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Ensign: To And Fro
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 24 April 2009 "But thou, O Daniel, shut up the words, and seal the book, even to the time of the end: many shall run to and fro, and knowledge shall be increased." (Daniel 12:4) When the prophet Daniel hears this in his vision of the Antichrist and the end of the world from chapters 11 and 12, he has the natural question any of us would. "How long shall it be to the end of these wonders?" We wouldn't phrase verse 6 quite this way, but we have got to be wondering, after two thousand years since Jesus promised He would come again, and about five hundred years more from the date of this prophecy (2,500 years), when's it all going to happen? Part of it already has. Although our human understanding of God's Word and its impact on th

My Friends
Yesterday I Was Asked By A Friend Of Mine If Her Man Touches Me When They're Here And I Told Her The Truth That He Grabs My Butt When He's Drinking. He's All Pissed Off Now And Calling Me A Liar And A Stupid Bitch. I Dont Want Him!!!!! I've Told Her This Many Times! He Also Kissed Me The First Night I Met Him And Her. I Want Peace. Im Tired Of Drama.I Try To Ignore It When He Does This. I Don't Need This Crap! I Have 2 Kids To Take Care Of And Worry About. You Know Who You Two Are Too!

I Am Not Crazy My Reality Just Differs To Yours
Good Morning All I just woke up and, as usual, have thoughts in my head that I thought I would share. In life we all have our own perception of the same thing, that will be based upon the blueprint of who we are ... Each experience in life, from how we were raised to how we grew up, to who we married and who we divorced, to who we screwed and who we shouldn't have screwed, shapes our lives and who we become based on learnings we have acquired from those experiences. There is no shame in sharing your learnings. There is no shame in asking for someone's advice so you can learn. Some of us learn by trial and error. Some of us learn by prevention, probably the safest way. But we do this by listening to those who have learnt through trial and error, probably the hard way. Some of us don't learn, because we can't escape a negative cycle. And we can't escape because we don't understand ourselves. Or we fear losing something that is part of us whether it is good or bad. So each of

Self Esteem
Its funny how people assume that just cause someone has a low selfesteem, it makes them a vulnerable target that is easy to con :) while it works for most, ofcourse, some people see right through the BS and revel in their low self esteem. It keeps them on the edge and in touch with reality.

Intruding
I left my cell at work, but want to go over to my dad's (he lives above me, down the hall). I am thinkin of just goin over there, but worried that he might be "doin it" with his wife. And that would be traumatic. grrr..

I Am I
Imagine if everyone communicated like they do online. Very open-minded; as if no rules apply. Granted some are just to stupid to behave appropiately and some be in here being provacative. The attention people feel too need or want is there own. I find, some conversations tend to be with nonsense and anoying. Flirting here & there. Assumptions are still high & unintended statements sometimes arise given communicating online is so black and white being read from one too another. As if in actual public meeting grounds people shy away from it all. If you've read any of my blogs before; you know a little about me. And at the same time nothing of me. My conversations coinside with substance and flirtational behaviors - being true to my flirty nature and just being friendly. Granted sometimes I assume as well: believing you might be a certain way by how you present yourself online. I can take the fault in that; I am human too. Being a guy that I am I think of alot of things too, I do my be

First Views
im a person that enjoys speeking his views. that being said there are alot of people out there that need to, for lack of better words, get there heads out of there ass. all day at work i here how crappy their lives are. "i have to put out all this money to pay off my cards", "theres not enough people back here to do all this work, they need to hire more". what the hell is wrong with them? you wont have to pay that money if you didnt rack it up! i took 400 out of my, at most 550, pay and gave it to the friends i lived with to split the bils. did i put more then needed in, yes, did i use some of my left over to get stuff for the house, yes. i got my smokes, the cheep ones, min. for my phone, lunches, and still got the other shit for the house for less then 150 every 2 weeks! at one point i walked 2 hrs. to get to a bus, that took me to work that i still had to walk another20 min. to get the rest of the way for 550 every 2 weeks. the thing is that i was thankfull to have a job, a home, an

Desperation
Lost in crippling desperation Searching for some kind of inspiration Something to make life worth living To make the pain a little less unforgiving Looking to fulfill that deepest want, the ultimate desire Praying for relief from this scorching fire Searching is just rubbing salt into a cut Needing something, not knowing what Only wanting a little peace Just a small bit of release Needing to heal the wounds in my soul For once feel like I'm whole Been brought to the brink Farther and farther I sink A lost child in a cruel existence Losing the will for resistance I give up, can't fight any longer To weak to try to be stronger The world wins, I lose It is death I choose

Cecilia, Chapter Deux
"NauTeeMomee" was the profile name. They asked her age, her sex (often thank you) her hair color, and her preferences in Men. Then, the big one, "describe yourself". Monica took this one over. She pushed Cecilia aside and said "Who else but me knows your EVERY thought? Your EVERY dream, and more important, your NEEDS?". Cecilia thought about this and wandered off to the edge of the property. She could stand on her tiptoes,painted a wonderful shade of vermillion, and see the tiniest sliver of water in the bay, beyond her neighbors homes and lawns. She thought of the feel of the water in the bay, the warmth sliding over her naked skin as she dove over and over to the bottom then back, knowing that she was alone yet happiest in her element, water. A booming laugh brought her rudely to reality, and she turned to find Monica nearly doubled over laughing saying "dam girl, you're gonna get it". Curious, "Cease" as her friends called her, turned to walk towards Monica and her laptop, "oh no no

Once Upon A Time...
...I was bored at work, and went on myspace. There I met some dude from my area, who couldn't sleep. We BSed, and I told him to come to my work to keep me company, since I was bored shitless. He did, and we hung out in the lobby, smoking and being retarded. After that, we talked several times on yahoo, and that was it... He never expressed a desire to hang out with me again. Hmm....

Where Am I
Hey guys I just thought I would let you know I am going to keep off the PC for a few days. I am still sorting through some personal issues, I have been hiding from. I have been using the Fu to keep myself distracted. But, I can't delay and keep stuffin around with some things I need to do. It's time to move on with my life and some aspects of it, and I need the time to myself to do it. Will catch you in a few ... I will miss you heaps.

Come Take A Shot !
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I Dont Want To Get Into A Whole Big Thing Here
but I wanna know what is up with the (thankfully rare) dudes checking me out on here? Pretty sure my profile lists me as straight so yeah. i dunno whatever. man though am I in a cranky mood. Im writing a new story, ive got a chapter and about a half done and its good, really weird stuff and once again an Idea nobodys ever written so yeah. but Ive found yesterday and today that Im making the protagonist a bit grizzledier than Id wanted. I gotta figure out how to reduce my hatred capacity. living in a city where there are real humans instead of automated snob machines would help but then Im kinda stuck here from a financial standpoint so whatever. wish I was dead.

This Is For A Person From My Past..crazy Am I?
you call me fucking crazy you call me weird you call me nothing you kick me into the ground. no longer can you hurt me no longer can you beat me no longer will you make me cry ive reached the point of no return i stalk you in the night i wait for my moment cold sweat pours from my face warm tears stain my cheeks you think this is a game? you think i won't snap now your crying now your bleeding now your tied up now your all alone now your begging forgiveness now your dying i sit and laugh at your demise i have no remorse for my sins you made me cry ill make you die. so slowly you die i make it painful your so fake in your apoligies as i kick your face into the concrete you never know who will snap you never know the pain you cause

Drama
Why in the world do we still have adults acting like freakin little kids. I mean seriously, why do people try to start high school drama when high school was over 8 years ago. People need to learn to grow the fuck up and act their age and find away to make their own miserable lives better. It is my opinion that if you need to talk shit about someone just to make yourself feel better, then you should just go fuck off and die. We dont need your childish bullshit anymore. Im spent peace out

My Favorite Local Performer
she is actually amazing but you wouldn't believe some of her songs she does this whole public performer clean image bit but she has some dirty songs she only plays for us :) including "just a finger isn't cheating""i haven't been fucked in the ass in the longest time" and "12 inches isn't enough" but i didn't tell you that

Fubar So Full Of Hatas
fubar is so fucked up its so full of hatas with names of love in them example am in a mumm about ratings http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=548839 ok i make a comment makin it known ma feelings about it n dis peep comes to ma page n downrates ma pic of course she onli came there jst to hate on me for makin ma comment fubar is so full of dis crap am fuckin sick tired of dis btw i can type any way i want yo stop makin comments about tat too they think am whinning about ratings it not tat its the damm attitude they come to ma page with dis bunnylove dint come to ma page to rate she saw ma comments n came to downrate n downrate with attitude cuz in next comment she sai "i rate yo "8" so fuck yo" shows her damm attitude dont it i dont need yo damm attitude

Saddness
Hook: (x2)The more I look around the more it hurtsMy livelihook is poisoned my worksFall on deaf ears a messenger bringerWith a foreign face andTongue andSlightlyTwisted view of this time and spaceSpace cadet aceReporting from baseThe water hasn’t a tasteThe time and the placeThe paper, the chase the raceAgainVerse 1:Manifestation, reva-lation-lutionRetro-bution solutionMy people are poor community warWhat’s the rivalry for? The poor can’t affordSelf genocideHelp ’em asideHe’s on your side of the fightYep, but unfortunatleyUnproportionately out of orderWe have kaosKaos to order they’re closing the borderIt’s a flip of the quarterFor the players, existing in this gameI’m sensing a changeThat all will come to passThen a movement of the massBut who am I to tell on who will prevailAnd who’s fail and who in the hellAre you going to tell? You’re new to the trailYour doomed to sailAwayKeep watching your backsAnd cover your tracksGet

Finally...
it has taken all of my life but I have finally accomplished the impossible. my own mother who for years has cast me derisively as a horrid decietful fiend has actually acknowledged the weirdness that engulfs me... yesterday at the library I tried to get a reservation for computer time here today and the machines (all three of the ones used for the purpose) just refused to do ANYTHING when I went and entered password and all, so I went to the librarian and she ignored me so I went to the help desk and she looked at what was coming up when Id try and she said "Ive never seen anything like that before" and I spent the next several hours trying to get some time on here so I can continue the futile quest to find myself a job. (I say futile cause I was having no luck Before I got diagnosed as having testicular cancer and its only gotten worse since then) I mean, the library online access is the ONLY means I have of looking at this point, Im just plain to exhausted all the time to go walkin

Jaime Towers From Titanic_tits
A long time I admired her, and today I considered her a personal friend....Her personality shines the internet and brings naughty smiles all over...She its knowledge from her beauty and ways to drive guys crazy around the adults industry..... Welcome to my very first interview, Jaime ( titanic_tits ) ... I am very honor to have you here with me. Helping me show the audience that we are not a just bunch girls we have brains and very good intentions in the way to please...... Here follow my questions for u today are: 1) - What's your view about Multiple Cams and How do u feel about the girls been so vicous about this topic?:titanic_tits answer: well first i can understand some hosts who are not happy with multirooms . everybody have feeling , emotions and experienc, all our experience are differents .. i heard some said it was not fair but i just want to say if we take the image of a house for each host we can t judge about the situation by the "outside house view" my house is with 6 r

Two Years
Two years since my world fell apart, since I lost so many things that meant so much to me. Two years feeling incomplete, full of self doubt and feeling I failed. To some it means nothing, that I should have moved on. They do not see or know how much I have tried, how much I have cried. I pray for relief, I pray for strength. The saddness never dies, it's sometimes hidden for a time, only to sneak up on me without warning. It haunts my dreams, and steals my sleep, I beg for it's release. This demon just won't let me go, it shows it's ugly head in forms of anger, bitterness and pain. I push away the ones I love, and hurt those close to me. This demon known as depression is consuming me.

Bully
We Have Come To Take Over Your Soul.Click Any Pic For A Soul Stealin' Good Time With No Drama & No Bull Shit!!!!(repost of original by 'Kare ~*Jeff's R/L Found Treasure*~' on '2009-05-26 13:12:28')(repost of original by 'ÐJ¤ØZZMÃÑ¤' on '2009-05-26 13:20:36')

Why???
WHY? Why? Why do I sit here and continue to tell myself meaningless truths that haunt me constantly, throughout each endless day of my worthless life. Lies that push me over the continuously shrinking edge forcing me to do horribly unspeakable things. Then, I begin to listen to those very lies and actually believe they might have some truth to them, but the amount of truth each of those lies possess is a mere, soft, attractive, cloud that covers the deep, crushing pains and sorrows that is peacefully waiting to rip my soul into pieces that will never again be together. It leaves me in a state of confusion and falsehood that is simply impossible to understand. Not to be overly broken, I fall into a haunting sleep, hoping to never wake. The next day’s sunrise slowly creeps into my dark, gloomy room as I continue to stare at my plain, empty ceiling, as I have for the past few but seemingly endless hours. When I actually get out of my cold, almost frozen bed, to begin the day; it seems tha

The Palette
The Palette The candles flicker as her figure casts a shadow I take my palette and brush I feel my lust grow My eyes become lost in her sweet scented wares She is my canvas now for the fantasies we share With each brush stroke we delve deeper in desire Sweat glistens in the candle light her lips inspire We kiss softly as our tongues now dance in time Our hands trace each other’s bodies feeling shivers in our spines She beckons me inside of her sugars walls Her luscious legs wrap around my hips as I heed the call

Negative Emotions!!!!see If You Can Answer
Negative Emotions Why is there greedWith so many in needWhy can’t we reach out and offer a hand to help othersWhy does our wealthDetermine what we are dealtShouldn’t we all share the way we would if we were all brothers Why is there envySo much more than there should beCan’t we appreciate others achievements without feeling badWhy is there the onusTo keep up with the JonesesAnd not to feel grateful and happy with all of the things that we have Why is there hypocrisyLiars to the right and left of meWhy can’t we say what we mean and mean what we sayAre we just so chickenTo state our positionOr is lying to someone’s face the easier way Negative emotionsServe no purpose but to cause us painNegative emotionsDon’t let them inside your brainThese negative emotionsCause damage that you can’t repairTake negative emotionsAnd cast them off into thin air Why is there hateAnd why can’t we relateTo others unlike us who may live their lives in some

Blindfold~story~
She was whispering in his ear as she sat astride him. Warm breath on his skin, her lips brushing the edge, her tongue every now and then flicking to lick it, warm and wet and deliciously ticklish. She twisted in his lap, rubbing his hot, hard cock through the layers of their underwear, trying to make him give in. He didn’t know what his reluctance was, exactly. She wanted to blindfold him, and he wanted her to; but her insistence that it be tonight, that delighted smile, which he couldn’t help but feel was hiding something, her wide, excited eyes – it all made him wary. He had said yes - until he realised that she wanted to tie his wrists too that is, tie them behind him to the chair no less, which had brought his hesitations back again. Damn, though, she felt good. The way she was twisting in his lap was driving him near crazy, but whenever he tried to kiss her, tried to pull her into him, she pulled away, eyes gleaming, biting her lip with ill-concealed misch

For My Friends And Fam
I would like to take the time to thank everyone for the love and concern for me. I know I've been away for the past few days and I'm so blessed and thankful for the people who were glad to see me back on Fubar. I had to change my mindset and come back with a new attitude. It was a long story on why I left and let's say I over-reacted on my situation. It feels good that I'm starting over and I'm thankful for the REAL friends that stood by me and wondering where I've been at. Much love and respect to everyone and THANK YOU! MNewb

Lmao, Someone Is Angry
Letter from Dana: Shut the fuck up you hideous, disgusting cunt. I hope and pray with all my might that you fall down on a sharp metal object, taking it in the eye and piercing that rotten, fetid fatty tissue you consider a brain, and as you bleed out in death throes... your last fading memory is my face grinning and laughing.

My Mother ~marie Southern~
Marie Southern was a remarkable woman who did not find peace and happiness according to the world’s standards; rather she found contentment and joy from within herself. With vast amounts of inner strength, Marie faced her challenges head-on and was considered by many to be both a spiritual warrior and protector. Marie didn’t expect anything from anyone and never looked for a “free ride” either, always willing to work hard until she earned what she needed or desired. She fostered both a compassionate heart and generous spirit that greatly enriched the lives of all those within her reach.The 1950s are often referred to as the “Nifty Fifties” due in part to the tremendous changes within the culture of our nation. Rock ‘n roll burst onto the scene, the television became the dominant form of mass media, and the general prosperity enjoyed by many Americans led them to spend their leisure time taking in sports contests like never before. Also enjoying

The Last Night On Earth
We held hands on the last night on earth.Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees,screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves.It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floatedalong the bottom of the river.So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the seaand the shattered seasons lay,and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease.In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner."The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide.We picked up the shards and formed them into shapesof stars that wore like an antique wedding dress.The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unbornas the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop.The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime.I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and askedif you would accompany me in a quick fall,but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two.I rode alone.You said, "The cinders are falling like

The Golden Ticket
Every couple of years -our family of dealerships picks a salesman from each location to attend a 3 week intense auto sales training program put on by national caliber consultants/trainers. It's unofficially known as 'the golden ticket'. I've been picked from my dealership - start it next week, looking forward to it.

Thoughts In The Dark
In my dreams I lay transfixed by a warm darkness that comes over me. This darkness does not frighten me. It rouses my curiosity and urges me to move deeper into itself to discover the answer. In the depths of this darkness there is light and sensations that tingle and stir my passions. In the depths of this darkness I leave my heart, in all it's little pieces, for I know that it will be healed......

Ensign: Give Me And Make Me
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 5 June 2009 The story of the prodigal son in Luke 15:11-32 is something that most kids, if we’re honest with ourselves, will go through. And it’s not limited to the ages of childhood; everyone has the urge to try to make their own way in the world; normally, this is healthy because our children cannot dwell indefinitely with Mom and Dad. It defeats God’s purpose for men and women (to leave father and mother, per Genesis 2:24) and demeans us because we aren’t making or aren’t perceived as making the effort to get out from our parent’s shadow. “And [Jesus] said, A certain man had two sons: And the younger of them said to his father, Father, give me the portion of goods that falleth to me.

