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Water
I just spend a few days out in the desert, and my body is functioning in prime form. Everything I drank was absorbed almost instantly, all the food I ate was burned off and I’ve been sleeping well for the past couple days I’ve been home. Something about a blazing sun and blistering heat throws your insides into overdrive and you feel…good. I would drink a bottle of water, and aside from quenching my thirst and aiding in keeping my body cool, I could feel it absorb and be used up. Still right now, two days later, I have a 1.5 Liter of Evian at my desk and every drink is being absorbed. And on the first day, I was sweating and by the end of the day I felt like scum. But my body must have flushed out all the toxins because the next day I sweat just as much (if not more) and I didn’t feel as grimy. On top of a second-layer tan, my skin got really soft. And my allergies…*POOF* Gone. What am I getting at? Go out to the desert with your spirit guide and spend two days list

I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker With Flowers In My Hair!
The Everything Test There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) Personality You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about others than concerned about self, more atheist than religious, more loner than dependent, more lazy than workaholic, more traditional than rebel, more engineering mind than artistic mind, more cynical than idealist, more leader than follower, and more extroverted than introverted.As for specific personality traits, you are outgoing (100%), romantic (71%), slutty (68%), horny (67%). S

Another Poem
Written deep down inside my mind One captures my lust and left me blind To any other who may have desires For only for her burn the hottest fires Raven hair and eyes blue green and deep Soul that is beauty made me hers to keep And I would never view any other but her And look at her past the world into a blur For she is so sweet to the minds eye And part of me passed on and had to die For lack of this sexy vixen so true Now no other beauty could ever do For one who washed away all other stain Till only my deepest desire remain And to hold her and kiss her sweet lips And join as one both at her sweet hips And see beauty gaze into me deep and long And feel all we have grow all the more strong And get lost together in one soul we share For my sweetest souls beauty is all that I care By R. Thomas Dinsmore

In Three Days
In Three Days by Robert Browning So, I shall see her in three days And Just one night, but nights are short Then two long hours, and that is morn See how I come, unchanged, unworn! Feel where my life is broken off from thine How fresht the splinters kee pand fine,- Only a touch and we combine Too long, this time of year the days But nights, at least the nights are short. As night shows where her one moon is, A hands-breadth of pure light and bliss, So life's night gives my lady birth And my eyes hold her! What is worth The rest of heaven, the rest of earth? O loaded curls, release your store Of warmth and scent, as once before The tingling hair did, lights and darks Outbreaking into fairy sparks. When under curl and curl I pried After the warmth and scent inside, Through lights and darks how manifold- The dark inspired the light controlled! As early art embrowns the gold. What great fear, should one say, "Three days That change the world might cahnge a

The Pastor's Donkey
The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10 This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next day the headlines read: NUN ANN

A Little Ray Of Fun...
To make this not a total downer of a day, I present this happy little tune: Feel better now? I do.tag: Weird Al Yankovic, youtube, video, music, weasel stomping day-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

I've Missed My Friends
I wanted to take a moment and let y'all know that I missed you very much. I had some things going on from my hubby being sick, to my aunt dying, to finding out one of my other aunts only has a few weeks left, and an uncle who only has 2-6 months left. In the middle of all this, I crashed my computer (yes it was something my ditzy brain did for once not the computer's fault ie P.I.C.N.I.C. Problem In Chair Not In Computer). So I am in the process of re-downloading all the crap I think I need to have. I will get back here and in the swing of things again soon. Oh.. make sure you check out WORLD ROCK RADIO!!! lol see ya in a bit

Blah
I got my medicine today! I just hope I dont have any reaction to it or anything.. I cleaned my house.. yeah its freakishly clean.. im tired of being the only one who does anything.. but, at least I have the satisfaction knowing its mine I cleaned it and its all thanks to me.. I am tired WAY TIRED of people lying to me.. wtf? why cant people be honest and just be them.. I have thought about moving out of state.. back to iowa.. and living with my parents.. there isnt much keeping me here anymore.. but I do this.. I get uneasy and run from shit.. instead of facing it.. I guess its my way of dealing with it.. I wish people cared about me and how I feel.. but what friends I do have I am thankful for.. I just thought people were different.. but I guess I was wrong... I am such a good person.. And have changed things drastically in my life.. for me and not anyone else.. but still im miserable... I am goin to be alone for the rest of my life.. so fuck.. why wait anylonger... ma

I Must Be Asleep
am I awake? can this be real? I'm drunk in my desire as you lay next to me in a bed of rose pedals and forgotten dreams. somehow you brought it all back to me feelings of erotic passion a breath of life Ithought they were forever lost in aneternal darkness left by lovers gone my eyes smile once again at the beauty before them my lips ache once again to be kissed my hands long to touch your burning flesh my heart pounds so hard it nearly escapes my chest oh, I musu be asleep! can this really be true?

Awesome
Well mama told me, when I was young Said sit beside me, my only son And listen closely to what I say And if you do this, it'll help you some sunny day Ahhh Yeah it will Or take your time don't live to fast Troubles will come and they will pass You'll find a woman and you'll find love And don't forget that there's is a someone up above [Chorus] Be a simple kind of man Be a something you love and understand Baby be a simple kind of man Oh won't you do this for me son if you can (if you can) Forget your lust for the rich man's gold All that you need now is in your soul And you can do this(oh baby)if you try All that I want from you my son is to be satisfied [Chorus] And be a simple kind of man Be a something that you love and understand Baby be a simple kind of man Oh won't you do this for me son if you can (if you can) Oh don't you worry You'll find yourself Follow your heart And nothing else And you can do this(oh baby)if you try All that I wan

The Mythical Lover
My love for you has driven me insane I wander aimlessly the ruins of my life my old self a stranger to me Because of your love I have broken with my past My longing for you keeps me in this moment My passion gives me courage I look for you in my innermost being I used to read the myths of love Now I have become the mythical lover

Wiccan Rede
Bide the Wiccan Redes ye must, In Perfect Love and Perfect Trust; Live ye must and let to live, Fairly take and fairly give; Form the Circle thrice about, To keep unwelcome spirits out; Bind fast the spell every time, Let the words be spoke in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch, Speak ye little, listen much; Deosil go by waxing moon, Sing and dance the Witches' Rune; Widdershins go by waning moon, Chant ye then a baleful tune; When the Lady's moon is new, Kiss hand to her times two; When the moon rides at peak, Heart's desire then ye seek. Heed the North wind's mighty gale, Lock the door & trim the sail; When the wind comes from the South, Love will kiss them on the mouth; When the wind blows from the West, departed souls have no rest; When the wind blows from the East, Expect the new and set the feast. Nine woods in the cauldron go, Burn them quick, burn them slow; Elder be the Lady's tree, Burn it not or curs'd ye'll be; When the wind begins to turn,

"happy Mother's Day" Means More
"Happy Mother's Day" means more Than have a happy day. Within those words lie lots of things We never get to say. It means I love you first of all, Then thanks for all you do. It means you mean a lot to me, And that I honor you. But most of all, I guess it means That I am thinking of Your happiness on this, your day, With pleasure and with love.

New Contest.my Blog Will Be For Contest Only From Now On
LIKE I SAID THIS IS REALLY FOR FUN SOMETIMES IT GETS BORING ON CT.......THE WINNER GETS A 500 DOLLAR SPREE AT THE GIFT SHOP...YOU CAN USE IT NOW OR DURING HH......IF U PUT A TEAM OFF THE PLAYOFFS ON YOUR SHOPPING LIST...AND YOUR TEAM WINS U GET A MOTORCYCLE...IF U KNOW YOU KNOW YOU WON SEND ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST BY EMAIL..YOU CAN PIC ANY VIC GIFTSKI ...WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED SOON AS I KNOW..THE 1ST PERSON TO GET A WRONG ANSWER OR ADD 10 TO THE RIGHT ANSWER GETS A COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIESHERES THE QUESTION 1+4+3+7+87+4=

Quote For May 2
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. -- Mark Twain Bonus Quote: God gave men both a penis and a brain, but unfortunately not enough blood supply to run both at the same time. -- Robin Williams This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

And The Winner Is
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Are U Insecure
You Are Mostly Secure In general, you feel confident and together. But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure. Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually. So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are! Are You Insecure?

Cheating Online?
Sam had met someone, and it was getting serious. It started out as a friendship, as many relationships do. But gradually Sam's feelings for Kat, a beautiful, smart and confident woman, had turned romantic. Hang on — there’s a catch. Sam and Kat met in the virtual world Second Life. And although they shared all kinds of intimacies in Second Life, the real people have never laid eyes on each other. That didn’t seem to matter to Sam. He fell pretty hard for his avatar sweetie. They bonded intellectually, emotionally, and yes, thanks to Second Life animations, even physically. Here’s where it gets complicated. Unlike his avatar, which is female, in real life, Sam is a man. A married man. And the person behind the blonde, curvaceous Kat? Married. And, quite possibly, a man, too. (As you might imagine, some people interviewed for this story did not want to reveal their full names. Some gave us their avatar names, while others went with pseudonyms.) Sam knew from the outs

Johnny's Birthday
Johnny just turned 18 and his dad decided that he was now old enough for his first piece of ass. So he pulls Johnny aside and says, "Happy Birthday Son, and like my father did for me when I was your age, you are a man now and in honor of that I am going to give you fifty dollars and let you go down to Madam Agatha's whorehouse and get your first piece of ass." Johnny, thrilled at this prospect that he was not going to have to spank his monkey this evening takes the money and proceeds down to Madam Agatha's and knocks on the door and in a minute the door is answered. "Yes young man, how can I help you?" asks the madam. "Ma'am," he stutters, "today is my b-b-b- birthday and I turned 18 today and my dad gave me fifty bucks and told me that I was now old enough for my first piece of ass and sent me down here to see you." Madam Agatha grins and says, "Well then I guess Happy Birthday is in order for you and fifty bucks will get you started with some 69 action and the we will pro

People Lie
I am way tired of people being fake and lying and ya know who you are.. its bull shit.. but whatever... You can live ur life and be miserable will all ur ugly fake ass friends.. kiss my ass.. other than that on a lighter note, I am chillin at bobbies having a great time fucking off.. LOL.. so watch for hawt ass pics later people.. I am sure there will be lots later people..

Mother's
What is a mother? A mother to me is one who will fight and die for their child . I sit day after day realizing how precious my daughter is to me. To wake up knowing i have something to live for makes me want to wake up. If you are a mother even to a son you are a hero you are someone special to them. When your world falls apart and no one else is around to be a friend you will always have them. Every tear you shed they are always there to wipe them away every fight you battle remember you are battling for them. I remember as a kid i fought with my mom i even got to points were i said i hated her. You know i realize if it wasnt for her i wouldnt be here today i love her and mothers are the best thing in the world to a child nothing no money or anytyhing else could matter more to your child then a mothers love hope all the mothers have a very awesome mothers day and to the guys remember u might be all grown up but remember your mothers mwah everyone

Crazy Stuff
I know it must seem really weird to some... a lot perhaps why I am posting more... hmmm 'revealing' shots. I just like the sense of freedom it gives me. I lead a very good real life. I love my husband.. 26 years. We still have a great time and enjoy each other's company.. but the thought of being desired by men.. talking and getting to know them, separating from my real life.. is a huge turn on.. I am happy in all aspects of my real life... but am very restless, sexually inside.

Hurry Sstill No Winner In The Letter Contes But
MUAHZ diamond gems@ CherryTAPWINS A REAL LIFE COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES(NOT IMAGINARY)FOR POSTING ANSWER IN A BLOG FROM 3 DAYS AGO...KEEP GUESSING;...IF NOONE GUESSES IN 10 MINUTES SHE WINS THE CHERRY TO..SHE WAS THE 1ST GUESS...

Writings
sometimes i just want to give up because it is always bad enough to the point where i wanna give up on everything, but yet ther is this life that i wanna have to be with mike and it's hard because he is in another state and it's not really fair to have him not around and i just hate it cause i do love him. sometimes i feel like everything is hell and i will never be able to get over the hill that stands in my way . sometimes i feel like everything is just working my way for awhile and when it does it feels really great , it don't have to go my way all the time but most of the time is good. Sometimes i feel like people ignore me and my feionce don't call me back, YES I"M PARANOID but it happens i try to stay calm and wait but i really do get paranoid. and for that I'm sorry

Fucking, Austria
It's a real place! Check it out here! Oh and don't forget about the awesome sign that guards this Glorious place where I will one day live. Just so I can say I did. Can't we call just fuck and get along? Geez! -Manda♥

Living In A Bubble
Tonight as I lay here and cried I realized it was three nights in a row That tears have poured down my face I can tell I am about to blow. These memories are taking over my head It feels a little like deja vu Why did I let this happen? Why I am always blue? I miss my past so much I wish I could go back in time Be in a state of ignorance bliss Again, believe everything will be fine. My soul is empty and twisted My heart is shattered and broken I long to be cold and cruel again So I don't have to feel any emotion. I can remember The first time I cried How I wiped my eyes And buried the pain inside. I'm trying to move on But I keep living in the past It's so much more pleasant Even if the present is slipping by fast. I know I shouldn't do this Know that this is wrong But I don't know how else to cope I'm not emotionally strong. The present is too painful to bear The future scares me more than words can say So I'll continue to live in my bubble of the past And ignore the present as it slip

Give Me
Give me, my love, that billing kiss I taught you one delicious night, When, turning epicures in bliss, We tried inventions of delight. Come, gently steal my lips along, And let your lips in murmurs move, - Ah, no! - again - that kiss was wrong - How can you be so dull, my love? 'Cease, cease!' the blushing girl replies - And in her milky arms she caught me - 'How can you thus your pupil chide; You know' twas in the dark you taught me!'

I Think I'm Doing The Right Thing!
Well soon ill be leaving South Dakota. going to where i feel needed and loved... i've been through alot of shit here.. I'm going 2000 miles from home.. im really hoping that everything works out right. i can't take the drama and all the bull shit i've been through here.. although i'm going to miss so many ppl here.. This is what i need to do..

My 2nd Contest
I'M ENTERED IN MY 2ND CONTEST IN LESS THAN A WEEK. THIS ONE IS FOR A WEEK LONG BLAST, WHICH RIGHT NOW I COULDN'T AFFORD MYSELF. THIS CONTEST IS RATES AND COMMENT BOMBING. YES MOST COMMENTS. SO I THOSE COMMENT BOMBERS OUT THEIR PLEASE!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HERE IS THE LINK TO THE BLOG: http://cherrytap.com/blog/78130/333850 MY PIC: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=322739&albumid=333945&i=28220595 here's the link to MY contest photo /cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=322739&i=28220595">http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=322739&i=28220595" target=_blank>[ CherryTAP.com photo: 28220595 ] I WILL POST ANOTHER AFTER THE CONTEST OPENS AND ALSO A BULLETIN. THANKS ALL OF MY CHERRYSGet more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Words Of A Madman...
Just a lil nugget from one of my favorite authors. This was written in 2001, but struck me as scarily accurate... "We are at war now, according to President Bush, and I take him at his word. He also says this war might last for "a very long time." Generals and military scholars will tell you that 8 or 10 years is actually not such a long time in the span of human history-which is no doubt true- but history also tells us that 10 years of martial law and a wartime economy are going to feel like a lifetime to people who are in their 20's today. The poor bastards of what will forever be known as Generation Z are doomed to be the first generation of Americans who will grow up with a lower standard of living than their parents enjoyed. That is extremely heavy news, and it will take a while for it to sink in. The 22 babies born in NYC while the World Trade Ctr burned will never know what they missed. The last half of the 20th century will seem like a wild party for rich kids, compa

The Truth Behind My Eye Color!
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary.

Im Leaving For North Carolina.....
.......but only for the weekend. im flying out there to be with sean for the weekend. i leave at 6:30 am & i cant wait to see him. so yea...i wont be around this weekend nor will i be answering my phone. ok well i guess thats all i have to say for now...i'll see you guys later & have a fantastic weekend!!!!

Freaking Hilarious
I just LOVE it when men use models' pics as their default. There's always those comments like "You're so hot, shout me." From a MALE. I know it's so hard, but try READING a profile. Sheesh. You're leading these poor guys on. Haha.

Bored!!!
Things You Might Not Know About Me Whats your middle name? Lynne....with an E people....i'm surprised by how many people spell it wrong!! How big is your bed? Queen Size What are you listening to right now? Fully Alive by Flyleaf What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? 5309 hahaha What was the last thing you ate? umm..mac and cheese Last person you hugged? My son How is the weather right now? Dreary and rainy Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Drew What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex? smile Favorite type of Food? Italian..pasta is yummy! Do you want children? I have children..but if I have anymore is up to me and my next hubby..whoever that may be! Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? nope Hair color? light brown Eye color? Hazel Do you wear contacts/glasses? nope Favorite holiday? Christmas! Favorite Season? Fall Have you ever cried over a girl/

Bad American (george Carlin)
I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neit

Taking Specific Requests For Friends
In the area of health and any health issues that my friends might have. I am taking specific requests on what you would like me to research over the weekend and find out if there is a Natural alternative to helping/curing your health problem. You can either respond here or email me if it is more of a private nature! I will do my best to assist you! Part of my mission in life is to help those with health problems!

There Are No Happy Endings
I thrived upon a chaos born of gallivanting truth, Where I dallied with a malediction fine; And there beheld a sentience of disillusioned youth, Of a mold whose form suggested it was mine. The spiteful cry of Muse-borne rage once echoed through my heart, Now the aegis of a god-begotten seed; In the secret garden grown where guilt once tore my soul apart, Now might nurture nothing more than jealous greed. Once I valiantly strived to reach the vaults where angels sing But every struggle proved to ruin me in vain; And my stained glass wings will shatter when the bells of Heaven ring, A fragile hope that breaks with every breath of pain. Severed puppet strings of circumstance once held me straight and tall, That the tricoteuse wove from my crystal grief; And the pallid dream of memory where faith and selfhood fall Is the doomed and scripted failure of belief. Through a child’s eyes, I cannot touch abandoned thoughts inspired By those choices made through withering

For A Mens Bracelet
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Something Other Than Human
I search for emotions but find nothingness I'm empty. Black hearted and numb. I have not searched for you yet you say I've found love. How can I possess that which I do not feel? I know you lie. The love you want from me does not exist. I would kill the love you have for me and laugh. I am something other than human. Once full of love and hope, all is dead in me now yet I live on. Turn away. There is nothing for you here. Cold darkness. No arms to warm you. No heart to love you. No ears to hear your lies. No eyes to cry for you. No lips to kiss you. No body to quiver for your touch. I am something other than human.

When Nothing Is Enough...
I started a new seizure medicine... and its making me sicker than a dog.. I guess I have to get used to it before it will benefit me.. so.. I have felt shitty for 2 days now. I take 1,000 mg's a day of Depakot... this epilepsy shit sucks.. buts I am going to feel better soon.. I have always wanted a true friend.. you know someone that you can count on NO MATTER WHAT.. and I have one.. I dont think that I have ever been a friend like that to anyone.. usually I am worried about myself more than I am others.. I guess that makes me self centered at times.. I am trying to fix that.. I am also trying to depend on myself rather than asking everyone else what I should do.. hell.. I need to think of what to do on my own.. but when you have been married and have had a man there to make your choices for you and to tell you what to do, being independent is something that you have to work at.. it just doesnt happen...

