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Need Donations
Im on this website trying to raise enough money to get my boobjob .. every penny counts so if you have a lil extra cash that you can donate to a friend please go to http://myfreeimplants.com/model_detail.asp?MOID=89111 or myfreeimplants.com and search for me Thanks all you who Help ...

Better Days -bruce Springsteen
Well my soul checked out missin' As I sat listenin' to the hours and minutes slippin away yeah just sittin' around waitin' for my life to begin while it was all just slippin away Well im tired of waitin for tomorrow to come or that train to come roarin 'round the bend. I got a new suit of clothes, a pretty red rose and a woman i can call my friend These are better days, baby. These are better days its true. These are better days baby. Better days with a girl like you. Well i took a piss at fortunes sweet kiss Its like eatin' caviar and dirt. Its a sad funny ending when you find yourself pretending Youra rich man in a poor man's shirt. Now my ass was draggin' When from a passing gypsy wagon. Your heart like a diamond shone Tonight im layin in your arms carving lucky charms out of these hard luck bones. These are better days, baby. These are better days its true. These are better days baby. Better days are shining through. Now a life of leisure

What Do U Say?
What do you say to a guy that you find attractive? How do you express yourself to him? Those are that questions that I find most difficult to answer...Because...I don't know what to say! I get all tongue tied, then I say something stupid, and then I look like an idiot. I want to say something original and not a copy cat of some saying that has been used over and over again. I hope that he doesn't think that I act like a dork or anything.... love, Susan

Rainy Daze
A day off today...And it's raining...I love the rain...But with the week I've had..I feel like I'm in a total daze.. One day your life seems to be going in the right direction...Your making plans for the future...You've got a whole new reason to live...You wake up smiling... And then the next thing you know...It comes crashing down around you...It almost feels like you've been sucker punched in the stomach...and you can't catch your breath...And you feel as if the whole world has come to a complete stop... Today will be my first day off since my life was turned upside down once again...I'm going to do my best to breathe...Look at the big picture and concentrate on getting back some peace of mind... The rain is perfect for that...It's calming...dark...and quiet...

Provoked!!
............its been about one month and a half now ......and ive been having a good month..and a half too! i mean i told a stupid chick to kick rocks (thats after he throwing her snatch at me then pullin it back.....yes im still a little disturbed by this for some reason), i landed my aprenticship thing (baring a pee test, but i don't smoke so yay me), the phsycotic and uneducated ex girl from ohio who likes gettin her ass beat by her hubby hasn't bothered me (i think she got the hint, or she is in a coma either or good times!), stupid people haven't came out of left field and given me thier sob stories when i ask them how they doing, and .........NOBODY that i don't like hasn't tried to piss me off or provoke me!! man..............this thang is really turning around right before my eyes ........YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ME! so guess what im doing this weekend!.......NOT HANING OUT ON FUBAR ......i don't think i am! nope its time to ninja drinks, hit on chicks, and try to dodge the morbi

Living Will Form
Living Will Form I, __________________________, being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead partisan politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it or lawyers/doctors/hospitals interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following: _______ a Beer _______a Martini ______a Margarita ______ a Scotch and soda ______a Bloody Mary _______ a Gin and Tonic _______a Glass of Chardonnay ______a Juicy Steak ______ Lobster or crab legs _______ The remote control ______a Bowl of ice cream ______The sports page ______ Chocolate ______ Sex (this last one would seal the deal) It should be presumed that I won't ever get any better. When such a determination is reached, I hereby instruct my appointed person and attending physicians to pull the plug

Go Out With Me
Post this saying "GO OUT WITH ME =)'' whether you are single or not whoever wants 2 go out with u will message u saying "i would go out with you'' repost this in 69 sec you will be surprised who replies 2 you

Magnum Opus
It's been a long time since I blogged. Guess I haven't had much to say in a while. Or maybe I thought that lately, no one was paying attention so why bother. I know that sounds a bit self-centered, but I am legally insane now and can get away with shit like that. (I have papers to prove it) What I want to talk about is something very personal to me. I want to talk about the loss of a dear friend. Before everyone panics... no one died. Except, in my heart and mind, the things that made that person so special did die. She killed it herself. She was the one that I thought someday I'd end up marrying. We had such a chemistry when we were together, when we were touching. When we looked into one another's eyes it felt like... well it felt like home. I loved her because she could be sassy and silly and funny and outspoken and all the things that make a woman extrordinary, and not just a pretty face. She had style, man. The woman had style. She divorced her husband, t

Monday/tuesday
not a rough day in the traditional sense of a series of mishaps etc.. just rough as in me being tetchy, grumpy and just down right argumentative all day long. nothing out of the ordinary most people would say, but today just worse than usual. pissed off my mum earlier when i told her to fuck off, been bitching all day long at anyone close to me. and told someone on here to fuck off that was on my friends list and who now isn't. so like i said not a bad day compared to some others horror stories but it's all relative and it's my bad day , so there. neener neener. not that anyone will bother read this anyway but it's cathartic to get it out.

'i May Not Make It Back But I'll Make Sure Someone Never Forgets Me'
Good morning luvs! Hope everyone's day started out lovely lol. I'm sure i'll have something clever to talk about later. I just have to get in a full phone call with Ruby lol.

Special Message To All
Because of drama that will NOT leave me alone and since there are drama king's and queen's out there who have nothing else better to do than to harass me, I am leaving fubar! I am just gonna hang out in MySpace where I was to begin with. That profile tho is on private so NO ONE can bother me there. I am also no longer gonna be using the same nickname as I have been for 8 years of my life just to keep certain people out of my business. I have a new nickname on yahoo and am only giving that out to those who I trust and who wants it. The lounge, that I worked so hard to build, will be gone as of today, but I am sending a mass email out first before that is done. Then this profile will be deleted in 24 hours. Then after that you can only reach me on YAHOO or if your on my friends list on MySpace that way as well. I have just had enough and the only way I can get the drama to end, is if I END IT! So...I am! I love ya all and be safe thanks for a great ride but it wasnt too

The Game Of Love
The Game Of Love What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes

The Submissives Creed
I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that submissive does not equal "doormat". I will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives, I will share my knowledge and experiences with others in the hope that they will learn from where I have been I will take the time to help those new to the scene start out on the correct p

How Should The Dom End The Relationship??
written by S. Garrett and cerina. The article is owned and copyrighted by Submissive Loving. Scenario: The Dominant has decided it is best to end a relationship with a submissive. This isn't quite the same as ending a vanilla relationship. A sub has "given" themselves over to another human being, thus putting them at some level of subspace ALL the time. Does a Dom simply send a letter and sever all contact? (growl) Does the Dom try to "let us down easy" and sugar coat the facts?? (growl growl) OR does the Dom accept the responsibility he wanted in the first place and explain all the facts and reasons to the submissive AND help her/him through the transition? Give me your feedback. How should a Dom end a relationship with a sub? Ok...so it is not a perfect world. I accept that. My problem is this: The "Doms" (please notice quotations) do not seem to take into account the psychological makeup of a submissive. We strive at all times to please. When we are released it becomes obv

Hard 2 Handle Is In An Auction!
Short and to the point... I am up for auction! Auction starts Sunday, August 24th @ 7pm EST & runs through Saturday August 30th @ 11pm EST Check out the pic below to see what I am offering. (To get to the auction, just click through the picture below.) Minimum bid is 50,000 fubucks.Even if you don't want to bid on me, PLEASE stop by and rate the pic. Th

If Some One Loves A Flower....
On the fifth day, again, as always, it was thanks to the sheep, the secret of the little prince's life was revealed to me. Abruptly, without anything to lead up to it, and as if the question had been born of long and silent meditation on his problem, he demanded: "A sheep; if it eats little bushes, does it eat flowers, too?" "A sheep," I answered, "eats anything it finds in its reach." "Even flowers that have thorns?" "Yes, even flowers that have thorns." "Then the thorns, what use are they?" I did not know. At that moment I was very busy trying to unscrew a bolt that had got stuck in my engine. I was very much worried, for it was becoming clear to me that the breakdown of my plane was extremely serious. And I had so little drinking-water left that I had to fear for the worst. "The thorns, what use are they?" The little prince never let go of a question, once he had asked it. As for me, I was upset over that bolt. And I answered with the first thing that came in

Stolen From Mel....what Piercing Are You?
You Are a Tongue Piercing You are a very naturally sexy person. People can't help but notice you. Part of what makes you sexy is your deep sensuality. You enjoy indulging all five senses. You are hedonistic and a total pleasure seeker. You're all about what feels good. You give in easily to temptation, which gets you (and your accomplices) in trouble. Despite your lack of self control, you are popular and well liked. You flirt with everyone. You are happy to live in the moment. If it gives you in trouble, so what? Better to enjoy life now! What Piercing Are You?

Words On A Wrist
Every night she stares at her reflection in a knife While watching tears fall from her eyes During every slice of her wrist Loud music blasts to hide her cries Each cut replacing the one before Creating a never ending scar She writes three words on her wrist The most meaningful words by far Blood then takes form of her words Casting rivers down her arm Mixing with her tears of sorrow Caused by his love and her harm After the sacrifice of blood Out comes the journal of pain She than writes her deepest thoughts Before she drives herself insane Last drops of blood fall to the pages While curving her thoughts into black and white The choice of words gives the rest of the color As she cries herself a goodnight Next morning she wakes to see her new mark Decides tonight she will try a new knife Once again she will carve those true words The words that keep giving her life Her shame hides the scar on her arm As her fear hides it from her lips If only he co

People Just Dont Get Me
I have to bitch about this cause it seems to be ongoing. I Have been on and off this site for awhile now and the bitches on here are pissing me off.I have to laugh cause i do love my haters. I recently commented on a sports mumm for which team is better...now Im from pittsburgh and as the lingo goes we say STILLERS. yES i know its spelled STEELERS..BUT...i put it like i say it and this girl on here who is butt ugly comments(the hot girl dont know how to spell shes dumb)So i say...screw u ya ugly bitch,you aint from here, so dont talk what u dont know!!!!!!!!!The funny thing is i am smart and i dont go on looks so b4 u judge me .....KNOW UR FACTS!!

Sleepless In Shushan
“On that night could not the king sleep, and he commanded to bring the book of records of the chronicles, and they were read before the king.” Sounds pretty routine, the beginning of chapter six of the book of Esther, but usually His Majesty King Ahasuerus wouldn’t ask for the book of records to be read at night. Why couldn’t he sleep? Maybe it was a upset stomach from dinner that he’d shared with Queen Esther and his chief vizier Haman, maybe he was nervous about something – Scripture doesn’t say. But even the absolute monarch of the known world (check history, that’s pretty much what Xerxes I, the name he’s known by outside of Esther, was except for troublesome Greece and the unmentioned yet logical trading partner of China) was human, and he couldn’t remember everything. Hey, maybe he thought having the royal records read to him WOULD put him to sleep! Royal records tend to read that way … or perhaps God was choosing to remain anonymous that night. Coincidence? Verse t

Your Deceit
Let me twist the blade for you, It is the least that I can do. And as the jagged edge slips deep, I'll twist the blade to watch you bleed. Anger fills my shattered mind, Revenge is sweet, ripe off the vine. You think you've won this game you play, The attention from the words you say. But let me tell you what I see, This game you play called misery. It takes you in and takes control, Speaks the words within your soul. It fills your mouth with foul lies, Hides the truth from your eyes. Deceives the wicked, shames the weak, The lying words of which he speaks. And though you fisrt trust him in the game, Be careful of what you will gain. For in the end you could lose, But that is the path that you do choose. So let me twist the blade for you, It is the least I can do. And as the jagged edge slips deep, I'll twist the blade and watch you bleed.... ~ Grey ~

Wtf Is Wrong With You?
maybe it's just me, but i think some people take this site to seriously, and need to put down the mouse and go outside! i saw a bully a few days ago that was begging for a godmother, which is fine, except for the fact that it said "i have just been diagnosed with stomach cancer, and the doctors have gave me three months to live. my goal is to reach godmother before then." i love you guys, but seriously, if i was diagnosed with cancer i wouldn't be on here. i'd be spending the time i had left with family/friends. not saying you guys aren't my friends, but the internet would be the last thing i'm concerned with. espicaly leveling on an online bar! i've also seen a bully where someone was talking about how their kid just passed. WTF are you doing on fubar? shouldn't you be grieving??? if my son passed fubar would be my least concern! some people on here really need to get their priorities in order!

My Photography
I currently have photo's up for consideration for publication, but like everything in this world, it is by "popular vote" so please help me out and vote! If you like other pictures, mark them a favorite if you like the site, the more I get viewed, it raises there level to HOT and I get more exposure for my pic's! Thanks to all!!! Hi there! Sherry L. thought you might like this submission to JPG Magazine's next issue. If you do, vote it up! http://www.jpgmag.com/photos/980100 Thanks, --JPG Magazine

How Good Of A Kisser Are U..?
Go to that link and see if your a good kisser! http://www.links2love.com/quizzes/fun_kissing_quiz.htm Your score is: 17 (14-19 points) Good style! Your kissing personality is one of fun and romance. You are sponaneous and likely a talented kisser. That was my Score not bad for ole FART! HA HA HA

Hopi Corn Stew With Blue Dumplings
For the Stew: 2 tbs bacon drippings 1 1/2 lb ground beef or goat meat 1 medium onion-chopped 1 green bell pepper-chopped 1 tbs ground New Mexico red pepper 4 cups corn kernels 1 small zucchini 1 small yellow squash 4 cups water 2 tbs whole wheat flour salt to taste For the Blue Dumplings: 2 cups blue cornmeal 2 tsp baking powder 2 tbs bacon drippings 1/2 tsp salt 2/3 cup milk Making the Stew: Heat bacon drippings over medium-high heat in a large stew-pot or Dutch oven. Add the meat and sauté until lightly browned. Stir in onion, pepper and ground chili. Sauté until onion is translucent, 3-4 minutes. Stir in corn, zucchini and squash and add enough water to cover. Bring to a boil and reduce heat to medium-low and simmer 30-40 minutes, until meat and vegetables are tender. Then, in a small bowl, combine flour and 2 tablespoons broth from the stew. Whisk back into the stew and simmer until thickened. Add the dumplings to the stew during the last 15 minutes o

Indian Black Bean Soup
1 cup sliced leeks 1/3 cup oil 2 cloves garlic, crushed 2 lb canned black beans 1/2 cup water 11/8 tsp fresh ground pepper Sauté the leeks in the oil in a large saucepan until golden. Add garlic and half the beans with their liquid. Mash the beans with a fork. Then add the rest of the beans with their liquid but do not mash. Stir in the water, salt and pepper, and simmer, covered, for 40 minutes, stirring occasionally. Serve hot. http://ppisces17.ning.com/profile/2dso0jfli7ve3 I AM INVITING YOU TO COME AND JOIN ME AT MY NATIVE PRIDE NING PAGE I AM THE OWNER OF THIS SITE . ! THE LINK YOU NEED TO JOIN ME THERE IS LISTED ABOVE.THANK U RACHEL!

Osage Bread
4 cups all-purpose flour 2 teaspoons salt 1 tablespoon plus 1 teaspoon baking powder 1 tablespoon solid shortening, melted 2 cups lukewarm milk Fat or oil (for deep-frying) Sift flour, salt and baking powder into bowl. Stir in shortening and milk. Knead lightly to form dough into ball. Roll out the dough on lightly floured board and then cut into 2-inch squares. Heat fat or oil in deep fryer to 370 degrees F. Fry 2 or 3 of the squares at a time until golden on both sides. Drain on paper towels. Native Americans dip the bread in a mixture of corn syrup and bacon drippings. This is called "sop". http://ppisces17.ning.com/profile/2dso0jfli7ve3 I AM INVITING YOU TO COME AND JOIN ME AT MY NATIVE PRIDE NING PAGE I AM THE OWNER OF THIS SITE . ! THE LINK YOU NEED TO JOIN ME THERE IS LISTED ABOVE.THANK U RACHEL!

Life Quotes
The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want. Ben Stein Life is a foreign language; all men mispronounce it. Christopher Morley (1890 - 1957) It's not true that life is one damn thing after another; it is one damn thing over and over. Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892 - 1950) Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans. John Lennon (1940 - 1980), "Beautiful Boy" We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. Sir Winston Churchill (1874 - 1965)

Uncle Larry
Uncle Larry,I knew this day was coming. You had gotten so much lately. I never dreamed that Mama would be waking me up today with the news that you had left us. I know in my heart that you are in a better place but it don't stop my heart from breaking. Just breathe .... Just breathe. It won't hurt no more & all that nasty ole cancer will no longer be an issuse. I miss you so much already. You'll be greatly missed & never forgotten.Love you!

Here Comes Gustav
I was hoping that Gustav would decide that Florida was a better place to spend Labor Day but I guess he has decided that Big Easy is the place to be. That means that it will be a Cat 1 hurricane when it hits Leesville in another day or two. Dee and I are staying here with the Dogs and the kids. We have made our preparations not to mention that this is a tough old house and we survived Rita just fine. I have no doubt that we will be ok here too. So send us your thoughts and prayers. If anyone here in Leesville needs anything, don't hesitate to ask us. See you all when this is over.

Autism Awareness Train **bonus** For The 100th Supporter!! (updated 10:15pm Est) (by A ?gem4life?)
Awareness Train This is a cause I hold very dear to my heart. I would love to get as many people on this awareness train as we can get. SO I'm tossing in an EXTRA bonus. Every 25th person that joins THIS train (and rates the awareness folder) will receive a 1 credit bling from me (my choice & will be given during a happy hour). Numbers will be based on the order the fumail comes in. ***Supporter #100 will receive TWO 3 credit blings (1 from myself and 1 from Heartt65). Autism Awareness Pictures must be rated and fumail must be sent to me in order to qualify for the blings!*** You know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone message me (aGEM4life) to be added to the list. Rate my Autism Awareness folder to receive your personal Proudly Showing Awareness tag. Start with this one... Th

She Calls...
She calls to me in my sleep. She tells me she loves me. She will never leave my side. She comferts me. She loves me like no other. She will never leave me. I can not live without her love. Her beauty flows like melting ice... The light dances around her like feathers from heaven. She loves me like no other could. She Speaks to me: Let me Drink of your life... Let me take the pain away from you... I will save you from this misery... I must Silence her sometimes. I must tell her its not time yet. Please don't take me yet. All she does is just smile at me. We will be together soon my love. Then i just walk away...

Death
I can still remember the first time death came into my life. I was in kindergarten & my mother’s dad died. I didn’t really understand what was going on. In my mind all I knew was Papaw was taking a long nap. The first time that I really understood the meaning of death was in the seventh grade & my daddy’s mother died. I’ll never forget the morning Mama woke Wes & me up with the news. I think I went into shock or something. The events of that day are vague. I remember going to my aunt’s house & the corner hadn’t yet got there. They all tried to stop me from going in and seeing her. After they decided I was fine & wasn’t going to try to go in there, they stopped watching me. I came up missing for a couple of minutes. They found me when the corner arrived. There I was lying next to Mamow begging her to wake up. After they got me up I don’t really recall anything else until Daddy finally made it in. I was told later that after they got me out of bed & got me a bath that I wouldn’t talk.

Walls
everywhere on here I keep seeing this..people put up walls to see who cares enough to get in..if I run it's to see who cares enough to follow. ok..if that's the way you feel, that's cool but, why would you cause that much trouble for someone you would want to love you? I myself have walls but they're there to keep people out, to keep me in and if i run from you it's because i'm scared as hell and if you follow chances are you'll wind up as messed up as me..just a thought

Road Trip©
Those of you that are familiar with Texas have experienced the beauty of the Hill Country. For those of you not lucky enough to have ever seen the beauty that Texas has to offer,it's the reason we call it "God's Country". Imagine if you can,picturesque oak trees. The type you see in movies or in pictures, someome 200+ yrs old. The Hill Country of texas is at its prettiest during the springtime. We have a tradition here of covering all of our higway medians and sdies with native wildflowers. Imagine whole roads covers in the purplish blue of bluebonnets,the reds of the indian paint brushes,and the bright yellows of the black-eyed susans. The back roads of the Hill country twist and wind through the hills. Parks and rest stops everywhere. Little towns here before there was a Texas full of friendly people and history. Vast expanses of hunting,farming,and raching land. In fact lots of places to go and visit. The most fun I had ever had was with a couple of friends riding Harleys. Wind in m

Freaky
YOUR SO SWEET SO TASTY SO FINE SO REAL LOVE THE LOOK THE TOUCH AND THE WAY THAT YOU FEEL IF I COULD TAKE YOU WITH ME YOU KNOW THAT I WOULD THE WARMTH THAT YOU GIVE ME JUST FEELS SO GOOD ID FREAK YOU LICK YOU KISS YOU STRIP YOU ALWAYS MISS YOU NEVER HIT YOU YOUR DRIPPING WET LETS WORK UP A SWEAT YOUR IN HEAT YOU KNOW WHERE TO MEET STRAIGHT TO MY ROOM LETS GO IN A HURRY ILL BE GENTLE THERES NO NEED TO WORRY WHERE TO START HMMM LETS THINK FIRST WE'LL TALK HAVE SOMETHING TO DRINK YOU KNOW THAT YOUR FINE HERE SIP ON THIS WINE WE'LL BOTH UNWIND BABY YOUR ONE OF A KIND SIP DON'T RUSH CAN YOU FEEL MY TOUCH IM MAKING YOU BLUSH IS THIS TO MUCH MY HAND INCHES DOWN TO YOUR THIGHS YOUR BREATHING HARD FIRE IN YOUR EYES ITS SO INTENSE DAMN I WANT YOU SO BAD IM TEASING YOU NOW GOT YOU SO MAD LET ME LICK AND TASTE YOU BOO RIGHT THERE YOU SHAVED FOR ME SO CLEAN NO HAIR YOU MOVE THOSE HIPS AS I LICK YOUR CLIT YOU START TO DRIP ONTO MY LIPS TASTE LIKE SWEET HONEY IM THAT BEE WONT

She Should Be In The Spotlight. =)
Georgia's Finest is one of the raddest people on Fubar. She'd love to get the spotlight and I think we should see her there. Don't you? > Georgia's Finest((Fu-owned by Timothy))@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her!Send her your fubucks, because seriously, how many e-drinks can ya buy? LOL ♥ xoxoxox Per§ia, ETid, FuGF of Ruby Cairo & xXSedative Death DemonxX ? CounterB!tch to Trancy@ fubar Ebolarama - Every Time I Die

A Scourge Is My Hate
what you think everyone against me think of my best friend she be my best friend forever she give me harsh feeling not someone who is my bff i went crazy mad at her at this moment i dont know am feeling right why am confused she think only only my welfare she think why when she thought ill am i not thinking straight when she thought only of me am i wrong about others are others wrongfully blamed did i make myself sick sick for no reason did i cause suffering for no reason a glooming peace i did bring so all is punished never more of woe was caused by me that of the true and faithful

Hanging Around
I stand here looking through a lil ring. Wondering... Will it take long? Will it be like falling asleep? Just so many memories slipping through my mind like water in a river... holding fragments of memory is impossible... Losing my heart was just the begining... I have played with this thought so many times for the past month. maybe its time to quit playing... maybe I need to do what is right. Its hard to see others... so happy... I don't know anymore... Should I just get it over and done??? or..? Just Hang around a lil longer???

