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Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Reeflections Of Beautiful Mornings
The sun rises above the hillcrest, As does the joy of my heart; Rays of warmth and love, From her I will never depart. Fresh dew upon the grass, Young birds chirp in their nests; I watch her gently sleep, My love to her I silently profess. I enjoy the stillness and calm, Watching as she smiles and dreams; She brings me to stillness and peace, Like that of a slow flowing stream. My heart and soul flow with love, And I smile as I quietly reflect; I’ve been handed a sweet princess, A sweet princess to love and to protect. A vow to myself I make, As she quietly sleeps away; To love and always cherish her, Until my last breath... until my last day.

I Love You
I Love You I love you with a permanence That endures the passing years. I love you with a joyfulness That subdues all doubts and fears. I love you with an honesty That was born within my heart. I love you with the calm belief That we will never part. I love you with a confidence No earthly force can sever. I love you with the certainty That I’ll cherish you forever. I love you with the humbleness Of one who has been blessed. I love you with the reverence Of all that word suggests. I love you with a fervor That time cannot reverse. I love you with the truest love That poets put to verse.I LOVE YOU

Sunshine
When I wake up in the morning Sunshine's falling on my skin And I call you up to tell you What a happy mood I'm in Feel the rhythm in my body And sing is all I wanna do I feel the day will bring me sunshine for it's another day with you

People Come And People Go!
People are always coming and going out of your life, have you ever really sat there and thought of why that person came into your life? did they change it a little even if it's just for a min or even a second? Have you ever met that person that changed your life so much just by hearing what they have to say and thinking to yourself oh yeah I see what they mean I wonder how my life would be if I tryed that? That same person has he left your life yet, and if so do you think you will ever see them again? for me I have had alot of people come and go in my life and god only knows I wish most of them were still here, who knows maybe one day why I'm driving down the street or hell even walking I'll run into that person.....This person brought so much into my life in the short time I did know him! Have you ever thought about death, and what it will be like when you do die, Will you see family members that have past on? or are you just all alone, *I wish I knew how to do a video blog this w

Black Roses
BLACK ROSES i sit on my own in my small black room, a single rose laying on my lap. i listen to the music pouring out my stereo and think about the world, outside my small room, filled with evil nasty faces of people out to get me, out to torture me, to make life living hell just for people who are different... as i think i shrink away into the corner and hug my knees close to my chest, losing myself in my world of paranoia and loneliness, in a world full of black roses surrounding me, with piercing thorns, waitin to pierce into my skin, into my heart. Â©DGTFB 2007

A Little Story!!
This is a story about four people. There names were Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry with it, because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done. HEHE WASN'T THAT FUN TO READ LOL

To My Friends And Fans
good mornin all my friends this has been a rough couple of weeks and i am sorry to say tat i wont be on all the time like i have been for a couple of weeks i have some family problems right now so thank for all the support i will however all i can leave comments and check mine as well love ya guys

Whooo Hoo!
A 'Nice' night for the Dixie Chicks By Todd Leopold CNN Adjust font size: (CNN) -- The Dixie Chicks sang "Not Ready to Make Nice," but the Grammy Awards were certainly ready to make them winners, honoring the trio with five awards Sunday night. The Chicks, who ignited controversy four years ago when lead singer Natalie Maines criticized President Bush on the eve of the Iraq war, won all five of the awards for which they were nominated, including the big three: album of the year (for "Taking the Long Way"), song of the year and record of the year (both for "Not Ready to Make Nice"). "I think people are using their freedom of speech with all these awards. We get the message," said Maines, paying tribute to other nominees with an oblique acknowledgement that the group was being honored as much for its stand as its music. "I'm very humbled." (Gallery: Grammy winners and the stars on the red carpet) The Chicks had a difficult time in the years before recording "Taking the Lo

From Dialogues Of Chios
"...Tell us of the secret hosts of evil, O Cimon...." "Their names may not be spake aloud lest they profane mortal lips, for they came out of unholy darkness and attacked the heavens, but they were driven away by the rage of angels...."

Bloody Valentine
ROSES ARE RED VIOLETS ARE CRUMMY YOU BEAT MY BODY BLOODY YOU GAVE ME A CARD IT SAID I LOVE YOU BUT WHAT YOU SHOULD HAVE WROTE WAS I WANT TO KILL YOU YOU BEAT MY BODY YOU KILLED MY SOUL PLEASE BE MY VALENTINE I WANT MY BLOOD TO POUR I WANT MY SOUL TO BURN FOR YOUR MY HELL & I HAVE NO WHERE ELSE TO RUN I'VE LOCKED THE DOORS & GIVEN YOU THE KEY WHAT WAS I THINKING YOU ONLY HATED ME THE I LOVE YOU'S TURNED INTO PAINFUL DAGGERS SO TAKE YOUR WORDS I'LL TAKE MY BROKEN HEART THIS IS HOW WE ARE LEAVING THIS IS HOW WE ARE CUTTING THE TIES YOUR LETTING ME FREE FROM YOUR INSANITY

Survival Classes...lmao
FALL CLASSES FOR MEN At the learning center for adults: REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY Friday, FEBRUARY 16TH, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays -- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll -- Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub? --- Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor -- Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 After Dinner Dishes -- Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on V

Sayings...
something for everyone i think! ------------------------------------------- Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm Drink 'till she's cute, but stop before the wedding Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese I'm not cheap, but I am on special this week I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol I intend to live forever - so far, so good I love defenseless animals, especially in a good gravy If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends? If you ain't makin' waves, you ain't kickin' hard enough! Mental backup in progress - Do Not Disturb! Mind Like A Steel Trap - Rusty And Illegal In 37 States Quantum Mechanics: The dreams stuff is made of. Support bacteria - they're the only culture some people have. The only substitute for good manners is fast reflexes. When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. Ambition

The Lincoln-darwin Debates
To the best of my knowledge, Abraham Lincoln and Charles Darwin never actually met. I don't know of any record Darwin visited the United States in his travels, and I do know Lincoln never left the United States in his lifetime. Indeed, outside of these two gentlemen being human beings, English-speaking, and Caucasian, at first glance Lincoln and Darwin have very little that invites comparison. Even the most vehement debaters -- I appropriated today's blog title from the Lincoln-Douglas debates, a series of 1858 presentations which argued on popular sovereignty and arguably codified the then-infant Republican Party's stand on slavery among other issues -- have common ground; both sides want to achieve a positive result. It was after the respective gentlemens' deaths (Lincoln in 1865 and Darwin in 1882) that they became larger-than-life figures in their respective fields. Indeed, it's the consistent application and misapplication of their names and public statements and ideas which have

Unknown
i feel so lost. especially when the sun shines. that it accentuates how dark. how dark is my life. i feel so alive. especially when love gives off its poison gas. that my heart is dying. that it's free at last. i feel so dead. especially at night. that these words are my coffin. my own hand constructing it. i feel so alone. especially when i write. that every sentence is deepening the moat. i feel so lost. especially when the sun shines. that it accentuates how dark. how dark is my life. Â©DGTFB 2007

Time Is Going By
only a few more days and iam removeing half of my friends list if your on it and we have not talked or anyting you will be removed because the only reason you are more then likly on it is because you a a point's hoe and i don't have time for that bullshit ia m on here looking for real friend's not to help out point hoe's anyway's have a great day

Before I Was A Mom
♥ Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ♥ ♥ I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. ♥ I never thought about immunizations. ♥ ♥ Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ♥ ♥ Pooped on. ♥ ♥ Chewed on. ♥ ♥ Peed on. ♥ ♥ I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ♥ ♥ I slept all night. ♥ ♥ Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ♥ ♥ Or give shots. ♥ ♥ I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ♥ ♥ I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ♥ ♥ I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ♥ ♥ Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ♥ ♥ I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ♥

Believe Me, I Know How This Sounds....
Okay, I know this will sound like a cheap and cheesy come on, but it's not. I have an idea for a new story, and it concerns a lady who enters into a wager concerning her ability to orally please a man. If she loses, she becomes his property and he will do what he sees fit. The problem? I've never gone down on a guy, and I do want to present this from the woman's perspective. So, if you are comfortable doing so, send me an email or leave a comment describing your technique, etc., and you can sleep a little better knowing you helped me with my story.

Everything Matters
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 Everything matters It is important to visualize what you wish to accomplish. It is also essential that you put that vision into action. It's great to know precisely where you plan to go. Yet for that plan to be of any real value, you must act on it with commitment and persistence. Successful action is more than just a once-in-a-while effort. The actions that bring about the most value are the actions that are fully integrated into every moment of life. Real success is more than a method or a technique. Real success comes from who and what you most consistently and authentically are. Every corner of your world, every moment of your time, every person and pursuit and passion in your life all matter. The time you spend playing has just as much influence as the time you spend working, for it all affects the whole person you are. Seek to integrate positive purpose into everything you are, and into all that you touch. Live as though everything

The Pink Dress
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter How busy you may be!!! There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat And watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her. Deformi

S ~ S #1 [[ ** Of A Woman In Bondage ** ]]
I'm living in a house of bondage, & I feel trapped. The place in me that should be happy & free is haunted. I go from room 2 ROOM within myself ~ from the den of depression & wrong decisions 2 the hallway of unhealed heartache. I feast at the table of frustrated ambition. I drag my wounded ego 2 bed each night & cover up with affliction. I wake up every morning 2 greet infirmity again ~ fear, anger, & bitter remorse. I can't live in this house anymore! I need to tear down all my wailing walls. Demolish my pride & my lust. Break the chains of resentment & rejection. I declare 2 every part of me ~ suffering spirit, beat*down body, messed*up mind. I need 2 B mighty w/in my being ~ so that 1 day I could hear the sweet song of deliverance fill every room.....

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THE RANGE OF 8 INCHES LONG. THE FUNCTIONING OF WHICH IS ENJOYED BY MEMBERS OF BOTH SEXES. IS USUALLY FOUND HUNG, DANGLING READY LOOSLEY FOR INSTANT ACTION. IT BOASTS OF A CLUMP OF LITTLE HAIRY THINGS AT ONE END AND SMALL HOLE AT THE OTHER. IN USE, IT IS INSERTED, ALMOST ALWAYS WILLINGLY, SOMETIMES SLOWLY, SOMETIMES QUICKLY, INTO A WARM, FLESHY, MOIST OPENING WHERE IT IS THRUST IN AND DRAWN OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN MANY TIMES IN SUCCESSION, OFTEN QUICKLY AND ACCOMPANIED BY SQUIRMING BODILY MOVEMENTS. ANYONE FOUND LISTENING IN WILL MOST SURELY RECOGNIZE THE RHYTHMIC, PULSING SOUND, RESULTING FROM THE WELL LUBRICATED MOVEMENTS. WHEN FINALLY WITHDRAWN, IT LEAVES BEHIND A JUICY, FROTHY, WHITE STICKY SUBSTANCE, SOME OF WHICH WILL NEED CLEANING FROM THE OU

Men Suck! Or Is It Just Me?
I find myself yet again getting news that an ex boyfriends engaged. Just like most of the other exs he was engaged to the girl before me and now to the girl after me. Why in the world did he skip me? Is there something wrong with me that no one will tell me about? How am i suppose to fix it if no one will tell me whats wrong with me? Maybe im just meant to be alone. Oh well thats something I will probably never figure out.

Scrapper's Message
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Some Info
Satan and Lucifer Lucifer("light giver") erroneously equated with the fallen angel (Satan) due to a misreading of Isaiah 14:12: "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning," an apostrophe which applied to Nebuchadnezzar, king of Babylon . It should be pointed out that the authors of the books of the Old Testament knew nothing of fallen or evil angels, and do not mention them, although, at times, as in Job 4:18, the Lord "put no trust" in his angels and "charged them with folly," which would indicate that angels were not all that they should be. The name Lucifer was applied to Satan by St. Jerome and other Church Fathers. Milton in Paradise lost applied the name to the demon of sinful pride. Lucifer is the title and principal character of the epic poem by the Dutch Shakespeare, Vondel (who uses Lucifer in lieu of Satan), and a principal character in the mystery play by Imre Madach, The Tragedy of Man. Blake pictured lucifer in his illustrations to Dante. George M

Remember Me
What is it that you asked of me Did I play victim well for you to see Was it my pain that set you free Would you make my skin sting Did you not lead me by a string Was it not you who bound me with a ring Did you think I could not hear What was it that you called me dear Who in your darkest hour will be the one you fear ©Dark

Mommy's Last Cries
Mommy and daddy were married at a young age brought a baby girl into this world full of love but soon turned to into rage daddy's stressed my mother would say i was only 3 i knew what was going on right away after the fighting and the beatings my mother would come up and say it was all a bad dream and I'm OK holding me close as she cries pulling the covers over to wipe mommy's eyes kissed me on the head and says goodnight I'll see you in the morning and silently cries thinking i didn't see my mother cry her last cries

Imaginary Pain
Its time i write my feelings out down on paper hoping that what i got to say doesn't offend you in anyway The hurt I've gone through the past 3years was what drove me insane taking sugar pills to take away the imaginary pain as you say But I'm sitting in the dark with little lights on in the corner of the devils gates pushed away my mother made me believe i didn't love her why this sick game torture of many lonely nights trying to settle a deal with the heavens to take away the imaginary pain but thinking it was all in my mind so i took a whole bunch of pills on the low called sevens so maybe i could get into heavens gates and release the imaginary pain

Second Shot
second shot Today is the day, That all is understood. I'm not sure what I'd say. But we are together like we should. My worries subside as you come near. My heart rapidly beats. Our intentions are clear. It's like before but now on repeat. Our nerves on high. Winter's breath against my skin. As on your warm shoulder I lie. Your heart I intend to win. I've missed you alot. I'm sorry of all the fights we've had. But not for the memories it has brought. I hope to never make you mad. Because your smile is my heavenly halo, Your eyes my deep blue sea. How much I love you so, Just loving how you are with me. I'm glad I stayed true to my heart. I'm glad we had this second shot. I hate when we are apart. But happy for what this has taught. That true love never really dies. It's forever in the person's heart. All my love and support lies. In the person I've loved from the start.

I Styll Love You Forever Fernando
I STYLL LOVE YOU TOO THIS IS NOT A GIVING UP POEM YOU KNOW So many thoughts,I don't know where to begin,I'll start from my heart,and what I feel within.I still have feelings,which haven't changed,because when you left memy life was re-arranged.I used to cryso many times a day,but lately those tearshave been fading away.I am hoping thatmy brighter day soon will come,and maybe, just maybe,I'll find that special someone.Yes, it's been hard,but I'm getting back my life,I've even managed to put away the knife.I will find someone who's right for me,who loves meand lets me be all I can be.Yet the thought of you and her,is tearing me apart,because you will always have a special placein my broken heart.Do I still love you?Yes, I do,but another part of meis getting over you.I never thought I would say this,but I simply have to confess,with each and every day that goes by,I love you less and less.I just wanted to be with you,but now you're gone,and the time has comefor me to move on.You mea

~~breakthrough In Medicine~~
Three Surgeons: Three Arkansas surgeons were playing golf together and discussing surgeries they had performed. One of them said, "I'm the best surgeon in Arkansas. In my favorite case, a concert pianist lost seven fingers in an accident, I reattached them, and 8 months later he performed a private concert for the Queen of England. The second surgeon said. "That's nothing. A young man lost an arm and both legs in an accident, I reattached them, and 2 years later he won a gold medal in track and field events in the Olympics." The third surgeon said, "You guys are amateurs. Several years ago a woman was high on cocaine and marijuana and she rode a horse head-on into a train traveling 80 miles an hour.All I had left to work with was the woman's blonde hair and the horse's ass. I was able to put them together and now she's a senator from New York.

Newborn Soul
You Are a Newborn Soul You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

The Light
I walk in the shadows lost not knowing where to go or what to do i cry out but noone hears me.Im so alone so cold how do i get away from this misery? How do i find the light and the warmth that i so despetly need?Then i hear a whisper in the wind i follow it. Its getting lighter i run as fast as i can i open my eyes it was all a dream then i see your smileing face im warm again the fear is gone.You are the light and the end of the tunnel.

Make Me Laugh...
OK OK...NEVERMIND....SCRATCH THE WHOLE BOBBY THING....IT'S FAKE, IT'S ALL FAKE...HOW ARE YOU GOING TO BASICALLY GET IN MY FACE ABOUT BEING UPTIGHT AND PARANOID WHEN YOU GOT A GIRL!?! WHOA, HELLO, YOU GOT A GIRLFRIEND AND YOU'RE OUT ON CHERRYTAP BASICALLY PASSING YOURSELF OUT...WOW, I DO HAVE TO APOLOGIZE TO BOBBY'S GIRLFRIEND HOLLY...SORRY I LOOKED AT YOUR MAN, BUT YOU CAN KEEP HIM, I DON'T PLAY AROUND WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S SIGNIFICANT OTHERS, JUST TO LET YOU KNOW NOTHING HAPPENED, ALTHOUGH WHEN I ASKED HIM ABOUT YOU, YOU WERE "JUST A FRIEND", YOU ALL LOOKED MIGHTY KISSY AND CUDDLY CLOSE ON NEW YEAR'S EVE...ALRIGHT ENOUGH SAID...ANYTHING I FELT OR WAS TRYING TO FEELING IS DEAD....WAY TO GO BROKENSTAR...YOU CALLED IT ON THIS ONE!!! THAT'S RIGHT, MY GIRLS WERE LOOKING OUT OF ME, THANK GAWD!

Confessions Of The Broken Hearted
Seeing you so happy Completely tears me apart Cause I Know it's not me That resides in your heart It's her that makes you smile Something I could hardly ever do But you made me so happy Just because I was with you It's getting harder and harder As the days keep passing by I'm still stuck here alone And it's killing me inside I still can't seem to face The fact we're not together Cause I'd always thought We'd always be forever But you're so happy now I wish it was cause of me And I miss you so much I just want you to see Forcing my emotions down And putting on a fake smile Hoping soon you'll fade out Though it's already been awhile I just thought you should know About what I'm going through And of my biggest confession yet ....I still love you

Under The Makeup
I look in the mirror Tears fall from my eyes Washing away the makeup My only disguise Scared of what’s hidden Behind the paint My eyes and lips My skin so faint Always walking around With my head held high Dose anyone know I cry inside I’ve cried for so long Because of the way I look Always hiding inside Reading my books To scared for people to see What lies under it all The makeup the smile I’m so tempted to fall I hate what I am What I’ve become I’m trying so hard To undo what’s been done I look at my friends admiring their beauty Only ever wishing I could be As beautiful as all the people That forever surrounds me But I’ll never change Forever I will hide My sad face My empty inside Locked in my room Away from reflected glass Just waiting for time And my life to pass because under the make up is a girl you dont see under the make up is where you'll find me

Heart In A Cage
Once upon a time, my heart was in a cage. Bound up where it's every move was restricted. Each pump of the needed blood let the pain once more come to the surface. The iron bars that held it were sealed tight. There was NO room for this heart to grow. NO room for it to be free from it's former pain. Is there not someone who can break these bars? Is there not someone who can free this heart from it's prison? Is there someone, anyone, who can help this heart? My heart is longing to be loved. My heart is longing to be accepted. My heart is longing to be held. One day, the heart in a cage will break free....

Time On Earth
Time on Earth © By Stacy E. Daniels I know that my time on earth is through And now I'm coming home to you. The Lord that gave my life to me Will now set my spirit free. I have known joy. I have known sorrow I have loved you like there was no tomorrow. And through it all I have no regrets because you're the nicest people I have ever met.

Joke
> A skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and Sees this > HUGE black guy standing next to him. > > The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down and says: "7 > feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound left testicle, 3 pound > right testicle, Turner Brown." > > The white man faints and falls to the floor. > > The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says, > "What's wrong with you?" > > In a weak voice the little guy says, "What EXACTLY did you say to me?" > > The big dude says, "I saw your curious look and figured I'd just give you > the answers to the questions everyone always asks me. I'm 7 feet tall, I > weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20 inch private, my left testicle weighs 3 > pounds, my right testicle weighs 3 pounds, and my name is Turner Brown." > > The small guy says, "Turner Brown?!... Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, > 'Turn around'!"

