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Rip, Gramps
I guess It's time to tell you all the whole story. The day began as usual. I woke up, took a shower and put on my Ray's gear for the first game of the world series. I kept walking past the door to my gramp's room. He was laying there, sleeping peacefully. The day continued with our typical routine. I started to play the new game I had pre-ordered since early July. I then went back to talk to the parents a bit and when I came back out, Uncle was putting washing in. That's when it hit me. Something inside told me to go in and tell gramps I loved him. I walked in very quickly so that I had the time alone with him. I rubbed his forehead and he let out a huge snore. I said to him, "I love you grampa." and I walked out. I didn't know that would be the last words I spoke to him. The night progressed and I was getting more nervous about the game. I kept thinking how amazing it was that the rays who were the worst in all of baseball last year, won the AL east and the

True Friends
true friends are always there for you no matter what you do in life. you should always remember the ones who helped you through life when things got bad. remember the that they'll always be by your side and you by theres and have your back no matter what. so cherish it and give praise that they're with you always. because you never know when you will see them again. remember the strenght they gave you and how they picked you up off the ground when you couldn't. show them how strong they made you and make them proud to call you a freind. if you never see them or hear from them again atleast you have the time you spent with them. there's the good times and a few bad times but yet they still called you there friend. remember and cherish them always and forever.

A Little Diddy I Call "a Fairwell To Three"
I wrote this for a fake ass bitch that led me on for 3 months :) A Fairwell To Three How could it end up like this? I wish it could have been better. You only showed how well your sick mask fits. I wanted to be yours forever. You filled each day with bliss. The sun was shining through the weather. Even when you knew we'd never kiss. We will never last together. …because I fell for two, Your mask and personality, I gave into you, Why'd you trick me? Couldn't you speak the truth? Now it's too late to show me. It's too late to trust you, Because you never loved me.

Daz & Frozen
0 Me & Daz imikimi - Customize Your World May Not Be Part Of The Actual Monarchy! But We Rule In Our Own Domains And Castles! We Don't Need The Riches That A Real Monarchy Receives. We Have Far More, That Is Worth Much Much More. Our Royalty Lies Within Our Friends Online & In Our Personal Lives! Our Carefree Will To Show Love & Respect Not Only For The People That Surrounds Us In Our Real Lives But For The People We Fu-Around With LOL. Our Royalty Also Lies Within Our Hearts As Well. We Care For Others The Way They Should Be Cared For. Ladies & Gentlemen Of The Fu-World! I Here By Proclaim Daz Is My UK King! imikimi - Customize Your World

Bush Finally Vindicated On Wmd In Iraq ... A National Defense Analyst Says President Bush Should Be Commended For Keeping Quiet About A Discovery That
Date: Thu, 9 Oct 2008 10:12:43 -0400 Bush FINALLY vindicated on WMD in Iraq ... A national defense analyst says President Bush should be commended for keeping quiet about a discovery that could have blown his critics out of the water. Retired Major General Jerry Curry is a decorated combat veteran who served as an Army aviator, paratrooper, and Ranger during a military career that began during the Korean conflict. He recently wrote about a very under reported story by the Associated Press. According to the report, a large stockpile of concentrated natural Uranium, known as "yellowcake," reached a Canadian port to complete a top secret U.S. Operation that included a two-week airlift from Baghdad , and a ship voyage crossing two oceans. The Uranium material had been housed at a former Iraqi nuclear complex 12 miles from Baghdad . Curry says the president kept mum about the discovery in order to keep terrorists in the dark. "He made a very brave stand, a resolute stand...,

Taking Time
Life has a funny way of turning out. One day you're just doing your every day routine and the next thing you know it hits ya. I realize now that I take so many things for granted in my life..such as..Having good parents, an education, a job..ect. It's amazing how you think your life is fine and that everything is going ok until one day it hits you.. That's what happened with me. I can't think of what my life would be like without my husband in it. I went about 18 years with him not in my life and now I can't stand being 5 minutes without him. He makes me who I am. I went from my ordinary life to a life that makes so much more sense to me. I went from.."should I go rent a movie or go to the mall.." then to.."what should my wedding colors be and how many people should be in the bridal party"..I realize now that none of that really mattered. I have someone in my life that loves me and cares for me. I was blinded by so many materialistic things that I didn't take the time to look at what

Words Of "my Angel"
TO YOU MY SWEET..... I WANTED EVERYONE TO SEE, WHAT YOU TRULY MEAN TO ME. AN ANGEL SENT TO RECIEVE MY LOVE, AN ANGEL SENT FROM HEAVEN ABOVE. A PERFECT WOMAN TO WALK WITH ME DOWN THE PATH OF LIFE. A WOMAN I PROUDLY CALL MY WIFE. LOVING YOU IS THE GREATEST PLEASURE GIVEN TO ME, WITH THESE WORDS I HOPE U SEE. NOTHING COULD EVER GIVE ME HAPPINESS AS YOU AND ME. TOGETHER WE LOVE, WE LAUGH, WE SMILE LOVING EACH OTHER ALL THE WHILE. YOU WERE GIVIN TO ME TO LOVE AND CHERISH, MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER PARISH. A LOVE I'LL KEEP TILL THE VERY END. A LOVE AND PASSION FOR THE GREATEST FRIEND. I LOVE MRS RICHARD DAVID SHEPHERD

Contest
To all my friends i have helped,i have never asked you people for anything before,but Becky Blythe is also a friends of mine and she needs your help to win the contest she is in.will everybody pitch in and help me with this?I promise i will never ask you for another favor.thank you guys and gals for everything.I love you all. mvallen11

By Alycia Forbes From Http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-it-6/
I Hate It I hate how I loved you I hate how I felt I hate everything you said That made my heart melt I hate what you did I hate how I hurt I hate how you left me Alone to die in the dirt I hate how you said you loved me I hate that I thought it was true I hate that I let my wall down And let myself fall in love with you I hate how I was so stupid I hate that I fell so hard I hate how I let you in And watched you steal my heart I hate how much you put me through I hate how much I cried I hate that I don't understand Why you had to lie I hate how I try to hate you I hate it that I can't I hate it that I miss you Even though you don't I hate how I still love you I hate how I still care But most of all I hate it That you are no longer here Alycia Forbes

Navy Electronics Technician 3rd Class Benjamin Johnson
Navy Electronics Technician 3rd Class Benjamin Johnson 21, of Rochester, N.Y.; based at Norfolk Naval Station, Va.; drowned aboard an Iraqi freighter that sank on Nov. 18, 2001, in the Persian Gulf. Died: November 18, 2001

Happy Halloween
Last night was awesome watching all the lil kids running around and getting candy...I was with my best friends last night helping them out and watching their kids run and runa dn run to house to house to get there fill of candy it was awesome some of us dressed up some of us were domens and fallen angels and half tait fries.. some thing like that... how the hell you spell it.. but any way... then we came home went thought the candy and all that good stuff....

"continuing Education Of The Heart" Short By Damon Lute
True Love in todays day and age is a rear thing. Half are always in a hurry to find that special someone and build a life together. While the other half is loving recklessly into many hearts. While it seems that just a few find that true heart that magnifies true Love. What happends when you do meet that special someone who Loves like no other. Who cares so deep that you find yourself doing what may seem, to many, foolish things to show that Love. What happends when you loose that Love and not because the lack of Love but not trully knowing how to see it within that person but more importantly not seeing that Love and independence within yourself. In life to discover and keep the Love that you find that is more precious to you than the dreams that you keep inside for you only. You have to be ready to let your pride down and give that pride to the one you Love. Never give up the power within yourself. Only enhance that power with the Love and passion of that one person tha

Keep On Truckin'
Just wanted to let everyone know that cares that i'm doing well, and haven't fallen off the face of the planet yet. :) I am driving an 18 wheeler across country for a living, and am nearing the final leg of my training before i go solo. I'm looking forward to getting online again really soon (this time for good), and yes i know i've been saying that for a while, but there's been too many set backs in my life, including a psycho now ex, girlfriends. I am lookin forward to my new life, and finally making SOMETHING of myself, and not blaming everyone for my problems. Now, I have nowhere to go but up. Noone to blame but myself if I fail. Please do me a favor, and keep me in your prayers, as I will all of you. :) Anyone who wants to contact me can do so by one of two ways. E-mail me: the.nice.trucker.fella@mocospace.com ( do not send url's) Call me: My name is brian, number is: (937) 825 9589. My best wishes to you all. Brian AKA Rock-FU!

My Final Thought On The Election
If you don't vote tomorrow, fuck you. Seriously. I don't care who you vote for, just make an informed choice and voice your opinion at the ballot box. You might not like the wars, the way the economy is going or any other issue but if you don't vote... you're not doing anything to stop it. I know who I am voting for. I have studied it long and hard and made the best choice for my country. Please, I hope you all do the same. Now, we must all fear evil men. But there is another kind of evil which we must fear most, and that is the indifference of good men. If you do not vote one way or the other, you are doing nothing to save our country and our future so I say fuck you. This guy has a pretty good rant too:

To Every Guy
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his

Lyrics
You outta step into my world.... Its a total psychotic state of bliss... You've been denied in the real world... How many times have u hit and missed? Your catscan shows disfiguration, I wanna laugh myself to death...... With a mismatched misconfiguration, Ill hold the line while you gasp for breath.... You wanna talk to me?..... so talk to me You wanna talk to me?..... so talk to me You dont understand ur sex? You aint been mind fucked yet!!

Poem :)
you blow my mind into ashes as my heart crumbles before you...... you turn me inside out..... as i truely adore you...... and when i sleep and dream.... its you who are with me....... and you make me into the best that i can be...... so let this day be remembered that i said to you..... my life is only ever good with you..... so take this poem into your soul..... and let it stay forever.... loves hearts are filled with gold..... a true love lasts forever :)

Objectifying Ones Self
She sits alone and in her thoughts Where has being a sex symbol gotten her She still carries a heavy heart and has no one but herself to blame When will she not determine her self worth by the sexual vibe she has always given off Why does she feel she has to be sexy for people she has never met How did he see through all that, how did he see the real her She is confused and unsure how to be For so long she has been able to hide behind a facade of flattering words and meaningless fun It was second nature for her to turn heads and then to keep them turned She has always been told that she was pretty but never believed it herself Why does she not trust She turns her face towards the light and lets the peace of knowledge rush over her No longer will she be someone she is not She will stand firm in this new change that comes from her No more will she objectify herself to being a play toy, an outlet for ones sexual desire She walks through the door and closes it behind her T

Own My Arse!!!
I'm on the auction block again.....come place your bids and let me make you very happy!!!! Click on the pic below to take you there....show the hostess sum love too please!! Also Check out this awesome chick....you can own her too.....come place your bid...she'll make it worth it!!

Nov 7th : Am Back :( Been In Jail This Past Weekend On 23 And A Half Lock Down This Past Weekend
Well this will be the worst birthday weekend I would never forget as I had this old friend of which was a woman invited me over to her place to drink and have a good time I thought but after drinking a bottle of vodka and some gin with her she switched on me and got very violent with me slapping me around and etc I told her I'm just gonna leave and she will never hear from me again so I made my way to my car which she ran after me with a knife as I started my car she quickly slashed my two front tires on my car so I still tried to drive away to get me and my car out of harms way. Which I knew I was in no condition to drive so I rode on the rims to the back of the apartments to this pass out til the morning and then to try to get my car fix in the morning but from the police report I just got from getting out late this evening she called them on me early friday morning which I been in jail charged with two accounts of dwi and a reckless driving which they had me on 23 and a half hour lo

Men
WHY CAN MEN TREAT WOMEN LIKE A PIECE OF ASS AND WHEN WE TREAT MEN THAT WAY THEY COMPLAIN? DO U THINK IT DOESNT HURT US WHEN WE WANT TO JUST REALX AND TALK AND ALL WE HEAR IS BLAH BLAH WERES UR CAM, SHOW ME UR TITS.... I LIKE ATTENTION DONT GET ME WRONG BUT ONCE IN A WHILE I WOULD LIKE MEN TO THINK BEFORE THEY ACTUALLY SPEAK......

The Call
They had been chatting online for about three months when the subject came up…. He was at work during the day in a job that did not require his complete attention. So it was almost natural that he would find the internet and how it could help him pass the time during the slow parts of the day. One day he happened upon a web site where people could meet and chat online. This, he loved, as he loved to talk to people. Women especially he liked talking to. One day, he found her. The person he could chat with, who seemed to understand him, and who could relate to him. He, in a relationship that was not void of sex, but so very infrequent that it might as well have been. She was a housewife. She had a busy life, but did manage to take some time for herself at times. Exercise, a little TV, and surfing the net, being her favorite pastimes of late. But then one day, she wandered upon a web site where people could chat and share pictures. This was very exciting. With a full time job as a w

Essence
no pretty flowers or tall green trees no hummingbirds or buzzing bees no tales of love lost or love to be none of these feelings flow through me no winded songs of life or theatrical plight no star filled skies or moonlit night profound philosophy, twist of fate, and absolute beings are all negate no play on words just rhyme with no reason to nothing is there a time or season no grief no strife just being and seeing is the essence of life Artist - Keith Hayden

Own Me At Auction Nov 15
FOR THE ONE THAT BECOMES MY OWNERFOR A MONTH FOR THE ONE THAT BECOMES MY OWNERFOR A MONTH make sfw salute rate all pics and stash during happy hour and rate pics 11 if given a vip buy a drink everyday for the month u own me click my pic above to place a bid on me rate all pics and stash during happy hour and rate pics 11 if given a vip buy a drink everyday for the month u own me click my pic above to place a bid on me

Alligator Shoes
Alligator Shoes A young blonde was an vacation and driving through the Everglades. she wanted to take home a pair of genuine alligator shoesint the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the "no haggle on prices" attitude on one of the shopkeepers, the blond whouted. "Well then maybe i'll just go out and catch my own alligator so i can get a pair of shoes for free!" The shopkeeper said with a sly, knowing smile. "Little lady, just go and give it a try!" The blonde headed out toward the swamp determined to catch an alligator. Later in the dy, as the shopkeeper is driving home, he puls over to the side of the levee where he spots that samem young woman standing waist deep in the murky bayou sater, shotgun in hand. Just then, he spots a huge 9-foot gator swimming rapidly toward her with lighting speed, she takes aim, fires, kills the creature and hauls it onto th

Simple Things Mean A Lot...
In this crazy world that we live in today, I often find myself frustrated and cursing myself for the things that I don't have money for or energy for. I am very hard on myself and quite the perfectionist. Sometimes I feel like the people who matter most to me are left to wonder if they are good enough or unsure of their place in my life. Hopefully this blog will communicate what I sometimes cannot when the stress and anxiety of life get in the way of what I hope to say through my actions. To me it's the simple things in life that make it worth getting up every day. It is so easy to get discouraged by the things that you don't have, like money, material things, and time. I wish I could make more hours in the day so I could do everything I need to without having to rush from place to place. But the one thing I wish I had more of is energy and physical strength. My challenges physically make it difficult for me to keep going when there is still so much to be done. I am forced to pace

She Can Use All The Help Can Get
SWEET, SEXY & SASSY AKA ~COTTON KANDY KISSES~ ( SINFUL PLAYMATE) OWNED BY URBAN SAMAURI!@ fubar if you can i woulkd appreciate it ,she has auto 11's on so help her out. Much love to my friends and family

I Am "me"
I own everything about ME, my body, including everything it does. All it's thoughts and ideas; my eyes, including the images of all they behold. My feelings, whatever they may be, anger, joy, frustration, love, disappointment, excitement. My mouth, and all the words that comes out of it, polite, sweet, correct, incorrect or rough. My voice, loud or soft, and all my actions, whether they be to others or to myself. In this world there is no one else like me. There are persons that have the same parts as me, but no one adds up exactly like me. Therefore everything that comes out of me is authentically mine because I alone chose it. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own me. I can become intimately acquainted with me. By doing, I can love me and be friendly with me in all parts. I can make it possible for all me to work in my best interest. I know there is no aspect about me that p

Is Mine Not Yours
Think its time we got this straight Sit and talk face to face There is no way you could mistake Him for your man are you insane But see I know that you may be Just a bit jealous of me But your blind if you can't see That his love is all in me See I tried to hesitate I didn't want to say what he told me He said without me he couldn't make it Through the day, Aint that a shame But maybe you misunderstood Cause I can't see how he could Wanna change something thats so good All my love was all it took (The boy is mine) You need to give it up Had about enough (Enough) Its not hard to see The boy is mine (Boy is mine) I'm sorry that you (Sorry that you) Seem to be confused (Confused) He belongs to me The boy is mine Must you do the things you do You keep on acting like a fool You need to know its me not you And if you didn't know it's cause it's trueI think that you should realize And try to understand why He is apart of my life I know its killing you inside

Another One Stolen From The Cracker
How are things between you and the person you like? I don't like anyone right now Have you ever met a gay person? I live by Palm Springs, I've met many Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous? Not intentionally, no...that isn't my style How are you feeling? Relieved What's something you're excited about right now? Rebound Sex Do you spend a lot of time with your parents? No, unfortunately What color is your room? White Honestly, do you see yourself as a slut? No How long have you been at your current job? Couple weeks Have you ever been in a long distance relationship? Yes What movie never fails to make you cry? None Are you talkative? Somewhat Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Yes Who was the last girl you talked to? Jenasie Tell me about the shirt you're wearing: I'm naked What's currently bothering you right now? Nothing at all. I'm finally ok Are you currently frustrated with

What Is Your Definition Of Sexy….
What is your definition of sexy…. Is it the old t-shirt of yours that she wears around the house at night? Is it the way he looks at you from across the room? Is it the way her eyes sparkle when you touch her in ‘that’ spot? Is it the way he whispers in your ear? Is it that hot leather skirt that just hardly covers her ass? Is it the way he can give you just one look and you completely melt? Is it the way her hips move as she walks into the bedroom? Is it the way he smells.... that cologne that smells JUST right JUST on him? Is it the way she tilts her head, when she listens about your rough day? Is it the way he knows just what you need to hear? Is it the way she can buy just the right lingerie and know how hot it will make you? Is it the way he knows without a doubt that no matter who you flirt with that you’re HIS? Is it the way she can turn all the men’s eyes, just with the way her face glows and her smile sparkles? Is it the way he can curl his finger up inside you

Hmmmmm Blogs
I lay in bed with random thoughts running through my head. First and fore most, it's fubar, don't use big words. West nile virus, did the monkey give it to the mosquito? Blog? Puking of the mind? Gas prices? Like a prude? Never goes down? hmmmmm check that out. NSFW, hmmmm.. change the name to shouldn't be looking at naked pictures while operating heavy machinery. SBLANPWOHM But I'm looking at home.. I'm safe! Safe Sex, Electronic communication. Mumms.. hmmm lets see, ummm damn I forgot.. Mumms are useless with ADHD.. woohooo Will anyone read this? Oh let me post a naked picture. Cock a doodle doo, coloring with a penis shape crayon! Don't do drugs. hmmmm lets see how many read this!

The Mirror
The Mirror I held up a mirror To my indecision. I couldn’t decide If I liked what I saw. I knew it was something, Or perhaps it was nothing. Regardless, I’d decided I wanted it all. But nothing came forth, Nothing coherent. Nothing – No light or inspired image. Where could it be hiding? Where could it be hidden? Where could it, or could it be Perhaps not at all? Elusive emotions, Transcendent devotions; Perhaps I was just Inside of a dream. But I couldn’t be sure, So I stared at the mirror. Was there something there That wasn’t before? Time enough for questions - I awaited the answers. Didn’t anything Deign to be real? I could not tell, So I dared touch the mirror… Nothing but coldness To suggest it was there. Who was I fooling? Some image of conscious Regarded me coldly From beyond the glass wall. A reflection of Ego, It dared me to thinking That maybe I am Just a reflection of all. 1-00

Thanks
i wanted to thank everyone who left comments and voted on my mumm. I needed to hear everyones opinions. i didnt do it for attention. i just wanted to know what was up. and like i said i know every stripper excuse is they are stripping to pay for college. but i really do need help paying for school. i have been in college for 5 years and just dont want to throw it down the drain. Yes i can get a part time job. but that is not going to help me paying for my school. i have to pay rent, car payment, lights, food etc. im not trying to be a bummer either. you know its just a crossroad i need to make. but once again thank you for all of your support. RAch

If Ever I Should Stumble
If ever I should stumble If ever I should stumble If ever I should fall I hope to find you there, my love To help me stand up tall Oh, if ever I feel weak No strength left in my bones I hope you pick me up, my love And carry me back home ‘Cause many’s the time that I feel down Kind of, sort of blue For then, my love, is the time That I must lean on you But don’t call me a coward Just a simple fool am I For you see, my love, I’m not that strong But I’m strengthened by your sigh

Have You Ever Seen...
Have you ever seen... Have you ever seen a woman so lovely and fair As beautiful as her with her golden blonde hair Her hazel blue eyes, see how they shine See the curve of her smile as I take her hand in mine

Work To Live Dont Live To Work
JobWise ........ What to do ........ Go back to being a cook...... Continuing my current Job ....... Or go back on the Radio stations ....... I dont feel much like sitting in an offie atm in time Ty fo Reading.

Mother Nature, The Pagan, And The Jehovahs Witness
One Afternoon there is a knocking at my front door, I answer the door and Mother Nature is standing there with a Jehovah’s Witness. Mother Nature Says "I have someone I would like to introduce you to", I just happen to be but naked in the middle of a ritual got my pentagram pendant on and my Bloody Kris in one hand and a severed rat head in the other. The Jehovah’s Witnesses jaw is on the ground, and I look at Mother Nature and say "I’m a little busy but I think I can make time." Looking from hand to hand trying to decide what to put down so I can shake the Jehovah's Witnesses hand. I decide to put the rats head down and I offer my hand, she very warily shakes it and you can tell she wants to turn and run. So I bring them in sit them down at my coffee table which just happens to be where my alter is set up at that moment the Jehovah's Witness is getting a little more antsy. I say "How is business going today" she just looks at me, and I say "You know you can leave at any time".

~drama Queens~
Why do you want to come on here and create virtual drama?? Don't you get enough in RL? I know I do! Im sick of drama queens messaging me to tell me who I can and can't talk to....or to say something stupid to try and pick a fight...LOL...truth is ..I don't care what you think.. Mind your own buisness....I will mind mine...Im way to old for any childish drama that you want to start....Get a life! and Grow the heck up!