Going Offline
Starting no later than the 12th I will be online only on Friday night. Sat, Sun and briefly Mondays. This will last for at least a couple months. My bills are piling up and I have to focus on getting on my feet and getting my divorce done. Rent to own pc's just dont fit into this budget. I will check my email as often as work permits. message me for my cell

The Knight
Upon the kingdom Nameth in the days of old there was a lovely princess whose hair did shine like gold and though her face was pure the color of virgin snow her heart was black and heavy no love to make it grow she strolled outside the palace onto the kingdom's plain taking refuge under storm clouds and crying in the rain in the distance her ears beheld a sound not hard to read it was the clomping of hooves under a galloping steed through fog and rain her eyes could still so clearly see "a knight, a knight" she cried "and he's come to rescue me" he moved so swift and quick upon his mighty beast "a brave and strong soul" she moaned "and a gentlemen none the least" With every clomp and every breath the night began to near She opened wide her arms she knew there was nothing to fear She knew his arms would lift her up toward the sky but when she opened her eyes the knight had passed her by Now somewhere there is a field where the rain will never fall and a princess with hair of gold sits t

K, L, Mcdonald's, N, O, P
Last night I read to Sarah and Jeffrey from a children’s book of my first one hundred animals. Every time we came to a name with a letter “m” in it the kids would point to it and say “McDonald’s” due to the way it was written so resembling the Golden Arches of McDonald’s logo. It was pretty funny, and it came after I’d changed them after we’d enjoyed a dinner of turkey bacon and salad – I had to pick up the tomatoes on my way home last night. It was really filling, and their aunt Mary and I alternated watching the kids while they rode their tricycles on a drying sidewalk. It’s been raining all weekend, and it’s looking to be overcast until Wednesday. (Watch me say that, and the sun comes out as I post it.) This morning I went to my six-month checkup. I’d forgotten to do some things to prep for it like take a blood test so my doctor would have the results to go over with me, but I passed anyway. I had

Under Your Spell
You take my breath awayEach and every single dayYou let me know just how special I am You let me know our love isn’t a shameYour touch is so sweetYour kisses are neatYour touch is soft when you massage my feet. Your touchYour kissYour smellThese are the things that put me under your spell. Our love is as pure as a doveThat is a match that can only be made from aboveGod sent you to meSo you could set my heart freeI chose to be with youSince then I haven’t been blue Your touchYour kissYour smellThese are the things that put me under your spell. Our lives are far from simpleBut we treat our love as if we were in a templeYou taught me to careAlthough I didn’t think it was fairI was hurt in the past, But you have shown me that my future will be a blast. Your touchYour kissYour smellThese are the things that put me under your spell. I love you dear Whether you are far or nearYou show me that with you I have no fearAlthough now and then I still shed a tearI know you ar

Pissed
I am so glad my former, fucked in the head boss, can't pay me. Of all the people that worked for him, I am the one hurting the most. I have no one to lean on in my time of need. Because he can do nothing but tell lies,"Oh I mailed your check on saturday" HMMM its wednesday and my mail just ran, and guess what no check. So now I owe my bank 70 dollars cause of a charge that I could do nothing about. On top of that I can't get to the next town over to sign up for unemployment, so I can't get any of that, cause my van diecied to break down. Which I have decided to sell, it can be fixed but I dont have the money. I own my bank 70, and friend of mine 60, for towing my van home, I have a 102 dollar electric bill due(and no I cant make payments on it this is the payment plan), also I have a 250 dollar water bill overdue which I should be getting the shut off notice tomorrow, and no I can't make a payment arranement, cause my town requies at least half of the money up front. I am selling stuff

Winter
Within this winter nightmare My limbs grow colder with every passing hour But as the frostbite slowly spreads throughout my body I sense the end is drawing near Pleading with my conscious And with a whisper of salvation I hope to sway his dieing breath Now as I drift off into this final slumber My dimming light is blown away as if it were the last time Now laying here in the dark surrounded by my fear My dieing thoughts are visions of love A scarlet maidens dream

I Wanta Grow Old With You =]
♥ && HELLO && ♥Its 5pm and its ALREADY been the day from hell. I didnt get to sleep till like 6am. Then woken up at 10 to bullshit and its been drama drama drama since then. Even this site isnt being a sanction for me right now. Im s sick of the constant bullshit from person to person. And the constant need to hurt someone. I dont get it. If you love someone, why be the worlds biggest ass to them? Then apoligize later. I dont get it But maybe thats just me. Im over whelmed with it. Anyway lets move onto the next topic. Does anyone else see that the world is surronded by people with the constant need to feel like they're the " bigger " person? Oh well im done with it. So for today =] ima just sit back and enjoy the rest of my saturday like the bad shit dont exist :-jIcon of the day: Have a good one =]

Some Truth And Venting
I am sitting here thinking about how I should write this blog. Honesty is always best, so I am going to give you honesty. The last month in a half has been hell most of the time. I got very betrayed by a good friend of mine and there has been nothing but drama to follow. My kid’s father is blowing them aside for a piece of ass. Wants to write them off because he can’t see them. My kids have been going through hell because when they see their father they tell me he ignores them to be with ex-friend. He only really wants to see them once a week and when he can see them he has to see them with her and the kids get ignored. To me that isn’t right and I am the one who has to put the pieces back together. I really don’t like them going up there to see him when he is with her that reason and that she has two kids of her own and when they go some place they take one car. Which would be ok but the car they take can only fit 5 people and there are 6 of them. Wh

My Dad
As most of u kno i dont post to many things but i am asking everyone who knows me or even if u dont to please pray for my dad, Frank Frank is a loving man who came into my life when i was 7yrs old. my real father abandond my family right after i was brought into this world and Frank accepted me as his own born. He's been the only dd that i've ever known and i wouldnt trde him for the world. But over these past 5 yrs my dad has developed some serious health problems. He's had multiple strokes, his left leg is completely riddled with mrsa, he has lymphodemia, and other health issues. Over the past week or so my mom and I have gotten some bad news. My dad now has a mass around his bronchial tube and it extenses to his heart (we dont know wut the mass is yet) and he has Fluid in the paracardial sac incaseing his heart, that is slowly putting more and more pressure on his heart. We were also told that he is in Conjestive Heart Failure, which means his heart muscles arent strong enough nemo

Through The Darkness
Through the darkness I see your lightGuiding me through this endless nightI feel you there just out of reachAs I walk along this endless beachI can hear your voiceLetting me know I have a choiceThe choice is for me to makeI count the moments my choice will takeReach out your handTo help me make this standTo have this moment foreverMakes us so very clever.I put my hand to my heartFinally our moment will start.Dedicated to a very wonderful and dear friend.I love you.

You Still Love Me
Please explain the reason you can’t look at my face. Is it because you don’t want me to see that you still love me? Baby, even before love was invented, I already loved you. Romeo and Juliet’s love can not come close to my love for you. Your eyes reveal the passion and the pain that you are feeling now. Even as you reject me, you know that you are dying within. Is true, no man has been birthed capable of making you fall in love with him. You hide your feelings and you say that our love is from the past. But love can never be forgotten, it always stay recorded in the heart. Prove of that is your diary. There, is conserved the story about two people in love and those special times we lived together. Do you remember when I made you a woman under that full moon? When I was playing with my guitar as I was singing to you and in return you kissed me? Oh baby, don’t you try to fool me, you know very well that you still love me. I must be sincere with y

Next Weekends Bbq:)
Steak & tomato Kebabs w/avocado cream! Sirloin steak, cut into 1" cubes, dry rubbed with garlic, salt, chili powder, paprika, coriander and cumin, A couple dozen cherry tomatoes, A dipping sauce made of avocado, cucumber, sour cream, scalliaons, tobasco, lime juice, and kosher salt. There are four seasons -fall, winter, spring, and BBQ season!

If You Want One Let Me Know Which Pic You Want Me To Use Of Yours By Sending Me A Link To It
i am doing a new kind of salute that i am calling Shiny Metal Salute. it is done by taking your pic and using my photo editor's metal effects on it and then adding your screen name .below are some examples of ones that i have already done for people .if you want one ,send me a shout or message with the link to the pic you want me to use and when i am finished with it i will leave it as a profile comment on your page :D

The Army Wife Prayer
Dear Lord, Give me the greatness of heart to see the difference between duty and his love for me. Give me understanding that I may know, when duty calls him he must go. Give me a task to do each day, to fill the time when he's away. And Lord, when he's in a foreign land, keep him safe in your loving hand. And Lord, when duty is in the field, please protect him and be his shield. And Lord, when deployment is so long, please stay with me and keep me strong.

An American Creed
I believe,In a cause greater than myself. I will stand watch for my country while it sleeps. I believe in honor, in duty, and country. I believe, one person can make a difference. I, can make a difference. I am brave, I am strong, because I am an Amercian soldier. I will never forget those who have fallen. I will celebrate their lives, and honor their sacrifice. The brave die never, though they sleep in dust. Their courage nerves a thousand living men. I will bear any burden, endure any harship. I will always be there to back my brothers play, no matter what the price. I will never forget that I am an American fighting for freedom. I stand ready to deploy, engage and destroy the enemies of the United States of America in close combat. I will proclaim with a loud voice, I WILL NOT go quitely into the night. I WILL stand, I WILL sacrifice for on reason, I believe.

Goodbye To Romance
Yesterday has been and gone Tomorrow will I find the sun Or will it rain Everybody's having fun Except me, I'm the lonely one I live in shame I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end I've been the king, I've been the clown Now broken wings can't hold me down I'm free again The jester with the broken crown It won't be me this time around To love in vain I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end And I feel the time is right Although I know that you just might say to me What'cha gonna do What'cha gonna do But I have to take this chance goodbye To friends and to romance And to all of you And to all of you Come on now I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end And the weather's looking fine And I think the sun will shin

Interesting Test
This was fun...my results. IPIP-NEO Narrative Report http://www.personal.psu.edu/%7Ej5j/IPIP This report compares Seeker from the country USA to other women between 41 and 60 years of age. (The name used in this report is either a nickname chosen by the person taking the test, or, if a valid nickname was not chosen, a random nickname generated by the program.) This report estimates the individual's level on each of the five broad personality domains of the Five-Factor Model. The description of each one of the five broad domains is followed by a more detailed description of personality according to the six subdomains that comprise each domain. A note on terminology. Personality traits describe, relative to other people, the frequency or intensity of a person's feelings, thoughts, or behaviors. Possession of a trait is therefore a matter of degree. We might describe two individuals as extraverts, but still see one as more extraverted than the other. This report uses e

Friends And Doing What Is Right
For me Friends become extra family members for the most part. I care for them as if they are blood. But every so often something comes up that causes a rift between a couple that I am friends with and then I am left with the feeling of doing what is right. Do you stay out of it or do what is right and share the info you have? for me it is often doing what I think is right and to lessen the pain one of the friends will eventally have to deal with rather then letting it go. At least this way they can say at least I was honest with them and they know that I was there for them.

Omg I Made Oracle! Whoo Hoo Thanks!
I am super excited right now! I just made oracle.I had 2.1 million points when I logged on this afternoon and through all the awesome people blinging me and bombing me I made it! You guys fricken rock! You know you you are who helped me.I am so happy.It just feels cool to make it.I started fubar 4 1/2 months ago and made it fast cause ya'll loves me.(h) So anyways..I don't really like the new format of the website.I don't like the status thingy and it limits you on your statuses so I can't even update my status right now to say thanks to everyone.I have one pimpout left and the first person to comment me and say they want it for 1 million fubux its yours.Im fubroke.I gave away the other two though to people who always pimp or help me.Im so excited!

Domestic Violence
Am I an asshole for not feeling bad for all those pathetic women that let their man lay hands on them? WTF??! If you put up with that shit, that means you like it, or at least dont dislike it. I like it when women say that they dont leave because of the kids...So its OK for your kids to witness that shit goin on? Most wifebeaters are that way becase they have witnessed it in their childhood. So those bitches that dont leave and let their kids be victimized are doing a great disservice for their offspiring by showing that its ok to put up with that shit/act like that. No sympathy from me.

Come And Worship And Come
“And he said unto Moses, Come up unto the LORD, thou, and Aaron, Nadab, and Abihu, and seventy of the elders of Israel; and worship ye afar off.” Exodus’ twenty-fourth chapter breaks off the LORD’s pronouncement of judgments and commandments that’s occupied the text of chapters twenty through twenty-three with His call to worship Him. Remember, Moses has been hearing all that the LORD has said but so far he hasn’t told anybody. After being told in verse two that only he would come near the LORD, Moses descended to tell the people all the LORD’s words and judgments and get their (likely through their representatives the elders’) assent in verse three: “And all the people answered with one voice, and said, All the words which the LORD hath said we will do.” This will get tested, trust me. Verse four tells us that Moses wrote “all the words of the LORD”, likely what comprises the text we’ve been reading and

Revolutionary Idea
ARE YOU A REVOLUTIONARY ??? DO YOU WANT CHANGE ??? Money is being thrown around while our great nation is driven into the ground while our troops protect our freedom, we sit amongst our own doom So in order to do whats fair, we must first clear the air Take a chair Listen well to a simple idea from a simple man It may not prove too simple, but it will prove worth something Unless "We The People" as individuals, take control of our own destiny The officials WE put in charge will destroy us and all we have worked for Just by doing what they are told by who's in charge My choice is to work every day of my life for an honest days pay, and the respect and loyalty of others just like me. Our numbers are strong and our convictions are clear. But our right to work, provide and survive is being threatened more and more every day.( or being taken from us) Devoted people impounded for 30 yrs in labors they CHOSE to toil, each day; Now have NO choice but to sit and stare, at the wal

Within
I am lost Within myself, Wandering through a maze of thoughts. Plans and dreams are my pathways, full of twists and dead ends. Darkness and fog shroud me as I travel, haunting my every step. The more I search for a light... it can't be seen The more I look for hope ...it cant be found Still, I wander aimlessly- Not lost, yet never finding my way completely out. I am plagued by so many things- Memories that can not be erased, The whispering of 'What if's in my ears as I walk through past choices. I step through decisions long past- Here and there at the same time

Wishes
Wishes When you make a wish, what do you wish for? Happiness? Love? Wealth? A good job? What makes you want to make wishes? Do your wishes come true? Do you wish for selfish reasons? Or are your wishes you make for others? Or if they never come true, why continue to wish? Do you ever tell anyone what you wish for? When you see a falling star , do you make a wish? Or if your at a fountain, do you through money in to make a wish? If you find a 4 leaf clover do you make a wish? I believe that wishes can and will come true and I hope they come true for myself and everyone I have come in contact with in my life.

Undone
This situation has got me on unstable ground ive soent a lot of time stumbling around After all I went through before and all thats going on now I havent been and angel and Ive made lots of mistakes But you came back in my life Bringing your love and showing me again how Just how it feels not to constantly have a void to fill How it is to love someone and not depend on a happy pill Ive made the wrong choices alot even in my life with you But i dont know what id do if you were to leave me Cause truth is babe You are my glue My life would come undone But I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

About Us.billy And Krystal
well to begin with.me and krystal both met here on fubar,and we fell completely in love with each other.we are not together in real life and have plans to get married as well.we both been through alot by ourselves and together.but we have both lived to over come it all,and it has made us both very strong as a couple.we are both very deeply and maddly in love with each other,and we would love to thank our close friends for standing by us through everything.first and foremost to beth we love you so very much sweetie,you have been there and helped us both alot through everything and we would be where we are now without you.to all of our close friends at the lounge"where the wild things are"we love you all and thank you all for being there for us and supporting us through everything we couldn't have had our fu wedding without you all.

Life Or A A Lil Bit Of It...
my thoughts come out better when i write, or type.. coz when i speak it dont come out right.. sometimes it's difficult to express myself when i speak especially in english.. coz, my major language when speaking is Filipino. But don't get me wrong tho, i can handle my accent very well, (but sometime it slips out in some words) people i talk to tells me all the time that i talk very good english, like how it sounds, how i speak but talking with real words is difficult.. coz, when i try to translate my thoughts in my head from filipino to english, it comes out differently.. it's hard to express what i want to express in words.. so, when i write or sometime type, i could do some editing, or try to read it again for it to come out the way i feel it should..

Politics Again
I am insane, people. I have only just realized this, owing to the excessive amount of inconsequntial information that has been crammed into my head in the course of life. I came to this epiphany earlier today when I was considering the heeping piles of crap I psycho-accumulated in persuing philosophy as a course of study lo these many years ago, a sort of synthesis of the mass of western thought formed in my head gunk and it was simply this- To grow up or live in for an extended period and adhere to the rules customs and strictures of a society is to be a member of said society. Said society then takes onto itself certain responsibilities such as to preseve its componant individuals lives and livlihoods. When these responsibilites are not addressed and upheald by that society, where is the logical basis for continued obedience to the laws of said society? The founding fathers said there was none and picked up guns to fight. Despite this and two hundred plus years of celebrating that r

My Love K3wi
So i been on fubar for 6 yrs on and off, and i wasn't really looken for a girl..but shit happens..after a few i finaly found the one , that i can say that i can say .. i want to spend every sec wit . her name is k3wi on fu .. i love this girl so much .. i havn't feal this way in a very long time.. we have are times , just like every other relastionship has instore .. but we fix em and move on kinda.. she has done some shit that pissed me off, but i cant see my self wit out her in my life . i want to marry this girl .. i feal a spical bond beween us when we talk .. she make me happy , most of the time .. i really do love u k3w. When the time comes we will finaly meet and thats when the magic is goign to start .. i want to be thier for her , durign the times needed and not needed. i want to care about her, i want to cuddle wit her . at this point of my life ..iu cant see my self wit out K3wi thier for me .. my life feal unconplete wit out her thier . k3wi is my soul mate . and me and

A Question To Answer?
Last night I hooked up with this one guy I have been seeing on and off for awhile now, it is completely sexual! We went to the drive in and spent the whole time making out and fucking, we do this once every month or so and it is always a great time, he really hits my gspot. He usually drops me off at my place and takes off, but last night I invited him up for a drink and he came up. I live in a two flat, an old house converted to two apartments. My gf lives in apartment below, she lives there with her bf. Anyway, about a hour after I got home she came up and walked in. Me and my friend were hanging out watching a movie, he is into old b&w movies. She has met him before and never really seemed interested in him, saying he is too old for her! Last night was different, she was being playful with him and me. He got me aside and told me he would leave so her and me could have some alone time together! We walked back in room and b4 I could say anything she came up to me and kissed

Borscht
2 pounds beets (8 medium, usually 2 bunches), peeled, cut in half and sliced in thin half-moons 7 cups water 2 teaspoons salt, or to taste 6 tablespoons strained fresh lemon juice (from 2 to 3 lemons) 1 tablespoon sugar 2 plump garlic cloves, cut in half lengthwise, green shoots removed 3/4 cup plain low-fat yogurt (optional) 1 small cucumber, peeled, seeded, and cut in small dice Chopped fresh dill or chives for garnish 1. Combine the beets, water, and 1 teaspoon salt in a soup pot and bring to a simmer. Cover and simmer 30 minutes. Add the lemon juice, remaining salt, and sugar and continue to simmer, uncovered, for 20 minutes. Remove from the heat and add the garlic. Allow to cool, then cover and chill (you can speed this process by transferring the soup to a bowl and placing the bowl in an ice bath). Taste and adjust seasoning. Remove the garlic cloves. 2. Place 2 tablespoons yogurt, if desired, into the center of chilled soup bowls. Ladle in the soup. Garnish with diced

Doves (random)
Unleash the dove's, Passing there love, Feathers as bright as the snowfalls, There not flying to cause harm , just peace unto all, Sometimes people have to walk out the door. Passing blessings & regards unto all, Tattered wings or not they'll rise, With pride & a smile, through the sun & rain, Spread a smile across that face with grace. Some lose hope to easy , some rise above it all, Keep your head together through times good & bad, Believe in your dreams follow them till the end of time, We've all lost things we love. Ride that fucking train, Drive that fucking car, Right into the sunset & warmth, Sail that ship, No matter how rough the road or the sea, Travel safe & steady through life. Wind in your hair, Seaspray on your face, May Eagles fly, May dolphins swim elegant & true, Don't let things phase you , watch the gentle motion, Of a Healthy & Happy Heart, Beating true & strong. Upon this life we are truly one. Regardless off colour or race, Som

The Hanging Tree
These pictures are of one Hanging Tree that is located close to Cross lake off of Blanchard Road. There is also another tree that is said to be on Lakeshore Drive. According to legend at the Lakeshore Drive tree, it is where an old plantation owner hung his slaves that did something wrong. Not only would he hang them, but he would also burn them and torture them as they were dying (thanks to Jessica for this info). There are also some old shacks around that area that were used to film a movie, called MOUNTAINTOP MOTEL MASSACRE. It is also said to be 10-15 degrees colder when you stand underneath the tree. The area is also said to be very dangerous due to drug deals and other things

Nothing
YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOURE NOTHING WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE NO ONE EVER REALLY LOVED YOU IT WAS ALL JUST A BUNCH OF WORDS YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOUR NOTHING THAT YOU WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE LOVED NEVER MEANT FOR ANYTHING EVER FEEL LIKE YOU WERE A MISTAKE EVER FEEL LIKE YOU WERE A FAILURE I REALIZE IM MY OWN WORST ENEMY IM A PILL SMOKING LOSER ADDICTED TO DRUGS YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOURE NOTHING

Just Thinking
I dk anymore why is life so hard. I wish it was like when I was a kid. Easy. I just keep thinking about alot of stuff and dont know if I am makeing the right chooses. I am sarting to hate it here and wish I could just up and move or turn back tome :(

Radio Storm Is Now With Universal
YES DIG THIS A NEW LEVEL AND A NEW NAME.. FOR ALL THE FANS WHO SUPPORT RADIO STORM LET ME SAY MOVED TO A NEW LEVEL CALLED THE DOUBLE DECKER.. YES BOTH HIGHBAND AND LOWBAND AVAILABLE FOR REQUEST AND TUNES.. NOW JUST STOP IN AND MAKE A REQUEST.. AS WE ALL SAY STORMIE IS FAR FROM GOING DOWN SHE JUST GOT WINGS TO FLY.. DID SHE NOT SHARE A WORLD OF GREAT TUNES AND MOST OF ALL THOSE LOUNGES WITH HER PLAYERS CONTINUE TO ROCK ON AND NEVER ALLOW ANYONE TO STOP YOU KEY TO ANY STATION IS TO STEP OVER PROBLEMS AND MOVE TO A HIGHER GROUNDS I HAVE NO REASON TO SUPPORT SITES WHO THINK LESS OF ME OR MY FAMILY.. SO FOR THOSE WHO CONTINUE TO SUPPORT US WE SAY TY AND NEVER STOP GIVING UP ON US... FOR NOW WE WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE ROLL IN THE EYE OF ANY STORM..

