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A Friend
A Friend A friend is like a flower, Every shape and every hue. Each one is like no other. Sparkling in the morning dew. We each must seek to find them. They hide in the oddest places. But once we come upon them, We adore their friendly faces. We each deserve a bouquet, Of such beauty to the heart. This great array of blossoms, Gives us great joy from the start. Once we can find the treasure, Friends are gifts so rare and fine. We should water them with kindness, And cultivate with time.

Inside
INSIDE Kiss like a demon's flame. Intimate as an angel's compassion. Eyes that go on for eternity, and I find myself standing at the end. A moment to learn your skin is all I need to find you. And then I let go in you. Inside. Flesh becoming flush, as the blood begins to flow. Hot breath twisting betwixt us. How could I have known that I am fulfilled when I consume you. Looking into you. Moving inside you becomes an art. Fingers carress details. No attention is spared. A language that need not be spoken comes into play. I become whole again. Inside. By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.

It's My Birthday Thanks To All.
Well everyone it is a great day I just turned 32, I leveled up, and I have a great family what else could I ask for in this world. Thanks to everyone for helping me level up and thanks to the love of my life for everything you have given me and for all that you have shared with me as well my life is great and is getting better every day lots of love to all. Tiffany Notbarbie

Dumb But Prolly Something I'd Say!
A man is stranded on a desert island, all alone for ten years. One day, he sees a speck in the horizon. He thinks to himself, "It's not a ship." The speck gets a little closer and he thinks, "It's not a boat." The speck gets even closer and he thinks, "It's not a raft." Then, out of the surf comes this gorgeous blonde woman, wearing a wet suit and scuba gear. She comes up to the guy and she says, "How long has it been since you've had a cigarette?" "Ten years!" he says. She reaches over, unzips a waterproof pocket on her left sleeve and pulls out a pack of fresh cigarettes. He takes one, lights it, takes a long drag and says, "Man, oh man! Is that good!" Then she asks, "How long has it been since you've had a drink of whiskey?" He replies, "Ten years!" She reaches over, unzips her waterproof pocket on the right, pulls out a flask and gives it to him. He takes a long swig and says, "Wow, that's fantastic!" Then she starts unzipping this long zipper that runs down the front of her

Why I May Not Reply Back To You...
If you send me a shout, or a message, or a comment...and I never get back to you. #1 - I forgot...I tend to forget a lot. Those who know and love me know this. I have great long term memory, but my short term is worth shit. #2 - I just dont want to talk to you. a) Maybe I just dont like you. b) I'm probably busy c) I just dont like you So if I havent gotten back to you, I apologize. And as far as "just not liking you", dont get all angry. I'm just saving you some keystrokes. I'm a tease and wont show you any naughty pics or cyber with you. So that answers that.

Winnie The Pooh
Winnie the Pooh A group of kindergartners were trying very hard to become accustomed to the first grade. The biggest hurdle they faced was that the teacher insisted on NO baby talk! You need to use 'Big People' words," she was always reminding them. She asked John what he had done over the weekend? "I went to visit my Nana." No, you went to visit your GRANDMOTHER. Use ‘Big People' words!" She then asked Mitchell what he had done "I took a ride on a choo-choo." She said "No, you took a ride on a TRAIN. You must remember to use 'Big People' words." She then asked little Alex what he had done? "I read a book," he replied. That's WONDERFUL!" the teacher said. "What book did you read?" Alex thought real hard about it, then puffed out his chest with great Pride, and said, "Winnie the SHIT"

What Women Say And Mean
what women say and mean lol FINE This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments. FIVE MINUTES This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it's an even trade. NOTHING This means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (with raised eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (normal eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "do what you want be

Because You Loved Me
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You we

Student Led Confereneces
Tomorrow (well, technically today since it's past midnight) is my son's student-led conference at school. They got their report cards Monday and now we get to see the teacher (who happens to be the vice-principal). He had a great report card for the most part but has a few areas he needs to focus on in the last semeseter. This year has just flown right by! He's 10 going on 20 ... I want my little boy a toddler again dammit! haha

Unreleasing Sin
As you whisper in my ear I feel like dieing I believe you didn't try You push me to the edge Cutting of the skin Feels like sin For your eyes to watch me die I massacred myself Don't remember me Let me free Find a new person to hurt Don't follow me I don't want you near me I will push you away Don't fret Don't regret It was all in destiny You are my destruction And destruction you caused By a word of unreleasing sin As you pressure me to break Unconsciencly beating my own skin

Don't Fuckin Bother Me Anymore When Yall Need Something Dont Ask Cause You All Are Ungreatful And Fuckin Rude
YA KNOW WHAT THIS IS FOR THE ONES WHO KNOW ME BEST AND TALK TO ME REGULAR DONT FUCKIN ASK ME TO HELP ANYMORE DONT ASK ME TO DO ANYTHING FOR ANY OF YOU ALL ANYMORE IM THREW FIGHTING OTHER PEOPLES BATTLES IM SICK OF THE DRAMA AND THE BULLSHIT YOU ALL CANT FUCKIN DEFEND YOURSELF SOME OF YOU ARE GROWN WOMEN AND MEN AND YOU COME TO ME AN ASK FOR HELP AND WHEN I FUCKIN DO HELP YOU ALL DONT FUCKIN STAND UP FOR NOTHEN IM SICK OF BEING USED AND SICK OF GOING TO BAT FOR EVERYONE ELSE WHEN ARE YOU ALL GOING TO GROW SOME FUCKIN BALLS? I GO TO BAT FOR ANYONE OF YOU ALL WHO NEEDS HELP WITH ASSHOLES OR WHATEVER IT IS AND NOW THIS SHIT WITH NO NAME BITCH I SEE NO ONE STANDING BEHIND ME BUT ICE WTF IS WRONG WITH THE PICTURE? SO FUCK IT IM DONE WITH HELPING YOU DEFEND YOUR OWN FUCKIN SELF LEAVE ME THE FUCK OUT OF IT AS FAR AS THE NO NAME BITCH SHIT I WAS BROUGHT INTO THAT BECAUSE OF 185 WHO WONT STAND THE FUCK UP FOR THEMSELF! SO FUCK IT IM OUT!

The Best Song I've Heard Lately
"Metalingus" By Alter Bridge --- I've been defeated and brought down Dropped to my knees when hope ran out The time has come to change my ways On this day I see clearly everything has come to life A bitter place and a broken dream And we'll leave it all, leave it all behind I'll never long for what might have been Regret won't waste my life again I won't look back I'll fight to remain On this day I see clearly everything has come to life A bitter place and a broken dream And we'll leave it all behind On this day it's so real to me Everything has come to life Another chance to chase a dream Another chance to feel Chance to feel alive Fear will kill me, all I could be Lift these sorrows Let me breathe, could you set me free Could you set me free On this day I see clearly everything has come to life A bitter place and a broken dream And we'll leave it all behind On this day it's so real to me Everything has come to life Another chance to chas

"unconditional Happiness"
"Unconditional Happiness" Happiness is not the result of favorable conditions. That's backwards. Favorable conditions result from happiness. So what does it take to be happy? Nothing more than a mere willingness to be happy. Happiness comes from the way you respond to life. There are people who have every reason to be miserable, but who still live with happiness and joy. In every life, there is room for happiness. Everyone has challenges. Everyone has disappointments. Yet they do not have to get you down. True happiness comes not from the absence of problems. True, enduring happiness comes, in spite of the problems. Happiness is not a reaction, it is a choice. Let it be yours...

"my Friend"
We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend

Wet Thang
Wet Thang is a masked nutcase who had been terrorizing the local population. Wet Thang will run into town and urinate on fire hydrants or car tires. He must think he is a dog! Wet Thang wears a yeller jogging suit, sneakers, and a black ski mask. Ole Wet Thang will pee on anything. Pull it out right in front of people and commence to tinkling. Sheriff Earl almost caught him but the crazy guy peed all over the Sheriff. Wet Thang ran out of town laffing his fool head off! But ole Wet Thang finally got his just desserts. He peed in front of Widow Jensen. She did not appreciate it. The Widow sprayed Wet Thang's thing with Mace. Wet Thang fell to the ground squalling out in pain. He was fanning his pee-shooter.The man was in some pain. Shriff Earl and his deputies arrested Wet Thang. Turns out Wet Thang was a local college student. He was doing it fer a prank. As fer Widow Jensen... She had this remark... "I have been a widow fer ten years and that boy wants to tease me with his little th

Where You Can Find Me.
If your into online video chatting head over to www.camfrog.com and download the software for free. Once your on look for me my nick name is 1BadMan, and message me and say your from cherrytap and we will start talking. Have a great day. Scott

Family Skeletons
I mentioned a while back how my wife's stepfather is in prison for a crime he shouldn't be in prison for in the first place. (He supposedly was put in prison for taking money with the intention of not doing the work he was paid for. When another job he did heard about this, they tore the bathroom SFIL did do down with the hopes of suing for a lot of money.)My mother-in-law was on the phone with my wife last night and MIL told my wife that she (MIL) thinks SFIL molested my wife's daughter years ago when the girl lived with MIL and SFIL.My wife then reminded her mother that she (my wife) told MIL that SFIL made "inappropriate comments" to her.I haven't absorbed the facts yet, but when I do, it'll probably be good for him that he IS in prison...tag: abuse, prison, crime, revenge, family-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Crazy Contest
To all my loving friends and family again that i've bugged and bothered, who spent days leaving me votes. Your amazing. It's been a long stressful day at work, and it ahd me thinking about how i've become a freak with this contest. I wish lady onyx a happy win since she wanted it so bad. And plexi the runner up spot, your both lovely. But As to wht i was thinking. High school is over, but not for some people in there minds. I have a wonderful husband, beauitful pets and a great loving family. So i'm not going to beg for people to just to some strangers page and help them level up with my comments about myself. Lots of Love Lil evelyn

Income Tax!
I checked my bank account this afternoon and my refund was deposited today! *dances around* One good thing working for H&R Block on the side was getting a free return done.. now, what to do with my money - bills or playtime! hrmmm decisions decisions!

Vicious Circle...
As a hobby photographer, primarily of landscapes and nature, it is hard to know where to be and when to be there to get the best photographs. As such I want to broaden my vision to include something much more predictable....that being PEOPLE. Obviously I would eventually like to include the more arty things in my repertoire, but even getting ordinary photos of people is hard, so many either don't like the camera or are instantly on their guard when you ask to take their photograph. The vicious circle I refer to though is this, to get the proposed model to trust you, you have to have the equipment and show yourself to be professional, to be professional and get the equipment you have to get the practice and therefore the models.... can anyone answer the chicken and the egg for me??? :-S *sigh*

Horny Fluid
Question... "Beaver. How does an ugly guy like you get so many gals?" Answer... "Horny fluid flows in my system. It's a chemical that can turn on some women to me. It doesn't work on every woman. Mostly, pretty gals seem immune to my horny fluid. Plain gals are affected by it. I never know what women the horny fluid will work on."

Top 8 Morons
TOP 8 MORONS OF 2006 1. WILL THE REAL DUMMY PLEASE STAND UP? AT&T fired President John Walter after nine months, saying he lacked intellectual leadership. He received a $26 million severance package. Perhaps it's not Walter who's lacking intelligence. 2. WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM OUR FRIENDS: Police in Oakland , CA spent two hours attempting to subdue a gunman who had barricaded himself inside his home. After firing ten tear gas canisters, officers discovered that the man was standing beside them in the police line, shouting, "Please come out and give yourself up." 3. WHAT WAS PLAN B??? An Illinois man, pretending to have a gun, kidnapped a motorist and forced him to drive to two different automated teller machines, where in the kidnapper proceeded to withdraw money from his own bank accounts. 4. THE GETAWAY! A man walked into a Topeka , Kansas Kwik Stop and asked for all the money in the cash drawer. Apparently, the take was too small, so he tied up the store clerk and

The Witch Alone...
The Witch Alone Beyond the town, beneath the moon Beside the standing stone There lives a woman, fair of faith We call the witch alone. She sings to sun and moon and stars And gathers herbs and weeds With which she fashions ancient charms And other magic deeds. She worships not at altars built, By hands of mortal men But deep within the misty glade Beyond the farthest glen. What need has she of flashing swords Of crystals glowing bright Of censors and of colored cords That grace the wiccan rite? Her tools are fashioned from the earth And wind and fire and rain Her rites are dances wild and free That call the gods amain. When spring and summer pass to fall And twilight fills her eyes She'll lie upon the browning grass A smiling as she dies. For though she leaves her mortal shell Of flesh and blood and bone She knows she dies to live again, as the witch alone.... by Scott Cunningham

How Hot Am I??
Wanna know how hott you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!!

The Keys To Your Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Joke
Pharmacist A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl tells him that after dinner, she would like to have sex with him for the first time. The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacy to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about half an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he''d like to buy a 3-pack, 10-pack or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girls parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I''m so excited for you to meet my parents! Come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl''s parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head.

The New Thecnologie Of Guns
Weapon Accessories(FROM RED BOOK) 1.AR-15/M-16 3-Point Tactical Sling Adjustable length makes for quickconversion from carrying to shooting sling. ($28.99from) 2.LaserMax Glock Laser Sights Once you place that intimidating red dot, pulling the trigger may never be necessary. If you must fire, the LaserMax improves speed and increases accuracy, especially in high stress situations. ($338.99) 3.PentagonLight™ MD2 LED Laserlight Mark your target before pulling the trigger with the PentagonLight™ MD2 LED Laserlight ($479.99 4.PentagonLight™ MD3R Xenon Laserlight With the PentagonLight™ MD3R Xenon Laserlight you’ll never have to step into the dark without being fully prepared. ($579.99) 5.Hide a Gun Picture Frame Also called "Hide a Gun", these HEP™ (Home Enforcement and Protection) custom pistol frames are made to display on a wall and feature a hidden compartment. Designed to hold most pistol sizes. Provides easy access to your firearm in case of need. ($89

Friends- 20 Minutes Or 20 Years
When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman. I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend's best is needed when you're going through things with your children. Another friends best is needed when you're going through things with your mamma. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke or just be. One friend will say let's pray together, another let's cry together, another let's fight together, another let's walk together. One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another your love for movies, another will be with you in your season of confussion, another will be your clarifier, another the wind beneath your wings. But whatever their assignment in your life, on whatever the occasion, on whatever the day, or where ever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on and hair pulled back or to hold you back from

Proud To Be White
Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" . and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) . we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. you would call us racists. I

In The Lab
what up ppl am sitin here in the lab tryin to write a hot ass song and i fid myself havein writers block. but i know ill kill em on the mic anywayz just wanted to write some somethng cause i like to express myself on paper. my day has been busy all day from spendin time with my son and my il gril lastnite to work today to the lab and am still going hope to have a goodnite too if you know what am sayin lol.....

Sure Im Alright
ive been asked so you alright, you feeling fine, ya im alright, im doing wonderful, for someone whos so far away from their family, i may not be making the greatest sacrifice but im sure as hell making a sacrifice that some all americans could make and only a few percentage do so. Im just in a bad mood thats all if it offends anyone, i know there are people that support us and people that dont. well i have to go get my hmvvw ready and get ready for another explosive day

Daily Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The King of Pentacles card reversed suggests that too much value is placed on quantity over quality. An emphasis on material goods and how they reflect on your identity could cheapen your own goals or pleasures and could determine how a potential or current partner views you as well. Don't sell yourself short, and be careful when mixing business with pleasure. Consider, too, that life is not a spectator sport, and that you may be withering on the vine. It might be time to rejoin society and redefine your place in it, for you can only reap what you sow. As such, dilettante attempts at romance can't return a perennial, long-term commitment any more than you can make a silk purse out of a sow's ear -- no matter how many pearls you drape upon it.

"the Time For Love"
Some say the time for love is Spring, While nature blooms and newborn sing. The innocent year's early hour Is when the seeds of want will flower. But others claim that Summer's best, When suns are neither east nor west, But overhead in youthful glory - The longest page in love's short story. Still others think that in the Fall there's love for one and love for all - While sailing under the autumn trees Passion's true course is charted with ease. And some prefer the frozen heart - Cold white Winter's the place to start - With no warmth to gain and none to lose, The lonely, lifeless snows they choose. But as for me the choice is clear: 'Tis every season I hold dear, For time itself is time for lovers, It matters not what climate covers. Flowers and leaves, snow and sun - When I'm with you, seasons are one; A year of love I now live through, And years will become a life with you.

Eureka!!!!!!! I Love My Work!!!
Have gotten back into my creative swing again....pause did my spirit so much Good!!! Am currently on all sides surrounded by the beauty of Crystals and their possibilities.....all must be natural now......inquire if you wish, some things I made are in my daughter RERE's albums with Much more to come.........if you are a crystal person then you know, smoky quartz, labradorite, jade, sodalite, optical calcite, pure clear quartz, amethyst, rose quartz, hematite and much more! Love it all! Am seriously considering a store on Ebay!!! LOL!!!!! Daily increasing my Knowledge of this too! WOW what a blast it is to touch and hold creation in your hands and KNOW it has POWER!!!!!!! LATER!!!!!!!!

Bulletins
Im tired of the same bullshit bulletins and stupid people. I'll see a bulletin saying somebody is dying, dead, sick or your not American if you dont repost or look. nobody died, nobodys dying and nobody is sick. Dumbfucks post that shit so people will rate the hell out of there page or pics. I will post a bulletin asking for points help and nobody will view it but a dumbfuck will post one about a turtle dying and it will get 20 thousand views. post real bulletins or dont post at all.

A Kiss
BY: Allen ( the most beautiful soul i have seen, thank u my dear for writing this beautiful poem for me) THE KISS I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes down and down Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one strange personage All intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just nothing--but a kiss!

~*on Marriage*~
Marriage - Part I > > Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after > > the wedding, he laid down the following rules: > > "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want and > I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on > table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go > hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old > buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules.. > Any comments?" > > His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that > there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night .......... > whether you're here or not." > > (DAMN, SHE'S GOOD!) > ************************************ > > Marriage (Part II) > > Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! > > The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads: > > "Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever "

Chapter 10 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
The Adventure of the Noble Bachelor The Lord St. Simon marriage, and its curious termination, have long ceased to be a subject of interest in those exalted circles in which the unfortunate bridegroom moves. Fresh scandals have eclipsed it, and their more piquant details have drawn the gossips away from this four-year-old drama. As I have reason to believe, however, that the full facts have never been revealed to the general public, and as my friend Sherlock Holmes had a considerable share in clearing the matter up, I feel that no memoir of him would be complete without some little sketch of this remarkable episode. It was a few weeks before my own marriage, during the days when I was still sharing rooms with Holmes in Baker Street, that he came home from an afternoon stroll to find a letter on the table waiting for him. I had remained indoors all day, for the weather had taken a sudden turn to rain, with high autumnal winds, and the Jezail bullet which I had brought back in one o

Why
I need to raise my head but I don't know how. I wish someone could help me, please tell me now. Why am I so down over men in my life? Why do I try so hard to be someone's wife? Why can't I just focus on the kids that I have? Raise my hands to God and be thankful and glad? I try not to cry but I'm in so much pain. Why can't they all hurt and just feel the same? I just wish I could stop worrying about everyone else, and just pay attention to God, my kids, and myself...