Revolutionary
revolutionary (i know it’s a repost. wonder why they deleted it?) rev·o·lu·tion·ar·y (rv-lsh-nr) adj. 1. a. often Revolutionary Relating to or being a revolution: revolutionary war; a museum of the Revolutionary era. b. Bringing about or supporting a political or social revolution: revolutionary pamphlets. 2. Marked by or resulting in radical change: a revolutionary discovery. n. pl. rev·o·lu·tion·ar·ies 1. A militant in the struggle for revolution. 2. A supporter of revolutionary principles. rev·o·lu·tion (rv-lshn) n. 1. a. Orbital motion about a point, especially as distinguished from axial rotation: the planetary revolution about the sun. b. A turning or rotational motion about an axis. c. A single complete cycle of such orbital or axial motion. 2. The overthrow of one government and its replacement with another. 3. A sudden or momentous change in a situation: the revolution in computer technology. 4. Geology A time of major crus

Couple Wanted
ok, dahlings, i'm looking to be part of a threesome. i need a couple to take me on for sex, friendship, and who knows what else. i am very open about this. please contact me if you are interested. i'm going to try craigslist, but i wanted to post something here, too.

9/11
I blogged this instead of mumming it.. Toay is a day that in my mind will live in my mind.You see there is little girl who would have been 7 this year and just beginning to understand why we are at war on terrorism and though she did not live to see it I remember her on this day. I miss her on this day. September 11, 2001 she would have only been outside the womb for 3 months. How can anyone with a soul forget this day? Are we so caught up in the political race that on day that should be important to Americans, it's not? I'm seeing all these people in mums that say forget about it, HOW!? It was the day my country was attacked, these people who say just forget it, need to be hung from a tree or shot for treason. Teagan McKay is my daughter would be 7 years and 3 months old TODAY! I've lost friends and peopleI loved dearly in this tragedy, I have a cousin who is currently stationed in Afganistan, she is fighting so we can be free, I cannot and will not forget why she's t

Relationships/poetry
A poem for my special guy! I hope you like it! My Winged Lover. By Cassie Hester lie with me, my winged lover and gather all my tears whisper with me darling and promises in my ears tell the moon your honor and the sun all of your lies kiss me once my winged lover to forever close my eyes

The Fire We Make
Closed eyes, soft lips, wet ones too. To taste your essence warms my blood with fire. I run my tongue through your world. You shake with joy, like on a warm sunny day taking in the natural wonders. A smile come to your face, can't stop moving. You fall like water, I drink until there is no more. I play with your fire til we are one, sharing in each others joy. swimming in that pool filled with sex and love, never gonna let go. Calm sea upturned into violent squalls. I hold you til we sleep.

This Is Your Last Warning.
I have a boyfriend. My future husband. I am with him to the end, we are committed. I put up the sexy pictures because on the RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE,RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE ,RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE occasions i feel sexy, i feel like hearing other people's opinions. I want to share, because I want to model. that is god's honest truth. it is NOT, i repeat, NOT because i'm a harlot. i am a woman loyal to the bitter end. the ONLY other person i would have, aside from my Phillip, is Gerard Butler, and that isn't gonna happen anyway. The disgusting, vulgar comments make me SICK. I'm not a fucking sex toy for you, I

Something To Look At.....
U will never know, How ugly I feel inside. To just sit here one day, And lay down and cry. When some people call me mean names, It seems like I don't care. But really, The feelings of hurt are always there. People say that I am not ugly, And that I am wrong. But it's hard to agree, After so long. U will never know the feelings, That have been here for years. These feelings, That have caused most of my tears. U will never know the feeling, Of not being loved. To sit there and cry, To be yelled at and shoved. I want you, To just be there for me. Because this will take a while, For me to be free. To be free from the feeling inside of me, The feeling of being ugly. Please, I know u will never know, But understand I won't let it show. Beneath my smiles, laughter and cheers, There is a person inside that fears. Of being lonely and not having anybody.

Where She Belongs
Where she belongs I sit here and wonder, just how did she do it? cause as if by magic ... it just all went away the sadness had set in, it's weight like an anvil but it only took her smile to lighten my days... I'm pretty damn sure that she knows how I'm falling It's not like I hide it... if you know me you know so much in common, theres no wonder I love her but I don't wanna jinx it, so I'll take this one slow first thing in the morning, my thoughts are about her then all thru the day...thru both IM's and texts I let her know my heart, is hers for the taking and I don't even want to start thinking about sex a beauty so intense, it renders men stupid a smile like an angel... this vision so rare I can hardly believe, that this is my woamn to walk holding her hand, O how they will stare she tells me that she too, is falling hard for me that she too is nervous, the feelings so strong I 'm hoping that t

Inspire Me
My favourite quotes... You can't do anything about the length of your life, but you can do something about its width and depth. Shira Tehrani Remember, Ginger Rogers did everything Fred Astaire did, but backwards and in high heels. Faith Whittlesey To live for results would be to sentence myself to continuous frustration. My only sure reward is in my actions and not from them. Hugh Prather The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing. Albert Einstein People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within. Elisabeth Kubler-Ross Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the

Internet
* EFF FILED A NEW LAWSUIT AGAINST THE NSA and other government agencies and officials today, redoubling our efforts in the fight against warrantless wiretapping. The suit -- called Jewel v. NSA -- is aimed at ending the NSA's dragnet surveillance of millions of ordinary Americans and holding accountable those responsible for creating, authorizing, and implementing the illegal program, including President Bush and Vice President Cheney. http://www.eff.org/cases/jewel

The Pace Diet....
Call it metabolism, call it luck, call it inhuman physiology but I have been 185lbs for 10+ years without ever following any specific dietary game plan. So it occurred to me, maybe the stuff that I eat every day is actually a successful diet in itself. For the past 7 days I have kept track of every piece of food and every drop of liquid I've consumed. If you're brave enough, try the diet yourself... Or at least try and survive it! Monday: 1 32oz. Dr. Pepper Couple handfuls of pizza-flavored Goldfish 2 Quesadillas w/hot sauce 1 Can of Orange Crush 1 Dozen microwaved Pizza Rolls 1 Bottle of Propel Kiwi Strawberry water 1/2 Bowl of 2 day old spaghetti Tuesday: 1 32oz. Dr. Pepper 2 Cinnamon Poptarts 1 32oz. Coke 1 Sour Dough Jack -No Tomatoes 1 Medium Curly Fries 10-15 Assorted Jelly Belly jellybeans 1 Bowl of Hamburger Helper - Chili Cheese 1 Can of Mountain Dew 1 Can of Yoohoo Chocolate Drink Wednesday: 1 32oz. Dr. Pepper 1 6-p

Off For The Weekend
Hey ya'll! This weekend we are off to hang out at the in-laws. Apparently there is some big party for hubby's aunt and uncle. I think it will be neat because I haven't met a lot of people that will be there, but I worry because I have lots of homework left to do and I haven't made much money this month. I know we could be worse off, but I worry.. so much!

Boyfriend
So.. Im not here to hook up, to meet random people or to just hang out and kick it. I simply entertain myself and pass the time. Sure I would love to bump into a great man that I could create a friendship/relationship with but the chances of that happening on here are slim to none. What I like in a man... In looks. I tend to like. Dark hair. Full lips. White Meat. Strong defined Jawbone. Dimples. Hair on chest. Nice hands. I need. Chemistry. Friendship. Someone who knows who they are. Wants, not Needs me. Cant stand. Critical. Overbearing. Manipulative. Dip. Gamers. I can add to this list at anytime ;) This was written strictly for fun..

People Need To Grow The F*#k Up
Wow... I can't believe some of people's maturity level on here. Last night was so unbelieveable and just a waste of my time. The conversation said by this individual was just... wow... lost for words. Okay maybe ONE word to describe it.... CHILDISH!!! This is the second time that this person had pulled this shit over me, but me being the good person that I am (he more than ever think I'm some lying bitch), removed him from block after months and attempted at another shot at a friendship. It seemed to be fine. We don't talk as much as before but a few hello's on yahoo, a few texts. The time that I met this person, I was with someone else. There were times that I thought.. just maybe... but never pursued anything. I continued to be friends with this person but unfortunately he was so hung up on hopes. I stayed with the person that I was with until things started to get sour and things just ended. So here I am... no relationships of any sort. I'm starting to get back in touch with friends

Is There A Heaven ? ?
Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about 'And blood was everywhere,' 'The sirens screamed out eulogies,' For death was in the air. 'A mother, trapped inside her car,' Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: 'Oh, God, please spare my boys!' She fought to loose her pinned hands; 'She struggled to get free,' But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused 'On where the back seat once had been,' But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; 'She did not hear them cry, ' 'And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, ' 'Oh, God, don't let them die! ' Then firemen came and cut her loose, ' 'But when they searched the back

Im No Slave
Misterk20 came to my page and asked me do I want to be a slave girl. Then he shouts me in the shout box to tell me that I would be owned by a white person and I look like a usuable girl.... All the brown has to say is "Fuck You and Fuck your slave shit!" Its 2008 if he wants to go back to the slave days that his call....for now I am very very angry.... For the record I am not racist...my bf is white...thats whats up !!!! This is how the convo went... ->misterak20...: ur fuckn crazy superman00069: magmypic.com... misterak20...: you will be allowed to be the toy of a white owner. and i am sure you are a well usable girl that is willing to do her best to be trained well ->misterak20...: whats in it for me ? misterak20...: hello... is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? Fo the record not haters on my page !!!

Birthday Wish List!
OK. It's that time of year again where I get to be catered to. On this coming date of Rocktober 15th, I, Rebal will be celebrating My 44th B-day. Yeah, Yeah, I Know. Keep Yer Fucking Old Jokes to Yourselves. My Cock works Very Well Thank You. LOL. But, this year, I decided that what I will do to Help everyone figure out what I want & need for My B-day. So, I have come up with a list. 1 - Liv Tyler, Shania Twain, & Allyson Hannigan. Sorry, got this Fantasy Stuck in My head. 2 - MONEY!!!! Lots of It. 3 - Corvette 4 - Harley 5 - Dragons - Want to make My collection grow 6 - Naughty Pics of Yourself 7 - Marijauna - can Never go wrong 8 - Jack Daniels - see above 9 - Sex 10 - More Money - can NEVER have enough of it 11 - Jessica Alba & Eliza Dushku 12 - a 3-some with 2 of You Lovely Ladies 13 - Socks - What I think Most People will get Me 14 - did I say Money? 15 - Bar or Harley Shirts from around the World Now, it is Not Required, But it Would be Greatly Appreciated. Naug

I'm In An Auction! Come Own Me!
I am in an auction. Come bid on me! What I offer in full is as follows!All pics rated @ HH All stash rated @ HH Weekly personal pic made for the winner Added to Family Name added to my name for the month Daily Sh*tfaced Daily comment 1 sfw salute If HH/Blast All the above plus 300 11s durin HH 4 total SFW salutes, one weekly Daily personal pic made Added to my Yahoo Daily gift 3 Blings given throughout the month Your link added to my profile Your pic added to my picsJust click on the picThis auction is hosted by the one and only: Plz R/F/A him!LONESTARSTATECOWBOY~KING OF CAMELOT@ fubarThis beautiful thing is brought to you by the one and only♀♂☆PrÍñcëšš Kàrè Alół™☆♀♂ Sign my guestbook & leave voice!@ fubar

When "we" Are Older??......
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says - something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE : 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go a long. 3. Getting a little action means you don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend: Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr- Al

Yeah, Knew This Already :p
You Are 92% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Your Deadly Sins
Your Deadly Sins Lust: 60% Pride: 40% Envy: 20% Greed: 20% Sloth: 20% Gluttony: 0% Wrath: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 23% You'll die while in the throws of passion - the best way to go. How Sinful Are You?

I'm Bored
I hate being laid-off again this F@#$%*&* Economy B.S. is that. F@#$ those rich pompous a-holes trying to save the government. Our true founding fathers would have shot every last one of them. Sorta like Chaney tried Eh. Just venting a bit sorry but these taxes is one of the many reason's people came from their countries to America it was to get away from all the Greed their countries had at the upper levels of Stae and Governing bodies they had. And now where are we no better then those from whom we despised. Go figure history has a stupid way of semi-repeating it-self. And by the way what the F@#$ is with EMO's. Grow up get rid of the damn anti-depressents you stole and see that you are not helping our Country but failing it...

What Is The Point?
Some one please tell me what the point is of being fu married? I mean seriously unless your a real life couple on here it doesn't mean anything it's not legal in any way I am not being a downer I am just trying to understand what the fuss is over being fu married...I always assumed we were all our own person on here and we had our own identies and this was all for fun some people take it to extreme measures of a real wedding when in reality this is "ONLINE" and it not only that it's not going to stop the men nor women from hitting on your special someone if they want them bad enough they will stop at nothing to get the attention that they seek...okay its just me rambling again I said my piece just someone for gods sake give me a good anwser on this one lol.

Lyrics To The First Song On My Playlist.
"Let Your Troubles Roll By" Love endures, it clings away When asked to leave, it begs to stay Like the perfect song, at imperfect times It's the way the chords struck with the rhymes So let your troubles roll by... He knows he can help himself He can tell by a look at the books on his shelf And someone, somewhere loses her son Before her own sunset is said and done And she dreams of sunflowers bent-over Frozen in snow, and thinks 'Colorado.. ?' But then plays her life back in slow motion To keep in touch with that raw emotion In the night, crushed empty can Olive Oyle is waiting for her man To come in from the fight That will change their life 'For good this time...' When all of your tears dry, let your troubles roll by Like New Year's Eve, tonight's underway But tomorrow you'll wake up afraid of the day 'Cause underneath the scars of your broken dreams An undone war still wages and stings You fear the year will blow Like a breeze through a rainbow

Woes Me
I guess tonight is the straw that broke the camel's back. Being a night auditor, and working 100% alone, I never know what to expect at my hotel. Ever since the AGM switched to a different propertyand left a fully incompetent GM to run this place, things have been going downhill. No one is pressuring the Housekeeping to do a better job, there is very little communication between the shifts, the maintenance ppl are not doing shit. So as a result, there are a lot of pissed off ppl because their needs and requests have not been met. And whom do they come to bitch about all this stuff? Yup, you guessed it right. Tonight, on a weekend, when our hotel is PACKED, the complete morons left me with no master key. A little fact that prevented me from being able to get ppl stuff from the housekeeping. And coincidentally, within an hour of me being here, someone needed a plunger, towels, blankets, sheets, and some other crap that is ofcourse locked up in the housekeeping room. My night just blew

Why Do I Always Have To Be Strong
It has come to my attention that when I get hurt in one form or another, I shut down...like I delete anything that will make me feel anything bout the situation at all. I don't know why but I always feel like I have to come off as this really strong person with my emotions even if I am an emotional wreck at the time. I am getting truly sick of going out on a limb with people that I tell myself "they couldn't hurt you, how could they" and the sad thing is I can't help but feel it is something to do with me...am I giving off some weird vibes to these people, that you would think would be the last person to hurt someone, is it me that is so unsure bout myself and maybe, just maybe they pick up on that? I just know that at times I want to be in a relationship soooo bad it physically hurts, then there are those times that I just wanna be completely free. Either way something has to give in one way or another...I can't keep doing this, soon there is not gonna be anything left of the real me

Finger Salutes! {contest}
~~~HOECAKE VS WILDE FINGER SALUTE PARTY~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ COME ON DOWN AND SEE THE SEXY TEXYS NEW PICS AND PARTY WITH THE GIRLS!! WE ARE HAVING US A NUTTER LI'L COMPETITION!! THURSDAY NIGHT 'ROUND 11PM! TEXAS TIME! CONTEST ENDS...FRIDAY OCT.17TH 2008 MIDNIGHT! RULES: #1 R/F/A us PLZ PLZ PLZ!! (tho not necessary to play) and of course all BLING is desired and accepted with genuine SOUTHERN GRATITUDE! #2 YOU MUST POST A FINGER SALUTE! YES, FOLKS...WE WANT YOU TO FLIP US OFF!! #3 ALL SALUTES MUST SAY WILDE or HOECAKE or if you cannot decide, you may make a salute that says WILDE & HOECAKE! #4 YOU MUST MESSAGE US OR SHOUT US THAT YOU HAVE MADE A SALUTE FOR US!! #5 WE WILL THEN POST THE SALUTE IN A NEW ALBUM CALLED...NSFW F*CK YOU FACE OFF... #6 AT THE END OF THE CONTEST...WE WILL TALLY OUR SALUTES AND POST THE WINNER!! #7 ALL SALUTES ACCEPTED! BUT YOU MUST INCLUDE THE FINGER...FLIPPIN' US OFF!! AND THE SIG

Oh Well
THE SUN FADES ONCE MORE ON THIS LONELY HEART, OH WELL. THE TOUCH OF A WOMAN IS WHAT I WANT BUT I CAN NOT HAVE IT, OH WELL. MY HEART WANTS TO SHARE LOVE AGAIN BUT FOR NOW IT WILL HAVE TO WAIT, OH WELL. THERE IS SOMEONE FOR ME I KNOW SO WHY CAN'T I FIND HER IS SHE HIDING BEHIND MY BROKEN HEART, SHE MIGHT BE SO FOR NOW OH WELL. BY:DALE WESLEY JR.

Contest Plz Help Me!
~~~HOECAKE VS WILDE FINGER SALUTE PARTY~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ COME ON DOWN AND SEE THE SEXY TEXYS NEW PICS AND PARTY WITH THE GIRLS!! WE ARE HAVING US A NUTTER LI'L COMPETITION!! CONTEST ENDS...FRIDAY OCTOBER 17, 2008 MIDNIGHT!! RULES: #1 R/F/A us PLZ PLZ PLZ!! (tho not necessary to play) and of course all BLING is desired and accepted with genuine SOUTHERN GRATITUDE! #2 YOU MUST POST A FINGER SALUTE! YES, FOLKS...WE WANT YOU TO FLIP US OFF!! #3 ALL SALUTES MUST SAY WILDE or HOECAKE or if you cannot decide, you may make a salute that says WILDE & HOECAKE! #4 YOU MUST MESSAGE US OR SHOUT US THAT YOU HAVE MADE A SALUTE FOR US!! #5 WE WILL THEN POST THE SALUTE IN A NEW ALBUM CALLED...NSFW F*CK YOU FACE OFF... #6 AT THE END OF THE CONTEST...WE WILL TALLY OUR SALUTES AND POST THE WINNER!! #7 ALL SALUTES ACCEPTED! BUT YOU MUST INCLUDE THE FINGER...FLIPPIN' US OFF!! AND THE SIGN WITH OUR NAME OR NAMES! THANK Y

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DON'T BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4.Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me?. 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT Naughty Application

Help Me Plz!
I am soooo close to being Godmother. Please help me out! I will return the love and if u rate ALL my pics send me a private msg and I will create a personalized profile skin for you. In the message tell me the colors you want and theme of your choice. Poe†ichear†*Head Promo@Wolfpack* Fuwife2Twizt/Rkkennedy* Owned by Rkkennedy@ fubar (repost of original by 'Poe†ichear†*Head Promo@Wolfpack* Fuwife2Twizt/Rkkennedy* Owned by Rkkennedy' on '2008-08-07 16:40:44') (repost of original by '*~*vïØlëT*~*RL Gƒ,ƒu-Wïƒëÿ & §käñK TØ ßîg èvî£*~*cØ-Øwñër Øƒ Thë wØlƒpÅçk~ rÅwr!!! Øwñëd Bÿ TÅb§' on '2008-08-07 16:42:19')

I Just Have To Lol
each time someone hears im at the bar have drinks with my friends - everyone who does not know asks what do i drink theres only one main one JACK AND COKE yes i am a whiskey girl! the other thing that gets people is that i am a huge football fan go 49ers! Thats right I am a 49er fan so to those who have a problem with my team can talk all yall want but aint nothing go to change it have been since i was 5yrs old playing football sooo... but the hole funny thing is that when they find out i get...."will you marrie me?".... lol

The Difference Between Cats And Dogs
Cats catch mice. Dogs catch FRISBEES! Dogs wang their tails with wild abandon. Cats flick their tails with haughty contempt. Cats are finicky eaters. Dogs eat their own vomit. Dogs fetch. Cats expect you to fend for yourself. Cats will snuggle up next to you and purr. Dogs will hump your leg. Dogs greet you at the door with unabashed enthusiasm. Cats look at you as if to say, "Yeah..you're back...so?" Cats were worship as gods in ancient Egypt. Dogs are served as entres in Korea. All cats are girls. All dogs are boys. (it's common knowledge.)

