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A Repost As Its Not Showing
Can you hear me here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me (i hope she can) all i do is close my eyes and try so hard to dream shes mine i feel it in my heart i hope she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world desire raging in our hearts slowly close the miles we are apart i feel it in my soul i know she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world with every beat of my heart i hope she is dreaming of me for every moment apart we will spend a lifetime in ecstasy theres got to be a girl waiting somewhere in this world here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world can you hear me!!! can you hear me ??? ok my thoughts now if you

Goodnight Friends!!!!!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com goodnight and sweet dreams to each and everyone of my special friends.Friends make life worth living.

New Wine For Seniors
Aussie vintners, in the Barossa area, which primarily produces Pinot Blanc, Pinot Noir and Pinot Grigio wines, have developed a new hybrid grape that acts as an anti-diuretic. It is expected to reduce the number of trips older people have to make to the bathroom during the night. The new wine will be marketed as... PINO MORE I HEARD IT THROUGH THE GRAPEVINE

First Time
Since this is my first time to blog on a nw site, Im just gonna say enjoy, and post a poem I wrote........ So....ENJOY! I wish I could look into Your lying eyes And believe with my heart Once more… To be shaded once again From loves blinding light I wish I didn’t see the truth That was mocking me, Laughing… I wish I could go back To the way I was And believe your Promises… Oh, sweet promise Sink into me once more Blind me from truths To hard to bear Use me, abuse me Like all those times before Let me bask in the warmth Of false pretences For it hurts far less than Truth… I once was blind But now I see That the sweet words, so softly spoken Were naught but pretty lies You told to me ~Amy~

Thoughts Of What Is Real And What Is Not
Piled hate upon the soul for sake of rage Defiler of innocents uncaring of age Gruesome lot seeking blood and gore Heads chopped off and they cry out for more Swinging corpse the dictator at ropes end Death and destruction yet our pain does not mend Division and lies fed to the mass blind and lost Freedoms death draws close we bear the cost Confusion as to what is real in the magic show Slight of hand diversion tactics so we may never know Ignorance the bliss of minds that choose to never see A curse to be aware and powerless of what will be One moment a lifetime passes in the blink of an eye One moment we live and breath then pass on and die Only now do we have and nothing else is real This is all we will ever have and how we choose to feel The only life that we can change rest within our mortal shell Only we can decide whether that life should be heaven or hell In this moment that you read someone’s life did change Someone found love and someone lost isn’t it so s

Mom - Job Description
What a Job! MOM - JOB DESCRIPTION This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, no one would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mother, Mom , Mama, Mom my, Ma JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities. Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time, the screa

Just A Bunch Of My Poetry
To ponder mysteries of love and to wonder why Is it a fools quest that remains lost until we do die For none can explain why we feel and about whom And when we have not one to love we do feel the gloom Love it is not about looks so much as the soul And without one to love we are often less than whole To search a lifetime for true love only to abandon hope To give up the dream unfound and reach the end of our rope And then to have love find us when finally we let it go Is proof beyond all that there is some thing we should know A divine spirit guides the way and for each has a plan To ponder mysteries of love is a foolish nature of a man By R. Thomas Dinsmore Twist and turns on this life’s trail Like a boat on an ocean without a sail I drift along unknowing the fate Unsure of all and yet free of hate Mind at rest an eye in the storm Till hopes and dreams take the form Of loves sweet hopes and desire Of one who holds and keeps the fire Of passion the is without

I Only Wish....
I only wish he would call me beautifull, gorgeous, and alluring. I only wish he would look past the fact that I may not be as skinny as all those women on his page but that I am as beautifull on the inside. I only wish that he would realize what a big heart I have and how kind hearted I am. I only wish he realized how much I care about him. I only wish he would take the time to get to know the real me, the person on the inside. I only wish that he knew that I would do anything to be the one for him. I only wish....well I guess it is time to stop wishing and make it a reality and I will do what ever it takes to do so. Just something that was on my mind. Not feeling sorry for myself but just starting to come to a realization. I am not speaking of any inparticular here, but I think there might be some other women out there who might feel the same way. If not, well I am sorry for saying so.

Underage
Just had a run in with a minor on Cherry tap who was 14 didn't post an age at all and when I found out that she lied especially about her age being 16 and then her sister got on ( being much older ) had told me their mother was killed by an internet stalker that got me thinking is there anything safe any more - The minor was flirting with me a 34 year old man - that shows me that all those tv shows about stalkers on the internet is just one more excuse to watch your kids better to know what they are up to and to let them know about the dangers that lurk out there I closed our conversation with you know next time she may not be so fortunate Thanks for listening and watch yourselves

Torn By Miles
Our love is torn by miles, not by choice. Soon, soon, my darling, I'll be coming home. At night I play your body and your voice, But soon the hands and cries will be your own. I want to love you all the hours we've missed, And do the things I've fantasized for you: Kiss you all the places my mind's kissed, And put you everywhere I've wanted to. My only fear's desiring you so much That dream will overwhelm reality; Time, for both of us, must temper touch So love can once again be slow and free. My mind's already half insane with pleasure; Soon, soon my body will consume its treasure.

Blah
Im just in one of those moods. So leave me the fuck alone. I dont want to talk to anyone. That means YOU too! All I want is to fly away and not come back. Or to play in traffic and see what happens. Dont write me asking whats wrong. Dont tell me how things are going to get better. I dont want to hear you. I got enough going on in my mind. Im trying to be nice today but its hard. So if you dont want me offending you dont write me. I just find it funny how everyone can find a way to..... But yea. Only I know whats in my head, so dont try to pretend like you know. You dont. No one does. Theres not a single person who really knows whats happenin in my head. Or my heart. EXCEPT ME! And its going to stay that way as long as it can. Just leave me alone this week. ----------------------------------------------- I feel like I want to crawl in a dark corner and never come out. I want to leave and not come back. I wish I could run away and make them all happy. I hate to feel the cause of

...and The Pitch
I talked to a few people on CherryTAP about what was going on, getting my feelings salved kind of thing, then I went home.I confronted my wife with the knowledge that she was cheating on me. At first, she claimed the other guy was lying which, from the details I was provided plus the feelings I've been having for the past few weeks, I knew was bullshit.Finally, she confessed. And I told her our marriage was over.She went to the counter and got out a steak knife. Since I was expecting a fake-ish suicide attempt, it didn't phase me. I called 911, told them what was going on, then started to clean the house while she was cutting herself and saying she wasn't going anywhere.When the paramedics, sheriff, fire truck, etc. arrived, the paramedics said the cuts weren't even bad enough for stitches. They patched her up and took her to the emergency room.She called me to come see her, which I did. She cried a bit, etc. I didn't look at her for the most part. There was a chair there that

The Lovers Dance
Like night and day Their bodies swayed The dance of lovers Wrapped in such an embrace Not even fate could brake As time ticked on feelings grew But their words caused pain Things became complicated As time meandered on Fear of loosing a waging war set in For then truth was spoken Once again they danced the lovers dance For they soared high on music of passion And for just a moment Closer then ever before Entwined in each other like serpents They became one……. Fate tried to stop it Unable to break the bonds As the inner light shined from their embraced bodies All was calm Though the war raged on inside them She was drawn to him Like a moth to the flame Dieing to dance yet again…….. © Biker REDS 2007

Beltane Preperation
Beltane Preparation: Two white candles are on the altar with a wreath of spring flowers. Quarter candles are green. HPS leads the coven, riding poles if possible, about the Covenstead with a quick, trotting step, singing: All: O do not tell the priests of our Art, For they would call it sin; But we will be in the woods all night, A-conjuring summer in. And we bring you good news by word of mouth, For woman, cattle and corn, For the sun is coming up from the south With oak and ash and thorn. A ring dance follows after which the High Priestess casts the Circle. High Priest draws down the Moon upon the High Priestess. All are purified in sacrifice before Her. She then purifies the High Priest at her own hands. All Partake of Cakes and Wine followed by feasting and dancing and singing and the Great Rite, if at all possible, in token or truly.

Poem For Our Unborn Child (in Memorey Of)
God took you when you wern't even born, He left me with a heart all tatttered and torn. He sees your eyes, touches your face, He takes care of you when that was my place. I never got to name you I hope God picked a good one, I don't even know if you were my liitle girl, or maybe my son. Like hands on a clock, time moved on. But my heart is still breaking, my tears fall silently, To hold you in my arms will be a dream I will never see.

Benifactors Needed
*!!!ATTN: HELP WANTED!!!* BENIFACTORS NEEDED Hey, I'm not going to lie, The project (the website) that Ezra and I is putting together is kind of expensive. I am not exactly begging for help here, but any help here would be greatly apprieciated. What do we need? All kinds of things really. Everything from computers, cameras and software to BDSM/FETISH props, furnature, clothing, acceseries, jewelry. Perhaps you need some models to show off you products. Thank you for your support.

You Belong To Me (lords Of Acid)
You belong to me Can't you see you're part of me We are one, you are mine Baby till the end of time Did you lie when you said That you never would forget That our love would last forever, forever ... Last night I went insane When I heard you call her name If you'd go away baby I could never stand the pain Every minute of the day I wonder if you've gone astray While we're meant to be together, together... You belong to me Can't you see you're part of me We are one, you are mine Forever, forever... Every single part of you is mine Belong to me Every single move you make Every single breath you take

Results
NO ONE WON THE TROPHY I JUST CHECKED 2 WRONG ANSWER THAT CONTEST IS CLOSED...BUT THEY DO GET TO BRAND NEW IMAGINARY COPIES OF CT FOR DUMMIES THE RIGHT ANSWER WAS 61.......PLZ DOUBLE CHECK IN CASE I DESERVE THE CT FOR DMUMMIES BOOK John D@ CherryTAP diamond gems@ CherryTAP

Letter To Dear Abby
Dear Abby, I am a crack dealer in Beaumont, Texas who has recently been diagnosed as a carrier of HIV virus. My parents live in Fort Worth and one of my sisters, who lives in Pflugerville, is married to a transvestite. My father and mother have recently been arrested for growing and selling marijuana. They are financially dependent on my other two sisters, who are prostitutes in Dallas. I have two brothers, one is currently serving a non-parole life sentence at Huntsville for the murder of a teenage boy in 1994. My other brother is currently in jail awaiting charges of sexual misconduct with his three children. I have recently become engaged to marry a forme r prostitute who lives in Longview, She is a part time "working girl". All things considered, my problem is this. I love my fiancée and look forward to bringing her into the family. I certainly want to be totally open and honest with her. Should I tell her about my cousin who supports H

What Tarot Card Are U
You Are The Chariot You represent a difficult battle, and a well-deserved victory. You tend to struggle to get what you want, both internally and externally. You excel at controlling opposing forces, getting down the same path. In the end, you bring glory and success - using pure will to move forward. Your fortune: There is great conflict in your life right now, either with yourself or others. You must find a solution to this conflict, which is likely to be a "middle road" between the two forces. You posses the skills to triumph over these struggles, as long as your will is strong. You are transforming your inner self, building a better foundation for future successes. What Tarot Card Are You?

Check Out This Site
If you like lots of nude pix and kinky things such as myself the site is called ADULTSPACE.COM my username-- if you search for me is makemeNutalready.....lol.. It is alot of private invites sex groups and pretty much anything goes very open site and extreme pix way better than porn its actual people with ordinary lives with a kinky twist like me... veronica/m

Hey Noone Has Guessed The Letter Yet
GOTO THE ORIGINAL BLOG AND GUESS ONE LETTER AT A TIME TILL WE HAVE A WINNER..ANYONE THAT GUESSES A LETTER THAT SOMEONE ELSE GUESSES GETS AN IMAGINARY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES.....FREE FOR ALL WINNER ANNOUNCED AND PAYED DURING THIS HH...IF NOONE GUESSES THE 1ST GUESS WINS...PS DONOT POST YOURFR ANSER ON THIS BLOG..GOTO ORIGINAL...AND SOME OF YOURR POST WERE DELETED FOR NOT POSTING IT IN THE RIGHT BLOG

Mourningstar
I saw a star beneath the stairs Glowing through the melting walls Who will be the first to begin their fall? Or will we become one? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? I saw a star beneath the stairs Glowing bright before descent And in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me. Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? And I don't want to die tonight, will you believe me? And I don't want to fall into the light Will you wish upon? Will you walk upon me? I don't wanna die tonight Will you believe in me tonight? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?

Why Geeks And Nerds Are Worth It...
In the wide world of dating, there are many options. Do you go for the flashy guy with the smooth smile, or the dude in the corner typing away on his laptop? The following are reasons why I think my fellow females should pay more attention to the quiet geeks and nerds, and less attention to the flashy boys. 1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they’re well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smooth dude with the sly grin and the spider hands? Wonder what HIS intentions are… plus, I’ve never had a geek guy not call me when he said he would. Score major points THERE. 2.) They’re useful. In this tech-savvy world, it’s great to have a b/f who can make your laptop, desktop, and just about anything else that plugs into a wall behave itself. 3.) They’re more romantic than they’re given credit for. Ok true, their idea of romance might be to make up a spiffy web-page with all the reasons why they love you, with links to pics of you and sonnets and such… but hey. It lasts longer than f

Morning :)
Hope its a beautiful day for everyone. It sure is here. :) Doing a lot better today. Trying to stay focused on the positives and not worry about what goes wrong. I am my own worst enemy because I always want to understand everything and want all the answers! Sometimes there aren't answers and sometimes I just have to trust in God more to guide me because I'm just not meant to understand. Now I don't believe in horoscopes, but mine for today was pretty good: "It's time to look within. Examine your occasional tendency toward negativity or cynicism. Is there a part of you that's overcompensating for a deep-rooted fear? Open yourself to healing. Let yourself move on." OK, back to working for me... lots of boring scanning for me to do this morning.

Please Help
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Men...no Offense Intended!
For all those men who say, "Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?" Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage. WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like... 1. Men are like Laxatives... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like Bananas... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like Blenders... You need one, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like Chocolate Bars... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like Commercials... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like Government Bonds... They take soooo long to mature. 9. Men are like Mascara... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11.

I Had To Find Out Now
This really sucks, I've been working my tail off on these 3 projects for my 1 class, I finish them (or so I thought) only to find out today that Ive done the all wrong! These things were a headache to begin with, because they can only be done in black ink, white out cannot be used, and there is a very specific way that mistakes must be corrected. These projects are about 8 pages a piece. They are due Tuesday, on the same day as my 1 final. My final grade that I need to get to the next class I need for my degree is riding on this project, and the final. Worst of it all this teacher isn't my #1 fan like a lot of the other teachers in school

Chp 9
The next morning greeted them in a forbidding mood. Dark clouds brewed in the west and a stiff breeze was bringing them in the direction of the brothers. Bryan scowled at the clouds. “It seems Odin has sent his son Thor to give us a good wetting before we make it home.” “Be that so, even Thor’s thunderbolts won’t keep me from home.” “All and well, we had best get moving, else we may have Thor’s own bolts to face. I put us ten leagues from the Dane March, so we have a few hours ride ahead. We’d best go slow while we can. We may need all our horses’ speed before this ride is over.” “I’m wroth to run from a good fight, but if all we’ve heard it true, the odds we face are not in our favor. Let’s be off; the storm approaches fast.” The clouds boiled in the west, as they spurred their horses along at a firm trot. While they ate the miles at a steady pace, the clouds moved in even faster. After three hours on the trail, the sky was black and roiling and lightening crack

Be Warned ..i Will Delete And Block
IF I GET THIS FUCKING BULLETIN BACK I WILL DELETE YOUR FUCKING ASS AND BLOCK YOU I AM SO TIRED OF FUCKING DRAMA ..PEOPLE NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET A FUCKING LIFE .INSTEAD OF TRYING TO DESTROY SOMEONES. HERE IS THE LINK TO THE FUCKING STUPID BULLETIN http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2178602594 HAVE A NICE FUCKING DAY

Redneck Man's Pick Up Lines
Redneck Man's pick up lines > >1. Did you fart, cuz you blew me away.... > >2. Are yer parents retarded cuz ya sure are special... > >3. My love fer you is like diarrhea...I can't hold it in... > >4. Do you have a library card, cuz I'd like to sign you out... > >5. Is there a mirror in yer pants because I sure can see myself in >em... > > >6. If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer >hole... > > >7. You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauties only a >light >switch away.... > >8) Man: "Fat Penguin! "Woman: "WHAT?" Man: "I just wanted to say >something that would break the ice... > >9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer >bed-rock... > >10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went >inta this cheap motel room... > >11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner... > >12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin' we kin sleep til >afternoon. > >And.... the best for last > >13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every

Damnit I Hate This.
I was wrong to give someone a 9 when I first signed up and in return that person gave me a bunch of 1'S. Well now I can't find that person and would like to so i can say I'm sorry and would like to rerate you. If I did this to anyone else please let me know so I can rerate. Thanks,

Depths Of Despair
Wrapped up tightly in my own little dark world hidden from the view of the realities I've fled. I just want to leave, to run as fast as I can away from all the problems, the pain, the anger, the hate. But I can't run fast enough, can't flee far enough It keeps pursuing relentlessly, on my heels always overtaking me just when I think I could finally be safe, finally be free it pulls me down into the depths of despair. Once again the wrath rains down on me once again I am weary of this mortal coil longing to shrug it off and lose myself just fade away like the morning mists leaving behind the sorrows of this life til it all becomes a faded memory like awakening from a terrifying nightmare yet I must find a way to continue in this dreary world and endure the constant battle for my sanity

I Give Up
U THINK U FIND SOMEONE WORTH TRYING TO MAKE IT WORK WITH THEM AND THEN U TALK TO THEM ABOUT SOMETHING IMPORTANT AND ASK FOR THEIR IN PUT AND WHAM ITS OVER. ITS OVER BEFORE IT GETS STARTED ALL OVER A FREAKING TATTOO. I THOUGHT HE WAS DIFFERENT THAN THE OTHERS BUT I GUESS I WAS WRONG YET AGAIN SO FROM HERE ON OUT IM DONE WITH THE DATING THING DONE LOOKING DONE TRYING. I ACTUALLY LIKED THIS MAN BUT HELL IF I KNOW AND MEN SAY US WOMEN ARE COMPLICATED WELL THEY ARE MORE THAN WE ARE AT LEAST I WAS CONSIDERATE ENOUGH TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT IT BEFORE I DID ANYTHING BUT ALL BECAUSE OF A DAMN THOUGHT ITS ALL OVER. AND ANOTHER MAN IN MY LIFE HARDLY SPEAKS TO ME ANYMORE FOR SOME REASON. JUST LEAVES WITH OUT A BYE. IM JUST GOING TO STAY ALONE AND NOT WORRY ABOUT A MAN IN MY LIFE WHAT IS THE DAMN POINT. IM DONE SEE YA LATER PEEPS ILL TALK AS FRIENDS OTHER THAN THAT HIT THE ROAD JACK

Travels
Any path that we travel takes us from point to point. The points could be geographical locations, points in time, job levels or career advancement, or other types of points. Going point to point can be a clear path or a rough road, it depends on a number of variables including time and experience. Within every person there are certain skills and talents waiting to be discovered and developed. Developing our skills and talents is one of the best ways to see a clear path ahead.

What Art Movement Are U
You Are Expressionism Moody, emotional, and even a bit angsty... you certainly know how to express your emotions. At times, you tend to lack perspective on your life, probably as a result of looking inward too much. This introspection does give you a flair for the dramatic. And it's even maybe made you cultivate some artistic talents! You have a true artist's temperament... which is a blessing and a curse. What Art Movement Are You?