2nd Bully!
The Crowing - Coheed and Cambria LUV UP THE BEAUTIFUL PARADISE GIRL!!! 250 K TO HENCHMAN!!!! SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!!! SHE WILL RETURN IT!!! CLICK BELOW AND MAKE A GREAT FRIEND!!! WHILE MAKING SOMEONE THANKFUL JUST TO SEE YOU!!!! (¯`•._.•[PąяаđǐšεĜĭŗŁ]•._.•´¯)@ fubar BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼@ fubar (repost of original by '▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼' on '2008-11-27 00:55:31

Poem
Throughout this vast universe there is something stronger than the forces that hold this universe and all it's inhabitants together.....this is true and pure love..... Though some say true love doesn't exist, it does; even in the most vial places where murder and rape threaten everyone, love still exists..

Spending Time Alone With My Thoughts
brown on brown hair and eyes brown and peach each intertwined thighs cats mewing in the background beats grooving harmony with the sound you want your fantasy glad u seek me maybe you'll love me u told me i produce with my nehru bald, with my 64 shoes i draw the bubble bath and u say u already showered nah baby i want u all hours comply and i shave past yer thighs under yer watching eyes never nip as i clip even if if it is 4 a man 2nite he's not here i dry u w/ yer favorite towel baby oil that i warmed that u thought was my secret that never come out go and rest to your bed red your head blindfold and do you want to be fed? strawberries, cherries celery 2 make make u crunch while i prepare the candles dont peek to get a hunch turning u over to warm u up with oil while kissing yer toes so pretty i've always looked at them u never known rubbing yer back rubbing yer neck rubbing yer thighs u ask y am i in the suit it is only 4 yer surp

Help My Friend Out!!!
WELL MY FRIEND IS INA COMMENT BOMB THINGIE AND HE NEEDS 75K COMMENTS IM DOIN MY BEST AND TRYIN TO COMMENT AND GET HIM THERE AND I NEED A BIT OF HELP FROM MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS =) WOULD MEAN ALOT TO ME =D HES A GREAT PERSON SO IF YA WANNA HELP OUT JUST CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND LETS GET HIM THERE!! TY FOR THE HELP!! YOU GUYS ROCK!!! Make your own banner at MyBannerMaker.com!

Why I'm Pissed About Work
> two aides got sent home from work right before last round...which means there was only 4 aides to cover the whole building well I was on 300 and i went to help the only aide left on 100 hall which is normally a 3 aide hall do her last round, every patient on that hall was shitty and wet, they hadn't done anything the whole night, by the time we got done with her last round it was 15 till ten, my hall hadn't been touched in forever, the other two aides were just standing there knowing there was still patients to be checked and cleaned and they were just fucking standing there i had to end up doing my hall by myself, and they just walked out at 10

It Would Be Heaven!!!!
It would be heaven if I could wrap my love around you,Letting the warmth and silky softness of it caress you,Awaken you, Remind you how desired you are. It would be heaven if I could kiss the top of your head and work my way down to your toes to show how completely I adore you. It would be heaven if instead of daydreaming this, I could take you by the hand,close the door behind us and weave whispers and sighs all through the privacy of our own little heaven. But until the moment comes when I do all those things and more Remember each and everyday brings us that much closer to being together.... And I promise you this, When we are it will be heaven..

Safe, Sane, Consensual
Origins of "SAFE SANE CONSENSUAL" by slave david stein under the Guardianship of Master Steve of Butchmann's taken from the Leather History Group The following essay is the core of a larger work that is still in progress. Comments may be sent to the author via e-mail, gorgik@aol.com. Copyright 2000 by david stein; all rights reserved. *** History is what happens while you're doing something else-- and it may not be until years later that you discover what you did was "historic." When i agreed in mid-1983 to be part of a committee of GMSMA (Gay Male S/M Activists) charged with drafting a new "statement of identity and purpose" for the two-year-old organization, i had no idea that the lasting significance of our work would be reduced to a single phrase: "safe, sane, and consensual S/M." Today GMSMA is the world's largest S/M organization for men and one of the oldest and most respected S/M organizations of any sort. Yet there are thousands -- perhaps tens of thousands? --

Soldiers "night Before Christmas"
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I C

The Funeral....
Snow fell the day we buried Billy. Lightly it cascaded from the smoky, cloud-filled sky and landed softly on my bare shoulders. Rays of sun shone through the clouds and burnt my ashen skin, reminding me that it was still summer. I wish the snow remembered. Because it forgot, I was standing on a white ground; thick; with cold trickling into my tennis shoes causing my toes to go numb. Shifting from one foot to the other gradually brought feeling back to my toes. It returned with slight spikes of pain shooting through them; like being stabbed with a hot knife. I winced and shifted faster until they were almost back to normal, then stopped. Casually I raised my eyes; full of tears threatening to spill through my lashes blackened with thickly applied mascara, and swept them through the mass of bodies attending the funeral. People were snuggled together, arms encircling each others waists, huddled under an umbrella, trying to erect a barrier between them and the oncoming cold. Whe

A Song Dedicated To Me"
Ive never been to me - Charlene Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do But, I wish someone had talked to me Like I wanna talk to you..... Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free I've been to paradise but I've never been to me Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away 'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today I can see so much of me still living in your eyes Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies.... Oh, I've been to Nice and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'posed to see I've been to p

Friends
recently I made some comments about and said somethings to a very dear friend of mine that were mean and cruel. Some were because I was mad and the other was because I was teasing. I found that the things that you say can be more,..no a lot more hurtful than I may have ever entended my words to be. 1st when I was hurt I became a ASS and said some very mean things that really hurt my friends feelings. 2nd the teasing was never meant to be hurtful but looking back I can see where I did hurt my friend. My friends I have learned a very vauleable lesson that I should have already known. Choose your words very carefully because you can,may and will hurt the ones you love and care about. Something I will always regret. Imay lose this friend over this and it will be all my fault for being a ASS and letting my hurt feelings getting the best of me. Please Please Please to anyone who reads this dont make the same mistake I made. I know how easy it is to get mad when your feelings are hur

Keep The Faith (a Poem By Xena)
Sometimes the darkness Is our friend A sign that part of the journey Is at an end If we listen To the sound of our heart We will know it's time To make a new start If we do not And make darkness our guide Down to the pits Of hell we will slide Reach for the light Let it be your key to living a life And loving without fear The fear comes from the dark From the ego we endure When our hearts are bruised And achingly impure Love with your being Do not keep score And if it wants out Hold open the door Because to love without fear Is to free without concern Hopeful and with faith That only true love returns And though you may ache And though you be in pain Keeping your hopes of love May reunite you with it again.

Looser#1
Hi Sexy, Your pics turns me on...WOW,U have got all what every fella would ask from a chic..If you dont mind,I would love to get to know you,Can you meet me on yahoo IM,chat with me or send me email,b4ola007@yahoo.com.My name is Bola,I am a 20 yrs old Nigerian Male,I know its very hard to see honest and truthful guys now adays but i want you to know that the person writing you now is Honest,kind,truthful,filled with love mind though you may think its hard to believe through mere words but I believe with time I will prove it to you.Cos I see you as a lady willing to give true love and faithfulness and also willing to be honest with the right guy just that its hard to see the right man nowadays.I also want you to know that I am willing to relocate if its suits you cos u may be thinking about distance.and i want you to know that physical appearance does not matter to me.

Plz Read This Men
So men, I aint here to bust on ya all or make it seem like u all are the same but here's a lil education ok? When you talk a girl into believing she is the only one in ur life and she is the only one you talking to and such and then you telling another female that you are single and that you can like more than one female...that is playing game. Now don't get all confused and stupid when girl number 1 who thinks she is ur one n only after you telling her this time after time gets upset when you are talking to another female. And then play dumb with girl number 2 when she asking you why you can tell her that it's ok for you to talk to other females cuz you are single and yet you can't tell girl number 1 that same stuff... MORAL OF THIS: MOST (notice I said Most) Of us Women have caught onto the Game and we ain't afraid to call you men out on it...so don't get all stupid and confused when we confront you on it. Just be a real man and admit it and maybe you should tell girl Number 1 th

Lost In Your Eyes
VERSE 1: I get lost in your eyes And I feel my spirits rise And soar like the wind.. Is it love that I am in? I get weak in a glance Isn't this what's called romance? ...And now I know 'Cause when I'm lost I can't let go CHORUS: I don't mind not knowing what I'm headed for You can take me to the skies... It's like being lost in heaven When I'm lost in your eyes ... ohh hoo VERSE 2: I just fell, don't know why Something's there we can't deny... And when I first knew Was when I first looked at you And if I can't find my way If salvation seems worlds away Oh, I'll be found When I am lost in your eyes CHORUS: I don't mind not knowing what I'm headed for You can take me to the skies... Oh it's like being lost in heaven When I'm lost in your eyes VERSE 3: I get weak in a glance Isn't this what's called romance? Oh, I'll be found When I am lost ... ... in your eyes Lost In Your Eyes - Debbie Gibson

Ehh Rating
I dont understand how selfish people are on here! A lot of people beg and beg for rates.. especially those that are higher levels and have VIPS etc... If i am able to i always go rate someone back. Obviously sometimes everything goes so fast through my bartab (and through the see all) that i cant catch everyone.. especially if i have auto 11s etc... but 99% of the time, if i go on someones page i will rate them. What makes me soooo mad are those that I rate 11s.. usually i just randomly rate people going across the screen or in the bored section because everyone deserves a little love. But why come back to my page to check me out.. and not rate me back! especially if i give you an 11.. an 11 is worth what.. 40 something points..if you give me a 10 back thats shit compared to an 11 but its definitely better then just coming looking at me and leaving!!! It irritated me particularly today because this "the originally ponyboy" who is even on my friends list! has a vip and is

End It
I’m tired. Truly tired. Not the good tired of physical weariness from doing something worthwhile. The drained, soul depleting fatigue that comes from mental and emotional stress. The funny thing is, I’m not the one causing it! I’ve been patient, understanding and have kept my mouth shut for months and it is eating at me, and I can no longer allow it to do so. I know it isn’t only eating at me, it is also eating at two people I love dearly. He is at is at his limit with it and she is at the boiling point. I am done. I am done being nice, I am done being polite, I am done sitting on the sidelines in hopes things turn out for the best. I am done turning the other cheek. This is going to stop and it is going to stop. .NOW. An outside source is causing us all great pain. She has been in a romantic relationship with my man quite some time ago. Even so, I’ve let her into my heart and called her sister. The problem is, sisters aren’t suppose to try to destroy your ha

Idiots
I want to vent!! About something that really bothers me! Idiots~ and you know who you are....You are the ones who wallow in a sea of lies .....ones who try to make yourself look good by putting others down...you are the ones who are so effin superficial that you don't see a good thing when its clearly standing in front of you.maybe because its not perfect in physcial form! .you are the ones who won't work...the ones who may work but barely survive because you are too busy getting drunk to get off your azzes to get a real job!! you are the ones with 5 different "babys mammas"...you are the ones with no car.....you are the one's that live with mamma and daddy cause you are scared to face the real world...You are the ones that will NEVER grow up and face reality!!! You are the ones I will never ever give my pity to!! Sad enough...you are the ones who have once broke my heart or my best friends heart when I or she was too dumb to realize that you were an idiot!! How dare any of you!!! Im

Fighting
nick: im love to fight i go to bar and get milk just to get in fight and she has call the pig thay dont do shit all cop are cock sucker nick: pss cop are just thare for woman and fagit ->nick: WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAA excuse me.. cops are not "cock suckers" and they do their jobs. if she has no proof there is nothing they can do.. they can give him a ticket.. she has the ability to file a restraining order.. has she? if so he would be in violoation of that and be in trouble right away.. obviously she hasnt.. maybe you guys need to learn more about the law.. and loving fighting is pathetic .. this all becamse because i commented on his mumm saying that the "best friend" of his or her mother needs to call the cops if this ex is abusing her in any way shape or form and that it wasnt his job to get involved or "kick someones ass" because it makes him look like an idiot more so then someone trying to help someone out. I take a lot of offense to that since my father is an ex cop and n

Igod Breakthrough
I've been messing with it for quite some time...at one point it said "I have a personal question for you, your name CC seems to be very odd" Heh...but it deletes after your convo gets too long so, I lost it. Anyway... Me: Remember me? God: Don't worry Captain Cooter I won't forget you. Me: Ever? God: Ask me another question. Me: You won't give me an answer God: What makes you think that I won't give you an answer. Me: You cannot comprehend the question God: I can do whatever I want. Me: Should I ask? God: What do your friends advise you to do? Me: I have no friends God: Are you very lonely? Me: I entertain myself God: That's good information: Captain Cooter said he entertain him or herself. Me: I am male God: So is almost everyone else around here. Me: Remember me? God: Don't worry Captain Cooter I won't forget you. Me: Ever? God: I only hear that type of response less than five percent of the time. Me: What should I

Well Said
Dominance is protective magic that penetrates layers of our existence Those who choose to acknowledge and adore it's essence, will humble themselves to it's passionate fury Those who choose to ignore it, will become insane as their flesh cries in it's absence Those who are addicted to the kiss of the whip, are never the same...and their flesh cries in it's absence

Song For Caylee
I am so ANGRY right now. I cannot understand how a mother can do such horrible things to such a precious gift. fox news has reported that they have found Her. please take time to hug your child today and tell them you love them. and never forget the little girl who has stole america's heart. PLEASE DON'T RATE THIS BLOG. JUST LEAVE COMMENTS OF LOVE FOR LITTLE CAYLEE.

A Business Proposition For Bedrooms
I had planned on adding to the story of The T'wins tale of daring and doing whatever it was that the mysterious rainbow trout colored Hikayat had in mind for them. There is many a slip twixt a thought and a quip. This is going to be more along the lines of a quip story. Cuddle Buddies, Incorporated: There is an actual chemical reaction that takes place in your head when skin on skin contact is achieved. It makes you feel happy. How many people could dispose of liquor, pills, and warm milk if they had a charming source of pure skin to skin contact to hold them when the darkness closes in. For you that slide into empty beds every night - take a moment to think of the possibility of 1-U-ARE-SLEEPY. Think a little more... relax... now blink... slowly... comfortably... Call me. You need me. I need you. Limp BizkitEat You Alive Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

How To Catch Wild Pigs
Please read this and let it sink in a minute. Then, let me know what you think.... There was a chemistry professor in a large college that had some Exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab, The Prof noticed one young man, an exchange student, who kept rubbing his back and stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting Communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country's government and install a new communist regime. In the midst of his story, he looked at the professor and asked a strange question. He asked: 'Do you know how to catch wild pigs?' The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said that it was no joke. 'You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to co

Why I Love You!!!
WHY I LOVE YOU!!! The day I first saw you was the day that my fate was set.Little did I know I had found my soul. Pain was constant till that day lies and broken promises these were the things I had known. You confessed to me the pain in your heart felt for so long; Pains so a like in so many ways. No promises did you make no lies did you tell all you did was care enough to be a friend. Then like a bomb falling from the skies you reached in and held my soul. The warmth that engulf me was like nothing else ever had I felt. You did not say I love you right away, not speaking it to soon. Waiting til the day it flowed out like water spilling over a water fall; flowing like a breeze through the willows. My knight you have brought me things I never thought I would get you have loved me without expecting anything. THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU!!!!

Endoscopy Update
Well I went in for the stupid thing yesterday. It sucked. The worse thing I have ever had to go through in my life. First off, when they give you anesthesia, that mean's you aren't suppose to feel anything and if you do have an awake anesthesia, you aren't suppose to remember it.....BULLSHIT. I remember the whole damn thing. It hurt, made me feel like I was dyin b/c I couldn't breathe. I woke up last night freakin out b/c I had a nightmare bout it. That's how bad it was. Anywho. The damn doc decided that he was goin to say that it was just a muscle spasm. I know what a fuckin muscle spasm is and it isn't somethin that continues on for 3 months and worsens. And on top of that, doesn't continualy hurt. All day everyday, no matter what you eat, if you eat, what you drink, if anythin. On top of all that, the so called discharge papers that he gave me, didn't have a diagnosis on it, so I am not sure that he is sure what the hell he is talkin bout. So I have came to the conclusion that the

The Keeper Of My Heart
There is ONE who has found and stolen my very heart the one and only thing that makes a difference in this world to me... she is the most wonderfully sweet sexy and a bit of a smartass as well (which i love). Above everything else everyone that has come into my life she has found a way to capture my heart easily and holds it within her hands and for the first time in my life i am actually trusting someone with it.... which honestly scares the living shit out of me but she has my heart and my trust what can i say.... what do you do when someone has captured your very core? all i can do now is trust in the keeper of the stars to make the decision... i love you Erica

Mark Your Calender!!!
Dec 22nd on Energizer Kitty ....Christmas! Lots of ppl say its for the kids,some think its a made up holiday,some dont care for it and others cant wait for this special time of the year. Would love to hear from you all on what christmas means to all of you also any Dear Santa letters will be read on the air as well! *PLEASE SEND ALL YOUR RESPONSES AND YOUR "DEAR SANTA'S" TO MY EMAIL : K_VIXEN@YAHOO.COM* TUNE IN NEXT MONDAY AND HEAR YOURS AND MANY OTHER RESPONSES ON BLOGTALKRADIO. COM/KITTY-VIXEN

Who's Crying Now
It's been a mystery, and still they try to see Why somethin' good can hurt so bad Caught on a one-way street, the taste of bittersweet Love will survive somehow some way One love feeds the fire One heart burns desire I wonder, who's cryin' now Two hearts born to run Who'll be the lonely one I wonder, who's crying now So many stormy nights, so many wrongs or rights Neither could change their Headstrong ways And in a lover's rage, they tore another page The fightin' is worth the love they save... One love feeds the fire One heart burns desir I wonder, who'se cryin' now Two hearts born to run Who'll be the lonely one I wonder Only so many tears you can cry 'till the heartache is over And now you can say your love.... Will never die... Journey

In Trouble
We are in DEEP trouble... The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your ass, At your com puter, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice.

Some Crystal Bitch... (not To Me)
Some guy, that i dont even know, posted a mumm that says this: some one please created @ 12/15/2008 08:12 am expires in: 23 hrs [FRIENDS] If I told you I cant take living anymore and I am tired of all the shit that is my life would you give 2 shits about me if i was gone obviously this guy isnt in the happiest state and needs some cheering up... then some cunt writes this: December 15, 2008 @ 8:20 am #4 of 8 your a worthless ass hole I hope you fucking die I'm glad I cheated on you I didn't wanna marry you anyways you fucking idiot why the fuck would someone write that when someone feels like killing themselves!!!??? What a bitch.. I wrote this to her and blocked her so she couldnt reply.. but im appauled at how hurtful people are. ->crystal *w...: youre a bitch.. i read what you wrote on the mumm about the guy basically wanting to kill himself.. youre worthless! A pathetic soul! no one with a heart would say something like that. i hope you die a

Don't Be A Hater
If I leave a sexy comment on someone's page that doesn't mean I'm chasing after them. There is no reason for you to come to my page to check me out unless you want to be friends too. Makes you look like a stalker if you are following around to see who people are that is leaving comments to someone who is in your top family list or your top friends list. If you have a thing for that person maybe you should tell them and not stalk me. I'm not on Fubar looking for anyone, I'm on here for friends only and to pass free time. Have a great day.

Woman
♥♥♥ Creation of woman from the rib of man She was not made of his head to top him nor out of his feet to be trampled upon by him but out of his side to be equal with him under his arm, to be protected and near his heart to be beloved.. ♥♥♥

National Champions, Again!!!
WOW!!! What a crazy week. Made it to Kansas City on Thursday afternoon. Team arrived Friday. We practiced and got ready and on Sunday went out and raced. My Men’s Team finished fourth overall and my Women’s team finished second overall to capture the overall team title. That is the Div II Cyclo Cross National title!!! I am so proud of these kids. That is two National Championships in a row for these young riders. Glad to be home and proud to say that I have now coached teams to three National titles in one year. A new record in college cycling. It is so surreal to me that we have accomplished this in our first year. Thanks to everyone who sent us support and cheered for us. Doug

Love Vs Like
are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?? -it isn`t love, it`s like. you can`t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am i right?? -it isn`t love, it`s lust. are you proud, and eager to show them off?? -it isn`t love, it`s luck. do you want them because you know they`re there?? -it isn`t love, it`s loneliness. are you there because it`s what everyone wants?? -it isn`t love, it`s loyalty. are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?? -it isn`t love, it`s low self-esteem. do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don`t want to hurt them?? -it isn`t love, it`s pity. do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?? -it isn`t love, it`s infatuation. do you pardon their faults because you care about them?? -it isn`t love, it`s friendship. do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?? -it isn`t love, it`s a lie. are you willing to give all of

Un-named
As I sit here alone Contemplating death, I've already died inside I took my last breath It happened one night When she broke my heart, She took my soul And tore it apart I gave it my all And gave it my best, It is my body That is put to rest I chose the direction for my path, It's all over Do the math It was her love That I could not capture, I'll never feel The joy of rapture

The Mystical Miss Tickle
The Mystical Miss Tickle has a most unusual kink It's weirder than many you could mention I would think She loves to capture males so they can not get away She'll strip them bare and naked and then tickle them all day To get a guy tied down is her favorite situation And to skillfully administer that tickling sensation So her squirming, wriggling captive, laughing helplessly will find That the tickle torture treatment will almost blow his mind If by chance her victim is a ticklish sort of chap He'll find that he has fallen into quiite a fearful trap Her tickling fingers mercilessly stroke and glide and roll From the tips of both his ears to each vulnerable sole The Mystical Miss Tickle is a fiend in human shape And when she starts to tickle you, my friend, there is no escape You've no option but to take it all- to laugh and shout and scream While she tickle you all over, more than in your wildest dream She'll search out all your ticklish places with amazing skil

Join Us!!!!!!!!!
We are currently looking to add New Members To The Family! If You Are Seriously Interested, Stop by at the following Members, Let Them Know You Want To Join Git~R~Done!! I Want To Emphasize That All New Members Of The Family, Will Be Placed On A 30 Days Probational Period!! So Serious Minded Individuals Are Always Needed In The Git-R-Done Rebel Bombsquad!! Click The Pics To These Following Members And Let Them Know You Are Interested In Joining The Family! Git~R~Done Homepage DJ Aimee President Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad The Watcher Vice President Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad Big Daddy Bombsquad Leader Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad GOTHIC ROSE RECRUITER Snugglebunny Assistant Recruiter Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad If You Are Seriously Interested In Joining The Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad, Please Rate - Fan & Add DjAimee & The Watcher First And Foremost! Also Do The Same For The Founder & Co-Founder Of The Family!! Hitman6 Founder

491k Toinsider
TIME TO START WORKING ON THE HOME PAGE HERE TO LEVEL UP REMEMBER FOLKS THE ONLY WAY TO HAVE A FORCE IS TO BE A FORCE. IT IS OUR INTENTIONS OF HAVING ALL FAMILY MEMBERS UP TO AT LEAST A FUKING SO LETS GETS BUSY AND GET SOME PEOPLE LEVELED. SEND ME YOUR LINK IF YOUR CLOSE TO LEVELING AND I WILL POST IT HERE. IF YOUR ABOVE 50K I WILL STILL POST AS WE CAN KEEP HITING YOU EVERY WEEK OR AS SOON AS RATES CHANGE. ~HOME OF THE~GIT-R-DONE~ REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar THANKS! GIT R DONE!