A New Place
Well, its been 6 years since i joined the navy and i have seen a lot of things and done a lot of stuff. From launching missles into iraq and doing security operations in and around the oil platforms and in the river, to chasing pirates of somalia. All these things were hard but the hardest thing i have had to face is coming up around the bend. On Friday i become a Navy Recruiter. and on saturday morning i begin the long trek to my new home of helena, MT. its going to be a great trip and i will keep you posted

You Tell Me What You Think
Friend.... (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality PASS IT ON TO EVERYONE YOU CONSIDER A FRIEND OR WOULD LIKE TO HAVE AS A FRIEND SEE HOW MANY TIMES YOU GET IT BACK send to 10 ppl u love or friends u never wanna lose ♥ ~Kisses~ ♥

Action
I'll tell you all something about movies and im sure alot of you out there will agree with me when i say there are times that alot of people im sure dream and wish they could have a life like some people in movies but we all know its make beleave, there are times that we wish we could live in some movies. There are times i wish i was in some action movies like steven segal i wish i was that dude lol I would love being a badass like he is and also arnold and i'll tell you all something he used to be my favorite action movie actor now hes nothing because he wanted to stop all movies and become a stupid gov for cali but i sure dream about being in the movies its like it sets me free from the real world when your watching a good movie and its like your living it for a few hours untill u see the ending.

Oh, And By The Way
That's what they siad when I asked how long the patient has had shortness of breath. "About three days. Oh, and by the way, now he has chest pains." Um, yeah, that would have been good information to relay to dispatch since they would have bumped that up a couple notches on the priority scale. I do know that a three year old wouldn't have walked up to this guy and said, "Gee mister, you look like you are having an acute left anterior descending myocardial infarction with associated pulmonary edema and respiratory difficulties." But I am pretty sure that they would have been able to see that this guy sitting on the edge of his bed sweating bullets, clutching his chest, and sounding like the opening of a cheech and chong movie (think bong pipe.) was desperately ill and needed more than just two liters of oxygen on a nasal cannula. See, nursing homes really are tangible evidence of evil. Thes places are famous for such aggresive stupidity as approaching two uniformed medics pushing a litt

Fog
Do you hear that? It is rubbing at the door. Like a lovers caress. I open the curtains and I see the fog. Fog. Fog has given birth and produced yet more. When does the silence stop screaming? When you are alone. And the only thing that you can hear is the fire fucking the wood. The silence can become defining. I want to throw open the windows and let in the fog. I want it to kiss at me with its damp lips. And It's cold breath. I want it to hiss over me and blow cold into my ear. I swing on my cape. I pull out my braid. And I head out the door. I leave it open. And I cannot be bothered with it now. No one will enter. Nothing will threaten my home. My ears hear the wet sobs of the trees. Dripping all around me. And on me. Even on my head. Sliding down my temple to land on my collarbone. It cools me. My skirt sways around my ankles. My feet are bare. The leaves carpet themselves for me. I am their Queen. With each step they cradle my feet. They lay themsel

The Crystal Meth Poem
Couldn't resist adjusting spelling, format, and meter. Hopefully the original message still shines through. ~Feldar Msg From AsH.WeeE: This Hits Home For Me..I Was A Meth Head...Been Sober Almost 3 years...3 Yrs in April :) ----------------------------------------------- Crystal Meth! I destroy homes, I tear families apart I take your children and that's just the start I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember, I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just down the road, and even next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think; I'm made under your kitchen sink... Or in your child's closet, and even in the woods. If this scares you to death, it certainly should. I have many names, but I've one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, I'm CRYSTAL METH. My power is awesome. Try me - yo

I'm Yours
Wild with want, a need flows through my veins It cleanses my inexperience and leaves only my desire Please… let me… run my tongue all over your body and hear you moan as you once did I’ll gladly give you my innocence and all of my passion for all I yearn for is you inside of me I can’t help the craving, I can’t help my call- take all of my control, because I want it all enter me slowly but fuck me hard Baby the thought of you at night is almost enough to get me off but I want the real thing. I want you to take it. It’s yours.

Dreaming
Hearing your voice in my mind Desire echoing deep within How I wish to feel your fingertips Play across me in erotic smphony I wish to feel your collar Lovingly placed around my throat For all to see that I'm your pet Your love, your sexual desire So many dreams contained Within a submissives heart Waiting to finally be one With her Sir, her Master her One Teach me in your caresses Your commands and needs I will strive to obey And always love you willingly Learning from one another In our dark sweet bonds For now I shall continue the dream Lone and wandering Till the day I find myself in your arms And dreams can become reality

Single & Sick Of It
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 Asshole VS. ME Current mood: contemplative I've been trying to figure out why I cant meet nice decent guys. I'm wondering if it's because I'm not as decent a person as I had thought I was. Do the men I meet reflect my own flaws??? Maybe I'm just as nice as I've always thought myself to be and give off certain waves that attract assholes. Why does it seem that I have to settle on attraction to be able to find a nice guy? How do looks have anything to do with personality...something I've never understood. I'm not completely shallow I assure you. My good friend and I just had a conversation about this very subject. She suggested it's the type of guys I look for. The issue of earnings was raised. I can't judge someone, like someone or not just based on their money. I could care less what a guy does for work other than it comes up when getting to know someone. Really, how can I expect a rich dude when I'm such a broke ass bitch? Generally

I'm Really Not Surprised...
This time of year is when things start to get busy for me. Some of you may know but for those who don't, I am a volunteer 4-H leader. (If you don't know what 4-H is, this website is a good description). I help run dog training classes in the spring and summer. I am a mentor. I love it, love it, love it. Every March and April they offer volunteer training classes for 6 weeks on Tuesdays. This is my 5th year taking the classes. Everyone there has gotten to know me pretty well. They know by now that they should never give me a yo-yo. They know that all I have to do to get hurt is walk into a room. Tonight's seminar was a fundraising expo -- samples, flyers, etc. There were also doorprizes. There was one prize left on the table and my name hadn't been drawn yet. The last card was pulled (there were still several in there) and it was MINE!! YAY! The prize left on the table - a travel first aid kit. It couldn't have been planned any better if they tried. Not five mi

What Counts
It isn't the money you're making, it isn't the clothes you wear, And it isn't the skill of your good right hand which makes folks really care. It's the smile on your face and the light of your eye and the burdens that you bear. Most any old man can tell you, most any old man at all, Who has lived through all sorts of weather, winter and summer and fall, It's how do you live and neighbor, how do you work and play, It's how do you say "good morning" to the people along the way, And it's how do you face your troubles whenever your skies are gray. It's you, from the dawn to nighttime; you when the day is fair, You when the storm raging- how do you face despair? It is you that the world discovers, whatever the clothes you wear. You to the end of the journey, kindly and brave and true, The best and the worst of you gleaming in all that you say and do, And the thing that counts isn't money, or glory, or power, but YOU! ~Edgar A Guest

For The Anti War Crybabies,,, Though I Doubt You Will Get The Meaning Behind It...
The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war ... My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were both in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said, "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said, "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country," my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out of his ho

Adult Learning Center
Fall Classes for Men at THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED by Monday, Oct 30, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM . Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays--Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll--Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub?--Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor--Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 Dinner Dishes--Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on Video. Meets 4 weeks, Tuesday

Waking In Worlds.
Opening her eyes she finds she is no longer where she was when she closed them. She looks at herself and sees she has on a little low cut blue dress with a white apron that cuts about three inches above her knee, and black flats. "Great," she thought "I'm Alice." After comming to the conclusion of who she is supposed to be she takes a look around at her surroundings. The walls are warped and bulging and the windows hang crooked. There are doors on all sides some black and some blue. The floor is a twisted mess of black and white checkers and the are gaping holes just waiting for someone to fall in. "Oh very original." She laughs sarcastically. Walking along carefully manuvering around the traps she find a mirror. Unlike the Alice she knows whoes hair is yellow, her hair is jet black and falls just past her shoulders. Her lips are painted a blood red, and her eyes are a deep emerald green instead of the gray they usually are. She smiles revealing pearly whites, "Hmmmm, why

Read
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, Would you come? If I had one day left,to live my life, Would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just someone to talk to when they're bored. Send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did....because you are my friend. First I liked you, Then I loved you. Now I'm afraid to lose you. If I don't get this back I guess you're not my friend IF YOU A REAL FRIEND HAVE A GOOD DAY

Past Sanjaya's Expiration Date
Considering the title of today's blog, I probably should have chosen another photo; the United States Post Office announced this series of Star Wars stamps which they're releasing in May, and I am a fan. To wit, I was planning to start with my take on last night's American Idol, the semiannual competition to determine which singer Clive Davis can draft as a new workhorse for life. (Hmm . . . cynicism is just not me, is it?) I don't even like the show that much, but this season is bordering on the ridiculous -- it's appealling that Randy, Paula, and Simon are saying what we're really thinking about which singers go on next week and which don't, and this season Ryan and the show are actually fielding questions from the viewing audience . . . but sometimes you wonder what they're on. One of the final twelve is a seventeen-year-old named Sanjaya -- sorry about the lack of detail if you don't watch the show; I wouldn't watch it if Martha didn't record the show religiously -- whose sing

The Root Of All Evol
so,the way i see it,evol is started each day by lousy service from beverage sales people and stores.think about it,4 out of 5 people are in a rush because theres a crowd at thestore,thirstyand impatientas is,then the clerk is either cool but chatty,or a total imbecile.then,add in the elderlyman who needs 75 lotto tickets at 7 in the morning,even though he has all day free-this all adds to the frustration and thusis born road rage.now because 711 is chaotic,and thirsty people encountered stress satifying their thirst,highways and roads become speedways with enraged ,late sheep,frustrated and powerless,and looking to vent.the stress builds with every litle slight at work,till by the end of the day people need to get drunk to relax.then drive-more stress,more lives wrecked.its a simple chainthat could be broken if we as a society demanded better qualifications of our convenience store clerks.it couldnthurt if they spoke english as well,we dont all speak tongan.

Submissive Woman
i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to my Master in a loving relationship. i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never will i be more complete than when He is with me. i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy... His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of O/our rela

Agivr Your Sself A Moment
Give Yourself a Moment When there's something that needs to be done, Give yourself a moment to do it. When there's a decision that must be made, Give yourself a moment to think it through. When life demands a response, Give yourself a moment to find the most positive And meaningful one. When someone is explaining something to you, Give yourself a moment to truly listen and to understand. Life is made up of many moments, One right after another. The big outcomes, results and achievements Depend on what you do with All those little moments along the way. With each moment you can choose to let it pass Or to let it bring you down. Or, you can decide to make Good use of that moment with positive Purpose, value and love. How many times have you looked back On your life with regret, And wished you had given yourself A moment to do what could have easily been done? Now is your opportunity to avoid such future regrets by recognizing the great

Always
ALWAYS By: Allen (thank u so much) I’ve never known a love like yours Nor thought it could be true, But every time I kiss your lips I feel what love can do With hair like silk And lips so tender, Each moment with you Makes my heart surrender I couldn’t live, I couldn’t breathe Without you by my side, Never will I let you go, My love will never hide And in my heart you’ll always be From now until forever, No matter what, no matter where We’ll always be together

I Love U......
By: Allen ( my darling) I Love You... I love you like I love a day when everything goes right I love you like I love to lay and watch the stars at night I love you like I love the rain its lustful calm embrace I love you like I love to laugh until it hurts my face I love you like I love to drive with no real destination I love you like I love the thrill of pure infatuation But most of all I love you like I love a cherished friend Who holds me tight, dries my tears and loves me to the end

Morning
Hey Everyone. I didn't sleep well last nite. Stuff is haunting me bad and the dreams suck. So I R Tired. Im so confuzzled. I think I give up on love.Anyhow I wanted to thank all my new friends and fans for adding me etc. I rated and fanned everyone I added. I hope some of my friends are are going thru some sucky stuff feel better today. I love you all! Heres a thought for the day: "If you can not find a measure of happiness in being loved it is not the fault of the one who loves you." And this mornings vid:(not what you expect) This song always makes me feel better!

There Are Seven Kinds Of Sex...
Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex... The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to cour

Cheating Hurts
Girl:is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downsta

Regret
Being age and week mind, I got in to a 12 year marriage that should have never taken place.. Here is a poem that came out of me at the end.. Midnight Train Do you see my words, can you see my pain Can it be like getting on a midnight train Leaving something in great vain Traveling on the plain through the distant rain I sit and look out the window pane just to see what I left in vain maybe just in a hurry to blame in the hopes to leave with no shame or is it to strain my brain just to get on that midnight train.

Ask Me.
Two Truths & a Lie? Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie.

I'm Off For A Day Of Errands And Bill Paying..
...while I am away, feel free to play on my page! :) Any love shown to me will be returned, I promise! Just post a comment here when you do! See you all when I am back at the end of the day! Hope you have a good Thursday, remember tomorrow is Friday and the end of another week! Thanks! Seana

Fallen By Sarah Mclachlan
Artist: Sarah McLachlan Album: Live Acoustic [EP] Year: 2004 Title: Fallen Heaven bent to take my hand And lead me through the fire Be the long awaited answer To a long and painful fight Truth be told I've tried my best But somewhere along the way I got caught up in all there was to offer And the cost was so much more than I could bear Though I've tried, I've fallen... I have sunk so low I have messed up Better I should know So don't come round here And tell me I told you so... We all begin with good intent Love was raw and young We believed that we could change ourselves THe past could be undone But we carry on our backs the burden Time always reveals The lonely light of morning The wound that would not heal It's the bitter taste of losing everything That I have held so dear. I've fallen... I have sunk so low I have messed up Better I should know So don't come round here And tell me I told you so... Heaven ben

Wanna Bet?? Lol .........
OK, I HAVE A BET FOR YA, GOTTA LET ME KNOW THAT YA WANNA TAKE ME UP ON IT THOUGH......... THE BET IS, I BET YOU CAN'T MAKE ME LAUGH, ALL WEEKEND! SEE, IT'S BECOME AN AUTOMATIC THING FOR ME TO TYPE IN 'LOL' ALMOST ALLLL THE TIME, SO THIS MIGHT END UP BEING A REAL CHALLENGE FOR ME. ....... ........THE CATCH? WELL YA HAVE TO DO IT IN MY LOUNGE, ANY OTHER PLACE AND IT DOESN'T COUNT. ......THE REWARD? A CHERRYTAP GIFT, OF MY CHOOSING........YOU MAKE ME LAUGH ( "LOL" ) AND I BUY YOU A GIFT, YOU DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH....WE'LL JUST CALL IT EVEN. OK SO C'MON YA'LL , MAKE ME LOL IF YA CAN!!!

Can I Be Her??
Close your eyes, Think of love, Do you see her, The one you dream of? Does she have a heart, A heart strong and true? Does her lips speak words, That seem to only inspire you? Does her shinning eyes, Light up the darkest night? Does her loving arms, Hold you tight? Can I be her, The one you dream of? Can I hold you, and give you all of my love? Most of all, Can I keep you?

You Tugged On My Heart Strings Today And Played A Deafening Chord
I couldnt really leave anything unsaid. No one but the two of us will really know what this means or even understand. I woke up this morning to your words. Just a typical day getting up and checking my mail. Something did however feel different but i wasnt expecting it to be you. I read ur words over and over and over....Until they played numb in my head. Shock and despair and all kinds of emotions over came me. Glad to hear from you. Upset becuase of my own reasons. If there was anything i wanted to do at that moment, it was to own the world and turn it the way you commanded. If I had the power there would be a golden road for you to walk on passing whom ever you wanted. You deserve better than this, and it eludes me as to why you dont have it. Taking in ur thoughts and words i buried my head in my hands, and listened. You struck a chord in my heart and the strings that played such a note that my whole world was out of tune for just a short moment. Not knowing what to do or

I Want To Know #poem 271
I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU TOOK MY HEART WHEN YOU ONLY LEFT ME FALLING APART. I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU SPOKE WORDS UNTRUE WHY YOU TOLD ME I BELONGED ONLY TO YOU. I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU THREW ME AWAY WHEN YOU KEPT TELLING ME YOU WOULD STAY.

New Contest.... Sexy Dad!
NEW CONTEST OPENING SOON! I will be opening a new contest soon. This contest is for CT's Sexiest Dad! It will be a comment bombing contest with the prizes as follows: 1st: 3-Day Blast 2nd: Silver Motorcycle 3rd: Men's Bracelet There are only a few spots left so hurry and message me so that I can get you entered. xXxW1ck3DxXx (if you enter please leave some love)@ CherryTAP

I Am The Definition Of Blahness
...dont ask me how i know this...i just do. today was very boring. i woke up early because i couldnt stand to be asleep any longer. so frustrated that sleep wasn't an option for me i headed down stairs to see who else was up at 5:42 in the morning. turns out everyone was up. my parents, brother...even my aunts/cousin were awake. i guess it came as a huge shock to everyone that i was up that early because the minute i walked into the dining room everyone looked up & stared at me. lmao. after a quick breakfast i was told that i was chosen to be the volunteer to take my brother to school. eh...no big. after i dropped him off i headed to class... you know....if the prof. isnt gonna show up he should at least leave a post-it on the door. there i was standing for a little over an hour waiting for this evil man to show up. i finally gave up waiting for him when my ankles looked like small grapefruits. ah such is the annoyences ::is that how you say it? oh well:: of pregnancy, lmao.

Wee Girl & Brickies.
Wee Girl & Brickies. This is a quick story about the bond formed between a little girl and a group of building workers. It's allegedly true and makes you want to believe in the goodness of people and that there is hope for the human race. A young family moved into a house next door to a vacant building. One day Joe, Steve and a gang of building workers turned up to start building a house on the empty plot. The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next-door and started talking with the workers. She hung around and eventually the builders, all with hearts of gold, more or less adopted the little girl as a sort of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had tea and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. They even gave her very own Hard Hat and gloves. At the end of the first week they presented her with a pay envelope containing two p

I Am Yellow????
Your Aura is Yellow You're a deeply happy and content person, and you enjoy sharing your cheer with others. While you may seem like a simple optimist, there is a lot of thinking going on inside you. The purpose of your life: bringing joy and a better life to others Famous yellows include: Conan O'Brien, Jenny Mccarthy, Jim Carrey Careers for you to try: Athlete, Actor, Yoga Instructor What Color Is Your Aura?

Message Of The Day ..
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2007, even me.... If you get 3 back, you are a great friend

Why Am I Fucked Up
Alot of people wonder why I am so fucked up or why I am so depressed. Well I am coming out with all of this to get it off my chest and this is hard. When I was 4 1/2, 5 My father started to moleste me. Through out the years until I was 11 I was molested, abused and humilliated by my father and his friends. I watch my dad beat my mom. Heard things that a child should not hear. I saw my dad put a gun to my moms head and tell her that if she ever left him he would kill her. I was so afriad to take baths, sleep, eat or even breath. My baby brother only got beaten. I don't think he remembers anything that happen all those years. My mother had to work becuase my father was way to lazy to work. While my mother was at work my father would take that oppurtunity to do things to me a father should never do to a child. If my mom would take us kids out to go shopping or any thing my father would have other wemon over to out house and cheat on my mom. We did not have anything when I was grow

Listening
so anyways i know its been a while but im listening to Creed!! Yeah i know creed huh but i am listening to something that gets me through the times when i am alone!!! Its called inside us all and if i could get it on here i would trust me but i figured that out yet!! It is called inside us all!!!!theres a piece inside us all!! let it be your friend!!! So nothing much else goin on ill talk with ya laters!!! Salty

Melanie Needs Your Love & Support She Is Sick W/cancer ...i'm Going To Repost This Until U Give A Damn!!!.....w/music Video
Ok people, Melanie needs all the friends & love you are willing to show & give her, Right now she is battling cancer & the treatments are giving her a rough time, can't you find it in ur heart as I did, just to send her a message or comment of love and support?? I'M GOING TO REPOST THIS UNTIL THIS SICK WORLD GIVES A DAMN ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE THIS BREAKS MY HEART SHE IS SO YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL AND HAS A HEART OF GOLD C'MON' DO I REALLY HAVE TO BEG U TO OR IS THERE A HEART INSIDE UR CHEST!!!!! Cancer is difficult Let alone the chemo-therapy on her tiny young body I lost my: mother father grandma and both grandpa's all to cancer, so plzz have a compassionate heart loving and caring heart IT'S ONLY A HELLO HOW HARD IS THAT IF IT WAS YOU WOULDN'T YOU WANT THIS SUPPORT TO---YOU KNOW YOU WOULD!!! She's doing the best she can at the moment. Isn't it suppose to be Cherry Tap Love we show??? I'm so glad I met her and her

Blog #1
I love to write blogs about anything so if you are on my friends list, check back often!! Most of the time they never say anything important but I get bored alot! Baseball season starts this week and I am so excited! I have been waiting several months for this!!!!! I can't wait to cheer for the Cubs yet again. At least this year I will have something to cheer about (hopefully) Well, it is almost bedtime and as soon as I finish my Mudslide, that is where I am headed.