My First Contest!!
This is my first contest ever!! Please come and bomb my pic! CONTEST OPENS ON FRI. MAY 4TH 12PM PST/ 3PM EST AND ENDS FRI. MAY 11TH 12PM PST/ 3PM EST COMMENT/SELF BOMBING ALLOWED PHOTO WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WINS A one week BLAST 2ND PLACE WINS A RED PORSCHE AND 3RD PLACE WINS A SILVER MOTOR CYCLE http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=322739&i=3822671544

How Could You
You know I waited a few days to post this, giving me time to cool down. Still I have to ask, how could you? It's bad enough you stabbed a knife through my heart. But now you see fit to twist it and dig deep. What have I not bled enough for you? Have I not given enough for you. Everything I did, hell everything I STILL do for you just isn't enough is it. What is it gonna take huh, HUH. Answer me damn it. Oh now, now you shut up, yeah I see how it is you chicken shit. Why can't you step up huh? During my darkest hr you couldn't carry me for once, for once damn it why could you do it, after all I did, all that you know I would do after I was able to get back up. But no, no this 1 time, the 1 time I slip and fall, the 1 time I got nothing to grab on to, to pull myself up before anyon notices. The one time it takes me longer than a standing 8 count to come out swinging. Could you be there just once just 1 time damn it, 1 time. To top it all off I STILL fought myy out of it, and damn skipp

Submissive Vs. Slave
SUBMISSIVE vs SLAVE This distinction appears muddled, misunderstood and generalized by a great number of the people that I converse with. First I would like to make a point. Language at it's best shifts from area to area. Within this one continent we have many variations or dialects of usage. This can be seen in terms like sweeper meaning vacuum cleaner etc. So, many words used within a community can mean different things to different people based on the 'age' of the person, their background and the common usage of the area they live in. The submissive is a volunteer. The slave is not a volunteer. This is the core and substantial difference between the two terms. Within the BDSM community this can be interpreted in this way. The submissive individual may be lightly, moderately or heavily submissive. The submissive has a desire to submit to the direction of another person which in this community we call the Dominant or Top. Their submission may be quite limited in range, for

Writtings 3
As I sit and wait, as the hours slowly tick by, My mind wanders to thoughts of you. Where are you, what are you doing? So many questions seep into my mind, I have no answers to them. Do you think of me? Do you wonder what I am doing? When I am not there with you. Do you wish I was there to hold you? The way I wish you were here to hold me. Is this this all another false hope, Just like the times before? All these question cluttering my mind. I wish I knew the answers. I wish I could rest my mind Such things just aren’t possible, Because you’re always on my mind.

I Love You
I love you in the morning, I love you in the night. I love you when we were happy or even when we fight. I love you when you are close, I love you when you are far away. I love you when you laugh or even when you pout. All I know is I love you and for me there is no doubt.

Reaper
I open the glass just enough to peek Just enough to find out who is playing this soundtrack my mind goes blank and face goes pale pure fear entangles my entire body squeezing the breath out of me a darkness, indescribable, sweeps past freezing my soul; stealing my speech and just as quick as it emerged it is gone and i slip to the ground because no-one cared to catch me I have a cane and trembling arms weak from the fight and blind from tears I have no chance of living. He is way too big and I've got nothing left I look to you for help pleading with everything I can while still fighting you don't even look over you're too busy and the world goes black but I still can't wake up The water is rising and i know i should be running but i think I'd like to drown Everything spins and it's peaceful until i feel a cackle and it's not me I don't want to die but it's too late and I can feel the cold. You're scared before you speak i feel it on we walk, still

If Only
If only I could wait forever, To have you by my side. If only I could have you here, To show you the tears I've cried. If only you had the knowledge, That there's nothing I want more. Anything, anywhere in this world, Is to love someone and adore. If only you were mine, You'd know how much I love you. And maybe somewhere in time, You'll know how much I do. If only I had your heart, You'd know how much you mean to me. Maybe you'd appreciate my love for you, But I never had you anyway. You never knew my love at all. What am i to do without you now. After I gave you my heart and soul, Hoping you'd return it somehow.

Alone
Nothin to do, Nothin to say, Nowhere to go, Nowhere to stay. No One who cares, Everyone just stares. Why is the question? Still waiting for this lesson! When will this life end? Will I find a friend? Or will I spend this life alone? Always alone, forever alone, I AM ALONE !!!!

A Stalker Replies!
News On stalkers.... Current mood: numb Here are the E-mails that Nik From Sikfuk mailed me after my lost Blog From: cpt.shitb.. http://www.myspace.com/cptshitbeardthetardgrinder Date: Apr 30, 2007 7:57 PM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ] Date Sent: 4/30/2007 7:57:00 PM Body:the only reason joans checks your guys pages is to be sure you both are shutting the fuck up and not slandering us anymore, we could give two shits about you and what tyson do we just know he wont stop, he always restarts this shit not us, dont make us out to be the stalkers, we never bugged you either star but he has been harassing joan off and on for the last 8 months even more than he does me so dont fucking play this innocent fucking bullshit with me like you guys are victums, if he stops we'll never bother him or you again, but like he has anything else better to do, this internet shit is bullshit, even when tyson was on my sikfuks friends list at the start of april i d

Perfect Days
BUBBLEBATH,CANDLES,AND PURPLE FIZZ, FOOD,WHAT IS MINE IS YOURS,... ROSES IN THE KITCHEN, LOTS OF LOVE LOTS OF KISSIN, SCREWDRIVERS ON THE COUCH, HOME COOKING SMELLING UP THE HOUSE, A HUG AND A SMILE, IT'S ALL WORTHWHILE, THESE ARE JUST SOME OF THE THINGS THAT HAPPEN ON PERFECT DAYS.

An Exploration Of Sorts
He knew this little game was coming, he just didn't know when. Moments before he was due to arrive she glanced over the room to make sure everything was ready. The room was spotless. She'd spent hours cleaning it and made sure to put his favorite sheets on the bed. She laid out four lengths of soft nylon rope and tied each one to a corner of the bed. She lit the candles in the room and slipped into her lavendar baby doll lingerie. Grabbing the length of black velvet fabric, she headed to the landing at the top of the stairs to wait for him. She sat on the very stop step, her feet resting two steps below, and spread her knees just wide enough to tempt him.... and she waited. She fiddled with the black fabric, nervous thoughts and second guesses creeping into her mind. Was this really such a good idea? It had been months since they'd talked about this, was she so sure it was something he still wanted? She heard his key in the lock and realized it was too late to back out now. With a d

My Life
I never really Thought Id be doing what im doing on the budget I am..See ive never been the richest motherfucker Ive never been the most liked person but since ive been rapping everyones whole attitude changed about me...But Now in this present moment I got alot of haters and I got alot of people who love my shit but its hard when you get threats and diss tracks and hate constantly..I just feel like i entered a new state of reflection looking at things more differently then I have in the past..I wish the same people i used to represent still represented me like i have in the past....thanks for reading this...i had to vent

Hellz Yeah !
I know this happened a few years back, but please read it. This story is not about beer or drinking--it is about Americans sticking together and making a difference. Read it --You'll like it. The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001...Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield, California. After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York, Pennsylvania, and the Pentagon. On September 11th, a Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous atta

How To Fix A Problem By Pissin An Moanin
A Kansas farm wife called the local phone company to report her telephone failed to ring when her friends called and that on the few occasions, when it did ring, her dog always moaned right before the phone rang. The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this psychic dog or senile lady. He climbed a telephone pole, hooked-in his test set, and dialed the subscriber's house. The phone didn't ring right away, but then the dog moaned and then the telephone began to ring. Climbing down from the pole, the telephone repairman found: 1. The dog was tied to the telephone system's ground wire with a steel chain and collar. 2. The wire connection to the ground rod was loose. 3. The dog was receiving 90 volts of signaling current when the number was called. 4. After a couple of jolts, the dog would start moaning and then urinate. 5. The wet ground would complete the circuit, thus causing the phone to ring. Which demonstrates that some problems

Friends On Ct
Kinda sad to see some friends cutting back on their CT activities and some leaving because of the drama here. I almost left a few times, have cut back my time. The drama was one thing. But why should I let others keep me from having fun here? I've cut back some time to enjoy the real world more.. that and to try and get work done... and the house was getting dirty.. and the laundry needed to be done so I had clean boxers. :) Don't leave because of the drama others cause, or because they use fake pics, or because they beg for points. WHo cares what they do. Delete them.. ignore them.. make fun of them. But don't let them chase you off. If you do then they win.

Black Rose.
I feel so lifeless, Like a black rose Nobody bothers with me No one cares to know. They all walk past me Point and just stare Can you not see my pain The pain in which I can longer bare. Why won't you help me? Am I too lost to be save? How long will this go on for? How long must I wait? I feel so dead Even though I'm half alive Can't get it straight And can no longer do this thing called life. I can't pretend anymore The pain, it's slowly killing me I can't breath anymore Please, please, don't leave. Don't let me shrivel up and die Don't let my wither like a black rose Falling of the edge of my mind And no one cares to know.

The Surcease Of Sorrow
© By Kelly L. Delaney Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am the sparkle in the snow. I am the shredded leaves that blow. I am the sunlight on growing grain. I am the gentle summer rain. I am the quiet bird at night. Circling about; Taking flight. So do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep.

Ohhh This Was Close ..what Do The Judges Say I Cant Figure Out Who Won
lol.....next contest will be a mes ring paid at 9pm tonight sponsored by me...the winner you the judges pick for the contest sponsored by)o(Pagan~Wiccan~Crystal~Isis)o(Member of Club F.A.R and L.R.L.Society of Wolves)o(Bomber of the Bomb@ CherryTAP gets paid in the morning

For 1000
this contest sponsored byCantSleepClownsWillEatMe(hides in fear of the night)@ CherryTAP1st person to drop 3 comments wins....pls contact the sponsor soon as u know u won.if u have something u wantto give away in the contest just holla.....people who sponsor with pimpin...will have the comments dropped on they page

For A Romantic Vacation
1st person to comment.....winner can see me dont forget to pass thru my stash durin hh..and dont forget to add eachother so we can help eachother.....whenever u are within 3000 points of leveling.....let me know and we will host a contest or to on your page for whatever its worth

Greensburg Direct Hit By Ef - 5 Tornado
THUNDERBOLTSTORM CHASERSGREATBEND KANSAS May 4th 2007 was the beginning of a major tornadic thunderstorm outbreak in wich we had the pleasure of particapating in near and around Greatbend Kansas!!!! This was one of the most worst storms we have seen in a long time!!! However, there were several problems that accoured durring this time!!! We howevr wish to share this with you so that you know that we do not tallerate these things!!! This is a verry important thing and should have never happend the way it did!!! This will be corrected and will come to a stop in our team and we wont have anything to do with it!!!! Running a two man team headed for Greatbend Kansas it all started when an arguement with some of the crew decided that they knew what was best and that greatbend was not going to get hit but near the Kansas and Colorado state line was the best place we separated and went our own ways!!! However, Nothing happend there near the Kansas Colorado state line and

My Birthday!!!
So my birthday is on May 26th and even though I hate the thought of turning 30 I have a couple of fantastic parties planned. One by my best friend Sherry(Pole Princess) is having one for me on my birthday. She throws the best parties. Probably end up at bar after. Lots of drinks and fun. And one the weekend before at my friend Steve's (Daddyd). Should be fantastic!!! Can't wait. Alcohol, great friends and dancing, who can ask for anything more. LOL!! Can't wait Sherry and Steve!!! I know it will be a blast.

Gas
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 Don't pump gas on MAY 15th In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) resend this to all your contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th"

*77
I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. * Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded her and the unmarked car behind her. One policeman went to her side and the others surrounded the car

Germany, The Times Of Twisted Metal And Endless Drink
As always I start these things out as best I can....then the ball gets rolling. Please bear with me its been a while and my memory of Germany is hazy at best. So with out further adieu..... We boarded a commercial jet at Whiteman AFB, in Missouri(home of the B-2 Bomber). Keep in mind that this is post 9-11 and the jet was chartered specifically for Military only. And that was a huge plus. There is many ways a guy can catch a ride across the pond, personally im glad that we weren't on a ship or a C-130 or worse than that! Comfort and all the booze that a guy can handle for a 14 hour fight. We hitched a ride from Whiteman AFB, to Philadelphia, PA... And then the terrible journey would soon be upon us. You see there is free booze on international flights, and what self respecting air line would turn down the wants of drink and laughter of over 120 troops. Majority rules apparently. So we began our endeavor in the air after a layover in Pennsylvania. Let me make it clear that we were

Going Home
I'm headed home and i posted a mumm for photo requests so yea i'll post a blog too so if i didn't see your comments in the mumm here's your request form... i'll be checking it from time to time... have fun everyone... i know i will be

How Bad Do You Want To Date Me?
(1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my girlfriend (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___

What Color Is Your Psyche?
Your Psyche is Yellow You have a ton of energy - both physical and mental endurance. You are rational and logical, and you can help almost anyone think clearly. Optimistic and bright, you also have a secret side that's a little darker. When you are too yellow: You will do anything to get your way, and no one will be the wiser When you don't have enough yellow: you lack confidence, drive, and humor What Color Is Your Psyche?

Life Is As You Choose It To Be......
Life is what you make of it. Choose to create goodness or choose to create your demise. It is all done through thought!!! There is not a day that goes by that I can not say has been a good day. No matter what comes my way, or how I am struck down in my foot steps, I will always stand tall. I keep watch over those I care for and love, even when they do not see. You can lead a horse to water but you can not make him drink. It is called Free Will Choosing. The choice is always yours to make. Paths cross for a reason weather we understand why or not. For some it is to learn, for others it is to take what is needed and let go in love, and still yet for others, it is to be given a second chance at things they can not see. No matter what the reason is, you may or may not understand it, but surely in time if you look back upon these words, YOU WILL. The question is this; "how will you choose when you know the answer?" Feel free to always email me or write me, I answer all mail. It may take

Jewelry & Crafts For Sale
Here's a link to my Yahoo 360 to buy some jewelry & crafts, if you're interested; there's some photos in the photo section for you to take a look at. http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-1dUamf06erQawCzMuxOWFcR9 If you're interested in any of them or would like me to make you something, you can contact me here, by clicking on my Profile; also, if you have any questions, you may also contact me here & I'll be glad to answer them to the best of my ability.

Just Answer It
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

There Is Something About Her
There Is Something About Her There is something about the way she speaks Her words put me in a trance There is something about the way she beams Her smiles are full of life There is something about her eyes Her look dives deep into my soul There is something about her touch Her hugs give me a sense of home There is something about her very existence Which surfaces my inner- most desires and emotions There is something about her That "something" is what I love

Madness (special Juke Report)
Everything's so crazy, I can't quite put my finger on it....wait a minute, an incoming transmission from my brain, stand by... 5IO2KJKLJDKFAJ0JJIJOIADS GYHA89HWHadmflajdfoasjnoiwinioajf8 w3h091y38r0jajnvuah98hnfna2n309anuovnu znun239h893nffz99nn9nc2938nucnsefawh98a dn839n98nf89nanfafuanfioboobiesjaoidn0a 9vj09jcina09jn98ahnfoiahhioaha03hahoa23 nf9ubv890hj09ane08fa0h028n3ablacksausageh 082nnnafne09c8navna980bnv8n0ra09h9a0hfaio nvaovaomaegnva3n0meatspinoanv3cnmc9hr0nc89 n8na908bv800afn8nv89a389n09hvrugnsuigbsfdub uaoiuvadovhaoiepfyourmomlovesgaypornoahdh pa98nf09ahv9ina9ah80j098hv98naefesfaw9aj9 04agha4oivef Somebody get a translator in here! More at 11.

Richard Corey
Richard Cory by Edwin Arlington Robinson (1869–1935). WHENEVER Richard Cory went down town, We people on the pavement looked at him: He was a gentleman from sole to crown, Clean favored, and imperially slim And he was always quietly arrayed, And he was always human when he talked; But still he fluttered pulses when he said, “Good-morning,” and he glittered when he walked. And he was rich—yes, richer than a king— And admirably schooled in every grace: In fine, we thought that he was everything To make us wish that we were in his place. So on we worked, and waited for the light, And went without the meat, and cursed the bread; And Richard Cory, one calm summer night, Went home and put a bullet through his head.

Life
What is love? Is it making sacrifices your whole life for everyone else, or is that just the way we are raised as woman to be? Is it that feeling of excitement we feel just thinking about someone or is that just a fantasy? Is it breaking someones heart because you love them enough to tell them your not "in" love with them. Is it loving yourself enough to make a change to make "your" life better or is that selfish. Is it telling someone there wrong even if it hurts their feelings or is that mean? Is it wanting to spend every waking hour with him because you can't get him out of your head or is that a fairy tale? Is it wanting to find the one person who completes you or is that unrealistic? Love is all of these and more and its up to us to make the most of it. It can be finding the "ONE" that completes you, the one that makes your heart go pitter patter, the one that you can't fall asleep without thinking about. There is also the love that drives us to make huge sacrifices in o

A Quickie
There are two statues in a park; one of a nude man and one of a nude woman. They had been facing each other across a pathway for a hundred years, when one day an angel comes down from the sky and, with a single gesture, brings the two to life. The angel tells them, "As a reward for being so patient through a hundred blazing summers and dismal winters, you have been given life for thirty minutes to do what you've wished to do the most." He looks at her, she looks at him, and they go running behind the shrubbery. The angel waits patiently as the bushes rustle and giggling ensues. After fifteen minutes, the two return, out of breath and laughing. The angel tells them, "Um, you have fifteen minutes left, "Would you care to do it again?" He asks her "Shall we?" She eagerly replies, "Oh, yes, let's! But let's change positions. This time, I'll hold the pigeon down and you shit on its head." .......... AND WHAT WERE YOU THINKING????

Dragonforce
U.K. power metal sextet Dragonforce formed in 1999 around the twin-guitar assault of Herman Li and Sam Totman, keyboard player Vadim Pruzhanov, and the powerful vocals of ZP Theart -- drummer David Mackintosh and bass player Adrian Lambert joined later. Dragonforce had already toured with the likes of Halford and Stratovarius before the release of their debut, 2003's Valley of the Damned. The success of that record found the melodic rockers a worldwide audience, resulting in a string of sold-out concerts in Asia and Europe. The group's sophomore effort, Sonic Firestorm, was released in 2004, followed by Inhuman Rampage in 2006. ~ James Christopher Monger, All Music Guide Written by James Christopher Monger Valley Of The Damned DragonforceAdd to My Profile | More Videos My Spirit Will Go On DragonForce - My Spirit Will Go OnAdd to My Profile | More Videos

You've Been Hit By The
You've been hit by the |^^^^^^^^^^^^^^| || |...WINE TRUCK.| ||'|";, ___. |_..._..._______===|=||_|__|..., ] - "(@)'(@)"" "''"**|(@)(@)*****''(@) ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 5 WOMEN WHO LIKE TO HAVE FUN; INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO U . IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU'LL KNOW YOU REALLY HAVE A PROBLEM! WHEN GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S BUTT AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7

Have A Good Week Y'all
I will not be on again until AFTER Mother's Day. I work for a Florist...need I say more?? So, just wanted to wish everyone of my FEMALE friends on my page a very Happy Mother's Day. I am going nutz at work....then to come home and deal with more nutty situations!!! My EX and his bitch wife are at it again with the nasty blogs, Fake profiles and harrassment. Those two just don't give up!!! Like I need this bullshit during the busiest time of year for Florists!