Forever Bleeding (for A Friend)
If you must forever bleed. Bleed in my arms. I will hold you up till your dying breath..I found you in this state..begging you to come back from this hell...take your life and i will hold it in my hand...breathing for you as you lift back up...you are never alone...i will hold you up as you are forever bleeding..never let go...you have me now

Are They Kidding Me???
So there is a group of people Sueing Denny's because their food has Excessive amounts of Salt in it. Now, I agree this isn't good but here's a peice of advise... DON"T FUCKIN EAT THERE!!!!!! Why sue them when eating there is your choise???? Here's a few things you SHOULD know... #1. Coffee is HOT #2 HOT cocoa is HOT #3 Ice Coffee is COLD #4 and maybe the most important, IF YOU DID NOT MAKE IT YOURSELF, YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS IN IT.... #5 Do not whine you got fat eting Fast Foods Do not whine there is excessive amounts of salt in resteraunt food Do not comlain fast food is bad for your kids.... Try cooking aty home with fresh food, it's amazing and you know what goes into it, not just ingr. but the love that went into making it... GO FIGURE....

Gettin Laid
I keep reading about all those women "swearing off gettin laid", like its such a huge accomplishment. People have equated fucking with some sorts of moral obligations. Like not having sex, or waiting for prince charming, would make you a better person. This all usually comes from single moms that koncked up not knowing what CONDOMS are.

Murmer Me In Ecstacy
Cool glimmer the day of fireQuench thy hand of my desireWhispers echo in the windCaught among the thoughts therein Shall I ring the prison bellsCaught among the endless swell Day be done and yet it comesCall to me in ecstasyI could be your destiny Day is as daylight breaksFor there’s a whim upon my plateChance it will be my very fateTo chance among the choice I make Murmur me in ecstasyBeneath the light that we both seeFor I am yours and you will seeThat this is how it’s meant to beFor there’s a light you leave in me Darryn John Murphy

Never Trust Anyone!!!
I thought I'd been through a lot of shit with my friends, but nothing the likes of this. Those of you who read this should know that my bff Zoey is writing this blog on my behalf. I asked her to. There are two pics in my pictures of my exroommate Ben, who our family invited into our home and our trusted family circle. I will never know why but one night he just decided to take our lives and rip us apart with ONE phone call. You see, Ben wasn't man enough to fight his own fight maturely. Zoey was talking to Ben calmly about a matter and Ben lunged at Zoey. I thought he might try to hurt her, so I defended her. She broke it up before any kind of a fight broke out, but Ben decided he would do everything he could to hurt us. He called the cops on me and had me arrested, and I have been in jail for almost 5 weeks now. People....be careful about who you allow into your haven from the world....your home. You can think you know someone, but they can turn on you in an instant.

Guy's Who Disespect Chicks Online Get Called Out On It Then Bitch Lmao
peaking of: http://www.fubar.com/user/3172697 He is about the biggest tool ever calling a girl fat and a pig and all kinda rude names after being rejected LMAO. Well little Tough guy any time you wish to man up get at me till then fag keep on sucking cock, cause from what I seen your def GAY !

The Script-breakeven
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayin 'to a god that I don't believe in Cos I got time while she got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even Her best days will be some of my worst She finally met a man that's gonna put her first While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven ... even ... no What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces They say bad things happen for a reason But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even ... no What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you, And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces (One still in love while the other ones leaving)

Recording
Every once in a while when I sing I like my voice a lot to the point that I give myself chills and all that My thinking is that my fufriends can help me decide if I have a good voice or I should give up my dream of being a singer You pick a song for me to sing and tell me where I can find a recording program to post my voice

Kiss Me
Healthy Kissing According to the Academy of General Dentistry in the USA, kissing , long reviled for spreading germs, helps prevent tooth decay. Kissing stimulates the production of saliva, which helps reduce the incidence of cavities. “Kissing is nature’s cleansing process,” says Heidi Hausauer, a dentist and spokeswoman for the academy. “Saliva washes out the mouth and helps remove the cavity-causing food particles that accumulate after meals.” Also, the minerals in saliva help repair minor cavities before they can develop into major ones. If you have no one to kiss, try sugar-free gum. It’s not quite as fun, but still very effective in encouraging saliva.

A Fairytale For The Rest Of Us
Like so many American girls, I grew up on Disney movies ... Cinderella, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty. Like many women I have come to realize that I am not a princess and there is no prince on horseback waiting to slay a dragon and take me back to his castle. Honestly this is fine. In all actuality, I would have been marrying into a system in which the marriage was only a means of strengthening political ties between kingdoms and I would be forced into the position of "Lady" which is really nothing more than "Castle Operations Manager." Wow ... that was a tangent I didn't realize I was going on. What I didn't realize until recently was that I didn't really identify with the princesses I was watching. Who was it that caught my attention? The villainesses .. they had better clothes ... definitely better make-up and they seemed so much more realistic. Now don't get me wrong ... I'm not looking to put babies on spikes (despite Eddie's thumbs up), but if you step back from the sto

He Took His Ring Off Finally
I was taking Rich to work earlier today, he's going in for a extra day at work, and I looked over at his left hand and noticed his ring wasn't on. He finally took it off. I've had my ring off for months now. I think he's realizing now that I wouldn't ever go back to him and that I am moving on with my life. Been talking with a friend, Laura, for a bit on myspace, and she said she could see that he is still hurt, even though it's not verbal. I guess he finally told Laura and Evan about me and him, and just how long we've been seperated? I know that I didn't announce it to the whole world that we seperated right when we did...i kept quiet for a while. So what the hell do you do with wedding rings when not wearing them anymore? I'm still puzzled on what to do with our huge portiate we had got that's hanging on the wall. I think I'll store our wedding stuff.., photos, .some other stuff in one of my hope chests. I'll probably work extra days this coming week.might try to get 60 hours fo

Take Me Away
Sitting listening to this song Thinking about all that's gone wrong The words, they carry me Carry me to a place of peace and finality That place I would love to explore I certainly don't want to be here anymore Take me away from all the pain Oh God, for once let me feel sane Give me the peace and tranquility I seek Life has taken its' toll and left me weak Don't want to go on, ready to give up the fight Envelop me like the darkness of night Death take me into your sweet embrace With the darkness pain is erased

All That Are Wisehearted
“And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, See, I have called by name Bezaleel the son of Uri, the son of Hur, of the tribe of Judah: and I have filled him with the spirit of God, in wisdom, and in understanding, and in knowledge, and in all manner of workmanship, To devise cunning works, to work in gold, and in silver, and in brass, And in cutting of stones, to set them, and in carving of timber, to work in all manner of workmanship.” The thirty-first chapter of Exodus opens with the answer to a question anybody reading the account of what’s to be made for the LORD’s tabernacle and his priests (more precisely, his priest and descendants) and how everything is situated should ask – who’s actually going to do the building, making, and forging? The material itself will be no problem, but the first five verses’ job description above calls for a specialist. And the LORD will not leave people called this way in the lurch. Bezaleel and his assistant

I Just Want To Cry
I am in tears, and I feel so alone in my own home with a family I feel doesnt give a dam about me or how I feel be it physical or mentally. My hubby has been obbsessing over this woman that works were he does for over some years now. I tried hard not to let it get to me for the longest time. But it starts to get under your skin when you ask how his day went at work and the first person that pops out of his mouth is this chick. I mean come on there has to be more things going on at work then this chicks antics. Any how, I posted a question on face book and it went like this. If your mate was talking about someone of the opposite sex to you 24/7. And you didnt care for this person and you ask them to stop on several occassions. I. would you think they are obbessed with this person. 2. and they keep yappin about them just cause they know it upsets you. I recieved like 5 answers from peeps I didnt know but they all pretty much said the same thing. They all agreed with w

The Butterfly~~
It was a long hot summer of phone conversations only~~ The distance between the two were 2,500 miles.....neither have ever done the long distance thing before, but the connection between the two was so incrediable they didnt want to give up what they had so far. Everyday of talking they both got to know one another better, A deep connection emotionally and sexualy have bonded~~ Its been awhile since the two have been in a relationship so the sexual tension was intense~~ She is very erotic and very sexual, the naughtier the better with her and he loves to be teased by her~~ Hes never been with a woman like her before, so open sexually yet old fashioned morals to only give herself to the one she loves~~ That was such a turn on for him~~ They would dabble in light conversation about sexual thoughts and he would find himself stroking himself to her voice, even when they wouldnt be talking about anything sexual. They spoke about when they would meet in person how happy they would

I Dont Understand
i dont get why ppl has to hate on some one cuz of what they belive in and what kinda tunes they listen to. in my eye icp is the shit and they will always live on in my eye that the way i feel dont mean others has to feel like that. dont get plz let the world just rest

What I Feel!
it is a cold wet night oh so dreary,as my eyes got so teary,i wish i could fall,for the one who hears my hearts call,the one who is my all,the one who luvs everything about me no matter hw big or small,i wish true love existed in my life,instead of pain that cuts like a knife,pain tears out my heartand rips it all apart,where is my missing piece of my heart,the one who knws where to start,to repair the emptiness inside,so i no longer have to hide,the pain i feel,as they steal,away my heart and my love,the one that fits like a glove,the one i have always searched for,the one to pick my heart off the floor,where can they be?,y cant they see,i need them now!

Badder Then John Freaking Wayne
NARRATIVE NOMINATING SSG DAVID BELLAVIA FOR THE MEDAL OF HONOR DURING OPERATION PHANTOM FURY FALLUJAH, IRAQ On the night of 10 November 2004 Third Platoon, A Company, Task Force 2-2 IN near OBJ Wolf in Fallujah, Iraq, was ordered to attack to destroy six to eight Anti Iraqi Forces (AIF). 1LT Edward Iwan, the A Company Executive Officer, had identified six to eight AIF who had entered a block of twelve buildings. These AIF had engaged A55 and tanks from Team Tank with automatic weapons and rocket fire. Having a 25 mm cannon malfunction, 1LT Edward Iwan cordoned off the area and called Third Platoon to enter and clear all buildings until the AIF were killed or captured. The first nine buildings yielded many AK47s, Rocket Propelled Grenade launchers, rockets, assorted ammunition, and flak vests. When they came to the tenth home, SSG Colin Fitts, 1st Squad Leader, led his squad of soldiers into the house, with four soldiers from SSG Bellavias 2nd Squad. SGT Hugh Hall, 1st Squad, B Team

P & Ty
l Every passing day the rude and ignorant are increasing in numbers. No one seems to know how to use the words please and thank you. People speak but do not want to listen. People want you to wait, but unwilling to wait themselves. It does not matter if your busy chatting with someone else or not, they rudly interupt as if they are more important. I do believe we now need a manual for dummies living in society. I have a crappy job and see all sorts of people on a daily business, and I must say ~ I love the people I work with, but the customers are idiots and that alone is enough to hate the job ~ I always use my manners and is polite to each and everyone that comes in. I only wish I could recieve the same type of servise. I wonder if the schools are the ones teaching society to ask for things with "Give/Get me" I realize most are in this life for themselves and hardly care about others and what harm they do to others. But I for one will not follow into this crap. I wil

Wtf??
So, I was on my way to work (at a hotel), about to make a right turn onto a little street where my hotel located, when I saw a silver SUV making a left hand turn in the opposite lane. I turned first, and he followed. When I was done, I looked in the rear view mirror, and ...he wasnt there. I couldnt figure out where he went, since he was supposed to be right behind me. I even waited in a parking lot, to see if he would drive by, and nothing. When I came in to the front desk, my coworker said that she was out for a smoke at 11pm, and saw 3 identical SUVs leave the back parking lot. I told her about the SUV that followed me, but disappeard afrerwards. I asked her about the color of those 3 SUVs, and she said "silver" Sooo...wtf?? We have had some shady individuals come in to do some really shady business. ANd I am speculating that those SUVs are either feds, or the mafia helpers or something.

The Transforming Of America One Child At A Time
http://www.floppingaces.net/2009/09/02/the-supreme-leader-er-president-obama-will-address-our-kids-on-sept-8th/#more-27094 Please shot me or PM me about your thoughts PRO or con on this one.

Telegram
i am sending you a telegram a telegraph, a teleprompted paper monkey on this stillborn anniversary Whose wine we spilled on the carpet Boots lie heavy with awkward hitchhiked shadows Placed there with angry precision By wanton words carelessly placed with angry Abandon Dusted sallow greek with their tragic wear, uncertain if they will be sprung On a silent retreat while you snore too content to care

On A Serious Note!! Plzz Read!!
MY DEAR FU FRIENDS MY GRANDFATHER IS VERY SICK FROM THROAT CANCER!! I ASK THAT YOU TAKE A MINUTE OF YOUR TIME AND PLZ SAY A PRAYER FOR HIM!! HIS NAME IS JUAN AND HE ISN'T DOING GOOD. THEY HAVE ALREADY HAD TO INSERT A G-TUBE SO HE MAY BE ABLE TO EAT. SO PLZ OPEN YOUR HEARTS. THANK YOU.

The Matrix Unloaded
“And the LORD said unto Moses, Hew thee two tables of stone like unto the first: and I will write unto these tables the words that were in the first tables, which thou brakest.” I am just a little surprised that the LORD didn’t obliterate Moses as well due to what He refers to opening the thirty-fourth chapter of Exodus. If you’ll remember, Moses destroyed the original tablets when he came down from mount Sinai and saw the children of Israel worshiping the molten calf, claiming it as their God Who brought them out of Egypt. But Moses stood in the way of the LORD obliterating the children of Israel by calling His reputation into account – why deliver Your people from slavery if You’re only going to destroy them in the wilderness, that was his argument – and, at least the way I’m reading the story, won the LORD’s respect. So Moses by himself was the one called back into the full presence of God (His glory from the previous chapter

Pisces
Jamie WallaceMarch 7 19801:30 PM PSTOrange, CARising Sign is in 23 Degrees CancerVery sensitive by nature, you prefer to be in your own familiarsurroundings. Cautious and conservative, you make changes in yourlife only very slowly, if at all. You do not open up easily tostrangers. Friendships are made for life, however -- once given,your trust is forever. Your mother, your home as a child and yourearly family life in general are very important to you. You are alsovery sentimental. When you feel self- confident, you are gentle,giving and protective of the needs of others. But when you feelinsecure or threatened, you become overly sensitive to criticism,shy, withdrawn and moody. You have a strong need for security -- inthe sense that you are being loved, nourished and protected.Sun is in 17 Degrees Pisces.Extremely sensitive and emotional, you absorb the emotions of others(whether positive or negative) like a sponge. Emotionallyvulnerable, you are easily upset and tend to cry readily. Yo

10 Random Shitz About Me
I was born in Russia I watch Spongebob I have a sweet tooth I have peed in bed once...when I was 23 I am married; to a person I dont feel I deserve I only fap to lesbos; penises do nothing for me I am lazy I love animals I was almost killed by mafia at 14 I am not racist, but I do have prejudices ask away, i'm so bored, fuckk

Ensign: Joseph's Lesson Of Forgiveness
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 18 September 2009 Thirteen chapters of Genesis get devoted to telling the story of Joseph. Perhaps he’s also best known in our culture as the main character of the musical “Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat” and it is true his father Jacob gave him a “coat of many colors” to show – did Joseph think this or did Jacob tell him outright? – that he was his favorite son. This did not sit well with his eleven other brothers to start with. Then Joseph told his brothers, rather indecorously, about his dreams in which their shaves of wheat all bowed to his and then the one in which the sun, moon, and stars bowed to him. I try to cut him some slack because he’s seventeen and the world’s in front of him … Whereas his bro

Trashy Mcfarts
So, every wknd we have tons of grads from the Navy stay at my hotel. So the place is sawrming with families, and more important, skanky whores that are cumdumpsters for their naval boyfriends. Last night it was a skank central, and I had to subject my vulnerable ears to typical white trash banter. "Arr, shuld I ware a yello thong with that dress, or do you think Bill wuld like me not to ware anythin down thayre?" "Louanne, kan I haz that hayr straitener? I got mah hair done, and got me all pertied up" "Terry, go watch da babies while I got me some taterz" "we still have a keg in da trailuh, we shuld partay tonite" I mean, seriously, it was if the whole fuckin state of Texas took their skankiest whores and landed them into my workplace.

Care To Dance?
I know we've all done this awkward waltz with a stranger at the store,or at work, where its starts off as playing chicken but you both stepaside at the same time. Now you're stuck in this bizarre two-step,that starts with an eight foot gap between the two of you, and endswhen some one finally decides they are tired of looking at the otherperson and just stops walking till they've past. That's anuncomfortable situation to be in, but have you ever had that same thinghappen when the other person is walking through a parking lot andyou're driving a pickup? That's down right embarrassing. You start tohate yourself because you know that you could win this exchange withouteven making eye contact with them, but the only thing stopping you isthat fact that you're afraid you'll damage your whip (I'm not sure whatkids are calling cars these days).