Untitled I Think...dunno If I'm Done With This Yet
Wrap your hands around my neck Choke the life right out of me Make me break me Give me life You always know how to do it Bend me twist me Hold me down Take it from me Slip your fingers inside me Feel the way you make me slick Be my Daddy you know you want to Touch my naughty places in the dark Find those dark places in my heart... Here is the place you can start. © andi 2007

You'll Stand By Me
lord there are times, your lights hard to find, and i'm too blind to see, Wont you show me the way, to a brighter day, and help me to believe, there are times in all our lives, its so hard to believe, but i know, you'll never let me go, and you'll always stand by me, won't you break apart, the chains that bind this heart, and set this lost soul free, won't you send your love, like a light from above, and help this blind man see, there are times, in all our lives, its so hard to believe, but i know, you'll never let me go, and you'll always stand by me,

True Friendship
True" Friendship (None of that Sissy Crap) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. ___________________________ 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever you're choking on. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't

With All My Heart
with all my heart you make me feel so pretty and real,you give me the courage to stand on my own,i hate being alone,crying my self to sleep at night, like taking a flight,feels so good to be held at night and being held tight,a kiss good night,your smile makes me want to go that extra mile with all my love susan

Ecstasy
How I long to bathe in the essence of you. How I yearn, my love, to feel your weight upon me, crushed under the blanket of your body… and so deliciously surrendered. The gates of my secret garden no longer closed, forlorn, open only for you, holder of the key. Enter gently, ignore my pleas as my legs embrace your hips… then fill me with all of you Hold me in your arms as we soar ever higher to realms of ecstasy unknown beyond the connubial bliss of earthly desires fired, still, fill me with all of you. How I long to bathe in your sacred essence and deliciously surrender. Only you, my holder of the key to realms of ecstasy unknown.

Sweet Remembrance
We walk a secret path today, in the moment of our quiet intimacy. Not knowing where this trail will lead, nor grasping when it ends. We share our private thoughts today, trusting they'll do no harm. Along this path we stop to share inner feelings, deep desires. We walk today this special route, and each reach out for the other. Hands and hearts together now, spirits joyful and intertwined. My mind is filled with sweet images, like souvenirs collected along our way. Memories to prompt our journey, each exciting as the last. Someday the path we walk today will narrow so only one must walk alone in silence with the memories of what had been. Collected memories in my mind, a mental scrapbook for me to carry if I must take the narrow path and carry only the traces of your being. Memories of your smiling lips, eyes that danced with laughter. sensual images of full breasts warm and soft under my gentle touch. Images of your womanhood proud and free i

I Am Back
This is to all who have read my last blog. I am the one who made such a fuss over some dumb silly morf pic I my profile. What really matters to me now is that I will remaine friends with all of who I have already made friends with while here at cherrytap. It was dumb on my behalf to have ever said anything about it .I just wanted to be like everyone else and have something that I have never had done or even knew what the hell it was till I came in here. So what I am asking for is to be forgiveing cause thats what I do forgive to others for things thay have done . But really thay didnt do anything really all the wrong to me after all . Thay didnt try to take my life or any other threatening thing to me.I do not knoe what the hell got into me to evn writ such a blog about it .I wasnt thinking and if I stepped on any ones toes I do not blame you if you never chat , or want to have anything to do with me ever.

All Or Nothing
ACCEPT ALL OR NOTHING Revolution in the streets Our vision turned into reality Too late to stop it now A spark that's lit a fire burning high It's time to take a stand Stand up for your rights and your beliefs Together we'll strang - we're gonna fight them all We got the power - to turn the world around It's all or nothing - and we don't stop fighting All or nothing - and we won't back down It's all or nothing - we can light a fire All or nothing - we will take it all No matter what you are No matter where you're from and where you go There's a place for all of you Side by side - we can only win No turning back the time The force is growing day by day No wall is high enough - no chain too strong We got the power - to double back around It's all or nothing - and we don't stop fighting All or nothing - and we won't back down It's all or nothing - we can strike a fire All or nothing - we will take it all - we will take it all It's all or nothing -

My Sister
Hey everyone Just another update. My sister was actually walking today. Hurt like hell for her to do so but at least she got out of her bed. She will be in there till the end of the week we think. Then home for a slow recovery with family and friends by her side. I want to thank all of you for your concern and prayers. They are so well appreciated. I love you all huggles Bren

I Need Help
everyone that knows me, knows where i work right, well i need help. my boss is going to be opening more stores up in a few months and there is going to be an opening for a manager i am already faster then 4 drivers, i go in on my days off and i go in early. i have only been there for 3 weeks. but i have already made pizza's wich drivers don't do unless getting prepared for manager so i need help should i keep doing what i am doing and go for the manager position or should i just work and hope they skip over me for the position i don't know what to do please help every one is welcome to answer

Blah Blah Blah
I'm really only worried about the sexiest couple contest. I KNOW I have the best tattoo in that other contest, but it's just a popularity contest, lol... So.......... Go vote for Heath and I in the sexiest couple contest!!!! And then go vote for me in a best tattoo contest!!! And tomorrow, while Heath is sleeping off his surgery...I'll have another contest link, lol...

Nice Girls Fake It (real Fur Hurts Animals)
No, this isn't a blog about sex, it's actually my thoughts on animal rights. See, I'm an animal lover, and I fell in love with that phrase when I saw it, but after going to web page after web page on animal rights, I'm confused about where I stand. See, I'm an omnivore, I have canines which were developed for the ripping of meat so that I can digest it. But my teeth are also flat in a way that makes me capable of eating fruits and grains. Thus I do what nature designed me to do, I eat both. It's just, I feel super wasteful just eating the meat, don't you? I know it's not nice to just skin an animal for it's leather coat, but... I don't to kill it for just it's muscle tissue either. It might sound gross, but it really makes more sense to me to use the whole animal. Kill the cow for the meat, make a jacket out of it's hide, and use whatever else I can because well, doesn't that seem more right? Correction, it seems the most right. Why do I think that? Well, butching an animal

I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

Beauty
Have you noticed that people judge other people buy what they look like or what they wear. That is everywhere and everyone and don't say oh i don't do it because i just realized i do it, and i said that i didn't do it. I did do it and I realize that it is wrong. everyone has beauty with in. no matter what they look like or what they wear. So sit back and think when you last saw some one what you think. I bet it was something like ewww look at that shirt or what were they thinking with the hair or god there fat or even mabey god they are so skinny they have to have a eating disorder. It could be any where between those lines. don't be ashamed just mabey say something nice.

Riding
So I was recently told I am a riding slut. That I will give up anything to ride. Rain, snow or 102 degree heat I am out there at it..now is that such a bad thing...I am a girl who lives the feel of the rumbling power between her thighs..better to ride a bike every weekend then a new man..besides at least I know I can ride my bike hard and put er away wet and know I can get some whenever I want it...and she dont talk back or make me cook her dinner..

She Cries
She Cries(January 13,2004) She cries alone in the cover of night when the moon enters the sky she takes cover in the shadows hiding her trembling limbs and shielding her breaking heart She tries to find the strength to patch it up one more time

Who Says Men Forget Anniversaries
Who Says Men Forget Anniversaries A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room, "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up from his coffee, "I am just remembering when we first met 20 years ago and started dating. You were only 16. Do you remember back then?" he says solemnly. The wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring, so sensitive. "Yes, I do" she replies. The husband pauses. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car?" "Yes, I remember," said the wife, low

Alyssa Lies..
My little girl met a new friend, just the other day, on the playground at school between the tires and the swings But she came home with tear-filled eyes, and she said to me "Daddy, Alyssa lies" Well I just brushed it off at first, 'cause I didn't know how much my little girl had been hurt or the things she had seen. I wasn't ready when I said "You can tell me" and she said... "Alyssa lies to the classroom, Alyssa lies everyday at school, Alyssa lies to the teachers as she tries to cover every bruise" My little girl laid her head down that night to go to sleep. As I stepped out the room I heard her say a prayer so soft and sweet "God bless my mom and my Dad and my new friend, Alyssa oh I know she needs you bad Because Alyssa lies to the classroom, Alyssa lies everyday at school, Alyssa lies to the teachers as she tries to cover every bruise" (bridge) I had the worst night of sleep in years as I tried to think of a w

What Should I Do????
caught up in it, but confussed about it....one day perfect next day uncertain....what should i do if anything at all, afraid to persue but scared that ill fall....wanting something not sure i can have, yet do i want to take my feelings back?....terrified in so many ways, but what can i say im absolutely amazed....is it too soon for you to move on, when you were hurt so bad by the last one....should i let it go or keep things afloat....is it even my choice to say so?....how can i keep you if you may not be mine, maybe im just not seeing the signs....i want something real but can i have that with you? can you promise she'll be gone for good and always stay true?....my heart is telling me to walk away yet at the same time i want so badly to stay....what should i do im so confussed....when shes holding on to what i want to be mine and i feel as if im just standing on the side line....drawn in but slipping away....should i go or should i stay? my heart cant handle a heart-break so let me go

The Proof
You know, I see quite a few pages with a picture of a saying on them: "I just want one man to prove that they aren't all the same."I am that one man, but to prove they aren't all the same, well, I have to stay with my wife. :-)(Actually, I WANT to stay with my wife.)

I Have Heard The Hype!!
As I said in my profile I am an American Idolaholic... What I failed to mention is my addiction to the drama series The Shield. I have watched the commercials and read the reviews and wow I am siked for another season. It is a great cop drama. It shows the corrupt side of it. I really do recommend this show to anyone and everyone. But if people dont like the show it is cool just please dont get on here and talk negative to me cause I wont stand for it I fight back.

Today April 3rd
today was a great day i finally got my neice back and she is doing great. had to take her shopping cuz she needed new clothes. went to the doctor and found out good stuff which is great. making things work with others which is even better. told people basically to f off. you all know what i mean when i say that lol. talkin to my friends and playin around. and people try to make my life hell well it is not workin cuz all is going good i guess karma does come around. well all night night to all later

Bells Of Sorrow
i see alot of myself in the lines of black ive left everything behind the foundation ive laid is filled with cracks i can never seem to unwind the hatred keeps building everyday I swallow it with a bit of gin I sing about the past til the light of day as the walls close in rest in peace my friend rest your weary head close your eyes forever sleep as your passages are read Ill take your pain from you again help to ease your mind keep you here where its safe as the bells of sorrow chime

Sheisty Bitches..
Ok so I got reminded tonight why I'm not friends with bitches. Personally I think it's pretty fucking skanky to come to someone you call your FRIEND'S page and man shop. Get your own men you dirty skank. WTF?! How are you gonna come to my page and shop for men like this is the skank shopping network?! Sorry bitch, that's sheisty and you have to roll. I can't imagine what would POSSIBLY make some skank think that it would be ok to man shop on my page. Clearly she needs to put the Jack down and stop eating retard sandwiches. So anyway...now we all know why Irish finds women to be so very skanky and ignorant. If you have a snatch and you're reading this...please feel free to keep your dirty skanky snatch on your own page.

If You Don;t Know, Message Me And I'll Tell You Who Sang It
So after all these one night stands You've ended up with heart in hand A child alone On your own Retreating Regretful for the things you're not And all dreams you haven't got Without a home A heart of stone Lies bleeding And for all the roads you followed And for all you did not find And for all the things you had to leave behind I am the way I am the light I am the dark inside the night I hear your hopes I feel your dreams And in the dark I hear your screams Don't turn away Just take my hand And when you make your final stand I'll be right there I'll never leave All I ask of you Believe Your childhood eyes were so intense While bartering your innocence For bits of string Grown-up wings You needed But when you had to add them up You found that they were not enough To get you in Pay for sins repeated And for all the years you borrowed And for all the tears you cried And for all the fears you had to keep inside I am the way I am the light

Is There A Santa Claus? Find Out Here! (my Xmas Blog 13dec06)
ATTENTION my loyal readers!!! Here we go, and boy do I have a doosey for ya. Hold on to your hats, kiddies! This, in the interest of being festive, is your holiday extravaganza!! I've had a lot of fun with this and I hope you all will too. ENJOY, my pretties!!! Don't forget to tell all your friends to check it out and subscribe! :D ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is There A Santa Clause? As a result of an overwhelming lack of requests, and with research help from that renowned scientific journal SPY magazine (January, 1990) - I am pleased to present this years scientific inquiry into Santa Claus. 1) No known species of reindeer can fly. BUT there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out flying reindeer, which only Santa has ever seen. 2) There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world. BUT since Santa doesn't (ap

Underpants Gnomes!!! (13jan07)
Alright, my pretties. Here's a new one for ya. Haven't decided on a title for this one yet, nothing's really on my mind, so this is just gonna kinda ramble on a bit, and most likely have no shape, form, or hell, probably even any substance! Don't ya wish the told ya that on the first page of textbooks? Yeah. Textbooks. I've decided that's the business I'm going to get into once I get my degree. Let's acquire some books from a publisher for dirt cheap. Sell them to students at jack-assed-up prices, and when we buy 'em back? Give 'em bird-seed compared to what they bought them for. Oh, and let's not forget classes where you have to buy a BUNDLE of shit just because someone was too fucking lazy (or stupid) to put all their ideas in ONE book. Noooooo they have to put it in 3 or 4... Plus some software that's included, that you'll use ONCE... ok, maybe twice, and then send the whole mess into that great Microsoft Recycle Bin in the sky. But, god forbid you don't HAVE that software, you'l

Ironicly Enough
Isn't it amazing that from time to time our friends push us aside to do something petty. Not only do they push us aside but dismiss all sence of friendship. What do I mean by this? Well, I mean occationally they purposely put us in a bad situation with no reguard for our safety or our feelings to do something that might possibly make them feel a little better but put them even further behind in life. I guess some of us just hold friendship higher than others and some really don't have any idea what it means to call someone a friend. It is funny though how those people seem to act as if they never did anything wrong and still ask you to do so much for them. So what to do, acknowledge what the friendship has become and accept it or do we say forget it and walk away? I don't know what to do but apparently I need to decide for a person I thought was a good friend may not be. Last night he put my life in danger by making me drive out in the middle a ton of crappy weather with slippe

Will It Blend - Inside The Blender
Tom Dickson works at a place called BlendTec. He shows the power of the blenders by using them on odd things, such as whole chickens, marbles, rakes, etc. I highly recommend watching all of the videos.In this video, he blends a video camera, showing what it looks like from inside the blender...tag: blendtec, tom dickson, video, humor, will it blend -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Great News!!!!
JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW I AM BACK ON NOW SO LEAVE ME COMMENTS AND SUCH AND I WILL GET BACK TO YOU ALL! FOR THOSE OF YOU HAVE BEEN SENDING ME THINGS I THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! ALSO HITMAN6 IS BACK IN BUSINESS AS WELL! HOPE TO CATCH UP WITH EVERYONE REAL SOON AND THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT!

Life
We'll I'm starting to get freaked out alittle more lately. I see my doctor on the 11th and I'm worried he will agree with the doctors up here I need heart surgery. I know though if he says I need it I will go thru with it. My heart has been acting up alot more lately because of the stress which sucks. Ontop of that I have this big proposal I have worked on the last week and I am hoping the board approves it. Fingers are crossed.

Show Sum Luv For The Dirt Department
http://www.myspace.com/AmirsImage Introducing Amir's Image & The Dirt Department New K-Banger Album Due This July Stop By My Page to Get a glimps of whats to come @ http://www.myspace.com/AmirsImage New track on my page jewlez Produced by K-Banger Sho sum LuV leave comments If you Like that (REAL) Not Wartered down Hip Hop Check it out !!!! One Love http://www.myspace.com/AmirsImage

Charlie Brown
Blump·kin Main Entry: blump·kin Pronunciation: 'b&m(p)-k;a;n, ÷'p&[ng]-k&n Function: adverb 1 To receive fellatio whist defecating. Highly acclaimed for involving two of the most peasurable bodily release events simultaneously, but very difficult to accomplish. Also called a blumpy. 2 The process by which a man evacuates his excrement dropping a deuce while simultaneously receiving oral stimulation from another person. This manuver can be performed by a woman or man, but in the case of the latter, it is known as the brother blumpkin. 3 When a man receives fellatio while at the same time taking a massive dump. Known to increase pleasure of each seperate activity exponentially. [Source: Urban Dictionary] 1. Reverse Blumkin 17 up, 7 down When a guy is eating out a chick while she is taking a massive shit. "That was the best reverse blumkin ever son!" 2. Reverse Blumkin When a girl is taking a dump and giving a guy a blow

Sexual Personality Quiz From Quiz Universe
Wow, this one actually hit it right on the nose. C'mon, try it. Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sick Of Being Sick!!
Again sick!! Have been sick at least once a month since the new year!! This is due to a low immune system due to Rheumatoid Arthritis and Fibromyalgia. I am going to rest for awhile. Miss all of you and hope you are having a great week!!!

How Much Sex Appeal Do I Have
You Are 77% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

What Is My Element
Your Element Is Earth You excel at planning and strategizing. You could be a champ at chess or Survivor. Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize. On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you. You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through. Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step. What's Your Element?

Commandment Thursday And Shark Jumping
Show of hands . . . tonight most Christians will go to a service celebrating Maundy Thursday. What does "maundy" mean? I haven't written much this time on Holy Week, the Christian church's traditional celebration of Jesus' entry into Jerusalem and His subsequent trial, execution, and resurrection. Until a few years ago, I didn't really know anything about Holy Week which begins with Palm Sunday the Sunday before Easter. Heck, the first mention I'd ever read of Palm Sunday was in a MAD Magazine digest about parents picking up their kids at summer camp. The father was griping that if there's one thing he couldn't stand about picking up his kid at camp, it was the day itself -- this "blasted 'Palm Sunday'!" His wife turns to ask him, "Palm Sunday? At the end of August?" The last panel shows the father saying "Yep!" and holding out money from his wallet to pay all the counselors, palms outstretched, for his offspring's activities. So just what is Maundy Thursday, anyway? Also k

In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM93%Sex God73%A Romantic48%Virgin5%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Perks Of Being Over 50 (not There Yet Though)
1. Kidnappers are not very interested in you. 2. In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first. 3. No one expects you to run--anywhere. 4. People call at 9 pm and ask, Did I wake you? 5. People no longer view you as a hypochondriac. 6. There is nothing left to learn the hard way. 7. Things you buy now won't wear out. 8. You can eat supper at 4 pm. 9. You can live without sex but not your glasses. (???) 10. You get into heated arguments about pension plans. 11. You no longer think of speed limits as a challenge. 12. You quit trying to hold your stomach in no matter who walks into the room. 13. You sing along with elevator music. 14. Your eyes won't get much worse. 15. Your investment in health insurance is finally beginning to pay off. 16. Your joints are more accurate meteorologists than the national weather service. 17. Your secrets are safe with your friends because they can't remember them either. 18. Your supply of

Thank Our Men And Women In Uniform
I Live in Hickory North Carolina, its and hour drive fromoo' the city of Charlotte. I am writing this blog to remind everyone to THANK SOMEONE IN UNIFORM. For the past two days in Charlotte POLICE OFFICERS from all over have gathered to pay respect to two officer....SEAN CLARK AND JEFFERY SHELTON. They were killed in the line of duty on April 1st. Officer Clark is survied by his wife, 3 yrs old son, and one on the way. Officer Shelton is survied by his wife and parents. Officer Shelton was also a former Marine and served our country with honors. From the stories I have heard from watching the services on television they were PROUD to wear their uniform and protect the public, it was just a job for them it WAS WHO THEY WERE. I feel we as Americans should THANK ANYONE that puts on a uniform. Because if not for them what shape would OUR COUNTRY BE IN? If u are reading this and would like to send a message to either family then visit.....www.acetj.com they have set up a guest book where yo

What Is A Friend?
What is a Friend? A friend is Someone who cares about you, Someone who likes you just the way you are. A friend is Someone who does things with you, Someone who keeps your secrets. A friend is Someone who sometimes gets angry with you, Someone who might hurt your feelings sometimes even when they don't mean to. A friend is Someone who comforts you when you're sad, Someone who laughs with you when you're happy. A friend is Someone who wants to be with you, Someone who enjoys your company. A friend is Someone you'll remember always Even when they grow up and move away. A friend is Someone who is loyal and says good things about you, Someone who gets mad if someone else is mean to you. A friend is A link to someone's humanity like food for the soul to share, Someone to hold onto when life's follies bring despair. A friend is F-frank, R-righteous, I-intrepid, E-earnest, N-noble, D-decent A friend is a friend—always!