You Get A Dozen, You're Loved!!
You get a dozen, you're loved!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . **. . . . . . *.** . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . .*. . . . . . * . . . . . . . .******. . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . . . . .******* . . .*. . . . .* . . . . . . . . .*********. . . . . * . . . . . . . . . .******* . *** *******. . . . . . . . .** .*******. . . . . . . . * . ******. . . . . . . . * * . .***. . *. . . . . . .** . . . . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . .****.*. . . .* . . . *******. .*. .* . . .*******. . . *. . . .*****. . . . * . . .**. . . . . .* . . .*. . . . . . **.* . . . . . . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . * . . . . . . . . * . . . . . .

The Acid Test
printed with permission of DrSpankenstein@aol.com Introduction The term ‘Acid Test’ is an old prospecting term. A powerful acid can dissolve most base metals in a matter of minutes. However, gold will stand up to most acids. So the ‘Acid Test’ was an easy way for people to make sure they had a real nugget of gold and not a lump of the ‘fool's’ variety. In the same way, these tests are meant to be quick ways to identify fake Doms. Passing all these tests is no guarantee either, there is no replacement for getting to know your prospective partner as well as possible BEFORE YOU EVEN MEET IN PERSON. Now most of these tests are designed in mind for a submissive female trying to sort through men claiming to be Doms online. They are largely based on the many questions I get asked by my female friends still searching for a Dominant partner. Some of them can probably be used by male subs as well, but for the most part, these tests are best for ferreting out male fakes. Vanilla male

Things You Should Never Say To A Judge
Things You Should Not Say To A Judge 1. "I got your community service right here pal!" 2. "Boy your chamber sure does look different with the lights on." 3. "You couldn't carry Wapner's gavel you moron!" 4. "You're not as easy to buy as others said you were." 5. "No you robe wearing geek." 6. "I don't suppose there's a "You get me off, I get you off" type of deal out there?" 7. "Just out of curiousity, are you wearing pants?"

School Girls Job
Mr. Brown the old history teacher had a dirty mouth. He was always saying something off color or suggestive. One day after class, Sally approaches his desk with a flock of girls in tow. "Mr. Brown," she said, "We are tired of your filthy remarks and we aren't going to put up with in anymore! The next time you say something nasty in class, we are all going to complain to the principal." Mr. Brown was silent and the girls stormed off thinking they had cowed him. The next day as everyone arrives in class, Mr. Brown is reading the newspaper. The bell rings, but he continues to read. Finally, he looks up and says, "Oh girls, you should find this interesting. The government is recruiting whores to go to Afghanistan and screw the servicemen over there for $100 a day." All at once the girls get up and head for the door. "Wait a minute!" shouted Mr. Brown. "The boat doesn't leave till Thursday!"

Janeys Vanity
janeys vanity - a-usa I lost out of the game early on, partly because I suck at monopoly and partly because I thought maybe I could get some time with Tank who sucked worse than me at board games. The holidays were the worst time for Tank and I because my sister was home all day and that meant no Janey for Tank and no Tank for Janey. I started some laundry and snuck off to the upstairs bathroom in my mom’s room and waited. Tank and I had talked about the scenario and in just a few minutes he was outside and I slid open the small window and motioned for him to come in and on up. I opened the door and let him in locking it behind him and instantly grabbed him in a tight hug. We both knew that we had a very limited amount of time before someone would begin to wonder where I was. Tank was supposedly out hunting squirrels, a favorite past time for him. We kissed for a few moments before Tank spoke “I hate it when we can’t be together, weekends are bad enough sweetheart.” “Absenc

Would You....?
The passion that rised within my feelings towards you is ticking with a time bomb but having to be afraid of rejection is totally the case. would you like me, if I told you I followed you around, would you hate me if I told you I totally liked the way you sound, would you love me if I told you I wanted you to call my own. If only you knew...that my love for you is sincere and true. Pure and white just a fresh snow falling in and out of grounds. If only you knew the pain I felt for you when you've lost somebody so dear to you but how will you know that I love you and would go heaven on earth searching for you still you wouldnt know because you only my secret love.

Tabby's Tee's...
Tabby's Tee's are hand painted and hand designed, they are washable but yet need to be dryed in low heat to saver the fabric paint. I only have a few made up at the moment however, I plan to make more and also am taking requests and I do shipping as well! infant sizes are $5 youth sizes are $7 adult sizes are $10 any questions or requests just message me!

Sharpies
I believe that the most valuable tool that a person can carry on them is a Sharpie permanent marker. I carry one with me wherever I go. My favorite thing to use it for is defacing conservative bumper stickers. I delight in wondering how long it takes the driver to figure out their little "(man figure) + (woman figure) = marriage" sticker now reads "brother + sister."

Delirium,
Every splinter of a thousand shattered mirrors, Reflects the scarlet lips of virgin velvet dream. I glimpse at a thousand fleeting strangers, In hopes to find her eyes, I have once seen. Illusion, sweet mirage, or simply drunk delirium, Dream came to me at night, through smoke of cigarette. Created carelessly, in a moonlight solitude, Will stay forever as a guiding muse of my sonnet. * sometimes I just can't let them go

Loss
The pathetic existence of a life I lead will ultimately lead to my inner destruction. For the outer shell will remain, there will be nothing but the smell of a rotting soul to know there is still something inside of me. For the love I tossed away never to be regained, the one chance that life gives you was tossed away like the mere flicking of an ash from a cigarette.

For 300
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Ok This Is The Rules 1 Day Blast
everyone that is going to play for the 1 day blast..need to go riht now and send an email to the sponsor..if u do not and u win ..u do not qualify,...tell him u enjoy the contest an thanks.....if u did this already disreaguard this.......anytime within the next 5 contest..i will announce the race is on.....1st person to the sponsor page that drops 20 comments wins the blast........have fun my peeps..thats why we here for... next contest in 5 minutes to make sure u send that em if u need the link hit me up...........remember any contest within the next 5 will be announcing the race for the blast...have fun

Promise
My love, I wish you happiness And memories that make you smile Someone who will hold you tight Make your life worth while It shames me to realize now This gift was never mine to give I don’t know why, but I just never knew how So I step back, I’ll forfeit Any hold I had on you Just promise that to yourself You will always be true Live life like you should And should you have the chance don’t pass your turn this time Promise me you’ll dance ~Amy~

Retarded Grandparents
RETARDED GRANDPARENTS ( this was actually reported by a teacher) After Christmas, a teacher asked her young pupils how they spent their holiday away from school. One child wrote the following: We always used to spend the holidays with Grandma and Grandpa. They used to live in a big brick house but Grandpa got retarded and they moved to Florida. Now they live in a tin box and have rocks painted green to look like grass. They ride around on their bicycles and wear name tags because they don't know who they are anymore. They go to a building called a wrecked center, but they must have got it fixed because it is all okay now, and do exercises there, but they don't do them very well. There is a swimming pool too, but in it, they all jump up and down with hats on. At their gate, there is a doll house with a little old man sitting in it. He watches all day so nobody can escape. Sometimes they sneak out. They go cruising in their golf carts! Nobody there cooks, th

I'm Back!
Well, im back after my two week trip to North Carolina. It was a giant waste of time. I didnt learn anything there but i did get to know different people. I'm not quite afraid to work with women now, thats always a plus. But im home and its soo nice. Catch yall later. Freddy

Woohoo!
Good morning everyone! How's life treatin' ya? I can't complain here, for once anyways! Hell normally I'm just rolling outta bed, but low and behold the stupid phone went to ringing at 8:30am! I'm really not complaining about that either! *wink* So anywho, it's one of those days I am debating what I wanna do. Was thinking of catchin' a movie or going to get my hair done, just cause.. then maybe hittin' the park to walk and enjoy the SUNSHINE! I am so thankful it's May finally! Means that soon it will be warm all the time! No more heat at night and a/c during the day. Only in Kentucky I tell ya! I'm in an awfully good mood for it to be so early on a Sunday morning! Can't beat that tho! Glad that I for once don't feel like crawlin' back in bed and shutting the world out for a few more hours. Well anyways, just wanted to type I guess. Until next time, laters! Oh and if ya don't mind helping a girl out, I am in a contest.. click the link and vote please!!

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For 500
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I Need Your Help Please
I AM TALKING TO A GUY OFF CHERRY TAP I KNOW HIM FOR YEARS HE WANT TO GET BACK TOGETHER BUT IS IS ALLWAY GOING TO JAIL I HAVE A LOTS OF FEEL 4 HIM BUT I TOLD HIM I CANT DO IT NOW MORE I NEED A MAN TO BEEN THERE 4 ME ALL TIME NOT A CONVICT LADYS HELP ME PLEASE WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT THIS GUY I HAVE A LOT OF LOVE TO GIVE BUT I CANT DO IT NO MORE PLEASE HELP LO9VE YOU ALL TAKE CARE KIM XOXOXO CommentCloset

Telemarketer Torture
Telemarketer Torture The phone rang as I was sitting down to my evening meal, and as I answered it I was greeted with "Is this Karl Brummer"? Not sounding anything like my name, I asked who was calling. The telemarketer said he was with The Rubber Band Powered Freezer Company or something like that. Then I asked him if he knew Karl personally and why was he calling this number. I then said, off to the side, "get some pictures of the body at various angles and the blood smears". I then turned back to the phone and advised the caller that he had entered a murder scene and must stay on the line because we had already traced this call and he would most likely be receiving a summons to testify in this murder case. I questioned the caller at great length as to his name, address, phone number at home , at work, who he worked for, how he knew the dead guy and could he prove where he had been about one hour before he made this call. The telemarketer was getting very concerne

Yet To Be Seen
These are my thoughts, hopes, dreams, fantasies. All of who I am. Not every emotion is as it seems, fears, laughter, tears and joys. Thoughts of all that will be, if it is truely meant to be. All that I see feels like a dream. The questions of how and why? I have been broken, lost and scared. Now to travel a path of the unknown, I know that I must move foward and only glance back at all that was lost, to learn and create a life that will bring hope. The mistakes that I have made, only to be cast away. I will give all that I have if only to see you smile for one brief moment, all these feelings that I will forever keep buried deep within my soul. Do you feel the passion that could be, a connection that only lovers share? I sit here looking to the stars, wishing as a child does with the innocence and purity that has never been lost. I smile for my words are your art, to be taken and viewed as only you can see. I know that time will pass and happiness that was once lost sh

Rhode Island
This weekend I traveled to Rhode Island for the first time to meet up with one of my greatest friends Iris. It was so amazing to see her, she moved from Maine last September and this was our first time seeing each other since then. I didn't realize how much I missed her until seeing her and hanging out. We didn't do a whole lot but we didn't have to, just talking is good enough! We did explore Providence Place which is one of the biggest malls I have ever been before - we were there for 5 hours! I got some cute new clothes along with an amazing summer dress (yes I bought a dress ladies and gentlemen). I will post pics after I look all cute in it - its the most expensive piece of clothing I own now but it was worth the price! That night we stayed up till 4 am talking, drinking white russians and watching tv - it was good times ;) Next morning i was dragging my ass hardcore because we only got 3 hours of sleep, I felt so bad that I just wasn't up to doing much. Though we did

No Gas May 15,2007
Don't pump gas on May 15th NO GAS ... On May 15th 2007 Body: Don't pump gas on May 15th. In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. It was most effective and gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, encourage all your friends and families not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies’ pockets in just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to make ourselves heard by the industry for at least one day. If you agree send this to your entire contact list with it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th". It will work for sure.

What A Weekend
I had a nice relaxing weekend planned. Consisting of one day for me to get drunk. I did not get drunk nor did I get to relax. I ran into my ex fience and am still trying to deal with the games he plays. I did manage to get a picture of the bike though so as soon as I get near a scanner it will be on here. While trying to get things settled down this weekend I managed to get my ulcers to bleed again. I hate throwing up blood. My best friend in the entire world who has been there for me everytime needs me and I can't bee there for him because I have to work. He needs more than a friendly voice on the phone. I just wish I could take him to Vegas like he did me last year. It would make him feel better, though I know him and I just being able to hang out would help to and I can't even do that till this weekend. Though since he is in the military he might be going to Missouri for a while.

Hmph.
You entered my world, silently and calmly. You slid into a place, where theres no where for me to hide. You've seen every side of me, and yet you're there to be found. this friendship we have, i vow to never let go of. You've seen a lot of sides of me, most never think i really dont have. You know how strong I can be, but at the same time, i feel as weak as baby, gasping for air. Never allowing me to let go, with every word you speak. You've put faith in me.. something i thought i'd never see again. You put that light back into my eyes, helping me realize why i feel the way i do. From time to time, i've wandered off on my own, but everytime i've needed someone, you've always seemed to appear. I dont think i could ever show my apperciation. And these words dont even say enough..

Zakk Wylde: 'dimebag Was Proof That God Exists'.
Date: Saturday, November 05 @ 21:20:20 EST Topic: Black Label Society Aaron Beck of The Columbus Dispatch recently conducted an interview with BLACK LABEL SOCIETY mainman Zakk Wylde. A few excerpts from the chat follow: On his children: "My daughter, Ray Ray (Hayle Ray), is 13. (My) drinkin' problem is definitely escalating. "There's Jesse. Ozzy's the godfather of him. That was a good day in Church. "And (New York Mets catcher) Mike Piazza is godfather of Hendrix Halen Michael Rhoads Wylde. With a name like that, it has to work out, right? "But I know he’s going to be into basket-weaving and crochet or ballet, or he's going to be a Chippendale's dancer. I can see it comin'. "The only thing I can do as a father is facilitate." On his first guitar: "I was 8, but I wanted to play football and hang out… My guitar teacher said: 'Let him be a kid right now. If he wants to play, he'll play.’ It's the same thing with my kids. Just 'cause I play, I can't force

What Is Romance?
What is Romance? BY: BRENDA L. Romance, to me, isn't something you do only on special occasions, but something you do every day. I am not saying anything against that, once a year, valentine candlelight dinner,or special birthday, evening out, I think they are wonderful, but to really, keep, that fire burning, I think it needs more than that. And its not just something that women are supposed to do, men should too. "IT TAKES TWO, TO KEEP THE SPARK, IGNITED" I am talking about the little things....a moonlight stroll, holding hands , or arms wrapped around each other... a hand caressing a cheek, or sending, a signal, only known to each other, across a crowded room, or blowing a kiss...or mouthing something, like "I want you", or sitting next to each other while watching tv, running your fingers through their hair or giving a foot massage. Even at the park with the kids, take the time, while you are sitting on the bench watching them, play, to softly tell each other something, pl

Friends Family And Fans Please Read
I AM ASKING FOR AT LEAST ONE NIGHT THAT I CAN GET YA ALL TO COME HANG OUT WITH ME IN CLUB FANTASIA AND HELP GET US TO THE TOP. WE HAVE DJ CYBER DROPPIN THE BEATS AND READY TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST SO DO ME THIS SMALL FAVOR AND COME CHILL WITH ME. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND YOUR ON YOUR WAY. IS IT REALLY TO MUCH TO ASK? I WOULD DO IT FOR YOU.

Fantasy
Fantasy All my life I have built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead me to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such man. And as the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you.

Latex Gloves
A dentist noticed that his next patient, an elderly lady, was looking very nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. "Do you know how they make these gloves?" he asked. "No, I don't" she replied. "There's a building in China with a big tank of latex, and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands, let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size." She didn't even crack a smile. "Oh, well. I tried," he thought. But five minutes later, during a delicate portion of the dental procedure, she burst out laughing. "What's so funny?" he asked. "I was just picturing how condoms are made!" she said. Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds may be slow, but they're always working.........

Gentle Thoughts For The Day
Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle. It makes the neighbor's dog run to the end of his chain and gag himself. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong , you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. There's always a lot to be thankful for if you take tim

Come Sign My Map
Hey everyone just a quick reminder if you havent done so already stop by and check out my map on my page and sign it so I know ya have stopped by and itll be interesting to see where everyone is from..Thanks and much love... Megan

The Creation Of The Firefighter
When the Lord was creating Firefighters, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "Your doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said "Have you read the specification of this person? Firefighters have to be able to go for hours fighting fires or tending to a person that the usual every day person would never touch, while putting in the back of their mind the circumstances. They have to be able to move at a second's notice and not think twice of what they are about to do, no matter what danger. They have to be in top physical condition at all times, running on half-eaten meals, and they must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands-on way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "it's the three pairs of eyes a Firefighter has to have." That's on the standard model?" asked the angel. The Lord nodded. "One pair that sees through the fire and where th

Meant To Be
I dream of her I am consumed by her beauty. Although we are not together I long to be with her every waking moment. Every second I live and breathe her. When I dream of her all my senses long for her. To be touching her, tasting her hearing her, and smelling her sweet perfume. I look up into the night sky and imagine the twinkling in her eyes and think about forever which is where I want us to be. I can't explain my feelings for her, why I know she is perfect for me, why we are not together. I can tell you that my heart, mind, body and soul love her in a way that I never knew existed. I Love her with more happiness, beauty, knowledge and power than I ever thought possible. So when that flower of Love and Hope brightens and blooms when night falls so will it fade and wilt when morning comes, because we are not together as we should be.

Mea Culpa, Mea Maxima Culpa
Sorry for any confusion, folks... For some of you all of the posts in this blog are old news, but I wanted to separate out the easily public from the mildly private... I was more than willing to lose any 'views' or 'comments' to accomplish the division of my blogs, but I wouldn't feel TOO horrible if those of you who have already read them wanted another crack at critiquing me... ;) as always, thanks for reading...