Week 6
With the upset of Huston and Oklahoma I got 4 games wrong on week 5. My week 6 Top 25 predictionsNo. 4 LSU over No. 1 Florida No. 2 Texas over Colorado No. 3 Alabama over No. 20 MississippiNo. 5 Virginia Tech over Boston CollegeNo. 9 Ohio State over Wisconsin No. 10 TCU over Air ForceNo. 11 Miami (FL) over Florida A&M No. 12 Iowa over Michigan atNo. 14 Penn State over Eastern Illinois No. 15 Oklahoma State over Texas A&MNo. 16 Kansas over Iowa State atNo. 17 Auburn at ArkansasNo. 18 Brigham Young at UNLVNo. 19 Oklahoma over Baylor No. 21 Nebraska at No. 24 MissouriNo. 22 Georgia Tech at Florida StateNo. 25 South Carolina over Kentucky

A Lost Child (written By B.b. Wolf)
My sweet mother so high in the darkness. Shine your pale love light down on your lost son. Everyday I feel closer to death, preying for it. Ive forgotten what its like to run with the pack and feel the forrest in my veins. The afterlife beckons.... I have nothing left to keep me here, so I walked on padded feet slowly to my own death. She is beautiful in her black garbs as she opens her embrace to me. I meet her lips for an instant and I am no more. Another lost child of of the past finding my home where all things long since lost have found thier rest.

Beautiful, Beautiful You
Beautiful, Beautiful You You are so beautiful, Like a flower in the sun. And you are yet blossoming, Before the day is done. Your lips are so perfect, Like the ones I would like to kiss. And if you give me the chance, It's the one I wouldn't miss. Your hair is that of sunshine, On a warm summer day. And yet I find you perfect, In every little way.

You Can't Build A Reputation On What You're Going To Do
This morning’s Breakfast With The Boys was actually relaxing and filling too! Oh, we did have some discussion of what’s going on in Bethany Lutheran and how we’re going to react to our governing body the Evangelical Lutheran Church of America’s decision to ordain same-sex unions as well as allow openly homosexual or lesbian clergy in “committed relationships” to serve. Many have already come out in our church as saying they’ll leave if nothing is done or our bylaws aren’t amended to reflect that Bethany won’t ordain or allow such unions or persons in leadership positions in our congregation. And as I understand it, the rest of the churches in town are watching what we’re doing … we also ate really well, the eighteen of us, and this morning’s Men’s Bible study we SO needed. The parable of the prodigal son is a favorite of mine. Today’s the second day in a row I’ve had to be dropped off at wor

Kid Syn Has Auto's On & Hh Tonight @ 8pm
Kid SyN Rate, Fan, Add, Bling Him. so come and show him sum fu loving! He also has a Happy Hour @ 8pm fu-time tonight! Kid SyN Owned by Pink & Devilish Impressions Bully Brought To You By:

What Flavor Shake Are You?
You Are a Vanilla Shake Vanilla, yes, but definitely not boring. You are subtly complex and deeply sophisticated. You're the type of person who has always been ahead of their time. You don't fall for gimmicks or tricks. You are drawn to what's true. What Flavor Shake Are You? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

Never Going To The Theaters Alone Again!
Today, I went to take myself to the movies at the movie theater for the first time. I have never gone alone before. People have told me that going to movies alone isn't a bad thing. I was used to going with my ex or friends but I had no one to go with and I wanted to do something outside of the house. So, I go to the movies. It was pretty empty, not many people in there. Then this guy, asked if he could sit near me. I told him it was fine. He sat a seat away from me. I was fine by that. Sometime during the movie, he changed his seat and sat next to me. That made me a little uncomfortable but didn't think too much of it. Just thought since I was in the middle of the theater, maybe he wanted a better view of the movie. I had moved my drink that was near his seat so that he wouldn't take my drink on accident, if he did...he had his own drink. He tried talking to me during the movie and I would say something short to him but kept my eye on the movie. From the corner of my eye, I could see

Ryhme Theme Number 1
like everyone else my problems circle all around, there's no escape or exit from this town. How can I find happiness if everyone beats me down? Pretty soon I'll have no choice but to frown while everyone else listens for the sound of the warden walking slowly through the pound. I'm stuck in the bleachers when I have the skills to be on the field. Searching through the lies I only want to find something real and use all my senses to their full potential to feel. Unfortunately my batting average is low, I guess I spent to much time smoking the dro. It's such a sad state for the ultra pro. I wonder if I'm still metal or still have what it takes, I want to pull through with everything at stake. I want to fast forward or rewind to my life on the lake. Back then everything was simple and good and evil could be found in a pimple. Back then the hardest thing I had to do was learn to bake a cake. Fast forward to now and I'm flipping all over like I've got a world to create. Some call it a god c

Herps-r-us
Lately it seems that the wife and I are running our own herpetology store here. We've been on a reptile and amphibian kick lately. The only thing we have with fur is Tiger,my new cat. So far the body count is: Me:2 Green Anoles,2 Bahama Anoles,2 Fire Bellied Toads,2 Silver Mantella Tree Frogs,1 Green Tree Frog,1 White Lipped Tree Frog,1 Golden Australian Tree Frog,and a house gecko. The wife: 2 Bearded Dragons,2 Snails,and 3 betta's. I got some pictures of a couple of them in my photos.Its just hard to get decent ones because they move really fast and the gecko hates sunlight and hardly comes out from under his log. I am sure eventually we will get more,but we've ran out of room.I know for a fact she wants a couple neon tree dragons and an iguana. I wouldnt mind getting a green amieva,tokay gecko,a few snakes and maybe a veiled chameleon or 2 or 3......lol. All I know,it's pretty sad when everyone at the pet stores know us by our first names.

Add Me If You Are On Any Of These That Are Listed
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In A Very Bitchie Mood
I SIT HERE THINKING OF MY OF MY SONS AND WISHING THAT I CAN COULD HERE FROM THEM ....MY HEART CAN TAKE SOME MUCH..I KNOW I AM MISSING THE HELL OUT OF THEM...THEY ARE MISSING ME VERY MUCH I KNOW HOW OZZY IS ABOUT ME HE WELL TELL HIS DADDY WHERE HE CAN GO..I AM SORRY BUT I THINK IT IS FUNNY AS HELL...ZAKK IS THE SAME WAY TOO HE WELL FLAT OUT TELL GORDON THAT HE CAN FUCK OFF....I AM DONE PLAYING THESE FUCKING GAMES WITH YOU...THE DAY IS COMING SOON FOR YOU GORDON REMEBER THAT KARMA IS THE BIGGER BITCH THE WAY YOU TREATED ME AND THE WAY YOU ARE STILL..I AM NOT SOME LIL KID..I DO NOT TAKE CRAP FROM ANY BODY..I WELL FLAT OUT TELL YOU HOW A FUCKING FEEL IT IS ABOUT GODDAMN I DO.I CAN STAND ON MY OWN TWO FEET..I CAN FIGHT MY OWN BATTLES ..I WELL PUT MY FOOT UP YOUR ASS .. WHEN I COME DOWN TO SEE OUR SONS ..I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU A PICES OF MY MIND.. SORRY BOB YOU GET IN MY WAY I WELL DO THE SAME THING TO YOU TOO..I AM DONE PLAYING GAME...

"bmfkn Adrenaline"
I think we've all talked to those idiots that make you scratch your head and wish their parents would have used birth control. This jackass is one of those. I bought him in pets, he sent me a drink and told me I was attractive. I sent him a drink and said thanks. He replied with "um yeh ok" so I replied "Any time sunshine." Those of you that know me, know I'm not here looking to hook up, I don't cam, and I don't cyber. This genius then sends me a message saying "I think I'll pass" and then blocked me. For those of you sick and twisted men and women on here, please feel free to fuck with him to your heart's desire. Warning... he WILL block you if you don't cam with him. He did that to a friend of mine. SW

The Mirror
So l looked into the mirror tonight, and saw very clearly in my features what I'm going to look like when I am older. I saw my uncles, grandfather, and great uncles in my face. I aged myself in my mind 30 years. I hope you'll be there with me when I'm old.

Opened Hand Beneath The Sand
OPENED HAND BENEATH THE SANDI wake up each day in search for a trace....Of your heart, your love, a smile upon your face...I have recently lost your hand as we stumbled through this gloom...Yet I see life together prepared within our heart shaped tomb...The rain has now receded and Egyptian sand is all I can see around...My body is wilting and thirsting as I crumble to the ground...I am still yet reaching out for you as I slowly disappear beneath the sand...All that's left of me above the Earth is my waiting, wanting, still wide opened hand...written by Erica Chamlee all rights reserved

Damn Right
Sitting in the dark, I can't forget.Even now, I realize the time I'll never getAnother story of the bitter pills of fateI can't go back againI can't go back againBut you asked me to love you, and I did.Traded my emotions for a contract to commitAnd when I got away, I only got so farThe other me is deadI hear his voice inside my headAnd we were never aliveAnd we won't be born againBut I'll never surviveWith dead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartYou told me to love you, and I did.Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submitSo when I got away, I only kept my scarsThe other me is goneNow I don't know where I belongAnd we were never aliveAnd we won't be born againBut I'll never surviveWith dead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead visions in your nameDead fingers in my veinsDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heart

10 Years
10 years have passed and it still hurts as bad as the first. time is supposed to heal but it seems that things have gotten worse as time passes. i often wonder how different things would be if you were still here. where would i be? would you still act the same? would we be closer? and WHY? still goes through my head.. i guess it doesnt matter why.. I just miss you..always will

So Diffreent
So I haven't written in forever and for some reason (my new found fondness of books perhaps) I find myself being compelled more and more to put my thoughts to paper so to speak. There are alot of things on fu that just simply get on my last nerv like how people will beg and beg for bombs and auto's but are to lazy to take the time to simply go and actually go to someones page and actually rate tnem. Fu has really lost it's appeal for me, it use to be the one place where I felt like i could escape the "real world" and just have fun.. But now day's HA!!!!! People have forgotten the meaning of the word fun and have replaced it with pathetic begging and point whore's.. Sad.. Call me crazy but i just no longer really see the appeal in all of it I mean I am VERRY appreciative of all the bling people have given me espically the ones i really liked...... i don't know I guess it's just that time to take another fu'cation for a few months.. the fu has just become a boring place full of perver

Science
Educating the public is essential to the progression of scientific literacy. We should take the initiative (both as professionals and dilettantes), to actively engage the public at large, and to present (as accurately as possible), the ideas that are currently relevant in the scientific community. We must also work to dispel any misconceptions that many individuals may have toward science. Not only should we disseminate solid, evidence-based scientific ideas (if we do manage to pique their collective interest), it's also imperative that we make a concerted effort to keep them in the proverbial loop. I know that this may seem like a Sisyphean task, but, for what it's worth, I've added my two cents.

Slipknot~vermillion Pt 2
She seemed dressed in all of meStretched across my shame,All the torment and the painLeaked through and covered me.I'd do anything to have her to myself,Just to have her for myself.Now I don't know what to do,I don't know what to doWhen she makes me sad.She is everything to me,The unrequited dream,The song that no one sings,The unattainable.She's a myth that I have to believe in,All I need to make it real is one more reason.I don't know what to do,I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.But I won't let this build up inside of me.I won't let this build up inside of me.I won't let this build up inside of me.I won't let this build up inside of me.A catch in my throat, choke,Torn into pieces, I won't. No.I don't want to be this butI won't let this build up inside of me She isn't real.I can't make her real.She isn't real.I can't make her real.

Need Help With Set List
Hey All.. This is an acoustic set we play at a local bar. Mostly 30 something Crowd with a few younger and a few older.Looking to expand the song list and am looking for Ideas.Any and all suggestions welcome.Keep in mind that we are an "Acoustic" band. We try to play things a little oustide the norm. As of yet, we do not play country - Sorry Ladies ;)Thanks for the Help! Set List @ AJ'sJack Johnson - Rodeo ClownsPolice - So LonelyRadiohead - High & DryCream - Sunshine of your LovePearl Jam - Elderly WomanSting - Fields of GoldU2 - With our Without youColdPlay - YellowBlack Crows - Talks to AngelsSqueeze - Tempted by the Fruit of AnotherTom Petty - Mary Jane's last dancePink Floyd - Wish you were hereDave Matthews - Jimi ThingJack Johnson - TaylorCitizen Cope - Sons gonna RiseR.H.Chili Peppers - Under the BridgePearl Jam - AnimalBilly Joel - Piano ManMatchbox 20 - UnwellLed Zep - TangerineSmashing Pumpkins - Cherub RockVolcanos - Van Morrison - Brown Eyed Girl ( yea.. I know )Van

Good Morning
It was morning. My lover stayed with me last night. I woke from a strange dream to his touch. He had rolled over and put his arm around me. I touched his skin, which was warm from sleep. I held him close, to feel him on as much of myself as possible. After snoozing a little while longer, I felt him stir. He was facing me, and I turned and opened my eyes to see him looking right back at me. He smiled and held me close to him. After he gave me a soft kiss, we lay like that for a little while. In a few minutes he took a bit of a stretch. I did the same, and then we held each other close again. I said, "Good Morning, Sweetie." We kissed and hugged for a long time, each of us enjoying the fact that the other's touch was there to wake up to. My lover began to kiss my neck and touch my face lightly, enjoying my skin, which he says is so soft. I could tell he wanted something more, but didn't know exactly what, because our lovemaking was so intense and so varied last night. After more in

Unentitlement
Liberty is just a wordthe oppressed say it to rallysome speak of lions and menthe weak run to return againFreedom is conceptthat very few ever knowhiding behind misconceptionsand how they think it will goFear is a great white sharkwhen you swim in the ocean after darksafety is an illusionso many seek in their delusionsFame is a falsitymost seek from animosityhope is fleetingonly good to a heart still beatingHunger is only know to the hungryLoneliness only to the lonely

Evil Never Dies
EVIL NEVER DIES is the first Metal/....Horror/Truth Group of it’s kind and will not be rivaled by any other. The bastard children of E.N.D. were born of this monstrosity. An evil so powerful that it’s very seed spread across myspace, the Internet and now the world. Spawning the many tags and groups you see today of our so-called competition. We’ve reached far into the abyss while others played Gods and power mongers in this shit hole of a playground. It is not our founders, not our leaders, but is the collective of all that make us what you see deep within the blackened shadows. Yes, there are a few other groups that we support as fellow metalheads. Dare I say the proud offspring of a power we hold so dear to our darkened souls? However, we at E.N.D. have set ourselves aside from what once was and have long since evolved. The darkest vile maggots of this scum infested scene find solace within our brotherhood. We are the outcasts and we are damn proud to be! There is Z

The Moonshines.....my Fantasy Ive Always Had Wanted To Come True.......xo
~The Moonshines~ (written by me...long ago) Category: Writing and Poetry Soft white sands slipping through my toes and tickling my feet The ocean crashes,calling out my name and then the silence, makes my heart, skip a beat Looking out unto the water and only seeing the white light, the refelection of the moon shines over it ,ever sooo bright Its the only light,just shining throught the stars,creating a layering of crytsals glimmering from here to mars With the faint light from the moon and the deserted private beach ,I swirl around and dance naked, with only the waves making the sound of a drumbeat Warm breeze blows my hair,cool waters touch my toes,the moon shines over my body,makes me wonder if Im in Heaven,who knows By:L.A.W.

Godsmack — I Fucking Hate You
LYRICS: For everything you doI'd like to swallow youAnd everyday I'm gonna blame youEven if you justifyEvery fucking bullshit lieIt only makes me want to break youYou pull me downAnd you crucify my nameYou make me insaneIt's broken nowDon't ever look my wayDon't even think I'm playin''Cause I fucking hate youYou're such a liarAnd I love to hate youYou're all the same to meWhen you repeatedlyTake advantage of meThe only thought I get of you sickens meEverybody knows you're fakeYou're everything I fucking hateAnd I'm everything that you could never beYou pull me downAnd you crucify my nameYou make me insaneIt's broken nowDon't ever look my wayDon't even think I'm playin''Cause I fucking hate youYou're such a liarAnd I love to hate youYou're all the same to meI fucking you hate youYou're such a liarAnd I love to hate youYou're all the same to me(Fuck you)(Fuck you)(Fuck you)You pull me downAnd you crucify my nameYou make me insaneIt's broken nowDon't ever look my wayDon't even think I

Hurting
ONCE AGAIN LIFE THROWS A DAMN BONE OR STONE IN MY WAY AGAIN....LAST NIGHT I WAS IN TEARS TODAY I AM DOING BETTER...BEING THE WAY I AM WOW ONLY ONE CAN OK ARE YOU GOING NUTS....NOPE I AM NOT GOING CRAZY OR INSANE....I HAVE INNER DEMONS JUST LIKE EVERY BODY DOES SOME TIME THEY ARE ON MY SIDE AND THE OTHER TIMES THEY ARE NOT.TILL THE NEXT PART WHEN THAT IS I HAVE NO CLUE......