Goddess Of Passion
Venus beckons in lace bound fast by chains of love wrapped tight Her lush lips so tenderly pressed to the earth's ancient grassy breast, Goddess mine please hear my prayers smile down on your slave of love carry my spirit to that place you dwell that altar between your silken thighs her moans and sighs sweet music calling me to her fervent worship in that temple of secret delights surrendering all I am to you freely I sing for you an ancient primal hymn soft muffled songs roll from my lips shake the earth and rock your hips take my offerings, mark me as yours Press my face to that cup of sacred wine and drink deep that sweet water of life far beyond the realm of mortal desire love's alchemy, carnal made the sublim

Lair Of Sin
A roar like thunder all around us It growls so loud in our ears Crouched behind the waterfall Bodies entwined without a care We dangle feet in the icy grotto while waiting for the sun to rise First light breaks above the ocean A fiery ball born out of the water Flames search for us in the dark Our watery curtain warmly shimmers Bathing us in the soft orange rays You pull me deeper into our lair Cat lithe you crawl over my body My skin on fire from your touch Purring softly, you lick my face Marking me with panther claws Hunting release, our wild hearts soar as we tumble naked in the fire's glow

Spread The Wealth
Time for my weekly political rant. I want to highlight something Barack Obama said to Joe the Plumber, which John McCain touched on during the debate. Barack said he wanted to "spread the wealth around." Why do conservatives have such a problem with this, aside from the fact that they have control over most of the wealth? The top 1% of earners earn more than the bottom 48%. In the 1950's and 1960's the average CEO earned 25 times what the average worker did. Now, they earn 250 times more. Does anyone else think that is too extreme a disparity?! I'd be all for a capitalistic, free market society if we could trust the people at the top to invest back into the economy and back into the middle class. But unfortunately, humans are greedy by nature. When you give rich people more money, they keep it. Do John McCain and the Republicans ever take a look at the numbers? Looked at the unemployment rate lately? Have they noticed that the average wage increase for the workforce

Last Night. I Learned Something.
i have got to stop drinking lol. or at least stop drinking when with chris. but we're together like every day. maybe stop drinking at shows. but i wouldn't be able to handle the sobriety. lol. yeah. i woke up still a little buzzed. lol

My Auto 11's
I wanna say a GREAT BIG Thank You to all who helped rate my pics during my Auto 11 Bling. And a special Thanks to Mailbroad for giving me the Bling, Everyone show her some love. Just click her pic and go show her some love! mailbroad..aka Monkeybutt@ fubar Thanks again to all!!

Eternal Love
I SEARCH THE WORLD TRYING TO FIND MY LOVE A LOVE THAT I KNEW SO LONG AGO. A LOVE OF PURE BLISS A LOVE TO LAST A THOUSAND LIFETIMES. YOU ONCE HELD MY HAND ONCE,HELD MY HEART BUT THE FATES CAME INTO OUR WORLD AND STOLE YOU AWAY NOW I HAVE FOUND YOU BUT DO YOU REMEMBER, REMEBER THE LOVE WE SHARED. I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU AND NEVER LET YOU GO! TO FEEL YOU ONCE AGAIN TO FEEL YOUR HEART BEAT WITH MINE TO FEEL YOUR LIPS TOUCH MINE TO FEEL YOUR HANDS HOLD ME CLOSE I WANT SO BAD TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU TO SAY THAT I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE IF ONLY YOU WOULD REMEMEBER THE LOVE WE ONCE SHARED. E.S.SCHNEIDER

What A World We Live In
Obituary of the late Mr. Common Sense Interesting and sadly rather true.... 'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only wo

Love, Wtf?
CHEATING HEART YOU LOOK DEEP INTO MY EYES WHILE U TELL ME THOSE LIES; I DONT KNOW WHY IT COMES AS SUCH A SURPRISE. YOU HOLD ME IN UR ARMS AND TELL ME YOUR MINE; BUT I FIND OUT OTHERWISE, TIME AFTER TIME. IS IT SO HARD FOR YOU TO JUST BE SINCERE; IM TIRED OF PLAYING ALL THESE GAMES HERE. I SIT HERE PATIENTLY AND WAIT; FOR YOU TO SEEK OUT YOUR NEXT PIECE OF BAIT: IT SEEMS LOVING TO YOU IS JUST A GAME; AND IM JUST SUPPOSED TO SIT HERE AND WAIT LIKE SOME KIND OF FUCKING LAME. WELL THATS NOT ME, U GOT ME CONFUSED; IM NOT ONE TO SIT HERE FEELING HURT ANS USED: IVE BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK A TIME OR TWO; THE STUNTS YOU PULL AINT NOTHING NEW. IVE BEEN A PLAYER AND IVE ALSO BEEN PLAYED; THRU THE YEARS IVE REGRETTED MANY CHOICES I HAVE MADE. IVE DONE SOME WRONG NO DOUBT THATS TRUE; BUT ALWAYS MY LOVE HAS BEEN TRUE. I WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO TREAT ME SECOND BEST; WHEN I HAVE PUT U ON A FUCKING PEDESTAL ABOVE ALL THE REST. IF I HAD TO CHOOSE MY SANITY OVER YOU,

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Tired Of Re-rating Every Other Day
you know it seems like i just rated someone and then 2 days later i have to re-rate them again. i am getting tired of re-rating everyone on my friend list, i feel like i am re-rating them everyday...i think it should take maybe like a month b4 you have to re-rate them again, this is 1 of the reasons im not on here very often anymore. tell me what do you think? and please leave a comment.

Fear That Grips Us
Sipping a drink I glance over my glass and something catches my attention. Something steals my breath away from me. The glow she exudes is overwhelming, it almost blinds me. Her aura draws me too her, but I can’t move. My feet won’t budge, she is too beautiful for words and my body knows it. How could I stand a chance, any hope of catching her attention, this angel that has fallen to heaven. Her smile lights up the room brighter then the Sun. Her laughter is like the sweetest music ever written by the greatest composers. It grabs you and won’t let go. She floats around the room on a cloud of air, like carried by invisible wings of an angel. And yet I am still frozen in my spot. Unable to move. Gripped by fear and caught in her sirens song, I watch her float by me. She glances in my direction and all I can do is look away in hopes that she doesn’t see the stupid look that must be all over my face. My stomach clenches and churns, I feel sick, nauseated. I find the courage to look up and

Flagrant Exploration
To Love I wake up thinking about you I lay there and imagine how it would feel to lie down and sink into you the very first place would be your face your lips touching softly while you sleep feeling you stir under my caress I wake up thinking of nothing else just you thinking about you stirring and how i would snuggle closer not needing to see just needing to feel feel the hair on your chest running through my fingers tickling my cheek as i sink deeper into you I wake up thinking about only you and the beat of your heart under my palm on my cheek in my ear feeling your arms instinctively surrounding me protecting me from everything knowing they are needed wanted enjoyed. I wake up thinking of nothing else safe and secure shameless exploration discovery awaiting every touch like new forever with out resistance or fear I nuzzle my way to your belly running my hand down through the hair feeling your warmth following my hand with my cheek an

If Vampires Attacked!!!!
Vampire lore goes back a long time and there is a reason for that. Many different cultures feel differently about vampires and I could get into the different ways people view them but I wont for this post. If you have any questions about it feel free to message me. Now on to the topic at hand, what to do if vampires attacked well here are a few things that you can do to protect yourself against the creatures of the dark. 1. Welcome to Louisiana! The land of the New Orleans vampires! They are not vampires, it is a lifestyle choice nothing more. Do not confuse them with real vampires because it is not legal to stake a teenager standing on a dark corner. Happy Marti Gras. 2. Once it is discovered that vampires do exist don't go to the nearest porn store and buy Caress of the Vampire 2 thinking that vampires would make a good bed mate. I am not sure if undead soul sucking pieces of shit would qualify for a good lay. 3. Movies are useless. There are very few stories that I wo

Awe.....love
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so ha

Can't Find My Way Through
i have walked these dark and fathamless halls. i seek peace for my weary soul. how did i get here? when did i get here? the darkness goes forever. i try to remember days of past happiness... everything is just beyond grasp... my solom solitude is all i have. i seek a glimps of light, i find not... pain and sorrow have taken me. a mind so broken that it fights itself. i cryout to noone. my soul wants to give up, but my body lives on. the flesh feels like its dieing around me. the scars of my flesh burn, crying out for substance... i have fought so many battles, but in all i have lost... i cannot see were i am going, or were i have been. shallow is my soul. hate is my heartbeat. bitterness is my wine. i have grown cold to all. i wear a fake smile. there nothing to hold onto... what i once felt seems like a distant memory. so... this is what its like to hit the bottom...

Awsome Peeps
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Fatal
What's that lying in the leaves so still? An empty shell of self I'm alone and dying It's just a fatal beating of my heart When you look into my eyes you see A shattered me, you see And if you listen very close You'll hear a muffled scream A dream you never want to visit It's just a fatal beating of my heart What's that floating in the stream It seems a broken dream It bleeds for promises forgotten Another fatal beating of the heart What's that lying in the road ahead I guess you tried to hit the brakes too late It's dead weight my fate You drag beneath your tires Another fatal beating of my heart No chances I'll survive it It's just a fatal beating of my heart

See How Many Numbers You Can Get
Name:___________________ Number:_________________ Service:________________ Text messaging: ( )yes ( )no Picture messaging: ( )yes ( )no Can I text you?: ( )yes ( )no Can I picture message you?: ( )yes ( )no Can I call you?: ( )yes ( )no Best time to call:___________________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get

My Own Hands
Going to bed last night I thought of, or realized, something. Anything I have done or anything I have I've done with my own 2 hands. I don't count on others to buy me things or give me things. Part of my brain makes me proud of that fact. Another part asks another question, which I will not mention here. The thought started in Fu, but expanded to that real world out there. Another thought was all those people out there who are the exact opposite. Who have things handed to them, most of the time because of how they look or maybe because of who they are. One thing I need to realize in those times of diffucult choices is not to further their ego by handing them over things like many others. It only hurts them in the end really :D.

Obama Insults Our Troops And America!
I can't believe that Americans are voting for Obama, a Muslim, and I can prove it, who has insulted this nation, we call, "America, The Beautiful, The United States of America", where FREEDOM rings but our freedoms has been taken away slowly to give Americans a promise of security, BUT A FALSE SECURITY. Obama says, " the Iraq war is a mistake". I know Obama is WRONG. My nephew fought in Iraq and he says that USA needs to be in Iraq and the war MUST BE WON! By Obama stating it is a mistake, HE IS INSULTING our men who died there for our FREEDOM, There is definately a price to pay for FREEDOM. He is surely unqualified to be our President. Any American who votes for a man who has insulted this country must SEARCH the PAST of OBAMA. Do you people truly believe he will fullfill HIS PROMISES? Or is he promising the American people in WORDS ONLY? Telling you exactly what you want to hear? If his promises could have been fullfilled, I truly believe Former President Ronald Reagan would had give

Obama Facts You Decide
The Facts · Is Mr. Obama a Muslim? Mr. Obama has repeatedly denied being a Muslim and has stated at numerous primary events that he is a Christian and “loves Christ”. However, as you will note further on these facts and letter from the Editor, his association and support for Muslim’s is truly unclear. · Did Mr. Obama fail to hold his hand over his heart at a recent democratic event where the National Anthem was played? Yes, during a recent democratic hopeful debate involving Mr. Obama, Senator Clinton, Gov Richardson, and Ruth Harkin he was photographed failing to show the flag of the U.S. respect by holding his hand over his heart for the playing of the National Anthem. Click here for photo. · What is Mr. Obama’s race? Mr. Obama is bi-racial, his father is a black Muslim and his mother is white. However, in most of his activities, speeches, and a myriad of voting patterns he votes primarily as a black centric man. · Is Mr. Obama “Pro

The Joke's On Me
I keep waiting for the phone to ring Yet I know it won't be you; I try to fill my life with busyness Yet all I do is think of you. What became of us And all our dreams and plans; How could you turn and walk away As I watched our castles turn to sand? Do you never even miss me Don't you long to caress my face; How could you forget so easily And You I can't erase? I want to be in your arms again To see the laughter in your eyes; But I guess the joke's on me And Oh! Was I surprised!

Drunken Poem
Awoke this morning on a kitchen floor. It wasn't mine, and my back was sore. Then used a dog for a blanket, not because i'm poor, But because it was warm, and it didn't snore. I'd watched the Steelers with some Penn State whore. I drank too much and although I swore I would quit smoking-I smoked some more. Then driving home I heard a drunken roar. My friend throwing up out the passenger door. so driving quickly, through the streets I tore. His vomit wildly splashing on the clothes he wore. To those who read this, I am quite sure that this poem of mine has become a bore. But it's my recollection A drunken reflection On the eve of election On November four.

Grrrrrr
Death, destruction, dark decay killing life every fucking day use me now before I break cause once i do ur blood I will taste U fuck me over to many times I'll hear ur screams torture u for all time u fuck with me and u fuck with friends I'll have u know that shit will end either u stop on ur own or i'll do it myself but if I do ur death is assured I'll do it slow and painfully piece by bloody piece ur skin will be flayed ur blood will flow u will scream and u will plead no one will save u not even ur dreams this night u are in hell and if u wonder y never say i didn't warn u I told u am was ur worst fear.

A Poem Of Remembrance
A million blood red poppies fell slowly to the floor And I heard a million voices that I had heard before Calling from a foreign field, the earth, the sea, the sky Telling all the story of why they had to die. Liberty and freedom, motherland and home These are words to cherish but the dead lie deathly prone. Have we learned the lesson, all they gave was it in vain? Is this a better world we live in built upon their pain? A million blood red poppies, remember them and pray They gave their tomorrow that we might have this day We must strive to greater effort for peace and goodwill to reign Never should one single poppy fall to the floor again.

For Carmen....
My words are weapons In which I murder you with But please don't get scared please do not turn your head We are the future the 21st century dyslexic, glue-sniffing cybersluts With homicidal minds and handguns We are the insane Nothing will change We are the same Nothing will change There is a thin line between what's good and what is evil I will tiptoe down that line But I will feel unstable My life is a circus And I'm tripping down the tightrope Well there is nothing to save me now So i will not look down And again and again and again And it happens again and again and again There's no beginning there is no end there is only change Progression backwards Is this where we are heading Take back your soul Forget your emptiness There is a thin line between what's good and what is evil I will tiptoe down that line But I will feel unstable My life is a circus And I'm tripping down the tightrope Well there is nothing to save me now I'm falling to the ground Fall

Unconditional Love
Don't explain Just lay back and watch the rain Cause darling I'm right here And nothing's changed Don't you know by now I would not even know how To keep myself from falling for you I'll be around Unconditional love I'll be there when you fall The one condition of love Is there are none at all Why would I Be a fool and break these ties When all the dreams that I believe Are in your eyes Don't you see at last You don't even have to ask I'll give you so much more Than just a second chance Hey, my precious one

Enlightened
Awaken inside a ðark and cold hollow place. I find myself wondering... Shall I stay inside this decrepid hollow? Shall I conceed to this fate? Shall I continue with this insufferable existance? ...or... Shall I FIGHT!? Do I let those who bound me to this decrepid hollow win? Shall I surrender my will? Or Shall I claw away at this decrepid casket that they have bound me in? Tell me... What shall I do... I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN!!!

Today
Today I have had the pleasure of being taken to a feeling of elation that has absolutely no parallel at all. It has come to me as a feeling of what it truly means to be human and to feel a connection that is unrivaled, unparalleled and untouchable. This person although never met in the flesh has been able to portray and produce feelings of security, love and friendship that can fully alter my own very existence for the better. Without the presence of these feelings, life would truly be a somewhat empty void that is unacceptable not only to me but should be to all. Thank you my dearest friend.

Fubar
I"M here because i feel that I have maybe misslead some people on here thinking that i want more.. LOOk if your not my friend then please just leave my page.. IF your only interseted in my page cause you think i want to get personal with you. its not going to happen...FUbar claims this is an adult site.. but when i can't cuss in my satus box and some of my pic are not nsfw. then i think its safe to say some of the people on here shouldn't be here either... here the deal i have made some stupid mistake on here and now I"M paying for it. so here it is ... If i flirt that all it is nothing more... ALL i want his good friend to come on here and have some fun. if it bother's you that i dont come to your page and leave comment or i dont respond all the time to the shoutbox I"m sorry but i'm not always here and i dont really want to have FU bar sex..it ok to have some fun.. but sheeesh dont cross the line with me. yes i have crossed the line myself. and now i see that was a

Just A Quiz
Holiday ??? [thanks to CR for this quiz] What is your favorite fall/winter holiday? Halloween [and I was sick for it this year] Turkey or ham for Thanksgiving dinner? BOTH [but I prefer honey baked ham at all occassions] Do you do the carving? Nope. I am still a proud member of the kids table. Where will you be on Thanksgiving Day? Hopefully at TRF Who will you spend the day with? SNAKES Name one thing you are thankful for this year. Will's undying affection Favorite kind of pie? Blueberry, cherry or pumpkin Do you get drunk on holidays? Ha! I rarely drink any time of year. What is your favorite Thanksgiving activity? Passing out Do you like to go shopping on the Friday after T-giving? oh hell no! and I sure as fuck will never do it again no matter who asks! Do you prefer to shop online or in stores? I hate to shop. I am too broke. Do you celebrate Christmas? Winter Solstice? Hannukah? Kwanzaa? Actually none of the above. Do you put u

A Painful Truth!
Love, Interrupted I love you, I need you, I want you, SHUT UP! I'm tired of all this nonsense. I'm tired of tryin' to slap on romance, and endin' up with a "Keep on yo pants!" It's makin' me so sick that I can't even eat; I'm tired of hearin' this nonsense from the time I wake up till the time I go to sleep! It's haunting my dreams, interrupting my thoughts; I'm not gonna do this anymore, I'm not gonna give it all I got anymore! The fighting is too much, my heart can't take, its over, face it, we are never gonna make it! They say Love is special, and that it is grand, but look at us, we don't even hold hands! Our hearts are shot, our minds are corrupted, this is our life, welcome to Love, Interrupted.

Daddy's Poem
Saw this as a bulletin and wanted to save it to reread when I could... Remember those that battle daily for us and our freedom! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from t

Unjtil The Dying Day!
Life & Hearts keep Beating, Blood flow's free through my Veins, Some of us feel no pain, I guess were not sane, Rose's cast thorns, As the glass shatters. Leave the broken bottle upon the floor, As I throw another person out the door, We came we saw,We conquered, All those who stood in our path. If you incur the wrath of the Tiger, You better run for the Hill's, I will not stand still or defeated, I may stumble over many block's,Again & again. The vampires leave there roost, The tigers creep out from the grass, The wolve's still howling hatred, The Donkeys be our food source. I'll fight for you all, Bend & Break, Every bone & every muscle, Spit blood, Sharpens my teeth on the anvil, Stabs the sword unto clay, Be here until the dying day!

Love Will Tear Us Apart Again!
When the routine bites hard And ambitions are low And the resentment rides high But emotions wont grow And were changing our ways, Taking different roads Then love, love will tear us apart again Why is the bedroom so cold Turned away on your side? Is my timing that flawed, Our respect run so dry? Yet theres still this appeal That weve kept through our lives Love, love will tear us apart again Do you cry out in your sleep All my failings expose? Get a taste in my mouth As desperation takes hold Is it something so good Just cant function no more? When love, love will tear us apart again

Fallen Heros
Hey Ya'll this is going to be a heart touching train I would like to get off the ground. It is for the fallen Heros who have gave there Life for there country. If you have a pic please let me know I will add it to this train. This is not for point, friend, rates. This is to remember those we have lost. This goes out to any one. Does not matter what Country you are in. What branch. What conflict. Please Let me know if you want to be a part of this. I will link the photo to your page if you want me to Eric Knott @ fubar Report as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?]

It's Not A Crime Yet, But Getting Real Close!
I have been wondering about why Whites are racists, and no other race is. Proud to be White Michael Richards makes his point... Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point. This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act He makes some very interesting points: Someone finally said it... How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. and then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman' .. and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you... so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the Un

Life
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding

I'm Never Enough
Am i good enough for you, Am i strong enough to bleed, For someone like you, When im kicked to my knees. Am i good enough for me, To watch you walk away, As i sit here again, Im alone day by day. I lie here awake, And think of the day, I needed you more, I'm pushed out of the way. Its difficult to breathe, Its difficult to see, Its what you need, But everythings so out of your reach.

The Mad-song Of King Ludwig Ii
The Mad-Song of King Ludwig II (a "mad-song" is related to a limerick only with a non-rhymed first line) Quiet little boy with your music box toy on a hill where a watch tower stood. What do you see? The future maybe? A white swan amidst the wood? You assumed the throne at a tender age and to your ministers you left the affairs of an ancient state to build a palace great abandoning all of your worldly cares Amid your court of unseen ghosts, sipping from your enchanted chalice, you had a dream, a grand noble scheme, to build a fairy-tale kingdom palace Along grand corridors rich and dark your entourage with you nightly strode. oh what a scene to servants unseen as you walked your magical fantasy road. Your dinners were the envy of Kings with each and every royal course such regal guests only the best from Charlemange to your favorite horse In a hidden grotto on a shell shaped boat you sailed down this mortal stream how must your life in this

Vote 4 Me: Chico Famous Lady 2008
I'm a contestant in the 2008 CHICO FAMOUS LADY Contest in NOR*CAL. VOTING STARTS on THANKSGIVING on MYSPACE... ADD ME: kgurule87@hotmail.com then...add CHICO FAMOUS ENTERTAINMENT TO VOTE VOTE 4 UR GIRL!!! XOXOXO

Thanksgiving
imikimi - Customize Your World I hope each of you know how thankful I am for the friendship that each of you offer me here on fu. I wouldn't make it sometimes without some of you and you know who you are. I would especially like to thank Captain Morgan, BunnieGrl/SugarLips,Rock On,Vet,and I know I am leaving someone out but I am very thankful for these especially. I pray God bless you each and everyone one. My mind keeps going to our military families this morning and I pray God be with them all today and with our troops that our fighting to keep this nation safe. I hope you each enjoy your day and remember we all have something to be thankful for!!! God Bless You All, Sweet T Tonya

What Planet Should You Rule?
You Should Rule Jupiter Huge and hot, Jupiter is a quickly turning planet with short days and intense gravity. You are perfect to rule Jupiter, because you are both dominant and kind. You have great strength and confidence, but you never abuse your power. You are always right. Even if you make mistakes, you compensate for them... before anyone knows it. Headstrong and ambitious, you always have a goal in mind. You are optimistic and believe thing things will always work out. What Planet Should You Rule?