A Day Of.....
What is in a day except experiences! Wake up, watch the skies being painted with color, hear the animal awaken and begin to sing, take a breath and let it sink in.....oh yes, then go to work and feed the chaos. Children are perhaps the most innocent and happiest people on this earth...Why do you ask? Simple, they have not been taught how to judge, they have not been taught how to hate or be prejudice, they see things that we do not see. They have not been taught that we must justify our very existance by the amount of work that we do. No, instead to see through the innocent eyes of a child is not only a blessing and a gift, it is that they see the world as it was intended to be and not as we choose to see it. We take for granted simply things. Stop and take a look around and notice that in which you have not before and life itself takes on a whole new meaning...... To see through the eyes of a child..... Miracles DO HAPPEN.

As Each Day Passes
As each day passes, and more of my friends disappear, I feel less and less compelled to log onto CT. CT was never about points, or rank, or levels. It was always nice to level up, or to get a 10 on a pic. But the part I liked was the friendships I made. I got pretty close to a few. I hope that will always remain. That is what made CT special to me... the friends.

I Guarantee If We Had More Jails Like This There Would Certainly Be A Lot Less Crime In Our Country…
I guarantee if we had more jails like this there would certainly be a lot less crime in our country… Update on Joe Arpaio TO THOSE OF YOU NOT FAMILIAR WITH JOE ARPAIO HE IS THE MARICOPA ARIZONA COUNTY SHERIFF AND HE KEEPS GETTING ELECTED OVER AND OVER THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY: Sheriff Joe Arpaio (in Arizona) who created the "tent city jail": He has jail meals down to 40 cents a serving and charges the inmates for them. He stopped smoking and porno magazines in the jails. Took away their weights. Cut off all but "G" movies. He started chain gangs so the inmates could do free work on county and city projects. Then he started chain gangs for women so he wouldn't get sued for discrimination. He took away cable TV until he found out there was a federal court order that required cable TV for jails. So he hooked up the cable TV again only let in the Disney channel and the weather channel. When asked why the weather channel he replied,

Love 2
Love is like a flower, Blossoming every hour. Everyone has a wish To catch the best fish. I've caught the best catch, Found the perfect match. Nobody do sure, If their love is so pure, So gentle and kind, A nice piece of mind. I have a love to stay behind. We'll get through all the obstacles we may find. I have a love, and he is so pure, I am almost completely sure. My love is like a flower that will not die. The passion is found way up high. My love will stay with me until we age. My love is my secret, so turn the page.

Episodes From Washington Dc
WELL I TOLD YOU IN MY LAST BLOG THERE WOULD BE MORE. EVERYONE WHO KNOWS ME KNOWS I DO NOT LIKE HEIGHTS AT ALL. ON THE DAY WE WENT TO RIDE THE SUBWAY, WE WERE TO RIDE DOWN THE LONGEST ESCALATOR EVER. SO I WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS. WHILE OUR TOUR GUIDE WAS TELLING US ABOUT IT HE POINTS OUT " I KNOW I HAVE ONE MAMA THAT IS AFRAID OF HEIGHTS SO THERE IS AN ELEVATOR THERE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE IT." NOTHING WOULD DO ALLY BUT AUNT BECKY GO WITH HER ON THE ESCALATOR AND THE SUBWAY. I TOLD HER I MUST LOVE HER ALOT. ANYWAY I GOT THROUGH IT AND STOOD BEHIND ONE OF ALLY'S FRIENDS FATHER THE WHOLE TIME. I NEVER LOOKED DOWN BUT WHEN I DID GET OFF OF IT I LOOKED BACK UP AND WELLLLLLLL THAT I WILL NOT DO AGAIN. ALLY OF COURSE HAD A BLAST. I WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS ABOUT THE SUBWAY TOO BUT THAT WENT WELL I GUESS. I JUST DIDN'T LIKE THE TUNNELS. WHILE WE ARE ON THE SUBJECT OF HEIGHTS, GUESS WHERE ELSE WAS ON THE AGENDA?? THE WASHINGTON MONUMENT!!!!! I MADE IT TO THE ELEVATOR AND WENT UP. I STAYED LONG ENOUG

Mom's And What They Mean To Each Of Us..
You know, this weekend is Mother’s Day Weekend. For Sunday is Mother’s Day. I would have thought MSN .com would had a trillion and one things dedicated to Mothers. Not so, there is a blurb on Fatherhood and the 10 most important rules for Fatherhood. Under Dad Laws. Oh, I miss it, there was something, it was from FTD .com bless their heart trying to sell flowers. Not one blurb on what Mothers are, they do have done for us in each and every step of our lives. Many of you know I lost my Mother years ago. No she didn’t leave on a trip or lost her in the woods or anything of that nature. Cancer took her at I feel the young age of 70 and although she is gone in the physical sense she lives on in my heart, in things I do and things I don’t do. She raised me to be who I am today. Oh yeah Dad was there too, but not in the presence she was. He was more of the work, work, work type and he did things but not like she did. I have seen many poems, writings of what is a Mother and who she really is

I'll Always Love You
Before I met you, I was badly hurt from relationships that fell apart, I didn't wanna live no more I just wanted an end, I thought nothing could cure me, My heart would never mend. You walked into my problems and made them go away, I didn't wanna be with you, 'Cause I thought you'd hurt me someday. I gave you a chance to see if that was true, But something was different and you were something new. Now, I know what your love is truly about, your sweet, honest, and loveable, something I can't live without. I hope that this love will last, Because you know I'll always love you, I hope we'll never part, because I know you love me too...

Sometimes U Just Have To Mention Something..
I would like everyone that is a RAWR member that wants to remain a RAWR member to respond to me by email by this evening. Whomever I don't recieve an email from by the end of the night, is out of RAWR. NO EXCEPTIONS. It's nothing personal against any one person but this is for the best interest of the family. RAWR stands for READY ALWAYS WHEN REQUESTED, not READY WHEN I FEEL LIKE BOMBING. We have a major contest coming up and I really need to know who I can count on. It has gotten to the point where I have 0 patience for any member that is just sitting there with their thumb up their ass. If you don't want to be a suportive member and act like a damn family, then you know where the door is. We will be more than happy to give your number to someone that is actually willing to help when called upon. It isn't fair to the members of RAWR that actually do take their time to help. As of right now I can honestly count on one hand just how many of you have actually helped when called

Help
Can some HELP i had a chick doing me the same way stealing my salutes and making fake profiles and then rating me and some of my friends ones so i kept on reporting her fake profiles to scrapper and after a while he finally got the hint that i wont leave him alone until he does something bout this chcik he started deleting her profiles and after he deleted her main profile she finally left me alone cause she was a level 20 and her profile got deleted....so do the same hound scrapper until he deletes her

Why
i am handicapped and it is getting harder and harder to walk and i will prolly be in a wheelchair in a few months...i was living in a duplex on the second floor taking care of my aunt who lived downstairs and owned the place....she went into a nursing home around Thanksgiving and every thing was fine until January...i haven't heard from her since New Years Day....she locked me out of her half of the apt which i don't mind because i can't be accused of anything but now she is having the porch blocked off so that i will be unable to have access to my apt....while i know this isn't legal she is still doing it....i have to move back in with my mother temporarily until we can find our own place...after all i did for my aunt why is she doing this? what would you do? i just don't understand what is happening...i really don't....i did everything out of love and she is treating me like i am a worthless piece of shit....WHY OH WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?!?!

Understanding Silence
I know I don't wanna be ignored. But what will I do if my friend don't wanna tell me things that i wanna know? If I asked twice and don't get response, i let it go. Sorry that I don't push, it's just not in my personality. Because I myself don't want to be asked again if I didn't want to answer a certain question, especially if it's personal. So if you ask and you receive no answer, let it go. Don't be mad or aggravate yourself. Everybody is entitled to privacy. If you wanna tell me things, I don't have to ask right? And if I wanna tell you things, you never have to ask too. Easy...

Mothers Day
Mothers Day is Sunday and we all know it's the one day of the year when all of us moms get a little recognition for all the things we do for our families throughout the year. I give props to all you single moms out there and all the hard work you do to give your kids the best life possible....you're all awesome, for all the married moms out there i also give you props you not only have to make a good life for your kids but you also get the job of holding your family together....to all of you keep up the good work. For the moms that are struggling in their pernal lifes and/or marriages remember this YOU ARE A GREAT PERSON and you will make the right choices for your family and be a stronger person for it...all of you are in my thoughts and prayers (1 in particular..she knows who she is). Now for all the single dads....Sunday may be Mothers Day but there are alot of single dads out there that are doing a bang up job of raising thier kids alone to all of you single dads I say this KEEP

Personality Test??? Interesting Lol.. Snagged From Another Site And Brought To You By Me!!!
The Plentyoffish Compatibility Test (POFCT) measures five broad dimensions of personality that are each essential for building a romantic relationship. It’s not the case that a person must be “high” on each of the personality characteristics to be in a relationship. Instead, what is important is how your personality interacts with the personality of your romantic partner on each dimension. Or what is commonly called “chemistry.” Based on decades of empirical research in psychology, the POFCT captures the five key ingredients that can determine whether or not two people have the “right” chemistry. The dimensions are: Self-Confidence, or the degree to which a person feels comfortable with him or herself. People that are high in self-confidence tend to be assertive and competent in both their private and public relationships. People that are low in self-confidence tend to be reticent and somewhat anxious. Family Orientation, or the degree to which a person supports and values the fa

Poetry
where have you been all my life?, i've searched for you a long time, i feel my knees buckle when i hear your voice, it plays like a song, the one i've been waiting to hear all along, love on your mind, lust on your lips, my heart pitter patters, my soul does back flips, whisper sweet nothings into my ear, wipe away my fears, hold me close, never let me go, these feelings i have no control

Another Day To Remember....
Yet another day has come and gone as I write. The day passed was a day to look back on and reflect. To step back and see where one's life is going and to see what needs to be done to stay on the path. Some times it is not always as easy as we speak it to be. This being a learning once again. I am always in the process of becoming....as we all are...and should the day come that I feel I have learned all I can, I will once again step back and reflect upon things in my life and where I stand at the moment. The day was a blessed one, and tommorrow will be one of great rememberances. To see through the eyes of mom's all around the world and what they stand for and how they taught us. Did we take those teachings with us that we experienced, or did we change them? FOR mother's everywhere.....A MOTHER"S LOVE is unlike any other love there is. HAPPY Mother's DAY to one and all...cause even a dad can be a mom, especailly single parents. God Bless you one and all.

First Timers
Ok so this is my fisrt blog,first of all i work 2 jobs, one is at the airport at a parking facility and the other is part time at a grocery store. On my day job peopple go out on a fllight, they park their car and they could be gone for 1 day or 1 week however llong they was gone I always get the same question "Did it rain any while I was gone?" Now my thing is on this rain issue.... would it have matter if it did or did not rain,,,,if so could you have stopped the rain, or made it rain depending if we needed it or had enough. Seriously people if I had a nickle for every time i was asked that quesion i wouldn't have to work lmao,,,well just wanted to vent thanx for reading

The Death Of A Lover
everytime, he puts it all out there. they take his heart into their hands, dripping red love. and then rip into it with their beautiful nashing teeth they use him heart and soul. slowly draining him of blood and love. of all that he has built up in his heart, each time he loses a little bit more, the path behind him growing crimson with his pain, his heart growing smaller and more afraid. each time he thinks he has found the one. each time its like de ja vou. ripping and tearing, slamming and stomping, blood and life gushing from him heart and soul. they run through his heart and his life like a demolition team, ruining all that he is. one day he looks back and there is blood all around and he loves no more. he holds in his hand a small stone, all that is left of his heart. no one wants him. he has nothing left to give but a caloused and mishapen heart. all that is left is death but even that evades him, years left in his miserable life. he awaits either death o

5 Things That Piss Me Off
I GOT TAGGED! my friend, andrea, wants me to tell five things that piss me off. she says i am funny when i am mad. ive been told that before. ok, well, here goes. 1. i really hate it when you are sitting at a red light, it turns green, and before you have time to move your foot from brake to clutch and gas, someone is blowing their horn. this happened again the other day. people in too big of a hurry to get somewhere but not smart enough to leave a little earlier to get there on time. this guy blew his horn just as i started to move and that just went straight through me. i slammed my breaks on. he said something in sign language and i replied with the same. people, if you are in that big of a hurry you should have left earlier. if you are late, its not the fault of the person in front of you. ITS YOUR FAULT. 2. everytime i go through a drive-thru, i place my order followed by "thats all". everytime i hear the words, "would you like a ____ with that?" WTF! w

Femails Only...
rate all that you coment, commnet all that you rate... how tall? age? where from? married? kids? fav color? shoe size? friend me. please.... please and tank you. i need to level up, i need more room for pics...comment what you rate. rate honestly what you comment. not just tens for the sake of giving tens. please and ty i dont care about points other wize. i dont use cherry cash becase it wont get meny anytng i can use in real life.

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Rate His Richard?
I've been chillin' here, minding my own business. I'd been doing a mother's day blog on my blogger account when I get a message from some random guy in my shout box. Him: Hi! Me: Hello. Him: What are you doing? Me: Blogging. How are you? Him: I'm fine. How r u? Me: Doing fine Him: Ur naughty. Me: I am? How so? Him: I was trying to ask if you like rating cock pictures. Me: Not unless I know the guy and have a reason. Him: Nevermind. I'm still scratching my head and wondering what the heck is with people. Not that I'm against seeing a Johnson...just not random ones from strangers.

I Am A Marine Wife
By Pat Egan I am a Marine wife. I share my husband's pride in the Marine Corps. My husband has conquered the most challenging military training program that the United States has to offer. The Eagle, Glode and Anchor give testimony to his title: "Leader of Men---United States Marine." He has taken his place among history's Marines who have made the world feel safer just hearing the words, "The Marines have landed, and the situation is well in hand." I am proud that in an age that scorns fighting men, he chooses to be ready to defend his country. Although I can never fully understand his devotion to this fighting faternity, I realize that these closed corners of his heart and mind are no threat to our marriage. That without this dedication to the word "Marine" and all it stands for--honor, courage, patriotism and devotion to duty--he would not be the man he is. I try to be familiar with the job so I can appreciate his abilities. I wait when longs hours

Sign Of The Times?
Sign of the times? A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers: "Well son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: Scroll down...You'll love this.... 'You got Male!'"

Change....
If there is one lesson that was the hardest for me to learn , it was "CHANGE". We as humans can not really stand change. For every relationship a "change" occurs. You have to accept the other for who they are or who they present themself to be. And as each of you get comfortable with each other, you begin to see things that you may or may not like. And the first things out of our mouth is "you have changed". Actually that is not true. We never really change, we just kinda hide our self. And as we get comfortable we let them out. So we are the same as we were when you met them. This is a hard concept to grasp because out of pure habit we say, we "he did or she did, he said or she said", when the reality of things is it is not about them!!!! Now you are probably saying to your self "she is nuts" but hear me out. It truely is not about them it is about you!!! You see these things and for what ever reason decided you like it or don't like it, there fore it is YOU that wants to change!!!!

Simple
Life Is Simple Nothing More Then Life Or Death You Can Let The Pain Bring You Down Don't Let It Take Your Breath Born One Day Clear You'll Die Another Don't Let The Next Man Steal Your Thunder The Sun Gone Shine Rain Must Fall Wind Will Blow No Matter How Hard It's Up To You If You Fall Life Is Just That Simple Nothing More Then Life Or Death

Boredom
So um yeah. This is my first blog. Dont really know what to say except for today has been pretty boring. Im thinking about going to the beach tomorrow since its so close. The weather should be nice. Well anyways dont really know what else to talk about so later!

Whatever....
It's not worth my time to worry about all of you that have chosen to "delete" me from your life because I have found the man for me. Do as you must for I have come to realize two things...In the first place, those that are parting ways were not true friends to begin with or they would be happy that I have found someone. In the second place, you never really wanted anything from me but cyber anyhow...which doesn't surprise me as it is the internet after all. To those that have chosen to remain in contact with me (and are happy that I found someone) I thank you. You've proven what a true friend is!

I Think Of You
I wonder if he realizes how much I care about him... That I spend hours thinking about him... Hours talking about him. I wonder if he realizes that all my friends know all about him, But he doesn't even know them. Does it even cross his mind that someone right under his nose cares so much for him? That everything makes me think of him.... Many song lyrics remind me of him. Does it occur to him that the person who loves him is right in front of him? I guess it's not that obvious. One day I'll tell him everything... How I've day-dreamed about us being together... That I've dreamt of kissing him or being in his arms... Maybe one day I'll tell him, But today is not that day.

Productive
A busy person is a happy person. This rings true in all aspects of life because we are putting forth an effort when we are active. When our efforts are directed towards activities that are productive and constructive, we experience progress and success, as well as the ability to overcome hurdles and unexpected events. Another benefit of an active agenda that is productive, is that our time, efforts, and activities are organized which helps to make things go a lot smoother.

Tales Of Woe In Los Angeles
So yesterday wasn't my best of days. I had a mediation yesterday starting at 11:30 a.m. in dowtown Los Angeles. From my house, that's about 20 miles and with L.A. traffic, about 45 minutes. No big deal, I got there on time, enjoyed the trip, had time to stop at Starbucks and get my mandatory iced coffee, etc. So I meet my two clients at the mediation, along with our expert (for those not in the "know", I'm a construction defect attorney). This is a big multi-party case involving the owners of a 3 million dollar home, the general contractor and several subcontractors. I represent two plastering companies. The first one did the first two parts of the stucco system but then formed a new company. So my second client came in and did the final part (the new company), which is the "color coat"). OK, so now that you're bored. Because the first company is out of business, there isn't much chance they're going to pay money. So that client left. Then the president of the new com

My Videos
My snippy girl and I are having fun just thinking of what will come next.... Be on the lookout for more exciting vids from Me and my doll.... Come and see and check us out on My stash in the Video section!! Go... Now!! M

The New Brunswick Cow Story
The only cow in a small Newfoundland village stopped giving milk. The people did some research and found that they could buy a cow just across the gulf in New Brunswick for $200. They bought the cow from New Brunswick and the cow was wonderful. It produced lots of milk all of the time, and the people were pleased and very happy. They decided to acquire a bull to mate with the cow to produce more cows like it. They would never have to worry about their milk supply again. They bought the bull and put it in the pasture with their beloved cow. Finally the cow came into season. However, whenever the bull came close to the cow, the cow would move away. No matter what approach the bull tried, the cow would move away from the bull and he could not succeed in his quest. The people were very upset and decided to ask the Vet, who was very wise, just what they should do. They told the Vet what was happening. "Whenever the bull approaches our cow, she moves away. If he approaches from the back, she

Goddess Freya
Freya or Frayja, the goddess of Love and Beauty, also; fertility, war, and wealth. The daughter of Njord, and the sister of Frey. Her daughter, by her husband, Od, is named Hnoss, who it is said: "Is so beautiful that whatever is valuable and lovely is named treasure after her." Freya lived in Folkvang (battlefield) and each day chose half of the slain warriors to split with Odin. She somehow lost her husband, Od, and cried golden tears for him. Many believe Od is Odin. Norse legend tells of Freya, whose chariot was pulled by two black cats. Some versions of the tale claim they became swift black horses, possessed by the Devil. After serving Freya for 7 years, the cats were rewarded by being turned into witches, disguised as black cats. The cats also played around her ankles as a symbol of her domesticity. Freya owned the precious Brisinga-men's necklace, which she acquired by sleeping with four dwarves. She also owned a feather coat which she could use to fly between the worl

How The Earth Came To Be
The earth is a great island floating in a sea of water, and suspended at each of the four cardinal points by a cord hanging down from the sky vault, which is of solid rock. When the world grows old and worn out, the people will die and the cords will break and let the earth sink down into the ocean, and all will be water again. The Indians are afraid of this. When all was water, the animals were above in Gälûñ'lätï, beyond the arch; but it was very much crowded, and they were wanting more room. They wondered what was below the water, and at last Dâyuni'sï, "Beaver's Grandchild," the little Water-beetle, offered to go and see if it could learn. It darted in every direction over the surface of the water, but could find no firm place to rest. Then it dived to the bottom and came up with some soft mud, which began to grow and spread on every side until it became the island which we call the earth. It was afterward fastened to the sky with four cords, but no one remembers who did this.