Adam Lambert's Advancing Of The Gay Agenda
Seems to me that the “queer stomping” was done on stage by Adam Lambert. When people act this badly, how can you blame normal, decent people for criticizing? Gays need to keep their sexual practices in the privacy of their own homes, not on stage and TV, not in parades down main street in San Francisco, just keep it private for God’s sake!! They are flaunting this and then expect us to remain silent. Just keep your private acts private…geez! How hard is that to understand? Satan is alive and well in the entertainment industry, and we are supposed to just smile tolerently and try to shield our children from the worst of it. Disgusting…filthy and terminally evil. By the way, MOST gays understand this and are decent people. I’m talking about the flaming liberal gays who think we all should love their lifestyles no matter how ugly and disgusting they act in public. They don’t realize that they are setting the gay agenda back by turning most peop

Nurse!
So yea, I've got this nasty flu that just seems to be getting worse. I'm drinking plenty of water and taking some OTC stuff, but can't seem to lay down without drowning, so here I sit again. I haven't actually blogged for ages, but figured fuggit. Still no luck on the job front, and I think I am just going to have to enroll in school and be done with it. (when I can get enough energy to go drive to the campus that is) Got the lights up for Christmas yesteday, which probably didnt' help my ailment, but oh well, the kids are happy lol. But with the exception of that, I'm in pretty good spirits these days, and think the future holds good things for those around me. I haven't been around much here lately, at least, not out in the open, but I realized life goes on, and as such for those around here. I enjoy some folks around here, and others I've realized pretty much don't give a crap about me, and I'm okay with that. I'm just grateful for what I have, and that at the end

Scot/irish Jokes
3 guys, 1 Irish, 1 English and 1 Scot, are walking along the beach one day and come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. "I give you each one wish, that's three wishes in total", says the Genie. The Irish guy says, "I am a fisherman, my Dad's a fisherman, his Dad was a fisherman and my son will be one too. I want all the oceans full of fish for all eternity." So, with a blink of the Genie's eye "AlKaZoom" the oceans were teaming with fish. The English guy was amazed, so he said, "I want a wall around England, protecting her, so that nothing will get in for all eternity. Again, with a blink of the Genie's eye "AlkaZoom - POOF" there was a huge wall around England. The Scot asks, "I'm very curious. Please tell me more about this wall." The Genie explains, "Well, it's about 150 feet high, 50 feet thick, protecting England so that nothing can get in or out." The Scot says, "Ach, fill it up with water." A Scot is the only man on earth who would step over the bodies of a doz

I Want This Guy
I’m the guy who will hold you close, not because your cold or shaking, but because he wants to be close to you.I’m the guy who loves to twirl you around into his arms anywhere and kisses you for no apparent reason other than loves you.I’m the guy who says, “Okay, what would you like to do tonight?” not because he wants to go to a game, but because he is interested in you and what you like.I’m the guy who would go anywhere with you, even to the opera or things thathe doesn’t like because he is spending time with you, and that is all he needs.I’m the guy that is cautious to give his heart, but when he does it is all for you and he would rather die then not be in your arms at night.I’m the guy who will bring you things for no special reason than he loves you.I’m the guy who will never give up hope, and no matter what will stay with you for eternity.I’m the guy who once is in love, will always love you and never will forget

The Ugly Truth
This is gonna be ugly people..Been up most of the night watching T.V..And I started wondering what Is wrong with our country our world even..Every commercial had a woman no bigger then a size 6 promoting some crazy makeup or weight lose product like it was the end all be all to be this one size or look this one way..I couldnt understand what made it so important to be such a "Barbie Doll".. When the average size for women in america is 14..Is that really wrong Is that really to big for mainstream america to handle.. In Africa the bigger the woman is the higher her social status is yet here the bigger the woman the lower she becomes.. Have Men truly become that shallow and retarded..to only see a size not a person..My grandfathers would be cussin was out if they saw how most of us treat these very smart and beautiful women because they didnt fit into social norms..I have to say that men have to start steppin up and actin like what we are..Men..I see alot of men on here with st

What Kind Of First Name Do You Have?
You Have a Brilliant First Name You are a total brainiac who's very curious about the world. You are very interested in how things work. You are a bit of a made scientist and even maybe an inventor. You're always coming up with something new and interesting. And while you have a lot of mental strengths, you're also quite physical. You like to get out there and see the world. You love to travel, and you think that change can be very exciting. As long as you have the freedom to do what you want, you fit in anywhere. What Kind of First Name Do You Have? Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

The Personal Choices You Sometimes Have To Make...
I went to counseling today at the local VA Clinic and I discussed the test next week and the decision that is weighing heavily on me.The guilt I feel for wanting to say "no" to any surgery that may prolong my life VS living with the Bipolar world that won't let me off the roller coaster.She gave me the advanced directive paperwork and I took it home so here I sit....Who do I ask to honor my last wishes?I have only one true friend left and he is suffering with melanoma that keeps recurring on him and I don't want to burden him in this way.I am not supposed to ask anyone who might be financially responsible for my care or my burial so I can't ask my elderly parents.I want to ask my ex-wife #2, the mother of my children but we aren't exactly on the greatest of terms and I am pretty sure she would decline to be involved in anyway.I don't trust my sister to honor my wishes upon my getting ill enough for them to be honored in the manner in which I want.This leaves me with only my older broth

Explication
Below is a beautiful summary of why I have my tattoo :) For me, trees have always been the most penetrating preachers. I revere them when they live in tribes and families, in forests and groves. And even more I revere them when they stand alone. They are like lonely persons. Not like hermits who have stolen away out of some weakness, but like great, solitary men, like Beethoven and Nietzsche. In their highest boughs the world rustles, their roots rest in infinity; but they do not lose themselves there, they struggle with all the force of their lives for one thing only: to fulfill themselves according to their own laws, to build up their own form, to represent themselves. Nothing is holier, nothing is more exemplary than a beautiful, strong tree. When a tree is cut down and reveals its naked death-wound to the sun, one can read its whole history in the luminous, inscribed disk of its trunk: in the rings of its years, its scars, all the struggle, all the suffering, all the sicknes

Never Before Realized
I never before realized that I am better off without. I didn't know that I could make it this far without a mate to share every living moment with. I am thankful that I will die alone. I know I will call out a name but it won't be a name of any man here on earth. If there is no man that will give time and understanding to me and won't accept my 24/7 love as the gift it is. I can't say I'm gonna dare to reallly f-ing care. Time is running out and I know you don't like anything I stand for, don't worry, its understood I just never realized before.

The Ode To The Wench Whos Heart Is Filled With Wicked~by Jd
Here we are once more, Lets keep it simple lets keep it quick, I never told you that you had to like me, Inside your head your sick. Now you want to hold a grudge against me, I thought we were all grown? You're nothing more than a wolf in sheeps clothing, Funny we co-exist. Crucify me for nothing, You pass judgements even though your far from right, Being starved for attention can be so harmful, Im no more far from dark then you are to light. Your soul is sinister, Just takes you to be ignored before you put it out to see, Hate me for all its worth and thats little, If you win the arguement i have won the fight. You would like to believe your better than me, Tell me just who lied and told you that you were the fairest of them all? Perhaps you've been misguided by fools with false intentions, Now you are looking to blame someone and making it so commonplace so cruel. Who the hell did you think you were dealing with, Did it feel good to gossip and ruin anothers lif

Rip Brittany Murphy
RIP Brittany Murphy los Angeles police have opened an investigation into circumstances surrounding the death of actress Brittany Murphy. Police have been dispatched to Cedars-Sinai and to the Los Angeles home where Murphy, 32, went into cardiac arrest earlier today. Police sources emphasized that their inquiry was preliminary, adding they could not say whether it would point to any criminal conduct Sooo sad she was so talented and amazing i luvd this chick http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=6751126&bl=1 i stashed it too incase videos arent showing up

Angels Among Us
Theres only one perfect thing in this worldAngels all around surround us but only one shines trueLooking across the horizon & far distant skiesOne exists shining bright & true alwaysIf things were just that simple then I wish That oceans would quickly partAllowing only one to tread upon the gentle sandNo matter what the distance I believe it can beWalking through fountains of eternal bliss Just to severly be with the one I missI'd skate , I'd skate or glide with prideJust to fall half dead & glowing blueI know her aura would revive me for the the life I want to pursueI may be breathless & weak , cold & half dead , but she whispered in my ear ,Wake up , wake up , my dreadfull soul I am sending you in the direction of the nearest polewhere the skies are blue & the clouds roll byeRight beneath a sunny sky , thou soul shall surviveThrough stress , strain , betrayal or hurt Get your face out of that dirt that envolves youRise again , keep your head up high Take a deep breathh & smell the a

Top 10 Reasons Being Alone On Christmas Eve Rocks!!
10. I can watch Night at the Museum as many times as I want. 9. I can listen to WHAM's "Last Christmas" as loud as I want. 8. I don't have to shave my legs, get dressed up or put on hose in case I get laid. 7. I can sit here on fubar, not talk to anyone, and read "My Live Feed" knowing I'm not alone in my misery. 6. I can and will eat all the chocolate I want and I don't have to share with anyone. 5. I don't have to listen to anyone tell me to fucking cheer up. 4. If I want to watch porn... ;) 3. Again, the chocolate is ALL MINE!!! 2. I don't have to hear the "L" word... 1. That bottle of champagne in the fridge? It's my dinner.

Forbidden Fruit
Everyone has a tree of forbidden fruit, you may not notice it at first, but its there, calling you name , until one day you turn to look at it, hanging there looking soooo ripe and beautiful. You walk over to it, wanting to taste it, but you know it not right. So you walk away, making it through another day. Only to awaken with it calling once again. So you walk over and touch it, then taste it only with your tongue, mmmm so sweet, so you bite it and as the juices flow down your throat, you close your eyes enjoying the pleasure of its taste and feel until its gone.you walk away and all the while need and wanting more. Trying to get through the nights, but its in your system so deep it consumes you. Having you in the middle of the night needing the next taste, and with every bite stealing your soul, your mind until it controls your every move, want every waking moment until you can no longer think for yourself. Losing more and more of you, Whats is ur forbidden fruit,and are you ready

My True Identity
Suffering seems to be my only friend Living this lonely life Tearing away my sanity I can barely go on living My soul a shattered cry in the wind Endless thoughts racing through my mind Where can I turn for help? Few are trustworthy these days Hiding, always hiding my true self No one can ever know I cannot let the pain I live with to touch others They couldn't understand my true torture Life without meaning An endless drone But I still feel I still hurt

First Impressions And The Fools Disguise~by Jd
Judging by your first reaction, Im just another man looking for another heart to break, Look away from me with your judging eyes, You have not even broke the outer surface. Your first impression told you i'm nothing short of simple, Your just one step behind, I am who i am and i survive for that reason, You dont even know me, Your opinion doesnt matter and you have yet to learn me. I am stubborn and have no intention to listen to your views on this and that, I have my own life in front of me and so all that you say i've found easier to let go. Pushing off on me like im supposed to be your savior, All i can do is lend an ear, Lacking the ability to care for things in life that hold no circumstance to me, This is my fight to win. I never cried like i should've, Instead i turned my pain into a solid wall to defend me on my way, Head strong and the fickle things life through at me, I turned into the fuel to fight to prove my point. Never the less i am still the same man i

My Life As To Seen Now.
First off to start with blessed with my friends and family also with the two babies on the way. As of right now I am on a bumpy road with the way things are such as where I stand no i'm not dating anyone for the time being due to needing to know where my life stands with my baby and such. I am currently trying to do everything to keep myself from worrying about things such as surgery,the baby,money and more...my standings with everything have been rocky for years between my love life and life itself. For instance my sexuality I do not care what it is...bisexual,lesbian or straight who gives a crap it is just another label like you had in school example: jocks,cheerleaders,nerds, and outcast of course am I correct? being pregnant right now has made me mean me and my sister had a switch in our personalities in a way. She is the nice one right now and i'm the "bitch" so to speak even though I am not. We are NOT TWINS to make this very clear just me and my sister have a bond that exceeds l

What Us State Are You?
You Are Massachusetts You are smart, serious, and quite traditional. You don't have a lot of time for junk in your life. It's likely that you're well educated and hard working. You live a very goal oriented life. You are probably socially liberal, but personally quite conservative. You would never be described as wild. But you're more diverse than people give you credit for. You're equally comfortable at a business meeting and at a rowdy sports game! What US State Are You? Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

What African Animal Are You?
You Are a Zebra You are unique and flexible. There's no denying your individuality. And while you are very original, you're also good at blending in. You strike a fine balance. You are a fast thinker and you move with agility. You don't hesitate when action is required. You put the needs of your clan or group first. You are attentive to your family and friends. What African Animal Are You? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

Built It...and They Will Come!
As most of you know, Scrapper gave me a VIP for my fu services after 3 years entertaining the dwidling masses with my ...'in your face' .."fuck you, fuck me!"' attitude mumms. Should old faces on fu be rewarded as well for contributing towards this shit house of a site? (kinda like a mumm hey?)

Picture Test
Introspective sensitive reflective You come to grips more frequently and thoroughly with yourself and your environment than do most people. You detest superficiality; you'd rather be alone than have to suffer through small talk. But your relationships with your friends are very strong, which gives you the inner tranquility and harmony that you require. You do not mind being alone for extended periods of time; you rarely become bored. http://www.personalityquiz.net/shapes/ullazang.htm

What's Your Soul's Urge?
Your Soul's Urge is Independence You are a unique and bold individual. You go your own way. You are a huge idea person. You are destined to be a pioneer in one way or another. You stand out in any crowd just by doing your own thing. You enjoy being unconventional. You are self-reliant, and you don't rely on anyone for anything. You have a lot of friends, even though you don't need them! What's Your Soul's Urge? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Confessions Of A Fool
No matter how hard I tried... all i seem to do is make u cry...... i would give anything to heal your heart... and mend every single part... of your soul that i have broken.... and say all the words left unspoken... i quietly hurt you for far too long... never admitting that i was wrong... you gave me your heart and soul... but i took it all and left an empty hole... never even saw your pain.... your tears hidden by the rain... i was a selfish and foolish man, all you wanted was to hold my hand.... i left you when you asked me to stay... and i took you for granted day after day.... i never made you feel like a woman... just made u feel like a needed hand... you gave up soo much for me.... yet i was too blind to see... how i made you give up everything... i took more than i knew.... and the pain just grew... i wish i never hurt you... but i put everyone and everything before you you deserve so much more.... i wish i'd shown you how i adore... evey lil thing a

How Do Men See You?
Men See You As Understated You are an intriguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well How Do Men See You? Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything

My Theme Song 187 By Senses Fail
It's so nice sitting very still,in a room where no one else can feel the pain that breaks my heart each day,I'm not ok.Sunlight shining through my window,let's me know that I'm still aliveWhy did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool.Paint my face in shades of bloodand grey and take a seat right next to meBut I should have known that you were a killer.But now I'm dead.A gaping hole, shot through my heartA lost connection from your poison dartShot from your tounge to end my life. You're blowing at the fire to light your strife.You'll never know.The hardest thing about dying is,knowing you'll never see the light of day.A gaping hole...(shot through my heart)A lost connection from your poison dart.My head now spins and my ears bleed gold.I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold.The hardest thing about dying isknowing you'll never see the light of day(x2)You ripped my heart out,you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna payI'll stab you one time.I'll eat your heart out so you

This "nice" Guy Will Finish Last At Least With Me
I don't get it!! You approach me with an attitude of a genuine guy and feed me line after line about how you want a real relationship and how you want all these qualities and how I poses them. But when it comes down to the follow through your no where to be found. I am not gonna be your part time anything or your target to try and manipulate I'm too good for all that bull. Maybe this tactic of being a "nice" guy has worked in the past but it hasn't worked on me what r u not getting I need more than empty promises. Obviously you keep coming back for something but if I wasn't right before then I'm not right now and I'm over this and over you as of now .

Drinks Are On Me...
Woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice.The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue........salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys........smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one second the sharp lime tas

Which Heavenly Virtue Are You?
You Are Temperance You believe in all things in moderation - including virtue. You try to be virtuous, but not too virtuous. You try to practice self discipline, but you don't deny yourself pleasure. You try to walk the middle path. You are very mindful and observant. You are aware of your surroundings and your own impact on the world. You try to tread lightly and inflict as little damage as possible. You want the world to benefit from your existence. Which Heavenly Virtue Are You? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

Lessons Learned On Fu..and Whats Going On With Me!
It has been quite awhile since I've blogged.It's been about 4 1/2 months.I've been pretty busy!I just hit my 90 days on my job on Monday march 8th.My job is frustrating at times but I make pretty good money and commission and found that my niche is sales.I love talking to people and getting them to buy something.It is a personal challenge and I love it.My first month there I outsold my sales manager who's been doing it three years and I had never done sales.So Im pretty proud of me!I work alot and I try to be here as much as possible and I've learned that people forget about you when your not here 24/7.Oh well what can you do?My real friends are always here for me.The two people who have stayed a consistent friend are Sexy Hot Colorado chick my #1 and Mj!They are great women!You should befriend then if you have not.Ok..on to some lessons learned here.I will be the first to admit when I started fu that I did very well here.I leveled to Oracle in no time and was very popular but I asked

I Want You
I want to touch your body Feel your nakedness Wrap my legs around you Cover you with my kiss I want to feel you close Your skin pressed to mine Run your hands down me Slide a finger inside I am wet with desire Trembling from your touch Pulling you against me Needing you so much Send me to my knees I'll swallow you with my lips Bring you to the edge Running my tongue to the tip I want to climb on top of you Slide you deep inside Kiss and caress my breasts Body and soul collide Every inch and every place I want to kiss, touch explore I fall over the edge with you My body wanting more. Melissa Lay 3-15-2010

[[naughty Application]]
NAUGHTY APPLICATIONYour Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on the first date?11. Would you kiss me during sex?12. Do you think I would be good in bed?13. Would you use me as a booty call?14. Can I use you as a booty call?15. Can we take pictures of the act?16. How long would we have sex?17. Would you tell your friends about me?18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Tell Me What You Think!
Time If only I had the guts, to tell you how I feel, I would hold you forever, and show you that I'm real. And if I could, I would capture every memory that we shared, Seal and treasure it, never forget the times we cared... But right now, I just have to let our fate flow, Going down the right path, the one that we both know. I don't want to admit - too many feelings of mine, In case I scare you off, but I really am genuine.

Why I Will Always
I will always treat fubar as a game I will flirt, with all shapes, colors and sizes of women. I will engage in fuownership, if you don't like it (fu)! I will write mumms and blogs, just to make others laugh, and forget their problems. I will use Yiddish and Hebrew in my writing. I will supply a glossary or the meanings when I use them I will not hide my Jewishness, if you don't like it get off of my page! I will not engage in drama on fubar, life is too short!

Just Alittle About My Feeling.....
ITS JUST AMAZING HOW PEOPLE TREAT PEOPLE HERE, HOW SOMEONE CAN TAKE SOMEONES HEART AND JUST DESTORY IT WITHOUT ANY REMORSE, I CALL THEM HEARTLESS PRICKS AND BITCHES SORRY TO HAVE TO PUT IT THAT WAY BUT ITS JUST A FACT..EVEN THOUGHT THIS IS A WEBSITE PEOPLE GET ATTACHED AND DEVELOP HOPES AND DREAMS OF MAYBE A POSSIBLE FUTURE. I do not understand how people can think that just because fubar is only a website, that the people on it do not have feelings. I do understand that this place is not real life----on here u can be whomever u choose to be. for some that is a fake person whom they have always wanted to be. for some that is a person who they wish they were a copy of. for people like me----my page is only an extention of myself. my page----although not completely filled out is 100 percent true of who I am as a person. this can leave me vulnerable to those who choose to take advantage of you for wearing your heart on your sleeve. weather I am in real life or fu-life, I do have feel

Rip Lee Ann
Ill always Miss you Lee Ann, You were by far one of the best people Ive ever meet. Your forever in my Heart, an you will neve leave. RIP My Angel! you may be gone but you will never be forgotten in the hearts of many... as you told me word for word it apiles to you to quote "You are as precious as the air we breath,as fresh as a mornings rain, and as hot as a summer day." I Miss You Girl. RIP My Angel. "Death is a heartache no one can heal, Love leaves a memory no one can steal" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQb6APMj5Qk This song is called heaven was needing a Hero, Just reminds me of Lee Ann

When I Fall In Love
When I fall in love, I want to be with her always; In happiness, to smile with her, and be the one to hug her near. In sadness, to cry with her, and be the one to dry her tears. When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with her and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form. When I fall in love, I will miss her the very moment I say 'goodbye' and my heart will yearn for the very moment I say ‘hello'. When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again. When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest person of them all . . . Because that's what I will feel, when I fall in love, with you.

