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Sweet Porridge
There was a poor but good little girl who lived alone with her mother, and they no longer had anything to eat. So the child went into the forest, and there an aged woman met her who was aware of her sorrow, and presented her with a little pot, which when she said, cook, little pot, cook, would cook good, sweet porridge, and when she said, stop, little pot, it ceased to cook. The girl took the pot home to her mother, and now they were freed from their poverty and hunger, and ate sweet porridge as often as they chose. Once on a time when the girl had gone out, her mother said, cook, little pot, cook. And it did cook and she ate till she was satisfied, and then she wanted the pot to stop cooking, but did not know the word. So it went on cooking and the porridge rose over the edge, and still it cooked on until the kitchen and whole house were full, and then the next house, and then the whole street, just as if it wanted to satisfy the hunger of the whole world, and there was the greatest d

Stories About Snakes(called Paddocks In This Version)
There was once a little child whose mother gave her every afternoon a small bowl of milk and bread, and the child seated herself in the yard with it. But when she began to eat, a paddock came creeping out of a crevice in the wall, dipped its little head in the dish, and ate with her. The child took pleasure in this, and when she was sitting there with her little dish and the paddock did not come at once, she cried, paddock, paddock, come swiftly hither come, thou tiny thing, thou shalt have thy crumbs of bread, thou shalt refresh thyself with milk. Then the paddock came in haste, and enjoyed its food. It even showed gratitude, for it brought the child all kinds of pretty things from its hidden treasures, bright stones, pearls, and golden playthings. The paddock, however, drank only the milk, and left the bread-crumbs alone. Then one day the child took its little spoon and struck the paddock gently on its head, and said, eat the bread-crumbs as well, little thing. The mother, who was

My Heart
My heart, locked away Walls so strong, no one Could enter there Living this way, no feeling No pain, No emotion Was survival for me All alone, no one to hold No one to touch, to kiss I lived this way for so long Centuries passed, time flowed Bringing me here, gently To this place, to love again He was unexpected I did not search, by yet He was here, with me He smiles, my heart melts His touch starts a fire Burning out of control He is just a man This simple man, awakened A heart long thought dead We share a kiss Something sweet, pure Releasing us, forever Releasing from the pain Of longing, lonlieness Of our solitude

Losing Firends
Have you ever met someone and you instantly hit it off spend more time together and they just feel likle a part of you family. I had a friend of mine who i loved like a sister. I thought that we would always be there for one another. I helped her out by giving her a place to stay. Icame home one day and she had took all my clothes and all my kids stuff. She robbed us 2 days after my sons 7 b-day. I am so tired of poeple who take advantange of others. I always admired her and wished sometimes that i was a little more like her. Now i am glad that i am not.

I Am Sorry
i am sorry everyone that i only have pics of my family and different objects. I don't have any friends to put on here i am sorry. I lost all my friends and i don't know why? so if you want to more pics of my family i will be posting more on here thanxs and have fun. The only friends i do have is my husband, my kids and my computer. I don't go out anywhere except for work and my inlaws so sorry you guys.

So, What's Cherrytap Like?
I thought about leaving MySpace, since there are problems posting with Linux, but I decided to stay there. There's a few other blogs, though, that I might get rid of since nobody seems to read them or anything. Somebody sent me a link to this place and, seeing how it's more "adult" than many of the other sites, it is interesting to me. I'm still trying to figure it out though. :-)

Come And Vote For Linda
HI TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, COULD I PLEASE ASK YOU FOR A LITTLE BIT OF HELP IN VOTING FOR MY BEST FRIEND, LINDA. LINDA IS IN AN OVER 40 AND SEXY CONTEST IN SHE IS A LITTLE BIT BEHIND IN THE CONTEST. IF YOU HAVE A FEW MINS TO SPARE AND CAN COME AND GIVE HER ANYTHING FROM 10 VOTES RIGHT UP TO 100. YOUR HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRCIATED BY LINDA AND MYSELF. CLICK ON LINDA'S PIC BELOW IF YOU WANT HELP HER OUT...... THANKS WILLIE

Getting Past Sterotypes...
Ok, here goes.... I am a guy who fell in love at high school and spent the next 18 years with a woman, married her, had kids, and eventually got burned and seperated 18 months ago pending a divorce final any day now. I never did the whole dating thing, never made a huge ammount of "my friends" as I was part of a partnership from an early age. I was abused as a child and as such spent over 20 years with incredibly low self worth, carried guilt and shame which were not mine and basically spent much of a life as a recluse. I am finally beginning to come out of my shell having dealt with the issues of my past, but still don't have the confidence to go out a lot on my own and just strike up conversation...and as such decided to try using the internet to make some friends, hopefully with a view to getting a social life back as a single person in my 30's. herein lies the problem.....WOMEN THINK ALL SINGLE GUYS ONLINE ARE PERVERTS OR FAKES! It is killing me. I am way too tru

Im Sorry Continued
I got married in 1998 to my first husband.He was good to me when I was pregnate,but after my son was born and I couldnt get pregnate with his kid he would hit me.For example he would buy lunch meat for him to eat during the day but wouldnt buy me any.So if I ate a piece of his lunchmeat he would hit me then say Im sorry I hurt you but you shouldnt have ate my lunch meat.This continued through my first marriage and in my second marriage my now ex husband while wouldnt hit me would scream at me then appoligize somehow making it my fault.Then the day he choked me until I passed out he said Im sorry but you shouldnt have accidently spilled water on me.Now the other day when I wrote in my blog I didnt say what brought that on but I will now.Michael I love you bunches.Yeasterday I was goofing off in walmaart kinda playing around with him.He hit me on my butt hard.He was annoyed with me so I felt he did it out of anger but he was just playing around.He said Im sorry I didnt meen to hit you th

Preamble For Your State Constitutions
Do you know the Preamble for your state- interesting- -Important commentary at the end. Alabama 1901, Preamble We the people of the State of Alabama, invoking the favor and guidance of Almighty God, do ordain and establish the following Constitution. Alaska 1956, Preamble We, the people of Alaska, grateful to God and to those who founded our nation and pioneered this great land. Arizona 1911, Preamble We, the people of the State of Arizona, grateful to Almighty God for our liberties, do ordain this Constitution. .. Arkansas 1874, Preamble We, the people of the State of Arkansas, grateful to Almighty God for the privilege of choosing our own form of government. California 1879, Preamble . We, the People of the State of California, grateful to Almighty God for our freedom. Colorado 1876, Preamble We, the people of Colorado, with profound reverence for the Supreme Ruler of Universe. Connecticut 1818, Preamble. The People of Connecticut, acknowledging wi

Oh-effin-k!!!!!
Here we go. In the words of Alex Varkatzas: So raise your voices and hold your hopes up high! Tell your stories, run your mouth, and tell your lies! oh! on the plus side I hear that I may possibly get to see Mikey next month! ♥

Need Some Advice
I sure would like your opinion on something. I am in the process of writing a true murder case. John Fryman was convicted of killing an ex-girlfriend, he dismembered her. Well, I followed the case and took a ton of pictures, we even got to inside the trailer where she was killed and I have corresponded with him since then. This would make a great book, but I was wondering if I published it myself and put it on the in the internet and people would pay to read it. But I also have two other true stories one called "Carnie Style" and "Racing Fever". So that would be three. Do you think it would be a successs? The book about the satanic murder would be interesting and so would the other two. Would you guys want to read it.

Cardinal Malfunction
Cardinal Malfunction... I can do it, just this once. I can let go, just enjoy this cardinal lust. His kisses are ravenous, searing my flesh. My body screams, it's losing control. My senses soar, higher and higher. He knows just where to touch, to make me roar. I feel euphoric, white-hot lightening expodes. The feeling is amazing, then he goes. My senses no longer distracted, reality sets in. My body I gave, and still I burn within. But not from lust,as I desired. I can't do, not even just this once. I can't let go, I'm a liar.

Blow Jobs
>>>!!!!BLOW JOBS!!!! >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. >>> >>>2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. >>> >>>3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not >>>standard practice to cum on someone's face. >>> >>>4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. >>> >>>5. M y ears are NOT handles. >>> >>>6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I >>>heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT >>>puke on your dick? >>> >>>7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. >>> >>>8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it >>>through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I >>>don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have >>>sex right now. >>> >>>9. Extension to #8 - "Blue

Why Is It??
MMM this been in my mind for the longest.... Why in hell guys love woman that love to controling them??? I think it's sad that happens. Only time i think it should be allow is in the bedroom at times lol. But if the girl wouldn't let the guy go out with his fucking friends or anything fun. THAT is a lesh on the guy to the fifth power.. And I am a female saying that... What do you think????

~~my Private Part Died Today~~
My Private Part Died Today! An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences. The following day, Mr Goldstein was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that! Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" You gotta love this!!!!!!!!!!! "Well, he replied, "Today's the

Survey About Me
Finish the Sentence:My favorite place to be is::at a good METAL show with friends I am::ME I love::METAL I am afraid of::CLOWNS (no really i am) I wish::bush would be impeached I would like to ban::Emo,Rap and Numetal music from existance I am annoyed by::Christians who feel the need to preach My favorite song is::i have way too many favorites I am most vulnerable::when im DEAD I am happiest when::with my friends at a good metal show, or when im sleeping My best trait is::my advanced knowladge of all things METAL I can always be counted on to:: be there for a friend Everyone thinks that I am::probablly a Sereal Killer, or just insane They think this because::there idiots I'd like to meet::George Carlin Life is::life Love is::no comment Marriage is for::ones who love eachother and want to spend the rest of their lives toghter Fast food is::for the most part crap, some good Let's go::not sure Just get it::not sure Sex is for::umm anyone lol Sex is best::with someone you like lol I am mo

The Cost Of A Child
This is just too good not to pass on to all. Something absolutely positive for a change. I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice. The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into: * $8,896.66 a year, * $741.38 a month, or * $171.08 a week. * That's a mere $24.24 a day! * Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? * Naming rights. First, middle, and last! * Glimpses of God every day. * Giggles under the covers every night. * More love than your heart can hold. * Butterfly kis

Not That Funny, But Funny
> Subject: Fw: SEX - CHURCH & PANCAKES > > > > > > > Teen age sex The mother of a 17-year-old girl > was concerned that her > > daughter was having sex. > > > > Worried the girl might become pregnant and > adversely impact the family's > > status, she consulted the family doctor. > > > > The doctor told her that teenagers today were > very willful and any > > attempt to stop the girl would probably result in > rebellion. He then told > > her to arrange for her daughter to be put on > birth control and until > > then, talk to her and give her a box of condoms. > > Later that evening, as her daughter was preparing > for a date, the woman > > told her about the situation and handed her a box > of condoms. > > > > The girl burst out laughing and reached over to > hug her mother saying: > > > > "Oh Mom! You don't have to worry about that! I'm > dating Susan!" > > > > > > > > > > Church: > > A man went to church one day and > > afte

Impressed (by Outlaw Angel) Good One Sissy I Love It
YOU IMPRESSED ME WITH KIND WORDS AND A TENDER TOUCH YET WITH EVERYTHING YOU TAKE YOU DONT GIVE BACK AS MUCH. YOUR SWEET ALIBIES AND THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES MAKES ME WANT TO BELIEVE THAT IM NOT HEARING LIES. YET THE GOOD DAYS ARE OVER BAD NIGHTS ARE SHINING THREW ITS GOTTEN TO WHERE I DON'T KNOW YOU.

Im Dealing
If I should stay Well, I would only be in your way And so Ill go, and yet I know That Ill think of you each step of my way And I will always love you I will always love you Bitter-sweet memories Thats all I have, and all Im taking with me Good-bye, oh, please dont cry cause we both know that Im not What you need I will always love you I will always love you And I hope life, will treat you kind And I hope that you have all That you ever dreamed of Oh, I do wish you joy And I wish you happiness But above all this I wish you love I love you, I will always love I, I will always, always love you I will always love you I will always love you I will always love you -Dolly Parton

The Man In The Glass
THE MAN IN THE GLASS (Author Unknown) When you get what you want in your struggle for self And the world makes you king for a day, Just go to a mirror and look at yourself And see what THAT man has to say. For it isn't your father or mother or wife Whose judgment upon you must pass, The fellow whose verdict counts most in your life Is the one staring back from the glass. Some people might think you're a straight-shootin' chum And call you a wonderful guy. But the man in the glass says you're only a bum If you can't look him straight in the eye. He's the fellow to please, never mind all the rest, For he's with you clear to the end, And you've passed your most dangerous test If the guy in the glass is your friend. You may fool the whole world down the pathway of years And get pats on the back as you pass, But your final reward will be heartache and tears If you've cheated the man in the glass.

Life,pain,love,loss....
I've heard everyday soul passes on to the otherside, an when this soul crosses over a child is born for every person that dies... If this is an endless cycle of renewal can this be called immortality? if so can we simply choose not to be reborn when we die? if we can where do we go? i know many religions have thier visions of what heaven is like but which is real an which is simply made up? i have no definete answer as i respect everyones beliefs.... But one thing that goes beyond life an death is pure love... but remember always simply becuz good exists Evil or bad will always exist aswell they go hand in hand rivals to the bitter end, this Day a day of Celebration the life of a child has been born today but aswell as a new life has been shown the warmth of a mothers love someone has also died so the child could be born... A never ending cycle of death an life Those who believe in reincarnation are onto something whether its the Buddhist monks or Hindu's beliefs in reincarnation

Bitch ~ Multiple Definitions
1.The person forced to sit in the middle of the back seat in a car. Often in cases where multiple men and one woman are riding, the woman will automatically be the "bitch" to serve as padding for irrational male homophobia. Looks like is sitting bitch again 2. An exceedingly whipped guy who does/wears/thinks/says whatever his girlfriend tells him to. "He is *so* her bitch." "How can you tell?" "He's wearing plaid." 3. A woman that doesn't give a flying f*ck anymore and that can and will be cruel to men. Im always a bitch to assholes like you and by the way im proud to be a bitch

I'm Lost Without You
This song right here is one of my fave songs when im sad. I'm Lost Without You-By Blink 182 I swear that I can go on forever again please let me know that my one bad day will end I will go down as your lover, your friend give me your lips and with one kiss we begin Are you afraid of being alone cause I am, I'm lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause I am, I'm lost without you I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you where are you now I can hear footsteps, I'm dreaming and if you will, keep me from waking to believe this Are you afraid of being alone cause I am, I'm lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause I am, I'm lost without you Are you afraid of being alone cause I am, I'm lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause I am, I'm lost without you are you afraid of being alone cause I am, I'm lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause I am,

Heartprints.
HEARTPRINTS Whatever our hands touch--- We leave fingerprints! On walls, on furniture, On doorknobs, dishes, books, As we touch we leave our identity. Oh please where ever I go today, Help me leave heartprints! Heartprints of compassion Of understanding and love. Heartprints of kindness and genuine concern. May my heart touch a lonely neighbor Or a runaway daughter, Or an anxious mother, Or, perhaps, a dear friend! I shall go out today To leave heartprints, And if someone should say "I felt your touch," May that one sense be...YOUR LOVE Touching through ME.

Twin Souls
Twin souls....for most of us, this captures our romantic imaginations. We dream of finding a twin soul that will make us feel whole. And we thinke of this reunion in romantic terms; however, it does not,necessarily have to be a romantic meeting. It can, just as easily, be a close friendship. You may finde that you are sharing a friendship with someone who is precisely that.....your twin soul. Whether male or female...... .you have the feeling of coming home. Looke around and see if, among your friends, there isn't one who fits that description. If you do, you are blessed indeede. Below is a little more information about twin souls. If you are interested in learning more, search the net. There is much information there. :) ***For millennia, poets, philosophers, mystics, and lovers have told us of the perfect union, the coming together of two sundered souls to form the lost whole. Yet for most of us, such a perfect pairing remains a dream. Steeped in the lore of the ages, the

Key To A Long Marriage
>>>> A couple was celebrating their golden wedding >>>> anniversary on the >>>> beaches >>>> in Montego Bay, Jamaica . >>>> >>>> Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of >>>> the town. People >>>> would say, "What a peaceful & loving couple". >>>> >>>> The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the >>>> secret of their >>>> long and happy marriage. >>>> >>>> The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our >>>> honeymoon in America," >>>> explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon, in >>>> Arizona, and took >>>> a >>>> trip, down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. We >>>> hadn't gone too >>>> far >>>> when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost fell >>>> off. My wife looked >>>> down at the horse and quietly said, "That's once." >>>> >>>> "We proceeded a little further and horse stumbled >>>> again. Once more my >>>> wife quietly said, "That's twice." >>>> >>>> "We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled >>>> for the thi

With My Future Girlfriend
splash wine on a your neck nibble on your neck hug while we watch a movie kiss until we fall asleep take a shower together get a lap dance when you see me you smile and just hug me you drive me around when i just want to go you tell me you love me even when im being an ass you moan when i spank your ass you tell me how much you want me even just after desert we watch old movies and every time they kiss we have to kiss walk on the beach watch some porn together look at the airplanes land go downtown to the art galleries sing a song on the radio as we are in the car at the same time play with your fingers while I'm at a stop sign join a gym together go to the zoo have a picnic get matching phones visit me at work on my break visit you on your job on your break afternoon delight ~Timmy~

What A Day/night
I'm setting in a all night cafe'. It's the only place open and where we all could warm up. And since none of us had ate it worked well. Once more the power is gone. Full & 100000000% gone. The fireplaces just weren't enough to keep that huge place warm & since my lady IS with child & we are baby setting an 9 month old and a 8 year old we decided we'd all find a place to stay. Well it was a nice plan. To bad it didn't work that way. And i'm saying this next time someone wants a favour from me..they can fuck right off.Out of all the people I know and CC know not a singel one could offer us a place even for a few hours. "Sorry" That's ok. It's cool they can't even offer us a floor with a baby n little boy and a pregnet woman? Well then fuck them. I'm not real sure what we'll do untill the working hours n we can get the power dealt with. A hotel for just a few hours seems a bit much. Soooo any of you live close to London? With a spare floor or something? Hit me up we'd pay! after all

Random Thought.
It's been discussed a lot on here. But I have to say, I am SOOO tired of people asking in my SB to see my nsfw pics. I mean, seriously. So you think it's ok that your nsfw is out in the open with no tags that says it is, doesn't give you the right to ask for mine. I understand I put the folder there, but for people I trust, which is why I put them for FAMILY onlu. If you are horny, there are porno videos ALL over the web, or even go out and buy one. Believe me, if you are put in my family, that means I like you a lot and trust you enough to show you. I don't put it out in the open for people to comment bomb them. Or the people who do have the for private usage, but add me to their family and insist that I add them to mine so they could see. See now, when that happens I don't bother looking at them. If you put me there because you talk to me and trust me as a friend, then I will. But just because you think your gonna have me add you to mine because you added me to yours, it WON'T happen

Slow Saturdays....
I am so bored.....work is slow, I can't go out anywhere as I am "on call" and need to respond fast if paged. And to top it all off, the time difference even applies on the net so half the people I do actually get responses from are offline or busy living real lives *sigh* Speaking of time differences, I lose an hour tonight :-( Ah well.....roll on Monday.