Little Red Riding Hood
Little Red Riding Hood is skipping down the road when she sees the Big Bad Wolf crouched down behind a log. "My, what big eyes you have, Mr. Wolf," says Little Red Riding Hood. The surprised wolf jumps up and runs away! Further down the road, Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again-this time he is crouched behind a tree stump. "My what big ears you have Mr. Wolf, " says Little Red Riding Hood. Again the foiled wolf jumps up and runs away! About two miles down the track, Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again, this time crouched down behind a road sign. "My, what big teeth you have Mr. Wolf," taunts Little Red Riding Hood. With that, the Big Bad Wolf jumps up and screams, "Will you get lost? I'm trying to poop!!"

Relationships
HEY EVERYBODY, WELL LOVE DAY IS OVER BUT I HPE EVERYBODY HAD A GREAT ONE, I KNOW I DID. I JUST WANT TO REMIND YOU GUYS OUT THERE THAT YOU DONT NEED A HOLIDAY TO MAKE YOUR LADY FEEL SPECIAL, AND I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT DOING ANYHTHING BIG. JUST SIMPLE THINGS YOU CAN DO, LIKE WALK UP TO HER AND TELL HER HOW GOOD SHE LOOKS THAT DAY OR TELL HER HOW MUCH YOU APPRECIATE HER, AND EVEN JUST A SMALL UNEXPECTED KISS CAN MEAN SO MUCH TO US, TRY TO SHOW YOUR WOMAN YOU LOVE HER EVERY DAY !!! AND TO ALL YOU WOMAN OUT THERE THE SAME GOESFOR YOU WITH YOUR MEN.. LET THEM KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM TO. DONT TAKE YOUR RELATIONSHIPS FOR GRANTED, CHERISH THE ONE YOU LOVE :)

I'll Never Fall In Love Again
What do you get when you fall in love? A girl with a pin to burst your bubble That's what you get for all your trouble I'll never fall in love again I'll never fall in love again What do you get when you kiss a girl You get enough germs to catch pneumonia After you do, she'll never phone you I'll never fall in love again I'll never fall in love again Don't tell me what it's all about 'cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out Out of those chains those chains that bind you That is why I'm here to remind you What do you get when you give your heart You get it all broken up and battered That's what you get, a heart that's shattered I'll never fall in love again I'll never fall in love again Out of those chains those chains that bind you That is why I'm here to remind you What do you get when you fall in love? You only get lies and pain and sorrow So for at least until tomorrow I'll never fall in love again I'll never fall in love again I'll never fal

~~free Puppy~~
My neighbor has a puppy he's giving away (FREE!). It's a Dachshund, it's house broken, and it's great with kids. He's giving it away because his wife says the dog 'stares' at her when she is undressing , and that gives her the 'Heebie Jeebies'. I think she is just weird! If you're interested, or know someone who is, let me know. Here's a picture of the dog.

I Want You
I want you here so bad Everyone knows it I want to be able to cry on your sholder No matter what has happened I want to hear your voice say,"I'm here and everything will be alright" Even though you are not sure everything is ok I want o feel you thumb run across my cheek Making it feel like you swept away my fears I want your love to dry up my tears even if im crying cause I love you so much I wan you to live forever To never leave me I want you to never let go Protecting me like no other I want you here so bad And everyone knows it.

You Give Me Everything
You said i never looked more beautiful than i looked tonight in your eyes i see all i can be and how you changed my life you held on when i let go now all i want is to let you know your love is like a river that runs through my heart and soul it's deep when im thirsty and warm when im cold and when i feel forgotten i come running ot your shore you give me everything and more and tommorows come i can face the morning in a different light you can change your mind 1,000 times nothing will ever change mine the sun may rise and the light will shine and everything will be alright because your love is like a river that runs through my heart and soul and when i feel forgotten i come running to your shore you give me everything and more