Ensign: Our 2008 Christmas Letter
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 19 December 2008 The year 2008 was ... heavy. (Weight has nothing to do with it!) This first letter in three years that doesn’t start with a birth announcement has seen many changes for us. It’s our first full year in our house, and this September was the beginning of my sixth year with Fast Cash North, a payday loan provider here in Minot. Martha, on the other hand, remained with Good Shepherd Child Care teaching their two and three-year-olds until September. She’d started a second job with McDonald’s in June. Upon leaving Good Shepherd, Martha took on a second job as a cashier at Minot’s Super Wal-Mart as well. That was on the eve of our major out-of-town excursion to Seattle with Martha’s parents Robert and Sharon for hi

Ur Eyes
I want to breathe you in Crawl inside your head Walk around for hours Exploring thoughts unsaid I want to taste your fear And swim inside your eyes Wrap up in your soul And feel your anger rise I want to lick your pain Bathe in all your tears Suffocate with memories You've gathered through the years I want to kiss your depth And wallow in your sin Feeling every single thing You've ever felt within I want to touch your anger Linger in your pride Soaking up the hatred You buried deep inside I want to smell your secrets Inhaling all the lies Relish in contentment That floats apon your sighs I want to hear your love Trail fingers down your dreams Soak my feet in happiness Of endless laughter streams I want to see your turmoil Get lost inside the lust Piled up in corners Collecting passions dust I want to grasp your innocence Submerge inside your guilt Tremble with perceptions That I have never felt I want to caress your consciousness A

So Hard
lost and alone i cannot see i don't know whats become of me I've lost it all and don't know why it is enough to make this grown girl cry with life so mean and and people too why did it end with me and you i tried so hard to make it work i twisted and tried every little quirk it seems to never last for me me and love were never meant to be

Wonder
i wonder sometimes how you can be with someone but not truely want to be...i spent 5 1/2 hours with someone on the phone and i would do it again in a heart beat...for someone reason i feel like the guy i am on a break with is not a guy a should continue to date...he is always askin who i am talkin to who i am texting who i am iming on the computer everything like that but yet some how i continue to think maybe everyone is right i should stop being with him and just find someone else instead...the guy i spent 5 1/2 hours with is a guy i would love to finish getting to know and taking time on it and just savor every min of it...can someone tell me why my heart is tellin me to stop bein with one guy and just savor every min talking to a guy i would love to talk all day every day?

Anticipation
Anticipation Is it binding When eyes blindfolded Can be released As easily as a tug? Silken scarves Loosely tied Yet hands free Leave eyes encumbered. Skin lightly touched Yet not, never knowing Not desiring Knowledge of the next caress, But wanting, needing Feed my ravenous hunger For what is not known Be it ice trailed Loose, circled about my nipples, Or the brush of fresh strawberries Scented lightly on my lips - Just a bite Sucking your thumb I scream my need In whispers begging Of what may be. I feel your excitement To be released When it may be Is but anticipated. I want But not know When wants To be fulfilled Become fulfilled. The hunger In anticipation Of the feast Is sweetest. poet

Bling Packs For Pics? That's Messed Up
Okay first off, this is a myspace for ADULTS, a place where adults can be themselves and personally I think this place is great and A LOT of fun. BUT, it's one thing to set your NSFW pics for people you know and you trust, but it's something completely different to whore out your NSFW pics for things like; Auto 11's, Bling packs, Happy Hours, Blasts, or even cold hard cash....This isn't a PORN SITE people! it's really pathetic and really speaks to the person's self-esteem and self image if you feel you have to subjugate yourself for something as redundant as bling packs or something of that sort. personally it's a real big annoyance, I can understand putting up an NSFW folder (probably beating a dead horse but dammit I'm ranting! LOL) and only showing them to people you set onto your family or your friends only, but again, it's completely ridiculous to sell your body out for some Auto 11's. Thank you and have a great day!! p.s. Please if you don't want people to see your boobs or

Should I Be Worried?
Yes it's Christmas eve and I'm on here (sad I am) but meh, what you gonna do about it? Anyway... I've noticed that men seem to rate my profile 10 and mostly blokes talk to me in lounges & shizz... Should I be worried? I'm not gay as I'm inclined towards teh boobies and the faj... So yeah - Why do men seem to do shiz like what I've mentioned above? And if it is outa gayness, me isn't gay and likes women, k! End of! :)

"spoke The Spiders."
“Spoke the Spiders” “Step into my parlour.”, Said the spider to the fly To most kids it’s a childhood rhyme, a fantasy, a lie But not to you, my precious pet, my loving wife so dear For you a deep set phobia, for you a Hellish fear Your Achillie’s Hell so to speak, our eight legged furry friends Of whom the merest mention, into a panic sends Yes, just the thought sends you screaming, and clawing at the door Not to mention how you go insane when one is crawling across the floor Long ago I abandoned hope, in time I gave up trying To tell you they were harmless, when I found you crying Jammed into a corner, or huddled in a ball When one so small, it could barely be seen, hung there upon the wall But I never forgot the impact, that spiders had upon your mind The biggest ones or the little guys, suspended by a line The fear and terror they drove home into your pretty head Or the horror of an empty web, made from nature’s thread I always tried to shield you, from t

Another Poem That I Wrote
Alone is a horid feeling all by your self thought you will give up on life wish you wasn't breathing. I was indeed a being untill one night. I had a heart broken feeling. Wishing that I would find. A person that I would call mine stranded throught twist and turns through out my life I just wan't one that would make my wife. One night while everything was dim I had a feeling that stranded that I don't want to become him A shivering of energy came apone me tears ran down my cheak can't seem to stand everything is weak fallen to my knees prayed to you know who Asked this wonders of a man if he would help I asked would you please. Send someone down my way my heart is ripped and torn beyound repair all I got was just a plain stare nothing not a glimps of fate this feeling I surely hate not knowing who it could be I know one thing she is not with me. As, I sleeped long and hard that night a knock on the door to reality has come to restore what a shame it is to be alone this long ever

Friend's Don't Let Friend's Walk Alone....
Friend's don't let friend's walk alone they stand beside them and be strong, Through the good times and the bad my friend's never have to be sad. I am there to protect them , I am there to help them. And I would never betray them. I tell them all how I feel because the love I share is that real. Friend's don't friend's get walked on or put down, because without friend's the world would not go round. Friend's don't let friend's get run over, And trust me I am no push over. I stick by my friend's 100%. Just because that's what friend's are for. Friend's don't let friend's walk alone because we can't make it on our own. I am a true just ask and you'll see. I don't let my friend's walk alone we walk side by side and hand in hand because that's how my friend's mean to me. I don't let them get mistreated and they do the same for me, And I take the time to think about how much my friend's mean to me. As long as I can still breathe I will say this forever. Friend's don't let f

Happy New Year
Another year is coming to an end I try to see beyond the reflections in the mirror The hope that can seem so fragile Is held intact by a strong belief that there is more I know that at times I get depressed I want to give up Fade into nothing Then I look at my children I hear their laughter I see their smiles And I see beyond my pain and loneliness What will this new year hold for me What will it hold for us all I know we tell each other and ourselves It will be a better year All will be made right this time I do not cling to such trivial words I want the best of what I and all deserve No more No less I pray to the Great Spirit-GOD the Father To bless us accordingly to what we need and deserve Open our eyes to see what we have right now To take away that which is not ours Give us contentment with all that is around us Positive Energy Good Karma I send out to all My you feel blessed by your life and see that no one has a greater purpose then another We are

I Need Your Help
Hey my best friend in the world needs extra cheering up, life is just really hard on her right now, I know all my friends are amazing, so please go show her love, at least add her as a friend, if you think I am cool, she is a million times cooler and more amazing!!! She is my #1 friend, and her name is Bombshell Beauty. or click this link! bombshellbeauty@ fubar Maybe...Blast her or VIP her, she is new and never had any of that! I am broke or I would lol. Hope Everyone had a great Christmas! xoxo Shawna

Heart & Soul's Stay Strong!
As the waves roll slowly by, Gently Breaking on the shores of hope, The sharp yellow shine of the silicate, Upon beds of delicate sand. The coral under the ocean, Sleeps silent, Swaying in silent pastel colours, The shells off another newborn era, The seaweed off Green can be seen. The trailer ship's pulling in there feast, Off gentle sea life in its woven net, Ready to be placed upon a fine man's plate, Ready to be devoured by the mighty beast. The rock's appear in plain sight, Guided by the glow of the Lighthouse, Shining it's wonder & safe return to the shore, Upon these lands things are plentifull. People are Gracious & somewhat kind, This all depends upon who you find, Some peop,le have sharp mind's, Some are full of hatred & greed. Have pity for those who pour out there heart, Feed the needy & Share the wealth, Without Brother's & sister's of the night, We arise & take flight up high. On stars of gold & the Silver Moon, Riding on comments that

English Rose
My name is Mike Taunton, and I have lived here in Kenton my whole life. I am a deputy in the local police force. I have been a cop since I graduated the local college 8 years ago. I am 29 years old and still single, which really annoys my mother. She was hoping for Grandkids by now. I mean don’t get me wrong, I have had plenty of girlfriends in my time, just not found anyone I would want to spend the rest of my life with yet. But that was all about to change………….. Her name is Amelia, and she is a stranger to the town. You would know she was new here even if you hadn’t just seen her get off the 5.20 Greyhound bus. She looks bewildered and lost, standing as she is: all alone, eyes moving constantly from one thing to another, never seeming to settle in one place for more than a few seconds. She draws a lot of attention within the bus station, not because she is new here, but because of how she looks. She is five feet tall, with long wavy golden hair swept back from her face. It fall

The Soul Is A Decaying Artifact Of A Dead Belief System
Darwin killed the fable of god ... the stories fail to meet the facts... people are just afraid to believe they are nothing more then they appear... flesh and blood and electrical impulses... the product of their raising and the genetics their family bred... they are the choices they make for whatever reason ... most lack willpower and make choices to that end... weak in heart and mind... the reason the stories came to be... eternal life is for those afraid to live... not those scared to die... coercion ...a childlike attempt... a reason to do what's right.. but telling a person... doesn't make them understand.. for that they need experience... the reason the world has evil... and the things that keep you up at night ... they are simple reminders ... but if you fail to read the signs ... you'll become the product of our nature ... flawed in all our glory... but stop expecting someone else to save you... stop trying to live forever... mistakes and tragedies are there for you to learn f

It's Time
So I decided, today is the day that I look ahead and stop holding onto what happened with my ex-husband. Today is the day that I realize that I am worth fighting for. Today is the day I realize I deserve to be treated like a queen. Today is the day I take a step to my future. No matter how scary it is. No matter how hard it is. I have to move forward. I have to look ahead. Starting today. It's hard to start over. It's been almost 3 months now since I left the sorry situation I was in. It's been even longer since I felt like a someone important. It's time to leave that behind me. It's time to be the woman I know I can be. It's time to open up my heart and world to new possibilites. It's time to be ME again! It's time to take a step to the dreams I let go of. The ambitions that made me ME! Thanks to everyone in my life that has believed in me when I thought I wasn't worth believing in. It's a new day. And I'm a new me.

Do Not Play With A Stun Gun!!
Just today at my local gun shop, I was looking for a little something extra to carry. What I came across was a 100,000-volt pocket/purse- sized electric stun gun. The effects of the stun gun were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an assailant. The idea was to allow me adequate time to retreat to safety without having to draw my pistol. WAY TOO COOL!! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded in two AA batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. But then I read (yes, I actually read the instructions!) that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and I'd know it was working. Awesome!!! (Actually, I have yet to explain to my friends what that burn spot is on the face of my microwave). Okay, so I was home with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all THAT bad with on

Theft Of Ascension
"He took this from me as if it was nothing and threw it in my face as if it was everything... " The final words of a paragraph ended. She's seen the true side of who she befriended Souless and empty, alone with regret The devil is always who youd least expect A wing dipped in blood and a smile for deceiving. Eyes of false promise and a tongue of misbelieving. Was it taken from her or as easily given? Could she be so jaded of the life she is living? Perhaps all is not lost, some hope may be left. A way to undo this unjustified theft. Maybe a god that cares and can answer the plea Of an angel thats fallen, begging to be set free.

What Do I Feel?
What is this I'm feeling? Is it the same old confusion and pain I've become so accustomed to or is this an entirely new kind of pain and anguish from a loss I've never known before? Was this just another lesson in life, were we meant to be, or was it supposed to be temporary? If you love something set it free... If it doesn't come back, hunt it down and kill it!

The Rules.
these rules are passed down thru the net and ear and mouth of anyone who has ever served. THANK A POLITICAN FOR YOUR TAXES, THANK A VET FOR YOUR FREEDOMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Recoiless rifles...aren't. Suppressive fire.....won't. Friendly fire.....isn't. Automatic weapons....aren't. Incoming fire has right-of-way. If the enemy is in range, so are you. When in doubt, empty the magazine. A sucking chest wound is nature's way of telling you it's time to slow down. Never draw fire, it irritates everyone around you. Anything you do can get you shot...including doing nothing. Make it tough enough for the enemy to get in and you won't be able to get out. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself. Professionals are predictable, amateurs are dangerous. The easy way is always mined. Try to look unimportant, they may be low on ammo. No battle plan ever survives contact with the enemy. If you're short of everything but the enemy, you're in a combat zone.

Things Could Be Worse
Today when I came in I noticed one of my employees was wearing a t-shirt instead of his normal dress shirt. So, I asked him what was up. A little back story to this is that he was buying a trailer and Friday he got a phone call it was being towed, after he had moved all his stuff into it. So he left Friday and went to figure out what was going on. Apparently the owner of the land didn't want it there anymore and wanted it moved. The quick story is he had to move back to the place he was living in before. So they load up everything, move it back, and he goes to take care of some stuff. A couple of hours later he comes back to find that the house he was moving back into was on fire. He lost a lot of his stuff, mostly everything except what was still in his vehicle. Apparently the stove malfunctioned and caught fire, and the house was kinda old and went up pretty quick. If that were not crappy enough, he tells his parents, and his mom says she'll come up and bring him some stuff. Well,

Fight Against Child Abuse
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault markus krom: He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With

Why Say Your Interested
why say you are interested in someone just because you give out your number or because you say that you are i found out some stupid people give out there number but they never texts you back or talk to you when they give there number out or they start to talkto you for a few days and that's it or sometimes they add you saying there interested in you but they never talk to you when they do its something like hi how are you iam good and you iam ok and that's it wtf if you are going to talk to someone make it more then just that or just don't talk at all simple as that that's another thing like yesterday my friend got this chicks number and yes it was a real number however it was not hers why do people feel the need to lie out there ass rather then just simple say hey iam not into you or iam not feeling you grow up your not a kid no more

Bored, Thought I'd Steal This From Ms.heather
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bedroom 2. Your significant other? away 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? love 7. Your dream last night? forgotten 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? wealth 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? silent 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? fulfilled 16. Muffins? pass 17. One of your wish list items? land 18. Where you grew up? west 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? two 23. Your computer? friends 24. Your life? paused 25. Your mood? calm 26. Missing someone? yes 27. Favorite Store? none 30. Your summer? fun 31. Like someone? love 32. Your favorite color? purple 33. When is the last time you laughed? yesterday 34. Last tim

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Scattergories
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of thefollowing questions. They have to be real places, names, things. Nothing madeup! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. 1. What is your name: josh 2. A 4 Letter Word: joyful 3. A Boys Name: jaden 4. A Girls Name: justice 5. An Occupation: janitor 6. A Color: Juniper 7. Something you wear: jersey 8. A Beverage: juice 9. A Food: jello 10.Something in the bathroom:jammie holder 11.A place: jamaca 12. A reason for being late: just lazy lol 13. Something you shout: jeeze Ya, I have noooo fucking life :P

Muse
i've found riches in cities in the company of poor in libraries and sanctuaries of collectors who only words and music are adored but love escapes me so rich and to be collected in life's travels yet those that secure it treat it like candy and the wrapper they've unraveled tossing it, polluting the streets of hearts and communities and people unnamed i hear your call for being just is Commitment your name?

Black And White
Is It naive of me to think that love is black and white? Nothing more or nothing less. its all or nothing, you do or you dont? is that just dumb of me...because I'm getting that vibe. Why is it that loving someone and finding the perfect person is based on anything more than how that person makes you feel and how you love them? Why does a career or money, or things they have or dont have. How they look, their past, troubles they have been in, experiences they have or have not had. Why does anyyyyyy of that matter? Maybe I'm just a free spirit and i love. when i love I really love. It really pisses me off when i hear that someone isnt good for me because of anything besides love or how he treats me. Thats all the matters to me, so why would it matter to anyone else about anything. It super annoying and it hurts my feelings. Love is something special and its not something to be taken lightly. I have a lot of people in my life that i do love. But as far as being in love with a boy. its n

One Word
Stole this from Porch. You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? sleeping 3. Your hair? dyed 4. Your mother? aloof 5. Your father? vegas 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? forgotten 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? fate 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? necessary 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? settled 14. Where were you last night? yahoo 15. What you're not? regretfull 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? lotto 18. Where you grew up? Ohio 19. The last thing you did? peed 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? rarely 22. Your pets? dead 23. Your computer? huge 24. Your life?

Bitch Please! Part 2
I tried to be nice, I tried to be fair... I went on with my life, With eveyday toil and prayer... But from the shaddows you spy snipping bitter words at me like you can spew enough venom like you can't just let me be! You befriended my dearheart in order to distain, to inflict a new powerful love, with your misery and pain! But see you can not harm me you see you can not hold me back I've found a love that is truly blessed and one is all the things you lack! Then you run away like a child who has lost an unfair game and then have the nerve to call to see some sort of care to claim. Well glad you are gone away hope the doorknob didn't hit your ass your fake caring and BS love leave it for someone with less class! Leave what is mine be and go on with you life find someone who gives a shit and someone who will believe all of your hype! And with this last part I will dismiss a lie the tests came back negative bitch so whereever, whatever, however you got you

Where To Dwell
sometimes i write things that are dark, a little down words come while on my face sits a frown a muse in misery often i've found it's not like i'm some emo punk, moping around pretending i'm the only one who can feel, we all do, those of us who are real you do have those that say they're hard, and cold and just don't care , but something, somehow, somewhere, has got to bring you down, otherwise nothing can lift you up i'm not saying we should dwell on the things that make you want to throw back a hand full of pills, but rather the things that run up your spine, make your hair stand, and give you chills. like a bass line that sets in just right, or a drum beat hard heavy and tight, a guitar riff recognizable from the begining, a singer wailing like on it their life was depending, or a bolt flashing lighting up the sky, or the feeling i get when i look in her eyes, that's where i need to dwell,

Warned Prt 2
Whoever that loser is who I saw at Union and tried to act tough tonight, how is your broken nose and jaw feeling now? Calling me homo and flower boy because i had a rose for my Daughter was probably a bad idea on your part. You're lucky i didn't hit you real hard you little bitch. Oh and it was so funny when you started crying after you woke up, that made my night.

Goodbye
I'd first like to thank you for all the good days but I refuse to battle with your mind's skeptical ways. When I was with you I still felt like I was on my own, So I'm leaving you for someone you've never really known. I'm leaving you for ME somebody that has grown I'm lonely when I'm with you so I'd rather be alone.

Right Word
Words twist and tumble Through my mind But I can't grab the right word Or the right line So we sit In silence But it’s not uncomfortable In fact I love it You rest your head on my chest As we lay here Lovers entwined Hearts tangled You raise your head And look into my eyes And I see our love Almost as if it’s a real force I don’t ever want to lose this moment You lay your head on my chest once again And now I can feel your heartbeat And my hearts skips And I finally find the words I’m looking for I love you

Think U Got What It Takes.
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you have sex with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 22. what do you rate me outta 1-10??

One & One
As the opposition drop there tainted swords of steel, Upon the cold concrete ground, As another pole is twisted in the ground, The enemy withdraws with bloodyhands. No respect, No dignity left, Corpses lay strewn across the fields of red, For the soul purpose of the man watching over, With his Chess board playing men like fools. The glass isin't clear in his view, Its lost in a haze off thick smoke, Blinded by paper bills & Bullions off gold, What doe's this mean to the victims. Another person sent to a soily grave, Family & friends gatbher in tears, Shed over with rage & hatred, Poisoned, By the fear of retalitation off the owner of all. Why oh why, does this happen to the good souls, Left to waste at the gates of heaven & hell, Venegeance will bite upon those who oppose, The roost should be shared by a common view. One & One, Together, Forever, Hopes, Dreams, Happiness, Health.

Beh...
I don't know why today turned to be a crummy day. Work was smooth but boring. The day just dragged on forever it seemed. I saw this one dude that I've never seen before, I guess he was working a extra day. He did look familiar, only skinner. Damn, he lost a lot of weight. He looked better when he had meat on him. Wasn't ever attracted to him or anything, I just remember seeing him working on a different shift and he looked different. Some reason, it feels like Rich is giving me the cold treatment or whatever you call it. It seems like he's accusing me of doing things that I haven't been doing. Like, he was looking for some condoms and couldn't find them and he's like "well they were right near the bed" It's not like I put them on myself and he's the one who should know if he used the last one or not. We haven't had sex in goddness knows how long. Then he's like... "the room smells funny, I smell cologne or something" I told him it was probably the bear that Trey gave me on Ch

In And Out Of My Life...
come and go when you want to go stay and play just to get away then life reminds you of your place in my day no excuse for your actions or lack of conversation no effort on your part to explain this separation, situation, complication, alienation. a fool you must see me to just comply with your fleeting but it's nothing to be complacent with you each meeting I know you you will never change you know me I will always arrange for you to be in and out of my life.