Are There Stupid People Everywhere?
I am beginning to lose faith in humanity. I asked a simple question. "Sweetie, where did you get stabbed?" since the knife wasn't still in her and her entire shirt was a bloody mess. To which she relpies, "In the kitchen." That's great, now my verbal assessment is complete. I can really give this report now. "Hey doc, I have a twenty five year old female bleeding profusely, slightly tachycardic, but hemodynamically stable I have her in the trendelenburg position and there are two lines running normal saline wide open. multiple stab wounds in the kitchen. Do you have any further questions or orders at this time?" And this isn't the best one either. People seem to be either purposefully obtuse or belligerantly stupid about lights and sirens. Here is a clue for you. THEY MEAN GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY!!

Why Do I Even Bother Trying To Help Anymore?!
I just spent weeks trying to help a friend stay happy. A very special friend that honestly i was in love with. Hes had alot of personal problems. I tried my best i put all of my energy into helping him. I was trying to keep him here and keep him as a friend. Instead i find myself getting a pm from someone telling me i needed to leave him alone thath es got a good woman. ALL I WAS TRYING TO DO IS HELP HIM! I would have done anything in the world to help him. ANYTHING in the world to make him happy. Its tareing me part to not only know im losing this great amazing man but to also know im losing a great friend who meant so much to me. I always told him I dont know what I would ever do without him in my life. I meant it to. Without him I feel like my whole worlds coming down around me. He will never know how special he was to me. Or how bad it kills me to lose him. But even more so how mad it makes me that he treated me like crap just for trying to help him. Who know who you are and im sur

A Firefighters Pledge
A firefighters Pledge I promise concern for others. A willingness to help all those in need. I promise courage - courage to face an conquer my fears. Courage to share and endure the ordeal of those who need me. I promise strength - strength of heart to bear whatever burdens might be placed upon me. Strength of body to deliver to safety all those placed within my care. I promise the wisdom to lead, the compassion to comfort, and the love to serve unselfishly whenever I am called Author unknown

A Quick One...posted Days Ago On My Space
Thought I would write a quick blog. In less than a month I turn 29 years old. The year went by so quickly. To be honest thinking about it has me a bit depressed. This will be the second year in a row that I havent gotten to spend my birthday with my best friend Linda. Also I look at it and wish it is on a day other than bloody Sunday so I can actually go to the bar and have fun. I may celeberate it all weekend though. SO when it comes about...whoever is around me if they wish to join..just ask where and when. Also...for those who might ask me what I want for my Bday...to be honest...I really dont know. I have a few things in mind, but knowing my Bday falls so into the month...I dont expect much. But if you ask...I am sure I will come up with something..or just suprise me..I dont care. LOL. 29!!! Damn I am getting old!! LMAO!! I know Slapnuts....I am old!! Anyways..enough with the wasteless bullshit...I am off to bed. I have alot of My Space stuff to do tomorrow. Thats if they can get t

Help This Cherry Out Guys She Is In The Cutest Baby Pic
ROUND 1 CHERRIES NEED TO ONLY COMMRNT SO PLEASE HELP HER OUT CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND SHOW SOME LOVE AND JUST RATE THE PIC AND LET ME KNOW U DID THANK U ALL > >

Love You Best
LOVE YOU BEST By:Allen :) ( love ya baby!!) Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold . Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best.

Love's Pledge
By: Allen (thank u honey :) ) I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The King of Wands card suggests that when it comes to your love life or relationship, this confident, man's man energy is a virile source of stimulating strength and virtue which you can tap or use to reach out and touch someone. Draw on his legendary willpower and competitive spirit to make it happen and come out on top. Supplement your personal power or fiery passion with the right toys, gadgets, props or tools for the job. This may be a prime time for stepping up to the plate. Use this magic touch for the purpose of expanding your legacy, preserving it for posterity or enabling this sexual peak to gather momentum and take on a life of its own.

My Love For U
By: Allen (our bodyguard :) Feelings that once were hidden Are now expressed to you. Days that once were stormy Are now the brightest blue. Times that once were lonely Are now filled with pleasure. All that once was mine alone Are now things we both treasure. Nights that once were cold Are now comforting and warm. Fears that once were very real Are now gone with the storm. A heart that once was broken Can now finally mend. A person once alone in life Can now call you a friend. Dreams that once were longed for Are now all coming true. The love I once thought was gone I have now and forever in you I Love You Jamie

One Of My Faves
"My Own Prison" A court is in session, a verdict is in No appeal on the docket today Just my own sin The walls are cold and pale The cage made of steel Screams fill the room Alone I drop and kneel Silence now the sound My breath the only motion around Demons cluttering around My face showing no emotion Shackled by my sentence Expecting no return Here there is no penance My skin begins to burn (And I said oh) So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride (And I said oh) We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I hear a thunder in the distance See a vision of a cross I feel the pain that was given On that sad day of loss A lion roars in the darkness Only he holds the key A light to free me from my burden And grant me life eternally Should have been dead On a Sunday morning Banging my head No time for mourning Ain't got no time (And I said o

Real Vs. Fake Friends
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn we fucked up.but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Are for a while. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough. REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste." FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you. REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the FUCK out.

Vewnting About Stupid People
ok so I put back up my photos, that for somereason people are getting butt hurt over cause they are supposivly NSFW what ever, there is no images on the pics just stupid signs with saying, oooo big deal there,, dont like what you are reading here is an option dont fucking look, leave my page and go back to myspace where, all the imature 16 yr olds hang out so you cant get offended cause if you are offended by stuff like that, then you don't need to be on CT ( fucking idiots ) , and another thing the people who rate your shit 1's like i had last night was nice rated this chics profile a 10 she comes back with 1's for my profile and most my pics she prob would of got all but i blocked her ass, wtf people are that stupid, k venting done lol have a nice day

Stupid Emotions...
hmm...maybe i shouldnt have been up at 1:30 in the morning but i couldnt sleep. i felt like my mind was floating in pudding. so.... i went for a drive to clear my head & somehow i managed to get all the way to my cousin's house. i hadn't seen her since my aunt & uncle ::her parents:: past away. she's 24 years old & has an adorable little girl named darlene. anyway....since i found myself in the neighborhood with no place to stay i figured id drop by, lol. i was actually very surprised to find that the house lights were on. i rang the doorbell & she answered the door with a .45 in her hand...classic texan don't ya think? lmao. the look on her face was priceless tho....she was freaking out that i was there..let alone at 3 in the morning. we sat down in the living/tv room & made with the cousin chit chat. its kinda funny...even though we hadn't seen each other for like 3 years we talked like we saw each other yesterday. her & i were pretty close growing up but she moved to falfurri

Regular Friends Vs Puertorican Friends
REGULAR FRIENDS vs PUERTORICAN FRIENDS REGULAR FRIENDS: Never ask for food. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have food. REGULAR FRIENDS: Will say 'hello.' PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. REGULAR FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mami and papi and say "bendicion" when they see them. REGULAR FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Cry with you and know why you are crying without you saying a word. REGULAR FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing and just being together, then they help you clean up. REGULAR FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. REGULAR FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. PUERTO RICAN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. REGULAR FRIENDS: Will leave you behin d

Some Wise Words I Learned From A Friend
Time is too slow for those that wait, too swift for those that fear, too long for those that grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those that love, time is eternity. Don't let doubt lose the magic of love, cause it's not everyday you meet someone who has the magic to let you fall in love. To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if u can't do this!

For Smart Women Who Need A Laugh
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, " but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally. UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and STILL be afraid of a spider. MARRIAGE SEMINAR While attending a Marriage Seminar deal

Recently, I Was Diagnosed With A. A. A. D. D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder
Recently, I was diagnosed with A. A. A. D. D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs to be washed. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch Table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can Under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage First. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out The garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only 1 check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to My desk where I find the can of Coke that I had been drinking. I'm going to look for my checks, but

How Rude!
why is it that people come to rate photos of us, and they rate a 1 or a 3? that is rude, if you don't like it, then don't rate it! just go on your merry friggin way! ugg. people are so rude. makes us feel ugly. :( mel

I Need Pain Right Now.
why is it when you miss someone and figure out how you feel bam it hits you. you want to tell them and bam it hits you. im cursed and always will be alone. i just need to get use to it. i need chaos. i need a fast car and a hugs wall to drive myself thru.

Worry
WORRY Is there a magic cutoff period when Offspring become accountable for their own Actions? Is there a wonderful moment when Parents can become detached spectators in The lives of their children and shrug, "It's Their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital Corridor waiting for doctors to put a few Stitches in my son's head. I asked, "When do You stop worrying?" The nurse said, "Whe! N they get out of the accident stage." My Mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little Chair in a classroom and heard how one of my Children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, And was headed for a career making License plates. As if to read my mind, a teacher Said, "Don't worry, they all go through This stage and then you can sit back, relax and Enjoy them." My mother just smiled Faintly and said nothing. When I was in my ! Forties, I spent a lifetime Waiting for the phone to ring, the cars to come

The Right Way To Do It...
im not sure who wrote this, i copyed it from a friend n im pretty sure hes not the one who came up with it, but i thank him,its very important info every guy should know!! 95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS we're on top...and we're on top why? Duh so we can stimulate our clit...by doin' our lil "snake charm" grindin' grabbin onto the males pelvic bones...which we all know does nothing for the guys...so the point is...EAT OUR PUSSY FIRST...make us cum a few times...numb us up then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end however you like. Now once you're in between our legs...don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a Thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin time. We all know pussy is nearly irresistible...but don't act like that way. Lick our inner thighs, kiss them...kiss around our pussy lips...kiss the lips etc. finally once you've got your tongue on our clit...this is what to do...(you

Why Couples Don't Have Sex.... Omg Soo Funny!!
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a

Heads Up!!!!
Well...thought I'd give you guys a "heads up". Beginning tomorrow at 8am, I am going to be entered in the "Over 40 & Sexy Contest". I will need ALL the help I can get...lol So...just thought I'd let you know to keep your eyes open, and would appreciate ALL THE BOMBING YOU CAN GIVE! THANKS BUNCHES!

Help My New Friend
HEY THERE MY FELLOW CTersI WAS WONDERING IF YALL COULD HELP ME? MY FRIEND "ISLAND_DUDE" IS BRAND NEW HERE ON CHERRY TAP AND BECAUSE HE IS NEW HERE I WAS REALLY HOPING THAT WE COULD WELCOME HIM THE WAY YALL HAD WELCOMED ME WHEN I FIRST GOT HERE TO CT!!!island_dude44@ CherryTAP HE IS AN AWESOME GUY AND REALLY DESERVES THE LOVE!!!SO ONCE AGAIN PLEASE TAKE A FEW SECONDS OF YOUR TIME AND RATE AND FAN MY "NEWBIE" FRIEND!!!ALL HELP IS TRUELY APPRETIATED!!!THANKS FOR ALL YOUR TIME!!!AND YOUR CT LOVE!!! LOVE ALWAYS MSVADIE LADY!!!msvadie lady@ CherryTAP THIS ANNOUNCEMENT WAS PAID FOR BY THE NEW WORLD ORDER~*JADE*~nWo CHICK~*I TOTALLY SUPPORT THESE TWOTHEY'RE GREAT PPL SO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE CT!!! ~*JADE*~nWo CHICK~*@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '~*JADE*~nWo CHICK~*' on '2007-03-29 08:08:59')

Key To My Heart...
I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart ... You had it all along

~300 Million Living In The Usa
The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, sitting on your @ss, at your computer, reading my blog.

Muchas Gracious
Muchas Gracious to all I feel like I won an academy award for what I'm about to do, oh well; I just would like to take the opportunity to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday; it just shows, you like me, you really really like me haha. I did manage to get through all the emails and comments on here, myspace and facebook. And my texts on my phone as well; now I can use my birthday money to pay for the text overage I received due to this day, overwhelmingly :) J.P. I have unlimited; You know the only thing I do miss about my birthday is the cake.I hadn't had a b-day cake in easily 5-6 years. I guess I'm really getting old when I can't remember the last time I had cake; come to find out when the candles for the cake is more expensive than the cake itself then I guess that's a sign of old age. It got too expensive for me to have a b-day cake. People wonder where I get my humor and witt from; it comes from no better person than my grandfather on my dad's side. Which BT

Names
Damien Rocky- if it's a boy, it was Damien Josh Alicia Ann- was my first pick for a girl but with it being AA I don't know Now the problem I have is the girls name. I love Khristina but Josh's brother's name is Kris and I don't want Kris to think we picked the name b/c of him. Kris and I aren't that close and we've had our problems. Khristina Ann Alicia Khristina Khristina Alicia Alicia Ann Alicia Marie Alicia Lynn Khristina Lynn So I like the names Khristina, Alicia, Lynn, and Ann. I thought it would be cool if the girl name had the same initials as Josh which would be JAH. I can't come up with any J girl names that I like. HELP!!

With This Mouth......................(xxx)
The wind howls like a thousand wolves on the hunt. Slaming the walls with resounding thuds. The night is dark and starless. The moon hidden from view by blue clouds. The fire in side the cabin snaps, spark rise. There is a faint smell of the smoke from the burning wood. Before the fire lay to exhausted mounds of sleeping flesh. The hours before exhileranting and exciting. .............................She came, that is all he can think of. She is here. At his door stands his idea of perfection in everything that is real. She stands at the open door, her hair in wet strands, as the water glistens down her face, her body. Her clothes clinging to her body. She is wet from the storm, the long drive here had made her tired. Now all she can think is that she is here, staring at what she considers perfection in man. He smiles and gestures for her to contiune into the room. It's a nice cabins, cozy with a fire going and the heat feels wonderful. He tells her to take off her coat,

50 Ways To Show Him You Love Him
there are many blogs about how to show your love to a woman, how much you care for her, etc...in all fairness i have never seen one for a man so men do you want this? 50 ways to show your love 1. Hug him. 2. Write a love note. 3. Call him at work just to say "Hi." 4. Give him a foot massage. 5. Tell him a joke. 6. Caress him with slow gentle strokes. 7. Go for a walk with him. 8. Admit your mistakes. 9. Say: "I love you." 10. Indulge a whim. 11. Listen to him talk about an interest of his. 12. Be trustworthy. 13. Instead of complaining, tell him what you would prefer. 14. Look at him when you're in a discussion. 15. Send him flowers. (They`re not just for us girls.) 16. Compliment something he did. 17. Offer to help. 18. Ask him to show you how to do something. 19. Write him a poem about how special he is to you. 20. Ask him what he'd like sexually. 21. Take an afternoon drive. 22. Go away together for a weekend holiday. 23. Do something he wants to do. 24.

Why Do I Bother????
I wonder why I even bother sometimes. I love him and I know that he loves me, but when we are together he doesn't even talk to me. I don't know what I have to do to get him to talk to me or look at me, cause I feel like he doesn't even look at me. I don't know what he is thinking or what he is feeling because he won't talk to me. I feel like I should just not talk to him while he is where he is cause then maybe he would have something to talk to me about or look at me. All I know right now is that I want to cry. I don't know how to tell him how I feel, so I hope that he reads this and understands what I am feeling.

Shell-shocked: What Us Soldiers Have Experienced In Iraq
94% have been shot at 86% know someone who was seriously injured or killed 77% have shot at or directed fire at the enemy 68% have seen dead or seriously injured Americans 51% have handled or uncovered human remains 48% say they were responsible for the death of an enemy combatant 28% say they were responsible for the death of a noncombatant

Amerika
you have read my posting and heard my opinions. i`m a vet and dearly love my country. i will support members of the armed services wherever they are and what their mission is, my problem lies in them having to fight a war for WMD that didn`t exist.for the sole purpose of toppling a dictator that we gave billions of dollars to when he was our "friend and ally' when he was at war against iran. iran who used to be our ally when their government was run by the shah in a cia supported puppet regime. there is an old saying if you want the truth, follow the money.in this case money comes from OIL. over 3,000 dead american soldiers not to mention the over 20,000 with permanent injuriesfor OIL.i raq was a threat to no one but iraq, remember the no fly zones that covered 60% of the country ? we had the iraqi government contained.no ties from 911 to iraq,OIL, straight up OIL. not to mention more than a few billion dollars that have fallen into the coffers of halliburton since the iraqi invasion.

Made For Each Other
You have found me I have found you We both need a shelter from all the pain I will carry you and you can carry me through thick and thin We are each other rock, friend, strength I'll hold you as long you hold me. My arms are reaching for you, as you reach for me Our two bodies are incomplete I am the one for you and you are for me We come together to become one flesh, one soul

Katie Morgan
Okay, So with Spring here and the weather getting to where you can wear next to nothing-Katie Morgan arrives in Philly. This girl is freakin incredible! Between her little tiny body and that voice, I just wanted to get a freaky with her as possible! She reminded me of when I would experiment as a younger girl and hook up with other girls....she seemed like someone I could corrupt...But alas,I settled for a very nice pic with me on her boobies ..... Katie Morgan probably has the most energetic show I have ever seen and is just the sweetest.....