Thanks
For all the get well wishes. I am totally ill. Temps 103 and I cannot quit coughing. I took Tatiana for her mri of the brain this morning with anesthesia. We just got back. Imma go die now. If I havent responded to you...I will I just need to snap out of this! xoxoxo Muahzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Bitches!!! Got This In My Bulletin And Thought It Was Cool!!
~~~TO ALL MY REAL BITCHES~~~~ (you know who you are) A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A simple bitch thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. *A real bitch lets you know that was fucked up, but I love ya. A simple bitch expects you to always be there for them. *A real bitch

Hey Im Having A Contest
ok men the sexiest abs contest begins tonite and the first prize winner will get a gift a rolex watch and second place will get a mans braclet so send me the pics before 9:00 pm which here that is in 2hrs it starts at 10 so be ready boys ill be waiting for the pics

Happy Weekend!
Well I hope everyone had a wonderful Valentine's Day. As for me, mine was eventful to say the least. Besides getting a beautiful bouquet of roses, a balloon, a box of candy and a certificate for a massage . . . my sister called the cops on me! lol She's a spoiled little twit who is coddled beyond belief and we're paying for it dearly. So, instead of her staying here and me helping her get on her feet for a decent life, she wants to go home to mom and daddy. . . They came around 11 p.m. to pick her up at the police station, where she sat for 3 hrs. (lol) and I haven't talked to them since! What happened might you ask? She got up in my face, screaming at me . . . I warned her to back off, she didn't, I smacked her in the face . . . I went outside to cool off and she called 911. lmao Yes, it was the perfect end to the perfect day! I hope there aren't too many more like that! Anyway, we are expecting 4-5 inches of snow tonight and I'm dreading every second of it. That's it for now, jus

The Middle Wife
The Middle Wife By an Anonymous 2nd grade teacher I've been teaching now for about fifteen years. I have two kids myself, but the best birth story I know is the one I saw in my own second-grade classroom. When I was a kid, I loved show-and-tell. So I always have a few sessions with my students. It helps them get over shyness and usually, show- and-tell is pretty tame. Kids bring in pet turtles, model airplanes, pictures of fish they catch, stuff like that. And I never, ever place any boundaries or limitations on them. If they want to lug it in to school and talk about it, they're welcome. Well, one day this little girl, Erica, a very bright, very outgoing kid, takes her turn and waddles up to the front of the class with a pillow stuffed under her sweater. She holds up a snapshot of an infant. "This is Luke, my baby brother, and I'm going to tell you about his birthday. First, Mom and Dad made him as a symbol of their love, and then Dad put a s

What A Freakin World...
So, I'm enjoying the life of dating immensly because there's a really really really sweet guy that I'm getting to know. Funny thing going on around me is, I've known him for about a month and my other friend just got to know this one guy ONE WEEK AGO and all of a sudden shes in a relationship with him IN LESS THAN FIVE DAYS!!!! I mean, how crazy but then again, that's life right. Oh wellz... best to them. That's all I can give. So tomorrow I'm off to celebrate my friends bday as a ghetto type of surprise. Ice cream cake and karaoke. Never done the whole singing thing and my voice is WAAAAAYYYY tooo messed up for all of that sooooo who knows, maybe I'll be the next instant star hmmm? Alright hotties and qts. Get lots of cherries and give alot more. laterz ;-) Pixxi

Tempting....
When eve gave adam the apple.... do u think they were just hungry? or did adam just think he would get in her leaf so to speak...... when noah built the ark for the animals and it rained for 40 days and 40 nights do u think he cleaned up the shit after em? when romeo took his life did he know juliette would follow? or was he just so over the bitch's nagging where for art thou romeo???? if i told u i wanted to be kissed with total passion and held on to like your life depended on it would u believe me???? or would you just give me the spanking i need????

Flat Tummy
Flat Belly A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. the mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "Your wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up."

Doll Of Death
Death doll - Wide eyed morbid compose, Entombed a soul What did you believe? Ah, that moment you lifted her - Devil's burning shelf She might become YOUR darling Puppet? Look through clear eyes Bloody images swim - her porcelain head, Gory memoir sealed within- Dolly's pretty face - a shroud; Hidden behind unblinking black lashes, Murder, carnage Violence cut out- a delicate heart, Stitched deep, her soft body Once the collector's prize abused- Torn fabric, thin lacy frills fall to dust - Destructive light So long encased, small coffin; carved, fine detail, Unreadable...Kept her safe Waiting, in wait silently Macabre Grin, adorable and grim, frozen expression, Embossed - Her face Tinted fingertips, Oh, Crimson touched for tint, Bright against alabaster white Breathless Corpse "Un-Dead" "Little Red" One name inscribed, Souls beneath - dangling feet Does she move? Unseen Cree

Your Klub House Gallery On The Site!!!
Here are some ideas for you on poesting hot and sexy pics!!! These are what others are dong so far!!! Some post body parts wich is in adults!!! Others are doing tight clothing such as jenas and shorts!!!! Recomended!!!RED = ADULT ONLY / GREEN = ADULT AND TEENTIGHT JEANS, TIGHT SHORTS, TIGHT SKIRTS, SWIM SUITES, UNDERWARE, NIGHT WARE,BUTTS, HIPS, BOOBS, LEGS, FULL BODY,SEXUAL ACTS, SHOWING PRIVATES,FULLY CLOTHED, TOTALY NUDE, HALF CLOTHED FRONT V

Life's Questions
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "bra" singular an

The Power Of Beer
A man is waiting for his wife to give birth. The doctor comes in and informs the dad that his son was born without torso, arms or legs. The son is just a head! But the dad loves his son and raises him as well as he can, with love and compassion. After 18 years, the son is now old enough for his first drink. Dad takes him to the bar, tearfully tells the son he is proud of him and orders up the biggest, strongest drink for his boy. With all the bar patrons looking on curiously and the bartender shaking his head in disbelief, the boy takes his first sip of alcohol. Swoooosh! Plop!! A torso pops out! The bar is dead silent; then bursts into whoops of joy. The father, shocked, begs his son t o drink again. The patrons chant "Take another drink!" The bartender continues to shake his head in dismay. Swoooosh! Plip! Plop!! Two arms pop out. The bar goes wild. The father, crying and wailing, begs his son to drink again. The patrons chant, "Take another drink! Take another drink!!"

Blood And Pepsi
My nose just stopped bleeding..o_0 well, yesterday I actually got on a register, and the only thing that slowed me down was looking up the veggies/fruits, I had to deny a deaf women beer and ciggys because she didnt have her ID, she got all pissy and left. Well I go back in today at 4:30pm until 11pm, for more training. I just got done curling and setting my hair for the day, its poofy and pretty..and purple and red...lol..and I'm wearing a black short sleeve button up shirt and my grey blue jeans and a silver ball necklace..I am rocking today! I did my make up and I splurged today and put on mascara, I don't normally fo it, because when it gets humid it runs, but ohhh well... I am dressing up all nice because yesterday when Ray picked me up and I looked in the car mirror and my makeup was virtually gone and I looked like Mars's Craters. lol..and my cheeks were flushed and gross....and Ray decided, "lets go about town and do this and that, without stopping home so I could p

Sled Riding
ok so today my cousin and his kids came up today they started sled riding.I video taped them some.They kept asking me to go so i finally gave in.It was so fun!My ass is numb,i am cold!Did i mention snow turns into water lol!I had fun for once .Been a long time.

Nickelback - If Everyone Cared
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky Confusing stars for satellites I never dreamed that you'd be mine But here we are, we're here tonight Singing Amen, I'm alive Singing Amen, I'm alive [CHORUS] If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride We'd see the day when nobody died And I'm singing Amen I, I'm alive Amen I, I'm alive And in the air the fireflies Our only light in paradise We'll show the world they were wrong And teach them all to sing along Singing Amen I'm alive Singing Amen I'm alive [CHORUS (X2)] And as we lie beneath the stars We realize how small we are If they could love like you and me Imagine what the world could be If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride We'd see the day when nobody died We'd see the day, we'd see the day When nobody died We'd see the day, we'd see the da

The Hunt
he pushes so hard i feel like I'm going to snap i feel the darkness seeping in that sweet sweet darkness no pain no anger no love sweet nothingness my darker half is peeking out i like it i want to run to it with open arms to embrace the sweet blackness my true self will they run the cold creeps in that bitter cold that lets me know I'm alive my dragon roars she senses a hunt smells the blood she senses the weakness deep within his soul he is weak we need strong we need one that can dominate us make us strong we need one that can tame us or at least try we need the one that can give us power we need the one unafraid of our thirst we need one that can satisfy us in my dreams we are one we fly in search of the mate that can tame us we search for the one with power does he exist can we find him is it him we search for or is it the idea of the hunt oh the hunt the scalding hot blood that salty liquid we want to bath in it fuck in it

Yearzero Is Going To Be Fantastic April 17th
http://yearzero.nin.com/ http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/news/upcoming_releases/nine_inch_nails_new_album_is_not_a_hip-hop_record.html http://www.myspace.com/nin listen to survivalism super cool. Trent you fuckin rule!!!!

Me Going Offline
Well It Now Looks as if it could be as early as next week. I maybe gone a long while. But I want to thank all My true freinds for there friendship, and I will keep in touch with those who have made it possible for me to do so. love you guys oxoxxox

Yo Yo, Lol...
Hey everyone! Wow, my first blog. I feel like a knob asking this but I would appreciate everyone's help. I'd like to level up so I was wondering if you guys would help me out. It'd be awesome if you could, if not, it's all good! Love ya, guys.

Music/lyrics 3
"Always You" I'll hold a place for you inside, Inside my heart for you and I I won't forget these tears I cried With every year that passes by And I can't sleep without you And I can't breathe anymore Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes I'll give it up this time again Some things are better left unsaid And all I have are lasting dreams Our word's worth more this time it seems And I can't sleep without you And I can't breathe anymore Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes (In your eyes) Good t

6 Other Things To Make It Easier
I imagine some have been walking their three miles for a few days now and might even like the idea. It’s amazing how good taking a break from your day and getting a real good breath of fresh air can do for the way a person feels and their attitude. Your walk can come at a lot of times. Many women that I know will take their walk at lunch time do to busy schedules after work. For those who want to lose weight/fat and are inclined to eat more than they should (easy to do with the supersized menus available these days) a walk prior to eating may reduce your appetite and you won’t eat as much. For others, taking a walk after eating will help your digestion and make you feel more fresh when you return to work. Regardless of when you go for your walk, keep in mind that you want to make progress. One of the easiest things to find these days is someone selling a machine or food program that make fun of the idea that exertion in exercise is part of gaining benefits. Those who do hav

Very Short
Man driving down road. Woman driving up same road. They pass each other. The woman yells out the window, PIG! Man yells out window, B I T C H! Man rounds next curve. Crashes into a HUGE PIG in middle of road and dies. Thought for the day.. If only men would listen!

How I Feel
I'm so tired of being alone When I wanna talk to someone I'm always alone, feeling empty I just don't know what to do anymore I'm so tired of being alone When I need someone to calm my cries There isn't anyone there No one is ever around I'm so tired of being alone When I have a bad day and need to talk I turn my head to see, no one is there Which in turn, makes me cry more I'm so tired of being alone All I want to do is die But even that is complicated It makes me feel useless I'm so tired of being alone When things can't get worse Somehow they always do Just when I need comfort I'm still so tired of being alone

Through It All, Live The Lesson...
not feeling too well, something's not right about me. can't go to sleep, but feel soo drowsy... take my agnst and build a blade, to take away the pain far better than it gave....

7 The Calisthenics - Starting Resistance
When I talked about calisthenics there were three exercises that I brought up that I’ve applied the term “a girls best friend” to. Those exercises are squats, lunges and toe raises. If there is any one place where women usually want to improve it is their buns and legs. These three exercises do a multitude of good things and because of that, they have a tendency to be on the difficult side. With the squat you stand with your legs about shoulder width apart (you can adjust that when you start doing them) and lower yourself until the tops of your thighs are parallel with the floor and then push back up to standing. There are a lot of variations that can be applied to this but for now we’ll stay basic. This exercise will stress the quadriceps (front of the thighs), hamstrings (back of the thighs), calves, ankles, feet, abdominals, glutes and hips. That’s a lot of benefit from one exercise. I recommend starting with three sets of ten repetitions on all of these and then increase

101 Ways To Annoy People
haha, I have done a few of these, it can be quite funny and entertaining. =) 1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..." 5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. < 7. Speak only in a "robot" voice. 8. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly. 9. Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announce that this is so no one will "swipe your grub". 10. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies. 11. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 12. Sniffle incessantly. 13. Leave your turn signal on for

Oh Yeah And
Since im irritated My friend's got a boyfriend man and she hates that dick (edga) She tells me every day (woo! everyday now) He wants more dinero just to stay at home Well my friend You gotta say: (gotta say!) I won't pay, I won't pay ya (woo), no way (nana) Why don't you get a job (woo - hey now!) Say no way, say no way ya, no way (nana) Why don't you get a job (oh yeah!) I won't give you no money I always pay (nana) Why don't you get a job (get a job!) Say no way, say no way ya, no way (nana) Why don't you get a job!

Miss Me? ;)
So for the past week or so i have been m.i.a. because my computer decided it was time to drive me insane and completely stopped working properly. However thanks to my wonderful computer guru chris everything is up and running smoothly! :) I will be sure to get back to all of my friends here on ct asap..and am sorry that i just up and disappeared!! Much love, k xo

3am (the Reapers Happy Hour)
3am the Reapers happy hour and the sturdy finger of fear pokes in my sleep deprived eye once again snatching the breath I desperately scramble to retain it’s the hour of sweet dreams and bad conversation shallow thought and deep inhalation sent backwards as the sickle moon shines his wry smile over the shadow drawn corners of the stopped clock why is it HE never tires in the wait for tomorrow Amanda L Harris

Im Pissed
YOU KNOW ITS ONE THING IF YOU ALL LIKE CUSTOM TAGS AND ITS FINE IF YOU LIKE RIPPING MY TAGS THAT I HAVE MADE FOR OTHER PEOPLE BUT DONT YOU DARE TAKE CREDIT FOR SOMETHING I DID AS THATS ONE WAY FOR YOU TO PISS ME OFF. I DONT MAKE PERSONAL CUSTOM TAGS JUST FOR ANYONE AND THIS GOES FOR SOMEONE IN THE GANG THAT RIPPED A PIC FROM MY BOUNCER WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE BEEN A GIFT TO OUTLAW ANGEL TO HER FROM HIM IM THE ONE WHO MADE THAT FUCKING PICTURE AND I DONT APPRECIATE OTHER PEOPLE USING AS AWAY TO LURE WOMEN SO IF YOU WANT A CUSTOM TAG MADE WITH A POEM ON IT OR ANYTHING ELSE I WOULD BE HAPPY TO DO IT AND HERES ANOTHER WARNING IF I SEE ANYONE RIPPING FIREGIRLS TAGS OR FIREMANS TAGS YOU WILL HAVE JUST PISSED OFF THE MOST CLOSEST COUPLE THAT THERE IS ON CT SO DONT LET ME SEE MY CUSTOMS FLOATING AROUND AS IT IS JUST SO FUCKING LAME THAT YOU STEAL SHIT FINE YOU WANNA RIP IT ASK FIRST GAWD.

The Words He Never Spoke
Don't worry about me I'll be fine Fine all alone Just like always Don't worry about me "Ill get over it" Those familiar words Sting my soul Like you would never believe Don't worry about me I can take care of myself I will be strong At least in front of him He will never see me cry Until the day I touched the sky And he knocked the chair Out from under my feet Don't worry about me I get shoved on all the time This time it hurt It always hurts The words he never Spoke to me Rome free when it comes When it comes to them Don't worry about me I've been hurt so many times I'm almost numb But the words he never spoke Hurt worse Than anything I can remember I wonder what makes Them so special I stare in the mirror Tear stained make-up Wondering what will make me Beautiful, like them Trying so hard to get you to say That I'm the only one for you And tell me how beautiful I am But we both know It's a lie Don't worry about me

What's That Soldiers Name?
by Pam Martin What is that soldiers' name, You know the one that is sacrificing so much. The one that is someones' son, someones' daughter, The one that someone, somewhere misses their touch. What is that soldiers' name, You know the one that wants to be all they can be. That special one, that is dedicated, To give their very life, so that we may remain free. What is that soldiers' name, The one, that is somewhere and feels so alone. Please, soldier,don't you worry, don't you ever forget, His eyes never tire, He is always watching from His throne. AND HE KNOWS YOUR NAME!

Yep!
So, I figured out that I live under some kind of cloak of shadows when it comes to the internet. Everywhere I go, i'm noticed for about 5 minutes, then i'm old news, thrown out like yesterdays garbage.........no one is gonna read this anyways, so why even write it?

This Whole Lent Thing
Ok. I'm not catholic. So I don't really practice lent. The first time I remember learning about Ash Wednesday I was already over 18. I remember it vividly only because I was working at the information desk at a hospital. It was in the afternoon and an sweet, elderly woman came up to my desk looking for a room number. I glanced up and said... "Oh my gosh! Are you okay? How did you get that bruise on your forehead?" She laughed and told me it was ashes...and then explained why she had it there. Boy did I feel like a dork. So now, years later, I find myself giving something up for lent. The choices were bread, soda, or candy. I chose soda. I'm still not catholic. I'm just doing this for a friend.

One Of Those Thinking Days
One of those days where I think too much. :) Guess I will try to keep busy with work and not think more than I have to. Temps are up and the snow is slowly melting. Its refreezing at night so the walks get icy. Almost fell on my butt last night. Twisted my ankle though, so it hurts pretty bad again. Dr said it would be weak a long time. I hate hearing that stuff! Got another small job from a new client today. Small now but he wants to redo his site in a few months so we will get more work. Trying to do more work in the evenings and will have to concentrate more during the day too.. I think I have 10 projects bouncing around and have a few more coming soon. No David this weekend, so I better find something to do. :( I am sure we will play a game over the computer or something. His friends that play too ask when I will be on to play. My friend Liz has been coming on Yahoo to chat. I feel so bad for her. She is so lost since her husband died. I just wish I knew w

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I'm rotten inside. i have no heart no soul i'm just a selfish bastard who thinks of no one but himself and even that is nothing but negetive. wahh to me i'm nothing worth looking at or even talking to i really should be put away cause i'm fucking insane and i can't get a grip on my self idenity in fact i fucking hate myself to the point where if i died tomorow i'd thank whoever caused me the death.

02/22/07
What an interesting day this is starting to be! It seems to be rather confusing but yet simple. Luckily enough it should be a pretty relaxed day hopefully for I am very tired. My lack of sleep lately is finally taking it's toll on me. Unfortunetly this is also making my meditation suffer. I am in need of distraction some how. Something to truely allow me to relax. The task of finding such is usually never this difficult. Unsure of that which to do I attempt to adapt.

Yeah, That Seems Likely
Men in parts of Tanzania's main city, Dar es Salaam, are living in fear of a night-time sex attacker. A BBC correspondent says the attacks are being blamed by some on a demon called "Popo Bawa" meaning winged bat. Some men are staying awake or sleeping in groups outside their homes. Others are smearing themselves with pig's oil, believing this repels attacks. Reports of the demon's existence have been common for many years in Zanzibar, where locals claim it originated. The BBC's John Ngahyoma in Dar es Salaam says not many people actually believe that the demon exists and there have been no sightings. But Mbaruku Ibrahim, who hails from Zanzibar, says the story of the demon is common there and people in his village on Pemba island sleep beside a huge fire outside their houses whenever it is said to appear. The story goes that the bat is able to transform itself into a man at night and it has also been blamed for rapes of women. Sheikh Yahya Hussein, a prominent astro

True Story
This morning I jumped on my horse And went out for a ride, And some wild outlaws chased me And they shot me in the side. So I crawled into a wildcat's cave To find a place to hide, But some pirates found me sleeping there, And soon they had me tied To a pole and built a fire Under me- I almost cried. Till a mermaid came and cut me loose And begged to be my bride, So I said I'd come back Wednesday But I must admit I lied. Then I ran into a jungle swamp But I forgot my guide And I stepped into some quicksand, And no matter how I tried I couldn't get out, until I met A water snake named Clyde, Who pulled me to some cannibals Who planned to have me fried. But an eagle came and swooped me up And through the air we flied, But he dropped me in a boiling lake A thousand miles wide. And you'll never guess what I did then..... I DIED.

Confirmation That People Suck!!! Please Read
I am writing this blog because this is just a subject that pisses me off..... On my way home today I stopped at McDonalds to get something quick to eat. As I was pulling out of the parking lot and back onto 67 I heard sirens. I look up and I see an ambulance in plain view so of course I didnt proceed. Needless to say, there arent too many people out there that knows what it means when you hear sirens much less SEE the ambulance. The ambulance had to stop and wait while greedy, selfish bastards kept on driving INSTEAD OF PULLING OVER!!! This may sound like a stupid subject to blog about but when I see this happen....it aggravates me to no end. People are in too much of a hurry to pull over for an EMERGENCY VEHICLE. What would they have done had it been for one of their family members or friends?! How do they know it wasnt? And to the person behind me honkin at me, you're lucky I didnt get out and whoop your ass for being so RUDE! So from now on, if you hear sirens try to figure out w

Green Lantern...
Your results:You are Green Lantern Green Lantern 85% Spider-Man 80% Superman 75% Batman 60% Robin 60% Hulk 60% The Flash 60% Catwoman 60% Iron Man 50% Supergirl 45% Wonder Woman 35% Hot-headed. You have strong will power and a good imagination. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

Your Life Will Be What You Make Of It
The golden opportunity you are seeking lies within you. It's not in your environment. It's not in luck or chance, or in the help of others. It's all in you. There are opportunities all around you. If the door of opportunity appears closed, you must knock on it and keep knocking on it until it opens. You must become an opener of doors. You can develop your opportunities by applying persistence and tenacity to your possibilities. Success doesn't come to you. You must go to success.

One Of Americas Saddest Day's
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For The Comedy Lover
if you havent watched the sarah silverman program,what is your issue-shes the funniest shit on the devil box in awhile.when she said you canchoose to have the abortion of your dreams tonight i laughed so hard into my pipe that the bowl flew out onto the floor and i didnt even flinch.

Bush Re-naming America
While on a state visit to England, George Bush meets the queen and proclaims, “As I’m the President of America, I’m thinking of changing how my great country is referred to. It should be called a kingdom.” The queen replies, “I’m sorry, Mr. Bush, but to be a kingdom, you have to have a king in charge, and you’re not a king.” George Bush thinks for a moment and then asks, “How about a principality then?” The queen replies, “Again, to be a principality, you have to be a prince, and you’re not a prince, Mr. Bush.” Bush thinks long and hard and comes up with another option. “How about an empire?” Getting a little annoyed, the queen replies, “Sorry again, Mr. Bush, but to be an empire you must have an emperor in charge, and you are not an emperor.” Before Bush could utter another word, the queen offers solace. “Don’t worry, Mr. Bush, under your leadership, America is perfect as a country.”

Businessman In Trouble
A Jewish businessman was in a great deal of trouble. His business was failing, he had put everything he had into the business, he owed everybody. It was so bad he was even contemplating suicide. As a last resort he went to a Rabbi and poured out his story of tears and woe. When he had finished, the Rabbi said, "Here's what I want you to do: Put a beach chair and your Torah in your car and drive down to the beach. Take the beach chair and the Torah to the water's edge, sit down in the beach chair, and put the Torah in your lap. Open the Torah; the wind will rifle the pages, but finally the open Torah will come to rest on a page. Look down at the page and read the first thing you see. That will be your answer. That will tell you what to do." A year later the businessman went back to the Rabbi and brought his wife and children with him. The man was in a new custom-tailored suit, his wife in a mink coat, the children shining. The businessman pulled an envelope stuffed with money ou

Sex Appeal
