or a knife to cut into the base shell segment. Remove the shrimp from its shell entirely. Place shrimp down flat on a cutting board and use a small sharp knife to make a shallow cut down the back of the shrimp. You may see a

Cornerstone Fest Day 5
well last night was the last night for the bands i am home now but here are the pics from last night shows from main stage i only see 2 bands that night. august burns red norma jean norma jean again

Realization
I ma not the only person to just get out of a bad relationship. Why should i feel so special? Although my getting out was a step up in self pride and esteem, others my not be as fortunate as me. I want friends and I want to be one. For any insecure, macho men that read this and scoff: EVERYONE knows why you act that way, think about it.

Mother Earth
Silent tremors stain the glass before you. The ground is bleeding, shattering the pane. The shards are covering the Earth. Mother, I won't let this happen, I am all yours. Your body shall be clean of my pieces. Because I'm not hurt, I am okay, Life is hard, but so is the rain. The pavement knows the slap. The sound of the beat is like the drum Of my heart breaking. Contractions seem deliberate, confusion seems worse. Stradegy is hopeless, I'm gonna go bizurke. The shadows are covering, plastering the Earth. Mother, I won't let this happen, I am all yours, Your body shall be clean of my pieces. Because I am not hurt, I am okay, Life is hard, but so is the rain. The pavement knows the slap. The sound of the beat is like the drum Of my heart breaking.

Gf App.
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artist?3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forhead: 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I got dumped:

A Letter I Wrote Long Ago To Be Read At My Fungeral When God Calls Me Home.
If you are reading this letter that means something has happened to me. I want everyone to be happy and not to worry about my absence, just remember I am watching over each and everyone of you. So technically I'm like Santa Claus, but without the suit. REMEMBER! Life can be a very precious thing so take advantage of what you got. Keep your head held high through thick and thin and never forget to smile once and awhile for a smile a day keeps sadness and despair away. Never look on the negative side always look for the positive, for no matter the problem their is always a good side to it, you just have to look for it. One thing that I ask of everyone is to have a good time after my funeral. And I know you probably are wondering how could i ask of that from you, well my reason is simple for I will be partying with each and everyone of you. I will miss each and everyone, so until we meet each other in heaven love, peace and happiness to each and everyone Love a

First Race Ever
i went to my first race in loudon today. AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! close finish, Denny Hamlin won with jeff gordon at a very close second. live race is so much better then on tv. again i say, AWESOME!!!!!!!

German Paper
This is what an A paper looks like from me. For my German History and Culture 100 class. The book The Flowing Light of the Godhead, written by Mechthild of Magdeburg, is an expansive piece of religious writing for it’s time. It was an important work because it came at a time when the Catholic Church dominated Europe and had unquestionable authority over the commoners and many kings and princes. The Flowing of the Godhead was a direct threat to the established Church hierarchy in Rome and across Europe. By challenging the ways people had a relationship with God, Mechthild was able challenge the need for a Church hierarchy at all. As a result of this threat to their power, the Church attempted to prevent this text from reaching the people so that they could maintain their dominance. The purpose of this paper is to explain in depth how this writing by Mechthild was able to frighten Church leaders and why those leaders would want to suppress the dissemination of The Flowing Light

To Someone Special...
What can I say... Sometimes I cant sleep at night cuz I think about you too much. Not that its a bad thing, I just havent felt like this for a long time... Its been almost a few years already gone since I was once "falling for someone bad". Of course, things didnt work out then, nothing but a lesson learned. As life continues to go on, it feels like God gave me a second chance. I havent used that chance yet, but I dont know if maybe this is the part where I say Im ready to move on again with someone. Im kinda scared... I dont wanna hurt you... I dont want to make a very bad first impression either. Of course, I mean and have meant everything Ive told you. And I know, I havent forgotten the time where ties between us were cut for that small period of time over something dumb.. I gotta admit, you popped in my head every now and then.. and just seein ya in my head made me smile. I knew something was there.. God forbid something like that happens again. Im quite content the way things

New Stuff On The Benoit Case
The anonymous individual responsible for suggesting, 14 hours before police discovered the body, that WWE wrestler Chris Benoit's wife was dead is confessing, saying his/her comment was a "terrible coincidence." The anonymous editor left a lengthy apology to the Wikimedia community, explaining, "I hope this puts an end to this speculation that someone knew about the tragedy before it was discovered." Below is the full, unedited apology: "... Hey everyone. I am here to talk about the wikipedia comment that was left by myself. I just want to say that it was an incredible coincidence. Last weekend, I had heard about Chris Benoit no showing Vengeance because of a family emergency, and I had heard rumors about why that was. I was reading rumors and speculation about this matter online, and one of them included that his wife may have passed away, and I did the wrong thing by posting it on wikipedia to spite there being no evidence. I posted my speculation on the situation at the tim

Hamburger And Macaroni
1 pound ground beef 1 yellow onion, chopped (or mixed chopped green onion greens and yellow onion) Olive oil 1/2 teaspoon Vegesal or other seasoned salt Dash crushed red pepper 1/2 teaspoon celery seed 1 large can (28 oz) of diced tomatoes 2 Tbsp Worcestershire sauce 1/4 cup chopped parsley 2 cups uncooked macaroni (use rice pasta for wheat-free version) 1 Get a large pot of hot water heating and begin cooking the macaroni as per the directions on the macaroni package. 2 In a skillet, brown the ground beef in a tablespoon of olive oil on high heat. Stir only infrequently so that the ground beef has an opportunity to brown. 3 In a large skillet, sauté chopped onion with a tablespoon of olive oil on medium high heat. Add the ground beef and lower the heat to medium. Add a dash of crushed red pepper. Add Vegesal or other seasoned salt. Add celery seed. Add canned tomatoes. Add Worcestershire sauce. Bring to a simmer and let simmer for 5 minutes. Mix in the drained

Another Poem I Managed To Write
I miss you so much babe..... I want to wrap my arms around you. I want to look into your eyes. I want to hear your voice. I want your body up against mine. I want to hold your hand. I want to kiss your lips. I want your warmth around me. I want you here by my side. I want you in the bedroom. I want your sweat mixed with mine. I want my hands on your body and yours on mine. I want to show you I love you, instead of writing it down. I want you to kiss me all over. I want to taist you again. I want to please you as much as I can. I want you to cum inside me, I want to hear you moan. More than anything else I want to lay in your arms. you are my lover, my friend, my happiness too. Here with out you I'm empty, but with you I'm full.

7/2/07
You need to process all the information before you can come to a conclusion -- bits and pieces won't do. Let the concerned parties know that time isn't of the essence. Taking your time means longer-lasting results.

My First Blog..yay!!
Ahh, Where to begin? I am really stressed to the breaking point right now!!! Nothing seems to be going right lately, I was in a car accident Friday, I was honestly lucky to make it out alive, but my neice was hurt and I feel really bad!!!! I could so0o scream for hours!!! Ahh enough ramblin, just wanted to try this blog thingy out!!! L8rz!!! MWAUH!!!

Everyone Wanted To
everyone wanted to know me so i am telling you...i have 7 kids bean married twice,both abusive relationships,3 of my children are in foster care because when my first ex and i was married i was so depressed ,i wasnt eating or sleeping,i had to sleep in my clothes for two weeks at a time i wouldnt come out of my room i lost 25 pounds in one week,i had to leave so i had to leave my kids with him cause i couldnt take care of my self so i left and i ended up in the hospital then when i got out i came to michigan for about a week and then i went hitchiking all over the united state's it was awsome seen the ocean for the first time but then my illness got worse and i had to come back to michigan and i got a phone call saying my ex lodt the kids to the state,then i met my second ex at first it was great then when we got married it got worse he would hit me with his fist in the face and trip me in public it was terrible but anyways we faught for my kids and it took two years to get them back

Juggalo Zodiac
The Juggalo Zodiac Quiz You were born in the year of The Great Milenko. Which means you are different from what people may think.Relevant Years:1954, 1960, 1966, 1972, 1978, 1984, 1990, 1996, 2002. Most Compatible with Carnival of Carnage.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Help Help Help Help
I'M NOT IN A CONTEST BUT I REALLY REALLY NEED ALL YOUR HELP SO PLEASE CAN YOU GO AND SHOW ME SOME HOT HOT LOVE! 1 RATE AND 20 COMMENTS FROM EACH PLEASE.......... HAVE A WONDERFUL FREAKY MONDAY AND A FABULOUS UPCOMING WEEK. HUGS AND KISSES WildCat

Omfg I Got An F......
I worked my ass off this last week researching for a paper. I found 12 different sources. I did my paper in APA format as required by my college. I go to check my grades and the instructor leaves me a note saying that I am under academic review because my paper resembled someone else's paper. WTF?????????? I am so upset that I have been crying for 30 minutes. I had an A average now I have an F and it brings it down to a B. I am devastated. I have three assignments due this week and am scared to do them for fear I will fuck these up too. I am so upset. Please no one take it personal if I do not talk to you today. It is turning out to be a day that won't end well.....