This Can Be A Great Day
If it seems you're having a difficult day, that's not really the case. Though today you may have experienced certain difficulties up to this point, those difficulties do not have to define the day. The rest of this day will be what you make it. You can choose right now to make it positive and productive. Those difficulties and frustrations that had you thinking this was a difficult day can quickly be left behind. You can in fact make this a truly great day. Take a deep breath, and be sincerely thankful for the experience and the wisdom you've already gained today. Then point your energy in a positive direction. Choose to make this moment a turning point. Instead of allowing random events to control your attitude, select an attitude that will move you forward. This is a great day. Beginning right now, you have what it takes to live that reality. -- Ralph Marston

Baby
IF ONLY TO BE THE ONE THAT YOU BELIEVE TO BE YOUR OWN I WOULD GIVE YOU WHAT YOU SEE IF IT WAS MINE TO OWN I'VE GIVEN YOU IT WITH GREAT PRIDE BUT YET THERE IS SO MUCH I STILL HIDE IF THE PAIN I FELT COULD MEND MY HEART THIS BEGINNING WE TAKE WOULD BE THE START FOR YOU I WISH I COULD BE THE MAN YOU THINK ME TO BE NOTHING MORE THAN A SCARED CHILD WHOSE LOST HIS CORNER MORE LIKE A PET WITH NO OWNER I'M THE KID IN THE CANDY STORE WITH NO REAL GUIDE LINE NO WATCH TO WATCH MY TIME LINE I TEND TO DEFINE MYSELF FROM MY HEART THAT YOU HAVE YOUVE DUSTED ME OFF IN THE WAKE OF MY MENTAL AFTERMATH TERMOIL IN MY MIND SHEDS NO LIGHT BUT YOU GUIDE ME WITH OPEN ARMS AND A HEART THATS BRIGHT EYES WIDE SHUT HEARTBEAT LOUD LOVE OF MY LIFE FOR THAT I AM PROUD

Ms. Jones July 14th
SLIPPING INTO A DEEP SIDE OF DEPRESSION EVERYNOW AND AGAIN MY MIND TEACHES ME A LESSON IN 8 DAYS I'LL BE A MARRIED MAN SOME SWEET GIRL WHO HAS TO BE NUTS GAVE ME HER HAND SHE KNOWS MOST OF MY PAST DOESNT REALLY CARE SHE LOVES WHO SHE KNOWS NOW THE ONE THATS ALWAYS THERE ITS NICE WHEN SOMEONE CAN BRING OUT THE BEST OF YOU TO TAME YOUR WILD BEAST AND LOVE THE TRUE YOU TO KNOW THAT A WOMAN LIKE HER CAN LOVE SOMEONE LIKE ME KILLS THE DEMONS INSIDE AND MAKES ME TRUELY HAPPY

Drinking With A Redneck Girl
Drinking with a Redneck Girl >> > A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar. >> > When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the >> > air, pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. >> > He says, "In Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the Same one twice." >> > The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws >> > into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. >> > He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we >> > don't need to drink with the same one twice either." >> > The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it >> > in one gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her .45, and >> > shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, >> > and calling for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many >> > illegal Mexicans and Arabs th

Confused.
I have never dated a person twice...to me it just doesn't make sense. If something was wrong enough to make you and that person break up once, then why would it magically be ok the second time around??? Well...lately I've been talking to an ex (who I still have feelings for and never really stopped caring for), and the subject of trying this dating thing again came up today. Part of me thinks I should say no and just forget about him. But then part of me misses him, and wants to be with him again........ I'm afraid of getting hurt. Of being used. But I feel like that's a risk I need to take at this point...Guys are good at the sweet talk...they know what girls like to hear, and they're sneaky like that....lol. and he is like the KING of sweet talk...that's why I'm a little nervous. Oh well...I just needed to do a bit of pointless rambling.... Goodnight everyone

My Top 10 Thoughts Of You
So, I have these random thoughts, not sure really what to do with them, so I thought a top 10 list of my daily thoughts would be fun for you...so...here you go my love... 1. I dream of you here with me with nothing on but our imaginations. 2. I can almost feel you here... caressing me... touching me... 3. You are the fire burning inside of me; you are my passion for life. 4. In the deep of the night I dream of your touch. 5. I am dying to feel your touch all over my body. 6. I want to evoke such a passion within you that leaves us both breathless. 7. You are the fire that burns the passion within my soul. 8. Loving you makes me desire you even more. 9. When you can count all the stars in the sky; that's when I'll stop wanting you. 10. You are my forever lover. I want to make love to you every minute of every day. and the bonus one... Did you dream of me touching you last night? mmmmm cause I tried baby...to tap into that dream of yours...I hope y

Nice Guys Finish Last
To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for her for house just to

Hard To Find
I found this story and thought you, readers of erotica, might enjoy it... some may be a bit extreme for some of you, but most all of it is very sexy. i hope that you enjoy it (Yes, i changed the name to John). I do not know the original author and i would appreciate any comments unless it is to bash the extremeness of this story *************************************************************************************************************** John had nothing but a close-up view of the shining steel heel of my stiletto. He was on the ground, chin to the floor, hoping for a token lick or maybe even the chance to start worshipping up my taut legs, now in fishnets. He was yearning, I know, to lick slowly up the back of my calves, following the seam, inching closer and closer up toward my thigh and eventually finding his head under my rubber skirt. Nope, it wasn't going to happen. I left him there, not releasing him from that position, as I finished my hair and makeup. My favorite mus

Cake Or Bed
WHICH WOULD U CHOOSE? CAKE OR BED????? A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY; FIX THE LIGHT, NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE A G.E. LOGO PRINTED ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO! THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT. TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY'RE ABOUT TO BREAK. I'M NOT A DAMN CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS, HE SAYS. DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS. HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE,

Time & Friends
Imagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course! Each of us has such a bank. Its name is TIME. Every morning credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. There is no drawing against the "tomorrow". You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness, and success! The clock is running. Make the most of today. To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade. To realize the value of ONE MONTH, ask a m

Come Home Soon By Shedaisy
I'm not real big into country music, but when you hear a song and touches you to the point it makes you cry after listening to it once, you either have to add this, or you have no soul. This is dedicated to our heroes...at home and abroad. I put away the groceries And I take my daily bread I dream of your arms around me As I tuck the kids in bed I don't know what you're doin' And I don't know where you are But I look up at that great big sky And I hope you're wishin' on that same bright star I wonder, I pray First Chorus: And I sleep alone I cry alone And it's so hard livin' here on my own So please, come home soon (Come home soon) I know that we're together Even though we're far apart And I'll wear our lucky penny 'round my neck Pressed to my heart I wonder, I pray First Chorus: And I sleep alone I cry alone And it's so hard livin' here on my own So please, come home soon (Come home soon) Bridge: I still imagine your touch It's bea

Him-and Love Said No
And loves light blue Lead me to you Through all the emptiness that had become my home And love lies cruel Introduced me to you And at that moment I knew I was out of hope Heal me I begged and love said no Leave me for dead and let me go Kill me I cried and love said no Kill me I cried and love said no Love's icy tomb Dug open for you Lies in a cemetery that may use my name Love's violent choose From me to you Rips your heart out and leaves you bleeding with a smile on your face Heal me I begged and love said no Leave me for dead and let me go Kill me I cried and love said no Kill me I cried and love said no And love said no And loves light would Seduced me with you And at that moment I knew I was out of hope Again Heal me I begged and love said no Leave me for dead and let me go Kill me I cried and love said no Kill me I cried and love said no And love said no --------------------------

Supernatual
her headaches are constant increasing in pain each passing day she cant even manage to stand on her own its gotten so bad you think in saying theres no use in praying but still she bows her head so she can say thank you for just one more day supernatual patience graces her face and her voice never raises all because, of a love, never let go of he has every reason to throw up his fists in the face of his God who let his mother die through all the prayers and tears, she still passed in pain anyway you think in saying theres no use in praying but still he bows his head so he can say thank you for ending her pain

Friends And Family
its funny how people meet in a grocery store a library the mall or even online ive become so close to my friends here on ct im grateful everyday for them some have become to me my family i have a whole new world of relatives here we share in each others joys and triumphs and try to hug each other when bad and rough times hit thank you all i so hope as many as can will be with my billy and i when we get married in jan ...it wont be quite the same without you there

The Controller
I am the image you dare to dream I am the nightmare in your scream I am the one you seek in the night I am the one who turned off the light You are the one who falls to the floor You are the one anxious for more You are the one ready to succumb You are the one who wants to come I am the one whom decides what is right I am the force used with all of her might I am the shock awakening every nerve I am the body you wish to serve You are the mouth that needs to feed You are the fingers that ache with need You are the one who I'll give permission You are the one giving in total submission I am the darkness you've always known I am the princess upon the black throne I am the one to inflict the pain I am the one who ignites the flame You are the one to obey my commands You are the one to meet all my demands You are the center of my darkest temptation You are the object of my newest creation

Reality From Far Below The Belt
I am not dead, just still house hunting as a result of the split...rough guess (4-6 weeks tops) and I will have another house and be back online permanently. I have plenty of stories from the last few months, but not enough time to write them all out right now. Bear with me and I shall return before you know it, or want me to.... LOL -Robert

~~take My Wealth And Stick It~~
The difference between free enterprise and the entitlement society: One day a florist goes to a barber for a haircut. After the cut he asks about his bill and the barber replies: "I'm sorry, I cannot accept money from you; I'm doing community service this week" The florist is pleased and leaves the shop. Next morning when the barber goes to open there is a thank you card and a dozen roses waiting for him at his door. Later, a cop comes in for a haircut, and when he goes to pay his bill the barber again replies: "I'm sorry, I cannot accept money from you; I'm doing community service this week." The cop is happy and leaves the shop. Next morning when the barber goes to open up there is a thank you card and a dozen donuts waiting for him at his door. Later a Republican comes in for a haircut, and when he goes to pay his bill the barber again replies: "I'm sorry, I cannot accept money from you; I'm doing community service this week." The Republican is very happy and leaves t

Friends U Can Keep
FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll

Here We Go Again.......
Why do I even bother giving two shits about this place? Again CT decides to rear its ugly head again, & yours truly is in the middle of it. AGAIN!!! Just signed on this morning & noticed a new message received. Go & open it and it's from one of the bouncers. Here's what the message says: === 'Ұẽặŕ Ǿƒ Ťĥě Đŗãĝŏŋ™' spewed forth the following at '2007-04-01 00:40:24'.. > > Under CherryTAP guidelines, your user name is NSFW. Please change the C*** to something appropriate. > > Thank you. > > Year of the Dragon > CT Bouncer Again, I don't want to sound like im being a party pooper about this, but I've had this account for 7 (count them SEVEN) months, leveled up to where I am now, & chatted with hundreds (maybe a thousand) persons since then that have no problem with my name; & NOW after all that they say that my name is offensive & needs to be changed..... Well congratulations! You have just made this site a

You Didnt See Me...
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

Flooding / Unsafe Roads !
Some of you may know how bad our weather got last week. We had alot of rain in a short period of time. I'm just asking that you keep this family in your thoughts or prayers, however you do it ! What a way to remind us how important it is to be careful when driving in flooded areas ! A dear friend of my mom's tried to drive thru a low water crossing and he got swept away. They found his truck but haven't found him yet. Scary to think of how fast it can happen. I spent the night with a friend Friday night because there was no way I could make it home ! That was the most rain i've seen come down in that short of a time span. Keep his family in your thoughts ! They're having a hard time right now especially since they can't find him. The Fuentes family ! Take care and stay safe Love and hugs ~ Cresha

Somebody Kill Me Please
Fuck it LOL. You dont know how much I need you. While youre near me I dont feel blue. And when we kiss I know that you need me too. I cant believe I found a love thats so pure and true. But it all was bullshit. It was a goddam joke. And when I think of you ______, I hope you fucking choke. I hope youre glad with what youve done to me. I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy. You left me here all alone, tears running constantly. Oh somebody kill me please, Somebody kill me plee-ase, Im on my knees, Pretty pretty please kill me. I want to die. Put a bullet in my head.

Wow How Time Flies...
I got up this morning and put my oldest son on the bus and sent my daughter with her dad because she had creative writting and had to be at school early. Then I sat down on the couch and realized that it is already April... I guess I missed the memo yesturday!! My oldest is 9 this year. God where did the years go.... I remember it like it was yesturday when I held her in my arms for the first time. I know that most people don't really care to hear this...But I look at days like this as my where should I be in my life days. I have them about once every few months and the last time that I had this kind of a day I left my husband. It is basically my sit down and evaluate my life and see if I am living it to the quality that I deserve. As it sits now I am "trying" to fix what marraige that I had. But is it what makes me happy? (Only my closest friends know the answer to that.) I left in November and moved back in with my mom. In February my bestfriend moved in with me. He moved all the way

A Hole In My Face
I know you are thinking... "a hole in my face"??? what the heck is he talkin about now!?!? I had a wisdom tooth removed today... forcibly removed that is. Just my luck too cause Tiff went out this morning and bought 4 extremely nice looking Angus Steaks for me to grill tonight,GGGRRR. I guess they are gonna have to wait cause I am full Of Vicodin and I cannot feel the left side of my head yet (thank goodness) I hate this feeling ...... I really need to stop blogging when I am on prescription medications and such Laterz David AKA "WORK"

50 Questions That You Had No Interest In Knowing The Answers To
Thanks Cpt! :) 1. Where is your dad right now? in front of the tv, probably bitching about dinner 2. Last time you kissed someone? yesterday ;) 3. Name five things you did today: 1) went to work 2) ate yummy caramel popcorn 3) yoga 4) drank coffee 5) did a survey 4. What colour is your watch? brown and stuff 5. What kind of phone do you have? sprint one that's beat all to hell 7. Where does your best friend work? Ruby Tuesday's 8. What are you listening to right now? tv in the other room 9. What do you smell like? sugar and spice and everything nice 10. What colour are your eyes? blue 11. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill? of course, silly 12. What colour is your bedroom floor? beige (isn't that fuckin exciting?) 13. Do you have a chair in your room? No 14. What are you doing tomorrow? work out, doctor appt, oil change 15. You know anyone who is engaged? umm.. probably but I can't remember 16. What's your favourite n

Masterpiece
Masterpiece (January 2001) If while I sleep you could see My thoughts tucked away nice and neat This, my love, is what you'd read These things within the deepest part of me You've been given access to the volumes of my heart Read Carefully, read closely. Read gently I am but a book, torn and tattered to the common eye But in the hands of him whom I love I become a masterpiece

Good Night My Friends And Family!
Oh what a sunday,lol. I got to meet American Cherry and we had a good time even though my car broke down on the interstate and we had to be rescued by my parents,lol. Car still in the shop so that sucks! Have a great night ya'll. Hopefully the rest of my week will get better! Sweet dreams and Hugs~Heather

Nekkid
Some people should never be nekkid. I'm one of them. I'm ok with that. A lot of people who should never be nekkid are unaware that they should never be nekkid. Now, the tricky bit is telling someone who was kind enough to be nekkid for you that they really didn't need to be nekkid and in fact it would have been better for the entire planet if they had been un-nekkid. I mean, you don't want to discourage the ones who are just fine being nekkid. That was a lot of nekkid.

Why Men Cheat!
Why Men Cheat Posted by David Zinczenko on Thu, Nov 30, 2006, 10:34 am Of course, we all know that while men and women are both capable of cheating, it's often the guys who have the biggest problem keeping their belts firmly buckled. And we all know that no matter who it's with, why it's done, or where the after-hours canoodling takes place, cheating is-most of the time-the ultimate relationship death sentence. But instead of dwelling on what happens after the cheating takes place, one of the ways to perhaps prevent infidelity is by knowing a little bit about why men stray. I'm not offering them as excuses, merely explanations as to what happens in that brain (and other body parts) of his-in hopes that you might be able to prevent it. Here, the top reasons why men cheat: To Fulfill His Biology: You know the old anthropological tale. A man's main job, besides killing the saber-tooth, is to spread his seed in order to ensure the survival of his genetic legacy. It's a man's biolo

Yep
1.Who was your first kiss?: I don't even remember... must not have been that great 2.Who was your first feel up?: Ahhhhh... his name was Cory... in a tent... with 4 other people sleeping... I was 14 3.When did you lose your virginity?: 17... night before graduation 4.Was it good?: Yep :) 5.Who was it with?: Brian... my first love 6.Oral sex?: What about it? 7.Spit or swallow? Ugh... neither 8.Anal sex?: Depends 9.Ever have a orgy?: Not that I know of 10.If no, would you have one?: Probably not 11.Faveroite position?: All 12.Sex. For love or fun?: Both 13.Whats the longest you have had sex for?: OMG... no idea... probably awhile 14.Whats the longest you have gone without sex?: A year... and I lived with the guy! 15.How many times a day do you wanna have sex?: As many as possible 16.Ever been to a strip club?: Not really a club 17.Ever gotten a lap dance?: Yes... and he looked like Mark Wahlberg... fucking HOT! 18.Made

I Cant Sleep...
So. Here I am again. I couldnt take advantage of more sleep time cuz Im not used to being in bed early, so hey, why not? Post a blog... I honestly dont feel well. Not sick as in fever.. cough.. sore throat.. I feel weak, as if I just may be losing my mind. My patience. My will to even continue. Im in the middle of a tug of war. Im caught in the middle of crap, and Im being pulled on from every direction, it seems. Sometimes, Im scared. I sit in this chair and I think to myself. Long and hard. I havent really felt this type of fear for a long while. Yet, its back. I dunno.. Maybe I just want something great to happen to me already. Im just sulking in the bad shyt too much. I need to break free, almost. How can I though, when I dont know what I want? When I dont know what would make me happy exactly? What if I never find it...? A day at a time, I guess. Thats all I have to give, and thats all I have left. The will to just keep allowing the sun to rise and bring me a new day

Tuesday
Guess its one of those days for thinking. Was laying in bed this morning, thought of some stuff I wanted to blog about, and by the time I got up I forgot part of it. I think today is a good day to leave me alone.

A Disheartening Reality
A Disheartening Reality Robin Marie Poncek Tuesday April 3, 2007 1030 P.M Unpredictable suffering seems to beseech me Lost among the chaos of sorrow Wrapped in the embrace of loneliness Drenched in uncertainty and fear With failure knocking upon the door Dare I answer, can I accept that Shivering at the brink The world is turning to ash slipping through my fingers No longer knowing what is above or below A sickening spiral downward Desperate grasping for any chance The tide is high and I am out of air Mere survival is the key Praying for the dawn to come But fearing it more and more Shall such disaster maintain How much of this can be endured Hanging on by a thread which is frayed half way through The damn of tears has been overwhelmed and demolished The raging river run rampant Do I give in and give up all I fight for Accepting all failure and worthlessness

Opposite Sex Bashing...or Same Sex..which Is Worse?
Good Morning, whewy a late start to writing anything always turns into a bashing of something and since I already did my Tuesday Tirade on the Bishop Community College yesterday I will pick on …men… I mean talk about men. Ever notice that a man can cut down another man and it is not personal. But, have a woman cut down another man… ut-oh then the fangs come out and the words start rhyming with Itch. Switch, Banish…just kidding… but it seems when guys cut down other guys there are always boundaries one does not cross into. Like the point of no return. Once one delves into that area. Well just say friendships are lost and never ever really the same. But let’s curtail that talk for a minute and back up to why can another man, guy, boy whom-ever pick on another guy, man boy and it’s all fair but the woman aspect of it makes it mean.? Same thing true when a Man picks on a gal, girl, woman… so on and so forth. What is our deals? Why do we have such a hard time with opposite sex’s remarks on

Chapter 24 { The Invisibel Man
XXIV. THE PLAN THAT FAILED "But now," said Kemp, with a side glance out of the window, "what are we to do?" He moved nearer his guest as he spoke in such a manner as to prevent the possibility of a sudden glimpse of the three men who were advancing up the hill road -- with an intolerable slowness, as it seemed to Kemp. "What were you planning to do when you were heading for Port Burdock? Had you any plan?" "I was going to clear out of the country. But I have altered that plan rather since seeing you. I thought it would be wise, now the weather is hot and invisibility possible, to make for the South. Especially as my secret was known, and everyone would be on the lookout for a masked and muffled man. You have a line of steamers from here to France. My idea was to get aboard one and run the risks of passage. Thence I could go by train into Spain, or else get to Algiers. It would not be difficult. There a man might always be invisible -- and yet live. And do things. I was usi

Marrying The Navy
Ed is going to MEPS on thursday to hopefully go back active duty....if he does get AD status we are getting married in a couple weeks....if he gets reserve status it will be a couple of months before we get married....let me know if you want to know as soon as we know what day we are getting married oh yeah i am moving to the place i lived before except this time i have heat and running water YAY....just a few of the important things to have you know....i will let everyone know when i get set up there

What's On My Mind~
Guess you can say that I'm venting a lil.~ OK, I have had a lot of time to myself today and that isn't always a good thing...My mind tends to start going in all kinds of directions... I haven't been on CT that long but I have contact with some really cool people... Then I have some across one who needed his ass checked at the door in more ways than one... I have also came across one or two who like to talk a bunch of bullshit. I am brutally honest and straight to the point... When I come across people who only like to talk a bunch of bullshit, they are the same as head game players and I don't have time for that... Life's way to damn short so I just brush them off like a piece of fuzz on my shoulder and keep on going... I am one who does what they say they are going to do... I can be very cold and have no emotion what so ever when it comes to people that only say things they don't really mean, lie and/or play mind games... Makes one wonder what is so hard about just saying

Sexiest Lady Of Cherry Tap Contest Please Vote Thanks So Much !!
Sexiest Lady Of Cherry Tap contest Please vote Thanks so much !! Click on pic to take you to contest link , thediamonddew.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

My Superhero Name
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Micro Squirrel Your Superpower is Technology Your Weakness is Peanut Butter Sticking to the Roof of Your Mouth Your Weapon is Your Gas Foam Your Mode of Transportation is Dinosaur What's your Superhero Name?

