Fubar Blog Posts 3

Life
On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years, and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this,I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty, and I

Esham
A very good underground rapper, that spits the reel shit on the mic. Other rappers try and copy his style though(eminem). It's all bout reel life! A Rapper that been spittin tha wicket shit. Another member of natas and tha godfather of tha wicket shit. Closed Casket, Dead Flowers, Repentance . Those be 3 of his cds the unholy, the originator of the acid rappin' esham is the sizznt

Why Why Why
Hey all so you all know i might be a lil touchy these next few days my uncle i was closest to has passed away and its hitting me hard and will be for awhile (Uncle Tommy 7-20-1957 to 7-18-2007) so please all bare with me him and i were like 2 peas in a pod ty

From The Fucking Heart
I'm needing you to want me, as much as i want you you make me feel like a woman, you take away my blues you are like a tall glass of water on a Sunday afternoon yes, the passion is there, but not quite mutual could i be your woman, or am i fit for another role? why must we play games of deciete and control it only perpetuates confusion and takes us down a rocky road. My body yearns for your touch, for you sweet voice in my ear. I would do anything to make it work, do i make myself clear? Does my eagerness to please you take the thrill away from the chase? Im not trying to smother you, or get up in ur face. But im so afraid of losing you... So many times I've been hurt before by empty promises of security. I thought things were different with you, u made me feel so safe. Even though there was still lack of commitment, I thought i was special in your eyes. Was this a plot of lies? To secure pussy or companionship, or are you just fuckin twisted? Im tired of this puzzling

L O S T
When ALL this began, There was NOTHING to say, Getting LOST in the EMPTINESS DEEP INSIDE... All the VACANCY REVEALED! Nothing left to LOSE, STUCK HOLLOW A L O N E . . . Nothing MORE to FEEL Cannot BELIEVE I am still STANDING & not FLAT on My FACE!! Is it ALL in My MIND? Who AM I? Cannot JUSTIFY the NEGATIVITY Cannot JUSTIFY MY still BEING HERE & A L I V E !!!

Mens Only Survey! Please Fill Out For Me
1. Whats the longest amount of time you have ever been in a relationship? 2. Have you ever been in love? 3. What do you consider as a wifey? 4. What are 3 things you look for in a female? 5. What attracts you to a girl? 6. Where would you take a girl on your guys first date? 7. What is the sexiest thing about a female to you? 8. What makes you jealous while in a relationship? 9. Have you ever cheated on a girlfriend and if so why? 10. What type/style of girls do you like?

Livestrong Challenge 2007
LiveStrong Challenge 2007 Up over $1,200 I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised $1,500 but I only had a month in which to fund raise. This year the goal is at least $3,000 which is very doable. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. My donation website: http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215

A Babe Or A Chick
I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don‘t go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without a hard–on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends, about the size of my ass. My beauty‘s a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit, to others when I‘m wrong. I don‘t drive in circles, at any cost. And I don‘t have a problem, admitting I‘m lost. I never forget, an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I‘m usually late. I don‘t watch movies, with lots of gore. Don‘t need instant replay, to remember the score. I won‘t lose my hair, I don‘t get jock itch. And just cause I‘m assertive, Don‘t call me a bitch. Don‘t say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear, I can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewelry‘s best. Look at me you idiot... Not at my chest???? I don‘t have a problem, With Expressing my feelings.

My Poor Mother
I just heard word that another one of my uncles is dien, this will be the 3rd one within 2 years, she's very upset an I dunno what to say and or do because I'm unable to be there to hold her an say that everything will be alright, but I guess words can not say enough to ease the pain of losing ones brother, just saddens me to know theres nothing I can do....

Looking To Make Friends In The Nw
Well...... No idea how to start this. Hell not even re anyone will read this. OK, I use to live around WA & OR until I was 18 when I jion the military and left, spend many years over seas and in different states. Now I'm back in the area, but I have no friends to hang out with. All due to my fault of not trying harder to keep in touch with the few good friends I had when I left. Any way I'm looking for places or groups like hiking, camping, fishing even rock climbing or other places to make friends. If anyone can and wants to help or give some places to check out drop me a shout out.

My Poem
Heavenly Father full of grace, Bless my boyfriends sexy face Bless his hair that sometimes curls Keep him safe from other girls Bless his hands that are so strong Make him keep them where they belong. Blesss his chest I love to clench, Bless his tongue I love to french, Bless my neck where he left his mark, Bless the room that was so dark, Blessed my breast he has sucked, Bless the bed where we have fucked Bless his dick that is so firm Bless the thickness of his sperm, Bless his child I hope to carry, Bless this one I hope to marry, If he shall read this prayer of mine, I really hope it blows his mind, But if my mom and dad should walk in Forgive me lord for I have sinned. Love, your only faithful child M'Lord

20 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Friday, July 20: You just can't stop flapping your jaws today -- however, you really have nothing interesting to say. That's par for the course -- and there are a large number of people who would kill to hear something interesting from you.

Rude Ass Comments:
1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of crap. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying. 10. Ahhh, I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a darn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you. 16. Thank you. We're all refreshed and cha

Paths Cross
They don't know why there worlds have cross paths.. For there distance they know the have a purpose to each other that will last . For he is the angel of war she is the one of peace an love combined they unstoppable .. For she is his protector from himself .. In many battles he can always win but the battle she protects him from is his battle within ... She knows she will stand by him in his dark times for she is his light. He will protect her with all his might .There passion for each other is true no matter far distant they are .. All they have to say is I need you an in there arms they will stay... They are each other protectors in this life an for one another they will sacrafice ... He is the Hero ..as she is the Heroine...with their force ..only they can win.. together do battles.. but not with each other... for the forces compel them as now distant lovers ..

Morning Thoughts
My mornings are not the black and white Of early photography Or the sepia tones of memories Tainted with age. No, they are the cool blues and greys Of smokey jazz clubs Cold vodka martinis Hues washing the colours away Draining them away with the music And the cool burn of another drink.

So Tell Me, What Bloody Good Is All Of It Anyway
I'm job hunting these days and I received a call from a recruiter who politely told me that my degree and knowledge were impressive, yet I didn't have enough practical experience to be useful to anyone. Never mind that I've been working actively with Linux since the 1.4 series and have been working with Unix since before anyone dreamed of X Windowing... Because I haven't "built" a server in a few years and my last jobs weren't directly IT jobs, I have no experience. Sorry, I spent 10 years in forwarding and solving technical issues along the way including working as a sysadmin for a small company. I guess installing every version of Windows from 3.1 to XP on hardware I've built and beta testing 2003 server doesn't count for anything. Blending networks with Apple, Unix, and MS products isn't that big of a deal, nor is being able to look at a website the recruiter couldn't understand and be able to know what he missed. Yeah, I don't have a lot of practical work experience, but I

Crushes
these crushes are dumb, i keep getting crushes from guys just to have them disapear a day later lol, im flattered by the crush but damn dont take it away :P with that said, 2 days till my birthday so talk to me before i get too old

Lil Town Girl
I grew up in a lil town. So people think I am a lil town girl. Well they r so wrong. I hate lil towns. Thay fucking piss me off. Everyone Knows everything about me. I hate it I ger no second chance here. Thay all hate me. I mean I am a good person. Ok thats a lie. Well I can be when I want to. It is hard couse I hate everyone here. I am like so not like them. The only thing I have in comon with the country people is i love beer. That is all. Yea its sad. But I am me. And i will never be a small town girl.

Sailors And Soldiers Should Be Friends...
A Navy man and an Army man are driving opposite directions on a curvy mountain road. The army man hits a patch of sand, swerves, and nails the Navy man's truck. They both exit their cars with no injuries, but their vehicles are ruined. Now, the rivalry between Army and Navy is well known, so needless to say a heated argument followed. Then suddenly the Navy man changed heart and said, "Hold on, this is dumb. It was an accident. Let's put this rivalry behind us." The Army man agreed this was a good idea. So the Navy man offered, "Why don't we celebrate our new friendship over a fifth of vodka? I have a bottle in the truck." The Army man thought this was an excellent idea. So the Navy man, being a gentleman, offered the Army man the first drink, and told the Army man to drink as much as he wanted. Soon half the bottle was gone and he offered the bottle back to the Navy man who said, "Thanks, but I'll wait till after the cops get here!"

Catch A Rainbow..(dont Rip)
If i could catch a rainbow i whould do it just for you, and share with you its beauty on the days you are feeling blue. If i could build a mountain you could call it your very own, a place to find serenity a place to be alone. If i could take your troublems i whould toss them in the sea, but all these things im finding are impossible for me. I can not build a mountian, or catch a rainbow fair, but let me be what i know best, a friend whos always there...

Wading Through The Lies... Jaded And Untrusting
"Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibis But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes 'Cause I'm Mr Brightside" The Killers - Mr Brightside "she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and the killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men." Sugarcult - Pretty Girl Who to believe? Who to trust? Can I even trust myself to look into my heart and find the answer? And that is why I sit here with my son on a Saturday night, while those I KNOW love me are out at a great party, enjoying themselves and getting crazy. Too much crap running through my head at this point, and I know I wouldn't be good company, so I chose to stay home. I know there will be other nights out and I am getting the itch to go wild, but for now I am enjoying the peace and quiet and wonderful internet chatter in which I choose to engage. So to all my lovely ladies, have a wonderful night, and drink one for me. Come home soon and be careful. I love yo

Now 3 Yrs. Passed (dont Rip)
TEARS FALL LIKE RAIN AS THE MEMORIES I RECALL.. NOW THREE YEARS PAST AND STILL ON THIS DAY I MORN. MEMORIES OF WHAT IS LOST FEELINGS ARE REKINDLED TODAY FROM MOMENTS FROZEN IN TIME A LEGACY IS NOW PASSED ON A DAUGHTER LOST BUT HER HEART AND SOUL ARE APART OF HER MOTHER TODAY A FLOOD THREATEN TO DROWN ME SO MANY MEMORIES... REMINDERS OF WHAT PASSED THE TEARS SHE SHEADS FROM THE HAPPY MOMENTS YET THE LOVE OF HER DAUGHTER SHE STILL FEELS SHE FEELS SO CLOSE YET SO FAR AWAY BUT WE KNOW THAT SHE STILL LOVES US AND THAT IS WHAT I HOLD DEAR EVEN WITHOUT HER HERE,FULL OF LIFE I STILL FEEL HER WARMTH AND LOVE. SHES MORE ALIVE TODAY THAN ANY OTHER TIME.. THIS I WROTE FOR MY DAUGHTER WHO PASSED IN 2002...

Naughty
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. If we already have would you have sex with me again? 7. What would you like to do to me? 8. Would we have sex in the shower with me? 9. How often do you think about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Where is your fantasy place to have sex? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you masturbate? 20. Do you think of me while you masturbate? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. What turns you on? 23. Do you like fore play? 24. What is fore play to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you have sex with me even if your in rela

Night Before Family Values
Ok so it is the night before we gotta go to the family values tour and I am straight up rock star drunk. I have no clue how I am typing but I am doin just that right now. I am feeling very numb and tried to carve through my leg with a childs punkin carving kit. Needless to say my efforts have failed and I still have a leg. I have no clue why I am still typing but words are fun. I wish all of you could be here drinking with me but my house is not that big and I have no airconditioning right now. well night night all and play nice with one another.

Rhiannon The Welsh Goddess
The story of Rhiannon is one of many myths contained in the Mabinogion, a Welsh collection of mythology. Rhiannon was the daughter of a god, Heyvedd the Old, and she was set to marry Gwawl, another god. But Rhiannon was in love with Pwyll of Dyfed, a mortal man whose adventures are described in the first part of the Mabinogion. Rhiannon and Pwyll marry, and seem happy at first, until Gwawl comes down from the Bright World and tries to kill their newborn son, Pryderi. Rhiannon's maids, unable to find the boy they were supposed to be guarding, cover Rhiannon's dress with a puppy's blood and accuse her of murdering her son. Pwyll, listening to his subjects rather than his wife, forces Rhiannon into a terrible punishment -- she must stand on a block at the entrance to Dyfed and tell everyone that she is standing there because she killed her child. She must then offer all who enter the kingdom a ride on her back, as though she were a horse. Seven years pass by. Eventually, Rhiannon's fri

A Million Times
livin a lie i cant free myself return to the crime time and time again seven on six and black and white a pocket of darkness in my sight i know that time keeps tickin fall back and blind the man inside i feel your hatred start to sicken blood in my eye cant stop the pain tonight ive left myself dead on the tracks a million times night after night i see it again i cant believe my eyes i feel your hatred start to thicken i feel my mind start to sicken remembering the things you said you took them back but not from my head taking good measure chemical pleasure taking the train against the grain

Stay Tuned !
New photos will be going up late tonight..going to take them after my daughter is sleeping and then upload them! There will be 48 new photos and they will be in new albums so be on the lookout! HUgs and Kisses Kelly

Grrr
O.k. heres how things went down tonight, John had left about 1p.m. today an didn't get back till an hour ago well I was mad because I had dinner ready an on the table so I called his cell which he did not answer so at this point I'm gettin pissed come to find out he was at the bar fer 7 fucking hours, which doesn't make sence fer someone that does not drink...lol... Anyways he finally calls me back an I had asked what the hell he was doing there fer so long, him an his CUZ had a few beers but we're talking mugs... Oh man talking about going the fuck off, I did and now he is here passed out on my ass, knowing that I wanted some LOVIN'S before he went back to work.. ha ha... Maybe some other time I guess, just not tonight!!

My New Bible
FOUND THIS IN THE BULLETINS AND LOVED IT.... 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A

Ricky Davis & Dena Riley:
Career criminal and meth-addicted mommy link up to fulfill Ricky's lifetime ambition torturing, raping and killing women on video. Just as police got an important tip, this depraved couple escaped, abducted a young girl and planned their suicide.

Sweeney Todd:
Often resurrected in musicals and plays, the infamous London barber Sweeney Todd and his bloodthirsty girlfriend live again in a new BBC movie. Often thought to be an urban myth, evidence is plentiful that Sweeney Todd was a real murderer who went on trial for his crimes. Long before Freddie Krueger or Jack the Ripper, theater-goers have been thrilled with the legendary exploits of Sweeney Todd, the murderous barber who dispatched his customers with a flick of the razor and then had his lover serve up the remains in a tasty meat pie.

Red Hair Purple Violet
Her hair red purple violet - who gives a damn I am buried in it tangled turning tossed and these hands build constructs of fire and water inside her. I would travel to her and through her just to taste her take her touch her here and here and here and run myself inside her hard and fast and deep lava spilling from me into her sweet and fertile valley. I am radiant with thoughts of her need for her nights with her and my tongue our tongues her tongue dripping us onto our hot skin beneath the glow of incandescent light. © All rights reserved Scott Adelmann

Chemical Plant
One dark night outside a small town in Minnesota, a fire started inside the local chemical plant and in a blink of an eye it exploded into massive flames. The alarm went out to all the fire departments for miles around. When the volunteer fire fighters appeared on the scene, the chemical company president rushed to the fire chief and said: "All our secret formulas are in the vault in the center of the plant. They must be saved. I will give $50,000 to the fire department that brings them out intact." But the roaring flames held the firefighters off. Soon, more fire departments had to be called in as the situation became desperate. As the firemen arrived, the president shouted out that the offer was now $100,000 to the fire department who could bring out the company's secret files. From the distance, a lone siren was heard as another fire truck came into sight. It was the volunteer fire company from the nearby Norwegian r

Laugh For July 24
A Lawyer in the Family For three years, the young attorney had been taking his brief vacations at this country inn. The last time he'd finally managed an affair with the innkeeper's daughter. Looking forward to an exciting few days, he dragged his suitcase up the stairs of the inn, then stopped short. There sat his lover with an infant on her lap! "Helen, why didn't you write when you learned you were pregnant?" he cried. "I would have rushed up here, we could have gotten married, and the baby would have my name!" "Well," she said, "when my folks found out about my condition, we sat up all night talkin' and talkin' and decided it would be better to have a bastard in the family than a lawyer."

New To This
Hey Guys! Whats up? not much here. Okay, so I am pretty new to fubar so bare with me. Things have been kinda stressful here. My sister and I have been arguing alot and I might be going to boston next week for about a month to stay with Mike and his Mom. I really can't wait to go! :) Anyway I do hope all is well with all of you out there. Keep in touch! Jamie

Yes.......im Back.........
Well finally I can say that I am back.......and wow......I cant believe they up and changed the damn name of the site on me while I was gone,lol, who knew huh. Well for those who missed me, hello........ For those who really didnt know that I was gone.....Im back,lol. And for those who didnt care if I left in the first place......I still say hello to u anyways. Take Care Yall.......Love ya and its good to be back!

7/24/07
Ok, so my phone interview went very well...I should be setting up my trip to Maryland for the final interview this week! and the living situation has been crazy, but we're getting there... not much else to tell... Read my latest blog postings!!!! (nothin wrong with some shameless self promotion!) :P *kisses*

I Want......
I want to do everything with you I want to go to sleep in your arms and wake u next to you I want to get up way too early and make you breakfast before work I want to hear all the little details about your day I want to make your dinner I want to curl up to you and do whatever I want to hold your hand while we dirve I want to kiss you in the rain I want to make you laugh and hold you when you cry I want to be the one to make all the pain go away I want to help you raise your children I want to grow old with you and hold you every step of the way I want to be your one and only I want to be in love with you forever

The Superior Man Is Modest In His Speech, But Exceeds In His Actions.
Ok, this is my rant for the day. I have talked to people, male and female, and hear about how nobody can find a "real" person to date. So I thought to put my thoughts on that subject in writing and anyone can add to it as they please. In the movie Get Shorty, Chili Palmer(John Travolta) says "I'm not gonna say anymore than I have to, if that." He is badass and he knows it yet he doesn't feel that urge to shout it to everyone he meets. He says what he needs to in tough situations and gets his point across without being a complete dick. He wears sharp clothes showing that he respects himself enough to look nice. Not that a suit is always needed but knowing you can put one on and still be comfortable and a real man in it shows your manliness to us ladies. He also opens doors, yes including car doors, for a lady without thinking it makes him look like a pussy. He can give a compliment or put his hand on a woman's back to lead her through a room without it taking away from his manlin

Computer For Sale Mine Pic In Blogs Loads As In Mine 600dollors Going On Ebay Now Use Them Pics
shipment you sort out and send a currier to my house he shipped it off for you i want 600 dollors for it but yous pay for shippment and currir to my house selling computers from home now same price 17"fklatscreeen for 600dollors extra dvive costs you 1300dollors d drive top memory everyone of programs in blogs pro get pro limewire codes to make trail to pro free nero free cot codes to make trail go pro for free if you have ebay you can tell which one as got pics and salutes of computer my salute qwas took by webcam plus buy computer up 1day buy 600 dollors plus rest or highest bid but next week if this is sold got flat screens 200dollers dell computer with extra memory top allmy programs in d drive so everytghing is a shortcut you know you have to redownload windows if bust if there shortcuts to exta drive you delete partation in c drive create new one in c drive format download in c drive dont tuch extra drive aall your programs were shortcuts nothing lost just click on drag to deskto

Poetry
Like the Rain We have been friends for many years, we had lots of happiness no tears. I grew close to you very fast, I thought o matter what our friendship would last. But you put me through pain, and my tears fell like the rain. I didnt learn the first time, but that was because i was blind. I felt sorry for my self, because of the hand i was delt. But no more tears will fall, because there is nothing left for you at all. We promised to stay friends, but that fell apart at the end. I'm still healing, but no longer dealing. I cut all strings that were attached, all feelings for you slashed. I no longer feel the pain, my tears no longer fall like the rain. I will go on with my life, because tomorrow the sun will rise. its my first blog so its alil sketchy

Just Bought Another Happy Hour Foor On The Hour
please all read my blogs its every true in all fan rate me befriend mtes top pics all 10or 10 plus each one blogs all 10 one 500odd viewd whats wrong i send to all site and got of over a liion users on line only 500 votes for top programs for nothing thats ashame derek

When The World Ends
I think you'll feel it too That when the world ends Most likely it'll feel pretty blue We won't need a subtle clue People will wanna sue But that won't be anything new The sky will turn over and breathe it's last As the spectrum of colors cycle in one blast The limbs of existence beget a thick cast Laden with putrid decay and bleeding fast Just put me on my ship and sail me at half mast I won't need anything else when we get to the end When the world stops beating and seizes to pretend The illusion is over, step out of the curtain I grew out of that shit, so enough jerkin

Eh Just Some Information
Ive too many people I dont even talk to on muh buddy list so Imma go ahead and delete a ton of em. most of the ol familia are safe and some select friends, but the rest, its been fun but hasta la pasta if ya know wadda mean, Peace in

Queen "love Of My Life" Lyrics
Love Of My Life Lyrics Artist(Band):Queen Love Of My Life Lyrics Love of my life - you've hurt me You've broken my heart and now you leave me Love of my life can't you see Bring it back, bring it back Don't take it away from me Because you don't know - What it means to me Love of my life - don't leave me You've taken my love and now desert me Love of my life can't you see Bring it back, bring it back Don't take it away from me Because you don't know - What it means to me You will remember - When this is blown over And everything's all by the way - When I grow older I will be there at your side to remind you How I still love you - I still love you Back - hurry back please bring it back home to me Because you don't know What it means to me Love of my life Love of my life ... Oooh, oooh...