You Are 49% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: High You're quite sexy, and you're probably at least partially aware of your powers. Don't let your self doubt ever get the best of you. You're even more attractive than you know. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Life And Lack Of Sleep
omg I am such a nerd sometimes... this morning I thought to myself "hey, maybe I will order some private stash kit kat from our supplier" since that way I don't keep eating all the shops inventory. so I go the site, and what do I find? PEACH!!! I was going to order some Sakura. but peach? yummy!! so I notify my partner in crime and nerdiness (sissy) and pretty much beg her to let us order some for the biz. I get so excited over the littlest things sometimes, I almost make myself laugh. as for work, today we finish the rest of everything and then street dance, (ready or not?) here we come!. It will be fun, you should all come! It will take place at the Garden Plaza down on Main in visalia. (right next to Enchanted Playhouse, if you really don't know) starts about 7-7:30 ish on Saturday night. and it's fun if you like good music and love to dance. it's a great way to show support for the Creative Center, they do great work. I know those who are Icehouse penguins are always frus

It's Friday! Yippie!
HEADED TO SOUTHPOINTE TO SEE SADDLE UP BAND... AND COCKTAILS.. IF YOUR IN PITTSBURGH COME DOWN!!! HUGS TO ALL... PICTURES WILL PROBABLY FOLLOW.. HA HA HA.. YOU KNOW ME!!! I LOVE PICTURES.... LOVE TO ALL...

The Last Of The Blogs
well................this might be my last, no one visits my page anymore.....and this is bothering me, kinda, i mean, i wish more people talked to me, instead of just adding me and fanning me.......if someone, at least one person responds to this, then ill keep it for a little while......

New Pledge Of Allegiance!
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned... . A kid wrote the attached NEW? School prayer. I liked it. ??????????????? Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. ?? If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. ? Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.

Beware Of Delilah
WHAT WAS IT THAT I FOUND? IS IT ADDICTION? WHAT AM I SEEING? IS IT CONTRADICTION? WHAT WILL I DO? IS IT MY FUTURE TO BE CURSED WITH THIS AFFLICTION? DELILAH THIS IS MY ADDICTION. WORDS VERSUS ACTIONS THIS IS CONTRADICTION. LOVING WITHOUT BEING LOVED BACK THIS IS MY ACCURSED AFFLICTION.

More Q & A
Another one of these things: 1. What is your occupation? This year, mail-sorting machine operator. With an IQ of 148. God Bless Ohio, Land Of Opportunity. I still usually list "musician" as my religion & ethno-background, though. 2. What color are your socks right now? white 3. What are you listening to right now? my S.O. coughing 4. What was the last thing that you ate? a pretzel 5. Can you drive a stick shift? No 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? "Burnt Umber" (or maybe not, but I always thought that was a cool name for the "dark orange" crayon) 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Some survey-taker, who I told to stop calling. 8. How old are you today? 45. Just like yesterday. 9. Favorite drink? "Diet Pepsi Jazz Wild Cherry & Vanilla." Or Murphy's Irish Stout. 10. What is your favorite sport to watch? Politics 11. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes, I'm embarassed to say. 12. Favorite curse word? I seem to say "dammit" a

Wiccan Training
My Spirit guide at the time if my accident was a silver cougar. My grandfather told me to follow my guide, even when it took me into death and as the cougar brought me back to life. I was able to walk with the spirits ever since that night. I still practice both Shamanism and Wiccan as they are both based on the 4 elements (Earth, Air, Water, and Fire). After my embrace into the world vampirism on Samhain, my other natural gifts were silenced for a time. But over the years they slowly came back to me in visions or dreams as I slept.the one spirit that spoke to me at the beginning of my re wakening to the spirit world called himself Amel. As I mentioned before in a blog , Amel is the spirit summoned totorment the Queen of Kemet (present day Egypt). He is not an evil spirit, just mischievous. But as I listened to him and felt the draw of the blood hunger. I began to work with my Shaman and Wiccan trianing and learned how to communicate with him and other spirits. As my powers in the da

Untitled
Time is now changing Along with the season Life is moving on As did you for no reason Leaves crumble to the ground As summer changes to fall Did you really love me Or did I imagine it all You made a promise once That it was me you'd never leave That same promise you broke For it was me you did deceive I loved you so much And believed what you said So why must I continue to have All these sad thoughts in my head I want to believe again That true love will last But to find that love It is you I must leave in the past If I got to see you once more If you were to come around I wouldn't fall for it again This time I'd stand my ground Written 10/09/06

Kissing
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Reflections
As I received the word today, I felt as if standing there alone, My heart began to hurt, And the tears began to flow, I felt as if surrounded by a wall, In which I wouldn’t be able to tear down, Then I felt his hands of guidance, Telling me to look amongst the crowd, As I asked for his guidance and mercy, My eyes then, scanned the crowd, The overwhelming sense of love, Is what I have yet, to be found, In listening to his divine word, And receiving his message at hand, As if directed right at me, I was afraid again to stand, I thought about some trials, That I have yet to bring to a close, Through prayer, faith and guidance, Its as if my heart, God has chose, To see where I am going wrong, And to not allow all the evil deceptions, To bring my life to him, And begin my positive reflections, Digest that!!! Written by : Azalia

Destiny
So many times ive wondered, Of how my life would end up to be, Friends ive met along the way, Have made this a wonderful journey for me, Reflections of where I used to be, Compared to how it is now, I know that it was destiny, That served me actually quite well, I wouldn’t trade the memories, For all the gold in the world, I think that is why I am who I am, And not some scared little girl, The souls that have entered my path, Of winding turns and bends alike, Like a gentle breeze through my being, Has given me hope through stress and strife, Each step I take with caution, Because as dad said, “You never know”, I feel blessed to have my friends near me, I know they will never let me go, Friends are what defines us, They are always there no matter what, But destiny is what brings uniqueness to our lives, It gives you that extra little strut, My sisters, My boys, My love, Just know im here if you should ever need any, Of the love and hope my heart ca

Fulfill My Heart
Dije que adoraba su estilo el otro dia, Usted sonrio simplemente y guino su ojo, yo dije que podria sentirme usted alrededor de mi alma, Usted otra vez apenas guino simplemente su ojo, Yo le dije mi corazon siempre sera puro, Usted me dijo usted nunca se desviaria, miro hacia atras en las memorias, Y me pregunto por que su no aqui hoy, Cuando ellos le colocaron para descansar papi, el corazon rompio apenas, Mi alma se ha muerto, yo ahora no tengo alma, Usted tomo mis suenos, Cuando usted se murio ese dia, yo nunca podre, para adorar asi, Yo sueno de usted a menudo, Y el deseo sobre una estrella, que usted fue todavia aqui, Cumpliendo el corazon, Te Amo mucho!!!! For the Non Spanish speaking ppl,,,,,,,, I said i loved your style the other day, You simply smiled and winked your eye, I said i could feel you around my soul, You again just simply winked your eye, I told you my heart will always be pure, You told me you would never stray,

Paperazzi
Here are some things that I think all reporters need to pay attention to. 1. Just because they are a celebrity does not mean that you have the right to peek into their houses/bathrooms/etc and take pictures. No no. 2. Just because they are a celebrity does NOT mean that we want to know every little thing about them. So they went to a coffee shop and got a mochaccino with cool whip and sprinkles. Who cares?!?! 3. Stop posting random rumors about people. It is illegal, and nobody really cares about their "scandals". They may be celebrities, but they are allowed their privacy, just like everyone else. 4. When you do the news, actually give us news worth watching, or don't come on at all. I don't care if a kid sneezed out the longest booger in the world, or if some dumbass decided to hotwire his scooter with a truck engine and tried to go 80 mph with it. Don't care. I want to know about weather, accidents in my city, and any escaped murdereres/rapists/etc that I might want to p

Very Sad
this is for my friend who's man asked her to marry him then he died the next day The day you asked me out I simply said 'I shall think about it' What a foolish mistake You loved me And I loved you I should have just said yes When you asked me that question All I said was 'I shall think about it' You said 'When will I get the answer' I told you I'd tell you the next day You simply turned away Then you said 'What if tomorrow never comes' Then you left All that night I thought Then finally I said I'd say yes I went to bed Thinking all was well in the world The next day I got out of bed Watched T.V And saw that a man had died in a car crash It was you... For you Tomorrow did not come And now... Whenever someone says 'I'll tell you tomorrow' I say in return 'What if tomorrow never comes'

Santa
hi everyone...My name is Grant but most know me as Santa. I have played Santa in our town as well as drawing in children from surrounding towns for the past 8 years at my home with my wife Mrs. Claus along side of me. We have seen thousands of children per season and have become quite well known for what we do. It has become a part of who we are! So much so that when I purchased a 1979 Triumph Spitfire (tiny British sports car) that my wife & I have restored we had Santa's Summer Sleigh pin striped on the trunk lid & Santa on my door & Mrs. Claus on my wifes and my license plate reads I B Santa. We do the car shows and have become quite recognizable in our summer sleigh. We carry toys in it year round that we pass out to children who recognize me as Santa in our travels. What fun we have in what we fondly refer to as our ~life after kids~ car!!! 7 children between us, all grown, and 11 grand children we adore. We have a wonderful marriage and life is good! I'm a plumber in the off sea

~~al (the Bore) Gore Will Love This~~
Tree Hugger A woman from Los Angeles, who was a tree hugger and an anti-hunter, purchased a piece of timberland. There was a large tree on one of the highest points in the tract. She wanted a good view of the natural splendor of her land so she started to climb the big tree. As she neared the top she encountered a spotted owl that attacked her. In her haste to escape, the woman slid down the tree to the ground and got many splinters in her crotch. In considerable pain, she hurried to the nearest doctor. She told him she was an environmentalist and an anti-hunter and how she came to get all the splinters. The doctor listened to her story with great patience and then told her to go into the examining room and he would see if he could help her. She sat and waited three hours before the doctor reappeared. The angry woman demanded, "What took you so long?" He smiled and then told her, "Well, I had to get permits from the Environmental Protection Agency, th

Doooo Ittt
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once and

Sometimes I Wonder
Sometimes I Wonder Sometimes I wonder How it would be If there were no you And there were no me. Without you in my life I would surely die; You mean that much to me I could never lie. I do believe that God above Created you for me to love; And if we go our separate ways I'll think of you till my dying day.

Supporting Our Troops And Thier Familes
Don't Close Your Blinds The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses," he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out o

Online Love
The love that we share Is undefined No one understands The ties that bind We have never met Not face to face When you are here My heart speeds it’s pace Miles away Wishing you here Never to meet Is my only fear Crazy and stupid Some people say How could you love Someone that way Thinking of you All day long I question myself Is our love really strong My heart is involved Do you feel the same Playing with emotions Is a dangerous game Love me or don’t There’s no in between Be honest be true Don’t creep or be mean Honesty and trust Respect from both I follow these rules This is my oath The love that I offer It’s all up to you If you take it Please just be true

The Ex Bf
the ex wanted to see the baby so i told him he could come over. we went to cash my cheacks and to get stuff 4 his car. on the way back to my house we talk about him gettin another job and a place to live. I tell him once he has a place the baby can stay the weekend wth him. He tells me when he has his place he wants me and the baby back. i told him no, i cant go through what he did to me agin. i'm tryin to move on wth my life but he wants to stay in the past. trying to heal the heart that he had broken into a million pieces

Drop Your Doo???
I was challenged to write this right quick so i did,,,, lmfaoooooooooooooo i farted on the pillow,,,, on which you laid before,,,,,,, why were you such an ass ,,, to shit without shuttin tha door,,, now my house is full of funk,,, and i dunno wtf to do,,,, you need to stick a can of spray,,,,, where you drop all your doo,,,,,,, *winks

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Yay Stuff
When was the last time you ran? yesterday Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? no What are you dreading right now? not sure Do you celebrate 4/20? no Favorite country singer? Garth Brooks When was your last doctor's visit? january something. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? roughly? umm about 20 minutes for everything. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back? Nope, I'm happy with who I have, and i wouldn't trade her for anyone, not even an ex. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would you be wearing? pj's Do you own a pair of Converse? no Do you eat the cookie dough? yes Have you ever kicked a vending machine? yes Don't you hate when the radio ruins good songs? yeah Would you rather them play the whole video or just a clip of it on TRL? Whole video, i fucking hate TRL because they only play 30 seconds of the song Do you watch Trading Spaces? no How do you e

How Long Has It Been?
An old but still ruggedly handsome Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young, idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature." The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation, said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally, the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?" "1955, ma'am." "Well, there you are. You really need to chill out and quit taking everything so seriously!? I mean, n

Early Retirement Bonus
The Pentagon recently found it had too many generals and offered an early retirement bonus. They promised any general who retired straight away his full annual benefits plus $10,000 for every inch measured in a straight line between any two parts of the general's body, with the general getting to select any pair of points he wished. The first man, an Air Force general, accepted. He asked the pension man to measure from the top of his head to the tip of his toes. Six feet. He walked out with a check of $720,000. The second man, an Army general, asked them to measure from the tip of his outstretched hands to his toes. Eight feet. He walked out with a check for $960,000. When the third general, a grizzled old Marine, was asked where to measure, he told the pension man ... "From the tip of my penis to the bottom of my testicles." The pension man suggested that perhaps the Marine general might like to reconsider, pointing out the nice checks the previous two generals had rec

I Dream Of Thee
I dream of Thee The ice will fall upon the ground, I sing And ev'ry night I dream, I dream of thee To come and break the clouds and shine on me To wash away the tears upon my cheeks So fetch the gods that bring my misery And line them up before the guillotine Let fall the blade, Black Devil's Hood, I sing Let blood pour forth, the severed head is free And drain their blood and drain my misery So ends the storms, begins anew the spring And ends the pain and winter's icy cling And roses bloom anew, renewed I sing The sun will shine upon the grass this spring And ev'ry night I dream, I dream of thee

How Are You In Bed?
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Good-bye My Angel
Good-Bye My Angel~ For my grandfather From the stillness of night came the final call. With hesitation the words were spoke One life ends One life forever changed One heart bleeds One finds peace Tears fall Memories haunt a troubled soul As this gentle heart begins to break With every breath I miss you With every tear I try to heal Your love I treasure Your kindness I cherish Your words to me I’ll remember In my heart you remain. Good-bye My Angel~ I love you. Nixy- 2004

Research On A Song I Thought I Made Up
* FAIRIES LOVE SONG -Anonymous Why should I sit and sigh Broo and bracken, broo and bracken Why should I sit and sigh All alone and weary When I see the plover rising Or the curlew wheeling It's then I'll court my mortal lover Back to me is stealing When the moon begins her waning I sit by the water Where a man born of the sunlight Loved the Faerie's daughter Oh, but there is something wanting O but I am weary Coming blithe, now bonny treads he O'er the knolls to cheer me

Old Wise Rooster
A farmer goes out one day and buys a brand new stud rooster for his chicken coop. The rooster struts over to the old rooster and says, "OK, old fart, time to retire." The old rooster replies, "Come on, you can't handle ALL these chickens. Look what it's done to me. Can't you just let me have the two old hens over in the corner?" The young rooster says, "Beat it! You're washed up and I'm taking over." The old rooster says "I'll tell you what, young stud, I'll race you around the farmhouse. Whoever wins gets exclusive domain over the entire chicken coop." The young rooster laughs, "You know you don't stand a chance old man, so just to be fair, I'll give you a head start." The old rooster takes off running. About 15 seconds later the young rooster takes off after him. They round the front of the farmhouse and the young rooster has closed the gap. He's already about 5 inches behind the old rooster and gaining fast. The farmer, meanwhile, is sitting on the front porc

The Telepathic Watch
A very handsome and even more confident man walks into a bar and takes a seat next to a very attractive woman. He gives her a quick glance, then casually looks at his watch for a moment. The woman notices this and can't help but ask, "Is your date running late?" "No," he replies, "I just bought this state-of-the-art watch and I was just testing it." The woman is intrigued and asks, "A state-of-the-art watch? What's so special about it?" "It uses alpha waves to telepathically talk to me," he explains. "What's it telling you now?" "Well, it says you're not wearing any panties..." The woman giggles and replies, "Well it must be broken then, because I am wearing panties!" The man taps on the face of the watch and explains, "Damn thing must be an hour fast."

The Army Wife
The Army Wife We are proud to be Americans But more than that we are proud of you. We do not wear the brown and green Or answer to a sergeants call. We do not wear our rank on our shoulder, But we are every bit an American Soldier. We dont have the luxury of proper training. We arent given any preparation time. We didnt sign on the dotted line, But we are now contracted for life. We dont march in cadence or salute When an officer walks by. We stand among the silent ranks Our devotion is absolute. At home alone we stay, Our life is defined by the Armys way. We take the loneliness in strife, Its part of being a soldiers wife. We dont go off to war or carry a gun, But the days we live are no more fun. We are not given orders or sent to the front line, Our role in this war is harder to define. We must smile to hide our tears And laugh to cover all of our fears. We hold our heads high as we watch them leave And wait for the calls and letters we hope well rec

Moonlight (poem)
Moonlight Dropping down to her knees She cries out to the stars Underneath the moonlite sky Her tears flow freely to the ground Her sobs shakes her body As she tries to regain control Her heart in shambles Refusing to let go So much hurt and pain Her soul feels broken beyond repair She calls to the moon above "Help me move on!!" She grabs his picture, a candle and match Asking of the Gods and Goddesses above "Erase from my heart this pain," "Show me there is nothing to gain" She stricks the match and lights the wick Taking the picture and wraping it quick Digging a hole in the earth She buries the picture in the ground "Out of sight, out of mind" She tells herself as she cries She wipes her tears and blows the flame Thanks the Gods & Goddesses above Her heart knows that it will forget his name and she hope one day she will love again.

Love Unspoken (yes..lol..another Poem)
Love Unspoken The words left unspoken, The tears that slowly fall. As she hears her own heart breaking, And still he doesnt call. How could he just not feel it, This love that is unspoken. The one true passionate love tale, Is the one that must not fail. Their souls are interlocked, Still their bodies have not met. She hears he's loving voice, Running throu her head. The last sweet words he spoke to her, Will haunt her till she's dead. How could he leave her heart to break, She begs to know he wasnt fake So much easier this would be, If it was all but a dream. She knows that its all true, So once again she is blue. Her heart keeps getting broken With all the love unspoken He promised that he'd never leave her. No matter what the cost. When all is said and buried, He'll wonder what went wrong. How the love of his life, Could pay such a price. A price she'd gladly pay for him, Even at such a great cost. With all the love unspoken He left her

Will You?
Will you? Will you mourn me one day If I'm no longer here to stay Will you scream out in pain When you hear my name Will the memories we've shared make the pain a little more bearable Or all the laughter we had just make it all that bad "You will be fine once this is over" everyone will tell you But in your head you're breaking down and you wish you'd been the one to drown Drown in the sorrow that she felt by all the pian that she was dealt No one should have to feel this way your friends will comfort when they say But your left with memories of the time you had "Be strong and show no pain" they tell you for the children's sake They need you now more then before. They hurt also for all that's come They miss their mother more than ever So please my love be stronger than ever For if one day I shall not be Love them more each passing day Let them know that I love them Never let them forget me Tell them that I'll be forever near Nev

If We Could Be (poem)
If We Could Be Sitting here thinking of you, wondering how this came true. To meet my soulmate in a single night, a feeling that I will not fight. Your taken, so am I but you make me want to fly Fly away to a place so far away So that you and I can always stay. Stay in each others arms, away from any harm Sweet caresses and loving kisses all of these are my wishes Caressing and kissing you all night long, the feeling I have are just so strong, To strong to resist just one single kiss My legs go weak I can not speak My head is spinning My body is feening You won my heart from the very start My body's yours We'll make each other soar You'll feel this love is just too strong Our bodies will shake with the love we will make I'll hold on tight This feels so right This is so much more than I've dreamed before I love you more each passing day I don't know what else to say Never leave my heart to break All of this for true love sake!!!

Monday Nite 10:57pm
It's late i have a slight headache tv shows are suckin i hope my package comes tomorrow!!!!! WOOOT gotta love amazon.com! The one true place to find what you want at decent prices oh and dunno i really dont like ebay less someone can tell me a couple of reasons to....i mean sure its an auction site but still when ur lookin for somethin an jus wanna buy it it sometimes comes out way more expensive then you would have paid for it in the retail store.....sure says buy me now or buy it now watever....still doesnt mean ur gonna get it at a decent price....plus now ups is charging fucken cash for basic ground shipping thats bs it used to be free.... so fuck that its better to go out an buy what u want an use the net soley as a last resort less ur lazy lol... well im done ranting my shit better come tomorrow LOL or ima be pissed

Never Forget Heros From The Pentagon 9/11/01
Okay I was going to post this as one blog but it will not let me post it in it's entirety Blogs on CT are limited to 50000 characters and this one has 113000 characters So I will do it in a couple parts Here is a little something to reflect on, It will take a while to go through all the names but we need to never forget, We don't need just rememmber on the anniversary of that fatefull day, We need to Never, Ever Forget!!! God Bless the USA CONFIRMED DEAD: 2948 • REPORTED DEAD: 24 • REPORTED MISSING: 24 • TOTAL: 2996 Pentagon Heros Spc. Craig Amundson, 28, Fort Belvoir, Va.* Melissa Rose Barnes, 27, Redlands, Calif.* (Retired) Master Sgt. Max Beilke, 69, Laurel, Md.* Kris Romeo Bishundat, 23, Waldorf, Md.* Carrie Blagburn, 48, Temple Hills, Md.* Lt. Col. Canfield D. Boone, 54, Clifton, Va.* Donna Bowen, 42, Waldorf, Md.* Allen Boyle, 30, Fredericksburg, Va.* Christopher Lee Burford, 23, Hubert, N.C.* Daniel Martin Caballero, 21, Houston, Texas* Sgt. 1

No Matter What Happens
No matter what happens, No matter what you do, I hope that you will stay the same. I hope you'll always be you. God made you special, No one can take that away. So when the problems call And the darkness falls, Never forget that someone cares about you. Never forget your dreams; They aren't as far away, As you might think they seem. Let nothing get you down, And when the times get rough, Simply smile like a circus clown.

Im Fucked
so,after restraining myself for a month and a half,i still failed my piss test,the dr thinks my kidneys are starting to fail,and if i dont test negative at the end of this month,i go tojail,which wont matter,because if i dont pay the court 400 dollars in 10 days,i go tojail.virginia is the most fucked up state in the union,and i no longer feel like i have any rights or freedoms as an american citizen.anyway,its been nice meeting and learning facts about each and every one of you cherries,and ill never forget you,no matterhow long they stick me in thehole.just think,a wealthy person in va beach commits dui,causes injuries and gets 6 months probation,no jail time,while poor me gets to face 2 years probation and 6 months of jail for misdemeanor assault.there is no justice,but through my disease,perhaps god may bring me peace.

My Favorite Song!!!
"Settlin'" - Sugarland Fifteen minutes left to throw me together For mister right now, not mister forever Don't know why I even try when I know how it ends Looking like another "maybe we could be friends" I've been leaving it up to fate It's my life so it's mine to make I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settling for anything less than everything, yeah With some good red wine and my brand new shoes Gonna dance a blue streak around my living room Take a chance on love and try how it feels With my heart wide open now you know I will Find what it means to be the girl Change her mind and change her world I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settling for anything less than everything I