What Does My Name Mean
What Michael Stottele Means M is for Modern I is for Intelligent C is for Chic H is for Happy A is for Astounding E is for Enjoyable L is for Lovable S is for Spectacular T is for Trendy O is for Optimistic T is for Tolerant T is for Talented E is for Exquisite L is for Legendary E is for Enjoyable What Does Your Name Mean?

I Didn't Lie, It's Just That Shit Happens.
This is the new philosophy that I heard from a person that I know pretty well. The person claims to never lie. Of course, that is a lie. But the philosophy in the subject line more or less covers anything that can be called a lie. If you are caught cheating on your lover, the phrase works as a charm! If you go to court and the DNA proves that you committed the crime, that would be your retort. Isn't it amazing to never be called a liar by saying that you always tell the truth, but shit happens?

~~they Walk Among Us~~
Enjoy! They walk among us and some are even related to us. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free". "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free" She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" They Walk Among Us! While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and said, "Oh I don't keep up with that stuff." They Walk Among Us!!

Best Showin Love Tattoo Contest.
The Best Showin Love Tattoo Contest For this contest contestants must enter there tattoos that show love for someone else. Such as there Husband, Wife, Boy friend, Girl friend, Children ect… First prize 3 day Blast. PM me using the link below and send me a link to your photo. Contest begins when I have enough entries. Lets see who you love! ~Aremis of the Winged Death of LDC~@ CherryTAP

It Only Takes One Person To Make Change..
Eyes to every corner, a look in every way, litter trips you over, the world is not okay, the dump is getting big, the garbage all around, times to passing by, we cant see the ground, the grass is turning yellow,every tree is dying ouy, the flowes are bending down, the bent over spout, the air is not fresh, the animals are, the homeless are poor, the hungary are not fed, the racist run along, the murder runs away, the capture is hidden, the rapes everyday, global warming taking place, weather to fierce, the rain causing sickness, the winds are pierce, distasters all time, the earth is shaking fear, the people waste their lives, some change for a year, the world is getting colder, the ice is getting high, soon the world's gone, everyone will die, well all die with regret, left the world with regret, looking down at home, a tear will shed so sad, but one day that might happen, it might and might not, not until we sin these battles, not until weve faug

Cherrios For Breakfast
A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. 'You know what? ' says the 6 year old. 'I think it's about time we started cussing.' The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, 'When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with hell and you say something with 'ass.' The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, 'Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios.' WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, 'You can just stay there until I let you out!' She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, 'And what do YOU want for breakfast young man?' 'I don't know,' he blubbers, 'but you can bet yo

Tongue
Well This morning I finally went and done it! It was not as bad as I expected (or was led to believe by certain haters...lol)I probably shouldn't say that should I.... ok... so it was soooooooo painful.... I am hard I am...lol

Real As Can Be
I wake up to darkness, crying out your name, loneliness is the only reply, and girl its driving me insane, I look up to heaven, tearfully count the stars, send each one a wish and a prayer, to light your way back to my arms, I know it takes time, for us to find our ways, but i hope and i pray, your's comes back my way, you're my everything, between the truth and a dream, my every fantasy, but you're as real as can be, i took a dive out on that dirt road, with that big house on the hill, remember how you said that could be us, I promised someday it will, we swore our love forever, never let the other slip away, live each day likes its the last, now i'm lost in yesterday, I know it takes time, for us to find our ways, but i hope and i pray, your's comes back my way, you're my everything, between the truth and a dream, my every fantasy, but you're as real as can be, All i can do is be patient, Hope we fit Gods plan, cause everyday without you,

Check This Out!!! I Couldn't Beleive It!!!
Check Out This Restaurant! ï¿½ ï¿½ ï¿½ ï¿½ ï¿½ ï¿½ The World's First All-glass Undersea Restaurant Opens The Maldives | 15 April marks the day that the first ever all-glass undersea restaurant in the world opens its doors for business at the Hilton Maldives Resort & Spa. Ithaa* will sit five meters below the waves of the Indian Ocean, surrounded by a vibrant coral reef and encased in clear acrylic offering diners 270-degrees of panoramic underwater views. "We have used aquarium technology to put diners face-to-face with the stunning underwater environment of the Maldives", says Carsten Schieck, General Manager of Hilton Maldives Resort & Spa. "Our guests always comment on being blown away by the colour, clarity, and beauty of the underwater world in the Maldives, so it seemed the perfect idea to build a restaurant where diners can experience fine cuisine a

"the Last Letter To Be"
I exist now dreaming in reality, shades of deep reds and grays, Evolving at the speed of light As my third eye sees all, I bring my fingers to my lips and time stops I feel you. I ponder you and wallow in the memory of your scent and way. How you called me baby The way you made me laugh The way you touched my heart and made me believe Unable to stop, it seems too wonderful, but in the end there is not much but pain. I allow this for some time, then I awake and know that I am alive and the possibilities are endless. Wanting you to taste my soul and undeniably know that I am the one and we are one to conquer happiness together, unimaginably, the way you knew that we could and will if you say one word, Yes! Your fear. Your ego. Your pride. They protect and also hurt you, keeping you from what is rightfully yours, Love. If I had your heart again? Oh, the way I would touch it, nurture it and protect it My most sacred gift God wants what I want, he

"requirements"
Take my hand when my eyes weep. Hold me gently in your arms. Play in my hair, as I sleep. Dazzle me with all your charm. Provide me time and space. Listen closely when I speak. Secure in your life my place. Support me the times I'm weak. Cherish our time together. Dread any time we're apart. Mean when you say forever. Let my absence gnaw your heart. And let all my joys be yours. Let my sorrows be as well. And share relationship chores. Mind your ego, lest it swell. And I beg you never fight. Let us walk our time in peace. With a kiss for every night, Let our passions never cease. But above all these my dove, Swear always that you'll be true. For's not you I ask these of - They're my promises to you.

~~hillary Clinton Fuks Rosy O'donnel~~
Breaking News New Hillary Software Lets Voters Customize Her Positions Hillary 8.0 Could Spell Victory in ’08 Crisscrossing the nation in her quest for the 2008 Democratic nomination, Senator Hillary Clinton (D-NY) today unveiled new state-of-the-art software that will enable voters to customize her positions on a host of issues. Dubbed “Hillary 8.0,” the software will be handed out for free at all of Sen. Clinton’s campaign rallies and could provide the technological advantage she needs to sew up her party’s nod. At a rally in Chicago, campaign workers handed out the software disks to supporters while Sen. Clinton told the crowd, “Hillary 8.0 means victory for Hillary in ’08.” The New York senator told her supporters that the new software “will make me the very best Hillary you want me to be, whatever that happens to be.” The software, compatible for both Mac and PC users, allows potential Hillary voters to configure their very own version of Sen. Clinton, choosi

I Found You...
By: Allen :) You're the one I couldn't forget Even at the last breath I take You're the one my heart longs for Because I found real joy in you You're the one I'll love so true For you gave me same love too You're the one I needed most For I am so in love with you You light my life and turn it right And put a music in my heart How can I thank you for all the things And for the love you've given me? I can never ask for more because My life has been complete since I FOUND YOU!

Fresh Meat Ladies
A LONG TIME FRIEND OF MINE JOINED AND NEEDS SOME LOVING FROM YOU LADIES SHOW IF YOU COULD PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW HIM SOME CHERRY LOVE... I CANT PROMISE HE WONT BITE LMFAO SHOW HIM SOME EASTER LOVE AT LESS LMMFAO http://www.cherrytap.com/user/804122 THANK YOU SWEEET DESTINY

Tainted Love
Sometimes I feel I've got to Run away I've got to Get away From the pain that you drive into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere And I've lost my light For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night (chorus) Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Oh...tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to Run away I've got to Get away You don't really want IT any more from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight And you'LL think love is to pray But I'm sorry I don't pray that way (chorus...) Don't touch me please I cannot stand the way you tease I love you though you hurt me so Now I'm going to pack my things and go Tainted love, tainted love (x2) Touch me baby, tainted love (x2) Tainted love (x3)

A Very Interesting Request...lets See Who Has The Guts To Do This
I DID SO ALL U WOMEN CAN DO THIS TOO COME ON ladies i am in a contest with a friend of mine and i need a female to write "tha Verdict Rocks" on their totally exposed boobies and send me a pic. no face necessary i just need the bare boobies (with nipples showing) that say "Tha Verdict Rocks" thank you in advance, tha verdict p.s. please repostTha Verdict {SUPER FLIRT}{CTAF SQUAD 2 #17}@ CherryTAP

Let Me...
Prepare yourself, its time for another sexcapade, Put that Eye Contact in the radio and let it play. Take your bra and panties off baby, then just let it sway, So I can start the session up, then sex all of your breath away. If I may... let me kiss on your most private parts, Nibbling and tickling on you, fullfilling you wildest thoughts. Got your pussy pumping with my tongue, and got you jumping off, Rocking back and forth and moaning, only when your monkey's soft... Will I take my tool of love and slip it up inside of you, Climax after climax, steading rising as I guide you through. The wildest ride you ever had... but there's a suprise for you, Your eyes fill with excitement when you realize that your ride aint through... 10 inches inside you got you wetter than you ever been, It's getting better by the second... Is it daddy's...yes it is. Sexing at its best, after you rest you have to tell a friend, I told you that you'd be impressed, the second that you let

So Professional
So Professional. Current mood: confused Category: Sarcasm Jobs, Work, Careers Well, over the weekend I lost my W2's .. so I had to trudge my happy-ass back to Boone County and ask them for another copy... course, I also had to turn in my last timesheet. I happend to peek at my mailbox and I had a fucking present in there.. Im thinking.. What kind of job gives presents to the people they fire ? This is just too much. I waited until I was in the car to read the card.. It said Happy Anniversary. Apparently, someone didn't get the message that I was no longer employed there. Gee,.. how considerate and professional of them. So, I got a mug. Its like.. the third one I've gotten. Thank you BCIL! You've given me so much! I'm so grateful!

What Do U Think
I'VE GOTTA FIND YOU! I've got this dream that won't go away When I close my eyes your there night and day Baby whatever it takes I've gotta find you Are you someone I know or that I'll meet by chance Are you somewhere close or in a far away land Across the ocean or burnin' sand, I've gotta find you I've gotta find you, don't care how long it takes I know when I do it'll be worth the wait With God as my witness and love as my guiding star Maybe Miami on some sandy beach New York City making waves on wall street No matter where you are, I've gotta find you I've gotta find you You could be a checker at the grocery store For all I know you're the girl next door One thing I know for sure, I've gotta find you You might be a waitress workin' your way through school Or the anchor person on the six o'clock news Only my heart knows who, I've gotta find you I've gotta find you, don't care how long it takes I know when I do it'll be worth the wait With God as my w

Letter To Girl Of My Past
Your love was pain, so tell me, what did I gain? the pain and misery of cheating on me never goes away but a constant reminder to me that what once could have been could now never be, and that kills me inside because you said you'd love me and never part yet you acted like a tart and broke my heart All those words you said to me.. you love me, for eternity and blah blah blah your a damn disgrace girl you need a punch in the face, using and abusing words like that, like they were nothing, water from a tap, fuck you, you wind me up, you piece of crap, Don't get me wrong, I cared for you more than you'll know I told you everything and let my feelings show but I had no choice as to let you go even though I did love you more than I thought was true, you played me, so FUCK YOU. I just wanted you to know that I hate you with a passion, you fucked with my head...hey guess what, I'm not dead It'll take more than you to get to me I'm actually happy it feels like I'm

On Living In Harmony
THIS IS THE GREAT SECRET. THIS IS THE SACRED WISDOM. DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE IT DONE UNTO YOU. ALL OF YOUR PROBLEMS, ALL OF YOUR CONFLICTS, ALL OF YOUR DIFFICULTIES IN CREATING A LIFE ON YOUR PLANET OF PEACE AND JOY ARE BASED IN YOUR FAILURE TO UNDERSTAND THIS SIMPLE INSTRUCTION, AND TO FOLLOW IT.

Its Been So Long
Its been so long since I felt your touch I would give anything to hold you This feeling I've never felt so much I would love to kiss and console you... Its been so long since I kissed your cheek Or just sit back and share a laugh If I was there I wouldnt miss a beat But I miss my other half... Its been so long since you've been in my arms What a wonderful feeling that was And just the thought makes me feel warm Becuase thinking of you... thats love... Its been too long since I've seen your face A face that is one of a kind And there is no other face that could take your place Because baby girl, you are mine... -Nemesis the Nazerene-

The Mistake
I gave you my heart with all strings attached, and even a piece of my soul... in hopes of knowing our souls were a match, but now i sit all alone... we laughed, we cried, we seen it all, but there was one thing that we missed... the day that our relationship would fall, and the day we lost that bliss... we loved each other but not ourselves, and that was our mistake. becuase loving ones self is love at its best, and thats what sealed our fate... NEMESIS THE NAZERENE

The Red Neck Mafia
To all my freinds and fans you know me as headhunter .Over the passed few days i have met alot of great people . so if anyone of who are true red necks or just are real down to earth laid back have a beer go fishing ,or cook out with freinds . like jeff foxxworthy sayas you mite be a redneck .and theirs nothing wrong with that .so join the famliy see where we can take this thing . we have 3 people right now so let me know. REDNECK MAFIA

Be Gentle This Is My First Time
Wow, what to put here.....Any Idea.......Give me your ideas.... My name is Tim, I am a fulltime National Guard in Alaska, I have been doing the military thing for 19 years...Well thats all for now...

Late Night Soul Searching...
Have you ever had one of those nights where you were so tired yet your soul wouldn't be still?? If you have than you'll understand this blog. What started out as simple questions of "what if". What if I had never been shown the wrath of an angry partner? What if I had never met "him"? What if I wouldn't have left him? Etc....turned into a night of soul searching. I used to look at my past through negative eyes. Who could actually find something positive in having the shit beat out of you? Who could think of a reason to feel happy about losing a partner? Tonight it donned on me that I CAN! Every negative thing that happened actually shaped me as the person I am today. Perhaps I would have never met you, him, her...had I not been through the things I have. To the people in my past...THANK YOU for influencing my life with the fucked up shit you did! LOL To the people in my present...The ones that actually ARE here and not just for points (Yall know who you are)...You and I

George Bush
One night George Bush was tossing restlessly in his white house bed. He awakened to see George Washington standing by him. Bush asks him George Washington whats the best thing to help the country? George Washington said set an honest and honerable example, just as I did, Washington fades away. The next night Bush was stirring and sees the ghost of Thomas Jefferson moving through the darkened bedroom. Bush calls out Tom wait. Bush asks what I can do to help the country? Tom replies respect the constitution, as I did, Jefferson says and fades away. The third night Bush was stirring and he sees the ghost of FDR hovering over his bed. Bush whispers Franklin whats the best thing that I can do for the country? FDR replies help the less fortunate as I did, and fades into the mist. Bush isnt sleeping well the fourth night and sees a figure in the darkness, its the ghost of Abe Lincoln. Bush pleads, Abe whats the best thing I can do for the country? Lincoln replies, go see a play

3am
Its 3am and i can't sleep, can't rid these thoughts of you, Funny how I was your everything, But still not good enough for you, Try'na get lost on this highway, or pray it winds back to you, I'm so confused right now, either one would do, Chorus: Can you tell me how I'm everything, all you'll ever need, The one to make you happy, Yeah, you loved only me, All I ever did was love you, Let you chace your dreams, Held you high- let you fly, Now you've flown away from me, I turn around your memory, Start to smile and then, See the same signs telling me, I'm running in circles again, Yeah, these wheels keep turning, burning up my mind, Every where I go, Its you I find, (chorus) Bridge: I knew this couldn't be real, cause the way you make me feel is a dream, Now you're gone, the pain so strong, drives me to my knees, chorus

The Spirit Within You
This is one of the first poems I ever wrote. Im not good at writng them but I just make up my own words to ryme and put in place. Hope you like and thanks for reading. ~The Spirit Within You~ The Spirit Within You is as bight as the morning sky and is as warm as the evening sun. The Spirit Within You can set your mind free and cherish the warmth in your heart. The Spirit Within You is the soul that friends mostly care about and can love all through etinity. So when you think about the Spirit Within You, always remember the friends that care about you, will always be there for you.

To A Whore You All Well Know
to my ex: Ha, you try to hurt me, but i'm better than that. i took you in because you were so damn pitiful when i found you. and i raised you up from the shitty little hole. and as such, it is only suitable that i return you down to your class, you trash. you were just a charity case, like a sick puppy. i did string you along, played with you for a while, it was the least i could do to repay your kindness. I'm not the one to brag, but you were never in my league. so, with this i say goodbye, and return you to the shit hole where you will spend the rest of your life. Your Baby, Oz

Movies I Have Seen Recently
I have gone to the movies several time s here lately being that I have been on vacation and such and just let me say "300" was awesome great movie. I also saw "Blades of Glory" and it was stupid but pretty funny still good. And I saw " The Number 23 " and that was really cool you'll never figuer it out till the end.

Something To Think About
FRIENDS Friends are the flowers in the garden of life. They help you through times of trouble and strife. There’s nothing like friends to make a heart sing. True friends will share with you most everything. They will not abandon in times of need. They aren’t overcome by envy or greed. Friends are the icing on life’s great big cake. Real friends will give and allow you to take. I don’t know how I would survive without friends. They applaod my beginings and mourn my sad ends. Tell me please tell me what would I do If I didn’t have a garden full of friends just like YOU! HAVE A BEAUTIFUL WEEK MY FRIEND PhD. Moris HUG / Istanbul-Turkey

Dunno Till It's Gone...
you know that full saying... well i think I know it too all to well. this may not be all about me it may be about everything thats going on with all that is around me but I just feel like writting about it. Well "you never know what you got till it's gone" how come men and or women can't realize this before they loose the one that really matters? I mean do you think they are going to give you chance after chance and never get fed up? I mean example: someone close to you family or good friend is letting you live with them, low rent and minimal bills compared to what you really should have, also does a ton of stuff for you such as laundry cook and what not, but you take advantage and think it's owed to you. I mean wouldn't you rather have a roof over your head and be safe and warm at night then not know where your going to live and how your going to eat? why mess that up. or how about example: you marry the love of your life have kids with them, then you go behind their back and talk or

Dreaming Again
Season of lust , our desires flow I think of us and the feelings grow Stronger and deeper than either knew Because of the soul connection with you Being so joined thought so far apart You live in my dreams and in my heart Dreams of passion and dreams that give All of my thoughts and desires live In the moments that we alone share Lost in the desire to be with you there To hold you and kiss you and be yours divine To know I am yours and you are mine Lasting as one and lusting our desire We are connect as one and build the fire That has forged us to be forever one soul Knowing that in love we grew to be whole You and I share one love dream true Loving and living our whole life new By R. Thomas Dinsmore What if we had never met Would you know me even yet Would you hear my souls longing call Would you long beyond all recall For the love we both had never known For the type of love that is so naturally grown That blossoms without effort and is true That m

Skittles..... Red !!!!
The Skittle Game!! Yellow skittle: Taken And About To Break Up Dark Green skittle: you don't care Red Skittle: Taken And Lovin every minute of it Purple Skittle: Taken And Confused Orange Skittle: Crushing On Someone Blue Skittle: Like someone who you are not sure likes you back Peach Skittle: Single and like someone, but they said they dont like you like that Pink Skittle: Like someone who likes you back but not going out.... Green Skittle: Just broke up with sumone, but still have feelings for them Strawberry Skittle: just feel like giving up, layin back and let the right person come to me White Skittle: In an abusive relationship Hot pink Skittle: just confused and watever happens happens Invisible Skittle: I'm single.....who cares. Silver Skittle: Gave up on love a long time ago Black Skittle: if a man appears over my bed with a knife I'll shove skittles up his @$$ and make him taste the rainbow yes-s-s-s Brown Skittle: so confused

Thank You For Loving Me
Spent the whole night looking for the right words, Well, none sound right, I just cant find the sweetest way to say, I want to hold you tight, A poetic way for me to say, I need your lips on mine, A way for me to tell you, I will love you for the rest of time, No nothing seems to fit, No I just can’t make it rhyme, And I’ve tried and tried, 10,000 times, So, here I am, Baby its come to this, I’m just gonna look you in the eyes, And tell it like it is, I can’t live one minute without you, I can’t even breath when your gone, Each moment you are away I feel so weak, The ten feet tall with you in arms, Forever never meant anything, Until you, Now I don’t want one day to pass, Unless I spend it with you, So here it is I said, This is how I feel, Baby, I can’t live without you, I’ve never known anything so real, You’re my every dream come true, You are more than I will ever need, All my love for a lifetime and over, Thank you for loving me…..