Poor, Literally...
One afternoon a lawyer was riding in his limousine when he saw two men along the roadside eating grass. Disturbed, he ordered his driver to stop and he got out to investigate. He asked one man, "Why are you eating grass?" "We don't have any money for food," the poor man replied. "We have to eat grass." "Well, then, you can come with me to my house and I'll feed you," the lawyer said. "But sir, I have a wife and two children with me. They are over there, under that tree." "Bring them along," the lawyer replied. Turning to the other poor man he stated, "You come with us, also." The second man, in a pitiful voice, then said, "But sir, I also have a wife and SIX children with me!" "Bring them all, as well," the lawyer answered. They all entered the car, which was no easy task, even for a car as large as the limousine was. Once underway, one of the poor fellows turned to the lawyer and said, "Sir, you are too kind. Thank you for taking all of us with you." The

4th Of July
The Declaration of Independence of the Thirteen Colonies In CONGRESS, July 4, 1776 The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of Happiness. That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed. That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of

So-easy Chocolate Souffle
servings Prep: 15 minutes Bake: 12 minutes View Nutrition Facts Ingredients * Nonstick cooking spray * Sugar * 4 ounces semisweet chocolate, chopped * 1/2 cup whipping cream * 4 egg whites * 2 tablespoons sugar Directions 1. Preheat oven to 400 degree F. Coat insides and rims of four 6-ounce ramekins with nonstick cooking spray. Sprinkle with sugar and set on a baking sheet; set aside. 2. In a small microwave-safe bowl, combine chocolate and cream. Micro-cook on 100 percent power (high) for 1-1/2 to 2 minutes or until smooth, stirring twice. Divide in half. Cover and cool to room temperature. 3. In a medium mixing bowl, beat egg whites with an electric mixer on medium speed until foamy. Gradually add sugar, beating until soft peaks form (tips curl). 4. Gently fold half of the cooled chocolate mixture into the beaten egg whites until combined. Spoon mixture into prepared ramekins. Bake for 12 to 15 minutes or until a knife in

1930-1979
Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE-----VERY WELL STATED. TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dres sing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four f

Southwest Chicken Burgers
Ingredients * 1 egg * 1/4 cup crushed nacho-flavor or plain tortilla chips * 3 Tbsp. finely chopped green sweet pepper * 3/4 tsp. chili powder * 1/4 tsp. salt * 1/4 tsp. ground black pepper * 1 lb. uncooked ground chicken * 4 oz. Monterey Jack cheese with jalapeno peppers, shredded * 4 Cheesy Corn Bread Slices (below) * 1 medium avocado, seeded, peeled, and sliced * Purchased or homemade salsa Directions 1. In a large bowl beat egg with a whisk; stir in crushed tortilla chips, sweet pepper, chili powder, salt, and black pepper. Add chicken; mix well. Shape the chicken mixture into four 3/4-inch-thick patties. 2. Place patties on the grill rack directly over medium heat; grill for 14 to 18 minutes or until no longer pink (165 degrees F), turning once halfway through grilling. Add Cheesy Corn Bread Slices for the last 2 minutes of grilling; turn slices once. 3. Top patties with cheese. Grill for 1 to 2 minut

Happy 4th
Happy 4th of July to everyone. I'm sitting at home, enjoying the quiet. My fiance is out fishing with his nephew and the kids are at their mom's house. It's nice to have quiet but if they stay gone to long, I'll go nutz. Yesterday...July 3,2007...my cousin gave birth to a bouncing baby boy. His name is Austin Lee. He weighed in at 8lbs. 9oz and was 20 1/2inches long. Rumor has it he looks just like his daddy. Congrats to the family and I wish ya'll the best of luck.

In The Kitchen...
So, lately I've been feeling rather creative in the kitchen. Last week, I made pizza (complete with a homemade crust) that was so good, it caused the A/C to go out (okay, so it was the heat of a 400 degree oven for hours on end that did it - still). Last night, I made a chicken jambalaya that was fucking incredibly good - even without the traditional andouille sausage and shrimp. Tonight, I'm making Italian bread from scratch. It's funny, even with my love of food and cooking, I never bothered to try and open my own restaurant. My father used to manage restaurants, and told me about the difficulty of making a restaurant successful. With where I live (between Baltimore and DC), the competition is hellishly intense. Even as a resident, I've seen countless restaurants fail. I think the main reason I choose not to open a restaurant (besides my father's warnings) is that I don't have enough recipes of any single cuisine to really create a theme. I know Italian, Cajun, Marylan

People Really Need To Know Both Sides Of The Story....
I see people that my husband knows are checking out my profile. You should ALL remember that there are 2 sides to every story. I wouldn't jump to conclusions and make decisions about me just yet....You want to know my side? Ask me, then say what you will. Doesn't matter to me either way. I have always admitted my wrong doing,But i refuse to be accused of cheating on Stanley, not loving him, or having a "new boyfriend" now. Even tho IF i did, what would that matter to anyone? He/you think "someone" is interferring with our relationship. I know who he/you are talking about. Thing is she has NOTHING to do with this. I found what i did on my own. Thing is i ALWAYS find something. Do not get mad at someone who has done nothing but try to help us out and NOT tell either one of us that we need to move on. How many times has that been said to him/you by his/your friends? Yes she may have said some stuff that pissed him/you off, but think about it. She ALWAYS helped us out when we would fight.

Shes In My Eyes(for Julie A.k.a Jewls)
I could sit and look at her for hours,this she doesn't understand. Her beauty is like waters flowing in a stream. Like the dawn of a new day,or the setting of the sun. She is all the things on my mind when I close ny eyes to dream. The though of her makes me think of meadows of flowers. Or a cloudless sky so bright warm and blue. She is all things in this world wonderful to look at. Even if I was blind her beauty would still shine through.

Life
HAPPY 4TH EVERYONE HOPE EVERY ONE HAD A GREAT AND SAFE ONE REMEMBER ITS NOT JUST ABOUT BIG BOOM BOOMS ITS ALSO ABOUT FAMILY KEEP THEM CLOSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU MIGHT LOSE THEM/LOSE CONTACT IT CAN MAKE YOU WORRY WHEN YOU CAN'T CALL THEM AND SAY HI THERE SO KEEP IN TOUCH AND NEVER FORGET TELL THEM ABOUT NEW NUMBERS OK LATER I JUST RAMBLING NOW SO I WILL GO NOW LOVE TO ALL

Happy Birthday Fairuz!
Almost slipped my mind to say something...the 4th of July was my cats (Fairuz) 11th birthday! If you allwould like stop by and wish him well...and I'l pass the wishes on to him! Happy Birthday Fairuz...Best Wishes My little Buddy!

Death
Well, I got the phone call at 1:15 this morning. The phone call that I knew was coming but that did not make it any easier to accept. My mom called me to tell me that my grandmother had just died. She was diagnosed with final stage leukemia of the spine about 2 months ago. The doctors said that she had 2 weeks to 2 months left and she made it to the 2 month mark. My mom had to put her in a nursing facility that could be sure to take care of all of the medical needs that would arise so she brought her down to florida and put her in one not to far from her house. My mother went and visited her daily and took care of everything that was needed. We were told Sunday night that she had 1 to 2 weeks left. I drove over to my mothers yesterday so that I could go and see my grandmother for one last time. She had a fever and was not waking up from the pain meds but they said we probably had a few days left. We were there til about 1:30. I left my mothers house to come home at 4 and at 5:15

Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay... well it started last friday at Kuzzins. Had too many shots of tequila and approached the RHS to tell her that everything is in the past and no hard feelings... Now that I'm sober, I don't feel so great about saying that. Almost got into it with another girl. Now, I have an infection and feel like hell. Not to mention the fact that I can not stand my mother-in-law and have been bickering at each other for two days about random sh*t. Poor jason has to be in the middle. CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!