Working For A Biznatch
I was going to mumm about what happened at work tonight, but the story is a bit too long when us mummers have the attention span of a golfball. At 6 pm I was asked to go cover for the 2's room. When I got down to one kid, I took him down to another room where everyone else was. Myself, 8 kids and 2 other teachers. My 2 kids were in the room. My youngest, Emily, came up to me telling me she was sick. I felt her and she was definately warm. I took her temp. 102 degrees. Well, I figure instead of calling out in the morning I would just go show the director that Emily was sick, and discuss my options for tomorrow. When I got up to the office and showed them it was like I had just told them the worst news ever. The assistant director rolled her eyes and began to tap her nails on the desk. I said " I am sorry if my sick daughter upsets you" she said " Honey, I am off the clock, I can say and do WHATEVER I want". ( what the hell is she thinking?) So I said " well then you just stay off th

12 Types Of Men (ladies Check This Shyt Out)
1.) MR. THUG LIFE Advantages a. Real good at making love b. Fun and exciting c. Makes you laugh d. Has your back, will fight and protect you Disadvantages a. Usually drinks and smokes too much b. Always got drama c. Stays a thug forever d. In and out of jail 2.) MR. NAW, I DON`T HAVE A GIRL Advantages a. Will take you out in the beginning b. Will introduce you to all his friends c. Compliments you all the time Disadvantages a. Has a girlfriend who he's been with since the 2nd grade b. Will not get rid of her c. He tells you about her after you've fallen in love with his ass! 3.) MR. BIG BALLA Advantages a. Will give you money with no questions asked b. Has a lot of style to him c. Will show you some of the nice things in life Disadvantages a. Never returns your phone calls b. Feels he can come to your house at any given time without calling first c. Loves to be around his boys more than you. 4.)MR. I`

What Makes Me Upset
To thoses who relly give a damm. The only thing that upsets me the most is that I try to do what I can by myself and it never truns out quite as nice or as good as anyone else can do. And when I ask someone to do something for me I always get I will do it then, or later, Sure I understand that thay have other things that need done . But when it goes on and on and never gets done . THATS WHAT UPSETS ME.This is not to mean anyone on cherrytap. It is those who know who thay are when thay see this. I am only talking about outsiders. So please thoses of cherrytap like I said this does not mean you.

What Is Love
is love real, is love true, is love romantic, is love believeable, is love in you,is love what you want,is love in your heart,is love all around you,is love far from you,is love where u want it to be,is love close to you,is love in your eye's,is love the best,what is love.

Heaven
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like Mother of Pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, “Excuse me, where are we?” “This is Heaven, sir,” the man answered. “Wow! Would you happen to have some water?” the man asked. Of course, sir. Come right in, and I’ll have some ice water brought right up.” The man gestured, and the gate began to ope

I Hate Men Who Make Me Feel Like This
i know there are so many things i want to say if i'd let myself have the balls to say them. i know i'd tell you just what i felt, but then again, i'm done wasting my energy. there are so many bullshit lies you've told that i don't know what's real. there are so many things i wish were right that i'll never open my mouth to you again. i'm so done hearing what i wanted to hear. what i wanted to hear was the fucking truth. but you're incapable of honesty... because you want a piece of me. i hope your next lover leaves you in ruins. i'm just gonna sleep it off.

We Are Going To Own Our Own Restaurant!!!
well we received word last night that my dad might buy my husband his own little restaurant last night. We will be serving breakfast and lunch. he is really excited. we will know more later on in the week after they look over the books to make sure it is really what they want to do. can't wait to tell my job that i won't be working for them like i am now and that i might just work a couple of nights for them.

Sad....
i think no one cares i wouldnt even dare it seems everyone else just has a better life( better life) i lived long without the love in my life now all i can do is , all that i can say is No one cares about me, No one cares, cant you see? Im just a lonely girl, yeah living in this horrible world this is the worst nightmare I ever had But no one knows, no one knows, how sad It seems to me that i will never learn I don't do very good in school and i'm not very good at following rules i do not have that many friends and for her its the end i always lies i just wants to die now all i can do is, all that i can say is No one cares about me, No one cares, cant you see? Im just a lonely girl, yeah living in this horrible world this is the worst nightmare I ever had But no one knows, no one knows, how sad now everything is so hard to realize i just a girl of smaller size i want to be cool like the girls at school i am worried everyday of my life

Trust
im not that bad onece you get to know me id like it if you gave me a try its not like im going to jump out of your computer and choke you to death or anything althow ill let you if you do maybe smake me around a bit wont you sraiten me up ¢¾

"my Sacrifice" Creed
"My Sacrifice" Hello my friend, we meet again It's been awhile, where should we begin? Feels like forever Within my heart are memories Of perfect love that you gave to me Oh, I remember When you are with me, I'm free I'm careless, I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice We've seen our share of ups and downs Oh how quickly life can turn around In an instant It feels so good to reunite Within yourself and within your mind Let's find peace there When you are with me, I'm free I'm careless, I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice I just want to say hello again I just want to say hello again When you are with me I'm free I'm careless, I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes Cause when you are with me I am free I'm careless, I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice, My sacrifice I just w

Its Getting Closer!
March starts tomorrow and that means April is almost here. That means need to start getting ready for beach volleyball! It was so nice out today that I was getting a touch of spring fever, which ended when you look around ans still see snow in areas. Summertime at the beach...I am ready!

Fun In The Sun...
A hot afternoon and we're baking in the sun, you reach for my hand and we run to the ocean to cool off; we begin to play, splashing, laughing and enjoying each other. You pull me to you, looking into my eyes we kiss. You reach down, grab my ass, and pulling me to you; I can feel you getting harder. You slide your hand inside the bottom of my suit, running it over my ass, applying a little squeeze,then around to my pussy. Breaking our kiss to pull me tighter, as your fingers find my clit. You look around to seeing people walking and playing on the beach, and feel the excitement of doing something taboo, as the waves sway us back and forth. You whisper into my ear, " I want you now", and I reach for your cock, as you slip my suit down. I help guide you into me feeling a delight as a mixture of salt water, my wetness greets the ridges and creases of your cock as you inter me. We sway with the waves as our rhythm increase. You stop and turn me around so my back is too you, as you slide you

Thinking Of You...
You came to my door with a dozen red roses in a vase, and a white silk blindfold in the other. I take the flowers and place them on the table; you came up from behind give me, and placed a gentle kiss on the neck, and place the blindfold over my eyes. Then you lead me out to the car. I'm both scared and excited. We drive neither saying a word . Finally, you stop the car and get out, open my door and the smell of wild flowers is the first thing I notice. The next thing I sense is the silence, the only sound is the babble from a near by brook. You lead me to an awaiting a picnic basket, and a spread out blanket. There you seat me and open the basket , it has fruits of all kinds and a bottle of white wine. You feed me the fruit and we drink some of the wine, you tease me with different foods from the basket. Touching my tongue, some rolling over my body, and some squeezing juices out on me . After your finish you reach out and kiss me softly on the cheek, and follow my neck down to my sho

~ There Are Worse Things In Life ~
A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Mom, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercing, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marihuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we wa

Have A Good Week!
BY SINCERELY ADMIRING BEAUTY, YOU BECOME MORE BEAUTIFUL. WHEN YOU TRULY APPRECIATE THE CREATIVE WORK OF OTHERS, YOUR OWN CREATIVITY GROWS STRONGER. ACT WITH RESPECT TOWARD OTHERS, AND YOU'LL DEVELOP A DEEPER RESPECT FOR YOURSELF AND YOUR OWN POSSIBILITIES. BE GENEROUS WITH THOSE AROUND YOU, AND YOU'LL FIND THAT LIFE IS MORE GENEROUS WITH YOU. SPEND TIME IN PEACEFUL SURROUNDINGS, AND YOU'LL CONTINUE TO CARRY THAT PEACE WITHIN YOU. LISTEN TO THE WORDS OF SOMEONE WHO IS FILLED WITH POSITIVE PASSION, AND THAT PASSION WILL FIND A PLACE IN YOU AS WELL. THE WAY YOU LIVE CAN HAVE A GREAT INFLUENCE ON THE WAY YOU ARE. YOU CARRY WITHIN YOU LASTING ECHOES OF THE PEOPLE, THINGS, PLACES AND EXPERIENCES TO WHICH YOU HAVE BEEN EXPOSED. THE CHOICES YOU MAKE IN THIS MOMENT CAN AFFECT YOUR LIFE LONG AFTER THIS DAY HAS PASSED. SO FILL THIS MOMENT WITH BEAUTY, LOVE, FRIENDSHIP, ACCOMPLISHMENT, ADMIRATION AND PASSION. PUT YOURSELF IN SITUATIONS WHERE THE GOODNESS OF LIFE WILL BE ABLE TO

Feeling Down This Moring
♥CUM VOTE FOR ME CLICK ON THE PIC WILL TAKE YOU TO THE CONTEST IN 3RD WANT TO BE IN 1ST!!! VOTE 4 ME¢¾ VOTE 4 ME VOTE 4 ME VOTE 4 ME VOTE 4 ME I HAVE OVER 600 FREINDS AND ONLY A FEE ARE VOTING FOR ME PLEASE COMMENT BOMB ME IN THIS CONTEST I REALLY WOULD LIKE TO WIN A LEAST ONE!!! AND RIGHT NOW I NEED ALL MY FREINDS TO HELP!!! I HELP ALL OF YA'LL PLEASE HELP ME!!!

Two Weeks & Counting Till March Madness
Good afternoon/evening everyone. Well we are two weeks & counting to the start of March Madness & hope everyone is pumped up as I am. There are some definitely interesting scenarios going into the conference tournaments which started Tuesday night with the Big South, Horizon, & Ohio Valley tournaments. Who will make the tournament this year? And who will have to settle for the NIT? Will teams like Ohio State, UCLA, Florida, or North Carolina receive #1 bids? Or will Kansas, Texas A&M, Wisconsin, or Memphis take a spot or two? And where will Syracuse end up?? Anything is possible. The webpage for this year is almost complete other than to place the teams into the brackets & to fill out a few remaining items. You may also get the info at my webpage: www.geocities.com/ncaapool2007 Feel free to look around & check things out. The main page will connect you to the rules of the pool, provides you with a blank bracket (for those who like to write down their picks), some history of pre

Frustration
So, obviously we have all had "one of those days" Why do I get them more frequently? Why is it when I am so into him, and worry constantly he's not into me? Hate the past that binds me into lack of trust and scared to move forward. He is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time, and it's so cool he is just like me, from his sarcasm, to his sweetness. Is it too much to believe in? Dare I say he's perfect? Hmm.. damn well close to it(even if he's a flirt.) Maybe the issue is I am just insecure and think he is too good for someone like me. Ugh... I'm gonna rip my hair out.

Hell Explained By Chemistry Student
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if

How Barbie Are You?
How Barbie Are You?!?! take the quiz to find out!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM FILLING THIS OUT! [X] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish [] You own a designer purse [X] You own perfume that cost over $60 [X] You had/have fake nails [X] You have more body/hair products than you can use [] Your pet is/was a chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier/Siamese [] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet [X] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp. [] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper. [] A pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets. total: 5 Do you: [] Spend more time at the mall than you do at home/work [X] Have a hair color that is not your natural color [X] Have "blonde moments" at least once a day [] Buy stuff because it's awesome and then never wear it [X] Constantly keep your phone at your side [X] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home [X] Have a name for your car [X] Know what celebrity is dating who and wh

Medieval May Be True!
Tired... tired. So weary of tomorrows light. Can’t hold it any longer, I’ve tried with all my might. A beacon I am not. Not this anymore. Tired, weary of the shadows. Always waiting on my you... the build up comes to be.. Just for a soft safe landing. Another left out, let down for me. My love. I hope you can hear what I tried to say. I hope you understand my love what I’m trying to save. Tomorrows another day. So stop and think. Don’t keep me waiting. Don’t wait on a good thing. You have my heart and all else in between. Don’t cast it to stone. Don’t let me sink. Death is upon my jagged heart once again. And I guess I can’t give in. I must fight. Fight for air fight for freedom fight for my life. Fight for all that I will always love. And even at times I feel weak and can’t or don’t want to. I do. She has the love right there, I can see it. But she creeps in the shadows alone and afraid. Not knowing what to do. I am the beacon of suggestion that lights her path not the mo

Wings Of Dreams
On the Wings of Dreams I'm flying free with a dreamer's dream, To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt; Where shadows and hauntings of all time and space, Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace... happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace. A land with no storms, without pouring rains, where changes abound and great comfort remains; Where all hate is replaced, all questions erased; Where new memories are shaped, with wonderous light... of romance and love, before out of sight; A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought, where butterflies are free, their colors uncaught; With milk oceans to see, fresh air to breathe; Countless flowers and trees, fragrancing the soft whispering breeze. No more webs of deceit, where lovers have fought; No battles of hopelessness, where all love is lost. Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts, Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught. It is the stairway to heaven, this dreamland we seek... Hop

Wondering
The skies are dark Rain is pouring down I look out my window And see a vast emptiness Nothing is around Nothing can be seen I am all alone Thinking thoughts of desire Of where I want to be And where I am now Wondering what may happen Where my journey lies Maybe I already know But I can't see it Is it good or bad I wonder There is only one person who knows Only one who can show me the light And what I want to know And eventually I too will be able to see

New Pics
Hey everyone! I just posted some new pics, but if you aren't into seeing this kind of thing, don't look. Definately don't look at work, as they are most definately NSFW! However, for those of you who like nudity, Enjoy-Paul

I'm No Superman
It's an average day. I walk around And nobody seems to Notice the pain Carefully masked behind My face. If they only knew I wasn't as strong As I portray. I'm no Superman Behind this strength Lays a great deal of pain. I wish I could just Make it all go away. You say I am a girl Without fear. I beg to differ dear. Cause if you took the time To look into my eyes You would see the Fear I carefully try to hide. I'm no Superman. Behind this strength Lays a great deal of pain. I wish I could just Make it all go away. I'm no superman. Hiding behind my pride My thoughts I can not escape. Why oh, , why will this Pain not go away? How come you can't see This self-made disease That is plaguing me? I'm no Superman. My strength is the worst of me. Why? WHY CAN'T YOU SEE... That I'm no Superman?

Drink
Margarita! Your sex life mostly resembles a Margarita – You are passionate and imaginative and you have a very spontaneous sex life. You are likely to do (or have done to you) a lot of things on a whim. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sum Quotes/feelings
when there`s something that you really want, fight for it don`t give up, no matter how hopeless it seems & when you have lost hope .. ten years from now, your gonna have to wish you gave it just one more shot because the best things in life .. they don`t come free -------- all she wants is someone that will treat her right ; someone that will call her beautiful when she needs it the most and someone that will actually love her ------------- everything will be okay in the end and if it's not okay, then it's not the end

Well.. Hmm. Thats Life For Ya.
you know how sometimes you are just idling and life isn't so bad. nothing is going on.. or maybe you are just cruising along at a certain speed and you are sure that you will get to your destination... well what if all of a sudden, one day, everything just changes for what may seem to be the worse. now it only seems that way because of the tremendous weight that has been put on you... right now I'm shaky under all this weight. there is a lot of pressure. a lot of people crack under these kinds of situations and just let themselves go, they lose what they have attained and forget that they need to fight for it... that's what i am going to do. it has already required me to change some gears and shift into a higher momentum. but that is whats required of me. there will be a lot of sacrifices that will have to be made in order for me to make it and i mean a lot... most of you will think I've changed. most of you will think you don't know me any more. but if thats the case than

Umm...ow
In no way could you even consider it an accident. I mean, there were no dents or even a scratch. No one was hurt. But it scared the crap out of me, and threw me just hard enough that whatever progress I'd made out of the flare put me right back into it. Thankfully, my airbag didn't deploy...that would have really sucked. Fuckin' sun in the eyes. I was just getting off a ramp from the interstate onto a busy thoroughfare. The car in front of me waited for an opening and started to move. The opening was big enough, so I went, too. But she had stopped and I had my eyes behind me and I went into her. Like I said, it didn't even leave a scratch on either of our bumpers. You can't call it an accident, or even a fender bender. But I was jerked forward just hard enough to hit my head on the steering wheel and throw my back into spasms. I need a vacation. I need a massage. And to get laid. In that order.

From The Lips Of A Youngin' [something You Have To Read]
Not too long ago, my mom called me downstairs to tell me something. When I got down there I asked her what she wanted, and she said she got an offline message from my cousin DJ... about a very touching moment with his daughter Jade (Whose like 3 or 4?) Heres the message: "jade just gave me a letter, she read it to me, it said, dear grandma please come home and see me, i love u big bunches, why dont u see me no more, miss u granma i wanna come and see u where u are jader loves u.... and then she continued to try and bribe and trick me with presents to take her where mammaw is and bring her home then she started to cry little bit and after i told her the jesus story and older and dieing bit she hugged me and said you older daddy u going with jesus to, she said i come to with u and see grandma... she misses her alot i feel so bad for her they were so close. funny how u can drownd certain things and others rip your heart out." Its amazing how little kids know whats going on, but they

"just A Biker"
http://www.bikerenews.com/Stories/Justabiker.html "Just A Biker" I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store linebut you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalkbut you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurantbut you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more moneyfor the hurricane relief.I seen you roll up your window and shake your headwhen I passed youbut you didn't see me driving behind you when you flickedyour cigerette butt out the car window.I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your childrenbut you didn't see me when I took time off from work to runtoys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hairbut you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for"Locks of Love".I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and glovesbut you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old jacke

Hold On
I don't wanna see you ever sad And everything I've got you can have When it's all too much You need some human touch To see it's really not so bad Did you call on every saint you know But still you feel like you're on your own Can you see through your tears I will always be here And you're not out there all alone Chorus: Hold on, 'till you feel a little stronger Hold on to me Hold on, everything's gonna be alright Just hold on to me tonight Anything that hurts you, hurts me too I'm not gonna let your world turn blue Will you take my hand And feel how close I am There ain't nothin' I won't do for you Chorus I know the world Can drive you to your knees But when you need to cry. baby Cry to me Chorus

Creation Explained
NEVER HEARD CREATION EXPLAINED THIS WAY BEFORE !!! FUNNY! In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast.

The Rose That Grew From Your Grave
Vanish into the darkness, my heart is telling me to tear apart this, this love is falling into an abyss, and I cannot resist, banned from the heart of this, I am removing the fragments of your flesh from my lips, to remove the existence of a single kiss, a last kiss, tearing at instant desire, my heart it burns in a fire, bleeding for hours it sifts through my fingers, catching every thorn, from the rose that grew from your grave, I watched as you were falling with a razorblade between your fingers, the blood slipped from between my fingers and I cut up underneath my soul, tearing at instant desire, my heart it burns in a fire, bleeding for hours it sifts through my fingers, catching every thorn, from the rose that grew from your grave

Daddys Little Girl
If I had my life to do over, I'd have chosen you to be my dad once more. Even if it meant losing you again, It's worth all the tears in the world. You were my sunshine when skies were gray. I loved you and honored you; You took all my tears away. I was happy to be with you, Proud to be your little girl. Sometimes we would argue, But to me you meant the world. Your love was always pure; You treated me as your own. Your time seemed all too short and I feel so alone. What can I take from this? My heart is completely crushed. But nothing loved is ever lost - And you are loved so much.

Isolated Isotope
DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER If your sensitive about race relations. I was a little drunk when writing this and had to get something off my chest. My first & last emo blog lol! ------------------------------------------------- I live in a world as a reluctant observer, never on the inside, only on the outside looking in, much like a suffering child watching close knit families eating supper at dinner tables from windows covered with frost. I'm Lost. Shunned by the blacks, in fact, perhaps I could never grasp their perspective and objective as I walk my own path to oblivion. I encounter others of my race, as they slow their pace they ask me, in a nasty tone and cringed face "Where are you from? Why do you talk white?" I turn and sneer, replying in a satisfying retort of sorts... "I was hooked on phonics at an early age, Ebonics is not my identity.", perhaps my comment has preservered? They roll their eyes in revolutions of 360 while they frown. I ask "Do you know what i

Vague
Sleeping at the wheel I can't feel my face Maybe it's better this way My stomach's twisted, all tied up in knots And I'm feeling like I don't want this Killing time as the clock goes Tick tock, tick tock They'll never keep you away from me I know where you'll be tomorrow What difference does it make to you? I don't care ain't got the time Winning the race for another line It's written in my mind Just to get it all away from me Away from me 'Cause I think I'm falling 'Cause I think I'm falling Falling out of touch with life And I'm thinking it's all just a big mistake I think I'm falling Falling, out of touch with life So what have I been telling myself? Must be the rage deep down inside of me Eating me away Eating me away Feelings are so vague, so wrong So what have I been telling myself? So I've been chosen To be the victim of Your misery That's right I'm frozen Chemicals keep me under control So cold from all the ice and amphetamines That I just

Just A Kiss
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts I've never had the chance To kiss your beautiful lips To hold you tight all day To run my fingers through your hair Or talk to you till the sun comes up My mind says this won't be so But my heart knows different Someday I will do these wonderful things And never let you go No matter how long it takes No matter how many tears it makes I will see you Kiss you And hold you Until the end of time

I Am So Bored At Work, It's Ridiculous.
1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? (My sentiments exactly) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 3. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 4. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 5. If people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland called Holes? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 6. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 7. If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~! *~*~*~* 8. Why do croutons

Bath Tub Test
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" DID YOU PASS, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

Can I Hurt You
You turn your head in disgust yet you wet your lips with lust. You are blinded by the pain but it only shows you the truth, as you begin to crave this malevolant rain that pumps ecstasy through your veins. It is you who has gained an obsession with this carnival of sin! I only fed the beast that was within. Now it tears and thrashes at your soul and only with the pain can you grab hold of whats left of your sanity. But why do you fight it, let the ravenous beast consume youy humanity. For only then will you truly be free from the pain of insanity. Now as your hand is held firmly by mine I look into your eyes and ask,"Can I hurt You?"

Protect Our Mother
Protect Our Mother by Storm (EMB) Close your eyes, once you read my words Feel the breeze, hear the birds Take in the smells all around Listen attentively to every sound Open your eyes, and look around you Notice the sun, or the full shining moon See the grass, the flowers, the trees See the birds, the clouds and the bees Let the colors of the season get soaked inside And the joys of nature even those that hide Now picture a life, with none of these things No flowers to smell, no birds with wings No more colors, no more seasons No more fun, What are the reasons We need to protect and care for our mother The earth is our home, there is no other