Goodnight All
www.hostdrjack.com Want to say a special thank you to Wolfie~Freedom's isn't Free CT HUSBAND~General for the Patriotic Bombers of CT~ for helping Jason level tonight! I will soon also be needing help, almost back to level 15 where i had to restart from so keep me in mind. Much love to you all~ LOVE YA~HEATHER

Guestbooks
Hey everyone! I want all of my friends with guestbooks to know that I'm sorry for not being able to sign them. For some reason, my pc just isn't compatible with them. I have tried quite a few of them and my pc is so sucky, I just can't get them to work. Even joining the sites, lol I still can't get to a persons book to sign it. I can view your pics and such but I am unable to sign the actual guest book. Crazy, huh? Anyway, I wanted to explain to everyone why I've not signed in case I haven't already told you. Take care, I hope everyone's week is going well. I've been sick and my Internet Provider was down a couple of days so I've not been around. I'm sure it wasn't noticed that I was away, lol but I do want you to know that I missed my good friends. Pamela

The Beast Within
the night is his world he lives in the shadows the beast within alive waiting, watching, wanting his eys can mesmerize with a simple gaze his smile, seductive she resists but briefly she tantalizes his senses the beast waiting for the sweet satisfaction only her lifeforce can give he pierces her skin tasting her sweet nectar the beast alive, wanting more needing to be sated he breathes her in as her blood feeds the beast sweet, satisfying like none he has known

A Day At A Time
Love is cold, But it burns from the inside. How are you supposed to know, Wich way is wrong or right? Something that feels so strong, But soon it fades away. You meet someone new, And it feels so strange. You wonder what the feeling is, But it just won't go away. For some reason instead, It grows stronger every day. How do I find out if they feel the same way? And what do you do, If you've already given your heart away? You want to get close to one, Without hurting the other. You tell yourself it's all wrong, Not knowing why it still feels right. What is wrong with me, For feeling this way? I'm afraid if I do anything, I'll end up hurting someone. Maybe I'm just lonely, And it'll all just go away. Or maybe I'm not, And I should just take it day by day. By: Sara Prince March 1, 1997

Funny Stuff
Remember it takes a college degree to fly a plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one. After every flight, UPS pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then the pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by UPS pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, UPS is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit S: Something tightened in cockpit P: Dead bugs on windshield. S: Live bugs on back-

My 1st Contest
Hey everyone! I know everyone is getting tired of contests but this happens to be my 1st, (and probably only), contest and I need some help. I am currently in 3rd place out of about 20. If anyone could help it would be greatly appreciated. Here is the link and thanks again! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=586853&albumid=308803&i=4100841319

A Daddys Love
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirmi ng imp atiently, nxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them wa

Anybody?
Anyone want to call the pet store here and see if they can sex my baby guinea pigs for me? I absolutely hate making phone calls to people I don't know for fear that I'll say something really dumb. I don't mind talking on the phone (or more), but making a call myself, forget it. I also need to call the doctor to get my neck looked at it (I hurt it a few weeks back and don't know how) but I'm too chicken to do that too. Maybe I need to hire an assistant to make those calls for me? LOL

Girls
girls BE HONEST! **YES or NO** - - - - - - YES or N0 Ugly? : Kind? : Loud? : Shy? : Weird? : Selfish? : Ghetto? : Crazy?: Nice? : Mean?: Immature? : Rude?: Cool? : Stupid? : Caring? : Mature? : A friend? : More than a friend? : Talkative? Boring? Hott : Creative? : Smart? : A flirt? : A psycho? Athletic? : Confusing? : Sweet? : Annoying? : Funny? : Hyper? : Laid back? Perfect? : - - - - - - iF Y0U C0ULD Give me a new name, what would it be ?: Hook me up with someone, who would it be ?: Do one thing with me, it would be ?: Drop me one piece of advice, it would be ?: - - - - - - W0ULD Y0U Kiss me ?: Have sex with me ?: Ever go out with me ?:If you already have, would you do it again ? Marry me if you could ?: Ever talk bad about me if we were to break up ? - - - - - - QUESTi0NS What is my phone number?: Which song reminds you of me?: When is my birthday?: Who is/are my best friend/s?: Where did we meet?: Have you ever had

The Blackboard
One day when the teacher walked to the black board, she noticed someone had written the word 'penis' in tiny letters. She turned around, scanned the class looking for the guilty face. Finding none, she quickly erased it, and began her class. The next day she went into the room, and she saw, in larger letters, the word 'penis' again on the black board. Again, she looked around in vain for the culprit, but found none, so she proceeded with the day's lesson. Every morning, for about a week, she went into the classroom and found the same disgusting word written on the board, each day's word, larger than the previous day's word. Finally, one day, she walked in, expecting to be greeted by the same word on the board, but instead, found the words: "The more you rub it, the bigger it gets!"

Ya Gotta Say You're Sorry. Sorry, My Ass....
Apparently, one can say whatever vile and evil thing comes to mind, as long as you're willing to say "I'm sorry", or "I condemn such and such..." That's the message I'm getting these days from the current Media Crisis DuJour. I guess it really doesn't matter these days what you really believe, or what you really stand for, as long as you're willing to be flogged in public. I thought public floggings sort of went out with platform buckled shoes, but maybe I'm wrong. Look, I'm not about to defend the indefensible. Insert Don Imus, Al Sharpton, Jesse Jackson, Howard Stern, Bill O'Reilly, Geraldo Rivera, or whatever your flavor is today. I hate all of these guys. I don't think any of them speak for common sense, nor do I admire any of them for any reason. I think they're all pigs and because I feel that way, I don't listen to their shows, read their crap or purchase anything (that I know of) that is advertised on their airwaves. The latest is, we apparently demand not only

Let Me
ok its been a long time and i suck at grammer in english just as much in french so bare with the mistakes n typos je t'aime moi aimer les nombreuses manières de toi, la manière que vous sentez en retard la nuit. La manière vous me jugez sûr et fortement. Votre force et grace et naturellement votre beau visage votre état mental fort et votre goût délicieux mais ceci ne seront jamais pas jamais pour moi juste un rêve que je me tiens dessus sur celui tristement ne viendrai jamais vrai. © Biker REDS 2007

You Ask Me If
You ask me if I love you, and I ask myself how to begin to share with you the feelings in my heart. You inspire in me a love so deep words cannot describe it, so powerful that it overwhelms my every thought. You ask me if I love you, and I wish there were a way you could just see into my soul and find the depth of passion, tenderness, and love that holds you closer to my heart than anyone or anything else.

These Faces
Our Faces Faces, faces every where Faces here and there’s faces there Peoples faces stop and stair The faces are shocked frightened and scared Some faces are rich other faces are poor This face can’t believe it when their face wants war Just like our souls are faces have torn But these faces can heal and our souls reborn We’re nothing but animals locked in this cage Our only way out is to release all this rage It seems there’s no escape from the killing and dying We nee to stop this rage and heel the land from crying The faces are black yellow and white So don’t try and tell me which colour face is right Now this face is angry and ready to fight Time to ask yourself and ask the reason why? There’s face’s to blame, the faces in control These faces are heading to an empty black whole The only place for answers is to face your own soul Cause at the end of the day it’s your face in control We’re nothing but animals locked in this cage Our only way out is to re

My Baby Sized Penis!!!
I have a tiny baby size penis and I am looking for a woman to laugh and make fun of it while she watches me play with myself online. I have a web camera and I really want to show you how tiny my little bitty wienee is. Please instant message me at mypenisislittledamnit@yahoo.com if you are interested.

My Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Rowan Tree You are full of charm and cheer. You light up a room. And while you crave attention, you do it without ego. You are an interesting mix of contradictions - and very unpredictable. You are both dependent and independent, calm and restless. You are passionate, emotional, gregarious, and (at times) unforgiving.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Healing After A Personal Loss
Here are two ways you can use magick in your search for healing after a loss. You can use either a ritual or a mojo bag. Below are some materials to choose from. Use only what you can find, and put together your ritual however you want. Because this loss is personal to YOU, you must write your own chant and put together the spell as it suits you. If I wrote it for you, it wouldn't work. * Herbs: Allspice, apple, bay, carnation, cedar, cinnamon, gardenia, flax, rowan, pine, rose, rosemary, thyme. * Colors: White, violet, and blue. * Fabrics: Silk or cotton. * Elements: Earth and fire. * Symbols/Amulets: Ankh, billiken, chai, cross, dragon, heart. What I would suggest you use this info for is to create a sort of loss-bearing ritual, or create a mojo bag to carry with you which will help heal and strengthen your heart & soul. For a ritual, burn a candle of one of the colors and incense of an herbal scent (one of those listed), and you should create your own chant while focus

To Change Eye Colour
For the magick practitioner wishing to test their skill, there is a way to do this. It is more difficult and takes much practice. It's also completely natural. You must be relatively advanced as a witch to use the magical method, but once you learn it's fun and entertaining. This type of magic is commonly called a glamor. It is really just a matter of taking a desire and making it surface so that it is visible to other people. Close your eyes. You must have complete focus and be concentrating only on changing the eye color, any other distractions must be cleared from the mind. Now fill your mind with the color your eyes are, right now, naturally. Now see that color slowly change to the color you wish your eyes to become. See it overpower your natural color. Imagine that the color shines like a ray of light from inside your mind out through your eyes. Visualize your eyes becoming that color as the light passes through them. (This process should take at least 15 minutes the first few

Her Window Ledge
She said it's cold It feels like Independence Day And I can't break away from this parade But there's got to be an opening Somewhere here in front of me Through this maze of ugliness and greed And I seen the sun up ahead At the county line bridge Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead We'll run until she's out of breath She ran until there's nothin' left She hit the end-it's just her window ledge

Song Of The Night
This song came on, it made me remember the prayer service me and my friends had the night before I had surgery for cancer. I know its not about cancer... but they picked out the music and it was touching. Mighty Mighty Bosstones- Impression The I Get Have you ever been close to tragedy or been close to folks who have? Have you ever felt the pain so powerful, so heavy you'd collapse? No? Well, I've never had to knock on wood But I know someone who has which makes me wonder if I could It makes me wonder if I Never had to knock on wood and I'm glad I haven't yet because I'm sure it isn't good. That's the impression that I get. Have you ever had the odds stacked up so high you'd need a strength most don't possess? Or has it ever come down to "do or die" you gotta rise above the rest. No? Well, I've never had to knock on wood But I know someone who has which makes me wonder if I could It makes me wonder if I never had to knock on wood

The Value In It All
There are many situations in life in which your best choice is to respond with immediate, effective action. Yet in other situations, the best response is just to simply and completely let it go. When there's something you can do that will make a positive contribution, then by all means do it. When your actions will do nothing other than prolong an unfortunate impasse, learn to let it go and let it be. There are things you can change. And there are things you cannot change. Embrace what you can change with positive, persistent effort. Embrace what you cannot change with peaceful, enlightened acceptance. Put your energy into pursuits that will bring value. Choose not to waste that energy fighting destructive battles that do nothing more than satisfy your ego. There is profound beauty both in what you can do and in what you cannot do. Learn to see the value in it all. -- Ralph Marston

One Big Dog!!!
What a lap dog!! Just had to share this. Check the picture! Hercules: The World's Biggest Dog Ever According to Guinness World Records Hercules was recently awarded the honorable distinction of Worlds Biggest Dog by Guinness World Records. Hercules is an English Mastiff and who has a 38 inch neck and weighs 282 pounds. With "paws the size of softballs" (reports the Boston Herald), the three-year-old monster is far larger and heavier than his breed's standard 200lb. limit. Hercules owner Mr. Flynn says that Hercules weight is natural and not induced by a bizarre diet: "I fed him normal food and he just "grew"... and grew. and grew. and grew. Kell: Slightly Smaller, But the World's Heaviest Dog . Hercules' sheer volume may have won him the Largest Dog world record, but the Heaviest Dog title still rests with Kell who weighed in at 286 pounds in August of 1999. This English Mastiff, however, only has a 32-inch neck - far less than Hercules' 38-incher. Think about that

Too Afraid To Love
I am scared of loving you life has never gone my way and with you i almost feel... i almost feel like i can let go but i hesitate... dont tell me you'll love me forever if you cant promise me tomorrow i am lost without you but scared of being with you too scared of getting hurt afraid of putting myself out there you say you love me but every night as you lay down its her your next to dont tell me you'll love me forever if you cant promise me tomorrow i am lost without you but scared of being with you you ask me about out future and what i want if i let my self belive on what i really want i dont think i can suvive that disapointment dont tell me you'll love me forever if you cant promise me tomorrow i am lost without you but scared of being with you So i will keep my dreams where they belong. whispered in my ear as i sleep as i lay alone and you will never know.. that with you is where... thats where i really want to be dont te

Away
TO MY FRIENDS AN FAMILY OF CHERRYTAP I WILL LEAVE FOR 3 DAYS ON APRIL 29 AN RETURN MAY2ND O7 . MY MOM PASSED ON 4/30/05 AN I NEED TO GO LAY HER ASHES TO REST WITH MY GRANDPARENTS THE LAST 2 MONTHS HAVE BEEN REALLY HARD FOR ME CAUSE MY BROTHER LOST HIS MOTHER 2/27/07 SO IVE HAD A REALLY HARD TIME DEALIN WITH THE DEATHS IN MY FAMILY ,WHAT IM TRY TO SAY IS THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE HERE THAT HAS HELPED ME IN WAYS YOU DONT EVEN KNOW, MUCH LOVE TO ALL LOVE RUBIA Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

One Dreams Of Past
Ones Dreams Of Past The blood still runs dreams haunting life unforgiving my sanity fading how can one man live taught to be a machine I lust for the fight wanting the blood to run wanting the fields to burn yet still my sanity fading my dreams still haunting life still unforgiving Once a proud soldier persecuted in my own land hated, despised by my own beliefs disgusted with my self what have I become what have I done how can I forgive myself there will be rest, no more John V. Kiger Copyright ©2007 John V. Kiger

Feeling
Everyone thinks they know me. But i know the truth. They say they read me like a open book. But what they see and what they know off me is a play. That i put on every day. Because i do not know any one getting to close to me. I do not want to get hurt. done by christine .

Need Washing
A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in "Mom, let's run through the rain," she said. "What?" Mom asked. "Lets run through the rain!" She repeated. "No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit," Mom replied. This you

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Well, today I really did not want to write anything. The tragedy that happened on the campus of Virginia Tech was uncalled for. But, thinking sometimes when one doesn’t wish to do something the something they do, do somehow comes out better then anticipated. I am not looking for pats on the back for writing today or whether or not my opinion is the correct opinion to have but, knowing me as most of you do to not write about that tragedy would be a tragedy. As I feel perhaps not everything I write about hits home with most of you it does cause time to reflect, time to analyze and time to think hey, perhaps we should do something about this…. Good Morning, although not a good, good morning but a morning just the same. A morning in which there will be many morning the deaths, senseless deaths of many college students. My thoughts tend to get my brain traveling at speeds unknown to modern man on how fast I can change gears and switch things around. But, no matter how I try to switch this a

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Divorce - Polish Style
A Polish man moved to the USA and married an American girl. Although his English was far from perfect, they got along very well until one day he rushed into a lawyer's office and asked him if he could arrange a divorce for him -- "very quick." The lawyer said that the speed for getting a divorce would depend on the circumstances, and asked him the following questions: LAWYER: "Have you any grounds?" POLE: "JA, JA, acre and half and nice little home." LAWYER: "No," I mean what is the foundation of this case?" POLE: "It made of concrete." LAWYER: "Does either of you have a real grudge?" POLE: "No, we have carport, and not need one." LAWYER: "I mean, What are your relations like?" POLE: "All my relations still in Poland." LAWYER: "Is there any infidelity in your marriage?" POLE: "Ja, we have hi- fidelity stereo set and good DVD player. " LAWYER: Does your wife beat you up?" POLE: "No, I always up before her." LAWYER: "Is

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Girls leave their schedule wide open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it...using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e, don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special...and goes to kick it with her own friends! Girls think a guy

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Bubba, a furniture dealer from Arkansas, decided to expand the line of furniture in his store, so he decided to go to Paris to see what he could find. After arriving in Paris he met with some manufacturers and selected a line that he thought would sell well back home in Arkansas. To celebrate the new acquisition, he decided to visit a small bistro and have a glass of wine. As he sat enjoying his wine, he noticed that the small place was quite crowded, and that the other chair at his table was the only vacant seat in the house. Before long, a very beautiful young Parisian girl came to his table, asked him something in French (which he did not understand), and motioned toward the chair. He invited her to sit down. He tried to speak to her in English, but she did not speak his language so, after a couple of minutes of trying to communicate with her, he took a napkin and drew a picture of a wine glass and showed it to her. She nodded, and he ordered a glass of wine

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If you get this a dozen times you are loved . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . **. . . . . . *.** . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . .*. . . . . . * . . . . . . . .******. . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . . . . .******* . . .*. . . . .* . . . . . . . . .*********. . . . . * . . . . . . . . . .******* . *** *******. . . . . . . . .** .*******. . . . . . . . * . ******. . . . . . . . * * . .***. . *. . . . . . .** . . . . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . .****.*. . . .* . . . *******. .*. .* . . .*******. . . *. . . .*****. . . . * . . .**. . . . . .* . . .*. . . . . . **.* . . . . . . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . * . . . . . . . . *

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Take the test. DON'T CHEAT! Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well-known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test. Answer all the questions with what describes you best, add up all your points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results. Put your character in the subject line and forward to your friends and back to the person that sent this to you. Very interesting to see "who" your friends are! Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you are done. Then forward this to all your friends (and me) and change the subject of this message to what character is you. 1) Which one of the following describes the perfect date? (a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.) (b) Fun/Theme park (2 pts.) (c) Painting in the p

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Owwwww........
A guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking it, the monkey runs around all over the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them, then grabs some sliced limes and eats them, then jumps up on the pool table, grabs the cue ball, sticks it in his mouth, and swallows it whole. The bartender yells at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just did?" The guy says, "No, what?" "He just ate the cue ball off my pool table, whole!" says the bartender. "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replies the patron. "He eats everything in sight, the little bastard. I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff." He finishes his drink, pays his bill, and leaves. Two weeks later he's in the bar again, and he has his monkey with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again. While the man is drinking his drink, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on the bar. He grabs it, sticks it up his ass, pulls it out, a

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You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to end, so all that's

A Marine Poem..
Honor, courage and commitment as one is Pride so pure and strong as a stallion at full stride Its grace and beauty like an eagle soars through the sky pride that is seen in every Marines eye To hear the words of our nations hymn brings tears of delight our stars and stripes waving in the breeze, a heartwarming sight Young children with innocent faces, hands on their heart our veterans saluting, remembering how they fought their part these are but a few privileges we Americans have every day we have choices to believe in God and the choice to pray our troops are fighting with pride for this gift to you let us show them the power behind the red, white and blue Support our sons and daughters, husbands and wives who are fighting for justice and freedom with their lives Lets not forget about that awesome feeling of pride let us unite as a nation and stand strong side by side Semper Fidelis! ( Always Faithful)

April 18 Update
Hey all... Well, my uncle is requiring laser surgery every week for possibly the next 3 weeks in order to stop the bleeding in his eyes. The bleeding has cost him his eyesight, temporarily. So, it looks like I'll be here in Chicago for about another month. I have hired the "Carpet Dude" to replace all of the flooring in the house as well as the "Painter Dude" to paint the entire house. I have virtually all of the packing done, so as soon as his doc give us the go ahead we'll be off to Texas. Please know that I love you all and truly miss you, but I'll be back to my old tricks just as soon as I get back home. Yes that is a threat as well as a promise... Hope all is well with you my friends...