Today Is Day 5 With The Baby Kitten
Still surviving! I was mowing the lawn on Saturday and when I started the mower a HUGE cat bolted from beneathe the kids' playset in the back yard. I didn't think anything of it but my daughter kept looking in a gopher hole there. I would tell her go back on the porch and such, but she reached in and pulled out an INFANT kitten. Chord attached, eyes shut ..just freshly born. I ran over to her and looked in the hole and there was another one. Both still alive. I immediatly called the Humane Society who told me to leave them be for their mom to come back; but, since my daughter had "man handled" the one, they said she may not and they were "destined to die", because they cannot survive without their mommy. I didn't like hearing that from a "HUMANE society" but, I did what they suggested and left them both out there in that cold gopher hole over night. The next morning my children were eager to see if their mommy had returned. It rained all nite and I was hoping that may

Red Sun
Red Sun Red sun setting, o'er the mound, Where my father's father lies. Testiment of blood once spilled. 'Neath a clear, blue August sky. Appalachian Mountains heard, Pain filled whails of greed and war. Now, those wretched echos sound, Along those ridges, ever more. Thunder sounds eternally, For those battles fought, For thee and me. Sacred land for ever more, Blessed by the blood of the Cherokee. Red sun setting on the mound, Where my father's father lies, Spirits dancing in the mist, 'Neath a purple Autumn sky. In memory of Gram, Dad, and Bill ~Cherokee~ ©1998

Trblzkmn2u
TRBLZKMN2U (sound it out!) from the DARKSIDE of HELL! Hi! I am a normal person with a situation where I seem to share my physical space with several personalities, each, very distinctly seperate and strong, in her own purpose. Glenda? Well, I'm the public one, and the one who's speaking to you now, mother of five, grandmother of five, creative, artistic, homebody, "mother~earth" type and perpetual "PEACEMAKER", Ginny? SHE's the tough one! Has a lot of hostility about growing up without a sense of her own identity, just some kind of an extension of a "not so stable", brutal and alcoholic/perscripion drug-addicted "step/adoptive mother" image, (always and forever age 16),who protects us all, sometimes to our total shame and embarrassment. Gabby, she's the baby. She decided not to grow up after our Dad died. She's eight years old and totally niave and hopeful. When she sometimes gets a dose of "reality", she crashes like a tidal wave. Gail? AH!, Gail is the business side of

Girls Only...literally
Just more of my perversity. Dani and Anna staggered a little as they made their way up to the door. As a team, they managed to get the key in the door and the door open, giggling at how difficult it proved to be. Dani flopped down on the couch as Anna went into the bedroom. She came back out and slammed the door “Shit!” Dani looked up startled, “What’s a matter hon?” “Ah, that asshole took off and went up to see a buddy of his for the weekend.” Dani shrugged and giggled, “So, that’s a good thing. Don’t have to deal with him for two whole days.” Anna shrugged and slumped down on the couch next to Dani. “Yeah, I know…but I wanted him here tonight.” She laughed and growled, “dammit, I’m horny!” Dani laughed and leaned over close to Anna. “Honey, you don’t need HIM to take care of that!” They had kissed and joked around before, but never much else. Anna was determined to put that to the test. She leaned in and met Dani half way. Putting one hand on Dani’s stockin

Good News
hey guys just a note to let you know that i got through surgery fine. no sign of cancer. had a rough day yesterday and not such a good night so far tonight, but over all good. thank you to all who sent kind words and prayers. That meant so much to me. you guys are all wonderful and i love you all to death.

Poetry
huddling in the corner, i'd await the next blow, hitting me in the head or legs, so no one else would know, did you feel the power when you knocked me to the ground?, taking your frustrations out on me when no one else was around, did it hurt to see me cry?, or withdrawl into myself, start cutting my arms, because nothing else would help, happy fucking mother's day, i'm glad your six feet down, i feel the weight lifted you can no longer push me around!

Maia Campbell: Missing In Action
MAIA CAMPBELL: Missing In Action Posted May 8th 2007 5:34PM by Karu F. Daniels Filed under: Entertainment Newswire By Karu F. Daniels, AOL Black Voices Maia Campbell is a wanted woman. And not in a good way. The bronze beauty, who bubbled up as one of Black Hollywood's "ones to watch' during the 1990s, is in the center of a Philadelphia-area police investigation. Mount Airy's Kevin Taylor filed a police report Monday accusing Campbell, with stealing his Jeep in Germantown, reports 'The Philadelphia Daily News.' "According to Taylor and his friend Steve Johnson, the pair left Campbell and the car keys alone in the white 1998 Jeep Cherokee registered to Taylor's father, Christ Taylor, as they went into Johnson's home to retrieve musical gear. When they came outside minutes later, Campbell and the car were gone, they said." What in the world? The eldest daughter of late best-selling authoress BeBe Moore Campbell, who co-starred with LL Cool J on the series 'In the House,' has

Something To Know............
Oral sex linked to throat cancer Oral sex can cause throat cancer - 09 May 2007 - New Scientist Another excellent reason to get the HPV vaccine. People who have had more than five oral-sex partners in their lifetime are 250% more likely to have throat cancer than those who do not have oral sex, a new study suggests. The researchers believe this is because oral sex may transmit human papillomavirus (HPV), the virus implicated in the majority of cervical cancers. The new findings should encourage people to consistently use condoms during oral sex as this could protect against HPV, the team says. Other experts say that the results provide more reason for men to receive the new HPV vaccine.

A Big Fuck You
I'm capable of being with just one person. It just takes work and I've never found someone worth the energy. So it's not that I can't do it, I just chose not too. Basically, what I'm getting at is a big "FUCK YOU!" to all the doubters. Keep hatin' on me, it just gives me another reason to be better than you. You're just jealous because I play the game like a pro and you got played like a bitch. And now I'm with someone that you could never be...sucks to be you.

The Road Home
in this small town i live in i here people crying over anything and everything i know a few people waiting on road home money and there complaining its taking to long well people i lost my house to and my insurance is not paying off road home is not helping im rebuilding all by myself so please shut up about it already and for every one else im sorry to put you threw that

For My Husband(hold Me In Your Arms)
Hold Me In Your Arms lyrics We've been trying for a long time to say what we want to say But feelings don't come easy to express in a simple way. But we all have feelings we all need loving And who would be the fool to say that if you - Hold me in your arms I won#t feel better? If you hold me in your arms we can brave this storm together. We both know there's a problem a problem that we've got to face. So put your trust in me lover no-one's ever gonna take your place. 'Cos we all have a problem we all have fears But there's always got to be a way. Yes we all have feelings we all need loving And you would be a fool to say that if you - Hold me in your arms I won't feel better? If you hold me in yor arms we can brave this storm together. You only have to hold me touch me to make me feel so good You only have to hold me feel me to make me feel the way you know I sh

I Made Me A New Yahoo Group
for all of those that were in my other one that got deleted I am starting all over here is the link if you would like to join in on my fan club.. hugs..lorie http://groups.yahoo.com/group/loriesc4/ adults only Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Pericings.... I Got Some
well// yeah... I worked all day and it was hawt and i felt like I was going to drop over and die.. So.. tonight.. I got my nose re pierced and my belly buttton.. :) its so adorable// So// I am happy about that...

May 11,2007
Get a little more TLC into your life, especially if you're re-experiencing a painful old issue regarding a personal matter. Be kinder to yourself. Treat yourself as gently as you would a beloved friend or relative. I am HARD on myself and I know this. I kill myself with the little things but tyr so hard to blow off the major issues.

Love / Hate Relationships
I really like what I do at my day gig... Needed to say that before I got into this... I must be a masochist - the guys that work for me would probably call me a sadist - because while i'm doing my job, I go after each problem with singular energy and passion. the upside of that is that I get results...fast. the downside is that I take it 'personally' when people get in my way or if they slow my guys down. and that just makes me drive issues to conclusion with more force - nice, polite, you can't be mad at the funny, smiling guy, force. I don't usually get into any kind of trouble; in fact i seem to be something of a star there, but that's not the problem here. let's get to the hate... Ignorance is a curable condition. I am really developing an abject hatred for the ignorant among us... not the stupid, they have little choice, if any, in being stupid, but the ignorant could always decide to give up being ignorant. when the ignorant choose to stay ignorant,

It Friday!!!
Hey... its friday... Ive been talking with alot of fine young cherries on ct this week...as well as a few older ones hehehe... anyway... just wanted to let yall know that.... IM ALL ALONE... IM DRUNK AND I GOT A BONER... ANY VOLINTEERS...LOL MUCH LUV....XOXOXO

Please Help This Lady Out.. Not A Contest!!
Sure she has about 6,000 or so to go but a few people catch her during a happy hour and she will be at the next level in no time. Thanks to anyone that takes time to read this and an extra special thanks to those that help my friend out. have a great evening and perfect weekend. +*''^^''*+SEXY JENN+*''^^''*+@ CherryTAP Sometimes We all need help with things other then contest and it is always nice to have friends and fellow cheytap members help one out.. lets do our best for this sweet lady..

You Know Your A Stripper When- And From Personal Experience This Shit Is True!
You Know You're A Stripper Whenâ€¦ *You are in a public place, and a guy calls out your stage name, as you start to respond you realize he's not even talking to you *You start to think of your future purchases in lap dances. Example: it's going to take 5 lap dances for me to buy this new bracelet *You buy scented hand sanitizer in bulk, and you use it not only on your hands but your whole body. *You buy baby wipes in bulk, and you don't have any kids *You go out with 'regular' friends and feel the need to censor yourself on the dance floor *You have two separate sections of your wardrobe and makeup - one for your 'regular' self and one for your 'stripper' self *12pm is a REALLY early hour to wake up *6am is a normal hour to go to bed *Your pet has glitter in its fur *Your body creaks more than your grandmother's *Your selection of costumes, high heels and makeup competes with that of a drag queen *You unconsciously start swiveli

My Life As A Firefighter With A Family Who Loves Me
Yes, I am firefighter. So if any of you want to know how hard it was to have a family. It is tough, but I have a tough family who will never back down from anything. And what the head of the family say to this is: "Dad you are too sweet. Yes, I remember that. And that was always happening and mom and sis didn't know what to do. I was their to help you out. And I will think of you as my hero."

Everything
Find me here And speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That is leading me To the place where I find peace again You are the strength That keeps me walking You are the hope That keeps me trusting You are the life to my soul You are my purpose You're everything And how can I Stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me How could it be Any better than this You calm the storms You give me rest You hold me in your hands You won't let me fall You steal my heart And you take my breath away Would you take me in Would you take me deeper now And how can I Stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me How could it be Any better than this And how can I Stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me How could it be Any better than this â€™Cause you're all I want Youâ€™re all I need Youâ€™re everything Everything You're all I want Youâ€™r

The Victim Was Last Seen Wearing . . .
So . . . this is one of those blogs that you will not read everyday, but it is something I have put a great deal of thought into. I keep coming across these questions on surveys about "How do you want to die?" Stupid friggin' question, as the obvious answer will always be "In My Sleep". Mine, of course, would be in bed, after the best sex ever, with a Boro Ultra Light in one hand and . . . Oh, nevermind. I am getting off of the point. Ah yes, my point. Instead of coming up with how I want to die, I have complied a list with phrases/topics that I DO NOT want associated with my death. I do not want the phrase "Was last seen" involved in my demise, nor any of the following phrases: Witnesses reported; Was found floating; Remains were identified as; Dental Records confirmed; Victim of; After and exhaustive search; A police spokeman stated that; If you have any information regarding her whereabouts; Evidence suggests; or Police have no leads on a susp

Woman's Love Poem
WOMAN'S LOVE POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, Won't be annoyed, When I spend his cash. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

May 13~weekend
Friday~worked n single again which is all good cuz i dont really care.like someone already n they like me so its all good Saturday~didnt work cuz it was pointless. so me n crystal hung out with ben n allen.ben likes crystal n crystal likes ben. and i like allen n allen likes me lol.so yea.n travis came up to allen n was like so ur dating brittany now omg it was funny.he shouldnt fucking care what i do.or who i date hes back with his ex so it shouldnt fucking matter what i do. Sunday~im gonna make my self clear now i dont want no shyt with anyone so people can stop saying those 50/50 gurls better not fuck it up or whatever cuz i dont care who travis dates anymore.n i dont even care tht hes back with her. at least he wil leave me the hell alone now for good. i have moved on to bigger n better things as what crystal calls it.Allen is the most funnyest person ever.n at least he aint boring to hang with like travis is. all travis thinks about is sex. well wake up asshole it aint a

My Horoscope For The Day, Quite Interesting...
this is my horoscope for today, I find it quite interesting considering what some of you know is going on right now.... That whole eye-for-an-eye policy just means that eventually all the parties involved will go blind. Ever thought about operating with another body part -- like turning the other cheek? It'll get you where you want to go.

Can It Be "oral Sex May Increase Risk Of Throat Cancer"
did read one page and found intresting discovering and it is all about oral sex hmmm take a look at this page and ask your self if is safe to give oral sex to someone http://www.physorg.com/news97950836.html

Angelbaby
THERE ARE MANY OF YOU THAT BECOME SPECIAL FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO ME AND U KNOW WHO U ARE SO THIS GOES OUT TO YOU. AS OF TODAY 5-14 07 I STARETED MY RADIATION TREATMENT I WILL DO IT FOR 28 DAYS I HAVE CANCER CELLS AT THE MOMENT THE TREAT IS TO TRY AND GET RID OF THEM BEFOR IT GET WORSE I ASK U KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS AND THOSE WHO KNOW PLEASE KEEP NIBBS IN YOUR PRAYES AS WELL THANKS TO ALL YOU SPECIAL PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Considering A Poly Lifestyle? Start A Business!
Click here to go to their website.Relationship LLC is a site that explains a way to have the rights of polyamorous families protected by forming a limited liability corporation (LLC) with all members (including children) as members.From their site:Now There Is A New Way To Tie The Knot. It is our position that limited liability companies, "LLCs", may prove to be the new marriage model. Marriage is presently available only to one man and one woman. LLCs are available to everyone, couples (of any sexual mix) who wish to pursue life together, a single parent family and groups of friends. Marriage is based on family law, limited liability companies are based on partnership law and the legal arrangement its "members" agree to. Relationship LLC (RLLC™) is a mark we created to refer to limited liability companies created by people who generally are not married but who want a legally recognized relationship between them. A relationship which would be a legal entity that could buy proper

On Friends & Trust
I don’t think I’d ever been a bad judge of character with friends before. I’m pretty chilled out and can take large amounts of shit. Somehow I’ve never been into the malicious bitchy types. I trust my friends, and most often give them the benefit of the doubt. But recently, this trust has come into question. First of all, why would you volunteer information about a friend’s ex that you know would potentially hurt the friend - right after they’ve broken up (so much for timing, no)? And why would you hang out with said ex independently of friend, even though you know friend was uncomfortable, and then find out everything about ex, and everything about friend and then once the relationship is over, tell friend stuff. I know the situation seems confusing, but to cut a long story short, it’s common sense that by befriending my boyfriend (ex now) behind my back and getting bosom with him, and then spilling details of his (promiscuous) private life to me and then joking about having sle

Friends?!
One of my friends from work asked me today if I was ok that I have seemed more sad lately, which I didn't realize I was. Well I guess she was right though. My best friend Amy came out here for a few days (first person from Oregon to visit)- it was hard for her to leave today. Her being here was great and I was able to let go and be myself. It was nice. Moving to Maine has been hard on finding new people that I really trust, there are so few anymore. It seems like each time I finally totally trust someone and then they go all weird or don't know how to treat me. Its weird! Anyway I realized how lonely I am with out my friends - even though Kevin is wonderful he already knows everything about it :) - just nice to hang out with others. Makes me want to move back home to be with my friends and family where I know that no matter what they won't lie to me, confuse me or make me feel like shit! Oh well - We came here to work not to make friends!

We Just Had One!
might not be a big deal to those in the country that get them all the time, but just before I made this, I felt a pretty good earth tremor, everything shook!! We almost never get them here in Pennsylvania, wow!!

This One Moment
The stars shine brightly In the darkened night time sky I stare at our flickering star That shines the brightest of all Every moment we've spent together Came rushing to my mind I fall asleep smiling I can feel your arms around me Squeezing the breath out of me I can hear your every breath in my ear I know your every thought I feel your every heart beat The thump against my back I can feel your body Wrapped around me You're embracing me in your smell The smell of your sweet sweat I can feel your grip on me Get tighter on my waist I close my eyes for a short second Took in the moment Opened my eyes once again All the feelings were gone You weren't there anymore But I could feel the sweat from your hands Still on my arm I looked around my moon-lit room No one in plain sight I figured it a dream Until you broke from the shadows Face lit up by moon and smile My smile grew big as you crawled back in Then is when I knew This fantasy will never end

Whers Your Magic Spot?
Where is your magic spot? You are an undeniable and inevitable romantic witch! You dream with long beautiful dresses or silk robes and with a modern prince, that one day will go down on his knees to ask for your hand in marriage. An impressive living room or maybe ball room of a castle is the ideal place to express your personality. A place separated from this world, where you can refuge yourself surrounded by the love of those who you love and your closest friends. Your phrase: The world can wait!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Military Spouses
"If the military had wanted you to have a spouse, they would have issued you one." Remember those words? Well, that was then and this is now. America's military has realized and acknowledged the significance of the military spouse. In 1984 President Reagan proclaimed the Friday before Mother's Day of each year to be Military Spouse Appreciation Day. It is your day to stand up and be honored. For the times you've stood and watched a ship sail from the harbor, an aircraft disappear into the clouds, or a truck convoy pull out of sight, not sure when they would return, we thank you. For the countless household moves you've made from a place you know to one that's strange and different -- often by yourself -- we thank you. For the families you've held together, for the anniversaries, birthdays, and holidays you've celebrated alone, we thank you. For the hand you've extended to another military spouse when the need was there, truly creating a military family, we thank you

Androgyny
ANDROGYNE Definition: A biological condition resulting from hormonal miscues during fetal washing of the brain during gender identity development. The patient postnatally merges both polar gender identities displaying an assortment of both masculine and feminine qualities. Alternative names: third sex; unisex What is a person who is Androgyne? A person psychologically, intrinsically and socially intermediate between male and female, displaying physical traits and manifesting a merging of the roles traditionally stereotyped as belonging to male and female. The primary difference between people who are Androgyne and other individuals is that they cannot live life fully as either men or woman because they are intrinsically both genders. Is there a biological basis for Androgynes? Yes. The biological basis for the inborn condition stems from an interaction between the developing brain and sex hormones in the first trimester. There is the formation of a gender syste

A New Journey!
What a multitude of delights I experienced this weekend! As you know, my LLW and I traveled north to attend a meeting of rope enthusiasts. We were apprehensive at first, as we have never attended such an event. However, all of concerns and trepidations were immediately put to rest. The people were gracious, charming and welcoming. First on the agenda was a demo/workshop on energy exchange between partners. It was fascinating to watch, even for a skeptic like myself. The bond between the two people who led the exchange was unmistakable, and she truly did seem to know exactly where he was and what he was doing at any moment, even though she could not see him. Additionally, she could sense the presence of other persons and had very strong reactions to them. After the workshop, we practiced some rope ties, and I did my first Shibari styled tie. It was a beautiful piece of rope work that secured LLW completely, leaving a lovely display of diamond shaped patterns in the rope

More Updates
my son won a medal in the race he was in today my kindergarten baby is reading second grade level sorry im a proud mommy also im almost at the next level finally so can you all please help me get there? thanks so much

Just A Dream
As the days and night go by I can only think of you and remembering all the promises that you made and hopeing that they will all come true. As I look into you heart-felt eyes I can see our feature. We are walking hand in hand on the beach. And as it begins to rain you craddle my face and kiss me with so much passion that we drop to the sand. And as the current mixes with our current and the heat take over us I then know that you have fullfilled every dream and promise. I love you

Mommy-hood & Masterbation *archived From 1/18
Mommy-hood & Masterbation It was freaking freezing yesterday as the kids and I piled into our van. Both of the kids bundled from head to toe in warm clothing and warmer jackets. (Since those were fresh outta the dryer) Into the car for both of them and a quick buckle. I snap the door shut behind them and lean over to turn on the hose. The windows are frozen over again. I yank on the knob and freeze my ass off as the ice slowly melts away with the help of freezing ass water. I can see my breath. It burns into my chest and blows back out of it. I hop in the car. My hands weren't cold outside, but now they are. I sit there with Shane. Im letting the car warm up a bit. Each time I press on the gas a bit the exaust floats past our windows. I see him reach down between his legs and adjust himself. "You okay?" my one eyebrow is raised. "Yeah...It was pinched" he replies. He turns to stare out the window. We have a few moments. When is it a better time th

Alice Cooper "only My Heart Talking"
Anybody's dream can fall apart Anybody's mask can break Couldn't tell you how I wanted you Enough to make you want to stay I never said the words out loud I guess I couldn't get'em straight Baby, give me one more chance Before you walk away It's only, only, only my heart talkin' Yeah, it's only, only, only my heart talkin' Saying things I never thought I'd say Can't you hear me knocking Tried to fool you but it wouldn't play Cuz my heart it's talkin', it's talkin' Baby, it's talkin' Talkin'to you Every time I take it to the edge Every time I'm so afraid Don't you know I cry my eyes out, babe Every time you look away Oh, I almost dropped a tear But I caught it just in time I'd say the things you want to hear If you'd help me, help me, help me try It's only, only, only my heart talkin' Yeah, it's only, only, only my heart talkin' Saying things I never thought I'd say Can't you hear me knockin' Tried to fool you but it wouldn't play Cuz my heart it's talkin',

Truths To Live By
TRUTHS TO LIVE BY 1. Faith is the ability to not panic, but to trust God. 2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray, don't worry. 3. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home every day. 4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape. 5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still so God can untangle the knot. 6. Do the math. Count your blessings. 7. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts. 8. Dear God: I have a problem. It's me. 9. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted. 10. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging. 11. The most important things in your home are the people. 12. Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional. 13. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open. 14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry. 15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead. Life is not about toys, but about what we do for others. 16. We do not remem

There Is Suffering...
There is suffering... The first noble truth is the truth of suffering. In other words, every single one of us experiences dissatisfaction, discontent, suffering, disease or other undesirable states of body and mind. If we look objectively, all of us have experienced disappointment, physical illness, anxiety, fear, doubt or disturbing dreams at some point in our lives. Even for those who have everything, things are not always perfect, something will always be unsatisfactory. We have the suffering which comes from having to separate from what we want or having to meet what we don't desire, and the natural unpleasantness of sickness, old age and death. This is what is known as 'Dukkha', a word which comes from the Pali language and basically means the dissatisfaction that comes as a natural consequence of having an imperfect body and mind. The first noble truth is not trying to say that everything is misery and woe. It is simply stating that there is suffering and that thi

Automatons In Training
Ignited within a combustible state, spiraling like a comet through the heavens. Turning a blind eye towards darkness. The reptile inside wishes to shed it's skin and decay into it's surroundings. An abomination seeking salvation with determination but no provocation. Licking it's wounds of shattered hope. Weighing the options of one more breath, but leaning towards one last breath. Enduring life as an incurable sickness. The end is near for all but comes quicker to some. Taking each and every breath for granted, we get in line, and follow the leader towards the edge as they step off and over. Everyone trapped within one mind doing the bidding of the almighty machine, bestowing us the power to do what we're told.