Sooo...
The stupid shit never seems to end.... I don't even know why the fuck I try, it just keeps happening... so I am at a point where I am wondering, is this all for convenience?? Why should I give a fuck when it's obvious he doesn't.. yet he claims he does. We both see very differently about how a relationship is, and I can enver get a straight answer always I dunno and I'm sorry.. I wish I could write more positives than negatives but even when there is positives I can see it's only because he's trying not to make me upset.. I want him for him, I love him for who he is, but he doesn't treat me the way I should be treated. A relationship that I guess was fucked from the getgo. All because he doesn't know why he does the things he does and how much it hurts.

Letter To The Family
To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space is nothi

Internet
I have lost my connection at home, but working on getting that issue resolved. Sorry if I haven't answered your emails over the weekend. I do thank everyone for the Birthday wishes. I hope everyones weekend went well and there week goes better.

Fuck Racism
BEFORE YOU READ THIS JUST LET IT BE KNOWN IF YOU CAN'T RESPECT MY MESSAGE JUST DELETE YOURSELF RIGHT NOW. IF YOU CAN THEN I FUCKIN LOVE YOU. LET ME TELL YA SOME SHIT ABOUT THE ARYAN BROTHER HOOD JUST A BUNCH OF FUCKIN PUSSIES UP TO NO GOOD THE ACT VERY PROUD, BUT DO THEY PREACH IN THE HOOD? FUCK NO THEY DON'T THEY KNOW THEY WON'T CUZ THEY KNOW THEIR JUST FAGS JUST LIKE THE CLAN HEAD UP IN BAGS THEIR ALL SCARED LITTLE BOYS SCARED OF GHETTO TOYS SCARED THEY MIGHT GET SHOT UP BY SOME REAL GHETTO BOYS I HIT 'EM WITH A BRICK I HIT 'EM WITH A STICK IF THEY PREACH TO ME I'LL CHOKE 'EM WITH MY DICK I HATE THESE FOOLS THEY DON'T LIVE BY GOD'S RULES ACT LIKE A BUNCH OF CAVEMEN USIN NO TOOLS THEY PREACH SOME SHIT ABOUT WHITE AND PROUD BUT THEY DON'T PREACH THEY SHIT WHEN IN A COLORED CROWD SO NOW YA WANNA ASK AIN'T YOU WHITE HOW YOU GONNA TALK THIS SHIT, WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT WELL LET ME TELL YOU WHY WHY THEY'LL GO TO HEL

Dinner For Two.. A Hot Poem
Dinner for two….. Your first meal with me so to speak Will blow your mind it will be such a treat But first a soft glass of wine Before I take your body and start to dine First comes out an appetizer Before we go on to our main dish It’s a cute little app I like to call a “soft small kiss” Then next to come out Is a dish called hands made to order But if this dish is not watched I hear they Might start to wander Now that third dish Is about to come out It’s Truly more then a mouth full I hear you shout This dish is a favorite And all yours you’ll see Since now it’s Cumming Right out of me It’s just a little something To help cleanse your pallid You know right before I go down on you and then toss your salad But remember lover This dinner is just getting started for me Around the corner Comes the main course just wait and see I hear your dish Can be a little spicy at times baby But that’s ok Don’t you worry I like things ho

Dinner Part 2
Dinner part 2.... poem As you pull away from me you smile in a wicked way I look in your eyes and know today will be the day A day where we truly get wild have fun and play A fantasy of mine I’ve always wanted to do One I will live out today with you We sit and look so sweet and mild But inside our minds thoughts run wild My hand slides back under the table to tease You don’t say a word but your eyes say please Rubbing your thigh you start to sigh I know you can see ecstasy in my eyes As you slowly sip your wine You tell me baby its time As you slide your hand between my legs you tease Follow me baby then you lightly squeeze And you stand You take my hand Never caring If anyone is staring You head to the bathroom leading the way Under your breath I hear you say Now baby we’re going to play You open the door to the room and take a peek Then look at me and say in a voice so meek Take me baby I’m all yours I push you in and close the door Head

Can You Do Andrea's Best Friend A Helping Hand?? :-( They Need Our Help..
One of my friends sent this about Andrea's best friend... I want you all to spread the word and this is no joke. :-( Angel Dean has been battling liver cancer since 1998. She recently learned that she needs a transplant as soon as possible to survive. Please, atleast read her story Also go to her best friends page, Andrea, and read her blogs for even more information. Thank you, and please, repost this and keep it going.... for Angel's sake. Show your support for Angel by adding this banner to you profile or website. Thank you

Rubyhorse - Fell On Bad Days (great F*cking Song)
Fell on bad Fell on bad days Oh your wicked Oh your wicked way Left me cold Left me cold Oh your dark Oh your dark hair Weaved for me Weaved a cold snare Left me hung Left me hung I know its there but I still can't see I feel my faith disappear Touch your skin and raven hair Oh the devils deviled way On the west On the west wind I hear a voice Still it's tempting Like a siren Like a siren I know its there, but I still can't see I feel my faith disappear Touch your skin and raven hair Oh the devil's deviled way It doesn't feel so bad now It doesn't feel so bad now It doesn't feel so bad now It doesn't feel so bad...

~~ebonics~~
A Zebra dies and arrives at the Pearly Gates. As he enters, he asks St. Peter, "I have a question that's haunted me all of my days on earth. Am I white with black stripes, or am I black with white stripes?" St Peter said, "That's a question only God can answer." So the zebra went off in search of God. When he found Him, the zebra asked, "God, please - I must know. Am I white with black stripes, or am I black with white stripes?" God simply replied "You are what you are." The zebra returned to see St. Peter once more, who asked him, "Well, did God straighten out you r query for you?" The zebra looked puzzled. "No sir, God simply said 'You are what you are.'" St. Peter smiled and said to the zebra, "Well then, there you are. You are white with black stripes." The zebra asked St. Peter, "How do you know that for certain?" "Because," said St. Peter, "If you were black with white stripes, God would have said, "You is what you is.

In The Evening And Into The Cool Cheap Date
After we had our laugh, we both decided it was time for a bit of a break... We were a bit peckish and decided to have something to eat at the Cafeteria they had on the 2nd floor, pretty good food by the way. We decide to share a salad and a small cup of fruit. Moving toward the line to pay, we both watch as the cashier leaves the register. Not too long after this happens, she becomes a bit impatient and deicedes to leave the line and sit down to eat. Me, in complete amazement, follows her to the drink area. We get our drinks and have more of a laugh then sit down to eat. As we're consuming this "complimentary" meal, she tells me that we should have gotten more plates of food... The laughter continues. As we finish, she tells me that she kind of wanted a cup of coffee but insisted not to get one because she knew I would pay for it. Giving a half smile with a bit of deviation, I get up from the table and go over to where the consumers place their food trays after eating. I grab a use

I Have A Headache...
yeah i got a headache its irritating me an i dont have tylinol.... its hot so im sweaty my palms are on fire literally well not really but my hands are REALLY hot an sweaty -____- i hate my palms bein sweaty.... an its hot lol um yeah im jus complainin cuz i cant take a cold shower so blah damn this construction....

Please Help Me In Contest
I have been entered into the daddy/daughter contest. Please stop by and vote and comment bomb. This is the one contest that I would really like to win. So please all my friends and family go and bomb me and show your love....just click on pic below.....thank you

You Again
It's you again Come to take my heart I see Why wait to break it, just begin This is all routine for me Why shed a tear for what you do? I can't anymore, I wonder why It's all thanks to guys like you So no I won't sit and cry Your days are done now Leave me be I will manage somehow This isn't new, its all the same to me

Be Inspired
Be Inspired May you be inspired today. May you be encouraged to travel your path with sure feet, confident in your direction. May you be spurred on to explore, to face the challenge, to go to the next level. May you experience many moments when you want to stand up and shout, “Hazzah! How grand this life is and I want more of it!” May you fall asleep exhausted but giddy with anticipation for what is to come, as though you cannot wait until the morning to continue the adventure, to see what glorious miracles are going to occur. And finally, may you realize your power to create such a day and such a life for yourself for you truly do possess it. Have an exciting day!

Think I'm Gonna Give It Another Try
Yes, I think I'm going to give my relationship another try. Its been hell or high water and we've survived both. Those outside our world don't understand and those close to us think we're crazy and that one of us will end up dead. So be it! Life is too damn short to live to make everyone else happy. I've got to worry about me once in a while after putting my kids first. So, here goes nothing!!! I love those who have helped and stood by me along the way and hope that this decision doesn't make them turn their backs on me but I will be understanding if that's what they decide. For those people who have turned their backs, I'm sorry you feel that way. True friends stay by your side through thick and thin. If you decide to turn your back, guess we were only their for a season or a reason. Either way, I love you like a friend should and hope that you understand. Anyway, I am off to eat my supper finally and get the youngin's to bed. I hope y'all have a good night and safe keeping! Love,

A Special Day. . . Maybe Not To All But To Me.
A friend Today, his day A desire To be with him to celebrate A past that has broken the celebration A heart that still celebrates A wish that God will bless him today A love that no matter what will always celebrate the 7th of March for A friend, a desire, a past, a heart and a wish.

Can't Get Enough Of You By Tamia
I know you don't usually hear me talk like this I got a little game that I wanna play Are you ready? When I think about You I Think About Giving Myself To You Cause You Know I Want You Baby and I Would Do Anything I Know You Thinkin The Same Thing Baby So Come Get It(come and get it baby) I'm So Excited I Can't Hide My Feelings Get It I Won't Stop To We Start Over and Finish Tonight It's All About My Baby I'm Feening For You You Get Me High I Can't Stop You Feel Me Right Close The Door Bed or Floor? I Just Want More I Can't Get Enough Of You What I Got In Store It's All Of Yours I just Want More I Can't Get Enough Of You (2x) When I Think About Us I think About The Way We Make Love The Way That You Make Me Sweat Make Me Want A Cigarette And I ain't no Smoking Chick You Got Me Wanting It So Don't Stop You Making Me Feel Really Feel It Right There Wait Don't Make Me Turn Yet Keep It Right It There My Adrenaline i

Hmm Even More Interesting
Your EQ is 167 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)? You Are a Smart American You know a lot about US history, and you're opinions are probably well informed. Congratulations on bucking stereotypes. Now go show some foreigners how smart Americans can be. Are You a Dumb American

Disturbed
This was on my my space profile for about a year. I LOVE THIS SONG. Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give in to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing ... in me (Will you give in to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes Oh no, There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon ... in me Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up Come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up Come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give in to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you give in to me?) It

Morning Light
Daylight dawning... Just barely peeking over the horizon. Echoing the sweet Surrender of the night. Awaking hearts... Enlightening souls.. Gleaming rays of hope. A new day is here... Rays of peace... Kiss the land... Fulfillment calls each minute. The hour is near... As God greets his creation... "The one He calls Man"

Jesus Christ Superstar - Act 6 - Simon Zealotes
Resting peacefully, the Romans come and Jesus' followers, as well as the Romans fight, even though the Roman soldiers are obviously overpowered and outnumbered by the thousands of people following Jesus. They fight and they start to win but Jesus demands that they stop and then Simon sings his hate song singing to the crowd and making them more angry and hateful towards Rome and Jesus just doesn't know what to do.

Jesus Christ Superstar - Act 8 - The Temple
Jesus goes to his temple where his followers are supposed to be worshiping God and praying, but instead they have turned it into a casino, drug house, whore house, with sex, drugs, gambling, and a bunch of other stuff not deemed really worthy of Jesus' temple of prayer. Here he is being mad. Part 2 is the Lepers and all the sick people coming to ask him to help him but he is only one man and can't help everyone.

Jesus Christ Superstar - Act 12 - Gethsemane.
This is my other favorite scene, and possibly my favorite song from Jesus Christ Superstar. I insist when I try out for American Idol (or the new Broadway shows!) I will try out with this song. I love this song. Anyway! This is after The Last Supper but before he is actually betrayed. He knows what is coming, but he doesn't know WHY. So he asks God. Why? Why does he have to die. Why does he want him to die. What purpose will it fulfill. He just wants some answers. He's scared. He's human.

How To Say I Love You In 24 Languages
How to say 'I love you' in 24 languages... English I Love You Spanish Te Amo French Je T'aime German lch Liebe Dich Japanese Ai Shite Imasu Italian Ti Amo Chinese Wo Ai Ni Swedish Jag Alskar Dig Alabama Arkansas Kansas Oklahoma Texas North Carolina South Carolina Georgia Tennessee Idaho Missouri Mississippi Montana Louisiana Virginia West Virginia Kentucky parts of Florida Nice Ass, Get in the truck

Music Lyrics....to Songs That Have Meaning To Me
Settlin' (Tim Owens/Jennifer Nettles/Kristian Bush) Fifteen minutes left to throw me together For Mr. Right Now, not Mr. Forever Don't know why I even try when I know how it ends Lookin' like another "maybe we could be friends" I been leavin' it up to fate It's my life so it's mine to make I ain't settlin' For just gettin' by I've had enough so-so For the rest 'a my life Tired 'a shootin' too low So raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settlin' For anything less than everythang (yeah) With some good red wine and my brand new shoes Gonna dance a blue streak around my livin' room Take a chance on love and try how it feels With my heart wide open, yeah, you know I will Find what it means to be the girl Who changed her mind and changed the world I ain't settlin' For just gettin' by I've had enough so-so For the rest 'a my life Tired 'a shootin' too low So raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settlin'

Still Looking For Some Love In Sexiest Irish Contest
Here is my link...I am behind because I am to modest to comment my own pic...lol Please show me some love :) and again to those of you that have already voted and commented thank you so much > >

I Dredy Am On....
Yes yes the rumors are true i figured out how to put a live cam feed on my profile lol im only on it till it gets dark so check out my profile in the about me section you should see my mug in real time lol ;) no i wont get naked on it lol might show nipple but thats all ur getting oh an dancings extra ;) sorry but im spensive lol

Fantasies (cont)
It had all gone according to plan thus far. The woman sat in the stall next to me, her hands cuffed behind her back, blindfolded, a small silver collar around her neck. The collar was attached to a chain which ran through the hole in the wall, the other end clenched tightly in my fist. I had pulled the chain to it’s shortest length, forcing her face against the wall of the stall. “There is a word scrawled above the hole,” I say. “Read it aloud.” “Fuck toy,” she says in a small voice. “That is what you are. Do you understand?” “Yes,” she whispers, her voice soft and trembling. “Say it,” I command. “I am a fuck toy,” she whispers. I tug even harder on the chain and I hear her gasp in surprise. “No,” I say. “You are MY fuck toy. You exist for my pleasure now. No one else’s. Now say it.” “I am your fuck toy.” “Again,” I command. “I am your fuck toy.” “Again.” “I am your fuck toy,” she says huskily. “Very good,” I say. I relax my hold on

Dog The Bounty Hunter/i Am A Big Fan Of These Guys This Is Not Fair
FEBRUARY 16: An Associated Press report out of Guadalajara, Mexico stated that a Mexican federal court has denied Duane "Dog" Chapman's injunction request and has ruled that the star of A&E's "Dog the Bounty Hunter" should be extradited and stand trial for deprivation of liberty - a charge stemming from Dog and his posse's 2003 capture of convicted serial rapist, Andrew Luster in Puerto Vallarta. Mexican authorities had asked for Chapman's extradition from Hawaii and U.S. Marshals took Dog, son Leland Chapman and associate Tim Chapman into custody back on September 14th for their role in bringing Luster to justice. Dog, Leland and Tim were released on bail and have been awaiting a ruling on their request to stop the extradition proceedings, which would otherwise require them to face trial in Mexico. "Our attorneys have not even been formally informed of the court's decision, as of yet," Dog and wife Beth Chapman said. "We are obviously deeply disappointed and fearful of what wi

Love
I'm one of those woman who thinks love doesn't exist, I've seen it lost one to many times, i learn from others mistakes, I'm never turning back, you hurt me to much this life is messed up you love and then you lose you can never win, not anymore anyways the one you love will always leave and just when you think things are perfect they somehow get ruined i don't understand how everyone can look so happy when I'm holding all my emotions inside until i just break down and cry what happened to me being a happy woman what happened to i don't want to cry I'm not so sure I'm the same person i was before before i lost everything that meant anything to me that is before i lost my friend, my family, the love of my life or maybe i never had any of that maybe i lost everything but i definatley gained something to i have the best friend i could ever ask for and i would never change that i miss my old life, i miss my old friends i miss everything i used to have but i lo

Pt. 6
Save some face, you know you've only got one Change your ways while you're young Boy, one day you'll be a man Oh girl, he'll help you understand Smile like you mean it Smile like you mean it Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside We lost track of the time Dreams aren't what they used to be Some things slide by so carelessly Smile like you mean it Smile like you mean it And someone is calling my name From the back of the restaurant And someone is playing a game In the house that I grew up in And someone will drive her around Down the same streets that I did On the same streets that I did Smile like you mean it Smile like you mean it Smile like you mean it Smile like you mean it Oh no, oh no no no Oh no, oh no no no

Article
Here's an article I saw, very good read if you have a quick sec.. Thirty Pints of Blood A Contrast in Worldviews March 6, 2007 What difference does a worldview make? Around the world, we are seeing the clash of civilizations in action. In recent days, that clash has given us a story of life, and stories of death. In Baghdad yesterday, a terrorist blew himself up with a car bomb, killing at least twenty-eight people and wounding dozens more. One witness told the Associated Press that pieces of human flesh were scattered all around the marketplace. In Afghanistan last month, another terrorist blew himself up near a crowd gathered for a ceremony to open a hospital emergency ward. A few days later, a Sunni Muslim blew herself up and forty others at a college in Baghdad. In all three cases, Muslims blew up Muslims. The response of Europe and the Muslim world to the stories of death? Outrage? No. Silence. Did the Western press condemn them? No. Last week, another story

Ensign: We Offer What We've Been Given
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 9 March 2007 What is forgiveness, exactly? As one person to another, I'd have to say that all I know about forgiveness is I'm not good at it. Limited in our perspective as human beings, we can't separate a person from their sins against us (or even ourselves from our sins) like God can: "as far as the east is from the west". Who among us doesn't like recognition for what we've done, especially when we've been "big" enough to offer our hand to them? There's the rub: our forgiveness of others can and often does go unrecognized by others, especially by people who don't care much for us or people who take us for granted. "God, I leave this in your hands" -- next to "I love you" or "I'm sorry", that could contend for the hardest phrase to say in the English language. In this age of high-spe

Practice What You Preach By Barry White (1944-2003)
(Spoken) So what do you want to do I'm here, baby, I'm ready, baby I'm waitin' on you Believe me, I am patiently waiting on you Girl, there's something wrong with me Every time I'm alone with you You keep talkin' 'bout you lovin' me Hey, babe, your foreplay just blows my mind So why don’t we stop all the talkin', girl Why don’t we stop wastin' time I've had my share of lovers Some say I'm damn good And if you think you can turn me out Baby, I wish that you would 'Cause you keep tellin' me this and tellin' me that You say once I'm with you, I'll never go back You say there's a lesson that you wanna teach Well, here I am, baby, practice what you preach (I'm tellin' you this and tellin' you that) ('Cause once I’ve been with you, you'll never go back) (There is a lesson that I'm gonna teach) Well, here I am, baby, practice what you preach Girl, it's just you and me So many things I can do to you And so many ways I can please Hey, hey, hey, it's your move

My Xxx Survey
Do you like it rough or sensual? I LIKE IT ROUGH BUT WIT A BIT OF SENSUAL :) How often do you like to have sex? DEPENDS WIT WHO lolz Is sex a top priority for you? NAH Do you have sex face to face with your partner? YEA...BUT WIT GURLZ ITZ USUALLY FACE 2 CLIT lmao How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a stranger? THAT WUZ ONCE How do you feel about one night stands? IVE HAD THEM... How many one night stands have you had? UM 2 I THINK What's your favorite position? GUY ON TOP OF ME...OR 69 WITA GURL...lolz Where's your favorite place to have sex? BED...FLOOR...COUCH Do you prefer to make love or f*uck? LOVE FUCKING...haha Have you ever watched porn while having sex? NAH How long do you usually fore-play before doing the deed? DEPENDS ON THE GUY Do you get off first or do they? AGAIN...DEPENDS ON THE GUY Do you like kissing during sex? FUCK YEA Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)? UM...A THICK

Finger
FINGER Sometimes darkness visits me. She unveils her face to kiss. She's like a mystic smoke that finds her way to my soul. There is a mound of pain there. Warmth of pain and sex comfort me. A drunkness overcomes me, and my weakness is revealed. It seems I am mostly the other. Perhaps it does not really matter. The intensity is BLARING. There is a shy boldness here, which balances like a heavy stone. I suppose the unstable bring you closer still, as a finger slowly pulling inward will bring you places of which you are uncertain. I kneel before the darkness with blood tears in my eyes, and offer myself. The need is flowing from within me. And I feel it calling for her from inside me. I deserve it. I want it. I need it. I desire it. By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.

Getting Hurt: The Game
I was thinking about relationships and found these rules for the getting hurt game. Here is the list: 1. Don't be honest with yourself or others. 2. Give your trust to people that don't trust you. 3. Know that you are not worth fighting for. 4. Believe you can grow/help/save people. 5. Believe the situation is only temporary. To those of you stuck in this game, I love you, and it will end one day.

Spending Time With You
AS THE DAYS GO BY SO QUICKLY I THINGK OF HOW TO SPEND MY TIME WITH YOU. I CANT SEEM TO FIND THE WORDS TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU. ITS A FELLING THAT I AM ON TOP OF THE WORLD WHEN I AM WITH YOU.IT IS LIKE ONONE CAN REACH US OR SEE US.ALL I KNOW IS THAT I AM SO VERY GLAD TO HAVE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS WHO ARE THERE WHEN I NEED THEM. I HATE TO ASK THEM QUASTIONS OR EVEN ASK FOR THERE HELP. BUT IF I DONT TEN THAY WILL THINK THAT I DO NOT LIKE THEM. BUT NO MATTER HOW DUMB THE QUASTION MIGHT BE THAY SEEM TO COME THROUGH FOR ME. FOR YOU SEE THAT IS TRUELY A FRIEND INDEED WHEN EVER IN NEED.. LOVE THEM ALL FOR WHO THAY ARE AND WHAT THEY STAND FOR. AND THAT CARRY THERE ROLE WEATHER WELL. SO HERES TO THEM...CHEERS AND LOVE FROM ME TO THEM...XXXXXXOOOXXXXXOOOOXXXOOOOXXOOOXXOO

Distance
I've had a problem in my life. I've always been a giving person, too much so, in fact. I give very freely of my time, my strength, my thoughts and my love. The trouble is, while most people are extremely willing to avail themselves of my giving nature, they are also very willing to completly shut me out of their lives when they find someone else who will give for them. I'm pretty used to it, and I have to say that over the last few years I made a concerted effort to weed those people out of my life. I no longer deal with people who simply take and don't gve back. Lately, a dear friend has been doing this to me. And no, it wasn't one of you, so don't send me bullshit emails asking what you did or getting pissed off at me because you think I'm insulting you. I was there for this person through a very difficult time, sacrificing a lot to be there for them. Now, they have little time for me. That's fair. However, they pretend that everything is the same. It isn'

My Angel
My Angel My sweet beautiful angel. Sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give you all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice, continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear. Whenever we are together, You shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face, raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You're my sweet, beautiful angel, and I'll love you for eternity!

21 What About Weight?
Almost every time a person steps into a fitness program one of the first reasons they give is to lose weight. That idea is a little bit perplexing to me because the loss of weight will often leave most people short of what they really wanted. Don't get me wrong, a person who is very obese can easily correlate weight loss with fitness but the majority say they want to lose weight when they really want to be shapely. With that I will now suggest that you not rely completely on some of the most famous measures available today. The first to lose is the scale. It will tell you things that aren't really true. A big loss of weight following a workout may get you near your weight goal but doesn't mean a thing about your permanent fitness. It has measured a loss of water which will return within a couple hours. Another thing not to rely on is the body mass index (BMI), which supposedly measures the amount of fat you have on your body according to your weight and height. It fails t