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All About Me
ok, some of yall know me pretty well. ya trust men about as far as i can throw them because of what they've put me through in the past. i've been through hell, thanks to them and i'm afraid to do it again, i mean come one, my ex-husband was a drug addict and he'd get all coked up and beat the hell out of me anytime he wanted. i lost my first kid that way and it really tore me up. from there i went to a guy who tried to strangle me cuz he was hung over n in a bad mood, but i was smart with that one, he actually went to jail, then he called me cryin n stupid me took him back. that lasted about 4 more months then i couldn't take bein afraid anymore n i left. after that there was the guy that wouldn't let me out of the house without him, not even to work, which didn't last the usual 3 years, lol. i've been single since and not really lookin for another relationship. they scare the hell out of me, just the mention of marriage makes me run like crazy, but i do want to get married again, i wa

My Return
After being gone for a month and numerous delays switching internet carriers I am finally back. Thank for all the love given me and concern while I was gone. You are all the greatest and very true friends.

Bother
Artist: Stone Sour Album: Stone Sour Title: Bother Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds (Solo: Corey) Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep

Dream...or Is It?
She had dreamed of this, but somehow it seemed so intimidating now, the crowd pulsating in rhythm with the music, in rhythm with her heart. She gripped the microphone until her knuckles turned white, the sweat beading on the back of her neck. Texas looked back at her, his eyes shining with excitement. She could see Tasha in the crowd, her fragile frame standing so strong, she shook the doubt off her shoulders and hoisted one Converse on the step. She took as deep a breath as she could muster and closed her eyes. The light was still invading her eyelids, searing energy into her brain. Texas couldn’t help but grin. Scott’s ponytail swung next to Tasha, and he flashed the rock n’ roll fist at her. She set the microphone on the stand and faced the crowd. It was a sea of blazing eyes, jumping twentysomethings, waiting for her to fight or fly. So close no matter how far Couldn’t be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters… She watche

What Men Truly Know
Men know many things Of beginnings, middles and ends Lifted heroes, fallen Kings Changes like the winds Needs, Hopes, and distant dreams The suffering that makes us stronger Things that are, and things that seem And a life, we wish was longer Birth, death and a brief moment For mistakes guilt and regret Sins that need divine atonement Our wrongs to thus unset Many more; are the things unknown Yet all can know good deeds Thus are mighty beauties grown From such wanton seeds god bless all

Lady At The Wheel
At a truck stop way out west Lay five rigs pulled up for rest Each sixteen tons of polished steel With a man at every wheel Then through the fog a sixth pulls in Its big head-lights cut the dim Air-breaks hiss as she steps down Need no more then that to turn heads around Stretching high she heads inside The drive she’d done still in her mind When the whispering starts she’ll just smile She’s gotten used to it with every mile She walks to take a window seat Take a sip of coffee or a bit to eat And through the fog she can see Her big rig waiting patiently She glances at the truckers there Laughing at their wild stare “What’s the matter with ye all?” “Never seen a lady haul?” Finishing her late night snack She’ll head off down the beaten track A bark is heard from her hound Caus’ he too knows they’re homeward bound As she climbs into her cab She thinks about the life she’s had Thanking God about this deal Caus’ she’s only alive behind the wheel

Still Here
Hey all, yeah I'm still here I haven't been much on CT just because some friends of mine came in from out of town so I have spent the last few days with them. They are back home now so I should be back on here as normal from now on. I want to say a special thanks to those of you that have become fans/followers of the "angel" series. I've gotten alot of great love from that, mostly in private and that's cool. I do encourage the comments though on each of the poems as it gives me a sense for what you the reader are thinking/feeling as you read. I want to make sure the poems I write are clear in the message and emotion I'm trying to express so trust me the comments help. The series is not done by the way, I'm taking more time to think things over before I write so that's why you're not seeing as many posts as often, but the series is still very much alive. My goal for that series hasn't been reached, to be honest I may never reach that goal, and that scares the heck out of me. I m

Why Rape Is No Good
Guy:"Lets have sex right now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" ikinGirl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this." Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in y

Don't Know What It's Called But It's By Madonna
Little girl Don't you forget her face Laughing away your tears When she was the one That felt all the pain Little girl Never forget her eyes Keep them alive inside I promise to try It's not the same Keep your head held high Ride like the wind Never look behind Life isn't fair That's what you said so I try not to care Little girl Don't run away so fast Think you forgot to kiss Kiss her goodbye Will she see me cry when I stumble and fall Does she hear my voice in the night When I call Wipe away all of your tears It's gonna be alright I fought to be so strong I guess you knew I was afraid You'd go away too Little girl You've got to forget the past Learn to forgive me I Promise to try But it feels like a lie Don't let memories play games with your mind She's a faded smile Frozen in time I'm still hanging on But I'm doing it wrong. Can't kiss her goodbye, but I promise to try.

My Wife's Birthday...
For the first time in 17 years, I missing my wifes birthday... She'll be up in Nevada... And I'm down here in Garland, with my son's. At her request... I'm yet to figure this all out. Being Separated Sucks. I love my wife very much. She's my soul mate. I realized I wasn't the best husband. I never cheated on her. Just the last few years, we got to that point, where we worked, slept, she did her thing I did mine. I know allot more now than I did then. It was the crappiest Birthday Present I got. I don't really see myself seeing other people. I have no friends other than on the internet, kinda sad... It's not like I can come over and have a drink, dinner or stuff like that. Plus, I would impose on anyone like that. I'm just not that way... Never have been... I hope to repair my marriage, but at the moment, its not looking so good. I'm at a total loss at what to do, or even think. Hope I don't put people in a coma with this. I am not that great looking, but if looks where what

Strength
I never thought I'd make it this far without you. Yet here I am after all life has put me through. The strength to carry on came from deep within. From here on is time for the rest of my life to begin. I have memories to carry with me along the way. They help me through the hardest part of the days. We never understand why things happen the way they do. But I know I can face it all because of my love for you.

The Sad Thing...
I am tired, not just physically tired, not just emotionally tired. I am tired to the bone, tired to the heart of my soul. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve done it to myself, that I’ve allowed others to do it to me The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve taken myself down this path, that I’ve allowed others to lead me down this path. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve not raised a finger to fight it… The Sad Thing is I know others may have it worse than I do, God Help Them, but that just drives me deeper into the dark, thinking that I feel like this. The Sad Thing is...the things that brought happiness are all fading away, the love of my life, the family I once had, the Life I wanted to lead. And I have allowed it all to happen. I have no one to blame but myself. That’s The Sad Thing

July 8, 2007
Now that you're here, you realize how much you wanted this stability. After all, you can be as adventurous and daring as you want -- as long as you know there's a strong and steady base for you back at home.

Why Men Drop The Ball With Women
What if I were to tell you that I've discovered a man who is one of the very smartest experts I've ever met (or even heard of) in the area of psychology and behavior... ...and what if I were to ALSO tell you that I was able to convince him to collaborate with me on a system that was specifically designed to take the very best of what has been discovered about the mind and how it works... ...and then "translate" all of that powerful knowledge and focus it to help men like you and me become more successful with women and dating? As you have probably already guessed, I actually did discover this guy, and I actually did convince him to collaborate with me on an amazing training program unlike any other... period. And now that it's available, I want to encourage you to take a minute and look at it. I call this program "Deep Inner Game" and when you read about it and watch the video clips I've put online, I think you'll understand EXACTLY why I've g

Survey Time
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Ty Poet
Motorcycle She pulls away, Back strong, a hint Of tattoo shows Beneath her shirt. Did you know She taught herself To ride, confidant. A rose on a whirlwind. Delicate, symmetrically Perfect in body, And soul Such I love. Yet, when you, Look her in The eye, she turns away, Not sure, enigma. Silly smile, wise yet Tentative, what a mother She will be, so Many gifts to give. Pickett fence In her future, A Partner in crime, Mischievous, yet Solid foundation she offers. Her name brings forth The flowers In the spring, Blossoming. Simple but elegant Yet when I hear the roar of any Motorcycle it says to me… The name, that speaks of life Life re-discovered in me… Lady. Poet 1 hr ago

Mans Rules
We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat.. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem.

Test Your Eyeballs Lol
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The Hell With U Guys
alright i think this post will go to 2 people that i know and they know who it is so this message goes for you screw u i aint rating none of ur shit since u dont show love back :P so there u have it fuckers lol

Clocks
A man died and went to heaven. As he stood in front of St. Peter at the Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. He asked, What are all those clocks?" St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on Earth has a Lie-Clock. Every time you lie the hands on your clock will move." "Oh," said the man, "whose clock is that?" "That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved, indicating that she never told a lie." "Incredible," said the man. "And whose clock is that one?" St. Peter responded, "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands Have moved twice, telling us that Abe told only two lies in his entire life." "Where's Hillary Clinton's clock?" asked the man. "Hillary's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling fan."