Protest The Blood For Oil
Sat. May 19, 6:30 pm Forum & Reception: Soldiers and Veterans Turning Up the Heat to Get the U.S. Out of Iraq Now Hygienic Art Gallery, 79 Bank St., New London, CT Featuring a photo slide show on the new antiwar movement from coast to coast with analysis on Bush's war on Iraq by Vietnam veteran and March on the Pentagon organizer Bill Hackwell. Hackwell is an award-winning social documentary photographer whose work is exhibited at the National Vietnam Veterans Art Museum. Followed by Q & A. With special updates on the the Protest Bush Rally taking place in New London on May 23. The protest will take at the US Coast Guard Academy, where Bush will be giving a pro-war address. Hear from veterans and military family members at the forum who are mobilizing to protest Bush. Get information on getting involved in the May 23 protest. Tell Bush: Bring the Troops Home Now! Buffet dinner. Sponsored by the ANSWER Coalition. For info. call 203-404-9965 or visit www.AnswerCT.

Freebies
You know, I love Internet freebies. I love contests, too, but I rarely win them. I made a blog for all the freebies and contests I get. So if you're interested, feel free to check it out. :) http://staciesfreebies.blogspot.com/

Popular Online Social Network Myspace Says It Has Identified, Removed And Blocked “a Few Thousand” User Profiles Of Convicted Sex Offenders
MySpace deletes convicted sex offender profiles Company says federal law prohibits sharing information with authorities MSNBC News Services Updated: 7:56 p.m. ET May 15, 2007 RALEIGH, N.C. - Popular online social network MySpace says it has identified, removed and blocked “a few thousand” user profiles of convicted sex offenders among its 175 million profiles on its service as part a previously announced program to protect its youth members from adult predators. The action comes a day after eight U.S. attorneys general demanded the News Corp.-owned company hand over the offenders’ names and addresses and to delete their profiles. In a statement, MySpace’s chief security officer said state and federal laws prohibit the Web site from sharing such information. “We are doing everything short of breaking the law to ensure that the information about these predators gets to the proper authorities,” the security officer, Hemanshu Nigam, said in the news release. The stat

When Life Seems To Much To Handle
She closed her eyes and slid to the floor of the bathroom, tears streaming down her face. Thoughts of how her life once was danced through her head as she gazed into the distance. She looked to the side and then picked up the picture in the frame sitting beside her. She reached for the phone on the other side of her legs and dialed her mother, the one person who loved her when everyone else didn’t. She took deep breathes as she spoke with her, telling her everything was okay. Before she hung up she told her mom how much she loved her…how thankful she was to have a mom that loved her like she did. She ran her hand across her belly, sobbing as she did so. The life she had once known had come crashing down before her. She tried so hard to put the pieces back together but something seemed to be missing. You can’t complete a puzzle when there is even just one piece out of line. She stared down at the knife and then up at the bottle of pills, wondering which one would hurt less. She decide

Blue Eyed Thunder!
Blue Eyed Thunder Beautiful blue eyes full of life Always a smile even when there is a lot of pain I don't know if anyone has ever seen the fire and passion thundering right behind those eyes Blue eyed thunder that's what you are So full of passion and life beyond anyone's imagination Those blue eyes are so captivating I can't help but to stare into them Passion for life burning in those eyes a fire for a love good and true All stemming from the life you live Blue eyed thunder how can it be that your eyes can hold in such a thunderstorm Always alive with passion and love Always and forever my blue eyed thunder

Hugg War
HUGG WAR YOU BETTER HUG ME NOW! Pass this hug to all of your friends and back to me, see how many you get back! 1-5 HUGS....Your on someones mind! 5-10 HUGS...Someone likes you! 10-15 HUGS..Someone wants to be with you! 15-20 HUGS..WOW! you are really loved by alot! Good morning Hope you are doing well!

Vanilla Warmth By: A.d.
i'm saying this is my house... and i'll make fudge and call it love and touch my lips to ur vanilla warmth and smile cause i'd like to see u in some tight pants cause everybody has some thing to give... and more important needs something to take and even though this is my house... u make me happy.. so this is your poem.

Maxwell House
It's been a wake up and smell the coffee burning week..... He's left me some time ago.... He's not coming back again.... No matter what I do, No matter what I say.... No matter.... Nothing more to do than to carry on...... I don't know what happened that brought that to the surface but here it sets, Exposed for the world to see... I am rejected by my husband. But yet, I am not dead..... I am lonley sometimes, But I am not alone.... I am forsaken by my own heart, But I am not damned. I am simply me.

I Will Pounce You Like A Puma!
So I woke up at 3:30am with a great dream. And when I say great, I mean scared the hell out of me. So I dreamed that a group of 8 people my age were going to the last taping of The Price Is Right. We go, we watch, have fun and go to this hotel/house. We're all sleeping and there's this big ugly bulldog thing with large flops of skin. It's a mean bastard and wanting to kill people. But it can't because it's eaten by this 15 foot puma. Which goes around starting to eat people. And the fun part was I was watching as this ferocious feline was tearing out intestine and organ. -_- I woke up thinking 'damn, it's good to be on top of the food chain'. But as I stumbled into the bathroom half awake, I expected to see the puma slinking up my stairs. The scariest part in the dream was it simply wasn't acting like an animal but a very smart human in a puma's body. It was freaky.

The Poet's Heart
No uttered words the poet speaks, No skies of golden hue, No tales of unrequited love, They were lost when I lost you. No words to caress his lover's heart, And gone the dreams he swore they'd live, But alone within the poet dwells, No uttered words... none left to give. No music swells within his soul, Just silence surrounds his heart, And the solitude engulfs his world, When the poet and love depart. And lost the beauty he once could see, And the glory he saw each day, Now the poet pens his last farewell, No more love can he convey. But what's the poet's soul to do? To release the love he feels, For he'll surely die and wither, If that love he now conceals. He must hide the hurt and heartache, Just smile to friends and say, I'm fine... love doesn't matters, And deceive them all that way. For a different face he'll show them, To barricade his pain, To hide his shattered spirit, From the love he ne'er attained. But the pain within shall kill h

Performance And Learning Agreements
THESE ARE ACTUAL QUOTES TAKEN FROM FEDERAL GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE PERFORMANCE EVALUATIONS. 1) "Since my last report, this employee has reached rock-bottom and has started to dig." 2) "I would not allow this employee to breed." 3) "This employee is really not so much of a has-been, but more of a definite won't be." 4) "Works well when under constant supervision and cornered like a rat in a trap." 5) "When she opens her mouth, it seems that it is only to change feet." 6) "He would be out of his depth in a parking lot puddle." 7) "This young lady has delusions of adequacy." 8) "He sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them." 9) "This employee is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot." 10) "This employee should go far, and the sooner he starts, the better."

Starting Over. Hope It Not's To Late.
At first I started writing about when did I start caring, when did I start trying my hardest? I had to start over because that was a lie. I have never tried my hardest for anything I have ever got, I have never sacrificed anything to get something I wanted. I have lost things that I believed I deserved to have, that's as close as I get to sacrifice. When it comes down to it, I have skidded by. People let me pass because they knew I had a lot of baggage, I used to hate it but after a while I got used to it. Since about December of this year, I have been on this big trip. Why does everything feel useless? Why does it always hurt? Love isn't for me..blah blah blah. I thought that I'd never get out of it, so I kept dwelling on it. I kept trying my hardest, then giving up because my hardest just wasn't hard enough. Sitting here I realized it doesn't matter if my hardest isn't hard enough, all that matter is that I am giving it my all. Another thing that I know. Oh

This Weekend
I'm going with a couple of friends of the family on a little road trip this weekend. I don't know how much or when I will have network during my little trip, but I will try to be around as much as possible. Ya'll try not to miss me tooo bad :D

Ecstasy Defined
In the still of the evening As the sun lay its rest You gaze your eyes upon me And hold me against your chest. Then like a child lost at play Your hands began to wander Roamed all over the beauty And mystery of a body so tender. As it gently caresses With each touch and kisses Seeking all the places Smelling them like roses. The heat of passion Never seem to cease The unexplained emotion Longing to unleash. The prolonging adventure Lust that cant be measured Gave way to whispers of pleasure As my body became in seizure. Your hands entwined with mine As we reached the final stop Like ocean in its calmness You silently lay on top

Zauberisch Forum
This will be the only time I 'spam'. This is my other 'home' we've been working hard to make it a great place. If you're pagain, wiccan, witchie, or any other, please take the time to check us out. I would like to take a moment of your time to invite you to visit our website. It is an online learning forum with a variety of topics. Since we all have our own way of doing things, it was designed so we can share our knowledge, teach, guide and grow together while making new friends who share our beliefs. We've added a store to the website offering Thousands of unique items making us truly a Comprehensive Online Store for Metaphysical, Wicca, Pagan, Occult, Jewelry, and Gothic Products. It is free to join, you do need to be a member to have access to the majority of the site, Zauberisch Forum

Quiz
if you were interested in a women,and when you went to meet her.found out she had faulse teeth by ariving early for your date,would you a.not go through with the date or b go through with it,and why would you?question two.if you went through the date and you were talking and she let it slip she had 7 children,a.would you get up and walk out b would you sit through the date3 would you call this women for another date?

Researchers Tested Pot, Lsd On Army Volunteers
Researchers tested pot, LSD on Army volunteers By Richard Willing, USA TODAY Army doctors gave soldier volunteers synthetic marijuana, LSD and two dozen other psychoactive drugs during experiments aimed at developing chemical weapons that could incapacitate enemy soldiers, a psychiatrist who performed the research says in a new memoir. The program, which ran at the Army's Edgewood, Md., arsenal from 1955 until about 1972, concluded that counterculture staples such as acid and pot were either too unpredictable or too mellow to be useful as weapons, psychiatrist James Ketchum said in an interview. The program did yield one hallucinogenic weapon: softball-size artillery rounds that were filled with powdered quinuclidinyl benzilate or BZ, a deliriant of the belladonnoid family that had placed some research subjects in a sleeplike state and left them impaired for days. Ketchum says the BZ bombs were stockpiled at an Army arsenal in Arkansas but never deployed. They were

Quote For May 20
At different stages in our lives, the signs of love may vary: dependence, attraction, contentment, worry, loyalty, grief, but at heart the source is always the same. Human beings have the rare capacity to connect with each other, against all odds. -- Michael Dorris Bonus Quote: Would you rather go hunting with Dick Cheney or riding in a car over a bridge with Ted Kennedy? At least Cheney takes you to the hospital. -- Rush Limbaugh

This Sucks(part Two)
ok grandparents are stayin one or two more nights. and i just noticed a really bad smell coming from the couch that i was sleeping on. one of the 5 cats that we have pissed on the fu*king couch...NOW I HAVE TO CLEAN THE COUCH. and its not even my cat or my couch. man right now god really did drop his pants and shit on me

Funny Farm Where I Belong,lmao
Lyrics for: They're Coming To Take Me Away, Ha-haaa Remember when you ran away And I got on my knees And begged you not to leave Because I'd go beserk Well you left me anyhow And then the days got worse and worse And now you see I've gone Completely out of my mind And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the funny farm Where life is beautiful all the time And I'll be happy to see those nice young men In their clean white coats And they're coming to take me away ha haaa You thought it was a joke And so you laughed You laughed when I said That losing you would make me flip my lid Right? You know you laughed I heard you laugh. You laughed You laughed and laughed and then you left But now you know I'm utterly mad And they're coming to take me away ha haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the happy home with trees and flowers and chirping birds

Rough Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differe

Thinkin About Me Bein Single
ya know i actually seen my love life expanding then all of a sudden it slaps me in the face. me and donnie got into it and now hes pissed and im pissed so we're thinkin about splits ville. but ya know it really hurts b/c we been 2gether for almost a yr and he still hasnt got over fuckin lookin at other chicks. thats wat pisses me off most. he says hes happy but it makes me wonder if he has 2 look at other pple ya know wat i mean. ne ways if pples r readin this guys give me some feed back on wat u think of this later and thnxs megan

A Quick Min To Catch Up
Hello everyone .. have missed you all tons and hope youre all doing Great !!!.. Well time is flying and im busier than ever .. helping my sister move into her new place , mikes senior renaissance fair is this thursday .. and of course i had to pull a klutz move and may have broken my foot.. im giving in and going to have it Xray'd tomorrow am .. just what i needed now UGH .. with 18 days till graduation .. Well thats my quick catch up .. nothing all that special just a day in the life of me ... Again ive missed you all and hoping everyone is doing well .. i will be back on here once the family leaves .. (june 20th) so ill see you all then .. Ginormous hugs to all .. Xoxoxoxoxox Wen :)

Slow Down And Enjoy Life
Racing through life is very stressful. If we stay in high gear too long, we lose our ability to shift down. And when we're stressed, we can't access happiness, appreciation, fun, compassion, generosity, awareness of beauty and other wonderful qualities. High stress also triggers negative emotions like frustration, impatience, anger and fear. Life has so much to offer if we will slow down and truly experience it. We must always remember that we are the ones in control of the accelerator. We CAN choose to brake. "Slow down and enjoy life. It's not only the scenery you miss by going too fast -- you also miss the sense of where you are going and why."

Breathing Room
just want my mind to be quiet... the fluttering thoughts, the preoccupation of things all of it to just settle.... just want to get a grip on the things that are immediately before me... all else will fall into place accordingly, i know this... i am obsessing over things outside my control.... now that is a thing i wouldn't mind having back... control... just want to breathe... and breathing room from my own thoughts...

Life
" What is Life ? It is the flash of a firefly in the night. It is the breath of a buffalo in the winter time. It is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the Sunset." -Crowfoot....April 1890, on his deathbed

Daily Horoscope: Capricorn.. May 22
Walk with confidence. Dress with style. Speak with panache. Even if you don't feel those things on the inside, adopt the persona of one who does. Think of this as your greatest role, and it'll fit like a second skin.

I Just Want A Good Man..
I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I don't want to live in Beverly Hills, I don't even want him to pay all the bills.. I just want a good man, who know all the right spots.. I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I just want a good man, who'll hold me all night. I just want a good man, I can wake up to and he doesn't want to fight.. I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I don't want diamond rings, I don't want fancy limos.. I just want a good man who can make me cry oh-oh-oh... I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I don't want Mr. GQ, I don't even want Mr. Right.. I just want a good man, who wants to treat me right... I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I just want a good man, who doesn't to change me, who doesn't want to tame me.. I just want a good man, who loves me for who I am.. I don't want perfection, there will be no inspections... I just want a good man, who does the best he can.. I just want a good m

Poisoned Through Every Touch
She lied there with eyes closed, gently caressing my body. There stood the dark, and her body up against me. Every kiss she gave, she moved more toward my chest. My beast I could no longer tame, so I let her have the rest. She then climbed on top, seducing with a lustful touch. My body just gave up, then she showed me the reason for lust. Gently she rubbed, only teasing me with her soft touch. Then using her tongue, I could only look up. (Incomplete. for who knows how long)

Exxtasy
Ecstasy is what I feel as you slowly kiss my lips. Tender touches and sweet nothings in my ear. Telling me I have nothing to fear. But, Yes I do. I fear the pain that I know will come. I fear the rejection that will follow. Knowing your not mine and mine alone. I know the touches arent mine to cherish. I know the sweet nothings are nothing to you but words. Words that you repeat out of habit not out of love. Words that you take for granted. Words that you do not know the meaning of. I know the pain in which I speak. Cause I feel that pain every night you leave. You leave to go to another. Yet I let you in like a fool. Just to yearn for that ecstasy. All those empty promises. All those nights alone. I no longer want this high I feel with you. No longer will I be your weakness or rebound. No longer will your kisses, sweet nothings and touches be missed. For the ecstasy I seek will come from a MAN that will know the words in which he speaks. For when that day comes,

Torn Part 1
Sitting at her vanity, looking into the mirror. pondering what she is to do. Brushing her long brown hair, she stares at her reflection. Asking herself the same question with each stroke. Frustrated, she sighs. Her mind racing with thoughts. Should she marry for love or for money? On one hand there was Jason. He was everything any woman could ever want. He was a tall, well defined man. With eyes as green as emeralds, lips soft as rose petals...and so damn kissable. Smiling, she remembers his kiss, his voice as he confessed his love. Shaking the thoughts out of her head, she draws herself to the problem at hand. There was Matthew. The towns most powerful and richest man. He was the total opposite of Jason. In every way. Where Jason was kind and passionate...Matthew was not. He was short, with cold grey eyes, and he constantly had a frown on his face. Shivering at the mere thought she puts her brush down and gets up to walk to the window. Looking out the window, sh

Broken Angel Will Go
She cries tears, for you, Salty beauty in glass eyes, Seeing into the depths of her, She goes blind. She breaks fingers, for you, Words wilting on dead scrolls, Hearing, of distant memories, She goes deaf. She bruises bodies, for you, Battered remains, crimson covered, Scars masked by the flood, She goes numb. She shatters pictures, for you, Distortion, reality, crumbled images, Memories broken in a soul, She goes lifeless. She kills a dream, for him, Belief in the immortality to bring, Broken angel needing a home, She goes to hell, For you.