Play And Flirtation
Remember when we were kids and would walk over to a friend's house, knock on the door, and ask if they could come out and play? Well, that little kid in me is knocking on doors today. Back then, we didn't care about how many folks there were at the friends house. In fact, the more the merrier. It wasn't about possessing the friend's time, attention, or devotion. It was simply about participation, fun, and friendship. That is the way flirtation is to me. It isn't about trying to sweep someone off their feet or get them to abandon their current relationships. It is purely saying "I like you. You're fun and I enjoy spending time with you." That being said, I'm no priest. If the lady is available and the chemistry is there, I am more than happy to explore the possibilities with her. But in ALL cases, if it doesn't add positively to both our lives, why get into it? Life is far to short to waste on possession when participation is far more satisfying. @};-

The Court Date!
YESTERDAY I WENT TO COURT WITH MY MOTHER-IN-LAW AND FATHER-IN-LAW TO SEE WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO DO WITH THESE GUYS THAT ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR MY HUSBAND'S MURDER(OR ACCUSED). IT WAS SO HARD TO SIT THERE AND WATCH THE SHOOTER WALK IN WITH A SMIRK ON HIS FACE AND THE DRIVER LOOKING AT THE OWNER OFTHE CAR SHAKING HIS HEAD. I HAD TO WAIT IN THE HALL BEHIND THE MOTHER OF THE GUY THAT OWNED THE CAR AND WAS PRESENT AT THE SHOOTING. I CONTROLLED MYSELF PRETTY WELL, BUT IT WAS HELLA HARD. I HAD SOME SERIOUSLY BAD THOUGHTS AND WANTED TO JUMP OUT OF MY SEAT. MY HUSBAND'S PARENTS ARE SO HURT AND ANGRY AND I WISH THAT THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED TO THEM, HOW HARD IT MUST BE TO LOSE YOUR CHILD! I COULDN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT AGAIN, AND ALL I CAN DO IS CRY! I MISS RANDY SO MUCH, AND HOPE THAT THESE GUIYS REALLY PAY FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE!!! THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG DRAWN OUT PROCESS, BUT THE END RESULT WILL BE WORTH IT! I WILL KEEP ALL THE FRIENDS AND FAMILY INFORMED, THANKS, ARONIE

After The Impact
Saddened hearts become lonely And overtures hum the blues Chirping birds are hard to come by And shooting stars simply diffuse Sleepy towns keep on sleeping Awkward moments linger on Filling time with bored expressions Continuing the silent song The pain and anger it has shifted To a position of being numb No longer begs for disposition Breathing a total of the sum A scream cracks through the cloud line But it is enveloped by ignored You must stay within the empty Until your mind reveals the door

"passings"
Barely breathing; hardly here A life soon passing; drawing near Walls of the soul keep closing in Where it may go; where it has been Darkly shadows; wicked light They sit right by your side tonight A stranger's voice is calling you, To bring it home, and dawn anew Lifetime passes by your eyes Truths are told; wears no disguise A soul's been cleansed; prepared a course, For all its good; less its remorse Lifting upwards, Heaven brings Angels bear untarnished wings And guided to that promised place, To taste the light of sweet embrace Copyright 2006 Elias Rathgar

Sigh More Soul Searching
Where the mind does silent swarm Thought of love and fondness warm Dreams of joy and sweet caress Looking into soulful eyes and caring less About all the worries of the day Living this moment and what comes this way Accepting what does before me unfold Is the plan laid out for life ages old A destiny that is the divine drive And the sole purpose for being alive What life brings and what is to be Is what is meant for all to see Life lived free of selfish desire Burning the past on the pyre Living now and being content This is the road that is heaven sent Being at peace and letting go Allowing life to happen and then to know That it matters not of this world we see We need only walk on faith to live happy and free By R. Thomas Dinsmore Times when things take turns that I could do without change me and yet I reamain the same ... I wonder what is coming next ... I know one thing better strap in and enjoy the ride ! LOL

Illinois Crisis -- Beyond The Breaking Point -- Department Of Juvenile Justice
Beyond the Breaking Point – Illinois State Services in Crisis Report by AFSCME Council 31 Department of Juvenile Justice – New Department, Old Problems The Department of Juvenile Justice was formed by legislative mandate in 2006 by splitting off the Juvenile Division from the Illinois Department of Corrections. The impetus to establish a separate agency for juvenile offenders came from those who were disturbed by the high rate of recidivism among incarcerated youth. The new department was charged not only with holding those youth who had committed the most serious crimes, but also with providing them with the education, counseling and training that could help them get their lives back on track. • The Department of Juvenile Justice operates seven secure facilities (Illinois Youth Centers) with a total population of nearly 1,500 juvenile offenders: IYC Warrenville; IYC Joliet; IYC St. Charles; IYC Kewanee; IYC Harrisburg; IYC Murphysboro; and IYC Pere Marquette. M

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Last night, one of the best friends I have ever had decided to leave CT. I hope our friendship will continue outside the site, but I am sorry to see her go. Right now I feel so sad, because she is distant, and hurt, and there is nothing i can do to change it. I understand her reason for leaving. Someone from CT that she trusted once, showed his true colors in the last few weeks. His actions are enough that they could very well affect her real life, not just CT. Trust is hard on the net. I know I have often trusted people I shouldn't have. But the same happens in the real world. Why people have to lie, and cheat, and use others I will never understand. Why people do things to purposely hurt others I will never understand. Just be careful of who you trust.... I don't want to lose any more friends.

The Guys' Rules
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a

Darkest Secret
Give me devotion; I’ll return it with pleasure. Show me domination; I’ll be your little submissive . Show me tenderness; I’ll be your sadistic whore. Give me your heart; I’ll devour and possess you. Tell me your fantasies; I’ll become your darkest secret. vV""VIC""Vv

I Like How Some Leave After 2 Days
just wondering i love how some people after 2 days they say they wanna know ya they never answer email or anything back wow just wonderful kinda hard to know some body in less then 2 days guess im still learning just my 2 cents,wanna get to know somebody give them longer then 2 days,please dont say you wanna know them then some stud comes along and well by by o well some people amaze me ok

Why Im Fat
ok to answer some questions why im FAT i got few fat people in the family,my 1 dog is over weight,im fat cause i eat to much pizza and donuts,i have trouble losin weight wow after i turned 30 but trying.sometimes its a struggle but,i know someday i wont be fat but hey im me just o answer a few questions hope this helps to ones they ask me about my weight,thanks

Quote For April 20
Wars are seldom caused by spontaneous hatreds between people, for peoples in general are too ignorant of one another to have grievances and too indifferent to what goes on beyond their borders to plan conquests. They must be urged to the slaughter by politicians who know how to alarm them. -- Henry Mencken Bonus Quote: I love the smell of napalm in the morning. You know, one time we had a hill bombed, for 12 hours. When it was all over, I walked up. We didn't find one of 'em, not one stinkin' dink body. The smell, you know that gasoline smell, the whole hill. Smelled like... victory. Someday this war's gonna end... -- Lieutenant Colonel Bill Kilgore Apocalypse Now This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Faded Sea Of Time (poem)
Faded Sea of Time 2002 Faded time, shown in the water of the sea, in the crystal blues & greens are secrets; fish swim loops of peril & sweet sublime round immortals' lost dreams & illusions. A wench twills fingers of pure innocence through the serene of life, left to rot. The gentle disturbance wakes death's assurance, the waves roll harder than ever, to destroy! A loud crash, like thunder! upon the rocks. The ocean's voice, it screams in fury for peace. The photograph, as faded as the clock, floats on the crystal wake of betrayal, the souls lost, swallowed by the water clear, will never know time is stale, the end is near!

Mumms
I wonder what's the point? It seems like they're just being used by more point mongering whores (sorry don't mean to offend anyone) to create controvery. It's early, I'm going back to bed. Maybe something more interesting will be up a little later in the day

Loving You Is What I'm Here For...
As thoughts rise and emotions soar Loving you is what I'm here for Side by Side. Hand in Hand. Loving you is what I'm here for. We rise, We fall. Loving you is what I'm here for. When we are in each others loving embrace, Loving you is what I'm here for.

Why Bother
Why is it that no matter what I try never seems to work out for me? I am really starting to get sick and tired of being unhappy all the time, but when ever something starts to go good shortly after everything ends up just as bad as before. I think it's time to stop caring and stop trying and just go through life not trying or accomplishing anything. This way I wont get myself worked up on the hope of something working out the way I want. It will be my "security blanket" don't try, don't hope, just exist, blend in with the crowd this way I know what to expect from life.

My Dating Scan Appointment Letter.
Well i guess this is it then hehe, im so happy, yet nervous, i want everything to be ok, and fine and im nervous theres nothing there lol, well pictures will be out up regardless. Fingers Crossed we have a healthy developing baby. (P.S i did the copy of the Scan Letter on paint lol so if its not really all that clear im sorry hehe)

The Perfect Woman For Me....but I Guess That Means That I Am Superficial
I want a girl that is drop dead beautiful....I once thought that tits where what really turned me on...but I have come to the realisation that it is a small toned ass that does it for me...I have the labito of a 16 year old boy, and I am amazing in bed.....so if I am something that you are interested in, and you think that you can turn me on..hit me up...

A Pretty Good Day.
Well, if anybody read my last blog, you would know that i was a little down. Not really depressed i would say, just a bit on the lonely side. Well, a bunch of my friends from work are on here as well and they read it. Blast Them! lol, no its ok, i would not have posted it if it was not for anybodies eyes. Well they grabbed me after work and forced me to go out to a gentlemans club to have cleavage rubbed on me. Alas, most of the ladies that work there knew what we do for a living and pretty much ignored us. But then we all went to IHOP and ate, were i was accosted by a young lady who felt it prudent to rub my head and my chest. Its wierd what a little attention will do for ones self asteem. Anyways, i had a good day today, got to talk to a good friend who i actually met on here, she deserves a lot of respect. And i hope she is one person i will be able to retain the friendship of for a long time. Well, until i have something else to say, i hope everybody has a good weekend. You all

Secrets
Secrets..(do you have the guts)whats your name?:MICHAEL whats your nickname?:ANTI how old are you?:34 are you single?:YES do you want to be?:SOMETIMES do you like someone?:SURE do they have a boyfriend or girlfriend?:I DON'T THINK THEY DO do they know you like them?:MAYBE do they like you?:PROBABLY..NOT do you think they'll read this?:YEAH do you want them to read this?:MAYBE do you have the guts to say their name on here?:NOPE would you kiss this person in public?:YES would you say i love you to this person infront of your friends?:IF I HAD FRIENDS would you pick hanging with this person or your friends on a friday night?:DUH would you ever sleep with this person?:YES whats your fav. part of the oposite sex?:BREASTS..JEEEZE WHAT AM I GONNA SAY THEIR HEART! do you like to dance around crazy when noone is looking?:OH YEAH do you sing in the shower?:YUP have you ever ate cat food or dog food?:I HAVE! have you ever cheated on a test?:YUP do you ever takl to yourself?:ALL THE TIME do you l

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Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give

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Changing the world one person at a time Want a better / peaceful world to live in? Start by not living in the past, holding grudges, hanging on to stuff that holds you back, for these events have manifested for personal growth. Be your best in the here and now! You can do this with people around you on an intimate scale. How can we achieve peace with the world at large if we can not make peace with "ex-lovers, ex-friends, etc." What has happened, has happened, and cannot be changed. Only the future has that potential. If you want change, you start now to experience the change in the future. Be in tune with others' energy around you. Be aware. It is a choice everyone decides. Your choice determines the world for all of us. This is the peace prayer of Francis of Assisi Peacefully yours, Cali Make me an instrument of Your peace Where there is hatred, let me sow love where there is injury, pardon where there is doubt, faith where there is despair, hope where t

Wtf Is With Ppl These Days?!?!
why is it that ppl seem to still affiliate power with importance, the more powwer the more important u are....the infernal pursuit of power....its like men think the bigger their penis the bigger the man........when will people simply accept that men are not created equally and let shit go at that?!?!?!?!

"remember"
I will not cry for you anymore. I will not hurt for you anymore. My tears will go away. My pain will go away. I will not think of you anymore. I will not hear from you anymore. My thoughts of you are gone. My mind has forgot what your voice sounds like. The only thing is, I will always remember what you have done to me. I hope you will remember. See me in your eyes. Hear me in your mind. Feel my pain it when you cry. Remember me. Remember what you have done. Remember what you have said. But just remember these few things. I will not cry for you anymore. I will not hurt for you anymore. My tears for you will go away. My pain for you will go away. I will not think of you anymore. I will not hear from you anymore. My thoughts of you are gone. My mind has forgot what your voice sounds like. Just remember you will not hurt me ever agian. Published by:Angela Quesinberry Feb. 2006

Kiss- Forever
I gotta tell you what I`m feelin` inside I could lie to myself, but it`s true There`s no denying when I look in your Eyes Girl I`m out of my head over you I lived so long believin` all Love is blind But everything about you is tellin` me this Time It`s Forever This Time I know and there`s no doubt in my mind Forever Until my life is thru, girl i`ll be lovin` you forever I heard the echo of a Promise I made When you`re strong you can stand on your own But those words grow distand as I look at your Face No, I don`t wanna go it alone I never thought I`d lay my Heart on the line But everything about you is tellin` me this Time It`s Forever This Time I know and there`s no doubt in my mind Forever Until my life is thru, girl i`ll be lovin` you forever I see my Future when I look in your Eyes and it took your Love to make my Heart come alive Cos I lived so long believin` all Love is blind But everything about you is tellin` me this Time It`s Forever This Time

U Never Know
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly,made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain, and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation,and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible. "She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit..."

So Called Friends Open
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends YES I HAVE A LOT BUT LOVE YOU ALL LET ME KNOW PLEASE THANK YOU 4 ALL THE LOVE FAM FRIENDS AND FAN HAVE A GOOD DAY MUCH LOVE OXOX:)

Snippets 42: A New Hope.
Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Mara's pregnant. Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: I did not know that. Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Luke. High-five. Katezilla says: But what with Luke's infertility and obvious homosexuality, the baby's -real- father remains a mystery.

"lol" Indeed.
How good are you in bed?MindblowerYou love to enjoy new things and give your partner what they want, when they want it and how they want it! Lucky you! lucky lover! Can I have your # lolHow do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Just When I Thought Things Couldnt' Get Worse
So I found out today my grandma is thinking of quiting her kidney dialysis. She's been on it for about 7 years by now I think. She hasn't been doing well. She's been in the care center for a few monthes now. But between her heart problems and the complications she's having from her poor kidney function. If she comes of dialysis, the doctor said she'd live two weeks at most. I mean it's probably for the best, because she's tired and just ready to give it all up. But it'd be hard anyways. Anyways I've been a funk for a while now. I've been feeling really down about myself and my life lately, and now this? I guess when it rains it pours. This just makes the other situation feel nonexist. Makes me feel so stupid for worrying about this other situation. But I still can't help but think about that too. My mind is flooded right now. I just need a break, everything is just too much lately.

Meaning Of My Birthday
Your Birthdate: April 8 Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money. You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet. A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job. Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss. Your strength: Your undying determination Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle Your power color: Plum Your power symbol: Dollar sign Your power month: August What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Am Actually Horny!
Been mauling my tits thinking of various people here and, to be honest, in other sites. Right now, would love for someone to suck and use my titties while...well...while my bottom half of me gets re-aquainted with poundings and thrusts!!!*big grins* MMMMMMmmmmmm!!!!

My Dream Is Finally Realized.
I am a photographer for JC Penney's portrait studio at Barton Creek Mall [well the company is called Lifetouch, you know the school photo people], and I get 8.00/hr, and I work with Dawn's friend Desirrae....she is so cool. During my interview today I felt nervous, because when I really want the job, I try my best not to F up, and she caught my mysterious vibe, so I am better now...But she offered me the job and I start tommorrow. Woot woot!!!!!!!!! --Misty

Griping
you ive been here for 4 months and i try my hardest to talk to everyone..its sometimes hard,but when you have some one who i thought was my friend and realize he wasnt and was just a big player..that really makes me wonder what im doing on this site..it makes me mad that people uses people to get what they want and its not just with this one person it with several of you..when i came on this site i was known as the good and angel or kitty and then i decided to become a little devilish and try to fix in..so i guess im going to go back to my old ways and be me and if you all dont like it then you were never my friend in the first place and ill look else where for friends..i said my peace..

Who Woulda Thought It Could Be True.
-V- You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching him out.You feel a need to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. Often there is an age difference between you and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense. The gay scene turns you on,even though you yourself may not be a participant.