1 Corinthians 13
Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, now rude; never selfish, not quick to take offence. Love keeps no score of wrongs; does not gloat over another's sins, but delights in the truth. There is nothing love cannot face; there is not limit to its faith, its hope, and its endurance. In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love; but the greatest of them all is love. 1 Corinthians 13

In The Lion's Den
Eyes like the stormy sea and body like a redwood tree. His breath upon my skin whispers like the wind. I hear his call upon the wind as it whispers my name. The heart of a lion calls me to his soul. Showing me his world of passions prose. A stolen kiss from heated breath sends me into oblivion. I've fallen into love's passion, felt to the core. The touch of fingers skilled in love, burn me throughout. How can he know just where to touch, sending me spasms of pleasure. Eyes that burn with passion, look down upon my face. Igniting my skin with pleasures anew. Your hands so soft and kissed with dew, slowly builds the fire beneath my skin. You whisper your thoughts deep in my ear, telling me all you dare to reveal. I want you to do all that you say, making me shiver with anticipation. As you take your lead to suckle my neck, I feel the increasing within. The touch of your tongue upon my neck makes my blood start to roar. Your hands so passionate start to roam across my skin, sending me shi

Lincoln On Slavery.
“I will say then, that I am not, nor ever have been, in favor of bringing about in any way the social and political equality of the white and black races—that I am not, nor ever have been in favor of making voters and jurors of Negroes, nor of qualifying them to hold office, nor to intermarry with white people, and I will say in addition to this that there is a physical difference between the white and black races from living together on terms of social and political equality. And inasmuch as they cannot so live, while they do remain together there must be the position of superior and inferior, and I as much as any other man, am in favor of having the superior position assigned to the white race.” “The Collected Works of Abraham Lincoln,” Roy Basker, 1955, Rutgers University Press. “If I could save the Union without freeing any slave I would do it, and if I could save it by freeing all the slaves I would do it; and if I could save it by freeing some and leaving others alone, I wou

Maybe Its Me....
I posted a blog earlier this morning, stating what has gone on in the last few months of my life... Maybe my wife is right, maybe I'm not the man she wanted to grow old with... Maybe I'm not that great or good, or whatever... She made me a man, by having our Son's. That she can't take away from me... But I think that this separation is taking the life out of me... I have a very few friends... allot of online friends. But, that doesn't fill the whole that has been cut in my heart. I'll do anything for anyone, if I'm asked. I'm pretty quiet, till I get to know someone. I'm not pushy.. When I have a problem, I try and solve it as fast as I can.. Well, this separation, has put a stop to that... Cause, I have no clue on how to fix it... I'm beating my head against the wall trying too. I moved back to Texas, to help my son's, as per her wish. Now, things are spinning out of control... I'm writing blogs, to vent... how I feel, as I have no one to actually talk too. I have been stuck on

My Gift Or From You To You
Words flow so easy when your on my mind. They flow from my pen never taking time. When I wish to write,I think of you my dear. I close my eyes and all your words appear. Without you in my heart this thing I could not do. My words are yours and yours alone,they are my gift from me to you.

6 Wierd Things About Me
Okkkkkkk......here we go!!!!! 1---- i don't know ( by heart) the number of my bike's or car's plates!! i've looked at them so many times ! everyday !!! but i'm lousy with numbers..! 2---- i never saw" BAMBI" ( the walt disney moovie ), EVER !!!! 3---- i talk when i'm sleeping ...!!! ( that's what i've been told ....) 4---- never invite me to the karaoke... because i sing VERY VERY VERY BAD!! 5---- i never forget a face BUt i always forget people's names!!!! yeah...yeah.. i know, i'm lousy with numbers and with names too !!! i never said i was perfect...!!! 6---- i CAN'T go to sleep without brushing my teeth ....!!! i can do it sleep walking if i have to !!!! so.... now you know some of my many flaws !!!

Do U Have What It Takes? Bring It On!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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For Everyone To Read..........
I just wanted to say that I'm not only looking for male friends on here, but also females...I'm not bi, but I don't mind being friends with some of the ladies on here. You can never have enough friends. So if you're interested, request me, rate me, fan me, whatever you would like to do. I don't find it odd to have both sex friends and neither should any of you. :) That's is all xoxoxoxoxoxo

Go To Hell Ct !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT CT SUX ASS ...WHY YOU ASK...HERES WHY. I COME ON HERE THIS MORNING TO CHECK MY MAIL ONLY TO FIND OUT MY PRIMARY PIC HAS BEEN TAKEN OFF....OK FIRST OFF IT WAS A DAMN PIC OF ME IN A WHITE PAIR OF PANTS....PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW THAT KIND OF PIC GETS LABLED NOT SAFE FOR WORK? THATS HAPPENED TWICE ALREADY AND FRANKLY IM GETTING TIRED OF IT.........BUT YET PEOPLE CAN SEND PIX ARE THEIR FUCKING DICK ON HERE......I DONT UNDERSTAND IT.....I THOUGHT CT WAS THE HAPPENING PLACE TO BE....BUT ALL IT IT IS A DAMN LIE....YOU CANT EVEN HAVE A PIC OF YOU IN A PAIR OF PANTS WITHOUT IT BEING LABLED NSFW.....AND BABYJESUS....I LIKE CT DUDE BUT REALLY COME ON ITS NOT RIGHT....YALL BOUNCERS WANT TO SEE NEWCOMERS...BUT THE RULES ARE REDICULOUS.....,FIRST OFF ONE OF THE RULES SAYS YOU HAVE TO BE 18 AND OVER TO JOIN...WELL I KNOW FOR A FACT YOU CAN GET ON HERE AND LIE ABOUT UR AGE CUZ ONE OF MY FRIENDS ON HERE IS UNDER 18....EXPLAIN THAT TO ME ....AND HOW IM ALWAYS RECIEVIN

Dj Corrupt
Doggpound's ONE & ONLY!! COME and CHILL! HE WILL TEAR SHIT UP AND PLAY ANYTHING YOU WANT TO HEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (repost of original by 'Ðj ÇØЯЯÜPŦ{♥NB♥}{OWNER ÇÏ}{ÐÜ Mgmt}' on '2007-07-09 21:48:35') (repost of original by '☆(¯`·._)§t@r¤§trùçk(¯`·._)☆Keeper*of*ÇØЯЯÜPŦ's*♥{DU☆CI}' on '2007-07-09 21:59:18') (repost of original by 'Ðj ÇØЯЯÜPŦ{♥NB♥}{OWNER ÇÏ}{ÐÜ Mgmt}' on '2007-07-09 22:03:36')

Sex Tips
1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out non essentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. {LMAO} Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) TWIDDLING HER NIPPLES. Stop doing that thing where you twiddle the nipples between finger and thumb like you'

Please Come Help Im Way Behind And Need U All
HELLO EVERYONE THIS IS CRAZYLADY AND I NEED YOUR HELP IM IN THIS CONTEST AND IM WAY BEHIND SO ANY OF MY INDEPENDENT BOMBERZS FAMILY AND FRIENDS THAT CAN I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE SOME HELP. IM SORRY TO ASK BUT I REALLY NEED IT AND I WILL RETURN ALL FAVORS THANK YOU AND I HOPE YOU HAVE TIME TO COME SHOW SOME LUV

"prying Eyes"
A level of trust is bestowed On everyone I meet Changing in time As you earn my loyalty Yet one would try To learn more than is given There's nothing to hide But not ready to convey Now feelings of betrayal By one I trusted Hesitant now to reveal Disillusioned by prying eyes

Poetry
Missing You The way you smile puts me in denile picturing your face makes my heart race catching your smell puts me through hell Remembering our memory's together either lookin at a picture or somthin you gave me from old navy you left with a blink of an eye for that made me cry thinkin about your fears as im whipping my tears as the bright sun is glissing baby your the one im missing

Sunflower Petals
I had a dream in which I was standing underneath this beautiful tree, with fragrant pink blossoms...and suddenly and adruptly I was in a field of sunflowers. When I tried to leave the field, I couldn't find a way out, I would walk in one direction, and the sunflowers just kept going on for rows and rows. Then suddenly I ran the other direction, still not finding an end to these giant flowers. I started to panic, I was lost, and confused and scared. I then had stumbled into something..someone...and because of the frantic state I was in, fell unconscience, but this person, caught me and took me into his arms and carried me out of the field. When I awoke, I was back under the beautiful tree, back where this dream began, in this persons arms. I glazed up to see not a man, but more of a shell of one, no face, and to most probally very frighting, but not to me. I knew who this was, and I got up, caressed his uninviting armor , and as I did, the shell broke away, and this gorgeous man stood

Question
So I have my digital camera... a Kodak Easyshare C310...Is there a way to get pictures from the internal memory? I have a picture of myself that I actually kind of like on there. But its not on my memory card...and I don't have the cable that goes from my camera to the pc anymore. My dog chewed it up a while back. Any help??