My Love For You
MY LOVE 4 YOU..To my first born child.. The love of my life.... Thursday, March 13, 2003 Lexi this is for you too baby girl ...I am blessed to now have you and being 2nd born is never less..its just me getting a 2nd chance to do better than I did the first time around...I love you sweetheart.. *********************************************** ~MY LOVE 4 YOU~ I finally understand the meaning of unconditional love A feeling from deep within of pride that wonderous joy of knowing your mine. I can only tell you with words how i feel inside..but can show you my love with arms open wide 2 hug you and kiss you and teach you to strive..you are what keeps my spirit alive. Your my angel, My miracle, My sweet innocent child. Now..I do not have, alot of money ..or fancy material things.. All I can give you ..are riches that only a mothers love brings... I can teach you to listen when the world around you sings.. Walk with you hand N han

The Arrival
She arrived at the airport, tired but quivering with anticipation. She stopped at the bathrooms to collect her thoughts and realized that she was shaking - she still couldn't believe that she had traveled this far for one person, for no other reason than that it had felt like the right decision when they had talked on the internet and then the telephone. The reality was that she now had nothing - no job, no possessions other than the clothing in her suitcase, no home and no friends. She shuddered & pushed the thoughts to the back of her mind. Checking her appearance in the mirror she quickly touched up the smudges left from where she had slept briefly on the 'plane. She looked relatively presentable considering and so, drawing a deep breath, she left the bathrooms and headed towards the arrivals lounge. Her stomach plummeted as she saw that she had to descend a huge escalator that was in full view of everyone waiting below - there wasn't a separate area to collect her case, just thi

Plane Ride
Three old black ladies were preparing for their first plane flight. The first lady said, "I don't know bout y'all, but I'm gonna wear me some hot pink panties on dis flight." "Why you gonna wear dat?" the other two asked. The first replied, "Cause, if dat plane goes down and I'm out dere laying butt-up in a corn field, dey gonna find me first." The second lady says, "Well, I'm gonna wear me some fluorescent orange panties." "Why you gonna wear dat?" the others asked. The second lady answered: "Cause if dat plane goes down and I'm floating butt-up in the ocean, dey can see me first " The third old lady says, "Well, I'm not going to wear any panties at all." "What, no panties?!" the others said in disbelief. "Dat's right," says the third lady. "I'm not wearing any panties, cause if dat plane goes down, the first thing they always look for is da black box."

For A Rose
In the storm Stands the white rose tumultuous waves of destruction abound her Yet tall is the white rose strong in the face Of the sensed doom around her And she does not bow down Pure is the white rose In the compost earth growing eternal strength in the nights that so hurt I see not the white rose She is so far away But I long to protect her But only the words can I say So I send her my words And my poets heart To help her when there is hope to see her through Be Strong little flower Your heart will guide true And as long as you want I will always talk to you

2 Souls 1 Love
although two souls are meeting there is but one voice capturing the moment captivating and controlling the thoughts, actions, words leading the way for conscious desire and decisive emotion stories and daily goings- on are frequently passed between the one voice and the intermixed beings creating a warm happiness a sense of belonging an aura of completeness a comfortable existence time, a distant memory fading in and fading out, its power and autonomy fall on blissfully ignorant, yet distinctly aware, ears - focused and true with the quantity of well spent hours adding up and summarizing the feelings and beliefs shared and opposed, comes an ability to confide and uphold moments, eternities abundant with understanding

Sorry To All My Peeps
I'm writing this as an apology to pretty much everyone on here but those whom I talk to on a regular basis, this is really more for you. I've been in and out of sorts lately, lots going on much I'll hopefully explain later on a 1-on-1 basis. You'll have to forgive me if I'm online only for a short while and not return for days on end. Aside from my own physical problems I've had to cope with, I now have to deal with the daily struggle of a dear friend who's about to loose their life to cancer. Devastating as the news may seem I may or may not be on this site much longer because I just can't concentrate on my friend and keeping up with everyone else. V.

Want A Happy Hour ??
THIS IS THOMAS'S CONTESTYOU CANT MISS THIS..... I am holding a contest and this one you might really want to check out. TOP PRIZE.... A FREE HAPPY HOUR!!!!!!!!! FIRST PLACE This contest will run for 10 full days and there are some rules that MUST be followed before you decide to enter. I will be taking enties starting now and will take them through the first day of the contest which will start on July the 26th at 5pm pst. and end on Aug 5th at 5pm pst. RULES!!!!! You must rate me, fan me and be on my friends list to enter or comment in this contest. I will be checking everyone and the folder will be set for friends only to comment so anyone that you want to help you comment bomb you need to let them know and get them to do this. Please make sure to let all your friends know ahead of time so you can all be ready before the contest starts. NO DRAMA!!!!! if you start a problem, or anyone that is voting for you starts a problem I have the right to delete you

Umm Am I Sooo Hard To Understand????
If you are rude, arogant, or pushy you might as well move on to the next profile because I'm not down with all of that...sorry for those who stayed to continue to read on...I'm 34 years old and I have been playing the dating game for a short time now and it really sucks~ To be very honest you really can't get to know someone in a couple of hours and on that first meeting people aren't really being themselves,(at least the ones I have met) I am just your average girl next door so if your looking for a "barbie" type then u might want to move on to the next profile cause I'm the type that don't mind getting dirty when I'm working or playing, but don't worry cause I do like to look good for whoever I'm with. And I am looking for someone who don't mind their mate bettering themselves in all aspects of life..( really now that would be plain stupid to just not let them go back to school because if ur smart~when they graduate they will be making more money~more money means that it's more money

Html Comments??
Hey fellow friends! I just wanted to let yawl know that anyone can now leave me HTML Profile comments!! But please use some form of respect with what type of HTML comments you will be leaving.. I will delete picture comments if.. ----------------------------------- 1) they take up my whole page 2) NSFW 3)If it causes my page to slow down!! ------------------------------------ Now what are you waiting for?? Go leave me LOVE ;)

Love
I really love you So please see what I see Of all people in this world You mean the most to me If my words were just enough You would know what I feel is real But words cannot measure How you truly make me feel I don’t want no body else For you’re my only desire My soul an body only aches for you Your love can only bring me higher For you my love, I’d die Just to prove that I am true I’d pick out all of the stars And give them all to you….

Mother-in-law Joke
A married couple was in a terrible accident where the man's face was severely burned. The doctor told the husband that they couldn't graft any skin from his body because he was too skinny. So the wife offered to donate some of her own skin. However, the only skin on her body that the doctor felt was suitable would have to come from her buttocks. The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the Skin came from, and they requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After all, this was a very delicate matter. After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the man's new face. He looked more handsome than he ever had before! All his friends and relatives just went on and on about his youthful beauty! One day, he was alone with his wife, and he was overcome with emotion at her sacrifice. He said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. How can I possibly repay you?" "My

Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue
There's a place off Ocean Avenue Where I used to sit and talk with you We were both 16 and it felt so right Sleeping all day, staying up all night Staying up all night There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street We would walk on the beach in our bare feet We were both 18 and it felt so right Sleeping all day, staying up all night Staying up all night If I could find you now things would get better We could leave this town and run forever Let your waves crash down on me and take me away There's a piece of you that's here with me It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by I can make believe that you're here tonight That you're here tonight If I could find you now things would get better We could leave this town and run forever I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together Let your waves crash down on me and take me away I remember the look in your eyes When I told you that this was goodbye You were begging me no

Longing
Special are the days when I think of you Special are the nights when you're in my dreams Oh the pain...the longing To be touched by you...Kissed by you I wake up from a dream To reach out but you're not there It wasn't at all what it seemed I only long to have you here to see you...feel you...TASTE you I want you to be with me...inside of me To give you all the love you're due To show you what true lovers can really be You're already in my heart...in my soul it took you to make me completely whole.

Haterzzzzz And Snitchezzzz
Ok so someone snitched 2 the FUBAR POLICE hahaha Sayin one of my pix was NSFW, but its only a bikini top that goes with the outer top..... All I can say is AYE PLEASE!!!! Don't hate cuz u don't have and can't have what I am working with.... Sorry 4 ur luck.......... BESOS!!! ;OP

~~nine Words Women Use~~
1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that b egin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you

Would Ya Let A Boy/ Girl Go To Military If Under Age?
I had a friend back in 1970 he was 16 and his parents signed for him to serve the marines (Military).They said he was mature enough ; He could start this military career at an early age , (serving his country) ..While no wars were happening to intensely at this time. what do you think ,, would you let your son or daughter go in to a branch of military at 15 or 16 or 17 ..yrs of age ... ? Id put this in mums but I reached my quota for today hehehe,,, xoxoxox diana

Friday Night
Well as I embark on yet another Friday night with my girls, I ask myself one question...What to do...Do we find babysitters for the boys, and do our wild and crazy hit the town and turn it upside down routine, or do we do the "norm" and veg with the kids in front of the TV? I feel an overwhelming urge to go out and shake my ass, yet don't want to deal with the bullshit that ensues from 3 single girls going to the bar. I have a fuck 'em all attitude at the moment as do the girls, and really don't want to deal with what passes for "local men" at the moment. I do however have a wonderful shirt to wear thanks to someone very close and dear to me (you know who you are), and it says "I WOULDN'T FUCK YOU FOR PRACTICE". In my mind it is the "PERFECT" bar shirt in my state of mind. Now I must make up my mind and decide on my course of action for the evening...I pretty much have a hunger for some serious ass shaking, and bumping and grinding, sooooo I guess my mind choice has been made.

Murder
Murder Written By: Nikki J. Murray 01/10/06 The day is dark, the night is cold. Her lips are red, her words untold. Slip away, to nothing known The hole is deep, the coffin sewn The lock is broke, the secrets keep In eternity they will sleep Ssh...the silence dripped a whisper Slain by love, Casanova kissed her. Bear the blade in her heart In her eyes he saw depart. Betraying suitor, unsuspected Still her death is undetected.

Heads Up
im setting my profile to nobody for everything now, i just wanna get the fuck off of here and make myself forgetten asap, so i'll talk to yall on other places that u already got me and for the rest enjoy your time here and it was cool knowing you.

Men
One night , after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself.The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. " Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back, " I found the remote!"

Enough Is Enough
The other day I was walking in Walmart where a beautiful black woman was walking with her children shopping. She wore her native colors of Africa on a shirt and hat and her children were as sweet as they could be. I was pissed off when a white man made a comment about her clothing saying it shouldn't be allowed and that it was a pathetic attempt for attention. I turned around and told him "Welcome to fuckin America! This is not a place for just one religion, race, ethnic background or sex. It is a place for those who wish to have freedom and rights to come together and why is showing her love from her native home negative in any way?" I really was pissed off so had to watch my words but look at me people, I am half Italian and half German. My family was deported over here many years ago and they were judged as well. I still get judged because people think I am hispanic and they say things about that. Enough is enough with this bullshit. You want to be an American and live in America th

Two Hearts. Too Many Miles Apart
she locks up her feelings smothers her heart so you cannot hear whats tearing her apart she'll bite her lip pretend that everythings okay so she'll carry on until the end of the day because at night when she dreams he is there and her heart mends its seams morning comes she wakes alone no one else in her room no missed calls on her phone another day has come she cannot take it anymore she grabs her keys and walks out the door she has to tell him has to let him know she loves him too much to ever let him go she knocks on his door, then he answers and inside the house they go her face is flushed what happens next? she didn't know she blurts out her feelings and waits, and waits a moment feels like a lifetime does he just want them to be mates? he takes a deep breath looks into her eyes holds her hand and he said his reply he says he loves her that she has his heart but it cannot happen the distance will tear them apart he knows

Adding Friends And Such
Ok here goes just cause I don't add ya as a friend doesn't mean anything I mean come on I don't have time to add everybody who sends the request get over it people if this is a problem don't send the damn things.

Ok Are You Still In The Family.
ok i know that there are alot of crazy and stupid stuff going on.I am just asking this cuz i got a message that some of the people in the family were leaving us. so if you are in this family plz leave a comment just saying family. oh and did any of yall get an e-mail saying that there are no more families on fubar?

Meeting
this starts out again on a beautiful spring morning. We have talked back and forth and finally decide to take the plunge and meet. The only thing you would tell me about when is that is would be sometime soon. You wanted to keep the anticipation going. We decide that you are going to come to the leasing office that I work in and we can go somewhere from there. I am wearing a jean skirt that has a button down front and is loose fitting along with my black boots that go half way up my calf & have about a 4 inch heel. My top is a button top that is similiar to the one in the last picture I sent. I have on a petal pink plunge bra with matching lace panties & thigh highs. I make sure to wear something sexy under my clothes every morning since I don't know when you are planning on arriving. Also with having talked to you thru emails and on the phone, I made sure to bring a change of clothes and leave in my truck. Today I arrive and my boss is out on a vacation day, so it's just me in the off

I Love This One
A woman and her husband are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her husband into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The husband looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the husband, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue... salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys... smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks... this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. In one second the sharp lime tast

Over And Under
I know you’ll be there To see the tables turning Wake up tomorrow And watch the bridges burning I can see it in your eyes I can feel it in my mind I don’t care if you realize What you see in my eyes I’m over me being under you I’m breaking free I’m breaking through I’ve overcome all I’m underneath I can finally stand I can finally breathe Remember when we First had the thought of living A perfect picture But I did all the giving Gave up my passions To try to make you happy The joke is over And I’ll do all the laughing I can see it in your eyes I can feel it in my mind I don’t care if you realize What you see in my eyes I’m over me being under you I’m breaking free I’m breaking through I’ve overcome all I’m underneath I can finally stand I can finally breathe

Ummmmmmmmmm
WAS UP WITH THE STUPID PEOPLE LIKE TELLING OTHER PEOPLE TO FUCK OFF AND SHIT.....AND THEN DOWNRATERS WHAT ARE WE 5 AGAIN GEEZ...I THOUGHT THIS WAS A NO DRAMA SITE....ITS GETTING MORE LIKE MYSPACE AND THE ONLY REASON IM ON HERE IS FOR MY FRIENDS BUT DAMN PEOPLE BEEN TO GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET ALONG AND YEAH THERE ARE SOME DOUCHEBAGS ON HERE WHICH DOESNT NEED TO BE ON HERE BUT IM DONE RANTING ♥ Cassie

Blonde In The Boat
There was a blonde driving down the road one day. She glanced to her right and noticed another blonde sitting in a nearby field, rowing a boat with no water in sight. The blonde angrily pulled her car over and yelled at the rowing blonde, “What do you think you're doing? It's things like this that give us blondes a bad name. If I could swim, I'd come out there and kick your butt!”

One Night
I just want you Even if its just for one night of total bliss To feel the kiss from your lips would make my body soar to feel your touch from your hands I up most adore to have you show me all you hold inside would send shivers down my spine ...I want you to hold me tight an love me right while you rock me all threw the nite ... Please don’t let go for this might be the only nite we will know....

Naught Or Nice Quiz
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

The Difference Between Love & Like...
When we claim that it's love that we have for someone, are we correct? Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest? It is not love, its like. You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them… Am I right? It's not love, its lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? It's not love, its luck. Do you want them because you know they're there? It's not love, its loneliness. Are you there because its what everyone wants? It's not love, its loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand? It's not love, its low confidence. Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don't want to hurt them? It's not love, its pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? It's not love, its infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care bout them? It's not love, its friendship. Do you tell them everyday they are the only one you think of? Its not love, its a lie. Are you willing to give all of your

Missin My Soldier
its almost been a month without my other half i miss him i get to be the nice caring figure to my daughter while also being firm with my daughter lol im mommy and daddy i got to stop watchin things with soldiers it makes me miss mine more and more but i will get to see him in sept but that seems so far away

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs, Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92% Bondage83% Biting83% Blind Folds50% Whips50% Blood42% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Thought For Friendship
THOUGHT FOR FRIENDSHIP friendship is not just the name of an ordinary feeling.but it is the name of the feelings of understanding,honesty and frankness between two persons.and these feelings keep the two very special persons bounded together and such a frienship lies in two of us.