Sing-a-long With Bard
My theme song When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fucking special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice when I'm not around You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell I'm doing here? I don't belong here She's running out again She's running out She runs runs runs Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't belong here

What Metal Are You?
You Are Silver You are a flexible person. Being open to opportunities in life has served you well. You are very polished and sophisticated. You're probably in a higher class than you were born into. You are naturally popular and quite influential. You are a bit of a trend starter among people you know. And while you are well liked, you don't let it go to your head. You remain contemplative and wise. What Metal Are You?

God Has Changed Me
God has totally changed my lifestyle and the way that I present myself to people. I want to share with everyone what God has done for me. Jesus has broken my chains of addiction to sex, alcohol, and smoking. I am so in love with Him that I want to share with the world what He has been doing in my life! I want everyone on here to recieve the same JOY and LOVE that I have in my heart. If you want to know about Jesus then let me know! I will be more than happy to talk to you!

Work Sux
It's days like these that make me wanna give that notice of resignation. I hate staying over and not being asked just being expected to. I don't give a shit about my title or my rate of pay anymore....I just wanna get out of that dungeon ontime for once. :(

What You Might Not Want To Know
What do you do to stop yourself when you are on this downward spiral of emotions that has you feeling reckless and void of hope? I mean you see yourself on a destructive path of actions, maybe not destructive but counterproductive. (glue for my mouth please) How do you pick yourself up and dust yourself off and start over: seclusion? meditation, isolation? mutilation? destruction? I just don’t know either. I write. I am a fuck-up and a fool. I am outspoken and untrusting. I am a million other things that might curl your toes but you may never even see the shine in my eyes, the sparkle; the joy that is the me I long to be. To love me is something that no one has ever really done. Although I think many have tried and come pretty close. To accept me despite all my faults and embrace even the darkest side of my heart. To pick up the broken shards of my shattered soul and break out the glue to mend it. To understand and listen and know that there is so much more to me than the hurt and

Too True, Too Often
Too often we don't realize What we have until it is gone Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong." Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones We hold dearest to our hearts And we allow foolish things To tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let Unimportant things into our minds And then it's usually too late To see what made us blind. So be sure that you let people know How much they mean to you Take that time to say the words Before your time is through. Be sure that you appreciate Everything you've got And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot.

If 1 Day
If one day you feel like crying... Call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, But I can cry with you If one day you want to run away-- Don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop... But I can run with you If one day you don't want to listen to anyone... Call me. I promise to be there for you. And I promise to be very quiet. But if one day you call... And there is no answer... Come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. -The End -

Reason Im Not On Much Lately
ok all just to let ya know why im never on here anymore....Mom is getting real bad, shes disoriented and sleeping all the time and hardly wants to eat. My older sister caught her yesterday so out of it that she was trying to take all of her doses of meds for the day at once! Now this woman takes Potassium, Lasix, Dilaudid ( pain pill) and Avtivan multiple times a day. The potassium, at the mg she has, all at once would kill her! So me and my sisters are on suicide watch now. Not that she is doing it intentionally but we just cant have that. So between that and work, and my daugther and all the other things that i have lined up to do on a daily basis, getting on the computer has just been pushed way back in line. Sleep has become more important, and thats really the only time that i have to get on anymore. So bear with me all, i know being apart of the RR i have to participate but im doing what i can. Btw yall rock :) Im trying to keep up with all the comments and the friend requ

Blah
All the words that you have spoken, all the lies that you have told, all the secrets you kept hidden, playing your game is getting old.. I wanted to believe you word for word, everything you have ever said, you made me think I was beautiful, now knowing it was all just in my head.. I was just a damn pawn to you, in a game you try and play so well, for all your lies and meaningless words, I hope you rot in hell.. ps. save me a seat.. lol ;)

Life Is...
Life is a challenge, accept it. Life is a wish, want it. Life is a book, read it and observe it. Life is a fight, battle it. Life is a tear, face it. Life is a smile, enjoy it and embrace it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a journey, complete it. Life is a ruler, measure it. Life is a sunrise, begin it. Life is a sunset, hold it. Life is a treasure, save all you can.

Dirty Old Man
Thank you all for putting me in good company and in life if i dont answer you if you message me it is not that i dont like are want to it is that i have a pinched nervein my right side of my neck and arm i just wanted nto let you ladys and gents know that I will return to be the dirty old man i will allways want to see all the ladys hot bods and and tell them sweet things so please be kind and send some love my way Thanka David

I Hate To Rant Again, But...(yes, Someone Irked Me
I'm not going to win too many friends today by saying this, but finally I have to say it clearly. If you don't want to date me. I don't care(No exclamation point). I don't need to shout it because I'm in complete 'sigh' will-you-get-over-yourself mode. Whether it be an ex-girlfriend or someone online or just some lady that I know. I say: Really? The only thing that I recall made of the best things on earth is Snapple. Yeah, you have your own individual greatness, yet you do not understand that being a single person means that I still have choice just like you do. Yes, ever since you were 12 or 13, dudes have been trying to get something from you. But keep in mind that there are more of you than us. There are women that are more this or that than you. Billions! So why would I be in fetal position in a dark corner knowing that you of all people didn't want me? I think other men are pathetic when they slobber and beg and worship as if their female deity will shine the light on

Whispers
Whispers of your presence lingers through the day winds of need blow gentle as thoughts of you it plays. Sitting by the lake of dreams holding your silky hand million thoughts run through my head steady making plans. Virtual renaissance painting, ambrosial angel face picture of perfection beauty style and grace. Let me be the canvas for the colors in your life brush in hand I will paint away all the grays of strife. Saturated by a mist of sexually enigmatic dreams. knowing that one special day, we will ride the tide supreme. Rose petal scented hot tub and candles set the mood strawberry taste on full red lips, not to be eschewed. On soft feather pillows, you lay your pretty head satin sheets caress your skin on color of deep red. Moonlight through the window silhouette on the shade As darkness hung with folded wings, it sang a serenade.

Do People Like You?
People Like You... Sometimes You are liked, but only when people are able to overlook your faults. Deep down, you are a good person, but you definitely have some obnoxious tendencies. So step back, and try to figure out when people aren't responding to you positively. A few simple changes could make you a lot better liked! What People Don't Like About You: People don't like that you're not very interesting or engaging. You often bore them... and yourself. People don't like that you forget them easily. No one wants to be friends with someone who doesn't remember their name! What People Like About You: People like that you can defend what you believe in calmly and rationally. You stand your ground and gain respect. Do People Like You?

Distance
Upon really looking at things today, I made a discovery. Every person I care about, friends and family, are moving away from me this week. For most, this isn't a permanant trip. For one, I will never see them again. Some go to see family, some are family going to see friends, some are friends in love, some are friends out of love. Some are leaving by choice, some are leaving because it's all they can do. I don't know what it is about this week, and why travelling seems to be focus. It just got me thinking about my travels. When I moved to Georgia I left behind a home I had lived in for 21 years. I took it for granted. I was upset when I left, really broken about some things, so I vowed that I'd never go back. In the past five years I've only gone back three times. It's been over a year since I have, and I realize I miss certian things. The hardest part though was when I looked at my parents about two years ago and said I want to go home. I realized the place I knew for so long was n

Memories
Memories fade into the dark deepths of the abyss. My mind fills with the shallow pain of recognition. The realization of what's to come saddens the soul. It is real or is it a fake reality sitting upon a pedestal that could make or break the imaginiation of what you figured to be true. Blank expressions stare unto you as if you were the one who should be blamed. Set yourself free unto the sky above, the shame that follows is the shame that sits on your shoulder hovering around your thoughts of pain. With each tear comes the thought of what could have been. With every smile comes a lie. Open your eyes to reality of what's around you. Feeling the sun smile upon your darkest days brightens everything around you and you pull yourself through and finally wake up from a dream that was nothing more than a sad story untold.

Prop 8
My husbands thoughts on prop 8 are so very true. Prop 8- Freddy Mercury was homosexual...the American public idolized him for being the lead singer of Queen...Queens song "we are the champions" is not only the song for almost every American sport, but also for most of the worlds sports, including the Olympics.....Talk about being Hypocritical!

Terminally In Love
the smile a true grimace to misconstrue all the pain when my eyes close or the memory wordless from my lips oh no not again long sleeves long jeans long coat to hide the wounds that open and bleed saying its only a scratch when she turns and leaves appearing dizzy and joking with a concussion foolish and broken i can make you laugh at me but you cant see because of your kind i am dying

A Fine Frenzy
Don't know what to do anymore I've lost the only love worth fighting for I'll drown in my tear storming sea That would show you, that would make you hurt like me All the same I don't want mudslinging games It's such a shame To let you walk away Is there a chance? A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel? A reason to fight? Is there a chance you may change your mind? Or are we ashes and wine? Don't know if our fate's already sealed This day's spinning circus on a wheel I'm I'll with the thought of your kiss Coffee laced intoxicating on her lips Shut it out I've got no claim on you now Not allowed to wear your freedom down Is there a chance? A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel? A reason to fight? Is there a chance you may change your mind? Or are we ashes and wine? I'll tear myself away If that is what you need There is nothing left to say But Is there a chance? A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel? A reason to fight? Is

Back To Back Hh's Today
Saturday ...January 31, 2009 at 4:00 PM FU Time, Tulsa's Angel is Hosting A Happy Hour! ღTulsa's Angelღ At The Time of Happy Hour, Auto 11s WILL Be On! ღTulsa's Angelღ Hit Up Tulsa's Angel During Her Happy Hour And Make 60 Points Per Rate! ღTulsa's Angelღ FYI...Cherrybomb is hosting the very next happy hour at 5:00 PM Fu Time! She also has auto 11s running!

Omg Guess What Im Stuck Up!!!
**my status was in the shower** BnC: an u didn't invite ME?!? ->BnC: lol im sorry im a terrible person BnC: yes, yes u r!!!! ->BnC: haha BnC: how RE u!! BnC: DARE* ->BnC: good you BnC: lol I ment to say how DARE you!! ->BnC: oh lol ok BnC: well bend over, an let me admire that ass ->BnC: whoaa whoaa what? BnC: Give me that ass girl ->BnC: um no? BnC: um fine BnC: stuck up ->BnC: im stuck up? BnC: yip sure ->BnC: and why is that? BnC: hmm idk ->BnC: because i wont let you admire my ass? BnC: lmao um sure ->BnC: wow you are pathetic BnC: k bye · BnC rated you a '1'! ->BnC: then why did you rate me a 1 for nothing? BnC: stuck up ->BnC: i never did anything to you.. i said no to you admiring my ass. thats it.. wow are you seriously that psycho? BnC: um sure! lmao ->BnC: no wonder you cant level. buh byeee BnC: oh noes ->BnC: wtf is oh noes? you are crazy here is his wonderful URL **show him some love** http://fubar.com/user/1863886 oh he

Countdown, Again.
It is 12 days, 10 hours, 27 minutes and 41 seconds until Saturday, February 14, 2009 at 9:50:00 AM (Baltimore time) That is when I see Jeffrey again. We bought my tickets tonight so we can have Valentine's Day together :D

Whiners
Whiners, let me say first off, i am sorry you think that a person who is running auto 11's is capable of returning love to every single person who rates them durring their durration. It is not possible to do this, unless the person absolutely has no effin life and lives on here. Durring an auto i run, much less 48 hour marathon, i tend to have anywhere between 40-100 people. Though that is not as many as some people, its alot for me to keep up with. There is absolutely no way i can keep up with them all. I try to return love by atleast rating and fanning. As you can tell by the amount of "fan of" i have compaired to my fans or friends. If it bothers you that i dont always get back to you, well i suggest you find someone else to rate. But try to remember you are also getting points and fubucks off the people you rates auto's, so its not as if you arent getting something out of it. So before you message me with some kind of complaint or PMS, know that im not going to repspond and your

The True Story
Real life Danny Deckchair completes journey This afternoon I read a story in the newspaper that talked about life imitating art. I wasn’t aware that someone had actually done this before as well. Oregon gas station owner Kent Couch ( almost seems like a made up name for this story ) completed a real life Danny Deckchair adventure. The journey started in Bend, Oregon and ended in Cambridge, Idaho. According to the article this is a distance of over 200 miles. So what is a Danny Deckchair? Danny Deckchair is a movie based upon a story of a relationship in turmoil. The main character takes an adventure using his lawn chair and some balloons. During this journey he finds true love. This isn’t exactly what happened in the real life story above. A lawn chair using helium filled balloons was used. So that is similar to the movie. But as far as I’m aware Kent Couch wasn’t seeking solitude from a bad relationship. It took nine hours using 150 large balloons to travel over 235 miles. What

I Must Be Asleep
I Must Be Asleep am I awake? can this be real? I'm drunk in my desire as you lay next to me in a bed of rose pedals and forgotten dreams. somehow you brought it all back to me feelings of erotic passion and a breath of life I thought they were forever lost in an eternal darkness left by lovers gone my eyes smile once again at the beauty before them my lips ache once again to be kissed my hands long to touch your burning flesh my heart pounds so hard it nearly escapes my chest oh, I must be asleep! can this really be true?

Joke Time Again!! Lol
Accordin to recent studies, blow jobs are the healthiest breakfast because it comes with a sausage, two nuts and a protein shot!....Stay healthy, suck dick!! lol ***************** FEMALE VERSION OF LORDS PRAYER...my vibrator, which brings me heaven! Rabbit be thy name! til kingdom come, thy maketh cum! on earth! or is it heaven! give me this day my daily thrill and forgive me my screams, as i forgive those who sold me dub batteries! Lead me straight into temptation, but deliver from frustration! for thine is the vibration! the power and rotation. forever and ever NO MEN! ***************** Theres been a big bust up in the biscuit tin! A Bandit called Rocky who was Crackers hit a Penguin over the head with a Club, tied him to a Wagon wheel with a Blue Riband, kidnapped a Trophy and made his Breakaway in a Taxi. The police say Rocky was seen just Aftereight by a Viscount from Maryland Hobnobbin a Gingernut. Unfortunately they have not got a crumb

Showers And Growers
First of all: It is 8 days, 15 hours, 9 minutes and 0 seconds until Saturday, February 14, 2009 at 9:50:00 AM (Baltimore time) Second of all: Who the hell has ever fucking heard of showers and growers. I grew up with this term. They actually taught it in our sex ed class. Mother fucker. A shower is someone who's dick is impressive in size and length when soft, but doesn't get too much bigger when hard. A grower is someone who's dick is medium to small when soft, but grows to substantial proportions when hard. Example: A shower's dick could be 4 inches soft, 6 inches hard. A growers dick could be 2 inches soft, but 7 inches hard. Ect. How many other people have heard of this.

I Own You~
"I own you-you are my slave and mine alone" again and again, as if it is a chant, you tell me as you fuck me with long smooth thrusts, kissing me fiercely, waiting until you know I'm about to orgasm. Before I actually do, you slip out of me, pulling me up and onto my knees, grabbing and pinning my wrists together tightly. I gasp, the pain so sudden, so fierce. You tell me that you want to prove to me that I can place myself totally in your care. You ask me to surrender to you, totally, to obey you without any question; you tell me you will cherish me for it. Your blue, blue eyes stare unblinking into my soft brown ones as you wait for me to agree. I have no choice but to accept. I know, as well as you do that I am yours. I cannot refuse you. "Yes, My Beloved, Master, I surrender myself to you and I will obey you." I gaze up at you, and nod. You look at me kneeling in front of you with my wrists clamped in one of your hands and the moist swell of my pussy in your other. The expres

New Thing I'ma Start Doin...
So many fuckin people just put a shitload of random pictures of shit and expect people to rate them... Why? I really give a fuck abour a random ass picture of a bananna with a number as a description? Fuck you rate whore ass mufuckas. And to say "Won't add you till you rate them" Or "Won't let you see a picture of my actual self untill they are rated"... Didn't know that's what this shit was about? I understand some people got a thing about rating and so on... Want some internet status to make their lives seem better or something. I personally think it's kind of sad in a funny way, but yeah... SO from now on I'ma just start blocking people who do that shit... Also, if I see some clearly doctored picture, they'll be on the block list. Don't care if it's a cut out of your face and you threw it on some supermodel... Are you that ashamed of yourself? You gotta make some desperate pathetic attempt to make it "look like" you have someone elses body? OH or the fuckin morphing pictures. A fu

4 Most Who Don't Know By Now (read) This Please!
What is it? So your doctor tells you that you need to undergo a "leap" procedure. To you, it sounds like you're being asked to leap off the top of a tall building. Somehow, this doesn't really sound like a bona fide medical procedure. What is it and why do you need it? Although pronounced "leap," the procedure is actually LEEP, or loop electrosurgical excision procedure. When performing LEEP, the doctor will use a loop electrode to remove a portion of the cervix. During LEEP, a high-intensity electrical current is passed through the loop-electrode, allowing the doctor to shave off a thin slice of cervical tissue. This slice of tissue can be examined under a microscope to check for abnormal cells, if the purpose of LEEP was diagnosis. LEEP can also be used to remove any tissue that may be found to be cancerous or pre-cancerous once it is found. A local anesthetic is administered to the patient before the procedure, and sometimes pain medication is prescribed to ease postoperative d

Crazy Ex Stalker!
i have been nice and tried to ignore the stupidity of others but i can not be silent any more. my boyfriend whom i am engagged to has and ex that he broke up with 4 years ago. yet she feels the need to go to my profile and check me out. i am not sure if she still wants him back or she turned lesbian and wants me? any ways will someone please take this stalker off my hands cause putting her on block does not seem to be getting the point across. here she is miss american stalker 2009 for anyone else to let her stalk you a while. it is free no charge and it comes with a big thank you very much for the help. she is all yours ladies and gentlemen: countryhotty2006@ fubar

Broken Dreams - Track 1 - Back Again
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Back Again Back and forth we seem to sway/ One day we are perfect/ The next day we hate/ Back again to the beginning/ Someone stop the ride Track 1 – Back Again In a few days I will be returning home to the United States. I am filled with conflicting emotions because of a particular change that occurred to me w

Epic Fail......
so i have a really good friends i kinds like i know he doesn't like me the same....whatever I'm cool with it i do know he finds me attractive we've fooled around before...never had sex tho. Well i right now I'm boy friend less that doesn't really bug me. But with being boyfriend less I'm also not getting any. I won't sleep with just anyone, you know... so I'm not going to go search someone out just for sex it's not me. Generally to sleep someone i have to really trust them (unless I'm drunk)because i do have self esteem issues and you know body image issues. So i propose to one of my best friends after a while of mustering up courage if he'd like to be friends with benefits. I got turned down..... I feel like a failure as a women..... this shouldn't bug me this much....

Crayons
My Crayon Box is tattered and full of broken pieces.. Colors are missing and I'm not sure where they've gone... Or how I may have lost them.... But they are not here any more. Some were my favorites, Special ones that I loved so much If you look inside my box now there are spaces Empty places where they once stood. Those that remain are all the colors of the rainbow but they're worn, small and broken. They do still work however. When you put them to paper the colors still appear. Although they're somehow dull, lifeless and not as vibrant as they once were. I remember the pictures that I created when my box was full and new. They were beautiful, soaring, epic and all full of love. Love... God how I miss those days.

Nominate Me Please!
Hey Everybody! all of you may or may not know I am trying my damnest to grow in the modeling industry.Well I have been so strapped for cash to even move forward in it lately to even get a photoshoot.Well I just found out theres this contest for a free photoshoot.This has to be a sign!I need all of your help.Please nominate me at info@taitboudoir.com tell them you like Lashanta aka Kitty Vixen (CA GQ) to get the free photoshoot.For more details the official site is www.taitboudoir.com (click on blog) I beleive you can vote more than once so please keep it coming with your nominations.I greatly appreciate it!

Change In Maritial Status
Just to let you know and if you dont care that is perfectly fine with me. Mrs. Chrome and I have decided to try and give this thing one more go round. We figure 10 years is too long to just sit and waste because of some hardships etc. Those of you close enough to know the details will get filled in on more as soon as possible. I appreciate all the wonderful friends I have made that have helped me through these difficult past months and hope you will continue to be there for the great ones I see ahead. And another thing... Dont fret your lovable, fun, flirty, professional pervert will not change as that is who I was married and single and Mrs. Chrome knows all about my crazy freakiness... Why ya think she married me in the first place... I tip my hat and glass to all who take the time to read this and hope to include you in the great times to come... Thanks...

My Lonliness
Alone I sleep, And alone I wake, Alone I dream, And alone I ache, Alone I live, And alone I cry, Alone I think, And alone I'll die, Alone I try, And alone I fall, Alone I fail, And alone I crawl, Alone I break, And alone I sit, Alone I was, Alone I am, And alone I'll always be.

Friends With Bennefits
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on FUBAR that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... let's play "friends w/ benefits" It doesnt matter if they are taken, married, or single. You will be shocked who will reply! The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", it doesn't matter if you're married, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! You HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Read..we All Need To "walk"? ;-)
The Importance of walking Walking can add minutes to your life. This enables you at 85 years old to spend an additional 5 months in a nursing home at $4,000 per month. My grandpa started walking five miles a day when he was 60. Now he's 97 years old and we don't know where he is. I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me. The only reason I would take up walking is so that I could hear heavy breathing again. I have to walk early in the morning, before my brain figures out what I'm doing.. I joined a health club last year, spent about $2500. Haven't lost a pound. Apparently you have to go there. Every time I hear the dirty word 'exercise', I wash my mouth out with chocolate. I do have flabby thighs, but fortunately my stomach covers them. The advantage of exercising every day is so when you die, they'll say, 'Well, she looks good doesn't she.' If you are going to try cross-country skiing, start with a small

Why Gravity Is Not Our Friend!!!
I have a firm belief that whoever came up with the aging process as the way we evolve on this planet was misguided and not thinking clearly. Sorry God, I know I am going to burn in hell according to all your various representatives here on Earth, but I just don't get this little system you came up with here. I spent much of my working life as an Advanced EMT. One of the first things we were taught was that a patient not breathing is a bad thing. So this morning when I was having some trouble breathing and dizziness, images of thousands of patients I had cared for over the years flashed in front of my eyes. I knew instinctively to call the doctor. Unfortunately my doctor is at the Veterans Administration. Now I go to the VA because I got a couple Purple Hearts in Vietnam. One for getting shot, the other for getting bit by a snake. The snake was poisonous and my Commanding Officer assured me it was a Communist snake trying to infiltrate our unit. I accepted the award. The ot

Taking A Fu-break, Temporary ... Or Permanent
I spend far too much unproductive time on here and put off other important things, so I'm taking a month to re-evaluate my priorities. Gonna take care of some things in the real world, things that actually accomplish something of value. I may never be back. I'm announcing it so that anyone who wants to stay in touch can do so through myspace, email, whatever. If so, let me know. Leaving at noon CST on Saturday, Feb. 14. Peace, Barbara

Knock, Knock - Who Is There
My first Pantera concert - I was told by those that had experienced it before that I WOULD BE EATEN ALIVE. Ummm... nope. I had a face visit me in a dream the other night. It was not exactly human, not exactly animal. It was just watching me. Making itself known. It was not a vegetarian. More of an omnivore. It would take the fruit from the tree, or it would bring down prey. I am not prey. So, I watched in return. I am not a fruit either. I am just opening the aperture. All I can do is to use the powers of perception that I already possess to assess what comes in to focus. The question that I wonder as I wander is whether what I am seeing is a reflection of myself, or whether it is something entirely outside of myself. Then I go back to my studies of finite energy and the collective unconscious and I have to decide whether - in these dream plane visits from entities - is there really anything that is not ultimately a part of myself, just as I am a part of everything. I ha

Hospital Again, Again.
Weaning her off the breathing machine today, hopefully. She played with her poop this morning. Playing with her normal toys as well. In a decent mood most of the time. Doctor says she sounds clear. I'm still very, very sick. My biggest complaint is not having chap stick. PS3 is working in the hospital. Can play online. My ears are itchy on the inside. I hate that. Left my lights on in my car. Car died. Rear break drum exploded on my other car. Both managed to get fixed yesterday, at least. I'm so broke right now it hurts.