Confussion With A Wish
Bright light beams from a corner of a room just as the sun peers over the tree tops. The contry air is light and easy to breath as it sets forth life throughout our bodies. A scene of a child on a porch swing, swinging and singingas if not to be alone. The house is quiet but yet filled with joy and happiness. Looking closly you can see a tear, not of anger or sadness, but of fear and regret. Not of what to come, but of what has happened. Sudden yelling come from an upstairs room, and the child wipes away the tears to go and find out what the yelling is about. Within minutes there is forgivnessalthough we don't know why or even what has happened. Slowly the day comes to an endas the sun falls behind the pines setting forth beautiful colors blooming into the sky. As the child opens the screen door and walks to the porch swing, the stars starts to appear from nowhere. While she looks up at the sky asking for a better day she sees a star drifting then sh

Secret Love
Someday I will look upon your face, At a time we won't have to hide in place. I'll bring my love and words I've kept. And the dreams I had while I slept. Open your mouth and share your secrets too, And the time will come to say, "I love you." In a year or so this dream will be here, I wait for the time when I can call you 'dear.' Until then we will remain apart, And day by day, you'll grow in my heart.

Lessons
I stopped to watch my little one busy playing in his room. In one hand was a plastic phone; in the other a deflated balloon. I listened as he was saying to his make believe little friend and I'll never forget the words he said, even though it was pretend. He said, "teddys in the corner cuz he's not been very good. he didn't listen to a word I said or do the things he should." In the corner I saw his teddy bear all dressed in a bow and brown fur. It was obvious he'd been put there to sit all alone for sure. My son continued his "conversation," as I sat down on the floor. he said, "I'm all fed up I just don't know what to do with him anymore? He whines whenever I have to work and wants to play games, too; he never lets me do the things that I just have to do? He tries to help me with the dishes, but his arms just cannot reach and he doesn't know how to fold the towels and I don't have the time to teach. I have a lot of work to do

My Friend
My Friend: by Sammy Lane Sharp We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend

How To Get What I Want In Life...it Wasn't Easy...
How to get what you want in life is now starting to come together. Well as many know i've been working hard despite struggling with not only school but work and dilligently saving towards my motorcycle. It's been a hard and long road but i've finally gotten what i've wanted. I got a new sound system in my car, i've got an amazing helmit and jacket for my bike, and a great bike (Ninja 650) on the way which i will have in August. I am more than excited. My mid terms for school are tommrow and i'm very confident that i will pass and not get dropped. I just can't wait. Im doing great and i know it. I've been making all passing grades with my tests, and it's just wonderful. I just can't wait to see what else is in store for me. Life at this moment is very grand.

Missy Elliot-gossip Folks
yo yo move out the way we got missy elliot comin' through girl that is missy elliot, she lost a lot of weight i heard she eat one cracker a day girl, well i heard the bitch was married to tim and started fuckin' with trina well i heard the bitch got hit by three zebras and a monkey i can't stand the bitch no way when i walk up in the peace i aint gonna even speak im a bad mamma jamma god damnit muthafucka you aint gotta like me i aint stuttin these hos need to talk what ya know stop talkin bout who im stickin and lickin you just mad it aint yours i know yall poor yall broke yall jobs just hangin up clothes step to me get burnt like toast muthafucka adios amigos ah ah poes poes i dont brag i mostly boast from the VA to da LA coast izzy kizzy lizzy go chorus: musi ques i sew on bews i pues a twos on que zat pue zoo my kizzer pous zizzer ay zee its all kizza its always like its all kizza its always like

Untitles Poems 6 And 7
You wake to find her eyes still closed You want to kiss her but don't want to impose Stroking her long beautiful hair Touching her skin that is fair. Just to see her face Just to taste her lips You'd walk a thousand days.

Dessert Recipes
Cream Cheese Cookies Ingredients: 1 cup butter 3 ounces cream cheese 1 cup sugar 1 egg yolk 1 teaspoon vanilla 2 1/2 cups self-rising flour Cooking Directions: Mix butter, cream cheese and sugar together. Add egg yolk, vanilla and flour. Mix well. Bake on ungreased cookie sheet about 12 minutes till lightly brown on bottom. Top should remain light in color. Top with nuts or candied fruit if desired. Cream Cheese Sugar Cookies INGREDIENTS 1 cup white sugar 1 cup butter, softened 1 (3 ounce) package cream cheese, softened 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon almond extract 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 egg yolk 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour DIRECTIONS In a large bowl, combine the sugar, butter, cream cheese, salt, almond and vanilla extracts, and egg yolk. Beat until smooth. Stir in flour until well blended. Chill the dough for 8 hours, or overnight. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). On a lightly floured surface, roll out th

Blond Flat Tire Procedures...
A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day. So she eases it over onto the shoulder of the road. She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. Takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers... Not surprisingly, the traffic became snarled and backed up. It wasn't very long before a police car arrives. The Officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here?" "My car broke down, Officer" says the woman, calmly. "Well, what the heck are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?!" asks the Officer. "Helllllooooo, those are my emergency flashers!" she replied.

I Sound Like An Emo Princess...
Sometimes I wish I could just un-sew my soul from the rest of my being and set it free. I hate the fact that I am constantly thinking. I took a walk in the yard today and ventured out to where the pool is. The trampoline is over there as well, it brought memories of last summer back. Don't get me wrong, I love the direction my life is heading in. I just miss having the security of having someone to wake up and go to bed with. I miss watching someone face light up when I give them little surprises. I can't wait to get back out on my own. I am just afraid of being hurt again; once I allow myself to fully be open. Yet, if you don't take chances then you will never know anything for certain. God, I sound so fucking emo...

The Over 30 Crowd
If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways .. yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email! ! We had to actually wr

Imagine That
In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of escherichia coli, (E.coli)bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service. P.S. Some of you have obviously had far too much water!

To All The Exs In The World
dont worry your thoughts dont clearly matter. they are just desperate neurons fucking each other. your name is irrelevant. just a sketch of who someone who i thought you might be. the moon is capricious to count. just let them come and go. try to remember real eyes, real lies. they arent what you think. afterall these words have entered your brain like innocent parasites feeding on your dreams.

Why?
So today my boss found out his bf (yes bf) has cancer and its sad cuz he was just cyring his eyes out to me and there was nothing I could do other than just be there for him.... So I just want you to know that if I am bitchy or crabby towards you please ignore me and forgive me tonight... Im just not in a great mood.... thanks all xoxoxo ThaShocka

I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry. I'm sorry I didn't end it sooner. I knew it would come to this. I knew there would come a time letting go of you would be like cutting off a part of my limbs. I'm sorry I made it go on for so long. I made it last this long even if I knew we were never a match. Even if I knew I was dragging myself into a trap, I stayed. I tried. I'm sorry I made the wrong decision. I decided to stick with you even if I felt like you were not enjoying. Even when I saw you'd rather be somewhere else instead, I held on to you. I'm sorry I was too weak. I didn't have enough courage to tell you I was in pain. I held it all in, praying things would change. I kept it inside; hoping things would be different when I opened my eyes the next day. I'm sorry I lied. I led myself to believe everything was okay. Even though all the signs pointed to no, I still kept telling myself yes. I'm sorry I gave you so many chances. I led you to believe second, third, fourth chances were easily a

The Greatest Cereal Of All Time: Round Iv
The Greatest Cereal of All Time: Round IV Honey Nut Cheerios Vs. Fosted Mini Wheats [ Click Here to Place Your Vote! ] There is still three hours left to vote on round three. Don't worry, if your favorite ceral has not made it into the voting just yet. Just wright down your requests and maybe they will make it in Round V.

Naughty Story 2
A woman is looking in the mirror as a man approaches her, she turns to look at him with love and wanting in her eyes. He sees her beauty and the wanting look and he kisses her softly on the lips. Her body aches for more, and he feels it in her trembling lips. He lightly touches her waist and pulls her to him. She flows to him, and he puts his arms around her waist, and kisses her on the lips. Her lips are filled with passion, and fire. He kisses her more deeply and gently carresses her back. He slowly glides his hands over her back and neck, pulling her body closer to him. She freely gives in to the passion and fire that is burning inside her, and lets him have his way with her. He gently places her on the bed, with her beautiful body sprawled out and ready for him to take her to extreme pleasures and senses. He slowly glides his hands up and down her beautiful body, tempting and teasing her with each swipe of his hand. She arches her back into his touch wanting and needi

Wanted
Photography, I am pretty good but I need practice on people. If you are in the local area (Miami, Ft Lauderdale area) and would like pictures for profiles or what ever just shoot a e-mail or private message with your ideas. I will give you an dvd of all of the images taken. I will Shoot on location only ( I currently do not have a studio.)

Quote For May 24
He is happy whose circumstances suit his temper but he is more excellent who can suit his temper to any circumstances. -- David Hume Bonus Quote: Sex is nature, and I believe in going along with nature. -- Marilyn Monroe This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Sitting Around Thinking
Ok, so I'm just sitting here thinking about things. I've got mixed emotions right now, too. Fear, anger, disgust, sadness, with a little "happy" thrown in the mix. I fear my future. Where am I going to go? Who am I going to marry? Will I end up the battered wife? Will I have a dead-beat husband? I'm young and thinking of these things scare the living hell out of me. I'm angry at myself. I think and say things I shouldn't think and say. I'm almost disgusted at myself as well. I'm an attention whore and I'll admit it. Well, I don't actually go around looking for attention. Someone gives me a little bit and I snatch it up, THEN I start craving more. I'm just afraid one of these days I'm going to do something I regret or even worse, hurt someone I really love. Thinking of hurting someone makes me all sad and stuff. Here comes the happy. I think of what I've got now, my friends, family, my home and everything, and I feel lucky. My biological parents are still together, they give a d

My Vision
Desperately seeking, a time in the past forgiveness unsaid from words that last honesty reveled in a moment's vision rewinding the image for one more listen Calling upon fate and the higher powers to release and forget branded sorrows Fast forward to present with mind erased starting again new challanges to face forever's horizon appears in the sky revealing it's truth before my eyes the scent of security covers my face bonding me tightly in a euphoric state

Dear God
Given to my by my friend HollieHottie. Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ? Virginia Tech Amish Country, PA Columbine High School Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97! Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamps, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon, California 3/22/01? Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How did this get started?... -----------------

True Or False
This is really very interesting and informative. Can you guess which of the following are true and which are false? Answers are below. 1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. 2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button. 3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years. 4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot more. 5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart! 6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties. 7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute 8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are 2-6 years old. 9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines. 10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498. 11. The average housefly lives for one month. 12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year. 13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened. 14. The average

Not Feeling Good At All
Yeah so I had to go to the doctor today and I found out not only was I having a miss carriage but that I was two months pregnant and so yet another sad day here :( I dont know if it was for the best or not but I know in my heart of course it was not what I wanted.. Why does shit like this have to happen?? Oh and the daddy knows .. and I dont even wanna go there about that shit ... Anyways, so I suggest noone piss me off or put me in a bad mood please xoxo ~ Tina

Shai - The Meaning Of My Name
Shai (Shay, Schai, Schay) was the ancient Egyptian god of fate and destiny. He was both a personification of these concepts as well as a deity - the Egyptians believed that he was 'born' with each individual, yet he was also a god. During the New Kingdom he appeared in the Book of the Dead, shown in the judgement scene in the Halls of Ma'ati. He was a god related to birth in the world and rebirth in the underworld. As a god of destiny and fortune, Shai could be a positive or negative influence. He could protect an individual, or he could bring misfortune down on the individual. He could be an ambivalent deity, and the Egyptians believed that he followed a person from the moment of birth through to the judgement in the afterlife. His presence at the weighing of the heart could be either one of helping or hindering the deceased, or even as an unbiased party telling the court what has happened in the life of the deceased. But as Meskhenet and Renenutet were there to help with rebirt

A Few Of My Favorite Things....
I was asked a question and it went like this.... What is your favorite thing if you only had one...well I don't think I could ever pick just one. So here is a few of my favorite things...if you were curious what were some of the things I liked. I love to come home to my kids and getting the best hugs ever... I love the smell of Spring rain... I love the laughter of children... I love a cool breeze at night after a long day... I love penguins... I am a huge Betty Boop fan... I love flowers especially roses and lillies ... I love to be kissed on the back of my neck... I love flip flops... I love bright colors... I love amusement parks... I love the beach... I love very warm weather... I could stay outside all day on a hot day... and most importantly I love my husband!!

Crappy Co-workers
This is just a rant I needed to get off my chest... I'm sure just about all of us have dealt with a crappy so worker before... so maybe you can relate... SOO... I have this co worker (obviously lol!) that I CAN NOT stand!! Well actually no one in our department can stand her. She never ever shuts up (you can walk away from her and she'll still be talking when you come back! LMAO!!), and it’s never anything good that comes out of her mouth. She has absolutely NO tact or manners on top of it. For someone who has worked there only 6 months you would think she was a disgruntled employee that's endured crap for many many years. It's so bad that when she calls in sick... We're HAPPY about it! So, this morning... Another co worker, her and myself walk over to the cafeteria to pick up breakfast. As we're walking out the door I hear this woman behind me, pop off with "I'm going to start calling you carrot top!" I reply with "excuse me?" and she repeats it. To that I say to her "My

Nerves
I know my damn cd release is'nt until Saturday but my fuckin nerves are already kicking in. You know the usual, will anyone show up? Will only 10 or 20 show up? Will anyone like the new cd? Damn I hate this part of the game!! Shoot me some LUV yall!! Mikey

Are U A Die Hard Romantic
Are you a die-hard romantic? I took this quiz- Are you a die-hard romantic?My Result Was: You are a die-hard romantic. Take this quiz- Are you a die-hard romantic? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

My Thoughts & Words
DIG ALITTLE DEEPER WHY DON'T YOU NOW ~ FOR ALL YOU HAVE LEAREDIN THE PAST IS IRRELEVANT ~ FORGET THE RULES ~ THE NEW RULE IS EVERYTHING GOES ~ FORGET WHAT SOCIETY HAS TOLD YOU IS CLEAN ~ ALL THAT WAS DIRTY IS NOW DEEMED CLEAN ~ DIG A LITTLE DEEEPER AND SET YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES FREE ~ FEEL NO SHAME ~ EVERYTHING IS NOT AS IT SEEMS ~ LET GO F YOUR FEARS ~ CRAVE ONLY WHAT YOU DESIRE ~ SEARCH DEEP AND BRING BACK ALL THAT YOU WHERE FORCED TO PUSH AWAY ~ DON'T GET CAUGHT UP IN THE GAME ~ IS BECAUSE IT'S JUST THAT ~ A GAME ~ AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LIFE

Emotions Untold
Emotions untold as I watch the sun set without rest. Remembering the times, as a church bell chimes, That we had spent together. All, now gone, like the end of our song. Emotions untold, as I walk the beach, being just out of reach. So many a days I cried, when I saw you were not going to be my bride. Now, I'm standing on grass, in front of your Marker. Looking at the date, I can no longer concentrate. Emotions untold, as I fall to my knees, yelling please. Not wanting to be let you go, its so hard to show. Now I cry, as I remember, your not coming back. AS you lay to rest, I can no longer look at this crest. Emotions untold, as I use all my power, to place a flower. Then taking the gun, Cause there is no more fun. I am a Romeo, as I want to go with my Juliet. I pull the trigger, now, I find you quicker.

Wwe Recap, W2w4, Tributes
I’M BAAAAAAAACK!!! Bethea’s Byte is back I personally couldn’t be happier. This week, WWE Recaps, W2W4, and two tributes: one a professional, the other a personal note. Like I said, I’m glad that MAT WWE Update is back where it belongs, and I’m glad to be back on doing Bethea’s Byte. So without any further delay, let’s get down to business. WWE RECAP In a Judgment Day Rematch, Ric Flair battle Carlito to a draw via a Double Count out. It looks like the Student is not done with the Teacher and the feeling is a lot more than mutual. Candice Michelle def. WWE Women’s Champion Melina in a non-title match. It looks to me that the former Playboy™ Cover Girl is very serious about a possible run for the Women’s Championship despite what the A-list Diva thinks World Tag Team Champions The Hardys def. Kenny Dykstra and Johnny Nitro. After the match, Nitro, Dykstra and the World’s Greatest Tag Team (Shelton Benjamin and Charlie Haas) attacked the Champions only to be saved by Lan

I Went To Hollywood.
And it was swell. Walked around quite a bit. Saw the dopest ad for the Transformers movie of ever. Annnnnd a great music store... Annnnnd lots of neat stuff. I wanna come back later with money. There's alotta dope shit to buy.

Do You Ever Really Accept The Past For What It Was?
Yesterday afternoon while driving through my little town where you are bound to run into people you know, I ran into someone that I have a not so good past with. When I was 11 years old my sister and i had a mutual friend whos house we both went to. I knew her family very well, it was her mom, grandmother, and uncle living in the house. I had been over there many times. They lived on a canal and had a little pier. Anyway every detail is irrelevant. We were over there on a Saturday afternoon and her uncle was home which was very rare. He asked me if I wanted to go fishing (God I was such a tomboy.) Of course I did I love to fish even now. No one else wanted to go they were playing barbies *rolls eyes*. We went down to the garage and opened the door to the peer, it was kind of a smaller garage door. It was such a beautiful summer day, the sun was so bright and there was a breeze. We rigged out the poles and then the trouble started. He told me to do to the back corner and get the bait ou

Moods
Around, all around, the mourners gather. My dread grows as the angry hand of Heaven falls against my heart. It mutilates me, and darkly my essence drips to the wicked earth that is my prison. In unholy terror I try to run while my doom takes me. Now alone, my fervent plea falls upon uncaring eyes. This is my Hell

Reminder- If You Live In Dallas/fort Worth, Area!
COME ON OUT TONIGHT AND CHECK OUT SPLINTER AND OTHER VERY COOL BANDS, IT'SGOING TO BE A KICK ASS SHOW AT A KICK ASS VENUE! IF YOU KNOW WHERE BILLY BOB'S IS, IT'S RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO IT. COME ON OUT AND GET THE MEMORIAL WEEKEND STARTED OFF RIGHT! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! STEFANI

I've Never Been Anywhere As Cold As You
If I had to choose, I would have left you, Never stayed. You never meant anything to me but Material things. Our relationship and short talks Never consisted of love or compassion. We will Never be close, if I had the choice I’d move As far away from you as possible, marry without You knowing. Skip my Father-Daughter dance, You already gave me away. I spent 45 minutes standing outside the shower letting it run and thinking of him. Of what next? Of how far? Of how much? Of too much? Then I turned to get in and the water had gone cold. I didn't know before that moment that I am infatuated at the very least. You might get a prettier girl You might get a nicer girl You might get a funnier girl You might get a sweeter girl You just might get a better girl But you will never, ever get a girl who loves you more than I do They say that the more you laugh the longer you live. Well thanks to my best friend I'm never gonna die she won't call you. you have t

Article On New Earth
Found 20 light years away: the New Earth It's got the same climate as Earth, plus water and gravity. Full Story: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/technology/technology.html?in_article_id=450467&in_page_id=1965 26 May 2007 http://www.dailymail.co.uk/

Why Is It So Hard To Find A Date!!
Is it me or are girls really that picky!!!I know I am an average looking guy so why can't I find a nice girl to date.Do I have to a ***hole to them to like me.....I am a nice guy so I try to be nice to them and all they say is why are you so nice why cant I find a guy like you-----Duh I'm right here----all they wanna be is friends;I'm not saying that friends aren't bad but I want someone who I can spend my time with...So if anyone has any pointers on why girls are like this please let me know....