The Tower
You are The Tower Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin. The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result. The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Another One!!!
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I Hate Guys Like This
Girl: I was at my grandmothers helping her around the house Boy: Why didnt you ###### call me? Girl: Baby Im sorry i lost track of time Boy: Not as sorry as your going to be bitch (the boy grabs her by the hair and slams her to the ground) Girl: Please baby stop im sorry Boy: Kicks her in the face and then the ribs and says I called your ###### grandmothers house you were not ###### there you lying peice of #### Girl: Wait stop please let me... Boy: Steps on her throat and says Shut the #### up bitch. Get's over the top of her and starts to rape her. Girl: No baby please Stop please Boy: I said shut the #### up and he spit in her face. He then pins her down with her hands above her head, and he penatrates her Girl: Please stop your hurting me please. She starts to screem and tries to get away Boy: Bitch if you don't shut up i sware to god ill kill you after a few minutes he finishes and removes the rest of her clothes and pushes her out in the snow, sa

I Am Yours My Lord!!!!!!!!!
I am small and weary child, But you have made me strong. You have cleansed my soul You filled my heart. As I stand at your gloryifed cross. I"m calling out to you As I am all alone underneath the weeping willow tree With beamof heavenly light shining done on me. I need you more as the endless days goes by. You have showed me the way to the pearly gates of heaven. As I walk on the clounds of heaven. I hear the angels sing When you lay me to rest beneath the willow tree I'll be yours for enternity.

Sadness Of My Heart
My heart is heavy and my soul is filled with sadness. I am tired of it all and no this is not a suicide note don't be so dramatic. I am always the person that carries a smile and says how wonderful everything is. Sometimes its just hard to hide how you feel and at this moment I just feel sad.

Smart Bulletin That Needs To Be Read... Please Enjoy.
I Log on to read some email and comments and maybe a message in my shoutbox but never stay long. I also choose not to pay money for VIC or to make sticky bulletins or even a shout out. The reasons for this are simple. The OWNERS, MIKE AND RYAN, believe they are working hard at making this better for others but truthfully this is mainly about filling their pockets. It is business. I glanced at the bulletins and read one put up by stewie. It intrigued me because of the CHERRYphotos and the CHERRYstash links that were shown. For every link you click, For every thing you buy, for every time you log in thru a link THE SITE EARNS MONEY. Also all the email you click that is sent, YES I MEAN THE SPAM MAIL, they also get money. The site is run by accumulating information and sharing or selling it to other companies who wish to purchase this information. I am sure there are others who are reaping some of the benefits from this but it mainly goes to those who OWN the company. I myself was

I Do Believe
Places we’ve been, Things we’ve seen, Times we had it all, Times we didn’t have a thing, When dreams were all we had, To get us through the night, Lying all alone, Dying to hold someone tight, When tears were our comfort, When a smile was the pain, No matter how bright the rainbow, We could only feel the rain, Well I know the reason, For every tear to fill my eye, I’ve found hope in the darkness, The moment you showed me the light, Use to think Heaven was too far away, It just wasn’t meant for me, But every time I look in your Angel Eyes, Baby, I do belive….. MWAH!

You Lie...
You lie, it seems like every word. You can say it again but I know what I heard. You lie, I gave you a chance and I was sincere. You toyed with my emotions, when you knew that was my fear. You lie, Your the only one you fool, you believe in yourself and think your cool. You lie, even when you tell the truth, it's still a lie, like the boy who cried wolf, now the boy will die. You lie, Soon you will meet your mate, karma will come to haunt you and your lies will be your fate.

Somewhere Out There
Last time I talked to you, you were lonely and out of place. You were looking down on me, lost out in space. Laid underneath the stars, strung out and feeling brave. Watch the red orange glow, watch you float away. Down here in the atmosphere, garbage and city lights, you've gone to save your tired soul, you've gone to save our lives. Turn on the radio, to find you on satellite, I'm waiting for the sky to fall, I'm waiting for a sign. All we are is all so far. You're falling back to me, the star that I can't see. I know you're out there, somewhere out there. You're falling out of reach, defying gravity, I know you're out there, somewhere out there. Hope you remember me, when you're homesick and need a change. I miss your purple hair, I miss the way you taste. I know you'll come back someday, on a bed of nails I'll wait. I'm praying that you don't burn out, or fade away. All we are is all so far You're falling back to me, the s

What A Fuck Up
why is it that i always have a way of fucking shit up . i over step my boundries . i say things i shouldnt say . even though true i say how i feel and it always , and i do mean ALWAYS bites me in the ass . you would think that i would have figured shit out by now but no . just as stupid as i have always been . well happy fucking easter . oh yeah and i am moving in with trey today . so if anyone wants to help move and then get drunk afterwards let me know . after the night i had last night i need a fucking drink so maybe i wont think about how big of a god damn idiot i can be . anyway just give me a call if you got my number . later

Sunday Mornings
It's Sunday morning. I wake to the sound of a light rain blowing against the windows. All is quiet in the house. Opening my eyes more clearly, I see you're still asleep. You look so peaceful lying there and for a long while, I just lay watching you. You're so handsome and yet, you have a boyish look. I send up a silent prayer thanking God for sending me such a wonderful man. I reach to run the back of my hand across your cheek as you begin to stir. I take this opportunity to move closer to you as you fall back asleep. Your body is very warm. I run my hand across your soft sexy chest and you stir again...this time wrapping your arm around me. Without opening your eyes, you begin to lightly kiss my forehead while reaching for my bare breast. Twisting and pinching my nipple, you feel it beginning to swell. With my open palm, I gently push you to your back as you pull me with you. Lightly, I run the tip of my tongue over your nipple. Gently, I begin to bite your nipple and suck on it. I

Someone's Lookin For A Can O Whoop Ass...
Custom Motorcycle Stolen In BristolBike Built Around Image Of Jigsaw Puzzle BRISTOL, Conn. -- A unique, custom motorcycle was stolen in Bristol within the past week, according to police.Bristol police said the motorcycle is valued at $62,000 to $65,000 and was stolen from a house garage on Jacqueline Drive between 7 p.m. on March 30 and noon on March 31. The motorcycle is described as a 2005 composite, custom-built motorcycle that was won in a raffle to benefit the Autism Project of Rhode Island."It was one-of-a-kind, it was unique, it was built for a good cause, for autism," said Bob Guenther, the owner of the motorcycle. "It just stuck out. Wherever you went, people would ask you questions, like, 'Where did it come from? Who built it?' "The unique motorcycle is designed around the image of a jigsaw puzzle, the universal symbol of Autism. The gas tank is in the shape of a jigsaw puzzle, the paint job and the stitched seat has components of a jigsaw puzzle pattern, pol

Rules To Live By.
Ok friend and family and fans of all ages! I have some new policies for those of you out there that know me and like me and what to continuiosly holler at me. For those that I just mentioned this will be virtually painless. For those of you that I have as an empty friend I send this out as my way of saying step up or move out. I don't have the time, energy or space to keep you all around. Iam not here to have you loafers taking all the points I grant you and then not dropping by from time to time to say hello or even have the nerve to fan me. Its time to clean out the scum. Some of you are gone. Some of you have a chance to redeem yourselves. Rule #1: If you aren't a fan of me, you get the boot. Rule #2: If you are only accepting my points and love and aren't returning it you are history. Rule #3: If your smiling mug isn't on my map by the end of June 07, say goodbye, you obviously aren't here for me. Thats my new rules. If I offended anyone with these rule,

Pain
All the pain The pain in my life you can't see it but i can Its horrible and discusing I wish the pain wasn't in my life But it is and its killing me The pain is causing me to lose my friends, and people who I care about The pain is always there, in the car and at home pain follows me everywere I can also see if another persons in pain or upset Pain is everywere in this world its even following you and me right now But the best thing to do is fight the pain Im thinking it little bit, is to end up dead Pain is everywhere inside me, mostly in my heart Pain has broken my heart again Pain I just want you to end Pain I think that the end is near Pain I just want to go away and cry these lonely tears. Can anyone give me a Reason to stay, if you are my Friends? I am so depressed today, that Im thinking of ending it all!!! Sir George

Look Forward To Something Positive
Too much of negativity runs about in our world, and yet we sometimes don’t even notice it. But don’t blame yourself. Instead, look forward to something positive. Better yourself. Be thankful for the things you do have and look forward to the things you want. Eventually it’ll come to you when you least expect it. I keep a written journal next to my bed and right down things that I’m thankful for, what I want, and what I want in present tense (ex:”I Have a car” when in reality you really don’t have one). Yes, I confess. I watched The Secret. The Law of Attraction. The whatever you wanna call it. I think it works. Try it it wont bite. People who think it doesn’t work never tried it. Believe me I was skeptical about it until I watched the Secret, and now I’m the happiest I’ve been in years. I don’t let things get to me as much anymore. I don’t complain as much either. And thats always a good thing on my marker. --Xonus ;)

Comes Again
And.. it comes again. Current mood: indifferent Category: Life .. And its Valentine's Day again. Woohoo! I woke up this morning and found that my Mommy got me some chocolate and this cute little stuffed dog. *sniffles.. I talked to Mario this morning. Maggie thrusted his number in my hands the other day and I couldnt resist, It being Valentine's Day and all.. He answered and I validated who I was.. and I hear this.. "Oh Shit.. Hey" LOL! God.. if that's not Happy to hear from me, I dunno what is..... heh.. joy joy. You have to wonder when someone replies to your name with an "Oh, Shit." Definitely surprise in his voice. Shock. But what else? Awkwardness probably! Here I am, picking apart every little thing.. Could be he recovered from the Oh Shit with a Hey, or it could be that he was just very shocked..and being teenagers, we cuss when we're shocked. I know for a fact he was shocked, But was it a good shock or a bad shock? The world may never know. We made small talk,

Age
ok so i know on here there is a huge age range. i mean shit it goes from 18 to god only knows yet we still find 48 year olds hitting on the younger ones and people freakin out about it. yeah so its a lil weird but does it really matter?? i mean if the person who is getting hit on doesnt care then why should anyone else. age is just a number thats it! nothing more. so why do people freak out about young girls being with older guys? yeah i know this was kinda random but its something that i just started thinking about so i thought i would throw it out there to see what others thought

Therapy:take Uno
Therapy:Take 1. Current mood: discontent Category: Life A while back, I deleted all of my entries because they were far too depressing for even myself to read after I was finished. Dr. Allen says I should write again. She says it will help me get away from what kills me. I'm not sure if she's right.. but here goes nothing.. Started the year off with a big woohoo. Apparently there were issues on drinking which was totally understandable.. lots of people convert to Douchebagism once they're intoxicated. So no drugs this year.. Probably- no, definitely a good thing. And since it turned out that way, I can say with pride that I remember every detail of New Years 2007. Alcohol only loosens the tightwuads.. And obviously, I don't need loosening anymore than I already am. Jeez, last New Years, I apparently ran around with my pants unbuttoned, asking everyone to do me. Anywho, like last year, Charla went to bed first, of course lol.. she's such a good hostess. Then e

Broken
Its not me its what you did Its not what I did its you You left me a broken flower No will to grow Broken in despair No direction to go Its not me its what you did Its not what I did its you I lay here all alone Fading beauty Of yesterdays light A broken flower Its not me its what you did Its not what I did its you Its what you did and who you are.

Dag Event #2
Strange Highways It's a crazy world we live in and I'm leaving it today for another institution we crazy people play Every time I climb the mountain and it turned into a hill I promised me that I'd move on and I will I I good for nothing going nowhere so they say hey someone give me blessings for they say that I have sinned That when I crawl inside myself and ride into the wind on strange highways on strange highways Hey you I want your number don't even wonder we do things our way here Questions these are forbidden we got no answers believe us anyway So here is my confession it's the only broken rule sometimes I crawl inside of me Where I can be the fool on strange highways on strange highways oh You can see the other side and you shall come over you can't leave the other side if you say I will Everytime I climb the mountain and it turned into a hill well I promised me I'd disappear and now I know I will So someone give me blessings for the times you say I've sinne

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Another Virus Going On... Again! Rrrrrrr
NEW VIRUS .....READ IT NOW!!!!.... Get this sent around to your contacts ASAP...we don't need this spreading around. PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS: You should be alert during the next days: Do not open any message with an attached filed called "Invitation" regardless of who sent it, It is a virus that opens an Olympic Torch which "burns" the whole hard disc C of your computer. This virus will be received from someone who has your e-mail address in his/her contact list, that is why you should send this e-mail to all your contacts. It is better to receive this message 25 times than to receive the virus and open it. If you receive a mail called "invitation", though sent by a friend, do not open it and shut down your computer immediately. This is the worst virus announced by CNN, it has been classified by Microsoft as the mostdestructive virus ever. This virus was discovered by McAfee yesterday, and there is no repair yet for thi

Cherryphotos.com
This is absolute bullshit. Go to http://www.socialconcepts.com/ and you will find some very interesting things. I think that this is bullshit. They CLAIM that this is for photos in the default folder only. But how long until that goes away. And your NSFW, private, and friends/family only pics are subject to being put on there? I say that this should be closed ASAP! Anyone who reads this, message, comment, shout at babyj, try and get this to go away!

Not Talking To Minors????
Just so people understand I'm not trying to be mean but to get a common sense kind of thing out there... Someone I know got themself and possible me in trouble. I was stupid as all hell for adding this person to my cell phone plain, my bad and that's that. So I was checking my myspace stuff beause I havn't be on for a while anywhere... well they posted a note saying they aren't talking to any minros. Now I talk to minors I talk to alot of minors. One of my best friedns that I worked with is only 15, he's cool shit. Now here's the thing... I don't talk about things you shouldn't be talking to them about. You have to know what you can and can't talk about to minors. If you're an Adult you only talk about having sex with another adult, you don't lead them on and make them think you're gonna screw them and have a relationship with them. I don't understand why people have to play mind games and get as much sex as possible. It goes beyond that I mean every one this person was talking to

Now I Know Who To Help!!!!
1st off I would like to thank all who have voted for me so far!2nd off where are all those ppl that I have gone and voted for when I need them?(guess I won't be doing that again)............ Anyways here's the link copy n paste it in a new window and help me out!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&i=3103684268#

Pisces: The Piece Of Ass
TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud.. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO: The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Rom

More Of The Dirty Stuff !
Animalistic urges grow As we make loves sweet show Bite flesh with your nails and claw The beast within likes the feeling raw Takes over and gains control Beast of lust without a soul Bites and growls locked in heat Makes a lover a meal to eat Pain excites the beast within Drives on lust oh sweet sin Faster pace of lusty grind Now set free from in the mind Forcing harder till climax arrive Feel the energy so alive Growls of orgasms final release At last the beast lays at peace Safely back within its prison cage Only to awaken when you enrage With love bites and claws and torn flesh Beast of lust will then with you enmesh As you are one in the act and deed beast leaves in you something you need That primal part that stirs the soul Makes you both one complete and whole By R. Thomas Dinsmore An epic story of immortal love Sweet perfection blessed from above An unending saga of souls so joined A love for the ages the term is coined For selfless de

The Marine
>We all came together, >Both young and old >To fight for our freedom, >To stand and be bold. >In the midst of all evil, >We stand our ground, >And we protect our country > From all terror around. >Peace and not war, >Is what some people say. >But I'll give my life, >So you can live the American way. >I give you the right >To talk of your peace. >To stand in your groups, >and protest in our streets. >But still I fight on, >I don't bitch, I don't whine. >I'm just one of the people >Who is doing your time. >I'm harder than nails, >Stronger than any machine. >I'm the immortal soldier, >I'm a U.S. MARINE! >So stand in my shoes, >And leave from your home. >Fight for the people who hate you, >With the protests they've shown. >Fight for the stranger, >Fight for the young. >So they all may have, >The greatest freedom you've won. >Fight for the sick, >Fight for the poor >Fight for the cripple, >Who lives next door. >But when your time comes, >

One Kiss To Ignite Us
One Kiss To Ignite Us I want a kiss that last forever One that will bond our souls together A kinship to blast the stars into space The lasting touch of your hands on my face Billions of tiny wave filled fires Exploding inside, unify our desires As one we will love until the end of existence Nothing can diminish our eternal persistence I will not leave you, not now not ever Our spiritual connection can never be severed You are the answer to all of my prayers The One with whom I will always share My passion filled vision of epic worth To be the happiest couple alive on this earth Nothing will ever get in our way Stop us from living the dreams we portray One Kiss to ignite us, a time to rejoice Please close your eyes, and hear my voice Believe in my love, it is only for you Today and tomorrow, it will always be true By Jskins

From A Law Enforcement Agents View...... Read It I Dare You To
Depending on who you ask, sex is like variety or things. For a law enforcement agent sex is like a 44 magnum snub nose revolver. For an officer his powerful piece needs to be clean at all times, and properly supported. When he is preparing for his long hard night, he gently slides his big gun from its soft warm leather holster, He moistens the cloths and begins to stroke it up and down the barrels shaft. Making note to gently wipe around the rim and hole. Gently pushing his index finger slightly into the hole just enough to release any build up. After stroking and rubbing her down he brings out the oily lubricant. He makes sure she is fully lubed in all the right places. Inserting the bullets is essential to the process. Only a small tease as she is placed back into her warm safe holster. Only to be whipped out a few hours later fast rough and hard. With a tight grip he looks down the topside of her. Taking aim, he gropes her even tighter. He's beginning to sweat, his heart

Making Id's
If you want an ID made by me, Abbit the Rabbit, then come by and let me know. I need to know your Birthdate, Location, the name you want on it, and your CT ID #. Just private message me the info and let me know. NON-VIC VIC

Something I Love To Share With You:)
This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help

Story No. 4
continuation from Story Time 3... She smiles as she reaches down and takes his hand, she turns down the stove as she leads him to the living room, she stops at the couch and stares at him with a devilish grin on her face, he smiles back at her, not knowing what is about to happen to him. She suddenly pushes him down hard onto the couch, then quickly moves to his lap, pinning him in his seat, he looks up at her a little stunned. Her hands start to move over his chest, slowly moving down to the bottom of his shirt, he sits there still a little stunned by her aggressiveness. Her hand moves under his shirt and slowly pushes it up as her hands move over his skin. He lets out a low moan and closes his eyes as her fingers finds his nipples and start to play, twisting and pinching them. She smiles, leans down and gently starts to bite his neck. His eyes open and watches his lady, he never knew she could be so aggressive, but it was a pleasurable surprise. His moves his hands down to her hip

Stupid People
I WAS SITTING IN A MOVIE THE OTHER NIGHT AND SOME GUY KEPT ASKING WHAT WAS GOING ON LIKE HE DIDN'T KNOW HE THAUGHT I WAS STUPID BUT I PLAYED ALONG COME FIND OUT IN THE END HE NEVER DID UNDERSTAND THE THINK WHY COME TO A MOVIE YOU NO NOTHING ABOUT AND WHT KEEP ASKING QUESTIONS WATCH THE DAMB FILM FOR CRIST SACK'S ANYWAY'S THE MOVIE WS GOOD BUT THE GUY GOT PISSED HE SPENT 8 DOLLARS AND NEW NOTHING I JUST LAUGHED AT HIM.