Hey .... Check Dave Out ..
Hello once again everyone .. Hey ya'll ... take a few minutes and hop on over to "CrazyDaves" profile .. He's a really nice guyand He's the one that did my new Main Profile pic for me .. Stop by .. Say Hi .. Rate him .. Fan him .. :) CrazyDave@ fubar

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Yet Another Survey
What's your name? Persia Why were you named that? It's an inside joke between myself and ms rubay. Who are your best friends? they know who they are. Do you have any siblings? yeah Are you a cuddler? no. Favorite color? blue What does the 7th message in your inbox say? "I just am. Hey I thought you hated Amy Lee?" Who is it from? Tierre Who sits behind you in 4th period? ......i'm not in schoo. Who sits to the right? the wall Where is your mom right now? at the beach with luvy i'm sure. Do you have any kids? a trillion Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from? Di Closest black object? the keyboard. lol Closest silver object? rings. Have you ever jumped a fence running from a cop? hahaha no Do you sing in the shower? yeah Do you own any pets? yes How does your hair look right now? um, like hair? What concerts have you been to? oh christ i don't have time for that. If you could kil

About Love
Hey all this is little love thing just poped in my little head. Love is like a roller coaster, it has it's up's and down's. In and out's and its rough and smooth spot's. It come's and go's. So never give up on it. Never forget about love. Love is the spice of life. Someday your one and only will come. Maybe he or she's came already. You just may not know yet. So dont give up all. Rain

...wtf Ever!!...
...what really pisses me off is the fact that people cannot understand my situation. I don't talk to many people. I speak when I have something to say. I speak when I beleive it to be appropriate. If I choose to not speak to someone, should I be punished by that someone? Should that someone be rude to me? Fuck no. I am under a lot of stress. Last month I found out that my room mates are moving back to San Jose, CA. I had a 2nd job that gave me access to a truck and it paid my rent as well a debt that I owed my room mate. The truck was my room mate's, it is/was part of a landscaping business, hence the 2nd job. Now that is all gone. I am back to pulling money out of no where. I have to have rent by the 2nd of Aug. 2K7, that will be my whole check. I have to find a new place to live by the end of Aug 2K7... ...I am SO damn aggitated that people continually are aggitated that I don't talk to them. I am SORRY! But I really have to find a place to go...I am not going to sit here and talk t

Hurting But Cant Say I Care Lol
those bruises have sure come up in the last couple of day. I have a very big black bruise on my hip and my knees and elbows are looking pretty horrible right now. but alas I do not care, you know what they say, shit happens! my chest is pretty sore still and I am finding that it still hurts to take deep breaths, as well I have developed rattling cough. whether or not that is linking to the injury, who knows. probably should of gone to hospital or atleast a doctor .. lol just too lazy and cannot be bothered. like I said to Bec' the other night, as long as I am not coughing up blood, I'll be right! I have some really cool news too! I am getting my dread locks finally !!!! *happy dance* Claire and a couple of the crew down south are gonna get pished drunk and hell stoned dreading my hair on Saterday. dunno if I should trust them while they're stoned and playing with my hair ... probebly end up with a beer cap knotted into my hair hahahahaha! but should be grand. been growing my hair s

Love
"When your love for God is a part of your focus, things will fall into place." Keep it tight, keep it right, my sistahs. As singles, we have great work to do in the earth (I Corinthians 7:32). Rules Rules from God 1. Wake Up !! Decide to have a good day. "Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it." Psalms 118:24 2. Dress Up !! The best way to dress up is to put on a smile. A smile is an inexpensive w ay to improve your looks. "The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart." I Samuel 16:7 3. Shut Up!! Say nice things and learn to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth, so He must have meant f or us to do twice as much listening as talking. "He who guards his lips guards his soul." Proverbs 13:3 4. Stand Up!!... For what you believe in. Stand for something or you will fall for anything.. "Let us not be weary in doing go

Young Love
It was a magical time in my life. A time when the whole world was out there for the taking and adorable creatures known as girls seemed to appear everywhere, as if hiding in plain sight prior to some unexpected but welcomed moment. Oh they were there all along, of course. I had two sisters, plenty of girl classmates and a whole gaggle of girls lived on our street. They were more of a nuisance than anything, though. Wanting to play "rock fight" or "bike gang" with the boys and only getting in the way. Now somehow they were far more interesting. It started sometime a year or so before as I recall. Noticing my older sister's friends at the pool in their bikinis. The Scandinavian goddesses on holiday in Corfu certainly caused quite stir. The crystal clear water and my goggles enabling clear, unobstructed views for what seemed like miles. The glorious custom of sunbathing topless on the sugar-white beaches until their bodies glistened, only to pop up and skip gleefully to the

Me And My Idea Man Haha
im a sweet and loving person.. i love life and i love being a mom.. my kids come first , then work, and then every one els.. im a singel mom now.. im told im one of those ppl u just dont forget.. when i dont smile, ppl ask y.. im full of laughter.. u know that song by tracy lawerence? find out who ur friends r.. well thats me all the way around.. i have done most every thing for a friend.. its who i am. im just to dang caring for my own good im told.. but oh well.. take me as i am. or just walk ur happy butt away.. cause i like who i am and so does all the ppl who know me.. my idea match.. well, thats kinda hard but easy.. understanding, caring, loving, a sweet heart of a man, but can be a ass some time.. i like to have a strong man that falls apart when he is with his girl. so she can tell him its ok.. one that makes me smile just by the thought of him. that guy that does not look at the other girl when im there or not. who does not have a list of girls on the side. honest and

Deadly Lust
As your eyes start to wander, my heart begins to fall farther. Adoring you, pains me and loving you slashes into my crimson soul. These beautiful scars are a reminder of what once was and will never be. I try to cut you out of memories only to be thrown down harder and left alone longer. Trying to kill lonliness is draining my essence leaving a poisoned heart that wards any to come near. I use to have dreams of you now I can only hope for nightmares now before the first light of the dawn. I'm In Love With My Lust

Should I
I found you in that corner, should I pull you out again? All you ever did was push me down into thatsame corner of mine. Should I open my eyes and believe you will change? I've cried becuase I was naive enough to believe you last time. This hatred, this darkness consumes me now. I can't stop you, I cant stop breathing... Should I open my eyes just to see who you really are? Or are you only to be playing make believe? Playing your fucking mind games again! I can't take this shit. Your ears go deaf to my scream. I only need to be consumed by the dark. I don't need this. Should I reach out my hand? No. Everytime I do you fucking pull me down and use ME as your replacement. You left in such a hurry. And I lost your face in that crowd. Should I offer my life? Only so you can take every breath from me. I only wish to shed this skin, bleed out this darkened blood. And you will NOT get the chance to do that for me my friends.... Should I start to just give up...and just give you m

Bleh, Online? Not Online? Being Ignored?
Alright, I know a lot of you out there think I'm ignoring you, but guess what?? I'm not..........A few close friends who I speak to on a regular basis have told me that even while I'm at work (when they know for a fact that I am, and not online) it shows that I am online, here at Fubar. I don't know why it happens, but it does.........So for those of you that have messaged me in the shoutbox and then think that I'm not answering, it's because I'm not here, LoL. It may just be a glich in the system, or it could very well be my computer. But everything is usually shut down after I leave.......If I'm only working 4-5 hours, I leave the monitor on, nothing else. Everything is signed out of and I'm off to "happyland" for the time being...........So I just figured I would let you all know. That is all.........

Rude .... Obnoxious ... Ugh
I really thought things were different here ..that people were kind .. and for the most part they are .. but .. i've been going thru mumms .. ( of which ive posted and others have ) .. and different blogs and bulletins . and have noticed people are rather rude .... Didn't anyone ever hear the saying If you cant say anything nice don't say anything at all ?? Guess not .. This really makes me wanna toss my fubar ID card out .. and move on from yet another childish crowd .. Who gives a flyin flunk if someone posts something during HH .. Who cares if someones bulletin isn't the works of Poe .. and who gives a rats ass if someone is honest enuf to post that they are doin something for Points . if you don't wanna help point them up .. Move on It never fails you get crowds you'll find cliques .. You'll get the obnoxious and you'll find them no matter what their age acting like Jr high Tweens .. Lawd People .. Get over it already !

My Dream Guy
alone at night I drift and dream my heart races and longs to scream in your arms I long to be safely held in my lovers keep protected and safe as you watch me sleep and look to me in adoration thinking of me with contemplation and happy we are we i feel so safe within your grasp and when you kiss me I have to gasp you just take my breath away with all the sweet words that you whisper and the way I see that your eyes shimmer when you look at me so complete if you can fathom at long last love i can imagine if naught with you then who? please race to me my sweet obsession embrace me now lift me to heaven and hold evermore my soul and if i wake within the morrow and you're not here i'll fill with sorrow to know that i dreamed you only you were not real just imagination a tempted hearts woefull creation and so i'll long for sedation to be in your arms once more

Happy Hump Day!
Cant make it to everyone on my list..I still have to work for a living..ha! Hope this Wednesday finds you in the arms of someone special..and if not..then the arms of someone gorgeous! Have a safe and sexual hump day!

To The One Who Thought They Would Scare Me And Run Me Off
YOU KNOW IT TAKES A COWARD TO MAKE THREATS TO SOMEONE ONLINE AND WHATS EVEN FUNNIER IS THAT THE BITCH OR ASSHOLE WHO THOUGHT THEY WOULD MAKE ME LEAVE AGAIN BY DOWNRATING ALL MY PICS WELL YOU KNOW WHAT IT AINT ENOUGH TO MAKE ME LEAVE AND FOR ANYONES PERSONAL INFORMATION I DELETED MY OLD ACCOUNT TO ALL THE FUCKING DRAMA AND BULLSHIT AND LIES AND OTHER PEOPLES LYING BULLSHIT I DIDNT LEAVE BECAUSE OF ANY OTHER REASON.NOW SINCE IVE BEEN BACK IVE STAYED TO MYSELF AND I HAVENT DONE OR BOTHERED ANYONE IVE STAYED TO MYSELF IF YOU ALL THINK YOU CAN RUN OFF THE COWGIRL IN PINK WELL NEWS FLASH YOUR WRONG. NOW HERES SOME GOOD NEWS FOR THE FUCKER THAT DOWNRATED ME SINCE YOU SENT THAT SWEET LITTLE MESSAGE TO ME WITH THE LITTLE GIFT YOU HAVE BEEN REPORTED TO THE AUTHORITIES WHO MONITOR THE INTERNET FOR STALKING AND HARRASHMENT THEY NOW HAVE YOUR REAL NAME AND YOUR LOCATION AND YOUR ISP SO IF YOU CONTINUE TO PLAY YOUR LITTLE GAME YOUR GONNA FIND YOURSELF IN SOME HOT WATER I DONT NEED BULLSHIT LIKE THIS

Just Want Respect!!!
Explain to me one thing, and i will ask no more!! Why is it the first thing that a guy asks a girl on this site is do you have a cam?, and the second is can i see you, Will you get freaky with me? I for one am getting tired of being treated with disrespect!! I realize that yes i am on a site called fubar Home of the online Happy Hour, but does that automatically mean that i want to degrade myself over the internet? My answer is NO!!! I have worked way too fucking hard to get where i am in my life, just to get on my webcam and throw it all away by becoming an online slut. I enjoy meeting people and having great conversations and if i am really lucky making friends with some very cool people. My morals are my morals and what people think about me matters little, it is my own opinion of myself that matters. I am proud to say that i have high morals, and if you can not respect me as a person let alone a woman, then just don't bother contacting me in the first place. FYI this girl

The Word Of Our Lord Lucipher
Soy de ningún modo un santo I am by no means a saint Aún aunque yo sea temido por todos Yet even though I am feared by all Usted debería parecer profundo en ustedes You should look deep into yourselves ver que soy verdadero a cual soy see that I am true to what I am Usted se atreve a llamarme pecado You dare call me sin Usted se atreve a llamarme un demonio You dare call me a demon Usted se atreve a llamarme muchas cosas You dare call me many things Aún usted es estos quiénes cometen el pecado Yet you are the ones who commit sin Todas sus guerras son para Dios All your wars are for god Toda su avaricia es para Dios All your greed is for god Toda su Violación es para Dios All your Rape is for god Cuando mi único pecado debía preguntar When my only sin was to question Humanidad tonta, Todos ustedes terminas en el infierno Foolish humanity, You all end up in hell Humanidad arrogante, Todos ustedes extiendes mi voluntad Arrogant humanity, You all spread my

My Love
Why cant i get her off my mind, never knew she`d even like the kind. Of person that i am, still I cant help release the damn. Of emotions that I feel for her, always giving my heart a stir. Those eyes that see me right through, and yes I love her very much too. Just cant seem to tell her that everyday, and no I am not trying to sound gay. Some people just grab our heart and don`t let go, and she has mine; I wanted her to know. That she is the reason I wake up everyday, going to go where she is someday. Right know all I can do is hope and pray, that when I do go to her she wants me to stay. HOPEFULLY FOREVER AND A DAY!!

Pain!
why must i live with this pain, found a person i can not tame, what is there really to gain , i can live with all my pain, thoughts run threw my head, sometimes i wish i were dead, my friend is on the phone,hello fred, he says take a pill and go to bed, that is the last thing to do, because i am not with you, if we were together we would be two, my bottle is empty i took the last few, is that sleep that i see, oh no !!! that can not be, why do i do this to me, going outside to hang from a tree, pain pain pain everywhere , maybe i should cut my hair, i know you are there , but do you really care

A Quote From Teddy Rosevelt
A Quote from Teddy Rosevelt 'In the first place we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the man's becoming in very fact an American, and nothing but an American... There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag, and this excludes the red flag, which symbolizes all wars against liberty and civilization, just as much as it excludes any foreign flag a nation to which we are hostile... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people.' Theodore Roosevelt, 1907

Lp- Love Play
i dropped the needle when you're not around sometimes i dance to the sound because it lifts me and gifts me to feel so in love piano strolls like we walk the violins sing like we play on a warm summer day with laughs like horns shouting out in harmony move up to higher scales ...and we fell to the drums of hearts start beating... in the next groove i started to move a little faster because the first one was like the date after it was better syncopation than the first we hear each and every word like the singer in this song.. and we carried on in a duet since knew the song recalling old days old plays as the guitar played when u decided to monologue solo and i listened 2 every word and my eyes danced over each expression discerned and moved my body 2 show my concern 4 yer thoughts that picnic basket of ideas u brought and my flower was i shared mine.... i can't believe this song is on! i turned it up the next groove my feet are gone

Hurt
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriously what DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought w

U Just Dont Know How Much It Hurts
I guess you just don't know how much it hurts. I cannot think you know and just don't care. Destiny provides one's just deserts By turning out one just as would be fair. Just as a child learns to its delight That lying sets one fabulously free, So you say "love" to get the rapture right, Getting so the most you can from me. And then, of course, you tire of your pleasure, As those who seek but pleasure often do, And sacrifice by far the greater treasure Upon the altar where you worship you. Justice would demand you be the fool, But you are far more ignorant than cruel.

Alone
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Running Scared.
After a drug-op gone bad, Joey Gazelle is put in charge of disposing the gun that shot a dirty cop. But things go wrong for Joey after the neighbor kid stole the gun and used it to shoot his abusive father. Now Joey has to find the kid and the gun before the police and the mob find them first. ..... Check it out ..... "More then meets the eye"

Who Wants A 3 Day Blast
I need at least 10 people to enter. Contest will start when I have the 10 and run for 1 week. The RULES are 1. Must be SAFE FOR WORK 2. No down rates 3. You may comment bomb & rate yourself 4. Must be a WANTED POSTER PIC Winners will be 1st & 2nd for the most comments, and 1st for the most rates. Prizes =1st in Comments= 3 day blast...other prizes = Big Pimpin Gifts So all you gals & guys get your wanted posters links to me fast. Thanks robisuerobisue@ fubar

Fubar's Most Wanted
I need at least 10 people to enter. Contest will start when I have the 10 and run for 1 week. The RULES are 1. Must be SAFE FOR WORK 2. No down rates 3. You may comment bomb & rate yourself 4. Must be a WANTED POSTER PIC Winners will be 1st & 2nd for the most comments, and 1st for the most rates. Prizes =1st in Comments= 3 day blast...other prizes = Big Pimpin Gifts So all you gals & guys get your wanted posters links to me fast. Thanks robisuerobisue@ fubar

Gemini In Relationships
A union with Gemini is many things, but it is certainly never boring. The Twins, above all, seek a partner who is mentally stimulating, and once they've found them, sparks will definitely fly! The Twins' lover must be able to keep up in the fast-paced gamed of life, lest they get bored and move on. Variety of expression, a certain openness and a searching quality are all things which will stimulate the Twins and keep them around. Those born under this sign love to dazzle with their intelligence and quick wit and are consequently the star of any party. Jealous lovers will find themselves tested by Gemini's magnetism, and often it's the Twins themselves who are giving the test, to see if a lover is really true. The lover who can keep the Twins feeling comfortable yet give them space will win themselves a lover beyond compare. At the end of the day, the ideal Gemini soul mate has a Ph.D., and is a world traveler with countless tales to tell.

Til The End I'll Be There
When your back is against the wall An you need some where to turn I’ll be there make sure you don’t fall When the world seems to be on your back An you need some of it lifted I’ll be there to take on the slack When your days become dark An you need some light I’ll be there waiting with the flash light When the pressure is getting to you An you need a tender touch I’ll be there to show you are loved so much When you seem out numbered An all you need is a friend I’ll be there to show you I’ll be here til the end……

I Hurt. . .
Sitting in the living room watching the Game Show Network this afternoon, my roomie and I have been amused by the things we have seen. One precious gem was a contestant on Card Sharks by the name of Louis. There are no words to describe this man; you just have to experience him. Something else sparked a memory from years gone by. I set out on Google to find this comedy nugget from the past, and find it I did. I began to read it out loud, and by the third paragraph I was laughing so hard I was crying. Mostly because I heard my roomie laughing which intern made me laugh harder, thus the crying. Good times. For those who want to read it, here it is. Enjoy. "Recently I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original judge called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking directions to the beer wagon when the call came. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all t

Animal Sexual Behavior
Animal sexual behavior takes many different forms, even within the same species. Researchers have observed monogamy, promiscuity, sex between species, sexual arousal from objects or places, sex apparently via duress or coercion, copulation with dead animals, homosexual, heterosexual and bisexual sexual behaviour, and situational sexual behaviour and a range of other practices among animals other than humans. Related studies have noted diversity in sexed bodies and gendered behaviour, such as intersex and transgender animals. The study of animal sexuality (and primate sexuality especially) is a rapidly developing field. It used to be believed that only humans and a handful of species performed sexual acts other than for procreation, and that animals' sexuality was instinctive and a simple response to the "right" stimulation (sight, scent). Current understanding is that many species believed monogamous have now been proven to be promiscuous or opportunistic in nature, a wide range of

Fluid Bonding
Fluid bonding is the practice of sexual partners who explicitly choose to expose themselves to each other's bodily fluids. The usual motivating factor is greater enjoyment of sex without barriers, latex or otherwise. Since fluid exposure is a conduit for STDs, by taking part in fluid bonding, participants are effectively trusting their sexual partners with their health. Ruling out sex or requiring strict protective behavior with any third partners is a common strategy for safety. The risks of belonging to a fluid-bonded group rise with the size of that group. Two fluid bonded partners can practice fluid monogamy. Larger groups of people have also taken part in fluid-bonded polyamorous relationships. One approach to fluid bonding is for partners to agree not to exchange fluids with anyone else for six months, then undergo a comprehensive sexually transmitted disease screening. The couple is then free to evaluate any risk that sharing their fluids might entail. Some lovers have bee

"dead Air"
"dead air" lounging in the air the heavy stare brought to bear as if a dare hanging midair invading the lair dead air... nostrils flair dead air... eyes cast a glare dead air... lips utter prayer inside magic square priceless solitaire tender loving care dance macabre never forswear I'll be there Jon

All About You !
I feel you, in the veins of my arms. I see you, in my dreams at night. I smell you, in the wind as I walk through the park. I hear you, everyday when I need a smile on my face. I breathe you, in if only you were here with me. I touch you, where nobody else can. I need you, in my life to make me whole. I taste you, in my mind when enjoying my peach. But, most of all. I love you, for who you are and nothing more.