Trust
=======EFINITION======== Trust is both and emotional and logical act. Emotionally, it is where you expose your vulnerabilities to people, but believing they will not take advantage of your openness. Logically, it is where you have assessed the probabilities of gain and loss, calculating expected utility based on hard performance data, and concluded that the person in question will behave in a predictable manner. In practice, trust is a bit of both. I trust you because I have experienced your trustworthiness and because I have faith in human nature. We feel trust. Emotions associated with trust include companionship, friendship, love, agreement, relaxation, comfort. MY PERSONAL ADAPTATION===== In light of recent events in my life, some people have asked me whether or not I can still trust my boyfriend. Several people have told me that they would leave without question and kick his ass in the process. DO I STILL TRUST MY BOYFRIEND? YES!!! THIS IS WHY... My bf has

Don't Know How Good This One Is Give Me Feedback On It
Seasons of love Spring is here and so are you Pretty you are I love this view Nothing beats looking at you Its summer now and I miss you so Why did you have to go? Its summer love I fell for you Come back to me I yearn Every night and day If you come back to me I’ll love you everyday. Fall has come and yet you are not here But my love for you remains the same. I hope you are fine I pray everyday I am longing for you to come and stay. Fall has pasted and winter has come And I have yet to see you Where you are I haven’t a clue. The snow is gone the birds are here They sing their songs and lay their eggs. I miss you so. A year has pasted since I last viewed you beauty. I see you now you’ve come back oh happy day. I give you a hug and then try to kiss you But you stopped me Hold on one minute is what you say There’s someone I’d like for you to meet today As you step aside he comes into view This is Ted you say with a smile on your face He’s my fiance y

I Don't Think This One Is Good Tell Me What You Think Of It.
Flowers The flowers are red, the flowers are blue All I can do is think of you. Lilacs are purple, daisies are grand I am surely your number one fan. A lily of valley white you look when in that dress Forget me nots I must stress. Your emotions are like hollyhocks They come in different colors I bleed from my heart poppys of red When I over heard you man has beat you dead Violets of blue are the tears I shed Roses of black we carry to you You pass calla lilies of white and yellow Like the clouds and sun As you make your way to the iris white heaven Forever I shall love you.

No Rest For The Wicked
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? Fuck You HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? wanted dead or alive WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Know HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Lolo WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Revolution WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? Blacken the Cursed Sun WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Honking Antelope (?) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? You Make Me Real WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Sweet Thing WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Dead and Bloated WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Vendetta WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? I put a spell on you WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? California Love WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDI

This One Will Piss Hardcore Religious People Off
How do we know? How do we know where we go When we die To heaven, to hell, or somewhere in between? How do we know there is life after death? God, Devil, angels, demons How do we know they are actually there? Faith ha that’s a laugh People are afraid of things they do not know Some say, say it ain’t so Well sorry but it is. People make up shit to explain away the things they don’t know It has been this way since the beginning of time How did we start a big bang and life appeared Or did some asshole say oh I am board today lets create life. I think I will create this being called man. A silly little animal that worships things in order to get through life Ha that’s a laugh the sun as a god A god of love and a god of war How about the god of life and the god of death. Man didn’t know how to explain these things so he made up gods He took anything he couldn’t explain and put god of in front of it In doing this he was able to turn his cheek An ignorant cheek i

My Lighthouse
Sometimes my life is dark, empty, and foreboding Like a ship in the night out at sea But you are there for me You are the tower of strength that I rely on. Sometimes I'm sad and alone Like the captain at the wheel, wanting to be home But you are there for me You shine your bright light for me to reach out to Sometimes I'm confused, not sure what to do Like the seaman who looses his way in the fog But you are there for me Your voice tells me the right direction. Sometimes life is as rough as the uncaring sea It causes panic, frustration, and despair But you are there for me A quiet entity on the edge of a rugged cliff. You are my beacon, my lighthouse.

Beauty
I walk by you in the bright day sun your shiny hair aglow on the run. The glistening streams of light from your skin The soft velvet touch of you upon my skin. I start to cry a tear rolls down my face, I am too shy to show you my place. It is standing there next to you, holding your hand, I long to do. So everytime you see me stare, I hope you know, how much I care. If only I told you, I could be there.

Survey 2
1) Favorite object in your room? my xbox 360....lol... 2) Have you ever smoked cigarettes? Yea occassionally when I used to hit the bars and clubs hard 10 yrs ago or when i was partyin T THE BEACH HARD AROUND THE SAME TIME.... 3) Do you own guns? LOL..I own several guns and want more... 5) Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? No 6) What do you think when you hear hot dogs? a weiner dog with a bun on it....Tracy protect Wes...lol... 7) Favorite song? Nat King Cole's Unfogetable and Mona Lisa 8) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water... 9) Can you do pushups? Yep... 10) Can you do a chin up? Yep... and at 228lbs thats a good thing...lol... 11) What's your favorite piece of jewelry? my St. Judes bracelet that has Strong engraved on it.... 12) Your pet peeves? lol...if I start naming em off I'd neva stop.. 13) Ever been in a car wreck? Yep.. 14) Do you like to work on your Birthday? I generally al

Signs Of Time
skies of gray skies of rain hides the tears i cry today my heart yearns for your true love id like to fly with wings of doves why did you go my darling go seeing you leave just maakes mw weep. skies of gray skies of rain just fills my heart full of pain will you come back to me some day or will you just stay away

Sometimes
sometimes i just want to cut out my heart, both the physical one and the metaphorical one. maybe then i wouldn't have to feel everything. sometimes i wonder why it's worth it to care, when all caring ever seems to do is hurt. but then, i start to wonder, would i miss being able to give a damn? is it all really worth it? so i'm stuck do i just go ahead and kill the part that loves, laughs, and cherishes life...or, do i hold out longer and see if it gets better. being the curious creature that i am, all of the what if's get to me. and i last a little bit longer. think of me what you will, for i know that i'm not the only one who's thought things like this before. hyde

Mardi Gra Beads
OKAY FUBAR PPL. HERE IT IS. IT IS FINALLY MARDI GRA SEASON AND I LOVE MARDI GRAS AND KING CAKES AND BEADS,PARTIES,AND GOOD TIMES. WHEN I GO TO A MARDI GRA PARADE I CANT CATCH BEADS. WHY U ASK? CUZ I AM TOO SHORT,THEY CANT HEAR MY VOICE EVEN WHEN I YELL TO THE TOP OF MY LUNGS. OTHER PPL HAVE TO GIVE ME BEADS FOR ME TO GET THEM, OR I JUST FIND A PAIR THAT ISNT BROKIN SOMEWHERE ON THE GROUND. I SEE THAT THEY MARDI GRA BEADS ON HERE.I AM SAYING THROW ME SOMETHING MISTER. BUT STILL NO ONE HEARS ME.I GUESS I AM STILL TOO SHORT FOR ANYONE TO SEE ME OR HEAR ME.WILL SOMEONE GET ME SOME MARDI GRA BEADS PLZ,PRETTY PLZ. THANK U VERY MUCH, CUDDLEZ

Whose Bad???
On this day its like any other until I see you, course its only fantasy what we could do. There is a simple solution to every strict rule, hot bodies finding simple fun live life on the edge don't be a fool. Breathe once hold still, your true wants to feel good to thrill. Hold two really close, I'll ride your stallion if you'll let me taste the hose. I feel your hot pulse in my palm, listen for mine hearts on fire and its not calm. Whose bad now, forget it I know any how.

Door Mat
Crushed spirit tangled mind another day in the life Feeling the knives from those walking up from behind Hate seething from their hearts while approaching with a smile walking all through life nothing more wipe your feet on my heart again as you pass through the door...

*shakes His Head*
I recently came across someone who was played by this guy http://www.fubar.com/user/951059. Ladies don't trust him. I am male but I'd never treat you like he would unless you want to be used and thrown away like tomorrow's trash.

Sex .....a Better Look
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5.1 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. Women: 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% of women say they are "sexy"

Got Kicked Out
i was just kicked out of my place i was livin with a friend and now i am on the fukin streets and need some where to stay till i move in 3 weeks if some one from southbridge can help me out till i move itll b greatly appreciated

Cum Give Me Sum Lovin
I AM IN A HOTTEST GIRLS ON FUBAR CONTEST, PLEASE CUM AND LOVE ON MY PIC AND LEAVE ME COMMENTS...IF YOU THINK I AM HOT CUM HELP TYVM...THE LINK IS BELOW,PLEASE HELP I START MY NEW JOB TOMORROW,AND COULD USE ALL THE HELP ON MY CONTEST, I AM STILL IN FIRST BUT SECOND PLACE IS NOT FAR FROM ME, PLEASE COME SHOW ME SUM LUV, EVEN IF JUST A FEW COMMENTS TYVM..... CONTEST ENDS MARCH 7TH @ 12PM EASTERN TIME TY

Breakin'
Ok I'm leaving fubar!!!! Well for about a week anyway. Today I embark on my trip to the desolate town of Hobbs, NM. I am moving there so I will not Have net until the 7th if I can't pick up a wireless signal. So all my peeps out there in fuland...keep me shitfaced, love on me, cherry bomb me, bling me, and hell just don't forget about me aka..Zooks aka Zeeks aka Zonks aka Z aka Steven aka Stevie aka Steve...I am goin to be back and all will be rewarded. I love each and everyone of you guys... So Peace, Love and Matt Damon!!!! Steven

The Letter
Based on... not telling! >.> But yeah, this is in letter form. That's... uh. Why it's called "The Letter". ---- Have I told you lately what you do? Have I told you how good your eyes look, when you're on your knees? When you stare up at me, when your mouth is warm and soft and suckling, when you look past me... throbbing... and your gaze is all for my eyes? Have I told you how much I love your throat? How much I love to bite it and kiss it, and lash it with the tip of my tongue, and soothe it with my lips? Have I told you how I enjoy pinning you? To a wall, over a desk, to the bed, to the floor... Have I said lately that I love how your mouth tastes? Have you seen me lick my lips after I take a taste of you? I can taste you for hours, on my tongue, on my lips. I love the feel of your fingers in my hair, I love the way you pull, I love the way you pant "Oh fuck" in my ear right before you cum, like you never expected it, like every fiery merging is a surprise...

Deer Encounter
As some of you know I am a professional portrait photographer, seemingly I cannot get enough of this photography gig so I often spend my weekends hiking and photographing wildlife and landscapes but mostly wildlife. Today I decided to venture out to a state park outside of Austin to do precisely this. I didn't catch much too exciting stuff (mostly turtles and birds). I did have a most interesting encounter with a deer though. It was very hot today and there has not been much rain in the area, this generally brings the more reclusive creatures to the streams to drink. I had been hiking for hours and guzzling water due to the ridiculous temperature. I was back in the woods along a tributary to the main creek. The time came when my bladder could take no more so I made the executive decision to water a tree near the stream. I unzip and begin the process of liberating liquid from my body. As soon as the stream started flowing a whitetail deer emerged and began drinking fro

My Younger Brother Vs. David Jordan 3
Sat, 1/17/09, Matthew Kestner: What 'devils' and 'angels' travel through stars, what evidence do you have of this? No evidence given. Sat, 1/17/09, Matthew Kestner: What have you done to conform aliens being from 'the Devil'? No answer. Sat, 1/17/09, Matthew Kestner: Can you demonstrate a report about aliens wanting to bring humanity salvation into 'hell'? No demonstration. Sat, 1/17/09, Matthew Kestner: do you have any private or public information for this data? No information. Mon, 1/26/09, Matthew Kestner: If a galaxy is moving towards us, the light waves will be compressed looking more 'blue'. If a galaxy is moving away from us, the light waves will be stretched looking more 'red'. Explain how these facts conform Earth being the center of the universe please? No explenation. Fri, 1/30/09, David Jordan: What galaxies are coming towards us? Andromeda is one. A young universe, never mind the fact of it being geocentric (Earth

Our Family:military
We went as young men and women We came back as troubled bodies The marks left were not always visible The things we have seen not always pretty The lives we lost were always honored Some gave all so we could come home They did not die in vain They died in our honor We played taps for them Play taps for us Say goodbye to our brothers and sisters in arms Our family will never forget you The family of those who have served proudly beside you May you find peace now in that place of rest May we meet again in a kinder, gentler place

Come Place Your Bid!!!
I'm up for AUCTION! Come place your bid!!!! Auction will run from 5pm Fu-Time Sunday March 1st and ends at 5pm Fu-Time Sunday March 8th. Don't forget to F/A/R the host while you're there! ~~ stormwoman~~"owned by TEDDY T."@ fubar

A Formula That Works
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is repr esented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14 +15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L -S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty, that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, its the Bullshit and Ass kissing that will put you over the top. 'REMEMBER SOME PEOPLE ARE ALIVE SIMPLY BECAUSE IT IS ILLEGAL TO SHOOT THEM

My Opinion With Facts And Pic!
My younger brother Matthew A. Kestner is brilliant he has a great aspect on things when I was young about the age of 7 or 8 I saw my younger brother age 5 or 6 at the time grabbing dictionaries from our library in the back of the house where I was surprised when I needed one for school he had it in his room reading an would mark it. If you want to know about who David Jordan is in terms of what he says to Matt just email Matthew at: quietsilentfree@yahoo.com quietsilentfree@hotmail.com he will respond to any questions you have. In my opinion the guy isn't that great he dropped out of College to be a Missionary. I know I shouldn't judge but the facts I have read on their conversation proves that he isn't to smart on the area's that were mentioned in the conversation.

Hateful Things When Drunk
Im beginnning to really despise this site yet i find myself drawn back to it like a crackhead. Im sick of girls taking their jealousies and insecurities out on me.. i can't help it.. i don't do anything except be me.. i just kick ass and i know it.. people on here are fickle and its hard to tell who is being honest which sucks for a person like me.. im blunt, and i won't sugar coat anything for anyone.. i think a lot of times my friendship is taken for granted because im a nice person and i do go out of my way to help my friends.. im sick of not getting the recognition and respect that i deserve though it is laughable that it would be possible on a site like this anyway.. i deserve it.. everyone deserves it, and its only my fault if i dont demand it..im a fucking moron.. i know this.. ~~thinking of deleting account~~

Pain Or Bliss
The past few days when I've gotten online and checked my fubar I've heard a lot of peoples stories. Bartending for so many years I got to the point where I stopped asking if people had some one special and started asking, "what's your love story?" Today I was adding some new quotes to my fubar and some funny pics as well and one thing I noticed is that quotes, by mass majority are about love or heartache. So it made me wonder is there a grey area? You hear people all the time say "I'm happy being single", or "I love being single". But do we really? Or are we singles in heartache? I believe in some way we are. Some more than others. Bottom line, love hurts either way. Whether you're in it or out of it, it hurts you in some way. There is no happy ending people...it all ends in heartache. Whether you lose your love along the way or you spend your whole lives together. Either your crying and moving on to the next or your holding your love on their death bed when you're 80, either way...hea

Cuddle Bunny... Me!
ROSE BUD IS ON THE LOOKOUT FOR A NEWFULOVE COULD THAT BE YOU??. IF YOU'RE FEELING LONELY AND LOOKING FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL TO LIGHT UP YOUR FULIFE...THEN LOOK NO FURTHER!!! SHOW HER SOME LOVE!!! IF you think she could be your special FU-someone, give her a nice and relaxing while cosying up next to the or take her out for a romantic for two followed by a

United States Military
The Sack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait ti

Suck It
i have found in my lurking, that, some people on my friends list i dont even like, i would delete more, but, im really not on enough to give a shit anymore, seriously, people are brain dead sheep on this site.... xoxox sarah

Color Therapy
Colors BLUE IS LOVE Do you love someone? Of course. but lately, all i seem to be doing is hurting them. Do you believe in love at first sight? no. love grows in time, not over nite, thats infatuation and lust. Do you believe in Love? of course i do... but sometimes i feel love doesnt believe in me. RED IS ANGER Are you currently mad at someone? just myself Which of your family members has the worst temper? my husband... his temper is strong and unbecoming Have you ever thrown something at anyone? no. well maybe only playfully Is anyone mad at you? not sure Are you usually mad? not at all. i get pissed and it flares hard, but it dies quickly to depression for awhile then passes When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? depends on what i am mad at. usually i keep it to myself unless i am desperately tryin to get a point across YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY Name: Erin Birthday: February 23, 1980 What's you

Threesomes Share
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Chenny 2. Cece 3. oh god youre tight... Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Cleanin ma room 2. Cashin @ Farm fresh 3. keep ma uncl happy Three Places I have lived 1. Pilipinas 2. Virginia 3. Pier waitin Aircraft Carrier Three TV Shows that I watch 1. iCarly 2. Vh1 3. Dancing wit stars Three places I have been 1. Pilipinas 2. Cali 3. Florida Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Lisa mae 2. Melissa 3. April Three of my favorite foods 1. it sure is Chocolate 2. Chinese 3. Tube steak Three things I would like to do 1. Finish college 2. reality show wit ray j 3. really try a different threesum Three friends I think will respond 1. Dave 2. Da

I'm Takin A Fucation
I'm going to step away from the fu for a little while. Its brought me nothng but trouble and with everything going on in my life right now i just need to step away. If Any of you want to keep in contact with me my yim is livinnlovinlife84. When i come back i will have made a decision on if i want to stay on the fu or if i want to delete my account. Mwahzzzzzz Kitty

Is This Really What America Wanted
the daily Mail ( UK ) wrote this editorial about Obama on 1/6/2009. (Confirmation, Google “London Daily Mail Obama's Victory") Obama's Victory--A British view A victory for the hysterical Oprah Winfrey, the mad racist preacher Jeremiah Wright, the US mainstream media who abandoned any sense of objectivity long ago, Europeans who despise America largely because they depend on her, comics who claim to be dangerous and fearless but would not dare attack genuinely powerful special interest groups. A victory for Obama-worshippers everywhere. A victory for the cult of the cult. A man who has done little with his life but has written about his achievements as if he had found the cure for cancer in between winning a marathon and building a nuclear reactor with his teeth. Victory for style over substance, hyperbole over history, rabble-raising over reality. A victory for Hollywood , the most dysfunctional community in the world. Victory for Streisand, Spielberg, Soro

Hi My Name Is........
HI MY NAME IS MELSSA.....AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT KNO HERE IT GOES...... I AM.....CRAZY,BITCHY,INSANE,EMOTIONAL,HAPPY, SAD,GIGGLY,RANDOM,LOVING DEPRESSED,PRETTY,BEAUTIFUL,UGLY, HIDEOUS,LOUD,OBNOXIOUS,HATEFUL FUN,BORING...... I TEND TO RANDOMLY.....BUST OUT IN A SONG, SOME SILLY ASS DANCE MOVE,SAY EXACTLY WHAT IM THINKING AT THE TIME,GO OFF ON PEOPLE,BUST OUT IN TEARS,FALL FOR PEOPLE ONE DAY AND HATE THEM THE NEXT,I WILL LOVE YOU EMENSLY AND HATE YOU TO THE EXTREME, HI MY NAME IS MELISSA AND I AM A BIPOLAR!!!! LOVE OR HATE.....DEAL WITH IT OR DONT EITHER WAY IM STILL GOING TO BE ME!!!!

Taurus Profile Description
Taurus Possessive, Eenterprising & Determined April 21 to May 22 Taurus personality: "count on me" About your self: You are perceived as stubborn and easy-going, but one who can be roused into an acute anger (just like the bull). You have a distinct style and a personality that is not easy to penetrate. Your planet is Venus, the planet of romance and love, and you are an Earth element. Meaning, you are earthy and sensuous. Being born under a Fixed sign, you will not change your ideas and beliefs for anyone. You tend to fix your mind on one goal and aim for it without considering anything else. You fear change and new circumstances to a point. It is not easy of you to give of yourself. You can be affectionate, almost grasping. You don't want to let go of anything. You want to think you own; but once you realize you don't own anyone or anything, what you want comes to you. Once your emotions are affected by someone, you take a second analyzing closer look. You lo

Pisces Compatibility
Compatibility Information for Pisces This information was kindly provided by the folks of AstroMate. The only online match-making service that uses astrology to find your match made in heaven. PISCES MALE You are sensitive and passionate, however somewhat unstable. You are attracted to strong voluptuous women. You can be extremely changeable, saying one thing to your lover and then turning around and doing exactly the opposite. You are very intuitive regarding acquaintances however quite blind to the defects of those you love. You love to go first class and will over extend yourself in order to shower your mate with expensive gifts. PISCES FEMALE You are feminine, intuitive, responsive and sensual. You are drawn to the creative or occult subjects. You are empathetic to those who have problems, therefore you often get used. You are a great one for fantasizing and in fact acting out your desires. Your biggest problem is that you tend to pick the wrong mate, resulting

Carrie's Auction
Carrie needs an OWNER! Do you need someone to pay special attention to your page each day? Well... Look no further... Here she is... Just click on the Offering tag, rate her pic and make a bid... You won't regret it! ***************************************** Be sure to Rate/Fan/Add the Hostess Dawn O'Doober ***************************************** Please repost. Thank you!