A Real Friend Will
FRIEND TEST ! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you

Now Thats Road Rage!
A man was being tailgated by a stressed-out woman on a busy boulevard. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him. He did the right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have beaten the red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman hit the roof--and the horn--screaming in frustration as she missed her chance to get through the intersection. As she was still in mid-rant and fully using obscenities, she heard a tap on her window and looked up into the face of a very serious police officer. The officer ordered her to exit her car with her hands up. He took her to the police station where she was searched, finger printed, photographed, and placed in a holding cell. After a couple of hours, a policeman approached the cell and opened the door. She was escorted back to the booking desk where the arresting officer was waiting with her personal effects. He said, "I'm very sorry for this mistake. You

Betrayer Of Words
You tell me you love me You call me a friend You tell me you don't ever want to hurt me My friend; the betrayer of words But my friend Actions speak louder than words and my friend what do your actions say are they the same as your words I think not my betrayer of words I open myself to you not knowing you are not true I m struggling to believe in you in what you say or do actions speak louder than words and what do you actions say my betrayer of words You call me your friend you tll me you love me my betrayer of words but with just action you show you do not know the love of a friend is my friend the betrayer of words I sit here pouring out my soul not knowing; not knowing what you hold with in your soul you tell me one thing and do another and why should iI even bother to confind my soul to my friend the betrayer of words you tell me you don't ever want to hurt me, the one you call friend but with your just actions, in one swif

Sleeping......or Trying
Swing from side to side. Toss to the left. Fuckin wall. Move over sideways. Restless as the hours go by. 7 pillows, 2 blankets, dawned in artillirary night wear. So cold. The cold and being so, sucks ass. Toss over and turn to the right. Nope......not comfortable. Creak! fuckin water pipe. Noises are heard, when you cant hear his breathing. Pull up the blanket...warmth would be nice. Tick...tick...tick...work, school, kid....it all starts in 4 and a half hours. Gonna be another 20 hour day. Damn.....if only. Close my eyes. Fuck!....now its too bright. Open my eyes. Roll to face "heaven". Looking into nothingness isnt very inviting. Start to think........... Dark. Alone. Silent. Scared. Pissed off. Depressed. Sad. All sliding into the reminder that it didnt have to be this way. Roll over to the place where someone else should be lying. Hear him. Feel him. Love him. Smell him. Know him. Want him. Need him. See him. A perfect lullaby for the grown wo

Letting The Steam Out.....
Well i was suppose to watch 300 yesterday but no certain ppl decided to do other things..... So i leave ya with this im bored angry an pissed? lol RAWR >___< Days i live i wander looking searching for the thing the one purpose in my life what im suppose to do my calling my singular purpose in life... what am i?.... The Demons taunting me laughing pointing shoving shouting above all other things the darkness is my home as its always been....light never shines here anymore darkness is all i see it is all i hear, The Morbid Sins of man sins the the flesh an against others.... too much have i witnessed too much have i seen with my eyes so many hearts scarred with pain so many wounds left unhealed... I cannot bare it longer the burden has reached its limit within me. If there is a god may he strike down those who need to be punished if not....he is taking his time an allowing those that seriously need to be struck down get away with horrific crimes....I for one will not stand for

Love , Sex , Fun
IT is today that I begin to spew forth my nasty thoughs and ways of life !!! I do so in an effort to promote any and every person to have as much LOVE< SEX < FUN as humanly possible and do so all at the same time !!!! I ask you all to ponder ,,, the question how can I do it all ??? By all I mean to have the freedom not just by being single no ,,, within yourself also to have it all and have no erotic fantasy be denied ???? Can you love and have love in return and still find ways to keep the passion alive ,,,,can you keep your MOJO ???? Can you ladies firgure out how to truely keep your men always wanting more ,, to constantlty desire you and your affections ,, can you make him or her truely yours infected by your essence ???? OF course I have my opinions ,,, not to mention ,, I do know the way to this place some may liken to paradise !!!! Hit me up some time ,,, lets talk about it ,, maybe I will offer up a few secrets that I have learned over the years through many pleasu

Little Johnny Jokes
A new teacher was trying to make use of her psychology courses. She started her class by saying, "Everyone who thinks they're stupid, stand up!" After a few seconds, Little Johnny stood up. The teacher said, "Do you think you're stupid, Little Johnny?" "No, ma'am, but I hate to see you standing there all by yourself! ______________________________________________ Johnny watched fascinated, as his mother smoothed cold cream on her face. "Why do you do that, mommy?" he asked. "To make myself beautiful," said his mother, who then began removing the cream with a tissue. "What's the matter?" asked Little Johnny. "Giving up?" ____________________________________________ The math teacher saw that little Johnny wasn't paying attention in class. She called on him and said, "Johnny! What are 2 and 4 and 28 and 44?" Little Johnny quickly replied, "NBC, FOX, ESPN and the Cartoon Network!" ______________________________

Cameras At Hockey Games
im going to a canucks-st louis game on thurday in vancouver its my firt live hockey game does anyone know if u are or not allowed to take cameras i have never seen any pics from a game so would like to know

Sunday Lunches With The Family
Sunday lunches with the family always leave me so full. :) There were 35 or more at lunch today.. hard to keep count with people moving from room to room. There is always sooooooooooooo much food. Today was Fried Chicken, meatloaf, and some sort of pasta I didn't get to. Lots of veggies (didn't get to those either..lol) fruit, 3 kinds of homemade breads. And then there is dessert... there were 3 or 4 pies.. 2 cakes.. cupcakes.. icecream.. and something else I am not sure what it was. Thats how it is every week. The gatherings are smaller in the winter except for when we are at the farm like today. The summer it is always at the farm. But whereever it is ther is way too much food and lots of good times. I have such a great family!

Are You A Winner?
A winner is somebody who has given his best effort, who has tried the hardest they possibly can, who has utilized every ounce of energy and strength within them to accomplish something. It doesn't mean that they accomplished it or failed, it means that they've given it their best. That's a winner. -Walter Payton

Monday 3/12/07
I'm just waking up and listening to DJ Dave on Crush FM and waiting on everyone to come into the room on Phreik to chat. I don't really have anything to do today so I'm just going to download torrents,listen to Crush FM and chat and work on my Cherry Tap page yet again lol. I still can't believe how addicted I am to this site. I've been trying to think of new blog topics but still have writer's block I think lol. Well, I think I'll end this entry here. Have a great day everyone.

What Mental Disorder Are You?
What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) You have a very hard time focusing, and you find it difficult to stay on task without your mind wandering. You probably zone in and out of conversations and tend to miss out on directions because you cannot focusManic Depressive GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) Paranoia What mental disorder do you have?

You Know Your From Cali When??
Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income. You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice. You don't know anyone's phone number unless you check your cell phone. You speak Spanish, but you're not Mexican. You begin to "lie" to your friends about how close you are when you know damn well that it'll take you at least an hour to get there (see below). Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no matter what the distance, takes about "twenty minutes". You drive to your neighborhood block party. In the "winter", you can go to the beach and ski at Big Bear on the same day or mow your lawn in your shorts on New Years Day, and maybe sunburn. You can eat a different ethnic food for every meal. If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on foot, you're definitely driving. Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area code. You know what "In-'N-Out" is and feel bad for all the other states because they don't have any. You don't stop at a

Quiz
You Are 74% Grown Up, 26% Kid Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed. How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Stupid Girl
There is a man I have known for years. He is my best friend in all the world. We have gone through a lot of crap together. He was with this girl for 9 years and loved her with all of his heart and soul. They were going to get married a couple of times but with both of them being in the military they had to put it off due to the fact that one of them was always active duty. He gave his entire world for this girl. He is a true man, honest and sincere, loving and caring. He would buy flowers just because she hadn't gotten any for awhile. Take a trip just to get away. Help in any way possible. Not a jealous bone in his body. But she wasn't happy cause she thought he was cheating and he wasn't. She took everything from him when she left. Now this man made a promise to himself that he would never buy another ring for another women. He tells himself that there is no one out there for him. I try to convince him otherwise but he refuses. He vows to be single for

Come My Baby
THIS POEM IS FOR ALL MY FRIENDS & FANS ON CT. With Love to you all, Sir George Come my Baby, come onto me! Gently, harsh, push, hold me nice and tight and push, push, deep, deeper, more make me shout scream, moaning, cry for passion waves which goes over me again and again. Hold me tight, make me scream and cry for passion, desire. Let me feel your weight onto me, give me feelin safety under you I find my passion, with no limits to restrictive this feeling of mine. So, my Baby hold me tight! Make me scream and shout express this delight.

Your Dingling Berries
Can I just say that I'd like to opt out of all future daylight savings time schemes? It's just one damn hour but it sure has thrown the Universe out of whack. I'm going to need a bag-o-sugar to get through today.

Her Man
I'm gonna change my ways of 'doin things around here I'm turning over a new leaf ,gonna get my self in gear 'Cause I've got a women whos better then most, and I've made a mess of her plains Starting today ,all I'm gonna be is her man 'Cause I've been a wild catter, and a go-go getter Been an S.O.B. right down to the letter I've had misadventures, I've even got pictures I'm even more than I can stand But startin` today, all I'm gonna be is her man I'm gonna give it all back, cause all I've done is take Well I've put her on the back burner while I was out on the make But I've got a woman who's good enough to give me A second chance again And startin` today, all I'm gonna be is her man 'Cause I've been a wild catter, and a go-go getter Been an S.O.B. right down to the letter I've had misadventures, I've even got pictures I'm even more than I can stand But startin` today, all I'm gonna be is her man I'm a little bit late but I'm wisin` up Now I'm takin` her by

Ante El Ara
ANTE EL ARA Te brindas voluptuosa e imprudente, y se antoja tu cuerpo soberano intacta nieve de crestón lejano, nítida perla de sedoso oriente. Ebúrneos brazos, nunca transparente, aromático busto beso ufano, y de tu breve y satinada mano escurren las caricias lentamente. Tu seno se hincha como láctea ola, el albo armiño de mullida estola no iguala de tus muslos la blancura, mientras tu vientre al que mi labio inclino, es un vergel de lóbrega espesura, un edén en un páramo de lino. embrado de espinas. Efrén Rebolledo

What Am I Doing Awake?!?!?!?
I have work today at eight and its almost 2am right now. WTF! I can't sleep. I think it was the coffee I drank. LoL, I was helping my mom find love online. That was funny, well at least she's looking. 7+ years divorced and she's finally looking. I'm happy for her. I'm just worried about the men out there. Hopefully there are still good men. I had great fun Monday and Tuesday. I was able to spend time with Audrey for her birthday. I wish the best for her always. I hope I was able to make it a bit special for her. So I've been down lately, not extremely, but I have been down. I've been feeling like running away. Moving away and setting up somewhere. Where no one knows me, well maybe a few people. . .LoL. Has anyone felt like that? Just moving and starting over. Im pretty sure its common, but I just hope that things calm down. I feel so stressed lately with everything in my life. Hopefully everything will work out I will be able to go away for a weekend and ju

Dog Property Laws
1. If I like it, it's mine. 2. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. 3. If I can take it from you, it's mine. 4. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. 5. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. 6. If I'm chewing something up, all the pieces are mine. 7. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. 8. If I saw it first, it's mine. 9. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. 10. If it's broken, it's yours.

What's In That Hug Of Yours??
This is yet another style of the writing I do. When I write like this it's intended for one person...although it doesn't name the person specifically. If it's intended for you everything in it will make sense to you where as to a person it's NOT intended for it will appear as "just a letter". ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ As I repeatedly find myself asking you for a hug.....I started wondering why. Why do I want those hugs? Why do they mean so much to me? Why do I miss them when I'm not where I can get them? Why can't I get enough of them?? It all begins with the look in your eyes when I ask. It's that "damn, I just gave her one 10 minutes ago but she's so cute when she asks I'll give her another one" look. It's that look that makes my heart sigh. Then you walk towards me. Each step you take only brings you closer to me, creating a feeling of euphoria. An intense moment of anticipation. I gaze into your eyes as you stand before me and they seem to speak

So Very True
Goddess by Stage Diva she is abstract beauty, not perfection she is round and full, blossoming womanhood she is forsaken belittled by a hypocrite society that preaches to love, worship, and nourish the body, yet forces masochism to maintain its jaded ideal. but she is a goddess unconcerned with the masses who cannot see who tell her she is Fat. Ugly. Worthless. she does not hear them for she says beauty is unique so she does not listen so they scream they rage they force her to hide for she is dangerous she is not like them she is a goddess

The Center
How can one woman Be the center of all the universe She is his friend, lover She is a confidant He must have her But not possess her For he knows with every Fiber of his being She is an equal Posessing power only he Can see, can feel Something in the depths Of the centuries old Soul that dwells in her She is his life force She changed his life With a simple hello He could sense her power At that first moment He denied it, of course For he was as powerful as she His soul alive once more The moment of contact So simple, so sweet, so innocent Changed them both The power between them Stronger, yet tamed, soothed Stirred the air in a way No one could predict In his teachings He had heard of her His equal, his match The one woman that could Complete him, change him The one woman who was The center of his universe

Easy Cherry Points
I got 50,000 cherry points for doing 4 surveys. Yes they are stupid questions... I don't want ot answer another question on pants or cars. But it is 10,000 a survey and if it comes in during happy hour it is 20,000. Sometimes it takes a bit to find one you "qualify" for. But don't give up. Funny.. I was doing one for hair removal, and when I got to the question as to my sexuality and answered that I was straight I suddenly did not qualify. TY Chris for telling me about them. xoxo

Level Time Again
ok who wants to plat bryans gay 100 blogs again lol i need 7,000 more to get to level 13 where jenn is ima catching her but she gonna level again soon help help i hate being beat by a smart mouthed girl lol xoxoxoxoxoxoxo i give gifts to nice people and the nice ones already know that

Badass Lounge
hey everyone my friend is lookin for ppl to become a member of his lounge if u want to be a member go look at krazy's profile and go to his lounge and become a member. thanks....its called krazy's place krazy@ CherryTAP

One For The Bikers-i Love You Guys
The Words Of A True Biker -- I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old

It's Been Two Weeks Since My Accident
I'm healed up almost completely from the visible bruising, but I still have pain in several locations and see my acupuncturist and chiropractor regularly to keep healing on keel. If you are local to San Diego I recommend Mission Valley Acupuncture, Judy Anne Gadler, she specializes in Traditional Chinese Medicine and Acupuncture. Also in the same suite, Limon Chiropractic, Dr. Alexandria Limon has full service chiro care and nutritional counseling. They accept American Specialty Health, and many health plans, also automobile accident care is a specialty. Your car insurance Med Pay is often available as medical care. Tell them I sent you! They're conveniently located immediately south of Qualcomm Stadium, on the first floor. 3456 Camino Del Rio N # 100 San Diego, CA 92108 Phone: (619) 281-7696

Nsfw - This Was In My Box - Nsfw
Can you believe this shit? I have no idea who this is either. Freakin' idiots!! My Shoutbox ->alone_x_ha...: die alone_x_ha...: i want to tie you up and lick your pussy and nibble on your tits and then drag my cock on you face and fuck you all day and cum in every hole

What I'm Feeling...
I am unsure about some things right now. Life in general has been somewhat good but I am still just hanging in there. I still have my girl. I just am worried about my health and my job prospects...Whether my girl is just busy or has fallen asleep, i have one thing to say to her...I still love you.

Proceed With Caution...i'm Not Myself Tonight
So...I don't have anyone to vent to right now...I apologize in advance to anyone viewing this blog because I'm about to be a complete cunt. Flee now if you must. This week has been complete horse shit. I've been a complete bitch to people I shouldn't have been a bitch to, I've been taking things for granted, and I've been doing way too much whining. I've noticed lately that people seem to take hiatuses from me, and I look back to wonder why and, well...it's my own damn fault, really. How do you fix a character flaw?? It seems difficult to completely change who you are. And I know in the back of my head that being this way isn't good for me, but how I go about changing that, I have no idea. I've been thinking a lot about how I used to be and why I was so happy before. I've been thinking about how everything has changed and how I have changed...what's good, what's bad, and what could use a little tweaking. I speak before I think, for the most part. And usually, that can b

"the Silent Child"
"The Silent Child" She sits alone in her room and wipes away her tears Hiding beneath the covers so no one else hears ~ She wraps them tight around her to shut out all her pain Praying if there is a God to make her safe again. She snuggles deep into her bed holding the covers tight Cuddling her little teddy bear she leaves on the light ~ She waits for the assurance that all has gone to bed Then settles into slumber so she can dream instead. She wakes at the sound of footsteps walking down the hall Then he stops outside her room and opens up the door ~ She shivers with her childlike fear as she starts to cry Knowing what he has come here for though she doesn't know why. He tells her she is special that she's his little girl As he pulls back the covers into her silent world ~ He says that it's their secret the special game they play For no one else would understand; they'd just take him away. She lay there in her s

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition
this band is fun :D flyleaf - Fully alive! i know i did a song by them a few days ago but this one has a video to so i figured i'd get this one in to! this is a great song so enjoy it :D Telling Layla's story spoken 'Bout how all her bones are broken Hammers fall on all the pieces Two months in the cover creases Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures All my complaints shrink to nothing I'm ashamed of all my somethings She's glad for one day of comfort Only because she has suffered Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures

You Oughta Know
Mhmm! want you to know, that I am happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me? Would she go down on you in a theater? Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby? I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother 1-'Cause the love that you gave that we made Wasn't able to make it enough for you To be open wide, No And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me You'd hold me until you died Till you died, but you're still alive 2-And I'm here, to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair, to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know You seem very well, things look peaceful I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know Did you forget about me, Mr. Duplicity? I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner It was a slap in the face How quickly I was replaced And are you thinking of me when you f... her? (rpt 1,2) Ohh

Tonight On World Rock Radio
TONIGHT'S EVENTS: 6:00PM EST EGGS & KEGS SHOW CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE 8:00PM EST MAYHEM & RAGE CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE 12:00AM EST (Midnight) THE BLACK MASS CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE CLICK THE PIC TO BROWSE THE WRR LOGO STORE

The Ides Of March Are Here
I know, I know, it's gotten to be a corny excuse to bring up Julius Caesar, who died today in 44 BC when he was stabbed twenty-three times in the Roman senate. But it's got a great sound to it . . . and it reminds me of my sophomore year in high school (the 1987-1988 school year; I know I'm dating myself, but it's not like anyone else would LOL). In addition to studying the play, in English II we also had to act out a scene from William Shakespeare's Julius Caesar in a different setting. The group I was in (which I ended up leading because I was the one who had the idea) performed Julio de Capo where we gave the events leading to the assassination a twist of the Mafia. As far as I remember, the performance which was taped came out great, but I'm remembering something someone did which screwed us up. Probably me . . . Last night after work I met Martha and Sarah at our church's Lenten service. In addition to our praise and worship, one of our members who's a drama professor at Minot

I Am June Baby!
JANUARY BABY Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome . Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet Someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive . Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when Restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the Inside not outside. Spend

50 Questions Because I'm Bored...
1. You and Jesus go out to dinner - who pays? Jesus because I'm broke!! 2. You suddenly have to flee the country and adopt a new name? Dahlia Twlight 3. Pick one state in the U.S. to get rid of permanently? Wyoming (really would you miss it??) 4. You wake up as the opposite gender. What's the one thing you wanna do? Cut it off so I can think properly! 5. Luke Skywalker or Han Solo? Hon Solo!! 6. Toy you always wanted but never got as a child? Can't remember but I'm sure it was something silly 9. What is the last movie you saw that actually scared you? High Tension (french film truely creepy) 10. Stupidest thing you've ever said out loud? HAHA 85% of whatever I'm sayin' at the time.... 11. You're sentenced to death and its the morning of your execution: what do you want to eat? poison or razor blades...I'd rather die on my own terms then someone elses 12. What's something that most people do that you've never done? go to Dinsey World 13. Before yo

Not Gonna Give It Up
SAID I'M NOT GONNA GIVE IT UP I'M NOT GO I'M NOT GONNA GIVE IT UP I'M NOT GO I WILL BE FIGHTING (FIGHTING, FIGHTING) I GOT TO BE FIGHTING (FIGHTING, FIGHTING) I WILL BE FIGHTING (FIGHTING, FIGHTING) TILL AFRICA AND AFRICANS ARE FREE I SAY THAT I'VE BEEN UP THERE AND I HAVE SEEN POVERTY BEYOND COMPARE I KNOW SLAVE DRIVERS JUST DON'T CARE THEY JUST DON'T CARE NO, NO, NO AND I'M NOT GONNA GIVE IT UP I'M NOT GO SAID I'M NOT GONNA GIVE IT UP I'M NOT GO I WILL BE FIGHTING (FIGHTING, FIGHTING) I GOT TO BE FIGHTING (FIGHTING, FIGHTING) I WILL BE FIGHTING (FIGHTING, FIGHTING) TILL AFRICA AND AFRICANS ARE FREE AFRICA IS THE RICHEST PLACE BUT IT HAS THE POOREST RACE AND TO ME IT'S JUST A DISGRACE, JUST A DISGRACE THAT IS WHY I'M NOT GONNA GIVE IT UP I'M NOT GO SAID I'M NOT GONNA GIVE IT UP I'M NOT GO I WILL BE FIGHTING (FIGHTING, FIGHTING) I GOT BE FIGHTING (FIGHTING, FIGHTING) I WILL BE FIGHTING (FIGHTING, FIGHTING) TILL AFRICA AND AFRICANS ARE FREE AND I

Lustiest Pose Contest
IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE MEN'S MOUTH WATER AND THEIR TREES STAND AT ATTENTION..WINK...THIS IS THE CONTEST FOR YOU. I WANT YOUR LUSTIEST MOST PROVOCATIVE POSE PHOTO FOR THIS CONTEST. IT WILL BEGIN ON SATURDAY NIGHT 3/17 AND END ON FRIDAY 3/23. THERE WILL BE 3 PRIZES FOR 1ST THRU 3RD. ALL PARTICIPANTS MUST BE OVER 18 AND ANYONE WHO VOTES MUST FAN ME IN ORDER TO GET INTO THE PHOTO'S. I CANNOT OPEN THEM TO THE PUBLIC OR THE CT POLICE WILL GIVE ME THE BOOT. SO COME ON LADIES, LET'S SEE WHO CAN TURN THE MOST HEADS (TOP AND BOTTOM). COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED AND YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF. PLEASE SEND ME YOUR PIC AND I WILL SEND YOU THE LINK ONCE THE CONTEST STARTS.

Can You?
Pimp-My-Profile.com "..it's amazing how you easily fall in love with someone who simply smiles, talks and stares at you. The only hard thing to do is to make that person fall for you.." Pimp-My-Profile.com "..why am i falling for someone whose impossible to be mine? am i destined to be hurt? or am i just a fool who fantasize somebody out of my reach?.."

He Left Again....
....but no worries..he'll be home soon. he's off playing Marine again...not for long this time though. he'll be back in a little over 2 weeks. after that he gets another 2 weeks leave then he reports to pensacola, fl. he said that he'd be there at the most 2 weeks before he could fly me over there. so it looks like im moving to florida guys...yay me!! lmao. im not really a fan of florida...mostly cuz when i went there to vacation the place was swarming with frogs...& i hate frogs. oh well...home is where the marine corps send us...such is my life & i wouldn't have it any other way.