Am I Sane Anymore?
So I'll just lay it out. A year and a half ago my brother called me and said he couldn't live anymore, he had no purpose and his life was going nowhere so he wanted to just kill himself. I offered to let him move in with me and help him try and get back on his feet, I told him that was all I could offer and he flew down a week and a half later. I was making amazing money at the time so when he arrived with half a duffle bags worth of his belongings (mostly pictures, notebooks, and a few broken cd's) I offered to get him clothes since all he had was the ones on his back which were stained and ripped. I took him to a store and got him $400 worth of clothes, and since he looked like a crack addict I bought about $300 worth of groceries which he ate in 2 days. A month later he got a job, when he did I opened a second phone line and he paid me for the first month, 2 weeks later he lost his job. I have a huge heart and he kept saying he was looking for jobs and such, so I paid to feed hi

About My Pics
You are welcome to save any pics that are in my albums. I resize most of them not only for easier ratings, but for easier uploading also.I have lost all of my pics lately due to my external failing twice, and for those of you that would love to get the full size images, i will be backing them up on my 4shared acct and will be blogging the links to the zipped files as I collect them once again.Feel free to download any zips that you would like. Enjoy!oxoxayasha

Wintery Christmas
Wintery ChristmasThis is a collection of HR Christmas Wallpapers with some Winter Scenes mixed in.Image size 1024 x 768 and larger.101 Christmas WallpapersChristmas Wallpapers 01Christmas Wallpapers 02Christmas Wallpapers 03140 Christmas HD Wallpapers150 Christmas WallpapersIf you snag it please leave a comment letting me know.oxoxayasha

Confession
She smiles and looks deep into my eyes, I see her need come pouring out to me She nuzzles close, and whispers in my ear, softly whispering words that I want to hear sweet lover there is something I must say something I need to take my breath away For I have a confession that I must make, of a million ways to make my body quake of smoldering hungers down deep inside A desire for something that we can share made flesh to fulfill all of our secret needs make us burn with empassionened deeds

Gods Forsaken Music News
Here at God's Forsaken Radio we love knowing our listners enjoy what they hear! We always take requests and make every effort to have the music they enjoy most at hand at any given moment. Feedback is always encouraged, we strive for listener satisfaction. Some have said we rock their minds, always, even their children enjoy rocking out to the music we play. It is a joy to see that our listners rage from all ages, and they all love rocking out to heavy metal!!!

12-10-2008
So.... I've been flirting hot and heavy with this hott babe named Brenda for a while now and considering how the universe likes to screw with me I should have expected something like this to happen eventually. Surprisingly enough I am lucid enough (most of the time) to catch the gods when they are playing games with my head. I went to the supermarket and my cashier was...Brenda. I went to get my hair cut, the stylist was named...Brenda. When I got back in the car...wait for it...Brenda Lee was on the box. Rockin' around my last brain cell. Hmmmm...message or just me seeing things??? Who answers these questions anyway...I have tons of them!! (As always..entirely factual, I have receipts!)

May She Rest In Peace
By Louis Sahagun 7:37 PM PST, December 11, 2008 Bettie Page, the brunet pinup queen with a shoulder-length pageboy hairdo and kitschy bangs whose saucy photos helped usher in the sexual revolution of the 1960s, has died. She was 85. Page, whose later life was marked by depression, violent mood swings and several years in a state mental institution, died Thursday night at Kindred Hospital in Los Angeles, where she had been on life support since suffering a heart attack Dec. 2, according to her agent, Mark Roesler. A cult figure, Page was most famous for the estimated 20,000 4-by-5-inch black-and-white glossy photographs taken by amateur shutterbugs from 1949 to 1957. The photos showed her in high heels and bikinis or negligees, bondage apparel -- or nothing at all. Decades later, those images inspired biographies, comic books, fan clubs, websites, commercial products -- Bettie Page playing cards, dress-up magnet sets, action figures, Zippo lighters, shot glasses -- and, i

A Heart Felt Thanks To The Many Supporters
As I am new to this type of webspace and working hard to understand the ins and outs of what goes on here, I have had the pleasure of meeting some really fantastic folks. Though my internet access is somewhat limited and hard to browse through, I have noted that many of the folks on here have special sections and areas for the troops overseas. As I am one of the troops overseas I want to send out a very heartfelt thankyou to all that have shown us the love and support that we have needed to carry on. I have had the joy of meeting new friends here and hope to encounter many more as time goes. I enjoy conversing with all types of folks, and try not to make things too serious. I look forward to getting back to a real internet operation soon so I can continue to meet the outstanding people here. And once again speaking on behalf of all my brother and sisters in the Armed Forces....THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT!

"broken"
“Broken” It took stitches to patch up the wreck of my heart That thing that imploded, that you ripped apart A red beating grenade, and you pulled the pin Then you ran for cover, and dove quickly in With an explosion of screams, it all flew to bits But you didn’t care, you gave not a shit And as quick as you came, you faster were gone And I picked up the pieces and tried to go on. But first I had some patchwork to do Making repairs, yes all due to you So I picked up the needle and then grabbed the thread And although it’s now whole, I still feel I am dead You see, the parts can go back to where they belong But never again will it be quite as strong It still keeps on working, it’s pumping still yet But not quite as fast as on the day that we met. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

"jody"
“Jody” Jody is a hottie, who just loves to please And that’s only too clear when she drops to her knees You see Jody has a “talent”, an oral fixation She promises completion, there’s never frustration If word got around, they’d call her a slut But really dear Jody is anything but And in spite of her skills, no boy says a sound Because after one date, they’re not to be found Jody likes boys, and she likes a boy’s seed And that’s not the only thing on which she likes to feed Because Jody is a carnivore, so to speak She’s not in it for protein but more for the meat And just when a boy is ready to cum And Jody she senses the act is soon done She pulls back her lips from her teeth white and gleaming, Then clamps them together, and you hear high pitched screaming And thrashing her head to the left and the right She rips at the member with all of her might In only a minute, perhaps maybe two Her razor sharp teeth have cleaved their way through Then she is trea

I Tear My Heart Open
the song scars is totally me. my weakness is that i care too much. our scars remind us that the past is real. im totally going insane inside my head. i cant stop thinking about all the bullshit i've done and what i've put my friends and family through. one of these days they will stop trying to "fix" me. there is nothing wrong with me. the song screams in the middle "GO FIX YOURSELF". that is just what i want to tell all the assholes that wont let me be.

Man In The Moon
Man In The Moon What is a morning of dew kissed earth With nothing yet to quench my thirst Honey bees flutter on flowers in bloom While a worldly outcast, I live on the moon Longing, yet thriving in life set away Gazing down at the games lovers play An orb cast a warmth setting day into motion While far out of scope the tide moves the ocean I sit on a perch in the shadows of night Casting the stars far into flight Sending down hopes on the tails of the fallen Through wishes I grant to those in true calling As mortals find Love's song set into play I sit here in thought on the outskirts of day The granter of love for all who believe With faith and in hope of the dream they conceived Round and round the earth I do go Watching the world with hearts set a glow Wondering if any who look to the sky Will ever say thank you as I move on by I sit here alone on the arch of my room Fulfilling my tasks the man in the moon Copyrigh

Dont Need U No More
I been listening to this song, and it has so many truths behind it. To one person, u know who you are, i dont need you anymore, i dont want you in my life. you are a player and you hurt me so many times. i didn't move back to ny for you, i never would have moved back to ny for you so get over yourself. Hinder Without You I just wanna be alone tonight I just wanna take a little breather Cause lately all we do is fight And every time it cuts me deeper Cause something’s changed You’ve been acting so strange And its taking its toll on me Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end When I watched you walk away Well I never thought id say I’m fine Without you Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough And you said that you were so much better We have done a lot of growing up

First Fubar Blog
I've been a mystery entertainer for most of my life. I've practiced, struggled to perfect my skills, learned to do things with my hands, my mind, my body, my bodily functions even, that are almost miraculous. I've shared these abilities with the world, professionally, since around 1998 or so. I'm going to be 28 this year. If I could travel back in time, and talk to that wee lad sitting in front of that television, watching The Magical Land of Alakazam, watching Copperfield and Kreskin read the minds of incredulous audiences, that little boy already planning to set the world on fire with his own magic, What would I tell him? Would I say to him, "Look kid -- by the time you grow up the world won't need magicians. They'll abandon magic for reason, for prepackaged answers to life's riddles and dry, bottom-line rationality. You won't inspire wonder. You won't change lives. You'll be a momentary diversion at a cocktail party. "And the problem is, you're sensitive; you CARE abou

Pain
As I sit her alone I start to wander, How can she love me This I ponder Could it be love Or maybe just lust, This I don't know But one it must She intrigues me To no extent, She has my attention For now I am content She enlightens me I don't know why, I haven't the words She caught my eye There are no words To say how I feel, It's in my heart Where it is sealed All I want is to tell you I want to explain, But for now I guess It's just pain

Bands That Are Featured On God's Forsaken Radio
Bands that are Featured on God's Forsaken Radio God's Forsaken Radio would like to annouce all the bands we have picked up and feature on the station. Marshall Fucking Beck, Texas Metal Alliance, Conquest, Real Steel, Wretch, Chris Caffery, Further Lo, Fatal Smile, Avoidingx, Two Second Hate, Madlife, Warrior, Handful of Rain, Walking Lies, Yigaels Wall, Dragonwyck and Skull Hammer. We are honored to be able to play their tunes on the station. So tune in to God's Forsaken Radio and enjoy all these kick ass bands!!!!

Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home... But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name,

Love In Line....
Approach you in an unforgotten accolade as whispers of an ancient lover move you from Rome to France,Per Diem i relate myself to a marvelous constellation of stars,vade meccum to a place were two faiths remain as one..... written by tinaye

Ilness In Warmth (poem)
As the Silver chain drops of My Neck, The Bullet round mY Neck, And the Chain From My Wrist, Don't worry yourself about my disregard for Life. I'm feeling quite Warm & Dead, Pain Fills my soul , With The ache Of the Misery, I guess it really really is not the end, Never will be, Leaving out in a Silver Merc. I miss certain things , I feel rather blind, Should I just Really fall In Dead, On the concrete or on the bed, Never seems to get the Lead , Out fff the damn head, Today hasnt been the Kind to me, Neither Have people. As the Tiger Roars Inat to The wall, I'm not gonna Lose, My Life, My sanity , For the love off thing's I feel I've lost. I'll keep on fighting, till the cost is over, Over & Under, Top to Tail in lost in Furry, Hazy Dreams.

Broken
She has a love in her life I wish it was me, I done what I could How can this be I lost the battle I lost the fight, I have not given up yet Although I might She's the one for me This I know is true, She don't see the light I guess we are through He caught your eye Captured your heart, Thought you was mine Like we'd never part You are my goddess These words were spoken, He has your heart Mine is broken

Merry Christmas All
Christmas is a time for love and fun, A time to reshape souls and roots and skies, A time to give your heart to everyone Freely, like a rich and lavish sun, Like a burning star to those whose lonely sighs Show need of such a time for love and fun. For children first, whose pain is never done, Whose bright white fire of anguish never dies, It's time to give your heart to every one, That not one angel fall, to hatred won For lack of ears to listen to her cries, Or arms to carry him towards love and fun, Or friends to care what happens on the run To adult life, where joy or sadness lies. It's time to give your heart to everyone, For God loves all, and turns His back on none, Good or twisted, ignorant or wise. Christmas is a time for love and fun, A time to give your heart to everyone. BLESS YOU ALL THIS HOLIDAY SEASON

To My Friends And Family
WHICH NOW ARE PRETTY MUCH ALL I HAVE. WENT THROUGH YESTERDAY AND DELETED OVER A THOUSAND FANS,FRIENDS AND SOME FAMILY. THE NEW YEAR IS ABOUT TO START AND I WANTED TO JUST CLEAN IT UP. THOSE OF YOU IN MY FAMILY ARE THE ONES I TRULLY HAVE BECOME FRIENDS WITH. THE REST WERE JUST POINT CHASERS OR JUST OUT RIGHT FU-HOES. NO TIME FOR THAT. BIG CHANGES WILL BE COMMING IN THE NEW YEAR. I WILL MOST LIKELY BE BACK ON THE ROAD..MAYBE EVEN IN YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD TOO...SO WATCH OUT...LOL...I AM IN THE PROCESS OF WEIGHING MY OPTIONS. SO MY TIME WILL BE LIMITED AND AT BEST SPORATIC ONLINE. DON'T NEED TO WASTE A MINUTE OF IT. SO HOPE YOU WILL UNDERSTAND IF I'M PERIODICLY ABSENT FROM THE FU. I WILL JUST BE DOING WHAT I NEED TO DO SO I'M NOT SPENDING THE SUMMER LIVING IN A TENT BY THE RIVER. NOT THAT IT WOULDN'T BE NICE AND PEACEFUL THERE...SO ANYWAY THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG...BUT WONT BE MY LAST..WILL KEEP ALL UPDATED ON THE PROGRESS OF CHANGES I WILL BE GOING THROUGH. SO EVERYONE HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMA

A Christmas Wish
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Christmas wish.. from me to you Forever in your heart..content and true This magical world..all around you so May your wishes come true for all to know Santa baby is comeing.. this we know' That twinkle in his eye.. still a glow Mistletoe hanging ..Jingle bells too Spreading love and cheer to everyone blue Christmas is upon us.. so never forget A day in the year ...to never regret Gift giveing.. love shareing. all comes to this A soul content ..hearts of gold .. in my wish This wish from me to you A Christmas wish To you I say have a ... Merry Christmas Keep your mind clear..you just might hear The Spirit of Christmas comeing near © Angel

Untill We Love Again
With every tear I cry wishing for you in the night watching my heart far apart Missing you from the start Loneliness where it first began until I find you it will never end love and joy brought to my hart wising we would never part my life fall down with every tear I cry wishing never to say goodby wish some day we will meet again and Until that day my love for you never end Loneliness where it first began until I find you it will never end love and joy brought to my hart wising we would never part so I sit and cry and wish I can find you my love and never leave you behind Loneliness where it first began until I find you it will never end love and joy brought to my hart wising we would never part

Merry Christmas
To all my friends and family (if you are reading this, this definitely includes you)...have a very merry Christmas and have a very blessed day. Happy early Boxing day to my friends up north as well. Love you all. Think pink!

And Yet These Anally Hurt Cesspool Shitstain's Keep Piling Up..lol
Lyonness: And i really dont give a dam what u think Lyonness: haters only deserve a 0 Amazingly a 56 yr. old woman came into my SB last night just to tell me this. Funny thing is, I never seen or chatted with her before. Somebody give her a hug.

Precious Gift
He sees her kneel before Him, The gift she gives overwhelming, A gift to be protectedand cherished, A girl to be loved and worshiped, she gives herself to Him completely, and Utters a word that leaves Him speechless, her Master, the Man who she belongs to now, Who loves her so tenderly, Worshiping her devoutly, she feels the collar come around her throat, His lips to hers in a loving kiss, Knowing He will cherish her all the days of His life, This gift she gives shall never be shunned, This gift that has touched His very soul, The gift of submission, of herself, He holds her in His lap in a loving tender embace, Tears flow freely down His cheeks, Tears of happieness and joy, Words cant express his gratitude or depth of love, For the lil gem and the Gift she has given... Kevin E Brooker

My Lie Part 6
Me and The Bandidos Motorcycle Club I was invited to attend one of the National runs I found this to be a great honor and I gladly accepted. I got to see a lot that some only dream of. I was able to talk with 30 plus year members and even one member. Who was in a Military club much like I was before he became a Bandido. I seen prospects working their asses off to get what they wanted. None of them were just sitting around shooting the shit. This impressed me. This looked like exactly what I was looking for. I was asked and I accepted the opportunity to Prospect for the Bandidos. I was then and am now Proud to have done it. I worked my ass off. Rode more in a month than some do all year. I learned club history, was told stories of things funny and not so funny. I earned the privilege to be called a Bandido I have earned my One Percenter Diamond and will defend my club and my brothers to the death if need be. I am now again more than just another person. I am a One Percenter!

★big Papi Smurf★
Ok people Here's My Birthday request there is this Guy ★Big Papi Smurf★ he is 703,748 Points away from Fu-King, He use to be a bouncer and everyone would go rate his page and talk to him , So What cuz he is Normal now like all of us we can't Stop by and show him some Love. He is a very special friend to myself and my wife EmilyIMAX Please take a little time from rating the Fake people on Fubar that could careless about you and go rate a true friend.. ★Big Papi Smurf★@ fubar

I Want To Keep You!!!
HELLO MY FRIEND. I WANT TO KEEP YOU!!! There comes a point in your life when you realize: Who matters, Who never did, Who won't anymore... And who always will. So, don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future Send this to everyone you don't want to lose in 2009... Including me, if that's what is in your heart. Be Kind in 2009:HUGS XOXOXO

Thank You
I want to give everyone a special thank you for all the love and holiday greetings but with the connection I have right now, it's impossible...I'm hoping to be back online by the end of next week weeeeeeeeeee...Love you all...Happy New Year!!!!

What Are You?
Your result for The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test... Joe Normal For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You scored less than half in all three, earning you the title of: Joe Normal. This is not to say that you don't have some Nerd, Geek or Dork inside of you--we all do, and you can see the percentages you have right above. This is just to say that none of those qualities stand out so much as to define you. Sure, you enjoy an episode of Star Trek now and again, and yeah, you kinda enjoyed a few classes back in the day. And, once in a while, you stumble while walking down the street even though there was nothing there to cause you to trip. But, for the most part, you look and act fairly typically, and aren't much of an o

Gone
The darkness comes and holds me close, so close I cannot breathe I feel myself slipping, fighting to keep a hold on what, I don't know But in the dark is where I live It holds me down, I feel safe, But I feel my heart racing, aching, longing for the light Each time it seems so close, its stolen from right out of my hands by some undeserving fuck Am I doomed to be alone and cold Why can't I go away All I want is to go away

For The Love...
I guess my love goes all the back to how I got into riding. Just trying to pedal and go fast. That's been a constant and I certainly can say I love it. Cruising down to an empty parking lot to spend hours on end to pull a new trick once or twice. YEAH I love that shit. It might not sound fun to many of you dead fucks but I really enjoy it. I love the learning aspect of BMX, just trying to figure out how to make a trick work. I'm not a natural and I really have to work hard to learn. This can be completely frustrating but it's almost always equally rewarding when it does work. I've spent a ricockulous amount of time alone in a parking lot, yet I still go back to do it. Not sure if it's obsession, compulsiveness, love or just a good mix?? I without a doubt love the characters, friends, random situations, weird encounters, unexpected good times, many miles, countless hours, places, stories and the variety of these that is BMX to me. It's plain and simple IT IS FUN. It's a form of expressi

Yearly Exam
Went to the doctor for my yearly physical. The nurse starts with certain basics. 'How much do you weigh?' she asks. '135,' I say. The nurse puts me on the scale. It turns out my weight is 180. The nurse asks, 'Your height?' '5 foot 4,' I say. The nurse checks and sees that I only measure 5'2'. She then takes my blood pressure and tells me it is very high. 'Of course it's high!' I scream. 'When I came in here I was tall and slender! Now I'm short and fat!' She put me on Prozac. What a bitch!

What A Dream
Hah, so this morning I awaken to the memory of my dreams last night and they were pretty wild. I dreamed that I was hired to be Tony Stark's (Ironman) assistant. I have no clue where this came from, seeing as I haven't watched the movie in like a month. The funny part about it is the dream takes place in a restaurant, staffed by people I knew when I was growing up. One of my dad's friends was the waiter, and I saw several teachers from high school as well. So he hires me, we are in his expensive car (the seats were upholstered like one of those expensive armchairs) and he gives me some very expensive wine to share with him. I pour his glass, and then pour mine and spill it all over the car. The seats are white, the wine is amber, stain city! I, of course, freak out, try to clean it, promise to get it up, and buy him another bottle. He laughs and says I wouldn't be able to afford it. We go back to the restaurant and I sit down to eat with some of my friends from high school. I

Its A New Beginning
happy new year everyone vacation is over going back to school soon ma babies i will be offline studying again for my school i enjoyed being here for this short i still need to finish my homework this homework i had to read over holidays i hope yo guys enjoy me being here it was only a short time but i am serious with school this online is time consuming be back time to time when homework not weighting my shoulders hope i find yo all well Maligayang Pasko ng Manigong Bagong Taon

Introduction
Hello... Every year I try to take the time to write something as a creative outlet. In the past I have written a short story, poems, a screenplay, and a mad rambling or two. This year I decided to write a play, only thing is... I'm going to do it in a way I've never done before.. online with each scene being made public upon completion, which leave no opportunity for corrections and rewrites. So over the next year another scene will be added from time to time until I feel it is completed.... or I get bored with it,which ever comes first. Again this is just a creative outlet for me that I've decided to use openly. I make no promises of quantity or quality of what follows. With that being said... allow me to explain my idea. The play will be titled "Out On the Line" and will take place in an urban setting, high above a busy street on a clothes line. It will take place from sunset to sundown. The characters will be different pieces of clothing hanging out on a line. Each

What I Don't Need...
I don't need... A man telling me I'm beautiful...I am I don't need your approval A man telling me that I'm sexy...I am and I certainly don't need your approval on that one A man on fubar telling me he wants to spend the rest of his life with me...you don't know me and by tomorrow we won't be talking...so quit your crap! A man asking to see my nsfw...hello! see above. There are only the select few that see those and that's not to get approval that I'm sexy...if I wasn't i wouldn't have posted them in the first place. A man telling me what I need to do with my relationship...I make mistakes, I make my own choices either good or bad...its my life. Check yourself before you judge me. A man telling me that they love plus sized women...I don't care. I'm not yours and let's get facts straight...most don't. So my beauty is for the select few and that makes me a rare gem! :P That is all!!!

Great Family
=== '*Lord Wolf* Founder~ Kingdom of Rogue's Family Levelers.' wrote the following at '2009-01-03 18:31:53'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > FOUNDER > > KINGDOM of ROGUE'S & ROGUE WOLF LEVELERS > > > > > ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~@ fubar > > silverado"Kingdom of Rogue's co owner"@ fubar > > > > Just Susan....Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers@ fubar > > We are Seeking Special Honorable Men & Women,Whom Love Rateing Pictures.Whom Seek to Climb the Fubar Ladder.Do you Dream of Oracle? or even Godfather as is Ours.In a Family Setting,Real Friendships are more likely to Develope.Regular friends are usually nothing more than Aqaintences.We are Seeking a 3 Month commitment,from you.Just to Rate Famil

For The Soldiers
Attention all soldiers of the US Armed Forces: For all your military shopping needs go to US Cavalry where you can find the best products with the highest quality and standards. Don't trust anything but the best.