Family Emergency!!
All My Friends Fans and Family on here last week I had a family issue and do to this issue i was told today i have to leave my home...I will try to come online every couple days or so if I am able to I dont want anyone to think Ive forgotten them but this is a need to situation... Thank You Rubia

The Slave Who Says He Loves Me
I named him "foot licking dog" he loves My feet but apparently he also loves Me... he is such a toy for Me, I like to call him "Dog" I've been playing with him for around 4 months.. on and off, I like to ignore him, to play with his mind... he gets so desperate when he doesn't see Me online, even though I am there, I just don't want him to see Me, he sends Me lots of messages and emails... "Mistress I am desperate to see you.. I need You Mistress, please talk to Me" He wants to be My foot stool, My maid, come to clean My house, cook Me dinner, be My ashtray, he is a virgin into this world... and he has found in Me his Goddess... he thinks He fucking loves Me. Of course I told him to stop the nonsense and stop talking shit, there's NO way I will allow him to tell Me that shit... I don't care and I don't want to care. He is going to start living with his girlfriend... he is willing to take away time from her to be with Me online, he is willing to stop having sex with her if I

A Hidden Gem On Cherry Tap
The Fetish Fun Family and myself have a wonderful friend on Cherry Tap that I wanted to tell you about. She is a diamond that is hidden in a pile of coal, her name is Inked Slut and she is a wonderful person. But don't take my word on it check her out , while you are there rate and fan her. She even has a blog on imformation that you would find very interesting. So please at least give her a look she is not like some on her that are stuck up she is a wonderful sexy woman. Click her link and have a look i am sure you will agree. the inked slut the inked slut@ CherryTAP

An Elemental Boudoir
With a fevered body and a molten heart, I inhabit my own elemental boudoir. I see it: a strange vision. The landscape is scorched and entirely carpeted with ash and soot from the constant forest fires and the rivers of lava which never cool enough to set. There’s no sun, no daylight, just the deep blood-red glow of a rich observing moon. The sky is heavy and brooding. It’s heavy with passion. My heart has become a world of its own and I’m crawling naked through its earth. I want to be covered in it. But I don’t want to be the only one writhing around on this carpet of soot. I’m on my hands and knees, burning. I’m looking into the woods in the distance - a colossal black forest of smouldering bare trees. I’m hoping to see something moving in the shadows - a wild creature with penetrating eyes that’s going to come and ravage my body and consume my soul. He’s going to murder me with his eyes and fuck me back to life. If I don’t see him, lurking in the blackness, I’m going

Grrr. Pyo
for those that don't know.. I am a sibling of 5. It goes sissy, stepsis, ME, bro, lil sis (explains a lot.. doesn't it? lol) now although my step sis did not live with us full time growing up, she was present on and off for extended periods of time. I now am singing the praises of my mother who dealt with us on a full time basis. why you ask? because I just spent the afternoon and night with my two kids, and my 2 nephews. (Lil sis' kids). today's discoveries include: let's start with Panda. He is 3 months old and for all his short life he has been an angel baby. never cried much, was very laid back. now.... he is teething. bad. also he eats, and eats, and eats. This kid tonight had a full bottle (around 8oz) every 3 hours. (time for some rice cereal) not to mention was cranky due to the other 3 kids all up in his personal space trying to fix why he was crying. todays big discovery... he can roll over next is Boo (this is the nickname his parents gave him) he is 4 ish. He is going

A Burning Second Of Utopia
Later, after, in the dark, he lay there on his back looking at the silhouette of me lying on my belly beside him. He delighted in the moment when I lit my cigarette; the flame of the lighter illuminating my face for a second, and then darkness again. The cigarette glowed with every inhalation. I felt him watching my lips. I flicked ash onto his bare chest and I heard his hair singe. It hurt him. He loved it; so I blew smoke into his face and waited for him to tell me what he wanted me to do. I hoped that what he really wanted was to do something terrible to me.

Valentine
Artist: Martina McBride Album: Unknown Title: My Valentine If there were no words No way to speak I would still hear you If there were no tears No way to feel inside I'd still feel for you And even if the sun refuse to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart Until the end of time You're all i need My love, my valentine All of my life I have been waiting for All you give to me You've opened my eyes And showed me how to love unselfishly I've dreamed of this a thousand times before In my dreams i couldnt love you more I will give you my heart Until the end of time You're all i need My love, my valentine La da da Da da da da And even if the sun refuse to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart Until the end of time Cuz all i need Is you, my valentine You're all i need My love, my valentine

The New 7 Wonders Of The World
http://find.msn.com/search.aspx?q=New+Seven+Wonders&c=0711+Seven+Wonders&form=MSNHM3 The New 7 Wonders of the World has been announced during the Official Declaration ceremony in Lisbon, Portugal on Saturday, July 7, 2007 - 07.07.07. Approximately 100 million people from every country in the world have voted by Internet or phone to elect these lucky 7 winners that now join the ranks of the Great Pyramids of Giza—one of the original wonders. http://www.new7wonders.com/index.php?id=633

Shadow Ii
The shadow came to me again. Touching my feet my legs. Waking me slowly. As I woke and stretched, she touched me with her velvet hand. Moving back the covers she stroked me. As I gasp in pleasure she took me into her mouth. Moving slowly and steadily. Stopping only to look up into my eyes. A smile on her lips. I grew hard under her continued movements. Quickly she moved up and straddled me facing away. Giving me the most wonderful view, she lowered herself on me. She rocked slowly as I moved my hands to her back. As I reached around, she lay back on me. My hands roamed over her body. Touching her breasts, her thighs, her arms. Kissing her neck and her lips as she turned her head to meet mine. The passion building higher with each passing moment. Grasping her waist I began to thrust up into her. She responded with movements of her own. A moan escaping my mouth. The heat was almost unbearable. Faster still we moved. She sat up and moved in rhythm with me. Our movements appear

Ha!!! I Told You I Was 16 Once.
She did just like I used to do when my parents would fall asleep...she sped her little ass off. A 2 hour drive and she made it here in an hour!!! That's my girl...I mean shame on her...fuck it...she's here in once piece.

We Sleep Forever
She walks the line into her deathbed rings I say she's all alone Begging for forgiveness I won't teach her to lie or make a plan That clairvoyant stare and grin God won't forgive me for this I know and tragedy unfolds tonight So sever my skin apart Take this sadness and close your eyes, love (Whoa) Hey, call the angels. (Whoa-o) This razor blade was meant for me (Whoa) Hey, call the angels. (Whoa-o) We'll mutilate insanity She cuts the blade although it's much too dull I say she's all alone Fighting for redemption I know little pain, a little lust I lose myself at night to feel the rush of tearing my skin apart Now take this sadness and close your eyes, love (Whoa) Hey, call the angels. (Whoa-o) This razor blade was meant for me (Whoa) Hey, call the angels. (Whoa-o) We'll mutilate insanity Go deeper, I feel it I see your ghost appear Go deeper, I see it I feel your ghost appear I will say goodbye tonight We'll sleep forever Hold on, hold on

My Hand
What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life. What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Sneezing .......
lol I'm sick with a flu right now and today my son, my loving big lil hunk of love, starts in on me about my sneezes! lol. He said I sneeze too much like a girl. lol. I said well duh! I AM a 'girl'!lol. Every time I sneeze, he starts in with his sound effects now......... goin "atewww""atwewww". This kid cracks me up! :D lol.