"a Pleasant New Court Song"
Then did I help to plucke of every flower that grw: No herbe nor flower I mist, but only Time and Rue. Both she and I tooke paines to gether flowers store, Untill this maiden said, Kinde sir, lle have no more, Yet still my loving heart did proffer more to pull; No sir,quoth she, lle part, becoz mine apron's full So, sir,lle take my leave, till next we meet again Rewards me with a kiss, and thanks me for my pain author unknown

To Not Your Baby Girl
I never could understand those people who talk tough but when it comes down to a debate they have nothing to do with you. The people who comment on your page then block you right after, those people who send their friends after one person because they are too chicken shit to do anything for themselves. There have been several of these people inhabiting my page as of the last several hours and I want to point out one person in particular this person has the nerve to comment on my blogs then block me and everyone not on her friends list for returning the favor. She is a little cunt who needs to learn that what goes around comes around! Here’s the link to this ugly cunts page enjoy: notyourbabygirl@ CherryTAP

Saint Patricks Day
As all of you should know, I am pagan, Asatru, a traditionalist, Irish, and I have an open mind (mostly). But I feel I should write this. How many of you know and understand the true meaning of St. Pattys Day? I do, and as a pagan, I refuse to celebrate a day that celebrates the conversion of Paganism to Christianity in Ireland. If you want to read about it I have a website that you can read from and decide if this is really a day to celebrate. To me, its a day of mourning. http://www.st-patricks-day.com/about_saintpatrick.asp

Ensign: A Little Longer Than We Expected
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 16 March 2007 Almost from the moment that the Israelites left Egypt with Moses and Aaron at their helm, it was almost nothing but work, work, work to keep the former slaves from turning back when the going got tough. From Exodus through Deuteronomy, the vision of the promised land where Abraham's descendants were promised by God Himself to settle and abound in had to keep them going, and even that could be fraught with disaster. Let's open to the book of Numbers (great read!) and starting with chapter 14, the congregation is Israel is at its usual occupation: murmuring and complaining. A little background: they'd just heard the report of the twelve spies who went into Canaan, procured a bunch of grapes so large they had to bare it

Assholes
Why is it that some people have to be stupid, they have to rip others pics without permission, they have to rate people's pics a 1 and then block them?? I understand that is pretty bad, but then create another account to do the same thing??? I admit, I did so also in retaliation, rated his one pic a 1 and that was it, just to let him know that 2 can play at that game. Then he shouted me in the shoutbox that I'm a fuckin spic and some other shit and then grabbed MY pic and put it on his other account. Here's his account: Bitch Stomper@ CherryTAP and here's the other account that he feels I'm special enough to steal my pic and put it up: Spic Bitch who wants to be white@ CherryTAP I dunno why he's so prejudice, and to me that doesn't matter. I am white btw, but it's all good because if I look spanish hell yeah!! What matters to me is that yet again, taking pics and posting them is NOT the cool thing to do, and just plain pisses me the fuck off... feel free to visit him

An Erotic Story... The Beginning
An Erotic Story... The Beginning Across a crowded room I see you walking As I am standing doing nothing but talking Our eyes meet in a quick little glance And in that brief second you have me stuck in a trance Smiles flow freely from you to I And right at that moment in time I know I want to be your guy And in those seconds that pass by I can see it deep in your eyes You want it to And there’s nothing we can do What we want just can’t be denied Don’t think we are even going to try No one can get in the way to stop us Without words we kiss and know it is just a must Held in a sweet embrace We stand together face to face And at the same time we say lets blow this place Hand in hand we walk for miles Talking and laughing exchanging smiles Ending up outside my place we stand and kiss Wondering will there be more to this You take my hand and bring it to your chest As I say to you I am nothing like the rest The door opens and we step inside

Missing Thoughts
doncha just hate it when you oversleep? especially when you miss something important because of it. moreover, because of idiots who like to get intoxicated, blare music, and fuck with anyone who happens to be asleep. yeah. it totally bites, doesn't it? well, it's down-right depressing. i should be holding my girlfriend right now. instead, i'm stuck with the idiots who were the cause of me missing my ride. nice, huh? even better, it's put even more doubt into her head wether or not i really love her. life's full of little gifts, isn't it?

March
March is a very depressing month for me. Five years ago, over a ten day period from Mar 9 - Mar 19th, I watched my big brother, Marty, die a slow and agonizing death. I cried all day at work today and no one knows why. I have not yet dealt with his death nor the deaths of my mother, father, and wife, because I don't know how. In the Corps, you learn to accept death but not how to deal with it.

Through The Rain
Another day has gone by. You have yet to call. I see you never really loved me. You don't even know me at all. I was patient. I was strong. But you've gone and done me oh so wrong. You call yourself a man. All i see is a lil boy in a man's body. You messed up a good thing. Now you must suffer the consequences. you'll never be n my life anymore. I only wish i could get back the countless tears you stole. Well now i'm done with it all. No more tears. No more pain. Because i know i can make it throught the rain. You're out of my life. You're out of my mind. And just so you know you've hurt me for the last time. Copywrighted by : Cassandra R. Nolasco

No One Knows
sitting here going out of my mind. constant battles waisting my time. no one knows what i am feeling inside. there's oh so many secrets i must hide. so much hate all around. i feel as though i am being pushed to the ground. you never seem to care what i think. i swear i've about reached my brink. wishing everything will be fine. god how i want to turn back the hands of time. never knowing what lies ahead. never listening to a word i've said. wanting to get away from myself. is just a feeling i can not help. i really hate feeling this way. but hey who knows tomorrow is another day. copywrighted by : Cassandra R. Nolasco

Walls
Walls I have decided to put all my pain, anger and tears to pen and paper Not wanting anyone to see but hoping that they will As I sit here I realize that my down walls are slowly coming up Where it will remain so no one can see my pain Where no one can come in again alone I will remain solitude alone with my pain since I have nothing else to gain Love gain, Love loss may I never Love again can't take the pain rather be alone again

Tha Tempest
Insane Clown Posse's new release just arrived, yeah thats tha freshness of pre-ordering from Tower Records. Not releasing in stores till tuesday tha 20th. This album is OFF THA HOOK. Ya got 2 pick it up. Im so excited over this album I cant find tha words. Trust me, get it anyway ya can I dont care how ya get it just get it and you 2 will know wut I mean, OMG. I played it on tha dvd player in tha front room for my kids and wife to hear the fresh release and it was awesome then I tried it out in tha whip and..........sorry had 2 wipe tha drool. OMG GO GET IT, IT IS A MUST HAVE FOR ANY AND ALL JUGGALOS AND LETTES OUT THERE!!! WUT ARE YA WAITIN FER AN INVITATION...WELL HERE IT IS IN YER GRILL PICK IT UP SOON AS YA CAN. MCL4FLYF WiCkEdReDnEcKcLoWn

Judgment
Judging from a throne of gold and silver looking for tomorrow never today your materialistic pleasures have taken over no love no care darkness surrounds the barrens these waste lands have killed emptiness is alive shadows no more everything is dead now be happy what has been done was all in choice wanting help, nothing to help needing help every thing's vanished hallucinations are the only thing left dreams are the only thing to find pleasure that's what happens when judging from a throne of gold and silver.

Get Ready For One Of New York's Most Colorful And Festive Parades
Get ready for one of New York's most colorful and festive parades — as New Yoricans celebrate the the Puerto Rican Day Parade on June 10, 2007. If last year was any indication, expect to see more than 80,000 people march and close to 3 million line the parade route in a major Puerto Rican love fest. Although celebrations of Puerto Rican heritage take place in cities across the U.S, New York's own Puerto Rican Day Parade is, in fact, the city's largest parade and second biggest public celebration after Labor Day's West Indian American Day Carnival in Brooklyn. Puerto Rican Day Parade Fast Facts When : June 10, 2007 11AM - 6PM Parade Route : Fifth Avenue from 44th to 86th Streets Directions : IRT subway to Grand Central 42nd Street The first New York Puerto Rican Day Parade was held in Spanish Harlem in Manhattan in 1958, and from its humble beginnings has grown to reflect not only a growing number of New York-born residents of Puerto Rican descent,

Gone Fishing
Gone FIshing We had been talking online for weeks before we decided to take our fantasies to the phone. I've lain in bed several nights with you on speakerphone as I rubbed my clit and squeezed my breasts, wishing it were you. I knew you were stroking yourself as I described how I wanted to suck you and make you cum in my mouth. How badly I wanted to taste you. We always managed to get each other off, no matter if we were online or on the phone. We were talking one evening about you going fishing over the weekend. You told me where you were going and told me about your lucky fishing vest. When we first starting talking online, we had described ourselves so we'd have some sort of visual for our fantasy masturbation. I woke up early Saturday morning, gathered a few supplies and set out for my drive. I was nervous, we had never met each other, or even considered it. I arrived at your fishing spot and went looking for you. You had told me that you'd be on the boat for a couple hou

What Every Kiss Means.
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I like you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. ~Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ______________________________________________

Sex Iq
width="450">You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ugggggghhhhhhh
Ok so I am in a contest and there are those that have been helping me thank you.But I have alot of ppl in my friends list and in my family I have 25 ppl.Yet only about 10 of my friends and family have been helping me in this contest.Sad seeing as how I would stay up all night with you if you needed me to or bobm the hell out of your pic if needed.Yet most of you wont even take a minute out of your precious time to read my blog.You dont even read my bulletins.So I guess Im just writing this for me because it seems that even though I have you as a friend our friendship is one sided.

I Have No Subject.
Im seconds away from just crying my balls off. I really am, and the fucked up thing is? I have no fucking idea why. I just dont understand. Maybe thats just my fucking problem. That I cant understand. I have ways to cope.. May not be the best ways, and may not be suitable for children under the age of 17, but by God I am not about to lose my mind here. Alone. I wish I can have a dream that Im in Heaven. So I can talk to God myself. Just so that I can ask him to help me. In every way possible. So that he can see my tears rolling down my cheeks and tell me, Himself, that everything is going to be alright. Then, and only then, may I be at peace. Then I shall wake up, to look outside, and see the sun shining, the green grass, birds flying by, and happy faces of people passing by. Then I can look into a mirror. See my reflection and think that its not so pitiful being me anymore. They were right about this place.. The long winter can really bring down a person.. Make them sick.. Sa

Cheating Hurts
Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downst

A Brand New Day
Rest your head and close your eyes Everything will be okay For when you wake with the sweet sunrise It will be a brand new day Turn down the lights and pull me close Feel only the beating of our hearts as we lay For when you wake with the soft morning breeze It will be a brand new day Relax your body and caress my soft hair Let all of life's worries melt away For when you wake with the warm summer scent It will be a brand new day Fall fast asleep and dream with me Whisper "I love you, I'm here to stay" For when we wake in each other's arms It will be a brand new day

More Geek Girl Tips.
Finding the Geek Girl Girl geeks are a minority in a male dominant environment. As the ratio of guy:girl geeks are overwhelmingly in favor of guys, we're harder to find. Half the time you probably don't even realize we're here. Many use screen names that aren't obviously gender-specific (myself excluded) and girl geeks sometimes obfuscate their gender in order to be taken more seriously. We have to work harder in the tech world to prove geek-worthiness, since having breasts seems to be an automatic assumption that we stumbled onto a webmaster forum by mistake. Because earning geek status is such a challenge, we either get really good at what we do, or give it up entirely. The Approach We are more attracted to intelligence than testosterone, so don't come on like a neanderthal. Most geek girls have had to endure a lot of harassment, criticism, over-inflated egos and sexual innuendos from their male counterparts and are wary of being approached. We do not respond kindly to "Hey

Apologies
I had hoped to continue my latest tale this weekend, but life has gotten in the way. I had a pretty big health scare on Saturday (I'm okay now) and my Lovely Lady is sick as well, so I've been focused on nursing her as best I can. The next two weeks will be very busy for me, so I probably won't be able to continue the tale for quite some time. It will continue, though, I promise you!

Addendum To The Previous Post
Might I also add that people who type in all caps or people who TyPe lIkE tHiS should be shot? Or "plz rate me"...isn't that why you bought a goddamn blast?? Or people who don't know what a dictionary is for...it annoys the living shit out of me when people can't figure out how to spell shit, and then they put that in their name, which makes whatever they wanted to say fall flat because anyone who knows better is spending too much time pissing themselves laughing at their sheer stupidity for putting an obviously misspelled word in their display name. Ugh, I REALLY should have been an English teacher.

Love On The Net
Is this the fire we are playing with... The one that people talk about? If this is it.. I want it so bad I don't ever want it to go out... To see your name light up on the screen... Is just the best feeling I just want to scream... It just warms my Heart to see that message flash Knowing its a I miss you or I'll be right back I know it is wrong...but I want it to last... To last through the night and into a new day To feel all your energy that you always portray My Deep Friendship for you is so honest and true. I want you to know this...I really do... You make my mornings so bright and so clear... I take a deep breathe and I think of you here You are my soul mate. Was I searching for you... Maybe I was...is this all true. I pinch myself to make sure this isn't a dream It hurts...so it mustn't have been I know its real.....as it feels so good We are one you and me... Living so far apart.... We may meet one day..

In My Arms Tonight
My heart beats for just you my love hear it calling to you in the night to fill your heart with pure delight a sweet song of joy sent from above. Let me take you in my arms tonight hold you close and dance so slow we move together in the candlelight I whisper words of love to let you know. You mean more than the world to me This is what we've been waiting for a time of healing love and joy so sweet a place where we can be as complete. Let me hold you into my arms tonight press you close and dance so slow we move together in the pale moonlight I belong with you love I'll never let you go.

Torn Apart
Torn apart by distance This love that knows no bounds One day soon, they shall be one To hold his hand, touch his heart again To speak softly words of love Only he can understand Only the Gods above can discern The passion that erupts when they kiss As they touch, the fire within Roars to life, an entity not to be denied Demanding touch, taste, smell, sight Raging until both are sated The fire again calmed to a slow burn

Wanna Make A Bet?!?!
A little old lady went into the Bank of America one day, carrying a bag of money. She insisted that she must speak with the president of the bank to open a savings account because, "It's a lot of money!" After much hemming and hawing, the bank staff finally ushered her into the president's office (the customer is always right!). The bank president then asked her how much she would like to deposit. She replied, $365,000!" and dumped the cash out of her bag onto his desk. The president was of course curious as to how she came by all this cash, so he asked her, "Ma'am, I'm surprised you're carrying so much cash around. Where did you get this money?" The old lady replied, "I make bets." The president then asked,"Bets? What kind of bets?" The old woman said, "Well, for example, I'll bet you $15,000 that your balls are square." "Ha!" laughed the president, "That's a stupid bet. You can never win that kind of bet!" The old lady challenged, "So, would you like to take my

Do We Really Ever Know Each Other?
How many people stop and just pay attention to the little things in life? I bet if I took a survey it would show not very many. Now a days are lives are so busy for things we have no time left for the little ones that matter the most. I have had a good life with some things in it I should not have done. Though I am not a proud person I just have been learned for I have been at the end of my rope wanting it all to end. I was losing something I thought I never would, but I know now it was needed so I could rise up as a new person with my eyes open to the little things and having them set upon something more than myself. All I can say it has been different for me since that time for now I see what I was missing.

New Job
I had a job interview earlier just a minor position at a local bar and resturant. The owner said that she will call me on Friday when she does the schedualing. I am kind of excited cause that will so help the money situation. I don't want to get my hopes up too much just in case it doesn't work out. Now that I think of it though if I get this job I will have to look good every day which means I have to buy makeup soon and actually do something with my hair and buy a few sets of black pants

I Will ( By: Outlaw Angel)
I will go anywhere to be with you To change my life and start anew. I would walk the desert and swim in the sea Just to see the love when you look at me. I will go anywhere I will do anything, Just to share the life you bring.

You Dont Always Get What You Wish For
Sometime after Sidney died, his widow, Tillie, was finally able to speak about what a thoughtful and wonderful man her late husband had been. "Sidney thought of everything," she told them. "Just before he died, Sidney called me to his bedside. He handed me three envelopes. 'Tillie,' he told me, 'I have put all my last wishes in these three envelopes. After I am dead, please open them and do exactly as I have instructed. Then, I can rest in peace'." "What was in the envelopes?" her friends asked. "The first envelope contained $5,000 with a note, 'Please use this money to buy a nice casket.' So I bought a beautiful mahogany casket with such a comfortable lining that I know Sidney is resting very comfortably." "The second envelope contained $10,000 with a note, 'Please use this for anice funeral 'I arranged Sidney a very dignified funeral and bought all his favorite foods for everyone attending." "And the third envelope?" asked her friends. "The third envelope contained $

New Fantasy Story
We were having a very fun evening. You were wearing the crotchless panties with the blue butterfly and the beige net blouse. I had tied your hands and feet to the bed so you were lying there spread-eagled. You looked so beautiful. You were smiling at me in anticipation. I pulled the scarf off the shelf and moved up to wrap it around your head, covering your eyes. I kissed your cheeks, and eyes and lips. Then I blindfolded you. I trailed my fingers gently down your body. I started behind your ears. Drew them slowly down your throat. Then up over your beautiful breasts, pausing to excite each nipple. Down over your tummy, while I hummed my ‘tickle song.’ You began to giggle and thrash a bit. I let my fingers linger on your pussy for just a moment before I moved away. You heard me leave the room. Your mind was racing as you waited for my return. What was I doing? Where did I go? You heard me come back into the room. I leaned down and whispered in your ear. “Don’t speak. Don’

For All The Guys Who Say, "why Buy The Cow When You Can Get The Milk For Free"...
For all those men who say, "Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free"? Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage. WHY? Because women realize, " It's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage". Men are like.... 1. Men are like . Laxatives .... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas ....... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ......Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ......Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like . Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .... .Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn ..... They

3 Angels
"Worry looks around, sorry looks back, Faith looks up." 3 angels are sent to you. You must send them to 8 people including me. In 8 minutes you will receive something you have long awaited for. Have faith

A Nice Girl's Response To The Ode To Nice Guys
This one's for the nice girls... I keep getting this bulletin on Cherry Tap that is a tribute to all the nice guys out there who finish last and are outstandingly sweet and wonderful to their female friends, always offering help of any kind and never, ever taking advantage or pressing their feelings on the girls. Besides thinking, "Where, oh where is this fantastic man," I wonder, "Why are the nice girls not being given any credit?" There are books, movies, songs, and now essays touting the charms of the nice guy. Meanwhile, the nice girl remains a background character until the finale when the male lead finally realizes the errors of his ways and tracks down the nice girl who has been his unrequited love slave since the opening scene. (And then she's expected to drop all for him) Hence, I believe it is now our turn--the nice girls' turn--to receive thanks. THIS, my friends, is a tribute to the nice girls... Those girls that finish far after the nice guys do. That have bee

"because I'm A Man"...
Because I'm a man, when I lock my keys in the car I will fiddle with a wire clothes hanger and ignore your suggestions that we call a road service until long after hypothermia has set in. Because I'm a man, when the car isn't running very well, I will pop the hood and stare at the engine as if I know what I'm looking at. If another man shows up, one of us will say to the other, "I used to be able to fix these things, but now with all these computers and everything, I wouldn't know where to start." We will then drink beer. Because I'm a man, when I catch a cold I need someone to bring me soup and take care of me while I lie in bed and moan. You never get as sick as I do, so for you this isn't an issue. Because I'm a man, I can be relied upon to purchase basic groceries at the store, like milk or bread. I cannot be expected to find exotic items like"Cumin" or "Tofu" For all I know these are the same thing. And never, under any circumstances, expect me to pick up anything for which "femin

Just Blogging
I sit hear thinking about some one in my life, though we have only talked on line.. I woul like to get to know him mch better... should I tell him how I feel or keep my feelings to myself.. Sometimes I wish I was more out going, and I think he takes my shyness for snobbyness, but alass perhaps it is best to let fate take it's own course... for to be honset I'm ment to be alone

The Golden Goose
There was a man who had three sons, the youngest of whom was called Dummling, and was despised, mocked, and sneered at on every occasion. It happened that the eldest wanted to go into the forest to hew wood, and before he went his mother gave him a beautiful sweet cake and a bottle of wine in order that he might not suffer from hunger or thirst. When he entered the forest he met a little grey-haired old man who bade him good-day, and said, do give me a piece of cake out of your pocket, and let me have a draught of your wine, I am so hungry and thirsty. But the clever son answered, if I give you my cake and wine, I shall have none for myself, be off with you, and he left the little man standing and went on. But when he began to hew down a tree, it was not long before he made a false stroke, and the axe cut him in the arm, so that he had to go home and have it bound up. And this was the little grey man's doing. After this the second son went into the forest, and his mother ga

The Iron Stove
In the days when wishing was still of some use, a king's son was bewitched by an old witch, and shut up in an iron stove in a forest. There he passed many years, and no one could rescue him. Then a king's daughter came into the forest, who had lost herself, and could not find her father's kingdom again. After she had wandered about for nine days, she at length came to the iron stove. Then a voice came forth from it, and asked her, "Whence do you come, and whither are you going?" She answered, "I have lost my father's kingdom, and cannot get home again." Then a voice inside the iron stove said, "I will help you to get home again, and that indeed most swiftly, if you will promise to do what I desire of you. I am the son of a far greater king than your father, and I will marry you." Then was she afraid, and thought, "Good heavens. What can I do with an iron stove?" But as she much wished to get home to her father, she promised to do as he desired. But he said, "You shall return here

Today Is My 2 Yr Anniversary Of Being With My Baby!!!!
This song kinda fits how I feel being with him!!!!! Head over Feet By: Alanis Morisette I had no choice but to hear you You stated your case time and again I thought about it You treat me like I´m a princess I´m not used to liking that You ask how my day was Chorus: You´ve already won me over in spite of me Don´t be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don´t be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn´t help it It´s all your fault Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole You´re so much braver than I gave you credit for That´s not lip service Repeat Chorus You are the bearer of unconditional things You held your breath and the door for me Thanks for your patience You´re the best listener that I´ve ever met You´re my best friend Best friend with benefits What took me so long I´ve never felt this healthy before I´ve never wanted something rational I am aware now I am aware now Repeat Chorus