She Only Needs 3 More Who Wants A 3 Day Blast
I need at least 10 people to enter. Contest will start when I have the 10 and run for 1 week. The RULES are 1. Must be SAFE FOR WORK 2. No down rates 3. You may comment bomb & rate yourself 4. Must be a WANTED POSTER PIC Winners will be 1st & 2nd for the most comments, and 1st for the most rates.Most Comments will receive a 3 Day Blast...Other prizes will be big pimpin gifts So all you gals & guys get your wanted posters links to me fast. Thanks robisue robisue@ fubar (repost of original by 'robisue' on '2007-08-04 12:50:18')

Special Friend!!!
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend, Someone that chages your life just by being a part of it Someone who makes you laugh until u cant stop Someone who makes you believe that there is really good on the world someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it This is forever friendship

My Sweet Little Angel
To my sweet little angel,way up above I send you lots and lots of love God visited us a little while ago He took you away and left me so With a broken heart I now live And for that ~ I just cannot forgive So empty inside, yet so full of pain What ~ did he expect to gain? I shouldn't be angry with ~ him "above" And I'll try not to be for you my love I'm sure he's taking good care of you With his Angels in heaven too It hurts so much to know you are gone I think of you all day long I know that you are in spirit somewhere And you'll continue to grow with care I want you back but I know it cant be So for now , in my dreams I shall see Your precious face ~ how beautiful you are Your spirit so close ~ yet feels so far My sweet little angel way up above You have a place in my heart so full of love I wish you were still ~right~ here within my soul ~ I know you are near

What Most Means Alot To Us In Our Hearts??
MyHotComments What is love something you feel for another person or opposite sex What is passion, something that is driven by the love of for the man or woman What is compassion, something you show towards the other person What is desire, the need the wanting of something badly you'd do what ever it takes for the other man or woman What is the heart in things, showing true love for the other person What is in the soul, the rue person showing their abilities to do things What makes is right to love someone you have for soo long What makes is succeding the abilities to put forth in all your efforts in a relationship What is everyones desire in life, to be happy and in love and to do what ever it takes to make it happen What is destiny, destiny is a thing in life that makes it go one way or another good or bad its meant to be or not to be What is being a human all about in life, to live life to its fullest and try and not to fail What is struggling, struggling is there

Quote For August 5
If you don't know where you are going, any road will get you there. -- Lewis Carroll Bonus Quote: I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you. -- Colin Raye This public service is brought to you daily by FUBAR's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

He Said
He won her over an she let him in. He made her promises an keep them in the end He asked for her hand an she said yes forever an a day he always said Now this is where the story comes all to true He tells her he loves her yet he has to go He tells her he loves her but doesn’t know when he is coming home She feels all alone an does not know what to say He told her he loves her but why if he loves her why did he have to go away She cries every night an no one is there to hold her tight How can you say you love her if your not there to hold her when she falls How can you say you love her when you don’t answer her calls How can you say you love her when she feels all alone How can you say you love her when she needs to hold you tight you are no where insight Now she sits an waits in a house that is not a home sits an waits for you to come home How can you say you love someone when they need you the most they always fine themselves alone

Loop De Loop
Jesus christ, don't you get tired of living in a loop? Everyday, the same sequence of events, the same drama, same bullshit, and you have to sit and listen to it. If I was miserable before, I think I'm going plain insane now. I try to be kevin costner the bodyguard, but they're always back at their old trifling ways. And another thing, playing music over your quarreling is like animal cruelty, music wasn't meant for that.

I Miss Bill Clinton!
This is hilarious. From a show on Canadian TV, there was a black comedian who said he misses Bill Clinton. "Yep, that's right - I miss Bill Clinton! He was the closest thing we ever got to having a black man as President. Number 1 - He played the sax. Number 2 - He smoked weed. Number 3 - He had his way with ugly white women. Even now? Look at him... his wife works, and he doesn't! And, he gets a check from the government every month. Manufacturers announced today that they will be stocking America 's shelves this week with " Clinton Soup," in honor of one of the nations' most distinguished men. It consists primarily of a weenie in hot water. Chrysler Corporation is adding a new car to its line to honor Bill Clinton. The Dodge Drafter will be built in Canada . When asked what he thought about foreign affairs, Clinton replied, "I don't know, I never had one." The Clinton revised judicial oath: "I solemnly swear to tell the truth as I know it, the whole truth as I

L.l.p.
Lust, love, passion fills my mind.. As I yearn for you to be with me tonight. To savor each sensual kiss that will bonds us tonight for the first time. My body aches for your tender touch I have to be honest, you're the only man I've ever wanted. Feeling your warm soft breath on my neck, as you whisper sweet words I've been longing to hear you say. Words that prove the love you possess for me. As our love flowing through us is not mere fantasy Your lips brush my eyes, my lips, my ear I feel your heart beat next to mine Right now, the line between right and wrong is so fine You kiss my chest, my stomach, my legs "I want all of you," my body begs You kiss me hard and so passionately As you finally take me I can feel you....I can feel all of you My body begs for more As my thighs grow sore I scream out in ecstasy Feeling the tightness grow inside of me I feel the tightness burst And it quenches my sexual thirst As our bodies unwind I feel your lips on mine Moving

Apology In Advance
I am taking this time to apologize in advance to you all. If I happen to get snippy, short, or distant to any of you in the next few days, PLEASE do njot take it personally. I just got a call from my family, back home in Colorado, that my great grandmother died this morning. Those of you that have taken the time to get to know me, know that I come from a VERY close family. Since I am unable to attend the funeral and be with my family at this time, I am trying to accept this loss the best I can. So, once again, I apologize if I do anything to upset or offend any of you. I love you all and would NEVER dream of hurting any of you!!! Thank you for taking the time to read this. **Hugs**

Redneck Humor
Two rednecks were seen walking down through town, when one whose name is Billy Ray says to the other, Joe Billy; "hey, Joe Billy what'cha got in that there sack? Oh, just some chickuns. Billy Ray then says if I guess how many you have in that there sack can I have one. Joe Billy then responds, "sure, if you can guess you can have both of them." Billy Ray, then ponders a bit then says HMMMM, I think I got it, 5? Hope this made at least some of you laugh. Even if it brought a small smile, it worked. There is nothing like laughter to make a day brighter.

Im Done With Sex
ok so let me begin this with saying I love sex. and ok what guy doesn't. I have just reached the cross roads of reality about this topic. for the longest time I have been proud to say I can last a long time, some times too long for the woman. am ready almost any time she is. and I have always put the woman and her orgasms before mine. Hell I didn't even care if I even had one as long as she did. so I can safely say I was a passionate romantic grunge fucking hard core love making type guy. yes I am well rounded. But then I had the most unexpected thing to happen. I had sex with a woman that I truly find fascinating. I find her so hot and erotic and she isnt even trying to be. there is just some thing about how she carries herself. or maybe its how confident she is that really turns me on. so like I said we had sex and wow, I fell for her. well a few days went by, maybe a week or two and she asked if I wanted a quickie. well of course I did and then the worst thing happen

Help!
Make Me Miss August! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! Currently #2!!! Let's keep me on top! YOUR Votes DO count and HELP! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for August!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Check Out Jk Coltrain @ Clear Channel
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This Made Me Cry Please Red.. To My Daughter
'TO MY DAUGHTER' (AOL IS TRACKING THIS) > PLEASE DO NOT DELETE > > THIS WILL HIT YOU WHERE IT HURTS! > > > > *Just for this morning, I am going to step over the > > laundry, and pick you up and take you to the > park to play. > > *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in > the sink, and let you teach me how to put that > puzzle of yours together. > > *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the > telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with > you in the backyard and blow bubbles. > > *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not > even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine > for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one > if he comes by. > > *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about > what you are going to be when you grow up, or > second guess every decision I have made where > you are concerned. > > *Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me > bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying > to fix them. > > *Just f

Doctors
I hate going to the hospital. You go and sit for a while then they finally call you in. You go back there and you sit for a while again. Finally the hook you up to machines or take your blood pressure. Ask whats wrong.. when did it start etc . Like you keep a diary of things. Then you tell them ok this is what I have I know whats going on with my body. I know the signs . Then they basically ignore your own diagnoses. Then they see the monitors all going off. You sit there and wait and wait until finally the doctor comes back confirms what you said in the first place. Duh I told you you think to yourself. Then you lay in a bed for hours after taking medication to see if it helps. You just lay there nothing to do nothing to watch but the nurses chatting and the doctors standing around. Finally 6-8 hours or more later they finally let you go. Tell you to take it easy , rest , try not to stress. You look at them with this look .. You going to watch my kids and do ho

We're A Dying Bread
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ever

Advice
hey guys, if you are going to pretend to like someone and want to be with them, at least cover your tracks and dont let one woman find another womans comments on your page give you away be a man and be honest for once sorry just venting, anyway it is really hot outside and i did shopping and laundry so now lets chat

Words Women Use
1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing Usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually not a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an Idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women Can make to a man. 'That's okay' means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when

Back To The Future
Back to the Future Announcing the new Built-in Orderly Organized Knowledge device, otherwise known as the BOOK. It's a revolutionary breakthrough in technology: no wires, or electric circuits, no batteries, nothing to be connected or switched on. It's so easy to use even a child can operate it. Just lift its cover. Compact and portable, it can be used anywhere, even sitting in an armchair by the fire -- yet, it is powerful enough to hold as much information as a CD-ROM disk. Here's how it works: each BOOK is constructed of sequentially numbered sheets of paper (recyclable), each capable of holding thousands of bits of information. These pages are locked together with a custom-fit device called a binder which keeps the sheets in their correct sequence. By using both sides of each sheet, manufacturers are able to cut costs in half. Each sheet is scanned optically, registering information directly into your brain. A flick of the finger takes you to the next sheet. The BOOK may

My Darling
Thinking of her being so far away, wish I were with her everyday. She needs to know how much I care, letting out all the feelings I share. She know all about me,but yet I havent scared her away. Demons in a closet so deep still everyday she is here to stay.I dont deserve what she gives me.Always giving it to me so freely. Told you all about her eyes and her voice, but its her heart that is what I want the most of all. Doesnt matter where or when I will be at her beckon call. What has come over me I am not sure, Just know that we have a love that is pure. Taken me a while for you to hear me say, and yes i think of you all day. Trying to let my light shine through, and my darling I LOVE YOU!!

Crimson Dream( Do Not Rip)
Crimson Dream Sendforth the dream to all who dare.For it is the fire that burns deep inside you.The darkness that covers the waters edge,on a moonlit night.A mountain's eave that glistens in the evening sun.And a rosella resting upon a winters branch.Therefore,a pasture of clovers,in an autumn season.A blossom,that blooms,as the spring lull,kissed the earth.A speck on a thistle,as it sways,in the breeze.A butterfly spreading its wings to greet the morning dew.A blush,upon a tender kiss.A touch,that will never be forgotten.A song of an echo,and life.Longing,a desire,that crawls,it way upward.And lava that flows freely.It is a dream that fades not.And it lives within me.

I Feel Like Crap!
I could not fall asleep till 1 in the morning, I woke up at 5:15 with a splitting headache and could not get back to sleep till 6. My alarm goes off at 6:30. So today has been spent in a haze of sleepyheadedness. Blah. But I love my work, for a couple of reasons. I always have work to do and it keeps me busy so the day goes by nice and fast. Plus it involves making bad data into good data which appeals to my geekiness But my favorite thing about my work is the eye candy. Eye candy in all shapes, sizes, and ethnicities. So I always have something nice to look at. Yes, I am a dirty old man and I love it!!

I Don't Know......
Sometimes we say and do things and people don't understand. I got into an argument with my ex earlier and disappeared on someone that I care a lot about and I tried to apologize but I do not think that he wants to hear it. You see he was sending me a file which contained something that he made me. When I got it open it was so pretty that it touched me. And when my ex saw it he got upset and started yelling. So I went to the bathroom and he followed me and we started yelling back and forth and he signed me out of yahoo. And that person not knowing what was going on thought that he made me uncomfortable or upset me when what I felt was far from that. I really hope that I hear from him tonight. I will miss him if I don't. I really wanted to talk to my teddy bear tonight :( but he is upset with me....

A Story About Me And Chris
When Chris and I first met there was an instant connection. We could talk about anything, our feelings, our dreams & our fantasies. We became best friends. We could talk for hours over coffee and never get bored. Time flies so fast when we are together. I just can't get enough time with him. We were friends for a couple of months before we became intimate together but it was well worth the wait. Chris and I love to take walks on the beach, cuddle, listen to the ocean waves and look at the stars. He sings to me, and he tells me all of the things he wants to do and places he wants to go with me. He is my best friend and the man of my dreams... He is also very dedicated to me and would go out of his way to make me happy. Chris and I are very sexual and we share all of our secrets with each other. Before I met Chris I masturbated and fantasized often about several different scenarios in order to satisfy myself… One of our first sexual experiences Chris took me by surprise and as he

When Will I Learn
When will I learn September 06/06 ~written @ work on a scrap of paper~ When will I learn When will I learn? My heart is weaker than my soul, My will to give is underappreciated My strength only shines thru in the darkest moments. When can I trust again How do I even trust? My mind never stops, its ever running... like a waterfall of thoughts pouring down into a pool of doubt. I have confidence in myself but not in others. I know who I am and who I want to be but I dont have faith in many around me. Abandonment has left me insecure From a young age I have had to fend for myself and my loved ones and my body is ready to rest but not my soul. I constantly search for something more, something substantial. I sometimes wish my thoughts were numbed. Drown out the doubt and stress that is crushing my esteem. Seeking some other form of confidence, I end up hurting myself more than I deserve. Solitude seems welcoming but I know it would only drive me crazy w

Man Knackered After 'professional' Surgery
ST. PAUL, Minn. - When conventional medical professionals refused to remove a 62-year-old local man's testicles, police said he turned to mysterious "professionals" to relieve what he called chronic pain. Now police want to find the fly-by-night surgeons. "I have never in my life seen anything quite like that," said St. Paul police spokesman Tom Walsh. According to a search warrant affidavit filed Monday, the man complained of chronic pain and turned to conventional medical personnel to remove his testicles. When they refused, the 62-year-old man said he hired other "professionals" to do the surgery. He would not tell officers who they were, saying he didn't want to get them into trouble. Police said a couple of weeks ago, two or three people operated on the man in his home. He was unconscious. When he woke up, his testicles were gone. So were his "professionals." His groin area was bleeding heavily, so he called his daughter. She called for help. Police found an i

Quote For August 8
It has become increasingly clear that local, state and federal government agencies failed to meet the needs of residents of Louisiana, Mississippi and Alabama, ... Now it's our job to figure out why, and to make sure we are better prepared for the future. -- Tom Davis Bonus Quote: You know that look women get when they want sex? Me neither! -- Drew Carey This public service is brought to you daily by FUBAR's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

I Need Some Attention!
Just take my hand and walk with me: Just look into my eyes: I want you with me all the way: I want you by my side: I love you now: I'll love you then: I love you more than ever: Don't let go: hold on to me forever: Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE!

If I Haven't Rated Or Fanned You.....
If I haven't yet rated or fanned you....most likely your page has WAY too much shit on it and kills my browser. So, if you want me to rate and fan - TAKE DOWN SOME OF YOUR SHIT! lol

Dang Fubar Be Nice
My stash is missing again this is I think the 9th time since fubar took I know if I add something it will come back but dang what if I didn't want a huge stash once again I have been fubared. I am up to 950 I really would not like to hit 1000,but i'm getting there.

You Can't Change
You can't change the things people have done, You can't erase mistakes, or take back all the lies. You can't vanish all the wrong in the past or from the very beginning, You can't change yesterday... Or regret all the times you said goodbye. You can't pretend its fine and that whats done is done, You can't heal tears that have already been shed. You can't keep piling on the guilt, Or try to regain trust thats already dead. You can't judge someone by thier past because time goes by, And you can't change somone against thier own will. You can't believe in what is not real, And you can't speed up time if its standing still. You can't blame anyone for what you have done You can't let your mistakes haunt you forever . You can't critize someone by the way they used to be, You just have to trust and hope the belief becomes better. You can't just sit there and let time fly by, You cant just can't make your troubles dissapear. You can't lose hope and give up, and you can't get rid of y

Vermillion Pt 2
She seems dressed in all the rings Of past fatalaties So fragile yet so devious She continues to see Climatic hands that press Her temples and my chest Enter the night that she came home Forever Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) She is everything and more The solemn hypnotic My Dahlia, bathed in posession She is home to me I get nervous, perverse when I see her it's worse But the stress is astounding It's now or never she's coming home Forever Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) Hard to say what caught my attention fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction Carve my name in my face, to recognize Such a pheromone cult to terrorize I won't let this build up inside of me(x4) (Yeah!) I'm a slave, and I am a master No restraints and, unchecked collectors I exist through my name, to self-oblige She is something in me, that I despise I won't let this build up inside of me(x8) She isn't real, I can't make her real She isn't real, I can't m

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Web Ache..
Web Ache By: MHG a.k.a. Proud Mary WEB ACHE I close my eyes and your face I see I stroke myself and my desire for you I free I strongly crave for your flesh This deep desire for you and I to mesh Your maleness I so long to feel but have never felt My feminine warmth you educe and belt Your smell I so yearn for, I will never know Yet you leave an ache between me that wont go I think of your strong thighs against the softness of mine I picture your fluttering touch and it weakens my spine But these lustful thoughts I know I will never feel For what we have time and distance we can’t even steal In moments of ecstasy it’s your name I scream Yet I do not know how good it will ever seem Just thoughts of your touch and face I covet. With haunting images of your lips upon my breast Your words that tease, brings me in flame I hit back at you without any shame This passion we have, builds up and sprains Every ti

The Mumm Results Are In
#1)GENDER BENDER (WOMEN AND TRUCKING) KEEP ON TRUCKIN'= 95.5% GET OFF THE ROAD= 4.5% _________________________ #2 GENDER BENDER CAPS COMPLAINTS (SHOULD PEOPLE COMPLAIN ABOUT IT) OMG YES= 40.7% WAY-NOT= 59.3% ______________________________________ THANK YOU ALL FOR THE VOTES..EVEN THE LESS THAN FAVORABLE COMMENTS SOME OF YOU LEFT. QUITE FUNNY TO READ! I WONDER WHAT CONTRAVERSIAL PONDERENCE I WILL COME UP WITH NEXT...HMMMM? =0)

Sex & Shopping
One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new c

Some Dark Of Me
I do have a darker side....one that I keep hidden as much as possible. It is a world of Vampires, Darkness, Evil, sinister things, and just about anything that pertains to the night. Vampires especially have allways fascinated me in life, right along with the rest of the supernatural world. I love horror movies and books! The bloodier the movie..the better I like it. I love Ouija boards....but don't have one myself. And yes....as corny as it may sound....I do believe in certain things that others would just laugh about. I can honestly say, that you must be careful what you wish for.....because you might get it. You might get it more than you want! I have seen a lot in my life. A lot of it was not pretty. I take what I have witnessed and put it into a story or stories for myself. My poems reflect some of my mindset. I have piercings. I also have a tattoo that I will eventually change. There are other ones I would love to have on my arms, but I doubt I will get them.