In Between
LP Just released their new album. After 14 of months of long days, never ending lyrics and rythyms, the release of Minutes after Midnight was the result of a project well done. This blog is of a few songs from their new album that had touch me, or my life, and even events going on in the world that affect me. I hope you read these lyrics and see their true meaning. In Between Let me apologize to begin with let me aplogoize for what i'm about to say but trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed and somehow i got caught up in between let me apologize to begin with let me apologize for what i'm about to say but trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed and somehow i got caught up in between between my pride and promise between my lies and how the truth gets in the way the things i want to say to you get lost before they come th only thing thats worse than one is none let me apologize to begin with let me apologize for what i'm about to say

How To Stop Picking The Wrong Guys
How To Stop Picking The Wrong Guys *Tip: If you keep picking all the wrong men (or men who are "taken") and you have a NEGATIVE PATTERN in your relationships, then guess what? It's NOT because all the men out there just don't "get it". It's because YOU keep putting yourself in the same wrong situations. If you'd like to quickly BREAK THE HABIT of making poor decisions with men and start ATTRACTING THE RIGHT MAN for a loving and lasting relationship, then read THIS: http://www.CatchHimKeepHim.com/e/12833/ReadyForLove/ Dear Crystal, Have you ever found yourself wishing that you could find a great guy for a lasting relationship... only later to recognize that all you're actually doing is dating the wrong "unavailable" men instead? It's at this point that "dating" and trying to find the right guy can feel like a complete waste of time. If you're like lots of women, then the idea of having a loving and committed relationship with a great gu

A Taste Of Something ...
A Taste of Something ... Enlightened, as he enters the room, Soothed and Inspired by the sound of his voice The slightest touch and I feel weak The smallest glance and I feel a chill race down my spine It's like a dream I believe I'm missing something real I need someone who really see's me He's irresistible, undeniable I don't want him just for a weekend, Not just for a day, But for always I want him to need me The way I need him I want him to see me The way I will see him, like no one before I wonder, why my mind plays tricks Why it fools me into thinking he is real To hear him breathe by my side To feel his arms wrapped around me Trying hard to reach out, But when I try to speak out It feels like no one can hear me Or is the sound just not coming out? I so want to belong there To take a risk, take a chance, Make a change, and break away Honestly wishing I'm never going to find him fake it No way, I won't taste it For I don't w

To My Uncle
TO MY UNCLE. WE NEVER GOT TO SAY ARE SORRYS OR NEVER GOT TO SAY HOW MUCH WE MEANT TO EACHOTHER YOU NEVER GOT TO MEET MY FAMILY. YOU NEVER GOT TO SEE ME GROW INTO THE WOMAN I AM NOW. YES WE TALKED ON THE PHONE.I HAD CHANCES TO COME SEE YOU AND I DIDINT. I AM SORRY I NEVER CAME TO SEE YOU.I KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO DIE MAYBE ITS BECAUSE. I DIDNT WANT TO REMEMBER WHAT MY MOM WENT THROUGH AND MY DAD. WE NEVER WERE CLOSE FAMILY ALWAYS APART FIGHTING DISOWNING EACHOTHER. EVEN THOUGH I DONT AGREE ON HOW THINGS WERE IN ARE FAMILY YOU WERE STILL MY UNCLE AND I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOUR HAPPY NOW WERE EVER YOU ARE RIP

Soul Mates
You are everything I have wanted. You are everything I have looked for. You are everything I have dreamt of. Can not stop teh feelings I have. Can not stop the thoughts I think. Why do you live so far away? Why does it have to be this way? I do not want anybody else. You are the one for me. I feel I am the one for you. It hurts to deny it. It hurts to admit it just can not be.

Another Horoscope, I Wonder How Many Ppl Actually Believe In These Things
Don't throw something away because one part doesn't work. Figure out why it's not working, or see if you can still keep this operation running without it. There are a million possibilities out there, so keep looking

Just Me
A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul, and travels through every pore of your Heart. A depression so large it encompasses every bit of your Reality, and leaves Reality a cloudy memory. A depression so dense it compresses every will you once had, and bows you down to accept it as it's own. A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece, and consumes each piece day by day. A depression so truly disheartening, and leaves you no other emotions. A depression so dangerous, it slaughters, everything, inside, of you.

Someone
I walk this street before as it begins to pour i just can't take it anymore how come i can't be a bird and just soar, i want to be free and stop this pain i feel if someone is pulling me back, i feel as if i'm slain making me go insane i can't even my have life in maintain, thats why i'm in my room looking outside because i have i tried wondering how come i just can't get away as i just sit here and decay, can't somebody just take me away to anoter place where i can't be trace just somewhere where i can embrace somewhere where i won't be replace.

Have Ya Heard These ... Warning I Have Enough To Post For Weeks !
A man tells his wife that he's going out to buy cigarettes. When he gets to the store he finds out it's closed. So the guy ends up going to the bar to use the vending machine. While there, he has a few beers and begins talking to this beautiful girl. He has a few more beer and the next thing he knows he's in this girl's apartment and having quite a pleasurable time. The next thing he know it was 3:00 AM. "Oh my, god, my wife is going to kill me!" he exclaimed. "Quick give me some talcum powder!" She gets him some and he rubs it all over his hands. When he got home his wife is up waiting for him and she's furious. "Where the hell have you been!" He says, "Well to tell you the truth, I went into a bar, had a few drinks, went home with this blonde and I slept with her." "Let me see your hands!" she demands. He shows his wife his powdery hands. "Damn liar, you were out bowling again!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Guy

I Wasnt Gonna Post This.....
...but its driving me crazy so im gonna share it with you. --------- oh & before i start my story you need to know that my backpack has patches of the marine corps emblem & the army logo on the front panel. --------- i had just left dance class & was heading to my local bookstore to unwind. i wasnt looking for a fight...just some coffee & a good book. so there i was all comfy in this big armchair sipping my coffee & reading this book on texas ghost stories. i was well into the 2nd chapter when this guy sat down in the chair across from me. i looked up & smiled at him before i went back to my book. he sat there for about 10 minutes or so before he said, "the military system is a joke". but i just took a sip of my coffee & ignored him. i guess i didn't give him the reaction he was expecting & after a few minutes he said, "i know you heard me. aren't you going to defend your military?" after he said this i looked up from my book & said, "yes i heard you. i just dont care

Words Of A Heart
My heart is full of graffiti it is marked with love and hate . It has been tagged by a world of many emotions. It has grown to withstand many ups and downs. It knows what true love feels like …it also knows regret pain and sorrow. It is a heart of experience and compassion. It is also a heart of strength. Although it has been broken it never has been destroyed . My heart knows both pain and joy. It has been bruised by love and beaten by hate. It has also been healed by love and forgotten the hate. It is my heart that I speak of. However these words reign true for every heart in every being. We all have felt many of these emotions that I have written . Love has found me again & this love will withstand all,for it is the truest love of all.Life is so grand to be in love & to find love.I shall never be alone again with this heart,it will always love & feel the love from her. These are my words but they are also yours. These are the words of the

Va Opens New Regional Claims Office
By MARTIN J. KIDSTON FORT HARRISON — The Department of Veterans Affairs opened a new $4.5 million regional claims office here Tuesday, touting the facility as the VA’s first energy efficient and environmentally certified building. The facility, an appealing one-story structure, will process health-care claims for Montana veterans, including those returning from duty in Iraq and Afghanistan. Gov. Brian Schweitzer and Lt. Gov. Jon Bohlinger, along with representatives from Montana’s congressional delegation, gathered for the ribbon-cutting ceremony, officially opening the 22,000 square-foot building, which sits east of the larger VA Hospital. Mike Walcoff, the associate deputy undersecretary for benefits with the Department of Veterans Affairs, said the new office currently employs 48 people. In the future, the office could grow to serve as a resource center for other states. Montana is home to 107,000 veterans, the most per capita of any other state

Truth Or Dare
I DARE YOU TO FILL THIS OUT!!! Truth Or Dare and be honest.here... Fill this out and send it to my IN BOX!! I dare you... to tell me the truth.. Two things you wonder about me? 1. 2. One thing you like about me? 1. One thing you don't like about me? 1. My best feature? 1. One thing you want to know about me? 1. One word that best describes me? 1. One question for me? 1. How would you rate my NSFW photos here, your top 3 you liked the best. And I know many have looked so be honest here... 1. 2. 3.

Wanna?
Wanna?[] Push me into a wall and kiss me hard but sensual?[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?[] Slap Me?[] Slap me if i asked you to?[] Kiss Me?[] Let Me Kiss You?[] Watch A Movie With Me?[] Take Me Out To Dinner?[] Take A Shower With Me?[] Take Me Home For The Night?[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?[] Take Me Anywhere With You[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?[] Let Me Make You Breakfast?[] Make me breakfast?[] Tickle Me?[] Let Me Tickle You?[] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down?[] Instant Message Me?[] Greet Me In Public?[] Hang Out With Me?[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?Do You...[] Miss Me?[] Think I'm Sexy?[] Think I'm Cute?[] Think I'm Hot?[] Think I'm Ok?[] Think I'm Ugly?[] Want To Kiss Me?[] Want To Cuddle With Me?[] Want To Date Me?Am I...[] Smart?[] Funny?[] Cool?[] Loveable?[] Adorable?[] Great To Be W

Safe, Sane, And Consensual
Safe, Sane, and Consensual by Tamar Kay Copyright©1995 You will often hear it said that the first and most important rule in B&D-S/M is that all things we do with each other must be safe, sane, and consensual. What does this mean? Ask any set of experienced players and you'll get a different set of answers. Here's mine. Safe "Safe" means that we take care of each other as best we can, that no matter how we want our scenes, however gentle or rough, we do them in ways that do not injure our partners. "Safe" means that we take the dangers of sexually transmitted diseases seriously and use our best efforts to minimize those dangers. What can you do? Educate yourself. Learn as much as you can so that you can do safe scenes. That means read books, take classes, and ask others about specific techniques that interest you. Want to learn to use a cane? Ask an expert. Want to swing a flogger? Practice first on a pillow. Whether you're driving a car or tying somebody up, safety s

Don't
Don't tell me you need me, Don't tell me you care, Don't tell me you love me, Don't say another word, Don't tell me you want me, Can't you see? My heart breaks, one piece at a time. Don't touch me so gentle, Don't look in my eyes, Just go, I can't take this pain, Don't make me believe, Don't make me feel, Leave me alone, I don't need the act. Don't play with my hair, Don't pretend to care, Don't, Just leave me alone. Copyrighted to Jessica Kimbell

Curl
your face against mine smell my scent your favorite kind your neck 2 allow me 2 kiss soft nibble gently your arms around my chest or my back to rest your breasts your legs lock into mine or let me stroke them from behind your mind n think of me 4 i'm thinking of u like 2nite baby

Sensal Grace
Whispers trace along skin sheathed In lace While my fingers trace along the lines On your face Lips blaze a trail of flame As passions rise once more Burning and yearning Just like before Finding those special places on you That tingle While our heart beats and our scents Start to mingle Climbing to heights Never reached before As we vow to love each other Forever more With each thrust you claim What I give to you With each arch of my back I claim you too As our passions explode We fuse together Knowing we’ll always Love one another We revel in this gift Sent from above As we lay in the silence Wrapped up in our love

5-21 Through 5-28
HELLO ALL THIS IS A CONTEST THAT I AM IN. I COULD REALLY USE ALL THE HELP I CAN. THE ONLY PROBLEM THERE IS IS THAT I THINK YOU HAVE TO FIEND DIXIE DARLIN BEFORE YOU CAN BOMB. I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I AM GETTING SO FAR AND I HOPE IT KEEPS COMING STRONG!!! LOVE YOU ALL BUNCHES!!! MUAHHHHHS ANNE

The Santini "rammstein" Escape
Hi all, Well, Germany proved to once again be a GREAT inspiration for me. And, an original extreme Santini escape I have been mulling over for some time finally gelled while I was over there. In tribute to one of the most amazing and creative bands in the world, the German techno metal group RAMMSTEIN, (who BTW are famous for their onstage use of fire and flamethrowers), I am beginning work on a new intense stage escape called "The RAMMSTEIN". Without going into too much detail until it is built and tested I can say that "The RAMMSTEIN" is much like my Cremation Chamber only for the HEAD! A 25,000 BTU flamethrower blasting right at my head and face for 3 or 4 brutal minutes. This one is going to blow audiences away... Cheers, Santini

The New Priest
SIPPING VODKA! A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of h

More Random Usless Facts
PROOF THAT THE WORLD IS NUTS! In Lebanon , men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain , a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look diffe rent reversed?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Much worse than "going blind!") *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege

The Cracked Pot
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?" "That

The Media
In a world where the media educates the public, owners of specific dog breeds have reason to be fearful. Rather than reporting on the truth, the majority of media companies see an opportunity to sell papers by building false myths about certain canine breeds. What is the truth about Staffords and related bull breeds? How does the public feel about being manipulated by the media? Should the media be accountable for their role in encouraging dog bites? It is about time that people looked at the real problem behind dog bites and realized that dog owners are the true problem. The media's methodology of sensationalizing dog attacks and the supposed 'dangers' of certain dog breeds not only deflects attention away from the people that are the real problem, but it encourages those people to continue abusing their dogs.

The Wives
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a Woman from Colorado and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and dinner cooked. The second man had married a woman from Nebraska He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from California . He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swel

~ Restless Fallen Angel.... ~
So many use love for the wrong reasons. The only time someone should say they are in love or "I love You" is when they know deep down within the depths of their souls they belong together. I have yet found anyone to open my door to my heart which it is like a cement wall and only the strongest man who possesses immortal love can break through it. I cannot walk through the shadows of loneliness and the endless valleys of pain. I need a guide to pull me out of the darkness. Show me the love- that doesn't hurt, and I will teach you how to fly. Then we shall fly away high above and beyond the earth which is cruel and holds torment and unmerciful pain. Leave everything behind, never look back. My heart has been broken, my wings torn and tied down. I hide and hold back my tears, and keep the pain behind my smile. I keep my faith that maybe someday the right guide will save me from these rusty and hurtful cha

Libra - May 22nd, 2007
May 22nd, 2007 for Libra ( yay!! ) lol You feel the need for a long stretch of indulgence and luxury. Frankly, you pretty much require it. Don't wait for permission; go ahead and go after what you need to make you happy. Enjoy life to the fullest.

Psychology
A very shy guy goes into a bar and sees a beautiful woman sitting at the other end. After an hour of gathering up his courage he finally goes over to her and asks, tentatively, "Um, would you mind if I chatted with you for a while?" To which she responds by yelling, at the top of her lungs, "No, I won't sleep with you tonight!" By now, the entire bar is staring at them. Naturally, the guy is hope-lessly and completely embarrassed and he slinks back to his table. After a few minutes, the woman walks over to him and apologizes. She smiles at him and says, "I'm sorry if I embarrassed you. You see, I'm a graduate student in psychology and I'm studying how people respond to embarrassing situations." To which he responds, at the top of his lungs, "What do you mean $200 Dollars?"

The Gift
this orgasm so jealously saved for you, today, with love, was given to my fingers ----------- touching my fingers to your cheek, i wonder what you would do if i ripped my nails down your face, down your neck, down your chest. open your shirt, i will open your skin. let me show you some of my pain. when your tears dry up, i will kiss it all better.

Too All
you all make me smile,and make me want to walk that extra mile,you all are so sweet makes me want to meet all of you.you all are good people and have bean verry kind to me since i got on ct,the comments are so awsome and you all realy helped alot with my self esteam thanks a bunch love you all,susan

Do I
do i look easy? hmm guys i dont cyber and i dont give out my number on ct,and im sure that the people who has crushes on me realy dont just my pictures and im sorry if i dont talk to alot of you it isnt that i dont want to it is just that i am busy at the time you all know that i write the blogs to all of my friends,i dont want to know if you are playing with your little peckers while going through my pictures.thanks and love you all... love susan

Getting Hard
One day there were two boys playing by a stream. One of the young boys saw a bush and went over to it and the other boy couldn`t figure out why his friend was at the bush so long. The other boy went over to the bush and looked. The two boys were looking at a woman bathing naked in the steam. All of a sudden the second boy took off running. The first boy couldn`t understand why he ran away so he took off after his friend. Finally he caught up to him and asked why he ran away. The boy said to his friend," My mom told me if I ever saw a naked lady I would turn to stone, and I felt something getting hard so I ran."

Place In My Heart
When I think of you, Do you know what I see? A man who is wonderful, Someone who loves me. And it makes my heart cry, That I can't be with you, To say that I love you, To do the things I want to do. You seem so far away, And I am distant too, But don't you ever forget, my love, That I'm always there with you. I long to see your smile, And feel the touch of your hand in mine, Place my lips upon your mouth, And hold you there in time. You said that in an ideal world, There'd be only you and me, But in my heart, that's how it is, Surely, you can see. You do your daily things, And I get on with mine, But I do believe that we will be together, Someday, somewhere, sometime. And the special place we searched for, We will meet there again, Hopefully soon, Honey, You only need to say when. But, I want you to know, that in my heart There is a special place, It's where you and I can be together, Alone and face to face. For, Sweetheart, you surel

Walk A Little Slower Daddy
Walk A Little Slower Daddy "Walk a Little slower, Daddy." said a little child so small. I'm following in your footsteps and I don't want to fall. Sometimes your steps are very fast, sometimes they're hard to see; So walk a little slower Daddy, for you are leading me. Someday when I'm all grown up, You're what I want to be. Then I will have a little child who'll want to follow me. And I would want to lead just right, and know that I was true; So, walk a little slower, Daddy, for I must follow you!!

Our First Night
Our First Night by Dorothy Ware The first time we touched, you held me so tight that feeling I felt only felt so right. Things were moving kind of fast and I felt ashamed You made me feel so comfortable and said no one is to blame. You made love to me that night and also the next day Things went fast I wondered what you would say, You didn't say a word just held my hand, That made me feel closer to you.... you were that perfect gentleman. We are miles apart and I wonder when I will see you again, I can't wait till I kiss you, hold you, and just see you.... my friend.