You Would Think
If someone comes to your page and rates you, fans you whatever you would return the favor correct? I know I look through my past bar tab everyday to see who has stopped by. If I came to your page and rated you more than 3 or 4 times you would think it would be nice for you to at least take the time to return the favor. And don't try coming over the shoutbox saying thanks like that covers it. Even worse don't stop at my page and do nothing! I can see you stopped I take that as an insult after I just took the time to rate and fan you. I run out of rates regularly because I try to get to everyone I can. You should at least not make stopping at your page a waste of my time! On another note, thanks to all that do stop by to show love and hope everyone has a great weekend..........

This Cherry Needs All The Help We Can Give Her!
So as U know I Dont mind Pimpin OUt a Friend who needs help...This Fine Looking young woman needs ALL THE HELP that u can give her.. I Know I have some Comment bombing friends so get ur asses over to that link and help her out..DOnt do it for a gift or anything ....do it cuz u want to and if she get the WIN...There COULD be a prize in it for u as well... Thanks for all of ur help

It's Better To Be Safe Than Sorry!
Subject: State Police Warning DON'T FLASH HEADLIGHTS AT ANY CAR WITH NO LIGHTS ON!! Police officers working with the DARE program have issued this warning: If you are driving after dark and see and on-coming car with no headlights on, DO NOT FLASH YOUR LIGHTS AT THEM! This is a common "Bloods" member "initiation game" that goes like this: The new gang member under initiation drives along with no headlights, and the first car to flash their headlights at him is now his "target". He is now required to turn around and chase and spot that car, then shoot and kill every individual in the vehicle in order to complete his initiation requirements. Their intent is to have all the new bloods nationwide drive around on Friday and Saturday nigh ts with their headlights off. In order to be accepted into the gang, they have to shoot and kill all individuals in the first auto that does a courtesy flash to warn them that their lights are off. Make sure you share this information with all t

Mmmm Hmmm, Theres Your Proof.
To Whom it may concern, Im not sure if you realize how obvious you are when you hide under your anonymity. It's actually a sad state to think that humans could be so simple. Perhaps, we should be pets to animals...no? I've never thought I was better than anyone else, but in the last few weeks I've been proven wrong over and over again. I am better than the common undereducated simpleton. Not cause I'm smarter or more accomplished.. although both are good reasons, but because I am true to what I think, and what I do. I would never hide behind falseness to make a point which I can't prove has any validity. Many scholars of psychology say that people punish others in very specific ways to make up for their own short commings. Did you not get someone you wanted? MY RING is around Georgi's neck... Not Brad Pitt's... or Orlando Bloom's. It's a drk titanium ring with a raised, bushed center... nice huh? Whether or not you choose to continue your rediculous antics makes n

Your Best Friend
If I have to be your best friend If that's all I can get Then I'll take the job with honor I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder I'll show how I care I'll be there when you need me I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend The one who hears you cry Then I'll take the job with honor I'll take the job with pride. My love for you is stronger Then you will ever know But for you to ever love me I will have to let you go. You need time to find your purpose You need time to sort your thoughts But when the course has ended And the race is finally run. Remember it's your best friend Who has loved you from day one.

What's The Point?
Wanting to be my own person but scared of who I might really be, Do I believe in god I do that's what they have always told me. But maybe life is just life and there is nothing after you die, maybe everything I've been told is a lie. Church was made by man and they make all the rules, they blame everything on the devil saying their hands are his tools. It doesn't make sense who is god to take away the innocent, what did they do to deserve what they get. If there is a god then he is very unjust, he gives us the ability to choose then takes away our trust. If there was a god life would be a lot better for a lot more people, but life isn't good for everyone even though all men are created equal. I hate that I feel this way but honestly it's who I am meant to be, A girl with out a god a woman with out a way that's me.

Open Letter...
Hiii everyone!! I hope i can help whit this what i now wrote someone or just give some hope...somebody over there, I,m sorry that my blogs are little dark allways but these things will get up my mind now and then.And it,s nice when you can share those whit someone.. When i was church today i met there some father how have teenage daghter at home(15).She is in deep depression(think in that age!!). Dry to take her own life many times..and doctors say:"killing your self is not promlem" We live very hard time in this world now,cos if this is a good place to live we dont have any promlems. Thank God that this girl ask help herself..but how many have not time for that. They say it.s lottery win if you born in finland,,i say it,s bigger win if you have help your promlems in here. When my oldest daughter is 14 (she is now 23),She have this same promlem ,she is very deep depresion and cuting herself all the time..allways anger,,sadnes,,dark....soooo dark. She dont have many

Hello To All That Read This
I haven't been on the last past like 2wks cuz my comp is really messed up. We hopefully fixed it for now and I hope it doesn't mess up again. I will try to get to everyone soon and start helpin people level up and ratin/commentin pics/profiles. Thanks for reading this. ~Notorious

Feels Like I Will Never Be Happy.
I have made some realizations today. Untill i am happy with myself how will I ever be happy with someone? Im so scared of being hurt again that I feel like my past is going to reoccur again. I really do love someone and had to let them go because I was tired of putting them through my struggles. I honestly feel like he may hurt me the way my last boyfriend has. I want to change, but i just don't know how to. I am faceing a lot right now. Lack of money, family problems, and no car, no liscense, and i have to straighten out my life before I feel like I can offer him anything else. I have hurt him and I do not want to do that anymore. I feel like he does not see the whole thing and In a way I would rather save him from myself and my accusations and moodswings and fears. I do not feel he should be put through that. I would rather let him see me a happier individual and come to trust someone maybe him. I feel like constantly i will never be enough for someone, due to the f

A Poem I Found
THIS MADE SO MUCH SENSE....BUT I STILL DO IT! drink I drank for happiness and became unhappy. I drank for joy and became miserable. I drank for sociability and became argumentative. I drank for sophistication and became obnoxious. I drank for friendship and made enemies. I drank for sleep and woke up tired. I drank for strength and felt weak. I drank for relaxation and got the shakes. I drank for courage and became afraid. I drank for confidence and became doubtful. I drank to make conversation easier and slurred my speech. I drank to feel heavenly and ended up feeling like hell - Unknown

Who I Am
Who am I ...I am a single mother of 3 very beautiful girls....I am a daughter, a mother , a sister, an aunt, I am a friend. I am very out spoken , very insensitive at times but very emotional. I am down to earth but very nit picky at points. Sometimes I have low self esteem and others I am very confident. I have loved and lossed and I have had my heart ripped out. I dont trust easily something a certain man took from me. I am a role model for my children and there best friend. I put my own needs and wants aside to just to see the light in there eyes when they smile. I love very few and the few that have my love have it unconditionally. when I love I give it all or I give nothing. I love my friends and we love to hang out and just have a good time! I am who I am and I have learned that nobody is worth changing for. If you cant love me for me than dont be in or a part of my life. I have made my share of mistakes and I try to learn from them but it doesnt always work out that way. I have

My Time Is Now By John Cena F/ Tha Trademarc
Like Real American, this is more than just an Entrance Theme [Chorus: John Cena] Your time is up, my time is now You can't see me, my time is now It's the franchise, boy I'm shinin' now You can't see me, my time is now! [John Cena] In case you forgot or fell off I'm still hot - knock your shell off My money stack fat plus I can't turn the swell off The franchise, doin' big bid'ness, I live this It's automatic I win this - oh you hear those horns, you finished! A soldier, and I stay under you fightin' Plus I'm stormin' on you chumps like I'm thunder and lightning Ain't no way you breakin' me kid, I'm harder than nails Plus I keep it on lock, like I'm part of the jail I'm slaughterin' stale, competition, I got the whole block wishin' they could run with my division but they gone fishin - - with no bait, kid your boy hold weight I got my soul straight, I brush your mouth like Colgate In any weather I'm never better your boy's so hot you'll never catch me in the nex

44 Things A Woman Would Die For
1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful... not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! oh, and on that last one... u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-tell her what feels good 24-make her feel loved

Fuck Her
You short little bitch, I hate you. I hope you die, and burn in hell too. You think you're the shit, and you call me a fake. Yeah I bet you don’t want, a fuckin piece of this hate. You think your leg’s are attached at your hips. Yea fuckin right. What's up with your fuckin lips? Nobody fuckin likes you anymore, So just fuckin go away. You waste your breathe when you last spoke, Nobody gives a fuck what you have to say. You bug the shit out of me with your "I think I'm shit”. You wish someone would, lick your fuckin clit. I can't stand you bitch,, cause all this time you made me cry,. All I have to say to you is SUCK A DICK BITCH DIE! You run your fuckin mouth, behind my back. Cut the childish shit, and go suck on a big nut sack. I dont give a fuck if, you hate me. I dont want anything to do with you, Can't you see? I wouldn’t have to be a dick, but you open your fuckin mouth. I hate you so much, Every time I see you I just want to s

Song Deadication For My Angel
Nadie Como Ella ~Marc Anthony Ella sabe darse toda en un instante derretir con la mirada un corazon ella es fuego que se siente en mis labios cuando hacemos el amor Es una aventura andar bajo su blusa poco a poco acariciar toda su piel Es un sueno darle un beso ella sabe que me tiene a su merced [Coro] Mi corazon es suyo me siento suyo daria la vida por volverle a ver quien iba imaginarlo yo convertido en un capricho de su desnudez No hay nadie como ella tan dulce tan bella me juego la vida por ella no hay nadie como ella es fuego que quema estoy que me muero por ella Ella no es como las otras que dejaron cicatrizes de amargura y de dolor vino ella y con ternura otra vez me hizo creer en el amor [Repite Coro] No hay nadie como ella tan dulce tan bella No hay nadie como ella tan dulce tan bella Es fuego que quema y se mete en mis venas y me juego hasta la vida por ella No hay nadie como ella tan dulce tan bella me he vuel

Jealous People.
Ok seriously.. Wtf... Me and my ex fiance decieded we were finally able to be friends again. I had a lot to forgive him for... And well I have. So we started talking again on a friend level. Would I ever date him again, no but that doesn't mean I won't be a friend to him... Well come to find out his new girlfriend is rather jealous of me. And why. Because I was his first. And she wasn't. And now she's afraid we will get back together and because of her.. Him and I are no longer allowed to talk we can't even be friends. What kind of shit is that? I mean yea I see where she's coming from. But to be honest after all the shit him and I went through I would NEVER go out with him again. Being friends is fine. And I know how he is. He hates jealous people but he's going to stay with her. I know that's gonna be hard for him. But it just pisses me off royally that I can't be friends with him anymore cause of this chick. Cause she's insanely jealous that I was his first. And that he's gonna leav

This Song Is The One I Listen To Over & Over..
THEORY OF A DEADMAN LYRICS "Since You've Been Gone" It seems that nothing ever goes my way Since you broke my heart when you left that day There's nowhere to go so just stay with me Cuz since you've been gone, I've been beggin' you please To tell me you're not alright And you needed to come home (Since you've been gone) To tell me you're not okay And you needed me all along Since you've been gone I need to hear from you Since you've been gone It seems that every time you swear to God that you're leaving I'm down on my knees beggin' you to stay There's nowhere to go so just stay with me Cuz since you've been gone, I've been beggin' you please To tell me you're not alright And you needed to come home (Since you've been gone) To tell me you're not okay And you needed me all along Since you've been gone Please don't leave me here alone Just stay awhile Make me smile Please don't leave me here alone Just stay awhile And, baby, smile Since you've b

Wicca - The God Of The Wicca
The God of the Wicca The God of the Wicca is the Horned God, the ancient God of Fertility: the God of forest, flock, and field and also of the hunt. He is Lord of Life, and the Giver of Life, yet He is also Lord of Death and Resurrection. For, like the Goddess, the nature of Her Horned Consort is also dual. For the Horned God is not only the Hunter, He is also the Hunted; He is the Sun by day, but He is also the Sun at Midnight; He is the Lord of Light, but He is also the Lord of Darkness: the darkness of night, the darkness of the Shadows, the darkness of the depths of the forest, the darkness of the depths of the Underworld. The Horned God is the group soul of the hunted animal, invoked by the primitive shaman and the tribe: and as such, He is the Sacrificial Victim, the beast who is slain that the tribe might live, a gift from that group soul, who was often revered as the tribal totem or ancestral spirit. The Celts believed they were the descendents of the God of the Underworl

Wicca - Initiation
Initiation Wicca is a Mystery religion. The ancient Mystery cults were always Initiatory religions, and Wicca is Initiatory as well. To understand all that this means, we must understand what is meant by both the concept of Initiation, and the concept of Mystery or the Mysteries. And in fact the two concepts are profoundly interrelated, as we shall see. In ordinary English, the word "initiation" means "the admission of a person into membership in a fraternity, club, etc., especially by means of a special or secret ceremony." In the esoteric sense, "Initiation" also means the establishing of a connection between the new member, the Initiate, and the "magickal contacts" or "magickal current" of the group, whether it be a ceremonial Lodge or a Wiccan Coven. In still another esoteric sense, "Initiation" refers to a spiritual experience that profoundly affects a person's understanding in ways that cannot be fully expressed in words: even if it were talked about, only someone having ha

Wicca - The Deities Of The Wicca
The primary Deities of the Wicca are the Goddess and the God, the Great Mother and Her Horned Consort. For Wicca recognizes that the Ultimate Divine Essence manifests Itself through the creative interaction of the Divine Polarities, the Female and the Male Principles of Divinity. As such, Wicca is obviously not in any way related to Satanism or the worship of evil; unlike dualistic religions which hold that the two great forces in the Universe are mutually antagonistic, with one being "good" and the other "evil", Wicca is duotheistic, recognizing that the two great Forces in the Universe are necessary and complementary, each being half of the whole, and that all things are brought into being through the creative interaction of the Divine Polarities. The Great Law, as that wise occultist Dion Fortune called it, states that "All the gods are One God, and all the goddesses are One Goddess." (1) However there is some divergence of opinion among Wiccans about this principle. Some Wiccans

New Company Policy!
Effective from JUNE 2007 Toilet Use Entirely too much time is being spent in the toilet. There is now a strict three-minute time limit in the stalls. At the end of three minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the stall door will open, and a picture will be taken. After your second offense, your picture will be posted on the company bulletin board under the "Chronic Offenders category". Anyone caught smiling in the picture will be sanctioned under the company's mental health policy.

"just Go" Staind
I'm kinda numb It's so distorted You left me here with this damage that you've caused My tortured faces Those fucked up places In my memories none of them I've lost, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. It's kinda sick I feel so dirty I'm kinda tragic kinda insecure But I know that I'm the only One that can fix whatever's wrong I'm sure, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. I feel so alone From all I've become I'll take you down I'll feel so down I'm water while you drown You're lifted while I'm down I'm cancer in your womb I'm the needle in your spoon, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the f

Ra-do You Call My Name
Some people seem to think they always know what's best for you Their little minds try to create a world to keep you still The bolt is thrown, the cage is locked You saw this, don't you lie At first you cry and then you hate those people stole your will... Do as you are told and maybe then they'll let you out You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario No nothing Do you call my name Do you stain my brain My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore Do you call my name Do you breed my pain My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore So you just sit there, stuck, afraid to risk reality Afraid to cause yourself more pain, to face insanity But nothing ventured, nothing gained You see... your fear's your cage You beg for help but you're alone, stuck in a helpless rage Do as you are told and maybe then they'll let you out You might be dead and cold,

I Love How You Kiss.. I Love How You Sound
Sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is something you never really had. what could've happened, didn't. it's just the way the cookie crumbled. this is my goodbye to you. i'll never forget the way you made me smile. you’re the ex done. over. in the past. you wanted this remember? you wanted her. and you got exactly what you wanted. so stop doing this to me. stop calling me, hugging me, playing with my hair. you gave me up. remember that. It amazes me how fast feelings can change. As soon as i convince myself that im finally over you, There you are, walking right back in my life, With your witty comments, and that smile, And i just forget. I forget everything. I forget the numerous times that you've hurt me I forget why im trying to avoid you. I forget it all. And you know why? I'm scared. I'm scared of who i'll be without you. I'm scared of what i’ll miss. But most of all, im scared that maybe, Just maybe this time you might have actually changed.

Jealousy And Rumors
Ok, two topics Jealousy and Rumors: Ever been accused of being jealous? Today I was accused of being jealous, get real! How can I be jealous of something I don't care to want or to be around? If I don't want you, I'm not jealous of your girl! it's that simple! and please stop thinking I want your man, or that I'm flirting with your man! Get real, the truth is I don't have that bad of taste in men.so stop thinking that i do, if i want him i will without a doubt have him and you won't! .and if I'm flirting with your guy, I prob. feel sorry for him. It's called charity work! Far be it from you, to have a male friend you don't sleep with! If for some reason I get jealous, take it as a compliment, cause it means your hot!lol or it may just mean that I'm human and like my guy to like me and not every bar fly in the room ..lol Rumors, how do rumors get started. By people who don't have enough to do in their own lives they have to create chaos in everyone elses. Stay out of my

Ok, Two Topics Jealousy And Rumors:
Ok, two topics Jealousy and Rumors: Ever been accused of being jealous? Today I was accused of being jealous, get real! How can I be jealous of something I don't care to want or to be around? If I don't want you, I'm not jealous of your girl! it's that simple! and please stop thinking I want your man, or that I'm flirting with your man! Get real, the truth is I don't have that bad of taste in men.so stop thinking that i do, if i want him i will without a doubt have hima and you won't! .and if I'm flirting with your guy, I prob. feel sorry for him. It's called charity work! Far be it from you, to have a male friend you don't sleep with! If for some reason I get jealous, take it as a compliment, cause it means your hot!lol or it may just mean that I'm human and like my guy to like me and not every bar fly in the room ..lol Rumors, how do rumors get started. By people who don't have enough to do in their own lives they have to create chaos in everyone elses. Stay out of m

A Poem I Wrote #1
A kiss from your lips, a warm sensuous touch. A display of devotion... I want it so much. When we cuddle, I feel complete. What glorious fortune it was for you and I to meet. You are so special, comparable to few. I think you should know.... I am falling for you. All I want is to steal your heart, and for us to be together, never to be apart. I promise my soul will always be true, If only you allow me to love you.