June 1- July 28 2006
June 1- July 28 Current mood: creative Situation Making The choice made A step taken Consequence given Cancer spreading Memory on a foundation Reason for action Beauty perception Medication trickery Thunder crashing Sex with intension Love a tragic costume Hollow ambition Imagination sinking Piles of recycled trash Born with curiousity Web of confusion Easily bored again Hate at the beat of a heart Bleed dry not to die Crying many tears a new spring Hiding away from everyone Get inside a mystery from within Food awaits on a kitchen table Mixing feelings weather changes Road home stretches far Signs standing in confusion Vision blurred situation absurd Nobody there stand and stare Dreams are a huge sea Potential deed in the making Vast landscape when all is said and done Who must die? Arise against popular trends, corruption clouds the skies, make separation Bullets and ignorance with every decision, who must die, take a differ

Pink Is Back Happy New Year
FIRST OFF I WANT TO WISH EVERYONE A BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS....I HAVE BEEN OFF FUBAR FOR 2 MONTHS DUE TO SOME ISSUES RELATED TO ELECTION DAY HOWEVER I DO WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO ANYONE THAT I MAY HAVE OFFENDED THAT DAY AND KNOW THAT I MEANT NO HARM. SECONDLY MANY OF YOU DON'T KNOW I AM 8 1/2 MONTHS PREGNANT AND EXSPECTING MY FOURTH CHILD YEP ITS ANOTHER GIRL AND I JUST WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU ALL THE NEWS AND SAY HOW MUCH I HAVE MISSED BEING ON FUBAR AND HOW MUCH I HAVE MISSED MY DEAREST AND SWEETEST FRIENDS I MADE HERE. I ASK THAT NO ONE TALKS TO ME ABOUT POLTICS OR ANYTHING OF THAT NATURE THATS WHAT GOT MY OTHER ACCOUNT BANNED AND DELETED BECAUSE I ALLOWED A FEW PEOPLE TO GET THE BEST OF ME AND BETTER MY JUDGEMENT. I AM STILL THE SAME OLD COWGIRL IN PINK BUT BACK WITH A NEW AN IMPROVED ATTITUDE AND OUTLOOK THIS IS A NEW YEAR AND SO LETS MAKE EACH OTHER SMILE AND LAUGH AND REMEMBER WHY WE ARE TRULY HERE ON FUBAR AND THAT IS TO MAKE FRIENDS LAUGH AND HAVE FUN SO HOPE

Lost
Loss Current mood: amused Category: Life I woke up this morning with you on my mind. The feel of you hair running though my fingers, the smell of your body floating in the air. My mind goes numb my heart races I look around and you are not there you never were, you who curses me with these thoughts and dream All the fun times and memories we shared play over and over in my head reminding me your not real just a dream that I can never achieved. I call out your name but only silence is heard the emptiness and darkness is deafening and it crashes me down making me feel hopeless and lost. I fight and fight to break free of your grasp but the more I struggle the more I see how much you truly mean to me, as wicked as you are, your beautiful to me. The only mystery is why my heart want let go of you the one I never had but have always loved. This I know to be true till the end of your time love will haunt you, it will consume and control you, you can't fight it

Thug Passion
THUG PASSION IS A WONDERFUL THING, IT CAN BE SO HOT ,BUT YET LEAVE SUCH A SWEET, SWEET TASTE IN UR MOUTH. JUST LIKE THE DRINK ALIZE REPRESENTS THE SWEETNESS AND SMOOTHNESS OF THE WOMEN, THE HENNESSY HARD AND HOT REPRESENTS THE MAN, AND WHEN PUT TOGETHER IT MAKES A PERFECT MIX. MAKING IT GO DOWN SMOOTH AND EASY,SO TRUST WHEN I SAY OPPOSITES DO ATTRACT.

The Pursuit Of Happiness
Sometimes in your life you meet someone who makes you smile no matter when you talk to them. Someone you just can't talk to enough. They click with you on so many levels you wonder how you have lived this long without ever knowing them. It is really odd that at this point in life that would still happen. I thought by now I would know all of the true friends I would have in life. I guess as long as you live you make new friends. Although, something feels good here, different. I really can't explain without going into too much detail and I do not want to give myself away. How on Earth do you meet "The One" and they happen to be in the same town? Do you realize how many people there are out there? How many people you have yet to discover? I suppose the reality of it is you meet someone, there is a spark, and you fall in love, and live happily ever after right? Or do you…. What if your happily ever after evolves something, or someone you never knew was out there? If you run into t

Fubar And Its Whiley Ways....
Ive recently carried out a little test by asking for Fubucks on my status, since yesterday I think. So I'm curious. Bling Packs, Happy Hours, Auto 11s, Godfather/mother, leveling and other similar things that I still have no clue about - what in the fuck are they all about? Really? Ive been trying to comprehend this. I have a friends list comprising of mostly women except for one man, who I incidently dont talk to, similar to 95% of the female friends I have. However, I read their status regularily. Give me bling, I NEED a VIP, Only 13million to level = please help. Bling for NSFW etc etc etc etc etc Seriously folks WHAT THE FUCK does ANYYYYYYYY of this MEANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN????? Really, how is your life in NEED of a happy hour? I mean what the fuck is a damn happy hour? What is its purpose? Why is it a need, why is bling a need, what the fuck is bling? Is Fubar not a social networking site with a more adult theme to it? I think so, am I wrong? Is this not a place to meet fo

Happy Unbirthday Train
I Want To Invite You All To My UNBIRTHDAY PARTY TRAIN ride. This Ride is goin to be sooooo Much Fun. What Is A UNBIRTHDAY? you say? Well Let My Two Friends MadHatter & March Hare & Doormouse Explain... March Hare: It’s very simple. Now, thirty days have sept- no, when... an unbirthday, if you have a birthday then you... haha... they doesn’t know what an unbirthday is! Mad Hatter: How silly! Ha HA Ha Ha! Ah-hum... I shall ellusinate! Now statistics prove, prove that you’ve one birthday. March Hare: Imagine, just one birthday every year. Mad Hatter: Ahhh, but there are 364 unbirthdays! March Hare: Precisely why we’re gathered here to cheer! So If Today is your Unbirthday And would love to join us for Teas and cakes, All

Update From Accident
So i have been suffering these migraines as the doctor called it today. As well as still 33 days after the accident i stillhave post concussion. WTF?? I know, my thoughts also! So went in today because the pain is damn near becoming intolerable. Plus there is a lump on my head that is growing in size. So i found out that is called something like a hemotoba (i think) thats what the dr. said. Says it should judt go away. But when i asked him why it was getting larger, he had no answers. Again..WTF? So overall, my symptoms are worsening, i was referred to a specialist, and was informed it has already cost almost 7,000 to repair my unfinished car at this point! Blue book is at like 12,000! Why aven't they totaled it? Thought it was suppose to be like 65% car value? Am i wrong on that? So anywho i will wait and see what this specialist says. My dr. said they wont lance the lump b/c of the likelyness of it not being able to clot and my losing to much blood. So what the hell exactly are t

Accountabillity
What has come of today, murders, violence, rape, and pain. Hungry children on our streets while we feed the children of the world. Marriage, lol, we have all had at least one. Is it TV no I don't think so, is it our schools probally not. I got an Idea let's every single one of us start in our own house. Cut the PS3 off after a couple hours, make sure we know at all times what our children are up to. Limit there internet usage as well as what they watch on TV. Do not be afraid to use a strong hand when they are young. Yes they are cute and ever so sweet but set boundries early and hold your ground. Don't cave to those cute little faces. After all in thirty years who will be the ones taking care of us. Better yet let's do something crazy and take responsibillity for our own actions. Hold our children accountable for there actions and maybe just maybe the world will be a better place.

Richard The Dragon Slayer
Once upon a time, and far, far away lived a beautiful Queen with voluptuous breasts. Richard the Dragon slayer knew that the penalty for his desire would be death should he try to touch them. One day Richard revealed his secret desire to his colleague, Horatio the Physician, who was the King's chief doctor. Horatio the Physician, exclaimed that he could arrange for Richard the Dragon Slayer to satisfy his desire, but it would cost him 1,000 gold coins to arrange it. Without pause, Richard the Dragon Slayer readily agreed to the scheme. The next day, Horatio the Physician made a batch of itching powder and poured a little bit into the Queen's brassiere while she bathed. Soon after she dressed, the itching commenced and grew intense. Upon being summoned to the Royal Chambers to address this incident, Horatio the Physician informed the King and Queen that only a special saliva, if applied for four hours, would cure this type of itch, and that tests had shown that only the saliva o

Douchebag Of The Day Part Iii
All because of a mumm comment I made about white boys from South Carolina shouldn't be allowed to own video cameras. Thinks he's a rap star, or some shit. ->B-Lo: Drop dead Wigger. B-Lo: whatever makes u feel smart there goofy ->B-Lo: Get bent, tool ->B-Lo: If you live in SC u're currently ffrom there asshat B-Lo: not 2 bright r ya B-Lo: figure ir out retard I'm FrOM NY but live in Myrtle wow what a douche u r ->B-Lo: Myrtle Beach, SC ...straight from your default, dum-dum B-Lo: I'm from NY clown

Betrayal
Soo...I was proposed in Fu marriage about 10 min ago. I am already married, but I thought "what the hell, it wouldn't hurt", right? Well, I was about to accept the proposal from a young gentleman named 1397500 (a pretty original name, if you ask me), when I saw something... He commented on my NSFW pic: "DANG YOU DESERVE A BIGGER RING THAT THE ONE YOU HAVE OR IS THAT THE ONE YOU GOT YOURSELF ???" This comment made my heart flutter, and I felt butterflies awaken in the pit of my stomach. Can this be true?? Finally! I have met the man after my heart, and he truly understands what a woman REALLY needs: a rock on her finger the size of Oprah's stool. Just as I was about to accept his proposal, I noticed something disheartening, to say the least. This one hot chick made a salute for me, with her huge boobs almost exposed in the pic, and a little note addressed to me. Now, even Stevie Wonder would've noticed that it was NOT me in that said picture. a) Each boob was a size of m

Guys Like Me!!!!!!
From A Guys Point of View: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ____________________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. ____________________________________________________ Yeah, you can quote me. Push us down on the couch and make a move once in a while. We like that

Pepi
Pepi My last one………….. You came into my life when I had no one You purred away my loneliness You made me laugh at your antics You taught me unrestricted love. Weeks passed, we grew older Day´s seemed like years You and I so close, so in touch. You became sick and I couldn't save you Miracles like that rarely happen At least not to me. I carried you outside to see the sun, And you died in it's warmth in my arms Your spirit will live on within me Your lessons will remain learned Dare I give this love to another? Your answer, use the courage I taught you. I will try………… Mrrcp2007 I will now close my poems for Pepi , I hve no more tears.

1976
In 1976 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford is president of the US The US celebrates its bicentennial, marking the 200th anniversary of its independence The Viking II sets down on Mars' Utopia Plains Promising, "I will never lie to you," Jimmy Carter is elected president of the United States Israeli commandos rescue hostages from Entebbe, Uganda The Concorde begins flights from New York to Europe George W. Bush is arrested and fined for driving under the influence of alcohol Cray-1, the first commercially developed supercomputer, is invented by Seymour Cray Freddie Prinze Jr., Reese Witherspoon, Colin Farrell, 50 Cent, Fred Savage, and Shannon Elizabeth are born Cincinnati Reds win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl X Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Rocky is the top grossing film Filming begins on George Lucas' Star Wars The Selfish Gene by Richard Dawkins is published The Eagles Their Greatest Hits compilati

Me ...from Me :)
Song - She Singer - Elvis Costello She May be the face I can't forget The trace of pleasure or regret May be my treasure or the price I have to pay She May be the song that summer sings May be the chill that autumn brings May be a hundred different things Within the measure of a day She May be the beauty or the beast May be the famine or the feast May turn each day into a heaven or a hell She may be the mirror of my dreams The smile reflected in a stream She may not be what she may seem Inside her shell She Who always seems so happy in a crowd Whose eyes can be so private and so proud No one's allowed to see them when they cry She May be the love that cannot hope to last May come to me from shadows of the past That I'll remember till the day I die She May be the reason I survive The why and wherefore I'm alive The one I'll care for through the rough in ready years Me I'll take her laughter and her tears And make them all my souvenirs For where

Come And Hang Out With Us
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Once More Around The Merry Go Round
After a couple of months, I get a message from my ex out of the blue. I hate the roller coaster that we're on. We are in no danger of ever getting back together, it's just that sudden contact once you've gotten over everything from the last time you spoke to each other. I'm sure I am just complaining and I need to get over it, but sometimes there a things you don't want to have to deal with.

Life
You may have been looking to find the person that fits every thing you want them to be. All that I can offer any one is the love and beauty that is inside of me I have always given everything I had into all I have done and all I create the work that I do is my signature. The mark of excellence so if I tell you I will do something you know if it is a task worth doing it will be to the height of your expectation. I have always given 100% in everything I do so if I tell you I will do something it will be to the height of your expectations. My work is my signature it’s the mark of excellence. Heaven’s Entrance no Longer Lays open to Angel’s that have fallen from grace and shunned away from the gates of heaven they remains closed. Although the heart of an Angel will never stop loving or believing. Heaven’s Entrance no Longer Lays open to Angel’s that have fallen from grace, shunned away from the gates of heaven they remains closed. Never an Angel’s heart I have not for

Special Someone
Your someone very special to me< someone I truely love and adore very much. I don't think there could be a way that I could LOVE you more. But still I find, I do some how when I get close to you. There are reasons that I can't explain why I love you like I do. It's not the way you look, it's just how you are, so nice and so kind. You're sweet voice makes my heart glow, and your kindness touched my soul. I think it's just the simple fact that, I truely LOVE YOU "CAUSE YOU'RE YOU!"

Help This Marine Level Back To Godfather After Being Hacked
HE SUPPORTS HIS COUNTRY NOW I AM ASKING YOU TO SUPPORT HIM HE HAD HIS ACCOUNT HACKED WAS A GODFATHER NOW HE IS STARTING OVER Sgt.Redneck@ fubar LETS HELP THIS MARINE GET BACK TO GODFATHER I KNOW WE CAN GO F/A/R/B/B/C THIS MARINE THIS BULLY PROUDLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY MZ.BELLE MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~' on '2009-01-14 20:37:53') (repost of original by 'Sgt.Redneck_USMC_Must Rate one folder to be ADD!!!!' on '2009-01-17 17:58:57') (repost of original by 'Cassie' on '2009-01-18 13:15:40')

The Entirety
Aint I - Yung LA THERE COMES A MOMENT WHEN YOU REALIZE THAT THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE THAT DESERVE TO BE COMEMORATED. THOSE PEOPLE THAT STUCK BY YOU EVEN WHEN YOU FUCKED UP, THE ONES' YOUR STUCK BY EVEN WHEN THEY FUCKED UP. PEOPLE WHO HAD YOUR BACK REGARDLESS OF YOUR AFFILIATIONS AND ALL THAT DRAMA FILLED FUBAR LIFE BULLSHIT. SO HERE THEY ARE A HEFTY HANDFULL OF GOOD PEOPLE, LOVE EM, HATE EM, RATE EM, BLOCK EM, BLING EM OR JUST PLAN IGNORE THEM I DON'T CARE, BUT HERE THEY ARE!!! -{Dots}- The Anime Nerd@ fubar /S/ilhouette@ fubar [[Per]]™@ fubar Priceless™@ fubar Vv i X x en@ fubar Beautiful Dreamer ♥ Fubar's "MOST" Finest =] Eye Candy @ The Candy Shop!

Loathing...
I can't feel much anymore When the touch of love repulses Seek to kill all inside me, except this hate I'll wrap my arms around you Pull you with me down to The abyss you've helped me dig You seek to take what we've made Burn yourself on the fire you've built in me I won't let this stand Blame will not be mine this time You will pay dearly for what you seek

Wtf?
WTF is goin on with Fubar today? My friend couldn't log out or log in today. I get a fakie imitate me I tried to write a blog, but it said "make a first blog". Like the others got deleted. But when I tried to make it, it showed the rest of the blogs. Now my friend asked me why I blocked him from my blogs; and I didn't wtf?

Sad Times
I lost my grandma to cancer in sept '08 an tomorrow is her birthday. i dont know how to feeli had to endure the holidays without her and to make things worst the same year in june i lost my father to the same beast his birthday is in march these people where a foundation to my life. what do i do ? it hurts so bad they meant everything to me and still do. i feel so lost like all my wisdom and knowledge is gone, like there is no gas in the car. i feel like i need to say something but i am at a lost for words. something needs to be said but what ? i see them in my dreams i see them when i walk down the block but they cant see me they cant help me hey cant talk to me. there are no more words of encouragement or reason. it feels so bad. i was told i should be strong for my family but i feel i am the weak link. how do u get pass this ?1 family friend told me that this is hard pill to swallow. how can i be strong or support my family if i feel weak ? i feel like my father is dead cause i w

Practice What You Preach Obama Supporters
I'm sick and tired of people who say that if you debate and disagree with this administration, somehow you're not patriotic. We need to stand up and say we're Americans, and we have the right to debate and disagree with any administration. Hillary Clinton

For John
Time on my hand Since you been away boy I ain't got no plans No No No No And the sound of the rain On my window pane Is slowly slowly diving me insane Boy I'm going down I'm going down Cuz you ain't around My whole world is up-side-down Sleep doing come easy Boy please believe me Since you been gone Everything's been going wrong Why you have to say good-bye Look what you done to me I can't stop these tears from fallin from my eyes Oh baby I'm going down I'm goin down Cuz you ain't around My whole world's up-side-down.

Deleted
To everyone on my list...if you were a memeber of chubby Chaser Hang Out...you need to know that lounge was deleted for reason i will not say..but someone was seen doing something they were not to do so the lounge was deleted and i am sorry but we have a new lounge to hang out in....it is called Chubby Chasers hang out...cum and join are loveable and lickable family we would love to have you in there...i am sorry for the trouble we are having right now but we will be up and running like before just give us time thanks.. ##Mistress Sexy Vixen$$Fu-Wife to Chubby Chaser~PA to CC~Bodyguard to Terry~

All Entries Must Be In By Jan.31,2009 By Midnight
THIS IS A BATTLE LOUNGEIF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN THISSEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AS OF NOW I HAVE A BATTLE SET UPSUNDAY FEB.1ST. 2009 @ 8 PM EASTERNALL ENTRIES MUST BE IN BY JANUARY 31ST,2009WINNER OFT THIS BATTLE TAKES ON KITTEN FORM DIRTY DEEDS RADIOAND DJ G0RENO HOLDS BARRED IN HERENO BAGHEADS,NO EMO FUCKS FEATURING THE BRUTALIST METAL ON FUSO BRING YOUR A-GAMESO COME SHOW YOUR !,,!HORNS!,,!

Nuclear
Some random ramblings of Margot & the Nuclear So and So's... (you should check them out if you get a chance) and if you love well that should be enough instead it turns your joy int0 sorrow and i cant breath with the dust of retreat im choking on the fumes of my wayward back and when we kissed it didnt feel poisonous and when you cried i dried off your blue eyes she smiles at me as she is falling asleep says we've gotta live the best we know how to ____________________________ Her dignity shown so brightly like a light on a hill, and she burned for me and no other man came near her flame. Bad country songs, the deafening twang of the rich white kid blues. You can own the strange but the lights and glares will not make you real. She whispers to me I was meant to be free, this life that we built is deadly. She crawls from my bed, runs a comb cross her head. She crawls to the train and drives herself home _____________________________ I want to live and di

I'm Back
So I use to be on fubar,but I deleted my profile. But before I had a boyfriend of 6 years and we have two kids. But now I'm back and single. I plan on staying fubar for a long time. I'll add more pics also as soon as I get more made. But I'm back and ready to make new friends..

What's New...
Okay, so I conducted my interview with Nate Arling from The Last Vegas. His band won the Guitar Center contest garnering them prize money and a management contract and a recording deal with Motley Crue's Eleven Seven label also joining MC on tour. In other good karma news (pun intended) I finally got word from the PR for the Wounded Warriors Project, an organization that helps wounded soldiers with rehabilitation, reentering society, job interviews and so much more. This is just an intro email, no green light yet but hopefully it will be the start of a long lasting relationship. I'm very excited for the opportunity. However, still struggling to get those numbers up for Rock The Troops, so if you luv me and want to help...spread the word! And if you haven't added it yet...what are you waiting for? :P Rock The Troops

Going Crazy
i am going crazy trying to fig out how i am going to get my car paid off by june of 09. i am trying to fig out how i can make extra money on my days off of work, but not sure what to do cuz i am always tired now since i started working. i want to move back to florida by june but won;t be able to do that if i can't get my car paid off by then, and yea i WAS counting on my tax return but as it seems i am not getting much back..300 if i am lucky. if anyone has any ideas please share them with me. ty

Depression...
Depression is like a tidal wave pulling you further in. You don't feel up to facing anyone or anything. Depression is a new emphasis on feeling sad and low. You feel like you're in a dark place with no where else to go. Depression is like you're falling deeper into a black hole. Your mind feels violated and as though you have no control. Depression is having little enery or lack of motivation. You feel tired and don't want to engage in conversation. Depression is used in the wrong context by naive people. They don't understand the seriousness of how it affects people. Depression is isolation, withdrawel, low self-esteem and more. You will never understand it unless you've been through it before.