Sometimes I Get Frustrated...
I’m making rice noodles for dinner and talking this dude I totally wanted to bang when I was in jr. high (during which time I think he might have been a senior in high school) on AIM. Lately I have been feeling totally swamped with work to do but still not getting jack done. So I’m just stressed out and why...(Read the rest of this blog entry and comment to share your opinions and ideas at:http://www.artschoolslut.comThat's my REAL blog. Go there now!)xoxoxoJessa Lux

Evening Thoughts
Evening tints the sky with shades of purple........ as the day comes to an end. My thoughts turn to you........ as all the busyness of the day calms..... and my body feels the ache of wanting to be held. To feel hands searching...and lips tasting...... as all else fades with the sun......... and the mind and body gives itself over to the need within........ 4 - 2010 Guardian Angel

How To Think When Buying Wholesale Cell Phones
You will definitely find many people keeping the contemporary model of fashionable phone or Personal Digital phone in their bags. Many of them opt for cell phones from China Wholesale as buying individual and split parts may price them really high. Wholesale Brand Cell Phones provide you the contemporary technology at really composed costs. However，there should be some ideas that are needed to be taken so as to purchase the best and the clean product. 1) Wholesale mobile phones as a world-class choice: With a lot numerous boasts and device characteristics, wholesale mobile phones are turning a greatest choice to keep bucks and find the latest engineering. Qwerty Keyboard Cell Phone and wholesale mobile phones producers are providing cutting edge options harmonious with each frequency reach and virtually every mobile phone cell carrier function. GSM and CDMA technology have their personalized features and specs that take them in their individual directions. 2) Un

Women And Body Art...
I have been observing, that almost everywhere I go, women and teens have tattoos. When I was growing up, even in the city, girls just didn’t get tattoos…or if you did have one, it was hidden. I never seen one that I would like for myself, nor thought it was the right thing for me. To each their own, I say, if you like it, then that is your choice but have always thought it was interesting to another’s art choice. Now I feel like I am one of the few, who is not sporting this body art…It makes me wonder, do these young girls, get them, just because their friends are doing it??? …and are they really considering that it is a lifetime decision and what do men “really” think of this body art on women?

What's Your Happy Word?
Your Happy Word is "Bliss" You are happy because you don't need a lot to be content. You experience happiness in the best and worst of times. You see the divine in everything. You believe that every moment, person, and creature is unique and special. You are an oasis of calm in this chaotic world. You never lose your head. You can feel totally elated and exuberant from the smallest pleasures. You don't hold back when it comes to ecstasy. What's Your Happy Word? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

The Either Or Love Test
Your Love Style is Balanced You tend to approach falling in love practically. You don't let your heart get ahead of your head. You see love as an important part of your life, but it's not the whole picture. You keep romance in perspective. You see love as calming and relaxing. Being with someone makes you feel pampered and cared for. You need a stable relationship. You are swept off your feet by words of love. A love letter or love poem from your sweetie can make your heart melt. The Either Or Love Test Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Bunnybunnybunny
When little bunnies are running in the middle of the road without their momm and they can't get over the curb, you should pick them up and put them in some bushes away from the road; not too far away, but mommies can find their babies within 200m of where they left them. Mommy bunnies come back for their babies only in the morning and at night. so the babies are alone all day, but that doesn't mean they are abandoned. Also, the vet said that it is a rumor that if you touch a baby bunny that its mommy will reject it! So, pick it up so the crows don't eat it and hide it in some bushes. You don't need to bring them to the vet unless they are distressed, hurt, or you haven't seen their mom for over 24 hours.

More Lies And Attention Whoring Part 6
SweetOne taking...new blog, explains everything. friends only. ♥United Kingdomsubject: RE: SweetOne ECS has bought you an Absolut Shotreceived: 05/27/2010 07:45 pmreplied: 05/27/2010 07:51 pm block this memberthank you ♥k i better catch up.sleep well tonight hugs=== ' Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-05-27 19:44:02'..>> make the choice our gut says to make..and your heart will tell you as well> and be strong..if ya need help I am here> === ' SweetOne ECS' wrote the following at '2010-05-27 19:37:59'..> >> > that has helped me make up my mind.> > now i need to tell him again, because i dont think he believes me> > > > === ' Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-05-27 19:37:00'..> > >> > > You didnt do it> > > But I KNOW if you step back for a moment and live it from my side> > > that you will make the decison over John> > > === ' SweetOne ECS' wrote the following at '2010-05-27 19:28:16'..> > > >> > > > im sorry kerry> > > > === ' Kloverlynn' wrote the following

Sell Tools
rst off, I don't give a shit if you do this or not, you have NOT gotten me to this point and it's safe to say Tomorrow you will not help me either. Same goes for me too, I have nothing to do with your life either. Second, I own a Tool & Supply biz. We Sell safety equipment and Tools to construction companies nationwide. 6017 Items to be exact. Women do very well at this, listen NO offense, but i am a realist, WE ALL flirt on here either for acceptance, to make ourselves feel important or just to find someone to get us off. Listen I am the Playahs Playa. With that in mind, I know some of you are just the same, playing games with people for our own amusement. Since you have

Hey Tom, How's The Foul Ball?
I have heard the local weatherman for KXMC, Minot’s CBS affiliate, hates being called out in public with this cadence. He’s known for being introduced by segments where people say, “Hey, Tom, how’s the weather?” Tom Schraeder was by the fence when my family and I were at a baseball game our nephew Mathew was playing at (his team won eight to five) and he not only scored two home runs but also hit a foul ball that landed on said local celebrity. Not that I thought about this, for Martha had to point it out to me. It turns out this was the day Martha and Mary and I were all off for the day … now that I write about it, I feel like I worked harder than I did when I’m at work! The kids barely got to nap as they were out with us, but Jeffrey was almost suspended in his seat after the game … Since I needed to get my six-month checkup yesterday for how to control my type 2 diabetes (oh my disdain shows, doesn’t it?) we only had s

Picking Fu Over Her Kid? Pt1
subject: fuck her received: 06/7/2010 09:15 am replied: no block this member received: 06/6/2010 08:41 pm replied: 06/6/2010 08:51 pm block this member no.=== 'NOT so PRECIOUS' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 13:25:49'..>> I think you need to go to K on Yahoo, even thou she is not the one starting all this shit> === ' happy now gone' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 12:46:10'..> >> > it was an agreement.> > he will take maxine from mee> > === 'NOT so PRECIOUS' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 12:45:23'..> > >> > > Debby i don't think they can take a child away from her mom cuz of a website...that some bad shit right there hun, what have you done? you have not harmed her> > > === ' SweetOne ECS fuengaged to Zombielover' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 12:42:24'..> > > >> > > > because im not suppose to be on here, it was his warning to me.> > > > i signed okay.> > > > she will be taken from me.> > > > ive just brought up and im not doing well, im locking

Not My Thing, Or So I Thought - Chapter 4
Not My Thing, or so I Thought – Chapter 4 I couldn’t really leave him there without supervision. I wasn’t worried that he might die because I didn’t give a shit. Well, I did care if he died before I found Madeline but otherwise he meant nothing to me. My biggest fear was that one of his friends might find him and set him free so I had to do something quickly. I went shopping for the essentials and got back to the house in less than two hours. Nothing had changed. I spent the next five hours installing the items I’d picked up. I put new dead-bolts on the exterior doors, security lights on each of the approaches to the house and most importantly web based video cameras that allowed me to monitor the front and side entrances. I also put a peephole camera through the master closet floor so that I could watch Dirk. For the most part he was quiet except when I made too much noise and he tried to attract attention to himself by shouting.

I See The Stars Shining Down On You.
Sorrow and despair just left you there right, or wrong desperation and separation on hold promises you can't keep now sleepless night's with city light's Beneath the moon I see the star's shining down on you Beneath it all, I catch your fall Under the sun You shine Brighter than heaven's skies City light's light the sky I see fire in your eyes and I hear your cry late at night When I think of you tonight You look at freight with sleepless night's City light's Beneath the moon I see the star's shining down on you Beneath it all

Retard Riot
What a retarded site this has been lately. The MuMMs have been completely taken over by the right-wing nuthouse gang, or the weird fake Jewish guy. Do people seriously prefer that type of thing rather than talking about the type of subject matter I or my friends bring up? Seriously? So I got a default pic yanked for the first time ever. This one: Good grief.

Beyond The Produce
You and I stroll into the grocery store one evening to pick up a few things for breakfast the next morning. As we are walking down the aisles, I tell you that there is something I need to pick up and will catch up with you in a few minutes. You say ok as I playfully smack you on the ass and walk away in the opposite direction at the end of the aisle. I am gone for about 10 minutes when you notice that I have walked back up behind you at the end of the adjacent aisle. As I walk up to you, I again playfully grab your ass as the moistness between them reminds you of just how much you enjoy it when I do that to you in public. As you reach up to grab something off the upper shelf you feel my hand as it caresses your inner thigh and pushes your skirt up a little and squeezes the bottom of your ass cheek. You playfully swat at my hand but really don’t want me to stop. Suddenly you feel my hand at your lower back pressing against you as you place a hand on the shelf to steady yourself. A

Friendship
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend. Albert Camus It is sad to how many people expect you to be a certain way, to follow or to lead but to be flexable is not option to many. To those who are leaders or follows want just that, someone to follow or to lead but not everyone is so black and white. There is no real stratagy behind why I may follow one day and lead the next, maybe I'm following in a situation in which I feel I can learn more by following and sometimes I am much better to be the leader in situations. But most of all I get bored easily and sometimes following is funner than leading and true friendship will hold up to this madness. True friendship is rare to find these days, so many people into life for themselves an d what they can get from others. To many people assume too much without asking whats up? leading to misinformation. Assumming is the worst thing ever and more and more pe

Ensign: Parable Of The Sower
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 9 July 2010 “A sower went out to sow his seed: and as he sowed, some fell by the way side; and it was trodden down, and the fowls of the air devoured it.” That’s the beginning of Jesus’ parable – a Bible story designed to communicate what God or heaven is like – of the sower as told in Luke chapter eight verse five. I have a reason for going with this and not the telling in Mark chapter four today, so bear with me. This parable is often read as God being the sower, the one who plants the seeds, but I’d like to think He would not plant willy-nilly where He knows a seed is going to get attacked or snatched. “And some fell upon a rock; and as soon as it was sprung up, it withered away, because it lacked moisture.” Someone soon is going to googl

No One Is Ever Gone ...... Souls Never Die
Loss paves the road in shifting perceptions ... when we lose a loved one, a beloved pet, a lover, friend or family member, it is the physical absence we feel. The imprint of that person still lingers yet their spirit still hovers most of the time. It is then and only then that we reallize ...no one is ever gone, no one ever leaves. They continue to intertwine with us but in spirit. We learn that by "attaching" ourselves to any one person is to tie our self to limitation. When we detach, let go, the heartache becomes the lesson. To cling to anything including another is to covet...to honor their path and release them to soar is to cherish and find peace in the knowing they are in still very much alive albeit in a different form. Loss is the hardest of lessons as it leaves a void yet the void thus opens you up to a new beginning. For where there is a void the universe can begin to fill it with your hearts desires. The void is not "empty" the void is rebirth, renewal, a place where your h

More Ranting
Ever been around a dog that's been mistreated? The thing about dogs...they can't think. They can act, and they can react...but they can't rationalize a situation. That doesn't matter if that dog is a 3 pound chihuahua, or a 120 pound German Shepherd. They react, because they can't think. I believe they can empathize, and they can sense emotions...but they can't rationally think. A mistreated dog will always cower in a situation where it thinks it's done bad. My brother's dog, for instance, is a dog I'm not allowed to correct. If and when I do, this 120 pound German Shepherd pees on herself and her surroundings. I've never mistreated this dog in my life...haven't been around her much, if you want to know the truth...but I'm not gonna' put up with her incessant barking, jumping on the fence (she knows how to get out), or jumping on other people. That's not accepted. But the problem being is that she knows I don't have a problem correcting her, and popping her on her snout if sh

Wake Up
three days grace, wake up ill put the video in the comments so it shows up for everyone. I’m not sober all the timeYou bring me down at least you tryUntil we see this eye to eyeI don’t want you I must be running out of luckCause you’re just not drunk enough to fuckAnd now I’ve had it up to hereI don’t, I don’t want you It took so long to seeYou walked away from meWhen I need youWake up I’m pounding on the doorI’m not the man I was beforeWhere the hell are youWhen I need youWake up I’m pounding on the doorI won’t hurt you anymoreWhere the hell are youWhen I need you I’m not angry all the timeYou push me down at least you tryUntil we see this eye to eyeI don’t want you It took so long to seeYou walked away from meWhen I need youWake up I’m pounding on the doorI’m not the man I was beforeWhere the hell are youWhen I need youWake up I’m pounding on the doorI won’t hurt you anymoreWhere t

My Bones
I fractured my patela (knee cap) and pulled a tendon in the back of my knee, ACL. So I am on restriction and cannot fight. This means I will become a major bitch for a while. If I can't train then I am all mentally a mess and frustrated. I never broke a bone in my life until a few months ago I broke my toe. I thought that was pretty funny. I am not broke just fractured this time, guess I am getting softer in my old age. I am pretty pissed off because this means I can not test for my red belt until my knee heals. Unless my instructor desides to be nice to me and test me without the sparring since he knows I can already spar.I doubt he will do that for me. Somtimes I think He is harder on me than any other student he has and I still can't figure out why. grrrr Tonight we are having a Demo for the dojo. My kids and I have been training for this for months. Of course I cannot do my demo now because of my knee, but my kids get to kick ass in it. I am so excited. I hope to get some video o

Paternity Fraud
I know I haven't been on here as much as I have been in the past. After being deleted "mysteriously" several times in the last few months, I figure I would just kinda keep a low profile. But, that is only one of the reasons why I haven't been on as much. The main reason is that my husband and I have been busy dealing with a Paternity Fraud case involving his EX wife, her new husband and son. Those of you who have been friends with Dan and I in the past are aware of this, those of you who are recent friends are not. This came about back in August of 2008, when Dan's "son" came to stay with us for a week. Previously, this young man has mouthed off to me and my son's about Dan and his family, saying cruel, hurtful things about them. These rambliings by this young man has always led me to believe that he was not my husband's biological son and when I would mention this to my husband Dan, a fight would always ensue. When this young man was graduating from High School, he called my husband

Inane
I have no real problem with people finding my girlfriend attractive. I don't care who her friends are. I don't care who she talks to. I trust her that much. She tells me about her friends who 'like' her and that's cool. In most cases, I don't care. I have this thing, in a fantastical sense, it would be like precognitive sight, but it's really just based on social interaction and I can read intention very easily. Words are a general sense and however you say them, I know what you mean and what your idea is. I will say, regarding a nameless assclown, it is very non-classy and uncool of you, to come on to her. You may not read this and you might, I don't know, but I will say, uncouth, Friend. Uncouth. I would have thought my first blog post on here, would be some of my writing, I've never had the want to post a blog here really, but still, wasted. Again though, I'm sure most agree you don't fuck with another person's S.O.

Birthday Massacre
Going without mondays, so easy and not hearing stuff, because it do not effect her like yesterday, done with childish games, with childish games, with childish games, growing towards something that is new, done with their childish games, outside endless comfort zones, performances will come my friends, until then I going straight with creating myself, also leaving most behind, most behind, leaving most behind, zones apart most behind, ( laa laa happens), ( inside there is a hole), performances will come my friends, ( made where a black guitar can go), ( laa laa happens), ( inside there is a hole), going straight most behind, ( made where a black guitar can go), going without mondays strings, sleeps until tuesday late evening, because it do not effect her like yesterday, done with childish games, with childish games, with childish games, growing towards something that is new, outside endless comfort zones, where there’s nothing worth looking at, changing each tone of others listen

Clarity
The love I give Is with true sincerity But somehow it is met With laughs of hilarity This has caused Me great disparity I'm not looking For charity Just a little Honest clarity This is not for drama Or even a parody Please put away Your insincerity

Personal Hell
Fear and anxiety Panic and rage These in my life Are another page I stand there feeling All eyes on me I can't imagine Just what they see Is it my hair Maybe my nose Or it there something Wrong with my clothes I want to run There's nowhere to hids Please make it stop This terror inside I'm tired of trying only to fail I feel so trapped And completely frail There are no bard But it's a cell My heart's very own Personal Hell

Home
"Home is where the heart is", I've heard some say. I believe it is more than that... Home is where memories are stored, children and spouses, loved and adored. Home is where a man finds rest after the world has put him to the test. Home isn't a place, home is an idea, a place where one belongs, a place where a man can sit still, as the world spirals, dizzily out of control.

The End Bringer
I look at her pictures and weep, she meant the world to me and they took her from me. I grab a shovel and set out in my beat up van, till I reach a dirt road. Parking at the head of it I set off in the woods parallel to the road, going a couple miles till I find my marker, and ancient boulder. from there I turn north and walk to my next one, an old oak, the only one in this part of the woods, making my way around it I go east for 35 paces and stop. setting down my canteen I set off to work, the ground is hard, it hasn't rained in months. breaking through the first couple of feet I get to what I am here for, an old trunk, cleaning the dirt out from around it I pull out an old key and turn the latch. clicking it opens and I find just what I need to make them pay, an ancient sword, one that hasn't been seen by mortal eyes for thousands of years. One that was here long before any of the civilizations you know today. Pulling it from the scabbard it rings and seems to hum. I whisper to it, "

*critically Ashamed
You're not as good as the critics claimedTo be quite honest,I'm ashamedI've read every wordLaughed through every lineAnother sad sad storyA waste of timeYou'll never get your head on straightRelapsing memories you can't eraseYour catchy chorusYour feeble verseYour storiesSo boring,so unrehearsedAnother fad that's fadedAnother feeling immitated

Untitled...3-8-2007
the ghosts of my past haunt my waking hours this sanity may not last what then? i fend off the beasts and pen thier retreats while locked inside my own private hell a prisoner contained in the confines of my brain while labeled insane but am i really?

Deprivation
when does the emptiness end? when will i be part of something larger than myself? i feel so empty, all that i love is gone...forgotten i suppose i need to fill my soul with new beginnings, with the fruits of passion, with the written word, with anything besides the existential i find myself trapped within the walls of a deprivation chamber, feeling numb, feeling nothing, my senses as sharp as ever without sensation i am an empty vessel, waiting to be filled with anything but more sorrows and regrets. i long for what the future may hold within it’s uncertainty.

Memories Of Hunter
i remember the curves of your body, the feel of your skin, like warm caramel, melting all over me. i remember the taste of your tears, your kisses, your... i remember your smile and the comfort it gave me when times were tough. i remember the music you gave me-i never stopped playing it..."i would for you"(janes addiction) well there's so much-"time to move on" (compulsion, martin gore). i hate feeling like this, it's like i'm cheating-even though it's over, or will be soon. i wish i had taken better care of all that i ever loved, i have lost all of it. 1-25-07 after a conversation with my first love, my first real relationship, and about how i screwed it all up...thanks "hunter browne", i have finally learned my lesson.

Forever & Always
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your sexy voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you all the time My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you It don't want to stop All I ever wanted is to be with you forever & always

Ffdp= Never Enough...
I'm so fed up with everyone around me Noone seems to care I'm just so far gone and nothings gonna change I'll never be the same It's always do this do that Everything they want to I don't wanna live that way (No) Every chance they get they're always Pushing me away It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be verse 2: It's all so messed up and noone ever listens Everyone's deranged I'm just so fucked up and i'm never gonna change I lay it all to waste They're always say this say that Nothing that you want to I don't wanna live that way (No) Every chance they get they're always Shoving me aside It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be I'm done! In the end we're all just chaulk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been giv

Im Not Anybodys Gurl!!
Leaving everything at homeI headed out in the pouring rainKept thinkin' bout the two of usand how we ended up this wayIt took you by surprise baby whenI told you yesterdayCause you never thought thatI could be that strongAnd I don't have a second moreI'm gonna waste on youAnd you can hate me if you need toI'm not anybody's girlAnd I will not conformAnd I won't play that good girlfriend you pushedaround beforeI'm not anybody's girlThat's how it's gonna beCan't tell me what to do or say or who to beAnd the only one I'll ever answer to is meWasted too much time on analyzing everything I doOnly to figure out that I was wasting time on youI don't really blame you baby I'm a little guilty tooCause I never told you, you were wrongAnd if you think that you gotta controlme just to be a manThen baby you will never understandI'm not anybody's girlAnd I will not belongAnd there's nothing you can do for meI can't do on my ownI'm not anybody's girlThat's just the way it isAnd I will do exactly what

Empty
The thoughts drive me insane Looking at the blade not sure what would come. The darkness shrouds my sight, no light The voices tell me to do it the cold chill down my spine. Reaching into the darkness, nothing to touch, nothing to hold. Why is this pain of being alone feels so right, but so empty. Love is a broke object that i am forsaken from embracing. Fuck it the knife calls my name. Goin in deep, no feeling. Adrenalin rising blood flowing out so quickly Drops hit th floor and the eco of my life is all i hear the emptness. This is all i know all i the lies betrayal the pain is all that is left Thankyou for showing me there is no light in my darkness No angels to come save this fallen angel. Dying alone here in this red pool of emptness is what i deserve Thankyou.