Birthday
Well those of you's that know me know that I just got a year older this last week. I feel 10 years older somedays...and years younger on others. My son is keeping me very active and Ihave a move coming up very soon, so I'm excited about that. This isn't a very long blog, which some of you are used to from me...but hell it's late and that's all I'm gonna say about that. Just keep in mind.... "Mama always said, 'Life is like a box of chocolate's, You never know what ya gonna get'...." ~ Forest Gump Nite all, Jenn

Football And Stuff...
YeeHaw! I've decided on which game I'm going to go see on my annual trek to my personal mecca--Texas Stadium. I'm gonna go see them play against the Pats! It should be a very good game. I am also gonna get to see them play the Dolphins in Miami, and possibly the game against the Bears...I figure I can go back home to see my family, then catch the game. And since I'm already in FL...well, it should be fun. I love me some Cowboys games! I wonder who I'm gonna get to meet this year? Last year it was Romo, Witten, and Canty. I book my tickets through those Cowboys weekend packages..it's been pretty awesome. Why am I writing this? Because I'm excited...and I'm procrastinating. Today is my day off, but it's kinda the calm before the storm. I have my Ops Review tomorrow with my regional director where I have to present my business results for the first quarter and forecast out the second...and make my year over year comparisons. It's a very impactful thing on my career,

A Heart Torn And Tattered
The scars of deception and betrayal Never seem to heal But they must not keep us from the fall Love is the only thing strong enough To keep sorrow at bay Allowing a smile to creep from the darkness Not knowing what to do or say As the confusion set in Is is real Will it last Can it be love that I feel Shall I be hurt again

You Might Be A Redneck
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only it isn't seen as HUMOR, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Y'all know who they are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public< SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 18pt; BACKGROUND: white; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"> places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You m ight be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if:

Shopping..
"I want your opinion" I signed, twirling around in front of him, letting him see my legs, firm ass, slim waist, all contained in the perfect pair of dark jeans. He didn't say anything right away, taking in the way I look. Sleek in my long-sleeved black blouse, My long dark hair tied up in a pony tail, chocolate eyes wide while I look expectantly at him, waiting for his answer. Still, he couldn't think of anything to say. Nothing except for the fact that he was going to fuck me. Here. Now. "Tell me." I urged, titling my head to look past him at my reflection in the dressing room mirror. " what do you think?" Without saying a word, he took one step toward me in the tiny space and grabbed hold of my hand. His fingers slid upward to close firmly around my wrist, like a pair of my favorite handcuffs snapping shut. Something in the way he held me made me forget what i was asking, and made me pay attention to the looks he was giving me. "Come here" he said, and I closed the space bet

One Rainy Morning
I was 20 years old when I got my first apartment. (God that sounds young now. LMAO.) I shared it with Chris who was my fiance (I was young for that.), then my wife and now my ex-wife. We had lived with her parents for awhile and it had become too much for all of us to bear so we found a really cool apartment in a not so down at heels section of a nearby city and moved in. Chris and I had always had a very sexually adventurous relationship and the move would serve to take that even further. (This was a great thing!!!!) Typical of most first apartments, we had friends in and out at all hours of the day and night. We slept very little and partied a lot. I was laying in bed one morning listening to the rain fall outside the window, watching Chris getting ready for work and just mellowing out. It was my day off so I had no intention of going anywhere that I didn't absolutely have to!! Chris came in and said goodbye and that she would be home about 7:00 that night. I kissed her,

Acdc - The Jack
she gave me her mind, she gave me here body, but she gave it to anybody, she was number 9.99 on my $3.00 list, she got the jack, she got the jack she got the jack, she got the jack she got the jack' she got the jack she got the jack jack jack jack jack jack jack she got the jack She gave me the Queen She gave me the King She was wheelin' and dealin' Just doin' her thing She was holdin' a pair But I had to try Her Deuce was wild But my Ace was high But how was I to know That she'd been dealt with before Said she'd never had a Full House But I should have known From the tattoo on her left leg And the garter on her right She'd have the card to bring me down If she played it right She's got the jack, she's got the jack She's got the jack, she's got the jack She's got the jack, she's got the jack She's got the jack, she's got the jack She's got the jack, jack, jack, jack, jack, jack, jack She's got the jack Poker face was her name Poker face was her

Blue October And Well, Blue October
A couple of nights ago a friend asked me to interpret a Blue October song called 'Hate Me.' She sent me a link to the lyrics and I read them. after giving her my interpretation, I wanted to hear the song. In my search for it, I discovered there are two bands called Blue October, one from Texas and one from the UK. I got some music from both of them. The Texas Blue October was interesting (and the source of the aforementioned song). They're like a cross between Live, The Ocean Blue, and (god forbid) the Crash Test Dummies. They also have a bit of a Peter Gabriel feel (which is a definite plus in my book) Not a bad band, some good lyrics and catchy melodies. The UK Blue October blew me away. They are awesome. It was like listening to a new New Order album. My quest for more of their music has already begun. they have an intricate synth-pop sound very like New Order. And that is all I am going to say about them, because if I compare them to New Order again, even I would stop readin

Hell??
**The following is an actual question given on an LSU chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed or some variant.) One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no, souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if yo

Lonely
sitting here lonely, the darkness is all i see anymore since youve left me ive sat and waited and longed for that oh so familiar touch. Warm embrace of the love we once knew. Its gone. forever. you left me when i needed you the most, my addiction so strong its unbareable without you. Im addicted to you. your kiss, your smile, your heart-beating with mine as we made love over and over. i need you. i want you. I love you. im lonely without you.

No Life? (courtesy Of Redneck 7705)
SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 240 movies on this list. Put your score in header and re-post. (x) Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean () Boondock Saints (x) Fight Club (x) Starsky and Hutch (x) Neverending Story (x) Blazing Saddles (x) Airplane Total: 8 (x) The Princess Bride (x) AnchorMan (x) Napoleon Dynamite (x) Labyrinth (x) Saw II (x) White Noise () White Oleander (x) Anger Management (x) 50 First Dates () The Princess Diaries () The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total so far: 16 (x) Scream (x) Scream 2 (x) Scream 3 (x) Scary Movie (x) Scary Movie 2 (x) Scary Movie 3 () Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie (x) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding (x) American Pie Band Camp Total so far: 26 () Harry Potter 1 () Harry Potter 2 () Harry Potter 3 () Harry Potter 4 (x) Resident Evil 1 (x) Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer () Little Bl

Unstoppable Haunts
the chubby girl sits in the corner, no one talks to her. it's the cheeks, the double chin. she fixes her hair to hide behind, so no one sees the wetness in her eyes. nostalgic moments seem to curse her thoughts more than being happy or reminiscent only because they remind her of why she's still this girl. jealousy is choking. she's sitting next to someone who hasn't acknowledged her existence, but to combat his own loneliness. and they meet and break away in a nonromantic fashion, nothing graceful about it. her mouth will never open, it will stay shut with the memories of who she once was and cannot hope to overcome.

Conversations With Helen Pt. 1
It can be surprising just how small the world can be sometimes. It was close to midnight and I was sitting at the bar in the Marriott in Cleveland. It had been a long day, the first of three days of what was shaping up to be a very dull seminar on effective interviewing techniques. (AKA how to tell if your employee is lying to you.). I was about kill my beer and go to bed, when someone sat down next to me and said, “Give my friend a fresh soldier and I’ll have the same.” “Ken!!” I said with a tad of shock in my voice. “How are ya? It’s been a long damn time.” “Sure has man, I heard that you got married.” He replied. “Yup and divorced too.” I chuckled. “But that’s ok. I’ve got a boy who’s almost 2 now and that is the best thing ever.” “Good for you!” He smiled. “You know I always wished that Helen had married you instead of that asshole George.” “I’ve heard some things about that, sounds like a really bad scene.” I said sympathetically. “She doesn’t deserve to be treat

Learn Something Everyday
Well, first things first. Last night my brother and I had a conversation where he actually made sense. Anybody who knows him knows that this is a very rare occasion, especially if it doesn't have anything to do with paintball....:) He told me that one of my problems is that I have too much of a dependence on other people. I sit around and wait for people to come to me, and I wont do anything without people. So I made a plan today, I did invite somebody, but that fell through due to a communication issue. In a way though it let me prove to myself that I could have a good time by myself and not have to sit around the house if nobody wants to do anything. Normally I make plans, invite people to go with me, and if they call out I get all kinds of depressed and let it ruin my day. Now, I'm determined to not let it ruin my day and I will do my plans anyway. So, today I went to the Ripley's aquarium in Gatlinburg. I got to pet a stingray, play with some weird crab, and I saw some rea

On The Outside (looking In)
I hate how I am so untrusting of people. I always question their intentions and wonder about their motives. Paranoia? Perhaps. Maybe, I am just looking out for myself; I have been hurt countless times before; by people who claimed to have my best interest in mind. These feelings cause me to feel like I am on the outside of things. Like watching a movie or play. Never really feeling connected to the situation. I wish I could toss logic and reason out the window and live life carefree. Yet, night after night I sit pondering and overly analyzing everything in my life.

Standing No Longer
Far away, out of sight On that lonely rock outside There stands a broken heart Rejected outsider Rolling like thunder Shivering with anger A growling tiger Bravely refusing surrender No body cares for him For that, he did no longer One day they will discover They lost that genuine treasure A prefect man of gentle pleasure He tried hardly to be stronger Deceiving beats will allow no longer Stepping forward rising flags of surrender Deserters they are, all want him die So smoothly, he did with a tear in his eye.

Delix But Not Dum
PROCESSSING A REALTION WITH THE WOMEN GREED LOVE DEVLEOPMENT BULIDING UP FLOORS BENEFITS FOR SOUL VERIFICATION OF INFROMATION IS BASE ON SOME GOALS DO YOU HAVE A SOUL HOW MUCH U HEAR THE BELL TOLL IS CASH THE FLOW DO YOU STILL HAVE UR OWN FREE WILL HOW MANY RUBBERS AND HOOW MANY LOVERS RELEASE YOUR SELF AND YOURE PAST AND GAIN FAITH AND WAIT MIND BODY SOUL YOU GROW AS 1 OR DIE ALONE EVEN IN GHETTOS FLOWERS GROW

Frustrated
I know if everything in life was easy, it would be boring. We all need some challenges. But why is it lately EVERYTHING seems to be difficult and a challenge? I think I must have really pissed someone off to deserve this..lol. Maybe its time to go hide in my cave again!

Rough Sex
rough sex facts Body: rough sex facts Body: Rough Sex Facts-TOO FUNNY-Don't read if easily offended Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.................

Tattoo Reconsideration
So I have been doing alot of thinking about my tattoo choice. The West African Gaboon Viper, (if you have seen the pics in my photo album) Is a very complex looking snake. Lots of extreme detail. I love the WAGV, but after talking with Gavin, the tattoo artist, he says he'll have to put ALOT of time into it, because he wants to portray it accurately, but the length and width of the snake will make it a timely project. Based on my friend Brittney's work that he's done, the work on others I have seen, and word of mouth praise, I feel I can trust this guy with any work that will be done on me. But I thought, what other snake can I have tattoo'd? My next choice would have to be the Black Mamba. Another beautiful snake, and more easily done as a tattoo. If anyone has any other ideas, let me know. I still may do the WAGV, but if I can find another snake that is just as beautiful and deadly, it could be an option. Your opinions and ideas would be HIGHLY appreciated. Thanks!! P.S

The Thinking Of A Woman Compared To The Thinking Of A Man...
An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse full of money. She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money. After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always right) an employee took the elderly woman to the president's office. The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000". The president was curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The elderly woman replied that she made bets. The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?" The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square." The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was impossible to win a bet like that. The woman never batted an eye. She just looked at the president and said, "Would you like to take my bet?"

Hey Im Outta Here---
nope im not leaving cherrytap- just stepping away for the weekend- yall all have a good weekend- and hugs to you for being a friend and even my new ones too.. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com i'll be back yall... love ya---

Runner
A man moved into a new neighborhood. His first morning after moving in, he went for his normal mid morning run. He was running along, and all of a sudden passed this house where a couple was in the front yard making love. He ran by, thinking he hadn't seen what he thought he saw. He turned around, and ran back. This time, as he ran by, he saw two couples in the front yard making love. He ran on, and thought to himself he ws seeing things. He reversed course, and ran to the house for a third look. This time there were three couples making love on the front door yard. He couldn't help himself. He ran up to the front door, knocked, and a beautiful lady in a black flowing negligee answered his knock. He asked, "Lady, did you know you had three couples in your front door yard making love?" Her reply, "Yes I do. This is the neighborhood house of pleasure, and I'm having a yard sale."

Save The Date
FIESTY LIL VIXEN AND BOATMAN ARE GETTING MARRIED ON IN THE FANTASIA LOUNGE MAY 6TH AT 11:30 EST.. COME JOIN US INVITES GOING OUT SOON GO AND JOIN FANTASIA LOUNGE SO THAT YOU CAN COME PARTY WITH US ON OUR WEDDING DAY LINK TO LOUNGE http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6497

Breeding Bulls
A man took his wife to the rodeo and one of the first exhibits they stopped at was the breeding bulls. They went up to the first pen and there was a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 50 times last year." The wife playfully nudged her husband in the ribs and said, "He mated 50 times last year." They walked to the second pen which Had a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 120 times last year." The wife gave her husband a healthy jab and said, "That's more than twice a week! You could learn a lot from him." They walked to the third pen and it had a sign attached that said, in capital letters, "This bull mated 365 times last year." The wife, so excited that her elbow nearly broke her husband's ribs, said, That's once a day. You could REALLY learn something from this one." The husband looked at her and said, "Go over and ask him if it was with the same cow?" NOTE: The husband's condition has been upgraded from critical to stable and he should eventually make a full recover

What Time Of Day?
You Are Noon You are upbeat, ambitious, and never at loss for energy. You have a lot that drives you in life. The desire to be the best, and a secret hope of fame and power. And while you definitely have a Type A personality, you are still fun to be around. You have a ton of charisma and a genuine interest in others. You are adored by many.

How Horny R U
You scored as Day horny. You get horny during the daytime. Evenings and mornings are bed time... for sleeping, that is. You like to have it at the same time you are having your daily activities. You may want do it anywhere: workplace, school, in bus, train, after returning home. But your companion might not want to do it the daytime, but leave the cherry of the cake for more sacred time.Night horny100%Morning horny100%Day horny100%How HORNY are you after all?created with QuizFarm.com

Hey Man Nice Shot (filter)
I wish I would've met you now it's a little late. what you could've taught me I could have saved some face they think that your early ending was all wrong for the most part they're right but look how they all got strong that's why I say hey man, nice shot. what a good shot man. a man has gun hey man have fun nice shot now that the smoke's gone and the air is all clear those who were right there got a new kind of fear you'd fight and you were right but they were just too strong they'd stick it in your face and let you smell what they consider wrong. that's why I say hey man, nice shot. what a good shot man. a man has gun hey man have fun nice shot. I wish I would have met you I wish I would have met you I'd say nice shot.

Who Me
Seductionflirty, but can be faithfullyou have a close relationship with your men. you dont like to be played, so you dont cheat on your boyfriend. guys respect your faithfulness, although you sometimes brake up with one to get with another. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

"the Perfect Drug" (nine Inch Nails)
I got my head but my head is unraveling cant keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling I got my heart but my heart's no good you're the only one that's understood I come along but I don't know where you're taking me I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky the more I give to you the more I die and I want you you are the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug you make me hard when i'm all soft inside I see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed the arrow goes straight through my heart without you everything just falls apart my blood just wants to say hello to you my fear is warm to get inside of you my soul is so afraid to realize how every little bit is left of me take me with you without you everything just falls apart it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

Love Is Blind
Your cruel humor, and the stick way I love every word of it, and every bit of you. Your habit of pushing me too far, too many times. My inconsistent moods, only brought on by yours. Your torturing words. The way i let them inside me. The way i'd love you inside me. Your way of redefining everything, you've got such improper motives, boy. How you hollowed me out, yet left more than i had. My half-assed way I go about everything but when it comes to you, i'm so desperate. Your hypothetical reasoning, my guilty conscience, you know i'd never, no one but you. And I think you had me believing your lies, I think I still do. You said you're running empty, but if you're damaged, I must be blind

In Love Again?! Give Me A Break!!!
oh phooey ur in love again? do u never learn? exactly how many times do u need to do this to urself before u realize its not worth it? that he's not worth it? he's stringing you along. im told its good for ones' ego. wouldn't you like someone to be at your beck and call? a fall back person in case u never get to be with the one you love? love is perpetuated by greeting card companies and such to take advantage of big hearted, wide walleted doubtful if theres something between the ears chumps like u. u heard me. there's nothing wrong with ur vocal chords, at least, or my ears so u dont have to yell. insult u? girl, i don't need to. ur doing it yourself. ur insulting ur intelligence by tellng yourself u can't forget him or throw him out. ur insulting ur will and independence by thinking u can't make it without him. furthermore ur insulting me because were supposed to think alike and i dont think like u do. not in this matter anyway. bah, love.who needs it? it makes ur mind as

I Give Up... April 2007
everything changes and only change is constant. but change doesnt come just because u want it to. and even if it does change it doesnt usually go as u would expect. are u prepared? i give up. this is trying too hard. i lasted exactly hmmm is it a week? its 6 days 23 hours more than i expected. trying like this is killing me. i live by my own rules (and some of societys) but pretending to feel something that is totally different from what i actually feel is just not me. i had thought i could do anything to keep you. now i know im wrong. i cant be not myself. i cant not say what i mean. took me years to finally love myself and be proud of my actions of just being me. i know, lets just do it this way. ill be my real beautiful self and when u need reassurance of certain realities in life go by my way. i wont pester u. much. i simply cannot turn something on and off like a switch and label something that already has a name. sugar coating has never been my forte. forgive me. it wa

Vampiro Is Dead
as of now, my former alias, Vampiro is dead 4 good, no coming back. i brought back the name cause it was the original name i carried 4 a long time, and it was wut pumpkin knew me as, and he liked when i carried the name cause it was a reminder of how long we hav been friends, and now he has threatened to close down the lounge that he and i built up 2gether, and he has also stated that he may leave ct. i am as of now a FREE AGENT and until i decide, i will stay that, but now it is up 2 all the lounges to decide if they want me, if so, then give me good reason to join, if u cant do that, then i will stay a free agent, until i find somewhere i want to b ÐJ ÐËTH

Who Is The Racist? Not I Said The Fly
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, Nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r

Sup Ct!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey hey just a lil post incase i didnt make one i got my own radio sation now pretty cool i guess but if ya want to listen bring this link up in any media player and have a listen if ya like stay tuned in it runs pretty much 24/7 http://75.108.240.75:8000/listen.pls oh another great place for music is the dungeon located in my lounges make sure to stop by there too

My Story At The Story Inn
my two days at the story inn was a time that I will never forget...we arrived there at 3:30 PM there wasn't anyone around I guess they don't have much business on Mondays...all we saw was one man that checked us into the room...as soon as I walked into place I can feel that there was spirits around more than one..very eerie feeling...as if there is somebody staring at you intensely...we stayed in the Blue Lady Room..it is supposedly haunted by the Blue Lady...within five minutes of actually being in the room you can feel the room temperature go down at least 10 degrees and certain spots in the room...it was a different kind of coldness...as if you are cold on the inside...about an hour later we went downstairs to see if the kitchen was open but there was no one around in site not even a guy that checked us in...went around in the back and found a very large barn...which was very beautiful...but I was drawn to the barn as if something was calling me...took a few photos...then went back

Deep Roots
I guess you could say if my life is a tree, until recently I spent most of my time out on the limbs, dancing among the leaves, swinging from the vines and when in need of adventure, hitching rides with the faeries to enjoy a pixie-eyed view of the forest. The lower trunk and twisting labyrinth of roots were a foreign land--couldn' t have been more foreign to me than Narnia. I take that back. I've spent quite a bit of time in Narnia. Let's try another metaphor. Couldn't have been more foreign to me than wearing pantyhose on the eleventh floor of Corporate America. Yes. That works. Needless to say, I never spent much time on the ground. In fact, I thought "grounded" was a Hungarian term, referring to a small, borrowing animal native to the mountainous area surrounding Budapest. Imagine my surprise when, during a guided meditation for artists, it was suggested that I imagine myself a tree. That wasn't the surprise, I'd been doing that since I was five years old and discovered the f

Hmmmmm Wow I Really Dont Know Wat To Say Here
well here we go again.another day in tha life of me. yeah i think thats tha way this shit here should start out..well my week was iight i guess.nuttin to great ya know.goin to nc soon in like a week i think.spend time wit tha family that i havent seen in seems like forever.was goin to see someone else but yea i dont know bout that shit now.but just wanted to let u guys know wats up wit me.... and ps they will know who this is to i never really thought that it would hurt like this.