We Are The Travelers
"John Twelve Hawks lives off the Grid." That one-sentence blurb is about all the reading (and probably the publishing) world knows about the author of The Traveler (ISBN 038551428X), a 2005 novel that reads at times like Winston Churchill spoke of Russia as a riddle inside a mystery inside an enigma. With an anonymity Thomas Pynchon (another author who doesn't like the spotlight -- the most circulated photo of him is from his high school yearbook) would envy, Twelve Hawks keeps in touch with his publisher Doubleday through an "untraceable" satellite phone. With the main characters of the novel . . . calling Gabriel the Traveler found by the Harlequin Maya who protects him and other Travelers from the world-controlling machinations of the Tabula "heroes" would be a stretch . . . making their own attempts to live "off the grid", you'd think as I did that the novel's semiautobiographical. (Whew! That's my long word for the week.) And maybe it is . . . aha! just as you thought, there is mo

Redbull, A Camera, And California
(written 4-10-07, pics will be added soon!) Wow, what a day. Here we are in fucking California, I remember the first time I found out we were coming here I was sooooo excited, then when I got here I was sooooo disappointed! It’s so dirty, crowded, it stinks, and for some reason this is the ONLY state where highways finest decides to stop us and give us a warm welcome- a fucking speeding ticket! Again. Well this is our second speeding ticket and a while ago we also got a ticket for non-emergency parking in an emergency only parking…..blah blah blah! I am serious, we have never gotten a ticket in any other state!!! Grrrrrr, I swear I think when we come to Cali we have “ticket me” written on our forehead! (well I will admit my hunny has a bit of a lead foot J ) I do admit there are certain parts of this state that are just gorgeous, but otherwise……..well ya know. We went to Shaver Lake today to drop part of our load, I went camera happy! Of course it didn’t help I was hyped up on

Kiss Me Deadly
I went to a party last Saturday night I didn't get laid, I got in a fight, Uh, huh It ain't no big thing Late for my job and the traffic was bad Had to borrow ten bucks from my old man, Uh, huh It ain't no big thing I went to a party last Saturday night I told you that story, I'd be alright Uh, huh It ain't no big thing But I know what I like I know I like dancin' with you And I know what you like I know you like dancin' with me Yeah, yeah Kiss me once Kiss me twice C'mon pretty baby, kiss me deadly Had a few beers, gettin' high Sittin', watchin' the time go by, Uh, huh It ain't no big thing Nothin' to eat and no TV Lookin' in the mirror don't get it for me Uh, huh It ain't no big thing But I know what I like I know I like dancin' with you And I know what you like I know you like dancin' with me Oh, yeah Kiss me once Kiss me twice C'mon pretty baby, kiss me deadly Kiss me once Kiss me twice C'mon pretty baby, kiss me deadly You know I like dancin'

Camel Sex
A new Marine Captain was assigned to an outfit in a remote post in the > Afganistan Desert . During his first inspection of the outfit, he noticed a >Camel hitched up behind the mess tent. > > He asks the Sergeant why the camel is kept there. > > The nervous sergeant said, "Well sir, as you know, there are 250 men >here > > on the post and no women. And sir, sometimes the men have "urges". >That's why we have Molly The Camel." > > The Captain says, "I can't say that I condone this, but I understand >about "urges", so the camel can stay " > > About a month later, the Captain starts having his own "urges". Crazy >with passion, he asks the Sergeant to bring the camel to his tent. Putting >a ladder behind the camel, the Captain stands on the ladder, pulls his >pants down and has wild, insane sex with the camel. When he's done, he >asks the Sergeant, "Is that how the men do it?" > > "No not really, sir...They usually just ride the came

So Basicaly
Today kinda sucks being alone just sucks I'm tired of not having someone special to spend my nites with I'm tired of not having someone to fall asleep nexted to someone I can just cuddle up with on my couch and watch a movie with ugh being alone sucks :(

"a Gorgeous Massacre"
Never did anyone quite understand; This girl before you is not what she seems. The scars on her arms are the SOS, And the look in her eyes is just a cute disguise. The swing of her hips, And the curve of her lips As she whispers venomous words: "I love you." She'll always haunt you. Sensual enough to draw you in, Like a moth to the flame; But get too close and you'll– Burn, Burn, Burn Like all those saints before you on the cross. Her anger will kill all around her, All who love and all who hate her. But her fears and depression Make you want to take her home As a little lost kitten, Oh, you didn't see? The kitten is a tiger! And she'll claw right to your heart, But still you're lured To her curves and her words. No wonder we all love her so. She is after all… A Gorgeous Massacre.

"absolutely Tender
"Absolutely tender Infinitely true This is God our Father Understanding you! Absolutely lovely Exquisitely near This is God our Father Naught have we to fear!" * * * "Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, Neither hath entered into the heart of man, the things... which God hath prepared for them that LOVE Him!"

Carolyn E. Snyder
This poem is particularly hard for me to rewrite or read. When I was 16 I had to see a counselor. I was raped and had a miscarraige and I went a little out of it to put it gently. This is about the beautiful person who was my counselor. She passed away suddenly in her sleep. It almost sent me back to the umm hospital with the padded room. But I was strong because growing in me was the beautiful little girl that I have today and I knew that if I went back at my age they would have tried to take her from me. Anyway here it is I hope that everyone likes it. You travel through the Valley of shadows. You know not where you're headed. Yet you know where you've been. You spent many hours laughing. And many hours crying. You saved me from myself. And helped me back to my feet. If I called then you were there. Now you have fallen prey to a weakness. And I miss you so much. I do not want to go on. But you would have wanted me to try. You weren't just a counselor you were my best

Finally, The Man Side Of The Story
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down!!! We always hear "the rules " from the female side... Thank you Peter he he 1. Men ARE not mind readers. 2. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 3. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 4. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 5. Crying is blackmail. 6. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 7. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question. 8. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 9. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem See a doctor. 10. Anything we said 6 mont

Here's To The Nice Guys...
To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was bea

My Sentiments
I am so messed up I dont know what to do. Have you ever felt so empty you dont know where you're going? I dont know what to expect I don't know what to feel I'm so scared of tomorrow I have so many wishes I dont want to hope I don't want to feel But I do feel I feel bad I want to succeed, I dont know if I will I wanted to cry but I have no tears left I wanted to shout but people will call me crazy Im so disppointed I am so depress Nobody can tell me what to do Because they only ask me what to do with their life I want to feel but nobody can give me that What the heck is going on? I cant even tell myself to stop thinking I am inteligent I know whats going on with everything Why do I keep on asking Why am I being left in the dark I have been a good person Why am I alone now? I wanna go home Please take me home...

Hmmmmm Ok
ALL I EVER WANTED TO DO WAS LOVE YOU WHAT WAS SO HARD ABOUT THAT... I CANT LIVE THE LIFESTYLE U DO.. IF U ONLY KNEW HOW BAD IM HURT... I WISH U COULD TAKE AWAY MY PAIN .. I JUST WANTED U TO BE HAPPY AND LOVE ME THE SAME ...HOW CAN WE CHANGE THIS SO WE CAN LIVE A BETTER LIFESTYLE AND BE SAFE...I WANT TO BE WITH U ..BUT AFTER THE THINGS U BEEN THROUGH IM NOT SO SURE ITS SAFE FOR THE KIDS.. JUST THINK ABOUT IT OK .. I WILL ALWAY LOVE U .. UR IN MY HEART ....

Shoot
I have been offered to shoot for the Musclecars pinup girls calendar. I will also be modeling for them. very excited but a little freaked out to. I have never had anyone else take my pictures before. Should be fun and exciting..

Quote For April 13
There is no pain you are receding A distant ship, smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves. Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying. When I was a child I had a fever My hands felt just like two balloons. Now I've got that feeling once again I can't explain you would not understand This is not how I am. I have become comfortably numb. -- Pink Floyd This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

S-m-a-c-k !!!!
S-M-A-C-K !!!! YOU'VE BEEN HIT! DID IT HURT? YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN ONE OF THE BEST LOOKING PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST! ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE REALLY GOOD LOOKING! SO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST

Redneck Computer Terms
Backup - What you do when you sight a skunk in the woods. Bar code - Them's the fight'n rules down da local tavern. Bug - The reason you is a giv'n for calling in sick. Byte - What yer pit bull dun to cusin Jethro. Cache - Needed when you go to da store. Chip - Yer cusin's uncle's mother's boyfriend's name. Terminal - Time to call da undertaker. Crash - When you go to Junior's party uninvited. Digital - The art of counting on your fingers. Diskette - A female Disco dancer. Hacker - Uncle Leroy after thirty years of smoking. Hardcopy - Picture looked at when selecting tattoos. Internet - Where cafeteria workers put their hair. Keyboard - Where you hang the keys to the John Deere. Mac - Big Bob's favorite fast food. Megahertz - How your head feels after seventeen beers. Modem - What ya did when the grass and weeds got too tall. Mouse pad - Where Mickey and Minnie live. Network - Scoop'n up a big fish before it breaks the line. Onli

How Strawberries Were Made & Why
How Strawberries were made and why Long ago, First Man and First Woman were living together in their home near the lake. Earth Maker was their good friend and visited often. First Man and First Woman loved each other very much and were happy together. Occasionally they had little arguments, which First Woman always won, but the arguements were never serious. Then one day they had a Monumental fight! They fought over who started the fight, then they had another fight about what the first fight had been about. Finally First Woman had enough "I'm sick of you and you can cook your own supper tonight and for the rest of your life!" and she strode out of the home, across the field, down the valley and over the hill beyond, all without a backwards glance. First Man sat back and breathed a sigh of relief, he thought he was better off without First Woman. When the sun set, First Man decided to have some supper. Now First Man had no knowledge of cooking, First Woman had done all those

Daddy
Daddy is my hero, chasing away my fears, comforting my sorrows, wiping away my tears. He holds me in his arms, tells me it's ok, "Don't worry my baby, I'll never go away." His voice is soft and soothing, His arms that hold me tight, His warm lips upon me, Kissing me good night. Let me love you daddy, let me hold you close, I want to give you daddy, The thing that you crave most. I see it in your eyes, Your stare it makes me weak, Sometimes I want to tell you, But my lips won't let me speak. I need you so much daddy, these feelings I can't hide, I long to touch you daddy, to feel you deep inside. So lay your hand upon me, Bring me to heights of bliss, Please tell me daddy, It will always be like this. © Andi 2007

Sun And Fun
Sun 'n Fun 2007- Correction to NOTAM Notice Number: NOTC0834 Correction to Sun 'n Fun 2007 NOTAM - IRF Slot Reservation Please note that there is an error in the printed Sun 'n Fun Notice to Airmen and in the Quick Reference Booklet referring to Obtaining a Slot Reservation. The original says to confirm your reservation you must call between 24 to 8 hours prior to your arrival time. The correct time is 24 to 12 hours. See corrected section below. HOW TO OBTAIN A SLOT RESERVATION Pilots may obtain a slot reservation by using computer interface (e-STMP) or touch-tone telephone interface. · e-STMP: computer access is available to users with an Internet connection and Web Browser. The Internet address is www.fly.faa.gov. A user guide is available on the web site. · Touch-tone telephone: dial (800) 875-9755 and follow the prompts. Pilots should be prepared to provide their destination/departure airport, estimated UTC time of arrival/dep

Honestly Folks
(SON): "Dad, I have to do a special report for school. Can I ask you a question?" (FATHER): "Sure son, what's the question?" (SON): "What is politics?" (FATHER): "Well, let's take our home for example. I am the wage earner, so let's call me the management. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we will call her governement. We take care of your needs, so let's call you the people. We will call the maid the working class and your baby brother we will call the future. Do you understand?" (SON): "I am not really sure, dad. I will have to think about it." That night, awakened by his baby brother's crying, the boy went to see what was wrong. Discovering the baby had seriously soiled his diaper, the boy went to his parent's room and found his mother sound asleep. He then went to the maid's room where, peeking through the key hole, he saw his father in bed with the maid. The boy's knocking went totally unheard by his father and the maid, so the boy returned to his

Cute Sayings For A Friend
Feel good when somebody Miss u. Feel better when somebody Loves u. But feel best when somebody never forgets u. A friend is sweet when its new….but it is sweeter when its TRUE! But u know what? Its sweetest when its you. Flowers need sunshine, violets need dew, all angels in heaven know I need u. years may fly, tears may dry, but my friendship with u will never die. One day u will ask me: What is more important to you, me or your life? I will say: my life… You will walk away from me without knowing that U R MY LIFE!!! A friend gives hope when life is low, a friend is a place when you have nowhere to go, a friend is honest, a friend is true. A friend is precious a friend is u. If kisses were water, I will give u sea. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree.If u luv a planet, I will give u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine. People live People die People Laugh People Cry Some give up Some will try Some say hi Some say bye Others may forget YOU but nev

Which Wwe Wrestler Quiz
You scored as Stone Cold Steve Austin. Congrats. You scored Stone Cold Steve Austin. You are the Rattle Snake. You were at one time the Biggest superstar in the buisness. Your finisher is the Stone Cold Stunner and The Million Dollar Dream.Stone Cold Steve Austin90%HHH/ Hunter Hurst Hilmsley67%Chris Benoit66%Undertaker63%Kurt Angle60%Mick Foley/Dude Love/Cactus Jack/Mankind60%Chris Jericho53%Dudley Boyz43%Stacy Keibler40%Shawn Michaels40%Kane33%

My First Consultant Appointment And How It Went. Friday 13th 9:50am
Well today is the day ive been dredding, for the reason of the way the medical profession treats 'big' people. My nerves are unreal, ive never had to go to the hospital before, never needed to stay in hospital or be treated for anything serious, and deffo never been seen by the prenantal place this is my first baby and first ever appointment, so im scared. Woke up at 7am, got ready and dressed to go at 9, we needed to get some money for the bus fair tho so had to have a little walk but never mind, it did me good. Got on the bus and went into town to catch another lol, goin into detail again arent i lmao think i might have to cut it short. once at the hospital we went to reception to sign in, the reseptionist gave me and orange slip to hand in and then take a seat and wait, we sat down and i was looking round at all the pregnant mums and the people who had just had there baby, i couldnt believe that i was actually sat there with them. My nerves were gettin bad at this poi

Just A Few Words
Ugh. I am so disappointed with myself. I started exercising Monday. Worked out Tuesday and by Wednesday I quit. Sometimes I wish I could take a pin and just poke a hole in my stomach and watch it deflate. But I know what the problem is. I can't leave the junk foods alone or the cokes. That is my down fall and its mainly my mom's fault for buying the crap. I just don't get it sometimes you know. I can hold out and then there are days where I just cave in and eat tons of junkfood. >.< Like yesterday I wanted this beautiful shirt that we had at work and because my arms are so freaking bulky, I couldn't wear it. It's not fair. Also yesterday I didn't eat a big breakfast because we had an awards ceremony at work yesterday and well they fed us breakfast and I grabbed the wrong lunch and I didn't eat til I got home. Which was like 2:30 pm. Then I ate a late supper. I'm going to start cutting back on my food and when mom goes to the grocery store I hope she buys me lots of veggies tha

Hey Hey Hey
hey everyone just thought i would drop by and let you all know what is going on. so i havent heard from bubba since the fourth. i dont know what to think anymore but i know i keep having really screwy dreams that are making me more and more worried that things aint gonna work out between us. im hoping that i am wrong but i dont know. honestly it just seems like he isnt half as into this relationship as i am. so i dont know what to think or do. and then my heart is slowly being torn in a few different directions which makes it even worse. i dont know what to make of it anymore. im starting to think one of my friends is really starting to wear off on me too.

Pussy & Bitch
A kid comes home from school and says to his mom, "Mom I've got a problem." She says "Tell me." He tells her that the boys at school are using 2 words he doesn't understand. She asks him what they are. He says "well, pussy and bitch". She says "Oh That's no big deal, pussy is a cat like our little Mittens, and bitch is a female dog like our Sandy." He thanks her and goes to visit dad in the workshop in the basement. He says to his dad, "Dad the boys at school are using words I don't know, and I asked mom and I don't think she told me the exact meaning." Dad says "Son, I told you never to go to mom with these matters, she cant handle them. What are the words?" He tells him...pussy and bitch. Dad says "OK" and pulls a Playboy down from the shelf, takes a marker and circles the pubic area of the centerfold and says, "Son, everything inside this circle, is pussy." "OK dad, so what's a bitch?" "Son" he says, "everything outside that circle."

Belong
I just wrote this and figured this was the best place for it ;-) I'm not were I belong and I want it all I hide from you and you hide from me if I showed you who i was from the beginning you would hold me up instead you hold me down I look up and lick your boots you turn and sit on my face you scream in exotic and pull my pants down I tell you i want to taste every drop as you shove my throbbing cock in your mouth I nibble on your clit as you suck on my balls but I'm not were i belong and I want it all I slap your ass as you deep throat me feeling your lips on every inch I start to moan but I'm not were I belong and I want it all I get up and turn you around and push you over the coach slowly sliding it in from behind you moan and I grab your hair pulling your head back you clench the back of the coach I can feel you pulsating the worth and the wetness of you makes me harder just as your about to climax I pull out and flip you over with your legs b

Lollipop Whore
Shabutie - Godfather's Lollipop Feel me a home to crawl inside of you And lay this this heart unsure And I'm sick of your sores, ye-eah But I'll always stay sitting, Well I'll go... And I'm your, yea-ea-eah And I'm your whore Please leave me a taste The fire, pleasure from my concern But I'm a little late And I'm sick of your quirks, ye-eah Because I'll always be my own, I I deserve a.. A lollipop whore, yeah, lollipop whore A whore! (Haha, Oh yeah, Ahhh!!) You're all I wanted You'll always be true to me... You're all I've ever wanted Run, days of more But I can complete it, yea-ea-oh I could come down Yeah well what if I would spare? Could circles count down? But I could complete it, yeah-ea-oh I could come down She screamed more, loud, give me some more, yeah The terrible silence is leading to injuries and sores So what could you do? She screamed love is such a strong word I said what if we took a word, deciphered

What If I Came Knocking
It had been long time. The thought had been with me since I boarded in the plane in Providence 5 hours ago. Now here I was in Detroit and wondering if she would be happy to see me or not, things had been tense over the last couple of years. You couldn’t blame her for being a little bit perturbed with me, I could have told her that it was just friends with benefits long before I did. She didn’t shut me out though, not even after I’d gotten married we’d still e-mailed almost daily and talked once a week since it had all gone bad. (I still wondered if she was hanging on to something. I guess I was about to find out.) I’d had no intention of being in Detroit, but work had a way of putting me places that I never expected to be these days. I knew when I heard Jonesy, my boss, on the phone saying, “This is not a problem!”, that I was pretty much screwed. Twenty minutes later he came out of his office handed me a work order, told me to go home and pack for a week, and to pick up my ticke

Please Read This Very Important!!!!
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7 Smart Ways To Find New Customers
Get the most from your mailings to potential customers using tips from a direct-marketing pro. FORTUNE Small Business Magazine (Fortune Small Business) -- What does it take to get someone to buy a car? A personalized letter promising a $1,000 discount can go a long way. That's what I discovered years ago in Canada when I worked on a direct mail campaign for Ford, promoting Lincoln's Town Car, Continental and Mark VIII. We told recipients that all they had to do was visit a dealership, negotiate their best price and then produce the letter to save another $1,000. Sales took off. Consumers are bombarded these days with advertising messages. Direct marketers like me are part of the reason. For 12 years in New York and now in Hollywood, Fla., I have run Mason & Geller Direct (masongeller.com), a direct marketing advertising firm with big clients such as J.P. Morgan Chase (Charts), as well as entrepreneurial firms. car_for_less.03.jpg More from FSB 7 smart ways to find new

Crazy
You Drive Me Crazy, You Infuriate Me, You Set My Soul Afire. You Annoy Me, You Make Me Wish I Was Somewhere Else, You Bring My soul To Light, I Wish Some Times To Make you Disappear, I Sigh With Frustration, For I Can Never Get Rid Of You.