Not Enuff Time In The Day....
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? aggression What is something you have always wanted to try? hmmmmm haha ima freak there isnt much i havent tried already What is something you have never done in bed before? hmmmmmm What time of day do you like to have sex? whenever I'm in the mood What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? him...... How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?oh bout 30 seconds....lol If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? excited...teehee Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? hmmm maybe Have you ever faked an orgasm? sadly, yes *look ashamed* What Part of

Easy 10,000 Fubucks
Slaves To The Underground is Hiring Staff: We are looking for DJ's, promoters, bartenders and greeters to Apply talk to DJ Half Nightmare or DJ Dark Princess... If not Applying for a Job just come by and chill with us.. got good people and good music, couldnt ask for more so come Join us in slaves to the Underground!! And earn yourself an easy 10,000 fubucks all you have to do is click and enter tell the staff you read this blog. Then become a member and be seen in the lounge chatting for three consecutive days and then u will get paid. Just pm me mj_012001 for payment. Thank You DJ HALF NIGHTMARE / OWNER @ SLAVES TO THE UNDERGROUND& Fu Married & rl bf 2 DJ Dark Princess@ fubar Owner DJ Dark Princess Co Owner of Slaves 2 The Underground & FU Married & rl gf 2 DjHalf Nightmare@ fubar Co Owner

Get Off Your High Horse
Its uniform or level of a shitness that had happened today. Now my levels are higher than some..lower than some but for me it was just a pile of fecal matter that has formulated itself into a giant fuck. Now with that beginning you must have realized I am not write a love story. Today started off as any other day with sunshine but rain coming in making things nasty chilly out.. I think this weekend will be better.. But the weather was the setting for my work day. I believe I am the most devoted person when it come to showing up on time and generally never calling out. I am 8 am to 5pm like clockwork. The only time I would ever not show up is if my car broke down. I've worked sick, I've felt queezy..all those things. Now the March Madness is going on and I can't watch any of it cause it comes on during the day time..I missed a good chunk of the MD game. They won! Whew bright spot there. Well the main crap was my boss was not there today. But this lady named Cindy was

For My Master
Bring Me To Life lyrics How can you see into my eyes like open doors Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb Without a soul My spirit sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead It back home (wake me up) Wake me up inside (I Can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I Can't wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become Now that I know what I'm without You can't just leave me Breathe into me and make me real Bring me to life (wake me up) Wake me up inside (I Can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I Can't wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become Bring me to life Frozen inside without your touch without you love Darling only you are the light among the dead All of this time I can't believe I could

Exit 2 Exile Dj Battle Results
Dj Po`Boyz won with 6 votes Miss got 3 votes Dark got 3 votes and last but not least Lucky got 3 votes Congrats to all Dj`s I think you`re all awesome and much love to you all This was made for Po to display His achievement:

Im Bored So Why Not.
1.Where is your cell phone right now? lap Your significant other? define-significant (its all one word..see no spaces) Your hair? blownd Your mother? herself Your father? Your favorite thing is? purple Your dream last night? deep Your favorite drink? coffee Your dream/goal? prosper What room are you in? OFFICE Your hobby? writing Your fear? LOVE Where do you want to be in 6 years? beachside Where were you last night? work Something that you are not? lazy Muffins? BLUEBERRY Wish list item? laptop Last thing you did? cook TV? RARELY Your pets? cats Friends? LOYAL Your life? Mine Your mood? contemplative Missing someone? 50 Drinking? whiskey Smoking? some Your car? expedition Something you're not wearing? Shoes Your favorite store? Coldstone Your favorite color? flesh When is the last time you cried? ...........

Love Do Something's To Ya
LOVE IS COMPLICATED TODAY I RELIZE THAT WHEN I BROKE DOWN AND CRIED. BECAUSE MY MIND BODY AND SOUL HAD BROKE DOWN, PLUS MY CONSHUS WAS EATING AT ME. I LOVE THE WOMAN THAT HAS BEEN IN MY LIFE FOR A YEAR WHO HAS HOLD ME DOWN WHEN I WAS BOUT TO GO TO JAIL FOR MY BACK SUPPORT,YET MY MIND IS SO CONFUSE. YET IT DRIVES ME NUTS THAT I'AM MOVING OUT TO DO MY LIFE FOR AWHILE, BUT IN THE FUTURE I HOPE THAT WE WILL BE BACK TO WHERE WE NEED TO BE SOMEDAY. EVEN IF SHE IS WITH SOMEONE ELSE OR VICE VERSA BECAUSE WHOEVER IAM WITH DOWN THE LINE I WOULD DROP IT IN A HEARTBEAT..

Cant Understand!
There's some things i just can't understand when there is someone that you are close to and they are not sure about there feelings and confused if you tell someone that you love them why be confused about things? unless you have feelings for more than one person maybe it is that they don't know what they want or just maybe the grass is green on the other side and it all starts over a little argurment! I just really don't care anymore so sick and tired of everything and feel like i just want to give up on everything been hurt too many times just tired of getting hurt i been through so much witch the people i am with just don't seem to understand. I guess some people just want bigger and better cant just settle for less or for just one thing. When i am gone there will be no one that will remember me or even care or miss me! What is it with life yes we all have augurments but some people just don't get over it what would life be if we did not have dissagreements? some people just cant

Smartz
Yesterday something hit me like a ton of bricks. I didnt even realize how stupid I was when I was growing up. Its like at the age of 15 I suddenly underwent this mental puberty, so to speak. Up until I was 15, I was a total idiot. I dont think there was a smart thought in my head, and I did all sorts of ridiculously stupid crap. It was amazing. And all of a sudden...BAM! I actually had an intelligent thought in my head that didn't involve vodka, or vandalizing something, or stealing cigarettes.

Friendship
I'm a happy go lucky person and always gives and shared everything what I have. I am not a picky person when it comes to have friends. I'm a social butterfly. I don't care who you are or what you are as long as you don't play me like a fool and stabbed me on the back. Being a friend is not just sharing a joke, a conversation, a cup of coffee or a funny story. It means sharing an honest and true part of yourself. I treat my friends like family...I expect them to be loyal and honest to me. But for the life of me I don't know why my friends always fuck me over and stabbed me on the back...and of course I forget and forgive. I will let the time to take the final blow to her/him...let just say meal is best when it serve warm.

Blah Blah Blah
sorry. ====== RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? my coach [2] You were in the car with? kids i had to take home [3] Went to the mall with? my mom [4] Person you talked on the phone with? my sister [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? uhhmm...no clue T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? False Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? False Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? True Q: Have shaved your head? False Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? False Q: Shot a gun? False Q: Donated Blood? False WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Eat!!! [2] Be serious or be

Lets Be Friends
TITLE: LETS GET TO KNOW EACHOTHER BETTER PLACE IN BLOG: LETS DIG DEEP COPY AND PASTE TO YOUR OWN BLOGS AND LETS GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER!!!! Nickname you prefer: whiteboycustoms(wbc) Age, including months:31 What is your ethnic background?:white Real hair color:brown Age you got your first piercing/tattoos:18 How many?:1 piercing Shampoo/conditioner:cheep stuff Deodorant:hell no Perfume/cologne:aspen Favorite shirt:rebel flag Soap?:bodywash Lotion?:whatever works Do you hold grudges or forgive easy?:both How many real, close, friends do you have that you can truly trust?:not many Are you happy when you are single?:no Do you feel like you have everything you want/need?:no Are you content?ometimes Do you have any phobias?:no Whats your favorite physical feature about you?:none Whats your favorite part of your personality?:makein people laugh What do you wanna be when you grow up?ornstar lol

Uh-huh
ive sat here for monthes now politly asking people to help me level and yet its always the same 2 or 3 people that come by and rate anything.hmm guess my boobs aint big enough.well heres my thoughts,fubar is nothing more then a popularity contest of which i dont fit in.so the hell with it what happens happens but im done helping others cause i never get anything in return.time to be a asshole i guess....

Tiny Guy Story2
One inch tall Fred lay on the sofa armrest against the soft side of his wife Ellen's breast. Together they were watching a scary movie, 'The Dark of the Moon'. They were about half way through the movie, as the characters had just figured out that the moon monster was around. They were just about to split up and go look for it. Fred tried not to laugh at the same old horror plot. Ellen, meanwhile , just watched the screen wide eyed. Within a couple minutes, one of the characters was heading up the hill, alone, to try and make a cell call for help. Of course, as soon as he got a signal, the monster jumped out and got him. Ellen jumped too, slamming her back against the sofa cushions and moving away from Fred on the armrest. Fred was not shocked and all and just laughed at his wife, but he knew she liked to be scared like this. The movie switched back to the groups searching for the monster. As Fred knew would happen they did a couple false monster scenes, where they

Photogenic I Am Not
Shit I wish I didn't have anything to blog about tonite. I wish i could come home and i wouldn't be worried about nothing. Life has its challenges and its advantages. I wanted 24 tonite and it was good. Not a lot of Jack Bauer..more Tony Almeida. If you aren't a fan I will spare you the details. Basically this rogue military company is trying to usurp..yes i said usurp command from the US gov't. I am waiting for an all out war. Pretty much sounds like grand theft auto.. but im a video game geek I digress Dad says I owe state 74$ this year.. sounds gay cause I make no money and I work every fucking day. Something about me cashing out my 401K Urgh like 74$ is gonna pay for a new tank to kill more terrorist with. lame gov't laws I am pretty out of it so I'll keep this shorter than I would like. I'm sure some of this will carry over into other days where I feel more blahness. Dad is pretty much tearing up the bathroom for poor tiles in the shower.. The shower is so fuckin

Oracle
OK, so, I'm less than 300k to Oracle. I have autos on. I also have a bomb... but fu is running too sketchy right now to use it to it's fullest advantage, so I decided to save it and use it for the people who have helped me level. So... I would LOVE to level before my autos go off and I go to bed. I wanna use the pimp-out feature...LOL Please? Rating Revolution will help me if I can get to 200k.

Vapors
I was listening to Biz Markie's Vapors and all of a sudden I started to look for this word on Urban Dictionary.com and it explains it better: VAPORS Situation where someone treats someone one way, usually negatively, and then at a later point in time regrets what was done to that other person in the past or begins to treat the same person in a more respectful manner. Identified in the 1988 Biz Markie song "Vapors." Girls dissed you because you were broke. Now that you blew-up and have money, the same girls want to get with you. These women have caught the vapors. Guy breaks up with his girlfriend. Later on realizes that she was all he ever wanted and that breaking up with her was a mistake. Now he wants her back. He's got the vapors. regret vapers hindsight revenge vappors by DreJD Apr 18, 2006 share this Remember people, what goes around comes back around, AND SUCCESS WILL BE THE ULTIMATE REVENGE.

Fuckety Fuck Fuck
I feel like shayt :( being anemic, my body temp is LOWW as it is, and now it feels like 10 degs in here :( my neck is gettin progressively worse, and makes a clickin sound when I turn it :( blah blah blah woe is me

Murphys Law Of Combat Operations
1. Friendly fire - isn't. 2. Recoilless rifles - aren't. 3. Suppressive fires - won't. 4. You are not Superman; Marines and fighter pilots take note. 5. A sucking chest wound is Nature's way of telling you to slow down. 6. If it's stupid but it works, it isn't stupid. 7. Try to look unimportant; the enemy may be low on ammo and not want to waste a bullet on you. 8. If at first you don't succeed, call in an air strike. 9. If you are forward of your position, your artillery will fall short. 10. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself. 11. Never go to bed with anyone crazier than yourself. 12. Never forget that your weapon was made by the lowest bidder. 13. If your attack is going really well, it's an ambush. 14. The enemy diversion you're ignoring is their main attack. 15. The enemy invariably attacks on two occasions: a. When they're ready. b. When you're not. 16. No OPLAN ever survives initial contact. 17. There is no such thing as a p

Heart In Raged
Heart in enraged i feel like a rat in a cage my heart yerning and burning all the heart felt day now my heart traped in a cage my love that can not be gaged. heart tourment like a hellish soul. beating constantly out of cotrol. vampiric love is good 4 the soul.

Yu Nuh Easy 0.o
You know who you are friend,that's just it 'friend'. Ya sarcasm I can handle,and more.Ya are starting to annoy me,I'm not one to block anyone or delete anyone.Keep it up,and you will be the one blocking me or deleting me from ya friends list.=) Have a beautiful day =)

I Fear 16 Out Of 73, Guess Thats Normal (whatever That Is)
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling. If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid. If you get 10-20, you are normal. If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless. People who don’t have any are full of feces. I Fear… [] black people[] alone in the house[] staying single forever[] being a parent[] giving birth[] being myself in front of others[] open spaces[x] closed spaces[x} heights[] dogs[] birds[] swimming with fish[x] spiders[] flowers or other plants Total so far:3 [] being touched[] fire[x] deep water[x] snakes[] silk[] the ocean[x] failure[] success[] thunder/lightning[] frogs/toads[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom[] rats[x] jumping from high places[] snow Total so far: 7 [] rain[] wind[] crossing hanging bridges(x] death[] heaven[x] being robbed/mugged[x] falling from high levels[] clowns[] dolls[] large crowds of people[] women[] having great responsibilities[] doctors, including denti

Alone In The Darkness
I see the wind blow outside my window as the moonlight shines down through the trees outside and into my room. I walk over to the light that is falling down on my bare feet now as i stand in front of my window and raise my head slowly to look out of my window. I see you on my street corner watching me in the window and never moving as the wind picks up and blows harder against you. I see your eyes growing brighter as I move closer to my window and press my hand against the pane of glass that keeps you at bay. I turn and unlock my window and gesture unto you for you to come inside and yet you still just stand there staring at me with unblinking eyes of golden brown. I look upon you harder now as I lean forward out my window as far as I can go and reach out unto you and yet you still just stand there. I scream for you and you still stand there staring at me as if not to hear me at all. Then the sudden chill hits me and I fall back into my room and hit the floor with a thud. Now I stare

Ugh
i hate dirty old men. you look like my grandfather and tell me you wanna cum all over my face and tits. that's fucking disgusting. then tell me i'm the half naked bitch well fuck you just cause i'm half naked doesn't mean you can talk to me like that. i'm a human not a blow up doll. and no where on here do you see naked pics so if anything i'm a tease but only on here cause i feel the only one that should see me naked is my guy. i hope your dick rots off.....

Q &a Ala Jen!
LASTLast beverage: it 2 pm... cappuchinoLast phone call: BLast instant message: PandaLast song you listened to: Its raining men ( goes with the text lol)Last time you cried: last nightHAVE YOU EVERDated someone twice: yeah Been cheated on: yeaKissed someone & regretted it: omg yesLost someone special: Yes, quite a few..IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:Fallen out of love: yeaLaughed until you cried: yeaMet someone who changed your life: hrmmFound out someone was talking about you: oh im sure they do trick is do i care?Kissed anyone on your top friends? dont have top friends but possibly 1 on my friends list yesHow many ppl on your top friends do you know in real life? real life?? oh outside fo the computer.. a fewHow many kids do you want to have: what? 4 isnt enough??? LOLDo you have any pets: well if you ask them they are human but yes 2 dogs & 2 fishDo you want to change your name? yep What time did you wake up today? 630What were you doing at midnight last night? i was passed out coldName

Serendipity And The Playboy Mansion
It's crazy how things happen. I was planning on attending a charity event at the mansion in June to network with wealthy philanthropists for our Rock The Troops tour which will benefit charities for wounded soldiers and their families. Easter Sunday I visit my friend's myspace to wish her holiday greetings and she had a large advertisment for Stars and Stripes, a charity benefit for the Wounded Warrior Project, same place, same cost but a month early. It's serendipity and even better, I might get the write up of the event published in Military Times Magazine!

Pieces Of Shit
Nothing irks me more than a pathetic failure at life that tells me how awful and corrupt this country is, and how lucky I am to have been born in Russia. That scum wouldn't have lived a day in Russia, before gettin killed and dumped in the woods. Pathetic ignoramuses like that are what makes me tic. They have no idea what I lived through, including starvation and limited opportunities.

Universal Laws - Mainly For Me ...
Universal Laws There are 12 Universal Laws, and 21 sub-laws, that describe ways in which cause and effect are related. The Universal Laws can also be viewed as guidelines for behaviors that will enhance our physical, mental, emotional and spiritual growth. The Universal Laws are all inter-related and are founded on the understanding that everything in the universe is energy, including us, and that energy moves in a circular fashion. At the microscopic level, we are a whirling mass of electrons and energy atoms spinning rapidly. In fact, everything in the world is comprised of energy and we are intimately connected with this sea of energy, this sea of whirling electrons. Our thoughts, feelings, words, and actions are all forms of energy. What we think, feel, say, and do in each moment comes back to us to create our realities. Energy moves in a circle, so what goes around comes around. The combined thoughts, feelings, words and actions of everyone on the planet creates

Momma Said There'd Be Days...
Ever have one of those days that just feels right all day, but when you get home, you sorta feel a little empty? You kinda feel like you've made a lot of progress in really every fundamental aspect of your life, then you come home, sit down, and really wonder what it was all worth? I know as humans we tend to always strive for better, strive to improve our positions in life, but at times the work that is done seems so redundant. I need food, shelter, and clothing. I work for those, attain them, and I'm done with that. But now I need friends, people to talk to, understand me, etc. I strive for that, and once attained I realize a need in my life for companionship, someone to care for and be cared about. There always seems to be something that has to be chased, attained, or desired. Sometimes it would be nice to come home, sit down and content with what is around you, who is around you, and why they are there. Maybe my desire to be content is just another thing to be chased down, and onc

Your Help Is Wanted And Neded
Please forward this to your family and friends if you think they would they would be interested. this is from the head of my community please read Hello, I wanted to take a minute to thank you for being a part of our effort to help make some real changes in the lives of our children. Please go by our "Inaction = Tolerance" page to visit the National Sex Offender Registry today. If you have not been by there in a while please refresh your knowledge of who is in your neighborhood, around your family, in any zip code in the U.S. It is free, no fees, no credit cards, nothing, just keep your self informed of those around you that have hurt children in the past.Abuse in all it's ugly forms is more than one person, group or effort can address, that is why this e-mail is focusing on the many different groups and their issue specific goals that we are networking with, and that are working together to keep our kids safe.While I wish I could send all the e-mails I get daily in, to show the dept

:( Sad
One night a guy & a girl weredriving home from the movies. Theboy sensed there wassomething wrong because of the painfulsilence they shared between themthat night. The girl then asked the boy to pull overbecause she wanted to talk. She told him that herfeelings had changed & that it was time to move on.A silent tear slid down his cheek as heslowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding downthat very same street. He swervedright into the drivers seat, killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, shepulled it out & read it."Without your love, I would die."

I Have The Greatest Husband!
So I am sure that every married lady out there will most likely say the same thing about their husband, and I am also sure that it is true for them. Just like it is true for me. My husband cj also known as the oh so appropriate name of automatic leg spreada in the wonderful land of fubar. He had such a rough life, has been through so much and is dealing with so much currently. You would think that there would come a point in someones life where they just cant handle anymore. Not this amazing man. Yeah of course he is human and at times the stress is to much but he somehow manages to pull it together and be this strong, loving, generous, loyal man. Not one day goes by no matter what he is dealing with that he does not show in someway or another or a million little ways that he loves me. The kind of love we have is the kind that not very many are lucky enough to find. We both came into this relationship extremely hurt from our past relationships, and it was hard for us to both tru

Lookie, Another One! Wtf Is The Deal?
Dating Question: Can a Guy Be Too Nice? Four ways that single men blow their chances with women and become friend material instead By dating blogger Rich Santos for Marie Claire Updated: Apr 16, 2009 Single women say they want the nice guy. But I'm not so sure. I recently had the following IM conversation with my friend Jill: RICH (11:09:02 AM): punks, and rock stars JILL (11:09:12 AM): pretty much RICH (11:09:21 AM): hence Dave and you will never be together JILL (11:09:27 AM): he's a good guy RICH (11:09:30 AM): haha too clean cut and nice JILL (11:09:35 AM): pretty much Poor Dave! He's losing out to punks, and rock stars! Nothing against these occupations (not that being a punk is an occupation), but the more important part of this conversation is that Jill stated that Dave (who adores her) is too nice. A little more about Dave: He is well-off, takes care of Jill as a friend, and asks her to do fun things all the time... you know... dates? Imagine! I had a friend

~my Life With You~
My life with you is a open bookYou read me as you known me My whole lifeMy soul is not complete without youI have lost you twice in my lifeI can not lose another chance I regret what I have doneI get scared of you seeing me as someone elseWhich I am nothing compare to your friendsI admit to being jealousEven though my sexual preference is differentI love you and the kidsYou mean the world to meI have cried over you I have talked about youI wish I had another chance with youAn I hope I do end up hearing you say "how you feel"I saw in your eyes how much you care I want and need you in my lifeI am young an learning also That's why you have to teach meTell me what I am doing wrongDon't let me go on and do itI make mistake's just need to know when I am doing it wrongI am not leaving you no matter how many time's you push me awayYou push i'll come back and get youI am here for you through good an badI love you!