What Is Forgiving?
What is forgiving? Forgiving is giving up all claims on the one who has hurt you and letting go of the emotional consequences of the hurt. How can we do that? It's done at the price of beating back our pride. By nature we are selfish. Forgiving by definition is unselfish. Being hurt by another person wounds our pride. Pride stands in the way of forgiveness! • When most people think of forgiveness, they think of changing their feeling toward someone who has wronged them, of teary-eyed sweetness replacing anger and a thirst for revenge. But forgiveness is not a feeling at all. It is a choice you make, which may go against every self-centered fiber of your being. So forget the easy, mushy sentiment that the world inserts into the idea. True, you may feel some emotions when you forgive, perhaps gladness at being reconciled and close again. But if you are acting only on sentimental impulse, there's no assurance that your forgiveness will last beyond that impulsive moment. True forgivenes

Something To Offend Everyone!
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE! Q) What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? A) Juan on Juan Q) What is the difference between A Harley and a Hoover ? A) The position of the dirt bag Q) Why is divorce so expensive? A) Because it's worth it > Q) What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? A) Doughnuts? Q) Why is air a lot like sex? A) Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any Q) What do you call a smart blonde? A) A golden retriever. Q) What do attorneys use for birth control? A) Their personalities. Q) What's the difference between A girlfriend and wife? A) 45 lbs Q) What's the difference between A boyfriend and husband? A) 45 minutes Q) What's the fastest way to a man's heart? A) Through his chest with a sharp knife. Q) Why do men want to marry virgins? A) They can't stan

Women...
Women Everyday I give thanks to the Goddess I have two mounds upon my bodice I shave my legs, I sit down to pee I can justify any shopping spree Not to a barber, but a beauty salon Can get a massage without a hard on Can balance the checkbook, pump my own gas Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass I always save money by using coupons Can admit to others when I am wrong Don’t drive in circles at any cost So I don’t have to admit when I am lost Don’t act like I’m in a timed marathon Every time I go to the john Let me tell you men Listen to me boys Those things in your pants That you treat as toys You love them more then we ever will We would rather suck on a cold pickled dill I spend two hours preparing for a date Only to find you’re two hours late I don’t watch movies with lots of gore Don’t need instant replay to remember the score I won’t lose my hair I don’t get jock itch And just cause I’m asse

Their Fate
Their Fate By: MHG a.k.a.Proud Mary She wanted to join him hand in hand In finding his pot of gold... To walk with him through all of his voyages, To sing his songs on her lips She wanted to speak all his thoughts, To ensnare the chaotic emotions in his heart... She wanted to write the melodies and tunes of her life upon his skin And the beats and music of his life upon hers She wanted to shield his heart from further pain Gently absorb and lock all the hate into her veins Oh! What kind of twisted hands does fate have??? Turning their right into wrong She wanted to hear her laughter radiate from his voice Let the glow from his eyes shine through hers And let her tears dry upon his cheeks For she laments to a great loss She is his addiction He is her healing Why meet when they were bound to never touch?

Rusted Root-send Me On My Way
On my way ( 12 times) I would like to reach out my hand ombe seyo ombe tell you to run bobodey see bobodeyam Well pick me up with golden hands ombe seyo ombe tell you to run bobodey see bobodeyam Well I would like to hold my little, hand we will run we will crawl (2 Times) Send me on my way, on my way ----------------------- Beautiful. I can imagine this during the credits...as our hero walks into the sunset after his self-actualization...

Awesome
Life couldn't get much than being with Boogie today I am getting my tattoo of a dragon...Going to the madd tatter she is damn good and awesome I have seen some of her work.....Plus i got my nips done about a week ago they are doing much better....He does damn good work too...That is all you need to know for now ................

Looking For Any Advice...
Ok...so once I get back to NC on Sunday I've decided to start working out again. GREAT way to reduce stress and keep my mind occupied at the same time. I absolutley HATE doing sit up's but it's the only way that I know of to get those tight abs that I am shooting for....soooo if anyone knows of ANY other way to acheive this without killing myself doing sit ups - not to mention they're the most boring exercise - please share with me! Thanks bunches!

Vote!!! For Me!!!!!
Okay everyone I am pulling in all favors!!! I have entered a contest, yes I know completely out of my ordinary.... It is for my cleavage!!! I will win a blast, so bomb me with votes!!! Here is the link that you will need!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=261690&albumid=504725&i=609632646

Human Nature
Human nature An excuse for people to be dicks to each other. An invalid argument usually used against Anarchy and Communism. The impulse to survive. If the best way to survive in a given society is to compete and gather more wealth than the next guy, humans in that society will strive to compete. Likewise, if survival requires cooperation, then the human will strive for cooperation. The one reason there will never be world peace. Human nature accounts for the flaws in this and every other society that has ever existed before us and will ever exist long after we have departed this world. Is it by human nature that we become self centered, stereotypical,or find a grudge to milk it for everything it is worth... Human nature can be regulated to a point just like everything else. The manner of upbringing and moral support has a lot in the regulation of human nature.

Apologies
To those people I have met in person and/or through the internet that accepted me as a friend but to those who don't know me well enough. I would love to thank them all for accepting my friendship and accepting me as I am. Yet, to those people who I accidentally offended or those who doesn't like the way I am or my attitude…I would love to make formal and public apologies them to all because I'm that the type of person who doesn't want to be hated for life! I just want to be remembered as a person who tried his best in life when I die. Anyway, I am deeply sorry for my cruel and harsh attitude towards the people I offended and hurt them in any way but that's how I am with everyone in my life. Please, just accept me as I am or you can just say never mind a person who is like that…for me, I accept people for who they really are and if I don't like them personally? I'll show it to them and I won't care if they get offended because I'm just being really and true to myself! I hope who ever r

Getting An American Job?
And isn't this the truth. Just thought I'd share. Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6 AM. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA ) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG). He put on a dress shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA ), designer jeans ( MADE IN SINGAPORE) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA ). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA) he sat down with his calculator ( MADE IN MEXICO) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA ) he got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY) filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL ) poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE) and turned o

Take The Test
I have determined that you qualify to Take the Test !! The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be classified as a smart person. Scroll down for each answer. The questions are NOT that difficult. But don't scroll down UNTIL you have answered the question! 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator? Wrong Answer. Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions. 3. The Lion King is hosting an animal conferenc

Soldiers
COME GATHER AROUND MY FRIENDS FOR I SHALL TELL A STORY, OF A MAN WHO IS NOW A SOLDIER FIGHTING FOR OUR GLORY. HE GREW UP IN THIS COUNTRY THE LAND OF THE FREE A PLACE WHERE YOU CAN SPEAK OUT LOUD AND BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE. HE ALSO HAS A SISTER WHO IS MUCH OLDER THAN HE SHE GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL IN THE YEAR OF 83. SO SOON THIS BOY BECAME A MAN AS HE TURNED THE AGE EIGHTEEN AND HAS A STEADY JOB IN THE EYES OF ALL MARINE. HE ALSO HAS A WIFE WHO HOLDS THE KEY TO HIS HEART AND A LITTLE BABY GIRL THAT SHALL NEVER BE APART BUT THEN ONE DAY IT HAPPEND A PHONE CALL CHANGED HIS LIFE "ITS TIME TO GO MY SON, NOW SAY GOOD BYE TO YOU CHILD AND WIFE" HE HUNG UP THE PHONE AND NO SOONER TURNED AROUND A TEAR DROP FELL UPON HIS CHEEK AND SILENCE WAS THE ONLY SOUND HE WALKED OVER TO HIS LOVE AND TOOK HER HAND AND WHISPERED IN HER EAR "IF I SHOULD NOT RETURN MY ANGEL PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYER" HE GRABBED HIS THINGS AND WALKED OUTSIDE AND BEHIND HIM CLOSED THE DOOR SAYING" I AM A

Ocd
Okay today has been a day of being told that my mental defects I will not call it a disease cause most diseases are curable or at least treatable. I am tried of being told my very severe OCD is something I should be able to control. But they do not realize that most of my "ticks" and "rituals" are very that "ticks" and "rituals" I do them without thinking, and most of the things that annoy me, I do not know they are annoying me they just do until I do something to fix it. Like be an asshole (blunt) and let the annoyance know I am not happy, and then it stops. I was told by my psychiatrists to monitor my "rituals" so I have been documenting them realizing that I have a lot. I have noticed I count steps, wash my hands for 4 minutes exact when I wash them, count the lines in the road when I drive, make sure that my belt line (the zipper and shirt) are a line. There are more than that, but I will not get into them. But I am tired of being told that I can control these things and I do t

Personality Disorder
You May Be a Bit Histrionic... Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention. And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed. You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate. If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more! What Personality Disorder Are You?

So Saturday.
Some dog jumped my Quinn. I was screaming bloody murder of course cause he had my baby on his back and was biting at him. I guess his will to live set in because he pulled back and scratched the hell out of the dog who then released him. Couldn't find him for about two hours, but then he came back. Unscratched. That's my baby. :D

Everlong.........
Hello I've waited here for you Everlong Tonight I throw myself into And out of the red, out of her head she sang Come down And waste away with me Down with me Slow how You wanted it to be I'm over my head, out of her head she sang And I wonder When I sing along with you If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you You've got to promise not to stop when I say when She sang Breathe out So I could breathe you in Hold you in And now I know you've always been Out of your head, out of my head I sang And I wonder When I sing along with you If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you You've got to promise not to stop when I say when She sang And I wonder If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you

True Friendship
Ever wondered what is the real essence of the saying "A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed"? People talk about the true value of friendship without knowing what it stands for. True friendship is when there are no formalities; when the person you are talking about is counted as family; when the relation you share reaches a stage that even if you don't correspond for sometime, your relationship remains intact. Best friends need not meet up often to make sure that the friendship remains constant. The trust between best friends is such that if one friend falls in trouble, the other will not think twice to help. If the bond between two friends is strong, true friends can endure even long distances. They find a way of being in touch despite busy schedules. True friendship never fades away; in fact it grows better with time. True friends don't need a posh place to hang out. Their most precious hideout is each others' rooms! True friendship thrives on trust, inspiration and comfort. Best fri

Cleavage Wins Boob Job
MEN'S magazine Zoo has been blasted for a sleazy competition that invites male readers to "win" their girlfriend a boob job by sending in shots of her cleavage. Women's health groups have attacked the magazine, branding the competition a poor-taste publicity stunt that is unethical and possibly even illegal. "I'm disgusted and appalled, and very doubtful they can even offer major body modification as a prize," said public health researcher Dr Jenny O'Dea of the University of Sydney. "You simply cannot treat women in this way, like objects there for men's satisfaction." Zoo Weekly magazine has launched the online competition offering $10,000 breast implants as a prize to the girl "who deserves it most". "One lucky Zoo reader will be able to give his girlfriend the ultimate present," said magazine editor Paul Merrill. "It's impossible to think of a more romantic gift than new breasts. It's the gift that keeps on giving." The magazine has called for men, or their girl

Long Trip-travelling Need Help
I am taking my first trip across the states. I am going to be taking a 15 month old. I need to know what I should take for him, to play with etc. He does good on long car trips. I also need help about food and snacks. Due to medical problems fast food needs to be limited to a minimum. Any tips would be great too.

Poem 5
Bringing me through by megan Bringing me through This jungle and zoo You never gave up On filling my cup Refreshing my soul During a black hole You gave me a life To see what i'd do right Even though I fall short You never will abort My side which u stand While you're holding my hand Love is what you are Even if you feel far I know I can go Where you always flow Your word speaks truth And brings forth fruit Making me grow In ways I wouldn't know How to on my own You have already shown How much you love From above Thank you Lord For what you poured Into my heart Allowing me to restart

Why Women Should Never Force Men To Shop Against Their Will
This is why women should not take men shopping against their will. DON'T TAKE ME IF I DON'T WANT TO GO........... After Mr. and Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men--he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most women--she loved to browse. One day Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart. Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2 . July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-min

What Happens When You Can't Sleep...
I wrote this tonight. Feel free to repost it, if you like...but please attribute it to me. Even if you hate it, it's still mine! Thanks, Knight Watchman Papa and the Biker Two riders came to Shorty’s Each from a different place One had ridden long and hard The sun had bronzed his face His cycle he had rescued From fate and rust and more It didn’t shine, it didn’t purr It made a growling roar He’d tightened every nut and bolt Relit its age old heart He’d welded, scraped and mended it And fixed up every part His fingers thick, his broken nails Were dark and caked in oil And on his knuckles there showed The gifts of tireless toil His bike was from a far off land It didn’t cost much dough It may have had a foreign name Those many years ago, He’d bought it from a local shop Right in his neighborhood From a man who labored hard To buy his family’s food No shirts or shoes or fancy stuff Were on t

**think You Got What It Takes?**
WORLDROCK Radio, the number 5 ROCK station on the net is looking for professional DJs a.s.a.p. If you have an out-going and dedicated personality and would like to work for an internet wide radio station, please contact WorldRock Radio Manager, DJ Cru on YIM at sircru2004@yahoo.com or EMAIL Requirements: 1. DJ experience preferred. 2. Like and know Rock. (not gay pop rock) 3. Have a personality 4. Can make scheduled shows and willing to pull extra shifts. 5. Make meetings and help promote the station not just your own personal show. 6. Have fun. 7. Must be 19 or older. 8. Can not work for or DJ with any other station or lounge. If you feel you have what it takes, please contact DJ Cru for details on open shifts. Click banner to enter lounge

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity*** 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "in." 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." 7. Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with the prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9 As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order diet water with a serious face whenever you go out to eat. 11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 12. Sing along at the opera. 13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. 14.

Something To Think About
Something to think about...... I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, th

2 Poems That I Wrote..do They Go Together...
as i lay here and think thoughts of you i wonder whats on ur mind i hope its of me too the tears i cry are made for you i hate when your mad at me because my heart gets so blue you are a big piece of my heart that i hold so true i would never do anything to hurt you for i love you oh so true... THOUGHTS RUN DEEP PAIN SO CLEAR I COVER MY EYES TO SHED A TEAR MOVE MY HANDS TO SEE YOUR FACE A BROKEN HEART NEEDED REPLACED THOUGHTS OF YOU FILL THIS PLACE TURN TO RUN TO GET AWAY SHARPENED BLADE HITS THE SKIN ANOTHER THOUGHT HITS DEEP WITHIN TORN AND RIPPED BLOOD RUNS FREE I REALIZED NOW THIS IS HOW IT WILL BE

Promo Mojo And Publishing News...
I know that promotion is a huge, huge topic among, well, any author that isn't a best seller, and most of them as well. A lot of us newer writers and small press authors focus a lot of effort on the internet. So of course when I saw this in Publisher's Lunch I wanted to make sure others out there saw it too. Last week Stephanie Meyer's Eclipse (YA, vampires) came out and sold 150,000 copies on it's first day. BN sales figures are around 500,000 in the first two days. Of course it's going for a second printing. But the big bit (to me) is that they say most of the promotion for this series has been on the internet and through MySpace. Great news for savvy authors because those means are relatively inexpensive and easy to access. They also happen to be the most commonly used tools I see being used. I wanted to start my Success series this week, but a good chunk of the people I know read my blog are on vacation this week and I don't want them to miss out because I know they'll ha

Another Good One
Baby, Now That I've Found You (john macleod & tony macaulay/bmg songs, inc., ascap) Baby, Now that I’ve found you I won’t let you go I built my world around you I need you so, Baby even though You don’t need me Now Baby, Now that I’ve found you I won’t let you go I built my world around you I need you so Baby even though You don’t need me, You don’t need me oh, no Baby, baby, When first we met I knew in this heart of mine That you were someone I couldn’t forget. I said right, And abide my time Spent my life looking For that somebody To make me feel like new Now you tell me that you want to leave me But darling, I just can’t let you (guitar & fiddle solo) Baby, baby, When first we met I knew in this heart of mine That you were someone I couldn’t forget. I said right, And abide my time Spent my life looking For that somebody To make me feel like new Now you tell me that you want to leave me But darling, I just can’t let yo

Another Tex-ass Story..dont You Rednecks Get It?
Guard uses Taser on man holding newborn By JUAN A. LOZANO, Associated Press Writer 2 hours, 17 minutes ago In a confrontation captured on videotape, a hospital security guard fired a stun gun to stop a defiant father from taking home his newborn, sending both man and child crashing to the floor. Now William Lewis says his baby girl suffers from head trauma because she was dropped. "I've got to wonder what kind of moron would Tase an adult holding a baby," said George Kirkham, a former police officer and criminologist at Florida State University. "It doesn't take rocket science to realize the baby is going to fall." Lewis, 30, said the April 13 episode began after he and his wife felt mistreated by staff at the Woman's Hospital of Texas and they decided to leave. Hospital employees told him doctors would not allow it, but Lewis picked up the baby and strode to a bank of elevators. The elevators would not move because wristband sensors on each baby shut them off if anyo

Playlist For The Week Of 8/7/07 - 8/14/07.
Anthrax - Persistance Of Time Asphyx - The Rack Atrophy - Violent By Nature Bathory - Blood Fire Death Behemoth - The Apostasy Cancer - To The Gory End Cancer - The Sins Of Mankind Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Demo Deicide - Legion Estuary - The Craft Of Contradiction Grave - ...And Here I Die...Satisfied EP Immolation - Here In After King Diamond - Give Me Your Soul...Please Kiss - Kiss Kiss - Asylum Malevolent Creation - The Ten Commandments Megadeth - United Abominations Possessed - Seven Churches Pungent Stench - Been Caught Buttering Repulsion - Horrified Sinister - Cross The Styx Skid Row - Slave To The Grind Thorr's Hammer - Dommedagsnatt EP Vital Remains - Icons Of Evil Voivod - Katorz

Tears
if you see me cryin will u kno its me if my eyes are swollen will u ask if im ok i hang my head in mis belief and doubt will u bother to question me or let me just walk about will u only look at me when i turn away a tear falls down on the wet cold cement but noone will notice because they dare not care to look my tears will run slowly as if time will stop... finally i reach my destiny and my point of self destruct

Show Happy Hour Host Soem Love
SHES ONE OF OUR LEVELERS PLEASE ALOT ARE MAXING RATES NOW STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE THANK HER FOR HAPPY HOUR AND FOR HELPING US ON LEVEL UPS SHES ACTUALLY HELPING NOW... Sultry™Princess*Wife/RL GF to BabyBoy-J*Wifey 2 Jessi*Founder of Gothic Rebels@ fubar

Dream Or Reality?
Every day Every night Every hour Every second Thoughts of you and I cloud my mind. Dreams of what's to come. Remembering memories past. Holding hands in the rain Has that happened or was it one of my dreams? Walking on the sandy dunes at the stroke of midnight kissing one another lips Was that dream or reality? Falling asleep in your loving embrace and caring eyes. Dream or reality? Ever since I met you everything I've experienced is the dreams I've dreamed coming true.

Good For A Laugh!!
This thank goodness had never happened to me as a florist..... A new business was opening, and one of the owner's friends wanted to send him flowers for the occasion. They arrived at the new business site, and the owner read the card, which said..."Rest in Peace" The owner was angry and called the florist to complain. After he told the florist of the obvious mistake and how angry he was, the florist replied. "Sir, I'm really sorry for the mistake, but rather than getting angry, you should imagine this: Somewhere there is a funeral taking place, and they have flowers with a note saying " Congratulations on your new Location." The Surgery A sexually active woman tells her plastic surgeon that she wanted her vaginal lips reduced in size because they were too loose and floppy. Out of embarrassment she insisted that the surgery be kept secret and the surgeon agreed. Awakening from the anesthesia after the surgery she found three roses carefully placed beside her on the bed. She

Not The End, But A New Beginning
Darkness fills my brightest day Sorrow fearcly beating me down Weeping at the thought of my own life Wondering why I was chosen to be Away in my dreams am i so free Feeling alive like never before In my dreams i have but one fear Knowing soon that i must wake In my dreams am I at peace Mabey I should stay and never return Away from the world that saddens me so Forgetting the life I care not to lead Alas I have found my new home Never again will i shed my tears Not the end, But a new beginning Living free, in my world of dreams done by christine .