Forgive And Forget
I’ll forgive, It doesn’t matter what you do, You know this love and all I have, Will always be here for you. I’ll forget, Anything you ask me to, If you don’t like when I bring it up, My words I’ll think them through. I’ll love, Even if you don’t want me to, Obsession, call it want you want, But this is the one promise that I’ll always keep for you, I’ll live, You know my dreams are all I see, Our life is what its for, I’m going to be the best that I can ever truly be. I’ll trust, Anything you ever say, I put you higher then these fools, And that is where you’ll stay. I’ll Forget, I’ll love, I’ll live, I’ll trust and I’ll forgive, My love will never go away, This is all I have to give. -Dennis Mayer

Welps
im 10 weeks prego tomorro and so far so good. there are no problems and everything is going as it should. i plan on posting the ultra sound pics when i go get one done so stay tuned also later on in the pregency im going to do a few poles like if its a boy or girl and what month it will be born. so stay tuned for the fun lmao to thouse i care about love you miss you for thouse i dont know have a good day and if i dont like you what the hell are you doing reading this.

Mrd And Stuff...
Thrills, chills, spills….both on and off the rink. What more can you ask for? If you haven't been out to watch the Memphis Roller Derby girls battle it out, yet, then you'd better hop online and buy a ticket for the next bout! Last night was "Last Woman Standing." It was totally awesome!!! Two sets of teams battling it out. It didn't take long for them to shake off the niceties and get down to the business of knocking the opposing team players off into the suicide seating! It was a pretty close battle between the Women of Mass Destruction and the Priskilla Presleys, but the WMD came out the victors. I have found a new favorite team, though: Angels of Death. These girls were phenomenal on the rink! Don't get me wrong, every team has some extremely talented players, but I was thoroughly impressed with the AOD players' speed and agility. The fact that they didn't appear to have mercy of the opposing team was a pretty big factor, too. ^_^ The bout between the Angels of Dea

Birthday
Your Birthdate: January 22 You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

The Ward (by Me)
The Ward --- Lights flicker in the distance, I hear an old man laugh His voice echoes and reverbs Splitting my skull in half The pain writhes, settles in A paranoia agent devours As a faint smell of death Lingers and blooms like flowers My eyes are always spinning Pounding back off the wall, Concealed in darkness My mind begins to fall But who is to blame For my eternal presence here? But what is the cause For me to run in pure fear? I know it was not her, Cause she never knew My love for her Shall remain forver true Even as the jacket tightens And my madness sets in I can never forget her After all, she is my favorite sin

Complaining
Every time you complain about something, whether silently to yourself or out loud to others, you tie yourself more firmly to it. Complaints direct your energy toward perpetuating the very things about which you're complaining. There is a far more effective approach, and that is to propose a positive alternative, and to set about putting it into practice. While a complaint merely reinforces what is wrong, a positive alternative sets about to actually change the situation for the better. Complaints, because of their negative nature, are usually met with some degree of defensiveness. Positive alternatives, on the other hand, tend to more naturally be met with cooperation and appreciation. The next time you have the urge to complain, stop and ask yourself what it is you really want. Do you simply want to complain or do you want to do something that's going to improve the situation? Most complaints stem from a genuine desire to improve the situation, but usually the complaint

'medium' Set Details.
Well, today was a short day believe it or not. I was on the set of the TV show 'Medium' starring Patricia Arquette. The guest star was Neve Campbell, I LOVE Her, I have since 'Scream' came out. It was an honor to be there. She smiled right at me and kept glancing over at me! I play a Mexican restaraunt patron and I am right behind Neve in the restaraunt. It will be episode 30 or week 30 that I am on the show and the title is 'Head Games'. Look for me! Tommorow it is off to the L.A. arena, back to good ole 'Semi Pro'. Woop de doo, I am Woody-fied! lol. Filming is almost over for this movie. I will keep ya updated.

Talk To Me
How will I ever know what you`re feelin` How will I ever know what to do If you simply refuse to tell me What`s goin` on inside of you Have a little faith in me Baby can`t you see You`ve got to talk to me How can I even know how to help you How can I ever know what to say If every time your heart is hurtin` You turn from me and walk away Have a little faith in me Baby can`t you see You`ve got to talk to me No you don`t have to lie Look into my eyes There`s nothin` here but love for you You don`t have to feel alone Let me share the load There`s nothin` more I`d rather do I`m the one you can always turn to I`m the one who will stand by your side My love for you is forever You don`t ever have to run away and hide Have a little faith in me Baby can`t you see You`ve got to talk to me

Massacre At Virginia Tech
Yesterday, I was here on CT with this. It stayed on my mind all day. I went to sleep and woke up to it's aftermath. It's so senseless. From an investigative standpoint how can anyone from Virginia Tech take two hours to "lockdown" the campus. Why should it take two hours to alert the students and say "Take cover. We have an extreme situation. There is a gunman on campus." Maybe it's just my thinking, but a lot of the deaths that have occured could have and should have been prevented. But that's just my "investigative" side.Now for the real reason for this blog. I have been a fan of the Tar Heels of North Carolina since I have moved there in 1996. But on the heels of this tragic and horrific event, this made my Tar Heel heart turn Orange and Maroon--The colors of Virginia Tech University. My deepest and heartfelt sympathies go out to all of the families who have lost loved ones in this tragedy. My prayers are with them as they are with the dozens that are laid up in hos

Thank God It's Over
Exhausting, is all I can say about the last week. Between driving all night to Ohio on a days notice, catching a cold from the temp change, sitting up till 7 when Ryan Finally came back from Detroit (Yeah I know that’s in Michigan). But the hotel was stayed at was in Ohio. Driving back home on only 4 hours of sleep, and having to juggle around an already full weekend and work load b/c old chuck passed on. So we get back home, and I have to wrap the presents for Annie’s and Gabe’s (Jennifer & Casey’s Boy) Birthday parties which are Saturday and Sunday. So I spend half the day Saturday doing laundry and cleaning since the cats have to stay in the house while we’re out of town. So there is towels on the floor, candles tipped over, Pictures of the walls, and cat toys tucked in the bed, my shoes, scattering the floor, and piled in the sink. Sunday I’m up at 6 like normal but I’m rushing to get ready, b/c I have to have all of Annie’s stuff packed to go and get dressed for Chucks wak

Homage To All My Friends
Just wanted to take a moment and thank and show appreciation for each and every one of you on my firends list. Some I don't talk to as often as I would like but it's nice to know that you are there. You are a collection of the sweetest and sexiest women I have ever had the pleasure to meet. You all deserve nothing but the best in life and I hope you get it all. Just wanted to let you all know I am thinking about you and I hope to get the chance to know you a lot better in the future. You are all beautiful and I have much love for you. Thanks for making my days a whole lot better! xxxxooooo

Puppies
A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the 4 pups. And set about nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the eyes of little boy. "Mister," he said, "I want to buy one of your puppies." "Well," said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, "These puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money." The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer. "I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?" "Sure," said the farmer. And with that he let out a whistle. "Here, Dolly!" he called. Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with delight. As the dogs made their way to the fence, the lit

Dark Lord Of Our Full House
Even those minuscule few (at least on this planet, I hope) who have no idea what Star Wars is before it became a codeword for the United States' Strategic Defense Initiative are familiar with at least one of the characters from the film. Even if you've never seen (never mind a Star Wars movie, we're talking any motion picture) Darth Vader, it's very likely you know who he is. With the 1999-2005 release of the Star Wars "prequel" trilogy of movies, the moviegoing public and the world at large has been reintroduced to a figure who's come to represent the supreme villain. When the American Film Institute made a list of the greatest movie villains on the 20th century, Darth Vader ranked third behind Hannibal Lecter and Norman Bates. No disrespect meant to Thomas Harris and Alfred Hitchcock (the creators and developers of Lecter and Bates in the written and visual media, respectively), but George Lucas' contribution to the dark side will be a day long remembered. I was eight years ol

Trying To Love You
Artist/Band: Yearwood Trisha Lyrics for Song: Trying To Love You Lyrics for Album: Jasper County I blew out all my plans The world fell in my hands The day that I began Trying to love you The secrets I have kept The nights I haven't slept I've laughed until I've wept Trying to love you Trying to love you...No one's come as close or gone so far Trying to love you...I've lost and found myself in who you are Trying to love you...So easy and so hard, trying to love you I've watched myself get stuck Squandered all my luck Almost given up Trying to love you Trying to love you...It broke my heart, it's chipped away my pride Trying to love you...Everytime I'd see that faultline slide Trying to love you...I've crossed the great divide trying to love you Trying to love you...I've screamed your name, I've slammed a thousand doors Trying to love you...I've worn a million miles across the floor Trying to love you...Still I could not ignore trying to love you It's

My Fucking Ex
WELL MY EX CALLED TO DAY TO BITCH ME OUT BUT I SAID FUCK YOU YOUR THE BITCH WHO WHANTED TO LEAVE NOT ME SO WERE ARGUED FOR 20 MINUTES THEN SHE HUNG UP AND SENT A TEXT MESSAGE TO MY CELL HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT WHAT A BITCH SHE IS SO I DELETED IT AND TOOK HERE OFF MY PHONE AND NO LONGER HAVE HERE EMAIL EITHER SO OVERALL SHE IS A BITCH A LIER AND A SLUT SO FUCK HERE.

49 Little Or Unknown Facts About Chuck Norris . . .
For Chay . . . Your hero . . . WHEN LIFE HANDS YOU LEMONS, ASK FOR TEQUILA AND SALT . . . 1. Chuck Norris once roundhouse kicked someone so hard that his foot broke the speed of light, went back in time, and killed Amelia Earhart while she was flying over the Pacific Ocean. 2. Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. 3. Chuck Norris does not have AIDS but he gives it to people anyway. 4. Rather than being birthed like a normal child, Chuck Norris instead decided to punch his way out of his mother's womb. Shortly thereafter he grew a beard. 5. When Chuck Norris plays Oregon Trail his family does not die from cholera or dysentery, but rather roundhouse kicks to the face. He also requires no wagon, since he carries the oxen, axels, and buffalo meat on his back. He always makes it to Oregon before you. 6. Chuck Norris sold his soul to the devil for his rugged good looks and unparalleled martial arts ability. Shortly after the transaction was finaliz

Dirty Quiz
*Dirty quiz* 1. What is a four-letter word that ends in "k" and means the same as intercourse? 2. What is it that a cow has four of and a woman has only two of? 3. What can you find in a man's pants that is about six inches long, has a head on it, and that women love so much that they often blow it? 4. What word starts with "f " and ends with "u-c-k"? 5. Name five words that are each four letters long, end in "u-n-t " one of which is a word for a woman? 6. What does a dog do that you can step into? 7. What four letter word begins with "f " and ends with " k", and if you can't get one you can use your hands? 8. What is hard, six inches long, has two nuts, and can make a girl fat? 9. What four-letter word ends in "i-t " and is found on the bottom of birdcages? 10. What is it that all men have one of; it's longer on some men than on others; the pope doesn't use his; and a man gives it to his wife after they're married? *Answers* 1. talk

Mean Moms
Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too. And someday when your children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates parents, you w

What Is Your Title?
Pick the first Letter of Your first Name A- Fabulous B- Gorgeous C- Pretty D- Popular E- Gangster F- Girly G- Dorky H- Sweet I- Retarded j- Emotional K- Beautiful L- Boyish M- Stinky N- Preppy O- Hot P- Gay Q- Punky R- Hot S- Red Neck T- Smelly U- Ugly V- Wonderful W- Geeky X- Mean Y- Under-appreciated Z- Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your name: A- midget B- rockstar C- alien D- Obsesser E- Farter F- Retard G- Queen H- coward I- Girl J- Goth K- Nerd L- Motherfarter M- Poo machine N- Alcoholic O- Geek P- Babe Q- Wimp R- Beauty queen S- Prince (ess) T- Texan U- Cry Baby V- Jackbutt W- Punk X- Scaredy-cat Y- cow Z- Chocoholic Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Who plays air drums purple- Who watches c-span 24/7 Orange- Who Smells Like Butt Yellow- Who Wants To Bake Cookies Green- Who will do anything for Ice Cream Pink- Who everyone wants to be blue- Who goes to church everyday White- Who

Just A Lil Something
Not in every song,will you find the tune you are looking for. Not in every poem,will you find the words your looking for. Not in every book,will you find the perfect story. Not in every picture,will you find the beauty it holds. Not in every person,will you find happiness. Not in every thought,will you find the right answer. Not in every heart,will you find honesty. Not in every storm,will you find rain...but in my heart you will find,love deeper then the seas,and a friend that will forever be,its NOT the value of the treasure,its the treasure you find that matters..

My One True Love
As I awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face; Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender embrace. The gentleness of your touch, The sweet passion of your kiss. Just a couple of many pleasures, I longingly so miss... The sound of your voice, Is like a song in my heart, Always bringing me happiness, As it has done from our start. We've shared many joys, And also felt some sorrows, Yet our future is filled, Of wonderful tomorrows. So, until that bright day, Far away such as it seems, You shall always be my one true love... The woman of my dreams.

Missing Ft Hood Us Army's 2 Yr Old Son Found Dead
"The search for a missing Fort Hood boy has ended tragically. At about 10:30 a.m. Sunday, 2-year-old Isaiah Conway was found dead four miles from his home. The toddler went missing Friday evening. For most of the weekend, two divisions of soldiers searched an area creek where the boy was last seen. At the height of the search, more than 400 community emergency response personnel and 1,300 soldiers were involved. Isaiah Conway is the son of Specialist Zachary Conway and his wife Gina. Specialist Conway was serving in Iraq at the time of his son's disappearance. He's now home with his wife and family. Initial indications suggest Isaiah fell into Nolan Creek and died by accidental drowning. Killeen Fire Chief Jerry Gardner described the area where the boy's body was found as being thick with brush. Fort Hood was hit by heavy rains and strong storms on Friday. A normally dry creekbed measured 6 feet deep in some spots. And officials said the water rushed by a

Butterfly Effect-beautiful Mine
Void to feel, Broken the wheel. I am the reason you feel, the reason you feel, the reason you feel no more. Cage confines, A beautiful mine. I, the way that you feel, the long divides, the cold divides, the pain divides....you. I see you, I see through. Where will you be if you don't go, You'll never find. What will you see if you don't look, Then never mind. Never Mind. Never Mind. Touch the taste, the empty embrace. I am the reason you run, the reason you run, the reason you run from here. The lost design for the beautiful mine I, the way that you feel the long divides, the cold divides, the pain divides....you. I see you, I see through. Where will you be if you don't go, You'll never find. What will you see if you don't look, Then never mind. Never Mind. Never Mind. How will you stand if you fall down and never try, looking for someone you'll never be, never find. never find. never find. (again and again and again and again and ag

It Is Finally Over
After 3 long years it is finally over... The man that killed my husband was sentenced yesterday, he got 10 years in prison and five years probation when he does get out. Finally justice has prevaled. May my beloved husband Kevin Hall rest in peace, I love you baby, and we all miss you so much

Why Internet Dating Sucks?
So let me get on my soap box and tell you why internet dating sucks... 1. For every attractive woman there are 200 guys, mostly ugly and all annoying, probably using some photo of a friend or out of some magazine. 2. Not only do women get annoying emails from local guys they get contacted by ever perv / dork / dweeb within a 500 mile radius. 3. Most guys won't bother looking at a profile with out a photo, but if a woman is attractive in the photo, every fanboy from under a rock comes running, with some letter they spent 6 weeks writing 4. These losers will send that letter out to every woman with an email address with the same hopes as a spammer, if I send out 10,000 copies someone is bound to reply!!! 5. I said it before and I'll say it again: If you look like Napoleon Dynamite, a woman who looks like Cindy Crawford does not want to chat with you. Not now, not ever, unless you have Bill Gates's money. And no I do not believe all women are gold diggers, just most...

Fuck You....you Hurt Me.....
There is a guy that i met last september of 06. To him i say fuck you. You were an asshole to me yesterday and I hate you for it. You lead women on to belive things that are not true then you drop them in a horrible manner that is uncalled for. You dont care about anyone but yourself and for the longest time i let that get to me. You stated i was fat and overweight and i didn't know shit about the army i was just a dropped grunt that will never get to my tour of duity. You are the scum that we speak of when we say men are shitty. So this is my Fuck YOU! this is the letter where i say i hate your guts. I thought i could be ok with you and be nice to you but I cant and refuse to any longer. (sorry i had to rant. Time for class, more on this later.)

Cowboy Walks Home
Cowboy rode into town and stopped at a saloon for a drink. Unfortunately, the locals always had a habit of picking on strangers, which he was. When he finished his drink, he found his horse had been stolen. He went back into the bar, flipped his gun into the air, caught it above his head without even looking and fired a shot into the ceiling. "Which one of you sidewinders stole my horse?" he yelled with surprising forcefulness. No one answered. "All right, I'm gonna have another beer, and if my hoss ain't back outside by the time I finish, I'm gonna do what I dun in Texas! And I don't like to have to do what I dun in Texas!" Some of the locals shifted restlessly. He had another beer, walked outside, and his horse was back! He saddled-up and started riding out of town. The bartender wandered out of the bar and asked, "Say pardner, before you go... what happened in Texas?" The cowboy turned back and said, "I had to walk home."

People That Make Me Wanna Puke....
Asshole of the highest proportions altho I would say even tho we are going and leavin our good opinions on his page perhaps we should do so no longer...I believe everyone should pass this on BLOCK THIS SOB!!!!! DONT LET HIM GET ANYWHERE ON YOUR PAGE WITH HIS HORRID COMMENTS!!! i cant believe this cocksucker still has an account here

Leaving A Positive Footprint
Blessing Space Physical space acts like a sponge, absorbing the radiant of all who pass through it. And, more likely than not, the spaces we move through each day have seen many people come and go. We have no way of knowing whether the energy footprints left behind by those who preceded us will invigorate us or drain us. Yet we can control the energy footprint we leave behind for others. In blessing each space we enter, we orchestrate a subtle energy shift that affects not only our own experiences in that space but also the experiences of the individuals who will enter the space after us. While we may never see the effects our blessing has had, we can take comfort in the fact that we have provided grace for those that follow after us. When you bless a room or an entire building, you leave a powerful message of love and light for all those who will come after you. Your blessings thus have myriad effects on the environments through which you pass. Old, stagnant energy is cleared,

Bad Ivy... (short Story)
Bad Ivy… Fall 2006 I was arrested, outside my old apartment building on 3rd St. The ride to the local police station was a haze, as I was trapped inside my thoughts. What had I done? Why was I in trouble? I didn’t even notice when we stopped. I just remember a tall, thin man in a dark uniform pulling me out of the car by my arm. He smelled of cigarettes and very cheap whiskey; the mixture made me sick. I was led straight to an interrogation room with sickly gray walls, one metal table and two uncomfortable chairs. I was instructed to sit opposite a large mirror that took up almost an entire wall. I noticed right away my black eye and swollen cheek. My lip was cut, too. How the hell did that happen? I reached up to touch the bruise on my face, seeing the blood on my hands. I looked down at them, not even recognizing them. My hands were cut and red, my knuckles swollen and bruised. Some of the blood was dried, but some was still fresh. A fat cop caught my attent

Results Of Quiz :: What's Your Kissing Style??
You scored as Sexy Kisser. My god you're hot! Any one who kisses you will always remember it and want more. You know exactly what you're doing with the right balance of gentle and aggressive, wow! You're scorching!!