He Whispers
He Whispers: He whispers in my ear, his thoughts I hear, I wish so much, that he was near. His thoughts come thru, so crystal clear for I am his, my love adheres. He is the one, my heart desires It's his love that I acquire. Does he know the love I feel or should my emotions, I conceal.

The Gift Of Friends
The Gift Of Friends: by Karin Schaefer There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends. I thank you for your love so much, I hunger for your kisses, I long to be wrapped in your arms, if only I had 3 wishes. If I could have ju

Who Does The Work????
Who's working anyway? The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden.. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state, and city governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your ass, At your computer, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice

Just Like Chocolate But Better
i see you as an addiction, but i dont want to. i cant stay away, you are in my thoughts. i ask myself why? i have asked that over and over again, why are you there? i am starting to realize that you, on an everyday basis are captivating my mind. i would do anything just be near you. to whisper in you ears, caress your back or kiss your neck. you make me smile and thats all i need. i like the way you make me think of running naked along a bubbly stream. i know theres something in the wake of your smile, i get a notion from the look in your eyes that you have been in love but that love fell apart. your little piece of heaven turned to dark. i want to hold you and tell you things will be ok. i cant stop thinking about you and i dont know why. why? why am i addicted to you?

I Felt You
i woke up this morning thinking erotic thoughts i thought about you penetrating me from behind slowly, deep, rhythmically to enter my deepest thoughts to explore the contours of my soul drive me to emotional bliss wild emotions consuming each other tenderly yet so animalistic again and again souls in connection as one we transcend on reality so beautiful and serene suddenly an explosion of silver and gold so erotic we are fullfilled till next time you make love to me in my mind

¢¾just Do It!!....i Wanna Know!..¢¾
¢¾just do it!!....i wanna know!..¢¾ 1 question. 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any one question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No matter how insane or crazy it is. But I challenge you to have the balls to repost this and see what others ask you!

5-24-07
Just sitting here. Crazy jazz blues, Swing funk mix playing in my ears. Wishing for a waterfall. On rush of rain, the energy revealed. I remebered how you watched me drown. Smile curves my lips then disappears. I've grown wiser through the years. I pray for your hand to reach out. Cause I've been wanting to tell you, Tell you what an ass you've been. Reach out to me. I will lift you up. Yes I will lift you up then watch you fall. I crave to see you crumble. How does it feel now? How do like this switch thats a blade in your side? Tell me does it hurt? Is your breath taken away gratefully, Then hatefully given to you again. I've been wanting to show you. That I learned from the best. Do you see it now that my foot is on your breast? How do you feel now.... Does hatred seeth within? Hatred cause your broken forgotten rag doll, Has come back for revenge? 5-24-07

This Broken Man.......
I havn't been on much i know i just disapeared to all you i'm sorry im ina slump ive taken so much from you all im full im breaking down ive been keeping myself away from you all so i dont let you see how weak an frail i am at the moment im sorry i just dont feel strong right now dunno when i'll be myself again so im sorry if i dont answer phone calls txts or emails or any other type of messages im just trying to keep myself together....and apprently ive fucked up an im falling apart im just no myself i cant focuz i cant do anything right... i feel im not living up to my end of the promise ive made you all secretly im sorry i im just not me right now......yes i drank an got wasted yesterday but i felt even worse it sped up my decay, i wake up every morning look at my face in the mirror an want to break the reflection is this the man ive become why is it that i suffer why is it i i just cant be me...i do so much yet im not strong enough to take it all in i help an help where is the

Where Are The Americans???
A Somali arrives in Minneapolis as a new immigrant to the United States. He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says, "Thank you Mr. American for letting me in this country, giving me housing, food stamps, free medical care, and free education!" The passerby says, "You are mistaken, I am Mexican." The man goes on and encounters another passerby "Thank you for having such a beautiful country here in America!" The person says, "I not American, I Vietnamese." The new arrival walks further, and the next person he sees he stops, shakes his hand and says, "Thank you for the wonderful America!" That person puts up his hand and says, "I am from Middle East, I am not American!" He finally sees a nice lady and asks, "Are you an American?" She says, "No, I am from Russia!" Puzzled, he asks her, "Where are all the Americans?" The Russian lady checks her watch and says..."Probably at work."

And Here She Is Again Today!!!!
Yes!!! I know she wants this hot body, she cant stay away!! Totally Happy my ass, she must be in a miserable marriage to check my profile everyday, she is in LOVE with the JMAN!! Yes people, I know my stalker wants me that bad, but I dont deal with psycho lying whores, who are obsessed. Hey Totally, if your man makes you that miserable, that you need to fullfill your sexual life and fantasies online, I suggest you find a man that wants you! I have already met you once, and I cant stand liars! You know what I am talking about! Deal with it, YOU ARE NOT GETTING INTO MY PANTS...SORRY YOU ARE NOT MY TYPE, YOU ARE TO OLD FOR ME!!! below is the proof again! Who viewed me I viewed Blocked "Totally Happy&#... (On TAP) 728733 Jenni ღKittyღ ~UKnowUWantMeBaby~ (On TAP) See All

Funny
This sounds like something the southern rednecks would do!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA >> >> >> >> DUI - UPPER MICHIGAN STYLE >> >> Only a person in Upper Michigan could think of this. >> >> From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this >> true story. >> >> Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Escanaba , >> Michigan . >> After last call, the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so >> apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. >> The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the >> officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity >>in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to >>find his car and fall into it. >> He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the >> bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and >> off--it was a fine, dry summer night--, flicked the blinkers on and off a >>

A Day
I love the rain. I love the cool wind on my lips and the feel of the mist softly slapping my face. My cheeks. My eyelids. It kisses me and caresses. I love the fog. It comes down from heaven and wraps its cool arms around me. Just to simply embrace me. Ony me. The sound of drops hitting the ground is musical. These drops of rain that have gathered and gathered until they are too plump to stay on that small branch anymore and so these drops hurl themselves to the ground. Coming to land on my head. I often wonder where that small drop of rain once was. What it was before it evaporated. Where it had been. The grass that pops up is new. It is shaggy like a newborn babies crown. It waves and bobs in the wind. I love it. I want to lean down and with my fingertips warm from my pocket, I want to graze it with just the tips. I want to pluck out a strand and keep it in my pocket. The clouds up above are so thick and so fluffy that you can hardly see any sky. It is a grey day

Abpt Rescues
Links to APBT Rescues across the U.S. and Canada. USA: Smilin' Pitbull Rescue (Northeast USA) Pit Bull Rescue Center (By State Listing-Excellent site) Pit Bull Rescue CentralHearts Of Gold Pit Rescue Adopt-A-BullSpindletop APBT/AST Refuge Villalobos Rescue Center Pit Prints Rescue and Rehabilitation Bad Rap : Bay Area Doglovers Responsible About Pit bulls Turtle Moon Pit Bull Rescue, Inc. Misunderstood Pit Bull Rescue Website at RescueGroups Welcome to Pit Bull Rescue MABBR : Mid-America Bully Breed Rescue PitGirls.com OUT OF THE PITS - A NON-PROFIT ANIMAL RESCUE ORGANIZATION Pawsitively Pit Bull | Rescue, Adoption, Advocacy Annabelle's Second Chance Pit Bull Rescue of North Carolina BraveHeart Pit Bull Rescue Boldog Traing Kennel and Rescue (Excellent Site) This list will be continually updated as new sites are discovered. If you would like to submit one please Email Me

Wolfs Call For True Love
where is all the romance is love in vain, no passion in sight things seem all the same. nothing seems to satisfy and love to me is so unreal, this world is driving me insane i think i forgot how to feel. i don't need your pity for the shape I'm in, i need to start over and its time to begin. somethings in my visions something deep inside, iv been lost and found and turned around were is my pride. I'm looking for love and passion but their seems to be none, looking for love is harder than it seems "its not fun". please god help me i need true love please, send a blessing from above to fill all my dreams and needs. i have to find balance and focus all my power, because right now seems to be my darkest hour. my love are you out their can you feel my very soul, ineed you in my life with you i will be whole. this wolf is really sad now i think I'm in distress, its been so long since iv found true love, please god send me my angle from above. > send me please my soul mate to m

I Think Better When I've Got A Few Sleeping Pills In Me
Sleep eludes me as usual, so I'm just going to get out a little...musing (thus would be the basis of this blog). I've been kicking around the idea of spending the summer writing a play or novella. Yeah, I'm one of those sorry bastards that thinks they have the great American story inside them just dying to get out. I'm taking medication for this. Tonight is filled with the sound of Annie Lennox and soothing music that makes me die to write. Alas, I don't have much depth to say this evening...I've taken sleeping pills as work is gonna drag me up in there in about 6 hours. Something keeps me awake tonight, I just wish I knew what it was so I could fix it to sleep. I wasn't sure if poetry was the right mood, somehow...and whether anyone reads this, or gives a fuck (as I know I don't sometimes)...I'm slipping into one of those holiday depressions that mean I'm looking for the meaning of it all and finding myself very disillusioned with myself and the world around me. I really fee

Blah
Hey there....hope everyone is faring well. Me? Im aight . Never heard anything back from the doctor, so Im assuming that he felt I dont need a mammogram. My follow up appointment is on the 7th, at which time Im gonna ask her to up the dosage of my Amitriptylin. Its kinda sorta doing what its supposd to, but kinda sorta aint gonna cut it. Sorry I havent been around much. Havent really had anything to say. Havent written anything new. Nothing new has happened, just work , home and the pc. While I havent been loyal on my visits to 360verse, I HAVE been around. Im always on messenger when Im online, just invisible sometimes. Ive been poking my nose around for better job oppertunities. Nothing serious...yet....just looking around. Im tired of workin in food service. It blows, big time. That, and it seems that Subway, and all of us who work there, are being held to blame for everything that happens in that place. Take for example, the kids who work inside the store, often come into Sub

Virtual Reality To Real Life, Making The Leap
MAKING THE LEAP FROM IRC TO REAL LIFE by amy aka ^sparrow This is the text of a speech that was presented on the Efnet channel #submission_discuss on Sunday, September 28, 1997. A log which includes the question and answer period is available on that channel's web site Welcome To Submission (http://www.submission.net). This is copyrighted material and is reprinted here with the express permission of the author. Hello. My name is amy. I am a real life submissive as well as the author, administrator, creator and chief cook and bottle-washer of the web site subNATION (http://come.to/subnation). I am 49, married to a vanilla husband and I only discovered this submissive side of myself in the spring of 1996. Until then, it was something buried deep inside of me...a faint itch that would occasionally want to be scratched. Like so many of you, I first became aware of the scene online. A friend from a vanilla channel convinced me to go to a D/s channel with him. Frankly, I was a bit

Memorial Day
MEMORIAL DAY HAS LONG BEEN A DAY WHEN REMEMBER OUR LOVED ONES THAT HAVE GONE ON BEFORE US, BUT AS OF SEPT. 11, 2001 THIS HOLIDAY TOOK ON A NEW MEANING (AT LEAST FOR ME). WE MAY NOT ALL AGREE WITH OR BELIEVE IN WHY OUR MEN AND WOMEN ARE OVERSEAS FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM AND GIVING THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE FOR THAT VERY REASON, BUT I THINK WE ALL REMEMBER 9-11-2001 AND THE REASON WHY THIS WAR STARTED IN THE FIRST PLACE. I KNOW THAT THE MAJORITY OF US HAVE LOST A CLOSE FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER TO THIS WAR (SOME MORE THAN OTHERS) AND THIS WEEKEND THEY ARE ALL IN OUR THOUGHTS AND OUR PRAYERS. IN CASE YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN THAT DREADFUL DAY IN 2001 HERE'S A LITTLE REMINDER FOR YOU: I HOPE AND PRAY THAT AT LEAST FOR THIS MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND YOU CAN ALL PUT YOUR DIFFERENCES ASIDE AND THINK ABOUT SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOURSELF.....THINK ABOUT ALL OF OUR MEN AND WOMEN AND FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT ARE OVERSEAS AND THOSE WHO ARE ON THEIR WAY OVERSEAS TO FIGHT FOR OUR FREEDOM.....MAY GOD BLESS THEI

:blushes And About Freaks Out! : Lol
lol ok this is just kind of funny, and just happened too! ...... my son grabbed my other cell phone, one I use to take pics with, I didn't know he had it, my ex yelled at him , I turned around and saw that he had the phone, he WAS looking at pics on it, but he said he didn't see any um, let's just say 'certain pics' lol *whew* I damn sure HOPE he didn't !!!!! eeek .

Saturday, May 26, 2007
Twists & turns Sometimes you must get it wrong before you can know how to get it right. Often, short-term disappointment is a necessary step on the path to long-term fulfillment. When things fail to go according to plan, all is not lost. Mistakes, surprises and distractions can bring their own unique and valuable possibilities. If you were unable to get the results you intended, don't waste a lot of time being angry, resentful or disappointed. Instead, look for the new set of opportunities with which you've been presented. If the first ship sails without you, that could very likely turn out to be a blessing. For the voyage on the next ship can end up being better than you could ever have previously imagined. Don't put a lot of energy into judging, after the fact, whether a particular outcome is desirable or not. Put your energy into finding ways to move forward from the current situation. The road to fulfillment is never a straight line. Learn to navigate the twists and

Aphrodisiac
Even now, I feel Him filling me to the point of satiation. A burning want: I need Him again. To remember Him, it is my own body, I touch. I want to kiss Him. I don't dare. I want Him to kiss me. he doesn't. Palms together against the small of my back, Fingers twisting and untwisting - fragile butterfly wings. His eyes on my body. My eyes on His hands. Anticipating His touch. Fingertip on my skin tracing my collarbone, over my breasts, through silk, along the curve of my hip, down my spine. Infinite slowness . . . I can't breathe as he pushes my legs apart. I am no longer me. I have lost possession of strength, will power, and consciousness. I am His. I am who he wants me to be. Torture. Thumbs sliding up my thighs. he steps back. His eyes between my legs. Penetrating. My body screams silently for his hands. he does not touch me. Yet. He reaches out, touching thin, black lace - Then wetness. He st

Falling And I Want To Fly.
Falling and I want to fly. Feels like my wings have been cut to soon. Am I an angel that has been punished for something? I feel like I have been falling and I can't stop it. My fears are just caveing in on me. Someone catch me because I can't stop It all. The tears I can't stop from welling up inside me. Soon the heavens are going to rain upon me. If I don't stop falling what will be next? His little hand is all that keeps me from hitting rock bottom. His smile is the only light in my life. I feel like my heart is overwhelmed with more pain that i can bear and if It does not stop I will end up dead to the world all but him. If that truely happens I give up on all that has ever meant anything to me. If I ever once wanted to be loved i give up. He will be the only love i need. I do not want to try anymore. I care not to know what anything means anymore. Im being swallowed by a darkness eating me alive and my wings have been shattered and torn. I can no longer

Yeah Whatever
Ok, so this is one of my own self depricating type blogs. I was having a conversation with my love and bestest friend, and she thinks that i have like these large number of girls i talk to, socialize with and who hit on me.So of course in defense(and with all honesty) i proceeded to tell her that i dont have girls hit on me.Which is the honest to god's truth.I'm just not THAT guy.Im not the guy who walks into a room and has the girls drooling and falling at my feet. Well some of you may wonder....well Q,you're such a cool and outgoing guy, how can you say you dont pick up chicks.It's easy, im just not attractive plain and simple.Now granted my "magic number" is of an unusually high type, but seriously if you were to see 70% of the chicks i've slept with *hangs head in shame* they're not much to speak of. I've worked at my present bar job for about a month and a half now, and i've had 3, count them 3 girls ever hit on me the entire time i've been there.of course the chicks that

Dont You Dare!
"Don't You Dare" Dark cloud moving in Just one fall of rain Would wash away Wash away the pain I could say that I don't care But the the truth is I'd follow you anywhere I've been waiting such a long, long time Don't you dare change your mind I could say that I don't care But the truth is I'd follow you anywhere I've been waiting such a long, long time Don't you dare change your mind Don't wonder round looking For someone to replace me Don't wonder round wasting The rest of your life Don't wonder round waiting For someone else to save you And don't you make the same mistake twice I could say that I don't care But the truth I'd follow you anywhere I've been waiting such a long, long time Don't you dare change your mind

Dad's Remembrance Party
I think it was very nice. Little Sis put together a lovely table of pictures and a fantastic scapbook she made to remember Dad for people to look at. Many of Dad's friends from the coffee shops and work came by. Thank god for my Mom who managed to get on the mic and sorta guide the whole thing. My Uncle Larry said some words and then the mic was open to whomever. No one came forth but I felt one of us kids should say something. So here it was, the moment I had been fearing. I had given up days ago on trying to think of words I might say in that situation. I figured if the time came the words would come.... Boy, was I wrong...I think I barely said "hello" without choking back tears. My mind was so blank...I'm not even sure at this point what I really said. It felt as if I struggled to breathe between every 3 or 4 words (and whether those words could even be understood by the people there I can't be sure of). I'm not even sure if I said what I really wanted to say. So much for thos

Love & Understanding
It’s not what you say that makes the difference in my life, But your caring thoughts in everything that you do, and the quality person that you are. You have been so kind to be there for my troubles, and to share in my life’s happiness. My respect and admiration for our friendship is magnified by your generosity and wonderful abundance of laughter, support, patience, and love. These are the things you do and how you feel when you sincerely want the best for someone dear to your heart. We have become good forgivers and loving friends and I’m thankful for that every day. The friendship we share is a cornerstone of my life, and if our past experiences have any bearing on the future, then we are truly fortunate because we have a loving friendship that is Timeless.

' Forgive '
Forgive, Forgive, And forgive some more; Never stop forgiving, For the temptation to project and judge will always be there as long as you are living in the body. Forgiveness is the key to peace and happiness, and gives us everything that we could possibly want.

Trust And Forgiving.. Again.
Well.. My "friend" finally admitted what I had figured out. I had to come out and ask. I had a really bad week, largely in part to something I did, deleting this friend, based on what I believed. And she let me feel that way knowing that her deceptions were what caused it. Letting me believe I was wrong. So now I feel better. I feel stupid. But I feel better. Question now is, can we ever truly be friends again? This wasn't a little thing, the deception. I can forgive. But can I trust? DO you let people be friends again?

Red Shirt Fridays
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but I did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class(across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you

Reason, Season, Or A Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on. Then people come into your life for a SEASON.... Because your turn has come to share, grow,

The One
I'll give you my heart, if you'll hold the key And I'll not lose control of all what I see, With my heart in your hands, it's all up to you To love me forever, but just love me true. So baby don't leave me, don't break my heart For life without you, is a life i'd depart. It's a time in my life, a time your a part, For I've waited my life for somebody like you. I've questioned my goals and thought about ways As to my loving you, and how it better's our days With a romance at heart, and a passion so dear The thought of losing you, is a loss I'll always fear. So baby take a hold, please never let me go For you're my only love, the only love I know. The time's you're not around me, are when I miss you so, I'm only just too grateful, to have found a love like you.

Looking For A Sugar Daddy! Serious Enquiries Only!
Looking for a sugar daddy! Someone who is able to take care of me financially & someone that in return I would take care of sexually! I would be your sexual benefits partner! :) Can be male or female! Anybody interested in being my sugar daddy and being satisfied sexually-email me here or leave a comment!Prefer someone local or that is close enough to drive to be satisfied! :) Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Happy Birthday Baby
Happy Birthday Playfulgod! Today is his 39th bday!!! Can you all show him some birthday love? please? He has to spend his day on a plane so I want him to have lotsa love when he gets home!!! þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ@ CherryTAP

Remember
Remember-the value of time The success of perseverance The pleasure of working The dignity of simplicity The worth of character The power of kindness The influence of example The obligation of duty The wisdom of economy The virtue of patience The improvement of talent The joy of originating.