Be Without You
God this girl can SING! Love this song... great lyrics and great beat... I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you (Oh, oh, oh, oh) I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you (Oh, oh, oh, oh) Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo Chemistry was crazy from the get-go Neither one of us knew why We didn't build nothing overnight Cuz a love like this takes some time People swore it off as a phase Said we can't see that Now from top to bottom They see that we did that (yes) It's so true that (yes) We've been through it (yes) We got real sh** (yes) See baby we been... Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby) And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby) Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby I got a question for ya See I already know the answer But still I wanna ask you Wou

Rice-flour Crepes Stuffed With Shrimp (crepas De Harina De Arroz Rellenas De Camarones)
INGREDIENTS: STUFFING: 1 tablespoon annatto oil 1 fresh plum tomato, chopped 1 tablespoon tomato paste 1-1/2 tablespoon basic Recaito 1/2 pound large shrimp, cleaned, deveined, and chopped CREPE BATTER: 1-1/2 cups rice flour 1/2 cup all-purpose flour 2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon black pepper 1 cup milk 3 eggs 1/2 pound Puerto Rican white cheese, grated Olive oil for frying 1 Heat the annatto oil in a large skillet. Add the plum tomato, tomato paste, and recaito. Cook over medium heat for 3 minutes. Stir in the shrimp and cook until they just turn pink. Set aside. 2 Sift the dry ingredients together. With a wooden spoon, slowly stir in the milk, then eggs. Continue stirring until the mixture is smooth and free of lumps. Add the grated cheese. Let the batter rest for 1 hour in the refrigerator. 3 Heat a 7-inch frying pan and coat it with 1 tablespoon of olive oil. Pour in 1/4 cup of the crepe batter and cook briefly, until golden brown on one side. Turn the c

Stupid Bitch In My Shout Box
thughe...: yea ur a dumb bitch imma post all this bullshit you said in a blog lmao babythughe...: my daughter dont live with me sweety ok i was 15 when i had her so she lives with another family i knew what i had to do but if you wanna no her name is courtney collins and she lives in belmar nj ->babythughe...: omg damn yall are so lucky i dotn know yall cause dss would have all of your kids babythughe...: thats ok she new i was doing it and she exploits them to alot worse like her smokin crack ->babythughe...: no posting a mumm explioting little kids def makes you a dumb bitch babythughe...: nahactually im pretty smart its just too bad that your all assholes! ->babythughe...: no no no Youre a Dumb Bitch babythughe...: i am A BITCH thank you ->babythughe...: your welcome anytime you wanna post retarded shit i will be there to make sure you know that youre a dumb bitch hav ea great day babythughe...: yea if i was a bitch id leave him but imma real woman n ill stick by

Dragon Con 2007 Almost Here!
The annual fantasy and sci/fi convention of the year -- in Atlanta, is coming up over Labor Day weekend. It is held at the Hyatt Regency, Marriott Marques and Hilton Downtown in Atlanta every year. More than 25,000 people attend this event. If you want to see some of the most intricate, amazing and awesome costumes from your favorite science fiction, fantasy, action and adventure movies, books, TV series and animated adventures, this is the place to be. More info can be found at www.dragoncon.org.

What's The Freaking Point?!!
Can someone please tell me why in the hell people keep leaving those music players on my page in a comment?! It's really starting to piss me off. That's so disrespectful. I have music on my page already! I guess I'm gonna have to change my settings so nobody can leave html comments. I hate to do that but I don't guess I have a choice.

Am I Being Tempted?.......
A woman in white holding a torch calls out to me cheerfully telling me to join her as she walks deeper into the catacombs dare i follow her grin devilishly evil my feelings tell me not to follow could this be a demon in a sweet angels skin?... a voice yelling at me telling me to listen to her instead an not the demon whom must i follow?.....ive made up my mind an will follow the voice in my head. you will not get me you temptress you foul demon in an angels guise...

Mooger Foogers.........
An electronics company named "Moog" is now creating a series of effects petals for you guitarist and the line of petals are called "Mooger Fooger" lol this is serious, not a joke, but obviously the creators of this new line of petals are making a good stab at a pun. Just wanted to share this with those that might be interested. lol. **To check out these new petals go to www.moogmusic.com **

If I Could
If I Could Author: Chandra Taylor If I could go anywhere, it would be in your arms. If I could have anything, it would be your kind heart. If I had last words, they'd be "I love you" If there is bad in my life, I know what to do: look at your face, see your smile and your eyes. There's no more darkness, because you bring the light. If you were the sun, and I was the moon, there'd be neither day or night, just me and you. And as we stood side by side, watching the world pass time by, my life would be complete, my dreams fulfilled, knowing you love me, and always will.

Stuffed Tostones (tostones Rellenos)
INGREDIENTS: Stuffing: 1 tablespoon annatto oil 1 fresh plum tomato, chopped 1 tablespoon tomato paste 1-1/2 tablespoons basic recaito 1/2 pound large shrimp, peeled, cleaned, and diced 3 green plantains 1 cup corn oil1 Heat the annatto oil in a medium skillet. Add the remaining stuffing ingredients. Cook over medium heat for 5 minutes, or until the shrimp turn pink. Set aside. Peel the plantains and cut them into 1/2-inch rounds. Prepare as for Traditional Tostones. 2 Place 1 teaspoon of the shrimp mixture on a toston. Put another toston on top and secure with a toothpick. 3 NOTE: You can also stuff the tostones with seafood salad.

Spicy Sirloin Steaks With Fresh Corn Salsa
This recipe serves: 4 Ingredients For the salsa: 2 cups fresh corn kernels, cut from the cob (about 2 ears) 1/2 cup diced red bell pepper 1/4 cup diced scallions 1 tablespoon chopped fresh oregano or cilantro leaves 1/4 cup fresh lime juice pinch sugar to taste salt to taste freshly ground black pepper For the steaks: 4 top sirloin steaks, about 4 to 6 ounces each 1 teaspoon coarse salt 1 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1/2 teaspoon chili powder or to taste Cooking Instructions For the corn salsa: 1. Cut the corn from the cob and place in a small pot of boiling water. Cook the corn until it is just tender. (Very fresh corn will cook in about 1 minute, while older corn will take a few more minutes.) Drain and place the corn in a mixing bowl. 2. Add the red pepper, scallions, oregano, lime juice and sugar. Season to taste with salt and pepper.(This can be made in advance and stored in the refrigerator for up to 2 days. The salsa should be serv

Please Help Sweetdreams..
My friend is in a contest and she would help anyone out that she could. She is like 4 thousand behind. I need help to get her ahead to win this contest. She is the sweetest person anyone could meet. If you could click on her picture and leave her comments and rate her I would greatly appreciate it...

8/17/2007
silverking2931: hey there evilstoneybitch: hiya silverking2931: whats up? evilstoneybitch: nadda u silverking2931: same silverking2931: lying naked in bed? evilstoneybitch: no, im wearing dirty sweats that havent been washed, my hair is so filthy its in dreads, i got a pizza sitting on my belly, and a pepperoni stuck to my cheek silverking2931: lol silverking2931: very sexy evilstoneybitch: you think? silverking2931: oh yeah silverking2931: lol evilstoneybitch: wanna cum on my greasy tits silverking2931: yeah silverking2931: lets see you evilstoneybitch: cant turn on cam, fell in the can i dump my ashtray in and the view is too dirty evilstoneybitch: plus i would have to stop shoving pizza in my face. evilstoneybitch: wanna wank for me while i eat>? silverking2931: i need tits for that silverking2931: :) silverking2931: silverking2931: hello? silverking2931: get a tissue and clean the lense

Hate
when you lie I hate murdering my fate trapped here inside cannot confide fill it up with greed blacken my seed closing in cracked wall death to it all I cant see you here living in your fear throwing it aside looking better all the time so sad for you your hearts broke in two It feels like hell heart locked in a cell i cant see you here bleeding out your fear feeling like hell life trapped in your cell

About Me
------------10 years ago----------- 1.) How old were you? 24 2.) Where did you go to school? I was out of school 3) Where did you work? Fresh Fields 4) Where did you live? Stafford, VA 5.) Where did you hang out? Crazy Horse Bar 6.) Did you wear glasses? Contacts 7.) Who was your best friend? Elizabeth 8.) How many tattoos did you have? 1 9.) How many piercings did you have? ears & belly button 10) What car did you drive? 88 Ford Escort 11.) Had you been to a real party? Yes 12.) Had You had your heart broken? On my way -----------5 years ago----------- 1.) How old were you? 29 2.) Where did you go to school? Not in school 4.) Where did you live? Hollywood, FL 5.) Where did you hang out? Home 6.) Did you wear glasses? Contacts 7.) Who was your best friend? Kim, Paulette 9.) How many tattoos did you have? 1 10.) How many piercings did you have? same - ears and belly button 11.) What car did you drive? Toyota Camry 12.) Had your heart broken?OH YES 13.) Wer

What I Want Someday
I am sitting here thinking of being alone and all I want in the next relationship I get into, actually what I have wanted in any. When I give myself I give my whole self Heart, mind, body, and soul... I want someone to hold that dear and treasure it because it is a gift, everyone else took it but beat it up and gave it back black and blue and in 1,000 pieces. I want to be with someone that loves me as much as I can love totally and completely. I don't care to be with someone who shares themselves with others physically I have been there and done that, I want someone who wants me and only me, I also want to be with them and them only been with someone who wanted to share me as well and thats not love either. I want someone to look at me like I am important to them and they want me to be with only them. I want to be with someone I can make happy and smile everyday and we both know whatever happens we can get through it because we are there for each other. I want to be there to brighten t

~ Dispatches - Undercover Mosque ~
Chilling undercover investigation into the influence of Saudi Arabian religious extremism throughout the UK. Despite being considered ... all » Britain's principal ally in the Middle East, this disturbing report reveals Saudi Arabian Islam - Wahabism - is spreading a message of bigotry and hatred to a section of Muslims and predicting an imminent jihad. An undercover reporter joins Islamic worshipers... 48 min 7 sec

Tomorrow
Well I need to get my happy ass to bed .. I start my new job tomorrow and I've a ton of things to do before I go .. ( my shift starts at 3) .... tomorrow is 3-11 . and Sunday is 3-10 .. Lawd i hope all works out .. havnt worked in so long .. UGH .. So .. I hope you all have a Wonderful weekend .. as I probably wont be online much if at all this weekend .. Be well . Stay Safe . and Have a Kickin Time !

When You Love Someone
When you love someone - you'll do anything you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone you'll deny the truth - believe a lie there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly but your lonely nights - have just begun when you love someone when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside and nothin else can ever change your mind when you want someone - when you need someone when you need someone... when you love someone - you'll sacrifice you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice you'd risk it all - no matter what may come when you love someone you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone

A Horrible Night And A Wonderful Night? Zepman's Friday Night Saga
Yes, how can that happen? A horrible night, and a wonderful night? Well, listen to this... I played a free gig (for drinks and tips, setting out my usual goldfish bowl marked "Zepman's Tips" at, of all places, Village Bowling Lanes in Little Chute, where they had recently expanded the bar area...well, I seemed to be a hit there, with everyone giving me a great response and lots of love. I talk to the owner, Colleen, who was there early on, on Monday...and according to the bartender, who said she really liked me, and the many patrons that put in a good word to Colleen for me, it looks positive that they will be hiring me to play every other Friday night there (fee to be negotiated, I'm going to ask my customary $150.00 for smaller venues). It was soooo cool that at least one of my "Zepman Friends", Tony, was able to make it down and give me a needed break for awhile (and NOBODY does Neil Young better than Tony - complete with harmonica around his neck, too!) Hey, all seems just

Fuck Or Pass...
there is at least one person on your friends list who wants to Fuck the Hell out of You, so lets play the Fuck or Pass game. the rules are simple, if you want to fuck the person who sent you this, send them a message saying "yeah, i'd fuck you!" dont be scared!!! lol this shits funny! you have to repost this!!! repost this as Fuck or Pass... dont be lame and not repost!

A Mothers Mixed Emotions!
How does a mother let go Of the children that shes born How does she let them know That her heart can be so torn. To keep them by her side Would not be just or fair And to let them have a free ride Would mean she doesn't care. She knows she taught them well And that they know right from wrong Now...Only time will tell If they can be as strong. But watching them go through the door Makes her feelings sway She must cover the tears...and more And pray for them each day.

For Those Of You Who Really Pay Attention To My Blogs Lol
Jasons ex's test came back positive for drugs as we expected it would. He has full custody of the kids now and is trying to deal with all that is going on and finding a new place to live, all this just as school is starting up! So please send him all the love you can during this time. He appriceates it! Let's keep his spirits high!!! much love, Heather http://www.myspace.com/jasondavisradio or you can send any messages to me here myspace.com/buckeyecherry and i will be sure to forward them on to him!!!! he won't be checking in here much, so if you want please send the messages to one of our myspace accounts. also feel free to add either of us if you have an account there. AGAIN THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT!!!!!

Test Your Brain
Count every " F" in the following text:? FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE? SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI? FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH? THE EXPERIEN CE OF YEARS...? (SEE BELOW)? HOW MANY ?? WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke.? READ IT AGAIN !? Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down.? The reasoning behind is further down.? The brain cannot process "OF".? Incredible or what? Go back and look again!!? Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius.?

Who Is Doing The Work?
SO WHO IS DOING THE WORK? The population of the USA is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188, 000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, sitting on your rear end,

Love Part Deux
What is this love that you mortals speak of? How can I seperate it from lust? Vlad longs for the road, to be alone. For a brief meeting of the flesh and to be rid of the victim. This love thing is not new. Yet the mortal I inhabit tries to make it new each day. Vlad now drives his lust and the mortal cannot be fulfilled. Vlad cannot control his love because Vlad does not understand it. Vlad is not afraid of anything. Vlad has killed whole villages. Vlad has taken many wives. Yet this love thing Vlad fears the most.

Good Morning Funny!
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour surgical procedure. A young, student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. "Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other, lifting and moving t hem around. Then, she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing wrong with them, Sir!!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, "Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but, listen very, very closely... A r e - m y

Water Bowl
Water Bowl Lyrics Cirque du Soliel (Zumanity) For too long, love seemed like an illusion, its golden promise obscured by reason and confusion. Too often, its favours were thrust upon me. An invasion. An intrusion. Then there was you. A revelation. Forbidden yet familiar, you stood before me, a hand outstretched. Not to give, not to take, but to simply -- caress. We kissed -- a passageway to secrets still unspoken, promises unbroken answers to questions not yet asked. A glimpse of the faces behind our masks. The taste of you burned in my mouth like an ancient truth. And then, as gently as a ghost, you were inside me. Your essence rising in my chest, your heartbeat pulsing beneath my breast. Desire burst from you like a string of flawless pearls. Between my thighs, your hands, guiding me to undiscovered lands treasures -- in the sand pleasures -- never known to man. And as

Stir-fried Shrimp With Chicken
If shrimp are large, cut them in half before stir-frying. 1/2 lb. skinned, boned chicken breasts. MARINADE: 1 tsp. rice wine or dry sherry 1/2 tsp. salt 1/2 tsp. cornstarch 1 egg white SEASONING SAUCE: 1 tbsp. rice wine or dry sherry 1/2 tsp. salt 1/2 tsp. sugar 1/4 tsp. pepper 1 tsp. rice vinegar or white vinegar 1 tsp. sesame oil 3 tbsp. chicken broth or water 1 tsp. cornstarch 2 c. boiling water 1/4 lb. fresh snow peas 2 c. boiling water 1 c. vegetable oil 6 slices fresh ginger root 1/3 c. sliced bamboo shoots 1 tsp. sesame oil Shell and devein shrimp. Rinse and pat dry. Cut each shrimp in half. Cut chicken into thin slices. Chop slices into bite-size pieces. Mix marinade ingredients in a medium bowl. Add shrimp halves, chicken pieces, mix well. Let stand 20 minutes. Mix ingredients for seasoning sauce in a small bowl; set aside. Cook whole carrots in 2 cups boiling water in a small saucepan 10 minutes. Remove with a slotted spoon, drain well and slice

Flame Throwers
The very existence of flamethrowers proves that some time, somewhere, someone said to themselves, "You know, I want to set those people over there on fire, but I'm just not close enough to get the job done."

To All Who Have N R Still Helping Me In My Giveaway So Far Plz Read
I JUST WANTED 2 SAY THAT I COULDNT HAVE GONE THIS FAR FROM ANY OF U ...THANK U ALL FOR MAKING ME FEEL SPECIAL N LOVED...I STARTED IN THIS GIVEAWAY VERY LATE. I ASKED A FEW PPL FOR HELP TO GET SOMETHING ATLEAST OR TRY TO GET A BLAST OR VIP.....N I GOT GREAT RESULTS I DIDNT THINK I WOULD GET THIS FAR SO FAST....I WANTED 2 THANK MY TWIN SKYE 4 MAKING IT POSSIBLE ALSO THE HELP OF THE INDEPENDANT FAMILY & BOMBERS I FEEL LUCKY 2 BE IN A FAMILY SUCH AS U ALL.. CHEVANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNA THANK U LOL. DAVE, MIKE, AND MANY MANY MORE GREAT PPL WHO HELPED..THANK U 4 EVERYTHING I LOVE U ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART N I KNOW MORE PPL HELPED ME N I CANT NAME U ALL CUZ IT WAS ALOT BUT U KNOW WHO U R LOL LOVE TESS 4EVER GREATFUL

What Is Courage And Bravery?
Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear. ~Ambrose Redmoon Courage is being afraid but going on anyhow. ~Dan Rather Courage is doing what you're afraid to do. There can be no courage unless you're scared. ~Edward Vernon Rickenbacker Bravery is being the only one who knows you're afraid. ~Franklin P. Jones Coward: One who, in a perilous emergency, thinks with his legs. ~Ambrose Bierce Fear and courage are brothers. ~Proverb Courage is not simply one of the virtues, but the form of every virtue at the testing point. ~C.S. Lewis Courage is tiny pieces of fear all glued together. ~Irisa Hail It is easy to be brave from a safe distance. ~Aesop Courage is fear holding on a minute longer. ~George Smith Patton Courage is being scared to death... and saddling up anyway. ~John Wayne Courage is almost a contradiction in terms. It means a strong desire to live taking the form of readi

The Fubar Generic Picture
Has anyone else but ne noticed that there are a lot of the fubar pictures on the "viewed my profile" area lately. In fact they are appearing pretty deep in the list of pictures. I believe it might just be former members that have removed all their regular pics and said good bye. What a surprise.