I Don't Understand People
how can a 60-year-old man still act like a teenager sometimes? when it comes to having an attitude like a hormonal teenager....maybe it is a split personality or NO probably little too much alcohol....I don't understand...if you know that you have a alcohol problem not saying that you drink too much...but the alcohol alters your personality....a sweet old man...into a mouthy old crotchety man....does he not realize it? or just doesn't care that's what I would like to know

Hmmmmm.......
So....you break up with someone that is supposed to be the end right?? Why does someone that cheated on u and lied to you have the right to ask you to be their friend?? Things that make you go hmmmmmm..... So you get called judgemental because you think the new gf is ugly.....It's not being catty..Its called being honest...NOT jealousy ....Why should I be jealous that the ugly man found an ugly woman..The only thing that gets me jealous is that everyone is getting some and I am not!! LOL...I don't get jealous of people thats not my nature... There is always someone better...prettier...hotter...younger...etc... So whats the point of being jealous?? I rarely keep ex's as friends.. There is no point to it... Although the heart doesn't let go for a while the mind makes you realize what a loser he was.... So.. He screwed his way through the sioux falls, sd phone book... he is venturing outside to the burbs...lol...Just one of many victims.. I think he gives us a sense he is a nice

Tired
I'm tired.....I haven't felt this way in a while. It's the exhaustion after a fight, yet we have not had a fight in a week due to him being in the hospital. I have eaten but just to live and have lost 10 pounds in the past 5 days. I did need to loose weight, but when upset, I tend do just drink tea and water to attempt to calm my nerves. Two days ago, I called him and told him that either we can do this the hard way (restraining orders and no joint custody) or we can do this the easy way where we both work to cooperate for the sake of the children. He agreed on the easy way (thank god) and has not phoned me for two days. He is due home sometime today, and I'm nervous. I lost a child I was watching because of all this, and am down to watching two children. I fear that I am going to have to tell the other two parents that I am not able to watch the children anylonger, just due to the income and the situation here at home. It is safe, however, I need to find a stable job.

What To Do?
I work in an office where we get a lot of interns from around the country who stay for the Summer and then sometimes get hired by the end of their internship, and the number one reason I've overheard them say they are hesitant to work in Indianapolis is because of the city and lack of culture and entertainment options. Compared to some place like Chicago I can totally sympathize; however, I don't think Indy is a cultural and entertainment desert as some paint it to be. In larger and more diverse cities like Chicago, the only problem of what to do for an evening is choosing which of the 10+ options you want to pursue. In Indianapolis, it's not so easy. It seems that there are many different, smaller groups of people trying to start various culture-oriented activities and entertainment options, but they are all fledgling for the most part. The biggest difference is that in Indianapolis you have to look for or create something to do most of the time. While some people think

Just Venting Some....
ok this is a little about me.. For one my kids are my life.. if u dont know me leave my kids out of your mouth.. U dont know the situation. or will u ever know the situation.. Only certain people know the situation about that and thats how it will stay. Its pretty funny how some people think just because i am blonde i am dumb.. ha ha.. i have been around way to long and been through way to much to not know certain things.. So like i said i maybe blonde but not dumb.. can act it. but not.. When it comes to everything else is my life.. If u try to backstabb me, take something thats MINE!! or fuck over a friend of mine. ur basically fucked. It may take awhile for my temper to come out, but if it comes out. watch out.. Sometimes i dont even have to say anything because i have friends that will do anything for me.. So when it comes to me and anything that deals with me.. Try to mess with it, talk about it or anything like that and see what happens... For now thats all i have to

You Ever
you ever have a dream about what your lover was going to look like or what she or he would feel like to hold and touch? or am i the only one lmao oops i let one of my secrets out lol ok here is another question have you ever wondered what it would feel like being the other person when haveing sex what there oragasm would feel like lmao if it is the same as how you feel when you have one

Find Me
Prince of words man of my dreams take away this darkness inside of me show me my beauty remind my heart it exists make me come alive with just one kiss let me fall into you and you inside me come together as one content and complete brush the hair from my face taste a tear from my eye take me out of this hell give me reason to try

Gentle Love
I feel your passion for my touch. As you lean forward to take on the aroma of my bodies scent. The smell only teases you, the tingle in between your inner thighs tells no lie, you want it, and want it for yourself. Your chest heaves up and down as if you're out of breath. Your lips flutter and eye glazed in a dreamy state as you know that i'm so close. And then i caress your back soft and slow, i place my warm moist lips on yours. I feel your calmness settle in as you know you blouse has just fallen to the floor........ What would you do?

Mea Culpa
mea culpa This was a horrible week for me. Ex wife informed me of her affairS while I was deployed and away, girl I had wanted to marry told me that she was getting married. Sometimes the foundation gets attacked a little too hard sometimes. I will be fine. I am a soldier and a strong man. However, I can't deny that I am wounded to the quick. Thank you for caring. Greg

Never Argue With A Woman ........
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?) "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. "I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MORAL: Never argue with a woma

I Know Someone Who Just Might Be A Big Phony On Ct!
I LOVE YAHOO YA KNOW WHY I LOVE THE ARCHIVES AND ONE DAY I JUST MIGHT CALL THIS PERSON OUT FOR EVERYTHING THEY HAVE DONE AND SAID SO I SAY THIS TO THE PERSON AN THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE WATCH YOUR BACK BECAUSE ITS NOT ONLY ME NOW THERES A FEW OF US!

Easy Oven Potatoes
2 medium potatoes 1 small onion, thinly sliced 1 small red OR green bell pepper, thinly sliced 2 small cloves garlic, thinly sliced 2 tsp. vegetable oil 1/4 tsp. seasoning (rosemary, thyme, oregano) Salt and pepper to taste Lemon juice Cut 2 pieces of aluminum foil to about 12x15-in.; set aside. Cut potatoes into slices about 1/16-in. thick. Toss potatoes with onion, bell pepper, garlic, oil and seasonings. Distribute mixture evenly between the 2 pieces of foil. Drizzle with lemon juice. Wrap each securely, but loosely to form a flat package. Place, seam side up, on baking sheets. Bake in 450ºF. oven about 20 minutes until potatoes are tender

New K-banger Up For Purchase
Here it is finally as I promised The new Balance Project Release ( K-Banger " Truth Be told " ) You can sample & download the tracks right off my page or if you like Please type in The keyword K-Banger on i-tunes leave comments & Let me know what you feel I'll be speaking with K. Daily & we'll send you sum material thru the mail If you leave me a private message Aight!!!!!! Thanks so much for the luv & Holla @ me anytime........Image & The Balance Project One Love....:)

What Is Autism?
What is Autism? Autism is a complex developmental disability that typically appears during the first three years of life and is the result of a neurological disorder that affects the normal functioning of the brain, impacting development in the areas of social interaction and communication skills. Both children and adults with autism typically show difficulties in verbal and non-verbal communication, social interactions, and leisure or play activities. One should keep in mind however, that autism is a spectrum disorder and it affects each individual differently and at varying degrees - this is why early diagnosis is so crucial. By learning the signs, a child can begin benefiting from one of the many specialized intervention programs. Autism is one of five disorders that falls under the umbrella of Pervasive Developmental Disorders (PDD), a category of neurological disorders characterized by “severe and pervasive impairment in several areas of development.” The five disorders u

The Meaning Behind My Tattoo......
You want to know what my Tattoo means right well here you go..... First of all the A or terra....Terra Means earth an and the a can mean different things.....but let me say this before anything there are symbols aswell as phrases that are missing from my right arm...but from what the letters mean goes something like this....." From the earth i shall rise from death i shall return"... as for the rest an symbols they mean from Destruction or destroying something will i gain knowledge from it from how its made how its constructed piece by piece atom from atom....to How i will take the souls of those that havnt crossed from this life to the next aswell as how i will even take in the damned within my arm an my soul an make them my own those corrupted souls of man shall become my own a soul eater i shall be judgement passed on from me your lives in my hands ur sins weigh heavily upon me as i feel so much within an from my arm..... See the markings are a way of seperating myself from re

Heck Its Friday How About Some Sex Jokes ?
Poker... or Her... Two couples were playing cards. John accidentally dropped some cards on the floor. When he bent down under the table to pick them up, he noticed that Bill's wife wasn't wearing any underwear! Shocked by this, John hit his head on the table and emerged red-faced. Later, John went to the kitchen to get some refreshments. Bill's wife followed him and asked, "Did you see anything that you liked under there?" John admitted that, well, yes, he did. She said, "You can have it, but it will cost you $100." After a minute or two, John indicates that he is interested. She tells him that since Bill works Friday afternoons and John doesn't, John should come to her house around 2:00 pm on Friday. Friday came and John went to her house at 2:00 pm. After paying her $100 they went to the bedroom, had sex and then John left. Bill came home about 6:00 pm. He asked his wife, "Did John come by this afternoon?" Reluctantly, she replied, "Yes, he did st

Have A Great Weekend...repost Please For Lev
Well, this may be the last you hear from me for a couple of days. Unfortunately, I have to work tomorrow, so probably won't be online for long, before I have to leave for work. I normally don't work on Sat. and this wasn't the best weekend, with us going to Indy. So, as soon as I get off work at 2...and hopefully sooner, then I have to come right home, and pack for the weekend. We're hoping to be on the road by 5. So, once I get home from work, I'm just not sure if I'll have the time to drop in and write, so thought I'd do it now. We'll be home late Monday, so it will probably be Tues. morning before I get back in. Earth Angels...I've got a little over 8,000 to go, before I reach that 20,000 mark. I don't really think I'll have that many points between now and the time I get back, but if someone see'se hit that 20,000 ...please let Gail know... It would be GREAT to be leveled when I got back!!! ;-D Hope you all have a safe, and happy weekend!