Monday
So yesterday I started builidng my geocities free website, mostly just for practice as I want to get a new web host and build the community for all that I've always wanted, complete with forums, blogs, artistic submissions and whatnot. It's pretty lame right now but then again, the purpose is practice! Woot! My last website was called Bleeding for Beauty but I think it's time for a new change. I've been tryinig to think up names that fit with my sick and twisty view on life but of course now I'm experiancing a friggin brain fart and no ideas seem to be able to get past the dusky funk. Bleh. Today is memorial day and all I could think of this morning was all the people who have lost a loved one. It didn't help that Maya Angelou was on the tube this morning reading letters from parents and children that lost someone. I was a big ole bawling evilgirlie. This war has been such a waste and still it's going on and on. I know that sometimes war IS neccessary, but this one was n

Fingers
Wanting a little Needing a lot It’s just the kind of love we got Kiss me a little No, kiss me a lot One little kiss and desire runs hot Like a sumptuous dessert One taste of that sweet cream And you know You’ve just got to have more Just a taste Smear a little on my lips Do it slowly, So I can enjoy What little I can have Wait, I don’t think I got it all Let me see that finger Tastes like there’s a little left Tastes sweet, I really like it Are you feeling that… That I’ve gotten it all now? Does it feel like it to you? I don’t want to leave any No, I want every drop Somehow I just can’t stop Better take your finger back now I can only have a little But my, I am wanting a lot…

Today Things Seem Okay But Then Again....
So far everything has been pretty much quiet over here (meaning no phone calls) and for that I am grateful. I have been so frustrated in the past few days, that trying to take my mind off of things doesn't seem to help, and every time the phone does ring I am very cautious at this point. When I saw my ex I was thinking, ok, he isn't going to bother me as much but then as the time went on, I saw a different side of him. I know, my friend Bill is worried, but what can he do? He's about an hour away from here (Note, Bill is my best friend for over so many years that I love him to pieces) and he can't reassure me that yeah, I will be ok. I knew I should have trusted my gut instinct on this. Oh well. I might add more to this in a bit. Going to get some food right now for dinner.

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Life And Other Shit
Well, to put it bluntly-LIFE FUCKIN SUCKS! right now-The right man comes along (again)and I feel like he is slipping through my fingers-and it breaks my heart! I will NOT give up-I want to be with him more than anything-even if it means leaving CT! Ive said that before-but this time Ive never been more serious-thats how much he means to me-and I will do whatever it takes to keep him! cause I know that the feelings i have for him are REAL-and its killing me because he isnt talking to me-IT HURTS!

My Horoscope For Today
Frankly, there's no fathoming this person's reasons for acting the way he did. It's definitely not the way you would have done things, but what can you do? Live and let live. You'll save yourself a lot of time and worry. Hmm...wonder if that reflects what my blog about accepting me for who I am...!

Are You My Friend???????????????
A wonderful friend of mine Blood N Gore aka Tom just lost his profile on here. Please if you were on his friends list or know someone on his friends list go to or send them to the link below. Please help him out and go rate, fan, add, and send him lots of love and pts. He was level 24 and I would love it if we could get enough people together to boost him back up in levels. So please pass this around and tell everyone about it so he can get his friends back and get back to where he was. Thank you so very much. THE ASSASSIN Crew Leader &`THE DON`of ĆŦ MãҒїǻ &Mr.D`s bitch@ CherryTAP

Cronos
Cronus Cronus is not to be confused with Chronos, the personification of time. Also see Cronus (disambiguation) for other uses. Cronus (Ancient Greek Κρόνος, Krónos), also called Cronos or Kronos, was the leader and the youngest of the first generation of Titans, divine descendants of Gaia, the earth, and Uranus, the sky. He overthrew his father, Uranus, and ruled during the mythological Golden Age, until he was overthrown by his own son, Zeus. He was not imprisoned in the depths of the underworld, Tartarus, like most other Titans, but instead fled. As a result of his association with the bountiful and virtuous Golden Age, Cronus was worshiped as a harvest deity, overseeing crops such as grains, nature, agriculture, and the progression of time in relation to humans in general. He was usually depicted with a sickle, which he used to harvest crops and which was also the weapon he used to castrate and depose Uranus. In Athens, on the twelfth day of

One Wish
A lot of people are always askin if you had one wish what would it be... That shit is hard to answer!!! A lot of people would want money and lots of it, but what good is money without love and happiness? So I suppose that would be my wish... Love & Happiness... Maybe then money will have more of a meanin.. Whats one wish you would make?

Vampire Poetries
Fallen Somewhere beyond waking, Just out of touch, I see you smiling, Just as always. You always reminded me, Of warm summer nights, Standing on the shore, Waiting for the stars to fall. Silver moonlight in your hair, Eyes that shimmer like jewels, How often I've wondered, How your blood might taste. I will hold you now, Even as I push you away, For you are an angel, And I have Fallen. I cannot reveal my secrets, Though you beg for explaination, My Darling, you could not love me, If you knew the dark curse I hide. Daylight approuches and you cry, For now it is that I take my leave, Not before a kiss; sweet as crimson rain, Heaven forbid it-- I have Fallen. *** Era Past Crystal reflections dance, Inside the painted glass. I've seen you here before, Same expression, Same depression. We have had our differences, We have had our similarities. Children of the same era, Searching for the answers, To questions we forgot to ask. Eyes t

Howdy Doodie!
Ha! I said doodie! Anyway...not much going on here. Just thought I would make a blog and say...exactly what I don't know. Well I just woke up so give me some credit for getting this far. So there I was naked..thigh deep...in chocolate pudding! If ya think about it that's a lot of pudding..seeming I'm 6'5 and thigh deep...well let's just say I would probably have to buy a few grocery stores entire stock to make that one happen. Then there is always the problem of my feet hanging off the bed...which sucks cause you know those little monsters try to eat your toes. I figured out where morning breath comes from...it's a little man who sneaks in your window at night and shits in your mouth.....and don't try to sleep with your mouth closed he gets REALLY angry when you do that. Though I am not sure where dogbreath comes from but I'm pretty sure it has nothing to do with a little man at all and ALL to do with the fact they lick there own butts. I don't know call me crazy. *POINTS F

Happy
Well, for a CT thing this is awesome for me. There actually are great men in the world. I actaully found one ... Like anything that is worth anything, it's gonna be a road from hell, but as long as I have him then it's gonna be a hella road paved in gold and silver and over flowing. There's haters out there and those that don't want to see two ppl happy, well guess what ... TO DAMN BAD and personally I think you need to get something good for yourself, then you won't wanna fuk with someone else's. You may have noticed a name change and I have a new tag .... HUBBS TY sooooo much for the tag, it's awesome and I will wear it proudfully. If you haven't realized it or figured it out, YES I am dating DJ Redline aka Hubbs. Reasons for a name change but it's not for open discussion. If your board and want to chill come on over to the MadHouse we have plenty of jackets and one that will fit you special. The DJ's can spin awesomely ... we just merged with Wicked Pleasures so c

Borderline Personality Disorder
Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is one of the most controversial diagnoses in psychology today. Since it was first introduced in the DSM, psychologists and psychiatrists have been trying to give the somewhat amorphous concepts behind BPD What causes Borderline Personality Disorder? It would be remiss to discuss BPD without including a comment about Linehan's work. In contrast to the symptom list approaches detailed below, Linehan has developed a comprehensive sociobiological theory which appears to be borne out by the successes found in controlled studies of her Dialectical Behavioral Therapy. Linehan theorizes that borderlines are born with an innate biological tendency to react more intensely to lower levels of stress than others and to take longer to recover. They peak "higher" emotionally on less provocation and take longer coming down. In addition, they were raised in environments in which their beliefs about themselves and their environment were continually devalued and

Million
A million times to worry, A million things to do, The things we must remember Are a million or two. I wish we didn't worry All the million times we could, Then maybe we'd remember Those two million things we should. But we are in the middle, The school of in-betweens, Our time to think is little so that our brains are wiped out clean. But being in the middle Has advantages; it's true, We see forwards or backwards, Whether tickled pink or blue. The middle, average, median, mean, Not one thing has a meaning To us, the changing in-betweens, We're all diverse and differing. And even with the hustle, The bustle, hocus pocus, too, We might just have a goodyear.

Roasted Chicken With Cheese Tortellini
Ingredients Makes 4 servings * 1 3 1/2- to 4-pound organic whole chicken, rinsed, patted dry, neck reserved * Coarse salt * 5 garlic clove, peeled * 2 fresh thyme * 2 day-old bread, cut into 1-inch cubes * 3 tablespoons unsalted butter, cut into small cubes, room temperature * 8 ounces store-bought cheese tortellini Directions 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees;. Remove wing tips from chicken and place in a small roasting pan along with neck; set aside. Season cavity of chicken with salt; stuff with garlic, thyme, and bread, making sure to cover opening with some of the bread. Spread butter evenly under the skin, covering the breast meat. Truss chicken with kitchen twine, and season with salt. Transfer chicken, breast-side up, to roasting pan on top of neck and wing tips. Roast, basting frequently, until juices run clear, 1 to 1 1/2 hours. 2. Remove chicken from pan; let cool. Place roasting pan on stove over medium-high heat. Add 1/2 cu

"turn Us As We Are.."
WELLCOME TO THE HEAVEN AND THE EARTH.... In one evening start to rain.It.s not raining in many weeks,and now that rain comes like free- dom. I go to the stairs and lissen.Then i come in and write like this.. i cant sleep again this restles feeling in my body like something bigger live inside me bigger than me bigger than hole universum......... Do you know youself in that restles?You can hide it,but it not surrender,it wait rite time and come anytime when it want. Especially in summers it,s hard to safe yourself about that. I,v been walk around in green and i be feeling that i have to get back that what i been missing so long,long. Is like that rain whitch finaly come. I think you feeling same sometimes,even if you can remember that now. Inside us we have that feeling that something really importhant thing take away from us. And it.s start in childhod. And i dont think that is something that our dr

Whole Avocado Stuffed With Crabmeat
2 lbs. fresh lump crabmeat 8 med. tomatoes 3 tbsp. chopped chives 2 tbsp. chopped parsley 1 1/2 c. mayonnaise 4 tbsp. chili sauce 2 tsp. Worcestershire sauce Juice of 1 lemon 2 tsp. vinegar 6 whole ripe avocados 1 head Romaine lettuce Clean crabmeat of shells being careful to keep as many large lumps as possible. Peel, seed, chop and drain 5 of the tomatoes. Combine them with chives, parsley, mayonnaise, chili sauce, Worcestershire sauce, lemon juice and vinegar. Gently fold this mixture into the crabmeat. For each serving halve an avocado and remove the pit. Cut the bottom of 1/2 avocado so that it will lie flat and place it in the center of a large leaf of romaine lettuce. Stuff it with 5 to 6 ounces of the crabmeat salad. Arrange avocado and tomato slices alternately around the stuffed avocado. Repeat for each serving. Serves 6.

A Good Song From The Past...
Highway run Into the midnight sun Wheels go round and round You're on my mind Restless hearts Sleep alone tonight Sending all my love Along the wire They say that the road Ain't no place to start a family Right down the line It's been you and me And lovin' a music man Ain't always what it's supposed to be Oh, girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully Circus life Under the big top world We all need the clowns To make us smile Through space and time Always another show Wondering where I am Lost without you And being apart Ain't easy on this love affair Two strangers learn to fall in love again I get the joy of rediscovering you Oh, girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully Whooa, oh-oh-ooh Whooa, oh-oh-ooh, oh Whooa, oh-oh-oh, oh-whoooooa-oh Faithfully I'm still yours I'm forever yours Ever yours Faithfully Wish I could find someone who would think about me like this.

I Need You
I need you here beside me, My friend I need you here, As I am going through a time of hurt, A time of pain and fear. For i can not bear to stand alone, In this heart of mine, I need you here to support me, This pain will last some time. I need you here, In every single way, As I can no longer stand alone, No minute, no hour, no day. This pain i feel is an un-ordinary thing, It is not the kind of feeling i need, I can not stand the pain, but there's nothing I can do, I hope and I wish and I dream, That someday I can stand against this feeling, But it is not possible, Unless I am here with you!

The One I Gave My Heart To
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad? How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad? Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand. If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Like That? How Could The One I Gave My World To, Throw My World Away? How Could The One Who Said I Love You, Say The Things You Say? How Could The One I Was So True Too, Just Tell Me Lies? How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break This Heart Of Mine? Tell Me........ How Could You Be So Cold To Me? When I Gave You Everything. All My Love, All I Had Inside. How Could you Just Walk Out The Door? How Could You Not Love Me Anymore? I Thought We Had Forever. I Cant Understand. How Could The One I Shared My Dreams With, Take My Dreams From me? How Could The Love That Brought Such Pleasure, Bring Such Misery? Wont Somebody Tell Me? Somebody Tell Me Please. If You Love Me, How Could You Do That To Me? Tell Me........

Stuff I Wrote In High School
Deadly Night The darkness fills me. The blackness consumes me. The emptiness surrounds me. The man inside has left me. The pain is so great. The time has been so long. The one I've needed I didn't know. The ones I've known I haven't needed. The memories kill with each rememborance. The light of hope has dwindled out. The anwsers evade me, out of reach. The scent of happiness runs from me. There is nothing left of the real me. My sanity my loss I see my sanity dripping as out of a faucet I see my self in the puddle it makes my reflection looks different he laughs and points what is this I am? without my self who am I? If I am still here who is in the puddle laughing? Is it me? Or some one inside me? Why does he hurt me? Who can I be without myself? At last I am nothing! My selves My loneliness enslaves me like a maniac being tied up and because of this so I am My anger rages like a caged lion he threatens to harm but no one hears his vengefu

Real?
im dreamin of cats again. the world is comin 2 an end. we r n the galaxy facin certain death. the universe will explode if we dont stop it now. 'Freddy' is lovin every min. of it. 'Cat' is my protector,my savior, & the love of my life. Freddy kills Cat. he died 2 save me. i scream n horror. 'Lita',plus 4 crewmen,includin myself r aboard a ship headin towards the rip n the galaxy tryin 2 escape death. Freddy is the emperor & warns us 1 last time.then a big explosion comes towards us like a huge fireball n space. i ball up n the corner on the floor & cover my head. i cry as i close my eyez & pray 2 b saved. then silence. then Lita sayz 'live 4ever'. i look up & say 'what?' i stand up,turn around & what do i c? our lives have been spared cuz my savior & protector has returned 4 me. the tears rolled down & wouldnt stop. i said over & over again 'i love u'. he said he felt the same & would b wit me 4ever. he got 8 more lives 2 live. he will never leave me & he will alwayz b there no matter

Jello Shots
3 packages of Jello containing sugar 2 1/2 cups vodka 3 1/3 cups water Bring the water to a boil and remove from heat. Slowly stir in the Jello until dissolved. Wait 3 minutes, then stir in the vodka. Pour into individual shot-size cups and freeze.

Womens Responses To Mens Pick Up Lines Lol
1. Man: "Haven't we met before?" Woman: "Yes, I'm the receptionist at the V.D. Clinic." 2. Man: "Haven't I seen you some place before?" Woman: "Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore." 3. Man: "Is this seat empty?" Woman: "Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down." 4. Man: "So, wanna go back to my place?" Woman: "Well, I don't know. Will two people fit under a rock?" 5. Man: "Your place or mine?" Woman: "Both. You go to yours and I'll go to mine." 6. Man: "I'd really like to get into your pants." Woman: "No thanks. There's already one asshole in there." 7. Man: "I'd like to call you. What's your number?" Woman: "It's in the phone book." Man: "But I don't know your name." Woman: "That's in the phone book too." 8. Man: "So what do you do for a living ?" Woman: "I'm a female impersonator." 9. Man: "Voulez-vous vous coucher avec moi ce soir?" (Would you like to go to bed with me tonight?) Woman: "Je voudrais bien, mais je n'ai rien a porter." (I would love to, but I have nothing to

Anything Goes
Yeah! Yeah! Fuck my ass! Fuck it raw! Fuck it good! Give me what I want!" I was watching a pornographic movie. There were eight men on one woman. One man was underneath the woman with his cock in her pussy. Another man was on top of her, shoving his big meat into her swollen pink asshole. He kept pulling out to show the camera how puffy and open her hole looked, and then he slowly plunged back in. Again and again he pulled out of her anus and then rammed himself back, causing the woman's face to contort with ecstasy. I was stroking my clit with my dildo, watching the pleasure this woman was taking from these men, wishing that I were she. I constantly fantasize about being gloriously gang-banged by a bunch of bad boys wanting to fuck me. I get off on the thought of sticking my ass in the air in front of them and saying, "Come on, boys, fuck my pussy! Give me what I want! Give my pussy some cock!" In my fantasy I reach around and spread my ass for them to see. Then I feel a l

Poosmoke.com
I got the internet at 14 and have been addicted since. I have met probably over 1000 people due to the internet, not so much from a personal 1 on 1 connection online but have used the internet to promote a lot of concerts, parties and weeklys and received a lot of attendence because of it. I met a girl from the internet who would become a good friend of mine for many years. During the beginning of our friendship she introduced me to a website, Poosmoke.com. It was a Marijuana comedy side based out of Phoenix. She frequently talked to the owner of the site who had been looking for writers and internet radio personalities and she did her best to convince me I was perfect for it. I had written a few paragraphs on my adventures in terrorizing candy kids at raves. It had been a big hit with my friends and she sent it to him. After talking to him a few times online and giving him my usual over-saucy attitude I often had at the time he decided he wanted to interview me in person for a

Dumb F*ck's Of The Week
Indian family exhumes son's corpse to revive him Thu May 31, 10:59 AM ET The corpse of an Indian man was exhumed by his family in a remote eastern village in the belief that a witch doctor could bring him back to life, three days after he died. Arun Majhi, 21, died after he was bitten by a snake while scouring the jungle near his home for firewood last Thursday and his grieving family buried him the same day. But two days later, Majhi's mother dreamt that her son could come back to life. On Sunday, they dug his grave, exhumed the corpse and hired Natabara Sahu, a local witch doctor, who promised to do his best. "I am sitting beside my son waiting for him to come back to life," Bibhisan Majhi, Arun's father, told Reuters Television as he fanned Arun's corpse, which was covered with a mosquito net. But with Arun still dead two days after the witch doctor was hired, the family gave up and reburied him in Bhejapadar village in the eastern state of Orissa. Superstitions are widespr

Choosing A Wife
A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future b

People
People can be rude, people can be crude. Why? People come in different shapes and sizes. I believe that you should not judge others. Its like looking at a book cover and judging it before reading it. Well to me people are like a book, don't judge by the cover, judge by the inner self

Pool Party
another great pool party happened this weekend. You guys have to see this. I had Cyanide on one side of me and Poison Ivy on the other. And let me tel you, we were not holding hands. After steaming up in the pool, we all came inside. After a fast run to the liquor store... no telling where else the night will take us....