Want Some Dog Soup?
August 16, 2007 8:08 p.m. EST Nidhi Sharma - AHN News Writer New Delhi, India (AHN) - In an attempt to get rid of countless stray dogs lurking around roads, the city council in the Indian capital of New Delhi has proposed a new idea of shipping them to Korea, where dog meat is widely consumed in soup. The problem of stray dogs is so widespread that the council is also planning to drug the canines to make them sleep through out the day, so they do not hinder traffic movement. If this was not enough to make you wonder about the future of stray dogs, the officials also expressed their desire to send all the dogs to neighboring states, so that "Delhi can be saved." The Hindustan Times newspaper reported Thursday that it is not clear which of the ideas would be implemented in the city. The council chairman has also asked the veterinary department to look into the growing problem of stray dogs and come up with a better solution. Bosintang is a traditional South Korean soup tha

Enough Is Enough!
I can't believe that because I left this screename on here and made another account for fun that some of my friends from this account are mad. I made another account for fun and because I did miss Cherry Tap( at the time I left it was still Cherry Tap). I didn't tell anyone because I wanted to have it for fun and didn't really think I would keep it. The longer I was on it I made more and more new friends and slowly some of my friends from this name found me and added me. The majority of them had no problem with why I did what I did. But a few are still upset and feel like they were betrayed for some reason. I have apologized over and over again even though I don't think I did anything wrong and I still get grief for it. I feel like I have been a great friend and a good person, I don't add people for points, if I did that I wouldn't have left this account for so long and not tried to level up. I bomb people when they need me to. I don't get involved with drama and yet I still get ridicu

The Month Of Sha’baan
The month of Sha’baan Sha’baan is the name of the (eighth) month, and it is so called because in this month the Arabs used to disperse (tasha’’aba) in search of water, or it was said that they dispersed to carry out raids and forays. Or it was said that it is so called because it sha’aba (branches out or emerges) i.e., it appears between the months of Rajab and Ramadaan. The plural forms of the word Sha’baan are Sha’baanaat and Sha’aabeen. Fasting in Sha’baan ‘Aa’ishah (may Allaah be pleased with her) said: “The Messenger (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) used to fast until we thought he would never break his fast, and not fast until we thought he would never fast. I never saw the Messenger of Allaah fasting for an entire month except in Ramadaan, and I never saw him fast more than he did in Sha’baan.” (Narrated by al-Bukhaari, no. 1833; Muslim, no. 1956). According to a report narrated by Muslim (no. 1957), “He used to fast all of Sha’baan, he used to fast all but

Costochondritis !?! ..........
Yep, that's what it's called , Costochondritis! You might be sayin "WTF!?" ..... well it's a lil known illness that's more prevalent in small boys and women first of all and what is it?>> It's when the cartlidge(sp?)in your chest swells up. It'll make ya feel like ya might be about to have a stroke or heart attack and it hurts like a BYTCHE! Doctors aren't really all that sure about what causes it, but it's not anything serious so I doubt many doctors or medical scientists will put much effort in to finding out much more than what they do or rather don't know, about it already. A few years ago, I got real sick with a killer flu, coughing so bad I could hardly stand it, felt like I was gonna have a heart attack at one point cause my chest was hurting sooo bad! So, I ended up going to the ER to find out, fast! Turned out that I wasn't having anything to do w/ a stroke or heart attack but was diagnosed with this stuff called Costochondritis. Doctors told me that there's nothing

Torturous
God knows I love my yoguyrt. But the only thing that kills me about it is that it has chunks of the fruit in it. For example, right now I'm having Harvest Peach. It's great really, I just happen to be gagging my way through it because of the damn peach chunks. :p

Blowjob
now can I suck your dick? I find it difficult not to stare when you stand in front of me, when I am seated it would be so easy for you to whip it out perfectly level with my face teasing me, and taunting me compelling me to take it in my mouth slowly of course at first licking it so you can see the tip of my tongue swirling around the head of your dick and then on the rim leading to the shaft watching your face while you concentrate on my mouth slowly circling your cock using my lips to bring you in a little deeper my tongue still able to swirl around the head as my lips begin to tighten around your shaft I slide down deeper I let me tongue drift lower, too You place your hand on my head and I start tracing your veins with my tongue start building a very slow rhythm sliding your cock in and out just a little adding suction just a little still mostly teasing getting hungry for more teasing myself just as much as I am teasing

Att Artist/ Bands That Does Light Rock And Or Cover Songs Gig 4 U
The following event has been added to Rent My Band.com and is scheduled to take place within 3000 miles of Ashley. We are notifying you of this event because it falls within your travel distance radius. To view more information on this event, please visit http://www.rentmyband.com/event.php?event_id=344 . Information about this event follows : Parker, AZ - Fund Raiser "Fund raiser for Womens crices center...."

Life's Obstacle
This road I have been traveling seems all up hill. I know I must go on, and face any obstacle that blocks my way, cause I know I must continue to move forward. I finally realize what I must do never give up never go back remember the good times along with the bad. It's the bad times that help us grow stronger. This road I've been traveling seems all up hill, but I know I must keep moving forward. I know the tears will stop falling but do know it's ok to cry. A new door has opened to start a new life. So I must continue to move forward. It wont be easy but noone ever said it would be. So this road i've been traveling I finally realized it's my way to a whole new life. I'm thankful my friends for all the love and support along the way. I will make it and I will never give up.

Spicy Barbeque Chicken
If you are hosting a big dinner, this is the start to a great meal. Very simple to make and serves a lot of people, you look like a hero. Ingredients: 1 medium size package chicken drumsticks 1 medium size package chicken thighs 1 cup spicy steak sauce 1 cup teriyaki sauce 4 medium size onions sliced 4 cloves garlic diced 2 large cans tomato sauce 1/4 cup ketchup 1/4 cup chili powder 2 tablespoons Worcestershire sauce 4 tablespoons seasoning salt 2 teaspoons black pepper 2 red bell peppers sliced 2 green bell peppers sliced Directions: Double the mixture for the barbeque sauce, place drumsticks in baking pan, place thighs in another baking pan. Place onions, bell peppers and garlic on top of both pans of chicken. Mix in a bowl, the tomato sauce, Worcestershire sauce, steak sauce, ketchup, teriyaki sauce, seasoning salt and pepper. Pour half of the mixture over drumsticks and other half over the thighs. Put into 350 degree oven and cook for 45 minutes to one hour or unt

Lemon Chicken Couscous
This hearty meal can serve as a great side to any dish or as your dinners main course. Also try it hot or cold. What a versatile dish. Ingredients: 2 skinless chicken breasts 3 sticks celery, chopped 1/2 onion, chopped 16 oz chicken stock 1 large lemon 1/2 cup mayonnaise 2 cloves garlic, chopped 2 cups couscous 2 tbsp salt Directions: Boil chicken breasts, cooking until done, and set aside to cool. In sauce pan, saute onion, garlic, and celery until onion is slightly translucent. Add chicken stock bring to a boil. Add couscous cooking until fluffy like rice then set aside. In a mixing bowl combine mayonnaise, zest of one lemon, juice of same lemon, salt and pepper to taste. Add mayonnaise mix and cubed chicken to cooked couscous. Fluff together with fork. Serve warm or cold. Number of Servings: 4 Notes from the Cook Can be served as main dish or side. Also can be served hot or cold.

Political Leanings
Funny I would have said I was bleeding heart liberal... Guess I'm more mid range than I thought... :) Your Political Profile: Overall: 35% Conservative, 65% Liberal Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal

Sun Sign Compatibility Reading
Find yourself... Libra + Taurus Just remember that when you're involved with a Taurus, you're involved with a sensualist, a nature lover, an indulger and a money lover. When you're involved with a Libra, you're involved with a peacemaker, a diplomat, a balancer and a glamor puss. If you can give a Taurus security, beauty, nature and pleasure you have a better chance of getting their love and affection. If you can give a Libra class, style, fairness and equality then you have a better chance of getting their love and affection. Taurus likes to touch nice things, own nice things, wear nice things, eat nice things and have nice things. For Taurus touch or the physical world is real and gives comfort. In fact, "I Have" is something of a philosophy for Taurus. Libra is a nice person and tends to be a bit more cultured and "better" than others. Usually, Libra is also diplomatic enough to keep your superiority complexes in check. The more that Libra becomes fair-minded, impartial

Hmm..someone Is Hiding Something?
http://www.parentdish.com/2007/08/21/did-jenna-bush-get-engaged-cause-shes-pregnant/ Did Jenna Bush get engaged 'cause she's pregnant? Posted Aug 21st 2007 12:45PM by Jonathon Morgan Filed under: Pregnant celebrities, Rumors As Sandy reported last week, President Bush's daughter Jenna is engaged. It certainly seemed like the pair were a match made in heaven -- especially considering the future hubby's extensive background in Republican politics. However, today we learn that the couple's love may be based on more than their similar political ideologies -- namely, that Jenna has a bun in the oven. Oh, the scandal! According to (an albeit improbable) photo essay by Wonkette, the famed D.C.-based political/gossip blogger, the Bush daughter, infamous for partying like a rock star, is indeed with child. It's not entirely unconvincing, but today, Canada's National Post blog refutes the claims -- using their own set of photos to point out that, if Wonkette's assertion (which

For Tuesday, August 22, 2007
You need to push your boundaries a bit today, if only to stave off boredom. It's a great time to explore new possibilities in your love life or home situation, but go only as far as you're willing to go. Bringing light to my situation......

Down Rater An A Hater
this person just joined an is rude as well as giving low rates to all profiles he enters please if you can i think he needs a manners lesson i have helped others in the past as i will always stick up for my friends please if you can help me on this wileycoyote27@ fubar

What Would You Do....
Be completely honest. What would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. I hugged u: 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: . What do you think about my? 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13. Body: Would you? 14. Be my friend? 15. Keep a secret if i told you one? 16. Kiss me? 17. Go on a date with me? 18. Keep in touch? 19. Date me? 20. Have sex with me? Have you ever? 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to bite me? 24. Kept something important from me? 25. Wanted to cuddle with me? More. 26. Who are you? 27. Are we friends? 28. When and how did we meet? 29. Describe me in one word: 30. What was your first impression? 31. What reminds you of me? 32. If you could give me anything what would it be? 33. How well do you know me? 34. When's the last time you saw me? 35. Ever wa

If We Had Sex
If we Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time? 15.How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21

Is It Wrong?!?
I am getting married Sept. 29th and the closer and closer I get, the more scared i get, I love her, theres no question about that, but its scares the hell out of me. Its another life I'm responsible for, am I ready for that. I have asked her if she is sure about marrying me and she automatically thinks im getting "cold feet", i don't know, am I? I feel bad about it, I just don't know how to get rid of that feeling. Or am I just making to big of a deal about the whole damn thing. I don't know, who ever reads this, I would appreciate your comments

Zzzzzzzz
I was suddenly awoke by the sound of my bedroom door opening. I lay there silently, afraid to move. I wished that I had worn clothes to bed. I feel someone crawling onto the bed. Suddenly he grabbed my hair and jerked me up so I was on my hands and knees. He knelt behind me and with no fanfare at all, slammed his hardened cock deep into my pussy tunnel. I grunted from the sudden filing of my nearly dry fuck tube. His cock rasped back and forth within me as he grabbed my waist and jerked me against him ruthlessly. He slammed his hips against my wide open crotch again and again. His hands slid down around my titties and squeezed and squished them as he grunted above me. Instinctively I spread my legs further apart as he fucked into me. My cunthole quickly began lubricating as the excitement mounted within my confused body. His hips pummelled my behind with brutal, furious strokes that halfway sent me to my face into the mattress with the force. I could feel every square inch of his

So Theres This Girl
Well theres this georgeous girl that has the most amazing ways of making me smile more than i have ever smiled before. Shes honestly truly amazing. If you are reading this Babygurl i love you and hope u get better soon.Anyways all it takes ais a single word from her and im falling all over the place I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Something I Wrote...idk When
You fill my thoughts Permeate my brain Every breath I take Whispers your name I long for you For your voice Tickling my ear For your companionship Filling the void For your eyes So open and trusting I want you With me I could put you In a knapsack And you would Never Leave my side

Ehhh
The mayor here says he is disappointed with the amount of kids that didn't go to school the first day of school.3000 students did not come.hmmm...I wonder why.Could it be that the buses didn't pick them up?Have they thought about people that might not have their own transportation? I know for a fact my 3 yr old was not picked up for 3 days out of this week.I had to take him to school myself.I have transportation but what about the kids who don't?My 13 yr old takes the bus also.His bus came at 8:15 on Tuesday and 8:30 on Wednesday. It looks like the mayor needs to figure out what the real issue is here

God And All That
(its realllllly long..but A post I made on CT before loosing my other account...I figured it fit here) "God, protect me from your followers." Well, needless to say, it doesn't work, thereby providing concrete proof that God doesn't exist and that prayer doesn't work.(sarcasm) And those who have squeaked through the supernatural protective net have expressed psychosis, which proves that religion creates it. Some of the nutty messages received include the following. These comments are so generic and typical that they apply to basically any blind believer, with the emphasis on blind. • "Your time will come!" This remark could be taken two ways: The friendly interpretation is that someone is wishing me luck. The hateful interpretation is that I am being condemned to judgment by a monstrous god person. • "Eternity is a long time to be wrong!" All freethinkers have heard this retort, which is a more refined version of "You're going to hell!" This comment is p

Friends.
Some how while I am writing this a song magically pops into my head. "Find out who your friends are" I kinda forgot who sings it, but there is one make of it where he has Tim McGraw and Kenny Chesney singing with him. So today I had to work, like most days of the week and it was a sucky shift about 3 to 830. So due to labor being high and sales being low they sent me home. I sat around and talked with the scheduling manager about next week since for the majority of it I will be in the middle of nowhere. Then my phone rings and it was my Combichrist ring tone. This is special due to the fact that only my close friends get this ring tone. It was my friend Ace asking me if I was busy and I said no just got off from work. He asked me if I could pick up him and his friend Caleb. I said sure since I had nothing planned for tonight anyways except study for my final tomorrow. So I get to Caleb's house and they were like we need to take Caleb's drum kit or his stepfather may destroy i

Iphone Hacked!
NEW YORK - Armed with a soldering iron and a large supply of energy drinks, a slight, curly haired teenager has developed a way to make the iPhone, arguably the gadget of the year, available to a much wider audience. George Hotz of Glen Rock, N.J., spent his last summer before college figuring out how to "unlock" the iPhone, freeing it from being restricted to a single carrier, AT&T Inc. The procedure, which the 17-year-old posted on his blog Thursday, raises the possibility of a cottage industry springing up to buy iPhones, unlocking them and then selling them to people who don't want AT&T service or can't get it, particularly overseas. The phone, which combines an innovative touch-screen interface with the media-playing abilities of the iPod, is currently sold only in the U.S. An AP reporter was able to verify that an iPhone Hotz brought to the AP's headquarters on Friday was unlocked. Hotz placed the reporter's T-Mobile SIM card, a small chip that identifies a phone to t

Cat Fight In The Church Yard???
OK yall missed it tonight. I just about got in a fight with another mother at the kids practice. Some little brat purposely wiped BLOOD on my son's brand new $30 Hard Rock Cafe Shirt. If this little girl were mine she'd have a sore hiney right now. Yes she's a problem child. From what I understand other parents have had probs with her and her brother. Well what pissed me off is that she told her mother that I used the "F" word with her. Trust me people, as bad as I wanted to I would never use profanity with a child. Her mother was another story. If we wouldn't have been practicing in the church yard I would have let her have it. Let's just say she and her daughter were both put in their place and I don't think I'll be having anymore problems. This is my life people. I honestly think I'm a drama magnet.

Blink-182 - Well I Guess This Is Growing Up
It's alright / to tell me / what you think / about me I won't try / to argue / or hold it / against you I know that / you're leaving / you must have / your reasons The season / is calling / and your pictures / are falling down The steps that / I retrace / the sad look / on your face The timing / and structure / did you hear / he fucked her? A day late / a buck short / I'm writing / the report On losing / and failing / when I move / I'm flailing now And it's happened once again I'll turn to a friend Someone that understands And sees through the master plan But everybody's gone And I've been here for too long To face this on my own Well I guess this is growing up Well I guess this is growing up And maybe / I'll see you / at a movie / sneak preview You'll show up / and walk by / on the arm / of that guy And I'll smile / and you'll wave / we'll pretend / it's okay The charade / it won't last / when he's gone / I won't come back And it'll happen once again Y

Beef Tamale Hotdish
1 lb. ground beef 1 tbsp. shortening 1 lg. onion 1 clove garlic 1 med. can tamales 1 med. can creamed corn 1 (8 oz.) can tomato sauce 1 (4 oz.) can mushrooms 2 tsp. salt 1/2 tsp. pepper Cayenne pepper to taste 1/2 c. pitted ripe olives 1/4 c. grated Cheddar cheese Brown ground beef, shortening, onion and garlic until crumbly. Drain off fat. Cut tamales into 1 inch pieces. Add tamale pieces, corn, tomato sauce, mushrooms, salt and pepper to beef mixture. Season with cayenne pepper to taste. Bake in 2 1/2 quart casserole at 350 degrees for 1 hour. Top with olives and cheese; return to oven for 10 minutes.

Military Life, Pros And Cons
no one will prolly ever read this but i think its a good way to get my thoughts out.... sometimes i miss the military wife life. i miss the get togethers and the friends and SOME of the other wives. i miss the job secruity as well. BUT, i 100% do not miss the deployments, the fear of the phone ringing and peaking outta the window when someone knocks praying i dont see a uniform or a chaplin. i dont miss the few cheating, drama filled wives on base. there is more of the good faithful wives then the ones nick named "the U.S.S everyones had a turn" and i use too fill so bad for the guys married to them cause everyone all the way up the chain of command would know thier wife were thataway before the poor guy. some things that are an even trade, i miss the travel, moving and seeing new places, but at the same time we just bought a house and im loving be settled in one spot. i miss that pride of saying my ole man is mil but at the same time i have a different pride in saying my ol

My Lounge......the Grandest Daddy
Short and sweet ~ pretty, pretty please come joing my lounge? (Insert here big blue puppy dog eyes and pouty lips) Copy and paste this into your browser : http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=9473 Or just go into my page and enter to my lounge. Be sure to subscribe so you can keep coming back! Thanks bunches!!!!

Question For Vip
This is my first month using the VIP...just wondering when it re-news itself at the beginning of next month - do we get points another set of points? Also, I am going to be gone (fo really real...lol) within the hour and won't be home until pretty late tonight....I have 50 11's left - first to respond get's 'em ALL! On your mark....get set....GO! lol

My Only Solace...
Lift up a stone and you will find him, Cherish the beauty in the world around us Not in buildings or crosses made by man Judge me, fuck you, stop playing god, Your forked tongue prophecies, Carelessly caressing the wounds of the weak People like you should be crucified, Then maybe just maybe you would have an idea Of what you are talking about. My only solace is that one day, Judgment will come for the wicked, then we will see who burns Raise up your head, unclasp your hands, Your weakness makes me tremble True strength comes from within And we were given this life to live, Not exist under standards, set by some bullshit rule book What prayers of yours, were ever answered, by degrading others Spare me your biblical back peddling nonsense For the people that you've hurt, and the being your dishonor, Your fall from grace, will finally justify my means Judge me and now you are me and what's worse You are now a traitor to your god Tell me Judas, how does it feel t

Passion Released
At night I lay cozy in my bed, While images of you dance through my head. You are standing there naked for me to see. You are beautiful and vibrant, a total fantasy. You walk slowly towards me with that look in your eye. That wanting, haunting look that gets me so high. Come closer my love and closer still. I have a void I want you to fill. Reach out your hand and caress my face, Oh please, oh please pick up the pace. I want you so bad I could just scream or cry. Touch my neck, now my breast, now my thigh... I feel your hot breath upon my cool skin, I feel your hardness probing to get in. My body painfully aches for yours, I want you inside me... on all fours. Now enter my love, and feel this pure bliss, Fuck me, suck me, seal it with a kiss. Faster and deeper, now slow and then steady. I wanna make you climax, are you almost ready? Your breath and your moaning are growing strong, I realize now that it will not be long. I writhe my hips against you, just to teas

Another Hott Story
A Gift from Alex "I've been thinking about you all day." He read the message that had popped up on his screen and his mind began to wander. Alex was a mate of his but recently, she'd started flirting with him; flirting that was beginning to get to frankly outrageous levels. He wasn't sure how serious she was but she certainly wasn't holding back with the filth. As she continued to type, describing in graphic detail exactly what she'd done and with which toys whilst she thought of him, he felt his cock start to stir. And then... "So, want to come over and watch me play after work?" He'd had a hard day at work and all he really wanted was a pint and a chance to crash out but then, it wasn't the kind of offer he got every day. "I've got beer here." The message appeared on the screen. Alex knew him too well. "Why not then?" he typed, wondering what he was letting himself in for. He was late arriving at Alex's. She answered the door fully clothed; he'd been half-expecti

Beef Stroganoff
lb. top sirloin (cut in strips) 1/2 lb. sliced mushrooms 1 diced onion 1/2 cup sour cream 1 tbsp. beef bouillon 1/2 cup white wine Salt and pepper - to taste Pinch thyme 1/4 stick butter 1 tbsp. flour In saucepan, quickly brown meat in butter. Then remove meat from pan. Add the onions and mushrooms to pan and saute. Remove them also from pan. Deglaze pan with white wine and add beef base and seasonings with the flour to make sauce. Bring to a boil, reduce heat. Add meat, mushrooms and onions. Then sour cream and remove from heat. Serve over cooked noodles (or) rice.