Shocking Body Facts
Thursday, June 07, 2007 Shocking Human Body Facts!!! The average human brain has about 100 billion nerve cells. Nerve impulses to and from the brain travel as fast as 170 miles (274 km) per hour. The thyroid cartilage is more commonly known as the adams apple. The only jointless bone in your body is the hyoid bone in your throat It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open. Your stomach needs to produce a new layer of mucus every two weeks or it would digest itself. It takes the interaction of 72 different muscles to produce human speech. The average life of a taste bud is 10 days. The average cough comes out of your mouth at 60 miles (96.5 km) per hour. Relative to size, the strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete. When you sneeze, all your bodily functions stop even your heart. Babies are born without knee caps. They don't appear until the child reaches 2-6 years of age.

How I See The World As Of Late?
People seem more lonely lately to me. We each have so many friends, but even in a crowded room we can be so alone. Ever try to step out of your own little world and look around? The checkout girl looks like she spent a night protecting herself from an abusive lover or worse. The kid with all the tattooes and piercing has the manners of a gallient knight. Next time u're in a major hurry to get out of Wal-mart or the local stop and shop. Take a minute to look around and see for yourself. How many other lonely souls are floating through this life with u.

Through The Eyes Of Love
Once I looked into his eyes In the face of wear and tear Past the deepness of his eyes Through the clear, far-reaching stare Beyond laughter touched with tears To the warm inner glow To the strength that few can know To an angel hiding there In the tiny person fair Past toil, past care Peace was waiting there

Please Vote For Me!
I joined a contest...please bomb my picture (the link is below) with comments starting Monday (July 16th) at 12 noon, up until August. Thank you! =) http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=854292&albumid=452683&i=3340423993

What Does Fuck Mean??
thier was this kid that always got picked on at school. everyday his friends and kids that whent to school always said to him f**k you.well the dumb kid always was curious about what the word f**k means. one day he got real sad and wanted to know what it meant,so he ran home and rushed in the house screaming out for his father. he yelled "pah"and then his pa came out and asked what hell you want boy? the boy said "pah" what does f**k mean. and then his pah said son i think its time you knew what f**k mean. pah then yelled out "mah" get down here son want sto know what f**k mean. mah comes down stairs pah says mah take off your clothes and get in your posission.he turns to his son and said son you see that pink spot on mah."uh huh"watch your pah go to work. then the boys sister came in the door and says what are they doin? the boy turns his head and with a smile he says they fuckin. sister says what does f**k mean. WELL YOU SEE THAT BROWN SPOT ON PAH"uh huh" WATCH YOUR BROTHER G

The Treasures Inside Us...
Each person has a unique quality inside themselves. Some people harness that quality.They coddle it. They baby it and when it is time...They unleash it for the world to wonder at. Many people cannot see the wonder of themselves. I see it. In each person that I hold dear. I also see it in myself. Each person whom I hold to my bosom, my chest, my heart...completes a part of me. I need them all. I look at them and I see so much. A Jewel. A Gem. Rare and beautiful. They each shine in the light. They glow in the dark. They bring so much into my life. Laughter. Silliness. Craziness. Love. Passion and understanding. They see my beauty. They sooth my broken. They awwww at my snorts and get the soul that resides inside of me. These people do not understand how I murmur prayers of thankfulness that I am graced with their love. Their understanding. Honesty and giggles. THEY are the treasures inside of me.

Freedom
This is for all of you that think you have the right to say what they want,I serve in the army for over 10 years so you can have that right. now you need to to let other have the same right if you can't do that than the hell with you find a new country to live in everyone has the right to say what they think without being threatened to be kick off a site. Baby Jesus is not God so his word is not gospel.

Why Marriages
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a

When You Say Nothing At All...
It's amazing how you Can speak right to my heart Without saying a word You can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you Don't say a thing The smile on your face Lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes Sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says You'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best When you say nothing at all All day long I can hear People talking out loud But when you hold me near, You drown out the crowd Old mr. Webster could never define What's being said between Your heart and mine The smile on your face Lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes Sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says You'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best When you say nothing at all

More About Me
I guess i just have been relizing i wear my heart on my sleeves for all to see and touch! I guess i like people too much or get too excited and i always end up getting hurt or on the wrong side of something bad! or i guess try too hard and always fuck shit up! I guess i gotta learn to keep my feelings in more and not show too much emotion anymore! I think i am goin gto try that and see where it gets me! Always willing to improve and try new things so why not right?! I have been broken up with my ex for like 5-6 weeks and actually it has been great! Well execpt for recent events! No regrets breaking up with that bitch! And now after the other day from what she pulled! I never want to see or talk to her again! Thank god! haha! Well thanx all for listening! Take care and god bless

He Stand For The Red White And Blue
He has seen the mountains, walked the valleys cried many tears. He has seen death right in front of his eyes, but never gave up. He has to been close. As the American flags fly high. We know what he is fighting for. We know what he stands for and what his true identity is. He is the american soldier. He is a hero. He gives his all everyday and everynight. So don't judge him It is because of him we are free. He stands for the Red And White and Blue. God Bless You.

School Play
SchoolPlay"-(If this doesn't make you laugh, there is absolutely no hope for your day!) Two little boys in first grade were chosen to be the leads in their first school play .It was to be a Shakespearean play. The first little boy was to say, "My fair maiden, I have come to snatch a kiss and fill your soul with hope." The second little boy was to reply by saying, "Hark! A pistol shot." On opening night in the school auditorium, the two little boys were a bit nervous, knowing that all the seats were going to be filled with grown-ups. The teacher told them to take their places on the stage and to remember to speak very loud as soon as the curtain goes up. The curtain rose and looking out upon the audience the two boys were terrified. They stood there frozen. So the teacher whispered for them to begin. The first boy yelled out these unforgettable words.... "My fair maiden,I have come to kiss your snatch! And fill your hole with soap." The second boys cre

Ode To An Ex.. Poems For The Lost
Do we hate each other or do u just hate me? Can we truly forget one another Or is this how it's meant to be Can we still love each other deep down in our hearts inside or have I not yet let go of you but rather have I died.. -Azrael- ]>->

Help Me Please In A Contest.
PLEASE COME HELP ME IN MY CONTEST I WAS AT LEAST 36 TO 38 HOUR BEHIND EVERYONE ELSE BUT WITH SOME GOOD FRIENDS AND FAMILY I AM DOING BETTER BUT I STILL NEED HELP THE PICTURE IS A LINK TO MY CONTEST. TY IN ADVANCE IF YOU CAN COME AND DROP A FEW COMMENTS OR HECK BOMB THE YOU KNOW WHAT OUT OF ME!

I'll Start At The Beginning
I was poking around trying to catch up on my curent events. It always helps when it comes up in conversation. I dont know why but it really struck me how out of control something really are. it reminded me of something Buroughs once wrote, " In the U.S. you have to either be a deviant or exist in extreme boredom...Make no mistake, all intellectuals are deviants in the U.S." Damn i love being an American :)

What Cuss Words Mean
what cusswords really mean!!!!!!!!! you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey" and Then later th

What A Kiss Means.....
Kiss on the stomach = Im ready +Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Sum People Dont Have Them
some people must not have any feelings at all because they go around and hurt people all the time and dont even seem to care and dont act like it bothers them because they just move on to the next person but you can sure bet when somebody pisses them off they want to kick their a**

Going...going...gone.
I'm watching the flame on my candle growing as it breathes oxygen.Like a living being it feeds on the air and it needs the darkness to survive.As I watch the wax creep down the sides,Hardening as it flows.I'm mezmerized by the flames as it glows.Watching as the flames dance off the wall I can see these evil faces lurking within.And as I watch in deep thought of how I made this flame come to life and the beauty it possesses,I keep it lacking the oxygen till another day.Watching it slowly fade and suddenly burn out all thats left is a puff of smoke trying to get one last breathe in,Choking for life,Gasping for air,I will be back tomorrow to watch again how I control this life and how it comes back to me when the darkness falls.