Taser Gun
TASER GUN -- Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on yourassailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spo

Drop One!!!
Ok so I'm finally back after being gone a few months *lol* I finally changed my snapvine intro...wanna hear my voice?...drop a call in my voice comment box...if you have one leave me your short code and I'll drop a personal hello back your way!! No microphone needed lol Call 1(641)985-7878 and when prompted enter my shortcode: *808310 leave your message fill me in on what's shaking on your end and it goes to my page on here!! Hop to it!! *wink* Cheerz~*B*

Happy Birthday Immortal Love :)
Happy Birthday Immortal Love . You are an awesome friend. :) I couldn't ask for a better one. Send her some Birthday Luv! Rate her.. Fan her... Be her friend. And send her lots of birthday gifts!

Which One Are You?
Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test. Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results. Do not cheat by looking at the end before you are done! Then send this to all your friends and change the subject of this message to what character is you. 1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date? a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.) b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.) c) Painting in the park (5 pts) d) Rock concert (1 pt.) e) Going to the movies (3 pts.) 2. What is your favorite type of music? a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)

I Need A Girlfriend!!!
-The Girlfriend Application- About You Name: Age: Height: Hair Color/Style: Eye Color: Favorite Color: Favorite Food: Tattoos: Piercings: Drink: Smoke: Any Other Drugs: Would You Kiss Me Anytime?: Anywhere?: Do You Like To Cuddle?: Have You Ever Been Cheated On?: Would You Cheat On Me?: Have You Ever Cheated On Someone?: What Are Your Favorite Hobbies?: If You Categorized Yourself, What Would You Be? (Prep, Punk, Goth, etc.): Other Fun Stuff What's Your Idea Of A Good Date?: What's The Type Of Music You Like?: Do You Like The Rain?: If So, Would You Play With Me In It?: Do You Like Movies?: If So, Could We Stay Up All Night Watching Them?: Would You Cuddle With Me 'Til We Fell Asleep?: Do You Like Playing Sports?: What's Your Favorite Feature About Yourself (Physically)?: What's Your Favorite Feature About Me (Physically)?: What's Your Favorite Feature About Yourself (Personality)?: What's Your Favorite Feature About M

Gonna Be A Daddy! Woooha!!!
Hey Everyone, We have some very Joyous news to share! We just found out that Melanie is Pregnant! We are VERY Excited!!! But, been another tough couple days...Please pray for Melanie, She is tired and weak, Please Pray for her strength and for her courage. And pray for the little angel inside of her, we have a long road ahead of us but many joys along the way. your thoughts and prayers have helped more than you know! "It is God that gurdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect. He maketh my feet like hinds feet and setteth me upon my high places. He teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken by mine arms. Thou hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and thy right hand hath holden me up, and thy gentleness hath made me great. thou hast enlarged my steps under me, that way my feet did not slip." Psalms 18: 32-36 http://cherrytap.com/user/376941

Ok My Good Friends This Happy Hour Is For The People Who Rate My Stash You People Are Good I Love Yall...
i was never gonna buy hh again but do to so many people who helped me get to rcok star this one on me i love you......thiere were alot of you i cant mention one not the other ssssss.any way have fun get your stashes ready..this one is with love ..dont buy me gifts save your money ...i love you....

Protecting Yourself Against Heartbreak
I have been hurt many times throughout my life. I had built a wall around my heart to protect it and I met someone in high school and she was able to get behind the wall. I eventually put in a gate and then after a while I started to dismantle the wall and open myself up again. Then she decides she would rather be with someone else and basically just throws several pounds of C-4 where the wall used to be and sets it off. So this left me with a crater. I was starting to fill that crater in and I stumbled upon someone else and I thougth we got along great. Granted we hadn't spent that much time together but I was falling for her. Well I have been informed that she is now wanting to be with someone else. I will have to go get some bricks and mortar to start sealing off my heart again so this will not happen again. The only ones that have free access to my heart now is my 2 daughters. They are the only ones I trust with that access right now.

Something I Did Learn And Remember
SOMETHING I DID LEARN AND REMEMBER IS NO MATTER HOW MUCH OF A BAD DAY I HAD I CAN COME ON CHERRY TAP AND ALWAYS HAVE NICE PROFILE COMMENTS WHICH MAKES ME SMILE,I AM AMAZE THAT PEOPLE TAKE THE TIME TO READ WHAT I WROTE,EVEN THO MOST OF YOU DONT KNOW ME U STILL TAKE THE TIME TO SAY HI OR READ WHAT I WROTE,WHICH MEANS ALOT TO ME,IT SUPRISES ME,OR U ADD ME AS A FRIEND,OUT OF ALMOST 900,000 U STILL TAKE TIME FOR ME,I TRY FOR A NEW IMAGE I COME OFF ANGRY,ACTAULLY IM VERY NICE PERSON,HARD WORKER,I MIND MY OWN BUSINESS,HECK I EVEN TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO COUNTRY DANCE ON THE WEEKENDS,ANYWAY I DONT WANT PEOPLE LOOKIN BACK AND SAYING WOW THAT COWBOY WAS REALLY A JERK,WISH I NEVER ADDED HIM AS A FRIEND,AND SO ON,I NOTICE I LOST FEW OF MY FRIENDS,WHICH I DONT ANYTHING TO SAY,ANYWAY IM STILL ME DOWN TO EARTH ME,THANKS FOR READIN

What Is It That I Love?
What Is It That I Love? If asked why I love her I would say It’s the smile on her face, When I am insecure. It’s the smell of her scent The pleasingly sweet of her essences . It’s the glow of her body, In the pale moon light It’s the sway in her hips, the curve in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.

Do Not Feel Like Dealing With Homework Today
Yes, I am not doing anything useful today. I got plenty of homework to get to, but I don't feel any rush to get to it. I'm still pretty much waking up, getting my momentum for the day. I slept longer than I wanted to, but probably less than I should have. I'm stuck at home all day because I didn't wake up early enough to take Les to work. Which is all right; I kept the car and I would have just spent money. I am trying to keep my head pointed towards my schoolwork, but it's kind of hard when I look at that I am probably pulling out of the school after this quarter. I still have two months to make this decision, but I think it is pretty much already made. I don't know, I kind of think I was reaching on this criminal investigations angle. I think I wanted to think I could get into something that would make me a better person, rather than something had just an average interest in. I do not want to spend the next four years chasing down something to find that I have no interest in dealin

Some People...
Some of my friends are worried that I will forgive my (soon-to-be-ex-) wife yet again and take her back.There is only ONE way that I would even CONSIDER it.She would have to answer one question to my satisfaction:"Why should I take you back?"I mean, I have ALWAYS been there for her. I have went without things I needed to give her things she wanted. I have never done anything to hurt her like she has done me. I am over halfway through my life, since American men die at around 76. (Heck, the men in my family usually have heart attacks in their forties.)I have no idea of an answer that'd get me to take her back. No answer at all...tag: infidelity, cheating, betrayal, cuckold, married life-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

I Was Reminded
as we lay there quite I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively your laugh, and the way it tempted me your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me as we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons I love you your smile, and the way it brings such life into me your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts as we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you your smile, and the way it confuses me your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me youe eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

Cheeky Questions N Cheekier Answers ....lol
1:Which sexual position produces the ungliest children? Ask your mother. 2: How do you embarrass an archaeologist? Give him a tampon and ask him which period it came from. 3: What's the difference between a bitch and a whore? A whore sleeps with everybody at the party. A bitch sleeps with everybody at the party except you. 4: What's the difference between love,true love,and showing off? Spitting,swallowing,and gargling. 5: What's the differnce between a Catholic wife and a Jewish wife? A Catholic wife has real orgasms and fake jewelry. 6: What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving. 7: What is the biggest problem for an atheist? No one to talk to during orgasm 8: What do you call an Amish guy with his hand up a horses ass? A mechanic. 9: Who is the popular guy at the nudist camp? The guy who can carry a cup of coffee in each hand and a dozen d

Help Lines & Info
National Runaway Switchboard 1-800-Runaway | http://www.1800runaway.org A national number for runaways and youth in Crisis as well as their families. We can even help you get home if you want. National Domestic Violence Hotline 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) or 1-800-787-3244 (TTY) | http://www.ndvh.org/ National Toll free hotline for domestic violence problems - confidential, 24 hrs. Translators available. RAINN - Rape, Abuse, and Incest National Network 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) | http://www.rainn.org/ Toll free, 24 hour confidential hotline for people in abusive situations. (RAINN transfers your call to your local rape crisis center or DV shelter, and picks up the tab for it. You will not get long distance charges, the call will not show up on your phone bill, and it's also free from a payphone.) National Center for Victims of Crime and National Stalking Resource Center 1-800- FYI-CALL (1-800-394-2255) | http://www.ncvc.org/src/index.html A resource to help you under

Looking For Your Face
From the beginning of my life I have been looking for your face but today I have seen it Today I have seen the charm, the beauty, the unfathomable grace of the face that I was looking for Today I have found you and those who laughed and scorned me yesterday are sorry that they were not looking as I did Iam bewildered by the magnificence of your beauty and wish to see you with a hundred eyes My heart has burned with passion and has searched forever for this wondrous beauty that I now behold I am ashamed to call this love human and afraid of God to call it divine Your fragrant breath like the morning breeze has come to the stillness of the garden You have breathed new life into me I have become your sunshine and also your shadow My soul is screaming in ecstasy Every fiber of my being is in love with you Your effulgence has lit a fire in my heart and you have made radiant for me the earth and sky My arrow of love has arrived at th

Abortion..
saw this just now and made me sick of what stupid people would do... yes I'm also against it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~` Month One MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am beco

A Look Inside Me....
(Intro) WELL, I AM NUMB, N- I'M NOT COLD, BUT I'M NOT WARM, ANYMORE..... (Verse1) AND NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, N- THOUGH I MAY LOVE YOU, WELL, I'LL NEVER BE IN LOVE, I BURIED WHO I WAS, GIVEN UP ON CRAZY LOVE, I'M LIVIN MY LIFE SAFE, (Chorus) WELL, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB (2) HEY, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB, YEAH, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB.... (Verse 2) AND WE'RE NO LONGER US, CUZ I'M NO LONGER ME, YOU CAN BLAME IT ON THE GAME, BUT IT'LL NEVER BE THE SAME, CUZ I'LL NEVER TAKE THE RISK, I'M LIVIN MY LIFE SAFE, (Chorus) WELL, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB (2) I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB, YEAH, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB.... (Bridge) ANOTHER NIGHT, ANOTHER DAY, I'M GOIN ON AND ON THIS WAY, WELL, I DON'T CARE - WHATEVER IT TAKES, WHATEVER'S GOOD FOR ME, WHATEVER'S GOOD FOR THEM, CUZ I'M JUST LIVIN MY LIFE, (chorus) WELL, I'M JUST LIVIN IT SAFE, WELL, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB, YEAH I'M JUST LI

Unbelievable Still No Winner For The Roley Free For All
ANYONE CAN KEEP GUSSING TILL I SEE A WINNER NO REPEATS...AND I WILL TELL YOU THE THEORY OF HOW I PICKED THIS LETTER....ANSWER ON THE SAME BLOG THE GAME BEEN GOING ON

Locations
*!!!ATTN: HELP WANTED!!!* LOCATIONS Anotherthing we are looking for is locations to film at. We are looking for all types of locations. Doctors Offices, bars, classrooms, businesses, stores, offices, farms, barns, really cool cars, houses, restrooms (public and private), elevators, theaters, restarants, anywhere unusual would work. I think that you have the idea. We are also looking for all kinds of "Great Outdoor" types of locations. All places must be private to public eye or closed to the public at the time, i.e. night time. Also you must be the owner of the property or at least THE manager, (so that we don't get busted for being there). So if you can help us out with any type of location that you think may be an interesting spot for us to film at, let us know.

Year I Was Born
In 1977 (the year you were born) Jimmy Carter becomes president of the US Most of the 10,000 Vietnam War draft evaders are pardoned by President Carter Singer Anita Bryant starts her "Save Our Children" crusade against gay rights Elvis Presley dies in his Graceland bathroom Congress creates a Department of Energy Anwar Sadat flies to Jerusalem in a dramatic gesture of willingness to discuss peace Orlando Bloom, Shakira, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Liv Tyler, and Ludacris are born New York Yankees win the World Series Oakland Raiders win Superbowl XI Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Swedish music group ABBA passes The Beatles as having most records sold Star Wars is the top grossing film The Shining by Stephen King is published "You Light Up My Life" by Debby Boone spends the most time at the top of the US charts Three's Company premieres What Happened the Year You Were Born?

From A Friend To My Friends
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back...

Tequilla And Salt
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

Today's Thoughts
As the chaos of my feelings run rampent in my mind The lack of stability in my living situtation drives me further into the depths of my soul I must find a way to fix the many wrongs in my life I need to find a safe place to lay my head and be able to afford it and everything else in my life I need to know what my ex fience's motivations are if he just really wants to put the past behind us do to the cancer or if he wants to try and play me again which I know won't work cause I am not that dumb anymore I need to be able to spend more time with my daughter but with the living situation and the lack of fubds I am struggling to see her as much as possible I need to feel loved I long for love's arms to wrap around me each night I need someone to make me believe everything will be alright I am almost wrenching enough each day to satisfy me but I still want to do more I am finally getting a glimpse that people might actually respect me for the things I do in and out of work

Dance With Me...
Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin Dance me through the panic 'til I'm gathered safely in Lift me like an olive branch and be my homeward dove Dance me to the end of love Oh let me see your beauty when the witnesses are gone Let me feel you moving like they do in Babylon Show me slowly what I only know the limits of Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the wedding now, dance me on and on Dance me very tenderly and dance me very long We're both of us beneath our love, we're both of us above Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the children who are asking to be born Dance me through the curtains that our kisses have outworn Raise a tent of shelter now, though every thread is torn Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin Dance me through the panic till I'm gathered safely in Touch me with your naked hand or touch me with your glove Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the end of love...

The Park
They walked through the park as the sun peeked over the top of the willow trees, a light breeze blowing messing up her fine hair, she smiled and ran her hands through it as they found one of the cement picnic tables and had a seat. She peered out over the water as he sat on the tabletop and started to play with his laces. She soon moved up beside him and watched his fingers as they fiddled with his shoes, she leaned in with a wicked grin on her face, I can think of something better you can be doing with your hands. He looked at her, a little shocked but very much turned on by what was just suggested to him. He wasn’t sure if it was a genuine request but he didn’t care, this was something that he was about to act on. He chuckled lightly as he leaned in and kissed her deeply, his hand moving up and caressing her cheek. She let out a light moan as she kissed him back, her hands moving to his chest and moving slowly over his pecks. Her fingers find his nipples and start to pinch at them th

And The Winner Is
CantSleepClownsWillEatMe(hides in fear of the night)@ CherryTAP VACATION TO ANYONE FROM YOU ANONYMOMUSLY...... HOW MUCH IS 7X8 IF YOUR GOING TO GIVE AWAY YOUR WINNINGS PLS SEND ME THE LINKS SO I DONT HAVE TO LOOK TY....LOVE YA

Felt Like Fucking You Today So...
FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED BADLY!!! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise

Vacation
W00T! I'm so excited, I just can't hide it! Yeah, I'm old.... I bought my tickets last night, heading to Germany for two days then to Denver for two weeks! Wooo Hooo! Shotgun Willies here I come! hahahahaha Actually I'll need to move my stuff into storage and turn the house over to the realtor to rent out for me, hopefully sell my truck and go fishing a bit. The family wants me to squeeze in a trip to see them and I'd like to but we shall have to see about that. So work is work, the usual chaos and mayham doesn't affect me as much now. What do I care? I know I'm going to go nuts as soon as I get close to civilization. I don't know if I'll be able to go to sleep without .50 cals going off or helo's flying over me and not being surrounded by troops with guns? Man, might be to much to handle. I was sitting in my hut thinking about it this morning as I was waiting for sleep to come and get me. Here I am, laying on an old ratty mattress, in about a 7*7 room, helo's flying

Loves You Very Much!
THIS P3RSON LOV3S YOU V3RY MUCH ____________00________________ ___________000________________ _________00000000000000000000_ _______0000000000000000000000_ _________00000000000000000000_ ___________000________________ ____________00________________ SEND THIS 2 AS MANY PPL YOU LOVE AND SEND IT BACK 2 ME IF U HAVE LOVE FOR ME.. LETS SEE HOW MANY PPL LOVE YOU..

Why I Should Be On The Realworld
(For those that haven't seen, I've signed up on realworldcasting.com. I think I should be on!) Why is is that "Stupid" is a tag one can choose [to describe themselves on the Real World casting site], but "Intelligent" is not? Isn't it about time that Real World puts on some people who can compose complete sentences? For that matter isn't it about time that the Real World have on some thirty-something, balding guy who is built like Clay Aiken and stresses about how he is going to pay his mortgage? I'm tired of the whiny, retarded, trust-fund model wannabe's that Mtv trots out for this show. It's time for a change! We thirty-something Gen-Xers are what put this show on the map in the first place! For that matter, we're the ones that made Reality T.V. into a viable medium with which to air train wreck drama without having the expense of actual writers. You're welcome, America.

Lost
why cant i remember when it was that i lost myself? in my mind i cant decifer the emotions that have been put on a shelf. can i go? i gotta run away can i hide? not if i stay where and what to do with these fucking feelings left behind? I try to read you I try to release you it seems the more I try the more i fall. i wish i could remember the beginning of it all. can i go? fuck it all can i hide? fucking pride bottled up, strangle hold slice me up to reveal my bloody gold...

Whats Ur Love Profile
Cancer - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with Your negative traits: Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down. Your ideal partner: Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt! Your dating style: Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another. Your seduction style: Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in

When I Say "i Am A Christian"...
When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I am saved" I'm whispering "I get lost!" "That is why I chose this way." When I say..."I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need someone to be my guide. When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and pray for strength to carry on. When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and cannot ever pay the debt. When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, my flaws are too visible but God believes I'm worth it. When I say..."I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain I have my share of heartaches which is why I seek His name. When I say..."I am a Christian" I do not wish to judge. I have no authority. I only know I'm loved. -Author Carol Wimmer - Copyright 1988

A Mother's Lament
alas, what have you done? something that you just cannot resist went and broke another rule suffer you must in what you persist a daughter i considered you to be not of the womb but the heart, you see in your every trial, in every hurt in trying to be free, maybe of me? nurtured, cared for, protected discouraged, told of the truth did every trick i can think of send on your way to happiness put but like the pretty dandelion there you flit at the slightest puff of the wind now the glass that's been shattered cannot by anything be mended the wailing will not be heard tears never be seen but right where you are standing is the pool where the heart has been bleeding i miss you....

Waiting
this i found, is the hardest part in this life. most things work if you are just patient. nope, think again. some things are worth waiting for. getting hurt is not one of them. i'd much rather have 1 REALLY big hurt than small ones. i even think i'm a little bit masochistic. there's this song by vonda shepard from ally mcbeal. baby, don't break my heart slow. aww, heartbreak songs. fitting. but it's not broken. just a little sore maybe. it misses. haha, misses. it longs for. yearns. boo hoo claire =p. the mind gives sound reasons. the heart feels. the body expresses. which of them loves the most though? which should be appreciated? which would you heed? which should be master of the others? some things no matter how long you wait, how good you are, how bad you want it. would never be yours.

And The Winner Is
splat==== greeneyes wins an imaginery copy of intermidiat 3rd grade math next contest pick anumber from 1-7 u get 1 chance each....winner announced in 3 minutes if no one guesses...the 1st person to take a guess wins...if u see that the number u guessed has been guessed ..take another guess