The Positive Side Of Life:
THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE: Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip Around the sun every year. How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. Birthdays are good for you; the more you have, the longer you live. Happiness comes through doors you didn't even know you left open. Ever notice that the people who are late are often much jollier than the people who have to wait for them? Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us. If Shoprite-Checkers is lowering prices every day, how come nothing is free yet? You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once. Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened. We could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colo

Martinis In The Pulpit
Martinis In The Pulpit The young priest was so afraid at his first mass that he could hardly speak. Before his second week in the pulpit, he asked the monsignor, "How can I relax?" The monsignor, a veteran of his work, said, "My son, this Sunday it might help if you put a martini in the water pitcher instead of water. After a few sips, everything should go smoothly." Sunday came and the young priest did as the monsignor suggested. He believed everything went very well. After the sermon, the young priest asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "Just fine, except you should remember the following before addressing the congregation again: "Next time, sip the martini rather than gulping it down. "There are 10 Commandments, not 12. "There are 12 disciples, not 10. "David 'slew' Goliath, he didn't 'kick the shit out of him.' "We don't refer to the Cross as the 'Big T.' "We don't refer to our Savior Jesus Christ and his Disciples as 'J

Promises
Promises Ever since human beings could speak to one another, they have been making promises and keeping them or not keeping them. Those who keep their promises are regarded as people of integrity, while those who don’t keep their promises are regarded as people who at best can’t be taken seriously and at worst can’t be trusted. Sometimes we forget how powerful our words are, and we use them haphazardly or unconsciously, creating expectations that are never fulfilled, leaving disappointment and distrust in our wake. On an even deeper level, there are promises we may have made to ourselves that we don’t remember because they have slipped into our unconscious. An early heartache may have been followed by a promise never to trust love again. Without realizing it, we may be fulfilling that promise and wondering why our love life looks so grim. At an even deeper level, many people who recall past lives become aware that they made a promise lifetimes ago that they are still keeping.

Be New Friend
We see you in the bar and approach you, as you are one of the sexiest women there. We chat a while about the bar and the DJ and the weather and seem to hit it off quite well. We have a few more drinks and of course the conversation turns to sex. Seems my wife Sharon is curious and we come to find out you are Bi and quite willing to show Sharon and allow Sharon to have her first experience with you. It is getting late and we invite you back to our place. You glance over to the DFJ and give him a knowing nod and he mouths the word yes and you join us for a short ride back to our place. We sit for a while and I serve drinks and you and Sharon sit quite close. The closeness of your bodies and the combined effects of your sexiness and Sharon’s willingness lead you to start caressing each other through your clothes. I suggest we adjourn to the master bedroom and Sharon grabs your hand and leads the way. You both lie on the bed and start to fondle each other, Sharon is nervous but taking the

A Girl Like Me?
Today, i was fired from my job. Seems simple enough, doesn't it? This is not the case however. My (now ex) boss informed that not only have there been several complaints about my attitude towards customers (in the whole 6 days that i have worked there) but that members of staff have backed these complaints up....i wouldn't be bothered about this if these complaints were to be of truth. From day one of working there, i met a delightfully bitchy worker that has now taken great liberty in getting me the sack as she was jealous of my friendships with the male staff who all happen to fancy the pants off her. ( No idea why....she looks like a slightly demented chipmunk). The Boss went on to explain (not so blatantly but blatant enough) that: 'The staff say you don't pull your weight, they don't like you and, if you continue working here, things will not be as pleasant as you'd first hoped.' At this he did not stop but went on to explain: 'You have a choice. You can either walk out of here

No Retribution -poem
By-Tattunigma I can see through this veil of tears, This pain rolling from my eyes, A heart wrenching tour of myriad years, Choking memories of human cries. Perhaps my sanity has finally departed, Stolen from my immortal soul, Centuries of agony and the broken hearted, Of which much has been my role. Families I have ruined in my need to feed, No thought of the suffering I dealt, Slaying innocents in my vampiric greed, And now, now I feel what they felt. A once calloused soul immune to their pleas, Has been snapped into grace, For my atonement can never appease, Haunted am I by each mortal face. Their cries for mercy are now painful shouts, And my heart now cries for them, I am doomed if I cannot shut them out, For my suffering has no end. Would that I could take it all back, And never have fed from the young and defenseless, Sadly I must cope with the hopeless fact, That my time, and my pain, is endless.

Evanescence My Immortal
"My Immortal" I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]

Home For A Few Hours & The Ranting Has Begun....
& to think i actually wanted to come home a few hours ago lmao. well as most of you know i went up to north carolina to visit with sean. he was given a 96 for memorial day & it was the best weekend ever. it was perfect...everything was perfect. distance puts a strain on any relationship but somehow all the lonely nights seem so worth it to me when i wake up to his smile & to his arms around me. they say that a stable & happy marriage only happens when you fall in love with the same person over & over again. well its true....i fell in love with him all over again....but then i fall in love with him everytime i hear his voice...or get a picture from him. he said that this physical distance would be for just a little while longer...but that no matter what base he's stationed at i will always have his heart. ::cries:: see....now im all teary eyed. i gained alot from this weekend.... for starters i made a new friend that has all the same insanities that i do. we have so much in

“well Behaved Women Never Made History”
“well behaved women never made history” I would like to comment on what I think is a profound misconception of the intended meaning of the phrase "well behaved women never made history". I've been seeing it quite frequently, especially as captions of pictures with breasts hanging out. I am getting the impression that it is being misinterpreted as "It's ok to act in a promiscuous manner, dress provocatively, be as wild and carefree about responsibilities as possible … for according to this quote, that is the only way to affirm my self worth in this world" Please allow me to explain what I believe the quote was originally intended to mean. Throughout history, women were shunned, condemned, ignored, trivialized and mocked because of their supposed inferiority to men. They were told what to do, when to do it, how much of an education they could pursue, whom they were to wed, etc. They had no freedom in society nor any opportunities to express their intellectual a

• Learning •
• learning • After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.... so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn, and you learn and after every goodbye, you learn...

The History Of Dracula
The original Dracula is related to Vlad Dracul (1431 - 1476), beter known through history as Vlad Tepes (read Tsepesh). Vlad has ruled Wallachia (Tara Româneascã, now southern Romania) between 1456 and 1476. On the 8th of February 1431 emperor Sigismund of Luxemburg conceded the rulership in Wallachia to the father of Vlad (called also Vlad), who has been living at his court, and he gave him a necklace and a golden medalion with a dragon engraved on it, the badge of the knights of the Order. The Order of the Dragon was an order formed by the Holy Roman emperor Sigismund for the purpose of defeating the ottomans (the old name for the Turks). Vlad spent his childhood in Sighisoara, Transylvania (now central and northern Romania) with his family, waiting for his coronation. He's father used the emblem for his first two monetary emissions: the symbol of the dragon. He also went by the name "Dracul". In old Romanian dracul means the dragon or the devil (in the contemporary Romanian

Pulsate - Poem
Flowing crimson, Life giving serum, Beating, throbbing, Music threatening to overcome. Roads as strong as stone, Twisting and turning under the skin, Evil shadows creeping about, Seeking the blood within. Strong and pulsing, Heart as pure as gold, Radiating, A dance ancient and cold. Silently he slips in, Deep within your soul, Intently listening, Testing his control. Thump, thump. Thump, thump. The lyics call, Breaking the smooth barrier, The beat begins to fall. Stroking lovingly, The victims beautiful shell, At last the music exists no more, Alas....the tolling of another bell...

Woman Driver??
German mistakes subway for underground car park Wed May 30, 9:15 AM ET BERLIN (Reuters) - A German mistook a subway entrance for an underground car park and her vehicle got stuck on the stairs, police said on Wednesday. The 52-year-old drove her Volkswagen Beetle across the pavement in central Duesseldorf and into the entrance where it ground to a halt about five steps down, police said. Police estimated the damage at around 1,500 euros ($2,000).

Poem "lonely Road"
Darkness descends on me. Hopelessness is my dearest friend. I am here back where this nightmare all began. Back to the deafening silence of words long lost. Back to the echo of sobs in the cold dark nights. Wondering when or if Id ever be alright. Gone is the sunshine and carefree days. Gone is the happiness as my smile has begun to fade. Gone is the conversations of the past with the happy memories that made me laugh. Long is the lonely road I take. Days stretch on like a never ending night. Where has my light gone I do not know. How long will I travel in this lonely dark dreary road probably long after fate extinguishes the flame of my slowly dying light. Condemning me to wonder in this endless lonely night. JAK (poisonivy)

Poem "friend"
You make me happy and you make me sad Make me laugh when I am mad You drive me crazy all the time For you always know what's on my mind When I am in trouble with out a doubt You always find a way to help me out Your crazy but kind You listen to what's on my mind Your sweet but not innocent causing me to shout For that devilish grin always comes right out You do things for me every time I ask Even when I'm acting like a complete ass I follow you around like some little clown Yet you still let me hang around I don't know why I hang about I think it's because I can't quite Figure you out Until I do I'll just hang about Cause a friend like you I just can't do without J.K.(poisonivy)

Tampons And The Marines
Tampons to the rescue in Iraq!! Don't worry, it's a good story - and worth reading - it's even humorous in parts. It's From the mother of a Marine in Iraq. My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, "Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he Goes to sleep they steal it from him." I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Marine X another package. He told me not to worry about Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's for him too. He said when my husband and I sent the last care package Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, "What'd we get this time?" My son said they had the most fun with Marine X's package. He said he wasn't sure

No More.
it has become apparent to me that writing blogs while drinking vodka is not always a good thing. therefore i have decided to slow down on the alcohol consumption, before i end up offending some one or say something that i do not really feel. as i said in my latest blog, my wounds are healing, but it doesn't mean that i have forsaken the one that is the reason for them. i am still married to her, and i still love her and i always will. my point....hmmmm. oh yes, the drinking. i have walked away from many addictions in my life, and i will do the same with this little habit. so worry not, dear friends, for i will persevere. so smile and hold your heads high, because if i can, after the things i have seen, so too can you. my best wishes to all.

A Creed To Live By
Don't determine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart; cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life ONE DAY AT A TIME you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; it is this fragile thread that binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't shut LOVE out of your life by saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive LOVE is to give LOVE, the fastest way to lose L

Don't Take The Girl By Tim Mcgraw
I'm normally not much into Country Music, but I'm into songs that actually mean something. This song says a lot to me! Johnny's daddy was taking him fishin' When he was eight years old A little girl came through the front gate holdin' a fishing pole His dad looked down and smiled, said "We can't leave her behind." Son I know you don't want her to go but someday you'll change your mind And Johnny said "Take Jimmy Johnson, take Tommy Thompson, take my best friend Bo Take anybody that you want as long as she don't go Take any boy in the world Daddy please don't take the girl." Same old boy Same sweet girl Ten years down the road He held her tight and kissed her lips In front of the picture show Stranger came and pulled a gun Grabbed her by the arm said "If you do what I tell you to, there won't be any harm." And Johnny said "Take my money, take my wallet, take my credit cards Here's the watch that my grandpa gave me Here's the key to my car Mister give it a whirl

Webcam Fix!
Hey everyone hope all is well with you all. I wanted to ask and see how would be intrested in being part of a webcam group. either through a program that is web based or maybe through yahoo IM. if you are intrested IM me in yahoo at tsoregan course this is by no means a lounge there are to many and many I that i enjoy going to. and if you will please repost this to all of your friends as well I promise I will make it worth your while Have a great Friday!!!! -=CrazyArse=-

Who Knows Me Best?!?!?
Who knows me best? The race is on......this is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME...even if you don't have any idea...and send it back to ME (via reply). But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest 1. My name: 2. Summarize me in one sentence: 3. Where did we meet: 4. Take a stab at my middle name: 5. How long have you known me: 6. When is the last time that we saw each other: 7. Do I drink: 8. Do I smoke: 9. Do I do Drugs: 10. Am I happy: 11. Am I a good person: 12. What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: 13. What's one of my favorite things to do: 14. Who do I love more than my life: 15. Am I funny: 16. Have you ever made me smile..if so when & how: 17. What's my favorite type of music: 18. Have you ever seen me cry: 19. Can I sing: 20. What is the best feature about me: 21. Am I shy or outgoing: 22. Am I a rebel or do I

Trying To Level Up
once again im down under 1000 points to level up, ive added some new morphs and pics in my folder if you have any free time please stop by and check them. Some are funny some are cool. Im also in a blast giveaway where I could use some more help if anyone has any free time come share the love at this pic link...ill return the favor whenever needed. Thanks for helping me out my friends LUV YA ALL.

Luscious Mami's Contest #2
% SEXIEST FEET CONTEST % Who has the sexiest feet? Submit your pic and find out, in my Sexiest Feet Contest!!! *IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *PIC RATINGS ARE IN PLAY @ 10 COMMENTS FOR EACH 10 *TOP (3) PIX WITH MOST COMMENTS W/ COMBINED RATINGS, WINS *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, BEGIN AT NOON AND END AT NOON (CST), AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES *PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR FOLLOWING THE CONTEST PRIZES: 1ST PRIZE: OR 2nd PRIZE: OR 3RD PRIZE: OR Luscious♥Mami of Club F.A.R.@ CherryTAP PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL MA SEXI CHERRIES!!! HUGS, SONYA XOXOX

Kama Sutra Positions
Remember, the sexual organ of man is called lingam, and the sexual organ of woman is called yoni. Positions: 1. the Bee 2. the Eagle 3. the Perfect Alignement 4. the Lovers 5. the Amazon 6. Andromache 7. the Antelope 8. the FruitTree 9. the Balanced Position 10. the Swing 11. the Bamboo 12. the Boa 13. the Plough 14. the Cat 15. the Rider 16. the Scissors 17. the Courtesan 18. the Crab 19. the Spoons 20. Dance of Missionary 21. the Elephant 22. the Emu 23. the Goddess 24. the Anvil 25. the Star 26. the Great Aperture 27. the Frog 28. the Oyster 29. Indra 30. the Lotus 31. the Wolf 32. the Moon 33. the Missionary 34. the Moving Windmill 35 the Butterfly 36. the Magpie 37. the Octopus 38. the Pillar 39. the Reed 40. the Moving Wheel 41. the Willow 42 the Scorpion 43. the Monkey 44. the Hanging Union 45. the Stem 46. the Tiger Union 47. the Turtle 48. the Cow (Doggy-style) 49.

If...you...love Me
"If You.... love me................leave a love comment like me.................leave a sweet comment wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" comment wanna fuck me............. reply "i want to fuck u" think im a sexy.................leave a dirty comment care about me ....................leave a caring comment if you hate me.................GO FUCK URSELF!!!! IF YOU THINK I'M CRAZY.......JUST SAY SO basically leave a comment................... REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY COMMENTS OR TESTIMONIALS YOU GET"

Who's There?
I feel like everyone has betrayed me All the people I know This world is about to implode And I'm falling again. Who's there to reach out a hand? Who's there to understand? Who's here to save me? Who would care? Who would? When I need a helping hand And words to comfort me Someone to wipe away my tears I guess I'm still alone. I try to be so strong But I just can't pretend no more I used to take this s h i t Now I won't take it no more. Slap...slap...slap... Slash, slice, slash I'm falling to the floor Maybe someone will care... no I'm still invisible. Can they pretend that I don't feel pain? Can they say that I don't feel hurt? No, they can't say I don't cry I do that every night... No one understands me, but they think they do And I am always invisible...to you...

So True
Virgo men leans to perfectionism and needs to know they play a major role in their lover’s life. Their dream is to have just one relationship for the entire lifetime, however they must be sure about the person they want to engage with before taking any decision. Right after that, they give their heart and soul.

Just Do A Straight Interview...right! Not On My Show!!!
Karen’s Blog , June 3rd. Well, as you can tell we not only lost Stoner Dave, we lost Jay too. Yep folks, it’s tough running a business and sometimes, people change their minds on the direction they want to go. Jay’s day job has taken a turn and he is having to devote more time to that, but as you can see his evilness remains as he referenced himself at the website as the “The Man of Power” since he is taking over the tech side of the show. Also on a not so happy note to relay, you will notice that all the Euphoria’s button, banners and ads are now gone too. As much as I hate to report this, Euphoria’s is out of business. Yep folks, the leather bondage gear and wear we all love are gone and Lucas and Tiff have decided to focus more on the adult toy part of the biz. No matter what they chose to do in business, Ksframeofmind will always support them and soon, you will see new buttons, ads, and banners back in a flash with the new name of their exclusive adult toy line and be lookin

Good Things
i am thinking when bad shit happens good things also come about by it. i just got my cast off, it hurts a little but hell then after 6 weeks in a cast it has to be sore and stiff. it looks weird and raw lol. lots of lotion for the dryness. and trying to move it so it gets better. i am taking pain killers to help with the pain to get me through day bye day. but anyways i got it off so now i can do more shit lol. bad shit that has happened. lets see just stupic shit that has been going on forever and i am getting very sick of it i want to kick something or i should say someone. getting drunk.. well i did over the weekend and it was not as bad as the weekend before. i was so bad i did not remember anything i did til i saw pics and yes they were to make me blush. lol this weekend was great drank but did not get so drunk i dont remember at all. i remember and everything i remember was good. nothing embarcing that i would say anyways lol. well on the most everything is going ok

Down Raters
Ok so I'm seeing that a lot of my female friends here are getting hit and attacked by downraters to the point where I'm seeing many bulletins and it's even caused me to lose a few friends who have left the site. Now far be it from me to instigate any drama or problems here at the site but I am a firm believer in giving back what you receive, twice fold. So here is what I propose you think about doing.... There's many outfits on here that do contest bombings for their friends in the various events held at the site. So why not create the same type of unit for the downraters? if somebody gets attacked them you retaliate by attacking in a pack of no less than 10 to 20 and hit it with 1's...see if they like it. Revenge is a dish served best cold says the Klingons And to quote a movie line from Jet Li's "Fist Of Legend" " If you can be fluid and adapt to any situation, you will be un-beatable" BTW my thought for this outfit is to be called "The Angels Of Revenge" and should b

With A Dream.
With a dream. Everything starts with a dream. Dreams are the great mysteries of nature. Science says dreams are the byproducts of thoughts we never finish in our waking life. The young people say dreams are what their hearts are made of. Everyone has a differing opinion but when you're young it's okay to have a differing opinion. You look at the glass as being half-full instead of the half-empty of adulthood. The half-full glass represents the motivations that make you want to follow your dreams. The half-empty glass represents those motivations you never followed through which made you bitter. It's sad to grow up and forget where you came from. It's something I promised would never happen. The next morning I woke up in a haze. My head hurt but my stomach didn't feel any different. I couldn't blame my brain for hating me at the moment. Sun poured through the blinds and spilled onto my bed. I'm not the kind of guy that describes everything in great detail so I'll spare you the

Ripping Pictures For Bs Reasons
wow.. just got my picture ripped... went to see who took it and found out this guy tips peoples pictures so he can downgrade them.. WOW isnt he just a model citizen. just goes to show GOD didnt grace alot of us with couth. ok fine talk shit about me whatever i mean hell lol it's what we do sometimes right? but for god sakes if you look worse then i do please look into the mirror first