Hhhmmmm
Why do we put suits in a garment bag and garments in a suitcase?Why do we play in recitals and recite in plays?Why do we have hot water heaters?Why do we drive on parkways and park on driveways?Why do 'tug'boats push their barges?Why do they sell a pound cake that only weighs 12 ounces?Why do they report power outages on TV?Why do they put Braille dots on the keypad of the drive-up ATM?Why do they call them "apartments" when they are all stuck together?Why do they call it disposable douche? Is there a kind of douche you keep after using?How come Superman could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him?How can there be "self help GROUPS"?How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?How can someone "draw a blank"?How can overlook and oversee be opposites, while quite a lot and quite a few are alike?Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations?Does the Postmaster General need a stamp of approval?Does the little

Veronica Is?
news time 8:53 AM on Nov. 28, 2008 VERO IS de veronica, 25.09.2008 Copy, paste fill in the blanks! Have fun! and return it to me vero is _____. vero thinks a lot about _____. When I think of vero, I think of _____. If I were alone in a room with vero, I would __ I think vero should _____. _____ reminds me of vero. vero needs _____. Without vero I would _____ I want to _____ vero. If I could describe vero in a word: _____. vero will never _____. vero can _____ my _____. Worst thing about vero is _____. Best thing about vero is _____ I hope vero never _____. I am _____ with vero. I _____ vero because _____. veronica, 45 años Escribir al aut

Standards
The bad thing about comming to your office to take tests is you often think about other stuff. I often don't understand how being the special case in some circumstances often gives you worse benefits than if you were an average person involved in the same situation. I always thought that being given special consideration, for whatever reason, gave you the benefit of being a normal person in that circumstance, plus certian things. However, my experience dictates that while you may in face be considered special in someone's eyes, it usually means that you are effectively entittled to less than what a "normal" person in that same situation would be given. It's almost as if the thought process is, I consider this person to be special, therefore their difference in status means that I don't have to give them what I give others. Maybe I am confused as to what being special means. Perhaps it is that special does in fact mean different, but not in the happy way we think it means, but in a w

Metal Dj Contest In Dh2
April 29 in dh2 we are havin a metal competition for any dj that wishes to enter you get 20 min to tear up the air waves and make my ears bleed. all you gotta do is get a hold of me via sb or yahoo crazyredneck223@yahoo.com look forward to lots of entries we start at 6pm est and will run all night, thanks yall hope to see ya here chris

"your Sweet Six Six Six"
There are things you should know And the distance between us seems to grow But you're holding on strong And, oh, how hard it is to let go, oh, so hard to let go I'm waiting for your call and I'm ready to take your Six six six in my heart And I'm longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet Six six six in my heart (oh, my heart) I'm losing my faith in you But you don't want it to be true But there's nothing you can do There is no thing you can do - yes, I've lost my faith in you Waiting for your call And I'm ready to take your six six six in my heart And I'm longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet Six six six in my heart Right here in this heart Oh, Right here in this heart I'm lonely And I know it's too late Oh, my god you're so lonely I'm waiting for your call and I'm ready to take your Six six six in my heart And I'm longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet Six six six in my heart I'm ready for the fall and I'm ready to take your Six six six in my heart Longin

Dj Marlboroman
This is his FIRST CONTEST!!!! Please Click on the PIC and Rate it for him!! Also can you leave me a comment on how I did on my first bullention and HTML blog!! THANK YOU DJ Marlboroman is in his first contest!! He needs your help!! Just Click on the picture below and place a rate. Leave a comment and I will return the LUV!! Please repost!! Brought to you by: DkAngelPrincess

A Great Lil Story...
GREEN BUDS AND HASHWould you like green buds and hash?- No I would not, Mister Stash!Would you like them in a bong?Would you like them all day long?- No I would not in a bong!- No I would not all day long!- I do not like green buds and hash.- I do not want them Mister Stash!Would you like them wrapped in paper?Will you try them now or later?- I do not want them wrapped in paper.- I don't want them now or later.- I don't want them in a bong,- I do not want them all day long.- I do not like green buds and hash,- I do not want them Mister Stash!Would you like them in a joint?- No I would not, what's the point?Perhaps you would prefer a puff?Just have one, that is enough.- I won't partake, not of a puff,- Nor a hoot, nor hit, nor huff!Would you try a tiny toke?- No I don't want any smoke!What if they were vaporized?- I've told you no a thousand times!Would you, could you, in a cake?Or in cookies I can bake?- I do not want them in a cake,- Or in cookies you could bake.- I do not want them v

Her Shadow
Her Shadow Her curves cast the shadow Like a sundial slowly moving across the floor She awaits her lover’s strong touch Her heart pounding for what is in store She waits by the window As the sun moves through the sky Her lover journey’s home now His soul heard her passionate cry As the shadow drifts silently Her mind wanders to the past

It's Been Awhile
I guess I don't fubar much these days. I'm not sure what the last thing I posted on here was (I'll go check later) but life has been busy since Sis and I opened a store. We've only been running a few months now but I am enjoying it. There's really not much to tell other than that, but I'd love to hear what everyone else is up to so let's hear it!

Untitled Love Cry
Once a shy spirit,alone:she was risen from the shell to the open fields of love but they smiled a little glimpse for her fate would shun her back. Paining her heart to grief,and breaking up her spirits to tears, her glass heart to pieces and the return of her fears... she scurried back to her former ways, in which she knew her only refudge. And with her insides flaming like a burning hell, how was she to know her heart would burn so, darkness is the only something she knows. Was darkness her comfort,shading her from pain like a mother cares for her kin. With tears of blood and a heart so blind, was it merely another illusion cast by her tormenters? There is beauty amongst the breakdown, if she may rise then may she spark a new, perhaps she may too prove her means to venture in the fields of love.

Bid And You Will Receive
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=416988329. This is the link to the Guys and Dolls drama free auction. Come and bid on me and to the highest bidder recieve your reward. I look forward to hearing from you. Peace

True Friends
guys wake up some girls have jobs just cause u buy rhe blaststs and autos u arent gonna meet very man of them i love women more then anything but lets get real ive been guilty my self buy a playboy or huster its cheaper u wont see harddly any of yhese girls but u can see there pics is that worth it true love is worth more dont be suckers i have and i see my mistates dont fall for it! kanan watch for the spam girls

Friends
hiya everyone, im new here and hope make friends with some of u ..if u like to be friends with me pls feel free add me ok.. since im new here so i will have get to used this and learn how creted my profile here so u all know more about me soon alright so please be patient ok.. u all have great day, wink.

Old Detroit
You lived in or near Old Detroit if:You took a "moonlight cruise" to Bob-Lo with Captain Bob-Lo or went to Edgewater Amusement Park. You shopped at Hughes and Hatcher, B Siegel, Peck and Peck, Himelhoch's, Robert Hall, Crowley's, Shoppers Fair, EJ Korvettes or Federals. You remember the trolley cars that went along Jefferson Avenue into Detroit.You remember the Detroit Train Station. You remember shopping at J. L. Hudson's and you rode the elevators there, which were "run" by an elevator operator. You remember the world's largest flag that flew on the side of Hudson's in downtown Detroit. You remember a Winkleman's and Sanders store in your neighborhood. You remember the "Big Snow", Buffalo Bob, Howdy Doody, Clarabelle, Phineas T.Bluster, Princess Summer-Fall-Winter-Spring. You remember Twin Pines Dairy delivered milk and juice to the chute on the side of your house and Milky the Clown performed magic with the magic words "Twin Pines." You remember the Good Humor man in a white uniform

Everything We Had
You were the only face I'd ever known.I was the light from the lamp on the floor,and only as bright as you wanted me to be.But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,and I do regret more than I admit.You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.Everything we had, everything we had,everything we had, everything we had is no longer there.It was the only place I'd never known.Turned off the light on my way out the door.I will be watching wherever you go,through the eyes of a fly on the wall.You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.Everything we had, everything we had,everything we had, everything we had is no longer there, longer there.You saw for yourself, the way it played out.For you, I am blinded.For you, I am blinded, for you.I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.And I do regret more than I admit.You have been followed

Misanthrope
I rarely watch TV< but it seems like each new time that I turn it on, there is another atroscious, demented, gawdawful reality show. While its the producers that make that tripe, its the fucked up sheeple that watch that garbage, and then dissect it with their equally moronic friends. Am I an asshole for seeing newsreports about disasters and accidents, and gloating about the loss of more nasty humanoids? I dunno, go figure. I with the day humanity collapses into itself came earlier.

35 Wishes
My 35 wishes for you To look at yourself as you do at me and feell as loved as I do by you To always know that you deserve to be loved by yourself and others To believe your touch does not make me feel wanted yet reminds me how worthy I am to be wanted To give yourself the same level of compassion and respect as you provide me To never need to feel worth and to know your worth is needed by others To never forget that you can only be loved as much as you love yourself... And may that very love be as deep as an abyss and as full as the oceans To know that I'm not escaping reality when I am with you but that being with you is part of my reality To never feel your purpose is make someone feel wanted To feel loved on purpose always To know I loved you before I needed you and to believe I need you because I love you To know that the feel of your touch is my definition of love To never doubt your beauty To never feel I doubt your beauty To know you don't have to be what you t

Deal???
I've got a proposition for someone...I want to trade 3.5 million fubucks for a 25 bling pack...If anyone wants to do this trade with me, pls let me know so that more than one person doesn't do it...Thank you for reading...xoxo Tina

Bestmoviestar In (the Bachelorette Party) Hot Sex Storie
Bachelorette Party I never knew what my friends had in store for me my bachelorette party. If I'd have known ahead of time I would've called the whole thing off. Fortunately for me, I didn't. Little did my future husband know he life would change that day too. It was supposed to be just us girls sitting around my house getting drunk and talking about men. I had NO idea that they had invited a bunch of men to join us. The first men to arrive were two Black males about 30 years old. I was surprised to see Black men since as far as I knew; none of my girlfriends even knew a Black man. I gave a quick glance at one of my girlfriends who just smiled coyly and introduced me to JD and Tyrone. "So this is the married woman?" JD said to me. "Not married yet," Jen answered. This did little to put me at ease. JD was a very attractive man, but a Black man? I'd never thought of being with a Black man. Surely my friends didn't have anything like that in mind for the evening. About a half

Sex Kitten
the lounge was empty and the muisc was above avg. but there was not one staff member to be found and when ask got no response in my oppion this club needs to hire more staff or close down when they can not staff the room when was contacted by the enforcer was bought a drink and then told that the owener was there and was invited back this is a place that I will have to give a second chance to but from the first look This reviewer gives the SEX KITTEN a 6 out of 10

Ensign: Words
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 22 May 2009 “The B-I-B-L-E, yes that’s the book for me. I stand alone on the Word of God, the B-I-B-L-E. BIBLE!” My daughter Sarah’s heard that song from her cousin Josceline who’s in Sunday school (where she will start this fall) and when she sings that anywhere I’ve heard her it comes out, “I stand the Lord on the Word of God, the B-I-B-L-E. BIBLE!” I tried to correct her on this once, but she still does it and at three years old, I am not pushing for perfect lyrics or pitch. When do we realize that God is not pushing us to be perfect either? He knows we can’t do it; when Jesus says, “Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father … in heaven is perfect,&rdquo

Fu Bf/gf
My last fu boyfriend was great thanks sean for having me now I need a new one that is close to my age and likes me for me an will understand that I have school an such. Will also take a fu girlfriend I am bisexual would like to try to have a fu girlfriend... Anyways much love!

I Guess I'll Check This More Often.
So I never get on this thing and check it. I just sit around and do other things online. Ive noticed a lot of people on fubar are quite...um...eccentric. LOL. I dont understand why this is so popular really. I cant find the chatrooms. I guess they took those off? Hope everyone who is left on my list, is doing fine. I booted so many people, because i did not know a single one of em. Blah.

What Vitamin Are You?
You Are Vitamin D You're a naturally strong person. You've always had a lot of endurance. You can survive what would make most people crumble. You have both mental and physical strength. You don't do a lot to stay healthy - you just live a pretty natural lifestyle. You stay away from processed junk, sleep like a baby, and get plenty of sunshine! What Vitamin Are You?

David R. Ray
David Robert "Bobby" Ray (February 14, 1945 to March 19, 1969) David R. Ray was awarded the Medal of Honor posthumously. In addition to the Medal of Honor he was awarded the Purple Heart Medal for wounds received in action, as well as the Combat Action Ribbon, National Defense Medal, Vietnam Service Medal (with star) and the Republic of Vietnam Campaign Medal. His father was presented the Medal of Honor in a White House ceremony. Citation:For conspicuous gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty while serving as a corpsman with Battery D, 2d Battalion, 11th Marines, 1st Marine Division, at Phu Loc 6, near An Hoa, Quang Nam Province, in the Republic of Vietnam, on 19 March 1969. During the early morning hours, an estimated battalion-sized enemy force launched a determined assault against the Battery's position, and succeeded in effecting a penetration of the barbed-wire perimeter. The initial burst of enemy fire caused numerous casualties amo

My Own Swan
no time for me anymore....they'll see when i wash up on shore....i'll die until i live...i didnt want that string to give...they left it up to me....one day they'll see....but instead of taking my own life...i'll put away this knife...i'll show them i dont need them.....i'll make my life a worthy gem....they all said i was worthless....without their help i'll clean up the mess...one day they'll notice i'm gone.....but don't look for my swan song....look for the life gone wrong turned into something that was meant to be....and there, you'll find me...so to all that dont think i'll be my own swan....dont look for me because i'll be gone

Awesome Day Out
I HAD A BLAST WITH MY ROOMMATES KIDS... WE ALL WENT TO THE POOL STAY TILL ABOUT 5:00 P.M... I AM BURN FROM HEAD TO TOE.... I STILL HAD A BLAST... NOW FOR THOSE WHO SAY THAT I DONOT GET OUT AND DOING NOTHING HMMM LOOK ON MY PIC PAGE AND YOU WELL SEE MY FACE I AM RED BUT I WE TAN THE NEXT DAY...... STILL HAD A BLAST...... WHEN IT GET HOT I AM OUT SIDE MOST OF THE TIME.. I DONOT LIKE BEING IN SIDE THAT MUCH... I AM LIKE HELL NO GOT TO GET OUT AND DOING SOMETHING...... CAN'T WAIT TO GO RAFTING SOON WITH MY BABY.... OH NO NOT THE WAIT THING DAMN IT.... OOOOOO I LOVE CAMPING TOO.... LOVE THE NIGHT TIME WHEN IT IS JUST YOU AND YOUR LOVE ONE AT THE CAMP SITE NOT A DAMN SOUL AROUND... HMMMMM NOW WOULDA YOU LIKE TO KNOW... HA HA I AM NOT TELLING YOU ANY THING YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO GUESS AND BE IN THE GUTTER.... AHHHH YES THE GUTTER IS A VERY FUN PLACE TO BE....

Enchanted Forest Consumation
EvanescenceLithium Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Once upon a time, 72 hours ago - my day went like this: I picked up my pet rat, Em, who was born blind - though when I saved her from being snake food I thought her erratic head tilting and dashing hither and thither was because of her extraordinary intelligence. Reality soon set in and I took in the quirky little stories that her behaviors generated in my mind. Her house was either two steps away, or about 10 miles away, and it just always depended on whether she would accidentally stumble into the entrance on first try, or go on a mad, blind, dash around and around and around her cage until she would then stumble into the hut entrance. She ate two out of three litters of babies. Nature is a bitch, and would have done away with a blind rat before she ever would have caught the nose of a male rat

Computer Problems
Hey y'all. Just wanted to let all my friends know, (those that care anyhow) that I won't be on much for a bit. Don't know how long, but my computer F'd up last night, and have to see about getting it fixed. Until then, I can use my roommate's computer, when she's not on it. Other than that, if you have either of my cell numbers, feel free to text or call me. I'll be on and off here periodically today, at least this morning. So if you have any ?s and catch me up here, hit me up.

Suthen-isams
Suthen-isms: ____ Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't HAVE them, you PITCH them. _____ Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up a mess. _____ Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of yonder. _____ Only a Southerner knows exactly how long directly is, As in: 'Going to town, be back directly.' _____ Even Southern babies know that Gimme some sugar is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table. _____ All Southerners know exactly when by and by is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. _____ Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a whole messa fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large banana puddin! _

Man In Black
I'm just looking at a man in black. He makes me want to have him in my bed. I dismiss that idea immediately because that just wouldn't be possible. Here I am a lonely, horny woman and Mr. Man in Black would not be in interested. Wait, maybe he is! He keeps staring at me! Man in Black is staring at me Hard. Like he's undressing me with his eyes. Is he thinking about me the way I'm thinking about him? I'm thinking about pulling, no Ripping his clothes off and pushing him on to my bed. Having him rub my body, squeezing my ample hips, kissing the tops of my breasts and nibble on my nipples with his teeth grazing the nubs, bringing intense pleasure to my aching body. Closing my eyes in that little cafe with Mr. Black watching me as I tantalize him in my mini-fantasy. My tongue darts out to lick my lips sexily. I can feel how hard he would be my thighs as we kiss, he'll devour my mouth and I follow along. I'm loving his mouth. His lips would be soft yet hard when they need to be. This is a

No Subject Really....
You will miss me when Im gone One day you will see I wasnt as bad as you thought, just a lonely soul You couldve wiped the tears I cried After all they were yours I never had the loving arms around me when I hurt I wiped my tears alone I wasnt the cold hearted btch you thought after all I have feelings Noone bothered to check them

It Is Time To End It
It is Time To End It Do you remember the spaces you filled? Do you remember the smile you caused? Do you remember the fire in my eyes? Do you remember the life now paused? I see your face everywhere I look You are my total eclipse of the sun I stand in the darkness of you leaving I have no strength to run Why has my life shattered? How did I let myself become this low? I curl up inside my corner alone

Misunderstanding
There must be some misunderstanding There must be some kind of mistake I waited in the rain for hours And you were late Now it's not like me to say the right thing But you could've called to let me know I checked your number twice, don't understand it So I went home Well I'd been waiting for this weekend I thought that maybe we could see a show Never dreamed I'd have this feeling Oh but seeing you is believing That's why I don't know why You didn't show up that night There must be some misunderstanding There must be some kind of mistake I was waiting in the rain for hours And you were late Since then I've been running around trying to find you I went to the places that we always go I rang your house but got no answer Jumped in my car, I went round there Still don't believe it He was just leaving There must be some misunderstanding There must be some kind of mistake...

Just Looking For Some Fu Friends
Hi people my name is nick and im just looking for some true friends i would love to get to the top ranks and i think that i have what it takes just need some good beautiful people around me so send me a mess if your intrested

To My Hater's!
I keep it real and that's a promice.I may be a bitch but at least im honest.When i walk by u stop and stare,well keep lokin'because i don't care.I have my own life and style.Not trying to please u or make you u smile!When it come's to compotition you are out,now shut your haten ass and keep me out of your mouth.....To all my haters!

Dragon Shaggers
need help to level join dragon shaggers we have 2 lounges dragoms lair and srl we will help i promise this links to lounge is http://fubar.com/lounge/66302 http://fubar.com/lounge/67100 Felicity§hagwell~Owner@§hag-ra-la & Co Owner@Dragons Lair~Fu Married to djKanan The Dreamcatcher@ fubar

Love And Passion
wat is the different between love and passion is it that passion causes immortality and insanity for an love of you life love isn't an passion cause love doesn't kill it just destory an person more then only thing but passion it's beyond love passion causes us to do my arrgant things then does but the only way an person has passion for someone is by loving them more then life it self but is it an test from the god and goddress to test our strenght for thy love we have for one another well life it self is an test to see how much hell is in our life but passion is an test to see how far well go for an love that we have for someone for an expample of passion is making sure you have him or her for ur self love and passion togather isn't an good thing caus eit cause jealuosness that cause us as human being to go crazy do thing we never thought we would do to show how much love we have for that person

I Am An Artist
I am an artistic and unique individual. I believe my skills in drawing and painting will broaden my horizon for becoming successful. I feel a great amount of honor when creating my art, because such talent isn't abundant. My ability ranges greatly and I can finish with speed and persition. Everyone who knows me understands how much I love art and the concept of the study. In the real world it's very hard to get the respectable recognition. Getting your artwork out into the public requires getting individuals to depend on getting showing together to view artwork. Art expresses my individuality and makes me realize who I really am.

The Birch
birch tree, I see you stand all aloneIn a clearing, so far removed from others.You strive to belong in the woods with them,To be among your sisters and your brothersBut strong roots keep holding you down to the ground,All you can do is tilt your head and flail your armsHoping they will see your struggle, come to you,But they are attached as well, and can't abandon their realmsAs days and nights go by, you hear them whisper in the wind.You want to share your dreams at night, and celebrate beginnings of each day;But distance is too big, and they can't hear;You look at them with tired eyes, and quietly wonder what they sayThe day is coming to an end,The clearing and the forest stand in the darkYour green head is tilted down, you feel defeat,And clear bitter sap is running down your bark.You fall asleep and see the dreamsOf standing in the woods, with theirs your branches intertwine.You feel the wind caress your leaves,And bring your soul a little closer to divine.At night the clouds gathe

Lunar
She watched as transparent whirls of smoke slowly danced in a crisp winter air upwards towards the sky, changing shapes and patterns like ghostly apparitions, until finally disappearing into eternal nothingness.She took a drag from a cigarette, and heard a light crackle as the amber tip lit up and let the smoke fill her lungs. She exhaled, letting out a new batch of smoke. The moon emanated its cold mysterious glow, making the snow covered field drown in an ocean of pure white.She stood there, spellbound by this creature that was looking back at her, and her only, with its featureless round face, so many light years and miles away, so distant and yet so close, keeping her company at this lonesome hour.She could sense it sending its lunar incantations into the air, pulsating with waves and invoking the spirits of the forest that stood like an inpenetrable fortress along the shadowed edges of the field.From the safety of the lit up entrance of the hotel, she wondered what creatures might

As I Sit Here I Think Of You
As I sit here I think of youI know our love is trueI know our love will holdFor our love is truly boldWe have been apartThat is the hardest partI know you must goBut soon I will followNothing will keep me awayOur love is here to stayI see you sleepingI want to hold you dearAnd I feel like weepingI know the time is nearJust remember I love youI will be faithful and trueI sit and look forwardAs we move towardThe long life we have aheadI love you my dear.

Myself
I have to live with myself and so I want to be fit for myself to know. I dont want to stand with the setting sun and hate myself for the things I have done. I want to be able as time goes by always to look myself in the eyes. I dont want to keep on a closet self alot of secrets about myself. And fool myself as I come and go into thinking that noone else will know. I want to go out with my head erect I want to deserve everyones respect. But here in the struggle for love and wealth I want to be able to like myself.I can never hide myself from me I see what others may never see. I know what others may never know I can fool myself and so whatever happens I want to be SELF RESPECTING & CONSCIENCE FREE.

Random Crap About Me
1 I wear shorts to the beach, no bikinis 2 My last name means "worldly" in old Russian 3 I am very lazy 4 I always look behind me when I'm walking by myself 5 I dont take myself seriously 6 I am kinda hateful in RL 7 I dont like big cities 8 My picture is in the dictionary under "underachiever" 9 Travel is my goal in life 10 I can make my stomach look like I'm 7 months pregnant

Blue October-the End
Here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn, Worms squeezing their way through my toes Tonight that's how it goes. I'm at your window kneeling quiet, I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right Your heart right "Let him go!" Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor As he embraces every inch of you The woman I adore. I can't believe the way you're bending Can't believe this neverending moaning asking him for more Begging him for more How far will I go To make it feel right? "Come home" I have to fix this on my own Replace my heart, Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end Replace my heart, I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping... end I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her, From her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot He pleased and pleased her. I turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capable It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go. I squeezed the life into my brain

If You Jump, I'll Jump
Smiles and her laughter its the only thing that I've been waiting for a time regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time ...the only thing that I've been waiting for. I hope its something worth the waiting cause its the only thought that I ever feel real thunder storms could never stop me cause there's no one in the world like Emily she's simple yet confusing her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble days seem like years in this month of December the winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep and never will I give up trying cause you're everything to me I hope its something worth the waiting its the only thought that I ever feel real thunder storms could never stop me cause there's no one in the world like emily there's no one in the world like Emily

Love Hurts.
Why loving someone hurts so bad? I never had to think about it. Now that's all I think about. Relationships should be so simple. Find someone to love, fall in love, be happy the rest of your life. What a joke!!!!! It's nothing but a lie, and I've been the biggest fool of all. Love isn't real, just a term. Be used than tossed a side like a piece of garbage, a laughing stock for the world to know about. Just a big joke, but I'm not laughing any more!!!!!!!