What Was I Thinking
SO IVE BEEN WITH THIS MAN FOR 12YRS AND IVE PUT UP WITH THE BS FOR THAT LONG TO IN 07 WE GOT MARRIED IN 03 WE HAD TWIN BOYS NOW I WANT A TAT WITH MY BOYS NAMES AND MY NEICES NAMES...HMM...YOU'D THINK THAT SINCE THIS IS MY BODY IT WOULDN'T MATTER WHAT THE HELL i GOT A TAT OF WELL...i WAS WRONG BOUT THAT ONE. GURR WHEN DID HE BECOME MY FATHER AND SINCE WHEN WAS I 17 AGAIN AND STUPID? IF UR A DUMB MORONIC JOCK OR YOU RESEMBLE ONE DNT EVEN BOTHER TALKN TO ME I ALREADY HAVE ONE THAT WONT GO AWAY....

Its The Veteran
Its The Veteran Backbone of liberty; fighting to keep us free,Sacrifice homeland safety; battles fought abroad.First Veterans; founding fathers,Gave to us our freedom’s liberty. Twas not the preacher, campus organizer,Who fought for religions free . . . free assembly.Veterans fought for your assembly, worship free. It was not the lawyer, politician,Who gave your right to vote . . . trials fair.Veterans fought for your voice, equal treatment. Nor was it the poet, reporter,That fought for free press . . . free speech.Veterans fight for unbiased news, talk. . . fear free. Saluting the flag under which he serves,Veteran’s foundation sacrifice.Freedom mortared by brave blood spilt . . .Maintains our liberty rights.

Personal Poetry
THE SEARCH FOR PEACE by Mike Patterson Somehow in my search for truth, I lost myself Dreaming dreams that have already gone I see a younger version of myself Taking foolish paths that always turned out wrong I see a figure now and then Who always tried to steer me in the right direction But now I stand-alone and was left behind I am stuck inside my own head Searching for a peace that is so hard to find I am on a path of destruction Damn the souls that stands in my way My eyes cast fire in every direction Everywhere I look my enemies are slain I am at war with myself Oh the struggle between flesh and spirit I cast out demons at every turn I am trying to find my way back to me I am waging a war to find total peace

The Essence Of Christmas
Christmas is coming either we like it or not. It is evident everywhere you look at. Television shows normally start their countdowns as early as three months prior to it. The morning and evening news deliver stories about the strangest and coolest celebration of Jesus’ birth. Health magazines have an early warning on how to deal with holiday stress and that extra weight one is most likely to have due to festivities. Newspapers teach you how to spend “wisely” so that your budget wouldn’t be maxed out. Some websites give you list on what’s hot (and not) holiday outfits. Christmas is often associated with either stress or festivities. But, is that all there is? Shouldn’t be Christmas about Jesus as the term suggests? If you were to ask a number of people what do they think Christmas is, what do you think they would say? Let the mystery be spared and the responses be enumerated. One said that it is a celebration of Jesus’ birth. Another said that

Honesty
These days people put on a huge front acting as if they are goody goody. Then you get to know them and find out they are not the person you thought they was. People to be my friend you must first be honest with yourself then to others. It is like this to get respect you must give it to get a smile you must give one. I do not like people who is not honesty with theirself and others. Best things to do is get your head out of clouds and back on earth.

I Call Bullshit. Sports Edition.
NY Jet coach Rex Ryan and his wife allegedly have a foot fetish video out on the Internet. The media is a buzz with the story and with that buzz comes the predictable bitch and whine about how no one should cover it. Sportswriters and talk show hosts are saying "This isn't news!" "Who cares?" "Why are we discussing this?" to show us how above it all they are. I call bullshit! Look, if you wanna make fetish videos and keep it private, by all means do so. What the hell do I care? But if you put your kink on the net, especially if you're in the public eye, my sympathy and compassion goes out the window. Sorry. Anyone who put this stuff on the net obviously wants someone to pay attention. Otherwise, why bother doing it? We all like getting our freak on behind closed doors. Nothing wrong with that. I'm a 100% supporter of the freaky deaky. Just don't put your business on the net and expect a non reaction. Psst......Dude, we can all see wh

Interesting Links That I Found (please Copy And Repost)
Army Strong Mom http://www.armymomstrong.com Operation Baghdad Pups http://www.spcai.org/baghdad-pups.html Guardian Angels for Soldier's Pets http://www.guardianangelsforsoldierspet.org Afghan Stray Animal League http://www.afghanstrayanimals.org USAA http://www.usaa.com The American Legion http://www.legion.org

Your Betrayal
Am I Going Insane? (Insane)My Blood Is Boiling Inside Of My VeinsAn Evil Feeling Attacks (Attacks)My Body's Shaking There's No Turning BackDon't Take Your Eyes Off The TriggerI'm Not To Blame If Your World Turns To BlackAs Your Eyes Start To BlisterThis Is Just So Hard For Our Final Embrace[Chorus]So Here We Are (Here We Are)I'm In Your HeadI'm In Your Heart!!You Were Told To Run AwaySoak The Place, And Light The FlamePay The Price For Your BetrayalYour Betrayal Your Betrayal!!I Was Told To Stay AwayThose Two Words I Can't ObeyPay The Price For Your BetrayalYour BetrayalYour Betrayal!!Is It My Turn To Die? (To Die)My Heart Is Pounding As I Say GoodbyeSo Now I Dance In The Flames (Flames)I Love You Crying And Screaming My NameYou Said That We'd Be ForeverHow Could You Kill Me And Lie To My FaceNow That We Can't Be TogetherThere's Just No Hope For Our Final Embrace[Chorus]So Here We Are (Here We Are)I'm In Your HeadI'm In Your Heart!!You Were Told To Run AwaySoak The Place, And Light The

What Type Of Beer Are You?
You Are Guinness You are hip, well educated, and a bit of a beer snob. It's likely that you live in (or at least drink in) the city. You won't drink just anything, though you are somewhat adventurous about trying new beers. You consider yourself a beer aficionado. You are concerned with how you look and how you seem. People admire you, and you enjoy being well thought of. You are a social drinker and rarely drink alone. You feel more at home in a cozy pub than in your own home. What Type of Beer Are You? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

Dating
You know I'm no prude, but if you can't go without talking about sex and my body on chat, there's no way I'm meeting you. Ever. You obviously just want a roll, and I don't have sex with anyone until I'm sure there's going to be a relationship, and I'm comforatable with them. Also online, guys say the rudest nastiest shit. It's so pathetic and I wonder if they would like it if their mothers, daughters, or sisters got treated in the same way as they do me. It's freaking pathetic. I understand Fubar is a virtual bar, and there's nudes. I took mine off. Deal with it. But that does not give you the right to ask if I'm into anal or other things. Grow the hell up. I'm not desperate to get a date either. If I want to meet you, I will tell you. I consider a guy to be interested in me if he kisses me or holds my hand either the first date or second. Nothing after the second, and I'll assume you're too shy or not interested. I want someone confident enough to make a move! If you freeze up whe

Tears Of Fire
i hate the fact that i cant sleep anymore or do like i use to i feel nailed to the ground all the time like my wings have been clipped or something it sucks i need guidence for my mixed emotions on what to do anymore the docs arent helping trust me and to make things worse we literally have no money having to sulk down and borrow save or ask family really hurts sometimes i give up now please dont catch me this time just let me hit the ground im serious i dont now what to do anymore im running out of ideas............. HELP ME before i just crash and burn............ im so bummed out

~think~
Look in my eyes, what am I thinking I know what you did, I know about her I know what you said, I connected the dots I read your thoughts, Read mine what am I thinking? Get out leave forever Take her with you, See if I care And it isn’t unfair I wasn’t stupid I opened my eyes now, I’ve learned from this... Love isn’t bliss.

Pansexuality Chat: A Gathering Of All Sexuality
Pansexuality; recognizes expression of all combinations of sexuality. It is more a umbrella then a personal definition. A canvas that all genders and persuasions can come together and paint a new scene. My OFFICIAL 'webcam social' at http://webcam.xitti.com is pansexual and since January 2010, has nearly 1000 members. ON March 1 2011 I installed a new chat. It can be accessed too from outside the social at http://yeechat.com/pansexual or included in the forums of member's porn review [social network] called fantasti.cc. Pan-Sexual: all genders: sexual persuasion 18+; nudes encouraged: situations on cam may be sexual in nature ;P Remove UPGRADE message on DOCK WEBCAMS; Pop out window and center it on top of page then click on UP arrow to expand as large as possible; then RE-DOCK window ;p

The True Meaning Behind The Black Rose
No one ever really listens to what the black rose is trying to say,Many people think that to get black roses it means they are unwanted and unloved.For those that cannot see it`s real meaningthis is what I wish to say...The Black Rose is immortalized, It can neverdie.While you look upon it`s bloody red sisterremember that it will only last but a day.If you wish to give me red roses,Remember I will turn them away.While I look upon the roses, I shall smileand say..A red rose is forever, but a black rose is for an eternity.

Common Man
So here we are 2009,A year closer to destruction by creative design,A calender forward another step back for mankind,Scientists desperately trying to find,Another way to obliterate the common man,Whose a threat with his capability to unite and stand,Whether it be Wisconsins bitter winter or Nevadas barren land,With his beliefs he's entrenched in the sand,Using darkness to protect this common man,Inside us all, we'll never fall, cause the common man is the backbone of it all,Unspectacular in every way the eye can see,Uniquely different if ya dig down deep,Though the outer shell is all people want to meet,They have no clue you shed tears over the middle east,And how my nations become this raving beast,Leaving destruction where ever she goes,With my words though i intend to sow,Rays of hope, So my kids can grow,In a world of peace and love,Without fear of destruction from above,So if your mission is to stand,Lets unite and fight for the rights of this common man! thevoice © 2008

Why Is It
Why is it the voice of the people is silent... What fox news sells..we buy it.... We vote for american idols in mass.. Presidential elections we pass... Scores from sundays game..we got em Senators voting records..careless about em.. Wake up people and see whats at stake... To restore our true freedoms we must abolishthe central bank!!!!! thevoice © 2008

Where Can We Fly
Where can we fly, To whom do we cry, When the bombs eye, Sees its target, Scorches towards it , Misses, This smart bomb hits dora farms, Mothers and kids asleep in their bed, Tell me what chance did they have, We call this success, As justice misses us, Our eyes are blurry, Like scared mice we scurry, From dictator bush and his neo cons, Their wagin war everywhere under the sun, Sept 11th 2001, He says justifies his transgression and lies, I say its bushes demise, If the truth can overflow, Populations can grow, Avoiding their plans, For the domination of man, Our troops stuck in the sand, Need to be freed from these foreign lands, Raise your voice, See they have left us no choice, No matter the price to pay, Remember, our kids inherit this world one day, thevoice © 2008

The Real Hero's
After posting my last journal entry I have been doing some thinking. I am having a really hard time when people say that I am a hero. I really don’t consider myself as a hero! I have done a lot of TV, Radio, and newspaper interviews because of Homes for our Troops who built our house. In every interview I have done at some point they call me a hero and I always get uneasy when that word comes. I always ask myself “Why are they calling me this?” All I was doing was my job and unfortunately I was injured. It wasn’t a brave thing that I did! I was just doing a night patrol and just happen to be sitting down at that time. I wasn’t brave….I was unlucky! And defiantly not a hero. Maybe it is just the way the American people view U.S. Soldiers now. Because of my injury I have meet a lot of Viet Nam Vets and I feel for them. They got treated like dog shit for doing the same things that we are doing now……but now we are heroes. If I was bor

With Erin
Kacey the night nurse entered the floor and immediately looked into room 231, “Did the doctor tell him today?” she asked looking at the nurse at the main desk.“Yeah, he has just laid their crying for the last two hours. He won’t eat or talk to anyone I tried to get him to at least get up and take a walk before tomorrow morning.” Kacey took a deep breath, “I can’t imagine how he must feel knowing they are going to take his leg and still expect him to die within a week.”“He told them to leave his leg but, Dr. Jones said it will have to come off in order to give him extra time to get his affairs in order.” The day nurse handed a clipboard of papers for him to sign she had hoped that Kacey could get through to him before morning.“Thanks, who is this lady on the contact information?” she asked as the other nurse was heading out the door.“His ex-wife he doesn’t want her here.” Kacey went in and tried t

The Birthday That Didn't Happen...
Janie spent the entire day at work thinking about the fight she had this morning both with her daughter and with her husband over one little party. Her husband Mike wanted to throw a birthday party for their only child, Katie despite the tightened belt on the money.Janie told him no and said, “Just take her to the store and you two can pick out a cake this year. One present as well but, that’s where I draw the line.” They looked disappointed but agreed as Janie stormed out of the house angry with her husband. She knew he just wanted to please their daughter for her fourteenth birthday but with him losing his job at the plant the money just was not there this year.When Janie got home from work neither Mike nor Katie were there and he had called at noon and left a voicemail stating they were going to the store. She looked around and there were not even signs that they had been there for hours at least. She kept calling her daughter’s cell phone but there was

The Fam Is Growing
Good Morning Fubar, I want to thank the JYF Family for all their help...they have been great advertising the JYF link to Fubar. Jyf is starting to grow and the fam is getting bigger. Jyf please be sure to put the JYF HP in your fam alone with all the JYF members, also make sure you are rating each family every day and send one gift a week...This will help our family grow. I want to thank the current fam members for sharing the JYF family link and posting the family bulletin...keep up the good work JYF and we will have the baddest family on Fu. :-D

The Family Is Growing
Good Morning Fubar, I want to thank the JYF Family for all their help...they have been great advertising the JYF link to Fubar. Jyf is starting to grow and the fam is getting bigger. JYF please be sure to put the JYF HP in your fam along with all the JYF members, also make sure you are rating each family every day and send one gift a week...This will help our family grow. I want to thank the current fam members for sharing the JYF family link and posting the family bulletin...keep up the good work JYF and we will have the best & baddest family on Fu. :-D

What Planet Should You Rule?
You Should Rule Jupiter Huge and hot, Jupiter is a quickly turning planet with short days and intense gravity. You are perfect to rule Jupiter, because you are both dominant and kind. You have great strength and confidence, but you never abuse your power. You are always right. Even if you make mistakes, you compensate for them... before anyone knows it. Headstrong and ambitious, you always have a goal in mind. You are optimistic and believe thing things will always work out. What Planet Should You Rule? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

You Did This To Yourself.
I broke up with you because everything with you is a power play. You must always have that 1 up on somebody and if you don't you will create hostility that will reward you with that 1 up in your own self centred eyes. I broke up with you because you kept rehashing old, stale, mold growing. dead horse. SHIT. I left you at the very beginning of our relationship and I realized I'd made a mistake, and I came back. I heard about that mistake at least once a week for over a YEAR! YOU NEVER LET ME LIVE THAT DOWN. And every weekend, it was like "It's now time for your regularly scheduled break up and fight about Stephanie instigated by Aurelia." And all that negative energy that you put out dwelling about that situation, attracted another girl. LIKE A MAGNET. What was I supposed to do sit in my room and talk to myself all those weekends that you ignored my calls? So I talked to her, and so of course when you broke up with me (like you did almost every weekend). She was there to swoop in. I did

Lauren Spierer Missing
MISSING: LAUREN SPIERER 4'11''90-100 poundsBlonde HairBlue EyesSmall FrameLAST SEEN: JUNE 3RD 4:30AM wearing black leggings, white shirt, no shoesIf you have ANY information please contact the Bloomington Police Department: 812-339-4477

Death To All My Friends
time has taken its toll enduring every thing life has thrown at mei stand here on the verge on greatness,on the threshold of a new life;getting lost within myself drifting further and further awayi have nothing left to do i am so tired of these memories; in a world of constant motioni stand still, watching the madness spread its tentacles to every nook and corner; seeing my reflection in the puddle at my feet my hands are cold and stained as my mind slowly drifted into insanity,my energy slowly drained away; as the knife fell down with a loud thump,the blood started oozing out from the cut,covering the hilt and slowly dripping down to the floor; the moonlight shines brightly through the broken mirror,as petals fall from the windowi ticked off another name from my list,and stepped out into a Mad mad world gone out of control; Boondox - We All Fall

Confessions....
everyone kept asking me... why i quit drinking... apparently i'm not allowed to just say i'm done they figured there must be some logical explination... maybe he got a girlfriend? (you can quit laughing fuckers) maybe he got some disease from some skank he took home(wrong.... condoms the glass slippers of our generation) maybe he blacked out and set some guy on fire in the dumpster... again? (it happens folks) well... i have a confession... there was a reason... and it's a little hard to talk about... i couldn't bring myself to do it in person... but i've mustered the courage and... think it's time you guys know see i was involved in a near-tragic hit and run accident... where 3 kids and a grandmother were killed on their way to church from what i remember i thought jack in the box was a great idea as i stumbled home after consuming way too much tequila the rest is a bit of a blur but i found puke in my floorboard and a box of half eaten jelly donuts anyway when i woke up t

Forever Alone...
Sitting in the dark his mind wanders, thinking of days past, of people long gone. Friend and foe alike long gone, memories of loves lost and unrequited. Many regrets pass through as well, places he would have gone. Things he would have done. Sure he could go to those places now, but they are empty and barren not even plants. With nothing but the shadows of the people that once dwelt there. Was this what he wanted when he made the wish? He had no idea how long an eternity was. He has wealth beyond measure, he never has to eat, except to remember the taste. He needs not breath or sleep, he cannot even die. He is immortal. He cries loud and curses the gods, the sky, the sea of darkness around him, the very earth beneath his feet. Anyone that might see him would think he is mad, but noone can, noone will. He is alone and has been for thousands of year, from moments after he made that cursed wish from the lamp he found in his basement. To be young and rich forever was his wish, to never di

Do Not Take This As My Views, It Is Simply Something That I Wrote While Reading About The State Of The World Today... Friday May 1st 2010
He watches them, not like others do, he sees them for what they are: corrupt, cowardly, honorless, with no respect for those they step on, those that fall prey to their wickedness and evil ways. But he knows them to well to fall into their Deceiption. His own wickedness is just as dark, but his is the only type of justice they will ever see. Dark, cold, and swift. Loading the gun he slowly walks into the room and starts unleashing a rain of lead that disintagrates everything in his path, judges, lawyers, docters oil tycoons. he eliminates them all then he starts pulling grenades and throwing after those who try to escape, what they don't realize is, he's not alone, there are hundreds waiting just beyond the gates, with guns, knives, swords, bats, they are all waiting, waiting to show them they are not at the mercy of those with more wealth, that money is not the only power to be had. They are there to show the rich bigots, purgers, adulters, and greedy that there is also power in unit

Okay This Is Against My Better Judgement This Is Something I Wrote Not To Long Ago That I Wasn't Gonna Put Up But It Should Be Here With The Rest
They embrace, with a fire that could burn the world, touching feeling, caressing exploring each other for the first time. They have known each other only in spirit, never dared dreaming of this occasion where their bodies are entwined as much as their hearts have been since they first spoke. Now their bodies are doing the talking, biting, scratching, tasting, grinding they make sweet love and lose themselves in each others arms. As the hours move past they are still locked in the lovers embrace not wanting the moment to end, never wanting to have to leave the other for even a second, in fear that something will happen to take them away from each other. Never wanting to let go of the love they have searched for all of their life, and will never find again...