Possible And The Unpossible
Now I am not one that normally is prone to blogs or for that matter the whole online life. but Ive been told that venting on here is qute cathartic and well I figure who better to vent to than a keyboard and a screen. So lately, pretty recently, Ive began to look at life an the things that have happened and are happening to me. From combat deployments to TDY assignments and the whole getting older thing Ive come to realise that its beginning to get harder to deal with the people in my life. I seem to be at a point where I trust many of them less than the shaky Iraqi pointing a Russian bought AK at me over in the desert. At least with him there was no love or trust, or friendship between us. No Lies told to step on that trust. Nothing but the cold hard truth of a Rifle and a job to be done. I can accept the reality of that, for him its defending something he believes in and regardless of how messed up or misguided that belief...it is to a degree honorable. And that is where its all fuck

Have You Ever Been In Love
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

A Song In My Heart
She seemed dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame, All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me. I'd do anything to have her to myself, Just to have her for myself. Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do When she makes me sad. She is everything to me, The unrequited dream, The song that no one sings, The unattainable. She's a myth that I have to believe in, All I need to make it real is one more reason. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad. But I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. A catch in my throat, choke, Torn into pieces, I won't. No. I don't want to be this but I won't let this build up inside of me She isn't real. I can't make her real. She isn't real. I can't make her real. Vermillion Pt. 2 Slipknot

Weird.
Well, something very gross and strange just happened to me, and I'm trying to figure out exactly why. I bought one of those Arizona Green Teas. You know. The 23 oz ones. I cracked that bad boy open, took a few sips, then ran to the bathroom to vomit suddenly and violently. What the fuck. I've had these many times before. The weirdest part, is now my entire throat and mouth tastes like old lemons. I checked the can to see if I got a lemon one. Nope. Ginseng and Honey. But you want to know the worst part? Some of it came out of my nose. Very acidic. And every time I breath in, smells like lemons.

The Real!
In depth, life is real. In this life we are friends. You are true in every way. You are real to me. You are like blood, richer then family. Life is full of the unreal, so stay close to what you know is real and true to you. You can tell the truth within your eyes and swim within the sea of the unknown. You carry a light of beauty and grace, but most of all strength. To you my friend we drink to the real and the unknown!

The Meaning
Since a very long time ago, people have searched for the meaning of love. But even the great philosophers, with their profound definitions, could not fully touch its true essence. In a survey of 4-8 year olds, kids share their views on love. But what do little kids know about love? Read on and be surprised that despite their young and innocent minds, kids already have a simple but deep grasp of that four-letter word. "Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way." "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." "When someone loves you, the way she says your name is different. You know that your name is safe in her mouth." "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french

The Love Of A Soulmate
last night my wife exposed and forced me to face emotional scars that have been holding me back from allowing myself to fully reach the potential of our relationship as deeply as we're in love there is still such a depth of stronger bond we can share after my ex had left me it built trust issues with her and I i built up the almost indestructible wall around my heart and in the wall i built doors that allowed my emotions to exist between claudia and I but in being that the wall stood i failed to realise that it kept my relationship isolated from the entirety of my life in recent days she's brought this issue to the forefront of my personal issues to conquest this issue has caused insecurities be it me having to confront with insecurity that should never have existed had i full torn down the wall i built to protect myself this prevented me from reaching the level of empathy i could have for others from being the person i was capable of being i looked through windows i

Def Leppard-have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad
here i am.i'm in the wrong bed again.it's a game i just can't win.there you are breathin' soft on my skin,yeah.still you won't let me in.why save your kisses for a rainy day.baby let the moment take your heart away.have you ever needed someone so bad,yeah.have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have.did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart.have you ever needed someone so bad.and to the girl i gotta have.i gotta have you baby.there you go,midnight promises again,yeah but they're broken by the dawn.you want to go further,faster every day,baby.but in the morning you'll be gone,and i'm alone.why save your kisses for a rainy day.baby let the moment take your heart away.have you ever needed someone so bad,yeah.have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have.did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart.have you ever needed someone so bad.and to the girl i gotta have.i gotta have you baby.every dream i dream is like some kinds of rash 'n' reckless scene.t

Its A New Day
Well Its Sunday morning and we have no control of this angry mother nature ..11 fires are now chasing the state of Victoria ..yes Im tired yes Im sad yes Im angry all these emotions and more .we still have to identify the 6 found dead in their car yesterday at kinglake -the other deaths are 6 at kinglake west - 4 at wandong - 3 humevale -1 bendigo-1 Authurs creek ... The highway is blocked cars left no one to be found the winds have picked up and now the speed of this fire is nothing like I can remember . We could see it coming for us we were in the troup carrier so all we could do was stop cover ourselves in a blanket and block all vents ect and i hid under the dash of the truck under the streering wheel.I could hear it coming and i could feel the heat the noise -No tears just tried to slow my breathing .the car was so hot the blanket was heavy then i heard the glass crack and the noise of the fire started to leave .After removing the blanket and opening the door my breath was short

H Eaded Back I Guess.
Well it appears that I'm heading home after this term, I cant get a student loan to save my life..... and my fafsa covers only around 2000 a term... it was definitely fun while it lasted but alas being poor makes it hard to do anything you wanna do and this was just out of my reach like so many other things I want to do. So much for that dream.. time for me to think up a new one I guess. Wish I could stay up here in Portland but heh wouldn't you know it, no work. Well I guess this is it for now.. Later if any one really reads this..

Towel Tease Photo Contest
My way of giving back to the beautiful ladies at Fubar who share their beautiful and sexy photos. Simple Rules: Submit photo of yourself "teasing" with a towel. Nipples or punami cannot be seen in photo. Face does not need to be shown and you can remain anonymous. I will provide a link to your profile upon request. TOTAL VOTES AND COMMENTS determine winners. First Place gets their choice, then second but I have in mind: 1st - 3 month vip 2nd - auto 11's 3rd - 7 day blast Submission's taken until end of March. Voting April - June Contact me for photo submission otherwise if I come across a photo for the current theme I like I will contact you for permission to enter. Photos will not be viewable until voting starts. During voting period, photos will be viewable by all Fubar members with salutes. When contest ends...friends only.

Cassandra Davenport - Bait; J A I L Ba I T
Cassandra followed Andrea immediately, blonde hair whipped back by a gust of cold wind. She shivered but kept forward, not allowing herself to hunch forward for warmth. At least, not in that man's line of sight. She was a bit curious to see if he would follow them... Andrea's words were sort of... Well, Cassie knew what she was getting at. She planned on flirting with another man to make him feel the way she had. Not a very sure-fire plan, but one most teenage girls seemed to use. Cassandra herself had done so many a time. She watched as Andrea chose her male, then purposely knocked into him to catch his attention. As she was dragged out onto the dance floor, grinding on the man eagerly, Cassandra grimaced. This wasn't right. Once his hand slipped up Andrea's shirt, she turned away. Immediately she caught sight of the man who'd slighted Andrea, watching her friend with dismay as she danced with the new male. Somehow, Cassandra hadn't expected him to come after Andrea, yet there h

Update: Essence And Other Material
As noted, Essence is now once again out of music log and being re-arragned, as with a flamenco being worked on...another etude, ETUDE OPUS 2, is also in works---June is the expected date, so pushing to get everything completed...all this, I hope will be good enough for the Demo project. Yngva

Unknown Love And Destiny Pt 11
Thinking over their conversation about their fantasy of each other, she concentrated on the one of her and Michael in the shower together. Slipping a hand down her body, she gently rubbed a finger over her clit and moaned. Smiling she quickly removed her panties and bra, tossing them to the floor. She closed her eyes and imagined Michael in the shower his hands on her breasts. Slowly she rolled a nipple between her fingers. Arching her back, her finger rubs harder against her nub. Gasping at the sensation. Still imagining them in the shower her hand grasping his hard shaft, slowly moving her hand up and down his length. She tickled the skin around her vagina before thrusting two fingers into her wet pussy, she thrust her hips forward, using her thumb to continue stimulating herself. Moaning and moving her hips, the bed groans under her. He moved into his own room. It was even more pitiful then the one she got. All he had was a mattress on the floor. But he didn't mind, she wa

Meth
I DESTROY HOMES, I TEAR FAMILYS APART. I TAKE YOUR CHILDEREN BUT THATS JUST THE START. I'M MORE VALUED THAN DIAMONDS MORE PRECIOUS THAN GOLD. THE SORROW I BRING IS A SIGH TO BEHOLD. IF YOU NEED ME, REMEMBER IM EASILY FOUND. I LIVE ALL AROUND U IN SCHOOL AND IN TOWN. I LIVE WITH THE RICH I LIVE WITH THE POOR. I LIVE JUST DOWN THE RAOD AND MAYBE NEXT DOOR. IM MADE IN A LAB, BUT NOT ONE LIKE U THINK. I CAN BE MADE UNDER UR KITCHEN SINK, OR IN UR CHILDES CLOSET, AND EVEN OUT IN THE WOODS. IF THIS SCARES U, THEN IT CERTAINLY SHOULD. I HAVE MANY NAMES, BUT THERES ONE YOU WILL KNOW BEST. I'M SURE YOU'VE HEARD OF ME. MY NAME IF CRYSTAL METH. MY POWER IS AWESOME . TRY ME YOU'LL SEE. BUT IF U DO, U MAY NEVER BREAK FREE. JUST TRY ME ONCE AND I MIGHT LET U GO. BUT TRY ME TWICE AND I OWN UR SOUL. WHEN I POSSES U, YOU'LL STEAL AND YOU'LL LIE. YOU'LL DO ANYTHING JUST TO GET HIGH. THE CRIMES YOU'LL COMMIT FOR MY NACARTIC CHARMS, WILL BE WORTH THE PLEASURE YOU'LL FEELL IN MY ARMS. YOU'LL LIE TO YOUR MO

Unknown Love And Destiny (12)
Sitting next to him, she gently moved her fingers through his hair. She loved him more. She was his first blowjob. Maybe his first for other things as well. But she'd let him rest. They walked a thin line just now. She knew it. She had pushed him. Slowly she laid her head on his chest and watched him. The position wasn't completely comfortable but she didn't mind. He was with her for the moment. "You know that we could get in REAL trouble for this" he said very winded. "I know." rubbing her cheek on his chest, closing her eyes. "But I'm special and I should get what I want. Besides, what can they really do?" "Well, they can expel me. Remove me as your Guardian" he answered. Having her close like this was feeling good. Sure, they had been close together before, but this was something else. This was love. Opening her eyes. She looked at him. "Let them try." her eyes shifting color darkening then returning to her sea green color. "You should not allow anger fuel you. T

Full Breed American Pitbulls 4 Sale
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I Am Never Going To Eat A Twinkie Again!
Ok kinda funny serious story here...Weve been doing this thing at work to encourage our cashires and other team members to get people to open a target credit card, if they get one they get to smash a twinki in a managers face.. wich i did yesterday was great fun, but apparentlly today when a cashire went to do it they found Tacks yes Thumb Tacks in the twinkies, this box was not opend at all befor hand soooo...fair warning to those who eat those things, probablly wanna look inside em befor u eat them!

New Skin
At first I see an open wound, infected and disastrous. It breathes chaotic catastrophe, it cries to be renewed. (Please Renew Me!) Its tears are the color of anger, they dry to form a scab. To the touch, its stiff and resilient, underneath, the new skin breathes. Its all been saved... with exception for the right parts. When will we be new skin? As outwardly cliche as it may seem, yes, something under the surface says, "C'est la vie." It is a circle, there is a plan... dead skin will atrophy itself to start again. Look closely at the open wound... see past what covers the surface Underneath chaotic catastrophe, creation takes stage. Dead skin will atrophy itself to start again. Dead skin will atrophy itself to start again. Dead skin will atrophy itself to start again. Its all been saved... with exception for the right parts. When will we be new skin? Its all been seen... with exception for what could be. When will we be new skin? until the 20th

Breaks The Chains *its Kinda Back To Front Sorry*
Away from the door stay of my porch Sometimes maybe just better off dead No more colour in this sonic mind The rest is gone in the blink off an eye In shades of Blue ascending over my head Watches the Silver glint off the moon Feeling & seething nothing off anything & hides in the dark gathering thoughts As I take a seat upon whats left There is no sound to gather this beat The smoke dissapears behind the clouds Of things & times p[ast upon this earth Breaks the glass behind the mirror shading & changing looking at the mess off the test watches my eyes turn rouge & cold laughs in the faces behind the orange when things turn sore & it bites to the core dont come back to my fucking door toasts a few condiments & spits them out as the ash tars my coat & I burn with the rest and the tail twitches to the beat the smoke slowly rises aboves my furry head as the flames rise higher than ever around my soul Pounces in the fire & dances on the ashes throws it in

Here Is A Poem I Wrote
Endless chase We all have caught it Slips away everyday It comes big and tall Then comes and stays We enjoy it but then we get hit It lifts us up Then throws us into a pit. It gets us through life And leads us to death Illuminated by some Devoured by others This is the curse of love It finds us behind closed doors Curses us is how it flows In life until death is the way it goes. Love is a difficult thing

Fedoras And Pants, An Observation
I learned something about fedoras tonight, If you have one on you assume that you are also wearing pants. I can't think of any situation that involves a fedora but not pants. About 5 minutes ago I thought of something I needed from my car and I was already wearing my snazzy hat so I just walked out to my car... I was about 10 steps out the door then realized that I was rocking boxer briefs a t shirt and a fedora. Of course people upstairs were partying on the balcony so I couldn't just run back inside. They were staring at me by now so I figured I'd just go with it. I strolled to my car in the shortest of shorts pretending it was intentional. I'm a moron.

Should I Start Freaking Out Now?
I work for a health insurance company. I telecommute from home. My office is in Oregon, I live in Arizona. The only reason they allowed me to move so far away was because we also have an office in Scottsdale, AZ so I was within a 100 mile radius. We were informed today that we will no longer be doing business in Arizona. The office will be closed and the employees given a severance package. Technically, I work for the Arizona company, but that happened only after I moved here. Prior to that I was working for the Oregon company. I am about to lose my mind. Should I start to freak out now? Should I wait until I hear officially if I am going to be among those being let go or they are going to let me keep working from home? I think they should let me keep working from home, at least until I mess up so bad that they say I have to work from the office again- then I would have to chose whether to move back to Oregon or lose my job. I am just really worried right

Her
the blood drips from her thick red lips the redness glistens in the dark moonlit night her skin pale to the eye yet appealing to the touch her hair dark and tangled draped around her face and neck like black hands around her delicate frame her hands tied to keep her from attacking or to keep her from pleasuring your very manhood the thickness around her thighs calls to you to grab it bruise it what lies between them only temps you with its wondrous mystery dangerous even in her sleep your hands temped to wake her but the fear of this beautiful monstrous creature contains you

Kitty Wants Auto 11's & A Hh Pwease!
Well Kitty has never had an auto 11 or a HH. She would love both of them please! Here's the deal. If you only get me the Auto 11's I will; Give you my YIM, give you full access to my NSFW folder, Make you 2 NSFW salutes, If a DJ I'll make you a HOT Drop! If You only get me the HH I will; Give you my YIM, Give you full access to my NSFW folder, Make you you 3 NSFW salutes, If a DJ Make you a HOT Drop! If you get me both the AUTO 11's & the HH I will; Give you my YIM, My Cell #, Give you full access to my NSFW folder, Make you 5 NSFW Salutes, Take 2 NSFW pics of your choice, If you are a DJ make you 2 HOT Drops! RAWR! Help a Kitty out plz! MWAHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I Want You
have you ever been laying on your stomach in the dark of your room when a warmth floods your pelvic area coolness of the sheet on your breasts has your nipples hard the intensity builds you feel yourself gettting wetter your lips are swelling with desire as you begin to grind the bed your whimpers of wanting go unheard driving your pelvic bone deeper into the mattress the air from the vent hits your wet pussy causing you to moan out rolling over hoping for relieve your nipples contract further till they are diamond cutters legs open on their own... you cant help but touch your burning skin tracing over your shaved mound till you slip a finger in the wetness it has you bucking wanting more so you trace around your hardened clit squeezing it between two fingers as you begin to finger fuck yourself the orgasm rocks you lifting you off the bed arching your back hoping to recieve more moans slip out turnin

Traces Of You Remain
traces of you remain on my clothes, lingering aftershave on my skin, faint traces of your warm flesh in the bed , scented of our lovemaking till dawn touching my lips with fingertips, swollen from your kisses licking my lips now i taste you still hands touching my neck where you claimed me bite marks that drove me to want more of you sliding hands over my silken skin over breasts , I sigh , feeling your mouth still nipples respond as if they feel you now gliding down warm skin to my inner thigh mmmm.... still warm , aching , trembling from you wetness , hot to the touch from thinking of you and last night traces of you remain....

Lifes Changed Va Tech ....
watching the story unfold in front of my eyes, tears choke me as I watch the horror develop before me All those young minds gone for good by a gunmans bullet who knows what they would of become or accomplished whose lives they would of affected or changed because of that person having known them my heart goes out to the families that lost a child friends and fellow classmates who lost one or more my prayers for you all every night there are strengths in numbers and you all have mine and the following keep in mind when you are feeling lost One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene , he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonged to him and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of hi

Rain
Just imagine the stars How bright they must be tonight magnified be the teardrops brought forth by all our pain It’s amazing how cruel life can be how heavy her hand can feel All we want to do is smile but yet the teardrops fall like rain There is no time for holding these days nor a second for a simple kiss just the time to stare at the moon while crying out in vain All we need is each other to make it all go away like an emotional drug that takes away the pain It’s just so hard to keep an open heart when the world is out to harm you But without your gentle words it’s a struggle to stay sane So as I roam the darkness I’ll be calling out your name Haunting all of our demons until they’ve all be slain

Southern Charm
SITTING THERE UNDER THE SOUTHERN SKY SIPPING SOME SWEET TEA I GLANCE UP AN SEE SOUTHERN CHARM AT ITS FINEST ONE OF BROAD SHOULDERS AN LIL BOY SMILE MELTING MY ICE IN MY TEA THAT SMILE ALONE MAKES YOU SMILE BACK YOU CATCH YOURSELF, LOOKING OVER YOUR BOOK STUDYING HIM BECAUSE THE BOOK HAS LOST ALL ITS APPEAL THINKIN' ..... NOTHIN' IN THIS BOOK CAN EVER COMPARE TO THE EXQUISITE MAN SITTING UNDER THE GEORGIA SKY SUN PLAYING ALONG MUSCLES LIKE A SLOW HYPNOTIC DANCE WHICH YOU CANT TURN AWAY FROM NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU KNOW YOU SHOULD YOU SIGH........ HE CATCHES IT ON THE AIR GIVES YOU THAT LOOK OF UNTOLD PROMISED DELIGHTS...... WARM SOUTHERN NIGHTS IN THE BACK OF HIS TRUCK WITH NOTHIN BUT THE RADIO ON AND YOUR HEARTBEATS HORSEBACK RIDES SIDE

Chonicals Of Eatalotapuss
Damn! here i am on fubar lookin 4 her wish she would talk 2 me. And let me know if she's real. I wanna taste her emotions & lick her soul I dream of looking in her eyes.My tongue swimming between her thighs. stroking her orgasmic spot until she spills her stress away while i unleash her euphoria.

My Younger Brother Vs. David Jordan 5
Fri, 2/13/09, Matthew Kestner: You've been very defensive since we've began exchanging emails, what drives you to have so much revenge against me, what sort of 'justice' is that? No answer. Fri, 2/13/09, Matthew Kestner: So you've wasted most of you're life since Uni days just trying to convert people? No answer. Fri, 2/13/09, Matthew Kestner: Do what again? be nice? No answer. (David said: you do that again, and I can leave you in your outer darkness and no design brain without any qualms of regret or responsibility.) Fri, 2/13/09, Matthew Kestner: I understand entirely, because you don't want to take responsibility for you're own lack of things done. Gotcha.You just love that tendency to scapegoat those who don't agree with you. Anything else my fault while we're on that subject? No answer. (David said: it will be all your fault.) I can handle it being my fault, however, he still hasn't given evidence for his claims. Sat, 2/14/09, Matthe

The Ring
It’s a cold fall day, the brisk sun is shining and the wind is blowing in another blustery day. No one on the beach except for one older gentleman walking his dog. James is about 5’8”, stocky build, shaved head with a scruffy looking goatee gray in color with specs of brown. His glasses are thick and heavy as his age has not been kind to his eyes. He loves to walk along the beach with his dog, Jake. Jake runs in and out of the surf splashing James and breathing in the cold, heavy fall air. He paints, his tongue hanging out his age showing on his as well. James got Jake when the divorce was final, 10 years ago. Jake is getting older and a steady reminder of days that James would soon rather forget. But he can’t. That cold November day, he entered the courthouse. It was all a blur, lawyers saying this and that. He signed some papers and it was over. She was gone. That same day he drove to the Lake, near the beach where Jake lived. The older couple was moving from the bea

Profile Of A Madman
The profile of an anal retentive man. Yes, the picture above is indeed my sock drawer. Boxers to the left, undershirts in the middle, and socks to the right. I may have a problem. Hah. Over the last two days I've gone into a cleaning fit, it's no uncommon for me, but did involve washing every piece of clothing I owned, completely tearing everything off my desk and replacing it, throwing junk away, cleaning closets, etc. I guess this is my spring cleaning fit, and I hope it is over. I think it may be inspired by the lack of change I've had lately. Something about me likes to change things. It doesn't even have to really even big a big change, just moving furniture or something like that. Growing up I moved things around about every three or four months, trying to find the best layout for everything. I've moved my office at work around five times this last year. Unfortunately with my current setup at home there's just no room to move anything. I may try anyway to to appease myself

March 2nd
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Who I Am
Im a single mother of two amazing kids. I have a job and have worked for the same company for about 9 years. Now more about me, I love tattoos as you can tell. I like to go out and play pool, go bowling and just hang out with friends. My favorite place to go to is Moon River Inn. Its this great bar down in the town of Freeport. Im a great all around person.