Pork Chop 'n Potato Bake
6 pork chops Vegetable oil Season salt 1 can cream of celery soup 1/2 cup milk 1/2 cup sour cream 1/4 tsp. pepper 1 (24 oz.) pkg. frozen "Potatoes O'Brien" or hash browns, thawed 1 cup shredded Cheddar cheese 1 can French fried onions Brown pork chops in oil greased skillet. Sprinkle with seasoned salt and set aside. Combine soup, milk, sour cream, pepper and 1/2 teaspoon seasoned salt. Stir in potatoes, 1/2 cup cheese and 1/2 cup French fried onions. Spoon mixture into ungreased 9" x 13" dish. Arrange pork chops over potatoes. Bake covered in preheated 350º F oven for 40 minutes. Top with remaining cheese and onions. Bake uncovered 5 minutes longer. Serves 6.

Love In The Making
You touch my hand and my body goes weak, With sweet gentle motion, your Kiss meets my cheek, Your lips search for mine, so soft and so light, And flames of desire burst forth and ignite. Your arms wrap around me, you pull me so tight, My wanting and need, I can no longer fight, My body now quivering, with each move you make, With thrust for fulfillment, I tremble and shake. So gentle you are, as I bear you my soul, To have you completely, is my burning goal, Like poetry in motion we search and explore With desire still building, our passions both soar. With rhythm so perfect, each Kiss a delight, Our love in the making is a beautiful sight, Our passion frenzy climbs still, As we give up our all, with this need to fulfill. Hearts beating faster, no mountains to high, With fires now blazing, we soon touch the sky Our two souls entwining as we melt into one, And euphoreic elation has finally begun. Wondrous explosions bring moans, of pure joy to the day, Sat

Ahhh . . . Life
My son is all moved out now. I will miss him, lots. He will do good out on his own, he has proven that, he has been on his own for a while before. When I was his age, I was on my own, and it was a wonderful feeling, but then I am a very independent person. He is as well, and I feel that's not such a bad trait to pick up from me. At least he is just 45 mins away, and I can run see him. Ok, drive not run...lmao. It seems when your children leave home, that is when you see if any of the values you have tried to teach them has sunk in, and you see that they have watched you over the years, more so than listened. That can be a scary thought. Well, as you can tell, I am missing my boy, but hey, one thing I know for sure, he loves his Momma.

Sweetest Fu Contest
To all of you on my friends and family list. Please help Polo win the sweetest fu contest if you are not already commenting on someone in the contest. Polo is an awesome person and he will return the favor. Thanks to all in advance that help! Take care and God bless! Love always, Tanya

Meeting On Myspace--francesca
This story is about a woman I met in MySpace. We have always talked about how nice it would be to actually meet in person. I have changed her name for the story. Francesca and myself make plans to meet finally after several months of talking on the net. I arrive at the hotel first and decide that after the long drive there I will freshen up and climb into the shower. After only about 3 minutes I feel a pair of hands on my shoulders massaging them. Francesca turns me around and right away our lips lock together with a long and passionate kiss. As we are kissing my hands reach down to find her breasts her nipples already hard. I remove my mouth from hers and take a nipple in my mouth and releases a moan from her and she pushes my face deeper into her massive mounds telling me to bite her nipple, as she loves it that way. I squeeze both her breasts together so that I may get both her nipples in my mouth at the same time. This of course gets her moaning even louder. She finally

My First Threesome
Let me share with you the story of my first threesome. First of all, my girlfriend back then, Alex, loves sex and was always horny. She is 5'10" with very long legs and very well built, 34D, 24, and 36. I was better than average looking according too Alex but what really gets her going is the 8" long 3" thick cock she gets. Well on with the story. Alex wakes me up early this one morning as she is dripping wet and ready too ride! Alex rides me for a good 20 minutes and has three huge orgasms while we are doing multiple positions and Alex is getting pounded hard as she likes. Then she gets up and runs for the shower, as she will be late for work. So while waiting to use the bathroom I strip the bedding off because every time Alex comes she squirts and big time. Alex gets done with the bathroom and hurries out the door to work. As she is leaving I note that she is walking funny as I was really horny too and gave it too her good this morning. So Alex gets into work late and her co-wo

Nacho Supper
Serving: 4 to 6 Prep Time: 15 minutes Cook Time: 25 minutes Total Time: 30 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 tablespoon vegetable oil 1 lb ground beef 1 large onion, chopped 1 tsp seasoned salt 1/2 tsp ground cumin 2 (16-oz) can refried beans 1 package taco seasoning 2 cups shredded Monterey Jack cheese 1 can green chilies, chopped 1 cup shredded cheddar cheese 3/4 cup picante sauce Tortilla chips, for serving DIRECTIONS: 1. Brown the beef and onion in a large skillet over medium heat; drain. Add the seasoned salt and cumin and stir to combine. Set aside. 2. Combine the beans, taco seasoning and Monterey Jack cheese in a medium mixing bowl. 3. Spread the bean and cheese mixture in a 9-by-13-inch pan. Cover with the beef and onions. Follow with the green chilies, cheddar cheese and picante sauce. Bake at 400 degrees F for 20 to 25 minutes. Serve with tortilla chips. 4. Cook's notes: I use more grated cheddar, picante sauce and chilies -- we like it spicy, so we use hot p

Huevos Rancheros With Spicy Black Beans
This breakfast gives a great fresh send off to your family. Don't hesitate to serve this for a brunch, lunch, or dinner - it is fresh and spicy, and sure to be a new favorite. Serving: 3 Prep Time: 12 minutes Cook Time: 4 minutes Total Time: 16 minutes INGREDIENTS: 3 tablespoons peanut or canola oil 1/2 cup drained, diced canned tomatoes 1/2 cup commercial medium or hot tomato salsa One 19-ounce can black beans 3 flour tortillas, about 8 to 9 inches in diameter 2 tablespoons sliced pickled jalapeno peppers plus 1 tablespoon of the pickling juice, or 1 fresh jalapeno pepper and 1 tablespoon cider vinegar 1/2 small sweet onion such as a Vidalia 6 large eggs 6 sprigs cilantro 1 teaspoon chili powder Salt DIRECTIONS: 1)Put the oil in a large heavy skillet over medium-high heat. For the ranchero sauce, combine the tomatoes and salsa in a small saucepan over medium-low heat. 2)Reduce the heat under the skillet to medium and fry each tortilla for 1 minute on each

Kitty Litter Cake
Kitty Litter Cake 1 spice or German chocolate cake mix 1 white cake mix 2 large pkg vanilla instant pudding mix, prepared (I like Bird's® dessert mix) 1 large pkg vanilla sandwich cookies green food coloring 12 small Tootsie Rolls® 1 new kitty litter pan 1 new plastic kitty litter pan liner 1 new pooper scooper halloween recipes Prepare cake mixes and bake according to directions (any size pans). Prepare pudding mix and chill until ready to assemble. Crumble white sandwich cookies in small batches in food processor, scraping often. Set aside all but about 1/4 cup. To the 1/4 cup cookie crumbs, add a few drops green food coloring and mix until completely colored. When cakes are cooled to room temperature, crumble into a large bowl. Toss with half the remaining white cookie crumbs and the chilled pudding. Important: mix in just enough of the pudding to moisten it. You don't want it too soggy. Combine gently. Line a new, clean kitty litter box. Put the cake/

Masks
I write this today feeling a very intense pain...... and I finally realized, that as much as people run from pain, hide from pain, we all need pain to help us grow, to understand the world around us. I know this sounds odd, but the pain I feel now I know will give me knowledge later on. I have so many people in my life that live there lives with masks on, making them immune to pain, but causing pain themselves. Guess they are the lucky ones...........I could never find my mask....... well for anyone that reads this, thx for your time......

Vampires Pimpin
This pimpout is for someone that gives so much and asks nothing in return, someone that is always there even before you know you need her to be. This is someone we both hold dear to our vampire hearts. Someone who is a true friend in your DARKEST hour.RATE, FAN & ADD HER!YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY. :DLilBamaGirl~WRR Army@ fubarThis pimpout brought to you out of the darkness by:Nassy V4mpir3 Bitch FUBAR WIFE OF CARNAGE NSFW@ fubar&KDM@ fubar (repost of original by '† KDM †' on '2007-08-27 14:04:06') (repost of original by 'Nassy V4mpir3 Bitch FUBAR WIFE OF CARNAGE NSFW' on '2007-08-27 14:06:00')

Addiction
I just want to lose myself, If only for a moment, This passion that's inside, I can no longer control it, It's screaming out at me, With a voice tha is hoarse, Wanting to be unleashed, With unimaginable force, Let me forget who I am, And be what you need, I'll climb up on top, Or you can take the lead, Whisper to me, How you want me to please, I'll dress up for you, And crawl on my knees, Touching my body, You'll know that I'm wet, Fullfilling your fantasies, Like no girl you've met, Thrusting yourself, Deep into me, My muscles will tighten, So insationally, Screaming your name, And giving you that look, My body is shaking, From the pleasure it took, This is my drug, Its how I get high, You are all I need, Are you ready to supply?.

I Am Now A Stranger
Who am I anymore? Can anyone tell me? There isn't an open door To allow me to be free. Why am I a stanger, To you and to me? I fear my soul's in danger Will just be a memory. I feel my spirit slipping Into a place unknown. A place as black as night A place not of my own. I feel as though I am dying, Alittle more each day Dying from all of the lying, I wish you'd have to pay. Pay for all the pain For all the hurt pride For making my love be in vain And making me want to hide. I am losing myself, The person I used to be. I am now a stanger, A stanger even to me.

Hetto Spelling Bee
Subject: Ghetto Spellin' Bee This is Leroy's homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in a sentence . 1. Hotel - I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tel everybody. 2. Dictate - My girfriend say my dictate good. 3. Catacomb - I saw Don King at da fight the other night. Man, somebody get that catacomb. 4. Foreclose - If I pay alimony today, I got no money foreclose. 5. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 6. Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 7. Penis - I went to the doctors and he handed me a cup and said penis. 8. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "man, it look fake." He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel". 9. Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine. 10. Acoustic - When I was little, my uncle bought me acoustic and took me to the poolhall. 11. Iraq - When we got to t

It's Sinking In Now...
This is the first morning I've woken up and I wasn't crying. Although, I'm doing that at this particular moment but I'm trying to be optimistic. I know my brother wouldn't want me to be sad. But it's hard when I feel like a part of me died with him. It's devastating to finally accept that he's not coming back. I...don't really know what to do with myself. Everything's going in slow motion and I'm feeling every agonizing second of it.

Yes Jesus Shows Love To > Me To. All
Jesus does love me and shows me all love; and I do as He ask . I give word For thee to shed light on those who want to see ; His light thru scriptures here typed on my page ;TO find or in our Saviour,s word here on my page . and look in the bible and see it to , but know God loves you and ;there is a WAY TO BE SAVED ..WALK in His faith .. Awe what a great way .........its all good , love and The right way to truth everlasting eternally thru God,s word.. .. Thru Our Christ Amen!!HE GAVE US SALVATION THRU hIM!!!!PRAISE GOD ALMIGHT !!!tHE GREAT ONE .!!!!!!AMEN!!!!!

Note About Some Photo Albums
I decided to move some photos and change some of my photo album settings which were once viewable to everyone, now they're only viewable to FAMILY ONLY. I'm very picky when I accept people to my family list. If I send you a family request, you're of course not obligated to add me back, but that just means I think highly of you. (If I haven't done this yet, it doesn't necessarily mean I DON'T think highly of you, it most LIKELY means I just haven't gotten to it yet LOL) You're welcome to try adding me to yours, I may surprise you and add you to mine in return :) Just wanted to give a heads up in case anyone wonders where some of the albums disappeared to. I didn't delete any of them.

I Am Tired....
I am tired of the games, lies and vulgarities that I hear on a daily basis spewing from some of the people on here. It isn't enough to tell people anymore not to play with you because it seems to intice them more to do so. When you tell people not to lie to you it does no good because until you catch them in the lie you have no idea you are being lied to. Here recently so many people have not heard me when I say that I DO NOT share pix on yahoo or through email. They just assume that after a little bit of sweet talk that the story will change. I have some really good friends. One of which recently was hurt by a girl on here. And I told him last night that not everyone on here is fake. But when I logged in today all I saw was more fake and stupidity. The vulgarity has to stop. Respect me or get the fuck off of my friends list. Someone keeps reporting miscelaneous pictures as NSFW just to have my account deleted and I say more power to you. I am on the verge of doing it on my own. I am t

Mixed Blessings
I sit among my emotions, Feeling the pain and the joy. Not knowing which will take me over, Using me like a toy. Pain is a familiar feeling, Taking me under it's leather wings. Leading me towards a haven, At least, that is what it sings. Joy hides its' face, Only peeking out, quickly disappearing. To run and hide again, With pain only leering. The pain has won this day, I wish joy would make a stand. Step up and take me over, Take me by the hand. I am ready for the darkness, For this day to end, For joy to be my comfort. I don't want pain as my friend. ~~Darkness~~~

Free My Cries...
Free My Cries... whatever it is you're saying you might as well stop. I can't even hear it but I can I feel it. start walking turn your back on me. I’m used to it now everyone does it to me. and I hate the fact that I’m so sensitive. because I put up this front and no one notices the real me. no one knows who EYE am. no one WANTS to know. and I’m getting sick of it! sick of me. because I can't stop the act. it's a reflex. every now and then I can fight it. but there are things that no one knows. things I can't say. things I can't deal with. things that will go with me to my grave. frustrations so deep and so powerful that i no longer know what they are. and I can't cry anymore maybe I’ve cried too many tears. maybe I lost the right at some point during my life. and if that's the case I’m not even sure I know how to fight it. not sure I have enough strength left. there is just TOO much going on in my mi

A Llil Song I Wrote About Life I Have And Ppl In It
___________________Harsh words_______________________ You wanna put me down?, You wanna see me frown? Well this is the last time you'll ever see me around. I was true to you, I gave you my life on a plate, And all i got in return is a life thats full of hate. You once gave me everything and then took it all away, I thought i was your everything what more can i say?. And now i see the truth in you, Your hate it made me see, Deep down inside, what you really thought of me. Im a fuck up, a screw up nothing better than you, Well guess what bitch i got some news for you. Im a better person then you will ever be, and all you are is pissed your not, like, me. i tried and tried more and more everyday. all i got was put down so what can i say? (verse 2 ) All i know is that i grew up. And your just pissed that im not a screw up. Im not like you and i will never be, How could you want that fucked up life for me? Im better than you and i will allways be, So you can go to

Lyrics Of Epiphany By Staind....
Your word's to me just a whisper Your face is so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear 'Cause it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said So I speak to you in riddles Cause my words get in my way I smoke the whole thing to my head And feel it wash away 'Cause I can't take anymore of this I want to come apart Or dig myself a little hole Inside your precious heart 'Cause it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said I am nothing more than a little boy inside That cries out for attention Yet I always try to hide 'Cause I talk to you like children Though I don't know how I feel But I know I'll do the right thing If the right thing is revealed 'Cause it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said

When I Think Of You!! :d
The life we lead is not easy, The world around us makes me queasy. When I Think Of You!! Hang in there and I shall too, Around the world I would go, just to be with you. When I Think Of You!! The air I breathe is fresh and new, Something clean and moning dew, When I Think Of You. I stare at the computer day dreaming, With the hope of a new day, When I Think Of You!! I know I am no longer alone, You are one true friend, This I Know When I Think Of You!! ~HUGS & Kisses~

Sweet & Sour Pork
Prep & Cooking Time: 40 min. Yield: 3 servings Serving Size: 3.000 ounces 1 cup canned, low sodium chicken broth 1 cup canned pineapple chuncks, including liquid 7 ounces raw pork chops, top loin, boneless 2 medium sliced carrots 1 raw, pressed garlic clove 1 cup raw, chopped scallions, including stems 1 cup sliced sweet red bell pepper 1 cup red wine vinegar Directions: 1. Trim excess fat from pork, cut into chunck size pieces, set aside 2. In a bowl, mix vinegar, chicken broth, garlic and juice from canned pineapple 3. Using cooking spray, generously coat a fry pan, over medium heat add vinegar mixture, then pork. Sir frequently to be sure pork is covered with sauce 4. Increase heat to high, add remainder of ingredients and cook for 5-10 minutes, continually stirring 5. Reduce heat to low, allow to simmer. Before simmering, check for adequate juice, if not adequate, add 1/2 cup water and stir 6. Simmer for 10-15 minutes Nutrition Facts Per

Veal Cutlets With Sweet Peppers
Prep & Cooking Time: 45 min. Yield: 4 servings Serving Size: 3.000 ounces 1/8 tsp black pepper 1/4 tsp dried sage 1 Tbsp olive oil 2 cloves garlic, minced 1/2 cup sliced onions 1 large green pepper, cut into strips 1 large red pepper, cut into strips 1/4 cup dry white wine 4 veal cutlets (1 pound) about 1/4 inch thick Directions: Wrap veal cutlets in plastic wrap. On a cutting board pound the meat until 1/8-inch (.32 cm) thick. Remove wrap and cut veal into half-inch (1.3 cm) thick strips. Heat oil in a non-stick pan over medium-high heat . Add veal and brown on all sides, remove from pan. Reduce heat to medium. Add peppers, onions and garlic to pan and cook stirring occasionally until tender. Add veal back into pan with remaining ingredients. Cook, stirring occasionally for 20 minutes over medium heat until tender. If needed, add one or two tablespoons (15 to 30 ml) of water while cooking. Nutrition Facts Per 3.000 ounces Total Calories: 242 Carbohydrates:

Peanut Butter - Banana Cookies
Prep & Cooking Time: 30 min. Yield: 28 servings Serving Size: 1.000 cookie 1 large egg 1/2 cup mashed ripe banana (1 banana) 1/2 cup crunchy peanut butter 1/2 tsp baking powder 1/2 tsp baking soda 1/2 cup packed brown sugar 1/2 cup granulated sugar 1-1/4 cup all-purpose flour Directions: Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (180 degrees C). Spray baking sheet with non-stick cooking spray. In a large bowl, combine egg, peanut butter, banana, and sugars. Mix with an electric mixer until smooth. Add flour, baking soda, and baking powder and continue to mix until well blended. With a small spoon, scoop out batter and place on baking sheet aproximately 2 inches (5 cm) apart and bake for 10 to 14 minutes until lightly brown. Remove and transfer cookies to a wire cooling rack. Nutrition Facts Per 1.000 cookie Total Calories: 79 Carbohydrates: 13.17 g Total Fat: 2.40 g Protein: 1.75 g Sat Fat: 0.46 g Fiber: 0.51 g Cholesterol: 2 mg So

...confused...
Some days you seem so close like you stand right before me But then the next day you seem so far like each other we can't see, Each day is like a roller coaster with my stomach turning upside down You stand there looking but yet you don't utter a sound, I feel so confused and my heart is being torn at its seams And every night that I sleep you seem to linger in my dreams, Every time I look at you I forget all my thoughts And right then and there it's you that my heart has sought, Every time I hope it turns into something bad So for right now I'll stop thinking And maybe things won't end up sad