Sooner Or Later
sooner or later Sooner or later a person begins to notice that everything that happens to her is perfect, relates directly to who she is, had to happen, plays its little role in fulfilling her destiny. When she encounters difficulty, it no longer occurs to her to complain - she has learned to expect nothing, has learned that loss and frustration are a part of life, and come at their proper time - instead she asks herself, whyis this happening? ... by which she means, what can I learn from this, how will it strengthen me, make me more aware? She lets herself be strengthened, lets herself grow, just as she lets herself relax and enjoy (and grow) when life is gentle to her. Strengthened by this simple awareness, that life is perfect, that all things come at their proper moment, and that she is always the perfect person for the situation she finds herself in. A person begins to feel more and more in tune with her inner nature, begins to find it easier and easier to do what s

What's Love? Author: Dareen
Love is a thing shared by two Love is what you feel for me and you Love is precious when its shared Love is danger when its dared Love wanders and searches for the one Love plays and just do it for fun Love lets you hear love songs to emote Love lets you make sweet poems & a quote Love makes the world go around Love makes us happy if the one we love is finally found Love turns the world upside down Love cheers us never with a frown Love makes you cry Love sacrifices and says goodbye Love has its own reason and time Love can make someone you love "mine" Love makes a person kiss Love makes a person miss Love is experienced by all Love conquers when you fall.

The Former Tennessee Senator
Fred Thompson The former Tennessee senator and “Law & Order” actor is expected to file papers Monday that will take him a step closer to a bid for the Republican presidential nomination. The time might be right for Thompson. The latest NBC/WSJ poll says just 53 percent of Republicans are satisfied with their presidential choices (compared with 78 percent of Democrats who say they are).

Lessons From My First Mumm - Part 1 - Personal Power
So yesterday I wrote my first MUMM. I couldn't sleep, even though I had to work last night and I was going to write a very inspiring and heart opening blog but I decided to do the MUMM. It was a controversial question and I got some answers that were pure gems. I will write about them another time as there is something else about the MUMM I want to comment on. There was a second part to the MUMM that I made that was also interesting to me. Having answered a few MUMM's on Marriage, meeting people online and a few other things, I have noticed that along with blogs, ratings and comments, there are a lot of people who comment MUMMs, who just choose to be rude, inconsiderate and waste moments of their life being downright asinine. So I wrote some RULES for the MUMM about people answering with bullshit comments and decided to test them out. It didn't work out as I intended put it wasn't a failure either because I learned TONS of stuff from the test. I made some rules about not wanting

For June 3,2007
It's time to clear the air, or an undercurrent of tension could become a very distinct sense of unease. Examine any ulterior motives. If you're brave and face the situation honestly, you'll see an immediate improvement.

The Wall
Don't tell me that you love me, Then, just walk away. Don't tell me that you need me, Then, never act that way. My heart is protected By a wall of self-made brick. No one is going to tumble it, 'Cause no one knows the trick. I can't let myself get hurt. The pain, I won't feel. This wall is strong and thick, It is my only shield. You can try and go around it, And climb over the top. You might get a peek of tenderness, I won't tell you to stop. ~~Darla~~

So Today I..
Ran for this Children's Advocate thinggy. I had fun. At about 5 miles i almost barfed because i was a little hungover. But it was fun. I looked on the positive side of it. I was running 7 miles to raise alot of money for some kids who really need it. It made me feel really good. When the leader of the whole shindig thanked me i felt really proud of myself. So i thik ill do those kind of things from now on. =)

In Desperate Need Of Rainfall...
I'm about 4 inches below what is normal as far as rain for this time of year. I need a couple good soakers - but I won't get one tonight it looks like - in fact I just had a bad sounding thunderstorm, but it only dropped about a half inch in the rain bucket...*sigh*

Why Yer Ex Called You When He Was Drunk...
No, the skank wasnt worth it. Yes, he is sorry(really!). No, you won't take him back(and he knows that), but damn, will you give him a moment of bliss b4 he goes back 2 sobriety and realize his life sucks without you? Yes, you should have sex with him. Why? Because it will continue his suffering.

Oklahoma City,ok 06/13/07 -
Allan "Stryker" StampIts Official Folks, Allan "Stryker" Stamp is set to do Battle in Oklahoma City, OK. for a fight on June 16th. Stamp recieved his contract today and is ready to rumble at 205. Stamp has an impressive pro record of 18-3-1 and his opponent will bring an 18-20-11 record to the cage and Stamp is looking for another win to add to his already impressive record.This will be an exciting card, details will be released soon. Stamp will be fighting in Warriors of the Cage at the Farmers Market over on Kline St in OKLA CITY!! Stay tuned for more details regarding this incredible fight card at the Team Apocolypse website at www.myspace.com/teamapocolypseincTeamIn addition to the fights that night there will be a special guest appearance by Dallas "The Destroyer" Cordts who is a female pro mma fighter with an equally impressive record to the table of 18-0. She is going to support Stamp and visit her old hometown in addition to making a special guest appearance for Warriors of the

Plz Read About Me
HEY EVERYONE...WELCOME TO MY PAGE...I AM A PRETTY SIMPLE GIRL, JUST HERE TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS AND HAVE A BLAST DOING IT,NOT LOOKING TO BE POPULAR OR GAIN CHERRY POINTS.NOT LOOKING TO GET THE HOOK UP,I AM PRETTY BLUNT AND STR8 TO THE POINT.I LOVE THE OUTDOORS,HANGING WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS,DANCING..JUST CUTTING LOOSE..SO COME ON AND JOIN ME AND LETS HAVE FUN TOGETHER... Before you look at my page, remember this is MY page, MY interests and MY life.. go ahead, JUDGE me... that is your choice but I dont want to hear any of your negative reviews.. so keep ur opinion to yourself, thank you. Oh & to the ones that rejoice in making people feel better about themselves by complimenting their outlook on life thank you even more. Back to 1st grade..."if you have nothing good to say, dont say anything at all" If you are everything otherwise you can sit back, get comfortable and proceed to read I like to be taken seriously but i hate to be serious, I can be blunt but never brutal, I believe in kar

Peter Britt On Soundclick,help Get Lay The Sugar On To Number 1r
Vote on his songs, my moto has always been there if ya like it hit hot dang !!! inside info lay the sugar on is at 22 lets get it to number one :) Click on banner

How To Know Where A Driver Is From
One hand on wheel, one hand on horn: New York One hand on wheel, one finger out window: Chicago One hand on wheel, one hand on newspaper, foot solidly on accelerator: Boston One hand on wheel, cradling cell phone,brick on accelerator: California With gun in lap: L.A. Both hands on wheel, eyes shut, both feet on brake, quivering in terror: Ohio, but driving in California. Both hands in air, gesturing, both feet on accelerator, head turned to talk to someone in back seat: Italy One hand on latte, one knee on wheel, cradling cell phone, foot on brake, mind on game: Seattle One hand on wheel, one hand on hunting rifle, alternating between both feet being on the accelerator and both on the brake, throwing a McDonalds bag out the window: Texas city male One hand on wheel, one hand hanging out the window, keeping speed steadily at 70mph, driving down the center of the road unless coming around a blind curve, in which case they are on the left side of the road:

As Of June 4, 2007
WWE HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONJOHN CENA INTERCONTINENTAL HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONSANTINO MARELLA WWE WOMEN'S HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONMELINA WORLD TAG TEAM CHAMPIONSLANCE CADE AND TREVOR MURDOCH WORLD HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONEDGE UNITED STATES HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONMONTEL VONTAVIOUS PORTER (MVP)

The Florida Storm
I had been running as a team driver in training for a while. They finally thought I was ready to go on a truck with one of the regular drivers. Being in a man's world like this, I had to prove myself over and over. Hiding my sexuality. My sensitivity. My passions. There was one particular driver I wanted to be teamed with. I had seen him ride up on his motorcycle the first day I started. He was one tall hunk of manhood. He was a big teddybear. And he was my mission. When my turn came up for a team run and they told me who I was being teamed with. I could not stop the butterflies in stomach. This was my chance. My chance to show this man that there was a woman underneath these jeans and shirts. Our first trip was to Florida. I had been there as a young teenager and loved it. The beaches where beautiful. I wondered if he was a talker. If not we were in trouble from the beginning. I was a talker. Big time. As I grabbed my duffle bag to throw in the truck, a hand came out of nowhe

A Little Fruity But One Of My Favs
From one of my favorite movies: It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years I had roses and apologized to no one. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An inch. It is small and it is fragile and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must NEVER let them take it from us. I hope that whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the worlds turns, and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that, even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you.

Ouch!!
There's this old priest who got sick of all the people in his parish who kept confessing to adultery. One Sunday, in the pulpit, he said, "if I hear one more person confess to adultery, I'll quit!" Well, everyone liked him, so they came up with a code word. Someone who had committed adultery would say they had "fallen". This seemed to satisfy the old priest and things went well, until the priest died at a ripe old age. About a week after the new priest arrived, he visited the Mayor of the town and seemed very concerned. The priest said, "you have to do something about the sidewalks in town. When people come into the confessional, they keep talking about having fallen." The Mayor started to laugh, realizing that no-one had told the new priest about the code word. Before the mayor could explain, the priest shook an accusing finger at the mayor and said, "I don't know what you're laughing about, Your wife fell three times this week."

I Am A Native American!
We came from many different Lands We came from many different places We came before the World aknowledged That America was even created Our Fathers And Mothers are shining bright like Stars We are the Decedents of the Great Believer Himself We came with the notion that Freedom would shine We came with the Love from Peace undenied We came from a World that none knew before We came when the Great Spirit shined and opened the Door The Tower of Babble the Nation of Abraham The Decedents of Joseph and Mary are our Kin We are the ones that saw the signs That Peace is in Unity and Harmony combined So when you hear Native Do not be alarmed for many Natives From many Cultures Make up Native Americans (Tony Kenyon 2007)

For Laura
She came into my life What seems like years ago. And while it's only been six months Ill never let her go She picks me up When I am down She makes me laugh When I want to run She's held my hand When I was lonely She gave me a hug As I cried in my sleep She's told me off She's made me mad She's made me see The mistake before I ran Her pain is so intense Her will to live is strong But all of that she puts behind When I need someone to call She is my best friend And so much more She is Laura And I love her so More then I think She will ever know. I love you Laura

I'm Sorry
It's hard to know Just what to say When someone you love Is going away I gave my heart But it wasn't seen They thought I lied Or played a game But love was there And love was true I broke their heart No doubt in two Jealousy played a part For both of us They didn't know I felt it too So to this person I hope they see That my love was true And will always be

Midnight... June 19th, 2007
I have cancelled my VIC account and this is the date and time that it expires. I will rate my friends with as many 11s as I can until that time. After midnight on the 19th, I am going to be giving serious thought to dropping out of CT all together. With the combination of work, school and some of the BS I have to put up with here, it'a just doesn't seem to be worth it anymore. Not 100% sure, but pretty close. Take care of yourselves.

Graduation
SO TODAY WAS A BUSY DAY FOR ME MY OLDEST DAUGHTER IS GRADuating.....YEP IM PROUD OF HER ......YESTURDAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL MY KIDS ALL HAD PERFECT ATTENDENCE FOR THE WHOLE YEAR WITCH ISNT BAD THEY HAVE THAT THRU THE WHOLE TIME THEY HAVE WENT ONE IS GOING TO HIGH SCHOOL ONE is in 7TH ONE in 4TH AND ONE in 3RD SO I THINK THE PARENTS SHOULD GET A CONGRATS FOR THAT ITS HARD GETTIN EM OFF EVERY DAMN DAY ...LOL!!!! OK ON TO SOMETHING MORE WE HAVE HAD SOME MAJOR FUCKIN STORMS I MEAN KNOCKING THE POWER OUT THUNDER LIGHTING I LOOK FOR HAIL ANYTIME I LOVE THE STORMS BUT NOT COOL WHEN I LOOSE LIGHTS AND HAVE KNOW COMPUTER .....BLAH....ANYWHO I GOTTA RUN SEE YA SOON...XOOXOXOXO MESHA!!!

Canada's Unknown Soldier
Canada's Unknown Soldier The Unknown Soldier represents all those Canadians, men and women, who died with no known grave in all Canada's wars. He is a young Canadian killed in World War 1 at the Battle of Vimy Ridge in France in 1917, where the Canadian Corps won a magnificent victory. It is said that Canada was born as a nation during this action. The body of the Unknown Soldier was exhumed from an anonymous grave in a cemetery near Vimy, where it had lain for 83 years, and brought back to Canada. It was interred in a simple tomb in front of the National War Memorial, Ottawa, in an Act of Remembrance on May 28th, 2000. Kelly Funeral Homes and Chapels is honoured to have been selected by the Funeral Service Association of Canada, to receive and transport the body of the Canadian Unknown Soldier, from its arrival on Canadian soil to the Cartier Square Drill Hall. The casket and remains of the Unknown Soldier were transferred to Canadian possession at a ceremony held at

Hinder Gig 6/6/07
Well after not actually wanting to go, I had the best time! A late start, and a tiny venue looked like it would be pretty lame. After 2 support acts Enjoy and Destroy and Damone which were not too bad (if you excuse the spitting every 5 seconds) came Hinder. Wicked night! Wicked company! Great Live show! Highlight:- Emma getting rage and throwing a plastic cup at a stupid girls head for sitting on some guys sholders during "Lips of an angel" CLASSIC! Can't wait for the next one!

Look At The Downrater
look at the fat girl down rater that rated me a 1 makes me want to cry ....... NOT!!!! Another one down rates me ~Gothic Rose~™Goddess of Death~Founder of The Covenant of Shadows~ Member of The Confederate Bombers Family~CT Wife of Warlock~@ CherryTAP My 1st Down Rater AMERICANGRYL*OWNER OF THE HOT SPOT LOUNGE~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~BOMBSQUAD*CT WIFE OF DEVIL4975@ CherryTAP ~loveable sissy~GIT-R-DONE FAMILY`Bartender of the HOT SPOT lounge@ CherryTAP Makes ya wunder bout some people heres another 1 Big DaddyCONFEDERATE BOMBERS@ CherryTAP Damn This sista rated me a 9 nyhottie@ CherryTAP

Thief Gives Cops The Finger
Fondness for finger causes German thief's downfall Wed Jun 6, 8:27 AM ET A German thief got nabbed after he tore off his finger during a bungled break-in then went back to retrieve it, police said on Wednesday. After setting off the alarm at Berlin's Technical Museum late on Tuesday, the 35-year-old man escaped from two security guards, clambered up a 3 metre (10 foot) fence but got snagged by a ring on the middle finger of his right hand. The man managed to free himself -- but only after tearing off the finger. The security guards arrested him when he went back to recover the severed digit and ask for medical aid. "His comment afterwards was: 'Breaking and entering doesn't pay,'" said a spokeswoman for local police. Doctors were unable to reattach the man's finger.

Rhyme: The Sadness Of Sex
Kissing's a pleasure Fucking's a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain He says he loves you, and you believe it's true Until your belly starts to swell and he says hell with you. 10 minutes of pleasure, 9 months and pain 3 days in hospital, a child without a name The baby's a bastard The mother's a whore This never would have happened if the rubber hadn't tore

Knickerless
Joe is sitting on a train across from a busty blonde wearing a tiny mini skirt. Despite his efforts, he is unable to stop staring at the top of her thighs. To his delight, he realises she has gone without underwear. The blonde realises he is staring and inquires, "Are you looking at my pussy?" "Yes, I'm sorry," says Joe and promises to avert his eyes. "It's quite alright," replies the woman, "It's very talented, watch this, I'll make it blow a kiss to you." Sure enough the pussy blows him a kiss. Joe, who is completely absorbed, inquires what else the wonder pussy can do. "I can also make it wink," says the woman. Joe stares in amazement as the pussy winks at him. "Come and sit next to me," suggests the woman, patting the seat. Joe moves over and is asked, "Would you like to stick a couple of fingers in?" Stunned, Joe replies, "Good grief! Can it whistle, too?"

Signs You Might Be A Redneck
You think loading the dishwasher means getting your wife drunk. You think "taking out the trash" means taking your in-laws to a movie. You take a load to the dump and bring back more than you took. You let your twelve-year-old daughter smoke at the dinner table in front of her kids. You ever cut your grass and found a car. The Halloween pumpkin on your front porch has more teeth than your wife. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. You think taking a bubble bath starts with eating beans for dinner. You've got more than one brother named 'Darryl'. You own a homemade fur coat. The people on Jerry Springer's show remind you of your neighbors. You've been married three times and still have the same in-laws. You can get dog hair from out of your belly button. The beer can collection in the town museum is the big tourist attraction. People hear your car a long time before they see it.

Johnny
Johnny wanted to get jiggy jiggy with a girl in his office, but she belonged to someone else... One day, Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let me screw you. But the girl said NO. Johnny said, "I'll be fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up. " She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend... So she called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up the money very fast, he won't even be able to get his pants down." So she agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hour goes by, and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally, after 45 minutes, the boyfriend calls and asks what happened. She responded, "The bastard used coins!"

My Baby , My Everything
dont ask me how or why i jus love this boy with all my heart i mean he was there for me when i was dating someone who treated me like shit and he always made me smile no matter what im never able to keep a straight face with him i mean i can sit on the phone with him for hours and not say a word and still be smiling cause i finally got him he makes me feel so good about myself i dont know what i would do without this man hes jus so nice and im hear to say that i love him with everything my heat my soul my mind i dont know what i would to do without him, today i was informed that he was leaving for 2 weeks i immedialty started cryin i mean who will i go to when i have problems hes always there for me no matter what it is i tell him things i dont want anyone else to know and it never changes how he feels about me i mean there is noone who could make me leave this boy hes just a great guy all around gawd i fuckin hate the national guard now lol i have fallin inlove with a soldier wo

Long Distance Relationships
Long Distance Relationships I've been noticing people asking questions about having a long distance relationship and if true love is possible or not. I strongly believe that anyone can have a long distance relationship. how the 2 truly feel about eachother is another story. What makes a long distance relationship strong? honesty, love and care towards both people. now bad times are to be expected throughout a relationship and if you love someone enough you'll work on the issue yourself along with your partner to make sure it's resolved, walking away doesn't solve anything, it just shows that you don't love that person like you claimed you did. issues come up, resolve them than carry on, however as you carry on and as the 2 can resolve problems/issues together you will notice the relationship getting stronger, the love will be burning lol. if people say "how can you love someone that's miles away from you" it's quite simple. you love someone for who they are, not just what

On Vacation :-d
WoooHooo... I finally get a couple days off. Ok, I am taking *some* work with me, but I promise to keep it under 6 hours work :-P I'm heading back to my little home town nestled in the NE PA mountains for a graduation party for the daughter of a close family friend. It should be a good time ;-) I hope everyone has a great weekend ;-) Take care folks @};- Paul

Bdsm Checklist
Col 1-Answer YES or NO next to each item to indicate if you have ever DONE that activity. Col 2-For each YES indicate for each item how you FEEL about that activity. Scale of 0 to 5. A zero means you did not like that activity but you are willing to do it to please me. 5 means the activity is a wild turn-on. D/k means I don't know what this activity is and need a definition. N/a means "not sure I am willing to share this activity at this time." Col 3-If you have never done this activity before (answered NO), use the 3rd column to indicate if this is an activity you want to explore/try. Answer YES, NO or Not Yet next to each item to indicate if you wish to try the activity, not try the activity or not try the activity yet but open to try in the future. Col 4-For each YES or NOT Yet, indicate for each item how you FEEL about exploring that activity by rating it on a scale of 0 to 5. A zero means you are willing to explore this activity to please me. 5 means the activity is s

To Hold You In My Arms Again
I feel as though my heart lay bleeding On a countertop. The pain is like a flooded scream That cannot, will not stop. I cannot live, I cannot breathe; Pain is all I do. I cannot think how I can be Long living without you. Ah, God! I want you back so bad That I would gladly die To hold you in my arms again And not care how or why; To hold you in my arms again And tell you of my love, And then go gladly back to the Love that we both had and shared.