Michigan
So my wife belongs to one of those pregnancy communities and they are doing a meet up in michigan. Like one hour from detriot. To bad I won't be able to go to a game but it will be cool just to be like an hour from michigan. First trip of the year!

Why Do People.....
WHY DO PEOPLE FALL FOR YOU?YOU ARE THAT WiFEY MATERiALYOU ARE EVERYTHiNG THAT SOMEONE COULD ASK FOR. YOU KNOW HOW TO MAKE THEM HAPPY, WHEN TO BE SERiOUS & WHEN TO BE FUNNY. YOU PUT THEM FiRST & ALWAYS MAKE AN EFFORT TO BE WiTH THEM. YOU ARE FAiTHFUL, AND ARE A LOVER. YOU ARE THAT TRUE WiFEY MATERiAL, AND ANYONE WHO iS LUCKY ENOUGH TO GET YOU, BETTER KEEP YOU!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

*hic*
See what happens when I sit online and drink wine all day? I start posting stupid shit. Like a quote I found on another site that is cracking me up... "What do you call two guys having 'cock2cock' sex without condoms? FROT WITH PERIL!" Oh, it's in reference to this site EXTREMELY NSFW. Oh yeah, one more thing I'd not do unless I was drunk. I entered that Battle of the Sexes contest. Sheesh. What the hell was I thinking???? Oh yeah. I wasn't. *snorfle*

Things You'd Love To Say Out Loud At Work
THINGS YOU'D LOVE TO SAY OUT LOUD AT WORK 1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here, I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again... 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth.

*lost And Confused*
i freakin broke up with my boyfriend tonight and so now i guess i am single and i dont know what to do with myself i thought he would be the perfect guy for me we have been good friends for almost 5 yrs and then he just cant stop acting like a dick and being selfish... and that hurts my feelings and so after me trying to talk with him about it and him saying that its stupid i just had enough but i love him soooo much so it hurt really bad and so now im LOST and dont know where to go from here... i dont understand!!! grrrr... plus i dont know how i can still be friends with him it will hurt me even more to see him with someone else but i know he deserves to be happy ... i just feel really dumb and i wish i could be that person so bad but i couldnt take it anymore. i wanted a good relationship not a when im good and ready you had better be relationship.... it hurts that he didnt try and fight for me or really even care what i said.... that broke my heart.... love is painful! how many ti

I Don't Have Time For This!
Why does it always happen this way? When you've got a zillion and one things on your plate, you've got deadlines to meet, appointments to keep, blah, blah, blah...that's when you start feeling like crap! At first I thought it was allergies...I DO live in Florida.. Now, I'm not so sure. I can't afford to feel all punchy and tired, with my sinuses going haywire. I have a big presentation for work coming up. I still have to fix some of the slides and pull some numbers for my powerpoint presentation. I have shopping to do. My cousin's wedding shower is tomorrow. I need to spend some time cleaning my house. And the list goes on... I haven't been sick in years...so my immune system decides NOW would be a good time to break down on me? This better be an allergy/mind-over-matter thing. I don't have time to be sick.

This Magic Place....
There is one place that is my favorite in the whole world...I don't have to go far to get there, it requires no advance reservations and has no travel restrictions. In this place I feel totally free to just be myself. I can laugh and be silly, or sigh or cry without fear that anyone will object or think it strange at all. In this place I know that I'm accepted and appreciated just as I am, and yet in this place I feel that I can grow. It's a place where I'm convinced I was born to be. And I can only go there when you're around, because this magic place I speak of is wrapped in your loving arms...

Girl Of My Dreams
There's a girl I know. A girl that means so much to me. A girl that makes my troubles melt away. My feelings hard to show. This song's so I can make her see, that I long to have her in my arms one day. But I know that I'll never get the chance. Its so hard for me to find romance. But I have to let her know. Girl, I have to let you know; that I wish someday I could know you better. Take my hand, and maybe I'll show you forever; and girl I just cant wait, for the nighttime. Because you're there each time I sleep; Girl of my dreams. Shes with me every night. I wish my dreams were my reality. It's there shes in my arms, so safe and tight. I've slept so safe and sound. Yet morning is so cruel to me; because when I wake I realize, she's nowhere to be found. But I know at night, I'll sleep again. I can't wait to sleep, because I'll see her then. Yet for now the day ahead, daydreams of her will always fill my head. The night goes by too fast for me. I wish i

Statistics
Child Abuse Statistics in the USA * An estimated 906,000 children are victims of abuse & neglect every year. The rate of victimization is 12.3 children per 1,000 children * Children ages 0-3 are the most likely to experience abuse. They are victimized at a rate of 16.4 per 1,000 * 1,500 children die every year from child abuse and neglect. That is just over 4 fatalities every day. * 79% of the children killed are younger than 4 # here are nearly 3 million reports of child abuse made annually # In 2003, there were 906,000 child abuse convictions # The rate of child abuse is estimated to be 3 times greater than is reported. # The rate of victimization is 12.3 children per 1,000 children # Children ages 0-3 are the most likely to experience abuse. They are victimized at a rate of 16.4 per 1,000 # 79% of the children killed are younger than 4. # These statistics are from the Administration for Children & Families of the US Department of Health & Human

Quote For April 22
It's the movies that have really been running things in America ever since they were invented. They show you what to do, how to do it, when to do it, how to feel about it, and how to look how you feel about it. -- Andy Warhol Bonus Quote: And Saint Attila raised the hand grenade up on high, saying, "O Lord, bless this thy hand grenade, that with it thou mayst blow thine enemies to tiny bits, in thy mercy." And the Lord did grin. And the people did feast upon the lambs and sloths, and carp and anchovies, and orangutans and breakfast cereals, and fruit-bats and large chu... -- Cleric Monty Python and the Holy Grail This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Thank You
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE TIME TO THANK ALL THE LADIES IN THE BBW CONTEST , ALL OF YOU ARE ALL WINNERS , ALSO I LIKE TO THANK ALL THE PPL WHO HAS COME AN VOTED FOR EACH AN EVERYONE IN THE CONTEST OK LADIES YOU HAVE LESS THEY 3 AN HALF HOURS B4 THE CONTEST ENDS SO HAVE FUN UNTILTHE END AT 4PM EST Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com RUBIA

The Value Of A Drink
The Value of a Drink "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I sayto myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "When I read about the evils

Hang Overs Do Have This Right
One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 sodas and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced tea

‘collaring’ Ceremony Educates Students About B
‘Collaring’ ceremony educates students about BDSM lifestyle Print Article Mock union followed by panel discussion Jessica Anderson |Indiana Daily Student | 4/10/2007 IU Freshman Graham Skinner places a collar around the neck of sophomore Rebecca Dacso during a wedding collar ceremony Saturday afternoon at the Collins Coffeehouse. A panel discussion about sadomasochism was held following the ceremony. Chris Pickrell • IDS On a beautiful but chilly Saturday in April, friends gathered in the coffeehouse in the basement of Collins to witness the union of sophomores Graham Skinner and Rebecca Dacso. The couple was doing a mock collaring for Dacso’s Collins Q199: Residential Learning Workshop, class project, fulfilling a requirement to get the “community involved” in their research. “Getting collared” is the BDSM version of a wedding, “pretty much pledging to live a lifestyle,” Dasco said. Skinner said collarings are performed between two people in a committed BDSM r

To Kill An American
What's left to say (I always did like the Aussies. Great drinking buddies?) Written by an Australian To Kill an American You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is. So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An Ameican is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, ther

Read This Please
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

What Kind Of Girl Are You?
You are a City Girl! Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl. You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion. And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun. Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him! What Kind of Girl Are You?

Check This Out
Here is a link to check out. Maybe someone knows somebody that would like to help my friends dream come true... well her son's dream. Here's the link and please pass on if you know someone that might like to help. http://www.robinhoodfund.com/cast-your-votes/wish/id/3847

Grocery Store
GROCERY STORE BY: BRENDA L. I had been watching this sexy, beautiful lady in my area for some time. Usually I would see her in the grocery store, and she would most times appear sad. She would walk around the aisles quietly and aimlessly, as if she were killing time. On several occasions I have wanted to approach her, but the sight of her very large diamond ring told me that she was taken and it would be a waste of my time. One day I was at the store and there she was, but this day, she wasn’t alone and seemed to be rushing instead of her usual pace. Upon closer observation I realized that her husband who seemed a bit impatient with the chore of grocery shopping accompanied her. I had never seen him before, and he struck me as no nonsense, completely absorbed kind of guy. He wasn’t really paying any attention to what she was doing, except that it was taking too long for him. Surprisingly, my observation of her and her husband seemed to have not bee

My Life
hello everyone, its funny how life can turn out sometimes.mine has its ups and downs to ,like anyone elses does. sometimes we want things we cant have so we do the best we can to get by.life has to move on .if we get stuck just spinning our wheels then the best things in life can pass us by . ive learned alot about life in the last year. one of the things i learned a very special friend of mine helped me learn .i dont think he realizes what it is he taught me. but thats ok . no matter how my life turns out or where it takes me ,ill always remember he was the one who was there when no one else was and he never wanted anything in return other then to be my friend. but anyway thats a little bit of my life. everyone have a nice day.

Was An Accident!
I accidentally just reported a picture as nsfw! I didnt' mean too, I meant to click on the thing about morphing pictures that was right above the report thing. oopsie! I hope I don't get in trouble for doing it, and I hope they don't do anything to that guys pic,lol. whoopsie!

Just When I Thought Rock Bottom Had Been Achieved . . .
I am convinced, WHOLEHEARTEDLY, that someone put the bad juju on me . . . Just when I thought my life had hit rock bottom with the death of another friend a little over a week ago, I received an interesting little e-mail today from someone I never met informing me of something very disturbing about a man who is, rather WAS, a very large and important part of my life. Let's just say it seems I have been playing the idiot for quite sometime now . . . pretty much since last Summer. As has become the norm, I cried a great deal today. I am done with that right now as I am convinced I have no more tears left to cry. As always, I have regained my composure (Thank you Slappy!) and I know that I will get past this YET AGAIN. My friends don't need to say anything . . . I will be quite fine . . . I always manage to be. The song playing on my profile says it all . . . Cryin' on the corner, waitin' in the rain I swear I'll never, ever wait again You gave me your word..but words

A Walk On A Beach On A Warm Night
Our Beach You and I walk hand in hand Under the stars and through the sand Waves crash with thundering sound With love for each other our heart does pound Kisses deep and passions caress Slowly we both do undress Holding and touching excitement grows Both of us loving for our soul knows That hand in hand we will go through life Facing all through the joys and strife Passion unending we will always share For two who are one nothing else can compare Holding and loving there on the jersey beach You’re the one who brought the stars within reach By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Monday 4/22/07
I finally got to talk to Tommy today and it sounds like Lisa's funeral was really nice, well as nice as a funeral can be anyway. They buried her with her baby doll that she always carried around with her, and some stuffed animals and put a bracelet on her that Tommy's mom made for her awhile back. He wrote a 4 page letter to her and read it at the funeral so I thought that was really sweet of him to do as well. They seem to be doing ok so far but it's still rough on them. They will be going through her things sometime soon as well. Well, I'm getting tired so I think I'm going to end this entry here, I just wanted to write about her funeral. Hope everyone has a great night.

Read This Very Slowly... It's Pretty Profound.has A Lot Og Truth In It ..
READ THIS VERY SLOWLY... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND. Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It

You Have Been Hugged!
THIS IS A HUG CERTIFICATE ! ! Send One to All Your Friends Who You Think Deserve A Hug (Which, Hopefully Includes the Person Who Sent It to You) ! ! If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends If you receive this back 2 times . You're off to a good start, unless you sent it to yourself. That's cheating! If you receive this back 3 times. You're a good friend. If you receive this back 4 times. You are truly loved as a friend!! _____8888888888____________________ ____888888888888888_________________ __888888822222228888________________ _888888222I2222288888_______________ 888888222222222228888822228888______ 888882222222222222288222222222888___ 88888222222222LUV22222222222222288__ _8888822222222222222222222222222_88_ __88888222222222222222U22222222__888 ___888822222222222222222222222___888 ____8888222222222222

A Good Come Back
One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops, everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly," Yes, I always wear it and probably always will. The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my son stepped forward, putti

Potentially Habitable Planet Found
WASHINGTON (AP) - For the first time astronomers have discovered a planet outside our solar system that is potentially habitable, with Earth-like temperatures, a find researchers described Tuesday as a big step in the search for "life in the universe." The planet is just the right size, might have water in liquid form, and in galactic terms is relatively nearby at 120 trillion miles away. But the star it closely orbits, known as a "red dwarf," is much smaller, dimmer and cooler than our sun. There's still a lot that is unknown about the new planet, which could be deemed inhospitable to life once more is known about it. And it's worth noting that scientists' requirements for habitability count Mars in that category: a size relatively similar to Earth's with temperatures that would permit liquid water. However, this is the first outside our solar system that meets those standards. "It's a significant step on the way to finding possible life in the universe," said University of G

Take Me As I Am
- Take me as I am or get out of my face - My eyes are GREEN/BLUE, but they change colors depending on my mood - I think that alcohol makes people DO things that they WANT to do when they are sober - Curves bring you balance - big boobs to balance out your big heart, big hips to balance out big desires and big booty to balance out, well, everything else - I love thunderstorms and kissing in the rain - I like meeting new people and getting busy on the dance floor - I have seen hard times and then some, experience teaches you a lot and so some may call me wise....I know I have just seen a lot. - My friends and family mean everything to me - I like to drive with the windows down and the wind blowing through my hair - I like to drive really fast, speed is an addiction - I am a master at multi tasking - I fall many times but I always get up, dust my ass and keep on going - I like driving and not knowing where I'll end uP - I like a chase because I get bored very easy, so keep m

Moment To Chill
-I TAKE A MOMENT TO CHILL -NO MORE EMOTIONS I FEEL -SO DON'T YOU JUDGE WHAT I DO -CUZ YOU DON'T HAVE MY NEXT MEAL -AND IS MY DESTINY SEALED -OR WAS IT THE HAND THAT WAS DELT -I'M LOST STAIRING AT THE STARS -BEAT DOWN BY ORIONS BELT -ASTROLOGICLY ENHANCED -STRATIGIC MOVES TO ADVANCE -I'VE GOT ONE LIFE TO LIVE -AND ONLY ONE MORE CHANCE -SO I ANALYZE WHERE I STAND -SEE I'M THE SON OF MAN -IT WAS THE DEVIL'S ADVOCATE ALWAYS FUCKIN' MY PLAN -I HEARD TOUCH BUT DON'T TAKE -AND TASTE BUT DON'T EAT -AND THE VOICES IN MY HEAD ARE ALWAYS YELLING AT ME -TO BE THE MAN THAT I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE -SO I RAISE MY GLASS UP AND TAKE ANOTHER TOAST TO ME -AND SINCE THERE'S NO ONE EVEN CLOSE TO ME -I TAKE TWO SHOTS TO MYSELF -I'M LIKE 151 YOU PUT ME BACK ON THE SHELF

Beauty Is Brain Deep
the steam rises soft and slow over cheap housing and streets, desperately in need of repair. it's oozing thick white clouds that remind me why the city feels so much like home. mom and i come home in the middle of the night after her long nights of abuse and constant running to raise such a bastard like me. baby on her hip, mace in hand, she walks the blocks home with her eye in constant search for anyone that might dare mess with her. the four room house across the street from the bakeries, the salami shop, the nakedness of houses with no yards. driving past the river now, the spotlights on billboards turn the skies a bluish glow, with the white from the steam reflecting it back to the water. the radio towers are blinking, the red so bright my eyes hurt. i miss the days of wonder, classic rock music blaring from mom's radio, and being sent to the bakery for french bread and a cookie if i behaved. those days are gone, and i drive past the lot our

Very First Posting
and I am not even going to really write. it's too damn late when the sun's coming up. but I thought I would put a link to where my blog usually sets, and then maybe I will double-blog so no-one who gets bored enough to read this has to run back & forth. generous, ain't I? http://www.orble.com/hedging-in-on-the-over30-crowd/

Friendship...
"""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into y

Wounds, Darkness & Life........
Life comes at us from out of the darkness and can cause serious wounds and at times we struggle to find the courage to face it. When life does comes rushing out of the darkness who will you choose to face it with, will it be someone you trust. Will they be wise and will their love for you help you to guide yourself to the light or will you loose your way due to all the wounds you have recieved. In the darkness will you make noble choices. Will that person you feel as though you trust that knows you so well be someone untested, someone new. Life comes rushing at you from out of the darkeness when it does is ther someone in your life you can count on, someone who will watch over you when you stumble, fall and are wounded be those that are the probable cause of the darkness. Is it the superficial wounds that will take you down. and in that moment give you strengh to face your fears. Not all wounds are superficial most wounds run deeper than we can imagine you can't s

Rip Lil One
on monday i lost my lil girl she was only six months not a full term baby this has been the hardest thing thth i have ever have to face she will be bury on friday or monday we name her tallah witley ponder so if yall want to leave me comments fill free.... sincerly south

Poems Of Desire
Such beauty must reflect the soul within Yet all of my thoughts are of sin Desires to hold and draw you near To whisper of love in your ear A green eyed dream has me in her spell Suspended between heaven and living hell Such beauty wars have been fought for Desires that leave one wanting more I feel inside the growing fire Only you can fulfill my desire By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Advantages Of Having A Small Pecker
The advantages of having a small pecker: - Sympathy sex - I’m always “Balls Deep!” - Girls aren’t afraid to try anal - My thumb is a perfect substitute in case I can’t get it up - No fear of vibrators - Always get a deep throat BJ - No embarrassing boners at the wrong moment. No one even notices. - I’m done before she even knows I’m in.

Koalas Lust For Me
CUZ I SMELL LIKE EUCALYPTUS.AND SPEARMINT.SO WHO IS THE FAIREST OF ALL-WHY IT NOT ME.ANYWAY,I HAVE LEPROSY.OR DO I?NOBODY READS THESE ANYWAY,THEY JUST CLICK 10 -SO GO AHEAD,STROKE ME OFF WITH ANOTHER 10 AND ANOTHER TILL I CREAM GIFTS ALL OVER YOUR PROFILE.AND IF YOU DO READ,THEN TAKE NO OFFENSE FOR YOUARE NOW STUCK WITH THESE WORDS IN YOUR MIND FOREVER-SUCK IT UP GIRAFFIC HORDES/.HGUR

Wow Another Poem
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Some Boy
Why does loving you Kill me so much I miss the days Where you were in my life When I could call you my friend I trusted you with my hurt I gave you everything That meant the most to me And for a bit I had a piece of you Something that I could call mine But that all changed You just rip it all out Not even thinking about me And now I don’t know Were we stand I still want to be your friend But yet I fell like You don’t care enough About me just to tell me That you don’t want to be friends And un-till that day comes I will always care about you I will always wander how things Could have been If you just stayed in my life But I don’t need you anymore I meet someone new Someone who know how To treat me right Someone who made me Trust in men once more He was able to put All the piece’s of my broken hurt Back together And he wont let them Ever break again

Where Did You Go?
You could kiss me a million times But the memory of the last one stays on my mind Looking back then Happiness says we were both content Now all that is left Has disappear into the sunset Holding you in my arms Never let me go There's gonna be a storm tonight Where did you go? Lying by you Never quite had a clue In the morning you would be gone Leaving me all alone With the smell of you lingering What was I suppose to do? Holding you in my arms Never let me go There's gonna be a storm tonight Where did you go? Lookin' at the time It's a quarter past nine Waiting for that call Problems beatin' down your door Haven't heard from you in awhile Just wanted to say hello Holding you in my arms Never let me go There's gonna be a storm tonight Where did you go? There will be a day That I hope and pray You could recollect Times we spent You meant alot to me girl I'll never have regrets Holding you in my arms N

This Is For A Friend Of Mine
My daughter is 5 years old. She has Asthma, Obstructive Sleep Apnea, and when she lays down her Asophugus collapses and shuts off her airway. She is on oxygen, cpap, inhaler, and here shortly she will be using a Nebulizer for her Asthma, and breathing and when she sleeps she has to sleep sitting up. When her air cuts off she foams at the mouth. I'm asking you please to keep her in your prayers and aske God to heal my baby.... Thank you and God Bless you all, "Ms. Diva" Melissa Pleasae remember her in your prayers..I know that together we can bring this little girl out of harms way and back to the life of a normal 5 year old.