My Birthday!!
Ok so everyone knows I have been tryin to level to godmother for so many months now snd I have been asking for so much help to get me there...and here I go again but this time I would like it if everyone would please help me out and get me to be godmother by the time my birthday comes around (March 25th) I know if we all put in all our efforts that I can get to that level snd of course all help and love is always appreciated and returned so what do you say will you all please help me out just click the link and do what you can thank you so much Ecuadorian Goddess* Sgt.Raider's FuWife*-SBG-Keno's KO-Fu-Owned By ♦LiCkAbLe@ fubar

Understanding
UNDERSTANDING the rambling words of a stressed man call him weird, crazy, wild, but if you listen with body, mind, and soul it is either fixed or broken no in betweens or right-or-wrongs no beginings-or-ends the light of reason fades out in the crush of memory, unreflected in the glass confusion doesn't exist to a confused one far is the need for sanity dance, fight, sing, play boredom is no burden when lucidity has no place

Out Of Comments? :o
zomgwtf. Apparently I'm out of comments. Never happened before and I posted WAY more yesterday (especially during that stupid originality MUMM). zomgwtf?! WAAAH! NO MUMMS :o ...also, since I can't comment, I'll just lengthen this blog if necessary, yo. According to the fubar bible, comments are limited according to level between 5 to 2000* comments or some shit like that. I've never hit the limit in two years, though. :\ *fix'd Karma: apparently you can? I've not actually even posted that much today, though. Not compared with yesterday... or about a dozen other days. I'm confused. :S ... I'll also note I rarely comment on pictures etc... so I'm basically only posting in the MUMMs. In fact, I think the only comment outside of them that I've left today was one saying one of Katie's pictures is hawt. ...I agree with the "well shit!" sentiment.

I Want...
I've been thinking lately about what I want...and so far I've come up with a few things... Let's hit up the basics first... I want the absolute best for my son...a life of happiness...a real family, a normal life and to be loved and taken care of by me and who I am with. I want him to have every oppurtunity and privelage that can be offered...but what parent doesn't want the best for their children? I want to be stable...in every aspect not only for Brayon but for myself...again who doesn't want that... Now on to things I can't control or just take...only hope for, pray for and work toward knowing it's a 50/50... I want to be loved...I want happiness...I want a connection that knows no bounds...unconditional love... I want to wake up next to the same man every morning until there is no more breath in my body and I sustain no life...I want to feel every feeling there is to feel. I want to raise a family and have a life for better or worse. Dirt poor or filthy rich...

The Day
He got to see her again today. Tomorrow, he thought, would be the day he finally spoke to her. But what would he say? He knew his best thought out topic would be blocked by his inability to speak when in her presence. He had to figure out a way to get around this. Maybe he could imagine her as someone else, someone easier to talk to. Thoughts of using his mother’s image for this purpose made him cringe as he obviously could not ask his mom out on a date. A couple days passed in the process of building the perfect image. Even though he had missed his next day goal, he thought it worth it to be able to speak to her. His efforts would soon be realized. He would use the image of the girl in sales to make his move. The day finally came when all was right for him to put his plan into action. He approached her with the confidence of the cowardly lion from the Wizard of Oz. He began to speak to her but instantly fumbled his opening line. His plan was not working. He could only s

Saint Patrick's Day Auction
Saint Patrick's Day March 1st - March 17thAuction Are you in need of some Fubucks.. Then you came to the right place Come and Bid On The St. Patty's Day Auction.. The auction is now open to all of fubar. It will end on March 17th at midnight Fu time. So come and bid on your favorites!!!

A Critique Of The Communist Manifesto
A Critique of the Communist Manifesto In times of extreme social discord, it is rare that the voice of reason and moderation holds forth. More often than not it is the most extreme response, the most radical voice, which captures the attentions and passions of a populace. There is little room for moderation and rational response when the pressures exceed the capacity of a community to command itself down that middle path. It is these times of tension, these “desperate circumstances, some…are willing to accept desperate remedies”. From the excesses of the French Revolution when the moderated demands of the Bourgeois spilled over into the chaos of competing extremists to the short lived White Revolution in Russia and it’s consumption shortly thereafter by the Red wave that followed. From the rise of a minor political party and it’s cult of personality during the economic depression following the German defeat in WW1 to the usurped student rebellion by religious extremists in resp

Arrgh Fnaghrag! = Annoyance
Okay, I'm getting serious f'ing withdrawals. Not being in the MUMMs means I don't really notice when most of you are online as checking fubar every 5 minutes is a -freaking pain-. Ergo I demand (well, ask really nicely) that y'all who give a shit at least give the chatroom I plugged before a good try. Click here. It really works now. Srsly. Roll on 5 days time. :| ...yes, I lost globals. .....well try it tomorrow, at least, since I'm off to bed anywho. -.-

My Personality.
Global Personality Test Results Stability (36%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness (43%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion (73%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. Take Free Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com

15 Minutes Of My Life
The shortest "date" in my life that I ever been on...Chad Lawson from myspace in my top well I met him at 5pm at Rite Aid down the road like I was supposed to anyways Matt went an got milk for us we needed since we don't have a van anyways well he took me and Matt back to the house so I introduced him to mom and dad like I was supposed he was nice an everything but the fact was I thought we were gonna go out to dinner oh no he had to rush back cause one he lived in Parkersburgh,WV and he got lost on his way here so he figured rush back an he was only here 15 minutes so now he wants a second date my opnion I rather not risk it again. Also he had until 8pm.

Lord Of The Frogs, Lice, And Flies
“And the LORD spake unto Moses, Go unto Pharaoh, and say unto him, Thus saith the LORD, Let my people go, that they may serve me.” By the beginning of the eighth chapter of Exodus, all the waters of Egypt have been blood as the LORD said He would do through Moses and Aaron. It’s a safe bet that the people of Egypt, the ones who were digging around the Nile to find sources of drinkable water since all the water they had gathered had turned to blood, were not happy right now with Pharaoh’s magicians who just did the same thing. Since we’re not told that this plague distinguished between the slave quarters of Goshen and Egypt as a whole, it’s safe to say the Hebrews and other slaves were getting edgy and tense as well. But there was Pharaoh’s precious pride to consider. When we understand the next chapters as not only a contest of wills but also a contest of gods – remember, in the religion of ancient Egypt there wasn’t only a pantheon of gods but also the ingrained belief that P

4.0
Student Schedule MARCH 2009 GE127 College Mathematics I Credit Hours: 4 Section: E2 3/9/2009 5/31/2009 Main - KNC THEORY 4 Tuesday 6:00 PM to 7:32 PM Main - KNC THEORY 4 Tuesday 7:52 PM to 9:24 PM ET115 Dc Electronics Credit Hours: 4 Section: E1 3/9/2009 5/31/2009 Main - KNC LAB 3 Thursday 6:00 PM to 7:32 PM Main - KNC LAB 3 Thursday 7:52 PM to 9:24 PM Main - KNC LAB 3 Thursday 9:34 PM to 10:20 PM ET225 Networking Concepts Credit Hours: 4 Section: M1 3/9/2009 5/31/2009 Main - KNC THEORY 9 Saturday 9:30 AM to 11:02 AM Main - KNC LAB 5 Saturday 11:22 AM to 12:54 PM Main - KNC THEORY 9 Saturday 1:04 PM to 2:00 PM Student Grades Course Title Grade Credits Term GE184 PROBLEM SOLVING A 4 DECEMBER 2008 TB133 STRATEGIES FOR THE TECHNICAL PROFESSIONAL A 4 DECEMBER 2008 TB143 INTRODUCTION TO PERSONAL COMPUTERS A 4 DECEMBER 2008

Intellectual Property...need Advice
If anyone knows anything regarding trademark, copyright, etc...please talk to me. I need to trademark my Rock The Troops before I proceed with plans for the tour and there is a possible name conflict. Thanks!

Do Not Look Suspicius---true Story
as its a fine spring evening the sunshining over the city the skies are clear and clean, and the cops swarming the area. i texted two friend and about 10 minutes later detained by the police as i was talking to a friend in Kansas *spellcheck*. he asked me who i was talking to told them i was "talking to a friend in missiouri" he asked me to turn around, immediatly i assumed the postion legs spread and hands behind my head fingers laced. as every officer was taught, he patted me down. with the unwanting feeling overcoming me. he asked if i had "drugs, weapons, anything in my postion that would poke me?" i thought of something dirty, kept calm and replied "yes, a utility knife and a pen knife". he took them out asked "why do you have them" i replied, "because im a carpenter and i use that knife when i work and incase i need one when im out", he gave it back to me. he asked why i had the small one (already annoyed) i replied "Because it came with my tape mesuare

Im Leaving Fubar
after long and careful consideration i have decided to call it quits here on fubar my page will remain here till the 13th of April 2010 u have till then to tell me anything u may want to have told me i will be keeping my myspace but i will not be accepting all friends requests only those who i really talk to and really care about will be added if u would like the link and are someone i would approve send me a private message i will reply with the link to my page its been fun but this is the end good luck all and safe surfing much love T.C. Druid Priest

Really Pissed Off
I dont know about the husbands but the wifes I am sure can deal with this topic. Have you ever got up early spent all dam day cleaning, and washing the clothes, prepping the super. Then cooking the supper and all you want is for your kids or even hubby to at least do the supper dishes? And you decide you would like to go to bed early cause your just stressed and need some time alone. To wake up to a gawd dam kitchen mess? And when you ask, did any one do the dishes and you get yes but we created more. And you look around and the counter tops are messy , dirty pots on the stove. And when you lose your temper they look at you as if your nuts! Or Ladies do you get this BS. I work all day why should I have to do house work? And believe it or not my boys are now saying the same bs. I say this but it falls on deaf ears. Yes that is true you do however! You go to work and come home. Your work is done. My work isnt done. I dont get any gawd dam hoildays were

Playful Pet
He came home to find her standing before him in a short black skirt, sheer white blouse, black stockings and black high heels. It was obvious she wasn't wearing a bra, as he could clearly see her dark, taut nipples pressing against the thin fabric of her blouse. He wondered if she was wearing any panties. Her cheeks were flushed. He looked at her and smiled, saying "What have you been up to My dear?" She grinned, a Cheshire cat grin, and took his hand gently in hers. She slid their joined hands up her leg and he could feel her bare skin just above the lacy tops of her thigh high stockings. She kept pressing his hand higher. Suddenly he felt that she did indeed have a scrap of cloth covering her, though such a small amount of material should hardly be called panties. The fabric was wet with her liquid heat. He stifled a small groan as he slipped his fingers beneath the material and felt the vibrator gently humming, buried deep in her cunt. And his eyes widen a bit as he realized she

Update On Gram!
She is more alert now and talking a lot more. My grandfather asked her today if she had any pain anywhere and this is what she said "No but my ass hurts" lmao. She has a sore on her tailbone . I'm going to call & talk to her soon. if the kids will be quiet enough for me to hear something lol. But thats the update!

Lies
I hurt you so bad I know it's true, but you know something you hurt me too. I love you now as I will forever but doing what I did and lying to you wasn't so clever. Please forgive me I know what I did was wrong. I didn't know I would fall in love with you, I didn't mean you any harm. I wish I could take back all the hurt I caused you but I can't.. I can only say I love you. I hope your life is better without me in it, I hope your very happy I really do, but all I can do is think about how much I miss you. I often wonder if you ever loved me, I guess you couldn't because you really didn't know me. I love you more than any man I have known, but now what we had is over and I am still all alone. I think of you everyday even when I sleep. I will never forget how much you mean to me.. RAVYN SNOW 2006

Well Ok....
I have had fun on here, but I am afraid its over... I will be deleting my account soon. I have met some really awesome people on here, and you know who you are. But I am just tired of this sight and the rest of the people on here. People take things way to seriously and need to realize its just a website. Thank you for all the fun and I will miss you all. xoxo

Soda Cans
WASH THEM FIRST Please Don't Erase this message before forwarding on This is Serious! This incident happened recently in North Texas . A woman went boating one Sunday taking with her some cans of coke which she put into the refrigerator of the boat. On Monday she was taken to the hospital and placed in the Intensive Care Unit. She died on Wednesday. The autopsy concluded she died of Leptospirosis. This was traced to the can of coke she drank from, not using a glass. Tests showed that the can was infected by dried rat urine and hence the disease Leptospirosis. Rat urine contains toxic and deathly substances. It is highly recommended to thoroughly wash the upper part of all soda cans before drinking out of them. The cans are typically stocked in warehouses and transported straight to the shops without being cleaned. A study at NYCU showed that the tops of all soda cans are more contaminated than public toilets (i.e.).. full of germs and bacteria. So

Love Note
Love Note Draw me a heart on paper; lined. Don't keep feelings so confined. Spill me words upon a page. Unleash your heart from the cage. Letter by letter, not so neat, to exchange when we meet. From love to love, note to note. To you this paper I devote. Pencil, pen, no matter to me as long as words I can see. I love you's throughout the lines and worded emotions of all kinds. A heart in pen, jagged and black. All I want is a scribble heart back. Take this note in your hand, read it and you'll understand. I love you and always will and in here my feelings spill. We'll look back on these one day and know our love won't go away.

Personality Traits
Are you... 1. A bitch? try not to be. sometimes i have to be cruel when i dont wanna be at all. 2. A daydreamer? not quite as much as i used to be when i was younger, but i still find myself lost in world that is not my reality LOL 3. Shy? only around new people 4. Talkative? i come from a long line of talkers in my family LOL i could talk for hours as long as its an interesting subject and i am enjoying the person i am talking to. 5. Energic? dont i wish 6. Happy? gettin there 7. Depressed? sometimes, even when im not sure why. 8. Funny? i can be very animated at times lol, especially when i drink 9. Slutty? there is a little "slut" in all of us ;-) LOL 10. Boring? nah.... i try to keep it interesting. 11. Mean? unintentionally 12. Nice? i would say so 13. Caring? VERY! sometimes just a little to caring, and those that know i love them should know that. 14. Trustworthy? very much so 15. Confident

Come Own Me
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Move To Us, Pt Ii
The relatives (dad's 3rd cousin and his wife) took us to the place where we were gonna stay. It was a nasty Russian-owned 14 story building with a non working elevator, and ofcourse our apt was on a 14th floor. Right next door to us lived a nasty crack whore, that had ugly arguments with her johns and drug dealers, so I was exposed to all sorts of nasty arguments. Fortunately, I didn't know English well enough to understand her, so I was just hoping that one of these days she would get stabbed, and all would be quiet. It was a 1 bedroom apt, and the first week my parents and grandma were sleeping on mattress that his relatives gave us, while my great aunt slept in a bedroom on a hideous velvet yellow couch. After 2 weeks, my dad (who was one of the leading Russian engineers) was snagged by Samsung corp, and was able to move out right away. My grandma and great aunt got an apt below us, and my mom started taking some grant-sponsored computer classes for new immigrants. The on

Love
most days it seems we never have enough time togethere. between the demands of work and home .there"s not a lot of time or energy lift over for just us.but i wand you to know that you are at the heart of everything in my life. our relationship give me the strength and confidence to be my very best . and emotional support that get me through every hectic day . so although some days we may be too busy to spend much time together. you:re always a part of everything i am and everything i do .

Faith
Why Did Jesus Fold the Napkin? > This is one I can honestly say I have never seen circulating in the > emails so; if it touches you, you may want to forward it. > > Why did Jesus fold the linen burial cloth after His resurrection? I > never noticed this.... > > The Gospel of John (20:7) tells us that the napkin, which was placed > over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside like the grave > clothes. > > The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly > folded, and was placed separate from the grave clothes. > > Early Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to > the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the > entrance. > > She ran and found Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus > loved. She said, 'They have taken the Lord's body out of the tomb, and I > don't know where they have put him!' > > Peter and the other disciple ran to the tomb to see. The other disciple > outran Peter

A Question That Has Bugged Me
Okay I have a best friend who is in his 40's name Richard Soape I met him on Allpoetry.com about 2 years ago, well when I talked to him the other day and the day before an he suggest that I stop talking to my other guy friends DJ Cool and Shallowcaust aka Billy Hawthorne all cause one he thinks that they do not care for me which I know they do why else would I be in there live's and two, cause my relationships with them went down hill but thats life but still have feelings for both. Now Rick said if I am gonna be he's lover I should not see DJ Cool any more but in which I am anyways as of this weekend and have been for 3 weeks by Monday. An he wants me to stop writing Billy but I can't do that with the fact Billy needs to be stabled an me writing him has done that very well. Anyways my question is should I stop writing/talking to my friends or go on with my life an do what I want which is write an hang out with them? cause I feel I am going through 2007 being controlled again an I don'

Am I In Love
You Are Hesitant in Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?

My Smile
I hide it in my smile the pain that i feel the fact that i struggle my plea just to heal behind that same smile is the fear i won't win my battle for life that i chose to begin too many doctors still no relief yet i put up my smile to hide all my grief and when my sister ask "how do you feel" I just flash them my smile I can't show them whats real but when i'm alone and i know its just me that smile fades away and my emotion flow free

Bluebirds?
In case you need any further proof to back up that picture, then just watch this video. Bird Eats Alka-seltzer - For more amazing video clips, click here So let's keep the fat man happy and just keep sending him koalas to keep my army growing. They make me happy. (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2009-03-24 11:55:35') (repost of original by '~Freak~' on '2009-03-24 11:57:59') (repost of original by '☆ Mz.þhåTT¥GµrL ☆ Mêmßêr Ö£ Ðåñgêrðµ§ Çµrvê§ ☆ £Ú-ÈñgågêÐ Tð §êåñ Çå§Tlê ☆' on '2009-03-24 15:19:11') (repost of original by 'President Lincoln©~Fat Sonnys' Proud Uncle~OWNER of RENEGADE RADIO UK~ no blank requests' on '2009-03-24 16:44:32')

Nails In The Fence
NAILS IN THE FENCE There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you

Heh
yeah so my nose got broken my wallet disappeared i will have 2 black eyes my plugs got torn out my lip ring got torn out and i knocked the motherfucker out twice when TERROR was on and once when EMMURE was on tonite was an awesome show I got a hi five from most of the members of TERROR for stage diving and sliding the motherfucker that broke my nose across the floor TWICE DURING THEIR SET the bartender saw my broken nose and saw me knocking out the fucking dude and kept feeding me shots of jack daniels Tonite's show was fucking great go to the ATTICUS METAL TOUR if you have the balls to

To All Endings A Thing
We now know what our daughter Sarah likes from Dairy Queen. There are four of them here in Minot – one in Dakota Square, one on North Broadway, one across from Goodwill, and one across from the Adult Learning Center. And they actually do business in parts of winter (with the snow coming down or just outside the door)! Last night after our dinner of pork chops, baked potatoes, and green beans I offered to get some desserts from the last location, the one closest to our house, because I was craving a strawberry cheesequake blizzard. I got Martha and Mary each an Oreo blizzard, my wife’s with caramel and Mary’s without, and Sarah a small caramel sundae. Our son Jeffrey was already in bed after brushing his teeth, something I don’t have to remind him to do! Alas, toothpaste ice cream has never taken off. I refer to that so extensively because the service was great, unusually so for a place staffed by high school students on a weekend. I’m not trying to pan some kids’ work ethic h

Cherokee Traveler's Greeting
I will draw thorns from your feet. We will walk the White Path of Life together. Like a brother of my own blood, I will love you. I will wipe tears from your eyes. When you are sad, I will put your aching heart to rest.

Tomorrow I Will Bury My Friend
It was in 2003 I'd met a friend on my 360 yahoo. He was a very nice gentleman and we'd had coffee together on several occasions. There was nothing sexual involved because he was more like a father figure. 2008 was a bad yr for me I'd let myself go. Just didn't care about nothing anymore. I was like a whirl wind spiraling out of control. I did what I wanted when I wanted, drank uncontrollably and just ignored all health signs that things were about to get worse for me. He was there, he helped me see what I'd become. This friend watched from a distance till he could watch no more. He helped me through my life of upheaval. I have him to thank for the change in me and the respect I now have for myself and life in general. I have been saddened by the loss of my friend. Sunday I received a call from his son saying that he'd passed away. I believe I cried like I never cried before. I felt the loss big time, I felt empty like someone had taken away someone I'd known forever. My husband held me

Whyyy
Under my required courses it says I have to take a computer literacy course. And this course I have to take is all about learning how to use Microsoft Office 2007. Why? Also, I understand if you want to rate people 'honestly' on fubar. But a 1? Am I really? I have all my teeth. And two eyes that point straight forward. So... Why?

Disciple??
**WICKED LETTE** SHES ALMOST DISCIPLE! AND SHES BEEN ON HERE 12/22/06 WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON??? SO SHE IS ASKING FOR ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET SHE NEEDS TO BE LOVED ON A WHOLE BUNCH SO LETS MAKE UP FOR LOST TIME AND LEVEL HER SEXY ASS!! FAN HER ADD HER RATE HER PAGE RATE HER PICS RATE HER STASH COMMENT HER STASH COMMENT HER PAGE COMMENT HER PICS BOMB HER BLING HER BUY HER A VIP BUY HER A CHERRY BOMB BUY HER A AUTOS 11 BUY HER A PONY TOO :p BUY HER A HAPPY HOUR DONATE FUBUX CRUSH HER DO IT ALL THIS IS A MESSAGE FROM HER: DEAR FU, PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL IM TRYING SOOO HARD ILL DO ANYTHING!! PLEASE DONATE ANYTHING TO ME THAT CAN HELP ME GET TO SPOT LIKE IT WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT. IM REALLY TRYING HARD. I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS GETTING CLOSE TO MILLION THEN IT WENT TO 5 AND I WAS CLOSE TO 5 THEN 10 AND SO ON I REALLY NEED HELP I CANT GET THIS ON MY OWN THANKS FOR EVERY THING I LOVE YOU!!!!

Mind Sex
Sit back and relax your mind As are thoughts become intertwine Addicted to your intellect Beginning to pick your brain As insane as that may sound I’m more attracted and aroused By are deep conversations As we lay on the bed Talking about the past And the future that lies ahead For others talks about Religion and Government might be a bit much but to us it feels better then Just sweating up the sheets Because physically you got me Mentally you feel me Sexually you please me But intellectually you read me And remind me that there’s many ways to climax The orgasmic feeling that comes over me when we connect On a different level As the sun makes it way around the earth We have given birth to future conversations As I’m patiently waiting to get back inside your beautiful psyche An open invitation Hoping that you will except Going another round with me as we Have mind sex

Just Chillen
i don't really know what to talk about. I'm just really bored and waiting for someone to come talk to me... If you wanna know anything about me you can just ask me. I'm not very shy and I will answer just about anything...