Letter To Hope
I sit and dream of a love that is so strong that the wind and rain sing songs of joy.. I want desire and passion but i am begening to think that love like that is just in fairy tales and movies.. i dont remember how it feel to be with someone who wants me.or someone who enjoys holding one another. kissing in the rain or just some one to take a long walk to nowhere just to be together. dreams.....empty wishes... maybe i had my chances of love.. i tend to think that i should let go of the silly dreams of love i am not for sure how to turn off a dream i want someone who will love me i dont know but some times i wish i could turn that wanting off..i need to step away from the dream so maybe i can heal the whole in my heart..an emptiness that fills my spirit... a hollow feeling of nothing but wanting that i wish i could turn off i wonder how taking life one moment at a time will help me heal help smile help me laugh the liitle things in life that was alw

Too Busy For A Friend...
Too Busy for a Friend... One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but

What I Think Of You
Roses are dead, Violets are too I'm still in love, But not with you. You thought you hurt me, and made me cry But i was in lovewith another guy. Simply because, You have no class, All you had to do was kiss my ass. You sit around And talk your shit, So fuck you And your little ass dick. You thought you left me, But I left you, What my man is doing, You can't do. You tell your homies You played me like a bitch, And I tell my girls You have a little dick. You said you loved me, But it wasnt true, Well guess what Motha Fucka?!?! I played you!!

9 Word Women Use
This could be used as rules for men eliminate lots of prblems lol just jokin Edit Jun 8, 2007, 1:24 pm 9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. FINE: This is the word to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up . 2.FIVE MINTUES: if she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. five mintues is only if you have just been given five minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.. 3.NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. this means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothin usually end in fine 4.GO AHEAD:This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! 5. Loud Sigh:This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statment often misunderstood by men, a loud sigh mean she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here arguing with you about nothing . (refer back to # 3 nothin) 6. THATS Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statment s a women can make to a man. That okay means she wants to

Jessa Is Leaveing Us
Dj Hotness AKa Jessa Is doing her last show, So come say your good byes!! (CLICK THE BANNER TO CHECK IT OUT!!) (repost of original by 'Dj Hottness †Insanity† Owner of I C' on '2007-06-08 14:11:52') (repost of original by 'Captain Switchblade, Jessas Yang' on '2007-06-08 14:15:19') (repost of original by 'Dj

I'm Fucking Done!
I am done with the fucking drama here... I'm done trying to support people who can't get their heads outta their asses. I'm FUCKING DONE! MY WHOLE ENTIRE ACCOUNT WILL BE DELETED AT THE END OF THE MONTH.

Grrr!!! Stop Looking And Not Talking!
OK....I'm seriously really seriously upset that everyone keeps looking at my profile but never says anything! I'm not racing for points here, I came to meet new friends and thus far...I know and have talked to maybe 4 of the people on my friends list! GUYS AND GIRLS, c'mon now, let's get real...why do you go to a bar? besides to get drunk and hopefully walk out with a new piece of ass...meet people, talk to people! I'm sorry I realize that I'm still underage but I have frequented many bars and I know that you just don't look at someone and leave with them at close, it takes time, energy and ooooooh wait for it, wait for it....it's coming....oooooohhhhhh CONVERSATION! Don't get me wrong I love all the 10s and all the "checked you out" on my bar tab...but I would really love if I could have conversation with some of you people! I'm shy...very shy at times and you really great looking guys which is 98.99% of you really scare me into not trying to talk to you. I mean honestly going to your

Goodnight My Friends And Family
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Thanks for stopping by today! I am so happy to be back! I missed you all. A very special thank you to my boyfriend Jason for making it happen before next week! Lots of Love and HUGS! Mwah

Lost
good u feel so stupid for thingking something could be real when i my heart said its too good to be true and u love thme so much u would have died for them u love someone so much u would almost give up college for them for them and they girls and u just stop everything for that one person guys u get one that loves u back as much as u love them hold on to them girls if u get someone that loves u back this much hold on to them bc u dont get a sec chance with love

U Never Know What U Had Till Its Gone
well for me i knew what i had and i wanted to hold on to her forever but that could not happen i would have cared for her and her family i would have moved there adn took her family and her adn would have don verything i could to show how much i care just to say i love u i would have died for them care for hthem love them like noone even done before and at the end of the day they would have knew i reallyed cared for them i loved her so much i could not hold it inside so i have to go to the 2 ppl i told about it and tell them i was worng

Friendships
A shell of a being, a hollow heart, caused by pain and neglect. Unknowing to life of the present as I reside in the hurt of my past. Longing for change not knowing how to attain it, not wanting to believe what I hear… That I'm hiding in my own fears. Where to begin and how to revive the heart that lays hollow in my chest, black and broken. Then I feel a strange feeling of warmth around me as I slowly realize it's you trying to bring me back from my emotional death. for my C.

Was I Wrong ????
THE SWEET WORDS YOU SAID TO ME ....MELTED ME AND MADE ME BELIEVE IN YOU 100% I GUESS I'M TOO TRUSTING AND TRY TO BELIEVE PEOPLE AREN'T OUT TO HURT ME ?? AM I WRONG IS MY HEART TO SOFT ?? DO I NEED TO REALIZE I'M A SILLY FOOL ?? I HAVE SPOKEN THE TRUTH TO YOU AND ALWAYS WILL ... I TOLD YOU I WANTED THE TRUTH FROM YOU EVEN IF THE TRUTH HURT ME. I'LL CRY AND I WILL BE HURT BUT THE WAITING AND WONDERING IS HURTING ME SO BAD !!! I MISS YOU ?? I GUESS I WILL BE HERE WAITING AND WAITING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG BUT WANT TO BE WITH YOU !!

My Secret Desires...
My secret desires are...making love with a sweet small breasted girl,who makes up for their size with large nipples. Just the sight of them make me cum! But I can't live on a diet of pussy,alone. I need a big tall hunk of a man! The one that knows what he wants,and knows just how to get it! Just one look,and I melt. Hold me down,and fuck the hell out of me! MMMMMMMMM.

Dont Raise Your Hand To Anyone
I GOT FLOWERS TODAY, IT WASN’T MY BIRTHDAY OR ANY OTHER SPECIAL DAY.WE HAD ARE FIRST ARGUMENT LAST NIGHT, AND HE SAID A LOT OF CRUEL THINGS THAT REALLY HURT ME.I KNOW HE IS SORRY AND DIDN’T MEAN THE THINGS HE SAID, BECAUSE I GOT FLOWERS TODAY.I GOT FLOWERS TODAY ,IT WASN’T OUR ANNIVERSARY OR ANY OTHER SPECIAL DAY.LAST NIGHT HE THREW ME INTO THE WALL AND STARTED TO CHOKE ME.IT SEEMED LIKE A NIGHTMAREI COULDN’T BELIEVE IT WAS REALI WOKE UP THIS MORNING SORE AND BRUISED ALL OVER.I KNOW HE MUST BE SORRY BECAUSE HE SENT ME FLOWERS TODAY. I GOT FLOWERS TODAY, IT WASN’T MOTHERS DAY OR ANY OTHER SPECIAL DAY ,LAST NIGHT HE BEAT ME UP AGAINAND IT WAS MUCH WORSE THEN THE OTHER TIMES.IF I LEAVE HIM, WHAT WILL I DOHOW WILL I TAKE CARE OF MY KIDSWHAT ABOUT MONEYIM AFRAID OF HIM AND SCARED TO LEAVE.BUT I KNOW HE MUST BE SORRY CAUSE HE SENT ME FLOWERS TODAY.I GOT FLOWERS TODAY ,TODAY WAS A SPECIAL DAYIT WAS THE DAY OF MY FUNERALLAST NIGHT HE FINALLY KILLED MEHE BEAT ME TO DEATHIF ONLY I HAD GATHERED E

My First Assignment Done And Submitted....
I turned in my first assignment in tonight. Yes I waited till the last minute. And I don't think I will be doing that again. The grades go in the computer Tuesday night. God I am so freakin nervous. I feel like it is the first day of high school again because I know what rides on these grades. I am trying so hard to keep focused but it is so hard with four little ones running around at night you just want your me time not study time. I have to find my groove to where I can still talk to my friends, spend time with my kids, do house work and of course my studies. I know I will figure it out I just don't want to mess up this early in the game. I am also going to try to finish my cross stitching stuff that I started to make for my new niece and for my daughters baby dolls. I have so many craft projects that I started before my separation that it is ghastly. Anyway just thought I would share with anyone who cares how excited and nervous I am about my first assignment. Talk to everyone

Red Fridays
I received this as an email from someone I spent time with in the Army. I wanted to pass it on...Virginia Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone(well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young

I Hate Romance Movies
Romance movies, remind me that I don't have something that is important to me. Love. I've lived my life growing up not knowing if my mother really loved me. People can say that they love you, but its action that shows it. My mom would say that she loved me, but then neglect me. I've noticed lately that she does something that she does something all the time that hurts me. Whenever I try to talk to her about my feelings or about something I think is important, she tells me that I'm making a big deal out of nothing. As if my feelings didn't matter. I want what she has been unable to give me. I want someone to unconditionally love me. To accept me with all of my flaws and faults. I want someone that is going to be there no matter what. And then I watch a romance movie and I am reminded that I don't have that, that I've never had that. Romance movies go overboard in fantasy but but sometimes they demonstrate what love is really all about. I know that in order to find and

Loss Of A Bestfriend
i found out on friday the 8th that one of my best friends died at 9 pm after a horrendous moterbike accident i miss him alot he always made me laugh he was my lil internet brother he was 27 years old had 1 daughter that he never got to see he loved his cars and motercycles he always had to share what his cars looked like with me cause i love cars and motercycles also, even though he lived in canada an i live in ohio i loved him like my brother i have alot of extended family online and offline i take people into my family i dunno why but i do an i was blessed when i took him into my family he was a great person R.I.P SAL MY LIL BRO (this person is from camfrog if ur from there then u know who he was)

Hole In My Heart
theres a hole in my heart i feel empty the pain never leaves just hearin those words makes me cry everytime i feel like i lost apart of me i was on top of the world until the day u walked out of my life and she walked into urs now im alone in the dark with this pain that never leaves and the hole in my heart take a look down u can see the tears that surround me depression clouds my mind memories stay strong wishin i could relive them to turn back time would be wonderful but it can never happen i had the world in my hands and it just slipped away i couldnt hold on tight enough i regret the things i didnt do if i did things differently then maybe just maybe i could hold u one more time

Wooden Bowl
A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spil

Something To Tease Your Brain
See if you can figure out what all of the following words have in common: Banana Dresser Grammar Potato Revive Uneven Voodoo Assess Are you peeking or have you already given up? Give It Another Try You'll kick yourself when you discover the answer. Go back and look at them again; think hard. OK... Here you go....hope you didn't cheat..... This is cool..... SCROLL DOWN Answer: In all of the words listed, if you take the first letter.. Place it at the end of the word....and then spell the word backwards..... It will be the same word. Did you figure it out? Most people do not.

Please Join The L.r.l Society Of Wolves Today
We are needing more members that are strong in bombing skills, loyal to the rest of the family, respectful to superiorority, and love for our bond for as wolves are bonded together forever. Plus stop by my lounge "Wolves Forever". But truly if you are interested in joing in this family then please contact these individuals below for additional information. Thank you in advance. ------------------------------------------------- Jeff Lord_Wolf~Commander + Chief,Royal Bombing Wolves~L.R.L~Society@ CherryTAP or Theresa Co-Founder*Inspiration*Secretary~L.R.L. *In charge of all Int/Ext Ops/Moderator Wolf’s Den@ CherryTAP or Charlie aka Wolferz Wolferz ~Elder Druid Wolf --- Acting C.E.O. --- L.R.L. -- Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP

Red Flags
Below is a list of behaviors that may be seen in people who abuse their partners. In some cases, a batterer may only exhibit a few of the behaviors. A batterer may try to explain the behaviors as signs of love or concern for his partner. As time goes on, the batterer’s behavior becomes more extreme and serves to establish and maintain power and control over the victim. Jealousy. At the beginning of a relationship, an abuser may say that jealousy is a sign of love. Jealousy has nothing to do with love; it’s a sign of possessiveness and lack of trust. The abuser may question the victim about who she talks to, accuse her of flirting with other men, or express resentment of the time she spends with family, friends, or children. The abuser may call frequently or drop by unexpectedly. The abuser may refuse to let the victim work for fear she will meet somebody else, or may engage in behaviors such as checking the car mileage or asking friends to spy on the victim. Controlling Behavior

Seduction!!
Seduction is such a powerful thing, I love to plan it. It’s a late Saturday afternoon and I am taking a long hot bath. The bath was so hot that my skin is still red from the heat. I massage my body all over with lotion, I smell sweet and feel soft. I slip into my silk robe and slide my feet into sexy slippers. Mmmmmmm....I need a drink, a nice glass of Beaujolais will do. I sit at my dressing table and sip my wine and put my makeup on. Not too much, just a little dramatic eye makeup to make my green eyes look mysterious. I dry my hair and it falls in soft curls around my shoulders. I have my red lace panties and matching bra to put on. It feels so good to be in sexy lingerie. I choose my sexy red dress to wear for you. My legs are naked and my shoes are black high heels. Mmmmmmm.....something does not feel right........oh........I think I need to take my panties off! Yes, that feels better. The dinning room table is set and the candles are lit when you arrive home. I meet you a

I Need To Say Something
ok i logged back on to get this message in my shout box ...from djdevil witch...ok i have not been getting any help from any of the members so i think im going to remove the name from my name, since its aparent its not a helpful family.. to be my reply to this is our family is not going to help u if u dont help them too.. thats y is started this family ..ive seen alot of people join us and leave after there contest r over or when they got mad about something ... i have so members who r doing there part all ask is to help each other level comment contest ect... if your in a contest please send me the link ill add it to blog and bulletin...i know alot of r in other families too ..as far i know i dont think djdevil even add any of our members to her friends list i added her to mine...

Reconnecting Our Mouths And Brains
The church became a powerful institution within the Empire. The Christian doctrines appealed to those who despaired of this world. They also attracted many strong men who found it impossible to make a career under the Imperial government, but who could exercise their gifts of leadership among the humble followers of the Nazarene teacher. At last the state was obliged to take notice. -- Hendrik Willem van Loon, The Story of Mankind, "Rise of the Church", 1926 The midpoint of the New Testament book of James talks about what we have to live with in communicating with others. Coming to this in the middle of a letter (and that's what the book of James is; the chapter and verse divisions this and the rest of the Bible have were reference points inserted in the thirteenth and sixteenth centuries, respectively), we read that James himself hasn't lost the common touch, still referring to "my brethren" -- that is, those who like him have accepted Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior -

Important!
PLEASE COME TO THE CHERRIES GONE WILD LOUNGE! BRING YOUR FRIENDS AND BE SURE TO SAY I INVITED YOU PLEASE! I WOULD APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH!! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE!!!!!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6011#

Poem By William Faulkner.
If there be grief, then let it be but rain, And this but silver grief for grieving's sake, If these green woods be dreaming here to wake Within my heart, if I should rouse again. But I shall sleep, for where is any death While in these blue hills slumbrous overhead I'm rooted like a tree? Though I be dead, This earth that holds me fast will find me breath. William Faulkner

Mother Of The Year
THIS IS JUST THE CUTEST THING EVER MOTHER OF THE YEAR In a zoo in California, a mother tiger gave birth to a rare set of triplet tiger cubs. Unfortunately, due to complications in the pregnancy, the cubs were born prematurely and due to their tiny size, they died shortly after birth.The mother tiger after recovering from the delivery, suddenly started to decline in health, although physically she was fine. The veterinarians felt that the loss of her litter had caused the tigress to fall into a depression. The doctors decided that if the tigress could surrogate another mother's cubs, perhaps she would improve.After checking with many other zoos across the country, the depressing news was that there were no tig

Dumb Bitch
O.k. I'm sitting here and I hear this dumb cunt yellin at my kids, callin em names and shit I started to walk out there and put a hurtin on her fucking ass but just as I got to the door she took off in her jeep, drunk as a damn skunk so (TEE HEE) I called the police an reported the bitches ass.. I mean she had Summer & my older son JJ in tears from the shit she'd said to em. I heard most of it just not all, an asked JJ what had been said. Anyways some people can be asses but if I see her again, theres gonna be a huge can of whip ass opened.

For Sale:slightly Used Taser
For Sale: Slightly Used Tazer ============================== I bought something really cool for my wife. The occasion is my retirement, and I was looking for a little something extra for my lovely bride. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket purse-sized Tazer gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two metal prongs designed to incapacitate an assailant with a shock of high-voltage, low amperage electricity while you flee to safety. The effects are supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant but allowing you adequate time to retreat to safety. You simply jab the prongs into your 250 lb. tattooed assailant, push the button, and it will render him a slobbering, goggle-eyed, muscle-twitching, whimpering, pencil-neck geek. If you've never seen one of these things in action then you're truly missing out; it’s way too cool! I've seen several demonstrations

You Know Me!
If you get a dozen, you're loved!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . **. . . . . . *.** . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . .*. . . . . . * . . . . . . . .******. . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . . . . .******* . . .*. . . . .* . . . . . . . . .*********. . . . . * . . . . . . . . . .******* . *** *******. . . . . . . . .** .*******. . . . . . . . * . ******. . . . . . . . * * . .***. . *. . . . . . .** . . . . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . .****.*. . . .* . . . *******. .*. .* . . .*******. . . *. . . .*****. . . . * . . .**. . . . . .* . . .*. . . . . . **.* . . . . . . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . * . . . . . . . . * . . . . .

Food For Thought
http://www.homelandstupidity.us/2005/12/09/bush-constitution-just-a-goddamned-piece-of-paper/ Bush: Constitution “just a goddamned piece of paper” By Michael Hampton Posted: December 9, 2005 4:56 pm Updated: December 16, 2005 1:38 pm GOP leaders told Bush that his hardcore push to renew the more onerous provisions of the act could further alienate conservatives still mad at the President from his botched attempt to nominate White House Counsel Harriet Miers to the Supreme Court. “I donâ€™t give a goddamn,” Bush retorted. “I’m the President and the Commander-in-Chief. Do it my way.” “Mr. President,” one aide in the meeting said. “There is a valid case that the provisions in this law undermine the Constitution.” “Stop throwing the Constitution in my face,” Bush screamed back. “It’s just a goddamned piece of paper!” Iâ€™ve talked to three people present for the meeting that day and they all confirm that the President of the United States called the Constitution “a go

No Great Distance
Reach out in the darkness and I'll be there, Waiting for your touch Your lips on mine, so I dream Warm, gently demanding more Powerful hands exploring my body My passion rising beneath them Kissing your mouth, your neck, your chest, Slowly finding your pleasures You bring me up, hold me so close, so hard Loving the heat of our bodies Timeless, Don't wake me until we rise together Consummate this love in perfect rhythm--so I dream, Reach out in the light I'll be there, my friend, always