Blah
Blah..my weekend is all over. Back to jail I go and slave away making money for nasty bills and such. I haven't ate much at all today...I feel hungry but not hungry... Since I woke up I had a muffin, coffee, a few small rice cakes and some dried fruits and coffee again. Last night, I cooked up some shrimp fried rice and eggrolls...spent a lot of time cooking it all and I barely ate it. On monday at work, one of my coworkers had asked me if I lost weight...I told her I lost some but nothing too major. She's also trying to lose weight and she has. She's doing better than I am, but at least Im still losing weight slowly...I still haven't gone to the gyms in a while. My appatite has just been so different. Rich brought home subway yesterday and I just picked at it. I'm not starving myself on purpose...I just don't eat as much as I used to I guess...I dunno..just odd... Anyways... Went to the grocery store to do food shopping for the weekend....gotta love how kids just stare at me. Som

Welcome Back To My World =] Round 1
♥ Well its been over 2 years since ive been on here. Damn wish i would have kept my old profile. But oh well not to hard to start over :->. Should be rather easy once i get the hang of this stuff again.So lets see an update about me over the past two years. PSH. Where to begin. Ive lived in new jersey. Maryland. Been to florida. LIved in 3 different houses. 2 Apartments. Had dogs. Lost dogs. Engaged. Unengaged. Broke my leg. Had about 6 different jobs. LOL that about sums it up in one paragraph. Its not that i regreat a lot of my past or choices. Its just im in a good mood and i dont wanta dwell on that :DSo my silly little Icon of the day will be back :-> i wonder how many of you will read and look for it :D Yeah i know im basically a silly loser but everyone loves me once they get to know me. Nope im not aliciarenee anymore. Yes that is my name but im Mrs. Fukin Attitude cause i always got an attitude and an opnion. Welcome to my world =] im so happy to be home >:D

Poem Written By Al For Gthf. U Rock :)
Sin...........its like time ticking away every second of the day. To feel pleasures unknown. Fobidden by those who were blind to truth. Knowing it was by far the best advantage LOVE was granted. For men and women who find truth can't help to feel like they have falln from the Grace of GOD in the end. Love and let Love live.......Alpha n Omega

Blah Blahhhhh Blahhhhhhhhh
I wish I could be ,all you want and need , instead of being such a burden , then maybe you wouldn't full so much contempt for me. you are constantly telling me that you want and love me but then you end up telling me you hate me . make up your mind before we run out of time AND NOW ......A HAIKU bubbles are to her heaving bossomsass that can make the Earth shakeand ass has hidden wonders that tit can not compete

Makes Our Love Grow Stronger. Pfft Yeah Right.
So its been one of them days. And trust me. Since it started i just wanta restart it. I love him. I do. But i cant take the bullshit. I got too much going on to care. Or deal with it. He keeps giving me crap. And more crap. So whatever. Heres how i feel right now :( Another day Without your smile Another day just passes by But now I know How much it means For you to stay Right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight remains so strong It makes our risk right all along The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with

A Few New Ones
It's perfect, and touches me deepFirst thing in the morning, when I hear you speakAnd last thing at night as you bid me sweet dreamsThe brush of your lips lets me know what you meanAnd all of the hours that pass through the dayThose spent together and when you're awayI think of you always, imagine your touchThink how to show you, I love you so muchSo when we're apart, and you long for me nearJust try to remember, you're already hereFor deep in my heart, where no one can seeYou'll be forever, together we'll be --------------------------------------------------- Once I was a beautiful shellGiving life to the creatures of the seaTides and time pounded on me, breaking me bit by bitThen I was stuck nowhere to go...The barnacles found a place to dwellBut Mother Ocean gave me a second chanceThe tides washed me upon the shoreThere I lay waiting in the sun, dull and chipped and uglyThen, you came along and found meThe barnacles were picked, the sand washed offYou polished me up and brought ou

All Alone And Standing...cute
Oh yah...it's cute. Cute? Cute you fucker? I sent that picture to 10 people today and cute was not a fucking word that described me but you the one who finds me un-attractive of couse you were cute. Cute like a fuckin little toy doll which I'm pretty sure is what you have viewed me as for the past 5 years. I'm over it all. I am over you and I am so beyond hurt that I hope that you fall in love with someone and after 5 years they tell you "oh yah Um...I was never really that into you. I married you. I bore your child. I gave up my career, my life, my friends all falling maddly in love with a man who lets face is has no respect of love for me and never did. Yet all I have in my head lately is all alone and standing pretty in this dust that was a city. I'm tired of the tears i shed for you and want to be over you so badly it hurts inside. All i can do is pick myself up and somehow find the strength to be there for my son. I hope years from now you die alone

Nestle Recalls Toll House Cookie Dough Products
NEW YORK — Nestle USA on Friday voluntarily recalled its Toll House refrigerated cookie dough products after a number of illnesses were reported by those who ate the dough raw. The company said the Food and Drug Administration and the Centers for Disease Control are investigating reported E. coli illnesses that might be related eating the dough. In a statement, the FDA said there have been 66 reports of illness across 28 states since March. About 25 people have been hospitalized, but no one has died. E. coli is a potentially deadly bacterium that can cause bloody diarrhea, dehydration and, in the most severe cases, kidney failure. The FDA advised consumers to throw away any Nestle Toll House cookie dough products in their homes and asked retailers, restaurateurs and other foodservice operations not to sell or serve any of the products. "This has been a very quickly moving situation," Nestle spokeswoman Roz O'Hearn said, adding the company took action within 24 hours of learni

You Guys Rock
This is gonna be another random blog about a few subjects.First of all I want to welcome all the new members of Alissa's gentlemen's club.You guys are cool and I appreciate you being in my group.This group is all about boys.There are lots of girl groups and I think the guys deserve one to. I want the group to be able to band together when another member needs to level.I think that would be great to help each other out.If anyone is interested in joining message me or leave a comment on the blog.Also,I leveled to Prophet a few days ago and that was pretty cool.I did it in nine days that was sweet.Im about 14 million from Oracle.I've had alot of support and rates lately.Keep the love coming my friends.I return love the best I can.I have almost 5,000 friends so sometimes it is hard.Thanks everyone who really matters for being cool to me and being my friends.For the stupid ones well you know what you can do.

Pizza The Hut Ate Himself To Death On Father's Day Weekend
Last night after work I say Mary, Sarah, and Jeffrey on the patio and we had no idea what we would do for dinner. Martha was at work and the other three were wet from spraying with the hose. We opted to order in from Pizza Hut (which we’d apparently never done before from the restaurant closest to us; when we lived in an apartment, it was on the south end of Minot, where there’s another Pizza Hut) and I wasn’t entirely surprised by the new packaging that just calls the place “The Hut”. I’d read an item online about it that day; apparently the corporation that owns Pizza Hut is “listening” to customers and repackaging to appear and offer more nutritious offerings. I figuratively bang my head on the counter, wondering how far this health fascination will go. Will pizzas themselves be phased out? Ok, that was my angst-filled rant … now to today, when after THEY get off work Martha and Mary are going to go see “17 Again&rdq

The Wait
Time Clicks as I await The hour ends before my take Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes The day grows old as night passes Wolves crying, coyotes howling; anticipating Watching, staring, seeing nothing Silence begins the day as morning comes without notice Tears begin to fall, slowly The day moves on without hope Wishing to be what is not to be The sun moves to its peak without a whisper or retreat Time moving, but still empty Stomach aching, curling Still waiting................. Rodney

Wtf
WTF i am so tired of some FU bitches who just mark your pics as NSFW and then just fuck off even when they have their slut pics up in their public folders ..... and you cant just take your revenge as they tend to block you on there way out.....WTF I am so tired of all this marking by sluts .... if the folder is clearly marked NSFW, why the fuck they mark em I hate em all ..... i wish i could kill em lol If they dont like it they should just leave the fuck off grrr What do yall think

Venus Doom
Leave all behind now to watch her crawl Through our dark gardens of insanity She'll be the light to guide you back home Just give her a kiss worth dying for And open your arms [Chorus:] Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed My venus doom All dreams are of you My venus doom Grieve all your hearts out and she'll writhe enthralled In tragic ecstatic agony And in her flames we will die some more Just show me her life worth living for And light up the dark [Chorus] Hold me inside your infernal offering Touch me as I fall Don't lose yourself in this suffering yet Hold on Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed My venus doom All tears are of you My venus doom

Please Show Alot Of Luv Thank You
LOOKING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS! IM URS 4EVER ASST CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIESTOP BY HER PAGE AND R/F/A GET TO KNOW HER! AND DON'T FORGET TO SHOW THE REST OF THE HOTTIES LOVE TOO! PLEASE, Take A Moment And Stop By, RATE, FAN, COMMENT.... Thank You For Reading And Passing This On!!!! ASIAN GEM 2ND ALARM HOTTIES (repost of original by 'AsianGem ~ 2nd Alarm Hotties ~ LOUNGE MANAGER AND SECURITY AT FAHRENHEIT ~ HOME OF THE HOTTIES!' on '2009-06-29 14:09:40')

Dark Heart
Where has my heart gone? It has left, leaving only a cold void… My tears have ceased to fall… My blood has turned to ice…. I now care about nothing or no one… Death does not frighten me anymore… I mock him…… I laugh in deaths’ face… Tempting him with every move I make… He lays no hands on me…. For death knows I am not to be touched….. Death screams in agony…. As once again I lay him out… Laughing at him…. I know at any given moment my hour can be called, And death can close his icy grip on me….. But I care not… For in my death I become stronger…. I will be ever immortal… Death knows and fears me…………….

Bf Application Lol
I was told to do this... Name: Birthday: Location: Hair color: Eye color: Height: Religion: Are you still a virgin: Tattoos or piercings: Favorite Animal: Smoke: Drink: Make the first moves: Opinion on Cuddling: Favorite Band/music: Favorite Food/Beverages: Fav. Colors: Fav. Sounds: Fav. smells: Fav. Movies: Fav. TV Shows: FAv. Places to hang out/or just be: Special Talents: Describe your perfect date: One special/unique thing about you: What would you do to get my attention: Would you tell me the truth no matter what: 4 words to describe you: Highest education: What do you see in your future: Favorite physical feature/quality: Whats the longest relationship you?ve had: Why have you applied to be my boyfriend: Whats your ultimate weakness: Who has been the most influential person in your life and why: Are you a vegetarian: what turns you on the most: What kind of a woman do you respect: Have you ever regreted a hookup: How many sexual partner

Always Mj
In our darkest hourIn my deepest despairWill you still care? Will you be there? In my trialsAnd my tripulationsThrough our doubtsAnd frustrationsIn my violenceIn my turbulence Through my fear And my confessionsIn my anguish and my painThrough my joy and my sorrowIn the promise of another tomorrowIll never let you partFor youre always ïn my heart

Please Vote 6/06-6/31/09
My daughter is in a contest. She is in the beautful baby contest for WGN television broadcast station. I need your help and everyones help. All you have to do is go to the link and rate her pic. Pretty simple. Thank you friends I really appreciate all your help and support. http://beautifulbabies.trb.com/wgn/babies_home_gallery,0,6303296,permalink.ugcphotogallery?u=acg07

What If Our Time Was Short?
Returning to our routine, we get dressed without saying a word. It seems that haste is stronger than passion. Those memories and all our times together like darts they hit me in the heart. Then the melancholy without mercy attacks me from behind. I begin to think: What if our time was short, if our days were gone tomorrow, have made it very clear that I adore you with my life? If our life were cut short and I won’t be able to make love to you again, will I swear to you, (just in time) that no one will ever love you like I do? The afternoon dyes slowly and the hours consumes me, I am anxious to see you. I don’t understand how we allowed the everyday life to change the way we love. No one really knows for sure what they have until they face the fear of losing it forever.

Mini Vacation...
Dear Friends and Family, I will be gone on Vacation from Friday (July 10, -Sunday but I'll be mobile if you wanna say "HI"..Plz say Hi due to the fact that it will take 10 hrs to get there uugghh.. talk to you all soon (h) - BabyDoll

Happenings
Hey ya all! Been awhile... look Im on another page, I woke up one mornin and relized virtually conjoined at the hip but now we are the same person on Fubar, and life partners in Real Life... Yes hes still here in North Cackalacki, Hes expanding his business here ...and thats a good thang...we really been learnin each other and throw in three others (my children).... And every mornin I wake up and think to myself " OMG Hes still here"... Im learnin what its like to be with a man that I can be completely honest with, he still makes me blush and the passion I feel for him is stronger then ever, I watch him with my children I see our family developing... Funny enough I have trust issues and it amazes me everyday this "Ex-Playa" is the person I trust above all others, Im proud of him, hes still brings a smile to my face every mornin and gives me that reason to continue my life... On a final note and synopsis: of our time thus far plane, kiss, sex, kids, more kids, drama, movies, hote

The Show
Soo, hubby and I just came back from the metal show in Wisconsin, where 12 bands were playing. There were 3 bands playin at the same time in diff rooms. WTF? I hate when they do that shit...But I got to see Ensiferum from Finland and Necrophagist. ANd now I have a nice huge bruise on my arm, a busted toenail, and a mild head concussion from headbutting someone by acident. The venue (The Eagles Ballroom) gives away free concert tickets in the end of their shows (last time I got Megadeth and Slayer tix, it was pretty fuckin sweet). So now I have Korn tix, Hollywood Undead, Sick Puppies, and somethin else, 8 tix each. And I wanna give them away instead of throwin them in the trash. PS I discovered that my right ear is lower than my left one.

Smell
You might not know it to look at me but I have a very powerful sense of smell. Even the slightest variation in the taste of the air around me and I notice it instantly. That said, males of the world: PLEASE STOP WITH THE BATHING IN COLOGNE. You stink. Reeek of these artificial toxic manuer scents the corperations tell you will excite women. Well, they dont, smell based arousal is an area for subtly not pomp and circumstance. Right now as I type this I am gagging from the stencch the guy next to me is giving off, it is so bad I cannot stay here at the library to continue my usual persuits, ugh I cannot express in workds how gross this all is. Oh great, now another person, with the opposite problem. Its real simple: Take a bath or shower before you leave home, and leave the old spice or axe or whatever there when you go. if you sweat a lot, use some deodorant under the arms. GODDAMN THIS STENCH.

The Cottage Plantation
HAUNTED LOUISIANA THE COTTAGE PLANTATION Ruins south of Baton Rouge, along the Great River Road The Cottage Plantation as it looked prior to the disastrous fire in 1960. Although it was destroyed nearly 40 years, the Cottage Plantation still lingers in the memories of many who live in the area of Baton Rouge Louisiana. The place is remembered for what it used to be, what it became.... and for the ghosts who are said to still walk here. The Cottage was built in 1824 by Colonel Abner Duncan as a wedding gift for his daughter and her husband, Frederick Daniel Conrad. The house had 22 rooms and was considered one of the finest in the Baton Rouge area. Visitors to the house included such notables as Jefferson Davis, Henry Clay, Zachary Taylor, and the Marquis de Lafayette. The Conrad family itself had esteemed beginnings, tracing its ancestry to George and Martha Washington. In the years before the Civil War, life was very good at the Cottage.

Alibi Bar
Alibi Bar HAUNTED PLACE: Alibi Bar and Grill ADDRESS: 1811 Iberville Street, New Orleans, Louisiana Phone: 522-9187 * Email: info@alibineworleans.com Web-site: alibineworleans.com LOCATION: The Alibi Bar can be found on the corner of Iberville St. and Bourbon St., one block north of Canal Street, an address located in the beginning of the party-central area of Bourbon Street. DESCRIPTION: The Alibi Bar is described as being a serene bar that has an unassuming nature with a sexy ambiance. It is found in a basic, plain, slightly funky two story brick building with the Spanish style porch and iron works on the second floor. It looks authentic,and hasn't been yuppie-fied. It has an attic as well. It's custom of serving late-night, early morning food, and having 150 brands of beer, to offer its patrons, makes it the most popular hangout for dancers, bartenders, doormen and waiters on their off hours, where they go to relax after a busy shift of waiting

Orphanage
So, in my quest to stay one step ahead of living on the streets in this era of greed and more greed, I went ahead and got some pictures of the cancerous testicle. I didnt want to do it, even with the low quality of my digital camera I really dont want the image of my privates floating around but the "parents" seem to think I was making the whole thing up for some reason, so I figgered they need to know and since hospitals wont have anything to do with the truly destitute, I went ahead and did it. Anyway, so I sent the photos-two of them specifically, and very tastefully done, which was hard to do with the camera requiring on hand and not wanting to show off any more than necessary using the other to cover areas not presently afflicted, and that was about a week ago. I expected no reply as I may have mentioned the "parents" in this case consider me of little to no signifigance- I was adopted basically because they believed themselves unable to breed, and the later arrival of my brother

We Could All Start Out As Wormwood
“Now, if we can keep men asking: ‘Is it in accordance with the general movement of our time? Is it progressive or reactionary? Is this the way that History is going?’ they will neglect the relevant questions. And the questions they DO ask are, of course, unanswerable; for they do not know the future, and what the future will be depends very largely on just those choices which they now invoke the future to help them to make…. We have trained them to think of the future as a promised land which favoured heroes attain – not as something which everyone reaches at the rate of sixty minutes an hour, whatever he does, whoever he is.” C.S. Lewis’ writings to me range from something to think about to something insane, but “The Screwtape Letters” from which I excerpted the above passage really stands out. It’s a picture of Hell from a Christian standpoint as a bloated bureaucracy where the goal is to draw forth human souls to beco

Round One Results
Here are the results from Round One: Congratulations to our Winner and the two Runner Ups. Everyone did an exceptional job - made lots of new friends and had a Blast! Round Two is now under way!! Round Three is next and then THE FINALS -- (more on this in my other blog) 255 MEL The Pirate Hooker (ADVANCES TO FINALS)152 Sandi (ADVANCES TO FINALS)118 Sunshine (ADVANCES TO FINALS)105 Busdrivertohell 68 Coleen 59 Cherry Bomb 54 DJ Brittany Brutality 49 Inked Angel 47 DJ Soft 44 aLwaYsInTroUble 41 Beautifilly Broken 33 MS THANG 32 Huggiefux -- Sinfully Sweet Addiction 31 Lilsnoop 26 SiLLy CaLiFaS GuRl -- Sunny 25 GRLSKIKASS 24 DEB -- Pumkin41 23 LisaAnn -- Southerncakes 21 Rising Phoenix

My Heart Appointment July 16th,2009
Went to the heart doctor the 16th of July from what I understand doctor Lois said I have a hole in my heart they found while doing stress test which was not even a hour long, said that I may have to have surgery due to possibly the hole expanding I am thinking that's what's it's doing. I can not babysit anymore due to the stress it causes me along with passing out is along with it in the matters that I have to handle my activities to in a matter to where I can't do them. As for everything else in my heart is fine, my valve on the right side is okay still having trouble with blood flow but thats it so I will have that problem for a long time but they do wanna fix my heart murmur so I can stop passing out. Ebsteins Anomoly will be there until they say other wise.

Micki Mcmillen
R.I.P 7/12/09 To my best best best friend... Mickinli Jeanne McMillen; Mickinli Jeanne "Micki" Grass Lake, MI Age 23, died suddenly due to a car accident on Friday, June 12, 2009. She was born May 7, 1986 in Ypsilanti, MI, the daughter of Mark T. & Gayle Ann (Preston) McMillen. Micki graduated from Chelsea High School in 2004. She worked at Taco Bell in Chelsea for five years, and attended Baker College. She had formerly worked at Polly's. Micki had many friends, and they stayed close after high school. She is survived by her mother, Gayle McMillen of Grass Lake; Micki's "forever special family" Char "mom," Dave "dad," and Davey "Bubby" Miller of Chelsea; her maternal grandmother, Barbara Preston of Ann Arbor; her aunts and uncles, Bob and Linda Preston of Belleville, John and Lisa Preston of Chelsea, Patrick and JoAnn McMillen of Portage Lake, OH, Susan and Lenny Breiding of Cuyahoga Falls, OH, Linda McMillen of CO; her cousins, Amanda and Travis Preston, Robert and Laura Prest

Teach Me? / Summer Schedule
I need someone to teach me about life on Fubar. I dont seem to be very good at it. I send lots of gifts and love. I try to be friends with people and start chats. But no one seems interested. Will someone help me? Show me how to love and flirt and be a good friend on here. Be my teacher for one month and get 1 million fubucks. Also, I weant to let everone know that I am not on my home computer much in the Summer, due to my crazy Summer work schedule. I am usually away from home 5 days a week. But i do have a cell phone, and also can get email and text and chats on it. If anyone wants to stay in closer contact, my email is markiephx@yahoo.com My yahoo messenger ID is Markiephx. and I will gladly give my cell number to anyone who asks. Thanks. love, hugs, and xoxoxoxox Mark

Teacher
It was with you that I learned that there are new and better feelings, you introduced me to a whole new world of dreams. I learned that the week has more than seven days, and to feel blessed, that I also learned with you. With you I learned to see the light at the other side of the moon. With you I learned that I would not change your presence with another. I also learned that a kiss can be deeper and sweeter, that I can depart tomorrow from this world because all the good things in life I have already shared with you. With you I learned that I was born the day I met you.

Its Something Gettin Out My Mindand Its For You Jessica
Her heaven Vs. My hell She sweetie like melons I'm worse than a felony but yet this is my heaven in this hell Shes the the sunshine in my rain and I'm the damage in my pain but yet this is my heaven in this hell She keeps me in line like skates But I smash hearts like grapes but yet this is my heaven in this hell I am the damage in your pain She's the she the the umbrella in the rain but yet this is my heaven in this hell even though i am the demon in disguise I will never trade her for thick thighs or pretty eyes Cause she is my heaven in my hell.