Crucify
Crucify Every finger in the room is pointing at me, i wanna spit in the faces then get a feeling that could break. ive got a bowling ball in my stomach, ive got a desert in my mouth. Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now. Ive been looking for a savory in thses dirty streets, looking for a savory beneath thses dirty sheets. Just what god needs one more victim. why do we crucify ourselves? Every day i crucify myself, nothing i do i good enough for you. my heart is sick of being in chains. Ive got a cat named easter and she says,will you ever learn, your just an empty caged girl if you kill the bird.

What Have You Found
"By the sixth leg of the game, we have accumulated the following objects: a ski pole, a bishop from a crystal chess set, a sheet of rice paper, a trilobite fossil, an aviator's helmet, and a live parrot. . . . The doors open onto the lobby, and we step out. There are only seven teams left, and the other six are already here. I pretty much hate them all by this point. Wendy and Jillian, the middle-aged flight attendants from Milwaukee, are sitting on a sofa, feeding little bits of bread to their parrot, while Carl and Jeff, the funny brothers from Boston, sit next to them, poring over a guidebook. Justin and Abby, whom a few people have tubbed Team Brimstone (or, occasionally, Team Shut-Up-Already) because they won't stop talking about how the power of the Lord rescued them from homosexuality and delivered them into the loving grace of Christian marriage, are praying. Juliet and Dallas, the former child stars, who are standing (not coincidentally, I think) next to a large mirror, a

25 Words Of Wisdom
1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol content. 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said,"Thyroid problem?" 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. 6. Sign In Chinese Pet Store:"Buy one dog, get one flea..." 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the "terminal"? 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. 11. The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade; if it deals you tomatoes, make Bloody Marys. 13. I love being married. It's

Don't Cry
Come over here and talk to me I can help if you're feeling blue I can comfort and soothe your pain Who cares if I'm sad too. I can tell you it will work out And that things will be alright Never mind the pain I feel As I fall asleep each night If he has hurt your heart And you think that he's the one I can go and talk to him It doesn't matter what I've become If there is a problem in the home Or if your friends have lied Its not your problem that my eyes burn From all the tears I've cried. I can give a shoulder to cry on And provide a caring ear For you to pour your soul out I'll take away any fear But never mind my broken heart Who cares if I want to die It doesn't matter what I feel As long as you don't cry

Laugh For July 17
An Englishman, a Scotsman and an Irishman One day an Englishman, a Scotsman, and an Irishman walked into a pub together. They each proceeded to buy a pint of Guinness. Just as they where about to enjoy their creamy beverage three flys landed in each of their pints, and were stuck in the thick head. The Englishman pushed his beer from him in disgust. The Scotsman scooped at his beer until he washed the fly out and then continued drinking. The Irishman carefully picked the fly out of his drink, then held it out over the beer and started yelling "SPIT IT OUT YOU -------! SPIT IT OUT!!!!"

Pimp Level Before Name Change
Hello again all my beautiful friends :) I'm begging for your help on this. My new friend callmepdiddy has been neck and neck with me on the contest i've been in and he has for damn sure given me a run for my money lol,,the toughest competetor i could have gone up against. Even though we were rivals in the contest we somehow became friends and I would like for all of you to help him out for me. His goal is to reach Pimp status before CT changes names to FUBAR. Right now he is an Idle Cherry and still needs 10,000 points to reach the next level, then one more level before he reaches Pimp. Please go by and check him out and bomb his ass with some major cherry love and help him level up to Pimp. I love you all and would be so damn greatful if you would do this for me :) Thank you all,,, Batty Ooops I almost forgot,,here is the link to his profile http://www.cherrytap.com/user/923146

Please Help My Girl! Comment Bombers Needed Asap!
my girl k-rich needs some more help in her very first contest its all about the cleavage, come check her out!! please go comment bomb the hell out of her pic and help her win this thang!! anything you can do will be greatly appreciated, and we will find some way to repay u for ur kindness!! :) http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=909006&albumid=0&i=2954781309 please hurry!!!!

Another Blonde Joke...
A blind man wanders into an all girls biker bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee. After sitting there for a while, he yells to the waiter, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?" The bar immediately falls absolutely silent. In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it's only fair, since you are blind, that you should know five things: 1. The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat. 2. The bouncer is a blonde girl. 3. I'm a 6 foot tall, 175 lb. Blonde with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weightlifter. 5. The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler. Now, think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?" The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters, "No...not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times." lol Yanno...us blonde

July 18, 2007
It's a tough stance for someone as opinionated as you, but think of yourself as neutral, like Switzerland. If friends, family or a beloved wants you to take a side in a dispute, tell them that's not your style right now.

Kisses
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ ¢¾What the gesture means¢¾ -Holding Hands; We fit perfectly together. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain love you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I love you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ¢¾Advice¢¾ Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Redneck Exam
We are sick and tired of hearing about how dumb people are in the South, and we challenge any so-called smart Yankee to take this exam: 1. Calculate the smallest limb diameter on a persimmon tree that will support a 10 pound possum. 2. Which of these cars will rust out the quickest when placed on blocks in your front yard? (A) '65 Ford Fairlane (B) '69 Chevrolet Chevelle (C) '64 Pontiac GTO. 3. If your uncle builds a still which operates at a capacity of 20 gallons of shine produced per hour, how many car radiators are required to condense the product? 4. A woodcutter has a chainsaw which operates at 2700 RPM. The density of the pine trees in the plot to be harvested is 470 per acre. The plot is 2.3 acres in size. The average tree diameter is 14 inches. How many Budweiser’s will be drunk before the trees are cut down? 5. A front porch is constructed of 2x8 pine on 24-inch centers with a field rock foundation. The span is 8 feet and

I Don Git It. . . .
Billy Bob and Luther were talking one afternoon when Billy Bob tells Luther, "Ya know, I reckon I'm 'bout ready for a vacation. Only this year I'm gonna do it a little different. The last few years, I took your advice about where to go. Three years ago you said to go to Hawaii. I went to Hawaii and Earlene got pregnant again. Last year you suggested Tahiti and darned if Earlene didn't get pregnant again." Luther asks Billy Bob, "So, what you gonna do this year that's different?" Billy Bob says, "This year I'm taking Earlene WITH me!"

Life
Sometimes you dont understand all that life hands you! I know that all to well just when you think that you are starting to step forward something happens to make you step two feet back...I have been dealing with alot the past several months and I have told a few people what is going on in my life, but its hard for me to talk about. It hurts, to know that at one point in my life that I had everything and now I have nothing. Yeah I have lost some of my friends and some of it being my doing because I dont know how to deal with the problems in my life. At one point I decided to step out and take a business adventure but when all was said and done I lost everything that I had. I am still me but its hard to deal with the questions that I get from people day in and day out and it brings me down. I try to deal with my problems in all the wrong ways and I know that I shouldnt but its hard sometimes to get through it on my own, my family has been there for me but my parents try to dig too deep

Another Fantasy
Punishment night with K and y by Rio My Mistress K has gone to town with her main sub, a female she calls 'y'. They have gone to pick up more supplies to replace some of the BDSM equipment that has either broken like whips that have frayed or broken due to extreme force being used or expendables that have been used up. Mistress K is very hard on whips and goes through replacement dildos for the strap-ons very quickly. I have been waiting to hear her car pull into the driveway. I have done every thing according to her instructions to prepare for her arrival home. She has given me certain instructions to carry out because she had called me from her shopping trip to tell me that this will be a punishment night. I try to tell her that I have been a good slave and she tells me that she knows, but I need to be punished just because she likes to punish me! I have been kept all day with my hands cuffed together with leather cuffs along with my ankles. I am wearing the wide le

Violent J
Violent J is just one of the two members of ICP respectively known as the Insane Clown Posse. His real name is Joseph Bruce and was part of the group formerly known as the Inner City Posse which has now been changed to the Insane Clown Posse and has been reformed to have only two members known as Violent J and of course Shaggy 2 Dope. J and Shaggs have been through many record labels including that of Disney which was one hell of a deal to get out of. Presently J and Shaggs and the rest of the Psychopathic family (Twiztid, Zug Island, Psychopathic Rydas, and aslo Anybody Killa aka ABK, ect.) have their own record label which is depicted by the Hatchetman. Now J and Shaggs have one hell of a fan base with family known as Juggalos and Juggalettes. Their family has now reached over 1 million Juggalos and Juggalettes world-wide. Give it up for the Hatchet. much muthafuckin clown love everybody or mmcl for short