Just Want 2 Say Thanks.
I just want to say thanks to all my friends, family and fans on here. I am very glad that I have met all of yall. Everyone are very special to me. And I am glad we are all friends. Everyday at least one or friends say hello to me on here and that means alot. And I also love the comments that yall leave and messages. But I guess I will quit blabbin, but I just wanted to say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart.

Backhand Me
All seems to be quiet on the North front, but small remains of a shattered breath still hums. Lonely and solice is the tune from the world that bent you over its knee and claimed victory in the dark region of no sunshine. Taking it dry from the world and everything in it, you walk as if a silver spoon has been placed in your ass for safe keeping, just incase someone wants another taste. It wouldnt so much matter as long as mercy was granted somewhere in between the toture of memorable mistakes and empty promises. Sometimes people just cant see what the good thing is, not even while it is right in front of them kicking them in the balls. Sometimes ignorance is just the best route for those who deny the fact that indeed they have been sentences to a road in which few can travel let alone walk on. In triggered emotions of anger and pain it was the lasting thoughts of a born love that brought on the hope that maybe one day everything would pass. It is this grey lull where nothing seems

~~toss Away The Fucking Bird Feeder~~
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it

This Is It
Why is it that I want to roam Freedom knockin' on my door Just don't know when I'm gonna run Afraid I might fall Don't want to go on anymore Gotta take this chance Don't want to reminisce Not gonna miss This is it Hearts been hurt so many times before This feeling is real I wear the blood on my clothes Stains won't go away They scar my soul Gotta take this chance Don't want to reminisce Not gonna miss This is it Running as my feet hit the floor Not looking back Just goin' to move forward Memories fadin' as I go Pain was once there now it's gone Gotta take this chance Don't want to reminisce Not gonna miss This is it This is it This is it This is it

Ensign: Unforgivable
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 27 April 2007 "Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men. And whosoever speaketh a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but whosoever speaketh against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world, neither in the world to come." What Jesus says in Matthew 12:31-32 seems to fly in the face of what we know or feel we know about God Who forgives sins. What can you do that's so bad God can't forgive you? Like all sin, "blasphemy against the Holy Ghost" or Holy Spirit is based on a conscious choice we make. We should know what blasphemy is, defaming the name and character of God. But if our k

20 Keys To Happiness
The 20 Keys To Happiness ~ source unknown 1) Compliment 3 people everyday! 2) Watch a sunrise 3) Be the first to say "hello" 4) Treat everyone as you want to be treated 5) Live beneath your means 6) Forget the Joneses 7) Never give up on anybody ~ miracles happen! 8) Remember someone's name 9) Be kinder than you have to be 10) Wish not for things, but for wisdom and courage 11) Be tough-minded, but tender hearted 12) Don't forget that a person's greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated 13) Keep your promises 14) Leave everything better than you found it 15) Show cheerfulness even when you don't feel it 16) Remember that winners do what losers don't want to do 17) Remember that overnight success usually takes 15 years 18) When you arrive at your job in the morning, let the first thing you say brighten everyone's day 19) Don't rain on other people's parades 20) Don't waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them!

Hello Ct Land
Hello out there to all of my Ct friends, heres hoping your day is just as lovely as can be. Mine is great, It's Friday "woot woot". The sun is shining and things are just grand, I actually woke feeling as if I had slept for for hours. I have no flipping idea why I am in such a good mood but I love it. I woke feeling like a new person. I can only hope that I wake feeling this way tomorrow, but at the same time it brings me back to a song , "somethings got to go wrong because i'm feeling wayyy to damn good" Lets hope not. I would also like to thank once again all of my friends and newly made friends as well for taking the time out to stop by my page and rate me. I love you all. What can I say, I love people. I'm feeling so good at the moment that if I was to see my ex at this very moment, instead of wanting to bash his skull into the next century I would honestly just thank him for simply giving me a divorce and leaving me the fuck alone. It's honestly taken me along time to get

When Love Ends
When love ends, A new pain begins.. An empty feeling, A broken spirit that needs healing. Emotions hard to control, A tattered heart, hard to console. Dreams so shattered, Unspoken thoughts left scattered. No answers to be found.. Only to the pain you are bound. When love ends, Misery sets in.. You're left to fight it alone. Into a battle of heart and mind, you are thrown. Trying to forget the one in your heart.. While you slowly fall apart. Drifting away from a love you knew, Is so much easier to say than to do. Pain that leaves you feeling drained, A lonely feeling, hard to explain. When love ends... A new pain begins.

A Slave To Love
A slave to love following it's every demand Still trudging though time on life's command Surrendering mercilessly to every whim and Unsure of success is not a guaranteeing win, Try as we may and fail we might Even being along, losing the light, It's having the balls to stand and fight Then love will show a brighter night. Tears can drown a lonely heart With pain and misery we fall apart It's the game of love it cant be changed Full of mystery and oh so strange, Re-write it we can but forget it we cant For love is like a growing plant So much around yet taken for granted Unmasking the beauty of what is free Opens the heart so you may see. Prayers go unheard as wishes fade away Time goes past just another lonely day, Searching far, looking wide For something precious that cant be seen Only but felt by your one true queen, The barer of your soul who can make you whole Does exist and can be found Just follow the heart and it's tranquil sound. Many times love

Ok Everyone Gonna Try To Race
this weekend im going to try to race. docs said no and haven't cleared me yet to race they say 2 more weeks. i think they are wrong and im going to race. will post results, pics ,or whatever i can later

Silence
Is there anybody listening? Be quiet. Always told to be quiet; forever silent in a world of noise. Mommy can I have... Be quiet! Daddy can I do... Be quiet! Brother can I go... Be quiet! Always to to be silent in a life dependent on speech, my vioce muted by the masses. Is there anybody listening? Son can you do... Be quiet! Wife can we... Be quiet! Boss can we discuss... Be quiet! Doctor can you help... Be quiet! Now that I am silent the cry, weep and mourn. "Don't leave me, pleaswe say something!" No. I am now quiet, forever silent.

Liqid Pleasires
Liquid Pleasures Liquid pleasures, liquid sins where one body leaves off hte other begins. Pul lme close , I wil lhold you tight, let erotica be born on this sultry night. Bloody kisses, erotic moans, let us play in the temple we call home. My fangs sink into your julgar vein, let us whip the horses eyes again. Liquid Pleasures, Liquid Delights, hold me close in hte still of night... Roll with me let us begin. Nails digging, flesh yielding, the sweet metallic taste of blood. I softly lap as our bodies writhe. Show me the pleasure of heaven, for it I to Hell will dive. Liquid pleasures, Liquid Sins, where one pleasure leaves off the other begins. Passion ebbing to be built again. Hungers calling for female or men. Satin Seductions, Sati nDreams Would you love to here erotica scream?? ~Shadowdancer ~ April 2001

He..he..read And Find Out!
I have attemted to be nice...I have tried to see your side and you know what..your side is not for me! Morally, spiritually, or even by societys standards...I can not accept what you have done or are willing to do to keep the victims role in this situation. I will no longer be nice or polite with you or any other that decides to hurt another in this way. You will now see what you have missed out on and will miss in the future. I am worth more than the pain that I have felt...BUT, thank you...for what? For the pain and scars. Those scars are a reminder of how weak I had let myself get and how easy you caused them. The pain...the pain is a fire that I will use to move forward and take charge of MY life.. You will no longer keep ahold of the leash that you had for so long. The scars I will give you are simple ones...those will be on the hand that held the leash. And when you try and do this to another you will see those and you will be reminded of what you had. And how it finally las

"clear Hearts Grey Flowers" (jack Off Jill)
Your mouth is like funeral where words go to die Your mouth is like funeral where kisses go to die I'm not the girl that stopped and stared I'm not the girl that lied Your mouth is like funeral where kisses go to die this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you got this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you get from me Your mouth is like an open sore where words blister and die Your mouth is like an open sore where kisses rot and die I'm not the girl that stopped and stared I'm not the girl that lied Your mouth is like an open sore where kisses rot and die this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you got this is what you want this is what you get this

I Fuckin Need To Let It Out!!!!!!!!!!!
As the days go by, as the time fly by/ No matter how hard i try, i just cant get you out of my mind/ I still remember all the times i used to say “i love you” / Still remember all the times i said “ill be right there for you” / Now im sittin in this empty room thinking of you / Every second, every heart beat its all about you / Stupid me how could i think that every thing was alright / It brings me all this memories from that monday night / It was the first time that i ever got drunk by myself / Locked up in my room, crying feeling like shit / I will never forget how i was lying on the floor / With my eyes full of tears / and mouth full of alcohol / I dont regret it, i just couldnt deal with it at the time / You were my everything / you were just what i wanted in life / But its when you keep shit from people that things start to go wrong / Now its all fucked up/ whatever we had is gone / All it took for us to break up was a conffession from you / Of how you got back with your “husband”

Chapter 4 Of What I Learn On Xbox Uno.
Ok so now you are getting the just of our night. We play uno until the wee hours of the morning and just bullshit about everyday life. Well the sexual part of everyday life. If you haven't noticed, there is one thing that is consistant, when we play Uno on Xbox Live, there are some good times going on. Especially when you have the sense of humor we do. Now we are playing Uno, and in the midst of our game, I dropped the controller. Mainly because I was laughing so hard. And just as I dropped it, i yelled out, "Omg, I dropped it!" Everyone started laughing so hard that I dropped it again. I mean come on. Yoou can't see the other person who is talking and your mind is in the gutter and you hear omg I dropped it....what else would you think....I know It's funny as hell.....we thought that too. Until next time Ciao!

Mid-afternoon Whine
I need to be sleeping. I should be asleep. I keep going back and forth from the bed to whatever distraction. I have to be at work in two & a half hours, till 7am. Don't know why I said yes to coming in early. I'm a sucker? Hopefully I don't get asked again if I want to work an extra night every week because I will probably say yes to that too. It's not that it is a bad job: I rarely have anything to do, I got to take a nap last night. I just don't want to be there. I took the job because I thought it would look good on my resume going into criminal investigations, but since I am rethinking that direction hard here, this job will only become a nuisance. I'm holding on till I have some wheels though. I hate this job-jumping. It was bad enough when it was a new job every year because of moving around, but this is the fourth job I've had since moving down here. If I do start in on the job hunt here again, I am going to be very picky so I can hold onto it till graduation (if we stay in this

Chapter 12 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Ok this next one just makes fun of myself. I love laughing and I love making other people laugh. In fact last night I told Restr1ctive last night that we should take this on the road.....lol! What fun I would have. There is one thing that I love doing sing I was a lil girl and that is singing. I love singing, I've always dreamed of being a singer in a rock band. I love music. It's a great way of letting people know how you feel about things and way to voice your opinions without having to hurt someone or something else. So I always have music on. it keeps me calm and comfortable. And when I'm comfortable with people I will sing around them. The only thing is when they focus on me singing I get self-conscious. So last night here I am playing Xbox Uno with them and I have my laptop sitting right next to me with music playing. And I have my own play list on and I'm getting into some of the songs. I start to sing and then everyone else shuts up. So I stopped singing and yelled at them. The

To All People Who Pst Bulletins About Cheaters Liars And Thieves...worry About Your Own Ponts Stop Being A Hater...you Are Scared Of Losing Your Rank
THINK CHERRYTAP IS PISSED OFF AT YOU FOR PUTTING ME IN THE TOP 1000 IN LIL OVER A MONTH.. SOME HOW PEOPLE FEEL I DONT DESERVE IT..EEN THOUGH I SPEND ALOT OF HOURS A DAY HERE........I SHOW EVERYONE LOVE OR HEY WOULDNT SHOW ME NONE.. I WORK HARD TO GET TO MY LEVEL I HAVE BOUGHT 2 HAPPY HOURS..I ANSWE EVERY MESSAGE AND SHOUT...THE POINT OF THIS..SINCE U HELPED ME YOU SHARE THE BLKAME.....SO WHEN YOU SEE BULLETINS TTALKING ABOUT CHEATERS.....THEY ARE ABOUT YOU...YOU CHEAT TO GET ME WHERE I AM...YOU SHOWED ME TO MUCH LOVE TO FAST...WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT LIARS..BE OFFENDED,....THEY THINK I LIED TO YOU OR USED TRICKERRY....IF THEY ARE RIGHT..YOU ARE STUPID......SO BE OFFENDED....AND EVERYTHING THOSE BULLETINS SAY IN RELATION TO THIS SHOULD OFFENF YOU...CAUSE SOME ONE HAS T O GET CHEATED LIED TO TRICKED DECIEVED CONNED. AND I CANCELED THE EMAIL DRIVE SO THEY WOULDNT SAY YOU WERE THE PEOPLE WHO GOT TOOKEN...BUT I WILL SAY THIS TO THE PEOPLE WHO THINK IM A CHEAT.. FUCK YOU...WHY THE FUCK YOU WORR

Be Gentle With This Heart Of Mine
Last night i could hardly sleep, Scared of what I see, it all seems so perfect, Is it really meant to be, it all feels so real, it all feels to good to be true, It all feels like everything I could ever wish for, But how do I be sure its you, theres a comfort, I really can't explain, Theres so many feelings, I can't name, But theres a hunger, A craving for so much more, A part of me is screaming, You're all i need and more, I close my eyes, And still its you I see, Here in my arms, So close to me, in my heart i feel you, And it warms me within, In my mind you're taking over, You're under my skin, My guard is falling, It's just a matter of time, I pray if you break me, be gentle with this heart of mine,

Family
hi i lost my loving aunt phoebe to ephazima of the mouth she died tonight. i miss her i hardly ever saw her and when i did it was for a short time then we had to go but we had fun when she wore my black lipstick and we went around wearing it .im glad she is with god and now she is in his hands and now she can watch upon me every day. just like my pappy has been doing. rip aunt phoebe 4/28/07. pappy died november 16th 1995 rip unkle al rip, grandma reese died on november 15th 2003 friend jen frampton died june 12th 2003 joe vedilago,sara stiner, adam protz, ryan mccafferey died january 1st 2002 phillip kuminkoski died august 23rd 2004,ashley anderson died in the hospital.

Quote For April 29
Humanity has the stars in its future, and that future is too important to be lost under the burden of juvenile folly and ignorant superstition. -- Isaac Asimov Bonus Quote: Dear Lord, please don't let me fuck up. -- Alan Shepard, while on the pad for the first manned American launch. This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Help Me
If anyone knows,, of a place I can get a guest book please do lemme know cause I did have one from slide.com but it's messed up bad an I've re-done it over an over again but no deal so if ya'll know of any places gimme a holla! Thanks 4 Your Time.

Lapdance
NERD. When you think of Harvey, think of a Harley. Blue denim, spiked wrists and crombie. Lap-screws and tattoos that's all me. Two blondes, both arm's feelin' like Fonzie You can find me drunk, whip it it might crash. Or find me chillin' with crackers who like thrash, Find me in court, smokin' that nice grass Burnin' the flag, all in the name of white trash It's Harvey baby, Christ on the arm, I'm gnarly baby Fuck with me? Not hardly baby And you know the flow, ungodly baby So lets party baby Chicks nick-name me pilot, they get high off my dick I take 'em to my home, they call it the cock pit Time for take off, their panties they drop quick Now that's first class fuckin, ain't that some fly shit

I Love You
I want to walk with you hand in hand I want to take you places, through woods, in sand I would even cut my wrist Just to prove how much I love you I want to take you places I want you to see so many faces I want to give you everything As you go to sleep I'll sing As you wake up I'll be there Holding your hand and stroking your hair When you're ill I'll make you smile I'll make you feel better for a while No matter what you do I'll always love you I want to walk with you hand in hand I want to take you places, through woods, in sand I would even cut my wrist Just to prove how much I love you When you're down I'll make you up I want to be your best ever. When we're old I want to say Even if I die today No matter what happens now No matter what, no matter how I'll be there right to the end Forget the hate that we've both sentWe know how much we love each other And at that moment I think of how much I love her I want to walk with you hand in hand I want

Daydreaming
She had just got out of the shower, and was sitting at her computer drying the beads of water off her body when the thoughts came again. She tried to stop them, but somehow they overpowered her. She knew these thoughts were so wrong, and having them went against everything she believed in. She felt guilt, and shame, yet somehow all of this excited her. They had been talking for a short awhile, and she had grown quite fond of him. They shared similar interests; their thought pattern was the same. She couldn't help but think this was partly the reason for her interest, yet although she didn't even admit it to herself, she knew there was more. She opened her messenger, and saw that there were some offline messages for her. She waited for what seemed like an eternity for the messages to load, and yes, they were from him. Her heart started beating faster, the guilt was back, but she found herself smiling a soft little smile. She leaned back in her chair, and let her mind wander...

Something To Look Forward To
Lately I have been missing my friends from home quite a bit, just don't feel like I have made a connection with anyone here yet that gets me. Which is ok, when you have great friends (even if 3500 miles away) I still feel loved :) Some good stuff to look forward to though - this weekend I am going to spend the weekend with my friend Iris, I am super excited to see her. Its been since September since I have seen her, not sure what we will be doing but anything will be good! Then the next weekend my best friend Amy is coming over from Oregon to see me, she is the first one to come over and see us here in Maine! I am so very excited about that! Then in July my younger sister Sarah is going to be here for a little over a week to spend time with me! It will be good to see some of the people I care the most about! That's it for now

Returning To Chaos
Nothing ever seems to go right. Thursday I had a blast hanging out with a couple of friends at the bar. Got to see a great band called Mason Dixon. Friday I drive back to Wisconsin to almost get into a fight throughout the night with a few different people cause I was helping bounce at the Coral bar in Abbotsford. While having to "take care" of a friend of mine who had a little much to drink. Then Saturday I do basically the same thing but also find out that my ex fience has cancer and he won't talk to me and is being a jerk. I can't help still worrying about him I was suppose to marry the man. The a friend of mine kind of goes over the edge and calls me and I thought he was going to go suicidal and he very well could have. My stress levels are so dreadfully high right now. I still don't have my living situation taken care of yet. Nor have I found another job yet, I haven't even gotten a phone call back from any of the places I dropped an app. Things must really get better so

Friends( Nails In The Fence)
NAIL IN THE FENCE Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence) There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said

Just To Make My Critics Mad.some How I Lied And Cheted My Way To 20.000 Points Last Hh... I Know This Pisses The Haters Off
thanks to eeryone that helped me and rated my stash and fanned me ever.....you are ood people..if you ever within 5000 points of leveling....write me anote and blow the cherry whistle and i will go rate your stsh and post a bulletin so my friends can help you...people are mad at me cause i dont pay for points yet i get points as if i did ..heres the secret dont tell no one...........show love to everyone..dont hate on them dont down rate ..return favors...ask someone how thier day is...cause the best things in life are free...and points are no exception...thanks to the people who buy hh..we count on you and are your fans....and as for the haters thats negative energy at least i dont see them stop the drama bullys