Tainted Pt 3 ( From Hell )
Now you awake in hell. This damnation you bought upon you’re self The screams you called out in life. Were just mere whispers to the eternity of ones to come. How could you commit a crime like you were judged for? The mere mention of your name makes heaven tumble. You are a putrid and sick creation. One who loved no one but them self. For you’re sins you shall forever be damned. The chains that now shall wrap around you and pull you down. The devils toy, no more no less. A plaything to the darkness of you’re heart. A heart? You never had one… Just a lump of darkest coal. Forlorn feelings as fake as a lie. Each word you ever spoke was a falsehood. Never again shall you’re lies be believed, Not one more heart shall you shatter by making them believe it. An eternity of pain, no where seems long enough. As time stops, the earth no more. I will take joy in knowing the last sound you emit. Will be you saying I am sorry.

2crzy-4u
Yanno, it's one thing when newbs do stupid noob things, like downrate or upload a clearly NSWF pic as a default... It's another when they are point whoring... ALREADY. This chick is a level 8. Save the point whoring for when you have MILLIONS to go to level, or at least 1/2 a mil, k? I couldn't figure out if she was wanting me to BUY her a bomb, or to bomb her. In either case, I've NEVER spoken to her, and she has a mere 16 picures, so either way... NO. Bottom to top boys and girls! 2CRZY-4U@ fubar

The Rollar Coaster
The Rollar Coaster I am on a Rollar Coaster, it has been a very emotional and scary ride, I regret even getting on this ride. All I want is to be off this ride. It is disorienting and oh so confusing. I can't make sense of anything or even think clearly, it keeps me completely disoriented and paralyzed. All I can do is sit there and cry, as it goes on and on and continue's to fly. It is isn't a rush or a thrilling ride but one that makes me scream out load a bone chilling cry. It pulls me aloung and it has pulled way too long. It follows a path, a path unknown. I don't where I am, or where I'm gonna go. I am on a Rollar Coaster, and I really hate this ride for where it goes nobody knows. When will it stop? I just don't know. It makes me crazy and feel despair deep down inside. It just takes me aloung a very unfortunate long on going ride. It spins and spins vigorously out of controll. It makes me feel helpless as I am taken through every turn completely out of controll. It toss's m

I Am Me
I am the woman who is shy I am the woman who is carring I am the woman who is loving I am Me I am the woman your mother warned you about I am the woman your mother said " she's a keeper" I am the woman your mother said will be there when you need her I am Me I am the woman you dreamt about I am the woman you couldn't get out of your head I am the woman you desired I am me I am wicked I am vindictive I am cunning I am Me Take me as i am

Points To Ponder..........
Nemo vir est qui mundum non reddat mel Watch your thoughts; they become words.Watch your words; they become actions.Watch your actions; they become habits.Watch your habits; they become character.Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.--Frank Outlaw

Grrrr
The hotel is almost empty, its creepy, some twat that stayed here last year and claimed that there was a ghost in a room next to hers was here tonight, insisiting that its haunted. I told her that I'd appreciate her not telling me that, since i'm here all alone. blah, I wish someone was here to keep me company. ANYONE! grrr

Any Ideas About What To Do?
ok i am trying to get my car paid off real quick like with in the next 2 months and in order for me to do that i have to find a place to stay where i have no bills....i had asked a relative but they said no..which i already knew it was going to be no cuz they don't want me to leave...IM LEAVING 1 WAY OR ANOTHER!! anyway, i was looking up camp grounds close to where i live so i can continue to go to work and stuff but omg they are so expensive......i might as well stay in the house im living in.....anyway if anyone has any ideas please leave a comment i really need some ideas ty and if you are wondering where i am leaving to it is back to florida but need my car to do it.

Loss Unexpected
Sometimes we really need to stop and think, "DO the people in our lives really know how we feel about them". Yesterday I recieved a call from a friend I haven't spoken to in five years, he called me from the hospital, barely able to talk. He wanted me to know that he was admitted for an overdose and wasn't feeling too great! He had called me a while back and I was too busy to call him back. Dustin was my friend, my first kiss, my first boyfriend! He meant a lot to me, he was by my side through all my years of foster care and was always there to hold me when I cried. How could I have been too busy for someone who dropped their world for me? He had the worst parents you could imagine, I think they actually hated him! Last night we only talked about five minutes but it was heart breaking. He sounded like and 80 year old man, all out of breath and weazing! I held back tears as I told him I was soooo sorry for ignoring him! I told him I would call him back today, well he didn't make it to h

Why Nice Guys Finish Last
Hello all. My roommate just showed me this article and I wanted to get you all's take on it. I understand the truth behind it but also see how rediculous the female thought process can be. After repeatedly hearing the EXACT things stated in the article, and after repeatedly helping girls through break ups with shitbags, I have come to realize the major flaws in the way many girls pick potential dates. What are your thoughts? Please read the article and let me know. Thanks, Travis Dating Secret Exposed: Why Nice Guys Finish Last By Dating expert April Masini Special to Yahoo! Personals Are you a nice guy who has always wondered why the cocky guy -- the one who barely appears interested in the girl -- is usually the one who gets the girl? Have you suffered from hearing the words, "You're a really nice guy, but I only like you as a friend," from a woman who you would do (or may, in fact, have already done) just about anything and everything for -- only to turn around and watch he

The Emotional Horse
One day a guy walks into a bar. The bartender says "if you can make that horse over there laugh you can have free drinks for the rest of the night". So he says "ok" and walks over to the horse and whispers something in his ear and he starts laughing and the bartender gives him free drinks for the rest of the night. The next night the same guy comes back in and the bartender says "if you can make that horse over there cry i will give you free drinks for the rest of the night. So he walks over there and does something and the horse starts crying, and the bartender gives him free drinks. Then the bartender asks what the man did to make the horse laugh and what he did to make him cry. The man says "To make him laugh I told him I had a bigger dick than he does and to make him cry I showed him".

Work Again As Usual
So I sit here working .... I am supervising till 7 PM tonite and i miss Him terribly... i cant concentrate cause all i see in my head and heart is Him ... my damn t mobile phone needs to be smashed loll and i will take it Monday cause i cant even seem to text him and for it to go thru.. He just gets mad at me atleast that is what i feel... when i work i am the answer person... i am personally responsible for lives of those i care for and to develope and teach my staff ... i am strong in my job ... but without him i feel weak .... i dont even feel like myself ... 8 more days and i will be home atlast... i miss his voice and his jokes and his sweetness ... i crave him constantly... i have fallen in love with Him so deeply that i often see no seperation between us ... i actually dont want to see that seperation... i dont want to be apart from him in spirit or in body or in my heart.... makes me frustrated and sad .... i panic when i cant speak to him and he sometimes thinks its cause im b

Restarting With Fubar
Ever screwed up and hurt someone you was starting to care about - but really didn't mean to. Ummm that sucks - you feel like an ass about it as well. Well, Killed my profile and thought about just staying clear of fubar for awhile - was new anyway. Got to missing it on this rainy day and joined back up. Sucks when you find someone you really feel you click with and, I don't know, maybe just being MAN - I screw it up... I seem to do that only with the ones I am VERY into, which is rare. Normally it is me dumping someone, funny... Anyway - So back now. Darn let me get to rating some people so I can get some ranking. Got to start traveling some next week - so until then... Bye

A Hand Raised In Harm
So many women are abused. And men are too, I don't deny it. But this BLOG ... goes out to my sisters, that have been abused at some point in their life, by someone that claimed to love, honor and protect them. I do not dwell on it. But I just wanted people to remember that sometimes, it takes a powerful event to make you leave such a relationship. And women or girls need support, and need to learn to trust 'the right kind of' men again. It just is. Whether the abuse was long term or short term. Don't settle for that behaviour. The answers are there, all you have to do is seek them ... A hand that's raised In anger to harm Kills the love That once used to calm The safety one felt Shattered and torn Her faith in you Weathered and Worn Ask her not to ever forget The night or day When the true you She met ^5 Girls and Guys ... Xena

Keeping It Real
I am dumbfounded truely at a loss here - it's weird how someone waltzes into your life and becomes something to you so easily only to expose themselves in a blinding revelation for something you never knew them to be. I have the hardest time sometimes seeing people for who they really are and seeing past the bullshit - but in a weird way it always seems to come full circle for me. I try my hardest to see the best in people and give them the benefit of the doubt; maybe it's a flaw because I want so badly to be loved and accepted - maybe cause my father was never there and my mother always put the men in her life first - or maybe I am just fucked in the head like everyone else walking the planet. I will be the first to admit that I exude poor judgement and that I look for love in all the wrong places... it doesn't take much to fool me and I am not proud of that. I guess I keep hoping that it I expect the best from people and don't look for the worst that one day it will just be as it

Swine
Several years ago, I worked at a child care center, and there was a nasty hateful Muslim woman working with me. SHe would always spew varius crap, and it was gettin old. SHe always brought in her stinky soup, and put it in a fridge for lunch. I had some Wendys bacon bits, and into her soup they went. WHen it was time for her lunch, I watched her eat the soup with bacon in it. I was waiting for her to maybe melt, or puke, but nothin...I wonder if she wont gt her virgins now...

Not A Two Way Street
i think its funny i have a friend on my friends list i wont give a name becuse iam not like that but anyways i was asking her what was wrong and she said that she really hate men now and i ask why she said its becuse they treat her like shit and never really talk to her only when they want to pretty much and thats when i told her oh kind of like what you did to me at the time when we use to talk iam not shock thats happens alot to me anyways what i think is funny alot of people on here men and woman alike say there looking for that special person wether it may be on here or offline if you dont want to be treat like a stuck up bitch like tons of people who act like it on here then start treating others the way you want to try walking in there shoes and no there is more to a person then there looks like there heart and personailty you may not have to like them but atlest respect them people of all races and ages still have feelings rember that

For Some Reason
In the end I never forgave you. The time I spent lost gave me clarity over my imprisonment. See there was a chance and I took it, not for you, not for the idea that I loved you, but for me. Why would I want that chance to go away. Happy for a momment vs an empty life vs life long bitterness,,, I just chose the moment. I blamed myself, I blamed you, I blamed the air if I could come up with a reason. It was honestly just a moment. Deep happiness for a time. The anger came in it not lasting. Maybe I give up to fast, maybe I rushed into it all. Maybe im just broken. Maybe just too many maybes. You came into my life and I didn’t stand up. And I regret that.the moment after it happened till years later im just a basket case of regret. Of taking the best thing in my life for granted. Sad part is, is that im human and I know it will happen again. So I over compensate. Jump the gun and rush into a burning field with my head down. Funny part is why keep your head down if you know y

A Personal Philosophy Of Education
A Personal Philosophy of Education This I feel is to be a ‘working’ composition as I recognize right off that “I am but an egg”, an uncarved block in regards to my own personal developing philosophy of education. If I were to be bold and brash enough to state a philosophy direct, I’d have to say that I fall closest to the Progressivism branch (um, the metaphor I hope to allude to here is that of a Tree of Knowledge). Actually, I think I need to hang my developing philosophy between two branches…it turns out the Existentialist branch also supports many of my positions and beliefs. There, a not overly eclectic position to take, with two primary influences from which to hand my philosophy from. Why? Because I find myself, in a practical manner, tending strongly toward progressivist positions in most aspects of life, a reflection of my social and political philosophy as well. The existentialist perspective calls strongly to my independent nature,

Wow
WOW When he looks into my eyes I get lostThe way he touches me I want to melt.The things he says amazes me.He makes me feel alive, wanted, needed, comfortable, cared for.I want him more and more as the days go by.I want to taste his kisses again.I want to feel his body against mine again. I melt just thinking of these things and of him.I find myself lost in thoughts of him. I am scared though, I don't want to be hurt again.But I feel so safe with him.He has broke the walls to my body and soul and is starting to warm my heart.I am so scared of how I feel Does anyone one else feel this way?Or am I the only one who has these feelings and thoughts Crystal M. Grossinger

Links
Last of a Dyin Breed: http://www.myspace.com/pussycatpimpgoddess http://www.tagged.com/lastofadyinbreed http://Twitter.com/PimpGoddezz http://www.myyearbook.com/lastofadyinbreed Smack Daddy: http://www.myspace.com/pussycatplaymatezsdp http://www.tagged.com/smackdaddypimpnest Motitaz: http://www.myspace.com/pussycatplaymate http://www.myspace.com/530gigglez http://www.myyearbook.com/motitaz83

Questions For Guys That Want To Date Me
Are you or have you been married & if not how long have you been single?What is your longest relationship?Are you looking for causel or exclusive?Do you have kids?Do you want kids?Do you have siblings?Do you do any kind of drugs?Do you drink?Do you smoke?Have you ever been arrested?Do you like pets? Do you go to Church?Do you have your own place?If no, have you lived on your own?What do you like to do for fun?What is your ideal soul mate, what qualities would you like?What color are your eyes?What is good about you?Is family important too you?What are you dislikes in a woman?Do you have a temper?Do you have pierces' and/or tattoos'?Do you mind tattoos' on a woman?

Life
I’m wounded, bleeding, groping in pain and yet sorrow and grief accompany my injury. I’m like an innocent yearling about to be sheared, to be slaughtered. I’m like a soul floating in the chilly winds of unchartered horizons, like the dust troubling itself in the long winding road. Yet my spirit is being lifted by a pure heavenly soul. I feel like I’ traversing from the blood and tears of the fiery hell to the realms of uncertainty of purgatory to the gates of boundless of mercy, affection and happiness of heaven. Paradise and ultimate joy is in sight but still far to come yet I keep on moving, I keep on walking until I reach it and finally come to my final destination where I can see my life, live and spend my life and until my life on earth is over. Life for me is a constant struggle, struggling towards an ultimate goal,despite the hardships and difficulties and most often than not, risk or danger is at stake wherever you go.But I’m familiar with i

Fed Up
ok well, i was thinkin about stuff tonight and over the past few months i have been hearing and getting alot of ppl saying stuff about me and the things i do or dont do and i am getting sick to fucking death of trying to please everybody look its very simple... I AM WHO I AM GOOD AND BAD there is nobody in this world that is 100% perfect and if you dont like anything i say or do... GET OVER IT i am me and thats the best i can do.... if anything about me bugs anybody that much then stop me from being a part of your life or friend or w/e the case may be..... \\

Moving
hey there all. i am making this blog to let everyone know that i am going to be moving out to a campground sometime this week, so i won't be on for a while...and a while i mean like 3 or 4 months maybe longer..i am going to the campground so i can get my car paid off faster so i can move back down to florida. i am hoping i get the car paid off by june no later than july. this is the only way i know how to get it paid off real quick. so if 1 day you see me on and then nothing for a while i have moved. i don't have a laptop...wished i did but then i probably wouldn't be able to get a signal out where i am going....lol that would be my luck. so, i when i get to florida and get settled i will return to fu. ty to all my friends and some who are not my friends for helping me level this far. everyone have fun and enjoy life cuz its too short not too. :)

Do You Really Think Your All That?
Man some people in here are a joke! I just recently read a mumm about fu woman. and it was lame at best. Any how, I decided to read some of the comments and what a joke they are as well. These woman trying to act all that and a bag of cookies. Professing how they are soooooooooooo much better then the woman they speak of. Its nice to think well of your self, they say if you cant love your self you cant love any one else ....ya okay sure. But to brag and bring down someone else just to stroke your own ego is sad and pathetic. It shows to me your shallow and conceited and very ugly inside. What you view is adverage, or ugly may not be the view of others. They may look at you and think your ugly or just adverage. Would you like to be pulled down and told your a feckin ugly bitch? NO !!! I am betting you wouldnt. So why do it to others? I dont profess to think I am a fashion model, I know I am not. But I dont think I am ugly either. And personally dont give a ffffffff

Throwing It All Away
Need I say I love you Need I say I care Need I say that emotion’s Something we don't share I don't want to be sitting here Trying to deceive you Cos you know I know baby I don't wanna go. We cannot live together We cannot live apart That's the situation I've known it from the start Every time that I look at you I can’t see the future Cos you know I know baby I don't wanna go. Throwing it all away Throwing it all away Is there nothing that I can say To make you change your mind I watch the world go round and round And see mine turning upside down You're throwing it all away. Now who’ll light up the darkness Who will hold your hand Who will find you the answers When you don't understand Why should I have to be the one Who has to convince you Cos you know I know baby That I don't wanna go. Someday you'll be sorry Someday when you're free Memories will remind you That our love was meant to be Late at night when you call my name The only sound you'll hear Is the sound

Family
This is boring, blah blah, just venting I have griped about my dad before. He lives a floor above me, and yet I barely see him. I suck at keeping touch with my fam, I know I took that after him, but I've told him that we should go somewhere so many times, and he keeps makin excuse after excuse. How fuckin hard is it to go somewhere with your only child? I love him ofcourse, but this shit is gettin old. He allowed his ex wife to prevent him from seeing me for almost a year. Which put a big damper on our relationship. But now he lies about calling me (even though his # is not in the missed calls), makes pathetic excuses like "oh, I'm tired after work and have to get up in the morning", you wake up too late. This shit is gettin stale. I can handle being burnt by friends all the time, but family is different.

Drama Or Wave????
Real life- fubar- Myspace- facebook and Drama.... I guess I am wondering why the word drama is used so much when speaking of these sites?? Here is my dilemma.... I hear the word lots and I guess my confusion is this, what does the word really mean? When someone comes on these sites, and spews out that he/she is this most awesome person, draws you in with words, and then that person believes in those words, why then is it that the person biting on the lies that you created is considered drama? We all do our share of being someone we are not but when it comes to love and friendship and and trust why is the word drama always used??? I see on these sites all the time, No Drama, Sick of the Drama, she is drama, he is drama.. Wow have you considered the fact that life has differences, and some can call that Drama, I would rather call it life...Are you the creator of the Drama? Or are you the creator of the waves in life!!!! Drama to me is going to watch a GREAT PLAY...

Why Are Men The Way They Are
i am starting to think that men just like to lie to me, i thought i found someone who wanted to be with me, but now he is lieing to me to get out of a date with me this weekend, i am really starting to really give up hope on finding someone who really wants to be with me and only me, and not lie to me about what happened. I just dont know what to do anymore, can anyone help me?

I Hate Myself
SO NOW I HATE MYSELF! SOMEONE CAME IN MY BACK YARD AND STOLE MY BROS POT PLANT AND IT WAS ONE OF MY SO CALLED FRIENDS. AND HE TOLD ME THAT IF I NEEDED MONEY SO DAMN BAD FOR PILLS THAT HE WOULD GIVE ME $100 FOR THEM HE SAID HE WANTED ME TO OD AND HE WANTED TO WATCH ME CHOKE ON MY OWN VOMIT. WHEN I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT BEING TAKEN YEA I SHOWED SOMEONE BUT I DIDNT THINK THEY WOULD DO THAT TO ME. I FUCKED UP BUT FOR HIM TO TELL ME THAT IS JUST WRONG I CRIED ALL DAY LONG FOR THE LAST 2 DAYS SINCE IT HAPPENED AND EVERYONE HATES ME RIGHT NOW AND I REALLY DO WANT TO OD. I ALSO HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND AND IM PISSING HIM OFF BY TAKING MY ANGER OUT ON HIM. I FEEL HORRIBLE EVERYONE EITHER HATES ME OR IS MAD AT ME. AND I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. I JUST WANT TO DIE. I DONT KNOW I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I WANT TO EITHER OD OR PISS SOMEONE OFF SO BAD TO THE POINT THAT THEY FUCKING KILL ME!!! SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO ME. I NEED HELP!!!!

Lifes Journey
Today is one of those days when i question where i am going with my life and if this is what i am destined to be. Ive lost my focus or quite possibly my purpose. I know the things i want from life and i know i want to share my life with someone, but i have found myself questioning if it is with the current woman i am with. i love her dearly, but i do not know if i love her that much to spend the rest of my life with. im no spring chicken anymore and the window for some of my goals or wants is closing quickly. the biggest lesson i learned from my divorce is that you should never settle. hold out for that one special person who deserves your heart and love. I dont know what to do right now. my heart and my mind are awash with angst. time for the soul searchin to begin.

Riding The State
Tomorrow morning I begin my ride. I plan on riding from where I live on the east coast of Florida south to Miami. From Miami across Alligator Alley and then up the West Coast of Florida to Pensacola. Then back to the east coast and head south home. My journey will take me over 1500 miles. Hopefully I will complete the entire journey and not cut off part of the trip. That will depend on how I feel along with weather conditions. I do plan on taking plenty of pictures.

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Alot of times we find ourselves looking to find someone who'll be there not usually for any reason at all; normally we choose to do it too feel and hope to make our lives easier. Some of you out on Fubar; already have come to realize I am not like alot of men out there. Conversations have always been meant for just that; assuming respect comes from both ends. Yes it's common for people to flirt and the degree of doing it is one thing --limits are another. Friendship & family is what they say on here; is that what it really is though? I see alot of women on here doing much more then that...And then whine and complain when they get those assholes saying what they say. I realize I am just me and nothing to good to look at; at least I am real. All in all if you want to know me it's cool. I flirt and stuff but thats where it stay's. Granted depending on how and who you are; helps in deciding what you are too me. Love me or hate me your choice.

La Trip 5/15-5/18
Thursday I got a phone call from a writer friend down in LA, he invites me to a screening of a military film. The film is a documentary called "Brothers At War". It follows a filmmaker, who's younger brothers are soldiers in the Army who have done stints in Iraq. He documents the family life here at home, his trip over to Iraq, his missions including a stakeout for five days on the Asyrian border and chasing terrorists, which result in him getting fired upon and two Iraqi soldiers shot. Damn good movie, funny, sad, exciting. Afterwards, they did a Q&A with the director, Jake Rademacher, and producers Norman S. Powell and Gary Sinise. All three are very accomodating and nice. Talk with them after the Q&A, tell them to give me flyers for the Playboy party. I'll upload the Q&A to my stash soon as I get it transferred. Oh, and Gary has a band, The Lieutenant Dan Band, and he referred me to his website when I mentioned we were doing a concert. So crossing my fingers! More to c

Sidestep, For The Victory
I don't like censorship. So, again: for those who wish to keep in touch with those who are leaving, and those who are leaving who wish a place to gather, check out this cool site I found and put in my stash!!1oneoneone It's ... wow, fubar is pretty gay sometimes. C/p for the win. http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=6608293