Daddy's Little Girl Contest
I have decided to run a Father's Day contest as well, but for the women that always claimed to be daddy's little girl. Rules are simple and you may enter 2 photos if you want to. 1. 2 entries per person allowed. If two are entered the one with the most comments will be counted. A contestant cannot win both first and second place. 2. rates don't count. only comments do. 3. is ok to bomb yourself. 4. Use your imagination ex: Salute, Card, etc. If you submit something that is NSFW I will have you pick another photo. 5. and most important. All entries must be original. meaning you cant go search the web for some hokey fathers day card and call it your own. Be unique, be funny. Contest will run from June 5th 10am eastern time till June 16th 10 am eastern time. 1st prize will be announced when contest begins 2nd prize will be ? 3rd prize will be ? To join message me here or on Yahoo general_rabbit2007

Vote For Your Favorite In Luscious Mami's Blinged Out Contest
% BLING BLING BABY CONTEST % WHO’S GOT THE MOST BLING? VOTE NOW!! BOMB AWAY!! (Save your favorites to your browser so you can help them win! Top 3 wins!! H2 HATE IT OR LOVE IT ~DJ BOOGIEROCH~ BORICUA GOD~DADDY - OWNER OF CLUB F.A.R. Can I Be Your SUPERMAN AngelDeb45 Izzy ♦FlavaSoul♦ Gus - The Godfather willinjax07 H♥llieH♥ttie Trill ~*yungbuk*~

F**k Michigan
O, we don't give a damn for the whole state of Michigan The whole state of Michigan, the whole state of Michigan We don't give a damn for the whole state of Michigan, we're from Ohio We're from Ohio...O-H We're from Ohio...I-O O, we don't give a damn for the whole state of Michigan The whole state of Michigan, the whole state of Michigan We don't give a damn for the whole state of Michigan, we're from Ohio

Words Were Never So Damn Right On!!
Livin' with my eyes closed, goin' day to day I never knew the difference, I never cared either way Lookin' for a reason, searchin' for a sign Reachin' out with both hands, I gotta feel the kick inside All Fired Up Now I believe there comes a time All Fired Up When everything just falls in line All Fired Up We live an' learn from our mistakes All Fired Up, Fired Up, Fired Up - Hey Ain't nobody livin', in a perfect world Everybody's out there, cryin' to be heard Now I got a new fire, burnin' in my eyes Lightin' up the darkness, movin' like a meteorite Chorus: All Fired Up Now I believe there comes a time All Fired Up When everything just falls in line All Fired Up We live an' learn from our mistakes All Fired Up, Fired Up, Fired Up The deepest cuts are healed by faith Now I believe there comes a time When everything just falls in line We live an' learn from our mistakes The deepest cuts are healed by faith Now I believe there comes a time When everythin

Once A Friend Now An Enemy
Life hits you hard when a person you considered your friend hurts you with words. A man i used to care for and was still a friend challenged my being a soldier saying that i was never a soldier because i never fought in a war, never finished basic. He could have said i was a broken ass soldier like the rest of my family and gotten out of my life. He said things that hurt big time. He bashed my commander in chief saying that he was the sole and only cause of 9/11 and he was horrible. He crossed every line. He didn't understand why i hid from every person and from talking to them when i got home, i hadn't even been off the plane and my best friend was teasing me about being a washout and being home, I got repremanded by my mother when we went straight to eat from the airport about putting an arm around my plate and devowering my food in five minutes because for a little over two months it's all I knew to do. I got a job working triple shifts and doing nothing but sleeping and working, mo

I Am An American Soldier
THE SOLDIER'S CREED I am an American Soldier. I am a Warrior and a memeber of a team. I serve the people of the United States and live the Army Values. I will always place the mission first. I will never accept defeat. I will never quit. I will never leave a fallen comrade. I am disciplined, physically and mentally tough, trained and proficient in my Warrior tasks and drills. I will always maintain my arms, my equipment and myself. I am a expert and a professional. I stand ready to deploy,engage, and destory enemies of the United states of America in close combat. I am the guardian of freedom and the america way of life. I am an American Soldier.

Smile
Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for President and over fifty for Miss America? I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN, AMEN !! Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison? Wouldn't you know it... Brain cells come and brain cells go, but FATcells live f

New To Cherry Tap
hello to all of my new friends. thanks for accepting my request. cherrytap is awesome so far and i hope to learn more about how to get around. just wanted to say thanks for everyone's support. have a great day!

New Secretary
Dr. Johnson got himself a new secretary. She was young, sweet, and very polite. One day while taking dictation, she noticed his fly was open. When leaving the room, having a husband in the military she said, "Dr. Johnson, your barracks door is open." He did not understand her remark, but later on he happened to look down and saw that his zipper was open. He decided to have some fun with his secretary. Calling her in, he asked, "By the way Miss Jones, when you saw my barracks door was open this morning, did you also notice a soldier standing at attention?" The secretary, who was quite witty replied, "Why no sir, all I saw was a little disabled veteran sitting on two duffel bags."

Forever In My Heart
When all the worlds asleep And I’m just waking up I look towards the heavens And slowly speak your name I miss you more then you could know The things you said The smile you wore That brightened all my days So every day I wake up And think of you again I wonder if you realize The void you left inside My days go on and on The same they always did Except for one thing missing The meaning from within When all the worlds asleep And I’m alone at night I turn my eyes up to the stars And speak your name again There’s not a day goes by That you’re not in my thoughts There’s not a night that passes That I don’t dream of you. So someday you might see this And know my love for you Know that you are in my heart That’s where you’ll always be. © LouAnn Goodrum

Your Love
Your Love Everytime I wake, you are on my mind. How does one person love and be so kind? You are an enigma, so warm, loving, and divine. All I do all day is walk around bragging how you are mine. Sometimes I wish that I could be you, So you can feel your warm love and passion too. I used to feel like I was the luckiest man on Earth, But, now I know I am. Do you know what that is worth? The sun, the stars, every element in the world. All of that, for one beautiful special girl. James David Wood Copyright ©2007 James David Wood

Daddy's Girl Must Read
Daddys girl Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, For a

My Best Friend
Friends will come And friends will go But the special ones remain They stay with you No matter what And endure with you the pain They sit with you When you are down And call you on the phone They wipe the tear That slowly falls And hold you in their arms Fights they are inevitable And bad days Come and go But a true friend Will always stand by you And love you to the end I have a best friend Laura Who is my guiding light She picks me up when I am down And puts me in my place But with out her I know that I would be So empty and alone We had our share of fights And horrible regrets Things we cant take back Things we'll never forget But friends will get though anything And put it all behind And still be there no matter what Through both the good and awful times. So to my best friend Laura Who means the world to me Ill always be there for you As you are there for me. I love you Laura… Though we had our

If You Love Something...
If you love something, set it free If it comes back it will always be yours If it doesn’t come back, it was never yours to begin with. BUT If it sits in your living room Messes up your stuff Eats your food Uses your telephone Takes your money And doesn’t appear to realize that you had set it free Then you’re either married to it or gave birth to it!

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Ever since human beings could speak to one another, they have been making promises and keeping them or not keeping them. Those who keep their promises are regarded as people of integrity, while those who don’t keep their promises are regarded as people who at best can’t be taken seriously and at worst can’t be trusted. Sometimes we forget how powerful our words are, and we use them haphazardly or unconsciously, creating expectations that are never fulfilled, leaving disappointment and distrust in our wake. On an even deeper level, there are promises we may have made to ourselves that we don’t remember because they have slipped into our unconscious. An early heartache may have been followed by a promise never to trust love again. Without realizing it, we may be fulfilling that promise and wondering why our love life looks so grim. At an even deeper level, many people who recall past lives become aware that they made a promise lifetimes ago that they are still keeping. For example,

I Am Off For Few Days
IT IS TO INFORM U ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I AM LEAVING MY HOME FOR FEW DAYS AND THE PALACE IAM GOING TO VISIT DOES NOT HAVE INTERNET SERVICES SO PLEASE, DON'T STOP TO SEND ME UR COMMENTS AND MESSAGES, I WILL REPLY EVERY BODY (MY SWEET FRIENDS) ON MY ARRIVAL. BYE, I GOT LOT OF LOVE FROM MY CT FRIENDS, LOVE U ALL, LOVE U LOVE U VERY MUCH, MUAHAAAAAAAAAA?

~*~*~*~gifts In A Jar~*~*~*~
~*~*~*~Gifts in a Jar~*~*~*~ Pickled Carrots 1/2 pound mini carrots 1 cup water 1 cup sugar 1 1/2 cups cider vinegar 1 teaspoon onion powder 1/2 teaspoon mustard seeds 1 1/2 teaspoons kosher salt (no substitutes) 1 teaspoon chili flakes 2 dried chilies Place carrots in a spring-top glass jar. Bring the water, sugar, cider vinegar, onion powder, mustard seeds, salt, and chili flakes to a boil in a non-reactive saucepan. Boil for 4 minutes. Slowly pour the hot pickling liquid over the carrots, filling the jar to the top. Place the chilies in the jar. Allow the carrots to cool before sealing. Refrigerate for 2 days up to 1 week. Yield: 4 servings

How I Feel Sorry A Bit Long
Abandoned wanted to take another avenue Never knew it but love was when I finally found you Eternal glimmering beautiful love surpassing all of My wants and needs The miracle of patience and love you are my Destiny Amidst of all the chaos and all the hideous Malicious ill intent This love we have between us so beautiful and genuine Nothing could persuade me ever to undo my heart and soul To each other we are ecstatic we have become one forever soul Leaving behind all the fear and all the negativity Of love failed so many numerous times You were there to clear and open up my eyes Within every person is the power to make decisions And where I found myself I will never take back of ever Want to change You are my miracle and dream in every possible way Total love and contentment in my chakras As they circle and forever illuminate and shine The love between us will always be yours and mine One path two never more will there ever be Just one you and me one soul

Its Not Me Its A Bloody Joke Lol
Female Hormones "Yesterday scientists in the revealed that beer contains small traces of female hormones. To prove their theory, they fed 100 men 12 pints of beer and observed that 100% of them started talking nonsense and couldn't drive..."

Be Prave To Love!!
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com I,m now sad and little "angry" when i wrote this... but it,s helps myself to realise something and when i pary,i ask God to help me write honestly... WE NEED LOVE!!!!!!! We cant notice allways how we dont have love.,but invariably effect for that are sad. WHY? In christianity it must be build-in,and there have to live God,who want to bring to ligh,that love,in connections of people. Allways when come brutality,disregard,assumption or something else comes between. God,s will never hapend. God,s plan is to reach,poor-.sinful-,mortal people base on that His own people,those who are believings,divide that love. We have to love people who they are and where they are. This is PURE love. When we be unsuccessful in love,that is very serious thing. And sometimes it,s annul to opportunity to God to attract those who really need Him. Thing is that!In first!Most of people cant understand or experiance God,s love apart to the that lo

And I Thought I Was Having A Rough Couple Days....
My friend was thrown in jail last night. Big story i know but its how he was thrown in jail that really ticks me off. His bail is set at $600 and i can pay 200. Another friend is paying 300 and i dont know who will cover the rest. How he was thrown in your asking, by a crazy ass wife (soon to be x-wife) that took out a restraining order on him. This was made after he threatened to kick the shit out of the guy she was having an affair with. Well, she kept bothering him, calling him obscene names, and just being a bitch. Well, being an idiot he was he went over there not really knowing what to expect. She wants to fight bring a ballbat outside swings at him, misses, he catches her gets it out of her hands. While the whole time her new lover (which is also her cousin) is inside the house just watching. Another cousin of her's walks up, we dont know if she was sleeping with him as well, he lets go of her and she picks up the bat again. Well, this time when she swings she do

Recordings Done!
Woo and Yay! I have finished recording and mixing the songs latest versions, I know there are some mistakes and stuff but I nolonger care, production quality is not kvlt enough. Check some of the tracks out at the Earthwhore myspace profile. If you don't know it you're not kvlt enough!

You!
The pain within grows, More and More everyday, Will it ever go away? Why must i feel this? Does anyone even care, will anyone ever care? I hope so, I have no real friends, I have no love, But im not even sure it exists, And if it does its not meant for me, I dont even know if i love myself anymore, I hate myself, All i do is fall for someone and hurt myself, Why do i do these things im not sure, Maybe its because i need that feeling in my life, Maybe its because i need someone to hold me. But it wont happen, Everytime i get close to it someone or something screws it up, Maybe its just me, Maybe im always the one who screws it up, Maybe its just not meant for me! Her eyes glow with the rays of the sun. She is out there somewhere waiting for me. I hope i find her someday. She is everything, She is so beautiful, She is the one who will make the sun shine through! And when that day comes to, I hope i can make her ever so happy, And that she stays with me, The

Come Chat With Me And My Friends If Your Bored
HELLO EVERYONE. IF YOU WANT TO CHAT WITH ME ITS COOL JUST TYPE IN SOME WORDS AND U WILL SEE YOUR CHARACTER...IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE UR NAME CLICK ABOVE THE GIVEN NAME AND A SCREEN POPS UP THEN U CAN CHANGE....IF YOU WANT A DIFFERENT ICON CHARACTER JUST CLICK ON THE ONE YOU WANT AND CLICK OK ITS AS SIMPLE AS THAT GOT IT? KISSES N HUGS XIOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXO BTW I HAVE 3 CHAT BOXES...ONE IN MY STASH 2ND ONE ON MY PROFILE AND 3RD ON MY PROFILE PAGE:) Get your own Chat Box! Go Large!

Emotional Touch
Emotional Touch You have such a deep sweet breathe that hums in my body. Our hearts pace by the beat of the sensations. Your graceful touch surrounds my soft body. When you sing it comes to such a soothe of relaxations of the bodies connection. It comes to no thought what happens next. We just give each other such love to hold in our thoughts. You have such a meaning when we make the love of a treasure so deep and true. The happiness of two souls can tell by the movement and gesture each day. Your mind an thoughts are always leading to such a great relationship. By you I can't resist of not living without you on day and night. The love is so deep I want your such tender love and feelings with me each forwarding day. You are my future an desire to keep me going no matter what goes on during the moving of each day. I want you to be able to see that I am by your side even on a bad day or even a good day. You have the love I can't resist from you that have such emotion. You

I Am Me
i am me .... .no more no less..i am a clild in the eyes of life.... .a women in the eyes of my soul.... .i am a person lost in the light..... trying to find my way to the darkness within..... .lost in life......a wondering soul in the eyes of children..... who am i ???? t he answer is me.... a shadow of life...... .a child...... a woman...... a soul of sorrow..... .that is who i am .... ..no more no less...

Some People Really Piss Me Off!
Ok, so I just got back form my cousins funeral. He was 41 years old and I will just say he died of "unnatural causes". Anyway he had been married less than 1 year and had a 4-5 month old son. He and his wife lived in Wisconsin, the rest of his family live in Indiana. (he is orginally from here) So his wife does not come for the funeral, but does decide to call his mom (the day she buries her son) and asks her for MONEY!! I dont understand people, why in the hell did she call her, why not her own parents? sorry for complaining

Just Today ...
... I lost a friend. And this goes out to him (hopefully, he'll read it): *~Although we've only known each other a short time, you are still special to me. No matter how badly you may think of yourself, I think highly of you. And although we may not speak, I still think of you as my friend and always will. Should you need a shoulder, you've got mine. I will be here if you need me. Best of luck to you, hun.~* ~J~

My Rant Against Holidays....part 2
What to rant about? Oh yeah!! Valentine's Day. Who the hell thought this one up? Some guy sitting in his momma's basement, in his underwear, watching cheezy girlie flicks while munchin on Little Debbie's? I know...he suddenly sat up and yelled out, "I'll go blow as much cash on flowers, candy, and other various expensive gifts to impress that girl I like down the street!" Wow. Rocket science at its best. So he goes out and blows his cash, knowing that the girl, all pretty and pink, sweet and charming, little Miss Popular, has never once looked in his direction, in fear of having her gorgeous blue eyes melt from her lovely face, is probably gonna reject him for this, but he doesn't care. His heart is set, his cash is blown, and now he is ready. He looks at the calendar, "Sweet! It's Feb. 14th. This is the start of a great day!" He puts on his best suit, combs back his unkempt hair, which one strand is bound to pop up, no matter how much gel and mousse he uses, now maki

The Wiccan Rede:
The Wiccan Rede: Bide the Wiccan Laws ye must In Perfect Love and Perfect Trust. Live an' let live - Fairly take an' fairly give. Cast the Circle thrice about To keep all evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time - Let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye an' light of touch - Speak little, listen much. Deosil go by the waxing Moon - Sing and dance the Wiccan rune. Widdershins go when the Moon doth wane, An' the Werewolf howls by the dread Wolfsbane. When the Lady's Moon is new, Kiss thy hand to Her times two. When the Moon rides at Her peak Then your heart's desire seek. Heed the Northwind's mighty gale - Lock the door and drop the sail. When the wind comes from the South, Love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the East, Expect the new and set the feast. When the West wind blows o'er thee, Departed spirits restless be. Nine woods in the Cauldron go - Burn them quick an' burn them slow. Elder be

Your Voice ( A Guy Talk'n 2 A Gurl )
I close my eyes and make you be Right here right now Touching me Your voice it tells me where to touch Just how hard And just how much I feel your hands exploring me My body is tingling I wish you could see See all my goose bumps, hard nipples too See all the things Your words can do I can feel the blood rush to my head Good thing I am laying In my bed Your voice, it caresses my very soul Makes me want to cum This is your goal And now you put me to the test You know to hear That you love me best Will send me over the edge, you know Make my body explode Oh God! Here I go... I am sent crashing into you My sweet man I’m so glad that you knew Just what to say And what to do To make me cum On the phone for you

Unique
Each of us has our own unique flaw. But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding. You've just got to take each person for what they are and look for the good in them. SO, to all of my crack n flaw friends, have a great day and remember to smell the flowers on your side of the path.......

Quote For June 9
I have fought against the people of the North because I believed they were seeking to wrest from the South its dearest rights. But I have never cherished toward them bitter or vindictive feelings, and have never seen the day when I did not pray for them. -- Robert E. Lee Bonus Quote: If you don't know where you are going, any road will get you there. -- Lewis Carroll This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

R U Bored?
If your bored, we are having a Blast in HRR lounge.... let me see, whips, strap on's, rubber chicken's...lotsa flirtin..Come join us for our Grand Opening..... DID I MENTION I AM NUDE? http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7148#

Trapped By Our Fear
Trapped By Our Fear I was afraid and... hid your talent. Matthew 25:25 NKJV Jesus told a story about three men who received talents. Two invested wisely and doubled their money; the third was afraid to take a risk so he buried his. When the master came looking for a return on his investment this timid soul said, "I was afraid, and...hid your talent in the ground." His master was not pleased. Listen: "You wicked and lazy servant...you ought to have deposited my money...and I would have received back...with interest... take the talent from him, and give it to him that has ten talents. For to everyone who has, more will be given, and he will have abundance; but from him who does not have, even what he has will be taken away" ( Matthew 25:25-29 NKJV). God expects a return on His investment in you! Part of fulfilling your calling means taking appropriate risks to maximize the opportunities you've been entrusted with. Playing at faith is not commendable. Avoiding risk is not to be rewar