Mirror
Darkness locks it inside of me, severed from my life you see. If only someone had the key, maybe they could set me free. Live my life if only she, could feel the fire inside of me maybe we could someday be, part of my reality. Sometime I just want to disappear, exiting only in a mirror, looking out at the world. from behind a safe reflection of all that will never be. Spending my eternity, for a love that may never be. Just to have you here with me, would bring to life my fantasy. A life that would bring to me happiness never ending...

Talk To The Animal (rough)
I cannot keep her cagedWhen life goes like thisSeething, living rageWithout which I can't existThe fire in my heartThe reason I surviveDisaster will impartConsequences I can't abideShe can't and won't be tamedBy the touch of any manBeauty, independence maimedWith the raising of his handThe secret lies not in breakingBut in coexisting hereA cage no longer mistakenSilent, violent tearsResentment breeds cold hatredUndeserved and unjust, trueHowever unwittingly stavedThe damage cannot undoSo run with her insteadAnd watch what will unfoldA future no longer deadNo secrets left untoldAnd watch the animal's lungsBreathe deep as legs are stretchedHeart churning right alongAnd shed these deep regretsTake the future by the handLook only to the skyWith someone who understandsAnd never questions whyJust let her existShe'll give all within her heartNo longer resistThe next chapter's start

The Letters, The Love And You
I kept your love letters I held onto your love Each breath that I take I wish I could give to you My memories of you are breaking my heart The flag that they gave me Lays next to your photo There is no letter of condolence When you put the gun to your head They thought you weren't worth it My heart beats every morning My pain hurts every minute I want to bring you back with honor I want to take away your pain If I only realized where you were headed Maybe I could have taken your place My dear darling daughter My life is nothing There is no me Without You.

Drumming.. How I Miss You!
Seriously, I mis drumming as often as I did years ago... Living in an apartment has me not owning a kit anymore, and always going to Guitar Center and playing there whenever I get a day off work! (Which is once a week!!!) Grrr, stresses me out 'cos music keeps me calm. Electronic kit, I've thought about it, but they're not the same as an acoustic... You cannot get the same sound, feel, and thunder from an elctronic kit though... I LOOOVE feeling it run through my body, though my blood. If any of you are musicians and live for music, you know what I mean! Arrrrrrggg, I'm done ranting! Hahaha.. I just need drums to make me happy happy happy as hell!

A Soldier's Dream!
Watches the sun go down behind my back, Silouhette's of a soldier raising a flag, Caught upon his past Dust rising , smoke clearing a ragged soul, Rifle on his shoulder, bayonet attached, He may be bloodied, Maybe a little bruised, Emblazoned upon his chest, An insignia of the country,He fought for, Carrying honour in his every step, Steel boot's step on the granite stone, Receiving his medallion,This gold is nothing to him, for the people he has saved, Memories drift back, a tear in his eye, Deserts & forests, Upon his gaze, Never forget!

Shallow Things
Shallow things Grasp desperately To reach the surface for air So many dreams I have had Being pushed under water and sure I would drown Then at the last second know I can breathe water Just before I think I will die Because I feel it And because I can Air is what you think it is

Look
"No I'm no angel, No I'm no stranger to the streetI`ve got my label, So I won't crumble at your feetAnd I know baby, So I've got scars upon my cheekAnd I'm half crazy, Come on and love me babySo you find me hard to handle, well I'm easier to holdSo you like my spurs that jingle and I never leave you coldSo I might steal your diamonds I'll bring you back some goldI'm no angelNo I'm no angel, No I'm no stranger to the darkLet me rock your cradle, Let me start a fire with your sparkOh come on baby, Come and let me show you my tatooLet me drive you crazy, Come on and love me babySo you don't give a darn about me, I never treat you badI won't ever lift a hand to hurt you & I'll always leave you gladSo I might steal your diamonds I'll bring you back some goldI'm no angelNo I'm no angel, No I'm no stranger to the darkLet me rock your cradle, Let me start a fire with your sparkOh come on baby, Come and let me show you my tatooLet me drive you crazy, Come on and love me baby"-Greg Allman

Babies
A married couple went to the hospital together to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said he had invented a new machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the father. He asked if they were willing to try it out. They were both very much in favor of it. The doctor set the knob to 10 percent for starters, explaining that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine, so he asked the doctor to go ahead and bump it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor checked the husband's blood pressure and pulse and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this, they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since it was obviously helping out his wife considerably, he encouraged the doctor to transfer ALL the pain to him. The wife delivere

The Little Things
The Little Things V1: The little things, you do to me are taking me over, i wanna show ya everything inside of me like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating my feet are stuck here, against the pavement i wanna break free, i wanna make it closer to your eyes, get your attention before you pass me by C: So back up back up take another chance Don’t you mess up mess up I don’t wanna lose you Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you Give up give up don’t you say that I’d be Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin If im better off better off, with out you boy So don't just leave me hanging on V2: And every time, you notice me by holdin me closely, and sayin sweet things i don't believe, that it could be you speekin your mind and, sayin the real thing my feet have broke free, and i am leavin i'm not gonna stand here, feelin lonely but i wont forget you, and i won't think this was just a waste of time C: So back up back up take another chanc

I Do
I Do It's always been about me, myself, and I I Thought relationships were nothing But a waste of time I never wanted to be anybody's other half I was happy saying I had a love that wouldn't last That was the only way I knew 'til I met you You make me wanna say I do, I do, I do do do do do do do doo Yeah I do, I do, I do do do do do do do doo Cause every time before it's been like maybe yes and maybe no, I could live without it, I could let it go Ooh what did I get myself into? You make me wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do... Tell me is it only me? Do you feel the same? You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games I promise I won't turn around And I won't let you down You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get trough So can we say I do , I do , I do do do do do do do doo Oh, baby, I do, I do, I do do do do do do do doo Cause every time before it's been like maybe yes and maybe no, I won't live wit

1
Do not take anything as being forever, because forever is only as long as today. Know that those who have the most are not the richest but those who need the least. That we are at our strongest when life is at its most difficult, and at our weakest when life no longer offers a challenge. That it is wiser to hope than to expect, for in expecting you invite disappointment, whereas in hoping you welcome surprise. That unhappiness doesn't come from not having something you want, but from the lack of something inside that you need. That there are some things to hold and some to let go, and letting go doesn't mean you lose, but that you acquire that which has been waiting around the corner. And if you help everyone you see in need, when you are in trouble, an abundance of help will come your way. Most importantly, use your dreams as a way of knowing yourself better, and as an inspiration to reach for your star. --- Author Unknown

My Views On How To Treat A Woman
1) Never take a woman for granted or neglect her. The moment you do, she’ll start scanning the field and you won’t know it. 2) Do not cheat on her, or cheat her. A woman’s revenge could be emotionally lethal. 3)Do not boss her around, push her to do anything she doesn’t want to do, or force her to give you ANYTHING. 4) Do not expect her to wait on you hand and foot. She will take your foot and put it in your hand. 5) Be appreciative for all she does for you and show her appreciation for being in YOUR life. When you start acting like she should be happy she is in YOUR life, she will go out to prove you otherwise. 6) Never lay a hand on her, unless it is to caress her. 7) Never make her second to anything. This is the biggest mistake any man can do. Don’t ever disrespect her or her family, even if she complains about them. It is OK for her to do it, but never for you. Remember this. 9) Always GIVE more than you take from her to stay a man in

Silence Stirs...
Just as the match was lit he disappeared off into the unknown, leaving her waiting.. wanting more, Will he come back? She wondered as she went to lie down drifting off into a peaceful slumber. (My friend)..As she simply waits for him to enter, and have what belongs to him. She awakened slowly when she felt an undeniable presence, something she couldn't explain. A magnetic force pulling away capturing her body & soul. Silence stirs........ (It's funny, but not funny how we grow up to think of what we want out of life.. but not love. Love is a feeling, an emotion.. How we choose to feel it in our lives is up to us. And how we want it to make us feel is also up to us.)

My Thoguhts
This is my first blog on here.. I was just sitting here trying think what i can do to get My Turn based mafia game going... its called http://jokers-mafia.com Its a fun Mafia style game but with not haveing money its hard for me to figure out how to get the game going and makeing some income.

My Opinion On A Few Things To Do With Fubar
fu-owned i personaly think fu-owned is a very good idea i think it's fun, interesting and a great way to get fubucks and points but i say some people take this game a little too far. for example "oh no someone just bought the person i just bought off of me we'll se about this i'm gonna make sure no one else can aford them" that eliminates the whole point fo the game it's no called fu-owned-by-the-same-person now it it the point of the game is to have fun and stop taking it too far or you spoil it for everyone and just because your bought by someone you don't like dosn't mean you have to beg some one to buy you off of them all it is is someone bought you they don't control you, you havn't got to talk to them tbh for the whole time they own you they might not even say one word to you so chill out a little bit and just enjoy the game for the reason it was originally made newbies it's great you chose to come join fubar but start showing people who were here before you a little respe

Translated From The English
WORD COUNT: 15,582 The one problem with deciding the title of your autobiography is deciding what parts of it would make interesting reading. I am talking about MY life, and I want to make it sound good -- the title which is also the title for today's post, I like it because you never see that phrase (because most of the books I expect you and I read are in their first language, English) -- or at least interesting while still being true to myself! And no, it wouldn't just be a collation of all these blogs and other things I've written and done and (I would hope) impacted for the better, it would be something with heft. Somehow, we got through yesterday without commemorating the forty-second anniversary of Sesame Street (at least that's according to the radio announcer on KHRT; the Wikipedia article says that day is supposed to be Thursday the tenth), but I guess a week-long celebration will work too. After work last night when not only do I now have Windows 7 instead of Wind

There's A Joke About British Dentistry In This
WORD COUNT: 26,541 We took Sarah to her six month dental checkup today at Dakota Kids Dentistry, a very kid-friendly place! And she went back with Mamie the dental assistant while Jeffrey got to play with some toys, the movie Despicable Me was playing on the lobby tv, and Martha had to go to work herself from there as I'd arrived. And it was a fight TO arrive there, across town from the 55th Avenue trailer park where we currently live, today because overnight snow fell, and it had not melted! Evidently the three feet or so wasn't forecasted last night and people unused to driving on snow and ice (or who act like they're unused to driving on snow and ice; I nearly got smeared by someone on a bypass, which could explain why I missed the turn the first time) were found driving slow or had participated in one of four or five wrecks I saw on the way around town today. But now to what I should let you know ... once again, Sarah has NO CAVITIES and will have her name appear in Sunday

General Funess
Ok, so I'm just gonna rant and rave for a while wondering about the behaviors I'v seen here. As a newbie I think I have a sharper eye for stuff. Well I do all the appropriate things on the profiles that I se like rating, liking, fanning and then want to leave this on the page. Guess what---they wont let you fucking post a comment for some dumb ass reason but yet you can go look at the pics and see tone of their tits all over the place. Just look at them but dont talk about em. And what is he deal with the broadcasts and most who view them. Those girls can't even turn on their cams before some asshole is screaming" SHOW ME YOUR TITS, SHOW ME SOMETHING, CAN I SEE YOUR ASS, ETC". I understand the voyeur aspect of the cams but I doubt that they are there for just a tit flash. There oughta be a special NSFW cam where the guys dont have to keep begging for titties. Because then we all know why they are there and the chicks who wan to flash cn and the ones who find this degrading wont be hou

Juggalos Keep It True
we step up on the scene face painted up2 middle fingers in the air homie thats whats upwhoop whoop thats all ya hear ya know the end is nearwe rydas we dont fuck around were quick to lay ya downbodies all around fuck the hollocaust reapers here im a fuckin bossrep the hatchet till im dead an gone fuck the haters we already wonOpen up ya eyes n see its all about the familyi live an bleed for this wicked shitmurder on my mind im on some killa shitpop off get ya wig split naw sneek up on ya leave ya throat slit.wat the fuck u niggas wanna do JUGGALOS KEEP IT TRU

Happy New Year!!!!
Happy New Year! 2012 is going to be an epic year! 2011 was the year for setting yourself up for the bigtime! What does that look like for you? I know for me recording with The Constant and putting out our album and getting airplay around the nation has been huge for us. We've played The House of Blues, The Viper Room, Skinny's, Molly Malones, Cheetah's and TRiP, as well as other smaller shows here in the Los Angeles area. Beside the Constant I've been doing other projects. One of them with Ged Rylands in the UK (Ten, Tygers of Pan Tang, Fastway, etc.), Neil Fraser on guitar (Ten), Vinny Burns on guitar (Dare, Asia, Ultravox, Ten, Burns Blue, etc.), and guest vocalist Harry Hess from Harem Scarem. Read the exclusive interview on the new release coming out in Spring 2012 here. I'm also working with Chris Melikyan from the band Mysticity. Almost two years ago now I did a demo track with him called Revolution. Now we've decided to a release of the last album with me doing vocals on a

Does Bigfoot Exist?
http://www.naturescorner.com/ ADVICE COLUMN Clyde's Corner A: There is plenty of circumstantial evidence this creature exists. The gorilla was first discovered in the latter part of the 1800s(dates vary). Descriptions of them before this, date back at least 100 years. They are the closest thing to this creature

Well. This Is... Cheerful.
"Brixham, the third of the Torbay towns, faces Torquay and is at the apex of the southern arm of the bay. It was once a noted fishing port, but it has never experienced the high rates of population growth registered in certain periods by the other Torbay towns, although in the summer season it is always congested with visitors. Brixham's retarded growth, comparitavely speaking, is mainly a consequence of its lack of obvious tourist attractions: no first-class beaches, no delightful promenades or esplanades to saunter along, no pier; the streets narrow and mostly running uphill, and with plenty of mean dwellings. It interests the sightseer principally for its nautical atmosphere and 'quaintness', an example of which is the much photographed Old Coffin House near the the harbour. Its main attraction for the visitor has always been its congested quays and its quayside pubs." An extract from 'Torquay & Paignton - The Making of a Modern Resort' by Henry James Lethbridge.'Mean dwellings', e

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Since U Been Gone
Here's the thing we started off friendsIt was cool but it was all pretendYeah yeahSince U Been GoneYou dedicated you took the timeWasn't long till I called you mineYeah YeahSince U Been GoneAnd all you'd ever hear me sayIs how I pictured me with youThat's all you'd ever hear me sayBut Since U Been GoneI can breathe for the first timeIm so movin onYeah yeahThanks to youNow I getWhat I wantSince U Been GoneHow can I put it? you put me onI even fell for that stupid love songYeah yeahSince U Been GoneHow come I'd never hear you sayI just wanna be with youI guess you never felt that wayBut Since U Been GoneI can breathe for the first timeIm so movin onYeah yeahThanks to youNow I get what I wantSince U Been GoneYou had your chance you blew itOut of sight, out of mindShut your mouth I just can't take itAgain and again and again and againSince U Been GoneI can breathe for the first timeIm so movin onYeah yeahThanks to you (thanks to you)Now I get what I wantI can breathe for the first timeIm s

Is It Perfection?
Beautiful disaster....A perfection of sins.A passion within....This is where it begins.Touching, caressing....whispered desires.Breathing, Feeling....Connection on a new level.Biting, licking...Kisses all around. Steady, Picking up rhythm....pure ecstasy.Explosion of desires....satisfaction on fire ...

Interesting And Alluring Tourism Attractions To Visit During Thailand Tours
Globally acclaimed as the Land of Smiles, Thailand is an arresting country with array of day-tripper places and attractions. It is a admirable country able with about everything, animated beaches, agreeable atmosphere, alluring islands, affection anguish nightlife, contemporary air-conditioned restaurants, alien hotels and resorts, night confined and added of all amazing malls for shipment and more. Thailand is absolutely one such country area tourists can adore vacation with ultimate adventures and memories. Surrounded by Myanmar, Laos, Cambodia and Andaman Sea, Thailand the country in Southeast Asia is one of the approved destination that is visited by tourists from all over the world. It is one of the most visited countries with so abounding adorable attractions that charge no definition. So if you wish to adore vacation in this absurd country Thailand, actuality is some of the few attractions that are account to appointment and explore. In this article of mine I will bring yo

Why
Why is it when you talk to people, rather it is on here or not, they give you all their attebtion, make you feel like your the center of their world, then stop talking to you? What do people get out of playing with peoples' emotions? If you do not plan on following through with what you tell someone, then don't open your mouth about it. In the end, you end up hurting someone and making yourself look foolish, with nobody believing what you say.

*blink*
older message >> reply forward back to folder move to Saved delete from: loveeachother Dallas, TX subject: :) you Beautiful xoooO :) received: 06/5/2012 06:04 am replied: no block this member Hello xoxoO! I am Aaron, wonderful that we are to cross path! grateful i am, a benefit im sure is rewarding as already. I am honest and hope that honesty dose not offend as so with most a common trend. as we All have a gift for another a devine purpose to see/grasp or not is optional to each, Whatever happens simply was/is ment to be So the same here have many endless huggs, smiles & perfect warm moist kissies "Everywhere!" Such a Lovely thought! All that is good is good! in hopes of that which is good you are not frightend by and mentioned now/firstly as a sort of weeding out. i battle not the truth i Live so have not fear in of me nor bow to and feel sorry for those that call it sleep-walking dreaming to live and angry at those that do

Yahoo Camgirl Diaries Part 1
I thought I would post this convo I had on Yahoo for shitz and giggles. I have no idea how these ppl get my addy, but all they want is ppl to join their camsite and obviously most of their sales pitch is automated as you will see. Usually I block them but today I really needed the comic relief. So enjoy or ignore this funny convo....bessiedanielson951: Im all urs right now if you care..Syn: What about your sister?bessiedanielson951: hi sweetieSyn: Hi there, now answer my questionbessiedanielson951: i hope you want to chat with a horny girl today...Syn: I usually dont chat with horny girls on Hump day...I'm weird like thatbessiedanielson951: wow, im so wet..i would love if u watched me...i promise u it will be funSyn: Watching you using a blowdryer in the tub would be fun to watchbessiedanielson951: i am a little busy right now, just got a new laptop trying to set my cam up..Syn: Take your time, I'm just here trying to stitch up a hole in my ski mask. Then trying to figure out where the

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